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Speaker 1: The nick Yes years, Nikki, Yeah, hello out there, besties.

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Speaker 1: How you doing this morning? Oh it's my birthday, and

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Speaker 1: happy birthday to me. I'm thirty seven. I want to

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Speaker 1: acknowledge that it's a great day for everyone else. It's

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Speaker 1: the thing is when you don't like your own birthday,

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Speaker 1: it bums people out who like your birthday. And I

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Speaker 1: don't not like my birthday because um, I'm getting older.

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Speaker 1: Like thirty seven is like the dopes age I could

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Speaker 1: ever think of. Like it's actually the coolest number. It's

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Speaker 1: cooler than thirty six. I've been saying I'm thirty seven

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Speaker 1: since probably the turn of the year, because I just

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Speaker 1: like you pretty much are if you think about it,

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Speaker 1: when you turn zero, when you're or zero, wait when

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Speaker 1: you turn one. The whole year you're saying I'm one,

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Speaker 1: but your way long. No, you're not saying that unless

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Speaker 1: your baby you can talk. But like any age you

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Speaker 1: say you're not that, you're more than that. So like

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Speaker 1: I always round up, you know, so like I will

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Speaker 1: start say, oh, thirty eight is a little daunting. I

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Speaker 1: can't go there yet. I will December one when it

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Speaker 1: becomes you know, thirty seven point five and then point

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Speaker 1: five I remember from elementary school is when you bump

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Speaker 1: it up right. So that's when I'll um start saying

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Speaker 1: thirty eight to people because let's just go there. It's

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Speaker 1: like when I go on dating apps and I present, um,

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Speaker 1: you know, less attractive pictures than me than maybe I

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Speaker 1: will show up on a first date. I like to,

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Speaker 1: you know, give people little expectations and then show up

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Speaker 1: and they're like, whoa, she's a thirty eight. This pitch

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Speaker 1: thirty seven and a half because she looks it, and

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Speaker 1: then they're really wowed. Um, no, it's really nice. I

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Speaker 1: woke up I was supposed to wake up at nine thirty.

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Speaker 1: I definitely my alarm went off, went back to sleep

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Speaker 1: because I was having some good dreams, and then woke

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Speaker 1: up at a leven fifteen, eleven twenty or something like that.

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Speaker 1: I was supposed to start the podcast at eleven, had

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Speaker 1: no text from Noah or Andrew equals. They were letting

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Speaker 1: me be myself for my birthday and it was really nice.

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Speaker 1: And I woke up with like kind of like in

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Speaker 1: a bizarro world, like like din in in in in

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Speaker 1: in in it, because I'm just like, don't I have

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Speaker 1: things to do today? And like, why is no one

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Speaker 1: everyone that I got? You know, I woke up to

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Speaker 1: like so many texts, which, if you're out there and

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Speaker 1: you go pitch, why are you complaining that so many

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Speaker 1: people love you on your birthday or why are you

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Speaker 1: even bragging? I realized that it is a privilege and

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Speaker 1: an honor to have so many people care about me

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Speaker 1: that I get that many texts on my birthday. Little

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Speaker 1: daunting though to you know, to write thanks blah blah blah,

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Speaker 1: because I try to make them personalized and I try

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Speaker 1: to like say what they made you feel? So I

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Speaker 1: try to make right back to each person, not just

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Speaker 1: like thumbs up, but you know, something personalized. Um I

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Speaker 1: do uh. Tonight, I'm supposed to go to dinner with

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Speaker 1: my family and then we're going to go do karaoke

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Speaker 1: at this like karaoke room because all I really want

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Speaker 1: to do on my birthday because the one privilege of

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Speaker 1: my birthday that I love is that I get to

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Speaker 1: be the center of attention and no one else gets

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Speaker 1: a turn, Like you can beat. You get to go

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Speaker 1: first on things like when it's your birthday party, you

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Speaker 1: get to like play pin the tail on them flounder,

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Speaker 1: which is a game that my mom came up with

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Speaker 1: when I had a little Mermaid birthday party. I get

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Speaker 1: to go first, it's my birthday. Um, and for karaoke.

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Speaker 1: You know, I love to sing, and I don't feel

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Speaker 1: like eager to take over and do. Wow. I just

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Speaker 1: found the longest arm hair. It is crazy how much

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Speaker 1: my head that got caught on my arm. That is

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Speaker 1: a beaute all right, Well that's a that's a birthday

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Speaker 1: surprise that I will keep. I tried to pull it out,

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Speaker 1: They were going to get sitters for the kids. Kids

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Speaker 1: very generalized, like how was that thing? Oh? It was good? Okay,

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Speaker 1: Now I'm gonna go chase Poppy and pretend that I

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Speaker 1: My my no lying thing, constantly lying to children. I

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Speaker 1: am not a tickle monster. I do the when she,

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Speaker 1: they go. I'm inauthentic to children. I will not perpetuate

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Speaker 1: my parents and their parents do it. But I will

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Speaker 1: not because I think it is one of the craziest

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Speaker 1: things we do in in our culture, is lie about

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Speaker 1: Santa to children. It really fucked me up. It maybe

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Speaker 1: not trust my parents. I still don't trust them fully

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Speaker 1: because of it, because I flat out asked them time

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Speaker 1: after time if Santa was real, and my dad's foot

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Speaker 1: and he told and I go, it's okay if it's

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Speaker 1: If he's not real, I can take it. It was

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Speaker 1: very precocious sixth grader it was time to tell me, Dad,

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Speaker 1: that's an exaggeration. It was fourth grade, but I remember

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Speaker 1: just being like, you gotta let me know because I'm

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Speaker 1: a lot of enemies. I'm probably the only one in

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Speaker 1: fourth grade class. It really is like being a um,

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Speaker 1: One guy really told me hard the other day, being like,

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Speaker 1: be better. I don't know specifically what I did. I go,

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Speaker 1: don't know. Uh Easter fashion, um so easter fashion, Easter Okay,

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Speaker 1: I don't know what um we call their Easter eggs,

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Speaker 1: And so we'll say fashion egg because Andrew didn't remember

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Speaker 1: it just makes me think of like pastel frilly dresses

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Speaker 1: in her heart. Um So, anyway, tonight, karaoke is not happening.

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Speaker 1: Why would I do you know? Putting my family in

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Speaker 1: me read it, well, you do you missed this part?

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Speaker 1: Allow myself to have it. Hope that it doesn't, you know, like,

428
00:21:13,200 --> 00:21:16,240
Speaker 1: be more forgiving, because the the hatred for yourself in

429
00:21:16,359 --> 00:21:18,080
Speaker 1: doing the thing is only going to lead to more

430
00:21:18,119 --> 00:21:20,399
Speaker 1: of it. Whereas if you just go, I'm trying to

431
00:21:20,400 --> 00:21:22,159
Speaker 1: heal the pain and you acknowledge it, you might not

432
00:21:22,240 --> 00:21:26,760
Speaker 1: do as much. Yes, I just think that if it's

433
00:21:26,760 --> 00:21:30,920
Speaker 1: the reward of you taking the drugs or whatever the

434
00:21:31,040 --> 00:21:33,600
Speaker 1: drugs are, and then you perform better, and then you

435
00:21:33,680 --> 00:21:35,880
Speaker 1: rely on these drugs and you think it's the only

436
00:21:35,880 --> 00:21:38,280
Speaker 1: way you could perform, it starts getting pretty ugly, no

437
00:21:38,280 --> 00:21:40,240
Speaker 1: matter how happy you are towards them. Well, that's not

438
00:21:40,240 --> 00:21:42,159
Speaker 1: what he's saying in the song. I think he acknowledges

439
00:21:42,240 --> 00:21:44,760
Speaker 1: that it's a problem and that's what the song is about.

440
00:21:45,200 --> 00:21:47,560
Speaker 1: But I do think that I don't think he says

441
00:21:47,560 --> 00:21:49,280
Speaker 1: in anywhere in the song it makes him perform better.

442
00:21:49,320 --> 00:21:52,080
Speaker 1: But yeah, when people make those excuses, they're not really

443
00:21:52,160 --> 00:21:54,760
Speaker 1: being honest with themselves, whereas in this song he's being

444
00:21:54,760 --> 00:21:56,960
Speaker 1: honest with himself. It does help him through the pain

445
00:21:57,760 --> 00:22:02,359
Speaker 1: in that moment. Um, let me open your present. I

446
00:22:02,440 --> 00:22:06,600
Speaker 1: got you up present. Yeah, you ready for it right now?

447
00:22:07,080 --> 00:22:12,680
Speaker 1: It's it's a lulu emit. Can we talk about your

448
00:22:12,920 --> 00:22:15,359
Speaker 1: over enthusiasm to give people with gifts as soon as

449
00:22:15,359 --> 00:22:19,359
Speaker 1: you get them? Sure? First of all, this gift I've learned.

450
00:22:19,440 --> 00:22:22,120
Speaker 1: I bought you ear rings three years ago. I bought

451
00:22:22,119 --> 00:22:25,840
Speaker 1: you turquoise ear rings, and you haven't ever fucking warn them.

452
00:22:26,119 --> 00:22:28,320
Speaker 1: I learned my lesson. I went too hard in the paint.

453
00:22:29,000 --> 00:22:30,879
Speaker 1: It's like you with machine gun, Kelly, you can't go

454
00:22:31,000 --> 00:22:33,240
Speaker 1: too far in. I went too far in. There's a

455
00:22:33,240 --> 00:22:37,240
Speaker 1: bad present, and I apologize. Although we should give them away,

456
00:22:37,240 --> 00:22:40,480
Speaker 1: I think, to a fan, because you'll never wear them. Yeah,

457
00:22:40,600 --> 00:22:42,560
Speaker 1: I would give away my turquoise earrings to a fan.

458
00:22:42,600 --> 00:22:44,119
Speaker 1: It would be a fun little giveaway. I have a

459
00:22:44,200 --> 00:22:45,760
Speaker 1: lot of things to give away that I would do

460
00:22:45,920 --> 00:22:50,480
Speaker 1: for just like fun. Um. Yes, so it including this gift.

461
00:22:50,720 --> 00:22:55,080
Speaker 1: But I'm just kidding. I'm really excited. Okay, here's the thing.

462
00:22:55,720 --> 00:22:58,520
Speaker 1: I've done a lot of active service already today. Yes,

463
00:22:59,359 --> 00:23:01,600
Speaker 1: the thing is like, I don't this is what I

464
00:23:01,640 --> 00:23:05,320
Speaker 1: don't like about this. It was obviously sarcasm in that

465
00:23:05,400 --> 00:23:08,439
Speaker 1: I walked your dog and got your coffee. Dwight's complete

466
00:23:09,000 --> 00:23:11,959
Speaker 1: was the first time you sucked up my coffee. But mistake,

467
00:23:12,440 --> 00:23:15,280
Speaker 1: the word latte was not The word latte was not

468
00:23:15,359 --> 00:23:17,040
Speaker 1: a part of the thing you sent. So it was

469
00:23:17,080 --> 00:23:19,400
Speaker 1: just a coffee with almond milk and the thing, which

470
00:23:19,400 --> 00:23:21,680
Speaker 1: is still fine and I will use the coffee from

471
00:23:21,680 --> 00:23:23,720
Speaker 1: it later for an iced coffee, but in terms of

472
00:23:23,720 --> 00:23:26,199
Speaker 1: a hot coffee, I need mostly milk, and uh, it

473
00:23:26,240 --> 00:23:29,520
Speaker 1: needs the word latte on Can I just say something?

474
00:23:29,840 --> 00:23:31,639
Speaker 1: So I already talked about it, but this morning, like

475
00:23:31,880 --> 00:23:33,879
Speaker 1: you're like a little four year old boy on Mother's

476
00:23:33,920 --> 00:23:35,960
Speaker 1: Day that waits outside his mother's bedroom to be like

477
00:23:36,080 --> 00:23:38,919
Speaker 1: I made you something. Finally, Mommy, I did something for you,

478
00:23:39,000 --> 00:23:40,920
Speaker 1: which you just for me all the time. But when

479
00:23:40,960 --> 00:23:44,160
Speaker 1: you put that coffee on my suitcase when I got

480
00:23:44,160 --> 00:23:46,480
Speaker 1: coffee for you and I thank you, Andrew, that's so

481
00:23:46,600 --> 00:23:48,440
Speaker 1: nice and like you could have put it in the

482
00:23:48,520 --> 00:23:50,400
Speaker 1: kitchen like waiting for me where I drink my coffee,

483
00:23:50,440 --> 00:23:53,040
Speaker 1: but you put it on this like wobbly suitcase. I

484
00:23:53,160 --> 00:23:55,800
Speaker 1: could have knocked over it and made a huge for like,

485
00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:58,720
Speaker 1: and you literally spilled coffee the last like five days.

486
00:23:58,880 --> 00:24:01,000
Speaker 1: It was so funny. Here's the thing. I wanted to

487
00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:02,879
Speaker 1: give you coffee in bed, but I'm not allowed to

488
00:24:02,880 --> 00:24:05,320
Speaker 1: get close to your bed. You know there's a boundary

489
00:24:05,359 --> 00:24:07,680
Speaker 1: there and being able to get close to your But

490
00:24:07,840 --> 00:24:09,200
Speaker 1: I asked you for to do it to it today

491
00:24:09,240 --> 00:24:10,800
Speaker 1: and you like, will not let me in your room

492
00:24:10,920 --> 00:24:13,240
Speaker 1: because my room. I cleaned my room and now it's

493
00:24:13,280 --> 00:24:16,480
Speaker 1: filthy again. I will never chuck your room, honestly. Can

494
00:24:16,480 --> 00:24:18,800
Speaker 1: we just be cool about our rooms. You might see

495
00:24:18,800 --> 00:24:24,040
Speaker 1: a vibrator with some jingle bells, jingle bells, polaroid of

496
00:24:24,080 --> 00:24:26,280
Speaker 1: you next to my pillow. You might what I've been

497
00:24:26,320 --> 00:24:29,320
Speaker 1: looking for that polaroid? Well, it was on the fridge.

498
00:24:29,320 --> 00:24:30,840
Speaker 1: What do you want a man to do? I don't know.

499
00:24:31,119 --> 00:24:34,800
Speaker 1: I don't know why I was wearing myself right before,

500
00:24:34,800 --> 00:24:36,840
Speaker 1: because I like to be reminded of how good it

501
00:24:36,880 --> 00:24:41,119
Speaker 1: feels to finger myself in a grainy polaroid photo. Right

502
00:24:41,160 --> 00:24:42,840
Speaker 1: before I reach for the almond milk that doesn't have

503
00:24:42,840 --> 00:24:44,080
Speaker 1: a cap because I have a d D and I

504
00:24:44,119 --> 00:24:46,080
Speaker 1: lose the caps all the time. All of our almond

505
00:24:46,119 --> 00:24:49,680
Speaker 1: milks in the fridge have no caps. No caps. I'm

506
00:24:49,680 --> 00:24:53,919
Speaker 1: just like, cap, no cap, no cap. Remember on the

507
00:24:53,960 --> 00:24:56,480
Speaker 1: new show that I'm gonna be on, you know, the

508
00:24:56,520 --> 00:24:58,440
Speaker 1: new show that I'm doing that you we taped in

509
00:24:58,480 --> 00:25:00,200
Speaker 1: the Cayman Islands. Remember that day that one of the

510
00:25:00,240 --> 00:25:01,679
Speaker 1: cool kids said no cap And I go, what the

511
00:25:01,680 --> 00:25:03,840
Speaker 1: hell does no cap mean? Like live on the show

512
00:25:04,160 --> 00:25:07,440
Speaker 1: and they're like like it means like no like for real,

513
00:25:07,640 --> 00:25:09,919
Speaker 1: like for real. I was like, Okay, no cap. Cool.

