WEBVTT - 9021One-On-One: Jill Novick

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<v Speaker 1>It's nine O gene one old Engine with Jenny Garth

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<v Speaker 1>and Tory spelling.

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<v Speaker 2>So this is really exciting.

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<v Speaker 3>We have the one and only Tracy Gillian played by

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<v Speaker 3>Jill Novic on Today Ben's Love Interest season seven bringing.

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<v Speaker 2>In the ladies.

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<v Speaker 4>Hi guys, Hi, Oh my gosh, this is so wild,

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<v Speaker 4>it's crazy.

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<v Speaker 2>How are you aware?

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<v Speaker 5>Are you?

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<v Speaker 4>I'm in Albuquerque?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh that sounds nice.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I moved here about eight years ago.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you like it?

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<v Speaker 4>I do? I do. I mean, you know, it's funny.

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<v Speaker 4>I was just talking about that with someone. There's you know,

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<v Speaker 4>I miss La in a lot of ways.

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<v Speaker 6>But.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you what do you miss about it?

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<v Speaker 4>Well, we were going over all the things that I

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<v Speaker 4>don't miss about it, like the traffic honestly.

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<v Speaker 2>Mostly food, food options, you know.

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<v Speaker 4>Just and I miss my friends and things like that.

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<v Speaker 4>But the weather here is great, and it's just it's

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<v Speaker 4>just a different kind of lifestyle where it's just not

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<v Speaker 4>so focused around the business. And I was able to

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<v Speaker 4>buy a house, which I would not have been able

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<v Speaker 4>to do if I stayed in La. So I was

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<v Speaker 4>really wanting to do that, and you know, I feel

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<v Speaker 4>good about that.

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<v Speaker 3>Thanks for making this work on your I know it's

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<v Speaker 3>spring break this week.

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<v Speaker 4>Great, it is, it's spring break, and I'm I'm still

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<v Speaker 4>going into work. I'm going to go into work after

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<v Speaker 4>this because I have a show. We're doing Guys and

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<v Speaker 4>Dolls and it is we have when we get back

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<v Speaker 4>from spring break. We only have two weeks, so I'm

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<v Speaker 4>getting nervous and you know, so yeah, we have a

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<v Speaker 4>bunch of stuff to do over spring break, mostly painting

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<v Speaker 4>sets and things like that.

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<v Speaker 2>I can't believe you are a teacher of theater in

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<v Speaker 2>tell me that again.

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<v Speaker 4>No, Albuquerque, Albuquerque, Albuque.

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<v Speaker 2>I wanted to say, Santa fe in Albuquerque. This is wild.

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<v Speaker 2>I love it. I love this for you. What is

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<v Speaker 2>it like teaching I'm fascinated. What's it like teaching theater

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<v Speaker 2>to is it high school kids?

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<v Speaker 4>High school? I mean it's great giving them the opportunity

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<v Speaker 4>to have the experiences that I had when I was

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<v Speaker 4>you know, when I decided to leave the business, I

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<v Speaker 4>just kind of was like, what what do I really

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<v Speaker 4>want to do and sort of giving that ex I

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<v Speaker 4>had when I was in high school, you know, seemed

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<v Speaker 4>to be the thing. So I went back to school and.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like full circle. It is, but too soon in

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<v Speaker 2>your life to be too full circle.

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<v Speaker 4>So getting up there, getting up there.

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<v Speaker 2>We all yeah, wait, wait, let's go back to back

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<v Speaker 2>in the day. Can we just go back to the

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<v Speaker 2>nineties please, Cuz.

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<v Speaker 4>I not that I remember a lot, but I would

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<v Speaker 4>like to.

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<v Speaker 3>Go back to the nineties. But know what I know now? Oh,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, like it would be the perfect timing.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think the nineties were ready for us to

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<v Speaker 2>know what we know now.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean we not.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I feel like the nineties are never going away,

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<v Speaker 3>Like that's the small nostalgia era.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, they do.

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<v Speaker 3>They try to do the Y two K the early

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<v Speaker 3>two thousands, and then everyone's like, now, let's go back

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<v Speaker 3>to the nineties.

