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Speaker 1: Kevin and I Heart Radio Podcast. Hey y'all, welcome back

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Speaker 1: to the show. New episode, new cast member, same old

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Speaker 1: Jenna and Kevin. Um. Today is a very exciting episode.

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Speaker 1: We have one of our BFFs on. We got to

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Speaker 1: chat with the one and only Heather Morris. Brittany as

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Speaker 1: Pierce Hemo is in the building. And um, the beautiful

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Speaker 1: thing about Heather is that, like I think the women

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Speaker 1: for ourselves. Oh that's amazing. And Heather, I had an

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Speaker 1: amazing story on the show how she had a baby

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Speaker 1: during it she was doing a lot more than everybody else. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: you know, we get into this in the episode with Heather.

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Speaker 1: But coming from a dance background, you kind of like

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Speaker 1: So this is a different experience for her as well,

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Speaker 1: and how she evolved through the show. So I'm excited

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Speaker 1: for you guys to hear I also learned a lot.

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Speaker 1: stop talking to listen to Heather. Hi Emo, Hey, welcome back.

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Speaker 1: I just listened to Chris's episode prior to this. I

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Speaker 1: I was like, that's cackling to myself, isn't either be?

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Speaker 1: this episode by sharing with you the thesis of this podcast,

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Speaker 1: just to set the tone. The tone is um. What

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Speaker 1: We're watching the Ted Kittency Uni Bomber Show right now, Taylor.

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Speaker 1: We've been to that yesterday. That's what we did on

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Speaker 1: at already. UM. I love this with you guys. I

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Speaker 1: The tour was pretty crazy for all of us women.

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Speaker 1: I think, Um Kevin's memory served is very good about

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Speaker 1: this sweet money. And then and then we all went

428
00:24:38,040 --> 00:24:39,480
Speaker 1: to the school NIA and she taught us how to

429
00:24:39,480 --> 00:24:42,560
Speaker 1: speak up for ourselves. And then Nia, I mean it's

430
00:24:42,560 --> 00:24:44,760
Speaker 1: also she was the one who has been working, like

431
00:24:44,840 --> 00:24:48,480
Speaker 1: working in TV longer than any of us. She was

432
00:24:48,520 --> 00:24:53,480
Speaker 1: doing Barbie longer than Yeah. But honestly, I will say,

433
00:24:53,720 --> 00:24:56,400
Speaker 1: even if in the in this like speaking up thing

434
00:24:56,440 --> 00:24:59,000
Speaker 1: that we're talking about that other people probably don't really

435
00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:02,360
Speaker 1: know what we're saying, it's like the chance to complain

436
00:25:02,640 --> 00:25:05,680
Speaker 1: in some respect, right, or the chance to say no,

437
00:25:05,760 --> 00:25:09,400
Speaker 1: I don't want to do that. Um, it's just not

438
00:25:09,520 --> 00:25:11,840
Speaker 1: It's not like you're not bread to do that as

439
00:25:11,880 --> 00:25:14,679
Speaker 1: an artist because or an actor, because you should be

440
00:25:14,760 --> 00:25:17,120
Speaker 1: lucky to get your have the job you have, right,

441
00:25:17,320 --> 00:25:18,879
Speaker 1: you don't know when your break is going to come on.

442
00:25:18,920 --> 00:25:23,800
Speaker 1: When it does, you don't really exactly millions of other

443
00:25:23,840 --> 00:25:28,840
Speaker 1: people you just shot right. But on our set, I

444
00:25:28,880 --> 00:25:31,520
Speaker 1: will say even the people who did know how to

445
00:25:31,680 --> 00:25:37,440
Speaker 1: respectfully speak up for themselves a ka rivera. Yes, everybody

446
00:25:37,440 --> 00:25:41,960
Speaker 1: who most people who did in the show also did

447
00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:46,360
Speaker 1: their damn job. And well that's the thing. Like, it

448
00:25:46,440 --> 00:25:50,040
Speaker 1: was like the expectation for our show because we were, um,

449
00:25:50,080 --> 00:25:53,200
Speaker 1: there were so many eyes on. It was you show up,

450
00:25:53,359 --> 00:25:57,119
Speaker 1: you do your job as best as possible, you do

451
00:25:57,200 --> 00:25:59,320
Speaker 1: the best you positive, you do better than you think

452
00:25:59,359 --> 00:26:02,560
Speaker 1: you can um, and then you expect that from the

453
00:26:02,560 --> 00:26:05,520
Speaker 1: rest from everybody else. And I think that was also

454
00:26:05,560 --> 00:26:08,879
Speaker 1: the pressure of like everybody else better show up because

455
00:26:09,040 --> 00:26:11,680
Speaker 1: you're showing up, right. That's the way I kind of felt.

456
00:26:11,720 --> 00:26:14,240
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm doing my job. Everybody else should

457
00:26:14,280 --> 00:26:16,960
Speaker 1: do their job. When it takes everybody, when there's so

458
00:26:16,960 --> 00:26:19,320
Speaker 1: many moving parts, there's eighty of us have seen it's

459
00:26:19,320 --> 00:26:21,159
Speaker 1: like everyone's got to show up to make this thing.

460
00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:25,000
Speaker 1: Everybody has to be on the same page. Otherwise it's like, right, okay,

461
00:26:25,560 --> 00:26:28,680
Speaker 1: But even I mean, like even I remember there's this

462
00:26:28,720 --> 00:26:32,560
Speaker 1: funny story though, Um, we were doing Rocky Horror and

463
00:26:33,200 --> 00:26:35,280
Speaker 1: it was really late. It was like one thirty in

464
00:26:35,280 --> 00:26:37,840
Speaker 1: the morning and we were in those horrible wigs for

465
00:26:37,920 --> 00:26:43,359
Speaker 1: like the whole and out of trees, and like how

466
00:26:43,359 --> 00:26:46,000
Speaker 1: they're sitting on the floor in between takes and it's

467
00:26:46,040 --> 00:26:48,160
Speaker 1: really late, and I just see, like how there's eyes

468
00:26:48,200 --> 00:26:50,280
Speaker 1: like start to well up a little bit. And I

469
00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:52,680
Speaker 1: turned to Kevin and I'm like, how there seems unwealth

470
00:26:54,359 --> 00:26:56,320
Speaker 1: and I mean all of us were not well at

471
00:26:56,320 --> 00:26:58,480
Speaker 1: that moment. And I turned to Kevin and he's like,

472
00:26:58,800 --> 00:27:02,080
Speaker 1: you know when Heather's will and you know she's upset,

473
00:27:02,200 --> 00:27:05,119
Speaker 1: you know it's bad. That is true. I did used

474
00:27:05,160 --> 00:27:07,639
Speaker 1: to say that all the time. How there was like

475
00:27:07,680 --> 00:27:11,520
Speaker 1: the marker for if. Then you're like, okay, I think

476
00:27:11,520 --> 00:27:16,280
Speaker 1: it's okay now to be like justify she was like

477
00:27:17,240 --> 00:27:21,000
Speaker 1: I was bar you were talking. You gotta you gotta understand,

478
00:27:21,080 --> 00:27:25,400
Speaker 1: Like I so, So I come from like my parents

479
00:27:25,600 --> 00:27:30,600
Speaker 1: work habits were I had a dad who like threw

480
00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:33,919
Speaker 1: himself into work. He went four am to nine pm

481
00:27:33,960 --> 00:27:36,760
Speaker 1: every single day. He built his company from the ground up,

482
00:27:37,240 --> 00:27:39,960
Speaker 1: and it was a very unhealthy work habit. This is

483
00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:43,639
Speaker 1: just kind of how I've justified how I grew into

484
00:27:43,680 --> 00:27:47,720
Speaker 1: that habit. He was just work all day, all night,

485
00:27:47,800 --> 00:27:50,760
Speaker 1: always work. And then we took these special family vacations

486
00:27:50,760 --> 00:27:53,399
Speaker 1: for a week long, and he dove hard into that,

487
00:27:53,600 --> 00:27:55,760
Speaker 1: loved us, and then went back to work and was like,

488
00:27:56,400 --> 00:28:01,359
Speaker 1: you know this, this just provider, right. But he was

489
00:28:01,440 --> 00:28:05,520
Speaker 1: always like just the hardest worker that I knew. And

490
00:28:05,600 --> 00:28:08,720
Speaker 1: I had a mom who was like, just stay at home.

