WEBVTT - #346 Maggie Freleng with Amanda Busse

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<v Speaker 1>When Amanda Bussy was seventeen, her home life was spinning

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<v Speaker 1>out of control. Her father was abusive to her and

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<v Speaker 1>her siblings, and her mother had just died in a

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<v Speaker 1>car wreck. So when Larry Declue asked her to run

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<v Speaker 1>away with him, she jumped at the chance, even though

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<v Speaker 1>he was nearly twice her age.

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<v Speaker 2>In my mind, he was kind of like a superhero,

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<v Speaker 2>you know. He took me away from all the abuse

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<v Speaker 2>and stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>But soon after she moved in with Larry, she started

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<v Speaker 1>to notice suspicious behavior. One night, after they went to bed.

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<v Speaker 2>I remember being woke up by someone banging on a

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<v Speaker 2>window and they wanted Larry to go hunting with them. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>so it didn't make no damn sense to me. He

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<v Speaker 2>didn't come back until eleven o'clock that morning.

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<v Speaker 1>Not long after that, she and Larry were out driving

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<v Speaker 1>with Larry's niece, Melissa.

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<v Speaker 2>Melissa starts jumping up and down. This is where it happened.

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<v Speaker 2>This is where it happened. Unc Larry, I'm like, what

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<v Speaker 2>the heck, what are you talking about? What's the matter?

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I wanted didn't know what the heck was

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<v Speaker 2>going on. That's when I realized something happened.

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<v Speaker 1>Amanda didn't put the pieces together until a few years later, when,

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<v Speaker 1>to her surprise, she was arrested for the brutal murder

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<v Speaker 1>of a local woman.

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<v Speaker 2>My name is Amanda Bussy. I was convicted of a

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<v Speaker 2>second degree murder. I've been incarcerated for almost twenty years.

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<v Speaker 1>From Lava for good. This is wrongful conviction with Maggie

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<v Speaker 1>Freeling today, Amanda Bussy. Amanda Bussy was born February twelfth,

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<v Speaker 1>nineteen eighty in Sullivan, Missouri, to Lisa and Kenny. She's

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<v Speaker 1>the oldest of their five kids. Although they grew up

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<v Speaker 1>poor in rural Missouri, Amanda remembers there were some good times.

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<v Speaker 2>Like on Christmas. You know, my dad would take us

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<v Speaker 2>out and you'd throw us in the snow. We'd all

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<v Speaker 2>just laugh, you know. He put us on the sled

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<v Speaker 2>and push us down the hill, or he'd go down

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<v Speaker 2>with us whenever he was younger.

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<v Speaker 3>We were very close during our adolescence.

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<v Speaker 1>This is Amanda's aunt Mary Paint. She's Amanda's mom's sister

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<v Speaker 1>and actually two years younger than Amanda. The two of

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<v Speaker 1>them grew up more like siblings than aunt Nice.

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<v Speaker 3>We would go to church together on Sundays, we would

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<v Speaker 3>walk home together after school. Or my dad had a

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<v Speaker 3>furniture store, so her mother, my sister worked in the

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<v Speaker 3>store with my dad sometimes, so we would walk to

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<v Speaker 3>the furniture store and there was a back room so

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<v Speaker 3>we would choreograph dances and perform them for our family.

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<v Speaker 3>We always would go on adventures in the woods, making treehouses,

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<v Speaker 3>creating time capsules. We were both heavily involved in music,

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<v Speaker 3>so we were inquired together a lot. She loved to

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<v Speaker 3>get up in church and sing. She really connected to

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<v Speaker 3>music and used that as an outlet. I believe.

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<v Speaker 1>That is an outlet for what was happening in Amanda's

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<v Speaker 1>home life, which was challenging for a young girl.

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<v Speaker 2>It was. It was a pretty hard life. You know.

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<v Speaker 2>My mom was sick grown up. She had congest of

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<v Speaker 2>heart failure and thyroid problems, and she just kept gaining

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<v Speaker 2>weight gaining weight, you know, and eventually she just wasn't

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<v Speaker 2>able to get around and do much with herself. She

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<v Speaker 2>couldn't do things like cutting her toe nows and shaving

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<v Speaker 2>her legs and you know, stuff like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Her mother eventually had to stop working at the furniture

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<v Speaker 1>store because of her condition and Amanda stepped into the

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<v Speaker 1>role of a parent.

