1 00:00:00,240 --> 00:00:14,480 Speaker 1: The Nikki Glaser podcastser. 2 00:00:10,160 --> 00:00:13,280 Speaker 2: Here's Nikki. Hello here, I am welcome to the show. 3 00:00:13,280 --> 00:00:16,680 Speaker 2: It's the Nikky Glazer Podcast. Thanks for listening. I'm Nicki Glazer. 4 00:00:17,079 --> 00:00:23,720 Speaker 2: Everyone here. Uh Noah, Hi, Brian, Hi, you're on camera. 5 00:00:23,800 --> 00:00:26,560 Speaker 2: Don't forget to look ahead. Sometimes I watch the YouTube 6 00:00:26,600 --> 00:00:28,560 Speaker 2: and I'm like, we're all just like looking down in 7 00:00:28,640 --> 00:00:30,560 Speaker 2: the corner, like we're just recording audio. 8 00:00:32,640 --> 00:00:35,080 Speaker 3: And well, no, this is realistic for me because I 9 00:00:35,080 --> 00:00:36,240 Speaker 3: don't make eye contact with you. 10 00:00:36,320 --> 00:00:38,920 Speaker 2: That's a good point. Okay, Sorry, you're giving the viewers 11 00:00:38,960 --> 00:00:40,920 Speaker 2: of the real experience. I'm in front of you, okay. 12 00:00:41,360 --> 00:00:46,080 Speaker 2: And Shad O'Connor also is joining us. Hey, hey, oh, 13 00:00:46,120 --> 00:00:49,760 Speaker 2: listen to that crispy clean, crystal clear mic. 14 00:00:50,360 --> 00:00:54,160 Speaker 4: I got a mic now, yeah, you can hear how 15 00:00:54,240 --> 00:00:55,240 Speaker 4: terrible my voice is. 16 00:00:55,600 --> 00:00:55,840 Speaker 5: I know. 17 00:00:55,960 --> 00:00:58,480 Speaker 2: You just have the option to put the headphones into 18 00:00:58,520 --> 00:01:00,000 Speaker 2: the mic so that you could hear your own voice. 19 00:01:00,160 --> 00:01:03,160 Speaker 2: And Noah, Noah had offered that, and you said, god, no, no, 20 00:01:03,280 --> 00:01:06,920 Speaker 2: I don't want to hear my own voice. You opted out. 21 00:01:07,160 --> 00:01:08,959 Speaker 2: I don't mind hearing my own voice when it's live. 22 00:01:08,959 --> 00:01:13,319 Speaker 2: I don't want to hear it later, right, Yeah, the 23 00:01:13,360 --> 00:01:15,440 Speaker 2: same for me. Do you feel the same way. 24 00:01:15,480 --> 00:01:18,759 Speaker 1: Oh, yes, yes, I like hearing my voice live. 25 00:01:19,240 --> 00:01:21,360 Speaker 3: Yeah, I want to hear because it makes me feel 26 00:01:21,440 --> 00:01:23,959 Speaker 3: like I'm being recorded and then I, I don't know, 27 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:25,760 Speaker 3: I feel like it like gives me a little bit 28 00:01:25,800 --> 00:01:26,440 Speaker 3: of a boost. 29 00:01:26,560 --> 00:01:26,720 Speaker 1: Yeah. 30 00:01:26,760 --> 00:01:29,000 Speaker 2: Yeah, it makes me feel like I'm on stage. 31 00:01:29,400 --> 00:01:29,880 Speaker 1: Yeah. 32 00:01:29,959 --> 00:01:32,400 Speaker 2: Like it's like as the would be doing stand up 33 00:01:32,560 --> 00:01:35,800 Speaker 2: in your room as opposed to like, honest, it's the 34 00:01:35,840 --> 00:01:36,720 Speaker 2: stakes are higher. 35 00:01:37,560 --> 00:01:41,880 Speaker 4: Interesting, I'm the exact opposite. I never want to hear myself, Honestly, 36 00:01:41,920 --> 00:01:44,440 Speaker 4: when I whenever I paid too close attention to how 37 00:01:44,480 --> 00:01:46,600 Speaker 4: I sound on stage, all I hear is like a 38 00:01:46,760 --> 00:01:49,200 Speaker 4: ping on the mic, and then I just start thinking 39 00:01:49,200 --> 00:01:52,120 Speaker 4: about that the entire time. I just like I like 40 00:01:52,200 --> 00:01:54,080 Speaker 4: to pretend we're not being recorded, so I could be 41 00:01:54,200 --> 00:01:55,440 Speaker 4: super unfiltered. 42 00:01:56,360 --> 00:01:59,680 Speaker 2: Oh see, that's so interesting, because I'm way better when 43 00:01:59,720 --> 00:02:04,320 Speaker 2: I'm the pressure's on, and I am not good at 44 00:02:04,320 --> 00:02:06,040 Speaker 2: all when the pressure's off. Like I look at like 45 00:02:06,160 --> 00:02:08,720 Speaker 2: video that Emily takes with me over the weekend to 46 00:02:08,760 --> 00:02:11,440 Speaker 2: like make into a reel, and if I don't think 47 00:02:11,440 --> 00:02:14,359 Speaker 2: I'm being recorded or I haven't like prepared something to do, 48 00:02:14,520 --> 00:02:20,000 Speaker 2: I am so uncharismatic. I look like a child laborer 49 00:02:20,080 --> 00:02:22,560 Speaker 2: in the like eighteen oh nine or something like that. 50 00:02:22,360 --> 00:02:25,760 Speaker 2: The joy is drained from my face. I'm like, kind 51 00:02:25,800 --> 00:02:29,200 Speaker 2: of there's like I'm devoid of talent. I can't even 52 00:02:29,200 --> 00:02:31,799 Speaker 2: I can't. I'm like, why did I even think I 53 00:02:31,800 --> 00:02:33,560 Speaker 2: could do a reality show at any point where I 54 00:02:33,560 --> 00:02:36,840 Speaker 2: would be interesting all the time. I'm so boring to 55 00:02:36,960 --> 00:02:41,280 Speaker 2: watch most of the time. And then then Kirsten's mom 56 00:02:41,320 --> 00:02:43,000 Speaker 2: did a really good impression of me as a child 57 00:02:43,680 --> 00:02:45,760 Speaker 2: or as a teenager, because she said that, you know, 58 00:02:45,880 --> 00:02:47,640 Speaker 2: people ask her what I was like, and it's just 59 00:02:47,760 --> 00:02:52,000 Speaker 2: crossed arms, staring at the ground, like kind of looking pissed, 60 00:02:52,040 --> 00:02:54,200 Speaker 2: like biting my lip, and that is like I think 61 00:02:54,200 --> 00:02:56,160 Speaker 2: that's based on the footage that Emily's taken of me. 62 00:02:56,240 --> 00:02:58,839 Speaker 2: I think that is my stasis. 63 00:02:59,160 --> 00:02:59,840 Speaker 1: That's interesting. 64 00:03:00,000 --> 00:03:03,120 Speaker 3: I don't have You don't get any benefit from doing 65 00:03:03,200 --> 00:03:06,640 Speaker 3: anything other than getting praise or like, you need to 66 00:03:06,639 --> 00:03:09,400 Speaker 3: be watched and seen, and you need to get that 67 00:03:09,560 --> 00:03:13,040 Speaker 3: praise from people watching you so much so that if 68 00:03:13,040 --> 00:03:15,320 Speaker 3: no one's watching you, you can feel get nothing out 69 00:03:15,320 --> 00:03:17,640 Speaker 3: of your own personal Yeah. 70 00:03:17,720 --> 00:03:19,920 Speaker 2: I mean, but I will go as far as to 71 00:03:19,960 --> 00:03:22,480 Speaker 2: say I'm well, I'm having a really bad self esteem day, 72 00:03:22,520 --> 00:03:24,880 Speaker 2: so let's just take everything I say with a thousand 73 00:03:24,880 --> 00:03:28,000 Speaker 2: grains of salt. But I had to watch you know 74 00:03:28,000 --> 00:03:30,720 Speaker 2: that we're working on putting together a highlight reel of 75 00:03:30,720 --> 00:03:34,200 Speaker 2: my career for like the intro video for my tour, 76 00:03:35,280 --> 00:03:37,360 Speaker 2: and I had to watch that today, and I'm just like, 77 00:03:37,640 --> 00:03:41,400 Speaker 2: why is this bitch famous? Like what have you done? 78 00:03:41,560 --> 00:03:44,440 Speaker 2: Like you are just so bored? Like I just like 79 00:03:44,600 --> 00:03:47,440 Speaker 2: was like I was like an internet troll on myself. 80 00:03:47,520 --> 00:03:50,200 Speaker 2: I wanted to cyberbowld it myself so hard I could 81 00:03:50,200 --> 00:03:52,920 Speaker 2: have taken me down so bad, and like I think, 82 00:03:52,920 --> 00:03:56,040 Speaker 2: I'm just constantly. I just was like I came home 83 00:03:56,080 --> 00:03:58,200 Speaker 2: and I was at Starbucks watching it because I have 84 00:03:58,280 --> 00:04:00,240 Speaker 2: been avoiding watching it forever because I don't want to 85 00:04:00,240 --> 00:04:02,360 Speaker 2: watch myself and I don't want to have to give 86 00:04:02,360 --> 00:04:04,320 Speaker 2: notes on it. But you have to because if I 87 00:04:04,360 --> 00:04:06,120 Speaker 2: don't give notes on it, then Chris and Emily just 88 00:04:06,120 --> 00:04:07,880 Speaker 2: give notes and then when it's not up to stuff, 89 00:04:07,880 --> 00:04:09,360 Speaker 2: when I eventually have to see it, I'll be like 90 00:04:09,440 --> 00:04:11,520 Speaker 2: I hate it, and they'll be like, well, you didn't 91 00:04:11,520 --> 00:04:14,280 Speaker 2: give notes, so I have to watch it. I'm at 92 00:04:14,280 --> 00:04:16,680 Speaker 2: Starbucks watching it, and I came home and I like 93 00:04:16,880 --> 00:04:20,120 Speaker 2: was crying to Chris about how I just can't. I 94 00:04:20,160 --> 00:04:22,360 Speaker 2: can't be. I can't do this anymore. 95 00:04:22,680 --> 00:04:23,880 Speaker 1: I just can't. 96 00:04:24,040 --> 00:04:27,800 Speaker 2: I can't. I think I'm quitting. I just can't. I 97 00:04:27,839 --> 00:04:31,279 Speaker 2: can't believe anyone is entertained by me. I can't believe 98 00:04:31,440 --> 00:04:35,279 Speaker 2: that I've tricked everyone, like imposter syndrome is is working 99 00:04:35,480 --> 00:04:38,480 Speaker 2: overtime today, like I'm just like and then I had 100 00:04:38,480 --> 00:04:40,760 Speaker 2: to watch a highlight reel of my life that I'm 101 00:04:40,800 --> 00:04:43,720 Speaker 2: just like, just give up already, Like. 102 00:04:44,080 --> 00:04:47,000 Speaker 5: Yeah, but listen, now you have it for your funeral, 103 00:04:47,080 --> 00:04:47,760 Speaker 5: which is great. 104 00:04:50,160 --> 00:04:52,560 Speaker 2: I just want to be buried in an unmarked grave 105 00:04:52,800 --> 00:04:55,080 Speaker 2: no one can find me. I want them. I want 106 00:04:55,120 --> 00:04:57,640 Speaker 2: what everyone talks about is about how you can't find 107 00:04:57,640 --> 00:05:00,400 Speaker 2: my grave, so that everyone doesn't focus on my lack 108 00:05:00,480 --> 00:05:01,159 Speaker 2: of talent. 109 00:05:01,920 --> 00:05:02,920 Speaker 1: I don't even send you. 110 00:05:03,000 --> 00:05:05,640 Speaker 3: Like if we made a highlight reel of like ten 111 00:05:05,760 --> 00:05:08,359 Speaker 3: fifteen people that are even more famous than you, I 112 00:05:08,400 --> 00:05:12,560 Speaker 3: think you'll you'd see why you're famous. Also, I mean, 113 00:05:12,600 --> 00:05:16,320 Speaker 3: like no one else has like nobody has any If 114 00:05:16,360 --> 00:05:19,120 Speaker 3: you look at just highlights of people, very few people 115 00:05:19,400 --> 00:05:22,040 Speaker 3: unless you're an athlete, have actual talent. 116 00:05:22,839 --> 00:05:25,640 Speaker 2: Yeah, I agree. I think that's why I told about 117 00:05:25,640 --> 00:05:28,160 Speaker 2: the highlight reel. I don't want any jokes. I don't 118 00:05:28,160 --> 00:05:31,520 Speaker 2: want any like setup punch. I don't want to hear 119 00:05:31,560 --> 00:05:34,279 Speaker 2: the audience watching this video and not laughing because they're 120 00:05:34,320 --> 00:05:36,760 Speaker 2: not in the They're not in the show right, like 121 00:05:36,760 --> 00:05:40,200 Speaker 2: they're not in the performance where that joke had context. 122 00:05:40,560 --> 00:05:42,599 Speaker 2: And so I said, I only want non sequitur. And 123 00:05:42,640 --> 00:05:45,920 Speaker 2: I had requested on secutor to begin with, but I 124 00:05:45,960 --> 00:05:47,839 Speaker 2: almost I did the snarky thing of looking up the 125 00:05:47,880 --> 00:05:49,960 Speaker 2: definition of it to put it in the email, to 126 00:05:50,040 --> 00:05:52,760 Speaker 2: like unless keys, you don't know what it means. It means, 127 00:05:52,839 --> 00:05:56,880 Speaker 2: it means nothing outside, it means completely it's completely unteched. 128 00:05:56,880 --> 00:05:58,120 Speaker 2: But then I didn't do that because I'm like, they 129 00:05:58,160 --> 00:05:59,919 Speaker 2: know what that means. So I just wanted to be 130 00:06:00,120 --> 00:06:03,240 Speaker 2: like little like moments here and there that aren't trying 131 00:06:03,279 --> 00:06:05,640 Speaker 2: to be funny, like I don't want anyone to laugh 132 00:06:05,680 --> 00:06:06,600 Speaker 2: at this reel. 133 00:06:07,040 --> 00:06:10,320 Speaker 3: But the audience does. The audience would laugh at the 134 00:06:10,400 --> 00:06:12,000 Speaker 3: reel if you put jokes in there. I mean I've 135 00:06:12,000 --> 00:06:15,520 Speaker 3: seen a million pre roll like here's what's coming up 136 00:06:15,600 --> 00:06:18,599 Speaker 3: next at the Comedy Addict videos, and people do laugh 137 00:06:18,640 --> 00:06:20,520 Speaker 3: at the bits played before you. 138 00:06:21,240 --> 00:06:22,640 Speaker 1: They if it's good. They do? 139 00:06:23,040 --> 00:06:24,279 Speaker 5: They do? It is weird. 140 00:06:24,360 --> 00:06:26,920 Speaker 4: I was always like, oh, no, like I remember being 141 00:06:27,040 --> 00:06:28,680 Speaker 4: at the Comedy Addict and. 142 00:06:28,720 --> 00:06:32,479 Speaker 2: Knowing that your video video had played the week before or. 143 00:06:32,520 --> 00:06:33,960 Speaker 5: No, I was more. 144 00:06:34,160 --> 00:06:36,960 Speaker 4: I was more like they played Napergatzi before me, and 145 00:06:37,000 --> 00:06:38,920 Speaker 4: I was like, I don't think I'm gonna do as well. 146 00:06:39,120 --> 00:06:42,800 Speaker 2: I can't follow this. Yeah, oh that's funny. I always 147 00:06:42,839 --> 00:06:44,599 Speaker 2: was like, oh my god, that means that my video 148 00:06:44,640 --> 00:06:47,400 Speaker 2: was playing all last week during someone else's shows, and 149 00:06:47,440 --> 00:06:49,720 Speaker 2: like that comic had to see me bomb in front 150 00:06:49,720 --> 00:06:50,000 Speaker 2: of them. 151 00:06:50,120 --> 00:06:52,240 Speaker 1: No, your videos crushed. I saw those videos. 152 00:06:52,320 --> 00:06:54,920 Speaker 2: Okay, thank you, Yeah, very good videos. I don't mean 153 00:06:54,960 --> 00:06:57,080 Speaker 2: to be like when when tell me how great I am. 154 00:06:57,200 --> 00:07:03,920 Speaker 2: I'm more trying to relate maybe anyone else can relate to, 155 00:07:04,120 --> 00:07:09,559 Speaker 2: just feeling like what like fraudulent and what's the point 156 00:07:09,560 --> 00:07:11,560 Speaker 2: and like, oh my god, I have to like keep 157 00:07:11,600 --> 00:07:15,720 Speaker 2: this up. I feel like what's his name, Leonardo DiCaprio 158 00:07:15,760 --> 00:07:17,720 Speaker 2: in that movie where he just is like pretending to 159 00:07:17,720 --> 00:07:20,440 Speaker 2: be other people and he can't stop or he'll just 160 00:07:20,520 --> 00:07:23,320 Speaker 2: like he has no other thing to do. Yeah, catch 161 00:07:23,320 --> 00:07:25,360 Speaker 2: me if you can. I'm kind of feeling like that. 162 00:07:26,880 --> 00:07:29,280 Speaker 3: Change your perspective on what that pre roll video is 163 00:07:29,280 --> 00:07:31,600 Speaker 3: supposed to be. It's not necessarily supposed to be there 164 00:07:31,640 --> 00:07:34,880 Speaker 3: to entertain or to make people laugh. It's supposed to 165 00:07:34,920 --> 00:07:36,360 Speaker 3: be there to get people amped. 