491
00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:12,040
Speaker 1: She she's very she's very hermit like, she didn't like

492
00:28:12,080 --> 00:28:13,840
Speaker 1: to go out, she doesn't like to do stuff. And

493
00:28:13,880 --> 00:28:16,160
Speaker 1: so I have these like two opposing sides to who

494
00:28:16,160 --> 00:28:17,840
Speaker 1: I am. And I felt like that really happened to

495
00:28:17,880 --> 00:28:20,560
Speaker 1: me within this show. It was like, I worked so

496
00:28:20,680 --> 00:28:25,000
Speaker 1: damn hard on this show, and I had such a

497
00:28:25,119 --> 00:28:27,639
Speaker 1: strong work habit, and then one day it was just

498
00:28:27,800 --> 00:28:30,199
Speaker 1: gone and I just had no motivation. I think I

499
00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:34,440
Speaker 1: just pushed myself to that break of not being able

500
00:28:34,480 --> 00:28:36,679
Speaker 1: to sustain. It's unsustainable when you try and do that.

501
00:28:36,680 --> 00:28:39,440
Speaker 1: I mean, we we all know. We were working sixteen

502
00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:43,640
Speaker 1: hour days, twenty two episodes hour long. It was a

503
00:28:43,840 --> 00:28:46,719
Speaker 1: really hard show to work on. And I always it's

504
00:28:46,760 --> 00:28:50,400
Speaker 1: hard to explain that to people because you should be lucky.

505
00:28:50,440 --> 00:28:52,040
Speaker 1: You just don't know until you're there. You don't know

506
00:28:52,040 --> 00:28:55,000
Speaker 1: when you're there. Yeah, I've gone on sets that are

507
00:28:55,080 --> 00:28:59,520
Speaker 1: musicals and they're only shooting ten episodes in their thirty minutes,

508
00:28:59,560 --> 00:29:01,760
Speaker 1: and I'm like and they're freaking out and they're like,

509
00:29:01,800 --> 00:29:08,400
Speaker 1: I'm so tired, Like yeah, it's up to a set before,

510
00:29:08,440 --> 00:29:10,640
Speaker 1: Like I'm so sorry, this is taking so long. It's like,

511
00:29:10,720 --> 00:29:13,520
Speaker 1: you guys, this is like nothing, are you kidding me?

512
00:29:13,640 --> 00:29:19,880
Speaker 1: This is beautiful? Um. Speaking of that, it also reminds

513
00:29:19,880 --> 00:29:25,480
Speaker 1: me of a time when, like the when when you're

514
00:29:25,520 --> 00:29:29,240
Speaker 1: a character, when Britney Spierre started to really explode um,

515
00:29:29,800 --> 00:29:33,080
Speaker 1: and people really started to learn who you were. We

516
00:29:33,080 --> 00:29:35,640
Speaker 1: were seeing you on like the cover of magazines, like

517
00:29:35,800 --> 00:29:38,640
Speaker 1: you also got more famous than I think you would

518
00:29:38,680 --> 00:29:44,280
Speaker 1: ever had ever expected or asked for. And it was

519
00:29:44,360 --> 00:29:47,720
Speaker 1: kind of like, in a way like watching another Chris

520
00:29:47,720 --> 00:29:50,959
Speaker 1: of sorts, like where that's not the part that you

521
00:29:51,360 --> 00:29:55,520
Speaker 1: that you wanted or asked for, and yet I know

522
00:29:55,600 --> 00:29:58,680
Speaker 1: how grateful you were to your fans and still are.

523
00:29:59,480 --> 00:30:04,080
Speaker 1: So there's this like conflicting feeling of like wanting your

524
00:30:04,120 --> 00:30:06,880
Speaker 1: personal life because you are so private and you do

525
00:30:07,000 --> 00:30:09,200
Speaker 1: keep to yourself kind of like your mom like, and

526
00:30:09,240 --> 00:30:11,440
Speaker 1: then you know there's this whole other side of you

527
00:30:11,520 --> 00:30:15,000
Speaker 1: that had worked so hard for so long. So um,

528
00:30:15,200 --> 00:30:17,240
Speaker 1: I remember when you kind of like moved out and

529
00:30:17,440 --> 00:30:19,000
Speaker 1: moved away and was like, I'm just going to open

530
00:30:19,000 --> 00:30:20,640
Speaker 1: a coffee shop and get the hell out of here.

531
00:30:21,040 --> 00:30:23,760
Speaker 1: But can you talk about that, like kind of like

532
00:30:23,840 --> 00:30:27,480
Speaker 1: your rise to this crazy amount of fame that you

533
00:30:27,480 --> 00:30:31,200
Speaker 1: you didn't expect. Yeah, it was a wild ride, and

534
00:30:31,480 --> 00:30:33,640
Speaker 1: I think I wanted it super hard and I pushed

535
00:30:33,680 --> 00:30:35,479
Speaker 1: for it, and I didn't know what I was pushing for.

536
00:30:35,600 --> 00:30:37,440
Speaker 1: I didn't know what the end product was. I mean,

537
00:30:38,360 --> 00:30:41,000
Speaker 1: I could be assuming, but I always felt like you

538
00:30:41,040 --> 00:30:44,880
Speaker 1: guys kind of knew what what um, what it was

539
00:30:44,920 --> 00:30:47,360
Speaker 1: to promote things, what it was to do press, what

540
00:30:47,480 --> 00:30:50,160
Speaker 1: it was to do interviews. I had never been in

541
00:30:50,240 --> 00:30:52,200
Speaker 1: the front and forefront. I was always in the background,

542
00:30:52,240 --> 00:30:54,240
Speaker 1: So I didn't know what any of that meant. And

543
00:30:54,280 --> 00:30:57,120
Speaker 1: I thought I did, so I thought I was ready

544
00:30:57,120 --> 00:31:00,160
Speaker 1: for it all like, and I just wasn't. You. I

545
00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:03,360
Speaker 1: had done limited acting, I had not had any like

546
00:31:03,720 --> 00:31:05,719
Speaker 1: trust training. I didn't know what any of that was.

547
00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:09,640
Speaker 1: So when I got when I went into it knowingly

548
00:31:09,720 --> 00:31:12,680
Speaker 1: and willingly, it was like very overwhelming and I was

549
00:31:12,800 --> 00:31:14,880
Speaker 1: very excited. But then I did get the attention that

550
00:31:14,920 --> 00:31:17,400
Speaker 1: I had just put the hard work in for and

551
00:31:17,440 --> 00:31:20,600
Speaker 1: it scared the ship at I was like, yeah, I

552
00:31:20,680 --> 00:31:23,640
Speaker 1: don't I don't want to be look, I don't want

553
00:31:23,640 --> 00:31:25,560
Speaker 1: to be approached. I want to sit at the table

554
00:31:25,600 --> 00:31:28,479
Speaker 1: and not have people stare at me like all that.

555
00:31:28,560 --> 00:31:30,440
Speaker 1: And it was that it was at a breaking point

556
00:31:30,520 --> 00:31:34,760
Speaker 1: between like you know, the life and Style magazines and

557
00:31:34,800 --> 00:31:37,880
Speaker 1: then and then into like social media and reality, and

558
00:31:37,920 --> 00:31:40,480
Speaker 1: so it was kind of like transitioning, um. And I

559
00:31:40,480 --> 00:31:43,360
Speaker 1: definitely could have I could have been more graceful with

560
00:31:43,440 --> 00:31:46,920
Speaker 1: that and gone with that that whole ride of like

561
00:31:47,080 --> 00:31:51,560
Speaker 1: now we are real people and we can show you. Um,

562
00:31:51,600 --> 00:31:54,240
Speaker 1: but I you know what, you guys knew. I wasn't

563
00:31:54,240 --> 00:31:56,160
Speaker 1: into social media at the time. I was like, I

564
00:31:56,200 --> 00:31:57,840
Speaker 1: just want to work and I want to show that

565
00:31:57,920 --> 00:32:02,440
Speaker 1: I'm I'm still working all that aside, um. And so

566
00:32:02,680 --> 00:32:05,760
Speaker 1: the way I see it is, I just I had

567
00:32:06,240 --> 00:32:08,920
Speaker 1: put all my bags and all my bags, all my

568
00:32:09,000 --> 00:32:13,440
Speaker 1: eggs into this glee basket and now it was just

569
00:32:13,440 --> 00:32:18,240
Speaker 1: getting too heavy and I just wasn't happy anymore. And um,

570
00:32:18,280 --> 00:32:21,240
Speaker 1: you know, Taylor and I out of the blue, who

571
00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:24,600
Speaker 1: got pregnant and it wasn't planned, And I felt like

572
00:32:24,640 --> 00:32:27,040
Speaker 1: it was the most beautiful gift that I could have

573
00:32:27,080 --> 00:32:30,520
Speaker 1: been given in the world. Um and I definitely took

574
00:32:30,560 --> 00:32:33,240
Speaker 1: all those eggs and I threw them in a parent basket.

