1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:13,240 Speaker 1: The Nicky Glazer. Yes, here's NICKI Here. I am Hi, guys, 2 00:00:13,640 --> 00:00:17,600 Speaker 1: Nicky Glazer, It's Nicki Glazer podcast. Hey. No, uh, hey, 3 00:00:18,000 --> 00:00:19,600 Speaker 1: how are you going? Why do I feel like it's 4 00:00:19,640 --> 00:00:23,600 Speaker 1: been so long since I've seen you? It feels like 5 00:00:23,720 --> 00:00:28,760 Speaker 1: forever because it's been three weeks since yesterday morning? In 6 00:00:29,000 --> 00:00:31,000 Speaker 1: my world is that when I saw you last was 7 00:00:31,120 --> 00:00:35,120 Speaker 1: yesterday morning. Yeah, we did our pod after a day 8 00:00:35,159 --> 00:00:37,120 Speaker 1: of not doing it and then a couple of days 9 00:00:37,920 --> 00:00:41,960 Speaker 1: not having a pod together. Right that the the can 10 00:00:42,120 --> 00:00:45,280 Speaker 1: I keep saying Cabo Cancoon trip was it was weird 11 00:00:45,320 --> 00:00:49,240 Speaker 1: to not have you. It was um Yet somehow someone 12 00:00:49,280 --> 00:00:51,800 Speaker 1: wrote me and said, oh, you know they were talking 13 00:00:51,800 --> 00:00:53,800 Speaker 1: about the live podcast. No, No, you wrote me and 14 00:00:53,840 --> 00:00:56,960 Speaker 1: said you listened to the I was like, who wrote me? 15 00:00:57,720 --> 00:01:00,720 Speaker 1: I get best. He's confused with Violet Gitimate, people I 16 00:01:00,760 --> 00:01:03,560 Speaker 1: know associate with the show. You had written me and 17 00:01:03,600 --> 00:01:06,920 Speaker 1: said that you've listened to the Cancoon Show and that 18 00:01:07,000 --> 00:01:11,119 Speaker 1: you enjoyed it so good. Oh good, I'm so glad 19 00:01:11,160 --> 00:01:14,120 Speaker 1: to hear that, because, honestly, no clue what it was 20 00:01:14,160 --> 00:01:17,520 Speaker 1: like from our end. Yeah, it's always different. I had 21 00:01:17,560 --> 00:01:22,000 Speaker 1: fun experiencing it live from our perspective and then I actually, 22 00:01:22,400 --> 00:01:24,720 Speaker 1: because I didn't attend, I had no idea what happened. 23 00:01:25,080 --> 00:01:27,240 Speaker 1: I got to listen to it as a bestie would. 24 00:01:27,440 --> 00:01:30,720 Speaker 1: And I can't wait to put this out. Okay, good, 25 00:01:30,840 --> 00:01:33,400 Speaker 1: we'll look forward to that on Thanksgiving. That will be UM. 26 00:01:33,440 --> 00:01:35,480 Speaker 1: The live episode we did from Cancun at the Just 27 00:01:35,560 --> 00:01:39,000 Speaker 1: for Last Escapes weekend, which was just a bunch of 28 00:01:39,319 --> 00:01:43,880 Speaker 1: tons of comedy fans got UM tickets like all inclusive 29 00:01:44,000 --> 00:01:46,800 Speaker 1: resort and you just get to go see comedy shows 30 00:01:46,840 --> 00:01:49,400 Speaker 1: all weekend. It was. It was really fun. I wish 31 00:01:49,440 --> 00:01:52,000 Speaker 1: I would have been able to like have more fun fun, 32 00:01:52,280 --> 00:01:54,160 Speaker 1: but it was a lot of work fun. I loved 33 00:01:54,160 --> 00:01:57,600 Speaker 1: seeing all the besties tag you in their Instagram posts 34 00:01:57,600 --> 00:02:02,760 Speaker 1: and the videos from the goddamn Comedy Jam was I mean, 35 00:02:02,840 --> 00:02:06,360 Speaker 1: that was That was insane, dude, that was for you. 36 00:02:07,800 --> 00:02:10,239 Speaker 1: I didn't know it was going to be the best 37 00:02:10,400 --> 00:02:13,720 Speaker 1: feeling I've ever felt in my life. It was like, um, 38 00:02:13,760 --> 00:02:16,160 Speaker 1: because the goddamn Comedy Jam is the thing that's been 39 00:02:16,200 --> 00:02:19,320 Speaker 1: going on for ages. It was started by UH comedian 40 00:02:19,400 --> 00:02:23,280 Speaker 1: josh Adam Myers, whose middle whose uh initials are Jam. 41 00:02:23,320 --> 00:02:24,880 Speaker 1: I don't know if he knows that but he started 42 00:02:24,880 --> 00:02:27,880 Speaker 1: the goddamn comedy jam, which is comedians do like a 43 00:02:28,000 --> 00:02:31,359 Speaker 1: quick set, and then they performed with an amazing band 44 00:02:32,120 --> 00:02:35,079 Speaker 1: of these really just you know l A musicians who 45 00:02:35,080 --> 00:02:38,720 Speaker 1: are probably like studio musician guys that are just incredible 46 00:02:39,080 --> 00:02:43,440 Speaker 1: live performers each just I was up there and got 47 00:02:43,480 --> 00:02:46,040 Speaker 1: to like do the the last song with everyone, and 48 00:02:46,040 --> 00:02:47,880 Speaker 1: that gave me the opportunity to kind of look around 49 00:02:47,880 --> 00:02:51,119 Speaker 1: me and admire, like how great these guys are at 50 00:02:51,200 --> 00:02:55,840 Speaker 1: playing music and um, and how just what great performers 51 00:02:55,840 --> 00:02:58,840 Speaker 1: they are while they're shredding, which I didn't know if 52 00:02:58,880 --> 00:03:02,959 Speaker 1: you could say shredding for a bass player, but you can. Yeah, 53 00:03:02,960 --> 00:03:05,639 Speaker 1: I was given permission to say that he shredded totally 54 00:03:05,840 --> 00:03:08,680 Speaker 1: and um. But yeah, I was like, I went to 55 00:03:08,720 --> 00:03:11,320 Speaker 1: rehearsal right after the podcast and we were rehearsing this 56 00:03:11,440 --> 00:03:15,400 Speaker 1: space and I sang I played guitar, and they had 57 00:03:15,400 --> 00:03:17,760 Speaker 1: a guitar for me there, and I profusely apologized for 58 00:03:17,800 --> 00:03:19,799 Speaker 1: my lack of skill. And they're all these guys. I've 59 00:03:19,880 --> 00:03:22,480 Speaker 1: I've done Blank Space with them. I think it's like 60 00:03:22,520 --> 00:03:25,160 Speaker 1: my fourth or fifth time singing it. They always do 61 00:03:25,240 --> 00:03:28,640 Speaker 1: different comedy um festivals and They're always a fun show 62 00:03:28,680 --> 00:03:30,959 Speaker 1: to jump on in addition to your stand up shows 63 00:03:31,520 --> 00:03:34,040 Speaker 1: at night, and everyone parties and like the whole festival 64 00:03:34,040 --> 00:03:36,160 Speaker 1: comes together for these shows, and it's so fun because 65 00:03:36,560 --> 00:03:39,280 Speaker 1: whether or not you can sing, the band is so 66 00:03:39,320 --> 00:03:42,240 Speaker 1: incredible that it makes you feel like a rock star 67 00:03:42,360 --> 00:03:46,440 Speaker 1: and you sound like one too, and we I always 68 00:03:46,440 --> 00:03:49,520 Speaker 1: sang blank space and I never really like um. I 69 00:03:49,640 --> 00:03:51,440 Speaker 1: never played guitar, and I asked them if I could, 70 00:03:51,440 --> 00:03:54,680 Speaker 1: and they were very gracious to let me and drown 71 00:03:54,800 --> 00:03:56,760 Speaker 1: me out well enough that you couldn't hear anything. But 72 00:03:56,800 --> 00:03:59,880 Speaker 1: I realized that if you have a big band with you, 73 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:02,440 Speaker 1: like you don't need to actually play. You can just 74 00:04:02,480 --> 00:04:05,080 Speaker 1: like I almost air guitard it because people were like 75 00:04:05,160 --> 00:04:07,360 Speaker 1: you seemed like you, like you sounded so good, and 76 00:04:07,360 --> 00:04:10,200 Speaker 1: I'm like no, no, no, I every time I would 77 00:04:10,200 --> 00:04:12,480 Speaker 1: funk up a chord like where my because I had 78 00:04:12,520 --> 00:04:15,440 Speaker 1: I had um what are they called not gels but 79 00:04:15,640 --> 00:04:18,800 Speaker 1: dips dip nails, you know, when you dip them in 80 00:04:18,839 --> 00:04:22,320 Speaker 1: and their powder dip and they're just like little bubbly 81 00:04:22,440 --> 00:04:26,880 Speaker 1: bubble like little um caps on your like Eminem's on 82 00:04:26,960 --> 00:04:31,360 Speaker 1: your fingernails, like they have Like it's hard to play 83 00:04:31,440 --> 00:04:34,560 Speaker 1: guitar with them, But they just dry faster than gels. 84 00:04:34,560 --> 00:04:37,080 Speaker 1: They don't rip my fingernails apart as much as gels, 85 00:04:37,680 --> 00:04:40,480 Speaker 1: and so well, gels dry the fastest because there's no 86 00:04:40,560 --> 00:04:42,800 Speaker 1: dry but they just I just tend to get those instead, 87 00:04:42,800 --> 00:04:45,400 Speaker 1: even though these times they truly rip my fingers apart 88 00:04:45,440 --> 00:04:49,000 Speaker 1: and I lost a lair of fingernail. But um, I 89 00:04:49,120 --> 00:04:52,120 Speaker 1: just my fingering on the neck of the guitar was 90 00:04:52,200 --> 00:04:54,159 Speaker 1: kind of sloppy, and every time I knew it wasn't 91 00:04:54,200 --> 00:04:57,080 Speaker 1: gonna be a good sounding chord, I would just like 92 00:04:57,320 --> 00:05:00,240 Speaker 1: mute it with my palm so like I just would 93 00:05:00,360 --> 00:05:02,280 Speaker 1: so I wouldn't make a bad note. I would just 94 00:05:02,320 --> 00:05:05,440 Speaker 1: not play. And I realized I adapted in that moment, 95 00:05:07,000 --> 00:05:08,640 Speaker 1: there was like there was it was the only time 96 00:05:08,720 --> 00:05:10,960 Speaker 1: that I would ever have learned to do that, because 97 00:05:11,000 --> 00:05:15,000 Speaker 1: generally when I played guitar live, there isn't a band 98 00:05:15,160 --> 00:05:17,080 Speaker 1: to carry me if I want to just mute it 99 00:05:17,120 --> 00:05:21,440 Speaker 1: and make it sound like non existent. Um. And it's 100 00:05:21,440 --> 00:05:23,800 Speaker 1: almost like with the singer going like they don't want 101 00:05:23,800 --> 00:05:25,640 Speaker 1: to hit a high note. They like put the microphone 102 00:05:25,680 --> 00:05:29,160 Speaker 1: out to the crowd and have them hit it for them. Um. 103 00:05:29,200 --> 00:05:32,720 Speaker 1: But I. I loved it so much. It was so 104 00:05:32,760 --> 00:05:34,680 Speaker 1: funny because that was the night that I found out 105 00:05:34,720 --> 00:05:37,120 Speaker 1: my aunt died, which is, um, thank you so much 106 00:05:37,120 --> 00:05:40,279 Speaker 1: to everyone who wrote something to me, or wrote a 107 00:05:40,320 --> 00:05:42,520 Speaker 1: comment or just even thought of me. That is so 108 00:05:42,560 --> 00:05:46,560 Speaker 1: sweet because I mean, it's my aunt. It's not my mom, 109 00:05:46,560 --> 00:05:48,919 Speaker 1: it's not my dad's, not my sister's, not my immediate family, 110 00:05:48,960 --> 00:05:51,800 Speaker 1: but um, it was my aunt Lynn, And we found 111 00:05:51,839 --> 00:05:55,240 Speaker 1: I found out like right after I had masturbated. I 112 00:05:55,320 --> 00:05:59,719 Speaker 1: like put my phone back on, like not midnight mode, 113 00:05:59,760 --> 00:06:01,240 Speaker 1: you know, a little moon that you put it on 114 00:06:01,320 --> 00:06:03,160 Speaker 1: so you don't find out people die while you're mid 115 00:06:03,240 --> 00:06:06,240 Speaker 1: jerk um from your dad. You don't get a text 116 00:06:06,240 --> 00:06:08,119 Speaker 1: from your dad. That's generally why I don't do it. 117 00:06:08,520 --> 00:06:11,240 Speaker 1: But I just like finished, and I'm still kind of 118 00:06:11,320 --> 00:06:17,720 Speaker 1: in my own like computer open, slowly loading gifts of 119 00:06:17,880 --> 00:06:20,640 Speaker 1: just just horrible things happening to women and a little 120 00:06:20,720 --> 00:06:22,920 Speaker 1: did I know there was a horrible thing happening to 121 00:06:23,000 --> 00:06:26,080 Speaker 1: a woman in Cincinnati because my aunt died and my dad. 122 00:06:26,160 --> 00:06:29,080 Speaker 1: I'm like naked with my vibrators in bed, and I'm 123 00:06:29,120 --> 00:06:31,440 Speaker 1: breed of texts that you know, Lynn passed away, And 124 00:06:31,440 --> 00:06:33,479 Speaker 1: I was like oh God, and we we knew it 125 00:06:33,520 --> 00:06:37,760 Speaker 1: was coming, and she was. She lost her son, her 126 00:06:37,800 --> 00:06:40,400 Speaker 1: only son, Um j D, who was like my brother 127 00:06:40,520 --> 00:06:45,600 Speaker 1: growing up. Um. He died at the age of thirty 128 00:06:45,640 --> 00:06:48,920 Speaker 1: and like two thousand, I want to say, fourteen. And 129 00:06:48,960 --> 00:06:52,359 Speaker 1: so it's been seven years of her just hating life 130 00:06:52,360 --> 00:06:56,760 Speaker 1: because her son died. And so every time we would 131 00:06:56,760 --> 00:06:59,120 Speaker 1: talk to her, I mean, she would have moments where 132 00:06:59,120 --> 00:07:01,000 Speaker 1: her spirit was kind of did but she was just 133 00:07:01,160 --> 00:07:06,120 Speaker 1: wanting to die really badly, which is so sad. Um. 134 00:07:06,279 --> 00:07:07,840 Speaker 1: That's the reason I don't want to have kids is 135 00:07:07,839 --> 00:07:09,760 Speaker 1: because if something happens to one of them, then you're 136 00:07:09,840 --> 00:07:12,240 Speaker 1: dead or you just don't want to exist anymore. That 137 00:07:12,280 --> 00:07:14,240 Speaker 1: doesn't have to happen that way, but generally, like you 138 00:07:14,280 --> 00:07:17,280 Speaker 1: don't sometimes don't have a choice, and that's the way 139 00:07:17,320 --> 00:07:19,640 Speaker 1: she was for like seven years, just didn't. She was 140 00:07:19,760 --> 00:07:22,200 Speaker 1: a huge supporter of mine and would always write me 141 00:07:22,240 --> 00:07:24,920 Speaker 1: really nice things, but it was very sad to see 142 00:07:24,920 --> 00:07:27,960 Speaker 1: how much she missed my cousin j D and would 143 00:07:28,000 --> 00:07:30,040 Speaker 1: like write to him on Facebook late at night and 144 00:07:30,040 --> 00:07:32,200 Speaker 1: like you would just see her messages like appear on 145 00:07:32,240 --> 00:07:35,320 Speaker 1: his wall of her like communicating with him, and honestly 146 00:07:35,360 --> 00:07:38,840 Speaker 1: thank God for that. I think that sometimes people could 147 00:07:38,920 --> 00:07:42,480 Speaker 1: roll their eyes about people posting about or either like 148 00:07:42,520 --> 00:07:45,840 Speaker 1: two dead people like writing comments on their posts after 149 00:07:45,880 --> 00:07:50,960 Speaker 1: they've died, or even writing a post about a person 150 00:07:51,000 --> 00:07:52,840 Speaker 1: they lost and kind of writing to them in it. 151 00:07:53,000 --> 00:07:54,480 Speaker 1: You can just go, oh, this person is straighting to 152 00:07:54,480 --> 00:07:58,080 Speaker 1: get attention, like more like, don't put it, make it public. 153 00:07:58,360 --> 00:08:00,200 Speaker 1: I don't know. The second I found out Lyndae, I 154 00:08:00,240 --> 00:08:03,120 Speaker 1: was just like I need I don't She was so 155 00:08:03,200 --> 00:08:05,840 Speaker 1: alone when she died, Like I just want other people 156 00:08:05,880 --> 00:08:09,240 Speaker 1: to know she existed and was a person who lived 157 00:08:09,240 --> 00:08:12,480 Speaker 1: that was like vibrant and amazing and just just helped me. 158 00:08:12,640 --> 00:08:15,480 Speaker 1: I'm like very grateful that Instagram is out there, even 159 00:08:15,480 --> 00:08:19,200 Speaker 1: though there's so much of it that sucks. And you 160 00:08:19,200 --> 00:08:22,320 Speaker 1: can roll your eyes at people posting things like this 161 00:08:22,360 --> 00:08:24,080 Speaker 1: because I'm like, Okay, if I post about my aunt, 162 00:08:24,200 --> 00:08:25,640 Speaker 1: that means I have to post about my uncle. I 163 00:08:25,640 --> 00:08:29,000 Speaker 1: have to, like, and that's not the rule or that people. 164 00:08:29,200 --> 00:08:30,720 Speaker 1: I was like, people are gonna un follow me because 165 00:08:30,720 --> 00:08:32,400 Speaker 1: if they see me posting about my aunt, they're gonna 166 00:08:32,440 --> 00:08:34,760 Speaker 1: go like, okay, we have to every person Nickie's life 167 00:08:34,760 --> 00:08:36,880 Speaker 1: who dies, we're gonna get like one of these sad 168 00:08:36,960 --> 00:08:40,280 Speaker 1: posts and it's like maybe, but in that moment, it 169 00:08:40,360 --> 00:08:42,760 Speaker 1: was just what I needed. Um two, it's just to 170 00:08:42,800 --> 00:08:49,480 Speaker 1: write something about her and I feel like she her name, 171 00:08:49,600 --> 00:08:52,520 Speaker 1: like like some other people knew of her, and like 172 00:08:52,720 --> 00:08:54,720 Speaker 1: it was so nice to send that to my dad 173 00:08:55,800 --> 00:09:00,240 Speaker 1: and who that's his his sister, his only sister, and 174 00:09:00,520 --> 00:09:02,600 Speaker 1: for him to read all the things that you guys 175 00:09:02,600 --> 00:09:06,000 Speaker 1: wrote underneath that, like I know, really touched him. And 176 00:09:06,040 --> 00:09:07,800 Speaker 1: so it was just like it was just a nice 177 00:09:07,880 --> 00:09:10,600 Speaker 1: way to like grieve. No what have you. I know 178 00:09:10,679 --> 00:09:14,600 Speaker 1: you've taken to Instagram in the past for like when 179 00:09:14,600 --> 00:09:18,000 Speaker 1: you lost Bruno, your dog, and just did it did 180 00:09:18,160 --> 00:09:21,160 Speaker 1: help you to How did did you find yourself doing 181 00:09:21,200 --> 00:09:24,280 Speaker 1: things that maybe are out of character? You did them? 182 00:09:24,520 --> 00:09:27,480 Speaker 1: You yeah, yeah, yeah, that was very much out of character. 