514
00:25:10,240 --> 00:25:13,040
Speaker 1: So I hope that you got me a cap. Actually,

515
00:25:13,040 --> 00:25:15,240
Speaker 1: I've been looking for a new hat. Um. I wonder

516
00:25:15,240 --> 00:25:17,520
Speaker 1: what's in this bag. Here's my apprehension. I hate opening

517
00:25:17,520 --> 00:25:20,239
Speaker 1: gifts because you know that sometimes I feel unseen by

518
00:25:20,240 --> 00:25:21,920
Speaker 1: gifts and I'm like, I would never wear this. I

519
00:25:21,920 --> 00:25:24,720
Speaker 1: would like, how do you? What do you think of me? True?

520
00:25:24,840 --> 00:25:27,680
Speaker 1: But a little nervous about this or my size. Let's

521
00:25:27,680 --> 00:25:32,280
Speaker 1: hope you got an extra negative forty three? Do they

522
00:25:32,320 --> 00:25:36,840
Speaker 1: even have that? Because oh my god, because I knew

523
00:25:36,840 --> 00:25:39,720
Speaker 1: you all right, let's see what it is. Excited, Thank

524
00:25:39,720 --> 00:25:42,320
Speaker 1: you so much, Andrew. Okay, I'm opening the Lululemon bag

525
00:25:42,359 --> 00:25:47,080
Speaker 1: live in my lap. I feel pretty confident. About it.

526
00:25:47,119 --> 00:25:49,240
Speaker 1: I think it's right. Wait, you told me that you

527
00:25:49,280 --> 00:25:51,639
Speaker 1: were going to get this. You already told me you're

528
00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:56,440
Speaker 1: gonna get this. It's a fanny bag. Oh my god,

529
00:25:56,480 --> 00:26:00,199
Speaker 1: it's so cool. I love it. I went with the

530
00:26:00,240 --> 00:26:02,679
Speaker 1: colored one that's a little bit more fun and funky.

531
00:26:02,960 --> 00:26:06,159
Speaker 1: UM love the black and gray one. I will return it.

532
00:26:06,160 --> 00:26:07,920
Speaker 1: But I think this is more like what you kind

533
00:26:07,920 --> 00:26:11,080
Speaker 1: of like the greenen. This is so cool. It makes

534
00:26:11,080 --> 00:26:14,600
Speaker 1: you feel like a teen teen. I love it. Thank you.

535
00:26:14,720 --> 00:26:18,280
Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, I love it. I love it. Fannie

536
00:26:18,320 --> 00:26:23,000
Speaker 1: Pack than this will be perfect. Oh my god, you're right,

537
00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:25,639
Speaker 1: it will go. I got a Fannie Pack from lul Lemon.

538
00:26:25,680 --> 00:26:28,280
Speaker 1: Thank you so much. I love it so much. I

539
00:26:28,359 --> 00:26:31,800
Speaker 1: know we're both Lulu heads, but yeah, you can't go wrong.

540
00:26:32,040 --> 00:26:33,520
Speaker 1: I mean you said the other day, You're like, I

541
00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:35,520
Speaker 1: wish I had a Fannie Pack, and I take note

542
00:26:35,720 --> 00:26:38,960
Speaker 1: and I went it did good, buddy. Thank you. I'm

543
00:26:39,000 --> 00:26:41,919
Speaker 1: happy about it. Um, thank you, and thank you for

544
00:26:41,960 --> 00:26:45,159
Speaker 1: your post on Instagram, even though you chose some I

545
00:26:45,200 --> 00:26:48,879
Speaker 1: love that you pictures. Oh yeah, that was like the

546
00:26:48,880 --> 00:26:51,160
Speaker 1: grossest face I've ever made. But my boy, I think

547
00:26:51,200 --> 00:26:53,159
Speaker 1: I think I think that face is fun. You're not

548
00:26:53,200 --> 00:26:55,639
Speaker 1: looking at That's like the new thing, no cap is

549
00:26:55,960 --> 00:26:59,800
Speaker 1: not to look at the camera. Okay, cool eyes, all right,

550
00:27:00,119 --> 00:27:07,560
Speaker 1: I appreciate everything. Okay, yeah I was. And it says

551
00:27:07,640 --> 00:27:10,960
Speaker 1: do not enter behind you, which is God, that's the

552
00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:14,280
Speaker 1: opposite of what I want. Yeah, um, that's not real. Actually,

553
00:27:14,600 --> 00:27:16,840
Speaker 1: oh my god. Um, thank you so much, Andrew, what

554
00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:19,520
Speaker 1: a special day. What other pictures you were mad about

555
00:27:19,520 --> 00:27:22,160
Speaker 1: the Dave Matthews photos. No, I wasn't. I wasn't mad

556
00:27:22,200 --> 00:27:25,359
Speaker 1: about anything. I was just giving you ship, um, because

557
00:27:25,359 --> 00:27:26,920
Speaker 1: you were like all these moments from your life that

558
00:27:26,960 --> 00:27:29,440
Speaker 1: were the best moments, when in truth, like the moments

559
00:27:29,440 --> 00:27:31,040
Speaker 1: where I'm dressed up on the right carpet are not

560
00:27:31,080 --> 00:27:32,879
Speaker 1: the best moments of my life. I have to say

561
00:27:32,920 --> 00:27:36,359
Speaker 1: that I was filled with so much happiness remembering the

562
00:27:36,400 --> 00:27:38,760
Speaker 1: times that Noah posted, because they were all like with

563
00:27:38,800 --> 00:27:42,320
Speaker 1: my close friends, like being like love, and you posted

564
00:27:42,359 --> 00:27:44,520
Speaker 1: the great moments from my life in terms of meeting celebrities,

565
00:27:44,560 --> 00:27:46,919
Speaker 1: which was the point of that post. But it was

566
00:27:46,960 --> 00:27:49,960
Speaker 1: interesting to see the juxtaposed, the juxtaposition of like these

567
00:27:49,960 --> 00:27:51,800
Speaker 1: were the best moments of your life and saying that

568
00:27:51,880 --> 00:27:55,359
Speaker 1: with tongue in cheek, knowing that I value real friendships

569
00:27:55,400 --> 00:27:59,199
Speaker 1: more than my meeting Dave Matthews. However, um, it was

570
00:27:59,280 --> 00:28:04,719
Speaker 1: nice to see that how happy I can. It almost

571
00:28:04,720 --> 00:28:07,600
Speaker 1: made me long so hard for like the days when

572
00:28:07,600 --> 00:28:10,080
Speaker 1: my face looked like the way it didn't know his pictures.

573
00:28:10,280 --> 00:28:12,560
Speaker 1: It was more about my face. I looked so good

574
00:28:12,600 --> 00:28:17,479
Speaker 1: back then. I know it's all the same chunk right

575
00:28:17,520 --> 00:28:19,359
Speaker 1: around dancing the stars. When I was like the skinniest

576
00:28:19,359 --> 00:28:21,720
Speaker 1: in my face looks like the tightest. Listen. I love

577
00:28:21,800 --> 00:28:23,680
Speaker 1: the way my face is now. I love. I accept

578
00:28:23,720 --> 00:28:26,520
Speaker 1: my body at any time. I really do. There's no

579
00:28:26,560 --> 00:28:28,879
Speaker 1: part of me that's like depressed because I used to

580
00:28:28,960 --> 00:28:32,840
Speaker 1: look better. Um, I'm getting older, and I love myself

581
00:28:32,840 --> 00:28:36,000
Speaker 1: and I know that whoever I end up with, I

582
00:28:36,080 --> 00:28:38,600
Speaker 1: truly know that whoever I end up with, whether it's

583
00:28:38,720 --> 00:28:41,800
Speaker 1: no one or whether it's just me, because I've already

584
00:28:41,800 --> 00:28:44,080
Speaker 1: accepted that I love myself no matter what I look like,

585
00:28:44,120 --> 00:28:47,680
Speaker 1: I really do and I mean that fully. That the

586
00:28:47,720 --> 00:28:51,120
Speaker 1: person I love will not care that I age. And

587
00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:54,280
Speaker 1: so that is the true gift of turning thirty seven,

588
00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:58,080
Speaker 1: is that I'm not scared of aging because the people

589
00:28:58,120 --> 00:29:00,120
Speaker 1: who love me don't care what I look like. And

590
00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:03,000
Speaker 1: he'll be blind with no hands. Yeah, that I hope,

591
00:29:03,320 --> 00:29:05,240
Speaker 1: just touching me with his little stubbs. And you can't

592
00:29:05,240 --> 00:29:07,120
Speaker 1: really do you feel words of a guy goes you're

593
00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:10,760
Speaker 1: ugly with his eyes or he actually feels you're facing us,

594
00:29:10,800 --> 00:29:13,920
Speaker 1: like he keeps going further down. I think I think

595
00:29:14,000 --> 00:29:16,520
Speaker 1: eyes because hands, I'd be like, you don't even know

596
00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:19,880
Speaker 1: your hands. I could convince myself he doesn't think that

597
00:29:20,160 --> 00:29:23,400
Speaker 1: is such a dick, What a fucking asshole. I guess

598
00:29:23,400 --> 00:29:24,960
Speaker 1: he's mad at the world because he has no hands

599
00:29:25,040 --> 00:29:27,680
Speaker 1: and he's blind. All right, let's get to the show.

600
00:29:28,840 --> 00:29:37,440
Speaker 1: I mean, well, we've gotten to the show. What's happening today?

601
00:29:35,720 --> 00:29:41,160
Speaker 1: First of all, it is a fun birthday edition but

602
00:29:41,240 --> 00:29:44,320
Speaker 1: not really. But yes, it's kind of happy birthday, Nikki.

603
00:29:44,360 --> 00:29:45,880
Speaker 1: I hope you're having all this. Well, it's so much

604
00:29:45,880 --> 00:29:48,560
Speaker 1: fun today. I really do. You're amazing and I really

605
00:29:48,560 --> 00:29:52,760
Speaker 1: do appreciate you. All right. These celebrities were once roommates

606
00:29:54,120 --> 00:29:57,520
Speaker 1: Mickey Glazer and Andrew Colin Number one Okay, Ryan Goslin

607
00:29:57,640 --> 00:30:00,760
Speaker 1: once lived with Justin timber Lake and his family in

608
00:30:00,800 --> 00:30:03,440
Speaker 1: the nineties. Justin said, we used to do terrible things.

609
00:30:03,760 --> 00:30:06,320
Speaker 1: We thought we were so cool. They are not really

610
00:30:06,360 --> 00:30:09,160
Speaker 1: friends anymore. I don't know what happened. I believe they

611
00:30:09,160 --> 00:30:12,240
Speaker 1: were probably friends during the Mickey mouse Club years. Yeah, um,

612
00:30:12,280 --> 00:30:15,760
Speaker 1: that makes sense. I also, um, John Apatow and Adam

613
00:30:15,880 --> 00:30:21,600
Speaker 1: Sandler were roommates. Marilynn Rice Cub and Sarah Silverman were roommates. Um,

614
00:30:21,640 --> 00:30:24,320
Speaker 1: there's a lot of really. Uh. Jeff Garland and Conan

615
00:30:24,360 --> 00:30:28,200
Speaker 1: O'Brien were roommates in Chicago early on the funny part

616
00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:31,320
Speaker 1: about all this that no, they were all in there

617
00:30:31,760 --> 00:30:34,520
Speaker 1: like early twice, so interested with starting out and where

618
00:30:34,840 --> 00:30:37,160
Speaker 1: you know, I'm coming to an end? Oh because roommates, No,

619
00:30:37,640 --> 00:30:39,920
Speaker 1: I love. I was thinking about you last night actually,

620
00:30:40,040 --> 00:30:42,440
Speaker 1: and our roommates situation, are there any more to share? Oh? Yeah.

621
00:30:42,480 --> 00:30:45,280
Speaker 1: Raven Simone and Lindsay Lohan okay, that was based on

622
00:30:45,920 --> 00:30:47,960
Speaker 1: Mickey mouse Club. They moved to New York City together.

623
00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:50,200
Speaker 1: They rarely saw each other. She paid rent and was

624
00:30:50,240 --> 00:30:53,560
Speaker 1: there probably three times. Yeah, those are the best roommates

625
00:30:53,920 --> 00:30:57,520
Speaker 1: I know. Right, take a note out of Lindsay's book.

626
00:30:57,920 --> 00:30:59,920
Speaker 1: You know, I like when you're around, I get sad.

627
00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:03,200
Speaker 1: When you're not, I get lonely. Jason Priestley and Brad

628
00:31:03,280 --> 00:31:07,160
Speaker 1: Pitt the tow also engage in a dude worthy competition

629
00:31:07,200 --> 00:31:10,320
Speaker 1: to see who could go the longest without showering. Brad

630
00:31:10,360 --> 00:31:14,360
Speaker 1: always won. That's so weird because Brad can do anything.

631
00:31:14,440 --> 00:31:16,960
Speaker 1: Jason Priestley is he was so hot though. Where he

632
00:31:17,040 --> 00:31:19,400
Speaker 1: where's he at now? I think he has like ten kids,

633
00:31:19,400 --> 00:31:22,920
Speaker 1: like KRK Cameron, he got in a horrible car wreck. Okay, well,

634
00:31:23,320 --> 00:31:25,800
Speaker 1: either either having ten kids or horrible car wreck. I

635
00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:28,719
Speaker 1: can't think of what's worse. I think it's I think

636
00:31:28,760 --> 00:31:31,000
Speaker 1: the car wreck is a metaphor for him having ten kids.

637
00:31:31,040 --> 00:31:32,760
Speaker 1: I think people were saying he's been in a horrible

638
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Speaker 1: car wreck, and they're like, oh, that's the Hollywood way

639
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Speaker 1: of saying ten kids. Yeah, when you have ten kids.

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Speaker 1: Oh god. I felt so bad yesterday when I was

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Speaker 1: with my parents at lunch and I go, my life

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Speaker 1: is fucking awesome. I have no family, no kids, And

643
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Speaker 1: Ari was sitting next with I forgot already has a kid.

644
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Speaker 1: I'm sorry, sorry. I know you have a family and

645
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Speaker 1: kids and it's like a kid and and it's working

646
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Speaker 1: out great. But like of our listeners, a part of

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Speaker 1: you that goes I just said, I'm lucky that I

648
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Speaker 1: didn't want that that's the thing. There's people that do

649
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Speaker 1: have it, wanted it, and I just feel blessed that

650
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Speaker 1: it's not something that I'm like feeling because my life

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Speaker 1: didn't work out in a way that I have had

652
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Speaker 1: an opportunity to even have that. But that's also because

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Speaker 1: I didn't want it, and I just feel grateful. I

654
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Speaker 1: didn't want it because it seems like a lot of

655
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Speaker 1: work and I would resent it. And cut to a

656
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Speaker 1: year from now, where you have a baby and my life.

