1 00:00:10,200 --> 00:00:13,880 Speaker 1: Hi, everyone, Welcome to a new episode of I Saw 2 00:00:13,920 --> 00:00:14,400 Speaker 1: What You Did. 3 00:00:14,440 --> 00:00:15,720 Speaker 2: My name is Millie to Jericho. 4 00:00:16,320 --> 00:00:20,639 Speaker 3: I'm Daniel Henderson, and we're here in a new year. 5 00:00:21,079 --> 00:00:23,480 Speaker 2: Happy new Year, Danielle. 6 00:00:22,760 --> 00:00:24,960 Speaker 3: Happy New Year, Mille. 7 00:00:25,360 --> 00:00:28,800 Speaker 1: I gotta tell you a little secret. I love wishing 8 00:00:28,880 --> 00:00:30,160 Speaker 1: people a happy new year. 9 00:00:30,840 --> 00:00:32,640 Speaker 3: Me too, because I don't give a shit about the 10 00:00:32,680 --> 00:00:35,519 Speaker 3: any holidays. Yeah, so happy New Year just feels like 11 00:00:36,080 --> 00:00:38,199 Speaker 3: so pleasant and innocuous. 12 00:00:38,320 --> 00:00:41,559 Speaker 1: And also I think too, I think we're both like 13 00:00:42,120 --> 00:00:44,960 Speaker 1: pretty chill with change and. 14 00:00:46,560 --> 00:00:48,280 Speaker 2: You know, and maybe that's. 15 00:00:48,120 --> 00:00:52,720 Speaker 1: A little something we'll get into as this episode continues, 16 00:00:52,760 --> 00:00:55,000 Speaker 1: but you know, we're not afraid. 17 00:00:54,600 --> 00:00:55,520 Speaker 3: Of the new year. 18 00:00:55,600 --> 00:00:58,160 Speaker 2: We're not afraid of like starting over. 19 00:00:58,440 --> 00:01:01,840 Speaker 1: And I mean it's so strange because we're still in 20 00:01:02,000 --> 00:01:04,960 Speaker 1: the twenty twenty vibe in a weird way. I would say, 21 00:01:06,160 --> 00:01:10,040 Speaker 1: you know, unless something happens in the next hour or so. 22 00:01:10,400 --> 00:01:15,480 Speaker 1: But so it's almost like you could only really figure 23 00:01:15,520 --> 00:01:19,080 Speaker 1: out what your goals will be in relation to when 24 00:01:19,200 --> 00:01:22,200 Speaker 1: life will be normal quote unquote again right, you know 25 00:01:22,200 --> 00:01:22,720 Speaker 1: what I mean. 26 00:01:22,840 --> 00:01:25,560 Speaker 4: Right, And it's that's what's been really strange for me 27 00:01:25,600 --> 00:01:28,360 Speaker 4: in terms of my goals because I do have I 28 00:01:28,440 --> 00:01:30,240 Speaker 4: look forward to New Years because I do have a 29 00:01:30,319 --> 00:01:34,000 Speaker 4: set of goals that I kind of try to accomplish 30 00:01:34,040 --> 00:01:37,240 Speaker 4: every year, and I do something that I found out 31 00:01:37,280 --> 00:01:40,119 Speaker 4: about through my friend Kelly Sue Daconick like twenty years ago, 32 00:01:40,840 --> 00:01:44,080 Speaker 4: called the Uber List, and it's a list of one 33 00:01:44,160 --> 00:01:46,880 Speaker 4: hundred things that you want to accomplish that year, and 34 00:01:46,920 --> 00:01:49,520 Speaker 4: it could be anything from big to small, and you know, 35 00:01:50,000 --> 00:01:52,840 Speaker 4: anything at all that you want to accomplish. So I've 36 00:01:52,840 --> 00:01:55,280 Speaker 4: been doing that for a long time and it's the 37 00:01:55,280 --> 00:01:57,400 Speaker 4: one thing I really look forward to about the New 38 00:01:57,480 --> 00:01:59,760 Speaker 4: Years that I get to kind of sit and think 39 00:02:00,040 --> 00:02:04,000 Speaker 4: and make my list right before January first. And last 40 00:02:04,040 --> 00:02:07,160 Speaker 4: year I did my list, and you know, then the 41 00:02:07,200 --> 00:02:09,800 Speaker 4: pandemic happened, and I looked at that list like three 42 00:02:09,840 --> 00:02:13,480 Speaker 4: times since in February. So that was hard because I 43 00:02:13,480 --> 00:02:16,680 Speaker 4: feel like I usually have some kind of goals to 44 00:02:16,760 --> 00:02:19,120 Speaker 4: aim for that I can feel like, all right, even 45 00:02:19,120 --> 00:02:22,600 Speaker 4: if I'm not doing big deal things. I finally got 46 00:02:22,720 --> 00:02:25,400 Speaker 4: lamps from my bedroom, or I finally like did this thing, 47 00:02:25,440 --> 00:02:27,200 Speaker 4: and then this year just threw all of that like 48 00:02:27,680 --> 00:02:30,360 Speaker 4: off kilter. So I'm looking forward to doing my Uber 49 00:02:30,400 --> 00:02:32,359 Speaker 4: List this year, but I think I'm going to make 50 00:02:32,400 --> 00:02:36,080 Speaker 4: it pandemic friendly, Like, I think it's okay to still 51 00:02:36,080 --> 00:02:38,400 Speaker 4: have a couple of goals, but I'm really looking forward 52 00:02:38,440 --> 00:02:43,720 Speaker 4: to having more self instruction about how I personally want 53 00:02:43,760 --> 00:02:46,520 Speaker 4: to get through this and you know, thrive a little 54 00:02:46,520 --> 00:02:49,600 Speaker 4: bit more, but also maybe relaxed about some things a 55 00:02:49,639 --> 00:02:50,320 Speaker 4: little bit more. 56 00:02:51,080 --> 00:02:52,840 Speaker 3: I think I need. I need a set of pandemic 57 00:02:52,840 --> 00:02:54,480 Speaker 3: instructions for sure, but. 58 00:02:54,560 --> 00:02:55,079 Speaker 1: What are. 59 00:02:56,480 --> 00:03:00,120 Speaker 3: And then I also, on January. 60 00:02:59,760 --> 00:03:02,040 Speaker 4: First of every year for the last like yeah, I 61 00:03:02,040 --> 00:03:04,839 Speaker 4: would say ten or fifteen years, I do my list 62 00:03:04,880 --> 00:03:08,760 Speaker 4: of enemies and I limit it to five people because 63 00:03:08,800 --> 00:03:11,200 Speaker 4: I learned the hard way that if I don't limit it, 64 00:03:11,280 --> 00:03:16,120 Speaker 4: I can just go ham and the list gets unmanageable. 65 00:03:16,880 --> 00:03:19,440 Speaker 4: But it's essentially it's not something I share publicly. It's 66 00:03:19,520 --> 00:03:22,160 Speaker 4: just for me, and it's essentially a list of five 67 00:03:22,280 --> 00:03:26,399 Speaker 4: people who I feel like or maybe pieces of shit, 68 00:03:26,720 --> 00:03:28,919 Speaker 4: or maybe they've done some done me wrong in some way, 69 00:03:29,000 --> 00:03:31,360 Speaker 4: or maybe I don't know. I just you know, don't 70 00:03:31,440 --> 00:03:35,280 Speaker 4: like them. And they're usually public figures or you know, 71 00:03:35,320 --> 00:03:37,120 Speaker 4: sometimes there are people in my personal life. 72 00:03:37,240 --> 00:03:40,240 Speaker 1: That was my next question was that are they people 73 00:03:40,320 --> 00:03:43,000 Speaker 1: that I would know, like, are they famous? 74 00:03:43,280 --> 00:03:43,760 Speaker 3: Is it me? 75 00:03:44,240 --> 00:03:47,760 Speaker 4: I guess maybe that's not kidding. You're on the list 76 00:03:47,840 --> 00:03:49,560 Speaker 4: every year at number one slot. 77 00:03:50,440 --> 00:03:52,920 Speaker 2: You're like, and my you know, big fuck you is 78 00:03:52,960 --> 00:03:54,080 Speaker 2: to start a podcast with her. 79 00:03:57,440 --> 00:03:59,640 Speaker 4: It's to make her talk to me at least once 80 00:03:59,680 --> 00:04:00,960 Speaker 4: a week. 81 00:04:02,960 --> 00:04:03,680 Speaker 3: No, it's weird. 82 00:04:03,720 --> 00:04:05,600 Speaker 4: It's like, it's usually not There's no one in my 83 00:04:05,680 --> 00:04:08,400 Speaker 4: personal life that would be in my personal life if 84 00:04:08,400 --> 00:04:09,240 Speaker 4: they were an enemy. 85 00:04:09,520 --> 00:04:10,600 Speaker 3: So it's usually. 86 00:04:10,280 --> 00:04:13,560 Speaker 4: People that are like in my orbit, just like real shitty, 87 00:04:13,960 --> 00:04:17,719 Speaker 4: just real. It's it's the corner of my shitty personality 88 00:04:17,760 --> 00:04:20,960 Speaker 4: that I just won't let go. I have adapted, I 89 00:04:21,000 --> 00:04:24,360 Speaker 4: have done yoga, I have meditated my way and done 90 00:04:24,400 --> 00:04:27,679 Speaker 4: therapy into being a better person, and I am holding 91 00:04:27,720 --> 00:04:31,840 Speaker 4: on to this one piece of my formerly shitty personality. 92 00:04:32,360 --> 00:04:33,520 Speaker 2: So listen. 93 00:04:33,560 --> 00:04:39,120 Speaker 1: I applaud anybody who admits things about themselves and also 94 00:04:39,320 --> 00:04:43,159 Speaker 1: just keeps tabs of people because I feel like by 95 00:04:43,200 --> 00:04:46,599 Speaker 1: not keeping a list, I'm sort of just walking around 96 00:04:46,640 --> 00:04:48,840 Speaker 1: in the world being like, hey, I'll talk to anybody. 97 00:04:48,880 --> 00:04:50,800 Speaker 1: I'm that person that's like, yo, I'll get in a. 98 00:04:50,760 --> 00:04:53,599 Speaker 2: Car with you, like I go to a party. I 99 00:04:53,600 --> 00:04:55,760 Speaker 2: don't care if you're a murderer, Like we're good. 100 00:04:56,279 --> 00:04:57,960 Speaker 1: And I feel like that's not a good way to 101 00:04:57,960 --> 00:04:59,880 Speaker 1: be especially now, right. 102 00:05:00,360 --> 00:05:02,800 Speaker 4: No, a list of enemies might keep you suspicious or 103 00:05:02,800 --> 00:05:06,760 Speaker 4: at least, you know, kind of watching Eagle Ian keep. 104 00:05:06,640 --> 00:05:07,320 Speaker 2: Me on my toes. 105 00:05:07,720 --> 00:05:07,960 Speaker 1: Yeah. 106 00:05:08,040 --> 00:05:09,960 Speaker 2: Yeah, And I will say about the Uber list, so 107 00:05:10,120 --> 00:05:10,680 Speaker 2: I did. 108 00:05:10,800 --> 00:05:12,920 Speaker 1: I think very early on in our friendship, I did 109 00:05:13,080 --> 00:05:15,640 Speaker 1: the uber list, or you invited me because I felt 110 00:05:15,680 --> 00:05:18,120 Speaker 1: like it was this big I felt very honored to 111 00:05:18,160 --> 00:05:20,240 Speaker 1: be included, because it was the kind of thing where 112 00:05:21,080 --> 00:05:23,280 Speaker 1: you gathered a bunch of people to do it, and 113 00:05:23,320 --> 00:05:25,800 Speaker 1: we all like shared it with each other, except for 114 00:05:25,880 --> 00:05:28,320 Speaker 1: like like you told us to, you know, make our lists, 115 00:05:28,360 --> 00:05:29,800 Speaker 1: and then if there were things that were kind of 116 00:05:29,839 --> 00:05:32,240 Speaker 1: like private goals, that we could hide those. But for 117 00:05:32,240 --> 00:05:33,640 Speaker 1: the most part, it was a way to kind of 118 00:05:33,680 --> 00:05:37,760 Speaker 1: keep everybody accountable. And I gotta tell you it was 119 00:05:38,120 --> 00:05:41,080 Speaker 1: really helpful. I didn't complete it, of course, but I'm 120 00:05:41,120 --> 00:05:46,000 Speaker 1: just saying for just the task of having to write 121 00:05:46,080 --> 00:05:48,160 Speaker 1: down stuff that I wanted to do, I think was 122 00:05:48,560 --> 00:05:49,320 Speaker 1: really helpful. 123 00:05:49,640 --> 00:05:51,359 Speaker 4: And that's exactly what I use it for. Like I 124 00:05:51,400 --> 00:05:53,960 Speaker 4: usually break it down into categories, so I'll have things 125 00:05:54,000 --> 00:05:58,159 Speaker 4: that are like home based, or things to do for 126 00:05:58,240 --> 00:06:01,159 Speaker 4: my writing, or things I want to do for just 127 00:06:01,240 --> 00:06:03,279 Speaker 4: whimsy or when we were able to travel, I would 128 00:06:03,320 --> 00:06:05,320 Speaker 4: pick travel goals or you know, my family and I 129 00:06:05,360 --> 00:06:08,320 Speaker 4: would just pick like categories that I think you know 130 00:06:08,400 --> 00:06:09,720 Speaker 4: these are. And it's like kind of what we were 131 00:06:09,760 --> 00:06:12,280 Speaker 4: talking about in our intro a little while ago, a 132 00:06:12,320 --> 00:06:14,680 Speaker 4: couple weeks ago, where you were like, I just kind 133 00:06:14,680 --> 00:06:16,520 Speaker 4: of want to know more about stuff. And it's stuff 134 00:06:16,560 --> 00:06:17,920 Speaker 4: like that that I put on there too, like what 135 00:06:17,960 --> 00:06:20,040 Speaker 4: am I going to memorize to keep Alzheimer's at bay 136 00:06:20,080 --> 00:06:24,640 Speaker 4: this year? I'm also a person I have to build 137 00:06:24,800 --> 00:06:28,680 Speaker 4: in whimsy in my life because it's just not my 138 00:06:28,839 --> 00:06:32,799 Speaker 4: natural bent. So I think that it keeps me active 139 00:06:32,880 --> 00:06:35,520 Speaker 4: and it keeps me in check in that I always 140 00:06:35,560 --> 00:06:38,520 Speaker 4: have something to turn to if I'm feeling bored and 141 00:06:38,560 --> 00:06:40,320 Speaker 4: I can say, well, I can do this or I 142 00:06:40,320 --> 00:06:44,160 Speaker 4: can start that. So it really is it's nice. It's 143 00:06:44,160 --> 00:06:46,480 Speaker 4: not meant to be restrictive, it's meant to be expansive. 144 00:06:46,880 --> 00:06:49,640 Speaker 2: Well, I'm I'm glad that it works for you. 145 00:06:49,839 --> 00:06:52,040 Speaker 3: I feel like, I, yeah, what are you? What are 146 00:06:52,040 --> 00:06:52,720 Speaker 3: your goals this year? 147 00:06:52,880 --> 00:06:52,960 Speaker 4: Like? 148 00:06:52,960 --> 00:06:53,719 Speaker 3: What are Okay? 149 00:06:53,800 --> 00:06:57,520 Speaker 1: So I guess maybe personality wise, my biggest thing I'm 150 00:06:57,560 --> 00:07:03,599 Speaker 1: in aries, So I'm intensely compared editive with myself. So basically, 151 00:07:03,640 --> 00:07:06,400 Speaker 1: when I create a list of stuff that I want 152 00:07:06,400 --> 00:07:10,800 Speaker 1: to do by like February, if I haven't completed every 153 00:07:10,880 --> 00:07:13,400 Speaker 1: single thing, I start spiraling like I'm just like. 154 00:07:13,400 --> 00:07:16,920 Speaker 2: I can't do anything, Like I'm a fucking failure. 155 00:07:17,160 --> 00:07:19,640 Speaker 1: You know, why didn't I learn how to be a 156 00:07:19,800 --> 00:07:23,119 Speaker 1: race car driver in a month or whatever? 157 00:07:23,360 --> 00:07:26,280 Speaker 4: So your list of enemies would just be five versions 158 00:07:26,320 --> 00:07:29,480 Speaker 4: of yourself like million nineteen eighty five milli, nineteen ninety 159 00:07:29,520 --> 00:07:31,000 Speaker 4: four milli. 160 00:07:30,880 --> 00:07:33,600 Speaker 2: Yesterday, on the day before, and last week. 161 00:07:33,720 --> 00:07:37,760 Speaker 1: No, I'm very competitive with myself, which I think over 162 00:07:37,840 --> 00:07:40,920 Speaker 1: the years has made me kind of have to reassess 163 00:07:41,000 --> 00:07:45,800 Speaker 1: sort of goal setting where you will like stuff that 164 00:07:46,000 --> 00:07:49,040 Speaker 1: is within you know. It's like they say stuff that's 165 00:07:49,080 --> 00:07:54,080 Speaker 1: like manageable and you know can be like time oriented. 166 00:07:54,160 --> 00:07:54,360 Speaker 3: You know. 167 00:07:54,400 --> 00:07:56,200 Speaker 2: It's like when they tell you here's how to create 168 00:07:56,240 --> 00:07:56,840 Speaker 2: a goal. 169 00:07:56,680 --> 00:07:58,840 Speaker 1: That you could actually achieve, you have to make it 170 00:07:59,040 --> 00:08:01,040 Speaker 1: as actually doable as possible. 171 00:08:01,240 --> 00:08:02,440 Speaker 2: Right, And I'm with you. 172 00:08:02,360 --> 00:08:06,280 Speaker 1: On the idea of like I feel like there's a 173 00:08:06,840 --> 00:08:11,480 Speaker 1: kind of COVID such goal scenario, and then there's like 174 00:08:11,520 --> 00:08:15,600 Speaker 1: a post COVID goal scenario. So yeah, after COVID is over. 175 00:08:15,960 --> 00:08:18,800 Speaker 1: I mean, I gotta be honest, I have my doubts 176 00:08:18,840 --> 00:08:21,720 Speaker 1: on whether or not anything will ever be over. Like 177 00:08:21,720 --> 00:08:25,240 Speaker 1: when it just comes down to like anything of this magnitude, 178 00:08:25,280 --> 00:08:27,360 Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, so it just turns off like a 179 00:08:27,440 --> 00:08:27,920 Speaker 1: light switch. 180 00:08:27,960 --> 00:08:31,240 Speaker 2: I'm like, nah, man, see you for like COVID two 181 00:08:31,440 --> 00:08:32,920 Speaker 2: Electric Boogoo or whatever. 182 00:08:33,080 --> 00:08:36,840 Speaker 1: Like we're like we're in and we're through a looking 183 00:08:36,840 --> 00:08:37,720 Speaker 1: glass or something. 184 00:08:37,800 --> 00:08:39,080 Speaker 3: Right, I'm with you. 185 00:08:39,120 --> 00:08:41,720 Speaker 4: I feel like we're gonna get through this quote unquote 186 00:08:41,720 --> 00:08:44,280 Speaker 4: and just go right into like, oh, it's mutated already. 187 00:08:45,000 --> 00:08:46,440 Speaker 3: Yeah. 188 00:08:46,480 --> 00:08:49,560 Speaker 1: In my estimation, I'm like, well, let's not get like. 189 00:08:49,840 --> 00:08:51,520 Speaker 1: I mean, I want to celebrate, but I don't want 190 00:08:51,559 --> 00:08:55,280 Speaker 1: to also, you know, think that everything is back to 191 00:08:55,480 --> 00:08:59,000 Speaker 1: the way it was, uh and just be foolish. But 192 00:08:59,400 --> 00:09:02,040 Speaker 1: post co it, I mean, obviously, I think everybody is 193 00:09:02,080 --> 00:09:04,280 Speaker 1: just going to be constantly doing the things that they 194 00:09:04,320 --> 00:09:06,240 Speaker 1: weren't able to do in the past year. And I mean, 195 00:09:06,760 --> 00:09:11,560 Speaker 1: I really want to go to Yosemite the National Park, 196 00:09:11,800 --> 00:09:15,400 Speaker 1: and I am a big National Parks person. 