1 00:00:00,520 --> 00:00:02,680 Speaker 1: Hey guys, I'm Kaylie Shore and this is too much 2 00:00:02,759 --> 00:00:19,159 Speaker 1: to say conquests now turning it out you Okay. So 3 00:00:19,200 --> 00:00:21,120 Speaker 1: I'm mixing it up a little bit today and I 4 00:00:21,160 --> 00:00:26,240 Speaker 1: am recording outside. Um it's my first week here in 5 00:00:26,600 --> 00:00:28,760 Speaker 1: Los Angeles for this writing trip I'm doing. So this 6 00:00:28,800 --> 00:00:31,720 Speaker 1: is gonna be mostly just like a kind of updates podcast, 7 00:00:31,840 --> 00:00:36,839 Speaker 1: and um, yeah, I feel great being out here. Like 8 00:00:36,920 --> 00:00:39,680 Speaker 1: right now, I'm on this little balcony. I have my 9 00:00:39,760 --> 00:00:43,320 Speaker 1: calming way of scented candle, I've envision boarding, I have 10 00:00:43,440 --> 00:00:49,000 Speaker 1: my favorite coconut water then I can only find in California. Um, 11 00:00:49,040 --> 00:00:52,800 Speaker 1: and I'm overlooking this pool. There's a whole garden out back. 12 00:00:52,840 --> 00:00:55,120 Speaker 1: I mean it kind of looks like the jungle here 13 00:00:55,160 --> 00:00:57,520 Speaker 1: at the house that I stay at, and there's like 14 00:00:57,600 --> 00:01:00,960 Speaker 1: citrus trees, so like I can make cocktails and like 15 00:01:01,040 --> 00:01:04,319 Speaker 1: just walk out and like pick a lemon and a 16 00:01:04,400 --> 00:01:06,600 Speaker 1: lime and like make sour mix. And it's just so 17 00:01:06,680 --> 00:01:09,120 Speaker 1: fancy and makes me feel like the hostess with the 18 00:01:09,160 --> 00:01:12,120 Speaker 1: freaking mostess. Because last night I was writing with Alex 19 00:01:12,120 --> 00:01:13,920 Speaker 1: from All Time Low and our friend Dan who's a 20 00:01:13,959 --> 00:01:17,000 Speaker 1: touring member UM of All Time Low, and we wrote 21 00:01:17,040 --> 00:01:19,120 Speaker 1: such a cool song, and it was like so fucking 22 00:01:19,160 --> 00:01:22,319 Speaker 1: cool to our like our vocals together on a track 23 00:01:22,360 --> 00:01:24,800 Speaker 1: and it was a it was a very very fun night. 24 00:01:24,800 --> 00:01:27,760 Speaker 1: And so I was like making my fancy drinks and 25 00:01:27,800 --> 00:01:31,279 Speaker 1: like there's pamelos out here, which is like an interesting fruit, 26 00:01:31,440 --> 00:01:33,960 Speaker 1: but it's just it's so cool and I can see 27 00:01:33,959 --> 00:01:38,200 Speaker 1: all these cool like stucco houses in West Hollywood, and 28 00:01:38,200 --> 00:01:41,440 Speaker 1: I'm just very happy to be here. My management has 29 00:01:41,520 --> 00:01:46,160 Speaker 1: kind of given me a break to just sort of 30 00:01:46,200 --> 00:01:51,080 Speaker 1: go discover myself and like what I want the next 31 00:01:51,120 --> 00:01:53,559 Speaker 1: project to be, and going out here and getting away 32 00:01:53,600 --> 00:01:57,320 Speaker 1: from noise is always the best thing I can possibly do. Like, 33 00:01:57,760 --> 00:01:59,640 Speaker 1: the only thing I really have to worry about over 34 00:01:59,680 --> 00:02:03,840 Speaker 1: the next month is writing songs, and that's an incredible feeling. Um, 35 00:02:03,840 --> 00:02:06,480 Speaker 1: it's my favorite thing to do. And this house just 36 00:02:06,560 --> 00:02:11,160 Speaker 1: has like a gorgeous massive grand piano. There's a poolhouse studio. Um, 37 00:02:11,960 --> 00:02:15,040 Speaker 1: I'm a Gibson artist, and so