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Speaker 1: The Nicky Glazer podcasts Me Nicky, Welcome to the show

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Speaker 1: in the The The Layser podcast. This is a special edition

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Speaker 1: Monday Halloween one. I'm recording this on a Sunday. I Um,

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Speaker 1: I did not have time to get the whole game

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Speaker 1: together today to do a podcast, So this is going

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Speaker 1: to be just me recording solo as much as I

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Speaker 1: can while I am trying to fit it in throughout

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Speaker 1: my day. Today. I just landed from st Wait where

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Speaker 1: was I? Oh? God, Sioux Falls. I flew out of

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Speaker 1: South Dakota. I performed in Iowa this weekend, two different

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Speaker 1: shows on twoffer, two different sides of the state. Flew

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Speaker 1: into town flight delays. I've been traveling to this this morning.

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Speaker 1: It's now quarter to six, it's go to to six,

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Speaker 1: and I am number six in line to get a

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Speaker 1: COVID test. So right now I'm waiting to find out

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Speaker 1: UM the urgent Care down the street, UM when they

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Speaker 1: can fit me in because I have to get a

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Speaker 1: COVID test because tomorrow I have to go to Boston

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Speaker 1: for one doctor's appointment. You heard me right, I have

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Speaker 1: to fly to this. I've done this now twice, where

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Speaker 1: I fly to Boston I'm flying in at nine am

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Speaker 1: and then or I land at nine am and then

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Speaker 1: I fly out at three to go back to Los

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Speaker 1: Angeles all for one appointment for my post op with

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Speaker 1: my vocal chord surgeon. And um, I have to get

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Speaker 1: a COVID test before I go do it, so I

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Speaker 1: have to go to this urgent care. It can't be

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Speaker 1: one of the ones you do at home. UM, it

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Speaker 1: has to be a PCR. So it's annoying. I feel

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Speaker 1: like I'm in one again and I don't like it.

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Speaker 1: But it's Halloween tonight, Um, Sunday night. I just flew

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Speaker 1: in and I landed, and I'm going to a concert tonight.

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Speaker 1: My boyfriend's brothers band, Ludo l U d O is

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Speaker 1: um a big deal and they're performing at the Pageant,

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Speaker 1: which is the cool venue in town and they do

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Speaker 1: like shows all all weekend. And so I'm going to

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Speaker 1: that tonight with my parents, and I think Andrew might

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Speaker 1: be going with Brenna. I'm not sure. Um. Yeah, So

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Speaker 1: I'm just trying to record this podcast as fast as possible,

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Speaker 1: which you can't, like rush a podcast. It has to

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Speaker 1: be a certain amount of time. But I wish I

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Speaker 1: had more time. Um, but I'm just gonna keep checking

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Speaker 1: my position in line. This is the way I work.

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Speaker 1: Everything is streamlined so that I don't wait anywhere I'm

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Speaker 1: I love that you get to check your position in

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Speaker 1: line at the urgent care. I signed up to be

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Speaker 1: in line while I was in Chicago on my way over.

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Speaker 1: I started at number nine. I'm now number five and

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Speaker 1: that was two hours ago. So um yeah, not looking

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Speaker 1: good to be done. I was supposed to fit in

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Speaker 1: a podcast before now and then you guys don't care,

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Speaker 1: who cares? Um, All all I know is that I

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Speaker 1: had great shows this weekend. I was a little bit

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Speaker 1: nervous because it was my first dates of the new tour,

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Speaker 1: which I called the Good Girl Tour because I just

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Speaker 1: think it was a good way to follow up Good

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Speaker 1: Clean Filth, which is the name of my last busial

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Speaker 1: with like I'm a good girl and it's also a

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Speaker 1: very sexual thing still, but it's also like I'm just

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Speaker 1: so good, Like I'm not dirty at all. And the

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Speaker 1: truth is, like I did I do it. I'm having

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Speaker 1: less and less sex. Jokes. Um, maybe because I'm having

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Speaker 1: less and less sex. No, that's not true. It's just

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Speaker 1: maybe I'm maturing that's not true either. I just, you know,

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Speaker 1: I always said that I would have less sex jokes

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Speaker 1: when I ceased to find it interesting. And maybe that's

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Speaker 1: maybe that's it. Maybe I'm just um not finding it

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Speaker 1: interesting because it was funny. I was thinking about, Um,

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Speaker 1: you know, I was starting to come out my walk

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Speaker 1: on music. I've decided to do um Cardi b Whop

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Speaker 1: you know Meg the Stallion Whop. We all know it.

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Speaker 1: It was out like fourteen years ago, and um, it

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Speaker 1: feels like I'm you know, it's a little bit of

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Speaker 1: like what a boomer move to, like like, look at

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Speaker 1: the listen to this cool song. I'm coming out too.

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Speaker 1: But I just love that song because it's so fucking filthy,

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Speaker 1: and it was like the biggest hit. It was almost

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Speaker 1: like the same as when that book The Subtle Art

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Speaker 1: of Not Giving a fuck kid Um made like was

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Speaker 1: like the number one book. And I'm like, why do

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Speaker 1: I get shamed for being sexual? Yet all these things

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Speaker 1: sometimes I feel like, God, I need to clean up

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Speaker 1: my act, but um, it's nice. I don't feel like

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Speaker 1: I have a whole thing about how I like to

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Speaker 1: I don't really have that much um dirty material anymore.

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Speaker 1: I mean, it's a it's definitely like not all stuff

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Speaker 1: I could do on the tonight show tomorrow. I would

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Speaker 1: have to, you know, dust it off a little bit.

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Speaker 1: Not dusted off that sounds like it's old material. I

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Speaker 1: would have to polish it a little No, that sounds

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Speaker 1: But I was going through my act and I'm like, oh,

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Speaker 1: I don't really talk about filth as much. So that

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Speaker 1: was a nice realization. I had such fun shows. Um,

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Speaker 1: so many besties came out. Um. Last night I met

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Speaker 1: two girls who cried, and I just want to say

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Speaker 1: that means so much to me. And actually three girls

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Speaker 1: who cried this weekend when they met me, and that

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Speaker 1: means so much to me because I know that I

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Speaker 1: would be the same if I ever met my idol

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Speaker 1: is a idol, you know who she is. No, Um,

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Speaker 1: much to them, and it means so much to me that, UM,

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Speaker 1: So I shout out to Chrissie, Grace and Jennifer for

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Speaker 1: shedding some tears in my presence. You were also so

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Speaker 1: UM what I've helped you with, and it just helps

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Speaker 1: me so much because I was kind of down today.

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Speaker 1: I saw a picture of myself from last night's show

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Speaker 1: that was deeply unflattering. Um. I looked like I was

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Speaker 1: Like I can't see this, Like I thought I looked

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Speaker 1: great and it was not the case. Like I was

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Speaker 1: doing a quick change though I didn't have time to

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Speaker 1: look at a mirror because I go out and I

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Speaker 1: I changed a whole new outfit. It's a quick change.

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Speaker 1: That's what they call it in the biz. On Broadway,

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Speaker 1: Broadway is New York, right, Like you hear Broadway, you go, oh,

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Speaker 1: I know you're like Nikki if you think I'm not,

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Speaker 1: I don't know you're like this. But if some people

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Speaker 1: are like Nicky you think you look big, then what

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Speaker 1: do you think of me? It's not about that, you know,

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Speaker 1: it's not about that. I'm just was having a bad

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Speaker 1: else in my life feels out of control. That's always

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Speaker 1: number three, so um, I'm gonna keep updating. But um, yeah,

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Speaker 1: this Ludo show, which is gonna be so fun tonight.

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Speaker 1: not anyone's fault. The doctor likes to see me in person.

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Speaker 1: I offered to go get a scope down my throat

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Speaker 1: see me in person. And you know what, he operated

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Speaker 1: And have the luxury of time to do it and

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Speaker 1: you know, the people on the show. Like so if

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00:21:08,600 --> 00:21:10,720
Speaker 1: I'm doing like a talk show or like, I'm the talent.

428
00:21:11,440 --> 00:21:13,080
Speaker 1: And I've always known that, but I think that word

429
00:21:13,119 --> 00:21:15,000
Speaker 1: really did freak me out. When I started being talent.

430
00:21:15,040 --> 00:21:17,760
Speaker 1: They'd be like, well, your talent, and I'm like, that

431
00:21:17,920 --> 00:21:22,480
Speaker 1: is um. You know, that's subjective. Honestly, that word should

432
00:21:22,520 --> 00:21:26,600
Speaker 1: not be extended to everyone that is called talent. And

433
00:21:26,640 --> 00:21:28,520
Speaker 1: there's something about it that I mean, I guess I'm

434
00:21:28,520 --> 00:21:32,520
Speaker 1: getting to it now. Talent is just treated better than

435
00:21:32,720 --> 00:21:37,239
Speaker 1: anyone else on set. So like if there's someone, you know,

436
00:21:37,640 --> 00:21:39,720
Speaker 1: if there's the key grips, can't just sit down and

437
00:21:39,720 --> 00:21:41,920
Speaker 1: take a break when we're stopped down. Stopped down means

438
00:21:42,000 --> 00:21:45,119
Speaker 1: like production is stopped and thenre's something happening. It's like

439
00:21:45,160 --> 00:21:47,360
Speaker 1: in football when everything stops and you're like, what's going on?

440
00:21:47,600 --> 00:21:49,280
Speaker 1: That's kind of the same thing. I really do a

441
00:21:49,320 --> 00:21:53,760
Speaker 1: lot of great football analogies. Um, and when they're stopped down,

442
00:21:53,840 --> 00:21:55,239
Speaker 1: like the key group doesn't have a job. But if

443
00:21:55,240 --> 00:21:57,600
Speaker 1: he sits down, it's like he'll get in trouble. But

444
00:21:57,640 --> 00:21:59,600
Speaker 1: if I sit down, it's like, yes, please give her chair,

445
00:21:59,680 --> 00:22:01,760
Speaker 1: find her something. I get it, like I have to

446
00:22:01,760 --> 00:22:04,919
Speaker 1: be on when I'm on camera and stuff, but I

447
00:22:04,960 --> 00:22:07,040
Speaker 1: just feel like everyone should be treated equally on set.

448
00:22:07,119 --> 00:22:10,600
Speaker 1: Do I benefit from not being treated equally? Helly, yeah

449
00:22:10,640 --> 00:22:12,840
Speaker 1: I do. I mean I was in a trailer all

450
00:22:12,920 --> 00:22:16,719
Speaker 1: day long on Friday, all day long, and was I

451
00:22:17,119 --> 00:22:19,439
Speaker 1: in a bad mood for some of it? You damn Tuton,

452
00:22:19,520 --> 00:22:21,159
Speaker 1: I was. I was supposed to be on set at

453
00:22:21,160 --> 00:22:24,520
Speaker 1: twelve o'clock. Um, they didn't really tell me when we're

454
00:22:24,520 --> 00:22:26,399
Speaker 1: supposed to be ready to be on camera, but I'm

455
00:22:26,440 --> 00:22:29,680
Speaker 1: guessing around two thirty. So I get there twelve hair

456
00:22:29,720 --> 00:22:31,879
Speaker 1: and makeup. By two thirty, I am ready to go.

457
00:22:32,440 --> 00:22:34,720
Speaker 1: We didn't start taping until six, so I'm just sitting

458
00:22:34,800 --> 00:22:37,879
Speaker 1: my trailer and you know what, that's production like not complaining,

459
00:22:37,960 --> 00:22:39,760
Speaker 1: but I am kind of complaining, but not you know,

460
00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:43,239
Speaker 1: like who cares. I have the easiest thing to do,

461
00:22:43,280 --> 00:22:46,040
Speaker 1: which is just wait in an air conditioned, beautiful trailer

462
00:22:46,720 --> 00:22:49,120
Speaker 1: with a fireplace in it. Who needs that? Not me?

463
00:22:49,240 --> 00:22:51,359
Speaker 1: I don't know. But it was great with snacks and everything.

464
00:22:51,720 --> 00:22:54,639
Speaker 1: What am I complaining? But I was just waiting all

465
00:22:54,720 --> 00:22:57,399
Speaker 1: day and and I didn't really know when I was

466
00:22:57,400 --> 00:22:59,320
Speaker 1: supposed to go. Don't you hate when you're waiting and

467
00:22:59,359 --> 00:23:01,000
Speaker 1: you don't know how long it's going to be. I

468
00:23:01,040 --> 00:23:04,639
Speaker 1: think that's the trouble. I think that's like just knowing

469
00:23:04,680 --> 00:23:07,400
Speaker 1: the plan is takes away so much of the pressure.

470
00:23:07,440 --> 00:23:10,000
Speaker 1: I felt bad because I kept asking, like what is

471
00:23:10,040 --> 00:23:12,080
Speaker 1: the run of show? When? What you know? Like once

472
00:23:12,119 --> 00:23:14,240
Speaker 1: we start the show, like what how many acts are there?

473
00:23:14,280 --> 00:23:17,160
Speaker 1: Like what's when do we expect to get out of here?

474
00:23:17,160 --> 00:23:20,080
Speaker 1: I just not because I wanted to leave. I wanted

475
00:23:20,080 --> 00:23:21,879
Speaker 1: to leave, but like, really, you just want to know

476
00:23:21,920 --> 00:23:24,720
Speaker 1: where you're going. I used to have like a boyfriend

477
00:23:24,800 --> 00:23:28,120
Speaker 1: who whenever we would go somewhere, he wouldn't he would

478
00:23:28,200 --> 00:23:30,080
Speaker 1: know where we're going, and he wouldn't like tell me,

479
00:23:30,280 --> 00:23:32,840
Speaker 1: he just like turn right on a street. We'd be walking,

480
00:23:32,920 --> 00:23:34,800
Speaker 1: and I would just be like, can me, can you

481
00:23:34,880 --> 00:23:37,160
Speaker 1: like you get some kind of joy out of being

482
00:23:37,160 --> 00:23:39,119
Speaker 1: in control? And I don't know where we're going. I

483
00:23:39,160 --> 00:23:41,040
Speaker 1: like to know the plan. Maybe I need to just

484
00:23:41,080 --> 00:23:46,000
Speaker 1: relax and go with the fucking flow. But um, it

485
00:23:46,040 --> 00:23:49,560
Speaker 1: does bug me that we're treated so nicely. UM, I

486
00:23:49,560 --> 00:23:51,240
Speaker 1: would like to see it even doubt a little bit,

487
00:23:51,280 --> 00:23:54,760
Speaker 1: not totally because I still I still like all the firs.