197 00:09:15,559 --> 00:09:17,920 Speaker 2: I'm a big fan. I've been to many of them 198 00:09:18,160 --> 00:09:19,160 Speaker 2: over the years, and. 199 00:09:19,120 --> 00:09:22,439 Speaker 1: I have a America the Beautiful Pass I just love it. 200 00:09:22,520 --> 00:09:26,080 Speaker 1: I mean, honestly, it's like probably the most patriotic thing 201 00:09:26,760 --> 00:09:30,160 Speaker 1: that I do is to just be into the National parks. 202 00:09:30,160 --> 00:09:31,680 Speaker 2: Like I think it's great that they exist. 203 00:09:32,160 --> 00:09:34,880 Speaker 1: It's great that, like you know, it's a place for 204 00:09:35,040 --> 00:09:39,240 Speaker 1: people to vacation and see natural beauty and it doesn't 205 00:09:39,240 --> 00:09:42,360 Speaker 1: cost that much. And I mean, I know that Trump 206 00:09:42,520 --> 00:09:44,600 Speaker 1: like kind of started fucking with them, but for the 207 00:09:44,600 --> 00:09:48,360 Speaker 1: most part, like they're still intact, hopefully, and I just 208 00:09:48,360 --> 00:09:52,160 Speaker 1: feel like it's just public land and that should exist 209 00:09:52,559 --> 00:09:55,160 Speaker 1: yah place for people to like enjoy nature. 210 00:09:54,880 --> 00:09:56,400 Speaker 3: And you have to use it or lose it. It's 211 00:09:56,400 --> 00:09:57,520 Speaker 3: one of those things, right, like. 212 00:09:57,679 --> 00:10:00,559 Speaker 4: Totally you need to be part of it to really 213 00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:03,240 Speaker 4: help other people keep the momentum going right. 214 00:10:03,320 --> 00:10:07,160 Speaker 1: And it's that thing too where I feel like, yeah, 215 00:10:07,200 --> 00:10:11,280 Speaker 1: as a single woman who goes into nature sometimes by herself, 216 00:10:11,320 --> 00:10:11,800 Speaker 1: a lot of. 217 00:10:11,760 --> 00:10:14,439 Speaker 2: Times by herself, I would say it's a. 218 00:10:14,480 --> 00:10:17,120 Speaker 1: Challenge for me to go somewhere like a national park 219 00:10:17,160 --> 00:10:21,720 Speaker 1: that's just so expansive and huge and off the grid 220 00:10:21,760 --> 00:10:23,760 Speaker 1: a lot of times that I really have to psych 221 00:10:23,840 --> 00:10:27,000 Speaker 1: myself up for it. But luckily I never have problems 222 00:10:27,040 --> 00:10:29,280 Speaker 1: finding people who want to do stuff with me like that. 223 00:10:30,400 --> 00:10:31,640 Speaker 2: It just really. 224 00:10:31,360 --> 00:10:34,840 Speaker 1: Depends on like can people take time off, can people travel, 225 00:10:34,920 --> 00:10:37,679 Speaker 1: can people go off the grid or whatever, But there 226 00:10:37,679 --> 00:10:39,480 Speaker 1: are times where I do a lot of times I 227 00:10:39,480 --> 00:10:42,520 Speaker 1: would say I go off into nature alone. So anyway, 228 00:10:42,920 --> 00:10:46,040 Speaker 1: for me, I was like, I've done pretty much most 229 00:10:46,120 --> 00:10:50,199 Speaker 1: of the national parks, like in southern California, and I 230 00:10:50,240 --> 00:10:52,320 Speaker 1: was like, Oh, I want to go to Yosemite because 231 00:10:52,320 --> 00:10:54,480 Speaker 1: it's one of the biggest ones. I mean, I think 232 00:10:54,600 --> 00:10:57,080 Speaker 1: Yosemite and Yellowstone and the Grand Canyon are probably like 233 00:10:57,120 --> 00:10:58,200 Speaker 1: the top three most. 234 00:10:58,520 --> 00:11:01,600 Speaker 2: You know, they're fully the most visited, but they. 235 00:11:01,480 --> 00:11:05,080 Speaker 1: Just have kind of the most spectacularness in terms of 236 00:11:05,120 --> 00:11:07,160 Speaker 1: just the landscape or whatever. I kind of want to 237 00:11:07,200 --> 00:11:10,079 Speaker 1: go by myself. Not to say that if anybody wanted to. 238 00:11:10,040 --> 00:11:11,640 Speaker 2: Go with me things, I would tell them no. 239 00:11:11,880 --> 00:11:14,280 Speaker 1: But I'm just saying that, like it's just a challenge 240 00:11:14,280 --> 00:11:17,240 Speaker 1: for me to do that kind of stuff alone, and 241 00:11:17,400 --> 00:11:19,400 Speaker 1: I just want to But we'll see, We'll see. 242 00:11:19,480 --> 00:11:21,320 Speaker 4: That's the kind of challenge that I love, where you're like, 243 00:11:21,360 --> 00:11:24,720 Speaker 4: I know that if I do this, it might help 244 00:11:24,800 --> 00:11:29,719 Speaker 4: me shift something that I have previously relegated to the 245 00:11:29,840 --> 00:11:33,480 Speaker 4: landscape of this is something I cannot do and feeling 246 00:11:33,520 --> 00:11:36,000 Speaker 4: competent at doing something that you thought you couldn't do 247 00:11:36,120 --> 00:11:38,480 Speaker 4: or had trouble with or struggled with is the best 248 00:11:38,480 --> 00:11:42,400 Speaker 4: feeling in the world. Just accomplishing that is incredible. And 249 00:11:42,440 --> 00:11:44,320 Speaker 4: I feel you one hundred percent because I was not 250 00:11:45,320 --> 00:11:46,840 Speaker 4: even though I was raised in the country, I'm not 251 00:11:46,880 --> 00:11:50,440 Speaker 4: an outdoor kid, and I've always found it hard to 252 00:11:50,520 --> 00:11:53,360 Speaker 4: connect to nature. And then when I moved to Alaska 253 00:11:53,440 --> 00:11:56,560 Speaker 4: is when I really started doing that in a big way. 254 00:11:56,600 --> 00:11:57,880 Speaker 3: And it was scary and weird. 255 00:11:58,120 --> 00:11:59,679 Speaker 4: First of all, it was weird because I drove there 256 00:11:59,720 --> 00:12:02,360 Speaker 4: by myself, Like I drove from New York to Alaska alone. 257 00:12:03,040 --> 00:12:06,600 Speaker 4: So I already got like the freaked out feelings out 258 00:12:06,640 --> 00:12:08,680 Speaker 4: of me just by doing that. But then when I 259 00:12:08,720 --> 00:12:12,480 Speaker 4: got to Alaska, and everyone is outdoorsy in some way, 260 00:12:12,720 --> 00:12:15,600 Speaker 4: you know, So I was doing things I'd never done before, 261 00:12:15,600 --> 00:12:19,960 Speaker 4: like climbing glaciers and doing like ice climbs, and you know, 262 00:12:20,000 --> 00:12:23,840 Speaker 4: going camping, and I just I had the gear and 263 00:12:23,880 --> 00:12:26,160 Speaker 4: I just thought, you know, what I have to try, 264 00:12:26,520 --> 00:12:28,640 Speaker 4: and I would camp and you know, sometimes it was 265 00:12:28,679 --> 00:12:31,760 Speaker 4: just car camping. But that's enough, Like it's not I 266 00:12:31,800 --> 00:12:34,040 Speaker 4: don't need to meet anyone else's standards. And be out 267 00:12:34,040 --> 00:12:36,000 Speaker 4: here like the fucking guy in one hundred and twenty 268 00:12:36,000 --> 00:12:39,240 Speaker 4: seven hours, like saw on my fucking arm off because 269 00:12:39,280 --> 00:12:41,160 Speaker 4: I decided to hike up a mountain just because I. 270 00:12:41,120 --> 00:12:44,440 Speaker 3: Was scared of it. You can car camp and it's okay, 271 00:12:45,600 --> 00:12:46,800 Speaker 3: but it was a good feeling. 272 00:12:46,840 --> 00:12:49,480 Speaker 4: Like I started fishing and I would do like dip netting, 273 00:12:49,600 --> 00:12:53,040 Speaker 4: and you know, I just really felt more confident and 274 00:12:53,120 --> 00:12:56,280 Speaker 4: competent in my own abilities being able to do that. 275 00:12:56,360 --> 00:12:59,480 Speaker 4: Even though I don't do that a lot anymore. It's 276 00:12:59,520 --> 00:13:01,199 Speaker 4: something I I don't want to get back to because 277 00:13:01,200 --> 00:13:04,000 Speaker 4: I think that there's nothing like being in nature to 278 00:13:04,040 --> 00:13:07,920 Speaker 4: make you feel like an insignificant little turd and a 279 00:13:07,960 --> 00:13:09,880 Speaker 4: good way, like, oh my problems aren't that bad. 280 00:13:09,920 --> 00:13:13,160 Speaker 3: I'm part of something. I'm part of something bigger than me. Yeah. 281 00:13:13,200 --> 00:13:15,560 Speaker 2: And also I mean to that end, I will say 282 00:13:15,600 --> 00:13:16,240 Speaker 2: that I think. 283 00:13:16,080 --> 00:13:19,520 Speaker 1: That there are a lot of people of color and 284 00:13:19,559 --> 00:13:23,240 Speaker 1: a lot of women, single women who are turned off 285 00:13:23,280 --> 00:13:27,600 Speaker 1: by the idea of sort of outdoorsiness or you know, 286 00:13:28,160 --> 00:13:30,880 Speaker 1: the natural world because it always seemed like a domain 287 00:13:31,120 --> 00:13:36,240 Speaker 1: for like rich white people. Basically, there's a lot of 288 00:13:36,360 --> 00:13:39,000 Speaker 1: change going on right now, just speaking of you know, 289 00:13:39,160 --> 00:13:43,160 Speaker 1: stuff that I follow on Instagram and sort of companies 290 00:13:43,440 --> 00:13:49,200 Speaker 1: that are trying to make that world more inclusive. I 291 00:13:49,200 --> 00:13:53,440 Speaker 1: mean there's this amazing Instagram account called Unlikely Hikers where 292 00:13:53,520 --> 00:13:58,199 Speaker 1: it's somebody who is, you know, basically trying to bring 293 00:13:58,679 --> 00:14:02,760 Speaker 1: people of color, full of size, you know, the LGBTQ 294 00:14:02,960 --> 00:14:07,319 Speaker 1: community like to the natural world and to go out 295 00:14:07,360 --> 00:14:09,200 Speaker 1: and explore and do all these things that we were 296 00:14:09,200 --> 00:14:11,400 Speaker 1: always scared of doing because it's like we just never. 297 00:14:11,280 --> 00:14:12,800 Speaker 2: Had that luxury, right. 298 00:14:13,040 --> 00:14:15,320 Speaker 1: And I will say that as a child, I think 299 00:14:15,360 --> 00:14:18,480 Speaker 1: that I I took to that stuff super quickly. 300 00:14:18,600 --> 00:14:19,520 Speaker 2: I just think because I. 301 00:14:19,480 --> 00:14:21,680 Speaker 1: Was kind of like yo, I was that type of 302 00:14:21,840 --> 00:14:24,040 Speaker 1: girl when I was growing up. I was really like, 303 00:14:24,680 --> 00:14:27,280 Speaker 1: you know, rolling around on the dirt and overalls. I 304 00:14:27,320 --> 00:14:30,160 Speaker 1: mean I I was in Girl Scouts for many years. 305 00:14:30,200 --> 00:14:33,880 Speaker 1: I think that was a huge way that I developed 306 00:14:34,200 --> 00:14:39,720 Speaker 1: a affinity for outdoors. But it's it is challenging, and 307 00:14:39,760 --> 00:14:42,960 Speaker 1: like I said, I mean, for me, there's something about 308 00:14:43,080 --> 00:14:45,560 Speaker 1: the survival aspect and not that not that I'm in 309 00:14:45,680 --> 00:14:49,440 Speaker 1: naked and afraid or anything, but I'm like it is 310 00:14:50,840 --> 00:14:56,680 Speaker 1: it is something so satisfying to be a person that's like, oh, 311 00:14:56,760 --> 00:15:00,200 Speaker 1: I'm going to just be in the world with no 312 00:15:00,560 --> 00:15:05,000 Speaker 1: cell phone and nothing to really tether me, and I'm 313 00:15:05,040 --> 00:15:06,640 Speaker 1: just gonna have to survive. 314 00:15:07,080 --> 00:15:09,400 Speaker 3: Yes, And you're right. 315 00:15:09,440 --> 00:15:11,400 Speaker 2: I mean, it's just it's. 316 00:15:10,840 --> 00:15:14,040 Speaker 1: Such a satisfying feeling, and it just makes me very 317 00:15:14,120 --> 00:15:17,280 Speaker 1: proud of myself and proud of my friends who do 318 00:15:17,400 --> 00:15:19,920 Speaker 1: this type of stuff alone as well, like with you 319 00:15:19,960 --> 00:15:22,240 Speaker 1: going to Alaska. I mean, actually, I think the whole 320 00:15:22,240 --> 00:15:24,640 Speaker 1: story about you in Alaska is so incredible. I know 321 00:15:24,680 --> 00:15:28,600 Speaker 1: you've talked about it and written stories about it online 322 00:15:28,720 --> 00:15:31,600 Speaker 1: and everything, but that's another place I'd love to go 323 00:15:31,680 --> 00:15:34,080 Speaker 1: to this year is Alaska. 324 00:15:34,600 --> 00:15:37,560 Speaker 3: I would road trip with you to Alaska so fast. 325 00:15:37,640 --> 00:15:40,160 Speaker 4: I haven't been back since I left in two thousand 326 00:15:40,160 --> 00:15:44,080 Speaker 4: and six, and it's an incredible place. It's an incredible place, 327 00:15:44,200 --> 00:15:46,720 Speaker 4: and I feel I mean, I'm glad you said something 328 00:15:46,760 --> 00:15:49,400 Speaker 4: about unlikely hikers and kind of, you know, I kind 329 00:15:49,400 --> 00:15:52,840 Speaker 4: of feel like there have been so many times in 330 00:15:52,880 --> 00:15:55,680 Speaker 4: my life where moving through the world as a black 331 00:15:55,720 --> 00:15:59,200 Speaker 4: woman has made me feel out of place or unwelcome, 332 00:15:59,840 --> 00:16:03,760 Speaker 4: and that is another reason I think to keep putting 333 00:16:03,920 --> 00:16:06,320 Speaker 4: myself not in the path of danger, but in the 334 00:16:06,360 --> 00:16:08,720 Speaker 4: past of the challenge. You know, I think that that 335 00:16:08,840 --> 00:16:12,920 Speaker 4: is something that is a very subconscious drive that I 336 00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:15,640 Speaker 4: don't want to feel like I don't belong on this mountain, 337 00:16:15,720 --> 00:16:17,800 Speaker 4: and I don't want to feel like I can't drive 338 00:16:17,840 --> 00:16:21,400 Speaker 4: through this fucking National park or you know, go fucking 339 00:16:21,480 --> 00:16:23,320 Speaker 4: snowshoeing if I want to. 340 00:16:24,120 --> 00:16:26,680 Speaker 3: And it's you know, we belong. 341 00:16:26,880 --> 00:16:28,840 Speaker 4: A lot of us come from cultures where the earth 342 00:16:28,920 --> 00:16:33,120 Speaker 4: is a big part of our cultural ethos, and so 343 00:16:33,400 --> 00:16:37,560 Speaker 4: it's having this be a prohibitive structure in the US 344 00:16:37,840 --> 00:16:41,360 Speaker 4: is actually quite antithetical to like who we are as people. 345 00:16:41,840 --> 00:16:43,680 Speaker 4: And I feel the same way about yoga, like I'm 346 00:16:43,720 --> 00:16:45,720 Speaker 4: not buying your fuck one hundred and fifty dollars yoga 347 00:16:45,720 --> 00:16:49,840 Speaker 4: pants because you've turned yoga into a competitive sport for 348 00:16:49,880 --> 00:16:50,400 Speaker 4: white women. 349 00:16:50,760 --> 00:16:52,560 Speaker 3: Like that's not the ethos of what it is. 350 00:16:52,640 --> 00:16:53,960 Speaker 4: So if I want to do so, I have to 351 00:16:53,960 --> 00:16:55,640 Speaker 4: do yoga at home and then the way that I 352 00:16:55,680 --> 00:16:57,680 Speaker 4: want to do it and connect with the instructors that 353 00:16:57,720 --> 00:17:00,720 Speaker 4: make me feel good about it, and people like you know, 354 00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:03,600 Speaker 4: Desamond Stanley and like just people who have who are 355 00:17:03,600 --> 00:17:07,440 Speaker 4: not these life you know, Jay Gillars, which I think 356 00:17:07,520 --> 00:17:08,760 Speaker 4: is now going to be a slang. 357 00:17:08,760 --> 00:17:09,800 Speaker 3: I'm going to try to get going. 358 00:17:10,400 --> 00:17:13,520 Speaker 2: You know people really resonated with that. That cracks me 359 00:17:13,640 --> 00:17:14,320 Speaker 2: up so much. 360 00:17:14,359 --> 00:17:17,360 Speaker 3: The j Jillers, they're out there, we know who they are. 361 00:17:17,440 --> 00:17:20,440 Speaker 4: And I feel like that is it's important to remember 362 00:17:20,480 --> 00:17:22,800 Speaker 4: that when you're trying new things or challenging yourself or 363 00:17:22,800 --> 00:17:24,800 Speaker 4: pushing yourself, that if part of what is holding you 364 00:17:24,880 --> 00:17:27,480 Speaker 4: back is feeling like you don't belong in that space, 365 00:17:27,600 --> 00:17:30,439 Speaker 4: you should take a minute and interrogate who told you 366 00:17:30,440 --> 00:17:34,000 Speaker 4: you didn't belong there, because chances are it's somebody who 367 00:17:34,359 --> 00:17:38,000 Speaker 4: is trying to profit on it or somebody who is 368 00:17:38,040 --> 00:17:42,679 Speaker 4: trying to change the direction of what the natural weights 369 00:17:42,720 --> 00:17:45,639 Speaker 4: developed should go. So I think that that is just 370 00:17:45,720 --> 00:17:47,679 Speaker 4: like something to keep in mind is that if you're 371 00:17:47,760 --> 00:17:50,480 Speaker 4: challenging yourself, it's it shouldn't be a challenge. 372 00:17:51,400 --> 00:17:52,840 Speaker 3: Like it's not like everything should be a challenge. 