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Speaker 1: The Nicky Glazer Podcast. Hello here, I am welcome to

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Speaker 1: the show. It's Nicki Laser Podcast. It's Monday. Uh, I

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Speaker 1: am in l a still. You might have heard someone

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Speaker 1: singing over on your Marina in the intro song, and

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Speaker 1: it just so happens to be on your marina. She

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Speaker 1: is our guest today, joining us from somewhere in New

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Speaker 1: York City. Not sure if I can call it upstate? Anya.

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Speaker 1: How's it going? So good to be here. I'm glad

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Speaker 1: I got to redo my part live because during the

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Speaker 1: Hampton's pod, I was very disappointed in my performance. Were you?

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Speaker 1: I was disappointed in all of us. It's not that

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Speaker 1: I was disappointed. I was mad, you know how, it's

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Speaker 1: usually the opposite. I'm not mad. I'm just disappointed. No, no, no,

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Speaker 1: I was just um. Andrew Colin is also here. Hi Andrew,

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Speaker 1: He's in St. Louis. What's going on? Thank you so

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Speaker 1: much for having me here. How did you get in

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Speaker 1: my opmand this morning? How you thought I moved out?

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Speaker 1: You idiot? It's funny to Mercedes. What do you fucking goofy?

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Speaker 1: I thought I moved on? F Boy Island is very

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Speaker 1: flagrant with the word uh. Idiot um, which leads me

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Speaker 1: to believe that he was called a fucking idiot a

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Speaker 1: lot in his childhood, which is unfortunate. But I do

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Speaker 1: love him and I have loved for that guy. Um,

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Speaker 1: even though yesterday I posted on I like I posted

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Speaker 1: on my Instagram story. I don't know if you saw

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Speaker 1: it on you, but you guys, you and Taylor were

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Speaker 1: like watching f boy Island and like commenting on our

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Speaker 1: WhatsApp chat, which is like nine girls on nothing, and

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Speaker 1: you're all like break most of its voice recordings of

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Speaker 1: you guys processing it. But it was just so funny

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Speaker 1: to read, like, I, I wait, I love Danny. Danny's

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Speaker 1: hair is slicked. I he made a good choice, Mercedes.

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Speaker 1: I'm still on the front about I miss Benedict. I

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Speaker 1: don't know how to feel about. And then Taylor's like,

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Speaker 1: I love Jabrian. Jabrian said that Nikki's hot and cool,

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Speaker 1: go Jabel Like it was just Taylor loved Jabrian from

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Speaker 1: the jump, and like, honestly, most people are probably like

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Speaker 1: who um, but I guess he also really makes a

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Speaker 1: great showing in the last two episodes, which I have

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Speaker 1: not seen. Don't spoil them for me, just kidding. I

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Speaker 1: love them, but I have not seen them because I

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Speaker 1: lived them and I don't. I'm Chris and I have

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Speaker 1: not been together, and I have no one to watch

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Speaker 1: them with, and so you guys, no, I do not

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Speaker 1: watch things about myself, and I certainly can't watch myself

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Speaker 1: by myself. I'm going to try to binge it today

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Speaker 1: on the plane back from l A, but I can't

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Speaker 1: promise anything. I've heard it's so good. I am so

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Speaker 1: moved by everyone freaking the funk out about the finale

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Speaker 1: and all my friends just being like, don't spoil it,

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Speaker 1: like they're all like watching it at different times, being like,

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Speaker 1: holy sh it, do you always watch it yet? Please

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Speaker 1: watch it? Like I haven't felt this much excitement for

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Speaker 1: my friends about a show since The Bachelor Bachelorette, and

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Speaker 1: that usually was just me and Nanya. You know, no

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Speaker 1: one expected like a gun on set for someone to

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Speaker 1: get shot at the end. I'm sorry, did you forget

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Speaker 1: that someone got shot? It was bad? It's bad. It was.

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Speaker 1: It wasn't no one died, but it was. It was

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Speaker 1: very bloody. It was a T shirt gun and because

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Speaker 1: those guys, we just wanted them to put one on.

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Speaker 1: Did you notice nipples. No, but that that was also

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Speaker 1: a thing, um that I didn't put because I didn't

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Speaker 1: want to shame Mercedes, because I didn't know if his

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Speaker 1: nipples were good or bad. Are they like they're like

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Speaker 1: my dad's. I know that's the weird thing to say,

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Speaker 1: but my dad is very perky nipples. My dad is

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Speaker 1: like Weirdly, they look like pencil erasers, like brand new

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Speaker 1: pencil erasers. Nipples. They're just like a third nipple. They

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Speaker 1: look so tiny. Oh, they're tiny, Andrew, did you notice

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Speaker 1: his nipples that almost like Andrew's version of hairlines? Wait,

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Speaker 1: you don't know, Andrew, andrews um. If I had Mercedes nipples,

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Speaker 1: I would have been a like a lawyer, like a

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Speaker 1: billion dollars lawyer. Confidence. Your nipples are holding you back?

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Speaker 1: They are have you wait them? You try walking around

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Speaker 1: with these fucking utters? What have you got them pierced with?

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Speaker 1: What hanger? There? No one of those things that they

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Speaker 1: you know when a cow has that ring through its Yeah,

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Speaker 1: then I would join the Noah's favorite band. Just lu Yeah,

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Speaker 1: Gariola are large, m you can't get a good but

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Speaker 1: they're pops. You know how like our nipples are on

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Speaker 1: that like part of a month where it's like, you know,

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Speaker 1: nipple is just like you don't want it to be seen.

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Speaker 1: That's oh God speaking of Look at this fucking flower

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Speaker 1: arrangement that Chris sent me. It is the most beautiful

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Speaker 1: arrangement I've ever seen in my life. And this is

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Speaker 1: four days out. It's still it's so you guys know me,

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Speaker 1: Do I like flowers? Fuck? No, they die, They're a burden.

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Speaker 1: This is a nice one because I just get to

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Speaker 1: miss America carrying it through. Um No, I usually I'm

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Speaker 1: just like, oh flowers. But I walked into my hotel

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Speaker 1: this table was just this beautiful arrangement. And I was

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Speaker 1: And he wrote a really funny card. I forget what

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Speaker 1: I finally love flowers and I understand. Yeah, he de

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Speaker 1: flowered me by giving me flowers. Yeah, I feel like

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Speaker 1: it was so fast. Can I give a shout out

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Speaker 1: if you are ever in l A, go to seed

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Speaker 1: This arrangement, I mean you will convert someone who I

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Speaker 1: like edible arrangements. I've tried to eat them. They're not

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Speaker 1: going down, but um, they this this. And I've woken

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Speaker 1: Nick layered Hamilton's over here. You always think about how

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Speaker 1: and it's true. It is a thing, like it was.

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Speaker 1: It's it's such a thing. I would stare at them

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Speaker 1: like laying behind her on her draperies. That looks like

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Speaker 1: for my key, it's an effortless layered necklace. Smaller buds,

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Speaker 1: your little peonies. Okay, I have a near new arat,

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Speaker 1: but budding nipples, but no, I don't even want you

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Speaker 1: had I learned some Green Vass was um and this

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Speaker 1: bears repeating. Green Vass was. We wanted to our friends

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Speaker 1: Kirsten and I think maybe Taylor, and we were like,

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Speaker 1: And I was like, if they chose choose me, I

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00:24:16,200 --> 00:24:18,119
Speaker 1: don't know what I'm I don't know what I'm gonna do.

422
00:24:18,280 --> 00:24:21,240
Speaker 1: Like it was the most as an anxiety I've ever

423
00:24:21,240 --> 00:24:24,080
Speaker 1: had in my entire life. And I've done you know,

424
00:24:24,640 --> 00:24:27,440
Speaker 1: I've been on TV and been on live TV. It's

425
00:24:27,480 --> 00:24:30,600
Speaker 1: I've never felt that anxiety before, Like what could happen?

426
00:24:30,680 --> 00:24:32,040
Speaker 1: Like and I threw out a first pitch and I

427
00:24:32,080 --> 00:24:34,560
Speaker 1: don't know how to do sports like that gave me

428
00:24:34,600 --> 00:24:36,879
Speaker 1: more anxiety. Did do you relate to that? On you

429
00:24:37,720 --> 00:24:40,040
Speaker 1: being scared of like having to be forced to eat

430
00:24:40,080 --> 00:24:44,000
Speaker 1: in situations where you're like I can't. Yeah, I mean

431
00:24:44,000 --> 00:24:46,280
Speaker 1: it's been a long time, and I didn't have antarexy

432
00:24:46,400 --> 00:24:50,959
Speaker 1: like you were like a hardcore committed uh type. My

433
00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:57,000
Speaker 1: my thing was literally committed to hospital. But I was

434
00:24:57,040 --> 00:25:00,360
Speaker 1: definitely afraid of food and I would have a major anxiety.

435
00:25:00,480 --> 00:25:02,679
Speaker 1: I mean. The thing with this cut all these cults

436
00:25:02,760 --> 00:25:06,520
Speaker 1: is they always start off pretty reasonable, like these are

437
00:25:06,560 --> 00:25:09,600
Speaker 1: good ideas, you know, and then it takes a turn

438
00:25:09,760 --> 00:25:13,439
Speaker 1: like what she's saying, isn't that scandalous? Like you know

439
00:25:13,480 --> 00:25:16,240
Speaker 1: a lot of compulsive eaters are obsessed with food and

440
00:25:16,359 --> 00:25:19,800
Speaker 1: have lost their way spiritually maybe if you you know,

441
00:25:19,880 --> 00:25:25,640
Speaker 1: even to themselves. So it got bad when the abuse starts.

442
00:25:25,880 --> 00:25:29,240
Speaker 1: That's in part two or part three. Yeah, it always

443
00:25:29,320 --> 00:25:33,119
Speaker 1: they just they always as soon as someone else tells

444
00:25:33,200 --> 00:25:36,320
Speaker 1: them like I don't want I question this thing, and

445
00:25:36,359 --> 00:25:38,800
Speaker 1: they In the Teel Swan documentary, it's just a great

446
00:25:38,840 --> 00:25:42,639
Speaker 1: moment where one guy is just like the guy goes, well,

447
00:25:42,720 --> 00:25:45,119
Speaker 1: who's who are you? Who are you answering to? Like

448
00:25:45,200 --> 00:25:49,239
Speaker 1: who's checking you? And she's like why do I need

449
00:25:49,280 --> 00:25:51,960
Speaker 1: to have someone checking me? And he's just like, well,

450
00:25:52,000 --> 00:25:55,640
Speaker 1: because you say that, we have to have people like

451
00:25:55,760 --> 00:25:58,520
Speaker 1: and she's like, well, it really makes me concerned that

452
00:25:58,960 --> 00:26:02,760
Speaker 1: you don't you think that maybe I need someone checking

453
00:26:02,800 --> 00:26:06,639
Speaker 1: me and that maybe you are not as invested in

454
00:26:06,640 --> 00:26:09,159
Speaker 1: this as I like. And she's funning. What about when

455
00:26:09,200 --> 00:26:12,200
Speaker 1: she said the fastest person in the world, she compares

456
00:26:12,240 --> 00:26:13,919
Speaker 1: herself to the fastest person in the world. She she

457
00:26:13,920 --> 00:26:15,879
Speaker 1: actually makes good logic that I'm like, that's why she

458
00:26:15,960 --> 00:26:18,120
Speaker 1: is a cult leader because even I was like, oh,

459
00:26:18,160 --> 00:26:20,760
Speaker 1: that's a good point. She's like, well, if I were

460
00:26:21,240 --> 00:26:23,879
Speaker 1: the fastest person in the world and I told you

461
00:26:23,920 --> 00:26:26,320
Speaker 1: I was, and I was, and you said, well, how

462
00:26:26,320 --> 00:26:28,200
Speaker 1: can you be the fastest person in the world if

463
00:26:28,200 --> 00:26:31,159
Speaker 1: there's no one faster than you? What would So? So

464
00:26:31,280 --> 00:26:32,680
Speaker 1: I can't be the fastest person in the the world because

465
00:26:32,680 --> 00:26:37,840
Speaker 1: there's no one faster than me. What what's right? And

466
00:26:37,880 --> 00:26:47,040
Speaker 1: I go, God, she's fucking good, like taking notes. I loved.

