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Speaker 1: Hello and welcome. I figured it out, folks, I figured

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Speaker 1: it out. I figured out the cure to all that

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Speaker 1: ails anyone that has ever been ailed. I figured out

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Speaker 1: the answer. You'll never believe it. All you have to

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Speaker 1: do is go outside. There's a whole world beyond the door.

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Speaker 1: There's a whole world outside of the computer.

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Speaker 2: I me.

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Speaker 1: I guess if you're watching this, you're watching this on

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Speaker 1: the computer right now, or you're listening to it on

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Speaker 1: your phone or whatever. But Hi, my name is Lyle.

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Speaker 1: I'm a gecko guy. I'm filled with energy. I'm here,

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Speaker 1: truly at my favorite place on the planet, Washington Square Park.

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Speaker 1: I haven't done one of these in I think a year,

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Speaker 1: and I'm filled with joy to be back at this location.

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Speaker 1: Just you know, I love this place so much because

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Speaker 1: is every kind of person walks by here. Everyone of

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Speaker 1: every age, every race, every socioeconomic demographic. They all come

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Speaker 1: buying into this melting pot of everything and everyone in

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Speaker 1: one place. The energy here is immaculate. There there's Uh,

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Speaker 1: this is great. It's good. So I'm I'm feeling happy.

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Speaker 1: I'm feeling great, and uh, what I'm gonna do today

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Speaker 1: is I'm gonna talk to some of these people. Why,

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Speaker 1: And I'm gonna see what's happening with them in their lives.

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Speaker 1: We're outside, the weather's good. There's a jazz band nearby.

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Speaker 1: I don't know if you can hear it in the

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Speaker 1: It's got good vibes. Let's talk to some people. This

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Speaker 1: is being a gecko at the park. Yeah, come have

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Speaker 1: a Yeah, you have a crazy story, come here, sit

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Speaker 1: down with you crazy by the way, I just want

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Speaker 1: you to know and why. I don't know if I'm

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Speaker 1: just gonna say it. Typically if you ever have a

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Speaker 1: crazy story. This is just some advice I guess if

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Speaker 1: a crazy story, because now I have, I have high expectations.

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Speaker 3: You know, what's your name?

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Speaker 4: My name is Lyle. What's your name?

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Speaker 3: Austin?

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Speaker 1: Austin. Nice to mess you, Austin. How's it going, man,

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Speaker 1: how's pretty good? What's your crazy story?

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Speaker 3: Long story short?

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Speaker 5: I Uh, they put me in a cage in twenty nineteen,

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Speaker 5: Oh Jesus, Yeah, and they were like, say you did it,

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Speaker 5: you can go home. And I was like, I didn't

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Speaker 5: do it, So let's go to trial. So they continue

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Speaker 5: my case ninety days fifteen times, bro through COVID, so

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Speaker 5: like I'm in Virginia Beach, Virginia, maintaining my innocence, waiting

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Speaker 5: fifteen times. I keep thinking I'm gonna go home in

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Speaker 5: ninety days. So I come up with like ninety day

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Speaker 5: programs to live, like the most optimal life ever. I'm like, yo,

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Speaker 5: I'm gonna do push like meditate push ups, right, blah

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Speaker 5: blah blah blah blah, do these ninety days and then

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Speaker 5: go about my life. But then it continued, continued, continued

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Speaker 5: like a like a soul breaking experience, dude. So when

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Speaker 6: I left.

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Speaker 5: I got released from Virginia. I moved up here with

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Speaker 5: two hundred bucks and two outfits. I didn't know anyone,

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Speaker 5: like it's been a crazy, crazy ride.

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Speaker 4: I have a million.

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Speaker 1: First of all, I'm sorry, I dad had a crazy story.

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Speaker 1: You have a crazy story. The second of all, they okay,

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Speaker 1: your sorry. Started with they put me in a cage.

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Speaker 1: What is what does that mean? Who is the who

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Speaker 1: is they? I guess you would say my ex girlfriend. Okay,

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Speaker 1: I got I got engaged to a girl, and uh,

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Speaker 3: Not cool, but it's not illegal. Dude, don't put me

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Speaker 3: in a cage. But I shouldn't have done that. That

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Speaker 4: Wait, so you gotta engage with a girl you're still

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Speaker 4: you mean by a cage like jail?

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Speaker 1: Okay, wait so your ex girlfriend called the cops on you?

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Speaker 5: Yeah, said I beat her up, and okay, then I

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Speaker 5: But she's called my probation officer anonymously, trying to get

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Speaker 4: Wait you were so you were in there for ninety days.

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Speaker 3: No, No, I was in there for one three hundred

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Speaker 4: Oh fuck you. Oh you were in there for three years?

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Speaker 5: Yeah, bro, more than three years. Oh fuck yeah. And

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Speaker 5: they were telling me because of COVID. Uh yeah yeah,

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Speaker 5: like I said, I came up with ninety day programs

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Speaker 5: to live the most optimal life. Ninety days would go

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Speaker 5: it another ninety days. They did that fifteen times, brother,

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Speaker 5: fifteen times. So they in my head, I'm like, I

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Speaker 5: Three years later, I was still waiting.

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Speaker 1: So isn't there like a I mean, okay, so isn't

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Speaker 3: A waiting for trial.

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Speaker 1: You were held you were in holding waiting for trial

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Speaker 4: That's yeah, that's that's like super illegal, right.

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Speaker 5: But they say because it was an act of God

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Speaker 5: because of COVID, that it changed like the what's supposed

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Speaker 3: That didn't count whatsoever.

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Speaker 6: Bro.

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Speaker 5: And then my dude, my public defender, who was my

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Speaker 3: Make this up.

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Speaker 4: That's crazy.

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Speaker 5: So like it literally was like whatever can go wrong

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Speaker 5: how did you survive those seven years? He goes, I

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Speaker 3: Like I didn't drink. Yeah, I used to party, bro,

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Speaker 5: But now it's like I just tried my best to

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Speaker 3: I became.

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Speaker 4: That's where you are now.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, it's wild.

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Speaker 4: So what's your Yeah, what's your story now? Like, what

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Speaker 5: So now, if you can blank this out, that would

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Speaker 5: be great. My company I had this event. There's these

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Speaker 5: They designed a bunch of park benches to address like

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Speaker 4: They're like, yeah, wait wait your company designed these benches. Yeah,

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Speaker 5: Oh the kids did student Institute of the Public Schools

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Speaker 4: Wait do we need to blurt? Is this private information?

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Speaker 3: Uh no, it's not private. We'll just keep it. I

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Speaker 5: Okay, cool, it's I love it. Okay, we help kids

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Speaker 4: Do people do people know about your history.

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Speaker 4: Are you okay with being on the internet with this?

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Speaker 3: It's like a prison style gym.

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Speaker 3: Like he this is the job that I have. Now

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Speaker 4: These strings that I pulled, Yeah, yeah, and it's.

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Speaker 4: Refresh, what's your thing? What's your thing?

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Speaker 5: I have a terrorist in my house and I have

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Speaker 4: So you give a sauna a terrace and ice bath

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Speaker 1: I mean, not your address, but how do you how

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Speaker 3: Oh I got super lucky. I got super lucky. So

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Speaker 3: I had this.

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Speaker 5: Experience where you come through and like sauna, I teach

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Speaker 1: You teach people how to suffer. Yeah, how does what

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Speaker 1: do you mean by that?

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Speaker 5: Like have you ever heard the quote like how you

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Speaker 4: Yeah.

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Speaker 5: I think like we low key have become like epicureans,

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Speaker 5: Like we we seek to live a life that is like, uh,

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Speaker 4: Yeah, totally.

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Speaker 5: And I think like we didn't really know what we

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Speaker 3: To get good. It's suffer like suffer with grace is

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Speaker 5: Like so yeah, sadness or pain, Like I know it's

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Speaker 4: So but you ever, you know it's funny though, is

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Speaker 5: Yes, you know, totally totally, man, Yeah, I can dig

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Speaker 3: Like it's an everyday fight or whatever.

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Speaker 5: And then you can't like run around and tell these

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Speaker 3: You know, because it's probably a lot even come.

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Speaker 5: Up to you and be like, yo, I just was

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Speaker 4: The way, Oh, thank you for your time.

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Speaker 5: It's a good question, brother, to summarize, To break it down,

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Speaker 4: That's your definition of success.

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Speaker 5: That's that's my definition of success as of now, and

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Speaker 5: Like I'm still learning things about myself and about the world.

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Speaker 3: Yes, But at the same time, like you never fucking know, dude,

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Speaker 5: So, like, as certain as I can say I've exhausted

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Speaker 3: What did I mean by that? What did they mean

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Speaker 1: Like?

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Speaker 5: And it's just like an everyday like tug a war

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Speaker 1: But huh no, I know, I know we do. We

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Speaker 4: But again, I see people.

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Speaker 4: They're still doing it. And I'm like, all right, if

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Speaker 5: You keep going and it happens in the blink of

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Speaker 3: And like to stay that.

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Speaker 5: To anyone who has done time, it's like, oh my god,

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Speaker 4: I felt like, didn't feel like a long time ago.

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Speaker 5: Really it felt like when you're going through it it

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Speaker 3: But now that I look back on my life, blink

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Speaker 4: Have you I just watched this play? Uh Fear of thirteen?

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Speaker 4: Have you heard of it? You should listen? You should

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Speaker 1: I literally forget the name of the guy, but it's

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Speaker 3: Oh my god, yeah yeah.

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Speaker 4: Look at it. Yeah Bro.

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Speaker 5: That's another thing is I've realized, like, if this has

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Speaker 5: And the feeling that you have is like, bro, it's

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Speaker 5: I don't think everyone's gonna have the same reserve to

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Speaker 5: because it's dude, it's like so alienating, like you feel

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Speaker 1: And like it's do you've had Do you have a

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Speaker 5: Yeah, no, not really, but like there's I have people,

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Speaker 4: Well, how long have you been in New York?

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Speaker 7: Again?

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Speaker 3: I moved.

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Speaker 5: I did burpies in a cell in Virginia January seventeen,

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Speaker 3: To talk again. I looked at your page you have

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Speaker 3: You're really cool. Thanks for you and just here.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, thank thanks, thanks for sharing your story.

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Speaker 6: Man.

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Speaker 1: I appreciate is there is the right if I put

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Speaker 5: Study too, bro, and maybe I can chop it up

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Speaker 3: Bro, Sure, sure, sure movement.

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Speaker 4: Anything else you want to say to the people of

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I just want to say, uh yeah, I believe

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Speaker 5: one's coming for you, No one's coming for us, no

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Speaker 5: one's coming to save the day.

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Speaker 3: We have to come for each other.

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Speaker 1: What's your name again, man, Austin Lyle. Nice to meet you, Austin.

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Speaker 1: Thank you, ma'am.

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Speaker 3: And hope we cross paths again.

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Speaker 6: Bro.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, dude, I'll uh, I'll uh, I'll see you on

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Speaker 1: Maybe yeah, maybe maybe if I'm feeling in the right mindset,

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Speaker 1: I'll take you up on that pain tolerance thing you

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Speaker 1: got going on. All right, Thank you man, Thank you Austin.

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Speaker 1: Appreciate you. Fascinating. That was very fascinating. I might I

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Speaker 4: Uh.

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Speaker 1: So yeah, maybe I'll go to this guy's Maybe I'll

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Speaker 1: maybe I'll end up in some kind of fifty shades

446
00:17:49,480 --> 00:17:51,480
Speaker 1: of gray situation or something. I don't know. I don't

447
00:17:51,480 --> 00:17:53,040
Speaker 1: even know that means. I don't know why I said that.

448
00:17:53,600 --> 00:17:55,840
Speaker 1: I haven't read that book or seen the movie or anything.

449
00:17:56,080 --> 00:17:58,760
Speaker 1: But uh yeah, maybe I'll go to this guy's house

450
00:18:00,080 --> 00:18:03,800
Speaker 1: and go into his sauna, ice bath or something.

451
00:18:04,800 --> 00:18:08,040
Speaker 4: That was very interesting. Thank you again, Austin for sharing

452
00:18:08,040 --> 00:18:12,720
Speaker 4: your story. What's up man? What's what's your name?

453
00:18:12,800 --> 00:18:14,479
Speaker 7: Dude? My name is.

454
00:18:14,560 --> 00:18:16,800
Speaker 4: My name is Robert, Robert. Nice to meet you, Robert.

455
00:18:17,280 --> 00:18:17,840
Speaker 7: What are you?

456
00:18:18,040 --> 00:18:20,479
Speaker 1: My name is Lyle. What are you up to at

457
00:18:20,480 --> 00:18:21,240
Speaker 1: the park today.

458
00:18:21,400 --> 00:18:23,520
Speaker 7: Well, I come to the park here because I enjoyed

459
00:18:23,640 --> 00:18:26,240
Speaker 7: this park is a beautiful park. But I'm just chilling,

460
00:18:26,359 --> 00:18:28,240
Speaker 7: enjoying the sites, honestly, smoking some weed.

461
00:18:28,480 --> 00:18:29,440
Speaker 4: Cool, I had a drink.

462
00:18:29,560 --> 00:18:32,679
Speaker 7: I'm just chilling. I'm enjoying. This park is very interesting.

463
00:18:32,760 --> 00:18:34,520
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's a beautiful play. Do you come here often?

464
00:18:34,920 --> 00:18:37,359
Speaker 7: Yes? I come here every day right now. I'm one

465
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Speaker 7: of the vacation Yes.

466
00:18:38,520 --> 00:18:44,440
Speaker 4: Oh, where are you on vacation from just life? You're

467
00:18:44,480 --> 00:18:45,840
Speaker 4: on vacation from life?

468
00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:49,120
Speaker 7: Yes, you know, we're made the bill stress. I come

469
00:18:49,160 --> 00:18:52,920
Speaker 7: here every day just to take a different view on life.

470
00:18:52,960 --> 00:18:54,960
Speaker 7: I'm trying to the rat racial I con meet this

471
00:18:55,040 --> 00:18:57,360
Speaker 7: and enjoy. I have to watch the artists, the individual

472
00:18:57,400 --> 00:19:01,000
Speaker 7: people with their own businesses, people who might playing music,

473
00:19:01,400 --> 00:19:05,720
Speaker 7: the chess play is the college students to events that

474
00:19:05,800 --> 00:19:07,800
Speaker 7: go on. So this just make us enjoying the park.

475
00:19:08,280 --> 00:19:10,679
Speaker 1: It truly is one of my favorite places on the planet.

476
00:19:10,720 --> 00:19:13,239
Speaker 1: It's just it's it's fucking great. Wait, so what was

477
00:19:13,280 --> 00:19:19,359
Speaker 1: the catalyst for for your vacation from life? There was

478
00:19:19,600 --> 00:19:20,760
Speaker 1: a breaking point where you were like.

479
00:19:21,600 --> 00:19:25,360
Speaker 7: The catalyst is, sometimes you go things in life. Life

480
00:19:25,480 --> 00:19:28,119
Speaker 7: is not really that life is hard. Life can also

481
00:19:28,160 --> 00:19:32,120
Speaker 7: be easy, and sometimes you have challenging issues that you facing.

482
00:19:32,600 --> 00:19:34,720
Speaker 7: So I have some challenging issues and I just want

483
00:19:34,760 --> 00:19:37,399
Speaker 7: to do something different. So instead of doing what I

484
00:19:37,480 --> 00:19:39,000
Speaker 7: normally do and doing something difference, so I come to

485
00:19:39,000 --> 00:19:40,960
Speaker 7: the park. So I've been coming here since last year

486
00:19:41,040 --> 00:19:43,879
Speaker 7: just to do something different besides hanging out home and

487
00:19:43,920 --> 00:19:46,440
Speaker 7: doing nothing, getting in trouble, doing every things I'm not

488
00:19:46,440 --> 00:19:48,280
Speaker 7: supposed to be doing. So I come here. I met

489
00:19:48,280 --> 00:19:50,600
Speaker 7: some new people with some new friends, and I'm just

490
00:19:50,720 --> 00:19:54,120
Speaker 7: enjoying life differently today. Also, so the catalysis was I'm

491
00:19:54,119 --> 00:19:56,399
Speaker 7: just had a breaking point where I just wanted to

492
00:19:56,400 --> 00:19:58,440
Speaker 7: trust something difference, stopped doing the same routine I've been

493
00:19:58,440 --> 00:19:59,760
Speaker 7: doing for many, many years.