373 00:17:52,840 --> 00:17:55,239 Speaker 4: But I really just feel like there are things, there 374 00:17:55,240 --> 00:17:57,119 Speaker 4: are structures that are put in place to make people 375 00:17:57,119 --> 00:18:00,840 Speaker 4: feel out of place, and you don't have to fucking 376 00:18:01,240 --> 00:18:01,919 Speaker 4: buy into that. 377 00:18:02,240 --> 00:18:08,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, and you also don't necessarily need the fancy gear 378 00:18:09,080 --> 00:18:13,560 Speaker 1: and the fancy ship that is being sold to you 379 00:18:14,040 --> 00:18:18,240 Speaker 1: to participate in this endeavor that is a creation of 380 00:18:18,880 --> 00:18:19,840 Speaker 1: American marketing. 381 00:18:21,480 --> 00:18:23,960 Speaker 2: You know, I don't know. To me, it can be easy. 382 00:18:25,080 --> 00:18:29,320 Speaker 1: It just requires a curiosity and you know, obviously like 383 00:18:30,119 --> 00:18:33,240 Speaker 1: try to make yourself as safe as you can. Drop 384 00:18:33,280 --> 00:18:38,480 Speaker 1: a pin, as my sister screams constantly, like especially when 385 00:18:38,520 --> 00:18:42,160 Speaker 1: I was out in California during the week, going down 386 00:18:42,200 --> 00:18:45,800 Speaker 1: the side of the mountains over you know, above Hollywood, 387 00:18:45,800 --> 00:18:46,840 Speaker 1: just like, drop a pin. 388 00:18:48,320 --> 00:18:50,280 Speaker 4: And I'm like, I mean, you could get to buy 389 00:18:50,320 --> 00:18:51,960 Speaker 4: a snake up there, for real. It doesn't have to 390 00:18:51,960 --> 00:18:54,199 Speaker 4: be even like a racial challenge. It could be a 391 00:18:54,240 --> 00:18:55,639 Speaker 4: fucking snake. 392 00:18:56,400 --> 00:18:56,680 Speaker 2: Yeah. 393 00:19:00,320 --> 00:19:03,960 Speaker 1: But yeah, I mean I think that's the thing that's exciting. 394 00:19:04,160 --> 00:19:05,919 Speaker 1: I mean, that's stuff that you can be kind of 395 00:19:06,000 --> 00:19:07,480 Speaker 1: doing now. 396 00:19:07,040 --> 00:19:07,840 Speaker 2: In a COVID world. 397 00:19:07,840 --> 00:19:10,680 Speaker 1: I know a lot of people have become suddenly way 398 00:19:10,760 --> 00:19:14,000 Speaker 1: more outdoorsy. I think it's it's become a good option 399 00:19:14,160 --> 00:19:16,920 Speaker 1: for people who still want to just feel like they're 400 00:19:16,920 --> 00:19:18,880 Speaker 1: doing something they're not just in the house every day. 401 00:19:19,200 --> 00:19:21,360 Speaker 2: But also when we are. 402 00:19:21,240 --> 00:19:26,560 Speaker 1: Back to flying, baby, I am ready to travel. I mean, like, 403 00:19:26,680 --> 00:19:28,560 Speaker 1: is this the year that I'm going to machu Peach? 404 00:19:28,600 --> 00:19:30,360 Speaker 1: You like, are we going to Eastern Island? 405 00:19:30,440 --> 00:19:32,600 Speaker 4: Like, let's go, you know, I'm ready to go to 406 00:19:32,640 --> 00:19:34,480 Speaker 4: Easter Island. Any day because that was going to be 407 00:19:34,560 --> 00:19:37,479 Speaker 4: what I did for my birthday last year. Yeah, and 408 00:19:37,880 --> 00:19:39,400 Speaker 4: I was gonna go. I'm like, I want to see 409 00:19:39,400 --> 00:19:41,520 Speaker 4: those fucking heads. I'm not waiting for anyone. 410 00:19:41,600 --> 00:19:42,119 Speaker 3: I'm going. 411 00:19:43,320 --> 00:19:47,160 Speaker 4: And then the world was like, or not, You're never 412 00:19:47,200 --> 00:19:48,960 Speaker 4: gonna see those fucking heads. 413 00:19:49,480 --> 00:19:49,760 Speaker 2: I know. 414 00:19:49,840 --> 00:19:52,760 Speaker 1: I keep like trying to take myself on a fortieth 415 00:19:52,800 --> 00:19:56,240 Speaker 1: birthday trip and haven't done it in. 416 00:19:55,720 --> 00:19:58,040 Speaker 2: A couple of years, so maybe this year is going 417 00:19:58,119 --> 00:19:58,480 Speaker 2: to happen. 418 00:19:58,760 --> 00:20:01,600 Speaker 3: It's kind of my favorit horrible joke. 419 00:20:01,680 --> 00:20:06,120 Speaker 4: Like every year we even trying to celebrate your fortieth 420 00:20:06,320 --> 00:20:09,479 Speaker 4: birthday for two years. 421 00:20:10,119 --> 00:20:12,119 Speaker 2: It's so sad. It's so sad. 422 00:20:12,240 --> 00:20:14,840 Speaker 4: But you know, even this year, we were like, okay, 423 00:20:14,920 --> 00:20:16,840 Speaker 4: like this is the year where we're gonna. 424 00:20:16,560 --> 00:20:21,840 Speaker 1: Do get on all plane and go to all plays 425 00:20:22,040 --> 00:20:23,399 Speaker 1: to celebrate your birthday. 426 00:20:23,800 --> 00:20:25,040 Speaker 3: Oh good, I love it. 427 00:20:25,080 --> 00:20:27,320 Speaker 4: But yeah, I feel like I love your goals and 428 00:20:27,359 --> 00:20:29,680 Speaker 4: I think that it is like I will support you 429 00:20:29,760 --> 00:20:31,639 Speaker 4: however possible, even if I'm just the person that you 430 00:20:31,720 --> 00:20:35,040 Speaker 4: drop a pin to. But I am very inspired by 431 00:20:35,080 --> 00:20:38,080 Speaker 4: your willingness to get out into the natural world. And 432 00:20:38,800 --> 00:20:41,040 Speaker 4: it reminds me again that like we don't have to 433 00:20:41,080 --> 00:20:45,000 Speaker 4: live by anyone's arbitrary fucking rules, and you can be 434 00:20:45,240 --> 00:20:48,800 Speaker 4: out there and do things and challenge yourself and as 435 00:20:48,800 --> 00:20:51,480 Speaker 4: long as you're kind, unless people are on your list 436 00:20:51,520 --> 00:20:53,800 Speaker 4: of enemies, just go fucking do it. 437 00:20:54,080 --> 00:20:57,840 Speaker 2: Here here here's to a enemy list twenty twenty one. 438 00:20:58,200 --> 00:21:00,280 Speaker 4: I mean, if you go out in LA for five minute, 439 00:21:00,280 --> 00:21:02,000 Speaker 4: you're gonna have a list of enemies in a second. 440 00:21:03,920 --> 00:21:04,680 Speaker 3: I'm confident. 441 00:21:05,080 --> 00:21:07,679 Speaker 4: I'm confident, but that is also part of why I 442 00:21:07,680 --> 00:21:10,439 Speaker 4: think that I want to. I think part of my 443 00:21:10,480 --> 00:21:12,800 Speaker 4: discomfort in LA is that it is such an outdoorsy 444 00:21:12,840 --> 00:21:14,639 Speaker 4: place and people are constantly trying to get me to 445 00:21:14,640 --> 00:21:17,640 Speaker 4: do outdoorsy things, and I'm like, I don't really enjoy 446 00:21:17,680 --> 00:21:19,520 Speaker 4: bathing suits, so I'm not going with you to the beach, 447 00:21:19,600 --> 00:21:22,240 Speaker 4: Or I don't feel comfortable hiking because I'm not in 448 00:21:22,359 --> 00:21:25,879 Speaker 4: shape for like, I'm not in hiking shape, so I 449 00:21:25,880 --> 00:21:27,840 Speaker 4: don't want to go. But I feel like there's lots 450 00:21:27,840 --> 00:21:29,560 Speaker 4: that I can probably try on my own. Like I've 451 00:21:29,600 --> 00:21:30,119 Speaker 4: never been. 452 00:21:30,080 --> 00:21:31,560 Speaker 3: I've never even been in Joshua Tree. 453 00:21:31,600 --> 00:21:33,960 Speaker 4: Like, I just don't explore here a lot because I 454 00:21:33,960 --> 00:21:36,439 Speaker 4: feel like so much of it is out of balance 455 00:21:36,480 --> 00:21:39,440 Speaker 4: for me. Because the people I see taking part in 456 00:21:39,600 --> 00:21:42,879 Speaker 4: those activities are a very specific kind of person. 457 00:21:43,840 --> 00:21:46,960 Speaker 1: Well, listen, you think I'm out there being all free 458 00:21:47,040 --> 00:21:47,840 Speaker 1: solo or. 459 00:21:47,760 --> 00:21:49,040 Speaker 2: Some shit like, I am not. 460 00:21:49,720 --> 00:21:52,199 Speaker 1: Like when it comes down to it, like going on 461 00:21:52,240 --> 00:21:55,159 Speaker 1: a hike with me invariably means just like walking a 462 00:21:55,200 --> 00:21:59,840 Speaker 1: bunch yeah for sort of flat land and make it 463 00:22:00,200 --> 00:22:02,080 Speaker 1: that there are no rattlesnakes and. 464 00:22:03,840 --> 00:22:04,720 Speaker 2: Chilling the fuck out. 465 00:22:04,760 --> 00:22:09,760 Speaker 1: I mean, I have been on more challenging types of things, 466 00:22:09,840 --> 00:22:13,680 Speaker 1: but for the most part, just literally breathing the air 467 00:22:13,920 --> 00:22:17,960 Speaker 1: and looking at fucking trees at animals is my jam. 468 00:22:18,240 --> 00:22:22,560 Speaker 1: And honestly, going to Joshua Tree is literally just smoking 469 00:22:22,560 --> 00:22:25,320 Speaker 1: weed in an airbnb. That's what going to Josha Tree 470 00:22:25,359 --> 00:22:26,960 Speaker 1: is like. And if you get out and go to 471 00:22:26,960 --> 00:22:30,119 Speaker 1: the National Park, it's like take a few pictures. But 472 00:22:32,440 --> 00:22:35,360 Speaker 1: they're going to Joshua Tree, that's what they're doing, okay. 473 00:22:36,119 --> 00:22:37,960 Speaker 4: And the pictures are all gonna be blurry because you've 474 00:22:37,960 --> 00:22:39,000 Speaker 4: been high for five days. 475 00:22:39,400 --> 00:22:43,199 Speaker 1: Yeah, And then they didn't They somehow conveniently mentioned that 476 00:22:43,280 --> 00:22:45,480 Speaker 1: they went to Palm Springs for a couple of nights 477 00:22:45,520 --> 00:22:49,480 Speaker 1: to stay in like a super fancy, mid century modern airbnb, 478 00:22:50,080 --> 00:22:52,240 Speaker 1: but then they went back to Joshua Tree to smoke 479 00:22:52,320 --> 00:22:52,760 Speaker 1: more weed. 480 00:22:53,680 --> 00:22:55,359 Speaker 4: Well, I'm glad I figured out that code. Thank you 481 00:22:55,400 --> 00:22:57,800 Speaker 4: for helping me to try for it. Let's get the 482 00:22:57,800 --> 00:23:04,640 Speaker 4: fuck out there this year. You're very inspiring. Get out 483 00:23:04,640 --> 00:23:08,439 Speaker 4: there and fuck some shit up naturally like and in 484 00:23:08,480 --> 00:23:11,359 Speaker 4: the nature way like function up with like, Oh, we're here, 485 00:23:14,880 --> 00:23:16,520 Speaker 4: all right? Should we get into these movies? 486 00:23:16,960 --> 00:23:17,320 Speaker 2: Yep? 487 00:23:17,680 --> 00:23:20,240 Speaker 3: So Millie, what is our theme this week? 488 00:23:20,520 --> 00:23:25,040 Speaker 1: Well, we figured since it is a new year, we're 489 00:23:25,040 --> 00:23:28,520 Speaker 1: going to call this theme New Year, New Me. 490 00:23:28,960 --> 00:23:33,760 Speaker 4: And I think our choices, well, they reveal a lot 491 00:23:33,800 --> 00:23:39,040 Speaker 4: about us to I think that with that theme and 492 00:23:39,119 --> 00:23:40,400 Speaker 4: our choices. 493 00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:44,440 Speaker 3: There reveals a lot about us. Why did we want 494 00:23:44,440 --> 00:23:45,119 Speaker 3: to do this theme? 495 00:23:45,520 --> 00:23:48,600 Speaker 1: Well, I think it was sort of being in a 496 00:23:48,640 --> 00:23:51,840 Speaker 1: spirit of the holiday. But also I think, going back 497 00:23:51,840 --> 00:23:55,880 Speaker 1: to what we were saying earlier, I think that these 498 00:23:55,920 --> 00:24:01,239 Speaker 1: are movies about transformation and change and for you know, 499 00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:05,680 Speaker 1: for better or for worse, to be honest. And I 500 00:24:05,760 --> 00:24:08,400 Speaker 1: think it's interesting that both of these films are sort 501 00:24:08,400 --> 00:24:13,359 Speaker 1: of in the sci fi horror vein, because that maybe 502 00:24:14,359 --> 00:24:17,679 Speaker 1: is an interesting route to take when you're thinking about 503 00:24:17,720 --> 00:24:21,920 Speaker 1: movies about change and transformation. And so yeah, I do 504 00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:25,000 Speaker 1: think there is There's going to be a lot of 505 00:24:25,000 --> 00:24:26,560 Speaker 1: interesting discussions today. 506 00:24:26,760 --> 00:24:28,720 Speaker 3: I agree. I'm very excited, and. 507 00:24:30,200 --> 00:24:32,440 Speaker 4: You know, just show them my true colors here because 508 00:24:32,600 --> 00:24:35,639 Speaker 4: the movie that I picked for New Year, New Me 509 00:24:36,680 --> 00:24:41,200 Speaker 4: is The Fly, released in nineteen eighty six, directed by 510 00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:45,800 Speaker 4: David Cronenberg. There is a limit even to the imagination. 511 00:24:46,240 --> 00:24:52,880 Speaker 5: Human teleportation, molecular decimation, breakdown, and reformation is inherently parching. 512 00:24:54,920 --> 00:24:58,280 Speaker 3: Where our greatest creations meet our deepest fears. 513 00:24:58,680 --> 00:25:02,040 Speaker 2: Something I wo when you went through Something Went. 514 00:25:03,680 --> 00:25:07,400 Speaker 4: This is a movie that stars Jeff Goldbloom and Gina Davis. 515 00:25:07,440 --> 00:25:10,919 Speaker 4: It also stars co stars John Getz, who is a 516 00:25:10,920 --> 00:25:12,600 Speaker 4: great actor. If you look him up, you're going to 517 00:25:12,680 --> 00:25:15,359 Speaker 4: know his face. He's been in everything. 518 00:25:16,160 --> 00:25:16,640 Speaker 3: He was in. 519 00:25:16,720 --> 00:25:19,800 Speaker 4: Zodiac, he was in Social Network, he was in Blood Simple, 520 00:25:19,840 --> 00:25:22,840 Speaker 4: He's done a ton of TV. But I instantly recognized 521 00:25:22,920 --> 00:25:25,240 Speaker 4: him as Gus from Don't Tell Mom that Babysitters Dead. 522 00:25:25,600 --> 00:25:30,440 Speaker 3: Yes, Yes, yes, so in this film. 523 00:25:31,119 --> 00:25:33,919 Speaker 4: It is a remake of a nineteen fifty eight movie 524 00:25:34,440 --> 00:25:39,800 Speaker 4: and both are based on a short story by George Langloon, 525 00:25:45,640 --> 00:25:48,040 Speaker 4: and it's about a journalist and a scientist who meet 526 00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:48,639 Speaker 4: at a party. 527 00:25:49,760 --> 00:25:53,040 Speaker 3: The scientist, played by Jeff Goldbloom. His name is Seth Brundle. 528 00:25:53,400 --> 00:25:55,439 Speaker 4: Takes her back to his lab and shows her what 529 00:25:55,480 --> 00:25:59,399 Speaker 4: he's working on, which is the key to teleportation, and 530 00:25:59,440 --> 00:26:05,280 Speaker 4: then he sends himself through his teleportation devices and shit 531 00:26:05,480 --> 00:26:08,919 Speaker 4: hops off, to say the least. To say the least, 532 00:26:09,200 --> 00:26:12,240 Speaker 4: one thing he didn't realize when he sent himself through 533 00:26:12,320 --> 00:26:14,520 Speaker 4: his telepods is that there was a fly in there 534 00:26:14,520 --> 00:26:17,679 Speaker 4: with him and it combines with his genetic DNA, So, 535 00:26:17,840 --> 00:26:21,440 Speaker 4: you know, just a typical Friday night mixing up with 536 00:26:21,480 --> 00:26:27,040 Speaker 4: some fuzz. So there's there's sucking shit up, fucking shit up. 537 00:26:27,720 --> 00:26:28,920 Speaker 3: That's what you do, right. 538 00:26:29,240 --> 00:26:31,919 Speaker 4: Why this movie came out in nineteen eighty six, I 539 00:26:32,119 --> 00:26:35,040 Speaker 4: was nine years old, and of course I saw it 540 00:26:35,119 --> 00:26:37,440 Speaker 4: because my grandmother saw it. But I think I think 541 00:26:37,480 --> 00:26:39,359 Speaker 4: we rented it on VHS like she saw it in 542 00:26:39,400 --> 00:26:43,320 Speaker 4: the theater, But we saw it on VHS. And there 543 00:26:43,320 --> 00:26:46,960 Speaker 4: are so many iconic scenes in this movie because David Cronenberg, 544 00:26:47,840 --> 00:26:52,200 Speaker 4: he is a real history of some gore. He directed Scanners, 545 00:26:52,320 --> 00:26:56,280 Speaker 4: he directed Video Droom, He directed Dead Ringers and Eastern Promises. 546 00:26:56,960 --> 00:27:00,520 Speaker 4: He directed Crash but the sex with Cars one, not 547 00:27:00,560 --> 00:27:03,600 Speaker 4: the racial issues in LA one And What's Also weird 548 00:27:03,600 --> 00:27:05,880 Speaker 4: about this movie is that it was produced by mel 549 00:27:06,000 --> 00:27:08,760 Speaker 4: Brooks just because he's like this major horror fan. So 550 00:27:09,440 --> 00:27:12,600 Speaker 4: it's the history of gore and horror is it's strong 551 00:27:12,720 --> 00:27:13,520 Speaker 4: in this movie. 552 00:27:13,600 --> 00:27:14,320 Speaker 3: It's strong. 553 00:27:15,000 --> 00:27:18,560 Speaker 4: And the makeup effects for the time, and I'm going 554 00:27:18,600 --> 00:27:20,760 Speaker 4: to even say now, like at the time they were 555 00:27:20,800 --> 00:27:24,640 Speaker 4: mind blowing, they were mind blowingly good, and the makeup it's. 556 00:27:24,480 --> 00:27:26,720 Speaker 2: Still pretty good. I would say, yeah, yeah, it's. 557 00:27:26,560 --> 00:27:29,960 Speaker 3: Still I still was grossed out when I watched this movie. Yeah, 558 00:27:30,000 --> 00:27:31,800 Speaker 3: you get so many different ways. 559 00:27:32,240 --> 00:27:35,679 Speaker 4: But Chris Wallace did the make effects and the makeup 560 00:27:35,760 --> 00:27:38,359 Speaker 4: artist with Stephen Depui, and then when The Fly two 561 00:27:38,480 --> 00:27:41,200 Speaker 4: was released in nineteen eighty nine, Wallace. 