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Speaker 1: Angie Martinez in Real Life podcast. We're shooting our episode

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Speaker 1: right now with the amazing Lunell, who is here, which

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Speaker 1: I'm so excited about today.

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Speaker 2: I'm stoked, are you? Yes?

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Speaker 3: So I got I'm gonna tell the room.

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Speaker 1: I got a video from DJ Envy Well was on

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Speaker 1: the Breakfast Club.

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Speaker 4: Hey, Angie, this is your girl, Lunell, the original backgirl

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Speaker 4: of comedy. I'm year with these foods at the Breakfast

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Speaker 4: Club and I'm sorry I can't see you. I'll be

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Speaker 4: here tomorrow, but I'm miss you again. I just want

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Speaker 4: to tell you that I'm really enjoying your podcast. I

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Speaker 4: think your Laurya London interview was the interview I had

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Speaker 4: been waiting for. And if you ever wanted to do

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Speaker 4: a deep dive into who I am and check me

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Speaker 4: out and have me on, I'd be glad to come on.

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Speaker 4: I think you're a boss that I've been loving you

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Speaker 4: a long time.

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Speaker 2: Keep up the good way.

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Speaker 3: I was so fluttered.

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Speaker 4: I watched more than Lawrence, but I just thought that

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Speaker 4: the interview she did with you was the best one

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Speaker 4: for me, and people like me did a great job.

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Speaker 4: I thought you felt very well lax, with you very vulnerable,

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Speaker 4: with you, and you know, as a person in that community,

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Speaker 4: in the sixties area, and as a person who used

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Speaker 4: to go to the Marathion shop, I bought the vape.

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Speaker 4: You know, we've had our CDs in the same record store.

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Speaker 4: And I missed him, but I was able to get

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Speaker 4: the great, big, giant Nipsey poster with his autograph, which

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Speaker 4: is in my living room. I asked him, could to

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Speaker 4: have it, but I never got to get with him.

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Speaker 4: But we mourned so bad after that happened so bad,

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Speaker 4: like literally it felt like the birds weren't even chirping

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Speaker 4: the same that we need, we as a regular people,

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Speaker 4: I felt we needed, we needed something to hold on

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Speaker 4: to and that was Lauren. And when she came to

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Speaker 4: your podcast, and we could feel how she felt and

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Speaker 4: we were feeling you know, we couldn't feel how she felt,

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Speaker 4: but we felt certain type of ways too, And you know, community,

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Speaker 4: you want to have a community when you're going through

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Speaker 4: something like that. So I thought you did a really

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Speaker 4: good job on her, and she was really great, really great.

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Speaker 4: But before that, you know, anybody who's been around for

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Speaker 4: the entire fifty years of hip hop knows you because

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Speaker 4: you've been in the culture from the gate, and you know,

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Speaker 4: from being in rap and from having radio shows like

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Speaker 4: I've seen you all my life and you're still beautiful.

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Speaker 2: A boss is still relevant.

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Speaker 4: And that's why I didn't think you knew me, I said,

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Speaker 1: Why would you think.

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Speaker 3: That you've been at this? How many years have you

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Speaker 3: been at this? Yeah?

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Speaker 2: But you know, the East Coast.

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Speaker 4: I would always be hip to people from the West Coast,

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Speaker 4: and the West Coast don't definitely not hip to everybody

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Speaker 4: in the East Coast. And I'm a West Coast chick period.

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Speaker 4: And I go to New York, but I'm not of

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Speaker 2: New York with the cameras. I love men from New York.

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Speaker 3: Wait, where are you original? As you were born?

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Speaker 4: You weren't born, were born in Arkansas, raised in Oakland, California.

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Speaker 2: In the May area. May area, girl, it's nothing.

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Speaker 3: And you got the residency there.

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Speaker 1: So so the crazy thing is when so you were coming,

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Speaker 1: I was looking at a bunch of your interviews and

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Speaker 3: Right, I saw that you wanted to do a night.

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Speaker 2: You want to be late I want to be the

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Speaker 1: Always I was going to be no daytime. I was

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Speaker 2: I never want daytime.

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Speaker 1: I never want I'm too scared of late night. I'm

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Speaker 2: Of what they just they do.

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Speaker 4: Like see, I would not come out on my show

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Speaker 4: I want my show to be more like you know,

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Speaker 4: there used to be a show called Playboy after Dark

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Speaker 4: Hugh Hefner and had a bunch of bitches and liquor

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Speaker 4: and yeah, and everybody just be juicing around and he

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Speaker 3: So that's what That's what your late night show will be.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I would have wanted to be like that, But

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Speaker 2: what is the struggles?

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Speaker 1: Because I feel we have the same Has anybody this

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Speaker 2: No? Fuck him. Really, the Lord has finally revealed to me.

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Speaker 4: I've been bucking bucking against the Lord all my life,

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Speaker 2: So I don't have any worries anymore.

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Speaker 3: What does that mean?

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Speaker 2: You say? You him, Well, you know, going to church

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Speaker 4: Doing it, but I did it, and I'm just doing

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Speaker 1: I feel you've had many lives. Oh yeah, I want

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Speaker 2: Okay, here's the deal. I really want to be on

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Speaker 4: Yeah, you know, I want to be like Where the

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Speaker 4: George Lofez and our Senio, we both had late night shows,

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Speaker 4: said Mitch, you crazy and I'm never gonna let you

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Speaker 4: you have to subscribe to se me and stuff like that.

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Speaker 4: I know that I want that, But I think being

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Speaker 4: I think that the people who in follow me, if

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Speaker 3: So you have given up that idea of doing that.

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Speaker 4: I've been given it, but I just don't. I don't

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Speaker 1: My whole life, I wanted to do daytime TV. I

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Speaker 4: That you they just didn't come out and say no

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Speaker 4: because you Puerto Rican and they're not gonna let you

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Speaker 4: on daytime TV. That's what they really should have just

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Speaker 1: I don't know it was because of how I told

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Speaker 4: These motherfuckers are blowing up your ass. You have to

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Speaker 4: know if you're not gonna let me, you know, funk,

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Speaker 4: that the demographic and the numbers say because you're fat

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Speaker 4: and you're black and you're old, and we don't want

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Speaker 4: you say that. I respect that. That's what honest, you know,

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Speaker 4: because you know that I had their foot on minorities

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Speaker 2: They wish we'd all go away, just go away.

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Speaker 4: Be I guess I guess what I'm asking.

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Speaker 1: I know, No, No, it's your experience. No, but I

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Speaker 4: So I figure out okay, just.

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Speaker 1: Like I could see, I don't really know even what

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Speaker 2: That is a perfect world, right, Yes you heard that. Lord.

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Speaker 3: By the way, hell will freeze over the following months.

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Speaker 2: Already frozen over, hasn't it? With Donald Trump for president?

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Speaker 2: You know what I.

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Speaker 1: Should never guess. I should never done anything.

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Speaker 2: Shit the Cotdom jumped over the moon and all.

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Speaker 4: That shit, Well that happens, listens, bananas.

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Speaker 1: So who are you and how did you become this?

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Speaker 3: I don't know? Start me as a kid, like what

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Speaker 4: First of all, Andrew Martinez, Yes, you're not gonna make

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Speaker 4: me cry in this bit, no saving it for the book,

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Speaker 4: but anyway, but I will tell you. What I can

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Speaker 2: No aggressive woman really wants.

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Speaker 4: To be that way with that way, because we've had

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Speaker 3: Were you surviving?

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Speaker 1: What is the thing?

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Speaker 3: What is what makes you that way? Because there's plenty

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Speaker 1: From Oakland to put people from Brooklyn that are soft

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Speaker 1: and not really you know, yes, there are everybody hands

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Speaker 4: Everybody handles maybe about ten I know about ten soft bitches.

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Speaker 4: you know, like I've survived murder, murder, murder, murder, murder

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Speaker 4: she's been through it. My father was murdered, my sister

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Speaker 4: Things behind every comedian's you know, they say that there's

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Speaker 4: And well it played a big part for me. Like

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Speaker 4: oh it's not on your own, motherfucking right.

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Speaker 1: So they snatched you from your older brothers and sisters.

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Speaker 3: Do you ever share those stories?

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Speaker 4: I talk about more than my family wants me to

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Speaker 3: Have you had to work on yourself?

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Speaker 1: Like? Have you had to work on that? Or you

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Speaker 1: You planned on doing that anytime?

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Speaker 4: You know, I went to see a therapist from my

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Speaker 4: I think I should go into therapy then, because I'm

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Speaker 4: But if they wanted me to play something like, you know,

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Speaker 3: That doesn't scare you, Yes, very scared.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, because you've been suppressing it for all these it's

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Speaker 4: Nobody gives a fuck at the end of the day

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Speaker 2: About what about your story?

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Speaker 4: Because everybody's got the story, Like, bitch, you try to

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Speaker 4: my brother shot, My daddy didn't kill herself. You know,

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Speaker 4: everybody trying to I'll do somebody with your I'm not

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Speaker 2: I'm not. You know, everybody's got their own shit.

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Speaker 4: And then you know why, I hope that's not true.

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Speaker 3: It is true to a certain extent.

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Speaker 4: I mean, there are people who know everything about me. No,

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Speaker 4: I'm sure there are, And those are my friends that

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Speaker 1: I operate on a different system. I think that the

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Speaker 4: I agree with that, And that's what a one woman

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Speaker 4: even did stand up, And yeah, you know, I want

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Speaker 4: I want to share my whole story. I want to

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Speaker 4: name names. Everybody will shut there when I get ready

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Speaker 4: I want.

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Speaker 2: To do it balls out.

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Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. I don't want to play.

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Speaker 4: If I'm gonna share it, I'm gonna do it in

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Speaker 4: You can reference it, you go back to it, so

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Speaker 4: I don't have to keep telling this shit over and

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I get that. Do you think really, people don't

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Speaker 1: Is that really?

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Speaker 3: Do you really walk around like that?

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Speaker 2: I feel like that, yeah, because I don't. You know,

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Speaker 4: I care about some shot. I can't care about every

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Speaker 4: about I can't.

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Speaker 3: I don't believe you.

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Speaker 4: I've done so much, so I've done a lot from

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Speaker 2: You know.

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Speaker 4: Everybody says that, but I have little you know, things

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Speaker 1: You know, I don't believe you, just from the short

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Speaker 1: on proceeded to tell me how you were affected by

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Speaker 2: Can care about them.

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Speaker 4: I don't care about some of my friends and there problem.

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Speaker 4: That's what I'm talking about. I care about them. I

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Speaker 4: don't care about all this other shit. You know, everybody

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Speaker 4: got problems. I don't want to hear it I don't

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Speaker 4: want to hear it. Don't tell me because now you

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Speaker 4: want me to help you solve it.

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Speaker 2: That's a low key, you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: By me telling you my problems, that gives you responsible

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Speaker 4: People they're telling you because they want you to help them.

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Speaker 4: I don't care, and I'm not helping.

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Speaker 2: I'm done.

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Speaker 4: I'm fresh out of favors. I don't pay back every motherfucker.

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Speaker 4: I owe money too. I don't done good things. I

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Speaker 4: And I'm just you know, I'm fresh out of favors.

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Speaker 4: If I do anything, it's because I want to. Like

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Speaker 4: if I go to your house and I see you

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Speaker 4: don't have no food, and my friend, I'm gonna take you.

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Speaker 2: Let's go get some food. But if I go to

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Speaker 2: your house, you be like, show is hung greed, you know, like,

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Speaker 2: don't drop a lug on me. You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 2: I got eyes. I hate that shit.

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Speaker 1: You don't like being manipulated.

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Speaker 4: I'm not gonna be minute. I've been manipulated a million

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Speaker 4: it is.

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Speaker 1: That is my pet peeven life. I don't like what

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Speaker 4: I don't like that. That's when I buck up. But

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Speaker 4: I don't like I don't like my heart fucked with

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Speaker 4: at all. Yeah, and then I only got only got

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Speaker 4: two reactions. I'm gonna be crushed and devastated or I

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Speaker 4: want to fuck you up some kind of way, And

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Speaker 4: I'm trying not.

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Speaker 2: To do that shit no more.

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Speaker 3: And you shouldn't do that. You gotta be the best

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Speaker 3: version of yourself.

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Speaker 1: That you could be. Boo.

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Speaker 4: I just want to be my authentic and my authentic

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Speaker 4: version has gotten me some respect in this game, not

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Speaker 4: just because who Knowell's loud and brass. But I back

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Speaker 4: up all this shit I say. If I say that,

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Speaker 4: I'm not afraid to follow now motherfucking the game on stage,

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Speaker 4: I'm not. If I say that I'm gonna pick your

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Speaker 4: I'm going to do that. But if I say I'm

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Speaker 4: I'm going.

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Speaker 2: To do that. You know, be afraid. And I've been

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Speaker 4: I don't want to go again. These only couples I'm

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Speaker 4: trying to wear. But if you fucked with my heart. Figure,

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Speaker 4: you gotta gollbitches on. Don't fuck with my heart. You

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Speaker 4: know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: You're such a softy.

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Speaker 2: I know.

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Speaker 4: I wish the men do that. They're so scared of me.

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Speaker 3: Chell. What was that time? Like, how old were you

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Speaker 3: when you went to jail?

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Speaker 1: It was like four months, right, I was like thirty six. Oh,

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Speaker 1: you're in your thirties. You were grown.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, but I got caught when I was grown. But

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Speaker 4: I did it years before, just.

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Speaker 3: Living life, illegal life, on the run.

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Speaker 4: You know, Giona didn't start that ship. I've been on

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Speaker 1: What is Jill like for you? At thirty six?

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Speaker 2: That was horrible. It was the worst thing. It was

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Speaker 2: hell hell, hell, hell, hell. Like to talk about that.

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Speaker 4: I have so many fucked up things about jail. The

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Speaker 4: moment you see the lights in your rear view mirror,

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Speaker 4: it's all downhill after that, baby, Oh oh.

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Speaker 1: They I don't know how you got to run.

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Speaker 2: I got rested at the house. They came and got me.

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Speaker 4: I jumped the fence and went around the building, but

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Speaker 4: they came around the other side and they got me,

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Speaker 4: and then.

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Speaker 2: I got I got popped in uh.

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Speaker 4: In the Bay Area, and they had to I went

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Speaker 4: to three jails in the Bay Area before I got

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Speaker 4: Extra diety too. They had to come get me from

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Speaker 4: LA bring me back to Los Angeles.

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Speaker 1: You know right away, Oh this is gonna suck. This

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Speaker 1: is gonna suck.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, you would know too. You ever been to jail. Jail?

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Speaker 1: I can't, and I'm closerphobic. It would be the worst experience.

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Speaker 4: And not all are you lose your mother whole mind

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Speaker 4: fucking it's the worst you'd I'd rather somebody set you

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Speaker 4: on fire then put you in jail. You can hear

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Speaker 4: from that, but going to jail, you might not. Never

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Speaker 4: tell me the worst part. The worst part for me

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Speaker 4: was I had just had my kid. So my kid

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Speaker 4: was like not even a year. So I missed her

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Speaker 4: first Halloween and I missed her first Thanksgiving. I got

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Speaker 4: out right before her first Christmas. You know, having a

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Speaker 4: new kid and going to gym be and separate. You

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Speaker 4: don't know if the blankets are from at night, you

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Speaker 4: don't know if their feet are warm, and drives you insane.

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Speaker 2: You cry every day.

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, people know who You weren't famous yet, Oh

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Speaker 1: yes I was.

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Speaker 4: They were saying, what's some comic view year comic view?

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Speaker 4: You know, because I comic view had been out, so

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Speaker 4: it's going so they you know, I wasn't like now,

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Speaker 4: but it was our big shit in jail. Yeah, I

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Speaker 4: appreciate everything. I appreciate. Every time I get in my bathdrob,

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Speaker 4: I just say thank you Jesus. You know, the showers

444
00:19:31,040 --> 00:19:33,760
Speaker 4: in jail, it's like somebody's spitting on you. It's not

445
00:19:34,200 --> 00:19:39,639
Speaker 4: plush streams of water. It's drizzling, ratchet bullshit. And you know,

446
00:19:39,760 --> 00:19:44,440
Speaker 4: I'm just happy for salting pepper, especially salt. Sorry, I'm

447
00:19:44,560 --> 00:19:48,480
Speaker 4: very happy for a pillow. I'm happy for all that shit.

448
00:19:49,200 --> 00:19:52,240
Speaker 4: Going to the bathroom with our ten bitches looking at

449
00:19:52,280 --> 00:19:57,040
Speaker 4: you the fuck you're looking at you?

450
00:19:57,080 --> 00:19:57,600
Speaker 1: Went there?

451
00:19:58,040 --> 00:20:01,520
Speaker 4: Yeah, because this ship had they call them shower sharks,

452
00:20:01,720 --> 00:20:04,720
Speaker 4: should be lurking around like she got your fucking mind.

453
00:20:04,960 --> 00:20:05,600
Speaker 2: Listen, listen.

454
00:20:05,880 --> 00:20:08,919
Speaker 4: I was only gonna have one fight in jail, and

455
00:20:09,040 --> 00:20:12,000
Speaker 4: no I didn't because the girls, my girls helped me down.

456
00:20:13,119 --> 00:20:16,040
Speaker 4: No Miss Campbell, no Miss Campbell. And this brother looked

457
00:20:16,040 --> 00:20:20,440
Speaker 4: like George Jefferson, all last bitch. And then I had

458
00:20:20,440 --> 00:20:23,919
Speaker 4: a cell maid and I'm tiny, and tiny was a

459
00:20:24,000 --> 00:20:26,760
Speaker 4: big some morning. She about twenty three years old, had

460
00:20:26,800 --> 00:20:30,320
Speaker 4: like five kids. She's giant, beautiful ass Hawaiian. Some more

461
00:20:30,400 --> 00:20:35,320
Speaker 4: bitch as she said every day, Miss Gumbo, let's go exercise.