494
00:20:00,200 --> 00:20:03,359
Speaker 1: Was that scary to break out of your routine? Like,

495
00:20:03,440 --> 00:20:05,000
Speaker 1: was there any fear behind it? Or was it like

496
00:20:05,040 --> 00:20:05,920
Speaker 1: a natural thing?

497
00:20:06,400 --> 00:20:09,520
Speaker 7: It's not scary. Listen, I'm fifty six years old. Well

498
00:20:09,520 --> 00:20:11,359
Speaker 7: i'll be fifty sixtees July. I've been through a lot.

499
00:20:11,720 --> 00:20:15,680
Speaker 7: But I'm a type of person I'm always jumping into

500
00:20:15,680 --> 00:20:18,040
Speaker 7: different things. So it's not scary. Cool, I've revery. I'm

501
00:20:18,040 --> 00:20:20,119
Speaker 7: ready adventurous in life. Like I said, one minute I

502
00:20:20,119 --> 00:20:22,199
Speaker 7: could be here, one minute I could be there. You know,

503
00:20:22,240 --> 00:20:25,680
Speaker 7: I've lived all over New York. I lived in Virginia,

504
00:20:25,720 --> 00:20:29,240
Speaker 7: I lived in Upstate, I lived in Fairfield, North Carolina.

505
00:20:29,480 --> 00:20:32,840
Speaker 7: I've been around. So I happens skipping jump all the time.

506
00:20:33,320 --> 00:20:36,680
Speaker 1: And there's like, okay, So throughout your whole life, as

507
00:20:36,720 --> 00:20:38,480
Speaker 1: you've been doing like the hop and the skip and

508
00:20:38,480 --> 00:20:41,720
Speaker 1: the jumping, like intuitively, there's never been any fear. Like

509
00:20:41,720 --> 00:20:44,960
Speaker 1: you're very intuitively able to like move from each life

510
00:20:45,000 --> 00:20:45,960
Speaker 1: phase to the next.

511
00:20:46,359 --> 00:20:50,560
Speaker 7: Yes, I just I just jumped into it. And things

512
00:20:50,560 --> 00:20:52,560
Speaker 7: you gotta be you know, if I'm working, I'm making

513
00:20:52,600 --> 00:20:54,920
Speaker 7: things happen. I'm doing stuff. You gotta make things happen.

514
00:20:54,920 --> 00:20:56,400
Speaker 7: While you make them changes, you gonna have to move

515
00:20:56,440 --> 00:21:01,919
Speaker 7: a few times, bad relationships, money flys. Uh. Sometimes you

516
00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:04,119
Speaker 7: just gotta go go where life takes you to make

517
00:21:04,160 --> 00:21:08,840
Speaker 7: it happen. You know, there's no I'm not fear. I

518
00:21:08,840 --> 00:21:11,119
Speaker 7: don't have no fear of doing anything because I know

519
00:21:11,200 --> 00:21:13,560
Speaker 7: that I'm able to do anything I wanted to put

520
00:21:13,600 --> 00:21:16,080
Speaker 7: my mind to it. And I've been broke. Money comes around.

521
00:21:16,080 --> 00:21:18,879
Speaker 7: I've had great jobs, I have great houses, i have

522
00:21:18,880 --> 00:21:21,159
Speaker 7: great people in my life. Right now, I'm just focusing

523
00:21:21,200 --> 00:21:22,960
Speaker 7: on me. But sometimes you just gotta take a plunge

524
00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:25,400
Speaker 7: and see what happens. You know, if you don't try

525
00:21:25,440 --> 00:21:26,919
Speaker 7: to the future, people actually have tried to do this,

526
00:21:27,200 --> 00:21:30,600
Speaker 7: actually did that. I take chances, but you're gonna.

527
00:21:30,600 --> 00:21:32,200
Speaker 4: Looking back on all of it.

528
00:21:33,080 --> 00:21:34,919
Speaker 1: Do you do you have any regrets or do you

529
00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:38,520
Speaker 1: feel like everything you did it you like at least

530
00:21:38,600 --> 00:21:40,600
Speaker 1: tried to do everything you wanted to do.

531
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Speaker 2: Well.

532
00:21:41,520 --> 00:21:43,040
Speaker 7: I haven't tried to do everything I want to do,

533
00:21:43,040 --> 00:21:45,480
Speaker 7: but I'm really happy with most of my life. Yes,

534
00:21:45,880 --> 00:21:48,280
Speaker 7: I'm gonna happy with some things in my life, but

535
00:21:48,400 --> 00:21:50,120
Speaker 7: you know, it is what it is, and I've had

536
00:21:50,160 --> 00:21:52,000
Speaker 7: fun and I've learned. I got to be fifty five

537
00:21:52,040 --> 00:21:56,960
Speaker 7: without a lot of major drama, so I'm happy. But

538
00:21:57,000 --> 00:21:58,720
Speaker 7: I still want to travel more. Right now, I want

539
00:21:58,760 --> 00:22:01,760
Speaker 7: to travel. I've never been on a plane, but I

540
00:22:01,800 --> 00:22:03,960
Speaker 7: want to travel more and do two fifteens. But right now, yeah,

541
00:22:04,359 --> 00:22:06,760
Speaker 7: I'm satisfied. It is what it is, and I made

542
00:22:06,760 --> 00:22:09,480
Speaker 7: the best off. I got kids that have grown thirty

543
00:22:09,720 --> 00:22:11,320
Speaker 7: five and probably thirty right now.

544
00:22:11,400 --> 00:22:13,320
Speaker 4: Nice, nice man grand kids.

545
00:22:13,359 --> 00:22:15,480
Speaker 7: I got a big family. But right now I'm by myself.

546
00:22:15,520 --> 00:22:19,040
Speaker 7: But I've done anything I want to do. I'm happy.

547
00:22:19,080 --> 00:22:22,000
Speaker 7: I'm blessed God. My higher power has blessed me. Man

548
00:22:22,080 --> 00:22:24,560
Speaker 7: so nice. I make loud mistakes, but I'm trying to

549
00:22:24,560 --> 00:22:25,240
Speaker 7: get back on track.

550
00:22:25,440 --> 00:22:30,000
Speaker 1: What's your what's your higher power look like to you?

551
00:22:29,680 --> 00:22:29,720
Speaker 2: Like?

552
00:22:30,400 --> 00:22:31,640
Speaker 1: Do you feel like it's like a Do you feel

553
00:22:31,640 --> 00:22:34,560
Speaker 1: like it's like a singular entity or just like like

554
00:22:35,240 --> 00:22:36,879
Speaker 1: just the ships all together.

555
00:22:36,920 --> 00:22:40,159
Speaker 7: It's beyond me, but I think we all connected and

556
00:22:40,280 --> 00:22:43,480
Speaker 7: my you know, I'm not gonna be I'm a Christian.

557
00:22:43,480 --> 00:22:45,760
Speaker 7: I believe in God, but I've been to my phases

558
00:22:45,800 --> 00:22:48,000
Speaker 7: where you know, aliens and all types of stuff and

559
00:22:48,560 --> 00:22:50,760
Speaker 7: history in the past how we were made. But I

560
00:22:50,800 --> 00:22:53,680
Speaker 7: just want it's a higher power and we all connected,

561
00:22:53,680 --> 00:22:55,760
Speaker 7: from the trees to the worms, for the ants, to

562
00:22:56,359 --> 00:22:58,640
Speaker 7: the air we breathe, to the universe. We all connected

563
00:22:58,640 --> 00:23:01,000
Speaker 7: some house some way. I think you we all consciously

564
00:23:01,680 --> 00:23:05,359
Speaker 7: dig together and focus together, we'd be more powerful as

565
00:23:05,359 --> 00:23:07,439
Speaker 7: the people. You know we have. We have a lot

566
00:23:07,440 --> 00:23:10,240
Speaker 7: of separation with things, but you know, my high power

567
00:23:10,280 --> 00:23:12,320
Speaker 7: was everything. He created everything, and he knows everything, and

568
00:23:13,520 --> 00:23:15,159
Speaker 7: I'm blessed. I just have to make decisions. You know,

569
00:23:15,320 --> 00:23:16,360
Speaker 7: you go left, you go right.

570
00:23:17,160 --> 00:23:18,400
Speaker 4: How was it having kids?

571
00:23:18,480 --> 00:23:21,040
Speaker 1: It's not I like thinking about a lot because like

572
00:23:21,119 --> 00:23:25,640
Speaker 1: I'm I'm twenty eight, I'm approaching into like like in

573
00:23:25,680 --> 00:23:27,680
Speaker 1: my I guess thirties and shit where I'm like, oh

574
00:23:27,720 --> 00:23:29,880
Speaker 1: for at some point, like you're saying, like you gotta

575
00:23:29,920 --> 00:23:33,800
Speaker 1: make decisions, and I'm like, I know I.

576
00:23:33,760 --> 00:23:35,840
Speaker 4: Want to do it at some point.

577
00:23:35,920 --> 00:23:39,560
Speaker 1: But it's it's it's like it's such a freaky existential thing.

578
00:23:39,600 --> 00:23:40,959
Speaker 4: I'm very in my head about like how was it

579
00:23:41,000 --> 00:23:41,360
Speaker 4: for you?

580
00:23:42,600 --> 00:23:45,200
Speaker 7: Well, I was young, I was twenty going to twenty

581
00:23:45,200 --> 00:23:48,720
Speaker 7: when him I had my first child. I wish, well

582
00:23:48,840 --> 00:23:50,560
Speaker 7: everything was fine, but I wish I would have had

583
00:23:50,840 --> 00:23:52,359
Speaker 7: so you you had a good age where you can

584
00:23:52,400 --> 00:23:52,720
Speaker 7: plan it.

585
00:23:52,720 --> 00:23:54,520
Speaker 4: I wish I would have planned Yeah, sure, Yeah, so.

586
00:23:54,480 --> 00:23:56,480
Speaker 7: You went up playing. You want to play in your future. Man,

587
00:23:56,520 --> 00:24:00,800
Speaker 7: you know, kids are it's a big responsibility. Excuse me.

588
00:24:01,720 --> 00:24:04,800
Speaker 7: Raising the family is a big responsibility. And you want

589
00:24:04,800 --> 00:24:08,200
Speaker 7: to have everything. You order, money, school goals. You want

590
00:24:08,200 --> 00:24:12,080
Speaker 7: to have a plan. I jumped into it. It happened.

591
00:24:12,160 --> 00:24:16,680
Speaker 7: I had to be responsible. But everything didn't work out

592
00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:19,680
Speaker 7: like we're supposed to work out, unfortunately because people were young,

593
00:24:19,760 --> 00:24:22,000
Speaker 7: so we made mistakes, and you know, I ended up

594
00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:26,200
Speaker 7: playing chasuble for twenty something years. Yea, honestly, you know

595
00:24:26,240 --> 00:24:27,960
Speaker 7: what I'm saying. But I still love my kids and

596
00:24:28,359 --> 00:24:30,520
Speaker 7: we didn't work out. But you gotta make sure you

597
00:24:30,520 --> 00:24:32,919
Speaker 7: have the right partner. You gotta make sure you connect

598
00:24:32,920 --> 00:24:34,840
Speaker 7: with the right partner to have a kid, because you know,

599
00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:36,280
Speaker 7: you want to be together. You want to be a family.

600
00:24:36,320 --> 00:24:38,160
Speaker 7: So you don't want to be somebody that's not gonna

601
00:24:38,200 --> 00:24:40,000
Speaker 7: work out. I want to get married. You want to

602
00:24:40,040 --> 00:24:43,000
Speaker 7: do it right and hopefully somebody that loves you, you

603
00:24:43,080 --> 00:24:45,080
Speaker 7: love them, they want to build together. Just don't have

604
00:24:45,160 --> 00:24:47,880
Speaker 7: kids that have kids. Yeah, it's a big responsibility. It's

605
00:24:47,880 --> 00:24:50,800
Speaker 7: another person on this earth that you're responsible for, and

606
00:24:50,840 --> 00:24:52,240
Speaker 7: you want them to grow up and be successful in

607
00:24:52,280 --> 00:24:52,600
Speaker 7: as well.

608
00:24:53,160 --> 00:24:56,520
Speaker 1: Do you feel like you've ever been it? Like, definitively

609
00:24:56,640 --> 00:24:58,080
Speaker 1: you're one hundred, so you feel like you've ever been

610
00:24:58,119 --> 00:24:58,480
Speaker 1: in love?

611
00:24:58,960 --> 00:25:00,639
Speaker 7: Yeah, I've been in love with it. I was with

612
00:25:00,720 --> 00:25:04,800
Speaker 7: a girl for I always say twenty she said eighteen

613
00:25:04,880 --> 00:25:07,520
Speaker 7: the eighteen years, and I'm still in love. I still

614
00:25:07,520 --> 00:25:10,720
Speaker 7: love her to this day. Her nickname was may Mae.

615
00:25:10,760 --> 00:25:13,480
Speaker 7: My nickname was Chinky, and I love the lot she

616
00:25:13,480 --> 00:25:15,080
Speaker 7: loved me. I still love her to this day. You know,

617
00:25:15,320 --> 00:25:19,000
Speaker 7: there's been we haven't been together since twenty two thousand

618
00:25:19,040 --> 00:25:21,680
Speaker 7: and eight. But yeah, I've been in love, deeply in love.

619
00:25:21,720 --> 00:25:24,040
Speaker 7: Like I said, I still go. I still can't go

620
00:25:24,080 --> 00:25:26,840
Speaker 7: a day without thinking about this. Girls. Really yeah?

621
00:25:26,880 --> 00:25:27,240
Speaker 8: Really?

622
00:25:27,400 --> 00:25:28,360
Speaker 7: Do you.

623
00:25:29,920 --> 00:25:35,280
Speaker 1: Feel like you will ever love again, like love another person?

624
00:25:35,400 --> 00:25:37,600
Speaker 7: Yeah, because the love is in my heart. I love everybody.

625
00:25:37,600 --> 00:25:39,480
Speaker 7: But I'm saying fall in love with another person. Yes,

626
00:25:41,119 --> 00:25:43,600
Speaker 7: I have several relationships, and like I said, you have

627
00:25:43,640 --> 00:25:45,000
Speaker 7: to find the right person to fall in love with

628
00:25:45,040 --> 00:25:46,919
Speaker 7: it when it was connected with you. I did have

629
00:25:47,040 --> 00:25:50,680
Speaker 7: when I blew it, but I believe there might be

630
00:25:50,720 --> 00:25:53,159
Speaker 7: a second time around. I'm fifty fifty five going on

631
00:25:53,320 --> 00:25:56,000
Speaker 7: fifty six right now, I'm not really focused on that,

632
00:25:56,119 --> 00:25:58,840
Speaker 7: focusing on me, but in the future if it comes along, Yeah,

633
00:25:58,840 --> 00:26:00,440
Speaker 7: I've love for the mature a woman, and I could

634
00:26:01,160 --> 00:26:03,880
Speaker 7: uh bond waiting for the love and be happy and

635
00:26:03,960 --> 00:26:07,040
Speaker 7: enjoy the rest of my days. Of course.

636
00:26:07,359 --> 00:26:11,119
Speaker 1: Well, the person that you uh were initially kind of

637
00:26:11,119 --> 00:26:13,560
Speaker 1: we're talking about, what was it that.

638
00:26:13,440 --> 00:26:15,520
Speaker 4: Made you so in love with her?

639
00:26:16,240 --> 00:26:18,879
Speaker 7: Everything? I mean, you build a bomb with the person,

640
00:26:18,920 --> 00:26:20,400
Speaker 7: you know. At first it was really.

641
00:26:21,800 --> 00:26:24,520
Speaker 4: Hey almost ran into us, so it was sut of

642
00:26:24,560 --> 00:26:24,960
Speaker 4: love with me.

643
00:26:27,119 --> 00:26:32,199
Speaker 7: But we just bonded. Man, We were we She was

644
00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:35,640
Speaker 7: a pisces, she was one, she was the same age

645
00:26:35,640 --> 00:26:37,280
Speaker 7: as me, a birthday in main streets, a couple of

646
00:26:37,280 --> 00:26:40,880
Speaker 7: months in their own buddy. But yeah, we connected. Man.

647
00:26:40,920 --> 00:26:43,320
Speaker 7: It was passion, it was love. It was mystery. It

648
00:26:43,440 --> 00:26:45,439
Speaker 7: was a lot of other stuff going around with the

649
00:26:45,480 --> 00:26:52,560
Speaker 7: family unit. But we stuck together, man, And you know,

650
00:26:52,600 --> 00:26:54,440
Speaker 7: we at that young age, I didn't know what I

651
00:26:54,480 --> 00:26:56,240
Speaker 7: was going. We didn't we didn't plan a playing a

652
00:26:56,320 --> 00:26:59,280
Speaker 7: life together. But we just stuck together through all all

653
00:26:59,280 --> 00:27:00,959
Speaker 7: the stuff that I her through. She didn't really put

654
00:27:01,000 --> 00:27:03,520
Speaker 7: me through anything. But she was invited to die chicken.

