1 00:00:01,080 --> 00:00:06,440 Speaker 1: Conversations on life, style, beauty, and relationships. It's The Velvet's 2 00:00:06,480 --> 00:00:08,240 Speaker 1: Edge Podcast with Kelly Henderson. 3 00:00:08,520 --> 00:00:10,119 Speaker 2: Amanda Rieger Green is here. 4 00:00:10,200 --> 00:00:13,480 Speaker 3: She's also known as soul Pathology on Instagram. I am 5 00:00:13,600 --> 00:00:16,280 Speaker 3: so happy to finally meet you, we were saying before 6 00:00:16,280 --> 00:00:18,520 Speaker 3: the podcast. I feel like I've known you because you 7 00:00:18,560 --> 00:00:21,560 Speaker 3: are cousins with a dear friend of mine, Amy Brown, so. 8 00:00:21,520 --> 00:00:22,919 Speaker 2: I've heard about you for years. 9 00:00:23,000 --> 00:00:25,079 Speaker 3: I can't believe we're actually finally meeting, but I'm so 10 00:00:25,120 --> 00:00:26,639 Speaker 3: glad you're here. Thank you for being here. 11 00:00:27,400 --> 00:00:31,639 Speaker 4: Thank you, Kelly, same same, We've just our paths have 12 00:00:31,800 --> 00:00:37,200 Speaker 4: not personally intersected, but we know each other and it's 13 00:00:37,320 --> 00:00:40,320 Speaker 4: really good to connect virtually in person. 14 00:00:41,000 --> 00:00:44,760 Speaker 3: Also, this timing is crazy because it is seriously the 15 00:00:44,800 --> 00:00:49,560 Speaker 3: most intense energy possible. There's like eclipses and mercury retrograde, 16 00:00:49,880 --> 00:00:51,599 Speaker 3: and I just don't think it's a mistake that we're 17 00:00:51,640 --> 00:00:55,760 Speaker 3: talking when we are. But you are a psychic medium, 18 00:00:55,800 --> 00:00:58,400 Speaker 3: an intuitive and a wellness and spiritual leader. That's kind 19 00:00:58,440 --> 00:01:02,000 Speaker 3: of the description I came with based on all the 20 00:01:02,040 --> 00:01:04,560 Speaker 3: things that you do, and I really want to talk 21 00:01:04,640 --> 00:01:07,520 Speaker 3: about a lot of those things and what it looks 22 00:01:07,560 --> 00:01:09,160 Speaker 3: like in a day to day life, because I talk 23 00:01:09,200 --> 00:01:10,920 Speaker 3: about those things on the podcast and I know a 24 00:01:10,959 --> 00:01:13,240 Speaker 3: lot of people are super interested in it. But what 25 00:01:13,280 --> 00:01:16,440 Speaker 3: I was telling you is that I think the idea 26 00:01:16,560 --> 00:01:19,440 Speaker 3: of seeing a psychic in general is still a little 27 00:01:19,440 --> 00:01:22,399 Speaker 3: scary to people, and so I want to kind of. 28 00:01:22,840 --> 00:01:24,640 Speaker 2: Go through your story. 29 00:01:24,680 --> 00:01:26,959 Speaker 3: But also you said you would maybe interject some things 30 00:01:26,959 --> 00:01:30,039 Speaker 3: if they come up for me within that so people 31 00:01:30,080 --> 00:01:32,760 Speaker 3: can understand sort of how your skill set works. 32 00:01:33,720 --> 00:01:38,640 Speaker 4: Absolutely, so, we all have intuitive and psychic abilities, and 33 00:01:38,680 --> 00:01:42,920 Speaker 4: there's a nuance between the two. And definitely the word 34 00:01:43,200 --> 00:01:47,039 Speaker 4: the label psychic gets a bad rap and a connotation 35 00:01:47,360 --> 00:01:52,040 Speaker 4: because it is scary, like soothsaying or divination, and it's 36 00:01:52,160 --> 00:01:55,160 Speaker 4: just better understanding it. But we all have these intuitive 37 00:01:55,200 --> 00:01:58,880 Speaker 4: and psychic gifts and it's how we utilize them. And 38 00:01:59,080 --> 00:02:01,440 Speaker 4: one thing I will say about that to start is, 39 00:02:01,840 --> 00:02:05,640 Speaker 4: while we have all of our sensory gifts, our intuitive 40 00:02:05,680 --> 00:02:09,720 Speaker 4: abilities are the next frontier. We need to be able 41 00:02:09,800 --> 00:02:14,080 Speaker 4: to harness and know our truth, our voice, not just 42 00:02:14,200 --> 00:02:19,600 Speaker 4: the gut instincts, but being able to really recognize our 43 00:02:19,919 --> 00:02:25,919 Speaker 4: intuition in order to feel deeper meaning, purpose, trust, healthier relationships, 44 00:02:26,040 --> 00:02:30,040 Speaker 4: greater physical health and well being. The more we listen 45 00:02:30,120 --> 00:02:34,680 Speaker 4: to and utilize and practice our intuition, like strengthening a muscle, 46 00:02:35,280 --> 00:02:39,760 Speaker 4: the more clear and grounded and aligned we get to feel. 47 00:02:40,280 --> 00:02:44,640 Speaker 4: So the psychic abilities, yes, I do get insights and 48 00:02:44,720 --> 00:02:49,359 Speaker 4: downloads that are very clear with timelines. Am I always correct? No, 49 00:02:49,600 --> 00:02:53,040 Speaker 4: Because we have our own personal will and freedom, and 50 00:02:53,160 --> 00:02:56,320 Speaker 4: we can change the trajectory of our life and our path. 51 00:02:56,840 --> 00:02:59,360 Speaker 4: A lot of times when I read for people, if 52 00:02:59,440 --> 00:03:03,080 Speaker 4: it's like something about a pregnancy or a job change, 53 00:03:03,120 --> 00:03:07,640 Speaker 4: I can usually see the highest and best, most clear 54 00:03:08,240 --> 00:03:11,160 Speaker 4: path that it will play out. But there's all these 55 00:03:11,200 --> 00:03:14,240 Speaker 4: other trajectories, and sometimes we have to go the long 56 00:03:14,280 --> 00:03:17,720 Speaker 4: way around. Sometimes we're not quite ready because we're still 57 00:03:17,800 --> 00:03:20,440 Speaker 4: stuck or we're in an old belief system. And I 58 00:03:20,480 --> 00:03:22,880 Speaker 4: know you can relate to that. It's like we don't 59 00:03:23,000 --> 00:03:27,720 Speaker 4: learn lessons until we get in enough pain sometimes or discomfort, 60 00:03:28,120 --> 00:03:30,480 Speaker 4: and so we get in all this ego and self will. 61 00:03:30,520 --> 00:03:34,560 Speaker 4: I mean, we're human, we're messy after all. But a 62 00:03:34,600 --> 00:03:37,760 Speaker 4: lot of times the psychic stuff is it can be 63 00:03:37,960 --> 00:03:41,680 Speaker 4: very clear. But again, I'm not playing God. I'm using 64 00:03:41,720 --> 00:03:44,520 Speaker 4: my God given gifts and talents, and I just have 65 00:03:45,200 --> 00:03:48,960 Speaker 4: learned to utilize those and channel those to support and 66 00:03:49,120 --> 00:03:52,960 Speaker 4: uplift other people and to help inspire them through their 67 00:03:53,040 --> 00:03:58,840 Speaker 4: own innate intuitive gifts and abilities, just for greater happiness, peace, clarity, love, 68 00:03:59,200 --> 00:04:01,040 Speaker 4: all the things that we're seeking. 69 00:04:01,680 --> 00:04:04,800 Speaker 3: I love that definition so much because we were talking 70 00:04:04,840 --> 00:04:07,640 Speaker 3: about this before the podcast. I find that this kind 71 00:04:07,640 --> 00:04:10,680 Speaker 3: of work and any sort of energy work I'm doing, 72 00:04:10,760 --> 00:04:15,800 Speaker 3: you know, reiki, astrology, all the people and facilitators I 73 00:04:15,800 --> 00:04:19,640 Speaker 3: have on this podcast, I am drawn to their work 74 00:04:19,760 --> 00:04:24,240 Speaker 3: because spiritually it really connects me personally deeper in my 75 00:04:24,320 --> 00:04:27,599 Speaker 3: own practices. And we were saying before a lot of 76 00:04:27,640 --> 00:04:30,000 Speaker 3: the big hold up with this kind of work is 77 00:04:30,000 --> 00:04:33,479 Speaker 3: that people think it's kind of like witchy maybe you know, 78 00:04:33,560 --> 00:04:35,440 Speaker 3: like that would be a definition, or it seems scary, 79 00:04:35,440 --> 00:04:38,880 Speaker 3: and it seems count, it seems opposite of religion or 80 00:04:38,880 --> 00:04:42,599 Speaker 3: anything like that. And for me, it's actually helped me 81 00:04:42,680 --> 00:04:46,120 Speaker 3: to connect even more deeply to a higher power and 82 00:04:46,240 --> 00:04:48,160 Speaker 3: in a spiritual way. So can you speak to that 83 00:04:48,279 --> 00:04:50,160 Speaker 3: a little bit? I think you kind of touched on it, 84 00:04:50,200 --> 00:04:53,240 Speaker 3: But I love the connection piece of like it's connecting 85 00:04:53,320 --> 00:04:55,680 Speaker 3: us to God and you're almost this voice that's just 86 00:04:56,000 --> 00:04:58,200 Speaker 3: you're just talking. We're all connected. 87 00:04:58,800 --> 00:05:02,440 Speaker 4: We're all connected in my journey. I was raised in 88 00:05:02,520 --> 00:05:05,799 Speaker 4: a Christian home, in a Christian family, in the Episcopal Church, 89 00:05:06,480 --> 00:05:11,360 Speaker 4: but I was always seeking, curious, and searching in my spirituality. 90 00:05:11,440 --> 00:05:15,440 Speaker 4: I didn't realize that or recognize it for a long time, 91 00:05:15,520 --> 00:05:18,120 Speaker 4: but I was always the child like when I went 92 00:05:18,160 --> 00:05:20,840 Speaker 4: to vacation Bible school, I would come home and say 93 00:05:20,920 --> 00:05:23,880 Speaker 4: to my mom, Well, Mom, Adam and Eve were created, 94 00:05:24,200 --> 00:05:26,400 Speaker 4: you know, in seven days and these things happened, But 95 00:05:26,440 --> 00:05:27,720 Speaker 4: what about the dinosaurs? 96 00:05:27,800 --> 00:05:28,000 Speaker 1: You know? 97 00:05:28,040 --> 00:05:31,359 Speaker 4: I would get I would always you know, I had 98 00:05:31,440 --> 00:05:33,800 Speaker 4: like I was curious, but I'm saying, but how does 99 00:05:33,920 --> 00:05:37,920 Speaker 4: in seven days there's this Paleolithic period? And my mom 100 00:05:38,120 --> 00:05:40,719 Speaker 4: was so gentle with me. She would say, well, I 101 00:05:40,720 --> 00:05:44,120 Speaker 4: don't know, Amanda. You know, God works in mysterious ways. 102 00:05:44,520 --> 00:05:47,680 Speaker 4: She didn't know how Like she she knew what she believed, 103 00:05:47,839 --> 00:05:51,080 Speaker 4: she knew her set of of belief systems that were 104 00:05:51,120 --> 00:05:54,960 Speaker 4: really hardwired into her from her childhood. But she gave 105 00:05:55,080 --> 00:05:58,520 Speaker 4: me space to ask questions and also to say, I 106 00:05:58,560 --> 00:06:03,479 Speaker 4: don't know, you know, keep asking questions. She encouraged me 107 00:06:03,520 --> 00:06:06,839 Speaker 4: to seek. And what was really interesting is when I 108 00:06:06,880 --> 00:06:10,640 Speaker 4: got to undergrad in college, I thought I was going 109 00:06:10,680 --> 00:06:13,120 Speaker 4: to be a doctor, and I was a biology major, 110 00:06:13,160 --> 00:06:16,360 Speaker 4: and I had to take these humanities courses. And in 111 00:06:16,400 --> 00:06:19,680 Speaker 4: one of my humanities courses, we had a guest religion professor, 112 00:06:20,240 --> 00:06:25,360 Speaker 4: and I was fascinated when he was talking about world religions, 113 00:06:25,400 --> 00:06:29,880 Speaker 4: how they integrated into history and politics and the development 114 00:06:29,880 --> 00:06:33,240 Speaker 4: of religion and societies and all of the kind of 115 00:06:33,320 --> 00:06:38,240 Speaker 4: philosophical theological background behind that. And I marched into his 116 00:06:38,400 --> 00:06:40,719 Speaker 4: office and I said, I want to be a religion major. 117 00:06:40,760 --> 00:06:43,400 Speaker 4: And he said, you've never taken a religion class. You're 118 00:06:43,400 --> 00:06:46,120 Speaker 4: a biology major. And I said, I know the sciences. 119 00:06:46,160 --> 00:06:48,920 Speaker 4: I'm so bored, I can do them. I'm not fired up, 120 00:06:48,920 --> 00:06:52,760 Speaker 4: but I'm totally inspired. And I talked him into that 121 00:06:52,800 --> 00:06:56,000 Speaker 4: next semester taking an intro class and an advanced class, 122 00:06:56,000 --> 00:06:58,560 Speaker 4: and sure enough, I became a religion major. And I 123 00:06:58,680 --> 00:07:02,520 Speaker 4: was seeking and searching and learning. But my biggest challenge, 124 00:07:02,560 --> 00:07:05,320 Speaker 4: and I always have had these intuitive gifts, I did 125 00:07:05,320 --> 00:07:07,880 Speaker 4: not know how to communicate them. I have seen spirits 126 00:07:07,920 --> 00:07:10,760 Speaker 4: from a young age. I would get insights, I would 127 00:07:10,800 --> 00:07:14,640 Speaker 4: know things. My main gift is clear cognizance, so I 128 00:07:14,720 --> 00:07:18,320 Speaker 4: get these downloads of information that come in code and 129 00:07:18,400 --> 00:07:21,160 Speaker 4: light and energy and I just know things. I know 130 00:07:21,360 --> 00:07:26,000 Speaker 4: things immediately, and I didn't understand that for a long time, 131 00:07:26,520 --> 00:07:30,200 Speaker 4: so I end up getting I loved my religion, courses 132 00:07:30,240 --> 00:07:34,440 Speaker 4: and understanding religion, but I was always searching for God. 133 00:07:34,560 --> 00:07:38,160 Speaker 4: I had faith, I believed in God, I had my 134 00:07:38,520 --> 00:07:42,800 Speaker 4: Christian background. All of these things were happening, but it 135 00:07:42,840 --> 00:07:45,640 Speaker 4: took a very dark night of the soul for me 136 00:07:46,360 --> 00:07:52,160 Speaker 4: and all of my just shadow nasty old behaviors that 137 00:07:52,200 --> 00:07:56,880 Speaker 4: were coming out sideways, for those to just erupt years later, 138 00:07:57,600 --> 00:07:59,680 Speaker 4: and for me to hit a breaking point and a 139 00:07:59,800 --> 00:08:04,560 Speaker 4: rock bottom, you know, in my early thirties, my late twenties, 140 00:08:04,640 --> 00:08:09,720 Speaker 4: early thirties. I'm an overachiever, perfectionist type, a need for speed, 141 00:08:10,160 --> 00:08:13,560 Speaker 4: all the things, and I had just I would prefer, 142 00:08:14,640 --> 00:08:17,720 Speaker 4: you know, positive feedback versus getting in trouble. I'm super 143 00:08:17,760 --> 00:08:21,440 Speaker 4: sensitive like you are. You're extremely sensitive like and whenever 144 00:08:21,520 --> 00:08:24,120 Speaker 4: sensitivity comes through, it's not weakness. It's just that we 145 00:08:24,160 --> 00:08:28,320 Speaker 4: feel things empathically and deeply, and we internalize them and 146 00:08:28,400 --> 00:08:30,760 Speaker 4: shove them down. And I had been shoving so much 147 00:08:30,800 --> 00:08:35,200 Speaker 4: old pain and stuff down for so long that drugs 148 00:08:35,240 --> 00:08:38,480 Speaker 4: and alcohol became my outlet. And I lived this double life. 149 00:08:38,520 --> 00:08:41,840 Speaker 4: I was very successful in healthcare. I loved my job, 150 00:08:41,880 --> 00:08:46,080 Speaker 4: I worked hard, I was competent, but I was also 151 00:08:46,280 --> 00:08:49,880 Speaker 4: I was in a toxic relationship. My spirit was beaten down. 152 00:08:49,960 --> 00:08:52,200 Speaker 4: I was not being true to myself. I hadn't done 153 00:08:52,240 --> 00:08:58,000 Speaker 4: any real personal healing work, and essentially, drugs and alcohol 154 00:08:58,040 --> 00:09:02,160 Speaker 4: took me down very rapidly in my early thirties and 155 00:09:02,200 --> 00:09:05,760 Speaker 4: I hit a rock bottom. But when I made this 156 00:09:05,840 --> 00:09:08,240 Speaker 4: decision to heal, I want to get sober, I want 157 00:09:08,280 --> 00:09:11,000 Speaker 4: to live, I want to really root out all this stuff. 158 00:09:11,559 --> 00:09:17,080 Speaker 4: I had this complete spiritual awakening and as I you know, 159 00:09:17,280 --> 00:09:20,800 Speaker 4: really surrendered and really just dropped all the mask and 160 00:09:20,880 --> 00:09:23,720 Speaker 4: all the pain and started digging and doing the work 161 00:09:24,600 --> 00:09:27,439 Speaker 4: my all of the searching I had been doing for 162 00:09:27,520 --> 00:09:32,720 Speaker 4: God and really experiencing God, recognizing a higher power, feeling 163 00:09:32,760 --> 00:09:35,640 Speaker 4: it flow through me. I had been looking at it 164 00:09:35,720 --> 00:09:38,760 Speaker 4: for it in all the not wrong places, but all 165 00:09:38,800 --> 00:09:42,959 Speaker 4: these external places, whether you know it was in education 166 00:09:43,360 --> 00:09:48,280 Speaker 4: or work or relationships, or I mean in a multitude 167 00:09:48,360 --> 00:09:52,800 Speaker 4: of alcohol and drugs obviously, And when I hit that 168 00:09:52,920 --> 00:09:56,160 Speaker 4: bottom and made the decision that I was here, I 169 00:09:56,240 --> 00:09:58,840 Speaker 4: was here for a reason, and it was bigger than me. 170 00:09:59,000 --> 00:10:01,720 Speaker 4: It was like my my higher self. So there's like 171 00:10:01,920 --> 00:10:04,880 Speaker 4: God and for me, my higher self, for my higher 172 00:10:04,920 --> 00:10:10,000 Speaker 4: consciousness flowed through and said, ah, we've been waiting for 173 00:10:10,080 --> 00:10:12,520 Speaker 4: you to tap in. You've been looking in all these 174 00:10:12,559 --> 00:10:15,600 Speaker 4: You've been seeking and searching in all these places, and 175 00:10:15,640 --> 00:10:18,439 Speaker 4: it was right inside you all along. All you needed 176 00:10:18,480 --> 00:10:21,800 Speaker 4: to do was say, I'm making a decision. I'm ready. 