462
00:20:35,440 --> 00:20:38,000
Speaker 4: I said, tiny, I don't feel like exciting. Okay, don't

463
00:20:38,080 --> 00:20:40,879
Speaker 4: make me pick you up, Miss Gumbo. Shit like that

464
00:20:41,119 --> 00:20:43,640
Speaker 4: give you a little bit of joy. But the rest

465
00:20:43,640 --> 00:20:46,359
Speaker 4: of the shit was bullshit because people be hollering at you.

466
00:20:46,440 --> 00:20:51,480
Speaker 4: Used to be fighting and you know, you know you

467
00:20:51,600 --> 00:20:53,320
Speaker 4: have cell mates, they're not well.

468
00:20:53,800 --> 00:20:55,760
Speaker 2: Like I had a selling that was on heroin.

469
00:20:56,080 --> 00:21:01,359
Speaker 4: This bitch convulsed, bounced out the motherfucking you know, the

470
00:21:01,560 --> 00:21:07,040
Speaker 4: fucking bunch flat right by me, broken fucking arm, hair on.

471
00:21:07,200 --> 00:21:08,080
Speaker 2: Junkie ass bitch.

472
00:21:08,520 --> 00:21:13,280
Speaker 4: I'm like, help help me, I'm sorry, help me, God,

473
00:21:14,040 --> 00:21:15,399
Speaker 4: what the fuck this is?

474
00:21:15,520 --> 00:21:15,720
Speaker 2: You know?

475
00:21:16,440 --> 00:21:19,080
Speaker 4: So I if you don't find some humor in that

476
00:21:19,160 --> 00:21:22,439
Speaker 4: ship later, you will totally like you know, I.

477
00:21:22,440 --> 00:21:23,159
Speaker 2: Mean the stories.

478
00:21:23,359 --> 00:21:24,920
Speaker 3: Do you find humor and everything?

479
00:21:25,200 --> 00:21:25,640
Speaker 2: Everything?

480
00:21:26,119 --> 00:21:26,359
Speaker 3: Is there?

481
00:21:26,440 --> 00:21:26,600
Speaker 2: Ever?

482
00:21:26,720 --> 00:21:28,159
Speaker 3: Anything you didn't find humor in?

483
00:21:28,200 --> 00:21:28,440
Speaker 1: Ever?

484
00:21:28,680 --> 00:21:32,359
Speaker 4: At my mother's funeral, if I was cracking the fuck up,

485
00:21:32,560 --> 00:21:35,320
Speaker 4: really yeah, people were rubbing my back and they thought

486
00:21:35,320 --> 00:21:43,840
Speaker 4: I was crying. My mother's friend wanted to sing at

487
00:21:43,880 --> 00:21:49,440
Speaker 4: the fucking funeral. I'm distraught, so I agree to let

488
00:21:49,480 --> 00:21:52,280
Speaker 4: this no sing and ask beer sing at my mama's funeral.

489
00:21:52,480 --> 00:21:58,199
Speaker 4: This miss five verses of flat off to I'm in

490
00:21:58,240 --> 00:22:00,359
Speaker 4: the front of the casket, is right there. I'm like,

491
00:22:00,480 --> 00:22:03,240
Speaker 4: my mama, it's gonna rise about this motherfucking slapt the

492
00:22:03,280 --> 00:22:08,720
Speaker 4: shit and I'm letting. She's singing and it's hilarious. So yeah,

493
00:22:09,359 --> 00:22:10,600
Speaker 4: my mama's funeral.

494
00:22:10,920 --> 00:22:11,200
Speaker 2: Wow.

495
00:22:11,680 --> 00:22:14,200
Speaker 1: You know, so never never a time in your life

496
00:22:14,240 --> 00:22:15,560
Speaker 1: where humor is off limits.

497
00:22:15,680 --> 00:22:18,200
Speaker 2: No, save my life, I have to think that way.

498
00:22:18,320 --> 00:22:20,639
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I don't kill somebody, and it's just I

499
00:22:20,720 --> 00:22:24,520
Speaker 4: either am raging the fuck out or I'm gonna find

500
00:22:24,560 --> 00:22:26,800
Speaker 4: something funny about this shit. And I don't have to

501
00:22:26,880 --> 00:22:30,000
Speaker 4: find it. It's just there, we see it, you know.

502
00:22:30,240 --> 00:22:31,440
Speaker 3: So it really saved you.

503
00:22:31,440 --> 00:22:32,680
Speaker 2: You saved it absolutely.

504
00:22:33,000 --> 00:22:35,280
Speaker 3: I wonder what your future therapist is gonna say about that.

505
00:22:35,480 --> 00:22:38,280
Speaker 4: They're running from me right now. They're like, not me, motherfucker.

506
00:22:38,320 --> 00:22:40,399
Speaker 4: You can have it, but I got time fucking with

507
00:22:40,440 --> 00:22:41,280
Speaker 4: you now and this shit.

508
00:22:42,280 --> 00:22:45,480
Speaker 1: So if you have if humor in comedy is and everything,

509
00:22:45,480 --> 00:22:48,399
Speaker 1: even the sad moments, what about like in romance, is

510
00:22:48,400 --> 00:22:49,000
Speaker 1: it there too?

511
00:22:49,119 --> 00:22:52,360
Speaker 3: Like is there nothing sacred of like.

512
00:22:51,640 --> 00:22:53,200
Speaker 1: Like if a man was like, look at you did

513
00:22:53,240 --> 00:22:55,560
Speaker 1: in your eye trying to be real serious and romantic?

514
00:22:55,920 --> 00:22:57,760
Speaker 3: Is there humor in that too for you?

515
00:22:57,960 --> 00:22:58,520
Speaker 2: Absolutely?

516
00:22:59,280 --> 00:23:01,639
Speaker 1: He can't take it. You can't take it. No, you

517
00:23:01,680 --> 00:23:02,199
Speaker 1: can't take it.

518
00:23:02,440 --> 00:23:05,840
Speaker 4: I could be romantic and shit, but that told me

519
00:23:05,960 --> 00:23:07,640
Speaker 4: you done it. That's part of the romance.

520
00:23:07,880 --> 00:23:08,120
Speaker 2: Life.

521
00:23:08,160 --> 00:23:11,199
Speaker 4: Don't need to be included in the romance. If I

522
00:23:11,240 --> 00:23:13,000
Speaker 4: meet a mother, if I'll give a fuck, how good

523
00:23:13,040 --> 00:23:15,240
Speaker 4: you look. If you don't have a sense of humor,

524
00:23:15,840 --> 00:23:18,359
Speaker 4: we're done, said, and you gotta get my sense of

525
00:23:18,440 --> 00:23:20,880
Speaker 4: humor or you're gonna be all in your feelings and shit,

526
00:23:23,320 --> 00:23:25,160
Speaker 4: you know it's really funny.

527
00:23:25,400 --> 00:23:28,399
Speaker 3: So humor all the time? Does it bother you if

528
00:23:28,480 --> 00:23:30,200
Speaker 3: something if you can't find something funny?

529
00:23:30,600 --> 00:23:33,840
Speaker 2: No, because I always can. You always t It's a gift.

530
00:23:34,200 --> 00:23:34,520
Speaker 1: It is.

531
00:23:34,720 --> 00:23:36,920
Speaker 4: It's like being able to play the piano. I don't

532
00:23:36,960 --> 00:23:37,679
Speaker 4: have to find it.

533
00:23:37,760 --> 00:23:38,040
Speaker 2: I can.

534
00:23:38,400 --> 00:23:40,440
Speaker 1: It's just there. Yeah, all the time.

535
00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:40,879
Speaker 2: Sure.

536
00:23:41,000 --> 00:23:42,439
Speaker 1: Do you feel the pressure to be funny?

537
00:23:42,440 --> 00:23:43,600
Speaker 2: Ever? No?

538
00:23:43,600 --> 00:23:47,359
Speaker 1: No, it's some comedians. I feel like it's hard. Like

539
00:23:47,359 --> 00:23:49,720
Speaker 1: when I'm trying to interview somebody and it's it's like

540
00:23:49,760 --> 00:23:50,640
Speaker 1: they can't.

541
00:23:50,520 --> 00:23:51,960
Speaker 2: They can't turn it off.

542
00:23:52,080 --> 00:23:54,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, but it's more of an act team.

543
00:23:54,520 --> 00:23:55,240
Speaker 2: Trying too hard.

544
00:23:55,480 --> 00:23:57,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's like they're always performing.

545
00:23:57,560 --> 00:24:01,440
Speaker 4: Because it's not their gift. They're just doing it. Yeah,

546
00:24:01,680 --> 00:24:04,840
Speaker 4: if it's a gift, you can control it. H like

547
00:24:04,920 --> 00:24:07,880
Speaker 4: the gift that Stevie Wonder has in playing the piano.

548
00:24:08,520 --> 00:24:11,040
Speaker 4: You know when to play louder, when to bring it down.

549
00:24:11,920 --> 00:24:13,240
Speaker 4: You can't even see the keys.

550
00:24:13,800 --> 00:24:14,439
Speaker 2: It's a gift.

551
00:24:14,720 --> 00:24:16,320
Speaker 3: So when did you find it? When did you know

552
00:24:16,400 --> 00:24:16,960
Speaker 3: that's what it was?

553
00:24:17,040 --> 00:24:17,479
Speaker 1: Take me back?

554
00:24:17,520 --> 00:24:19,440
Speaker 3: Thar me as a kid in Oakland.

555
00:24:19,240 --> 00:24:23,280
Speaker 4: Okay, for eighty percent of my life. It's pretty fabulous

556
00:24:23,760 --> 00:24:26,320
Speaker 4: for a ghetto bitch, you know what I'm saying. I'm

557
00:24:26,320 --> 00:24:28,719
Speaker 4: not on the yachts. I don't go to the illuminati

558
00:24:28,760 --> 00:24:30,240
Speaker 4: white party and all that shit.

559
00:24:31,000 --> 00:24:35,280
Speaker 2: Did you talk much? But you do whatever you want.

560
00:24:35,359 --> 00:24:37,000
Speaker 3: You're gonna be the nighttime host.

561
00:24:36,920 --> 00:24:40,359
Speaker 4: About the right, right. No, I've been I've been to

562
00:24:40,400 --> 00:24:43,120
Speaker 4: a Diddy party before. It's fabulous. I don't be out

563
00:24:43,200 --> 00:24:45,520
Speaker 4: on these jats and doing all that before. A chick

564
00:24:46,040 --> 00:24:49,200
Speaker 4: who came from where I came from. I'm doing very well, right,

565
00:24:49,880 --> 00:24:52,679
Speaker 4: and so I have the a couple of you know,

566
00:24:52,960 --> 00:24:58,560
Speaker 4: property things and like a video recording studio in Sherman Oaks,

567
00:24:58,600 --> 00:25:02,399
Speaker 4: and then I have a your Primate in the Krensyard district,

568
00:25:02,480 --> 00:25:05,120
Speaker 4: and then I have my house in the Krenstar District,

569
00:25:05,119 --> 00:25:07,760
Speaker 4: and I have my house that I bought in Vegas,

570
00:25:07,800 --> 00:25:09,800
Speaker 4: and I have the residency in Vegas, and I'm on

571
00:25:09,880 --> 00:25:13,280
Speaker 4: the road and I got you know, Netflix special coming

572
00:25:13,359 --> 00:25:17,199
Speaker 4: out and all this kind of stuff. But at the

573
00:25:17,320 --> 00:25:20,879
Speaker 4: end of the day, like after Sunday Monday, when I

574
00:25:20,880 --> 00:25:24,240
Speaker 4: do Vegas, and then Tuesday morning, my sister leaves and

575
00:25:24,280 --> 00:25:26,520
Speaker 4: goes home because I don't need them during the week,

576
00:25:26,520 --> 00:25:31,520
Speaker 4: and you're home by myself, And well, actually I like

577
00:25:31,600 --> 00:25:35,320
Speaker 4: it a lot because if I'm by myself from last Vegas,

578
00:25:35,480 --> 00:25:38,280
Speaker 4: it's the peace that I never knew that I needed.

579
00:25:38,480 --> 00:25:38,719
Speaker 2: You know.

580
00:25:39,280 --> 00:25:46,199
Speaker 4: It's very very beautiful, very comfortable, very lavish for me,

581
00:25:46,600 --> 00:25:53,240
Speaker 4: and it's a very zen, great fun spot. I oftentimes

582
00:25:54,000 --> 00:25:57,879
Speaker 4: wish there was somebody in there with me to swim

583
00:25:57,920 --> 00:26:01,960
Speaker 4: in the pool or to shoot pool with, or to

584
00:26:02,080 --> 00:26:04,960
Speaker 4: watch a movie with with my new surround sound. But

585
00:26:05,000 --> 00:26:07,439
Speaker 4: then half of me says, do you really, bitch, do

586
00:26:07,520 --> 00:26:10,119
Speaker 4: you really want that? Or do you just having a

587
00:26:10,280 --> 00:26:13,600
Speaker 4: moment because you know you get so used to being

588
00:26:13,720 --> 00:26:16,240
Speaker 4: by yourself that I don't want I don't want that

589
00:26:16,359 --> 00:26:18,760
Speaker 4: like that, I want that like that. You know what

590
00:26:18,800 --> 00:26:23,040
Speaker 4: I'm saying. I don't want any of that. And I'm

591
00:26:23,240 --> 00:26:26,920
Speaker 4: like that because I just got displaced. It's really really nice.

592
00:26:26,960 --> 00:26:30,320
Speaker 4: It's rebby. You know, it's decorated like a decorator would do,

593
00:26:30,480 --> 00:26:33,359
Speaker 4: and you know it's nice, and I did it myself,

594
00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:35,760
Speaker 4: and I would love I don't give a fuck about

595
00:26:35,840 --> 00:26:38,879
Speaker 4: just a little, you know, maybe a little weekend thang.

596
00:26:39,680 --> 00:26:42,679
Speaker 4: But you know, do I want Do I want a

597
00:26:42,800 --> 00:26:46,840
Speaker 4: mate again? I don't know. I flirt, I put myself

598
00:26:46,840 --> 00:26:49,879
Speaker 4: out there. I would love to date and all that

599
00:26:49,960 --> 00:26:52,440
Speaker 4: kind of stuff. But do I really want you?

600
00:26:52,800 --> 00:26:55,280
Speaker 2: Do I really? That's the question.

601
00:26:55,480 --> 00:26:57,720
Speaker 4: And I would love to say yes, but I don't

602
00:26:57,760 --> 00:26:58,920
Speaker 4: think that it is yes.

603
00:26:59,280 --> 00:27:01,399
Speaker 2: I sleep it like nineteens in the bed with me.

604
00:27:01,480 --> 00:27:04,239
Speaker 4: I got a backscratcher, I got my I got my

605
00:27:04,440 --> 00:27:08,760
Speaker 4: I phone, I have my glasses, two remote, a bottle

606
00:27:08,760 --> 00:27:11,120
Speaker 4: of water, and all kinds of ship.

607
00:27:11,280 --> 00:27:13,240
Speaker 2: Can you get into bed with me with all my ship?

608
00:27:13,280 --> 00:27:15,040
Speaker 2: Because I need all this ship? Well, I guess I.

609
00:27:15,000 --> 00:27:17,920
Speaker 4: Wouldn't need to backscratcher if I had a man baby,

610
00:27:17,960 --> 00:27:20,919
Speaker 4: scratch my back scratch they might get one of them

611
00:27:20,960 --> 00:27:26,000
Speaker 4: sleeping motherfuckers that that. Oh God, see, I need you

612
00:27:26,040 --> 00:27:27,560
Speaker 4: to be attentive. I need you to know if I

613
00:27:27,600 --> 00:27:30,480
Speaker 4: fell out the bed, you know what I'm saying. I

614
00:27:30,600 --> 00:27:32,960
Speaker 4: mean all this stuff with that, I don't got left

615
00:27:32,960 --> 00:27:35,119
Speaker 4: her house and you know, fucking gone.

616
00:27:35,640 --> 00:27:38,280
Speaker 2: I want that. I'm telling the truth.

617
00:27:38,680 --> 00:27:40,840
Speaker 3: No, I know you are, I know you, but that's

618
00:27:40,880 --> 00:27:41,560
Speaker 3: your humor.

619
00:27:41,359 --> 00:27:41,679
Speaker 4: Right.

620
00:27:43,520 --> 00:27:45,879
Speaker 2: Truth. Yeah, my humor is the truth.

621
00:27:45,880 --> 00:27:46,800
Speaker 3: But how would you even know?

622
00:27:46,920 --> 00:27:48,840
Speaker 1: Have you ever been in like a long term, healthy,

623
00:27:48,920 --> 00:27:56,600
Speaker 1: like healthy, healthy relationship? No? Okay, because we all have

624
00:27:56,720 --> 00:27:58,080
Speaker 1: to learn that from somebody.

625
00:27:58,080 --> 00:28:01,440
Speaker 2: We all have to. Okay, I my girlfriend just got

626
00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:04,480
Speaker 2: married at like sixty eight.

627
00:28:04,600 --> 00:28:08,840
Speaker 4: Sixty six, like sixty six, happy as a fucking teenager.

628
00:28:09,440 --> 00:28:12,639
Speaker 4: So you know, the Lord will will Well what I

629
00:28:12,680 --> 00:28:14,960
Speaker 4: said that here is revealed to me everything that I'm

630
00:28:14,960 --> 00:28:17,800
Speaker 4: gonna that I want. If I wanted that, I should

631
00:28:17,840 --> 00:28:20,840
Speaker 4: pray about that and then I might get that. Right now,

632
00:28:20,880 --> 00:28:24,600
Speaker 4: I feel pretty defeated, and I said, Damn, I guess

633
00:28:24,600 --> 00:28:27,040
Speaker 4: I'm at the age where I'm just gonna have to

634
00:28:27,040 --> 00:28:30,240
Speaker 4: settle for like a little random fuck here and there,

635
00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:32,960
Speaker 4: and that love is not in the cards for me

636
00:28:33,080 --> 00:28:35,560
Speaker 4: no more, you know, really yeah, I feel like I

637
00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:37,159
Speaker 4: just am a slave to the people.

638
00:28:37,320 --> 00:28:39,240
Speaker 1: Does that make you sad a little bit?