655
00:27:03,600 --> 00:27:05,880
Speaker 7: She just never went nowhere until I had to leave,

656
00:27:05,920 --> 00:27:07,280
Speaker 7: and I left for two thiys and because I put

657
00:27:07,320 --> 00:27:07,960
Speaker 7: it through a lot of stuff.

658
00:27:08,000 --> 00:27:11,919
Speaker 4: But you you were like you laugh for her.

659
00:27:12,760 --> 00:27:15,200
Speaker 7: Yeah, because I was. You know, actually I have two

660
00:27:15,280 --> 00:27:18,280
Speaker 7: kids not with that person. So sometimes women, for love

661
00:27:18,280 --> 00:27:21,520
Speaker 7: and other different reasons, they'll put up with you because

662
00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:24,200
Speaker 7: sometimes they don't have nowhere to go or reasons they're

663
00:27:24,240 --> 00:27:29,080
Speaker 7: in and you know, uh, everybody's situation is different. So

664
00:27:29,119 --> 00:27:32,439
Speaker 7: sometimes people tolerate with they have to tolerate when they

665
00:27:32,440 --> 00:27:34,800
Speaker 7: don't want to because they're in the best situation. But

666
00:27:34,840 --> 00:27:36,840
Speaker 7: we we fought, We went to a whole bunch of stuff.

667
00:27:37,119 --> 00:27:38,720
Speaker 7: But I wish it would have been better. I wish

668
00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:40,800
Speaker 7: I would have did that differently. I wish I would

669
00:27:40,800 --> 00:27:45,000
Speaker 7: have married her and been faithful and did a lot

670
00:27:45,000 --> 00:27:48,479
Speaker 7: of things differently. But you know, I don't know if

671
00:27:48,480 --> 00:27:49,760
Speaker 7: I got out a track on that good question.

672
00:27:49,840 --> 00:27:50,760
Speaker 4: No no, no, no no.

673
00:27:50,920 --> 00:27:53,440
Speaker 1: You're making me think about just like uh now, you're

674
00:27:53,440 --> 00:27:55,880
Speaker 1: making me think about love and life. And I'm like,

675
00:27:56,520 --> 00:27:58,720
Speaker 1: I'm just like, oh fuck, I want to do Like

676
00:27:58,760 --> 00:27:59,879
Speaker 1: I have this thing and I think a lot of

677
00:28:00,040 --> 00:28:02,159
Speaker 1: young people have this thing where they're like, fuck, I

678
00:28:02,240 --> 00:28:05,639
Speaker 1: want to do everything perfect, but it's like you.

679
00:28:05,840 --> 00:28:06,439
Speaker 4: But you can't.

680
00:28:06,640 --> 00:28:08,840
Speaker 1: And I just I'm having trub Like in my personal

681
00:28:08,840 --> 00:28:11,200
Speaker 1: lif I'm having trouble like accepting that you know what

682
00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:11,520
Speaker 1: I mean.

683
00:28:11,520 --> 00:28:14,360
Speaker 7: Perfect and it's the way you think. You know, you're

684
00:28:14,400 --> 00:28:17,920
Speaker 7: going to try to think for the situation communication, what's

685
00:28:17,960 --> 00:28:19,600
Speaker 7: best for you and the person. If it's you and

686
00:28:19,640 --> 00:28:21,919
Speaker 7: the person, it's complicated, can say what's best for you

687
00:28:21,920 --> 00:28:24,840
Speaker 7: and the kids? You know, are you selfish and you

688
00:28:24,840 --> 00:28:27,159
Speaker 7: know it's it all about you? But you know everything

689
00:28:27,600 --> 00:28:29,640
Speaker 7: nothing is perfect. Man, you gotta work through it. Make

690
00:28:29,680 --> 00:28:33,960
Speaker 7: it work. Like life, you know, it's like sometimes you

691
00:28:33,960 --> 00:28:36,080
Speaker 7: make mistakes and you gotta get back on track. And

692
00:28:36,840 --> 00:28:42,440
Speaker 7: you know you got money, management, goals, work, bills, kids, food,

693
00:28:43,120 --> 00:28:45,440
Speaker 7: It's a lot that goes with just life enough. You know,

694
00:28:46,160 --> 00:28:47,880
Speaker 7: like you should not hear in a GUYE go suit

695
00:28:47,960 --> 00:28:56,840
Speaker 7: with get go suit, like you know, I'm just saying,

696
00:28:58,360 --> 00:29:00,720
Speaker 7: I know, I'm sure all your interviews not perfect.

697
00:29:01,040 --> 00:29:04,240
Speaker 1: It's true now, it's true that these are not these conversations.

698
00:29:04,280 --> 00:29:07,880
Speaker 1: You know, so just keep going, you keep going, you know,

699
00:29:08,080 --> 00:29:10,200
Speaker 1: you keep going, You just keep going.

700
00:29:10,240 --> 00:29:11,480
Speaker 7: There you go, you keep going.

701
00:29:11,560 --> 00:29:14,400
Speaker 1: Do you have you ever like Okay, let me ask

702
00:29:14,440 --> 00:29:20,120
Speaker 1: you this too, as of currently, do you have hope?

703
00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:27,120
Speaker 7: Well? I have hope. Yes, it was many times I

704
00:29:27,200 --> 00:29:27,880
Speaker 7: didn't have hope.

705
00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:29,960
Speaker 4: That's all I was gonna ask. But that's what I

706
00:29:29,960 --> 00:29:31,880
Speaker 4: was gonna ask, is in the past did you not

707
00:29:31,960 --> 00:29:32,360
Speaker 4: have hope?

708
00:29:32,360 --> 00:29:34,240
Speaker 1: And then in those moments where you didn't have hope,

709
00:29:34,920 --> 00:29:36,480
Speaker 1: how did you regain the hope?

710
00:29:36,920 --> 00:29:39,040
Speaker 7: Well, if you knew my whole life story, I went

711
00:29:39,080 --> 00:29:41,720
Speaker 7: through ups and downs and depression is part of my life.

712
00:29:42,560 --> 00:29:46,120
Speaker 7: You know. Drugs and alcohol can put you through a spin.

713
00:29:46,520 --> 00:29:47,040
Speaker 4: Yeah.

714
00:29:47,160 --> 00:29:51,120
Speaker 7: So it's many times where I had no hope, many

715
00:29:51,160 --> 00:29:53,640
Speaker 7: times where I want to die. Yeah, many times I

716
00:29:53,720 --> 00:29:56,520
Speaker 7: asked my man upstairs and go with you tomorrow morning.

717
00:29:57,760 --> 00:29:59,280
Speaker 4: He said what he said, what tomorrow morning?

718
00:29:59,400 --> 00:30:00,720
Speaker 7: Don't wake me up tomorrow morning?

719
00:30:00,800 --> 00:30:04,360
Speaker 4: Oh God, God said, don't you saw you said to God,

720
00:30:04,360 --> 00:30:05,800
Speaker 4: don't wake me up to morning up.

721
00:30:05,760 --> 00:30:07,600
Speaker 7: In the morning. You know, I say life is hard.

722
00:30:07,600 --> 00:30:10,520
Speaker 7: I said, nothing is perfect, and you go through charging tipulations.

723
00:30:10,560 --> 00:30:14,000
Speaker 7: You have to be strong and it's real mentally, physically, spiritually.

724
00:30:14,480 --> 00:30:15,880
Speaker 7: You know, you gotta have family, you have to have

725
00:30:15,880 --> 00:30:18,320
Speaker 7: to support because sometimes you do lose, so people lose

726
00:30:18,360 --> 00:30:22,520
Speaker 7: their job. It's hard out here. You know, people got bills,

727
00:30:23,080 --> 00:30:26,000
Speaker 7: it's hard out here. So you have to stay positive. Man.

728
00:30:26,000 --> 00:30:27,640
Speaker 7: I always have a positive image, but there there's been

729
00:30:27,720 --> 00:30:30,560
Speaker 7: times where I didn't want to get out of bed.

730
00:30:31,720 --> 00:30:36,959
Speaker 7: You know, I've tried. I've tried those attempts several times

731
00:30:37,680 --> 00:30:41,640
Speaker 7: because I was in a real big rep. But you know,

732
00:30:41,720 --> 00:30:43,200
Speaker 7: sometimes you go through it. But like you said, you

733
00:30:43,200 --> 00:30:44,200
Speaker 7: gotta keep it going.

734
00:30:44,280 --> 00:30:45,320
Speaker 4: Yeah, you gotta keep it going.

735
00:30:45,840 --> 00:30:46,920
Speaker 7: But some people snap.

736
00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:47,080
Speaker 2: Man.

737
00:30:47,080 --> 00:30:49,520
Speaker 7: You got people here killing their own families and shooting

738
00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:52,640
Speaker 7: up everybody else, and you shooting schools and going crazy.

739
00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:55,920
Speaker 7: But you gotta keep pushing through something.

740
00:30:55,960 --> 00:30:57,719
Speaker 4: And sometimes I don't know what it is.

741
00:30:57,720 --> 00:31:01,120
Speaker 1: But even in those moments, I'm like, you get a

742
00:31:01,120 --> 00:31:04,240
Speaker 1: little air bubble that tells you, like you just gotta

743
00:31:04,360 --> 00:31:06,080
Speaker 1: keep fucking keep.

744
00:31:05,880 --> 00:31:09,240
Speaker 4: Moving, keep moving, you know, yeah, keep moving, Yeah, keep moving.

745
00:31:11,040 --> 00:31:13,200
Speaker 7: At the same time, you gotta have a goal, you

746
00:31:13,240 --> 00:31:16,120
Speaker 7: gotta you gotta have a plan, and you gotta, you know,

747
00:31:16,320 --> 00:31:18,720
Speaker 7: follow through what you're playing. Nothing's gonna happen if you

748
00:31:18,760 --> 00:31:21,560
Speaker 7: don't make it happen. And I guessaid there's gonna be

749
00:31:21,560 --> 00:31:23,000
Speaker 7: some ups and downs, but you gotta keep pushing.

750
00:31:23,480 --> 00:31:26,000
Speaker 4: So what do you have a plan for?

751
00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:30,160
Speaker 7: Uh, no plan. I'm just going that's my life going.

752
00:31:30,280 --> 00:31:32,960
Speaker 4: Cool, cool man, honestly cool man. Do you have like

753
00:31:33,200 --> 00:31:34,640
Speaker 4: friends at this park? Like people?

754
00:31:34,760 --> 00:31:37,200
Speaker 7: Yeah, there's a whole section of people are sitting on

755
00:31:37,240 --> 00:31:41,880
Speaker 7: a basis day and everybody is different from different backgrounds, cool,

756
00:31:42,040 --> 00:31:45,680
Speaker 7: different situations, and they love each other. Man, they got

757
00:31:45,720 --> 00:31:48,400
Speaker 7: feed each other and sure enough, So yeah, I love

758
00:31:48,440 --> 00:31:49,760
Speaker 7: this park. I met a lot of people. Gets that

759
00:31:49,800 --> 00:31:52,960
Speaker 7: from the chest tables to overhead, to the dance people

760
00:31:53,000 --> 00:31:56,800
Speaker 7: over there, to the past drug addictkes you to be

761
00:31:56,840 --> 00:31:59,960
Speaker 7: of Yeah, yeah, yeah, you know its pro you know,

762
00:32:00,120 --> 00:32:02,880
Speaker 7: to the artists, to the musicians, to the people with

763
00:32:02,920 --> 00:32:04,720
Speaker 7: their new businesses. And I meant it's a lot of

764
00:32:04,720 --> 00:32:08,959
Speaker 7: people out here. People just come through old young ages.

765
00:32:09,080 --> 00:32:11,240
Speaker 4: It's the best. But how long have you do you?

766
00:32:11,360 --> 00:32:13,560
Speaker 7: I'm I'm sorry, I coming back from the last since

767
00:32:13,640 --> 00:32:14,080
Speaker 7: last year?

768
00:32:14,200 --> 00:32:15,640
Speaker 4: How long have you lived in living in New York?

769
00:32:15,680 --> 00:32:18,480
Speaker 7: For I been born in New York, born in Harlem,

770
00:32:18,520 --> 00:32:22,200
Speaker 7: born in Harlem, raised and once uh and Douglas probably

771
00:32:22,240 --> 00:32:29,719
Speaker 7: Stad one hundred third Street, Columbus Avenue in every Boro, Manhattan, Bronx, Brooklyn, queens.

772
00:32:30,200 --> 00:32:33,479
Speaker 7: I'm over so I'm I'm a staple to uh New

773
00:32:33,560 --> 00:32:34,520
Speaker 7: York and I love New York.

774
00:32:34,720 --> 00:32:38,920
Speaker 1: Do you feel like New York has uh changed significantly?

775
00:32:39,240 --> 00:32:42,600
Speaker 1: Because well, because it's it's funny because and I've talked

776
00:32:42,600 --> 00:32:44,480
Speaker 1: about this a lot on this show, because I do

777
00:32:44,520 --> 00:32:48,160
Speaker 1: this in the park pretty often. Is like, uh, this

778
00:32:48,920 --> 00:32:54,240
Speaker 1: obviously whatever technology and you know, uh, things change or whatever.

779
00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:58,760
Speaker 1: But like the essence of like like people from all

780
00:32:58,800 --> 00:33:01,840
Speaker 1: over the place gavi ring to be amongst each other.

781
00:33:02,440 --> 00:33:07,440
Speaker 1: Seems like it is like the driving the thing that

782
00:33:07,560 --> 00:33:10,680
Speaker 1: drives people to New York. It seems like it's still here.

783
00:33:11,400 --> 00:33:12,640
Speaker 1: Do you feel that word? Do you feel like it

784
00:33:12,640 --> 00:33:13,080
Speaker 1: was different?

785
00:33:13,120 --> 00:33:14,920
Speaker 7: New York is New York. New York is always gonna

786
00:33:14,920 --> 00:33:16,600
Speaker 7: be the best, say to come to no matter what

787
00:33:17,080 --> 00:33:19,400
Speaker 7: you know we have. New York is just the greatest.

788
00:33:19,480 --> 00:33:21,880
Speaker 7: I mean, And we have gotten better, you know, for

789
00:33:21,960 --> 00:33:25,680
Speaker 7: ee checking, she's gotten better. Uptown, It's gotting better. They

790
00:33:25,680 --> 00:33:28,800
Speaker 7: have more patis, things are building up, They've got more paces.

791
00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:30,640
Speaker 7: Go see. Look, you know what I'm saying, Like New

792
00:33:30,720 --> 00:33:32,800
Speaker 7: York's can always be number one. New York is always

793
00:33:32,800 --> 00:33:34,160
Speaker 7: gonna be the best of you to beat, no matter

794
00:33:34,200 --> 00:33:36,440
Speaker 7: what all the other states. I'm sorry, but New York

795
00:33:36,520 --> 00:33:39,719
Speaker 7: is number one. Other people have come up. New York

796
00:33:39,840 --> 00:33:41,120
Speaker 7: is always gonna be the best one. It's just so

797
00:33:41,160 --> 00:33:42,280
Speaker 7: much to do in New York. See, you can said,

798
00:33:42,320 --> 00:33:45,760
Speaker 7: the people just just just the vibe in New York.

799
00:33:45,960 --> 00:33:49,800
Speaker 7: East Borough is different, and it's just it's just so

800
00:33:49,880 --> 00:33:52,640
Speaker 7: much to do. So, you know, come to New York.

801
00:33:52,720 --> 00:33:55,600
Speaker 7: Love New York. Sometimes I want some quiet, but I

802
00:33:55,880 --> 00:33:58,360
Speaker 7: live in a quiet block, so I can stay home,

803
00:33:58,440 --> 00:34:01,160
Speaker 7: but I love to come out and see people. Even

804
00:34:01,160 --> 00:34:07,360
Speaker 7: though people can be rude, disrespectful and you know, just

805
00:34:07,520 --> 00:34:12,400
Speaker 7: you know, just evil. But then you have a lot

806
00:34:12,400 --> 00:34:13,759
Speaker 7: of good people in New York too. If you go

807
00:34:13,800 --> 00:34:16,759
Speaker 7: down South, people say hi, good morning, they welcome you to

808
00:34:16,760 --> 00:34:19,040
Speaker 7: New York. Don't do that. Anybody has a serious face.