177 00:10:21,880 --> 00:10:25,760 Speaker 4: I'm open to heal, to grow, to expand to give. 178 00:10:26,440 --> 00:10:30,320 Speaker 4: And it was like my psychic gifts, apart from the 179 00:10:30,400 --> 00:10:34,880 Speaker 4: healing and recovery work I committed to, my psychic gifts 180 00:10:34,960 --> 00:10:39,280 Speaker 4: started flooding through at a rate that was overwhelming and 181 00:10:39,360 --> 00:10:42,840 Speaker 4: abundance where I couldn't deny it. And there's there's a 182 00:10:42,920 --> 00:10:45,120 Speaker 4: story with that, But that's a little bit of how 183 00:10:45,240 --> 00:10:50,280 Speaker 4: I got to this place of being open to really 184 00:10:50,440 --> 00:10:53,960 Speaker 4: utilizing my God given gifts and talent, but from a 185 00:10:54,000 --> 00:10:58,160 Speaker 4: place of health, wellness, light, love, healing, and then helping 186 00:10:58,240 --> 00:11:01,760 Speaker 4: other people in their supporting other people in their journey. 187 00:11:02,679 --> 00:11:05,160 Speaker 3: Well, I resonate so much with everything you just said. 188 00:11:05,200 --> 00:11:07,640 Speaker 3: That was so I mean, it's so interesting when you 189 00:11:07,679 --> 00:11:10,360 Speaker 3: hear someone else say a story that resonates with your 190 00:11:10,400 --> 00:11:13,160 Speaker 3: own journey. It's healing in and of itself for some reason. 191 00:11:13,200 --> 00:11:15,200 Speaker 3: I don't know if it's the connection piece or we 192 00:11:15,280 --> 00:11:18,400 Speaker 3: feel less isolated. But it's so interesting because I think 193 00:11:18,440 --> 00:11:21,040 Speaker 3: a lot of people listening. I assume a lot of 194 00:11:21,040 --> 00:11:23,719 Speaker 3: my audience is similar to us in that way, And 195 00:11:23,960 --> 00:11:27,320 Speaker 3: there's a lot of sensitive, empathic people who listen to 196 00:11:27,320 --> 00:11:31,079 Speaker 3: this podcast because I think we're all kind of looking 197 00:11:31,280 --> 00:11:33,520 Speaker 3: a lot of times as the seekers, and you know, you. 198 00:11:33,520 --> 00:11:37,319 Speaker 2: Need the like the voice to put a words to what. 199 00:11:37,360 --> 00:11:39,640 Speaker 3: It is you're feeling, because it's so overwhelming to be 200 00:11:40,120 --> 00:11:43,040 Speaker 3: such a sensitive person in this world until you learn 201 00:11:43,679 --> 00:11:45,760 Speaker 3: kind of how to channel it and use it. And 202 00:11:46,280 --> 00:11:48,000 Speaker 3: I did the same thing in my life. It was 203 00:11:48,040 --> 00:11:51,959 Speaker 3: all about the external seeking and the accomplishments and the 204 00:11:52,080 --> 00:11:54,600 Speaker 3: jobs and all this stuff, and until it fell apart, 205 00:11:55,080 --> 00:11:57,440 Speaker 3: which we talked about a little bit before the podcast, 206 00:11:58,240 --> 00:12:00,920 Speaker 3: and it fell apart for me, you know, over in 207 00:12:01,000 --> 00:12:03,320 Speaker 3: stages over a decade, and it was like I thought 208 00:12:03,360 --> 00:12:04,760 Speaker 3: I had hit a bottom, and then I would hit 209 00:12:04,760 --> 00:12:06,599 Speaker 3: another bottom, and then I would hit another bottom, and 210 00:12:06,640 --> 00:12:08,760 Speaker 3: it was like, good God, how many bottoms can one 211 00:12:08,800 --> 00:12:13,719 Speaker 3: person have? But when you get so stripped down and 212 00:12:13,760 --> 00:12:17,280 Speaker 3: so all the things get ripped away, I think you 213 00:12:17,320 --> 00:12:20,240 Speaker 3: are left with yourself, and so you have this choice, 214 00:12:20,320 --> 00:12:23,560 Speaker 3: and it's like, Okay, am I going to actually get 215 00:12:23,600 --> 00:12:26,080 Speaker 3: to know me and listen to all the things that 216 00:12:26,120 --> 00:12:28,840 Speaker 3: have been happening in my head, my entire life, or 217 00:12:28,880 --> 00:12:31,080 Speaker 3: my body or whatever. For me, it's a lot of 218 00:12:31,160 --> 00:12:35,360 Speaker 3: body like intuition and feeling. But I'm like you, I've 219 00:12:35,360 --> 00:12:38,319 Speaker 3: always had it. I have always had that. I will 220 00:12:38,360 --> 00:12:39,959 Speaker 3: walk in a room and know what's happening in the 221 00:12:40,040 --> 00:12:45,480 Speaker 3: room before anyone speaks. But I couldn't really tap into it. 222 00:12:45,559 --> 00:12:48,160 Speaker 3: And I think I'm still tapping into it, Like how 223 00:12:48,240 --> 00:12:52,120 Speaker 3: deep it is until I removed all the things that 224 00:12:52,160 --> 00:12:54,240 Speaker 3: I was using to kind of try to replace or 225 00:12:54,320 --> 00:12:56,720 Speaker 3: calm those energies in my life. 226 00:12:56,800 --> 00:12:57,640 Speaker 2: Does that make sense? 227 00:12:58,040 --> 00:13:00,920 Speaker 4: Absolutely? And if you want just some insight one of 228 00:13:00,920 --> 00:13:02,800 Speaker 4: the things they are showing me. And by the way, 229 00:13:02,920 --> 00:13:06,880 Speaker 4: just for your audience. Whenever I say they, I've always 230 00:13:07,000 --> 00:13:10,560 Speaker 4: used this word for the higher consciousness, someone's higher consciousness, 231 00:13:10,559 --> 00:13:13,160 Speaker 4: whether I'm in a group and working in a group setting, 232 00:13:13,280 --> 00:13:17,800 Speaker 4: or I'm individually working, someone's higher self, their soul, their 233 00:13:17,920 --> 00:13:20,720 Speaker 4: essence that is connected to the divine, to their higher power, 234 00:13:20,760 --> 00:13:23,640 Speaker 4: to God shows up. As I call it. They it's 235 00:13:23,640 --> 00:13:26,360 Speaker 4: like a choir of who you are, every version of 236 00:13:26,400 --> 00:13:28,720 Speaker 4: you that ever was and ever will be. It's not 237 00:13:28,840 --> 00:13:32,000 Speaker 4: masculine or feminine. It's not linear. It's just so when 238 00:13:32,040 --> 00:13:35,280 Speaker 4: I say they, they is you, your higher self. But 239 00:13:35,440 --> 00:13:38,400 Speaker 4: what they are showing me for you is from a 240 00:13:38,600 --> 00:13:42,280 Speaker 4: very young age. And you're talking about your clear sentience, 241 00:13:42,400 --> 00:13:48,000 Speaker 4: taking things on, physically internalizing things from a very young age. 242 00:13:48,040 --> 00:13:51,319 Speaker 4: You came in very adult like meaning almost like and 243 00:13:52,000 --> 00:13:55,760 Speaker 4: this is just the truth. Is I'm older than my parents. 244 00:13:55,840 --> 00:13:57,920 Speaker 4: I love them, but I'm older than them. I seem 245 00:13:57,960 --> 00:14:00,560 Speaker 4: to know better or no differently or I just know 246 00:14:00,720 --> 00:14:03,760 Speaker 4: our gosh, that doesn't feel right. And it was very 247 00:14:03,800 --> 00:14:08,000 Speaker 4: hard for you to discern your parents' feelings and emotions 248 00:14:08,240 --> 00:14:10,839 Speaker 4: from your own. And you had this deep wisdom, I mean, 249 00:14:10,840 --> 00:14:13,600 Speaker 4: you're not a young soul, a deep rooted purpose and 250 00:14:13,640 --> 00:14:16,839 Speaker 4: meaning and urgency within you. And then it was very 251 00:14:16,880 --> 00:14:20,320 Speaker 4: clouded by all the feelings and the just the stuff 252 00:14:20,360 --> 00:14:22,400 Speaker 4: and the life and the drama and the mess. And 253 00:14:22,440 --> 00:14:27,880 Speaker 4: so you started receiving value through your parents and supporting 254 00:14:27,880 --> 00:14:31,320 Speaker 4: and loving on them and helping kind of bring things 255 00:14:31,360 --> 00:14:34,880 Speaker 4: into equilibrium, balance things out. Is this making sense? Like 256 00:14:34,920 --> 00:14:38,800 Speaker 4: you're a stabilizer, and I'm like, and the thing is, 257 00:14:38,840 --> 00:14:41,400 Speaker 4: and you and I were talking about this before the podcast. 258 00:14:41,520 --> 00:14:46,040 Speaker 4: Our parents, you know who whatever your parents are like 259 00:14:46,200 --> 00:14:50,080 Speaker 4: out there, they all teach us things. And sometimes it's 260 00:14:50,080 --> 00:14:53,520 Speaker 4: through the school of hard knocks. Sometimes it's through too 261 00:14:53,600 --> 00:14:57,680 Speaker 4: much love and micro management. But whatever it is, they 262 00:14:57,800 --> 00:15:01,440 Speaker 4: are gifting us skill sets and how we utilize them 263 00:15:01,480 --> 00:15:04,480 Speaker 4: and what we're learning through them. But you've been in 264 00:15:04,560 --> 00:15:08,400 Speaker 4: a stage of remembering who you are and it got 265 00:15:08,600 --> 00:15:12,880 Speaker 4: so clouded in like in your world when you were younger, 266 00:15:12,920 --> 00:15:16,720 Speaker 4: that you were taking on your parents and your family's emotions, 267 00:15:16,760 --> 00:15:18,280 Speaker 4: and you're like, I just got to get out of here, 268 00:15:18,600 --> 00:15:19,840 Speaker 4: Like I just got to get out of here. I 269 00:15:19,880 --> 00:15:23,320 Speaker 4: break free. And you're a freedom seeker. You love stability 270 00:15:23,440 --> 00:15:26,240 Speaker 4: and balance and order, but there is a part in 271 00:15:26,320 --> 00:15:29,560 Speaker 4: you that's like, I have to remove myself and create 272 00:15:29,640 --> 00:15:33,320 Speaker 4: my own life and figure out how to love my 273 00:15:33,440 --> 00:15:37,520 Speaker 4: family for who they are, have relationships and connections, but 274 00:15:37,680 --> 00:15:41,720 Speaker 4: also not feel guilty about making a stand for myself. 275 00:15:41,760 --> 00:15:43,120 Speaker 4: Does that resonate. 276 00:15:43,040 --> 00:15:46,160 Speaker 3: Every single thing you just said? As satispot on, my 277 00:15:46,360 --> 00:15:48,880 Speaker 3: parents used to even say to me, we feel like 278 00:15:48,920 --> 00:15:51,640 Speaker 3: you're more mature than us. I mean, they said it 279 00:15:51,680 --> 00:15:53,960 Speaker 3: to me my whole life, and it was like this 280 00:15:54,160 --> 00:15:57,360 Speaker 3: interesting thing where I was a kid, and I remember 281 00:15:57,360 --> 00:15:59,240 Speaker 3: they would be going through something and I would have 282 00:15:59,640 --> 00:16:02,120 Speaker 3: I would input, like I would have some sort of 283 00:16:02,200 --> 00:16:04,560 Speaker 3: weird I have to say this to y'all or you 284 00:16:04,560 --> 00:16:06,880 Speaker 3: know what, Like I knew how to handle certain things. 285 00:16:07,080 --> 00:16:09,360 Speaker 3: Obviously as a kid, I didn't know a lot all 286 00:16:09,440 --> 00:16:12,040 Speaker 3: of it, but like there would be these knowings that 287 00:16:12,080 --> 00:16:14,720 Speaker 3: I just had, and then I do think I got 288 00:16:14,760 --> 00:16:18,200 Speaker 3: into that role. I mean, the other thing they always 289 00:16:18,240 --> 00:16:20,200 Speaker 3: said to me was you were such a joy and 290 00:16:20,280 --> 00:16:24,560 Speaker 3: you like definitely bring so much joy to our entire family, 291 00:16:24,560 --> 00:16:27,600 Speaker 3: even extended. And I would ebb and flow with the 292 00:16:27,640 --> 00:16:30,360 Speaker 3: pressure of that and not wanting it into them, like 293 00:16:30,440 --> 00:16:33,040 Speaker 3: it is a huge skill set, you know kind of thing, 294 00:16:33,080 --> 00:16:35,640 Speaker 3: and so I would kind of go vacillate back and forth, 295 00:16:35,680 --> 00:16:37,800 Speaker 3: back and forth, especially like in my twenties, I was like, 296 00:16:37,840 --> 00:16:38,440 Speaker 3: I don't want to be. 297 00:16:38,480 --> 00:16:40,600 Speaker 2: A joy, you know. It was like the rebellious time. 298 00:16:40,960 --> 00:16:45,040 Speaker 3: Yeah, but now I can you know, channel that energy 299 00:16:45,160 --> 00:16:47,440 Speaker 3: or the love capacity that I have or anything like 300 00:16:47,480 --> 00:16:50,640 Speaker 3: that into a good thing. But yeah, that was one 301 00:16:50,680 --> 00:16:51,840 Speaker 3: of the things they would say to me, and I 302 00:16:51,880 --> 00:16:55,920 Speaker 3: think that was how I found my way through taking 303 00:16:55,960 --> 00:16:58,800 Speaker 3: on everyone's energy because I didn't know how to not 304 00:16:58,920 --> 00:17:01,800 Speaker 3: do that as a kid. And you can't explain that 305 00:17:02,120 --> 00:17:03,800 Speaker 3: because you don't even get it, you know. 306 00:17:03,920 --> 00:17:04,000 Speaker 1: So. 307 00:17:05,640 --> 00:17:08,800 Speaker 4: You're feeling yeah, and so many people, I know your 308 00:17:08,840 --> 00:17:13,840 Speaker 4: listeners relate to picking up feelings and attributes and things 309 00:17:13,880 --> 00:17:16,560 Speaker 4: in our environment and from our parents. But for you, 310 00:17:16,920 --> 00:17:20,040 Speaker 4: and for many people out there, but for you, innately, 311 00:17:20,840 --> 00:17:24,040 Speaker 4: you came in with this knowing and this purpose and 312 00:17:24,080 --> 00:17:26,120 Speaker 4: not that you could define it at four or five 313 00:17:26,200 --> 00:17:28,640 Speaker 4: years old. But I'm here to do something. I'm here 314 00:17:28,640 --> 00:17:32,239 Speaker 4: to be significant, and I don't necessarily need to be 315 00:17:32,320 --> 00:17:34,760 Speaker 4: the center of attention, but all eyes are on me. 316 00:17:35,200 --> 00:17:37,840 Speaker 4: And that is probably one of your greatest storylines in 317 00:17:37,880 --> 00:17:42,879 Speaker 4: this lifetime. Is you naturally shine. People naturally see you. 318 00:17:42,880 --> 00:17:45,479 Speaker 4: You do not go unnoticed. And it's not that you 319 00:17:45,520 --> 00:17:48,040 Speaker 4: are it's you definitely are very much a leader, and 320 00:17:48,080 --> 00:17:50,119 Speaker 4: you know how to jump in and take charge and 321 00:17:50,160 --> 00:17:54,560 Speaker 4: take the reins. But leadership and being seen and out 322 00:17:54,600 --> 00:17:58,200 Speaker 4: in front is not your mo. But it just happens 323 00:17:58,240 --> 00:18:01,199 Speaker 4: like people look to you just like your parents. You know, 324 00:18:01,320 --> 00:18:04,919 Speaker 4: they knew you were wise, and so they automatically not 325 00:18:05,000 --> 00:18:07,919 Speaker 4: that they were asking for certain input on big decisions, 326 00:18:07,920 --> 00:18:12,199 Speaker 4: but the example you gave you couldn't go unnoticed, and 327 00:18:12,240 --> 00:18:15,360 Speaker 4: you already felt wise. So it was like you said, 328 00:18:15,440 --> 00:18:18,439 Speaker 4: the pressure of I'm gonna be the joy that they 329 00:18:18,480 --> 00:18:20,600 Speaker 4: said I am, and I'm gonna be this wise person, 330 00:18:20,640 --> 00:18:23,119 Speaker 4: and You're like, crap, I just want to be freaking Kelly. 331 00:18:23,520 --> 00:18:23,760 Speaker 1: Yeah. 332 00:18:23,800 --> 00:18:26,719 Speaker 4: I just want to be Kelly and be able to 333 00:18:26,800 --> 00:18:30,479 Speaker 4: give those gifts, but at on my terms, so I 334 00:18:30,520 --> 00:18:37,359 Speaker 4: don't feel like I'm just always shining my light. Because 335 00:18:37,400 --> 00:18:40,280 Speaker 4: the other thing about you is and you and I 336 00:18:40,320 --> 00:18:42,959 Speaker 4: talked a little bit about this beforehand when we were 337 00:18:42,960 --> 00:18:45,720 Speaker 4: talking about you styling and styling and so I want 338 00:18:45,720 --> 00:18:46,200 Speaker 4: to go there. 339 00:18:46,359 --> 00:18:47,680 Speaker 2: I've got to know this. 340 00:18:48,400 --> 00:18:50,800 Speaker 3: So if for anyone listening who doesn't know what I 341 00:18:50,960 --> 00:18:52,760 Speaker 3: do for the you know, on the day to day, 342 00:18:53,359 --> 00:18:57,000 Speaker 3: I am a hair and makeup artist and also a stylist. 