639
00:28:40,080 --> 00:28:41,400
Speaker 2: You know, because they.

640
00:28:41,480 --> 00:28:43,720
Speaker 3: Change your mind? Things change, you never know, you never know.

641
00:28:44,400 --> 00:28:46,960
Speaker 4: Or girl, if you go on my d I'm telling

642
00:28:47,080 --> 00:28:49,120
Speaker 4: the people who like me, I do not like them.

643
00:28:49,040 --> 00:28:55,240
Speaker 2: Who they're older, they're chuviier than me. That's a no.

644
00:28:55,440 --> 00:28:58,600
Speaker 4: I'm already just ch everyone, So that's you know, it's

645
00:28:58,640 --> 00:29:03,040
Speaker 4: not gonna work. And then that way down in the country,

646
00:29:03,040 --> 00:29:08,600
Speaker 4: they got like seven posts and photeeth followers, soccer bought whatever.

647
00:29:09,800 --> 00:29:10,960
Speaker 2: And I like regular dudes.

648
00:29:11,040 --> 00:29:13,840
Speaker 4: I like regular, regular guys. But at this point I

649
00:29:13,880 --> 00:29:16,720
Speaker 4: don't no more because I've rode with regular guys all

650
00:29:16,760 --> 00:29:19,360
Speaker 4: my life. I've rolled with them, you know what I'm saying,

651
00:29:19,440 --> 00:29:22,640
Speaker 4: hard working regular dues. I've never had to have a dude,

652
00:29:22,760 --> 00:29:26,600
Speaker 4: never was able to obtain a dude with money. I've

653
00:29:26,640 --> 00:29:28,760
Speaker 4: always wanted to be squired around. I want to go

654
00:29:28,840 --> 00:29:31,520
Speaker 4: to the game and sit in the court side too.

655
00:29:31,600 --> 00:29:33,200
Speaker 4: I want to fly on the jet. I want to

656
00:29:33,240 --> 00:29:35,760
Speaker 4: do all that fun stuff that has not happened, that

657
00:29:35,800 --> 00:29:37,560
Speaker 4: has only happened by people I work with.

658
00:29:37,720 --> 00:29:39,200
Speaker 2: In my own tuition.

659
00:29:39,840 --> 00:29:42,040
Speaker 4: But at this point in my life, I am no

660
00:29:42,120 --> 00:29:45,479
Speaker 4: longer just down. You work at the motherfucking you know,

661
00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:50,360
Speaker 4: dispensary or some shit like that, and I got his purse.

662
00:29:50,560 --> 00:29:52,520
Speaker 2: You can get some busy bitch. You can't be my man,

663
00:29:52,760 --> 00:29:59,000
Speaker 2: you got it. I will fuck from pre roads how

664
00:29:59,200 --> 00:30:00,920
Speaker 2: you it's my thing.

665
00:30:01,520 --> 00:30:04,040
Speaker 1: You're talking about your age though, when you're talking about

666
00:30:04,080 --> 00:30:06,280
Speaker 1: like where you're at it now? How are you age? Like?

667
00:30:06,320 --> 00:30:10,040
Speaker 1: How do you process age and aging and being not well?

668
00:30:10,080 --> 00:30:13,600
Speaker 2: I I mean I do like share sure hates it?

669
00:30:13,960 --> 00:30:16,960
Speaker 3: Does she really yes? Did she say that?

670
00:30:17,080 --> 00:30:17,320
Speaker 2: Yes?

671
00:30:17,880 --> 00:30:19,840
Speaker 1: That's probably when she got that young, had the young

672
00:30:21,080 --> 00:30:21,480
Speaker 1: that was.

673
00:30:22,240 --> 00:30:24,600
Speaker 4: Young black dick. I was like, gone, share, God, damn it.

674
00:30:25,160 --> 00:30:27,520
Speaker 4: And I'm not, you know, really all down that liberal.

675
00:30:27,800 --> 00:30:31,640
Speaker 4: But I just want women of a certain age to

676
00:30:31,720 --> 00:30:36,120
Speaker 4: still be appreciated, still be desired, still be sought after.

677
00:30:36,320 --> 00:30:40,040
Speaker 4: So you can like Coquettish as well. You know, every

678
00:30:40,120 --> 00:30:42,920
Speaker 4: woman still has that in no matter what the age

679
00:30:42,920 --> 00:30:46,000
Speaker 4: she is. You know, by the way, as women, we

680
00:30:46,080 --> 00:30:48,560
Speaker 4: don't get impident so long that's all.

681
00:30:49,280 --> 00:30:51,960
Speaker 2: We got a longer run to go? Yeah, right to go.

682
00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:53,600
Speaker 3: I always ask people on this podcast.

683
00:30:53,640 --> 00:30:55,080
Speaker 1: Usually I start the interview with that, but we were

684
00:30:55,080 --> 00:30:57,600
Speaker 1: talking about nipping the pot and all that. But I

685
00:30:57,640 --> 00:31:00,240
Speaker 1: ask people, how happy are you on a scale one

686
00:31:00,280 --> 00:31:01,560
Speaker 1: to ten? Right now? Today?

687
00:31:02,240 --> 00:31:02,800
Speaker 2: I'm an eight?

688
00:31:03,160 --> 00:31:03,480
Speaker 3: Really?

689
00:31:03,680 --> 00:31:03,920
Speaker 2: Yeah?

690
00:31:05,160 --> 00:31:07,280
Speaker 3: How what about usually.

691
00:31:07,080 --> 00:31:10,080
Speaker 2: Usually about about an eight?

692
00:31:10,280 --> 00:31:10,640
Speaker 1: Really?

693
00:31:10,960 --> 00:31:11,400
Speaker 2: Yeah?

694
00:31:11,560 --> 00:31:12,040
Speaker 3: That's good.

695
00:31:12,120 --> 00:31:12,960
Speaker 1: Have you ever been a ten?

696
00:31:13,240 --> 00:31:14,640
Speaker 2: Uh? Yeah?

697
00:31:14,880 --> 00:31:15,840
Speaker 1: What gets you to a ten?

698
00:31:16,080 --> 00:31:18,520
Speaker 4: Well? I can spend time with my dumb had daughter

699
00:31:18,600 --> 00:31:22,440
Speaker 4: over here. That gets me to a ten. Oh, she's stupid.

700
00:31:26,520 --> 00:31:31,520
Speaker 4: And then when I can be left alone to block

701
00:31:31,560 --> 00:31:34,160
Speaker 4: out the white noise, you know, and just be into

702
00:31:34,240 --> 00:31:37,880
Speaker 4: you know, like some jazzes, you know, and and relax

703
00:31:38,040 --> 00:31:39,680
Speaker 4: and stuff like that, that gets.

704
00:31:39,440 --> 00:31:40,040
Speaker 2: You to a ten.

705
00:31:40,600 --> 00:31:44,200
Speaker 4: Standing in front of huge audiences like I have with

706
00:31:44,320 --> 00:31:48,400
Speaker 4: Kat Williams and Dave Chappelle, that's a big ten. And

707
00:31:48,440 --> 00:31:51,760
Speaker 4: then just you know, having a uh maybe a date

708
00:31:52,040 --> 00:31:52,880
Speaker 4: that's a ten to two.

709
00:31:53,120 --> 00:31:53,920
Speaker 3: That's pretty great.

710
00:31:54,360 --> 00:31:56,719
Speaker 1: What brings you low? What are the things that might

711
00:31:56,720 --> 00:31:57,840
Speaker 1: trigger low?

712
00:31:58,040 --> 00:32:00,880
Speaker 4: When I can't spend any time with my dumblas's daughter

713
00:32:03,000 --> 00:32:06,600
Speaker 4: that bums me the fuck out, When I feel like

714
00:32:06,720 --> 00:32:07,720
Speaker 4: I'm not being.

715
00:32:07,960 --> 00:32:11,240
Speaker 2: Heard, that pisses me off.

716
00:32:12,000 --> 00:32:14,560
Speaker 4: When I feel like nobody has got my back and

717
00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:18,560
Speaker 4: I know I'm right, that brings me down.

718
00:32:18,760 --> 00:32:20,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, And when I.

719
00:32:20,400 --> 00:32:25,800
Speaker 4: See when I see people like not appreciating them their mother.

720
00:32:26,760 --> 00:32:29,160
Speaker 4: You know, like if I see people and they just

721
00:32:29,760 --> 00:32:32,120
Speaker 4: their mom need to go to the store, they won't take.

722
00:32:32,240 --> 00:32:35,520
Speaker 4: You know when you see that, that shit just I'm like,

723
00:32:35,640 --> 00:32:35,960
Speaker 4: you just.

724
00:32:35,920 --> 00:32:36,600
Speaker 2: Don't even know.

725
00:32:36,800 --> 00:32:41,120
Speaker 4: One day you're gonna still regret that like it's nothing.

726
00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:43,120
Speaker 4: Even if they bits get on your nerve.

727
00:32:43,200 --> 00:32:43,760
Speaker 2: Take it to the.

728
00:32:43,680 --> 00:32:45,680
Speaker 4: Fucking store for crying upright, you know what I mean?

729
00:32:46,160 --> 00:32:49,040
Speaker 4: Like people who don't treat their mother right their cycles.

730
00:32:49,480 --> 00:32:53,400
Speaker 4: You should, ladies who's listening, you should never date a

731
00:32:53,440 --> 00:32:56,440
Speaker 4: motherfucking man who don't have a good relationship with his

732
00:32:56,560 --> 00:33:00,720
Speaker 4: mom or the women around him and no anties, no sisters,

733
00:33:00,840 --> 00:33:02,920
Speaker 4: and know nothing like that because they don't know how

734
00:33:02,960 --> 00:33:06,360
Speaker 4: to treat you and they are secret low down woman

735
00:33:06,440 --> 00:33:09,520
Speaker 4: haters inside because mommy did something to her they never

736
00:33:09,560 --> 00:33:12,000
Speaker 4: got over it. If a man is not clining to

737
00:33:12,080 --> 00:33:15,480
Speaker 4: his mom and his women's around him and stuff like that,

738
00:33:15,760 --> 00:33:18,640
Speaker 4: you better run the obsolute awake a. I turn it

739
00:33:18,800 --> 00:33:19,680
Speaker 4: right down your as.

740
00:33:19,680 --> 00:33:22,680
Speaker 1: Oh my god, you go so far with it, you

741
00:33:22,760 --> 00:33:28,959
Speaker 1: take everything so far it's an extredamn boom and then boom.

742
00:33:29,960 --> 00:33:32,840
Speaker 3: How how is being a mother changed you?

743
00:33:33,040 --> 00:33:35,080
Speaker 4: And saved my life for sure, because I was in

744
00:33:35,120 --> 00:33:40,800
Speaker 4: the stuet Okay, and I have a daughter. It's something

745
00:33:40,920 --> 00:33:43,200
Speaker 4: I thought I never could do. I never thought I

746
00:33:43,240 --> 00:33:47,480
Speaker 4: could be a mother physically or that I could why well,

747
00:33:47,520 --> 00:33:49,880
Speaker 4: because I had been out in them streets and I

748
00:33:49,920 --> 00:33:52,680
Speaker 4: hadn't got pregnant for years, so I thought I was

749
00:33:52,680 --> 00:33:55,440
Speaker 4: in the clear. But when my mother passed, I got

750
00:33:55,440 --> 00:33:56,440
Speaker 4: pregnant the next month.

751
00:33:56,600 --> 00:33:56,800
Speaker 2: Wow.

752
00:33:56,960 --> 00:33:58,760
Speaker 1: Oh, she never got to meet and her grandmother.

753
00:33:59,200 --> 00:34:03,000
Speaker 4: And so you know, I give you perrypists and you

754
00:34:03,040 --> 00:34:05,760
Speaker 4: think about something other than yourself. I mean, I still

755
00:34:05,760 --> 00:34:09,719
Speaker 4: think about itself, but I still think about you know, her,

756
00:34:09,920 --> 00:34:12,600
Speaker 4: and you put them first. You learn how to do

757
00:34:12,640 --> 00:34:15,680
Speaker 4: stuff like that, you know, and uh, it was great,

758
00:34:15,719 --> 00:34:17,320
Speaker 4: and they give me, give me more drive.

759
00:34:17,400 --> 00:34:17,560
Speaker 2: You know.

760
00:34:17,600 --> 00:34:19,520
Speaker 4: I want to prove something to her. I want to

761
00:34:19,560 --> 00:34:22,000
Speaker 4: be somebody to her. I want to have her be

762
00:34:22,000 --> 00:34:23,880
Speaker 4: able to hold her head up about the ship.

763
00:34:23,800 --> 00:34:24,759
Speaker 2: I fucking do, you know.

764
00:34:24,840 --> 00:34:26,919
Speaker 4: And and she can do that, you know, her mama

765
00:34:26,920 --> 00:34:29,799
Speaker 4: ain't no motherfucking hack. You know, there's some respect on

766
00:34:29,880 --> 00:34:32,279
Speaker 4: my name. And if they say that's lu Nell's daughter,

767
00:34:32,680 --> 00:34:35,560
Speaker 4: she she don't have no problems in these streets because

768
00:34:36,040 --> 00:34:39,200
Speaker 4: fuck with her and then here I come. Don't nobody

769
00:34:39,200 --> 00:34:41,880
Speaker 4: want that? No, mother, you don't want to fuck with

770
00:34:41,960 --> 00:34:46,919
Speaker 4: no bitterly listen. I've seen some Instagram moms lately, wing

771
00:34:47,320 --> 00:34:48,680
Speaker 4: Ham and Anne Jamna.

772
00:34:48,760 --> 00:34:49,720
Speaker 2: You go hand for yours.

773
00:34:49,719 --> 00:34:52,920
Speaker 1: You know I got two boys seventeen twenty. It's the

774
00:34:53,360 --> 00:34:56,120
Speaker 1: but also your achilles heel, like the kids is what

775
00:34:56,280 --> 00:34:57,040
Speaker 1: really could kill you?

776
00:34:57,080 --> 00:34:57,680
Speaker 3: Take you down?

777
00:34:58,040 --> 00:34:58,520
Speaker 2: My daughter.

778
00:34:58,719 --> 00:35:02,560
Speaker 4: I've died one thousand deaths Angie. My daughter owes me

779
00:35:02,760 --> 00:35:04,240
Speaker 4: one five million dollars.

780
00:35:06,400 --> 00:35:09,080
Speaker 3: I understand easily, easily for sure.

781
00:35:09,280 --> 00:35:12,759
Speaker 2: She had no loan, paid all that shit.

782
00:35:13,040 --> 00:35:13,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, me too.

783
00:35:13,800 --> 00:35:17,400
Speaker 2: I know we didn't go.

784
00:35:17,880 --> 00:35:19,759
Speaker 3: We did, we did good.

785
00:35:19,800 --> 00:35:21,320
Speaker 2: I can't wait till they have kids.

786
00:35:21,560 --> 00:35:24,000
Speaker 3: No, it's horrible. It's the deepest love. But then it's

787
00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:25,680
Speaker 3: also the most frustrated.

788
00:35:25,680 --> 00:35:27,640
Speaker 1: I remember when my kid was born and he you know,

789
00:35:27,680 --> 00:35:30,399
Speaker 1: when their first baby, and you're just looking at them

790
00:35:30,400 --> 00:35:34,680
Speaker 1: like praying they don't stop breathing. I'm looking at his

791
00:35:34,760 --> 00:35:36,799
Speaker 1: chest go like this, and I remember for the first

792
00:35:36,880 --> 00:35:39,120
Speaker 1: month I couldn't sleep. I was always like, is he breathing?

793
00:35:39,120 --> 00:35:41,120
Speaker 1: I put my hand over his mouth, and I was like, okay,

794
00:35:41,200 --> 00:35:42,080
Speaker 1: when does this part?

795
00:35:42,320 --> 00:35:44,680
Speaker 4: I know, I'm glad to even hear you say that,

796
00:35:44,680 --> 00:35:46,719
Speaker 4: because I did the same thing. I didn't even let

797
00:35:46,760 --> 00:35:49,200
Speaker 4: her sleep in the backs of that She slept right here.

798
00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:49,680
Speaker 2: Period.

799
00:35:49,880 --> 00:35:52,600
Speaker 1: Also not that safe when you fall asleep at your baby,

800
00:35:53,000 --> 00:35:56,680
Speaker 1: sound good? I felt good. But I did the same thing.

801
00:35:56,719 --> 00:35:58,480
Speaker 3: I did the same They told me it wasn't safe.

802
00:35:58,520 --> 00:35:59,239
Speaker 3: I did the same thing.

803
00:35:59,480 --> 00:36:04,080
Speaker 2: But he fuck them. We even little kids in like that. First,

804
00:36:04,120 --> 00:36:06,719
Speaker 2: you're right A million years no.

805
00:36:07,080 --> 00:36:09,600
Speaker 1: I was waiting for that moment to end. I was like, Okay, well,

806
00:36:09,600 --> 00:36:12,400
Speaker 1: when does the panic stop? And then one day I realized,

807
00:36:12,480 --> 00:36:17,080
Speaker 1: oh shit, never and that had a full like I

808
00:36:17,080 --> 00:36:18,959
Speaker 1: don't know. That shit fucked me up, Like I really

809
00:36:19,000 --> 00:36:21,360
Speaker 1: didn't know. Nobody prepared me for that. That for the

810
00:36:21,400 --> 00:36:22,040
Speaker 1: rest of your life.

811
00:36:22,080 --> 00:36:24,000
Speaker 2: My mama had died. I didn't even have my mama

812
00:36:24,040 --> 00:36:25,120
Speaker 2: to help me.

813
00:36:26,080 --> 00:36:28,759
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. I thought my child was

814
00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:31,359
Speaker 4: bow legged. Come to find out her once these were

815
00:36:31,400 --> 00:36:31,840
Speaker 4: too small.

816
00:36:33,280 --> 00:36:34,720
Speaker 2: Oh, my friend's.

817
00:36:34,360 --> 00:36:36,120
Speaker 4: Mom cut her feet out of them, and her legs

818
00:36:36,160 --> 00:36:39,520
Speaker 4: straighten out. I'm like, oh my god, literally saying, oh

819
00:36:39,560 --> 00:36:41,720
Speaker 4: my god, I believe something wrong with her legs.