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<v Speaker 2>It was like trying to help mom do everything for

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<v Speaker 2>her and then happened to do for the other kids,

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<v Speaker 2>getting them ready for school, cooking dinner.

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<v Speaker 1>Amanda's father, Kenny, worked various jobs, but she doesn't remember

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<v Speaker 1>any of them lasting long.

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<v Speaker 2>My dad, he just he quit working and then he

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<v Speaker 2>just start selling his drugs. He'd go from this place

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<v Speaker 2>to that place, and eventually he just whenever he was home,

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<v Speaker 2>they'd be all we'd have house full of people, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>The Bussy home became a revolving door of people buying

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<v Speaker 1>and selling drugs, particularly meth. It was rumored that Kenny

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<v Speaker 1>controlled the local drug trade and ruled with violence and intimidation.

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<v Speaker 2>We started realizing, hey, you know, Dad's not who we

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<v Speaker 2>thought he was, you know, and whenever he'd start coming

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<v Speaker 2>down off of drugs, you know, he start hitting us

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<v Speaker 2>and stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>It took me a while to figure out that things

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<v Speaker 3>at her house weren't very good.

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<v Speaker 1>This is Mary again.

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<v Speaker 3>When I was there, I would notice there were sometimes

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<v Speaker 3>strange people there. My nieces would tell me, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>about their dad being abusive toward them. It just wasn't

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<v Speaker 3>a good environment.

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<v Speaker 1>Which is why Mary's parents wouldn't allow her to stay

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<v Speaker 1>at Amanda's often.

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<v Speaker 3>My parents knew that her father was selling drugs, and

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<v Speaker 3>they tried to be a good influence on my sister

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<v Speaker 3>and her husband. They tried to minimize anything that they

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<v Speaker 3>were aware of. They tried to correct, but a lot

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<v Speaker 3>was hidden from them.

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<v Speaker 1>At one point, Amanda's sisters were so distraught they tried

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<v Speaker 1>to run away, but that only made their situation worse.

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<v Speaker 3>Their dad figured out where they were and he beat

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<v Speaker 3>them so horribly. Whenever he found them, he punched one

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<v Speaker 3>of them in the face and broke their nose. I

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<v Speaker 3>don't understand how someone could do that to their child.

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<v Speaker 3>I think that that person has to be completely void

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<v Speaker 3>of soul or you know, I just don't understand. That's

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<v Speaker 3>I can't comprehend it.

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<v Speaker 1>But Kenny's abuse towards his family, particularly Amanda, went far

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<v Speaker 1>beyond a punch in the face. When Amanda was around thirteen,

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<v Speaker 1>her father started sexually abusing her, and so did his

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<v Speaker 1>friends who would often come by to buy drugs.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, someone would end up stay in there, or

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<v Speaker 2>they'd sneak into the room, end up having sex. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>it just it's we shouldn't have been taking an advantage

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<v Speaker 2>like that.

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<v Speaker 3>Were any of your other siblings being abused, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Can't say for sure.

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<v Speaker 4>For sure, I would see little little things like Dad

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<v Speaker 4>paying them more attention or something, and then I tried

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<v Speaker 4>to like take away that attention.

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<v Speaker 2>I kind of went out of my way from my

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<v Speaker 2>brothers and sisters a lot because I didn't want them.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't want my dad getting to them like that.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, even though Mary was also a child when

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<v Speaker 1>all of this was happening, she tried her best to

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<v Speaker 1>stand up for her family.

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<v Speaker 3>About fifth grade, I started going to my school counselor

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<v Speaker 3>and telling them, somebody needs to do something because my

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<v Speaker 3>nieces are being sexually abused, they're being physically abused, and

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<v Speaker 3>you know, in fifth grader words, right. I was worried

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<v Speaker 3>about backlash from their parents, but my parents protected me

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<v Speaker 3>very well, and I had a wonderful home life, and

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<v Speaker 3>I just couldn't even understand or fathom really what was

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<v Speaker 3>happening to them. I don't think she's ever even told

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<v Speaker 3>me half of the stuff that actually happened, but I've

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<v Speaker 3>heard from her sisters things that have happened to them

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<v Speaker 3>as well, So I just know that the sexual and

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<v Speaker 3>physical abuse was rampant.

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<v Speaker 1>Amanda felt utterly alone and helpless.

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<v Speaker 5>People getting worse and worse.

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<v Speaker 2>And of course, you know, I don't remember stuff like

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<v Speaker 2>that when I'm a kid, had am I supposed to know?