562 00:27:40,880 --> 00:27:41,920 Speaker 3: Was actually the director. 563 00:27:42,480 --> 00:27:44,720 Speaker 4: So we are going to get into this there are 564 00:27:44,800 --> 00:27:48,560 Speaker 4: there are so many moments of this movie that freaked 565 00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:50,959 Speaker 4: me out as a kid, that still freaked me out 566 00:27:50,960 --> 00:27:53,400 Speaker 4: as an adult. But essentially, what you're doing is you're 567 00:27:53,440 --> 00:27:58,000 Speaker 4: watching somebody transform and it's really about like the hubris 568 00:27:58,040 --> 00:28:00,360 Speaker 4: of man in a big way, like the like how 569 00:28:00,440 --> 00:28:04,959 Speaker 4: dare you fuck with this shit? Because he develops Seth Brundle, 570 00:28:05,040 --> 00:28:07,880 Speaker 4: he developed teleportation as a way to deal with his 571 00:28:08,160 --> 00:28:11,280 Speaker 4: motion sickness, which is like a bridge too far, Like 572 00:28:11,320 --> 00:28:13,560 Speaker 4: there's a copper band you can get and just fucking 573 00:28:13,600 --> 00:28:15,520 Speaker 4: get in a car. You don't have to develop teleportation. 574 00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:18,679 Speaker 4: But what's also wild is he's like, he's like this bright, 575 00:28:18,840 --> 00:28:22,760 Speaker 4: genius person, but he's confused by things like the concept 576 00:28:22,760 --> 00:28:26,240 Speaker 4: of vacations because he and Gana Davis kind of start, 577 00:28:26,240 --> 00:28:28,720 Speaker 4: you know, they start dating and they start a romantic 578 00:28:28,760 --> 00:28:30,840 Speaker 4: relationship and she's like, we should go away for the weekend, 579 00:28:30,880 --> 00:28:33,680 Speaker 4: and he's like, what is this a romance? Like, come on, dude, 580 00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:36,080 Speaker 4: you need it spelled out on a chalkboard for you 581 00:28:36,119 --> 00:28:40,400 Speaker 4: to understand. So he's already a weirdo, like socially in 582 00:28:40,840 --> 00:28:44,760 Speaker 4: total weirdo, but he starts his process. He's figured out 583 00:28:44,760 --> 00:28:48,640 Speaker 4: teleportation with inanimate objects, but he hasn't figured it out 584 00:28:48,720 --> 00:28:52,240 Speaker 4: with living items or what he likes to constantly refer 585 00:28:52,320 --> 00:28:57,280 Speaker 4: to and the creepy ace way possible the flesh. Oh god, 586 00:28:57,320 --> 00:29:00,160 Speaker 4: it makes my skin crawl every time somebody's. 587 00:28:59,760 --> 00:29:02,440 Speaker 2: Said, yeah, oh. 588 00:29:02,120 --> 00:29:03,560 Speaker 3: I haven't figured out the flesh. 589 00:29:03,640 --> 00:29:05,960 Speaker 4: Well, all right, maybe that's why because you're gross, you're 590 00:29:06,080 --> 00:29:08,600 Speaker 4: starting not in a really gross place with it. Yeah, 591 00:29:08,640 --> 00:29:11,960 Speaker 4: So he kind of shows Ronnie to the Genia Davis character. 592 00:29:12,280 --> 00:29:16,680 Speaker 4: He shows Ronnie his experiment with her on her stockings, 593 00:29:16,720 --> 00:29:18,520 Speaker 4: and she's like, oh, what happens when he send something 594 00:29:18,560 --> 00:29:21,080 Speaker 4: living through there? And he's like, I'll show you, and 595 00:29:21,120 --> 00:29:25,040 Speaker 4: he puts a baboon in the telepod, sends it through, 596 00:29:25,280 --> 00:29:28,080 Speaker 4: and again iconic scenes in this There aret least two, 597 00:29:28,280 --> 00:29:31,760 Speaker 4: maybe three iconic images from this film. One of them 598 00:29:31,840 --> 00:29:33,880 Speaker 4: is he sends his baboon through and in the haze 599 00:29:33,880 --> 00:29:36,200 Speaker 4: and smoke of the teleportation you just see like a 600 00:29:36,240 --> 00:29:40,240 Speaker 4: bloody hand hit the door screen and then like kind 601 00:29:40,240 --> 00:29:43,200 Speaker 4: of slide down. But then here's the thing that fucked 602 00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:45,680 Speaker 4: me up. The next thing he sends through is a steak. 603 00:29:46,280 --> 00:29:48,640 Speaker 4: Why didn't he start with the steak? And who keeps 604 00:29:48,640 --> 00:29:52,920 Speaker 4: giving him all these fucking baboons? Can you not start 605 00:29:52,920 --> 00:29:54,560 Speaker 4: with the flesh of a steak? 606 00:29:55,040 --> 00:29:58,280 Speaker 1: I mean presumably he lives in it's like a warehouse 607 00:29:58,360 --> 00:30:01,680 Speaker 1: or a loft or something like that. Yeah, it's the 608 00:30:01,880 --> 00:30:05,240 Speaker 1: baboons in this uh warehouse. 609 00:30:04,680 --> 00:30:07,239 Speaker 4: With right, Like, how's he getting these fucking bag If 610 00:30:07,280 --> 00:30:09,840 Speaker 4: you come to me and you even need three baboons, 611 00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:11,120 Speaker 4: I'm gonna be like, dude, what are you doing with 612 00:30:11,120 --> 00:30:14,760 Speaker 4: these baboons? Like we can't give you another babboon until 613 00:30:14,760 --> 00:30:17,640 Speaker 4: you tell us what's happening here, and everything about his 614 00:30:17,760 --> 00:30:20,120 Speaker 4: lab says you're gonna get murked, Like everything about his 615 00:30:20,200 --> 00:30:23,000 Speaker 4: lab is just like totally someone's getting killed in here, 616 00:30:23,120 --> 00:30:26,400 Speaker 4: and right now it's baboons. So then we hit Babboon 617 00:30:26,440 --> 00:30:29,760 Speaker 4: to electric Boogaloo and it works. 618 00:30:31,400 --> 00:30:34,840 Speaker 3: It works. So when Gina Davis. 619 00:30:34,880 --> 00:30:38,160 Speaker 4: Leaves, like when Ronnie leaves to go and talk to 620 00:30:38,320 --> 00:30:41,080 Speaker 4: and kind of finally break up with her ex boyfriend 621 00:30:41,120 --> 00:30:44,520 Speaker 4: who's also her magazine editor, who's also her stalker, because 622 00:30:44,520 --> 00:30:47,280 Speaker 4: you know it's the eighties, Let's just make him the 623 00:30:47,280 --> 00:30:50,920 Speaker 4: worst possible man we could make him. Seth Brundle works 624 00:30:51,000 --> 00:30:54,960 Speaker 4: himself up into a Champagne tizzy and says, fuck it, 625 00:30:55,000 --> 00:30:56,240 Speaker 4: I'm not going to wait to find out if the 626 00:30:56,320 --> 00:30:59,200 Speaker 4: second Baboon isn't really okay because he seems okay, I'm 627 00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:01,040 Speaker 4: going to go through myself and that's when the fly 628 00:31:01,600 --> 00:31:07,080 Speaker 4: crawls in there with him and he just disintegrates. Over 629 00:31:07,160 --> 00:31:09,840 Speaker 4: the rest of the movie. What is the worst drunk 630 00:31:09,840 --> 00:31:12,800 Speaker 4: decision that you've ever made? And is it comparable to 631 00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:17,400 Speaker 4: I'm gonna hop into telepod and merge my DNA with 632 00:31:17,800 --> 00:31:18,160 Speaker 4: a fly. 633 00:31:18,840 --> 00:31:20,320 Speaker 1: Once when I was drunk, I was like with my 634 00:31:20,360 --> 00:31:20,840 Speaker 1: friends and. 635 00:31:20,760 --> 00:31:23,280 Speaker 2: We were like, Hey, let's go check out this creepy building. 636 00:31:23,640 --> 00:31:25,600 Speaker 1: It used to be a mental hospital or whatever, And 637 00:31:25,640 --> 00:31:28,480 Speaker 1: I wore flip flops and I just was like, isn't 638 00:31:28,480 --> 00:31:31,280 Speaker 1: this place condemned? Why am I wearing open toed shoes. 639 00:31:31,320 --> 00:31:34,960 Speaker 1: That's the only, really, the only kind of bad decisions 640 00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:38,560 Speaker 1: I make after a couple drinks. So I can't even 641 00:31:38,600 --> 00:31:42,760 Speaker 1: imagine what it would be like to say, I'm gonna 642 00:31:42,840 --> 00:31:47,920 Speaker 1: just fuck with all this expensive, weird equipment that I built. 643 00:31:48,200 --> 00:31:49,200 Speaker 3: I mean, I. 644 00:31:49,160 --> 00:31:51,280 Speaker 4: Can't tell you what it would take for me to 645 00:31:51,320 --> 00:31:55,959 Speaker 4: go from zero to I'm going to crawl inside some 646 00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:58,840 Speaker 4: scientific stuff I don't understand and just throw caution to 647 00:31:58,880 --> 00:32:01,320 Speaker 4: the wind. Can't do it, it, can't do it. Most 648 00:32:01,320 --> 00:32:04,680 Speaker 4: of my bad drunk decisions are like sexual. A lot 649 00:32:04,720 --> 00:32:07,960 Speaker 4: of them are like bad work decisions, like I'm fine, 650 00:32:08,000 --> 00:32:11,640 Speaker 4: I can write this, No you can't sober up. Let 651 00:32:11,680 --> 00:32:17,320 Speaker 4: me get on Twitter. Yeah oh no, but yeah, he 652 00:32:17,920 --> 00:32:20,800 Speaker 4: really just because she left to go break up with 653 00:32:20,840 --> 00:32:24,280 Speaker 4: her boyfriend. He freaked out because he's adapt he's socially adept, 654 00:32:24,360 --> 00:32:26,480 Speaker 4: he can't hand he's ever had a girlfriend before. 655 00:32:26,480 --> 00:32:28,080 Speaker 3: I'm guessing, but that's what he did. 656 00:32:28,120 --> 00:32:30,560 Speaker 4: So then shit pops off and it starts with a 657 00:32:30,560 --> 00:32:33,320 Speaker 4: couple of hairs on the back, but then it moves 658 00:32:33,320 --> 00:32:35,720 Speaker 4: into like you know, you're catching a fly with your 659 00:32:35,880 --> 00:32:38,840 Speaker 4: bare hand and your sleep, and you know you've got 660 00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:42,760 Speaker 4: an assortment of gymnastic moves, eating sugar by the court. 661 00:32:42,960 --> 00:32:45,400 Speaker 4: It rages on, It rages on, and then his body 662 00:32:45,400 --> 00:32:47,600 Speaker 4: starts fucking reacting in terrible ways. 663 00:32:48,240 --> 00:32:52,840 Speaker 1: So I go say, in terms of the horror movie 664 00:32:53,720 --> 00:32:56,840 Speaker 1: parts of this movie, I think what makes this movie 665 00:32:56,880 --> 00:32:59,680 Speaker 1: so effective for me, and I'm sure maybe other people 666 00:32:59,720 --> 00:33:02,280 Speaker 1: feel two is the rate. 667 00:33:02,200 --> 00:33:04,320 Speaker 2: At which this is all happening. 668 00:33:04,760 --> 00:33:07,640 Speaker 1: Right, So it's not as if it's not the Doctor 669 00:33:07,720 --> 00:33:10,200 Speaker 1: Jekyl mister Hyde thing where he just drinks the vial 670 00:33:10,240 --> 00:33:12,200 Speaker 1: and then like looks himself in the mirror and it's 671 00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:13,640 Speaker 1: like all the shits just starts. 672 00:33:13,360 --> 00:33:15,800 Speaker 2: Happening, or like the teed wolf effect or whatever. 673 00:33:16,080 --> 00:33:20,520 Speaker 1: Right, it is such a slow burn that it gives 674 00:33:20,560 --> 00:33:24,320 Speaker 1: me anxiety in a way that you can't imagine. 675 00:33:24,440 --> 00:33:26,680 Speaker 3: Oh, and that's the true horror, because we've all had 676 00:33:26,720 --> 00:33:28,680 Speaker 3: those moments of what is that thing on me? 677 00:33:29,000 --> 00:33:29,160 Speaker 5: Right? 678 00:33:29,200 --> 00:33:32,360 Speaker 3: Oh, I'm guessing maybe I'm feeling too much about mysell here. 679 00:33:33,560 --> 00:33:34,239 Speaker 2: No, you're not. 680 00:33:34,960 --> 00:33:37,040 Speaker 4: Like we've all had that moment of like, what's happening 681 00:33:37,080 --> 00:33:40,680 Speaker 4: with my body in some way and it's terrifying. 682 00:33:40,680 --> 00:33:41,120 Speaker 3: You're right. 683 00:33:41,160 --> 00:33:44,560 Speaker 4: The pace of this is truly terrifying because he's essentially 684 00:33:44,640 --> 00:33:48,440 Speaker 4: he's turning into a fly. That's the process that's happening. 685 00:33:48,440 --> 00:33:50,800 Speaker 4: It's not that the fly is turning into more human. 686 00:33:50,920 --> 00:33:52,880 Speaker 4: He is turning into a fly, and so kind of 687 00:33:52,880 --> 00:33:55,680 Speaker 4: you know, it mirrors the metamorphosis and you know some 688 00:33:55,800 --> 00:33:59,680 Speaker 4: other sci fi beats that came out of the fifties. 689 00:33:59,760 --> 00:34:03,320 Speaker 4: But that's what's happening, and he is going through these 690 00:34:03,360 --> 00:34:08,879 Speaker 4: stages in terrifying ways. The number one thing that will 691 00:34:08,960 --> 00:34:13,880 Speaker 4: never leave my mind from this movie is when and 692 00:34:13,920 --> 00:34:17,040 Speaker 4: this is how I also learned how flies eat, because 693 00:34:17,360 --> 00:34:22,560 Speaker 4: there is a whole couple of scenes where he pukes 694 00:34:22,560 --> 00:34:25,840 Speaker 4: this like white liquid out of his mouth onto the 695 00:34:25,840 --> 00:34:28,440 Speaker 4: food he wants to consume as he turns more and 696 00:34:28,480 --> 00:34:30,520 Speaker 4: more into a fly and has to eat it that 697 00:34:30,560 --> 00:34:34,759 Speaker 4: way because flies can't consume like solids. Let me tell 698 00:34:34,800 --> 00:34:38,480 Speaker 4: you that my brother and I recreated that scene with 699 00:34:38,560 --> 00:34:42,759 Speaker 4: milk for like two weeks after we saw it, and 700 00:34:42,800 --> 00:34:46,239 Speaker 4: my grandma got mad. My grandma got mad at us, Oh, 701 00:34:46,280 --> 00:34:49,040 Speaker 4: because we were traumatized and recreating a horrible scene. No, 702 00:34:49,080 --> 00:34:54,400 Speaker 4: because we were wasting milk, of course, So she's probably. 703 00:34:54,000 --> 00:34:56,520 Speaker 2: Like, yo, there's a lesson in this don't waste my 704 00:34:56,560 --> 00:34:57,760 Speaker 2: milk lesson. 705 00:34:57,760 --> 00:35:00,480 Speaker 3: It's don't waste my food. I'm paying for that. And 706 00:35:00,520 --> 00:35:02,560 Speaker 3: it seems like also the things that are happening to 707 00:35:02,640 --> 00:35:05,600 Speaker 3: him in the beginning are things that seem like they 708 00:35:05,600 --> 00:35:10,120 Speaker 3: could be the side effects of other less terrible diseases, 709 00:35:10,200 --> 00:35:12,640 Speaker 3: like that fingernail scene. Can go fuck itself? 710 00:35:12,920 --> 00:35:15,800 Speaker 2: Yes, Oh, people talk about that like crazy. 711 00:35:15,440 --> 00:35:17,520 Speaker 4: And that was almost more terrifying to me than some 712 00:35:17,560 --> 00:35:20,960 Speaker 4: of the stuff that happened later. But it's it's just 713 00:35:21,000 --> 00:35:25,040 Speaker 4: a really interesting kind of movie that turns into like 714 00:35:25,080 --> 00:35:28,920 Speaker 4: an allegory about abortion rights and bodily autonomy somehow, But 715 00:35:29,360 --> 00:35:31,560 Speaker 4: it's really about the hubris of man, and you know, 716 00:35:31,600 --> 00:35:33,279 Speaker 4: maybe you're okay the way you are and don't fuck 717 00:35:33,320 --> 00:35:34,040 Speaker 4: withh it too much. 718 00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:38,400 Speaker 1: First of all, I feel like only David Cronenberg could 719 00:35:38,400 --> 00:35:41,640 Speaker 1: make a movie like this and be as good at 720 00:35:41,680 --> 00:35:44,200 Speaker 1: doing a movie like this, because you know, a lot 721 00:35:44,200 --> 00:35:47,360 Speaker 1: of his movies are you know what they call body 722 00:35:47,360 --> 00:35:52,120 Speaker 1: horror movies where there's always some kind of gnarrowly body 723 00:35:52,160 --> 00:35:55,040 Speaker 1: events happening to some character, and pretty much all those movies. 724 00:35:55,120 --> 00:35:58,719 Speaker 1: But to me, it's like, you're exactly right about the 725 00:35:58,800 --> 00:36:02,719 Speaker 1: Hubris portion it because you're going, oh, here's a scientist 726 00:36:02,840 --> 00:36:08,280 Speaker 1: who is so obsessed with his own science, his own brain, 727 00:36:08,400 --> 00:36:12,520 Speaker 1: his own creation, he literally can't stop himself. And first 728 00:36:12,520 --> 00:36:14,319 Speaker 1: of all, I have to tell you, this movie is 729 00:36:14,360 --> 00:36:16,400 Speaker 1: like incredibly sad to me. 730 00:36:16,560 --> 00:36:19,680 Speaker 2: I don't know why. It is exactly as you said. 731 00:36:19,680 --> 00:36:24,960 Speaker 1: It's that idea that somebody can't stop himself and is 732 00:36:25,920 --> 00:36:30,640 Speaker 1: watching himself kind of disintegrate. But then he's also in 733 00:36:30,719 --> 00:36:36,080 Speaker 1: this relationship with this outside party, like the Geena Davis character, 734 00:36:37,280 --> 00:36:41,279 Speaker 1: and she's like she's in, like she's already in, she's 735 00:36:41,320 --> 00:36:44,560 Speaker 1: already in love with him. So she can't stop herself. 