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Speaker 1: Welcome to Camfully Reckless, the production of Our Heart Radio

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Speaker 1: and The Black Effect, And just like that, we're back

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Speaker 1: on the air with yet another season of Camfulee Reckless.

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Speaker 1: Y'all clap it up for me as I reached my

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Speaker 1: second season under the Black Effect with Our Heart Radio.

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Speaker 1: Camfully Reckless is doing great. I know y'all thought I

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Speaker 1: was gonna be gone for a minute, but now I'm

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Speaker 1: back with the jump off. I had to do a

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Speaker 1: lot of other things, y'all. I'm busy. I'm busy, and

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Speaker 1: I missed you all so much. I had to take

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Speaker 1: a couple of weeks off just to refresh myself to

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Speaker 1: give y'all some new and in great content. And also

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Speaker 1: I launched Reckless Discussions, which you can check out every

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Speaker 1: Wednesday seven pm on my YouTube channel. That's me, my

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Speaker 1: little baby father, my cousin London, and my brother Prince Yea.

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Speaker 1: All were talking about the same type of ship that

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Speaker 1: we talked about here, but different topics. It's just reckless,

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Speaker 1: all in the same. So for the first episode of

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Speaker 1: this season, I bought back a fan favorite, y'all. Let

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Speaker 1: us girl my sister say what's up? Shat is dummies, yea, hey, y'all,

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Speaker 1: here she go, Hey, y'all, yo, yo, what the hos

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Speaker 1: y'all know, y'all know, she always want to know what

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Speaker 1: the holes that now Lesson this episode, we're gonna talk

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Speaker 1: about jail niggas. We're gonna talk about jail niggas. And

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Speaker 1: you felt that, ain't you? So huh so I'm guessing

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Speaker 1: you've dealt with a jail nigga too. I never personally

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Speaker 1: like dealt dealt with like dated or you don't know,

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Speaker 1: the Joie jail nigga, but I am. I try to

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Speaker 1: call himself being a good friend sometime, and I really

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Speaker 1: feel like these jail niggas feel like they're entitled. Oh yeah,

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Speaker 1: that's a lot of them. And the jail nigga I'm

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Speaker 1: speaking of. You know of him, your homeboy? You ain't

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Speaker 1: my homeboy no more. He's a clown. You didn't started

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Speaker 1: making me right? The nigga and ship like he like

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Speaker 1: for real, was sending five page letters to everybody. I

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Speaker 1: swear when the last time I talked to him my phone,

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Speaker 1: he was like, yeah, I'm on the phone with just

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Speaker 1: Larious sister. Yeah, yeah, you know the funny girl like boy,

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Speaker 1: shut the funk up, oh my god, being a clown,

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Speaker 1: being a clown listening. He wrote me a couple of times. Right.

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Speaker 1: I never wanted to funk with him, and he knew that.

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Speaker 1: He just wanted somebody to talk to, you know, always

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Speaker 1: as all of them as all jail niggas. You know

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying, You're you and there you see the

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Speaker 1: same niggas every day, you mean whatever. So it's just like,

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Speaker 1: all right, I saw right. You know this was years ago,

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Speaker 1: like three years ago, No, not even it was. It wasn't, No,

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Speaker 1: it was longer than that. It was because he'd been

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Speaker 1: in there since two thousand nine. Yeah, so you were

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Speaker 1: still more of a more so of a kid, right, Okay,

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Speaker 1: Well then I wasn't just hilarious that I am today.

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Speaker 1: I was. I was growing into that, okay. And it

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Speaker 1: went from us just being cool to one of his

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Speaker 1: letters was just like, yo, you know when I come home,

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Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying, I want you to

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Speaker 1: be with me. I want to be able to be

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Speaker 1: a good stepdad to Ash like I love you, like

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Speaker 1: what the fun I'm like, Yo, I am a baby

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Speaker 1: compared to you, like I like it was on some

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Speaker 1: little Sister big brother ship at first, and then it

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Speaker 1: do to you want to come home. I'm like, first

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Speaker 1: of all, Kelly, you ain't never coming home girl? How

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Speaker 1: about that? But what was the situation with y'all? So

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Speaker 1: his name is Chris. His name is Chris. We all

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Speaker 1: out here, so y'all don't know exactly we talked about. Um.