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<v Speaker 5>You know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 2>Like, I don't know the truth about a lot in

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<v Speaker 2>my life. You know, I questioned all my life that,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, why mom let us, why mom will didn't

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<v Speaker 2>do anything up. My mom knew something was going on.

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<v Speaker 2>She did ask me one time, and I was honest

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<v Speaker 2>with her about it, and she kicked my dad out,

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<v Speaker 2>but it didn't last. It was like for two weeks,

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<v Speaker 2>and then I found out that my mom was just

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<v Speaker 2>as scared of my dad as I was. There's a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of stuff that I didn't know until I got older.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, see, your mom was being abused by your

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<v Speaker 1>dad too.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>Absolutely.

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<v Speaker 1>The abuse that Amanda and her siblings were suffering was

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<v Speaker 1>reported to the Department of Family Services by their schools,

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<v Speaker 1>but it wasn't much help.

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<v Speaker 2>There was a point in time in my life where

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<v Speaker 2>where we had to go see the shrinks and stuff,

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<v Speaker 2>and they like made us play with dolls, tell us

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<v Speaker 2>where we was touched and stuff. That I remember growing up.

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<v Speaker 2>I remember Family Services being called a few times by Knie.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know what for when I was too young,

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<v Speaker 2>but we knew better not to say nothing like drugs

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<v Speaker 2>and nothing about the drugs in the house. We knew

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<v Speaker 2>better than that. You know, there was consequences if we

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<v Speaker 2>was said anything like that, Like my mom was like,

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<v Speaker 2>do you want to go to DFS? You know, stuff

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<v Speaker 2>like that.

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<v Speaker 3>The counselors could only do so much because once they

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<v Speaker 3>were in the counselor's office, they would not tell them

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<v Speaker 3>what was going on. It was just me saying it.

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<v Speaker 3>You know. They felt scared, they were afraid. They were

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<v Speaker 3>too afraid.

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<v Speaker 2>We had to grow up fast, you know. It just

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<v Speaker 2>took a toll on us a lot.

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<v Speaker 1>By ninth grade, Amanda had dropped out of school, and

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<v Speaker 1>then when she was seventeen, her mother died suddenly in

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<v Speaker 1>a car wreck.

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<v Speaker 2>After my mom passed away, ninety seven is when everything

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<v Speaker 2>went downhill. It's just one thing after another. This is

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<v Speaker 2>a really really bad year.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, So tell me about that. After your mom passes,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, everything goes to how I know this is

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<v Speaker 1>when Larry came into your life. So tell me a

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<v Speaker 1>bit about.

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<v Speaker 2>That so to me. I mean, at first, like I

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<v Speaker 2>I thought I had a good relationship. Larry was he

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<v Speaker 2>was nice to me.

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<v Speaker 1>Larry Declue was thirty two, fifteen years older than Amanda

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<v Speaker 1>and a drug associate of her father's. He was at

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<v Speaker 1>the house one time when he saw Kenny physically assaulting her.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I was in my dad's room and my

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<v Speaker 2>dad started, you know, pressing all against me and had

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<v Speaker 2>me against the door, and Larry walks past when and

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<v Speaker 2>he's seeing me push some dad off of me.

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<v Speaker 1>Larry and Kenny then went outside and had a talk.

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<v Speaker 2>Larry come back and he had asked me if I

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<v Speaker 2>just if I wanted to run away with him, if

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<v Speaker 2>I just wanted to leave with him, and I was

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<v Speaker 2>all for it, you know, I was. I was just

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<v Speaker 2>ready to go at that point. I was ready to

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<v Speaker 2>get out of the house and just tired of everything.

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<v Speaker 2>And I ended up leaving with him. In my mind,

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<v Speaker 2>he was kind of like a superhero, you know. He

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<v Speaker 2>took me away from all the.

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<v Speaker 5>Abuse and stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>So I thought I loved him. I didn't know any.

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<v Speaker 1>Better, you know, But Mary saw Larry de Clue very

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<v Speaker 1>differently to me.

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<v Speaker 3>He is the most frightening person I've ever met in

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<v Speaker 3>my life. I was young, and I just could just

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<v Speaker 3>looking at him just as eyes. He had crazy eyes,

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<v Speaker 3>and he had this aura around him that was frightening.

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<v Speaker 3>And I think that when he came into the picture,

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<v Speaker 3>I think that things took a horrible turn.