736 00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:46,960 Speaker 4: Either, right, And she can't save him, and she can't 737 00:36:47,000 --> 00:36:51,160 Speaker 4: save herself at a certain point, right, and she. 738 00:36:51,440 --> 00:36:54,120 Speaker 1: Makes the decision that I think a lot of people 739 00:36:54,520 --> 00:36:58,680 Speaker 1: you know who do not have commitment issues due which 740 00:36:58,800 --> 00:37:01,439 Speaker 1: is that they go minute, no matter what, I don't 741 00:37:01,440 --> 00:37:06,440 Speaker 1: care if this person turns into a fucking creature like 742 00:37:06,600 --> 00:37:10,560 Speaker 1: I'm here, and so that's what makes it so intense 743 00:37:10,600 --> 00:37:12,640 Speaker 1: for me, Like this shit is intense? 744 00:37:13,080 --> 00:37:15,440 Speaker 3: Well, also is that like love? Is that love? 745 00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:15,840 Speaker 1: Really? 746 00:37:15,920 --> 00:37:18,359 Speaker 3: Is that what I'm missing? Because I would be out 747 00:37:18,360 --> 00:37:20,920 Speaker 3: of there so fucking fast? 748 00:37:21,560 --> 00:37:23,520 Speaker 1: Like the ending, I mean, I don't want to give 749 00:37:23,560 --> 00:37:27,440 Speaker 1: away the ending, but I also feel like people probably 750 00:37:27,520 --> 00:37:29,880 Speaker 1: know what happens in the end because it seems like 751 00:37:29,960 --> 00:37:33,040 Speaker 1: it's kind of I mean, it's just kind of a 752 00:37:33,120 --> 00:37:35,440 Speaker 1: parable or something at this point, but it's that thing 753 00:37:35,480 --> 00:37:39,200 Speaker 1: where like he fussed out of his any human form 754 00:37:39,680 --> 00:37:43,760 Speaker 1: and develops those like insect backwards insect legs, and I'm like, girl, 755 00:37:44,080 --> 00:37:47,000 Speaker 1: you in it now he's legs. 756 00:37:51,719 --> 00:37:53,720 Speaker 3: I mean, truly, what is the limit? 757 00:37:53,800 --> 00:37:56,920 Speaker 4: The limit does not exist for this motherfucker because I'm like, 758 00:37:57,680 --> 00:38:01,160 Speaker 4: when he puked on a donut and his ear fell off. 759 00:38:01,280 --> 00:38:05,239 Speaker 3: That's a great way to end a relationship. That is 760 00:38:05,280 --> 00:38:07,359 Speaker 3: a premium way to end a relationship. 761 00:38:07,400 --> 00:38:09,719 Speaker 4: You can sign off and nobody will think ill of you, 762 00:38:10,000 --> 00:38:12,320 Speaker 4: Like it is done, done, done at that point. 763 00:38:15,160 --> 00:38:16,719 Speaker 2: I think the reason why I'm so emotional about it 764 00:38:16,800 --> 00:38:19,399 Speaker 2: is that it's like have I ever felt that? 765 00:38:19,640 --> 00:38:23,600 Speaker 1: Have I ever felt that intensely about romantic partner or 766 00:38:23,760 --> 00:38:26,560 Speaker 1: I'm just like, we gotta stay together. I don't care 767 00:38:26,840 --> 00:38:28,680 Speaker 1: how fucked up this is. 768 00:38:29,280 --> 00:38:32,239 Speaker 4: When your legs crack backwards, I don't care what the 769 00:38:32,239 --> 00:38:33,279 Speaker 4: fuck is happening with you. 770 00:38:33,440 --> 00:38:33,839 Speaker 3: I'm out. 771 00:38:34,160 --> 00:38:37,120 Speaker 4: There's there's nothing good happening after that point, when your 772 00:38:37,200 --> 00:38:40,680 Speaker 4: legs crack backwards and you start sprouting wings. I don't 773 00:38:40,680 --> 00:38:42,680 Speaker 4: need to stick around and see what happens. I will 774 00:38:42,760 --> 00:38:46,200 Speaker 4: keep you in my thoughts, in prayers and my memories. Yep, 775 00:38:46,440 --> 00:38:47,239 Speaker 4: and I'm out of there. 776 00:38:47,600 --> 00:38:48,160 Speaker 3: But it's true. 777 00:38:48,200 --> 00:38:50,240 Speaker 4: It's like I mean, I thought that myself, like, wow, 778 00:38:50,320 --> 00:38:53,200 Speaker 4: she is when I was a kid. Again, like watching this, 779 00:38:53,320 --> 00:38:57,279 Speaker 4: my grandmother her commentary was always look at this stupid bitch. 780 00:38:57,280 --> 00:38:59,600 Speaker 3: Why is and she running? You know, like that's her go. 781 00:38:59,480 --> 00:39:04,440 Speaker 4: To get out of there, like the whole from the 782 00:39:04,680 --> 00:39:07,719 Speaker 4: minute she saw the hairs. My Grandma's like, get out 783 00:39:07,760 --> 00:39:10,120 Speaker 4: of there. Nope. This is how I learned to love 784 00:39:10,200 --> 00:39:12,360 Speaker 4: is from somebody who's like, get out of the run. 785 00:39:13,840 --> 00:39:15,400 Speaker 3: Run. So yeah, I don't know. 786 00:39:15,480 --> 00:39:17,120 Speaker 4: I mean, i'd like to think that I have that 787 00:39:17,200 --> 00:39:19,040 Speaker 4: kind of love in my heart, but I'm not sticking 788 00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:20,160 Speaker 4: around for you. 789 00:39:20,200 --> 00:39:22,680 Speaker 3: Puke on a donut and your ear falls off. I can't. 790 00:39:23,040 --> 00:39:25,759 Speaker 4: For so many reasons, I can't, and I have to 791 00:39:25,760 --> 00:39:26,640 Speaker 4: feel like that's okay. 792 00:39:27,040 --> 00:39:31,759 Speaker 1: Yeah, And it's touching that it ends the way that 793 00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:33,439 Speaker 1: it does for so many reasons. 794 00:39:33,480 --> 00:39:34,480 Speaker 2: The ending to The Fly. 795 00:39:35,480 --> 00:39:37,400 Speaker 1: Please don't make fun of me for this, because it 796 00:39:38,000 --> 00:39:42,680 Speaker 1: was I feel miserable when that movie's over, Like I'm 797 00:39:42,719 --> 00:39:46,200 Speaker 1: just like, oh my God, like this shit is so 798 00:39:47,480 --> 00:39:52,959 Speaker 1: intense and sad and fucked up and terrible that it's 799 00:39:53,080 --> 00:39:57,880 Speaker 1: like it feels like the ending of I mean, just 800 00:39:57,920 --> 00:40:00,359 Speaker 1: like a really sad children this. 801 00:40:00,360 --> 00:40:01,040 Speaker 2: Movie or something. 802 00:40:01,120 --> 00:40:03,040 Speaker 1: I mean, I hate to even make that equation, but 803 00:40:03,080 --> 00:40:08,120 Speaker 1: it's that feeling of, like, God, what a conundrum these 804 00:40:08,200 --> 00:40:09,200 Speaker 1: people were in. 805 00:40:09,880 --> 00:40:11,359 Speaker 4: I am not going to make fun of you for that. 806 00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:14,239 Speaker 4: I think that it is a brutal ending and a 807 00:40:14,800 --> 00:40:18,359 Speaker 4: brutal film, and I don't recommend watching it at night. 808 00:40:18,400 --> 00:40:21,040 Speaker 4: I think watch it during the day and have something 809 00:40:21,239 --> 00:40:24,279 Speaker 4: uplifting plan to do after whatever makes you smile, Have 810 00:40:24,480 --> 00:40:27,640 Speaker 4: something kind planned after you watch this, because you can't 811 00:40:27,640 --> 00:40:28,960 Speaker 4: go to bed on the back of this movie. 812 00:40:29,000 --> 00:40:31,080 Speaker 3: For so many reasons. But it's great. 813 00:40:31,120 --> 00:40:34,040 Speaker 4: I fucking love this movie, and I just it was 814 00:40:34,440 --> 00:40:36,120 Speaker 4: truly the first thing I thought of when we pick 815 00:40:36,160 --> 00:40:37,720 Speaker 4: this theme like, oh, oh your. 816 00:40:37,600 --> 00:40:39,279 Speaker 3: New man, we gotta do the fly. 817 00:40:40,360 --> 00:40:43,840 Speaker 4: The worst and best example of you don't have to 818 00:40:43,880 --> 00:40:47,239 Speaker 4: be the new you Seth Brundle was so smart and 819 00:40:47,480 --> 00:40:50,360 Speaker 4: was going places before this, like you don't have to 820 00:40:50,400 --> 00:40:52,880 Speaker 4: always push it to the limit and push yourself to 821 00:40:52,920 --> 00:40:54,919 Speaker 4: the max to be who you think is the better 822 00:40:55,000 --> 00:40:55,800 Speaker 4: version of yourself. 823 00:40:56,280 --> 00:40:59,040 Speaker 1: Yeah, this isn't a movie where he decides that he's 824 00:40:59,080 --> 00:41:01,239 Speaker 1: going to pluck his eyebrow at home and that just 825 00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:04,440 Speaker 1: keeps going and can't stop. I mean, this is like 826 00:41:04,719 --> 00:41:09,920 Speaker 1: something completely insane, and the thought experiment of that is 827 00:41:10,200 --> 00:41:13,000 Speaker 1: really kind of a message to everybody in. 828 00:41:12,960 --> 00:41:16,200 Speaker 2: The new year. You're right, like, you don't have to 829 00:41:16,239 --> 00:41:17,160 Speaker 2: go insane. 830 00:41:16,960 --> 00:41:17,760 Speaker 3: More than anything. 831 00:41:17,960 --> 00:41:20,279 Speaker 4: Look, it's like our grandma's always said, just don't do 832 00:41:20,400 --> 00:41:24,680 Speaker 4: science and a champagne dizzy. 833 00:41:24,920 --> 00:41:26,359 Speaker 2: Your grandma definitely said that. 834 00:41:33,080 --> 00:41:34,720 Speaker 3: So it's your movie for the theme. 835 00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:38,560 Speaker 2: So my movie is a movie from nineteen sixty six. 836 00:41:39,000 --> 00:41:42,719 Speaker 1: It is called Seconds, directed by John Frankenheimer. 837 00:41:43,320 --> 00:41:51,319 Speaker 3: Old, bizarre, terrifying. 838 00:41:53,800 --> 00:41:59,360 Speaker 2: Rock Hudson in an astonishing change of pace stars in Seconds. 839 00:42:00,600 --> 00:42:03,160 Speaker 1: So I just have to say, right off the bat, 840 00:42:04,080 --> 00:42:08,560 Speaker 1: the cinematographer for Seconds is my man James Wong Howe 841 00:42:08,760 --> 00:42:14,560 Speaker 1: again coming back with another Oscar per cinematography. 842 00:42:14,760 --> 00:42:16,560 Speaker 2: Yeah, he's my man. 843 00:42:17,480 --> 00:42:20,080 Speaker 1: But also opening titles for Seconds were designed by my 844 00:42:20,160 --> 00:42:23,680 Speaker 1: other man, Saw Bass, the legendary Saw Bass. 845 00:42:23,880 --> 00:42:25,600 Speaker 4: I saw that in the credits, and I was like, 846 00:42:25,719 --> 00:42:27,399 Speaker 4: what's up, fully there? 847 00:42:27,640 --> 00:42:28,520 Speaker 2: Love Saw Bass? 848 00:42:28,600 --> 00:42:30,880 Speaker 1: Google him if you don't know who we're talking about, 849 00:42:30,920 --> 00:42:34,840 Speaker 1: for the love of God. So Seconds was made during 850 00:42:34,880 --> 00:42:40,400 Speaker 1: like this particularly successful period for John Frankenheimer. So he 851 00:42:40,480 --> 00:42:42,960 Speaker 1: was basically a TV director. He did a lot of 852 00:42:42,960 --> 00:42:45,560 Speaker 1: those like you know in the fifties, how they had 853 00:42:45,560 --> 00:42:50,200 Speaker 1: those like Craft Macaroni and Cheese, Playhouse Presents something. He 854 00:42:50,280 --> 00:42:54,200 Speaker 1: was doing lots of that, But he had already directed 855 00:42:54,239 --> 00:42:58,000 Speaker 1: a handful of movies, including Birdman of Alcatraz. But then 856 00:42:58,480 --> 00:43:02,760 Speaker 1: sometimes people will refer to Seconds as the last movie 857 00:43:02,760 --> 00:43:07,160 Speaker 1: in this like Paranoia Trilogy and It's with the Manchurian 858 00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:11,000 Speaker 1: Candidate and Seven Days in May, and those movies are 859 00:43:11,600 --> 00:43:14,320 Speaker 1: kind of more political thrillers and like kind of less 860 00:43:14,400 --> 00:43:17,640 Speaker 1: science fictionary than Seconds. But all three are great, and 861 00:43:18,360 --> 00:43:20,880 Speaker 1: I will encourage anybody to watch them if they haven't. 862 00:43:21,400 --> 00:43:25,600 Speaker 1: So a sensibly, Seconds is about a middle aged man 863 00:43:26,440 --> 00:43:30,960 Speaker 1: named Arthur Hamilton, and Arthur is bored and he's checked 864 00:43:31,000 --> 00:43:34,200 Speaker 1: out from his job at the bank and his family 865 00:43:34,400 --> 00:43:37,160 Speaker 1: and his life, and he basically just kind of sits 866 00:43:37,160 --> 00:43:39,280 Speaker 1: around sweating all the time. 867 00:43:39,520 --> 00:43:43,520 Speaker 3: I don't know, Uh, my man strokes the phone when 868 00:43:43,560 --> 00:43:44,200 Speaker 3: that comes to that. 869 00:43:44,239 --> 00:43:48,759 Speaker 2: Sweat sweating like a motherfucker. And because of this, he's 870 00:43:49,120 --> 00:43:50,200 Speaker 2: more or less. 871 00:43:50,520 --> 00:43:56,160 Speaker 1: Prodded, I would say, into taking an incredibly hard sale 872 00:43:56,560 --> 00:44:02,000 Speaker 1: offer to join this organization which is ominous called the Company. 873 00:44:02,400 --> 00:44:05,560 Speaker 1: And the company basically tells him, hey, you can like 874 00:44:05,680 --> 00:44:13,120 Speaker 1: leave this shitty, sweaty life behind and become a quote 875 00:44:13,200 --> 00:44:19,120 Speaker 1: unquote reborn, which is their term, which basically entails that 876 00:44:19,320 --> 00:44:23,080 Speaker 1: the company will stage your death to where your body 877 00:44:23,120 --> 00:44:24,480 Speaker 1: will not be able. 878 00:44:24,280 --> 00:44:27,600 Speaker 2: To be identified that it's you. I think Arthur's case 879 00:44:27,719 --> 00:44:29,520 Speaker 2: was like a hotel fire or something like that. 880 00:44:30,080 --> 00:44:34,879 Speaker 1: Then they will perform this intense plastic surgery on you 881 00:44:34,960 --> 00:44:38,160 Speaker 1: to give you like a new face, a new body. 882 00:44:38,520 --> 00:44:41,080 Speaker 1: They're going to give you a new name, a new identity, 883 00:44:41,600 --> 00:44:46,160 Speaker 1: like Arthur's new name is Tony Wilson, and he just 884 00:44:46,200 --> 00:44:49,239 Speaker 1: has this completely new life. And I have to say, 885 00:44:49,280 --> 00:44:51,840 Speaker 1: as an added bonus for Arthur is that he comes 886 00:44:51,880 --> 00:44:55,640 Speaker 1: back to life as nineteen sixty six Rock Hudson, who 887 00:44:55,680 --> 00:44:57,200 Speaker 1: was one of the hottest men to ever live. 888 00:44:57,560 --> 00:44:58,960 Speaker 3: I mean, if you're. 889 00:44:58,840 --> 00:45:02,520 Speaker 4: Coming back and you get to choose a faith, yes, 890 00:45:03,320 --> 00:45:05,840 Speaker 4: if you don't choose Rock huts In, there's something deeply 891 00:45:05,880 --> 00:45:06,600 Speaker 4: wrong with you. 892 00:45:07,600 --> 00:45:12,840 Speaker 1: Eventually, Tony realizes that even with this complete freedom that 893 00:45:12,920 --> 00:45:16,399 Speaker 1: he now has, with this like gorgeous younger man's look 894 00:45:16,440 --> 00:45:18,880 Speaker 1: and his new life, he is like a He's like 895 00:45:18,920 --> 00:45:22,360 Speaker 1: this cool painter who like lives on the beach in Malibu, 896 00:45:22,760 --> 00:45:25,160 Speaker 1: and he's single, he doesn't have kids, and he's got 897 00:45:25,160 --> 00:45:29,480 Speaker 1: this like new beautiful girlfriend who's played by Salome Jens 898 00:45:29,560 --> 00:45:32,520 Speaker 1: who apparently was on Star Trek. But I've never seen 899 00:45:32,560 --> 00:45:34,680 Speaker 1: Star Trek, so I don't I don't know. Just in 900 00:45:34,719 --> 00:45:38,840 Speaker 1: case we get some DMS, I know that she is 901 00:45:38,920 --> 00:45:41,000 Speaker 1: a Star Trek, but I don't know anything. 902 00:45:40,600 --> 00:45:42,400 Speaker 3: Else we know and we don't give a fuck. 903 00:45:42,960 --> 00:45:47,560 Speaker 1: Yeah, well, okay, don't yell at me. So in spite 904 00:45:47,560 --> 00:45:53,400 Speaker 1: of all this stuff, he imagine this, he isn't happy. Still, 905 00:45:53,520 --> 00:45:56,960 Speaker 1: He's still not happy, right, and then that's when the 906 00:45:57,080 --> 00:46:00,680 Speaker 1: company really starts to like put the screws on him. 907 00:46:01,000 --> 00:46:03,360 Speaker 2: In a lot of these like scary fucked up ways. 908 00:46:03,440 --> 00:46:05,160 Speaker 1: Okay, so I want to put this in a little 909 00:46:05,160 --> 00:46:08,480 Speaker 1: bit of a historical context just because, Okay, so this 910 00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:12,160 Speaker 1: is nineteen sixty six. Everyone is kind of in the 911 00:46:12,160 --> 00:46:14,960 Speaker 1: middle of the whole counterculture thing, and. 912 00:46:16,600 --> 00:46:19,480 Speaker 2: So there's a handful of studio. 913 00:46:19,520 --> 00:46:24,640 Speaker 1: Films during this time that are all about squares who 914 00:46:24,640 --> 00:46:27,839 Speaker 1: are like having a reckoning with the concept of their 915 00:46:27,920 --> 00:46:30,760 Speaker 1: personal freedom or following their bliss or whatever. 