WEBVTT - Kathleen Turner

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<v Speaker 1>This is Alec Baldwin and you're listening to Here's the Thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Kathleen Turner made her film debut thirty years ago in

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<v Speaker 1>the blockbuster thriller Body Heat. Since then, she's taken on

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<v Speaker 1>the female roles actress's dream about playing, a word often

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<v Speaker 1>used to describe her work brazen. On screen, We've seen

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<v Speaker 1>her in Peggy Sue Got Married, Precy's Honor, The Accidental Tourist.

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<v Speaker 1>On stage, she's earned Tony nominations for Who's Afraid Of

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<v Speaker 1>Virginia Woolf and Cat On a Hot Tin Roof. Yet,

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<v Speaker 1>her career has not been without disappointment. Her most recent

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<v Speaker 1>Broadway play, High closed last year after just eight performances.

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<v Speaker 1>Now she's taken it on tour. She's performing in San

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<v Speaker 1>Francisco later this month. I had lunch with Kathleen at

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<v Speaker 1>Telepan Restaurant on Manhattan's Upper West Side. The restaurant was

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<v Speaker 1>between shifts, getting ready for dinner service, vacuums blaring around us,

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<v Speaker 1>dishes being stacked. As we talked Kathleen Turner, his mind

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<v Speaker 1>is always at work. Give her half an hour and

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<v Speaker 1>she'll solve the country's problems. So I've got an idea

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<v Speaker 1>if you want to hear it. I think we should

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<v Speaker 1>have a day when all women don't go to work.

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<v Speaker 1>If a handful of people in this country are going

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<v Speaker 1>to decide whether or not we will receive health care,

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<v Speaker 1>whether or not we have control over our bodies as

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<v Speaker 1>to when we wish to have a child, then what

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<v Speaker 1>would happen of the workforce one day, just with two

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<v Speaker 1>and reminded those people in Washington how important we are.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you think that for you? Because I know this

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<v Speaker 1>is true for me that at some point, maybe not

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<v Speaker 1>throughout your career, but at some point there was a

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<v Speaker 1>struggle to stay interested. No. I I think I was

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<v Speaker 1>brought up this way. My father was a foreign service officer.

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<v Speaker 1>We were always in a sense politically are you know?

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<v Speaker 1>Growing up? And I swear to gosh you when I

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<v Speaker 1>was about ten years old, my father we were at

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<v Speaker 1>some event, you know, like the fourth of July in Caracas,

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<v Speaker 1>Venice whatever or something, you know, and my father said,

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<v Speaker 1>please remember that you know your behavior reflects on your country.

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<v Speaker 1>And I can remember thinking vividly, oh my god, whatever

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<v Speaker 1>I do is going to be what people think of

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<v Speaker 1>the US, which is a heavy burden for a ten

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<v Speaker 1>year old. Let me tell you that might have been

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<v Speaker 1>unfair of him, It might have been a little rough.

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<v Speaker 1>He honestly believed it. And that sense of being part

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<v Speaker 1>of something and being responsible for something, I think was

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<v Speaker 1>instilled in meizens surely, very much so in some regard.

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<v Speaker 1>But at the same time, have you found it's been

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<v Speaker 1>hard for you to stay interested in this business throughout

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<v Speaker 1>you mean in the business of acting? Yes, no, No,

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<v Speaker 1>I certainly don't. I think make as much of a

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<v Speaker 1>priority of it as many other people I know in

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<v Speaker 1>the industry. But if I couldn't act, I just curl up,

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<v Speaker 1>shrivel up and die. Yeah. No, I can't live without it. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>has your attitude world have changed? It's gotten more passionate.

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<v Speaker 1>And well, I branch out now now because I've been

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<v Speaker 1>doing this for over thirty years now, and now I

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<v Speaker 1>can teach as well. Now I can direct as well.

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<v Speaker 1>But the but the reason I say this is because,

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<v Speaker 1>and I could be wrong, and this is my opinion.

