1 00:00:02,160 --> 00:00:05,040 Speaker 1: What's epislift service. I'm Angela Yee, I'm g G Maguire, 2 00:00:05,120 --> 00:00:10,640 Speaker 1: I'm Jazz. My friends, I'm Laura Mura. I'm Coco. Yeah, 3 00:00:10,800 --> 00:00:14,080 Speaker 1: Coo here Courtney? Right? Is it when people call you that? Ever? 4 00:00:14,440 --> 00:00:17,800 Speaker 1: Only my family and like my childhood friends. It's really 5 00:00:18,040 --> 00:00:20,600 Speaker 1: like Hannah Montana type thing. And when I started singing, 6 00:00:20,640 --> 00:00:23,280 Speaker 1: my mom was like, you're gonna get another name? Okay. 7 00:00:23,520 --> 00:00:28,120 Speaker 1: I was like yeah. She was kind of like, okay, 8 00:00:28,200 --> 00:00:30,600 Speaker 1: if there's gonna be like contracts or whatever, like she 9 00:00:30,640 --> 00:00:32,600 Speaker 1: wanted to be separate from my government name. And plus 10 00:00:32,840 --> 00:00:34,599 Speaker 1: when I go back to Tennessee and needs to give 11 00:00:34,640 --> 00:00:38,319 Speaker 1: stay humble. So, dude, if you're dating a guy, right, 12 00:00:38,600 --> 00:00:40,680 Speaker 1: does he call you Coco or Courtney the way you 13 00:00:40,720 --> 00:00:45,800 Speaker 1: got straight into it. I normally when I'm when I'm 14 00:00:45,880 --> 00:00:48,040 Speaker 1: dating a guy, I kind of get cringed out when 15 00:00:48,040 --> 00:00:51,280 Speaker 1: they call me Coco. Okay. I don't know why I 16 00:00:51,320 --> 00:00:52,920 Speaker 1: do that. Yeah, I don't know why I do that 17 00:00:52,960 --> 00:00:55,200 Speaker 1: because I have some of my friends that I've known 18 00:00:55,240 --> 00:00:56,720 Speaker 1: for a really long time that I met in LA 19 00:00:56,800 --> 00:00:58,920 Speaker 1: they called me Coco. But then I have other friends 20 00:00:58,920 --> 00:01:01,640 Speaker 1: that I also meant like as an adult that call 21 00:01:01,720 --> 00:01:04,720 Speaker 1: me Courtney. I don't know. I don't know. Whatever sits right. 22 00:01:04,720 --> 00:01:06,280 Speaker 1: If it don't sit right, then I'm like, change that 23 00:01:06,319 --> 00:01:08,160 Speaker 1: one up, because I always think that about like when 24 00:01:08,319 --> 00:01:10,840 Speaker 1: entertainers have a different like a you know, kind of 25 00:01:10,840 --> 00:01:12,920 Speaker 1: a stage name, but it is a play on your 26 00:01:12,920 --> 00:01:15,360 Speaker 1: real name, so I get it. It's like a nickname. 27 00:01:15,400 --> 00:01:17,440 Speaker 1: But then when you're in bed and they're like, oh, Cocoa, 28 00:01:17,440 --> 00:01:24,720 Speaker 1: You're like, whoa you know, yeah, I don't know. It 29 00:01:24,760 --> 00:01:27,679 Speaker 1: just depends. I think. Also sometimes it's like a if 30 00:01:27,720 --> 00:01:29,440 Speaker 1: I meet somebody in the industry and we all do 31 00:01:29,520 --> 00:01:31,320 Speaker 1: things in the industry, then it's weird if they call 32 00:01:31,360 --> 00:01:33,880 Speaker 1: me Courtney, because I'm like, hey, we're in the industry, 33 00:01:33,959 --> 00:01:35,920 Speaker 1: like this is this is that? This isn't that you 34 00:01:35,959 --> 00:01:38,160 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. And especially if you introduce yourself 35 00:01:38,160 --> 00:01:40,600 Speaker 1: a certain way. Yeah, I think whatever you introduce yourself as, 36 00:01:40,920 --> 00:01:43,039 Speaker 1: I would think they would kind of keep didn't go 37 00:01:43,080 --> 00:01:45,319 Speaker 1: with that. But sometimes if I tell a guy what 38 00:01:45,440 --> 00:01:47,559 Speaker 1: I like, I tell them I do something completely different. 