916 00:46:31,040 --> 00:46:32,799 Speaker 2: And of course it's mostly about men. 917 00:46:33,800 --> 00:46:37,840 Speaker 1: Okay, you know, I think of there's a movie that 918 00:46:37,920 --> 00:46:41,080 Speaker 1: came out I think the year before. It's called The Sandpiper, 919 00:46:41,200 --> 00:46:43,799 Speaker 1: with Richard Burton and Elizabeth Taylor, and it's like, this 920 00:46:43,840 --> 00:46:44,680 Speaker 1: is the movie, this is. 921 00:46:44,600 --> 00:46:45,759 Speaker 2: The era that I'm thinking of. 922 00:46:45,920 --> 00:46:48,840 Speaker 1: Like there's a guy in a polo shirt in shorts 923 00:46:48,880 --> 00:46:52,160 Speaker 1: that gets taken to a party on the beach with 924 00:46:52,239 --> 00:46:55,520 Speaker 1: like a bunch of bohemian people, and there's like a 925 00:46:55,560 --> 00:46:57,680 Speaker 1: free spirited woman who's like trying to get him to 926 00:46:57,680 --> 00:47:01,280 Speaker 1: relax all the time, you know, And that's. 927 00:47:01,040 --> 00:47:04,279 Speaker 4: The tone, right, And culturally this fits in because this 928 00:47:04,320 --> 00:47:06,600 Speaker 4: came out in nineteen sixty six, and culturally this fits 929 00:47:06,640 --> 00:47:10,520 Speaker 4: in with that kind of Betty friedan second wave feminism, 930 00:47:11,040 --> 00:47:14,279 Speaker 4: like housewives who wanted to liberate themselves sort of sort 931 00:47:14,280 --> 00:47:14,560 Speaker 4: of thing. 932 00:47:15,040 --> 00:47:15,640 Speaker 2: Definitely. 933 00:47:16,000 --> 00:47:18,520 Speaker 1: I mean at this time, like there's a lot of 934 00:47:18,600 --> 00:47:22,000 Speaker 1: comedies about people who are like complaining about their hippie daughter, 935 00:47:22,239 --> 00:47:24,719 Speaker 1: or they're like the new hippie girlfriend of the guy 936 00:47:24,760 --> 00:47:29,040 Speaker 1: in the office or whatever. There's quite a few old 937 00:47:29,160 --> 00:47:31,760 Speaker 1: people accidentally taking LSD movies. 938 00:47:31,960 --> 00:47:39,680 Speaker 2: Like it's like it's just like this pre down draper 939 00:47:39,920 --> 00:47:41,200 Speaker 2: ass miss. 940 00:47:41,680 --> 00:47:44,200 Speaker 4: And what I love about it is that's the only 941 00:47:44,239 --> 00:47:46,960 Speaker 4: way you're seeing people of color usually in these movies 942 00:47:47,040 --> 00:47:49,359 Speaker 4: is like they're the drug dealer. They're the ones having 943 00:47:49,400 --> 00:47:51,799 Speaker 4: fun at the party. They're putting on the record in 944 00:47:51,840 --> 00:47:54,320 Speaker 4: the background exactly exactly. 945 00:47:54,320 --> 00:47:59,600 Speaker 1: They're in like a low cut bikini bottom wigglin' or something. 946 00:48:01,120 --> 00:48:01,640 Speaker 2: Exactly. 947 00:48:03,239 --> 00:48:05,920 Speaker 1: And I will say, like seconds kind of dips into 948 00:48:05,960 --> 00:48:09,520 Speaker 1: this territory sum but I think it manages to be 949 00:48:09,719 --> 00:48:17,000 Speaker 1: way less corny and just way more terrifying maybe, which 950 00:48:17,000 --> 00:48:20,319 Speaker 1: I think is obviously to the credit of John Frankenheimer 951 00:48:20,360 --> 00:48:23,839 Speaker 1: and James Wong Howe, because I think that what they 952 00:48:23,840 --> 00:48:27,240 Speaker 1: did is they just kind of cooled down the lesson 953 00:48:27,920 --> 00:48:30,480 Speaker 1: of the movie. But then they also just made a 954 00:48:30,520 --> 00:48:34,880 Speaker 1: crazy fucking art film, which is awesome. And part of 955 00:48:34,920 --> 00:48:39,760 Speaker 1: how it is effective for me is that it is shot. 956 00:48:40,000 --> 00:48:41,240 Speaker 2: First of all, it's shot in black. 957 00:48:41,080 --> 00:48:43,760 Speaker 1: And white, and you know, as we've seen with something 958 00:48:43,960 --> 00:48:46,920 Speaker 1: like The Honeymoon Killers, shooting a black white just kind 959 00:48:46,920 --> 00:48:49,759 Speaker 1: of gives it this whole like weird newsreel footage type 960 00:48:49,760 --> 00:48:50,120 Speaker 1: of thing. 961 00:48:50,760 --> 00:48:52,480 Speaker 2: And basically because of. 962 00:48:52,480 --> 00:48:55,600 Speaker 1: James Wong Howe, there's just tons of like really trippy, 963 00:48:56,320 --> 00:49:00,640 Speaker 1: unsettling camera angles, and I know that him and John 964 00:49:00,680 --> 00:49:05,000 Speaker 1: Frankenheimer experimented with like fish eye lenses, and they were 965 00:49:05,000 --> 00:49:07,400 Speaker 1: doing all these other things in the movie to purposely 966 00:49:07,440 --> 00:49:11,160 Speaker 1: make everything look distorted like some in some scenes, they 967 00:49:11,320 --> 00:49:15,759 Speaker 1: designed the sets to be off and they would like 968 00:49:15,800 --> 00:49:19,040 Speaker 1: mount cameras on the gurneys and the hospital and stuff. 969 00:49:19,480 --> 00:49:22,400 Speaker 1: And then for me, the weirdest part is that they 970 00:49:23,280 --> 00:49:27,200 Speaker 1: shot it silent because of all this experimental camera stuff 971 00:49:27,200 --> 00:49:30,680 Speaker 1: they were doing, So then they just dubbed in everything else, 972 00:49:30,760 --> 00:49:35,040 Speaker 1: like the dialogue, which to me makes it sound super 973 00:49:35,120 --> 00:49:40,640 Speaker 1: detached and artificial and freaky, and it just contributes to 974 00:49:40,719 --> 00:49:43,480 Speaker 1: the weirdness of it. And also I just have to 975 00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:46,200 Speaker 1: say that was an actual nose job that they filmed 976 00:49:46,280 --> 00:49:49,160 Speaker 1: in the scene with when Arthur first goes under the 977 00:49:49,200 --> 00:49:53,040 Speaker 1: knife and apparently it made somebody on the set pass out. 978 00:49:53,440 --> 00:49:55,600 Speaker 4: I can't watch that, even when like the Real Housewives 979 00:49:55,600 --> 00:49:57,920 Speaker 4: do it, I'm like, no, turn this off. I cannot 980 00:49:57,920 --> 00:49:59,720 Speaker 4: do it. And that would look pretty intense. 981 00:50:00,480 --> 00:50:03,279 Speaker 2: Yeah, I was. It's it's very real, and now we 982 00:50:03,360 --> 00:50:04,440 Speaker 2: know it was real. 983 00:50:04,840 --> 00:50:08,440 Speaker 3: Oh my gosh. I love that plastic surgery scene. 984 00:50:08,560 --> 00:50:10,279 Speaker 4: It has one of my favorite lines in this movie, 985 00:50:10,320 --> 00:50:13,239 Speaker 4: which is the Rock Housing character is all bandaged up 986 00:50:13,280 --> 00:50:15,480 Speaker 4: and you know, he's got little eye holes poking through 987 00:50:15,520 --> 00:50:17,640 Speaker 4: his bandages and he's like, oh, I think he's trying 988 00:50:17,680 --> 00:50:19,839 Speaker 4: to speak, and the doctor just turns up and he goes, 989 00:50:19,920 --> 00:50:22,200 Speaker 4: what are you doing? I took out your vocal cords 990 00:50:22,200 --> 00:50:28,120 Speaker 4: and all your teeth, you fucking mourn Who do you 991 00:50:28,160 --> 00:50:29,600 Speaker 4: say you are? This is the company. 992 00:50:30,760 --> 00:50:35,759 Speaker 1: This isn't some you know, two bit identity changing organization. 993 00:50:35,920 --> 00:50:40,920 Speaker 2: Oh god, but let's okay, let's talk about Rock Hudson. Okay. 994 00:50:41,440 --> 00:50:43,719 Speaker 2: I would say this is easily the. 995 00:50:43,680 --> 00:50:47,680 Speaker 1: Weirdest film that he was in at this time, which 996 00:50:47,760 --> 00:50:50,160 Speaker 1: is something that I love. He was in a lot 997 00:50:50,200 --> 00:50:53,000 Speaker 1: of different types of movies in his career, but this, 998 00:50:53,200 --> 00:50:58,360 Speaker 1: at this particular moment, people knew him most for being 999 00:50:58,520 --> 00:51:02,160 Speaker 1: like the hunk in doors Day movies and the Douglas 1000 00:51:02,160 --> 00:51:06,799 Speaker 1: Cirk movies. I did an episode of Queena Longworths, you 1001 00:51:06,800 --> 00:51:08,640 Speaker 1: know from you must remember this. I did an episode 1002 00:51:08,640 --> 00:51:12,000 Speaker 1: of her podcast a while ago, and I think that 1003 00:51:12,120 --> 00:51:17,320 Speaker 1: she called it his himbo period, which is so perfect. 1004 00:51:17,600 --> 00:51:20,719 Speaker 1: So that's the greatest thing about him being in seconds 1005 00:51:20,800 --> 00:51:23,880 Speaker 1: because like, okay, so you'll never have to sell me 1006 00:51:23,920 --> 00:51:27,200 Speaker 1: on him, right, I just love him too much, Like 1007 00:51:27,400 --> 00:51:32,080 Speaker 1: even in seconds when he's got like blood blisters under 1008 00:51:32,080 --> 00:51:37,840 Speaker 1: his eyes after being fucking Frankenstein, Like I still look. 1009 00:51:37,840 --> 00:51:42,320 Speaker 3: Right, yeah, like you know what they have looked worse, Yeah, exactly. 1010 00:51:42,719 --> 00:51:46,080 Speaker 1: But you like, like in the movie as an actor, 1011 00:51:46,120 --> 00:51:49,640 Speaker 1: I'm like, listen, look at this, not just a pretty 1012 00:51:49,680 --> 00:51:53,040 Speaker 1: face people. He's got chaps. He's got real chaps. He 1013 00:51:53,200 --> 00:51:54,200 Speaker 1: seems like he's. 1014 00:51:54,120 --> 00:51:59,239 Speaker 2: Really weighed down by on Wei, like he's feeling it. 1015 00:51:59,600 --> 00:52:03,200 Speaker 3: He is coming a part of the scenes one hundred percent. Yeah. 1016 00:52:03,480 --> 00:52:07,799 Speaker 1: You know, maybe I'm projecting my own my own analysis here, 1017 00:52:07,880 --> 00:52:11,040 Speaker 1: but you know, as we know, of course, I mean, 1018 00:52:11,040 --> 00:52:15,040 Speaker 1: he was a closeted gay man in Hollywood, and I 1019 00:52:15,080 --> 00:52:18,760 Speaker 1: can't help but wonder if that like would have seeped 1020 00:52:18,800 --> 00:52:22,400 Speaker 1: into his performance in this movie, which is all about 1021 00:52:22,440 --> 00:52:24,960 Speaker 1: identity and transformation, you know, who knows. 1022 00:52:25,080 --> 00:52:28,359 Speaker 4: It's like, well, there is that scene which I thought 1023 00:52:28,360 --> 00:52:29,759 Speaker 4: about that because I thought about, you know, what we 1024 00:52:29,800 --> 00:52:31,680 Speaker 4: had talked about a couple of weeks ago in terms 1025 00:52:31,719 --> 00:52:33,200 Speaker 4: of like the gay panic and what was kind of 1026 00:52:33,239 --> 00:52:36,040 Speaker 4: happening in like, you know, fifty sixty seventies in film. 1027 00:52:36,600 --> 00:52:39,600 Speaker 4: And there is a scene where it's a room full 1028 00:52:39,640 --> 00:52:41,480 Speaker 4: of men just kind of holding him down on a 1029 00:52:41,480 --> 00:52:45,920 Speaker 4: bed after a drunk a drunken misadventure, and he's like, 1030 00:52:45,960 --> 00:52:47,560 Speaker 4: why are they all staring at me? And it just 1031 00:52:47,640 --> 00:52:49,960 Speaker 4: felt like, knowing what I know and knowing what we 1032 00:52:50,000 --> 00:52:54,040 Speaker 4: know now, that scene takes on a whole different flavor 1033 00:52:54,120 --> 00:52:56,319 Speaker 4: in that way of like the gay panic and the 1034 00:52:56,360 --> 00:52:59,200 Speaker 4: identity issues and you know, the things that he must 1035 00:52:59,200 --> 00:53:01,960 Speaker 4: have been that he had to conceal in order to 1036 00:53:01,960 --> 00:53:02,840 Speaker 4: have a career. 1037 00:53:03,400 --> 00:53:08,160 Speaker 1: Yeah, and also I've read that he was actually drunk 1038 00:53:08,600 --> 00:53:11,120 Speaker 1: in those scenes. I mean that just kind of adds 1039 00:53:11,160 --> 00:53:14,879 Speaker 1: again to maybe what you've just said, you know, might 1040 00:53:14,880 --> 00:53:16,279 Speaker 1: have been some real shit going on there. 1041 00:53:16,400 --> 00:53:16,960 Speaker 2: Who knows. 1042 00:53:17,239 --> 00:53:18,879 Speaker 3: Oh wow, that's fascinating. 1043 00:53:19,000 --> 00:53:22,440 Speaker 2: And also this is just for me and only me. 1044 00:53:23,600 --> 00:53:30,240 Speaker 1: But this movie made me realize that Rock Hudson had 1045 00:53:30,400 --> 00:53:33,560 Speaker 1: freckles on his back, and it made. 1046 00:53:33,440 --> 00:53:36,600 Speaker 2: Me absolutely crazy. 1047 00:53:38,800 --> 00:53:40,040 Speaker 3: I totally miss that. 1048 00:53:42,080 --> 00:53:44,719 Speaker 1: There's a scene where he's getting the light and it's 1049 00:53:44,719 --> 00:53:46,440 Speaker 1: shone in his face. I think it's like towards the 1050 00:53:46,560 --> 00:53:50,160 Speaker 1: end and he's got no shirt on, and I'm like, 1051 00:53:50,239 --> 00:53:51,600 Speaker 1: he has freckles on his back. 1052 00:53:51,920 --> 00:53:53,640 Speaker 2: I want to die. 1053 00:53:53,960 --> 00:53:59,000 Speaker 1: That is so cute and it just made me lust 1054 00:53:59,160 --> 00:54:02,120 Speaker 1: for him in a way that I never lusted before. 1055 00:54:02,560 --> 00:54:05,200 Speaker 4: Now let me ask you, if he had fly hairs 1056 00:54:05,239 --> 00:54:07,000 Speaker 4: coming out of those buckles. 1057 00:54:08,840 --> 00:54:12,400 Speaker 3: Not gonna lie, does the feeling remain? 1058 00:54:14,239 --> 00:54:15,480 Speaker 2: I would probably still hit. 1059 00:54:15,719 --> 00:54:22,000 Speaker 1: I'm just saying, but oh good. That actually did not 1060 00:54:22,000 --> 00:54:24,920 Speaker 1: occur to me that we both have like back scenes, 1061 00:54:25,640 --> 00:54:32,440 Speaker 1: male back scenes in these movies, drunken back scenes. So 1062 00:54:32,960 --> 00:54:35,200 Speaker 1: that's what the theme should have actually been called. Oh 1063 00:54:35,760 --> 00:54:36,839 Speaker 1: oh my god, that's so great. 1064 00:54:36,960 --> 00:54:38,960 Speaker 4: I'm so glad that you chose this movie because I'd 1065 00:54:39,000 --> 00:54:41,440 Speaker 4: never seen it before, and this is exactly the kind 1066 00:54:41,480 --> 00:54:45,520 Speaker 4: of thing that I love and that I part of 1067 00:54:45,520 --> 00:54:47,440 Speaker 4: the reason I really wanted to do this podcast, to 1068 00:54:47,440 --> 00:54:51,319 Speaker 4: be honest, is that, like you recommend movies that are 1069 00:54:52,520 --> 00:54:56,560 Speaker 4: things I would never have seen otherwise and are so good. 1070 00:54:56,680 --> 00:54:59,120 Speaker 4: Like all I knew of Rock Hudson was when I 1071 00:54:59,160 --> 00:55:00,640 Speaker 4: was growing up is that he was one of the 1072 00:55:00,640 --> 00:55:06,560 Speaker 4: first prominent celebrities who had AIDS and and you know, 1073 00:55:06,880 --> 00:55:10,520 Speaker 4: came out and had AIDS right before he died, very sadly, 1074 00:55:11,760 --> 00:55:15,720 Speaker 4: but he really put a different spin on that disease 1075 00:55:15,760 --> 00:55:17,680 Speaker 4: at that time, and kind of in the way that 1076 00:55:17,719 --> 00:55:20,080 Speaker 4: you know, Princess Diana did when she went to the 1077 00:55:20,120 --> 00:55:22,560 Speaker 4: hospital to visit, say kids, and to visit you know, 1078 00:55:22,640 --> 00:55:25,600 Speaker 4: AIDS patients. So he and his kind of last great 1079 00:55:25,680 --> 00:55:29,200 Speaker 4: act sort of wanted to dismantle the stigma, or at 1080 00:55:29,239 --> 00:55:30,400 Speaker 4: least that's how I how. 1081 00:55:30,239 --> 00:55:30,920 Speaker 3: I remember it. 1082 00:55:32,239 --> 00:55:34,240 Speaker 4: So I knew I didn't even know of his acting 1083 00:55:34,280 --> 00:55:38,400 Speaker 4: before I knew of his life. And I really really 1084 00:55:38,600 --> 00:55:41,239 Speaker 4: love going back into these kinds of movies. This is 1085 00:55:41,239 --> 00:55:42,800 Speaker 4: the kind of thing that like my granddad would have 1086 00:55:42,840 --> 00:55:44,520 Speaker 4: been like that's a good picture, and I'm like, yeah, whatever, 1087 00:55:44,560 --> 00:55:48,520 Speaker 4: old man, but like it actually is, and I don't know, 1088 00:55:48,719 --> 00:55:51,480 Speaker 4: I just I really appreciate being able to get this 1089 00:55:51,600 --> 00:55:55,520 Speaker 4: glimpse into movies that I would never watch otherwise. 1090 00:55:55,560 --> 00:55:59,320 Speaker 2: And it's so good, Oh man, I'm. 1091 00:55:59,200 --> 00:56:02,480 Speaker 4: So that it really warms my heart that you liked it, 1092 00:56:02,560 --> 00:56:05,080 Speaker 4: and even like from the get go it's like him 1093 00:56:05,120 --> 00:56:08,799 Speaker 4: being sold into this idea was very psychological thriller and 1094 00:56:08,840 --> 00:56:10,839 Speaker 4: like the friend that kind of loops him in and 1095 00:56:11,080 --> 00:56:14,600 Speaker 4: what happens with that story. And I will say this, 1096 00:56:14,880 --> 00:56:18,520 Speaker 4: if the guy who's selling you a major plastic surgery 1097 00:56:18,560 --> 00:56:24,399 Speaker 4: overhaul looks like the cripkeeper, you might want to reconsider that. 1098 00:56:24,480 --> 00:56:25,720 Speaker 3: You might want to cut and run. 1099 00:56:26,400 --> 00:56:30,880 Speaker 4: You're not dipping into your own stash. 