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Speaker 1: Scrubbing In with Becca Tilly and Tanya rap an iHeartRadio podcast.

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Speaker 2: Hello, everybody, we are scrubbing in.

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Speaker 3: Scrub but dumb dub a dumb whoof stunning.

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Speaker 2: We have a guest today. She is not on Dancing

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Speaker 2: with the Stars.

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Speaker 4: No, she's not.

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Speaker 2: Spoiler alerts spoiler.

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Speaker 5: But she is a star, yes, and she is one

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Speaker 5: of I literally can't believe that we're doing this interview

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Speaker 5: because I am a self proclaimed gleek.

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Speaker 2: Yes.

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Speaker 4: Same, and and she's a fellow podcast.

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Speaker 1: Door you know, she has an iHeart radio podcast and

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Speaker 1: it's called and that's what you really missed that she

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Speaker 1: also does with her best friend Kevin McHale.

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Speaker 5: Who was also in Glee. Yes, so we are very

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Speaker 5: excited to welcome her. We've been trying to have her

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Speaker 5: on the show forever. So the time is now. If

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Speaker 5: not now, when when? So the time is now. Please

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Speaker 5: welcome Donna. Yeah, Jenna, We I feel have been trying

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Speaker 5: to make this happen for.

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Speaker 2: Some time forever.

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Speaker 3: I just need my house so oh.

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Speaker 5: So like when we pitch it, because Tanya is she

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Speaker 5: is like in studio.

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Speaker 3: Only I know and I do on need my house, so.

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Speaker 1: It's special outing it took some time, but I genuinely

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Speaker 1: feel like this podcast.

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Speaker 4: Is going to be ten times better because of it.

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Speaker 3: I agree. I totally agree. Thank you, like in person.

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Speaker 1: And I appreciate you taking the time and for venturing

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Speaker 1: out of your house for us.

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Speaker 5: I love only have fellow podcasters on the show because

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Speaker 5: there's this easy camaraderie that's like very conversational and it's

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Speaker 5: not just.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, you're like, oh god, what is this going to be?

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Speaker 1: Like, I find pregnancy and childbirth so because I've never

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Speaker 1: something I haven't experienced yet, so I find it like

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Speaker 1: so intriguing and interesting because I'm like, you're bopping around town, yeah,

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Speaker 1: and you're fine, Yeah, You're like I'm feeling good.

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Speaker 2: Yeah it is.

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Speaker 6: It's it's different for everybody, and it's every birth is different.

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Speaker 6: It's not like you go in for one and the

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Speaker 6: second one is going to be exactly the same.

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Speaker 3: It's definitely not.

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Speaker 6: So it's just like you just have to like figure

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Speaker 6: out what feels right and you have to like give

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Speaker 6: them the caveat that. Like I have stuff planned all

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Speaker 6: this week and next week, and I'm like, just so

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Speaker 6: you know, I'm very pregnant, So there's always a chance

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Speaker 6: that I won't show up.

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Speaker 3: Well, you know when.

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Speaker 2: You like you already you have a little girl?

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Speaker 3: How does she two and a half?

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Speaker 2: Okay, so you have done this before.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, when when you were doing it for the first time,

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Speaker 5: were you like anxious, like what were your feelings versus

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Speaker 5: this time?

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Or just like getting ready for the birth and everything.

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Speaker 6: It's actually funny because I think the less you know

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Speaker 6: the better, Like, oh, with my daughter, I was so excited.

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Speaker 3: Everything was magical.

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Speaker 6: You're like, so you can't wait, Like it was just

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Speaker 6: I felt really good. And then this pregnancy, I was

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Speaker 6: like put on bed rest in the beginning.

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Speaker 3: I couldn't leave my house for like two months.

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Speaker 6: And then I got out of bed rest, which was

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Speaker 6: like thank God, and I've been moving around. I'm just

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Speaker 6: grateful I can like move around. I think that's why

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Speaker 6: I'm like so active right now. But I'm like kind

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Speaker 6: of terrified of childbirths because I just know what postpartums like,

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Speaker 3: Be, and there's too many options.

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Speaker 4: And you did you have postpartum with your first No.

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Speaker 3: It honestly wasn't.

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Speaker 6: I didn't have any kind of like postpartum pressure or

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Speaker 6: baby blues or anything like that, thankfully, but I did.

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Speaker 6: It's just like nobody tells you all the things that

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Speaker 6: like so when your milk comes in like three to

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Speaker 6: three to five days normally.

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Speaker 6: So large and hard that they're like bowling ball and

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Speaker 6: it's just and then some people are like leakers, and

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Speaker 6: some people are like like I don't know other things anyway,

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Speaker 6: like literally coming out of me involuntarily, like I bend

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Speaker 6: have like a belly band and scar, and nobody talks

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Speaker 6: about like the first pee afterwards, like terrifying, is it her?

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Speaker 3: It's it's a lot like does it hurt?

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Speaker 6: People have like epidurals, Like the epidural has worn off

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Speaker 6: and either it's like hard to peek because you've had

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Speaker 6: if you're gonna be able to pee. It takes a while.

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Speaker 6: So there's like a nurse like holding you up, being

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Speaker 7: On, you can do it, holding what hold well, like

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Speaker 7: like you've just come off of anesthesia or like you know,

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Speaker 3: It's crazy, it's crazy. Yeah, no one talks.

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Speaker 6: I actually like probably I've broken the seal of like

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Speaker 6: trust for other women because like nobody should know this

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Speaker 3: I'm so glad I didn't know. Now I know.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I know because you experienced it exactly.

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Speaker 5: WHOA like you hear about things, but I haven't thought

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Speaker 5: or heard about that one.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, nobody tells you because they don't want to freak

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Speaker 3: you out. They're like, okay, you just good luck. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: have a great time.

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Speaker 4: I think it's better right not no, right, so just.

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Speaker 3: Erase, that's no more questions.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, thank you for coming in.

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Speaker 3: Thanks guys.

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Speaker 2: Do you have like a hospital, like is your hospital

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Speaker 2: backpacked or it's ready?

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Speaker 3: Oh it's ready? What's in there? It's I'm very minimal.

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Speaker 6: So it's like I brought a boppy so I could

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Speaker 6: Sometimes I brought my iPad last time and that was nice.

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Speaker 6: And some pajamas and like going home out for the

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Speaker 6: and then just some shower stuff and that's it.

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Speaker 3: Oh wow.

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Speaker 6: Everything else they have there, like in America, Like they

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Speaker 6: have diapers for you and for the baby. They have wipes,

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Speaker 6: they have like the blankets, they have everything, so you

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Speaker 4: People bring like candles and rose cords.

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Speaker 6: So like if you're doing like an unmedicated birth and

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Speaker 6: going to be like, let's turn the lights down, let's

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Speaker 3: Candles on, and let's put like a.

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Speaker 6: Playlist like that's some people need, but like I don't

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Speaker 5: Do you have like a first meal that have you

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Speaker 5: been avoiding anything this pregnancy.

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Speaker 6: To be completely honest, I did avoid sushi the first one.

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Speaker 6: I haven't eating sushi the second one. But I my

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Speaker 1: Yeah, oh yeah, salami, turkey and like Judo like give me.

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Speaker 2: Everything to the day.

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Speaker 3: Literally, I can't wait. We postmade it. The postmate like

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Speaker 8: So yeah, how is how are you feeling about having

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Speaker 8: two kids?

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Speaker 5: Like, because I feel like there's there's the one which

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Speaker 5: is like a total adjustment because it's just such a

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Speaker 5: life change, and then it's like you've done this already,

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Speaker 5: but no there's an added yeah child.

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Speaker 6: To be completely honest, I'm like terrified and excited at

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Speaker 6: like the second one is easier, Like you're more calm,

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Speaker 6: You've just been there already, you know.

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Speaker 3: What you're doing.

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Speaker 6: I'm more concerned about my firstborn because she's.

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Speaker 6: Right, and like very attached and we're very close, and

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Speaker 6: I'm more concerned about her getting what she needs. And

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Speaker 6: we have a lot of help, Like we're so lucky

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Speaker 6: like three adults to like two children, Like we're not

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Speaker 3: I'm definitely nervous. Like I feel like people are like.

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Speaker 6: Oh yeah, like the one to do is a lot

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Speaker 6: a first pregnancy, Like you're on the couch, you're watching TV,

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Speaker 6: you're taking naps, like you're chilling, and then like this pregnancy,

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Speaker 3: Until four weeks before you give birth.

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Speaker 6: And so I feel like the second you know, the

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Speaker 6: and everybody comes to visit and brings you snacks and

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Speaker 6: you got this, and you're just like left to fend

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Speaker 6: I don't know what it's going to be like, but

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Speaker 5: Yeah yeah, I mean it's like you, it's almost the same.

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Speaker 5: I feel like it's the same thing with the first

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Speaker 5: no matter what people tell you, and like how much

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Speaker 5: information you get, Yeah, there's just no way to prepare

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Speaker 5: for what I've gathered, especially with.

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Speaker 3: It is different. Every meat is different, Like you don't

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Speaker 6: You just have to go with the flow, which sounds awful.

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Speaker 3: I'm not gonna go with the flow person, I don't know.

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Speaker 2: Yeah this yeah, we Yeah, that's where the flow.

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Speaker 3: She have to go with it. She is like, I know,

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Speaker 3: it's pretty nice. Yeah that Yeah.

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Speaker 5: But you have a podcast with Kevin, who is your

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Speaker 5: best friend, and we've established that he is actually more

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Speaker 5: of Rebecca and you are more of a Tamia.

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Speaker 3: Yeah that type of way, that is correct. I feel

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Speaker 3: like the dynamic. Do you feel like that dynamic?

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Speaker 5: And obviously in a friendship it works because it's like

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Speaker 5: yin and yang, but I really feel like in.

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Speaker 2: The podcast world it is it also.

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Speaker 6: and Chenna are moving into the love Nest.

446
00:22:20,680 --> 00:22:22,400
Speaker 3: I probably ate that articles.

447
00:22:22,880 --> 00:22:25,439
Speaker 6: I was the most famous I've ever been in that moment.

448
00:22:25,520 --> 00:22:27,399
Speaker 6: It was like Kevin and I like all over the

449
00:22:27,440 --> 00:22:30,800
Speaker 6: news because then we went to London after Paparazzi's crazy

450
00:22:30,800 --> 00:22:33,240
Speaker 6: there and we held hands every time we left the

451
00:22:33,280 --> 00:22:35,919
Speaker 6: hotewn just to like mess with them because this is

452
00:22:35,960 --> 00:22:36,480
Speaker 6: so fun.

453
00:22:37,040 --> 00:22:38,640
Speaker 3: So like we know how it's.

454
00:22:38,440 --> 00:22:41,760
Speaker 6: Done, right, see it all ran in front of it,

455
00:22:42,640 --> 00:22:45,040
Speaker 6: and we try to address it in the most positive way,

456
00:22:45,119 --> 00:22:46,960
Speaker 6: like it's not our story to tell. It's not our

457
00:22:47,000 --> 00:22:48,920
Speaker 6: story to tell. That's kind of how we feel about

458
00:22:48,960 --> 00:22:49,760
Speaker 6: the show.