166 00:07:37,440 --> 00:07:38,160 Speaker 1: I just a lie. 167 00:07:38,280 --> 00:07:41,600 Speaker 2: To me, though, that feels dishonest because it's like are 168 00:07:42,440 --> 00:07:45,360 Speaker 2: you ready, and it's like the words like come out, 169 00:07:45,360 --> 00:07:49,880 Speaker 2: and it's like it's time for look and it's just 170 00:07:49,920 --> 00:07:54,080 Speaker 2: like and it's like just it's too it feels like 171 00:07:54,800 --> 00:07:58,400 Speaker 2: I don't I don't like what it. I can't follow 172 00:07:58,520 --> 00:08:01,000 Speaker 2: that in other words, like I really can't, and like 173 00:08:01,320 --> 00:08:04,080 Speaker 2: it's just me going like, huh, I guess I've always 174 00:08:04,480 --> 00:08:06,440 Speaker 2: wanted to. Like it's about like I don't know. I 175 00:08:06,440 --> 00:08:08,160 Speaker 2: think I'm just gonna kill it. Like it's all these 176 00:08:08,200 --> 00:08:11,680 Speaker 2: confident moments where I've like had enough caffeine and my 177 00:08:11,760 --> 00:08:13,400 Speaker 2: system and just was in a good enough mood on 178 00:08:13,440 --> 00:08:16,360 Speaker 2: the red carpet and like and thinking about like messages 179 00:08:16,400 --> 00:08:18,360 Speaker 2: I want to send to younger girls instead of like 180 00:08:18,440 --> 00:08:20,880 Speaker 2: whatever this is that I'm talking about. That's probably a 181 00:08:20,880 --> 00:08:24,280 Speaker 2: bad example for younger girls of me hating on myself 182 00:08:24,360 --> 00:08:26,480 Speaker 2: so that they go, well, I don't achieve as much 183 00:08:26,480 --> 00:08:29,120 Speaker 2: as you that I should probably think I'm worthless. That's 184 00:08:29,120 --> 00:08:31,640 Speaker 2: not what I'm saying. I'm just saying it's never enough, 185 00:08:33,040 --> 00:08:34,760 Speaker 2: and I'm just having a bad day. 186 00:08:34,800 --> 00:08:35,600 Speaker 1: I'm just tired. 187 00:08:35,880 --> 00:08:38,720 Speaker 2: And today is a day on my schedule that says 188 00:08:38,760 --> 00:08:43,720 Speaker 2: no work, and I it says, I want once every 189 00:08:43,760 --> 00:08:46,880 Speaker 2: ten days. I want a day with nothing to do nothing, 190 00:08:47,280 --> 00:08:51,320 Speaker 2: and fuck it does it's fine, like the podcast whatever, 191 00:08:51,400 --> 00:08:54,280 Speaker 2: it's like I can be myself and let my hair down. 192 00:08:54,320 --> 00:08:56,640 Speaker 1: But well, no work is that it is short for 193 00:08:56,760 --> 00:08:59,000 Speaker 1: nothing's working? Did you know that? 194 00:09:00,120 --> 00:09:03,160 Speaker 5: Oh that's true, that's true. 195 00:09:03,360 --> 00:09:05,160 Speaker 1: That's just how it feels. 196 00:09:06,160 --> 00:09:09,120 Speaker 3: Look at the video. Look at the video. It's not 197 00:09:09,240 --> 00:09:11,520 Speaker 3: for you, it's not it's not meant to make you 198 00:09:11,559 --> 00:09:14,160 Speaker 3: feel good. Look at it in the perspective of the audience, 199 00:09:14,200 --> 00:09:16,480 Speaker 3: and if you're buying a ticket and you're coming to 200 00:09:16,520 --> 00:09:19,840 Speaker 3: see the Nicky Glazer show, you want to see that 201 00:09:19,960 --> 00:09:22,400 Speaker 3: video and get amped, even though you feel like you 202 00:09:22,480 --> 00:09:25,000 Speaker 3: might not be able to meet that bar that you're setting. 203 00:09:25,200 --> 00:09:28,440 Speaker 3: For the audience's sake, it is awesome to see like 204 00:09:28,600 --> 00:09:32,000 Speaker 3: essentially a trailer for your favorite comedian before they come 205 00:09:32,040 --> 00:09:32,680 Speaker 3: out in stage. 206 00:09:32,720 --> 00:09:33,719 Speaker 1: Think about like the. 207 00:09:33,679 --> 00:09:36,640 Speaker 3: Bird shows, or if you've ever seen like an Andrew 208 00:09:36,679 --> 00:09:39,080 Speaker 3: Schultz Show like you like, I'm sure they did this 209 00:09:39,120 --> 00:09:41,320 Speaker 3: in Vegas at the Burt Show, right, didn't They play 210 00:09:41,440 --> 00:09:43,880 Speaker 3: like essentially a trailer for Bert. 211 00:09:44,360 --> 00:09:46,880 Speaker 2: Yeah, but those guys just believe in themselves like that, 212 00:09:46,880 --> 00:09:49,880 Speaker 2: that's like genuine behind it. I'm in the back chugging 213 00:09:49,880 --> 00:09:53,280 Speaker 2: as Celsius, trying to feel something as this video is playing, 214 00:09:53,360 --> 00:09:55,719 Speaker 2: and I'm cringing because I'm like, oh, this isn't me 215 00:09:55,840 --> 00:09:58,360 Speaker 2: like a better video. Like That's why I love bo 216 00:09:58,440 --> 00:10:03,000 Speaker 2: Burdham's song about I wanna I want to I want 217 00:10:03,000 --> 00:10:05,480 Speaker 2: to make you laugh, but I also don't respect you 218 00:10:05,520 --> 00:10:07,800 Speaker 2: for laughing at me because I don't think that I'm 219 00:10:07,840 --> 00:10:09,880 Speaker 2: good enough. I want to care what you think, but 220 00:10:09,960 --> 00:10:11,760 Speaker 2: not care what you think. I want to give you 221 00:10:11,760 --> 00:10:13,439 Speaker 2: the night out that you deserve, but I also want 222 00:10:13,440 --> 00:10:14,920 Speaker 2: to do what I want to do, which is probably 223 00:10:15,200 --> 00:10:19,200 Speaker 2: against what you even like, Like, I feel like not 224 00:10:19,320 --> 00:10:21,160 Speaker 2: that I don't. I don't. I do respect my crowd, 225 00:10:21,160 --> 00:10:24,280 Speaker 2: That's that's uh. Absolutely, I actually I respect my crowd 226 00:10:24,280 --> 00:10:26,920 Speaker 2: more than ever now because I'm like, I'm doing weirder 227 00:10:26,920 --> 00:10:29,360 Speaker 2: stuff than I've ever done and they're still by my side. 228 00:10:29,400 --> 00:10:33,640 Speaker 2: But I just feel, yeah, I just I don't I 229 00:10:33,640 --> 00:10:34,679 Speaker 2: don't know what the feeling is. 230 00:10:34,720 --> 00:10:36,240 Speaker 1: I'm just like it's getting too big. 231 00:10:36,600 --> 00:10:39,040 Speaker 2: I feel too big and I can't fill those shoes 232 00:10:39,080 --> 00:10:42,880 Speaker 2: like I felt better in like smaller theaters. Now I 233 00:10:42,920 --> 00:10:45,559 Speaker 2: feel like I when I'm there in the moment. I 234 00:10:45,600 --> 00:10:47,400 Speaker 2: don't want anyone to come into my shows thinking I'm 235 00:10:47,440 --> 00:10:49,080 Speaker 2: not having a good time and I'm not like in it, 236 00:10:49,160 --> 00:10:50,559 Speaker 2: and I don't like feel like I deserve it in 237 00:10:50,600 --> 00:10:52,480 Speaker 2: the moment, because I actually do. When I'm out on 238 00:10:52,520 --> 00:10:54,720 Speaker 2: the stage, like all of this stuff goes away. It 239 00:10:54,760 --> 00:10:57,559 Speaker 2: really does. That's actually the reason I keep doing it. 240 00:10:57,559 --> 00:11:02,120 Speaker 2: It's like it's the fuel that makes me feel like 241 00:11:02,400 --> 00:11:05,000 Speaker 2: none of none of these like apprehensions I have or 242 00:11:05,320 --> 00:11:08,200 Speaker 2: you know, insecurities I have, it all disappears on stage. 243 00:11:08,200 --> 00:11:10,800 Speaker 2: So it's like, yeah, it is real and and I 244 00:11:10,840 --> 00:11:13,600 Speaker 2: don't I would never want to, and I will tell 245 00:11:13,600 --> 00:11:15,520 Speaker 2: you the truth, Like if I was miserable on stage, 246 00:11:15,520 --> 00:11:17,240 Speaker 2: I would I would say that, but I really am not. 247 00:11:17,360 --> 00:11:19,000 Speaker 2: So I don't want anyone coming into my shows thinking 248 00:11:19,080 --> 00:11:20,920 Speaker 2: I'm like, WHOA, I don't want to do this. I 249 00:11:20,960 --> 00:11:23,160 Speaker 2: will say that I'm dreading it until I step out 250 00:11:23,160 --> 00:11:25,360 Speaker 2: on stage, But the second I step on the stage. 251 00:11:25,360 --> 00:11:27,800 Speaker 2: I am having so much fun and I am not 252 00:11:28,160 --> 00:11:29,880 Speaker 2: looking at the clock waiting for it to be over. 253 00:11:30,040 --> 00:11:32,880 Speaker 2: The only time I've ever felt that way really is 254 00:11:33,600 --> 00:11:36,800 Speaker 2: at that Cabo show that we did Sean like where 255 00:11:36,800 --> 00:11:38,640 Speaker 2: we bomb. That's the only time I'm watching the clock, 256 00:11:38,679 --> 00:11:41,200 Speaker 2: like when is this over? Otherwise I am loving it, 257 00:11:41,280 --> 00:11:44,560 Speaker 2: but I'm dreading any I've dread everything. I dread going 258 00:11:44,600 --> 00:11:46,839 Speaker 2: out to dinner, I dread. No, I don't. I don't 259 00:11:46,880 --> 00:11:48,880 Speaker 2: love going out to dinner because I don't have to perform, 260 00:11:49,080 --> 00:11:50,600 Speaker 2: but I dread any time I have to be on. 261 00:11:50,720 --> 00:11:52,480 Speaker 2: And then when I am on, I'm having a good time. 262 00:11:52,800 --> 00:11:55,120 Speaker 1: That yeah, for sure. 263 00:11:55,240 --> 00:11:57,680 Speaker 4: To go back to Brian's point is you could have 264 00:11:57,760 --> 00:12:01,200 Speaker 4: the hype video and it could be like super like 265 00:12:01,280 --> 00:12:05,199 Speaker 4: you are the Chicago Bulls in the nineties, like really 266 00:12:05,320 --> 00:12:08,000 Speaker 4: hyped up, and then you could get two minutes of 267 00:12:08,120 --> 00:12:11,240 Speaker 4: just undercutting it as soon as you walk on on phage. 268 00:12:11,640 --> 00:12:11,760 Speaker 5: Right. 269 00:12:12,520 --> 00:12:14,520 Speaker 2: That's a good idea. I mean one time I did 270 00:12:14,600 --> 00:12:16,559 Speaker 2: that because I used to have one of these reels 271 00:12:17,280 --> 00:12:19,280 Speaker 2: that was kind of like really selling it, and I 272 00:12:19,360 --> 00:12:21,679 Speaker 2: went out and I had a moment where I said, 273 00:12:21,840 --> 00:12:24,520 Speaker 2: did you all enjoy that video that I had put 274 00:12:24,559 --> 00:12:27,040 Speaker 2: together so that you would walk away feeling entertained tonight 275 00:12:27,080 --> 00:12:28,720 Speaker 2: because I don't feel like this show is good enough 276 00:12:28,720 --> 00:12:31,600 Speaker 2: and at least you saw that and that was impressive, like, 277 00:12:31,880 --> 00:12:34,319 Speaker 2: and then they were just confused, Like people are confused 278 00:12:34,320 --> 00:12:36,280 Speaker 2: when I shood on myself because it doesn't go with 279 00:12:36,360 --> 00:12:38,559 Speaker 2: what the night looks like and it's not what they 280 00:12:38,679 --> 00:12:40,880 Speaker 2: think of. Yeahs, and I have to kind of they 281 00:12:40,880 --> 00:12:43,760 Speaker 2: don't see you like that. Yeah, And I know I 282 00:12:43,760 --> 00:12:46,080 Speaker 2: shouldn't even reveal this is how I feel about myself 283 00:12:46,080 --> 00:12:50,599 Speaker 2: because no one wants there like someone that they I 284 00:12:50,600 --> 00:12:52,760 Speaker 2: don't want to say the word idolized or like like 285 00:12:53,000 --> 00:12:55,880 Speaker 2: are entertained by thinking like, I don't know if it 286 00:12:55,960 --> 00:12:58,600 Speaker 2: makes it's probably bad for business to say that. I'm 287 00:12:58,600 --> 00:13:03,160 Speaker 2: insecure and I don't think I'm going but I'm human 288 00:13:03,320 --> 00:13:05,080 Speaker 2: and that's what's going on in my head. And I 289 00:13:05,120 --> 00:13:07,560 Speaker 2: feel like I feel like most artists feel this way. 290 00:13:08,040 --> 00:13:10,439 Speaker 1: If they're telling why don't you just not not watch 291 00:13:10,480 --> 00:13:11,280 Speaker 1: the video. 292 00:13:11,679 --> 00:13:13,800 Speaker 2: Because I know that I will see it when I'm 293 00:13:13,840 --> 00:13:16,400 Speaker 2: off stage and I will go why did you put 294 00:13:16,440 --> 00:13:22,840 Speaker 2: that one thing in that's so embarrassing? No, I'm like, 295 00:13:23,200 --> 00:13:25,360 Speaker 2: you know, in the wings of the state, so at 296 00:13:25,440 --> 00:13:27,720 Speaker 2: least hear it, and I will hear it, and hearing 297 00:13:27,800 --> 00:13:29,920 Speaker 2: is worse than seeing. If I could watch it, I'm mute. 298 00:13:29,920 --> 00:13:31,720 Speaker 2: I would be fine with it. I would have no notes. 299 00:13:31,800 --> 00:13:33,839 Speaker 4: But what if we put you on wires so you're 300 00:13:33,880 --> 00:13:37,040 Speaker 4: above the stage so after you drop down? 301 00:13:38,360 --> 00:13:42,800 Speaker 2: Oh god, I don't know. That's There's got to be 302 00:13:42,840 --> 00:13:44,720 Speaker 2: a solution. I think I'm just tired. 303 00:13:44,920 --> 00:13:47,199 Speaker 3: What about playing the video at the beginning of the 304 00:13:47,240 --> 00:13:50,199 Speaker 3: show and then Sean has to come out and undercut 305 00:13:50,960 --> 00:13:51,440 Speaker 3: the video? 306 00:13:51,760 --> 00:13:56,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, you have to follow it. Do you ever feel 307 00:13:56,360 --> 00:13:59,680 Speaker 2: that way of like even when you're like in when 308 00:13:59,679 --> 00:14:02,960 Speaker 2: you're having like these great a great moment in your life, 309 00:14:02,960 --> 00:14:05,280 Speaker 2: you're like, oh, this just means I have to keep it. 310 00:14:05,720 --> 00:14:07,440 Speaker 2: Like I really feel like if I had a kid, 311 00:14:07,520 --> 00:14:10,280 Speaker 2: I'd just be like I would just be worried about it, 312 00:14:10,520 --> 00:14:13,200 Speaker 2: Like what if it goes away? Like you know what 313 00:14:13,240 --> 00:14:15,040 Speaker 2: I mean, Like you can't even enjoy something because you're 314 00:14:15,040 --> 00:14:16,839 Speaker 2: just so worried about when it will go away or 315 00:14:16,880 --> 00:14:19,800 Speaker 2: when you know, Like I keep thinking about, oh, you know, 316 00:14:20,480 --> 00:14:24,040 Speaker 2: I'm playing these giant venues and selling out multiple shows 317 00:14:24,440 --> 00:14:27,200 Speaker 2: next time around, everyone will make fun of me when 318 00:14:27,200 --> 00:14:29,400 Speaker 2: I only do three shows in Boston and not six, 319 00:14:29,440 --> 00:14:32,160 Speaker 2: and they'll go like, yes, Nicky's failing now, and they'll 320 00:14:32,200 --> 00:14:35,080 Speaker 2: like they'll like talk about it amongst themselves and say, well, 321 00:14:35,120 --> 00:14:37,120 Speaker 2: she had a big year, but then everyone figured it 322 00:14:37,160 --> 00:14:39,240 Speaker 2: out or whatever, like do you think about that stuff? 