WEBVTT - “WE ARE FUCKED” 0:00:00.160 --> 0:00:04.400 Hello, Hi, can I actually before we start, can I 0:00:04.519 --> 0:00:07.440 just leave you with the stream for like a minute, 0:00:07.560 --> 0:00:08.960 just go outside? 0:00:09.240 --> 0:00:10.720 Oh yeah, you can go outside. 0:00:10.400 --> 0:00:13.239 So that I don't like this disturb my family and ship. 0:00:13.600 --> 0:00:17.000 Outside, go go get it, get out of here. Look 0:00:17.040 --> 0:00:18.160 at this guy? Who is this guy? 0:00:19.360 --> 0:00:19.520 Hi? 0:00:19.640 --> 0:00:21.880 Greck? Hey man? What's your name? 0:00:22.280 --> 0:00:23.000 I am Andy? 0:00:23.480 --> 0:00:27.080 I noticed that you have a plus four to twenty 0:00:27.440 --> 0:00:29.360 area code. What country is that? 0:00:29.480 --> 0:00:33.960 Oh yeah, that's the Czech Republic. Moment the country will 0:00:34.080 --> 0:00:36.000 fear and casual racism? 0:00:37.040 --> 0:00:41.120 There we go for where in the church? 0:00:41.200 --> 0:00:41.680 Public are. 0:00:43.520 --> 0:00:45.600 Just in the Prague, you know region? 0:00:46.600 --> 0:00:52.440 Cool man? I went to Prague like five years ago. 0:00:52.560 --> 0:00:56.520 It was great. They have all these like cool underground 0:00:57.440 --> 0:00:59.600 bars and ship they had what else do I remember 0:00:59.640 --> 0:01:06.160 from pro? I have like some bread bowl gulash. Is 0:01:06.200 --> 0:01:06.880 that what it's called? 0:01:08.560 --> 0:01:12.560 What the fuck? I have no idea what that might be, 0:01:13.440 --> 0:01:15.720 what that might be serving? 0:01:17.280 --> 0:01:17.520 Well? 0:01:19.160 --> 0:01:19.960 Is great though. 0:01:21.240 --> 0:01:23.360 It's gulash not a pro. 0:01:25.160 --> 0:01:28.040 Oh yeah yeah. It is not not like Brog food. 0:01:28.240 --> 0:01:30.920 Maybe it's not even like Czech origin, but yeah, it's 0:01:31.040 --> 0:01:33.360 it's heavily heavily eating here. 0:01:34.360 --> 0:01:36.600 It sounds kind of like a It sounds kind of 0:01:36.640 --> 0:01:40.720 like a death trap, like like if somebody has has 0:01:40.800 --> 0:01:46.800 been arrested, you send them to the gulagh. 0:01:46.959 --> 0:01:50.800 That's so good man, you can do this to me, 0:01:52.160 --> 0:01:55.040 call you with a depression and you make my mood good. 0:01:55.320 --> 0:01:57.400 Fuck you? 0:01:57.480 --> 0:02:00.880 Well, what's up man? What's you had a Did you 0:02:00.920 --> 0:02:03.000 have a particular thing you wanted to talk about? 0:02:04.480 --> 0:02:07.280 Well? Yeah, sort of, it's been like a long time, 0:02:07.320 --> 0:02:12.240 bruin like years and like ever since like a year ago. 0:02:12.280 --> 0:02:15.080 I found your stream. I wanted to call in, but 0:02:15.160 --> 0:02:19.200 I never actually dreamed of making it. Fucking hell, this 0:02:19.360 --> 0:02:26.200 is awesome, so uh yeah, thank you, thank you. So 0:02:26.320 --> 0:02:30.519 first of all, you know how the world is fucked? Right? 0:02:32.840 --> 0:02:34.519 Is that where we're starting? The world is sucked? 0:02:35.960 --> 0:02:40.200 Oh yeah, that's that's well, you know, let's start be everywhere. 0:02:40.280 --> 0:02:42.240 So let's start here. Let's start here. Why do you 0:02:42.280 --> 0:02:44.400 why do you see everywhere that the world is fucked? 