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Speaker 1: we want. So our topic for today is cognizance versus delusion,

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Speaker 1: and cognizance is the act of being cognizant. And in

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Speaker 1: the textbook definition, cognizance is knowledge awareness or formal notice.

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Speaker 1: And in the urban German definition, cognizance is of the

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Speaker 1: fact that it was getting late. This the urban that

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Speaker 1: I'm not gonna read the urban definition because that shouldn't

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Speaker 1: make no sense. So in the textbook definition of delusion

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Speaker 1: is an idiosyncred idiosyncratic belief or impression that is firmly

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Speaker 1: maintained despite being contradicted by what is generally accepted as

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Speaker 1: a reality or rational argument, typically a symptom of mental disorder.

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Speaker 1: The urban definition of delusion is a false belief which

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Speaker 1: cannot be explained by cultural norms, and the patient often

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Speaker 1: holds strongly. Do that makes sense either, So I'm gonna

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Speaker 1: go straight into my example. So at the BT Awards

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Speaker 1: that happened recently or whatever, um, there was a lot

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Speaker 1: of talk all over social media and all over the

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Speaker 1: internet about Diddy's acceptance speech, and people were saying, like, Okay, Karesha,

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Speaker 1: you know him and Kareasia have a thing going on.

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Speaker 1: Karresia held up a sign that said go poppy. But

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Speaker 1: in his in his acceptance speech, he didn't formally acknowledge her,

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Speaker 1: but he did acknowledge his ex girlfriend Cassie, and he

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Speaker 1: did acknowledge Kemporter, which is the mother of his children

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Speaker 1: and another um former love of his life technically, and

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Speaker 1: they were making a big deal on the internet about

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Speaker 1: you know, she was stupid because she was doing all that.

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Speaker 1: She held up a sign, He didn't even even acknowledge her,

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Speaker 1: whatever whatever. But in my personal opinion, I feel like

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Speaker 1: she's cognizant of their relationship and where they stand as

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Speaker 1: far as with each other in the total scheme of things.

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Speaker 1: So her holding up a sign is just her supporting

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Speaker 1: her friend or her nigger or you know whatever he

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Speaker 1: is to her at that time. She doesn't really care

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Speaker 1: about other people's opinions. And as far as him not

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Speaker 1: acknowledging her technically in the speech, I feel like this

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Speaker 1: is a lifetime achievement award about some ship that has

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Speaker 1: been going on for twenty or thirty years, and he

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Speaker 1: acknowledged the people that helped him throughout that twenty or

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Speaker 1: thirty year period. Their situation is fresh and new, so

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Speaker 1: I don't think it was a big deal that he

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Speaker 1: didn't like give her the same shout out that he

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Speaker 1: a way longer history in a way bigger situation than

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Speaker 1: him and her have, and I feel like they have

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Speaker 1: an understanding with each other, so it's not necessarily about

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Speaker 1: the public ship. You know what I'm saying. Whatever they

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Speaker 1: do on their own time is what they do on

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Speaker 1: their own time. They enjoy it, they like it. We

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Speaker 1: should love it and mind our business. I don't know

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Speaker 1: what y'all think. He gave her a whole show, right,

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Speaker 1: a whole podcast, Give her a whole show. Yeah, he's

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Speaker 1: given her a lot of ship, and she's also giving

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Speaker 1: him a lot of ship, like maybe not material ship,

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Speaker 1: but as far as like rejuvenating and you know, bringing

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying, And this a lot of ship that

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Speaker 1: business to know that kind of chick. So it shouldn't

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Speaker 1: in somebody else's personal life. Definitely have been in man,

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Speaker 1: everything I'm still don't have to be explained exactly. Shouldn't

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Speaker 1: word again, what's the name of the word. Cognizance versus delusion.

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Speaker 1: She's not delusional about where they stand. She knows what's

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Speaker 1: ain't right exactly? And if she won an award, but

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Speaker 1: but did he like nobody would care? Think. People just

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Speaker 1: want to live your life for you. That's what I

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Speaker 1: better at living other people's lives than live in there.

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you one thing you can't do, though,

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Speaker 1: and sometimes you're hard to try to make you do

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Speaker 1: try your best to leave some that you know, ain't you?

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Speaker 1: How are you gonna do that? Kail? You fail every time?

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Speaker 1: Every time. You're gonna fail every time. It's like me

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Speaker 1: trying to go be a truck driver. I never drove

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Speaker 1: do that for me? Right, but bring you down exactly.

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Speaker 1: You gotta live in a purpose. Man, You can't live,

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Speaker 1: can't spit nobody living how you want to live? Well?

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Speaker 1: What what sparse that though in the person? Like? What

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Speaker 1: What kind of character trait? Like what's the jealousy? Insecurity?

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Speaker 1: Not definitely jealous insecurity? Jealousy and insecurity makes you want

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Speaker 1: you can live yours. Now, Yeah, I guess I get

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Speaker 1: what you're saying, but that ain't with all the time

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Speaker 1: I was saying, like you're trying to up to somebody

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Speaker 1: thing that come home every night and do all that

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Speaker 1: how they the idea of your life. You can never

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Speaker 1: you fail unless unless not full life, unless certain parts

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Speaker 1: don't fit right, you must You can't if they if

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Speaker 1: they're trying to inspire me to do something, it's different.

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Speaker 1: Then if you're trying to inspire me to do something

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Speaker 1: that you know I'm capable of. Right, you can't think

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Speaker 1: fitness journey, but don't force them to be like you

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Speaker 1: and you're trying to inspire them, you have to inspire

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Speaker 1: inspire them and try to lean them in the direction

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Speaker 1: of what you feel like they should be. Like black

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Speaker 1: with saying like because it's never gonna work, and both

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Speaker 1: to make them something that they're not. So be yourself

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Speaker 1: is the moral. Be yourself? But what funk with people

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Speaker 1: already knowing I don't ready funk with you, right? Get

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Speaker 1: what's because if I already funk you didn't don't trying

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Speaker 1: to change it. I mean, if I'm trying to change

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Speaker 1: Like I keep on tell you, not like I ain't

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Speaker 1: But the type of you gotta ask yourself if this

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Speaker 1: wasn't my brother, sister, husband, wife, daughter, son, mother, father,

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Speaker 1: but I fought with him as a friend when I

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Speaker 1: but like, what's the difference between trying to inspire someone

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Speaker 1: they kind of the same thing that change? I think

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Speaker 1: you're saying you want to do. I can't inspire you

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Speaker 1: because I do like the way he hounded the business

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Speaker 1: You get what's in regards to what however, whatever it's

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Speaker 1: flaws them, it's flaws right. Unless I see it's detrimental

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So what about what about somebody saying?

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Speaker 1: What if somebody say what if it is a detriment

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Speaker 1: for somebody has chosen a detriment, Like, Bro, you really

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Speaker 1: should be drinking that much liquor that ship gonna do this.

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Speaker 1: That ain't a detriment to that's you. That's your choice.

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Speaker 1: You can't be a detriment to the people around you.

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Speaker 1: They always funked up or drunk or this, and that's

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Speaker 1: like that, but I don't go. I don't do certain

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Speaker 1: and shooting all that ship you al we got every

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Speaker 1: time somebody did something you ain't eat. Yeah, you picking

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Speaker 1: They should They never got together because I knew they

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Speaker 1: that's funked up, or it's problem, the problem, it's just

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Speaker 1: running through different days. These are opinions. We don't know

424
00:24:58,640 --> 00:25:01,080
Speaker 1: for show. He could have just said fuckers. She could

425
00:25:01,119 --> 00:25:03,200
Speaker 1: have just said we don't know for sure. But a

426
00:25:03,280 --> 00:25:05,200
Speaker 1: lot of people just start offering their opinions. Oh I

427
00:25:05,280 --> 00:25:08,160
Speaker 1: knew it wasn't gonna work because like people be creating

428
00:25:08,160 --> 00:25:10,520
Speaker 1: the fate of a relationship before they even see it

429
00:25:10,600 --> 00:25:15,280
Speaker 1: through anything. But yeah, now they're speaking on that ship

430
00:25:15,359 --> 00:25:17,560
Speaker 1: on their face and doing all that ship Like, woudn't

431
00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:22,080
Speaker 1: come on this ship? No, no, myself looking at some

432
00:25:22,119 --> 00:25:24,520
Speaker 1: ship or send a niggle somebody DM me might call,

433
00:25:24,560 --> 00:25:27,360
Speaker 1: you might talk about it, but that's that's gonna go. Yeah,

434
00:25:27,680 --> 00:25:29,600
Speaker 1: like I'm not offering my opinion to you or to

435
00:25:29,640 --> 00:25:32,879
Speaker 1: the world. It's ship. I don't know, we said what

436
00:25:32,960 --> 00:25:34,800
Speaker 1: we said. I don't care about it. No, yeah, you know,

437
00:25:34,840 --> 00:25:37,760
Speaker 1: I don't know. Gossip and ship it's not it's not

438
00:25:37,840 --> 00:25:39,840
Speaker 1: gonna cover your whole day. There are people that would

439
00:25:39,840 --> 00:25:43,399
Speaker 1: take somebody else life wapping with Kim and Kanye and

440
00:25:44,560 --> 00:25:46,720
Speaker 1: the whole day. That's all they can talk about and

441
00:25:46,920 --> 00:25:49,920
Speaker 1: they ain't got no business day. Yeah, that's what we

442
00:25:50,040 --> 00:25:52,400
Speaker 1: all gonna have opinions on everything they go on. They're

443
00:25:52,400 --> 00:25:56,040
Speaker 1: just part of our exactly. It's just like we programmed

444
00:25:56,040 --> 00:25:57,200
Speaker 1: to do they If not, you're gonna have to be

445
00:25:57,320 --> 00:26:02,760
Speaker 1: done there like a monk or some ship. Yeah, I see,

446
00:26:02,800 --> 00:26:05,600
Speaker 1: my boy, my b Kany just inspired me. Man saying

447
00:26:05,600 --> 00:26:08,480
Speaker 1: the next thing up this ship with the whole leather

448
00:26:08,600 --> 00:26:12,600
Speaker 1: jacket and don't want to see a skin, no skin.

449
00:26:12,840 --> 00:26:15,840
Speaker 1: This ain't me to tell a problem. I'm going to

450
00:26:15,880 --> 00:26:18,440
Speaker 1: say what I want to say, y'all, which didn't do

451
00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:22,240
Speaker 1: that anyway. This ain't me. Yeah, or it might be.

452
00:26:22,440 --> 00:26:24,560
Speaker 1: You never know what I'm saying, but that's how you

453
00:26:24,640 --> 00:26:29,760
Speaker 1: stand up like myself right now? Yeah, ain the one

454
00:26:29,840 --> 00:26:36,960
Speaker 1: man I feel. Yeah, that's that Gemini ship. Yeah, I'll

455
00:26:37,000 --> 00:26:43,880
Speaker 1: be there if I sweated out breathe y'all. I don't

456
00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:47,160
Speaker 1: see what I see though he couldn't see ship, saying

457
00:26:47,280 --> 00:26:55,200
Speaker 1: I don't black out here, man, Yeah, here you bank

458
00:26:55,840 --> 00:26:58,040
Speaker 1: what you're saying about my back. Ain't saying I fun

459
00:26:58,160 --> 00:27:01,600
Speaker 1: with you. I'm saying that, ain't nobody in this room

460
00:27:01,760 --> 00:27:05,440
Speaker 1: for the do what he did or where what he wore,

461
00:27:05,440 --> 00:27:07,760
Speaker 1: because that's his business and that's you ain't but that's

462
00:27:07,800 --> 00:27:12,000
Speaker 1: what makes him. Absolutely we were about to do something

463
00:27:12,040 --> 00:27:14,280
Speaker 1: to do I respect that. Ain't nobody fron to do it.