183 00:09:27,640 --> 00:09:30,680 Speaker 1: But it was so helpful to me because some of 184 00:09:30,679 --> 00:09:37,239 Speaker 1: the messages that I got were so simple but very heartfelt, 185 00:09:38,040 --> 00:09:41,400 Speaker 1: and it was just something that really helped me. And 186 00:09:41,760 --> 00:09:44,440 Speaker 1: I was I was really surprised by how much a 187 00:09:44,559 --> 00:09:49,520 Speaker 1: stranger's comfort helped me, like in that moment, and I 188 00:09:49,559 --> 00:09:52,640 Speaker 1: think that you were going through the same thing. Yes, 189 00:09:53,320 --> 00:09:56,920 Speaker 1: that was it. It was like even like heart emojis 190 00:09:56,920 --> 00:09:59,160 Speaker 1: from someone I've never heard of, like the fact that 191 00:09:59,200 --> 00:10:01,920 Speaker 1: someone took the time to go heart like with their 192 00:10:01,920 --> 00:10:06,680 Speaker 1: thumb boom boom boom boom send, Like that was effort 193 00:10:07,080 --> 00:10:11,280 Speaker 1: put towards me to make me feel special and loved 194 00:10:11,360 --> 00:10:16,360 Speaker 1: and supported, and even that little second like matters and um, 195 00:10:16,400 --> 00:10:18,960 Speaker 1: all those comments like really touched me. And then it 196 00:10:19,040 --> 00:10:22,120 Speaker 1: was kind of embarrassing because like I posted about it, 197 00:10:22,320 --> 00:10:24,840 Speaker 1: I did the podcast in the morning, met everyone at 198 00:10:24,840 --> 00:10:27,360 Speaker 1: the festival, like I was having so much fun, and 199 00:10:27,400 --> 00:10:30,560 Speaker 1: then went to go take a nap masturbate get ready 200 00:10:30,600 --> 00:10:32,560 Speaker 1: for the show that night. And then I went back 201 00:10:32,559 --> 00:10:34,640 Speaker 1: out and everyone had read my post and I was 202 00:10:34,760 --> 00:10:36,560 Speaker 1: and everyone's just like Nikki, I'm so sorry, and I 203 00:10:36,600 --> 00:10:40,320 Speaker 1: hate like too much, like Nikki, I'm so sorry. Like 204 00:10:40,559 --> 00:10:42,640 Speaker 1: I didn't want I didn't even I didn't think I 205 00:10:42,679 --> 00:10:45,559 Speaker 1: wanted that, And in person, it's just it's almost too 206 00:10:45,600 --> 00:10:46,800 Speaker 1: much for me. And I don't think I would have 207 00:10:46,840 --> 00:10:50,920 Speaker 1: told anyone if I didn't have Instagram, um, or maybe 208 00:10:50,960 --> 00:10:52,920 Speaker 1: just fewer people, but a lot of people came up 209 00:10:52,960 --> 00:10:55,280 Speaker 1: to me and it was just like so sweet that 210 00:10:55,400 --> 00:10:58,240 Speaker 1: people say kind things when you lose someone. It's just 211 00:10:58,679 --> 00:11:02,439 Speaker 1: humans can be so caught, like just make you feel 212 00:11:02,440 --> 00:11:05,920 Speaker 1: so good. And I performed that night and I did 213 00:11:05,920 --> 00:11:09,080 Speaker 1: a show and I didn't think it was affecting me. 214 00:11:09,120 --> 00:11:10,840 Speaker 1: I truly was just like you know what, I've known 215 00:11:10,920 --> 00:11:14,240 Speaker 1: Lynn was going to die for a while. I was 216 00:11:14,360 --> 00:11:16,680 Speaker 1: ready for this. She can't live forever. She's wanted to 217 00:11:16,720 --> 00:11:20,520 Speaker 1: die for seven years. She wasn't doing well, but there 218 00:11:20,600 --> 00:11:23,200 Speaker 1: was like almost speculation that she might have taken her life. 219 00:11:23,280 --> 00:11:26,240 Speaker 1: And my dad was like, it's not confirmed yet whether 220 00:11:26,360 --> 00:11:29,120 Speaker 1: or not. And although the Corners report says it was 221 00:11:29,240 --> 00:11:33,640 Speaker 1: natural causes, like you know, we we don't know. Um, 222 00:11:33,679 --> 00:11:36,040 Speaker 1: I think that a lot of times suicide is just 223 00:11:36,120 --> 00:11:39,680 Speaker 1: listed as like they just you know, he's like the talks, 224 00:11:39,720 --> 00:11:41,400 Speaker 1: you know, they ruled out drugs, And I'm like, why 225 00:11:41,480 --> 00:11:45,040 Speaker 1: does Britney Murphy's toxicology results take two months? Yet my 226 00:11:45,800 --> 00:11:49,560 Speaker 1: aunts took two hours? Like, I don't think they did 227 00:11:49,600 --> 00:11:53,559 Speaker 1: all the tests that they could do. Like whenever celebrity dies, 228 00:11:53,600 --> 00:11:57,000 Speaker 1: I remember Anthony Bourdaine's his toxicology results took months to 229 00:11:57,080 --> 00:11:59,480 Speaker 1: get back what was in his system. So how can 230 00:11:59,480 --> 00:12:02,360 Speaker 1: you rule out what was in my aunt's system? Um? 231 00:12:02,440 --> 00:12:05,280 Speaker 1: And natural causes? What does that even mean anymore. Like 232 00:12:05,360 --> 00:12:09,520 Speaker 1: she smoked cigarettes forever, she drank a ton. She was 233 00:12:09,559 --> 00:12:12,280 Speaker 1: such a fun wild wolf, like she was so opinionated, 234 00:12:12,320 --> 00:12:15,160 Speaker 1: so sassy and brassy. Used to be like, Nikki, you 235 00:12:15,200 --> 00:12:17,000 Speaker 1: are never going to find a man to love you 236 00:12:17,080 --> 00:12:18,960 Speaker 1: with the way you eat. No, she'd go, you're never 237 00:12:18,960 --> 00:12:20,319 Speaker 1: gonna get dates. And I used to be like, I 238 00:12:20,360 --> 00:12:23,480 Speaker 1: don't want dates, like I didn't like boys when I 239 00:12:23,520 --> 00:12:24,800 Speaker 1: was a kid. So I would be like, fine, I'm 240 00:12:24,800 --> 00:12:27,240 Speaker 1: gonna keep eating with my mouth open. And she used 241 00:12:27,280 --> 00:12:29,880 Speaker 1: to say, but she was the first person I've told 242 00:12:29,920 --> 00:12:33,679 Speaker 1: this before who was like, Nikki just said the funniest thing. 243 00:12:33,720 --> 00:12:36,920 Speaker 1: Oh my god, get in here, because she was she 244 00:12:37,000 --> 00:12:39,320 Speaker 1: was aunt line to me, and she hates the bug ants. 245 00:12:39,400 --> 00:12:42,240 Speaker 1: She's always hated ants and terrified of them. And I 246 00:12:42,280 --> 00:12:45,440 Speaker 1: was like, but you're an aunt and she was like, 247 00:12:45,720 --> 00:12:49,680 Speaker 1: that is the funniest goddamn thing I have. Get out 248 00:12:49,679 --> 00:12:53,000 Speaker 1: of here, Dick. Let's do what Nicky just said. One time. 249 00:12:53,840 --> 00:12:55,880 Speaker 1: I used to go to Catholic school when I was 250 00:12:56,440 --> 00:12:58,920 Speaker 1: kindergarten first grade, or I didn't go to kindergard but no, 251 00:12:59,080 --> 00:13:01,400 Speaker 1: I didn't go I didn't go pre school, kindergarten, first grade. 252 00:13:01,440 --> 00:13:04,320 Speaker 1: I went to Catholic school and then I transferred to 253 00:13:04,679 --> 00:13:09,080 Speaker 1: public once I moved to St. Louis Um and I 254 00:13:09,120 --> 00:13:12,840 Speaker 1: remember my aunt Lynn asked me, like what my parents 255 00:13:12,840 --> 00:13:15,080 Speaker 1: religion was, or maybe she overheard me telling one of 256 00:13:15,120 --> 00:13:17,600 Speaker 1: the kids that we were playing with. They were like, 257 00:13:17,880 --> 00:13:19,439 Speaker 1: I just knew that when I went to Catholic school, 258 00:13:19,440 --> 00:13:21,360 Speaker 1: I was Catholic. So I was like, oh, my parents 259 00:13:21,400 --> 00:13:23,760 Speaker 1: were public. Now I thought that was a religion, and 260 00:13:23,800 --> 00:13:26,920 Speaker 1: she goes, that is not funniest goddamn. And I once 261 00:13:26,960 --> 00:13:28,400 Speaker 1: saw her. She was the first person I ever I'll 262 00:13:28,400 --> 00:13:29,920 Speaker 1: put a tamp on in. It was on a speedboat 263 00:13:29,920 --> 00:13:31,960 Speaker 1: in Michigan. She just pulled her suit to the side 264 00:13:32,000 --> 00:13:35,079 Speaker 1: and shoved one up in front of everyone. She was gorgeous. 265 00:13:35,720 --> 00:13:39,360 Speaker 1: She always took credit credit for everything, everything good about me. 266 00:13:39,440 --> 00:13:41,920 Speaker 1: She would take credit for my Mom always says that 267 00:13:42,400 --> 00:13:45,200 Speaker 1: Lynn would be like, Nikki has my legs, Nikki's got 268 00:13:45,240 --> 00:13:47,280 Speaker 1: my sense of humor. You know she got that from me. 269 00:13:47,559 --> 00:13:50,560 Speaker 1: Nikki got her hair from me. Nikki like anytime anything 270 00:13:50,760 --> 00:13:53,680 Speaker 1: was good about me, it was. Which isn't possible to 271 00:13:53,679 --> 00:13:56,520 Speaker 1: get any trait from your aunt. It's like an offshoot 272 00:13:56,559 --> 00:14:00,400 Speaker 1: that you literally can't get anything from because I mean 273 00:14:00,679 --> 00:14:02,719 Speaker 1: maybe I got it from the same place she got it, 274 00:14:02,760 --> 00:14:05,720 Speaker 1: which was my grandma Grandpa. But I don't get anything 275 00:14:05,720 --> 00:14:07,120 Speaker 1: from my aunt But my mom used to just sit 276 00:14:07,120 --> 00:14:11,400 Speaker 1: there like what it. I contributed nothing to this child. 277 00:14:12,240 --> 00:14:15,080 Speaker 1: And then Um. The most famous story of my aunt Land, 278 00:14:15,520 --> 00:14:17,600 Speaker 1: and this is funny but also kind of tragic, was 279 00:14:18,320 --> 00:14:21,120 Speaker 1: she's a big drinker and my parents used to like 280 00:14:21,320 --> 00:14:24,520 Speaker 1: leave us. J D was like my best friend growing up. 281 00:14:24,560 --> 00:14:27,680 Speaker 1: He died when he was thirty from alcohol related um 282 00:14:27,840 --> 00:14:32,840 Speaker 1: stuff and again inconclusive if he took his own life 283 00:14:32,880 --> 00:14:36,200 Speaker 1: or not, but you know whether or not, he was 284 00:14:36,280 --> 00:14:42,280 Speaker 1: just you know, uh, just scacame to anxiety and depression 285 00:14:42,520 --> 00:14:45,760 Speaker 1: and alcohol and super tragic. But he was just like 286 00:14:45,800 --> 00:14:47,760 Speaker 1: the nicest guy. And I always tell Andrew that he 287 00:14:47,800 --> 00:14:49,680 Speaker 1: really reminds me of j D. Like the way that 288 00:14:49,720 --> 00:14:51,800 Speaker 1: we get along was the way that j j D 289 00:14:51,960 --> 00:14:53,760 Speaker 1: and I got along, except that j D was like 290 00:14:53,800 --> 00:14:56,080 Speaker 1: an older brother to me. Looked up to him a lot, 291 00:14:56,160 --> 00:14:58,360 Speaker 1: and we just hung out my whole childhood. He was 292 00:14:58,440 --> 00:15:02,800 Speaker 1: like my he was my brother. Um, and we used 293 00:15:02,840 --> 00:15:04,240 Speaker 1: to go over to my aunt Land's house and we 294 00:15:04,320 --> 00:15:06,360 Speaker 1: used to quote unquote stay up all night that was 295 00:15:06,400 --> 00:15:07,840 Speaker 1: our thing. We would wake up in the middle of 296 00:15:07,840 --> 00:15:09,320 Speaker 1: we'd get up in the middle of the night, which 297 00:15:09,360 --> 00:15:11,920 Speaker 1: was probably and we'd like go out and watch TV 298 00:15:12,000 --> 00:15:14,080 Speaker 1: and watch Pavis and butt Head and singled out and 299 00:15:14,680 --> 00:15:17,640 Speaker 1: like just you know MTV whatever it was on, or 300 00:15:17,760 --> 00:15:21,600 Speaker 1: Comedy Central. Um, what's the one where they make fun 301 00:15:21,640 --> 00:15:23,720 Speaker 1: of they sit in the chairs and then you see 302 00:15:23,840 --> 00:15:30,600 Speaker 1: their silhouettes and they make fun. Uh no, it's um man, 303 00:15:31,440 --> 00:15:34,320 Speaker 1: I know, Mstery Science Theater. Throstery Science Theater. Yes, yes, 304 00:15:34,600 --> 00:15:36,800 Speaker 1: So we used to watch that, and but we used 305 00:15:36,800 --> 00:15:38,760 Speaker 1: to always go over to my Antlands and my aunt 306 00:15:38,760 --> 00:15:40,280 Speaker 1: would just like drink a lot and be on the 307 00:15:40,280 --> 00:15:42,880 Speaker 1: phone with her friends and then like pass out drunk, 308 00:15:42,920 --> 00:15:44,280 Speaker 1: like in a room. And then we were just like 309 00:15:44,320 --> 00:15:46,520 Speaker 1: eating candy and hanging out and having so much fun. 310 00:15:46,840 --> 00:15:50,720 Speaker 1: And one night there was a tornado in Cincinnati and 311 00:15:50,920 --> 00:15:53,640 Speaker 1: the sky got really it got really bright outside all 312 00:15:53,640 --> 00:15:55,840 Speaker 1: of a sudden nighttime it was like even five, and 313 00:15:55,840 --> 00:15:59,640 Speaker 1: it became like daytime and the sky was green and 314 00:15:59,640 --> 00:16:02,040 Speaker 1: it was spooky, and then sirens started going off and 315 00:16:02,080 --> 00:16:04,000 Speaker 1: we were like what the fuck, And so we ran 316 00:16:04,080 --> 00:16:07,640 Speaker 1: into my Lyn's room and she's and we're like Lynn, 317 00:16:07,840 --> 00:16:09,920 Speaker 1: like like shaking or like what do we do there's 318 00:16:09,920 --> 00:16:12,640 Speaker 1: a tornado and she just kept going it all pass, 319 00:16:13,440 --> 00:16:16,200 Speaker 1: it all pass, and we were just like what the 320 00:16:16,280 --> 00:16:18,440 Speaker 1: funk like laying on her stomach in this water bed, 321 00:16:18,520 --> 00:16:21,000 Speaker 1: just like it all passed. And I remember the next 322 00:16:21,080 --> 00:16:22,680 Speaker 1: day telling my parents about that, and they thought it 323 00:16:22,720 --> 00:16:24,720 Speaker 1: was so funny because I mean, it's just like the 324 00:16:24,760 --> 00:16:27,720 Speaker 1: most like you're on your own, it'll pass, and like, yes, 325 00:16:27,760 --> 00:16:30,760 Speaker 1: it will like over us, like it will pass. She's 326 00:16:30,800 --> 00:16:34,120 Speaker 1: not wrong. But in the end, I just realized, like 327 00:16:35,400 --> 00:16:37,320 Speaker 1: I guess I could have given her the same advice 328 00:16:37,360 --> 00:16:40,080 Speaker 1: of like the pain she felt about my cousin, like 329 00:16:40,120 --> 00:16:43,040 Speaker 1: it will pass. And now she's like she's out of pain. 330 00:16:43,080 --> 00:16:44,680 Speaker 1: We're all we all feel like a sense of relief 331 00:16:44,720 --> 00:16:47,400 Speaker 1: that she's out of the misery she was in after 332 00:16:47,400 --> 00:16:49,680 Speaker 1: he passed away. But I will say that doing the 333 00:16:49,680 --> 00:16:53,000 Speaker 1: cut goddamn comedy jam being on stage that night was 334 00:16:53,040 --> 00:16:55,160 Speaker 1: not the best thing for me because being able to talk, 335 00:16:55,360 --> 00:16:57,480 Speaker 1: I just like went to some dark places and I 336 00:16:57,520 --> 00:17:00,640 Speaker 1: was realized I was a lot sadder and like angry 337 00:17:00,680 --> 00:17:03,880 Speaker 1: and just like bummed out. I was talking about how 338 00:17:03,920 --> 00:17:08,000 Speaker 1: like in my family, I feel like sometimes week wek 339 00:17:08,600 --> 00:17:11,679 Speaker 1: if it's suicide in my like or mental illness in 340 00:17:11,720 --> 00:17:14,560 Speaker 1: the past, especially like with my dad's dad, and like 341 00:17:15,160 --> 00:17:18,400 Speaker 1: just deaths that were kind of like that happened pretty young. 342 00:17:18,560 --> 00:17:21,520 Speaker 1: Was that really just like a heart attack? Or like 343 00:17:21,760 --> 00:17:24,879 Speaker 1: what was that pills? Was that an overdose? Like was 344 00:17:24,920 --> 00:17:28,679 Speaker 1: that suicide? I would like to know about mental illness 345 00:17:28,680 --> 00:17:31,960 Speaker 1: in my family so that when I have weird thoughts 346 00:17:32,080 --> 00:17:34,480 Speaker 1: or have my own struggles that I'm just like, oh, 347 00:17:34,520 --> 00:17:36,919 Speaker 1: this isn't my fault. This is a thing, this is 348 00:17:36,960 --> 00:17:39,640 Speaker 1: an illness, and it it makes it so I can 349 00:17:40,359 --> 00:17:42,359 Speaker 1: I don't feel it would just be like a load 350 00:17:42,400 --> 00:17:44,320 Speaker 1: off to know that this is just not my fault, 351 00:17:44,359 --> 00:17:48,320 Speaker 1: you know. And so I think, uh, I was kind 352 00:17:48,359 --> 00:17:51,560 Speaker 1: of thinking I was just sad that my aunt probably 353 00:17:51,960 --> 00:17:53,719 Speaker 1: had something to do with her own death. She definitely did, 354 00:17:53,720 --> 00:17:55,919 Speaker 1: because she was such an addict and her health was 355 00:17:56,000 --> 00:17:59,480 Speaker 1: just terrible and she wanted to go. But like I was, 356 00:17:59,600 --> 00:18:02,199 Speaker 1: I was trying trying kind of haphazardly to make a 357 00:18:02,240 --> 00:18:05,840 Speaker 1: joke about like it's as if someone having the same 358 00:18:05,840 --> 00:18:07,919 Speaker 1: brain as my aunt and being like, no, she just 359 00:18:07,920 --> 00:18:09,760 Speaker 1: tried of natural causes, don't look into it. It's the 360 00:18:09,800 --> 00:18:12,560 Speaker 1: same as like having a car that has an engine 361 00:18:12,600 --> 00:18:15,880 Speaker 1: that explodes. Eventually you recall the car and you contact 362 00:18:15,880 --> 00:18:17,600 Speaker 1: people that have the same car, and you go, hey, 363 00:18:17,640 --> 00:18:20,000 Speaker 1: by the way, your engine might explode, do you want 364 00:18:20,000 --> 00:18:22,639 Speaker 1: to like take extra precaution, you don't go. It was 365 00:18:22,720 --> 00:18:25,679 Speaker 1: that was just like because that car drove in that 366 00:18:25,760 --> 00:18:27,320 Speaker 1: area that you don't even go to, so don't worry 367 00:18:27,320 --> 00:18:29,359 Speaker 1: about it. Like I want to make sure my brain 368 00:18:29,480 --> 00:18:33,040 Speaker 1: doesn't fucking explode someday. It's nice to have these things 369 00:18:33,040 --> 00:18:35,679 Speaker 1: and to talk about the root causes so that you 370 00:18:35,720 --> 00:18:37,679 Speaker 1: can prevent it. But I will say that going on 371 00:18:37,720 --> 00:18:39,639 Speaker 1: stage at night after I had a set that was 372 00:18:39,680 --> 00:18:42,840 Speaker 1: like a little erratic, but for good reason. I performed 373 00:18:42,920 --> 00:18:46,359 Speaker 1: the goddamn comedy jam and Andrew was filming me during 374 00:18:46,359 --> 00:18:48,480 Speaker 1: it and he said he's never seen me look so happy, 375 00:18:48,480 --> 00:18:50,239 Speaker 1: And that's what so many people wrote me, were like, 376 00:18:50,720 --> 00:18:52,639 Speaker 1: you were just like the happiest we've ever seen you. 377 00:18:52,680 --> 00:18:57,120 Speaker 1: And I truly like I what I love singing and 378 00:18:58,320 --> 00:19:00,639 Speaker 1: perform and playing guitar at the same time with a 379 00:19:00,640 --> 00:19:03,280 Speaker 1: band and having a crowd sing the lyrics to to 380 00:19:03,359 --> 00:19:06,760 Speaker 1: blank Space. It was the best feeling I've ever felt. 381 00:19:07,000 --> 00:19:10,080 Speaker 1: It was like it truly was as someone who's performed 382 00:19:10,080 --> 00:19:12,840 Speaker 1: in every single way possible, being on stage with other 383 00:19:12,880 --> 00:19:16,840 Speaker 1: people and having the audience also like participating. It was 384 00:19:16,920 --> 00:19:20,960 Speaker 1: just it was just transcendent. It was awesome. It's like 385 00:19:21,760 --> 00:19:23,800 Speaker 1: it taught me something about myself. I need more of it. 386 00:19:23,920 --> 00:19:26,880 Speaker 1: So let's get Andrew in here to hear his perspective. Andrew, 387 00:19:32,040 --> 00:19:36,720 Speaker 1: What up? Drew? I was just talking about goddamn comedy 388 00:19:36,800 --> 00:19:40,959 Speaker 1: jam and um how fun it was. And you you 389 00:19:40,960 --> 00:19:42,639 Speaker 1: you got me to stick around later too, because I 390 00:19:42,680 --> 00:19:44,840 Speaker 1: was going to go back after because Andrew Tantino went 391 00:19:44,880 --> 00:19:48,320 Speaker 1: to bed after Uh. I went up first, and he 392 00:19:48,359 --> 00:19:49,600 Speaker 1: was like, I'm gonna go back, and I'm like, I'll 393 00:19:49,640 --> 00:19:51,280 Speaker 1: go back to and then you were like I'm gonna stay, 394 00:19:51,280 --> 00:19:53,840 Speaker 1: and I'm like, I'm gonna stay, and thank god we 395 00:19:53,840 --> 00:19:55,159 Speaker 1: did because we got to go up at the end 396 00:19:55,200 --> 00:19:57,639 Speaker 1: and sing together. I did not expect to go up 397 00:19:57,640 --> 00:20:01,120 Speaker 1: in this basis or basis or no. No. The keyboard 398 00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:03,920 Speaker 1: is started yelling. He goes, get to get up there, 399 00:20:03,960 --> 00:20:05,960 Speaker 1: and I go, no, I'm good, dude, this is her thing. 