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Speaker 1: So his name is Chris, and we met on my

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Speaker 1: Space back in the day, like back in the day

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Speaker 1: when you was on my Space and then sucking tow

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Speaker 1: and I was just like, get that off my Space

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Speaker 1: and you block. Oh my god. It was I was

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Speaker 1: like my first little semi nude. I was like, get that.

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Speaker 1: Oh my god. So y'all mat on my space, bitch,

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Speaker 1: what's your little fucking BlackBerry or whatever? The little no kid?

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Speaker 1: Like it was a no kid. So anyway, I met

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Speaker 1: him on my Space and he was like I've seen

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Speaker 1: seen you where he working? I was like, I worked

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Speaker 1: was just like, yeah, this ain't right. I'm gonna just leave.

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Speaker 1: So I left out and literally just left out. And

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Speaker 1: I guess he had an attitude. He had an attitude

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Speaker 1: about that. So he gets locked up. Um January of

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Speaker 1: two thousand nine, he committed a murder. Whatever he nigga

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Speaker 1: kills somebody, kills somebody. He kills somebody, and he's saying,

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Speaker 1: got my address. You never said that was the crump.

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Speaker 1: He never said that was the fun No, I ain't know.

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Speaker 1: He kills him Mike who he killed his cousin. Mistake.

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Speaker 1: Oh how Apparently it was like a situation where it

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Speaker 1: with some people and he shot his cousin. Bo misteake. Okay,

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Speaker 1: all right, so we made a mistake and killed this guy. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: and everybody was like under the influence at the club

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Speaker 1: party or Lando something. Okay, So I got you, I

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Speaker 1: got you. You know, it's it's a fund up situation.

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Speaker 1: Definitely is okay. But his aunt was straight like give

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Speaker 1: him life. His aunt was just l yeah, it's a child,

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Speaker 1: And so imagine how it sucks him up. Yeah. So

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Speaker 1: he you know, he is, he's miserable as fuck. He's miserable.

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Speaker 1: He yeah, he's he's in there. Um. So over the years,

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Speaker 1: just because I know you're in there. I don't mind

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Speaker 1: So every time he calls me, he's paying for these calls.

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Speaker 1: So I'm like, okay, he's paying for the calls. I

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Speaker 1: So you know, I talked to him and over the years,

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Speaker 1: every time you turn around he's like, oh, you know,

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Speaker 1: mentioning something about somebody I'm dating or whatever. He tried

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Speaker 1: I hope you catch AIDS like dam like, hey, Yo're

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Speaker 1: not laughing at any AIDS victims, Yes, not at all,

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Speaker 1: but what the fun yo? Yo? Like you were just

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Speaker 1: fake happy for me on the phone. He gonna write

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Speaker 1: me a lot of light damn. So and tell me

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Speaker 1: how you really feel, like the sadness. I hope you

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Speaker 1: catch AIDS because you you with this, like, but this

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Speaker 1: is the thing. What the fund can he be for you? Inside?

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Speaker 1: Nothing stay talked about. I got money. I got all

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Speaker 1: the oodles and noodles. I got Xbox in my cell.

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Speaker 1: Xbox sounded like a motherfucking college student like sious. I

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Speaker 1: got all the noodles in my dorm. I got the

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Speaker 1: hottest game, all the flavors and noodles. We don't eat

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Speaker 1: them out head, Well we do. Did you have to

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Speaker 1: eat them like that? That's that's a gourmet meal for you,

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Speaker 1: you know, not shipping on you. But don't ever fucking

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Speaker 1: come at me like that, right like and then like

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Speaker 1: so then I actually went to visit him. Remember he

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Speaker 1: tried to get you. He's like, oh he like Jesse, Jesse,

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Speaker 1: you know, just because you know, I felt like family

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Speaker 1: or whatever. This nigga like trying to like come at

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Speaker 1: me like she trying to kiss me, and don't like

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Speaker 1: back then burns them in front of the other jail niggas, Like,

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Speaker 1: jail niggas. Why would you ever trying to lean And

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Speaker 1: so y'all never talked about that before. You never never Yo,

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Speaker 1: when you come up here, I might kiss you know.