323 00:14:39,800 --> 00:14:41,120 Speaker 1: I have the exact opposite. 324 00:14:41,600 --> 00:14:45,560 Speaker 3: Whenever something really good happens for me, I get mad, 325 00:14:46,000 --> 00:14:49,280 Speaker 3: and because I'm so bitter, I'm just like, it's about 326 00:14:49,360 --> 00:14:51,960 Speaker 3: fucking time, Like why did it take this fucking long? 327 00:14:53,080 --> 00:14:54,880 Speaker 2: The hell that way in my whole life. 328 00:14:55,320 --> 00:14:57,680 Speaker 4: No, I'm just like I always just think when something 329 00:14:57,720 --> 00:14:59,560 Speaker 4: good happens to me, I'm like, what if I just 330 00:14:59,680 --> 00:15:00,760 Speaker 4: die right now? 331 00:15:02,120 --> 00:15:05,080 Speaker 2: I like that. I like that because then you have 332 00:15:05,240 --> 00:15:06,640 Speaker 2: it and you never have to do it and you 333 00:15:06,720 --> 00:15:10,520 Speaker 2: never disappoint anyone. That is like honestly, sometimes I go like, 334 00:15:10,640 --> 00:15:12,360 Speaker 2: I think that's the best case scenario for me of 335 00:15:12,400 --> 00:15:15,680 Speaker 2: having like because everyone loves the story of like what 336 00:15:15,760 --> 00:15:18,880 Speaker 2: could that girl have been? What would her potential have been? 337 00:15:19,080 --> 00:15:22,000 Speaker 2: And you can just go bananas thinking about like what 338 00:15:22,280 --> 00:15:25,680 Speaker 2: a life this woman could have led, And the truth 339 00:15:25,760 --> 00:15:28,480 Speaker 2: is it would have been probably mediocre, right, Like that 340 00:15:28,520 --> 00:15:32,240 Speaker 2: most things are eventually, and so I kind of want 341 00:15:32,280 --> 00:15:33,960 Speaker 2: to get something and then like. 342 00:15:33,960 --> 00:15:36,720 Speaker 3: You know, well, that's then the trailer becomes an immemorial 343 00:15:36,800 --> 00:15:37,880 Speaker 3: and maybe that's what it should be. 344 00:15:37,960 --> 00:15:40,280 Speaker 1: Maybe it should is going to be popular. 345 00:15:42,480 --> 00:15:44,120 Speaker 2: Oh yeah, it's that in the real I didn't even 346 00:15:44,160 --> 00:15:45,920 Speaker 2: think about that. All right, We're gonna go to break 347 00:15:45,920 --> 00:15:51,160 Speaker 2: and I'll come back in a better mood by all right, 348 00:15:51,760 --> 00:15:52,840 Speaker 2: feeling better. 349 00:15:55,360 --> 00:15:58,120 Speaker 1: We just watched hype video before it during the break. 350 00:15:58,480 --> 00:16:05,280 Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm back. I'm just I just don't know. Some days, 351 00:16:05,400 --> 00:16:07,600 Speaker 2: it's just like, what's the point of all of this? 352 00:16:07,840 --> 00:16:10,880 Speaker 2: You just have to keep eating and working out and 353 00:16:10,920 --> 00:16:14,080 Speaker 2: trying to get rest and unpacking and cleaning your clothes 354 00:16:14,120 --> 00:16:17,320 Speaker 2: and packing again. And I keep thinking that maybe the 355 00:16:17,360 --> 00:16:20,840 Speaker 2: point of all of this be based on Instagram reels 356 00:16:20,840 --> 00:16:22,800 Speaker 2: that eventually show up on my feet at three am 357 00:16:22,840 --> 00:16:25,360 Speaker 2: once I've exhausted everything else. But the point of life 358 00:16:25,760 --> 00:16:28,440 Speaker 2: is love, and I just don't even know what the 359 00:16:28,440 --> 00:16:32,880 Speaker 2: fuck that means. No, or because I don't think it 360 00:16:32,960 --> 00:16:35,680 Speaker 2: is because then I see Elon screaming at me, and 361 00:16:35,840 --> 00:16:39,640 Speaker 2: or you know, like happiness, but like happiness is clean 362 00:16:39,680 --> 00:16:41,520 Speaker 2: clothes that will eventually get dirty and I have to 363 00:16:41,560 --> 00:16:43,120 Speaker 2: clean again. 364 00:16:45,600 --> 00:16:50,520 Speaker 3: Happiness, Happiness is unhappiness it is striving towards something that 365 00:16:50,640 --> 00:16:53,800 Speaker 3: is so far away that your life is dedicated towards 366 00:16:53,800 --> 00:16:56,680 Speaker 3: getting that thing. And it seems like once people do 367 00:16:56,920 --> 00:16:59,640 Speaker 3: reach that pinnacle and achieve that thing, they realize that, 368 00:16:59,680 --> 00:17:01,840 Speaker 3: oh my god, what was the point of all this, 369 00:17:02,080 --> 00:17:05,520 Speaker 3: and then they lose even the concept of possibly being happy. 370 00:17:05,680 --> 00:17:08,240 Speaker 3: Whereas if you're poor and you're working a nine to 371 00:17:08,320 --> 00:17:10,639 Speaker 3: five and you're like, I gotta make enough money so 372 00:17:10,680 --> 00:17:14,000 Speaker 3: that I can finally quit this job and go to 373 00:17:14,320 --> 00:17:18,600 Speaker 3: you know, Bermuda, at the concept of being happy in 374 00:17:18,640 --> 00:17:21,720 Speaker 3: the future is still something you have. But once you 375 00:17:21,760 --> 00:17:24,240 Speaker 3: achieve that and you can just fly to Bermuda, make 376 00:17:24,280 --> 00:17:26,880 Speaker 3: your job, you goton Okay. 377 00:17:26,680 --> 00:17:28,960 Speaker 6: Hard disagree, hard disass. 378 00:17:28,680 --> 00:17:31,560 Speaker 2: Why I like gooning is because it's it's it's the 379 00:17:31,720 --> 00:17:35,000 Speaker 2: promise of something good that is down the pike or 380 00:17:35,040 --> 00:17:37,240 Speaker 2: pipe or whatever. They say, yeah, and it's not it 381 00:17:37,280 --> 00:17:40,240 Speaker 2: hasn't arrived jets, because once it arrives, it's only going 382 00:17:40,320 --> 00:17:42,520 Speaker 2: to go away. It cannot it can maintain, but it's 383 00:17:42,560 --> 00:17:44,280 Speaker 2: going to be really hard. It's not gonna fee as 384 00:17:44,280 --> 00:17:46,280 Speaker 2: good as when you first got it, So it's diminishing 385 00:17:46,280 --> 00:17:48,359 Speaker 2: returns no matter what or it goes away, it doesn't 386 00:17:48,359 --> 00:17:52,080 Speaker 2: get really better. Okay, No, what's hard to disagree. 387 00:17:52,280 --> 00:17:54,439 Speaker 6: Okay, hard disagree because I feel like that kind of 388 00:17:54,440 --> 00:17:58,920 Speaker 6: focuses on the financial aspects, which yeah, okay, that will 389 00:17:58,920 --> 00:18:00,800 Speaker 6: make people less stress, but I don't know if that 390 00:18:00,920 --> 00:18:04,240 Speaker 6: equates happiness. Happiness is what I learned over the weekend 391 00:18:04,880 --> 00:18:11,400 Speaker 6: is the ability to empathize and emotional regulation. So if 392 00:18:11,440 --> 00:18:14,840 Speaker 6: you can regulate your emotions and be an empathetic person, 393 00:18:14,920 --> 00:18:18,320 Speaker 6: that means that you have a great social circle and 394 00:18:18,400 --> 00:18:20,479 Speaker 6: really meaningful friendships and stuff. 395 00:18:20,800 --> 00:18:23,879 Speaker 4: Oh that's so, that's so inspiring because to me, I 396 00:18:23,920 --> 00:18:25,840 Speaker 4: was going to hard disagree with both of you and say, 397 00:18:25,920 --> 00:18:28,520 Speaker 4: happiness is looking at your phone. 398 00:18:33,160 --> 00:18:36,280 Speaker 2: Let's yeah, let's talk about what makes when we are 399 00:18:36,480 --> 00:18:38,920 Speaker 2: genuinely that happy as we are. 400 00:18:39,480 --> 00:18:42,240 Speaker 1: That's dopamine. I mean, if you want to equate happiness. 401 00:18:42,359 --> 00:18:45,359 Speaker 2: Isn't isn't dope happiness? How the fuck do you? That's 402 00:18:45,440 --> 00:18:48,240 Speaker 2: the that's the that's the thing that goes off in 403 00:18:48,320 --> 00:18:53,280 Speaker 2: your that's the chemical that's rushing through your no system. 404 00:18:54,080 --> 00:18:55,119 Speaker 1: Happy dope? 405 00:18:55,119 --> 00:18:57,800 Speaker 3: If not, when you're happy, dopamine is a chemical that's 406 00:18:57,840 --> 00:19:01,600 Speaker 3: meant that's meant to get you to do something to 407 00:19:01,640 --> 00:19:02,439 Speaker 3: make you happy. 408 00:19:03,040 --> 00:19:04,040 Speaker 1: That's what dopamine is. 409 00:19:04,040 --> 00:19:06,320 Speaker 3: So when you're looking at your phone, you're searching for 410 00:19:06,359 --> 00:19:09,200 Speaker 3: happiness and you're getting this feedback that, oh my god, 411 00:19:09,240 --> 00:19:11,119 Speaker 3: I'm getting closer to the thing that's gonna make me. 412 00:19:11,160 --> 00:19:14,480 Speaker 2: Fact makes me happy, though, dopamine is what makes me happy. 413 00:19:14,520 --> 00:19:18,119 Speaker 2: I do not like. I just realized I don't like happiness. 414 00:19:18,200 --> 00:19:18,560 Speaker 2: I like. 415 00:19:20,400 --> 00:19:23,080 Speaker 4: I'm hard agreeing with Nikki, I don't actually know what 416 00:19:23,119 --> 00:19:24,000 Speaker 4: real happiness is. 417 00:19:26,080 --> 00:19:30,080 Speaker 1: To be meditating, I don't have to. 418 00:19:30,200 --> 00:19:33,040 Speaker 2: I want to meditate so bad, but I am sometimes 419 00:19:33,119 --> 00:19:35,680 Speaker 2: I'm too depressed today to meditate, like I have no 420 00:19:35,840 --> 00:19:38,360 Speaker 2: hope today, like that when you're in like that kind 421 00:19:38,440 --> 00:19:41,879 Speaker 2: of depression, I don't have I don't care about the cure. 422 00:19:42,240 --> 00:19:44,040 Speaker 2: I don't want to find it. I don't want to 423 00:19:44,080 --> 00:19:47,280 Speaker 2: do your little exercise Nikki from last week, who was 424 00:19:47,320 --> 00:19:49,679 Speaker 2: like hopeful about meditating, I don't want to do it. 425 00:19:49,760 --> 00:19:52,960 Speaker 2: I don't even care about feeling happy. It's pointless because 426 00:19:53,040 --> 00:19:55,200 Speaker 2: I'm just gonna feel like this again because last week 427 00:19:55,240 --> 00:19:57,160 Speaker 2: I felt happy, and now I feel like this again. 428 00:19:57,400 --> 00:20:02,080 Speaker 2: What is the goddamn point? That's how I'm feeling today. 429 00:20:02,280 --> 00:20:04,879 Speaker 2: But I will say that the happiest I am is 430 00:20:04,960 --> 00:20:08,679 Speaker 2: when I am done with something and I get to 431 00:20:08,920 --> 00:20:12,520 Speaker 2: be on my phone in my bed watching as MR 432 00:20:12,680 --> 00:20:16,520 Speaker 2: videos with one AirPod in the other, not because I 433 00:20:16,560 --> 00:20:18,320 Speaker 2: have to sleep on my side. And if you sleep 434 00:20:18,480 --> 00:20:20,879 Speaker 2: your ear into the pillow with an AirPod and it 435 00:20:20,920 --> 00:20:24,080 Speaker 2: goes hair. Do you guys have that same thing happen 436 00:20:25,240 --> 00:20:26,840 Speaker 2: if it pushes in your ear too much. 437 00:20:27,280 --> 00:20:29,439 Speaker 1: I just put on a speaker, you do. 438 00:20:29,560 --> 00:20:31,520 Speaker 2: I don't want I can't have Chris hearing me listen 439 00:20:31,560 --> 00:20:37,560 Speaker 2: to these Asian women. I can't have him here these 440 00:20:38,000 --> 00:20:41,800 Speaker 2: tiny Asian women eating cakes at two times the speed. 441 00:20:42,240 --> 00:20:43,040 Speaker 1: I can't have that. 442 00:20:43,280 --> 00:20:47,160 Speaker 4: You don't want to know that that will make him horny. 443 00:20:49,040 --> 00:20:51,359 Speaker 2: Or I like it's too embarrassing what I listen to, 444 00:20:51,440 --> 00:20:53,679 Speaker 2: But that is that is my happiness. And then having 445 00:20:53,720 --> 00:20:59,280 Speaker 2: the dog has already pooped and peed recently, that is 446 00:20:59,359 --> 00:21:02,280 Speaker 2: also happy. She's tucked in the bed next to me. 447 00:21:02,320 --> 00:21:06,280 Speaker 2: She's not like wanting to play, She's been like exercised enough. Okay, 448 00:21:06,320 --> 00:21:10,399 Speaker 2: so dot dog is done. I'm I have nothing on 449 00:21:10,400 --> 00:21:13,040 Speaker 2: my to do list. I'm in on do not Disturb, 450 00:21:13,200 --> 00:21:15,800 Speaker 2: and no one's waiting for a reply for me on something. 451 00:21:16,720 --> 00:21:22,960 Speaker 2: And I have at least eleven hours ahead of me 452 00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:23,639 Speaker 2: with nothing to do. 453 00:21:23,880 --> 00:21:24,560 Speaker 5: That is happening. 454 00:21:24,600 --> 00:21:26,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, I have to wake up. 455 00:21:26,680 --> 00:21:29,040 Speaker 3: I agree with that, and then you're just free. Even 456 00:21:29,040 --> 00:21:30,360 Speaker 3: more than eleven hours would be. 457 00:21:30,359 --> 00:21:33,160 Speaker 2: Nice, Like oh, I mean, I'm not getting greedy here. 458 00:21:33,240 --> 00:21:34,119 Speaker 1: I mean I would. 459 00:21:34,560 --> 00:21:36,320 Speaker 2: It would be amazing. The two ful days does not 460 00:21:36,359 --> 00:21:39,159 Speaker 2: exist today. I'm supposed to have nothing to do. And 461 00:21:39,200 --> 00:21:41,080 Speaker 2: I woke up and Emily is so sweet. She like 462 00:21:41,480 --> 00:21:44,560 Speaker 2: text me every morning with my to do, like I 463 00:21:44,560 --> 00:21:46,600 Speaker 2: need a response on this, and it's like numbered one 464 00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:50,679 Speaker 2: through literally forty eight, and it's like and I'm like, 465 00:21:51,000 --> 00:21:54,639 Speaker 2: this is not a day off. When I wake up 466 00:21:54,640 --> 00:21:56,520 Speaker 2: at seven am to walk my dog and there's a 467 00:21:57,320 --> 00:22:00,760 Speaker 2: nine point checklists and I know Emily's gonna text me 468 00:22:00,840 --> 00:22:03,720 Speaker 2: right now being like, oh, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. 