Speaker 1: Welcome to Camfully Reckless, the production of Our Heart Radio
Speaker 1: and The Black Effect, And just like that, we're back
Speaker 1: on the air with yet another season of Camfulee Reckless.
Speaker 1: Y'all clap it up for me as I reached my
Speaker 1: second season under the Black Effect with Our Heart Radio.
Speaker 1: Camfully Reckless is doing great. I know y'all thought I
Speaker 1: was gonna be gone for a minute, but now I'm
Speaker 1: back with the jump off. I had to do a
Speaker 1: lot of other things, y'all. I'm busy. I'm busy, and
Speaker 1: I missed you all so much. I had to take
Speaker 1: a couple of weeks off just to refresh myself to
Speaker 1: give y'all some new and in great content. And also
Speaker 1: I launched Reckless Discussions, which you can check out every
Speaker 1: Wednesday seven pm on my YouTube channel. That's me, my
Speaker 1: little baby father, my cousin London, and my brother Prince Yea.
Speaker 1: All were talking about the same type of ship that
Speaker 1: we talked about here, but different topics. It's just reckless,
Speaker 1: all in the same. So for the first episode of
Speaker 1: this season, I bought back a fan favorite, y'all. Let
Speaker 1: us girl my sister say what's up? Shat is dummies, yea, hey, y'all,
Speaker 1: here she go, Hey, y'all, yo, yo, what the hos
Speaker 1: y'all know, y'all know, she always want to know what
Speaker 1: the holes that now Lesson this episode, we're gonna talk
Speaker 1: about jail niggas. We're gonna talk about jail niggas. And
Speaker 1: you felt that, ain't you? So huh so I'm guessing
Speaker 1: you've dealt with a jail nigga too. I never personally
Speaker 1: like dealt dealt with like dated or you don't know,
Speaker 1: the Joie jail nigga, but I am. I try to
Speaker 1: call himself being a good friend sometime, and I really
Speaker 1: feel like these jail niggas feel like they're entitled. Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: that's a lot of them. And the jail nigga I'm
Speaker 1: speaking of. You know of him, your homeboy? You ain't
Speaker 1: my homeboy no more. He's a clown. You didn't started
Speaker 1: making me right? The nigga and ship like he like
Speaker 1: for real, was sending five page letters to everybody. I
Speaker 1: swear when the last time I talked to him my phone,
Speaker 1: he was like, yeah, I'm on the phone with just
Speaker 1: Larious sister. Yeah, yeah, you know the funny girl like boy,
Speaker 1: shut the funk up, oh my god, being a clown,
Speaker 1: being a clown listening. He wrote me a couple of times. Right.
Speaker 1: I never wanted to funk with him, and he knew that.
Speaker 1: He just wanted somebody to talk to, you know, always
Speaker 1: as all of them as all jail niggas. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, You're you and there you see the
Speaker 1: same niggas every day, you mean whatever. So it's just like,
Speaker 1: all right, I saw right. You know this was years ago,
Speaker 1: like three years ago, No, not even it was. It wasn't, No,
Speaker 1: it was longer than that. It was because he'd been
Speaker 1: in there since two thousand nine. Yeah, so you were
Speaker 1: still more of a more so of a kid, right, Okay,
Speaker 1: Well then I wasn't just hilarious that I am today.
Speaker 1: I was. I was growing into that, okay. And it
Speaker 1: went from us just being cool to one of his
Speaker 1: letters was just like, yo, you know when I come home,
Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying, I want you to
Speaker 1: be with me. I want to be able to be
Speaker 1: a good stepdad to Ash like I love you, like
Speaker 1: what the fun I'm like, Yo, I am a baby
Speaker 1: compared to you, like I like it was on some
Speaker 1: little Sister big brother ship at first, and then it
Speaker 1: was on some y'all, it's some things I want to
Speaker 1: do to you want to come home. I'm like, first
Speaker 1: of all, Kelly, you ain't never coming home girl? How
Speaker 1: about that? But what was the situation with y'all? So
Speaker 1: his name is Chris. His name is Chris. We all
Speaker 1: had one of those it's it's a million Chris is
Speaker 1: out here, so y'all don't know exactly we talked about. Um.
