WEBVTT - The Business of OnlyFans with Allie Rae 0:00:00.120 --> 0:00:08.160 What's popping is a girl I'm not And you're listening 0:00:08.200 --> 0:00:12.920 to Exactly a Mada, a production of I Heart Radio. Well, 0:00:13.400 --> 0:00:20.119 I have some sad news. Unfortunately, my co host CV 0:00:20.239 --> 0:00:23.520 NOONEZ will no longer be with us. He's working on 0:00:23.560 --> 0:00:26.000 some bigger projects. He has some of the things going on. 0:00:26.440 --> 0:00:28.800 We will always send him love and support and they 0:00:28.800 --> 0:00:31.560 know that he's listening and he's part of Exactly a 0:00:31.600 --> 0:00:36.080 Mada family no matter what. But you know, sometimes things happen, 0:00:36.320 --> 0:00:38.720 and U as sad as I am, I know that 0:00:38.800 --> 0:00:42.400 he's doing great things in life. I'm so grateful for 0:00:42.440 --> 0:00:45.120 the time that we shared together on Exactly a Mata. 0:00:45.200 --> 0:00:46.879 He brought a lot of juice, he brought a lot 0:00:46.920 --> 0:00:49.960 of spice, a lot of I know, and all that 0:00:50.000 --> 0:00:53.880 good stuff. But you already know how it is anyways, 0:00:53.880 --> 0:01:01.000 willing right along at today's topic is all leave fans. 0:01:01.280 --> 0:01:04.959 I know, I know, I know you guys have been 0:01:05.040 --> 0:01:07.600 talking about it. Some of y'all have been subscribing on 0:01:07.680 --> 0:01:10.200 the low. Stop lying. You know, you have your own, 0:01:10.280 --> 0:01:12.640 you know your own the only fans on the low, 0:01:12.720 --> 0:01:16.720 and you'll be watching when nobody else is watching. Um 0:01:16.800 --> 0:01:20.040 and um. Some of you may not even have an 0:01:20.080 --> 0:01:23.119 only fans, But you might be curious. 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In the beginning, 0:01:56.920 --> 0:01:59.360 I think that a lot of people were like, oh, 0:01:59.360 --> 0:02:02.680 that's the whole wars, Oh that's for slugs, Oh that's 0:02:02.720 --> 0:02:06.240 for this, and not necessarily some people may not be 0:02:06.360 --> 0:02:09.480 none of those things, and they just might be doing 0:02:09.480 --> 0:02:11.400 it to make themselves feel good. And by the way, 0:02:11.440 --> 0:02:13.600 if you can make a couple of dollars on the sides, 0:02:13.760 --> 0:02:16.600 why not not to mention is not just a couple 0:02:16.600 --> 0:02:21.520 of dollars. I've heard of some girls that made five 0:02:21.600 --> 0:02:27.640 thousand dollars, ten thousand dollars, a hundred thousand dollars. Wouldn't 0:02:27.639 --> 0:02:29.880 only fans kind of make you change your mindset for 0:02:29.919 --> 0:02:32.680 two seconds. Those people that are in college working so 0:02:32.720 --> 0:02:36.080 hard to get a degree, to get not even close 0:02:36.160 --> 0:02:40.080 to that type of money a month. Well, for that 0:02:40.280 --> 0:02:43.600 and many more other things, I'll tell you this much, 0:02:44.200 --> 0:02:48.960 I have an amazing guest today. Not only is she beautiful, 0:02:49.320 --> 0:02:54.400 she's smart, she's an amazing mother, a fantastic wife. She's 0:02:54.480 --> 0:02:56.360 just all of that in a bag of chips. A 0:02:56.520 --> 0:03:00.400 former Navy veteran. I mean, I'm sorry, she's an betteran 0:03:00.480 --> 0:03:03.160 and she's a former I see you nurse, So look 0:03:03.160 --> 0:03:07.519 at that. She's pretty smart as she's bodied. Oh my god, 0:03:07.560 --> 0:03:10.440 I can't wait for you guys to talk to Ali. 0:03:10.840 --> 0:03:13.079 Ray my love, how are you? Thank you so much 0:03:13.080 --> 0:03:15.480 for joining me today? Oh, thank you so much for 0:03:15.520 --> 0:03:19.240 having me. I appreciate it, of course, most definitely. Well, 0:03:19.680 --> 0:03:24.399 I have had the honors of being able to interview 0:03:24.440 --> 0:03:27.480 you already, which we could kind of talk about it already. Um, 