575
00:32:33,880 --> 00:32:36,160
Speaker 1: And since then, obviously I've learned balance. It was just

576
00:32:36,800 --> 00:32:39,040
Speaker 1: at that point it felt like it was something I needed.

577
00:32:39,040 --> 00:32:41,760
Speaker 1: It was like the perfect thing for my heart at

578
00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:44,960
Speaker 1: that time, because I just didn't know. I also, you guys,

579
00:32:44,960 --> 00:32:47,200
Speaker 1: I didn't start going to therapy until three years ago,

580
00:32:47,400 --> 00:32:50,680
Speaker 1: like right around when I had died, so I didn't

581
00:32:50,680 --> 00:32:52,840
Speaker 1: know all these things that were wrong with me. I

582
00:32:52,880 --> 00:32:56,400
Speaker 1: didn't know that I was hurting. And that's why I

583
00:32:56,640 --> 00:33:01,760
Speaker 1: stop talking to show um so and you guys could

584
00:33:01,840 --> 00:33:04,800
Speaker 1: see stuff like that. It's just like, we know it's hard.

585
00:33:05,000 --> 00:33:07,640
Speaker 1: It's I always teach my kids at the convention weekends

586
00:33:07,640 --> 00:33:10,120
Speaker 1: because I teach you hands. I'm like, it's really hard

587
00:33:10,160 --> 00:33:13,400
Speaker 1: to be the person that sits down and tells your

588
00:33:13,440 --> 00:33:17,160
Speaker 1: friend that you're worried about that. It's really difficult and

589
00:33:17,440 --> 00:33:21,040
Speaker 1: you just gotta sometimes you gotta get uncomfortable to be comfortable.

590
00:33:23,240 --> 00:33:26,440
Speaker 1: But I'm such a big advocate for therapy because I'm like,

591
00:33:26,680 --> 00:33:29,960
Speaker 1: even if you're not going to medicate yourself, at least

592
00:33:30,040 --> 00:33:33,000
Speaker 1: just like understanding it to know yourself a little bit

593
00:33:33,040 --> 00:33:36,280
Speaker 1: better totally. It makes you have to pause because I

594
00:33:36,320 --> 00:33:40,280
Speaker 1: think when we were doing that, or you're or someone

595
00:33:40,320 --> 00:33:43,680
Speaker 1: that works a lot, you are just concerned with that.

596
00:33:43,720 --> 00:33:46,640
Speaker 1: So all these things just build up, they accumulate, and

597
00:33:46,640 --> 00:33:48,560
Speaker 1: then you're left with this whole, like you said, all

598
00:33:48,560 --> 00:33:51,400
Speaker 1: these eggs that you sort of have to sort through.

599
00:33:51,480 --> 00:33:54,280
Speaker 1: At some point, they don't go anywhere. They're all still there.

600
00:33:54,480 --> 00:33:57,960
Speaker 1: You just move them to the basket. Yeah, and then

601
00:33:58,000 --> 00:34:00,600
Speaker 1: at some point you have to allow yourself carve out.

602
00:34:00,680 --> 00:34:03,760
Speaker 1: At some point, let me figure this out, because if

603
00:34:03,760 --> 00:34:07,239
Speaker 1: you don't, then it comes out in other ways, right Ye,

604
00:34:07,480 --> 00:34:10,279
Speaker 1: speaking of being pregnant on the show, So like I

605
00:34:10,360 --> 00:34:14,920
Speaker 1: can't even imagine. I was like I had a good pregnancy,

606
00:34:15,040 --> 00:34:18,920
Speaker 1: Like I was very lucky. But like imagining going back

607
00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:22,760
Speaker 1: and doing what you did while you were pregnant, I'm

608
00:34:22,800 --> 00:34:27,160
Speaker 1: like in shock, and I'm just curious because it feels

609
00:34:27,160 --> 00:34:29,160
Speaker 1: like a fever dream to me when you were pregnant,

610
00:34:29,160 --> 00:34:32,040
Speaker 1: because I remember like doing Nationals on like speed and

611
00:34:32,080 --> 00:34:36,360
Speaker 1: being like there's like eight months pregnant. Um, what that

612
00:34:36,440 --> 00:34:39,319
Speaker 1: experience was like for you Because we were younger and

613
00:34:39,360 --> 00:34:42,799
Speaker 1: you were the first of us to go through that like,

614
00:34:42,880 --> 00:34:45,200
Speaker 1: what was that like? Was it was it lonely? Did

615
00:34:45,239 --> 00:34:47,400
Speaker 1: you feel like we understood what you were what you

616
00:34:47,440 --> 00:34:51,560
Speaker 1: were dealing with, or what was your experience? It was

617
00:34:51,600 --> 00:35:00,880
Speaker 1: actually interesting because um Penny, the camera operator, the camera assistant,

618
00:35:01,760 --> 00:35:05,040
Speaker 1: she had a sense like she kind of knew and

619
00:35:05,680 --> 00:35:08,360
Speaker 1: that's also new. She could see it women and women

620
00:35:09,880 --> 00:35:12,799
Speaker 1: she knew. She just had a feeling, and so it

621
00:35:12,880 --> 00:35:17,320
Speaker 1: definitely felt isolating, and I don't know, it was interesting,

622
00:35:17,360 --> 00:35:20,799
Speaker 1: but I also was excited and like it was the

623
00:35:20,840 --> 00:35:22,880
Speaker 1: first time, and obviously had no idea what I was

624
00:35:22,920 --> 00:35:24,239
Speaker 1: doing to know how to eat. I didn't know how

625
00:35:24,239 --> 00:35:26,600
Speaker 1: to take care of myself. Like I said, I wasn't

626
00:35:26,640 --> 00:35:28,960
Speaker 1: expecting it. I didn't know I was about to get pregnant,

627
00:35:28,960 --> 00:35:31,720
Speaker 1: so I didn't have my plan. I didn't get ready

628
00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:33,080
Speaker 1: for it. I was just like, well, here I am,

629
00:35:33,120 --> 00:35:35,960
Speaker 1: I'm pregnant. I don't even think I found out till

630
00:35:36,000 --> 00:35:39,000
Speaker 1: I was like almost out of my first trimester. Like

631
00:35:39,200 --> 00:35:41,719
Speaker 1: do you remember when I turned I was I had

632
00:35:41,719 --> 00:35:43,600
Speaker 1: this like weird witchy thing and I was like, I

633
00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:47,120
Speaker 1: think somebody's pregnant and you and I didn't realize it

634
00:35:47,160 --> 00:35:49,920
Speaker 1: at the time. Obviously, in hindsight, I put it together,

635
00:35:50,360 --> 00:35:52,400
Speaker 1: but you're like, yeah, You're like, I just have a feeling.

636
00:35:52,880 --> 00:35:55,160
Speaker 1: I think somebody's I don't know who it is. And

637
00:35:55,200 --> 00:36:00,720
Speaker 1: you face whips around so fast. It was like, why

638
00:36:00,719 --> 00:36:04,120
Speaker 1: why do you think that? I'm like, I don't know.

639
00:36:04,239 --> 00:36:05,880
Speaker 1: I'm like, do you think that too? If its like,

640
00:36:06,280 --> 00:36:10,600
Speaker 1: I don't know how you don't think it was like

641
00:36:10,680 --> 00:36:13,960
Speaker 1: that week or something that you thought maybe you were pregnant.