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<v Speaker 1>This is the business, especially movies and television, the business

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<v Speaker 1>let's go of you or you let go of it

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<v Speaker 1>as interesting. And I wondered if at some point in

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<v Speaker 1>your career where you made films, especially there's a decade

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<v Speaker 1>where you make all these stones. Yeah, the world and

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<v Speaker 1>all this stuff is going, but you strike me somewhere

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<v Speaker 1>where you let go of it. I suppose so, But

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<v Speaker 1>did you lose interest? It was no. I never wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to live in Los Angeles. I had a daughter. I

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<v Speaker 1>was never going to bring up a girl out in

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<v Speaker 1>l A. Your daughter was born where here in New

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<v Speaker 1>York City, only raised her here. She has only lived here.

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<v Speaker 1>So from that period, the last movie you played like

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<v Speaker 1>a leading lady in Sereal mom My mom right, that's

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<v Speaker 1>when I got room with authorities. She's These things sort

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<v Speaker 1>of came around at the same time, a combination of circumstances. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>she was, and I got are A. She was in kindergarten.

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<v Speaker 1>So just all of a sudden, you just won't go

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<v Speaker 1>out there anymore. I couldn't fake it. I couldn't fake

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<v Speaker 1>looking and acting well, you know, there was I was.

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<v Speaker 1>It was very, very hard to to move at all.

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<v Speaker 1>We didn't really know what was going on for a

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<v Speaker 1>long time, you know. So I had all the fantasies

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<v Speaker 1>of some kind of dread disease that no one had

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<v Speaker 1>been able to diagnose that was killing me. And then

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<v Speaker 1>when they did diagnose it as all right, then they

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<v Speaker 1>started pumping me full of steroids and and you know

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<v Speaker 1>what that does, yeah yeah, And so at that for

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<v Speaker 1>about a year and a half, my entire woh, I'd

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<v Speaker 1>say longer, I'd say at least two years. My entire

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<v Speaker 1>focus was on being able to restore myself to some

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<v Speaker 1>normality of life. We lived in a brownstone when I

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't get up and downstairs, so we had to sell

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<v Speaker 1>that and move into once level apartment. You know. But

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<v Speaker 1>in the same way, I think I had always been

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<v Speaker 1>ambitious to it and working for growing up into a

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<v Speaker 1>full blown theater at coming home that happened in between films.

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<v Speaker 1>I would always go back to the stage. I met

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<v Speaker 1>too many actors in Hollywood, in l A film actors

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<v Speaker 1>who were terrified, I've ever going back to the stage.

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<v Speaker 1>They were afraid perhaps they had lost an edge or something. Secondly,

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<v Speaker 1>they were terrified that they'd be attacked because they had

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<v Speaker 1>been filmed successes, you know, that the critic unfair way,

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<v Speaker 1>somebody would be after them, you know, just because they

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<v Speaker 1>had the name yeah yeah, yeah, which I didn't, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>when I did Captain Hodgson Roof, which is my big

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<v Speaker 1>Broadway comeback in I remember I auditioned for and I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't get the part. I'm sorry, Okay, do you want

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<v Speaker 1>a break? No? No, no, no, no, it's okay. Who

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<v Speaker 1>was it? Danny Hugh Kelly? He was great, he was

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<v Speaker 1>so continued, yes, yeah, well okay, Well you didn't do

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<v Speaker 1>so bad, you know, I started along. Williams is a

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<v Speaker 1>good one to fall back. I'm not a bad one. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so I did Captain hot Tin Roof. Honestly, Michael Das

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<v Speaker 1>was calling me up. Jack Nicholson was calling me up.

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<v Speaker 1>Warm Baby was calling up and saying, don't do it,

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<v Speaker 1>don't do it, don't do it. You know they'll just

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<v Speaker 1>kill you. And I said, you know, you don't understand.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm better on stage, and I think I am. But

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<v Speaker 1>I also found that making films for me. I had

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<v Speaker 1>an agent who once said to me, if you never

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<v Speaker 1>did another movie again, what would you be missing? And

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<v Speaker 1>at that point I was looking at the movies that

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<v Speaker 1>I could do, the ones I was doing, where things

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<v Speaker 1>were if we all went to work and everybody did

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<v Speaker 1>their job perfectly, if everybody was perfect, would change the world. No,

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<v Speaker 1>the best we can with mediocrity, even if we were.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a killer. You go into the script is like okay,

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<v Speaker 1>and we think we're gonna be able to maybe somehow

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<v Speaker 1>we're gonna be able to make it better. My problem

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<v Speaker 1>with film more now is that I find it's boring work.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean not. I'm not talking about the material. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>talking about the process of day acting for twenty minutes,

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<v Speaker 1>walking away for an hour we said everything, coming back

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<v Speaker 1>acting the same material, just from a different angle again,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe shooting to three pages a day. Right, it's so boring.