1100 00:56:31,080 --> 00:56:32,359 Speaker 3: I can't fuck with you. 1101 00:56:33,080 --> 00:56:37,520 Speaker 1: If they're not trotting out their hottest Kardashian sister as 1102 00:56:37,560 --> 00:56:40,800 Speaker 1: an example, then I got time for this run. 1103 00:56:41,160 --> 00:56:42,200 Speaker 3: You're get out of here. 1104 00:56:42,640 --> 00:56:46,880 Speaker 4: So yeah, that is so talk about like a psychological thriller. 1105 00:56:46,920 --> 00:56:48,920 Speaker 4: You're like, wait, you're trying to tell me that I 1106 00:56:48,960 --> 00:56:51,840 Speaker 4: need an overhaul exactly exactly. 1107 00:56:52,320 --> 00:56:56,520 Speaker 1: I do think this movie is legitimately freaky, and yeah, 1108 00:56:56,680 --> 00:56:58,879 Speaker 1: you know, I mean, and it's not just me having 1109 00:56:59,440 --> 00:57:02,960 Speaker 1: general from like all the surgeries and hospital stuff in 1110 00:57:02,960 --> 00:57:06,600 Speaker 1: the movie, but it's like it's that idea of being 1111 00:57:06,680 --> 00:57:10,040 Speaker 1: coerced into something this extreme because you're like at a 1112 00:57:10,120 --> 00:57:13,200 Speaker 1: low moment maybe with your life and how you look 1113 00:57:13,280 --> 00:57:16,080 Speaker 1: and how you're aging and all this stuff and you're 1114 00:57:16,160 --> 00:57:19,200 Speaker 1: bored as hell, and then the idea that you buy 1115 00:57:19,320 --> 00:57:23,840 Speaker 1: into the situation and you're this person that you want 1116 00:57:23,840 --> 00:57:24,760 Speaker 1: to be, and then you're. 1117 00:57:24,600 --> 00:57:25,840 Speaker 2: Not happy still. 1118 00:57:26,280 --> 00:57:29,760 Speaker 1: You know, yes, I have to I have to talk 1119 00:57:29,760 --> 00:57:33,160 Speaker 1: about this one scene because it is so like the 1120 00:57:33,240 --> 00:57:36,160 Speaker 1: scene when Tony goes back to see his old wife 1121 00:57:36,480 --> 00:57:38,800 Speaker 1: who thinks that Arthur is dead but. 1122 00:57:38,800 --> 00:57:42,480 Speaker 2: It's really Tony. I mean, that shit was so crazy. 1123 00:57:42,880 --> 00:57:46,360 Speaker 1: First of all, I kept thinking, Okay, who does she 1124 00:57:46,680 --> 00:57:50,280 Speaker 1: think he is? Because right now he is coming across 1125 00:57:50,400 --> 00:57:54,880 Speaker 1: as like Arthur's secret gay lover. Yeah. I mean basically 1126 00:57:54,920 --> 00:58:00,480 Speaker 1: I'm thinking, is she thinking is this stranger here? And 1127 00:58:00,680 --> 00:58:03,560 Speaker 1: did he have like a broke back Mountain situation going 1128 00:58:03,600 --> 00:58:05,520 Speaker 1: on with my late husband. 1129 00:58:05,480 --> 00:58:08,000 Speaker 4: Because he knows a lot about the interior of my 1130 00:58:08,080 --> 00:58:11,080 Speaker 4: home and what used to be here and what isn't 1131 00:58:11,080 --> 00:58:15,240 Speaker 4: here any longer? And who were you to Arthur? 1132 00:58:15,560 --> 00:58:19,560 Speaker 1: But then knowing that Tony is Arthur, He's sitting there 1133 00:58:19,680 --> 00:58:22,600 Speaker 1: and he's noticing that she changed all the fucking decor 1134 00:58:23,040 --> 00:58:27,880 Speaker 1: and like throughout his paintings, Like would you not have 1135 00:58:28,040 --> 00:58:30,520 Speaker 1: turned over all those new couches in her house? 1136 00:58:30,680 --> 00:58:34,479 Speaker 2: I would have been I mean, what a mine? 1137 00:58:34,480 --> 00:58:34,720 Speaker 3: Fuck. 1138 00:58:35,320 --> 00:58:36,000 Speaker 2: You know what I mean? 1139 00:58:37,520 --> 00:58:39,360 Speaker 4: Well, because this is again, this is part of it 1140 00:58:39,400 --> 00:58:43,440 Speaker 4: where like that whole second wave feminist thing where for 1141 00:58:43,560 --> 00:58:47,640 Speaker 4: white women where it was very centered on housewives and liberation. 1142 00:58:48,000 --> 00:58:49,640 Speaker 3: And as soon as he was out of her life, 1143 00:58:49,640 --> 00:58:50,040 Speaker 3: she was. 1144 00:58:50,080 --> 00:58:53,080 Speaker 4: Like fucking pace because he didn't want to have sex 1145 00:58:53,120 --> 00:58:55,560 Speaker 4: with her like they He even explained he was explaining 1146 00:58:55,560 --> 00:58:56,240 Speaker 4: his relationship. 1147 00:58:56,240 --> 00:58:58,440 Speaker 3: He's like, well, we're kind of companions, like we're kind. 1148 00:58:58,240 --> 00:59:02,640 Speaker 4: Of like friends, and she was probably feeling that too, 1149 00:59:02,960 --> 00:59:05,920 Speaker 4: and as soon as she had the chance, it was like, deuces, 1150 00:59:06,040 --> 00:59:07,240 Speaker 4: I'm gonna get a new sofa. 1151 00:59:07,600 --> 00:59:12,400 Speaker 1: Peace, we are redecorating, baby, Like this guy's gone yeah, 1152 00:59:12,400 --> 00:59:14,800 Speaker 1: but just said, you know, just that sort of science 1153 00:59:14,880 --> 00:59:20,960 Speaker 1: fictiony conundrum of like right, whoa, that is fucking crazy. 1154 00:59:21,000 --> 00:59:23,560 Speaker 3: I would have gone ape shit. I would not. 1155 00:59:23,720 --> 00:59:25,200 Speaker 4: I would not have been able to be in that 1156 00:59:25,240 --> 00:59:28,000 Speaker 4: situation and be like hmm, that's nice. By I'd been like, 1157 00:59:28,120 --> 00:59:30,640 Speaker 4: I'm your fucking dead husband. Did you not think I'd 1158 00:59:30,640 --> 00:59:33,200 Speaker 4: come back and hop this bitch I died in a 1159 00:59:33,280 --> 00:59:36,160 Speaker 4: hotel fire and I'm back to tell you this does 1160 00:59:36,200 --> 00:59:36,920 Speaker 4: not belong here. 1161 00:59:36,920 --> 00:59:38,920 Speaker 3: This used to be a study. Go get my paintings. 1162 00:59:39,000 --> 00:59:40,640 Speaker 4: What's up like I wouldn't be able to hold it 1163 00:59:40,680 --> 00:59:43,720 Speaker 4: in if the day comes in real life, if the 1164 00:59:43,800 --> 00:59:46,560 Speaker 4: day comes where they can put our brains into someone 1165 00:59:46,560 --> 00:59:50,520 Speaker 4: else's body, like the body has died, the flesh has died, 1166 00:59:51,600 --> 00:59:56,240 Speaker 4: the flesh and the brain is flesh. The brain is 1167 00:59:56,280 --> 01:00:00,120 Speaker 4: being transplanted. There's no way. I don't care if you 1168 01:00:00,160 --> 01:00:03,680 Speaker 4: put me in the body of like a fucking twenty 1169 01:00:03,800 --> 01:00:07,240 Speaker 4: three year old soccer player from Venezuela, Like I'm gonna 1170 01:00:07,240 --> 01:00:09,760 Speaker 4: be like, my name is Danielle Henderson. 1171 01:00:10,480 --> 01:00:17,640 Speaker 3: An here's what's I need immediately to make a list 1172 01:00:17,640 --> 01:00:20,560 Speaker 3: of enemies. I need to check my uber list. How's 1173 01:00:20,600 --> 01:00:23,480 Speaker 3: my cat do it? Like I am. There's no way. 1174 01:00:24,280 --> 01:00:26,080 Speaker 4: You can change the body all you want, But if 1175 01:00:26,080 --> 01:00:28,120 Speaker 4: my brain is still kicking, you can take up my 1176 01:00:28,200 --> 01:00:30,240 Speaker 4: vocal cords and all my teeth, and I'm still gonna 1177 01:00:30,240 --> 01:00:32,480 Speaker 4: find a way to tell you guess who's in here. 1178 01:00:32,840 --> 01:00:33,200 Speaker 3: It's me. 1179 01:00:33,800 --> 01:00:36,680 Speaker 1: Can't kill the inside baby, Yeah, I mean, And that 1180 01:00:36,840 --> 01:00:37,360 Speaker 1: I guess. 1181 01:00:37,280 --> 01:00:39,280 Speaker 2: Is the lesson of seconds? Really? 1182 01:00:39,360 --> 01:00:39,560 Speaker 3: Is that? 1183 01:00:39,800 --> 01:00:44,320 Speaker 1: Just like before you step into twenty twenty one to 1184 01:00:44,440 --> 01:00:47,400 Speaker 1: have your you know, tummy tuck or your juveiter or 1185 01:00:47,480 --> 01:00:50,440 Speaker 1: whatever you know, just make sure that you haven't been 1186 01:00:50,440 --> 01:00:55,760 Speaker 1: blackmailed into a fake death by a secret organization. Okay, 1187 01:00:56,040 --> 01:01:01,240 Speaker 1: do some hard research before you walk into a botox 1188 01:01:01,360 --> 01:01:04,320 Speaker 1: place like all willy nilly or whatever, like, know what 1189 01:01:04,320 --> 01:01:05,080 Speaker 1: you're dealing with. 1190 01:01:05,280 --> 01:01:07,480 Speaker 3: There's always a chance. There's always a chance. 1191 01:01:07,520 --> 01:01:10,520 Speaker 4: And on the flip side of that, even if it's 1192 01:01:10,600 --> 01:01:14,280 Speaker 4: not a company that is going to snatch your life 1193 01:01:14,400 --> 01:01:17,560 Speaker 4: away and totally transform your body, it could be that 1194 01:01:17,720 --> 01:01:20,560 Speaker 4: situation where that eighteen year old kid who was pretending 1195 01:01:20,600 --> 01:01:22,200 Speaker 4: to be a doctor, like. 1196 01:01:22,240 --> 01:01:24,120 Speaker 3: Just don't do it. Do your research. 1197 01:01:24,240 --> 01:01:28,200 Speaker 4: In general, yes, these medical folks are not out here, 1198 01:01:28,440 --> 01:01:31,880 Speaker 4: especially in the wake of the fucking COVID nineteen. I 1199 01:01:31,920 --> 01:01:35,200 Speaker 4: feel like once COVID nineteen ends, I would be shocked 1200 01:01:35,200 --> 01:01:38,840 Speaker 4: if every single person who's part of medical personnel doesn't 1201 01:01:38,840 --> 01:01:41,200 Speaker 4: take a five year break, Like if we just don't 1202 01:01:41,200 --> 01:01:43,320 Speaker 4: have any doctors or nurses for five years, and they're like, 1203 01:01:43,680 --> 01:01:46,280 Speaker 4: you're on your own. If you got the vaccine, cool, 1204 01:01:46,360 --> 01:01:48,280 Speaker 4: If you didn't, I can't help you. 1205 01:01:48,320 --> 01:01:48,760 Speaker 3: I'm done. 1206 01:01:49,480 --> 01:01:51,640 Speaker 2: Yeah. The only ones that will be left will be 1207 01:01:51,680 --> 01:01:52,760 Speaker 2: like dirty John. 1208 01:01:53,200 --> 01:01:56,080 Speaker 3: Absolutely, they'll be. 1209 01:01:56,040 --> 01:02:03,000 Speaker 2: There too, steal your anesthesia medicine, and you know that's 1210 01:02:03,040 --> 01:02:05,000 Speaker 2: about it. They're not there to help. They're just here 1211 01:02:05,040 --> 01:02:05,640 Speaker 2: for the meds. 1212 01:02:05,680 --> 01:02:08,440 Speaker 4: Baby, just just look. Don't don't sell your face to 1213 01:02:08,480 --> 01:02:11,760 Speaker 4: a company. Don't let anyone rebout your vocal cords and 1214 01:02:11,800 --> 01:02:14,120 Speaker 4: your teeth unless you know. I don't know if you 1215 01:02:14,440 --> 01:02:17,919 Speaker 4: if you had a ninety four percent guarantee that you'd 1216 01:02:17,920 --> 01:02:19,600 Speaker 4: come out looking like Rock Hudson, would you do it? 1217 01:02:20,080 --> 01:02:21,560 Speaker 3: Ninety four? Yeah? 1218 01:02:21,880 --> 01:02:26,120 Speaker 2: I mean my number is in the low seventies. Let's 1219 01:02:26,160 --> 01:02:27,040 Speaker 2: get serious, Like. 1220 01:02:29,640 --> 01:02:34,760 Speaker 1: If I had a thirty seven percent chance of looking 1221 01:02:34,800 --> 01:02:38,320 Speaker 1: like Rock Hudson, like actual Rock Hudson, the band, like, 1222 01:02:38,440 --> 01:02:42,280 Speaker 1: not like a hot female equivalent, Like if I was 1223 01:02:42,560 --> 01:02:46,960 Speaker 1: going to look like Rock Hudson, I would and it 1224 01:02:47,040 --> 01:02:51,280 Speaker 1: was a thirty seven percent, twenty two percent chance, Maybe 1225 01:02:52,160 --> 01:02:52,680 Speaker 1: I do it. 1226 01:02:52,760 --> 01:02:55,040 Speaker 4: I love that it's dropping like thirty seven twenty two. 1227 01:02:55,040 --> 01:02:56,480 Speaker 4: You don't have five five percent? 1228 01:02:57,240 --> 01:02:57,560 Speaker 3: Why not? 1229 01:02:59,360 --> 01:03:02,280 Speaker 1: I mean, I'm easy to get to the operating table. 1230 01:03:02,320 --> 01:03:04,680 Speaker 1: When it comes down to it, you're gonna. 1231 01:03:04,400 --> 01:03:06,320 Speaker 4: Come out with just the back freckles, and they're gonna 1232 01:03:06,320 --> 01:03:08,560 Speaker 4: be like, we tried our best, mister Jericho. 1233 01:03:10,560 --> 01:03:12,840 Speaker 2: We stuck a couple of fly hairs in there. Oh 1234 01:03:12,960 --> 01:03:13,360 Speaker 2: that's all. 1235 01:03:13,320 --> 01:03:18,640 Speaker 4: Right, good the best. Well, I fucking love this movie. 1236 01:03:18,640 --> 01:03:20,760 Speaker 4: I'm so glad you chose it, and I think for 1237 01:03:20,840 --> 01:03:23,120 Speaker 4: our new I think the message of our new year 1238 01:03:23,200 --> 01:03:26,240 Speaker 4: knew me is much like our advice for the rest 1239 01:03:26,240 --> 01:03:32,800 Speaker 4: of the year, which is just don't just joked. Let's 1240 01:03:32,800 --> 01:03:35,400 Speaker 4: read an email. We're starting out the new year, Let's 1241 01:03:35,400 --> 01:03:38,840 Speaker 4: read at least one. See, you guys are great and 1242 01:03:38,960 --> 01:03:41,400 Speaker 4: even sending us so many emails, and we wanted to 1243 01:03:41,440 --> 01:03:43,560 Speaker 4: take a chance to answer some of them. So we're 1244 01:03:43,600 --> 01:03:46,240 Speaker 4: going to have our producer, Lauren, read a couple of 1245 01:03:46,240 --> 01:03:48,880 Speaker 4: the emails to you, and we are going to respond. 1246 01:03:49,400 --> 01:03:52,760 Speaker 6: Take it away, Lauren, we have an email from B 1247 01:03:53,360 --> 01:03:56,960 Speaker 6: so b's backstory. They were raised on a farm in 1248 01:03:57,000 --> 01:04:00,480 Speaker 6: a very religious household, and they did not see a 1249 01:04:00,560 --> 01:04:04,760 Speaker 6: movie until they were in college. So be rights now 1250 01:04:04,800 --> 01:04:07,240 Speaker 6: to answer the question, what was the first movie I 1251 01:04:07,280 --> 01:04:11,440 Speaker 6: ever saw? After much debate and argument, my DOORMMTES decided 1252 01:04:11,480 --> 01:04:14,480 Speaker 6: that my very first movie would be drum roll Please, 1253 01:04:15,160 --> 01:04:19,480 Speaker 6: the Lion King. Safe and iconic. It was a breathtaking experience. 1254 01:04:20,000 --> 01:04:22,880 Speaker 6: Over a decade later, I still often find movies to 1255 01:04:22,920 --> 01:04:26,760 Speaker 6: be really fascinating and fun, but overwhelming. My brain never 1256 01:04:26,840 --> 01:04:29,960 Speaker 6: developed the ability to cope with all the different storylines 1257 01:04:30,000 --> 01:04:33,760 Speaker 6: and plot twists and soundtracks and rapid character development, et cetera, 1258 01:04:33,800 --> 01:04:36,560 Speaker 6: et cetera. Sometimes it's just a little too much to 1259 01:04:36,600 --> 01:04:40,040 Speaker 6: take in. I can't wait to hear you, two fabulous 1260 01:04:40,120 --> 01:04:43,160 Speaker 6: ladies share your own experiences with us and with each other, 1261 01:04:43,200 --> 01:04:45,360 Speaker 6: and I look forward to adding many of your movie 1262 01:04:45,440 --> 01:04:49,560 Speaker 6: suggestions to the list. So just looking for your recommendations. 1263 01:04:49,920 --> 01:04:52,920 Speaker 3: Thanks, B. I mean, what a life. 1264 01:04:53,440 --> 01:04:56,040 Speaker 4: I hope you're writing a book or starting a podcast 1265 01:04:56,240 --> 01:04:57,360 Speaker 4: or writing a movie. 1266 01:04:57,400 --> 01:04:57,680 Speaker 3: I don't. 1267 01:04:57,760 --> 01:05:00,480 Speaker 4: I mean, can you go from not seeing them to them? 1268 01:05:00,560 --> 01:05:04,320 Speaker 4: I think yes, and I think you should. This is 1269 01:05:04,360 --> 01:05:09,360 Speaker 4: a great question. Thank you for sharing your life with us. 1270 01:05:09,640 --> 01:05:11,960 Speaker 4: I would go for I'm kind of just trying to 1271 01:05:11,960 --> 01:05:15,680 Speaker 4: think of movies that I saw when I was younger 1272 01:05:15,720 --> 01:05:20,880 Speaker 4: that still hold up. And I would recommend The Jerk 1273 01:05:21,160 --> 01:05:24,160 Speaker 4: because there are so many cultural references in that movie 1274 01:05:24,720 --> 01:05:27,560 Speaker 4: that you will probably get once you see it, and 1275 01:05:27,600 --> 01:05:29,840 Speaker 4: if you watch like The Simpsons or you watch something else. 1276 01:05:29,880 --> 01:05:32,480 Speaker 4: Plus it's just like it's a purely funny movie. 