Speaker 1: So his name is Chris, and we met on my
Speaker 1: Space back in the day, like back in the day
Speaker 1: when you was on my Space and then sucking tow
Speaker 1: and I was just like, get that off my Space
Speaker 1: and you block. Oh my god. It was I was
Speaker 1: like my first little semi nude. I was like, get that.
Speaker 1: Oh my god. So y'all mat on my space, bitch,
Speaker 1: what's your little fucking BlackBerry or whatever? The little no kid?
Speaker 1: Like it was a no kid. So anyway, I met
Speaker 1: him on my Space and he was like I've seen
Speaker 1: you before and he's like, you work in security squad
Speaker 1: mall and I was like yeah, he was like I've
Speaker 1: seen you where he working? I was like, I worked
Speaker 1: in Shoe City I'm working in the shoe store, so
Speaker 1: he you know, he stopped coming, you know, to see
Speaker 1: me or whatever. He was. He was kind of cute,
Speaker 1: you know, I'm gonna give him that. He you know,
Speaker 1: he was cures or whatever. I had a thing for
Speaker 1: Dreds back then or whatever. He was cute, So Boom
Speaker 1: met him. We became friends, and I guess we called
Speaker 1: ourselves like trying to like each other, but we never like,
Speaker 1: we never hooked up. We never hooked up, like, we
Speaker 1: never had sex. So we're just like all, you know whatever.
Speaker 1: And then one day I think we were actually going
Speaker 1: to but then it just it just didn't happen. I
Speaker 1: was just like, yeah, this ain't right. I'm gonna just leave.
Speaker 1: So I left out and literally just left out. And
Speaker 1: I guess he had an attitude. He had an attitude
Speaker 1: about that. So he gets locked up. Um January of
Speaker 1: two thousand nine, he committed a murder. Whatever he nigga
Speaker 1: kills somebody, kills somebody. He kills somebody, and he's saying,
Speaker 1: got my address. You never said that was the crump.
Speaker 1: He never said that was the fun No, I ain't know.
Speaker 1: He kills him Mike who he killed his cousin. Mistake.
Speaker 1: Oh how Apparently it was like a situation where it
Speaker 1: was like a a tussle that they got into you
Speaker 1: with some people and he shot his cousin. Bo misteake. Okay,
Speaker 1: all right, so we made a mistake and killed this guy. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and everybody was like under the influence at the club
Speaker 1: party or Lando something. Okay, So I got you, I
Speaker 1: got you. You know, it's it's a fund up situation.
Speaker 1: Definitely is okay. But his aunt was straight like give
Speaker 1: him life. His aunt was just l yeah, it's a child,
Speaker 1: you know. So she was that's my child, and that
Speaker 1: was not coming back. That was one of his favorite cousins.
Speaker 1: And so imagine how it sucks him up. Yeah. So
Speaker 1: he you know, he is, he's miserable as fuck. He's miserable.
Speaker 1: He yeah, he's he's in there. Um. So over the years,
Speaker 1: you know, I've tried to be a good friend, you know,
Speaker 1: just because I know you're in there. I don't mind
Speaker 1: talking to you. I'm putting the mother money on new books.
Speaker 1: So every time he calls me, he's paying for these calls.
Speaker 1: So I'm like, okay, he's paying for the calls. I
Speaker 1: can talk to you I don't mind. You know, I
Speaker 1: love to talk, so you know it's it's nothing to me.
Speaker 1: So you know, I talked to him and over the years,
Speaker 1: every time you turn around he's like, oh, you know,
Speaker 1: how you doing or whatever. You know, I end up
Speaker 1: mentioning something about somebody I'm dating or whatever. He tried
Speaker 1: to act fake happy for me, but then write me
Speaker 1: a letter like, I hope that ship don't work out.
Speaker 1: I hope you catch AIDS like dam like, hey, Yo're
Speaker 1: not laughing at any AIDS victims, Yes, not at all,
Speaker 1: but what the fun yo? Yo? Like you were just
Speaker 1: fake happy for me on the phone. He gonna write
Speaker 1: me a lot of light damn. So and tell me
Speaker 1: how you really feel, like the sadness. I hope you
Speaker 1: catch AIDS because you you with this, like, but this
Speaker 1: is the thing. What the fund can he be for you? Inside?
Speaker 1: Nothing stay talked about. I got money. I got all
Speaker 1: the oodles and noodles. I got Xbox in my cell.
