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I need to add something behind be because 0:02:17.120 --> 0:02:20.760 I like to have a full name, like dang, just be, 0:02:21.160 --> 0:02:24.600 I'm Liz gold What do I say? I know you 0:02:24.680 --> 0:02:27.920 don't start saying. We're also not we don't have as 0:02:27.960 --> 0:02:30.760 many accolades, so maybe that's why we don't say her name. 0:02:31.160 --> 0:02:35.960 I don't know. I mean, you're accountant. That's pretty much 0:02:36.000 --> 0:02:38.799 our own accolades to the show. Um. So I met 0:02:38.840 --> 0:02:41.400 Liz when I went to a porn pant Porn and 0:02:41.400 --> 0:02:43.520 Pleasure with Eric lest I talked about that all the time, 0:02:43.520 --> 0:02:47.079 and I was like so enamored just seeing like two 0:02:47.080 --> 0:02:49.640 women up there talking about you know, and both of 0:02:49.639 --> 0:02:52.400 you look so poised, and you know, Eric was verry. 0:02:52.480 --> 0:02:54.480 I'm not even gonna hold you. I feel like I 0:02:54.480 --> 0:02:58.960 gotta speak a little during. Basically, what she's saying is 0:02:58.960 --> 0:03:02.359 we're ghetto, you know. I was just like, damn, this 0:03:02.400 --> 0:03:04.200 is so dope. And I knew who Eric LLSS was 0:03:04.240 --> 0:03:05.639 and I never had heard of you before. And then 0:03:05.639 --> 0:03:07.400 when you talked about directing and all the things that 0:03:07.440 --> 0:03:09.720 you've done, and you were just very pro women, and 0:03:09.760 --> 0:03:12.720 I felt like it would be perfect fresh show. Not 0:03:12.800 --> 0:03:17.440 only did she got a blue checkmark, that's right, that's right, 0:03:17.840 --> 0:03:21.240 it is verified. But I listened to one of your 0:03:21.240 --> 0:03:22.680 episodes where I don't know if it was a man 0:03:22.720 --> 0:03:25.519 I wanted teaching blow drop tricks, blue paget, yeah, and 0:03:26.320 --> 0:03:30.600 giving falacio and lingus. Actually, we have yet to do 0:03:30.680 --> 0:03:35.040 a kind of lingus one that's very important. People don't. 0:03:35.120 --> 0:03:38.320 I've actually had people tell me before like that when 0:03:38.320 --> 0:03:41.680 they were teenage boys, they would google how to you know, 0:03:41.760 --> 0:03:46.280 how to give proper, proper head for women. I'm like, well, 0:03:46.360 --> 0:03:48.520 let's see, there's a two hour video of it on 0:03:48.560 --> 0:03:52.360 portn Hub because I looked it up before. Now did 0:03:52.360 --> 0:03:55.560 you want to? I mean, but here's the thing, Like 0:03:56.080 --> 0:03:59.920 doesn't everyone like the same way with men? A lot 0:04:00.040 --> 0:04:02.640 men like to receive head in different ways. There's not 0:04:02.680 --> 0:04:05.320 really one way to perform kind of ling it like give. 0:04:05.600 --> 0:04:07.280 I mean, there's no one way to do any now. 0:04:07.320 --> 0:04:10.000 But it's actually right, right, but we but just like 0:04:10.040 --> 0:04:12.920 there's good job tips like actually sucking or being able 0:04:12.960 --> 0:04:15.880 to twisting motions that there were some good tips in 0:04:15.880 --> 0:04:18.560 there too, especially I think for women. For me, I 0:04:18.600 --> 0:04:20.360 got a laby a massage and I talked about it 0:04:20.360 --> 0:04:22.240 all the time on the show because it was so amazing. 