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Please keep in mind that 19 00:01:28,200 --> 00:01:30,360 Speaker 1: all of my guests are a nonnes Sole's again this 20 00:01:30,400 --> 00:01:33,800 Speaker 1: week's episode, so I am super excited speaking my guest 21 00:01:33,880 --> 00:01:37,840 Speaker 1: today and she shares her journey on being a Coshack 22 00:01:38,040 --> 00:01:42,080 Speaker 1: Records reader. Did I say all right, yeah, okay, perfect 23 00:01:42,120 --> 00:01:43,560 Speaker 1: cause I may say this word all day, I'm like 24 00:01:43,600 --> 00:01:48,280 Speaker 1: a yes. So to my guests, how are you doing? 25 00:01:49,000 --> 00:01:51,760 Speaker 1: I'm doing good. I'm actually having a really good day. 26 00:01:52,040 --> 00:01:54,480 Speaker 1: Um it's kind of chill. Work was okay, it wasn't 27 00:01:54,520 --> 00:01:57,400 Speaker 1: too crazy. So, um, I'm doing good. I'm doing good. 28 00:01:57,440 --> 00:02:01,240 Speaker 1: How about yourself? Oh my name was good. I can't 29 00:02:01,240 --> 00:02:05,160 Speaker 1: even complain. I just feel like I'm just trying. Yeah, 30 00:02:06,160 --> 00:02:10,720 Speaker 1: just side. I feel like work it has been has 31 00:02:10,720 --> 00:02:17,440 Speaker 1: been a lot lately. M But what's new? Nothing? Nothing new? 32 00:02:19,320 --> 00:02:24,160 Speaker 1: So what is a classic record? Okay, So I'm gonna 33 00:02:24,160 --> 00:02:28,640 Speaker 1: be really generic with the definition just because, um, I 34 00:02:28,720 --> 00:02:30,560 Speaker 1: know when people go to look it up, there's a 35 00:02:30,560 --> 00:02:32,240 Speaker 1: lot of information out there. So I'm just gonna be 36 00:02:32,320 --> 00:02:35,000 Speaker 1: kind of generic and pretty much what I was taught, 37 00:02:35,000 --> 00:02:37,080 Speaker 1: what I was told, what was kind of in the 38 00:02:37,120 --> 00:02:40,079 Speaker 1: book that I read to get started. Uh, it's kind 39 00:02:40,080 --> 00:02:44,120 Speaker 1: of describes like the library of everything that has happened. 40 00:02:44,480 --> 00:02:47,799 Speaker 1: It's a space that, um, I don't want to say 41 00:02:47,800 --> 00:02:50,320 Speaker 1: in the universe. It's kind of hard to describe, I guess, 42 00:02:50,360 --> 00:02:56,440 Speaker 1: but where everything is recorded past present UM thoughts, things 43 00:02:56,520 --> 00:03:00,119 Speaker 1: all over the world, all over the planning UM. Where 44 00:03:00,160 --> 00:03:03,800 Speaker 1: you can go into this space, either through meditation, through 45 00:03:04,080 --> 00:03:07,079 Speaker 1: a prayer, UM. There's different ways of access in this 46 00:03:07,240 --> 00:03:13,840 Speaker 1: space and UM. Either pretending to yourself, your job, whatever 47 00:03:13,840 --> 00:03:15,440 Speaker 1: it is that you need to know, you can go 48 00:03:15,480 --> 00:03:19,200 Speaker 1: in that space to gain levels of healing. UM. It's 49 00:03:19,240 --> 00:03:21,160 Speaker 1: really I don't want to say unlimited. I don't know 50 00:03:21,200 --> 00:03:24,760 Speaker 1: if I should, you know, oversell it, but it's pretty 51 00:03:24,800 --> 00:03:28,679 Speaker 1: much an unlimited amount of healing energy that you can 52 00:03:28,720 --> 00:03:33,560 Speaker 1: access as well as information for your well being. So 53 00:03:33,680 --> 00:03:36,160 Speaker 1: I told my guests that's just that because she was 54 00:03:36,560 --> 00:03:41,040 Speaker 1: referred to me by UM my guests from I am 55 00:03:41,080 --> 00:03:44,600 Speaker 1: a terror card reader and astrologist. And when she was 56 00:03:44,640 --> 00:03:47,200 Speaker 1: explaining this to me, because I've never heard of room before, 57 00:03:47,200 --> 00:03:48,760 Speaker 1: and so I'm like, well, where can I go? Where's 58 00:03:48,880 --> 00:03:50,839 Speaker 1: where's my records? Okay, They're like, what what's the state? 59 00:03:50,880 --> 00:03:58,240 Speaker 1: What's the street? She was like, no, dumbass, She was like, yeah, 60 00:03:58,600 --> 00:04:00,360 Speaker 1: it's like you know, I guess you could just describe 61 00:04:00,360 --> 00:04:03,640 Speaker 1: it as like a level of consciousness. UM. So like 62 00:04:03,680 --> 00:04:05,960 Speaker 1: you know, for some people when they meditate, they describe 63 00:04:06,000 --> 00:04:09,480 Speaker 1: like different feelings of euphoria or just feeling like, you know, 64 00:04:09,520 --> 00:04:11,960 Speaker 1: almost like an out of body experience. So you know, 65 00:04:12,040 --> 00:04:15,120 Speaker 1: for each a cashic reader UM that we have our 66 00:04:15,160 --> 00:04:18,680 Speaker 1: own unique experience when we access the records, but for 67 00:04:18,760 --> 00:04:20,720 Speaker 1: many of us, those of us who I've worked with 68 00:04:20,760 --> 00:04:25,280 Speaker 1: who have UM experienced it, it does feel very much 69 00:04:25,320 --> 00:04:28,479 Speaker 1: like a distinct space from where you currently are, like 70 00:04:28,520 --> 00:04:31,359 Speaker 1: in your physical body. So you know, it's hard to 71 00:04:31,400 --> 00:04:35,680 Speaker 1: describe if you haven't actually accessed your own records UM, 72 00:04:35,720 --> 00:04:37,719 Speaker 1: but it's the only thing I can kind of compare 73 00:04:37,760 --> 00:04:40,240 Speaker 1: it to. Would be similar to like a meditation or 74 00:04:40,320 --> 00:04:43,479 Speaker 1: meditative state UM, where you know where you're at, you 75 00:04:43,520 --> 00:04:47,520 Speaker 1: know your present, but you're not like physically in your body. 76 00:04:47,560 --> 00:04:51,240 Speaker 1: You know that you're somewhere different and sometimes it's hard 77 00:04:51,279 --> 00:04:53,760 Speaker 1: to explain, but it's a more like a clear space 78 00:04:54,160 --> 00:04:58,080 Speaker 1: than your own mind. M hmm. Could you telling a 79 00:04:58,120 --> 00:05:03,000 Speaker 1: reader space that's just pop in my head. I mean 80 00:05:03,120 --> 00:05:05,920 Speaker 1: it's funny because you know now with social media and 81 00:05:06,000 --> 00:05:09,680 Speaker 1: everybody like making these fake pages, copying other people that 82 00:05:09,720 --> 00:05:12,600 Speaker 1: are kind of popular in the spiritual community, and they 83 00:05:12,600 --> 00:05:14,400 Speaker 1: always want to jump in your v M. It's like, oh, 84 00:05:14,440 --> 00:05:16,080 Speaker 1: I've got a message from me, you know, for you 85 00:05:16,120 --> 00:05:18,640 Speaker 1: from your ancestors, or I have a message, and you know, 86 00:05:18,760 --> 00:05:21,440 Speaker 1: I'm not doubting anybody's message because I feel like we 87 00:05:21,640 --> 00:05:24,839 Speaker 1: all have the ability to tap into that source energy, 88 00:05:24,920 --> 00:05:27,000 Speaker 1: which is you know what it is that we get 89 00:05:27,040 --> 00:05:28,960 Speaker 1: where we get our inspiration from. You know, we're our 90 00:05:29,000 --> 00:05:31,720 Speaker 1: life force. So we all have that ability to tap 91 00:05:31,760 --> 00:05:35,600 Speaker 1: into source. And everyone is capable of receiving messages. So 92 00:05:35,640 --> 00:05:39,679 Speaker 1: I would never say that somebody's fake, but I will 93 00:05:39,800 --> 00:05:42,920 Speaker 1: say that there are people who are not tapping into 94 00:05:43,000 --> 00:05:45,320 Speaker 1: source when they say that they have messages for you, 95 00:05:45,360 --> 00:05:49,040 Speaker 1: because that's pretty unethical. We were brown upon that um 96 00:05:49,120 --> 00:05:51,080 Speaker 1: because you don't just pop up to people and tell 97 00:05:51,120 --> 00:05:53,159 Speaker 1: them you have messages for them, especially if it's a 98 00:05:53,200 --> 00:05:57,080 Speaker 1: stranger um. So I would just say, you know, just 99 00:05:57,160 --> 00:06:00,159 Speaker 1: be mindful, like there are people who will try did 100 00:06:00,279 --> 00:06:02,840 Speaker 1: pull you in with some type of a scam um. 101 00:06:02,880 --> 00:06:05,279 Speaker 1: But then you know, you know, because you know yourself, 102 00:06:05,360 --> 00:06:08,120 Speaker 1: you know your situation, you know what's going on, and 103 00:06:08,360 --> 00:06:11,279 Speaker 1: if you're someone who's in tune, you'll speak to somebody 104 00:06:11,360 --> 00:06:13,600 Speaker 1: and you can tell like, okay, this doesn't sound right 105 00:06:13,600 --> 00:06:15,880 Speaker 1: if this person is making up things, or maybe they 106 00:06:15,880 --> 00:06:18,920 Speaker 1: sold my social media or you know, they're just kind 107 00:06:18,920 --> 00:06:22,000 Speaker 1: of grasping at straws or saying very general things that 108 00:06:22,040 --> 00:06:24,320 Speaker 1: most people are dealing with, like oh, I see you 109 00:06:24,400 --> 00:06:26,080 Speaker 1: might get some money. It's kind of like you're telling 110 00:06:26,080 --> 00:06:27,920 Speaker 1: people things that they want to hear. You're not really 111 00:06:27,960 --> 00:06:31,520 Speaker 1: giving them anything that's that they can use to actually 112 00:06:31,520 --> 00:06:34,000 Speaker 1: heal or something that they can use to actually benefit 113 00:06:34,040 --> 00:06:37,160 Speaker 1: their life other than just like hope, um and then 114 00:06:37,200 --> 00:06:39,560 Speaker 1: without you know, any kind of base to it is 115 00:06:39,600 --> 00:06:42,560 Speaker 1: just something random. So I don't want to call people fake, 116 00:06:42,720 --> 00:06:45,480 Speaker 1: you know, because people everyone. I feel like I can 117 00:06:45,520 --> 00:06:49,400 Speaker 1: receive messages, but maybe not specifically to you. So you 118 00:06:49,480 --> 00:06:54,400 Speaker 1: just have to be a little mindful, I guess. Yeah, yeah, 119 00:06:54,800 --> 00:06:57,680 Speaker 1: just be careful, you know, because if you will know, 120 00:06:57,839 --> 00:07:00,520 Speaker 1: if you're someone who's in a spiritual community and you've 121 00:07:00,560 --> 00:07:03,960 Speaker 1: been brought up either in a system or you've been 122 00:07:03,960 --> 00:07:06,640 Speaker 1: doing something, you know, practicing your craft, you know that 123 00:07:06,720 --> 00:07:10,400 Speaker 1: it's very you know, it's not ethical to just come 124 00:07:10,440 --> 00:07:12,360 Speaker 1: to someone and tell them, hey, I have a message 125 00:07:12,360 --> 00:07:14,480 Speaker 1: for you, or oh you know, your ancestors told me 126 00:07:14,520 --> 00:07:17,080 Speaker 1: to tell you this. So if someone's coming to you 127 00:07:17,080 --> 00:07:20,320 Speaker 1: in that manner, most likely they're trying to just scam you. 128 00:07:20,360 --> 00:07:23,360 Speaker 1: Out of some money or play with your emotions or 129 00:07:23,400 --> 00:07:27,880 Speaker 1: something of that nature. Damn, that's crazy. Yeah, it's crazy 130 00:07:27,920 --> 00:07:31,400 Speaker 1: out here. So how long has this been around when 131 00:07:31,520 --> 00:07:37,200 Speaker 1: pertaining to a costume record? Like, I mean, I would 132 00:07:37,240 --> 00:07:40,680 Speaker 1: say from the creation of the universe. You know, it's 133 00:07:40,720 --> 00:07:44,760 Speaker 1: like at the inception you have something that's been recording 134 00:07:44,840 --> 00:07:49,480 Speaker 1: everything of since all time has existed. So, you know, 135 00:07:49,600 --> 00:07:52,040 Speaker 1: I don't know how long I would say it's been around. 