Speaker 1: Xbox sounded like a motherfucking college student like sious. I
Speaker 1: got all the noodles in my dorm. I got the
Speaker 1: hottest game, all the flavors and noodles. We don't eat
Speaker 1: them out head, Well we do. Did you have to
Speaker 1: eat them like that? That's that's a gourmet meal for you,
Speaker 1: you know, not shipping on you. But don't ever fucking
Speaker 1: come at me like that, right like and then like
Speaker 1: so then I actually went to visit him. Remember he
Speaker 1: tried to get you. He's like, oh he like Jesse, Jesse,
Speaker 1: you don't want you to, you know, come out head
Speaker 1: and visit me. He was like, yeah, I cut you know,
Speaker 1: come from all day, Yo, was fall as funk away,
Speaker 1: had the drop two and a half hour to get
Speaker 1: out there. So I finally went out there one day.
Speaker 1: I went out there on family day for him one time,
Speaker 1: you know, just because you know, I felt like family
Speaker 1: or whatever. This nigga like trying to like come at
Speaker 1: me like she trying to kiss me, and don't like
Speaker 1: back then burns them in front of the other jail niggas, Like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, trying to in front of the other
Speaker 1: jail niggas. Why would you ever trying to lean And
Speaker 1: so y'all never talked about that before. You never never Yo,
Speaker 1: when you come up here, I might kiss you know.
Speaker 1: He didn't say none of that because I would have
Speaker 1: been like, y'a I'm gonna just stay home ya you
Speaker 1: would have said it's just gonna stay on. Yeah. And
Speaker 1: I want to cat my ass because I'm trying to
Speaker 1: burst you in from the jail niggas, because then they're
Speaker 1: gonna point at you and laugh. Are you in the
Speaker 1: hall like that bitch? Backed up? Like yo? Yeah, And
Speaker 1: that's how they that's how they be, Like you, Ben,
Speaker 1: you can be fighting and then because they joking you
Speaker 1: because you got backed up on like damn, hold up,
Speaker 1: hold up. I know the ship getting good, but listen
Speaker 1: to just a couple of seconds of a commercial. If
Speaker 1: you love me, you'll listen, all right. So after he
Speaker 1: you know, sat there and was like, oh, you know,
Speaker 1: I hope we catch the age and stuff, I'm like, look,
Speaker 1: don't you ain't no friend because I don't at talking
Speaker 1: to me like that. Don't fucking communicate with me, don't
Speaker 1: write me, don't call me. I actually blocked this jail. Yes,
Speaker 1: I told him I ain't talked to him. Maybe like
Speaker 1: a year or something like that went by, or maybe
Speaker 1: more than that, and then he comes back around sending
Speaker 1: a letter man, Shay, I'm so sorry, you're like one
Speaker 1: of my best friends. Blah blah blah blah blah. Oh worry,
Speaker 1: so he must have pissed everybody else off. And then
Speaker 1: you try to roll back around to me because you
Speaker 1: know that I enjoyed talking and it's usually like that
Speaker 1: in jail. I mean that ship is like that out
Speaker 1: here too, but definitely in jail because they really have
Speaker 1: nobody but the people that they're in their wit, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. So when and he gets sold,
Speaker 1: that's one thing I didn't notice about him. He has
Speaker 1: a short ferd Like he gets so fucking angry real
Speaker 1: quick and and just switched. Like you just said, have
Speaker 1: you ever known him to be in a relationship with
Speaker 1: somebody like while he was in there, because so apparently
Speaker 1: he's had you know, several women that he's been communicating with, Yeah,
Speaker 1: that he's been communicating with that he's been in relationships
Speaker 1: with where he's like, oh, you know, this girl is
Speaker 1: going to be my home plane. Like I feel like
Speaker 1: and all act you wealthy. I feel like the goal
Speaker 1: of a jail nigga is to find a bit that
Speaker 1: they could come home to, just so they can have
Speaker 1: somewhere to stay because normally when they get out, they
Speaker 1: have to be on like I guess house and rest
Speaker 1: of something like yeah, what house you going house? You
Speaker 1: know when they come in something. But normally, oh yeah,
Speaker 1: I forgot to do have halfway houses. Yeah they don't
Speaker 1: sucking halfway house. You're trying at home. But that's not
Speaker 1: a lot of to everybody. Everybody is not allowed to
Speaker 1: do that, you know what I'm saying, Like, no, it
Speaker 1: is no halfway house for something. It depends on your
Speaker 1: charge or you know what I'm saying, or like like
Speaker 1: does he work in there? Does he ever working in there?