464
00:27:14,560 --> 00:27:18,040
Speaker 1: We are individual and that's a unicorn, right yeah. Yeah,

465
00:27:18,840 --> 00:27:20,479
Speaker 1: Why didn't he gotta be looking at It's weird when

466
00:27:20,520 --> 00:27:22,119
Speaker 1: they when they be on that time, everybody on the

467
00:27:22,160 --> 00:27:27,680
Speaker 1: stage was a unicorn. Understanding. Baby Face ain't really know

468
00:27:29,600 --> 00:27:33,200
Speaker 1: for his time, he legend his time what he did

469
00:27:33,320 --> 00:27:37,639
Speaker 1: different the baby Face ship, I'm saying that's that's that's accolades,

470
00:27:37,720 --> 00:27:41,560
Speaker 1: a lifetime achievement. Once in a lifetime. Nigga. Who else

471
00:27:41,640 --> 00:27:47,240
Speaker 1: was a baby face? Who did face did? He? Ain't

472
00:27:47,280 --> 00:27:55,760
Speaker 1: no baby face? What's due name from Motown on Barry Gordon.

473
00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:58,080
Speaker 1: Oh that's the same blue foot bro all this same

474
00:27:58,119 --> 00:28:00,920
Speaker 1: blue ain't no nigga kan yet. Never seem a nigga

475
00:28:01,000 --> 00:28:03,960
Speaker 1: like that. Can't debate with that at this particular time.

476
00:28:04,280 --> 00:28:08,639
Speaker 1: I prepared to debate. Do what you do? Then let's like,

477
00:28:09,280 --> 00:28:12,320
Speaker 1: no nigga, it's like this nigga did he did? He

478
00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:15,600
Speaker 1: went up there in saluted Bobby Brown for inspiring him,

479
00:28:18,000 --> 00:28:20,119
Speaker 1: but he was for hell of a nigga. That nigga,

480
00:28:22,840 --> 00:28:25,680
Speaker 1: you know, did ship that niggas probably not never do.

481
00:28:26,080 --> 00:28:29,640
Speaker 1: But we have seen a mobile before. Yeah, we've seen

482
00:28:29,680 --> 00:28:32,560
Speaker 1: a mobil in the time. We've seen that. We've seen

483
00:28:32,640 --> 00:28:34,960
Speaker 1: a nigga makeup billions and billions of dollar we've seen that.

484
00:28:35,359 --> 00:28:38,080
Speaker 1: We seen no niggas that do on stage doing this ship.

485
00:28:38,360 --> 00:28:43,120
Speaker 1: This nigo doing man and standing on it. It's somebody

486
00:28:43,160 --> 00:28:48,760
Speaker 1: I can't think somebody. It's definitely somebody that's done things

487
00:28:48,840 --> 00:28:52,160
Speaker 1: like that, not him. They ain't done. Like, there's only

488
00:28:52,200 --> 00:28:55,520
Speaker 1: one there's only one Kanye, Bro. I could go for that.

489
00:28:56,040 --> 00:28:58,840
Speaker 1: There's only one Michael Jackson. And you've never seen hi

490
00:28:58,880 --> 00:29:02,360
Speaker 1: nigga went from black to white and you love me

491
00:29:02,480 --> 00:29:08,400
Speaker 1: the same white. Let's be one. You're the corn niggas man.

492
00:29:13,040 --> 00:29:15,640
Speaker 1: Man just turned to a whole another nigga right in

493
00:29:15,720 --> 00:29:21,320
Speaker 1: front of our face, pressing piece Michael rest in piece Michael.

494
00:29:22,480 --> 00:29:26,640
Speaker 1: But name another nigga like Michael Jacks, Prince Prince one

495
00:29:26,760 --> 00:29:32,200
Speaker 1: like Mike Prince state the same color, Bro, and then

496
00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:34,120
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, Prince was still a nigger.

497
00:29:34,400 --> 00:29:46,040
Speaker 1: Yeah it was too I mean he probably did. But

498
00:29:47,920 --> 00:29:51,080
Speaker 1: some statue beat you with you, bro, So you think

499
00:29:51,120 --> 00:29:54,160
Speaker 1: that that? Yeah, So you think that's what when they

500
00:29:54,240 --> 00:29:57,560
Speaker 1: say star or superstar, like when you take names like

501
00:29:58,120 --> 00:30:00,560
Speaker 1: I've never seen another Mike Tyson, not just about his

502
00:30:00,640 --> 00:30:07,040
Speaker 1: fight and ships the way he ain't no other box

503
00:30:07,160 --> 00:30:10,720
Speaker 1: have been a nigga like Mike type or ain't another

504
00:30:10,960 --> 00:30:17,480
Speaker 1: nigga another nigga like Home? Yeah, okay, so we were

505
00:30:17,520 --> 00:30:21,160
Speaker 1: not going I mean, so there's no comparison between him

506
00:30:21,200 --> 00:30:28,440
Speaker 1: and Mohammad alle boxing wise, being outspoken, was an activist

507
00:30:28,520 --> 00:30:35,920
Speaker 1: on he was an activist, was na from the streets

508
00:30:36,280 --> 00:30:40,960
Speaker 1: that happened to make it boxing that we'll still crash

509
00:30:41,440 --> 00:30:46,160
Speaker 1: out all of it, almost did a couple of months ago. Yeah,

510
00:30:46,240 --> 00:30:50,520
Speaker 1: now boxing, what it's like Jordan's and Kobe basketball wise

511
00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:53,640
Speaker 1: are similar niggas. There is no nigga that acts like

512
00:30:53,720 --> 00:30:57,760
Speaker 1: Michael Jordan's. The kids ain't signing them autographs like unique,

513
00:30:57,840 --> 00:31:00,320
Speaker 1: one of a kind. But you got niggas that act

514
00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:04,280
Speaker 1: like that too, though, that just just arrogant rappers just

515
00:31:04,440 --> 00:31:06,440
Speaker 1: act like that, Like I don't sund autograms, I don't

516
00:31:06,480 --> 00:31:09,000
Speaker 1: fun that I made it him. I don't like my

517
00:31:09,080 --> 00:31:12,080
Speaker 1: talent got me here. Stop. You got niggas like that.

518
00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:16,360
Speaker 1: You ain't got no nigga. They're selling clothes that don't

519
00:31:16,360 --> 00:31:19,000
Speaker 1: even look like you're supposed to. Well for that's happening

520
00:31:20,040 --> 00:31:23,720
Speaker 1: and doing anything. He really is just trash ship Is

521
00:31:23,800 --> 00:31:27,120
Speaker 1: he is it? And it works? Is it? Is he?

522
00:31:27,880 --> 00:31:31,400
Speaker 1: I feel like he there's a Betho to his madness home.

523
00:31:31,440 --> 00:31:34,480
Speaker 1: He went to the war show fully dressed for winter

524
00:31:34,640 --> 00:31:37,360
Speaker 1: in the middle of summer, like, but there's a reason

525
00:31:37,480 --> 00:31:42,080
Speaker 1: for that, Just like them shoes he wore when he performed,

526
00:31:42,720 --> 00:31:46,480
Speaker 1: you know, the biggest space shoes like and then the

527
00:31:46,560 --> 00:31:51,720
Speaker 1: next day everybody wanted them. But even if I'm selling

528
00:31:51,760 --> 00:31:55,200
Speaker 1: that ship is not this me and nobody else is

529
00:31:55,280 --> 00:32:02,480
Speaker 1: liking Nobody even understands people really because coolticize it really everything.

530
00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:05,120
Speaker 1: How am I weird because I'm not afraid to be

531
00:32:06,280 --> 00:32:10,520
Speaker 1: nothing like nobody else being afraid. We're supposed to got them.

532
00:32:10,680 --> 00:32:13,320
Speaker 1: We sped, try to got them get inside the folk man, Like,

533
00:32:13,480 --> 00:32:15,360
Speaker 1: what is you thinking? Because the world need to think

534
00:32:15,480 --> 00:32:18,800
Speaker 1: like this. We just said no, we're just saying be yourself. No,

535
00:32:18,920 --> 00:32:22,600
Speaker 1: I'm just saying you need to get that fun because

536
00:32:23,160 --> 00:32:26,600
Speaker 1: like everybody, we don't need everybody to have that button

537
00:32:27,440 --> 00:32:30,240
Speaker 1: because ain't nobody trying to be like nobody? Then it

538
00:32:30,320 --> 00:32:35,680
Speaker 1: won't be No what I don't want to be. You

539
00:32:36,080 --> 00:32:41,840
Speaker 1: want to feel? That's a great point our bad they leave? Yea,

540
00:32:42,160 --> 00:32:43,800
Speaker 1: it is what it is. We need to get them

541
00:32:44,000 --> 00:32:47,400
Speaker 1: be that shouldn't need to be starting installed in niggas

542
00:32:47,440 --> 00:32:51,080
Speaker 1: that birth man, It is what it is. Yeah, that

543
00:32:51,120 --> 00:32:54,240
Speaker 1: ain't gonna happen though, Ain't no nigga like you, bro? Yeah,

544
00:32:56,720 --> 00:32:59,080
Speaker 1: scared to do ship. Everybody scared to do there, going

545
00:32:59,120 --> 00:33:01,840
Speaker 1: there and tell it, say the truth, Like what's going on?

546
00:33:02,000 --> 00:33:07,320
Speaker 1: Isn't like this is the truth? I don't care. Yeah,

547
00:33:08,280 --> 00:33:11,000
Speaker 1: it's down like a superhero. Bro. Ain't no nigga telling

548
00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:15,240
Speaker 1: you the truth. I can't debate with that. Jim and

549
00:33:15,320 --> 00:33:18,720
Speaker 1: I are very outspoken. Everybody's said, nigga real to nigga,

550
00:33:18,760 --> 00:33:21,400
Speaker 1: Actually tell them some real shit about them. Then you

551
00:33:21,480 --> 00:33:24,600
Speaker 1: can clear faith. You know what I'm saying, You really

552
00:33:24,640 --> 00:33:26,840
Speaker 1: need on earth till you got them stand on some

553
00:33:26,960 --> 00:33:34,280
Speaker 1: real ship that you disagree with. Yeah, everything I ever

554
00:33:34,320 --> 00:33:36,480
Speaker 1: said was real. It's fun. Everything I've ever done was

555
00:33:36,560 --> 00:33:38,720
Speaker 1: really as fun until me and you had a difference

556
00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:41,440
Speaker 1: of opinion. Now we're gonna go back and erase all

557
00:33:41,520 --> 00:33:45,520
Speaker 1: that chop Boy erased that. You know what next you

558
00:33:45,640 --> 00:33:53,920
Speaker 1: race it cleaning off. They're gonna say, oh, yeah, that's

559
00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:56,120
Speaker 1: crazy now that nigga. Hell of with a nigga man

560
00:33:56,200 --> 00:33:59,120
Speaker 1: ending in space like he don't even He probably cares,

561
00:33:59,280 --> 00:34:03,400
Speaker 1: But I can't kill because I'm me. I can't even

562
00:34:03,480 --> 00:34:06,080
Speaker 1: give a funk at this point. They are al must

563
00:34:06,080 --> 00:34:10,560
Speaker 1: suposed on my mind, so I can't kill. I don't

564
00:34:10,600 --> 00:34:15,920
Speaker 1: think he knows exactly what you're talking about exactly adding

565
00:34:16,000 --> 00:34:17,920
Speaker 1: up to everything that y'all said, y'all want to be,

566
00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:20,080
Speaker 1: y'll gonna be. I can't hear that will be big

567
00:34:20,160 --> 00:34:23,200
Speaker 1: in that that whatever it is in like the what's

568
00:34:23,239 --> 00:34:25,320
Speaker 1: his name? This is the b that you're reaching for.