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<v Speaker 1>It's so boring. A TV show, You're wrong, a TV show.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell me, oh the coming back? About that? I just

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<v Speaker 1>hated the commitment. I hated the idea of being that

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<v Speaker 1>tied down. I thought, if I had to do the

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<v Speaker 1>same character year after year, I would definitely slip my throat.

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<v Speaker 1>Well yeah, because you think this mark on my throat here? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I had sewed up. But I've been doing a TV

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<v Speaker 1>show and the thing I like about it, the thing

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<v Speaker 1>the thing I thought i'd hate about it. You know

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<v Speaker 1>what I like is I like being home in New York. Biggie,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm home. We shoot the show here. People think we're funny,

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<v Speaker 1>and as soon as they wrapped me. In the end

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<v Speaker 1>of the day, I wiped my cat makeup off my face,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm at a restaurant with my friends in Manhattan

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<v Speaker 1>at eight o'clock every night. I have a life. I

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<v Speaker 1>have a great life from the shooting. But you never

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<v Speaker 1>do a serious really talking about oh what a hard breaker?

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<v Speaker 1>Does this ever happening? This is the first time it's

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<v Speaker 1>happened to me, I thought, so, I really did, and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and the audience response, which I was never

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<v Speaker 1>entire really sure if the play was as strong as

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<v Speaker 1>it needed to be. However, you reach point in the

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<v Speaker 1>amount of work that you do and your willingness to commit,

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<v Speaker 1>you cannot have any doubts anymore. You simply say, I

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<v Speaker 1>absolutely believe in this. That's how you must behave Although

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<v Speaker 1>in the back of my mind there will retain some

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<v Speaker 1>doubts as to the the play itself, had no doubts

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<v Speaker 1>as to the performances, or the audience response or the

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<v Speaker 1>heart of the material about addiction versus faith, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>which is to me a fascinating kind of concept. What

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<v Speaker 1>did the place say about that that is a constant battle,

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<v Speaker 1>that there is no winner, that addiction has no cure,

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<v Speaker 1>and that faith can be part of of making life

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<v Speaker 1>livable again and breaking the bonds of addiction, but there

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<v Speaker 1>is no cure for either, which perhaps was not as

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<v Speaker 1>uplifting as some people might have voted on by Ashman

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<v Speaker 1>this is Broadway. But it never ever occurred to me

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<v Speaker 1>that we'd only be open a week. I mean the

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<v Speaker 1>first thing I did, of course, it was just getting

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<v Speaker 1>sick as it all. You know they only do this too, Boddy,

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<v Speaker 1>when when you finished a long run or a long

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<v Speaker 1>commitment to our season of something, you get sick because

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<v Speaker 1>you care, and you get you get so sick. I

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<v Speaker 1>remember I would be sick. I was doing a play

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<v Speaker 1>and I had the flu. You get to the Saturday

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<v Speaker 1>Matt May, and you know you have to do the

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<v Speaker 1>Saturday night show. So now you're rolling into your seventh show.

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<v Speaker 1>You did two on a Saturday, and I'd lay on

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<v Speaker 1>my bed in my addressing room and I'd say a prayer.