0:02:46.280 --> 0:02:50.520 Well, just because it is. You know, like I know, 0:02:50.639 --> 0:02:55.520 I consume like too much American like you know, info, 0:02:56.000 --> 0:02:59.080 so I know way too much about American stuff, even 0:02:59.080 --> 0:03:02.040 though the stuff here, you know, in Czech Republic is 0:03:02.320 --> 0:03:08.440 basically fine, but like compared to America. But so but yeah, 0:03:08.600 --> 0:03:12.200 I just you know, I see all these like little 0:03:12.320 --> 0:03:17.240 clues that you know, the capitalist system is fucking unsustainable 0:03:17.639 --> 0:03:21.560 and we need just switch off it fucking quickly, allous 0:03:21.560 --> 0:03:27.000 we want to I don't know, get burnt, I guess 0:03:27.480 --> 0:03:30.800 you know stuff like that. And I think thinking that 0:03:32.160 --> 0:03:35.080 maybe there's like a brute force method to it that 0:03:36.000 --> 0:03:38.920 you might be or like someone like me might be 0:03:38.960 --> 0:03:43.720 able to go out to, like I don't know, an 0:03:43.760 --> 0:03:46.400 English speaking place, because that sure as shit end here 0:03:46.920 --> 0:03:47.880 are you talking. 0:03:47.560 --> 0:03:49.040 About trying to kill the president? 0:03:50.760 --> 0:03:55.720 Yes, exactly, you got it on the mail now and 0:03:56.600 --> 0:03:57.280 of course not. 0:03:58.520 --> 0:04:01.720 Okay for me real quick, So you're talking about a 0:04:01.760 --> 0:04:05.120 brute force method. By the way, just in case if 0:04:05.120 --> 0:04:11.680 any Secret Services members, we're talking about killing the presidents 0:04:13.320 --> 0:04:19.880 in a video game of McDonald land, which is the 0:04:19.960 --> 0:04:26.000 mayor mccheese, and that's not even a real person. But anyway, okay, exactly, So. 0:04:27.560 --> 0:04:30.600 No, I wasn't talking about like a violent resolution. Just 0:04:30.800 --> 0:04:36.080 you say yes, But I meant. What I meant was like, 0:04:36.200 --> 0:04:39.760 the world is evolving and we are progressing into a 0:04:39.800 --> 0:04:43.920 better future, but it's far too fucking slow. So I 0:04:44.680 --> 0:04:48.040 wanted to just like go out somewhere where a lot 0:04:48.080 --> 0:04:52.640 of people can speak English and understand, and you know, 0:04:52.920 --> 0:04:56.919 like go to a fucking square and just speak my 0:04:57.040 --> 0:05:00.400 mind about this. Just convince people that this it is 0:05:00.400 --> 0:05:04.520 fucking wrong, because I know it is, you know, And 0:05:05.880 --> 0:05:08.799 maybe that way we could just jump start the whole 0:05:08.839 --> 0:05:13.039 process tucking in a day, maybe a week. 0:05:14.560 --> 0:05:17.599 And you're talking about your you wanna you wanna go 0:05:17.880 --> 0:05:22.039 to a town square and just start rallying people about 0:05:22.040 --> 0:05:23.160 how the world is fucked. 0:05:25.120 --> 0:05:28.159 Well, yeah, not just about how how the world is fucked, 0:05:28.160 --> 0:05:32.080 but how we can fix it super easily if we 0:05:32.279 --> 0:05:36.920 just you know, stop alienating everyone who's different and accept 0:05:37.040 --> 0:05:41.080 some viewpoints that maybe don't really vibe with us or whatever. 0:05:42.440 --> 0:05:44.360 How do you think we can achieve world peace? 0:05:44.400 --> 0:05:51.320 Andy, Well, you know drawing capitalism is the first thing, 0:05:52.000 --> 0:05:54.960 because the way I see it, it's the it's the 0:05:55.000 --> 0:05:59.320 top brass just you know, using this concept of money 0:06:00.040 --> 0:06:04.880 who basically keep us in like what's called wage slavery, 0:06:05.600 --> 0:06:07.719 you know, where people live pay check to paycheck and 0:06:07.960 --> 0:06:10.760 they can't really improve their lives or you know, do 0:06:10.880 --> 0:06:13.920 anything with the money because they all have it, they 0:06:13.920 --> 0:06:16.920 have it all planned out with the money. So I've 0:06:16.920 --> 0:06:19.279 got a question, they're not really good anywhere. 0:06:19.360 --> 0:06:22.920 Yeah, so I know that like America is I mean, 0:06:22.960 --> 0:06:25.800 I'm dumb. I don't know. I haven't read the books, 0:06:26.440 --> 0:06:29.840 the Karl Marx stuff, but I know that America is 0:06:29.960 --> 0:06:33.800 like known for like like as as I guess, the 0:06:33.800 --> 0:06:38.320 most capitalist country, right, and everyone's like ah, and in 0:06:38.400 --> 0:06:41.520 different places they do it better. But what's the system 0:06:41.960 --> 0:06:44.200 in the Czech Republic? Is it the same thing or 0:06:44.200 --> 0:06:45.120 do you guys do it differently? 