569
00:34:25,640 --> 00:34:31,600
Speaker 1: He's that he's becoming for sure, peace wrap model, fashion,

570
00:34:31,760 --> 00:34:34,960
Speaker 1: rap fashion. I don't think he hadn't done his play basketball,

571
00:34:36,040 --> 00:34:38,040
Speaker 1: sports if you want to do it. But he has

572
00:34:38,080 --> 00:34:40,480
Speaker 1: a sports academy. So I guess that I'm being like man,

573
00:34:40,560 --> 00:34:42,719
Speaker 1: so I'm putting us through this ship do whatever they

574
00:34:42,800 --> 00:34:46,399
Speaker 1: need to do. It's like ship. The niggas will trying

575
00:34:46,400 --> 00:34:48,040
Speaker 1: to write the write them, counting niggas. Why do you

576
00:34:48,080 --> 00:34:50,879
Speaker 1: think niggas like that get wrote off? Ain't nobody shouting

577
00:34:50,960 --> 00:34:56,080
Speaker 1: right off? Crazy to try to do? When he then

578
00:34:56,200 --> 00:34:59,960
Speaker 1: up come tell yeah, they ain't trying to write them

579
00:35:00,160 --> 00:35:03,479
Speaker 1: though they tried to say crazy. He don't lost his mind.

580
00:35:04,520 --> 00:35:07,480
Speaker 1: He said he had lost his mind, he admitted at

581
00:35:07,520 --> 00:35:09,920
Speaker 1: one point, and you know he lost his mind and

582
00:35:10,040 --> 00:35:15,960
Speaker 1: good good man. So everybody was flying out the keep

583
00:35:16,040 --> 00:35:18,040
Speaker 1: taking manage though he said he would take a madge.

584
00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:30,920
Speaker 1: That's probably don't but you you point then king Tweak.

585
00:35:31,480 --> 00:35:34,400
Speaker 1: I got a question though, So how come when Kanye

586
00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:37,160
Speaker 1: West to be like wearing weird ship and doing weird ship,

587
00:35:37,280 --> 00:35:40,000
Speaker 1: people think he's a visionary. But then if a regular

588
00:35:40,080 --> 00:35:43,600
Speaker 1: dude do it here weirdo, they think is the weird

589
00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:46,560
Speaker 1: though too. I mean yeah, but people like praise Kanye

590
00:35:46,680 --> 00:35:51,920
Speaker 1: because he has money. I saw a tweak last night.

591
00:35:56,200 --> 00:35:59,879
Speaker 1: You can't. But if somebody a fact, if somebody look

592
00:36:00,040 --> 00:36:02,600
Speaker 1: like want you elevate, you gotta elevate to Now everything

593
00:36:02,719 --> 00:36:05,239
Speaker 1: is promotion. Now. You can't wear that ship like trying

594
00:36:05,239 --> 00:36:07,279
Speaker 1: to wear some weird ship and that ship dirted or

595
00:36:07,360 --> 00:36:11,680
Speaker 1: you stamp. But if somebody wants and you clean jumping

596
00:36:11,680 --> 00:36:15,439
Speaker 1: out the whips the same ship, that's it. You take money.

597
00:36:15,640 --> 00:36:18,520
Speaker 1: I'm saying, you get money, you gotta show that you

598
00:36:19,239 --> 00:36:25,920
Speaker 1: but you clean. I see some little nigga that that

599
00:36:26,120 --> 00:36:28,840
Speaker 1: fucked up, but shout got that he got something. He

600
00:36:28,960 --> 00:36:32,080
Speaker 1: got the it. You gotta think, don't think, don't get

601
00:36:32,120 --> 00:36:33,920
Speaker 1: it fun up. Do you? A lot of these rappers

602
00:36:33,960 --> 00:36:37,239
Speaker 1: still the little nigga sage. Little nigga come in the

603
00:36:37,280 --> 00:36:41,480
Speaker 1: studio first. Little an't even clean the right way. But

604
00:36:41,600 --> 00:36:43,520
Speaker 1: you're gonna see a nigga with some specif ship on

605
00:36:43,640 --> 00:36:46,400
Speaker 1: win it just like that. That's just what they do.

606
00:36:46,600 --> 00:36:50,840
Speaker 1: Niggas like everybody, basketball players, everybody get they sweared just

607
00:36:50,960 --> 00:36:54,400
Speaker 1: for ordinary Joe Niggas man first shore, first shore again,

608
00:36:56,320 --> 00:36:58,400
Speaker 1: Nigga is being expired by the just not getting you

609
00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:00,719
Speaker 1: your props. That's what it is mean. Because you think

610
00:37:00,760 --> 00:37:02,239
Speaker 1: he got it on somewhere. You think you got that

611
00:37:02,239 --> 00:37:05,359
Speaker 1: ship from somewhere. The should be. I think he saw

612
00:37:05,480 --> 00:37:07,359
Speaker 1: some people do this, like the should he be wearing.

613
00:37:07,560 --> 00:37:09,719
Speaker 1: You think he's seen that ship from traveling a lot

614
00:37:09,760 --> 00:37:11,719
Speaker 1: of times on the seas. You see ship know what

615
00:37:11,920 --> 00:37:14,759
Speaker 1: it is was he just want them just you know,

616
00:37:15,239 --> 00:37:17,480
Speaker 1: is making them beat you, making ship restrass. So you

617
00:37:17,600 --> 00:37:19,560
Speaker 1: just like see a visionary You could just see like

618
00:37:19,800 --> 00:37:23,839
Speaker 1: super creative, see what they're trying to like even even

619
00:37:23,960 --> 00:37:26,640
Speaker 1: designers and ship like, I see what the clothes trying

620
00:37:26,680 --> 00:37:28,840
Speaker 1: to go. So I'm going and go there. He now

621
00:37:28,880 --> 00:37:32,839
Speaker 1: on gonna tiptoe with it. Okay, I see big Glow

622
00:37:32,960 --> 00:37:36,880
Speaker 1: come back and make the biggest, biggest, the biggest, the shortest,

623
00:37:37,040 --> 00:37:41,040
Speaker 1: why this ship ever in the world, Like big Man coach,

624
00:37:42,200 --> 00:37:44,200
Speaker 1: She's gonna start looking for it. I only do we

625
00:37:44,239 --> 00:37:46,440
Speaker 1: get a couple of niggas in it. Somebody is sent

626
00:37:46,520 --> 00:37:49,319
Speaker 1: out a tweet when that ship came well saying we yeah,

627
00:37:49,320 --> 00:37:53,800
Speaker 1: we need to get rid of fashion and seasons or

628
00:37:53,840 --> 00:37:57,160
Speaker 1: some ship like that. People already talking that ship basically

629
00:37:57,680 --> 00:37:59,880
Speaker 1: wear that in the winter and where this in the

630
00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:03,040
Speaker 1: something People are already talking about that ship. Man, I

631
00:38:03,080 --> 00:38:09,399
Speaker 1: feel like, whatever you want or whatever. The two jackets over.

632
00:38:09,800 --> 00:38:13,200
Speaker 1: But he was he youve been doing that ship for

633
00:38:13,280 --> 00:38:16,640
Speaker 1: ten years. It was on Alaska time. Oh yeah, he

634
00:38:16,640 --> 00:38:22,000
Speaker 1: would trip it. That's what you ain't seen on the

635
00:38:24,840 --> 00:38:27,880
Speaker 1: a vest a coat and a skull cap with some

636
00:38:28,000 --> 00:38:31,400
Speaker 1: drid in the summer. The only thing is you can

637
00:38:31,480 --> 00:38:34,160
Speaker 1: do that, but you can't pull that ship off in

638
00:38:34,200 --> 00:38:44,120
Speaker 1: the winter. Some some fucking high shorts talking aboforability. Fact,

639
00:38:44,160 --> 00:38:46,160
Speaker 1: it's about a pot nigger that's got to be outside.

640
00:38:46,320 --> 00:38:49,560
Speaker 1: That's all I've been saying. You have money, you gotta

641
00:38:49,840 --> 00:38:54,080
Speaker 1: still pull the weird ship off at the jet step,

642
00:38:54,120 --> 00:38:57,080
Speaker 1: to the wheel, to the hotel. Whatever you want to

643
00:38:57,400 --> 00:39:00,160
Speaker 1: inside the faults is not outside. That's what I'm That's

644
00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:03,000
Speaker 1: what she's been saying. Though. You gotta have money to

645
00:39:03,160 --> 00:39:06,000
Speaker 1: do that, to jump out the whip and go straight

646
00:39:06,080 --> 00:39:08,320
Speaker 1: to because otherwise you have the park walk through the

647
00:39:08,440 --> 00:39:17,000
Speaker 1: parking out, you're gonna get frost bited, and that's my man,

648
00:39:17,040 --> 00:39:20,920
Speaker 1: You're gonna be na. But I just feel like Nick's

649
00:39:20,960 --> 00:39:23,600
Speaker 1: gotta let niggas be their self, and niggas gotta be

650
00:39:23,760 --> 00:39:31,200
Speaker 1: their self and can't be afraid to be yourself behind judgment,

651
00:39:32,719 --> 00:39:36,080
Speaker 1: behind nothing. You can't be afraid to step on into

652
00:39:36,120 --> 00:39:38,440
Speaker 1: that ship because it shoot you set to step into

653
00:39:38,560 --> 00:39:42,560
Speaker 1: might be ship you should have been. Step be yourself,

654
00:39:43,360 --> 00:39:47,360
Speaker 1: unapologetically be yourself. Try to be the best version of yourself,

655
00:39:47,400 --> 00:39:49,520
Speaker 1: but be yourself. I think I think it'd be hard

656
00:39:49,520 --> 00:39:53,759
Speaker 1: for people to make certain choices because comfort to Yeah,

657
00:39:55,360 --> 00:39:57,560
Speaker 1: like I already know what I got or what this is,

658
00:39:58,120 --> 00:39:59,759
Speaker 1: so I'm gonna be cool with this, Like I ain't

659
00:40:00,200 --> 00:40:03,240
Speaker 1: already know Y got. Damn we do it a million,

660
00:40:03,960 --> 00:40:06,520
Speaker 1: half a million a week, so I ain't gonna put

661
00:40:06,520 --> 00:40:08,960
Speaker 1: forth no effort to do five attended, but step out

662
00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:12,439
Speaker 1: there like I'm chasing the cover's owners everybody's detriment. I'm saying,

663
00:40:14,880 --> 00:40:17,480
Speaker 1: yeah either way, even with people like I don't want

664
00:40:17,480 --> 00:40:20,719
Speaker 1: a god damn not call you or tell you how

665
00:40:20,800 --> 00:40:22,960
Speaker 1: I really feel due to the fact of how you

666
00:40:23,080 --> 00:40:25,560
Speaker 1: may take it. You know what I'm saying, But you

667
00:40:25,920 --> 00:40:27,399
Speaker 1: may need to tell you this for you to take

668
00:40:27,440 --> 00:40:29,759
Speaker 1: it and be like, shoot, I feel the same way.