I got to go 38 00:02:15,080 --> 00:02:18,640 Speaker 1: by their showroom and borrow like a really really freaking 39 00:02:18,639 --> 00:02:23,600 Speaker 1: cool guitar. It's um an SG with three pickups. If 40 00:02:23,639 --> 00:02:27,040 Speaker 1: you guys know guitars. It's very cool and it's like 41 00:02:27,080 --> 00:02:30,360 Speaker 1: turquoise and um, you are really cool acoustics, so there's 42 00:02:30,360 --> 00:02:32,080 Speaker 1: just so much, so many things to play with. I 43 00:02:32,080 --> 00:02:35,880 Speaker 1: brought my violin, which I started playing UM that one. 44 00:02:36,280 --> 00:02:39,280 Speaker 1: I won't be playing for anybody, but um. Tickets are 45 00:02:39,320 --> 00:02:41,560 Speaker 1: going on sale for the Hotel Cafe show on February fourth, 46 00:02:41,720 --> 00:02:44,119 Speaker 1: very soon, so if you are in the l A 47 00:02:44,120 --> 00:02:46,640 Speaker 1: area or just want to come take a trip and 48 00:02:47,000 --> 00:02:50,200 Speaker 1: see me and Calirodi and Sanbarga, it'll be really really fun. Um. 49 00:02:50,200 --> 00:02:52,360 Speaker 1: But I'll be like I've announced that on here, but 50 00:02:52,480 --> 00:02:56,560 Speaker 1: I'm going to post the ticket links soon. So um. Yeah, 51 00:02:56,840 --> 00:03:00,400 Speaker 1: just like things surrounded by palm trees and just I 52 00:03:00,440 --> 00:03:03,360 Speaker 1: feel really great, and I've needed to feel great because 53 00:03:03,440 --> 00:03:05,760 Speaker 1: this past year was a doozy. I mean, we talked 54 00:03:05,760 --> 00:03:07,760 Speaker 1: about it on my like I talked about it on 55 00:03:07,760 --> 00:03:10,360 Speaker 1: my end of year podcast and like what happened because 56 00:03:10,360 --> 00:03:13,560 Speaker 1: there was some drama every freaking month. But I just like, 57 00:03:14,639 --> 00:03:17,120 Speaker 1: it's really nice to have the opportunity to miss Nashville. 58 00:03:17,160 --> 00:03:20,040 Speaker 1: I always say that, and when I come out here, like, 59 00:03:20,280 --> 00:03:21,880 Speaker 1: I mean, I'm really sad to be away from my 60 00:03:21,919 --> 00:03:23,680 Speaker 1: cats and my boyfriend, but Sam's going to come out 61 00:03:23,680 --> 00:03:26,400 Speaker 1: for part of it, so that'll be good. But honestly, 62 00:03:26,440 --> 00:03:29,200 Speaker 1: I really like having the alone time and just I 63 00:03:29,240 --> 00:03:30,959 Speaker 1: have a lot of friends out here, so there's always 64 00:03:30,960 --> 00:03:33,519 Speaker 1: something to do. And I'm writing every day, so I'm 65 00:03:33,560 --> 00:03:36,360 Speaker 1: like not alone, but like waking up and coming out 66 00:03:36,400 --> 00:03:39,280 Speaker 1: on the balcony and doing this is like really really 67 00:03:39,360 --> 00:03:43,680 Speaker 1: nice and centering, and yeah, it's just like I just 68 00:03:43,720 --> 00:03:47,240 Speaker 1: needed a reset and going somewhere warm when Nashville was 69 00:03:47,280 --> 00:03:50,160 Speaker 1: covered in snow is a really great start. But I'm 70 00:03:50,160 --> 00:03:52,200 Speaker 1: gonna have like just go to the beach in journal 71 00:03:52,280 --> 00:03:54,720 Speaker 1: and um, I've got and started on some song ideas 72 00:03:54,760 --> 00:03:58,800 Speaker 1: by myself and I was vision boarding, and um, like 73 00:03:58,960 --> 00:04:02,600 Speaker 1: I just I want to find out what this next 74 00:04:02,600 --> 00:04:04,920 Speaker 1: step is, but because I have