136 00:07:52,080 --> 00:07:54,840 Speaker 1: I know, for for me in the recent years, but 137 00:07:55,040 --> 00:07:57,800 Speaker 1: I've realized it's like more people have kind of brought 138 00:07:57,800 --> 00:08:00,320 Speaker 1: it more to the forefront, but or maybe put a 139 00:08:00,440 --> 00:08:03,680 Speaker 1: name to it, um And maybe there were access in 140 00:08:03,680 --> 00:08:05,600 Speaker 1: this space and didn't know what's to call it or 141 00:08:05,640 --> 00:08:08,560 Speaker 1: didn't have a name for it. But it definitely has 142 00:08:08,600 --> 00:08:10,640 Speaker 1: been around from what I was told or what I've 143 00:08:10,680 --> 00:08:13,920 Speaker 1: been taught forever. Yeah, I've heard some people call it 144 00:08:13,960 --> 00:08:19,760 Speaker 1: the Book of Life or yeah, yeah, I could definitely 145 00:08:19,800 --> 00:08:23,160 Speaker 1: see that comparison for sure, or that being it called that, 146 00:08:23,560 --> 00:08:28,560 Speaker 1: for it being called that. So what type of information 147 00:08:28,600 --> 00:08:34,720 Speaker 1: can you find in the records? Um? Anything? Honestly, Um, 148 00:08:34,760 --> 00:08:37,080 Speaker 1: you can get into the records and I'll just stick 149 00:08:37,120 --> 00:08:39,480 Speaker 1: to your own personal records. So if you're seeking to 150 00:08:40,640 --> 00:08:45,080 Speaker 1: gain information for your own self, for your own healing. Um, 151 00:08:45,120 --> 00:08:48,840 Speaker 1: the information that is available, I would say, is anything 152 00:08:48,880 --> 00:08:52,840 Speaker 1: and everything is available. Now will you be given that information? 153 00:08:52,920 --> 00:08:55,440 Speaker 1: That's a different question when it comes to the records. 154 00:08:55,480 --> 00:08:58,640 Speaker 1: The information that we're given is only the information that 155 00:08:58,679 --> 00:09:01,840 Speaker 1: we need to know that is going to be to 156 00:09:02,040 --> 00:09:05,560 Speaker 1: our benefit for our healing. We don't go in there 157 00:09:05,600 --> 00:09:08,560 Speaker 1: and you can't just get information about anything, because what's 158 00:09:08,600 --> 00:09:11,120 Speaker 1: the purpose. What's the point of just having information that 159 00:09:11,200 --> 00:09:13,959 Speaker 1: you're not going to use. You don't really need it, um, 160 00:09:14,000 --> 00:09:17,840 Speaker 1: you know, because it's all about integrity when you're working 161 00:09:17,880 --> 00:09:19,679 Speaker 1: in the records. So you can't you can't just go 162 00:09:19,720 --> 00:09:21,160 Speaker 1: in there and say, Okay, I just need to know 163 00:09:21,240 --> 00:09:24,600 Speaker 1: this about that. What's the purpose? You know? If you 164 00:09:24,760 --> 00:09:26,800 Speaker 1: have a health condition and you say, okay, I need 165 00:09:26,840 --> 00:09:29,839 Speaker 1: to go into records because you know, everything I've done 166 00:09:30,640 --> 00:09:34,000 Speaker 1: physically is not working. What is it that's maybe keeping 167 00:09:34,000 --> 00:09:37,280 Speaker 1: me from being healthy or keeping me from healing myself? 168 00:09:37,760 --> 00:09:40,440 Speaker 1: And you may be given access to that information because 169 00:09:40,480 --> 00:09:42,720 Speaker 1: that is something that you would need and that's something 170 00:09:42,760 --> 00:09:45,880 Speaker 1: that you could utilize. So in terms of what's available, 171 00:09:46,840 --> 00:09:50,160 Speaker 1: it's an infinite amount of knowledge and information that's available. Now, 172 00:09:50,200 --> 00:09:52,120 Speaker 1: what is you going to be given access to is 173 00:09:52,160 --> 00:09:56,120 Speaker 1: a different question. I will give you access, um, the 174 00:09:56,200 --> 00:10:00,559 Speaker 1: lord of the records. Um, the love ones that are 175 00:10:00,559 --> 00:10:03,920 Speaker 1: in the records. So they are the ones that kind 176 00:10:03,960 --> 00:10:06,160 Speaker 1: of like it's like a library. So I always tell you, like, 177 00:10:06,200 --> 00:10:08,480 Speaker 1: think about a library. You got librarians. They're the ones 178 00:10:08,559 --> 00:10:11,520 Speaker 1: that kind of guard the books. They know where everything 179 00:10:11,679 --> 00:10:13,560 Speaker 1: is if you ask them, hey, how can you help 180 00:10:13,600 --> 00:10:17,840 Speaker 1: me find you know, you know exactly where to find it, 181 00:10:18,320 --> 00:10:19,800 Speaker 1: and they may even be able to tell you, like 182 00:10:19,840 --> 00:10:22,640 Speaker 1: you know, certain books are in restricted areas that you 183 00:10:22,720 --> 00:10:26,439 Speaker 1: may not have access to. Um, So that's who keeps 184 00:10:26,520 --> 00:10:34,080 Speaker 1: a watch over the records. Mmmm mm hmm. This is deep. Yeah, 185 00:10:34,400 --> 00:10:38,200 Speaker 1: it is. It is like now you're trying to read funny, 186 00:10:38,240 --> 00:10:40,000 Speaker 1: like because I got my book today. I ordered a 187 00:10:40,080 --> 00:10:44,600 Speaker 1: book that um that I was researching pretty much confirmed yes, 188 00:10:44,720 --> 00:10:46,440 Speaker 1: and I was just getting through it and I'm just 189 00:10:46,480 --> 00:10:51,160 Speaker 1: like go, like, this is really deep. Yeah, it's it's life. 190 00:10:53,080 --> 00:10:59,320 Speaker 1: Do you need a person's permission to access their classic records? 191 00:10:59,600 --> 00:11:03,040 Speaker 1: Or like would happened if you don't receive their permission? Um? 192 00:11:03,080 --> 00:11:05,280 Speaker 1: I guess it could be a number of things. So 193 00:11:05,480 --> 00:11:07,760 Speaker 1: if you would have tried to access someone's vectors without 194 00:11:07,760 --> 00:11:10,840 Speaker 1: their permission, Number one, you're not you're already breaking Like 195 00:11:11,000 --> 00:11:14,360 Speaker 1: one of the biggest rules is working with integrity, So 196 00:11:14,679 --> 00:11:16,440 Speaker 1: you know, you wouldn't just go into someone's like you 197 00:11:16,440 --> 00:11:19,600 Speaker 1: gotta think of the records. That's like somebody's like most 198 00:11:19,640 --> 00:11:23,480 Speaker 1: personal private space, you know what I mean. So it's 199 00:11:23,480 --> 00:11:25,720 Speaker 1: like if that's like you're just going into someone's home 200 00:11:26,280 --> 00:11:29,600 Speaker 1: or being at someone's house and just going in their bedroom, Like, yeah, 201 00:11:29,640 --> 00:11:32,200 Speaker 1: you're allowed in the house, but no one allowed you 202 00:11:32,240 --> 00:11:36,520 Speaker 1: to come in my personal space. So you're violating Yeah, exactly, 203 00:11:36,520 --> 00:11:42,000 Speaker 1: you're breaking in, you're violating someone's trust. You're violating um, 204 00:11:42,040 --> 00:11:44,360 Speaker 1: you know someone like no one gave you access and 205 00:11:44,360 --> 00:11:46,000 Speaker 1: give you permission. So if you were to try to 206 00:11:46,040 --> 00:11:49,679 Speaker 1: do that, that's very frowned upon. So I don't know 207 00:11:49,800 --> 00:11:52,560 Speaker 1: if you would be banned, I'm not sure, but for 208 00:11:52,679 --> 00:11:58,600 Speaker 1: sure you wouldn't get any information because there are things 209 00:11:58,640 --> 00:12:02,440 Speaker 1: in place to guard people from just accessing other people's 210 00:12:02,440 --> 00:12:05,680 Speaker 1: information without their permission, So you would not get access 211 00:12:05,720 --> 00:12:10,400 Speaker 1: to anyone's information. And you know, because it is a 212 00:12:10,480 --> 00:12:13,360 Speaker 1: privilege to have access to the records. Even though it's 213 00:12:13,360 --> 00:12:16,439 Speaker 1: our birthright and this is something that we should all 214 00:12:16,520 --> 00:12:20,800 Speaker 1: have access to. It also is a very um big 215 00:12:20,840 --> 00:12:23,720 Speaker 1: responsibility because you have to be able to be trusted 216 00:12:24,320 --> 00:12:27,440 Speaker 1: with having access as well as doing what's right and 217 00:12:27,520 --> 00:12:32,840 Speaker 1: not just taking it um abusing, abusing your your privilege, 218 00:12:32,840 --> 00:12:36,240 Speaker 1: abusing the power. So I don't know what the repercussions 219 00:12:36,280 --> 00:12:38,320 Speaker 1: would be from what I was taught, you know, you 220 00:12:38,360 --> 00:12:43,559 Speaker 1: would be pretty much yeah, no, I'm not. I wouldn't 221 00:12:43,600 --> 00:12:47,000 Speaker 1: do it, you know, because I what's my intentions behind 222 00:12:47,080 --> 00:12:49,520 Speaker 1: you know, what's the purpose behind it? You know, And 223 00:12:49,640 --> 00:12:52,000 Speaker 1: even when it comes to like so for instance, I've 224 00:12:52,000 --> 00:12:56,640 Speaker 1: worked with um a mother once and a child, and 225 00:12:56,720 --> 00:12:59,560 Speaker 1: you know, I had to get consent from her for 226 00:12:59,600 --> 00:13:01,680 Speaker 1: her child out, you know, so the child the same 227 00:13:01,720 --> 00:13:04,280 Speaker 1: way if you're signing up your child for sport, they 228 00:13:04,280 --> 00:13:06,080 Speaker 1: have to sign a permission that the parent has to 229 00:13:06,120 --> 00:13:09,360 Speaker 1: sign a PERMISSIONSIP. So it's the same thing. Same with animals. 