669
00:40:31,080 --> 00:40:32,640
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. That is what it is.

670
00:40:33,320 --> 00:40:36,000
Speaker 1: You just gotta step on in them shoes, bro any

671
00:40:36,080 --> 00:40:40,839
Speaker 1: shoe league. Like we's word again, cogn You gotta have cognizance.

672
00:40:42,600 --> 00:40:45,759
Speaker 1: You gotta be connoisance. You gotta be I don't know

673
00:40:45,840 --> 00:40:47,840
Speaker 1: how to use it, see it in the sentence, but

674
00:40:47,960 --> 00:40:51,000
Speaker 1: what I'm saying is whatever it is, because that means

675
00:40:51,080 --> 00:40:59,000
Speaker 1: understanding rights with no resentment, no confusion, no delusion or

676
00:40:59,160 --> 00:41:01,640
Speaker 1: no nothing that just like, okay, this what this is.

677
00:41:02,600 --> 00:41:07,520
Speaker 1: It is right, That's what it is. That's with every situation,

678
00:41:07,600 --> 00:41:13,880
Speaker 1: with everybody everything. I'm not going to get tall It's

679
00:41:13,920 --> 00:41:19,759
Speaker 1: just what it is. I am. But before I know

680
00:41:22,400 --> 00:41:27,440
Speaker 1: became cognizant. Yeah, wait, has made me, you know, get

681
00:41:27,480 --> 00:41:32,359
Speaker 1: a little bit taller. Yeah, but you know what I'm

682
00:41:32,360 --> 00:41:35,960
Speaker 1: saying now that I know the word, that's what I'm

683
00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:40,120
Speaker 1: not going to get any taller. I grew a beard,

684
00:41:47,320 --> 00:41:50,080
Speaker 1: you came in. You came in with a whole one day. No,

685
00:41:50,160 --> 00:41:52,440
Speaker 1: I can grow hair, but that ship just don't my

686
00:41:52,840 --> 00:41:54,560
Speaker 1: Helline ain't right, So I ain't. I don't like that.

687
00:41:55,080 --> 00:41:58,960
Speaker 1: I really I realized that I don't like my hairline copy. Okay,

688
00:42:00,200 --> 00:42:02,520
Speaker 1: So I just skinned that ship off. But I'm not

689
00:42:02,560 --> 00:42:04,480
Speaker 1: about to grow a beer here. No no, man, how

690
00:42:04,560 --> 00:42:10,320
Speaker 1: many um fruits and vegans and no vitam is like,

691
00:42:10,600 --> 00:42:13,960
Speaker 1: it's not gonna grow. It just won't connect. It's not

692
00:42:14,120 --> 00:42:18,680
Speaker 1: gonna grow. It's not like that. Ain't gonna sidbers. It

693
00:42:18,880 --> 00:42:26,520
Speaker 1: don't growing. Okay, So what like was your cognizant of

694
00:42:26,640 --> 00:42:30,160
Speaker 1: the fact that that don't happen? Okay, I can go

695
00:42:30,280 --> 00:42:31,680
Speaker 1: for that. You know what I'm saying. And that's what

696
00:42:31,960 --> 00:42:37,560
Speaker 1: I'm just breaking that down right now and just right

697
00:42:38,440 --> 00:42:40,719
Speaker 1: when things not gonna happen, They're not gonna happen. You

698
00:42:40,800 --> 00:42:47,280
Speaker 1: just got accepted. Yeah, I'm not gonna be twenty five again,

699
00:42:47,520 --> 00:42:51,320
Speaker 1: even though I may look twenty five again, I'm not

700
00:42:51,560 --> 00:42:57,439
Speaker 1: gonna again. Right you're on? Yeah, man, like certain ship

701
00:42:57,600 --> 00:43:02,279
Speaker 1: just you can't get around you can't wings. We can't

702
00:43:02,360 --> 00:43:08,360
Speaker 1: get around these ship. People have problems, People have problems.

703
00:43:10,520 --> 00:43:12,640
Speaker 1: You don't live in the past. Yes I do in

704
00:43:12,719 --> 00:43:17,480
Speaker 1: certain situations. I do. Rescing and wanting certain things back

705
00:43:17,600 --> 00:43:20,080
Speaker 1: is different. Than living in the past. Living in the past,

706
00:43:20,160 --> 00:43:23,680
Speaker 1: because I'm dealing with people that was in my past

707
00:43:24,920 --> 00:43:30,000
Speaker 1: and still trying to love them through the new you. Yeah,

708
00:43:30,280 --> 00:43:33,960
Speaker 1: and they're not understanding that that ain't need me. The

709
00:43:34,040 --> 00:43:38,200
Speaker 1: motherfucker you mad at he don't even isish no more.

710
00:43:40,440 --> 00:43:43,279
Speaker 1: It's real ship. So it's hard for me to get

711
00:43:43,360 --> 00:43:46,359
Speaker 1: you to see that because of the things that I've done,

712
00:43:46,400 --> 00:43:49,239
Speaker 1: you haven't exception my growth. Yeah, not even growth you

713
00:43:49,400 --> 00:43:53,120
Speaker 1: You haven't. You haven't fully forgaven the person because me,

714
00:43:53,239 --> 00:43:56,440
Speaker 1: it's hard for me to forgive the motherfucker. So I

715
00:43:56,480 --> 00:43:58,960
Speaker 1: can say I forgave you because I love you, but

716
00:43:59,160 --> 00:44:01,719
Speaker 1: I'm still looking at you a certain type of way,

717
00:44:03,960 --> 00:44:06,960
Speaker 1: and I have to have cognance in you have to

718
00:44:07,040 --> 00:44:10,360
Speaker 1: be cognizant of I have to be cognizant of the

719
00:44:10,520 --> 00:44:13,919
Speaker 1: fact that the way that I've done you or done

720
00:44:14,000 --> 00:44:16,560
Speaker 1: to you puts me in a position to where I

721
00:44:16,680 --> 00:44:21,160
Speaker 1: can never be fully who I need to be for

722
00:44:21,400 --> 00:44:24,840
Speaker 1: you in our friendship, our relationship. I can never be

723
00:44:24,960 --> 00:44:29,080
Speaker 1: it because I can't erase just like a person can't

724
00:44:29,080 --> 00:44:30,759
Speaker 1: erase what they did to me. If you did something

725
00:44:30,760 --> 00:44:33,160
Speaker 1: to me, you can't erase it, no matter how much

726
00:44:33,200 --> 00:44:35,720
Speaker 1: I want to erase how much it ain't going Nowell,

727
00:44:36,560 --> 00:44:39,239
Speaker 1: I can't. It's always gonna be back here, And and

728
00:44:39,360 --> 00:44:45,240
Speaker 1: I'm having what is it, I'm being cognitant, cognitant like cognitant,

729
00:44:46,000 --> 00:44:54,600
Speaker 1: I'm being or I am cognizant stat I'm an unforgivable person.

730
00:44:54,960 --> 00:44:58,600
Speaker 1: I don't forgive you accepted that. I accepted that fact that,

731
00:44:59,200 --> 00:45:03,680
Speaker 1: no matter what it is, you don't fully forgive. I

732
00:45:03,800 --> 00:45:06,600
Speaker 1: can forgive you, but I don't forget. I forget. I don't.

733
00:45:07,680 --> 00:45:10,839
Speaker 1: That's not forgiven then to me, even forgive a person

734
00:45:10,920 --> 00:45:17,560
Speaker 1: you're given. We've been on this. If you know, you're not.

735
00:45:18,040 --> 00:45:23,359
Speaker 1: If you forget, you're you're you're releasing whatever they did

736
00:45:23,960 --> 00:45:28,280
Speaker 1: for your benefits, so that but you are, you're still cognizant,

737
00:45:28,320 --> 00:45:30,640
Speaker 1: so that you won't get sucked over again. But at

738
00:45:30,640 --> 00:45:32,920
Speaker 1: the end of the day, you're not. You're not holding

739
00:45:32,960 --> 00:45:35,880
Speaker 1: it against them. Right now, to me, I feel like

740
00:45:35,960 --> 00:45:38,600
Speaker 1: I'm holding against you because I could never trust you again.

741
00:45:38,960 --> 00:45:41,080
Speaker 1: I can forgive you, but I can never have forgiven

742
00:45:41,120 --> 00:45:43,719
Speaker 1: the person. But that's what you haven't accepted the new

743
00:45:43,960 --> 00:45:48,479
Speaker 1: circumstances of you haven't accepted the you haven't accepted letting

744
00:45:48,520 --> 00:45:50,440
Speaker 1: go the past. You haven't let it go, That's what

745
00:45:50,520 --> 00:45:52,400
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So to me, I thought that that was

746
00:45:52,520 --> 00:45:55,000
Speaker 1: like I wouldn't forgiven a person. If I don't trust

747
00:45:55,040 --> 00:45:56,840
Speaker 1: you again after you as I told you, I forgive you,

748
00:45:56,920 --> 00:46:02,040
Speaker 1: that mean I don't. I don't an example, never look

749
00:46:02,080 --> 00:46:07,840
Speaker 1: at it, if you never look at it, like right,

750
00:46:07,920 --> 00:46:11,120
Speaker 1: you know if you know if somebody did are if

751
00:46:11,160 --> 00:46:13,759
Speaker 1: somebody did, I don't, I can't. You don't have to trust.

752
00:46:14,960 --> 00:46:18,000
Speaker 1: You can forget somebody and no trust him. I forgive you,

753
00:46:18,760 --> 00:46:21,880
Speaker 1: but then you didn't relieve. That's a difference. That's not

754
00:46:22,000 --> 00:46:24,839
Speaker 1: for forgiven. Like forgiving is just saying this ship ain't

755
00:46:24,840 --> 00:46:26,919
Speaker 1: for to be on my heart all day. I'm thinking

756
00:46:27,320 --> 00:46:29,799
Speaker 1: what if you but whether they are still in your heart,

757
00:46:29,880 --> 00:46:32,040
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. Like you say, if you was

758
00:46:32,080 --> 00:46:36,839
Speaker 1: in a relationship right with your wife and you did something,

759
00:46:36,920 --> 00:46:39,440
Speaker 1: she did something that you just could not but you

760
00:46:39,560 --> 00:46:43,680
Speaker 1: can't leave with neither right, And you're trying, you're trying

761
00:46:43,719 --> 00:46:45,520
Speaker 1: to try and try and try, and you're telling her,

762
00:46:45,840 --> 00:46:47,919
Speaker 1: I forgave you for a baby. You're gonna be saying

763
00:46:47,960 --> 00:46:52,040
Speaker 1: that which you tell her you forgave her. She's expecting

764
00:46:52,080 --> 00:46:54,560
Speaker 1: you to love her the same, love her the same,

765
00:46:54,760 --> 00:46:57,120
Speaker 1: trust her the same. That could be a false expectation.