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<v Speaker 4>Let's go back to the nineties. Yeah yeah, But aren't

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<v Speaker 4>like Pete and Brian doing a nineties podcast? Yeah, And

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<v Speaker 4>I know they have that nineties calm thing because that

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<v Speaker 4>a lot of you guys went to because my friend

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<v Speaker 4>went on. Yeah, my friend Linda is the voice of

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<v Speaker 4>Princess Jasmine, and so I told her, I said, oh,

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<v Speaker 4>the nine or two and no cast is supposed to

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<v Speaker 4>be there. I found out. I think I found out

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<v Speaker 4>from Pete.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, we'll be there. Hartford Connecticut.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh there's another one this year. Yeah, oh yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>oh cool.

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<v Speaker 2>Can you tell us about when you joined the show, Like,

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<v Speaker 2>what was the auditioning process for you? I love, we

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<v Speaker 2>love asking our co stars to take us back to

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<v Speaker 2>that moment because it's such a pivotal, exciting moment in

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<v Speaker 2>most people's lives at that time.

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<v Speaker 4>Was yeah, okay, So I had auditioned for the show

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<v Speaker 4>three previous times. One was the pilot. I read for Brenda,

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<v Speaker 4>and then I also read for Val and you tested

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<v Speaker 4>for Val right tested for a Val. It was me

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<v Speaker 4>and Tiffany at the final things and it was like

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<v Speaker 4>one of those things where I walked out of the

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<v Speaker 4>room and I was in the hallway and I saw

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<v Speaker 4>her and I said, Oh, she's going to get it.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh no, you spoke it into exist.

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<v Speaker 4>I did, because she was on say by the Bell

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<v Speaker 4>and she I don't know if she still was dating Brian,

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<v Speaker 4>but she had dated Britain, you know, and I.

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<v Speaker 2>Was still dating at the time.

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<v Speaker 4>Like see, so exactly like I'm not going to get it,

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<v Speaker 4>She's gonna get it, and I, yes, I popped that in.

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<v Speaker 4>And then I also auditioned for Remember the piano Player

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<v Speaker 4>Girl the Ice skater. No, she dated David, but I yes,

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<v Speaker 4>exactly exactly.

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<v Speaker 2>She was vision impaired, right.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't remember that. Maybe maybe I auditioned for that

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<v Speaker 4>part too, so it had been three times already, and

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<v Speaker 4>when they called me in for Tracy.

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<v Speaker 2>They made you read for Tracy.

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<v Speaker 4>After all that, I still come on, guys, of course

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<v Speaker 4>I still did. I remember, I remember the dress I

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<v Speaker 4>was wearing, and I remember sitting in the waiting room

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<v Speaker 4>and for some reason, I felt really confident this time.

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<v Speaker 4>And yeah, so that so that you know, I had

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<v Speaker 4>it in. I had like, am I finally gonna Is

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<v Speaker 4>it finally going to happen? And it wound.

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<v Speaker 3>Up not even third time to the charm, fourth time,

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<v Speaker 3>the third time.

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<v Speaker 2>Wait, did you know right away that you'd be playing

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<v Speaker 2>Brandon Walsh's love interest?

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, and I was very excited about that. You know.

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<v Speaker 4>It's funny also when I listened to the Mark Dalton

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<v Speaker 4>episode that you guys did, because I was trying to,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, I wanted to hear the podcast before I

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<v Speaker 4>came on, and so I listened to his episode because

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<v Speaker 4>I worked with him quite a bit, and it was

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<v Speaker 4>just there were so many things that I related to

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<v Speaker 4>that he said so many things. And one of the

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<v Speaker 4>things that you know, people also always ask about the

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<v Speaker 4>first day on the set, or like meeting you guys,

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<v Speaker 4>And I have no memory of meeting anyone for the

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<v Speaker 4>first time except for Jason. It was in the production office,

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<v Speaker 4>and I was so nervous. Yeah, yeah, so nervous, and

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<v Speaker 4>that's but that's all I remember about.

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<v Speaker 2>You were just probably so focused on like, that's my guy.