0:03:27.560 --> 0:03:29.360 and for that, guys, you have to stay tuned to 0:03:29.440 --> 0:03:33.399 Don't Cancel Me, Don't Cancel Me on Fuse December one, 0:03:33.600 --> 0:03:36.480 my new TV show. UM, I was able to have Ali. 0:03:36.600 --> 0:03:39.200 We had such a good time. We were drinking wine, 0:03:39.280 --> 0:03:42.640 we were being honest on and off camera. She came 0:03:42.720 --> 0:03:47.240 with her husband. By the way, he's so supportive of her. 0:03:47.320 --> 0:03:50.560 He's so sweet, he's so amazing. And I just want 0:03:50.880 --> 0:03:53.080 you added to tell your story for those that may 0:03:53.120 --> 0:03:56.640 not know you, Um, I want to let them know. Originally, 0:03:57.560 --> 0:04:00.680 what did you study? How is your life growing up? 0:04:01.080 --> 0:04:05.760 And then the transformation from zero to a thousand? Yeah 0:04:05.920 --> 0:04:08.840 for sure, UM. So I mean growing up, I actually 0:04:08.840 --> 0:04:13.720 grew up and pretty like my family was pretty poor. Um. 0:04:13.800 --> 0:04:15.920 I had a pretty broken home. You know, a lot 0:04:15.920 --> 0:04:18.600 of toxicity in the household. Um. And so I went 0:04:18.640 --> 0:04:20.880 into the Navy at seventeen to just kind of get 0:04:20.880 --> 0:04:24.360 away escape. UM. I think it spiraled me into being 0:04:24.520 --> 0:04:26.680 like an overachiever because then I went on and I 0:04:26.720 --> 0:04:30.320 got multiple degrees. And after the Navy, I ended up 0:04:30.320 --> 0:04:33.520 becoming a nurse. UM. And so I did nursing and 0:04:33.880 --> 0:04:38.200 excelled in that as well well up into my doctorate. UM. 0:04:38.240 --> 0:04:42.640 And then the pandemic hit. Yeah, the pandemic hit, and 0:04:42.960 --> 0:04:45.400 I think things just changed for me. I don't know 0:04:45.800 --> 0:04:48.080 really what it was, but it was like a mindset. 0:04:48.080 --> 0:04:50.359 I think, like a lot of us felt kind of 0:04:50.400 --> 0:04:54.240 like a little underappreciated maybe, UM. And my husband I 0:04:54.320 --> 0:04:57.000 lost his job, so you know, we started to just 0:04:57.120 --> 0:05:01.479 like I had an Instagram, I would just like post things, 0:05:01.600 --> 0:05:04.600 um like, just like more like vlogging or beer reviews. 0:05:05.560 --> 0:05:09.159 And some girls at work have found my Instagram which 0:05:09.240 --> 0:05:11.800 led them to see that, Um, I also had an 0:05:11.839 --> 0:05:15.520 only fans um which, by the way, I'm sorry guys, 0:05:15.960 --> 0:05:18.480 just in case you're still now putting two and two together. 0:05:19.040 --> 0:05:24.760 Alie Ray is that famous nurse, that famous veteran that 0:05:26.279 --> 0:05:28.880 was popular all over social media, like her story went 0:05:29.120 --> 0:05:33.800 viral like it went viral because she basically got fired 0:05:33.880 --> 0:05:37.279 from her job as a nurse for having an only 0:05:37.440 --> 0:05:41.120 fans page. Like, how unfair is that? Um? When you 0:05:41.240 --> 0:05:44.159 found out? You know, we'll actually know when you're co 0:05:44.360 --> 0:05:47.839 workers found out, because those were those nosey as bitches. 0:05:48.240 --> 0:05:51.360 They were over there hating and they got too fired. 0:05:51.920 --> 0:05:53.680 First of all, how did you feel that? Were you 0:05:53.760 --> 0:05:56.159 friends with any of them? Did you share that you 0:05:56.160 --> 0:05:59.760 had an only fans with anybody at work? How was that? No? 0:05:59.880 --> 0:06:02.200 I had never talked about it with anyone, honestly, just 0:06:02.240 --> 0:06:05.120 my husband and I. And the thing is on the unit. Um, 0:06:05.480 --> 0:06:09.160 I was really I got along with everyone respected. It 0:06:09.200 --> 0:06:11.039 wasn't like when this happened, I was like, oh, yeah, 0:06:11.040 --> 0:06:12.520 I know it's probably that you know, I know who 0:06:12.560 --> 0:06:14.560 