469 00:22:03,800 --> 00:22:06,280 Speaker 2: I love the list, Emily, and you need that information 470 00:22:06,440 --> 00:22:09,439 Speaker 2: like that is that is a crucial. But like I 471 00:22:09,440 --> 00:22:10,800 Speaker 2: had to wake up this morning and I know this 472 00:22:10,840 --> 00:22:12,679 Speaker 2: is like Nikki, I would kill for your life. I 473 00:22:12,720 --> 00:22:14,679 Speaker 2: know there's a thousand people thinking that right now, at 474 00:22:14,760 --> 00:22:17,200 Speaker 2: least of but I had to wake up this morning 475 00:22:17,280 --> 00:22:19,880 Speaker 2: and go through all of the pictures from this weekend, 476 00:22:20,600 --> 00:22:22,560 Speaker 2: which I don't want to see because I've recently gained weight, 477 00:22:22,600 --> 00:22:24,280 Speaker 2: I didn't have a spray tant and I didn't like 478 00:22:24,480 --> 00:22:26,639 Speaker 2: a lot of the dresses that I put on my body, 479 00:22:27,080 --> 00:22:30,280 Speaker 2: and I and my face is just doing things I 480 00:22:30,280 --> 00:22:32,720 Speaker 2: don't like right now, and my hair is breaking off, 481 00:22:32,760 --> 00:22:34,479 Speaker 2: so I look like I always have like a halo 482 00:22:34,560 --> 00:22:36,120 Speaker 2: and I've been to the Magic House. If you're Frond 483 00:22:36,160 --> 00:22:38,600 Speaker 2: Saint Louis, you know what I'm talking about, and it's 484 00:22:38,600 --> 00:22:42,439 Speaker 2: like hair sticking up on end, like it's so anyway, 485 00:22:42,480 --> 00:22:44,240 Speaker 2: I was going through all these pictures, then I had 486 00:22:44,280 --> 00:22:46,119 Speaker 2: to format them, then I have to post them. Then 487 00:22:46,119 --> 00:22:48,120 Speaker 2: I have to write a caption that's like and then 488 00:22:48,119 --> 00:22:50,879 Speaker 2: I just picture like a comedian reading my captions and 489 00:22:50,880 --> 00:22:53,280 Speaker 2: being like, she's too sincere, she should be funny, And 490 00:22:53,280 --> 00:22:54,719 Speaker 2: then I try to think of something funny, and then 491 00:22:54,720 --> 00:22:56,520 Speaker 2: I just give up because I'm like, I don't want 492 00:22:56,560 --> 00:22:59,679 Speaker 2: to try. I hate trying to be funny. It's like 493 00:22:59,760 --> 00:23:02,560 Speaker 2: so exhausting, so that I'm just sincere. And then I 494 00:23:02,600 --> 00:23:04,240 Speaker 2: post it and I don't look at it. I just 495 00:23:04,520 --> 00:23:06,280 Speaker 2: I wish I was that cool of a girl. Like 496 00:23:06,320 --> 00:23:09,320 Speaker 2: there's some girls that just really make this look so easy, 497 00:23:09,359 --> 00:23:12,560 Speaker 2: and they they're like very high fashion, but they're still relatable. 498 00:23:12,760 --> 00:23:15,240 Speaker 3: The only people that are consistently happy one hundred percent 499 00:23:15,240 --> 00:23:18,639 Speaker 3: of the time are idiots. I mean that's like the 500 00:23:18,680 --> 00:23:21,840 Speaker 3: people who are walking through life constantly happy. You have 501 00:23:21,880 --> 00:23:25,040 Speaker 3: no idea what's going on, have no conception of like 502 00:23:25,200 --> 00:23:26,040 Speaker 3: how they're perceived. 503 00:23:26,040 --> 00:23:26,840 Speaker 1: And that's that's true. 504 00:23:27,040 --> 00:23:30,080 Speaker 2: They're driving cyber trucks. I think the people that are happy. 505 00:23:30,200 --> 00:23:32,280 Speaker 1: Those people are like the hangriest people on the planet. 506 00:23:32,359 --> 00:23:35,399 Speaker 2: I know they're narcissist happy where they don't know that 507 00:23:35,480 --> 00:23:37,879 Speaker 2: they're not happy, but they don't know what comes from 508 00:23:37,920 --> 00:23:38,879 Speaker 2: a place of insecurity. 509 00:23:39,480 --> 00:23:42,359 Speaker 1: Yeah, no, I get that. I get that, But I 510 00:23:42,359 --> 00:23:43,480 Speaker 1: feel like cyber truck. 511 00:23:43,520 --> 00:23:45,480 Speaker 3: The reason why you buy a cyber truck is because 512 00:23:45,680 --> 00:23:48,320 Speaker 3: you're so angry and embittered with the world that you 513 00:23:48,480 --> 00:23:51,119 Speaker 3: just want to be in constant troll mode. Your whole 514 00:23:51,160 --> 00:23:54,760 Speaker 3: life is I want to get into several confrontations today. 515 00:23:54,800 --> 00:23:56,880 Speaker 1: Yeah, this is the this is the quickest way. 516 00:23:56,920 --> 00:23:59,520 Speaker 3: The quickest route is by buying a cyber truck and 517 00:23:59,600 --> 00:24:00,560 Speaker 3: driving our around town. 518 00:24:01,320 --> 00:24:03,920 Speaker 4: Yeah, here's what I'll say. I don't think anyone's happy. 519 00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:08,080 Speaker 4: I think people are happy at times. I think we're 520 00:24:08,119 --> 00:24:11,920 Speaker 4: all happy at times, but I don't think consistently happy 521 00:24:12,080 --> 00:24:16,280 Speaker 4: is actually a way that you can actually live that is, like, 522 00:24:16,280 --> 00:24:18,159 Speaker 4: like I think you you have to. 523 00:24:18,240 --> 00:24:19,359 Speaker 5: It's all a roller coaster. 524 00:24:19,440 --> 00:24:22,720 Speaker 4: There's ups and downs, and now me, I'm on SSRI 525 00:24:23,040 --> 00:24:25,800 Speaker 4: so I never even have an up or a down. 526 00:24:25,960 --> 00:24:26,680 Speaker 5: I am just. 527 00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:31,760 Speaker 2: Really was craving those today. I was craving feeling nothing 528 00:24:31,760 --> 00:24:38,000 Speaker 2: today so much because it's just so hard to to 529 00:24:38,000 --> 00:24:38,879 Speaker 2: to like fake it. 530 00:24:39,480 --> 00:24:42,159 Speaker 3: They're all like some people though, who are psychotically happy 531 00:24:42,200 --> 00:24:46,600 Speaker 3: all the time. And we met a couple of them. Uh, 532 00:24:46,880 --> 00:24:48,720 Speaker 3: who's the We met that Nick Swisher? 533 00:24:50,040 --> 00:24:51,680 Speaker 1: Nick Swisher, remember him? 534 00:24:51,760 --> 00:24:53,159 Speaker 5: He was happy? 535 00:24:53,520 --> 00:24:55,720 Speaker 1: Mm legend he's happy all the time. 536 00:24:55,800 --> 00:24:58,200 Speaker 3: And then that guy we interviewed from the Not Safe 537 00:24:58,240 --> 00:25:00,640 Speaker 3: podcast who lived in the back of OJC Sin's house, 538 00:25:01,119 --> 00:25:05,480 Speaker 3: Kato kato'kalin. He seems constantly psychotically happy. 539 00:25:06,720 --> 00:25:07,040 Speaker 1: Happy. 540 00:25:07,320 --> 00:25:09,040 Speaker 2: No way is Kato Kalin happy? 541 00:25:09,560 --> 00:25:09,800 Speaker 1: Okay? 542 00:25:09,800 --> 00:25:11,800 Speaker 3: Well, Nick Swisher at least is a great example of 543 00:25:11,840 --> 00:25:14,840 Speaker 3: someone who is somehow figured out how to be one 544 00:25:14,920 --> 00:25:16,840 Speaker 3: hundred percent happy one hundred percent of the time. 545 00:25:17,119 --> 00:25:19,840 Speaker 4: I tell you how, he's a baseball player and they 546 00:25:19,960 --> 00:25:24,040 Speaker 4: don't think about anything outside of basement. That's right, nice 547 00:25:24,280 --> 00:25:26,800 Speaker 4: and like I was watching a clip today of like 548 00:25:27,080 --> 00:25:29,480 Speaker 4: the Mets First Basement, Pete Alonso is signing a ball 549 00:25:29,560 --> 00:25:32,840 Speaker 4: for a child that's spring training, and like he just 550 00:25:32,920 --> 00:25:38,520 Speaker 4: looks at the kid and goes school sucks, Right, I 551 00:25:38,600 --> 00:25:40,919 Speaker 4: feel like that was like a perfect encapsulation of the 552 00:25:40,920 --> 00:25:42,080 Speaker 4: baseball player's brek. 553 00:25:42,760 --> 00:25:44,160 Speaker 1: Yeah, school does suck. 554 00:25:44,280 --> 00:25:46,119 Speaker 2: That that was such a simple thing, that was like 555 00:25:46,160 --> 00:25:47,800 Speaker 2: the worst part of life when you were a kid. 556 00:25:47,800 --> 00:25:48,960 Speaker 2: I mean, I know a lot of kids have a 557 00:25:49,000 --> 00:25:50,439 Speaker 2: lot worse things going on than. 558 00:25:50,600 --> 00:25:53,159 Speaker 3: That, Like co for the kid, it's amazing that he 559 00:25:53,200 --> 00:25:55,119 Speaker 3: was able to relate to that kid on such a level. 560 00:25:55,240 --> 00:25:58,399 Speaker 2: I mean, but that is like all you think sucks 561 00:25:58,440 --> 00:26:05,720 Speaker 2: when you're a kid. Yeah, Yeah, like you got litterbugs sucked, Yeah, litter. 562 00:26:05,600 --> 00:26:07,840 Speaker 5: Bug litter soul. School sucks. 563 00:26:08,040 --> 00:26:10,880 Speaker 4: You don't realize that your parents' marriage sucks until you're. 564 00:26:12,480 --> 00:26:12,960 Speaker 1: Vegetable. 565 00:26:15,080 --> 00:26:15,920 Speaker 5: You're so right. 566 00:26:16,760 --> 00:26:19,000 Speaker 2: It's it's happening right in front of your eyes and 567 00:26:19,040 --> 00:26:23,000 Speaker 2: you don't know it. Yes, I went over to my parents' 568 00:26:23,080 --> 00:26:25,439 Speaker 2: house last night actually because I got into town and 569 00:26:25,520 --> 00:26:28,040 Speaker 2: I can't be alone, and so Sean relates and I 570 00:26:28,520 --> 00:26:30,920 Speaker 2: and so I instantly I just dropped my bags at 571 00:26:31,040 --> 00:26:34,280 Speaker 2: seven o'clock and then and I traveled all day yesterday 572 00:26:34,320 --> 00:26:37,200 Speaker 2: from seven six point thirty in the morning until seven 573 00:26:37,240 --> 00:26:41,840 Speaker 2: pm at night and delays, just sitting on sitting on 574 00:26:41,840 --> 00:26:45,480 Speaker 2: a plane next to a monk in full monk garb 575 00:26:46,640 --> 00:26:50,680 Speaker 2: in first class, which I'm like, how's this monk affording 576 00:26:50,720 --> 00:26:51,360 Speaker 2: first class? 577 00:26:51,480 --> 00:26:51,640 Speaker 1: Yeah? 578 00:26:51,720 --> 00:26:53,840 Speaker 2: Yeah, but maybe he's just got the miles. Maybe he's 579 00:26:53,840 --> 00:26:58,280 Speaker 2: a traveling monk. But also the monk was playing Sudoku 580 00:26:58,720 --> 00:27:01,800 Speaker 2: or like playing some kind of of like game. And 581 00:27:01,880 --> 00:27:04,760 Speaker 2: he also when I like got it, he was sitting 582 00:27:04,800 --> 00:27:06,800 Speaker 2: on the aisle and I was sitting in the window. 583 00:27:07,119 --> 00:27:08,760 Speaker 2: And when I like was boarding the plane, he was 584 00:27:08,800 --> 00:27:10,520 Speaker 2: on the island. I was like, hey, I'm right here, 585 00:27:10,560 --> 00:27:13,359 Speaker 2: you know, and he like got up like fast, and 586 00:27:13,400 --> 00:27:17,439 Speaker 2: he slammed his head like on the It was just 587 00:27:17,480 --> 00:27:19,800 Speaker 2: so funny to see like a man in religious garb 588 00:27:19,840 --> 00:27:22,520 Speaker 2: be clumsy, you know. Like I was just like, he's like, 589 00:27:22,560 --> 00:27:23,800 Speaker 2: oh like. 590 00:27:25,440 --> 00:27:25,920 Speaker 1: Religions. 591 00:27:26,000 --> 00:27:26,280 Speaker 5: Oh. 592 00:27:26,280 --> 00:27:28,679 Speaker 2: It was crazy. And then we sat next to each other, 593 00:27:28,760 --> 00:27:30,960 Speaker 2: and then I texted Chris because Chris went to a 594 00:27:31,000 --> 00:27:32,879 Speaker 2: school that monks taught at, and so I was like, 595 00:27:32,920 --> 00:27:34,760 Speaker 2: would you recognize this monk if I sent a picture 596 00:27:34,760 --> 00:27:36,359 Speaker 2: and he said, no, I said, he's a all brown. 597 00:27:36,400 --> 00:27:39,760 Speaker 2: He's like our monks were black. So anyway, then the 598 00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:41,880 Speaker 2: plane sat on the tarmac for two and a half 599 00:27:41,920 --> 00:27:44,480 Speaker 2: hours and the monk was getting agitated. It was so 600 00:27:44,600 --> 00:27:46,840 Speaker 2: nice to see a man who's like has a relationship 601 00:27:46,880 --> 00:27:48,480 Speaker 2: with God and like knows where he's going in the 602 00:27:48,480 --> 00:27:51,240 Speaker 2: next life, and like to see him get anxious and 603 00:27:51,280 --> 00:27:54,240 Speaker 2: likely kind of shifty in his seat. Like you think 604 00:27:54,280 --> 00:27:57,080 Speaker 2: those kinds of people have it all figured out and 605 00:27:57,119 --> 00:27:59,800 Speaker 2: don't even need their phones to entertain them, right, Like 606 00:28:00,520 --> 00:28:02,760 Speaker 2: you would just think they could just sit there peacefully 607 00:28:02,880 --> 00:28:04,800 Speaker 2: and accept what is handed to them. 608 00:28:06,119 --> 00:28:09,160 Speaker 1: Contrescription to New York Times games. 609 00:28:08,880 --> 00:28:12,240 Speaker 2: And has to be like a T mobile store and like. 610 00:28:13,880 --> 00:28:15,760 Speaker 1: And this slower and. 611 00:28:18,000 --> 00:28:19,800 Speaker 5: Was this though like leaving Portland. 612 00:28:20,560 --> 00:28:22,800 Speaker 2: No, this was in Denver to Saint Louis. 613 00:28:22,880 --> 00:28:25,000 Speaker 4: Oh okay, because I was like people in Portland just 614 00:28:25,080 --> 00:28:25,840 Speaker 4: dressed like monks. 615 00:28:28,280 --> 00:28:31,119 Speaker 2: That's true. We had a good weekend on the road 616 00:28:31,200 --> 00:28:36,760 Speaker 2: in the pn W almost a panc that's a bank. 617 00:28:37,240 --> 00:28:40,800 Speaker 2: We were in Tacoma for two nights, then we were 618 00:28:40,840 --> 00:28:44,680 Speaker 2: in top and Ish for a couple hours, and then 619 00:28:44,720 --> 00:28:47,640 Speaker 2: we were in Portland for two nights. So we flew. 620 00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:50,840 Speaker 2: We did Tacoma for two nights at a casino, the 621 00:28:50,880 --> 00:28:56,800 Speaker 2: Emerald Queen Queen, thank you. Uh, those are really fun shows. 