809
00:34:19,080 --> 00:34:23,960
Speaker 7: There's no there's no there's no what is the what

810
00:34:24,080 --> 00:34:24,680
Speaker 7: I'm looking for?

811
00:34:25,680 --> 00:34:26,759
Speaker 4: Fake politeness, sir.

812
00:34:26,920 --> 00:34:29,719
Speaker 7: Yeah, there's no real politeness around the New York.

813
00:34:30,480 --> 00:34:33,240
Speaker 4: But it feels real. It feels like a real place.

814
00:34:34,360 --> 00:34:37,480
Speaker 7: Yeah, what you mean, it feels really New York is

815
00:34:37,480 --> 00:34:42,960
Speaker 7: really It could be crime, mugging, drugs, fight in New York. Yeah,

816
00:34:43,800 --> 00:34:45,480
Speaker 7: and the next the next is gonna do it this

817
00:34:45,560 --> 00:34:47,920
Speaker 7: year nixt on the road. I just wanna say one thing.

818
00:34:47,960 --> 00:34:50,760
Speaker 7: I'm sweat and sitting in the sun and I'm hot.

819
00:34:51,200 --> 00:34:54,200
Speaker 7: My man got on the deco suit and I'm sweating.

820
00:34:54,200 --> 00:34:55,360
Speaker 7: I know he's in here. Sweat.

821
00:34:55,840 --> 00:34:59,000
Speaker 4: My body is adapted to be in this. What's your

822
00:34:59,080 --> 00:35:00,480
Speaker 4: name again, Robert? Robert?

823
00:35:00,520 --> 00:35:02,120
Speaker 1: Dude, Robert, thank you very much for sitting down talking

824
00:35:02,120 --> 00:35:03,719
Speaker 1: to me, and I really appreciate it. Is there anything

825
00:35:03,719 --> 00:35:05,359
Speaker 1: else you want to say to the people before we go?

826
00:35:05,920 --> 00:35:10,480
Speaker 7: Support? Uh, talk to you, talk to support, talk to

827
00:35:10,520 --> 00:35:11,240
Speaker 7: a real gecko?

828
00:35:11,719 --> 00:35:12,239
Speaker 4: Thanks man.

829
00:35:16,000 --> 00:35:17,279
Speaker 7: Anybody high fromed me up?

830
00:35:17,880 --> 00:35:18,239
Speaker 4: I'm wrong?

831
00:35:18,360 --> 00:35:20,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, thank you, Robert. I appreciate your time. Man, Thank

832
00:35:20,040 --> 00:35:23,880
Speaker 1: you very very much. Hope you remember if you get

833
00:35:23,920 --> 00:35:29,520
Speaker 1: it out of use my money, we'll get it to you,

834
00:35:29,560 --> 00:35:30,160
Speaker 1: see Robert.

835
00:35:30,160 --> 00:35:30,400
Speaker 4: Thank you.

836
00:35:30,440 --> 00:35:30,640
Speaker 7: Man.

837
00:35:32,760 --> 00:35:33,480
Speaker 4: That was awesome.

838
00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:37,800
Speaker 1: That was great. Oh that was perfect. That was amazing.

839
00:35:37,800 --> 00:35:40,480
Speaker 1: Thank you so much, Robert. Oh that was great. I

840
00:35:40,520 --> 00:35:42,799
Speaker 1: was good. Oh man, I remember why, I remember why

841
00:35:42,840 --> 00:35:46,440
Speaker 1: I like doing this so fun, so great. Oh man,

842
00:35:46,480 --> 00:35:49,000
Speaker 1: shout out Robert. What a fucking o. G Hey man,

843
00:35:49,040 --> 00:35:54,080
Speaker 1: you want to talk to a gecko about life? It'll

844
00:35:54,080 --> 00:35:58,399
Speaker 1: be fun. Yo, dude, you got an ice cream right now?

845
00:35:59,560 --> 00:36:01,080
Speaker 1: Where we're did you get this ice cream at?

846
00:36:01,640 --> 00:36:01,799
Speaker 9: Uh?

847
00:36:03,760 --> 00:36:03,920
Speaker 7: Oh?

848
00:36:03,920 --> 00:36:07,320
Speaker 4: Cool? Wait, this is dude, this ice cream is severely

849
00:36:07,360 --> 00:36:08,960
Speaker 4: melting right now.

850
00:36:09,200 --> 00:36:10,359
Speaker 6: I don't know why they gave it.

851
00:36:10,320 --> 00:36:13,200
Speaker 4: To me, like what they gave it to you like that.

852
00:36:13,440 --> 00:36:15,720
Speaker 10: And in mind you, he didn't give me a paper

853
00:36:15,760 --> 00:36:18,040
Speaker 10: towel or a napking. So I had to come all

854
00:36:18,040 --> 00:36:20,640
Speaker 10: the way over here, and then there was a stand

855
00:36:20,920 --> 00:36:23,319
Speaker 10: and I had to ask some random lady for it.

856
00:36:23,560 --> 00:36:26,840
Speaker 1: They just okay, these people, they just gave you a

857
00:36:27,000 --> 00:36:28,760
Speaker 1: melted ice cream already.

858
00:36:28,880 --> 00:36:33,400
Speaker 10: Honestly, yeah, you see, and it cost me ten dollars

859
00:36:33,440 --> 00:36:34,600
Speaker 10: for like three schools.

860
00:36:35,960 --> 00:36:38,359
Speaker 1: You know what You're like, you're like the chillist guy ever,

861
00:36:38,400 --> 00:36:41,719
Speaker 1: because you it really feels like they handed you this

862
00:36:41,800 --> 00:36:44,040
Speaker 1: melted ice cream, and like nine out of ten people

863
00:36:44,040 --> 00:36:47,360
Speaker 1: would be like, yo, what the fuck is this? But

864
00:36:47,400 --> 00:36:49,200
Speaker 1: you kind of seem like you're a chill enough guy

865
00:36:49,239 --> 00:36:52,319
Speaker 1: that you're like, all right, I guess that's what I get.

866
00:36:53,000 --> 00:36:55,640
Speaker 10: I mean, honestly, that's how you gotta look at life

867
00:36:55,680 --> 00:36:56,200
Speaker 10: for selfie.

868
00:36:56,280 --> 00:36:58,120
Speaker 4: You really feel that way, Yeah, that's how.

869
00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:00,279
Speaker 6: You gotta it's melting you mind if I drop?

870
00:37:00,520 --> 00:37:08,440
Speaker 4: Yeah? Yeah, you feel like that's how you have to

871
00:37:08,480 --> 00:37:09,200
Speaker 4: look at life.

872
00:37:09,320 --> 00:37:11,480
Speaker 10: That's really how you have to look at life itself.

873
00:37:11,560 --> 00:37:15,439
Speaker 10: You know, you can't really not everything is a big deal,

874
00:37:15,520 --> 00:37:18,319
Speaker 10: you know, the same way how I left there and

875
00:37:18,360 --> 00:37:20,200
Speaker 10: I came over here and I got a paper towel

876
00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:21,880
Speaker 10: and some random lady.

877
00:37:22,239 --> 00:37:23,560
Speaker 6: You just got to go about life like that.

878
00:37:23,600 --> 00:37:28,040
Speaker 1: You know, you don't get this, You don't get uh

879
00:37:28,360 --> 00:37:31,480
Speaker 1: triggered very easily by life's things.

880
00:37:32,040 --> 00:37:35,200
Speaker 6: I do, I do, I do, I do.

881
00:37:35,640 --> 00:37:37,600
Speaker 10: But I feel like I'm just at a point in

882
00:37:37,640 --> 00:37:41,840
Speaker 10: life where that's that's that's not all I look forward to.

883
00:37:41,960 --> 00:37:45,000
Speaker 6: You know, It's like it's life.

884
00:37:45,120 --> 00:37:48,719
Speaker 10: Life itself has so much things to offer that I

885
00:37:48,800 --> 00:37:51,359
Speaker 10: really look at it from a point of view of

886
00:37:52,920 --> 00:37:55,640
Speaker 10: why would I let a little situation really affect how

887
00:37:55,680 --> 00:37:56,719
Speaker 10: the rest of my day will go?

888
00:37:57,239 --> 00:38:00,440
Speaker 1: You know, when was the last time you can remember,

889
00:38:01,440 --> 00:38:06,000
Speaker 1: metaphorically speaking, that life handed you a melted ice cream cone?

890
00:38:06,440 --> 00:38:12,640
Speaker 10: Yeah, that's that's a good Honestly, I would say for

891
00:38:12,840 --> 00:38:16,120
Speaker 10: sure the whole year of twenty.

892
00:38:15,680 --> 00:38:17,640
Speaker 4: Five, why it was going on.

893
00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:21,439
Speaker 10: Honestly, I was just dealing with a lot, you know, yeah,

894
00:38:23,280 --> 00:38:28,399
Speaker 10: not financially, but just mentally yourself. You know, I haven't

895
00:38:28,400 --> 00:38:31,480
Speaker 10: seen my mom in over like what sixteen years and

896
00:38:31,520 --> 00:38:34,960
Speaker 10: then I was dealing with a significant other, you know,

897
00:38:35,840 --> 00:38:39,200
Speaker 10: and then just to self school and then having a

898
00:38:39,280 --> 00:38:42,840
Speaker 10: the worries of feeling like you're not really moving forward

899
00:38:42,880 --> 00:38:43,400
Speaker 10: in life.

900
00:38:43,640 --> 00:38:47,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, do you feel like, I mean, okay,

901
00:38:47,680 --> 00:38:51,000
Speaker 1: compared to that time, do you feel now like you're

902
00:38:51,040 --> 00:38:52,440
Speaker 1: moving forward in life?

903
00:38:52,760 --> 00:38:57,120
Speaker 10: Honestly, you would think a whole year would be something.

904
00:38:57,680 --> 00:39:00,160
Speaker 10: You would think that a whole year would be you know,

905
00:39:01,520 --> 00:39:06,359
Speaker 10: past past a whole year, I would change, But it's

906
00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:08,839
Speaker 10: like some days you just wake up and you still

907
00:39:08,840 --> 00:39:11,879
Speaker 10: feel the same, you know. Yeah, And honestly, it's all

908
00:39:11,880 --> 00:39:15,640
Speaker 10: about me trying to change who I am because the

909
00:39:15,680 --> 00:39:18,000
Speaker 10: person that I was before is not the person that

910
00:39:18,040 --> 00:39:20,719
Speaker 10: I want to be moving forward. So it's just a

911
00:39:20,760 --> 00:39:24,040
Speaker 10: sense of me trying to better myself that as I'm

912
00:39:24,080 --> 00:39:27,000
Speaker 10: really starting to feel like who am I, you know,

913
00:39:27,200 --> 00:39:28,920
Speaker 10: trying to figure out who I am?

914
00:39:29,440 --> 00:39:34,040
Speaker 4: So to you, what's the answer to that question? Like who?

915
00:39:34,360 --> 00:39:37,919
Speaker 4: What is the ideal version of yourself?

916
00:39:39,000 --> 00:39:43,359
Speaker 10: Honestly, I'm a person that like to help others. I'm

917
00:39:43,400 --> 00:39:45,480
Speaker 10: a person that likes to be there for other people.

918
00:39:45,920 --> 00:39:50,640
Speaker 10: I'm a person that, you know, just I like to

919
00:39:50,640 --> 00:39:53,160
Speaker 10: be isolated that's one thing that I learned about.

920
00:39:52,960 --> 00:39:53,879
Speaker 6: Myself this year.

921
00:39:54,040 --> 00:39:55,120
Speaker 4: You like to be isolated.

922
00:39:55,160 --> 00:39:57,080
Speaker 6: Yeah, that's one thing that I.

923
00:39:56,600 --> 00:40:00,120
Speaker 1: Thought you're You just said two contradicting things. You said,

924
00:40:00,120 --> 00:40:01,320
Speaker 1: like to be there for other people like that, but

925
00:40:01,520 --> 00:40:02,480
Speaker 1: you like to be isolated.

926
00:40:02,560 --> 00:40:04,480
Speaker 10: Okay, let me go more in depth about it. Right,

927
00:40:05,160 --> 00:40:08,000
Speaker 10: when it comes to like when it comes to like

928
00:40:08,080 --> 00:40:11,880
Speaker 10: helping other people or just helping problems, like problems yourself.

929
00:40:12,080 --> 00:40:14,400
Speaker 10: I like to be there for other people, but when

930
00:40:14,440 --> 00:40:16,799
Speaker 10: it comes to like my own personal problems, like I

931
00:40:16,880 --> 00:40:20,880
Speaker 10: tend to just like isolate myself or like I'll go

932
00:40:20,960 --> 00:40:23,160
Speaker 10: for a walk, or I don't I don't like to,

933
00:40:23,480 --> 00:40:25,880
Speaker 10: you know, talk to people about stuff.

934
00:40:27,320 --> 00:40:28,400
Speaker 4: Do you have a lot of friends?

935
00:40:28,719 --> 00:40:29,480
Speaker 6: I do have friends.

936
00:40:29,880 --> 00:40:34,920
Speaker 1: Okay, so you see, Okay you have I'm trying to

937
00:40:35,280 --> 00:40:36,279
Speaker 1: I can't buy that.

938
00:40:36,400 --> 00:40:39,000
Speaker 4: You're like, are you lonely?

939
00:40:39,400 --> 00:40:40,760
Speaker 6: No? No, no, no, no, I'm not lonely.

940
00:40:40,920 --> 00:40:43,640
Speaker 4: You seem like if you're connected in some way.

941
00:40:43,760 --> 00:40:44,799
Speaker 6: Yeah, of course, you know.

942
00:40:44,880 --> 00:40:47,520
Speaker 10: I have friends, I have family members, and you know,

943
00:40:47,719 --> 00:40:48,760
Speaker 10: I'm always connected.

944
00:40:48,880 --> 00:40:50,080
Speaker 6: But it's like.

945
00:40:51,880 --> 00:40:54,960
Speaker 10: Being around people for too long, like I said, you

946
00:40:55,000 --> 00:41:00,000
Speaker 10: could tend to really lose uh self love self away.

947
00:41:01,080 --> 00:41:03,479
Speaker 10: I feel like as a human being, you should really

948
00:41:03,600 --> 00:41:06,080
Speaker 10: just take time to yourself, even if it's like a

949
00:41:06,120 --> 00:41:09,960
Speaker 10: week or whatever, days, hours or whatever, just take time

950
00:41:10,000 --> 00:41:13,880
Speaker 10: to yourself and really just have your own self reflection,

951
00:41:14,040 --> 00:41:16,440
Speaker 10: you know, self isolation. That's the best thing that you

952
00:41:16,440 --> 00:41:17,440
Speaker 10: could really do for yourself.

953
00:41:17,680 --> 00:41:21,440
Speaker 1: When was the last time you took a period of

954
00:41:21,840 --> 00:41:22,640
Speaker 1: self reflection?

955
00:41:25,800 --> 00:41:29,399
Speaker 6: That's a good question. I feel like I always do

956
00:41:29,960 --> 00:41:30,560
Speaker 6: even now.

957
00:41:31,200 --> 00:41:35,359
Speaker 10: Honestly, I'm on break with work and stuff, so I'll

958
00:41:35,440 --> 00:41:41,440
Speaker 10: just walk around really just taking nature and think about

959
00:41:41,480 --> 00:41:44,200
Speaker 10: life and just where I want to be and where

960
00:41:44,239 --> 00:41:46,000
Speaker 10: I'm going and where I'm at.

961
00:41:49,000 --> 00:41:51,760
Speaker 4: What are you doing in the park here today?

962
00:41:52,400 --> 00:41:55,759
Speaker 10: I mean I was just passing by, but I just

963
00:41:55,800 --> 00:41:59,800
Speaker 10: sat down and I said, it's a nice day, everybody's outside.

964
00:42:00,120 --> 00:42:03,239
Speaker 10: Why not just sit down and just eat ice cream?

965
00:42:03,560 --> 00:42:05,759
Speaker 10: Reflect my life?

966
00:42:06,320 --> 00:42:07,040
Speaker 6: Yeah?

967
00:42:07,200 --> 00:42:11,640
Speaker 1: All right, you mentioned problems with the significant other. Are

968
00:42:11,640 --> 00:42:13,880
Speaker 1: you still with this lady? Are you with a new lady?

969
00:42:13,960 --> 00:42:14,600
Speaker 4: Are you dating?