657
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Speaker 1: I'm open to it. I've always wanted this baby. I

658
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Speaker 1: was wrong. I just I just don't the blind guy

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Speaker 1: with no hands, how's he going to help out? I'm

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Speaker 1: just kidding. Blind people can have children, and so can

661
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Speaker 1: people with no hands, but both might be a struggle

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Speaker 1: and you probably need someone who can be full on

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Speaker 1: with you. And I'm just gonna I want to be

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Speaker 1: the one that's blind with no hands. I want to

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Speaker 1: be treated with the same amount. I want to be

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Speaker 1: no hands. Oh my god, So in the bedroom or

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Speaker 1: when you actually have the baby, Okay, that room, we're

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Speaker 1: going to get kinky. Because I've got no hands. That

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Speaker 1: means I can you could throw a nub in your virgin.

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Speaker 1: If I had nubs, I would definitely fund myself with nubs.

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Speaker 1: I'm this close to just sticking them. I like, no,

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Speaker 1: familiar with porn, I used always think that fisting was

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677
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Speaker 1: like a dry pussy. It is not that, it is

678
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Speaker 1: very The thing is you have to be completely relaxed

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Speaker 1: also it's madair I say, beautiful. I remember my friend

681
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Speaker 1: told me she fisted her wife and I was like,

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Speaker 1: wait what. I couldn't believe it. It It was like the

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Speaker 1: kinkiest thing I've ever heard. She was like it was

684
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Speaker 1: the most amazing experience. And I was like, okay, I

685
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Speaker 1: guess that's for you guys. And now porn is taking

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687
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Speaker 1: No no, no, no, no no no, you don't open

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Speaker 1: your hand. Have you never watched fisting porn? You know?

689
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Speaker 1: I'm not I'm not getting that. I don't get I

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Speaker 1: didn't think I was into a dude. I swear to God,

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Speaker 1: we intame aultitudes. I sometimes I get it is funny

692
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Speaker 1: going back to my penis, I guess, but like when

693
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Speaker 1: you finger a girl and then you do two fingers

694
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Speaker 1: and then I could barely do three, and then you

695
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Speaker 1: do three, and then you're like, how why did this

696
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Speaker 1: fucking thing go? Well, we're supposed to be able to

697
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Speaker 1: push a baby out of it. So actually, if you're

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Speaker 1: relaxed enough and do some breathing pretty damn white and

699
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Speaker 1: you snap back. How about this if a guy's fucking

700
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Speaker 1: you and he puts two fingers in you while he's banging. No, no, no,

701
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Speaker 1: no no, I don't want to. I don't like get

702
00:34:28,840 --> 00:34:31,920
Speaker 1: the meat and this is mine thing. It's that I

703
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Speaker 1: don't like. Um, I know it's so stupid because it does.

704
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Speaker 1: It's it's for me. It's about because it happens a

705
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Speaker 1: lot important. Like there's double penetration, which I'm a big

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Speaker 1: fan of, which is one in the ass, one in

707
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708
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709
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710
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Speaker 1: like double anal or DV like double it. Sometimes it's

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Speaker 1: double badge double it, like it gets like they there's

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Speaker 1: no stopping McDonald's and a diet coke poured over her

713
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Speaker 1: head because she's called a dumb pig. Like I was

714
00:35:08,120 --> 00:35:09,799
Speaker 1: watching them last night. It was so hot, but they

715
00:35:09,840 --> 00:35:12,040
Speaker 1: kept making the girl oink and I couldn't do it

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00:35:12,160 --> 00:35:15,359
Speaker 1: because I mean the sounds, and she kept going through

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00:35:15,400 --> 00:35:17,040
Speaker 1: this thing on her like she was wearing this really

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Speaker 1: cool leather thing on her face that made her mouth

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Speaker 1: like a fucking open, like just a blow job, and

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Speaker 1: it was all high animal porn. No no, no, I

721
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Speaker 1: was watching it was double penetration, so I was like

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Speaker 1: with like gang bang guys were being not as respectful

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Speaker 1: as possible, but like it looked from the still images

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Speaker 1: that this wasn't a rough gang bang, which was once

727
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Speaker 1: I don't like because I always feel like the girl

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Speaker 1: halfway through was like, I don't really like this, but

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Speaker 1: it's just like it's like when you get to a

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Speaker 1: The audience seems rowdy, but I'm already here, so I

732
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Speaker 1: want to collect my check instead of making it a

733
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Speaker 1: big thing and trying to get my money. Later on,

734
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Speaker 1: when I sensed that a porn star is in the

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Speaker 1: middle of something and it's going in a direction that

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Speaker 1: she probably didn't plan for, I tap out, you know.

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Speaker 1: But when it's a situation that seems good office with everyone,

738
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Speaker 1: but I had to turn off because you are you

739
00:36:11,440 --> 00:36:15,960
Speaker 1: watch porn so much longer that I be right now.

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00:36:16,200 --> 00:36:20,520
Speaker 1: I'm definitely addicted to porn, but it's a three minutes

741
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Speaker 1: and thirty seconds of each porn um I watch. I'm

742
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Speaker 1: not killing you think I'm Yesterday I watched two hours

743
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Speaker 1: You're on times because the thing is, I realized I

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Speaker 1: if I were in a relationship, I'd be having sex

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Speaker 1: all the time. I love it. It's one of my

746
00:36:39,920 --> 00:36:42,239
Speaker 1: favorite things to do, and that you can do it

747
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Speaker 1: to yourself and have a great time. I have a

748
00:36:44,719 --> 00:36:48,480
Speaker 1: great time when I finally let myself not feel guilt

749
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Speaker 1: about doing it because I realized yesterday, I was like, God,

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Speaker 1: I already massurad today, but I really want to do

751
00:36:52,880 --> 00:36:55,280
Speaker 1: it again. And I was like, if I had a boyfriend,

752
00:36:55,280 --> 00:36:57,279
Speaker 1: I wouldn't feel guilt about this if I spent an

753
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Speaker 1: hour having like that's the one that was like you

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00:37:01,640 --> 00:37:04,080
Speaker 1: know deep and like it takes time and is like

755
00:37:04,719 --> 00:37:06,400
Speaker 1: and then I go, why can't I do that with myself?

756
00:37:06,400 --> 00:37:08,640
Speaker 1: I'll have a better connection with myself afterwards if I

757
00:37:08,880 --> 00:37:12,160
Speaker 1: really do four play with myself. So Emily got into

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00:37:12,200 --> 00:37:15,000
Speaker 1: my head last week, and I feel like I like

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00:37:15,200 --> 00:37:17,719
Speaker 1: myself more when I'm able to do it in a

760
00:37:17,760 --> 00:37:22,240
Speaker 1: way that's not like shameful three minutes a closed laptop.

761
00:37:22,320 --> 00:37:25,319
Speaker 1: I'm just like, let's see what happens in here. I

762
00:37:25,360 --> 00:37:28,920
Speaker 1: feel you. I mean, look, I'd love I would love

763
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Speaker 1: to like play you know whatever. But yeah, I will say,

764
00:37:31,880 --> 00:37:33,680
Speaker 1: the only problem is we gotta get the next story.

765
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Speaker 1: The one problem right now with my porn addiction, because

766
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Speaker 1: it is bordering on that, is that I see the

767
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Speaker 1: world in porn like there are no images that would

768
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Speaker 1: freak me out because of how crazy the stuff is.

769
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Speaker 1: I see. Yeah, so when I look at things. I

770
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Speaker 1: made a joke about it my act last year, but

771
00:37:50,920 --> 00:37:52,560
Speaker 1: I want to do it more on stage. When my

772
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Speaker 1: one time my friend we were driving in her car

773
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Speaker 1: and we both had two red bull cans and all

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Speaker 1: she had in her car with this regular cup holder

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00:37:58,080 --> 00:38:00,520
Speaker 1: size but two red bulls kind of it. And I

776
00:38:00,560 --> 00:38:01,960
Speaker 1: was like, I think I can get them both to fit,

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00:38:02,040 --> 00:38:04,520
Speaker 1: and she was like, no, you can't. I go, yes,

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00:38:04,560 --> 00:38:07,080
Speaker 1: I can. I've seen this happen earlier today, Like we

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00:38:07,160 --> 00:38:10,279
Speaker 1: can make it fit. Just relax. I'm like petting her

780
00:38:10,360 --> 00:38:15,720
Speaker 1: rap four, telling it's a good girl, um and then listening.

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Speaker 1: I typed one it like probably forty times you rather

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Speaker 1: have two red bulls in your one monster one monster?

783
00:38:24,560 --> 00:38:27,040
Speaker 1: I like, again, the two makes too much friction. Let's

784
00:38:27,040 --> 00:38:28,840
Speaker 1: get to next. By the way, the last two roommates

785
00:38:28,880 --> 00:38:33,880
Speaker 1: my birthday, and I'll ruin. It's my birthday here first,

786
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Speaker 1: if I want it's not just your birthday. Wait, what

787
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Speaker 1: do you mean every day is your birthday? That's I

788
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Speaker 1: know right, yesterday was my birthday. Let's be honest, your

789
00:38:44,000 --> 00:38:46,480
Speaker 1: birthday for two months? Can I get three in today?

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Speaker 1: A seven year old boy? Oh my god, we're so

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Speaker 1: sorry for that transition. Let's lighten the mood from gang

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Speaker 1: bangs and fistings and two yeah, clean slate breath. Let's

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Speaker 1: all take breath. Let's think of should we clap to

794
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Speaker 1: break it up? No? No, no, we can get a

795
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Speaker 1: eat ginger, eat some ginger ginger cleans palette. Alright, sorry

796
00:39:14,520 --> 00:39:17,080
Speaker 1: or whatever? Okay. A seven year old boy swam for

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00:39:17,200 --> 00:39:21,080
Speaker 1: one hour against the current that separated him from his

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00:39:21,120 --> 00:39:23,480
Speaker 1: father and four year old sister to get help and

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Speaker 1: rescue his family. The father went out on a boat

800
00:39:26,960 --> 00:39:29,279
Speaker 1: to fish while the kids swam around the boat. A

801
00:39:29,280 --> 00:39:31,759
Speaker 1: strong current pass which caused the dad to jump in

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00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:33,919
Speaker 1: the water to rescue the kids, but began to tire

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Speaker 1: himself out. The boy said he would doggy paddle then

804
00:39:37,080 --> 00:39:39,040
Speaker 1: float on his back to make sure he wouldn't tire

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00:39:39,120 --> 00:39:42,560
Speaker 1: himself out. He reached ashore, knocked on doors and got

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00:39:42,600 --> 00:39:45,040
Speaker 1: help and people came. Noah, thank you so much for

807
00:39:45,080 --> 00:39:48,320
Speaker 1: the story. On my birthday. I am inspired by this story,

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00:39:48,400 --> 00:39:50,440
Speaker 1: and it also brings up the subject very near and

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00:39:50,440 --> 00:39:53,600
Speaker 1: dear to my heart, which is the riptide and swimming

810
00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:57,600
Speaker 1: when it's very dangerous, and as a really good swimmer

811
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Speaker 1: myself and someone who would probably employ the same methods

812
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Speaker 1: used by the seven year old. That is incredible. A

813
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Speaker 1: seven year old was able to figure that out on

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Speaker 1: its own. How did we get into the how did

815
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Speaker 1: this all happen? Again? Because I kind of they were

816
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Speaker 1: they were fishing just and where was this in the ocean? No,

817
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Speaker 1: it was on a river and the dad was on

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Speaker 1: the boat fishing and the kids were swimming around the

819
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Speaker 1: boat and the four year old, the daughter went which

820
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Speaker 1: is wild. Yeah, I mean parents have some beers. The

821
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Speaker 1: rules get lax because it seems safe. I get it.

822
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Speaker 1: I'm a river kid. So what happened to us? So

823
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Speaker 1: the the four year old was wearing a life vest,

824
00:40:38,440 --> 00:40:41,120
Speaker 1: but you know, according to laws or whatever above that

825
00:40:41,160 --> 00:40:43,600
Speaker 1: age and according to the boat size, the seven year

826
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Speaker 1: old didn't have to. And then a strong tide came

827
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Speaker 1: through and the girl let go of the boat and

828
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Speaker 1: the current started to take her. So the dad jumped

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Speaker 1: off the boat and it was the daughter. And then

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Speaker 1: did dad have a Probably not stay up for so

831
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Speaker 1: because the dad is a dad, and so the four

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Speaker 1: year old. Thank god, the four year old had a

833
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Speaker 1: life with the girl. There's no way to really prevent

834
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Speaker 1: these things. No one wanted this to all happen. Everyone

835
00:41:10,840 --> 00:41:12,719
Speaker 1: was doing exactly what they thought would be the right

836
00:41:12,760 --> 00:41:14,919
Speaker 1: thing in the moment. So it's like this went down

837
00:41:14,960 --> 00:41:17,279
Speaker 1: the right way. But the seven year old jumping in

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Speaker 1: was the mom If there was one or someone was

839
00:41:19,800 --> 00:41:22,520
Speaker 1: probably freaking out. I almost my sister almost died on

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Speaker 1: a river with my mom, and it was fucking terrifying.

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00:41:25,800 --> 00:41:28,680
Speaker 1: Um and they got caught the their their boat flipped

842
00:41:28,680 --> 00:41:30,680
Speaker 1: on a very gentle river. My dad and I were

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Speaker 1: in a canoe. We saw my mom and sister getting

844
00:41:33,320 --> 00:41:36,600
Speaker 1: this like root wad, which is like my dad always says,

845
00:41:36,600 --> 00:41:39,319
Speaker 1: the dreaded root wad because it sucks water under and

846
00:41:39,400 --> 00:41:42,239
Speaker 1: like is really strong, and I don't, I don't they.

847
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Speaker 1: I think they had on life vest, but they my mom.