it was. I had no clue, and I knew, like 0:06:14.640 --> 0:06:16.600 there's somebody around me that like, it's along with me 0:06:16.640 --> 0:06:19.120 every day that I probably eat lunch with. Um. That's 0:06:19.160 --> 0:06:21.440 what was the most heartbreaking. It was like it was 0:06:21.480 --> 0:06:23.680 such a vindictive thing. Like I could tell people were 0:06:23.680 --> 0:06:25.840 going out of their way to make this like an 0:06:25.839 --> 0:06:27.880 issue for me, and I was like, I've never done 0:06:27.920 --> 0:06:31.640 anything these people like. I was always so helpful, friendly. Um. 0:06:31.680 --> 0:06:34.400 You know, really it was really really like a blind side. 0:06:34.480 --> 0:06:37.080 It was. It hurt me more in that way, you 0:06:37.120 --> 0:06:39.919 know that I I felt like people were judging me 0:06:39.960 --> 0:06:42.920 and dismissed everything you know about me prior that. I 0:06:42.960 --> 0:06:45.480 was a very educated nurse and I was super you know, 0:06:46.000 --> 0:06:48.200 ambitious and stuff on the unit and helpful. So it 0:06:48.240 --> 0:06:50.800 was really it was a really crappy situation. It really was. 0:06:50.880 --> 0:06:54.359 It's toxic. At some point, do you consider that it 0:06:54.400 --> 0:06:56.800 was almost a blessing that they found out and you 0:06:56.920 --> 0:07:00.800 got fired from your job? Yeah, people have asked me that, 0:07:00.839 --> 0:07:03.039 and I think about that. I'm like, you know, I 0:07:03.080 --> 0:07:04.960 know I would have left eventually because the amount of 0:07:05.000 --> 0:07:07.080 money I was making, like it made absolutely zero sense 0:07:07.120 --> 0:07:09.320 for me to continue to work, you know, fifty hours 0:07:09.320 --> 0:07:11.680 a week on my feet like that. Um, I think 0:07:11.680 --> 0:07:13.200 it's just more of the nature of how I was 0:07:13.200 --> 0:07:15.080 pushed out and I wasn't ready. I still love what 0:07:15.160 --> 0:07:16.800 I did, and I didn't get a chance to come 0:07:16.800 --> 0:07:19.160 with like two terms. So I mean it was a 0:07:19.200 --> 0:07:22.400 blessing because it excelled my business. Obviously, it basically pushed 0:07:22.440 --> 0:07:24.680 me out, and maybe that's what I needed, because, like 0:07:24.680 --> 0:07:26.240 I said, it wasn't any reason for me to be 0:07:26.280 --> 0:07:28.400 working at that time. I just I didn't want I 0:07:28.400 --> 0:07:30.720 didn't I liked it. I liked going to work. I 0:07:30.760 --> 0:07:33.640 really did. Like I've said before, I think that people 0:07:33.680 --> 0:07:35.960 have a certain mindset of the people that do only 0:07:36.000 --> 0:07:39.520 fans without knowing that you can be an extremely well 0:07:39.640 --> 0:07:43.280 educated person, be a person of morals and all, you know, 0:07:43.320 --> 0:07:46.560 all types of values, and still do only fans because 0:07:46.640 --> 0:07:50.520 you're open minded. Do you feel that your family, friends, 0:07:50.720 --> 0:07:55.160 or whomever are being judgmental towards you for doing that? 0:07:55.240 --> 0:07:57.840 Does your family support you with your only fans account 0:07:58.040 --> 0:08:02.120 or your kids? Yeah? So like my little sister. UM. 0:08:02.240 --> 0:08:04.680 She actually found out before I went viral, because she 0:08:05.000 --> 0:08:07.760 found a viral TikTok you know that she came across it. 0:08:07.840 --> 0:08:09.400 So I had a conversation with her. She was the 0:08:09.440 --> 0:08:11.760 first person outside of my husband and I that we 0:08:11.880 --> 0:08:14.800 told UM. She's very supportive. I don't speak with my 0:08:14.840 --> 0:08:16.880 mom or dad much, so I didn't never really was 0:08:16.920 --> 0:08:20.280 concerned about their opinion. But my children, I was incredibly 0:08:20.320 --> 0:08:24.440 concerned because my oldest is eighteen and I'm seventeen and twelve, 0:08:24.960 --> 0:08:26.880 so the too older too. We we definitely had to 0:08:26.880 --> 0:08:29.480 take them to dinner, sit down, have a conversation with them, 0:08:29.520 --> 0:08:32.480 like UM in a vanilla way, you know, besides just 0:08:32.520 --> 0:08:34.640 busting out and telling them exactly what was going on. 0:08:34.800 --> 0:08:37.600 It was like they kind of grasped and understood and 0:08:37.640 --> 0:08:40.120 they respected it and they knew. I think for them 0:08:40.160 --> 0:08:42.280 it was comforting once they knew, like, Okay, you know 0:08:42.360 --> 0:08:44.640 mom and dad were both doing this. It's not like 0:08:44.880 --> 0:08:48.200 Mom's doing this behind that's back type thing. Um and so. 0:08:48.360 --> 0:08:50.440 But the support has been great. I haven't had any 0:08:50.480 --> 0:08:54.240 problems with that. Talking about support, I know that there's 0:08:54.240 --> 0:08:57.160 so many toxic relationships or there's so many because I 0:08:57.160 --> 0:09:00.600 consider myself to be slightly toxic. Um, I been feeling 0:09:00.640 --> 0:09:03.040 like what's mine is mind? Like, if that's my dick, 0:09:03.120 --> 0:09:08.720 I'm not sharing with nobody, You're gonna show nobody now. However, Uh, 0:09:08.800 --> 0:09:12.240 your husband actually was cool as hell to support you 0:09:12.280 --> 0:09:14.559 with what you were doing. He wasn't like super judgmental 0:09:15.000 --> 0:09:17.840 to you about it. How was how was that conversation 0:09:17.880 --> 0:09:20.680 because originally you shoot it off by yourself, cute pictures, 0:09:20.720 --> 0:09:22.920 boom boom boom. Then from there, I'm guessing you went 0:09:23.000 --> 0:09:24.280 to like, maybe let me just show a little bit 0:09:24.280 --> 0:09:27.360 of nipple, like all right. Then from there I was like, okay, 0:09:27.400 --> 0:09:28.800 you know what, I'm gonna as well, just show my 0:09:28.840 --> 0:09:31.120 ass crack. And from an ass crack, it was like, look, 0:09:31.160 --> 0:09:32.679 I'm just gonna show you this, you know, let me 0:09:32.720 --> 0:09:36.199 just show you my old Like, um, how was that 0:09:36.240 --> 0:09:39.960 transition to to actually, you know, telling your husband, hey, listen, 0:09:40.120 --> 0:09:41.920 would you like to you know, join me in my 0:09:41.960 --> 0:09:46.240 own parents? Yeah? I mean I think you know, he's 0:09:46.280 --> 0:09:49.320 definitely still not. He doesn't like camera. He's very camera shy. 0:09:49.400 --> 0:09:51.920 He doesn't show us face on there. Um. I think 0:09:51.960 --> 0:09:53.880 in the beginning, you know, we had a lot of requests. 0:09:53.920 --> 0:09:56.360 People would ask for stuff, and I've been in the 0:09:56.400 --> 0:09:59.199 beginning from my only fans, very very upfront with all 0:09:59.200 --> 0:10:01.439 my subscribers. I'm a very married woman. You are not 0:10:01.480 --> 0:10:03.600 gonna sweep me off my feet, like I'm not leaving 0:10:03.679 --> 0:10:05.880 him like so, I think it was important for me 0:10:05.960 --> 0:10:11.400 to for him to have a person take you know, 0:10:11.840 --> 0:10:14.960 this was important. It just was so. I mean, he's 0:10:14.960 --> 0:10:18.160 really grown with it, but it's certainly I mean it's 0:10:18.200 --> 0:10:20.679 something that there's things I do now on him that 0:10:20.760 --> 0:10:22.600 I never thought I would. But you know, you grow 0:10:22.640 --> 0:10:25.079 with it and you get a little more what I 0:10:25.160 --> 0:10:27.559 didn't tell me, like what do you what have you done? 0:10:28.640 --> 0:10:33.120 Like everything we feel full, the full shebang. I mean, 0:10:33.160 --> 0:10:36.800 we definitely do everything on there. Um yeah, I said 0:10:36.880 --> 0:10:38.960 getting fun in your ass because we already found that 0:10:39.000 --> 0:10:43.920 out on don't cancel me. Your booty is not part 0:10:43.920 --> 0:10:51.920 of the deal. It's no, it's not happening. Yeah, it's scary. 