820
00:36:41,880 --> 00:36:44,080
Speaker 2: You to fuck with the cut their feet out of

821
00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:46,880
Speaker 2: the legs with lips like I'm like, oh, well, she's fine,

822
00:36:47,000 --> 00:36:47,759
Speaker 2: she's fine. Shit.

823
00:36:48,880 --> 00:36:51,640
Speaker 1: I had learned you say that with laughter, But that

824
00:36:52,520 --> 00:36:53,400
Speaker 1: could not be easy.

825
00:36:53,400 --> 00:36:55,040
Speaker 3: Were you close with your mom? Were you close?

826
00:36:55,480 --> 00:36:57,640
Speaker 1: I know it's complicated, clearly right it was.

827
00:36:57,719 --> 00:36:59,279
Speaker 2: I was not close with my birth mother.

828
00:37:00,320 --> 00:37:02,200
Speaker 4: So I was close with the mother who raised me,

829
00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:04,680
Speaker 4: but not as close as I am with my daughter.

830
00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:08,799
Speaker 4: Because the generation before me, we're not huggers. They were

831
00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:11,440
Speaker 4: not loving, not like that. It's more like, you got

832
00:37:11,480 --> 00:37:15,480
Speaker 4: everything you need, You're good, Okay, but you know, sitting

833
00:37:15,520 --> 00:37:18,840
Speaker 4: up cuddled up under a blanket watching a movie. No,

834
00:37:18,960 --> 00:37:21,759
Speaker 4: we never did none of that. I'm sorely deprived of

835
00:37:21,800 --> 00:37:22,439
Speaker 4: stuff like that.

836
00:37:22,880 --> 00:37:25,439
Speaker 1: So when you say your mom, are you talking about

837
00:37:25,640 --> 00:37:26,400
Speaker 1: laughing at the funeral?

838
00:37:26,440 --> 00:37:28,239
Speaker 3: Are you talking about your biological.

839
00:37:28,280 --> 00:37:30,360
Speaker 2: My mother that raised me, your mother that raised you?

840
00:37:30,880 --> 00:37:34,080
Speaker 1: Got it? And what do you say about that? What

841
00:37:34,200 --> 00:37:35,920
Speaker 1: is I don't know what you share about that story?

842
00:37:36,000 --> 00:37:37,120
Speaker 2: Is that a no?

843
00:37:37,360 --> 00:37:41,640
Speaker 4: My with my my my father when my mother had

844
00:37:41,680 --> 00:37:45,080
Speaker 4: seven kids, got it? Okay, So then she was pregnant

845
00:37:45,120 --> 00:37:48,120
Speaker 4: with me, so her I'm the eighth.

846
00:37:48,280 --> 00:37:48,800
Speaker 2: Yeah.

847
00:37:48,880 --> 00:37:52,879
Speaker 4: So then her husband, all of our dad got murdered

848
00:37:53,239 --> 00:37:56,719
Speaker 4: by her brother when she was pregnant with me. So

849
00:37:56,760 --> 00:37:59,200
Speaker 4: now her husband's gone and her brother's gone to jail,

850
00:37:59,239 --> 00:38:02,240
Speaker 4: and she's pregnant with the eighth kid. So you would

851
00:38:02,239 --> 00:38:05,640
Speaker 4: have thought with seven kids to help you. Even though

852
00:38:05,680 --> 00:38:07,799
Speaker 4: she was living in her she had the move in

853
00:38:07,840 --> 00:38:09,919
Speaker 4: with her parents and they had kids.

854
00:38:09,960 --> 00:38:12,320
Speaker 2: It's just all cramped, you know, like just like in

855
00:38:12,440 --> 00:38:15,040
Speaker 2: the South, in the in the country, in the world.

856
00:38:15,280 --> 00:38:19,040
Speaker 1: And so she's also grieving and probably traumatized.

857
00:38:20,640 --> 00:38:25,080
Speaker 2: Yet she was so traumatized that she actually let my father,

858
00:38:25,120 --> 00:38:28,799
Speaker 2: who had passed his sister and her husband adopt me.

859
00:38:29,239 --> 00:38:31,719
Speaker 4: And I say, I came to California. Now, why you

860
00:38:31,719 --> 00:38:36,080
Speaker 4: would give away your last child that you had with

861
00:38:36,200 --> 00:38:39,000
Speaker 4: the man that you loved in that seventh kid. Why

862
00:38:39,040 --> 00:38:43,560
Speaker 4: wouldn't you cling to that baby special? But that know

863
00:38:43,600 --> 00:38:44,200
Speaker 4: what she did.

864
00:38:44,640 --> 00:38:47,320
Speaker 2: And I came to California and I was raised alone.

865
00:38:47,360 --> 00:38:49,440
Speaker 1: Did you ever get answers to those questions?

866
00:38:50,040 --> 00:38:51,160
Speaker 2: She wasn't a talker.

867
00:38:51,440 --> 00:38:53,719
Speaker 3: Oh I get it is she still here.

868
00:38:54,200 --> 00:38:57,319
Speaker 2: No no resolve for you, No, not for me. There

869
00:38:57,320 --> 00:38:58,400
Speaker 2: couldn't be one for me.

870
00:38:58,920 --> 00:39:00,680
Speaker 4: I know that the Lord said, you know who were

871
00:39:00,800 --> 00:39:04,960
Speaker 4: supposed to forgive and and not carry malice in your

872
00:39:05,120 --> 00:39:07,200
Speaker 4: heart and all that.

873
00:39:07,160 --> 00:39:09,560
Speaker 2: But I can't get past it.

874
00:39:10,200 --> 00:39:11,280
Speaker 3: I understand.

875
00:39:11,440 --> 00:39:12,160
Speaker 2: I can't do it.

876
00:39:12,200 --> 00:39:12,759
Speaker 1: How old were.

877
00:39:12,680 --> 00:39:15,200
Speaker 4: You two months old? I've been gone since I was

878
00:39:15,200 --> 00:39:15,799
Speaker 4: two months old.

879
00:39:15,880 --> 00:39:18,960
Speaker 1: Oh so you didn't even really know her, no to

880
00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:22,400
Speaker 1: this day. Wow, So when did you? When did you

881
00:39:22,600 --> 00:39:24,560
Speaker 1: become aware of that? So you grew up?

882
00:39:24,560 --> 00:39:25,920
Speaker 2: I was made to know that early.

883
00:39:26,160 --> 00:39:27,399
Speaker 1: So this is your aunt right raised?

884
00:39:27,520 --> 00:39:28,279
Speaker 2: Yeah, my aunt and.

885
00:39:28,760 --> 00:39:34,400
Speaker 4: Husband who's not biologically linked to me. You feel me, stepdaddy.

886
00:39:34,480 --> 00:39:38,279
Speaker 4: So they told me though, ever since I was young,

887
00:39:38,640 --> 00:39:41,400
Speaker 4: they made me know that I had brothers and sisters,

888
00:39:41,640 --> 00:39:43,800
Speaker 4: and we would go out there to Arkansas and I

889
00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:45,719
Speaker 4: would see them and spend time with them in the

890
00:39:45,719 --> 00:39:50,400
Speaker 4: summer sertime. But they were in poverty and I was

891
00:39:50,440 --> 00:39:54,799
Speaker 4: being raised in California. So when I came to Arkansas

892
00:39:55,080 --> 00:39:58,680
Speaker 4: with my suitcase full of matching short sets and sandals

893
00:39:58,680 --> 00:40:02,880
Speaker 4: and baretts, you know, it was a little much looking back,

894
00:40:03,200 --> 00:40:06,080
Speaker 4: good Lord, So there had to be resembled. I believe

895
00:40:06,080 --> 00:40:06,759
Speaker 4: that still is.

896
00:40:07,000 --> 00:40:10,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, are your brothers and sisters still around? And relationship

897
00:40:10,600 --> 00:40:11,480
Speaker 1: do you have relationship with?

898
00:40:11,560 --> 00:40:14,279
Speaker 2: My sister got stabbed to death Jesus, you know?

899
00:40:15,600 --> 00:40:17,680
Speaker 1: And so then when do you take all of that

900
00:40:18,040 --> 00:40:21,120
Speaker 1: and make it? When does it become something that I

901
00:40:21,160 --> 00:40:22,680
Speaker 1: don't know when does comedy step in?

902
00:40:22,760 --> 00:40:26,040
Speaker 3: When does that happen? Like, how does that? How does

903
00:40:26,080 --> 00:40:26,480
Speaker 3: that say?

904
00:40:26,560 --> 00:40:30,640
Speaker 4: Because yeah, there's no reason that I'm not on the

905
00:40:30,760 --> 00:40:34,280
Speaker 4: pipe still right now, I have every reason.

906
00:40:34,480 --> 00:40:35,279
Speaker 2: And that's not.

907
00:40:35,320 --> 00:40:39,279
Speaker 4: Even scratching the surface of the ship that has been

908
00:40:39,320 --> 00:40:43,360
Speaker 4: done to me said about me, you know, all my

909
00:40:43,480 --> 00:40:47,760
Speaker 4: life until the money came because of money power respect.

910
00:40:47,960 --> 00:40:49,880
Speaker 4: Now you know how to ask somebody for the money

911
00:40:49,880 --> 00:40:53,600
Speaker 4: no more. You can actually help out and do things. See,

912
00:40:53,760 --> 00:40:57,040
Speaker 4: nothing means anything to anybody until you have your own

913
00:40:57,200 --> 00:41:01,440
Speaker 4: financial legs. You know, when you don't, when you're not

914
00:41:01,480 --> 00:41:05,160
Speaker 4: struggling no more and you can actually help out or

915
00:41:05,239 --> 00:41:07,680
Speaker 4: you know, and stuff like that. That's the only time

916
00:41:07,719 --> 00:41:10,279
Speaker 4: you get respect to the family other than that, you

917
00:41:10,440 --> 00:41:14,520
Speaker 4: piece of shit, trash, dream chaser shit.

918
00:41:15,239 --> 00:41:17,080
Speaker 1: Do you remember a time when you felt that that

919
00:41:17,200 --> 00:41:19,600
Speaker 1: switch happened? Like all of a sudden, People were like.

920
00:41:20,080 --> 00:41:22,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, when the money came, when the money came. But

921
00:41:22,239 --> 00:41:23,560
Speaker 2: I don't hold.

922
00:41:23,440 --> 00:41:27,399
Speaker 4: That against them, because how could you come from where

923
00:41:27,400 --> 00:41:30,759
Speaker 4: we came from and even imagine the life that I

924
00:41:30,960 --> 00:41:33,720
Speaker 4: had for seeing for myself. This ship that I dreamt

925
00:41:33,840 --> 00:41:38,200
Speaker 4: is coming true and it's fucking with everybody.

926
00:41:38,400 --> 00:41:39,440
Speaker 2: I was this.

927
00:41:39,840 --> 00:41:41,919
Speaker 4: You know, hopefully I'm gonna be one at the top

928
00:41:41,960 --> 00:41:44,600
Speaker 4: of my game. I'm not fucking around with this shit.

929
00:41:44,680 --> 00:41:44,920
Speaker 2: You know.

930
00:41:45,440 --> 00:41:49,880
Speaker 4: I have found a way to do my therapy on stage,

931
00:41:49,960 --> 00:41:51,880
Speaker 4: right in front of everybody, and I don't have to

932
00:41:51,920 --> 00:41:53,880
Speaker 4: pay for it. Actually I get paid for that. But

933
00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:56,800
Speaker 4: I work my shit. I don't go and rehearse my comedy.

934
00:41:56,880 --> 00:41:59,000
Speaker 4: I just do it. I just think it's something. I

935
00:41:59,120 --> 00:42:01,680
Speaker 4: just say it, and it's usually what everybody else is

936
00:42:01,680 --> 00:42:03,359
Speaker 4: thinking of and wants to say.

937
00:42:03,480 --> 00:42:04,520
Speaker 3: That makes sense to me too.

938
00:42:04,800 --> 00:42:06,800
Speaker 1: I remember when I think I was an interviewing Birdman

939
00:42:06,960 --> 00:42:08,960
Speaker 1: or something, and everybody was there was a thing going

940
00:42:09,000 --> 00:42:11,600
Speaker 1: on where everybody was talking about him, and things were

941
00:42:11,640 --> 00:42:14,120
Speaker 1: way I don't think so.

942
00:42:14,400 --> 00:42:23,120
Speaker 3: Give, but you know, he had a very traumatic like childhood.

943
00:42:23,640 --> 00:42:25,360
Speaker 1: And so when I think about like the ship that

944
00:42:25,400 --> 00:42:27,160
Speaker 1: everybody was talking about at the time, and the gossip

945
00:42:27,239 --> 00:42:29,200
Speaker 1: and he's Disney this and this, and then when I

946
00:42:29,200 --> 00:42:31,160
Speaker 1: started really talking about him about his life and what

947
00:42:31,320 --> 00:42:33,920
Speaker 1: he survived, it's very hard.

948
00:42:34,239 --> 00:42:40,040
Speaker 3: It gives you a thickness in your skin to survive, and.

949
00:42:39,960 --> 00:42:46,560
Speaker 4: To not just survive, but to overcome financially. The ship

950
00:42:47,080 --> 00:42:49,120
Speaker 4: and to be able to not just do that but

951
00:42:49,280 --> 00:42:53,640
Speaker 4: live in opulence, you know, like he made und the money. Yeah,

952
00:42:53,760 --> 00:42:56,560
Speaker 4: you know, and coming from where he comes from, that's

953
00:42:56,719 --> 00:42:59,640
Speaker 4: that's that's the goal, make make the money.

954
00:43:00,040 --> 00:43:01,600
Speaker 1: I'm just saying, like he went through so much trauma

955
00:43:01,600 --> 00:43:03,040
Speaker 1: that I was like, no, wonder, you don't give a

956
00:43:03,040 --> 00:43:05,840
Speaker 1: shit when I'm asking you questions about whatever the topic

957
00:43:05,880 --> 00:43:08,080
Speaker 1: of the day is or whatever the thing is. It's

958
00:43:08,120 --> 00:43:11,640
Speaker 1: because you've been through so much trauma that the opinions

959
00:43:11,680 --> 00:43:14,080
Speaker 1: of people on the internet or things like that don't.

960
00:43:13,840 --> 00:43:16,800
Speaker 3: Really matter, which is probably why you have tough skin.

961
00:43:16,680 --> 00:43:19,040
Speaker 1: Why you don't seem to give a shit about I

962
00:43:19,040 --> 00:43:22,479
Speaker 1: don't cancel culture or anybody give a shit.

963
00:43:22,920 --> 00:43:27,320
Speaker 4: Nobody wants to be harassed and call names on the internet.

964
00:43:27,480 --> 00:43:29,920
Speaker 2: I'm not fell into that. No. You know.

965
00:43:30,120 --> 00:43:32,279
Speaker 4: There's a delete all button though, and if you hit

966
00:43:32,320 --> 00:43:34,120
Speaker 4: that for about a week and I have all that

967
00:43:34,160 --> 00:43:36,480
Speaker 4: shit will die down and go away and tell you know,

968
00:43:36,520 --> 00:43:39,040
Speaker 4: because I went through it, went a little situation there

969
00:43:39,160 --> 00:43:43,239
Speaker 4: on the when I hosted a reality show. I do

970
00:43:43,239 --> 00:43:45,839
Speaker 4: not wish to speak of it, but I you know,

971
00:43:46,040 --> 00:43:48,760
Speaker 4: caught a lot of help and just stating the obvious,

972
00:43:48,880 --> 00:43:51,960
Speaker 4: you know, but then I became a hippocribe because I

973
00:43:52,000 --> 00:43:55,439
Speaker 4: got a only fan. So now I'm like, yeah, they're like, yeah,

974
00:43:55,560 --> 00:43:57,960
Speaker 4: really what you said, We're just a bunch of horse

975
00:43:58,040 --> 00:43:58,359
Speaker 4: and shit.

976
00:43:58,520 --> 00:44:01,400
Speaker 3: Oh yeah. I was like, yeah, sorry, my point exactly.

977
00:44:01,480 --> 00:44:02,000
Speaker 1: I don't care.

978
00:44:02,320 --> 00:44:04,680
Speaker 4: You don't get but the cancel culture, Like, I feel

979
00:44:04,719 --> 00:44:07,279
Speaker 4: like I would have to like set a dog on

980
00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:11,320
Speaker 4: fire for me to be canceled because I'm beloved. People

981
00:44:11,520 --> 00:44:14,600
Speaker 4: really dig me and are front of the most fight,

982
00:44:14,760 --> 00:44:17,560
Speaker 4: not everybody, because I just don't know how to be

983
00:44:17,640 --> 00:44:19,120
Speaker 4: fake or any of that type of shit.

984
00:44:19,200 --> 00:44:21,799
Speaker 2: You know, there's so much fake in the world. You know,

985
00:44:22,520 --> 00:44:24,960
Speaker 2: there's not a fake bone in my body.

986
00:44:25,080 --> 00:44:27,560
Speaker 4: I just think that people appreciate this a real old

987
00:44:27,600 --> 00:44:29,600
Speaker 4: broad that they've been watching for.

988
00:44:29,520 --> 00:44:33,120
Speaker 2: Years, and you know, and and and.

989
00:44:33,000 --> 00:44:34,960
Speaker 4: That they're they're pulling for me at the end of

990
00:44:35,000 --> 00:44:37,680
Speaker 4: the day, and that keeps me going. Plus I really

991
00:44:37,760 --> 00:44:40,719
Speaker 4: like to entertain people, not like a clown, but like

992
00:44:40,760 --> 00:44:43,520
Speaker 4: a therapist. My therapy be other people's therapy too.

993
00:44:43,640 --> 00:44:48,439
Speaker 1: For sure. You know, no, I totally see that. How's Vegas? Yeah,

994
00:44:48,440 --> 00:44:49,839
Speaker 1: I can't wait. I want to come see I want

995
00:44:49,840 --> 00:44:50,640
Speaker 1: to come see you.