848
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Speaker 1: My sister goes, oh, mama, whoa mama. We laughed in

849
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Speaker 1: retrospect because that's all my sister kept saying. She was

850
00:41:51,200 --> 00:41:55,399
Speaker 1: probably like six or seven and I was nine. I'm

851
00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:59,200
Speaker 1: guessing even younger. She's probably five. I was seven, and

852
00:42:00,320 --> 00:42:03,000
Speaker 1: I just watched in horror from our boat as my

853
00:42:03,080 --> 00:42:05,439
Speaker 1: dad went over to rescue them. But I've never seen

854
00:42:05,680 --> 00:42:10,480
Speaker 1: my family like so scared and like I honestly blacked

855
00:42:10,480 --> 00:42:13,439
Speaker 1: it out. But in retelling the story, my dad doesn't

856
00:42:13,440 --> 00:42:14,959
Speaker 1: even like to tell it. No one likes to because

857
00:42:14,960 --> 00:42:17,360
Speaker 1: it was like, we seriously almost lost my mom and

858
00:42:17,440 --> 00:42:19,360
Speaker 1: sister on the river. Like we have a couple of

859
00:42:19,360 --> 00:42:22,160
Speaker 1: those stories of like near death where it's like this

860
00:42:22,200 --> 00:42:25,200
Speaker 1: ship can happen, and it's like I just everyone teach

861
00:42:25,239 --> 00:42:28,200
Speaker 1: your kids how to swim, and also teach that fighting

862
00:42:28,239 --> 00:42:30,880
Speaker 1: against the current and like giving in this is a

863
00:42:30,880 --> 00:42:33,680
Speaker 1: good lesson in meditation too, when like things are pulling

864
00:42:33,719 --> 00:42:35,960
Speaker 1: you in life in a way and you're trying to

865
00:42:36,080 --> 00:42:40,680
Speaker 1: constantly swim against the feeling and you suddenly like a

866
00:42:40,800 --> 00:42:42,799
Speaker 1: ripped Because I feel that sometimes when I look at

867
00:42:42,800 --> 00:42:45,520
Speaker 1: my phone and there's thirty seven texts and then I

868
00:42:45,560 --> 00:42:47,279
Speaker 1: know I have to do this one recording later for

869
00:42:47,360 --> 00:42:49,440
Speaker 1: d MB Radio, and I have to do my podcast,

870
00:42:49,600 --> 00:42:50,880
Speaker 1: and I have to figure out what to do for

871
00:42:50,920 --> 00:42:52,759
Speaker 1: the open mic, to know whether it goes to the

872
00:42:52,760 --> 00:42:55,200
Speaker 1: open mic or whether I scheduled the karaoke room. There's

873
00:42:55,200 --> 00:42:57,200
Speaker 1: a ton of stuff, and sometimes it's just good instead

874
00:42:57,200 --> 00:42:59,440
Speaker 1: of swimming against it and figuring out a plan I'm

875
00:42:59,440 --> 00:43:03,480
Speaker 1: going to do this, I think just relax, take it

876
00:43:03,520 --> 00:43:06,080
Speaker 1: to breath, because the worst that can happen is that

877
00:43:06,120 --> 00:43:08,320
Speaker 1: there you don't book the room in time for the karaoke,

878
00:43:08,440 --> 00:43:10,000
Speaker 1: it doesn't work out, and then you just have your

879
00:43:10,040 --> 00:43:13,600
Speaker 1: family over and you sing some songs around your fake

880
00:43:13,640 --> 00:43:16,040
Speaker 1: fireplace or like there's always or I don't get d

881
00:43:16,120 --> 00:43:18,360
Speaker 1: m B radio lines back to them. It's d m

882
00:43:18,440 --> 00:43:21,799
Speaker 1: B fucking radio. If they we need them by then

883
00:43:22,960 --> 00:43:25,879
Speaker 1: that's not the president, that's not the fucking White House

884
00:43:25,960 --> 00:43:28,360
Speaker 1: is waiting for me to get recordings. So anything that

885
00:43:28,600 --> 00:43:30,160
Speaker 1: no matter what you do for a living, even if

886
00:43:30,160 --> 00:43:32,520
Speaker 1: you do work in the White House, that should can

887
00:43:32,560 --> 00:43:36,239
Speaker 1: be delayed to everything. Everything can wait. Everything's fine. Don't

888
00:43:36,239 --> 00:43:40,080
Speaker 1: swim against it because you'll drown. And so it and

889
00:43:40,120 --> 00:43:44,400
Speaker 1: you decide to do something for you people somehow respond better.

890
00:43:45,160 --> 00:43:49,359
Speaker 1: You don't get back and it's like hectic, you know,

891
00:43:49,480 --> 00:43:53,960
Speaker 1: doggy paddling against the current dog paddle to get where

892
00:43:54,000 --> 00:43:56,360
Speaker 1: you need to go. And then but it shouldn't be

893
00:43:56,360 --> 00:43:59,640
Speaker 1: a constant doggy paddle because you'll tire out. In law,

894
00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:04,160
Speaker 1: she drove her Camaro when she was like seventeen off

895
00:44:04,200 --> 00:44:09,120
Speaker 1: a cliff, right like off this Florida cliff. Yeah yeah, accidentally,

896
00:44:09,440 --> 00:44:12,960
Speaker 1: and she crashed into the into the water and she

897
00:44:13,680 --> 00:44:17,080
Speaker 1: broke her back. And then she climbed up the hill

898
00:44:17,200 --> 00:44:19,759
Speaker 1: that she fucking drove off like thirty ft in like

899
00:44:19,760 --> 00:44:23,680
Speaker 1: four Pierce, Florida and crawls up herself up this hill

900
00:44:23,760 --> 00:44:26,800
Speaker 1: in the middle of the night, crawls like another hundred

901
00:44:26,880 --> 00:44:29,680
Speaker 1: feet to a door, knocks on the door. The guy

902
00:44:29,800 --> 00:44:33,520
Speaker 1: answers and goes, get off my fucking property, stopped like

903
00:44:33,560 --> 00:44:36,080
Speaker 1: playing with me, like thought it was a fucking like

904
00:44:36,200 --> 00:44:39,719
Speaker 1: drug like teenager didn't help her, so then she had

905
00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:42,839
Speaker 1: to crawl to the next house and she she ended

906
00:44:42,880 --> 00:44:45,279
Speaker 1: up being okay, But it was just like wild, Like

907
00:44:45,320 --> 00:44:47,040
Speaker 1: I'm just thinking about the seven year old knocking on

908
00:44:47,080 --> 00:44:50,719
Speaker 1: the door, and like these people reacted, whoever reacted, I mean,

909
00:44:50,800 --> 00:44:53,480
Speaker 1: they're fucking heroes too to be like okay, like let's

910
00:44:53,520 --> 00:44:58,040
Speaker 1: figure this out. I don't know anyways, in those moments

911
00:44:58,080 --> 00:45:01,759
Speaker 1: when they're so broken and just to survive, and so

912
00:45:02,000 --> 00:45:04,399
Speaker 1: when you hear someone like trying and trying and then

913
00:45:04,719 --> 00:45:07,239
Speaker 1: they die, it's very tragic because you go you want

914
00:45:07,280 --> 00:45:10,279
Speaker 1: the they were strong enough to survive. But there are

915
00:45:10,280 --> 00:45:11,960
Speaker 1: a lot of people who are strong enough to survive

916
00:45:12,120 --> 00:45:14,480
Speaker 1: and the luck is just not with them. It's so

917
00:45:14,560 --> 00:45:18,800
Speaker 1: much luck on my nephew that the other day, Remember

918
00:45:18,840 --> 00:45:20,480
Speaker 1: I told you a story. My brother picked up this

919
00:45:20,520 --> 00:45:23,319
Speaker 1: golf cart like it was nothing, and I went to

920
00:45:23,320 --> 00:45:26,160
Speaker 1: pick it up, and I'm I'm definitely strong. I couldn't

921
00:45:26,200 --> 00:45:29,080
Speaker 1: pick it up, and because my nephew was under there,

922
00:45:29,080 --> 00:45:32,960
Speaker 1: he just fucking like it was unbelievable do whatever strength.

923
00:45:33,000 --> 00:45:35,560
Speaker 1: They talked about it. So there was a great sketch

924
00:45:35,560 --> 00:45:39,240
Speaker 1: on Human Giant where they hired mothers and they put theirs.

925
00:45:39,360 --> 00:45:41,759
Speaker 1: They put put the kid under the couch that they

926
00:45:41,800 --> 00:45:46,319
Speaker 1: needed to move so that the mother would go. These

927
00:45:46,360 --> 00:45:48,799
Speaker 1: mothers could lift these things that these men couldn't do,

928
00:45:50,360 --> 00:45:53,759
Speaker 1: just if their child wasn't harm it would be like

929
00:45:53,800 --> 00:45:56,200
Speaker 1: fake harm. Is so funny Human Giant. If you are

930
00:45:56,480 --> 00:45:59,359
Speaker 1: a millennial or someone a young millennial, or a Jed

931
00:45:59,760 --> 00:46:02,440
Speaker 1: z or if you've never checked out Human Giant, it's

932
00:46:02,440 --> 00:46:04,520
Speaker 1: a z's I'm sorry. Rob Hubill and Paul schar who

933
00:46:04,520 --> 00:46:06,760
Speaker 1: are all faces you'll recognize. They had an MTV sketch

934
00:46:06,760 --> 00:46:08,319
Speaker 1: show and it was one of the best things ever.

935
00:46:08,480 --> 00:46:11,880
Speaker 1: It's so funny to picture like like forty eight year

936
00:46:11,920 --> 00:46:14,880
Speaker 1: old housewife going against strong men, you know what I mean,

937
00:46:16,080 --> 00:46:18,520
Speaker 1: just because the baby's underneath its I know. It's a

938
00:46:18,520 --> 00:46:22,359
Speaker 1: great um all right, next story, Yeah, why do I care?

939
00:46:22,480 --> 00:46:24,440
Speaker 1: Or we go to why we why don't we care?

940
00:46:24,560 --> 00:46:27,799
Speaker 1: Let's try nextorials up through Okay, it's most likely a

941
00:46:27,840 --> 00:46:30,640
Speaker 1: female mosquito that is buzzing your year because male and

942
00:46:30,640 --> 00:46:34,799
Speaker 1: female mosquitoes lead very different lives. The males typically hang

943
00:46:34,840 --> 00:46:37,560
Speaker 1: out and sip on the nectar of flowers. The females

944
00:46:37,680 --> 00:46:40,719
Speaker 1: need to find a blood meal after mating in order

945
00:46:40,760 --> 00:46:44,120
Speaker 1: to have enough energy to produce eggs. WHOA, So you

946
00:46:44,160 --> 00:46:47,879
Speaker 1: can always call the mosquito that you hit a bit yes,

947
00:46:48,160 --> 00:46:51,160
Speaker 1: because they need blood while the guy just chills and

948
00:46:51,280 --> 00:46:54,520
Speaker 1: hangs and drink some beer. Yeah, that makes it more.

949
00:46:54,760 --> 00:46:58,440
Speaker 1: I bet that that'll give me no one. I were

950
00:46:58,440 --> 00:47:01,319
Speaker 1: talking about the voice on Zoom that goes you are

951
00:47:01,360 --> 00:47:04,680
Speaker 1: being recorded. It's a woman's voice when you press record.

952
00:47:05,560 --> 00:47:07,920
Speaker 1: Zoom just started using it. I guess people were being

953
00:47:07,920 --> 00:47:10,920
Speaker 1: recorded and didn't know. Um, so it goes you are

954
00:47:10,960 --> 00:47:14,239
Speaker 1: now being recorded, and like we would just go shut up,

955
00:47:14,280 --> 00:47:17,000
Speaker 1: I go shut up, bitch and knows like we get it,

956
00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:18,759
Speaker 1: or like she didn't say that, but we were like

957
00:47:19,160 --> 00:47:21,040
Speaker 1: if it was a man's voice, would we like it.

958
00:47:21,360 --> 00:47:25,360
Speaker 1: I'm sure there's studies about GPS. Why does a woman's

959
00:47:25,360 --> 00:47:28,240
Speaker 1: instead of a man's voice because you don't want Siri

960
00:47:28,520 --> 00:47:30,680
Speaker 1: because series like gentle and it's a woman and a

961
00:47:30,680 --> 00:47:32,960
Speaker 1: man makes it feel more like I have to the

962
00:47:33,000 --> 00:47:35,880
Speaker 1: weather seventy seven degrees funck, like a man said it,

963
00:47:35,920 --> 00:47:38,520
Speaker 1: and a woman's like, if you wanted to be it's

964
00:47:38,520 --> 00:47:42,200
Speaker 1: seventy seven degrees Like they're like, would you rather be

965
00:47:42,239 --> 00:47:44,640
Speaker 1: a man? I don't know, you know. My favorite GPS

966
00:47:44,719 --> 00:47:46,759
Speaker 1: one ever was ways used to do like a little

967
00:47:46,840 --> 00:47:49,600
Speaker 1: like guest Star. Ones that would be funny, and one

968
00:47:49,640 --> 00:47:51,919
Speaker 1: was like boy band and it'd be like tune left

969
00:47:52,000 --> 00:47:54,719
Speaker 1: on the see Anegan and it would just always be

970
00:47:54,760 --> 00:47:59,480
Speaker 1: like it would be a really feel like more you

971
00:47:59,480 --> 00:48:01,840
Speaker 1: know what they do? And Ubers now, which I fucking

972
00:48:01,960 --> 00:48:04,719
Speaker 1: love because sometimes I get ubers in l a sound

973
00:48:04,760 --> 00:48:07,440
Speaker 1: proof and the guy will have on the directions and

974
00:48:07,440 --> 00:48:10,279
Speaker 1: it will be like turn left on las Annaga up

975
00:48:10,280 --> 00:48:14,080
Speaker 1: ahead two hundred feet, turn left in one and you're

976
00:48:14,120 --> 00:48:17,040
Speaker 1: just like, dude, we get it. So now they have

977
00:48:17,200 --> 00:48:22,719
Speaker 1: it on super fast, so it'll be like but he's

978
00:48:22,880 --> 00:48:25,759
Speaker 1: enough to know, but it's not wasting all of our time.

979
00:48:25,800 --> 00:48:28,319
Speaker 1: Sounds like I mean, for my a D D head

980
00:48:28,320 --> 00:48:31,839
Speaker 1: that listens to everything on double speed, you actually enjoy

981
00:48:31,920 --> 00:48:34,080
Speaker 1: that more that I almost seems like it would annoy me.

982
00:48:34,520 --> 00:48:36,640
Speaker 1: It's the difference between I wish it was that guy

983
00:48:36,680 --> 00:48:42,319
Speaker 1: with the mustache, that actor a real low voice. No, no,

984
00:48:42,520 --> 00:48:45,520
Speaker 1: he has the white mustache. He's in UM, He's in

985
00:48:46,440 --> 00:48:50,280
Speaker 1: Big Lebowski. He's always that guy that's always the country

986
00:48:50,320 --> 00:48:52,800
Speaker 1: guy to what you're talking about. That guy that's soothing

987
00:48:52,920 --> 00:48:58,680
Speaker 1: voice would be perfect, is it Sam Elliott? Yes, Sam Elliott,

988
00:48:58,719 --> 00:49:00,920
Speaker 1: that's good. God. He'd be rape for a GP for

989
00:49:00,960 --> 00:49:02,960
Speaker 1: anything in your life. I know what girl I'm obsessed

990
00:49:02,960 --> 00:49:07,040
Speaker 1: with right now is the girl on TikTok who um

991
00:49:07,200 --> 00:49:10,879
Speaker 1: saves bees and she talks about I'm taking this bee hive.

992
00:49:11,200 --> 00:49:13,200
Speaker 1: Can we pull up the be girl real quick? She's

993
00:49:13,200 --> 00:49:15,160
Speaker 1: really easy to find, you guys gotta here. She's my

994
00:49:15,200 --> 00:49:17,160
Speaker 1: favorite a SMR voice. I watch it and I just

995
00:49:17,239 --> 00:49:20,480
Speaker 1: feel so relaxed. She's like, and now we're going to

996
00:49:20,560 --> 00:49:24,160
Speaker 1: transfer the queen bee to the other place. There's something

997
00:49:24,200 --> 00:49:26,879
Speaker 1: about like the wildness of bees and then like when

998
00:49:26,920 --> 00:49:31,080
Speaker 1: you're calmed in something that's very hectic for most people. Yes,

999
00:49:31,239 --> 00:49:32,880
Speaker 1: that's the thing. She has to be very calm so

1000
00:49:32,960 --> 00:49:35,320
Speaker 1: she doesn't get stung. So this is the thing. I

1001
00:49:35,400 --> 00:49:37,359
Speaker 1: got a call to rescue a swarm of bees, and

1002
00:49:37,400 --> 00:49:39,680
Speaker 1: here's how I did it. When I showed up, I

1003
00:49:39,680 --> 00:49:42,400
Speaker 1: found a beautiful swarm hanging off the side of a branch,

1004
00:49:42,600 --> 00:49:45,480
Speaker 1: so I set up their temporary transit hive, and I

1005
00:49:45,560 --> 00:49:49,120
Speaker 1: used my garden cheers so he gets even more like him.