622 00:28:57,160 --> 00:29:00,680 Speaker 2: And then we took a private plane, which I'm not 623 00:29:00,720 --> 00:29:03,160 Speaker 2: even going to get into, but we I mean, I'm 624 00:29:03,200 --> 00:29:05,160 Speaker 2: not going to get into why we did that. I 625 00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:08,520 Speaker 2: think we did it because as someone said, that'd be cool, 626 00:29:08,560 --> 00:29:10,840 Speaker 2: and I just go great. And then it was fifteen 627 00:29:10,880 --> 00:29:14,280 Speaker 2: thousand dollars for no reason because we literally it took 628 00:29:14,320 --> 00:29:16,520 Speaker 2: longer to fly there than driving would have taken. So 629 00:29:16,720 --> 00:29:19,400 Speaker 2: I don't know what happened, but I think when someone 630 00:29:19,480 --> 00:29:22,240 Speaker 2: suggested it on a call, I assumed it was like 631 00:29:22,280 --> 00:29:24,760 Speaker 2: a seven hour drive, thus, oh, that would make sense 632 00:29:24,800 --> 00:29:28,640 Speaker 2: to fly, But it was a three hour drive, and 633 00:29:28,720 --> 00:29:31,520 Speaker 2: it was a half hour drive to the airport alone, 634 00:29:31,600 --> 00:29:33,719 Speaker 2: and then we had to sit on the tarmac and 635 00:29:33,760 --> 00:29:36,560 Speaker 2: then the flight where we all lost I think years 636 00:29:36,560 --> 00:29:39,320 Speaker 2: of our lives worrying about a crash. I mean, I 637 00:29:39,400 --> 00:29:41,400 Speaker 2: was so stressed out the whole weekend about this fucking 638 00:29:41,400 --> 00:29:44,320 Speaker 2: private jet flights. And I'm not someone who gets flight 639 00:29:44,360 --> 00:29:48,240 Speaker 2: anxiety that I would have driven seventeen hours to avoid 640 00:29:48,400 --> 00:29:49,800 Speaker 2: what the stress that it gave. 641 00:29:49,600 --> 00:29:52,280 Speaker 4: Me, it gave me so much stress that it single 642 00:29:52,360 --> 00:29:56,280 Speaker 4: handedly solved my fear of commercial flights. I didn't even 643 00:29:56,400 --> 00:30:01,240 Speaker 4: use I didn't even use medication. Going home yesterday. Yeah, like, 644 00:30:01,320 --> 00:30:05,080 Speaker 4: for the first time in ten years, I it felt 645 00:30:05,080 --> 00:30:05,840 Speaker 4: like a car. 646 00:30:06,320 --> 00:30:08,320 Speaker 1: It felt like a car, a private jet. 647 00:30:08,760 --> 00:30:11,480 Speaker 4: And then I was like, I feel so safe, and 648 00:30:11,520 --> 00:30:13,520 Speaker 4: we land and I look at my phone and there's 649 00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:15,200 Speaker 4: some plate upside down in Toronto. 650 00:30:15,680 --> 00:30:15,880 Speaker 5: Yeah. 651 00:30:16,280 --> 00:30:19,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, that but they all survived, and that seems like 652 00:30:19,440 --> 00:30:22,240 Speaker 2: very exciting and terrifying. I mean, they're all like gonna 653 00:30:22,240 --> 00:30:25,880 Speaker 2: be fucked, but you know, traumatic wise, but wow. 654 00:30:26,040 --> 00:30:30,720 Speaker 3: Good Sean is known as exposure therapy. You exposed yourself 655 00:30:30,760 --> 00:30:32,600 Speaker 3: to something and then you exposed yourself to such a 656 00:30:32,640 --> 00:30:35,040 Speaker 3: heightened degree that the lesser stuff feels like it's nothing. 657 00:30:35,120 --> 00:30:35,320 Speaker 1: Now. 658 00:30:35,800 --> 00:30:39,280 Speaker 4: God, it felt I felt electric yesterday getting on that plane. 659 00:30:39,360 --> 00:30:41,680 Speaker 5: I'm like, I now, true. 660 00:30:41,840 --> 00:30:45,200 Speaker 2: It's not scary at all. Commercial jets don't crash. Private 661 00:30:45,280 --> 00:30:48,000 Speaker 2: jets jew and the one we were in certainly would have. 662 00:30:48,400 --> 00:30:53,120 Speaker 2: We were And again here's the key Glazer complaining about 663 00:30:53,120 --> 00:30:55,640 Speaker 2: her fucking, very fortunate, privileged life. 664 00:30:55,760 --> 00:30:58,040 Speaker 1: She's complaining about private jet, private jet, And. 665 00:30:58,920 --> 00:31:02,120 Speaker 2: It's not the private jet that you're picturing that people 666 00:31:02,160 --> 00:31:06,680 Speaker 2: are popping champagne on and like get having massuses and 667 00:31:06,680 --> 00:31:09,320 Speaker 2: there's like fruit trays and like the private jet I 668 00:31:09,320 --> 00:31:12,880 Speaker 2: took to the New Orleans was amazing. No, there was. 669 00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:15,480 Speaker 2: There was a little a couple of bags of skinny pop. 670 00:31:15,520 --> 00:31:17,160 Speaker 2: But it was like it was not it's not a 671 00:31:17,360 --> 00:31:20,040 Speaker 2: it's it's an I mean it's a single engine prop plane. 672 00:31:20,440 --> 00:31:20,760 Speaker 6: Yeah. 673 00:31:20,880 --> 00:31:22,720 Speaker 5: Yeah, it was single engine prop plane. 674 00:31:22,760 --> 00:31:25,280 Speaker 4: It was obviously from the eighties because like in the 675 00:31:25,320 --> 00:31:31,600 Speaker 4: seat rest there was like a TV guide and the 676 00:31:31,640 --> 00:31:35,200 Speaker 4: pilots like I'm not kidding when I say this just 677 00:31:35,200 --> 00:31:37,880 Speaker 4: would not be hired, but like they were. 678 00:31:38,560 --> 00:31:41,160 Speaker 2: They would struggle getting work at Starbucks. 679 00:31:41,240 --> 00:31:43,640 Speaker 5: Yeah guys, but what. 680 00:31:44,360 --> 00:31:47,920 Speaker 2: But what they did not dress like pilots. They dressed 681 00:31:47,920 --> 00:31:50,120 Speaker 2: to like they dressed like they were going to take 682 00:31:50,160 --> 00:31:55,120 Speaker 2: you out fishing. They would not assuage our fears about 683 00:31:55,160 --> 00:31:57,560 Speaker 2: because we were like, hey, we have some nervous travelers 684 00:31:57,560 --> 00:32:01,640 Speaker 2: aboard aka Sean, Like like Sean was really nervous and 685 00:32:01,680 --> 00:32:05,440 Speaker 2: really anxious. And when Sean gets anxious, he asks Like 686 00:32:05,480 --> 00:32:08,160 Speaker 2: Sean is like one of the smartest people I've ever met, 687 00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:11,840 Speaker 2: Like doesn't forget things, remembers literally everything he I've been 688 00:32:11,880 --> 00:32:13,720 Speaker 2: trying to get him on Jeopardy because he just has 689 00:32:13,840 --> 00:32:17,000 Speaker 2: a great mind for like trivia and remembering things. Sean, 690 00:32:17,040 --> 00:32:19,440 Speaker 2: when he's nervous, cannot remember how long a flight is. 691 00:32:19,640 --> 00:32:21,920 Speaker 2: He will literally ask how long a flight is going 692 00:32:21,960 --> 00:32:25,240 Speaker 2: to be, Like I would say, like fifteen times in 693 00:32:25,320 --> 00:32:28,120 Speaker 2: a thirty minute span, Like he will ask me. He 694 00:32:28,160 --> 00:32:30,320 Speaker 2: will ask Emily. He will ask the Emily to ask 695 00:32:30,360 --> 00:32:31,680 Speaker 2: the pilot how long is it going to be? And 696 00:32:31,720 --> 00:32:33,960 Speaker 2: we're like, we just told you five minutes ago it 697 00:32:34,000 --> 00:32:35,920 Speaker 2: was going to be thirty minutes. It's it's crazy, but 698 00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:38,760 Speaker 2: he like can't retain it because I think it gives 699 00:32:38,800 --> 00:32:41,280 Speaker 2: him a sense of control. His brain chooses to forget 700 00:32:41,600 --> 00:32:43,520 Speaker 2: so that his brain is able to get some kind 701 00:32:43,560 --> 00:32:47,840 Speaker 2: of information that can like assuage this like fear coursing 702 00:32:47,840 --> 00:32:48,560 Speaker 2: through his veins. 703 00:32:50,160 --> 00:32:51,920 Speaker 5: I think so that sounds right. 704 00:32:52,800 --> 00:32:56,760 Speaker 2: Guys, we told them, we go, hey can we was? 705 00:32:56,800 --> 00:32:59,280 Speaker 2: Sean even asked, Sean's brave enough to say, hey, can 706 00:32:59,320 --> 00:33:02,240 Speaker 2: you ask them is it going to be a smooth flight? 707 00:33:02,880 --> 00:33:04,960 Speaker 2: And they go it should be? 708 00:33:07,000 --> 00:33:08,200 Speaker 5: They were too casual. 709 00:33:08,720 --> 00:33:12,480 Speaker 2: But feel lie. Even if you don't think it's going 710 00:33:12,520 --> 00:33:14,480 Speaker 2: to be, just lie, what is it? You can always 711 00:33:14,520 --> 00:33:16,800 Speaker 2: just say, whoa, we didn't expect that. But why not 712 00:33:17,080 --> 00:33:20,720 Speaker 2: just like make your passengers feel or just have empathy. 713 00:33:21,200 --> 00:33:24,360 Speaker 3: Because then maybe you freak out if you say, yeah, 714 00:33:24,360 --> 00:33:28,120 Speaker 3: it's gonna be completely smooth, like gliding on a smooth plane. 715 00:33:28,880 --> 00:33:31,240 Speaker 2: No, you just communicate to us listen, like this is 716 00:33:31,240 --> 00:33:33,000 Speaker 2: what pilots need to do. Do I need to say 717 00:33:33,040 --> 00:33:35,920 Speaker 2: it again and again. Just communicate to people on the plane. 718 00:33:35,960 --> 00:33:38,560 Speaker 2: There's always going to be especially on a passenger jet 719 00:33:38,600 --> 00:33:40,880 Speaker 2: with hundreds of people, there's going to be at least 720 00:33:40,920 --> 00:33:43,120 Speaker 2: twenty people on there who are scared to death the 721 00:33:43,360 --> 00:33:46,040 Speaker 2: entire time. All they want is to know that you 722 00:33:46,560 --> 00:33:48,800 Speaker 2: are okay with what's going on up there. So any 723 00:33:48,840 --> 00:33:52,120 Speaker 2: kind of shift, shift in altitude, any kind of like 724 00:33:52,400 --> 00:33:55,520 Speaker 2: twist or turn or bump, just get over the thing 725 00:33:55,560 --> 00:33:57,959 Speaker 2: and say ever, just want to let you know this 726 00:33:58,040 --> 00:34:00,800 Speaker 2: is completely normal, like anything that seems out of the ordinary. 727 00:34:00,920 --> 00:34:03,840 Speaker 2: Just communicate to people, especially since it's telling you good 728 00:34:04,000 --> 00:34:06,960 Speaker 2: speed of where we're landing. Stop giving us we're telling 729 00:34:07,000 --> 00:34:08,920 Speaker 2: us about the new credit card, Like why are you 730 00:34:08,960 --> 00:34:11,960 Speaker 2: wasting our ear? You have no problem getting over the 731 00:34:11,960 --> 00:34:14,400 Speaker 2: intercom with that bullshit or telling us little jokes that 732 00:34:14,440 --> 00:34:17,279 Speaker 2: you you know, learn from a joke book when you 733 00:34:17,320 --> 00:34:19,480 Speaker 2: were taking a shit one day and pertained for the 734 00:34:19,480 --> 00:34:22,000 Speaker 2: rest of your life to give yourself a personality. Why 735 00:34:22,000 --> 00:34:24,680 Speaker 2: don't you tell us actual things that will help people 736 00:34:24,719 --> 00:34:28,600 Speaker 2: feel better because they're not They haven't flown six thousand 737 00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:32,080 Speaker 2: flights like you have. They have they have nerves. Like again, 738 00:34:32,200 --> 00:34:34,920 Speaker 2: you're right, Noah, it's empathy, like think of other people. 739 00:34:35,239 --> 00:34:37,880 Speaker 2: And these guys we literally told them people are nervous 740 00:34:37,920 --> 00:34:39,719 Speaker 2: on the flight, and they wouldn't give us it, and 741 00:34:40,640 --> 00:34:44,040 Speaker 2: they just like I didn't like their cavalier attitude about 742 00:34:44,080 --> 00:34:47,319 Speaker 2: the whole thing, and and kind of just like they're like, well, 743 00:34:47,360 --> 00:34:48,920 Speaker 2: we could make it a little bumpy, And it's like, 744 00:34:48,960 --> 00:34:51,200 Speaker 2: don't you even fucking dare joke about that? 745 00:34:51,360 --> 00:34:56,879 Speaker 4: Yeah, you were literally flying over Mount Rainier like we 746 00:34:57,000 --> 00:34:59,480 Speaker 4: saw it, like we were at that same level of 747 00:35:00,200 --> 00:35:03,279 Speaker 4: that mounted Like there was like something going through my 748 00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:05,279 Speaker 4: head where I'm like, if we crash, who am I 749 00:35:05,280 --> 00:35:13,520 Speaker 4: gonna eat first? It was gonna be Tommy. 750 00:35:11,400 --> 00:35:13,080 Speaker 2: Now the guy Like if the guys are the guys 751 00:35:13,120 --> 00:35:15,000 Speaker 2: are gonna probably hear this podcast and be like, Oh, 752 00:35:15,080 --> 00:35:18,719 Speaker 2: she's such a bitch. You guys know what you were doing? 753 00:35:18,920 --> 00:35:22,080 Speaker 2: I liked that. I almost like their cavalier attitude because 754 00:35:22,080 --> 00:35:23,960 Speaker 2: it made me realize, like they just look at this 755 00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:26,360 Speaker 2: like driving down the road it was seven eleven to 756 00:35:26,400 --> 00:35:28,759 Speaker 2: pick up some cigarettes, like they they do not think 757 00:35:28,960 --> 00:35:32,239 Speaker 2: that's what I's trying to tell Sean, But they were 758 00:35:32,239 --> 00:35:34,360 Speaker 2: a little ka about it. And if you don't know, 759 00:35:34,480 --> 00:35:39,319 Speaker 2: KA is guys listening like just we know you are 760 00:35:39,400 --> 00:35:42,280 Speaker 2: used to this, but we aren't, right. So and also 761 00:35:42,400 --> 00:35:45,319 Speaker 2: I'm paying so much fucking money and maybe you're not 762 00:35:45,360 --> 00:35:47,560 Speaker 2: seeing enough of that money, and that's a problem with 763 00:35:47,800 --> 00:35:50,560 Speaker 2: like the way the company works for you to give 764 00:35:50,600 --> 00:35:53,719 Speaker 2: me the experience that is a little bit less than 765 00:35:53,840 --> 00:35:56,800 Speaker 2: like where are you walking the doors on the other side, 766 00:35:56,960 --> 00:35:59,040 Speaker 2: like making fun of us for not knowing where the 767 00:35:59,080 --> 00:36:02,279 Speaker 2: door is, or like I don't know, I don't know. 768 00:36:02,360 --> 00:36:05,640 Speaker 2: It was just like it was just not a luxury experience. 