230 00:13:09,800 --> 00:13:12,360 Speaker 1: You have to get consent from animals. And it sounds 231 00:13:12,480 --> 00:13:16,240 Speaker 1: funny and it sounds weird, but you have to get 232 00:13:16,280 --> 00:13:19,120 Speaker 1: that consent from the animal. And the consent from an 233 00:13:19,080 --> 00:13:22,160 Speaker 1: animal is more so just like their behavior around you. 234 00:13:22,160 --> 00:13:24,640 Speaker 1: You know, you would ask them in a kind of 235 00:13:24,679 --> 00:13:27,880 Speaker 1: telepathic way. You can say it out loud, animals understand 236 00:13:27,920 --> 00:13:31,720 Speaker 1: does and then based on their response, you would know, Okay, 237 00:13:31,800 --> 00:13:34,160 Speaker 1: is this something that I can do? You know? There's 238 00:13:34,200 --> 00:13:37,560 Speaker 1: also something I believe in the book about having getting 239 00:13:37,720 --> 00:13:41,839 Speaker 1: um like beating the records of your home or property. 240 00:13:41,960 --> 00:13:43,960 Speaker 1: So if you're not the owner of the home, you 241 00:13:44,040 --> 00:13:48,319 Speaker 1: don't really have permission to have access to that that 242 00:13:48,920 --> 00:13:52,320 Speaker 1: you know, that home's Kashi records, you know, so like 243 00:13:52,360 --> 00:13:54,719 Speaker 1: you can do astrology on the house if you want to, 244 00:13:54,760 --> 00:13:57,760 Speaker 1: can do reiki, you know, different things like that, But 245 00:13:57,760 --> 00:13:59,680 Speaker 1: when it comes to the Kashi records, it's like that's 246 00:13:59,720 --> 00:14:04,400 Speaker 1: the more personal, private like thing. It's like, I don't 247 00:14:04,440 --> 00:14:06,560 Speaker 1: try to describe it. Just like you wouldn't want somebody 248 00:14:06,559 --> 00:14:08,640 Speaker 1: dig it thin you're posability. You wouldn't want somebody going 249 00:14:08,679 --> 00:14:11,520 Speaker 1: through your laundry, your barbage, you know what I mean. 250 00:14:11,600 --> 00:14:15,400 Speaker 1: So why would you want to or want someone to 251 00:14:15,440 --> 00:14:19,240 Speaker 1: be able to just go into your most deepest spaces 252 00:14:19,440 --> 00:14:25,240 Speaker 1: of your entire existence without your permission? So you gotta 253 00:14:25,560 --> 00:14:27,320 Speaker 1: kind of think about it in that way. That's how 254 00:14:27,360 --> 00:14:30,440 Speaker 1: I think about it, at least, so I know that 255 00:14:30,640 --> 00:14:34,880 Speaker 1: training is not required but you're but you are certified, 256 00:14:34,920 --> 00:14:38,600 Speaker 1: So what does trainer look like when it comes to this. Oh, 257 00:14:38,760 --> 00:14:46,120 Speaker 1: I had an amazing experience. I've taken to AKSh healing courses. UM. 258 00:14:46,240 --> 00:14:48,360 Speaker 1: The first one just really taught me how to read 259 00:14:48,360 --> 00:14:51,200 Speaker 1: my own accashing records, how to heal within my clashing records, 260 00:14:51,720 --> 00:14:55,280 Speaker 1: because I think that's something that UM, many people don't 261 00:14:55,320 --> 00:14:57,920 Speaker 1: understand as well. It's more than just going in there 262 00:14:57,920 --> 00:15:02,080 Speaker 1: and getting information, but it's also about the healing process. 263 00:15:02,160 --> 00:15:05,360 Speaker 1: So going into the records with you know, a very 264 00:15:05,360 --> 00:15:10,160 Speaker 1: clear intention and seeking out specific information for the purpose 265 00:15:10,200 --> 00:15:14,280 Speaker 1: of healing. So okay, so my class, how how I 266 00:15:14,320 --> 00:15:17,480 Speaker 1: got certified and what that looked like for me. UM. 267 00:15:17,520 --> 00:15:20,600 Speaker 1: I had a teacher that I did meet via Instagram 268 00:15:20,640 --> 00:15:24,120 Speaker 1: who was amazing UM and I would refer anybody to 269 00:15:24,200 --> 00:15:27,040 Speaker 1: his class whoever wants to learn. Anytime he's offering the class, 270 00:15:27,040 --> 00:15:29,480 Speaker 1: I reposted stuff. So you know, we read the book 271 00:15:29,520 --> 00:15:33,200 Speaker 1: as a pre red and then when we had the classes, 272 00:15:33,400 --> 00:15:36,680 Speaker 1: it was very much a like a meditation. He would 273 00:15:36,720 --> 00:15:41,320 Speaker 1: speak to us and help us walk through different assignments 274 00:15:41,360 --> 00:15:43,560 Speaker 1: that we had to do while we were in the records. 275 00:15:43,840 --> 00:15:46,280 Speaker 1: So we would let's say, we would go to class, 276 00:15:46,320 --> 00:15:48,880 Speaker 1: we would have our journals ready. He would give us 277 00:15:48,880 --> 00:15:52,400 Speaker 1: information whether it was about you know, like our chakra system, 278 00:15:52,640 --> 00:15:55,640 Speaker 1: whether it's just about you know, like the integrity part. 279 00:15:56,000 --> 00:15:58,200 Speaker 1: So he would have a lesson part and then it 280 00:15:58,200 --> 00:16:00,040 Speaker 1: would say, okay, let's go into the records and we 281 00:16:00,080 --> 00:16:02,800 Speaker 1: would get into our own records. And while we were 282 00:16:02,840 --> 00:16:05,880 Speaker 1: in the records, if our assignment for that day was 283 00:16:05,960 --> 00:16:09,280 Speaker 1: like past lives, he would walk us through a guided 284 00:16:10,200 --> 00:16:15,680 Speaker 1: um exercise where we would do something with our past lives, 285 00:16:15,920 --> 00:16:18,560 Speaker 1: and then he would also help us to get out 286 00:16:18,560 --> 00:16:20,720 Speaker 1: of it. So you know, it's almost like a meditation 287 00:16:20,720 --> 00:16:23,880 Speaker 1: where you like meditate up into the space and then 288 00:16:23,920 --> 00:16:26,040 Speaker 1: you do a meditation to kind of come out of it. 289 00:16:26,080 --> 00:16:28,480 Speaker 1: So the way he had it set up, we would 290 00:16:28,480 --> 00:16:31,280 Speaker 1: do the exercise, you know, he would give us time 291 00:16:31,320 --> 00:16:35,720 Speaker 1: to journal pash in our minds everything that that we saw, 292 00:16:35,840 --> 00:16:39,880 Speaker 1: that we that we heard, whatever happened um, and then 293 00:16:39,920 --> 00:16:41,880 Speaker 1: from there we would kind of do like a clothing 294 00:16:41,920 --> 00:16:45,280 Speaker 1: out a little bit of like a breathing technique, or 295 00:16:45,360 --> 00:16:47,520 Speaker 1: it could have been like some music or something of 296 00:16:47,560 --> 00:16:51,960 Speaker 1: that nature, and then that was it. Now, help me 297 00:16:52,080 --> 00:16:54,600 Speaker 1: to visually see this because I'm having a blonde moment, 298 00:16:54,680 --> 00:16:58,080 Speaker 1: Like are you like laying down or are you like, like, 299 00:16:58,160 --> 00:17:01,240 Speaker 1: how are you able because I'm just trying to like 300 00:17:01,640 --> 00:17:03,760 Speaker 1: visually see this, So how are you able to like 301 00:17:04,280 --> 00:17:10,600 Speaker 1: receive information from the records? But being a meditative state. Now, 302 00:17:10,680 --> 00:17:14,040 Speaker 1: when I do my records, my personal records, I at 303 00:17:14,119 --> 00:17:18,320 Speaker 1: times do right down as I'm getting information, just like 304 00:17:18,640 --> 00:17:20,800 Speaker 1: you know, the session we had yesterday, I was taking 305 00:17:20,840 --> 00:17:23,240 Speaker 1: my own notes as you were taking your notes. So 306 00:17:23,640 --> 00:17:26,560 Speaker 1: I'm I'm you know, I'm physically present. I'm still able 307 00:17:26,600 --> 00:17:28,439 Speaker 1: to take notes and I'm just writing everything down that 308 00:17:28,480 --> 00:17:31,359 Speaker 1: I'm hearing and I'm seeing what I'm being told, whatever 309 00:17:31,400 --> 00:17:35,040 Speaker 1: the case may be. Um, So I'm definitely conscious, you know, 310 00:17:35,119 --> 00:17:39,040 Speaker 1: I'm not asleep or anything like that. That's what I'm thinking. Like, 311 00:17:39,040 --> 00:17:43,439 Speaker 1: I'm thinking like like you're obviously sitting in the Indian 312 00:17:43,440 --> 00:17:45,520 Speaker 1: style and something with your eyes closed and you're like 313 00:17:46,680 --> 00:17:53,520 Speaker 1: deep into another like you can know parts of it 314 00:17:53,560 --> 00:17:56,199 Speaker 1: can definitely be like that. So like, Okay, I'll just 315 00:17:56,240 --> 00:17:57,840 Speaker 1: give you all a glimpse of how it would look 316 00:17:57,880 --> 00:17:59,320 Speaker 1: if somebody would have hav a session to me, what 317 00:17:59,359 --> 00:18:01,520 Speaker 1: I would look like in my home. I don't really 318 00:18:01,560 --> 00:18:03,760 Speaker 1: do a lot I mean, I offer a zoom session 319 00:18:03,880 --> 00:18:05,840 Speaker 1: so you can see how I look. I'm not like 320 00:18:06,119 --> 00:18:08,520 Speaker 1: in this yoga stands like I'm just literally sitting on 321 00:18:08,560 --> 00:18:10,879 Speaker 1: my couch um or in a chair. So you know, 322 00:18:10,880 --> 00:18:14,200 Speaker 1: I would be sitting down um with my notebook, and 323 00:18:14,760 --> 00:18:16,760 Speaker 1: I was a lot of times I may have my 324 00:18:16,800 --> 00:18:19,280 Speaker 1: eyes closed just because for me, when I am being 325 00:18:19,320 --> 00:18:22,639 Speaker 1: shown things in the records, it's almost like a projector 326 00:18:22,840 --> 00:18:26,320 Speaker 1: or a movie screen, So my eyelids almost act as 327 00:18:26,320 --> 00:18:28,480 Speaker 1: like the movie screen. So if I'm if I have 328 00:18:28,600 --> 00:18:30,960 Speaker 1: my eyes closed sometimes because I'm trying to tune in 329 00:18:31,000 --> 00:18:33,240 Speaker 1: and they're showing me something that I need to see 330 00:18:33,480 --> 00:18:35,399 Speaker 1: that I may not be able to see as clearly 331 00:18:35,440 --> 00:18:38,160 Speaker 1: if I have my eyes open. But I'm not asleep, 332 00:18:38,240 --> 00:18:40,760 Speaker 1: I'm you know, I'm conscious, I'm awake, We're having a conversation. 