0:04:22.520 --> 0:04:24.880 When I watched the How To Eat Pussy thing, he 0:04:25.000 --> 0:04:27.240 touched the lips a lot, and the things people forget 0:04:27.279 --> 0:04:29.280 to do. They just like either go right on your 0:04:29.279 --> 0:04:31.279 clip or they just start sticking fingers in there and 0:04:31.320 --> 0:04:35.159 there's not like this nice suave movement to it that 0:04:35.240 --> 0:04:37.800 I want. But we can all learn. But it's a 0:04:37.839 --> 0:04:41.640 good video. But that episode, Holy Shit, is one of 0:04:41.640 --> 0:04:44.280 our more popular episodes. I will, I mean it was, 0:04:44.480 --> 0:04:46.440 and you did a very good job asking like so 0:04:46.560 --> 0:04:49.719 exactly how and she, I mean she broke because what 0:04:49.760 --> 0:04:51.719 I liked to do. What the whole concept of what 0:04:51.960 --> 0:04:54.360 we're doing with the sex said is even on our 0:04:54.400 --> 0:04:56.760 site when we have articles like anal sex one oh 0:04:56.800 --> 0:04:59.080 one or orgasm breathing, which I know you want to 0:04:59.120 --> 0:05:04.279 get to our period sex is I try to imagine. 0:05:05.880 --> 0:05:08.919 I mean, now you're getting really happy with it. You 0:05:09.040 --> 0:05:12.640 just said that really proudly, and I'm just like, I mean, 0:05:12.680 --> 0:05:15.640 I love it and I'm always super horny, like right 0:05:15.680 --> 0:05:18.000 before my period when I'm on my period. It's a 0:05:18.040 --> 0:05:20.880 personal thing. But like I like to think that we're 0:05:20.880 --> 0:05:24.640 not talking to people who necessarily have ever done any 0:05:24.680 --> 0:05:26.880 of this before. Like you can't assume that people are 0:05:27.080 --> 0:05:29.440 There's no such thing really as being an expert in sex. 0:05:29.480 --> 0:05:31.280 We're all trying to figure it out. We're all like 0:05:31.320 --> 0:05:34.240 on this evolving learning curve, right, and like what turns 0:05:34.240 --> 0:05:36.960 you on now might be totally different in six months, 0:05:37.000 --> 0:05:39.960 six years. I mean, I hope that I'm super freaky 0:05:39.960 --> 0:05:42.200 when I'm eighty, that I'm doing things that I'm not 0:05:42.279 --> 0:05:45.760 doing now, so you keep I made my mom, Actually, 0:05:45.800 --> 0:05:49.719 my mother edited our anal sex one oh one essay 0:05:49.839 --> 0:05:52.200 and she's like, I don't know what, honey, I've never 0:05:52.240 --> 0:05:55.320 had anal sex. I'm like, that's great, because I want 0:05:55.360 --> 0:05:57.560 this to read like real one oh one in the 0:05:57.560 --> 0:05:59.719 person who wrote it was an expert, and so she 0:06:00.000 --> 0:06:01.760 is me to edit back and she's like, you know, 0:06:02.360 --> 0:06:04.560 you talk about at the end of the article talks 0:06:04.600 --> 0:06:07.520 about poo and does it hurt, and like, I feel 0:06:07.560 --> 0:06:09.440 like you got to mention that right up top, which 0:06:09.480 --> 0:06:14.360 was a great tip. And what's crazy is we were 0:06:14.520 --> 0:06:17.080 just in Miami and that was one of the questions 0:06:17.440 --> 0:06:20.159 a woman like asking how she can go through with 0:06:20.200 --> 0:06:23.360 having anal sex and so we all gave anal sex tips. Um, 0:06:23.400 --> 0:06:25.640 but you keep mentioning the sex ed. I want our 0:06:25.680 --> 0:06:28.000 listeners to know that is the name of your podcast. 