1006
00:49:51,120 --> 00:49:53,960
Speaker 1: The first thing I did was lift the cover. Okay,

1007
00:49:54,000 --> 00:49:55,799
Speaker 1: she was really calm last night. That wasn't as good.

1008
00:49:55,800 --> 00:49:58,040
Speaker 1: But that voice is like so soothing to me. Some

1009
00:49:58,040 --> 00:50:01,200
Speaker 1: people just have you been stung? Yeah, but anyone who's

1010
00:50:01,200 --> 00:50:04,759
Speaker 1: scared of bees really annoys me. Honestly, I can't do it.

1011
00:50:04,880 --> 00:50:07,560
Speaker 1: I can't. I can't eat and be like, I don't

1012
00:50:07,640 --> 00:50:11,719
Speaker 1: understand those people. I'm scared of a bee. Man, I'm

1013
00:50:11,719 --> 00:50:14,360
Speaker 1: eating a sandwich, and some people are like, just stay

1014
00:50:14,480 --> 00:50:17,320
Speaker 1: still so the bee could just land on your nose.

1015
00:50:17,480 --> 00:50:23,400
Speaker 1: It's more afraid of Andrew. No, no, no, no way,

1016
00:50:21,760 --> 00:50:25,279
Speaker 1: don't I know. But it's an irrational fear. If you

1017
00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:27,719
Speaker 1: just let it, it will go away. You can literally.

1018
00:50:28,640 --> 00:50:31,280
Speaker 1: It's people are scared of bees are looking for attention.

1019
00:50:31,360 --> 00:50:34,080
Speaker 1: I think, oh, we're just scared, We're just afraid. I

1020
00:50:34,080 --> 00:50:37,200
Speaker 1: think there are people don't say the word moist. It's

1021
00:50:37,200 --> 00:50:39,880
Speaker 1: like you're looking for an identity, and your identity is like,

1022
00:50:40,000 --> 00:50:43,080
Speaker 1: I'm scared of bees, and it's a childish fear. I'm

1023
00:50:43,120 --> 00:50:45,400
Speaker 1: sorry to everyone who's listening that's scared of peace. I

1024
00:50:45,440 --> 00:50:47,879
Speaker 1: know you're gonna get mad at me. I don't think.

1025
00:50:48,280 --> 00:50:50,040
Speaker 1: I do think Andrew, that you are scared of bees,

1026
00:50:50,080 --> 00:50:51,520
Speaker 1: but I'm trying to tell you it's irrational. But I

1027
00:50:51,560 --> 00:50:54,520
Speaker 1: do think some people like to be liked bees and

1028
00:50:54,600 --> 00:50:56,960
Speaker 1: they run around, and boys like them more because they

1029
00:50:57,000 --> 00:51:00,080
Speaker 1: are like screaming girls. I used to do it, so

1030
00:51:00,200 --> 00:51:02,000
Speaker 1: I think it's a little bit of that. Noah, I

1031
00:51:02,000 --> 00:51:03,799
Speaker 1: don't want the attention. I don't care about you know what,

1032
00:51:03,840 --> 00:51:07,719
Speaker 1: You're scared of birds that flying in your hair. I'm

1033
00:51:07,719 --> 00:51:13,520
Speaker 1: scared of more pigeons and an enclosed location, specific you

1034
00:51:13,600 --> 00:51:18,640
Speaker 1: in a pigeonhouse. Okay, what animal insect are you afraid of? Me?

1035
00:51:19,440 --> 00:51:22,040
Speaker 1: How cent of PiZZ because they don't have a plan, Yeah,

1036
00:51:22,120 --> 00:51:25,719
Speaker 1: beach don't have a planet? Be buzzes around. No, I'm

1037
00:51:25,719 --> 00:51:27,960
Speaker 1: scared of how cent of beez? And it is irrational

1038
00:51:27,960 --> 00:51:30,760
Speaker 1: because they don't bite, but they're not around as often.

1039
00:51:30,760 --> 00:51:33,279
Speaker 1: I would probably get used to them, and there is

1040
00:51:33,360 --> 00:51:36,920
Speaker 1: just something about them next to your salad. Are you

1041
00:51:37,000 --> 00:51:39,000
Speaker 1: chill with that? I mean, where does it? Yeah? I

1042
00:51:39,040 --> 00:51:41,000
Speaker 1: really am chill one time a guy killed a scorpion.

1043
00:51:41,040 --> 00:51:43,480
Speaker 1: When I was on stage in New Mexico with his

1044
00:51:43,480 --> 00:51:45,000
Speaker 1: flip floppy. He took it off. He was in the

1045
00:51:45,000 --> 00:51:46,920
Speaker 1: front room and he all of a sudden, I hear

1046
00:51:46,960 --> 00:51:50,200
Speaker 1: a soul of flap like slap, and I go, what

1047
00:51:50,280 --> 00:51:52,200
Speaker 1: the hell was that? He goes scorpion and I go,

1048
00:51:52,800 --> 00:51:54,840
Speaker 1: where am I? It was in the Santa Fe Casino,

1049
00:51:54,920 --> 00:51:57,839
Speaker 1: Santa Santa Ana Casino. It was before I brought you there.

1050
00:51:58,080 --> 00:51:59,839
Speaker 1: I went back there because I loved it so much.

1051
00:52:00,000 --> 00:52:01,759
Speaker 1: This guy killed a scorpion. It was a cute, little

1052
00:52:01,760 --> 00:52:03,880
Speaker 1: baby scorpion. And I picked it up. I go, is

1053
00:52:03,920 --> 00:52:06,000
Speaker 1: it okay to pick up? And Everyone's like no, And

1054
00:52:06,040 --> 00:52:08,840
Speaker 1: then people were like the yeahs. I trusted the YAZZ,

1055
00:52:09,200 --> 00:52:11,400
Speaker 1: so I picked it up. I also trusted the Yeas

1056
00:52:11,400 --> 00:52:13,759
Speaker 1: birth control in two thousand and eight when I took

1057
00:52:13,760 --> 00:52:16,160
Speaker 1: it for about three months. Um, I trusted the g

1058
00:52:17,480 --> 00:52:20,279
Speaker 1: and I picked it up by the not the stinger

1059
00:52:20,320 --> 00:52:22,200
Speaker 1: of its tail, and it was this cute I think

1060
00:52:22,200 --> 00:52:24,560
Speaker 1: I named it Trevor, honestly, because I go, I'm gonna

1061
00:52:24,640 --> 00:52:27,240
Speaker 1: keep it. And then I was leaving for the airport

1062
00:52:27,280 --> 00:52:29,520
Speaker 1: the next day and I put in a cup left

1063
00:52:29,520 --> 00:52:31,440
Speaker 1: it backstage because I really loved it. I was like,

1064
00:52:31,440 --> 00:52:33,960
Speaker 1: it's cool scorpion. I was really mad at him for

1065
00:52:34,040 --> 00:52:36,839
Speaker 1: killing it, really mad. I turned it into a ted

1066
00:52:36,880 --> 00:52:40,640
Speaker 1: talk about don't kill things, even bees or house centipedes.

1067
00:52:41,800 --> 00:52:44,880
Speaker 1: But um, I was on the way to the airport

1068
00:52:44,920 --> 00:52:47,560
Speaker 1: and we were like fifteen minutes to the airport, and

1069
00:52:47,600 --> 00:52:50,719
Speaker 1: I go, I forgot my scorpion and I need it,

1070
00:52:50,840 --> 00:52:53,520
Speaker 1: and the guy was like really, and I was like,

1071
00:52:53,600 --> 00:52:56,280
Speaker 1: I know that's crazy, but we have time. I really

1072
00:52:56,280 --> 00:52:58,360
Speaker 1: wanted wanted to turn the car around to pick up

1073
00:52:59,160 --> 00:53:02,120
Speaker 1: I did. I went back and went to UM Boston

1074
00:53:02,239 --> 00:53:05,640
Speaker 1: Found because that's where they told UM. They me that

1075
00:53:05,680 --> 00:53:07,279
Speaker 1: they had taken it from my green room because it

1076
00:53:07,320 --> 00:53:08,759
Speaker 1: was in a cup that looks like someone would want

1077
00:53:08,760 --> 00:53:09,879
Speaker 1: to keep it, and I got it and I don't

1078
00:53:09,880 --> 00:53:12,120
Speaker 1: know where it is to this day, so I don't

1079
00:53:12,120 --> 00:53:13,719
Speaker 1: know why I did that, but at the time I

1080
00:53:13,760 --> 00:53:16,520
Speaker 1: just wanted to honor it and like give it like

1081
00:53:16,520 --> 00:53:21,000
Speaker 1: a proper burial luck charm. It was just I hold

1082
00:53:21,040 --> 00:53:24,040
Speaker 1: onto things, as you know, when i'm when something means

1083
00:53:24,040 --> 00:53:25,719
Speaker 1: a lot, I tend to take a little like like

1084
00:53:25,760 --> 00:53:28,560
Speaker 1: a serial killer would of the they don't want to

1085
00:53:28,560 --> 00:53:30,799
Speaker 1: forget this thing, because a lot of the memories I

1086
00:53:30,840 --> 00:53:33,960
Speaker 1: have are things that I can't ever share with the

1087
00:53:34,000 --> 00:53:36,920
Speaker 1: world of like these personal things that happened and for

1088
00:53:37,280 --> 00:53:39,480
Speaker 1: or share with someone else. There's no one Like if

1089
00:53:39,520 --> 00:53:41,239
Speaker 1: you and I were in a car accident together, it

1090
00:53:41,239 --> 00:53:42,680
Speaker 1: would be a traumatic thing that I could share with

1091
00:53:42,719 --> 00:53:45,799
Speaker 1: you and be like that person knows what happened, and

1092
00:53:45,840 --> 00:53:48,000
Speaker 1: only we will understand that. But sometimes you go through

1093
00:53:48,040 --> 00:53:50,480
Speaker 1: things in life that you go only I know what

1094
00:53:50,640 --> 00:53:54,280
Speaker 1: this feels like, and I don't. I'm scared I'll forget

1095
00:53:54,320 --> 00:53:56,359
Speaker 1: it and not be able to conjure it again and

1096
00:53:56,400 --> 00:54:00,239
Speaker 1: remember it unless I have something from it to either

1097
00:54:00,320 --> 00:54:03,240
Speaker 1: look or smell or like. So I steal things sometimes

1098
00:54:03,280 --> 00:54:07,399
Speaker 1: from the scene of of of extreme emotions. Well, my

1099
00:54:07,400 --> 00:54:10,360
Speaker 1: my aunt kept her boyfriend. He had a ponytail, and

1100
00:54:10,400 --> 00:54:14,879
Speaker 1: he cut his ponytail, and she kept this pony for

1101
00:54:15,200 --> 00:54:17,560
Speaker 1: I mean, just twenty years later, she still has the ponytail.

1102
00:54:17,560 --> 00:54:20,960
Speaker 1: I understand. Did she remarry, No, she was never married,

1103
00:54:21,320 --> 00:54:24,560
Speaker 1: because you have to let it go though eventually. I

1104
00:54:24,640 --> 00:54:26,719
Speaker 1: have some things she made every guy clip it on

1105
00:54:26,840 --> 00:54:29,719
Speaker 1: before she sucked them. It was weird. Yeah, I've I've

1106
00:54:29,760 --> 00:54:32,200
Speaker 1: taken some things from relationships that I hold on to,

1107
00:54:32,400 --> 00:54:35,800
Speaker 1: like I still use this pillow. It's my most prized

1108
00:54:35,800 --> 00:54:38,360
Speaker 1: possession that if this house lit on fire, i'd probably

1109
00:54:38,360 --> 00:54:40,839
Speaker 1: grab my guitar at this point because that has more

1110
00:54:40,880 --> 00:54:42,840
Speaker 1: memories now to me. But before that, it would be

1111
00:54:42,880 --> 00:54:44,960
Speaker 1: my pillow that I just love to sleep with. But

1112
00:54:45,040 --> 00:54:46,719
Speaker 1: it was a gift for my ex boyfriend and I

1113
00:54:46,760 --> 00:54:48,479
Speaker 1: can't seem to get rid of it. I can't seem

1114
00:54:48,520 --> 00:54:49,960
Speaker 1: to get rid of a bowl I made him that

1115
00:54:50,320 --> 00:54:52,479
Speaker 1: he didn't want it, so I kept it. I can't

1116
00:54:52,480 --> 00:54:54,000
Speaker 1: get rid of a lot of things, and I think

1117
00:54:54,000 --> 00:54:56,360
Speaker 1: it keeps you from moving on for sure, and just

1118
00:54:56,480 --> 00:55:02,200
Speaker 1: let it be cle No, No, it's yes, it's not

1119
00:55:02,239 --> 00:55:06,719
Speaker 1: a my my pillow. It's not okay. Why do you care? Nick?

1120
00:55:07,480 --> 00:55:12,920
Speaker 1: Why do I care? Anna Feris reveals the marriage advice

1121
00:55:12,960 --> 00:55:15,640
Speaker 1: she has for her and Chris Pratt's son Jack, don't

1122
00:55:15,680 --> 00:55:17,960
Speaker 1: get married in your twenties. I don't know if it's

1123
00:55:18,000 --> 00:55:19,799
Speaker 1: too grumpy and cruel to say in a sense, but

1124
00:55:19,840 --> 00:55:22,359
Speaker 1: if I tell my eight year old son, one thing

1125
00:55:22,840 --> 00:55:26,360
Speaker 1: that maybe would stick to is I would really encourage

1126
00:55:26,520 --> 00:55:28,880
Speaker 1: not to get married in his twenties. Essentially, she's saying,

1127
00:55:29,239 --> 00:55:34,279
Speaker 1: your father sucks. That's not at all. She's saying that

1128
00:55:34,320 --> 00:55:37,040
Speaker 1: people don't know who they are in their twenties, and

1129
00:55:37,080 --> 00:55:41,120
Speaker 1: you will change, and you think you know everything and

1130
00:55:41,239 --> 00:55:43,320
Speaker 1: you don't have enough life experience to make a choice

1131
00:55:43,320 --> 00:55:45,640
Speaker 1: about something that should be forever. However, if you want

1132
00:55:45,640 --> 00:55:47,560
Speaker 1: to get married in your twenties and know that it

1133
00:55:47,680 --> 00:55:50,520
Speaker 1: might only last five years and or two and that

1134
00:55:50,640 --> 00:55:54,200
Speaker 1: doesn't and that that doesn't mean it's an unsuccessful relationship,

1135
00:55:54,960 --> 00:55:58,560
Speaker 1: I'm tired of people divorcing and everyone going, I'm so sorry,

1136
00:55:58,880 --> 00:56:01,280
Speaker 1: I'm tired of it. We need to change the discourse

1137
00:56:01,680 --> 00:56:04,080
Speaker 1: or a relationship ending my friends. Yeah, but that's a

1138
00:56:04,120 --> 00:56:07,520
Speaker 1: different than you didn't get married in your twenties, because

1139
00:56:07,520 --> 00:56:10,680
Speaker 1: if you get divorces. But she's speaking under the pretense

1140
00:56:10,719 --> 00:56:12,920
Speaker 1: that marriage is forever and that people still look at

1141
00:56:12,920 --> 00:56:15,319
Speaker 1: it that way. I want to be married for two

1142
00:56:15,400 --> 00:56:17,880
Speaker 1: years right now, like I would like to meet someone

1143
00:56:17,920 --> 00:56:20,319
Speaker 1: fall in love and say, let's we don't have to.