400 00:20:06,240 --> 00:20:09,920 Speaker 1: He goes, get the fuck up. Everyone is Jeffrey's a 401 00:20:10,080 --> 00:20:12,919 Speaker 1: j farroh. Every comedian that had done a set at 402 00:20:12,960 --> 00:20:14,600 Speaker 1: the end, goes up on stage with Josh ad of 403 00:20:14,640 --> 00:20:17,479 Speaker 1: Meyers in the band and we sing um guns and roses. 404 00:20:17,520 --> 00:20:19,840 Speaker 1: What was the song, saying she's got a smile that 405 00:20:19,960 --> 00:20:27,800 Speaker 1: it seems that Michelle what I think it's called My Michelle? 406 00:20:28,560 --> 00:20:31,720 Speaker 1: Oh wow, No, no, no, Sweet out of Mine? Oh yeah, 407 00:20:31,720 --> 00:20:34,320 Speaker 1: sweet child of Mine? Okay, yeah, My Michelle was like 408 00:20:34,359 --> 00:20:38,359 Speaker 1: a French Michelle my belt. I could see that. I 409 00:20:38,359 --> 00:20:40,040 Speaker 1: almost let it slide because I go, I don't know 410 00:20:40,080 --> 00:20:42,840 Speaker 1: the name. Sometimes you ever know when's songs like I Know, 411 00:20:42,920 --> 00:20:47,000 Speaker 1: but that's so far from the song we Will Rock You, 412 00:20:47,119 --> 00:20:49,800 Speaker 1: or like I'm Blue it and it's like it's like 413 00:20:50,720 --> 00:20:53,920 Speaker 1: Addison's Lie, and you're like, why would it be called 414 00:20:53,920 --> 00:20:57,639 Speaker 1: Addison's Lie? Just call it blue abadid abada. There's plenty 415 00:20:57,640 --> 00:21:01,160 Speaker 1: of songs, so I just go, guess that's Michelle's song 416 00:21:01,280 --> 00:21:03,560 Speaker 1: or whatever she said they have a song called My Michelle. 417 00:21:05,080 --> 00:21:07,960 Speaker 1: I'm not crazy. You're not crazy. I didn't think you 418 00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:13,680 Speaker 1: were sorry and reacted, but did you You wanted to 419 00:21:13,760 --> 00:21:16,159 Speaker 1: stage dive and I was like, no, no, no, well 420 00:21:16,240 --> 00:21:19,840 Speaker 1: josh I ad Admires staged over, and then Jim Jeffries, 421 00:21:20,359 --> 00:21:23,600 Speaker 1: who I gotta say it was one of before I 422 00:21:23,720 --> 00:21:27,119 Speaker 1: started stand up. I was probably the biggest fan of his, 423 00:21:28,520 --> 00:21:29,840 Speaker 1: and it was funny. I told him. I was like, 424 00:21:29,880 --> 00:21:31,800 Speaker 1: I saw you had the four larder improv like twelve 425 00:21:31,880 --> 00:21:34,640 Speaker 1: years ago. He's like, that's probably when I just moved here, 426 00:21:34,760 --> 00:21:36,840 Speaker 1: and I was like all right, and I was like 427 00:21:36,880 --> 00:21:39,919 Speaker 1: the whole conversation like I wasn't. I was like trying 428 00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:42,880 Speaker 1: to like navigate it where I was in fan boy 429 00:21:43,560 --> 00:21:48,160 Speaker 1: boy yeah, but like wow, being like I actually like, really, 430 00:21:48,600 --> 00:21:51,600 Speaker 1: you know you were a comic. I guess yes, yes, 431 00:21:51,600 --> 00:21:56,679 Speaker 1: because I was introduced earlier in the day, but uh yeah, anyhow, 432 00:21:56,760 --> 00:22:00,440 Speaker 1: but yeah, So it was pretty surreal just dancing singing 433 00:22:00,480 --> 00:22:04,080 Speaker 1: the guns next to Jim Jeffreys. Jim and I was like, 434 00:22:04,359 --> 00:22:06,840 Speaker 1: we jump in and he's like, he puts the he 435 00:22:06,880 --> 00:22:09,560 Speaker 1: was like putting the mic. Dude, Jim's jumping, I'm jumping 436 00:22:10,040 --> 00:22:12,080 Speaker 1: and then he's like, no, I'll break my fucking neck. 437 00:22:12,240 --> 00:22:13,919 Speaker 1: He told me afterwards it was like I think I 438 00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:16,000 Speaker 1: might have thought I was going to because I moved 439 00:22:16,040 --> 00:22:19,000 Speaker 1: my phone to my back pocket or like he was like, 440 00:22:19,080 --> 00:22:21,639 Speaker 1: I definitely considered it, because he then asked me, are 441 00:22:21,640 --> 00:22:23,000 Speaker 1: you going to do it? And I was like, no, 442 00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:24,920 Speaker 1: because I didn't want to kick anyone in the foot 443 00:22:25,000 --> 00:22:26,800 Speaker 1: in the head with my shoe. Plus he would have 444 00:22:26,840 --> 00:22:29,600 Speaker 1: got groped, Let's be honest, it would have enjoyed a 445 00:22:29,600 --> 00:22:31,760 Speaker 1: little bit of touching in that moment. But I did 446 00:22:31,800 --> 00:22:33,240 Speaker 1: just go to the front row and just hug a 447 00:22:33,240 --> 00:22:35,040 Speaker 1: bunch of girls that were there, and that was my 448 00:22:35,240 --> 00:22:38,600 Speaker 1: version of that. It was so sweet, but I didn't 449 00:22:38,640 --> 00:22:40,760 Speaker 1: want to. I was so worried that josh admires stupid 450 00:22:40,760 --> 00:22:42,439 Speaker 1: shoes going to kick people in the face. I was like, 451 00:22:42,480 --> 00:22:45,359 Speaker 1: what are you doing. Don't don't crowd surf because some 452 00:22:45,359 --> 00:22:47,200 Speaker 1: people aren't paying attention, they're drunk, and you got a 453 00:22:47,240 --> 00:22:49,159 Speaker 1: shoe in the head and he wears a boot that 454 00:22:49,320 --> 00:22:51,399 Speaker 1: is made for kicking people in the face. It's like 455 00:22:51,480 --> 00:22:57,320 Speaker 1: American history X. Yeah, it's like found underneath the floor 456 00:22:57,400 --> 00:22:59,920 Speaker 1: at CBGB. Like it just reminds me of like the 457 00:23:00,040 --> 00:23:05,080 Speaker 1: he's so rugged. Even his stories are down here. He's 458 00:23:05,119 --> 00:23:08,120 Speaker 1: like I was doing cocade in Mexico and a donkey 459 00:23:08,400 --> 00:23:10,800 Speaker 1: ate my ass, and then I went up there and 460 00:23:10,800 --> 00:23:14,080 Speaker 1: not saying Frank Sinatra is my way and his voice 461 00:23:14,080 --> 00:23:18,199 Speaker 1: is insane, like how low it is, and he's not. 462 00:23:18,280 --> 00:23:20,480 Speaker 1: He's a really nice guy. I'm so funny that someone 463 00:23:20,520 --> 00:23:22,560 Speaker 1: in the band was wearing a shirt with his face 464 00:23:22,600 --> 00:23:24,600 Speaker 1: on it and it looks like a memorial shirt, Like 465 00:23:24,640 --> 00:23:26,720 Speaker 1: it looked like the shirt he would make after he died. 466 00:23:26,800 --> 00:23:29,400 Speaker 1: And I'm like, just keep it because it's a matter 467 00:23:29,440 --> 00:23:32,520 Speaker 1: of time. A shirt of Josh adamyre. Did you see it? 468 00:23:32,520 --> 00:23:34,600 Speaker 1: It looked like this. It was like this. Um. You 469 00:23:34,640 --> 00:23:36,879 Speaker 1: know there's pictures where there's there's shirts where it has 470 00:23:36,920 --> 00:23:38,640 Speaker 1: one's face on it. I even have one. And there's 471 00:23:38,680 --> 00:23:40,879 Speaker 1: ones that look like, oh, that's a cool shirt of 472 00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:42,879 Speaker 1: like an artist, and there's ones that are like, that's 473 00:23:43,359 --> 00:23:45,760 Speaker 1: we're celebrating that this person is no longer with us. 474 00:23:46,280 --> 00:23:48,399 Speaker 1: And it looked like he should have the dates of 475 00:23:48,400 --> 00:23:50,000 Speaker 1: when he lived above it. And I told the guy 476 00:23:50,119 --> 00:23:54,000 Speaker 1: just keep that. I feel like you're to do the 477 00:23:54,040 --> 00:23:56,639 Speaker 1: born date in a dash and we'll fill it in water, 478 00:23:56,720 --> 00:23:59,520 Speaker 1: fill it in later, get some white out and write 479 00:23:59,520 --> 00:24:02,000 Speaker 1: it in. No, Josh is doing quite well. He's you know, 480 00:24:02,080 --> 00:24:05,359 Speaker 1: he's been through a lot and sober and gotten you know, 481 00:24:06,280 --> 00:24:07,920 Speaker 1: he's clean now. But he looks like he's a guy 482 00:24:07,920 --> 00:24:12,919 Speaker 1: that's lit let um illustrious life. Yes, but that was 483 00:24:12,960 --> 00:24:15,000 Speaker 1: a that was a fun show and then he kills it. 484 00:24:15,080 --> 00:24:17,199 Speaker 1: I mean, you had the band behind you, you have 485 00:24:17,359 --> 00:24:21,080 Speaker 1: like the mannerisms. It's kind of like sometimes it's scary, 486 00:24:21,160 --> 00:24:24,439 Speaker 1: like because you know, I watch you watch her, and 487 00:24:24,480 --> 00:24:28,439 Speaker 1: then I see the practice. Then on stage you have 488 00:24:28,560 --> 00:24:31,280 Speaker 1: this thing where you where you go, it's like this 489 00:24:31,440 --> 00:24:35,439 Speaker 1: like almost robot try like like like if Taylor's went 490 00:24:35,560 --> 00:24:38,320 Speaker 1: with the robot, no that's not no no no, But 491 00:24:38,480 --> 00:24:41,720 Speaker 1: I'm telling I'm making fun fu n you know. But 492 00:24:41,720 --> 00:24:43,920 Speaker 1: but there's just something to it, like where you're just 493 00:24:43,960 --> 00:24:46,240 Speaker 1: like you just you take her in like, yeah, I 494 00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:49,560 Speaker 1: embodied her up there. Like there are times when I 495 00:24:49,600 --> 00:24:52,800 Speaker 1: can do I do impressions of people obviously without knowing it, 496 00:24:52,840 --> 00:24:55,840 Speaker 1: and I can just like sometimes I can really nail 497 00:24:55,880 --> 00:24:59,000 Speaker 1: how someone is and just being when you dress up 498 00:24:59,040 --> 00:25:02,679 Speaker 1: like someone, it's much easier to do an impression of them. Um. 499 00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:05,560 Speaker 1: And especially when you're standing playing guitar with a band, 500 00:25:06,000 --> 00:25:09,639 Speaker 1: singing her song, um, wearing like an outfit that she 501 00:25:09,640 --> 00:25:11,760 Speaker 1: would wear. It was very easy for me to embody 502 00:25:11,840 --> 00:25:14,040 Speaker 1: her and just be like and just like doing the 503 00:25:14,040 --> 00:25:16,480 Speaker 1: same things. But it actually came from a genuine place 504 00:25:16,480 --> 00:25:18,520 Speaker 1: of like, oh, that's how I want to feel. And 505 00:25:18,560 --> 00:25:21,320 Speaker 1: it got me. It wasn't me trying to be her. 506 00:25:21,359 --> 00:25:23,960 Speaker 1: It was just like, oh, this feels natural right now 507 00:25:24,000 --> 00:25:25,960 Speaker 1: to do these things. And you do have to put 508 00:25:26,000 --> 00:25:27,639 Speaker 1: on a show in terms of with your face and 509 00:25:27,680 --> 00:25:30,000 Speaker 1: like when you're singing, because a lot of times you 510 00:25:30,000 --> 00:25:35,440 Speaker 1: can just look like oh like so much of like 511 00:25:35,600 --> 00:25:40,679 Speaker 1: performing is your face, and with comedy or with singing 512 00:25:40,840 --> 00:25:42,800 Speaker 1: in your body and in your face, and you totally 513 00:25:42,840 --> 00:25:45,800 Speaker 1: forget writing jokes all day in your notebook. You don't 514 00:25:45,840 --> 00:25:48,160 Speaker 1: write down what your face is gonna do or how 515 00:25:48,200 --> 00:25:52,880 Speaker 1: you're the inflection you're gonna use. But like even her singing, like, um, 516 00:25:55,119 --> 00:25:57,600 Speaker 1: got a long got a long list of ex lovers. 517 00:25:57,720 --> 00:26:02,119 Speaker 1: They'll tell you I'm insane. She goes, I'm insane, And 518 00:26:02,119 --> 00:26:03,919 Speaker 1: instead of saying and my dead always tells me, he goes, 519 00:26:03,920 --> 00:26:05,520 Speaker 1: why do you say I am? And I'm like, because 520 00:26:05,520 --> 00:26:14,440 Speaker 1: Taylor does. And I like that inflection because yeah, yeah, yeah, no, 521 00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:17,280 Speaker 1: you didn't nail it, and uh it was cool to see. 522 00:26:17,880 --> 00:26:19,920 Speaker 1: Um we filmed it or I filmed it. I don't 523 00:26:19,960 --> 00:26:21,960 Speaker 1: know if you post Oh yeah, you posted it somewhere. 524 00:26:21,960 --> 00:26:23,760 Speaker 1: I posted all my stories and people were writing the 525 00:26:23,840 --> 00:26:26,680 Speaker 1: nicest stuff. So that meant a lot to me. But um, yeah, 526 00:26:26,680 --> 00:26:29,840 Speaker 1: it was just because it's not like I always love 527 00:26:29,880 --> 00:26:32,800 Speaker 1: how like when you do, because like that that kind 528 00:26:32,840 --> 00:26:35,640 Speaker 1: of for me, I would be like, what rock song, 529 00:26:36,119 --> 00:26:39,159 Speaker 1: what's the fastest song's because I'd be so scared that 530 00:26:39,240 --> 00:26:42,080 Speaker 1: the audience when it be But you just do you 531 00:26:43,760 --> 00:26:47,000 Speaker 1: so much and that song is so well known and 532 00:26:47,000 --> 00:26:48,880 Speaker 1: and I just know it's good and it's not that 533 00:26:49,440 --> 00:26:51,399 Speaker 1: even if so many people were like forwards, like I 534 00:26:51,400 --> 00:26:53,280 Speaker 1: don't like Taylor Swift except when you sing it, and 535 00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:56,400 Speaker 1: I'm like, no, you do like Taylor. You just don't 536 00:26:56,400 --> 00:27:01,560 Speaker 1: know it is there's it's not subjective objective. She's a 537 00:27:01,560 --> 00:27:04,320 Speaker 1: good singer, songwriter. It's just there's no doubt about it anymore. 538 00:27:04,680 --> 00:27:07,040 Speaker 1: It's not up for debate. It's like karaoke. You know, 539 00:27:07,160 --> 00:27:11,480 Speaker 1: people will do like the slowest song that is so indulgent. 540 00:27:11,680 --> 00:27:13,679 Speaker 1: I hate that if you but if you have a 541 00:27:13,720 --> 00:27:15,440 Speaker 1: band and you know that you can do it. I've 542 00:27:15,440 --> 00:27:17,760 Speaker 1: practiced a lot like I wouldn't do a song just 543 00:27:17,760 --> 00:27:19,200 Speaker 1: because I'm like, oh, it's a good song and I 544 00:27:19,240 --> 00:27:22,000 Speaker 1: can sing it. I think that song that Trip was 545 00:27:22,040 --> 00:27:24,320 Speaker 1: awesome by the way that it was such it was 546 00:27:24,359 --> 00:27:27,760 Speaker 1: so fast Nick. How much do we love Nick? And 547 00:27:27,840 --> 00:27:30,680 Speaker 1: Nick and his girlfriend listened to the show Hey Necks 548 00:27:30,680 --> 00:27:33,639 Speaker 1: girlfriend ham drip. What did she like? She likes something 549 00:27:33,720 --> 00:27:39,879 Speaker 1: like that? Oh right Wednesdaysday. That he also told me 550 00:27:39,920 --> 00:27:41,920 Speaker 1: some other thing that she told him to tell us 551 00:27:42,200 --> 00:27:44,480 Speaker 1: that was like a very show thing. It was so cute. 552 00:27:44,560 --> 00:27:51,920 Speaker 1: But I've known Nick for so long, Bruce, Oh so 553 00:27:52,040 --> 00:27:55,760 Speaker 1: nice to just good people. Um, but Nick is a 554 00:27:55,760 --> 00:27:58,479 Speaker 1: guy that works. Nick Brazao, he was a comedian and 555 00:27:58,520 --> 00:28:01,480 Speaker 1: then he got you know, he started working with JFL 556 00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:04,040 Speaker 1: which is in Montreal. It's just for last Comedy Festival, 557 00:28:04,640 --> 00:28:08,879 Speaker 1: and you started working for um them, you know, probably 558 00:28:09,000 --> 00:28:11,040 Speaker 1: lower level and now he's like, you know, then he 559 00:28:11,280 --> 00:28:14,000 Speaker 1: quickly became the comedy booker. But he was a comedian first. 560 00:28:14,720 --> 00:28:16,439 Speaker 1: And I was talking to him about it because I 561 00:28:16,440 --> 00:28:18,320 Speaker 1: remember when I first met him, he had probably been 562 00:28:18,359 --> 00:28:20,479 Speaker 1: like a year or so out of doing comedy and 563 00:28:20,520 --> 00:28:23,040 Speaker 1: just now booking it. And I was like, how could 564 00:28:23,080 --> 00:28:25,440 Speaker 1: you quit comedy like you were doing, you were getting gigs, 565 00:28:25,440 --> 00:28:27,399 Speaker 1: you were working on how could you ever not do 566 00:28:27,520 --> 00:28:29,600 Speaker 1: comedy and like also and work at it from this 567 00:28:29,680 --> 00:28:32,240 Speaker 1: side of things? And I just never understood that, and 568 00:28:32,240 --> 00:28:33,960 Speaker 1: I just told him the other night. I was like, 569 00:28:34,200 --> 00:28:39,120 Speaker 1: I totally get it, Like I totally get being Maybe 570 00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:41,000 Speaker 1: I don't know if that's his part point of view, 571 00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:42,920 Speaker 1: but like secure enough, that's like I can let other 572 00:28:42,920 --> 00:28:44,760 Speaker 1: people do it. I don't need to do it. But 573 00:28:44,800 --> 00:28:47,400 Speaker 1: the thing I that is most important to me about 574 00:28:47,440 --> 00:28:49,840 Speaker 1: stand up is that is the camaraderie and getting to 575 00:28:49,880 --> 00:28:52,160 Speaker 1: hang out with the people that do it. Certain people, 576 00:28:52,280 --> 00:28:54,920 Speaker 1: some are terrible, but like just being able to be 577 00:28:55,000 --> 00:28:58,800 Speaker 1: backstage with Jim and Andrew and you and and the 578 00:28:58,880 --> 00:29:02,320 Speaker 1: band and have an have those opportunities. Nick still gets those, 579 00:29:02,440 --> 00:29:06,440 Speaker 1: and he he also is like the night, the night 580 00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:10,960 Speaker 1: we got in, we're hanging out with Nick, uh, Andrew, 581 00:29:11,160 --> 00:29:13,480 Speaker 1: me and you all in my room and shooting the 582 00:29:13,520 --> 00:29:15,760 Speaker 1: ship and talking and Nick and I are really good friends. 