343 00:18:57,280 --> 00:18:59,439 Speaker 3: And I was telling Amanda before the podcast, I have 344 00:18:59,600 --> 00:19:01,359 Speaker 3: I used to work with both men and women, and 345 00:19:01,400 --> 00:19:04,560 Speaker 3: I've been in this business. Gosh, I'm almost twenty years now, 346 00:19:04,920 --> 00:19:08,640 Speaker 3: and so over time to kind of streamline my business, 347 00:19:08,800 --> 00:19:11,040 Speaker 3: have a niche and also it was just sort of 348 00:19:11,080 --> 00:19:13,479 Speaker 3: where my client base was at the time, I decided 349 00:19:13,520 --> 00:19:16,480 Speaker 3: I would specifically start to focus on only working with men. 350 00:19:16,800 --> 00:19:18,560 Speaker 3: And when I told Amanda that, she started laughing and 351 00:19:18,600 --> 00:19:20,399 Speaker 3: she said, oh, I know why. And I was like, okay, 352 00:19:21,040 --> 00:19:23,240 Speaker 3: tell me on the podcast, but I am dying to know. 353 00:19:23,480 --> 00:19:27,280 Speaker 4: So why. Okay. It's layered, but it's it's pretty clear 354 00:19:27,359 --> 00:19:30,720 Speaker 4: a couple of things. When you are in your voice, 355 00:19:30,800 --> 00:19:32,880 Speaker 4: when you are in your true voice, in your light, 356 00:19:33,000 --> 00:19:35,440 Speaker 4: and you're doing your thing. You know, because you are 357 00:19:35,480 --> 00:19:38,480 Speaker 4: extremely curative, meaning like you like to curate, you like 358 00:19:38,520 --> 00:19:41,679 Speaker 4: to esthetically create, you can see the vision come together 359 00:19:42,040 --> 00:19:44,600 Speaker 4: when you are in that creative you are channeling. That 360 00:19:44,720 --> 00:19:47,520 Speaker 4: is part of your intuitive gift because and you it's 361 00:19:47,560 --> 00:19:50,080 Speaker 4: like spontaneous and you're like, oh yes, and this and 362 00:19:50,119 --> 00:19:52,800 Speaker 4: this needs to go here. It just it's like you're 363 00:19:52,880 --> 00:19:57,199 Speaker 4: in your flow with men most of the time, not 364 00:19:57,240 --> 00:20:00,000 Speaker 4: all men, but the men that you jive with. You 365 00:20:00,119 --> 00:20:05,520 Speaker 4: command that feminine energy that is also divinely masculine. So 366 00:20:05,560 --> 00:20:10,639 Speaker 4: it's like it is very balanced, meaning the like guys 367 00:20:10,680 --> 00:20:12,720 Speaker 4: like okay, tell me what to do, like tell me 368 00:20:12,760 --> 00:20:14,600 Speaker 4: how this needs to look. Wait, just fix it, Like 369 00:20:14,640 --> 00:20:17,040 Speaker 4: I just want to feel comfortable in what I'm wearing 370 00:20:17,280 --> 00:20:19,719 Speaker 4: and look cool like and you're just like do this, 371 00:20:19,880 --> 00:20:21,600 Speaker 4: do this, Nope, take that off, hold on, let me 372 00:20:21,600 --> 00:20:24,080 Speaker 4: fix this back. And they're like huh, thank you, and 373 00:20:24,119 --> 00:20:26,840 Speaker 4: like they have their masculine energy, but they let their 374 00:20:26,920 --> 00:20:30,399 Speaker 4: guard down and you just go in and you don't 375 00:20:30,440 --> 00:20:34,720 Speaker 4: overpower them, but yet you but yet they respect you. 376 00:20:34,720 --> 00:20:39,000 Speaker 4: You command respect. And with women and it's not all women, 377 00:20:39,119 --> 00:20:40,600 Speaker 4: and not that you wouldn't if I was like, Kelly, 378 00:20:40,600 --> 00:20:43,120 Speaker 4: I need you to style me, you like, yeah, it's 379 00:20:43,119 --> 00:20:46,119 Speaker 4: not that you wouldn't do that and we wouldn't jive, 380 00:20:47,000 --> 00:20:49,840 Speaker 4: but a lot of times women end up being a 381 00:20:49,840 --> 00:20:52,920 Speaker 4: little bit jealous of you, a little bit like there's 382 00:20:52,920 --> 00:20:55,359 Speaker 4: a jealousy and you've dealt with this your whole life. 383 00:20:55,440 --> 00:20:57,280 Speaker 2: Oh my wish freaking out. 384 00:20:57,440 --> 00:21:00,000 Speaker 4: I mean, I can feel it. And it's what happened 385 00:21:00,359 --> 00:21:04,560 Speaker 4: is you're so in your light, your god given gifts, 386 00:21:04,600 --> 00:21:07,199 Speaker 4: and you shine and you just do and you and 387 00:21:07,240 --> 00:21:09,800 Speaker 4: you're your most joyful when you're doing that. You know, 388 00:21:09,880 --> 00:21:12,679 Speaker 4: like your joy that your parents said, you're in your joy. 389 00:21:12,800 --> 00:21:16,040 Speaker 4: And when we are in things like our love, our compassion, 390 00:21:16,160 --> 00:21:21,119 Speaker 4: our joy, our enthusiasm, it is inspired. Well it's almost like, 391 00:21:21,240 --> 00:21:23,880 Speaker 4: oh shoot, she's gonna shine brighter than me. Oh my gosh, 392 00:21:23,960 --> 00:21:26,199 Speaker 4: I'm not gonna look as pretty as Kelly does. And 393 00:21:26,280 --> 00:21:29,040 Speaker 4: I'm not being superficial. It's like these are the things 394 00:21:29,080 --> 00:21:32,640 Speaker 4: that women who are not secure in who they are 395 00:21:32,680 --> 00:21:35,720 Speaker 4: sometimes and there's no shade that I'm throwing, and it's 396 00:21:35,760 --> 00:21:39,560 Speaker 4: sometimes it's very unconscious, like it's you can alive with 397 00:21:39,600 --> 00:21:42,239 Speaker 4: a female and they can love you and y'all can 398 00:21:42,280 --> 00:21:45,280 Speaker 4: be great friends, but then they end up feeling not 399 00:21:45,400 --> 00:21:47,879 Speaker 4: as beautiful and it has nothing to do with you 400 00:21:48,119 --> 00:21:51,800 Speaker 4: or your talent. It's just your magnetism there. It's like 401 00:21:51,880 --> 00:21:54,879 Speaker 4: your divine light shines and it's too much. And with 402 00:21:55,080 --> 00:21:58,359 Speaker 4: men it balances them out and they are like do it. 403 00:21:58,400 --> 00:22:01,000 Speaker 4: I need the help show me. Okay, good, good deal. 404 00:22:01,080 --> 00:22:03,200 Speaker 4: I trust you. And that is that the. 405 00:22:03,160 --> 00:22:04,160 Speaker 2: Way it is coming through. 406 00:22:04,200 --> 00:22:07,199 Speaker 3: So you don't understand the freedom you just gave me 407 00:22:07,440 --> 00:22:11,399 Speaker 3: because so many times and even the people listening to 408 00:22:11,400 --> 00:22:15,440 Speaker 3: this podcast have seen that play out publicly on national television, 409 00:22:15,640 --> 00:22:19,480 Speaker 3: Like it literally has been a situation in my life 410 00:22:19,520 --> 00:22:25,320 Speaker 3: where I've had this feeling of wait what you know, 411 00:22:25,400 --> 00:22:27,480 Speaker 3: like that like what what when they get mad at me? 412 00:22:27,640 --> 00:22:30,919 Speaker 3: Or the jealousy thing or whatever, because the people in 413 00:22:30,920 --> 00:22:32,720 Speaker 3: my life, the women who are in my life that 414 00:22:32,760 --> 00:22:35,679 Speaker 3: are secure, know that I am the biggest hype girl 415 00:22:35,920 --> 00:22:38,159 Speaker 3: as a friend that you could ever have around, Like 416 00:22:38,200 --> 00:22:41,120 Speaker 3: I want all my friends to succeed and excel, and 417 00:22:41,160 --> 00:22:44,440 Speaker 3: like I am just their biggest champion. And so when 418 00:22:44,440 --> 00:22:47,399 Speaker 3: I'm getting hit with the other energy, it's so confusing 419 00:22:47,480 --> 00:22:50,280 Speaker 3: to me because I don't really feel competitive with other 420 00:22:50,320 --> 00:22:51,560 Speaker 3: women like that. 421 00:22:51,720 --> 00:22:54,000 Speaker 4: You and I share this. You and I share this, 422 00:22:54,119 --> 00:22:55,760 Speaker 4: and this makes a lot of sense that I'm going 423 00:22:55,840 --> 00:22:57,439 Speaker 4: to communicate it to you this way. 424 00:22:57,600 --> 00:22:58,359 Speaker 2: Okay. 425 00:22:58,400 --> 00:23:01,240 Speaker 4: One of your intuit of gifts and this goes back 426 00:23:01,280 --> 00:23:03,440 Speaker 4: to you being wise when you were young and your 427 00:23:03,480 --> 00:23:07,080 Speaker 4: parents seeing it. And also you're healing journey with people 428 00:23:07,520 --> 00:23:11,200 Speaker 4: you may not forget, but you're very forgiving. You want 429 00:23:11,320 --> 00:23:13,399 Speaker 4: to be able to see both sides and things and 430 00:23:13,400 --> 00:23:16,119 Speaker 4: even too forgiving. Yep, even people that you love that 431 00:23:16,200 --> 00:23:19,400 Speaker 4: let you down over and over, you will accommodate and 432 00:23:19,440 --> 00:23:21,639 Speaker 4: to the point of it blows back on you and 433 00:23:21,640 --> 00:23:25,560 Speaker 4: you get angry, but but you usually this is your 434 00:23:25,560 --> 00:23:29,520 Speaker 4: gift is you can see someone's potential. So when you 435 00:23:29,600 --> 00:23:32,719 Speaker 4: have a girlfriend, when you're talking about your mom or 436 00:23:32,840 --> 00:23:37,080 Speaker 4: a family member or an ex you can see, You're like, wow, 437 00:23:37,280 --> 00:23:39,399 Speaker 4: I see that they're human, I see that they're messy. 438 00:23:39,480 --> 00:23:42,040 Speaker 4: But gosh, can't they just see their talent the way 439 00:23:42,040 --> 00:23:45,199 Speaker 4: I see it? Gosh, don't they get how magnetic they 440 00:23:45,280 --> 00:23:50,080 Speaker 4: are or really articulate they are? Why are they intimidated 441 00:23:50,160 --> 00:23:53,679 Speaker 4: by me? I'm actually rooting them on. Can't they just 442 00:23:53,720 --> 00:23:56,480 Speaker 4: be themselves? And here's the other thing with you is 443 00:23:56,840 --> 00:23:58,720 Speaker 4: you never wanted to grow up to be anybody else. 444 00:23:58,760 --> 00:24:00,680 Speaker 4: You just wanted to grow up to be kele Yes. 445 00:24:00,760 --> 00:24:02,959 Speaker 4: And like it's like, I don't want to be you. 446 00:24:03,040 --> 00:24:04,760 Speaker 4: I want to enhance you. I want to help you 447 00:24:04,840 --> 00:24:07,120 Speaker 4: be more beautiful. I want to help you shine. I 448 00:24:07,200 --> 00:24:11,120 Speaker 4: am your fan girl. And then people are intimidated by 449 00:24:11,160 --> 00:24:15,760 Speaker 4: that amount of compassion, that amount of its intuition that 450 00:24:15,800 --> 00:24:18,240 Speaker 4: you can see into their soul, and they get afraid 451 00:24:18,520 --> 00:24:20,800 Speaker 4: that you can see the darkness too, because we all 452 00:24:20,800 --> 00:24:26,359 Speaker 4: have all of our crack. Of course, yes, it's what 453 00:24:26,560 --> 00:24:29,119 Speaker 4: makes the light bright is all the darn darkness. 454 00:24:29,600 --> 00:24:31,359 Speaker 2: That is so true. 455 00:24:31,119 --> 00:24:33,560 Speaker 3: Though, because I think a lot of times with women, 456 00:24:33,600 --> 00:24:35,680 Speaker 3: and a lot of this could even be programming from 457 00:24:35,680 --> 00:24:38,840 Speaker 3: our culture. But like we're taught to compete with each other, right, 458 00:24:38,960 --> 00:24:42,879 Speaker 3: Like if one woman's light is shining bright, that means 459 00:24:43,040 --> 00:24:45,679 Speaker 3: in our head or we're taught that that means that 460 00:24:45,720 --> 00:24:48,080 Speaker 3: there's not enough space for ours to sign to shine too. 461 00:24:48,200 --> 00:24:50,040 Speaker 3: And one of the things as I've gotten older that 462 00:24:50,080 --> 00:24:53,560 Speaker 3: I've known is like, no, there's this infinite supply of 463 00:24:54,080 --> 00:24:57,720 Speaker 3: space and energy, and like we don't have to compete 464 00:24:57,760 --> 00:25:00,119 Speaker 3: with each other because if one woman's growing there, that 465 00:25:00,240 --> 00:25:02,560 Speaker 3: just creates more space for us to grow too, you know. 466 00:25:02,680 --> 00:25:05,080 Speaker 3: And I do think though that we have a lot 467 00:25:05,080 --> 00:25:09,000 Speaker 3: of unlearning to do around that mentality. And men, though, 468 00:25:09,560 --> 00:25:13,520 Speaker 3: don't feel threatened by it. They're like, how is this. 469 00:25:13,480 --> 00:25:14,159 Speaker 2: Going to help me? 470 00:25:14,960 --> 00:25:17,159 Speaker 3: And maybe it's not doesn't sound I have to be 471 00:25:17,160 --> 00:25:19,399 Speaker 3: as selfish as how I just said it, But I 472 00:25:19,440 --> 00:25:22,560 Speaker 3: do feel the energy with men that I have is 473 00:25:22,640 --> 00:25:24,679 Speaker 3: almost like I always refer to myself as this like 474 00:25:24,720 --> 00:25:28,680 Speaker 3: security blanket for them, Like all of my men male clients, 475 00:25:28,760 --> 00:25:32,000 Speaker 3: I do feel that, yes, they like what I do 476 00:25:32,119 --> 00:25:34,879 Speaker 3: work wise and whatever, but it's also an energy exchange, 477 00:25:35,000 --> 00:25:37,959 Speaker 3: just like you're saying, And there's something about what my 478 00:25:38,160 --> 00:25:40,640 Speaker 3: energy feels like to them before they go walk out 479 00:25:40,680 --> 00:25:44,600 Speaker 3: on like these huge stages that feels comforting and they're like, Okay, 480 00:25:44,600 --> 00:25:46,600 Speaker 3: I'm at my best self and they can go and 481 00:25:46,640 --> 00:25:49,120 Speaker 3: then they can do their job. So I've started even 482 00:25:49,119 --> 00:25:51,000 Speaker 3: feeling like that, Okay, that's a skill set of my 483 00:25:51,040 --> 00:25:53,119 Speaker 3: hair and makeup business, but it has nothing to do 484 00:25:53,200 --> 00:25:54,880 Speaker 3: with the actual hair and makeup. 485 00:25:54,960 --> 00:26:00,360 Speaker 4: It's energy, yes, And also the other thing just your 486 00:26:00,480 --> 00:26:04,159 Speaker 4: energy field and where you are in your personal and 487 00:26:04,240 --> 00:26:08,800 Speaker 4: spiritual path. There's a balance with your clients right now, 488 00:26:08,800 --> 00:26:13,080 Speaker 4: and these male clients because you don't feel like you 489 00:26:13,119 --> 00:26:16,200 Speaker 4: take on their crap. Now. It's like as for as 490 00:26:16,280 --> 00:26:20,000 Speaker 4: empathetic as you are and taking on energy, you feel 491 00:26:20,040 --> 00:26:23,720 Speaker 4: like you walk in you know your aura is strong. 492 00:26:24,080 --> 00:26:26,879 Speaker 4: You get to radiate through it and you get to 493 00:26:26,960 --> 00:26:30,600 Speaker 4: support them, and they get to also recognize you, see 494 00:26:30,680 --> 00:26:34,159 Speaker 4: you appreciate you, and it's an exchange of love and 495 00:26:34,240 --> 00:26:37,480 Speaker 4: they Your soul just said this very clearly, is you 496 00:26:37,560 --> 00:26:40,720 Speaker 4: came down to learn love. You came down to not 497 00:26:41,040 --> 00:26:43,720 Speaker 4: just be generous of heart and giving. And you and 498 00:26:43,760 --> 00:26:46,800 Speaker 4: I talked a little bit about our generosity, which can 499 00:26:46,880 --> 00:26:49,240 Speaker 4: be a double edged sword because we give and give 500 00:26:49,240 --> 00:26:52,280 Speaker 4: and give and then feel depleted. Right, But you came 501 00:26:52,320 --> 00:26:56,000 Speaker 4: down not only to give love, but to really feel 502 00:26:56,200 --> 00:27:03,200 Speaker 4: loved through friendship, through relationship, through connection, and those relationships, 503 00:27:03,400 --> 00:27:05,879 Speaker 4: especially the ones you have right now where you feel 504 00:27:05,880 --> 00:27:08,440 Speaker 4: like you go in and it just makes sense, it's easy. 505 00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:12,920 Speaker 4: Those are all really propelling you on this path forward 506 00:27:13,080 --> 00:27:16,520 Speaker 4: personally and professionally. Right now, you have new doors that 507 00:27:16,600 --> 00:27:19,520 Speaker 4: are opening this year. The next two years are like 508 00:27:19,680 --> 00:27:23,240 Speaker 4: change over years. This is an amp up year where 509 00:27:23,400 --> 00:27:26,200 Speaker 4: you're saying yes to some new things. There's change, new 510 00:27:26,240 --> 00:27:30,160 Speaker 4: doors are opening, and also as far as love goes, 511 00:27:30,359 --> 00:27:31,920 Speaker 4: do you want to you want to talk about this? 512 00:27:32,240 --> 00:27:33,640 Speaker 2: Obviously tell me everything. 