1 00:00:15,356 --> 00:00:23,596 Speaker 1: Pushkin to introduce this episode. I just want to relate 2 00:00:23,796 --> 00:00:27,476 Speaker 1: how random my journey to it was. I was reading 3 00:00:27,476 --> 00:00:29,676 Speaker 1: a book I can't even remember what it was, and 4 00:00:29,716 --> 00:00:32,516 Speaker 1: then a footnote I always read the footnotes. The author 5 00:00:32,596 --> 00:00:35,716 Speaker 1: said the psychologist whose work she was referring to had 6 00:00:35,756 --> 00:00:39,876 Speaker 1: done a very strange paper once about Elvis, at which 7 00:00:39,876 --> 00:00:42,316 Speaker 1: point I stopped reading the book and looked up the 8 00:00:42,436 --> 00:00:46,316 Speaker 1: very strange paper about Elvis. It was by Alan Elms. 9 00:00:46,476 --> 00:00:49,516 Speaker 1: It was amazing, So immediately I go to the next question. 10 00:00:49,916 --> 00:00:53,676 Speaker 1: Was Alan Elms still alive? Yes, living in Davis, California. 11 00:00:53,916 --> 00:00:56,836 Speaker 1: Next step, I gotta go see him. So I immediately 12 00:00:56,836 --> 00:01:00,116 Speaker 1: fly to San Francisco rent a car, but the rental 13 00:01:00,116 --> 00:01:03,396 Speaker 1: agency is out of all cars except for a bright 14 00:01:03,756 --> 00:01:07,476 Speaker 1: canary yellow Chevy Corvette, which I take happily. But then 15 00:01:07,556 --> 00:01:10,476 Speaker 1: halfway to Davis, driving at speeds that are very, very 16 00:01:10,516 --> 00:01:13,796 Speaker 1: far from legal, I start thinking, what's this guy going 17 00:01:13,836 --> 00:01:15,516 Speaker 1: to think of me if I show up in a 18 00:01:15,556 --> 00:01:19,716 Speaker 1: bright canary yellow Corvette. He's a brilliant psychologist. I don't 19 00:01:19,716 --> 00:01:22,796 Speaker 1: want him pre judging me, So I park it around 20 00:01:22,796 --> 00:01:26,076 Speaker 1: the corner, walk to his house and spend a lovely 21 00:01:26,116 --> 00:01:29,756 Speaker 1: afternoon with him. Sadly he was feeling poorly at the 22 00:01:29,796 --> 00:01:32,076 Speaker 1: time and didn't speak well enough for me to use 23 00:01:32,116 --> 00:01:35,236 Speaker 1: the tape of his interview. But my spontaneous journey set 24 00:01:35,276 --> 00:01:38,876 Speaker 1: the correct tone, I think for this whole episode, which 25 00:01:38,916 --> 00:01:42,116 Speaker 1: is that it was intended to be a caper, a 26 00:01:42,156 --> 00:01:46,676 Speaker 1: grand caper in which many crazy, unexpected things happen, and 27 00:01:47,396 --> 00:01:50,916 Speaker 1: as it will discover. So it was, by the way, 28 00:01:51,076 --> 00:01:53,236 Speaker 1: the thing that Alan Elms and I talked the most 29 00:01:53,276 --> 00:01:56,236 Speaker 1: about was not actually his Alva's paper. It was another 30 00:01:56,316 --> 00:01:58,836 Speaker 1: even more genius thing he once wrote about the Wizard 31 00:01:58,836 --> 00:02:01,716 Speaker 1: of Oz, which I promise you that I will get 32 00:02:01,756 --> 00:02:06,436 Speaker 1: to one day. Here a visionist history, Join me for 33 00:02:06,516 --> 00:02:13,476 Speaker 1: a walk down revisionist history memory Lane. The New York 34 00:02:13,556 --> 00:02:18,196 Speaker 1: Psychoanalytics Society and Institute is in a very formal European 35 00:02:18,236 --> 00:02:21,436 Speaker 1: style building on a quiet side street on the upper 36 00:02:21,476 --> 00:02:26,436 Speaker 1: east side of Manhattan. Oak tables, high ceilings. In the library, 37 00:02:26,476 --> 00:02:31,196 Speaker 1: long ribbons of leather bound volumes, and five different busts 38 00:02:31,236 --> 00:02:35,636 Speaker 1: of Sigmund Freud all in a row. I went there 39 00:02:35,756 --> 00:02:40,356 Speaker 1: to meet with the Society's president, Michelle Press, a psychoanalyst 40 00:02:40,356 --> 00:02:44,356 Speaker 1: herself with that lovely quality of patience and openness. The 41 00:02:44,396 --> 00:02:47,796 Speaker 1: best therapists always have. I wanted to talk with her 42 00:02:47,956 --> 00:02:51,316 Speaker 1: about a subject that I've always found deeply interesting. What 43 00:02:51,476 --> 00:03:00,956 Speaker 1: Freud called parapraxis, but not just anyone's parapraxis, the King's parapraxis. 44 00:03:05,276 --> 00:03:08,676 Speaker 1: My name is Malcolm Gladwell. You're listening to Revisionist History, 45 00:03:08,916 --> 00:03:14,676 Speaker 1: my podcast about things overlooked and misunderstood. After the first 46 00:03:14,676 --> 00:03:18,436 Speaker 1: two episodes on Memory earlier this season, I decided to 47 00:03:18,436 --> 00:03:27,796 Speaker 1: do a third. It involves an odyssey. This odyssey took 48 00:03:27,836 --> 00:03:30,996 Speaker 1: me from the pages of the Handbook of Psychobiography to 49 00:03:31,116 --> 00:03:34,836 Speaker 1: a shrine in Tennessee, to the legendary Battery Studios in 50 00:03:34,916 --> 00:03:38,276 Speaker 1: Times Square, and to the hushed offices of the New 51 00:03:38,356 --> 00:03:42,796 Speaker 1: York Psychoanalytics Society, where I sat with Michelle Press in 52 00:03:42,796 --> 00:03:46,156 Speaker 1: search of an answer to a simple question. What if 53 00:03:46,156 --> 00:03:49,036 Speaker 1: a singer couldn't remember the words to a song, a 54 00:03:49,076 --> 00:03:52,756 Speaker 1: song he had sung a thousand times, particular parts of the song, 55 00:03:53,076 --> 00:03:56,916 Speaker 1: the same part of the song, over and over. What 56 00:03:56,956 --> 00:03:59,116 Speaker 1: would that tell us about the singer? 57 00:04:07,476 --> 00:04:11,596 Speaker 2: It was a term in German faulty acts or faulty functions. 58 00:04:12,076 --> 00:04:16,316 Speaker 2: It would be slips of the tongue. It could be misreadings, mishearings, 59 00:04:16,676 --> 00:04:17,996 Speaker 2: but it's Freud's invention. 60 00:04:19,076 --> 00:04:23,836 Speaker 1: Michelle Press is talking about parapraxis from the Greek para 61 00:04:23,916 --> 00:04:30,876 Speaker 1: meaning abnormal, beyond praxis meaning act, abnormal speech acts, or 62 00:04:31,156 --> 00:04:35,716 Speaker 1: as they are more colloquially known, Freudian slips. Does Freud 63 00:04:35,836 --> 00:04:39,316 Speaker 1: mean that there are no accidental slips or that if 64 00:04:39,356 --> 00:04:41,516 Speaker 1: you look at the range of accidental slips you can 65 00:04:41,516 --> 00:04:42,276 Speaker 1: find meaning in some. 66 00:04:43,236 --> 00:04:46,556 Speaker 2: So when you read him, he doesn't want to sound 67 00:04:46,636 --> 00:04:51,436 Speaker 2: that kind of definitive. He'll say, yes, maybe one might 68 00:04:51,516 --> 00:04:54,596 Speaker 2: prove that there are some that are truly accidental, or 69 00:04:54,596 --> 00:04:59,836 Speaker 2: truly a result of fatigue or of maybe some medical illness. 70 00:05:00,396 --> 00:05:02,276 Speaker 2: But he said, if you do the work, one will 71 00:05:02,356 --> 00:05:05,796 Speaker 2: find the reasons for the slip, that they're not accidental, 72 00:05:05,796 --> 00:05:08,716 Speaker 2: that they have. He called it a sense, and that 73 00:05:08,716 --> 00:05:13,836 Speaker 2: that's sense has to do with unconscious forces or unconscious 74 00:05:13,876 --> 00:05:17,476 Speaker 2: ideas that are trying to find expression but are because 75 00:05:17,516 --> 00:05:21,476 Speaker 2: they're unacceptable. They emerge in these ways when one might 76 00:05:21,516 --> 00:05:22,396 Speaker 2: be unguarded. 77 00:05:22,916 --> 00:05:27,516 Speaker 1: Now, is that concept of unacceptability central to the notion 78 00:05:27,636 --> 00:05:28,836 Speaker 1: of parapraxis? 79 00:05:28,916 --> 00:05:29,196 Speaker 3: Yes? 80 00:05:31,196 --> 00:05:34,756 Speaker 1: What was a less. 81 00:05:36,476 --> 00:05:47,916 Speaker 4: Over here sun metal strain. 82 00:05:50,596 --> 00:05:54,196 Speaker 1: In nineteen fifty six early in his career, Elvis Presley 83 00:05:54,196 --> 00:05:57,916 Speaker 1: recorded a song called Old Shep. It's a sentimental song 84 00:05:58,116 --> 00:06:00,756 Speaker 1: about a boy and his dog, Shep, written in the 85 00:06:00,836 --> 00:06:04,596 Speaker 1: nineteen thirties by Red Foley. The dog gets old and sick. 86 00:06:04,956 --> 00:06:08,156 Speaker 1: The vet says there's no hope. The boy aims his 87 00:06:08,276 --> 00:06:10,116 Speaker 1: rifle at Shep to put him out of his misery, 88 00:06:10,636 --> 00:06:13,476 Speaker 1: but he can't pull the trigger. He lies down next 89 00:06:13,516 --> 00:06:16,676 Speaker 1: to Shep cradles him in his arms as the dog 90 00:06:16,756 --> 00:06:19,156 Speaker 1: dies and the song ends. 91 00:06:21,276 --> 00:06:29,716 Speaker 5: Old Shelbie has gone weather, good dog, It's gold. 92 00:06:30,676 --> 00:06:43,556 Speaker 6: And whoever. But if dolls have a heaven. 93 00:06:44,556 --> 00:06:47,516 Speaker 4: That's one way I know. 94 00:06:49,276 --> 00:06:51,196 Speaker 1: Old shepherds. 95 00:06:52,316 --> 00:06:55,076 Speaker 7: Wonderful. 