642
00:36:14,160 --> 00:36:15,719
Speaker 1: I forgot what it was when there was some time

643
00:36:15,760 --> 00:36:17,160
Speaker 1: you think like you had just found out or you

644
00:36:17,160 --> 00:36:21,400
Speaker 1: were about to find out. Oh my god, oh my god.

645
00:36:20,880 --> 00:36:23,920
Speaker 1: I look back and I'm like, how would if they

646
00:36:23,920 --> 00:36:27,439
Speaker 1: have written me in pregnant? Because I had to fight

647
00:36:27,520 --> 00:36:28,880
Speaker 1: to get out of there. I was like, I to

648
00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:32,719
Speaker 1: stay on the show pregnant pregnant, especially all the hard

649
00:36:32,719 --> 00:36:35,920
Speaker 1: work we do. Well you did it for a long while,

650
00:36:36,160 --> 00:36:38,600
Speaker 1: and I remember being in heels in your back and

651
00:36:38,640 --> 00:36:42,560
Speaker 1: I just felt so bad. I just remember doing cart

652
00:36:42,560 --> 00:36:47,200
Speaker 1: wheels on Spice Girls, and I'll never forget that pregnant.

653
00:36:47,239 --> 00:36:49,919
Speaker 1: There was a tiny little Eli on my belly doing

654
00:36:49,960 --> 00:36:54,480
Speaker 1: car as a spice girl when we did drag Race.

655
00:36:54,600 --> 00:36:56,840
Speaker 1: When um I was pregnant, I did like a full

656
00:36:56,960 --> 00:37:00,560
Speaker 1: split and I was like one day, one day, I

657
00:37:00,719 --> 00:37:05,080
Speaker 1: was gonna know mom with a minium. She did sing

658
00:37:05,160 --> 00:37:08,320
Speaker 1: for her life that show. But like, no, wait wait,

659
00:37:08,920 --> 00:37:13,319
Speaker 1: first of all, you too on that show, Kevin on

660
00:37:13,320 --> 00:37:16,480
Speaker 1: that show, Jenna, well, but still both of you guys,

661
00:37:17,440 --> 00:37:21,320
Speaker 1: it was that hard, Like what was that? Like I

662
00:37:21,440 --> 00:37:24,719
Speaker 1: say to Kevin, it was there was like before we

663
00:37:24,719 --> 00:37:27,200
Speaker 1: would go out on stage, would be backstage like waiting

664
00:37:27,280 --> 00:37:30,120
Speaker 1: and hanging out in the wings and like and I'd

665
00:37:30,120 --> 00:37:32,400
Speaker 1: be like, I'm not nervous, and He's like, no, neither I.

666
00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:35,280
Speaker 1: And it's because like when we both have bad nerves,

667
00:37:35,840 --> 00:37:38,279
Speaker 1: we both have really bad nerves. Because I was like,

668
00:37:38,280 --> 00:37:40,160
Speaker 1: we don't have to sing live, Kevin, like we're lip

669
00:37:40,200 --> 00:37:41,920
Speaker 1: thinking like we do on Glee all the time. Like

670
00:37:42,040 --> 00:37:44,760
Speaker 1: this fills like home for us, and there's something freeing,

671
00:37:44,840 --> 00:37:46,680
Speaker 1: which I wonder if you had this experience too, about

672
00:37:47,239 --> 00:37:49,839
Speaker 1: it felt like we were in a mask because we're

673
00:37:49,880 --> 00:37:52,640
Speaker 1: so not ourselves. It was free, like it doesn't matter

674
00:37:52,680 --> 00:37:56,480
Speaker 1: whatever who. The hardest thing about it was like the

675
00:37:56,520 --> 00:38:00,319
Speaker 1: actual drag, like the costumes, it's it's it's own entity, right,

676
00:38:00,400 --> 00:38:03,000
Speaker 1: like you just getting in the makeup and the and

677
00:38:03,000 --> 00:38:05,120
Speaker 1: and then the boys on top of it have to

678
00:38:05,120 --> 00:38:07,600
Speaker 1: wear all this padding and stuff. So it was definitely

679
00:38:08,520 --> 00:38:13,439
Speaker 1: that was horrible movie. It was intense. It wasn't like

680
00:38:13,600 --> 00:38:15,839
Speaker 1: I still need to understand how any of you can

681
00:38:15,960 --> 00:38:19,360
Speaker 1: dance and heels. I don't get it. You did a

682
00:38:19,400 --> 00:38:25,440
Speaker 1: great job. Kevin's heel broke right before he did dance

683
00:38:26,000 --> 00:38:30,960
Speaker 1: on the floor. His heel broke backstage and they're trying

684
00:38:31,000 --> 00:38:34,719
Speaker 1: to like nail it back in and crazy Jenna, that

685
00:38:34,800 --> 00:38:38,640
Speaker 1: was like absolutely not. I was like, excuse me, We're

686
00:38:38,640 --> 00:38:41,480
Speaker 1: not nailing a heel together for him to go dance

687
00:38:41,520 --> 00:38:43,719
Speaker 1: on it. I said, no, no, no, no, no. She

688
00:38:43,840 --> 00:38:46,680
Speaker 1: just comes out of nowhere. There's a whole wardrobe department

689
00:38:46,760 --> 00:38:51,440
Speaker 1: trying to figure out what we're gonna do. No, we're not,

690
00:38:51,640 --> 00:38:58,720
Speaker 1: We're not doing that. Just went away. It was like, okay,

691
00:38:58,719 --> 00:39:00,640
Speaker 1: we'll get some of your shoes. Was like, we're not

692
00:39:00,680 --> 00:39:04,520
Speaker 1: doing that. And it was really nice and it was

693
00:39:04,840 --> 00:39:07,520
Speaker 1: brought me back to the Glee days of like how

694
00:39:07,640 --> 00:39:10,040
Speaker 1: nice it is to have people who know you and

695
00:39:10,320 --> 00:39:12,080
Speaker 1: like the end of Glee when we all learned to

696
00:39:12,120 --> 00:39:15,319
Speaker 1: sort of protect each other and protect ourselves. And she

697
00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:18,280
Speaker 1: just stuck her head on likes just like common sense,

698
00:39:18,440 --> 00:39:21,880
Speaker 1: like you don't know. I feel together. No, that's a

699
00:39:21,920 --> 00:39:24,200
Speaker 1: big hazard. It's a no no, it's a no no.

700
00:39:24,360 --> 00:39:26,520
Speaker 1: And then like I was like Kevin, like it was

701
00:39:26,600 --> 00:39:28,640
Speaker 1: nice to have somebody who knew I was pregnant during

702
00:39:28,640 --> 00:39:31,080
Speaker 1: that time because I wasn't can tell anybody, so at

703
00:39:31,160 --> 00:39:33,480
Speaker 1: least there was somebody there that new, yeah, because I

704
00:39:33,560 --> 00:39:37,640
Speaker 1: was like, I'm feeling ill today, but I don't feel great.

705
00:39:37,840 --> 00:39:44,920
Speaker 1: You're an actual winner, baby, you are. They're more so

706
00:39:45,040 --> 00:39:51,000
Speaker 1: at my baby shower. And I love secret more than anything.

707
00:39:51,080 --> 00:39:54,520
Speaker 1: And everybody's like Heather's away for like months and we

708
00:39:54,560 --> 00:39:56,400
Speaker 1: don't know what she's doing, and we're like, come on,

709
00:39:56,520 --> 00:39:59,160
Speaker 1: somebody knows what she's doing, and they're like, no, I

710
00:39:59,160 --> 00:40:00,879
Speaker 1: thought I could get it. I thought I could get

711
00:40:00,880 --> 00:40:02,759
Speaker 1: it out of her. Thought, what did you think it was?

712
00:40:04,360 --> 00:40:06,720
Speaker 1: I thought you were doing like a Marvel done something

713
00:40:06,800 --> 00:40:09,200
Speaker 1: like like because they make you sign NDAs for stuff.