333 00:18:41,080 --> 00:18:45,680 Speaker 1: It's just I'm receiving information at the same time. So um, 334 00:18:45,720 --> 00:18:48,000 Speaker 1: it's not you know, but you can like I have 335 00:18:48,240 --> 00:18:51,840 Speaker 1: had sessions where we were sitting down on the floor 336 00:18:52,119 --> 00:18:54,000 Speaker 1: on yoga mats and we were in the dark and 337 00:18:54,040 --> 00:18:56,359 Speaker 1: we had music playing like we can. It can be 338 00:18:56,560 --> 00:18:59,639 Speaker 1: that as well. So it's not only one way to 339 00:18:59,720 --> 00:19:02,119 Speaker 1: do it. It's more so what is your style, what 340 00:19:02,320 --> 00:19:04,240 Speaker 1: is comfortable to you? Because some for some people that 341 00:19:04,280 --> 00:19:06,760 Speaker 1: could be distracted. You know, I can only do what 342 00:19:06,880 --> 00:19:11,119 Speaker 1: works best for me. Mm hmm. So what was it 343 00:19:11,240 --> 00:19:14,200 Speaker 1: like when you did the first time? Were you nervous? 344 00:19:14,600 --> 00:19:19,720 Speaker 1: I was traumatized, honestly, Like that just scare anybody off. 345 00:19:21,000 --> 00:19:24,199 Speaker 1: But when I when I first accessed my records, I 346 00:19:24,240 --> 00:19:26,640 Speaker 1: did it through the book. I didn't I don't even 347 00:19:26,680 --> 00:19:29,120 Speaker 1: meet the person that I learned from. I didn't even 348 00:19:29,119 --> 00:19:31,399 Speaker 1: meet him yet. So I tried to do it on 349 00:19:31,440 --> 00:19:34,159 Speaker 1: my own almost a year before I even did it 350 00:19:34,760 --> 00:19:38,080 Speaker 1: through his classes, which is crazy. But in the first 351 00:19:38,080 --> 00:19:41,439 Speaker 1: time I did it, I was very much um it 352 00:19:41,560 --> 00:19:44,679 Speaker 1: was very emotional, like extremely emotional for me, to the 353 00:19:44,680 --> 00:19:48,200 Speaker 1: point where I was like hysterically crying on my couch 354 00:19:48,359 --> 00:19:51,560 Speaker 1: and just like it was very hard for me. I 355 00:19:51,600 --> 00:19:53,520 Speaker 1: made up done it one more time after that and 356 00:19:53,520 --> 00:19:57,399 Speaker 1: then that was it. It was so it was so emotionally, 357 00:19:59,880 --> 00:20:02,639 Speaker 1: I I don't know, you know, it was the information 358 00:20:02,640 --> 00:20:05,480 Speaker 1: that I was receiving, you know, I was asking questions 359 00:20:05,520 --> 00:20:08,520 Speaker 1: and I don't know if it was just almost like 360 00:20:08,560 --> 00:20:11,160 Speaker 1: an outer body experience for me. And I don't feel 361 00:20:11,200 --> 00:20:13,360 Speaker 1: like I did it wrong. Because I had very similar 362 00:20:13,359 --> 00:20:17,480 Speaker 1: experiences when I did it with with him as well. Um, 363 00:20:17,600 --> 00:20:19,840 Speaker 1: but I just maybe I wasn't ready. That's how I feel, 364 00:20:19,960 --> 00:20:23,120 Speaker 1: because I put it down and then it came back 365 00:20:23,160 --> 00:20:25,280 Speaker 1: to me, which is when I knew it was time 366 00:20:25,320 --> 00:20:27,320 Speaker 1: for me to finally take that journey, so I try 367 00:20:27,400 --> 00:20:30,320 Speaker 1: to do it on my own, and I just wasn't ready. 368 00:20:30,400 --> 00:20:32,920 Speaker 1: I think that's what it was. It was so much 369 00:20:33,000 --> 00:20:37,960 Speaker 1: emotional energy that was like purging, and it scared me 370 00:20:38,400 --> 00:20:42,280 Speaker 1: because it wasn't I wasn't ready to really face what 371 00:20:42,320 --> 00:20:46,320 Speaker 1: was coming up. And it wasn't even anything like really specific, 372 00:20:46,440 --> 00:20:47,960 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. But it was just like 373 00:20:48,359 --> 00:20:51,400 Speaker 1: those deeper issues that maybe you try to just ignore 374 00:20:52,200 --> 00:20:55,080 Speaker 1: or just things that are kind of threatening to your ego. 375 00:20:55,840 --> 00:20:59,320 Speaker 1: And I just wasn't really ready to to heal. I 376 00:20:59,359 --> 00:21:01,199 Speaker 1: wasn't ready to accept what I was seeing, what I 377 00:21:01,240 --> 00:21:04,960 Speaker 1: was hearing, and I wasn't ready to take on that 378 00:21:05,119 --> 00:21:08,760 Speaker 1: information the way I needed to. Yesterday when we did 379 00:21:08,760 --> 00:21:13,000 Speaker 1: to read me out, I was nervous and ship because 380 00:21:13,040 --> 00:21:15,439 Speaker 1: I just didn't know what to expect. Like I didn't know, 381 00:21:15,560 --> 00:21:19,959 Speaker 1: especially since you have access to like almost everything about me. 382 00:21:20,000 --> 00:21:21,520 Speaker 1: I was just like I don't know what this girl 383 00:21:21,520 --> 00:21:25,800 Speaker 1: about to tell me, but that's really coming. And I 384 00:21:25,840 --> 00:21:28,920 Speaker 1: always like, you know, it's funny because like I said, 385 00:21:28,960 --> 00:21:32,399 Speaker 1: every reader is different, every acastic healer, a classic reader, 386 00:21:32,480 --> 00:21:36,840 Speaker 1: you know, it's different. So we all get information differently. 387 00:21:37,000 --> 00:21:40,760 Speaker 1: So and some of us are already super intuitive without 388 00:21:40,840 --> 00:21:44,080 Speaker 1: going into the records, you know, so before it usually 389 00:21:44,080 --> 00:21:48,080 Speaker 1: when someone like I can already tell how someone's gonna feel, 390 00:21:48,160 --> 00:21:51,520 Speaker 1: sometimes before I even opened the records. Once I sit down, 391 00:21:51,560 --> 00:21:54,080 Speaker 1: it's really like because you know, you you once you 392 00:21:54,119 --> 00:21:56,840 Speaker 1: start doing this as a practice and it becomes part 393 00:21:56,840 --> 00:21:59,639 Speaker 1: of your life, you have a system, you know. So 394 00:21:59,720 --> 00:22:02,119 Speaker 1: for me, I always sit in the same spot every 395 00:22:02,160 --> 00:22:03,840 Speaker 1: time I do it. When I'm in my house for 396 00:22:03,880 --> 00:22:06,040 Speaker 1: the most part. Um, you know, I get my notebook. 397 00:22:06,119 --> 00:22:08,160 Speaker 1: So it's like the build up, you know what I mean. 398 00:22:08,440 --> 00:22:10,600 Speaker 1: It's like people who practice sports. It's like already, you 399 00:22:10,640 --> 00:22:12,560 Speaker 1: put your shoes on, you put your jersey, like so 400 00:22:12,680 --> 00:22:15,800 Speaker 1: it's like I'm getting ready. And as we're setting ready, yes, 401 00:22:16,080 --> 00:22:19,159 Speaker 1: I start to pick up on the person's energy, and 402 00:22:19,160 --> 00:22:22,000 Speaker 1: so I can tell when I'm going to like I 403 00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:24,840 Speaker 1: write your name down, and I write the phone number down, 404 00:22:24,960 --> 00:22:28,320 Speaker 1: and it's like I'm already getting picking up on emotions, 405 00:22:28,359 --> 00:22:30,600 Speaker 1: and I'm picking up on your feelings. It's not even 406 00:22:30,640 --> 00:22:33,000 Speaker 1: my own feelings. I'm picking up on the person's feelings 407 00:22:33,000 --> 00:22:35,199 Speaker 1: that I'm about to work with. So then once I 408 00:22:35,200 --> 00:22:39,879 Speaker 1: open the records, it depends. It really depends. Every time 409 00:22:40,119 --> 00:22:44,480 Speaker 1: is different, every person is different. I've done readings with 410 00:22:44,480 --> 00:22:46,840 Speaker 1: people when I open the records and it's just like crickets, 411 00:22:46,840 --> 00:22:49,359 Speaker 1: it's nothing. And that a lot of times happens for 412 00:22:49,359 --> 00:22:53,560 Speaker 1: people who are like really nervous or really guarded because 413 00:22:53,760 --> 00:22:56,919 Speaker 1: they're blocking my energy and they're blocking that connection. I 414 00:22:56,960 --> 00:22:59,159 Speaker 1: can feel it sometime. It like takes time for me 415 00:22:59,280 --> 00:23:01,800 Speaker 1: like take a deeper up and then boom, all the 416 00:23:01,840 --> 00:23:05,280 Speaker 1: information just comes in. Then some people, as soon as 417 00:23:05,280 --> 00:23:08,240 Speaker 1: I open their records, you got people chattering to me. 418 00:23:08,840 --> 00:23:11,160 Speaker 1: I'm getting all kinds of stuff coming in, and I'm 419 00:23:11,200 --> 00:23:13,879 Speaker 1: just like, Okay, I see what this is gonna be. 420 00:23:13,920 --> 00:23:17,200 Speaker 1: Like you must be excited. Or sometimes it's the family, 421 00:23:17,440 --> 00:23:21,040 Speaker 1: you know, ancestors are coming forward very easily, just like 422 00:23:21,080 --> 00:23:23,640 Speaker 1: waiting for this person, especially people who put this type 423 00:23:23,640 --> 00:23:28,320 Speaker 1: of stuff off. Then when you come, when the time comes, 424 00:23:28,320 --> 00:23:31,000 Speaker 1: this is like a floodgate of just stuff that they 425 00:23:31,040 --> 00:23:37,440 Speaker 1: want you to know how I told you you were 426 00:23:37,480 --> 00:23:40,320 Speaker 1: like it felt very jittery, you know, like I know you, 427 00:23:42,160 --> 00:23:44,840 Speaker 1: and that's how I felt. I felt like it was 428 00:23:44,880 --> 00:23:49,480 Speaker 1: a nervous energy, but it wasn't like guarded and apprehensive. 429 00:23:49,520 --> 00:23:52,240 Speaker 1: It was just like okay, like jittery, like popcorn, like okay, 430 00:23:52,240 --> 00:23:54,199 Speaker 1: I don't know, like what is she gonna say? And 431 00:23:54,240 --> 00:23:56,960 Speaker 1: it's just like I started feeling myself talking really fast 432 00:23:56,960 --> 00:23:58,320 Speaker 1: and I had to even ask you. I'm like, is 433 00:23:58,359 --> 00:24:01,120 Speaker 1: this what you talk? Because they're making me do this, 434 00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:04,600 Speaker 1: like I don't talk this way, and until I get excited. 435 00:24:05,040 --> 00:24:08,520 Speaker 1: When I'm super excited, I'm talking really fast and it's 436 00:24:08,520 --> 00:24:10,840 Speaker 1: like what you thought down? What you're saying? So soon 437 00:24:10,920 --> 00:24:12,879 Speaker 1: out the gate. As soon as I said hi, you 438 00:24:12,920 --> 00:24:15,040 Speaker 1: know we started talking, it's just like my voices started 439 00:24:15,040 --> 00:24:17,720 Speaker 1: speeding up, speeding up, and I'm just like, okay, let 440 00:24:17,720 --> 00:24:21,080 Speaker 1: me take a breath. Because that's how I receive information. 