583 00:29:15,840 --> 00:29:18,760 Speaker 1: So the next day we were talking about like um 584 00:29:18,800 --> 00:29:21,760 Speaker 1: our social anxiety. That night, like I was worried that 585 00:29:21,840 --> 00:29:23,520 Speaker 1: he wanted to go to bed because I had texted 586 00:29:23,600 --> 00:29:24,640 Speaker 1: him on the way that we got there at like 587 00:29:24,640 --> 00:29:27,280 Speaker 1: ten o'clock to the resort or maybe later. We landed 588 00:29:27,280 --> 00:29:29,520 Speaker 1: at ten, so we got there at like eleven thirty, 589 00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:31,160 Speaker 1: and Nick was like, I'm going to bed. I'll just 590 00:29:31,160 --> 00:29:32,640 Speaker 1: come down the lobby and say hi, and then we 591 00:29:32,680 --> 00:29:34,400 Speaker 1: pull Then he ends up in my room and we're 592 00:29:34,440 --> 00:29:36,760 Speaker 1: there for like two hours talking. You made a panini 593 00:29:37,400 --> 00:29:39,680 Speaker 1: um And I told Nick the next day, I'm like, 594 00:29:39,680 --> 00:29:41,160 Speaker 1: are you so tired? Like I know you're trying to 595 00:29:41,160 --> 00:29:42,200 Speaker 1: go to bed. He was like, are you kidding me? 596 00:29:42,360 --> 00:29:44,160 Speaker 1: That was honestly, that was like one of the best 597 00:29:44,160 --> 00:29:46,040 Speaker 1: times I've had in so long because it was just 598 00:29:46,120 --> 00:29:48,640 Speaker 1: a good hang. And I go, that's why I you 599 00:29:48,720 --> 00:29:50,680 Speaker 1: just said it to like, you just made me realize it. 600 00:29:50,960 --> 00:29:54,280 Speaker 1: I left comedy for the hangs. That's why I love comedy. 601 00:29:54,560 --> 00:29:57,200 Speaker 1: I like shooting the ship, talking ship, being real, talking 602 00:29:57,240 --> 00:30:02,280 Speaker 1: about literally any subject is is on limits. No, there's 603 00:30:02,280 --> 00:30:06,120 Speaker 1: no gross level of like disgusting anyone or just everything. 604 00:30:06,120 --> 00:30:09,720 Speaker 1: And everyone's emotionally kind of more um open now. And 605 00:30:10,440 --> 00:30:12,600 Speaker 1: I said to him, I was like, I kept checking 606 00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:14,960 Speaker 1: on you to be like, oh, he's being quiet right now, 607 00:30:14,960 --> 00:30:17,160 Speaker 1: like he's probably really bored wants to leave. And he 608 00:30:17,200 --> 00:30:18,479 Speaker 1: was like, I was checking on you because we were 609 00:30:18,520 --> 00:30:20,080 Speaker 1: in your room and I didn't want you to feel 610 00:30:20,120 --> 00:30:21,960 Speaker 1: like we had to stay. He was like, and then 611 00:30:22,000 --> 00:30:23,760 Speaker 1: I was worried that I wasn't chiming in enough, and 612 00:30:23,760 --> 00:30:25,280 Speaker 1: that you guys were gonna think I wasn't funny, And 613 00:30:25,320 --> 00:30:28,240 Speaker 1: I was like, I love how we're like both obsessing 614 00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:31,520 Speaker 1: in our heads and trying to take care of each other. Um. 615 00:30:31,560 --> 00:30:34,479 Speaker 1: But I just loved hearing how much he like enjoyed that, 616 00:30:34,680 --> 00:30:36,880 Speaker 1: because so did I. I think you know, as you 617 00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:39,320 Speaker 1: come up as a comic, if you're trying to do 618 00:30:39,400 --> 00:30:41,840 Speaker 1: comedy and you moved to New York or any any 619 00:30:41,880 --> 00:30:47,200 Speaker 1: city you're in the main booker, whoever that is, whatever 620 00:30:47,320 --> 00:30:50,920 Speaker 1: town you're in, they get a lot of like they 621 00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:53,880 Speaker 1: get a little bit of an ego because they're choosing 622 00:30:53,920 --> 00:30:56,400 Speaker 1: who lives and who dies. They're kind of king job 623 00:30:56,440 --> 00:30:59,160 Speaker 1: freeing it. And you could feel it in the right 624 00:30:59,280 --> 00:31:01,920 Speaker 1: comments like this is who I liked or this is 625 00:31:01,960 --> 00:31:06,400 Speaker 1: who killed and you know that they they know that, 626 00:31:06,520 --> 00:31:10,080 Speaker 1: and you don't feel it. Maybe if you're I don't know, 627 00:31:10,240 --> 00:31:13,560 Speaker 1: I don't feel it, maybe because I'm like connected through you, 628 00:31:13,600 --> 00:31:16,000 Speaker 1: But I honestly feel like you would never feel it 629 00:31:16,040 --> 00:31:18,719 Speaker 1: with him. No, he has no ego. It's almost like 630 00:31:19,080 --> 00:31:23,400 Speaker 1: he should get one. He's yeah, what a loser. No, 631 00:31:23,520 --> 00:31:26,080 Speaker 1: he's like Noah, like he can hang you know, like 632 00:31:26,120 --> 00:31:29,680 Speaker 1: there's he's in he's not a comedian but where he 633 00:31:29,880 --> 00:31:33,000 Speaker 1: was but and it's very very funny, but there's no 634 00:31:33,040 --> 00:31:35,280 Speaker 1: part about him where you're like, this is an outsider 635 00:31:35,520 --> 00:31:38,200 Speaker 1: like in getting into the business so that they can 636 00:31:38,280 --> 00:31:40,000 Speaker 1: just get it on her hands and they didn't earn it, 637 00:31:40,080 --> 00:31:45,480 Speaker 1: like he belongs there. But there's definitely like there's definitely bookers, Yeah, 638 00:31:45,520 --> 00:31:48,840 Speaker 1: but there's definitely bookers that were comedians that that don't 639 00:31:48,880 --> 00:31:51,640 Speaker 1: belong there and that end up like they're just so 640 00:31:51,880 --> 00:31:54,720 Speaker 1: power hungry. It just fucking makes me angry. And if 641 00:31:54,760 --> 00:32:00,720 Speaker 1: you're listening out there, they eventually kind of it found 642 00:32:00,720 --> 00:32:02,160 Speaker 1: out for me and just like in it for the 643 00:32:02,200 --> 00:32:05,720 Speaker 1: wrong reasons. But you know that's there are so many 644 00:32:05,760 --> 00:32:08,960 Speaker 1: people that find weasel ways in to hang out and 645 00:32:09,040 --> 00:32:12,920 Speaker 1: to have I was talking to my manager about how 646 00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:16,520 Speaker 1: some people are so slow, like on calls and like 647 00:32:16,600 --> 00:32:19,880 Speaker 1: we were talking about the other day, like meetings just tedious. 648 00:32:20,720 --> 00:32:22,240 Speaker 1: And I was talking to him about how much I 649 00:32:22,360 --> 00:32:24,720 Speaker 1: value when we talk on the phone because it's just 650 00:32:24,760 --> 00:32:27,040 Speaker 1: like in and out and it's like it's as quick 651 00:32:27,080 --> 00:32:30,640 Speaker 1: as the text exchange for conversations. And I was asking him, 652 00:32:30,640 --> 00:32:32,800 Speaker 1: I'm like, you talked on the phone all day long. 653 00:32:33,520 --> 00:32:36,400 Speaker 1: Do people in this business show business last? If they're 654 00:32:36,400 --> 00:32:39,760 Speaker 1: those long winded people that like have to say hello 655 00:32:39,880 --> 00:32:41,600 Speaker 1: and then tell the start like have all of like 656 00:32:42,040 --> 00:32:47,360 Speaker 1: and just are so like they talk ultimately, don't get business. 657 00:32:47,560 --> 00:32:51,280 Speaker 1: If you talk too long, they go ultimately. I'm thinking, 658 00:32:51,680 --> 00:32:54,240 Speaker 1: it's like, what the funk are you get jumped to? 659 00:32:54,360 --> 00:32:58,760 Speaker 1: It pales ultimately over the details that everyone is very 660 00:32:58,760 --> 00:33:00,959 Speaker 1: clear on. They have to then go over them again. 661 00:33:01,440 --> 00:33:03,400 Speaker 1: It's just like, oh God. But I said, do those 662 00:33:03,400 --> 00:33:05,600 Speaker 1: people last? You do you? Do you see those people 663 00:33:05,640 --> 00:33:09,000 Speaker 1: fall away that are too because this industry is so 664 00:33:09,080 --> 00:33:12,280 Speaker 1: like that? And he said, no, they end up at 665 00:33:12,280 --> 00:33:14,680 Speaker 1: the top because no one can tell them to shut up. 666 00:33:15,360 --> 00:33:17,200 Speaker 1: So they just work their way to the top where 667 00:33:17,240 --> 00:33:19,040 Speaker 1: they can get away with that and no one can 668 00:33:19,080 --> 00:33:21,520 Speaker 1: take it from them. I mean, there's something to speaking 669 00:33:21,600 --> 00:33:26,520 Speaker 1: slowly where I I don't see you going to them. 670 00:33:26,520 --> 00:33:29,160 Speaker 1: But there's a lot of people, including myself, if I'm 671 00:33:29,200 --> 00:33:31,880 Speaker 1: talking to someone and they and I feel like they 672 00:33:31,920 --> 00:33:34,480 Speaker 1: have a little bit of power and they start so 673 00:33:35,160 --> 00:33:38,120 Speaker 1: I'm thinking, and I'd be like, what are you Try 674 00:33:38,160 --> 00:33:40,360 Speaker 1: to start meditating because I'm like, I need to calm 675 00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:42,560 Speaker 1: down and get my heart right down and get on 676 00:33:42,600 --> 00:33:45,480 Speaker 1: their level because they have mine. I've never spoke to 677 00:33:45,520 --> 00:33:48,400 Speaker 1: someone as fast as you, as you think and you speak, 678 00:33:48,840 --> 00:33:51,240 Speaker 1: it took me a while to like catch up. I 679 00:33:51,280 --> 00:33:54,920 Speaker 1: think I'm still catching up. Yeah. Last night, my uh, 680 00:33:55,040 --> 00:33:59,120 Speaker 1: the guy I'm dating was just like you are just 681 00:33:59,440 --> 00:34:02,120 Speaker 1: on a different aren't level in terms of how quickly 682 00:34:02,160 --> 00:34:04,040 Speaker 1: your brain works? Not like it's like he was not. 683 00:34:04,120 --> 00:34:06,360 Speaker 1: I'm not patting myself on the braack like I'm brilliant, 684 00:34:06,360 --> 00:34:11,799 Speaker 1: but like I just move really really fast, and I 685 00:34:11,840 --> 00:34:14,640 Speaker 1: don't realize that other people. I just want other people 686 00:34:14,680 --> 00:34:18,400 Speaker 1: like just just walk faster, you know, like I know 687 00:34:18,480 --> 00:34:21,720 Speaker 1: you can just do it, but some people's brains they can't. 688 00:34:21,960 --> 00:34:24,760 Speaker 1: It's not that they're dumb, they just need a second 689 00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:28,560 Speaker 1: and I don't. I Um, I just learned some things 690 00:34:28,560 --> 00:34:32,160 Speaker 1: about myself last night through talking to the guy I'm 691 00:34:32,239 --> 00:34:35,000 Speaker 1: dating and him bringing some things about my personality to 692 00:34:35,120 --> 00:34:39,960 Speaker 1: light that are not that great that I, you know, 693 00:34:40,160 --> 00:34:42,440 Speaker 1: normally would never want to hear and would want to 694 00:34:42,480 --> 00:34:45,359 Speaker 1: like never read those YouTube comments. But he, you know, 695 00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:46,920 Speaker 1: he behaved in a way that I was like, I 696 00:34:46,920 --> 00:34:48,520 Speaker 1: didn't like how you did this, and he goes, well, 697 00:34:48,520 --> 00:34:52,960 Speaker 1: it was I'm not making excuses, but I can't. It's 698 00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:55,200 Speaker 1: hard to for me to be loving towards you when 699 00:34:55,239 --> 00:34:57,480 Speaker 1: you do this and this and this, And I was like, wait, 700 00:34:57,560 --> 00:35:00,279 Speaker 1: I did do all of those things. And I was like, WHOA, 701 00:35:00,400 --> 00:35:02,200 Speaker 1: I wouldn't want to be loving towards me either, Like 702 00:35:02,280 --> 00:35:04,120 Speaker 1: that's not how I want to talk to you, not 703 00:35:04,160 --> 00:35:06,560 Speaker 1: only you. But he was like, you can't talk to 704 00:35:06,560 --> 00:35:08,600 Speaker 1: me like you talk to people that you that work 705 00:35:08,680 --> 00:35:10,279 Speaker 1: for you. And I was like, I don't want to 706 00:35:10,280 --> 00:35:13,279 Speaker 1: talk to anyone that way, Like I shouldn't be talking 707 00:35:13,280 --> 00:35:16,799 Speaker 1: to people I work for and he goes, maybe you 708 00:35:16,920 --> 00:35:18,440 Speaker 1: have to do He was like, I think you're right. 709 00:35:18,440 --> 00:35:20,200 Speaker 1: You should probably assess the way you talk to people 710 00:35:20,200 --> 00:35:22,120 Speaker 1: and ask for things, because it just sounded like my 711 00:35:22,160 --> 00:35:24,440 Speaker 1: mom being like Aja, get me that, Nick, get me that, 712 00:35:24,719 --> 00:35:26,680 Speaker 1: and it's just like just say please and thank you. 713 00:35:26,680 --> 00:35:28,399 Speaker 1: And I know you've brought it to my attention before, 714 00:35:28,440 --> 00:35:30,560 Speaker 1: but I'm like, oh, you're just being sensitive. But the 715 00:35:30,560 --> 00:35:32,480 Speaker 1: way when he said it and was like, I do 716 00:35:32,640 --> 00:35:34,319 Speaker 1: not like for you to talk to me that way, 717 00:35:34,360 --> 00:35:35,759 Speaker 1: I was like, I don't want to talk to you 718 00:35:35,840 --> 00:35:38,440 Speaker 1: that way or anyone like it just and I go 719 00:35:38,760 --> 00:35:41,000 Speaker 1: and I'm not the type of person that's rude. I don't. 720 00:35:41,280 --> 00:35:44,040 Speaker 1: I'm grateful when people grab me things or get me things, 721 00:35:44,040 --> 00:35:46,719 Speaker 1: And so why am I shouting at people to get 722 00:35:46,760 --> 00:35:50,239 Speaker 1: things like I don't. That's just not who I I 723 00:35:50,239 --> 00:35:52,480 Speaker 1: really don't think that's who I am. So I'm misrepresenting 724 00:35:52,520 --> 00:35:55,160 Speaker 1: myself when because I'll just be like, oh, I want 725 00:35:55,160 --> 00:35:57,200 Speaker 1: that thing, my foot's in the foot massage, Hey can 726 00:35:57,239 --> 00:36:00,359 Speaker 1: you give me that thing? And it's like just say, hey, 727 00:36:00,400 --> 00:36:02,279 Speaker 1: would your mind giving like just the way you can 728 00:36:02,280 --> 00:36:05,640 Speaker 1: say it is, But I just go, fuck tone, I 729 00:36:05,680 --> 00:36:08,560 Speaker 1: want to speed this up, like just I'm I'm up 730 00:36:08,560 --> 00:36:11,080 Speaker 1: to I'm a little bit spectrum me about it. It's like, 731 00:36:11,160 --> 00:36:12,920 Speaker 1: why do I have to change my tone? But now 732 00:36:12,960 --> 00:36:16,680 Speaker 1: I realize I really have to realize I'm not I 733 00:36:16,719 --> 00:36:19,279 Speaker 1: have to be more empathetic. I think that I have 734 00:36:19,360 --> 00:36:21,480 Speaker 1: a grasp on it, and then I get kind of 735 00:36:21,560 --> 00:36:25,040 Speaker 1: hit over the head with seeing myself. I think, what 736 00:36:25,120 --> 00:36:28,880 Speaker 1: happens with you if I could just like I think, 737 00:36:29,600 --> 00:36:33,319 Speaker 1: whenever you like do something where like you're the star 738 00:36:33,400 --> 00:36:36,839 Speaker 1: of the show, like where it's like outsiders that are 739 00:36:36,920 --> 00:36:40,239 Speaker 1: like literally they'll they'll do whatever you want. I mean essentially, 740 00:36:40,280 --> 00:36:43,360 Speaker 1: like I'm not saying that that's a like like you 741 00:36:43,440 --> 00:36:46,239 Speaker 1: take advantage of it, but like like like f Boy 742 00:36:46,320 --> 00:36:49,319 Speaker 1: Island or something where like you're the star, like it's 743 00:36:49,320 --> 00:36:52,080 Speaker 1: hard to I'm sure it's hard with you to go 744 00:36:52,200 --> 00:36:55,439 Speaker 1: from that to just regular life. And I'm not saying 745 00:36:55,440 --> 00:36:57,239 Speaker 1: that it's a bad like I get it, like I 746 00:36:57,280 --> 00:37:01,879 Speaker 1: empathize with it, Like I can't imagine like being like 747 00:37:02,040 --> 00:37:03,880 Speaker 1: what do you need? What do you want? What do 748 00:37:03,920 --> 00:37:05,839 Speaker 1: you need? And then going to life and being like, 749 00:37:06,360 --> 00:37:07,960 Speaker 1: oh no, I'm not gonna get you that ship, you 750 00:37:07,960 --> 00:37:09,520 Speaker 1: know what I mean, And then you're gonna be like wait, 751 00:37:09,800 --> 00:37:13,239 Speaker 1: like it probably takes a few days to be like okay. 752 00:37:13,320 --> 00:37:15,279 Speaker 1: And I'm not saying it's a bad thing, but it 753 00:37:15,440 --> 00:37:18,759 Speaker 1: just that would make sense to me. Yes, I and 754 00:37:18,800 --> 00:37:22,200 Speaker 1: I think that I do that. I have trouble um 755 00:37:22,400 --> 00:37:25,279 Speaker 1: vascillating between those two worlds where people are their job 756 00:37:25,360 --> 00:37:27,319 Speaker 1: is to just grab things for me and get them 757 00:37:27,400 --> 00:37:29,080 Speaker 1: so that I don't have to walk across the room 758 00:37:29,200 --> 00:37:31,000 Speaker 1: literally because I have to be in a chair getting 759 00:37:31,000 --> 00:37:34,000 Speaker 1: may makeup done or whatever is. You have to be yes, 760 00:37:34,120 --> 00:37:38,320 Speaker 1: And I get it, you know, ask and and and 761 00:37:38,320 --> 00:37:40,920 Speaker 1: and like when when it comes between you and me 762 00:37:41,000 --> 00:37:44,200 Speaker 1: and like you doing things for me, Like it's a 763 00:37:44,200 --> 00:37:46,080 Speaker 1: blurred line of like, Okay, are you being paid for this? 764 00:37:46,120 --> 00:37:47,680 Speaker 1: Are you just doing this out of kindness? And I 765 00:37:47,719 --> 00:37:50,759 Speaker 1: think that sometimes I think that you were just going 766 00:37:50,800 --> 00:37:53,799 Speaker 1: to do something out of kindness and you're thinking that 767 00:37:53,840 --> 00:37:57,239 Speaker 1: you're being bossed around by someone who you're like, I'm 768 00:37:57,280 --> 00:37:59,200 Speaker 1: not on the clock. But it's like, but when you're 769 00:37:59,200 --> 00:38:00,840 Speaker 1: off the clock, I just want you to do something 770 00:38:00,920 --> 00:38:02,839 Speaker 1: out of kindness, and you're like, well, when I'm off 771 00:38:02,840 --> 00:38:04,279 Speaker 1: the clock, I don't want to do anything for you 772 00:38:04,320 --> 00:38:06,040 Speaker 1: because when I'm on the clock, so I'm not gonna 773 00:38:06,040 --> 00:38:08,680 Speaker 1: do things for my boss out of kindness. And that's 774 00:38:08,719 --> 00:38:12,120 Speaker 1: where I get like, Okay, I can't have my friends 775 00:38:12,160 --> 00:38:14,200 Speaker 1: work for me then, because I want my friends to 776 00:38:14,320 --> 00:38:16,920 Speaker 1: be doing friendly things for me without me having to 777 00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:21,360 Speaker 1: go like please, like I I have to, I have 778 00:38:21,400 --> 00:38:23,520 Speaker 1: to give all these reasons why I can't. Now, will 779 00:38:23,520 --> 00:38:25,520 Speaker 1: you do it? As opposed to like this would really 780 00:38:25,520 --> 00:38:28,359 Speaker 1: make my life easy? Can you do this? Or like 781 00:38:28,800 --> 00:38:31,319 Speaker 1: you know that. That's where it gets blored, is like 782 00:38:32,160 --> 00:38:34,040 Speaker 1: I'm sure when you're off the clock, you don't want 783 00:38:34,040 --> 00:38:36,719 Speaker 1: to take out an order from me, but sometimes as 784 00:38:36,760 --> 00:38:39,080 Speaker 1: your roommate, I need you to fulfill an order because 785 00:38:39,120 --> 00:38:42,160 Speaker 1: my day has no room for me to like get 786 00:38:42,239 --> 00:38:44,560 Speaker 1: something that I need to get or something, and I 787 00:38:44,600 --> 00:38:46,680 Speaker 1: know your day does and and I want to be 788 00:38:46,719 --> 00:38:48,680 Speaker 1: able to do those things for you too, because that's 789 00:38:48,719 --> 00:38:51,040 Speaker 1: what friends do. I know. I think we always just 790 00:38:51,120 --> 00:38:54,120 Speaker 1: keep circling back to the same kind of thing, and 791 00:38:54,160 --> 00:38:57,719 Speaker 1: I think we have a better grasp on it with 792 00:38:58,080 --> 00:39:02,040 Speaker 1: like where each other's coming from with that stuff. Um, 793 00:39:02,480 --> 00:39:06,520 Speaker 1: I think you know obviously yesterday was, but like my 794 00:39:06,680 --> 00:39:10,719 Speaker 1: thing is is like if if I'm not working for you, 795 00:39:10,760 --> 00:39:13,319 Speaker 1: and let's say my day is open in your eyes, right, 796 00:39:13,800 --> 00:39:16,960 Speaker 1: that's still my day, right, So my time is just 797 00:39:17,040 --> 00:39:19,879 Speaker 1: as important as your time. You're choosing to work, you're 798 00:39:19,960 --> 00:39:23,719 Speaker 1: choosing to go to these things, that's your time. My time. 799 00:39:23,800 --> 00:39:26,880 Speaker 1: This is important even if just drop my choice. Sometimes 800 00:39:26,960 --> 00:39:29,160 Speaker 1: all the things that I'm ount in my day, I 801 00:39:29,200 --> 00:39:31,759 Speaker 1: literally don't have even a minute to feed myself to 802 00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:35,440 Speaker 1: do that while I'm driving to It's not though, because 803 00:39:35,440 --> 00:39:38,239 Speaker 1: there are people, there's money and productions. It all lines up. 804 00:39:38,239 --> 00:39:39,879 Speaker 1: So it's a day like it would be the same 805 00:39:39,920 --> 00:39:43,160 Speaker 1: as if you you know, you having a mom who 806 00:39:43,239 --> 00:39:44,640 Speaker 1: might be sick and you have to go visit her. 807 00:39:44,800 --> 00:39:46,839 Speaker 1: Is well, it's your choice. You have a mom. Like 808 00:39:46,920 --> 00:39:50,160 Speaker 1: I have a job. Sometimes I agree to a job 809 00:39:50,239 --> 00:39:52,120 Speaker 1: not knowing that all of the jobs are gonna I 810 00:39:52,160 --> 00:39:54,359 Speaker 1: can't see the future that much. Where a day where 811 00:39:54,360 --> 00:39:56,560 Speaker 1: I've literally no time to go to the grocery store 812 00:39:56,840 --> 00:39:59,200 Speaker 1: and I and I desperately want an order to be 813 00:39:59,280 --> 00:40:02,440 Speaker 1: picked up and I need food in my house, that 814 00:40:02,640 --> 00:40:04,520 Speaker 1: is the kind of that's not me being like I 815 00:40:04,640 --> 00:40:07,120 Speaker 1: just feel like I need a frame from Target and 816 00:40:07,239 --> 00:40:08,880 Speaker 1: or you're not doing anything today, get me a frame. 817 00:40:08,920 --> 00:40:11,400 Speaker 1: It's like, this is a necessity and I truly have 818 00:40:11,560 --> 00:40:16,120 Speaker 1: not a single window to do it. Could you do it? Yes? Yes? 819 00:40:16,640 --> 00:40:21,560 Speaker 1: My thing is is that, like I if I look 820 00:40:21,600 --> 00:40:24,840 Speaker 1: back at our friendship and when you've asked me to 821 00:40:24,880 --> 00:40:29,200 Speaker 1: do something, even off the clock, I think I've rarely 822 00:40:29,440 --> 00:40:32,200 Speaker 1: I I can't even remember a time I've ever flat 823 00:40:32,200 --> 00:40:35,520 Speaker 1: out said no to you. So my thing is is 824 00:40:35,560 --> 00:40:39,080 Speaker 1: that because if I do say no, I feel like 825 00:40:39,160 --> 00:40:41,759 Speaker 1: you're gonna go, well you have in your mind, You're 826 00:40:41,760 --> 00:40:45,080 Speaker 1: gonna start thinking, well, you have this open today. I 827 00:40:45,160 --> 00:40:49,319 Speaker 1: have work you don't have, So me's even thinking of 828 00:40:49,360 --> 00:40:52,600 Speaker 1: saying no. I'm thinking, okay, Well, now if I say no, 829 00:40:52,719 --> 00:40:57,759 Speaker 1: she's gonna judge me and be upset because she assumes 830 00:40:57,800 --> 00:41:00,719 Speaker 1: that I have a free day or whatever. So then 831 00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:04,360 Speaker 1: I'm in a position where I can't. I don't feel 832 00:41:04,360 --> 00:41:08,360 Speaker 1: comfortable saying no because I don't want to feel the 833 00:41:08,440 --> 00:41:10,759 Speaker 1: anger from you. But if you say no, I would 834 00:41:10,800 --> 00:41:14,560 Speaker 1: just say, like if you said I can't today, I'd say, 835 00:41:16,560 --> 00:41:18,480 Speaker 1: I literally have note, and then that would open up 836 00:41:18,480 --> 00:41:20,600 Speaker 1: a discussion of why can't you? I know, but I 837 00:41:20,600 --> 00:41:22,719 Speaker 1: don't even want I don't even want to have to 838 00:41:22,760 --> 00:41:26,000 Speaker 1: answer that. That's the difference, like like I don't think 839 00:41:26,000 --> 00:41:29,120 Speaker 1: you understand, Like I don't think you understand helping friends 840 00:41:29,280 --> 00:41:32,080 Speaker 1: when there's nothing in it for you. But that's that's 841 00:41:33,040 --> 00:41:34,840 Speaker 1: that's what I don't think you understand. That's kind of 842 00:41:35,160 --> 00:41:39,239 Speaker 1: that's before we even before you even asked me to 843 00:41:39,280 --> 00:41:43,080 Speaker 1: do anything. I walk Luigi, I got Starbucks, and I 844 00:41:43,120 --> 00:41:46,640 Speaker 1: got Zevia for us yesterday. The Zevia thing you got 845 00:41:46,640 --> 00:41:48,000 Speaker 1: on your own. I didn't ask that, and I was 846 00:41:48,360 --> 00:41:51,560 Speaker 1: appreciative of it, but that was yours too, And I 847 00:41:51,600 --> 00:41:54,080 Speaker 1: asked you to walk Luigi for me, and I said please, 848 00:41:54,160 --> 00:41:57,239 Speaker 1: I'm so sorry you don't have time and I and 849 00:41:57,280 --> 00:41:58,800 Speaker 1: I bought my own service. You picked it up, and 850 00:41:58,840 --> 00:42:01,760 Speaker 1: I appreciate that, but I bet I get you Starbucks 851 00:42:01,960 --> 00:42:03,799 Speaker 1: I've spent if I ended up all the money I've 852 00:42:03,800 --> 00:42:06,480 Speaker 1: spent on Starbucks, I'm not comparing it, but it's truly Andrew, 853 00:42:06,600 --> 00:42:09,600 Speaker 1: like I I think of you when you don't ask 854 00:42:09,640 --> 00:42:11,279 Speaker 1: me to think of you and think of what could 855 00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:13,879 Speaker 1: make his life better and easier, what could nurture him 856 00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:16,239 Speaker 1: and make him feel good when you don't ask for it. 857 00:42:16,280 --> 00:42:19,600 Speaker 1: And I don't feel that from you as much. And 858 00:42:19,640 --> 00:42:22,480 Speaker 1: so when I have something that I'm just like, God, 859 00:42:22,480 --> 00:42:23,839 Speaker 1: I don't want to ask him to do this, I 860 00:42:23,880 --> 00:42:25,640 Speaker 1: really don't, and I do it, and it's met with 861 00:42:25,719 --> 00:42:28,319 Speaker 1: I guess. And it's just it's not even going to 862 00:42:28,360 --> 00:42:30,600 Speaker 1: the grocery store and going through the aisles. It's picking 863 00:42:30,640 --> 00:42:33,759 Speaker 1: up bags that would be pre already loaded and you 864 00:42:33,840 --> 00:42:35,319 Speaker 1: just have to go in and get the bags and 865 00:42:35,320 --> 00:42:38,240 Speaker 1: bring them to your car. And I would be so grateful. 866 00:42:39,160 --> 00:42:42,880 Speaker 1: You saying I guess is like just not, I just 867 00:42:42,920 --> 00:42:45,239 Speaker 1: don't feel like that. I I okay, I hear you, 868 00:42:45,320 --> 00:42:47,440 Speaker 1: but I just feel like when you say that, I 869 00:42:47,440 --> 00:42:50,920 Speaker 1: don't think of you, or if I don't do things 870 00:42:51,000 --> 00:42:54,040 Speaker 1: for you, and that's like a blanket statement that just 871 00:42:54,200 --> 00:42:58,319 Speaker 1: like it just when I can literally like go through 872 00:42:58,600 --> 00:43:01,080 Speaker 1: like I don't, it's like on a pissing contest, but 873 00:43:01,120 --> 00:43:04,760 Speaker 1: it's like I feel like you do. I know you 874 00:43:03,600 --> 00:43:06,840 Speaker 1: do for me all the time. The other day you 875 00:43:06,920 --> 00:43:09,759 Speaker 1: offered to go over my set for that Bruce Springsteen show. 876 00:43:09,760 --> 00:43:10,960 Speaker 1: You were like, you can send me it and I'll 877 00:43:10,960 --> 00:43:12,799 Speaker 1: help you with it. That was something I didn't ask 878 00:43:12,840 --> 00:43:15,480 Speaker 1: for that you offered. That was just going to take 879 00:43:15,520 --> 00:43:18,440 Speaker 1: your time and was only for me. That I can 880 00:43:18,560 --> 00:43:20,759 Speaker 1: think of examples like that. But yesterday with the groceries, 881 00:43:20,800 --> 00:43:27,000 Speaker 1: I just I was just like I have ever said no. 882 00:43:27,320 --> 00:43:28,719 Speaker 1: But the thing is you should be able to say 883 00:43:28,719 --> 00:43:31,279 Speaker 1: no to me. It's just in those moments. I but 884 00:43:31,360 --> 00:43:33,640 Speaker 1: do you understand like why I can't because you say 885 00:43:33,640 --> 00:43:35,440 Speaker 1: to me that I don't think of you and I 886 00:43:35,440 --> 00:43:37,520 Speaker 1: don't do things for you. That's what you just said. 887 00:43:37,719 --> 00:43:39,600 Speaker 1: But you're allowed to say no to me, it's just 888 00:43:40,160 --> 00:43:42,719 Speaker 1: and I'm allowed to say, listen, I know that you 889 00:43:42,760 --> 00:43:44,840 Speaker 1: don't want to do this today. I really need you 890 00:43:45,160 --> 00:43:49,839 Speaker 1: please and have that discourse instead of I guess how 891 00:43:49,840 --> 00:43:52,080 Speaker 1: many times have I done. I guess like that yesterday. 892 00:43:52,239 --> 00:43:54,320 Speaker 1: I know, but that's one time out of a million 893 00:43:54,680 --> 00:43:58,200 Speaker 1: times you've asked me to do something. That's the first time. 894 00:43:58,239 --> 00:44:00,160 Speaker 1: But it was but it was just that was just 895 00:44:00,200 --> 00:44:05,120 Speaker 1: talking about that isolated it. But then you go, what 896 00:44:05,160 --> 00:44:08,600 Speaker 1: do you mean. I guess that's what you said, because 897 00:44:08,600 --> 00:44:10,720 Speaker 1: I was like, what do you mean? I guess it's 898 00:44:10,760 --> 00:44:13,200 Speaker 1: like both of you, both of you are asking kind 899 00:44:13,200 --> 00:44:16,440 Speaker 1: of the same thing when it comes to tone. You 900 00:44:16,480 --> 00:44:19,480 Speaker 1: know what I mean. I mean, yeah, it is. I 901 00:44:19,600 --> 00:44:23,160 Speaker 1: just tone is everything. I'm just like struggling with being 902 00:44:23,560 --> 00:44:26,359 Speaker 1: seen as a boss or a friend and having like 903 00:44:27,000 --> 00:44:31,080 Speaker 1: those that that I'm just thinking, now, Oh, people are 904 00:44:31,120 --> 00:44:33,560 Speaker 1: only nice to me because I pay them, and they 905 00:44:33,600 --> 00:44:35,479 Speaker 1: don't do anything for me unless they're on the clock, 906 00:44:35,520 --> 00:44:37,840 Speaker 1: and they don't even and they are they roll their 907 00:44:37,840 --> 00:44:39,560 Speaker 1: eyes and resented if they're off the clock to do 908 00:44:39,640 --> 00:44:41,719 Speaker 1: something nice for me, And so all the nice things 909 00:44:41,760 --> 00:44:43,920 Speaker 1: you do for me, I'm like, oh wait, I like 910 00:44:43,960 --> 00:44:46,319 Speaker 1: have a momento moment where I go back and I 911 00:44:46,360 --> 00:44:48,319 Speaker 1: see all the times, all of our good times, and 912 00:44:48,320 --> 00:44:51,359 Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, he's just doing that because I pay 913 00:44:51,440 --> 00:44:54,920 Speaker 1: him and I've given him affordab him opportunities and the 914 00:44:55,000 --> 00:44:57,040 Speaker 1: day he has a free day where he can sacrifice 915 00:44:57,040 --> 00:44:58,640 Speaker 1: some of his free time to make my day a 916 00:44:58,640 --> 00:45:01,560 Speaker 1: little better and I'm going to pay him for it. 917 00:45:01,560 --> 00:45:04,880 Speaker 1: It's just is it's it's I guess, and it's like 918 00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:08,279 Speaker 1: I don't know how. But my point is is that, yeah, 919 00:45:09,120 --> 00:45:11,799 Speaker 1: you it's just hard because I feel like I think 920 00:45:11,840 --> 00:45:15,120 Speaker 1: you stop asking for things from you and get an assistant. 921 00:45:15,440 --> 00:45:20,120 Speaker 1: First I did that and then she she didn't do anything. Yeah, 922 00:45:20,160 --> 00:45:22,640 Speaker 1: she wasn't able to do it. Um, but I just 923 00:45:22,719 --> 00:45:26,120 Speaker 1: need to do that and like not ask things from 924 00:45:26,120 --> 00:45:28,800 Speaker 1: you that you can't give me, give me support in 925 00:45:28,880 --> 00:45:31,239 Speaker 1: ways that other people don't like. I think it's just 926 00:45:31,320 --> 00:45:37,640 Speaker 1: an issue of wanting someone to be like to to 927 00:45:38,280 --> 00:45:40,080 Speaker 1: you know, well I do that, so you should do that. 928 00:45:40,120 --> 00:45:41,919 Speaker 1: And it's like we don't operate. We don't. I'll show 929 00:45:41,920 --> 00:45:44,520 Speaker 1: our love and our friendship in the same way and 930 00:45:44,560 --> 00:45:46,440 Speaker 1: that I have friends who would do that for me. 931 00:45:46,640 --> 00:45:49,120 Speaker 1: But it doesn't mean you have to. But I feel 932 00:45:49,120 --> 00:45:50,880 Speaker 1: like I do a lot of things like that. But 933 00:45:50,920 --> 00:45:53,160 Speaker 1: I think it's because I pay you know, you don't 934 00:45:53,520 --> 00:45:57,239 Speaker 1: how many times I don't think I'm like that dude. 935 00:45:57,280 --> 00:45:59,080 Speaker 1: That's like I don't. I mean, if that's how you 936 00:45:59,160 --> 00:46:01,439 Speaker 1: view it, that's like I don't know what to say. 937 00:46:01,560 --> 00:46:04,120 Speaker 1: I mean, you don't even realize it's why. What ultimately 938 00:46:05,120 --> 00:46:09,480 Speaker 1: you're looking for and maybe something for you to focus 939 00:46:09,520 --> 00:46:12,480 Speaker 1: on when all these jobs and stuff are done, is 940 00:46:12,680 --> 00:46:17,960 Speaker 1: partnership is just a good who Well, that's where I 941 00:46:18,000 --> 00:46:20,760 Speaker 1: thought roommates are that are sharing a refrigerator and food, 942 00:46:21,000 --> 00:46:23,440 Speaker 1: and that was the groceries to me, was a thing 943 00:46:23,520 --> 00:46:28,799 Speaker 1: that roommates tackled together. Um and but it's not. And 944 00:46:29,000 --> 00:46:32,160 Speaker 1: that's why I think we just I've decided yesterday like 945 00:46:32,480 --> 00:46:35,200 Speaker 1: separate groceries, never gonna get something for you again. And 946 00:46:35,239 --> 00:46:37,160 Speaker 1: I'm not saying that like I'm not doing anything, Like 947 00:46:37,440 --> 00:46:39,719 Speaker 1: I don't need to think about your food needs. You've 948 00:46:39,719 --> 00:46:42,239 Speaker 1: already asked me not to. I you stay out of 949 00:46:42,280 --> 00:46:43,880 Speaker 1: my food, I stay to yours. I don't need to 950 00:46:43,880 --> 00:46:45,839 Speaker 1: get you things at the grocery store unless you ask 951 00:46:45,920 --> 00:46:47,360 Speaker 1: for them. You don't need to get me things at 952 00:46:47,400 --> 00:46:49,600 Speaker 1: the grocery store unless I ask for them. And that 953 00:46:49,760 --> 00:46:53,200 Speaker 1: is the way it goes. So there's not this like imbalance. Yeah, 954 00:46:53,239 --> 00:46:55,560 Speaker 1: I'm I'm with that. I mean, that's fine with me. 955 00:46:55,920 --> 00:46:57,759 Speaker 1: And I got a label maker. So I'm gonna put 956 00:46:57,760 --> 00:47:01,799 Speaker 1: it to good use. You're gonna label Yeah, I will. 957 00:47:02,160 --> 00:47:11,200 Speaker 1: Let's get to the news. I think, sorry for both 958 00:47:11,200 --> 00:47:16,400 Speaker 1: of us. I guess whatever, I'm sorry. What do you 959 00:47:16,440 --> 00:47:24,399 Speaker 1: mean you guess I'm sorry. I'm sorry, dude, I don't 960 00:47:24,440 --> 00:47:27,520 Speaker 1: have my own. Um, okay, I hope you're having all 961 00:47:27,520 --> 00:47:31,080 Speaker 1: the swells out there. And uh, today's Wednesday. You know 962 00:47:31,080 --> 00:47:35,960 Speaker 1: what that means, Nick, It's Thursday. No, it's Wednesday. Damn it. 963 00:47:36,000 --> 00:47:39,279 Speaker 1: I always I almost got it, alright. Student athletes from 964 00:47:39,320 --> 00:47:44,520 Speaker 1: Cambridge University compiled a racy calendar where they pose naked 965 00:47:44,560 --> 00:47:48,480 Speaker 1: to raise money for health awareness. So these people that 966 00:47:48,480 --> 00:47:51,040 Speaker 1: are athletes at Cambridge, which I think is a pretty Yeah, 967 00:47:51,040 --> 00:47:54,520 Speaker 1: that's a that's one of those Ivy Oxford kind of thing. Yeah, 968 00:47:54,520 --> 00:47:59,120 Speaker 1: that's Oxford, Harvard, Cambridge, Yale. I mean, here's the thing 969 00:47:59,239 --> 00:48:01,799 Speaker 1: a little bit right. You're an athlete, you've got a 970 00:48:01,840 --> 00:48:04,319 Speaker 1: great body, you want to show it off, and then 971 00:48:04,360 --> 00:48:06,120 Speaker 1: you go, hey, this is for charity, which is a 972 00:48:06,120 --> 00:48:09,279 Speaker 1: bigger cause. I don't want to hate it. I don't 973 00:48:09,280 --> 00:48:13,719 Speaker 1: hate it. Anything that anything charitable. If you're naked for it, good. 974 00:48:13,760 --> 00:48:16,600 Speaker 1: If you're not, fine, like we can look at this 975 00:48:16,640 --> 00:48:18,680 Speaker 1: stuff all day long and go, oh, it's just people, 976 00:48:18,960 --> 00:48:21,600 Speaker 1: you know, me performing with Bruce Springsteen and John Stewart. 