714
00:40:09,680 --> 00:40:11,279
Speaker 1: So I was like, is she a Marvel cater? Like

715
00:40:11,320 --> 00:40:17,320
Speaker 1: it's Star Wars because I've always broken all those India's

716
00:40:17,920 --> 00:40:20,880
Speaker 1: like I it is like X Factor or any of

717
00:40:20,920 --> 00:40:24,759
Speaker 1: those like I drag Race. I told everybody everything, and

718
00:40:24,880 --> 00:40:27,680
Speaker 1: I was really bad at it. You're the best secret keeper.

719
00:40:28,040 --> 00:40:32,200
Speaker 1: I love secrets. Congrats that's a Did you have fun

720
00:40:32,280 --> 00:40:36,320
Speaker 1: doing it? I had a blast, A really fun time.

721
00:40:37,120 --> 00:40:41,480
Speaker 1: The choreo team, Uh, Aaron run free. I just like

722
00:40:41,600 --> 00:40:44,000
Speaker 1: we worked so well together. She was on the mask answer,

723
00:40:44,080 --> 00:40:46,560
Speaker 1: by the way, if nobody knows, I was on the

724
00:40:46,600 --> 00:40:48,160
Speaker 1: mask answer and I want it and I was a

725
00:40:48,239 --> 00:40:52,239
Speaker 1: scissors And that's all you have to know about it

726
00:40:52,320 --> 00:40:55,960
Speaker 1: was was your head? Was your helmet heavy? It wasn't heavy.

727
00:40:56,160 --> 00:40:59,040
Speaker 1: He looked heavy. It was not. They all looked really heavy.

728
00:40:59,080 --> 00:41:01,880
Speaker 1: And honestly, it's really funny because it's like it's basically

729
00:41:01,920 --> 00:41:05,080
Speaker 1: like a bicycle helmet and it's this contraction that has

730
00:41:05,200 --> 00:41:08,400
Speaker 1: the chin strap and then there's like wires somehow that

731
00:41:08,560 --> 00:41:13,399
Speaker 1: connect to the actual thing, so it's super light. Ah. Yeah,

732
00:41:13,400 --> 00:41:15,239
Speaker 1: it wasn't as bad as you think it was. It

733
00:41:15,360 --> 00:41:20,400
Speaker 1: was between the Eiffel Tower or I think it was

734
00:41:20,440 --> 00:41:24,360
Speaker 1: a lily, might have been a lily, and scissors, so

735
00:41:24,440 --> 00:41:26,560
Speaker 1: I got to pick. Those were the three that she

736
00:41:26,640 --> 00:41:30,200
Speaker 1: pitched me. Cute Eiffel Tower, which was just too big

737
00:41:30,200 --> 00:41:32,400
Speaker 1: and bulky. I couldn't have danced to her. And then

738
00:41:32,440 --> 00:41:34,360
Speaker 1: there was lily and she was really pretty. But like

739
00:41:34,440 --> 00:41:38,200
Speaker 1: once I saw scissors she was. And the funny part

740
00:41:38,239 --> 00:41:41,520
Speaker 1: about scissors was when when she showed me the picture,

741
00:41:41,600 --> 00:41:46,200
Speaker 1: like the sketch um I pictured her so different, like

742
00:41:46,320 --> 00:41:48,960
Speaker 1: this is me with a d D. Heather thinking that

743
00:41:49,000 --> 00:41:51,560
Speaker 1: this scissor is just gonna be like crazy. She's jumping

744
00:41:51,560 --> 00:41:53,960
Speaker 1: around the stage doing jumping Jack's like, she's just like

745
00:41:54,280 --> 00:41:57,520
Speaker 1: they basically an adolescent scissors, you know what I mean,

746
00:41:58,360 --> 00:42:01,040
Speaker 1: and the crafty scissors. And then I have a meeting

747
00:42:01,040 --> 00:42:03,680
Speaker 1: with Beth, he's the creator, and she was like, oh no, no, no,

748
00:42:03,760 --> 00:42:08,799
Speaker 1: she's super posh. She's like your hairdresser scissors. She's done magazine.

749
00:42:08,840 --> 00:42:10,880
Speaker 1: She's super fancy. And I was like, oh my god,

750
00:42:10,920 --> 00:42:15,160
Speaker 1: the Heather, what is wrong with two kids? So of

751
00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:21,759
Speaker 1: course you went to craft teachers, crafty scissors, all the

752
00:42:21,800 --> 00:42:25,680
Speaker 1: stop behind the scissors, nimate objects. This is who they are.

753
00:42:26,360 --> 00:42:28,440
Speaker 1: That's great. Yeah, we had a full meeting about who

754
00:42:28,480 --> 00:42:30,680
Speaker 1: she was and what did she do. It was such

755
00:42:30,719 --> 00:42:34,160
Speaker 1: a blast um And like I was saying, so, Aaron

756
00:42:34,320 --> 00:42:37,080
Speaker 1: and I worked so well together, and it was actually

757
00:42:37,080 --> 00:42:39,239
Speaker 1: really helpful because I was able to help him with

758
00:42:39,320 --> 00:42:42,120
Speaker 1: choreography so that his assistance could then go work on

759
00:42:42,160 --> 00:42:45,120
Speaker 1: the other characters and then I just felt like I

760
00:42:45,160 --> 00:42:46,480
Speaker 1: got to do a little bit more because it's a

761
00:42:46,520 --> 00:42:49,239
Speaker 1: really isolating experience when you go out there and do that.

762
00:42:49,560 --> 00:42:51,680
Speaker 1: You can't meet with people. You're not even allowed to

763
00:42:51,719 --> 00:42:54,279
Speaker 1: hang out with people that you're working with, like the

764
00:42:54,440 --> 00:42:57,680
Speaker 1: choreographers to eat their seen with you. Then other people

765
00:42:57,719 --> 00:43:00,640
Speaker 1: will know if they spot them, They're like, oh my god,

766
00:43:00,680 --> 00:43:02,080
Speaker 1: you work on the mass answer. She must be on

767
00:43:02,080 --> 00:43:05,400
Speaker 1: the mass answer. So they're very they're very intense about it.

768
00:43:05,440 --> 00:43:08,000
Speaker 1: And I'm like Kevin and Ice where they were like

769
00:43:08,120 --> 00:43:14,960
Speaker 1: they tried but were sneaky. I bet they were worked

770
00:43:15,000 --> 00:43:19,840
Speaker 1: with Liz though. Yeah, yeah, we had a full We

771
00:43:19,880 --> 00:43:22,160
Speaker 1: had a full chat about you and I was about

772
00:43:22,160 --> 00:43:25,360
Speaker 1: to see you, Liz. I saw you a couple of

773
00:43:25,360 --> 00:43:28,359
Speaker 1: weeks later. Shout out to Liz. She every show I've

774
00:43:28,400 --> 00:43:30,760
Speaker 1: ever done in the UK she's been a part of somehow,

775
00:43:31,680 --> 00:43:34,719
Speaker 1: this is incredible. I love her. She like has all

776
00:43:34,760 --> 00:43:38,400
Speaker 1: these incredible stories, like she was there when one direction

777
00:43:38,440 --> 00:43:40,600
Speaker 1: got put together and it's like BFF all of them

778
00:43:40,640 --> 00:43:44,759
Speaker 1: and all this like crazy, crazy stories. I love that

779
00:43:44,800 --> 00:43:47,040
Speaker 1: she's the best. I just I wish she wouldn't live

780
00:43:47,080 --> 00:43:48,920
Speaker 1: out here. Did you know you were going to win?