513 00:27:33,640 --> 00:27:37,520 Speaker 4: Okay, Well, I like I got this vision before we 514 00:27:37,560 --> 00:27:39,800 Speaker 4: got on the call, Like it just came to me 515 00:27:39,840 --> 00:27:41,840 Speaker 4: and I was just like putting on some mascara and 516 00:27:41,880 --> 00:27:44,520 Speaker 4: I was like, oh okay. I was like, I think 517 00:27:44,560 --> 00:27:47,440 Speaker 4: you're going to meet someone. And I feel like it's 518 00:27:47,480 --> 00:27:49,600 Speaker 4: either later in this year, and it may not be 519 00:27:49,680 --> 00:27:52,760 Speaker 4: later in the year, it maybe early next year. But 520 00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:57,040 Speaker 4: whoever this person is is not in the entertainment industry, 521 00:27:57,440 --> 00:28:00,119 Speaker 4: Okay they are, And like I know this sound it's 522 00:28:00,119 --> 00:28:02,040 Speaker 4: gonna sound funny. It's like they're a builder, and I 523 00:28:02,080 --> 00:28:04,960 Speaker 4: don't know if they actually build homes, if they're an engineer, 524 00:28:05,000 --> 00:28:09,000 Speaker 4: if they're an architect, if they are some kind of developer, 525 00:28:09,520 --> 00:28:13,280 Speaker 4: but whatever they do is very They build things, and 526 00:28:13,320 --> 00:28:16,600 Speaker 4: they build substantial things to last, and there is a 527 00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:20,520 Speaker 4: kind of and they're just cool as far as they 528 00:28:20,640 --> 00:28:24,240 Speaker 4: like to build things that are sustainable and outdoors and 529 00:28:24,840 --> 00:28:28,800 Speaker 4: eco friendly, and there's a vision to whoever it is 530 00:28:28,800 --> 00:28:31,160 Speaker 4: is like a really good looking guy, by the way, 531 00:28:31,200 --> 00:28:33,439 Speaker 4: So by the way, he's good looking, and you know, 532 00:28:33,920 --> 00:28:35,680 Speaker 4: I mean you can style him up a little bit, 533 00:28:35,760 --> 00:28:37,720 Speaker 4: like I'm just gonna need a little judging, but you 534 00:28:38,200 --> 00:28:40,600 Speaker 4: know that you haven't got that part of it. But like, 535 00:28:40,720 --> 00:28:45,920 Speaker 4: whoever it is like wants to build community, wants to 536 00:28:46,040 --> 00:28:50,760 Speaker 4: build like friendship and community, and wants to design and 537 00:28:50,800 --> 00:28:54,120 Speaker 4: build communities. So I feel like in work somehow that 538 00:28:54,320 --> 00:28:57,800 Speaker 4: is related to their work and you will, like you'll 539 00:28:57,800 --> 00:29:00,600 Speaker 4: meet them through some new opportunities that are coming for 540 00:29:00,640 --> 00:29:05,720 Speaker 4: you professionally. So that is all coming. And they're saying, 541 00:29:05,800 --> 00:29:08,040 Speaker 4: right now, don't even think about it. I mean, you 542 00:29:08,080 --> 00:29:10,680 Speaker 4: can date, you can go out with people, but right 543 00:29:10,720 --> 00:29:16,280 Speaker 4: now you are your best source of joy and happiness. 544 00:29:16,400 --> 00:29:20,200 Speaker 4: And also like this is a business year for you 545 00:29:20,240 --> 00:29:24,040 Speaker 4: being like feeling so like even though you may get 546 00:29:25,000 --> 00:29:29,040 Speaker 4: discouraged at points or exhausted and depleted honor that you 547 00:29:29,080 --> 00:29:32,760 Speaker 4: know and justa okay, it's quality over quantity, and your 548 00:29:32,840 --> 00:29:36,040 Speaker 4: creativity will surge back. The doors will open exactly when 549 00:29:36,040 --> 00:29:38,760 Speaker 4: they're supposed to. But you're going to feel so amped 550 00:29:38,840 --> 00:29:42,520 Speaker 4: up and motivated professionally this year and wanting to create, 551 00:29:42,640 --> 00:29:45,520 Speaker 4: wanting to innovate, wanting to step into some new arenas, 552 00:29:45,840 --> 00:29:49,200 Speaker 4: and those doors will be open through the multitude of 553 00:29:49,280 --> 00:29:53,160 Speaker 4: connections you've made. Old connections will pay out. People will 554 00:29:53,200 --> 00:29:55,400 Speaker 4: show back up in your life. And I don't mean 555 00:29:55,440 --> 00:29:59,240 Speaker 4: toxic stuff in relationships. I just mean relationships that you've 556 00:29:59,280 --> 00:30:01,920 Speaker 4: had that are long term. Oh my gosh, we should 557 00:30:01,920 --> 00:30:03,720 Speaker 4: talk to Kelly about this. And then you get a 558 00:30:03,760 --> 00:30:06,200 Speaker 4: call out of the blue. It's like a lot of 559 00:30:06,320 --> 00:30:10,120 Speaker 4: right place, right time energy that's gonna surprise you, but 560 00:30:10,280 --> 00:30:12,400 Speaker 4: not surprise you because you're gonna be like, oh my gosh, 561 00:30:12,400 --> 00:30:15,800 Speaker 4: it was just thinking that. And I will tell you 562 00:30:15,880 --> 00:30:19,160 Speaker 4: this as far as this love thing goes and business. 563 00:30:20,120 --> 00:30:23,080 Speaker 4: I remember asking you before the segment we were talking 564 00:30:23,080 --> 00:30:25,600 Speaker 4: about your work, and you were like, I do hair, 565 00:30:25,680 --> 00:30:29,120 Speaker 4: makeup and styling. The other thing they showed me before 566 00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:31,720 Speaker 4: we got on the call is I can see you 567 00:30:31,800 --> 00:30:35,960 Speaker 4: doing like curating a space. So if it's like a 568 00:30:36,080 --> 00:30:40,360 Speaker 4: layout for a magazine or a photo shoot where it's 569 00:30:40,600 --> 00:30:44,400 Speaker 4: interior design and someone's home, I feel like you're going 570 00:30:44,480 --> 00:30:50,440 Speaker 4: to get into some sort of home aesthetic design, aesthetics 571 00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:54,239 Speaker 4: and interiors. So just know when that pops up, and 572 00:30:54,280 --> 00:30:56,840 Speaker 4: it's not anything you have to like pursue or explore, 573 00:30:57,400 --> 00:30:59,840 Speaker 4: but somebody's gonna say, gosh, I mean I feel like 574 00:30:59,880 --> 00:31:02,800 Speaker 4: a need to redecorate my living room and you're like, well, 575 00:31:02,840 --> 00:31:06,680 Speaker 4: let's go shopping, let's do that, and it's just gonna happen, 576 00:31:06,760 --> 00:31:09,640 Speaker 4: and then you're gonna have fun. And there's stuff that's 577 00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:16,720 Speaker 4: coming around like aesthetics in home and home interior aesthetics. 578 00:31:16,720 --> 00:31:17,960 Speaker 4: And I don't mean you're going to be opening in 579 00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:21,000 Speaker 4: a home design place, but it's going to emerge as 580 00:31:21,040 --> 00:31:24,800 Speaker 4: a talent and something that's actually lucrative for you. That's organic. 581 00:31:25,320 --> 00:31:26,960 Speaker 2: Oh that is fascinating. 582 00:31:27,080 --> 00:31:30,360 Speaker 3: Okay, Well, I want to touch on this one topic 583 00:31:30,360 --> 00:31:31,720 Speaker 3: and I'm trying to think of how I want to 584 00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:34,080 Speaker 3: say it, but you just did it in what you 585 00:31:34,120 --> 00:31:36,600 Speaker 3: were telling me. Because I love all of that stuff 586 00:31:37,080 --> 00:31:39,840 Speaker 3: and I actually have a knowing that someone's coming to 587 00:31:40,200 --> 00:31:42,360 Speaker 3: I don't, so I don't. He must be getting ready 588 00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:44,000 Speaker 3: for me, and I must be getting ready for him. 589 00:31:44,280 --> 00:31:47,960 Speaker 3: I also don't feel the surge today right now. And 590 00:31:48,600 --> 00:31:51,200 Speaker 3: it's weird because you know, I was in a relationship 591 00:31:51,360 --> 00:31:53,880 Speaker 3: that ended about I think probably four or five months ago, 592 00:31:54,440 --> 00:31:56,400 Speaker 3: and my friends are kind of like, well have you 593 00:31:56,440 --> 00:31:57,000 Speaker 3: been on apps? 594 00:31:57,040 --> 00:31:58,360 Speaker 2: Have you been you know the thing? 595 00:31:58,960 --> 00:32:01,000 Speaker 3: And at first I felt like, Okay, I need to 596 00:32:01,040 --> 00:32:03,160 Speaker 3: go do this and I need to get. 597 00:32:03,000 --> 00:32:03,600 Speaker 2: Back out there. 598 00:32:03,840 --> 00:32:07,440 Speaker 3: Whatever the pressure we put on ourselves from society, I guess, 599 00:32:07,880 --> 00:32:10,320 Speaker 3: and it's just not working right Like, I haven't met 600 00:32:10,320 --> 00:32:12,560 Speaker 3: anyone I'm interested in. I haven't even wanted to go 601 00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:15,920 Speaker 3: on a date. And because of the work that I've 602 00:32:15,960 --> 00:32:18,120 Speaker 3: been doing in the last couple of years and just 603 00:32:18,160 --> 00:32:21,720 Speaker 3: connecting with myself, I'm now in this place where I'm like, Okay, well, 604 00:32:21,760 --> 00:32:23,480 Speaker 3: it's just not time for me to date then, because 605 00:32:23,480 --> 00:32:26,840 Speaker 3: it's not coming to me easy. And so for me now, 606 00:32:26,880 --> 00:32:30,360 Speaker 3: I'm interpreting the things in my life like that as like, oh, 607 00:32:30,520 --> 00:32:32,000 Speaker 3: it's just not the right time. 608 00:32:32,760 --> 00:32:32,920 Speaker 4: Then. 609 00:32:32,960 --> 00:32:36,040 Speaker 3: You also touched on there are things leaving my life 610 00:32:36,040 --> 00:32:38,040 Speaker 3: and even the clients that I do have right now, 611 00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:40,160 Speaker 3: and what I will say about for the first time 612 00:32:40,200 --> 00:32:44,880 Speaker 3: in my career, everyone that I'm currently working with, I 613 00:32:44,920 --> 00:32:48,200 Speaker 3: feel so aligned on a soul level and it just 614 00:32:48,440 --> 00:32:51,800 Speaker 3: feels easy and right. And I do feel a love 615 00:32:51,880 --> 00:32:54,240 Speaker 3: exchange every time I go to work, which sounds so 616 00:32:54,560 --> 00:32:57,520 Speaker 3: probably silly to a lot of people, but it feels 617 00:32:57,600 --> 00:32:59,480 Speaker 3: like that, like that's what they showed me. 618 00:32:59,560 --> 00:33:02,680 Speaker 4: It was like, yes, it's love. And there are so 619 00:33:02,800 --> 00:33:05,560 Speaker 4: many forms of love. You know, we think we go 620 00:33:05,720 --> 00:33:08,480 Speaker 4: we default too romantic love, but when you think about 621 00:33:08,880 --> 00:33:13,200 Speaker 4: your childhood best friend, or your pets or yes, your parents, 622 00:33:13,600 --> 00:33:17,600 Speaker 4: and then there's divine love, which is this is miraculous. 623 00:33:17,640 --> 00:33:19,640 Speaker 4: Oh my gosh, I feel connected. Oh I trust him 624 00:33:19,680 --> 00:33:21,720 Speaker 4: exactly where I'm supposed to be. Thank you God, Thank 625 00:33:21,760 --> 00:33:24,840 Speaker 4: you angels, thank you guides, thank you. You know, there's 626 00:33:25,120 --> 00:33:27,880 Speaker 4: there are so many forms of love and for you, 627 00:33:28,520 --> 00:33:32,960 Speaker 4: relationships right now and your work dynamic are so they're 628 00:33:33,000 --> 00:33:35,760 Speaker 4: so entrenched in a really healthy way that it's like 629 00:33:36,440 --> 00:33:39,600 Speaker 4: this is love and also joy back to you. You're coming, 630 00:33:39,960 --> 00:33:43,400 Speaker 4: you know, like you were saying, you're family, labeling you 631 00:33:43,440 --> 00:33:45,800 Speaker 4: with You're just so joyful to be on you are, 632 00:33:46,440 --> 00:33:50,280 Speaker 4: but you're you're coming into this space where your joy 633 00:33:50,360 --> 00:33:54,239 Speaker 4: gets to be expressed through your life, your vocation, the 634 00:33:54,280 --> 00:33:57,920 Speaker 4: way you interact with people, and when you feel joyful, 635 00:33:58,000 --> 00:34:01,800 Speaker 4: when you feel that love exchange, you know, oh, I'm 636 00:34:01,880 --> 00:34:04,400 Speaker 4: right on track. Oh I am enjoying this. And the 637 00:34:04,440 --> 00:34:07,560 Speaker 4: other thing is you don't feel depleted because you give 638 00:34:07,680 --> 00:34:11,279 Speaker 4: and you get it actually feels revitalizing it. And I 639 00:34:11,400 --> 00:34:14,799 Speaker 4: understand that because I can have. I mean, I read 640 00:34:14,840 --> 00:34:18,480 Speaker 4: for thousands of people, and I love what I do. 641 00:34:18,560 --> 00:34:21,800 Speaker 4: But I know when I get run down or burnout 642 00:34:21,880 --> 00:34:23,640 Speaker 4: and I have too much on my plate and I 643 00:34:23,760 --> 00:34:26,280 Speaker 4: pile too much on and put too much pressure on myself. 644 00:34:26,280 --> 00:34:29,600 Speaker 4: It's all self imposed. But when I do that, I 645 00:34:29,640 --> 00:34:31,000 Speaker 4: can be like, oh my gosh, what do I have 646 00:34:31,080 --> 00:34:34,040 Speaker 4: on my plate today? And I don't ever want to 647 00:34:34,080 --> 00:34:38,120 Speaker 4: come at my work and clients in that vein. But 648 00:34:38,160 --> 00:34:41,840 Speaker 4: when I'm feeling that way, it's just because I'm human. 649 00:34:41,880 --> 00:34:44,800 Speaker 4: I'm taking on too much. So when I readjust and 650 00:34:45,560 --> 00:34:48,400 Speaker 4: I set intentions around the clients that come to me, 651 00:34:48,520 --> 00:34:51,520 Speaker 4: the people that I am attracting, that it will be 652 00:34:51,719 --> 00:34:56,520 Speaker 4: reciprocal and synergistic and revitalizing. When I am giving generously, 653 00:34:56,600 --> 00:34:59,759 Speaker 4: I am also feeling this exchange and I tell you what, 654 00:35:00,480 --> 00:35:02,520 Speaker 4: more often than not, I can have a day that 655 00:35:02,680 --> 00:35:06,080 Speaker 4: is slammed and abundant and busy, and I can be 656 00:35:06,280 --> 00:35:10,920 Speaker 4: on cloud nine and energetic versus feeling like shul I've 657 00:35:10,960 --> 00:35:14,319 Speaker 4: been going since you know, five am this morning. I 658 00:35:14,360 --> 00:35:19,720 Speaker 4: can feel totally hyped up and motivated. But it feels easy. True? 659 00:35:19,920 --> 00:35:24,120 Speaker 4: Does that? Because I know for you, I feel really depleted. People. 660 00:35:24,280 --> 00:35:28,080 Speaker 4: You have to have your solitary time, your downtime, your 661 00:35:28,200 --> 00:35:30,200 Speaker 4: alone time. Does that makes it? 662 00:35:30,200 --> 00:35:32,600 Speaker 3: It makes total sense? And I have like these rituals 663 00:35:32,600 --> 00:35:34,360 Speaker 3: that I do, or I take a lot of baths. 664 00:35:34,440 --> 00:35:35,680 Speaker 3: You know, my friends a making fun of me, but 665 00:35:35,680 --> 00:35:37,560 Speaker 3: I'm like it's the only place sometimes that I can 666 00:35:37,560 --> 00:35:41,320 Speaker 3: cleanse myself of other people's energy. But we keep getting 667 00:35:41,320 --> 00:35:44,040 Speaker 3: back to that word easy, And like you just said 668 00:35:44,040 --> 00:35:46,920 Speaker 3: it so perfectly. Because I can be working harder, it 669 00:35:46,960 --> 00:35:51,440 Speaker 3: doesn't mean my day itself is easier. It's energetically easier 670 00:35:51,760 --> 00:35:54,520 Speaker 3: because I'm receiving just as much as I'm giving, just 671 00:35:54,560 --> 00:35:56,479 Speaker 3: like what you said, and so it's a reciprocal energy. 