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Speaker 1: He didn't say none of that because I would have

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Speaker 1: been like, y'a I'm gonna just stay home ya you

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Speaker 1: burst you in from the jail niggas, because then they're

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Speaker 1: gonna point at you and laugh. Are you in the

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Speaker 1: hall like that bitch? Backed up? Like yo? Yeah, And

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Speaker 1: because you got backed up on like damn, hold up,

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Speaker 1: hold up. I know the ship getting good, but listen

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Speaker 1: you love me, you'll listen, all right. So after he

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Speaker 1: I hope we catch the age and stuff, I'm like, look,

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Speaker 1: don't you ain't no friend because I don't at talking

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Speaker 1: write me, don't call me. I actually blocked this jail. Yes,

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Speaker 1: I told him I ain't talked to him. Maybe like

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Speaker 1: more than that, and then he comes back around sending

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Speaker 1: a letter man, Shay, I'm so sorry, you're like one

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Speaker 1: of my best friends. Blah blah blah blah blah. Oh worry,

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Speaker 1: so he must have pissed everybody else off. And then

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Speaker 1: you try to roll back around to me because you

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Speaker 1: know that I enjoyed talking and it's usually like that

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Speaker 1: in jail. I mean that ship is like that out

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Speaker 1: here too, but definitely in jail because they really have

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Speaker 1: nobody but the people that they're in their wit, you

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Speaker 1: know what I mean. So when and he gets sold,

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Speaker 1: that's one thing I didn't notice about him. He has

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Speaker 1: a short ferd Like he gets so fucking angry real

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Speaker 1: quick and and just switched. Like you just said, have

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Speaker 1: you ever known him to be in a relationship with

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Speaker 1: somebody like while he was in there, because so apparently

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Speaker 1: he's had you know, several women that he's been communicating with, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: that he's been communicating with that he's been in relationships

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Speaker 1: going to be my home plane. Like I feel like

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Speaker 1: and all act you wealthy. I feel like the goal

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Speaker 1: they could come home to, just so they can have

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Speaker 1: somewhere to stay because normally when they get out, they

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Speaker 1: have to be on like I guess house and rest

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Speaker 1: of something like yeah, what house you going house? You

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Speaker 1: know when they come in something. But normally, oh yeah,

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Speaker 1: I forgot to do have halfway houses. Yeah they don't

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Speaker 1: sucking halfway house. You're trying at home. But that's not

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Speaker 1: I was talking to Tori Smith when he was talking bad.

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Speaker 1: y'all you're fighting. You're not over the motherfucking pictures. You

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Speaker 1: It was like, you really need fucking help. Yeah, you

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Speaker 1: I know yo, I know, all right, yeah, but I

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Speaker 1: like like on fucking well, he wasn't married to her yet,

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Speaker 1: these And he's home now too, and he's seen me,

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Speaker 1: and he was like, damn you you really fucking grew up. Man.

422
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Speaker 1: I wish I would have like took you, like really serious,

423
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Speaker 1: to knew what she was gonna be, and I would

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Speaker 1: have treated you different. Niggas don't understand. That's such a

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Speaker 1: fucking insult. Yes, it is, like, this is such a

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Speaker 1: fucking insult. I wish I knew which you were gonna be.

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Speaker 1: You never know what anybody is going to be. Yeah,

428
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Speaker 1: what the funk wrong with you? Youre just working with

429
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Speaker 1: me because I was. He said that he was, and

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Speaker 1: he didn't say and he didn't see how he could

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Speaker 1: have offended me or anything. He just kept talking girl

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Speaker 1: that nigga. Niggas just they don't their minds are set

433
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Speaker 1: so different. Yes, I can't believe he said something I know,

434
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Speaker 1: and girl look good as a motherfucker. But I said, listen,

435
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Speaker 1: if I was the same girl that I used to be,

436
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Speaker 1: I would have laughed at that and still fun with you,

437
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Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. But I've grown, like I've

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Speaker 1: grown from all of that, you know what I'm saying.

439
00:21:44,720 --> 00:21:48,280
Speaker 1: And then you got to realize something as well. All

440
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Speaker 1: niggas who go to jail ain't bad people like shout

441
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Speaker 1: out that mother sucking not a bad person at all.