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<v Speaker 1>I'd say, please God, I hope people come and rob

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<v Speaker 1>the box office of the theater, and while they're here,

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<v Speaker 1>they come up here and shoot me in my bed

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<v Speaker 1>and kill me because I can't go down there and

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<v Speaker 1>do this goddamn show again. Is your daughter interested in

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<v Speaker 1>the business. She is a singer song right, with an

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<v Speaker 1>amazing voice and me easy ability, and her songs are

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<v Speaker 1>just I'm I'm stung, and she's this charming, compassionate, interesting woman.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I like my daughter. Wow. But but well,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, there are a few years in there, in

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<v Speaker 1>the teenage years, when you really wonder how the heck

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<v Speaker 1>she's going to turn out. I mean you really, and

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<v Speaker 1>you feel it's outside your control. You did what's good

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<v Speaker 1>and all this stuff, and she just turned out so good.

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<v Speaker 1>There's my daughter's fifteen, and there's some days you don't

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<v Speaker 1>know yet. There's some days I want to send her

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<v Speaker 1>to Afghanistan. But without a doubt, there were many days

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<v Speaker 1>when I had that feeling when you look at your

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<v Speaker 1>career then, because this is something I do which I

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<v Speaker 1>don't do, I don't think back, I don't want, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't care. No, there is no museum of Turner in

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<v Speaker 1>my house or anywhere else, no shrines to her. But

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<v Speaker 1>when you think about it, when you think of like

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<v Speaker 1>when I look back of myself and when I was

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<v Speaker 1>beginning in this business, I'm like that poor schmuck because

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't remember that if I only focused on my work.

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<v Speaker 1>I have to tell you something terrible. I agree with you.

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<v Speaker 1>You were often a schmuck. Yes, you were just very

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<v Speaker 1>full of yourself a lot of the time. Really, I

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<v Speaker 1>believe so. You think so much. Yes I do. I

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<v Speaker 1>think I was. I would say no, I did. I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't even get a bit of this one. But there

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<v Speaker 1>you go. I probably was too well. I was gonna say, yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you call a spade a spade here. Yes, indeed, I'll

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<v Speaker 1>call you law turner for nothing. Don't. But anyone who

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<v Speaker 1>has worked with me, See, the only people who would

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<v Speaker 1>say that are people who have never really worked with me.

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<v Speaker 1>But when you look back, when you do look back

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<v Speaker 1>and think about what you were like, they're making films

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<v Speaker 1>to each other. Well, we can have more of that too,

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<v Speaker 1>in a moment, more in a moment. But make all

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<v Speaker 1>the film, these great films. When you look back at her,

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<v Speaker 1>what do you think of her? What was she like

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<v Speaker 1>to you? What were you like when you were first starting?

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<v Speaker 1>I make you did but naive? I think I was

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<v Speaker 1>very naive. Film kind of happened to me, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>I came to New York to be a Broadway starter.

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<v Speaker 1>I was always I grew up in London, great theater

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<v Speaker 1>shows and stuff. I never had any contact with film

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<v Speaker 1>or with TV making. Well. I first moved to New York.

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<v Speaker 1>I got a sup bumper. I was on the same

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah you would, because you were going on somewhere past

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<v Speaker 1>in the hallway. And then came buddy that I always thought.

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<v Speaker 1>I remembered you were shot body Heat and you came

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<v Speaker 1>back to say hello to some of those people, of course,

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<v Speaker 1>and came to New York and had a drink with

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<v Speaker 1>some of them, and I got to see so I

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<v Speaker 1>say hello, good body fleetingly and you were just shot by.

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<v Speaker 1>They all looked at you like you were you know, secretariats. No,

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<v Speaker 1>not just that people you say, you know, well, where

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<v Speaker 1>have you been you? I haven't seen you for six months.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been shooting a film, you know, a movie in

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<v Speaker 1>Los Angeles, like, oh, what's it called Body Heating? It went, oh, honey, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I confess I went went out to be a porn star. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>but then you made those movies in that. Was there

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<v Speaker 1>something you wish you did differently? No? No, I turned

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<v Speaker 1>out a lot of things. You know, it turned down

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<v Speaker 1>your basic body heat two three, four five. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>after romancing a lot of events. It seems as though

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<v Speaker 1>every time you have a success in one sort of genre,

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<v Speaker 1>then you're just supposed to do that. Yeah, but you

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<v Speaker 1>already did that. They want to make five of those

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<v Speaker 1>in a row because it proved successful. But it's not

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<v Speaker 1>interesting to me. I proved it was successful, thank you

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<v Speaker 1>very much, but just in a voyeuristic way for me.