467
00:26:47,160 --> 00:26:49,320
Speaker 1: I mean it was uncomfortable because she's getting confronted and

468
00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:52,320
Speaker 1: you know, this girl is like is crazy and that

469
00:26:52,400 --> 00:26:55,200
Speaker 1: she's not right, and so there is discomfort in knowing,

470
00:26:55,280 --> 00:27:02,679
Speaker 1: like like in like how her being questioned. I don't know,

471
00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:07,360
Speaker 1: it just came off so like egotistical and like how

472
00:27:07,920 --> 00:27:10,919
Speaker 1: how could you even think the question? It's like I

473
00:27:10,920 --> 00:27:13,240
Speaker 1: don't know, Like I don't I think I saw too

474
00:27:13,280 --> 00:27:15,840
Speaker 1: much of her life. She'd been married up your hair

475
00:27:15,880 --> 00:27:20,600
Speaker 1: in a bathtub? Yeah, your eyebrows? Can we start there,

476
00:27:23,600 --> 00:27:27,240
Speaker 1: start somewhere. I'd love to start there, but I don't

477
00:27:27,240 --> 00:27:29,520
Speaker 1: know where they start. So does she have like a

478
00:27:29,600 --> 00:27:34,600
Speaker 1: god all your hair? She's like a god? Is that? Yes?

479
00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:36,320
Speaker 1: And I think I mean she was and it was

480
00:27:36,640 --> 00:27:40,240
Speaker 1: terribly abused, so like her way of or was she

481
00:27:40,440 --> 00:27:43,080
Speaker 1: because part of her thing is convincing people that they

482
00:27:43,080 --> 00:27:46,920
Speaker 1: were abused and then isolating them from their families by

483
00:27:46,960 --> 00:27:49,199
Speaker 1: being like, your dad molested you and the dad's like

484
00:27:49,280 --> 00:27:52,720
Speaker 1: I didn't, and it's like, well, of course he's saying that,

485
00:27:52,840 --> 00:27:56,239
Speaker 1: and then she like makes you eat frog stuff that

486
00:27:56,280 --> 00:27:58,160
Speaker 1: makes you trip, and then she's like, your dad sucking

487
00:27:58,200 --> 00:28:02,000
Speaker 1: molested you. So even like it made me question her

488
00:28:02,080 --> 00:28:05,720
Speaker 1: own story of like what happened to her? But yeah,

489
00:28:06,359 --> 00:28:09,159
Speaker 1: what was the show last night that you watched on

490
00:28:09,240 --> 00:28:11,040
Speaker 1: you and that you were like on you said, I

491
00:28:11,040 --> 00:28:12,840
Speaker 1: skipped the second episode and I didn't even realize I

492
00:28:12,920 --> 00:28:15,320
Speaker 1: did because it was such a bad show. The most

493
00:28:15,359 --> 00:28:18,320
Speaker 1: hated man on the Internet about the guy that started

494
00:28:18,320 --> 00:28:22,919
Speaker 1: that website, the porn porn site. I didn't even finish

495
00:28:22,920 --> 00:28:24,560
Speaker 1: it. It It just made me feel so bad. They were

496
00:28:24,560 --> 00:28:27,960
Speaker 1: showing clips of all the horrific things that he would

497
00:28:28,240 --> 00:28:32,600
Speaker 1: they would upload, and it's just depraved stuff. And I'm like,

498
00:28:33,040 --> 00:28:40,400
Speaker 1: may will you tell me details? Like people thing, peautiful pooping. Wait,

499
00:28:40,440 --> 00:28:44,040
Speaker 1: what do you mean you the revenge I don't even

500
00:28:44,040 --> 00:28:46,840
Speaker 1: know the premise. I know what revenge porn is, but

501
00:28:46,880 --> 00:28:48,920
Speaker 1: I don't know that there was a site for it. Specifically,

502
00:28:49,160 --> 00:28:52,920
Speaker 1: there was a website called Yeah you actually watched the

503
00:28:52,960 --> 00:28:56,080
Speaker 1: Doctor just remember it from history. This guy starts to

504
00:28:56,080 --> 00:28:59,640
Speaker 1: set anybody up or is anyone up or whatever? That

505
00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:04,240
Speaker 1: soft It's like all these nude photos of people, and

506
00:29:04,520 --> 00:29:08,400
Speaker 1: it links to the people's social media, so it would show, like,

507
00:29:08,840 --> 00:29:11,719
Speaker 1: you know, fifteen pictures of naked Nicky Glazer, and then

508
00:29:11,720 --> 00:29:14,440
Speaker 1: it'd be like and here's her Instagram, and here's her address,

509
00:29:14,520 --> 00:29:19,280
Speaker 1: and here's her um Facebook. Yeah. Well, a lot of

510
00:29:19,400 --> 00:29:23,840
Speaker 1: guys would take photos of their girls. Then when they

511
00:29:23,880 --> 00:29:26,760
Speaker 1: get cheated on, or they they cheat on the girls

512
00:29:26,800 --> 00:29:28,840
Speaker 1: and the girl get breaks up with them, then they

513
00:29:28,920 --> 00:29:31,440
Speaker 1: upload it to go you fucking bitch, you fucking horror.

514
00:29:31,480 --> 00:29:33,360
Speaker 1: No one's gonna want you now, I'm going to ruin you.

515
00:29:33,600 --> 00:29:36,400
Speaker 1: And and it still happens. They do it all the time.

516
00:29:36,600 --> 00:29:38,200
Speaker 1: It's like there's not just one site for it. So

517
00:29:38,240 --> 00:29:41,520
Speaker 1: this guy started a site that was just for that, right,

518
00:29:41,640 --> 00:29:44,240
Speaker 1: and it really took off and he got famous off

519
00:29:44,280 --> 00:29:49,600
Speaker 1: being a sociopath and like tweeting constantly, like basically daring

520
00:29:49,640 --> 00:29:52,800
Speaker 1: people to kill themselves or you know, like just you know,

521
00:29:52,880 --> 00:29:56,920
Speaker 1: one percent of people are sociopaths of the human population.

522
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:03,560
Speaker 1: It seems kind of low. Mm hmm. It seems high

523
00:30:03,560 --> 00:30:07,600
Speaker 1: to me. Oh yeah, one in a hundred people. I

524
00:30:07,640 --> 00:30:10,480
Speaker 1: mean that's like one on every flight you're on, there's

525
00:30:10,520 --> 00:30:13,400
Speaker 1: one person that's a psychopath, and so ziopath and psychopath

526
00:30:13,400 --> 00:30:17,960
Speaker 1: I think are interchangeable. Um, by most professional standards. This

527
00:30:17,960 --> 00:30:20,920
Speaker 1: guy making money off of it, was it like, yeah,

528
00:30:21,000 --> 00:30:26,239
Speaker 1: you have to pay to get on there. Yeah, I mean,

529
00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:29,360
Speaker 1: who's like, oh man, I gotta sell my shoes on

530
00:30:29,600 --> 00:30:32,400
Speaker 1: re venge porn dot com. You know. It's it's like

531
00:30:35,000 --> 00:30:36,800
Speaker 1: a lot of people came to see me in Atlantic

532
00:30:36,800 --> 00:30:44,560
Speaker 1: City because of that banner I bought. Um um this.

533
00:30:44,920 --> 00:30:49,560
Speaker 1: There's another guy being tried right now for a website

534
00:30:49,600 --> 00:30:52,880
Speaker 1: called like girls Do Porn or a production company, and

535
00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:56,080
Speaker 1: I mean it's the same old story they put an

536
00:30:56,120 --> 00:31:02,080
Speaker 1: ad on Craigslist looking for models. Eight teening up girls answer,

537
00:31:02,160 --> 00:31:04,920
Speaker 1: they add, they fly the girl to l A from

538
00:31:05,000 --> 00:31:07,760
Speaker 1: her little po Dung Town, put her up at some fuckings.

539
00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:09,560
Speaker 1: They pick her up at the airport. They don't even

540
00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:11,200
Speaker 1: bring her to the They bring her to a hotel

541
00:31:11,240 --> 00:31:13,760
Speaker 1: for the modeling shoot. On the way to the hotel,

542
00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:27,920
Speaker 1: they tell the girl what it sounds exactly like nicky. No,

543
00:31:28,480 --> 00:31:33,680
Speaker 1: it's too late, that flowers. And the revenge is that

544
00:31:33,720 --> 00:31:36,320
Speaker 1: people are going to have to watch it. It's not pretty.

545
00:31:36,560 --> 00:31:40,760
Speaker 1: Um so uh, they get. So what they would do

546
00:31:40,880 --> 00:31:43,160
Speaker 1: is they get the girl and and this has really

547
00:31:43,200 --> 00:31:45,960
Speaker 1: made me just go, I can't with porn like I

548
00:31:46,000 --> 00:31:48,840
Speaker 1: gotta I gotta put up. I gotta vegan it pretty

549
00:31:48,880 --> 00:31:51,280
Speaker 1: soon here, guys, because it's so much porn has made

550
00:31:51,320 --> 00:31:53,920
Speaker 1: this way. They get the this was a guy that

551
00:31:53,920 --> 00:31:55,680
Speaker 1: would do these tactics over and over ight. Now he's

552
00:31:55,720 --> 00:31:58,800
Speaker 1: being suoned. There's this huge lawsuit. Um that's happening right now.

553
00:31:59,120 --> 00:32:02,360
Speaker 1: So fly the girls out. On the way from the airport,

554
00:32:02,400 --> 00:32:03,920
Speaker 1: they pick him up in the car like at the

555
00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:07,600
Speaker 1: baggage game. Um. And and within a day, I mean,

556
00:32:07,600 --> 00:32:09,080
Speaker 1: these girls would answer and add and the next day,

557
00:32:09,120 --> 00:32:12,440
Speaker 1: they're flown out. They on the way to the hotel,

558
00:32:12,480 --> 00:32:14,520
Speaker 1: they'd be told it wasn't really a modeling shoot, it

559
00:32:14,560 --> 00:32:17,680
Speaker 1: was actually porn. At this point, this guy is kind

560
00:32:17,680 --> 00:32:20,880
Speaker 1: of intimidating. He you're in a car with him, you've

561
00:32:20,920 --> 00:32:23,600
Speaker 1: already flown out. He's put you, he's paid for your ticket,

562
00:32:23,960 --> 00:32:25,880
Speaker 1: he's like picked you up at the airport. You kind

563
00:32:25,880 --> 00:32:29,080
Speaker 1: of feel indebted. You're eighteen, you're young. You don't like

564
00:32:29,240 --> 00:32:32,720
Speaker 1: your first time in l A. Then they go, but

565
00:32:32,800 --> 00:32:35,920
Speaker 1: don't worry, it's oh and they make you send nude shots.

566
00:32:35,920 --> 00:32:37,920
Speaker 1: So they already kind of know these girls are maybe

567
00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:41,600
Speaker 1: down to be a little sexual, right, Like they know

568
00:32:41,680 --> 00:32:44,280
Speaker 1: it's a sexual modeling shoot. So these girls have set

569
00:32:44,440 --> 00:32:49,240
Speaker 1: nudes um just and like sent their fucking butt holes,

570
00:32:49,280 --> 00:32:52,040
Speaker 1: I bet. And then they get the job and it's

571
00:32:52,080 --> 00:32:54,560
Speaker 1: good money, you know for a girl that's working at

572
00:32:54,800 --> 00:32:59,840
Speaker 1: fucking I don't know, Custard stand over the summer. It's

573
00:32:59,840 --> 00:33:02,280
Speaker 1: like it's insane. They and it's maybe it's like a

574
00:33:02,320 --> 00:33:04,920
Speaker 1: thousand dollars, but still that's like insane money for these girls.

575
00:33:05,000 --> 00:33:08,120
Speaker 1: And then they go they get to the hotel, there's

576
00:33:08,160 --> 00:33:09,960
Speaker 1: so much paperwork they have to sign. They tell the

577
00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:12,600
Speaker 1: girls that the video is only going to be distributed

578
00:33:12,840 --> 00:33:17,120
Speaker 1: in Australia privately on videotapes for people who pay for

579
00:33:17,160 --> 00:33:19,040
Speaker 1: them and will not be end up online. And it's

580
00:33:19,040 --> 00:33:24,040
Speaker 1: only for select buyers. Um that will not be distributed online.

