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Speaker 1: People on social media really have an obsession with digging

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Speaker 1: or NEPO baby or things like that, like that is

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Speaker 1: I've seen on social media there are these influencers that

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Speaker 1: media that other influencers are annoyed. It's it's a due.

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Speaker 1: It's looking in the mirror, like why not me? Why

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Speaker 1: these people for just making money and being successful, as

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Speaker 1: if it's not like any other space in capitalism, you know,

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Speaker 1: it's like it's a different thing. People do want to

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Speaker 1: and freud like I'm only happy if you're down there,

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Speaker 1: anyone with any tinge of that sort of negativity, because

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Speaker 1: you know, you hear the comments, you hear the energy,

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Speaker 1: clear of that. It's extremely common people want to keep

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Speaker 1: you exactly where you are. Sometimes parents too. Sometimes people

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Speaker 1: want to keep you exactly where you are from the

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Speaker 1: way you look. Someone on social media commented on my

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Speaker 1: physical appearance literally was twenty years ago and comparing it now,

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Speaker 1: they want that Bethany, and my jaw was completely different

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Speaker 1: was much bigger. But like people commenting on someone else's

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Speaker 1: physical appearance like being mad that I look better, like

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Speaker 1: I literally look better, and they're annoyed, and you could

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Speaker 1: tell and again that's a hater. And I like that.

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Speaker 1: I like, literally know that you are acting really like

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Speaker 1: Where's the old bethany Where? It doesn't fucking matter because

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Speaker 1: this is the new bethany bitch Like, You're so annoyed,

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Speaker 1: and I love it because the more you get annoyed,

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Speaker 1: the more I know it's working the better. The more

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Speaker 1: bothering you. Keep it coming. People want people to stay.

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Speaker 1: They get mad ozembic, you're doing ozempic. I gotta catch you.

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Speaker 1: I gotta be mad at you. But it's just because

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Speaker 1: understand the leading people to believe it it's about eating

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Speaker 1: people are just mad that other people are allowed to

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Speaker 1: you fucking telling me that I'm supposed to not get it,

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Speaker 1: I'll do what I want, to wear what I want.

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Speaker 1: she Why did you want? Why did I walk like that?

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Speaker 1: Because I fucking wanted to, because it was iconic, because

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Speaker 1: because I win because I did that giraffe walk, and Laurie,

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Speaker 1: I'll just invite me to something in la I don't

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Speaker 1: You're worth it? About what you think your self worth?

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Speaker 1: Haters stay much longer. Haters are more invested. Haters are

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Speaker 1: Haters are better for business. You have to have a

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Speaker 1: That's what people are looking for in life. They're looking

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Speaker 1: Must have said something to provoke them. Now if it's

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Speaker 1: don't take the bait. We don't take the bait. You

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Speaker 1: notice it. People pray on weakness, honey, People pray on weakness.

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Speaker 1: You don't go being a pick me. You don't go

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Speaker 1: You don't need to be invited. You don't even know

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Speaker 1: rise above. You live your own life, because being happy

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Speaker 1: matchmakers on the podcast said, the rotten apple will rot

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Speaker 1: And someone from my past was trying to like guilt

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Speaker 1: you're both gonna drown. So you're gonna have to let

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Speaker 1: go so you don't drown with them. To walk back

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Speaker 1: to the back to the after, walk back to the aster,