0:06:45.160 --> 0:06:49.400 Well, it's it's more or less the same, except you know, 0:06:49.480 --> 0:06:52.640 over here in Europe, especially in the Union, we're a 0:06:52.680 --> 0:06:56.000 bit more socialized or like, you know, we have a 0:06:56.040 --> 0:07:02.600 bit more socialistic tendencies towards like healthcare and education, which 0:07:02.640 --> 0:07:05.159 is sort of I see it as the basics of 0:07:05.200 --> 0:07:08.760 what the state should fucking do. And you know, the 0:07:08.880 --> 0:07:12.400 US system just uses all that to just make more money, 0:07:13.000 --> 0:07:17.120 which is again capitalism, and it's you know, it gets 0:07:17.120 --> 0:07:20.320 its fucking roots into everything and fucking corrupts it into 0:07:21.040 --> 0:07:24.000 a way for someone one rich asshole sitting on one 0:07:24.120 --> 0:07:27.880 rich asshole chair just to sit on a slightly bigger 0:07:27.920 --> 0:07:28.560 pile of money. 0:07:28.680 --> 0:07:28.840 You know. 0:07:29.560 --> 0:07:32.240 So this depression that you're talking about, Andy, is it 0:07:32.440 --> 0:07:37.760 mainly centered around like social political economic issues at a 0:07:37.880 --> 0:07:40.680 large scale. 0:07:41.000 --> 0:07:45.320 Well, you could argue that I'm just projecting this shit, 0:07:45.560 --> 0:07:48.160 and you know, the depression is just me and the 0:07:48.200 --> 0:07:51.680 world isn't actually all that bad and it's getting better 0:07:51.960 --> 0:07:54.640 as fast as it can. But I don't believe that. 0:07:54.720 --> 0:07:57.880 I think we're better as human beings, and I think 0:07:57.880 --> 0:07:59.960 we could do a hell of a lot better if 0:08:00.080 --> 0:08:01.680 we just communicated with each other. 0:08:02.920 --> 0:08:06.160 Well, what's your personal life like? Do you go to school, 0:08:06.280 --> 0:08:08.720 do you walk around? What do you do? 0:08:09.040 --> 0:08:15.280 No? I dropped school right before finishing high school because 0:08:15.680 --> 0:08:23.040 I saw it as a place of indoctrination basically. And now, yeah, 0:08:23.440 --> 0:08:26.640 I didn't work for like half a year after getting 0:08:26.720 --> 0:08:30.679 getting fired from a wood shop, and then the wood 0:08:30.680 --> 0:08:33.880 shop got fired too, and the warehouse that got left 0:08:33.960 --> 0:08:36.439 hired me. Now, so that's what I'm doing now. I'm 0:08:36.440 --> 0:08:42.199 a warehouse worker, slowly no wages, warehouse worker, and just yeah, 0:08:42.320 --> 0:08:47.040 feeling super beaten down by capitalism. I mean, I'm privileged, 0:08:47.960 --> 0:08:53.160 I have no actual troubles, but I would like things 0:08:53.160 --> 0:08:56.040 to be different because I know there's way too many 0:08:56.080 --> 0:09:01.839 people that do face genuine fucking horrors, you know, mm hmm, 0:09:03.600 --> 0:09:06.280 I don't know. I just feel like if someone went 0:09:06.320 --> 0:09:11.120 out and started talking about it honestly and passionately. People 0:09:11.120 --> 0:09:14.280 would see capitalism for the monster that this fucking is. 0:09:15.679 --> 0:09:17.320 You know what I think is gonna happen, Andy, I 0:09:17.320 --> 0:09:20.280 think you're gonna go it into the town square and 0:09:20.600 --> 0:09:23.240 you're gonna step up on a on a box and 0:09:23.280 --> 0:09:27.120 you're gonna rally the people of Prague and everyone's gonna 0:09:27.120 --> 0:09:30.079 be like yeah, fuck yah. And then you got you 0:09:30.120 --> 0:09:32.320 got all these people and they're all gonna look at 