581
00:33:24,040 --> 00:33:26,040
Speaker 1: It will never end up online, which by the way,

582
00:33:26,280 --> 00:33:30,480
Speaker 1: isn't a thing. Young women listening. Nothing you do can

583
00:33:30,520 --> 00:33:32,840
Speaker 1: be sure, like there's nothing that won't end up online,

584
00:33:32,920 --> 00:33:35,360
Speaker 1: or can't. There's no way to make sure something doesn't

585
00:33:35,440 --> 00:33:38,479
Speaker 1: end up online. But these girls don't know that. You know,

586
00:33:38,960 --> 00:33:42,640
Speaker 1: the education is not great in Michigan or whatever. So

587
00:33:43,360 --> 00:33:48,720
Speaker 1: they go no tons of offense, get it togetheranant flant Michigan.

588
00:33:49,240 --> 00:33:51,760
Speaker 1: The water is still bad. Bring back our girls. I

589
00:33:51,800 --> 00:33:56,240
Speaker 1: don't think it's the same cause, okay, so um. So

590
00:33:56,480 --> 00:33:58,560
Speaker 1: they then they make them sign all this way, and

591
00:33:58,560 --> 00:34:00,280
Speaker 1: this is like the story over and over all. These

592
00:34:00,320 --> 00:34:02,160
Speaker 1: girls have the same story. They get to the place,

593
00:34:02,520 --> 00:34:05,040
Speaker 1: they make these girls sign so much paperwork and they

594
00:34:05,080 --> 00:34:07,600
Speaker 1: have a flight out that night. So they just want

595
00:34:07,600 --> 00:34:09,640
Speaker 1: one shoot with these girls because they're disposable. I mean,

596
00:34:09,640 --> 00:34:11,160
Speaker 1: they're not going to use them again after what they

597
00:34:11,200 --> 00:34:12,880
Speaker 1: do to them. The girls a flight that night, so

598
00:34:12,920 --> 00:34:15,840
Speaker 1: they're like, hey, we gotta do the shoot. Figure like

599
00:34:15,920 --> 00:34:18,160
Speaker 1: sign this paper. So they rushed them through the paperwork

600
00:34:18,200 --> 00:34:21,000
Speaker 1: and act like them reading it, which these girls barely

601
00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:23,799
Speaker 1: can fucking probably understand any of this legal ease that

602
00:34:23,800 --> 00:34:26,200
Speaker 1: they're going through. So they sign all this stuff, which

603
00:34:26,239 --> 00:34:29,040
Speaker 1: is pretty much signing way all their rights, and they

604
00:34:29,040 --> 00:34:30,560
Speaker 1: get into the shoot and they're told it's going to

605
00:34:30,600 --> 00:34:32,839
Speaker 1: take thirty minutes for this porn shoot that is only

606
00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:36,680
Speaker 1: going to be you know, um, this kind of sex

607
00:34:36,719 --> 00:34:39,880
Speaker 1: act that they agree to. They get in there five

608
00:34:40,080 --> 00:34:44,319
Speaker 1: hours of shooting with minimal breaks, and every time they break,

609
00:34:44,320 --> 00:34:46,520
Speaker 1: they're like, your flight is coming and we need to

610
00:34:46,520 --> 00:34:49,239
Speaker 1: get this. Like you're you're making everyone wait, making these

611
00:34:49,239 --> 00:34:51,520
Speaker 1: girls feel like a burden. I'm a thirty eight eight

612
00:34:51,600 --> 00:34:53,880
Speaker 1: or so year old woman who still feels like a

613
00:34:53,920 --> 00:34:57,040
Speaker 1: burden all the time to everyone. I mean, I could

614
00:34:57,080 --> 00:34:59,520
Speaker 1: see myself getting roped into something like this, let alone,

615
00:34:59,520 --> 00:35:02,720
Speaker 1: if I was fucking eighteen years old, and so then

616
00:35:07,719 --> 00:35:13,480
Speaker 1: literally so then these girls are brutally penetrated in every

617
00:35:13,480 --> 00:35:16,719
Speaker 1: way with by multiple men. There's it's not at all

618
00:35:16,760 --> 00:35:20,440
Speaker 1: what they agreed to, but because they do, you know,

619
00:35:20,520 --> 00:35:23,239
Speaker 1: sign the paperwork, and they are consenting in the sense

620
00:35:23,280 --> 00:35:26,280
Speaker 1: that they say, sure, that's fine, but they keep pressing.

621
00:35:26,320 --> 00:35:30,319
Speaker 1: You know, these guys are master manipulators. So this by

622
00:35:30,360 --> 00:35:33,520
Speaker 1: the time that plane hits the ground back in Detroit

623
00:35:33,600 --> 00:35:36,720
Speaker 1: or wherever they fucking fly back to, it's already online.

624
00:35:36,719 --> 00:35:39,040
Speaker 1: I mean it takes about that's an exaggeration, but it

625
00:35:39,080 --> 00:35:42,359
Speaker 1: takes about three weeks. And these girls get text from

626
00:35:42,360 --> 00:35:45,439
Speaker 1: their friends saying there's videos of you. That same day,

627
00:35:45,600 --> 00:35:49,799
Speaker 1: all their parents find out, their aunts and uncles, yeah

628
00:35:49,920 --> 00:35:58,080
Speaker 1: right down, and it's all backwards to and so. And

629
00:35:58,840 --> 00:36:00,920
Speaker 1: these girls lives are ruined, I mean their parents. These

630
00:36:00,920 --> 00:36:04,600
Speaker 1: girls come from these good like Christian like, like small

631
00:36:04,640 --> 00:36:07,520
Speaker 1: town like places, and they have a thousand dollars in

632
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Speaker 1: their pocket, which which is after the fact, probably like

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Speaker 1: six hundred. It's already long gone. And their families are

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Speaker 1: They get a strange from their families. No one wants

635
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Speaker 1: to talk to them. Every guy thinks they're fucking slut,

636
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Speaker 1: a stupid skank. You know. These towns where they're from,

637
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Speaker 1: their their reputations are ruined. Their run out of town,

638
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Speaker 1: and they have nowhere to go. They have no they

639
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Speaker 1: have nowhere to go after that, and now they have

640
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Speaker 1: this thing on their record and they're it's and so

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Speaker 1: this guy is being tried right now. He's such a

642
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Speaker 1: piece of shi it really. I mean, if you're someone

643
00:36:36,800 --> 00:36:39,360
Speaker 1: out there who watches porn like I do, we gotta

644
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Speaker 1: do better anymore. I feel like there should be a

645
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Speaker 1: law where like like, well they signed the paperwork, but

646
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Speaker 1: it's like unless the PaperWorks like four sentences and like

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Speaker 1: Times New Roman Career, Yeah, double space where it's like

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Speaker 1: you if it's like a bunch of Mumbo Jump both

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Speaker 1: Magatha stuff, you know it should be Yeah, that's it's bad.

650
00:37:09,880 --> 00:37:11,960
Speaker 1: It's so bad. But you know what I mean though,

651
00:37:12,040 --> 00:37:13,759
Speaker 1: like if it feels like it could be hidden, that

652
00:37:13,800 --> 00:37:15,880
Speaker 1: should be. Can I say the worst thing of it all?

653
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Speaker 1: Okay that you saw one of these before the documentary.

654
00:37:22,080 --> 00:37:24,759
Speaker 1: I've definitely seen one of these. Like there's no doubt

655
00:37:24,800 --> 00:37:27,359
Speaker 1: this guy is prolific, and like this isn't like one

656
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Speaker 1: website you go to. This is he has his videos

657
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Speaker 1: on everyone porn website there is. We're talking red two,

658
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Speaker 1: we're talking X two, We're talking um x Hamster, We're

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Speaker 1: talking porn Hub, We're talking I mean everything, And the

660
00:37:40,920 --> 00:37:45,680
Speaker 1: problem is there's something at this point in my porn

661
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Speaker 1: viewing I enjoy and I talked about it in my

662
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Speaker 1: first special, and in my enjoyment of this has only

663
00:37:52,280 --> 00:37:57,359
Speaker 1: gotten worse. Reluctant porn where the girl is like I

664
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Speaker 1: don't know, like, um, I can't, I shouldn't. And then

665
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Speaker 1: it's like my joke was like I love when she's

666
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Speaker 1: like no, okay, Like I I like it, and I

667
00:38:08,800 --> 00:38:11,360
Speaker 1: like now. I like porn where the man is like

668
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Speaker 1: really old and the girl there's no way the girls

669
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Speaker 1: attracted to him, but she's just doing it because she

670
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Speaker 1: wants to my relationship. I know. I'm sorry, I've been

671
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Speaker 1: watching your sexist and I could you guys move to

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Speaker 1: the apartment across her mind, across the way. No. I like.

673
00:38:32,880 --> 00:38:35,160
Speaker 1: I like videos where the girl is like and I'm

674
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Speaker 1: not alone here. I remember, you know, friends of mine

675
00:38:38,080 --> 00:38:40,880
Speaker 1: admitting to liking the same thing of like it's you know,

676
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Speaker 1: it's a sub genre. It's age gap where the girl

677
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Speaker 1: is like, she's just doing it and she's kind of

678
00:38:46,080 --> 00:38:48,719
Speaker 1: enjoying herself. Sometimes she comes but like, I just like

679
00:38:48,800 --> 00:38:51,359
Speaker 1: that the guy is like so appreciative and like, I'm

680
00:38:51,440 --> 00:38:53,359
Speaker 1: so old and this is the best thing that's ever

681
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Speaker 1: happened to me and I'm about to die and he's

682
00:38:55,360 --> 00:38:57,759
Speaker 1: like got cobwebs on his dick, and like, I just

683
00:38:58,320 --> 00:39:02,600
Speaker 1: I like it. I like, I don't. And what I'm

684
00:39:02,600 --> 00:39:04,719
Speaker 1: looking for now is like I can't help that. I

685
00:39:04,760 --> 00:39:06,799
Speaker 1: like that. I'm not a bad person because I like that.

686
00:39:07,280 --> 00:39:10,200
Speaker 1: I do not want anyone to be victimized. I do

687
00:39:10,239 --> 00:39:15,680
Speaker 1: not mind, though, that being dramatized in porn, and that

688
00:39:15,840 --> 00:39:19,200
Speaker 1: is what I have to seek out um, and I

689
00:39:19,239 --> 00:39:22,719
Speaker 1: do still enjoy it. If you knew everyone belonged to

690
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Speaker 1: a union and was being paid well and was yeah,

691
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Speaker 1: that's why I pay for porn. I pay like a

692
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Speaker 1: hundred dollars a month for all my subscriptions. But the

693
00:39:30,440 --> 00:39:32,719
Speaker 1: thing is, I still don't even trust the subscriptions because

694
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Speaker 1: they're still getting they're still outsourcing their production dog fart Like,

695
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Speaker 1: can I trust dog fart productions? I don't know. They

696
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Speaker 1: make great stuff, but I don't know if I could

697
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Speaker 1: dress them. Yeah, I think, like I think if it

698
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Speaker 1: was like a movie and it was like, well, these

699
00:39:52,719 --> 00:39:56,319
Speaker 1: actors are amazing, but if it's really like this is

700
00:39:56,360 --> 00:39:59,440
Speaker 1: really believable, they're probably they're not the best actor, so

701
00:39:59,480 --> 00:40:02,000
Speaker 1: it's probably close to the truth. You know what I mean,

702
00:40:02,080 --> 00:40:05,760
Speaker 1: that's the tough part. But they're so method by hating

703
00:40:05,880 --> 00:40:08,080
Speaker 1: fucking this old weird man. Well, I don't want the

704
00:40:08,080 --> 00:40:10,560
Speaker 1: girl to be like sad and like I hate this,

705
00:40:10,840 --> 00:40:14,320
Speaker 1: like I want the girl because that's the kind of

706
00:40:14,360 --> 00:40:16,160
Speaker 1: sex I like where I'm kind of like pushed to

707
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Speaker 1: fucking burpee right now. But I know that if I

711
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Speaker 1: get through it, I'll feel accomplished, like a nickname for

712
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Speaker 1: an old guy. It's not like you have to take

713
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Speaker 1: a viagra and can't and then have to not have sex.