0:06:28.080 --> 0:06:30.440 It's it's our it's our podcast, but it's also our 0:06:30.440 --> 0:06:32.920 website is the sex Said dot Com. And we do. 0:06:33.200 --> 0:06:35.919 We have essays written by experts, We do live talks 0:06:35.960 --> 0:06:38.320 and events. I actually bought the domain names in two 0:06:38.360 --> 0:06:40.760 thousand eight. I was gonna say no one else own it. 0:06:41.279 --> 0:06:43.280 I owned the sex Said and I owned the Sex 0:06:43.320 --> 0:06:48.760 Said show dot Com, both of them. Yeah. I've been 0:06:48.800 --> 0:06:50.960 in this game a long time. My first job was 0:06:51.000 --> 0:06:53.600 at Planned Parents Who when I was thirteen, working in 0:06:53.600 --> 0:06:57.840 the clinic, and I answered phones um. And then I 0:06:57.880 --> 0:07:01.400 did peer education, and then I helped organized their media librarys. 0:07:01.480 --> 0:07:03.680 This is like pre Google, so people will come in 0:07:03.720 --> 0:07:08.040 and check out like books and vhs, not even DVDs, 0:07:08.040 --> 0:07:11.800 but vhs and pamphlets. Um. And then I wrote. I 0:07:11.840 --> 0:07:15.840 wrote two books about sexuality, the first one about burlesque 0:07:16.000 --> 0:07:17.880 and the advent of strip tease. We have yet to 0:07:17.920 --> 0:07:22.280 do an episode on that. I want. I mean when 0:07:22.280 --> 0:07:24.000 she when I when I talked to those like what 0:07:24.000 --> 0:07:25.840 what can we talk about? And she mentioned burlesque. I 0:07:25.880 --> 0:07:28.960 just felt like the topic for today's episode is like 0:07:29.320 --> 0:07:32.760 starting over again and just getting back to yourself. And 0:07:32.800 --> 0:07:35.160 I feel like you've lived a lot of life, especially 0:07:35.160 --> 0:07:37.840 to have been married. That's really important even if someone's 0:07:37.880 --> 0:07:39.360 not married right now. But it's just a break up. 0:07:39.400 --> 0:07:41.360 How do I reinvent myself? How do I get back 0:07:41.360 --> 0:07:43.920 out there? The number one question? I feel like after 0:07:43.960 --> 0:07:46.160 their shows, I totally had to do that. I mean 0:07:46.200 --> 0:07:48.560 I met my ex husband when I was eighteen, and 0:07:48.640 --> 0:07:51.080 I really struggled when we got married. I really you know, 0:07:51.120 --> 0:07:53.840 that whole thing like who am I? What's my identity? 0:07:54.080 --> 0:07:56.600 And even though I was like I had a career, 0:07:56.640 --> 0:07:58.840 I had, you know, I was, you know, writing books, 0:07:58.840 --> 0:08:01.120 I had made a film, it's sold it to HBO, 0:08:01.440 --> 0:08:03.640 also on bur lesque, all of a sudden I had 0:08:03.640 --> 0:08:05.720 this fear that like, oh, I'm just going to be 0:08:05.760 --> 0:08:07.600 a wife. Is that what people are going to look 0:08:07.640 --> 0:08:09.760 at me? As as I was young, no one else 0:08:09.840 --> 0:08:12.600 was married, and and you know, we were together for 0:08:12.640 --> 0:08:15.600 thirteen years and you're a very different person from eighteen 0:08:15.640 --> 0:08:18.840 to thirty, and I wife wasn't even anything I knew 0:08:18.840 --> 0:08:20.960 about your identity. I just knew boss witch Li is 0:08:21.120 --> 0:08:23.080 all this list of ship that like when you google 0:08:23.160 --> 0:08:25.600 you that you find and it's crazy that someone like 0:08:25.640 --> 0:08:27.680 you could have thought that. But you know what, it 0:08:27.760 --> 0:08:30.119 made me kind of focus on being a boss bitch 0:08:30.240 --> 0:08:33.600 because I was like not going to bart. I mean, 0:08:33.640 --> 0:08:39.560 I'm at stoner and always have been. So I brought 0:08:39.640 --> 0:08:42.200 my vey, have my vade pen in my bag. Yeah. 0:08:42.920 --> 0:08:45.600 Big On cannabis, we do a lot of cannabis on 