442
00:21:54,480 --> 00:21:56,400
Speaker 1: Like he did twenty years in jail, he came home,

443
00:21:56,720 --> 00:21:58,840
Speaker 1: he made something of himself. He didn't decide to get

444
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Speaker 1: back in the streets. He didn't decided to do the

445
00:22:01,200 --> 00:22:02,800
Speaker 1: same thing that got him locked up, because that's what

446
00:22:02,920 --> 00:22:04,919
Speaker 1: he was good at. That's all. You know. A lot

447
00:22:04,960 --> 00:22:06,800
Speaker 1: of people rely on the fact that Yo, that's all

448
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Speaker 1: I know. I ain't about to go get rely on

449
00:22:09,240 --> 00:22:13,800
Speaker 1: fast money. Fast money is addictive, and that's what they

450
00:22:13,920 --> 00:22:16,480
Speaker 1: get accustomed to. They just like, man, I know, I

451
00:22:16,560 --> 00:22:20,520
Speaker 1: can just go out there, but all that fast money

452
00:22:20,520 --> 00:22:22,720
Speaker 1: ship comes with so much. You gotta watch your back,

453
00:22:22,840 --> 00:22:25,000
Speaker 1: you can't trust nobody, and you can't do everything on

454
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Speaker 1: your own. So that that ship comes with the territory

455
00:22:27,400 --> 00:22:30,000
Speaker 1: that ship comes with death, it comes with betrayal, It

456
00:22:30,080 --> 00:22:35,080
Speaker 1: comes with so much ship, a lot of jealousy, jealousy, envy,

457
00:22:35,440 --> 00:22:37,960
Speaker 1: like all of that. You're gonna risk dealing with all

458
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Speaker 1: of that for fast money? Like that ship is crazy.

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Speaker 1: I just I just don't understand how somebody can go

460
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Speaker 1: and do decades in jail or whatever it could be

461
00:22:49,840 --> 00:22:52,280
Speaker 1: five months, five years, fifteen years. Then you come on

462
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Speaker 1: when you back out on the street doing to want

463
00:22:54,800 --> 00:22:57,000
Speaker 1: to do five minutes and jail, Like I went to

464
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Speaker 1: jail for twelve hours before, and you know, I wasn't

465
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Speaker 1: at for fighting, you know, And I'm just like, this

466
00:23:06,119 --> 00:23:08,359
Speaker 1: is not where the funk I want to be at.

467
00:23:08,640 --> 00:23:10,040
Speaker 1: I didn't even want to go to the bathroom. It

468
00:23:10,119 --> 00:23:11,520
Speaker 1: was like I was in the sale with a whole

469
00:23:11,560 --> 00:23:15,760
Speaker 1: bunch of junkies and one white girl that was dressed

470
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Speaker 1: like camp possible, and this bitch walked up to me

471
00:23:19,240 --> 00:23:24,000
Speaker 1: was like, hey, what are you in for? It? Like, bitch,

472
00:23:24,720 --> 00:23:28,639
Speaker 1: what the right? And I asked her, I'm not going

473
00:23:28,720 --> 00:23:31,200
Speaker 1: to tell you what I'm in here for. And do

474
00:23:31,359 --> 00:23:33,879
Speaker 1: you I mean you here? Boy? But to be honest,

475
00:23:34,480 --> 00:23:36,639
Speaker 1: she seemed real jolly. That bitch might have been crazy

476
00:23:36,680 --> 00:23:40,440
Speaker 1: as a mother, so she was dressed so she wasn't

477
00:23:40,480 --> 00:23:43,800
Speaker 1: even crazy. She was fighting for animal rights. She was

478
00:23:43,840 --> 00:23:47,439
Speaker 1: a vegan. She was a vegan, and her and her

479
00:23:47,480 --> 00:23:51,679
Speaker 1: boyfriend were outside of some restaurant downtown that sold rabbit

480
00:23:51,880 --> 00:23:55,440
Speaker 1: or something they cook rabbit, and she was just like, oh, no,

481
00:23:55,680 --> 00:23:58,000
Speaker 1: that's not right and blah blah blah. So her her

482
00:23:58,040 --> 00:24:00,240
Speaker 1: boyfriend went down there, and you know the she said

483
00:24:00,520 --> 00:24:03,480
Speaker 1: the police were rough housing her boyfriend. Yeah, she said

484
00:24:03,480 --> 00:24:05,240
Speaker 1: they were rough housing her boyfriend. And she pulled her