96 00:06:58,876 --> 00:07:01,916 Speaker 1: Old Shep is not one of Elvis's more famous songs, 97 00:07:02,596 --> 00:07:05,196 Speaker 1: but in an essay published in two thousand and five 98 00:07:05,316 --> 00:07:09,476 Speaker 1: on Elvis, the psychologists Alan Elms and Bruce Heller having 99 00:07:09,516 --> 00:07:14,276 Speaker 1: aside about a small but significant discrepancy between the original 100 00:07:14,356 --> 00:07:18,196 Speaker 1: version of Old Shep and Elvis's cover. I'm going to 101 00:07:18,236 --> 00:07:20,716 Speaker 1: come back to Heller and Elms in a while because 102 00:07:20,756 --> 00:07:25,316 Speaker 1: they really do the most thorough analysis of Elvis's lyrical parapraxis. 103 00:07:25,876 --> 00:07:30,436 Speaker 1: But let's start with Old Shep. Listen to Hank Snow 104 00:07:30,756 --> 00:07:34,836 Speaker 1: performing the lyrics as they were originally written. The boy 105 00:07:34,916 --> 00:07:38,516 Speaker 1: has just put away his gun, realizing he can't shoot Shep. 106 00:07:40,276 --> 00:07:43,956 Speaker 8: So I threw down a let old gun and ran 107 00:07:44,076 --> 00:07:51,196 Speaker 8: right up to his signe ladies, faithful, old head, right online, 108 00:07:51,236 --> 00:07:58,716 Speaker 8: knee and friends. I stroked the best pound little man 109 00:07:59,436 --> 00:08:07,196 Speaker 8: ever found. I even cried so I scarcely could see. 110 00:08:08,476 --> 00:08:10,796 Speaker 1: Now listen to Elvis sing his. 111 00:08:10,796 --> 00:08:20,876 Speaker 4: Version, I had strong the best friend, not a man. 112 00:08:22,476 --> 00:08:23,516 Speaker 6: I cry. 113 00:08:24,716 --> 00:08:32,996 Speaker 7: Sauscuriously good see Hanks no sings I stroked the best 114 00:08:33,036 --> 00:08:36,476 Speaker 7: pal a man ever found, meaning that the boy considers 115 00:08:36,516 --> 00:08:39,916 Speaker 7: an act of violence against his best pal, then decides 116 00:08:39,956 --> 00:08:44,156 Speaker 7: against it and takes instead the path of nurture and sympathy. 117 00:08:44,596 --> 00:08:49,956 Speaker 1: He recovers his humanity. But Elvis sings, I had struck 118 00:08:50,196 --> 00:08:53,396 Speaker 1: the best friend a man ever had, which turns the 119 00:08:53,396 --> 00:08:56,636 Speaker 1: meaning of the song completely upside down. The boy does 120 00:08:56,676 --> 00:09:00,276 Speaker 1: not recover his humanity. He now holds himself responsible for 121 00:09:00,316 --> 00:09:03,116 Speaker 1: an act of violence against Shep, an act of violence 122 00:09:03,156 --> 00:09:07,156 Speaker 1: that in fact he did not commit. Stroke becomes struck, 123 00:09:07,476 --> 00:09:09,996 Speaker 1: and all of a sudden, the song about moral redemption 124 00:09:10,636 --> 00:09:16,156 Speaker 1: turns into a song about morbid remorse. Now I suppose 125 00:09:16,196 --> 00:09:20,556 Speaker 1: you can say stroke struck whatever those two words sound 126 00:09:20,556 --> 00:09:23,436 Speaker 1: the same. It's just a cover, but it's not just 127 00:09:23,516 --> 00:09:27,036 Speaker 1: a cover. Alvis was obsessed with Old Shep. It's the 128 00:09:27,076 --> 00:09:29,596 Speaker 1: first song he ever learned on the guitar. He played 129 00:09:29,596 --> 00:09:32,876 Speaker 1: it incessantly as a child. At age ten, he played 130 00:09:32,916 --> 00:09:36,436 Speaker 1: it at the Mississippi Alabama Fair, his first public performance. 131 00:09:36,876 --> 00:09:39,756 Speaker 1: He played it at his high school talent show and won. 132 00:09:40,436 --> 00:09:43,116 Speaker 1: He played it on dates with girls. He played it 133 00:09:43,236 --> 00:09:46,836 Speaker 1: well into his career. And why does the song resonate 134 00:09:46,916 --> 00:09:51,396 Speaker 1: so much with him? It's a song about love, betrayal, 135 00:09:51,516 --> 00:09:56,356 Speaker 1: and loss, themes that are at the center of Elvis's life. 136 00:09:56,556 --> 00:09:59,916 Speaker 1: He's a twinless twin. Someone who's twin died in utero, 137 00:10:00,196 --> 00:10:03,236 Speaker 1: and he's obsessed by that fact. He brings it up 138 00:10:03,236 --> 00:10:06,116 Speaker 1: again and again. The loss of someone who should have 139 00:10:06,156 --> 00:10:11,436 Speaker 1: been his closest friend. Alvis's mother, Gladys, is to say 140 00:10:11,436 --> 00:10:15,996 Speaker 1: the least unusual. She's controlling, intense, he calls her baby. 141 00:10:16,516 --> 00:10:20,876 Speaker 1: Gladys died when Alvis was just twenty three. When he 142 00:10:20,916 --> 00:10:23,716 Speaker 1: first saw her casket, he threw himself on top of 143 00:10:23,716 --> 00:10:28,076 Speaker 1: her body, then stepped back and talked about how beautiful 144 00:10:28,116 --> 00:10:31,676 Speaker 1: she was while pointing to her dead feet. He called 145 00:10:31,676 --> 00:10:35,236 Speaker 1: them her little suities. He did this again and again. 146 00:10:36,996 --> 00:10:39,396 Speaker 1: At the end of the funeral service, he lay on 147 00:10:39,436 --> 00:10:42,676 Speaker 1: top of her casket, saying, I want to go with you. 148 00:10:43,236 --> 00:10:45,996 Speaker 1: I don't want to stay here. I can't be without you. 149 00:10:48,036 --> 00:10:51,556 Speaker 1: And we haven't even gotten to Priscilla, Alvis's wife. He 150 00:10:51,636 --> 00:10:54,676 Speaker 1: spotted her when she was fourteen and eventually convinced her 151 00:10:54,756 --> 00:10:56,596 Speaker 1: to move in with him in Memphis. 152 00:10:57,276 --> 00:11:01,236 Speaker 9: Once Alvis took you to a move Yes he did. 153 00:11:02,996 --> 00:11:06,476 Speaker 1: This is Priscilla being interviewed by Barbara Walters in nineteen 154 00:11:06,476 --> 00:11:06,996 Speaker 1: eighty five. 155 00:11:07,756 --> 00:11:09,076 Speaker 9: Why why that fascination? 156 00:11:09,716 --> 00:11:10,196 Speaker 10: I don't know. 157 00:11:10,556 --> 00:11:12,356 Speaker 9: I don't know what the fascination was. This is not 158 00:11:12,436 --> 00:11:14,356 Speaker 9: the first time that he had done this. I don't 159 00:11:14,396 --> 00:11:16,476 Speaker 9: know if it was for the shock value, you know, 160 00:11:16,516 --> 00:11:20,956 Speaker 9: to see how people would react, or just for his 161 00:11:21,116 --> 00:11:24,876 Speaker 9: own thrill of it. You wrote, there were times when 162 00:11:24,876 --> 00:11:28,956 Speaker 9: you and Elvis spent days in the bedroom, freezing bedroom. 163 00:11:28,956 --> 00:11:31,996 Speaker 9: He liked it be cold, the windows with blackout drapes 164 00:11:32,076 --> 00:11:37,356 Speaker 9: or no sun light enter it. Day after day. It 165 00:11:37,436 --> 00:11:38,276 Speaker 9: went in two weeks. 166 00:11:38,556 --> 00:11:39,716 Speaker 11: Yes, we stayed like that. 167 00:11:39,836 --> 00:11:40,836 Speaker 9: We had our food. 168 00:11:40,596 --> 00:11:43,596 Speaker 12: Delivered by the door and. 169 00:11:46,996 --> 00:11:47,716 Speaker 5: It was cold. 170 00:11:47,796 --> 00:11:49,636 Speaker 9: I mean, he did like a cold, and it was dark, 171 00:11:50,836 --> 00:11:54,916 Speaker 9: and it could get real lonely. And that's how he 172 00:11:56,756 --> 00:12:01,276 Speaker 9: liked it at times, like a cocoon, almost like a womb. 173 00:12:01,276 --> 00:12:06,076 Speaker 1: I guess you think. Priscilla and Barbara Walters are on 174 00:12:06,116 --> 00:12:09,716 Speaker 1: a white couch surrounded by pink flowers. Scilla is in 175 00:12:09,756 --> 00:12:14,236 Speaker 1: a strapless sun dress. She looks amazing. Barbara Walters turns 176 00:12:14,236 --> 00:12:18,116 Speaker 1: to her and says, Alvis controlled your looks, your clothes, 177 00:12:18,156 --> 00:12:22,356 Speaker 1: your hair, your makeup. He controlled you totally. Priscilla says, yes, 178 00:12:22,796 --> 00:12:23,236 Speaker 1: he did. 179 00:12:23,876 --> 00:12:27,636 Speaker 9: Then six years you lived there before he decided to 180 00:12:27,636 --> 00:12:31,996 Speaker 9: marry you. In those six years of sleeping with him 181 00:12:32,036 --> 00:12:36,436 Speaker 9: every night, he never had intercourse with you. You wrote 182 00:12:36,436 --> 00:12:38,756 Speaker 9: in your book that there were times when you begged 183 00:12:38,836 --> 00:12:48,236 Speaker 9: him six years so why well again, you know, I 184 00:12:48,276 --> 00:12:50,916 Speaker 9: can only go back to what his concept was as 185 00:12:50,996 --> 00:12:56,676 Speaker 9: what he wanted in a woman, and somewhere he along 186 00:12:57,676 --> 00:13:00,556 Speaker 9: in his past he said that he wanted a virgin. 