0:08:45.600 --> 0:08:49.199 our site, Cannada the neuroscience. Yeah, he's over there being like, yeah, 0:08:50.320 --> 0:08:53.079 neuroscignce my my boyfriend actually is in cannabis too. No, 0:08:53.280 --> 0:08:56.920 but yeah, can neuroscience of cannabis and cannabis and sex 0:08:56.920 --> 0:08:59.960 because first of all, alcohol, we know the science alcohol 0:09:00.200 --> 0:09:02.760 and consent. We don't know the song we do because 0:09:02.760 --> 0:09:06.640 we publish it. We published it. We do. Alcohol is 0:09:06.679 --> 0:09:10.000 definitely like it's much better for your body right to 0:09:11.120 --> 0:09:14.040 use cannabis. And it also when it comes to consent 0:09:14.200 --> 0:09:20.160 and boundaries people, there's a lot more around assault and 0:09:20.360 --> 0:09:23.480 rape with alcohol. And then can't what are you gonna do? 0:09:23.720 --> 0:09:26.040 Like you're gonna get high and you're gonna get tired 0:09:26.160 --> 0:09:29.080 and you know you're gonna eat a snack or I 0:09:29.080 --> 0:09:35.320 can't feel you're not going to get aggressive. Well, I 0:09:35.360 --> 0:09:38.880 had edibles and I actually did it so that my 0:09:38.960 --> 0:09:41.679 mind could be at ease and so that I didn't 0:09:41.720 --> 0:09:44.840 think of all the horsh things I was about to do. 0:09:45.280 --> 0:09:48.120 But but yeah, I actually had like one of my 0:09:48.520 --> 0:09:52.640 male male three male male female threesomes on edibles and 0:09:52.880 --> 0:09:56.120 I was gone, honey, I was in the stars. Like 0:09:56.640 --> 0:09:58.839 he like his friends started well at one point, I 0:09:58.840 --> 0:10:02.160 didn't even know which one I was, but like seriously, 0:10:02.520 --> 0:10:06.200 but like the friend like started making me squirt and 0:10:06.240 --> 0:10:09.160 I was just like whoa, what's going on? Who's doing that? 0:10:09.600 --> 0:10:11.599 And then my guy was like what you're doing? But 0:10:11.640 --> 0:10:13.400 it was feeling good but he didn't really know. But yeah, 0:10:14.920 --> 0:10:17.120 gotta know your dosing. Yeah, well I did. It was 0:10:17.160 --> 0:10:21.120 one gubby bear. I should have had a leg a 0:10:21.360 --> 0:10:24.880 quarter had a quarter in California where I live, Like 0:10:24.960 --> 0:10:30.559 we've got sensories and different. I mean it is That's 0:10:30.559 --> 0:10:32.240 why I don't smoke weed with my West Coast friend 0:10:32.280 --> 0:10:34.040 and they're like, we gotta get you hind and I'm like, I, no, 0:10:34.200 --> 0:10:37.640 you don't. Well we reusally got some icebreakers that we 0:10:37.720 --> 0:10:40.120 like to do with our guests, and this is kind 0:10:40.160 --> 0:10:43.360 of just to open you up, not literally, but just 0:10:43.400 --> 0:10:44.880 to kind of, you know, get you on your little 0:10:44.880 --> 0:10:49.040 horrible decisions vibe. Okay, So first one, I haven't pulled 0:10:49.080 --> 0:10:52.080 up right here. When is the last time you came? 0:10:52.480 --> 0:10:55.800 If solo? What were you watching slash thinking about the 0:10:55.880 --> 0:11:02.200 last time I came this week? Uh? Was it is today? Yeah? 0:11:02.320 --> 0:11:07.000 Like I don't know the day before yesterday, the day 0:11:07.000 --> 0:11:09.839 before yesterday, because I haven't I haven't been like home 0:11:09.880 --> 0:11:12.200 all day. But I really do think like it's great 0:11:12.280 --> 0:11:15.440 to masturbate before like you have a big meeting. I 0:11:15.440 --> 0:11:18.040 mean date for