459
00:22:50,240 --> 00:22:51,639
Speaker 4: But do you have a story to tell?

460
00:22:52,200 --> 00:22:59,920
Speaker 3: Like, no, I'm asking because I but like, what's the story.

461
00:23:02,320 --> 00:23:04,560
Speaker 1: With all this stuff that's happening with Grey's Anatomy, Like

462
00:23:04,600 --> 00:23:07,239
Speaker 1: I'm like, I swear all these big shows, with all

463
00:23:07,240 --> 00:23:10,600
Speaker 1: these unsolved ensemble casts, everyone's coming out being like I

464
00:23:10,640 --> 00:23:13,000
Speaker 1: have a story to tell, but I'm not ready to tell.

465
00:23:12,840 --> 00:23:20,440
Speaker 3: It right, like some of the writers from Grace. Okay, okay, No,

466
00:23:20,640 --> 00:23:24,920
Speaker 3: I don't really have a story to tell. I really don't.

467
00:23:25,080 --> 00:23:25,920
Speaker 3: I wish I did.

468
00:23:26,119 --> 00:23:30,960
Speaker 6: I'm not. I'm not that like fun No, but you

469
00:23:31,000 --> 00:23:33,000
Speaker 6: know what, there's some people who have some stories to tell.

470
00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:36,320
Speaker 1: I think right, as I'm sure there are in every series,

471
00:23:36,440 --> 00:23:36,960
Speaker 1: you know what I mean.

472
00:23:37,560 --> 00:23:40,120
Speaker 4: And I'm just waiting for that with popcorn, right, yeah.

473
00:23:39,960 --> 00:23:42,000
Speaker 3: Right, I'm waiting for it too from our show. I'm like,

474
00:23:42,080 --> 00:23:46,840
Speaker 3: come on, let's go and bring it to the podcast. Yeah, yeah, exactly.

475
00:23:47,160 --> 00:23:49,960
Speaker 5: Period here, First, did you have any like musical guests

476
00:23:50,080 --> 00:23:54,840
Speaker 5: or even I for some reason, my immediate memory goes

477
00:23:54,880 --> 00:23:57,960
Speaker 5: to Gwyneth Paltrow being on the show and this this

478
00:23:58,600 --> 00:23:59,480
Speaker 5: Celo Green.

479
00:23:59,320 --> 00:24:01,560
Speaker 3: Song, Yes forget you, Yeah, I forget you.

480
00:24:02,880 --> 00:24:06,520
Speaker 5: That's but do you have any guests that were like

481
00:24:06,720 --> 00:24:09,520
Speaker 5: musical guests or actors that you had a really great

482
00:24:09,560 --> 00:24:12,280
Speaker 5: experience with or more like a disappointing experience with.

483
00:24:12,960 --> 00:24:16,680
Speaker 6: I honestly like, I don't think I had any real

484
00:24:16,800 --> 00:24:18,800
Speaker 6: disappointing once.

485
00:24:18,920 --> 00:24:23,040
Speaker 3: Well, okay, so I was a big.

486
00:24:22,840 --> 00:24:26,879
Speaker 6: Britney fan, as we all obviously, and Brittany came on

487
00:24:26,920 --> 00:24:30,359
Speaker 6: the show and it was like now in this time

488
00:24:30,400 --> 00:24:34,120
Speaker 6: where we know what we know, she was being handled,

489
00:24:34,200 --> 00:24:42,480
Speaker 6: so you know, sadly, sadly, and now like looking in hindsight,

490
00:24:42,520 --> 00:24:45,240
Speaker 6: you're like, oh it all makes sense. It was such

491
00:24:45,240 --> 00:24:48,639
Speaker 6: a circus. Everybody had to wear like name tags.

492
00:24:48,160 --> 00:24:50,800
Speaker 3: On the crew. Why are you wearing a name tag,

493
00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:53,120
Speaker 3: like it was wild.

494
00:24:54,359 --> 00:24:57,320
Speaker 6: And it was really sad, but like I wish, I

495
00:24:57,359 --> 00:24:59,320
Speaker 6: wish she was in a better place, right and I

496
00:24:59,359 --> 00:25:02,960
Speaker 6: understand now she wasn't, And so that one like I

497
00:25:03,000 --> 00:25:04,800
Speaker 6: got to work very closely with her and was like

498
00:25:05,160 --> 00:25:10,280
Speaker 6: she wasn't really just there fully like I think she

499
00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:11,760
Speaker 6: probably would have wanted to be.

500
00:25:13,040 --> 00:25:14,800
Speaker 3: But no, every guest star.

501
00:25:14,800 --> 00:25:17,080
Speaker 6: Was literally amazing, like they were we find out they

502
00:25:17,080 --> 00:25:19,520
Speaker 6: were all fans. We find out like how happy they

503
00:25:19,520 --> 00:25:21,040
Speaker 6: were to be there, like christ and Chenna with was

504
00:25:21,040 --> 00:25:23,960
Speaker 6: one of our first ones. Yeah, like god bless, Like

505
00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:28,679
Speaker 6: Gwyneth was amazing. She's still like we keep in touch.

506
00:25:28,880 --> 00:25:36,200
Speaker 6: She's so cool. Yeah, because she married Rat the creator,

507
00:25:36,359 --> 00:25:37,960
Speaker 6: who's like still a friend of ours.

508
00:25:38,640 --> 00:25:39,639
Speaker 3: She's so cool.

509
00:25:40,119 --> 00:25:41,080
Speaker 4: She seems cool.

510
00:25:41,359 --> 00:25:45,920
Speaker 6: John Stamos like became a good friend. It was really surreal.

511
00:25:46,160 --> 00:25:48,000
Speaker 6: When they come on and you hear they're coming on,

512
00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:50,920
Speaker 6: you're like, oh, I like I wonder if they'll kind

513
00:25:50,920 --> 00:25:53,840
Speaker 6: of like keep themselves or hanging out. And Samos is

514
00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:56,280
Speaker 6: like knocking on our trailer doors like hey guys, what's

515
00:25:56,280 --> 00:25:56,560
Speaker 6: going on?

516
00:25:56,640 --> 00:26:00,840
Speaker 3: And you're like, hey, uncle Jesse, you want to hang

517
00:26:00,880 --> 00:26:02,800
Speaker 3: out with that? He's like yeah, like let's go out.

518
00:26:02,880 --> 00:26:05,800
Speaker 6: We're like great, we go to dinner, like it's so weird.

519
00:26:06,359 --> 00:26:09,280
Speaker 6: He's so lovely, but everybody was like very normal. I

520
00:26:09,320 --> 00:26:12,960
Speaker 6: wish we had worked with Sarah Jessica Closer, she worked

521
00:26:13,000 --> 00:26:15,200
Speaker 6: on like the New York Side when they went over there.

522
00:26:16,280 --> 00:26:18,480
Speaker 6: Kate Hudson too, like we got to work with her

523
00:26:18,640 --> 00:26:22,919
Speaker 6: very briefly, but like so cool, like so cool?

524
00:26:23,520 --> 00:26:24,520
Speaker 2: Did I was.

525
00:26:24,400 --> 00:26:29,520
Speaker 5: Trying to think of when when y'all did that, like

526
00:26:30,600 --> 00:26:33,520
Speaker 5: when Corey passed away and y'all because that was a lot,

527
00:26:33,600 --> 00:26:37,200
Speaker 5: like y'all filmed that around that, Yeah, because y'all have

528
00:26:37,280 --> 00:26:39,760
Speaker 5: a contract that you have to fulfill.

529
00:26:39,840 --> 00:26:41,320
Speaker 2: So what was the timeframe?

530
00:26:41,480 --> 00:26:43,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, so we just did this on the podcast.

531
00:26:43,400 --> 00:26:48,120
Speaker 6: Actually, so it was season It was between season four

532
00:26:48,119 --> 00:26:50,840
Speaker 6: and season five that he passed away in July. We

533
00:26:50,840 --> 00:26:54,360
Speaker 6: were supposed to start filming season five in the end

534
00:26:54,359 --> 00:27:01,240
Speaker 6: of July. Obviously that got postponed. We started August fifth, though,

535
00:27:01,760 --> 00:27:04,119
Speaker 6: Like he passed away in July thirteenth, I think it

536
00:27:04,160 --> 00:27:07,040
Speaker 6: was or July tenth, and we started August sixth, so

537
00:27:07,080 --> 00:27:11,320
Speaker 6: it wasn't that long. And so we did the first

538
00:27:11,359 --> 00:27:13,879
Speaker 6: two episodes that were already written. Have nothing to do

539
00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:18,439
Speaker 6: with him or his character it's not spoken of, and

540
00:27:18,480 --> 00:27:22,000
Speaker 6: then see the episode. The third episode of season five

541
00:27:22,119 --> 00:27:25,760
Speaker 6: was The Quarterback, which was Corey's episode where Finn also

542
00:27:25,840 --> 00:27:29,840
Speaker 6: passes away in the show. Now, Ryan's been on the

543
00:27:29,840 --> 00:27:31,800
Speaker 6: show before. He came on and did the first two

544
00:27:31,840 --> 00:27:35,000
Speaker 6: episodes with us of the podcast and said he probably

545
00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:39,919
Speaker 6: wouldn't have continued the show if it or really what

546
00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:42,960
Speaker 6: he said was like I wouldn't have done the episode

547
00:27:42,960 --> 00:27:47,600
Speaker 6: where we, you know, Finn passes away. We didn't really

548
00:27:47,640 --> 00:27:49,639
Speaker 6: want to do the show after that anyway, to be

549
00:27:49,720 --> 00:27:53,640
Speaker 6: completely honest, like nobody really wanted to be there during

550
00:27:53,680 --> 00:27:54,119
Speaker 6: that time.

551
00:27:54,240 --> 00:27:59,480
Speaker 3: What season was that, season five? Yeah, yeah, right, Again

552
00:27:59,560 --> 00:28:01,600
Speaker 3: my memory it's like very skewed.

553
00:28:02,400 --> 00:28:07,280
Speaker 6: And when Finn passes away on the show, we just recapped,

554
00:28:07,280 --> 00:28:11,000
Speaker 6: We just like passed that episode. We didn't recap that episode,

555
00:28:11,040 --> 00:28:12,479
Speaker 6: like Kevin and I didn't want to watch it at

556
00:28:12,520 --> 00:28:17,959
Speaker 6: all because it was literally us grieving Corey and they

557
00:28:17,960 --> 00:28:19,359
Speaker 6: were filming as graving Finn.

558
00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:20,359
Speaker 3: It was awful.

559
00:28:20,440 --> 00:28:23,679
Speaker 6: It was absolutely awful, And they gave us the option

560
00:28:24,000 --> 00:28:26,440
Speaker 6: to do it or not, like they said, not everybody

561
00:28:26,480 --> 00:28:28,399
Speaker 6: has to do this, like you don't have to be

562
00:28:28,440 --> 00:28:30,520
Speaker 6: a part of it, but everybody was doing it, and

563
00:28:30,600 --> 00:28:32,280
Speaker 6: Leo was doing it, and.