Speaker 1: So he was working, He was working at one point,
Speaker 1: but I feel like he every time you turned around,
Speaker 1: he's sucking up in there. But you have to have
Speaker 1: good behavior in order to have, you know, any kind
Speaker 1: of work in prison, and every time you turned around,
Speaker 1: he sucking up, Like nigga, you're never gonna come home.
Speaker 1: Like I know, you know, I've heard the people getting time,
Speaker 1: like taking away for having good behavior and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: But it's just like if you can't be good, like
Speaker 1: you're grown ass man, Like what somebody gonna tell you, Okay, Chris,
Speaker 1: be good, you might can go home early. Be good?
Speaker 1: Like why do you why does the motherfucker have to
Speaker 1: tell you that he likes to have his ego stroke
Speaker 1: to you know what I'm saying. Like I noticed like
Speaker 1: when even when he will be talking to me on
Speaker 1: the phone, and because he used to always get people
Speaker 1: to call me when I wouldn't right back right away,
Speaker 1: he would get people to call me like and I'm like, yo,
Speaker 1: don't know what it is. I don't give it anybody
Speaker 1: my number, but I'm like, I gave you my number
Speaker 1: so you can put it on the list, and getting
Speaker 1: niggas to call me like what the funk? And these
Speaker 1: people know who I am? You know what I mean?
Speaker 1: So like the fun you think anybody listening? And then
Speaker 1: my voice is very distinctive, my fucker's I am. So
Speaker 1: I would notice that he loves for his ego to
Speaker 1: be stroked, like like he just likes like excessive compliments
Speaker 1: and ship right like oh, yo know you know you
Speaker 1: want to know you're a good nigga or like you
Speaker 1: you this, that and the other, like I know you
Speaker 1: you know. He sent me pictures one time and I'm
Speaker 1: just like, oh he was like yeah, like what you
Speaker 1: see Damn you don't need say nothing like stuff sucking
Speaker 1: Will Smith? Yeah, yeah, like he like usually been just
Speaker 1: to be telling me like I look, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, Like, you don't need to say ship because
Speaker 1: I don't look at you like that. Don't look at you.
Speaker 1: It's like a big brother or a fake cousin or
Speaker 1: something like that. Like so what got you to the
Speaker 1: point where you don't talk to him at all? Right now?
Speaker 1: So you know, over time, like I said, every time
Speaker 1: you turn around, he you know, he's doing something, doing something,
Speaker 1: doing something. So but you always forgive him. I always
Speaker 1: forget to take your while. But yeah, but I always
Speaker 1: go back because what I sit there and I try
Speaker 1: to realize is I try to realize this nigga is
Speaker 1: he's going through a lot. He's miserable. He's been imprisoned
Speaker 1: since January of two thousand nine. Like, so, you know,
Speaker 1: I try to understand, like, man, probably great, I probably
Speaker 1: be zapping to flipping out on people if I was
Speaker 1: behind a wall for all this time. So I try to,
Speaker 1: you know, be a little understanding. But it's but so
Speaker 1: much I'm gonna because right because you gotta understand, these
Speaker 1: people didn't do this ship to me. I did this
Speaker 1: ship to myself. And so she don't have to you
Speaker 1: have to he gotta understand, like he has to have discernment,
Speaker 1: like she don't have to be talking to me. I
Speaker 1: don't have to answer the phone. And you know, I'm
Speaker 1: doing you a fucking favor, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So like I'm out here, you're in there living my
Speaker 1: fucking life, and you know, trying to be a friend
Speaker 1: to a nigger to keep blowing up on me in
Speaker 1: jail like you you keep burning bridges. So so the
Speaker 1: last time, which was actually a few weeks ago, he
Speaker 1: called me, and you know how normally answered the phone,
Speaker 1: I greet like, yo, yo, where the holes at whatever? Whatever?
Speaker 1: You know, So he called and I didn't. I didn't
Speaker 1: greet him that way. I'm like, hey, what's going on here?