485
00:24:05,280 --> 00:24:08,400
Speaker 1: phone out to record, and they were just like, put

486
00:24:08,480 --> 00:24:10,600
Speaker 1: your phone away, and she was just like, this is

487
00:24:10,880 --> 00:24:13,000
Speaker 1: one of the amendments, I can do this, and blah

488
00:24:13,040 --> 00:24:15,920
Speaker 1: blah blah. So she got up like too close to

489
00:24:16,000 --> 00:24:17,960
Speaker 1: them apparently, and they would just like back up off

490
00:24:18,080 --> 00:24:20,919
Speaker 1: me with that phone like, so she refused, so they

491
00:24:21,000 --> 00:24:24,200
Speaker 1: locked up for disorderly cond up and she was like,

492
00:24:24,320 --> 00:24:27,879
Speaker 1: so now I've been here and I'm just like with you, right,

493
00:24:27,960 --> 00:24:31,000
Speaker 1: So we were literally the two most normal people in

494
00:24:31,080 --> 00:24:34,320
Speaker 1: the damn cell. But still I'm just like, yeah, jail

495
00:24:34,359 --> 00:24:36,399
Speaker 1: ain't for me. Granted, I'm glad I was in the

496
00:24:36,480 --> 00:24:39,120
Speaker 1: cell with like some junkies and not some angry as

497
00:24:39,240 --> 00:24:42,960
Speaker 1: bitches because you know, but yeah, that that ain't for me.

498
00:24:43,359 --> 00:24:45,720
Speaker 1: I was like, no, so it's just like I'd be

499
00:24:45,840 --> 00:24:50,280
Speaker 1: trying not to do things and jail, but then sometimes

500
00:24:50,320 --> 00:24:54,000
Speaker 1: stuff be making it like yeah, like I got the chicken.

501
00:24:54,119 --> 00:24:57,280
Speaker 1: See I wish y'all could see what she doing, Like

502
00:24:57,440 --> 00:25:01,120
Speaker 1: just like this little traps twitch. I think I'm trying

503
00:25:01,160 --> 00:25:04,800
Speaker 1: to offend anyone with Tourette syndrome. Just a disclaimer, but

504
00:25:05,320 --> 00:25:08,360
Speaker 1: she overhead doing this motherfucking twitch. Remember that Tursday when

505
00:25:08,520 --> 00:25:11,320
Speaker 1: Williams used to do every time somebody asks out about

506
00:25:11,359 --> 00:25:14,359
Speaker 1: her her ex husband, she used to do this twitch

507
00:25:14,680 --> 00:25:21,440
Speaker 1: her eye. I think that's actually out. Oh yeah, that

508
00:25:21,640 --> 00:25:25,560
Speaker 1: is one twitchy bitch. I swear you, Wendy Williams twitchy

509
00:25:25,640 --> 00:25:29,160
Speaker 1: bit y'all swear y'all she will twitch her way out

510
00:25:29,240 --> 00:25:31,920
Speaker 1: of anything, y'all. I swear I'm twitch he show. You know,

511
00:25:31,960 --> 00:25:36,160
Speaker 1: our show is she she's losing her show, she losing

512
00:25:36,200 --> 00:25:37,920
Speaker 1: the or she's walking away from it. I don't know.

513
00:25:38,520 --> 00:25:40,240
Speaker 1: I heard she was losing. I don't know. I heard

514
00:25:40,280 --> 00:25:42,000
Speaker 1: I heard cancel that. I heard that she don't want

515
00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:43,800
Speaker 1: to do it no more. I heard that she walked away.

516
00:25:43,880 --> 00:25:45,680
Speaker 1: I heard it. It's just too much to come back to.

517
00:25:45,920 --> 00:25:48,800
Speaker 1: So she said no, like, I don't know, Well, whatever

518
00:25:48,920 --> 00:25:51,000
Speaker 1: it is, I think she's left on Mark. I think

519
00:25:51,080 --> 00:25:53,399
Speaker 1: she's did it long enough. And I congratulate her on

520
00:25:53,680 --> 00:25:55,920
Speaker 1: like what she had, like fourteen seasons or some ship

521
00:25:56,040 --> 00:25:59,000
Speaker 1: like that. Yeah she I think she didn't say, really

522
00:25:59,320 --> 00:26:06,880
Speaker 1: say Jessel, she's shipping on? Who who is that old

523
00:26:06,960 --> 00:26:10,240
Speaker 1: talk show host? She did? I don't think she did.