441 00:24:21,080 --> 00:24:23,240 Speaker 1: They made me feel a lot of different things. So 442 00:24:24,040 --> 00:24:27,240 Speaker 1: I will start to sometimes talk and it's like, okay, 443 00:24:27,400 --> 00:24:29,800 Speaker 1: I this is not my feelings, Like these are not 444 00:24:29,840 --> 00:24:32,439 Speaker 1: my emotions. There's not my feelings. I am picking up 445 00:24:32,440 --> 00:24:34,720 Speaker 1: on something and I will say like, are you nervous? 446 00:24:34,720 --> 00:24:37,479 Speaker 1: Are you okay? Like what's going on? And then you know, 447 00:24:37,560 --> 00:24:39,359 Speaker 1: they'll say like, oh yeah, I'm really nervous. I don't know, 448 00:24:39,400 --> 00:24:41,760 Speaker 1: and I'm like, okay, well it's okay, Like you know, 449 00:24:41,800 --> 00:24:43,719 Speaker 1: they're only gonna tell me what I need to know. 450 00:24:43,840 --> 00:24:46,320 Speaker 1: Don't worry. Like, they're not gonna tell me what happened 451 00:24:46,320 --> 00:24:48,520 Speaker 1: to you when you were three years old. Unless it's 452 00:24:48,560 --> 00:24:51,960 Speaker 1: something that they feel like needs to be healed, then 453 00:24:52,000 --> 00:24:54,680 Speaker 1: they'll show it to me or they'll tell me. But 454 00:24:54,840 --> 00:24:56,399 Speaker 1: people think I can just go in there and just 455 00:24:56,480 --> 00:24:59,440 Speaker 1: read their mind and know what they did last night. 456 00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:02,320 Speaker 1: It doesn't work like that. I don't have that type 457 00:25:02,359 --> 00:25:07,240 Speaker 1: of information. You know. It's really only specific to what 458 00:25:07,280 --> 00:25:10,040 Speaker 1: it is that you need to know for your healing purposes. 459 00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:13,440 Speaker 1: Is not just a free for all um, which a 460 00:25:13,520 --> 00:25:16,840 Speaker 1: lot of people think. So wait, how long you've been 461 00:25:16,880 --> 00:25:23,240 Speaker 1: knowing this? Um? I want to say at least about 462 00:25:23,280 --> 00:25:28,000 Speaker 1: four or five years now? Yeah, doing a coshing records, Yeah, 463 00:25:28,040 --> 00:25:30,280 Speaker 1: because I started and then I stopped, so maybe what 464 00:25:30,359 --> 00:25:35,960 Speaker 1: years of two so maybe two thousands, seventeen eighteen. Yeah, 465 00:25:36,040 --> 00:25:39,240 Speaker 1: And in terms of just doing like tarot and things 466 00:25:39,280 --> 00:25:42,080 Speaker 1: like that, since maybe two thousands you have around the 467 00:25:42,119 --> 00:25:46,960 Speaker 1: same time two thousand and sixteen seventeen h So what 468 00:25:47,040 --> 00:25:49,080 Speaker 1: type of questions are best to ask? Because I know 469 00:25:49,160 --> 00:25:53,920 Speaker 1: people should avoid yes or no questions, right yes, um? 470 00:25:53,960 --> 00:25:55,920 Speaker 1: So the only time I've really been able to get 471 00:25:56,080 --> 00:25:59,680 Speaker 1: yes or no answers if it's something like very very 472 00:26:00,040 --> 00:26:03,440 Speaker 1: wrong that they want them to know, like no, absolutely not, 473 00:26:03,560 --> 00:26:06,520 Speaker 1: that's not the best option, um, because at the end 474 00:26:06,520 --> 00:26:09,440 Speaker 1: of the day, we have free will, and you know, 475 00:26:09,840 --> 00:26:14,720 Speaker 1: saying yes or no it's kind of like not allowing 476 00:26:14,760 --> 00:26:17,280 Speaker 1: you to learn whatever it is that you need to learn. 477 00:26:17,640 --> 00:26:20,320 Speaker 1: So sometimes I will get to yes and knows, but 478 00:26:20,720 --> 00:26:24,240 Speaker 1: it's better to ask more, Okay, So for instance, say 479 00:26:24,280 --> 00:26:27,520 Speaker 1: like what can I do? Like asking for guidance and 480 00:26:27,560 --> 00:26:31,120 Speaker 1: asking for instruction is one of the best ways. Or 481 00:26:31,280 --> 00:26:36,480 Speaker 1: why did I need to get this job? Or what 482 00:26:36,600 --> 00:26:40,240 Speaker 1: is what do I need to know regarding this new 483 00:26:40,280 --> 00:26:44,639 Speaker 1: work environment? How will this benefit me? You know, those 484 00:26:44,680 --> 00:26:47,600 Speaker 1: types of questions where you can get more clear responses 485 00:26:48,000 --> 00:26:51,760 Speaker 1: to say, Okay, this is why you have this job, 486 00:26:51,840 --> 00:26:54,440 Speaker 1: this is what you need to learn from this experience, 487 00:26:54,480 --> 00:26:58,520 Speaker 1: this is why you met this person, or things like that, 488 00:26:58,640 --> 00:27:02,440 Speaker 1: not just yes or no or even dates and times 489 00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:06,879 Speaker 1: sometimes with I think they will tell me like seasons, 490 00:27:07,840 --> 00:27:13,480 Speaker 1: give me the general timelines, um, but they don't really 491 00:27:13,520 --> 00:27:15,880 Speaker 1: get super specific. And that's just for me. I don't 492 00:27:15,880 --> 00:27:18,760 Speaker 1: know about other readers, but me personally. They'll tell me 493 00:27:18,840 --> 00:27:20,720 Speaker 1: like if someone says, oh, well, you know, when am 494 00:27:20,720 --> 00:27:23,919 Speaker 1: I gonna move, and they'll say, like, they'll show me 495 00:27:23,960 --> 00:27:27,160 Speaker 1: like the fall, but they won't say, okay, October ten, 496 00:27:27,840 --> 00:27:30,639 Speaker 1: you know, they'll say more in the full time or 497 00:27:30,760 --> 00:27:33,400 Speaker 1: getting closer to spring. That type of thing they will 498 00:27:33,440 --> 00:27:37,920 Speaker 1: tell me at times. M hm. And maybe because that's 499 00:27:37,920 --> 00:27:42,040 Speaker 1: helpful to their timeline, you know, because the other thing too, people, 500 00:27:42,280 --> 00:27:49,320 Speaker 1: because of our human nature to get very attached to specifics. Um. 501 00:27:49,560 --> 00:27:51,480 Speaker 1: That is another reason why maybe I feel like they 502 00:27:51,520 --> 00:27:54,040 Speaker 1: don't tell us these things. Because also why a lot 503 00:27:54,040 --> 00:27:56,680 Speaker 1: of times if we have ancestors that come forward, they 504 00:27:56,720 --> 00:28:00,040 Speaker 1: won't say specifically who they are because we will it 505 00:28:00,119 --> 00:28:02,560 Speaker 1: attached to that and that's really not that takes away 506 00:28:02,600 --> 00:28:04,080 Speaker 1: from what it is that we're supposed to be doing. 507 00:28:04,760 --> 00:28:08,040 Speaker 1: Mm hmm o. Can't we ever find out who I 508 00:28:08,119 --> 00:28:12,760 Speaker 1: ask myself are? Yeah, Like I've had I've had friends 509 00:28:12,920 --> 00:28:15,119 Speaker 1: or different people that I work with who have had 510 00:28:15,160 --> 00:28:18,800 Speaker 1: family members who passed away and they're that person comes 511 00:28:18,800 --> 00:28:22,560 Speaker 1: through very strongly, that specific person, and I know who 512 00:28:22,600 --> 00:28:25,920 Speaker 1: it is because they'll they'll make me feel who they 513 00:28:25,960 --> 00:28:29,040 Speaker 1: are own personal family. When I've gone into my records them. 514 00:28:29,119 --> 00:28:31,920 Speaker 1: I have specific ancestors that have come forward for me. 515 00:28:32,440 --> 00:28:35,480 Speaker 1: Of course I know them because I know who they are, 516 00:28:35,640 --> 00:28:40,160 Speaker 1: and you know, they'll show me their face. When it's 517 00:28:40,200 --> 00:28:42,840 Speaker 1: other people, the ancestors, they don't always do that. I've 518 00:28:42,880 --> 00:28:46,480 Speaker 1: had times where they'll describe their personality to me. They 519 00:28:46,520 --> 00:28:50,600 Speaker 1: will show me clothing items, they will show me, um, 520 00:28:50,600 --> 00:28:54,480 Speaker 1: whether like they are bakers or they had a certain fragrance. 521 00:28:54,520 --> 00:28:58,200 Speaker 1: They'll give me that type of information. Um. It's very 522 00:28:58,320 --> 00:29:02,560 Speaker 1: rare that they'll say, oh, yeah, it's uncle so and so. UM. So. 523 00:29:02,600 --> 00:29:04,640 Speaker 1: I don't know if that's just me needing to do 524 00:29:04,720 --> 00:29:09,000 Speaker 1: more work to strengthen my own skills or if it's 525 00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:15,640 Speaker 1: just their choice. Can that be overwhelming though? Um, it doesn't. 526 00:29:15,720 --> 00:29:18,760 Speaker 1: It doesn't feel overwhelming to me. And like, I don't know, 527 00:29:18,800 --> 00:29:21,600 Speaker 1: I think maybe you're not talked about this yesterday. UM, 528 00:29:21,680 --> 00:29:25,400 Speaker 1: because you know, when you're in the records, you're in 529 00:29:25,520 --> 00:29:29,959 Speaker 1: a healing space and you're surrounded by um, you know, 530 00:29:30,240 --> 00:29:35,680 Speaker 1: light in a healing energy. It doesn't take away from 531 00:29:35,760 --> 00:29:39,480 Speaker 1: your energy to do this, whereas outside of the records 532 00:29:40,240 --> 00:29:42,880 Speaker 1: it can be tiring because you're channeling and you're you're 533 00:29:42,960 --> 00:29:45,640 Speaker 1: using your own energy even though you're tapping into the 534 00:29:45,680 --> 00:29:51,600 Speaker 1: source to receive messages. It can be tiring at times. 