Speaker 1: Like damn, you're good? And I was like I'm here.
Speaker 1: He's just like what's wrong? And I was just like, um,
Speaker 1: I just saw online that chest Chris missed and committed suicide.
Speaker 1: And I was sad about that. You know, it's sad
Speaker 1: in me because I'm a suicide survivor and yeah, and
Speaker 1: it's just like I'm sitting there, I'm like, damn, you
Speaker 1: know I read that it said that her mother said
Speaker 1: that she had wrote a note or whatever. SICI I
Speaker 1: know the last time I tried that, I did the
Speaker 1: same thing. That's when you was up in comming who
Speaker 1: was on an ambulance with me? You like, after I wrote,
Speaker 1: you know, I wrote, I wrote, I wrote letters. You know,
Speaker 1: I really was. I wasn't trying to be here, so
Speaker 1: you know, but God wasn't ready for me to be
Speaker 1: with Yeah, he wasn't ready for me to be away
Speaker 1: from away from this world, and he allotted me more time.
Speaker 1: So what's sad in me? Was like, Damn, I met her.
Speaker 1: I met her when I was with you with that
Speaker 1: with the cam Newton keeping up, keeping up. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: but yes you did me and she pictures with her
Speaker 1: videos like she was just you were y'all were talking
Speaker 1: for the longest time. Yeah, she she was just so
Speaker 1: she just seems like just a ball of energy. She's
Speaker 1: so sweet. She's just a pretty girl, you know. And
Speaker 1: I was I was joking, was joking talking about so
Speaker 1: how are you going? How are you gonna play kickball? Boots?
Speaker 1: She was just so cute, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: like not boojee, not stuck up, very down to earth,
Speaker 1: and like my sister said, she loved to talk, so
Speaker 1: she talked to this girl the whole fucking event. I
Speaker 1: think that's the day you got fine, because you wasn't
Speaker 1: the whole damn time. I'm like, yo, you have to
Speaker 1: get me to the car. You're talking to Missnedo girl. No,
Speaker 1: I was talking to Tori Smith when he was talking bad.
Speaker 1: She just loved talking talking people. And sometimes you know,
Speaker 1: you got people that talk to they'd be like, I
Speaker 1: wish this my getaway. People would be really into our
Speaker 1: conversations because I got something to talk about. This the
Speaker 1: fun you got me sitting there when this motherfucker carefully
Speaker 1: pockets got to talk about episode. You're right, so you was.
Speaker 1: You were telling him that you were stressed out about
Speaker 1: that that I was sad. You know. I ain't like
Speaker 1: I was sitting there boo who crying or nothing like that,
Speaker 1: but it's just like I felt, I felt that you
Speaker 1: didn't with it. Yeah, And he was just like, what
Speaker 1: then are you said for? And I'm just like, damn.
Speaker 1: I was just like, well, I'm sad because I've been
Speaker 1: there before, and so many things just went through my mind,
Speaker 1: like is she getting help? You know? Ever since that
Speaker 1: incident with me, I've been getting help. I haven't had
Speaker 1: any thoughts like that anymore. And I'm just like, damn,
Speaker 1: I wish she had more time. I wish she had
Speaker 1: somebody to talk to. And that's all the things that
Speaker 1: was just going through my mind, Like damn, like I
Speaker 1: wish I could have reached out to her or something,
Speaker 1: you know, just just anything, because it's just like you
Speaker 1: never know, you never know what people are going through.
Speaker 1: This bitch ass nigga gonna say, why the funk are
Speaker 1: you said? Because she made that decision, she chose to
Speaker 1: kill herself, you're still here and she's not. That's her fault.
Speaker 1: I'm like why it was just like that is the
Speaker 1: most insensitive ship you could say about somebody who took
Speaker 1: their life, Like, you never know what people are going through.
Speaker 1: You never know what that girl was going through, what
Speaker 1: demon she was fighting, what struggle she like and was encountering,
Speaker 1: nothing like you don't know, and you're the last person.