187 00:13:01,636 --> 00:13:07,076 Speaker 1: Alvis is complicated, and what does Freud's theory of parapraxis say? 188 00:13:07,636 --> 00:13:13,836 Speaker 1: The complicated feelings inappropriate, maybe unacceptable feelings are normally suppressed, 189 00:13:14,556 --> 00:13:17,036 Speaker 1: but every now and again, some little bit of that 190 00:13:17,116 --> 00:13:21,436 Speaker 1: buried emotion slips out and if you're paying attention and 191 00:13:21,556 --> 00:13:26,876 Speaker 1: listening closely, that little slip can tell you something. Struck 192 00:13:27,596 --> 00:13:32,636 Speaker 1: for stroke. But old chap is just the beginning. For Elvis, 193 00:13:33,036 --> 00:13:38,116 Speaker 1: the real pairapraxis occurs in are You Lonesome Tonight? A 194 00:13:38,196 --> 00:13:41,636 Speaker 1: song originally written in the nineteen twenties and which Elvis 195 00:13:41,636 --> 00:13:43,516 Speaker 1: took to the top of the charts just after he 196 00:13:43,596 --> 00:13:54,556 Speaker 1: came out of the Army. 197 00:13:54,596 --> 00:13:56,396 Speaker 13: Are You Longed. 198 00:13:59,716 --> 00:14:05,236 Speaker 1: Wish A Day? Zero six? 199 00:14:05,356 --> 00:14:14,036 Speaker 6: Take two. 200 00:14:13,356 --> 00:14:16,756 Speaker 1: Elvis at the RCA Studios on Music Row in Nashville, 201 00:14:17,236 --> 00:14:21,516 Speaker 1: April fourth, nineteen sixty The recordings from the original session 202 00:14:21,796 --> 00:14:23,916 Speaker 1: now held in the Sony Music Archive. 203 00:14:24,836 --> 00:14:27,796 Speaker 14: Yeah, this is there's numerous takes here, so they fall apart, 204 00:14:27,916 --> 00:14:29,676 Speaker 14: they make a mistake, and what have you? 205 00:14:30,556 --> 00:14:35,116 Speaker 1: John Jackson and Vic Annissini from Sony Me all listening 206 00:14:35,156 --> 00:14:39,236 Speaker 1: together at the legendary Battery Studios in Manhattan, where everyone 207 00:14:39,316 --> 00:14:44,676 Speaker 1: from John Lennon to Bruce Springsteen recorded Holy Ground. I 208 00:14:44,756 --> 00:14:47,196 Speaker 1: started my quest at the very beginning. 209 00:14:49,076 --> 00:14:52,236 Speaker 7: It is your hot till. 210 00:14:53,996 --> 00:14:55,796 Speaker 5: Share, I harm. 211 00:14:59,236 --> 00:14:59,916 Speaker 4: Toll me d. 212 00:15:01,596 --> 00:15:02,916 Speaker 5: Are You Lonesome? 213 00:15:04,276 --> 00:15:17,916 Speaker 1: To Amaziah? Is he uh? When he records that? Are 214 00:15:17,956 --> 00:15:20,036 Speaker 1: the Jordanaires singing along with him? Or they're laying that 215 00:15:20,076 --> 00:15:24,076 Speaker 1: tracked down spar no livething a. Yeah. 216 00:15:24,116 --> 00:15:27,236 Speaker 15: He always preferred to have everyone in one room and 217 00:15:27,316 --> 00:15:27,996 Speaker 15: record live. 218 00:15:28,316 --> 00:15:30,476 Speaker 6: Oh, even in one room, not in booths or no no, 219 00:15:30,476 --> 00:15:30,836 Speaker 6: no, no no. 220 00:15:30,836 --> 00:15:34,796 Speaker 1: He hated booths. Recording the song was not Elvis's idea. 221 00:15:35,396 --> 00:15:37,476 Speaker 1: It was a favorite of the wife of his manager, 222 00:15:37,556 --> 00:15:41,276 Speaker 1: Tom Parker. In the studio, Elvis asked the lights be 223 00:15:41,356 --> 00:15:44,836 Speaker 1: turned off so the room was in darkness. He did 224 00:15:44,876 --> 00:15:47,596 Speaker 1: five takes. He didn't like any of them. 225 00:15:48,116 --> 00:15:50,116 Speaker 14: It was four in the morning when he recorded it, 226 00:15:50,716 --> 00:15:52,796 Speaker 14: so he made everyone get out of the studio go. 227 00:15:52,796 --> 00:15:54,796 Speaker 1: Away, and then he just you know, did it. 228 00:15:55,396 --> 00:15:57,556 Speaker 14: And then they this is the second take, which they 229 00:15:57,916 --> 00:16:00,676 Speaker 14: told him how the background singers, you know, pea popped 230 00:16:01,276 --> 00:16:04,196 Speaker 14: because he said, just stop the tape, you know, I'm done. 231 00:16:04,436 --> 00:16:06,036 Speaker 14: They said, just do it once more because you know, 232 00:16:06,116 --> 00:16:07,956 Speaker 14: we hit a pea pop on there. So the third 233 00:16:07,956 --> 00:16:08,956 Speaker 14: take ends up being the master. 234 00:16:09,396 --> 00:16:09,956 Speaker 1: Oh, I see. 235 00:16:10,356 --> 00:16:12,516 Speaker 14: Then held the label held it back for seven eight 236 00:16:12,556 --> 00:16:13,716 Speaker 14: months because he didn't. 237 00:16:13,476 --> 00:16:14,676 Speaker 1: Realize what they had on their hands. 238 00:16:14,756 --> 00:16:17,316 Speaker 14: Yeah, it was seven months. 239 00:16:17,356 --> 00:16:19,636 Speaker 16: I think after he recreated they finally released it as 240 00:16:19,636 --> 00:16:22,796 Speaker 16: a single and didn't go out that he had done 241 00:16:22,796 --> 00:16:26,916 Speaker 16: eight songs for Elvis's back, and this was just like, yeah, 242 00:16:27,356 --> 00:16:28,076 Speaker 16: just try this. 243 00:16:27,996 --> 00:16:31,596 Speaker 1: One, recorded in the wee hours of the morning in 244 00:16:31,716 --> 00:16:35,396 Speaker 1: darkness as a favor to someone else, a song neither 245 00:16:35,476 --> 00:16:39,436 Speaker 1: Elvis nor his label particularly liked. It's almost like the 246 00:16:39,476 --> 00:16:42,276 Speaker 1: song had a curse on it right from the beginning, 247 00:16:42,996 --> 00:16:46,076 Speaker 1: and from then on Elvis could never quite get it right. 248 00:16:48,836 --> 00:16:50,996 Speaker 1: I talked about this with Michelle Press at the New 249 00:16:51,036 --> 00:16:55,436 Speaker 1: York Psychoanalytics Society. Elvis wasn't typically someone who forgot the 250 00:16:55,476 --> 00:16:58,476 Speaker 1: words to the songs he sang. There's all these examples 251 00:16:58,556 --> 00:17:00,676 Speaker 1: out of his life of him being able to recite, 252 00:17:00,716 --> 00:17:06,276 Speaker 1: to sing from memory massive amounts of stuff. I'm worried. 253 00:17:06,396 --> 00:17:09,476 Speaker 1: I'm interested about that. There's a little slip worried about 254 00:17:09,476 --> 00:17:14,476 Speaker 1: I said, I'm worried about that. I'm interested in that, 255 00:17:14,796 --> 00:17:17,836 Speaker 1: and I'm wondering what the what would you make of that? 256 00:17:18,836 --> 00:17:23,356 Speaker 1: As a psychoanalyst. I try to go on, but of 257 00:17:23,396 --> 00:17:27,596 Speaker 1: course I'm talking to a hardcore Freudian. I meant to 258 00:17:27,596 --> 00:17:31,876 Speaker 1: say I was interested, but what came out was worried. 259 00:17:32,716 --> 00:17:35,796 Speaker 2: I mean, I'm still caught on your slip, obviously thinking 260 00:17:35,916 --> 00:17:39,316 Speaker 2: what do you make of it? So one thought was 261 00:17:39,396 --> 00:17:41,756 Speaker 2: whether the slip might be a key to something that 262 00:17:41,796 --> 00:17:47,476 Speaker 2: you're figuring out and puzzling with him, because you're right now, 263 00:17:47,476 --> 00:17:48,516 Speaker 2: you're immersed in him. 264 00:17:49,636 --> 00:17:53,236 Speaker 1: Oh I am. I've been singing this song under my 265 00:17:53,356 --> 00:17:57,516 Speaker 1: breath for months. I can't understand why I've never been 266 00:17:57,556 --> 00:17:59,996 Speaker 1: an Elvis fan. I don't own a single song of his, 267 00:18:00,956 --> 00:18:03,516 Speaker 1: or am I am? I drawn to this story because 268 00:18:04,476 --> 00:18:08,516 Speaker 1: isn't this story that I'm talking to you the great 269 00:18:08,556 --> 00:18:11,916 Speaker 1: anxiety of anyone in a creative field, that moment when 270 00:18:11,916 --> 00:18:18,036 Speaker 1: you lose control, right where the the presentation to the 271 00:18:18,076 --> 00:18:24,156 Speaker 1: audience is unmasked. I want to I want to show you. 272 00:18:25,156 --> 00:18:28,676 Speaker 1: I take up my laptop, pull up YouTube. There's a 273 00:18:28,716 --> 00:18:31,916 Speaker 1: mountain of Elvis on YouTube, one of the last performances 274 00:18:31,916 --> 00:18:35,316 Speaker 1: of his life. It's bananas. I mean, he just it's 275 00:18:35,876 --> 00:18:38,636 Speaker 1: he's singing a song he's singing thousands of times, and. 276 00:18:38,636 --> 00:18:39,076 Speaker 10: He just. 277 00:18:40,636 --> 00:18:53,036 Speaker 1: Completely loses control of it. I can skip it. I 278 00:18:53,076 --> 00:18:53,716 Speaker 1: wonder if. 279 00:18:55,196 --> 00:18:57,716 Speaker 13: Two longs of my life. 280 00:18:57,996 --> 00:19:01,316 Speaker 4: You know, someone said the worlds of stags in each 281 00:19:01,356 --> 00:19:07,876 Speaker 4: of us play apart they had playing in plus tags, 282 00:19:09,276 --> 00:19:14,636 Speaker 4: iriginal select every I never missed you, and it came 283 00:19:14,676 --> 00:19:15,676 Speaker 4: back to it. 284 00:19:15,756 --> 00:19:20,596 Speaker 1: For got the word seem to change. When I first 285 00:19:20,636 --> 00:19:24,076 Speaker 1: saw it it as someone in a I mean, I'm 286 00:19:24,116 --> 00:19:27,036 Speaker 1: not Elvis, but I'm someone in a creative field. It 287 00:19:27,276 --> 00:19:30,796 Speaker 1: terrified me. It's like up on stage doing what he's 288 00:19:31,756 --> 00:19:34,596 Speaker 1: paid to do, and he he just. 289 00:19:36,196 --> 00:19:40,956 Speaker 3: Really won during your life, You're gonna go on living 290 00:19:41,036 --> 00:19:41,436 Speaker 3: without you. 291 00:19:43,356 --> 00:19:47,756 Speaker 6: Now the stage is bare and I'm sending there without 292 00:19:47,796 --> 00:19:48,236 Speaker 6: a new hair. 293 00:19:48,316 --> 00:19:48,636 Speaker 15: I don't know. 294 00:19:52,116 --> 00:19:52,876 Speaker 16: If you'll come. 295 00:19:52,756 --> 00:19:53,156 Speaker 9: Back to me. 296 00:19:57,516 --> 00:20:00,636 Speaker 1: Every live performance he's ever given of this that we 297 00:20:00,756 --> 00:20:04,236 Speaker 1: have on tape, he mangles the bridge. He can't do 298 00:20:04,316 --> 00:20:07,196 Speaker 1: it right. It's which he's returning to the song again 299 00:20:07,236 --> 00:20:08,796 Speaker 1: and again and again and again and again and doing 300 00:20:08,836 --> 00:20:14,116 Speaker 1: the same in this particular always a bride so singing party. 