996
00:44:50,640 --> 00:44:51,160
Speaker 2: You should.

997
00:44:51,760 --> 00:44:54,400
Speaker 4: I feel like people can watch movies, TV shows and

998
00:44:54,440 --> 00:44:56,600
Speaker 4: all that. But if you don't see me in person,

999
00:44:57,120 --> 00:45:00,759
Speaker 4: I feel like you haven't really seen me. To have

1000
00:45:00,800 --> 00:45:04,120
Speaker 4: a residency in Vegas is a beautiful thing. To have

1001
00:45:04,160 --> 00:45:09,319
Speaker 4: one attached to Jimmy Kimmel is a great situation. And

1002
00:45:09,480 --> 00:45:11,839
Speaker 4: to be the only sister at this time to have

1003
00:45:11,880 --> 00:45:16,759
Speaker 4: a residency in Las Vegas is an honor. You know,

1004
00:45:16,880 --> 00:45:19,280
Speaker 4: I know our history of black people in Las Vegas.

1005
00:45:19,320 --> 00:45:20,920
Speaker 4: You know, I did a special about it, as a

1006
00:45:20,960 --> 00:45:25,200
Speaker 4: matter of fact, But I don't care because I'm there

1007
00:45:25,440 --> 00:45:28,760
Speaker 4: and we're changing the face of Vegas. You know, Vegas

1008
00:45:28,880 --> 00:45:30,799
Speaker 4: used to be a place where old people come and

1009
00:45:30,880 --> 00:45:33,640
Speaker 4: they retired, they got they showed their old fans at that.

1010
00:45:34,120 --> 00:45:36,560
Speaker 4: Now no more, Babe, we got Bruno, we got usher

1011
00:45:36,800 --> 00:45:37,520
Speaker 4: A damn.

1012
00:45:37,480 --> 00:45:38,600
Speaker 2: Me, you know.

1013
00:45:38,760 --> 00:45:41,120
Speaker 3: No, it's a vibe, this great show, little.

1014
00:45:40,920 --> 00:45:43,600
Speaker 4: Vibe too short. Got a food party. Blow the whistard.

1015
00:45:43,840 --> 00:45:44,479
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying.

1016
00:45:44,719 --> 00:45:47,400
Speaker 1: Talk to me about your I mean you have only

1017
00:45:47,480 --> 00:45:52,160
Speaker 1: fans you have you did the fenty uh the Savage

1018
00:45:52,200 --> 00:45:55,120
Speaker 1: fenty stuff for a while, like you have. You're very free,

1019
00:45:55,360 --> 00:45:59,719
Speaker 1: it seems, with your body and sexuality and all. What

1020
00:46:00,200 --> 00:46:00,920
Speaker 1: does that come from?

1021
00:46:00,920 --> 00:46:05,240
Speaker 2: It's total Flukes all lies. It's life, you know, No.

1022
00:46:05,239 --> 00:46:07,320
Speaker 1: Because you seem very comfortable and confident.

1023
00:46:07,360 --> 00:46:08,080
Speaker 2: I get himed up.

1024
00:46:08,120 --> 00:46:12,160
Speaker 4: I get himed up in these situations and then I

1025
00:46:12,239 --> 00:46:13,400
Speaker 4: just can't do nothing about it.

1026
00:46:13,440 --> 00:46:13,720
Speaker 2: Okay.

1027
00:46:13,719 --> 00:46:16,200
Speaker 4: So if Rihanna says, yes, I would like for you

1028
00:46:16,280 --> 00:46:19,520
Speaker 4: to be a Savage X Findy Lingerie ambassador, but you're

1029
00:46:19,560 --> 00:46:22,879
Speaker 4: gonna turn down that opportunity. So now they send your

1030
00:46:22,880 --> 00:46:25,120
Speaker 4: box lingerie got flowers on the booty?

1031
00:46:25,880 --> 00:46:27,520
Speaker 2: The fuck you're gonna do? You gotta show.

1032
00:46:27,680 --> 00:46:30,080
Speaker 4: I'm like, oh my god, it's not like every time

1033
00:46:30,120 --> 00:46:31,560
Speaker 4: I put it on, I was like, yeah, I'm gonna

1034
00:46:31,600 --> 00:46:34,120
Speaker 4: kill him in this shit I put it, I was like, fuck, wait,

1035
00:46:34,160 --> 00:46:36,040
Speaker 4: give me a pillow, give me some flowers and something

1036
00:46:36,040 --> 00:46:36,200
Speaker 4: like that.

1037
00:46:36,320 --> 00:46:37,640
Speaker 2: Let me stand downd the chair.

1038
00:46:38,120 --> 00:46:40,759
Speaker 3: You know so I I really you don't give that

1039
00:46:40,840 --> 00:46:41,160
Speaker 3: at all.

1040
00:46:41,200 --> 00:46:43,279
Speaker 2: You give like I'm not going to give it. But

1041
00:46:43,480 --> 00:46:44,319
Speaker 2: that's what it is.

1042
00:46:44,560 --> 00:46:46,840
Speaker 1: I saw you on IG live and you was changing

1043
00:46:46,840 --> 00:46:50,520
Speaker 1: your shirt on IG Live. I'm just saying, Teddy was

1044
00:46:50,560 --> 00:46:53,239
Speaker 1: all out. You didn't you didn't care, you were very comfortable.

1045
00:46:54,280 --> 00:46:55,120
Speaker 3: Iday.

1046
00:46:55,840 --> 00:46:57,799
Speaker 4: I stopped it because I got only fans that I

1047
00:46:57,880 --> 00:47:00,719
Speaker 4: used to take baths on my ig yeah.

1048
00:47:00,520 --> 00:47:01,560
Speaker 1: So what are you talking about?

1049
00:47:01,560 --> 00:47:01,640
Speaker 2: What?

1050
00:47:01,760 --> 00:47:02,680
Speaker 3: That's free as fuck?

1051
00:47:02,719 --> 00:47:05,440
Speaker 4: I just like to fuck with him. It's follow us.

1052
00:47:05,560 --> 00:47:07,360
Speaker 4: I don't know what is it's gonna do. I just

1053
00:47:07,440 --> 00:47:08,080
Speaker 4: like to fuck with her.

1054
00:47:08,400 --> 00:47:09,480
Speaker 2: Was that my neighboos? Sorry?

1055
00:47:09,560 --> 00:47:13,600
Speaker 4: Then I got to hear my daughter friends calling her say, Yo,

1056
00:47:13,800 --> 00:47:15,600
Speaker 4: your mom's is in the tub.

1057
00:47:17,000 --> 00:47:20,160
Speaker 2: Yo. Then I gotta get her mom? Are you on

1058
00:47:20,320 --> 00:47:22,080
Speaker 2: hid live? Are your naked?

1059
00:47:22,280 --> 00:47:22,880
Speaker 3: Hang her up?

1060
00:47:23,600 --> 00:47:24,200
Speaker 2: It take a lot.

1061
00:47:24,239 --> 00:47:27,320
Speaker 4: I'm gonna give her a little shine right now, you should.

1062
00:47:27,680 --> 00:47:30,960
Speaker 4: It take a lot to be Lunell's daughter. You know,

1063
00:47:31,480 --> 00:47:36,080
Speaker 4: I'm not the most orthodox. You know, Donna reed type bitch,

1064
00:47:36,160 --> 00:47:38,640
Speaker 4: you know what I mean. But she knows this. She

1065
00:47:38,719 --> 00:47:41,920
Speaker 4: knows She's gonna always be okay as long as I'm around,

1066
00:47:41,960 --> 00:47:43,960
Speaker 4: and after that she will never have to set up

1067
00:47:43,960 --> 00:47:48,000
Speaker 4: a gofundb ever for nothing. She had two parents that

1068
00:47:48,160 --> 00:47:50,680
Speaker 4: love her and a mother that would ride for her

1069
00:47:50,760 --> 00:47:54,719
Speaker 4: up against any motherfucker somebody who supports her in her

1070
00:47:54,719 --> 00:47:57,120
Speaker 4: career and who tells her she's the most beautiful thing

1071
00:47:57,760 --> 00:47:58,440
Speaker 4: that I've ever.

1072
00:47:58,320 --> 00:48:00,799
Speaker 2: Seen in my life on the day. Now, that's what

1073
00:48:00,880 --> 00:48:01,279
Speaker 2: she knows.

1074
00:48:01,360 --> 00:48:03,239
Speaker 1: So so what if the titti'es out every now and

1075
00:48:03,320 --> 00:48:07,600
Speaker 1: then yeah, come on, my mom, what mom puts her

1076
00:48:07,640 --> 00:48:08,160
Speaker 1: titty back in?

1077
00:48:08,320 --> 00:48:09,719
Speaker 3: Are you proud of that?

1078
00:48:09,719 --> 00:48:10,400
Speaker 1: That you're a good mother.

1079
00:48:11,320 --> 00:48:13,560
Speaker 2: I'm pretty proud of now.

1080
00:48:14,600 --> 00:48:17,400
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm proud to be her mother because my daughter's

1081
00:48:17,440 --> 00:48:22,359
Speaker 4: not a hack either. You know, she's beautiful and she's talented,

1082
00:48:22,440 --> 00:48:24,879
Speaker 4: and she's not like a dick rider like a lot

1083
00:48:24,880 --> 00:48:25,840
Speaker 4: of celebrity kids.

1084
00:48:25,840 --> 00:48:28,040
Speaker 2: Oh am, I gonna do it my life. My daughter's

1085
00:48:28,040 --> 00:48:31,880
Speaker 2: a professional dancer. She's been around the country, been to

1086
00:48:31,960 --> 00:48:35,160
Speaker 2: Amsterdam and all kinds of places, dancing, dancer on the

1087
00:48:35,200 --> 00:48:37,759
Speaker 2: Grammys and E two wards, sold training a wards, and

1088
00:48:38,160 --> 00:48:40,719
Speaker 2: she was in coming to America with me, and she's

1089
00:48:40,760 --> 00:48:43,320
Speaker 2: on All Americans. So she got a whole lass career

1090
00:48:43,719 --> 00:48:46,680
Speaker 2: to start it in the church as a praise dancer

1091
00:48:46,800 --> 00:48:49,040
Speaker 2: in church. My daughter went to church.

1092
00:48:49,360 --> 00:48:51,640
Speaker 4: How many people even got friends that can say that

1093
00:48:51,719 --> 00:48:54,520
Speaker 4: about their friends' kids right now that my kids went

1094
00:48:54,560 --> 00:48:54,959
Speaker 4: to church.

1095
00:48:55,000 --> 00:48:57,480
Speaker 3: We're gonna do our irl questions. I don't care.

1096
00:48:58,080 --> 00:49:00,160
Speaker 2: Both of them are gonna have brawls and shit all

1097
00:49:00,239 --> 00:49:00,600
Speaker 2: kind of.

1098
00:49:00,600 --> 00:49:01,200
Speaker 3: I don't care.

1099
00:49:02,120 --> 00:49:04,399
Speaker 1: I care at the beginning, but then it's like, you know,

1100
00:49:04,480 --> 00:49:05,120
Speaker 1: what are you gonna do?

1101
00:49:05,280 --> 00:49:06,759
Speaker 3: What do you well?

1102
00:49:06,800 --> 00:49:08,719
Speaker 2: I have something to do with that.

1103
00:49:09,160 --> 00:49:11,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, Lunell fucked it up. She's trying to move it around.

1104
00:49:11,760 --> 00:49:12,720
Speaker 1: Is that what you're talking about?

1105
00:49:13,080 --> 00:49:13,440
Speaker 3: Table?

1106
00:49:13,600 --> 00:49:15,759
Speaker 2: Oh, I'm moving back a little.

1107
00:49:16,040 --> 00:49:18,600
Speaker 4: Stop, It's fine, No, I was talking about I hope

1108
00:49:18,600 --> 00:49:20,319
Speaker 4: that the reason that she was like, yeah, I don't

1109
00:49:20,320 --> 00:49:21,319
Speaker 4: care anymore, and fuck it.

1110
00:49:21,360 --> 00:49:22,839
Speaker 2: I would hope that I have something to do.

1111
00:49:22,840 --> 00:49:24,200
Speaker 3: With that that I don't care.

1112
00:49:24,800 --> 00:49:28,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, maybe I'm always inspired by that people who talk

1113
00:49:28,719 --> 00:49:32,879
Speaker 1: about Rihanna like I'm not. I don't over always overthink

1114
00:49:33,000 --> 00:49:35,960
Speaker 1: other people's opinions, but when people seemingly seem to not

1115
00:49:36,040 --> 00:49:38,640
Speaker 1: give a fuck about things, like Rihanna seems like she

1116
00:49:38,680 --> 00:49:40,920
Speaker 1: doesn't give a fuck. Sometimes I'm sure we all do,

1117
00:49:41,040 --> 00:49:42,440
Speaker 1: but you seem like you don't give.

1118
00:49:42,280 --> 00:49:44,800
Speaker 4: A fuck Rihanna. I can't even get it out of

1119
00:49:44,840 --> 00:49:47,759
Speaker 4: my mond. What what? What does Rihanna have to give

1120
00:49:47,760 --> 00:49:49,359
Speaker 4: a fuck about anybody staying back?

1121
00:49:49,960 --> 00:49:50,960
Speaker 3: Don't you admire that?

1122
00:49:51,080 --> 00:49:51,960
Speaker 1: Like that is a I.

1123
00:49:51,880 --> 00:49:55,360
Speaker 4: Admire everything about Rihanna, especially that old baby daddy.

1124
00:49:55,680 --> 00:49:58,440
Speaker 2: Hey, ain't sad racket? Good shot? I like them together.

1125
00:49:58,440 --> 00:49:59,040
Speaker 2: I'm so glad.

1126
00:49:59,040 --> 00:50:01,600
Speaker 4: I hope you never ever ever fox up. Fuck God,

1127
00:50:01,800 --> 00:50:03,359
Speaker 4: if you want to be with me, I'll be where

1128
00:50:03,320 --> 00:50:05,920
Speaker 4: we're on it. I'd be like, Danel, it's me and

1129
00:50:06,120 --> 00:50:07,440
Speaker 4: aunt TIV. That's what it is.

1130
00:50:07,520 --> 00:50:09,880
Speaker 1: She just wants to make the call. You met her though, right,

1131
00:50:09,880 --> 00:50:11,520
Speaker 1: because she asked you to do the How did that

1132
00:50:11,560 --> 00:50:12,040
Speaker 1: even happen?

1133
00:50:12,320 --> 00:50:16,799
Speaker 4: She her tour bus driver used to be our tour

1134
00:50:16,840 --> 00:50:20,120
Speaker 4: bus driver when I was on tour with Cat and

1135
00:50:20,160 --> 00:50:22,879
Speaker 4: he called me late one night and uh, I'm facetied.

1136
00:50:23,239 --> 00:50:27,360
Speaker 2: I'm laying in the bed with all my gadgets.

1137
00:50:27,040 --> 00:50:30,319
Speaker 1: Right backscratcher doing my thing, live in your.

1138
00:50:30,239 --> 00:50:35,399
Speaker 4: Life, alea, scrawling shit and he says, hell, and now

1139
00:50:35,480 --> 00:50:35,880
Speaker 4: what's up?

1140
00:50:35,960 --> 00:50:38,160
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh, hey, hey, Damien, what's going on?

1141
00:50:38,640 --> 00:50:40,960
Speaker 4: He said, Hey, we were just cracking up over here

1142
00:50:41,040 --> 00:50:44,319
Speaker 4: watching you on the bus. And I can see up

1143
00:50:44,520 --> 00:50:47,680
Speaker 4: but that he was on the tour bus with a TV. Bohem,

1144
00:50:47,719 --> 00:50:50,840
Speaker 4: and I can see myself on the TV. I said

1145
00:50:51,200 --> 00:50:55,239
Speaker 4: who who? He said, me and my client. I said, well,

1146
00:50:55,239 --> 00:50:58,680
Speaker 4: who's your client? And boom, Rihanna popped on the score

1147
00:50:59,120 --> 00:51:01,359
Speaker 4: go almost broken singing there trying to make the sut

1148
00:51:02,160 --> 00:51:02,799
Speaker 4: what you call that?

1149
00:51:03,520 --> 00:51:04,319
Speaker 3: The screen show?

1150
00:51:05,640 --> 00:51:09,600
Speaker 4: So oh, she's a fan, which blew my wig. And

1151
00:51:09,960 --> 00:51:11,080
Speaker 4: she's a fan of comedy.

1152
00:51:11,520 --> 00:51:13,279
Speaker 3: You know, that's that doesn't surprise me.

1153
00:51:13,719 --> 00:51:16,280
Speaker 4: Yes, she's a fan of comedy. She got a great, smart,

1154
00:51:16,320 --> 00:51:18,759
Speaker 4: great laugh. I told her that my daughter was a

1155
00:51:18,800 --> 00:51:21,520
Speaker 4: fan of her lingerie. I lie, I was, but I

1156
00:51:21,520 --> 00:51:24,279
Speaker 4: put it on my door and so, but you know,

1157
00:51:24,360 --> 00:51:27,759
Speaker 4: I'm fantasizing because I said, also, I wish that you

1158
00:51:27,880 --> 00:51:30,279
Speaker 4: made it in larger sizes, and.

1159
00:51:30,280 --> 00:51:33,560
Speaker 2: She said I do. I said you do? She said yes.

1160
00:51:34,239 --> 00:51:37,520
Speaker 4: I said I wanted to be a lingerie model. She said,

1161
00:51:37,600 --> 00:51:40,839
Speaker 4: let's make it happen. I said, okay, kei ki ki key.

1162
00:51:40,920 --> 00:51:42,840
Speaker 4: We got off the phone. I'm thinking, oh, that's my

1163
00:51:43,000 --> 00:51:44,800
Speaker 4: one and only interaction.

1164
00:51:44,960 --> 00:51:45,279
Speaker 2: We out.

1165
00:51:45,400 --> 00:51:48,480
Speaker 4: It was so far nice of her to patronize me

1166
00:51:48,560 --> 00:51:51,719
Speaker 4: in such way. Walking two days later, she hits me

1167
00:51:51,800 --> 00:51:54,440
Speaker 4: in the d M and asked me for my email.