sure, if you're at all. But like 0:11:18.520 --> 0:11:21.959 I think I'm a big believer in orgasm manifesting. Oh 0:11:22.000 --> 0:11:25.720 my god. We had Kristen sal Yeah. She she wrote 0:11:25.760 --> 0:11:28.679 the book which is feminist LS. So we had her 0:11:28.720 --> 0:11:31.240 on and she was like, oh, talking about sex magic 0:11:31.360 --> 0:11:33.040 and she's like, you've got to get some greenery if 0:11:33.040 --> 0:11:34.960 you want money, and think about it. I was like, 0:11:35.080 --> 0:11:39.120 damn you can. Yeah, you can masturbate an orgasm for financials. 0:11:39.240 --> 0:11:41.520 I mean you can visualize a color, you can visualize 0:11:41.520 --> 0:11:43.480 something you want the same way that I don't know 0:11:43.520 --> 0:11:47.400 if you guys do altars at all ever, like burn candles? Yeah, 0:11:47.440 --> 0:11:49.280 like have an altar in your house where you like 0:11:49.880 --> 0:11:51.760 I have a small one. Yeah, maybe you have like 0:11:52.000 --> 0:11:54.880 a picture, you know, whatever it is that you can 0:11:54.920 --> 0:11:58.720 make your own. But yeah, I do think like masturbation 0:11:58.840 --> 0:12:01.240 is really so you didn't before a meeting? What did 0:12:01.240 --> 0:12:03.920 you were you watch? I actually well know that my 0:12:04.000 --> 0:12:06.520 last quarter as I was with my boyfriend. But I 0:12:06.559 --> 0:12:09.680 do think, I do think I do. I am a big, 0:12:09.760 --> 0:12:14.600 big fan of like masturbating before big business meetings. I've 0:12:14.600 --> 0:12:17.079 been doing it before interviews, like since we had her, 0:12:17.160 --> 0:12:19.840 like I've been having small interviews for like little casting things, 0:12:20.240 --> 0:12:22.120 and I just tried to fund myself and think, you know, 0:12:22.120 --> 0:12:24.440 maybe the pheromones are out there, they're like booking me 0:12:24.480 --> 0:12:27.240 for Hoshan anyway. But it relaxed, It relaxes you, and 0:12:27.320 --> 0:12:30.280 I puts you in touch with your own power. So well, 0:12:30.320 --> 0:12:33.320 and I do I masturbate um every time, like I 0:12:33.360 --> 0:12:36.719 go to sleep. But the last time I came was 0:12:36.920 --> 0:12:40.760 hot today there my lunch break, bitch green As was 0:12:40.800 --> 0:12:42.199 up here. You know, I just sucked him in Miami. 0:12:42.280 --> 0:12:44.040 So I felt like he had to like redeem himself 0:12:44.040 --> 0:12:46.880 a little bit. Um. So he hit me and he 0:12:46.960 --> 0:12:48.800 was like, I'm in New York. I say, dick your 0:12:48.840 --> 0:12:51.640 lunch bread. Literally it was amazing. My friend said, I 0:12:51.679 --> 0:12:55.360 was the best hope. Forty minutes, Bro got it to 0:12:55.600 --> 0:13:01.040 him in midtown. But Big came back to motherfucking office 0:13:01.440 --> 0:13:03.960 and our heads time to pick up some motherfucking lunch. 0:13:04.200 --> 0:13:07.280 But it was so well, does anyone else use your computer? No, 0:13:07.400 --> 0:13:09.800 it's my computer with my monitor, thank thank you, But no, 0:13:09.920 --> 0:13:12.320 I did have to, like and my bun almost came 0:13:12.320 --> 0:13:14.160 off because I ain't got bobby pins, so this is 0:13:14.200 --> 0:13:16.880 really like a loose bun. And I had to put 0:13:16.920 --> 0:13:18.320 a bun on today because I thought we was gonna 0:13:18.360 --> 0:13:21.480 have video, but Benson motherfucking as at home. Sorry guys, 0:13:21.480 --> 0:13:24.320 sorry lack of video today. We're gonna, you know, post 