766
00:46:57,360 --> 00:47:01,799
Speaker 1: That's why they always say if I play, though, they

767
00:47:01,840 --> 00:47:04,840
Speaker 1: always say forgive, but don't forget. I can tell you

768
00:47:04,920 --> 00:47:07,800
Speaker 1: that's what you're to deal with again. I have to

769
00:47:07,880 --> 00:47:10,760
Speaker 1: forget it. That's what pop. You're not gonna deal it again.

770
00:47:11,200 --> 00:47:12,960
Speaker 1: If I forgave a lot of niggas that I ain't

771
00:47:13,000 --> 00:47:15,040
Speaker 1: gonna never see no more fun y'all niggas, I forget

772
00:47:16,000 --> 00:47:19,120
Speaker 1: it ain't on my hard of ship. But the motherfucker

773
00:47:19,280 --> 00:47:23,279
Speaker 1: gotta deal with I gotta deal with you, Jake. Yeah,

774
00:47:23,960 --> 00:47:26,279
Speaker 1: so you do some ship and I forgave you. That

775
00:47:26,440 --> 00:47:29,560
Speaker 1: means I mean, if you did some ship, I forgave

776
00:47:29,600 --> 00:47:31,600
Speaker 1: you for it, but I don't trust you in that way.

777
00:47:32,000 --> 00:47:36,440
Speaker 1: You're still for game. You can forgive somebody move on

778
00:47:36,680 --> 00:47:39,200
Speaker 1: and don't funk with them. Don't trust him. Know you

779
00:47:39,280 --> 00:47:41,960
Speaker 1: said you might not be never and see, I ain't

780
00:47:42,000 --> 00:47:45,279
Speaker 1: never think about it like that, like like, I never

781
00:47:45,360 --> 00:47:47,480
Speaker 1: think about it like that. And I'm with Black on

782
00:47:47,560 --> 00:47:53,880
Speaker 1: that I can't. I just definition definition. But if you forget,

783
00:47:53,960 --> 00:47:57,560
Speaker 1: I feel I feel like if you forgive somebody, right, yeah,

784
00:47:58,320 --> 00:48:03,640
Speaker 1: like my mama, my grandmama raised me right because my

785
00:48:03,760 --> 00:48:07,400
Speaker 1: mom was young and my dadd was young and he

786
00:48:07,520 --> 00:48:09,400
Speaker 1: end up on chain. Ain't all this, ohle ship? I

787
00:48:09,600 --> 00:48:12,600
Speaker 1: really forgive them, like they still have my whole heart,

788
00:48:12,920 --> 00:48:15,840
Speaker 1: my trust, everything, that they won't do nothing to me

789
00:48:15,960 --> 00:48:18,640
Speaker 1: to harm me again. And like even though I back

790
00:48:18,719 --> 00:48:22,960
Speaker 1: then I felt the way fully forgiven, I fully forgave them.

791
00:48:24,560 --> 00:48:26,200
Speaker 1: You get what I'm saying, like because I get it

792
00:48:26,440 --> 00:48:32,759
Speaker 1: like shit, I get it as an adult. I get

793
00:48:32,840 --> 00:48:35,040
Speaker 1: it like that y'all were young, y'all didn't know no better.

794
00:48:35,080 --> 00:48:37,160
Speaker 1: I don't need ship to my kids that I hope

795
00:48:37,200 --> 00:48:38,600
Speaker 1: they don't. You know what I'm saying all over my

796
00:48:38,719 --> 00:48:43,040
Speaker 1: head like missing basketball games and all that type. Ship.

797
00:48:43,239 --> 00:48:47,080
Speaker 1: Get what I'm saying so so for me to have

798
00:48:47,200 --> 00:48:49,160
Speaker 1: to understand not forget that. But what I'm saying is

799
00:48:50,520 --> 00:48:54,520
Speaker 1: being in with somebody that you're saying you forgave because

800
00:48:54,600 --> 00:48:59,560
Speaker 1: you just can't accept would come with not forgiving them.

801
00:49:00,040 --> 00:49:06,000
Speaker 1: M You get what I'm saying, How did that work?

802
00:49:09,680 --> 00:49:14,880
Speaker 1: We're not get big? Okay, So let me read the

803
00:49:14,920 --> 00:49:19,120
Speaker 1: definitions real quick. Okay. The textbook definition for a forgive

804
00:49:20,120 --> 00:49:24,520
Speaker 1: is to stop feeling angry or resentful towards someone for

805
00:49:24,719 --> 00:49:30,359
Speaker 1: an offense, flaw or a mistake. Trust Okay, okay, read

806
00:49:30,360 --> 00:49:34,640
Speaker 1: it one more time. Stop to stop feeling angry or

807
00:49:34,760 --> 00:49:39,920
Speaker 1: resentful towards someone for an offense, flaw or a mistake.

808
00:49:40,719 --> 00:49:46,479
Speaker 1: Stop feeling angry or resentful. It's basically so all I'm saying,

809
00:49:46,760 --> 00:49:50,000
Speaker 1: doesn't trust a person, but you're dealing with them, how

810
00:49:50,120 --> 00:49:58,239
Speaker 1: you don't resent them? Yes, let's be real. Yes, good point,

811
00:49:58,400 --> 00:50:01,080
Speaker 1: But it's saying that you can for gives. The trust

812
00:50:01,200 --> 00:50:04,520
Speaker 1: is not involved in forgiving. Hold just asking you a question.

813
00:50:04,560 --> 00:50:07,960
Speaker 1: That's it. If a complete stranger, hold on, if if

814
00:50:08,000 --> 00:50:15,239
Speaker 1: I'm with you, but I'm still tell about relationships, if

815
00:50:15,280 --> 00:50:17,279
Speaker 1: I'm still if you're still my friend, but I'm still

816
00:50:17,400 --> 00:50:22,640
Speaker 1: watching you, How am I not resenting you? How am

817
00:50:22,680 --> 00:50:25,960
Speaker 1: I not really kind of angry? Can you trust somebody

818
00:50:27,239 --> 00:50:29,320
Speaker 1: not resent them? And vice versus what you said? So

819
00:50:29,400 --> 00:50:31,480
Speaker 1: now you're putting it now your way in trust and resentment.

820
00:50:32,000 --> 00:50:34,600
Speaker 1: You could have resentment towards somebody and trust them. But

821
00:50:34,680 --> 00:50:37,400
Speaker 1: if you got a wall up right in a friendship?

822
00:50:38,760 --> 00:50:43,520
Speaker 1: What does walls you can come from? Non trust, resentment, anger?

823
00:50:44,080 --> 00:50:49,200
Speaker 1: Let's put everything getting together now, therapist, What does what

824
00:50:49,320 --> 00:50:54,319
Speaker 1: does a wall come from? A wall comes from emotional wall? Yeah,

825
00:50:54,560 --> 00:50:58,840
Speaker 1: if you yeah, from past trauma. Okay, So if you

826
00:50:58,920 --> 00:51:03,040
Speaker 1: got a wall up with with a person, right or things,

827
00:51:03,320 --> 00:51:05,759
Speaker 1: I don't even gonna say, like just say if you

828
00:51:05,880 --> 00:51:07,640
Speaker 1: was trying, you try to go to school, but I

829
00:51:07,640 --> 00:51:09,000
Speaker 1: ain't gonna go back to school because when I went

830
00:51:09,040 --> 00:51:11,120
Speaker 1: to school that time, I kind of understand it. So

831
00:51:11,160 --> 00:51:12,799
Speaker 1: you got to wall up. So you don't even trust

832
00:51:12,880 --> 00:51:18,160
Speaker 1: yourself to go to school. Trust still trust, trusted the

833
00:51:18,760 --> 00:51:22,759
Speaker 1: key factor, toship, the foundation. Yeah, so if you don't

834
00:51:22,800 --> 00:51:26,000
Speaker 1: trust them, ain't a way you forgave him. Damn, that's

835
00:51:26,040 --> 00:51:28,520
Speaker 1: real ship. I can't even I don't even have an argument.

836
00:51:29,320 --> 00:51:31,600
Speaker 1: I never that it like that. I never looked at

837
00:51:31,640 --> 00:51:34,680
Speaker 1: it like that until today, Like just now, like you

838
00:51:34,760 --> 00:51:38,480
Speaker 1: can't people people, it's people. It's people, it's people. But

839
00:51:38,880 --> 00:51:40,920
Speaker 1: it's people that I don't forgive that I don't trust.

840
00:51:42,200 --> 00:51:43,799
Speaker 1: Don't say that I forgave or day off my heart.

841
00:51:43,800 --> 00:51:46,719
Speaker 1: I don't don't. I'm not angry. You don't deal with them, yes,

842
00:51:46,840 --> 00:51:50,520
Speaker 1: but they're off my heart. Yes, But I can see,

843
00:51:51,040 --> 00:51:53,399
Speaker 1: let's say a relationship or a friendship or a family member,

844
00:51:53,480 --> 00:51:55,839
Speaker 1: you don't be around them right, like, you're not gonna

845
00:51:55,880 --> 00:51:59,360
Speaker 1: be but I'm not angry. I'm going back to the

846
00:51:59,440 --> 00:52:03,080
Speaker 1: definition I'm not angry, but I don't. I say, that's

847
00:52:03,120 --> 00:52:04,919
Speaker 1: not on my mind on my heart, That's all I'm said.

848
00:52:05,000 --> 00:52:06,520
Speaker 1: How's it not on your mind on your heart? Because

849
00:52:06,520 --> 00:52:08,120
Speaker 1: they could do one thing to trigger it and make

850
00:52:08,160 --> 00:52:11,279
Speaker 1: it right. There a very great point they can do.

851
00:52:11,440 --> 00:52:13,880
Speaker 1: They can say something that they said, or they can

852
00:52:13,920 --> 00:52:19,759
Speaker 1: we the perfume feel like facts, the facts, let's be one.