564
00:28:32,240 --> 00:28:35,080
Speaker 3: You're like, well, if she can, if she can, I

565
00:28:35,200 --> 00:28:35,800
Speaker 3: can do it.

566
00:28:38,000 --> 00:28:42,280
Speaker 6: And so we did it and it was literally awful.

567
00:28:42,400 --> 00:28:45,040
Speaker 6: I mean it was just the worst and so nobody

568
00:28:45,240 --> 00:28:47,560
Speaker 6: and then we took a two week break. The writers

569
00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:49,280
Speaker 6: had to just figure out what the rest of the

570
00:28:49,320 --> 00:28:52,600
Speaker 6: show is going to look like because the season six

571
00:28:52,800 --> 00:28:55,040
Speaker 6: and the end of the show is supposed to be

572
00:28:55,280 --> 00:28:59,160
Speaker 6: Finn and Rachel and like Ryan knew what was going

573
00:28:59,240 --> 00:29:02,480
Speaker 6: to happen and knew all like the things that were

574
00:29:02,480 --> 00:29:04,920
Speaker 6: going to pan out in that time, and so the

575
00:29:04,960 --> 00:29:07,160
Speaker 6: whole show had to be basically reworked.

576
00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:11,120
Speaker 3: And so you know, in two weeks they kind of

577
00:29:11,200 --> 00:29:14,520
Speaker 3: just veered off and we moved on and it's a

578
00:29:14,560 --> 00:29:18,440
Speaker 3: weird season. Yeah, so far. Well yeah, I.

579
00:29:18,840 --> 00:29:21,800
Speaker 1: Mean when he says like he he wouldn't have done that,

580
00:29:21,880 --> 00:29:25,040
Speaker 1: like he wouldn't have had him like his character pass away,

581
00:29:25,080 --> 00:29:27,640
Speaker 1: I feel like, I guess when you're thinking about it, it

582
00:29:27,640 --> 00:29:29,840
Speaker 1: feels like the right thing to do because you're like

583
00:29:29,880 --> 00:29:32,160
Speaker 1: paying your respects and like to you know what.

584
00:29:32,120 --> 00:29:33,680
Speaker 8: I mean, you do?

585
00:29:33,880 --> 00:29:36,720
Speaker 3: Yeah, is it just thought he was doing the right thing? Yeah,

586
00:29:36,760 --> 00:29:40,040
Speaker 3: I think everybody did. Yeah, but how else would you

587
00:29:40,080 --> 00:29:40,360
Speaker 3: do it?

588
00:29:40,440 --> 00:29:41,160
Speaker 4: I guess I.

589
00:29:41,040 --> 00:29:44,400
Speaker 3: Don't know, right, Yeah, that's the problem.

590
00:29:44,640 --> 00:29:45,760
Speaker 2: Right, Yeah, it's.

591
00:29:45,640 --> 00:29:48,880
Speaker 4: Almost like if it does, if it's something like I

592
00:29:48,880 --> 00:29:49,840
Speaker 4: don't even know. I don't even know.

593
00:29:50,720 --> 00:29:53,440
Speaker 6: He was just the heartbeat of the show. He was

594
00:29:53,560 --> 00:29:56,240
Speaker 6: the show, the leader of our show, and so you

595
00:29:56,320 --> 00:29:58,959
Speaker 6: just go like, I don't know how we do this

596
00:29:59,040 --> 00:30:01,800
Speaker 6: without him, and we we modeled through, but I don't

597
00:30:01,880 --> 00:30:06,560
Speaker 6: know that we should have, right, Yeah. He was like

598
00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:08,040
Speaker 6: that was it, that should have been it?

599
00:30:09,200 --> 00:30:10,280
Speaker 3: Sadly, you know.

600
00:30:10,720 --> 00:30:13,200
Speaker 5: Yeah, Well, I think in hindsight you can always look

601
00:30:13,240 --> 00:30:15,040
Speaker 5: back and go like, oh maybe I could have.

602
00:30:15,120 --> 00:30:16,320
Speaker 3: Or whatever should have done this.

603
00:30:16,720 --> 00:30:19,200
Speaker 5: Yeah, But in the moment, that's such a I mean,

604
00:30:19,200 --> 00:30:20,320
Speaker 5: it's like tragedy.

605
00:30:20,360 --> 00:30:24,240
Speaker 3: It's how do you exactly you know, nobody going through that, yeah,

606
00:30:25,040 --> 00:30:27,000
Speaker 3: like nobody's in their right mind.

607
00:30:27,440 --> 00:30:28,280
Speaker 4: Yeah.

608
00:30:28,320 --> 00:30:31,920
Speaker 6: And then you're doing it publicly with you know, millions

609
00:30:31,920 --> 00:30:33,800
Speaker 6: of people waiting to see what.

610
00:30:33,680 --> 00:30:35,760
Speaker 3: You're going to do with it. It's a lot of pressure,

611
00:30:36,280 --> 00:30:37,960
Speaker 3: so much pressure. Yeah.

612
00:30:38,240 --> 00:30:40,600
Speaker 6: So, and I think Leah had a big part of

613
00:30:40,640 --> 00:30:42,480
Speaker 6: it also, was like I really want to get people

614
00:30:42,480 --> 00:30:44,920
Speaker 6: back together and do it. And she came back and

615
00:30:45,000 --> 00:30:47,920
Speaker 6: like just jumped back into the show, which was crazy, Like,

616
00:30:48,520 --> 00:30:50,400
Speaker 6: so I think that was also a big part of it.

617
00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:53,080
Speaker 6: If she had said, like I'm out, maybe things would

618
00:30:53,120 --> 00:30:53,800
Speaker 6: have been different.

619
00:30:53,880 --> 00:30:54,360
Speaker 3: I don't know.

620
00:30:54,640 --> 00:30:57,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, but I also think that's some some people cope

621
00:30:57,760 --> 00:30:59,600
Speaker 1: in that way right of being able to just like

622
00:30:59,640 --> 00:31:01,959
Speaker 1: dive in to work, you know whatever work it is,

623
00:31:02,040 --> 00:31:03,840
Speaker 1: just like dive in and kind of like have that

624
00:31:03,880 --> 00:31:05,240
Speaker 1: be like your coping mechanism?

625
00:31:05,440 --> 00:31:06,760
Speaker 3: Yeah, I guess so. Yeah.

626
00:31:06,880 --> 00:31:07,200
Speaker 1: Yeah.

627
00:31:23,440 --> 00:31:25,880
Speaker 3: Of the episodes that you remember being a part of.

628
00:31:28,600 --> 00:31:31,480
Speaker 5: Or during rewatching, have you had any where you're like

629
00:31:31,920 --> 00:31:33,920
Speaker 5: or like a memory that came back where you were like.

630
00:31:33,960 --> 00:31:35,360
Speaker 3: Dang, I wish I had gotten that song?

631
00:31:35,960 --> 00:31:38,440
Speaker 6: Oh yeah, I mean we just talked about this on

632
00:31:38,480 --> 00:31:43,000
Speaker 6: the show too. Kevin generally like if there was a

633
00:31:43,040 --> 00:31:45,480
Speaker 6: song on the script and his name wasn't in it,

634
00:31:45,600 --> 00:31:47,920
Speaker 6: or like you didn't see already singing on it, he

635
00:31:47,960 --> 00:31:49,920
Speaker 6: would like call them and be like can I sing

636
00:31:49,960 --> 00:31:50,160
Speaker 6: on this?

637
00:31:50,760 --> 00:31:51,120
Speaker 2: Really?

638
00:31:51,360 --> 00:31:53,520
Speaker 3: Yeah? Like if he really felt.

639
00:31:53,240 --> 00:31:56,000
Speaker 6: Passionate love, because he was like a big Michael fan,

640
00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:58,200
Speaker 6: Michael Jackson fan, so like if there was a Michael song,

641
00:31:58,280 --> 00:32:00,240
Speaker 6: he'd be like, hey, you guys, come on.

642
00:32:02,160 --> 00:32:02,520
Speaker 3: For me.

643
00:32:02,920 --> 00:32:07,040
Speaker 6: It wasn't like I remember there were tribute episodes we did,

644
00:32:07,200 --> 00:32:09,320
Speaker 6: like we did Billy Joel. We just did that one,

645
00:32:09,480 --> 00:32:12,560
Speaker 6: and I'm from Long Island and so is Billy, so

646
00:32:12,680 --> 00:32:15,720
Speaker 6: like we I grew up with Billy, like that was

647
00:32:15,800 --> 00:32:17,880
Speaker 6: our pride and joy of like you.

648
00:32:17,840 --> 00:32:19,240
Speaker 3: Know, Billy came from Long Island.

649
00:32:20,320 --> 00:32:22,360
Speaker 6: And I didn't sing a song in that episode or

650
00:32:22,360 --> 00:32:26,080
Speaker 6: a solo, and I was like so bitter about it

651
00:32:26,480 --> 00:32:29,040
Speaker 6: that I remember being I said to our producer Sam,

652
00:32:29,280 --> 00:32:33,320
Speaker 6: I said, I think this episode was really bad, and

653
00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:36,080
Speaker 6: then we rewatched and I was like, I'm so wrong.

654
00:32:36,360 --> 00:32:38,400
Speaker 3: I just hated the feeling.

655
00:32:38,080 --> 00:32:40,720
Speaker 6: I felt during the episode of not getting to sing

656
00:32:40,720 --> 00:32:41,760
Speaker 6: a Billy's Yeah.

657
00:32:41,560 --> 00:32:43,600
Speaker 3: Did you ever reach out and say, like I want

658
00:32:43,600 --> 00:32:44,160
Speaker 3: to be a part.

659
00:32:44,000 --> 00:32:44,400
Speaker 8: Of that now?

660
00:32:46,160 --> 00:32:52,480
Speaker 3: I didn't. I just Tina was like my character was.

661
00:32:54,760 --> 00:32:56,680
Speaker 6: We make jokes now because she was just like shut

662
00:32:56,760 --> 00:32:59,400
Speaker 6: on the whole time of the series. She has like

663
00:32:59,520 --> 00:33:01,960
Speaker 6: these shine moments and then she kind of like goes

664
00:33:02,000 --> 00:33:05,320
Speaker 6: to the background again, and so people always say like

665
00:33:05,360 --> 00:33:08,840
Speaker 6: she was just under underused and underappreciated, which is like.

666
00:33:09,000 --> 00:33:10,200
Speaker 3: I totally appreciate.

667
00:33:10,400 --> 00:33:13,400
Speaker 6: And it became like a joke in the show as well,

668
00:33:13,440 --> 00:33:15,560
Speaker 6: that like Tina poor Tina, she didn't get a so

669
00:33:15,680 --> 00:33:19,880
Speaker 6: low and so it felt like very raw for me

670
00:33:20,000 --> 00:33:23,360
Speaker 6: during that time, that like, what's wrong with me? Why

671
00:33:23,440 --> 00:33:26,160
Speaker 6: am I not talented enough? Is my character not loved enough?

672
00:33:26,360 --> 00:33:26,440
Speaker 1: Like?