0:09:32.360 --> 0:09:33.760 you and be like, well, what do we do now? 0:09:34.120 --> 0:09:36.120 And you're gonna be like, fuck, I don't get this far, 0:09:36.240 --> 0:09:38.320 And then you guys can go storm a candy store 0:09:38.400 --> 0:09:39.200 or something like that. 0:09:40.280 --> 0:09:44.400 Yeah No, because I didn't. I don't think I would 0:09:44.480 --> 0:09:46.640 I will get that far. But if I do, I 0:09:46.679 --> 0:09:47.760 do have it fanned out. 0:09:49.000 --> 0:09:52.440 You do it? So youah, you have you have a 0:09:52.480 --> 0:09:54.120 whole revolution planned out. 0:09:55.280 --> 0:09:58.200 Well sort of, it's all like fuzzy in my head 0:09:58.440 --> 0:10:01.080 because I haven't written anything of it down, but the 0:10:01.120 --> 0:10:05.080 concrete points still stand because like the first thing we 0:10:05.120 --> 0:10:08.160 would have to do is just, you know, drop the 0:10:08.240 --> 0:10:11.920 concept of currency to release us from the shackles of 0:10:11.960 --> 0:10:15.920 our fucking capitalist overlords, which would free us you know, 0:10:16.040 --> 0:10:19.120 to do whatever the fuck we please finally, And you know, 0:10:19.200 --> 0:10:22.120 some people would see this as fucking anarchy, but I 0:10:22.160 --> 0:10:25.560 think we're better than that. We wouldn't just like fucking 0:10:25.800 --> 0:10:29.560 start killing each other like the purge, just just because 0:10:29.600 --> 0:10:31.400 there's no money to be had. 0:10:31.880 --> 0:10:34.520 Well what would be if there was? If there was 0:10:34.559 --> 0:10:37.160 no money, what would what would we do? 0:10:39.000 --> 0:10:41.840 Well, what do you mean we do? We would do whatever. Like, 0:10:41.920 --> 0:10:43.960 you know, there's a ton of problems in the world, 0:10:44.440 --> 0:10:48.040 and you know, leaving money behind would just free us 0:10:48.080 --> 0:10:51.920 to deal with those problems, whether it's people needing help 0:10:52.120 --> 0:10:57.640 or you know, the planet burning or whatever, ship like that. 0:10:59.559 --> 0:11:02.160 Because you know, why don't you start a Why don't 0:11:02.160 --> 0:11:04.360 you start like a commune or something. Why don't you 0:11:04.400 --> 0:11:08.840 go to the town square, rally up a couple hundred 0:11:08.880 --> 0:11:11.040 people and go start a little society. 0:11:12.559 --> 0:11:15.200 Well that would be nice, but that would still solve nothing, 0:11:15.360 --> 0:11:17.559 because it would be just you know, like you say, 0:11:17.640 --> 0:11:20.640 a couple hundred people living off the land that they 0:11:20.720 --> 0:11:24.880 choose to live off of. It would be the capitalist overloads. 0:11:25.080 --> 0:11:26.880 Andy, How the hell are you, Andy, How the hell 0:11:26.920 --> 0:11:29.560 are you gonna change the entire world if you don't 0:11:29.559 --> 0:11:31.720 even want to go and change a hundred people. 0:11:33.400 --> 0:11:39.480 No, this isn't a question of scale. I'm just saying that, uh, 0:11:40.200 --> 0:11:43.600 doing it on a lesser scale than the entire world 0:11:43.840 --> 0:11:46.840 will be pointless because as long as there's you know, 0:11:46.960 --> 0:11:51.760 countries fucking polluting or whatever and fucking you know what's 0:11:51.840 --> 0:11:57.160 whate a they called companies just the capitalist overworlds. You know, 0:11:57.480 --> 0:11:59.640 as long as they're free to do whatever the fuck 0:11:59.720 --> 0:12:02.640 they want, they're gonna like function up. 0:12:03.160 --> 0:12:08.000 So the fucking have you made an Have you unconsciously 0:12:08.080 --> 0:12:11.680 made a contract with yourself that you will be unhappy 0:12:12.240 --> 0:12:15.400 until all human suffering is eliminated? 