301 00:20:15,076 --> 00:20:16,836 Speaker 2: Over how many years did this go on? 302 00:20:17,756 --> 00:20:20,636 Speaker 1: Yours Okay? 303 00:20:20,796 --> 00:20:23,516 Speaker 14: In nineteen eighty to this life and version was rare 304 00:20:23,716 --> 00:20:25,316 Speaker 14: in the UK, and each one the twenty five and 305 00:20:25,356 --> 00:20:26,676 Speaker 14: the British Singles chart. 306 00:20:27,436 --> 00:20:30,836 Speaker 1: At Battery Studios. I made the Sony guys play every 307 00:20:31,196 --> 00:20:36,116 Speaker 1: version they had. They even have names, Laughing Elvis, Crazy Elvis, 308 00:20:36,756 --> 00:20:38,916 Speaker 1: each one stranger than the one before. 309 00:20:40,836 --> 00:20:42,796 Speaker 6: The World's a stagies in East must play a part. 310 00:21:00,676 --> 00:21:10,956 Speaker 1: There's sweat and tears streaming down his face, and I 311 00:21:10,996 --> 00:21:12,196 Speaker 1: had no call for Dodger. 312 00:21:17,316 --> 00:21:20,076 Speaker 3: It goes on like this, on and on. 313 00:21:21,716 --> 00:21:26,116 Speaker 4: Baby shut. 314 00:21:27,716 --> 00:21:28,116 Speaker 7: Again. 315 00:21:29,556 --> 00:21:31,996 Speaker 10: Tell me? Are you. 316 00:21:43,756 --> 00:21:44,036 Speaker 17: That's it? 317 00:21:44,236 --> 00:21:44,396 Speaker 5: Man? 318 00:21:45,116 --> 00:21:45,596 Speaker 13: Don't do you? 319 00:21:45,836 --> 00:21:48,596 Speaker 1: Don't never hurry and we'll I'll do you O s. 320 00:21:57,596 --> 00:21:58,836 Speaker 1: Have you ever played a song before? 321 00:21:59,036 --> 00:21:59,076 Speaker 10: No? 322 00:21:59,196 --> 00:22:00,076 Speaker 12: I never put it before. 323 00:22:00,236 --> 00:22:01,676 Speaker 1: And it's funny. I played a bunch of. 324 00:22:03,436 --> 00:22:04,996 Speaker 6: Check I put a bunch of his stuff. 325 00:22:05,356 --> 00:22:08,596 Speaker 12: You might flip in the standby switched. 326 00:22:08,396 --> 00:22:08,916 Speaker 7: On the back. 327 00:22:09,396 --> 00:22:12,756 Speaker 1: I'm with Jack White at his studio in Nashville Third 328 00:22:12,836 --> 00:22:16,076 Speaker 1: Man Records. Jack White, formerly of the White Stripes, one 329 00:22:16,116 --> 00:22:19,076 Speaker 1: of the great rock and rollers of his generation and 330 00:22:19,236 --> 00:22:22,556 Speaker 1: a huge Elvis fan. He's a shrine to Elvis in 331 00:22:22,636 --> 00:22:27,156 Speaker 1: his hallway, actual shrine. All that's missing is flowers. We 332 00:22:27,316 --> 00:22:29,916 Speaker 1: met in his private office, lots of black and yellow 333 00:22:29,996 --> 00:22:32,596 Speaker 1: and leather and taxidermy. He sat on the couch with 334 00:22:32,676 --> 00:22:37,916 Speaker 1: a guitar. Do you play? Do you play Elvis songs? 335 00:22:37,916 --> 00:22:38,436 Speaker 1: A concert? 336 00:22:39,396 --> 00:22:39,916 Speaker 13: Sometimes? 337 00:22:39,996 --> 00:22:45,796 Speaker 10: I do love like that. 338 00:22:55,156 --> 00:22:58,516 Speaker 1: I want you to love me, love me and just. 339 00:23:00,676 --> 00:23:05,156 Speaker 6: Dream and just save. 340 00:23:07,836 --> 00:23:13,356 Speaker 1: I was gonna say, don't stop, I'm enjoying it. Anything 341 00:23:13,396 --> 00:23:14,196 Speaker 1: any other ones you do? 342 00:23:15,276 --> 00:23:15,436 Speaker 12: Wait? 343 00:23:15,516 --> 00:23:18,676 Speaker 1: Anyway? Why do you why that one? What's it about that? Song. 344 00:23:19,236 --> 00:23:21,276 Speaker 15: I had heard that early from a band called the 345 00:23:21,276 --> 00:23:23,236 Speaker 15: Flat to a Jets that I really liked, and I 346 00:23:23,316 --> 00:23:25,996 Speaker 15: didn't know it was Elvis. And then when i'd heard 347 00:23:26,036 --> 00:23:28,396 Speaker 15: the Elvis version, I had connected the two, like, oh no, really, 348 00:23:28,596 --> 00:23:30,796 Speaker 15: and I started doing it when I put in coffee houses. 349 00:23:30,836 --> 00:23:33,636 Speaker 15: I started playing that when I was like sixteen, Yeah, 350 00:23:34,996 --> 00:23:36,276 Speaker 15: it goes back, which is funny. 351 00:23:36,676 --> 00:23:39,356 Speaker 6: I eventually heard a story of Robert Plant. 352 00:23:40,876 --> 00:23:44,156 Speaker 15: Telling Elvis he loved that song when led Zeppyn met Elvis, 353 00:23:44,236 --> 00:23:46,756 Speaker 15: and then when they walked out out of the hallway 354 00:23:46,756 --> 00:23:49,316 Speaker 15: that Elvis poked his head out in the hallway and 355 00:23:49,476 --> 00:23:52,836 Speaker 15: sang that song to Robert Plan. They sang it back 356 00:23:52,876 --> 00:23:56,436 Speaker 15: to each other, and you were crying and must have 357 00:23:56,476 --> 00:23:57,516 Speaker 15: been an amazing moment. 358 00:23:58,996 --> 00:24:02,116 Speaker 1: Jack White owns the original acetate pressing of Elvis's first 359 00:24:02,196 --> 00:24:06,756 Speaker 1: recording from nineteen fifty three My Happiness. After we talked, 360 00:24:06,876 --> 00:24:08,796 Speaker 1: White took me into his vault to show it to me. 361 00:24:09,316 --> 00:24:11,996 Speaker 1: It's priceless. He asked me if I weren't to hold it. 362 00:24:12,556 --> 00:24:16,236 Speaker 1: I was too terrified to say yes. Jack White seemed 363 00:24:16,276 --> 00:24:18,676 Speaker 1: like the right person to see to try and understand 364 00:24:18,796 --> 00:24:21,076 Speaker 1: Elvis's problem. You are you lonesome? Tonight. 365 00:24:21,796 --> 00:24:23,076 Speaker 6: All right, let me see, we're gonna take a crack. 366 00:24:23,116 --> 00:24:25,156 Speaker 6: It might might have to give a kap worls. 367 00:24:25,196 --> 00:24:39,916 Speaker 1: What are your lone song? Tonight? 368 00:24:41,716 --> 00:24:42,676 Speaker 9: Do you miss me. 369 00:24:44,196 --> 00:24:44,716 Speaker 6: Tonight? 370 00:24:46,436 --> 00:24:50,276 Speaker 1: Are you sorry? We drifted. 371 00:24:51,276 --> 00:24:51,796 Speaker 7: A paw? 372 00:24:55,276 --> 00:25:01,476 Speaker 1: Does your memoir strain through a bride song? 373 00:25:02,436 --> 00:25:02,676 Speaker 12: Day? 374 00:25:04,636 --> 00:25:09,556 Speaker 1: When I kissed you and called you sweet? 375 00:25:13,356 --> 00:25:18,876 Speaker 6: Do the chair in your partner seamanity? 376 00:25:20,516 --> 00:25:21,276 Speaker 9: And then. 377 00:25:22,716 --> 00:25:29,276 Speaker 18: Do you gaze as the door snell and pitcher me? 378 00:25:29,676 --> 00:25:37,956 Speaker 18: Then is your heart fill with fain? Shall I come back? 379 00:25:38,956 --> 00:25:45,836 Speaker 6: Love you till the deed? Are your own song? Son? 380 00:25:49,676 --> 00:25:52,556 Speaker 1: That's the first half of the song. The song version 381 00:25:52,756 --> 00:25:56,076 Speaker 1: all questions A man is wondering whether his lover misses him. 382 00:25:56,916 --> 00:26:00,236 Speaker 1: Then comes the spoken bridge, in which the emotional tables 383 00:26:00,236 --> 00:26:04,356 Speaker 1: are turned and the man leaves himself bare. Are you 384 00:26:04,436 --> 00:26:07,356 Speaker 1: lonesome Tonight? Has been recorded countless times over the years. 385 00:26:08,076 --> 00:26:10,756 Speaker 1: A lot of performers leave out the bridge because it's 386 00:26:10,836 --> 00:26:15,676 Speaker 1: corny and way too long and hard. Elvis kept it in, 387 00:26:16,756 --> 00:26:17,716 Speaker 1: so does Jack White. 388 00:26:19,956 --> 00:26:25,396 Speaker 19: I wonder if you're lonesome tonight? You know someone said 389 00:26:25,436 --> 00:26:28,836 Speaker 19: that the world's a stage and each must play a part. 390 00:26:29,636 --> 00:26:30,756 Speaker 19: I fate had me playing in. 391 00:26:30,836 --> 00:26:33,196 Speaker 1: Love with you as my sweetheart. 392 00:26:34,076 --> 00:26:35,316 Speaker 15: That one was where we met. 393 00:26:36,676 --> 00:26:39,716 Speaker 1: I loved you at first glance. You read your line so. 394 00:26:39,796 --> 00:26:43,276 Speaker 15: Cleverly and never missed a cue. Thing came that too. 395 00:26:44,596 --> 00:26:45,596 Speaker 1: You seem to change. 396 00:26:45,676 --> 00:26:48,796 Speaker 6: You acted strange, and why I've never known. 397 00:26:53,716 --> 00:26:53,996 Speaker 1: Honey. 