673
00:33:26,640 --> 00:33:28,640
Speaker 3: What what can I do?

674
00:33:29,160 --> 00:33:31,960
Speaker 6: And so I would speak up here and there, but

675
00:33:32,040 --> 00:33:34,360
Speaker 6: I just didn't feel like I had the legs to

676
00:33:35,200 --> 00:33:37,120
Speaker 6: say what I was really feeling.

677
00:33:38,480 --> 00:33:40,280
Speaker 1: But it goes to show you it's the difference between

678
00:33:40,280 --> 00:33:43,480
Speaker 1: men and women. Men have no problem saying for what's

679
00:33:43,680 --> 00:33:44,320
Speaker 1: saying what they.

680
00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:46,120
Speaker 6: Want to because if you speak up, you're a bitch.

681
00:33:46,160 --> 00:33:48,160
Speaker 6: But a man speaks up and he's like if.

682
00:33:48,000 --> 00:33:53,600
Speaker 1: You want to seeing something, They're like, oh, she's difficult.

683
00:33:54,040 --> 00:33:56,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, it's totally true. Yeah, and it was a

684
00:33:56,840 --> 00:33:58,240
Speaker 3: different time back then too.

685
00:33:58,120 --> 00:34:00,160
Speaker 4: But even still, I feel like it probably still be

686
00:34:00,200 --> 00:34:00,640
Speaker 4: the same way.

687
00:34:00,720 --> 00:34:05,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, i'd be like, excuse me, maybe not too much trouble.

688
00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:06,760
Speaker 4: I would really love.

689
00:34:06,680 --> 00:34:14,279
Speaker 6: To it's okay, worries just forget I said it?

690
00:34:14,360 --> 00:34:19,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, exactly, go back here now gross gross, I

691
00:34:20,200 --> 00:34:22,480
Speaker 1: see yourself being on like another show like Lee.

692
00:34:22,520 --> 00:34:31,560
Speaker 3: Again, what I don't think so it would.

693
00:34:32,960 --> 00:34:37,440
Speaker 6: Look There's people who I think have done multiple musical

694
00:34:37,480 --> 00:34:41,479
Speaker 6: theater shows like Alex Newall who did Glee and played

695
00:34:41,560 --> 00:34:44,080
Speaker 6: Unique and then he went on to do Zoey's Playlist

696
00:34:44,239 --> 00:34:47,520
Speaker 6: and like, you know, all these cool musical things. For me,

697
00:34:47,640 --> 00:34:50,399
Speaker 6: it's like I think I'm putting it to rest. I mean,

698
00:34:50,640 --> 00:34:52,600
Speaker 6: ask me in a few years, and it's like, I'll

699
00:34:52,600 --> 00:34:55,600
Speaker 6: say yes to a job for sure, but it wouldn't

700
00:34:55,640 --> 00:34:56,600
Speaker 6: be my first choice.

701
00:34:56,719 --> 00:34:57,920
Speaker 2: What would be your first choice?

702
00:34:58,360 --> 00:35:06,240
Speaker 3: Oh, like a comedy, like a half hour comedy, like Friends.

703
00:35:04,080 --> 00:35:07,359
Speaker 2: Like Multi Caam, like Elementary.

704
00:35:08,040 --> 00:35:08,759
Speaker 3: I've seen it.

705
00:35:08,840 --> 00:35:12,840
Speaker 6: I don't watch it religiously, but yes, like like Modern Family,

706
00:35:12,880 --> 00:35:16,040
Speaker 6: which was like our big rival. Were so different it

707
00:35:16,040 --> 00:35:18,120
Speaker 6: didn't even matter, but we were on at the same time.

708
00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:22,360
Speaker 6: We were up for all the same Awards's fun. Yeah,

709
00:35:22,480 --> 00:35:26,319
Speaker 6: every circle was like every party thing was just us

710
00:35:26,360 --> 00:35:29,920
Speaker 6: and them, and I just would have loved to be

711
00:35:29,960 --> 00:35:30,399
Speaker 6: on their show.

712
00:35:31,000 --> 00:35:31,960
Speaker 3: We used to complain.

713
00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:34,200
Speaker 6: We were like, we get like costco crafty because there's

714
00:35:34,239 --> 00:35:35,520
Speaker 6: so many of us and there's.

715
00:35:35,400 --> 00:35:36,759
Speaker 3: So many crew members.

716
00:35:36,800 --> 00:35:39,920
Speaker 6: We'd get like cheeseballs and like eggs for lunch, and

717
00:35:39,960 --> 00:35:42,640
Speaker 6: they were I heard they were getting like sushi and we're.

718
00:35:42,440 --> 00:35:47,360
Speaker 3: Like, what the family over there getting sushi for lunch

719
00:35:47,400 --> 00:35:49,520
Speaker 3: And we're like, can I just get like a salad

720
00:35:49,560 --> 00:35:53,040
Speaker 3: bar or something, maybe some like healthy choices.

721
00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:55,440
Speaker 5: And then the news comes out of what they're making

722
00:35:55,480 --> 00:36:04,040
Speaker 5: per episode, you're like.

723
00:36:00,239 --> 00:36:03,960
Speaker 3: Like they still are fine, and they got syndicated and

724
00:36:04,000 --> 00:36:09,560
Speaker 3: they're good, and over here we're just like, please some

725
00:36:09,600 --> 00:36:15,240
Speaker 3: more cheese, please, Just kidding, I'm kidding.

726
00:36:16,040 --> 00:36:19,600
Speaker 5: So what about Broadway though? Was there any would that be?

727
00:36:19,960 --> 00:36:20,200
Speaker 2: Yeah?

728
00:36:20,239 --> 00:36:22,799
Speaker 6: More than t like do you favor one or the other?

729
00:36:23,160 --> 00:36:26,480
Speaker 6: I love Broadway? Yeah, I love the stage. I would

730
00:36:26,520 --> 00:36:29,799
Speaker 6: love to go back and do it. It's hard, it's

731
00:36:29,840 --> 00:36:32,400
Speaker 6: like a totally different beast, like living in New York

732
00:36:32,640 --> 00:36:36,040
Speaker 6: doing eight shows a week, like depending on the season.

733
00:36:36,600 --> 00:36:39,080
Speaker 6: But I would definitely go back and do that over

734
00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:42,000
Speaker 6: another musical TV show, that's for sure.

735
00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:50,400
Speaker 3: I just feel like Glee completed that scratch that. Yeah,

736
00:36:50,520 --> 00:36:53,200
Speaker 3: And for musicals, like it's always so different and you're

737
00:36:53,200 --> 00:36:56,600
Speaker 3: telling the same story every night, and like that is

738
00:36:56,840 --> 00:36:59,359
Speaker 3: like such a challenge for me. And I just love

739
00:36:59,400 --> 00:37:01,799
Speaker 3: a live body and so I would definitely pick that.

740
00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:05,360
Speaker 5: I'm so fascinated buy that headspace of loving a live audience.

741
00:37:05,360 --> 00:37:06,280
Speaker 3: Nothing sound scarier.

742
00:37:06,840 --> 00:37:08,719
Speaker 4: Could you do that where you could like pick up

743
00:37:08,719 --> 00:37:09,759
Speaker 4: and like move to New York.

744
00:37:10,880 --> 00:37:12,920
Speaker 6: It'd be a lot, but if it was worth it,

745
00:37:13,040 --> 00:37:15,839
Speaker 6: and like if it was something that made sense for us,

746
00:37:15,840 --> 00:37:19,880
Speaker 6: for sure. My husband, luckily is like a normal person

747
00:37:19,880 --> 00:37:22,239
Speaker 6: with a normal job, and so he could he would

748
00:37:22,320 --> 00:37:25,560
Speaker 6: love that, like to reload work from Yeah, and you

749
00:37:25,600 --> 00:37:28,520
Speaker 6: know these days, like you can work from anywhere generally,

750
00:37:28,680 --> 00:37:30,880
Speaker 6: but with kids, it's different.

751
00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:32,640
Speaker 3: I guess like that you'd have to be like how

752
00:37:32,680 --> 00:37:35,160
Speaker 3: old are they? What school? How do you handle that?

753
00:37:35,360 --> 00:37:38,200
Speaker 4: Yeah? Until a certain point though, I feel like, yeah.

754
00:37:38,080 --> 00:37:40,880
Speaker 3: You can just move them around? Yeah, fine, Yeah, they'd

755
00:37:40,880 --> 00:37:41,280
Speaker 3: be fine.

756
00:37:41,920 --> 00:37:43,919
Speaker 2: Speaking of y'all met on him?

757
00:37:44,200 --> 00:37:47,560
Speaker 5: I know, Oh my god, which is Altonia met her fiance?

758
00:37:49,040 --> 00:37:49,200
Speaker 8: Why?

759
00:37:49,560 --> 00:37:54,560
Speaker 3: Yeah? Hinge man honestly sponsor us?

760
00:37:55,560 --> 00:37:56,439
Speaker 4: Did you ask them?

761
00:37:56,640 --> 00:38:00,440
Speaker 1: Why am I not doing any endorsements for Hinge?

762
00:38:00,520 --> 00:38:02,959
Speaker 3: I told Sam? I was like, look where they don't

763
00:38:02,960 --> 00:38:05,600
Speaker 3: need a literally walking success story.

764
00:38:05,719 --> 00:38:06,480
Speaker 4: Yeah, they're popping.

765
00:38:06,680 --> 00:38:09,240
Speaker 3: So were you on Hinge for a long time?

766
00:38:10,000 --> 00:38:10,600
Speaker 4: Two days?

767
00:38:10,680 --> 00:38:12,960
Speaker 3: She was so anti first first day?

768
00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:14,880
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, first Hine day.

769
00:38:14,880 --> 00:38:15,640
Speaker 3: Isn't that crazy?

770
00:38:16,040 --> 00:38:18,319
Speaker 5: So were you just like, I'm okay, first of all,

771
00:38:18,640 --> 00:38:20,040
Speaker 5: what was your relationship?

772
00:38:23,160 --> 00:38:24,520
Speaker 3: We met like in person?

773
00:38:24,560 --> 00:38:26,360
Speaker 4: An you mean like what year did you meet in?

774
00:38:26,440 --> 00:38:27,120
Speaker 3: Twenty eighteen?

775
00:38:27,320 --> 00:38:27,680
Speaker 4: Okay?

776
00:38:28,280 --> 00:38:33,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, same year as the Americans. She just finished American.

777
00:38:33,840 --> 00:38:34,560
Speaker 3: I just finished it.

778
00:38:34,840 --> 00:38:38,799
Speaker 6: We just started watching it a rewatch rewatch.

779
00:38:40,160 --> 00:38:42,680
Speaker 1: So I just finished the series last night. I was like,

780
00:38:42,880 --> 00:38:46,560
Speaker 1: I know five years late to this, so got so

781
00:38:46,640 --> 00:38:49,640
Speaker 1: good unexpected ending. But anyways, that's not the point. The

782
00:38:49,640 --> 00:38:52,480
Speaker 1: point is I feel like Hinge was really popping off

783
00:38:52,560 --> 00:38:53,840
Speaker 1: twenty eighteen, twenty nineteen.