970
00:42:16,320 --> 00:42:19,360
Speaker 10: It's a long it's a long, complicated story.

971
00:42:19,400 --> 00:42:21,040
Speaker 4: Okay, if if it's a whole thing, you don't want

972
00:42:21,080 --> 00:42:23,200
Speaker 4: to put it on a TV show. Whatever, it's okay.

973
00:42:23,640 --> 00:42:26,040
Speaker 10: It's just the best thing that I could really say

974
00:42:26,320 --> 00:42:32,480
Speaker 10: is having self accountability. They really take you far in life.

975
00:42:32,760 --> 00:42:41,680
Speaker 10: And also you know, just accepting your wrongs and yeah,

976
00:42:41,760 --> 00:42:45,000
Speaker 10: but besides that, I've been I've been single for like

977
00:42:45,040 --> 00:42:46,160
Speaker 10: what eleven months?

978
00:42:46,200 --> 00:42:48,200
Speaker 4: Now, Okay, how's the single life?

979
00:42:48,680 --> 00:42:53,239
Speaker 10: It's boring, man, This is the first time in the

980
00:42:53,320 --> 00:42:57,840
Speaker 10: while that I haven't, like, you know, really taken the

981
00:42:57,920 --> 00:43:01,799
Speaker 10: time to like meet new people or being in a relationship.

982
00:43:01,920 --> 00:43:03,960
Speaker 6: Yeah, it's new to me.

983
00:43:04,040 --> 00:43:06,160
Speaker 1: You know, relationships are tough, but it truly is a

984
00:43:06,320 --> 00:43:09,080
Speaker 1: damned if you do, damned if you don't. Yeah, exactly,

985
00:43:09,120 --> 00:43:12,360
Speaker 1: there is no path, there is no if you're in

986
00:43:12,400 --> 00:43:15,880
Speaker 1: a relationship, it's like, okay, now you have to it's.

987
00:43:15,760 --> 00:43:19,040
Speaker 4: A lot of work. Yeah, So like, uh.

988
00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:22,200
Speaker 1: Because now you're because you can because when you're alone,

989
00:43:22,280 --> 00:43:22,640
Speaker 1: you can.

990
00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:24,440
Speaker 4: Just be a piece of ship and you can just

991
00:43:24,600 --> 00:43:27,520
Speaker 4: like be whatever you are.

992
00:43:27,560 --> 00:43:28,920
Speaker 1: But then when you have like someone else like to

993
00:43:29,239 --> 00:43:32,799
Speaker 1: get checking you, like, no, you have to, like you're

994
00:43:33,280 --> 00:43:36,400
Speaker 1: you're a big part of someone else's life, so you

995
00:43:36,560 --> 00:43:39,800
Speaker 1: have to now be a better version of yourself, whereas

996
00:43:39,840 --> 00:43:43,640
Speaker 1: if you're just alone, there's no accountability to be a

997
00:43:43,680 --> 00:43:45,799
Speaker 1: better version of yourself, you know.

998
00:43:46,160 --> 00:43:49,319
Speaker 10: And it's it's also about having to be president too.

999
00:43:49,560 --> 00:43:51,960
Speaker 10: Like constantly, Yes you have to be president another person. Yeah,

1000
00:43:51,960 --> 00:43:53,279
Speaker 10: you can't just zone the fuck out.

1001
00:43:53,400 --> 00:43:54,520
Speaker 6: You can't just zone out.

1002
00:43:54,640 --> 00:43:56,719
Speaker 10: And that's what I'm saying, Like, in order for you

1003
00:43:56,800 --> 00:44:01,040
Speaker 10: to like really be truly in a relationship or be

1004
00:44:01,120 --> 00:44:04,280
Speaker 10: in a relationship where you better each other, you first

1005
00:44:04,320 --> 00:44:06,720
Speaker 10: have to really find out who you are at first.

1006
00:44:06,760 --> 00:44:09,279
Speaker 10: You know, know who you are and know what you like,

1007
00:44:09,640 --> 00:44:11,160
Speaker 10: know the type of person that you want to be

1008
00:44:11,320 --> 00:44:14,640
Speaker 10: in a relationship. And I feel like that's the reason

1009
00:44:14,640 --> 00:44:18,680
Speaker 10: why I've really taken this long of a period of

1010
00:44:18,840 --> 00:44:21,719
Speaker 10: not being in a relationship because I don't want to

1011
00:44:21,760 --> 00:44:24,279
Speaker 10: be in a relationship where it's like the same thing

1012
00:44:24,280 --> 00:44:27,040
Speaker 10: with peace of self and knowing the type of person

1013
00:44:27,080 --> 00:44:30,880
Speaker 10: that I am. I feel like if a problem, do

1014
00:44:31,120 --> 00:44:36,040
Speaker 10: cause it's probably gonna come for me. But so I'd

1015
00:44:36,120 --> 00:44:38,600
Speaker 10: rather not put myself in that predictament or put the

1016
00:44:38,760 --> 00:44:42,480
Speaker 10: other person in that predictament. So I gotta better myself

1017
00:44:42,520 --> 00:44:45,560
Speaker 10: before be in a relationship basically, But.

1018
00:44:45,680 --> 00:44:48,400
Speaker 1: The whole thing of like knowing who you want to be,

1019
00:44:48,400 --> 00:44:50,880
Speaker 1: because I feel like you sometimes you like you meet people,

1020
00:44:51,400 --> 00:44:54,080
Speaker 1: you fall in love, whatever it is, and then by

1021
00:44:54,120 --> 00:44:59,520
Speaker 1: that process you discover more things about yourself. That's how

1022
00:44:59,520 --> 00:45:02,320
Speaker 1: it felt about relationships and stuff. Is like I've learned.

1023
00:45:02,960 --> 00:45:04,840
Speaker 1: I learned more about myself. I learn more about like

1024
00:45:05,480 --> 00:45:08,000
Speaker 1: what I'm capable of and what I like, and I

1025
00:45:08,000 --> 00:45:11,279
Speaker 1: also learn more about like oh fuck, I'm not. You learn,

1026
00:45:11,520 --> 00:45:14,239
Speaker 1: you learn, You learn both things that you didn't know

1027
00:45:14,239 --> 00:45:17,080
Speaker 1: about yourself that are good and that are bad.

1028
00:45:17,320 --> 00:45:22,000
Speaker 6: Yeah, you know. And then that's that's that is very true.

1029
00:45:22,120 --> 00:45:24,560
Speaker 10: And that's what I'm saying, Like, you know, I feel

1030
00:45:24,560 --> 00:45:28,480
Speaker 10: like my bad outweights my goods really, so that's the.

1031
00:45:28,400 --> 00:45:31,200
Speaker 6: Reason why I really need to isolate myself.

1032
00:45:31,200 --> 00:45:33,200
Speaker 1: But when you were in a relationship with this lady, right,

1033
00:45:33,520 --> 00:45:37,560
Speaker 1: did you ever have points where you were like, oh,

1034
00:45:37,600 --> 00:45:39,360
Speaker 1: I didn't know I could be that guy, like in

1035
00:45:39,400 --> 00:45:42,080
Speaker 1: a good way, you know, like any like any times

1036
00:45:42,200 --> 00:45:44,200
Speaker 1: you're like had to like she kind of forced you

1037
00:45:44,239 --> 00:45:46,840
Speaker 1: to like step up in some way or she forced

1038
00:45:46,840 --> 00:45:49,359
Speaker 1: you to like be some way where you were like, oh,

1039
00:45:49,360 --> 00:45:50,600
Speaker 1: I don't know I could even do that.

1040
00:45:52,840 --> 00:45:57,160
Speaker 10: I mean yes and no, because yes, because I always

1041
00:45:57,239 --> 00:46:00,560
Speaker 10: knew that I could be a better version of myself

1042
00:46:00,600 --> 00:46:01,480
Speaker 10: in a relationship.

1043
00:46:01,560 --> 00:46:04,200
Speaker 6: Yeah, So that's that's the yes.

1044
00:46:04,640 --> 00:46:07,440
Speaker 10: No, because I'm not the type of person that like

1045
00:46:07,480 --> 00:46:10,879
Speaker 10: to be pressure to, like, you know, like go out

1046
00:46:10,880 --> 00:46:12,240
Speaker 10: of my way and stuff.

1047
00:46:12,320 --> 00:46:14,719
Speaker 4: So yeah, I feel like I get you. I got you, man.

1048
00:46:15,239 --> 00:46:19,120
Speaker 10: I mean, but I feel like a relationship, if you're

1049
00:46:19,120 --> 00:46:21,040
Speaker 10: going to be in a relationship, you should always have

1050
00:46:21,080 --> 00:46:23,800
Speaker 10: a future.

1051
00:46:24,960 --> 00:46:26,439
Speaker 6: Version of an outcome that you want.

1052
00:46:27,040 --> 00:46:29,640
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, yeah, Like go into it with a plan.

1053
00:46:29,560 --> 00:46:31,799
Speaker 10: Go with it with a plan, you know, because if

1054
00:46:31,800 --> 00:46:34,239
Speaker 10: you're just going into it just to go into it

1055
00:46:34,360 --> 00:46:37,320
Speaker 10: and see how it goes, it's not really gonna go anywhere.

1056
00:46:37,640 --> 00:46:43,279
Speaker 4: What's your name again, man, my name is Well, let's listen.

1057
00:46:43,320 --> 00:46:44,960
Speaker 4: I'll let you get back to that.

1058
00:46:46,160 --> 00:46:46,319
Speaker 7: Well.

1059
00:46:46,360 --> 00:46:48,319
Speaker 1: I'm looking at the ice cream right now, and it's

1060
00:46:48,360 --> 00:46:51,160
Speaker 1: just like the top, it's fully melted. It's just a

1061
00:46:51,200 --> 00:46:55,239
Speaker 1: cup of ice cream juice. I mean, I if I

1062
00:46:55,320 --> 00:46:58,120
Speaker 1: were you, I would still like I would drink the

1063
00:46:58,160 --> 00:46:59,280
Speaker 1: cup of melted ice cream.

1064
00:46:59,560 --> 00:47:01,200
Speaker 4: Is that what you're to do? You're gonna still consume

1065
00:47:01,360 --> 00:47:02,279
Speaker 4: whatever that is? Okay?

1066
00:47:02,360 --> 00:47:07,960
Speaker 6: Cool, I'm not gonna let let it go for waste, dude.

1067
00:47:07,960 --> 00:47:08,399
Speaker 4: That's life.

1068
00:47:08,400 --> 00:47:08,560
Speaker 7: Man.

1069
00:47:08,600 --> 00:47:10,719
Speaker 1: Sometimes life gives you a melted ice cream cup and

1070
00:47:10,719 --> 00:47:13,160
Speaker 1: you're like, we're gonna roll with this.

1071
00:47:14,560 --> 00:47:16,120
Speaker 6: I mean, I got a one question for you.

1072
00:47:16,160 --> 00:47:16,920
Speaker 4: Yeah, please.

1073
00:47:18,600 --> 00:47:20,719
Speaker 10: Being that you interview a lot of people, right, What's

1074
00:47:20,719 --> 00:47:22,080
Speaker 10: something that you take away from me?

1075
00:47:23,000 --> 00:47:24,239
Speaker 4: What's something I take away from it?

1076
00:47:25,160 --> 00:47:29,000
Speaker 1: If I could be completely honest about that, the more

1077
00:47:29,120 --> 00:47:32,640
Speaker 1: I interview people, and the more I expand myself outwards,

1078
00:47:33,000 --> 00:47:36,799
Speaker 1: I actually feel like the less I know, I really

1079
00:47:36,880 --> 00:47:39,120
Speaker 1: do feel that, the more I'm like, Oh, there's no

1080
00:47:39,280 --> 00:47:44,239
Speaker 1: right answer to anything. Everyone has their own perspective and

1081
00:47:44,280 --> 00:47:46,959
Speaker 1: their own thing that works for you. Which I can

1082
00:47:47,000 --> 00:47:52,040
Speaker 1: conclude from that that you are, in some way, shape

1083
00:47:52,080 --> 00:47:56,000
Speaker 1: or form, the decider and maker of your own destiny

1084
00:47:56,120 --> 00:47:59,520
Speaker 1: because you have no there is no objective right or

1085
00:47:59,520 --> 00:48:01,440
Speaker 1: wrong to say, visions by which to.

1086
00:48:03,800 --> 00:48:07,560
Speaker 4: Hold yourself too. I think I understand if that makes sense.

1087
00:48:07,840 --> 00:48:10,799
Speaker 10: It makes perfect sense, you know. I mean, well, I

1088
00:48:10,840 --> 00:48:13,880
Speaker 10: hope you keep going. Thank you, that you grow from this.

1089
00:48:14,480 --> 00:48:17,359
Speaker 1: Thank you all. It's nice talking your chill, fucking dude,

1090
00:48:17,360 --> 00:48:20,040
Speaker 1: I'm sure whatever. I hope you achieve all your dreams. Man,

1091
00:48:21,239 --> 00:48:27,280
Speaker 1: one day, one day, life's gonna hand you a fucking nice, firm, hard,

1092
00:48:29,000 --> 00:48:31,920
Speaker 1: fucking uh scoop of ice cream.

1093
00:48:32,719 --> 00:48:33,279
Speaker 4: You know none of this?

1094
00:48:34,719 --> 00:48:37,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, thank you a do. I'll see you around the universe.

1095
00:48:38,160 --> 00:48:43,319
Speaker 1: Take care of man, you too. Man, No, don't worry.

1096
00:48:43,320 --> 00:48:46,759
Speaker 1: Don't worry about it. Don't worry about it. Take care

1097
00:48:46,760 --> 00:48:50,880
Speaker 1: of man. For the For those listening on the audio version,

1098
00:48:51,040 --> 00:48:55,520
Speaker 1: he got up and the ice cream just melted all

1099
00:48:55,600 --> 00:49:01,120
Speaker 1: over these these wires that I have. It's gonna be

1100
00:49:01,120 --> 00:49:02,840
Speaker 1: a little harder to get someone to sit down on

1101
00:49:02,880 --> 00:49:05,440
Speaker 1: the chair now because, uh, there's a little bit of

1102
00:49:05,440 --> 00:49:09,120
Speaker 1: melted ice cream not on it, but like near it.

1103
00:49:09,680 --> 00:49:14,719
Speaker 1: But uh, it's okay, we'll figure that out. Do either

1104
00:49:14,760 --> 00:49:17,040
Speaker 1: of you want to talk to a gecko about life?

1105
00:49:18,120 --> 00:49:18,879
Speaker 4: Here? Have a seat.

1106
00:49:21,400 --> 00:49:26,719
Speaker 1: Hi, what's your name? Mush mushfirat, listen to me?

1107
00:49:26,760 --> 00:49:28,600
Speaker 4: You mush for rap? No, that's okay.

1108
00:49:28,600 --> 00:49:29,279
Speaker 3: What do you What do you eat?

1109
00:49:29,280 --> 00:49:30,080
Speaker 4: And you got a sandwich?

1110
00:49:30,080 --> 00:49:30,239
Speaker 1: There?

1111
00:49:30,960 --> 00:49:32,879
Speaker 4: Oh you got a hot dog? A hold dog.

1112
00:49:32,920 --> 00:49:33,960
Speaker 2: I'm from Britain, so.

1113
00:49:34,080 --> 00:49:37,200
Speaker 1: Okay, from Britain. Wait, you've never had a hot dog? Wait,

1114
00:49:37,239 --> 00:49:39,680
Speaker 1: I'm about to watch you. I'm about to watch wait,

1115
00:49:39,719 --> 00:49:41,840
Speaker 1: this is a wait, hold on, this is I'm about

1116
00:49:41,880 --> 00:49:45,120
Speaker 1: to watch a person who's never eaten the hot dog

1117
00:49:45,160 --> 00:49:49,759
Speaker 1: before eat a hot dog. Okay, I mean, I I

1118
00:49:50,080 --> 00:49:50,840
Speaker 1: mean you know this is a big deal.

1119
00:49:50,840 --> 00:49:52,759
Speaker 4: I'll let you go. You're on pace. But I'm I'm ready,

1120
00:49:53,239 --> 00:49:54,600
Speaker 4: all right, let's hear it, let's see it.

1121
00:50:02,960 --> 00:50:07,399
Speaker 1: Thoughts, it's a bit celting, It's nice.

1122
00:50:07,760 --> 00:50:09,560
Speaker 4: What are you doing? What are you doing here? From?

1123
00:50:09,640 --> 00:50:09,759
Speaker 7: Uh?