769 00:36:05,680 --> 00:36:08,080 Speaker 2: But maybe I didn't pay for one. Maybe I thought 770 00:36:08,120 --> 00:36:10,080 Speaker 2: the price that I paid was a luxury experience, but 771 00:36:10,120 --> 00:36:10,800 Speaker 2: maybe it wasn't. 772 00:36:11,400 --> 00:36:12,279 Speaker 1: No, I think that is. 773 00:36:12,320 --> 00:36:15,040 Speaker 2: Do I fear complaining, yes, because will I do? I 774 00:36:15,040 --> 00:36:17,680 Speaker 2: fear they're just gonna like someone will crash next time, 775 00:36:17,680 --> 00:36:20,320 Speaker 2: because they're like, she's a bit and entitled. I'm usually 776 00:36:20,360 --> 00:36:23,120 Speaker 2: so grateful, and I am grateful like they it was 777 00:36:23,160 --> 00:36:26,640 Speaker 2: a safe ride. They did land smoothly, they did. I 778 00:36:26,680 --> 00:36:28,759 Speaker 2: would have liked to know when we were changing out 779 00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:30,640 Speaker 2: to because all of a sudden, it just drops and 780 00:36:30,680 --> 00:36:33,120 Speaker 2: you're like, oh, the engines are failing, like it is 781 00:36:33,160 --> 00:36:36,680 Speaker 2: an abrupt like ready to descend, like a little warning 782 00:36:36,680 --> 00:36:39,040 Speaker 2: of that would have been fine. Not leaving us on 783 00:36:39,080 --> 00:36:42,200 Speaker 2: the tarmac freezing cold for twenty minutes would have been cool. 784 00:36:43,120 --> 00:36:45,640 Speaker 5: In complete darkness, okay. 785 00:36:45,880 --> 00:36:47,319 Speaker 2: Complete darkness. 786 00:36:47,560 --> 00:36:47,840 Speaker 1: Okay. 787 00:36:47,880 --> 00:36:51,200 Speaker 2: So we get to the get so it's the same 788 00:36:51,280 --> 00:36:52,920 Speaker 2: We have the same pilots to fly there. So we 789 00:36:53,000 --> 00:36:57,279 Speaker 2: fly into Yakima. 790 00:36:55,840 --> 00:36:59,880 Speaker 4: On which if you've if you've never been, you're exactly 791 00:37:00,200 --> 00:37:01,640 Speaker 4: everyone else in the state of watching. 792 00:37:03,000 --> 00:37:06,160 Speaker 2: No one. No one in Takoma, which was three hours away. 793 00:37:06,160 --> 00:37:07,680 Speaker 2: I've ever even heard of Yakama. 794 00:37:07,800 --> 00:37:08,640 Speaker 1: So we fly into. 795 00:37:08,560 --> 00:37:13,080 Speaker 3: Yaka Apple City. They've got great They a lot of 796 00:37:13,120 --> 00:37:14,840 Speaker 3: apples come from Yakima, Okay. 797 00:37:14,880 --> 00:37:17,360 Speaker 2: A lot of hops too. It's a big, hoppy town. 798 00:37:18,080 --> 00:37:23,120 Speaker 2: And so we we fly to Yakima and it takes 799 00:37:23,239 --> 00:37:25,560 Speaker 2: as long as driving would have, and it's way more 800 00:37:25,560 --> 00:37:29,960 Speaker 2: stressful and all that stuff. But that's fine, and then 801 00:37:30,120 --> 00:37:32,880 Speaker 2: we land. We then we have that we're gonna have 802 00:37:32,920 --> 00:37:35,040 Speaker 2: the same pilots. Hours later, we go do the show 803 00:37:35,080 --> 00:37:37,480 Speaker 2: and then we come back. We drive forty minutes to 804 00:37:37,520 --> 00:37:39,360 Speaker 2: the show. We do, the show, we come back is 805 00:37:39,440 --> 00:37:41,000 Speaker 2: dark when we come back. 806 00:37:41,600 --> 00:37:46,400 Speaker 4: Also, the show is incredible, like so top. 807 00:37:45,520 --> 00:37:50,440 Speaker 2: Aish is outside of Yakima. Amazing people, amazing show, so 808 00:37:50,600 --> 00:37:55,640 Speaker 2: much fun. Yes, I don't remember the name of the casino, Sean. 809 00:37:57,000 --> 00:38:00,040 Speaker 5: It's like if I say, if if I. 810 00:38:00,520 --> 00:38:04,479 Speaker 2: Break Spirits, Spirits, spirit falls something like that, like. 811 00:38:04,400 --> 00:38:07,719 Speaker 4: Flying Eagle or like Spiritfall, Like I don't it's gonna 812 00:38:07,719 --> 00:38:09,480 Speaker 4: sound racist when I think it gains. 813 00:38:09,880 --> 00:38:13,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, but the people that really cared, the lighting guy 814 00:38:13,160 --> 00:38:16,320 Speaker 2: like went the extra mile like it was it was. 815 00:38:16,600 --> 00:38:19,000 Speaker 2: It was a great show, and the audience was like 816 00:38:19,120 --> 00:38:22,279 Speaker 2: really down. It was so fun. So then we go 817 00:38:22,480 --> 00:38:27,560 Speaker 2: back to so on our way back, both Erica and 818 00:38:27,719 --> 00:38:31,320 Speaker 2: my tour manager and Emily are texting with the company, 819 00:38:31,800 --> 00:38:35,200 Speaker 2: the flight company being like, our ETA is this. So 820 00:38:35,200 --> 00:38:38,000 Speaker 2: we get we get back. They're expecting us. Our luggage 821 00:38:38,160 --> 00:38:41,160 Speaker 2: is still on the plane. Right we get back, We 822 00:38:41,200 --> 00:38:43,200 Speaker 2: get out of the car, the carpools onto the tarmac. 823 00:38:43,239 --> 00:38:46,320 Speaker 2: We get out of the car, and they're loading our 824 00:38:46,360 --> 00:38:49,280 Speaker 2: bags onto the plane, but the door for the plane 825 00:38:49,320 --> 00:38:51,279 Speaker 2: is not open. We're all just kind of like standing there. 826 00:38:51,320 --> 00:38:56,080 Speaker 2: It's cold, it's icy, it's like there's no lights even 827 00:38:56,080 --> 00:38:58,880 Speaker 2: on the tarmat, like it's kind of like barren. And 828 00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:01,600 Speaker 2: the terminal shut down. It's like a small terminal and 829 00:39:01,600 --> 00:39:04,399 Speaker 2: they're not open because it's late at night. So we're 830 00:39:04,440 --> 00:39:06,920 Speaker 2: just kind of waiting there, and then I eventually was like, 831 00:39:07,000 --> 00:39:09,440 Speaker 2: can we go inside, you know, or like what's going on? 832 00:39:09,760 --> 00:39:11,640 Speaker 2: What they should have said was will you guys stay 833 00:39:11,680 --> 00:39:13,160 Speaker 2: in the car because we're not ready for you. But 834 00:39:13,200 --> 00:39:16,239 Speaker 2: what they did do was open up the hatch and 835 00:39:16,320 --> 00:39:19,160 Speaker 2: led us into the plane, where we got in the 836 00:39:19,200 --> 00:39:22,279 Speaker 2: plane and sat there for twenty to thirty minutes, I 837 00:39:22,320 --> 00:39:26,359 Speaker 2: would say maybe even longer. They put the luggage, they 838 00:39:26,400 --> 00:39:28,680 Speaker 2: stowed it, and then they left us on the tarmac 839 00:39:28,719 --> 00:39:31,719 Speaker 2: in the cold, in a pitch dark airplane with not 840 00:39:31,760 --> 00:39:35,040 Speaker 2: even the ignition turned on, nothing turned on, no safety lights. 841 00:39:35,239 --> 00:39:39,000 Speaker 4: No safety lights, and it's fourteen degrees. It's fourteen degrees 842 00:39:39,239 --> 00:39:41,080 Speaker 4: at ten thirty pm, and. 843 00:39:41,280 --> 00:39:43,839 Speaker 2: Like literally nothing like we and we're like, where did 844 00:39:43,880 --> 00:39:48,960 Speaker 2: they go? What's going on? We have no community and everything, 845 00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:51,399 Speaker 2: and the like back hatches was still open. I think, 846 00:39:51,480 --> 00:39:53,560 Speaker 2: like maybe they're still loading things, but you can tell 847 00:39:53,600 --> 00:39:55,160 Speaker 2: that they were just like, fuck, these people were not 848 00:39:55,200 --> 00:39:56,560 Speaker 2: ready for them. Let them on the plane and just 849 00:39:56,640 --> 00:39:58,239 Speaker 2: make them sit there, when they could have just said 850 00:39:58,280 --> 00:40:00,319 Speaker 2: stay in the suv. You guys got out to soon. 851 00:40:00,640 --> 00:40:02,600 Speaker 2: We assumed the plane would be ready for us, because 852 00:40:02,880 --> 00:40:06,800 Speaker 2: why wouldn't it be, like you've been at the airport 853 00:40:06,840 --> 00:40:09,239 Speaker 2: the whole time, you knew we were coming. We gave 854 00:40:09,280 --> 00:40:11,520 Speaker 2: you a forty minute heads up. 855 00:40:11,760 --> 00:40:13,960 Speaker 6: And then this reminds me of This reminds me of 856 00:40:14,040 --> 00:40:16,160 Speaker 6: like when you get a limo for prom and it's 857 00:40:16,160 --> 00:40:18,200 Speaker 6: supposed to come pick you up, but like it just 858 00:40:18,200 --> 00:40:20,319 Speaker 6: like leaves you with the coolba guy like forgets about 859 00:40:20,320 --> 00:40:21,680 Speaker 6: you because he's at the gas stations. 860 00:40:21,760 --> 00:40:25,760 Speaker 2: Yes, yes, it felt we were out of control. 861 00:40:26,480 --> 00:40:30,440 Speaker 3: Because something's expensive doesn't mean it's gonna be good. I 862 00:40:30,440 --> 00:40:33,399 Speaker 3: think plane companies are just like any other company, where 863 00:40:33,440 --> 00:40:35,640 Speaker 3: there's good ones and there's bad ones. Yeah yeah, and 864 00:40:35,760 --> 00:40:37,840 Speaker 3: you got a bad one. This does not sound normal 865 00:40:37,840 --> 00:40:38,080 Speaker 3: to me. 866 00:40:38,200 --> 00:40:38,680 Speaker 1: It sucks. 867 00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:41,319 Speaker 2: Yeah, it sounds like I'm complaining about something that was 868 00:40:41,360 --> 00:40:43,880 Speaker 2: really nice. But it was like it was really hilarious 869 00:40:43,920 --> 00:40:47,560 Speaker 2: and I and I'm I'm the only recognizable one of 870 00:40:47,600 --> 00:40:49,560 Speaker 2: all of us, so I can't be the one complaining 871 00:40:49,680 --> 00:40:53,240 Speaker 2: because then it no one can complain because then everyone goes, 872 00:40:53,400 --> 00:40:56,800 Speaker 2: she's a bitch, and then it gets around the pilot community, 873 00:40:56,800 --> 00:40:59,120 Speaker 2: which is art. This is already going to I'm sure private, 874 00:40:59,440 --> 00:41:01,680 Speaker 2: this is gonna make its way through and be like 875 00:41:01,719 --> 00:41:03,160 Speaker 2: she she doesn't know the rules. 876 00:41:03,280 --> 00:41:05,319 Speaker 1: They want happen to this. 877 00:41:05,400 --> 00:41:06,720 Speaker 2: They shouldn't let us on the plane. 878 00:41:06,840 --> 00:41:09,759 Speaker 3: You are going to get a message from somebody who 879 00:41:09,760 --> 00:41:12,960 Speaker 3: owns a private plane company saying come to us. 880 00:41:13,080 --> 00:41:13,920 Speaker 1: I'll treat you right. 881 00:41:15,800 --> 00:41:17,360 Speaker 2: But I don't think we're ever going to fly private 882 00:41:17,360 --> 00:41:19,960 Speaker 2: again if I can help. It was so fucking stressful 883 00:41:20,080 --> 00:41:23,160 Speaker 2: for our nervous systems, Like I'm I think I'm still 884 00:41:23,160 --> 00:41:25,920 Speaker 2: recovering from it, just thinking I'm going to die. And 885 00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:28,000 Speaker 2: I even wrote a card to my mom saying I 886 00:41:28,040 --> 00:41:29,880 Speaker 2: loved her and that We're probably going to die on 887 00:41:29,880 --> 00:41:32,520 Speaker 2: this jet. Because they had a station for Valentine's Day 888 00:41:32,520 --> 00:41:38,560 Speaker 2: cards in the airport, the little terminal wrote, yeah, I wrote, 889 00:41:38,600 --> 00:41:40,239 Speaker 2: but then I didn't send it. I just kept it 890 00:41:40,320 --> 00:41:41,600 Speaker 2: in my bag because I was like, oh, if we 891 00:41:41,640 --> 00:41:43,520 Speaker 2: find it, in my I'll put in my leather purse 892 00:41:43,560 --> 00:41:46,120 Speaker 2: which will probably won't burn up in the crash, and 893 00:41:46,160 --> 00:41:48,719 Speaker 2: I tucked it away in there. I felt I was 894 00:41:48,719 --> 00:41:51,960 Speaker 2: so anxious, but I couldn't show my anxiety because I 895 00:41:51,960 --> 00:41:54,479 Speaker 2: felt like you were more anxious, And there's nothing worse 896 00:41:54,560 --> 00:41:58,320 Speaker 2: than like the person who's usually not anxious me being anxious. 897 00:41:58,360 --> 00:42:03,080 Speaker 2: That would have thrown you off. Yes, Dad can't cry, 898 00:42:03,480 --> 00:42:07,160 Speaker 2: So instead I was just making jokes and pushing down 899 00:42:07,200 --> 00:42:09,719 Speaker 2: my fear. And then I like, I think that's maybe 900 00:42:09,760 --> 00:42:12,000 Speaker 2: why I'm like depressed this week. I'm like recovering from 901 00:42:12,040 --> 00:42:15,640 Speaker 2: that like anxiety or that that I pushed down. And 902 00:42:15,640 --> 00:42:19,200 Speaker 2: then also what was I gonna say? 903 00:42:19,200 --> 00:42:19,399 Speaker 1: Oh? 904 00:42:19,600 --> 00:42:24,279 Speaker 2: Then, so we're on the plane and Emily's like not 905 00:42:24,400 --> 00:42:26,600 Speaker 2: worried about she is not freaking out all and and 906 00:42:26,719 --> 00:42:29,200 Speaker 2: Sean's kind of like interviewing her buddy. He's like, so 907 00:42:29,239 --> 00:42:31,799 Speaker 2: you're not scared at all? Right now? Like nothing? She's 908 00:42:31,840 --> 00:42:34,160 Speaker 2: like no, not really, you know what you need? You 909 00:42:34,200 --> 00:42:37,520 Speaker 2: need a chill pill or like what She's like, you 910 00:42:37,560 --> 00:42:39,640 Speaker 2: need you should try chill pell And we're like what 911 00:42:39,680 --> 00:42:40,240 Speaker 2: are you? 912 00:42:40,320 --> 00:42:40,560 Speaker 5: Yeah? 913 00:42:40,600 --> 00:42:44,600 Speaker 2: The cool cool phrase like remind me of my mom's 914 00:42:44,640 --> 00:42:47,040 Speaker 2: friend back in the nineties, who'd say take a chill 915 00:42:47,120 --> 00:42:50,400 Speaker 2: pill to her daughter. But it's a real thing that 916 00:42:50,440 --> 00:42:52,360 Speaker 2: Emily has. She was like, you know the thing that 917 00:42:52,400 --> 00:42:53,800 Speaker 2: shocks your hand. And I was like, I don't know 918 00:42:53,840 --> 00:42:56,080 Speaker 2: what you're talking about. She's like, Nikki, oh my god, 919 00:42:56,120 --> 00:42:59,160 Speaker 2: I've showed you. And I was like, I would remember that. 920 00:42:59,239 --> 00:43:02,000 Speaker 2: Don't make me feel like I am a senile person 921 00:43:02,400 --> 00:43:05,960 Speaker 2: like I. I forget a lot of things. I forget 922 00:43:06,040 --> 00:43:09,200 Speaker 2: people's names, I forget I do not forget a little 923 00:43:09,200 --> 00:43:11,279 Speaker 2: device that you hold onto and it shocks your hand 924 00:43:11,360 --> 00:43:13,400 Speaker 2: so that you don't have anxiety. So it's called a 925 00:43:13,520 --> 00:43:15,759 Speaker 2: chill pill. She learned about it from Rosi O'Donnell on 926 00:43:15,800 --> 00:43:18,719 Speaker 2: the TikTok. She assumed she had showed me. She had 927 00:43:18,760 --> 00:43:21,440 Speaker 2: never showed me this thing. She bought one. It is 928 00:43:21,480 --> 00:43:24,399 Speaker 2: a little it's shaped like a grenade. You hold it 929 00:43:24,800 --> 00:43:27,520 Speaker 2: and it shocks your hand, and it buzzes and shocks 930 00:43:27,520 --> 00:43:29,960 Speaker 2: your hand, and it goes for twenty minutes and you 931 00:43:30,000 --> 00:43:32,839 Speaker 2: hold it and when you're having anxiety, it distracts you. 932 00:43:32,840 --> 00:43:35,239 Speaker 2: You're not able to think because it's such a it's 933 00:43:35,239 --> 00:43:38,040 Speaker 2: an amount of pain that's just enough pain to be distracting. 