784
00:38:53,960 --> 00:38:56,360
Speaker 3: It was like, yeah, it was like the new thing. Yeah,

785
00:38:56,400 --> 00:38:59,040
Speaker 3: there was the League, there was Hinge. I was like

786
00:38:59,200 --> 00:39:02,640
Speaker 3: Bumble coffee meats big, it was all the new ones.

787
00:39:02,760 --> 00:39:05,200
Speaker 6: Yeah, what was the one where you the girl asked

788
00:39:05,200 --> 00:39:06,400
Speaker 6: the guy hated that one?

789
00:39:06,440 --> 00:39:09,840
Speaker 4: Okay, bumble bumble, Yeah, yeah.

790
00:39:09,280 --> 00:39:11,520
Speaker 3: I think so. So we met in twenty eighteen. I

791
00:39:12,600 --> 00:39:15,320
Speaker 3: was hesitant to join Hinge because.

792
00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:19,839
Speaker 6: It wasn't that long after the show ended either, just

793
00:39:19,840 --> 00:39:22,319
Speaker 6: like throwing yourself on the internet and.

794
00:39:22,239 --> 00:39:27,440
Speaker 3: You're like date me. And luckily he was like one

795
00:39:27,520 --> 00:39:30,279
Speaker 3: of the first people that I spoke to. We hit

796
00:39:30,320 --> 00:39:33,040
Speaker 3: it off. He thought he was being catfished, like briefly,

797
00:39:33,400 --> 00:39:36,799
Speaker 3: He's like I know this girl, like hopefully she shows up.

798
00:39:37,640 --> 00:39:40,600
Speaker 3: And so we met at Emily in West Hollywood and

799
00:39:40,640 --> 00:39:43,480
Speaker 3: I showed up. So he was like, Okay, it's her

800
00:39:44,080 --> 00:39:47,799
Speaker 3: and and never like the rest was history, that was it?

801
00:39:48,280 --> 00:39:51,000
Speaker 2: What was it about him? Because I imagined that.

802
00:39:51,280 --> 00:39:53,840
Speaker 5: I also imagine you probably had a guard up because

803
00:39:53,880 --> 00:39:56,840
Speaker 5: you're in a position where you come from this massive

804
00:39:56,880 --> 00:39:58,279
Speaker 5: show and it's like.

805
00:39:58,640 --> 00:40:00,520
Speaker 4: Probably did men throwing them at you?

806
00:40:00,800 --> 00:40:02,520
Speaker 3: Oh, thank you for that. No, I did not have

807
00:40:02,600 --> 00:40:07,840
Speaker 3: men throwing my or maybe the wrong men. Yeah, men, yes, yeah.

808
00:40:07,960 --> 00:40:11,240
Speaker 6: There was definitely like options. But then at some point

809
00:40:11,320 --> 00:40:14,400
Speaker 6: it just was like, I'm not here for the Hollywood hookup,

810
00:40:14,560 --> 00:40:15,640
Speaker 6: Like I'm here for.

811
00:40:16,640 --> 00:40:17,600
Speaker 3: To meet my husband.

812
00:40:17,680 --> 00:40:19,839
Speaker 6: So when I joined Hinge, I moved back to LA

813
00:40:19,960 --> 00:40:23,920
Speaker 6: I was like, I'm here to meet my husband. And

814
00:40:24,680 --> 00:40:27,040
Speaker 6: we met up and he was just so honest and

815
00:40:27,520 --> 00:40:31,040
Speaker 6: we our conversation was so good and we just chatted

816
00:40:31,080 --> 00:40:33,440
Speaker 6: for hours and the date, like I told him, I

817
00:40:33,520 --> 00:40:35,279
Speaker 6: was like I turned into a pumpkin at ten, So

818
00:40:35,280 --> 00:40:38,200
Speaker 6: I'm going to go home after that, and then we

819
00:40:38,320 --> 00:40:40,839
Speaker 6: ended up like staying out way way after that, and

820
00:40:41,040 --> 00:40:42,560
Speaker 6: it was just one of those things You're like, I

821
00:40:42,600 --> 00:40:43,560
Speaker 6: really like this person.

822
00:40:43,640 --> 00:40:45,840
Speaker 3: I trust this person. He's very open.

823
00:40:46,440 --> 00:40:48,000
Speaker 6: It was the first time that I was like, oh,

824
00:40:48,000 --> 00:40:51,400
Speaker 6: he's not an actor in Hollywood.

825
00:40:50,880 --> 00:40:52,440
Speaker 3: That I'm meeting on Riyah, Like.

826
00:40:52,520 --> 00:40:58,080
Speaker 6: Yeah, there was something very refreshing about him that felt

827
00:40:58,480 --> 00:41:01,400
Speaker 6: different than the guys I had dated in my past

828
00:41:01,800 --> 00:41:08,000
Speaker 6: that were like not were actors, and I swore off them.

829
00:41:08,480 --> 00:41:10,840
Speaker 4: Really, yeah, what is it about it? Is it just

830
00:41:10,880 --> 00:41:13,080
Speaker 4: because the schedules are too crazy?

831
00:41:13,239 --> 00:41:16,120
Speaker 6: No, I think it's this particular breed of mail like

832
00:41:16,320 --> 00:41:19,640
Speaker 6: you and I think it's a particular thing. And I

833
00:41:19,680 --> 00:41:22,680
Speaker 6: don't mean to generalize, like male actors, there's something very

834
00:41:22,719 --> 00:41:29,240
Speaker 6: specific that they I find need and want from people attention.

835
00:41:29,520 --> 00:41:32,480
Speaker 3: Mm hmmm, yeah, let's just name them. Who is it?

836
00:41:34,320 --> 00:41:34,879
Speaker 3: All of them?

837
00:41:35,800 --> 00:41:35,880
Speaker 5: Now?

838
00:41:35,960 --> 00:41:38,440
Speaker 6: I can see that, you know, And it just feels

839
00:41:38,480 --> 00:41:41,960
Speaker 6: like there's and then you're also just competing. It's like

840
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:47,360
Speaker 6: a constant competition and also being like unemployed at the

841
00:41:47,400 --> 00:41:49,400
Speaker 6: same time somebody gets a job.

842
00:41:49,760 --> 00:41:52,560
Speaker 3: It just feels too close.

843
00:41:53,120 --> 00:41:54,200
Speaker 4: Yeah.

844
00:41:55,520 --> 00:41:57,799
Speaker 6: I had some of that, like in the actors I

845
00:41:58,000 --> 00:42:01,120
Speaker 6: dated in the past, where like somebody was working more,

846
00:42:01,320 --> 00:42:03,279
Speaker 6: and especially like when I was on Glee. It's just

847
00:42:03,320 --> 00:42:07,960
Speaker 6: like it's it's a level of success that like some

848
00:42:07,960 --> 00:42:10,520
Speaker 6: people never reach in their whole lives that I'm so

849
00:42:10,680 --> 00:42:13,719
Speaker 6: lucky to have, right, And I didn't want to feel

850
00:42:13,719 --> 00:42:16,320
Speaker 6: bad about it, you know, And so I just I

851
00:42:16,320 --> 00:42:18,919
Speaker 6: didn't want to feel that like that in the future either,

852
00:42:19,239 --> 00:42:20,440
Speaker 6: Like and you like.

853
00:42:20,360 --> 00:42:21,560
Speaker 4: You had to make yourself smaller.

854
00:42:21,800 --> 00:42:25,120
Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's like being a woman and you

855
00:42:25,120 --> 00:42:27,680
Speaker 6: know you're like, I just want to be who I

856
00:42:27,680 --> 00:42:28,440
Speaker 6: am and be able.

857
00:42:28,320 --> 00:42:29,640
Speaker 3: To reach my highest potential.

858
00:42:29,880 --> 00:42:30,640
Speaker 4: Yeah.

859
00:42:31,280 --> 00:42:35,040
Speaker 6: And he he just supported that from the very beginning,

860
00:42:35,520 --> 00:42:37,040
Speaker 6: and I even told him like at that point, I

861
00:42:37,080 --> 00:42:38,200
Speaker 6: was like, I think I want to take a break

862
00:42:38,200 --> 00:42:40,040
Speaker 6: from acting for a while. I don't really know what

863
00:42:40,040 --> 00:42:42,160
Speaker 6: I want to do. And he was like, great, do

864
00:42:42,200 --> 00:42:43,839
Speaker 6: whatever you want to do. And I was like, that's

865
00:42:43,880 --> 00:42:44,480
Speaker 6: a good sign.

866
00:42:44,600 --> 00:42:46,359
Speaker 3: Do you know what I mean? It's not like you're

867
00:42:46,360 --> 00:42:47,799
Speaker 3: at the heid of your career. What do you do? Eat?

868
00:42:48,000 --> 00:42:48,239
Speaker 9: Right?

869
00:42:48,360 --> 00:42:48,480
Speaker 5: Right?

870
00:42:48,600 --> 00:42:49,480
Speaker 2: Get that in there.

871
00:42:50,760 --> 00:42:52,680
Speaker 3: He's like, whatever you want to do will make you happy, Like,

872
00:42:52,719 --> 00:42:53,760
Speaker 3: that's what makes me happy.

873
00:42:54,400 --> 00:42:56,960
Speaker 5: What is that decision like though, to go from being

874
00:42:57,040 --> 00:42:59,520
Speaker 5: like on a show like Glee and then being like

875
00:42:59,560 --> 00:43:02,799
Speaker 5: I want to take a break from this whole world.

876
00:43:04,320 --> 00:43:09,359
Speaker 6: Yeah, it's really hard because walking away from the thing

877
00:43:09,480 --> 00:43:12,920
Speaker 6: that made you who you or put you in that

878
00:43:13,000 --> 00:43:17,080
Speaker 6: position with those kind of opportunities feels like counterintuitives in

879
00:43:17,120 --> 00:43:20,280
Speaker 6: some ways. But there was a lot of time after

880
00:43:20,320 --> 00:43:23,360
Speaker 6: Glee where we all thought like, oh, strike while the

881
00:43:23,400 --> 00:43:25,399
Speaker 6: iron's hot. We're all gonna be like we're never gonna

882
00:43:25,400 --> 00:43:28,600
Speaker 6: have to audition again, and our lives are and careers

883
00:43:28,600 --> 00:43:31,719
Speaker 6: are made. And there was like a rude wake up

884
00:43:31,760 --> 00:43:34,680
Speaker 6: call when like nobody wanted us at all. And I

885
00:43:34,719 --> 00:43:38,479
Speaker 6: think there was like a moment of oversaturation from Glee

886
00:43:38,480 --> 00:43:40,640
Speaker 6: where they could only see us as those characters and

887
00:43:40,680 --> 00:43:42,440
Speaker 6: those people. So every time I walked into an audition

888
00:43:42,520 --> 00:43:44,759
Speaker 6: room after that, it was like, I can't un see

889
00:43:44,880 --> 00:43:46,879
Speaker 6: what we've been seeing for the past six years, every

890
00:43:46,960 --> 00:43:50,480
Speaker 6: day and every billboard, every bus, every you know, in

891
00:43:50,520 --> 00:43:54,239
Speaker 6: our living rooms. And it was like it was really

892
00:43:54,239 --> 00:43:58,520
Speaker 6: a rude wake up call but allowed me to find

893
00:43:58,560 --> 00:44:01,000
Speaker 6: so many other things that I love and like do

894
00:44:01,080 --> 00:44:04,040
Speaker 6: a lot of self work to detach from my worth

895
00:44:04,080 --> 00:44:06,680
Speaker 6: being attached to this show, my work, being attached to

896
00:44:06,719 --> 00:44:08,160
Speaker 6: fame and my career.