no idea where to start, 75 00:04:04,920 --> 00:04:06,280 Speaker 1: and so the best thing I can do is just 76 00:04:06,360 --> 00:04:10,240 Speaker 1: live in it and spend this next month thinking about 77 00:04:10,280 --> 00:04:13,560 Speaker 1: what I want to do. And I heard this quote, um, 78 00:04:14,840 --> 00:04:16,880 Speaker 1: and it was something it was like it wasn't even 79 00:04:16,880 --> 00:04:19,440 Speaker 1: really supposed to be that profound, I don't think in 80 00:04:19,480 --> 00:04:24,400 Speaker 1: the context, but it was like every everything we know 81 00:04:24,480 --> 00:04:28,960 Speaker 1: about ourselves is a story that we've told ourselves about ourselves, 82 00:04:29,760 --> 00:04:31,520 Speaker 1: and I think it was honestly supposed to be like 83 00:04:31,560 --> 00:04:34,360 Speaker 1: a little bit nihilistic, like was the simulation for making 84 00:04:34,360 --> 00:04:37,080 Speaker 1: everything up, but I interpreted it so much more. Is like, 85 00:04:38,000 --> 00:04:39,560 Speaker 1: if we want to change and if we want to 86 00:04:39,560 --> 00:04:41,760 Speaker 1: be a different person, we can just tell ourselves that 87 00:04:41,839 --> 00:04:45,080 Speaker 1: story and become that. And so I'm trying to figure 88 00:04:45,080 --> 00:04:49,360 Speaker 1: out what my next story is and what I like, 89 00:04:49,520 --> 00:04:52,320 Speaker 1: what in my personality and my music I want to accentuate. 90 00:04:52,440 --> 00:04:55,760 Speaker 1: So I'm just kind of trying to do that by 91 00:04:55,800 --> 00:04:58,400 Speaker 1: omission right now and then really narrow it down. But 92 00:04:58,440 --> 00:04:59,960 Speaker 1: I'm just like, Okay, what do I not want to 93 00:05:00,200 --> 00:05:02,960 Speaker 1: Let's find that out. But I need to make a 94 00:05:03,000 --> 00:05:05,720 Speaker 1: playlist of like all this stuff on Spotify that I'm 95 00:05:05,760 --> 00:05:10,320 Speaker 1: listening to and what I want the next era to hold. 96 00:05:10,480 --> 00:05:13,240 Speaker 1: So this is a really exciting time. I talked about 97 00:05:13,279 --> 00:05:15,760 Speaker 1: it on the Creative Process episode, but this is like 98 00:05:16,320 --> 00:05:18,520 Speaker 1: me living in it, and I just have this whole 99 00:05:18,560 --> 00:05:22,920 Speaker 1: month and had of me, um, there's yeah, that's just 100 00:05:23,120 --> 00:05:25,760 Speaker 1: that's a really great people are really really great, and 101 00:05:25,839 --> 00:05:39,400 Speaker 1: I just needed this so much. So I don't have 102 00:05:39,440 --> 00:05:42,800 Speaker 1: that much to say this week because I'm honestly, because 103 00:05:42,839 --> 00:05:46,279 Speaker 1: I'm so fucking sin like, I don't have any loud 104 00:05:46,320 --> 00:05:48,400 Speaker 1: opinions for you guys. This week. I'm sure next week 105 00:05:48,440 --> 00:05:50,800 Speaker 1: I'll have gone to like a weird like club in 106 00:05:50,920 --> 00:05:54,599 Speaker 1: l A and have seen some heinous social interaction happening, 107 00:05:54,600 --> 00:05:56,200 Speaker 1: and I'll have a strong opinion about that. But like 108 00:05:56,279 --> 00:05:57,840 Speaker 1: right now, I'm like, I wrote a song of the 109 00:05:57,839 --> 00:06:01,160 Speaker 1: all time Well, I have my coconut water. I don't 110 00:06:01,160 --> 00:06:04,080 Speaker 1: have anything to do today. I'm gonna go see some music. 