1144
00:56:20,600 --> 00:56:23,080
Speaker 1: I hope it's forever. God, I hope it's forever, because

1145
00:56:23,120 --> 00:56:25,560
Speaker 1: you're awesome enough that if I feel this way about

1146
00:56:25,600 --> 00:56:29,239
Speaker 1: you in two years, let's do for like, let's keep going.

1147
00:56:29,920 --> 00:56:33,400
Speaker 1: But in real, realistic terms, I change so much and

1148
00:56:33,440 --> 00:56:36,200
Speaker 1: so do other people that it is not crazy to

1149
00:56:36,239 --> 00:56:37,760
Speaker 1: think that in two years will be in a different

1150
00:56:37,760 --> 00:56:39,239
Speaker 1: place and I will still have love for you of

1151
00:56:39,280 --> 00:56:42,200
Speaker 1: all the experiences we went through, but we might be

1152
00:56:42,200 --> 00:56:44,000
Speaker 1: better off with other people. And that doesn't mean that

1153
00:56:44,080 --> 00:56:46,600
Speaker 1: this wasn't you, weren't my soul mate for this time

1154
00:56:46,640 --> 00:56:49,200
Speaker 1: and that it was the best ever. When eventually you'll

1155
00:56:49,239 --> 00:56:51,279
Speaker 1: die in that relationship will come to it, and no

1156
00:56:51,320 --> 00:56:53,880
Speaker 1: matter how long it lasts, does that mean it's a

1157
00:56:53,880 --> 00:56:56,640
Speaker 1: bad relationship because you died someone left it. It's like

1158
00:56:57,280 --> 00:57:01,560
Speaker 1: we're I don't think relationships are years if they ended.

1159
00:57:01,719 --> 00:57:05,960
Speaker 1: But I also an eight year old son that you

1160
00:57:06,000 --> 00:57:08,239
Speaker 1: should not get married in your twenties, telling him that.

1161
00:57:08,320 --> 00:57:11,080
Speaker 1: Now they're asking what would you tell your son? And

1162
00:57:11,080 --> 00:57:13,439
Speaker 1: then the person made it seem like she sat down

1163
00:57:13,440 --> 00:57:15,759
Speaker 1: her eight year old who the guy who wrote it

1164
00:57:16,080 --> 00:57:19,200
Speaker 1: had to say, if I could tell him, yeah, I

1165
00:57:19,200 --> 00:57:21,240
Speaker 1: guarantee you she's not telling right. It could be tongue

1166
00:57:21,280 --> 00:57:24,280
Speaker 1: in cheek, that it isn't tongue in cheap because she

1167
00:57:24,280 --> 00:57:26,760
Speaker 1: addresses the fact that it might seem dark and sad,

1168
00:57:26,840 --> 00:57:28,920
Speaker 1: but it's it's real, and I think she's so right

1169
00:57:28,960 --> 00:57:32,120
Speaker 1: I've talked to many people recently. I took the three

1170
00:57:32,120 --> 00:57:35,720
Speaker 1: men intimately recently who got married in their twenties and

1171
00:57:35,760 --> 00:57:39,680
Speaker 1: were and regretted it instantly, knew it was wrong, had

1172
00:57:39,720 --> 00:57:41,120
Speaker 1: to go through with it, like I was talking about

1173
00:57:41,120 --> 00:57:44,640
Speaker 1: those girls and those gang bangs, and thank god they did,

1174
00:57:44,680 --> 00:57:47,000
Speaker 1: because you know, they wouldn't be where they are today

1175
00:57:47,080 --> 00:57:49,200
Speaker 1: unless they did go through it. But I do think

1176
00:57:49,200 --> 00:57:51,439
Speaker 1: getting married in your twenties is a very big risk

1177
00:57:51,680 --> 00:57:54,480
Speaker 1: that many people do and succeed in my sister for

1178
00:57:54,560 --> 00:57:57,400
Speaker 1: one of them, my parents, and is staying in a

1179
00:57:57,400 --> 00:58:00,600
Speaker 1: relationship forever success. I don't actually look it it that way.

1180
00:58:00,800 --> 00:58:02,600
Speaker 1: When I hear a couple has been together for fifty years,

1181
00:58:02,640 --> 00:58:07,280
Speaker 1: there's some part of me that goes, you, guys, kind

1182
00:58:07,280 --> 00:58:11,200
Speaker 1: of like we're a weak because there were times where

1183
00:58:11,200 --> 00:58:12,840
Speaker 1: both of you wanted to leave and have better lives,

1184
00:58:12,840 --> 00:58:14,680
Speaker 1: and you probably could have better lives, but you didn't

1185
00:58:14,760 --> 00:58:17,280
Speaker 1: because it's hard to do that. So not a weakness,

1186
00:58:17,320 --> 00:58:20,320
Speaker 1: But I'm just someone who doesn't look at people being

1187
00:58:20,320 --> 00:58:23,240
Speaker 1: married a long time as the coolest thing. I think

1188
00:58:23,240 --> 00:58:25,840
Speaker 1: it's kind of like staying at a job that you

1189
00:58:25,920 --> 00:58:27,840
Speaker 1: were too scared to leave because you didn't know what

1190
00:58:27,880 --> 00:58:30,160
Speaker 1: else you could maybe achieve in your life. I feel

1191
00:58:30,160 --> 00:58:31,800
Speaker 1: like it's like that, how many things do you choose

1192
00:58:31,800 --> 00:58:34,400
Speaker 1: in your twenties that later on you go, I didn't

1193
00:58:34,400 --> 00:58:36,680
Speaker 1: want to do this job at all, and then you

1194
00:58:36,680 --> 00:58:39,080
Speaker 1: switch careers. Everyone's good for you. You know, this is

1195
00:58:39,120 --> 00:58:40,760
Speaker 1: what you should be doing. You should be doing pottery

1196
00:58:40,840 --> 00:58:43,400
Speaker 1: all along. And it's like, why do we let we

1197
00:58:43,440 --> 00:58:48,040
Speaker 1: celebrate that for uh, a man who leaves a corporate

1198
00:58:48,040 --> 00:58:50,720
Speaker 1: life to go do art, and yet we don't celebrate

1199
00:58:50,760 --> 00:58:53,840
Speaker 1: for a guy who married a woman who his parents

1200
00:58:53,880 --> 00:58:56,080
Speaker 1: kind of wanted him for him and then he leaves

1201
00:58:56,080 --> 00:58:58,600
Speaker 1: her for a younger girl that might be an artist

1202
00:58:58,640 --> 00:58:59,960
Speaker 1: that just so happens to be younger. So now every

1203
00:59:00,000 --> 00:59:02,200
Speaker 1: one makes it about that. I don't know the answer

1204
00:59:02,240 --> 00:59:03,920
Speaker 1: to that, but that's why I care. Let's get to

1205
00:59:04,120 --> 00:59:10,240
Speaker 1: reddit dump. Oh this will be a short pretty good, yeah,

1206
00:59:10,440 --> 00:59:14,560
Speaker 1: if you know what I mean? I do know. Um okay,

1207
00:59:14,600 --> 00:59:17,200
Speaker 1: So I pulled up my reddit and right away, by

1208
00:59:17,200 --> 00:59:20,920
Speaker 1: the way, uh, it's my own reddit, my subreddit. That's

1209
00:59:20,920 --> 00:59:22,840
Speaker 1: someone that a lot of people keep track of. These

1210
00:59:22,840 --> 00:59:28,480
Speaker 1: guys also know that I look at it, so um yeah, oh, gentle,

1211
00:59:28,760 --> 00:59:31,280
Speaker 1: they always post my stories on here, and then sometimes

1212
00:59:31,360 --> 00:59:34,200
Speaker 1: they have little like questions for each other about like

1213
00:59:34,360 --> 00:59:38,440
Speaker 1: me in my life that they post. Um someone, oh,

1214
00:59:38,520 --> 00:59:42,120
Speaker 1: someone posted a uh what do they say? Sometimes they'll

1215
00:59:42,120 --> 00:59:43,800
Speaker 1: ask questions. I was sharing some of them with you

1216
00:59:43,840 --> 00:59:48,440
Speaker 1: the other day, Andrew. Um oh, someone said, mattose on

1217
00:59:48,960 --> 00:59:51,840
Speaker 1: my subreddit there are Nikki Glazer. Subscribe if you're a

1218
00:59:51,840 --> 00:59:53,919
Speaker 1: redditor and see what these guys are posting, because sometimes

1219
00:59:53,920 --> 00:59:57,160
Speaker 1: they'll just be like legs I love to lick. That's

1220
00:59:57,200 --> 00:59:59,280
Speaker 1: like the title, and then it's a picture of my legs.

1221
00:59:59,440 --> 01:00:01,720
Speaker 1: And sometimes they just say things like listening to old

1222
01:00:01,720 --> 01:00:03,720
Speaker 1: pods and kind of missing the way they sign off

1223
01:00:03,760 --> 01:00:09,400
Speaker 1: the podcast with, um so, things like that, and then

1224
01:00:09,400 --> 01:00:11,760
Speaker 1: people will comment on that. Let's see what they commented

1225
01:00:12,440 --> 01:00:14,360
Speaker 1: me too, and someone said, oh my gosh, she asked

1226
01:00:14,360 --> 01:00:16,320
Speaker 1: me too. Sometimes they still whisper g x bot to

1227
01:00:16,360 --> 01:00:18,320
Speaker 1: myself and giggle. Well, if that's not enough to get

1228
01:00:18,320 --> 01:00:21,760
Speaker 1: me a saying jackpot again, I don't know what it takes. Okay,

1229
01:00:21,760 --> 01:00:23,200
Speaker 1: So let me get to the safe post. I have

1230
01:00:23,240 --> 01:00:25,960
Speaker 1: some interesting things for you today. Um We're gonna zip

1231
01:00:26,080 --> 01:00:28,240
Speaker 1: zip zip through him, and it's gonna take us into

1232
01:00:28,240 --> 01:00:31,919
Speaker 1: the final thought. If if if I'm guessing correctly, here

1233
01:00:31,960 --> 01:00:34,840
Speaker 1: we go. Okay, White people Twitter, that's one of my favorite.

1234
01:00:34,840 --> 01:00:37,040
Speaker 1: That's just good tweets. There's also black people Twitter. It's

1235
01:00:37,080 --> 01:00:39,240
Speaker 1: just good tweets across the board. This is from Anne

1236
01:00:39,440 --> 01:00:42,720
Speaker 1: at donahue, who um is someone I've been following for

1237
01:00:42,720 --> 01:00:47,000
Speaker 1: a while. She's a comedian writer in Canada and al

1238
01:00:47,680 --> 01:00:50,840
Speaker 1: Yeah an t A n E A n n e

1239
01:00:51,040 --> 01:00:53,440
Speaker 1: t donahue, give her some follows. People. I love when

1240
01:00:53,480 --> 01:00:55,760
Speaker 1: my listeners follow people who are funny that I've recommended,

1241
01:00:55,760 --> 01:00:57,080
Speaker 1: and then these people reach out to me and say,

1242
01:00:57,080 --> 01:00:58,880
Speaker 1: oh my god, I just got so many followers. It

1243
01:00:58,920 --> 01:01:01,480
Speaker 1: makes this person's day. This person deserves that she's really funny.

1244
01:01:01,640 --> 01:01:03,280
Speaker 1: This is one of my favorite tweets. The first know

1245
01:01:03,360 --> 01:01:05,920
Speaker 1: you'll like this in two thousand seven, if you wore

1246
01:01:05,960 --> 01:01:08,360
Speaker 1: a long sleeved T shirt under a regular T shirt,

1247
01:01:08,560 --> 01:01:16,960
Speaker 1: it meant that you liked music a long sleeve T shirt.

1248
01:01:17,280 --> 01:01:20,680
Speaker 1: This is from ask Reddit, my favorite sepreddit. Interesting questions

1249
01:01:20,680 --> 01:01:22,600
Speaker 1: are posed and then people answer them, and all the

1250
01:01:22,600 --> 01:01:24,720
Speaker 1: top answers are voted up. This one is what is

1251
01:01:24,760 --> 01:01:28,640
Speaker 1: something that everyone looks stupid doing? This one is great. Uh,

1252
01:01:28,720 --> 01:01:32,080
Speaker 1: let me read the talking tripping over absolutely nothing while

1253
01:01:32,120 --> 01:01:35,640
Speaker 1: walking on a flat surface, chasing after something blown away

1254
01:01:35,680 --> 01:01:38,520
Speaker 1: by the wind, waving at a person you wrongly thought

1255
01:01:38,560 --> 01:01:40,920
Speaker 1: was waving at you, getting out of the back seats

1256
01:01:40,960 --> 01:01:42,800
Speaker 1: of a two door car. Oh, that's a good one.

1257
01:01:43,440 --> 01:01:45,960
Speaker 1: Walking down stone steps that are uncomfortably space so you

1258
01:01:46,000 --> 01:01:49,640
Speaker 1: have to lunge and reach for each one, Tripping holding

1259
01:01:49,640 --> 01:01:51,640
Speaker 1: the door for someone at that weird distance when they're

1260
01:01:51,640 --> 01:01:53,640
Speaker 1: close but still gotta wait like half a minute. Okay,

1261
01:01:53,640 --> 01:01:57,800
Speaker 1: those are good ones. Um, next thing, walking walking on Oh,

1262
01:01:57,880 --> 01:02:03,960
Speaker 1: that's good, Andrew. This is another. This is from the

1263
01:02:04,000 --> 01:02:07,080
Speaker 1: subreddit conan being awesome. This is ah. This is not

1264
01:02:07,120 --> 01:02:09,960
Speaker 1: as populated as the conan subreddit, but this one also

1265
01:02:10,000 --> 01:02:12,360
Speaker 1: has a good coming stuff. It's says. It's a tweet

1266
01:02:12,400 --> 01:02:15,200
Speaker 1: from him that says Timothy Shalom will make a great

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01:02:15,440 --> 01:02:20,200
Speaker 1: will a won Ke will a won Ke. I laughed

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01:02:20,240 --> 01:02:21,880
Speaker 1: out loud so hard at that. What do you think

1269
01:02:21,880 --> 01:02:26,040
Speaker 1: about movies getting remade that instead of making new ones? Um,

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01:02:26,080 --> 01:02:28,440
Speaker 1: I don't mind it. I like you can really spice

1271
01:02:28,480 --> 01:02:31,840
Speaker 1: up something. It's like doing a cover of a song. Um,

1272
01:02:31,880 --> 01:02:34,040
Speaker 1: this is great. This is a picture of a belly button.

1273
01:02:34,320 --> 01:02:36,840
Speaker 1: This girl's belly button, and she said, there's an old

1274
01:02:36,840 --> 01:02:40,320
Speaker 1: woman's face in my belly button. Now look and see this.