1168
00:51:54,520 --> 00:51:56,120
Speaker 2: Boom. I sent it back to her.

1169
00:51:56,520 --> 00:52:01,239
Speaker 4: Honey, contracts started coming and you know, money, and she

1170
00:52:01,360 --> 00:52:03,160
Speaker 4: told us how I was gonna go and I'm like,

1171
00:52:03,760 --> 00:52:06,000
Speaker 4: see this what I'm talking about now to r a

1172
00:52:06,160 --> 00:52:09,680
Speaker 4: check that my ass literally is about to have to

1173
00:52:09,719 --> 00:52:13,520
Speaker 4: cash because now then said okay for we gota and

1174
00:52:13,600 --> 00:52:16,600
Speaker 4: she said okay back, I'm like shit, okay. So they

1175
00:52:16,640 --> 00:52:21,240
Speaker 4: start sitting in the lingerie and stuff and I'm like, oh, Lord, Lord,

1176
00:52:21,320 --> 00:52:24,880
Speaker 4: I gotta put this on and did so you know

1177
00:52:25,000 --> 00:52:27,600
Speaker 4: that's that's how. That's how that happened. I did it

1178
00:52:27,600 --> 00:52:29,800
Speaker 4: for like two years and got to do the fashion

1179
00:52:29,880 --> 00:52:34,080
Speaker 4: show that was on Amazon during the It's amazing Perish

1180
00:52:34,120 --> 00:52:38,920
Speaker 4: hill Town Will Smith and no weird like you.

1181
00:52:39,040 --> 00:52:40,400
Speaker 1: But you're comfortable with your body.

1182
00:52:40,440 --> 00:52:44,719
Speaker 4: You don't really, I mean I am. If I'm about to,

1183
00:52:45,000 --> 00:52:47,239
Speaker 4: you know, fuck or something, I'm like.

1184
00:52:47,239 --> 00:52:48,960
Speaker 3: This is it lights on?

1185
00:52:49,360 --> 00:52:52,600
Speaker 4: The lights on, bitch, I don't care, but like you know,

1186
00:52:52,680 --> 00:52:55,320
Speaker 4: there's some bathing suits. I'm not gonna bear, you know

1187
00:52:55,400 --> 00:52:58,480
Speaker 4: what I mean. Or I'm not gonna wear anything tight.

1188
00:52:58,719 --> 00:53:01,160
Speaker 4: You know, I'm not just one of the bitches from

1189
00:53:01,200 --> 00:53:03,160
Speaker 4: Instagram this fat and don't give a fuck.

1190
00:53:03,280 --> 00:53:03,959
Speaker 2: I give a fuck.

1191
00:53:04,400 --> 00:53:07,799
Speaker 4: I'd rather create the illusion and you guess what's up

1192
00:53:07,880 --> 00:53:11,319
Speaker 4: under here then be like, oh she got not two

1193
00:53:11,360 --> 00:53:12,040
Speaker 4: o's but three.

1194
00:53:12,160 --> 00:53:12,319
Speaker 2: You know.

1195
00:53:12,400 --> 00:53:14,600
Speaker 4: I don't, by the way, but I'm just saying, yeah,

1196
00:53:15,040 --> 00:53:16,680
Speaker 4: you know what I mean, I don't need I'm not

1197
00:53:16,719 --> 00:53:17,680
Speaker 4: comfortable like that.

1198
00:53:18,280 --> 00:53:20,680
Speaker 1: I don't know why that's so surprising to me, with

1199
00:53:20,719 --> 00:53:22,040
Speaker 1: the with the only.

1200
00:53:21,760 --> 00:53:23,600
Speaker 3: Fans, with all I thought you would like to freeze

1201
00:53:23,640 --> 00:53:24,920
Speaker 3: sometime is different.

1202
00:53:26,080 --> 00:53:28,879
Speaker 1: Oh so you have that doesn't have anything you don't and.

1203
00:53:28,800 --> 00:53:29,840
Speaker 2: I didn't do that either.

1204
00:53:29,960 --> 00:53:30,880
Speaker 3: You don't have any coup.

1205
00:53:31,000 --> 00:53:34,359
Speaker 2: But oh no, I'm a victim of all this shit.

1206
00:53:35,200 --> 00:53:40,399
Speaker 4: We have so many pictures left from the lingerie shoot, right,

1207
00:53:41,080 --> 00:53:42,680
Speaker 4: I said, you know what we're gonna do all these

1208
00:53:42,719 --> 00:53:45,840
Speaker 4: beautiful ass pictures. I said, let's start the only fans

1209
00:53:45,880 --> 00:53:48,080
Speaker 4: and just put them all on the only fans. It

1210
00:53:48,200 --> 00:53:51,719
Speaker 4: be burlesqui and be sexy. And then very quickly I

1211
00:53:51,719 --> 00:53:53,480
Speaker 4: found out that that's not what the fuck they was

1212
00:53:53,480 --> 00:53:55,960
Speaker 4: trying to see. And then I didn't. I was too nervous.

1213
00:53:55,960 --> 00:53:57,920
Speaker 4: I didn't do nothing. But then I fucked this boy,

1214
00:53:58,719 --> 00:54:01,160
Speaker 4: and then you know, we to daddy pictures.

1215
00:54:01,640 --> 00:54:03,080
Speaker 2: He understood, she's.

1216
00:54:02,920 --> 00:54:08,279
Speaker 4: Here, by the way, she knows, she knows, yo, Danail, Danell, Yo,

1217
00:54:08,400 --> 00:54:12,240
Speaker 4: your mom yo, your mom be Hellen.

1218
00:54:13,760 --> 00:54:15,880
Speaker 2: I took some picture with this boy. People was asking

1219
00:54:15,960 --> 00:54:17,319
Speaker 2: for some ship. I said, oh, but.

1220
00:54:17,360 --> 00:54:18,880
Speaker 3: You you know better than that.

1221
00:54:19,080 --> 00:54:21,560
Speaker 2: No, what you mean? This for my first time. I

1222
00:54:21,560 --> 00:54:22,640
Speaker 2: don't take pictures with people.

1223
00:54:22,680 --> 00:54:26,800
Speaker 4: It ain't no picture nowhere, Danell, it ain't no picture nowhere.

1224
00:54:26,840 --> 00:54:30,520
Speaker 2: A mommy went a dick in her mouth. None of that, Okay.

1225
00:54:30,719 --> 00:54:33,640
Speaker 2: In my hands, you know, so I had a couple.

1226
00:54:33,920 --> 00:54:37,560
Speaker 4: I told her, though I tell my motherfucking daughter everything, Okay,

1227
00:54:37,680 --> 00:54:40,279
Speaker 4: nobody tell her nothing in the street. Danell will tell you.

1228
00:54:40,560 --> 00:54:43,680
Speaker 4: I told her was after lunch. I'm just like, Oh, Dannell.

1229
00:54:43,800 --> 00:54:45,440
Speaker 4: By the way, there's a picture of me with a

1230
00:54:45,520 --> 00:54:46,960
Speaker 4: dick in my hand on only fans.

1231
00:54:47,000 --> 00:54:50,640
Speaker 2: Okay, damn, she told And she said, whose dick is it?

1232
00:54:50,640 --> 00:54:52,720
Speaker 3: It's a fair balance question, fair question.

1233
00:54:52,920 --> 00:54:55,479
Speaker 2: I said, you don't know him, okay, and she don't.

1234
00:54:55,640 --> 00:54:56,400
Speaker 3: Where is he now?

1235
00:54:57,000 --> 00:55:00,279
Speaker 4: Well, he's out of my life. But he's signed that

1236
00:55:00,320 --> 00:55:03,160
Speaker 4: little waiver that said that I can put in pepee

1237
00:55:03,800 --> 00:55:07,239
Speaker 4: on which card? So he ain't got an income. Oh

1238
00:55:07,239 --> 00:55:09,040
Speaker 4: he could be hot as fish grease when you see

1239
00:55:09,080 --> 00:55:12,200
Speaker 4: this motherfucker interview, I don't care. He could have still

1240
00:55:12,239 --> 00:55:14,520
Speaker 4: been my boyfriend acted up sood.

1241
00:55:14,480 --> 00:55:17,760
Speaker 1: Okay in real life? Yes, what do you pray for most?

1242
00:55:17,800 --> 00:55:18,440
Speaker 1: In real life?

1243
00:55:18,640 --> 00:55:22,160
Speaker 4: Long healthy life for myself and my daughter. That's my

1244
00:55:22,840 --> 00:55:24,919
Speaker 4: main prayer. I really want to live a long time.

1245
00:55:25,120 --> 00:55:27,040
Speaker 1: Do you death? Are you scared of death?

1246
00:55:27,480 --> 00:55:30,080
Speaker 2: Yes? And I'm scared for her. Told me.

1247
00:55:30,160 --> 00:55:32,880
Speaker 4: She has told me how scared she is. Something I

1248
00:55:33,760 --> 00:55:36,479
Speaker 4: know what it is. I want to prolong her having

1249
00:55:36,520 --> 00:55:38,000
Speaker 4: to go through that for a long time.

1250
00:55:38,560 --> 00:55:39,560
Speaker 3: Because you felt that too.

1251
00:55:39,880 --> 00:55:40,120
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1252
00:55:40,239 --> 00:55:42,359
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's the tough It's the worst part of this thing.

1253
00:55:42,840 --> 00:55:44,399
Speaker 2: Hey, you want to blow your brains out, and.

1254
00:55:44,360 --> 00:55:45,960
Speaker 3: It's all the way like it's guaranteed.

1255
00:55:46,080 --> 00:55:47,840
Speaker 2: Like you really wish you could just shake somebody and

1256
00:55:47,840 --> 00:55:50,040
Speaker 2: bring them back, Yeah, and you can't.

1257
00:55:50,040 --> 00:55:52,560
Speaker 1: That's probably why you liked the Lauren episode so much,

1258
00:55:52,680 --> 00:55:57,800
Speaker 1: seeing her manage to survive that type of mourning.

1259
00:55:57,920 --> 00:56:00,600
Speaker 4: No, it's the empathy. You know, you have a partner

1260
00:56:00,600 --> 00:56:03,520
Speaker 4: that was right. They were just like this, and I

1261
00:56:03,600 --> 00:56:07,359
Speaker 4: was like, that hurts me. You know, the kids, the

1262
00:56:07,400 --> 00:56:10,839
Speaker 4: pain she had to go through to get the tattoos

1263
00:56:10,880 --> 00:56:13,359
Speaker 4: that she's got. That's that pain that you have to

1264
00:56:13,480 --> 00:56:16,200
Speaker 4: play somewhere. You can't do nothing to the person, You

1265
00:56:16,239 --> 00:56:17,840
Speaker 4: can't get to them. What are you gonna do?

1266
00:56:17,880 --> 00:56:18,520
Speaker 2: You just left.

1267
00:56:18,640 --> 00:56:23,120
Speaker 4: The area is entrenched with memories of those two over

1268
00:56:23,160 --> 00:56:26,279
Speaker 4: here over there, and I was obsessed with them like

1269
00:56:26,400 --> 00:56:30,480
Speaker 4: people get obsessed with jay Z and Beyonce. I was

1270
00:56:30,520 --> 00:56:33,600
Speaker 4: obsessed with Nipsy and Long because you can like touch

1271
00:56:33,680 --> 00:56:36,080
Speaker 4: them because we were right here. I lived my house

1272
00:56:36,120 --> 00:56:39,040
Speaker 4: with three blocks from the maritime child. I saw the

1273
00:56:39,160 --> 00:56:41,800
Speaker 4: murals go up. I was there when the flowers is

1274
00:56:41,840 --> 00:56:43,879
Speaker 4: on the ground. You know, my daughter and I went

1275
00:56:43,920 --> 00:56:50,360
Speaker 4: through it together. I had been through assassinations all my life, Kennedy, Malcolm,

1276
00:56:50,920 --> 00:56:55,600
Speaker 4: Medart Martin. I lived through all that, but this was

1277
00:56:55,719 --> 00:56:58,600
Speaker 4: my daughter's first iconic assassination.

1278
00:57:00,080 --> 00:57:00,799
Speaker 2: She had to go through.

1279
00:57:00,840 --> 00:57:02,640
Speaker 4: And I had that, and I watched that, and uh,

1280
00:57:03,160 --> 00:57:06,040
Speaker 4: and then I watched what the what he meant to

1281
00:57:06,120 --> 00:57:09,799
Speaker 4: the culture, and as a grown old woman, you know,

1282
00:57:09,920 --> 00:57:13,440
Speaker 4: it just it's almost good that I have finally gotten

1283
00:57:13,640 --> 00:57:18,840
Speaker 4: out of the Krenshaw district on an everyday basis, because

1284
00:57:18,880 --> 00:57:20,080
Speaker 4: it's like, you can't let it go.

1285
00:57:20,400 --> 00:57:21,640
Speaker 2: I just didn't let it go.

1286
00:57:22,000 --> 00:57:25,240
Speaker 4: Every day I'm driving past the marathon shop, the fat

1287
00:57:25,280 --> 00:57:29,320
Speaker 4: Burger murals all up and down the street. He shot

1288
00:57:29,320 --> 00:57:32,120
Speaker 4: a video over here, he shot this video right here,

1289
00:57:32,400 --> 00:57:35,680
Speaker 4: he shot this by the video right here, every fucking day.

1290
00:57:35,800 --> 00:57:39,600
Speaker 4: And it's almost good for my mental health that I'm

1291
00:57:39,640 --> 00:57:42,360
Speaker 4: a little bit out of there now, you know, because

1292
00:57:42,400 --> 00:57:45,760
Speaker 4: it just hurts so bad. And for the love that

1293
00:57:46,360 --> 00:57:50,320
Speaker 4: Nip and Loin had, that la gangster love, you know,

1294
00:57:51,160 --> 00:57:52,280
Speaker 4: the beautiful girl, the.

1295
00:57:52,240 --> 00:57:54,720
Speaker 2: Thug ass dude and.

1296
00:57:54,120 --> 00:57:58,360
Speaker 4: Everybody, and then they win and Grammys they win, they won,

1297
00:57:58,760 --> 00:58:02,439
Speaker 4: and then to see that the fuck from her by

1298
00:58:02,480 --> 00:58:06,880
Speaker 4: this lunatic and then uh, you know it broadcast on television.

1299
00:58:07,040 --> 00:58:10,800
Speaker 2: I felt for her life. She came out of my chest.

1300
00:58:11,040 --> 00:58:14,320
Speaker 2: And so that's all I that's that's.

1301
00:58:14,080 --> 00:58:17,560
Speaker 4: When you, as an interviewer gripped me. And I've been

1302
00:58:17,640 --> 00:58:21,440
Speaker 4: knowing you in my mind all my life. You've been

1303
00:58:21,440 --> 00:58:24,200
Speaker 4: in the culture, in the videos everything you know, it's

1304
00:58:24,280 --> 00:58:26,880
Speaker 4: fitting out that and on radio and everything.

1305
00:58:26,960 --> 00:58:29,000
Speaker 2: All my life. I've known Andrew my teenagers.

1306
00:58:29,040 --> 00:58:31,480
Speaker 4: I ain't nobody had a bad word to say about

1307
00:58:31,520 --> 00:58:35,880
Speaker 4: you ever, and you really put thought into your questions

1308
00:58:35,920 --> 00:58:38,160
Speaker 4: and stuff. And that's why I was like, oh gosh,

1309
00:58:38,240 --> 00:58:41,320
Speaker 4: one day, I'll hope you interview me and then we

1310
00:58:41,520 --> 00:58:42,600
Speaker 4: now here we are, you know.

1311
00:58:43,720 --> 00:58:46,920
Speaker 1: But it's crazy that it affected you that way, affected

1312
00:58:46,960 --> 00:58:49,560
Speaker 1: so many people, especially here, but the whole culture.

1313
00:58:49,600 --> 00:58:51,000
Speaker 3: It's still I could tell. I could tell.

1314
00:58:51,400 --> 00:58:53,600
Speaker 1: And the thing is I felt it too, because I

1315
00:58:53,600 --> 00:58:55,400
Speaker 1: had just had a bunch of loss in my life,

1316
00:58:55,520 --> 00:58:57,600
Speaker 1: just lost both my grandparents in the same year and

1317
00:58:57,680 --> 00:59:00,920
Speaker 1: my aunt died like literally four boom boom boom, I

1318
00:59:00,920 --> 00:59:02,280
Speaker 1: mean boom boom boom, boom boom.

1319
00:59:02,360 --> 00:59:04,280
Speaker 3: Just mortality, mortality.

1320
00:59:03,960 --> 00:59:06,960
Speaker 1: We're all Gonna It was literally the series. The name

1321
00:59:06,960 --> 00:59:09,000
Speaker 1: of the first season of my podcast was We're All

1322
00:59:09,040 --> 00:59:15,120
Speaker 1: Gonna I know, because why Because I was faced with

1323
00:59:15,160 --> 00:59:17,080
Speaker 1: that in my own life. And then when I saw

1324
00:59:17,200 --> 00:59:19,800
Speaker 1: Lauren going through that, I just I know that other

1325
00:59:19,800 --> 00:59:21,760
Speaker 1: people must be feeling that, and then how do.

1326
00:59:21,720 --> 00:59:22,400
Speaker 3: You survive that?

1327
00:59:22,520 --> 00:59:24,800
Speaker 2: But she tells you though, yeah she did.

1328
00:59:26,240 --> 00:59:31,960
Speaker 4: Like that what I needed from my you know, I

1329
00:59:32,200 --> 00:59:36,280
Speaker 4: wanted to see how she's dealing, how she's breathing, you.

1330
00:59:36,200 --> 00:59:37,600
Speaker 2: Know, because she can't get away from them.

1331
00:59:37,640 --> 00:59:40,000
Speaker 4: Then they started the whole clothing line and the whole

1332
00:59:40,040 --> 00:59:41,040
Speaker 4: dynasty for the kids.