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<v Speaker 1>Give me an example, what was it like working with

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<v Speaker 1>John Houston? Very interesting? Tell me because I idolized Houston.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, you got to work with John was the

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<v Speaker 1>one before his last Pristine's Honor was his last Means

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<v Speaker 1>You film. You know, we had terrible, terrible Emphasema couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>move without oxygen tank. You know, he would see him

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<v Speaker 1>count the steps he would have to take to get

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<v Speaker 1>from one place to another, you know, sort of counting

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<v Speaker 1>the breaths that he would need. Didn't stop he's thinking

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<v Speaker 1>any but he would I think probably gave us more,

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<v Speaker 1>gave Jack, I mean, more more liberties than he would

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<v Speaker 1>have I think so, because he would have someone pointed

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<v Speaker 1>that out to you, to someone who knew his methods,

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<v Speaker 1>say that to you his daughter, and it's a different

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<v Speaker 1>Houston on his film. Yeah, he would say all right,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, you show me something and then we'll go.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'd look at Jack Nicholson go, well, okay, how

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<v Speaker 1>about we started the scene where like I'm face down

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<v Speaker 1>over the arm of the sofa and you're just pulling

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<v Speaker 1>away at the camera company, you know, and Jack goes, oh, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that's great. I mean we aren't. So you know, my

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<v Speaker 1>idea was the who's on top in the bed scene,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, when we've ultimately rolled off the edge of

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<v Speaker 1>the bed, with Jack going my back, my back the

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<v Speaker 1>whole the time anyway, So he would give us more

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<v Speaker 1>freedom I think than than yeah, and they come in

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<v Speaker 1>and say yes or no or you know, right direction

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<v Speaker 1>or whatever. But there was one day in particular when

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<v Speaker 1>it was a scene where the day where the character

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<v Speaker 1>really had to break down in fear of her life

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<v Speaker 1>because she'd been caught out, you know essentially, and we're

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<v Speaker 1>shooting in this terrible aclaustrophobic little house which made every

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<v Speaker 1>angle and lighting the issue impossible. And he would have

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<v Speaker 1>the camera and everything he's set up, I've waited four

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<v Speaker 1>hours coming. We'd be one run through and he'd say, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't like it this way and going and I

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<v Speaker 1>ain't taking another four hours, hour after hour after hour,

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<v Speaker 1>so you're ready to scream and cry and kick with frustration.

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<v Speaker 1>And I overheard him say to one of the first ads,

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<v Speaker 1>do you think she was ready? Now? Not the youth?

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<v Speaker 1>So I yes, I was ready. That was the only

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<v Speaker 1>time he really did that to me. Who was the

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<v Speaker 1>director that you think out to? Who was the director

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<v Speaker 1>you really admired Coppola? Coppola from yeah, tremendously. He had

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<v Speaker 1>such an extraordinary grasp of the possibilities of the images,

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<v Speaker 1>in of what the camera could do and when I

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<v Speaker 1>could see. And I learned so much from him. Bizarrely,

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<v Speaker 1>some of my best work, I think was for Ken Russell.

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<v Speaker 1>You know who's certifiable I mean, but then he's he's

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<v Speaker 1>certifiably a genius too. How many movies did you make

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<v Speaker 1>with only one? Oh? He had a way of For example,

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<v Speaker 1>in Crimes of Passion, there's a scene and she's his

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<v Speaker 1>fifty dollar hooker on Hollywood Avenue at night. The scene

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<v Speaker 1>takes place in this hotel room and the walls are

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<v Speaker 1>papered with this shiny, hideous pink and purple shiny wallpaper,

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<v Speaker 1>and he had a flashing neon light set over to

0:18:46.680 --> 0:18:51.399
<v Speaker 1>the side that was like the motel sign on the street. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that was the only light. Are acting I had to

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<v Speaker 1>take place within the timing and the pulsing of that

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<v Speaker 1>neon lamp which he regulated, you know, and the reflections

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<v Speaker 1>that came off the wallpaper. It's genius. The older I get,