535 00:29:52,560 --> 00:29:55,960 Speaker 1: But what they had, I haven't experienced that. So what 536 00:29:56,040 --> 00:29:58,400 Speaker 1: do you do after a reading? Like do you I 537 00:29:58,480 --> 00:30:01,480 Speaker 1: know you have to close the turns out right? Yes, 538 00:30:01,880 --> 00:30:06,440 Speaker 1: I closed the records um and then sometimes it really 539 00:30:06,480 --> 00:30:10,120 Speaker 1: just depends. So you know, there are times where I've 540 00:30:10,240 --> 00:30:13,960 Speaker 1: had I've become it's okay, So it's kind of it's 541 00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:15,640 Speaker 1: kind of weird. So I want to say that I 542 00:30:15,640 --> 00:30:17,600 Speaker 1: don't want to put a tidele or like a label 543 00:30:17,680 --> 00:30:20,800 Speaker 1: on on it. But when I'm in the record, it's 544 00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:24,840 Speaker 1: very hard for me to express myself emotionally when I'm 545 00:30:24,840 --> 00:30:27,840 Speaker 1: in other people's records. Now, when I'm in my own records, 546 00:30:27,880 --> 00:30:31,640 Speaker 1: I've had like you know, fallout, breakdown, and I can 547 00:30:31,720 --> 00:30:35,640 Speaker 1: connect with the emotions, but I I don't really physically emote, 548 00:30:35,760 --> 00:30:38,840 Speaker 1: so I won't start crying, I won't start getting hysterical 549 00:30:38,920 --> 00:30:41,560 Speaker 1: things of that nature. I will feel that way on 550 00:30:41,600 --> 00:30:44,360 Speaker 1: the inside, or I will feel the energy that they're 551 00:30:44,360 --> 00:30:47,400 Speaker 1: making me feel based off of the person's emotions that 552 00:30:47,440 --> 00:30:53,280 Speaker 1: are reading. But I don't physically cry. Very rarely has 553 00:30:53,320 --> 00:30:57,160 Speaker 1: it has happened, but that's not very common. So I'm 554 00:30:57,160 --> 00:31:02,000 Speaker 1: not using my own emotional energy in order to share 555 00:31:02,040 --> 00:31:05,800 Speaker 1: the messages. I'm just the messenger. I'm just a vessel 556 00:31:06,160 --> 00:31:08,960 Speaker 1: in those moments. It's like the energy and the light 557 00:31:09,080 --> 00:31:11,440 Speaker 1: is coming through me. But I'm not expanding my own 558 00:31:11,600 --> 00:31:15,800 Speaker 1: energy to do it. But have you ever did a 559 00:31:15,880 --> 00:31:18,800 Speaker 1: reading where it became too much like maybe the reading 560 00:31:18,880 --> 00:31:22,800 Speaker 1: was like there's even been like a bad reading. I 561 00:31:22,800 --> 00:31:26,880 Speaker 1: wouldn't bad reading, yeah, but I've had a reading where 562 00:31:26,920 --> 00:31:31,040 Speaker 1: you know, the person or the client didn't I wasn't 563 00:31:31,080 --> 00:31:34,920 Speaker 1: really connected. So I've had a reading once where I 564 00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:40,479 Speaker 1: opened someone's records and it just wasn't working. For whatever reason, 565 00:31:40,640 --> 00:31:44,120 Speaker 1: it wasn't connected. She just wasn't. It wasn't she wasn't 566 00:31:44,160 --> 00:31:47,480 Speaker 1: feeling it. And I'm like, you know what, maybe it's 567 00:31:47,720 --> 00:31:50,200 Speaker 1: the vibe is off, maybe the you know, maybe I'm off, 568 00:31:50,240 --> 00:31:52,640 Speaker 1: maybe you're off. Whatever it is cool. So what I 569 00:31:52,680 --> 00:31:53,880 Speaker 1: did when I was like, you know, what are you 570 00:31:53,920 --> 00:31:55,560 Speaker 1: doing on Saturday? Or what are you doing in a 571 00:31:55,560 --> 00:31:58,640 Speaker 1: couple of days, let's try again. You know, I didn't. 572 00:31:58,680 --> 00:32:00,760 Speaker 1: I didn't say, you know, and then make her pay 573 00:32:00,800 --> 00:32:02,680 Speaker 1: me again like nothing, like no, because my thing is 574 00:32:02,880 --> 00:32:04,960 Speaker 1: it's not for me, you know, it's for her, the 575 00:32:05,040 --> 00:32:06,840 Speaker 1: messages for her, and clearly she came to me for 576 00:32:06,880 --> 00:32:10,080 Speaker 1: a reason. So whatever is going on and it's not clicking, 577 00:32:10,080 --> 00:32:12,360 Speaker 1: it's not clicking, which is fine. We did it. The 578 00:32:12,440 --> 00:32:15,480 Speaker 1: next time we tried, it was amazing, you see what 579 00:32:15,520 --> 00:32:19,280 Speaker 1: I'm saying. So it's just like, sometimes maybe it's just 580 00:32:19,320 --> 00:32:21,480 Speaker 1: not time for her to know. Maybe she wants to know, 581 00:32:21,600 --> 00:32:23,440 Speaker 1: and she booked the session for that day and she 582 00:32:23,480 --> 00:32:25,960 Speaker 1: really wanted to know, but it maybe it wasn't time 583 00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:28,120 Speaker 1: for her to hear what she needed to hear, because 584 00:32:28,160 --> 00:32:30,479 Speaker 1: the next time we did it it was a great, 585 00:32:30,920 --> 00:32:33,719 Speaker 1: a great session. Um. So I wanted to jump back 586 00:32:33,720 --> 00:32:35,520 Speaker 1: because I feel like I didn't answer your question. But 587 00:32:35,880 --> 00:32:40,000 Speaker 1: so when the time's come where I have sessions that 588 00:32:40,040 --> 00:32:42,680 Speaker 1: are really heavy, I'll use that word because that's kind 589 00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:44,760 Speaker 1: of how it is. It feels like to me, it 590 00:32:44,840 --> 00:32:48,800 Speaker 1: is like a heaviness. Um. I don't like to close 591 00:32:48,840 --> 00:32:51,400 Speaker 1: out on that energy. So we always try to ask 592 00:32:51,760 --> 00:32:54,920 Speaker 1: those follow up questions at the end to really close 593 00:32:54,960 --> 00:32:58,440 Speaker 1: out on a more positive note um or a lighter 594 00:32:59,040 --> 00:33:03,120 Speaker 1: note them from my own self care afterwards. I definitely 595 00:33:03,160 --> 00:33:06,560 Speaker 1: do you know, like spiritual baths for myself personally. I 596 00:33:06,680 --> 00:33:09,560 Speaker 1: use sage or I use like Paolos Santo. I use 597 00:33:09,600 --> 00:33:14,280 Speaker 1: a lot of Florida water. Um. Yes, I have you 598 00:33:14,320 --> 00:33:17,080 Speaker 1: know singing bowls that I love. I use that pretty 599 00:33:17,160 --> 00:33:19,240 Speaker 1: much every day, even like in the morning before I 600 00:33:19,240 --> 00:33:21,080 Speaker 1: go to work, I use my singing bowl because it 601 00:33:21,160 --> 00:33:23,720 Speaker 1: just helps me balance out my energies I feeling anxiety 602 00:33:23,800 --> 00:33:26,840 Speaker 1: or anything like that. I have tuning forks, so if 603 00:33:26,960 --> 00:33:28,960 Speaker 1: I have a session that it's like kind of heavy, 604 00:33:29,360 --> 00:33:31,520 Speaker 1: I will go to those tools, or I'll go into 605 00:33:31,640 --> 00:33:35,760 Speaker 1: my own records, you know, to find healing there and 606 00:33:35,840 --> 00:33:38,080 Speaker 1: just say, like you know, it's kind of cleanse myself 607 00:33:38,520 --> 00:33:43,160 Speaker 1: in my own records from that energy. So when I 608 00:33:43,240 --> 00:33:46,440 Speaker 1: was preparing for this interview today, I was talking to 609 00:33:47,000 --> 00:33:50,240 Speaker 1: one of my best friends and I was telling him 610 00:33:50,280 --> 00:33:56,440 Speaker 1: about certain cars of our conversation yesterday, and I was like, no, 611 00:33:56,720 --> 00:33:59,720 Speaker 1: this is a real deal, like like I really do 612 00:34:00,040 --> 00:34:02,640 Speaker 1: me Like she's legit, Like she's like like she told 613 00:34:02,640 --> 00:34:06,080 Speaker 1: me things that, like, for one, is consistent with other 614 00:34:06,120 --> 00:34:08,480 Speaker 1: things that have received. And then you also told me 615 00:34:08,560 --> 00:34:10,920 Speaker 1: something about a bridge that nobody knew that I was 616 00:34:10,960 --> 00:34:14,200 Speaker 1: afraid of bridges, and now it just makes sense pertains 617 00:34:14,200 --> 00:34:17,400 Speaker 1: to my past life, and he just don't believe it, 618 00:34:17,760 --> 00:34:19,960 Speaker 1: Like why do you think you know, why do you 619 00:34:20,000 --> 00:34:23,759 Speaker 1: think a lot of people doubt it? Um? I don't know, 620 00:34:24,040 --> 00:34:26,960 Speaker 1: you know, I always It's funny because I always had 621 00:34:26,960 --> 00:34:29,600 Speaker 1: the conversations like with my friends and stuff, and it's like, 622 00:34:29,680 --> 00:34:34,319 Speaker 1: you know, people have to come to this stuff when, if, 623 00:34:34,360 --> 00:34:39,560 Speaker 1: and when they're ready to, you know. Um, not everybody 624 00:34:39,840 --> 00:34:44,960 Speaker 1: is prepared to experience these types of things. So I 625 00:34:45,000 --> 00:34:47,000 Speaker 1: don't know, some people are just kind of closed off 626 00:34:47,040 --> 00:34:49,719 Speaker 1: to it. Maybe people are just have had bad experiences. 627 00:34:49,920 --> 00:34:51,759 Speaker 1: And you know, because I work in the records, I 628 00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:54,439 Speaker 1: always want to blame stuff on my past life or 629 00:34:54,520 --> 00:34:56,880 Speaker 1: you know, like so I'm just thinking, like, well, maybe 630 00:34:56,920 --> 00:34:59,480 Speaker 1: you know, in the past life, somebody swindled him out 631 00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:01,640 Speaker 1: of money, or maybe he was a charlatan in the 632 00:35:01,680 --> 00:35:04,480 Speaker 1: past life and was swindling other people. So now he 633 00:35:04,600 --> 00:35:06,879 Speaker 1: came back with this type of vibe of like, yeah, 634 00:35:06,920 --> 00:35:09,520 Speaker 1: I don't believe that type of stuff. Um, but I 635 00:35:09,560 --> 00:35:11,719 Speaker 1: don't know, you know, I just feel like people come 636 00:35:11,840 --> 00:35:16,160 Speaker 1: to this energy when their their spirit or their soul 637 00:35:16,400 --> 00:35:20,040 Speaker 1: is ready to acknowledge it and to work with it. 638 00:35:20,440 --> 00:35:22,280 Speaker 1: You know, you can't really force this type of stuff 639 00:35:22,280 --> 00:35:24,480 Speaker 1: on people because there are people that are just like, yeah, no, 640 00:35:24,680 --> 00:35:27,200 Speaker 1: that's made up. I don't deal with that type of stuff, 641 00:35:27,200 --> 00:35:32,120 Speaker 1: and that's cool. I don't know. I can't really say why. Um, 642 00:35:31,960 --> 00:35:34,480 Speaker 1: I've never been that person. I've kind of been a 643 00:35:34,480 --> 00:35:37,319 Speaker 1: believer in my whole life. I've always been into supernatural 644 00:35:37,360 --> 00:35:39,560 Speaker 1: type of stuff since I was a child, so I 645 00:35:39,560 --> 00:35:41,920 Speaker 1: always thought I could talk to cats and different animals. 