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Speaker 1: Other day, Andrew admitted that he took a viagra to

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Speaker 1: but then he couldn't have sex because he had heartburn,

717
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Speaker 1: and so he had her if I couldn't have sex,

718
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Speaker 1: was past my bedtime. It was okay, um, yeah, let's

723
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Speaker 1: do the news first. Oh it's Monday, folks, you know

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Speaker 1: people there, like, it doesn't mean anything. That The best

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746
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Speaker 1: six That's the best part about When I used to

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752
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Speaker 1: and no one would show up. And they sometimes they

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Speaker 1: still don't. There have been shows that have been like

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Speaker 1: not full. Um, it doesn't matter because no one knows

755
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Speaker 1: because no one's there. So it actually doesn't have to

756
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Speaker 1: like you don't see the audience anyway. Yeah, no, I know,

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Speaker 1: I'm not that where I'm kind of but it's it's fine,

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Speaker 1: good seg um. Recent research has challenged the accepted opinion

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Speaker 1: that men like violent porn and women like romantic porn.

765
00:43:56,440 --> 00:44:00,360
Speaker 1: Surveys revealed that most men are turned off by violent porn,

766
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Speaker 1: and furthermore, at least some women report finding depictions of

767
00:44:05,239 --> 00:44:10,359
Speaker 1: aggression against women to be a turn on. This suggests

768
00:44:10,719 --> 00:44:13,279
Speaker 1: that interest in violent porn may not be so much

769
00:44:13,280 --> 00:44:20,279
Speaker 1: a difference of gender as one of personality. Oh I

770
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Speaker 1: thought it did say gender, and then no, it's still

771
00:44:24,239 --> 00:44:30,279
Speaker 1: breaking the like yeah, like because it doesn't seem to

772
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Speaker 1: be just mostly men like this and women like this.

773
00:44:33,360 --> 00:44:35,560
Speaker 1: There are more women than they think, and it's probably

774
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Speaker 1: the reason that people are even interested in the first places, personality,

775
00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:44,360
Speaker 1: not gender. Um, yeah, that's interesting. I violence in porn,

776
00:44:44,480 --> 00:44:48,000
Speaker 1: it's like, it's it's it's tough to be turned on

777
00:44:48,040 --> 00:44:50,360
Speaker 1: by that kind of thing. I do not like violence,

778
00:44:50,480 --> 00:44:53,560
Speaker 1: I would say in porn. I don't like slapping. I

779
00:44:53,600 --> 00:44:57,600
Speaker 1: don't like people looking like they're sad or scared. But

780
00:44:57,719 --> 00:45:03,319
Speaker 1: I do like uh, I do like um, you know, punishment,

781
00:45:03,600 --> 00:45:06,320
Speaker 1: and I like suffering. But I like suffering in the

782
00:45:06,360 --> 00:45:09,000
Speaker 1: same way that I like suffering in my life. In

783
00:45:09,800 --> 00:45:12,000
Speaker 1: like at the end of it, there's an accomplishment, like

784
00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:14,440
Speaker 1: the way if you run a marathon, like that's suffering

785
00:45:14,719 --> 00:45:17,640
Speaker 1: and you know you're not. If you watch someone you

786
00:45:17,719 --> 00:45:20,520
Speaker 1: know running a decathlon or something and you enjoy that,

787
00:45:20,560 --> 00:45:22,759
Speaker 1: people aren't like you're such a you're fucked up. You

788
00:45:22,840 --> 00:45:24,960
Speaker 1: like watching people suffer. It's like, No, I like the

789
00:45:25,360 --> 00:45:28,040
Speaker 1: I like the end where the persons like I just

790
00:45:28,120 --> 00:45:31,640
Speaker 1: fucking got ten loads of calm on my face, Like

791
00:45:31,719 --> 00:45:35,760
Speaker 1: that is a triumph, Like that is a new Olympic sport.

792
00:45:35,200 --> 00:45:38,359
Speaker 1: I think, Yeah, I mean, I really do feel like

793
00:45:38,400 --> 00:45:43,160
Speaker 1: these girls are insanely talented and like I just I'm

794
00:45:43,200 --> 00:45:45,839
Speaker 1: I'm in awe of the stamina it takes to do

795
00:45:45,880 --> 00:45:47,719
Speaker 1: what they do. The men I'm not as impressed with

796
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Speaker 1: at all because they use viagara, But women, um, I

797
00:45:51,280 --> 00:45:54,080
Speaker 1: really am, Like I'm blown away and a lot of

798
00:45:54,120 --> 00:45:56,960
Speaker 1: their assholes are blown out. A lot of my guy

799
00:45:57,000 --> 00:45:59,400
Speaker 1: friends we like this. Uh if you type it in,

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Speaker 1: it's actually and you porn and porn up too. But

801
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Speaker 1: they had their own website back in the day. It

802
00:46:04,080 --> 00:46:07,360
Speaker 1: was called x art dot com. X art is the

803
00:46:07,440 --> 00:46:10,680
Speaker 1: kind of porn and it was like very girlfriend, boyfriend,

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Speaker 1: beautiful beautiful people like making love, you know, and we

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Speaker 1: were all like, yo, did you see fucking Nicolette make

806
00:46:18,960 --> 00:46:23,480
Speaker 1: love like so soft? But you see, I hate that

807
00:46:23,600 --> 00:46:28,040
Speaker 1: kind of porn. Me my boys got down the tenderness.

808
00:46:28,719 --> 00:46:31,359
Speaker 1: I like um rough. But you know what I like

809
00:46:31,600 --> 00:46:36,440
Speaker 1: is not hard, like not fast. I like like slow

810
00:46:37,160 --> 00:46:39,640
Speaker 1: hard if I don't like tears. I don't like when

811
00:46:39,640 --> 00:46:42,920
Speaker 1: a girl's makeup is getting ruined. I don't like I

812
00:46:43,000 --> 00:46:47,640
Speaker 1: like that because she's being because when you choke, you cry. Yeah.

813
00:46:47,840 --> 00:46:51,279
Speaker 1: I don't like when your eyeliner runs. I like that,

814
00:46:51,480 --> 00:46:56,520
Speaker 1: it's so ugly. What do you like an into? I

815
00:46:56,640 --> 00:47:01,520
Speaker 1: just like lazy, like NASA stuff, like just like a

816
00:47:01,600 --> 00:47:04,880
Speaker 1: girl getting a massage and then it's like, whoop sees,

817
00:47:05,000 --> 00:47:08,400
Speaker 1: it's a surprise massage. That's all I'm interested in. I

818
00:47:08,440 --> 00:47:10,440
Speaker 1: don't like in the those I like the massages too.

819
00:47:10,480 --> 00:47:12,200
Speaker 1: I don't like when the guy ends up sucking her though,

820
00:47:12,239 --> 00:47:13,879
Speaker 1: I just want him to finger her the whole time.

821
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Speaker 1: I don't want his penis to be involved. I'm always like,

822
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Speaker 1: that's gone too far and he should be reported. But

823
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Speaker 1: if he just like this, sir, that's I'm um. I

824
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Speaker 1: don't know. I just don't believe that women really get

825
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Speaker 1: that much joy out of just a dick without a

826
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Speaker 1: vibrator as well, at least I don't. I mean, and

827
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Speaker 1: that is with every dick I've ever had in my life.

828
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Speaker 1: I want, I need clip to, I need and penis

829
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Speaker 1: and I just when we're gonna guys are gonna grow,

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Speaker 1: in ten million years where all I have, Like I'm different,

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Speaker 1: Like many women can just do this, like you know,

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Speaker 1: can rub their own clip while they're having a enis

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Speaker 1: inside them and have a good time. Or it can

835
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Speaker 1: even just like rub on the top of the guys

836
00:48:04,800 --> 00:48:06,520
Speaker 1: or the guy can rub it like with his hands.

837
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Speaker 1: But I just I've never been, as Ashley Hesseltine calls it,

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00:48:10,239 --> 00:48:13,319
Speaker 1: a girl who can play acoustic. I need I need

839
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Speaker 1: to plug into an amp so I can't. I can't

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Speaker 1: plug a banjo at a bluegrass festival. I need sucking.

841
00:48:22,360 --> 00:48:29,560
Speaker 1: I need to go to plug it. Yes I do, Um, yeah,

842
00:48:29,600 --> 00:48:32,879
Speaker 1: I just do. But that's nothing to say of like

843
00:48:33,200 --> 00:48:36,160
Speaker 1: there's no dick. I'm not talking about like, oh I

844
00:48:36,200 --> 00:48:38,879
Speaker 1: need something else because the dick isn't good enough. It's

845
00:48:38,920 --> 00:48:41,840
Speaker 1: like I it would no matter what. But that that

846
00:48:41,960 --> 00:48:44,560
Speaker 1: is why I'm when most penetrative sex I watch on

847
00:48:44,560 --> 00:48:48,880
Speaker 1: on uh in porn. If there isn't a hatachi one involved,

848
00:48:49,200 --> 00:48:51,600
Speaker 1: there must be another dick there too. There's gotta be

849
00:48:51,640 --> 00:48:54,160
Speaker 1: more than just if it's just one dick in a woman.

850
00:48:54,600 --> 00:48:58,640
Speaker 1: I am bored. It's like watching I don't care. It's

851
00:48:58,800 --> 00:49:02,840
Speaker 1: so it's softcore. That is the most boring sex to

852
00:49:02,880 --> 00:49:05,360
Speaker 1: me in the world. And I do love a penis

853
00:49:05,360 --> 00:49:08,600
Speaker 1: inside me just to be connected to my partner and

854
00:49:08,960 --> 00:49:11,799
Speaker 1: to make love. But am I going to come from that?

855
00:49:12,360 --> 00:49:16,680
Speaker 1: Probably not? And and and there is no no way

856
00:49:16,719 --> 00:49:19,720
Speaker 1: that any I think I'm broken in a way maybe

857
00:49:19,800 --> 00:49:22,400
Speaker 1: or something, but I cannot. Like I forgot my vibrator,

858
00:49:24,040 --> 00:49:27,879
Speaker 1: l are you? Were you ever? Never? There was never

859
00:49:27,920 --> 00:49:30,560
Speaker 1: a time before the toy Like once you introduced a toy,

860
00:49:30,760 --> 00:49:35,680
Speaker 1: did it changed things? I didn't really try. Um, I

861
00:49:35,719 --> 00:49:38,240
Speaker 1: was just never coming from sex ever when I didn't

862
00:49:38,360 --> 00:49:40,799
Speaker 1: use a toy ever ever. Ever, I enjoyed it. It

863
00:49:40,840 --> 00:49:42,719
Speaker 1: felt good, but I didn't know how good it could

864
00:49:42,760 --> 00:49:46,319
Speaker 1: feel because I didn't have orgasms before toys were incorporated

865
00:49:46,560 --> 00:49:50,239
Speaker 1: into my life. Was just too Does the penis ever

866
00:49:50,239 --> 00:49:52,439
Speaker 1: get in the way of a toy, like would you rather?

867
00:49:53,040 --> 00:49:55,400
Speaker 1: It's only it only makes it better. That's the thing

868
00:49:55,440 --> 00:49:58,560
Speaker 1: I always like to say. A toy is good on

869
00:49:58,600 --> 00:50:01,479
Speaker 1: its own, but a dick inside you with that toy,

870
00:50:01,800 --> 00:50:04,200
Speaker 1: it's only going to make the toy better. A penis

871
00:50:04,200 --> 00:50:06,960
Speaker 1: will never take away from the toy. I always it's

872
00:50:07,000 --> 00:50:10,040
Speaker 1: like having pie all a mode, like your dick is

873
00:50:10,160 --> 00:50:13,759
Speaker 1: a mode, you know, like I want. I don't want

874
00:50:13,880 --> 00:50:16,520
Speaker 1: dry pie. It's fine, I'll take it if that's all

875
00:50:16,560 --> 00:50:19,080
Speaker 1: I can get, but I want it makes it better.

876
00:50:19,360 --> 00:50:22,280
Speaker 1: A toy alone is fine, A dick alone is also fine,

877
00:50:22,680 --> 00:50:25,560
Speaker 1: But together is when they really it's like Simon and

878
00:50:25,600 --> 00:50:29,680
Speaker 1: fucking Garfunkle. Yeah, yeah, that sounds like I mean, that's

879
00:50:29,719 --> 00:50:36,120
Speaker 1: not a good actual A dick at Landmark, Yeah, I don't,

880
00:50:36,320 --> 00:50:41,480
Speaker 1: sounding like a JFK speech films. It's like a dick

881
00:50:41,520 --> 00:50:45,080
Speaker 1: alone is not strong, A vibrator alone is not strong.