488
00:23:55,280 --> 00:23:58,280
Speaker 1: I still want a trailer, but like I think everyone

489
00:23:58,280 --> 00:24:04,159
Speaker 1: else should have a sit down area area. UM. For instance, okay,

490
00:24:04,200 --> 00:24:07,400
Speaker 1: so if if we go on lunch break right, um,

491
00:24:07,440 --> 00:24:09,440
Speaker 1: all the talent, like the crew will line up for lunch,

492
00:24:09,480 --> 00:24:11,000
Speaker 1: and let's say the talent takes a little bit longer

493
00:24:11,040 --> 00:24:13,160
Speaker 1: to get to go in line. Everyone breaks for lunch,

494
00:24:13,200 --> 00:24:15,199
Speaker 1: so the crew just heads right out right, maybe the

495
00:24:15,200 --> 00:24:18,080
Speaker 1: talent needs to be take off their mics and maybe

496
00:24:18,080 --> 00:24:20,439
Speaker 1: get into robes, so they get out of wardrobe and

497
00:24:20,440 --> 00:24:24,720
Speaker 1: then they head over to lunch. And my handlers or

498
00:24:24,760 --> 00:24:27,480
Speaker 1: the people that are kind of like handling the handlers,

499
00:24:27,600 --> 00:24:33,000
Speaker 1: um Chelsea and her brother No. Um, they usually are

500
00:24:33,040 --> 00:24:34,840
Speaker 1: like cut the line, you know, like we're gonna get

501
00:24:34,880 --> 00:24:36,520
Speaker 1: Nikki in here to go first, And I'm always like

502
00:24:36,560 --> 00:24:40,119
Speaker 1: I am not going to cut the line for the

503
00:24:40,160 --> 00:24:43,040
Speaker 1: buffet or whatever. You know. The thing, it just feels

504
00:24:43,080 --> 00:24:46,280
Speaker 1: so rude, But I guess it makes sense because we

505
00:24:46,320 --> 00:24:47,919
Speaker 1: had to take longer and maybe we have to get

506
00:24:47,960 --> 00:24:50,879
Speaker 1: into hair and makeup earlier. I mean, some of this

507
00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:52,800
Speaker 1: makes sense. I just I think there is a lot

508
00:24:52,800 --> 00:24:56,880
Speaker 1: of privilege going on that is doesn't make sense because

509
00:24:58,080 --> 00:25:00,280
Speaker 1: I don't know. I just you can just sense that

510
00:25:00,359 --> 00:25:04,920
Speaker 1: there is a fear of talent that is begotten. Is

511
00:25:04,960 --> 00:25:08,679
Speaker 1: that the right word by talent being country? Like? The

512
00:25:08,720 --> 00:25:11,879
Speaker 1: reason we're treated so nicely is because talent before me

513
00:25:12,000 --> 00:25:15,040
Speaker 1: complained and was like, I'm better than everyone. I need this,

514
00:25:15,119 --> 00:25:18,800
Speaker 1: and you're like, I don't need you know. I guess

515
00:25:18,880 --> 00:25:20,359
Speaker 1: I'm trying to think of like what they give me

516
00:25:20,400 --> 00:25:22,879
Speaker 1: that I'm just like I can do that myself. I

517
00:25:22,920 --> 00:25:25,520
Speaker 1: don't know. It's it's who cares, Nikki, Shut up, move on,

518
00:25:25,600 --> 00:25:28,359
Speaker 1: go back to um. Okay, So the quick trip guy,

519
00:25:28,520 --> 00:25:30,560
Speaker 1: he said, does a little not of recognition, and I

520
00:25:30,640 --> 00:25:32,520
Speaker 1: was like, oh, that was nice, just a quick passing thing.

521
00:25:32,560 --> 00:25:34,640
Speaker 1: I don't really get recognized in St. Louis that much?

522
00:25:35,480 --> 00:25:39,640
Speaker 1: Um it happens. People sometimes wonder that, and I guess

523
00:25:39,680 --> 00:25:43,080
Speaker 1: I would wonder that too if I it wasn't someone

524
00:25:43,119 --> 00:25:45,000
Speaker 1: who lived it, Like how much do you get recognized?

525
00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:47,159
Speaker 1: I guess that was actually always very interesting to me

526
00:25:47,359 --> 00:25:49,560
Speaker 1: about famous people, Like what's it like? And I it's

527
00:25:49,560 --> 00:25:51,439
Speaker 1: still interested me. It's one of the questions I always

528
00:25:51,480 --> 00:25:55,359
Speaker 1: ask celebrities is like, how do you deal with people

529
00:25:55,359 --> 00:25:59,280
Speaker 1: coming up to you? What's the best way to approach you? Um,

530
00:25:59,400 --> 00:26:03,560
Speaker 1: you know, from behind? Uh? Do I you know, punch

531
00:26:03,600 --> 00:26:06,160
Speaker 1: you in the nose like a shark if you get aggressive?

532
00:26:07,040 --> 00:26:08,639
Speaker 1: So yeah, he just nodded, and I was like, oh,

533
00:26:08,680 --> 00:26:10,640
Speaker 1: that's cool. So anyway, yeah, I don't get recognized in St.

534
00:26:10,640 --> 00:26:12,879
Speaker 1: Louis that much, but in l A it happens a

535
00:26:12,960 --> 00:26:15,400
Speaker 1: lot more. And in fact, bestie the other day, Chris

536
00:26:15,440 --> 00:26:18,840
Speaker 1: and I were having brunch on I like, how I

537
00:26:18,880 --> 00:26:25,280
Speaker 1: just said brunch, brunch, brunch on the street, and you know,

538
00:26:25,280 --> 00:26:27,600
Speaker 1: our table was on the street and a girl drove

539
00:26:27,680 --> 00:26:29,440
Speaker 1: said she drove by and she saw me and she

540
00:26:29,520 --> 00:26:31,320
Speaker 1: listens to the podcast, so she knew I was living

541
00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:33,119
Speaker 1: in the area and she was like, I wonder if

542
00:26:33,160 --> 00:26:35,080
Speaker 1: I'll see Nikki. And then I'm sitting there having brunch.

543
00:26:35,320 --> 00:26:37,520
Speaker 1: This bitch double parks and gets out of her car

544
00:26:37,600 --> 00:26:39,320
Speaker 1: and comes over to say hi, and like leaves her

545
00:26:39,359 --> 00:26:42,480
Speaker 1: car running. I loved it, took a picture, had a

546
00:26:42,480 --> 00:26:45,080
Speaker 1: good time. Hello to you if you're listening. That was

547
00:26:45,119 --> 00:26:48,159
Speaker 1: so nice and fun and just like walking down the

548
00:26:48,160 --> 00:26:50,320
Speaker 1: street the other night, there was a girl that recognized

549
00:26:50,359 --> 00:26:52,080
Speaker 1: me and that made my night. It was very nice.

550
00:26:52,119 --> 00:26:55,080
Speaker 1: So anyway, shout out to all those people and every

551
00:26:55,119 --> 00:26:57,480
Speaker 1: kind of interest. I don't know why people. I'm very

552
00:26:57,520 --> 00:27:00,639
Speaker 1: paranoid about being unrelatable now because one person said that

553
00:27:00,680 --> 00:27:02,720
Speaker 1: I was not being relatable because I was complaining about

554
00:27:02,720 --> 00:27:05,240
Speaker 1: how I didn't want to get my kitchen done. Um,

555
00:27:05,280 --> 00:27:06,840
Speaker 1: and she had a right to complain about that, Like

556
00:27:07,240 --> 00:27:09,200
Speaker 1: I'm guessing she would love to get her kitchen done,

557
00:27:09,240 --> 00:27:11,600
Speaker 1: and here I am being like, I just don't even

558
00:27:11,600 --> 00:27:13,720
Speaker 1: want to do it, Like it's just you have all

559
00:27:13,720 --> 00:27:15,680
Speaker 1: this money and I don't want to put it towards that,

560
00:27:15,720 --> 00:27:17,880
Speaker 1: Like I would be annoyed with myself too. So shout

561
00:27:17,880 --> 00:27:19,920
Speaker 1: out to that girl. You have every right. But I

562
00:27:19,920 --> 00:27:22,280
Speaker 1: guess I'm a little paranoid right now about being unrelatable.

563
00:27:22,320 --> 00:27:26,760
Speaker 1: But you know I I can't. I'll try. I try

564
00:27:26,800 --> 00:27:30,959
Speaker 1: to be like I, Um, okay, I'll be relatable right now. Um, well,

565
00:27:31,000 --> 00:27:32,600
Speaker 1: I guess I was relatable before I saw a picture

566
00:27:32,600 --> 00:27:35,320
Speaker 1: of myself that ruined my day. Who doesn't experience that

567
00:27:35,440 --> 00:27:37,960
Speaker 1: out in the world. Jesus Christ. Do men feel that

568
00:27:38,000 --> 00:27:42,000
Speaker 1: way as often as women? I shout out to if

569
00:27:42,040 --> 00:27:43,840
Speaker 1: you do. But I was talking to my girl's chat

570
00:27:43,880 --> 00:27:48,720
Speaker 1: today and we were all talking. I was crying about

571
00:27:48,800 --> 00:27:51,239
Speaker 1: my I did cry today. We've been cry counting our

572
00:27:51,280 --> 00:27:55,200
Speaker 1: cries and our combs. And I cried today on the plane. Um,

573
00:27:55,240 --> 00:27:57,800
Speaker 1: because Kirsten gave me permission to do so. She private

574
00:27:57,800 --> 00:28:00,720
Speaker 1: messaged me after I complained about looking bad and she

575
00:28:00,840 --> 00:28:03,960
Speaker 1: was like, hey, are you okay? And just that tenderness

576
00:28:04,080 --> 00:28:06,480
Speaker 1: just like breaks me. Does that ever get you? Guys

577
00:28:06,520 --> 00:28:08,680
Speaker 1: when you're like crying, like you gotta cry and then

578
00:28:08,720 --> 00:28:11,280
Speaker 1: someone just puts their hand on your shoulder gently or

579
00:28:11,359 --> 00:28:14,200
Speaker 1: just goes come here and you just go like and

580
00:28:14,320 --> 00:28:18,160
Speaker 1: it's like, lets you release. Um yeah, that always helps

581
00:28:18,200 --> 00:28:20,160
Speaker 1: me cry. So she gave me permission and I cried

582
00:28:20,160 --> 00:28:22,760
Speaker 1: a little bit. But um, I just had some cheers

583
00:28:22,920 --> 00:28:28,280
Speaker 1: falling down and UM got them all over the place.

584
00:28:28,359 --> 00:28:31,720
Speaker 1: It's late, can I It's eleven o'clock and um, I

585
00:28:31,760 --> 00:28:35,800
Speaker 1: have to be up at three thirty to take my flights,

586
00:28:35,840 --> 00:28:39,160
Speaker 1: So I'm a little scatter brained. But I go to

587
00:28:39,200 --> 00:28:44,760
Speaker 1: my COVID test after the QT interrupt interruption interaction UM,

588
00:28:45,120 --> 00:28:46,960
Speaker 1: and I get my COVID test and I go in

589
00:28:47,120 --> 00:28:48,920
Speaker 1: and I've been there three times now because I get

590
00:28:48,920 --> 00:28:50,640
Speaker 1: this COVID test every time I go to the doctor

591
00:28:51,360 --> 00:28:53,920
Speaker 1: and or every time I go to get to Boston

592
00:28:54,000 --> 00:28:56,960
Speaker 1: to get my vocal cord check up or to get

593
00:28:56,960 --> 00:28:59,000
Speaker 1: the surgery, I have to get a COVID test to

594
00:28:59,080 --> 00:29:01,960
Speaker 1: get into mass General, which is the hospital there. And

595
00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:03,440
Speaker 1: I go to get my COVID tests at this place

596
00:29:03,480 --> 00:29:05,920
Speaker 1: that does PCR rapids, which is not an easy thing

597
00:29:05,960 --> 00:29:08,640
Speaker 1: to find someone to give you. So I go in

598
00:29:08,760 --> 00:29:12,480
Speaker 1: and I recognize all the people behind the counter. I

599
00:29:12,520 --> 00:29:16,480
Speaker 1: recognize them. I'm like, hey, and I asked for a picture.

600
00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:19,600
Speaker 1: No they I go back and I'm waiting in the room.

601
00:29:19,680 --> 00:29:21,760
Speaker 1: I'm number one now and I'm like yes, And I'm

602
00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:24,440
Speaker 1: waiting there and there's Food TV Network on the TV.

603
00:29:25,080 --> 00:29:26,680
Speaker 1: I can take a waiting I was like, that's so

604
00:29:26,760 --> 00:29:28,600
Speaker 1: nice that they have a waiting room in the little

605
00:29:28,640 --> 00:29:31,440
Speaker 1: exam room, or they they have a waiting TV, a

606
00:29:31,520 --> 00:29:34,640
Speaker 1: TV waiting for you to watch. It was Food Network

607
00:29:34,720 --> 00:29:37,560
Speaker 1: some like Halloween challenge that I was at first rolling

608
00:29:37,560 --> 00:29:40,360
Speaker 1: my eyes about, and then I was gripped by a challenge.