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<v Speaker 2>I've got to really make an impression on him and

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<v Speaker 2>do well or whatever.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah. Probably, And yeah, I mean I had I had

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<v Speaker 4>after because, of course, because I auditioned for the pilot,

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<v Speaker 4>so I was curious from the very beginning. So I

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<v Speaker 4>watched the show for six years before I was cast

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<v Speaker 4>on it. And you know, that's just always such a

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<v Speaker 4>weird thing. And like Mark said, you kind you know

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<v Speaker 4>that you guys are already a family that have been

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<v Speaker 4>working together for six years and here you are coming

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<v Speaker 4>in and so it's so nerve wracking, it's really. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>but I do know that everyone made me feel really comfortable,

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<v Speaker 4>even though I don't remember the first meeting. I know

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<v Speaker 4>that that you know, that nervousness kind of well, I

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<v Speaker 4>mean it never completely went away, but you know, when

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<v Speaker 4>I like watch scenes, I remember how nervous I was

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<v Speaker 4>to do a particular scene or something. But but I

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<v Speaker 4>do know that I felt very comfortable with with you

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<v Speaker 4>guys after a while, you know, and honestly, especially Tori.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, we became really really good friends. And John and

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<v Speaker 3>I used to hang out all the time. Yes, offset

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<v Speaker 3>so that was a really fun time. I really enjoyed

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<v Speaker 3>our friendship and we too, me too, and bummed we

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<v Speaker 3>lost touch. I know, I think about you all the time,

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<v Speaker 3>you though, I really do. Oh, that's some of ye

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<v Speaker 3>really pivotal years for me. You went through some bad

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<v Speaker 3>relationships with me, and.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, yeah, yeah, but you know what, toy, I look,

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<v Speaker 4>I look back on it completely like same same as

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<v Speaker 4>you just said. Like we had so much fun. We

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<v Speaker 4>were such good friends. It was one of the most

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<v Speaker 4>fun times in my life. I mean, like everything from

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<v Speaker 4>going to Hawaii. I have I have pictures of that

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<v Speaker 4>Hawaii trip.

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<v Speaker 2>It's so fun. Wait, you guys went to Hawaii. You

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<v Speaker 2>were having a baby.

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<v Speaker 4>Jenny wasn't there.

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<v Speaker 2>I wasn't having a baby.

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<v Speaker 3>Mamma, you were having your baby. I thought there was

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<v Speaker 3>all in Hawaii that you just had the baby.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh, my gosh, I didn't even remember that, that's true.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh wow.

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<v Speaker 3>And then we flew home to lax and remember you

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<v Speaker 3>came to pick us up and got shot in the

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<v Speaker 3>parking lot.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that I remember that.

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<v Speaker 4>I do not get.

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<v Speaker 2>You were Hawaii.

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<v Speaker 4>I went home, I think earlier than you.

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<v Speaker 2>Because you guys broke up.

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<v Speaker 7>Is that what happened? Wait?

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<v Speaker 2>You broke up in Hawaii?

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<v Speaker 4>No, we were already broken up. He ran into me

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<v Speaker 4>with my new fiance, right.

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<v Speaker 2>But this all happened in season seven.

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<v Speaker 4>It was the beginning of season eight. It was the

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<v Speaker 4>first episode of season eight, and so that was an

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<v Speaker 4>amazing thing. Also, after the whole like saying goodbye to

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<v Speaker 4>me and me being off the show and whatever, and

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<v Speaker 4>then I got a call saying, hey, do you want

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<v Speaker 4>to do the first episode of season eight with us

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<v Speaker 4>in Hawaii? And I was like, yes, I do, and

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<v Speaker 4>it was great. One thing I always remember, Tori, is

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<v Speaker 4>you being afraid to fly and you being so happy

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<v Speaker 4>that I was there to sit with you and hold you.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes. Oh did she clutch your wrist and like draw blood?

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<v Speaker 4>Almost?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh okay, yeah, that's I'm getting a good picture.

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<v Speaker 4>Now.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you were there, you were with us for more

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<v Speaker 2>than twenty episodes.

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<v Speaker 4>I did, like twenty three.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, did you know in the beginning that you.

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<v Speaker 3>Were going to do that night?