934 00:43:38,400 --> 00:43:42,040 Speaker 2: But not enough to actually like hurt, and it actually 935 00:43:42,040 --> 00:43:45,080 Speaker 2: calms your mind. And I am addicted to it. She 936 00:43:45,160 --> 00:43:47,160 Speaker 2: gave me hers. We bought them all. I bought one 937 00:43:47,200 --> 00:43:49,160 Speaker 2: for everyone on our tour because I'm like, I just 938 00:43:49,160 --> 00:43:51,160 Speaker 2: think everyone needs this, because we were all like, wait, 939 00:43:51,160 --> 00:43:52,400 Speaker 2: can I hold it up or try it? And then 940 00:43:52,400 --> 00:43:54,080 Speaker 2: we were all like wait, wait can I try it again? 941 00:43:54,160 --> 00:43:57,799 Speaker 2: Like we were all getting such soothing feelings from this thing. 942 00:43:57,920 --> 00:43:58,560 Speaker 2: Didn't it work? 943 00:43:58,600 --> 00:44:00,000 Speaker 5: Sean, Oh, it's incredible. 944 00:44:00,520 --> 00:44:03,520 Speaker 4: Like I straight up went on stage with a panic 945 00:44:03,520 --> 00:44:05,560 Speaker 4: attack on Sunday and just like pushed through it. And 946 00:44:05,600 --> 00:44:08,279 Speaker 4: then after I just used the chill pill and I 947 00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:11,719 Speaker 4: felt incredible, Like yes, I. 948 00:44:11,640 --> 00:44:13,760 Speaker 5: Feel like I'm never gonna have a pack at attack again. 949 00:44:14,040 --> 00:44:16,560 Speaker 2: Well, Emily said she used to have really bad anxiety 950 00:44:16,560 --> 00:44:18,440 Speaker 2: and she doesn't anymore because of the chill pill. She 951 00:44:18,480 --> 00:44:19,719 Speaker 2: was like, you can just have mine. I don't even 952 00:44:19,760 --> 00:44:21,439 Speaker 2: need it anymore. I used to need it all the time. 953 00:44:21,440 --> 00:44:22,759 Speaker 2: I used to hold it to go to bed with. 954 00:44:23,040 --> 00:44:25,360 Speaker 2: I've been falling asleep with it. I woke up with 955 00:44:25,400 --> 00:44:27,200 Speaker 2: this this morning because I was depressed. I was like, 956 00:44:27,239 --> 00:44:28,799 Speaker 2: I was going to hold this for a little bit. 957 00:44:30,200 --> 00:44:32,880 Speaker 2: I really think it will like help with my depression 958 00:44:33,000 --> 00:44:36,120 Speaker 2: and anxiety. Like I wanted to bring it on stage 959 00:44:36,120 --> 00:44:38,200 Speaker 2: one night because I was just feeling a little down, 960 00:44:39,160 --> 00:44:41,920 Speaker 2: But I don't think it's good for like performing. I 961 00:44:41,960 --> 00:44:45,120 Speaker 2: was holding it all weekend long. I just started over. 962 00:44:45,120 --> 00:44:47,360 Speaker 2: Every twenty minutes, I started over, like I can't stop. 963 00:44:47,400 --> 00:44:48,839 Speaker 2: It was the same thing I was doing with Ari. 964 00:44:49,280 --> 00:44:52,760 Speaker 2: Ari had bought me these those little pads that shock 965 00:44:52,840 --> 00:44:53,640 Speaker 2: your muscles. 966 00:44:54,520 --> 00:44:55,560 Speaker 6: Oh, the tens machine. 967 00:44:55,920 --> 00:44:59,480 Speaker 2: Yes, that that's why I was addicted to tens because 968 00:44:59,480 --> 00:45:02,120 Speaker 2: it was like causing enough pain that was distracting from 969 00:45:02,120 --> 00:45:05,480 Speaker 2: my mental anguish. Yeah, and it's like cutting, but it 970 00:45:05,520 --> 00:45:09,000 Speaker 2: doesn't It's doesn't leave a scar. So if this is 971 00:45:09,719 --> 00:45:13,520 Speaker 2: interesting to anyone, try look up the chill pill on Amazon. 972 00:45:13,520 --> 00:45:16,440 Speaker 2: There's sixty bucks, there's Shawn's and you hold it in 973 00:45:16,480 --> 00:45:18,560 Speaker 2: your hand. Yeah, and it looks like a little keyfob. 974 00:45:21,040 --> 00:45:24,000 Speaker 2: Yeah bybe You just plug it in. Yeah, you just 975 00:45:24,160 --> 00:45:27,359 Speaker 2: charge it with a charger. Yeah, and it's I'm I'm 976 00:45:27,520 --> 00:45:29,960 Speaker 2: I can't wait to uh for people to get these 977 00:45:30,000 --> 00:45:32,600 Speaker 2: because I cannot believe it took me so long to 978 00:45:32,600 --> 00:45:34,480 Speaker 2: find this kind of thing. So I really wanted to 979 00:45:34,560 --> 00:45:36,399 Speaker 2: talk about that today, and I'm glad we did. Okay, 980 00:45:36,400 --> 00:45:37,640 Speaker 2: we have to go to break. We'll be back up 981 00:45:37,640 --> 00:45:45,120 Speaker 2: to this. So then we go to Portland after Yakima, 982 00:45:45,600 --> 00:45:50,200 Speaker 2: and Portland is amazing. We had amazing brunches twice in 983 00:45:50,239 --> 00:45:53,720 Speaker 2: a row at the Jam. Emily got us in there. 984 00:45:53,840 --> 00:45:56,560 Speaker 2: It was totally booked up, but she called and she 985 00:45:56,719 --> 00:46:01,520 Speaker 2: worked her ways and she alluded to like, oh, it 986 00:46:01,640 --> 00:46:03,600 Speaker 2: sucks that you guys are busy today. We're only in 987 00:46:03,640 --> 00:46:07,280 Speaker 2: town for two days. And that led to the woman 988 00:46:07,400 --> 00:46:10,160 Speaker 2: going what are you in town for? Oh? I work 989 00:46:10,239 --> 00:46:12,080 Speaker 2: for Nicki Glaze like and then the one was like, well, 990 00:46:12,080 --> 00:46:14,440 Speaker 2: we can make some room. So the Jam got us 991 00:46:14,480 --> 00:46:18,920 Speaker 2: and jammed us in nice both days Saturday and Sunday. Inland. 992 00:46:19,000 --> 00:46:22,440 Speaker 2: It's so good on Hawthorn it was delicious. We had 993 00:46:22,640 --> 00:46:26,880 Speaker 2: such a good brunch two days in a row. And 994 00:46:26,920 --> 00:46:31,080 Speaker 2: then on Saturday night after the shows were incredible. Crowds 995 00:46:31,120 --> 00:46:36,200 Speaker 2: were great, the the theater was amazing, huge, so many people, 996 00:46:36,960 --> 00:46:40,400 Speaker 2: so fun. Yeah, crowds up there just like get it. 997 00:46:41,000 --> 00:46:43,480 Speaker 5: I just along with everything. 998 00:46:43,680 --> 00:46:47,000 Speaker 4: It's like there's not even the Yeah, they're not repressed 999 00:46:47,000 --> 00:46:49,560 Speaker 4: at all. They're just kind of like let it, like 1000 00:46:49,760 --> 00:46:50,919 Speaker 4: let an artist work. 1001 00:46:51,320 --> 00:46:54,759 Speaker 3: Yeah, you can expect it all the way down to 1002 00:46:55,200 --> 00:46:58,080 Speaker 3: North Call and San Francisco. I think San Francisco up. 1003 00:46:58,520 --> 00:47:00,759 Speaker 3: I think it's all the same. It's just like this still. 1004 00:47:00,480 --> 00:47:02,759 Speaker 2: Gets a little woke. Well where they'll be like, are 1005 00:47:02,800 --> 00:47:04,520 Speaker 2: you making fun? Are you marginalized? 1006 00:47:05,160 --> 00:47:06,640 Speaker 1: I guess I could get a little woke. 1007 00:47:07,400 --> 00:47:09,480 Speaker 2: Which I'm all for. I'm I'm woke as fuck, but 1008 00:47:09,640 --> 00:47:11,880 Speaker 2: I you know, they can get a little sensitive on 1009 00:47:11,960 --> 00:47:14,799 Speaker 2: behalf of people, I feel whereas and it will go. 1010 00:47:15,040 --> 00:47:17,160 Speaker 2: It does go all the way up to Vancouver as 1011 00:47:17,160 --> 00:47:18,120 Speaker 2: far as I know. 1012 00:47:18,840 --> 00:47:24,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, the whole go to Alaska. Yeah, Antarctica. 1013 00:47:25,800 --> 00:47:28,680 Speaker 5: This is the wocus comedy tour in America right now. 1014 00:47:30,800 --> 00:47:36,600 Speaker 2: And so we but Portland was Portland is cool, like 1015 00:47:36,640 --> 00:47:39,360 Speaker 2: it's a great cool city. We went and did karaoke 1016 00:47:39,480 --> 00:47:42,560 Speaker 2: on Saturday night at this place called the Hallway. 1017 00:47:42,840 --> 00:47:47,160 Speaker 4: And which is a shining theme for like for real reason. 1018 00:47:47,640 --> 00:47:50,520 Speaker 1: Yes, and it's very funny. 1019 00:47:50,040 --> 00:47:51,560 Speaker 2: Like the Stanley Koprick movie. 1020 00:47:51,880 --> 00:47:57,080 Speaker 4: Yeah because in Colorado, right, it took place in Colorado, 1021 00:47:57,120 --> 00:48:00,239 Speaker 4: but it was filmed two hours away from Portland, as 1022 00:48:00,280 --> 00:48:03,880 Speaker 4: the owner of the bar told me, and they everything 1023 00:48:03,960 --> 00:48:05,919 Speaker 4: is just like pictures of the Shine again. And then 1024 00:48:05,960 --> 00:48:09,200 Speaker 4: for some reason, there's just a framed knife. 1025 00:48:09,480 --> 00:48:12,640 Speaker 5: It's the movie. 1026 00:48:13,239 --> 00:48:17,040 Speaker 2: Yeah that. I think everything in Portland is themed though. 1027 00:48:17,160 --> 00:48:20,040 Speaker 2: I think every strip club, every restaurant like has to 1028 00:48:20,160 --> 00:48:24,880 Speaker 2: like it's there a second grade classroom around Halloween or something, 1029 00:48:24,920 --> 00:48:27,800 Speaker 2: you know, like it's everything has to have a theme. 1030 00:48:29,040 --> 00:48:31,560 Speaker 2: And that was theirs. Yeah, and there was a dog 1031 00:48:32,200 --> 00:48:36,399 Speaker 2: that was playing fetch the entire time. Cool. It was cool, 1032 00:48:36,400 --> 00:48:38,440 Speaker 2: though it wasn't There were that many people there and 1033 00:48:38,520 --> 00:48:40,160 Speaker 2: you just like put in your song and it would 1034 00:48:40,200 --> 00:48:42,080 Speaker 2: come up pretty quickly, and then we got to sing 1035 00:48:42,120 --> 00:48:44,520 Speaker 2: and we we had a really great time singing and 1036 00:48:44,600 --> 00:48:47,719 Speaker 2: just hanging out after the show. And but there was 1037 00:48:47,760 --> 00:48:51,600 Speaker 2: this one thing that like there kept being performers that 1038 00:48:51,640 --> 00:48:54,000 Speaker 2: would get up and their name would be like Joe 1039 00:48:54,520 --> 00:48:56,839 Speaker 2: and they would say AKA, and then it would say 1040 00:48:56,960 --> 00:49:01,799 Speaker 2: some like phrase and I And at first I was like, 1041 00:49:02,239 --> 00:49:04,640 Speaker 2: that's like a weird nickname to have that. One of 1042 00:49:04,680 --> 00:49:08,920 Speaker 2: them was like clean my Tank and someone was like that, 1043 00:49:09,120 --> 00:49:11,279 Speaker 2: why is that person's nickname clean my Tank? I think 1044 00:49:11,320 --> 00:49:15,560 Speaker 2: Tommy said it or or Emily, And I was like, 1045 00:49:16,320 --> 00:49:18,480 Speaker 2: I don't mean to make this about me, but I 1046 00:49:18,560 --> 00:49:20,799 Speaker 2: have a joke where that's the punchline and I feel 1047 00:49:20,800 --> 00:49:23,120 Speaker 2: like someone's trying to like get my attention with this, 1048 00:49:23,400 --> 00:49:26,359 Speaker 2: Like it wasn't like NICKI Glazer's here, Like it didn't 1049 00:49:26,360 --> 00:49:28,600 Speaker 2: feel like anyone really eved new or it was. And 1050 00:49:28,640 --> 00:49:30,759 Speaker 2: I don't think that way ever when I go places. 1051 00:49:30,920 --> 00:49:32,680 Speaker 2: But I felt really dumb saying that as soon as 1052 00:49:32,719 --> 00:49:34,359 Speaker 2: I said it, because I'm like, oh my god, ew, 1053 00:49:34,520 --> 00:49:36,520 Speaker 2: everyone thinks that you think this is about you and 1054 00:49:36,600 --> 00:49:39,880 Speaker 2: it's not. And then the next one was you know, 1055 00:49:40,600 --> 00:49:46,319 Speaker 2: Dion aka zach Efron, and I was like, I think 1056 00:49:46,360 --> 00:49:48,879 Speaker 2: I have a joke about zach Efron too, from an 1057 00:49:48,880 --> 00:49:53,799 Speaker 2: old special. And then the next one was Dudley aka 1058 00:49:54,280 --> 00:49:57,720 Speaker 2: extra Long twin Bed and I'm like, no one's nickname. 1059 00:49:57,400 --> 00:49:58,719 Speaker 1: Is extra Long twin Bed. 1060 00:50:00,000 --> 00:50:02,200 Speaker 2: That makes sense and I definitely have a joke about that. 1061 00:50:02,280 --> 00:50:05,040 Speaker 2: And then I was confirmed because then the owner finally 1062 00:50:05,080 --> 00:50:08,240 Speaker 2: sheepishly came over and was like, have you noticed anything? 1063 00:50:08,239 --> 00:50:10,880 Speaker 2: And I was like, yes, I have noticed something. My 1064 00:50:10,960 --> 00:50:14,359 Speaker 2: friends thought I was a narcissist. I swear that. So 1065 00:50:14,719 --> 00:50:17,080 Speaker 2: these poor people that kept getting up to sing, and 1066 00:50:17,120 --> 00:50:20,680 Speaker 2: then they had some disgusting phrase like comeslot as they're 1067 00:50:20,760 --> 00:50:26,200 Speaker 2: like nickname and he's crazy. Was one was you need 1068 00:50:26,239 --> 00:50:28,560 Speaker 2: to floss. And it was like a joke about like 1069 00:50:28,719 --> 00:50:31,760 Speaker 2: me saying that someone needed to floss, but a guy's 1070 00:50:31,840 --> 00:50:35,080 Speaker 2: name was Joe aka needs to floss, And I'm like, 1071 00:50:35,120 --> 00:50:36,920 Speaker 2: if I Joe, I'd be deeply funding because Joe was 1072 00:50:36,920 --> 00:50:38,680 Speaker 2: not in charge of the nickname. It was the guy 1073 00:50:38,760 --> 00:50:40,080 Speaker 2: running the karaoke machine. 1074 00:50:41,400 --> 00:50:45,359 Speaker 3: And you wonder why people like become narcissists when they 1075 00:50:45,400 --> 00:50:48,680 Speaker 3: are super celebrities. It's like you were just confirmed. You're like, 1076 00:50:48,719 --> 00:50:50,680 Speaker 3: oh no, I'm not. I don't want to be a narcissist. 