609
00:29:40,360 --> 00:29:42,840
Speaker 1: They had to make zombies at a speakeasy. I'm like,

610
00:29:42,880 --> 00:29:46,160
Speaker 1: have they run out of category things to do on

611
00:29:46,200 --> 00:29:48,720
Speaker 1: these shows? The category the challenge was you have to

612
00:29:48,800 --> 00:29:53,360
Speaker 1: make a ghoulish speak easy. I'm like, that is so

613
00:29:53,480 --> 00:29:59,320
Speaker 1: oddly specific. Anyway, Um, I'm in the waiting room and

614
00:29:59,320 --> 00:30:00,800
Speaker 1: then all of a sudden on the door and I'm like, yes,

615
00:30:00,840 --> 00:30:03,040
Speaker 1: I'm getting my COVID tests. And then these two younger

616
00:30:03,320 --> 00:30:06,160
Speaker 1: technicians I don't even think technicians. They worked the front desk.

617
00:30:06,480 --> 00:30:08,280
Speaker 1: They come in and they saw me when I signed in,

618
00:30:08,280 --> 00:30:09,920
Speaker 1: and I thought there was a little bit of recognition,

619
00:30:10,200 --> 00:30:11,640
Speaker 1: but I've also been in there a bunch, so I

620
00:30:11,680 --> 00:30:14,160
Speaker 1: didn't even think anything of it. And um, and they

621
00:30:14,160 --> 00:30:17,000
Speaker 1: didn't set anything before, but they go, um, excuse me,

622
00:30:17,200 --> 00:30:21,600
Speaker 1: were you in Dancing with the Stars? Ah? You guys.

623
00:30:21,640 --> 00:30:26,160
Speaker 1: I'd never get recognized on that show. And it's so funny.

624
00:30:26,200 --> 00:30:28,800
Speaker 1: This happens a lot where I'll go, oh my god. Yes,

625
00:30:28,840 --> 00:30:30,720
Speaker 1: I was like, do you want to know about Dancing

626
00:30:30,760 --> 00:30:32,920
Speaker 1: with the Stars. Whenever I meet a fan of Dancing

627
00:30:32,920 --> 00:30:35,240
Speaker 1: with the Stars, I'm a fan of Dancing with the stars,

628
00:30:35,320 --> 00:30:37,360
Speaker 1: or at least the experience that I had. So I

629
00:30:37,440 --> 00:30:40,880
Speaker 1: love to give people insider info about the show that

630
00:30:40,960 --> 00:30:43,480
Speaker 1: they love, and not insider info that's going to break

631
00:30:43,480 --> 00:30:48,000
Speaker 1: their heart about the show. But it's more stuff that's like, oh,

632
00:30:48,160 --> 00:30:50,120
Speaker 1: you want to know who's actually like the nicest in

633
00:30:50,160 --> 00:30:53,200
Speaker 1: the world, and who's the who's funny, and who's cool,

634
00:30:53,400 --> 00:30:56,120
Speaker 1: and like what it's really like to do it. They

635
00:30:56,120 --> 00:30:58,320
Speaker 1: really didn't care about the details. I was spelling all

636
00:30:58,320 --> 00:31:01,280
Speaker 1: the deeds. I was like, Val is the nicest, Sasha

637
00:31:01,440 --> 00:31:05,400
Speaker 1: is the nicest. Um. That's where it ends. No, Um,

638
00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:10,880
Speaker 1: Brandon is so nice, Alan is so nice? Um, and

639
00:31:10,960 --> 00:31:13,080
Speaker 1: the rest. I just not that they weren't nice. I mean,

640
00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:14,400
Speaker 1: there were a couple of people that weren't nice, but

641
00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:16,960
Speaker 1: I won't name names, but um, most of people I

642
00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:19,320
Speaker 1: just didn't interact with him. M A was very nice anyway,

643
00:31:19,320 --> 00:31:23,840
Speaker 1: if you're dancing with the star's head, um, and they

644
00:31:23,960 --> 00:31:26,320
Speaker 1: just didn't care. They were just like, oh and they

645
00:31:26,560 --> 00:31:28,680
Speaker 1: It's almost like I come on too strong sometimes two

646
00:31:28,680 --> 00:31:30,280
Speaker 1: fans because I'm like, oh my god, I'm so glad

647
00:31:30,320 --> 00:31:31,680
Speaker 1: you said something, because they're like, is this weird, And

648
00:31:31,680 --> 00:31:33,160
Speaker 1: I'm like, no, let's take a picture, and we took

649
00:31:33,160 --> 00:31:35,520
Speaker 1: our masks down. We took a picture. Anyway, So I leave,

650
00:31:35,560 --> 00:31:37,920
Speaker 1: I get a negative test and I pay them to

651
00:31:37,920 --> 00:31:39,880
Speaker 1: give me one and just kidding, I got one. And

652
00:31:40,240 --> 00:31:44,000
Speaker 1: I leave and I go home and I go to Ludo.

653
00:31:44,160 --> 00:31:46,280
Speaker 1: My parents picked me up. Go to Ludo and we're

654
00:31:46,520 --> 00:31:48,280
Speaker 1: standing there and all of a sudden, this guy is

655
00:31:48,280 --> 00:31:51,560
Speaker 1: like kind of double looking at me and he goes, hey,

656
00:31:52,040 --> 00:31:54,560
Speaker 1: QT earlier tonight, and I was like, oh my god.

657
00:31:54,560 --> 00:31:56,760
Speaker 1: He was like I was the guy that like nodded

658
00:31:56,800 --> 00:31:57,840
Speaker 1: at you. And I was like, I had my air

659
00:31:57,880 --> 00:31:59,440
Speaker 1: pods and he was like, no, I knew, I just

660
00:31:59,520 --> 00:32:01,000
Speaker 1: I just want I wanted to give you a nod.

661
00:32:01,320 --> 00:32:03,320
Speaker 1: And he was so nice with the nod, Like can

662
00:32:03,360 --> 00:32:05,680
Speaker 1: I just say this guy like, I really just appreciated

663
00:32:05,720 --> 00:32:08,000
Speaker 1: his interaction with me. But then he got a little

664
00:32:08,040 --> 00:32:10,560
Speaker 1: too drunk and then it was just a little bit obnoxious.

665
00:32:10,640 --> 00:32:13,320
Speaker 1: Drinking just never brings out the buston people. But he

666
00:32:13,400 --> 00:32:16,080
Speaker 1: was super nice. We had um he wanted to have

667
00:32:16,120 --> 00:32:17,840
Speaker 1: a moment with me during one of the songs that

668
00:32:17,880 --> 00:32:20,200
Speaker 1: we both really loved, and that was sweet. Um, but

669
00:32:20,240 --> 00:32:23,560
Speaker 1: shout out to that guy, Um, you were so sweet

670
00:32:23,600 --> 00:32:25,480
Speaker 1: and you were nice with my parents, but you were

671
00:32:25,800 --> 00:32:28,440
Speaker 1: a little drunk. Um. But there's nothing wrong with that

672
00:32:28,960 --> 00:32:31,760
Speaker 1: unless it's ruining your life, which I'm guessing it will eventually,

673
00:32:31,800 --> 00:32:34,400
Speaker 1: But for now, you're a great guy. And I had

674
00:32:34,440 --> 00:32:37,760
Speaker 1: fun and it was cool to see him again. Um

675
00:32:37,840 --> 00:32:40,240
Speaker 1: later that night, and then I um, and then I

676
00:32:40,280 --> 00:32:42,720
Speaker 1: just got home and I packed a lot, and that's

677
00:32:42,800 --> 00:32:52,680
Speaker 1: my night. Let's look at the news. So, in lieu

678
00:32:52,760 --> 00:32:56,200
Speaker 1: of doing um news stories that Noah has picked specifically

679
00:32:56,240 --> 00:32:58,680
Speaker 1: for me, I am just going to go through my

680
00:32:58,680 --> 00:33:03,680
Speaker 1: my reddit and go through just the news stories. So um,

681
00:33:03,760 --> 00:33:06,960
Speaker 1: let's go to it. Um. Okay, here I see something

682
00:33:06,960 --> 00:33:10,160
Speaker 1: in entertainment. Fifty cent tells you to start shutting the

683
00:33:10,160 --> 00:33:13,200
Speaker 1: funk up. It's really funny to tell someone to start

684
00:33:13,240 --> 00:33:16,640
Speaker 1: shutting the funk up. You need to start shutting the

685
00:33:16,680 --> 00:33:20,520
Speaker 1: funk up. Why is that funny? Like, it's because it's

686
00:33:20,520 --> 00:33:22,440
Speaker 1: like usually need you need to shut the funk up.

687
00:33:22,960 --> 00:33:25,240
Speaker 1: But like start shutting the funk up means you need

688
00:33:25,280 --> 00:33:28,120
Speaker 1: to prepare to do that, or means you it's just

689
00:33:28,160 --> 00:33:30,760
Speaker 1: a funny way to say it. Um. Oh, he tells

690
00:33:30,800 --> 00:33:32,520
Speaker 1: him to start shutting the funk up. A mid hitler

691
00:33:32,600 --> 00:33:37,000
Speaker 1: fandom allegations people are really hurt, true dad. And I

692
00:33:37,000 --> 00:33:38,880
Speaker 1: didn't say that because I'm talking about two black men

693
00:33:38,880 --> 00:33:40,680
Speaker 1: and I just would have said true dad anyway. But

694
00:33:40,720 --> 00:33:44,320
Speaker 1: it did sound really um, just like a honky white

695
00:33:44,320 --> 00:33:49,080
Speaker 1: person trying to sound cool. Um. Yeah, it's people are

696
00:33:49,120 --> 00:33:51,400
Speaker 1: really hurt. Isn't that that? That's what a great way

697
00:33:51,400 --> 00:33:53,680
Speaker 1: to say it. First of all, love saying start start

698
00:33:53,720 --> 00:33:56,560
Speaker 1: shutting the funk up, and also say people are really hurt.

699
00:33:58,720 --> 00:34:01,240
Speaker 1: That's all you need to know people really hurt. But

700
00:34:01,280 --> 00:34:05,800
Speaker 1: you know, I would guess that Kanye is really hurt. Um,

701
00:34:05,840 --> 00:34:09,120
Speaker 1: And he clearly is. I mean his divorce stuff with

702
00:34:09,120 --> 00:34:13,520
Speaker 1: his kids. He's clearly never recovered from the pain of

703
00:34:13,560 --> 00:34:16,600
Speaker 1: losing his mom um, the pain of not really having

704
00:34:16,640 --> 00:34:19,200
Speaker 1: a relationship with his father. I mean, that guy is

705
00:34:19,239 --> 00:34:22,319
Speaker 1: in a lot of pain. And I hate to say

706
00:34:22,360 --> 00:34:25,560
Speaker 1: if he could help himself, he he um, he would,

707
00:34:25,719 --> 00:34:28,800
Speaker 1: but he can't. And so I as I'm so sad

708
00:34:29,160 --> 00:34:31,200
Speaker 1: about it. And I'm shout out to all of my

709
00:34:31,920 --> 00:34:35,560
Speaker 1: Jewish listeners and friends out there who are feeling extra

710
00:34:36,320 --> 00:34:39,440
Speaker 1: sensitive right now. That sounds bad. Um. Our feet are

711
00:34:39,480 --> 00:34:45,640
Speaker 1: just feeling this and feeling like this kind of um

712
00:34:45,680 --> 00:34:50,080
Speaker 1: this percolating hatred for who you are that you've kind

713
00:34:50,080 --> 00:34:53,200
Speaker 1: of always felt your whole lives, and then it's just

714
00:34:53,600 --> 00:34:57,040
Speaker 1: it's being amplified right now, and uh, it just sucks

715
00:34:57,120 --> 00:34:58,880
Speaker 1: and it must feel really shitty and I don't know

716
00:34:58,880 --> 00:35:00,960
Speaker 1: what that's like to feel. And so I'm really sorry

717
00:35:01,080 --> 00:35:05,600
Speaker 1: if you're feeling that. Okay, moving on, Um did you

718
00:35:05,640 --> 00:35:10,280
Speaker 1: like that? Moving on? Just like after a really poignant statement.

719
00:35:10,320 --> 00:35:12,279
Speaker 1: But I swear to God, I really do feel for

720
00:35:12,360 --> 00:35:15,560
Speaker 1: all of you, and um, yeah, and I love you. Okay.

721
00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:19,160
Speaker 1: This is in technology. New compound discovered that destroys the

722
00:35:19,239 --> 00:35:24,880
Speaker 1: MERSA superbug. Okay, so mersa is in infection of bacterial infection.

723
00:35:24,960 --> 00:35:29,840
Speaker 1: I think let's see, um, it renders it more vulnerable

724
00:35:29,840 --> 00:35:33,080
Speaker 1: to antibiotics and lab experience. Yeah. So I only bring

725
00:35:33,080 --> 00:35:36,080
Speaker 1: this up because I had Mercia once. When I got

726
00:35:36,120 --> 00:35:39,840
Speaker 1: a my first Brazilian bikini wax. This girl had just

727
00:35:39,920 --> 00:35:43,440
Speaker 1: been trained. She definitely like it wasn't clean stuff. My

728
00:35:43,480 --> 00:35:45,200
Speaker 1: boyfriend was coming to visit me. My parents were out

729
00:35:45,239 --> 00:35:47,399
Speaker 1: of town. I was living in with my parents, um,

730
00:35:47,800 --> 00:35:53,040
Speaker 1: probably two thousand's nine summer, and they were out of town,

731
00:35:53,040 --> 00:35:55,480
Speaker 1: and my boyfriend was coming into town. He lived. He

732
00:35:55,600 --> 00:35:57,239
Speaker 1: just moved to New York from St. Louis. But he's

733
00:35:57,239 --> 00:36:00,160
Speaker 1: coming back and we're having the weekend together and we're

734
00:36:00,160 --> 00:36:03,040
Speaker 1: gonna have so much sex, and um, I got a

735
00:36:03,080 --> 00:36:07,040
Speaker 1: Brazilian and it got oh my god, it was the worst,

736
00:36:07,040 --> 00:36:11,000
Speaker 1: you guys, it was the worst. Okay, honestly, ear muffs

737
00:36:11,040 --> 00:36:16,200
Speaker 1: if you are sensitive to disgusting information, but about body stuff.