977 00:48:21,880 --> 00:48:24,160 Speaker 1: Every I'm on this red carpet and I keep getting asked, 978 00:48:24,520 --> 00:48:27,000 Speaker 1: what why is tonight so important for you? Because it's 979 00:48:27,040 --> 00:48:30,040 Speaker 1: it's an event for the troops, for veterans, injured veterans 980 00:48:30,040 --> 00:48:32,680 Speaker 1: and their families. I had did I did? You know? 981 00:48:32,719 --> 00:48:34,640 Speaker 1: I had to actually dig deep and go why is 982 00:48:34,680 --> 00:48:37,200 Speaker 1: this important to be other than this lineup is insane? 983 00:48:37,200 --> 00:48:40,080 Speaker 1: And I wanted to be here and get wasted by 984 00:48:40,560 --> 00:48:43,680 Speaker 1: h Bruce Springsteen, which is what my brother in law 985 00:48:43,760 --> 00:48:46,279 Speaker 1: calls when a guy grabs your waist. He's like, I 986 00:48:46,320 --> 00:48:48,879 Speaker 1: saw you get wasted by Bruce, And I'm like, that's 987 00:48:48,960 --> 00:48:51,359 Speaker 1: so funny. W A I S T E D. So 988 00:48:51,400 --> 00:48:54,080 Speaker 1: steal that and use that get waste. I got wasted 989 00:48:54,080 --> 00:48:56,680 Speaker 1: by Bruce Springsteen. And you know, I could say all 990 00:48:56,760 --> 00:48:58,960 Speaker 1: day I do this, because I really I took I 991 00:48:59,000 --> 00:49:00,719 Speaker 1: took a flight to New York's City on my day 992 00:49:00,800 --> 00:49:03,840 Speaker 1: off and uh flew here and add hair and makeup, 993 00:49:03,880 --> 00:49:08,720 Speaker 1: done all this stuff so I could perform for the veterans. Yeah, 994 00:49:08,960 --> 00:49:13,040 Speaker 1: I'm glad it's a good cause, but like whatever, But 995 00:49:13,040 --> 00:49:16,000 Speaker 1: but but great, that's that's the type of the event 996 00:49:16,080 --> 00:49:18,480 Speaker 1: that they throw to get big comedians, that will get 997 00:49:18,480 --> 00:49:20,759 Speaker 1: big donors to show up and donate money. So whether 998 00:49:20,840 --> 00:49:22,480 Speaker 1: or not I'm doing it for the right reasons, which 999 00:49:22,520 --> 00:49:25,359 Speaker 1: I did end up really thinking about it and being like, oh, 1000 00:49:25,400 --> 00:49:27,400 Speaker 1: this foundation is fucking awesome. This is going to make 1001 00:49:27,440 --> 00:49:31,160 Speaker 1: me think more charitably and be in that mind. But whatever, 1002 00:49:31,320 --> 00:49:34,640 Speaker 1: my reason for being there was so what I didn't 1003 00:49:34,680 --> 00:49:38,760 Speaker 1: get paid. I was there giving something that earned money 1004 00:49:38,800 --> 00:49:41,279 Speaker 1: for veterans and their families. If you were doing something 1005 00:49:41,320 --> 00:49:44,680 Speaker 1: for charity like these college kids are, it's basically all 1006 00:49:44,680 --> 00:49:47,920 Speaker 1: the athletes stripped down naked and they pose for this 1007 00:49:48,000 --> 00:49:50,480 Speaker 1: calendar together. If you have to do something where you 1008 00:49:50,520 --> 00:49:54,759 Speaker 1: and Andrew, let's say, had to strip down naked, the 1009 00:49:54,760 --> 00:49:56,840 Speaker 1: thing is, no one makes you if you have to, 1010 00:49:57,239 --> 00:50:00,839 Speaker 1: that's a different story. But this is the idea, you know, 1011 00:50:00,880 --> 00:50:02,839 Speaker 1: Like if Andrew and I put out a calendar where 1012 00:50:02,840 --> 00:50:06,080 Speaker 1: we're naked calendar and it's all for charity, or I 1013 00:50:06,080 --> 00:50:07,960 Speaker 1: did an I was thinking of doing an only fans 1014 00:50:08,280 --> 00:50:12,200 Speaker 1: with feats or whatever, or just like hot pictures or 1015 00:50:12,239 --> 00:50:17,360 Speaker 1: like tippics whatever, and donating all the money people could 1016 00:50:17,440 --> 00:50:19,960 Speaker 1: still say I'm just doing it for the attention. I 1017 00:50:19,960 --> 00:50:22,239 Speaker 1: don't need the money. But is that does that mean 1018 00:50:22,280 --> 00:50:25,480 Speaker 1: it's not good if you make it artsy, it's different. 1019 00:50:25,600 --> 00:50:30,880 Speaker 1: What about FARTSI even better smelly? No, but you know 1020 00:50:30,920 --> 00:50:33,600 Speaker 1: what I mean, Like, like there's something about like if 1021 00:50:33,640 --> 00:50:36,719 Speaker 1: you pose like this, if you're naked and there's just 1022 00:50:36,800 --> 00:50:40,640 Speaker 1: a little kit the picture, then it's suddenly art. And 1023 00:50:40,680 --> 00:50:43,880 Speaker 1: if you do it yeah, so if you did it selfe. 1024 00:50:44,160 --> 00:50:45,799 Speaker 1: So if you didn't do it on only fans, right, 1025 00:50:45,880 --> 00:50:48,520 Speaker 1: you set up your own charity page, you go here, 1026 00:50:48,680 --> 00:50:52,279 Speaker 1: I'm not doing only fans. I'm doing this very artistic. 1027 00:50:52,360 --> 00:50:55,440 Speaker 1: You get a very good photographer, but you show your tits, 1028 00:50:55,840 --> 00:50:58,040 Speaker 1: but they're like maybe they're covered in like a little 1029 00:50:58,040 --> 00:51:01,799 Speaker 1: bit of paint or something like the dog tags on 1030 00:51:01,840 --> 00:51:04,879 Speaker 1: my nipples veterans. Yeah, and you're getting well or yeah, 1031 00:51:04,920 --> 00:51:07,960 Speaker 1: or you're giving money to dogs that needs to be 1032 00:51:08,040 --> 00:51:11,319 Speaker 1: tagged or or whatever whatever it is. But you just 1033 00:51:11,400 --> 00:51:15,520 Speaker 1: make it a little classy. People will still call you out. 1034 00:51:15,560 --> 00:51:18,319 Speaker 1: People still say it's like you, I wouldn't do it 1035 00:51:18,400 --> 00:51:21,040 Speaker 1: just because it would make People would say Nikki just 1036 00:51:21,080 --> 00:51:24,040 Speaker 1: thinks she's hot and wants to like show off. I'd 1037 00:51:24,160 --> 00:51:26,440 Speaker 1: rather just do it and like what I gotta have 1038 00:51:26,600 --> 00:51:28,279 Speaker 1: to do? You know I used to do a joke 1039 00:51:28,320 --> 00:51:30,319 Speaker 1: about it. I should bring it back about Peter. When 1040 00:51:30,320 --> 00:51:32,120 Speaker 1: they asked me to do they wrote me, and we're like, 1041 00:51:32,520 --> 00:51:35,320 Speaker 1: I've always wanted Peter to acknowledge that I'm a vegan 1042 00:51:35,400 --> 00:51:40,279 Speaker 1: and like animal rights champion and that sounds like I 1043 00:51:40,320 --> 00:51:42,680 Speaker 1: have won something, But I just a champion animal rights. 1044 00:51:42,719 --> 00:51:46,080 Speaker 1: It's more of a verb than a noun. But um, 1045 00:51:46,120 --> 00:51:48,879 Speaker 1: but the fact that or I guess adjective if I'm 1046 00:51:48,920 --> 00:51:51,759 Speaker 1: a champion, but I don't know anymore. But anyway, um, 1047 00:51:52,360 --> 00:51:55,480 Speaker 1: I guess it's a noun. So um. When they asked me, 1048 00:51:55,520 --> 00:51:56,719 Speaker 1: I thought I was going to get to do one 1049 00:51:56,719 --> 00:51:59,000 Speaker 1: of those I wouldn't. I'd rather go naked than wear 1050 00:51:59,040 --> 00:52:00,919 Speaker 1: fur where you get to put with your tits out 1051 00:52:01,520 --> 00:52:03,920 Speaker 1: and and it's for the animals. I don't really want to, 1052 00:52:04,000 --> 00:52:06,040 Speaker 1: but this is like a campaign, like you have to 1053 00:52:06,120 --> 00:52:09,280 Speaker 1: do this. And instead they asked me if I wanted 1054 00:52:09,320 --> 00:52:12,440 Speaker 1: to do dress as a sheep where sheep costume like 1055 00:52:12,480 --> 00:52:18,840 Speaker 1: a big baggy sheep, a disheveled, grumpy sheep, and say, um, 1056 00:52:18,880 --> 00:52:21,640 Speaker 1: you know, don't you know your wool coat uses. It 1057 00:52:21,760 --> 00:52:24,680 Speaker 1: hurts me and I'm just like a bloody kind of 1058 00:52:25,239 --> 00:52:28,440 Speaker 1: disgruntled old sheep. And I literally when I got the email, 1059 00:52:28,520 --> 00:52:31,400 Speaker 1: was like here it comes ready, Like I started like 1060 00:52:31,440 --> 00:52:35,520 Speaker 1: sucking in and kind of sitting up straight and find 1061 00:52:35,560 --> 00:52:38,920 Speaker 1: the email. It's so upsetting. It reminds me of like 1062 00:52:38,960 --> 00:52:41,560 Speaker 1: when a hot reality guy asked you to do a 1063 00:52:41,600 --> 00:52:44,680 Speaker 1: podcast instead of fucking it gets the same kind. So 1064 00:52:44,840 --> 00:52:47,600 Speaker 1: many times this happens to me where I get asked 1065 00:52:47,680 --> 00:52:49,759 Speaker 1: where I think it's going to be. Something like when 1066 00:52:50,040 --> 00:52:52,480 Speaker 1: Gloves of Tanko I went to that I Heart Awards 1067 00:52:52,480 --> 00:52:56,239 Speaker 1: with him and he was like, Nikki, you know Atten 1068 00:52:56,520 --> 00:53:00,120 Speaker 1: was Stars coming back September. I was like yeah, and 1069 00:53:00,160 --> 00:53:04,040 Speaker 1: He's like, um, you know, uh, I talked to Uh. 1070 00:53:04,800 --> 00:53:06,880 Speaker 1: I talked what's her name? I talked to the booker 1071 00:53:07,160 --> 00:53:10,560 Speaker 1: of Dancing with Stars. You know what Nicky? You know 1072 00:53:10,719 --> 00:53:12,520 Speaker 1: she said she because I said, I told I told 1073 00:53:12,520 --> 00:53:15,359 Speaker 1: her I Dina, I'm going to I heard a words 1074 00:53:15,360 --> 00:53:17,719 Speaker 1: with Nikki Glazer and you know, she said to me, 1075 00:53:17,800 --> 00:53:20,759 Speaker 1: she said, you know, thinking about this next season you 1076 00:53:20,840 --> 00:53:23,839 Speaker 1: and Nikki. And I was like, what, no way, because 1077 00:53:24,000 --> 00:53:25,759 Speaker 1: Glove knows I want to go back. I go no way. 1078 00:53:25,760 --> 00:53:28,560 Speaker 1: He goes yes, Nikky, yes, and I was like shut 1079 00:53:28,880 --> 00:53:30,920 Speaker 1: up and he was like you. She said, you and 1080 00:53:31,000 --> 00:53:33,960 Speaker 1: Nikki look for your next partner at the wards. Maybe 1081 00:53:33,960 --> 00:53:40,040 Speaker 1: you find her. I I aged like seven years in 1082 00:53:40,080 --> 00:53:41,600 Speaker 1: that sense at by the end of that sent can 1083 00:53:41,600 --> 00:53:43,320 Speaker 1: I ask a question if you went back on Dancing 1084 00:53:43,360 --> 00:53:46,160 Speaker 1: with the Stars, would you feel more pressure or less? 1085 00:53:46,280 --> 00:53:49,279 Speaker 1: Because if you got voted off first again, it would 1086 00:53:49,280 --> 00:53:51,640 Speaker 1: be so funny. Now I'd feel less. I would feel 1087 00:53:51,680 --> 00:53:54,239 Speaker 1: so free. I would kill it whether I was on 1088 00:53:54,239 --> 00:53:56,080 Speaker 1: one episode or not, I would fucking kill it. It It 1089 00:53:56,120 --> 00:53:58,399 Speaker 1: would be amazing. This is what I got. We're big 1090 00:53:58,400 --> 00:54:00,319 Speaker 1: fans of yours and love everything you do to promote 1091 00:54:00,320 --> 00:54:03,640 Speaker 1: a vegan lifestyle. That, um, here's what we know. We'll 1092 00:54:03,640 --> 00:54:05,960 Speaker 1: get people's attention and really help this campaign. We want 1093 00:54:06,000 --> 00:54:09,400 Speaker 1: to dress you in a lazy slash funny sheep costume 1094 00:54:10,560 --> 00:54:14,040 Speaker 1: and have you talked? Have you talked to the camera, 1095 00:54:14,080 --> 00:54:16,960 Speaker 1: And it's very straightforward and dryway to tell people, Hey, 1096 00:54:17,120 --> 00:54:20,440 Speaker 1: I'm a sheep and that we'll you're wearing is actually mine. 1097 00:54:22,120 --> 00:54:23,799 Speaker 1: We'll develop the script and work on it with you 1098 00:54:23,840 --> 00:54:26,080 Speaker 1: to tweak it so it's just right an on brand 1099 00:54:26,280 --> 00:54:29,120 Speaker 1: for you. Thanks and warms regards. Let me know what 1100 00:54:29,160 --> 00:54:36,080 Speaker 1: you think. Thanks and warms regards, Rachel Peter. Where you 1101 00:54:36,120 --> 00:54:39,279 Speaker 1: wrote back, I wrote back to my My agents gave 1102 00:54:39,320 --> 00:54:40,680 Speaker 1: it to me. I go, I don't love this creative, 1103 00:54:40,680 --> 00:54:42,479 Speaker 1: but I would love to work with them in another way. 1104 00:54:42,920 --> 00:54:46,759 Speaker 1: Winky and then and then never got anything back, like 1105 00:54:46,840 --> 00:54:48,160 Speaker 1: let me just hold them all t's in front of 1106 00:54:48,200 --> 00:54:50,520 Speaker 1: my vagina. They'd rather be not spread the word about 1107 00:54:50,520 --> 00:54:57,960 Speaker 1: how far is bad than joke? All right? Next story, 1108 00:54:58,480 --> 00:55:02,000 Speaker 1: um president, no, no, I'm sorry. And Amazon worker, I 1109 00:55:02,000 --> 00:55:04,439 Speaker 1: don't know if you've seen this video. Uh. He went 1110 00:55:04,560 --> 00:55:07,080 Speaker 1: viral in October after a woman was filmed leaving the 1111 00:55:07,120 --> 00:55:10,600 Speaker 1: back of his truck. Said the attention to video received him. 1112 00:55:11,120 --> 00:55:13,560 Speaker 1: Whoa wait, So he was hooking up on the job 1113 00:55:14,280 --> 00:55:18,080 Speaker 1: and like in the neighborhood when he's delivering packages, and 1114 00:55:18,120 --> 00:55:24,239 Speaker 1: someone it and he got fired. That's what happened. My box? Well, 1115 00:55:24,239 --> 00:55:26,480 Speaker 1: he said, no boxes were missing from the truck, and 1116 00:55:26,520 --> 00:55:30,960 Speaker 1: then he got fired because the video went viral or 1117 00:55:31,000 --> 00:55:35,719 Speaker 1: the photo whatever. You shouldn't have stranger like people in 1118 00:55:36,040 --> 00:55:41,200 Speaker 1: your truck when they could take things put. Amazon will 1119 00:55:41,640 --> 00:55:44,319 Speaker 1: gladly just give you another one if like you don't 1120 00:55:44,320 --> 00:55:46,120 Speaker 1: get your box. Have you ever not gotten something from 1121 00:55:46,120 --> 00:55:48,120 Speaker 1: Amazon or had it been the wrong thing? You literally 1122 00:55:48,160 --> 00:55:50,640 Speaker 1: make a complaint and they're just it is cheap. They 1123 00:55:50,680 --> 00:55:54,440 Speaker 1: did a study, this is fucked up. They put sensors 1124 00:55:54,960 --> 00:55:57,880 Speaker 1: on things that were returned to Amazon, and the sensors 1125 00:55:57,920 --> 00:56:00,359 Speaker 1: all ended up in a landfill because it is more 1126 00:56:00,400 --> 00:56:04,360 Speaker 1: expensive for them to restock things than to just throw 1127 00:56:04,440 --> 00:56:08,320 Speaker 1: it in the trash. And so when you return something Amazon, 1128 00:56:08,480 --> 00:56:10,400 Speaker 1: it ends up in the trash. So how many of 1129 00:56:10,400 --> 00:56:13,160 Speaker 1: those Amazon workers are getting laid in their office? When 1130 00:56:13,200 --> 00:56:15,120 Speaker 1: you call them, you go, my package didn't arrive, They'll 1131 00:56:15,160 --> 00:56:17,640 Speaker 1: send you another that guy's office though, you know what 1132 00:56:17,719 --> 00:56:21,880 Speaker 1: I mean? Like, well, haven't you ever had sex? Sex? Yeah? Yeah? 1133 00:56:22,200 --> 00:56:25,479 Speaker 1: Have I yeah? I mean I've masturbated at a dog 1134 00:56:25,520 --> 00:56:30,319 Speaker 1: owner's house. That's not really that's sexual. But you've had 1135 00:56:30,320 --> 00:56:34,800 Speaker 1: sex in an office? Right? Yes? And you risk everything 1136 00:56:35,560 --> 00:56:38,920 Speaker 1: of theirs because you hoste the show. They can't really 1137 00:56:38,920 --> 00:56:42,080 Speaker 1: get rid of you just getting but not um, just 1138 00:56:42,280 --> 00:56:47,480 Speaker 1: get get um. Yeah, I've I've had sex in office 1139 00:56:47,760 --> 00:56:50,680 Speaker 1: and in places. It's so fun. And I wouldn't do 1140 00:56:50,800 --> 00:56:53,600 Speaker 1: it now because I'm like an adult and I realized 1141 00:56:53,640 --> 00:56:57,680 Speaker 1: that that's that's I would do it again. That was 1142 00:56:57,719 --> 00:56:59,520 Speaker 1: a lie. I just lied to you guys. I would 1143 00:56:59,560 --> 00:57:04,080 Speaker 1: do it again my girlfriend, I would do that. Yes, 1144 00:57:04,480 --> 00:57:06,360 Speaker 1: it wouldn't even be a question. I'm so tired of 1145 00:57:06,400 --> 00:57:09,400 Speaker 1: people saying, like calling people out for things that they 1146 00:57:09,440 --> 00:57:13,320 Speaker 1: absolutely would do. And like that's what the guy was saying. 1147 00:57:13,440 --> 00:57:16,160 Speaker 1: He's like, I did what any American man would do. 1148 00:57:16,280 --> 00:57:18,880 Speaker 1: Like his girlfriend shows UP, lets her into the truck. 1149 00:57:19,440 --> 00:57:24,960 Speaker 1: Nothing went missing. All packages got when ups, UPS should 1150 00:57:25,000 --> 00:57:28,320 Speaker 1: come out and go, not only are we gonna hire you, 1151 00:57:28,360 --> 00:57:30,800 Speaker 1: We're going to give you a bed in our truck. 1152 00:57:31,560 --> 00:57:33,840 Speaker 1: And it would be such good promotion for them because 1153 00:57:34,000 --> 00:57:36,560 Speaker 1: because Amazon's kicking their ads right now. I'm sure, well 1154 00:57:36,560 --> 00:57:40,000 Speaker 1: I think um or maybe UPS delivered. I think I 1155 00:57:40,040 --> 00:57:43,800 Speaker 1: must bring your girlfriend to work your dick day at 1156 00:57:43,960 --> 00:57:46,440 Speaker 1: at Amazon. So I think he was actually following the 1157 00:57:48,760 --> 00:57:51,840 Speaker 1: UM yeah. I mean so many people are bringing their 1158 00:57:51,840 --> 00:57:54,200 Speaker 1: girlfriends to work, like I've done an ubers and there's 1159 00:57:54,240 --> 00:57:56,360 Speaker 1: been like friends in the front seat of the person driving. 