853
00:52:28,640 --> 00:52:31,320
Speaker 1: I got started all over ship. I was just I

854
00:52:31,400 --> 00:52:33,800
Speaker 1: was just saying, like, you can forgive a person and

855
00:52:33,960 --> 00:52:36,560
Speaker 1: put distance in between, that's all. But can't you forgive

856
00:52:36,600 --> 00:52:40,480
Speaker 1: a person and still being understand still have to deal

857
00:52:40,560 --> 00:52:42,839
Speaker 1: with them now because because I'm gonna just I'm gonna

858
00:52:42,840 --> 00:52:45,360
Speaker 1: just be real. Like from like from a female perspective,

859
00:52:46,040 --> 00:52:48,359
Speaker 1: I funked with a nigga and like a nigga did

860
00:52:48,440 --> 00:52:50,439
Speaker 1: some bullshit and I was like, Okay, fucking I ain't

861
00:52:51,160 --> 00:52:53,400
Speaker 1: I'm not thinking about this ship whatever whatever, And then

862
00:52:53,440 --> 00:52:55,120
Speaker 1: I see the nigga again. He had on the same

863
00:52:55,200 --> 00:52:58,000
Speaker 1: outfit from the day that I found out about the

864
00:52:58,040 --> 00:53:01,360
Speaker 1: bullshit that he did, and I like snap, like because

865
00:53:01,360 --> 00:53:04,319
Speaker 1: it was because it was like, don't forget, you can

866
00:53:04,440 --> 00:53:09,279
Speaker 1: never forget what forget? But but they what they would

867
00:53:09,360 --> 00:53:14,960
Speaker 1: what emotional with that? That was angered anger inside of

868
00:53:15,040 --> 00:53:20,560
Speaker 1: that very complex debate, right, very complex debate. I get

869
00:53:20,640 --> 00:53:23,719
Speaker 1: what you're saying, like I forgetting. You know, if you

870
00:53:23,760 --> 00:53:26,600
Speaker 1: can tell you have not forgiven, because you can say

871
00:53:28,080 --> 00:53:30,920
Speaker 1: want the nigga forgive you and don't have the folks,

872
00:53:30,960 --> 00:53:34,200
Speaker 1: you'll be like, yeah, yeah, everything cool, but I ain't cool.

873
00:53:34,400 --> 00:53:40,080
Speaker 1: That's what you're saying. Everything cool, but ween cool. That

874
00:53:40,200 --> 00:53:45,879
Speaker 1: ain't really forgiveness. That's cordial. That's not forgiveness is full

875
00:53:45,920 --> 00:53:49,640
Speaker 1: forgiveness you're talking about full wholehearted you're talking about forgiving

876
00:53:49,640 --> 00:53:54,520
Speaker 1: that there a lot of land with you like erased it.

877
00:53:55,160 --> 00:53:57,400
Speaker 1: But I mean, is there any other type of forgiveness?

878
00:53:57,400 --> 00:54:00,880
Speaker 1: I thought forgiveness is forgiveness that can be full wholehearted.

879
00:54:01,400 --> 00:54:05,640
Speaker 1: Still everybody by partial. Everybody want to have a conversation

880
00:54:05,760 --> 00:54:07,440
Speaker 1: to be cordial. People want to have a conversation to

881
00:54:07,480 --> 00:54:09,160
Speaker 1: be cordial because I don't want I want to let

882
00:54:09,160 --> 00:54:11,000
Speaker 1: you know that I ain't on that need on that

883
00:54:11,600 --> 00:54:16,480
Speaker 1: that's not forgiven. That's just agree to disagree, Like no,

884
00:54:16,680 --> 00:54:19,160
Speaker 1: that's just agree to disagree like I don't folk with you.

885
00:54:19,239 --> 00:54:21,160
Speaker 1: You don't funk with me that whether it is win't

886
00:54:21,160 --> 00:54:22,880
Speaker 1: got no smoke though, Bro, I don't want to see that.

887
00:54:23,160 --> 00:54:25,279
Speaker 1: I don't with me. Why are we trying to hold

888
00:54:25,320 --> 00:54:29,600
Speaker 1: a conversation because coexist places. I don't want to see

889
00:54:29,640 --> 00:54:33,320
Speaker 1: you and exist without conversation, not not not all the

890
00:54:33,400 --> 00:54:35,279
Speaker 1: time and not you're not talking about like you can

891
00:54:35,360 --> 00:54:38,160
Speaker 1: speak or whatever and and say something I'll talk about

892
00:54:38,160 --> 00:54:40,840
Speaker 1: like street ship, nigga, you don't know what it is.

893
00:54:41,120 --> 00:54:42,880
Speaker 1: You need to get an understanding. It ain't then it

894
00:54:42,920 --> 00:54:45,840
Speaker 1: ain't that. But I don't funk with you. That's what

895
00:54:45,880 --> 00:54:48,120
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Like you'll see each other out and then

896
00:54:48,239 --> 00:54:51,439
Speaker 1: you'll try to strike up a conversation after. I'm saying,

897
00:54:51,440 --> 00:54:54,360
Speaker 1: But she could be she could be taking like I

898
00:54:54,440 --> 00:54:56,279
Speaker 1: don't want to feel like if you're a place and

899
00:54:56,560 --> 00:54:59,560
Speaker 1: when I walk in that I need to grab my gun.

900
00:55:00,520 --> 00:55:02,320
Speaker 1: You get what I'm saying? Or I need to be

901
00:55:02,680 --> 00:55:09,879
Speaker 1: who do you? People called already saying you're still saying

902
00:55:09,920 --> 00:55:13,680
Speaker 1: you haven't forgiven. In that case, you ain't forgetting. You

903
00:55:13,719 --> 00:55:17,799
Speaker 1: ain't forgiven. If you ain't forgave a person, bro, If

904
00:55:17,840 --> 00:55:21,600
Speaker 1: you can't trust if you can't be back regular m

905
00:55:22,280 --> 00:55:27,000
Speaker 1: I agree, being back regularly trusting him. If it don't

906
00:55:27,040 --> 00:55:30,360
Speaker 1: go back to regular three, it don't go back to regular.

907
00:55:31,160 --> 00:55:34,719
Speaker 1: You ain't forgave them to me. And I couldn't be

908
00:55:34,760 --> 00:55:38,720
Speaker 1: tripping because once I forgave my mama, my dad, whatever,

909
00:55:38,760 --> 00:55:42,160
Speaker 1: even though it wan'tover ship. But I don't even see

910
00:55:42,200 --> 00:55:45,520
Speaker 1: them in that light, like y'all did nothing wrong as

911
00:55:45,560 --> 00:55:47,520
Speaker 1: a kid, you know what I'm saying, But as a

912
00:55:47,600 --> 00:55:50,560
Speaker 1: grown man, I know, but ship happened. BRO could have

913
00:55:50,600 --> 00:55:53,840
Speaker 1: been rached, right. I think it come down to what

914
00:55:54,040 --> 00:55:57,400
Speaker 1: was done then, the circumstance in the situation for forgiveness

915
00:55:57,440 --> 00:56:00,400
Speaker 1: and situational it can be. I think forgiven, like like

916
00:56:00,480 --> 00:56:02,480
Speaker 1: we say with some words, I mean that it kind

917
00:56:02,520 --> 00:56:05,080
Speaker 1: of has to be. But if you forgave somebody ship,

918
00:56:05,200 --> 00:56:07,440
Speaker 1: go back. Your relationships should go back to what it was.

919
00:56:07,760 --> 00:56:10,960
Speaker 1: I agree with that. I feel like you might forgo.

920
00:56:11,320 --> 00:56:13,600
Speaker 1: You might, you might have forgiven. You might have forgiven them,

921
00:56:13,640 --> 00:56:15,680
Speaker 1: but you, like you said earlier, you know who they are.

922
00:56:16,040 --> 00:56:18,160
Speaker 1: They can't help it. They're going to be who they are,

923
00:56:18,680 --> 00:56:21,879
Speaker 1: and I can't coexist with Okay, see what I'm saying,

924
00:56:21,920 --> 00:56:23,640
Speaker 1: But I know who you are and that's fine. Just

925
00:56:23,800 --> 00:56:26,360
Speaker 1: keep that away from me. Yeah, yeah, you're saying forget,

926
00:56:26,680 --> 00:56:29,480
Speaker 1: forgiving and acceptance to different thing. I forgive you, but

927
00:56:29,520 --> 00:56:32,520
Speaker 1: then I accepting you by far. You said, I forgive you,

928
00:56:32,560 --> 00:56:34,560
Speaker 1: but I'm accepting our situation. But you ain't on my

929
00:56:34,640 --> 00:56:36,440
Speaker 1: heart and on my mind. I ain't thinking about you.

930
00:56:36,920 --> 00:56:38,320
Speaker 1: And if I see you, it ain't gonna like I

931
00:56:38,360 --> 00:56:41,239
Speaker 1: always say, it's not gonna stir my day, no other way,

932
00:56:41,239 --> 00:56:44,239
Speaker 1: because I forgive. I moved past all right, saying you're

933
00:56:44,280 --> 00:56:47,000
Speaker 1: real when y'all doing this right and you found that

934
00:56:47,160 --> 00:56:50,480
Speaker 1: some shady biding happened on ripping, and you'd be like, Bro,

935
00:56:50,520 --> 00:56:52,320
Speaker 1: I ain't s donning that ship. I forgive you, and

936
00:56:52,400 --> 00:56:55,920
Speaker 1: y'all stay in business. Are you gonna watch him differently

937
00:56:56,000 --> 00:56:58,080
Speaker 1: if he did it? Or are you gonna think that's ever?

938
00:56:58,239 --> 00:57:01,360
Speaker 1: I think that if if you ain't for if you

939
00:57:01,520 --> 00:57:08,480
Speaker 1: if you gave you bro Steve Green, so still watching

940
00:57:08,480 --> 00:57:17,840
Speaker 1: your heir, but manage every every time. Yeah, that's that's

941
00:57:17,880 --> 00:57:22,880
Speaker 1: a point. That's the way. Looking definitely like if it

942
00:57:22,960 --> 00:57:25,160
Speaker 1: don't go back to normal, then you ain't forgave me.

943
00:57:25,360 --> 00:57:27,720
Speaker 1: But that's what that's what females gotta recognize to it

944
00:57:27,840 --> 00:57:33,280
Speaker 1: relationship they do what we gotta recognize. They gotta recognize

945
00:57:33,880 --> 00:57:38,080
Speaker 1: that a nigga ain't I mean, you ain't forgave this nigga.

946
00:57:39,800 --> 00:57:42,160
Speaker 1: What I just said that say you ain't forgave him?

947
00:57:42,200 --> 00:57:44,520
Speaker 1: You won't you you want to to spend his life

948
00:57:44,960 --> 00:57:47,680
Speaker 1: proven to you that he should be forgiven for what

949
00:57:47,800 --> 00:57:53,280
Speaker 1: he does and what because I feel like a bitch

950
00:57:53,320 --> 00:57:55,760
Speaker 1: gott to prove to me forever that she not whatever

951
00:57:55,880 --> 00:57:59,560
Speaker 1: she does, I forgave you or something, I really have

952
00:57:59,640 --> 00:58:02,760
Speaker 1: to forget the thing. It's like just like let me

953
00:58:03,040 --> 00:58:05,960
Speaker 1: just like okay, for instance, with me, like if I

954
00:58:06,120 --> 00:58:10,640
Speaker 1: feel like I'm gonna need for you to continuously over

955
00:58:10,720 --> 00:58:12,720
Speaker 1: and over again trying to prove something to me that's

956
00:58:12,720 --> 00:58:14,520
Speaker 1: gonna make me not want to funk with you, not

957
00:58:14,800 --> 00:58:18,760
Speaker 1: prove you're gonna I want you to or sure assure

958
00:58:18,880 --> 00:58:22,480
Speaker 1: me that this is never gonna happen again, but you

959
00:58:22,600 --> 00:58:26,720
Speaker 1: forgave me. You know it's not that, But that reassurance

960
00:58:27,200 --> 00:58:31,080
Speaker 1: really doesn't mean anything because me personally, to me, I

961
00:58:31,240 --> 00:58:33,440
Speaker 1: feel like if a nigga did it once, a nigga

962
00:58:34,280 --> 00:58:37,520
Speaker 1: nine times out of ten is gonna do it. But okay, Okay, Okay,

963
00:58:37,840 --> 00:58:40,440
Speaker 1: that's so I can't if I'm gonna shoose to be

964
00:58:40,560 --> 00:58:43,400
Speaker 1: with you, I can't hold that because I know what

965
00:58:43,440 --> 00:58:44,800
Speaker 1: you're saying. What's your name of the word? What? What

966
00:58:44,880 --> 00:58:49,960
Speaker 1: the word is? Cognizant? Okay, so it's cognant. You're being cognizance.