0:13:24.360 --> 0:13:26.040 a picture of how cute Whiz is. Yeah, but it 0:13:26.080 --> 0:13:29.080 was great. Um, good for you, yeah he um. He 0:13:29.280 --> 0:13:30.840 let me know he's in town to see a doctor 0:13:30.920 --> 0:13:32.319 or whatever. So it's just like an in and out 0:13:32.320 --> 0:13:36.960 he leaves tonight. No, it's not, you know, he's athletic. Um. 0:13:37.480 --> 0:13:40.040 I'm actually impressed that you managed to fit the lunch 0:13:40.080 --> 0:13:42.959 in too, so I know I'm right like I did 0:13:43.080 --> 0:13:45.199 he I did bring the lunch back to my desk. 0:13:45.320 --> 0:13:48.240 I didn't have no, we didn't have time for this, 0:13:48.360 --> 0:13:50.360 so I literally walked in and so what's crazy is 0:13:50.360 --> 0:13:51.600 we still kind of did to catch up, but you know, 0:13:51.640 --> 0:13:53.720 I just saw him in Miami, so there was not 0:13:53.800 --> 0:13:55.360 much to catch up on. Except when I walked to 0:13:55.360 --> 0:13:57.120 the room, I was like, you ain't gonna pull that 0:13:57.120 --> 0:13:59.440 ship you did in Miami? Are we doing? Bro? He 0:13:59.679 --> 0:14:03.000 like he been, He's been in Miami for the off season, so, bitch, 0:14:03.040 --> 0:14:05.520 we went through three condoms but he didn't come. So 0:14:05.559 --> 0:14:07.440 then he like had me sucking his dick just for 0:14:07.480 --> 0:14:09.720 too long. Bro, I said, sir, I have a live show. 0:14:09.760 --> 0:14:12.600 I need my jaw. And it was just like I'd 0:14:12.679 --> 0:14:14.760 never I haven't sucked dick with an attitude in a 0:14:14.840 --> 0:14:19.160 long as time, bitch, I was. I had the biggest 0:14:19.160 --> 0:14:23.360 attitude sucking. I was like, I was like, Nigga, is 0:14:23.360 --> 0:14:25.080 you gonna come or I ain't gonna keep sucking his 0:14:25.120 --> 0:14:27.760 dick Like I was just angry sucking a dick. So 0:14:28.160 --> 0:14:31.240 I like, as we're walking around the room, I'm like, 0:14:31.280 --> 0:14:32.880 you ain't gonna pull that ship? Did you last time? 0:14:32.920 --> 0:14:34.680 He asked how the show was? So, while we're talking 0:14:34.680 --> 0:14:41.600 after having taking did it was so great? This pretty much? 0:14:41.640 --> 0:14:43.640 And then we laid on the bed, I started sucking 0:14:43.680 --> 0:14:45.360 and he got really hard, and then we sucked and 0:14:45.520 --> 0:14:51.000 I he's he's comparable ton stick. So I come with 0:14:51.080 --> 0:14:53.880 penetration with him like almost every time we So I 0:14:53.920 --> 0:14:56.400 had two orgasms during my lunch break and it was amazing. 0:14:56.480 --> 0:14:59.320 So what about you? You're making me like really horny 0:14:59.400 --> 0:15:02.600 right now. I wonder if that's what would be talking 0:15:02.600 --> 0:15:05.160 about while they be at work. Oh my god, Me 0:15:05.200 --> 0:15:07.760 and Mandy were playing like porn into the fucking mic. 0:15:07.760 --> 0:15:09.560 This girl was like, I couldn't even take it anymore. 0:15:09.680 --> 0:15:12.160 I kind of feel bad, but they choose to listen 0:15:12.200 --> 0:15:13.960 to this at their jobs. It's not our fucking you 0:15:14.000 --> 0:15:17.680 should ride do it on the ride home. So whatever, 0:15:18.040 --> 0:15:21.400 when the last time you? Or I've had so many 0:15:21.400 --> 0:15:24.960 threesomes this past week that um with the same two people. 