738
00:36:16,239 --> 00:36:20,520
Speaker 1: But every single hair follicle on my vagina was ripped out.

739
00:36:20,960 --> 00:36:25,680
Speaker 1: And then imagine all of those hair follicles a white

740
00:36:25,760 --> 00:36:30,040
Speaker 1: head performing like literally thousands of them, and it was

741
00:36:30,360 --> 00:36:31,799
Speaker 1: I just didn't even know what to do. It was.

742
00:36:31,880 --> 00:36:36,080
Speaker 1: It was so painful, it was terrible. It was I'm

743
00:36:36,120 --> 00:36:37,839
Speaker 1: just so sad for myself because I didn't know what

744
00:36:37,920 --> 00:36:40,680
Speaker 1: to do. I was also so ashamed because he was

745
00:36:40,760 --> 00:36:42,759
Speaker 1: my new boyfriend. I was trying to do this to

746
00:36:42,760 --> 00:36:45,680
Speaker 1: be sexy for him and then fucking backfired. So we

747
00:36:45,719 --> 00:36:47,839
Speaker 1: would be having sex and I wouldn't let him look

748
00:36:47,840 --> 00:36:50,239
Speaker 1: at it or but it was so painful obviously to

749
00:36:50,280 --> 00:36:55,160
Speaker 1: have sex. But I didn't have enough of a you know,

750
00:36:55,200 --> 00:36:56,759
Speaker 1: I wanted to have sex to them, but I also

751
00:36:56,800 --> 00:37:00,680
Speaker 1: didn't have enough self esteem to be like, I can't

752
00:37:00,760 --> 00:37:02,880
Speaker 1: like I'm injured right now. I just like, you know,

753
00:37:02,920 --> 00:37:04,680
Speaker 1: we never saw each other, so I would just hold

754
00:37:04,719 --> 00:37:07,480
Speaker 1: my hand over it, or put like a cloth on it,

755
00:37:07,640 --> 00:37:13,080
Speaker 1: or like a wet rag over like my mom's pubis.

756
00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:16,359
Speaker 1: Why do I know what that is? Like the top part,

757
00:37:16,480 --> 00:37:19,320
Speaker 1: you know, and just oh my god. It was so awful.

758
00:37:19,880 --> 00:37:22,440
Speaker 1: And I remember I had a party and I had

759
00:37:22,440 --> 00:37:24,080
Speaker 1: been invited her when she did it, and so she

760
00:37:24,120 --> 00:37:25,759
Speaker 1: came over the party and she didn't know that I

761
00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:27,600
Speaker 1: had been infected, and I was too embarrassed to tell

762
00:37:27,640 --> 00:37:28,960
Speaker 1: her that I was because I thought I had done

763
00:37:29,000 --> 00:37:34,120
Speaker 1: something wrong. And I remember he made a joke because

764
00:37:34,200 --> 00:37:36,279
Speaker 1: he told him not to tell her either, even though

765
00:37:36,280 --> 00:37:38,360
Speaker 1: he was well aware of the pain it caused me.

766
00:37:38,360 --> 00:37:41,000
Speaker 1: And I remember him making some statement like, hey, it

767
00:37:41,080 --> 00:37:43,279
Speaker 1: looks good. Thanks for making her look great, like you know,

768
00:37:43,320 --> 00:37:45,239
Speaker 1: like kind of ha ha like, because she was like, oh,

769
00:37:45,280 --> 00:37:47,879
Speaker 1: it's did you enjoy my work? And he's like I'm

770
00:37:47,920 --> 00:37:49,879
Speaker 1: a big fan or something, and I was like, oh god,

771
00:37:49,880 --> 00:37:52,040
Speaker 1: we're both lying to her. I am in so much pain.

772
00:37:52,440 --> 00:37:56,400
Speaker 1: And then it turned into because then Mercia lives in

773
00:37:56,400 --> 00:37:58,480
Speaker 1: your nose, so he's going down on me down there,

774
00:37:59,000 --> 00:38:01,799
Speaker 1: and it gets in oh man, and I got I

775
00:38:01,800 --> 00:38:04,040
Speaker 1: got a mercy infection. And then my parents get back

776
00:38:04,040 --> 00:38:06,640
Speaker 1: in town. He's long gone, I mean not like from

777
00:38:06,640 --> 00:38:09,200
Speaker 1: my life, but eventually he's long gone. He's back in

778
00:38:09,200 --> 00:38:11,880
Speaker 1: New York. I'm living with my parents. I am in

779
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:15,279
Speaker 1: so much. There is pain shooting down my leg, like

780
00:38:15,320 --> 00:38:17,719
Speaker 1: all over my body. It felt like I it was

781
00:38:17,760 --> 00:38:21,680
Speaker 1: like in my heart. I was just incredible pain. And

782
00:38:21,760 --> 00:38:24,720
Speaker 1: my my dad was just like, that's just a spider bite.

783
00:38:24,920 --> 00:38:27,600
Speaker 1: Because I had these A couple of the hair follicles

784
00:38:27,640 --> 00:38:31,040
Speaker 1: were so infected. They were just gigantic and red and puss.

785
00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:33,880
Speaker 1: Oh my god, it was so bad. My pussy was

786
00:38:33,920 --> 00:38:38,880
Speaker 1: pussing and my pussy was pussy, pussy, pussy. And my

787
00:38:38,960 --> 00:38:41,000
Speaker 1: dad was just like taken ups and salt bath. And

788
00:38:41,040 --> 00:38:43,400
Speaker 1: so that was like the start of realizing my parents

789
00:38:44,000 --> 00:38:47,279
Speaker 1: I don't like to seek medical intervention. They just are

790
00:38:47,320 --> 00:38:50,400
Speaker 1: like waited out, you know, and oh, it's just probably

791
00:38:50,440 --> 00:38:52,560
Speaker 1: a spider bite, epps and salt in a bath. And

792
00:38:52,600 --> 00:38:54,920
Speaker 1: so I did that a bunch didn't help. I finally

793
00:38:55,080 --> 00:38:57,759
Speaker 1: go to see a dermatologist and she's like, that is

794
00:38:57,880 --> 00:39:02,319
Speaker 1: a staff infection, that is MERSA. And I took some antibiotics,

795
00:39:02,320 --> 00:39:04,279
Speaker 1: and I remember I went to San Francisco to do

796
00:39:04,360 --> 00:39:06,040
Speaker 1: some shows that weekend, and I was on the plane

797
00:39:06,080 --> 00:39:08,000
Speaker 1: and I was in the most pain of ever, one

798
00:39:08,040 --> 00:39:10,319
Speaker 1: of the most times, worst times I've ever felt. I

799
00:39:10,360 --> 00:39:11,960
Speaker 1: was shooting down my leg and I was just like

800
00:39:12,200 --> 00:39:14,960
Speaker 1: crying in agony. And I got to San Francisco it

801
00:39:15,000 --> 00:39:18,080
Speaker 1: started to feel better, and I remember there was one

802
00:39:18,080 --> 00:39:20,879
Speaker 1: on my butt and I remember it burst on the

803
00:39:20,920 --> 00:39:26,600
Speaker 1: street and I felt this gigantic gush of fucking watery

804
00:39:26,680 --> 00:39:29,000
Speaker 1: stuff go down my leg. I'm so sorry for the story.

805
00:39:29,280 --> 00:39:33,160
Speaker 1: No one deserves this. Let's move on. Okay, um sports,

806
00:39:33,160 --> 00:39:39,040
Speaker 1: no thank you don't read about that. Um So. The

807
00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:42,600
Speaker 1: moral of that story, I guess is you're not gross.

808
00:39:42,600 --> 00:39:44,680
Speaker 1: If you get an infection from getting a Brazilian. You

809
00:39:44,680 --> 00:39:47,160
Speaker 1: don't need to get a Brazilian. Just get a good razor,

810
00:39:47,360 --> 00:39:50,799
Speaker 1: like get a men's razor, and shave your pussy hair

811
00:39:51,840 --> 00:39:55,560
Speaker 1: like with with the direction of the hair, not against it,

812
00:39:55,600 --> 00:39:58,960
Speaker 1: with it, and then get tend skin. Tend skin if

813
00:39:58,960 --> 00:40:03,080
Speaker 1: you are prone to um ingrown hairs, and use that

814
00:40:03,160 --> 00:40:06,200
Speaker 1: after you shave, and you should be that should be

815
00:40:06,239 --> 00:40:09,279
Speaker 1: able to be avoiding stuff. And if you do get

816
00:40:09,320 --> 00:40:11,200
Speaker 1: into grows. Just grow your pussy hair out, Like, who

817
00:40:11,280 --> 00:40:17,000
Speaker 1: gives a fuck? Um, let's see. Julia Roberts reveals Martin

818
00:40:17,080 --> 00:40:20,160
Speaker 1: Luther King Jr. Paid the hospital bill for her birth.

819
00:40:20,680 --> 00:40:24,520
Speaker 1: What in the fucking fuck? Roberts said her parents were

820
00:40:24,520 --> 00:40:26,520
Speaker 1: close friends with the civil rights activists and his wife

821
00:40:26,560 --> 00:40:30,080
Speaker 1: whose children joined the theaters their theater school, and we're

822
00:40:30,120 --> 00:40:34,320
Speaker 1: targeted as a result. Okay, well that is a headline

823
00:40:34,440 --> 00:40:37,880
Speaker 1: you would never think happens. One day, Credit called my

824
00:40:37,920 --> 00:40:39,960
Speaker 1: mother and asked if her kids could be a part

825
00:40:39,960 --> 00:40:41,520
Speaker 1: of the school because they were having a hard time

826
00:40:41,520 --> 00:40:43,200
Speaker 1: finding a place that would accept your kids. My mom

827
00:40:43,239 --> 00:40:45,400
Speaker 1: was like, sure, come on over. Who knows Julia roberts

828
00:40:45,480 --> 00:40:49,800
Speaker 1: parents had a shop, They ran the Actor and Writer's

829
00:40:49,840 --> 00:40:55,080
Speaker 1: workshop in Atlanta before she was born, and segregation made

830
00:40:55,080 --> 00:40:57,000
Speaker 1: it so that the kid the kill klux Land blew

831
00:40:57,040 --> 00:40:59,239
Speaker 1: up a car outside the school. I don't know. I'm

832
00:40:59,280 --> 00:41:04,960
Speaker 1: gonna guess I'm just reading all over this thing. Um. Yeah, uh,

833
00:41:06,440 --> 00:41:08,720
Speaker 1: in the sixties, you didn't have little black children interacting

834
00:41:08,760 --> 00:41:10,840
Speaker 1: with little white kids in enacting school, and your parents

835
00:41:10,840 --> 00:41:14,000
Speaker 1: were like, come on in. King marveled and responds to

836
00:41:14,120 --> 00:41:17,000
Speaker 1: Robert's story. I think that's extraordinary and in sort of

837
00:41:17,080 --> 00:41:19,040
Speaker 1: laved the groundwork for who you are. Oh, I guess

838
00:41:19,080 --> 00:41:21,600
Speaker 1: Gail King? Did she was she talking to? Yeah? Well,

839
00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:23,480
Speaker 1: I'm not very good at the news I but I

840
00:41:23,520 --> 00:41:25,560
Speaker 1: am reading from an article and trying to paraphrase as

841
00:41:25,600 --> 00:41:32,680
Speaker 1: I go. So. Um, I've heard uh, not great things

842
00:41:32,719 --> 00:41:37,520
Speaker 1: about a person mentioned in that story that I guess

843
00:41:37,560 --> 00:41:40,160
Speaker 1: I don't want to be specific, but I've heard stories

844
00:41:40,960 --> 00:41:44,120
Speaker 1: that that person is pretty out of touch? Do I do?

845
00:41:44,160 --> 00:41:49,400
Speaker 1: I have them? Um? Firsthand? Yes, firsthand from someone who

846
00:41:49,480 --> 00:41:52,560
Speaker 1: saw this person act a fool. And I think if

847
00:41:52,840 --> 00:41:54,439
Speaker 1: you know, if you go on enough, if you read

848
00:41:54,520 --> 00:41:57,080
Speaker 1: enough about I sometimes forget what I know about celebrities

849
00:41:57,120 --> 00:41:59,680
Speaker 1: because I've friends with people who know stuff that have

850
00:41:59,760 --> 00:42:02,600
Speaker 1: told or stuff that I've just read online. But I

851
00:42:02,680 --> 00:42:08,000
Speaker 1: don't think Julia Roberts is the coolest person from what

852
00:42:08,120 --> 00:42:11,359
Speaker 1: I remember reading. I'm sure everyone who works with her

853
00:42:11,800 --> 00:42:14,160
Speaker 1: fucking loves her. And I'm sure one day when I

854
00:42:14,200 --> 00:42:15,879
Speaker 1: have a talk show and she comes on, I will

855
00:42:15,960 --> 00:42:17,759
Speaker 1: eat my words and this will come back to haunt me.

856
00:42:18,239 --> 00:42:20,560
Speaker 1: I stand to be proven wrong. And you know what

857
00:42:20,600 --> 00:42:22,799
Speaker 1: I also say, whenever someone has a bad story about

858
00:42:22,840 --> 00:42:26,600
Speaker 1: a celebrity. It's often because they've been hounded so much

859
00:42:26,600 --> 00:42:29,879
Speaker 1: in their annoyed and maybe they are on vocal rest.