882
00:50:45,280 --> 00:50:48,880
Speaker 1: But when they're together, they are tango and cash. But

883
00:50:48,960 --> 00:50:52,560
Speaker 1: I do love a penis alone when it is like

884
00:50:52,719 --> 00:50:55,319
Speaker 1: I just want to have a connected experience with my

885
00:50:55,400 --> 00:50:58,759
Speaker 1: partner and it's not about because sex for me is

886
00:50:58,800 --> 00:51:01,239
Speaker 1: not always about achieving an orgasm, and I wish more

887
00:51:01,239 --> 00:51:04,520
Speaker 1: men understood that women don't always need to come, and

888
00:51:04,719 --> 00:51:07,080
Speaker 1: it's okay if we don't, and that's not always what's

889
00:51:07,120 --> 00:51:08,840
Speaker 1: for me. A lot of time sex is just about

890
00:51:08,880 --> 00:51:12,200
Speaker 1: like feeling someone inside you and that feels amazing and

891
00:51:12,239 --> 00:51:16,120
Speaker 1: like really and bringing them pleasure with your body. Like

892
00:51:16,200 --> 00:51:17,879
Speaker 1: I like that. I don't always need it, but if

893
00:51:17,880 --> 00:51:20,480
Speaker 1: I want to come, I gotta have a hatachi. I

894
00:51:20,880 --> 00:51:24,680
Speaker 1: just have to. I mean, I forgotten when when we'll

895
00:51:24,719 --> 00:51:26,640
Speaker 1: be having sex and she's like, you know, you're just enough,

896
00:51:26,680 --> 00:51:28,799
Speaker 1: and then we'll use the toy too, and then when

897
00:51:29,239 --> 00:51:33,560
Speaker 1: the disappointment when the toy battery dies is so strong.

898
00:51:33,760 --> 00:51:44,040
Speaker 1: That's why I have like six of them. Like if

899
00:51:44,120 --> 00:51:49,840
Speaker 1: your hand stopped working when you were jerking off, yeah, no, no, no,

900
00:51:49,960 --> 00:51:52,399
Speaker 1: I get it. Oh, I get all that. I'm pro toy.

901
00:51:52,600 --> 00:51:57,879
Speaker 1: I'm like, like it just loosened that would it would

902
00:51:57,960 --> 00:52:01,879
Speaker 1: it would suck? Yeah? Or if like you know it's

903
00:52:02,239 --> 00:52:05,560
Speaker 1: you know, I get what you're saying. But very pro

904
00:52:05,760 --> 00:52:08,600
Speaker 1: toy though, because I feel like it allows the women

905
00:52:08,719 --> 00:52:11,120
Speaker 1: to have an orgasm quicker and I'm going to have

906
00:52:11,120 --> 00:52:13,800
Speaker 1: an orgasm were will end up having an orgasm around

907
00:52:13,840 --> 00:52:18,080
Speaker 1: closer to the same time without a toy. It's a

908
00:52:18,200 --> 00:52:22,399
Speaker 1: very different ballgame. But I love penises and I don't

909
00:52:22,400 --> 00:52:25,279
Speaker 1: want to make anyone man feel like, oh I'm you

910
00:52:25,320 --> 00:52:28,000
Speaker 1: know it's I guess it doesn't even matter. They can

911
00:52:28,000 --> 00:52:30,719
Speaker 1: just use toys and replace us. I will say though,

912
00:52:30,760 --> 00:52:34,120
Speaker 1: that because I forgot to bring a vibrator here in town,

913
00:52:34,320 --> 00:52:36,680
Speaker 1: I have not been able to master It hasn't even occurred.

914
00:52:36,800 --> 00:52:39,879
Speaker 1: I would have done it so many times since I've

915
00:52:39,880 --> 00:52:42,440
Speaker 1: been here, Um, but I haven't been able to It's

916
00:52:42,480 --> 00:52:44,480
Speaker 1: not even there's nothing for me and this there's no

917
00:52:44,520 --> 00:52:48,560
Speaker 1: electric toothbrush, there's nothing for me. There's no like, there's

918
00:52:48,560 --> 00:52:50,560
Speaker 1: nothing for me to rub on. I I wouldn't be

919
00:52:50,600 --> 00:52:52,839
Speaker 1: able to do it. It's it's it's almost it's pretty

920
00:52:52,880 --> 00:52:58,480
Speaker 1: sad actually that I'm carrying guns. Huh. I don't got

921
00:52:58,560 --> 00:53:03,000
Speaker 1: time for that. That would take so long, really, and

922
00:53:03,040 --> 00:53:05,680
Speaker 1: I don't even know what I would do. Watch your

923
00:53:05,680 --> 00:53:12,200
Speaker 1: favorite and then you know what I would try, because

924
00:53:13,520 --> 00:53:16,160
Speaker 1: I would try to do the thing where take your clip.

925
00:53:16,480 --> 00:53:18,520
Speaker 1: You take your clip and you almost try to jerk

926
00:53:18,560 --> 00:53:20,839
Speaker 1: yourself off with your clip, like you go like this,

927
00:53:21,920 --> 00:53:24,200
Speaker 1: like you pull on it, like you're almost like giving

928
00:53:24,200 --> 00:53:26,120
Speaker 1: your clip a hand and My glid is like the

929
00:53:26,200 --> 00:53:30,399
Speaker 1: size of a fucking a mini eminem. But I could

930
00:53:30,400 --> 00:53:33,960
Speaker 1: get it, you know, like that That's maybe what I'll try. Yeah,

931
00:53:34,160 --> 00:53:36,960
Speaker 1: that's about the average size, right, how smaller the bell

932
00:53:37,000 --> 00:53:42,520
Speaker 1: hops hands? Maybe? Don't you think a vibrator? There's just

933
00:53:42,600 --> 00:53:45,799
Speaker 1: a few steps away from terminating with got to get

934
00:53:45,800 --> 00:53:48,640
Speaker 1: to go to the will the gill be the the

935
00:53:48,640 --> 00:53:50,239
Speaker 1: guy with the gag with the get was the guy

936
00:53:50,280 --> 00:53:54,719
Speaker 1: do the ride get together? All Right, we're back. Let's

937
00:53:54,760 --> 00:54:01,640
Speaker 1: talk about f Boy Island and our segment called f I.

938
00:54:08,440 --> 00:54:11,759
Speaker 1: All right, Um, the finale was last week. I have

939
00:54:11,880 --> 00:54:14,239
Speaker 1: not seen it yet. Let's talk about it. Let's answer

940
00:54:14,320 --> 00:54:20,400
Speaker 1: your questions, um, go alright, well, can I ask the

941
00:54:20,440 --> 00:54:26,200
Speaker 1: first question from that came in? Yes, okay, a while

942
00:54:26,239 --> 00:54:29,040
Speaker 1: back on the podcast, you talked about someone on the

943
00:54:29,120 --> 00:54:33,839
Speaker 1: cast of Perfect Strangers to killing a bee who was God,

944
00:54:34,960 --> 00:54:38,840
Speaker 1: I'm so mad that this footage did not make the show. Okay,

945
00:54:38,920 --> 00:54:45,839
Speaker 1: So during de stank Um, there was an incident where

946
00:54:45,840 --> 00:54:48,680
Speaker 1: I had so I had this like fake microphone that

947
00:54:48,800 --> 00:54:51,480
Speaker 1: was like a priceis Wright microphone. And at one point

948
00:54:52,040 --> 00:54:55,200
Speaker 1: during the show, Mia was very scared of insects and

949
00:54:55,280 --> 00:54:58,719
Speaker 1: there was a bee around her a big bumblebee and

950
00:54:59,320 --> 00:55:01,880
Speaker 1: I and she was like freaking out, and I was

951
00:55:01,920 --> 00:55:03,600
Speaker 1: just trying to shoot it away because I was just

952
00:55:03,640 --> 00:55:05,600
Speaker 1: going like shoot, be shoot, you know, like trying of

953
00:55:05,680 --> 00:55:08,279
Speaker 1: like waving my wand at it. Me as someone who

954
00:55:08,320 --> 00:55:11,080
Speaker 1: cares deeply about the fact that bees are disappearing in

955
00:55:11,080 --> 00:55:15,880
Speaker 1: the world, descending. Um, I would never harm me intentionally,

956
00:55:16,719 --> 00:55:21,120
Speaker 1: but old Barry Bonds was swinging right that day, and

957
00:55:21,800 --> 00:55:25,800
Speaker 1: I hit the bee with my little wand it's a

958
00:55:25,920 --> 00:55:30,640
Speaker 1: very skinny wand the bee flew to the ground and

959
00:55:30,840 --> 00:55:33,160
Speaker 1: I shrieked in horror because I hit the be but

960
00:55:33,160 --> 00:55:34,840
Speaker 1: it was still alive. But it flew the ground. It

961
00:55:34,840 --> 00:55:38,320
Speaker 1: was just like disoriented. And then before I could do anything,

962
00:55:38,560 --> 00:55:42,759
Speaker 1: I forget who it was, one of the boys just

963
00:55:43,440 --> 00:55:47,200
Speaker 1: stomps on it and kills it. And I shrieked, almost

964
00:55:47,280 --> 00:55:51,400
Speaker 1: probably falling to my knees, bloodying them, and we had

965
00:55:51,440 --> 00:55:54,600
Speaker 1: to stop the production. I was very upset, and I

966
00:55:54,640 --> 00:55:56,680
Speaker 1: was just like, you never kill a bee, You never

967
00:55:56,800 --> 00:55:59,080
Speaker 1: kill a b And I went over to the bee

968
00:55:59,520 --> 00:56:01,879
Speaker 1: and I picked it up, and I brought it over

969
00:56:01,960 --> 00:56:05,879
Speaker 1: to the rocks by the edge of the ocean where

970
00:56:05,920 --> 00:56:08,319
Speaker 1: you saw Tom throw that ring, and I buried the

971
00:56:08,360 --> 00:56:10,560
Speaker 1: bee in the rocks and I said a prayer for

972
00:56:10,600 --> 00:56:13,440
Speaker 1: it and I said I'm sorry, be and everyone thought

973
00:56:13,480 --> 00:56:16,320
Speaker 1: I was very weird, and we went back to filming.

974
00:56:16,320 --> 00:56:18,600
Speaker 1: But it was like it was a moment that I

975
00:56:18,640 --> 00:56:22,040
Speaker 1: was really I forgot about it until just now, And um,

976
00:56:22,320 --> 00:56:24,960
Speaker 1: I'm gonna try to get the footage from Bill Dixon,

977
00:56:25,080 --> 00:56:27,799
Speaker 1: my friend who's the EP on the show, because it was,

978
00:56:28,400 --> 00:56:30,640
Speaker 1: you know, it was the most athletic, athletic thing that

979
00:56:30,680 --> 00:56:34,280
Speaker 1: I've ever done in my life, and I looked amazing,

980
00:56:36,320 --> 00:56:38,160
Speaker 1: but it was just so funny and it was so

981
00:56:38,200 --> 00:56:40,200
Speaker 1: sad too, and and I do want to get the

982
00:56:40,239 --> 00:56:43,600
Speaker 1: message out about like, don't do what I you know,

983
00:56:43,800 --> 00:56:47,520
Speaker 1: I assisted in doing. It was funny when Tom threw

984
00:56:47,960 --> 00:56:50,799
Speaker 1: Tom threw the ring into the water. Yeah, I got

985
00:56:50,840 --> 00:56:52,920
Speaker 1: a lot of messages about this, and right when he

986
00:56:52,960 --> 00:56:55,560
Speaker 1: throws it, Brendan goes, Nicki's not gonna like that, and

987
00:56:55,560 --> 00:56:59,880
Speaker 1: then literally like two seconds later, you go, I don't, like,

988
00:57:00,360 --> 00:57:06,319
Speaker 1: I forget exactly what contributing to the ocean that I

989
00:57:06,440 --> 00:57:11,239
Speaker 1: was like up for knowing me so, well, yeah, a

990
00:57:11,360 --> 00:57:14,839
Speaker 1: fucking dolphin's got that ring stuck in its blowhole. Now,

991
00:57:15,239 --> 00:57:17,600
Speaker 1: First of all, he doesn't have to inherit him from

992
00:57:17,600 --> 00:57:19,600
Speaker 1: his mom. He could ask, he doesn't have to pay

993
00:57:19,640 --> 00:57:22,200
Speaker 1: for it. He could get down on one flipper. I

994
00:57:22,280 --> 00:57:27,280
Speaker 1: forgot the story of that. Rings like a ring he bought.