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<v Speaker 4>Maybe not, because I don't think I was in the

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<v Speaker 4>first three of that season, and then I came on.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't There was a number that they gave me,

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<v Speaker 4>you're going to be in this many out of this many,

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<v Speaker 4>and I can't remember exactly what it was. So I did.

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<v Speaker 4>I did know that. I did know that my character

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<v Speaker 4>was brought on to keep Kelly and Brandon apart for

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<v Speaker 4>another season, like that was the you know, and and

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<v Speaker 4>they did tell me that, But of course I had

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<v Speaker 4>that like wish that they would keep me. I remember

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<v Speaker 4>always thinking, well, they kept Kathleen, they kept her character,

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<v Speaker 4>why can't they you know, like remember like she was

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<v Speaker 4>originally for Brandon and then they didn't. Yeah, she was

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<v Speaker 4>with Steve, and so I I hoped for that, but yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>it didn't happen.

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<v Speaker 2>They had big Brandon and Kelly plans, sound like from

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<v Speaker 2>that beginning of that season.

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<v Speaker 4>They did they were going to get you guys together

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<v Speaker 4>at the end, and you know that there was going

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<v Speaker 4>to be that big conflict and everything. I'm sure they

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<v Speaker 4>knew like that Terracy was going to find the ring

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<v Speaker 4>and that, you know, that whole ring thing.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't ever remember. We're so excited. We're watching it

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<v Speaker 2>back now we don't remember hardly anything.

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<v Speaker 4>It's it's hard to remember. But but did you see

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<v Speaker 4>the part where she finds the ring?

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<v Speaker 2>No, we're not there. Where are we now? We're just

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<v Speaker 2>we just met our first episode.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh really, we're watching right now.

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<v Speaker 2>Where you go get drunk with the guys.

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<v Speaker 8>Right, you're really cute when you're drunk by So see,

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<v Speaker 8>I was so nervous, like whenever I see you know,

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<v Speaker 8>like when I did Pete's podcast, he sent me episodes

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<v Speaker 8>and whenever I see them, I'm just like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 8>I remember how nervous.

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<v Speaker 4>I was that episode. You know, my first episode. I

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<v Speaker 4>was just so I was like, am I going to

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<v Speaker 4>do drunk? Okay? Am I going to be you know?

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<v Speaker 4>It was just really nervous, nervous.

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<v Speaker 3>So we couldn't figure out how Racy's so drunk. But

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<v Speaker 3>then she sobers up so quickly to be on there.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, the best newscaster ever ever.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh my god, like a miracle. How did that happen

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<v Speaker 4>so fast? Even that was like really difficult for me

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<v Speaker 4>to kind of get a handle on because I was

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<v Speaker 4>not used to like looking right into the camera and talking,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, so that was kind of a thing I

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<v Speaker 4>had to get used to as well.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's not easy. That's not as easy as people think.

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<v Speaker 4>It is definitely not. It's definitely not.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you start getting recognized from the show right away?

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<v Speaker 4>Like, oh, oh, yes I did. It was just amazing

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<v Speaker 4>to me how popular the show was and how everyone

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<v Speaker 4>started recognizing me. And of course, you know, I was

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<v Speaker 4>with Tory a lot when I was on the show,

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<v Speaker 4>so obviously she would get recognized first, and then they

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<v Speaker 4>would see that it was me and then recognize me too.

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<v Speaker 4>But I remember I went to Tory bow know, we

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<v Speaker 4>were not together at this. I went with some friends

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<v Speaker 4>of mine to a hockey All Star game and like

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<v Speaker 4>the hockey players and their fathers and like, they were

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<v Speaker 4>all recognizing me. We walked, me and my friends walked

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<v Speaker 4>into a restaurant like to eat lunch or something, and

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<v Speaker 4>people were recognizing me. I mean, it was crazy. It

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<v Speaker 4>was Yeah, it was insane.

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<v Speaker 2>I love that. Wait can we talk about the even

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<v Speaker 2>on Love Boat after? Because this gets really exciting for me.

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<v Speaker 4>That was you guys asked Mark, like about did he

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<v Speaker 4>just get offered the part or did he do whatever?

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<v Speaker 4>That was the only part in my career up to

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<v Speaker 4>that point that I had gotten offered.

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<v Speaker 7>Ry.