398 00:26:54,116 --> 00:26:55,556 Speaker 4: You lied when you said. 399 00:26:55,356 --> 00:26:59,036 Speaker 6: You loved me, and I had no cause to doubt you. 400 00:27:02,036 --> 00:27:04,316 Speaker 6: But I'd rather go on hearing your lies. 401 00:27:05,916 --> 00:27:11,796 Speaker 19: To go on living without you. Now the stage is bare, 402 00:27:13,436 --> 00:27:18,196 Speaker 19: and I was standing there with emptiness all around. And 403 00:27:18,276 --> 00:27:22,276 Speaker 19: if you won't come back to me, and then. 404 00:27:22,236 --> 00:27:31,556 Speaker 17: You bring the curtain down, is your heart feel? Shall 405 00:27:31,756 --> 00:27:36,116 Speaker 17: not come back again to me? 406 00:27:39,116 --> 00:27:41,756 Speaker 2: Song to nice? 407 00:27:44,956 --> 00:27:47,996 Speaker 7: Whoa wait? 408 00:27:48,476 --> 00:27:49,036 Speaker 10: You you? 409 00:27:49,476 --> 00:27:50,236 Speaker 1: You enjoyed that. 410 00:27:52,076 --> 00:27:52,396 Speaker 17: I did? 411 00:27:52,476 --> 00:27:55,396 Speaker 15: It gets I gets uh, there's some nice parts where 412 00:27:55,396 --> 00:28:00,476 Speaker 15: it gets the you can see uh playing that live now? 413 00:28:00,636 --> 00:28:02,476 Speaker 1: I just did that like well, we just did that. 414 00:28:02,796 --> 00:28:06,956 Speaker 15: I played it once yesterday reading this, but now playing 415 00:28:07,036 --> 00:28:08,836 Speaker 15: like that, I could see wild live You could really 416 00:28:08,916 --> 00:28:11,396 Speaker 15: that really could get to be a really emotional song. 417 00:28:12,756 --> 00:28:14,716 Speaker 6: So I didn't really think about it until just then. 418 00:28:16,076 --> 00:28:17,516 Speaker 1: What led you to think that just now? 419 00:28:17,676 --> 00:28:20,236 Speaker 6: Because it feels like, well, it's in a mine. 420 00:28:20,276 --> 00:28:22,236 Speaker 15: It's a lot of minor chords, so that that that's 421 00:28:22,516 --> 00:28:25,036 Speaker 15: already gets you in that melancholy vibe, but it has 422 00:28:25,196 --> 00:28:30,836 Speaker 15: it has that. What just occurred to me now is 423 00:28:30,916 --> 00:28:33,196 Speaker 15: he doesn't he doesn't He doesn't really care that if 424 00:28:33,276 --> 00:28:37,636 Speaker 15: she's lonesome, he's lonesome, that the singer is lonesome. And 425 00:28:37,756 --> 00:28:40,756 Speaker 15: it's a it's a maguffin to pretend like I'm worried 426 00:28:40,756 --> 00:28:43,236 Speaker 15: about you? Are you lonesome tonight? 427 00:28:43,316 --> 00:28:43,476 Speaker 12: You know? 428 00:28:44,156 --> 00:28:46,716 Speaker 15: But it's really he's the singer is worried about himself. 429 00:28:47,796 --> 00:28:50,996 Speaker 15: So that could be you know, you take that kind 430 00:28:51,036 --> 00:28:55,476 Speaker 15: of emotional song and you put years and years on stage, 431 00:28:55,556 --> 00:28:57,796 Speaker 15: and then you put drugs in the mix, and then 432 00:28:58,316 --> 00:29:00,436 Speaker 15: in your own state of mind at the time, it 433 00:29:00,516 --> 00:29:03,356 Speaker 15: could be a really you could be onto something there. 434 00:29:03,396 --> 00:29:06,036 Speaker 15: It could be a real diversion that it's too powerful 435 00:29:06,076 --> 00:29:07,076 Speaker 15: to sing. 436 00:29:07,236 --> 00:29:12,156 Speaker 1: What's fascinating is that to the some parts, the singer 437 00:29:12,236 --> 00:29:14,876 Speaker 1: is in control and he's worried about her right the 438 00:29:14,996 --> 00:29:18,436 Speaker 1: spoken parts, the singer is vulnerable and he's confessing his 439 00:29:18,556 --> 00:29:22,196 Speaker 1: own and it's so screwed up. It's like, I know 440 00:29:22,276 --> 00:29:24,316 Speaker 1: you lied to me, and I wish you hadn't, right, 441 00:29:24,716 --> 00:29:26,316 Speaker 1: which I didn't know that you lied to me because 442 00:29:26,316 --> 00:29:29,076 Speaker 1: I'd rather be in the state of being deceived than 443 00:29:29,156 --> 00:29:34,836 Speaker 1: know the truth, which is like seventeen convolutions of neuroticism. 444 00:29:35,156 --> 00:29:39,476 Speaker 6: Right, he's still blaming her most of the lines, still 445 00:29:39,556 --> 00:29:40,316 Speaker 6: pointing the finger. 446 00:29:41,396 --> 00:29:44,196 Speaker 1: White says, you can't run from that kind of emotion, 447 00:29:44,716 --> 00:29:47,556 Speaker 1: not if you're singing the song properly. And so when 448 00:29:47,636 --> 00:29:51,196 Speaker 1: he writes songs, he tries to establish some distance between 449 00:29:51,276 --> 00:29:53,436 Speaker 1: himself and the feelings he's singing about. 450 00:29:54,156 --> 00:29:57,916 Speaker 11: I try to push it into a character's standpoint rather 451 00:29:58,036 --> 00:30:04,076 Speaker 11: than it being a self confession confessional for me, because 452 00:30:04,116 --> 00:30:06,596 Speaker 11: I think that would be really hard to consistently keep 453 00:30:06,716 --> 00:30:09,236 Speaker 11: living that moment over and over and over again. I've 454 00:30:09,236 --> 00:30:13,196 Speaker 11: definitely seen older artists ignoring certain parts of their certain 455 00:30:13,276 --> 00:30:15,356 Speaker 11: songs in their career because it's probably too close to 456 00:30:15,516 --> 00:30:17,116 Speaker 11: home about something or other. 457 00:30:18,236 --> 00:30:22,236 Speaker 1: But you can't avoid a song's emotional effects all the time, 458 00:30:22,916 --> 00:30:25,116 Speaker 1: and especially not when you have to read a soliloquy 459 00:30:25,156 --> 00:30:27,196 Speaker 1: in the middle of it, which is what the are 460 00:30:27,236 --> 00:30:31,316 Speaker 1: you Lonesome bridge is a speech parachuted into the heart 461 00:30:31,356 --> 00:30:31,796 Speaker 1: of the song. 462 00:30:32,796 --> 00:30:36,036 Speaker 15: I had a little flub moment at one point trying 463 00:30:36,076 --> 00:30:38,596 Speaker 15: to figure out, well, wait a minute, it's a waltz. 464 00:30:39,276 --> 00:30:46,476 Speaker 6: You know you have that so if I'm like, I 465 00:30:46,596 --> 00:30:52,316 Speaker 6: wonder if two three so one two the one. 466 00:30:52,436 --> 00:30:56,956 Speaker 15: Two there, so your brain kind of wants to go. 467 00:30:57,476 --> 00:31:02,956 Speaker 15: I wonder if you're lonesome tonight, that's what your brain 468 00:31:03,036 --> 00:31:06,556 Speaker 15: wants to do. You know, someone said that the world's 469 00:31:06,596 --> 00:31:08,356 Speaker 15: a stage and we must. 470 00:31:08,276 --> 00:31:11,076 Speaker 1: Each play a part. Then it starts to get it 471 00:31:11,116 --> 00:31:11,716 Speaker 1: breaks down. 472 00:31:11,876 --> 00:31:13,156 Speaker 6: Yeah, I mean it would, I mean I would. 473 00:31:13,196 --> 00:31:15,036 Speaker 15: I can definitely say that this would be a lot 474 00:31:15,076 --> 00:31:17,916 Speaker 15: easier if someone else was playing guitar and I could 475 00:31:17,956 --> 00:31:20,876 Speaker 15: just recite, uh that part? 476 00:31:20,916 --> 00:31:23,716 Speaker 1: Which should I recite it while you played the guitar? Yeah, 477 00:31:23,796 --> 00:31:27,116 Speaker 1: let's see do that. Yeah, I'm not going to torture 478 00:31:27,156 --> 00:31:30,636 Speaker 1: you with my rendition of the spoken bridge. Well maybe later. 479 00:31:31,516 --> 00:31:34,436 Speaker 1: I'm just saying until I die, I can say I 480 00:31:34,596 --> 00:31:39,036 Speaker 1: played with Jack White and then, because how many opportunities 481 00:31:39,076 --> 00:31:41,716 Speaker 1: am I going to get like this? I asked Jack 482 00:31:41,756 --> 00:31:45,076 Speaker 1: White to help me edit the soliloquy. If one were 483 00:31:45,156 --> 00:31:50,236 Speaker 1: to rewrite it, I'm thinking you that you, uh, you 484 00:31:50,356 --> 00:31:54,076 Speaker 1: lose the first three lines. Fate had me playing in 485 00:31:54,196 --> 00:31:59,116 Speaker 1: love you as my sweetheart, or even Act one was 486 00:31:59,156 --> 00:32:01,316 Speaker 1: when we met? Why don't why don't they just start 487 00:32:01,356 --> 00:32:01,836 Speaker 1: with act one? 488 00:32:01,956 --> 00:32:02,156 Speaker 10: Do I? 489 00:32:06,156 --> 00:32:09,316 Speaker 6: Act one was where I'm met. I loved you at 490 00:32:09,356 --> 00:32:15,076 Speaker 6: the first glance. He read your lines so carefully, never 491 00:32:15,156 --> 00:32:15,556 Speaker 6: missed a Q. 492 00:32:17,356 --> 00:32:17,996 Speaker 15: What did I do there? 493 00:32:18,156 --> 00:32:20,516 Speaker 1: You say carefully instead of cleverly, clever beautiful? 494 00:32:22,516 --> 00:32:27,156 Speaker 6: Then came back too, You seem to change, You acted strange. 495 00:32:28,116 --> 00:32:32,196 Speaker 1: What did Jack White do there? The actual lyric is 496 00:32:32,956 --> 00:32:37,276 Speaker 1: you read your lines so cleverly. He said, you read 497 00:32:37,356 --> 00:32:42,916 Speaker 1: your line so carefully, carefully for cleverly, a man singing 498 00:32:42,956 --> 00:32:45,876 Speaker 1: one of the songs of his musical idol comes to 499 00:32:45,996 --> 00:32:50,036 Speaker 1: the emotionally complex center and what do we hear a 500 00:32:50,116 --> 00:32:54,436 Speaker 1: moment of vulnerability? Can he be as clever as Elvis? 