860
00:42:29,920 --> 00:42:32,360
Speaker 1: I realized that the other night. I think so many

861
00:42:32,400 --> 00:42:35,120
Speaker 1: singers are on vocal rest and they come off as

862
00:42:35,120 --> 00:42:38,960
Speaker 1: being so rude and quiet. Two people that work venues

863
00:42:39,080 --> 00:42:41,680
Speaker 1: or like you know, bands that open for them, and

864
00:42:41,719 --> 00:42:43,759
Speaker 1: they think that the person is rude, but they're just

865
00:42:43,800 --> 00:42:45,640
Speaker 1: on vocal rest. They're trying to say their voices. So

866
00:42:45,760 --> 00:42:47,920
Speaker 1: maybe that could be. I don't know, but that's just

867
00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:50,440
Speaker 1: what I when I've heard, And I'm not going to

868
00:42:50,480 --> 00:42:52,520
Speaker 1: give specific stories, but there is a great story I

869
00:42:52,560 --> 00:42:55,279
Speaker 1: remember of just not her being rude, but just being

870
00:42:55,320 --> 00:42:58,839
Speaker 1: a little bit out of touch, where you're like, okay,

871
00:42:58,880 --> 00:43:01,560
Speaker 1: let's see what else we got here. Marjorie Taylor Green's

872
00:43:01,600 --> 00:43:06,960
Speaker 1: saying Pelosi deserves death resurfaces after attack. Um, of course

873
00:43:07,080 --> 00:43:10,200
Speaker 1: that is out there, that fucking woman. And every time

874
00:43:10,239 --> 00:43:13,000
Speaker 1: I see Marjorie Taylor Green's face on anything, I think

875
00:43:13,000 --> 00:43:17,000
Speaker 1: it's me for a second. That is a horrible person

876
00:43:17,040 --> 00:43:19,239
Speaker 1: to look like, I'll tell you. And every day it

877
00:43:19,280 --> 00:43:21,960
Speaker 1: gets closer and closer that she's not listen. If she

878
00:43:22,040 --> 00:43:24,640
Speaker 1: were a nice person, if she had she had the

879
00:43:25,000 --> 00:43:28,640
Speaker 1: Kelly Clarkson type kindness, we would be like, she's beautiful.

880
00:43:29,080 --> 00:43:35,120
Speaker 1: But because she's such an ugly, foul, horrible person that

881
00:43:35,280 --> 00:43:39,319
Speaker 1: just says the cruelest, the dumbest, cruelest things. Didn't she

882
00:43:39,360 --> 00:43:43,319
Speaker 1: think gaspacho? Was she called like the Gestapo the gaspacho.

883
00:43:43,840 --> 00:43:45,840
Speaker 1: She's just like that all the time. She's a true

884
00:43:45,880 --> 00:43:50,640
Speaker 1: idiot because she's such a bad person. She's ugly to

885
00:43:50,680 --> 00:43:52,319
Speaker 1: me because she's an ugly person, so I don't want

886
00:43:52,320 --> 00:43:53,839
Speaker 1: to look like her. But if she were like a

887
00:43:53,880 --> 00:43:57,040
Speaker 1: Meryl Streep type, like warmth to her or like had

888
00:43:57,080 --> 00:43:59,240
Speaker 1: that kind of soul, we would all think she's beautiful.

889
00:43:59,280 --> 00:44:02,399
Speaker 1: So she's not like a and you know, objectively bad

890
00:44:02,400 --> 00:44:04,719
Speaker 1: person to look like. I wouldn't mind aging into someone

891
00:44:04,760 --> 00:44:06,640
Speaker 1: that looks like her, But because she's so awful, I

892
00:44:06,719 --> 00:44:09,440
Speaker 1: just hate looking like her. That makes sense. Moving on,

893
00:44:10,080 --> 00:44:12,040
Speaker 1: Let's take a quick break and come back with more

894
00:44:12,160 --> 00:44:16,040
Speaker 1: after this. How about that. I think that's a good idea.

895
00:44:16,840 --> 00:44:20,160
Speaker 1: We're back. Oh my god, I know what I want

896
00:44:20,160 --> 00:44:24,040
Speaker 1: to talk about more than anything. Holy sh it. Okay,

897
00:44:24,080 --> 00:44:29,680
Speaker 1: So today they announced that they arrested a man in

898
00:44:29,760 --> 00:44:32,879
Speaker 1: connection with these murders that I have been following since

899
00:44:32,920 --> 00:44:34,759
Speaker 1: they happened. I don't know if you guys remember the

900
00:44:34,840 --> 00:44:38,200
Speaker 1: Delphi murders. This is not turning into a murder podcast,

901
00:44:38,200 --> 00:44:39,919
Speaker 1: like we tried to do that one day and when

902
00:44:40,000 --> 00:44:43,080
Speaker 1: we were in Cabo filming Perfect Strangers too. That's not happening.

903
00:44:43,360 --> 00:44:47,160
Speaker 1: But I am so fucking excited. I mean excited the

904
00:44:47,160 --> 00:44:50,040
Speaker 1: wrong word. I'm relieved. I just feel a sense of

905
00:44:50,120 --> 00:44:54,080
Speaker 1: closure and I can't even imagine how the people, um

906
00:44:54,080 --> 00:44:58,439
Speaker 1: you know, close to this murder feel. Um So, two

907
00:44:58,480 --> 00:45:02,400
Speaker 1: girls in two seventeen, Libby German and Abigail Williams, fourteen

908
00:45:02,440 --> 00:45:05,640
Speaker 1: and thirteen, respectively, were killed in two thousand and seventeen.

909
00:45:05,680 --> 00:45:08,399
Speaker 1: They were it was like a day where they either

910
00:45:08,440 --> 00:45:10,880
Speaker 1: didn't have school or they got off school early or something,

911
00:45:10,880 --> 00:45:13,040
Speaker 1: and their parents, their mom, one of their moms, took

912
00:45:13,080 --> 00:45:15,200
Speaker 1: them to the park and they were like on these

913
00:45:15,200 --> 00:45:17,560
Speaker 1: like old abandoned train tracks at this um at this

914
00:45:17,640 --> 00:45:22,560
Speaker 1: trail and the part that fascinates me about this, and

915
00:45:22,600 --> 00:45:24,640
Speaker 1: then they were murdered. And we have no details about

916
00:45:24,640 --> 00:45:26,719
Speaker 1: their murder, but they were found I think a day

917
00:45:26,800 --> 00:45:30,480
Speaker 1: or so later. I don't know the exact um uh

918
00:45:30,560 --> 00:45:33,160
Speaker 1: you know, timeline, but because everything around this has been

919
00:45:33,280 --> 00:45:37,960
Speaker 1: very it's been very kept hush hush, except they released

920
00:45:37,960 --> 00:45:40,160
Speaker 1: a photo of the guys. So these girls, Oh my god,

921
00:45:40,160 --> 00:45:42,680
Speaker 1: it's giving me chills just thinking about these poor sweet girls.

922
00:45:43,160 --> 00:45:45,440
Speaker 1: They before they were murdered, they said that this man

923
00:45:45,560 --> 00:45:48,000
Speaker 1: was following them and they started filming him on Snapchat.

924
00:45:48,400 --> 00:45:51,120
Speaker 1: And so there's a photo of Libby or one of

925
00:45:51,160 --> 00:45:55,960
Speaker 1: the victims um walking on the train tracks. And then

926
00:45:56,880 --> 00:45:58,960
Speaker 1: they took video of this man. They didn't release the

927
00:45:59,040 --> 00:46:02,479
Speaker 1: video because apparently it gets kind of disturbing. He's either

928
00:46:02,560 --> 00:46:05,719
Speaker 1: like you know, it's it gets ominous. Um. Apparently no

929
00:46:05,880 --> 00:46:08,000
Speaker 1: violence is captured on the video, but they record. These

930
00:46:08,000 --> 00:46:10,600
Speaker 1: girls are so smart, they recorded him. So they got

931
00:46:10,600 --> 00:46:13,440
Speaker 1: a picture of him, and it's the spookiest fucking picture

932
00:46:13,480 --> 00:46:16,200
Speaker 1: you've ever seen. If you've never seen it, just type

933
00:46:16,200 --> 00:46:19,800
Speaker 1: in Delphi d E l p h I murders picture

934
00:46:20,080 --> 00:46:23,239
Speaker 1: man on tracks, Man on tracks. And that's the only

935
00:46:23,280 --> 00:46:25,239
Speaker 1: picture that they released to him. And they released some

936
00:46:25,280 --> 00:46:29,040
Speaker 1: composite sketches that from UM. One girl who I guess

937
00:46:29,960 --> 00:46:33,520
Speaker 1: I saw a man either before or after, and a

938
00:46:33,600 --> 00:46:35,239
Speaker 1: young girl who was on a park bench and she

939
00:46:35,239 --> 00:46:37,359
Speaker 1: saw a man walk by and he like gave her

940
00:46:37,400 --> 00:46:39,560
Speaker 1: a weird look, and she said hi to him because

941
00:46:39,600 --> 00:46:40,960
Speaker 1: he was kind of staring at her, I guess, and

942
00:46:40,960 --> 00:46:45,880
Speaker 1: then he gave her a weird, gross look. Um. So anyway,

943
00:46:45,920 --> 00:46:48,440
Speaker 1: this is a headlining, ring chilling photo uploaded to Facebook

944
00:46:48,440 --> 00:46:51,040
Speaker 1: a year after Delphie murders shows arrested man's daughter twenty

945
00:46:51,040 --> 00:46:53,200
Speaker 1: eight posed in the same spot where Oh my god,

946
00:46:54,080 --> 00:47:00,839
Speaker 1: so this guy. So the guy that is arrested is named, oh,

947
00:47:01,239 --> 00:47:05,239
Speaker 1: Richard Allen. He worked at a CVS as a technician. Now,

948
00:47:05,280 --> 00:47:09,279
Speaker 1: these guys, no one, there's been no information about this, like,

949
00:47:09,480 --> 00:47:11,279
Speaker 1: no leads. I thought that we were never going to

950
00:47:11,360 --> 00:47:13,759
Speaker 1: catch this guy, this disgusting man who's just out there.

951
00:47:13,760 --> 00:47:17,400
Speaker 1: I mean, this creeped me out. I'm on Subreddit's about

952
00:47:17,440 --> 00:47:20,400
Speaker 1: these murders, like I I don't know why they've been

953
00:47:20,400 --> 00:47:23,080
Speaker 1: fascinating me. It's that creepy picture. Oh and there's also

954
00:47:23,200 --> 00:47:25,880
Speaker 1: audio of him. So they captured his voice too, So

955
00:47:26,000 --> 00:47:29,120
Speaker 1: the police obviously have a recording of his voice and

956
00:47:29,320 --> 00:47:32,040
Speaker 1: whatever happened, and they didn't release the whole thing, but

957
00:47:32,080 --> 00:47:35,520
Speaker 1: they have him going down the hill, down the hill,

958
00:47:36,040 --> 00:47:38,440
Speaker 1: and it's so fucking creepy. I don't it's giving me

959
00:47:38,520 --> 00:47:41,040
Speaker 1: chills just thinking about So they have this creepys photo

960
00:47:41,239 --> 00:47:42,840
Speaker 1: and then they have them saying down the hill. And

961
00:47:42,880 --> 00:47:45,320
Speaker 1: there have been times where Andrew is like sometimes dressed

962
00:47:45,440 --> 00:47:46,640
Speaker 1: like this and I go, you look at the man

963
00:47:46,680 --> 00:47:48,080
Speaker 1: on the tracks, and he doesn't know what I'm talking about,

964
00:47:48,080 --> 00:47:49,239
Speaker 1: but this is what I'm talking about, this man on

965
00:47:49,239 --> 00:47:52,520
Speaker 1: the tracks. It is such a creepy photo. So finally,

966
00:47:52,520 --> 00:47:55,560
Speaker 1: this was two seventeen, you guys they found So the

967
00:47:55,560 --> 00:47:57,799
Speaker 1: girl's bloody bodies were found about a half mile from

968
00:47:57,840 --> 00:48:00,160
Speaker 1: the bridge. Alan was arrested on Friday and connection into

969
00:48:00,160 --> 00:48:02,160
Speaker 1: the murder is the first big break in the case.

970
00:48:03,400 --> 00:48:05,320
Speaker 1: Oh and so this just came out that his daughter

971
00:48:06,000 --> 00:48:08,319
Speaker 1: they you know, now they're investing. Now we have his

972
00:48:08,440 --> 00:48:11,239
Speaker 1: name and all these internet sluices are pulling pictures of

973
00:48:11,280 --> 00:48:15,480
Speaker 1: his family. And this girl posed a year later. She

974
00:48:15,640 --> 00:48:18,280
Speaker 1: posed on the same tracks where these girls were murdered,

975
00:48:18,280 --> 00:48:21,399
Speaker 1: where her dad murdered allegedly, not even allegedly. There's gonna

976
00:48:21,400 --> 00:48:23,880
Speaker 1: be a press conference tomorrow, which is today and Monday,

977
00:48:24,239 --> 00:48:28,440
Speaker 1: and um, I really I'm just so excited, not excited,

978
00:48:28,440 --> 00:48:30,960
Speaker 1: but I'm so happy for these families who finally have relief.

979
00:48:31,719 --> 00:48:34,120
Speaker 1: So it says after the news of Alan's arrest broken Friday,

980
00:48:34,120 --> 00:48:38,160
Speaker 1: another disturbing photo. Oh man, this is crazy. Another disturbing

981
00:48:38,160 --> 00:48:41,319
Speaker 1: photo of the man um began to circulate. The shot

982
00:48:41,400 --> 00:48:44,480
Speaker 1: showed Alan, which is this the guy smiling with his

983
00:48:44,520 --> 00:48:47,440
Speaker 1: wife while in the background over his shoulder. I'm getting

984
00:48:47,480 --> 00:48:51,239
Speaker 1: chills again, literal goose bumps everywhere, mere feet away a

985
00:48:51,280 --> 00:48:55,040
Speaker 1: police sketch over his shoulder of the Delphi murder suspect.