646 00:35:41,920 --> 00:35:44,719 Speaker 1: So I never had that energy of like that's fake. 647 00:35:45,440 --> 00:35:48,920 Speaker 1: And I would watch, you know, anytime Sylvia Brown was 648 00:35:48,960 --> 00:35:51,799 Speaker 1: on Montel. I was tuning in watching Sylvia Brown, even 649 00:35:51,840 --> 00:35:54,120 Speaker 1: when people came back and said she was fake, and 650 00:35:54,160 --> 00:35:56,080 Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't believe she's fake. So, you know, 651 00:35:56,200 --> 00:35:59,200 Speaker 1: maybe I'm on the other side of the spectrum that's 652 00:35:59,239 --> 00:36:02,799 Speaker 1: willing to believe you things, you know, even when they've 653 00:36:02,840 --> 00:36:04,920 Speaker 1: been proven to be false. Because it's just like, I 654 00:36:04,960 --> 00:36:07,520 Speaker 1: just feel like, you just don't know, you know, I 655 00:36:07,560 --> 00:36:12,280 Speaker 1: can't say what what energy someone has access to? Um, 656 00:36:12,320 --> 00:36:14,799 Speaker 1: I can only go buy my intuition or what, you know, 657 00:36:14,880 --> 00:36:16,799 Speaker 1: what vibes with me and what doesn't vibe with me. 658 00:36:16,920 --> 00:36:19,200 Speaker 1: So I don't know. Maybe they just haven't found the 659 00:36:19,280 --> 00:36:21,880 Speaker 1: right person. I've had nonbelievers come and say, you know, 660 00:36:21,960 --> 00:36:23,719 Speaker 1: my friend told me to do this and I don't 661 00:36:23,760 --> 00:36:25,879 Speaker 1: really know, and by the end of the session they're 662 00:36:25,920 --> 00:36:28,400 Speaker 1: kind of just like all right, like I don't know 663 00:36:28,440 --> 00:36:32,120 Speaker 1: what just happened, but okay, yeah, he wants to speak 664 00:36:32,120 --> 00:36:33,680 Speaker 1: with you. And I'm like, now you're not gonna trust 665 00:36:33,680 --> 00:36:37,480 Speaker 1: my girl out I was because I'm not gonna argue. 666 00:36:37,480 --> 00:36:41,120 Speaker 1: You know, I don't argue with people about screens, you know, 667 00:36:41,520 --> 00:36:44,279 Speaker 1: I just and I'm not a convincer, you know. I'm 668 00:36:44,280 --> 00:36:46,279 Speaker 1: more of the person that's just like, Okay, if you 669 00:36:46,320 --> 00:36:49,360 Speaker 1: don't believe it, that's cool. If you're curious, then I 670 00:36:49,360 --> 00:36:52,879 Speaker 1: would say, find someone that you trust and allow them 671 00:36:52,920 --> 00:36:54,960 Speaker 1: to read you or allow them to work with you, 672 00:36:55,080 --> 00:36:58,320 Speaker 1: and then you can make your judgment from there, because 673 00:36:58,360 --> 00:37:00,799 Speaker 1: just because I worked well with you doesn't mean you 674 00:37:00,920 --> 00:37:03,400 Speaker 1: go to another person and work well with them. So 675 00:37:03,440 --> 00:37:06,880 Speaker 1: I'm just thinking sometimes maybe people have bad experiences or 676 00:37:07,000 --> 00:37:10,520 Speaker 1: they just haven't found someone who's able to connect with 677 00:37:10,560 --> 00:37:13,359 Speaker 1: their energy in a way that they feel like, Okay, 678 00:37:13,400 --> 00:37:16,880 Speaker 1: this is legitimate. I'm like, bro, how would you know 679 00:37:16,880 --> 00:37:20,040 Speaker 1: about my fear of bridges? And I don't even talk 680 00:37:20,080 --> 00:37:23,520 Speaker 1: about that anymore, you know what I'm saying. Yeah, which 681 00:37:23,520 --> 00:37:25,239 Speaker 1: is interesting because I didn't know you had a fear 682 00:37:25,239 --> 00:37:28,120 Speaker 1: of bridges, but what I brought up made you connect 683 00:37:28,719 --> 00:37:30,960 Speaker 1: the dots to it because I didn't know that you 684 00:37:31,080 --> 00:37:33,239 Speaker 1: had a fear of bridges, but you were able to 685 00:37:33,280 --> 00:37:36,960 Speaker 1: connect that information for yourself. So and sometimes that's how 686 00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:39,319 Speaker 1: it works too, for especially for nonbelievers. It's kind of 687 00:37:39,360 --> 00:37:42,680 Speaker 1: like even with astrology, like I would at one time, 688 00:37:42,719 --> 00:37:44,360 Speaker 1: I brought up something to someone who was just like 689 00:37:44,360 --> 00:37:46,239 Speaker 1: I don't believe that astrology stuff and this and that, 690 00:37:46,280 --> 00:37:48,479 Speaker 1: and I pretty much just like I was like, alright, cool, 691 00:37:48,480 --> 00:37:49,719 Speaker 1: like you want me to tell you some stuff. But 692 00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:51,440 Speaker 1: they're like, yeah, tell me to tell me that, you know, 693 00:37:51,520 --> 00:37:53,960 Speaker 1: like joking with me, thinking I was joking, and I 694 00:37:54,000 --> 00:37:55,840 Speaker 1: pretty much just like read them their whole life and 695 00:37:55,840 --> 00:37:58,000 Speaker 1: they're just like, Okay, I think there might be something 696 00:37:58,040 --> 00:38:01,080 Speaker 1: to that. And it's just like, you know, it's certain 697 00:38:01,120 --> 00:38:03,880 Speaker 1: things that people once they hear that one thing that 698 00:38:03,920 --> 00:38:08,080 Speaker 1: they resonate with then they maybe they become a believer 699 00:38:08,120 --> 00:38:10,200 Speaker 1: because they're just like, how would she know that? Like, 700 00:38:10,600 --> 00:38:13,040 Speaker 1: I don't know this person from a candapaign, but she's 701 00:38:13,080 --> 00:38:15,520 Speaker 1: able to tell me these things about myself that only 702 00:38:15,560 --> 00:38:18,720 Speaker 1: I know. So that's why I was telling him because 703 00:38:18,760 --> 00:38:21,399 Speaker 1: I was to the listeners. I was telling him because 704 00:38:21,440 --> 00:38:25,120 Speaker 1: she told me something about my past life that correlates 705 00:38:25,200 --> 00:38:28,240 Speaker 1: with how I used to feel about bridges. And granted, 706 00:38:28,280 --> 00:38:30,160 Speaker 1: when we were speaking, because she was referred to me 707 00:38:30,239 --> 00:38:32,799 Speaker 1: by somebody who I know, it's like a legitim so 708 00:38:33,640 --> 00:38:35,759 Speaker 1: just off the strength of that person's word, I'm like, 709 00:38:36,040 --> 00:38:38,439 Speaker 1: all right, all right, this girl knows what she's talking 710 00:38:38,440 --> 00:38:40,680 Speaker 1: about because porn I never heard about this before. So 711 00:38:40,760 --> 00:38:43,480 Speaker 1: when we was doing our reading yesterday and things that 712 00:38:43,520 --> 00:38:46,239 Speaker 1: you were saying, I'm like, Okay, this girl's are just 713 00:38:46,400 --> 00:38:48,360 Speaker 1: like I know, she's for real. But when you mentioned 714 00:38:48,400 --> 00:38:51,000 Speaker 1: that one thing about bridges, I'm like, oh my god, 715 00:38:51,040 --> 00:38:53,279 Speaker 1: like I literally forgot and remember how I used to 716 00:38:53,280 --> 00:38:57,839 Speaker 1: have a fear of bridges. Yeah, And that's sometimes that's 717 00:38:57,840 --> 00:39:01,040 Speaker 1: how it works, because you know, as humans, we suppressed 718 00:39:01,080 --> 00:39:04,760 Speaker 1: a lot of things and remember everything until if something 719 00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:08,279 Speaker 1: happens and we're like, oh, ship, like, that's why I 720 00:39:08,320 --> 00:39:10,560 Speaker 1: feel that way, that's why you don't know why I 721 00:39:10,600 --> 00:39:13,080 Speaker 1: do this, And it all of a sudden, it just clicks. 722 00:39:13,280 --> 00:39:16,120 Speaker 1: So you know, sometimes that's all the takes to make 723 00:39:16,160 --> 00:39:19,080 Speaker 1: a nonbeliever a believer, or you know, however you want 724 00:39:19,120 --> 00:39:22,600 Speaker 1: to say it. But it's always fun to see that happen, 725 00:39:23,320 --> 00:39:27,280 Speaker 1: at least for me. Now, tell us about your journey. 726 00:39:27,280 --> 00:39:32,120 Speaker 1: What lands you to a constact record? Um, okay, well, 727 00:39:32,160 --> 00:39:34,719 Speaker 1: you know I've always been very I don't even want 728 00:39:34,719 --> 00:39:36,719 Speaker 1: to use this term spiritual because I feel like, you know, 729 00:39:37,680 --> 00:39:40,000 Speaker 1: that's more of a newer term, I guess. But I've 730 00:39:40,000 --> 00:39:42,640 Speaker 1: always felt very connected, you know, to just like everything 731 00:39:42,680 --> 00:39:46,880 Speaker 1: in my environment, whether that's animals, other people. Super emotional 732 00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:49,879 Speaker 1: as a child, but due to my upbringing, I would 733 00:39:49,960 --> 00:39:51,880 Speaker 1: kind of hide that, you know. So I would have 734 00:39:51,960 --> 00:39:54,120 Speaker 1: these connections and I would be able to just say like, oh, 735 00:39:54,280 --> 00:39:56,680 Speaker 1: you know, I feel like something's gonna happen today, and 736 00:39:56,800 --> 00:39:58,480 Speaker 1: I could never figure out what it was. You know, 737 00:39:58,480 --> 00:40:01,000 Speaker 1: I wasn't psychic as a child, but I would get 738 00:40:01,040 --> 00:40:04,960 Speaker 1: these like foreboding feelings of something happening, and lo and behold, 739 00:40:05,040 --> 00:40:06,600 Speaker 1: something would happened and I'm just like I knew it, 740 00:40:06,920 --> 00:40:09,440 Speaker 1: you know. So as I got older, I didn't really 741 00:40:09,560 --> 00:40:12,359 Speaker 1: know where to really look and I kind of just 742 00:40:12,360 --> 00:40:14,799 Speaker 1: started living my life. So it kind of just decided. 743 00:40:15,600 --> 00:40:19,000 Speaker 1: And then I went through some really serious health issues 744 00:40:19,040 --> 00:40:23,359 Speaker 1: when I was nineteen. I was hospitalized for a while. UM, 745 00:40:23,400 --> 00:40:27,279 Speaker 1: and that really connected me back to my spirit, like 746 00:40:27,360 --> 00:40:30,640 Speaker 1: my spirituality and really getting more solid and understanding like 747 00:40:31,280 --> 00:40:33,759 Speaker 1: where I am in the world, who I am, you know, 748 00:40:33,880 --> 00:40:38,120 Speaker 1: my purpose? Um. And then I had another life change 749 00:40:38,160 --> 00:40:39,560 Speaker 1: and I said, you know what, I was living in 750 00:40:39,600 --> 00:40:41,440 Speaker 1: South Carolinas, you know, let me move back to New York. 751 00:40:41,480 --> 00:40:44,600 Speaker 1: So I moved back to New York. And that's really when. Um. 752 00:40:44,640 --> 00:40:46,360 Speaker 1: The year before I moved back to New York, I 753 00:40:46,400 --> 00:40:50,160 Speaker 1: had like another spiritual awakening. I changed my diet. I 754 00:40:50,200 --> 00:40:52,680 Speaker 1: stopped eating animals. It was like I felt like I 755 00:40:52,800 --> 00:40:55,880 Speaker 1: was I was still in on the grid, but mentally 756 00:40:55,920 --> 00:40:59,120 Speaker 1: I was checked out. I was off grid because I 757 00:40:59,160 --> 00:41:01,000 Speaker 1: just needed to change, do you know. I felt like 758 00:41:01,600 --> 00:41:03,800 Speaker 1: something has to change, and I need something to change 759 00:41:03,800 --> 00:41:08,080 Speaker 1: for me, like extremely and so UM, diet wise, I 760 00:41:08,160 --> 00:41:11,760 Speaker 1: just stopped eating meat, I stopped ZERI and I really 761 00:41:11,760 --> 00:41:14,440 Speaker 1: just got really deep into a lot of different spiritual practices. 