0:10:52.000 --> 0:10:56.120 It's scary back there. It's okay though. It's okay though. 0:10:56.240 --> 0:10:58.480 But I love the fact that he supports you. Um. 0:10:58.520 --> 0:11:00.480 I love the fact that your children and you you 0:11:00.520 --> 0:11:04.520 guys were such a mature you know, uh, you're a 0:11:04.520 --> 0:11:07.079 mature family to come together and a united family to 0:11:07.200 --> 0:11:09.480 come together and be like, look, we're gonna have this 0:11:09.520 --> 0:11:12.040 conversation with you. You know, we're adults where your parents 0:11:12.080 --> 0:11:15.880 were together, and um, we're gonna be doing this. Obviously, 0:11:15.920 --> 0:11:17.440 you guys don't have to see it. I'm glad that 0:11:17.440 --> 0:11:19.320 it came from you and they didn't have to find out, 0:11:19.559 --> 0:11:22.760 like you know, someone in school or something like that 0:11:22.760 --> 0:11:24.640 that they could get bullied for or whatever the case 0:11:24.679 --> 0:11:28.080 may be. Does your youngest truly comprehend what an only 0:11:28.120 --> 0:11:31.800 fans is? No? No, I mean I think it's just 0:11:31.880 --> 0:11:35.240 more of like a modeling thing, um and stuff like that. Yeah, 0:11:35.679 --> 0:11:38.640 there's no, And I think it's still you know, he's twelve, 0:11:38.720 --> 0:11:41.280 but he's very young at heart. Still, he's more like nine. 0:11:41.400 --> 0:11:44.440 You know, he's there's some room there where he'll have 0:11:44.480 --> 0:11:47.240 to you know, as he gets older, he'll understand more 0:11:47.360 --> 0:11:49.959 and kind of what's going on. But you know, it's 0:11:50.040 --> 0:11:53.080 kind of, Uh, it's weird because it's like it is 0:11:53.080 --> 0:11:55.360 like a body positivit thing. It's like very hard because 0:11:55.360 --> 0:11:56.960 you don't want to shame it. And the way you 0:11:57.040 --> 0:11:58.880 come about it, it's like almost like when you hide 0:11:58.920 --> 0:12:00.680 it or you try to like no, no, no, no. 0:12:00.679 --> 0:12:02.920 You know, it's it's almost like you're reinforcing that shame. 0:12:03.000 --> 0:12:05.120 So it's been a really hard balance to really try 0:12:05.120 --> 0:12:07.680 to make sure that I'm presenting it in a way 0:12:07.720 --> 0:12:11.080 that you know, it doesn't come off that way. So it's, yeah, 0:12:11.160 --> 0:12:13.480 it's a learning process. It's it's not easy. I mean, 0:12:13.520 --> 0:12:16.480 I remember, imagine a lot of people in this industry 0:12:16.480 --> 0:12:19.800 have this issue with children, especially when you have three boys. 0:12:20.000 --> 0:12:24.160 It's it's definitely talking about three boys. I know that 0:12:24.200 --> 0:12:26.120 there's a lot of single mothers or there's a lot 0:12:26.160 --> 0:12:29.640 of mothers overall period to listen to my podcast, and 0:12:30.840 --> 0:12:33.320 a lot of them may feel so conscious about their bodies. 0:12:33.600 --> 0:12:35.880 I'm not gonna lie, and I'm gonna be honest. Look, 0:12:36.120 --> 0:12:38.679 I used to wait to thirty pounds. My body has 0:12:38.679 --> 0:12:41.000 gone through a lot of you know, roller coasters. Sometimes 0:12:41.040 --> 0:12:43.280 I'm fast, Sometimes I'm skinny. Sometimes I think I'm think 0:12:43.679 --> 0:12:46.400 I don't know what's going on, like my body be 0:12:46.520 --> 0:12:48.680 all over the place. Sometimes you seem me skinny, and 0:12:48.679 --> 0:12:50.559 then sometimes all of a sudden thing, I just gained 0:12:50.559 --> 0:12:53.720 like twenty pounds, so I have stretch marks, I have 0:12:53.840 --> 0:12:56.880 selling light, I got dimples. My confidence is late because 0:12:56.920 --> 0:12:59.160 no matter what, I can still get it. Period. I 0:12:59.200 --> 0:13:03.520 can still take your and so don't play with me. However, however, 0:13:04.040 --> 0:13:05.880 you also have an amazing story when it comes to 0:13:06.000 --> 0:13:09.640 your body transformation. You weren't always the girl that we 0:13:09.679 --> 0:13:12.240 see today on only fans. At one point in life, 0:13:12.280 --> 0:13:14.559 you were a little bit thicker, a little bit stronger. 