1124
00:50:10,440 --> 00:50:12,399
Speaker 4: From from Britain, from London, from London.

1125
00:50:12,480 --> 00:50:14,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm interning with these girls.

1126
00:50:15,320 --> 00:50:16,320
Speaker 4: Girls. Oh cool.

1127
00:50:16,560 --> 00:50:19,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, so I'm just interning for like three months. I'm

1128
00:50:19,120 --> 00:50:20,799
Speaker 2: gonna be here for five days and then I'm going.

1129
00:50:21,400 --> 00:50:23,879
Speaker 4: After And uh, what do you think of New York

1130
00:50:23,960 --> 00:50:24,279
Speaker 4: so far?

1131
00:50:25,320 --> 00:50:25,760
Speaker 2: Unique?

1132
00:50:25,800 --> 00:50:26,680
Speaker 3: It's really unique.

1133
00:50:27,239 --> 00:50:29,640
Speaker 2: London is that kind of similar with sub boys and anything.

1134
00:50:30,239 --> 00:50:33,880
Speaker 2: But I feel like New York City has look at you.

1135
00:50:33,880 --> 00:50:35,000
Speaker 2: You wouldn't see this in London.

1136
00:50:35,360 --> 00:50:40,360
Speaker 1: My my understanding of London is that, oh, there's police

1137
00:50:40,400 --> 00:50:43,000
Speaker 1: officers here. This is the one every time I go

1138
00:50:43,560 --> 00:50:45,520
Speaker 1: and do this, I get kicked out of wherever I am.

1139
00:50:45,560 --> 00:50:47,200
Speaker 1: But this is the one place I never get kicked out,

1140
00:50:47,600 --> 00:50:49,520
Speaker 1: So I don't get as anxious when I see police.

1141
00:50:49,920 --> 00:50:52,799
Speaker 4: Sorry. So I feel like we have a bad rap

1142
00:50:53,760 --> 00:50:55,320
Speaker 4: bad in London. Yeah.

1143
00:50:55,120 --> 00:50:56,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, we don't like you guys.

1144
00:50:56,320 --> 00:50:59,040
Speaker 4: Now, yeah, yeah, but this is your first time in America.

1145
00:50:59,080 --> 00:51:00,480
Speaker 2: No, I love it. I thought I was like, I

1146
00:51:00,520 --> 00:51:02,799
Speaker 2: love I love the subway. I love how people saying yeah,

1147
00:51:03,040 --> 00:51:04,440
Speaker 2: people stressed up like you. I love that?

1148
00:51:04,719 --> 00:51:07,120
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I love it so much. And what's the

1149
00:51:07,239 --> 00:51:08,600
Speaker 4: what company you're in turning at?

1150
00:51:09,560 --> 00:51:11,480
Speaker 2: It's a company to be confidential so comedies?

1151
00:51:11,480 --> 00:51:12,879
Speaker 4: Sure, sure, sure.

1152
00:51:12,800 --> 00:51:14,600
Speaker 2: But yeah it's just a normal company.

1153
00:51:14,719 --> 00:51:16,440
Speaker 4: Okay, yeah, well okay, so what are you gonna do

1154
00:51:16,440 --> 00:51:17,960
Speaker 4: in DC? What's the plan? So DC?

1155
00:51:18,080 --> 00:51:20,640
Speaker 2: I'm gonna be working there for two moms as finance,

1156
00:51:20,719 --> 00:51:24,040
Speaker 2: some even finance. Yeah, all I can say this is

1157
00:51:24,040 --> 00:51:27,200
Speaker 2: an aerospace company that's about air, but not too much.

1158
00:51:27,760 --> 00:51:30,400
Speaker 1: So you seem fairly underwhelmed by the hot dog. It

1159
00:51:30,440 --> 00:51:32,240
Speaker 1: seems like it's not exactly changing your life.

1160
00:51:32,560 --> 00:51:36,080
Speaker 2: No really, no, it's plain. Yeah, I'm not gonna know.

1161
00:51:37,440 --> 00:51:40,440
Speaker 1: Someone just said someone just yelled at her from off screen.

1162
00:51:40,840 --> 00:51:42,800
Speaker 1: You need to save the hot dog. We need it

1163
00:51:42,880 --> 00:51:43,520
Speaker 1: for the picture.

1164
00:51:43,719 --> 00:51:44,760
Speaker 3: Yeah what the picture?

1165
00:51:45,000 --> 00:51:48,120
Speaker 1: What's this picture? So basically you're making content. Everyone here

1166
00:51:48,160 --> 00:51:48,880
Speaker 1: is making content.

1167
00:51:48,920 --> 00:51:49,759
Speaker 2: We need to help with that.

1168
00:51:50,040 --> 00:51:51,440
Speaker 4: Okay, you might help with that.

1169
00:51:51,560 --> 00:51:55,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, taking a picture for a company, and whoever wins,

1170
00:51:56,040 --> 00:51:58,200
Speaker 2: it's basically between groups and you have to get the

1171
00:51:58,200 --> 00:51:59,640
Speaker 2: best New York picture.

1172
00:52:00,880 --> 00:52:03,719
Speaker 1: You're the best that I'm so okay, I'm honored so this,

1173
00:52:03,840 --> 00:52:05,480
Speaker 1: so we'll take a picture yeah.

1174
00:52:05,320 --> 00:52:07,280
Speaker 2: With the hot dog, and we're gonna take a picture

1175
00:52:07,280 --> 00:52:07,879
Speaker 2: with them as well.

1176
00:52:08,200 --> 00:52:12,160
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, of course, yeah, of course, okay, cool, all right,

1177
00:52:12,200 --> 00:52:12,840
Speaker 1: well let's do it.

1178
00:52:12,920 --> 00:52:15,239
Speaker 4: Let's see the arch in.

1179
00:52:15,200 --> 00:52:15,839
Speaker 2: The back too.

1180
00:52:16,480 --> 00:52:19,560
Speaker 11: Okay, cool, Okay.

1181
00:52:20,080 --> 00:52:24,680
Speaker 1: We are taking a photo with a bunch of people

1182
00:52:25,560 --> 00:52:27,200
Speaker 1: we're helping. So this is like us, this is like

1183
00:52:28,239 --> 00:52:29,919
Speaker 1: this is like a scavenger hunt that we're doing.

1184
00:52:32,800 --> 00:52:35,279
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, we need the bag.

1185
00:52:35,640 --> 00:52:38,200
Speaker 4: We'll do one more. We gotta get say three T.

1186
00:52:38,400 --> 00:52:41,560
Speaker 2: One, just all die love three T one.

1187
00:52:46,239 --> 00:52:48,040
Speaker 4: Oh this is perfect, we got you got the cow

1188
00:52:48,080 --> 00:52:48,600
Speaker 4: guy in it.

1189
00:52:48,560 --> 00:52:49,480
Speaker 3: Too, exactly.

1190
00:52:49,520 --> 00:52:51,600
Speaker 4: Oh hell yeah, thank you so much for the interview.

1191
00:52:51,920 --> 00:52:53,719
Speaker 1: Of course, of course, is there anything else that you

1192
00:52:53,719 --> 00:52:55,720
Speaker 1: want to say to the people of the computer before

1193
00:52:55,719 --> 00:52:56,000
Speaker 1: we go?

1194
00:52:56,320 --> 00:52:58,160
Speaker 2: I love New York City. You guys should visit here

1195
00:52:58,200 --> 00:52:59,759
Speaker 2: from anyone from non then come to New York City.

1196
00:52:59,840 --> 00:53:00,560
Speaker 4: Come America.

1197
00:53:00,880 --> 00:53:04,560
Speaker 1: Beautiful, beautiful. Yeah, thank you very much. Did appreciate you.

1198
00:53:04,880 --> 00:53:07,279
Speaker 1: A good day, enjoy the hot dogs.

1199
00:53:08,800 --> 00:53:09,279
Speaker 3: Going on?

1200
00:53:09,920 --> 00:53:10,399
Speaker 4: What's up?

1201
00:53:10,440 --> 00:53:13,160
Speaker 1: Man, So you're you're in a you got a cow

1202
00:53:13,280 --> 00:53:16,920
Speaker 1: outfit on? And what is the occasion for this cow out.

1203
00:53:16,920 --> 00:53:19,359
Speaker 3: So NBA Game one of the finals tomorrow night.

1204
00:53:19,440 --> 00:53:22,960
Speaker 12: I'm trying to get five hundred cows outside MSG for

1205
00:53:23,000 --> 00:53:25,400
Speaker 12: the watch party. You know, after the game, all the

1206
00:53:25,440 --> 00:53:27,319
Speaker 12: fans are on Seventh Avenue going nuts.

1207
00:53:27,400 --> 00:53:28,640
Speaker 4: Yeah, you're trying to get five You're trying to ge

1208
00:53:28,640 --> 00:53:30,160
Speaker 4: five hundred people cows.

1209
00:53:30,200 --> 00:53:31,120
Speaker 3: A herd of cows?

1210
00:53:31,160 --> 00:53:33,040
Speaker 4: Why a herd of cows?

1211
00:53:33,760 --> 00:53:36,600
Speaker 12: To be honest, I came to I think game two

1212
00:53:36,800 --> 00:53:39,399
Speaker 12: of the first round just by myself as a cow

1213
00:53:39,400 --> 00:53:40,960
Speaker 12: because I was like, I want to make some content.

1214
00:53:41,000 --> 00:53:43,680
Speaker 12: I've been doing content for about a year, and so

1215
00:53:43,880 --> 00:53:46,600
Speaker 12: I showed up as a cow because my parents were

1216
00:53:46,640 --> 00:53:49,919
Speaker 12: cows at Halloween back in like eighty six at Penn

1217
00:53:50,000 --> 00:53:52,040
Speaker 12: State or something like that, and so I asked him.

1218
00:53:52,040 --> 00:53:53,680
Speaker 12: I was like, Hey, do you have anything ridiculous I

1219
00:53:53,680 --> 00:53:55,880
Speaker 12: can wear for the game. They're like, yes, we have

1220
00:53:55,920 --> 00:53:56,880
Speaker 12: a cow costume for you.

1221
00:53:56,960 --> 00:53:57,600
Speaker 3: So I wore it.

1222
00:53:57,960 --> 00:54:00,480
Speaker 12: I got on the Jumbo Tron, made some videos. They

1223
00:54:00,520 --> 00:54:02,719
Speaker 12: did pretty well, and so I wore it to a

1224
00:54:02,760 --> 00:54:05,719
Speaker 12: couple other events after that, and then heading into the finals,

1225
00:54:05,719 --> 00:54:08,840
Speaker 12: I knew that, you know, the final, the Knicks Finals

1226
00:54:08,880 --> 00:54:10,960
Speaker 12: is the biggest thing that's happened to New York sports

1227
00:54:10,960 --> 00:54:12,880
Speaker 12: in the last ten years since the Giants won the

1228
00:54:12,920 --> 00:54:13,440
Speaker 12: Super Bowl.

1229
00:54:13,560 --> 00:54:15,800
Speaker 3: So I figured, let's go big or go home.

1230
00:54:16,120 --> 00:54:19,160
Speaker 12: Let's get five hundred cows by time, maybe game four roles.

1231
00:54:19,320 --> 00:54:21,920
Speaker 4: And how many cows have you recruited so far?

1232
00:54:22,000 --> 00:54:22,160
Speaker 2: Oh?

1233
00:54:22,200 --> 00:54:24,520
Speaker 12: I have a group chat on Instagram of about one

1234
00:54:24,600 --> 00:54:25,520
Speaker 12: hundred cows.

1235
00:54:25,800 --> 00:54:29,000
Speaker 4: I'd say, okay, I know, how did listen? Man, listen.

1236
00:54:29,040 --> 00:54:31,760
Speaker 1: I appreciate the ambition of trying to get five hundred people,

1237
00:54:31,760 --> 00:54:33,000
Speaker 1: but one hundred's pretty good.

1238
00:54:33,040 --> 00:54:35,360
Speaker 4: Yeah, how did you recruit? How did you recruit those people?

1239
00:54:35,360 --> 00:54:38,239
Speaker 3: I'd say, I know personally maybe half of them.

1240
00:54:38,719 --> 00:54:44,000
Speaker 1: You know, you know fifty people you know you no, no, no,

1241
00:54:44,080 --> 00:54:48,240
Speaker 1: this is you know fifty people who are you're close

1242
00:54:48,360 --> 00:54:50,839
Speaker 1: enough with that you can convince them to dress up

1243
00:54:50,840 --> 00:54:52,040
Speaker 1: as cows.

1244
00:54:51,800 --> 00:54:55,520
Speaker 3: Or at least verbally verbally verbally.

1245
00:54:55,320 --> 00:54:58,480
Speaker 4: Confirmed that they were okay. So we'll find out, Yeah you got.

1246
00:54:59,000 --> 00:55:01,200
Speaker 1: You gotta imagine that of the one hundred, at least,

1247
00:55:01,719 --> 00:55:04,600
Speaker 1: you know, at least a thirty percent of them will bail.

1248
00:55:04,800 --> 00:55:07,239
Speaker 12: Yeah, I'm said my expectations low, Like, there's a chance

1249
00:55:07,280 --> 00:55:08,680
Speaker 12: that four people show up tomorrow.

1250
00:55:08,760 --> 00:55:10,200
Speaker 3: But if you get.

1251
00:55:10,120 --> 00:55:12,120
Speaker 1: Four people, if you have four friends who are willing

1252
00:55:12,120 --> 00:55:13,400
Speaker 1: to be dressed up in a costume for you, that's

1253
00:55:13,400 --> 00:55:16,440
Speaker 1: pretty good. Where are you getting these costs? Like everyone

1254
00:55:16,440 --> 00:55:18,600
Speaker 1: has to because there's a financial commitment. I mean this,

1255
00:55:18,800 --> 00:55:20,520
Speaker 1: how much money do you think this costume is?

1256
00:55:20,920 --> 00:55:22,160
Speaker 3: I tell you about seventy maybe?

1257
00:55:22,400 --> 00:55:26,400
Speaker 1: Okay, this guy buys fucking animal costume. Yeah that's you know,

1258
00:55:26,440 --> 00:55:28,320
Speaker 1: that's a big buy in. Yeah, yeah, absolutely.

1259
00:55:28,640 --> 00:55:30,560
Speaker 12: So I've been doing content for about a year now.

1260
00:55:30,880 --> 00:55:34,080
Speaker 12: I started with a podcast, and over time I was like,

1261
00:55:34,080 --> 00:55:35,680
Speaker 12: I want to do more man on the street type

1262
00:55:35,719 --> 00:55:36,040
Speaker 12: of deal.

1263
00:55:36,560 --> 00:55:39,640
Speaker 1: And I see you got a microphone with you. We're

1264
00:55:39,680 --> 00:55:42,160
Speaker 1: on your we're on your podcast. What's the microphone say?

1265
00:55:42,200 --> 00:55:44,320
Speaker 3: Let me see.

1266
00:55:44,960 --> 00:55:47,239
Speaker 12: I was a kicker in college and I started a

1267
00:55:47,360 --> 00:55:51,720
Speaker 12: podcast around about like niche athletes in sports, cool man whatnot.

1268
00:55:52,080 --> 00:55:54,239
Speaker 12: And then I me and my buddy that's behind the

1269
00:55:54,280 --> 00:55:57,040
Speaker 12: camera over there, we went to a celebrity golf tournament

1270
00:55:57,120 --> 00:56:00,080
Speaker 12: last summer and we started interviewing athletes at the tour

1271
00:56:00,360 --> 00:56:02,040
Speaker 12: and I was like, I love the man on the

1272
00:56:02,080 --> 00:56:04,880
Speaker 12: street type deal. It's a lot of fun, it's entertaining.

1273
00:56:04,920 --> 00:56:06,200
Speaker 12: I kind of like to be in the mix.

1274
00:56:06,520 --> 00:56:08,839
Speaker 1: So it's I'm not done with this cow thing. So

1275
00:56:09,239 --> 00:56:11,800
Speaker 1: how did you recruit those hundred peep? The other fifty

1276
00:56:12,000 --> 00:56:12,959
Speaker 1: like just random volks.

1277
00:56:13,040 --> 00:56:13,279
Speaker 7: Yeah.