967
00:58:50,400 --> 00:58:52,720
Speaker 1: If you accept the person for who he is. So

968
00:58:53,000 --> 00:58:55,840
Speaker 1: whatever he done, and you say that you know he

969
00:58:55,920 --> 00:58:59,200
Speaker 1: cameble to doing again, it shoudn't even upset you. That's

970
00:58:59,240 --> 00:59:02,160
Speaker 1: forgetting the niggat. So you don't even nothing to forgive

971
00:59:02,200 --> 00:59:05,200
Speaker 1: me for what I'm not. No, no, no, but listen,

972
00:59:05,320 --> 00:59:07,640
Speaker 1: listen to what I'm saying. If what I don't make

973
00:59:07,680 --> 00:59:09,720
Speaker 1: you upset, if I do it again to make you

974
00:59:09,800 --> 00:59:12,160
Speaker 1: upset again, you're not a sept of me for who

975
00:59:12,200 --> 00:59:15,560
Speaker 1: I am. So what are you doing with me? That's

976
00:59:15,560 --> 00:59:18,000
Speaker 1: for me once? For me twice too. If you already

977
00:59:18,040 --> 00:59:20,520
Speaker 1: know your head, I hate this ship, this nigga did

978
00:59:21,600 --> 00:59:24,960
Speaker 1: or whatever I'm telling him, I forgive him, but I

979
00:59:25,040 --> 00:59:26,640
Speaker 1: know you just type of need to do it again.

980
00:59:27,520 --> 00:59:30,200
Speaker 1: What are you doing? No, listen, that's the thing I'm not.

981
00:59:30,400 --> 00:59:33,479
Speaker 1: I'm not saying that. I'm not gonna consider the question

982
00:59:33,520 --> 00:59:38,120
Speaker 1: you since you want to answer the question questions, Um,

983
00:59:38,480 --> 00:59:40,960
Speaker 1: it's for me once, for me twice things. It's like

984
00:59:42,040 --> 00:59:47,280
Speaker 1: you're kind of trying to give people. But she said, Okay,

985
00:59:47,280 --> 00:59:49,280
Speaker 1: I'll understand what this is. What I'm saying. This is

986
00:59:49,320 --> 00:59:53,080
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I'm not gonna hurt Go ahead, That's

987
00:59:53,080 --> 00:59:55,640
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Don't switch it up. Go ahead. I'm

988
00:59:55,680 --> 01:00:00,080
Speaker 1: not switching king give me sconds the thing. I'm not

989
01:00:00,240 --> 01:00:03,640
Speaker 1: gonna if it's something that you did that upset me,

990
01:00:03,800 --> 01:00:06,800
Speaker 1: and I know that it's gonna trigger me or upset

991
01:00:06,840 --> 01:00:08,360
Speaker 1: me again, I'm not gonna come out of my mouth

992
01:00:08,400 --> 01:00:10,720
Speaker 1: and tell you that I forgave you. I'm gonna tell you,

993
01:00:10,960 --> 01:00:14,600
Speaker 1: like I don't like this ship, but the love that

994
01:00:14,680 --> 01:00:16,840
Speaker 1: I have for you is greater than this mistake that

995
01:00:16,920 --> 01:00:19,560
Speaker 1: you made. So we're gonna try to work past. We're

996
01:00:19,560 --> 01:00:21,920
Speaker 1: gonna try our hardest to work pass it. So we're

997
01:00:21,960 --> 01:00:24,640
Speaker 1: not gonna put my So what's what's trying to work

998
01:00:24,680 --> 01:00:28,160
Speaker 1: past it? Trying to work past it is? I'm trying

999
01:00:28,200 --> 01:00:30,440
Speaker 1: to do the best that I can to not what

1000
01:00:31,440 --> 01:00:33,720
Speaker 1: not letting this ship trigger me? Should you do it again?

1001
01:00:34,000 --> 01:00:36,320
Speaker 1: What he needs to do? Though? Since what needs to

1002
01:00:36,400 --> 01:00:41,680
Speaker 1: trying not to do this again. But how long is

1003
01:00:41,720 --> 01:00:45,240
Speaker 1: he not doing doing this? How long is he not

1004
01:00:45,360 --> 01:00:48,360
Speaker 1: doing before he's forgiven? Hold on screen? I can't forgive it,

1005
01:00:48,480 --> 01:00:52,800
Speaker 1: hold up screen hold. Look, you know he came with

1006
01:00:53,040 --> 01:00:56,600
Speaker 1: doing this. This is basically his character, right, Yeah, okay,

1007
01:00:56,760 --> 01:01:00,760
Speaker 1: So what are you What are you doing if this

1008
01:01:00,920 --> 01:01:05,400
Speaker 1: hurts your feelings, if it hurts my feelings, and I

1009
01:01:05,560 --> 01:01:08,320
Speaker 1: really you open, you're hoping that by your feelings be hurt,

1010
01:01:08,400 --> 01:01:10,520
Speaker 1: he see that your feelings hurt, that he's not gonna

1011
01:01:10,560 --> 01:01:12,800
Speaker 1: be him. No, I can't do that. I can't do that.

1012
01:01:13,120 --> 01:01:19,600
Speaker 1: What you think purpose, No, listen to what I'm saying.

1013
01:01:19,640 --> 01:01:21,840
Speaker 1: That's what I'm trying to explain with a question. We're

1014
01:01:21,840 --> 01:01:23,640
Speaker 1: saying the same ship, So what are you doing if

1015
01:01:23,640 --> 01:01:28,200
Speaker 1: you know the same ship. I'm telling you we saying

1016
01:01:28,200 --> 01:01:31,040
Speaker 1: the same ship because you're saying you try, you're saying

1017
01:01:31,160 --> 01:01:35,000
Speaker 1: you you hope that y'all can work past it. I said,

1018
01:01:35,040 --> 01:01:37,120
Speaker 1: we're gonna try our hardest to work past it. That's

1019
01:01:37,400 --> 01:01:41,240
Speaker 1: him being him? What are you gonna work past? Essentially

1020
01:01:42,880 --> 01:01:46,560
Speaker 1: that when does that happen? If it doesn't happen within

1021
01:01:46,720 --> 01:01:49,320
Speaker 1: a certain amount of time, Like you said, after my

1022
01:01:49,440 --> 01:01:53,360
Speaker 1: patience has run out, then it's dead. We overwit so.

1023
01:01:53,560 --> 01:01:58,320
Speaker 1: So but what patience? Though? Why do you have a

1024
01:01:58,320 --> 01:02:03,120
Speaker 1: patient for something that you already know? No, I wasn't

1025
01:02:03,400 --> 01:02:06,400
Speaker 1: how when he did it? You you know where you're from,

1026
01:02:06,520 --> 01:02:08,640
Speaker 1: and you know what you know. When the nigga do something,

1027
01:02:08,840 --> 01:02:12,040
Speaker 1: he'll do it again. You just said that, Okay, So

1028
01:02:12,200 --> 01:02:14,120
Speaker 1: once he did it, why is that not a deal

1029
01:02:14,160 --> 01:02:17,919
Speaker 1: break up for your feelings because that's on him because

1030
01:02:17,920 --> 01:02:21,400
Speaker 1: you already know he gonna keep on to stay him in. No,

1031
01:02:21,760 --> 01:02:23,040
Speaker 1: I just need to build up the strip. That's what

1032
01:02:23,120 --> 01:02:26,560
Speaker 1: you said. Basically, That is what I'm saying. All right,

1033
01:02:26,640 --> 01:02:29,000
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. Say that did so what I'm saying,

1034
01:02:30,400 --> 01:02:32,640
Speaker 1: this behavior that I don't agree with, I wasn't aware

1035
01:02:32,680 --> 01:02:35,000
Speaker 1: of in the beginning, But once I was made aware

1036
01:02:35,040 --> 01:02:38,960
Speaker 1: of it, I made the cognizant decision to try to

1037
01:02:39,000 --> 01:02:41,280
Speaker 1: work past it, even though I didn't like it, because

1038
01:02:41,320 --> 01:02:43,200
Speaker 1: of the love that I had for this nigga. Because

1039
01:02:43,240 --> 01:02:45,080
Speaker 1: I love this nigga so much, I wanted to try

1040
01:02:45,160 --> 01:02:51,200
Speaker 1: to see if I could get through it. That you

1041
01:02:51,560 --> 01:02:53,760
Speaker 1: the thing about the nigga that you choose and the

1042
01:02:53,840 --> 01:02:56,440
Speaker 1: nigga that you deal with. When you're dealing with this person,

1043
01:02:57,120 --> 01:02:59,480
Speaker 1: you kind of already have an ideal the type of

1044
01:02:59,480 --> 01:03:04,320
Speaker 1: ship he's gonna take you through. Let's you kind of

1045
01:03:04,400 --> 01:03:07,720
Speaker 1: have an idea to what you are attracted to. You

1046
01:03:07,840 --> 01:03:11,960
Speaker 1: have chosen or accepted, are willing to deal with that ship.

1047
01:03:12,720 --> 01:03:18,080
Speaker 1: But you don't want to be what's the word? You

1048
01:03:18,120 --> 01:03:22,360
Speaker 1: want to be a delusional You want to be delusional.

1049
01:03:23,880 --> 01:03:27,320
Speaker 1: Facts like these are fact before I met how I

1050
01:03:27,440 --> 01:03:30,280
Speaker 1: met this nigga. When I met this nigga, how he was.