0:13:14.840 --> 0:13:19.360 Tell me about, um, you your confidence, how you were before, 0:13:19.840 --> 0:13:24.160 and how only fans you know, helped your confidence. Yeah, 0:13:24.280 --> 0:13:26.800 I you know, I started. I had my first child eighteen, 0:13:26.840 --> 0:13:28.480 and then I had another one in nineteen, and then 0:13:28.520 --> 0:13:30.080 another one a couple of years later. So I mean 0:13:30.080 --> 0:13:31.560 there was like all these years where there was like 0:13:31.600 --> 0:13:34.600 this babyweight that just kept putting on, and of course 0:13:34.640 --> 0:13:36.800 it was super difficult to get off. I'm only five four, 0:13:36.920 --> 0:13:39.480 so wait, adds up, you know, really easily on me 0:13:39.520 --> 0:13:42.400 in my height. Um so I had lost like a 0:13:42.520 --> 0:13:48.320 hundred and twenty pounds back in my Yeah, and I 0:13:48.360 --> 0:13:50.120 was always, even in high school, kind of like a 0:13:50.120 --> 0:13:53.320 thicker girl. Um back then you would call thick, you know, 0:13:53.520 --> 0:13:56.199 early you know, late nineties. But now it's like it's 0:13:56.200 --> 0:13:59.319 acceptable to be curlier and thick, you know, amongst women 0:13:59.320 --> 0:14:01.640 at least men always liked us that way, but women 0:14:01.679 --> 0:14:05.319 now are like, okay, I want a booty. But so 0:14:05.440 --> 0:14:08.800 I think when I lost the weight, there was definitely 0:14:08.840 --> 0:14:11.200 a shift in me. I mean, the things I could wear, 0:14:11.280 --> 0:14:15.000 I felt cuter. I got attention that I never had before. Um, 0:14:15.280 --> 0:14:17.960 my confidence went up. And I think my husband's seen 0:14:18.000 --> 0:14:19.760 that too, And you know, it was like it was 0:14:19.800 --> 0:14:21.760 happy for me because you know, to be so young 0:14:21.800 --> 0:14:23.920 and have all these babies, those are like my prime 0:14:23.960 --> 0:14:26.200 years and my body was like not the body of 0:14:26.200 --> 0:14:28.800 a twenty year old, you know. Um, and that was depressing. 0:14:28.960 --> 0:14:33.480 So that really started a lot, and of course spiraling 0:14:33.480 --> 0:14:36.120 into this, you know, especially what I'm doing now. You're right, 0:14:36.200 --> 0:14:39.240 Like I remember thinking, who the hell would want to 0:14:39.240 --> 0:14:41.840 see me? Make it like I have a mom body 0:14:41.840 --> 0:14:44.280 in here, stretch marks tell you like the whole nine yards, 0:14:44.320 --> 0:14:48.600 you know, like just in body, a real body, a 0:14:48.680 --> 0:14:52.120 real body. Yes, it's like not it's not perfect and 0:14:52.160 --> 0:14:55.200 so um that's what I liked about Only fans though, 0:14:55.240 --> 0:14:57.600 because that's kind of what they want, because let's be real, 0:14:57.640 --> 0:15:00.720 they could get all the photoshop stuff on Insta and 0:15:00.760 --> 0:15:03.360 everywhere else if they want to see the real thing. 0:15:03.640 --> 0:15:05.960 And it feels more candid, and it feels more natural. 