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<v Speaker 1>About a year after they met, Amanda and Larry got

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<v Speaker 1>married and had their first child, Larry Jr. After this,

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<v Speaker 1>Larry became abusive.

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<v Speaker 2>It was so bad, like I couldn't even go in

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<v Speaker 2>Walmart to get divers without him accusing me of going

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<v Speaker 2>inside to meet somebody to do something with them, and

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<v Speaker 2>then I would risk, you know, getting beat on and

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<v Speaker 2>stuff like that, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And it wasn't just Amanda. Larry was abusing.

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<v Speaker 2>I remember there was a time after I had had

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<v Speaker 2>little Larry, when he was a baby. Larry was holding

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<v Speaker 2>the baby, and you know, the baby he wouldn't stop crying.

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<v Speaker 2>He wouldn't stop crying. And I turned the corner coming

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<v Speaker 2>into the living room and I seen Larry like kind

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<v Speaker 2>of throw him hard on the couch, and that's when

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<v Speaker 2>I freaked out real bad, and I'm like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 2>what are you doing? And then he grabs me by

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<v Speaker 2>the hair, and he bashes my head into the ground

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<v Speaker 2>and he said, you stupid being. I went to Grandma's

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<v Speaker 2>a few times that he came right behind me and

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<v Speaker 2>there was no leaving. You know, he was going to

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<v Speaker 2>make sure of that.

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<v Speaker 1>Amanda was stuck back in a familiar pattern with no escape.

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<v Speaker 3>He threatened to bury her. He threatened at one point

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<v Speaker 3>to kill her and bury her and cement and build

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<v Speaker 3>a house on top of it so no one would

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<v Speaker 3>ever find her body.

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<v Speaker 1>other support to underrepresented communities and individuals. In November of

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<v Speaker 1>nineteen ninety seven, Diane Coleman went out for the day

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<v Speaker 1>as she usually did. The thirty two year old suffered

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<v Speaker 1>from schizophrenia and lived at a care facility near Sullivan,

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<v Speaker 1>where Amanda's family lived. Diane was allowed to come and

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<v Speaker 1>go from the facility as she pleased, and she usually

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<v Speaker 1>left in the morning and returned at night. But on

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<v Speaker 1>November eleventh, nineteen ninety seven, Diane never returned to the

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<v Speaker 1>care center. Days later, her body was found floating in

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<v Speaker 1>the nearby Merrimec River. An autopsy revealed that she had

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<v Speaker 1>been brutally beaten to death by different blunt objects. Investigators

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<v Speaker 1>ruled her death a homicide. This evening would later become

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<v Speaker 1>significant to Amanda, but she only remembers it because of

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<v Speaker 1>what happened at home that night.

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<v Speaker 2>I remember being woke up by someone banging on a window,

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<v Speaker 2>and they wanted Larry to go hunting with them.

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<v Speaker 1>Larry left and ended up staying out all night. He

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<v Speaker 1>didn't come home until eleven the next morning. Amanda thought

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<v Speaker 1>that was strange. They usually went everywhere together.

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<v Speaker 2>So it just didn't make no damn sense to me,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I don't know, there's just certain things that

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<v Speaker 2>wasn't adding up.

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<v Speaker 1>Ten days later, seventeen year old Jeremy Payne was brought

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<v Speaker 1>into the police station and questioned about his knowledge of

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<v Speaker 1>Diane's murder. Jeremy knew Diane through his father, who was

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<v Speaker 1>in a relationship with her. In a taped confession, Jeremy

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<v Speaker 1>said that he, Amanda's father, Kenny, and two young women

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<v Speaker 1>named Angela Cody and Melissa O'Brien were all complicit in

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<v Speaker 1>Diane's murder. According to Jeremy, they were all riding in

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<v Speaker 1>a van when they accidentally hit a woman on the

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<v Speaker 1>side of the road. They got out to see what happened.

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<v Speaker 1>Then the group beat her, raped her, and left her

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<v Speaker 1>in the woods. Amanda knew both Melissa and Angela, Melissa

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<v Speaker 1>was Larry's niece. Once she heard the news of Jeremy's confession,

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<v Speaker 1>Amanda recalled something that happened not too long after Diane's

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<v Speaker 1>body was found. She and Melissa were all out driving together.

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<v Speaker 1>They were on Highway N near the Merrimack River, and.