501 00:32:55,036 --> 00:32:57,556 Speaker 1: He's not sure, he must be careful. 502 00:32:58,356 --> 00:33:02,476 Speaker 3: Parapraxis Sometimes you know I love I love him so much, 503 00:33:02,556 --> 00:33:05,196 Speaker 3: and that you know I'm afraid to learn more about 504 00:33:05,276 --> 00:33:08,516 Speaker 3: certain things, like you know it's you're so close to it, 505 00:33:08,876 --> 00:33:11,116 Speaker 3: and you've experienced certain things about. 506 00:33:12,956 --> 00:33:15,756 Speaker 15: You know nothing in comparison to what he went through. 507 00:33:15,796 --> 00:33:17,596 Speaker 15: But you're in the same where we do the same 508 00:33:17,756 --> 00:33:20,756 Speaker 15: kind of thing. We perform, and we go on stages 509 00:33:20,796 --> 00:33:23,316 Speaker 15: and we make records and all this stuff from a 510 00:33:23,356 --> 00:33:26,596 Speaker 15: different time period. But you notice these tiny little moments 511 00:33:26,636 --> 00:33:29,316 Speaker 15: that are when you see certain you're like, Oh, I know. 512 00:33:29,396 --> 00:33:30,396 Speaker 1: Exactly what that's about. 513 00:33:30,396 --> 00:33:31,716 Speaker 15: I know exactly what that feels like. 514 00:33:37,476 --> 00:33:41,076 Speaker 1: There are ten known live recordings of Elvis performing Are 515 00:33:41,116 --> 00:33:44,356 Speaker 1: You Lonesome Tonight, starting in nineteen sixty one in a 516 00:33:44,436 --> 00:33:47,716 Speaker 1: concert at Block Arena in Honolulu, up to the end 517 00:33:47,796 --> 00:33:51,956 Speaker 1: of Elvis's life in nineteen seventy seven. Alan Elms and 518 00:33:52,076 --> 00:33:55,836 Speaker 1: Bruce Heller analyze them all in their essay Twelve Ways 519 00:33:55,916 --> 00:33:59,596 Speaker 1: to Say Lonesome, Assessing error and control in the music 520 00:33:59,636 --> 00:34:06,396 Speaker 1: of Elvis Presley. Elms and Heller find that Elvis performs 521 00:34:06,476 --> 00:34:09,636 Speaker 1: the sung portion of Are You Lonesome Tonight more or 522 00:34:09,716 --> 00:34:12,716 Speaker 1: less flawlessly because the song portion is the part of 523 00:34:12,756 --> 00:34:15,996 Speaker 1: the song where the singer is in control, but in 524 00:34:16,116 --> 00:34:19,276 Speaker 1: the spoken bridge, the narrator is suddenly the one who's 525 00:34:19,316 --> 00:34:23,116 Speaker 1: been deceived and rejected, and that's the part Elvis can't 526 00:34:23,156 --> 00:34:27,916 Speaker 1: get right. Elms and Heller count a total of one 527 00:34:28,036 --> 00:34:31,636 Speaker 1: hundred and nine errors in those ten live performances of 528 00:34:31,676 --> 00:34:36,196 Speaker 1: the spoken Bridge, twenty nine of which involved just four 529 00:34:36,316 --> 00:34:40,716 Speaker 1: lines I loved you at first glance, where he confesses 530 00:34:40,796 --> 00:34:44,436 Speaker 1: the depths of his feelings. You seem to change, You 531 00:34:44,596 --> 00:34:49,396 Speaker 1: acted strange, where he testifies to his betrayal and rejection 532 00:34:50,396 --> 00:34:54,556 Speaker 1: and why I've never known where he expresses his feelings 533 00:34:54,596 --> 00:35:01,036 Speaker 1: of anger and victimization, and with emptiness all around where 534 00:35:01,076 --> 00:35:05,756 Speaker 1: he admits to his loneliness. The most problematic renditions of 535 00:35:05,836 --> 00:35:08,596 Speaker 1: the Bridge are the later ones, which come after the 536 00:35:08,596 --> 00:35:13,556 Speaker 1: summer of nineteen seventy two. What happens in the summer 537 00:35:13,596 --> 00:35:14,636 Speaker 1: of nineteen seventy two? 538 00:35:15,636 --> 00:35:17,436 Speaker 9: And one day you went in and said, I'm leaving. 539 00:35:20,116 --> 00:35:22,956 Speaker 9: There was another man in your life. He was your 540 00:35:23,036 --> 00:35:26,396 Speaker 9: karate teacher, right, Mike Stone. And you went off then 541 00:35:26,476 --> 00:35:27,156 Speaker 9: and lived with him. 542 00:35:28,556 --> 00:35:32,996 Speaker 1: Priscilla Presley back on the couch with Barbara Walters, America's 543 00:35:33,116 --> 00:35:34,236 Speaker 1: prime time Freudian. 544 00:35:35,076 --> 00:35:37,236 Speaker 9: It was said that Elvis tried to kill him. I 545 00:35:37,356 --> 00:35:39,156 Speaker 9: wanted him killed, right? Do you believe that? 546 00:35:39,956 --> 00:35:42,916 Speaker 10: I think at that time, yes, he did. He wanted 547 00:35:42,956 --> 00:35:43,476 Speaker 10: that to happen. 548 00:35:46,596 --> 00:35:49,756 Speaker 5: Do the cheers in your father. 549 00:35:51,116 --> 00:35:51,996 Speaker 4: Seeing empty? 550 00:35:52,996 --> 00:35:55,796 Speaker 8: And do you gay? 551 00:35:56,876 --> 00:35:58,196 Speaker 10: Is that your ball head? 552 00:35:59,476 --> 00:36:07,596 Speaker 7: And wish you had hair filled with pain? She'll I 553 00:36:07,876 --> 00:36:14,476 Speaker 7: come back? Tell me, are you lossome? 554 00:36:16,916 --> 00:36:17,156 Speaker 10: Lord? 555 00:36:17,316 --> 00:36:17,596 Speaker 9: Lord? 556 00:36:21,196 --> 00:36:21,756 Speaker 3: I want. 557 00:36:24,716 --> 00:36:29,636 Speaker 1: A man who fears betrayal and abandonment is portrayed and abandoned. 558 00:36:33,516 --> 00:36:34,956 Speaker 6: And I had no cause to doctor. 559 00:36:41,796 --> 00:36:44,036 Speaker 1: It's too much. He's a wreck. 560 00:36:48,436 --> 00:36:52,676 Speaker 7: Shot again, tell me. 561 00:36:54,316 --> 00:36:55,516 Speaker 5: Why are you Lossome? 562 00:37:06,676 --> 00:37:09,436 Speaker 1: After I left Jack White, I went to see Bobby 563 00:37:09,476 --> 00:37:12,636 Speaker 1: Braddock just down the street at the Sony Studios on 564 00:37:12,796 --> 00:37:19,676 Speaker 1: Nashville's Music Row. This you may remember Bobby Braddock from 565 00:37:19,756 --> 00:37:24,116 Speaker 1: season two of Revisionist History. He's the legendary songwriter I 566 00:37:24,276 --> 00:37:27,676 Speaker 1: called the King of Tears. Braddock wanted to introduce me 567 00:37:27,836 --> 00:37:30,716 Speaker 1: to a good friend of his, a singer songwriter named 568 00:37:30,796 --> 00:37:31,516 Speaker 1: Casey Bowles. 569 00:37:32,876 --> 00:37:34,276 Speaker 12: That's the church across the alto. 570 00:37:34,836 --> 00:37:38,556 Speaker 1: Thirty something long red hair, the kind of person who 571 00:37:38,636 --> 00:37:41,636 Speaker 1: if you touch you expect a little jolt of static. 572 00:37:43,116 --> 00:37:46,516 Speaker 13: Don't work, Oh you won't sing that song that. 573 00:37:47,116 --> 00:37:49,396 Speaker 1: We were in the biggest of the Sony recording studios, 574 00:37:49,436 --> 00:37:52,276 Speaker 1: on the main floor, in a corner where the piano was. 575 00:37:54,876 --> 00:37:58,476 Speaker 1: Casey sang are you Lonesome Tonight? With Bobby on the piano. 576 00:38:05,956 --> 00:38:07,116 Speaker 6: Do you miss me. 577 00:38:11,316 --> 00:38:11,756 Speaker 7: Sobby? 578 00:38:12,796 --> 00:38:19,676 Speaker 1: We drifted, Then we sat and they talked about Nashville. 579 00:38:20,236 --> 00:38:22,276 Speaker 1: They talked about how they both grew up in the 580 00:38:22,356 --> 00:38:26,036 Speaker 1: Church of Christ, the most strict of Southern fundamentalist denominations. 581 00:38:26,996 --> 00:38:28,076 Speaker 1: And they talked about Elvis. 582 00:38:29,036 --> 00:38:30,276 Speaker 12: My dad thought he was Elvis. 583 00:38:30,516 --> 00:38:34,036 Speaker 10: I think, yeah, he really he was a Church of 584 00:38:34,076 --> 00:38:37,156 Speaker 10: Christ song leader and really wanted to be a Jordanaire badly, 585 00:38:37,876 --> 00:38:40,916 Speaker 10: and so Ray Walker was one of the Jordanaires, and 586 00:38:40,996 --> 00:38:43,596 Speaker 10: he tried to emulate him by way of dress and hairstyle. 587 00:38:44,196 --> 00:38:47,876 Speaker 12: And so I grew up either hearing him. 588 00:38:47,836 --> 00:38:50,956 Speaker 10: Say hello, Darlan, nice to see you, or doing this 589 00:38:51,516 --> 00:38:55,196 Speaker 10: sort of you know, is it vaudeville style or just 590 00:38:55,516 --> 00:38:59,636 Speaker 10: just sort of a over the top modeling style. 591 00:38:59,676 --> 00:39:01,556 Speaker 12: I guess is modeling the way you'd say it modeling. 592 00:39:02,276 --> 00:39:05,996 Speaker 1: Then Bobby Braddock started talking about recitations the spoken part 593 00:39:06,116 --> 00:39:08,836 Speaker 1: in many older country songs, and he made the same 594 00:39:08,876 --> 00:39:11,996 Speaker 1: play that Jack White did that they're much easier if 595 00:39:11,996 --> 00:39:14,796 Speaker 1: they're set to music, if you could just as easily 596 00:39:14,916 --> 00:39:17,796 Speaker 1: sing them, like on one of Braddock's most famous songs, 597 00:39:18,236 --> 00:39:19,836 Speaker 1: he Stopped Loving Her Today. 598 00:39:20,436 --> 00:39:33,876 Speaker 13: The vestation she came to see him. We all wonder, Yeah, 599 00:39:33,996 --> 00:39:36,596 Speaker 13: you could sing that she came to see him one 600 00:39:36,716 --> 00:39:37,356 Speaker 13: last time. 601 00:39:40,276 --> 00:39:42,956 Speaker 1: Oh, we all wonder if she would. 