111 00:06:05,480 --> 00:06:09,479 Speaker 1: I'm gonna write some songs, figure out who I am. 112 00:06:09,520 --> 00:06:13,640 Speaker 1: And that is typical self indulgent artist bullshit. It's like, 113 00:06:13,720 --> 00:06:17,560 Speaker 1: I did you go to California to find who I am? 114 00:06:17,560 --> 00:06:19,240 Speaker 1: Like I sound like a like I don't know, like 115 00:06:19,240 --> 00:06:21,279 Speaker 1: a Russell Brand character and get him to the Greek 116 00:06:21,640 --> 00:06:25,960 Speaker 1: But um, like I've never been a Griffith observatory here, 117 00:06:26,040 --> 00:06:27,479 Speaker 1: and so I'm thinking I'm going to check that out. 118 00:06:28,000 --> 00:06:30,760 Speaker 1: Um have my little moment from Lalla Land. But maybe 119 00:06:30,760 --> 00:06:32,640 Speaker 1: I won't bring Sam because like that's like sort of 120 00:06:32,720 --> 00:06:35,400 Speaker 1: jinxing it. Um, I don't know him and I are 121 00:06:35,480 --> 00:06:38,760 Speaker 1: jinxable anymore. We're doing really great and I just freaking 122 00:06:38,760 --> 00:06:40,680 Speaker 1: love him so much, and there's a lot of things 123 00:06:40,720 --> 00:06:43,159 Speaker 1: to be happy for. I'm also really happy that I 124 00:06:43,160 --> 00:06:46,760 Speaker 1: have a supportive management team who's just like letting me 125 00:06:47,000 --> 00:06:48,839 Speaker 1: so my wild oats and run out here for a 126 00:06:48,839 --> 00:06:51,320 Speaker 1: month and just like not really asking much of me. 127 00:06:51,680 --> 00:06:54,920 Speaker 1: And that's really beautiful because like I mean, I'm I'm 128 00:06:54,920 --> 00:06:57,240 Speaker 1: the one running the company, Like I have so much 129 00:06:57,240 --> 00:06:59,880 Speaker 1: ship to do all the time, and I try to 130 00:07:00,120 --> 00:07:02,120 Speaker 1: as much off their plates as I can, because, like 131 00:07:02,480 --> 00:07:06,080 Speaker 1: I mean, no matter how many percentage you make on 132 00:07:06,120 --> 00:07:09,600 Speaker 1: your artists, if they're not making any money, like you know, however, 133 00:07:09,600 --> 00:07:12,600 Speaker 1: many percent of zero zero is still zero, So like 134 00:07:12,840 --> 00:07:15,280 Speaker 1: you know, I try to alleviate that stress on them, 135 00:07:15,320 --> 00:07:17,960 Speaker 1: but it's you know, they're just kind of they're helping me. 136 00:07:18,200 --> 00:07:20,840 Speaker 1: And you know, I have some really fucking cool rights 137 00:07:20,880 --> 00:07:22,640 Speaker 1: coming up that I could not be more excited for, 138 00:07:22,760 --> 00:07:26,920 Speaker 1: and like trying new things and trying new sounds and evolving, 139 00:07:27,040 --> 00:07:29,960 Speaker 1: and I think that after I got here by accident, 140 00:07:30,040 --> 00:07:32,040 Speaker 1: this is the perfect time for me to really really 141 00:07:32,040 --> 00:07:35,680 Speaker 1: truly explore the limits of what I can do. And 142 00:07:35,720 --> 00:07:38,320 Speaker 1: I also don't think there are many limits, so I 143 00:07:38,320 --> 00:07:41,080 Speaker 1: have no idea what the genre of the product will be. 144 00:07:41,360 --> 00:07:44,240 Speaker 1: I also don't think it matters. I think I just 145 00:07:44,400 --> 00:07:48,120 Speaker 1: am starting to simply identify as a singer, songwriter and 146 00:07:48,840 --> 00:07:50,920 Speaker 1: I love that That's all I care about. I say 147 00:07:50,960 --> 00:07:52,960 Speaker 1: that so many times songs are all I care about, 148 00:07:53,400 --> 00:07:56,000 