1077 00:50:50,680 --> 00:50:51,880 Speaker 3: I don't want to think it's all about me. And 1078 00:50:51,880 --> 00:50:54,160 Speaker 3: then if it is about you, how many time does 1079 00:50:54,160 --> 00:50:56,200 Speaker 3: that have to happen before you just start to assume 1080 00:50:56,239 --> 00:50:57,399 Speaker 3: that everything is about you? 1081 00:50:57,480 --> 00:51:00,120 Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I was. I was so embarrassed after I 1082 00:51:00,120 --> 00:51:01,719 Speaker 2: said it the first time because I was like, clean 1083 00:51:01,760 --> 00:51:03,879 Speaker 2: my tank, Like, I bet that's just like a thing 1084 00:51:03,920 --> 00:51:06,279 Speaker 2: maybe people say, but I was like, I don't know, 1085 00:51:06,320 --> 00:51:08,239 Speaker 2: I just felt like it was. And I felt so 1086 00:51:08,320 --> 00:51:11,080 Speaker 2: because Tommy, I just you know, Tommy just started working 1087 00:51:11,080 --> 00:51:12,839 Speaker 2: with us, and I don't want Tommy to think I'm 1088 00:51:12,840 --> 00:51:15,200 Speaker 2: like someone's like I think this is me. And so 1089 00:51:16,400 --> 00:51:19,560 Speaker 2: I was already planning on like apologizing to him later 1090 00:51:19,719 --> 00:51:22,000 Speaker 2: the next day being like, I'm sorry I made that 1091 00:51:22,040 --> 00:51:23,960 Speaker 2: about me. I don't know why I thought it was. 1092 00:51:24,360 --> 00:51:26,480 Speaker 2: And then I was so happy when it ended up 1093 00:51:26,480 --> 00:51:28,200 Speaker 2: being about me, even though it was kind of annoying, 1094 00:51:28,760 --> 00:51:30,359 Speaker 2: but the people there were really nice and the guy 1095 00:51:30,400 --> 00:51:32,160 Speaker 2: that runs the place is really fun. So that was 1096 00:51:32,160 --> 00:51:35,120 Speaker 2: a good place. And then final thought, and then on 1097 00:51:35,120 --> 00:51:38,200 Speaker 2: on Sunday night, we were like, we're gonna go get 1098 00:51:38,520 --> 00:51:41,760 Speaker 2: a karaoke room, like a private one because that place 1099 00:51:41,840 --> 00:51:45,960 Speaker 2: wasn't open again. And then we realized Lisa Tragger was 1100 00:51:46,000 --> 00:51:51,520 Speaker 2: in town. My currently favorite comedian, Lisa Trager, right off 1101 00:51:51,520 --> 00:51:56,439 Speaker 2: her special Netflix special Night Owl, which I'm obsessed with, 1102 00:51:57,080 --> 00:51:59,680 Speaker 2: she was in town working at Helium, the comedy club, 1103 00:52:00,080 --> 00:52:02,399 Speaker 2: and so we texted her Sunday morning being like, oh 1104 00:52:02,400 --> 00:52:04,719 Speaker 2: my god, we're here too, and then she was like, 1105 00:52:04,800 --> 00:52:06,640 Speaker 2: oh my god, we're doing after the show and I 1106 00:52:06,800 --> 00:52:09,680 Speaker 2: We're doing a strip club karaoke and I was like, okay, 1107 00:52:09,719 --> 00:52:11,800 Speaker 2: I guess we're canceling our room. Everyone in this town's 1108 00:52:11,800 --> 00:52:14,840 Speaker 2: doing karaoke. So we went to a strip club called 1109 00:52:14,880 --> 00:52:16,200 Speaker 2: the Devil's Point. 1110 00:52:16,800 --> 00:52:22,680 Speaker 4: Devil's Point they carry trade trademarked trademark. They're the only 1111 00:52:23,080 --> 00:52:25,600 Speaker 4: club allowed to have stripper karaoke. 1112 00:52:26,320 --> 00:52:29,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, stripper oki is it's called you get on stage 1113 00:52:29,560 --> 00:52:33,400 Speaker 2: and you sing, and then a stripper strips on stage 1114 00:52:33,480 --> 00:52:35,799 Speaker 2: while you're singing. But there is like there's you know, 1115 00:52:35,880 --> 00:52:39,040 Speaker 2: the classic bar that they swing around on, then there's 1116 00:52:39,120 --> 00:52:41,400 Speaker 2: like pull up bars that they're doing all kinds of 1117 00:52:41,400 --> 00:52:47,760 Speaker 2: gymnastics on. These women are so talented, so acrobatic, so hot. 1118 00:52:48,320 --> 00:52:50,840 Speaker 2: We it was. It was a spectacle. I did not 1119 00:52:50,920 --> 00:52:53,080 Speaker 2: sing because the list was like really long, and I 1120 00:52:53,160 --> 00:52:55,600 Speaker 2: just I didn't want to be the center of attention. 1121 00:52:55,640 --> 00:52:58,160 Speaker 2: And I honestly, I don't like strip I don't like 1122 00:52:58,440 --> 00:53:03,160 Speaker 2: being touched by strippers, male or female. So it seemed like. 1123 00:53:03,120 --> 00:53:06,720 Speaker 5: A nightmare to sing, Like, yeah, truly. 1124 00:53:06,840 --> 00:53:09,440 Speaker 4: Upon walking in, I was like, there's no chance I 1125 00:53:09,480 --> 00:53:11,839 Speaker 4: would ever do karaoke this way. 1126 00:53:11,640 --> 00:53:13,960 Speaker 2: You are because they're like rubbing on you the whole time. 1127 00:53:14,280 --> 00:53:16,839 Speaker 4: Yeah, and you're beholden like in front of like it 1128 00:53:16,880 --> 00:53:19,920 Speaker 4: was packed and you have to stand at this circle 1129 00:53:20,160 --> 00:53:22,319 Speaker 4: and they do their moves and then they like like 1130 00:53:23,239 --> 00:53:25,160 Speaker 4: kind of play with you, Yeah, play with you. 1131 00:53:25,800 --> 00:53:28,200 Speaker 2: And then Sean famously said, when we said we're doing 1132 00:53:28,360 --> 00:53:30,440 Speaker 2: strip club karaoke, he goes, oh, good. I can be 1133 00:53:30,480 --> 00:53:37,080 Speaker 2: awkward in two different ways because it was like and 1134 00:53:37,120 --> 00:53:39,440 Speaker 2: so we just watched, but luckily it was it made 1135 00:53:39,520 --> 00:53:43,280 Speaker 2: karaoke watchable because these women are gorgeous and so talented 1136 00:53:43,760 --> 00:53:49,680 Speaker 2: and fully fully nude. I saw assholes. I saw a 1137 00:53:49,960 --> 00:53:54,920 Speaker 2: I saw literal women's assholes, which was also in a 1138 00:53:54,960 --> 00:53:58,239 Speaker 2: strip club, yes, right here, Yes it was. I think 1139 00:53:58,239 --> 00:54:02,719 Speaker 2: it was maybe Tommy's first time too, maybe maybe not. Yeah, 1140 00:54:02,880 --> 00:54:05,600 Speaker 2: So it was like it's but it's the best strip 1141 00:54:05,600 --> 00:54:08,720 Speaker 2: club experience because everyone there is happy doing what they're doing. 1142 00:54:09,040 --> 00:54:11,960 Speaker 2: They are really like exceptional at it. It's not something 1143 00:54:11,960 --> 00:54:14,360 Speaker 2: that they're doing because something else didn't work out or 1144 00:54:14,400 --> 00:54:17,239 Speaker 2: because there it's there wasn't a sadness to it. There 1145 00:54:17,280 --> 00:54:20,640 Speaker 2: was like a joy in the air among other things. 1146 00:54:21,600 --> 00:54:21,920 Speaker 1: It was. 1147 00:54:22,040 --> 00:54:23,480 Speaker 5: It was hot, it was heartwarming. 1148 00:54:23,560 --> 00:54:25,600 Speaker 4: It felt like it were like it felt like we 1149 00:54:25,600 --> 00:54:28,360 Speaker 4: were in like a workplace comedy and these these like 1150 00:54:28,440 --> 00:54:31,520 Speaker 4: coworkers love each other yep, and like they love the 1151 00:54:31,640 --> 00:54:34,520 Speaker 4: DJ who also it was like a like a gross 1152 00:54:34,600 --> 00:54:35,440 Speaker 4: dude who stripped. 1153 00:54:37,239 --> 00:54:40,440 Speaker 2: I mean it was there. I really it was the 1154 00:54:40,480 --> 00:54:42,840 Speaker 2: one time in my life that I've really felt like 1155 00:54:42,880 --> 00:54:44,640 Speaker 2: I was in a movie. I was like this we 1156 00:54:44,760 --> 00:54:47,919 Speaker 2: could shoot this. This is this is what they made 1157 00:54:47,960 --> 00:54:50,239 Speaker 2: Coyote Ugly look like, you know what I mean, Like 1158 00:54:50,480 --> 00:54:53,279 Speaker 2: the most fun bar in town where everyone is having 1159 00:54:53,320 --> 00:54:56,160 Speaker 2: the best time of their lives. Everyone is gorgeous, everyone 1160 00:54:56,200 --> 00:55:00,000 Speaker 2: is talented and and everyone's having a genuinely happy time. 1161 00:55:00,440 --> 00:55:04,400 Speaker 2: No one's too wasted, nothing smells like, everything looks clean, 1162 00:55:04,480 --> 00:55:08,200 Speaker 2: everyone's in a good mood like It felt like how 1163 00:55:08,520 --> 00:55:10,600 Speaker 2: this kind of place would be portrayed in a movie 1164 00:55:11,080 --> 00:55:13,080 Speaker 2: in a sensationalized way that you go, there's no way 1165 00:55:13,120 --> 00:55:14,640 Speaker 2: it's going to be like that. That's truly what this 1166 00:55:14,719 --> 00:55:17,719 Speaker 2: place was. It was awesome. I cannot wait to go back. 1167 00:55:18,000 --> 00:55:19,640 Speaker 2: I do want to sing there at some point because 1168 00:55:19,640 --> 00:55:22,799 Speaker 2: it looked really fun. But it was just everyone that 1169 00:55:22,840 --> 00:55:24,000 Speaker 2: came out to me. And then there were a lot 1170 00:55:24,000 --> 00:55:28,080 Speaker 2: of people there that knew me and and and were 1171 00:55:28,080 --> 00:55:30,040 Speaker 2: so nice and came out to me. One guy said 1172 00:55:30,040 --> 00:55:32,560 Speaker 2: he had quit drinking, but he was because of he 1173 00:55:32,560 --> 00:55:35,360 Speaker 2: heard me on Joe Rogan. He was clearly drunk, so 1174 00:55:35,400 --> 00:55:38,279 Speaker 2: that was confusing. But then he clarified that he had 1175 00:55:38,360 --> 00:55:42,680 Speaker 2: quit drinking for a year and then cool, no, of. 1176 00:55:42,680 --> 00:55:49,600 Speaker 5: Course not now, and started drinking again exactly. 1177 00:55:52,480 --> 00:55:55,360 Speaker 2: But it was really fun, and it felt like it 1178 00:55:55,400 --> 00:55:57,520 Speaker 2: felt good to go out and do things after the show. 1179 00:55:57,560 --> 00:55:59,520 Speaker 2: I mean, sometimes we have two shows and it's just 1180 00:55:59,560 --> 00:56:01,960 Speaker 2: like pot, we'll to go out because none of us drink, 1181 00:56:02,040 --> 00:56:04,160 Speaker 2: you know, like none of us are like drugging or drinking, 1182 00:56:04,200 --> 00:56:06,239 Speaker 2: and so it's like we're not the type to like 1183 00:56:06,280 --> 00:56:08,440 Speaker 2: really go out on the town. But this I felt like, 1184 00:56:08,640 --> 00:56:13,080 Speaker 2: really I felt proud of myself for like doing something. 1185 00:56:13,239 --> 00:56:16,200 Speaker 3: Yeah, experiencing the road, Like that's part of that, That's 1186 00:56:16,239 --> 00:56:18,640 Speaker 3: part of how people say they stay saying on the road. 1187 00:56:18,640 --> 00:56:21,799 Speaker 1: It's like you gotta go experience the city. Yeah, I've 1188 00:56:21,840 --> 00:56:23,760 Speaker 1: heard like Mark Norman say that or something. 1189 00:56:23,880 --> 00:56:25,960 Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, that's who I think of too, Like I 1190 00:56:25,960 --> 00:56:27,480 Speaker 2: feel like he goes out and does things. 1191 00:56:27,640 --> 00:56:28,839 Speaker 1: Yeah. 1192 00:56:28,880 --> 00:56:31,160 Speaker 2: But it was really it was really a fun weekend. 1193 00:56:31,239 --> 00:56:34,320 Speaker 2: I look forward to this weekend in Fort Lauderdale on Thursday, 1194 00:56:34,320 --> 00:56:37,799 Speaker 2: and then we're doing Boston. I'm doing six shows at 1195 00:56:37,840 --> 00:56:42,160 Speaker 2: the Wang Theater Friday, Saturday, and Sunday, and we are 1196 00:56:42,200 --> 00:56:44,960 Speaker 2: doing things during the day too. We have We've been 1197 00:56:45,000 --> 00:56:47,360 Speaker 2: invited to many different things in town because people know 1198 00:56:47,360 --> 00:56:50,640 Speaker 2: we're coming, and so that's very exciting. And I think 1199 00:56:50,640 --> 00:56:52,359 Speaker 2: my depression is lifted. To be honest with you, I'm 1200 00:56:52,360 --> 00:56:54,520 Speaker 2: feeling a little bit more clearheaded. Thank you for this 1201 00:56:55,840 --> 00:56:56,600 Speaker 2: therapy session. 1202 00:56:56,800 --> 00:56:57,160 Speaker 1: There you go. 1203 00:57:00,400 --> 00:57:02,239 Speaker 6: Are you buzzing yourself right now? Are you holding on 1204 00:57:02,320 --> 00:57:02,600 Speaker 6: to that. 1205 00:57:02,840 --> 00:57:06,279 Speaker 2: Nor you got yours? Oh my god, I need to 1206 00:57:06,280 --> 00:57:08,239 Speaker 2: go get mine. I'm gonna I gotta charge it again. 1207 00:57:08,520 --> 00:57:11,560 Speaker 2: It's so good. H Yeah, So check out the chill pill, 1208 00:57:11,600 --> 00:57:14,080 Speaker 2: if that, if that, any of that lots they to do. Yeah, 1209 00:57:14,120 --> 00:57:16,920 Speaker 2: Amazon sixty bucks totally worth it, you guys. I know 1210 00:57:16,920 --> 00:57:18,640 Speaker 2: that's maybe a price point that's like a little much. 1211 00:57:18,680 --> 00:57:21,160 Speaker 2: But it's like if you have anxiety, or you have 1212 00:57:21,240 --> 00:57:24,200 Speaker 2: moments where you're like your mind is racing with thoughts 1213 00:57:24,280 --> 00:57:26,640 Speaker 2: and you need to like you just have nothing else 1214 00:57:26,680 --> 00:57:28,840 Speaker 2: to do, and you you want to meditate, but you're 1215 00:57:28,840 --> 00:57:31,000 Speaker 2: not there yet, Like this is just something. It's almost 1216 00:57:31,040 --> 00:57:34,000 Speaker 2: like meditation that makes you focus on something that isn't 1217 00:57:34,000 --> 00:57:36,400 Speaker 2: your thoughts. Meditation makes you focus on breath. This makes 1218 00:57:36,400 --> 00:57:39,440 Speaker 2: you focus on a weird numbing like almost like your 1219 00:57:39,480 --> 00:57:42,280 Speaker 2: hands fell asleep kind of pain in your hand is 1220 00:57:42,320 --> 00:57:44,360 Speaker 2: don't you think that's the same pain, Sean. It's like 1221 00:57:44,360 --> 00:57:46,680 Speaker 2: when you like your hand starts tingling because it fell asleep. 1222 00:57:46,840 --> 00:57:49,000 Speaker 4: Yeah, it definitely pins and needles and I kind of 1223 00:57:49,080 --> 00:57:49,920 Speaker 4: always love that. 1224 00:57:50,400 --> 00:57:54,640 Speaker 2: Uh yeah, all right, so check it out. Thank you 1225 00:57:54,640 --> 00:57:57,280 Speaker 2: for listening. We'll see you again tomorrow. Don't be good bye. 1226 00:58:00,280 --> 00:58:03,160 Speaker 2: The Nicki Glazer Podcast is a production by Will Ferrell's 1227 00:58:03,160 --> 00:58:06,600 Speaker 2: Big Money Players and iHeart Podcasts. 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