1278
00:56:13,320 --> 00:56:15,360
Speaker 12: So when it first started, I opened it up and

1279
00:56:15,360 --> 00:56:17,040
Speaker 12: I put some of my story and I said, whoever

1280
00:56:17,080 --> 00:56:18,680
Speaker 12: wants to join the group chat, I'm trying to get

1281
00:56:18,680 --> 00:56:21,440
Speaker 12: a hurd of cows together. Gave my initial pitch, and

1282
00:56:21,480 --> 00:56:23,919
Speaker 12: then about five people joined, and I was like, hey,

1283
00:56:24,160 --> 00:56:26,200
Speaker 12: spread the word. Tell your buddies, like, let's get them

1284
00:56:26,280 --> 00:56:29,200
Speaker 12: as many cows as we can. So of the five,

1285
00:56:29,280 --> 00:56:31,560
Speaker 12: they brought on maybe five more of their own buddies

1286
00:56:31,600 --> 00:56:33,640
Speaker 12: than it grew a twenty five. And then I just

1287
00:56:33,680 --> 00:56:36,840
Speaker 12: invited a bunch of celebrities, some of them have probably

1288
00:56:36,840 --> 00:56:38,640
Speaker 12: never opened a chat in the last couple of days,

1289
00:56:38,680 --> 00:56:39,239
Speaker 12: but it's all good.

1290
00:56:39,320 --> 00:56:40,640
Speaker 3: You gotta shoot your shots.

1291
00:56:40,719 --> 00:56:43,800
Speaker 12: And then over time it got to about eighty five

1292
00:56:43,920 --> 00:56:46,400
Speaker 12: i'd say, real people, and then fifteen or celebrities that

1293
00:56:46,440 --> 00:56:47,520
Speaker 12: I just invited to the chat.

1294
00:56:47,560 --> 00:56:48,680
Speaker 3: They probably never look at.

1295
00:56:48,520 --> 00:56:50,600
Speaker 1: It, Okay, So you got them out eighty five real people,

1296
00:56:50,680 --> 00:56:54,319
Speaker 1: and everyone's gonna buy their own costume. Everyone's throwing in

1297
00:56:54,360 --> 00:56:56,240
Speaker 1: the seventy bucks yeah for the costume.

1298
00:56:56,480 --> 00:56:58,960
Speaker 12: This is forty bucks off Amazon, So I here, this

1299
00:56:59,000 --> 00:57:00,000
Speaker 12: is forty yeah.

1300
00:57:00,160 --> 00:57:00,319
Speaker 9: Yeah.

1301
00:57:00,360 --> 00:57:00,600
Speaker 3: Yeah.

1302
00:57:00,640 --> 00:57:03,480
Speaker 12: So at first I threw I told everyone I was

1303
00:57:03,520 --> 00:57:04,720
Speaker 12: gonna buy the cow costume.

1304
00:57:04,760 --> 00:57:06,040
Speaker 3: So that was when it was like four people in.

1305
00:57:06,040 --> 00:57:08,200
Speaker 1: This that was Yeah, that would have been you're yeah,

1306
00:57:08,239 --> 00:57:10,040
Speaker 1: you're out like what four thousand dollars?

1307
00:57:10,120 --> 00:57:12,440
Speaker 12: Yeah, if I were to, but I'm I'm not at

1308
00:57:12,440 --> 00:57:14,920
Speaker 12: that point yet. So I said, I'll throw in the

1309
00:57:14,960 --> 00:57:17,800
Speaker 12: Amazon link. Whoever can do it would love to have you.

1310
00:57:17,880 --> 00:57:18,480
Speaker 3: Let's hurt up.

1311
00:57:18,520 --> 00:57:21,800
Speaker 4: Let's okay, okay, all right? Cool man? So and when

1312
00:57:22,280 --> 00:57:25,760
Speaker 4: is uh? When? When is the next thing?

1313
00:57:26,000 --> 00:57:27,120
Speaker 3: When is the next game?

1314
00:57:27,160 --> 00:57:29,640
Speaker 12: One of the finals of tomorrow night at msg OH

1315
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Speaker 12: playing is to congregate before the game at around The

1316
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Speaker 12: game's at eight thirty, I believe, So we'll get there

1317
00:57:35,200 --> 00:57:35,880
Speaker 12: at like six.

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Speaker 1: This will come by the way. I just I don't

1319
00:57:39,280 --> 00:57:41,720
Speaker 1: want you to waste your breath. This episode is coming

1320
00:57:41,760 --> 00:57:44,800
Speaker 1: out way after that. This episode is coming out, so

1321
00:57:44,960 --> 00:57:48,200
Speaker 1: you so we'll find out. Yeah, if you were able

1322
00:57:48,240 --> 00:57:50,280
Speaker 1: to pull it off, well, okay, I'm up the opinion

1323
00:57:50,280 --> 00:57:52,760
Speaker 1: that if you can get if you can convince one

1324
00:57:52,840 --> 00:57:56,640
Speaker 1: other person, I mean again, Jesus had what thirteen followers.

1325
00:57:56,200 --> 00:57:56,640
Speaker 4: Something like that.

1326
00:57:56,680 --> 00:58:00,200
Speaker 1: If you can convince you know, four other people to

1327
00:58:00,760 --> 00:58:02,400
Speaker 1: dress up in a costume, that's pretty good.

1328
00:58:02,480 --> 00:58:05,040
Speaker 12: Yes, sir, Yeah, absolutely, I think after game one, if

1329
00:58:05,040 --> 00:58:07,280
Speaker 12: we make some noise, who knows, maybe a bar store

1330
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Speaker 12: one of the major news networks gets the word out,

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00:58:10,040 --> 00:58:11,840
Speaker 12: and then maybe by game two we double and go

1332
00:58:11,920 --> 00:58:13,720
Speaker 12: from there, so we'll see cool man.

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Speaker 1: Well look, I'm just saying this, like, you know, it's

1334
00:58:17,960 --> 00:58:20,000
Speaker 1: exciting to chase the numbers and be like, oh, we'll

1335
00:58:20,000 --> 00:58:23,680
Speaker 1: double it. But God, I'm telling you, if tomorrow ten

1336
00:58:23,720 --> 00:58:27,680
Speaker 1: people show up wearing that cow costume, just fucking be like, Wow,

1337
00:58:27,720 --> 00:58:30,000
Speaker 1: that's sick. Absolutely, you gotta be because if you can't

1338
00:58:30,000 --> 00:58:32,960
Speaker 1: be stoked with whoever is yeah, with your thing, you

1339
00:58:33,000 --> 00:58:35,439
Speaker 1: won't be stoked when there's you know, eighty billion people.

1340
00:58:35,520 --> 00:58:38,480
Speaker 12: No, Yeah, absolutely, And I was having fun just doing

1341
00:58:38,480 --> 00:58:40,560
Speaker 12: it by myself, you know, last week, two weeks ago,

1342
00:58:40,720 --> 00:58:41,760
Speaker 12: so everything else.

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00:58:41,920 --> 00:58:44,720
Speaker 4: Who is this camera guy? How do you know? You're

1344
00:58:44,720 --> 00:58:45,480
Speaker 4: a high school friend?

1345
00:58:45,640 --> 00:58:47,080
Speaker 3: One of my best budds from high school.

1346
00:58:47,560 --> 00:58:50,040
Speaker 12: Last summer he came with me to the Lake Tahoe

1347
00:58:50,040 --> 00:58:52,160
Speaker 12: golf tournament and we had a ton of fun. We

1348
00:58:52,160 --> 00:58:54,640
Speaker 12: were we must have walked fifteen miles every day during

1349
00:58:54,640 --> 00:58:57,200
Speaker 12: a three day tournament, doing a bunch of videos. And

1350
00:58:57,240 --> 00:58:59,720
Speaker 12: then we both graduate from school about a week and

1351
00:58:59,760 --> 00:59:00,439
Speaker 12: a half ago.

1352
00:59:00,560 --> 00:59:02,480
Speaker 3: From high school from college.

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00:59:02,480 --> 00:59:02,720
Speaker 4: Cool?

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00:59:02,840 --> 00:59:05,080
Speaker 12: Yeah, yes, sir so, and then he was like, you know,

1355
00:59:05,080 --> 00:59:07,000
Speaker 12: I love to maybe hop on with you full time.

1356
00:59:07,120 --> 00:59:09,720
Speaker 12: So actually our plan is we're gonna fly out. He

1357
00:59:09,760 --> 00:59:11,400
Speaker 12: went to San Diego State for school. I don't know

1358
00:59:11,440 --> 00:59:13,360
Speaker 12: if we can disclose that, if that's all right. Yeah,

1359
00:59:13,360 --> 00:59:15,840
Speaker 12: So we're going out there and we're gonna he drove

1360
00:59:15,840 --> 00:59:17,520
Speaker 12: out to school at the start of the year, So

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00:59:17,560 --> 00:59:19,560
Speaker 12: we're gonna fly out there and then drive his car

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Speaker 12: all the way back home.

1363
00:59:20,520 --> 00:59:22,720
Speaker 3: Do like a ten day road trip across the US.

1364
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Speaker 4: Did cool? Doe. Honestly, you guys seem like you're living

1365
00:59:26,760 --> 00:59:27,320
Speaker 4: a good life.

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Speaker 1: Man.

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Speaker 4: Just enjoy the fucking present.

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00:59:29,440 --> 00:59:29,600
Speaker 1: Man.

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00:59:29,640 --> 00:59:32,080
Speaker 4: You guys got good lives. Yes, sir, what's your name? Man,

1370
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Speaker 4: I'm Nick Nick. Nice to meet you. Nick.

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Speaker 1: I hope that uh, I hope everything goes well with

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00:59:36,320 --> 00:59:39,520
Speaker 1: your your cow Endever, let me how do I how

1373
00:59:39,520 --> 00:59:41,320
Speaker 1: do I figure out? If this worked? What do I

1374
00:59:41,320 --> 00:59:43,000
Speaker 1: Where do I go? Yes, I'll let you do a

1375
00:59:43,040 --> 00:59:43,720
Speaker 1: plug go ahead?

1376
00:59:44,000 --> 00:59:44,840
Speaker 6: If is it?

1377
00:59:44,880 --> 00:59:45,360
Speaker 3: Is it going?

1378
00:59:46,520 --> 00:59:46,720
Speaker 6: Yeah?

1379
00:59:46,760 --> 00:59:48,000
Speaker 3: So I guess I'll do double mic here.

1380
00:59:48,000 --> 00:59:53,120
Speaker 12: But yeah, so nich So on Wednesday, tomorrow night, we're

1381
00:59:53,120 --> 00:59:57,280
Speaker 12: getting herd of cowsgether The goal originally was five hundred.

1382
00:59:57,360 --> 00:59:59,560
Speaker 12: We'll just see how many we can get tomorrow before

1383
00:59:59,600 --> 01:00:00,800
Speaker 12: the game, congregating.

1384
01:00:01,040 --> 01:00:02,520
Speaker 3: Who's ready to utter up?

1385
01:00:05,680 --> 01:00:08,560
Speaker 1: I like that utter up? Yeah, okay, I'll sign off

1386
01:00:08,600 --> 01:00:11,600
Speaker 1: on that. I'm not gonna be there, but i'll sign off.

1387
01:00:11,760 --> 01:00:11,920
Speaker 7: Yeah.

1388
01:00:12,080 --> 01:00:12,800
Speaker 3: Do you have mootion?

1389
01:00:13,320 --> 01:00:16,120
Speaker 4: Do I have mootion? Uh? Sure?

1390
01:00:16,240 --> 01:00:16,439
Speaker 7: Yeah.

1391
01:00:16,640 --> 01:00:19,720
Speaker 1: That sounds like a low steaks thing to have. Yeah,

1392
01:00:19,920 --> 01:00:22,560
Speaker 1: I'll accept that. I'll be on this. That sounds I don't.

1393
01:00:22,840 --> 01:00:30,040
Speaker 1: That doesn't sound like a strong like position where it's yeah, okay, Yeah,

1394
01:00:30,080 --> 01:00:31,800
Speaker 1: that's a low stakes commitment.

1395
01:00:31,400 --> 01:00:33,080
Speaker 4: To have motion. Yeah, I'll have motion.

1396
01:00:34,240 --> 01:00:34,720
Speaker 3: You do, all right?

1397
01:00:34,800 --> 01:00:36,000
Speaker 4: Nice me, and let's meet you too.

1398
01:00:36,000 --> 01:00:36,160
Speaker 7: Man.

1399
01:00:36,200 --> 01:00:39,680
Speaker 1: Take care Nick, thanks man, thanks for coming. Thank you, man,

1400
01:00:39,720 --> 01:00:40,880
Speaker 1: appreciate it. Have it going, guys.

1401
01:00:41,760 --> 01:00:44,800
Speaker 4: All right, let's talk to one more person. Have a seat,

1402
01:00:45,600 --> 01:00:47,400
Speaker 4: have a seat, my friend. What's up?

1403
01:00:47,400 --> 01:00:47,560
Speaker 2: Man?

1404
01:00:47,560 --> 01:00:49,959
Speaker 4: What's your name? I'm Ezra. Nice to meet you, Ezra,

1405
01:00:50,120 --> 01:00:53,120
Speaker 4: nice to meet you. I'm familiar with your content.

1406
01:00:53,160 --> 01:00:56,600
Speaker 1: Oh, swag, swag? How's uh? How's your life going?

1407
01:00:56,640 --> 01:00:56,840
Speaker 7: Man?

1408
01:00:57,200 --> 01:01:00,600
Speaker 8: It's all right, you know, okay, classic day, beautiful day,

1409
01:01:00,640 --> 01:01:03,040
Speaker 8: beautiful day, son son out.

1410
01:01:03,240 --> 01:01:06,480
Speaker 4: What are you doing here at the park today? I'm

1411
01:01:06,520 --> 01:01:10,200
Speaker 4: I'm meeting with a friend. How do you know this friends?

1412
01:01:10,560 --> 01:01:11,120
Speaker 3: High school?

1413
01:01:11,520 --> 01:01:13,640
Speaker 4: Okay? Yeah, are you in high school?

1414
01:01:13,800 --> 01:01:13,960
Speaker 7: Now?

1415
01:01:14,640 --> 01:01:15,840
Speaker 4: You met him in high school?

1416
01:01:16,600 --> 01:01:19,840
Speaker 1: Do you remember what the situation was, what the context

1417
01:01:19,880 --> 01:01:21,040
Speaker 1: was that you met this friends?

1418
01:01:21,520 --> 01:01:22,160
Speaker 3: In class?

1419
01:01:22,560 --> 01:01:23,800
Speaker 4: Do you remember what the class was?

1420
01:01:25,000 --> 01:01:29,080
Speaker 8: Yeah, it's a seventh grade humanities?

1421
01:01:29,640 --> 01:01:31,240
Speaker 4: What what is humanities?

1422
01:01:32,120 --> 01:01:32,200
Speaker 1: Like?

1423
01:01:32,480 --> 01:01:33,240
Speaker 6: English?

1424
01:01:33,400 --> 01:01:33,760
Speaker 4: Reading?

1425
01:01:34,160 --> 01:01:35,120
Speaker 6: Okay? History?

1426
01:01:35,280 --> 01:01:36,120
Speaker 4: Okay? Yeah?

1427
01:01:36,160 --> 01:01:38,400
Speaker 1: And uh, well, do you remember what it was about

1428
01:01:38,480 --> 01:01:40,400
Speaker 1: this guy that first attracted you to him, that made

1429
01:01:40,440 --> 01:01:41,920
Speaker 1: you feel like you wanted to be his friends?

1430
01:01:43,520 --> 01:01:47,920
Speaker 8: I remember him being a very nice guy, very forthcoming.

1431
01:01:47,960 --> 01:01:53,920
Speaker 8: You know, he has a great sense of style, kind

1432
01:01:53,920 --> 01:01:55,080
Speaker 8: of looks like a mob boss.

1433
01:01:55,240 --> 01:01:57,280
Speaker 4: Really, where is he?

1434
01:01:57,280 --> 01:01:57,400
Speaker 1: He?

1435
01:01:57,400 --> 01:02:00,880
Speaker 4: He's not here? Yeah, this is wait that way. Can

1436
01:02:00,920 --> 01:02:01,800
Speaker 4: you come here for a second.

1437
01:02:01,840 --> 01:02:03,440
Speaker 1: I just you don't have you don't have to talk,

1438
01:02:03,720 --> 01:02:05,840
Speaker 1: but you can you crouch that you actually have a

1439
01:02:05,840 --> 01:02:07,120
Speaker 1: great you?

1440
01:02:07,200 --> 01:02:09,720
Speaker 4: Do you look like this all the time? Really?

1441
01:02:10,480 --> 01:02:10,720
Speaker 7: Wait?