1275
01:02:40,600 --> 01:02:43,040
Speaker 1: It's wild. I almost posted I'm going to post it

1276
01:02:43,080 --> 01:02:46,400
Speaker 1: on mine. Oh my god, no luck. And I also

1277
01:02:46,520 --> 01:02:49,240
Speaker 1: like that the old woman has like a barbell through

1278
01:02:49,240 --> 01:02:51,920
Speaker 1: her head. Um, that's great. You gotta go watch to

1279
01:02:51,960 --> 01:02:55,120
Speaker 1: see that. That is from the subreddit mildly interesting. And

1280
01:02:55,160 --> 01:03:00,800
Speaker 1: then looks um this one, uh oh, here's the thing

1281
01:03:00,840 --> 01:03:03,640
Speaker 1: we've all talked about red flags. This is from ask men.

1282
01:03:03,800 --> 01:03:07,640
Speaker 1: These are questions that people, generally women and other men

1283
01:03:07,680 --> 01:03:10,800
Speaker 1: are asking men in general. Ask men. We've all talked

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01:03:10,800 --> 01:03:13,240
Speaker 1: about red flags when dating a woman, but what about

1285
01:03:13,240 --> 01:03:15,959
Speaker 1: green flags? What signals? What are signals that you're dating

1286
01:03:15,960 --> 01:03:19,680
Speaker 1: a good woman? Um? This one said, Uh, this comment said,

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01:03:19,680 --> 01:03:21,920
Speaker 1: go canoeing together. If you still like each other after that,

1288
01:03:22,040 --> 01:03:26,040
Speaker 1: proceed with dating. What dude? That is such? That's so

1289
01:03:26,120 --> 01:03:32,520
Speaker 1: funny that that came up because there's a lot of yes,

1290
01:03:32,720 --> 01:03:35,240
Speaker 1: like are you paddling You're not paddling enough. There's just

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01:03:35,280 --> 01:03:37,960
Speaker 1: a lot of like you could learn from someone. Um.

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01:03:38,000 --> 01:03:40,840
Speaker 1: This one was, Uh, she's nice to other people without

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01:03:40,840 --> 01:03:45,919
Speaker 1: the expectation of getting anything. I like that. Yes, that's

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01:03:45,920 --> 01:03:50,320
Speaker 1: always a good one. Um and then Okay, I'm gonna

1295
01:03:50,360 --> 01:03:54,200
Speaker 1: around us out here with an oldie, but a goodie.

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01:03:54,560 --> 01:04:00,560
Speaker 1: One second. Um, I did that one? Uh oh, God,

1297
01:04:00,600 --> 01:04:08,560
Speaker 1: what so what's it? Um? Oh? This was one? Uh oh.

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01:04:08,720 --> 01:04:11,680
Speaker 1: This is from ask credit not Safe for Work label?

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01:04:11,960 --> 01:04:14,400
Speaker 1: What kink? Did you first think what the funk? But

1300
01:04:14,480 --> 01:04:18,000
Speaker 1: actually tried and enjoyed? Let's read the top ones. I

1301
01:04:18,040 --> 01:04:20,680
Speaker 1: was friends with benefits with a Brazilian exchange student for

1302
01:04:20,720 --> 01:04:23,400
Speaker 1: a while who was super passionate in bed. One night

1303
01:04:23,440 --> 01:04:27,000
Speaker 1: she started berating me in Portuguese. It was incredible, just

1304
01:04:27,120 --> 01:04:29,320
Speaker 1: opening up something that you're just like, wait, I've never

1305
01:04:29,360 --> 01:04:32,480
Speaker 1: been yelled out in a foreign language. It's probably better

1306
01:04:32,600 --> 01:04:35,360
Speaker 1: because you don't understand how much he hates you. Portuguese

1307
01:04:35,400 --> 01:04:38,280
Speaker 1: sounds like Spanish, so you think it's maybe Spanish, so

1308
01:04:38,280 --> 01:04:39,600
Speaker 1: you can maybe decipher it. But then it has a

1309
01:04:39,640 --> 01:04:44,080
Speaker 1: lot of iggy diggy dizzy diggiz digg It's a strong language.

1310
01:04:45,200 --> 01:04:48,240
Speaker 1: Whenever I hear porgie, all I hear is diggy iggy

1311
01:04:48,360 --> 01:04:51,919
Speaker 1: igy in the middle of Spanish. Um, and then spit kink.

1312
01:04:52,040 --> 01:04:56,360
Speaker 1: Someone said, Um, of course, now not really anymore because

1313
01:04:56,360 --> 01:04:58,680
Speaker 1: of corn dog. I don't know what corn dog is.

1314
01:04:58,800 --> 01:05:00,800
Speaker 1: I found it, Oh covid. I found it weird, and

1315
01:05:00,840 --> 01:05:02,600
Speaker 1: so did my girlfriend, but she wanted to try it

1316
01:05:02,600 --> 01:05:04,800
Speaker 1: and we both liked it. Another person says, this girl

1317
01:05:04,920 --> 01:05:06,640
Speaker 1: choked me while she was writing me one time, and

1318
01:05:06,640 --> 01:05:09,400
Speaker 1: I thought to myself, Okay, I get it now. And

1319
01:05:09,560 --> 01:05:11,280
Speaker 1: someone says, I don't know if this is really a kink,

1320
01:05:11,320 --> 01:05:13,560
Speaker 1: but dirty talk during sex. In my head, I'm thinking

1321
01:05:13,600 --> 01:05:15,800
Speaker 1: wild and discussing things, but I never said them aloud

1322
01:05:15,840 --> 01:05:17,560
Speaker 1: until I was with a dude who wanted me to

1323
01:05:17,560 --> 01:05:20,240
Speaker 1: say it and say it all and a few just

1324
01:05:20,320 --> 01:05:23,800
Speaker 1: hearing myself gets me off. Sometimes, Oh that's great. They're scratching,

1325
01:05:23,840 --> 01:05:28,479
Speaker 1: hair pulling, um, masochism, spanking. I mean, these are all things.

1326
01:05:28,640 --> 01:05:31,080
Speaker 1: God this I love that this podcast comes full circle.

1327
01:05:32,840 --> 01:05:34,960
Speaker 1: I'm trying because we talked about all these things and

1328
01:05:34,960 --> 01:05:36,720
Speaker 1: I just happened to look at that. I mean, it's

1329
01:05:36,720 --> 01:05:38,600
Speaker 1: all stuff based on stuff I'm interested in. So it's

1330
01:05:38,600 --> 01:05:40,760
Speaker 1: actually not really a coincidence, but and I'm the one

1331
01:05:40,760 --> 01:05:43,440
Speaker 1: who yes it is. It does feel to me like

1332
01:05:43,480 --> 01:05:45,280
Speaker 1: this one was a cosmic one for my birthday, so

1333
01:05:45,320 --> 01:05:47,520
Speaker 1: we gotta go. Yeah, we were talking about like socio

1334
01:05:47,600 --> 01:05:50,600
Speaker 1: political economics in North Korea, and then that came up

1335
01:05:50,680 --> 01:05:53,400
Speaker 1: later because it's something we never talked about, but if

1336
01:05:53,400 --> 01:05:56,400
Speaker 1: it's anal And then at the canoe thing came back around,

1337
01:05:56,400 --> 01:05:59,880
Speaker 1: and then in the canoe, which was only given tone

1338
01:05:59,880 --> 01:06:03,920
Speaker 1: to the guy final thought, No I haven't but this

1339
01:06:03,960 --> 01:06:07,040
Speaker 1: summer I um once. Overall, I don't like canoeing. My

1340
01:06:07,080 --> 01:06:10,560
Speaker 1: family is very canoe enthusiastic. My brother in law owns

1341
01:06:10,560 --> 01:06:12,760
Speaker 1: a company called Big Mudey Adventures in St. Louis. If

1342
01:06:12,760 --> 01:06:15,400
Speaker 1: you're ever in St. Louis and you're an outdoors person, sorry,

1343
01:06:15,400 --> 01:06:16,960
Speaker 1: I'm picking up my leg, but it's my birthday. Really

1344
01:06:16,960 --> 01:06:18,720
Speaker 1: want to If you're an outdoors person but you see

1345
01:06:18,720 --> 01:06:20,400
Speaker 1: the skin, I want to get right there, just that

1346
01:06:20,480 --> 01:06:23,960
Speaker 1: little flat. Okay, okay, okay, okay, that's fine, even on

1347
01:06:24,040 --> 01:06:26,600
Speaker 1: your birthday. I know it's your birthday, it's my birthday.

1348
01:06:26,600 --> 01:06:32,520
Speaker 1: I'll make you to um okay. So over the summer

1349
01:06:33,040 --> 01:06:36,560
Speaker 1: um so Big Money Adventures, by the way, great excursions

1350
01:06:36,600 --> 01:06:38,480
Speaker 1: led by a team of really skilled people. And it's

1351
01:06:38,480 --> 01:06:40,400
Speaker 1: my brother in law's company. I'm very proud to to

1352
01:06:40,760 --> 01:06:42,800
Speaker 1: that he has this company that everyone in St. Louis

1353
01:06:42,840 --> 01:06:45,320
Speaker 1: is freaking out about. Book your trips now, because they

1354
01:06:45,520 --> 01:06:49,480
Speaker 1: fucking stack up anyway, my dad obviously is a I

1355
01:06:49,480 --> 01:06:51,160
Speaker 1: grew up on a river because my dad, when my

1356
01:06:51,240 --> 01:06:54,800
Speaker 1: dad's a kayak and canoe enthusiast camping all the time,

1357
01:06:55,000 --> 01:06:57,800
Speaker 1: loves the outdoors. I've never liked this stuff. And it's

1358
01:06:57,840 --> 01:07:00,680
Speaker 1: not just because of that horrific thing that I talked

1359
01:07:00,680 --> 01:07:02,560
Speaker 1: about before. I've never liked the outdoor, as you guys

1360
01:07:02,560 --> 01:07:05,120
Speaker 1: know that. Um, I just don't. I like a hike

1361
01:07:05,200 --> 01:07:07,760
Speaker 1: and I like seeing beautiful things. And you the other

1362
01:07:07,840 --> 01:07:10,440
Speaker 1: day were like, remember when you asked me about outdoors

1363
01:07:10,440 --> 01:07:13,479
Speaker 1: and like adventure? Do you remember that? The other day? Well,

1364
01:07:13,480 --> 01:07:17,920
Speaker 1: when I went you're watching video of looking at stingrays?

1365
01:07:18,360 --> 01:07:21,400
Speaker 1: Do you remember what? Did you ask me? If you

1366
01:07:21,480 --> 01:07:23,640
Speaker 1: were into it because the guy because you wanted to

1367
01:07:23,680 --> 01:07:26,480
Speaker 1: impress the guy, or what did you actually enjoy the stingrays?

1368
01:07:26,520 --> 01:07:30,240
Speaker 1: We were watching video of me hugging stingrays and swimming

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01:07:30,280 --> 01:07:32,840
Speaker 1: with them and being really adventurous in a swarm of

1370
01:07:32,880 --> 01:07:34,760
Speaker 1: sting rays that a lot of people are uncomfortable with.

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01:07:35,000 --> 01:07:37,080
Speaker 1: And Andrew was like, there was someone there I had

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01:07:37,080 --> 01:07:39,160
Speaker 1: a crush on. And so Andrew was like, did you

1373
01:07:39,240 --> 01:07:42,160
Speaker 1: do that because you wanted to be like cool for

1374
01:07:42,200 --> 01:07:45,400
Speaker 1: that person. And I won't say that it was. It

1375
01:07:45,480 --> 01:07:49,479
Speaker 1: was maybe two percent that, but honestly it was maybe

1376
01:07:49,520 --> 01:07:51,440
Speaker 1: I was pulling back even more than I wanted to

1377
01:07:51,480 --> 01:07:55,280
Speaker 1: be because I will do anything if it involves animals,

1378
01:07:55,680 --> 01:07:58,040
Speaker 1: and that's what I said to Andrew. I go, I'm adventurous,

1379
01:07:58,120 --> 01:08:00,080
Speaker 1: but if there's not animals involved, where I get to

1380
01:08:00,200 --> 01:08:05,040
Speaker 1: touch animals or swim next to them, they can't be

1381
01:08:05,080 --> 01:08:07,480
Speaker 1: like a zoo petting zoo. You don't like I like pettings.

1382
01:08:07,480 --> 01:08:11,080
Speaker 1: I went to a petting I don't like zoos that yeah,

1383
01:08:11,320 --> 01:08:14,640
Speaker 1: it's a petting zoo where it's like a refugees refuge,

1384
01:08:15,080 --> 01:08:17,320
Speaker 1: you know. But like I like zoos if if it's

1385
01:08:17,360 --> 01:08:20,360
Speaker 1: they're rescued animals. But zoos to me are really just sad.

1386
01:08:20,400 --> 01:08:23,679
Speaker 1: But um no, I will do anything adventurous for an animal,

1387
01:08:23,760 --> 01:08:26,840
Speaker 1: so that gives me peace and my soul. Because and

1388
01:08:26,880 --> 01:08:29,120
Speaker 1: maybe you're someone who doesn't like outdoors, whether it involves

1389
01:08:29,160 --> 01:08:31,439
Speaker 1: animals or not, and you're truly a bad person. I'm

1390
01:08:31,439 --> 01:08:32,920
Speaker 1: just kidding. I wonder if there was a girl on

1391
01:08:32,920 --> 01:08:35,400
Speaker 1: that boat that I was really into, if I would

1392
01:08:35,439 --> 01:08:40,360
Speaker 1: have been more open than swimming with the sting rays. Yeah,

1393
01:08:40,360 --> 01:08:42,479
Speaker 1: because I I kissed the sting ray I kissed one.

1394
01:08:42,520 --> 01:08:45,519
Speaker 1: He was like, that's in control. No, I didn't go

1395
01:08:45,760 --> 01:08:48,519
Speaker 1: I didn't go with you didn't have to do that

1396
01:08:48,520 --> 01:08:51,679
Speaker 1: because that was apparently good luck. I know I stepped

1397
01:08:51,680 --> 01:08:55,760
Speaker 1: out there, but I did not funk around with I

1398
01:08:55,800 --> 01:08:58,040
Speaker 1: don't want to see anything the person I was having

1399
01:08:58,160 --> 01:09:01,439
Speaker 1: a crush on. It was have you got anything that

1400
01:09:01,560 --> 01:09:03,479
Speaker 1: because of the crush that you put yourself in a

1401
01:09:03,520 --> 01:09:10,439
Speaker 1: situation that you know every sexual encounter I had before

1402
01:09:10,439 --> 01:09:13,519
Speaker 1: I stopped drinking, Like like I'm saying, like those gang

1403
01:09:13,560 --> 01:09:16,080
Speaker 1: thangs like you just you start you want to make

1404
01:09:16,200 --> 01:09:18,240
Speaker 1: you like a guy, or you want his attention, or

1405
01:09:18,320 --> 01:09:19,960
Speaker 1: you like hanging out with him because he's a friend,

1406
01:09:20,360 --> 01:09:22,160
Speaker 1: and then he wants to take it to a level

1407
01:09:22,200 --> 01:09:25,920
Speaker 1: that's sexual, and you feel like I've I've done this.

1408
01:09:26,479 --> 01:09:29,160
Speaker 1: I made it sexual. He likes me. It's my fault

1409
01:09:29,280 --> 01:09:31,760
Speaker 1: I did wasn't clear enough about boundaries. So then you

1410
01:09:31,840 --> 01:09:34,200
Speaker 1: end up kissing him because you're like, what's it's just kissing.