0:12:16.440 --> 0:12:21.040 Haha? Not really, you are close, though, I have made 0:12:21.200 --> 0:12:26.880 a contract with myself, fully consciously, that I won't start 0:12:26.920 --> 0:12:32.160 working on myself until I see the world start working 0:12:32.240 --> 0:12:36.320 on itself, you know, because I feel like whatever I 0:12:36.360 --> 0:12:39.199 feel about me is bad. I got from the world 0:12:39.840 --> 0:12:42.840 because I feel like, you know, I can't help myself 0:12:42.880 --> 0:12:47.559 for shit, I can't. Uh, I don't know. I feel 0:12:47.559 --> 0:12:50.000 like I'm you know, fucking up all the time. And 0:12:50.040 --> 0:12:53.880 I think I got that from like the general culture 0:12:53.960 --> 0:12:57.240 of the world, Like, you know, people just not willing 0:12:57.320 --> 0:13:00.840 to help other people just because they're different than shit 0:13:00.960 --> 0:13:02.720 like that so. 0:13:04.720 --> 0:13:07.000 Well, it does make sense. But when you say I'm 0:13:07.040 --> 0:13:10.080 not going to help myself until I'm not going to 0:13:10.840 --> 0:13:14.720 try to fix myself into the world fix itself, does 0:13:14.760 --> 0:13:20.000 that just like does that just manifest itself as you 0:13:21.920 --> 0:13:27.079 just being unhappy and upset all day and not trying 0:13:27.120 --> 0:13:31.000 to like use any amount of your agency to make 0:13:31.640 --> 0:13:33.199 life for you a little bit better. 0:13:34.640 --> 0:13:37.840 Well, No, Like, I still like do stuff for me 0:13:38.400 --> 0:13:41.120 because there's stuff I enjoy and stuff I like, laugh 0:13:41.240 --> 0:13:45.160 at the stuff I cry about and shprappy cry, you know, 0:13:45.679 --> 0:13:48.480 all this kind of shit. And you know, no amount 0:13:48.520 --> 0:13:51.840 of suffering in the world will stop me from laughing. 0:13:52.360 --> 0:13:56.520 And I recognize that. But still there's like I have, 0:13:56.760 --> 0:13:59.720 like you know, physical or medical problems or like mental 0:13:59.760 --> 0:14:05.080 shit as well. There's way too much of that. But yeah, 0:14:06.040 --> 0:14:09.680 until I see the world going in a direction where 0:14:09.720 --> 0:14:13.160 I know it's worth it for me, you know, for 0:14:13.240 --> 0:14:16.520 the for my future to work on myself, then I 0:14:16.600 --> 0:14:19.680 won't like I don't want to work towards something, and 0:14:19.720 --> 0:14:22.920 then just you know, have the world and just want 0:14:22.920 --> 0:14:24.640 to commit suicide, you know. 0:14:25.360 --> 0:14:29.720 All right, So that would be sure. So let me 0:14:29.920 --> 0:14:32.000 think about what you just said and make sure I 0:14:32.080 --> 0:14:36.359 understand it. So you don't want to work on yourself 0:14:37.400 --> 0:14:41.800 because it would be pointless because even if you did 0:14:41.880 --> 0:14:44.760 work on yourself, you would be living in a fucked 0:14:44.840 --> 0:14:48.520 up world no matter what, and there is nothing that 0:14:48.560 --> 0:14:53.520 you can do to unfunck the world that you live in. Yes, 0:14:55.760 --> 0:14:57.960 I have, I have. I have a few thoughts on that, 0:14:58.080 --> 0:15:05.360 if if you if you want to hear that, so like, sorry, 0:15:05.520 --> 0:15:07.920 you know, man, I actually think I think about this 0:15:08.000 --> 0:15:10.200 stuff a lot. I really do. I really think about 0:15:10.200 --> 0:15:13.680 this stuff a lot, especially because especially because it's it's 0:15:13.800 --> 0:15:17.880 really it's a really prevalent conversation for a lot of 0:15:17.920 --> 0:15:21.720 people in terms of like, you know, there's there's the 0:15:21.800 --> 0:15:25.360 system and whatever, capitalism and socialism, and then there's like 0:15:25.760 --> 0:15:29.840 society at large, there's individualism, there's what can you do 0:15:29.960 --> 0:15:31.600 for yourself? Is what can you do with other people? 