672 00:35:56,520 --> 00:35:59,200 Speaker 3: It's not just taking from me. And that is something 673 00:35:59,280 --> 00:36:02,360 Speaker 3: I'm really trying to pay attention to because I actually 674 00:36:02,400 --> 00:36:04,640 Speaker 3: think the universe wants us to just be happy and 675 00:36:04,680 --> 00:36:05,160 Speaker 3: at ease. 676 00:36:05,640 --> 00:36:07,040 Speaker 2: It's just the. 677 00:36:06,960 --> 00:36:10,560 Speaker 3: Way of our nature like that we should be, but 678 00:36:10,680 --> 00:36:13,319 Speaker 3: we tried to fight it. So oftener I have, I'll 679 00:36:13,400 --> 00:36:15,839 Speaker 3: keep it on myself. And that's what I'm saying also 680 00:36:15,880 --> 00:36:18,600 Speaker 3: about the not forcing and then allowing the things that 681 00:36:18,880 --> 00:36:22,400 Speaker 3: are not aligned to leave without the meltdowns. That's like 682 00:36:22,440 --> 00:36:24,719 Speaker 3: the huge thing for me because I used to have 683 00:36:24,800 --> 00:36:27,920 Speaker 3: such a maybe it was a fear or like you know, 684 00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:30,840 Speaker 3: I'm a tourist rising like I don't like change that much. 685 00:36:31,800 --> 00:36:32,879 Speaker 2: I just don't and. 686 00:36:32,840 --> 00:36:34,960 Speaker 3: So it takes me a second to adjust to it 687 00:36:35,560 --> 00:36:38,640 Speaker 3: without panicking. But there are things leaving my life now 688 00:36:39,360 --> 00:36:41,520 Speaker 3: and I'm really trying to just kind of embrace that 689 00:36:41,680 --> 00:36:45,640 Speaker 3: because I am seeing such ease in other areas and 690 00:36:45,640 --> 00:36:48,120 Speaker 3: I'm like, this is how it's supposed to be. So 691 00:36:48,160 --> 00:36:50,359 Speaker 3: I would say to people listening too, like if you're 692 00:36:50,360 --> 00:36:53,959 Speaker 3: in a space where things aren't working out, get really 693 00:36:54,000 --> 00:36:57,320 Speaker 3: fucking quiet and get comfortable in that space, because sometimes 694 00:36:57,400 --> 00:36:59,680 Speaker 3: that's just what we're supposed to do, is nothing like 695 00:37:00,160 --> 00:37:02,359 Speaker 3: just to listen. That's how I feel at least. What 696 00:37:02,360 --> 00:37:03,080 Speaker 3: would you say to that? 697 00:37:03,560 --> 00:37:05,799 Speaker 4: Absolutely? And you know, one of the things that we 698 00:37:05,880 --> 00:37:08,520 Speaker 4: all forget. I mean, you said it beautifully, like get 699 00:37:08,560 --> 00:37:12,239 Speaker 4: fucking quiet and still and just sit in the discomfort 700 00:37:12,320 --> 00:37:14,880 Speaker 4: for a little bit. It takes us twelve to eighteen 701 00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:18,200 Speaker 4: seconds to process an emotion. And most of us are 702 00:37:18,440 --> 00:37:22,720 Speaker 4: moving at the rate of you know, lightning, because we're busy, 703 00:37:22,760 --> 00:37:27,000 Speaker 4: and we pile stuff on and we have pressures and responsibilities, 704 00:37:27,040 --> 00:37:29,359 Speaker 4: all of this stuff that piles on, and that we 705 00:37:29,400 --> 00:37:31,600 Speaker 4: think if we're not running ninety five miles an hour, 706 00:37:31,680 --> 00:37:34,040 Speaker 4: we're not enough, or we're not contributing, or we're missing 707 00:37:34,120 --> 00:37:38,640 Speaker 4: the mark. All the beliefs that we accumulate. But it 708 00:37:38,880 --> 00:37:42,400 Speaker 4: takes a very short time to actually acknowledge and process 709 00:37:42,400 --> 00:37:46,400 Speaker 4: an emotion. It doesn't mean that if you're frustrated and 710 00:37:46,440 --> 00:37:49,120 Speaker 4: you process your frustration, you're you're just going to totally 711 00:37:49,160 --> 00:37:53,480 Speaker 4: heal the feeling of frustration. But when you process it 712 00:37:53,480 --> 00:37:56,000 Speaker 4: in real time and sit down and say what is that? 713 00:37:56,040 --> 00:37:58,640 Speaker 4: And I always tell people, get one of those darn 714 00:37:58,680 --> 00:38:02,120 Speaker 4: emotional charts, you know, the wheel, and it has so 715 00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:05,759 Speaker 4: many emotions and be able to say, Okay, I'm feeling irritable, 716 00:38:06,160 --> 00:38:10,640 Speaker 4: I'm feeling sad, I'm feeling disillusioned, like name the two 717 00:38:10,760 --> 00:38:15,759 Speaker 4: three or four emotions in your discomfort and be like, oh, 718 00:38:16,040 --> 00:38:18,480 Speaker 4: that's what that is. And it's like it's like a 719 00:38:18,560 --> 00:38:22,879 Speaker 4: Eureka moment. It doesn't feel comfortable, but when you identify 720 00:38:22,960 --> 00:38:26,400 Speaker 4: it and then like you saying, you know you feel 721 00:38:26,400 --> 00:38:29,520 Speaker 4: things deeply in your body. If you can say, whoa, 722 00:38:29,800 --> 00:38:32,960 Speaker 4: my jaw is really tight, or wow, I feel this 723 00:38:33,080 --> 00:38:37,239 Speaker 4: in my lower back or gosh, you know, my my 724 00:38:37,480 --> 00:38:41,920 Speaker 4: joints feel really stiff or they're really hurting. If you 725 00:38:42,040 --> 00:38:45,880 Speaker 4: can look at the discomfort, acknowledge it, maybe name the 726 00:38:45,960 --> 00:38:49,920 Speaker 4: emotional components that you're feeling, and then even go deeper 727 00:38:50,000 --> 00:38:52,520 Speaker 4: and just say where is this showing up in my body? 728 00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:55,359 Speaker 4: You don't have to heal it or do anything. That 729 00:38:55,560 --> 00:39:00,200 Speaker 4: awareness that mind body connection in a very short period 730 00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:03,080 Speaker 4: of time, in like a minute or two, and to 731 00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:08,440 Speaker 4: actually create some pretty profound shifts in your consciousness, in 732 00:39:08,480 --> 00:39:12,359 Speaker 4: your intuition, and then the environment you're engaging in. It 733 00:39:12,400 --> 00:39:16,719 Speaker 4: can have a ripple effect. So just simple awareness and 734 00:39:16,800 --> 00:39:20,160 Speaker 4: being willing to sit with your discomfort, whatever it is, 735 00:39:20,880 --> 00:39:22,160 Speaker 4: just for thirty. 736 00:39:21,880 --> 00:39:24,200 Speaker 2: Seconds, which really is not long. 737 00:39:28,680 --> 00:39:32,319 Speaker 3: Our society really does teach us that discomfort of any 738 00:39:32,480 --> 00:39:36,520 Speaker 3: kind is negative, and to that I would say, I 739 00:39:36,600 --> 00:39:40,520 Speaker 3: get it, but also or but and also the things 740 00:39:40,520 --> 00:39:43,600 Speaker 3: that I'm really trying to understand or pay attention to 741 00:39:43,760 --> 00:39:45,520 Speaker 3: and acknowledge when it comes up in my life, just 742 00:39:45,560 --> 00:39:49,799 Speaker 3: have awareness about is when I am uncomfortable like naming it, 743 00:39:49,960 --> 00:39:51,200 Speaker 3: just like you're saying, and then. 744 00:39:51,040 --> 00:39:53,239 Speaker 2: Why is it here? There's always a. 745 00:39:53,160 --> 00:39:55,680 Speaker 3: Reason, you know, Like I just think life is a 746 00:39:55,719 --> 00:39:58,319 Speaker 3: constant teacher if we're willing to accept that and open 747 00:39:58,320 --> 00:40:01,959 Speaker 3: ourselves up to it, but we try to like pass 748 00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:04,120 Speaker 3: through it, like you and I discuss both doing over 749 00:40:04,160 --> 00:40:05,920 Speaker 3: the years, and it's like if you can get quiet. 750 00:40:05,960 --> 00:40:08,360 Speaker 3: The reason I said that is just because there's a 751 00:40:08,400 --> 00:40:11,120 Speaker 3: reason it's there, and if you can start talking to 752 00:40:11,160 --> 00:40:13,600 Speaker 3: it and understanding it, then it does set you up 753 00:40:13,880 --> 00:40:16,520 Speaker 3: better for the times like you're telling me that I 754 00:40:16,560 --> 00:40:17,480 Speaker 3: have coming, Like. 755 00:40:17,480 --> 00:40:20,120 Speaker 2: With this dating stuff. That's the perfect example. 756 00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:21,719 Speaker 3: I can go on a bunch of dates right now, 757 00:40:21,800 --> 00:40:23,640 Speaker 3: but I have a knowing too, like it is not 758 00:40:24,040 --> 00:40:25,120 Speaker 3: that's not going to be my guy. 759 00:40:25,320 --> 00:40:25,960 Speaker 2: I just know it. 760 00:40:26,080 --> 00:40:28,000 Speaker 3: Yeah, So if I feel led to do it, I'm 761 00:40:28,040 --> 00:40:30,560 Speaker 3: gonna do it. If I don't, I'm not. And I 762 00:40:30,840 --> 00:40:34,040 Speaker 3: just feel like I'm going to know exactly when it's 763 00:40:34,080 --> 00:40:36,280 Speaker 3: the right person that I need to put that energy 764 00:40:36,320 --> 00:40:39,279 Speaker 3: into or when he enters my life or whatever it is. 765 00:40:39,800 --> 00:40:41,759 Speaker 3: And it's going to be easy and I'm not going 766 00:40:41,800 --> 00:40:43,919 Speaker 3: to have to force it absolutely. 767 00:40:44,040 --> 00:40:49,080 Speaker 4: And like you just said about understanding why we are 768 00:40:49,160 --> 00:40:53,040 Speaker 4: in numerology, we're in an eight universal year. If you 769 00:40:53,080 --> 00:40:55,960 Speaker 4: add twenty twenty four up, and I know that you're 770 00:40:55,960 --> 00:40:59,960 Speaker 4: into this, and sure your listeners are diving in. You know, no, 771 00:41:00,040 --> 00:41:04,320 Speaker 4: numbers are my gateway. I've just always understood numbers as codes. 772 00:41:04,360 --> 00:41:07,719 Speaker 4: They help me drop into a different state of consciousness 773 00:41:07,719 --> 00:41:11,040 Speaker 4: and brain frequency. But we're in an eight year, and 774 00:41:11,080 --> 00:41:13,160 Speaker 4: if you draw an eight on your piece of paper, 775 00:41:13,200 --> 00:41:15,920 Speaker 4: it has no beginning and no ending, just like the zero, 776 00:41:16,480 --> 00:41:19,920 Speaker 4: so it is in constant motion. But the big energy 777 00:41:19,920 --> 00:41:23,560 Speaker 4: of the eight is really learning through a lot of contrast, 778 00:41:23,800 --> 00:41:27,080 Speaker 4: which means if like you were saying, why does this 779 00:41:27,160 --> 00:41:30,760 Speaker 4: feeling keep coming up or this experience, you know, looking 780 00:41:30,800 --> 00:41:33,600 Speaker 4: for those patterns, so say it's we were talking about 781 00:41:33,640 --> 00:41:36,799 Speaker 4: ease for you, you know, frustration, So what is the 782 00:41:36,840 --> 00:41:41,560 Speaker 4: opposite of ease, frustration or irritability or disease when you're 783 00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:45,400 Speaker 4: feeling those things saying, oh my gosh, I'm feeling really, 784 00:41:45,880 --> 00:41:50,360 Speaker 4: really unhappy right now, like I am unhappy, I am angry, 785 00:41:50,560 --> 00:41:53,480 Speaker 4: you know, whatever is coming up and saying okay, I'm 786 00:41:53,480 --> 00:41:55,600 Speaker 4: willing to sit with that. And then what am I 787 00:41:55,680 --> 00:42:01,600 Speaker 4: learning through contrast? If I'm experiencing discontent, unhappyness, anger, what 788 00:42:01,920 --> 00:42:04,440 Speaker 4: is the opposite of those things? What is the universe? 789 00:42:04,480 --> 00:42:07,439 Speaker 4: What is spirit trying to show me that I am 790 00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:12,120 Speaker 4: processing because I'm reaching for the opposite the contrast. I'm 791 00:42:12,239 --> 00:42:17,480 Speaker 4: wanting happiness. I'm wanting more joy, whatever it may be. 792 00:42:17,600 --> 00:42:21,719 Speaker 4: So any discomfort and disease that comes up, take a 793 00:42:21,800 --> 00:42:23,960 Speaker 4: moment for it, and then say, wait a minute, let 794 00:42:24,000 --> 00:42:27,640 Speaker 4: me get my posaurus out. What's the opposite? What is 795 00:42:27,680 --> 00:42:31,160 Speaker 4: the antonym of this word? And see what words resonate 796 00:42:31,160 --> 00:42:33,480 Speaker 4: and be like, okay, that's what I'm looking for in 797 00:42:33,520 --> 00:42:36,160 Speaker 4: my life, which means let me buckle down and start 798 00:42:36,160 --> 00:42:42,520 Speaker 4: to process relationships that exacerbate this emotion, experiences in work, 799 00:42:42,760 --> 00:42:45,520 Speaker 4: when I get around my family and you know, these 800 00:42:45,560 --> 00:42:47,640 Speaker 4: things come up over and over again. How do I 801 00:42:47,719 --> 00:42:51,120 Speaker 4: take responsibility for it and start to process it? And 802 00:42:51,160 --> 00:42:54,480 Speaker 4: then how do I shift my actions, my attitude, you know, 803 00:42:54,680 --> 00:42:58,359 Speaker 4: my my personality And I'm not saying change your personality, 804 00:42:58,600 --> 00:43:00,719 Speaker 4: but how do I start to shift my I experience, 805 00:43:00,840 --> 00:43:06,160 Speaker 4: my perspective, and my intentions to call in that contrasting energy, 806 00:43:06,239 --> 00:43:09,160 Speaker 4: and it the more rapidly you do it, the more 807 00:43:09,360 --> 00:43:12,640 Speaker 4: cognizantly you do it, I guess, the more resiliently would 808 00:43:12,640 --> 00:43:15,759 Speaker 4: be a better word. The clearer it will get. Because 809 00:43:15,800 --> 00:43:19,640 Speaker 4: there's so much shifting in the energy field. We're in 810 00:43:19,680 --> 00:43:22,880 Speaker 4: a clipse season, we've got a mercury retrograde coming, we 811 00:43:22,960 --> 00:43:28,800 Speaker 4: have this massive Jupiter and Urinus conjunction. There's so much 812 00:43:28,840 --> 00:43:36,760 Speaker 4: happening energetically and consciously that our personal practices spiritually and 813 00:43:37,440 --> 00:43:42,840 Speaker 4: our own healing practices right now are imperative and again 814 00:43:43,000 --> 00:43:47,120 Speaker 4: going back to developing our intuition, being able to clean 815 00:43:47,120 --> 00:43:49,000 Speaker 4: out some of the gunk and mess so we can 816 00:43:49,080 --> 00:43:53,080 Speaker 4: trust our intuition better and more. And you've been doing that, 817 00:43:53,400 --> 00:43:58,200 Speaker 4: especially with your clear sentience, your empathic traits and abilities 818 00:43:58,200 --> 00:44:02,400 Speaker 4: that are your intuition. Being able to work on yourself 819 00:44:02,520 --> 00:44:08,680 Speaker 4: clear things internally, so you start to attract relationships in 820 00:44:08,920 --> 00:44:11,920 Speaker 4: that feel more loving, more aligned, and that is a 821 00:44:11,960 --> 00:44:16,400 Speaker 4: testament to you doing your healing work, but also starting 822 00:44:16,440 --> 00:44:20,160 Speaker 4: to really recognize your intuitive gifts and incorporating them in 823 00:44:20,200 --> 00:44:21,560 Speaker 4: your day to day experiences. 824 00:44:22,120 --> 00:44:25,760 Speaker 3: Oof. I think that's why I get so upset looking 825 00:44:25,760 --> 00:44:30,240 Speaker 3: at our culture and how we put this pressure on ourselves, 826 00:44:30,360 --> 00:44:32,919 Speaker 3: especially as women, to get married by a certain age, 827 00:44:32,920 --> 00:44:35,000 Speaker 3: to have kids by a certain age. Because everything you 828 00:44:35,200 --> 00:44:37,879 Speaker 3: just said is like, it's so and everything you've said 829 00:44:37,880 --> 00:44:40,319 Speaker 3: in this podcast about my story, it's so specific to 830 00:44:40,440 --> 00:44:44,080 Speaker 3: my own journey, right, And like if I had tried 831 00:44:44,120 --> 00:44:47,080 Speaker 3: to fit myself into a little box, which I have 832 00:44:47,440 --> 00:44:49,400 Speaker 3: fit myself into a little box of what I thought 833 00:44:49,440 --> 00:44:52,080 Speaker 3: it should look like, I would miss all of this stuff. 834 00:44:52,120 --> 00:44:55,200 Speaker 3: And it's why I speak so specifically about to me 835 00:44:55,520 --> 00:44:58,359 Speaker 3: the importance of getting to know yourself and be with 836 00:44:58,400 --> 00:45:02,960 Speaker 3: yourself in relationship. That has changed my entire life. I 837 00:45:02,960 --> 00:45:04,960 Speaker 3: could sit here and go, I don't want to be 838 00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:07,600 Speaker 3: as sensitive. And I fought it for so many years. 839 00:45:07,640 --> 00:45:10,520 Speaker 3: Let me tell you, Like, I literally saw what I 840 00:45:10,560 --> 00:45:13,200 Speaker 3: thought a successful woman looked like, and I chased after 841 00:45:13,239 --> 00:45:16,080 Speaker 3: that model and that business plan, and it didn't work 842 00:45:16,120 --> 00:45:19,200 Speaker 3: for me. It exploded because and I was so depleted. 843 00:45:19,280 --> 00:45:21,799 Speaker 3: That was the main thing. I had such a massive breakdown. 844 00:45:22,440 --> 00:45:26,840 Speaker 3: But then it forced me into Okay, what do I 845 00:45:26,920 --> 00:45:29,640 Speaker 3: do with all this sensitivity? And I still have days 846 00:45:29,640 --> 00:45:32,040 Speaker 3: where I'm like, I don't want to fucking feel this, 847 00:45:32,360 --> 00:45:35,480 Speaker 3: Like I am so tired of being a cancer sun 848 00:45:35,600 --> 00:45:38,799 Speaker 3: Pisc's moon. I don't want it, Like why do I 849 00:45:38,840 --> 00:45:42,280 Speaker 3: have to feel everyone else's feelings? I mean, I've started 850 00:45:42,360 --> 00:45:47,200 Speaker 3: kind of channeling random people's feelings from very traumatic experiences 851 00:45:47,239 --> 00:45:49,759 Speaker 3: and it's wild and I don't know what to do 852 00:45:49,840 --> 00:45:52,640 Speaker 3: with it yet, but those things are happening, and sometimes 853 00:45:52,680 --> 00:45:55,960 Speaker 3: I'm overwhelmed by it, like you were saying. And I'm 854 00:45:56,000 --> 00:45:57,960 Speaker 3: also getting to the place where I'm like, this is 855 00:45:58,000 --> 00:46:02,360 Speaker 3: direct communication with the high higher self, my higher power, 856 00:46:02,520 --> 00:46:05,040 Speaker 3: the universe, and I'm going to stay open to whatever 857 00:46:05,080 --> 00:46:07,600 Speaker 3: it is I'm sposed to do with this and embracing 858 00:46:07,640 --> 00:46:11,040 Speaker 3: those qualities as a positive versus trying to change myself 859 00:46:11,080 --> 00:46:14,120 Speaker 3: because you can't, like that is the stuff I came here, 860 00:46:14,200 --> 00:46:15,600 Speaker 3: like it's on purpose. 