986
00:48:55,239 --> 00:48:58,600
Speaker 1: So a police sketch of him is over his shoulder

987
00:48:59,000 --> 00:49:01,719
Speaker 1: in a photo. I am getting creeped out. I'm alone

988
00:49:01,719 --> 00:49:07,719
Speaker 1: in my apartment right now, and I'm getting creeped out. Um.

989
00:49:07,760 --> 00:49:09,960
Speaker 1: Since Allan's arrested, it was also revealed that his home

990
00:49:10,000 --> 00:49:12,160
Speaker 1: was less than two miles from the Delphi train bridge. Well,

991
00:49:12,160 --> 00:49:14,160
Speaker 1: everyone was saying it was like a drifter that did this,

992
00:49:14,239 --> 00:49:17,239
Speaker 1: and like it couldn't be a local. But um, But

993
00:49:17,280 --> 00:49:18,920
Speaker 1: then I was reading some stuff on Reddit today and

994
00:49:18,920 --> 00:49:20,480
Speaker 1: they're like, the way he walked on that bridge, it

995
00:49:20,600 --> 00:49:23,040
Speaker 1: just looked like he'd been there before. And it's like, now,

996
00:49:23,440 --> 00:49:25,640
Speaker 1: now that you see what the guy looks like, and

997
00:49:25,680 --> 00:49:27,080
Speaker 1: then you see the photo, you go, oh my god,

998
00:49:27,120 --> 00:49:28,879
Speaker 1: of course he has a gray beard. You see things

999
00:49:28,920 --> 00:49:30,920
Speaker 1: in the photo that you wouldn't have noticed without the

1000
00:49:30,960 --> 00:49:33,080
Speaker 1: details that you now know. You're like, oh my god,

1001
00:49:33,080 --> 00:49:35,680
Speaker 1: there this photo has so much in it. Just the

1002
00:49:35,960 --> 00:49:38,319
Speaker 1: way he's walking, like you kind of see like this

1003
00:49:38,360 --> 00:49:42,360
Speaker 1: isn't a guy that's like like worried about walking on

1004
00:49:42,400 --> 00:49:44,479
Speaker 1: these weird kind of train tracks. He looks like he's

1005
00:49:44,680 --> 00:49:48,919
Speaker 1: been there before. So yeah, it's just so fascinating anyway. Um.

1006
00:49:49,160 --> 00:49:51,600
Speaker 1: Indiana State Police said in February they knew who killed

1007
00:49:51,640 --> 00:49:54,000
Speaker 1: the girls, but that they had insufficient evidence to make

1008
00:49:54,040 --> 00:49:56,600
Speaker 1: an arrest. Is unclear whether they were I don't remember.

1009
00:49:56,719 --> 00:49:59,440
Speaker 1: That is unclear whether they were referring to Alan or not.

1010
00:49:59,640 --> 00:50:01,080
Speaker 1: The rest of Allen could be the end of a

1011
00:50:01,160 --> 00:50:06,520
Speaker 1: year's long investigation, during which numerous possible leads have led nowhere. Um. Yeah,

1012
00:50:06,520 --> 00:50:09,000
Speaker 1: exactly how the girl's died remains unknown to the public.

1013
00:50:09,280 --> 00:50:13,319
Speaker 1: So yeah, Oh well, I don't want to read this,

1014
00:50:13,400 --> 00:50:16,160
Speaker 1: but I will. I'm sorry if this is disturbing to

1015
00:50:16,200 --> 00:50:18,120
Speaker 1: some of you, but maybe some of you are interested

1016
00:50:18,160 --> 00:50:21,520
Speaker 1: in it. I don't, man, this is like really given

1017
00:50:21,560 --> 00:50:23,759
Speaker 1: me the Willie's. Over the summer, the details of a

1018
00:50:23,760 --> 00:50:26,760
Speaker 1: search warrant revealed that Libby and Abigail were found covered

1019
00:50:26,800 --> 00:50:29,920
Speaker 1: in blood. Another killer appeared to have taken a souvenir

1020
00:50:29,960 --> 00:50:32,839
Speaker 1: of some kind. Okay, this motherfucker. And if you guys

1021
00:50:32,840 --> 00:50:35,200
Speaker 1: look at this photo of this guy, look look him up.

1022
00:50:35,680 --> 00:50:39,920
Speaker 1: That is psychopath eyes. I read this book called Diary

1023
00:50:39,960 --> 00:50:45,000
Speaker 1: of a Psychopath, I think, and even that talks about

1024
00:50:45,040 --> 00:50:48,000
Speaker 1: how this woman like wrote the book and now she's

1025
00:50:48,040 --> 00:50:50,080
Speaker 1: revealed who she is. Let me just find the book

1026
00:50:50,160 --> 00:50:52,080
Speaker 1: so you guys know exactly what I'm talking about. It's

1027
00:50:52,160 --> 00:50:55,319
Speaker 1: so good. She just talks about being a psychopath. That's

1028
00:50:55,360 --> 00:50:58,360
Speaker 1: like written by a woman that is a psychopath. Um.

1029
00:50:58,440 --> 00:51:02,879
Speaker 1: And well, of course not showing up on this fucking thing. Um.

1030
00:51:02,920 --> 00:51:06,680
Speaker 1: But anyway, if you look, psychopaths have like these weird piercing,

1031
00:51:06,760 --> 00:51:10,040
Speaker 1: like kind of dead eyes. And this guy has those eyes.

1032
00:51:10,160 --> 00:51:12,279
Speaker 1: I'm telling you, go look at a photo of him.

1033
00:51:12,360 --> 00:51:15,640
Speaker 1: They're just they're like shark eyes. And even when he's smiling.

1034
00:51:15,960 --> 00:51:19,080
Speaker 1: There there's like there's this one where he's with his wife.

1035
00:51:19,120 --> 00:51:22,719
Speaker 1: There's a selfie. They both have sunglasses on their hats.

1036
00:51:22,880 --> 00:51:25,479
Speaker 1: Go find that photo and you tell me that guy

1037
00:51:25,560 --> 00:51:28,799
Speaker 1: does not stare. It's boring a hole through my head.

1038
00:51:29,080 --> 00:51:31,960
Speaker 1: I'm dead. This guy's eyes are the creepiest eyes I've

1039
00:51:31,960 --> 00:51:34,520
Speaker 1: ever seen. If I met a guy who was my

1040
00:51:34,560 --> 00:51:42,280
Speaker 1: CVS um, you know, pharmacyc technician giving me my antibiotics

1041
00:51:42,320 --> 00:51:47,839
Speaker 1: for my flaming enraged, you know, bacterial infected pussy, And

1042
00:51:47,880 --> 00:51:50,800
Speaker 1: though I saw those eyes, I would say, no thanks.

1043
00:51:50,960 --> 00:51:55,160
Speaker 1: I'd rather die from an infection than even like then

1044
00:51:55,680 --> 00:51:58,279
Speaker 1: give you my CVS number and have you hand me

1045
00:51:58,320 --> 00:52:02,480
Speaker 1: my long receipt. It's terrifying. Oh my god, I'm like

1046
00:52:02,560 --> 00:52:05,560
Speaker 1: zooming in on it. I hate him so much. Anyway,

1047
00:52:05,560 --> 00:52:09,759
Speaker 1: I'm just so relieved by that. Um I've always that

1048
00:52:09,840 --> 00:52:11,279
Speaker 1: was just something that it was always in the back

1049
00:52:11,280 --> 00:52:14,000
Speaker 1: of my head, like I can't wait till that guy

1050
00:52:14,040 --> 00:52:15,840
Speaker 1: gets caught. And this morning I was sitting at my

1051
00:52:15,880 --> 00:52:18,680
Speaker 1: gate next to Anya and we had just showed her

1052
00:52:18,760 --> 00:52:21,400
Speaker 1: David Pumpkins. Do you guys know that sketch from SNL?

1053
00:52:21,719 --> 00:52:24,040
Speaker 1: They really They read it last night with Jack Harlow.

1054
00:52:24,920 --> 00:52:28,480
Speaker 1: It was with Tom Hanks. It's so funny. Watched the

1055
00:52:28,480 --> 00:52:30,880
Speaker 1: original David Pumpkins sketch. It's so random. You can tell

1056
00:52:30,960 --> 00:52:32,560
Speaker 1: us tell this was like a sketch that was like

1057
00:52:32,640 --> 00:52:34,560
Speaker 1: last minute, and they were like, what is this? I mean,

1058
00:52:34,560 --> 00:52:37,640
Speaker 1: a lot of goes into the production of it, but

1059
00:52:37,680 --> 00:52:40,480
Speaker 1: it was just kind of like, I don't think they

1060
00:52:40,480 --> 00:52:41,759
Speaker 1: realized it was going to be such a hit, but

1061
00:52:41,800 --> 00:52:44,359
Speaker 1: I remember it like I saw it air the first time,

1062
00:52:44,400 --> 00:52:46,319
Speaker 1: and I was obsessed and I'm so glad that it

1063
00:52:46,360 --> 00:52:48,439
Speaker 1: became a cult hit. But I was showing Onya David

1064
00:52:48,440 --> 00:52:50,640
Speaker 1: Pumpkins and we were laughing, and then all of a sudden,

1065
00:52:50,640 --> 00:52:53,319
Speaker 1: I pulled up Daily Mail because I wanted to see. Man,

1066
00:52:53,360 --> 00:52:55,920
Speaker 1: I'm a morbid bitch. Okay. I was pulling up the

1067
00:52:56,000 --> 00:52:58,360
Speaker 1: Daily Mail because they always have like the most disturbing

1068
00:52:58,440 --> 00:53:02,400
Speaker 1: kind of pictures, and um, they don't. They're not scared

1069
00:53:02,440 --> 00:53:04,760
Speaker 1: to like get in there and really invade people's space

1070
00:53:04,920 --> 00:53:07,840
Speaker 1: and just show you things that you know you shouldn't see.

1071
00:53:07,920 --> 00:53:13,239
Speaker 1: And I was trying to see about this thing that,

1072
00:53:13,280 --> 00:53:16,120
Speaker 1: you know, the crowd crush that happened. I saw some

1073
00:53:16,120 --> 00:53:18,600
Speaker 1: footage of it and it was just horrifying. And I

1074
00:53:19,239 --> 00:53:22,279
Speaker 1: don't like video, but I don't mind images. I'm such

1075
00:53:22,320 --> 00:53:24,960
Speaker 1: a weirdo. I'm not the only one. I am not

1076
00:53:25,040 --> 00:53:27,360
Speaker 1: the only one. I mean, there there are tons of

1077
00:53:27,400 --> 00:53:29,759
Speaker 1: gore sites. People love this stuff and I don't. It's

1078
00:53:29,760 --> 00:53:31,719
Speaker 1: not like I like to see people hurt. It's so

1079
00:53:31,880 --> 00:53:34,520
Speaker 1: distressing to me, but it's like it gives I guess

1080
00:53:34,560 --> 00:53:36,520
Speaker 1: that's the same reason people like horror movies, which I

1081
00:53:36,560 --> 00:53:39,800
Speaker 1: don't understand, or like redecorating their kitchens. What I don't understand.

1082
00:53:39,960 --> 00:53:42,560
Speaker 1: It gives you a thrill and it gets it sends

1083
00:53:42,600 --> 00:53:44,719
Speaker 1: something off in my body. But I don't like it.

1084
00:53:45,440 --> 00:53:50,359
Speaker 1: Um but I do, but I don't. Um. So, I

1085
00:53:50,400 --> 00:53:52,480
Speaker 1: was trying to look up pictures from that. I am

1086
00:53:52,640 --> 00:53:57,600
Speaker 1: so sad about that crowd crush. I can't even believe,

1087
00:53:59,440 --> 00:54:02,000
Speaker 1: you know, just how scary that must have been for them.

1088
00:54:02,320 --> 00:54:05,319
Speaker 1: How and the fact that they're all dressed up. There's

1089
00:54:05,360 --> 00:54:08,120
Speaker 1: something about wearing Halloween costumes when you die that is

1090
00:54:08,200 --> 00:54:13,160
Speaker 1: so much more tragic and just like ironic. And um,

1091
00:54:13,200 --> 00:54:15,439
Speaker 1: I don't know. I hit a garbageman with my car

1092
00:54:15,600 --> 00:54:18,920
Speaker 1: when I was sixteen and my friend Taylor and I Taylor,

1093
00:54:18,960 --> 00:54:21,360
Speaker 1: you know from the show the Hobo Hopping, Uh, you

1094
00:54:21,400 --> 00:54:24,440
Speaker 1: know train hop and Hobo. She and I were driving

1095
00:54:24,600 --> 00:54:28,359
Speaker 1: and I was driving my mom's SUV and I hit

1096
00:54:28,719 --> 00:54:30,680
Speaker 1: a garbageman that jumped out from a car and I

1097
00:54:30,719 --> 00:54:34,120
Speaker 1: didn't see him. And um, I went to court for it,

1098
00:54:34,200 --> 00:54:35,799
Speaker 1: like he sued me four years later. I mean, it

1099
00:54:35,840 --> 00:54:37,920
Speaker 1: was a whole fucking thing and he got he got

1100
00:54:37,920 --> 00:54:39,919
Speaker 1: really hurt. It was fucked up, and it was really

1101
00:54:39,960 --> 00:54:43,800
Speaker 1: sad and traumatic for obviously him and me as well.

1102
00:54:43,840 --> 00:54:48,160
Speaker 1: But we were dressed in a's outfit. We were dress

1103
00:54:48,200 --> 00:54:51,600
Speaker 1: in costumes because there was a basketball game later that night.