0:15:31.640 --> 0:15:32.840 And I think about all this stuff and I don't 0:15:32.840 --> 0:15:36.200 have a definitive answer for it. One thing I do 0:15:36.280 --> 0:15:44.400 think about is that I don't understand why there's why 0:15:44.440 --> 0:15:46.880 it's a binary, you know what I mean, I don't 0:15:46.960 --> 0:15:50.000 understand why it's always like like why is it like 0:15:50.800 --> 0:15:55.320 either I you know, why are the two choices? You know? 0:15:55.600 --> 0:15:59.560 Make yourself better? Well why not not that? I mean, 0:15:59.600 --> 0:16:02.480 why are the two choices? Okay, makes why are the 0:16:02.480 --> 0:16:06.280 two choices make society better or make myself better? 0:16:06.360 --> 0:16:06.440 Like? 0:16:06.480 --> 0:16:10.560 Why why is that a binary? Why can't I do 0:16:10.880 --> 0:16:13.760 whatever is within my agency to make my own life 0:16:13.800 --> 0:16:16.320 better and then also try to do whatever is within 0:16:16.360 --> 0:16:22.480 my own agency to help the people around me? Man? 0:16:22.560 --> 0:16:24.520 I mean sure, you know you can sit and be 0:16:24.880 --> 0:16:33.480 like upset at the current systems that are are what's 0:16:33.520 --> 0:16:36.560 going on right now, and you can you and you know, 0:16:36.640 --> 0:16:38.960 you can criticize them to death and be right in 0:16:39.000 --> 0:16:44.920 your criticisms, and you could be trying to enact change 0:16:45.720 --> 0:16:48.240 through those criticisms. But at the end of the day, 0:16:48.240 --> 0:16:50.800 it's like, I don't, I don't. I'm trying to figure out, 0:16:50.960 --> 0:16:52.640 you know, just for you, Andy, Like, what's gonna make 0:16:52.680 --> 0:16:58.480 you not go through life feeling so shitty all the time? 0:16:58.920 --> 0:16:59.120 You know? 0:16:59.200 --> 0:17:00.080 That's what I'm thinking of it. 0:17:01.320 --> 0:17:02.440 Yeah, well. 0:17:04.480 --> 0:17:07.960 It's also like, well, there's also well there's also like 0:17:08.320 --> 0:17:11.800 I assume a feeling of helplessness because this is such 0:17:11.800 --> 0:17:17.120 a global issue that you're in your tiny, little, single 0:17:17.240 --> 0:17:22.240 human brain trying to solve it. It's impossible, but there 0:17:22.359 --> 0:17:24.920 is certain things that you could do so that when 0:17:24.920 --> 0:17:26.760 you go to sleep at night you can go well, 0:17:26.760 --> 0:17:30.720 at least I tried my best and the rest is 0:17:30.760 --> 0:17:34.080 out of control. And I accept that, And so I'm like, Okay, 0:17:34.160 --> 0:17:36.000 what is you trying your best? Look like? Does it 0:17:36.000 --> 0:17:39.880 look like you going out into the town square and 0:17:40.400 --> 0:17:46.280 having a microphone and just literally to the people saying 0:17:46.359 --> 0:17:48.719 your thoughts and feelings. Maybe it could look like that, 0:17:48.760 --> 0:17:50.919 and maybe you would go and do that, and then 0:17:50.920 --> 0:17:52.520 when you go to sleep at night, you can go 0:17:52.840 --> 0:17:57.560 I didn't solve the global economic crisis, but I tried 0:17:57.640 --> 0:18:01.720 my best to, you know, so maybe you would feel 0:18:01.720 --> 0:18:06.120 better at least trying to. I don't. I don't know. 0:18:06.280 --> 0:18:08.600 I mean you have you have agency of some kind. 0:18:09.920 --> 0:18:10.679 Do you agree with that? 0:18:10.720 --> 0:18:12.479 I mean, you have a you have a very valid 0:18:12.480 --> 0:18:17.800 point of if I tried, I would be significantly significantly happier. 0:18:18.920 --> 0:18:22.720 But there's a lot of you know, fear that that 0:18:22.760 --> 0:18:28.200 won't work out, and like if that doesn't work out, 0:18:28.520 --> 0:18:32.080 like I might just keep trying. But if I don't, 0:18:32.160 --> 0:18:37.200 I'll just, you know, I'll be even more miserable. 