781
00:43:49,880 --> 00:43:55,080
Speaker 1: Did you like I had zero zero clue. Wow. I

782
00:43:55,160 --> 00:43:58,319
Speaker 1: was in the bottom my second episode that I was on,

783
00:43:59,560 --> 00:44:01,200
Speaker 1: and I was like, okay, well this is it. You

784
00:44:01,560 --> 00:44:04,520
Speaker 1: sun failed that Dancing with the Stars, You're gonna fail

785
00:44:04,520 --> 00:44:10,080
Speaker 1: at the mask dancer. Like I shouldn't have been on

786
00:44:10,120 --> 00:44:13,680
Speaker 1: that show anyway. I'm sorry Normany was on it. Yeah,

787
00:44:13,800 --> 00:44:17,080
Speaker 1: you weren't, like the first person is a full blown

788
00:44:17,840 --> 00:44:20,840
Speaker 1: petition dancer. Well that's what I mean. There's no reason

789
00:44:20,840 --> 00:44:23,719
Speaker 1: why she couldn't be on it, and not to put

790
00:44:23,719 --> 00:44:25,919
Speaker 1: shade on her because she's super sweet. And I also

791
00:44:25,920 --> 00:44:27,799
Speaker 1: at the time wasn't going to be like, well she's

792
00:44:27,800 --> 00:44:31,759
Speaker 1: a dancer, so why is she getting ship If you're

793
00:44:31,800 --> 00:44:35,680
Speaker 1: both answers, that's fine, you're both on the show right period. Yeah,

794
00:44:35,719 --> 00:44:39,160
Speaker 1: it's fine, it's fine. Um, but now I got to

795
00:44:39,239 --> 00:44:41,879
Speaker 1: dance next to Adam Garcia who was in Canodia Ugly,

796
00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:46,440
Speaker 1: and he's like this incredible um performer. He's like amazing,

797
00:44:46,719 --> 00:44:49,120
Speaker 1: no idea, it was the whole time. I just know

798
00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:54,120
Speaker 1: it was so amazing and also wild to be like

799
00:44:54,920 --> 00:44:57,399
Speaker 1: dancing in a mask and trying to like win over

800
00:44:57,440 --> 00:44:59,279
Speaker 1: the audience. You know, that's what you have to do.

801
00:44:59,360 --> 00:45:01,239
Speaker 1: You have a big We went over the audience, not

802
00:45:01,320 --> 00:45:03,560
Speaker 1: on camera, off camera, because these people are voting for

803
00:45:03,600 --> 00:45:09,480
Speaker 1: you live. They liked me or not coming in being

804
00:45:09,480 --> 00:45:13,000
Speaker 1: like this posh Scissors. That wasn't the game plan. Like

805
00:45:13,040 --> 00:45:14,760
Speaker 1: I couldn't go in there and be the super serious

806
00:45:14,760 --> 00:45:16,839
Speaker 1: Scissors because then I wouldn't gain the attention of all

807
00:45:16,880 --> 00:45:18,799
Speaker 1: these people. No, no, no, I had to be like

808
00:45:18,920 --> 00:45:22,640
Speaker 1: fun and exciting, you know, wave to little people like

809
00:45:22,719 --> 00:45:26,280
Speaker 1: a Disney character on a Disney World. Oh my gosh,

810
00:45:26,360 --> 00:45:28,600
Speaker 1: that's right, putting on stage. Just let her do what

811
00:45:28,640 --> 00:45:32,160
Speaker 1: she wants to do. Like, I've hardly seen a performer

812
00:45:32,200 --> 00:45:37,399
Speaker 1: who is as hypnotizing as you. Like you think it

813
00:45:37,440 --> 00:45:41,560
Speaker 1: was such a privilege, and I told you this time,

814
00:45:42,520 --> 00:45:46,080
Speaker 1: like it's such a gift to be able to watch

815
00:45:46,080 --> 00:45:50,120
Speaker 1: you perform. You It's unreal. We were watching Showmance the

816
00:45:50,160 --> 00:45:55,799
Speaker 1: other day and Bust your Windows came on, little Bust

817
00:45:55,840 --> 00:46:01,839
Speaker 1: your Windows. There's something about the way you dance that focus.

818
00:46:02,960 --> 00:46:05,279
Speaker 1: We'd always watch like slave for you on tour. We'd

819
00:46:05,320 --> 00:46:10,080
Speaker 1: all like stop, We'd gotta watch. I gotta watch. It's unbelievable.

820
00:46:10,360 --> 00:46:13,120
Speaker 1: Just as equally, I love you both so much and

821
00:46:13,160 --> 00:46:17,279
Speaker 1: I'm obsessed with both of you in a very underground,

822
00:46:17,840 --> 00:46:21,080
Speaker 1: not crazy weird way. You could be crazy. It's okay,

823
00:46:21,320 --> 00:46:35,160
Speaker 1: we could be crazy. Let's talk about snakesmis for just

824
00:46:35,360 --> 00:46:39,520
Speaker 1: one second because it's coming up. Um, we just wanted

825
00:46:39,560 --> 00:46:43,560
Speaker 1: to share but with people we are. We're doing Snakes Smiths.

826
00:46:43,600 --> 00:46:46,280
Speaker 1: Hemo is going to be there. He's always been, um,

827
00:46:46,320 --> 00:46:49,520
Speaker 1: incredibly supportive of all of this with along with us

828
00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:51,879
Speaker 1: the whole time. Um, this is the third year we're

829
00:46:51,880 --> 00:46:55,080
Speaker 1: doing it. So I just wanted to remind people that, um,

830
00:46:55,280 --> 00:46:58,359
Speaker 1: Snake Smiths is here. It's a seven pm from the

831
00:46:58,360 --> 00:47:00,560
Speaker 1: I Heart Radio Theater in Los Angeles, and you can't

832
00:47:00,600 --> 00:47:06,240
Speaker 1: join them. We would just say you're performing. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

833
00:47:06,280 --> 00:47:10,799
Speaker 1: performing and say something about it if you want. But

834
00:47:10,880 --> 00:47:14,319
Speaker 1: I want to teach what it is I know. But

835
00:47:14,440 --> 00:47:18,040
Speaker 1: then well, okay, so give you're a really good secret keepers,

836
00:47:18,080 --> 00:47:20,760
Speaker 1: so give us something to give Give us a nugget.

837
00:47:21,680 --> 00:47:25,200
Speaker 1: M guys, don't look on the spot. That's the whole

838
00:47:25,239 --> 00:47:31,120
Speaker 1: point of this. It'll be like a perfectly wrapped little

839
00:47:31,239 --> 00:47:37,840
Speaker 1: gift just for you. Yeah, yes, it went on the top.

840
00:47:38,760 --> 00:47:42,320
Speaker 1: That's right, that's right, that's right, Yeah, that's right. So

841
00:47:42,440 --> 00:47:48,480
Speaker 1: Hema will be there performing something there's your nugget. I'm

842
00:47:48,520 --> 00:47:50,439
Speaker 1: so excited for this year. I cannot believe it's live.

843
00:47:51,120 --> 00:47:55,040
Speaker 1: I know, we're so grateful that my heart has been

844
00:47:55,120 --> 00:47:57,160
Speaker 1: so great and that we get to do this live

845
00:47:57,440 --> 00:47:59,680
Speaker 1: and we get to be with everybody. This is the

846
00:47:59,680 --> 00:48:03,520
Speaker 1: first we were getting to do that, UM, and it's

847
00:48:03,560 --> 00:48:05,600
Speaker 1: just like it's just a totally different vibe. So we're

848
00:48:05,640 --> 00:48:07,920
Speaker 1: super stoked that we can. We're able to do this

849
00:48:07,960 --> 00:48:10,919
Speaker 1: will be an audience that would be so much fun. Yeah,

850
00:48:11,160 --> 00:48:13,560
Speaker 1: we're gonna play games. There's gonna be like it's gonna

851
00:48:13,600 --> 00:48:16,080
Speaker 1: be a good time. But if you can't come in person,

852
00:48:16,160 --> 00:48:19,040
Speaker 1: you can also we are streaming the event on December

853
00:48:19,080 --> 00:48:22,399
Speaker 1: eight at five pm Pacific Standard time, so make sure

854
00:48:22,480 --> 00:48:25,200
Speaker 1: you go to box office at Mandolin dot com. And

855
00:48:25,239 --> 00:48:29,759
Speaker 1: all those tickets are donations towards Alexandria House. UM, all

856
00:48:29,760 --> 00:48:32,320
Speaker 1: that money goes to them, and it's just an incredible

857
00:48:32,360 --> 00:48:36,480
Speaker 1: cause and they've been so so nice and supportive of

858
00:48:36,719 --> 00:48:39,440
Speaker 1: us trying to string something together for them every year

859
00:48:39,440 --> 00:48:43,520
Speaker 1: there and you know, I've been wonderful to keeping Naya's

860
00:48:43,560 --> 00:48:48,360
Speaker 1: memory alive also within Alexandria House as well. So UM email,

861
00:48:48,440 --> 00:48:53,000
Speaker 1: thanks for thanks for supporting Snake Smiths along with us always.