1277 01:05:32,960 --> 01:05:39,760 Speaker 1: This is such a fascinating situation because yeah, I mean, honestly, like, 1278 01:05:39,920 --> 01:05:43,320 Speaker 1: I am fascinated by the idea that you didn't see. 1279 01:05:43,720 --> 01:05:46,200 Speaker 2: The first movie saw was much later in life. 1280 01:05:46,360 --> 01:05:51,560 Speaker 1: I completely understand the idea that you find it hard 1281 01:05:51,840 --> 01:05:55,800 Speaker 1: to keep up with like the pace of new movies, 1282 01:05:56,360 --> 01:05:59,640 Speaker 1: because I'm obviously going to advocate for people to watch 1283 01:05:59,640 --> 01:06:02,000 Speaker 1: old movie not just because I work at old movies, 1284 01:06:02,040 --> 01:06:06,640 Speaker 1: but I actually think that older movies are edited differently, 1285 01:06:07,000 --> 01:06:11,240 Speaker 1: and there is something about the tempo and the pacing 1286 01:06:11,280 --> 01:06:16,400 Speaker 1: of older films, especially like pre sixties films, that might 1287 01:06:16,440 --> 01:06:21,280 Speaker 1: be a little gentler for somebody who isn't used to 1288 01:06:21,320 --> 01:06:24,720 Speaker 1: the big flash edit. I call it like an MTV 1289 01:06:24,840 --> 01:06:27,800 Speaker 1: style of editing, and I feel like I read something 1290 01:06:28,160 --> 01:06:32,320 Speaker 1: recently where there is something to that effect of like 1291 01:06:32,480 --> 01:06:36,280 Speaker 1: kids these days that are watching television and film that 1292 01:06:36,400 --> 01:06:39,000 Speaker 1: was made after a certain time are actually seeing like 1293 01:06:39,040 --> 01:06:41,840 Speaker 1: their eyes are moving faster because the editing is so 1294 01:06:42,440 --> 01:06:45,440 Speaker 1: is so much more quick, and that they're having like 1295 01:06:45,480 --> 01:06:47,840 Speaker 1: developmental problems because of it. 1296 01:06:47,840 --> 01:06:49,560 Speaker 2: It's just the way that things move now. 1297 01:06:49,600 --> 01:06:52,160 Speaker 1: They move just so much more faster and quick, and 1298 01:06:52,440 --> 01:06:53,680 Speaker 1: it's louder, and. 1299 01:06:53,920 --> 01:06:54,760 Speaker 2: You know, I don't know. 1300 01:06:54,800 --> 01:06:58,040 Speaker 1: So I'm saying, if you want like a real gentle 1301 01:06:58,120 --> 01:07:01,960 Speaker 1: dip into the movie pool, well maybe start with like 1302 01:07:02,000 --> 01:07:05,480 Speaker 1: a thirties or forties comedy, like a thin man or 1303 01:07:05,520 --> 01:07:08,120 Speaker 1: something like that. I mean, it's made in a different time, 1304 01:07:08,800 --> 01:07:14,720 Speaker 1: but it's also really funny, really sweet, like just a 1305 01:07:14,760 --> 01:07:20,439 Speaker 1: great film for like the screwball comedy era, but it's 1306 01:07:20,480 --> 01:07:21,440 Speaker 1: like timeless. 1307 01:07:21,680 --> 01:07:24,959 Speaker 2: You know, you'll love Nick and Nora. They're so they're 1308 01:07:25,000 --> 01:07:25,520 Speaker 2: so great. 1309 01:07:25,960 --> 01:07:28,000 Speaker 3: I love that. That makes me think of ours. Nick 1310 01:07:28,040 --> 01:07:29,360 Speaker 3: and Old Lace would also be a good one to 1311 01:07:29,400 --> 01:07:29,760 Speaker 3: add to that. 1312 01:07:29,880 --> 01:07:31,800 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's a good one too. Yeah, I would say 1313 01:07:31,880 --> 01:07:35,880 Speaker 1: like anything like that, even like the screwball comedy genre 1314 01:07:36,360 --> 01:07:38,800 Speaker 1: of that era, which is supposed to be faster and 1315 01:07:38,840 --> 01:07:42,360 Speaker 1: the jokes are quicker, it still seems like a fucking. 1316 01:07:42,120 --> 01:07:44,120 Speaker 2: Glacier compared to what's out now. 1317 01:07:44,520 --> 01:07:48,840 Speaker 1: Like rapid fire comedy of the thirties and forties is 1318 01:07:48,880 --> 01:07:50,520 Speaker 1: not the rapid fire comedy now. 1319 01:07:50,520 --> 01:07:53,040 Speaker 2: I'm just saying visually especially. 1320 01:07:53,240 --> 01:07:55,160 Speaker 3: So that's a great answer. 1321 01:07:55,160 --> 01:07:58,560 Speaker 4: Thanks Millie, Thanks b for writing in, and thank you 1322 01:07:58,600 --> 01:08:00,840 Speaker 4: for listening to our podcast even though you've never seen 1323 01:08:01,120 --> 01:08:03,320 Speaker 4: a lot of the films we're talking about, Like, hopefully 1324 01:08:03,320 --> 01:08:05,520 Speaker 4: this will give you more to add to your list. 1325 01:08:05,560 --> 01:08:08,080 Speaker 2: Also, yeah, I love I love that you wrote in 1326 01:08:08,680 --> 01:08:09,760 Speaker 2: so great. Thanks. 1327 01:08:10,120 --> 01:08:16,320 Speaker 6: Okay, we have an email from Catherine. Catherine says Danielle 1328 01:08:16,360 --> 01:08:18,080 Speaker 6: when you talked about your hometown of. 1329 01:08:18,040 --> 01:08:23,920 Speaker 5: Warwick and hallahala halla Halla, I started both laughing and crying. 1330 01:08:24,080 --> 01:08:26,960 Speaker 5: I'm from West Milford, right over the New Jersey border. 1331 01:08:27,120 --> 01:08:29,280 Speaker 5: I spent a lot of time in Warwick growing up, 1332 01:08:29,320 --> 01:08:32,000 Speaker 5: and still do. Your description of the strange small town 1333 01:08:32,120 --> 01:08:35,360 Speaker 5: charm really hit home. Literally, it is such a vibe 1334 01:08:35,400 --> 01:08:37,439 Speaker 5: and you absolutely nailed it. I can't wait to watch 1335 01:08:37,479 --> 01:08:40,879 Speaker 5: Nobody's Fool just for that, and Paul Nwman of course, Millie. 1336 01:08:41,000 --> 01:08:44,200 Speaker 5: Any recommendations for a great period piece that doesn't get 1337 01:08:44,200 --> 01:08:47,400 Speaker 5: the hype it deserves. My parents have watched a movie 1338 01:08:47,479 --> 01:08:50,360 Speaker 5: every Saturday night for the past thirty five years or so, 1339 01:08:50,800 --> 01:08:53,160 Speaker 5: and I would love to be able to suggest something 1340 01:08:53,280 --> 01:08:56,640 Speaker 5: they haven't seen. My dad is super into history, presidents 1341 01:08:56,680 --> 01:09:00,920 Speaker 5: and military specifically, and my mom loves great costume design. 1342 01:09:01,720 --> 01:09:06,920 Speaker 4: Oh boy, Blos, thanks for writing in, Catherine, and look, 1343 01:09:06,960 --> 01:09:12,479 Speaker 4: West Milford has an iconic image from my childhood. Right 1344 01:09:12,640 --> 01:09:16,400 Speaker 4: West Milford has a flower shop that has the biggest 1345 01:09:16,439 --> 01:09:21,200 Speaker 4: sign I've ever seen of an actual sunflower wearing like 1346 01:09:21,240 --> 01:09:25,200 Speaker 4: a top hat, and they painted different colors every few years. 1347 01:09:25,320 --> 01:09:29,080 Speaker 4: But it is just beautiful and hilarious and I love it. 1348 01:09:29,120 --> 01:09:31,360 Speaker 4: I love anyone who came from that part of the world. 1349 01:09:31,400 --> 01:09:32,320 Speaker 4: So thanks for writing in. 1350 01:09:32,640 --> 01:09:37,639 Speaker 1: I love that she mentioned halaala. You heard me laughing 1351 01:09:37,720 --> 01:09:40,960 Speaker 1: when Lauren said that, but just crashed me up. When 1352 01:09:41,000 --> 01:09:45,919 Speaker 1: anybody has to type out our stupid episode titles, I'm. 1353 01:09:45,720 --> 01:09:48,920 Speaker 2: Like laughing hysterically. 1354 01:09:50,800 --> 01:09:56,080 Speaker 1: So, oh my gosh, this is tough because presidents and 1355 01:09:56,240 --> 01:09:58,200 Speaker 1: military is. 1356 01:10:00,080 --> 01:10:02,280 Speaker 2: You know, I don't know if it's necessarily the first 1357 01:10:02,280 --> 01:10:03,200 Speaker 2: thing that I go for. 1358 01:10:03,760 --> 01:10:07,200 Speaker 1: So I might try to give a recommendation for the 1359 01:10:07,320 --> 01:10:10,360 Speaker 1: dad that's more of the dad's vibe and then maybe 1360 01:10:10,439 --> 01:10:11,919 Speaker 1: more than vibe. 1361 01:10:12,120 --> 01:10:15,640 Speaker 4: Okay, you mean you can't think of a presidential military 1362 01:10:15,680 --> 01:10:17,400 Speaker 4: movie that has great cost of decide? 1363 01:10:18,880 --> 01:10:19,799 Speaker 2: Well, what I think. 1364 01:10:19,720 --> 01:10:23,400 Speaker 1: Is great is like Liberaci's Closet. I don't know if that, 1365 01:10:23,600 --> 01:10:26,160 Speaker 1: you know. I mean, And there's also a lot of 1366 01:10:26,320 --> 01:10:30,479 Speaker 1: like suggestions that I might give that would kind of 1367 01:10:30,520 --> 01:10:32,720 Speaker 1: turn all that on its own, like you know, kind 1368 01:10:32,760 --> 01:10:37,600 Speaker 1: of chop and screwed versions of like history like Marie Antoinette, 1369 01:10:37,680 --> 01:10:39,759 Speaker 1: like the Sofia Coppola movie. 1370 01:10:39,880 --> 01:10:41,599 Speaker 3: I would ask your dad if he's seen Glory. 1371 01:10:42,040 --> 01:10:45,880 Speaker 2: Yeah, that's a one. That's one I. 1372 01:10:45,800 --> 01:10:49,439 Speaker 1: Mean speaking of military though, I mean honestly, like one 1373 01:10:49,479 --> 01:10:52,439 Speaker 1: of my favorite movies of all time is about World 1374 01:10:52,479 --> 01:10:54,479 Speaker 1: War Two. It's this movie called The Best Years of 1375 01:10:54,520 --> 01:10:56,760 Speaker 1: Our Lives. I think everybody has either heard of it 1376 01:10:56,920 --> 01:10:58,280 Speaker 1: or maybe saw it. 1377 01:10:59,760 --> 01:11:05,040 Speaker 2: With their dad or something. But it is gorgeous. 1378 01:11:05,560 --> 01:11:09,080 Speaker 1: It is about, you know, three soldiers coming home from 1379 01:11:09,080 --> 01:11:12,519 Speaker 1: the war and they're kind of getting reintegrated into their 1380 01:11:12,720 --> 01:11:17,600 Speaker 1: home lives and they have very different scenarios. 1381 01:11:16,200 --> 01:11:18,200 Speaker 2: And it is incredible. 1382 01:11:18,520 --> 01:11:22,560 Speaker 1: It's a William Wyler movie, so it looks gorgeous. 1383 01:11:23,200 --> 01:11:24,800 Speaker 2: You have Frederick. 1384 01:11:24,400 --> 01:11:29,080 Speaker 1: Marsh who is like the most charming drunk on screen, 1385 01:11:29,320 --> 01:11:32,160 Speaker 1: Like he's incredible, but he's also just an incredible actor. 1386 01:11:33,200 --> 01:11:35,479 Speaker 1: It's a little bit long, but it also has just 1387 01:11:35,520 --> 01:11:38,719 Speaker 1: a lot of like side of the times type of stuff. 1388 01:11:38,760 --> 01:11:40,920 Speaker 1: So there's a lot of like you know, scenes in 1389 01:11:41,000 --> 01:11:44,519 Speaker 1: bars and in like dance halls and you know. 1390 01:11:44,680 --> 01:11:45,960 Speaker 2: So it's a great movie. 1391 01:11:46,320 --> 01:11:51,920 Speaker 1: And then if you want something newer and like pretty 1392 01:11:51,920 --> 01:11:55,720 Speaker 1: newer and it has a historical element to it, but 1393 01:11:55,720 --> 01:11:58,200 Speaker 1: it's also like great costume design, I would actually probably 1394 01:11:58,200 --> 01:12:01,759 Speaker 1: recommend maybe this is a little too weird, but Phantom Thread, 1395 01:12:02,439 --> 01:12:04,160 Speaker 1: the Paul Tom Sanderson movie. 1396 01:12:04,800 --> 01:12:06,960 Speaker 2: That movie is fascinating to me. 1397 01:12:07,160 --> 01:12:10,960 Speaker 1: I've seen it a lot, and I could really go 1398 01:12:11,160 --> 01:12:14,760 Speaker 1: on a tangent about it, but it is actually about 1399 01:12:15,280 --> 01:12:19,200 Speaker 1: women's fashion from the fifties. It's kind of got like 1400 01:12:19,280 --> 01:12:21,680 Speaker 1: it's like the Grace Kelly era, So it's a lot 1401 01:12:21,720 --> 01:12:25,400 Speaker 1: of like just imagine Grace Kelly, like Princess Grace, like 1402 01:12:25,439 --> 01:12:26,600 Speaker 1: those types of outfits. 1403 01:12:27,080 --> 01:12:28,759 Speaker 2: And I think it's it would. 1404 01:12:28,520 --> 01:12:32,880 Speaker 1: Be an interesting period of time because it's like it's 1405 01:12:33,160 --> 01:12:36,120 Speaker 1: the early fifties, so that's kind of like a period 1406 01:12:36,160 --> 01:12:39,719 Speaker 1: that people they don't really make They have made movies 1407 01:12:39,720 --> 01:12:42,600 Speaker 1: about the early fifties, but it's like it for me 1408 01:12:42,680 --> 01:12:45,120 Speaker 1: when I saw Phantom Thread, I thought, oh, yeah, like 1409 01:12:45,360 --> 01:12:48,160 Speaker 1: this is like this exists. It's kind of like Downabbey 1410 01:12:48,200 --> 01:12:51,519 Speaker 1: where everyone's like, oh yeah, that period that no one 1411 01:12:51,560 --> 01:12:53,519 Speaker 1: ever makes period pieces about. 1412 01:12:53,800 --> 01:12:57,160 Speaker 3: So that might be a suggestion again, I love that. 1413 01:12:57,280 --> 01:13:00,600 Speaker 1: Yeah, it might be a little too psychologically, like you know, 1414 01:13:00,720 --> 01:13:03,559 Speaker 1: it's it's mostly about a relationship. I don't know if 1415 01:13:03,560 --> 01:13:06,000 Speaker 1: that's if your parents are in good standing with each other. 1416 01:13:07,080 --> 01:13:09,960 Speaker 2: It is COVID after all, I don't look if. 1417 01:13:09,880 --> 01:13:13,160 Speaker 4: They've been watching a movie every Saturday for their whole marriage, 1418 01:13:13,200 --> 01:13:15,519 Speaker 4: and their adult daughter is writing to us they need 1419 01:13:15,560 --> 01:13:19,519 Speaker 4: some recommendations. And they they sound like they're strong enough 1420 01:13:19,560 --> 01:13:21,840 Speaker 4: to withstand a good one or a bad one or 1421 01:13:21,880 --> 01:13:24,400 Speaker 4: whatever comes in between. Yeah, I think they're just happy 1422 01:13:24,680 --> 01:13:27,000 Speaker 4: to switch it up. And I also think that, you know, 1423 01:13:27,080 --> 01:13:29,960 Speaker 4: let's not forget that when it comes to movies about 1424 01:13:30,000 --> 01:13:33,759 Speaker 4: good costume design, you know, and I would recommend Ernest 1425 01:13:33,800 --> 01:13:34,840 Speaker 4: goes to jail. 1426 01:13:34,960 --> 01:13:37,920 Speaker 1: I knew you were going to say that. How did 1427 01:13:37,960 --> 01:13:40,880 Speaker 1: I know? I was literally going that. He was on 1428 01:13:40,920 --> 01:13:43,920 Speaker 1: the tip of my tongue. I mean a great vest, 1429 01:13:45,439 --> 01:13:47,400 Speaker 1: a great vest, Hall of. 1430 01:13:47,320 --> 01:13:49,759 Speaker 3: Fame Hess the hats alone. 1431 01:13:50,000 --> 01:13:51,559 Speaker 2: Did he wear a vest in that movie? He did? 1432 01:13:52,080 --> 01:13:53,719 Speaker 3: Yeah, you were like a dead vest for sure. 1433 01:13:56,920 --> 01:14:00,160 Speaker 2: To recommendation if you have to figure that out already, 1434 01:14:00,200 --> 01:14:00,640 Speaker 2: But if you. 1435 01:14:00,720 --> 01:14:06,040 Speaker 1: Have any other questions for us, what's the email address? 1436 01:14:06,240 --> 01:14:11,240 Speaker 3: Ernest? I saw what you did pod at gmail dot com. 1437 01:14:10,439 --> 01:14:14,280 Speaker 1: Awesome and yeah we're also in these Instagram and Twitter 1438 01:14:14,280 --> 01:14:18,519 Speaker 1: streets at I saw pod and yeah, I guess that's it. 1439 01:14:18,640 --> 01:14:18,960 Speaker 5: Huh. 1440 01:14:19,080 --> 01:14:21,559 Speaker 4: We got some movies next week to recommend that you watch, 1441 01:14:21,680 --> 01:14:24,200 Speaker 4: because we're gonna drop a theme and some movies on you. 1442 01:14:24,240 --> 01:14:26,120 Speaker 2: Do you know the films? Do you want to announce them? 1443 01:14:26,479 --> 01:14:30,280 Speaker 4: So? Next week we are watching Bronson which was released 1444 01:14:30,280 --> 01:14:33,320 Speaker 4: in two thousand and eight, and The Wolf of Wall Street, 1445 01:14:33,360 --> 01:14:35,360 Speaker 4: which was released in twenty thirteen. 1446 01:14:35,880 --> 01:14:39,280 Speaker 2: Oh my god, what could it be? What is the theme? 1447 01:14:39,560 --> 01:14:42,559 Speaker 4: You're gonna think you know, you're smart, you're smarty guessing 1448 01:14:42,560 --> 01:14:44,920 Speaker 4: our themes? I gotta say, but you're gonna think you 1449 01:14:45,000 --> 01:14:46,280 Speaker 4: know and I don't think you know. 1450 01:14:46,479 --> 01:14:48,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, this might be like deep within the recesses of 1451 01:14:49,000 --> 01:14:51,760 Speaker 1: our fucked up minds. 1452 01:14:51,760 --> 01:14:54,519 Speaker 4: See we just brought you seconds and the fly for 1453 01:14:54,680 --> 01:14:56,519 Speaker 4: New Year, New mes, or just keep that in mind 1454 01:14:56,520 --> 01:14:57,200 Speaker 4: when you're guessing. 1455 01:14:57,400 --> 01:15:00,000 Speaker 1: Happy New Year, Danielle, so glad to be with you 1456 01:14:59,760 --> 01:15:02,719 Speaker 1: and twenty twenty one, and thanks for listening. 1457 01:15:02,880 --> 01:15:05,400 Speaker 3: Thank you so much. Happy New Year everyone, Happy. 1458 01:15:05,240 --> 01:15:11,880 Speaker 1: New Year, Millie. 1459 01:15:12,960 --> 01:15:15,479 Speaker 4: This has been an exactly right production. Our producer is 1460 01:15:15,520 --> 01:15:19,320 Speaker 4: Lauren Elizabeth Brown. Our engineers Annalise Nelson. Our social media 1461 01:15:19,360 --> 01:15:22,679 Speaker 4: assistant is Taren Matza. Our theme songs by Tom bry Fogel. 1462 01:15:22,960 --> 01:15:26,519 Speaker 4: Artwork by Garrett Ross. Our executive producers are Georgia Hartstar, 1463 01:15:26,680 --> 01:15:29,320 Speaker 4: Karen Co Gareth and Danielle Kramer. You can follow us 1464 01:15:29,320 --> 01:15:32,559 Speaker 4: on Instagram and Twitter at I saw Pod and please listen, 1465 01:15:32,680 --> 01:15:36,040 Speaker 4: subscribe and leave us a review on Apple Podcast stitcher 1466 01:15:36,200 --> 01:15:37,320 Speaker 4: or wherever you listen