0:15:06.640 --> 0:15:09.000 And so for me that was like wow, like this 0:15:09.040 --> 0:15:10.960 is a real mean being put on there and people 0:15:11.000 --> 0:15:14.280 like it, and that that was definitely a confidence booster 0:15:22.520 --> 0:15:27.360 people from being like a regular mom, regular nurse, regular life. 0:15:28.080 --> 0:15:33.080 You know, I'm sure soccer or whatever sports in the weekends, right, 0:15:34.120 --> 0:15:37.680 tell me to take me through the first time. Yes, 0:15:37.800 --> 0:15:40.080 it's one thing. Listen, I'm not about taking sexy pictures 0:15:40.080 --> 0:15:42.520 because you guys have already seen my Instagram and you 0:15:42.520 --> 0:15:45.240 know I'm trying to evolve a little bit and cover 0:15:45.280 --> 0:15:47.680 it up two seconds. I'm eager to all the time 0:15:47.720 --> 0:15:49.880 to be like, let me just show my ask one time. 0:15:50.160 --> 0:15:52.880 But let me just show my ask one time. But 0:15:53.960 --> 0:15:55.800 tell me and take me through the process of the 0:15:55.880 --> 0:15:59.920 first time you actually decided to, you know, have sex 0:16:00.200 --> 0:16:04.560 openly on only fans like that one time. Okay, look babe, 0:16:04.640 --> 0:16:08.400 we're gonna do it. So all right, you know, just 0:16:08.400 --> 0:16:12.160 say like that send you know that that tell me 0:16:12.200 --> 0:16:14.800 how it was for you to finally put up your 0:16:14.840 --> 0:16:19.240 first video. Yeah, you know. Um so even to this day, 0:16:19.640 --> 0:16:22.440 I think it's the most natural one. It's not like stage, 0:16:22.520 --> 0:16:26.520 just definitely candid, so there's there's drinks involved because usually 0:16:26.560 --> 0:16:30.000 you know, we'll go to dinner, have some drinks, you know, 0:16:30.120 --> 0:16:32.600 you come home and it's kind of like, oh, let's 0:16:32.640 --> 0:16:34.960 just pop the camera on the tripod and you you know, 0:16:34.960 --> 0:16:37.760 and I think if you go into it thinking, well, 0:16:37.760 --> 0:16:39.280 if we don't like, we don't got to post it, 0:16:39.320 --> 0:16:40.680 you know what I mean, like, let's just film it. 0:16:41.000 --> 0:16:43.000 We don't like it, we don't got to post it? Um? 0:16:43.040 --> 0:16:45.040 And what is we don't like it? What does we 0:16:45.080 --> 0:16:46.880 don't like it? Mean? What is it like a bad 0:16:46.960 --> 0:16:51.400 sex video? I guess like for me, I would feel like, oh, 0:16:51.520 --> 0:16:52.840 you know, like as a girl, be like oh I 0:16:52.840 --> 0:16:54.960 don't like that angle or I really chubby, or I 0:16:54.960 --> 0:16:56.640 don't feel like I look cute or I don't know, 0:16:56.800 --> 0:16:59.280 or like I look sloppy or whatever it might be. 0:16:59.320 --> 0:17:02.600 If it looks like which is probably the good stuff, right, 0:17:02.640 --> 0:17:05.600 all the good stuff what they want? Um. But I 0:17:05.600 --> 0:17:07.720 mean at that point, you know, so I think the 0:17:07.760 --> 0:17:10.520 first time we did and we watched it the next morning, 0:17:10.520 --> 0:17:12.320 and of course I'm like, I can't even watch it 0:17:12.400 --> 0:17:14.320 like until this day. I'm like, just tell me if 0:17:14.320 --> 0:17:16.840 it looks good, like I can't. I'm like I just 0:17:17.040 --> 0:17:20.280 have like super embarrassed inside to watch myself. It's very 0:17:20.280 --> 0:17:24.560 weird to get it. I've done I've done it, but 0:17:24.600 --> 0:17:27.000 I've never posted it because then, like in the moment 0:17:27.000 --> 0:17:30.679 when you're horning, like uh yeah, and then when you 0:17:30.720 --> 0:17:32.720 watch it the next day is like, what the funk 0:17:32.880 --> 0:17:35.520 was that? I don't want to turn it off? I 0:17:35.560 --> 0:17:38.800 know sometimes I'm like, who is this bench? What has 0:17:38.880 --> 0:17:42.080 happened here? But yeah, I think then we watched it 0:17:42.200 --> 0:17:45.159 when you know, the next day we're like, that's pretty hot. Okay, 0:17:45.359 --> 0:17:47.200 let's just let's just throw it out there. And then 0:17:47.240 --> 0:17:48.960 people loved it and they wanted more of it, So 0:17:49.000 --> 0:17:50.919 then it gets to be like, okay, let's make another one. 0:17:50.920 --> 0:17:53.320 That was easy. Um. And so that's kind of how 0:17:53.720 --> 0:17:57.000 it first started to be honest. Yeah, so you went 0:17:57.160 --> 0:18:00.720 from like how was your first your first? I mean, look, 0:18:00.840 --> 