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<v Speaker 1>the more it's all technical to me. Now, I agreed,

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<v Speaker 1>you either have the inspiration or you don't. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>need anybody to inspire me to play the part. Typically,

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<v Speaker 1>But but in the theater where you've done all this

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<v Speaker 1>complex material, who were the theater directors who were the

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<v Speaker 1>most memorable to Who's someone who you just had loved

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<v Speaker 1>working with him in the theater cat Tin Rufe, whose name,

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<v Speaker 1>of course just left my head, British director, absolutely brilliant. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>and then also with Virginia Wolf, which was some of

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<v Speaker 1>the most anthony page some of the most gentle misdirecting

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<v Speaker 1>directing I've ever had. I mean, you didn't really realize

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<v Speaker 1>until much further into the process how much he was

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<v Speaker 1>actually giving you. You know, when you did that part,

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<v Speaker 1>I really got to the end of Martha finally you did. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but it took that whole time. Was it tough? To

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<v Speaker 1>do that. No, it was glorious. It was glorious to

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<v Speaker 1>feel so used up. It was so satisfying. You understand,

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<v Speaker 1>there's a thing that that's happens, and then you don't

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<v Speaker 1>have to share this opinion. I understand. But like Elizabeth Taylor,

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<v Speaker 1>like Bacall, like Stock or Channing, you're asked to play

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<v Speaker 1>women who have a lot of authority. You're asked to

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<v Speaker 1>play women who straightened people out a lot in the show,

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<v Speaker 1>or don't depend very independent woman and and and there's

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<v Speaker 1>a kind of a forcefulness to that. Do you find

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<v Speaker 1>that you would rather play the other side of him?

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<v Speaker 1>You can't play the weak women. You'd victim, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think that's a real limitation. Yeah, something in

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<v Speaker 1>me would just kick and scream and come out. I

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<v Speaker 1>just know that if I actually said, okay, okay, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna do this poor help us little woman who

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't fight for anything, I would betray it somewhere down

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<v Speaker 1>the line, I know I would. What do you want

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<v Speaker 1>to do next? What's the part you having done in

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<v Speaker 1>the theater? I just got a whole slew, which is

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<v Speaker 1>always nice. Having just lost my job. You know, they

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<v Speaker 1>lost you? Yes, thank you a couple of interesting ideas

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<v Speaker 1>you've come up. One is o play called The Killing

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<v Speaker 1>of Sister George. Do you remember this? Oh about a

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<v Speaker 1>pretty stradio drama. I'm not sure how I feel about it,

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<v Speaker 1>which is very intriguing to me. There's a great deal

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<v Speaker 1>of humor and everything. At the same time. The woman

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<v Speaker 1>is absolutely wretched, awful, abusive, you know, qualities that I

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<v Speaker 1>truly despise. The other side I just adore. So I

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<v Speaker 1>gotta have you know, we're gonna sit down and have

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<v Speaker 1>a reading on that one. Is there other alb you

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<v Speaker 1>want to do? Well? He's writing a new one, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>which is interesting. Was that experience like working with him?

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<v Speaker 1>Very hands on, he's very press he's very very present.

0:22:03.320 --> 0:22:06.120
<v Speaker 1>At the time though his partner of thirty or five

0:22:06.200 --> 0:22:09.680
<v Speaker 1>years was dying. In fact, it was a race between

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<v Speaker 1>whether we open on Broadway first or his partner would

0:22:13.160 --> 0:22:16.879
<v Speaker 1>would breathe his last So I'll be probably gave us

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<v Speaker 1>less attention then he has in many, many, many years,

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<v Speaker 1>which I rather liked, because he can be difficult. He's

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<v Speaker 1>very very controlling about the interpretation of material. Yes, and

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<v Speaker 1>he's not as good a director as he thinks he is.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you go to the theater much you watch a

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<v Speaker 1>movie goer and a theater goer. I go to theater

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<v Speaker 1>more than films. I always have. You know, when your

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<v Speaker 1>show is canceled, you say, and the idiots put money

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<v Speaker 1>in that, you know, which just makes you angry, because,

0:22:50.119 --> 0:22:54.720
<v Speaker 1>of course there's no rhyme or reason. I liked Good People.