1442
01:02:10,760 --> 01:02:12,720
Speaker 4: Can you? I'm sorry? Could you guys share? Do you

1443
01:02:12,720 --> 01:02:13,440
Speaker 4: want to be on the thing?

1444
01:02:14,320 --> 01:02:14,520
Speaker 7: Oh?

1445
01:02:14,520 --> 01:02:15,720
Speaker 4: Cool, dude, you look awesome?

1446
01:02:16,480 --> 01:02:16,960
Speaker 3: This awesome?

1447
01:02:16,960 --> 01:02:18,479
Speaker 4: You got like a Tony soprano vine.

1448
01:02:18,520 --> 01:02:19,880
Speaker 3: That's my ship. I love that show.

1449
01:02:19,920 --> 01:02:23,200
Speaker 4: What's your name, Nicky? Nice to meet you, Nikki dude.

1450
01:02:23,200 --> 01:02:26,680
Speaker 1: Wait, you you two have two completely different you guys

1451
01:02:26,880 --> 01:02:30,560
Speaker 1: both look very different though, really tell me more, But

1452
01:02:30,680 --> 01:02:32,240
Speaker 1: do you feel like opposite attractive?

1453
01:02:33,320 --> 01:02:33,560
Speaker 3: I like.

1454
01:02:33,640 --> 01:02:35,440
Speaker 9: I like talking to people that are different from me.

1455
01:02:35,600 --> 01:02:36,800
Speaker 9: It's more interesting, you know.

1456
01:02:37,360 --> 01:02:42,000
Speaker 1: And are you uh so? Are you guys both in

1457
01:02:42,040 --> 01:02:42,600
Speaker 1: college right now?

1458
01:02:43,080 --> 01:02:43,240
Speaker 6: Yeah?

1459
01:02:43,280 --> 01:02:43,720
Speaker 3: Are you like?

1460
01:02:44,040 --> 01:02:44,400
Speaker 5: M y u?

1461
01:02:44,760 --> 01:02:47,280
Speaker 3: No, we're from here. We're from the city.

1462
01:02:47,440 --> 01:02:48,720
Speaker 4: You're from the city. Okay, cool?

1463
01:02:48,760 --> 01:02:50,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, we're both upstate for college.

1464
01:02:50,560 --> 01:02:52,800
Speaker 1: What's your deal? Who are your parents? What's your deal?

1465
01:02:52,880 --> 01:02:55,200
Speaker 1: You feel something to you? I'm trying to figure it out.

1466
01:02:55,280 --> 01:02:56,040
Speaker 3: It's a chef.

1467
01:02:56,240 --> 01:02:58,480
Speaker 9: My dad's in a lot of businesses. Actually, I'm sure

1468
01:02:58,520 --> 01:02:59,960
Speaker 9: he is. And my mom's a teacher.

1469
01:03:00,480 --> 01:03:03,480
Speaker 4: Okay, so I know, I gotta get another chair. His

1470
01:03:03,560 --> 01:03:05,680
Speaker 4: dad's in the mafia. His dad seems like he's in

1471
01:03:05,720 --> 01:03:06,400
Speaker 4: the mafia.

1472
01:03:06,680 --> 01:03:08,520
Speaker 9: A lot of different businesses. You know, he's in a

1473
01:03:08,560 --> 01:03:11,120
Speaker 9: lot of different businesses. He's not in the mom though.

1474
01:03:11,360 --> 01:03:15,800
Speaker 1: And so what are what are you training to become

1475
01:03:16,200 --> 01:03:20,720
Speaker 1: in college? What is your what is your goal for college?

1476
01:03:21,200 --> 01:03:24,000
Speaker 9: I kind of want to do law, like a criminal

1477
01:03:24,040 --> 01:03:25,800
Speaker 9: defense criminal defense.

1478
01:03:25,960 --> 01:03:28,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, help out some of your homies in the mob,

1479
01:03:28,520 --> 01:03:30,880
Speaker 1: help with some of the wise, guys. You know what's funny.

1480
01:03:30,880 --> 01:03:32,280
Speaker 1: I don't know if this is related. Have you ever

1481
01:03:32,280 --> 01:03:34,800
Speaker 1: played the video game? This just happens to be the

1482
01:03:34,880 --> 01:03:37,360
Speaker 1: video game I'm playing at the moment. Is if you're

1483
01:03:37,360 --> 01:03:41,400
Speaker 1: played Phoenix right Ace Attorney. It's a it's a video

1484
01:03:41,440 --> 01:03:45,360
Speaker 1: game about a defense attorney. That's the only reason it

1485
01:03:45,440 --> 01:03:50,880
Speaker 1: came up to me. So if you're if your homie

1486
01:03:50,960 --> 01:03:52,520
Speaker 1: is in trouble, would you defend him?

1487
01:03:53,280 --> 01:03:53,440
Speaker 2: Oh?

1488
01:03:53,520 --> 01:03:56,760
Speaker 9: Yeah, you gotta stick by your friends, never betray your friends.

1489
01:03:57,120 --> 01:03:59,840
Speaker 4: Nice man, Nice, What are you guys about to go do?

1490
01:04:00,000 --> 01:04:03,320
Speaker 9: We're about to take our other friend shopping for his

1491
01:04:03,400 --> 01:04:03,959
Speaker 9: prom suit.

1492
01:04:04,240 --> 01:04:05,840
Speaker 3: We gotta do him right. We gotta make sure he's

1493
01:04:05,880 --> 01:04:07,360
Speaker 3: dripped out for a senior prom.

1494
01:04:07,640 --> 01:04:10,280
Speaker 1: Really yeah, you guys are like you guys have a

1495
01:04:10,280 --> 01:04:12,280
Speaker 1: good friendship together.

1496
01:04:12,360 --> 01:04:15,880
Speaker 4: This is really sweet. Thanks nice, This is nice. What's

1497
01:04:15,960 --> 01:04:18,320
Speaker 4: your name again? I'm Ezra, Ezra, Ezra.

1498
01:04:18,560 --> 01:04:23,680
Speaker 1: Well, before we go, is there anything that you feel

1499
01:04:23,960 --> 01:04:27,280
Speaker 1: like you want to tell the people about friendship? What

1500
01:04:27,360 --> 01:04:32,080
Speaker 1: have you learned about friendship through being friends with this

1501
01:04:32,200 --> 01:04:33,040
Speaker 1: cool looking guy?

1502
01:04:33,600 --> 01:04:36,080
Speaker 8: I think that I've learned friendship is one of the

1503
01:04:36,120 --> 01:04:39,000
Speaker 8: most important things in life, especially you got to become

1504
01:04:39,040 --> 01:04:41,880
Speaker 8: friends with the the mob type that people like that,

1505
01:04:42,040 --> 01:04:43,720
Speaker 8: you know, the people that can benefit you later in

1506
01:04:43,760 --> 01:04:45,480
Speaker 8: your life if you get into some kind of trouble

1507
01:04:45,600 --> 01:04:50,000
Speaker 8: or something, and uh, it's just about I think friendship

1508
01:04:50,040 --> 01:04:51,960
Speaker 8: is just about friendship, you know.

1509
01:04:52,600 --> 01:04:55,120
Speaker 4: Yeah, Nikki, you got anything? Is that get away?

1510
01:04:55,200 --> 01:04:55,480
Speaker 7: Nikki?

1511
01:04:55,720 --> 01:04:58,520
Speaker 4: Yeah, Nikki is do you have anything you want to

1512
01:04:58,520 --> 01:04:59,640
Speaker 4: say about friendship? Nikki?

1513
01:04:59,680 --> 01:04:59,919
Speaker 2: Listen?

1514
01:05:00,000 --> 01:05:02,360
Speaker 9: And in life, there's nothing more important than friendship. You

1515
01:05:02,440 --> 01:05:04,400
Speaker 9: gotta stand by your friends, even if they do some

1516
01:05:04,560 --> 01:05:08,360
Speaker 9: really fuck ship. I meant to point. Always got to

1517
01:05:08,400 --> 01:05:10,760
Speaker 9: stand by your boys. You know, you gotta talk good

1518
01:05:10,760 --> 01:05:12,720
Speaker 9: about them behind their back and to the front.

1519
01:05:13,280 --> 01:05:15,400
Speaker 1: That's a class. This man was born to be a

1520
01:05:15,440 --> 01:05:18,560
Speaker 1: criminal defense attorney. His friend's doing some fucked up ship,

1521
01:05:18,800 --> 01:05:20,760
Speaker 1: He's like, nah, I got your back the hell?

1522
01:05:20,840 --> 01:05:21,440
Speaker 4: Yeah, Yo?

1523
01:05:21,520 --> 01:05:25,240
Speaker 1: What's your your name? Ezra, Ezra Nicky? Nice to meet you, guys, man.

1524
01:05:25,280 --> 01:05:27,439
Speaker 1: Thank you very much for for for grace in the pod.

1525
01:05:27,880 --> 01:05:31,280
Speaker 1: Appreciate you, bless you guys. Well, folks, I think how

1526
01:05:31,320 --> 01:05:33,440
Speaker 1: long have we been going? I think I think we

1527
01:05:33,640 --> 01:05:35,960
Speaker 1: did it. I think we did a podcast. I think

1528
01:05:36,000 --> 01:05:39,560
Speaker 1: we I think we beat a gecko. That was that

1529
01:05:39,760 --> 01:05:42,160
Speaker 1: was great. That was a really fun time. Thank you

1530
01:05:42,240 --> 01:05:46,560
Speaker 1: guys very much for joining. This reminded me how much

1531
01:05:46,600 --> 01:05:48,720
Speaker 1: I love doing this outside. I feel like it's it's

1532
01:05:48,840 --> 01:05:51,880
Speaker 1: been probably like a year since we've done our last

1533
01:05:53,840 --> 01:05:59,320
Speaker 1: episode outside, so I'm definitely gonna keep doing these.

1534
01:06:00,000 --> 01:06:00,560
Speaker 4: I'll be back.

1535
01:06:01,000 --> 01:06:03,200
Speaker 1: Thanks for watching. If you're watching this on YouTube, I'm sorry.

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Speaker 1: I haven't uploaded the podcast on YouTube in a while.

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Speaker 1: I'm trying to figure out what the hell I'm gonna

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Speaker 1: do with that. But anyway, do I have anything to plug? No, now,

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Speaker 1: I'm not plugging. I'll plug outside. I think outside is

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Speaker 1: a good place to be. I think outside is a

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Speaker 1: great time. I think you should go outside and should

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Speaker 1: talk to people, live your life.

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Speaker 4: And uh that's it.

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Speaker 1: Uh waite second, Oh sorry, I'm I'm about to pack up.

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Speaker 1: I'm about to pack up, but but I will be back.

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Speaker 1: I will return. We will do more of these. We

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Speaker 1: have one question, yeah, okay, one we can do one.

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Speaker 1: We'll do one question. You got one question, We got

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Speaker 1: time for one question?

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Speaker 4: Hit me, hit me?

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Speaker 7: All right?

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Speaker 4: What's the one question? If you had to live anywhere

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Speaker 4: on this earth that we live on, yes, where would

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Speaker 4: you live? I would live right here in New York City.

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Speaker 4: That's a great answer. What about what about you? Barcelona? Barcelona?

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Speaker 6: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: Where do you live right now? I live in Harlem? Oh?

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Speaker 1: How come you don't move to Barcelona? It can never

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Speaker 1: be just one question. I always gotta always get into it.

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Speaker 1: That's my that's my fault. That's my fault. That's my fault.

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Speaker 1: That's my fault. That's my fault.

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Speaker 4: Why how come you're not in How come you're not

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Speaker 4: in Barcelona? I love someone here? You love someone here?

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Speaker 7: Oh?

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Speaker 4: How did you fall in love with them? You met

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Speaker 4: her right there?

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Speaker 7: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: Oh wow, oh wow, four years ago. Oh that's beautiful.

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Speaker 1: Oh that's amazing how it goes when you feel this deeply.

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Speaker 11: So that's why, although I feel deeply about Barcelona, it's

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Speaker 11: hard for me to separate. I feel self you love

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Speaker 11: her more than you love being in Barcelona or being

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Speaker 11: in the place where I think eventually we both will

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Speaker 11: And this is a test for me need to I'm

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Speaker 11: not a patient person to kind of live out the

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Speaker 11: practice of being patient, like she has work to do

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Speaker 11: and I know our eventual That makes.

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Speaker 4: Sense, Yeah, of course, of course, of course.

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Speaker 7: Man.

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Speaker 4: So wait, how did you guys meet?

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Speaker 6: Like?

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Speaker 4: What was the I just saw her, and.

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Speaker 11: I said, I've only had like five girlfriends.

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Speaker 7: In my life.

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Speaker 1: That's that's the way. That's a lot of girlfriends. Well,

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Speaker 1: i'm fifty, that's no, that's a lot. That's like one,

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Speaker 1: that's one per decade. One girlfriend per decade is pretty good.

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Speaker 4: Twenty four years. You're right, you're right usually, and I'm

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Speaker 4: that type of person.

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Speaker 7: Yeah.

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Speaker 13: You you fall in love and you kind of commit.

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Speaker 13: Yeah yeah, but I saw her and this is my hangout,

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Speaker 13: I live over there, cool, and it was just like

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Speaker 13: you couldn't deny it.

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Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Speaker 4: What was your opening line? Would you say to her?

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Speaker 7: Uh?

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Speaker 11: She was talking to another musician, and I said, Lee,

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Speaker 11: please stop talking to her.

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Speaker 7: I need to talk to her.

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Speaker 4: Well, oh, this is you're second a musician that you know. Well,

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Speaker 4: she's kind of in the circle.

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Speaker 11: But she was just over there and it just hit me.

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Speaker 11: So I asked Lee, and he's a singer too, and

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Speaker 11: she's a singer, to just please step aside because I

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Speaker 11: felt that adamant about Mike Keeling to tell her that

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Speaker 11: you're the one.

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Speaker 4: So to this day, she's the one. That's beautiful, man,

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Speaker 4: that's goddamn. That's beautiful.

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Speaker 1: Man. Shit, I feel like, uh, I feel like we

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Speaker 1: learned a lot about love today. I'm glad to hear

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Speaker 1: that it's working out. But well, dude, because I don't know,

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Speaker 1: because like I will, like you said, you're fifty, so

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Speaker 1: you found this.

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Speaker 4: So you're in love with a woman that you met

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Speaker 4: when you were forty six. That gives me. You have

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Speaker 4: no idea how much that gives me hope. You should

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Speaker 4: give all the hope everywhere.

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Speaker 1: That gives me so much. I'm twenty eight, and I'm like,

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Speaker 1: it's over. I gotta pack it up. I'm gonna die.

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Speaker 1: Fuck it all. But then I hear something my dad,

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Speaker 1: my actually both of my parents they met who they're

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Speaker 1: currently with when they were around the age you met

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Speaker 1: the little lady that you're with. I hear stuff like that,

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Speaker 1: and I'm like, I can't kill myself. I gotta keep going.

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Speaker 7: Right, and it just does.

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Speaker 4: That's what I mean.

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Speaker 1: I saw her and it was just like that, that's beautiful.

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Speaker 1: But you have to stay in tune to be open

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Speaker 1: one hundred percent. Yeah, I know, I know exactly what

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Speaker 1: you're talking about. You have to stay in tune.

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Speaker 4: I agree. You have to say too, you have to

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Speaker 4: be a tuned with because one because if you're a comic,

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Speaker 4: I know what you mean. I know exactly what you mean,

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Speaker 4: I know exactly way.

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Speaker 1: It's once you give up, Once you give up and

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Speaker 1: you're like, everyone sucks, I'm never gonna find I'm too old,

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Speaker 1: I'm too fad, I'm too whatever. Once no, no, no,

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Speaker 1: it's true. Once you say it, it becomes true. But

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Speaker 1: it is once you stay tuned and you stay open.

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Speaker 1: That's the struggle, dude. That's the struggle is to just

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Speaker 1: stay a tuned and to stay open. Then something you

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Speaker 1: know clicks. Respect. Thanks for giving me hope today. Thanks

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Speaker 1: for giving us all hope. Man.

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Speaker 4: Is there anything you want to say to the people

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Speaker 4: of the computer before we go?

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Speaker 11: Stay true to yourself and love yourself and be kind

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Speaker 11: to yourself and the ones next.

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Speaker 1: Ghek Bless you guys, Thanks for listening, see you all

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Speaker 1: around the universe.

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Speaker 6: Never goes on the line taking your phone calls.

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Speaker 5: Every night, never goes to.

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Speaker 3: Just teaching you loud in your life.

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Speaker 6: He's not really an expert.