0:18:38.000 --> 0:18:41.399 Isn't that life? You If you try and you try 0:18:41.560 --> 0:18:45.280 and you try and then you can die. 0:18:46.440 --> 0:18:52.560 But yeah, but yeah, this specific one. Failing this specific 0:18:52.840 --> 0:18:57.439 challenge would mean to me that were doomed as a 0:18:57.520 --> 0:18:58.240 human race. 0:18:58.520 --> 0:19:02.560 And you and all the things we know, Eddie, you 0:19:02.720 --> 0:19:06.119 can't be telling me right now that you are trying to, 0:19:07.280 --> 0:19:10.439 like literally just as one guy, take on all the 0:19:10.480 --> 0:19:14.000 world's problems. And you're you're literally saying right now, if 0:19:14.040 --> 0:19:19.240 I cannot solve world hunger, the global economic crisis well 0:19:19.359 --> 0:19:27.440 and achieve world peace, I will be happy. That's crazy. 0:19:27.680 --> 0:19:31.320 I know that sounds crazy, but that's not really what 0:19:31.400 --> 0:19:35.120 I'm saying. Like, I'm saying that there needs to be 0:19:35.240 --> 0:19:39.600 like a thought revolution for at least for the people 0:19:39.600 --> 0:19:42.240 who are like, I don't know, fucking conservative boomers and 0:19:42.280 --> 0:19:46.040 shit like that, and they need to realize, you know, 0:19:46.240 --> 0:19:49.639 that our side of the argument is right, that capitalism 0:19:49.760 --> 0:19:52.199 does need to fucking change at the very least or 0:19:52.240 --> 0:19:56.040 be extinct solely and right, and I and I. 0:19:56.119 --> 0:20:03.560 And and and I support you're taking whatever action is 0:20:03.640 --> 0:20:10.200 within you to fight for your causes. But if you're 0:20:10.400 --> 0:20:12.440 so far, but this is just general. This isn't even 0:20:12.440 --> 0:20:14.640 a political This is not a political thing. When I'm saying, 0:20:14.640 --> 0:20:17.359 this is just about what This is just about what 0:20:17.560 --> 0:20:20.960 is and is not in your control, and about how 0:20:21.000 --> 0:20:23.320 if you obsess over things that aren't in your control, 0:20:23.400 --> 0:20:27.960 you're going to be deeply unhappy. And I think working 0:20:28.080 --> 0:20:34.800 towards and you working towards and campaigning towards and taking 0:20:34.840 --> 0:20:39.520 whatever action is within you as an individual towards things 0:20:39.520 --> 0:20:44.119 that you believe in are positive, great things. But I 0:20:44.160 --> 0:20:48.000 think weighing your happiness on the outcome of a thing 0:20:48.080 --> 0:20:53.959 that is just totally beyond any one individual's control is 0:20:54.040 --> 0:20:57.240 just is a recipe for constant sadness. 0:20:58.480 --> 0:21:00.840 Look, this is what I tried to say, because that 0:21:01.320 --> 0:21:04.639 thought revolution it has to have a beginning somewhere and it, 0:21:04.800 --> 0:21:08.040 you know, logically, it has to be one mind. And 0:21:08.119 --> 0:21:10.679 you know, I'm not saying like I'm saving the world. 0:21:11.040 --> 0:21:17.480 I'm just saying like, if if someone voiced this, then 0:21:17.600 --> 0:21:20.960 we could save the world as humans as a species. 0:21:21.119 --> 0:21:23.280 And that's not too big, you know, because there's seven 0:21:23.400 --> 0:21:28.240 fucking eight almost eight billion of us. That's a fucking force. Man, 0:21:29.359 --> 0:21:30.240 we could do anything. 