861 00:46:15,680 --> 00:46:18,760 Speaker 4: You did, and you came for these lessons. I mean, hello, 862 00:46:18,960 --> 00:46:23,160 Speaker 4: freaking cancer sun and Pisce's moon. It's a lot of water, 863 00:46:23,320 --> 00:46:27,480 Speaker 4: it's a lot of intuition, but it's so many feels 864 00:46:27,600 --> 00:46:30,680 Speaker 4: that you know it is imperative, you know, I mean 865 00:46:30,719 --> 00:46:33,800 Speaker 4: you said you have a Taurus rising, but getting grounded, 866 00:46:33,880 --> 00:46:39,040 Speaker 4: being practical and also stepping back and analyzing things using 867 00:46:39,040 --> 00:46:43,839 Speaker 4: your air qualities, you know, incorporating all of your toolkit 868 00:46:44,560 --> 00:46:48,880 Speaker 4: in order to harness your abilities as an EmPATH and 869 00:46:48,960 --> 00:46:51,480 Speaker 4: also be an example for others. And that's what they 870 00:46:51,560 --> 00:46:56,359 Speaker 4: keep showing me is so much of your experience, your 871 00:46:56,480 --> 00:47:00,000 Speaker 4: journey and what you're going through, you relate to other people. 872 00:47:00,320 --> 00:47:04,080 Speaker 4: Other people find your healing qualities for goodness sakes, cancer 873 00:47:04,600 --> 00:47:07,799 Speaker 4: and pipe, I mean, hello, healer, Like there's a lot 874 00:47:07,840 --> 00:47:09,200 Speaker 4: of that. And you're like, I don't want to be 875 00:47:09,239 --> 00:47:11,960 Speaker 4: a healer. I don't all right path and you're and 876 00:47:12,040 --> 00:47:16,200 Speaker 4: God's like, ha ha ha, fokes on you, Kelly. You 877 00:47:16,239 --> 00:47:20,040 Speaker 4: know it's like, I mean, like, that's just how it goes. 878 00:47:20,040 --> 00:47:23,440 Speaker 4: And you're until you embrace it and say okay, And 879 00:47:23,440 --> 00:47:26,000 Speaker 4: and then the people who love you, the people who 880 00:47:26,040 --> 00:47:28,920 Speaker 4: get you, the people that you feel like you can 881 00:47:28,960 --> 00:47:31,520 Speaker 4: be yourself around, are okay when you say, hey, guys, 882 00:47:31,560 --> 00:47:33,799 Speaker 4: I'm out like or I'm feeling too much or you 883 00:47:33,840 --> 00:47:35,400 Speaker 4: know what, this is too much for me. So you 884 00:47:35,440 --> 00:47:37,520 Speaker 4: get to set your boundaries and you know that that 885 00:47:37,640 --> 00:47:40,080 Speaker 4: is imperative for you to say I'm gonna go take 886 00:47:40,120 --> 00:47:42,560 Speaker 4: my bath or you know what, I don't need to 887 00:47:42,560 --> 00:47:44,680 Speaker 4: go out with you all tonight. It's been a long 888 00:47:44,760 --> 00:47:48,840 Speaker 4: day and I just need to be with myself. So 889 00:47:48,960 --> 00:47:53,279 Speaker 4: your boundaries are imperative. And whoever this guy is that 890 00:47:53,320 --> 00:47:56,160 Speaker 4: you meet, just so you know this person, because it's 891 00:47:56,200 --> 00:47:59,719 Speaker 4: like your person, he's gonna have he's gonna be like 892 00:48:01,080 --> 00:48:04,279 Speaker 4: and in a really healthy way, not a not a 893 00:48:04,320 --> 00:48:07,719 Speaker 4: controlling way, very sensitive no no no, but not in 894 00:48:07,800 --> 00:48:10,719 Speaker 4: a grounding way like let's go do this. Don't you 895 00:48:10,760 --> 00:48:12,000 Speaker 4: want to go do this? Do you want to go? 896 00:48:12,040 --> 00:48:12,359 Speaker 2: Do this? 897 00:48:12,800 --> 00:48:16,520 Speaker 4: Like very much? That Actually somebody when you say to them, hey, 898 00:48:16,560 --> 00:48:18,319 Speaker 4: what do you think about this? I don't know if 899 00:48:18,360 --> 00:48:20,200 Speaker 4: I like it? You know, I mean, they're just they're 900 00:48:20,200 --> 00:48:23,279 Speaker 4: gonna shoot straight, and it's that it's just they say 901 00:48:23,280 --> 00:48:25,080 Speaker 4: what they mean to mean what they say. So you're 902 00:48:25,120 --> 00:48:28,120 Speaker 4: gonna like that a whole lot. But this person also 903 00:48:28,400 --> 00:48:31,279 Speaker 4: has really good boundaries, like like when you're at a 904 00:48:31,320 --> 00:48:34,359 Speaker 4: party and of course they can go mingle and you 905 00:48:34,360 --> 00:48:36,560 Speaker 4: can mingle, and you love that interdependence where you know 906 00:48:36,680 --> 00:48:40,840 Speaker 4: you're not babysitting somebody and whatnot. But also it's the 907 00:48:40,880 --> 00:48:42,680 Speaker 4: person that comes up to you and says, hey, are 908 00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:44,520 Speaker 4: you ready to go? In like ten minutes. Okay, say 909 00:48:44,560 --> 00:48:46,680 Speaker 4: you're good byeyes, cause I'm kind of ready and you were, 910 00:48:46,680 --> 00:48:47,840 Speaker 4: of course already ready. 911 00:48:47,960 --> 00:48:50,840 Speaker 2: No, I was gonna be always be like yes, Like 912 00:48:51,080 --> 00:48:51,640 Speaker 2: it's like. 913 00:48:51,840 --> 00:48:53,920 Speaker 4: They're gonna cut you know, you're gonna be able to 914 00:48:54,040 --> 00:48:56,440 Speaker 4: go and go enjoy and be in the world. And 915 00:48:56,480 --> 00:48:58,520 Speaker 4: then both of you at the same time are like, ugh, 916 00:48:58,680 --> 00:49:02,640 Speaker 4: we're done. We gotta go our time. And so whoever 917 00:49:02,719 --> 00:49:05,800 Speaker 4: they are is not only aware of their own limits 918 00:49:05,840 --> 00:49:08,920 Speaker 4: and boundaries and when they've had enough of something or 919 00:49:08,960 --> 00:49:13,120 Speaker 4: when something is at its expiration date, they're also going 920 00:49:13,160 --> 00:49:16,680 Speaker 4: to be very cognizant that you are feeling your feels 921 00:49:16,719 --> 00:49:18,680 Speaker 4: too or you've had enough and they're like, hey, let's 922 00:49:18,680 --> 00:49:22,880 Speaker 4: get out of here. So there's something to do with boundaries, okay, 923 00:49:23,480 --> 00:49:28,200 Speaker 4: and communication that is going to be very strong in 924 00:49:28,480 --> 00:49:31,840 Speaker 4: this person and also something that you crave in friendships 925 00:49:31,880 --> 00:49:32,920 Speaker 4: or relationships. 926 00:49:33,040 --> 00:49:36,560 Speaker 3: Yes, I mean like talk about you just describe my dream. Guys, 927 00:49:36,560 --> 00:49:39,840 Speaker 3: so grateful that's what you're getting. 928 00:49:40,360 --> 00:49:40,760 Speaker 2: Good. 929 00:49:40,920 --> 00:49:43,479 Speaker 4: No, I mean like that's what's coming through. But you're 930 00:49:43,520 --> 00:49:46,640 Speaker 4: also getting And this is for everybody out there, the 931 00:49:46,760 --> 00:49:49,879 Speaker 4: more clear we get about ourselves and what works, and 932 00:49:49,920 --> 00:49:53,200 Speaker 4: like Kelly's saying, well, I didn't want to be an EmPATH, 933 00:49:53,320 --> 00:49:55,799 Speaker 4: but obviously this is what God has gifted me in 934 00:49:55,840 --> 00:49:57,719 Speaker 4: this lifetime. So I'm going to embrace it. I'm going 935 00:49:57,800 --> 00:49:59,239 Speaker 4: to figure out how to work with it and be 936 00:49:59,360 --> 00:50:03,360 Speaker 4: true to it. The clearer we get about our challenges 937 00:50:03,400 --> 00:50:07,120 Speaker 4: and our gifts alike, you know, the icky behaviors and 938 00:50:07,880 --> 00:50:10,400 Speaker 4: working on those but also being honest about those with 939 00:50:10,480 --> 00:50:13,200 Speaker 4: other people a big thing for me like that. It's 940 00:50:13,280 --> 00:50:17,759 Speaker 4: just a simple example is when I get impatient. I'm 941 00:50:17,880 --> 00:50:20,480 Speaker 4: very generous with people out in the world, but I 942 00:50:20,520 --> 00:50:23,840 Speaker 4: am impatient. I'm always thinking fast and thinking things through, 943 00:50:23,920 --> 00:50:27,160 Speaker 4: and I'm five steps ahead. So it comes out sideways 944 00:50:27,320 --> 00:50:30,840 Speaker 4: in like my like my family relationships or with my husband, 945 00:50:31,080 --> 00:50:34,360 Speaker 4: because I can look really aloof and standoffish and hyper 946 00:50:34,360 --> 00:50:38,360 Speaker 4: focused on something, and so I'll just have this whole 947 00:50:38,400 --> 00:50:40,960 Speaker 4: body language to me where I'm doing something and I'm 948 00:50:41,000 --> 00:50:44,400 Speaker 4: in my lane, and I've recognized that it comes across 949 00:50:44,440 --> 00:50:46,680 Speaker 4: and other people take it personally like I'm not paying 950 00:50:46,719 --> 00:50:51,120 Speaker 4: attention to them, or they're not important, or I'm just unaware. 951 00:50:51,719 --> 00:50:54,640 Speaker 4: And I've gotten to where I just use disclaimers with people. Hey, 952 00:50:54,719 --> 00:50:57,560 Speaker 4: if I'm irritable right now or if I'm impatient or 953 00:50:57,560 --> 00:51:00,640 Speaker 4: standoffish or hyper focused and not talking to you, I'm 954 00:51:00,640 --> 00:51:03,279 Speaker 4: trying to finish something up. Give me five minutes or 955 00:51:03,600 --> 00:51:05,480 Speaker 4: let me come in here and get this done, and 956 00:51:05,480 --> 00:51:08,319 Speaker 4: then I'm all yours all. I will be present. Like 957 00:51:08,360 --> 00:51:12,640 Speaker 4: I use disclaimers with my mood, swings, my behaviors, my 958 00:51:12,719 --> 00:51:16,040 Speaker 4: attitudes because I'm self aware and I don't want anybody 959 00:51:16,080 --> 00:51:19,760 Speaker 4: to project it. I don't want to project it that much. 960 00:51:19,840 --> 00:51:22,279 Speaker 4: We all project, but I don't want to project. But 961 00:51:22,360 --> 00:51:26,920 Speaker 4: I also I don't want other people to misinterpret and 962 00:51:27,000 --> 00:51:29,239 Speaker 4: take it on as their stuff either. So I'm very 963 00:51:29,280 --> 00:51:31,239 Speaker 4: clear I'm in a mood right now. I need a 964 00:51:31,280 --> 00:51:31,840 Speaker 4: few minutes. 965 00:51:32,080 --> 00:51:35,600 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, And I do think that comes with getting 966 00:51:35,600 --> 00:51:38,200 Speaker 3: to know yourself, because I've been doing it a lot too. 967 00:51:38,320 --> 00:51:41,200 Speaker 3: I cancel plans now, even when I feel guilty about it. 968 00:51:41,239 --> 00:51:45,080 Speaker 3: And another thing that I've realized is because of how 969 00:51:45,160 --> 00:51:47,440 Speaker 3: sensitive I am. If I'm not taking care of that 970 00:51:47,560 --> 00:51:52,759 Speaker 3: first and foremost or listening to it, those are the 971 00:51:52,800 --> 00:51:55,520 Speaker 3: times where I have to reach for another drink or 972 00:51:55,640 --> 00:51:59,360 Speaker 3: something because I can't tolerate it still. Like I'll tell myself, 973 00:51:59,400 --> 00:52:01,560 Speaker 3: you need to power through right now. You can't skip 974 00:52:01,600 --> 00:52:03,839 Speaker 3: this event whatever. But it's when I look back at 975 00:52:03,880 --> 00:52:06,200 Speaker 3: my old behaviors in my life and I'm like, oh, 976 00:52:06,280 --> 00:52:08,759 Speaker 3: that was because I was forcing myself to do all 977 00:52:08,760 --> 00:52:10,759 Speaker 3: these things I didn't want to do. That was why 978 00:52:10,840 --> 00:52:13,279 Speaker 3: I needed to drink that alcohol. And now if I'm 979 00:52:13,280 --> 00:52:15,600 Speaker 3: not doing that, then I don't need the alcohol. Like 980 00:52:15,640 --> 00:52:18,719 Speaker 3: It's like I needed these medicators in my life that 981 00:52:19,000 --> 00:52:21,200 Speaker 3: I don't want to use anymore for that. And so 982 00:52:21,560 --> 00:52:23,440 Speaker 3: the more I've gotten to know myself and set the 983 00:52:23,520 --> 00:52:27,120 Speaker 3: right boundaries with and embrace the skill the things that 984 00:52:27,280 --> 00:52:32,239 Speaker 3: are of me as skill sets not detriments. Yes, I 985 00:52:32,440 --> 00:52:34,959 Speaker 3: just find that like everyone in my life is even 986 00:52:35,040 --> 00:52:37,799 Speaker 3: responding to it. It's fine. I feel more in my 987 00:52:37,840 --> 00:52:40,600 Speaker 3: body at most times. I mean I definitely leave sometimes, 988 00:52:40,600 --> 00:52:42,880 Speaker 3: but like, for the most part, way more than I 989 00:52:43,000 --> 00:52:46,600 Speaker 3: used to. And that is such a freeing feeling, it 990 00:52:46,640 --> 00:52:48,960 Speaker 3: really is. It's the most the best feeling. And like 991 00:52:48,960 --> 00:52:51,399 Speaker 3: you said, you do end up bringing in things then 992 00:52:51,760 --> 00:52:53,760 Speaker 3: that are more aligned with that version of yourself. 993 00:52:54,440 --> 00:52:58,440 Speaker 4: Yeah, And we're in Like with the astrology, the north 994 00:52:58,600 --> 00:53:01,000 Speaker 4: noe of the moon is in air, so the south 995 00:53:01,120 --> 00:53:04,479 Speaker 4: note is in libra, which means in general for us, 996 00:53:04,760 --> 00:53:10,960 Speaker 4: we are evolving towards a more courageous individuality and voice, 997 00:53:11,560 --> 00:53:16,839 Speaker 4: but also in honoring the South note of Libra relationships, balance, harmony, collaboration. 998 00:53:17,520 --> 00:53:19,440 Speaker 4: We are learning I have a really good friend, and 999 00:53:19,480 --> 00:53:21,120 Speaker 4: this is the way she says it, stand up for 1000 00:53:21,160 --> 00:53:25,000 Speaker 4: yourself and not against the other person, meaning I speak 1001 00:53:25,080 --> 00:53:28,280 Speaker 4: my truth, I show up, I use my authentic voice. 1002 00:53:28,400 --> 00:53:33,000 Speaker 4: Even if I'm struggling or I'm excited about something, I 1003 00:53:33,200 --> 00:53:36,279 Speaker 4: use my voice, and then I find ways to collaborate. 1004 00:53:36,360 --> 00:53:39,600 Speaker 4: I find ways to connect healthier. So the more that 1005 00:53:39,680 --> 00:53:43,880 Speaker 4: we honor our truth, even if it's painful or uncomfortable 1006 00:53:44,080 --> 00:53:47,720 Speaker 4: right now, and we communicate it to people, the people 1007 00:53:48,320 --> 00:53:52,399 Speaker 4: around us will stay who are intended to be in 1008 00:53:52,440 --> 00:53:55,239 Speaker 4: our tribe, in our crew, in our energy field, and 1009 00:53:55,280 --> 00:53:57,680 Speaker 4: the other ones like you are saying in your personal 1010 00:53:57,760 --> 00:54:02,680 Speaker 4: experience will start to all away, and relationship will and hello, 1011 00:54:02,760 --> 00:54:06,600 Speaker 4: we just had a Libra full moon eclipse. You know. 1012 00:54:06,920 --> 00:54:12,640 Speaker 4: It is all about this, this dissolving of imbalances in relationship. 1013 00:54:12,680 --> 00:54:16,200 Speaker 4: And they can be work relationships, they could be romantic, 1014 00:54:16,400 --> 00:54:19,360 Speaker 4: they can be family friends. I mean, and it's not 1015 00:54:19,440 --> 00:54:21,560 Speaker 4: about it being a negative thing. It's just that we're 1016 00:54:21,600 --> 00:54:26,600 Speaker 4: shifting in vibration, and we are becoming more aware of 1017 00:54:26,800 --> 00:54:30,359 Speaker 4: and attracted to energies that are more aligned with our 1018 00:54:30,440 --> 00:54:36,279 Speaker 4: highest path, especially when we're aware and Awakeugh. 1019 00:54:34,800 --> 00:54:37,440 Speaker 3: I just love this conversation so much as if you 1020 00:54:37,440 --> 00:54:41,120 Speaker 3: guys are listening, I hope that it's coming across that 1021 00:54:42,200 --> 00:54:45,160 Speaker 3: these are the reasons I'm constantly talking about, Like we 1022 00:54:45,239 --> 00:54:48,040 Speaker 3: gotta just like shift our energy or let the stuff go, 1023 00:54:48,120 --> 00:54:51,879 Speaker 3: let it fly freely, because it's all like mapped out. 1024 00:54:52,040 --> 00:54:55,120 Speaker 3: I guess it's already mapped out. You can't force these things. 