Speaker 1: Bit you killed your cousin, girl that whether it was
Speaker 1: by mistake or what the funk a nigga, you killed
Speaker 1: your cousin, You can't say ship. You're so miserable that
Speaker 1: you're gonna say some ignorant ship like that. As a friend,
Speaker 1: I feel like he should have been uh sympathetic. He
Speaker 1: should have been like, oh, you know, damn you know that,
Speaker 1: you know that's said, you know, just just keep your
Speaker 1: head and her family. He felt that way. It's the
Speaker 1: certain ways to say it. Yeah, you don't say ship
Speaker 1: like that, my nigga. Now we got a commercial and
Speaker 1: if you click off of this podcast, I swear I'm
Speaker 1: gonna beat your ass. Listen. So then I didn't even
Speaker 1: get off the phone with him right away. I'm like, Chris,
Speaker 1: that's really insensitive, Like, don't say that. That's ignorant, you know,
Speaker 1: Like you know, I'm real sensitive when it comes two
Speaker 1: things like this, like don't do that. You can't tell
Speaker 1: me what the fun to talk about. I'm gonna keep
Speaker 1: talking about this ship and guess somebod I'm gonna hang
Speaker 1: up on your ads booth. And I hung up on
Speaker 1: them and I blocked them, like don't you know, don't
Speaker 1: do that. So then and this is like I was
Speaker 1: like over overly a good friend, Like he had me
Speaker 1: make his fucking cell buddy send me pictures of his
Speaker 1: cell buddy, had me make his cell buddy a Gmail
Speaker 1: in a in a damn Instagram page for what. I
Speaker 1: don't know all these jail niggas want Instagram pages, but
Speaker 1: it is what had me make his cell buddy Instagram page,
Speaker 1: take pictures of the pictures or whatever, and was like,
Speaker 1: you know, just send the pictures back when you get
Speaker 1: a chance. I'm like, all right, so I feel like
Speaker 1: this is the time to send them back. Since I
Speaker 1: didn't cut you to off, I could have just threw
Speaker 1: the pictures away and making ell buddy like brash your
Speaker 1: head up against the metawest toilet, Nigga, where my pictures? Hey,
Speaker 1: y'all you're fighting. You're not over the motherfucking pictures. You
Speaker 1: don't know. You know, I'm niggas like I'm gonna prunt
Speaker 1: them out for you. But you know, so I sent
Speaker 1: it back, and I sent it with a little letter
Speaker 1: and I'm typed yped it because I hate writing, so
Speaker 1: I typed it and I was like, you funked up.
Speaker 1: I told you had one one more chance. That's it.
Speaker 1: Like I can't funk with you no more. You you're
Speaker 1: ignorant as fucking you're insensitive and I just cannot deal
Speaker 1: with that, Like my mental can't can't deal with that.
Speaker 1: Like poofy on, and I put the middle thing emotion
Speaker 1: on that this nigga gonna send me a letter back.
Speaker 1: It was like, you really need fucking help. Yeah, you
Speaker 1: need to seek some mental help. Your kids deserve it.
Speaker 1: Get a fucking life. I got a life out here. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you got life too, motherfucker don't. I just was like,
Speaker 1: look at that lodder, and I was like, rip rip,
Speaker 1: ribbedy rip, Like you what ribbedy rip? You know she's
Speaker 1: so fu like like but nah. But but that's the
Speaker 1: whole thing about you know, dealing with jail niggas now listening,
Speaker 1: I know that's not every jail goud. My experience was
Speaker 1: very much different. Although a lot of them are entitled.
Speaker 1: That was a few jail the is out yeah, like
Speaker 1: like two of them. Damn. First of all, excuse me,
Speaker 1: I know yo, I know, all right, yeah, but I
Speaker 1: was dealing with one and and this is the thing. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I was dealing with him before he went to jail,
Speaker 1: and then when he went to jail, I found out
Speaker 1: that he had a whole wife, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: like like on fucking well, he wasn't married to her yet,
Speaker 1: he had a fiancee, and um, they had planned to
Speaker 1: get married before he went to jail, but this nigga
Speaker 1: got picked up before he decided to get married, and
Speaker 1: so yeah, no conjugal at all. And um, actually he
Speaker 1: just actually came home. Um, the other jail nigger. I
Speaker 1: was dealing with girl. You know when I was young,
Speaker 1: I was hot, my ass, I was dealing with all
Speaker 1: these And he's home now too, and he's seen me,
Speaker 1: and he was like, damn you you really fucking grew up. Man.