995
00:57:27,920 --> 00:57:31,000
Speaker 1: He and his ex girlfriend both had rings. One was

996
00:57:31,040 --> 00:57:33,480
Speaker 1: a king, one was a queen like the crown. I

997
00:57:33,520 --> 00:57:37,080
Speaker 1: don't know clearly, it wasn't that meaningful to him. So

998
00:57:37,320 --> 00:57:41,000
Speaker 1: you guys, remind me what happened on the finale. Yeah, wait,

999
00:57:41,000 --> 00:57:45,560
Speaker 1: there's that for the finale, and it was man sin Well,

1000
00:57:46,080 --> 00:57:49,120
Speaker 1: it's it's it's not even that, it's something that Okay. Um,

1001
00:57:49,160 --> 00:57:51,680
Speaker 1: my friend Jen and I were texting about, which is

1002
00:57:51,720 --> 00:57:57,000
Speaker 1: a huge thing. Jen. So the girls had their dates

1003
00:57:57,000 --> 00:57:59,720
Speaker 1: and they invited the guys over and they woke up

1004
00:57:59,760 --> 00:58:03,760
Speaker 1: with no makeup, and Jen and I were texting that

1005
00:58:03,880 --> 00:58:07,200
Speaker 1: it takes us like ten months, maybe even longer than that,

1006
00:58:07,360 --> 00:58:09,880
Speaker 1: where we don't wake up early before the guy to

1007
00:58:09,960 --> 00:58:16,160
Speaker 1: do our makeup, that we wake up totally pristine. Um no, no, okay,

1008
00:58:16,200 --> 00:58:19,560
Speaker 1: that's very interesting. First of all, these girls are a

1009
00:58:19,960 --> 00:58:24,680
Speaker 1: stunning as are you and Jen. I know Jen, Um,

1010
00:58:24,920 --> 00:58:28,880
Speaker 1: I am now in this new camp of like I

1011
00:58:29,480 --> 00:58:32,960
Speaker 1: want to wear less makeup around men that I like,

1012
00:58:33,240 --> 00:58:35,959
Speaker 1: care for or care about, Like when you started dating

1013
00:58:36,040 --> 00:58:40,040
Speaker 1: Chris though, and well, I was much younger and I

1014
00:58:40,120 --> 00:58:43,120
Speaker 1: was much more insecure. But how did I have been

1015
00:58:43,160 --> 00:58:47,040
Speaker 1: a single woman recently? Um? I I used to, you know,

1016
00:58:47,280 --> 00:58:50,000
Speaker 1: worry about it and and and put on and do

1017
00:58:50,080 --> 00:58:52,680
Speaker 1: the bridesmaid thing of wake up and put up. Someone

1018
00:58:52,720 --> 00:58:55,960
Speaker 1: recently told me that they would wait it was oh wait,

1019
00:58:56,080 --> 00:58:58,000
Speaker 1: it was you know. Uh. I don't want to say

1020
00:58:58,000 --> 00:58:59,360
Speaker 1: what you told me that you would do, but it

1021
00:58:59,440 --> 00:59:05,120
Speaker 1: was really funny up before he woke up. Really Okay, Noah,

1022
00:59:05,240 --> 00:59:07,440
Speaker 1: can I say the thing that you and Hollow we're

1023
00:59:07,440 --> 00:59:10,080
Speaker 1: talking about? You can go ahead and say it. If

1024
00:59:10,080 --> 00:59:13,800
Speaker 1: I don't like it, I'll just take Noah. Noah used

1025
00:59:13,840 --> 00:59:18,520
Speaker 1: to wake up in the morning, what is it under

1026
00:59:18,560 --> 00:59:23,600
Speaker 1: a hook up and shave her chin oh, and go

1027
00:59:23,680 --> 00:59:27,320
Speaker 1: back to bed because overnight there would be stubble from

1028
00:59:27,360 --> 00:59:31,840
Speaker 1: as money. Women like Hollow has a literal man's like

1029
00:59:31,920 --> 00:59:34,480
Speaker 1: stop like like a beard. You would be jealous, like

1030
00:59:34,520 --> 00:59:36,720
Speaker 1: a lot of men would be jealous of, um, which

1031
00:59:36,760 --> 00:59:38,960
Speaker 1: a lot of women do. I I have hairs to

1032
00:59:39,200 --> 00:59:42,520
Speaker 1: I shaved my face like on my cheeks and stuff. Um.

1033
00:59:42,640 --> 00:59:47,760
Speaker 1: But Noah would overnight the stubble would grow that morning

1034
00:59:47,800 --> 00:59:52,920
Speaker 1: from hormones. So many women have this. It sucks. You

1035
00:59:53,040 --> 00:59:55,640
Speaker 1: have to shave it. I didn't know that. Yeah, for

1036
00:59:55,760 --> 00:59:57,520
Speaker 1: laser you have to shave it. You can't plug or

1037
00:59:57,520 --> 00:59:59,400
Speaker 1: tweet because then you have to wait like a whole cycle,

1038
00:59:59,440 --> 01:00:02,720
Speaker 1: which is like months. Yes, so that's what we have

1039
01:00:02,840 --> 01:00:07,720
Speaker 1: to go through. Sometimes a guy is like, you know,

1040
01:00:07,880 --> 01:00:11,360
Speaker 1: kissing my boobs and I see I spot a long

1041
01:00:11,440 --> 01:00:15,360
Speaker 1: hair and I feel it like flosses his teeth. I'm

1042
01:00:15,400 --> 01:00:17,600
Speaker 1: just like, oh my god, how did I fucking forget

1043
01:00:17,640 --> 01:00:19,440
Speaker 1: that one? It gets like caught and he rips it

1044
01:00:19,480 --> 01:00:22,360
Speaker 1: out and I'm like, oh, it's like a pube on

1045
01:00:22,440 --> 01:00:25,680
Speaker 1: your tit. Um. Yeah, but they're so long and skinny

1046
01:00:25,720 --> 01:00:28,960
Speaker 1: it's hard to get them. I just like six months

1047
01:00:28,960 --> 01:00:34,040
Speaker 1: in you wake up the Larry to Cable guy like, Andrew,

1048
01:00:34,160 --> 01:00:39,439
Speaker 1: do you remember do you remember seeing for the first

1049
01:00:39,480 --> 01:00:44,040
Speaker 1: time without makeup? Um? I mean, I know this sounds

1050
01:00:44,080 --> 01:00:48,240
Speaker 1: like cheesy, but like her not makeup makeup face is

1051
01:00:48,280 --> 01:00:52,400
Speaker 1: like pretty close, so I don't really you know, Um,

1052
01:00:52,440 --> 01:00:55,960
Speaker 1: she was born like naturally guard. The other day, I

1053
01:00:56,000 --> 01:00:59,680
Speaker 1: was on the set somewhere and had no makeup on

1054
01:01:00,120 --> 01:01:05,240
Speaker 1: day and then I got my makeup done and I

1055
01:01:05,240 --> 01:01:09,040
Speaker 1: walked out of my trailer and the amount of like,

1056
01:01:09,920 --> 01:01:14,960
Speaker 1: oh my god, wow, you look amazing was so insane,

1057
01:01:15,760 --> 01:01:19,040
Speaker 1: Like it's it's crazy how much it changes. But that

1058
01:01:19,120 --> 01:01:22,280
Speaker 1: being said, and I've really been I've really felt sad

1059
01:01:22,320 --> 01:01:25,280
Speaker 1: about that before because I'm just like, God, like, this

1060
01:01:25,360 --> 01:01:26,800
Speaker 1: is how you get people to like you. It's like

1061
01:01:26,840 --> 01:01:29,360
Speaker 1: you put on a fucking mask, you know. And but

1062
01:01:29,480 --> 01:01:33,960
Speaker 1: now I know that, like I I when I used

1063
01:01:34,000 --> 01:01:35,960
Speaker 1: to have acne, that's a different story, like when I

1064
01:01:35,960 --> 01:01:40,240
Speaker 1: had bloody, like pussing acne, Like I would need to

1065
01:01:40,240 --> 01:01:42,000
Speaker 1: cover that up. And that is something that I would

1066
01:01:42,040 --> 01:01:44,080
Speaker 1: still struggle with to this day if I was waking

1067
01:01:44,160 --> 01:01:45,960
Speaker 1: up with a new guy and like wanting to cover

1068
01:01:45,960 --> 01:01:50,440
Speaker 1: it up. But I do feel now at this age,

1069
01:01:51,200 --> 01:01:56,440
Speaker 1: like I any guy, if a guy doesn't like my

1070
01:01:56,480 --> 01:01:59,800
Speaker 1: face after the first night we're together in the morning

1071
01:02:00,160 --> 01:02:03,080
Speaker 1: because I look like tired and like my worst self

1072
01:02:03,120 --> 01:02:07,000
Speaker 1: and like no makeup, we're not it's it's it's gonna be.

1073
01:02:07,240 --> 01:02:09,520
Speaker 1: That's gonna be the end of us. Like I'm I can't,

1074
01:02:09,680 --> 01:02:13,000
Speaker 1: I can't keep that lie going and we shouldn't be

1075
01:02:13,040 --> 01:02:15,760
Speaker 1: together and I'm not gonna like try to keep that

1076
01:02:15,840 --> 01:02:17,960
Speaker 1: lie going. There's certain things that I think in an

1077
01:02:17,960 --> 01:02:20,720
Speaker 1: early on the relationship. Don't start farting in front of them,

1078
01:02:20,720 --> 01:02:23,919
Speaker 1: don't like, you know, tell them every fucking thing that's

1079
01:02:23,920 --> 01:02:26,480
Speaker 1: ever happened to you about you know, you keep some

1080
01:02:26,520 --> 01:02:30,600
Speaker 1: stuff and save it for later, but your face without makeup,

1081
01:02:31,120 --> 01:02:35,000
Speaker 1: I would break that out earlier than you. Try to

1082
01:02:35,040 --> 01:02:38,000
Speaker 1: maybe incorporate that earlier. And you know, I don't know, though,

1083
01:02:38,360 --> 01:02:41,360
Speaker 1: how do you feel about? Yeah? Absolutely, because I don't know.

1084
01:02:41,400 --> 01:02:43,920
Speaker 1: I don't wear too much makeup, but I get what

1085
01:02:43,960 --> 01:02:45,800
Speaker 1: you mean about getting a lot of attention. Every time

1086
01:02:45,840 --> 01:02:48,560
Speaker 1: I put makeup on and I come downstairs. That will

1087
01:02:48,560 --> 01:02:53,320
Speaker 1: always be like, wow, beautiful lady, like make a moment

1088
01:02:53,680 --> 01:02:58,280
Speaker 1: if maup. But how nice is that that we have

1089
01:02:58,440 --> 01:03:01,200
Speaker 1: that ability and men just have to look like they're

1090
01:03:01,240 --> 01:03:05,040
Speaker 1: shitty selves all the time. Well no, I mean, like

1091
01:03:05,120 --> 01:03:07,320
Speaker 1: even that doesn't really Like if you guys did wear

1092
01:03:07,360 --> 01:03:11,520
Speaker 1: eyeliner or like Elvis did, or you know, um, Harry

1093
01:03:11,560 --> 01:03:14,520
Speaker 1: styles like when he gets a little bit of stuff on,

1094
01:03:14,600 --> 01:03:17,040
Speaker 1: Like if men were to lean into that a little

1095
01:03:17,040 --> 01:03:19,919
Speaker 1: bit more and wear makeup that you guys would see

1096
01:03:19,960 --> 01:03:22,120
Speaker 1: too how much hotter you could be, and it sucks

1097
01:03:22,160 --> 01:03:24,560
Speaker 1: that you don't get You don't get to I was

1098
01:03:24,560 --> 01:03:26,600
Speaker 1: talking to someone about this recently, You don't get to, Like,

1099
01:03:27,520 --> 01:03:29,560
Speaker 1: it sucks that you guys don't get to experiment with

1100
01:03:29,600 --> 01:03:32,040
Speaker 1: fashion as much as we do, Like we really get

1101
01:03:32,080 --> 01:03:37,680
Speaker 1: to express ourselves and take risks and have more fun

1102
01:03:38,320 --> 01:03:41,360
Speaker 1: creatively with our fashion than you do. You're really limited

1103
01:03:41,400 --> 01:03:43,640
Speaker 1: and if you do take a chance, you risk all

1104
01:03:43,640 --> 01:03:46,000
Speaker 1: your buddies making fun of you. And it's like, it's

1105
01:03:46,000 --> 01:03:48,800
Speaker 1: really hard to start moving into something like even wearing

1106
01:03:48,840 --> 01:03:53,120
Speaker 1: brighter colors, let alone wearing you know, tight pants or

1107
01:03:54,400 --> 01:03:58,680
Speaker 1: dress or skirt. Had a lot of style did and

1108
01:03:58,720 --> 01:04:02,080
Speaker 1: they look great eight Yeah, I know. I kept thinking, God,

1109
01:04:02,160 --> 01:04:04,560
Speaker 1: it's so difficult to be a guy because you really

1110
01:04:04,600 --> 01:04:06,360
Speaker 1: have to just be hot. Or is it just that

1111
01:04:06,400 --> 01:04:09,480
Speaker 1: our standards are different from men hair they can do

1112
01:04:09,600 --> 01:04:18,800
Speaker 1: something with facial chi but I'm not kidding, but like

1113
01:04:18,920 --> 01:04:21,720
Speaker 1: their bodies or whatever. Like, I really think our show

1114
01:04:21,760 --> 01:04:23,720
Speaker 1: has caused a lot of men to have body dysmorphia

1115
01:04:23,720 --> 01:04:26,200
Speaker 1: and think that women want that. I'm not joking you.

