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Speaker 5: It's attention, you know, it's attention of kind of being

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Speaker 5: a native son and coming back and feeling like a stranger,

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Speaker 3: From Uturo Media and PRX, It's Latino Usa. I'm Maria Nojosa. Today,

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Speaker 3: Poet Willie Perdomo comes home for today's episode. I'm going

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Speaker 3: to hand it over to producer Antonia City Huizel, Who's

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Speaker 6: In the late nineteen eighties and early nineteen nineties, New

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Speaker 6: York City was undergoing a moment of intense change. It

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Speaker 7: Hopes the world is Yours.

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Speaker 6: But it was also a time in which communities of

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Speaker 6: black and brown New Yorkers were seeing the effects of

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Speaker 6: both the crack epidemic and the decades long War on drugs.

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Speaker 6: Steve Young reports on a new kind of cocaine called crack.

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Speaker 7: Last year, we had over two thousand homicides here in

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Speaker 7: New York City. That's an average of five or six homicides.

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Speaker 6: Okay, this is the East Harlem that Willie Pedlomo tries

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Speaker 6: to wrangle with in his newest book of poetry, The

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Speaker 6: Crazy Bunch. Since the nineteen nineties, Willie has been known

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Speaker 6: as a poet, former, and writer with a special interest

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Speaker 6: in the sounds and sights of the city he grew

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Speaker 5: And it's going to be like two church boys talking

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Speaker 5: loud on the train, praising the Lord in a spanglish

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Speaker 7: Better guess on.

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Speaker 6: That's WILLI on Deaf Poetry Jam back in two thousand

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Speaker 6: and one. His most recent book focuses on a weekend

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Speaker 6: in the lives of a group of young men growing

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Speaker 6: up in Harlem, some of them based on characters from

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Speaker 7: Basically, this is all my neighborhood.

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Speaker 5: But most of really, most of the book takes place

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Speaker 5: Yeah, we're right around you know where everything happens, basically

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Speaker 6: Along with producer say okay Vi though, Willie and I

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Speaker 6: decided to take a walk through his old neighborhood to

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Speaker 6: reflect on his teenage years growing up in Harlem, even

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Speaker 5: Significant But not really. I mean all these neighborhoods look

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Speaker 6: Since the nineties, many people have left the neighborhood because

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Speaker 7: It's way out of place.

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Speaker 5: It seems like an an namely alvoice, you know, But

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Speaker 7: So this is where I grew up on fifteen East

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Speaker 5: On this street. This is where I learned how to

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Speaker 5: for nineteen eighty five. And you can hear me at

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Speaker 5: hear like like like I thing like like that's all

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Speaker 7: That's all you hear. You know.

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Speaker 5: So in the back we played stickball and then this

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Speaker 5: They called this nineteen ninety. Now they call it the Smiley.

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Speaker 5: So now eventually, what happens in the young brother's life,

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Speaker 5: the corner is where you start letting all your lessons

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Speaker 5: you know about man, I'm not sure, if it's the

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Speaker 7: You know, we can go left here and then come

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Speaker 6: And this is the corner.

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Speaker 5: No, I'll tell you the corner we're about to walk

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Speaker 5: In fact, you know that Lou Reed song where he

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Speaker 5: says when he's going looking for the man, this is

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Speaker 7: Electus is around there looking for his man, for his connect.

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Speaker 6: Maating for my man.

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Speaker 7: So this is where everything was everything. There was a

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Speaker 5: Game shop in this little store coming up here, but

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Speaker 5: you know this would be filled with people who just

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Speaker 5: there was there was commerce, there was traffic, there was music,

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Speaker 5: there were babies being born, and it seemed like such

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Speaker 7: I could see this block shimmering. Basically, That's what the

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Speaker 5: Well, because the closest thing you knew to family was here.

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Speaker 6: The Crazy Bunch is the story of one tragic and

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Speaker 6: and stories will he grew up with. His work is

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Speaker 6: reflective of Harlem culture and the figures and places that

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Speaker 6: to preserve a place and time that no longer exists.

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Speaker 6: I read that you said that even though the buildings

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Speaker 6: are the same when you come here, the faces are

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Speaker 7: Yeah. I mean there's something ghostly to that, right, right,

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Speaker 7: You're used.

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Speaker 5: To seeing certain folks on certain corners, or sitting on

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Speaker 5: the store walking down the avenue, and those kind of

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Speaker 5: moments now are few and far between. But it's attention,

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Speaker 5: but yet feeling like this is still your you know,

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Speaker 5: to doubt that you would have enough stories to tell them.

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Speaker 1: Actually, can we read the first.

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Speaker 5: Poem yeah, So this is the It's called in the

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Speaker 5: face of what you remember, And the title was taken

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Speaker 5: from a from a Lanxon Hughes poem and the first

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Speaker 5: me when the book started. You remember, that was the

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Speaker 5: summer of up rock, quarter water speed, notch, pillow bags

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Speaker 5: to summer fresh shrills in a future somerssaulting off a

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Speaker 5: That was the summer that our grills dropped to below freezing.

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Speaker 5: Back then, Baaloviyejo was thermal and therapy. Bones were smoked

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Speaker 5: the summer Charlie Chase hijacked Mega Watch from Roses Kitchenette

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Speaker 5: When the camera panned his kazal laced up rock the

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Speaker 6: Did you always know that you were going to be

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Speaker 5: No, I think that happened as a result of first listening,

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Speaker 5: Storytelling really came from my mother and just kind of

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Speaker 7: So she was always full of stories. But I think,

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Speaker 7: you know, I grew up.

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Speaker 5: Around some really great storytellers, I think, and the storytelling

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Speaker 7: So people were always talking.

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Speaker 5: That's why I like to walk and talk, you know,

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Speaker 5: and so that that was part of it. I think

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Speaker 5: storytelling kind of also gave me a way to access

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Speaker 5: little bit too real, you know, in a way that

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Speaker 5: I could not process.

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Speaker 7: Well.

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Speaker 6: One thing's interesting about this poem is is I get

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Speaker 6: the sentence that sort of the different people in your

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Speaker 7: It would me like in the nineties for sure.

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Speaker 7: Emphasized, I think. But the idea of.

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Speaker 5: And it's weird to find yourself in that kind of

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Speaker 5: I think so, but it wasn't considered one in that domain,

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Speaker 5: you know. So when I became a poet, the beautiful

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Speaker 7: Is that I wasn't shamed.

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Speaker 5: As a result of being a poet, you know, and

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Speaker 7: You know.

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Speaker 5: That's the kind of role that started to develop, you know,

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Speaker 5: So there's one time and the image comes up and

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Speaker 6: Willie's poetry is thick with vivid imagery and confronts some

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Speaker 5: To start thinking about what they call in theirs and

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Speaker 6: This is a book that deals with death and with trauma.

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Speaker 6: Why write about these particular instances of violence and trauma.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, because there were a signature I think in my

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Speaker 6: You know, when you say post trauma, stress or how

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Speaker 5: I think some of it was that, you know, it

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Speaker 5: it manifested and my need to dream a little bit more,

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Speaker 5: clearly as a younger person. There's a level of self

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Speaker 5: destructive behavior that's not the most healthiest. It could be

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Speaker 7: It shows up in your body.

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Speaker 5: It shows up in your sugar, It shows up in

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Speaker 5: It shows up in the way you have arguments with folks,

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Speaker 5: And sometimes, if you're lucky, you can kind of use

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Speaker 6: Creative Willie continues to write about Harlem and visits when

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Speaker 6: he can. He's the recipient of a pen meond the

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