Speaker 1: and so like I don't care about the genre. I 149 00:07:56,120 --> 00:07:58,400 Speaker 1: enjoy producing them out, but like writing them is what 150 00:07:59,000 --> 00:08:00,960 Speaker 1: gives me such a dope at me and Rush and 151 00:08:01,080 --> 00:08:05,000 Speaker 1: like last night, me and um Alex and Dan was 152 00:08:05,160 --> 00:08:07,120 Speaker 1: bouncing off the walls because you're so excited about this 153 00:08:07,120 --> 00:08:09,920 Speaker 1: song and it's just like there's literally no better feeling 154 00:08:09,960 --> 00:08:12,040 Speaker 1: than that when you look around and you guys, like 155 00:08:12,160 --> 00:08:15,360 Speaker 1: everybody in the room feels like they've they're like connected 156 00:08:15,400 --> 00:08:18,000 Speaker 1: to the source and have I said to them because 157 00:08:18,040 --> 00:08:20,200 Speaker 1: I liked the song so much, I was like, I 158 00:08:20,280 --> 00:08:23,240 Speaker 1: just don't believe that this chorus didn't exist until this morning, 159 00:08:24,200 --> 00:08:28,720 Speaker 1: like this afternoon actually, like it just felt so fucking 160 00:08:28,760 --> 00:08:31,360 Speaker 1: cool and timeless and like just could not have been 161 00:08:31,360 --> 00:08:33,800 Speaker 1: a better start to my trip. And I'll say yesterday 162 00:08:33,880 --> 00:08:36,560 Speaker 1: was like my lucky number day because um, you guys 163 00:08:36,559 --> 00:08:38,640 Speaker 1: probably know this, but I was born on seven eleven. 164 00:08:38,880 --> 00:08:41,320 Speaker 1: I waited seven eleven at one O seven next door 165 00:08:41,400 --> 00:08:43,920 Speaker 1: to seven eleven, so naturally those are my lucky numbers, 166 00:08:44,000 --> 00:08:46,679 Speaker 1: and yesterday I was like one seventeen. Um, so it 167 00:08:46,760 --> 00:08:48,520 Speaker 1: was like I was like a good day and like 168 00:08:48,600 --> 00:08:51,120 Speaker 1: it was a fucking great day, and then I made 169 00:08:51,160 --> 00:08:53,560 Speaker 1: pasta and I went to bed early. So you really 170 00:08:53,559 --> 00:08:56,400 Speaker 1: can't really can't ask for more. But I live for 171 00:08:56,400 --> 00:08:59,160 Speaker 1: those moments of like just when something clicks and you 172 00:08:59,200 --> 00:09:01,720 Speaker 1: know you've created some great and you're not even thinking 173 00:09:01,720 --> 00:09:03,600 Speaker 1: ahead as to like what happens with the song, but 174 00:09:03,640 --> 00:09:07,200 Speaker 1: you're just like I did my life's purpose today. I 175 00:09:07,320 --> 00:09:10,839 Speaker 1: did a little bit and it felt good. And yes, 176 00:09:10,960 --> 00:09:12,960 Speaker 1: I'm still like I'm still running off the dopamine. But 177 00:09:13,000 --> 00:09:14,320 Speaker 1: thank you guys for listening. I just want to give 178 00:09:14,320 --> 00:09:16,480 Speaker 1: you a little bit of an update and uh again, 179 00:09:16,520 --> 00:09:18,679 Speaker 1: I'll probably get back to like my sassy opinionate itself 180 00:09:18,720 --> 00:09:21,120 Speaker 1: next week, but I'm feelings in as fuck. I wish 181 00:09:21,240 --> 00:09:23,520 Speaker 1: you guys all the zendis fuck feelings. I hope we 182 00:09:23,600 --> 00:09:25,960 Speaker 1: have a wonderful week, And thank you guys for listening. 183 00:09:25,960 --> 00:09:28,960 Speaker 1: I'm Kaylie Shure and this is too much to say. 184 00:09:30,160 --> 00:09:40,679 Speaker 1: Don't go asking questions now, turn it out. You