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<v Speaker 2>Melissa starts jumping up and down. This is where it happened.

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<v Speaker 2>This is where it happened. Uncle Larry. I'm like, what

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<v Speaker 2>the heck, what are you talking about? What's the matter?

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<v Speaker 2>You know? And we just keep on going and I

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<v Speaker 2>want didn't know what the heck was going on. That's

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<v Speaker 2>when I realized something happened. I didn't know what happened.

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<v Speaker 2>Something happened.

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<v Speaker 1>However, Larry wasn't part of Jeremy's story, and he was

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<v Speaker 1>not arrested for the murder with the others. Jeremy Payne

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<v Speaker 1>was convicted and sentenced to life without parole based on

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<v Speaker 1>his confession. The charges against Amanda's father were dropped, and

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<v Speaker 1>Melissa and Angela both took immunity deals. The following year,

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<v Speaker 1>Amanda and Larry had another child, named Felicia. Amanda tried

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<v Speaker 1>to be the best mom she could be despite her

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<v Speaker 1>harrowing home life with Larry. By the end of nineteen

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<v Speaker 1>ninety nine, Amanda's thirteen year old brother, Kenny Junior, also

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<v Speaker 1>known as Buddy, moved in with her and Larry. He

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<v Speaker 1>didn't want to live with her father anymore, and Amanda

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<v Speaker 1>knew he had nowhere else to go. One day, Amanda

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<v Speaker 1>returned home after running some errands. She had left Buddy

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<v Speaker 1>to watch over the kids, including Larry's niece Adrian.

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<v Speaker 2>I remember I picked up Adrian and she would be like, ow,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I could tell something was wrong, mind you.

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<v Speaker 2>She's three years old at the time, Okay, So I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>what's the matter, baby? And then she'd kind of touch

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<v Speaker 2>herself down there and she say it hurts, and so

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<v Speaker 2>Amama was to pick her up, and I started to

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<v Speaker 2>take her bridges off on the couch and then she

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<v Speaker 2>just start crying. I'm like, what the heck man? I thought, Okay, well,

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<v Speaker 2>maybe she fell and she hurt herself, you know, but

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<v Speaker 2>she was rubbed roll down there and I looked looked

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<v Speaker 2>at her. I'm like, honey, I said, what happened. She's

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<v Speaker 2>telling Aunt Mandy what happened baby? And when she that

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<v Speaker 2>Buddy Buddy, and I mean, right then and there, I knew.

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<v Speaker 1>Buddy had sexually assaulted three year old Adrian. Amanda then

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<v Speaker 1>realized my dad.

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<v Speaker 2>Got to him too, you know, I didn't know. So

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<v Speaker 2>I had to make one of the hardest decisions there

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<v Speaker 2>in my life, you know, to kick my brother out,

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<v Speaker 2>knowing he had nowhere to go.

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<v Speaker 1>Amanda also reported Buddy to authorities, but that decision would

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<v Speaker 1>lead to consequences she could never have imagined. In January

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<v Speaker 1>of two thousand, Buddy was facing charges in juvenile court

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<v Speaker 1>for the molestation of Larry's niece, and while police were

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<v Speaker 1>questioning him about it, he dropped a bombshell, not about

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<v Speaker 1>the molestation, but about the night of Diane Coleman's murder.

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<v Speaker 6>He told the police that he would tell the police

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<v Speaker 6>what really happened in the murder if they would essentially

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<v Speaker 6>drop the charges or lesson the charges against him.

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<v Speaker 1>This is Anne Garrety rathert. She's the director of the

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<v Speaker 1>Willow Project, which focuses on the wrongful convictions of women

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<v Speaker 1>and girls.

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<v Speaker 6>And so, since he had been living with Amanda and

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<v Speaker 6>Larry and they kicked him out when they learned this

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<v Speaker 6>about the abuse and turned him over to the police,

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<v Speaker 6>he said that they were the ones who had in

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<v Speaker 6>fact committed the crime. So then the story he told

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<v Speaker 6>was that he was a slate at his grandmother's house

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<v Speaker 6>and that Amanda and the people who Jeremy had said

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<v Speaker 6>were in the car came to pick him up to

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<v Speaker 6>take him to like a birthday celebration late at night.

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<v Speaker 1>Remember, Jeremy is the young man who first confessed to

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<v Speaker 1>Diane's murder and was serving a life without parole sentence.