0:18:03.919 I've never had an only fans. I've always been eager 0:18:03.960 --> 0:18:07.680 to download it. I've watched it through like other people's phones. Um, 0:18:07.760 --> 0:18:09.280 and then here I feel a little bit awkward because 0:18:09.280 --> 0:18:11.080 I'm not gonna lie. I want to support you because 0:18:11.119 --> 0:18:13.480 now after getting to know your story and after getting 0:18:13.480 --> 0:18:15.600 to know you, I really actually like you like, she's 0:18:15.600 --> 0:18:18.359 such a sweet person away from what you may see 0:18:18.400 --> 0:18:20.520 on her Only Fans, and she's sexy and noddy and 0:18:20.520 --> 0:18:23.240 does all these great things. She's such a really nice person. 0:18:23.400 --> 0:18:25.960 So how was your first week? Like your first week 0:18:25.960 --> 0:18:29.119 on only fans? You went from doing like how much money? 0:18:29.520 --> 0:18:33.320 To like how did it evolve? So? I had started, 0:18:33.440 --> 0:18:35.639 I started this page, people were talking about it. I 0:18:35.680 --> 0:18:37.159 signed up. It was kind of a pain, and he 0:18:37.200 --> 0:18:38.840 asked to be honest to sign up as a creator. 0:18:38.920 --> 0:18:40.840 Almost I even made a comment to my husband like 0:18:40.880 --> 0:18:42.560 I'm not I'm not doing this anymore, like I'm done 0:18:42.600 --> 0:18:44.159 with trying this because you have to opo your I 0:18:44.240 --> 0:18:47.240 D So I kind of actually created account and posted 0:18:47.280 --> 0:18:49.040 anything on it. I told a few people in the 0:18:49.160 --> 0:18:51.360 d M s. I went back in there like two 0:18:51.359 --> 0:18:54.880 weeks later, and there was like forties subscribers. I was like, oh, ship, 0:18:54.960 --> 0:18:56.959 people are like paying and I don't have any content 0:18:57.000 --> 0:19:00.720 on there. So then I started posting our first month 0:19:00.760 --> 0:19:04.359 we closed out, it's almost seven somewhere in there, like 0:19:04.400 --> 0:19:08.119 seven thousand dollars and that was with maybe like eight picks. 0:19:09.000 --> 0:19:12.760 And I was like, okay, alright, so this this is 0:19:12.840 --> 0:19:14.920 real deal, Like let me post a little bit more 0:19:15.000 --> 0:19:17.920 with some effort, and then it just kept going and going. 0:19:17.920 --> 0:19:19.640 You know. We we stayed around that seven to eight 0:19:19.680 --> 0:19:21.520 grand mark for a couple of months and then it 0:19:21.600 --> 0:19:26.160 was like fifty sixty now over three thousand dollars a month. 0:19:26.640 --> 0:19:29.240 I mean, and this we just hit one year on 0:19:29.280 --> 0:19:33.399 the ninth September, So that's all within a year, and 0:19:33.440 --> 0:19:36.600 I mean it grew very very quickly, very quickly, hundred 0:19:36.720 --> 0:19:43.639 thousand a month. How does your change? You know? It 0:19:43.760 --> 0:19:46.760 was its dramatic. I mean it's like I think, I mean, 0:19:46.800 --> 0:19:49.159 I continue to work as a nurse until even when 0:19:49.160 --> 0:19:51.719 I was making sixty seventy grand a month, and I remember, 0:19:51.720 --> 0:19:53.560 looking back, I'm like, who the hell would do that? 0:19:53.600 --> 0:19:56.080 But I never felt like the money was real. It 0:19:56.160 --> 0:19:59.480 always felt like bullshit, like this is this can't be real? 0:20:00.080 --> 0:20:03.200 And it just kept coming in. And of course then 0:20:03.240 --> 0:20:05.600 I learned the platform and what makes you more money, 0:20:05.640 --> 0:20:08.560 and you know, making more videos obviously is where you 0:20:08.600 --> 0:20:10.360 make a lot more money. And so it's like once 0:20:10.400 --> 0:20:13.760 you figure that out, you're like, oh wow, like this 0:20:13.840 --> 0:20:16.320 is a lot. And so I mean, for us, we 0:20:16.400 --> 0:20:19.160 haven't splurged. We bought a new jeep and we're gonna 0:20:19.200 --> 0:20:21.359