1160 00:57:57,000 --> 00:58:00,800 Speaker 1: That's the best. What is the I do? And I 1161 00:58:00,840 --> 00:58:03,440 Speaker 1: go is this school and they're like yeah, And I'm like, okay, 1162 00:58:03,560 --> 00:58:07,840 Speaker 1: I guess it is because you seem comfortable. Um, good 1163 00:58:07,840 --> 00:58:10,040 Speaker 1: for that guy. Man, if you need a job, I 1164 00:58:10,080 --> 00:58:12,520 Speaker 1: don't know anyone, but good luck. Let's take a break 1165 00:58:12,560 --> 00:58:19,920 Speaker 1: and come back with why do I care? Why do 1166 00:58:19,960 --> 00:58:27,320 Speaker 1: I care? Why do I care? Paul dh sexiest man alive? No, No, 1167 00:58:27,440 --> 00:58:29,160 Speaker 1: not that he needed to get a woman with his 1168 00:58:29,240 --> 00:58:37,479 Speaker 1: car yesterday, No anyone sexiest No, fifty two years old 1169 00:58:37,520 --> 00:58:39,800 Speaker 1: actor jokes. I'm going to lean into it hard. I'm 1170 00:58:39,840 --> 00:58:42,040 Speaker 1: going to own this. I'm not going to try to 1171 00:58:42,080 --> 00:58:46,320 Speaker 1: be like, oh, I'm so he is. I mean it 1172 00:58:46,360 --> 00:58:48,680 Speaker 1: pays to be a family man and a nice looking 1173 00:58:48,720 --> 00:58:52,920 Speaker 1: guy that doesn't seem like you abuse women in Hollywood. Yes, okay, 1174 00:58:53,040 --> 00:58:55,840 Speaker 1: I learned something from Paul Rodd the other It's a 1175 00:58:55,880 --> 00:58:57,800 Speaker 1: camera trick that he did on the Graham Norton Show 1176 00:58:57,880 --> 00:58:59,320 Speaker 1: that was on Reddit. I don't want to see if 1177 00:58:59,360 --> 00:59:02,080 Speaker 1: I can do it? Are you photoing me? Yeah? Hold on? 1178 00:59:03,120 --> 00:59:05,040 Speaker 1: Oh wait, how did he do that? Now I'm looking 1179 00:59:05,040 --> 00:59:07,919 Speaker 1: at him like, how the fund did he do that? Oh? 1180 00:59:07,960 --> 00:59:12,959 Speaker 1: I think it's like that. Okay, Oh here we go. Okay, um, 1181 00:59:13,000 --> 00:59:16,360 Speaker 1: what is the trick? Wait? You'll see I'm taking so 1182 00:59:16,560 --> 00:59:17,800 Speaker 1: I'll tell you how to do it in a second. 1183 00:59:17,840 --> 00:59:19,480 Speaker 1: I just wanted to do it and a hat on. 1184 00:59:19,960 --> 00:59:23,400 Speaker 1: Hold On, I guess, hold on, I'm putting my finger 1185 00:59:23,680 --> 00:59:29,600 Speaker 1: in front of hold on, how did he fucking do that? Okay, 1186 00:59:29,640 --> 00:59:37,200 Speaker 1: now I see Okay, so look look which way? Okay, 1187 00:59:38,640 --> 00:59:41,480 Speaker 1: all right, so I'm gonna zoo. I'm gonna oh this sucks. 1188 00:59:42,000 --> 00:59:45,160 Speaker 1: Um he does he put his finger in front of 1189 00:59:45,200 --> 00:59:48,320 Speaker 1: the camera and it looks like whoever's like, it looks 1190 00:59:48,320 --> 00:59:52,040 Speaker 1: like you're about to blow someone. Okay, Look doesn't that 1191 00:59:52,080 --> 00:59:55,480 Speaker 1: look like an ass that you're about to go down on? Oh? 1192 00:59:55,560 --> 01:00:00,919 Speaker 1: I see above my head. Yeah, the ass is my finger? Yes, yes, yeah, yeah, yeah. 1193 01:00:00,920 --> 01:00:03,040 Speaker 1: I had to crop it a little bit would have 1194 01:00:03,040 --> 01:00:05,720 Speaker 1: been funnier. Yes, But he didn't. He didn't. You gotta 1195 01:00:05,800 --> 01:00:07,760 Speaker 1: check Paul Paul run on the Graham Norton Show. He 1196 01:00:07,760 --> 01:00:09,520 Speaker 1: did this amazing iPhone trick. Or he puts his finger 1197 01:00:09,600 --> 01:00:11,400 Speaker 1: in front of the camera and it will make whoever 1198 01:00:11,400 --> 01:00:13,160 Speaker 1: you're taking picture of look like they're about to blow 1199 01:00:13,200 --> 01:00:15,240 Speaker 1: a guy with like a huge ass and a big, 1200 01:00:15,280 --> 01:00:19,360 Speaker 1: big gap. But he's so cool and like you know, 1201 01:00:19,840 --> 01:00:23,480 Speaker 1: obviously classically the the young. He never ages and all 1202 01:00:23,520 --> 01:00:26,440 Speaker 1: those things. He's so and he is sexy. Could win 1203 01:00:26,680 --> 01:00:30,640 Speaker 1: at two women a lot. I think they do it 1204 01:00:30,720 --> 01:00:35,120 Speaker 1: just to be like, you know, we're like we're honoring 1205 01:00:35,160 --> 01:00:41,280 Speaker 1: older women because we have to kind of thing legit sexy. Yeah. 1206 01:00:41,560 --> 01:00:44,040 Speaker 1: Like I I feel like, not that I've seen him 1207 01:00:44,040 --> 01:00:46,560 Speaker 1: a few times. Have you met him before? No, I haven't. 1208 01:00:46,600 --> 01:00:49,320 Speaker 1: You've seen him in person? Yeah, and in Tribeca, And 1209 01:00:50,080 --> 01:00:52,360 Speaker 1: I mean, he's just a He's a handsome guy. He 1210 01:00:52,440 --> 01:00:55,080 Speaker 1: just looks like the every day I was so cute 1211 01:00:55,120 --> 01:00:59,440 Speaker 1: and clueless we might get Marky Mark to plant the 1212 01:00:59,480 --> 01:01:03,840 Speaker 1: celebrity tree. When he says that on Clueless, that is 1213 01:01:03,920 --> 01:01:07,440 Speaker 1: the line where I was just like, God, he's so adorable. 1214 01:01:07,440 --> 01:01:09,720 Speaker 1: He tilts his head when he's driving, goes, yeah, I 1215 01:01:09,720 --> 01:01:11,680 Speaker 1: have a tree people meeting later and shares like, oh 1216 01:01:11,720 --> 01:01:14,800 Speaker 1: my god, what's your tree people meeting about? Or whatever, 1217 01:01:14,800 --> 01:01:17,080 Speaker 1: and he's like, we might get Marky Mark to plant 1218 01:01:17,080 --> 01:01:20,200 Speaker 1: the celebrity tree. And she's like, oh, Marky Mark taking 1219 01:01:20,240 --> 01:01:23,640 Speaker 1: time out of this pants dropping settle, not knowing that 1220 01:01:23,760 --> 01:01:26,200 Speaker 1: later on Mark Walbert's a huge star. But at the 1221 01:01:26,200 --> 01:01:30,080 Speaker 1: time Marky Mark was ridiculous. Um, he's so adorable. He 1222 01:01:30,120 --> 01:01:32,360 Speaker 1: was so even in UM. I was reminded of him 1223 01:01:32,560 --> 01:01:35,320 Speaker 1: his first up in Yeah, and then he was in 1224 01:01:35,440 --> 01:01:38,800 Speaker 1: Romeo and Juliet. He played uh the guy that was 1225 01:01:39,520 --> 01:01:41,360 Speaker 1: Juliet's parents trying to set her up with Paris. I 1226 01:01:41,400 --> 01:01:43,320 Speaker 1: think his name is but he he was in the 1227 01:01:43,320 --> 01:01:45,840 Speaker 1: Brittany Murphy documentary when they showed her bouncing around and 1228 01:01:45,920 --> 01:01:50,360 Speaker 1: clueless and all the roles she's had, and uh, like, yeah, 1229 01:01:50,360 --> 01:01:54,080 Speaker 1: I just I that that documentary. Holy fucking shit. I 1230 01:01:54,120 --> 01:01:56,560 Speaker 1: loved it so much and I'm still thinking about it 1231 01:01:56,560 --> 01:01:59,360 Speaker 1: and haunted by it and her. Um. But yeah, Paul 1232 01:01:59,360 --> 01:02:03,440 Speaker 1: reads so key out and seems like a nice guy. Um. 1233 01:02:04,000 --> 01:02:06,560 Speaker 1: Sexiest Man Alive, Like, don't really care about who gets 1234 01:02:06,560 --> 01:02:11,160 Speaker 1: that doesn't really Sexiest Woman Alive. I don't even think 1235 01:02:11,160 --> 01:02:13,360 Speaker 1: they do it. Do they say most fifty most Beautiful People? 1236 01:02:13,400 --> 01:02:15,640 Speaker 1: They do that. They'll do Woman of the Year. That's 1237 01:02:15,720 --> 01:02:18,080 Speaker 1: Time magazine. But I don't think they do Sexiest Woman Alive. 1238 01:02:18,160 --> 01:02:22,480 Speaker 1: But maybe they do. Man. I was just on some 1239 01:02:22,520 --> 01:02:25,320 Speaker 1: account today that was like a deep dive of like 1240 01:02:26,120 --> 01:02:28,400 Speaker 1: Kylie Jenner and like what she looked like before and 1241 01:02:28,440 --> 01:02:30,880 Speaker 1: the hot deeds, like how they've changed. There's this thing 1242 01:02:30,960 --> 01:02:33,000 Speaker 1: you can get where you get threads like in your 1243 01:02:33,040 --> 01:02:35,520 Speaker 1: forehead and it pulls back your eyes so that you 1244 01:02:35,560 --> 01:02:38,200 Speaker 1: look like hot deeds, and I think that's what they do, 1245 01:02:38,280 --> 01:02:42,600 Speaker 1: is like the thread lifting. And I really I'm not 1246 01:02:42,640 --> 01:02:46,400 Speaker 1: opposed to doing some stuff. I was, you know, I 1247 01:02:46,400 --> 01:02:48,440 Speaker 1: had a good, good showing on the Red Carpet the 1248 01:02:48,520 --> 01:02:51,040 Speaker 1: other night, and I've looked at the pictures and I go, oh, 1249 01:02:51,680 --> 01:02:53,120 Speaker 1: you know, I'm getting a little bit older. I can 1250 01:02:53,120 --> 01:02:55,240 Speaker 1: see it. I was watching Jennifer Aniston on the Morning 1251 01:02:55,280 --> 01:02:58,000 Speaker 1: Show the other day and I was like, I'm getting 1252 01:02:58,200 --> 01:03:00,960 Speaker 1: a kind of an ant fifty old Anniston vibe in 1253 01:03:01,000 --> 01:03:05,040 Speaker 1: my thirties. And that's fine, but like I can see things, 1254 01:03:06,080 --> 01:03:08,720 Speaker 1: things were falling. I'm okay with it, but it's definitely 1255 01:03:08,760 --> 01:03:12,760 Speaker 1: I definitely look different, like it's inevitable. I don't know 1256 01:03:12,760 --> 01:03:16,120 Speaker 1: why I keep thinking it's not. You know, we're going 1257 01:03:16,160 --> 01:03:21,360 Speaker 1: to age. I think happened. I like how I look 1258 01:03:21,440 --> 01:03:25,160 Speaker 1: now more than I do twenties. I gotta say that 1259 01:03:25,240 --> 01:03:29,040 Speaker 1: I feel like you look just I mean it sounds cheesy, 1260 01:03:29,080 --> 01:03:31,320 Speaker 1: but like just as good or younger than when I 1261 01:03:31,360 --> 01:03:33,720 Speaker 1: met you three years ago. Yes, I look back at 1262 01:03:33,760 --> 01:03:36,280 Speaker 1: pictures and stuff like I I feel fine about myself, 1263 01:03:36,280 --> 01:03:38,560 Speaker 1: and I think it really is as cheesy as it is. 1264 01:03:38,600 --> 01:03:40,560 Speaker 1: Its being like it's from within, and it's like I'm 1265 01:03:40,560 --> 01:03:43,600 Speaker 1: more comfortable with myself to it. Just I saw Kylie 1266 01:03:43,680 --> 01:03:45,840 Speaker 1: Jenner too before she got all the work done at 1267 01:03:45,880 --> 01:03:50,640 Speaker 1: no boo U, no yes, and no over lip. She 1268 01:03:50,760 --> 01:03:55,080 Speaker 1: had like she had like a skeleton like imo, Like 1269 01:03:55,160 --> 01:03:58,600 Speaker 1: she was black hair, she was insanely pale, she was tall, 1270 01:03:59,280 --> 01:04:02,000 Speaker 1: but she was For her to go from no lip 1271 01:04:02,120 --> 01:04:04,720 Speaker 1: to that lip, I'm like, anything could be done with 1272 01:04:04,760 --> 01:04:07,520 Speaker 1: your lip, Like I was just studying it today being like, God, 1273 01:04:07,640 --> 01:04:09,760 Speaker 1: I kind of want to try some stuff. I don't 1274 01:04:09,760 --> 01:04:12,360 Speaker 1: know she would she be would you be funny if 1275 01:04:12,400 --> 01:04:15,480 Speaker 1: you had these big duck lips? A funny looking And 1276 01:04:15,520 --> 01:04:17,640 Speaker 1: also I don't care about like I know, but what 1277 01:04:17,720 --> 01:04:19,560 Speaker 1: do you think it looks hot? I've seen it's not 1278 01:04:19,600 --> 01:04:21,200 Speaker 1: even like I want, Oh my god, more people will 1279 01:04:21,240 --> 01:04:23,440 Speaker 1: like me and I'll be more successful. It's just like 1280 01:04:23,480 --> 01:04:25,160 Speaker 1: a new haircut. No one gets mad when a girl 1281 01:04:25,200 --> 01:04:27,280 Speaker 1: does a new haircut to look better. Why do they 1282 01:04:27,280 --> 01:04:29,760 Speaker 1: get mad when she does lips to get better? No? Uh, 1283 01:04:30,600 --> 01:04:33,200 Speaker 1: did I just make a good point. Yeah, hair can 1284 01:04:33,240 --> 01:04:35,840 Speaker 1: be grown back, yeah, but lips can be shrunk back. 1285 01:04:36,760 --> 01:04:38,760 Speaker 1: That's the case. That's the thing, Like she must have 1286 01:04:38,800 --> 01:04:43,480 Speaker 1: to get it yeah, I just feel you're the thing. 1287 01:04:43,560 --> 01:04:46,080 Speaker 1: I do think, like there's certain surgeries that you can't 1288 01:04:46,080 --> 01:04:49,680 Speaker 1: come back from with with that, certain women have done, 1289 01:04:50,080 --> 01:04:54,200 Speaker 1: certain lives, certain face lives where there's like you buy 1290 01:04:54,200 --> 01:04:56,520 Speaker 1: a home, you can't come back from that. No one goes, oh, 1291 01:04:56,560 --> 01:04:59,160 Speaker 1: you bought this home, like that's a that's a life 1292 01:04:59,240 --> 01:05:01,080 Speaker 1: changing decision. Of course, yes you can sell it and 1293 01:05:01,120 --> 01:05:03,400 Speaker 1: you can move on, but like that could bankrupt you 1294 01:05:03,440 --> 01:05:06,680 Speaker 1: in a way, like that bankrupt your face. And people 1295 01:05:06,720 --> 01:05:08,880 Speaker 1: don't get mad at people for doing that. I'm not mad. 1296 01:05:10,800 --> 01:05:14,040 Speaker 1: I mean, I'm just fucking angry. No, I I honestly 1297 01:05:14,120 --> 01:05:19,600 Speaker 1: like I want I just it's not about mad. It's 1298 01:05:19,640 --> 01:05:23,040 Speaker 1: like I would feel hurt if you were hurt for 1299 01:05:23,200 --> 01:05:26,360 Speaker 1: making a decision like that. Yes, I would feel hurt too, 1300 01:05:26,360 --> 01:05:28,160 Speaker 1: and I would I would only do it if I 1301 01:05:28,240 --> 01:05:31,480 Speaker 1: knew how bad it could be, and like I'd be 1302 01:05:31,480 --> 01:05:34,680 Speaker 1: okay with the consequences, you know, like I could still 1303 01:05:34,720 --> 01:05:37,840 Speaker 1: love myself even if this went completely wrong, Like what 1304 01:05:37,880 --> 01:05:41,520 Speaker 1: if I did. I mean, if it if it's something 1305 01:05:41,520 --> 01:05:43,560 Speaker 1: that if it was like it's the same as buying shoes, 1306 01:05:43,600 --> 01:05:47,000 Speaker 1: like if you like a new pair of shoes, if 1307 01:05:47,040 --> 01:05:49,320 Speaker 1: that's what you want not what anyone wants to look like, 1308 01:05:49,360 --> 01:05:51,400 Speaker 1: but if that's what you want to look like, go 1309 01:05:51,440 --> 01:05:54,120 Speaker 1: ahead and be it. Okay, let's play Wild Card Wednesday. 1310 01:05:54,200 --> 01:05:59,680 Speaker 1: Are you just look like you're having an allergic reaction 1311 01:05:59,840 --> 01:06:04,040 Speaker 1: or crying and wiping your face? Yeah? Um, noah, what 1312 01:06:04,960 --> 01:06:08,000 Speaker 1: is the game we're playing today? Today? We're playing Finish 1313 01:06:08,120 --> 01:06:11,880 Speaker 1: my Sentence. Yes, that's where we try to finish each 1314 01:06:11,880 --> 01:06:14,400 Speaker 1: other's sentences, thinking of what we would say for this 1315 01:06:14,600 --> 01:06:17,280 Speaker 1: and what is the sentence that we're completing. Okay, I 1316 01:06:17,320 --> 01:06:21,720 Speaker 1: could talk for hours about and the disclaimer is you 1317 01:06:21,760 --> 01:06:25,800 Speaker 1: can't answer golf and you can't answer Taylor Swift. Okay, 1318 01:06:26,560 --> 01:06:29,120 Speaker 1: I'm gonna do Noah first, I'm gonna be Noah. Oh 1319 01:06:29,160 --> 01:06:33,880 Speaker 1: I'm in this too. Yeah. You just got in. You 1320 01:06:34,040 --> 01:06:38,040 Speaker 1: just got you got you conducted into the Finish my 1321 01:06:38,080 --> 01:06:42,120 Speaker 1: Line Hall of Fame. Okay, Wait, I could talk. I 1322 01:06:42,160 --> 01:06:49,240 Speaker 1: could talk for hours about um well jiu jitsu, I think, 1323 01:06:49,360 --> 01:06:54,280 Speaker 1: but I could talk for hours about what what moving 1324 01:06:54,400 --> 01:06:59,800 Speaker 1: to Arizona has done for my life and what positive 1325 01:07:00,120 --> 01:07:04,240 Speaker 1: effects just doing the hard thing and standing up for 1326 01:07:04,320 --> 01:07:08,640 Speaker 1: myself has done for my life and like and by 1327 01:07:08,640 --> 01:07:10,400 Speaker 1: the way, that was sounded like me making fun of you. 1328 01:07:10,480 --> 01:07:12,800 Speaker 1: But no, I like talking about that stuff too, and 1329 01:07:12,840 --> 01:07:16,280 Speaker 1: I love that you can expound on those topics now, 1330 01:07:17,440 --> 01:07:25,360 Speaker 1: So m uh that seems mean. So anyways, I was, um, 1331 01:07:26,080 --> 01:07:30,400 Speaker 1: I don't really have many things to say. I'm a 1332 01:07:30,440 --> 01:07:34,440 Speaker 1: little nervous about this. But my house. I love talking 1333 01:07:34,480 --> 01:07:36,920 Speaker 1: about my house. I don't know. I never talked about 1334 01:07:36,920 --> 01:07:41,680 Speaker 1: my house. No, you don't say one thing about her house. 1335 01:07:42,200 --> 01:07:44,040 Speaker 1: She always says, I don't know what to do with 1336 01:07:44,120 --> 01:07:47,160 Speaker 1: the house. I own a house now and I don't 1337 01:07:47,280 --> 01:07:51,080 Speaker 1: name one detail of her house. She bought a house. 1338 01:07:57,120 --> 01:07:59,360 Speaker 1: I think you talk about your house. No, I could 1339 01:07:59,360 --> 01:08:03,880 Speaker 1: talk Okay, Andrew, Wait, there's no way. Yeah, so I lost. 1340 01:08:04,360 --> 01:08:07,040 Speaker 1: Nicky won that round. That's like totally thing I have 1341 01:08:07,120 --> 01:08:12,040 Speaker 1: to say. Okay, Andrew, do you want to do me? Um, 1342 01:08:12,240 --> 01:08:15,280 Speaker 1: you go first. I could talk for hour. I'm Andrew. 1343 01:08:15,800 --> 01:08:20,839 Speaker 1: I could talk for hours about people who do fucking 1344 01:08:20,840 --> 01:08:23,840 Speaker 1: ship that just like it's just like some people's like 1345 01:08:23,920 --> 01:08:26,960 Speaker 1: fucking they're fucking like the way they fucking say some 1346 01:08:26,960 --> 01:08:30,000 Speaker 1: stuff like sometimes like the way people fucking talk it 1347 01:08:30,080 --> 01:08:33,360 Speaker 1: just makes me want to fucking fucking kill them, and 1348 01:08:33,400 --> 01:08:35,960 Speaker 1: a fucking just like I hate the way people like, 1349 01:08:36,280 --> 01:08:38,000 Speaker 1: why do you have to be the fucking way that 1350 01:08:38,960 --> 01:08:43,120 Speaker 1: sometimes just like the way people fucking just talk. It's 1351 01:08:43,200 --> 01:08:45,720 Speaker 1: just like, that's that's what you can talk about. I 1352 01:08:45,720 --> 01:08:47,719 Speaker 1: don't even know what you're saying, but it's the way 1353 01:08:47,880 --> 01:08:51,719 Speaker 1: you fucking do this thing when they fucking do this, 1354 01:08:52,520 --> 01:08:54,320 Speaker 1: And I think that's a side maybe that people don't 1355 01:08:54,320 --> 01:08:57,200 Speaker 1: know of you, but like you can get pretty upset 1356 01:08:57,240 --> 01:09:00,280 Speaker 1: about this fucking posts that these guys do. I think 1357 01:09:00,280 --> 01:09:06,160 Speaker 1: they're so fucking cool. You can talk about guys, Yeah, people, 1358 01:09:06,320 --> 01:09:08,280 Speaker 1: You can talk a lot about people who think they're 1359 01:09:08,320 --> 01:09:12,759 Speaker 1: cool essentially. Yeah, kind of things you see on TikTok. 