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<v Speaker 1>In the story he told police Melissa O'Brien, Angela Cody, himself,

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<v Speaker 1>and Kenny Bussey were all present that night. Jeremy never

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<v Speaker 1>mentioned Buddy, Larry or Amanda, but now Buddy was telling

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<v Speaker 1>police that he was actually in the car, that Larry

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<v Speaker 1>and Amanda were there too, and that his dad, Kenny

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<v Speaker 1>was not. He went on to say.

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<v Speaker 6>That they gave him LSD and he fell asleep. That

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<v Speaker 6>was his story. So then the next thing he said

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<v Speaker 6>was that he woke up and no one else was

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<v Speaker 6>in the van, and he got out of the van

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<v Speaker 6>to see what was going on, and he saw a

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<v Speaker 6>woman lying in the road, and he saw the rest

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<v Speaker 6>of the people from the car standing around her and

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<v Speaker 6>beating her with objects. He says that they told him

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<v Speaker 6>to do the same, and he ran back to the

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<v Speaker 6>van and did not, but he saw Amanda specifically hit

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<v Speaker 6>the woman with multiple objects.

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<v Speaker 1>Buddy also said he saw Larry hit the woman multiple times,

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<v Speaker 1>and even though Jeremy Paine had pinpointed Kenny as a

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<v Speaker 1>fellow perpetrator, Buddy claims his father was not involved.

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<v Speaker 6>So this is where the situation comes in where he

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<v Speaker 6>perhaps is trying to protect his father as well. That

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<v Speaker 6>also probably had to do with his fear of his

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<v Speaker 6>father having also been horrifically abused by his father. So,

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<v Speaker 6>you know, all of these things are so convoluted by

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<v Speaker 6>the threats and the intimidation and the violence going on.

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<v Speaker 1>In the spring of two thousand, Larry de'clue was arrested

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<v Speaker 1>and charged with first degree murder. Amanda was also arrested,

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<v Speaker 1>but was released due to lack of evidence. Around this,

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<v Speaker 1>Amanda also found out she was never actually married to Larry,

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<v Speaker 1>he never finalized the papers. She also learned a shocking

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<v Speaker 1>truth about the man she'd once seen as a superhero

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<v Speaker 1>whisking her away from her abusive father.

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<v Speaker 2>It wasn't until later and then I found out my

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<v Speaker 2>dad had sold me to Larry for drugs.

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<v Speaker 1>With Larry finally out of her life, Amanda tried to

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<v Speaker 1>move forward. She entered into another relationship and had her

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<v Speaker 1>third child, Katie. Meanwhile, the police still had Amanda in

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<v Speaker 1>their sights. Soon after Buddy's conversation with police and Larry's arrest,

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<v Speaker 1>Buddy recanted his statements, but police would not accept that,

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<v Speaker 1>and he was then threatened with perjury.

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<v Speaker 2>He did come forward and he said a sad, many

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<v Speaker 2>lie and he wrote a statement saying, please tell my

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<v Speaker 2>sister Mee and that I'm sorry for lying on her.

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<v Speaker 2>I just tried to clear my dad's name.

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<v Speaker 1>And in two thousand and three, based on her brother's

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<v Speaker 1>initial statements alone, Amanda was arrested for the murder of

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<v Speaker 1>Diane Coleman. What was that like for you?

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<v Speaker 5>It was devastating.

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<v Speaker 2>So that was my babye brother, and that I helped.

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<v Speaker 4>You know.

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<v Speaker 5>I didn't understand why he was lying, and I.

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<v Speaker 2>Knew, and it just it was everything hit me at once.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, why would he do that? You know, why

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<v Speaker 2>why something happened to where he's saying something like that.

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<v Speaker 2>But I love him, and I know that he was

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<v Speaker 2>youngest and they scared him into saying whatever they wanted

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<v Speaker 2>him to say. And I know that.

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<v Speaker 1>From the beginning, Amanda has maintained her innocence and because

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<v Speaker 1>of that, she opted to go to trial.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I knew God wasn't gonna let me go

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<v Speaker 2>down for something that I didn't do. They couldn't. They

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<v Speaker 2>couldn't possibly hang me up for something I didn't do.

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<v Speaker 2>They had nothing on me, you know, And this is

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<v Speaker 2>where my mind was set.

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<v Speaker 1>Amanda's defense attorney was public defender David Bruns and Garretty

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<v Speaker 1>rathert remembers reading the transcript of the.