1116
01:04:26,560 --> 01:04:28,560
Speaker 1: I've written a couple of men on d m S

1117
01:04:28,600 --> 01:04:30,560
Speaker 1: that have been like the show has made me feel

1118
01:04:30,560 --> 01:04:32,240
Speaker 1: bad about my body l O L. And I'm like,

1119
01:04:32,840 --> 01:04:36,200
Speaker 1: I not if you're trying to win over someone like me,

1120
01:04:36,200 --> 01:04:39,360
Speaker 1: me no want that. I have no interest in having

1121
01:04:39,360 --> 01:04:41,600
Speaker 1: a guy with a body like that. Chris is starting

1122
01:04:41,600 --> 01:04:46,000
Speaker 1: to get really really in shape and because he has

1123
01:04:46,040 --> 01:04:48,120
Speaker 1: these goals of like this trip he's going on and

1124
01:04:48,120 --> 01:04:50,560
Speaker 1: he just wants to see like what his body can be.

1125
01:04:51,000 --> 01:04:53,440
Speaker 1: It's not gonna be forever. And I told him, like,

1126
01:04:53,960 --> 01:04:56,680
Speaker 1: I like you, like he um over the you know.

1127
01:04:56,720 --> 01:04:58,880
Speaker 1: We went to Montreal last week and he was like,

1128
01:04:58,920 --> 01:05:00,720
Speaker 1: I've been feeling really good at about myself. He's like

1129
01:05:00,760 --> 01:05:03,160
Speaker 1: cut and he's looking great and it feels great, like

1130
01:05:03,280 --> 01:05:04,840
Speaker 1: like it feels like, oh my god, Like I'm with

1131
01:05:04,880 --> 01:05:06,880
Speaker 1: like a who's this guy that just showed up? Like

1132
01:05:06,960 --> 01:05:09,760
Speaker 1: every day I can see like gains And he was like,

1133
01:05:09,800 --> 01:05:12,120
Speaker 1: I was feeling good about myself. And then Mateo. I

1134
01:05:12,160 --> 01:05:15,200
Speaker 1: saw Mateo laying with his shirt off backstage and I

1135
01:05:15,240 --> 01:05:19,440
Speaker 1: was like, Okay, well I ain't ship compared to that,

1136
01:05:19,480 --> 01:05:22,720
Speaker 1: and I'm like, I would not want please don't look

1137
01:05:22,720 --> 01:05:27,920
Speaker 1: like Mateo. Mateo is Adonis. He is so hot. But again,

1138
01:05:28,400 --> 01:05:30,800
Speaker 1: that guy, to me, does not have enough time for me.

1139
01:05:30,840 --> 01:05:33,440
Speaker 1: In his life, all he does his work out, he

1140
01:05:33,520 --> 01:05:37,040
Speaker 1: doesn't have fun with food, he doesn't indulge, he's punitive,

1141
01:05:37,320 --> 01:05:40,760
Speaker 1: he's he's a little bit of a narcissist. And this

1142
01:05:40,800 --> 01:05:44,880
Speaker 1: is Mateo is a different Mateo's a thriving gay man

1143
01:05:45,040 --> 01:05:48,080
Speaker 1: and that and that's a different culture. I think in

1144
01:05:48,200 --> 01:05:50,520
Speaker 1: terms of like how they keep their bodies. As a woman,

1145
01:05:50,600 --> 01:05:53,120
Speaker 1: I do not want f boy bodies. I don't want

1146
01:05:53,120 --> 01:05:55,680
Speaker 1: it and I've never wanted it. I I just to me,

1147
01:05:55,800 --> 01:05:58,040
Speaker 1: that's a guy that doesn't that is so obsessed with

1148
01:05:58,120 --> 01:06:02,920
Speaker 1: himself be it. Tecks body was ridiculous. All these guys, Um,

1149
01:06:02,960 --> 01:06:05,680
Speaker 1: there was one guy I can't remember who Danny, who

1150
01:06:05,800 --> 01:06:08,240
Speaker 1: wasn't like super cut, and I remember Taylor. Taylor and

1151
01:06:08,280 --> 01:06:14,520
Speaker 1: I watched together. But he has a great body, but

1152
01:06:14,560 --> 01:06:17,280
Speaker 1: he doesn't have that. Yeah, I like I like Casey's

1153
01:06:17,640 --> 01:06:19,880
Speaker 1: of anyone body, I like Danny's. I like Casey's, I

1154
01:06:19,920 --> 01:06:24,720
Speaker 1: like Braden's, I like um Sante's. I like Jabrian Peter

1155
01:06:25,120 --> 01:06:28,920
Speaker 1: he's kind of thin like I just I like Brandt.

1156
01:06:29,240 --> 01:06:32,880
Speaker 1: I like these the guys that were just I just

1157
01:06:32,920 --> 01:06:35,080
Speaker 1: like a guy that looks like he can hug himself

1158
01:06:35,240 --> 01:06:37,520
Speaker 1: and feel it, comforted by it and not be just

1159
01:06:37,600 --> 01:06:39,920
Speaker 1: touching stone. It's like I want these guys to be

1160
01:06:39,920 --> 01:06:45,120
Speaker 1: able to get cuddly. They're all too hard. Yeah, I

1161
01:06:45,120 --> 01:06:47,920
Speaker 1: mean they were all cute though they were also interesting

1162
01:06:49,000 --> 01:06:53,200
Speaker 1: when you are worried about how like when I'm with

1163
01:06:53,240 --> 01:06:56,160
Speaker 1: Brenna and like she'll have like pimples or whatever, and granted,

1164
01:06:56,160 --> 01:06:58,000
Speaker 1: I know she's a pretty girl to start with whatever,

1165
01:06:58,200 --> 01:07:01,360
Speaker 1: but like when there are flaw it's like I never think,

1166
01:07:01,480 --> 01:07:04,120
Speaker 1: like I never like look at it as a flaw

1167
01:07:04,280 --> 01:07:06,480
Speaker 1: because I I love her and if anything, it's like,

1168
01:07:09,240 --> 01:07:11,280
Speaker 1: but we're talking about guys before they love you, ye,

1169
01:07:11,480 --> 01:07:13,760
Speaker 1: like before they love you, so like the third day

1170
01:07:13,880 --> 01:07:15,960
Speaker 1: kind of thing. Yeah, I get that, but I know,

1171
01:07:16,360 --> 01:07:19,600
Speaker 1: but that's really like sweet to hear and and nice

1172
01:07:19,640 --> 01:07:21,560
Speaker 1: and comforting to hear that once a guy loves you

1173
01:07:21,600 --> 01:07:24,160
Speaker 1: like it doesn't none of that ship would matter. And

1174
01:07:24,200 --> 01:07:25,919
Speaker 1: of course they want you to be healthy and feel

1175
01:07:25,960 --> 01:07:28,080
Speaker 1: your best, but like they're not going to believe you

1176
01:07:28,120 --> 01:07:31,160
Speaker 1: because you have a fucking oozing zip on you when

1177
01:07:31,200 --> 01:07:33,560
Speaker 1: they love you, they really think you are more beautiful

1178
01:07:33,600 --> 01:07:36,040
Speaker 1: without makeup. Probably, I know, it's weird. I don't know.

1179
01:07:36,200 --> 01:07:38,040
Speaker 1: I don't know how to explain it other than because

1180
01:07:38,080 --> 01:07:42,160
Speaker 1: other guys don't want to fuck you. I really do

1181
01:07:42,240 --> 01:07:45,200
Speaker 1: think that's why men are always like just where you

1182
01:07:45,240 --> 01:07:47,960
Speaker 1: don't need to wear that tiny little thing and your

1183
01:07:48,040 --> 01:07:51,280
Speaker 1: laid out. I remember how your boyfriends say that to me. Yeah,

1184
01:07:51,400 --> 01:07:53,360
Speaker 1: and it's like, you want me to have a cloak

1185
01:07:53,400 --> 01:07:58,920
Speaker 1: of invisibility, don't you? Noah, grow your chin strap. Come on, Noah,

1186
01:07:59,000 --> 01:08:00,800
Speaker 1: what were you just about to say? A final thought?

1187
01:08:01,400 --> 01:08:04,080
Speaker 1: I was going to say. I went to Warby Parker

1188
01:08:04,120 --> 01:08:05,640
Speaker 1: and I took a v with me to help me

1189
01:08:05,680 --> 01:08:09,280
Speaker 1: find glasses and I put this one, like these frames

1190
01:08:09,320 --> 01:08:10,920
Speaker 1: on and I kind of liked them and I was

1191
01:08:10,960 --> 01:08:13,680
Speaker 1: like and he's like, yeah, those look great on you.

1192
01:08:14,040 --> 01:08:16,880
Speaker 1: And I go, okay, but does the brown bring out

1193
01:08:16,880 --> 01:08:19,200
Speaker 1: the malasma on my face? And he's like, your what

1194
01:08:20,720 --> 01:08:23,519
Speaker 1: like the brown spots on my face? Does the brown

1195
01:08:23,560 --> 01:08:27,280
Speaker 1: in the frame amplify them? He's like, okay, I never

1196
01:08:27,360 --> 01:08:30,240
Speaker 1: even knew that you had that until right now when

1197
01:08:30,280 --> 01:08:32,720
Speaker 1: you literally pointed at it. And he's like, I don't

1198
01:08:32,760 --> 01:08:35,519
Speaker 1: want to answer that, And it's like your biggest, not

1199
01:08:35,600 --> 01:08:39,160
Speaker 1: biggest concern, but it's like one of your insecurities all

1200
01:08:39,360 --> 01:08:51,080
Speaker 1: time in the say malasma and la li the gas

1201
01:08:51,479 --> 01:08:54,120
Speaker 1: words we haven't gotten to. I remember one time having

1202
01:08:54,520 --> 01:08:59,360
Speaker 1: a terrible hormonal bout of acne that was honestly making

1203
01:08:59,360 --> 01:09:01,519
Speaker 1: me look like the elephant man. It was so scary.