762 00:41:14,960 --> 00:41:21,120 Speaker 1: Once I got um that's like reading and writing. I 763 00:41:21,280 --> 00:41:25,840 Speaker 1: was journaling and I was channeling like messages like NonStop. 764 00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:28,680 Speaker 1: And it was something that was very new to me because, 765 00:41:28,680 --> 00:41:30,400 Speaker 1: like I said, it poor I would get messages, but 766 00:41:30,440 --> 00:41:32,439 Speaker 1: I would just be like whatever, you know, I would 767 00:41:32,480 --> 00:41:35,920 Speaker 1: just brush the ball. But because I feel for me personally, 768 00:41:35,960 --> 00:41:38,040 Speaker 1: because I changed my diet, I feel like I became 769 00:41:38,280 --> 00:41:43,160 Speaker 1: so just like open to the spiritual energy that I 770 00:41:43,239 --> 00:41:45,319 Speaker 1: literally would be like in my car just writing down 771 00:41:45,320 --> 00:41:47,600 Speaker 1: messages on like a random receipt that I had in 772 00:41:47,600 --> 00:41:50,200 Speaker 1: my pocketbook. Like it was just to the point where 773 00:41:50,200 --> 00:41:53,400 Speaker 1: I was writing and constantly just channeling messages, channeling guidance, 774 00:41:53,480 --> 00:41:57,279 Speaker 1: channeling channel and it was it was insane and Um. 775 00:41:57,280 --> 00:41:58,840 Speaker 1: When I moved back to New York, I kind of 776 00:41:58,880 --> 00:42:00,960 Speaker 1: had to shift a little little bit, and I felt 777 00:42:01,000 --> 00:42:05,440 Speaker 1: so out of place because I couldn't connect. So I 778 00:42:05,560 --> 00:42:08,040 Speaker 1: kind of like dialed it back down, you know. I 779 00:42:08,120 --> 00:42:09,880 Speaker 1: tell it was almost like a radio, you know, you 780 00:42:09,920 --> 00:42:14,239 Speaker 1: have different stations that you can tune into and different frequencies, 781 00:42:14,280 --> 00:42:16,759 Speaker 1: and so for me, I needed to dial it down 782 00:42:16,800 --> 00:42:21,680 Speaker 1: a little bit just so I could actually work with people. Um. 783 00:42:21,719 --> 00:42:25,120 Speaker 1: But then I needed still to have something to keep 784 00:42:25,160 --> 00:42:29,680 Speaker 1: me connected spiritually. So there as a terror reader, um 785 00:42:29,800 --> 00:42:35,480 Speaker 1: that I would follow her on YouTube and um, she 786 00:42:35,719 --> 00:42:39,400 Speaker 1: really inspired me to get my first tarot deck. Prior 787 00:42:39,440 --> 00:42:42,880 Speaker 1: to that, I was really good, deep into astrology. Um, 788 00:42:43,120 --> 00:42:45,320 Speaker 1: and that was like my main thing that I always 789 00:42:45,360 --> 00:42:48,480 Speaker 1: would use was astrology. Then I said, you know, I 790 00:42:48,520 --> 00:42:51,399 Speaker 1: need something else, you know. And I've always been into 791 00:42:51,400 --> 00:42:55,200 Speaker 1: tarot cars. And I wasn't really raised religious, but you know, 792 00:42:55,480 --> 00:42:57,800 Speaker 1: even in this society, even if you're not raised religious, 793 00:42:57,840 --> 00:43:01,560 Speaker 1: you still pick up certain messages. So I always felt like, Okay, 794 00:43:01,600 --> 00:43:04,160 Speaker 1: this is something bad. You know. If I start using 795 00:43:04,160 --> 00:43:06,600 Speaker 1: these cards, it's something gonna happen to me, you know. 796 00:43:06,719 --> 00:43:10,120 Speaker 1: So I always had this fear. And I saw this 797 00:43:10,160 --> 00:43:12,840 Speaker 1: woman using these cars and I'm just like she's amazing, 798 00:43:12,960 --> 00:43:16,040 Speaker 1: Like she's so so cool down to earth, Like she 799 00:43:16,080 --> 00:43:18,040 Speaker 1: looked like somebody who I could be friends with. Like 800 00:43:18,080 --> 00:43:20,799 Speaker 1: this isn't bad, you know, like this isn't something I'm 801 00:43:20,800 --> 00:43:22,879 Speaker 1: gonna go to Hell for and the demons is gonna 802 00:43:22,880 --> 00:43:25,120 Speaker 1: start popping out my closet and stuff. So I'm like, 803 00:43:25,160 --> 00:43:27,080 Speaker 1: you know what, let me just go buy me a deck. 804 00:43:27,200 --> 00:43:29,000 Speaker 1: So I just went to Bars and Nobles. I got 805 00:43:29,000 --> 00:43:31,719 Speaker 1: a deck. Um it was an animal deck. Of course, 806 00:43:31,760 --> 00:43:34,080 Speaker 1: like I said, I love animals and I'm connected to animals. 807 00:43:34,120 --> 00:43:37,600 Speaker 1: So that was one of my first things that changed 808 00:43:37,640 --> 00:43:40,360 Speaker 1: my life. I started reading that deck and it was 809 00:43:40,440 --> 00:43:44,000 Speaker 1: just like those floodgates open right back up again. So 810 00:43:44,040 --> 00:43:46,360 Speaker 1: it was like I didn't have to be on this 811 00:43:46,520 --> 00:43:50,040 Speaker 1: extreme life path to still connect with spirit and still 812 00:43:50,040 --> 00:43:52,680 Speaker 1: connect and get these messages. So I had these cars. 813 00:43:52,719 --> 00:43:54,640 Speaker 1: I took them everywhere with me. I was using them 814 00:43:54,680 --> 00:43:57,840 Speaker 1: constantly every day doing read this for myself, who anybody 815 00:43:57,840 --> 00:44:00,200 Speaker 1: who would let me read them. I was reading them. 816 00:44:00,280 --> 00:44:02,920 Speaker 1: I was doing like daily messages and posting them on 817 00:44:02,920 --> 00:44:08,400 Speaker 1: my Instagram, just sharing everything. And once I started doing that, 818 00:44:08,480 --> 00:44:10,799 Speaker 1: I'm like, Okay, this is cool, this is cool, you know, 819 00:44:11,239 --> 00:44:13,560 Speaker 1: And then my health started bothering me again. My health 820 00:44:13,600 --> 00:44:16,239 Speaker 1: started getting worse and deterion and again, and I'm just like, 821 00:44:16,320 --> 00:44:18,160 Speaker 1: I'm sick of this. So at this point, it's like, 822 00:44:18,560 --> 00:44:20,719 Speaker 1: you know, I've been dealing with these health issues now 823 00:44:20,760 --> 00:44:23,880 Speaker 1: for like ten years, and I'm just like I can't 824 00:44:24,000 --> 00:44:26,400 Speaker 1: keep doing this, Like I need something to change. So, 825 00:44:26,480 --> 00:44:28,480 Speaker 1: you know, and once you start getting into the spiritual 826 00:44:28,480 --> 00:44:31,640 Speaker 1: field community, you start getting connected to different people, you know. 827 00:44:31,719 --> 00:44:34,880 Speaker 1: So I started learning about more like health and wellness 828 00:44:35,000 --> 00:44:37,640 Speaker 1: and how to heal yourself and how you can you know, 829 00:44:37,960 --> 00:44:41,200 Speaker 1: tap into your sub conscious mind and you know, and 830 00:44:41,320 --> 00:44:44,000 Speaker 1: train your mind to do this and do that and 831 00:44:44,160 --> 00:44:46,520 Speaker 1: unlearned things. And so I'm like, there has to be 832 00:44:46,560 --> 00:44:50,040 Speaker 1: another way for me to address the physical through the 833 00:44:50,160 --> 00:44:53,160 Speaker 1: non physical, you know, because what I'm doing on the 834 00:44:53,160 --> 00:44:56,680 Speaker 1: physical is not working. So something else is causing these problems, 835 00:44:56,680 --> 00:44:58,920 Speaker 1: because you know, you start to learn like when you 836 00:44:59,000 --> 00:45:03,040 Speaker 1: have these deep problems inside or these deep unhealed things inside, 837 00:45:03,040 --> 00:45:07,080 Speaker 1: it manifests physically. So that was my thought process, like, Okay, 838 00:45:07,200 --> 00:45:09,439 Speaker 1: if I'm doing everything I can on the physical problem 839 00:45:09,600 --> 00:45:11,480 Speaker 1: not eating me, you know, I'm trying to live as 840 00:45:11,520 --> 00:45:13,239 Speaker 1: best as I can healthy life, you know, I'm trying 841 00:45:13,280 --> 00:45:15,360 Speaker 1: to be stress free, and I'm still having these problems. 842 00:45:15,760 --> 00:45:18,359 Speaker 1: It must be something inside, you know. It must be 843 00:45:18,400 --> 00:45:21,520 Speaker 1: something with my with my trauma, with my past life. 844 00:45:21,600 --> 00:45:25,760 Speaker 1: Well whatever, and then lo and behold, I don't even 845 00:45:25,800 --> 00:45:30,120 Speaker 1: remember exactly how I found this book. Um, I'm trying 846 00:45:30,120 --> 00:45:32,680 Speaker 1: to think exactly what brought me to this book. I 847 00:45:32,719 --> 00:45:36,160 Speaker 1: started hearing about kas Kashic records and Kash Records, and 848 00:45:36,160 --> 00:45:38,200 Speaker 1: I'm just like, all right, that's cool. And I looked 849 00:45:38,200 --> 00:45:39,600 Speaker 1: it up and I really think I might have just 850 00:45:39,640 --> 00:45:42,040 Speaker 1: googled it and went on Instagram, I mean, went on 851 00:45:42,200 --> 00:45:44,319 Speaker 1: Amazon and just bought it because I was like, I 852 00:45:44,360 --> 00:45:46,840 Speaker 1: just need to know this stuff, like I need this information. 853 00:45:47,320 --> 00:45:49,520 Speaker 1: I need to heal myself. And that was really my 854 00:45:49,560 --> 00:45:51,960 Speaker 1: main goal, like I need to heal myself. I'm tired 855 00:45:51,960 --> 00:45:54,799 Speaker 1: of dealing with the health problems and all this and that. 856 00:45:55,880 --> 00:45:59,239 Speaker 1: This concludes part one of this week's episode. If you 857 00:45:59,320 --> 00:46:02,399 Speaker 1: have any questions, is calmus or concerns, please make sure 858 00:46:02,440 --> 00:46:05,880 Speaker 1: to email me a hello at the PhD podcast dot com. 859 00:46:05,960 --> 00:46:08,160 Speaker 1: Until next time, everyone Later,