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<v Speaker 6>Trial, and to be honest, I was a little alarmed

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<v Speaker 6>when I saw that the defense put on by the

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<v Speaker 6>public defender lasted three minutes in length, which obviously seems

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<v Speaker 6>grossly inadequate.

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<v Speaker 1>But Anne dug deeper and saw that Bruns actually did

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<v Speaker 1>the best job he could given the circumstances.

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<v Speaker 6>There really isn't a defense that can be put on

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<v Speaker 6>effectively when someone is completely, factually innocent and in fact

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<v Speaker 6>wasn't even at the crime scene, nor knows anything about

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<v Speaker 6>the crime scene. You know, since three years had passed

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<v Speaker 6>at the time she was implicated, and almost six years

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<v Speaker 6>by the time she went to trial, you know, who

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<v Speaker 6>of us could remember on any given day what we

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<v Speaker 6>were doing and who we were with six years prior

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<v Speaker 6>to that moment, right, there are no witnesses who will

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<v Speaker 6>say she wasn't there, So there really isn't a good

0:27:44.680 --> 0:27:46.119
<v Speaker 6>defense that can even be put on.

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<v Speaker 1>Bruns and Amanda were convinced the prosecution's case was extremely weak.

0:27:52.359 --> 0:27:55.920
<v Speaker 1>Brunn said all the prosecution had was the testimony of Buddy,

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<v Speaker 1>who by then was seventeen. But Buddy recanted again, this

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<v Speaker 1>time on the witness stand under cross examination by the defense.

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<v Speaker 6>So he did a good job of asking him questions

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<v Speaker 6>that I believed poke holes in everything he said. The

0:28:11.480 --> 0:28:15.359
<v Speaker 6>evidence was so poor and the public defender poked so

0:28:15.359 --> 0:28:19.159
<v Speaker 6>many holes in the testimony of Buddy. It almost seemed

0:28:19.200 --> 0:28:22.920
<v Speaker 6>like a foregone conclusion that she would be declared innocent.

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<v Speaker 1>But that's not what happened. Do you know how long

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<v Speaker 1>the jury deliberated.

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<v Speaker 6>For less than two hours?

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<v Speaker 3>Wow?

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<v Speaker 1>Wow. On May twenty seventh, two thousand and four, Amanda

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<v Speaker 1>was found guilty and convicted of second degree murder. She

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<v Speaker 1>was sentenced to twenty five years in prison.

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<v Speaker 2>I was devastated. I didn't know what, you know.

0:28:51.160 --> 0:28:52.040
<v Speaker 5>I was mad at.

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<v Speaker 2>Everybody around me, like what how could they do this?

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<v Speaker 1>At the time of Amanda's conviction, she had three children,

0:29:10.440 --> 0:29:13.680
<v Speaker 1>Larry Junior and Felicia went with Larry's family, but she

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<v Speaker 1>made the difficult decision to put her youngest child, Katie,

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<v Speaker 1>up for adoption. During the first years of her sentence,

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<v Speaker 1>Amanda didn't communicate much with her family, But in twenty thirteen,

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<v Speaker 1>when Amanda got her ged, her sisters and Mary traveled

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<v Speaker 1>to the prison for the ceremony.

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<v Speaker 2>And I was chosen to give the see the speaker

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<v Speaker 2>for everybody, kind of like Valvictorian, And they kind of

0:29:43.080 --> 0:29:47.480
<v Speaker 2>surprised me when they came up there after all these years,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, And that's kind of like my whole life

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<v Speaker 2>just classed before in my eyes, you know, because we

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<v Speaker 2>all conspected.

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<v Speaker 1>And then just a couple of years later, Amanda got

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<v Speaker 1>some more good news the Willow Project was going to

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<v Speaker 1>take on her case.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, the very first thing I thought was that.

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<v Speaker 5>Someone actually believed me, believed in me, and was there

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<v Speaker 5>to help me.

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<v Speaker 6>I thought that the case had all the same sort

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<v Speaker 6>of issues as other cases that I had read about

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<v Speaker 6>where people were wrongfully convicted, no forensic evidence, and the

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<v Speaker 6>only evidence that was presented at trial was the testimony

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<v Speaker 6>of an incentivized informant, and that was literally the only

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<v Speaker 6>evidence against her several years after the murder, when no

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<v Speaker 6>one had ever implicated her before or indicated any involvement

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<v Speaker 6>on her part up to that point. So all of

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<v Speaker 6>the those things led me to believe that her case

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<v Speaker 6>was at least problematic, if not that she was literally innocent.