897
00:44:08,800 --> 00:44:11,080
Speaker 3: So I'm like so grateful for it, but.

898
00:44:13,000 --> 00:44:16,560
Speaker 6: I think with that work came like this detachment from

899
00:44:16,560 --> 00:44:20,160
Speaker 6: like what actually makes me happy and what can I

900
00:44:20,239 --> 00:44:23,640
Speaker 6: find in my own worth versus like this job, the

901
00:44:23,680 --> 00:44:27,120
Speaker 6: next job that I'm chasing. And so when I realized

902
00:44:27,120 --> 00:44:30,160
Speaker 6: that I could feel worthy without that I was like, Oh,

903
00:44:30,160 --> 00:44:31,880
Speaker 6: maybe I don't need to do this all the time

904
00:44:31,960 --> 00:44:35,360
Speaker 6: because it's so ruling and you're at the mercy of

905
00:44:35,440 --> 00:44:38,200
Speaker 6: so many other people. And after doing it for six years,

906
00:44:38,200 --> 00:44:40,960
Speaker 6: you're like, I just need like a break, like make

907
00:44:41,000 --> 00:44:42,680
Speaker 6: my own schedule and go out to dinner with my

908
00:44:43,239 --> 00:44:46,080
Speaker 6: husband and like have a kid and not have to

909
00:44:46,080 --> 00:44:48,560
Speaker 6: move to Atlanta for six you know, six months.

910
00:44:48,920 --> 00:44:49,720
Speaker 3: Like it's crazy.

911
00:44:49,760 --> 00:44:50,040
Speaker 5: Now.

912
00:44:50,160 --> 00:44:53,160
Speaker 1: I feel like in this industry, like in Hollywood, like

913
00:44:53,200 --> 00:44:55,080
Speaker 1: the highs are so high and the lows can be

914
00:44:55,160 --> 00:44:58,480
Speaker 1: so low, like and I feel like it's not really

915
00:44:58,560 --> 00:45:02,400
Speaker 1: you know, we see lot of drugs and things like

916
00:45:02,480 --> 00:45:05,399
Speaker 1: that in the entertainment industry, but it's like I think

917
00:45:05,480 --> 00:45:09,000
Speaker 1: it's because nobody talks about like the highs and how

918
00:45:09,120 --> 00:45:10,400
Speaker 1: high you can get.

919
00:45:10,320 --> 00:45:12,080
Speaker 4: And then when it goes away.

920
00:45:12,080 --> 00:45:14,839
Speaker 1: And like when you're alone and you're home, like how

921
00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:17,759
Speaker 1: low that low feels, you know, when you're on this

922
00:45:17,760 --> 00:45:19,960
Speaker 1: this like hamster hamster wheel and then you get off

923
00:45:20,000 --> 00:45:22,760
Speaker 1: of it, like it's a it's very very, very jarring.

924
00:45:22,800 --> 00:45:25,000
Speaker 1: And I feel like to have the self awareness too,

925
00:45:25,120 --> 00:45:27,840
Speaker 1: like in that moment for you to to pull yourself

926
00:45:27,840 --> 00:45:29,879
Speaker 1: out of that is like a testament to to who

927
00:45:29,920 --> 00:45:32,319
Speaker 1: you are, because I feel like it's really really hard

928
00:45:32,320 --> 00:45:33,480
Speaker 1: because you kind of just want.

929
00:45:33,320 --> 00:45:36,240
Speaker 3: To keep chasing the high. Yeah yeah, yeah.

930
00:45:36,320 --> 00:45:37,960
Speaker 6: I mean I had my fair share of like chasing

931
00:45:38,000 --> 00:45:41,279
Speaker 6: the high and like wanting that and wanting to be

932
00:45:41,680 --> 00:45:44,120
Speaker 6: relevant and staying in it. And then like when you

933
00:45:44,200 --> 00:45:46,560
Speaker 6: actually do like get off of the hamster wheel and

934
00:45:46,560 --> 00:45:48,680
Speaker 6: stab back, you're like, WHOA, that's not normal.

935
00:45:49,239 --> 00:45:51,960
Speaker 3: It's not normal at all. Yeah, and like how do

936
00:45:52,000 --> 00:45:54,400
Speaker 3: you You can't sustain that, that's the truth. So if

937
00:45:54,400 --> 00:45:56,759
Speaker 3: you're always chasing the high, that's that's where you get

938
00:45:56,760 --> 00:45:57,280
Speaker 3: in trouble.

939
00:45:57,440 --> 00:45:58,520
Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, well.

940
00:45:58,480 --> 00:46:01,239
Speaker 5: Yeah crazy, And I I think to be able to

941
00:46:01,280 --> 00:46:04,439
Speaker 5: go like okay, I'm putting my worth into like going

942
00:46:04,480 --> 00:46:07,239
Speaker 5: to auditions and people being like you're not it over

943
00:46:07,280 --> 00:46:09,279
Speaker 5: and over again. It is like such a it's just

944
00:46:09,440 --> 00:46:13,160
Speaker 5: not grueling a normal way for our brains to be

945
00:46:13,239 --> 00:46:15,600
Speaker 5: able to process who we are as a person because

946
00:46:15,600 --> 00:46:20,000
Speaker 5: they're basically being just told no to reject it over yeah, rejection,

947
00:46:20,160 --> 00:46:23,840
Speaker 5: and we're not created to like now it's we're also

948
00:46:24,000 --> 00:46:29,080
Speaker 5: like it's so interesting becoming a parent, Like you you realize.

949
00:46:28,560 --> 00:46:32,319
Speaker 6: The amount of learning you do and teaching you have

950
00:46:32,400 --> 00:46:34,800
Speaker 6: to do, right and so like we're learning all about

951
00:46:34,840 --> 00:46:39,600
Speaker 6: like extrinsic like reward. Everything is like here, have a

952
00:46:39,640 --> 00:46:42,240
Speaker 6: lollipop if you do something good. Here, let me praise

953
00:46:42,280 --> 00:46:45,120
Speaker 6: you when you've put this painting on the wall, and

954
00:46:45,160 --> 00:46:47,680
Speaker 6: you're like this is crazy, Like where do you find

955
00:46:47,719 --> 00:46:50,960
Speaker 6: the worth inside? Where do you find the pride of yourself?

956
00:46:51,080 --> 00:46:54,759
Speaker 6: Versus like I'm so proud of you, like teaching a

957
00:46:54,880 --> 00:46:58,280
Speaker 6: kid to go, Like you should be so proud of yourself,

958
00:46:58,719 --> 00:47:03,000
Speaker 6: you should be so happy saying I mean I don't

959
00:47:03,040 --> 00:47:04,400
Speaker 6: say I say that to my daughter all the time,

960
00:47:04,400 --> 00:47:07,000
Speaker 6: and I'm like, oh, you're great, Like of course I do,

961
00:47:07,400 --> 00:47:12,000
Speaker 6: but to have them find it within themselves versus always

962
00:47:12,040 --> 00:47:15,080
Speaker 6: searching for the external reward.

963
00:47:15,440 --> 00:47:16,359
Speaker 4: But how do you do that?

964
00:47:16,800 --> 00:47:19,440
Speaker 6: By like it starts, I mean obviously she's two and

965
00:47:19,440 --> 00:47:21,680
Speaker 6: a half, so I've only started the journey of this,

966
00:47:21,760 --> 00:47:25,120
Speaker 6: but like it's like not always praising them for things

967
00:47:25,120 --> 00:47:28,239
Speaker 6: that they do, but like having them feel accomplished in

968
00:47:28,280 --> 00:47:30,560
Speaker 6: their own right. So you say, like you should be

969
00:47:30,560 --> 00:47:32,799
Speaker 6: so proud of yourself versus I'm so proud of you

970
00:47:33,680 --> 00:47:39,719
Speaker 6: on you know, in alternating time, like you did that,

971
00:47:40,120 --> 00:47:43,319
Speaker 6: you did that yourself, not like I'm so proud of that.

972
00:47:43,360 --> 00:47:46,200
Speaker 6: You you know, you're you did so great. It's simple

973
00:47:46,520 --> 00:47:49,840
Speaker 6: and it's so but it's so powerful and it's like

974
00:47:50,760 --> 00:47:54,880
Speaker 6: for us, we always look for that. You're like when

975
00:47:55,320 --> 00:47:58,120
Speaker 6: the next click, the next, like the next, it's like

976
00:47:58,920 --> 00:48:02,520
Speaker 6: our whole world is society is like built on that now. Yeah,

977
00:48:02,560 --> 00:48:05,279
Speaker 6: and you're like, how do I how do I make

978
00:48:05,360 --> 00:48:07,040
Speaker 6: that change that for them?

979
00:48:07,360 --> 00:48:10,760
Speaker 3: Yeah? Or at least lay the foundation for that. Yeah,

980
00:48:10,800 --> 00:48:12,719
Speaker 3: how do you do it? At thirty six years old?

981
00:48:12,760 --> 00:48:13,200
Speaker 2: How do we?

982
00:48:14,719 --> 00:48:17,600
Speaker 3: You should be so proud of yourself. She's like getting

983
00:48:17,640 --> 00:48:19,000
Speaker 3: bed at night, it's so proudic.

984
00:48:19,800 --> 00:48:21,760
Speaker 2: You know, you should be so proud of yourself.

985
00:48:22,040 --> 00:48:23,919
Speaker 3: Yeah, but yeah, you know what I mean.

986
00:48:24,040 --> 00:48:26,960
Speaker 2: But I know it's like, how do that?

987
00:48:27,080 --> 00:48:30,080
Speaker 8: Is such a It's like it's like reframing it, Yeah,

988
00:48:30,120 --> 00:48:33,960
Speaker 8: reframing how you are seeing you're saying the word and

989
00:48:34,000 --> 00:48:36,480
Speaker 8: feeling feeling that internally.

990
00:48:37,160 --> 00:48:38,640
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, it's impactful.

991
00:48:39,400 --> 00:48:43,240
Speaker 6: But it's true though, like so like it's just constantly

992
00:48:43,280 --> 00:48:47,880
Speaker 6: in our business in this industry, constantly seeking everybody's approval.

993
00:48:48,520 --> 00:48:50,880
Speaker 3: Is the movie good? Did I do a good job?

994
00:48:50,960 --> 00:48:52,799
Speaker 3: Do I look pretty?

995
00:48:52,800 --> 00:48:54,480
Speaker 4: Am I the box of this?

996
00:48:54,719 --> 00:48:55,719
Speaker 3: For you to hire me?