862
00:48:53,040 --> 00:48:56,680
Speaker 1: If I wasn't a room parent, I did more. No,

863
00:48:56,880 --> 00:49:03,640
Speaker 1: you get enough on your place. Room parent is crazy. Later, Um,

864
00:49:03,760 --> 00:49:06,160
Speaker 1: some of these top Brittany is purest lines. I just

865
00:49:06,200 --> 00:49:08,400
Speaker 1: wanted to share. Do you have a favorite? You have

866
00:49:08,440 --> 00:49:11,000
Speaker 1: a favorite before I read any of these off, I

867
00:49:11,040 --> 00:49:14,040
Speaker 1: don't think so. The story was pretty funny. There's there's

868
00:49:14,160 --> 00:49:16,319
Speaker 1: so many good ones. I just loved when Ian would

869
00:49:16,320 --> 00:49:18,120
Speaker 1: come on set and he would he would it would

870
00:49:18,120 --> 00:49:19,480
Speaker 1: be like he's in class, like he was sit there

871
00:49:19,520 --> 00:49:21,880
Speaker 1: and write things down, and he'd come to me on

872
00:49:21,920 --> 00:49:24,560
Speaker 1: the side and say that, oh my god, you were

873
00:49:24,600 --> 00:49:26,840
Speaker 1: probably his favorite, just because he got to like you

874
00:49:26,880 --> 00:49:28,879
Speaker 1: could like his mute as you could say all these

875
00:49:28,920 --> 00:49:32,319
Speaker 1: like crazy things. Did did people come to Like people

876
00:49:32,360 --> 00:49:35,719
Speaker 1: come up to you and like say, Brittany lines to you. Yeah,

877
00:49:35,880 --> 00:49:37,759
Speaker 1: and so I don't even know, I said, And so

878
00:49:37,800 --> 00:49:41,360
Speaker 1: that's like this one, like Sara Patch kids are just

879
00:49:41,360 --> 00:49:45,200
Speaker 1: gummy bears that turned to drugs. Heart attacks are just

880
00:49:45,280 --> 00:49:49,960
Speaker 1: from loving too much. No, that's cute. A unicorn of

881
00:49:50,000 --> 00:49:52,560
Speaker 1: someone who knows he's popular but isn't afraid to show it.

882
00:49:53,440 --> 00:49:57,960
Speaker 1: I mean, and I think maybe the best line of

883
00:49:58,000 --> 00:50:01,480
Speaker 1: the entire show, ever is did you know that dolphins

884
00:50:01,520 --> 00:50:04,560
Speaker 1: are just ga sharks? I mean there have been I

885
00:50:04,560 --> 00:50:07,720
Speaker 1: mean that's that's got to be the best line because

886
00:50:07,719 --> 00:50:12,200
Speaker 1: it's ever right like that, that's it how much fun?

887
00:50:12,400 --> 00:50:15,680
Speaker 1: Like that's great. There wasn't a lot of impropping on

888
00:50:15,680 --> 00:50:17,399
Speaker 1: the show too, so it's nice that like Ian could

889
00:50:17,440 --> 00:50:18,880
Speaker 1: do whatever he wanted because he's one of the creators

890
00:50:18,920 --> 00:50:25,040
Speaker 1: and writers and just for that. Yeah, oh absolutely, before

891
00:50:25,040 --> 00:50:28,440
Speaker 1: we let you go, do you have a favorite Santana

892
00:50:28,520 --> 00:50:32,359
Speaker 1: Brittany moment? Oh golly, oh my god. I was like,

893
00:50:32,520 --> 00:50:35,319
Speaker 1: I had my notes ready for my favorite song just

894
00:50:35,320 --> 00:50:37,160
Speaker 1: based on what you guys did. I was like, I

895
00:50:37,200 --> 00:50:40,480
Speaker 1: have a phone note, but we'll give us the notes,

896
00:50:41,239 --> 00:50:44,719
Speaker 1: give us the notes. Tell us, Okay, what is your

897
00:50:44,800 --> 00:50:52,839
Speaker 1: favorite song on this show? Yeah, you asked stupid. I

898
00:50:52,880 --> 00:50:55,920
Speaker 1: loved you Can't touch this. That was so much more

899
00:50:56,239 --> 00:51:00,560
Speaker 1: because it was like, I know, I think everybody hated it,

900
00:51:00,640 --> 00:51:03,480
Speaker 1: but that is no other I have the same memories

901
00:51:03,480 --> 00:51:08,120
Speaker 1: as you have this number. I agree. I am with you, yes,

902
00:51:08,680 --> 00:51:11,480
Speaker 1: because hammer pants and yeah and like the nineties and

903
00:51:11,520 --> 00:51:13,680
Speaker 1: the late eighties, like that was mine in the number.

904
00:51:13,800 --> 00:51:17,480
Speaker 1: It was a really fun day directed that, right. I

905
00:51:17,560 --> 00:51:19,600
Speaker 1: was just really worried about the rap. The rap was

906
00:51:19,640 --> 00:51:20,920
Speaker 1: messing me up, So I think that's what I was

907
00:51:20,960 --> 00:51:24,160
Speaker 1: concerned about. That's a lot of words dead. That is

908
00:51:24,320 --> 00:51:27,719
Speaker 1: hilarious though, that all of all the numbers, she brings out.

909
00:51:31,960 --> 00:51:36,200
Speaker 1: What was my least favorite song? I hated Hello, Goodbye

910
00:51:36,960 --> 00:51:40,360
Speaker 1: and what you Want? Those like those are classics that

911
00:51:40,400 --> 00:51:44,239
Speaker 1: you just shouldn't touch. Okay, I see where you're that

912
00:51:44,320 --> 00:51:48,000
Speaker 1: you just shouldn't. I hate it, I will say as

913
00:51:48,040 --> 00:51:51,480
Speaker 1: much as um. The Gaga stuff was amazing, Like, Jenna,

914
00:51:51,520 --> 00:51:55,400
Speaker 1: you knew I hated bad Roman lobster was a terror,

915
00:51:55,560 --> 00:51:58,680
Speaker 1: and well that mask was really hard on you. That

916
00:51:58,800 --> 00:52:02,279
Speaker 1: was really hard, Coster. Yeah, the lobster was eating my brain.

917
00:52:02,360 --> 00:52:06,080
Speaker 1: It looked really good though. I would just look over though,

918
00:52:06,120 --> 00:52:10,239
Speaker 1: and she would just not be thrilled she was. That

919
00:52:10,320 --> 00:52:11,840
Speaker 1: was a hard one. That was a hard one. It

920
00:52:12,000 --> 00:52:15,279
Speaker 1: was a hard one. You're always there for me, Jenna, Oh,

921
00:52:15,360 --> 00:52:17,080
Speaker 1: you were always there for me. Hither she would love

922
00:52:17,160 --> 00:52:18,839
Speaker 1: you love to play the people's hair, and I would think,

923
00:52:19,040 --> 00:52:21,480
Speaker 1: oh my god, the best head rubs of all time.

924
00:52:22,680 --> 00:52:27,040
Speaker 1: Oh I think about those. Yeah, I just need a

925
00:52:27,120 --> 00:52:29,920
Speaker 1: human touch, you know, Like, yeah, I hear that. I

926
00:52:30,000 --> 00:52:32,360
Speaker 1: hear that. What was the Santana line that she said

927
00:52:32,360 --> 00:52:36,200
Speaker 1: on the show. I just need I'm like a warm

928
00:52:36,239 --> 00:52:40,239
Speaker 1: body or something. It wasn't it like, um, we'll find it,

929
00:52:40,280 --> 00:52:43,960
Speaker 1: we'll find it and we'll Yeah. She's like, I'm I

930
00:52:44,000 --> 00:52:47,960
Speaker 1: needed something between my legs and a warm Yes, what

931
00:52:47,960 --> 00:52:50,840
Speaker 1: what is it? We'll find it. Well, I'm like a lizard,

932
00:52:50,840 --> 00:52:54,600
Speaker 1: I need something warm beneath me, yes, or else i'd

933
00:52:54,640 --> 00:52:59,719
Speaker 1: just my food. What a brilliant mind, what a brilliant line.