1360 01:09:13,200 --> 01:09:16,240 Speaker 1: All right, no, do you want to do me? Well? 1361 01:09:16,320 --> 01:09:19,120 Speaker 1: I was going to say stuff that you see people 1362 01:09:19,200 --> 01:09:24,600 Speaker 1: doing on your Instagram feed that annoys you, right, that 1363 01:09:24,720 --> 01:09:27,320 Speaker 1: annoys you or you like or just like just like 1364 01:09:28,320 --> 01:09:32,600 Speaker 1: what other people are doing on't you head of the 1365 01:09:32,680 --> 01:09:37,599 Speaker 1: like thing as it went to be winter Winter chicken dinner, 1366 01:09:38,160 --> 01:09:45,160 Speaker 1: um ship. I mean, I know that's the thing. It's 1367 01:09:45,200 --> 01:09:48,680 Speaker 1: like I'm trying to find something that's like you've enough 1368 01:09:48,720 --> 01:09:52,640 Speaker 1: to answer this. For some reason, I read the Hi 1369 01:09:52,760 --> 01:09:56,960 Speaker 1: I'm Niki. Hi, I'm Nikki, and I like to talk 1370 01:09:57,000 --> 01:10:03,880 Speaker 1: about Stocks. I love nas dec I lovedal love how 1371 01:10:03,960 --> 01:10:06,560 Speaker 1: it goes up and go down. It goes up and 1372 01:10:06,640 --> 01:10:08,559 Speaker 1: then it goes down, and then I think about how 1373 01:10:08,640 --> 01:10:12,600 Speaker 1: that affects my life and how what gave me a 1374 01:10:12,680 --> 01:10:16,679 Speaker 1: great line the other day about dal Jones down syndrome. Wait, 1375 01:10:16,760 --> 01:10:19,160 Speaker 1: wait down when it comes to stocks, you have down syndrome, 1376 01:10:19,520 --> 01:10:24,000 Speaker 1: down syndrome. Yes, guys, look for that line in my acts. 1377 01:10:24,080 --> 01:10:27,400 Speaker 1: That's really good. No. I was going to do it 1378 01:10:27,400 --> 01:10:29,760 Speaker 1: the other night and I forgot to do it, but 1379 01:10:29,880 --> 01:10:31,320 Speaker 1: that was such a good bit. It was about like 1380 01:10:31,680 --> 01:10:34,240 Speaker 1: certain apps on your phone that you will never get 1381 01:10:34,360 --> 01:10:36,680 Speaker 1: rid of, even because I'm just talking about like when 1382 01:10:36,680 --> 01:10:40,000 Speaker 1: you when you remove an app, they all are like, 1383 01:10:40,479 --> 01:10:42,120 Speaker 1: are you going to delete me? And you go, no, 1384 01:10:42,400 --> 01:10:44,639 Speaker 1: You're You're okay, Calculator, like you can't. I can't delete 1385 01:10:44,640 --> 01:10:47,240 Speaker 1: you Stocks, I can't delete you. Trying to think of 1386 01:10:47,320 --> 01:10:49,120 Speaker 1: what's a good example of an app that like you 1387 01:10:49,280 --> 01:10:52,040 Speaker 1: absolutely I feel like Starbucks will always be there for you. 1388 01:10:52,320 --> 01:10:53,920 Speaker 1: What's what can I look at your apps on your 1389 01:10:53,920 --> 01:10:56,160 Speaker 1: phone real quick when we move into final thought, Yeah, 1390 01:10:56,240 --> 01:11:00,200 Speaker 1: for sure, final thought, Here look at my app if 1391 01:11:00,240 --> 01:11:03,599 Speaker 1: you want to as well. Nothing really that great, though, wait, 1392 01:11:03,680 --> 01:11:05,720 Speaker 1: let me see yours. Oh you know what I might 1393 01:11:05,800 --> 01:11:11,040 Speaker 1: do this weekend? Well, so all too well, um or sorry. 1394 01:11:11,160 --> 01:11:13,920 Speaker 1: Taylor Swift is coming out with her red re release, 1395 01:11:14,680 --> 01:11:17,120 Speaker 1: and UM, I might do I might start a um 1396 01:11:17,280 --> 01:11:20,040 Speaker 1: YouTube page of me reacting to Taylor Swift things I've 1397 01:11:20,080 --> 01:11:22,360 Speaker 1: never done, like a reaction. But all you have to 1398 01:11:22,360 --> 01:11:23,840 Speaker 1: do is watch it and just say is ship. You 1399 01:11:23,880 --> 01:11:25,200 Speaker 1: know what you can do on TikTok You can do 1400 01:11:25,360 --> 01:11:28,360 Speaker 1: duets where it's like on the side. I yan yang, 1401 01:11:28,600 --> 01:11:31,880 Speaker 1: I might do that. What's beyond menu? I'm looking at 1402 01:11:31,920 --> 01:11:34,880 Speaker 1: your apps? Um, I don't know it, says b M. 1403 01:11:35,120 --> 01:11:38,080 Speaker 1: Is that just a way to log your ships a 1404 01:11:38,200 --> 01:11:43,360 Speaker 1: log log? Um? Okay, you have task Rabbit, which I'm 1405 01:11:43,360 --> 01:11:45,760 Speaker 1: guessing you have not used ever, how much do you 1406 01:11:45,880 --> 01:11:48,120 Speaker 1: use ESPN? I need a task rabbit to get my 1407 01:11:48,240 --> 01:11:51,479 Speaker 1: task rabbit? H Espn, I give that a decent amount. 1408 01:11:53,000 --> 01:12:00,240 Speaker 1: You have nothing really that crazy here? M flixter could 1409 01:12:00,280 --> 01:12:03,240 Speaker 1: go flickster, can go erase that bitch? Right now? I 1410 01:12:03,240 --> 01:12:04,800 Speaker 1: want to look at your activity? Can I see it? 1411 01:12:04,840 --> 01:12:08,840 Speaker 1: Because I told you to turn it on? S time? Okay? Okay, 1412 01:12:08,960 --> 01:12:14,000 Speaker 1: daily average you're doing eight hours twenty seven minutes. That um, Instagram. 1413 01:12:14,080 --> 01:12:18,200 Speaker 1: You're spending Oh god, I don't even want I'm gonna 1414 01:12:18,200 --> 01:12:20,400 Speaker 1: go to day. I was on week. TikTok. You're on 1415 01:12:20,800 --> 01:12:23,840 Speaker 1: to wait on eight hours for a week. Uh no, no, no, 1416 01:12:23,920 --> 01:12:29,320 Speaker 1: no day dude, today, let's go to days. That's yesterday. 1417 01:12:30,520 --> 01:12:34,760 Speaker 1: It was your day off, you know, ish right? Yeah? Um, 1418 01:12:34,880 --> 01:12:37,040 Speaker 1: yesterday you did eight hours and fifteen minutes on your phone. 1419 01:12:37,840 --> 01:12:41,479 Speaker 1: Do you go to mind? Yeah? So you have the 1420 01:12:42,240 --> 01:12:45,679 Speaker 1: you have Sephora, you have the Arch, the Arch. Yeah, 1421 01:12:45,760 --> 01:12:50,360 Speaker 1: that's some of the very morning. I mean you have 1422 01:12:50,400 --> 01:12:53,000 Speaker 1: a lot of smart things. You have like New York Times. 1423 01:12:53,000 --> 01:12:57,439 Speaker 1: Do you have the New York You have the New Yorker? Yea, 1424 01:12:57,640 --> 01:13:01,280 Speaker 1: all the New York the New York Post. Then we 1425 01:13:01,400 --> 01:13:06,280 Speaker 1: have like ninety airplanes, Airbnb, Car Gurus, car Guru, it's 1426 01:13:06,280 --> 01:13:08,000 Speaker 1: just a great car app when you're looking for a 1427 01:13:08,120 --> 01:13:14,519 Speaker 1: used car. What's so It's up? You know a clothing 1428 01:13:14,520 --> 01:13:18,120 Speaker 1: brand that I don't actually use that clue? Clue? Is um? 1429 01:13:18,280 --> 01:13:25,000 Speaker 1: A period tracker app? Yeah? I'm a higher fertility day. 1430 01:13:25,000 --> 01:13:29,320 Speaker 1: I had to take the morning what is it? Pet finer? 1431 01:13:29,840 --> 01:13:32,160 Speaker 1: Looking for a bird? Okay, that's like you know a 1432 01:13:32,240 --> 01:13:36,720 Speaker 1: dating app for birds. Letting go letting Go is a 1433 01:13:37,560 --> 01:13:41,960 Speaker 1: an app where you it's it's a it's alan On Literature, 1434 01:13:42,000 --> 01:13:43,960 Speaker 1: which is I'm not an alan On, but it's um. 1435 01:13:44,520 --> 01:13:46,360 Speaker 1: It's a great little daily reader, and so if you 1436 01:13:46,439 --> 01:13:48,439 Speaker 1: open it, it'll tell you, like today's lesson. It just 1437 01:13:48,520 --> 01:13:50,800 Speaker 1: teaches you about how like accept yourself and accept others. 1438 01:13:50,840 --> 01:13:53,320 Speaker 1: And some days I just like need it. And yeah, okay, 1439 01:13:53,439 --> 01:13:55,840 Speaker 1: So your Instagram yesterday you were on, that was your 1440 01:13:55,880 --> 01:13:59,200 Speaker 1: most used one two hours and ten minutes. YouTube um 1441 01:13:59,240 --> 01:14:03,080 Speaker 1: an hour and for seven minutes, TikTok our nine minutes, 1442 01:14:03,280 --> 01:14:05,479 Speaker 1: Google Maps fifty eight minutes, so I'm guessing you were 1443 01:14:05,520 --> 01:14:09,200 Speaker 1: just had that up while that can count. And then 1444 01:14:09,400 --> 01:14:13,639 Speaker 1: messages thirty three minutes, Safari thirty one minutes, Gmail twenties 1445 01:14:13,680 --> 01:14:15,679 Speaker 1: two minutes. And then we go on and it gets 1446 01:14:15,960 --> 01:14:19,800 Speaker 1: you know, ESPN three minutes, um, strip chat dot com 1447 01:14:20,520 --> 01:14:24,000 Speaker 1: really five minutes. I wonder what that's from porn hub 1448 01:14:24,880 --> 01:14:27,200 Speaker 1: six minutes. That's exactly how long it takes me to come. 1449 01:14:27,280 --> 01:14:33,680 Speaker 1: That's hilarious. Wait, go to minutes a day yesterday that 1450 01:14:35,000 --> 01:14:38,559 Speaker 1: it took me five minutes on strip chat. Strip chat 1451 01:14:38,800 --> 01:14:42,000 Speaker 1: came before first of all. Strip Chat. I'm just saying, 1452 01:14:42,040 --> 01:14:44,920 Speaker 1: like I don't chat. It was at six am that 1453 01:14:45,160 --> 01:14:48,120 Speaker 1: came up. Probably was at six am. Yeah, I was 1454 01:14:48,720 --> 01:14:53,960 Speaker 1: early riser. Wait, let me see wait where is yours? 1455 01:14:54,200 --> 01:14:56,320 Speaker 1: I'll find it. Oh my god, your phone is so tiny. 1456 01:14:56,560 --> 01:15:01,439 Speaker 1: I like it. Yeah, that's a cuteie. Okay, screen time, Um, 1457 01:15:01,680 --> 01:15:02,960 Speaker 1: you know what it is though, and I'm not just 1458 01:15:03,120 --> 01:15:04,960 Speaker 1: like saying strip check comes up when you put a 1459 01:15:05,000 --> 01:15:08,479 Speaker 1: porn hub. That makes sense. Okay, So it was six minutes. Um, 1460 01:15:08,760 --> 01:15:11,160 Speaker 1: I want to go to a day off. Um, so 1461 01:15:11,280 --> 01:15:13,679 Speaker 1: I have to go back to two thousand eight. Oh yeah, 1462 01:15:13,680 --> 01:15:17,640 Speaker 1: because when um, no, I'll go to um. Yesterday I 1463 01:15:17,760 --> 01:15:19,640 Speaker 1: was ten hours and fifty eight minutes on my phone. Now, 1464 01:15:19,720 --> 01:15:21,400 Speaker 1: let me break that down for you, because that is 1465 01:15:21,439 --> 01:15:28,240 Speaker 1: not what you think it is. Most used messages was yeah, yeah, please, 1466 01:15:28,520 --> 01:15:30,519 Speaker 1: here we go. That doesn't Hold on, wait a second, 1467 01:15:30,600 --> 01:15:33,800 Speaker 1: this doesn't make sense for ten hours, I mean, what 1468 01:15:33,960 --> 01:15:37,760 Speaker 1: the funk was That doesn't make sense? Oh? This is 1469 01:15:37,840 --> 01:15:41,280 Speaker 1: doing show categories. Okay, wait what was my Instagram? Was that? Wait? 1470 01:15:41,360 --> 01:15:45,880 Speaker 1: More than two hours? Okay, hold on, but this is 1471 01:15:45,920 --> 01:15:48,760 Speaker 1: no Instagram was three hours and three up to This 1472 01:15:48,880 --> 01:15:52,120 Speaker 1: doesn't add up to ten hours. I don't even know 1473 01:15:52,160 --> 01:15:53,920 Speaker 1: what I was doing on Instagram. I feel like I'm 1474 01:15:53,960 --> 01:15:56,920 Speaker 1: on TikTok wait more, maybe it does. No, this does 1475 01:15:56,960 --> 01:15:58,760 Speaker 1: not add up to ten hours. There's no way that 1476 01:15:58,880 --> 01:16:00,759 Speaker 1: this is ten hours. So I think all the extra 1477 01:16:00,880 --> 01:16:06,080 Speaker 1: time was my white app noise show today. Why is 1478 01:16:06,160 --> 01:16:08,519 Speaker 1: not that that could be it if you have your 1479 01:16:08,560 --> 01:16:12,599 Speaker 1: phone running overnight. Yes, that's that's why I have these 1480 01:16:12,680 --> 01:16:16,680 Speaker 1: kinds of numbers. Um for sure. But oh, I see 1481 01:16:16,720 --> 01:16:18,560 Speaker 1: because I was doing social All right, here we go, 1482 01:16:19,560 --> 01:16:23,439 Speaker 1: so today, then we're going to go yesterday ten hours 1483 01:16:23,479 --> 01:16:29,519 Speaker 1: and fifty eight minutes, um three four five. That's only 1484 01:16:29,600 --> 01:16:33,160 Speaker 1: five hours? What was the rest doing? This doesn't make sense. 1485 01:16:33,280 --> 01:16:34,840 Speaker 1: But you can just read my times. It was not 1486 01:16:34,960 --> 01:16:37,720 Speaker 1: ten hours. You can read all my times there. All right, 1487 01:16:37,760 --> 01:16:42,360 Speaker 1: your top is Reddit an hour and ten minutes, now 1488 01:16:42,439 --> 01:16:46,840 Speaker 1: do you Okay? Go to bed Instagram fifty nine minutes. 1489 01:16:46,880 --> 01:16:49,759 Speaker 1: It's not bad at all. Ways. Is your thing camera 1490 01:16:49,920 --> 01:16:54,400 Speaker 1: thirty six minutes? That's surprising. I think I was editing. 1491 01:16:54,720 --> 01:16:57,280 Speaker 1: Um oh, I was getting photos from the Bruce Bruce 1492 01:16:57,280 --> 01:17:01,080 Speaker 1: Springsteen thing and I was like editing photos. And this 1493 01:17:01,240 --> 01:17:05,760 Speaker 1: is my favorite part so far. You got camera, You 1494 01:17:05,880 --> 01:17:12,360 Speaker 1: got a camera thirty six to four Safari twenty books. 1495 01:17:14,720 --> 01:17:17,960 Speaker 1: At least I read for a fifteen minutes yesterday. That's 1496 01:17:18,000 --> 01:17:22,679 Speaker 1: not bad. I know, it's just funny. It's just even 1497 01:17:23,280 --> 01:17:27,680 Speaker 1: you don't even know what well. I was on the 1498 01:17:27,760 --> 01:17:29,720 Speaker 1: plane and that's when I fell asleep. Was fifteen minutes 1499 01:17:29,760 --> 01:17:33,600 Speaker 1: of reading reading. I'm reading, um god, what was it? 1500 01:17:34,120 --> 01:17:37,160 Speaker 1: It was David Spate's book. I'm rereading What's r tr 1501 01:17:38,040 --> 01:17:42,280 Speaker 1: rent a runway? Okay? Snap seed? That's a photo editing. 1502 01:17:43,640 --> 01:17:45,560 Speaker 1: I mean other than that, you're not You didn't do 1503 01:17:45,640 --> 01:17:48,320 Speaker 1: any porn yesterday? No, no, no, I don't. I haven't 1504 01:17:48,360 --> 01:17:51,559 Speaker 1: had time to jerk off recently. But you're getting laid 1505 01:17:52,600 --> 01:17:59,760 Speaker 1: I am. It's pretty nice. I mean nothing now is 1506 01:17:59,800 --> 01:18:02,880 Speaker 1: really jumps out at me. Here note seventeen seconds, so 1507 01:18:02,960 --> 01:18:06,960 Speaker 1: you're writing a lot. I wrote down something I would 1508 01:18:07,040 --> 01:18:12,000 Speaker 1: love to see. What is I with? Seventeen seconds? Wrotes 1509 01:18:13,040 --> 01:18:18,560 Speaker 1: that's Nikki's writing process. That was from today. Oh it 1510 01:18:18,720 --> 01:18:20,519 Speaker 1: was a new word that I put in that I 1511 01:18:20,640 --> 01:18:24,880 Speaker 1: just learned in Susian. Oh. I like that. Yeah, it 1512 01:18:24,920 --> 01:18:29,160 Speaker 1: sounds like do you know what it means? Yeah? Um, 1513 01:18:29,600 --> 01:18:31,600 Speaker 1: neither do I. Um, I have to look it up. 1514 01:18:31,680 --> 01:18:35,599 Speaker 1: It says, showing a casual lack of concern said something 1515 01:18:35,680 --> 01:18:40,160 Speaker 1: fake because studio. The other day, my mom said, we 1516 01:18:40,240 --> 01:18:42,000 Speaker 1: have to go to aunt Lynd's house and we're going 1517 01:18:42,040 --> 01:18:44,760 Speaker 1: to go there and surmise the situation. She said, I 1518 01:18:44,840 --> 01:18:47,120 Speaker 1: let it go. The first time she goes, we just 1519 01:18:47,160 --> 01:18:48,920 Speaker 1: gotta go there and surmise the situation. And I go, 1520 01:18:49,600 --> 01:18:52,320 Speaker 1: I gotta say, that's not the right word. And she goes, yeah, 1521 01:18:52,400 --> 01:18:55,080 Speaker 1: my dad, she's going to surmise situation. I go, no, 1522 01:18:55,600 --> 01:18:58,840 Speaker 1: it's not and he goes, uh, Sirie, give me the 1523 01:18:58,920 --> 01:19:02,479 Speaker 1: definition of surmise. And it was like to um, guess 1524 01:19:02,520 --> 01:19:04,880 Speaker 1: about something that you don't know. It's like I'm gonna guess, 1525 01:19:04,920 --> 01:19:07,360 Speaker 1: I'm gonna surve I'm going to guess. I will surmise 1526 01:19:07,520 --> 01:19:10,200 Speaker 1: that you are thinking that something I don't know. So 1527 01:19:10,479 --> 01:19:12,960 Speaker 1: for my mom to go walk into Len's place and surmise, 1528 01:19:13,800 --> 01:19:16,000 Speaker 1: so you mean assess and she goes yes. And so 1529 01:19:16,160 --> 01:19:20,679 Speaker 1: even today she goes, we're over here surmising. It sounds 1530 01:19:20,720 --> 01:19:24,479 Speaker 1: like she's like trying to figure like the detective work, 1531 01:19:24,520 --> 01:19:26,320 Speaker 1: I'm figure out how your aunt passed away. I just 1532 01:19:26,400 --> 01:19:28,000 Speaker 1: love when someone gets a new word that they're just 1533 01:19:28,120 --> 01:19:31,840 Speaker 1: they're a little trigger happy on I've never done I 1534 01:19:31,960 --> 01:19:34,080 Speaker 1: swear to god, I've never learned a new word and 1535 01:19:34,320 --> 01:19:39,680 Speaker 1: used it like daring conversation. Yeah, like where I'm like, hey, 1536 01:19:39,800 --> 01:19:43,559 Speaker 1: look at this word. Maybe you seem like someone who 1537 01:19:43,560 --> 01:19:47,920 Speaker 1: would like new words. Erroneous, I like that word. You 1538 01:19:48,000 --> 01:19:50,320 Speaker 1: don't seem like someone at all, it was seriously, Andrew, 1539 01:19:50,320 --> 01:19:52,479 Speaker 1: you seem like someone who like has a just thirst 1540 01:19:52,640 --> 01:19:57,080 Speaker 1: and for new vocabulary and complex concepts. Al Right, guys, 1541 01:19:57,120 --> 01:19:58,560 Speaker 1: thank you so much for listening to the show. We 1542 01:19:58,640 --> 01:20:08,639 Speaker 1: gotta go. Oh my god, Luigi when we are wrapping 1543 01:20:08,680 --> 01:20:10,679 Speaker 1: things up. He's so cute. Guys, check out our video. 1544 01:20:10,840 --> 01:20:13,320 Speaker 1: If to watch Luigi, watch the podcast. Um It's on 1545 01:20:13,479 --> 01:20:15,840 Speaker 1: YouTube now. Please go watch and support us to get 1546 01:20:15,840 --> 01:20:18,320 Speaker 1: our numbers up on there. We would love it. Um 1547 01:20:18,600 --> 01:20:20,960 Speaker 1: rate and review us. Just subscribe over there. That would 1548 01:20:20,960 --> 01:20:22,880 Speaker 1: be awesome. And thank you so much for listening to 1549 01:20:22,880 --> 01:20:25,519 Speaker 1: the podcast. Thank you for being with us during our 1550 01:20:25,560 --> 01:20:27,640 Speaker 1: little argument today. It means so much to us that 1551 01:20:27,680 --> 01:20:30,080 Speaker 1: you still put up with us despite us being imperfect. 1552 01:20:30,600 --> 01:20:32,680 Speaker 1: And I feel the same way about you, guys. Um, 1553 01:20:32,800 --> 01:20:35,679 Speaker 1: I love you, Thank you, and we'll see tomorrow. Don't 1554 01:20:35,680 --> 01:20:42,160 Speaker 1: be kid and Jack the Snowman wait Jack Frost Jack 1555 01:20:44,479 --> 01:20:49,000 Speaker 1: name Jack or frosty talk sure,