1104
00:54:51,680 --> 00:54:53,080
Speaker 1: We were on the PEP squad, So we went to

1105
00:54:53,080 --> 00:54:55,680
Speaker 1: her at her mom's house, like raiding her closet, getting

1106
00:54:55,719 --> 00:54:58,800
Speaker 1: all this, like you know, suddenly Seeking Susan is that

1107
00:54:58,880 --> 00:55:01,279
Speaker 1: the movie? We looked like Madonna in the eighties, like

1108
00:55:01,480 --> 00:55:04,360
Speaker 1: red lips and crazy frizzy hair and just like crazy

1109
00:55:04,719 --> 00:55:08,440
Speaker 1: Neon outfits, and it just made it that much weirder

1110
00:55:08,480 --> 00:55:11,040
Speaker 1: that I remember just looking over at Taylor with her

1111
00:55:11,239 --> 00:55:15,279
Speaker 1: like frizzy hair and just um mom jeans. I mean

1112
00:55:15,280 --> 00:55:17,759
Speaker 1: we're probably dressed like we dressed now, like just tight

1113
00:55:17,840 --> 00:55:20,839
Speaker 1: jeans pulled all the way up like mom style, um

1114
00:55:20,920 --> 00:55:24,080
Speaker 1: big blouses, and it just made it so much more

1115
00:55:24,120 --> 00:55:25,959
Speaker 1: surreal that we were dressed up. But if you saw

1116
00:55:26,000 --> 00:55:28,000
Speaker 1: any of the pictures from this weekend, I mean all

1117
00:55:28,040 --> 00:55:30,239
Speaker 1: these young kids just were going out in EATA one,

1118
00:55:30,320 --> 00:55:34,719
Speaker 1: which is the cool part of town. I don't understand, though,

1119
00:55:34,760 --> 00:55:37,160
Speaker 1: why people like to go to things like that. I

1120
00:55:37,160 --> 00:55:39,600
Speaker 1: didn't like it in my twenties. I'm not victim blaming.

1121
00:55:39,760 --> 00:55:45,240
Speaker 1: I just don't understand. Final thought, I don't like crowds.

1122
00:55:45,640 --> 00:55:47,640
Speaker 1: And now that there's a thing called a crowd crush

1123
00:55:47,719 --> 00:55:49,120
Speaker 1: that I knew about, but I didn't know it was

1124
00:55:49,120 --> 00:55:51,720
Speaker 1: called a crowd crush. I mean, we saw it happened

1125
00:55:51,719 --> 00:55:54,040
Speaker 1: at Astro World, it happened at a Who concert in

1126
00:55:54,080 --> 00:55:56,120
Speaker 1: the seventies that my mom was out in Cincinnati. That

1127
00:55:56,160 --> 00:55:57,879
Speaker 1: was like the original one. I mean there were once

1128
00:55:57,920 --> 00:56:00,000
Speaker 1: before that. I was on a Wikipedia the other day

1129
00:56:00,239 --> 00:56:03,680
Speaker 1: looking up crowd crushes. That sounds like something I'd want

1130
00:56:03,680 --> 00:56:05,880
Speaker 1: to have. By the way, it's like, I have a crush,

1131
00:56:06,000 --> 00:56:09,000
Speaker 1: was in a crowd and we're gonna lock eyes across

1132
00:56:09,000 --> 00:56:11,799
Speaker 1: the room. It sounds like something romantic. It sounds like

1133
00:56:11,800 --> 00:56:15,280
Speaker 1: a scene in West Side Story. My crowd crushed. But um,

1134
00:56:15,400 --> 00:56:17,440
Speaker 1: I read a Wikipedia of all the crowd crushes that

1135
00:56:17,480 --> 00:56:20,920
Speaker 1: have happened in history. Dude, there's one that happened in

1136
00:56:21,000 --> 00:56:24,080
Speaker 1: like ancient times. It was five thousand people died. There

1137
00:56:24,120 --> 00:56:26,239
Speaker 1: was one that happened um in two thousand ten where

1138
00:56:26,280 --> 00:56:28,440
Speaker 1: like two thousand people died. A lot of them happened

1139
00:56:28,440 --> 00:56:32,960
Speaker 1: from religious um what is it called when they pilgrimages.

1140
00:56:33,360 --> 00:56:37,279
Speaker 1: They happened a lot in those, but and a lot

1141
00:56:37,320 --> 00:56:40,280
Speaker 1: happened from fires. Someone else fired, then everyone starts running.

1142
00:56:40,560 --> 00:56:42,440
Speaker 1: I did hear reports that the one in et One,

1143
00:56:42,480 --> 00:56:45,200
Speaker 1: the one that happened in um Soul this weekend, was

1144
00:56:45,239 --> 00:56:48,520
Speaker 1: like five guys were just pushing from one side. Just

1145
00:56:48,600 --> 00:56:51,560
Speaker 1: five people caused a hundred and fifty something people to die.

1146
00:56:52,040 --> 00:56:53,680
Speaker 1: If I was a victim, I would be really annoyed

1147
00:56:53,719 --> 00:56:55,160
Speaker 1: that I don't know the exact number and I was

1148
00:56:55,200 --> 00:56:57,960
Speaker 1: just like something but I think it was a hundred

1149
00:56:58,239 --> 00:56:59,960
Speaker 1: six last time I checked, and then it went high

1150
00:57:00,000 --> 00:57:05,360
Speaker 1: there um anyway, crowd crises are terrifying and I hate crowds.

1151
00:57:05,400 --> 00:57:08,399
Speaker 1: I I will not go to a restaurant if there

1152
00:57:08,480 --> 00:57:10,839
Speaker 1: is a line out front, and not because I don't

1153
00:57:10,840 --> 00:57:13,360
Speaker 1: like crowds. I don't like anything that is too popular,

1154
00:57:13,400 --> 00:57:16,320
Speaker 1: and not because I'm could. I don't know why say

1155
00:57:16,400 --> 00:57:18,600
Speaker 1: like that, but not because I'm care and like I'm

1156
00:57:18,600 --> 00:57:20,959
Speaker 1: trying to like, I'm just different. I want to try

1157
00:57:20,960 --> 00:57:23,880
Speaker 1: out things that are like no one's into. I just

1158
00:57:24,120 --> 00:57:26,919
Speaker 1: feel like a dumb tourist when I do anything that's

1159
00:57:26,960 --> 00:57:29,560
Speaker 1: like too popular. Do you ever feel that way? I

1160
00:57:29,560 --> 00:57:31,520
Speaker 1: always feel like if I go to a brunch spot

1161
00:57:31,520 --> 00:57:33,600
Speaker 1: that has like a two hour wait. First of all,

1162
00:57:33,640 --> 00:57:35,200
Speaker 1: I hate waiting. You guys know that I told you

1163
00:57:35,240 --> 00:57:37,040
Speaker 1: that in the beginning. I don't like waiting for anything,

1164
00:57:37,080 --> 00:57:38,600
Speaker 1: and so I like to plan everything so I get

1165
00:57:38,600 --> 00:57:40,560
Speaker 1: there and then it starts because waiting equals you might

1166
00:57:40,720 --> 00:57:42,440
Speaker 1: have time to feel your feelings, and you can't do

1167
00:57:42,480 --> 00:57:44,120
Speaker 1: that because then you don't want to start killing yourself,

1168
00:57:44,160 --> 00:57:48,120
Speaker 1: so or start shutting the funk up and uh hamdrop.

1169
00:57:48,600 --> 00:57:53,680
Speaker 1: So I will not go to a brunch spot that

1170
00:57:53,840 --> 00:57:57,640
Speaker 1: is a long wait. Chris, my boyfriend just knows that

1171
00:57:57,680 --> 00:57:59,520
Speaker 1: we if there's a place that has a weight, we

1172
00:57:59,560 --> 00:58:01,280
Speaker 1: will not wait for dinner. We will not wait. I

1173
00:58:01,320 --> 00:58:03,520
Speaker 1: just don't want to do it. I don't. I feel

1174
00:58:03,600 --> 00:58:05,280
Speaker 1: like an idiot. I feel like I'm at the Chase

1175
00:58:05,320 --> 00:58:09,320
Speaker 1: Cake Factory and at the mall and Dighton. I just

1176
00:58:09,320 --> 00:58:12,440
Speaker 1: feel like a dumb pleab. I feel like a lemming.

1177
00:58:12,560 --> 00:58:15,040
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm at the eminem store in Times

1178
00:58:15,040 --> 00:58:18,400
Speaker 1: Square that I'm just like New York City. I just

1179
00:58:18,440 --> 00:58:21,160
Speaker 1: feel like you're just doing what everyone else is doing.

1180
00:58:21,400 --> 00:58:23,400
Speaker 1: And by the way, I do so many things that

1181
00:58:23,440 --> 00:58:25,600
Speaker 1: everyone else is doing. I want to be like everyone else.

1182
00:58:25,640 --> 00:58:27,480
Speaker 1: I want That's why I was sad the other day

1183
00:58:27,480 --> 00:58:29,080
Speaker 1: that I wasn't redoing my kitchen. I'm like, I just

1184
00:58:29,080 --> 00:58:31,160
Speaker 1: want to be normal, but in that way, I don't

1185
00:58:31,200 --> 00:58:34,240
Speaker 1: want to be normal. Does that make sense? But man,

1186
00:58:35,480 --> 00:58:37,960
Speaker 1: I'm so scared of crowd crushes. Now. That's why I

1187
00:58:38,000 --> 00:58:40,000
Speaker 1: always when I'm at a place where I go, I

1188
00:58:40,480 --> 00:58:43,440
Speaker 1: genuinely look for fire exits. I look for a strategy

1189
00:58:43,560 --> 00:58:46,080
Speaker 1: in case there's a fire. I want a crowd crush.

1190
00:58:46,360 --> 00:58:49,840
Speaker 1: Um plan. I have plans of action for a lot

1191
00:58:49,880 --> 00:58:52,800
Speaker 1: of tragedies, and I don't have one for that. I

1192
00:58:52,840 --> 00:58:55,120
Speaker 1: was thinking yesterday. I was like, Okay, maybe I would

1193
00:58:55,160 --> 00:58:58,000
Speaker 1: climb upon people. I would try to climb up, but

1194
00:58:58,040 --> 00:59:00,400
Speaker 1: then I would cause I would trample people and doing

1195
00:59:00,400 --> 00:59:02,160
Speaker 1: that and I want to kill anyone. So what is

1196
00:59:02,200 --> 00:59:06,720
Speaker 1: the plan? Um? I would try to do the thing

1197
00:59:06,760 --> 00:59:09,200
Speaker 1: that Andrew does if he slept with someone the day

1198
00:59:09,240 --> 00:59:12,040
Speaker 1: before and he sees them as sephora um the next day,

1199
00:59:12,080 --> 00:59:13,880
Speaker 1: and I would pretend I'm invisible and hope that I

1200
00:59:13,920 --> 00:59:17,439
Speaker 1: would disappear. Um. I don't. I just want to plan

1201
00:59:18,200 --> 00:59:20,360
Speaker 1: and a fire. I'm always like I have a plan.

1202
00:59:20,440 --> 00:59:23,400
Speaker 1: I'm like standing by the exits um an earthquake. I

1203
00:59:23,400 --> 00:59:25,200
Speaker 1: know I'm gonna go to a doorway or a table.

1204
00:59:25,280 --> 00:59:27,360
Speaker 1: I'm not going to run outside. That's what people always

1205
00:59:27,360 --> 00:59:30,080
Speaker 1: do and trees fall over, buildings fall over, things, signs

1206
00:59:30,120 --> 00:59:33,200
Speaker 1: fall over. Don't run outside in an earthquake. Have a plan.

1207
00:59:34,440 --> 00:59:36,360
Speaker 1: Do I have a go bag? No? I don't have

1208
00:59:36,400 --> 00:59:38,320
Speaker 1: a go bag. Taylor was gonna make me one because

1209
00:59:38,320 --> 00:59:39,920
Speaker 1: she's the survivalist, and I was like, can you make

1210
00:59:39,920 --> 00:59:41,920
Speaker 1: me a vegan go bag? And she was like, I'll try,

1211
00:59:41,960 --> 00:59:44,280
Speaker 1: And so she's gonna make me a vegan go bag.

1212
00:59:44,320 --> 00:59:46,360
Speaker 1: I'm gonna hire her to do that because I definitely

1213
00:59:46,400 --> 00:59:49,520
Speaker 1: need one, especially living in California. I'll probably just have

1214
00:59:49,560 --> 00:59:51,200
Speaker 1: a bag that I call a go bag that I

1215
00:59:51,280 --> 00:59:53,560
Speaker 1: go in that I take ships in because I just

1216
00:59:53,560 --> 00:59:55,600
Speaker 1: want to have a little portable toilet. So that's gonna

1217
00:59:55,600 --> 01:00:00,360
Speaker 1: be my go bag. Is a bag I just go in. Um. Yeah,

1218
01:00:00,400 --> 01:00:02,200
Speaker 1: I think this about rounds out the podcast. I feel

1219
01:00:02,200 --> 01:00:05,360
Speaker 1: good about this solo episode. I missed Andrew, I missed

1220
01:00:05,360 --> 01:00:07,520
Speaker 1: Noah for sure, but we got through it. I'm trying

1221
01:00:07,520 --> 01:00:09,280
Speaker 1: to think if there's anything else I want to tell you. Guys,

1222
01:00:09,400 --> 01:00:12,520
Speaker 1: I am on tour and um, I hope you come

1223
01:00:12,560 --> 01:00:15,800
Speaker 1: see me. It was so much fun to perform this weekend.

1224
01:00:15,880 --> 01:00:18,920
Speaker 1: It was so I have new jokes. My parents and

1225
01:00:19,040 --> 01:00:22,640
Speaker 1: Anya and met my tour manager, were all like, holy

1226
01:00:22,760 --> 01:00:25,080
Speaker 1: sh it, your set is. I mean, I don't want

1227
01:00:25,080 --> 01:00:27,560
Speaker 1: to speak for them, but I will. I would never

1228
01:00:27,840 --> 01:00:31,160
Speaker 1: say this if it wasn't true. They were like, it's

1229
01:00:31,160 --> 01:00:34,280
Speaker 1: it's next level, Like there's we've never heard any of

1230
01:00:34,280 --> 01:00:38,120
Speaker 1: those jokes. This is like I felt really good about it.