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<v Speaker 1>I was interested by the play. It's intricate, interested in writing,

0:22:59.440 --> 0:23:04.840
<v Speaker 1>and I think that Francis McDormand it's lovely, lovely work.

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<v Speaker 1>Then of course that was the Book of Mormon. Honey.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't usually laugh out loud and public, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was simply cowling. And at the end of the show,

0:23:16.880 --> 0:23:19.960
<v Speaker 1>this guy in the aisle behind me had his phone

0:23:20.000 --> 0:23:23.280
<v Speaker 1>out and he said, I'm tweeting Kathleen Turner, Pete and

0:23:23.280 --> 0:23:25.960
<v Speaker 1>her partents. I said, go right ahead, go right ahead

0:23:26.000 --> 0:23:32.200
<v Speaker 1>on um how I'll be very honest with you about something.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been in tremendous physical pain myself for the last

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<v Speaker 1>couple of years, very bad back from doing a play

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<v Speaker 1>on a raped stage when we did street Car two.

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<v Speaker 1>I never had one back problem in my life, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was fairly young that I was thirty four. I

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<v Speaker 1>did that play in I was thirty four. My back

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<v Speaker 1>has never been the same. Now I can't take anything

0:23:54.119 --> 0:23:58.080
<v Speaker 1>because I can't work in my business. In this business,

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<v Speaker 1>I can't be high. I used to make that mistake.

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<v Speaker 1>I made it bad, you know. In terms of when

0:24:06.440 --> 0:24:08.520
<v Speaker 1>the r A was at some of its very very worst.

0:24:09.440 --> 0:24:11.960
<v Speaker 1>I was doing show on Broadway, and I was doing

0:24:11.960 --> 0:24:15.920
<v Speaker 1>indiscretions with the raped stage by the way, which really

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<v Speaker 1>can kill you any case. As soon as that curtain

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<v Speaker 1>came down Sunday night until Monday night, I drank because

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<v Speaker 1>I'll tell you, alcohol kills pain. But you have to

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<v Speaker 1>stop by Monday night because you have to be back

0:24:29.840 --> 0:24:33.359
<v Speaker 1>on stage Tuesday. So I would get through the week thinking,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, four over nights, three more nights, two more

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<v Speaker 1>nights until I can start. I couldn't take pills. You

0:24:39.920 --> 0:24:42.640
<v Speaker 1>can't take pain pills. You can't thank the TV show.

0:24:42.680 --> 0:24:45.920
<v Speaker 1>I can't take pills. You're not clear, you're not timed,

0:24:46.080 --> 0:24:52.280
<v Speaker 1>you know. Yeah, it's so good. I found extraordinary people

0:24:52.320 --> 0:24:57.520
<v Speaker 1>to help me in terms of physical therapy, swimming, massage,

0:24:59.720 --> 0:25:01.680
<v Speaker 1>on and off. I bet I've quit smoking. I don't

0:25:01.680 --> 0:25:06.119
<v Speaker 1>know how many times it's okay, I don't know. Yeah, yeah, right,

0:25:06.920 --> 0:25:09.800
<v Speaker 1>Well I'm quit at the moment. We'll put that. Let's

0:25:10.080 --> 0:25:15.720
<v Speaker 1>again smoking, yes for you. I'm so proud of you,

0:25:16.320 --> 0:25:19.879
<v Speaker 1>and acupuncture and and every single day. The thing that

0:25:20.320 --> 0:25:23.720
<v Speaker 1>has helped, the single most thing, the best is pilates.

0:25:24.240 --> 0:25:27.080
<v Speaker 1>That's what I take is the best. Has it ever

0:25:27.080 --> 0:25:28.760
<v Speaker 1>affected your work? Have you had to work from a

0:25:28.800 --> 0:25:32.400
<v Speaker 1>show where you were agony? Oh? God? And in Discretions

0:25:32.560 --> 0:25:37.520
<v Speaker 1>there was three story metal staircase that the characters had

0:25:37.560 --> 0:25:40.280
<v Speaker 1>to go up and wait on a catwalk up there.