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<v Speaker 4>Your dad just offered me the part and loved you.

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<v Speaker 4>He put me with Greg Okay, I can't remember if

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<v Speaker 4>that's his real name or his name.

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<v Speaker 2>On Gosh, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>Remember I think he played the fireman, Greg Vaughn, Greg Vaughn,

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<v Speaker 4>I remember that. I remember that name.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm impressed right now.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, so yeah, yeah, yeah, your dad hired me and

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<v Speaker 4>Greg to be a couple on the love Boat, and

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<v Speaker 4>I got to work with with Marion Ross, miss Missus

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<v Speaker 4>Happy Days, Dick Van Patten. I mean, it was an

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<v Speaker 4>amazing experience and I got to work with was it Anson?

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<v Speaker 4>I think it was Anson Williams who had directed us

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<v Speaker 4>in and a Lot. So it was just like, I'll

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<v Speaker 4>tell you that performance was one of my most favorite

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<v Speaker 4>performances because I had the confidence of like, well, I

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<v Speaker 4>was offered the role and I had worked with the

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<v Speaker 4>director a bunch of times before, and you know, so

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<v Speaker 4>it was just like I was really happy with that show.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, everybody loves a straight offer. Oh my god, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>remember those that was amazing? Was that your dog?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah? Oh, and that was That's another thing Tori I had.

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<v Speaker 4>This is Prince Hi, Prince I had, Well, you met

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<v Speaker 4>Sumo when I got him. I have a picture of

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<v Speaker 4>you holding my.

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<v Speaker 2>Pug Iron.

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<v Speaker 4>And I had him for fifteen years and then I

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<v Speaker 4>got another pug, a black one that I had for

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<v Speaker 4>ten years, and then I rescued Prince. So but I

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<v Speaker 4>I remember, I remember going over to your house and

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<v Speaker 4>seeing all your dogs and how they were.

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<v Speaker 2>So do you have a dog to yes, Oh my gosh.

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<v Speaker 2>Pugs are irreplaceable.

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<v Speaker 3>And you have a pug and then you get another one,

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<v Speaker 3>you always think they're going to be the same, but

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<v Speaker 3>they're each so different.

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<v Speaker 2>What I can I ask you a question about the teaching, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>of your what do you what's the one thing? And

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<v Speaker 2>you you said you wish you know I'm hearing you

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<v Speaker 2>say kind of like I wish I had that confidence

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<v Speaker 2>in the beginning that I found after after doing it.

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<v Speaker 2>What do you do talk to the kids about what

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<v Speaker 2>the confidence that they need.

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<v Speaker 4>Get the role that he wanted in musical and I

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<v Speaker 4>had to have and he was very upset and I

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<v Speaker 4>had to have that conversation with him, like, you're not

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<v Speaker 4>going to get most of the parts that you want,

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<v Speaker 4>Like you have to understand how tough the business is

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<v Speaker 4>and the rejection that you're going to feel all the time.

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<v Speaker 4>And you know you're going to get lucky maybe and

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<v Speaker 4>get apart every once in a while, but it's just

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<v Speaker 4>you're not going to get all the parts that you want,

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<v Speaker 4>and you have to accept that and know that, and

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<v Speaker 4>you know, be okay.

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<v Speaker 2>With that if it bounce back from it.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, if you want to do this as a as

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<v Speaker 4>a profession, you have to you have to be able

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<v Speaker 4>to you know, you have to have thick skin.

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<v Speaker 3>Or you become the under study and take out the lead.

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<v Speaker 3>It's one two options here.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, Hey they're folks. It's TJ.

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<v Speaker 5>You met Michelle Lali in the hit Bravo show The Valley.