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<v Speaker 1>Amanda has run out of appeal opportunities, so Anne and

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<v Speaker 1>the Willow Project are diligently working on finding new evidence

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<v Speaker 1>to get her case back in court. In the meantime,

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<v Speaker 1>Amanda is now nearing the end of her twenty five

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<v Speaker 1>year prison sentence. She was granted parole and will be

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<v Speaker 1>released in early twenty twenty five. Amanda plans to live

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<v Speaker 1>with Mary, who is thrilled to have her best friend

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<v Speaker 1>and niece back in her life.

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<v Speaker 3>I want people to know that she is a good person.

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<v Speaker 3>She wanted to be a good mother and be there

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<v Speaker 3>for her children. I want them to know that she's

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<v Speaker 3>innocent of this crime that she has given her life for,

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<v Speaker 3>and she's a victim of evil and terrible circumstances.

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<v Speaker 1>Amanda can't know for sure who killed Diane Coleman. She

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<v Speaker 1>just knows that she didn't. And to this day, Mary

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<v Speaker 1>blames everything Buddy did and everything that happened to Amanda

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<v Speaker 1>on their father, Kenny.

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<v Speaker 3>Who I also think is one of the most evil

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<v Speaker 3>people I've ever met. I just can't stress enough how

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<v Speaker 3>he ruined. He really ruined their lives. He stole their

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<v Speaker 3>lives from them. I fully hold him accountable for that.

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<v Speaker 1>Although her time in prison will be coming to an end,

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<v Speaker 1>Amanda knows she has a long road of healing ahead

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<v Speaker 1>of her. One thing that helps is putting her feelings

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<v Speaker 1>down on paper.

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<v Speaker 5>I have a poem that I wrote. Would it be

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<v Speaker 5>okay if that I read it?

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<v Speaker 3>Please?

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<v Speaker 2>I wrote it in twenty twelve, called There's no life

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<v Speaker 2>without hope. Imagine being said a teen, trying so hard

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<v Speaker 2>not to be bad and putting your trust into that

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<v Speaker 2>number one man that you loved so dear, that man

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<v Speaker 2>you call Dad. Then one night everything went wrong. Scared

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<v Speaker 2>and alone, trying your best just to hold on, getting

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<v Speaker 2>locked up for first degree murder, asking him, Daddy, why

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<v Speaker 2>did you hurt her? Telling myself I'm going to get

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<v Speaker 2>out because in God, I had no doubt. How can

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<v Speaker 2>they give me twenty five years? I couldn't see that far,

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<v Speaker 2>my eyes filled with tears, begging my daddy please tell

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<v Speaker 2>the truth.

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<v Speaker 5>But he wouldn't and I had no proof.

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<v Speaker 2>Imagine how hard it was to trust anyone else.

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<v Speaker 5>All I could see is they were out for themselves.

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<v Speaker 2>There. I was on my knees, asking God, how can

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<v Speaker 2>this be?

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<v Speaker 5>Where's the justice in his crime?

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<v Speaker 2>My dad's out there, I'm doing his time.

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<v Speaker 5>Finally I see it.

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<v Speaker 2>My eyes are now open, and God said, child, you

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<v Speaker 2>can't stop hoping.

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<v Speaker 5>God put an angel into my life. She's helped heal

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<v Speaker 5>the pain and get through the strife. You've helped me

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<v Speaker 5>get past all the hurtful flinches and most of all

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<v Speaker 5>you've taken away, these senses. You know who you are,

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<v Speaker 5>and I thank you so much for the one person

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<v Speaker 5>in this world I know I can trust.

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<v Speaker 1>To find out more about the Willow Project and how

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<v Speaker 1>to help support wrongfully convicted women like Amanda, go to

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<v Speaker 1>Willow Project stl dot org. Next time, on Wrongful Conviction

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<v Speaker 1>with Maggie Freeling, Tala Lalay Edwards.

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<v Speaker 6>He's saying, now something happened. You shook the baby or something,

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<v Speaker 6>And I'm like, shake the baby?

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<v Speaker 4>What are you talking about here?

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<v Speaker 2>Like TJ man bag you Like if I.

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<v Speaker 6>Was a kid and you're over here like shaking me out,

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<v Speaker 6>I'll be in the same position.

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<v Speaker 2>Derek Sam, I'm like, what.

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