934
00:53:00,360 --> 00:53:03,520
Speaker 1: Do you have any more favorites? Things which on your notes?

935
00:53:04,400 --> 00:53:07,719
Speaker 1: What's in your notes? Yes? Um? Okay? The River Deep

936
00:53:07,760 --> 00:53:11,600
Speaker 1: Mountain High was my childhood as a dancer, so of course,

937
00:53:11,680 --> 00:53:16,120
Speaker 1: and all those two were just like on tour too,

938
00:53:16,239 --> 00:53:19,359
Speaker 1: you get to like, actually that was a good one.

939
00:53:19,360 --> 00:53:23,759
Speaker 1: But they were such a joy to watch. H for me?

940
00:53:25,360 --> 00:53:28,680
Speaker 1: Is it the fact that we did jump on trampolines

941
00:53:30,320 --> 00:53:33,960
Speaker 1: and I remember everybody was like so over it, especially Amber.

942
00:53:34,040 --> 00:53:36,120
Speaker 1: Amber did not want to be doing this. She hate

943
00:53:36,160 --> 00:53:39,480
Speaker 1: a bnut And I was having the best in in

944
00:53:39,520 --> 00:53:43,080
Speaker 1: my life. The song is crazy, And then they wanted

945
00:53:43,120 --> 00:53:45,759
Speaker 1: to put it on our first tour ever when we

946
00:53:45,800 --> 00:53:49,440
Speaker 1: went the Radio City Music Hall and the fact that

947
00:53:49,920 --> 00:53:55,239
Speaker 1: they thought that that wasn't a hazard and we did it.

948
00:53:55,520 --> 00:53:57,279
Speaker 1: We did do it, and it was actually really fun

949
00:53:57,280 --> 00:53:59,839
Speaker 1: on tour to do that. The reason why we all

950
00:54:00,000 --> 00:54:03,400
Speaker 1: hated that number in real life, we'll talk about it

951
00:54:03,520 --> 00:54:05,759
Speaker 1: during mattress was because they turned they had to turn

952
00:54:05,800 --> 00:54:09,000
Speaker 1: the air conditioner off for sound purposes, and it was

953
00:54:09,120 --> 00:54:16,080
Speaker 1: so freaking and jumping, just balancing on these tramplines. We

954
00:54:16,160 --> 00:54:23,319
Speaker 1: should have known because there was my preamble. Yeah, um,

955
00:54:23,360 --> 00:54:26,279
Speaker 1: anything else on these notes, himo? Oh no, I think

956
00:54:26,360 --> 00:54:30,160
Speaker 1: that's it. Are we asking favorite songs with Nya? Because

957
00:54:30,600 --> 00:54:34,520
Speaker 1: favorite scenes? Anything like that you did with nine it

958
00:54:34,640 --> 00:54:39,239
Speaker 1: was you got I think, Yeah, you got so many

959
00:54:39,280 --> 00:54:41,239
Speaker 1: one on one scenes with her, and you guys were

960
00:54:41,280 --> 00:54:45,480
Speaker 1: so good in your relationship started a movement, you know,

961
00:54:45,719 --> 00:54:49,640
Speaker 1: like the Santana Britney fans are still wild, like they're

962
00:54:49,680 --> 00:54:54,920
Speaker 1: passionate love them. Yeah, yeah, with the best of intentions.

963
00:54:55,360 --> 00:54:57,319
Speaker 1: That's right. I just got I just got so many

964
00:54:57,320 --> 00:55:01,799
Speaker 1: wonderful moments with her, and and I think everything we

965
00:55:01,840 --> 00:55:06,000
Speaker 1: got she annihilated, and she she came from truth and

966
00:55:06,040 --> 00:55:08,759
Speaker 1: I remember every time we would do something, she just

967
00:55:08,800 --> 00:55:11,440
Speaker 1: wanted it to be more truthful. And more real and

968
00:55:11,480 --> 00:55:16,440
Speaker 1: more personal, and um, getting to watch her sing the

969
00:55:16,480 --> 00:55:19,799
Speaker 1: songs that she got to sing like Songbird to me,

970
00:55:20,000 --> 00:55:22,440
Speaker 1: like those were real tears because she was just so

971
00:55:22,480 --> 00:55:25,400
Speaker 1: incredible and her voice was just she was an angel.

972
00:55:25,480 --> 00:55:28,120
Speaker 1: And it was like, yeah, I just feel so lucky.

973
00:55:28,680 --> 00:55:34,520
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. Thanks for sharing. Yeah, like a perfect moment.

974
00:55:34,560 --> 00:55:36,440
Speaker 1: But I mean she was all around the meeting. There

975
00:55:36,520 --> 00:55:40,359
Speaker 1: was not now, it was it was why. It was

976
00:55:41,480 --> 00:55:43,880
Speaker 1: again like watching you perform. It was a gift watching

977
00:55:43,880 --> 00:55:50,480
Speaker 1: her perform, very very good. Thanks for sharing all these

978
00:55:50,520 --> 00:55:53,640
Speaker 1: wonderful nuggets. Um, it was such a pleasure to have you.

979
00:55:53,960 --> 00:55:56,520
Speaker 1: And we just know we can always count on you

980
00:55:56,560 --> 00:55:58,799
Speaker 1: and we really appreciate that. We love you. I love

981
00:55:58,840 --> 00:56:01,880
Speaker 1: you guys so much. As are consistent. You guys are

982
00:56:01,920 --> 00:56:05,640
Speaker 1: like the rock and I'm like and I need to

983
00:56:05,719 --> 00:56:11,000
Speaker 1: tether to you. You're the best. Wow. Heather Morris just

984
00:56:11,120 --> 00:56:14,839
Speaker 1: a Jim, isn't she? She really is? And it's it's

985
00:56:14,880 --> 00:56:18,560
Speaker 1: just such a joy to see your friends grow and evolve,

986
00:56:18,680 --> 00:56:22,000
Speaker 1: and um, you know, I just feel like we've all

987
00:56:22,040 --> 00:56:24,239
Speaker 1: I'm just so glad we've all stayed so close and

988
00:56:24,320 --> 00:56:28,080
Speaker 1: found each other in this new, new way and it's

989
00:56:28,160 --> 00:56:31,239
Speaker 1: it's wonderful to see you know, your friends like you

990
00:56:31,560 --> 00:56:35,359
Speaker 1: go from obviously being super talented and professional to being

991
00:56:35,640 --> 00:56:41,439
Speaker 1: also an incredible mom and wife, and it's just yeah,

992
00:56:41,440 --> 00:56:44,719
Speaker 1: it's wonderful to see everyone do their thing. Remember how

993
00:56:44,800 --> 00:56:48,600
Speaker 1: there's wedding. We didn't even talk about that. Nia was

994
00:56:48,760 --> 00:56:52,000
Speaker 1: so pregnant, she was very pregnant. She's like, I'm on

995
00:56:52,040 --> 00:56:55,839
Speaker 1: a food tour. Well, we'll have to have Heather back

996
00:56:55,840 --> 00:56:58,520
Speaker 1: and then we can we'll talk about we'll talk about

997
00:56:58,520 --> 00:57:00,600
Speaker 1: the wedding. Well, thank you Heather more us for coming

998
00:57:00,600 --> 00:57:03,000
Speaker 1: on and sharing and baring your soul. We love you

999
00:57:03,040 --> 00:57:06,760
Speaker 1: so much, and come back next week for another recap

1000
00:57:06,920 --> 00:57:10,960
Speaker 1: and another exciting guest. Thanks for listening and uh, see

1001
00:57:10,960 --> 00:57:13,600
Speaker 1: you next week. Tell your friends, tell your family, and

1002
00:57:13,640 --> 00:57:17,000
Speaker 1: we'll be here next week. Bye. Thanks for listening and

1003
00:57:17,080 --> 00:57:19,720
Speaker 1: follow us on Instagram at and that's what you really

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00:57:19,760 --> 00:57:21,920
Speaker 1: miss pod. Make sure to write us a review and

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00:57:22,000 --> 00:57:23,920
Speaker 1: leave us five stars. See you next time.