0:15:25.000 --> 0:15:26.880 By the way, I'll get into that in another show 0:15:26.880 --> 0:15:29.840 because it's definitely a story, but I'm ovulating this week. 0:15:29.840 --> 0:15:33.480 I cannot stop sucking myself, like it's so insane. We're 0:15:33.480 --> 0:15:36.160 all in this group chat right, and everybody's like out 0:15:36.240 --> 0:15:38.440 on their post vacation blues, like we all feel like shit, 0:15:38.880 --> 0:15:41.080 you know what I mean, because we've been together and cuddling, 0:15:41.160 --> 0:15:43.920 and like he's like, damn, I woke up alone and 0:15:43.960 --> 0:15:46.520 like I looked to laugh at listen the right she's alone, 0:15:46.960 --> 0:15:49.760 and so like I can't stop mastering it. Probably three 0:15:49.800 --> 0:15:51.800 times a day. I mean maybe a little bit more. 0:15:51.840 --> 0:15:54.120 I'm not gonna front. But even when I pull up 0:15:54.120 --> 0:15:55.600 the porn, now I look, I have to look up 0:15:55.640 --> 0:15:59.280 passionate threesome and then you you type in passionate bro, 0:15:59.400 --> 0:16:04.880 because I have to imagine what I have emotional passionate threesome. 0:16:05.680 --> 0:16:08.320 An here I go. I just I just want gang bang. 0:16:08.880 --> 0:16:11.160 I normally want gang bang, but I have to emulate. 0:16:12.400 --> 0:16:14.640 So now it's not even good enough. Now I have 0:16:14.720 --> 0:16:16.360 to look at the pictures of both of them and 0:16:16.400 --> 0:16:18.480 the small little videos we made, and I have to 0:16:18.520 --> 0:16:20.480 go think about it and then master me. I can't 0:16:20.480 --> 0:16:22.240 look at porn right now because the sex I had 0:16:22.320 --> 0:16:25.240 was so good, probably the best sex I've ever had, 0:16:25.280 --> 0:16:27.920 that porn doesn't work anymore. So I came with an 0:16:27.920 --> 0:16:30.200 attitude basically, you suck dick with an attitude. I came 0:16:30.280 --> 0:16:33.160 with an attitude. You were probably fine. I don't want. 0:16:33.200 --> 0:16:34.680 I don't want. I mean, I watch a lot of 0:16:34.720 --> 0:16:38.160 porn for work for research, like for a long time, 0:16:38.360 --> 0:16:40.640 so I don't really watch it in my personal life. 0:16:40.720 --> 0:16:43.040 Really can you without it? They don't need it. I 0:16:43.040 --> 0:16:45.840 don't know I need any I can't masturbate it all 0:16:45.840 --> 0:16:48.680 without porn. I'm but I'm visual. I don't think my 0:16:48.720 --> 0:16:50.520 imagination is there all the way. What do you think 0:16:50.560 --> 0:16:54.880 about everything? Anything? I just I guess it's like, you know, 0:16:54.960 --> 0:16:57.040 I have I feel like all day long and looking 0:16:57.040 --> 0:16:58.640 at so much stuff for work that like at a 0:16:58.680 --> 0:17:01.080 certain point I get over sat saturated and I just 0:17:01.240 --> 0:17:04.679 like it's almost like it becomes work. So it's like 0:17:04.800 --> 0:17:08.440 not sexy sexy to me. But like I'll read erotica sometimes, 0:17:08.520 --> 0:17:12.119 or like I don't read. I love. We have a 0:17:12.119 --> 0:17:14.600 whole section on our website. We have a whole bookshelf section. 