997
00:48:56,560 --> 00:49:02,840
Speaker 6: It's like where's the internal worthing from then, versus like

998
00:49:02,920 --> 00:49:05,560
Speaker 6: figuring it out and being like, I know that I

999
00:49:05,600 --> 00:49:07,759
Speaker 6: have something to offer, and if it's not, if I'm

1000
00:49:07,800 --> 00:49:11,200
Speaker 6: not the role and this isn't for me, I know

1001
00:49:11,320 --> 00:49:13,439
Speaker 6: that somebody else will value me somewhere else.

1002
00:49:13,680 --> 00:49:15,760
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's hard.

1003
00:49:16,120 --> 00:49:16,920
Speaker 4: It's so hard.

1004
00:49:18,200 --> 00:49:28,760
Speaker 3: It's so hard. I hate this business.

1005
00:49:35,760 --> 00:49:38,840
Speaker 1: Speaking of hating the business, After you have your baby,

1006
00:49:38,920 --> 00:49:39,279
Speaker 1: what do you.

1007
00:49:40,719 --> 00:49:41,560
Speaker 4: What do you plan on doing?

1008
00:49:41,560 --> 00:49:44,560
Speaker 6: It's a good question.

1009
00:49:44,680 --> 00:49:45,200
Speaker 3: I don't know.

1010
00:49:45,440 --> 00:49:48,040
Speaker 6: I feel like my whole identity is shifted in my daughter,

1011
00:49:48,120 --> 00:49:51,279
Speaker 6: and so after this baby, like who knows. I think

1012
00:49:51,320 --> 00:49:55,920
Speaker 6: I have to like figure out my footing with two children. Luckily,

1013
00:49:56,000 --> 00:49:59,920
Speaker 6: I've been able to like sustain financially on like little

1014
00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:04,000
Speaker 6: jobs here and there, and you know, social media, which

1015
00:50:04,040 --> 00:50:06,480
Speaker 6: has been like a really sadly great.

1016
00:50:06,280 --> 00:50:07,880
Speaker 3: Thing for you know, all of us.

1017
00:50:08,120 --> 00:50:09,239
Speaker 4: I don't think it's at all.

1018
00:50:09,560 --> 00:50:11,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, it is the way of the world.

1019
00:50:11,360 --> 00:50:13,279
Speaker 6: Yeah, I wish I could be on it a little

1020
00:50:13,280 --> 00:50:15,520
Speaker 6: bit less, but like it is part of the job.

1021
00:50:15,400 --> 00:50:16,879
Speaker 3: Right, Yeah, do you know what I mean?

1022
00:50:17,040 --> 00:50:18,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's also like if you think it's just a

1023
00:50:19,000 --> 00:50:21,640
Speaker 1: different extension of like if you've got a commercial.

1024
00:50:21,160 --> 00:50:22,600
Speaker 3: On tabizing exactly.

1025
00:50:22,880 --> 00:50:23,960
Speaker 4: You got it on your own page.

1026
00:50:24,040 --> 00:50:26,960
Speaker 3: I know I'm better. We're just like so oversaturated now,

1027
00:50:27,320 --> 00:50:29,640
Speaker 3: oh yeah, and it's just like you're scrolling it and

1028
00:50:29,680 --> 00:50:32,719
Speaker 3: seeing it twenty four to seven. Yeah, but yes, it

1029
00:50:32,760 --> 00:50:35,239
Speaker 3: is the medium. It is the way to evolve. It's

1030
00:50:35,280 --> 00:50:39,200
Speaker 3: how we have to do it right. But I don't know.

1031
00:50:39,280 --> 00:50:41,280
Speaker 3: I mean, maybe i'd get back into acting.

1032
00:50:41,920 --> 00:50:47,400
Speaker 6: I think I would have different a different perspective, and

1033
00:50:47,480 --> 00:50:49,880
Speaker 6: I think I would be pickier in terms of like

1034
00:50:50,000 --> 00:50:51,080
Speaker 6: what I take and.

1035
00:50:52,840 --> 00:50:54,320
Speaker 3: What jobs I want to even.

1036
00:50:54,160 --> 00:50:57,799
Speaker 6: Audition for this way, just because I can also see

1037
00:50:57,840 --> 00:51:00,520
Speaker 6: now like I've sustained without it for so long, Like

1038
00:51:00,560 --> 00:51:03,040
Speaker 6: I haven't worked as an actor in quite a bit

1039
00:51:03,080 --> 00:51:07,839
Speaker 6: of time, and it's kind of nice. So I don't know.

1040
00:51:08,280 --> 00:51:10,799
Speaker 6: I think I want to like dip my toes in

1041
00:51:10,920 --> 00:51:14,719
Speaker 6: directing and producing and just being able to like in

1042
00:51:15,680 --> 00:51:17,600
Speaker 6: jobs that fulfill me but also allowed me to like

1043
00:51:17,680 --> 00:51:20,280
Speaker 6: kind of make my own schedule or have more control

1044
00:51:20,320 --> 00:51:20,640
Speaker 6: over it.

1045
00:51:20,840 --> 00:51:25,560
Speaker 5: Yeah, have y'all come up? Have y'all solidified a name

1046
00:51:25,600 --> 00:51:28,560
Speaker 5: for the baby we have? What's the process of coming?

1047
00:51:28,680 --> 00:51:28,880
Speaker 8: Is it?

1048
00:51:28,960 --> 00:51:29,040
Speaker 10: Was?

1049
00:51:29,040 --> 00:51:29,200
Speaker 3: It?

1050
00:51:29,280 --> 00:51:29,480
Speaker 8: Like?

1051
00:51:29,800 --> 00:51:31,560
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, no, it's hard.

1052
00:51:31,680 --> 00:51:35,719
Speaker 6: So with Emma, my first, our first kid, she was

1053
00:51:35,960 --> 00:51:36,720
Speaker 6: pretty easy.

1054
00:51:37,000 --> 00:51:38,920
Speaker 3: You know, you find out pretty early on now, like

1055
00:51:39,080 --> 00:51:41,399
Speaker 3: what the the sex of the baby is, and so

1056
00:51:41,960 --> 00:51:42,760
Speaker 3: we were thrilled.

1057
00:51:43,360 --> 00:51:46,080
Speaker 6: We had a handful of girl names. This one like

1058
00:51:46,200 --> 00:51:49,520
Speaker 6: felt to us like it meant universe.

1059
00:51:49,600 --> 00:51:54,040
Speaker 3: It means universal and whole, and so we felt like

1060
00:51:54,160 --> 00:51:57,759
Speaker 3: she was like completing a part of our family. So

1061
00:51:57,800 --> 00:51:59,479
Speaker 3: that's why we wanted to choose that name.

1062
00:51:59,640 --> 00:52:01,839
Speaker 4: I didn't know the Emma meant that, Yeah.

1063
00:52:01,680 --> 00:52:02,600
Speaker 3: It has a lot of names.

1064
00:52:02,600 --> 00:52:06,359
Speaker 6: I mean, you live on no Well, which is my

1065
00:52:06,400 --> 00:52:09,120
Speaker 6: middle name. So I was like, she gets you know,

1066
00:52:09,280 --> 00:52:15,120
Speaker 6: her father's last name. So yes, this one was much harder,

1067
00:52:16,680 --> 00:52:20,320
Speaker 6: and I don't know why, it just was harder.

1068
00:52:21,280 --> 00:52:26,719
Speaker 3: I think we also we didn't know.

1069
00:52:26,760 --> 00:52:28,799
Speaker 6: We were like, we didn't we weren't positive were gonna

1070
00:52:28,800 --> 00:52:30,640
Speaker 6: have a second kid. We thought like, oh, let's start

1071
00:52:30,640 --> 00:52:32,399
Speaker 6: with the first one and see. So like it wasn't

1072
00:52:32,400 --> 00:52:34,880
Speaker 6: even in our minds, but we had a couple of

1073
00:52:35,000 --> 00:52:38,719
Speaker 6: names and we landed. We landed on the one we

1074
00:52:38,800 --> 00:52:44,480
Speaker 6: landed on. Also, it actually has like nothing to do

1075
00:52:44,560 --> 00:52:46,560
Speaker 6: with the meaning at all. It was just that we

1076
00:52:46,600 --> 00:52:48,239
Speaker 6: like like.

1077
00:52:49,120 --> 00:52:52,680
Speaker 3: The name and could agree on it, like that's where

1078
00:52:52,719 --> 00:52:53,200
Speaker 3: we got.

1079
00:52:53,400 --> 00:52:55,960
Speaker 6: But we love this name, so like now it feels

1080
00:52:56,120 --> 00:52:58,799
Speaker 6: right and after using it for a while, but it

1081
00:52:58,880 --> 00:53:01,520
Speaker 6: wasn't like, oh, this means a whole so it's going

1082
00:53:01,560 --> 00:53:01,839
Speaker 6: to be.

1083
00:53:01,840 --> 00:53:08,920
Speaker 5: Like like why did you need this?

1084
00:53:09,440 --> 00:53:13,040
Speaker 3: Like we liked it, it was good enough, sounds good

1085
00:53:13,080 --> 00:53:16,480
Speaker 3: with the last name. Yeah right, we couldn't agree on

1086
00:53:16,520 --> 00:53:20,680
Speaker 3: anything else. So here you are. No, it's it's good.

1087
00:53:20,719 --> 00:53:22,839
Speaker 6: But yes, we do have a name, and we we

1088
00:53:22,920 --> 00:53:24,040
Speaker 6: didn't share the first one.

1089
00:53:24,160 --> 00:53:25,439
Speaker 3: We're not sharing the second one.

1090
00:53:25,520 --> 00:53:28,120
Speaker 6: Like a lot of people just like throw out names

1091
00:53:28,440 --> 00:53:31,720
Speaker 6: who are pregnant and just like talk about the names

1092
00:53:31,719 --> 00:53:34,960
Speaker 6: that they really Yeah, I find that's very common these days.

1093
00:53:35,800 --> 00:53:39,520
Speaker 6: And we found that like, once we landed on them,

1094
00:53:39,680 --> 00:53:41,920
Speaker 6: we didn't want other people's opinions because we didn't want

1095
00:53:41,960 --> 00:53:42,520
Speaker 6: to be swayed.

1096
00:53:42,680 --> 00:53:42,839
Speaker 5: Yea.

1097
00:53:43,280 --> 00:53:46,120
Speaker 6: And so you're like, you don't You don't realize until

1098
00:53:46,120 --> 00:53:48,439
Speaker 6: you're looking at baby names how many people like from

1099
00:53:48,440 --> 00:53:49,120
Speaker 6: your past you.

1100
00:53:49,080 --> 00:53:51,520
Speaker 2: Don't like, Yeah, no, I get that.

1101
00:53:51,640 --> 00:53:53,680
Speaker 3: You're like, well, I knew a person like that in school,

1102
00:53:54,600 --> 00:53:59,920
Speaker 3: do you know what I mean? Middle school? By bye,

1103
00:54:01,280 --> 00:54:03,120
Speaker 3: you really can't do that one. No, it reminds me

1104
00:54:03,120 --> 00:54:05,760
Speaker 3: of that person. Yeah, so we.