1025 00:54:55,160 --> 00:54:57,000 Speaker 3: And when we try to do things the way we 1026 00:54:57,080 --> 00:54:59,719 Speaker 3: have been in our society, which is where everyone's life 1027 00:54:59,760 --> 00:55:03,239 Speaker 3: looks the same, there's a mold you're you're successful. If 1028 00:55:03,280 --> 00:55:06,160 Speaker 3: you do it that way, we miss all the gifts 1029 00:55:06,360 --> 00:55:08,959 Speaker 3: because we're not all the same, Like we are all 1030 00:55:09,040 --> 00:55:12,399 Speaker 3: meant to do something different in this lifetime, whether it's 1031 00:55:12,719 --> 00:55:15,440 Speaker 3: to take out the trash and be the janitor or 1032 00:55:16,080 --> 00:55:20,640 Speaker 3: be you know, Beyonce. But they're all really important pieces 1033 00:55:20,680 --> 00:55:24,360 Speaker 3: of the puzzle that is happening on this planet right now, 1034 00:55:24,760 --> 00:55:26,719 Speaker 3: and it's exactly You're exactly where you're meant to be. 1035 00:55:26,800 --> 00:55:28,680 Speaker 3: But the more we fight it, the more we miss it. 1036 00:55:29,440 --> 00:55:32,279 Speaker 4: Yeah, and there's room, like you said, for all of us, 1037 00:55:32,360 --> 00:55:36,680 Speaker 4: this competitive nature that has been bred into us and 1038 00:55:36,800 --> 00:55:40,200 Speaker 4: conditioned into us. It's I mean, hello, you have a 1039 00:55:40,239 --> 00:55:44,120 Speaker 4: freaking Piscey's moon inclusion. That all makes so much sense 1040 00:55:44,160 --> 00:55:47,879 Speaker 4: for you. But there's this element of there's enough room 1041 00:55:47,960 --> 00:55:51,200 Speaker 4: for all of us, especially when we come from our 1042 00:55:51,320 --> 00:55:56,520 Speaker 4: truth and we admit our shortcomings, or where when we 1043 00:55:56,600 --> 00:55:58,440 Speaker 4: clean up our side of the street and we do 1044 00:55:58,520 --> 00:56:03,239 Speaker 4: it swiftly and proly. This is a year where truly, 1045 00:56:03,320 --> 00:56:06,799 Speaker 4: the energy this year says, you know, the quicker you 1046 00:56:06,920 --> 00:56:10,160 Speaker 4: own your shit, you know, yeah for lack, the quicker 1047 00:56:10,200 --> 00:56:14,160 Speaker 4: you own your bad moods, your bad behavior when you're dishonest. 1048 00:56:14,320 --> 00:56:17,600 Speaker 4: It's not about worrying about it and like wringing your 1049 00:56:17,600 --> 00:56:20,920 Speaker 4: hands over it or stewing. I mean, the longer you stew, 1050 00:56:21,000 --> 00:56:23,799 Speaker 4: the more you'll create stew. The longer you whine, the 1051 00:56:23,800 --> 00:56:24,720 Speaker 4: more whiny stuff. 1052 00:56:24,719 --> 00:56:24,880 Speaker 1: I mean. 1053 00:56:24,920 --> 00:56:27,240 Speaker 4: It is a year where wherever you focus on grows 1054 00:56:27,600 --> 00:56:31,239 Speaker 4: and it's happening hype at hyper speed. So it's like 1055 00:56:31,360 --> 00:56:33,400 Speaker 4: the quicker you are to say, oh my gosh, I 1056 00:56:33,440 --> 00:56:35,840 Speaker 4: was freaking wrong, Oh my gosh, I just lied and 1057 00:56:35,880 --> 00:56:38,120 Speaker 4: said I couldn't do that because I was afraid to 1058 00:56:38,120 --> 00:56:41,000 Speaker 4: say I didn't want to do that. Finding ways to 1059 00:56:41,080 --> 00:56:45,480 Speaker 4: communicate without causing harm to other people, but to communicate 1060 00:56:45,520 --> 00:56:47,840 Speaker 4: our truth or to own you know what, I didn't 1061 00:56:47,840 --> 00:56:49,560 Speaker 4: tell you the truth about that, or you know what, 1062 00:56:50,280 --> 00:56:53,640 Speaker 4: I forgot to show up. I just freaking flaked, you know, 1063 00:56:53,880 --> 00:56:57,560 Speaker 4: just saying I totally flaked. And I'm sorry because I 1064 00:56:57,600 --> 00:57:00,399 Speaker 4: really honor your time and I totally flaked on you. 1065 00:57:00,760 --> 00:57:02,480 Speaker 4: I'm going to work on that and not do it again. 1066 00:57:02,520 --> 00:57:05,399 Speaker 4: I'm sorry for disrupting your time. I mean, whatever it is, 1067 00:57:05,440 --> 00:57:08,040 Speaker 4: the little stuff and the big stuff, if you can 1068 00:57:08,280 --> 00:57:13,000 Speaker 4: resolutely own it, identify it, clean it up the quicker, better, faster, 1069 00:57:13,320 --> 00:57:16,600 Speaker 4: you will feel like you are on your path, you're 1070 00:57:16,640 --> 00:57:19,200 Speaker 4: in your meaning, you're in your purpose, and those things 1071 00:57:19,280 --> 00:57:25,560 Speaker 4: are just available to us. 1072 00:57:26,360 --> 00:57:26,520 Speaker 2: Well. 1073 00:57:26,560 --> 00:57:30,200 Speaker 3: All the different modalities we've kind of referenced in this podcast, 1074 00:57:30,240 --> 00:57:33,680 Speaker 3: like we've done some astrology talk, we've had numerology obviously, 1075 00:57:33,720 --> 00:57:36,640 Speaker 3: the psychic nature of things, and you getting like the 1076 00:57:36,680 --> 00:57:40,120 Speaker 3: download that you're getting. I hope that it's coming across 1077 00:57:40,120 --> 00:57:41,600 Speaker 3: to you guys, like you can work with it in 1078 00:57:41,600 --> 00:57:44,400 Speaker 3: any way you want. What are some of the things 1079 00:57:44,480 --> 00:57:49,040 Speaker 3: you see within people that when they first come to you, like, 1080 00:57:49,040 --> 00:57:50,439 Speaker 3: like I said, I feel like a lot of people 1081 00:57:50,480 --> 00:57:53,560 Speaker 3: are a little intimidated by oh my god, she's gonna 1082 00:57:53,560 --> 00:57:56,280 Speaker 3: read me. So, like, what would you say as far 1083 00:57:56,320 --> 00:57:58,960 Speaker 3: as maybe a comfort because you know, I want to 1084 00:57:58,960 --> 00:58:02,800 Speaker 3: know about myself because helps me to get on the 1085 00:58:02,800 --> 00:58:05,440 Speaker 3: path that I feel really like aligned with. And when 1086 00:58:05,480 --> 00:58:07,840 Speaker 3: I say aligned, it's just more peaceful for me. It's 1087 00:58:07,920 --> 00:58:10,439 Speaker 3: the path that I know is right for me, even 1088 00:58:10,520 --> 00:58:13,000 Speaker 3: if it's not what I think I should be doing 1089 00:58:13,120 --> 00:58:15,120 Speaker 3: or what I think the world wants to see me doing. 1090 00:58:15,360 --> 00:58:17,240 Speaker 3: When I feel aligned, I know it in my body. 1091 00:58:17,400 --> 00:58:19,640 Speaker 3: And so all of the work like that you're doing 1092 00:58:20,080 --> 00:58:24,240 Speaker 3: other facilitators that do similar things are like comfort to 1093 00:58:24,280 --> 00:58:27,880 Speaker 3: me because it just it's like a guidance and maybe 1094 00:58:27,880 --> 00:58:30,000 Speaker 3: an outside voice that helps me. So what would you 1095 00:58:30,080 --> 00:58:32,680 Speaker 3: say though to people who might be thinking about this 1096 00:58:32,840 --> 00:58:34,640 Speaker 3: but just a little startled. 1097 00:58:35,560 --> 00:58:38,440 Speaker 4: First of all, like if you have never had a reading, 1098 00:58:39,120 --> 00:58:43,000 Speaker 4: you know, and you're curious about getting a reading from someone, 1099 00:58:43,880 --> 00:58:46,240 Speaker 4: first of all, just get curious and get open to it. 1100 00:58:46,280 --> 00:58:49,360 Speaker 4: And if whatever your modality is, pray about it, set 1101 00:58:49,400 --> 00:58:52,400 Speaker 4: some intentions. You know, I'm open to getting a reading. Hey, 1102 00:58:52,560 --> 00:58:55,640 Speaker 4: align the ideal person in my path to show me 1103 00:58:56,080 --> 00:58:59,200 Speaker 4: my highest light, my truth, my healing journey, you know, 1104 00:58:59,400 --> 00:59:02,040 Speaker 4: set your ins and then like throw it out into 1105 00:59:02,080 --> 00:59:04,920 Speaker 4: the field, and then all of a sudden, you're, you know, 1106 00:59:05,000 --> 00:59:08,480 Speaker 4: gonna come across a podcast like this podcast, or you're 1107 00:59:08,480 --> 00:59:10,080 Speaker 4: gonna be out in the world and somebody said, I 1108 00:59:10,200 --> 00:59:14,439 Speaker 4: just had the most amazing astrological reading from this astrologer. 1109 00:59:14,800 --> 00:59:16,800 Speaker 4: Whatever it comes, and you're like, oh my gosh, I 1110 00:59:16,840 --> 00:59:19,240 Speaker 4: was just thinking I wanted to learn about my astrology. 1111 00:59:19,640 --> 00:59:22,400 Speaker 4: And so it'll line up and you'll know. And I 1112 00:59:22,440 --> 00:59:25,680 Speaker 4: always tell people, you know, I mean with clients, people 1113 00:59:25,720 --> 00:59:27,960 Speaker 4: come to me when they're ready and when it's aligned, 1114 00:59:28,040 --> 00:59:30,880 Speaker 4: and if they don't or they cancel or it doesn't 1115 00:59:30,920 --> 00:59:34,600 Speaker 4: work out, it wasn't supposed to and I don't have 1116 00:59:34,640 --> 00:59:39,520 Speaker 4: to ask the questions. It's always divinely aligned. But also 1117 00:59:39,760 --> 00:59:43,919 Speaker 4: with readings, and especially if you are, I always tell 1118 00:59:43,960 --> 00:59:47,520 Speaker 4: people the energy you get to feel when you know 1119 00:59:47,640 --> 00:59:51,240 Speaker 4: you're aligned is mighty. You're excited, nervous, like a little 1120 00:59:51,280 --> 00:59:54,560 Speaker 4: bit anxious, a little bit tried it like you It 1121 00:59:54,680 --> 00:59:57,040 Speaker 4: shouldn't be you're in all this fear, because if you're 1122 00:59:57,040 --> 00:59:59,560 Speaker 4: in shutdown fear, it's no fun for the person doing 1123 00:59:59,600 --> 01:00:01,919 Speaker 4: the reading. We walk through quicksand and we're like, oh, 1124 01:00:01,960 --> 01:00:04,080 Speaker 4: come on, this could be so much better and clearer 1125 01:00:04,360 --> 01:00:07,040 Speaker 4: and easier, right, I mean, yeah, we love you and 1126 01:00:07,080 --> 01:00:08,720 Speaker 4: we'll hold the space for you to do it. But 1127 01:00:08,800 --> 01:00:11,320 Speaker 4: it's like you want to be a little curious, a 1128 01:00:11,360 --> 01:00:15,840 Speaker 4: little skeptical, a little nervous, but also excited and wondrous 1129 01:00:15,880 --> 01:00:19,160 Speaker 4: and like I'm open, I'm ready, like show me, and 1130 01:00:19,240 --> 01:00:22,640 Speaker 4: not being afraid that whatever comes through is going to 1131 01:00:22,680 --> 01:00:28,240 Speaker 4: be some damning, detrimental news because and it just depends 1132 01:00:28,240 --> 01:00:30,960 Speaker 4: on who reads and what their gifts are. But the 1133 01:00:31,000 --> 01:00:33,520 Speaker 4: way that I work and the way that my gift 1134 01:00:33,720 --> 01:00:38,200 Speaker 4: works is I reflect back someone's highest path, which means 1135 01:00:38,200 --> 01:00:40,040 Speaker 4: I can say, oh, my gosh, you're a control freak, 1136 01:00:40,080 --> 01:00:40,640 Speaker 4: and I say. 1137 01:00:40,480 --> 01:00:40,960 Speaker 2: That with love. 1138 01:00:41,320 --> 01:00:43,200 Speaker 4: Yeah, but you know it, and they're like, oh so 1139 01:00:43,440 --> 01:00:46,080 Speaker 4: am I don't want to be you know. So when 1140 01:00:46,240 --> 01:00:50,160 Speaker 4: all of the challenging attributes and behaviors come through, they 1141 01:00:50,240 --> 01:00:54,280 Speaker 4: come through in ways that are uniquely related to each 1142 01:00:54,360 --> 01:00:57,480 Speaker 4: individual person that you can hear and that you want 1143 01:00:57,480 --> 01:01:00,560 Speaker 4: to heal in order for you to create great fill 1144 01:01:00,600 --> 01:01:04,600 Speaker 4: in the blank happiness, joy, peace, love, and the thing 1145 01:01:04,680 --> 01:01:09,960 Speaker 4: about getting a reading or having a session with someone. 1146 01:01:10,240 --> 01:01:15,200 Speaker 4: Is it's all about being open, being open to growth, 1147 01:01:15,520 --> 01:01:20,760 Speaker 4: being open to new opportunities, getting curious, and also trusting 1148 01:01:21,600 --> 01:01:24,040 Speaker 4: in the process of it, you know, like it's about 1149 01:01:24,120 --> 01:01:27,440 Speaker 4: letting go. It's this fun and freedom and it doesn't 1150 01:01:27,760 --> 01:01:31,000 Speaker 4: Also like with humans, we can be so analytical and 1151 01:01:31,080 --> 01:01:34,480 Speaker 4: so pragmatic and so in that that that part of 1152 01:01:34,520 --> 01:01:37,600 Speaker 4: our brain that just needs to know everything and know 1153 01:01:37,680 --> 01:01:40,360 Speaker 4: exactly how it's going to play out. That's not how 1154 01:01:40,400 --> 01:01:45,280 Speaker 4: intuition works. It's it's magical, it's a little elusive. It's 1155 01:01:45,400 --> 01:01:49,120 Speaker 4: it's open for interpretation. So it's not about getting all 1156 01:01:49,160 --> 01:01:52,720 Speaker 4: the facts. It's about it's about the journey, the story 1157 01:01:53,120 --> 01:01:54,000 Speaker 4: if that if that's. 1158 01:01:54,160 --> 01:01:54,959 Speaker 2: It does make sense. 1159 01:01:55,000 --> 01:01:57,520 Speaker 3: And it's also I think what you did for me 1160 01:01:57,680 --> 01:02:00,720 Speaker 3: today was you just validated what I already new inside, 1161 01:02:01,200 --> 01:02:03,040 Speaker 3: you know what I mean, Like it just helped for 1162 01:02:03,120 --> 01:02:06,120 Speaker 3: me to hear you say all the instincts that I've 1163 01:02:06,120 --> 01:02:08,880 Speaker 3: already had because I'm like, oh, okay, and I know 1164 01:02:08,920 --> 01:02:10,880 Speaker 3: that we should, you know, trust ourselves and all the things, 1165 01:02:11,200 --> 01:02:14,520 Speaker 3: and I do. And it's nice to be validated and 1166 01:02:14,600 --> 01:02:16,600 Speaker 3: like kind of that little pap on the back from 1167 01:02:16,640 --> 01:02:19,040 Speaker 3: the universe. Like you still got this, Like you're yes, 1168 01:02:19,160 --> 01:02:21,320 Speaker 3: keep going, like go in the right direction, You're exactly. 1169 01:02:21,480 --> 01:02:25,520 Speaker 4: That is my greatest gift is validating. I'm not telling 1170 01:02:25,560 --> 01:02:28,080 Speaker 4: you anything you don't already know. Yes, I may be 1171 01:02:28,160 --> 01:02:29,440 Speaker 4: able to validate. 1172 01:02:29,040 --> 01:02:31,080 Speaker 2: Something verbalize that may be a little more clear. 1173 01:02:31,280 --> 01:02:33,760 Speaker 4: I can verbalize it. I can pinpoint things in my 1174 01:02:33,880 --> 01:02:37,200 Speaker 4: mediumship and like you know, I mean evidential mediumship, and 1175 01:02:37,520 --> 01:02:41,280 Speaker 4: specific things will come through to validate, which helps just 1176 01:02:41,440 --> 01:02:44,680 Speaker 4: with the credibility and the openness of somebody's energy field. 1177 01:02:45,320 --> 01:02:48,560 Speaker 4: But in general, all I do with my gifts and 1178 01:02:48,600 --> 01:02:51,680 Speaker 4: what like my talents are is being able to help 1179 01:02:51,720 --> 01:02:55,160 Speaker 4: someone not only be seen, but to truly validate, know 1180 01:02:55,400 --> 01:02:59,120 Speaker 4: and see themselves. And I say this, it's on my website, 1181 01:02:59,160 --> 01:03:01,960 Speaker 4: but it's it's my favorite thing. Is all I want 1182 01:03:02,000 --> 01:03:05,560 Speaker 4: to do is astound people with their innate abilities. I 1183 01:03:05,600 --> 01:03:08,200 Speaker 4: want people to see the light I get to see 1184 01:03:08,280 --> 01:03:11,120 Speaker 4: within them and to activate it, to use it and 1185 01:03:11,160 --> 01:03:14,200 Speaker 4: to heal all the dark stuff and the messiness, and 1186 01:03:14,240 --> 01:03:16,960 Speaker 4: to be really comfortable in that so you can actually 1187 01:03:17,640 --> 01:03:22,760 Speaker 4: radiate all of your light to just follow your freaking bliss. 1188 01:03:23,000 --> 01:03:24,000 Speaker 2: Yeah, be happy. 1189 01:03:24,120 --> 01:03:25,840 Speaker 3: Oh my god, I have a bliss tattooed on my 1190 01:03:25,840 --> 01:03:28,000 Speaker 3: wrist and it was from the quote following you just 1191 01:03:28,040 --> 01:03:28,360 Speaker 3: told me. 1192 01:03:28,400 --> 01:03:30,200 Speaker 4: I was like, why did I say follow your bliss? 1193 01:03:30,240 --> 01:03:31,920 Speaker 2: And well, there you go, like. 1194 01:03:34,640 --> 01:03:37,000 Speaker 4: Your bliss. They were like, say follow your bliss. I 1195 01:03:37,040 --> 01:03:39,000 Speaker 4: was like, where's that coming. I mean, I'm all about 1196 01:03:39,080 --> 01:03:41,880 Speaker 4: Joseph Campbell and following your bliss. Yeah, but I'm like 1197 01:03:41,960 --> 01:03:43,840 Speaker 4: it just came through. I was like, oh my god, 1198 01:03:43,880 --> 01:03:47,320 Speaker 4: never said that with anyway, Well, you. 1199 01:03:47,280 --> 01:03:47,960 Speaker 2: Were supposed to. 1200 01:03:49,040 --> 01:03:50,840 Speaker 3: And if you guys are listening and you're still sort 1201 01:03:50,840 --> 01:03:53,760 Speaker 3: of like this still sounds overwhelming, you do have a 1202 01:03:53,840 --> 01:03:56,760 Speaker 3: podcast and so that could be a really great place 1203 01:03:56,800 --> 01:03:59,120 Speaker 3: to start too, so similar to this where you could 1204 01:03:59,120 --> 01:04:01,880 Speaker 3: get more information about the work that Amanda does. So 1205 01:04:02,000 --> 01:04:06,320 Speaker 3: the podcast is called Soul Session, sol Session or Soul Sessions. 1206 01:04:06,080 --> 01:04:10,280 Speaker 4: Soul Sessions, Yes, Soul Sessions with Amanda riger Green Yeah. 1207 01:04:11,560 --> 01:04:12,200 Speaker 2: On the podcast. 