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<v Speaker 5>You met me literally during the most difficult chapter in

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<v Speaker 5>my life. Now it's time for you to meet the

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<v Speaker 5>real met Michelle SINNI yes, I change my name and

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<v Speaker 5>I want you to follow me on my journey to

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<v Speaker 5>the pursuit of fastiness. So much has happened to me before, during,

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<v Speaker 5>and after the show. Before you can really understand the

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<v Speaker 5>eight weeks that you saw on TV, I think you

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<v Speaker 5>have to know what was going on from the very beginning,

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<v Speaker 5>from being raised by two immigrant parents, paying my own

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<v Speaker 5>way through college and working at Hooters, to starting my

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<v Speaker 5>own real estate empire, getting married, having a baby during COVID,

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<v Speaker 5>to that very same marriage falling apart on national TV,

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<v Speaker 5>to losing my mom, to eventually finding love again. There

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<v Speaker 5>is so much to unpack and share. I'm on the

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<v Speaker 5>pursuit of happiness and most importantly, I'm on the pursuit

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<v Speaker 5>of sassiness. Listen to Pursuit of Sassiness starting on March

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<v Speaker 5>seventeenth on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts or wherever you

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<v Speaker 3>Can we ask you, because you mentioned there when you

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<v Speaker 3>decided to leave the business and move yes, was there

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<v Speaker 3>one defining moment that made it clear to you to

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<v Speaker 3>leave for not exactly.

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<v Speaker 4>I worked a lot following it, right, I did Love Boat,

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<v Speaker 4>I did a other shows. I did like three independent films,

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<v Speaker 4>and those were basically just offered to me because they

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<v Speaker 4>knew me from right. But then I had a really slow,

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<v Speaker 4>like two year period where I couldn't get arrested. I

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<v Speaker 4>could barely get into a room like for an audition,

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<v Speaker 4>and the depression set in and just you know, not knowing,

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<v Speaker 4>I just I was broke. I didn't I didn't want

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<v Speaker 4>I was struggling with like I didn't want to go

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<v Speaker 4>back to waitressing because I just felt like, how could

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<v Speaker 4>you go from not into and oh to being a waitress?

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<v Speaker 4>Like how could you know? And that was when after

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<v Speaker 4>a couple of years and I was so depressed, I

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<v Speaker 4>decided to maybe start pulling away and I went through

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<v Speaker 4>a break. Do you remember my boyfriend John, John and

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<v Speaker 4>I broke up after six seven years I can't remember.

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<v Speaker 4>And so I moved to to Panga and I started

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<v Speaker 4>bartending at Arrest at Abbolita's. And guess who one of

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<v Speaker 4>my first customers was, No toy is gonna freak out?

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<v Speaker 4>Barry Watson No, because you know he lived up there, right,

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<v Speaker 4>I'm sure you remember Chicken who became like best friends

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<v Speaker 4>with and lived with three times. They lived up there,

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<v Speaker 4>and so but you know, so I remember like having

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<v Speaker 4>that conversation with him, like this is so I can't

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<v Speaker 4>believe I'm you know, it was just but anyway, I

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<v Speaker 4>started bartending and then and made the decision to go

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<v Speaker 4>back to school because I just needed something. I needed

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<v Speaker 4>to know when my next paycheck was coming. I needed

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<v Speaker 4>to have like a stable life. I was already in

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<v Speaker 4>my mid thirties, and it was just like, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 4>I couldn't hang on anymore. I sometimes regret that decision,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, but most of the time, I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>Would you go back if something came to you, like

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<v Speaker 2>if there was a role you really wanted, I don't.

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<v Speaker 4>Know that I would want to put myself back in.

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<v Speaker 4>I tell you, it's like it's so nice to just

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<v Speaker 4>like I let myself go gray. I gained a little weight,

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<v Speaker 4>I you know, like you still have the best hair,

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<v Speaker 4>though I can all thank you not having head of hair.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes it's a huge head of hair. It still is,

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<v Speaker 4>but you know, just not being so focused on that

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<v Speaker 4>aspect anymore. The physical and the howard you know, is

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<v Speaker 4>really nice.

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<v Speaker 2>It's freeing. I bet, yeah it is.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean I've done like when I was going back

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<v Speaker 4>to school, I did a play because I actually was

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<v Speaker 4>assistant directing and someone dropped out, so they asked me

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<v Speaker 4>to take the part. You know, when I moved here

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<v Speaker 4>and I did a play, I did Steal Magnolias at

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<v Speaker 4>one of the theaters here because I just I wanted

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<v Speaker 4>to meet people, and you know, so it had been

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<v Speaker 4>like fifteen years since I had been on stage and

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<v Speaker 4>I and I did that. I you know, so I

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<v Speaker 4>dabble a little bit, but I just I don't know,

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<v Speaker 4>I don't think so maybe maybe it's not like anyone's

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<v Speaker 4>knocking down my door asking me to pay anything.