Speaker 1: I wish I would have like took you, like really serious,
Speaker 1: to knew what she was gonna be, and I would
Speaker 1: have treated you different. Niggas don't understand. That's such a
Speaker 1: fucking insult. Yes, it is, like, this is such a
Speaker 1: fucking insult. I wish I knew which you were gonna be.
Speaker 1: You never know what anybody is going to be. Yeah,
Speaker 1: what the funk wrong with you? Youre just working with
Speaker 1: me because I was. He said that he was, and
Speaker 1: he didn't say and he didn't see how he could
Speaker 1: have offended me or anything. He just kept talking girl
Speaker 1: that nigga. Niggas just they don't their minds are set
Speaker 1: so different. Yes, I can't believe he said something I know,
Speaker 1: and girl look good as a motherfucker. But I said, listen,
Speaker 1: if I was the same girl that I used to be,
Speaker 1: I would have laughed at that and still fun with you,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. But I've grown, like I've
Speaker 1: grown from all of that, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: And then you got to realize something as well. All
Speaker 1: niggas who go to jail ain't bad people like shout
Speaker 1: out that mother sucking not a bad person at all.
Speaker 1: Like he did twenty years in jail, he came home,
Speaker 1: he made something of himself. He didn't decide to get
Speaker 1: back in the streets. He didn't decided to do the
Speaker 1: same thing that got him locked up, because that's what
Speaker 1: he was good at. That's all. You know. A lot
Speaker 1: of people rely on the fact that Yo, that's all
Speaker 1: I know. I ain't about to go get rely on
Speaker 1: fast money. Fast money is addictive, and that's what they
Speaker 1: get accustomed to. They just like, man, I know, I
Speaker 1: can just go out there, but all that fast money
Speaker 1: ship comes with so much. You gotta watch your back,
Speaker 1: you can't trust nobody, and you can't do everything on
Speaker 1: your own. So that that ship comes with the territory
Speaker 1: that ship comes with death, it comes with betrayal, It
Speaker 1: comes with so much ship, a lot of jealousy, jealousy, envy,
Speaker 1: like all of that. You're gonna risk dealing with all
Speaker 1: of that for fast money? Like that ship is crazy.
Speaker 1: I just I just don't understand how somebody can go
Speaker 1: and do decades in jail or whatever it could be
Speaker 1: five months, five years, fifteen years. Then you come on
Speaker 1: when you back out on the street doing to want
Speaker 1: to do five minutes and jail, Like I went to
Speaker 1: jail for twelve hours before, and you know, I wasn't
Speaker 1: at for fighting, you know, And I'm just like, this
Speaker 1: is not where the funk I want to be at.
Speaker 1: I didn't even want to go to the bathroom. It
Speaker 1: was like I was in the sale with a whole
Speaker 1: bunch of junkies and one white girl that was dressed
Speaker 1: like camp possible, and this bitch walked up to me
Speaker 1: was like, hey, what are you in for? It? Like, bitch,
Speaker 1: what the right? And I asked her, I'm not going
Speaker 1: to tell you what I'm in here for. And do
Speaker 1: you I mean you here? Boy? But to be honest,
Speaker 1: she seemed real jolly. That bitch might have been crazy
Speaker 1: as a mother, so she was dressed so she wasn't
Speaker 1: even crazy. She was fighting for animal rights. She was
Speaker 1: a vegan. She was a vegan, and her and her
Speaker 1: boyfriend were outside of some restaurant downtown that sold rabbit
Speaker 1: or something they cook rabbit, and she was just like, oh, no,
Speaker 1: that's not right and blah blah blah. So her her
Speaker 1: boyfriend went down there, and you know the she said
Speaker 1: the police were rough housing her boyfriend. Yeah, she said
Speaker 1: they were rough housing her boyfriend. And she pulled her
Speaker 1: phone out to record, and they were just like, put
Speaker 1: your phone away, and she was just like, this is
Speaker 1: one of the amendments, I can do this, and blah
Speaker 1: blah blah. So she got up like too close to
Speaker 1: them apparently, and they would just like back up off
Speaker 1: me with that phone like, so she refused, so they
Speaker 1: locked up for disorderly cond up and she was like,
Speaker 1: so now I've been here and I'm just like with you, right,
Speaker 1: So we were literally the two most normal people in
Speaker 1: the damn cell. But still I'm just like, yeah, jail
Speaker 1: ain't for me. Granted, I'm glad I was in the
Speaker 1: cell with like some junkies and not some angry as
Speaker 1: bitches because you know, but yeah, that that ain't for me.