0:25:41.359 --> 0:25:44.600
<v Speaker 1>I kept tissues and a mirror and lipstick and powder

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<v Speaker 1>up there, and by the time I got to the

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<v Speaker 1>top of it, I got to get sit down with

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<v Speaker 1>the gun. I would be sobbing I have better on it,

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<v Speaker 1>And then I would hear a line from Roderiese and

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<v Speaker 1>I would wipe my face, put the lip soup back on,

0:25:56.040 --> 0:25:59.200
<v Speaker 1>repad on my nose, and go back down. And that's

0:25:59.240 --> 0:26:01.240
<v Speaker 1>what got me through it every single night, which is

0:26:01.359 --> 0:26:04.159
<v Speaker 1>letting myself stop. By the time I got up, I

0:26:04.200 --> 0:26:07.800
<v Speaker 1>have had nine operations on my knees and my feet

0:26:07.920 --> 0:26:11.159
<v Speaker 1>and and stuff and hand and things, but I have

0:26:11.280 --> 0:26:14.240
<v Speaker 1>never had that back problem. I've always been lucky. Do

0:26:14.280 --> 0:26:16.639
<v Speaker 1>you still have the house, and I just sold it.

0:26:16.840 --> 0:26:20.840
<v Speaker 1>You sold it in November. The kids grow up, they

0:26:20.880 --> 0:26:23.640
<v Speaker 1>don't want to spend the summer out there. And then

0:26:23.680 --> 0:26:27.080
<v Speaker 1>my husband and I divorced five years ago. How do

0:26:27.119 --> 0:26:30.520
<v Speaker 1>you like being single? Love it? I love it twenty

0:26:30.560 --> 0:26:34.040
<v Speaker 1>two years, twenty two years. And now you know what

0:26:34.080 --> 0:26:37.600
<v Speaker 1>I love. I love to get home, be in front

0:26:37.600 --> 0:26:39.199
<v Speaker 1>of the door of my apartment and know that no

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<v Speaker 1>one else is inside. It's such a relief. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>have to take care of anybody. I think maybe it's

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<v Speaker 1>more of a woman thing. I don't know. But first

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<v Speaker 1>thing I'm going to do tomorrow is go get my

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<v Speaker 1>hair all cut off. What are you doing? I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't care. So tomorrow I'm gonna go in and say,

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<v Speaker 1>do something creative for me. What do you do when

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<v Speaker 1>you want to like us A that chapter is over?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you get to get cut? Well? No, I'm that's

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<v Speaker 1>not like it's not the same as for women. You

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<v Speaker 1>are some dramatic alteration in your physical appearance. I um, uh, God,

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<v Speaker 1>I wonder that's a very good question. What do I

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<v Speaker 1>do when I want to signify a big change in

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<v Speaker 1>my life? I probably um I hate change. I hate change.

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<v Speaker 1>I think all change is good, well usly. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not easy, but it's always good. Maybe for Kathleen Turner,

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<v Speaker 1>I do hate change. Kathleen's comment reminded me of a

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<v Speaker 1>quote that is stuck with me. This was Rauschenberg's obituary

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<v Speaker 1>in the New York Times. I said this. Painter Robert

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<v Speaker 1>Rauschenberg died in two thousand eight. In his obituary, he

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<v Speaker 1>was quoted talking about his first solo show, everyone was

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<v Speaker 1>trying to give up European aesthetics. Rauschenberg recalled Meni, Picasso,

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<v Speaker 1>the Surrealist, and Matisse. That was the struggle, and it

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<v Speaker 1>was reflected in the fear of collectors and critics. John

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<v Speaker 1>Cage said that fear in life is the fear of change,

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<v Speaker 1>and if I may add to that, Rachenberg said, nothing

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<v Speaker 1>can avoid changing. It's the only thing you can count

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<v Speaker 1>on because life doesn't have any other possibility. Everyone can

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<v Speaker 1>be measured. I love this by his adaptation to change.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's the thing I'm really working on now, is

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<v Speaker 1>so I really I was shown this is Alec Baldwin

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<v Speaker 1>and you're listening to here's the thing