1411
01:09:34,240 --> 01:09:36,479
Speaker 1: I can get through this. And then he starts feeling

1412
01:09:36,479 --> 01:09:38,280
Speaker 1: you up and you go, it's just feeling me up.

1413
01:09:38,600 --> 01:09:40,840
Speaker 1: I can get through this. This isn't like he's probably

1414
01:09:40,840 --> 01:09:42,640
Speaker 1: just horny. He's not like falling in love with me

1415
01:09:42,680 --> 01:09:44,160
Speaker 1: or anything. This isn't gonna be bad if I go

1416
01:09:44,240 --> 01:09:47,040
Speaker 1: through with it, then you end up sucking. It's like

1417
01:09:47,320 --> 01:09:49,760
Speaker 1: this thing that you go I don't hate this. I

1418
01:09:49,840 --> 01:09:51,679
Speaker 1: need to suck a dick because I haven't in a while,

1419
01:09:51,760 --> 01:09:53,720
Speaker 1: and it's nice to know that I can. But I

1420
01:09:53,720 --> 01:09:55,800
Speaker 1: don't really want to be doing this. And it's not

1421
01:09:55,840 --> 01:09:59,120
Speaker 1: the guy's fault, and it's not your fault. It's just you.

1422
01:10:00,080 --> 01:10:02,639
Speaker 1: Things just slowly progress and you end up doing something

1423
01:10:02,640 --> 01:10:04,240
Speaker 1: you don't want to do, like being in a canoe

1424
01:10:04,280 --> 01:10:05,360
Speaker 1: with a guy going on a hike. I went on

1425
01:10:05,400 --> 01:10:08,920
Speaker 1: a hike with Graham. There's a guy in town that

1426
01:10:09,000 --> 01:10:11,320
Speaker 1: has asked me out a lot, who I like as

1427
01:10:11,400 --> 01:10:14,920
Speaker 1: a friend very much and probably could like as a

1428
01:10:15,400 --> 01:10:18,000
Speaker 1: more than that. But I'm just not in It's I'm

1429
01:10:18,040 --> 01:10:20,519
Speaker 1: not the person right now that is gonna like him

1430
01:10:20,560 --> 01:10:22,800
Speaker 1: like that, And that's, you know, fine, he asked me

1431
01:10:22,840 --> 01:10:25,160
Speaker 1: out on dates. I always am like, dude, just friends,

1432
01:10:25,520 --> 01:10:28,760
Speaker 1: we go on a hike and again, or do it again?

1433
01:10:28,800 --> 01:10:30,880
Speaker 1: Would you rather blow him or go on this hike?

1434
01:10:31,880 --> 01:10:34,639
Speaker 1: Uh No, I would rather go on a hike because

1435
01:10:34,680 --> 01:10:36,880
Speaker 1: I loved this hike because I told him I hate this.

1436
01:10:37,000 --> 01:10:38,599
Speaker 1: I go, I don't want to do this. And then

1437
01:10:38,640 --> 01:10:41,559
Speaker 1: we got some branch got caught in my hair, which

1438
01:10:41,600 --> 01:10:46,000
Speaker 1: is my pigeon in my hair of like especially, I

1439
01:10:46,080 --> 01:10:47,960
Speaker 1: used to be really paranoid about my hair ripping out,

1440
01:10:48,000 --> 01:10:50,360
Speaker 1: as anyone who listened to you up over the summer new,

1441
01:10:50,400 --> 01:10:52,240
Speaker 1: I was really going through depression. It was all being

1442
01:10:52,479 --> 01:10:54,559
Speaker 1: If I'm nervous about my hair ripping out, it's because

1443
01:10:54,600 --> 01:10:56,960
Speaker 1: I'm really sad and I'm not addressing it. I finally

1444
01:10:57,000 --> 01:11:00,120
Speaker 1: realized that I made the connection between feeling fat and

1445
01:11:00,160 --> 01:11:02,280
Speaker 1: being depressed. Where I go on days where I go

1446
01:11:02,360 --> 01:11:05,639
Speaker 1: I'm fat, whether or not that's true, it's I'm depressed

1447
01:11:05,680 --> 01:11:08,759
Speaker 1: because if I were fat and happy, I wouldn't care um.

1448
01:11:08,760 --> 01:11:10,840
Speaker 1: And same with my hair when I get paranoid about

1449
01:11:10,840 --> 01:11:12,040
Speaker 1: it ripping out. So I was just going through a

1450
01:11:12,040 --> 01:11:14,160
Speaker 1: bad time and I got stuck in my hair and

1451
01:11:14,160 --> 01:11:16,280
Speaker 1: then we had to go hop over this like creek

1452
01:11:16,360 --> 01:11:19,560
Speaker 1: and I just go, I hate this, and he was

1453
01:11:19,600 --> 01:11:22,080
Speaker 1: like whoa. He was freaked out, but I was honest,

1454
01:11:22,120 --> 01:11:23,880
Speaker 1: and guess what, he still wants to hang out with

1455
01:11:23,920 --> 01:11:26,479
Speaker 1: me because I was just myself and he accepted it.

1456
01:11:26,760 --> 01:11:28,760
Speaker 1: And so yeah, because you're still a hot girl on

1457
01:11:28,960 --> 01:11:31,120
Speaker 1: what's what's the worst thing you've done? But you know

1458
01:11:31,120 --> 01:11:33,960
Speaker 1: what I mean? Like, what do you mean he's still indie?

1459
01:11:34,120 --> 01:11:36,639
Speaker 1: Like a hike? No guy is gonna go this girl

1460
01:11:36,680 --> 01:11:39,360
Speaker 1: hated a hike. No, you don't understand what I showed

1461
01:11:39,360 --> 01:11:45,479
Speaker 1: a side of myself that it maybe sometimes where we're

1462
01:11:45,520 --> 01:11:47,080
Speaker 1: doing something I don't want to do it, like Andrew,

1463
01:11:47,280 --> 01:11:49,080
Speaker 1: I want to leave now. I was stressed out and

1464
01:11:49,160 --> 01:11:52,400
Speaker 1: things anxious. That's a side that I don't show guys

1465
01:11:52,479 --> 01:11:54,639
Speaker 1: that I'm trying to win over, but I should because

1466
01:11:54,640 --> 01:11:56,960
Speaker 1: it's what you're it's what you're gonna get. Trying to

1467
01:11:56,960 --> 01:11:59,639
Speaker 1: think what I've done to try to impress a girl? Oh,

1468
01:11:59,720 --> 01:12:03,360
Speaker 1: I mean running in the rain, was flicking her tears,

1469
01:12:03,400 --> 01:12:04,960
Speaker 1: wiping her tears on your face? Can you tell our

1470
01:12:04,960 --> 01:12:07,160
Speaker 1: listeners about that before we go? This is for my

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01:12:07,240 --> 01:12:12,200
Speaker 1: birthday gift. It's uh. When my college girlfriend, I was

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01:12:12,200 --> 01:12:15,120
Speaker 1: obsessed with her, and anytime she would break up with me,

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01:12:15,160 --> 01:12:19,280
Speaker 1: which was seemed almost every day, I would cry and

1474
01:12:19,320 --> 01:12:22,880
Speaker 1: then I would put my tears on her cheeks. I

1475
01:12:22,920 --> 01:12:26,120
Speaker 1: don't know why, but I guess she wasn't crying, you know,

1476
01:12:26,160 --> 01:12:28,920
Speaker 1: and she was laughing. I think if you wanted her

1477
01:12:29,000 --> 01:12:31,640
Speaker 1: like smells and DNA, like when you love someone, you

1478
01:12:31,680 --> 01:12:35,320
Speaker 1: just I just wanted her, I played. I just wanted

1479
01:12:35,320 --> 01:12:37,960
Speaker 1: her to love me, and she just wanted So I

1480
01:12:38,040 --> 01:12:43,200
Speaker 1: was just like take take honestly, that's like a beautiful lyric.

1481
01:12:43,920 --> 01:12:45,840
Speaker 1: Take my tears on my tears on your face because

1482
01:12:45,840 --> 01:12:48,960
Speaker 1: it could be sexual. I'm really getting into writing songs

1483
01:12:49,000 --> 01:12:50,640
Speaker 1: and take my tears on your face. And I mean

1484
01:12:50,680 --> 01:12:52,280
Speaker 1: I was with this girl and like we would cuddle,

1485
01:12:52,320 --> 01:12:55,320
Speaker 1: and like if she like turned around or like stop cuddling,

1486
01:12:56,600 --> 01:12:59,240
Speaker 1: like right away, I'd get complete anxiety that she hated me,

1487
01:12:59,360 --> 01:13:01,599
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Actually it was you were

1488
01:13:01,600 --> 01:13:05,680
Speaker 1: being emotionally abused. It wasn't your fault she she was

1489
01:13:05,920 --> 01:13:08,320
Speaker 1: being really cruel to you. Someone you loved was doing

1490
01:13:08,320 --> 01:13:10,360
Speaker 1: something purposely to make you feel bad. I mean, no

1491
01:13:10,400 --> 01:13:12,920
Speaker 1: one just rolls over, I know, but I should just sucking.

1492
01:13:13,120 --> 01:13:15,720
Speaker 1: I should have been strong enough to leave, to leave

1493
01:13:15,880 --> 01:13:18,639
Speaker 1: because you don't get married in your twenties, Jack, Yeah,

1494
01:13:19,000 --> 01:13:21,400
Speaker 1: and people in their thirties and fourties and fifties still

1495
01:13:21,400 --> 01:13:23,639
Speaker 1: take this kind of abuse where the person you love

1496
01:13:23,680 --> 01:13:26,000
Speaker 1: when the person you love, you know has done something

1497
01:13:26,040 --> 01:13:29,479
Speaker 1: that they know will make you feel unloved. It's a

1498
01:13:29,520 --> 01:13:31,439
Speaker 1: really bad feeling and it needs to be called out

1499
01:13:31,479 --> 01:13:33,920
Speaker 1: immediately if you can bring yourself to do it, because

1500
01:13:33,920 --> 01:13:37,439
Speaker 1: it is self respect. So for my birthday today, before

1501
01:13:37,439 --> 01:13:40,320
Speaker 1: I go, I want everyone to give me a gift

1502
01:13:40,360 --> 01:13:43,080
Speaker 1: today that is still listening to the podcast if you

1503
01:13:43,120 --> 01:13:47,360
Speaker 1: can today when you have a bad thought about yourself,

1504
01:13:47,479 --> 01:13:49,479
Speaker 1: or like feel like I shouldn't do that, I need

1505
01:13:49,479 --> 01:13:51,559
Speaker 1: to do this, or I should have done this, or

1506
01:13:51,920 --> 01:13:53,960
Speaker 1: why do I look like this? Or why is my

1507
01:13:54,040 --> 01:13:57,040
Speaker 1: house a mess? Any negative thought, truly anything? Why did

1508
01:13:57,040 --> 01:13:59,400
Speaker 1: I murder that person in high school and haven't told anyone? Like?

1509
01:13:59,640 --> 01:14:04,559
Speaker 1: Literally any thought? Will you just in the moment, I

1510
01:14:04,560 --> 01:14:06,840
Speaker 1: mean that's justified. Will you just in the moment for

1511
01:14:06,880 --> 01:14:12,400
Speaker 1: whatever you feel today, tell yourself, I do not want this.

1512
01:14:12,600 --> 01:14:14,519
Speaker 1: If I could stop my fingers, my room would look great.

1513
01:14:14,640 --> 01:14:16,559
Speaker 1: If I could stop my fingers and be a size

1514
01:14:16,600 --> 01:14:19,360
Speaker 1: too that I would do that. No, you've heard me

1515
01:14:19,520 --> 01:14:21,880
Speaker 1: say this before, but just try it for me today.

1516
01:14:22,080 --> 01:14:28,120
Speaker 1: Say to yourself, say your name out loud and say hey, Brenda, Brenda.

1517
01:14:28,280 --> 01:14:31,320
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna give an example. Brenda your kid just

1518
01:14:31,360 --> 01:14:35,920
Speaker 1: screamed I hate you to you. Your husband's not talking

1519
01:14:35,960 --> 01:14:39,880
Speaker 1: to you, your phone is broken, your car needs to

1520
01:14:39,880 --> 01:14:43,479
Speaker 1: get fixed, and you have no money for it. Isn't

1521
01:14:43,520 --> 01:14:46,160
Speaker 1: that hilarious that all of those things are lining up

1522
01:14:46,200 --> 01:14:49,760
Speaker 1: for you and like you like have so many things

1523
01:14:49,800 --> 01:14:52,400
Speaker 1: that are not going right. It is so fucking crazy.

1524
01:14:52,760 --> 01:14:55,920
Speaker 1: That's wild, you poor thing, to have to go through this,

1525
01:14:57,080 --> 01:15:00,640
Speaker 1: You poor thing, Brenda, say to yourself, you pour feel it.

1526
01:15:00,880 --> 01:15:03,040
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do this for myself today, to feel it.

1527
01:15:03,160 --> 01:15:05,639
Speaker 1: Let yourself be like, laugh about it. Don't be mean

1528
01:15:05,680 --> 01:15:08,559
Speaker 1: and go you should, you should feel bad. Just be

1529
01:15:09,160 --> 01:15:10,880
Speaker 1: light about it. You don't have to be nice. To

1530
01:15:11,000 --> 01:15:13,639
Speaker 1: be light and let yourself know that if you could

1531
01:15:13,640 --> 01:15:15,840
Speaker 1: snap your fingers, all those things wouldn't be happening. But

1532
01:15:15,960 --> 01:15:19,120
Speaker 1: you can't. So it's life and you're doing your best.

1533
01:15:19,240 --> 01:15:21,439
Speaker 1: You really are doing your best. People always go, don't

1534
01:15:21,479 --> 01:15:24,200
Speaker 1: I could do more. If you could, you would, You're

1535
01:15:24,240 --> 01:15:28,080
Speaker 1: not so accepted. And just be nice to yourself. Be

1536
01:15:28,160 --> 01:15:31,240
Speaker 1: nice to yourself today. I love you. See you tomorrow, bestees,

1537
01:15:31,479 --> 01:15:33,439
Speaker 1: We'll have another talk like this again. I love you

1538
01:15:33,439 --> 01:15:35,559
Speaker 1: so much for listening. Thank you for dealing with me

1539
01:15:35,600 --> 01:15:37,519
Speaker 1: when I'm a chatterbox and my A D D meds

1540
01:15:37,520 --> 01:15:38,920
Speaker 1: are kicking in, and maybe I took a hit in

1541
01:15:38,960 --> 01:15:40,479
Speaker 1: the middle of the show because it's my birthday. I

1542
01:15:40,479 --> 01:15:41,720
Speaker 1: wanted to be a little bit high and feel a

1543
01:15:41,760 --> 01:15:44,160
Speaker 1: little bit loopy and I've a whole coffee in myself

1544
01:15:44,240 --> 01:15:46,400
Speaker 1: and I'm really excited for my birthday. And guess what,

1545
01:15:46,479 --> 01:15:48,320
Speaker 1: this helped me the rest of the day. I'm going

1546
01:15:48,360 --> 01:15:50,920
Speaker 1: to be easy on myself. Dave Matthews Man Radio can

1547
01:15:50,960 --> 01:15:54,559
Speaker 1: suck my dick, Yeah I should. I gotta, I gotta

1548
01:15:55,080 --> 01:16:00,479
Speaker 1: be done because and I fot