1051
01:03:30,400 --> 01:03:32,600
Speaker 1: When I met this nigga, I knew that he was

1052
01:03:32,720 --> 01:03:37,760
Speaker 1: dead kind of nigga. I go for women and men too,

1053
01:03:37,800 --> 01:03:41,640
Speaker 1: though j like for women, I can't speaking trying to

1054
01:03:41,760 --> 01:03:45,440
Speaker 1: change people. They go back. I said that in the

1055
01:03:45,520 --> 01:03:48,680
Speaker 1: beginning open if I know that you are how you are,

1056
01:03:49,840 --> 01:03:53,880
Speaker 1: I have to stop being delusional and way and seek

1057
01:03:53,880 --> 01:03:56,800
Speaker 1: an ideal with how you are. But niggas be acting

1058
01:03:57,040 --> 01:04:00,520
Speaker 1: so who they are. What you be acting who they

1059
01:04:00,560 --> 01:04:03,760
Speaker 1: are is not who they really are. Like they're gonna

1060
01:04:03,800 --> 01:04:08,200
Speaker 1: be a certain way too. Instead of saying what it is,

1061
01:04:08,280 --> 01:04:10,120
Speaker 1: he's being illusion because at the end of the day,

1062
01:04:10,120 --> 01:04:12,160
Speaker 1: once I'm sucked up and I care about you, I

1063
01:04:12,360 --> 01:04:15,040
Speaker 1: kind of I want to try to goddamn not make

1064
01:04:15,080 --> 01:04:17,600
Speaker 1: you feel fucked up. So I'm gonna say little ship

1065
01:04:17,920 --> 01:04:19,880
Speaker 1: and try to act you know what I mean. But

1066
01:04:20,080 --> 01:04:22,400
Speaker 1: you know that this is an act because I don't

1067
01:04:22,440 --> 01:04:28,400
Speaker 1: sucked up, right, because you know what y'all a nigga

1068
01:04:28,440 --> 01:04:31,040
Speaker 1: I am. But you know I'm mad. You know I'm

1069
01:04:31,120 --> 01:04:34,640
Speaker 1: I'm hurt because you're hurt. So I'm gonna whatever to

1070
01:04:34,720 --> 01:04:39,160
Speaker 1: pat your heart up. But in reality of the ship,

1071
01:04:39,400 --> 01:04:42,800
Speaker 1: if we been what's the name of the word, if

1072
01:04:42,840 --> 01:04:48,400
Speaker 1: we're being cognizant, the reality is I wish he would

1073
01:04:48,520 --> 01:04:54,920
Speaker 1: change who he is nothing else. Because you know this

1074
01:04:55,080 --> 01:04:56,920
Speaker 1: is why, this is why don't keep it? Really like

1075
01:04:57,000 --> 01:05:00,080
Speaker 1: women women be on the eighth ninth timph of have

1076
01:05:00,160 --> 01:05:04,400
Speaker 1: a chance, like you've already accepted that ship. You know

1077
01:05:04,520 --> 01:05:07,560
Speaker 1: women like that, they'd be on the eleven chance. This

1078
01:05:07,720 --> 01:05:09,919
Speaker 1: is the eleven of time you've called about this ship.

1079
01:05:10,840 --> 01:05:14,560
Speaker 1: This is who this nigga is. So niggas don't change ever,

1080
01:05:14,880 --> 01:05:18,920
Speaker 1: they can't change. I got what you could be so

1081
01:05:19,040 --> 01:05:21,040
Speaker 1: much to a woman or so much ship. Let me

1082
01:05:21,080 --> 01:05:23,120
Speaker 1: having a relationship. When you do change, it's not gonna

1083
01:05:23,120 --> 01:05:25,000
Speaker 1: be perceived a change. Let me perceive that you're acting

1084
01:05:25,720 --> 01:05:27,480
Speaker 1: that's the fund up party could be too late because

1085
01:05:27,480 --> 01:05:31,240
Speaker 1: I got some partlem I got some partners that have changed. Yeah,

1086
01:05:31,480 --> 01:05:35,680
Speaker 1: then you go out there, they could go do a

1087
01:05:35,760 --> 01:05:37,520
Speaker 1: whole another you know what I'm saying, Like have a

1088
01:05:37,600 --> 01:05:40,440
Speaker 1: whole some most ship going on. This nigga really are different.

1089
01:05:41,240 --> 01:05:45,840
Speaker 1: Some bullshit. They're gonna resentment, but we're not seeing it

1090
01:05:45,920 --> 01:05:48,520
Speaker 1: for what it is. Yeah, but you but you ride

1091
01:05:48,560 --> 01:05:51,320
Speaker 1: no right, you're right. If you're right, you gotta have

1092
01:05:51,400 --> 01:05:53,880
Speaker 1: a total forgiveness. That's what I'm saying. You gotta forgive

1093
01:05:53,920 --> 01:05:57,120
Speaker 1: a person, even me, I know I have. I am

1094
01:05:57,320 --> 01:06:04,480
Speaker 1: cognant connest to of that. It's very rare that I

1095
01:06:04,600 --> 01:06:10,720
Speaker 1: forgive somebody, truly forgive if you've done something to me,

1096
01:06:11,520 --> 01:06:15,480
Speaker 1: if I've made myself vulnerable to you, Yeah exactly. It's

1097
01:06:15,520 --> 01:06:19,960
Speaker 1: like because that was my choice, So THEMN the impossible

1098
01:06:20,000 --> 01:06:21,960
Speaker 1: for me to do that again. Yeah, because I don't

1099
01:06:22,000 --> 01:06:23,720
Speaker 1: do that for everybody. And the fact that I chose

1100
01:06:23,800 --> 01:06:30,760
Speaker 1: to do that for you, you mhm. So once that happens,

1101
01:06:31,160 --> 01:06:33,560
Speaker 1: and you know that happened, what are you still doing

1102
01:06:33,640 --> 01:06:41,080
Speaker 1: with this guy being loved? I don't know what are

1103
01:06:41,080 --> 01:06:48,960
Speaker 1: you still doing? Okay with saying, bro, figure out what

1104
01:06:48,960 --> 01:06:52,000
Speaker 1: you're gonna do, fuck me and nothing, and when I

1105
01:06:52,120 --> 01:06:55,240
Speaker 1: needed we still locked me in whatever whatever. But I

1106
01:06:55,360 --> 01:06:57,200
Speaker 1: can't do the mental side of it because that's what

1107
01:06:57,280 --> 01:07:02,560
Speaker 1: those you are. Yeah, that's what's set up depression and

1108
01:07:03,240 --> 01:07:06,680
Speaker 1: all that other ship and resentment and all that. Because

1109
01:07:06,720 --> 01:07:08,960
Speaker 1: I can forgive you and that you're gone and and

1110
01:07:09,120 --> 01:07:10,880
Speaker 1: and forgive you. How do the rest of your folks

1111
01:07:11,080 --> 01:07:20,480
Speaker 1: forgive you over there? Yeah? So all the stories A,

1112
01:07:20,640 --> 01:07:23,840
Speaker 1: B yourself and B. I think that's going all the

1113
01:07:23,880 --> 01:07:26,600
Speaker 1: way back the accountability. You just had to have accountability.

1114
01:07:26,640 --> 01:07:29,200
Speaker 1: Just had to note the girl at the beginning of

1115
01:07:29,200 --> 01:07:32,160
Speaker 1: My bad screen. The girls in the begin um Kasa

1116
01:07:33,520 --> 01:07:35,800
Speaker 1: women are looking at her like she's so stupid? How

1117
01:07:36,960 --> 01:07:41,040
Speaker 1: how is she stupid? She's cognizant. How is she stupid?

1118
01:07:41,040 --> 01:07:42,760
Speaker 1: Because of the ain't say her name? And that was

1119
01:07:42,880 --> 01:07:46,600
Speaker 1: her name? But who the fuck care about that? Nobody

1120
01:07:47,400 --> 01:07:50,760
Speaker 1: but other people, but some women do. Some women do

1121
01:07:50,920 --> 01:07:54,760
Speaker 1: look at certain ships like that's just wrong with him. No,

1122
01:07:54,960 --> 01:07:58,560
Speaker 1: she accept him for who he is exactly. I said you,

1123
01:07:58,600 --> 01:08:01,360
Speaker 1: I gotta say my other bitches and we're not doing

1124
01:08:01,400 --> 01:08:05,240
Speaker 1: We're not doing that doing that. Did night of Gonna

1125
01:08:05,280 --> 01:08:08,440
Speaker 1: say one, who's the dark time with me and my truth?

1126
01:08:09,880 --> 01:08:12,720
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, anything anything about that? Man? Hey,

1127
01:08:12,880 --> 01:08:17,240
Speaker 1: and mall do all right? Rest of that ship? Man? Hey, man,

1128
01:08:17,320 --> 01:08:20,559
Speaker 1: y'all figure that out. We still what we was when

1129
01:08:20,600 --> 01:08:27,559
Speaker 1: I could come out this stage right right. But you'll

1130
01:08:27,680 --> 01:08:32,080
Speaker 1: you'll you'll get a typical female. We'll get inside they

1131
01:08:32,240 --> 01:08:38,960
Speaker 1: mine listening to all these folks and start being what

1132
01:08:40,439 --> 01:08:49,560
Speaker 1: delusion on facts because you're being delusion on what you

1133
01:08:49,720 --> 01:08:51,920
Speaker 1: got and who you got. Yeah, it's certain things that

1134
01:08:52,000 --> 01:08:53,880
Speaker 1: you like about this guy. It's certain thing that you

1135
01:08:54,040 --> 01:08:57,800
Speaker 1: love about this guy. Love and like that. We're trying

1136
01:08:57,840 --> 01:08:59,360
Speaker 1: to get some more ship out of that. That ain't

1137
01:08:59,400 --> 01:09:02,760
Speaker 1: coming out of that. That ain't coming out of that

1138
01:09:04,400 --> 01:09:07,680
Speaker 1: is because we started wanting that out of that. He's

1139
01:09:07,680 --> 01:09:10,240
Speaker 1: gonna start want somebody of your head, all right, what

1140
01:09:10,360 --> 01:09:14,000
Speaker 1: bet you need to be that thing? Right? And that

1141
01:09:14,040 --> 01:09:18,439
Speaker 1: ain't gonna work me this. Oh you women like like

1142
01:09:18,479 --> 01:09:22,280
Speaker 1: Pinky Cold Man and and and and and candy birds.

1143
01:09:22,479 --> 01:09:24,920
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, The kind of women have

1144
01:09:25,000 --> 01:09:26,760
Speaker 1: any business? So okay, I want you to be that.

1145
01:09:28,320 --> 01:09:35,599
Speaker 1: You won't go be that m Yeah, am I tripping.

1146
01:09:36,360 --> 01:09:41,080
Speaker 1: You're a lawyer, brom saying, but I'm just saying like tripping,

1147
01:09:41,160 --> 01:09:47,920
Speaker 1: like like we can't ask you about to impossible ship. Now, yeah,

1148
01:09:50,600 --> 01:09:52,479
Speaker 1: these things are possible, but we gotta you know what

1149
01:09:52,520 --> 01:09:57,880
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Let's do this ship and we're gonna do it. Yeah,

1150
01:09:58,400 --> 01:10:01,519
Speaker 1: I agree. Agree, ain't trying to be fun and I

1151
01:10:01,560 --> 01:10:05,200
Speaker 1: ain't somebody pier situations and then any nigga bitch you

1152
01:10:05,360 --> 01:10:08,479
Speaker 1: can't won't so much out of nigga, but god damn

1153
01:10:10,000 --> 01:10:16,400
Speaker 1: gonna be super nigga. What the nigga? What's my oh man? Ship?

1154
01:10:16,479 --> 01:10:19,720
Speaker 1: Don't go like that, man, especially when you are in

1155
01:10:19,800 --> 01:10:34,600
Speaker 1: a hell of a nigga cognits over jogging nuts this

1156
01:10:34,840 --> 01:10:40,439
Speaker 1: cut through it that hogga its man Man, y'all get

1157
01:10:40,600 --> 01:10:44,280
Speaker 1: us hit that ship. That ship we're doing to know, Yeah,

1158
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