1208 01:04:12,360 --> 01:04:16,760 Speaker 4: Yes. On the podcast if you are curious about your 1209 01:04:16,840 --> 01:04:19,360 Speaker 4: first of all, your spirituality, and you're feeling like your 1210 01:04:19,400 --> 01:04:22,560 Speaker 4: intuitive gifts are opening up and you're seeing repeating numbers, 1211 01:04:22,720 --> 01:04:26,360 Speaker 4: or you're curious about working with spirit animals and animal 1212 01:04:26,440 --> 01:04:30,840 Speaker 4: medicine or oracle cards, or you've got dreams coming through, 1213 01:04:31,040 --> 01:04:35,439 Speaker 4: or auras and chakras, any of that stuff. All all 1214 01:04:35,520 --> 01:04:38,400 Speaker 4: I do on the podcast is I talk about our 1215 01:04:38,600 --> 01:04:42,200 Speaker 4: energy and I use very accessible tools and resources to 1216 01:04:42,240 --> 01:04:46,120 Speaker 4: start breaking it down and to access it in your 1217 01:04:46,200 --> 01:04:49,920 Speaker 4: day to day life in a really practical yet profoundly 1218 01:04:50,080 --> 01:04:54,200 Speaker 4: magical and miraculous way, so you can start tapping in, 1219 01:04:54,440 --> 01:04:59,520 Speaker 4: tuning in, and developing your own gifts. But the podcast 1220 01:04:59,600 --> 01:05:03,320 Speaker 4: is fun, and sometimes I do live readings and we 1221 01:05:03,400 --> 01:05:06,080 Speaker 4: do interviews, but a lot of times I talk about 1222 01:05:06,120 --> 01:05:08,640 Speaker 4: the numerology and some of the astrology for the month, 1223 01:05:08,680 --> 01:05:11,040 Speaker 4: so you get a little bit of a forecast, but 1224 01:05:11,280 --> 01:05:14,240 Speaker 4: also you get a lot of practical insights to what's 1225 01:05:14,280 --> 01:05:18,720 Speaker 4: going on in the collective and how to practically navigate 1226 01:05:18,800 --> 01:05:22,920 Speaker 4: the energy fields and the things that we're all experiencing 1227 01:05:23,000 --> 01:05:24,600 Speaker 4: and how it relates to you personally. 1228 01:05:25,200 --> 01:05:27,400 Speaker 3: I feel like my listeners are going to be your 1229 01:05:27,440 --> 01:05:29,840 Speaker 3: listeners because it's a lot of what's been the same 1230 01:05:29,880 --> 01:05:33,080 Speaker 3: type of conversations I have on this podcast, So I'm 1231 01:05:33,080 --> 01:05:35,400 Speaker 3: sure a lot of people listening are definitely going to happened. 1232 01:05:35,400 --> 01:05:38,439 Speaker 3: I'd also know you have a live event coming up, 1233 01:05:39,000 --> 01:05:40,800 Speaker 3: so can you tell listeners about that? 1234 01:05:40,920 --> 01:05:45,120 Speaker 2: Where is it what's happening? What's this about. 1235 01:05:44,640 --> 01:05:47,960 Speaker 4: We've got a live event coming up. It's in Austin, 1236 01:05:48,000 --> 01:05:53,040 Speaker 4: Texas on May seventh, and my website is sole Pathology, 1237 01:05:53,120 --> 01:05:56,240 Speaker 4: So if you go to sole Pathology, the event is 1238 01:05:56,240 --> 01:05:58,760 Speaker 4: there if you happen to live in Austin, Texas or 1239 01:05:58,800 --> 01:06:02,200 Speaker 4: in the Texas area in early May. It's a live event. 1240 01:06:02,280 --> 01:06:06,160 Speaker 4: It's like a live podcast. But we'll do a group reading, 1241 01:06:06,240 --> 01:06:10,320 Speaker 4: I'll do individual readings and mediumship and it's just gonna 1242 01:06:10,320 --> 01:06:16,040 Speaker 4: be a fun, high vibrational community where you get to 1243 01:06:16,120 --> 01:06:20,480 Speaker 4: feel uplifted with your people, with people that are curious 1244 01:06:20,520 --> 01:06:24,280 Speaker 4: and seeking but also really wanting to heal and grow. 1245 01:06:24,600 --> 01:06:26,480 Speaker 4: So it should be a lot of fun. But yeah, 1246 01:06:26,480 --> 01:06:28,600 Speaker 4: you can find it on soul pathology dot com and 1247 01:06:28,640 --> 01:06:30,840 Speaker 4: that's where you can find me too, And I think 1248 01:06:31,000 --> 01:06:36,000 Speaker 4: tons of blog stuff and resources and so there's lots 1249 01:06:36,040 --> 01:06:39,120 Speaker 4: for people out there. If you're dipping your toe into this. 1250 01:06:39,600 --> 01:06:42,160 Speaker 4: If numerology is turning you on, go for it. If 1251 01:06:42,160 --> 01:06:46,200 Speaker 4: it's astrology, and of course whatever you're finding. This would 1252 01:06:46,320 --> 01:06:50,440 Speaker 4: be the takeaway that I'd give to anyone. I always say, 1253 01:06:51,000 --> 01:06:54,920 Speaker 4: get curious with things and whatever, Like if I'm listening 1254 01:06:55,000 --> 01:07:00,919 Speaker 4: to something that is astrology or numerology related. And I 1255 01:07:00,960 --> 01:07:03,920 Speaker 4: am hearing a podcast and somebody is talking about some 1256 01:07:04,080 --> 01:07:06,760 Speaker 4: energies that are happening, and they're talking about transits and 1257 01:07:06,840 --> 01:07:09,520 Speaker 4: aspects whatever it is, and all of a sudden, I 1258 01:07:09,640 --> 01:07:12,320 Speaker 4: hear something and I'm like, that makes sense to me. 1259 01:07:12,640 --> 01:07:14,640 Speaker 4: Oh my gosh, I get that, or oh, oh my gosh, 1260 01:07:14,680 --> 01:07:18,480 Speaker 4: that's exactly what I was thinking about. Anything that you 1261 01:07:18,760 --> 01:07:21,960 Speaker 4: are learning that really taps you in that you're like, 1262 01:07:22,400 --> 01:07:25,000 Speaker 4: that makes sense to me, Or it speaks in a language, 1263 01:07:25,280 --> 01:07:29,520 Speaker 4: whether it is human design, when they're you know, whatever, 1264 01:07:29,760 --> 01:07:33,160 Speaker 4: tools oracle cards, spirit animals, and you can have a 1265 01:07:33,240 --> 01:07:37,720 Speaker 4: multitude of tools, but listen for what resonates with the 1266 01:07:37,840 --> 01:07:41,360 Speaker 4: language that you speak. Oh my gosh, oracle cards speak 1267 01:07:41,400 --> 01:07:44,000 Speaker 4: to me. They pull I pulled these oracle cards and 1268 01:07:44,040 --> 01:07:47,320 Speaker 4: they just they jive with me. Listen to what resonates 1269 01:07:47,360 --> 01:07:49,960 Speaker 4: for you, and then you know, follow the rabbit hole 1270 01:07:50,040 --> 01:07:53,080 Speaker 4: and look for more tools and resources or people that 1271 01:07:53,160 --> 01:07:56,439 Speaker 4: speak in a language that really lights you up. That's 1272 01:07:56,480 --> 01:07:58,880 Speaker 4: how you'll know you're on your path and you're in 1273 01:07:58,920 --> 01:08:03,600 Speaker 4: a safe space with you're with your guides and community 1274 01:08:03,640 --> 01:08:04,400 Speaker 4: and mentors. 1275 01:08:05,240 --> 01:08:08,600 Speaker 3: Opracalls those aha moments I think, but yeah, those moments, 1276 01:08:08,600 --> 01:08:10,360 Speaker 3: we all know those where you're like, wait, I was 1277 01:08:10,400 --> 01:08:12,320 Speaker 3: just looking at that, or I was just thinking about that, 1278 01:08:12,760 --> 01:08:14,800 Speaker 3: so lean in. I love that tip. That's such a 1279 01:08:14,840 --> 01:08:19,120 Speaker 3: good one. I'm going to put the link to your website. 1280 01:08:19,479 --> 01:08:22,360 Speaker 3: Also do your Instagram, which is also at soul Pathology, 1281 01:08:22,400 --> 01:08:24,000 Speaker 3: I believe, and so I'll put that all in the 1282 01:08:24,040 --> 01:08:26,840 Speaker 3: description of this podcast. If someone does want to do 1283 01:08:26,960 --> 01:08:29,640 Speaker 3: a specific reading with you, I'm assuming that information is 1284 01:08:29,640 --> 01:08:31,000 Speaker 3: on your website as well. 1285 01:08:31,560 --> 01:08:34,639 Speaker 4: Yes, I have I have individual sessions and they're limited. 1286 01:08:34,760 --> 01:08:36,439 Speaker 4: I've just I've got a lot on my plate and 1287 01:08:36,479 --> 01:08:38,920 Speaker 4: there's one of me, so there's there's a wait list, 1288 01:08:39,000 --> 01:08:41,559 Speaker 4: there's a little bit of time. But I always say 1289 01:08:41,600 --> 01:08:44,599 Speaker 4: it's divine timing. It happens exactly all the time, happens 1290 01:08:44,760 --> 01:08:48,840 Speaker 4: exactly when you're supposed to. But otherwise, like, I've got 1291 01:08:48,880 --> 01:08:51,400 Speaker 4: tons of resources and there's a lot of good podcasts. 1292 01:08:51,439 --> 01:08:56,360 Speaker 4: So anything that interested you definitely see you know what 1293 01:08:56,479 --> 01:08:59,120 Speaker 4: may resonate with you. But thank you so much for 1294 01:08:59,160 --> 01:09:03,559 Speaker 4: having me on. And I love I really love two things. 1295 01:09:03,680 --> 01:09:06,920 Speaker 4: One that you're so open and you're grounded. I mean 1296 01:09:07,240 --> 01:09:11,439 Speaker 4: the work that you're doing as far as walking your path, 1297 01:09:11,560 --> 01:09:15,000 Speaker 4: walking it honestly and vulnerably, and then sharing it with 1298 01:09:15,080 --> 01:09:17,600 Speaker 4: other people. It matters, It makes an impact, and that 1299 01:09:17,800 --> 01:09:20,080 Speaker 4: thank you. That is one of the things that on 1300 01:09:20,120 --> 01:09:22,960 Speaker 4: a soul level that they're showing me very clearly is 1301 01:09:23,040 --> 01:09:26,120 Speaker 4: significance is a thing for you. Meaning it's not about 1302 01:09:26,840 --> 01:09:28,439 Speaker 4: I have to be the center of attention like we 1303 01:09:28,479 --> 01:09:31,280 Speaker 4: talked about earlier, or the limelight. It's more am I mattering? 1304 01:09:31,320 --> 01:09:34,720 Speaker 4: Am I making a difference? And am I significantly impacting 1305 01:09:34,760 --> 01:09:35,679 Speaker 4: my soul's growth? 1306 01:09:35,840 --> 01:09:39,120 Speaker 3: Is that? Like, that's how deeper? No, because you keep 1307 01:09:39,200 --> 01:09:42,360 Speaker 3: mentioning that. But I am somewhat shy, which people find 1308 01:09:42,400 --> 01:09:45,599 Speaker 3: that really surprising about me. But when I first am 1309 01:09:45,720 --> 01:09:48,200 Speaker 3: entering into certain circumstances or like the thought of being 1310 01:09:48,200 --> 01:09:50,479 Speaker 3: on a stage, like it stresses me out. That's not 1311 01:09:50,520 --> 01:09:53,400 Speaker 3: necessarily what I'm seeking. But I do want to have 1312 01:09:53,439 --> 01:09:56,320 Speaker 3: an impact. I have that drive. There's something in me 1313 01:09:56,400 --> 01:09:58,120 Speaker 3: that I just want to help people, and I don't 1314 01:09:58,160 --> 01:10:01,439 Speaker 3: really know what to do than to share my journey. 1315 01:10:01,479 --> 01:10:04,680 Speaker 3: And that's been what I've always kind of It's just 1316 01:10:04,800 --> 01:10:06,519 Speaker 3: happened in my life that that's. 1317 01:10:06,560 --> 01:10:09,479 Speaker 4: And you're on You're on your path, and it's it's 1318 01:10:09,560 --> 01:10:12,559 Speaker 4: where you get to teach, but also where you get 1319 01:10:12,560 --> 01:10:17,840 Speaker 4: to heal, like simultaneously. So it's as you know, as 1320 01:10:17,880 --> 01:10:21,040 Speaker 4: much as you're giving, you're also felt. This is Oh, 1321 01:10:21,080 --> 01:10:23,360 Speaker 4: this is a valuable use of that that just hour 1322 01:10:23,479 --> 01:10:25,600 Speaker 4: I just spent, like this is a valuable. 1323 01:10:25,240 --> 01:10:27,760 Speaker 2: Use is the best I get to share it? 1324 01:10:27,960 --> 01:10:30,560 Speaker 4: Yes, you know me too, That's how I feel. And 1325 01:10:30,960 --> 01:10:34,120 Speaker 4: I know your audience feels that way like there is 1326 01:10:34,240 --> 01:10:38,160 Speaker 4: because they keep showing me. You know, Oh, this is enriching. Okay, 1327 01:10:38,200 --> 01:10:41,280 Speaker 4: this makes sense. Oh, these people like get me. We're 1328 01:10:41,320 --> 01:10:44,759 Speaker 4: not alone and that's not alone. You know, we're not alone, 1329 01:10:44,960 --> 01:10:48,360 Speaker 4: and and that is that's huge. And I appreciate your 1330 01:10:48,400 --> 01:10:51,320 Speaker 4: openness and your willingness to share your story. And then 1331 01:10:51,400 --> 01:10:55,640 Speaker 4: also you know, for us to be able to finally 1332 01:10:55,680 --> 01:10:56,719 Speaker 4: connect like into. 1333 01:10:56,600 --> 01:10:59,720 Speaker 3: Oh my god, I know we definitely need to keep 1334 01:10:59,720 --> 01:11:00,840 Speaker 3: this conversation going. 1335 01:11:00,960 --> 01:11:02,639 Speaker 4: Yeah, for sure we will. 1336 01:11:02,920 --> 01:11:05,639 Speaker 3: Oh my god, I can't thank you enough for being here, 1337 01:11:05,840 --> 01:11:07,880 Speaker 3: just for those kind words. That was All of this 1338 01:11:07,920 --> 01:11:10,240 Speaker 3: has been so validating and helpful to me, and it 1339 01:11:10,280 --> 01:11:12,400 Speaker 3: was exactly what I needed today. So just like we 1340 01:11:12,400 --> 01:11:15,040 Speaker 3: were saying, I really will encourage you guys like I 1341 01:11:15,080 --> 01:11:17,559 Speaker 3: have been on psychic waiting lists for three years before, 1342 01:11:17,600 --> 01:11:20,680 Speaker 3: and it always comes exactly when I need it, Like 1343 01:11:20,720 --> 01:11:23,600 Speaker 3: it's the day that the session ends up being, it's like, 1344 01:11:24,000 --> 01:11:25,960 Speaker 3: oh my god, this is exactly what I needed today. 1345 01:11:26,000 --> 01:11:28,200 Speaker 3: So if you have any sort of interest, if you're 1346 01:11:28,240 --> 01:11:31,080 Speaker 3: a seeker of any kind, lean in. Like Amanda said, 1347 01:11:31,080 --> 01:11:34,280 Speaker 3: I love that advice. And Amanda, thank you, like for 1348 01:11:34,360 --> 01:11:36,760 Speaker 3: so many reasons. Thank you for being here today. And 1349 01:11:36,840 --> 01:11:39,320 Speaker 3: I really appreciate all that you've given to me and 1350 01:11:39,360 --> 01:11:41,000 Speaker 3: the listeners you're welcome. 1351 01:11:41,120 --> 01:11:43,160 Speaker 4: I have to like, I have to close with this 1352 01:11:43,320 --> 01:11:46,640 Speaker 4: for your listeners. So, as we shared, Kelly and I 1353 01:11:46,640 --> 01:11:49,519 Speaker 4: have never met. We know of each other. We have, 1354 01:11:49,720 --> 01:11:52,599 Speaker 4: you know, a strong mutual connection, so we've always known 1355 01:11:52,640 --> 01:11:55,080 Speaker 4: of each other. But I remember the first time, and 1356 01:11:55,160 --> 01:11:56,880 Speaker 4: this has been years ago, that I saw a picture 1357 01:11:56,880 --> 01:11:59,479 Speaker 4: of you or something. I was like, Damn, she's just 1358 01:11:59,560 --> 01:12:04,639 Speaker 4: so cool cool, Like I'm like, gosh, like she's I mean, 1359 01:12:04,640 --> 01:12:07,760 Speaker 4: it's yes, you're beautiful and you have a way, but 1360 01:12:07,800 --> 01:12:11,080 Speaker 4: I was like, damn, she's just so cool, Like I 1361 01:12:11,160 --> 01:12:13,439 Speaker 4: just want a little bit of her cool and and 1362 01:12:13,520 --> 01:12:16,599 Speaker 4: like and that's and like meeting you today, apart from 1363 01:12:16,920 --> 01:12:20,320 Speaker 4: like how wise you are and loving you are and 1364 01:12:20,520 --> 01:12:23,360 Speaker 4: really genuine. I'm like, yeah, you're just fucking cool. 1365 01:12:23,400 --> 01:12:26,240 Speaker 3: Oh my god, I'm gonna cry. I've found it in 1366 01:12:26,320 --> 01:12:27,080 Speaker 3: this whole. 1367 01:12:26,840 --> 01:12:30,320 Speaker 4: Time and you're I'm like, but I stilled them at 1368 01:12:30,400 --> 01:12:33,040 Speaker 4: first glance. I'm like, damn, she's just cool. I'm like, Yo, 1369 01:12:33,320 --> 01:12:35,200 Speaker 4: she is, really, You're just cool. 1370 01:12:37,560 --> 01:12:39,800 Speaker 2: Oh I'm turning red if you guys can't see me, 1371 01:12:39,840 --> 01:12:45,760 Speaker 2: but I'm really red. Oh my god, thank you. You 1372 01:12:45,800 --> 01:12:46,479 Speaker 2: don't even know. 1373 01:12:46,920 --> 01:12:49,720 Speaker 3: The mouth that I needed this today was so high. 1374 01:12:49,800 --> 01:12:51,800 Speaker 3: So I hope that it gave anything to you guys too. 1375 01:12:51,840 --> 01:12:53,920 Speaker 3: And you can see what Amanda can do and it's 1376 01:12:54,000 --> 01:12:57,439 Speaker 3: not scary like it really is such a gift, and 1377 01:12:57,479 --> 01:13:00,360 Speaker 3: so thank you again for sharing that with all of us. 1378 01:13:00,120 --> 01:13:03,240 Speaker 2: That absolutely thanks every much, guys for listening. 1379 01:13:03,720 --> 01:13:06,719 Speaker 1: Thanks for listening to The Velvet's Edge podcast with Kelly Henderson, 1380 01:13:06,920 --> 01:13:09,400 Speaker 1: where we believe everyone has a little velvet and a 1381 01:13:09,439 --> 01:13:13,599 Speaker 1: little edge. 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