Speaker 1: I was like, no, so it's just like I'd be
Speaker 1: trying not to do things and jail, but then sometimes
Speaker 1: stuff be making it like yeah, like I got the chicken.
Speaker 1: See I wish y'all could see what she doing, Like
Speaker 1: just like this little traps twitch. I think I'm trying
Speaker 1: to offend anyone with Tourette syndrome. Just a disclaimer, but
Speaker 1: she overhead doing this motherfucking twitch. Remember that Tursday when
Speaker 1: Williams used to do every time somebody asks out about
Speaker 1: her her ex husband, she used to do this twitch
Speaker 1: her eye. I think that's actually out. Oh yeah, that
Speaker 1: is one twitchy bitch. I swear you, Wendy Williams twitchy
Speaker 1: bit y'all swear y'all she will twitch her way out
Speaker 1: of anything, y'all. I swear I'm twitch he show. You know,
Speaker 1: our show is she she's losing her show, she losing
Speaker 1: the or she's walking away from it. I don't know.
Speaker 1: I heard she was losing. I don't know. I heard
Speaker 1: I heard cancel that. I heard that she don't want
Speaker 1: to do it no more. I heard that she walked away.
Speaker 1: I heard it. It's just too much to come back to.
Speaker 1: So she said no, like, I don't know, Well, whatever
Speaker 1: it is, I think she's left on Mark. I think
Speaker 1: she's did it long enough. And I congratulate her on
Speaker 1: like what she had, like fourteen seasons or some ship
Speaker 1: like that. Yeah she I think she didn't say, really
Speaker 1: say Jessel, she's shipping on? Who who is that old
Speaker 1: talk show host? She did? I don't think she did.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, oh speaking of dead um, Queen Elizabeth.
Speaker 1: She's not dead. No, no, no, she ain't dead. No, no, no,
Speaker 1: she's not dead. But I was just saying, you know,
Speaker 1: because it was somebody saying she had died. But then
Speaker 1: she popped up again with that scary as space like
Speaker 1: psych a little evil as she caught right, just a
Speaker 1: little COVID. She caught COVID and ship and and apparently
Speaker 1: she uh, it's not dead man. So yeah, that's good.
Speaker 1: I am, yeah, not dying that she ain't did, Yeah,
Speaker 1: just that she's been the throne for like seventy years.
Speaker 1: They say that fucking evil. Remember what she said about
Speaker 1: the baby. Yes, she was like, no that that baby
Speaker 1: is not allowed to have her name. That baby is
Speaker 1: not allowed near us because it is mixed, is mixed
Speaker 1: with black, and it basically that pretty little half nigga
Speaker 1: baby ain't fucking coming here. Yeah, that was the worst,
Speaker 1: but you know, God don't like ugly and sometimes he
Speaker 1: will even allow you to contract COVID. And just like that,
Speaker 1: we are going to end this episode, and we have
Speaker 1: to make sure that we keep up the views and
Speaker 1: the listens, all reckless discussions and carefully reckless, yall, because
Speaker 1: y'all know, I ain't going to motherfucker where say boy
Speaker 1: to these people. She ain't pace out, y'all. Make sure
Speaker 1: y'all keep up with everything she's doing. Go to YouTube,
Speaker 1: click that motherfucking bell subscribe. Like, even if you don't
Speaker 1: watch the whole fucking episode, at least watch one minute.
Speaker 1: One minute counts as watch time for reckless discussion. Thank you,
Speaker 1: Boom and listen. You can't watch just one minute because
Speaker 1: that ship is so good it's comical. My my favorite
Speaker 1: on the show wasn't I'm not gonna lie it's my
Speaker 1: son father, You're wrong. That's my favorite. And I know
Speaker 1: I know, y'all because I at the time that they're
Speaker 1: gonna be having having ship to say, you know, he
Speaker 1: just don't like to be left out of conversation, so
Speaker 1: he will look like he's prompting himself to say something.
Speaker 1: But if we all shut up and be like, oh,
Speaker 1: you're wrong, it won't be not a thought in the
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