602 00:39:43,636 --> 00:39:47,036 Speaker 13: And that works either way. But this is just like, uh, 603 00:39:47,556 --> 00:39:49,716 Speaker 13: we got this song, let's get a recitation, throw it 604 00:39:49,796 --> 00:39:52,916 Speaker 13: in there, and and they Elvis made it work. And 605 00:39:52,996 --> 00:39:57,116 Speaker 13: I'm thinking, just instinctively, just because he was, Uh, he 606 00:39:57,316 --> 00:39:58,036 Speaker 13: was just so good. 607 00:39:58,956 --> 00:40:02,876 Speaker 1: Recitations are unusual these days. Braddock hasn't written one since 608 00:40:02,916 --> 00:40:05,196 Speaker 1: something he did for Toby Keith in the nineteen nineties. 609 00:40:05,916 --> 00:40:10,396 Speaker 13: Last successful recitation song. I was actually it was, well, 610 00:40:10,516 --> 00:40:12,276 Speaker 13: actually it was it was. It was a hip hop thing. 611 00:40:12,316 --> 00:40:15,676 Speaker 13: I want to talk about me. But that was talking, talking, talking, 612 00:40:16,156 --> 00:40:16,396 Speaker 13: That's what. 613 00:40:16,396 --> 00:40:16,996 Speaker 12: I'm thinking about. 614 00:40:17,876 --> 00:40:19,916 Speaker 1: You know, wait, can you can? 615 00:40:19,956 --> 00:40:19,996 Speaker 7: You? 616 00:40:20,156 --> 00:40:21,836 Speaker 1: Can you pay a little slice of that? You remember? 617 00:40:22,716 --> 00:40:27,756 Speaker 13: I never do that? Why do that always? I always 618 00:40:27,836 --> 00:40:29,836 Speaker 13: do it with with with a karaoke thing where I 619 00:40:29,876 --> 00:40:34,236 Speaker 13: get up there and play the thing I want to 620 00:40:34,236 --> 00:40:36,316 Speaker 13: talk about me? We want to talk about I want 621 00:40:36,316 --> 00:40:39,316 Speaker 13: to talk about number one. You talk about your work, 622 00:40:39,396 --> 00:40:41,076 Speaker 13: how your boss is a jerk. You talk about your 623 00:40:41,116 --> 00:40:43,236 Speaker 13: church in your head and your church, talk about the 624 00:40:43,276 --> 00:40:45,196 Speaker 13: trouble you've been having with your mother and your daddy, 625 00:40:45,476 --> 00:40:47,116 Speaker 13: with your brother and your daddy and your mother and 626 00:40:47,196 --> 00:40:53,916 Speaker 13: your crazy ex lover, you know, and then and then 627 00:40:53,996 --> 00:40:57,076 Speaker 13: the minstrel minstrel period of line, which everybody said, you 628 00:40:57,156 --> 00:40:59,436 Speaker 13: can't put that in a song, nobody will ever cut it, 629 00:40:59,516 --> 00:41:02,036 Speaker 13: you know, And it was one of the biggest songs 630 00:41:02,076 --> 00:41:06,476 Speaker 13: ever had about your medical charts and when you start 631 00:41:08,036 --> 00:41:13,076 Speaker 13: take that out nobody recording. Toby Keith did, here's probably 632 00:41:13,156 --> 00:41:14,236 Speaker 13: one one who would have though. 633 00:41:15,996 --> 00:41:19,356 Speaker 1: Then I showed them the prize. I brought it my bag, 634 00:41:20,156 --> 00:41:23,956 Speaker 1: my copy of the Handbook of Psycho Biography containing the 635 00:41:24,076 --> 00:41:27,716 Speaker 1: Heller and Elms essay. Hold on, I have my book here. 636 00:41:28,316 --> 00:41:33,356 Speaker 1: I'll tell you that's fashion. To a pair of Elvis fanatics, 637 00:41:33,556 --> 00:41:36,076 Speaker 1: it was like I'd unearthed the Dead Sea scrolls. 638 00:41:36,636 --> 00:41:37,236 Speaker 13: What's the book? 639 00:41:38,156 --> 00:41:41,476 Speaker 1: A book called Handbook of psycho Biography, and it has 640 00:41:41,516 --> 00:41:45,836 Speaker 1: an essay on this song Wow cycle biography and so yeah, 641 00:41:45,916 --> 00:41:48,716 Speaker 1: so here's so this guy has gone through. It made 642 00:41:48,716 --> 00:41:53,836 Speaker 1: a chart all of the lyrical mistakes that Elvis made 643 00:41:53,876 --> 00:42:00,076 Speaker 1: in every known live recording of These were two songwriters, 644 00:42:00,356 --> 00:42:03,196 Speaker 1: and I felt they immediately saw themselves in that chart. 645 00:42:03,916 --> 00:42:07,076 Speaker 1: Do you find yourself making the kind of error, sometimes 646 00:42:07,156 --> 00:42:10,076 Speaker 1: even subtle ones, that you been talking about? 647 00:42:10,156 --> 00:42:10,876 Speaker 12: That's so interesting. 648 00:42:11,116 --> 00:42:13,916 Speaker 10: I wrote a song about my mother called Somebody Something, 649 00:42:14,276 --> 00:42:18,476 Speaker 10: and my mother is adorable, And whenever you heard about 650 00:42:18,836 --> 00:42:21,276 Speaker 10: things going wrong or like some tumultu a story, it 651 00:42:21,436 --> 00:42:23,116 Speaker 10: was my dad. And so I finally was like, you 652 00:42:23,156 --> 00:42:24,956 Speaker 10: know what, wantn't we the only person in the family 653 00:42:25,076 --> 00:42:27,236 Speaker 10: that there's nothing I have it written about. So it's 654 00:42:27,276 --> 00:42:29,116 Speaker 10: trying to dig dirt on her and there was nothing, 655 00:42:29,676 --> 00:42:32,116 Speaker 10: And so I ended up writing this song about her 656 00:42:32,316 --> 00:42:35,636 Speaker 10: called Somebody Something, and I cry every time I do it. 657 00:42:36,116 --> 00:42:39,596 Speaker 10: And there is a line that says, you know, she's 658 00:42:39,636 --> 00:42:42,516 Speaker 10: always been somebody something. She's lived every life but her own, 659 00:42:45,076 --> 00:42:46,796 Speaker 10: and it's gone. I can't remember it right now. 660 00:42:47,996 --> 00:42:48,836 Speaker 1: I don't know that feeling. 661 00:42:49,076 --> 00:42:53,036 Speaker 12: I can't remember it. She's always been somebody something. It's 662 00:42:53,076 --> 00:42:54,676 Speaker 12: been everything but alone. 663 00:42:55,356 --> 00:42:58,716 Speaker 10: A daughter, a mother, a lot, a daughter, a lover, 664 00:42:59,236 --> 00:43:02,636 Speaker 10: a wife, and a mother. She's lived every life but 665 00:43:02,796 --> 00:43:07,676 Speaker 10: her own. Yeah, she's always been somebody's something. And there's 666 00:43:07,676 --> 00:43:09,796 Speaker 10: a line that says, you know, she she wonders what 667 00:43:09,996 --> 00:43:14,076 Speaker 10: it might be like to be somebody else, and she wonders. 668 00:43:15,876 --> 00:43:17,276 Speaker 12: What it feels like to be free. 669 00:43:18,716 --> 00:43:21,676 Speaker 10: But she's always imagined being nobody's nothing, and that's something 670 00:43:21,756 --> 00:43:22,596 Speaker 10: she never want to be. 671 00:43:23,396 --> 00:43:26,676 Speaker 12: But that line usually is just gone. 672 00:43:26,876 --> 00:43:29,156 Speaker 10: And a lot of times I'll go hold on and 673 00:43:29,436 --> 00:43:31,556 Speaker 10: divert and tell a funny story really quickly. 674 00:43:33,436 --> 00:43:38,196 Speaker 1: Yeah, what's the specific line that's gone? Is which one? 675 00:43:38,836 --> 00:43:38,956 Speaker 10: Uh? 676 00:43:39,556 --> 00:43:42,956 Speaker 12: What's go on again? She's always been somebody's Cynthia's been 677 00:43:42,996 --> 00:43:46,076 Speaker 12: everything but alone, daughter, a lover, a daughter, a lover, 678 00:43:46,236 --> 00:43:53,196 Speaker 12: a wife, and a mother. She's been everything but alone. Yeah, yeah, 679 00:43:54,556 --> 00:43:55,476 Speaker 12: why is it that line? 680 00:43:55,516 --> 00:44:02,076 Speaker 10: I don't know. I think that I don't know. I 681 00:44:02,116 --> 00:44:05,756 Speaker 10: think when you even she's so when you see somebody 682 00:44:05,836 --> 00:44:08,756 Speaker 10: give so much of themselves and that's truly the only 683 00:44:08,796 --> 00:44:10,076 Speaker 10: thing that she will never experience. 684 00:44:10,156 --> 00:44:12,076 Speaker 12: And I think it's what I've experienced the most stuff. 685 00:44:13,876 --> 00:44:17,756 Speaker 1: A minute before, we were joking about Toby Keith. Now 686 00:44:17,876 --> 00:44:22,076 Speaker 1: Casey is pensive as she compares her mother's life to 687 00:44:22,236 --> 00:44:22,956 Speaker 1: her own. 688 00:44:23,996 --> 00:44:26,716 Speaker 10: Not being able to make a relationship work the first 689 00:44:26,836 --> 00:44:28,796 Speaker 10: eighteen thousand times out of the gate or you know, 690 00:44:28,836 --> 00:44:29,996 Speaker 10: officially the first two and. 691 00:44:31,476 --> 00:44:34,156 Speaker 6: Not being a mother and she real close. 692 00:44:35,156 --> 00:44:35,796 Speaker 12: Yeah, I love her. 693 00:44:37,156 --> 00:44:38,156 Speaker 11: Go to church where they're right? 694 00:44:38,316 --> 00:44:39,596 Speaker 12: Do I sit still? 695 00:44:40,316 --> 00:44:41,196 Speaker 10: Because she makes me? 696 00:44:41,396 --> 00:44:42,356 Speaker 1: You know, I stay awake. 