1105
00:54:07,239 --> 00:54:10,000
Speaker 6: Yeah, that's that's kind of the name game. But there's

1106
00:54:10,040 --> 00:54:13,000
Speaker 6: an app also that you can use that's like a

1107
00:54:13,080 --> 00:54:17,280
Speaker 6: dating app where you swipe left for all names. Yes,

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00:54:17,719 --> 00:54:20,320
Speaker 6: and you'll swipe and swipe and swipe, and it's connected

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00:54:20,320 --> 00:54:22,360
Speaker 6: with your partner. So if you have a match it,

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00:54:22,360 --> 00:54:23,319
Speaker 6: I'll tell you you mad.

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Speaker 4: That is what is the name of this app?

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00:54:26,440 --> 00:54:29,280
Speaker 3: I think it's called baby Names, but I like that.

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00:54:29,360 --> 00:54:33,479
Speaker 9: Yeah, they got really creative with that name.

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00:54:34,280 --> 00:54:38,400
Speaker 6: The names on that app that are crazy. Oh, like

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00:54:39,200 --> 00:54:41,520
Speaker 6: I can't I can't even remember now. It was like

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00:54:41,640 --> 00:54:47,880
Speaker 6: there's every name from like it's biblical, it's historical, it's

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00:54:48,080 --> 00:54:53,160
Speaker 6: there's like the most popular and it's just really like

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00:54:53,320 --> 00:54:56,719
Speaker 6: I think there was one that was like Stone, and

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00:54:56,800 --> 00:54:58,360
Speaker 6: I'm like, I actually kind of like that name, but

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00:54:58,400 --> 00:55:00,239
Speaker 6: it's crazy, like we would never a name and that

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00:55:00,320 --> 00:55:01,240
Speaker 6: we're just not those people.

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Speaker 3: Stone.

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Speaker 4: It's strong.

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00:55:04,200 --> 00:55:06,840
Speaker 3: It is kind of strong, a pretty strong example.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I keep that in my pocket.

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Speaker 8: Yeah.

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00:55:10,840 --> 00:55:25,520
Speaker 10: It's when they're like starting, well, thank you for coming

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00:55:25,560 --> 00:55:26,960
Speaker 10: out of the house, getting out of the house and

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00:55:27,000 --> 00:55:29,440
Speaker 10: coming into the studio chat with us.

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00:55:29,920 --> 00:55:31,239
Speaker 2: We're so excited for you.

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00:55:31,360 --> 00:55:34,760
Speaker 5: I just like I have it's so crazy, Like I

1132
00:55:34,760 --> 00:55:35,840
Speaker 5: have these moments doing.

1133
00:55:35,719 --> 00:55:38,120
Speaker 2: The podcast where I get to sit across from people.

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00:55:37,920 --> 00:55:41,080
Speaker 5: That like I was just it's just so crazy. I

1135
00:55:41,080 --> 00:55:44,480
Speaker 5: think back to myself moving from Louisiana to San Diego

1136
00:55:44,520 --> 00:55:46,759
Speaker 5: and Glee being the show that my me and my

1137
00:55:46,840 --> 00:55:49,279
Speaker 5: sister and brother in law watched when I didn't have

1138
00:55:49,320 --> 00:55:51,360
Speaker 5: any friends, and it was like I was it was

1139
00:55:51,400 --> 00:55:54,239
Speaker 5: just so so it's it's really amazing getting to do this,

1140
00:55:54,280 --> 00:55:56,080
Speaker 5: and I've been a fan of you for so long,

1141
00:55:56,120 --> 00:55:57,919
Speaker 5: so thank you for coming.

1142
00:55:58,320 --> 00:56:01,000
Speaker 4: I feel like forever. I also feel like I just

1143
00:56:01,040 --> 00:56:01,600
Speaker 4: like know you.

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00:56:01,840 --> 00:56:04,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I'm a bit of you guys.

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00:56:05,719 --> 00:56:09,840
Speaker 4: Friends, Oh my god. You know, it's good when you

1146
00:56:09,840 --> 00:56:10,760
Speaker 4: have mutual friends.

1147
00:56:11,120 --> 00:56:13,080
Speaker 3: It's always good when the mutual friends are there.

1148
00:56:13,160 --> 00:56:15,719
Speaker 8: And I watched you on your show, I know, but

1149
00:56:15,760 --> 00:56:17,640
Speaker 8: then and then we knew each other through Cammy.

1150
00:56:17,880 --> 00:56:18,759
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's right.

1151
00:56:19,440 --> 00:56:26,520
Speaker 2: Kimmy knows everybody connect mood who's her sisters Mary.

1152
00:56:26,920 --> 00:56:28,880
Speaker 4: Mary Miller very well. But I don't know.

1153
00:56:29,000 --> 00:56:30,440
Speaker 3: Immy is great.

1154
00:56:30,600 --> 00:56:33,200
Speaker 2: You love you, love you.

1155
00:56:33,520 --> 00:56:36,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, she's good to good people. But we'll do this again.

1156
00:56:36,760 --> 00:56:39,680
Speaker 3: Love too. When you're like, when you're like I.

1157
00:56:39,600 --> 00:56:41,360
Speaker 5: Need someone to take the kids and I need to

1158
00:56:41,400 --> 00:56:45,120
Speaker 5: go do something, I'm gonna come to the girls to you.

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00:56:45,200 --> 00:56:47,840
Speaker 3: Oh great, I'll come to you guys. Okay, it's anyway.

1160
00:56:48,320 --> 00:56:51,200
Speaker 3: She's nice, Bradley, get out of the house.

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00:56:51,800 --> 00:56:55,520
Speaker 2: We'll bring Italian subs. Oh eat next time.

1162
00:56:56,080 --> 00:57:00,280
Speaker 1: Well, your favorite thing is to have drinks with our guests,

1163
00:57:00,520 --> 00:57:03,160
Speaker 1: and you're pregnantly so you cannot.

1164
00:57:03,200 --> 00:57:05,200
Speaker 4: And then our last guest was nineteen, so she could

1165
00:57:05,239 --> 00:57:05,840
Speaker 4: not protestant.

1166
00:57:06,320 --> 00:57:08,680
Speaker 2: It's her new favorite thing. We literally did it once.

1167
00:57:08,920 --> 00:57:09,600
Speaker 2: It's her new.

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00:57:09,440 --> 00:57:12,360
Speaker 3: Favorite thing that we have not one time in the

1169
00:57:12,440 --> 00:57:14,719
Speaker 3: same way that, like, is this the tradition? Now right,

1170
00:57:15,320 --> 00:57:20,320
Speaker 3: you've done it once? What's your birthday? April aries tourists?

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00:57:22,760 --> 00:57:26,040
Speaker 9: Okay, so we did this bit where Tania really feels

1172
00:57:26,040 --> 00:57:29,640
Speaker 9: like she's in the know of like zodiac zodiac sense, yes,

1173
00:57:30,160 --> 00:57:32,720
Speaker 9: and she will try and guess and she never like

1174
00:57:32,760 --> 00:57:35,439
Speaker 9: it's like she goes through like the list close.

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00:57:41,880 --> 00:57:45,120
Speaker 4: Second all it makes so much sense of that, your tourist.

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00:57:44,960 --> 00:57:48,640
Speaker 3: Oh my god, it always makes sense after Okay, what's

1177
00:57:48,680 --> 00:57:49,080
Speaker 3: your way?

1178
00:57:49,200 --> 00:57:50,360
Speaker 4: Is your husband Leo?

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00:57:50,760 --> 00:57:51,040
Speaker 5: No?

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00:57:51,040 --> 00:57:51,440
Speaker 3: No?

1181
00:57:52,040 --> 00:57:53,200
Speaker 4: Is your husband a cancer?

1182
00:57:53,360 --> 00:57:53,560
Speaker 3: Yes?

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00:57:53,760 --> 00:57:57,000
Speaker 6: Yes, see yes, I have a lot of cancers in

1184
00:57:57,040 --> 00:57:57,439
Speaker 6: my life.

1185
00:57:57,560 --> 00:57:59,280
Speaker 3: Yeah, but like a lot of.

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00:57:59,200 --> 00:58:03,040
Speaker 4: Them a toy and a cancer. So you are destined

1187
00:58:03,080 --> 00:58:03,800
Speaker 4: for greatness.

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00:58:04,040 --> 00:58:05,000
Speaker 3: Thank you?

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00:58:05,000 --> 00:58:08,560
Speaker 2: You heard it here for I had six years later.

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Speaker 6: On the podcast the other day, and I felt like

1191
00:58:11,640 --> 00:58:12,840
Speaker 6: the same that you had said.

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00:58:12,880 --> 00:58:14,680
Speaker 3: It's like if like you told me.

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00:58:15,040 --> 00:58:18,880
Speaker 6: Yeah, that's crazy twenty years ago, said I would be

1194
00:58:18,920 --> 00:58:22,360
Speaker 6: sitting like talking to Jcase like he called me by

1195
00:58:22,400 --> 00:58:23,160
Speaker 6: my first name.

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00:58:23,480 --> 00:58:24,360
Speaker 3: You're crazy.

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00:58:24,520 --> 00:58:25,439
Speaker 2: Are they going on tour?

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00:58:26,840 --> 00:58:27,840
Speaker 3: I don't think so.

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Speaker 4: I don't think so.

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00:58:29,360 --> 00:58:31,920
Speaker 3: Just the one off when it was so nice. It

1201
00:58:31,960 --> 00:58:33,200
Speaker 3: would have we would have loved that.

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00:58:33,240 --> 00:58:35,320
Speaker 1: I feel like they had stuff in the works and

1203
00:58:35,360 --> 00:58:41,440
Speaker 1: then the yeah, into a different direction.

1204
00:58:41,520 --> 00:58:42,720
Speaker 4: But I'm giving up hope.

1205
00:58:43,200 --> 00:58:44,840
Speaker 3: I feel like you can never give up hope.

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00:58:44,920 --> 00:58:45,240
Speaker 5: Yeah.

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00:58:45,280 --> 00:58:48,000
Speaker 1: I feel like they just tabled the conversation for now,

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00:58:48,200 --> 00:58:48,959
Speaker 1: let the let.

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00:58:48,920 --> 00:58:49,560
Speaker 4: The dust set all.

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00:58:49,680 --> 00:58:51,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, and then we'll see visit.

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Speaker 4: In twenty We'll circle back, circle back. Yeah. Where can

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00:58:54,080 --> 00:58:56,640
Speaker 4: everybody follow you? Listen to the podcast all the things?

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00:58:56,680 --> 00:58:58,680
Speaker 6: Yes, so we're on I heard as well, where and

1214
00:58:58,720 --> 00:59:01,760
Speaker 6: that's what you really missed podcas past and you can

1215
00:59:01,800 --> 00:59:05,200
Speaker 6: follow me on Instagram and TikTok and uh that's pretty

1216
00:59:05,240 --> 00:59:08,760
Speaker 6: much the two that I'm on is Jenna Schwitz, Easy peasy.

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Speaker 3: We love you so much, love you, thank you, thank you.

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Speaker 3: That's so fun.