1333
00:59:41,040 --> 00:59:43,400
Speaker 2: They are all good, you know, they are. They all good.

1334
00:59:43,440 --> 00:59:47,280
Speaker 4: They are gonna be watched over and you know, like

1335
00:59:47,400 --> 00:59:51,080
Speaker 4: Lauren's the Queen of la say something about her and

1336
00:59:51,200 --> 00:59:51,880
Speaker 4: probably get your.

1337
00:59:51,880 --> 00:59:55,520
Speaker 2: Tired slashed or something like that or worse exactly. I

1338
00:59:55,600 --> 00:59:56,160
Speaker 2: just went there.

1339
00:59:56,360 --> 00:59:56,680
Speaker 4: I know.

1340
01:00:00,000 --> 01:00:01,880
Speaker 1: I love that you felt that episode. I did too.

1341
01:00:02,120 --> 01:00:06,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know, you just do you you it seems

1342
01:00:06,640 --> 01:00:09,360
Speaker 4: like you can see the wills turning in your head

1343
01:00:09,440 --> 01:00:11,840
Speaker 4: to really ask questions that you think about.

1344
01:00:12,160 --> 01:00:14,560
Speaker 2: You really think about it. You don't just read this ship.

1345
01:00:14,720 --> 01:00:16,720
Speaker 1: I'm really just trying to get to know people. Then

1346
01:00:16,800 --> 01:00:19,680
Speaker 1: what their story is, because I feel like I feel

1347
01:00:19,720 --> 01:00:23,800
Speaker 1: like all of our stories can serve people.

1348
01:00:23,880 --> 01:00:26,320
Speaker 4: I remember earlier I say everybody's everybody's got a story.

1349
01:00:26,400 --> 01:00:28,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, everybody's got a story. So you know, but you

1350
01:00:28,520 --> 01:00:32,320
Speaker 1: said nobody gives a ship out. I think I think

1351
01:00:32,360 --> 01:00:34,840
Speaker 1: people do. I think people do when it's when it's

1352
01:00:34,880 --> 01:00:37,560
Speaker 1: packaged in a way that's served, that's that's used as

1353
01:00:37,560 --> 01:00:41,320
Speaker 1: a surface. Like when I created this podcast, I wanted

1354
01:00:41,320 --> 01:00:43,400
Speaker 1: it to be offering so anyway, so that's how it

1355
01:00:43,440 --> 01:00:45,520
Speaker 1: was born. And then I just feel like everybody's story.

1356
01:00:45,560 --> 01:00:47,560
Speaker 1: That's why I was on you so much about I

1357
01:00:47,600 --> 01:00:49,880
Speaker 1: know you're sensitive and careful about what you share. I

1358
01:00:49,880 --> 01:00:51,600
Speaker 1: can see that, so I don't want to push you

1359
01:00:51,640 --> 01:00:53,960
Speaker 1: too much, but I do think even just a little

1360
01:00:53,960 --> 01:00:56,680
Speaker 1: bit that you've shared, I think that it is inspiring

1361
01:00:56,760 --> 01:00:58,320
Speaker 1: to see you come out on the other side the

1362
01:00:58,320 --> 01:00:58,800
Speaker 1: way you have.

1363
01:00:59,120 --> 01:01:00,360
Speaker 2: It's inspiring to me.

1364
01:01:00,560 --> 01:01:03,200
Speaker 4: I feel like life had its foot on my neck

1365
01:01:03,280 --> 01:01:07,160
Speaker 4: for so long. You know, I made bad decisions and

1366
01:01:07,880 --> 01:01:09,320
Speaker 4: living in Oakland.

1367
01:01:08,920 --> 01:01:12,480
Speaker 2: During a horrible crack era lost a lot of people.

1368
01:01:13,080 --> 01:01:16,919
Speaker 4: I got lost for a while, you know, didn't having

1369
01:01:17,000 --> 01:01:21,440
Speaker 4: a kid, not knowing what to do, and you know,

1370
01:01:22,280 --> 01:01:26,120
Speaker 4: trying to do something that only boys were doing really successfully,

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01:01:27,000 --> 01:01:30,000
Speaker 4: you know, and then try to be myself and talk

1372
01:01:30,040 --> 01:01:31,840
Speaker 4: the way I talk, and feel the way I feel,

1373
01:01:31,960 --> 01:01:36,200
Speaker 4: and do it and it just is a miracle that

1374
01:01:36,320 --> 01:01:40,439
Speaker 4: God has allowed me to be successful in this way.

1375
01:01:40,520 --> 01:01:43,080
Speaker 1: Why do you think you survived? Like you talked about

1376
01:01:43,080 --> 01:01:45,360
Speaker 1: the crack errant and all that shit you went through.

1377
01:01:45,400 --> 01:01:46,960
Speaker 1: Why do you think you survived all that?

1378
01:01:47,080 --> 01:01:49,880
Speaker 4: Because God had a plan for me. It's the only answer,

1379
01:01:50,560 --> 01:01:52,560
Speaker 4: because I could not have survived.

1380
01:01:52,560 --> 01:01:53,600
Speaker 1: You take no credit for it.

1381
01:01:53,920 --> 01:01:57,360
Speaker 4: No, it's all I'm following the footsteps that was laid

1382
01:01:57,360 --> 01:02:00,920
Speaker 4: out for If you don't buck what's laid out for you,

1383
01:02:01,400 --> 01:02:05,919
Speaker 4: and you follow your mind and your heart, it will

1384
01:02:06,040 --> 01:02:08,240
Speaker 4: lead you to where you're trying to go.

1385
01:02:08,280 --> 01:02:08,920
Speaker 2: And that's God.

1386
01:02:09,120 --> 01:02:10,080
Speaker 1: But how did he lay it out?

1387
01:02:10,080 --> 01:02:11,880
Speaker 3: How did you see it? Because sometimes people.

1388
01:02:12,040 --> 01:02:15,440
Speaker 4: Didn't say, oh my child go forth and talk about

1389
01:02:15,480 --> 01:02:20,160
Speaker 4: dick and shit like that, and yeah, I'm sure didn't.

1390
01:02:20,760 --> 01:02:23,320
Speaker 4: But what I did do was I made taking care

1391
01:02:23,360 --> 01:02:28,000
Speaker 4: of my family the goal. By any means necessary. I

1392
01:02:28,040 --> 01:02:30,280
Speaker 4: have to win this comedy contest because I have to

1393
01:02:30,320 --> 01:02:32,680
Speaker 4: get this money, because I have to pay this rent,

1394
01:02:32,840 --> 01:02:35,080
Speaker 4: because I have to feed my baby, I have to

1395
01:02:35,560 --> 01:02:37,040
Speaker 4: I can't go into a half stepping.

1396
01:02:37,320 --> 01:02:39,040
Speaker 2: I have to slay every.

1397
01:02:38,840 --> 01:02:41,240
Speaker 4: Time I put a mic in front of my mouth,

1398
01:02:41,560 --> 01:02:43,280
Speaker 4: and the only way I can do that is be

1399
01:02:43,400 --> 01:02:46,480
Speaker 4: myself and talk about what I'm thinking about, because I'm

1400
01:02:46,480 --> 01:02:49,560
Speaker 4: thinking about what eighty percent of everybody else is thinking about.

1401
01:02:49,680 --> 01:02:51,960
Speaker 4: But everybody else don't have the job to report it.

1402
01:02:52,200 --> 01:02:54,960
Speaker 4: I'm not a reporter, you know what I'm saying. You

1403
01:02:54,960 --> 01:02:59,000
Speaker 4: think I didn't talk about that Submary.

1404
01:03:00,120 --> 01:03:04,040
Speaker 2: I believe it was Mooney Guarne now and stuff like that.

1405
01:03:04,160 --> 01:03:07,000
Speaker 4: I have to pick up the gauntlet. Somebody's gotta keep

1406
01:03:07,040 --> 01:03:09,600
Speaker 4: it a buck. You know, I'm not here to write jokes.

1407
01:03:09,640 --> 01:03:12,439
Speaker 4: I'm just here to talk about what's real and isn't

1408
01:03:12,480 --> 01:03:12,960
Speaker 4: this funny?

1409
01:03:12,960 --> 01:03:14,600
Speaker 2: Listen to this? It's you know what I mean?

1410
01:03:15,280 --> 01:03:17,200
Speaker 4: And that's all. That's all I know how to do.

1411
01:03:17,280 --> 01:03:19,680
Speaker 4: I don't know how to write a joke. God bless

1412
01:03:19,840 --> 01:03:21,919
Speaker 4: the writers, but I don't know how to write one.

1413
01:03:22,520 --> 01:03:25,720
Speaker 4: I know how to write stories and interject stuff and

1414
01:03:25,760 --> 01:03:28,360
Speaker 4: make it because I like that anyway. In my comedy,

1415
01:03:28,360 --> 01:03:31,200
Speaker 4: if it's a story, you know what I'm saying, something

1416
01:03:31,280 --> 01:03:35,000
Speaker 4: I can visualize and take everybody else and make them

1417
01:03:35,040 --> 01:03:35,800
Speaker 4: see what I see.

1418
01:03:35,880 --> 01:03:39,560
Speaker 1: It's all the gift for some real reasons, I feel

1419
01:03:39,560 --> 01:03:41,880
Speaker 1: like you. I always talk about this here, even with

1420
01:03:41,880 --> 01:03:45,040
Speaker 1: the pod and this project and everything. It's like if

1421
01:03:45,080 --> 01:03:49,080
Speaker 1: you follow, like you say, the steps is there, yeah,

1422
01:03:49,080 --> 01:03:49,880
Speaker 1: but you don't it.

1423
01:03:50,040 --> 01:03:51,640
Speaker 3: Sometimes it takes you a while to see it all.

1424
01:03:51,640 --> 01:03:52,080
Speaker 2: It took me.

1425
01:03:52,520 --> 01:03:53,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, it took it while right.

1426
01:03:54,080 --> 01:03:54,280
Speaker 2: You know.

1427
01:03:54,840 --> 01:03:57,080
Speaker 4: Of course I wish on what is happening for me now?

1428
01:03:57,120 --> 01:04:02,160
Speaker 4: It happened for me twenty years ago. I was fuck wild.

1429
01:04:02,720 --> 01:04:06,160
Speaker 2: I was in the streets, you know, I was quick

1430
01:04:06,200 --> 01:04:07,920
Speaker 2: to pop off and all that.

1431
01:04:08,000 --> 01:04:10,720
Speaker 4: So you have to learn all that and what you

1432
01:04:10,800 --> 01:04:13,560
Speaker 4: got to get to toxic people from around you. You

1433
01:04:13,640 --> 01:04:15,640
Speaker 4: got to stop doing whatever it is that you know

1434
01:04:15,680 --> 01:04:18,400
Speaker 4: you ain't supposed to be doing and then just focus

1435
01:04:18,480 --> 01:04:21,200
Speaker 4: on what your what, what what your gift is and

1436
01:04:21,240 --> 01:04:24,360
Speaker 4: try to perfect that and go out and attack this

1437
01:04:24,400 --> 01:04:27,320
Speaker 4: shit like it's a job, because it is, you know,

1438
01:04:27,880 --> 01:04:30,000
Speaker 4: granting them to say nothing come to a sleeper but

1439
01:04:30,080 --> 01:04:32,480
Speaker 4: a dream. You can't sleep till three and four in

1440
01:04:32,520 --> 01:04:34,680
Speaker 4: the afternoon to think you're gonna make it in any

1441
01:04:34,800 --> 01:04:37,480
Speaker 4: fucking thing. You got to get the fuck up and

1442
01:04:37,520 --> 01:04:38,320
Speaker 4: get at it.

1443
01:04:38,280 --> 01:04:38,440
Speaker 2: You know.

1444
01:04:38,520 --> 01:04:40,960
Speaker 4: I reach out like I know none be the fairy,

1445
01:04:41,000 --> 01:04:43,280
Speaker 4: but to try, I reached out your DM he did.

1446
01:04:43,400 --> 01:04:45,680
Speaker 4: Here we see it because I'm not always first on

1447
01:04:45,720 --> 01:04:49,480
Speaker 4: everybody mind. And I used to have an issue with that, like, oh,

1448
01:04:49,520 --> 01:04:51,640
Speaker 4: you just calling me to come play this part because

1449
01:04:51,680 --> 01:04:54,080
Speaker 4: you couldn't get teaching camel or something like that, right,

1450
01:04:54,760 --> 01:04:57,360
Speaker 4: And uh again, at the end of the day, who cares?

1451
01:04:57,400 --> 01:04:58,840
Speaker 2: Why? Who cares? Go do the job?

1452
01:04:58,960 --> 01:04:59,600
Speaker 3: Nobody cares?

1453
01:05:00,000 --> 01:05:03,680
Speaker 2: Nobody cares. That's what I said. I started podcasting, is

1454
01:05:03,760 --> 01:05:05,880
Speaker 2: gonna call it nobody, but that's.

1455
01:05:05,800 --> 01:05:07,840
Speaker 3: Actually a fucking great name for the podcast.

1456
01:05:07,880 --> 01:05:09,640
Speaker 1: Can I come be a guest on your podcast?

1457
01:05:09,920 --> 01:05:10,200
Speaker 2: What's you?

1458
01:05:10,240 --> 01:05:12,040
Speaker 1: What are you gonna ask me?

1459
01:05:12,240 --> 01:05:16,919
Speaker 4: I want to ask you, how in the world did

1460
01:05:16,960 --> 01:05:19,600
Speaker 4: you get so you you were there in Brooklyn.

1461
01:05:19,640 --> 01:05:22,200
Speaker 1: My family's from the Bronx, Me and my mother. She

1462
01:05:22,280 --> 01:05:23,440
Speaker 1: took me to Brooklyn when I was eight.

1463
01:05:23,520 --> 01:05:26,000
Speaker 4: How did you get so entrenched in this hip hop

1464
01:05:26,120 --> 01:05:29,439
Speaker 4: culture that you you know what, what wanted you?

1465
01:05:29,760 --> 01:05:29,960
Speaker 2: What?

1466
01:05:30,480 --> 01:05:32,680
Speaker 4: Did you feel like you wanted to go into broadcasting?

1467
01:05:32,720 --> 01:05:36,120
Speaker 4: Did you rappers that were your friends that you wanted

1468
01:05:36,080 --> 01:05:39,240
Speaker 4: to you know? What made you leave to hip hop?

1469
01:05:39,480 --> 01:05:41,840
Speaker 4: While you're not out here? sALS dance and some goddamn.

1470
01:05:42,040 --> 01:05:43,920
Speaker 1: By the way, is I do have a dream to

1471
01:05:43,920 --> 01:05:45,000
Speaker 1: be able to solve.

1472
01:05:47,920 --> 01:05:50,960
Speaker 3: Is on my bucket list to subsidence.

1473
01:05:50,240 --> 01:05:51,960
Speaker 1: In public because I can't do it.

1474
01:05:53,960 --> 01:05:54,400
Speaker 2: No, man.

1475
01:05:54,440 --> 01:05:56,520
Speaker 1: I grew up in New York and so hip hop

1476
01:05:56,640 --> 01:05:58,880
Speaker 1: was I was a kid, but I was a latch kid.

1477
01:05:58,920 --> 01:06:01,080
Speaker 3: My mother was trying to scape ship that she was

1478
01:06:01,120 --> 01:06:01,960
Speaker 3: dealing with from her.

1479
01:06:02,240 --> 01:06:06,640
Speaker 1: So she's working out two jobs, three jobs, none just me,

1480
01:06:06,920 --> 01:06:09,560
Speaker 1: only child, one little small apartment in Brooklyn, Me and

1481
01:06:09,560 --> 01:06:12,000
Speaker 1: my mom. She's young, She's trying to find her way

1482
01:06:12,080 --> 01:06:15,280
Speaker 1: start a career. I'm latchkey kid at home by myself,

1483
01:06:15,320 --> 01:06:19,240
Speaker 1: with too much shit in height, yes, pretty much, with

1484
01:06:19,280 --> 01:06:21,440
Speaker 1: too much time on my hands, too much freedom.

1485
01:06:21,760 --> 01:06:23,840
Speaker 3: So I'm outside.

1486
01:06:23,880 --> 01:06:29,080
Speaker 1: I'm outside, and outside is you know kids breakdancing and

1487
01:06:29,280 --> 01:06:30,080
Speaker 1: hip hop music.

1488
01:06:30,120 --> 01:06:33,120
Speaker 3: And I grew yeah, I was a.

1489
01:06:33,040 --> 01:06:35,280
Speaker 1: Little kid, and you know, you look outside and that's

1490
01:06:35,320 --> 01:06:37,360
Speaker 1: what was happening outside. I grew up in a neighborhood

1491
01:06:37,400 --> 01:06:42,080
Speaker 1: that was it was mixed, but you know, it was

1492
01:06:42,240 --> 01:06:45,600
Speaker 1: black and brown, and so we was hip hop music.

1493
01:06:45,600 --> 01:06:47,560
Speaker 1: That's what we knew. And it was my it was

1494
01:06:47,600 --> 01:06:49,600
Speaker 1: my ship, you know what I mean. So then I

1495
01:06:49,600 --> 01:06:51,320
Speaker 1: found my I was an intern at the radio station

1496
01:06:51,400 --> 01:06:52,520
Speaker 1: and then found my way from there.

1497
01:06:52,720 --> 01:06:53,360
Speaker 2: But I didn't know.

1498
01:06:54,840 --> 01:06:57,320
Speaker 1: My mother was in radio because when she was out

1499
01:06:57,440 --> 01:07:00,080
Speaker 1: trying to find her career, she was an assistant and

1500
01:06:59,680 --> 01:07:03,440
Speaker 1: a secretary at She started as a secretary of PolyGram Records.