0:21:31.080 --> 0:21:32.760 Can I also say that? Can I also say this 0:21:32.840 --> 0:21:38.159 one thing before? Yeah? Before I believe we might have 0:21:38.200 --> 0:21:41.520 exhausted the bounds of this conversation. Oh, yeah, I want 0:21:41.560 --> 0:21:41.960 to say this. 0:21:42.000 --> 0:21:44.359 I expected it to go I talked, well, okay. 0:21:44.119 --> 0:21:45.719 We talked about I want to say this, and I 0:21:45.760 --> 0:21:48.600 hope this gets to you in some way. You talked 0:21:48.640 --> 0:21:51.359 about that, we talked about the hundred people that you 0:21:51.800 --> 0:21:55.120 rally are and then you and you said, well, what's 0:21:55.119 --> 0:21:57.400 the point if it's just one hundred people and it's 0:21:57.480 --> 0:22:01.399 like the world is the world is just a lot 0:22:01.480 --> 0:22:03.800 of one hundred people, you know? 0:22:03.880 --> 0:22:06.199 Well, yeah, I just meant, like, you know, if it's 0:22:06.240 --> 0:22:09.080 a hundred people that go off and like separate from 0:22:09.119 --> 0:22:11.760 rest of society, that's pointless because right the rest of 0:22:11.800 --> 0:22:13.360 society would go on as. 0:22:13.160 --> 0:22:16.480 It's nowl you know, So I just what if I 0:22:16.520 --> 0:22:18.680 were if I were here, and if I were you, 0:22:19.720 --> 0:22:22.960 I would go take I would take a walk around 0:22:23.000 --> 0:22:23.600 your neighborhood. 0:22:23.640 --> 0:22:24.920 That's right, I did just now. 0:22:26.760 --> 0:22:28.560 I would take a walk around your neighborhood, and I 0:22:28.600 --> 0:22:34.240 would just look at what's directly around you or even 0:22:34.320 --> 0:22:36.360 the people that you talk to in your daily life, 0:22:36.400 --> 0:22:38.840 your friends, your family, whatever you're doing, and I would 0:22:38.920 --> 0:22:45.920 just in what's directly in front of you, go how 0:22:45.960 --> 0:22:50.320 can I help or improve these things? And if you're 0:22:50.359 --> 0:22:53.679 focusing if you're focusing on how I'm going to save 0:22:54.040 --> 0:22:56.879 the world. You're just gonna you were just gonna drive 0:22:56.920 --> 0:22:59.800 yourself insane, and you seem like a cool guy. And 0:22:59.880 --> 0:23:03.159 I don't want to watch you just go insane and 0:23:03.240 --> 0:23:03.960 kill yourself. 0:23:06.040 --> 0:23:12.760 I would well, o, I should stop that, just think 0:23:13.600 --> 0:23:13.800 you know. 0:23:15.160 --> 0:23:19.040 I don't know, man, I hate that you're like hinging 0:23:19.080 --> 0:23:25.720 your happiness upon such a gigantic issues like how. 0:23:25.640 --> 0:23:28.639 Can I be happy? How can any truly empathetic person 0:23:29.160 --> 0:23:32.520 be happy in a world world so much useless suffering, 0:23:32.640 --> 0:23:33.920 you know occurs. 0:23:34.160 --> 0:23:37.520 You limit your empathy to You limit your empathy to 0:23:37.560 --> 0:23:40.200 about You limit your empathy to about one hundred people. 0:23:40.840 --> 0:23:46.359 You goth. I have no hold on, hold on, hold on, 0:23:46.480 --> 0:23:51.919 I have no qualms with that. I don't like whatever. 0:23:51.960 --> 0:23:54.320 I don't know. I'm not like here to argue about 0:23:54.359 --> 0:23:57.800 what makes a person a good person. I have no idea, 0:23:58.600 --> 0:24:04.400 but at least personally, I think realistically, realistically, you can 0:24:04.480 --> 0:24:11.119 only truly actually care about like maybe a hundred people. 0:24:13.280 --> 0:24:17.919 That's true. I don't know, like the way I see it, 0:24:18.000 --> 0:24:20.639 I don't think that's that. 0:24:19.480 --> 0:24:20.000 I don't. 0:24:22.240 --> 0:24:27.600 But you can't. But you can't know one hundred. 0:24:27.400 --> 0:24:31.120 People that's okay, because why would that make you care? 0:24:31.359 --> 0:24:33.600 Give me, give me second, give me a second age. 0:24:34.840 --> 0:24:40.679 All right? If let's look, every day, there's all around 0:24:40.680 --> 0:24:45.960 the world, hundreds and hundreds of people being fucking killed 0:24:45.960 --> 0:24:51.199 in terrorist attacks and starving to death and all these things, 0:24:51.720 --> 0:24:55.760 and it's a thousands, and I'm we can't look to 0:24:55.840 --> 0:25:01.119