0:17:14.840 --> 0:17:16.840 Actually it was like all sorts of things, like all 0:17:16.840 --> 0:17:21.400 sorts of books around sex, health, consciousness, erotica. Yeah, I love, big, 0:17:21.440 --> 0:17:23.720 big fan of erotica. Well, speaking of that, we have 0:17:23.800 --> 0:17:27.680 another little game it's called this or That, So yeah, 0:17:27.720 --> 0:17:30.720 this is all for you. So vibrator or your hand. 0:17:31.720 --> 0:17:35.399 I gotta go with a vibrator. Yeah, just because I 0:17:35.440 --> 0:17:40.760 love my lil I love. I'm a big Lielo fanfully, 0:17:40.920 --> 0:17:45.840 so they are very expensive, but I've had only I've 0:17:45.840 --> 0:17:50.040 had too lelos, like only two don't wear out over 0:17:50.040 --> 0:17:52.119 like the last like you have a section couple. The 0:17:52.240 --> 0:17:55.520 last nine years, I gets sent a ton of vibrators 0:17:55.560 --> 0:18:00.680 and those are like my standby of the not I 0:18:00.760 --> 0:18:04.040 was telling us advertising. But also, you know, you gotta 0:18:04.080 --> 0:18:06.080 be really careful. We have another thing on our site 0:18:06.119 --> 0:18:08.200 about sex toy safety because a lot of the sex 0:18:08.200 --> 0:18:12.359 toy companies that they're using like toxic plastics on the 0:18:12.520 --> 0:18:16.080 vibrators and they don't clean, they don't clean. Yeah, I know, 0:18:16.200 --> 0:18:20.879 you gotta be really really careful about what you put Regina. Alright, 0:18:20.960 --> 0:18:24.960 so male male female threesome or female female male threesome. 0:18:25.280 --> 0:18:28.240 You know, I'm really a big fan of homeorotic porn 0:18:28.359 --> 0:18:36.720 actually in the room. Yes, if I'm going to watch porn, 0:18:36.760 --> 0:18:39.800 I probably that's what it gay me. So just Dick's 0:18:39.840 --> 0:18:43.040 galoy like bisexual threesome and that normally comes with that 0:18:43.280 --> 0:18:47.200 is sex. Oh my god, bisexual male milk when it's 0:18:47.200 --> 0:18:49.520 like a sixty nine with a guy and a girl, right, 0:18:49.560 --> 0:18:51.119 and then that guy's sucking her and then like the 0:18:51.160 --> 0:18:54.600 other one sexist dick. Yeah, I really like that too. Well, 0:18:54.680 --> 0:18:58.280 clearly I think I've said that. Okay, So a little 0:18:58.280 --> 0:19:04.959 bit of b DSM, blind foe or handcuffs, I like, um, 0:19:05.000 --> 0:19:11.240 what do I have a blindfold? Um? Like a little 0:19:11.280 --> 0:19:14.520 whip of like a nice little suede whip. I've been 0:19:14.560 --> 0:19:17.880 tied up. I've been tied up professionally too, by one 0:19:17.920 --> 0:19:20.119 of my really close friends who's one of the best 0:19:20.280 --> 0:19:22.320 like mistresses of the ropes in the world. She has 0:19:22.359 --> 0:19:27.000 a salon and parents around, Like, I mean it took hours, yeah, 0:19:28.080 --> 0:19:32.240 elaborate hours to tie you. Yeah, because like it's a 0:19:32.280 --> 0:19:35.760 whole thing. Like no, I mean we did it was 0:19:35.800 --> 0:19:37.960 like in a hotel room. Yeah, and then she put 0:19:38.000 --> 0:19:39.720 me like I wanted to. I really want to do 0:19:39.760 --> 0:19:41.320 it with her to see, like what did I like? 0:19:41.359 --> 0:19:43.040 What do I don't like? Okay, so I don't like 0:19:43.119 --> 0:19:46.359 being hog tied. That wasn't me, Like, yeah, I got 0:19:46.400 --> 0:19:49.080 really claustrophobic. But it was super interesting because she kept 0:19:49.080 --> 0:19:52.080 on saying to me, remember your breathing remember your yoga, 0:19:52.240 --> 0:19:55.200 remember your meditation the whole time, which I hadn't really 0:19:55.240 --> 0:19:59.080 got acted. No, it's really important to like be in 0:19:59.160 --> 0:20:01.880 your body, to really be in your body, get out 0:20:01.880 --> 0:20:04.160 of your head. Yeah yeah, well you can't move, you're 0:20:04.200 --> 0:20:07.080 being confined. And she you know, there's all the knots 0:20:07.240 --> 0:20:09.159