1501
01:07:03,480 --> 01:07:06,040
Speaker 1: Then she got a secretary job at wy and Y,

1502
01:07:06,080 --> 01:07:08,160
Speaker 1: which is like a news radio station, so she got

1503
01:07:08,160 --> 01:07:11,840
Speaker 1: in there, and then eventually she worked a way up

1504
01:07:11,960 --> 01:07:13,960
Speaker 1: and then she got me an internship. And I started

1505
01:07:14,000 --> 01:07:16,120
Speaker 1: with an internship and then took it from there enrolled,

1506
01:07:16,160 --> 01:07:17,919
Speaker 1: So I kind of rolled off her back of which

1507
01:07:17,960 --> 01:07:22,200
Speaker 1: she had kind of started. And then I was sixteen

1508
01:07:22,240 --> 01:07:24,480
Speaker 1: when I first started interning at the radio station, and

1509
01:07:24,480 --> 01:07:26,640
Speaker 1: then I didn't go to college and didn't all that

1510
01:07:26,640 --> 01:07:29,720
Speaker 1: should happened there for me while I was there. So

1511
01:07:29,760 --> 01:07:31,880
Speaker 1: it's the same, you know, you find something, you latch

1512
01:07:31,920 --> 01:07:35,000
Speaker 1: onto it. And I didn't know interviewing wasn't even a thing. Yeah, yeah,

1513
01:07:35,320 --> 01:07:37,240
Speaker 1: I just the same thing. It just kind of fell

1514
01:07:37,240 --> 01:07:39,840
Speaker 1: into it. And then I was always a curious kid,

1515
01:07:40,160 --> 01:07:43,280
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I was always curious about talk. Yeah,

1516
01:07:43,400 --> 01:07:45,520
Speaker 1: I wasn't necessarily a talker. I don't even think i'm

1517
01:07:45,520 --> 01:07:47,080
Speaker 1: a talker really now, But.

1518
01:07:48,000 --> 01:07:50,200
Speaker 2: You had to be able to articulate yourself.

1519
01:07:50,400 --> 01:07:52,560
Speaker 1: I think I learned how. I think I learned how

1520
01:07:52,560 --> 01:07:54,680
Speaker 1: to do that. I think I was a kid, so

1521
01:07:54,760 --> 01:07:56,840
Speaker 1: I by myself. I spent a lot of time by myself,

1522
01:07:56,880 --> 01:07:59,720
Speaker 1: so it was in my own head a lot. So

1523
01:07:59,920 --> 01:08:01,200
Speaker 1: I don't think so I think I learned how to

1524
01:08:01,320 --> 01:08:02,920
Speaker 1: over the years. Say, when you learn how to be

1525
01:08:02,960 --> 01:08:04,440
Speaker 1: in the business, and you know you get up in

1526
01:08:04,440 --> 01:08:05,360
Speaker 1: the morning and make your calls.

1527
01:08:05,400 --> 01:08:07,400
Speaker 2: I did all that, Yeah, because I wasn't a talker either.

1528
01:08:07,440 --> 01:08:11,240
Speaker 1: Actually, right, I believe that in the beginning, Yeah, you

1529
01:08:11,280 --> 01:08:13,120
Speaker 1: have to find it. You have to find it because

1530
01:08:13,160 --> 01:08:14,040
Speaker 1: the opportunity came.

1531
01:08:14,120 --> 01:08:17,559
Speaker 4: And then ye, Plus, when I would see things somebody

1532
01:08:18,000 --> 01:08:19,920
Speaker 4: made me mad, I hurt my feelings and I hold

1533
01:08:19,960 --> 01:08:23,240
Speaker 4: it in. I would get physically sick, like my stomach

1534
01:08:23,280 --> 01:08:24,400
Speaker 4: would get upset.

1535
01:08:24,960 --> 01:08:27,400
Speaker 2: And then when I started like cussing people.

1536
01:08:27,120 --> 01:08:30,120
Speaker 3: Out, you were like, ooh, I like that. That's better.

1537
01:08:30,160 --> 01:08:33,200
Speaker 4: It's so much better this. I'm just gonna keep doing

1538
01:08:33,240 --> 01:08:34,760
Speaker 4: this and everybody can kiss my hands.

1539
01:08:34,800 --> 01:08:36,600
Speaker 2: I don't care. And then you have to develop that

1540
01:08:36,680 --> 01:08:37,080
Speaker 2: don't care.

1541
01:08:37,200 --> 01:08:38,240
Speaker 1: And then Luella was born.

1542
01:08:38,400 --> 01:08:41,439
Speaker 2: Yeah, I really don't.

1543
01:08:41,680 --> 01:08:43,640
Speaker 4: I look at this ship myself and I'll be like,

1544
01:08:43,720 --> 01:08:47,160
Speaker 4: I don't know where this came from because I was

1545
01:08:47,200 --> 01:08:49,760
Speaker 4: a theater. I was a theater check, I was doing

1546
01:08:49,800 --> 01:08:50,719
Speaker 4: plays and stuff.

1547
01:08:50,760 --> 01:08:54,439
Speaker 2: I was you know me. But then I don't know

1548
01:08:54,560 --> 01:08:55,800
Speaker 2: this shit. I don't know.

1549
01:08:56,360 --> 01:08:58,439
Speaker 1: I can't wait to see what's next for you. I

1550
01:08:58,520 --> 01:09:02,479
Speaker 1: know you have ideas and I don't know goals, and yeah, we'll.

1551
01:09:02,360 --> 01:09:04,479
Speaker 4: See whatever God got in front of me. You know,

1552
01:09:04,960 --> 01:09:07,080
Speaker 4: at this point, I'm just gonna let it go. I'm

1553
01:09:07,120 --> 01:09:08,080
Speaker 4: just gonna let go.

1554
01:09:08,680 --> 01:09:11,799
Speaker 2: I'm really gonna let go and let God whatever direction

1555
01:09:12,000 --> 01:09:14,280
Speaker 2: ritation because where I'm at now, I'm cool.

1556
01:09:14,600 --> 01:09:17,599
Speaker 4: If I never get no further then where I'm at

1557
01:09:17,680 --> 01:09:20,799
Speaker 4: right now, fine, Fine.

1558
01:09:20,920 --> 01:09:22,599
Speaker 1: What are you most proud of about yourself?

1559
01:09:22,800 --> 01:09:23,519
Speaker 2: That I made it?

1560
01:09:24,320 --> 01:09:28,720
Speaker 4: I'm proud that I'm the rent of the eight shortest

1561
01:09:29,160 --> 01:09:33,240
Speaker 4: around this that I'm proud that I can do what

1562
01:09:33,320 --> 01:09:36,000
Speaker 4: I want to do pretty much in this life.

1563
01:09:36,600 --> 01:09:39,120
Speaker 1: What do you hope people learn from you from your life?

1564
01:09:39,240 --> 01:09:41,440
Speaker 4: I hope people learn that I'm not just a comedian,

1565
01:09:41,479 --> 01:09:45,439
Speaker 4: that I really am a person, and that I you know,

1566
01:09:45,960 --> 01:09:51,040
Speaker 4: sacrifice everything from my audience's you know, my personal life,

1567
01:09:51,240 --> 01:09:54,920
Speaker 4: my time with my daughter. You know, it's not just

1568
01:09:54,960 --> 01:09:57,519
Speaker 4: about getting the bag. It is about getting the bag

1569
01:09:57,600 --> 01:10:02,240
Speaker 4: to survive. But I've been real sick myself and still

1570
01:10:02,240 --> 01:10:04,000
Speaker 4: went on the stage. I don't I don't take this

1571
01:10:04,080 --> 01:10:07,160
Speaker 4: shit lightly. And so I just hope that people realize that,

1572
01:10:07,240 --> 01:10:09,360
Speaker 4: you know, I'm a I'm a real I'm a real girl,

1573
01:10:10,240 --> 01:10:13,559
Speaker 4: and you know, and I like boys, Yeah, we got that.

1574
01:10:13,600 --> 01:10:15,960
Speaker 2: We got that.

1575
01:10:16,360 --> 01:10:18,120
Speaker 3: I would like some who's giving you.

1576
01:10:18,160 --> 01:10:20,000
Speaker 1: The best advice to this best.

1577
01:10:19,760 --> 01:10:23,000
Speaker 4: Advice I ever got from I got the best advice

1578
01:10:23,040 --> 01:10:26,719
Speaker 4: I ever got from a person in this business about

1579
01:10:26,760 --> 01:10:32,120
Speaker 4: this business was from Queen of comedy Laura Hayes. Laura

1580
01:10:32,160 --> 01:10:34,880
Speaker 4: Hayes told me a long time ago, she said, shut

1581
01:10:34,920 --> 01:10:36,960
Speaker 4: the fuck up and listen.

1582
01:10:37,240 --> 01:10:39,320
Speaker 2: It never even occurred to me to listen, Nobo.

1583
01:10:40,880 --> 01:10:42,880
Speaker 4: I was like, what, I thought, I know everything, But

1584
01:10:42,960 --> 01:10:45,360
Speaker 4: then I started doing that, and I don't feel the

1585
01:10:45,439 --> 01:10:47,479
Speaker 4: need to If somebody's lying on my face, I don't

1586
01:10:47,520 --> 01:10:51,480
Speaker 4: feel the need to correct them and check them and

1587
01:10:51,479 --> 01:10:54,080
Speaker 4: embarrass them and all that. I just got okay, And

1588
01:10:54,120 --> 01:10:56,800
Speaker 4: then I just walk away knowing that they're lying, motherfucker,

1589
01:10:56,840 --> 01:10:58,240
Speaker 4: and I'm not gonna fuck with you no more.

1590
01:10:58,680 --> 01:10:58,920
Speaker 2: You know.

1591
01:10:59,280 --> 01:11:03,800
Speaker 4: I don't feel the need to interject myself in every conversation.

1592
01:11:04,200 --> 01:11:06,960
Speaker 4: Even if I know more than the people that have

1593
01:11:07,000 --> 01:11:10,680
Speaker 4: in the conversation, I just go, okay, So I do

1594
01:11:10,720 --> 01:11:12,439
Speaker 4: more of that than I used to.

1595
01:11:12,640 --> 01:11:14,519
Speaker 1: And what do you think your purpose is here while

1596
01:11:14,520 --> 01:11:17,000
Speaker 1: we're here, you know, on earth. Yeah, while we're here,

1597
01:11:17,000 --> 01:11:18,320
Speaker 1: while we're alive, while we're in it.

1598
01:11:18,360 --> 01:11:21,639
Speaker 4: Well, I guess my purpose is to be a good

1599
01:11:21,840 --> 01:11:28,599
Speaker 4: mom and aunt and sister, and to help people through

1600
01:11:29,320 --> 01:11:33,559
Speaker 4: hard times through laughter, the gift that God has given me,

1601
01:11:33,880 --> 01:11:38,639
Speaker 4: and to leave a legacy to all the underdog people

1602
01:11:38,640 --> 01:11:41,200
Speaker 4: in the world that just because their foot is on

1603
01:11:41,280 --> 01:11:43,160
Speaker 4: your neck now, don't mean that it's gonna be that

1604
01:11:43,200 --> 01:11:46,800
Speaker 4: way always. And you know the Bible say the last

1605
01:11:46,800 --> 01:11:49,800
Speaker 4: shall be first, and the first shall be last. And

1606
01:11:49,840 --> 01:11:53,320
Speaker 4: every dog, every dog has his day. But you gotta work,

1607
01:11:53,920 --> 01:11:56,800
Speaker 4: You gotta work, You gotta work. You know you can

1608
01:11:56,800 --> 01:11:59,439
Speaker 4: get stuff quick. But where you're gonna be, you know,

1609
01:12:00,000 --> 01:12:01,960
Speaker 4: anybody gonna know your name of where you're gonna be

1610
01:12:02,000 --> 01:12:03,880
Speaker 4: five years from now. But see, when you're young, you

1611
01:12:03,880 --> 01:12:05,720
Speaker 4: don't think about five years from now. You don't think

1612
01:12:05,760 --> 01:12:08,439
Speaker 4: about five minutes from now. And I get that, But

1613
01:12:08,520 --> 01:12:11,840
Speaker 4: if you keep living, you're gonna you wake up one

1614
01:12:11,920 --> 01:12:14,679
Speaker 4: day and need to know what the fuck's going on.

1615
01:12:15,720 --> 01:12:17,599
Speaker 3: So that'll be my last question.

1616
01:12:17,640 --> 01:12:19,960
Speaker 1: Then were you in five years from now?

1617
01:12:20,000 --> 01:12:22,240
Speaker 4: Five years from now, I'm gonna be the biggest female

1618
01:12:22,360 --> 01:12:27,640
Speaker 4: comic in the country. Hopefully I will have more ability

1619
01:12:27,760 --> 01:12:32,280
Speaker 4: to work with the charities and stuff that I like,

1620
01:12:32,280 --> 01:12:37,599
Speaker 4: like Martin mother Sabrina Philter's trade for Martin Foundation, and

1621
01:12:37,720 --> 01:12:42,160
Speaker 4: Mothers who lost anybody who lost kids to gun violence.

1622
01:12:42,560 --> 01:12:45,559
Speaker 4: I want to be a proponent for that. I want

1623
01:12:45,560 --> 01:12:50,880
Speaker 4: to have a couple more properties. And I yeah, so

1624
01:12:50,920 --> 01:12:52,880
Speaker 4: I'll be a grandmother.

1625
01:12:57,840 --> 01:12:59,920
Speaker 1: You're gonna be an amazing grandma.

1626
01:13:00,560 --> 01:13:01,920
Speaker 3: Oh my god.

1627
01:13:02,360 --> 01:13:08,360
Speaker 2: Granny Tank, can we please do.

1628
01:13:08,320 --> 01:13:09,720
Speaker 1: This again when you're grandmother?

1629
01:13:09,960 --> 01:13:13,679
Speaker 4: Oh god, I'll bring the little motherfuckers with me. Yeah,

1630
01:13:13,760 --> 01:13:15,439
Speaker 4: you wanted my grandkid daddy, all right.

1631
01:13:15,479 --> 01:13:16,400
Speaker 2: I enjoyed to tear it up.

1632
01:13:16,439 --> 01:13:19,880
Speaker 4: You fucking said no, not my grandchildren's situations down to

1633
01:13:19,960 --> 01:13:21,200
Speaker 4: be still, And I mean that.

1634
01:13:21,120 --> 01:13:23,240
Speaker 1: You're gonna You're gonna be You're gonna love it.

1635
01:13:23,560 --> 01:13:26,639
Speaker 4: Yeah, I heard the grandkids thing.

1636
01:13:26,680 --> 01:13:28,040
Speaker 2: You're not grandmother, no.

1637
01:13:27,880 --> 01:13:28,240
Speaker 3: Not yet.

1638
01:13:28,240 --> 01:13:31,040
Speaker 1: But my mother is an amazing is an amazing grandmother.

1639
01:13:31,120 --> 01:13:32,920
Speaker 1: So I look at her and I'm like, wow, it

1640
01:13:33,000 --> 01:13:33,360
Speaker 1: gives me.

1641
01:13:33,880 --> 01:13:35,879
Speaker 3: I'm excited for that because I see.

1642
01:13:35,760 --> 01:13:38,519
Speaker 2: What that is, that we be loving the grandkids more

1643
01:13:38,560 --> 01:13:41,360
Speaker 2: than a kid taking generation, like, get out the way,

1644
01:13:41,400 --> 01:13:43,479
Speaker 2: where's my grandbaby? You know what I mean.

1645
01:13:44,040 --> 01:13:45,880
Speaker 4: I don't know what that is, but I know that

1646
01:13:46,479 --> 01:13:48,960
Speaker 4: this has been one of the highlights of my career

1647
01:13:49,520 --> 01:13:52,599
Speaker 4: and she to be interviewed by you. I know that

1648
01:13:52,680 --> 01:13:56,840
Speaker 4: I didn't come in here to make it a comedy

1649
01:13:57,080 --> 01:13:59,679
Speaker 4: interview type thing, but I feel like you haven't.

1650
01:13:59,520 --> 01:14:02,200
Speaker 2: Had one like that. Thank you for you're right, and

1651
01:14:02,320 --> 01:14:04,400
Speaker 2: thank you and it's just who I am.

1652
01:14:04,640 --> 01:14:06,120
Speaker 3: No, I only want you to be who you are.

1653
01:14:06,240 --> 01:14:08,040
Speaker 2: You know I didn't come in here to do that.

1654
01:14:08,680 --> 01:14:10,400
Speaker 4: Matter of fact, you I had a little trip day

1655
01:14:11,120 --> 01:14:15,160
Speaker 4: and asking the question, but I just yes, you can see,

1656
01:14:15,200 --> 01:14:17,400
Speaker 4: it's just fun who I am. I hope that that

1657
01:14:17,439 --> 01:14:21,160
Speaker 4: came across in the interview and that everybody enjoyed it.

1658
01:14:21,240 --> 01:14:23,559
Speaker 2: And then I hope that, like you know, we can

1659
01:14:23,600 --> 01:14:24,280
Speaker 2: be friends.

1660
01:14:24,800 --> 01:14:27,040
Speaker 3: We could go, we can totally, we could totally hang

1661
01:14:27,080 --> 01:14:27,599
Speaker 3: out with New York.

1662
01:14:27,640 --> 01:14:28,160
Speaker 2: I would love to.

1663
01:14:29,320 --> 01:14:31,200
Speaker 1: And I don't know if you know, because I felt

1664
01:14:31,200 --> 01:14:34,400
Speaker 1: you and I feel you trying to. You can only

1665
01:14:34,439 --> 01:14:36,720
Speaker 1: be you and and even through the comedy and the

1666
01:14:36,800 --> 01:14:38,720
Speaker 1: jokes and the entertaining in the wal I still can

1667
01:14:38,800 --> 01:14:41,000
Speaker 1: see you. It doesn't make me see you.

1668
01:14:40,960 --> 01:14:45,600
Speaker 2: Last see people who have eyes, they can see me.

1669
01:14:46,560 --> 01:14:48,439
Speaker 1: But you don't have to be all serious and non

1670
01:14:48,479 --> 01:14:50,680
Speaker 1: funny for me to see you like I see. We

1671
01:14:50,720 --> 01:14:54,080
Speaker 1: can still see you, sure, so I appreciate you being

1672
01:14:54,160 --> 01:14:55,400
Speaker 1: you at all times.

1673
01:14:55,439 --> 01:14:56,599
Speaker 2: Thank you and Mike