1204
01:09:01,600 --> 01:09:03,760
Speaker 1: I didn't know what was going on, like and I

1205
01:09:04,120 --> 01:09:07,400
Speaker 1: and they were all like blistering and it was so bad,

1206
01:09:07,439 --> 01:09:09,880
Speaker 1: and I wouldn't let Chris see me, and I was

1207
01:09:10,800 --> 01:09:12,679
Speaker 1: hiding in the dark. And this was like two thousand

1208
01:09:13,240 --> 01:09:18,320
Speaker 1: fifteen or something. We were out in l A. What

1209
01:09:18,360 --> 01:09:20,240
Speaker 1: do you mean. I just love him, like coming into

1210
01:09:20,240 --> 01:09:24,320
Speaker 1: a room and not even knowing you're like, I know

1211
01:09:24,520 --> 01:09:27,680
Speaker 1: it totally was that he was just like Nikki and

1212
01:09:27,680 --> 01:09:30,840
Speaker 1: I was like, you have a candle because I had

1213
01:09:30,840 --> 01:09:33,200
Speaker 1: been at the Equinox before, and I remember staring in

1214
01:09:33,240 --> 01:09:36,160
Speaker 1: the mirror at Equinox and just sobbing and being like,

1215
01:09:36,520 --> 01:09:38,160
Speaker 1: I don't even want to work on my body, like

1216
01:09:38,400 --> 01:09:40,800
Speaker 1: my body does not matter because my face is like

1217
01:09:41,280 --> 01:09:43,760
Speaker 1: it's so bad. And I know that there are people

1218
01:09:43,840 --> 01:09:47,400
Speaker 1: listening that have cystic acne and struggle with facial deformities

1219
01:09:47,520 --> 01:09:50,519
Speaker 1: or you know, things that might sound what I'm talking about,

1220
01:09:50,520 --> 01:09:52,559
Speaker 1: but I just I felt so sad about it. And

1221
01:09:52,560 --> 01:09:55,639
Speaker 1: I remember him and I've told the story before, I think,

1222
01:09:55,640 --> 01:09:58,320
Speaker 1: but I remember, and this was at a time where

1223
01:09:58,360 --> 01:10:00,200
Speaker 1: I did not want him to ever see those as

1224
01:10:00,240 --> 01:10:03,120
Speaker 1: I still thought that like my love or his love

1225
01:10:03,240 --> 01:10:07,160
Speaker 1: was um conditional and like you know, based on me

1226
01:10:07,360 --> 01:10:10,240
Speaker 1: looking a certain way and all the stuff and um,

1227
01:10:10,280 --> 01:10:12,360
Speaker 1: which he never led me to believe that it was

1228
01:10:12,400 --> 01:10:15,080
Speaker 1: all in my head and on my face. And uh

1229
01:10:15,160 --> 01:10:18,280
Speaker 1: he remember, he just goes, hey, hey, and I was like,

1230
01:10:18,520 --> 01:10:21,040
Speaker 1: I'm so discussing. Please don't driven light Like I don't

1231
01:10:21,040 --> 01:10:23,360
Speaker 1: know what to do, Chris, I'm really scared. What if

1232
01:10:23,400 --> 01:10:25,200
Speaker 1: I look like this forever? It's not going away. And

1233
01:10:25,240 --> 01:10:28,280
Speaker 1: he was like, listen, I am not going to pretend

1234
01:10:28,320 --> 01:10:30,400
Speaker 1: that I don't know what you're talking about. There is

1235
01:10:30,439 --> 01:10:33,040
Speaker 1: something going on. And that made me feel so good

1236
01:10:33,080 --> 01:10:35,519
Speaker 1: that he didn't go like I don't even see it,

1237
01:10:35,600 --> 01:10:38,960
Speaker 1: like I know, I like truly didn't see your gettle

1238
01:10:39,000 --> 01:10:42,320
Speaker 1: chasm of And that's great, But this whole idea, like

1239
01:10:42,360 --> 01:10:44,439
Speaker 1: if you're a guy out there and your girlfriend's like

1240
01:10:44,800 --> 01:10:47,240
Speaker 1: I'm fat and like or like I have this thing

1241
01:10:47,280 --> 01:10:51,639
Speaker 1: that I like, not just acknowledging it and being like listen,

1242
01:10:52,040 --> 01:10:53,960
Speaker 1: it's not like I don't know what you're talking about,

1243
01:10:53,960 --> 01:10:56,519
Speaker 1: but it would never register to me that that would

1244
01:10:56,560 --> 01:10:58,760
Speaker 1: make you any less lovable. That I think is the

1245
01:10:59,439 --> 01:11:01,559
Speaker 1: right answer. Maybe I could be wrong, but for me,

1246
01:11:01,640 --> 01:11:03,840
Speaker 1: that was the right answer instead of him being like,

1247
01:11:03,880 --> 01:11:05,640
Speaker 1: I don't know what you're talking about because it was

1248
01:11:05,760 --> 01:11:09,639
Speaker 1: so obvious. And I hate when I was I hate

1249
01:11:09,640 --> 01:11:11,960
Speaker 1: when I have something going on on my face or

1250
01:11:12,000 --> 01:11:14,200
Speaker 1: my body and it's really bugging me and it might

1251
01:11:14,240 --> 01:11:16,400
Speaker 1: not be a thing that makes make that anyone else

1252
01:11:16,400 --> 01:11:19,400
Speaker 1: would even care about. But when people won't just go,

1253
01:11:19,600 --> 01:11:22,439
Speaker 1: I know what you're saying. I see what you're saying

1254
01:11:22,800 --> 01:11:26,160
Speaker 1: that really bugs me, Like I just want you because

1255
01:11:26,200 --> 01:11:29,160
Speaker 1: then you're not only fucking gaslighting me into thinking like no,

1256
01:11:29,280 --> 01:11:32,799
Speaker 1: your face is clear, like well, then you're fucking blind,

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01:11:33,280 --> 01:11:37,080
Speaker 1: Like it would I want someone to acknowledge that there

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Speaker 1: is a thing that I'm struggling with, but that it

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Speaker 1: doesn't bother them. Is is obviously the second part of that,

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Speaker 1: I guess. And when the shoe is on the other foot,

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Speaker 1: do you feel the same way, Like if Chris were

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Speaker 1: to have a six cystic acne, would you care? Oh? No,

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Speaker 1: I remember one time, this is when I was like,

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Speaker 1: oh that I finally understood when men say they love

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Speaker 1: you no matter like when you when you love someone,

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Speaker 1: you don't care what they look like. And this is

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Speaker 1: how you grow old with someone. I remember we weren't

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Speaker 1: even dating. It was when we were still like kind

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Speaker 1: of just friends, and it was around the pandemic time,

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Speaker 1: and I was talking about getting on a d D

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Speaker 1: meds at the time, and he was like, yeah, I

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01:12:17,680 --> 01:12:20,439
Speaker 1: used to be on them, but um, you know, I

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Speaker 1: one of the side effects is like hair loss, and

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Speaker 1: I just I would literally rather die than lose hair.

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Speaker 1: Like it's all I care about right now. It's like

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Speaker 1: my obsession, you know, as most forty year old men

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Speaker 1: are struggling with that. And I remember just going like

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Speaker 1: and looking at him and like, I would not give

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Speaker 1: a fuck if you were bald, like get like, like

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Speaker 1: it was laughable to me that something was so of

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Speaker 1: concern to him that to me would never change, even

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Speaker 1: though I know that he would be more attractive with hair,

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Speaker 1: because just it's you know, just based on aesthetically, like

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Speaker 1: the laws of aesthetics, it would probably be more probably

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Speaker 1: look like Bruce Willis without hair, like super cute. I

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01:13:06,600 --> 01:13:10,720
Speaker 1: just he could look he could have facial burns, and

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Speaker 1: scars or like lose his he could be headless. And

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Speaker 1: I was I just remember being like, I know, I

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Speaker 1: know what it means what people say they still love

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Speaker 1: people even after they are, you know, disfigured where it

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Speaker 1: doesn't matter. Friend, I guess the hard part is what

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Speaker 1: you were talking about. Like let's say, if I was like,

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Speaker 1: it's my hair, my like you see, we all have

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Speaker 1: like a little bit about dysmorphia or hair dysmorphia. I'm

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Speaker 1: just gonna I'm just kidding. Oh I do not see

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Speaker 1: what you're talking about. I really don't, no, no, no.

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Speaker 1: But my point is is like if someone says, if

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Speaker 1: it's something little right, but it's big to that person,

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Speaker 1: because let's say it's a little bit of a bald spot.

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Speaker 1: It's like, I know, I noticed a bald spot. You

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Speaker 1: see the bald spot, but you don't think it's that

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01:14:01,320 --> 01:14:02,960
Speaker 1: big of a bald spot, but they see it as

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01:14:02,960 --> 01:14:06,439
Speaker 1: a giant bald spot. The hard part is is going

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Speaker 1: like like you were saying, like I do see it,

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01:14:10,840 --> 01:14:13,519
Speaker 1: but it's not as big as you think it is.

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Speaker 1: But it's like I don't know. It's hard because like

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Speaker 1: you don't want to give in to the dysmorphia. I

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Speaker 1: feel like that's why I think guys sometimes will go

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01:14:21,600 --> 01:14:25,160
Speaker 1: But the dysmorphia is saying, well, dysmorphia is saying it's

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Speaker 1: not there. That's more dysmorphic than saying, yes, you're losing

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Speaker 1: a little hair. That looks like a hurricane. You know,

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Speaker 1: you know Doppler footage, there's something going on that. Ay,

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01:14:37,680 --> 01:14:42,800
Speaker 1: there's a storm of ruin. It's there's kids playing in

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01:14:42,800 --> 01:14:45,519
Speaker 1: it for a half hour, tape the windows. But you know,

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01:14:46,240 --> 01:14:50,120
Speaker 1: we don't need to we don't need to move. But

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Speaker 1: I want to live in Florida. Yeah. I think there's

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Speaker 1: a difference between I don't want to. I would never

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Speaker 1: like Chris is losing a little bit of hair because

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Speaker 1: he is like that. It would be insane for me

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Speaker 1: to say that he's not because he is. You can

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Speaker 1: see it in pictures. We were going through old pictures.

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Speaker 1: He's lost hair. But would I ever cognitivet like, I

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Speaker 1: would never look at him and go, oh my god,

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Speaker 1: he is losing it, Like I can only see it

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Speaker 1: from pictures and sometimes I see his scalp in his hair.

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01:15:19,120 --> 01:15:21,880
Speaker 1: But when I look at his hair, but it's also

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Speaker 1: pluck them out, which to keep him away, but it's

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Speaker 1: it's it's not a problem. If it were, I would

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Speaker 1: support him to do whatever he wants to do. Like

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Speaker 1: when he kind of u sometimes catastrophizes it and I

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01:15:40,439 --> 01:15:43,200
Speaker 1: think it is like like, oh god, it's really bad

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01:15:43,320 --> 01:15:46,280
Speaker 1: or something. I I always am like, I don't know

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01:15:46,400 --> 01:15:48,360
Speaker 1: what you're talking about in terms of it being so

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01:15:48,400 --> 01:15:49,880
Speaker 1: bad you would have to do something about it. But

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Speaker 1: I'm not going to lie and say that it's not there.

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Speaker 1: This is not this is not we need intervention, you

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Speaker 1: need to get a transplant or something kind of thing.

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Speaker 1: I'll support you if you want to do anything like

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Speaker 1: that in whatever way, but I will not. I am not.

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Speaker 1: I do not see it, and like I do not

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01:16:08,479 --> 01:16:12,520
Speaker 1: see it as a thing. I would never go, WHOA, Okay,

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Speaker 1: I just always go I'm on Google right now and

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01:16:15,720 --> 01:16:18,800
Speaker 1: there's like seven things you could do. Oh my god.

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Speaker 1: That's the worst too. When my friends, let's with Carlisle,

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01:16:22,680 --> 01:16:25,080
Speaker 1: when I was like trying that one day because my

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01:16:25,160 --> 01:16:31,360
Speaker 1: neck looked all wrinkly surgery lasers and I'm like, what

1347
01:16:31,479 --> 01:16:34,280
Speaker 1: about just accepting that I'm going to age and it's okay.

1348
01:16:34,320 --> 01:16:36,800
Speaker 1: She's like, Nikki is okay, you will always be able

1349
01:16:36,840 --> 01:16:39,840
Speaker 1: to kill yourself. There's always a way out. I'm like,

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Speaker 1: thanks a lot, best friend. It is a weird motivational speaker,

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01:16:45,840 --> 01:16:50,560
Speaker 1: Like it's so motivate, like she's that is kind of

1352
01:16:50,840 --> 01:16:56,840
Speaker 1: what's her name? Does? Fine? Kill yourself? I just called

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Speaker 1: her Lin Swan, which is a wide receiver for the Steelers.

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Speaker 1: All Right, guys, we gotta go. Um, thank you so

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01:17:05,880 --> 01:17:07,439
Speaker 1: much for listening to the pod today. I will be

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Speaker 1: back in St. Louis tomorrow. We'll do it live from there. Um.

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Speaker 1: Panya will be here a couple more times this week.

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Speaker 1: Very excited about that. Thank you so much for listening.

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01:17:15,840 --> 01:17:25,839
Speaker 1: Don't be cut and cheer lanterns. Yeah, jack o lantern. Okay,

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Speaker 1: that's good. Get all right tomorrow