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<v Speaker 2>Just keep it. If you're open to it, you never

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<v Speaker 2>know what will happen.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's true.

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<v Speaker 3>That's Can you come back to visit often or no?

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<v Speaker 4>Not often? When I moved to Albuquerque, I thought I

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<v Speaker 4>was so close to La, you know, so at the beginning,

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<v Speaker 4>I came back a lot. But I haven't been in

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<v Speaker 4>about I don't know, four years. I haven't been back

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<v Speaker 4>to LA. And my friends are like slowly moving out

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<v Speaker 4>of LA too. I mean it's just everyone. A lot

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<v Speaker 4>of a lot of my friends have left, and so

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<v Speaker 4>I just were our leaving and I thought about it,

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<v Speaker 4>like I have one friend now that I would care

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<v Speaker 4>about coming to visit and you know. So I don't know, yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>not not often.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, it seems like you are living your life on

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<v Speaker 2>your terms, and you seem very comfortable and very happy,

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<v Speaker 2>and that is so nice to see.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I am. I can I can say I haven't

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<v Speaker 4>been depressed. And since, you know, when I was here,

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<v Speaker 4>I started seeing a therapist and went on meds. And

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<v Speaker 4>that was another thing you guys talked about with Mark,

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<v Speaker 4>so I thought i'd bring it up. It was like

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<v Speaker 4>really holding me down for a long time, and then

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<v Speaker 4>my therapist really helped me, like start reframing my thoughts,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, instead of being so negative and why me?

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<v Speaker 4>And you know, and so since then, I have been

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<v Speaker 4>depression free and happy, and you know, I'm glad I

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<v Speaker 4>made the decision to come here. The teaching is starting

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<v Speaker 4>to you know, I'm starting to get burnt out on it,

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<v Speaker 4>because I did. I taught in LA for sixty year

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<v Speaker 4>Culver City High School, and I got burnt out on that.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't you get to retire soon.

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<v Speaker 4>Though, well, not until I'm sixty.

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<v Speaker 2>Sixty seven, ohjeven, I always forget the number. I thought,

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<v Speaker 2>you guys, I thought you could retire when you're fifty

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<v Speaker 2>nine and a half that doesn't exist anymore.

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<v Speaker 4>Because I'm fifty nine. I can't retire, but I.

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<v Speaker 2>Did, and you're not fifty nine.

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<v Speaker 4>I am fifty nine and I took I took my

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<v Speaker 4>SAG pension early. Oh, that's why I saved up money

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<v Speaker 4>to buy the house.

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<v Speaker 2>Amazing.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, because teachers.

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<v Speaker 7>Don't make that much.

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<v Speaker 2>No, God, I can't believe in fifty nine.

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<v Speaker 3>That is blowing my mind.

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<v Speaker 2>So you only have we don't look seven more years,

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<v Speaker 2>eight more years, eight more years? Can can you do it?

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<v Speaker 4>We'll see, we'll see. I do dream about, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>having some other kind of job, but who knows. I

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<v Speaker 4>could get another kind of job and not like you know,

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>We'll see, we'll see. That's all you can do is say,

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<v Speaker 2>we'll see and see where the chips fall? Yeah, never

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<v Speaker 2>know what's going to happen. Is that a term? See

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<v Speaker 2>where the chips fall?

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 4>Isn't that?

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<v Speaker 7>Never rid of that one?

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<v Speaker 2>Am I making another thing up? I know the cookie

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<v Speaker 2>crumbles and the chips fall or I eat them all.

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<v Speaker 3>Like in Vegas like yeah, not like the chips Okay.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, could be wrong. Don't listen to me. Well,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm happy that your chips have fallen in a place

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<v Speaker 2>that make you so happy.

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<v Speaker 4>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 2>Keep it up because you are awesome and you're just beautiful.

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<v Speaker 4>Thank you. You guys are beautiful too.

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<v Speaker 2>You got that dog there, What could be wrong? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>y