697 00:44:42,556 --> 00:44:42,996 Speaker 6: It's good. 698 00:44:44,276 --> 00:44:47,356 Speaker 13: When I was a kid, if I'd get bored in 699 00:44:47,436 --> 00:44:49,156 Speaker 13: church and my mother'd reach them and pinch me. 700 00:44:49,436 --> 00:44:53,396 Speaker 1: Oh, I got smacked, Casey, Can you play that song 701 00:44:53,476 --> 00:44:54,676 Speaker 1: for us? Is it going to be two? 702 00:44:54,916 --> 00:45:00,716 Speaker 12: Let's see? Okay, Okay, well I will see if this happens. 703 00:45:14,436 --> 00:45:17,476 Speaker 10: She grew up playing cowgirl. 704 00:45:18,596 --> 00:45:20,556 Speaker 12: In bil Road Town. 705 00:45:21,876 --> 00:45:24,596 Speaker 10: Dream and she'd see, Oh, shoot, hold on, there's a 706 00:45:24,596 --> 00:45:26,356 Speaker 10: lit line bet Elvis in this that's just random. 707 00:45:26,516 --> 00:45:28,676 Speaker 12: Hold on dream and see chee Holly. But I'm gonna 708 00:45:28,676 --> 00:45:46,476 Speaker 12: do again. What did I just say? Sorry, I'm thinking 709 00:45:46,516 --> 00:45:49,156 Speaker 12: about mom. She grew up playing cowgirl. 710 00:45:49,396 --> 00:45:52,276 Speaker 10: She grew up playing cowgirl. 711 00:45:53,436 --> 00:45:55,556 Speaker 12: In a railroad town. 712 00:45:56,916 --> 00:46:04,916 Speaker 10: Dream and she'd see Hollywood someday, she knew, some distant Friday. 713 00:46:04,676 --> 00:46:08,836 Speaker 1: Night with a cigarette, just. 714 00:46:11,396 --> 00:46:18,996 Speaker 12: They would come in and carry you away as far 715 00:46:19,236 --> 00:46:24,556 Speaker 12: shake Coulsie from there. Those were just that's all right. 716 00:46:27,396 --> 00:46:28,156 Speaker 12: Hold on second. 717 00:46:31,796 --> 00:46:34,956 Speaker 1: My first reaction to Casey's failure of memory was to 718 00:46:35,036 --> 00:46:38,316 Speaker 1: be embarrassed for her, worried that she had lost control. 719 00:46:39,276 --> 00:46:41,996 Speaker 1: That's the way we're trained to think. Just listen to 720 00:46:42,036 --> 00:46:49,036 Speaker 1: the words I've just used, failure, embarrassed, worried in one 721 00:46:49,076 --> 00:46:52,476 Speaker 1: way or another. That's what this season of Revisionist History 722 00:46:52,516 --> 00:46:55,636 Speaker 1: has been about, about the ways we judge each other 723 00:46:55,756 --> 00:46:59,316 Speaker 1: for our mistakes and choices. The easiest thing in the 724 00:46:59,356 --> 00:47:03,396 Speaker 1: world is to look at those mistakes and condemn. The 725 00:47:03,516 --> 00:47:07,076 Speaker 1: much harder thing is to look at those mistakes and understand. 726 00:47:09,276 --> 00:47:16,276 Speaker 12: In December anywhere and address her Mama maid. She looked dark, 727 00:47:16,396 --> 00:47:22,436 Speaker 12: grown up, standing, there like that had a honeymoon in 728 00:47:22,636 --> 00:47:30,156 Speaker 12: Memphis Town. Yeah, she looked for as all around may 729 00:47:30,356 --> 00:47:36,836 Speaker 12: loving the greyhound coming back. As far as she could 730 00:47:36,956 --> 00:47:42,076 Speaker 12: say from there, those were just the facts. Slide. You 731 00:47:42,196 --> 00:47:47,436 Speaker 12: went from somebody's daughter, somebody's. 732 00:47:46,836 --> 00:47:55,436 Speaker 1: Wife, Jesus, Parapraxis is not failure. When the performer slips, 733 00:47:55,956 --> 00:48:01,396 Speaker 1: the audience is not cheated. It's the opposite. Parapraxis is 734 00:48:01,476 --> 00:48:06,796 Speaker 1: a gift. I presented myself as interested in this story, 735 00:48:07,756 --> 00:48:11,316 Speaker 1: but now you know that the subject doesn't just interest me, 736 00:48:11,756 --> 00:48:18,436 Speaker 1: It worries me. Losing control is my great anxiety. When 737 00:48:18,516 --> 00:48:22,916 Speaker 1: Jack White said carefully instead of cleverly, it was a 738 00:48:23,036 --> 00:48:26,076 Speaker 1: hint that playing Elvis wasn't a trivial matter for him. 739 00:48:26,876 --> 00:48:33,236 Speaker 1: It was a sacred act, carefully full of care. And Elvis, 740 00:48:33,676 --> 00:48:37,076 Speaker 1: after the loss of Priscilla, sang a song hit sung 741 00:48:37,236 --> 00:48:39,996 Speaker 1: a thousand times only now in a way that gave 742 00:48:40,076 --> 00:48:48,596 Speaker 1: the audience a window on his pane. Mistakes reveal our vulnerabilities. 743 00:48:49,156 --> 00:48:52,116 Speaker 1: They are the way the world understands us, the way 744 00:48:52,316 --> 00:49:01,276 Speaker 1: performers make their performances real. So Bobby Braddock and I 745 00:49:01,396 --> 00:49:05,356 Speaker 1: sat there listening to Casey's sing, tears in her eyes 746 00:49:05,516 --> 00:49:08,196 Speaker 1: fumbling to remember the lyrics of a song about her mother. 747 00:49:10,436 --> 00:49:13,796 Speaker 1: Fumbling not because your mother didn't matter to her, but 748 00:49:13,916 --> 00:49:14,596 Speaker 1: because she did. 749 00:49:15,516 --> 00:49:24,036 Speaker 12: She's always there, somebody something then everything. 750 00:49:27,956 --> 00:49:32,956 Speaker 1: Daughter, Wow, Dona? 751 00:49:35,076 --> 00:49:36,076 Speaker 12: Who why a fan? 752 00:49:36,596 --> 00:49:36,916 Speaker 2: Mother? 753 00:49:38,396 --> 00:49:39,876 Speaker 8: She's live every life. 754 00:49:40,316 --> 00:49:50,796 Speaker 12: But she'd say, that's just call Alma. She's always there, 755 00:49:54,716 --> 00:49:55,716 Speaker 12: somebody's some. 756 00:50:00,356 --> 00:50:03,636 Speaker 1: God, it's beautiful. Why are you covering your mouth? 757 00:50:03,836 --> 00:50:05,716 Speaker 12: I'm just it's just weird. 758 00:50:07,996 --> 00:50:10,796 Speaker 10: Because I've never it's just weird when you're thinking about 759 00:50:10,876 --> 00:50:13,356 Speaker 10: what it is like, I just thought, oh, bad memory, 760 00:50:13,396 --> 00:50:16,956 Speaker 10: too many songs, old, too many songs in there. But 761 00:50:17,036 --> 00:50:20,996 Speaker 10: at any point in time, I could pull out a 762 00:50:21,156 --> 00:50:23,796 Speaker 10: rap from new edition from nineteen eighty two, like why 763 00:50:23,916 --> 00:50:26,796 Speaker 10: is that in there? And something that you wrote is 764 00:50:26,876 --> 00:50:27,356 Speaker 10: not in there? 765 00:50:28,156 --> 00:50:28,916 Speaker 12: That is so weird? 766 00:50:30,996 --> 00:50:35,436 Speaker 1: It's not weird. A lesser person would have sung it perfectly. 767 00:50:53,276 --> 00:50:56,156 Speaker 1: Thank you for listening to Season three of Revisionist History, 768 00:50:56,796 --> 00:50:59,276 Speaker 1: And if you like this episode, you'll enjoy my new 769 00:50:59,356 --> 00:51:02,796 Speaker 1: series launching later this year. It's called Broken Record, and 770 00:51:02,916 --> 00:51:07,116 Speaker 1: you can subscribe right now on Apple Podcasts. Revisionist History 771 00:51:07,276 --> 00:51:10,756 Speaker 1: is a Panoply production and your producer is Mia LaBelle, 772 00:51:10,836 --> 00:51:15,156 Speaker 1: with Jacob Smith and Camille Baptista. Our editor is Julia Barton. 773 00:51:15,756 --> 00:51:19,276 Speaker 1: Lawn Williams is our engineer. Fact checking by Beth Johnson. 774 00:51:19,676 --> 00:51:23,996 Speaker 1: Original music by Luis Skira. Special thanks to Kim Green 775 00:51:24,156 --> 00:51:28,396 Speaker 1: and Hal Humphries of Storyboard e MP in Nashville and 776 00:51:28,516 --> 00:51:31,956 Speaker 1: here in New York. Thanks to Jason Gambrell, Evan Viola, 777 00:51:32,516 --> 00:51:39,516 Speaker 1: Rachel Strom, Nicole Bunsis, Kate Mescal, Kristen Meinzer, Carle Migliore, 778 00:51:39,876 --> 00:51:45,636 Speaker 1: Andy Bauers, and of course El Hafe Jacob Weisberg. I'm 779 00:51:45,676 --> 00:52:12,236 Speaker 1: Malcolm Glamo, Okay, so it will be. I wonder if 780 00:52:13,196 --> 00:52:19,476 Speaker 1: you're lonesome tonight. You know, someone said that the world's 781 00:52:19,476 --> 00:52:25,556 Speaker 1: a stage and each must play a part. Fate had 782 00:52:25,596 --> 00:52:31,276 Speaker 1: me playing in love you as my sweetheart. Act one 783 00:52:31,436 --> 00:52:34,836 Speaker 1: was when we met. I loved you at first glance. 784 00:52:36,156 --> 00:52:39,676 Speaker 1: You read your lines so cleverly and never missed a que. 785 00:52:41,796 --> 00:52:46,476 Speaker 1: Then came act too. You seem to change, and you 786 00:52:46,596 --> 00:52:53,316 Speaker 1: acted strange and why I'll never know. Honey. You lie 787 00:52:53,436 --> 00:52:55,876 Speaker 1: when you said you loved me, and I had no 788 00:52:56,116 --> 00:53:00,196 Speaker 1: cause to doubt you. But I'd rather go on hearing 789 00:53:00,276 --> 00:53:06,156 Speaker 1: your lies than go on living without you. Now the 790 00:53:06,236 --> 00:53:11,956 Speaker 1: stage is bare, and I'm standing there with emptyiness all around. 791 00:53:13,636 --> 00:53:17,036 Speaker 1: And if you won't come back to me, then make 792 00:53:17,116 --> 00:53:21,996 Speaker 1: them bring the curtain down. How about doing nice, very good. 793 00:53:22,476 --> 00:53:24,316 Speaker 1: I must say I'm not very musical. 794 00:53:24,396 --> 00:53:25,116 Speaker 5: No, it's very good. 795 00:53:25,196 --> 00:53:26,316 Speaker 4: That's good, yeah,