524
00:26:11,800 --> 00:26:15,119
Speaker 1: Oh my god, oh speaking of dead um, Queen Elizabeth.

525
00:26:15,520 --> 00:26:17,560
Speaker 1: She's not dead. No, no, no, she ain't dead. No, no, no,

526
00:26:17,760 --> 00:26:19,200
Speaker 1: she's not dead. But I was just saying, you know,

527
00:26:19,359 --> 00:26:24,199
Speaker 1: because it was somebody saying she had died. But then

528
00:26:24,320 --> 00:26:26,440
Speaker 1: she popped up again with that scary as space like

529
00:26:26,480 --> 00:26:30,200
Speaker 1: psych a little evil as she caught right, just a

530
00:26:30,240 --> 00:26:34,359
Speaker 1: little COVID. She caught COVID and ship and and apparently

531
00:26:34,840 --> 00:26:39,000
Speaker 1: she uh, it's not dead man. So yeah, that's good.

532
00:26:39,040 --> 00:26:42,120
Speaker 1: I am, yeah, not dying that she ain't did, Yeah,

533
00:26:42,280 --> 00:26:47,360
Speaker 1: just that she's been the throne for like seventy years.

534
00:26:47,400 --> 00:26:50,120
Speaker 1: They say that fucking evil. Remember what she said about

535
00:26:50,160 --> 00:26:53,320
Speaker 1: the baby. Yes, she was like, no that that baby

536
00:26:53,480 --> 00:26:55,760
Speaker 1: is not allowed to have her name. That baby is

537
00:26:55,800 --> 00:26:59,520
Speaker 1: not allowed near us because it is mixed, is mixed

538
00:26:59,560 --> 00:27:02,560
Speaker 1: with black, and it basically that pretty little half nigga

539
00:27:02,600 --> 00:27:06,960
Speaker 1: baby ain't fucking coming here. Yeah, that was the worst,

540
00:27:07,040 --> 00:27:09,200
Speaker 1: but you know, God don't like ugly and sometimes he

541
00:27:09,280 --> 00:27:12,399
Speaker 1: will even allow you to contract COVID. And just like that,

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Speaker 1: we are going to end this episode, and we have

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Speaker 1: to make sure that we keep up the views and

544
00:27:19,359 --> 00:27:23,080
Speaker 1: the listens, all reckless discussions and carefully reckless, yall, because

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00:27:23,119 --> 00:27:25,119
Speaker 1: y'all know, I ain't going to motherfucker where say boy

546
00:27:25,200 --> 00:27:27,320
Speaker 1: to these people. She ain't pace out, y'all. Make sure

547
00:27:27,400 --> 00:27:31,119
Speaker 1: y'all keep up with everything she's doing. Go to YouTube,

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00:27:31,920 --> 00:27:37,160
Speaker 1: click that motherfucking bell subscribe. Like, even if you don't

549
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Speaker 1: watch the whole fucking episode, at least watch one minute.

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Speaker 1: One minute counts as watch time for reckless discussion. Thank you,

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Speaker 1: Boom and listen. You can't watch just one minute because

552
00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:51,959
Speaker 1: that ship is so good it's comical. My my favorite

553
00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:53,720
Speaker 1: on the show wasn't I'm not gonna lie it's my

554
00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:58,600
Speaker 1: son father, You're wrong. That's my favorite. And I know

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Speaker 1: I know, y'all because I at the time that they're

556
00:28:00,640 --> 00:28:05,399
Speaker 1: gonna be having having ship to say, you know, he

557
00:28:05,520 --> 00:28:08,480
Speaker 1: just don't like to be left out of conversation, so

558
00:28:08,600 --> 00:28:11,160
Speaker 1: he will look like he's prompting himself to say something.

559
00:28:11,359 --> 00:28:12,720
Speaker 1: But if we all shut up and be like, oh,

560
00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:14,399
Speaker 1: you're wrong, it won't be not a thought in the

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Speaker 1: motherfucking world. That's it. So make sure you're tuning in

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