1231
01:00:38,200 --> 01:00:40,600
Speaker 1: Like after hearing their feedback, I really never know what

1232
01:00:40,680 --> 01:00:42,760
Speaker 1: to feel about my set. I'm always a little bit

1233
01:00:42,760 --> 01:00:45,520
Speaker 1: too critical and never really feel that great. But hearing

1234
01:00:45,560 --> 01:00:47,960
Speaker 1: their feedback, which they don't always say that to me,

1235
01:00:48,280 --> 01:00:51,040
Speaker 1: it meant something. So I hope, And and listening to

1236
01:00:51,040 --> 01:00:53,360
Speaker 1: the fans to like meeting people after the shows and

1237
01:00:53,400 --> 01:00:56,400
Speaker 1: hearing them say what a great show it was. One

1238
01:00:56,400 --> 01:00:58,080
Speaker 1: guy said I was like, he was like, I saw

1239
01:00:58,600 --> 01:01:03,600
Speaker 1: Ginger Cookie last night or Ginger Boy some like guy

1240
01:01:04,000 --> 01:01:08,840
Speaker 1: some um comedian slash TikToker and he was like, your

1241
01:01:08,840 --> 01:01:11,040
Speaker 1: show is better. And then someone else said that they

1242
01:01:11,080 --> 01:01:13,800
Speaker 1: saw who they see. I love when people are like

1243
01:01:14,520 --> 01:01:16,680
Speaker 1: that was some someone told me I was the best

1244
01:01:16,680 --> 01:01:18,240
Speaker 1: comedy show they've ever seen, and they had a list

1245
01:01:18,280 --> 01:01:20,000
Speaker 1: of good comedy shows. So that meant something to me.

1246
01:01:20,520 --> 01:01:23,200
Speaker 1: So the reviews are in and they're great. So I

1247
01:01:23,280 --> 01:01:25,040
Speaker 1: am going to be all over the place. And I

1248
01:01:25,120 --> 01:01:27,200
Speaker 1: told you about that before during the show, I think

1249
01:01:27,200 --> 01:01:29,680
Speaker 1: at some point, So, UM, come out and see me,

1250
01:01:30,280 --> 01:01:32,800
Speaker 1: and I hope you all have great days. I'm trying

1251
01:01:32,840 --> 01:01:36,480
Speaker 1: to think of anything else I need to tell you. Um,

1252
01:01:36,520 --> 01:01:38,400
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be traveling all tomorrow. We will see you

1253
01:01:38,440 --> 01:01:43,120
Speaker 1: on Tuesday. Getting my hair done Tuesday. I'm excited about that. Really,

1254
01:01:43,160 --> 01:01:45,959
Speaker 1: getting your roots done. I hate to say it makes

1255
01:01:46,000 --> 01:01:51,600
Speaker 1: you feel better. Um. Oh, also I got told this weekend. Oh.

1256
01:01:51,640 --> 01:01:55,200
Speaker 1: So I was waiting, um, after my plane right to St. Louis.

1257
01:01:55,280 --> 01:01:58,360
Speaker 1: It landed and I had to check gate check, you know,

1258
01:01:58,480 --> 01:02:00,439
Speaker 1: at the side of the plane my guitar bag because

1259
01:02:00,440 --> 01:02:03,160
Speaker 1: it wouldn't fit in the overhead from Chicago to St. Louis.

1260
01:02:03,160 --> 01:02:05,840
Speaker 1: My layover to St. Louis, and so I was waiting

1261
01:02:05,840 --> 01:02:07,960
Speaker 1: in the hall waiting for them to bring out the luggage,

1262
01:02:08,320 --> 01:02:10,439
Speaker 1: and there was this guy that was like, I saw

1263
01:02:10,440 --> 01:02:12,160
Speaker 1: you with a guitar. Do you are you in a band?

1264
01:02:12,200 --> 01:02:13,280
Speaker 1: What do you play? And I was like, oh no,

1265
01:02:13,360 --> 01:02:15,320
Speaker 1: I'm just a hobbyist. I'm not good. I was like,

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01:02:15,320 --> 01:02:17,320
Speaker 1: do you play guitar and he was like no, I

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01:02:17,360 --> 01:02:19,600
Speaker 1: wish and I was like, you are younger than me.

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01:02:19,960 --> 01:02:22,400
Speaker 1: Start playing, Like I don't think it's too late. I

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01:02:22,400 --> 01:02:24,600
Speaker 1: started playing two years ago. And he goes, you're younger

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01:02:24,600 --> 01:02:26,440
Speaker 1: than me and I was like yeah, dude, And I

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01:02:26,480 --> 01:02:29,120
Speaker 1: was like, if you're thirty, I was like thirty five,

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01:02:29,160 --> 01:02:30,880
Speaker 1: start playing. He's like You're not thirty five and I

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01:02:30,960 --> 01:02:33,960
Speaker 1: was like, I'm actually thirty eight and he was like,

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01:02:34,200 --> 01:02:35,760
Speaker 1: no way. And this guy was not hitting on me,

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01:02:35,800 --> 01:02:37,480
Speaker 1: by the way. He had two kids with him. He

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01:02:37,600 --> 01:02:40,479
Speaker 1: was like, very mormony looking, but he was so nice

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01:02:40,480 --> 01:02:44,200
Speaker 1: of him to say that. I I've never been told

1278
01:02:44,240 --> 01:02:47,680
Speaker 1: I look young for my age, never ever in my life.

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01:02:48,160 --> 01:02:50,600
Speaker 1: Now I hear it told to other women all the time.

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01:02:50,600 --> 01:02:53,440
Speaker 1: And I'm not kidding you. I've never heard it. And

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01:02:53,480 --> 01:02:55,439
Speaker 1: that's okay, because thirty eight is not a bad age

1282
01:02:55,480 --> 01:02:59,040
Speaker 1: to look. But this guy made my fucking day that

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01:02:59,160 --> 01:03:01,640
Speaker 1: he had no way you're thirty five, and I go,

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01:03:01,720 --> 01:03:04,440
Speaker 1: I'm actually thirty eight. I have a friend who looks

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01:03:05,120 --> 01:03:07,680
Speaker 1: literal decades younger than she is, and I was like,

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01:03:07,760 --> 01:03:09,720
Speaker 1: if I were you, I'd be telling my people my

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01:03:09,760 --> 01:03:12,120
Speaker 1: age all the time because people are shocked when they

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01:03:12,120 --> 01:03:14,960
Speaker 1: find out her age. You don't even know her age.

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01:03:15,000 --> 01:03:16,600
Speaker 1: And you might know who I'm talking about, but you

1290
01:03:16,600 --> 01:03:19,720
Speaker 1: don't even know her. Like you, you would be blown

1291
01:03:19,840 --> 01:03:23,680
Speaker 1: away someone you know is so much older than you

1292
01:03:23,720 --> 01:03:26,560
Speaker 1: think they are. And if it were me, she doesn't

1293
01:03:26,560 --> 01:03:28,680
Speaker 1: like to tell everyone. If it were me, I'd be

1294
01:03:28,840 --> 01:03:33,440
Speaker 1: screaming it because she looks so fucking good. I mean

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01:03:33,640 --> 01:03:36,400
Speaker 1: literal decades. People think she's younger than me, and she

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01:03:36,520 --> 01:03:39,959
Speaker 1: is much older than I am. It's nuts. I hope

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01:03:40,000 --> 01:03:42,280
Speaker 1: to be that someday. I hope everyone thinks I'm thirty.

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01:03:42,280 --> 01:03:44,560
Speaker 1: I hope it stops now, not that it really matters,

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01:03:44,760 --> 01:03:46,920
Speaker 1: but I do remember the only time it happened to

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01:03:46,960 --> 01:03:49,520
Speaker 1: me where someone thought I was younger. Until today, There's

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01:03:49,560 --> 01:03:51,800
Speaker 1: been one other time, and I swear to God, and

1302
01:03:51,840 --> 01:03:55,880
Speaker 1: it was DeMarcus where he's a footballer. I don't think

1303
01:03:55,880 --> 01:03:57,760
Speaker 1: that's what they call him when you play American football,

1304
01:03:57,800 --> 01:04:00,120
Speaker 1: but he plays. He was a football player. He on

1305
01:04:00,240 --> 01:04:02,360
Speaker 1: dancing with the Stars with me, and we were at

1306
01:04:02,360 --> 01:04:04,240
Speaker 1: the finale. And I probably told this before because it's

1307
01:04:04,280 --> 01:04:06,919
Speaker 1: so funny. We're at the finale and so we're back

1308
01:04:06,920 --> 01:04:09,240
Speaker 1: there just having been eliminated, but we're there to support

1309
01:04:09,280 --> 01:04:12,000
Speaker 1: the people that are still in the running, and we're

1310
01:04:12,000 --> 01:04:14,880
Speaker 1: sitting down during you know, the show was stopped down.

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01:04:14,960 --> 01:04:16,320
Speaker 1: You guys know what that means now, because I told

1312
01:04:16,360 --> 01:04:19,800
Speaker 1: you before and he goes, I said something about my age.

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01:04:19,800 --> 01:04:22,400
Speaker 1: He goes, you're thirty four, and I was like yeah,

1314
01:04:22,600 --> 01:04:25,440
Speaker 1: and he's like, you're thirty four and I was like, ah.

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01:04:25,720 --> 01:04:28,720
Speaker 1: He was like, no way, are you thirty four? I

1316
01:04:28,720 --> 01:04:31,600
Speaker 1: go I am, and he was like, oh my god.

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01:04:31,840 --> 01:04:35,800
Speaker 1: Really I could have sworn you were thirty two. I mean,

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01:04:36,800 --> 01:04:42,240
Speaker 1: I was like, what the hell is the deference? It

1319
01:04:42,320 --> 01:04:44,480
Speaker 1: made me laughed so hard. I thought he was getting

1320
01:04:44,520 --> 01:04:46,480
Speaker 1: ready to be like twenty five or something like. You know,

1321
01:04:46,840 --> 01:04:49,440
Speaker 1: but it's two years younger. And I'm like, I guess

1322
01:04:49,480 --> 01:04:52,840
Speaker 1: that is a major spot of your life where the

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01:04:52,960 --> 01:04:55,320
Speaker 1: age starts to clicking. If you are younger than me,

1324
01:04:55,360 --> 01:04:56,920
Speaker 1: which I know a lot of our listeners are, and

1325
01:04:56,920 --> 01:04:58,840
Speaker 1: you're wondering as a girl, when you're going to start

1326
01:04:58,840 --> 01:05:01,520
Speaker 1: to feel the effects of agent ing. I would say

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01:05:03,000 --> 01:05:07,439
Speaker 1: thirty five for me was when I started to see

1328
01:05:07,480 --> 01:05:10,400
Speaker 1: like my face kind of start to change in certain

1329
01:05:10,400 --> 01:05:12,640
Speaker 1: ways and start to see like wrinkles and stuff in

1330
01:05:12,680 --> 01:05:14,920
Speaker 1: ways that you're like, oh, I started getting botox. I

1331
01:05:15,680 --> 01:05:17,640
Speaker 1: looked at it yesterday or I guess I just trying

1332
01:05:17,640 --> 01:05:19,440
Speaker 1: to figure out, like when did I start getting stuff done?

1333
01:05:19,480 --> 01:05:21,760
Speaker 1: And if you're wondering when should I get botox, listen,

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01:05:21,800 --> 01:05:23,720
Speaker 1: this is not me telling you to get stuff. In fact,

1335
01:05:23,800 --> 01:05:27,160
Speaker 1: I got filler about a month and a half ago,

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01:05:27,440 --> 01:05:30,400
Speaker 1: and I regret it, Like I I think I got

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01:05:30,400 --> 01:05:32,000
Speaker 1: too much in my cheeks, so I look a little

1338
01:05:32,000 --> 01:05:34,480
Speaker 1: bit crazy, But it's fine. I'm used to it now

1339
01:05:34,520 --> 01:05:35,880
Speaker 1: and it's going to drain out of my face. That's

1340
01:05:35,880 --> 01:05:38,000
Speaker 1: a good thing about fillers that your body metabolizes it

1341
01:05:38,040 --> 01:05:41,840
Speaker 1: and eventually goes away. But um, I started getting botox,

1342
01:05:41,840 --> 01:05:43,880
Speaker 1: which I do recommend. I think it's great and I

1343
01:05:43,920 --> 01:05:46,360
Speaker 1: don't think it's like a sad thing for women to do.

1344
01:05:46,440 --> 01:05:48,280
Speaker 1: I don't think it's like you're gonna waste. It's not

1345
01:05:48,280 --> 01:05:50,440
Speaker 1: that expensive. I just think it should be looked at

1346
01:05:50,480 --> 01:05:53,080
Speaker 1: as like dyeing your hair, not a big deal. But

1347
01:05:53,120 --> 01:05:56,280
Speaker 1: I started getting it when I was I'm gonna say

1348
01:05:56,320 --> 01:06:00,920
Speaker 1: it was two thousand seventeen, so I was thirty four.

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01:06:01,080 --> 01:06:03,840
Speaker 1: Thirty four, Yeah, thirty four was first time I got potox.

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01:06:04,000 --> 01:06:05,480
Speaker 1: So if you're looking for like a time when you

1351
01:06:05,480 --> 01:06:07,680
Speaker 1: should do it, not that that's the time to do it,

1352
01:06:07,720 --> 01:06:09,480
Speaker 1: I think I could have waited until now, to be

1353
01:06:09,520 --> 01:06:12,040
Speaker 1: honest with you, or ever, you don't ever need to

1354
01:06:12,040 --> 01:06:15,120
Speaker 1: do it. But I really was very clueless in my thirties.

1355
01:06:15,200 --> 01:06:16,960
Speaker 1: But when do you start to have to do this ship?

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01:06:17,680 --> 01:06:20,200
Speaker 1: So if you're wondering anyway, I gotta go to bed.

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Speaker 1: Thank you so much for listening to podcast today. Do

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Speaker 1: Napuka and Jack carlm was okay on us and all