39 00:01:47,600 --> 00:01:49,040 Speaker 1: Like sometimes I'll be like, oh, I work for my 40 00:01:49,040 --> 00:01:52,040 Speaker 1: parents construction company. My name's Courtney. I'll do a completely 41 00:01:52,040 --> 00:01:57,320 Speaker 1: different life. They do not, they no, they really don't. 42 00:01:57,320 --> 00:01:59,120 Speaker 1: One time, I did tell this guy that's like my 43 00:01:59,160 --> 00:02:01,400 Speaker 1: go to fake career year in life, and so I 44 00:02:01,400 --> 00:02:02,840 Speaker 1: did tell him that, and then we went to this 45 00:02:02,880 --> 00:02:06,200 Speaker 1: restaurant and then the waiter was like co I was like, 46 00:02:07,760 --> 00:02:12,880 Speaker 1: right now, it is that deceptive though, because then let's 47 00:02:12,880 --> 00:02:16,120 Speaker 1: say you really like this guy. Now even lied, what's fine, 48 00:02:16,360 --> 00:02:18,800 Speaker 1: He'll be all right, I feel I mean, he's gonna 49 00:02:18,800 --> 00:02:21,440 Speaker 1: have to come and understand because it's not like easy 50 00:02:21,600 --> 00:02:23,959 Speaker 1: to just honestly, Sometimes it's weird for me to even 51 00:02:23,960 --> 00:02:25,919 Speaker 1: say that I'm a singer, like what do you say 52 00:02:25,960 --> 00:02:29,160 Speaker 1: when you ask? What do you do? Honestly, if they're 53 00:02:29,200 --> 00:02:33,280 Speaker 1: asking what I'm doing, I'm probably going to lie, which 54 00:02:33,320 --> 00:02:35,800 Speaker 1: is not great. But it's because if they don't ask them, 55 00:02:35,840 --> 00:02:38,119 Speaker 1: they already know, so we don't even have to even 56 00:02:38,120 --> 00:02:40,520 Speaker 1: talk about it. I don't know. Is it weird to 57 00:02:40,560 --> 00:02:43,080 Speaker 1: talk about Yes, like it is, And I feel like 58 00:02:43,120 --> 00:02:48,160 Speaker 1: sometimes guys be like I'll be like, oh yeah for me. 59 00:02:50,760 --> 00:02:52,880 Speaker 1: She came in and Mutu was playing and she started singing. 60 00:02:52,919 --> 00:02:56,960 Speaker 1: I was like, Okay, you really no, that's hilarious. Sometimes 61 00:02:56,960 --> 00:02:59,760 Speaker 1: I honestly sing without even knowing. But it really just depends, 62 00:02:59,840 --> 00:03:02,200 Speaker 1: I think for me too. It's more like the vibe, 63 00:03:02,240 --> 00:03:05,000 Speaker 1: Like if I feel, oh, this is a normal person 64 00:03:05,080 --> 00:03:07,520 Speaker 1: or they have there's still some normalcy there, then I'll 65 00:03:07,560 --> 00:03:10,040 Speaker 1: be normal too. But if they're all industry, if they're 66 00:03:10,080 --> 00:03:12,600 Speaker 1: all weird, then I'm a lie. Where did you meet 67 00:03:12,600 --> 00:03:14,840 Speaker 1: the guy that you hum up to like about your 68 00:03:14,880 --> 00:03:19,360 Speaker 1: career too? Get him? Would you ask where did she 69 00:03:19,400 --> 00:03:21,360 Speaker 1: meet the guy that she lied to about her career, 70 00:03:21,440 --> 00:03:24,480 Speaker 1: because then we would know who she is? But where 71 00:03:24,480 --> 00:03:26,120 Speaker 1: did you meet this person for them not to know 72 00:03:26,160 --> 00:03:28,200 Speaker 1: who you are? That's a great question. So when I 73 00:03:28,240 --> 00:03:30,680 Speaker 1: do normal things, like when I'm not doing like work stuff, 74 00:03:30,720 --> 00:03:33,960 Speaker 1: I like to do completely normal things if possible. So 75 00:03:34,400 --> 00:03:36,360 Speaker 1: at that time, I had went with my homegirl to 76 00:03:36,440 --> 00:03:38,360 Speaker 1: the guy she was talking to is like little house 77 00:03:38,360 --> 00:03:42,000 Speaker 1: party kickback, and he was there, and then I'm always like, hi, 78 00:03:43,000 --> 00:03:45,080 Speaker 1: like let's see if they know like how they act, 79 00:03:45,360 --> 00:03:47,560 Speaker 1: and he was giving confused and didn't know. I was like, 80 00:03:47,560 --> 00:03:51,440 Speaker 1: oh right, okay, Hi, you don't see you If your 81 00:03:51,440 --> 00:03:54,120 Speaker 1: home girl's talking to a guy, he already done. Tell Okay, 82 00:03:54,120 --> 00:03:59,440 Speaker 1: so my girl is bringing Coco Jones, so like, but 83 00:03:59,680 --> 00:04:04,480 Speaker 1: at you don't know her because she loved that. Now 84 00:04:04,680 --> 00:04:08,520 Speaker 1: that would be some triggering com triggering. I don't know, 85 00:04:08,600 --> 00:04:11,600 Speaker 1: because my friends, like they're not all in the industry either, 86 00:04:11,680 --> 00:04:14,720 Speaker 1: Like I have some friends who are like like nurses 87 00:04:14,840 --> 00:04:17,640 Speaker 1: or you know, like in their own fields that have 88 00:04:17,760 --> 00:04:19,560 Speaker 1: nothing to do with music, and they don't understand it 89 00:04:19,600 --> 00:04:22,280 Speaker 1: at all, like like law or something, you know. So 90 00:04:22,360 --> 00:04:24,360 Speaker 1: it would be one of those friends who just wouldn't 91 00:04:24,360 --> 00:04:25,880 Speaker 1: even think to bring that up. Some of my friends 92 00:04:25,880 --> 00:04:28,080 Speaker 1: don't understand why people know me. Like look, we were 93 00:04:28,080 --> 00:04:30,200 Speaker 1: walking under block and these women turned around like them, 94 00:04:30,200 --> 00:04:32,960 Speaker 1: and there's like, why are they looking at us? People 95 00:04:33,000 --> 00:04:36,800 Speaker 1: be knowing who I am sometimes like you forget sometimes 96 00:04:36,839 --> 00:04:39,520 Speaker 1: like you walking around and then they stare and I'm like, 97 00:04:39,520 --> 00:04:41,839 Speaker 1: what the hell are they stare? And she's like, I 98 00:04:41,880 --> 00:04:44,760 Speaker 1: mean I am standing there to you. Oh that's right. 99 00:04:45,000 --> 00:04:46,800 Speaker 1: Like my best friend I walked out of her house 100 00:04:46,839 --> 00:04:49,200 Speaker 1: and the neighbor was like, hey, Angela, and she was like, 101 00:04:49,240 --> 00:04:54,680 Speaker 1: how do you know my neighbor? And I'm like I don't. Right, 102 00:04:54,920 --> 00:04:57,000 Speaker 1: it's also got to be interesting too, because you're you're 103 00:04:57,000 --> 00:04:59,080 Speaker 1: going to race here, yeah, so like your family and 104 00:04:59,120 --> 00:05:01,640 Speaker 1: stuff's here and your career. Like from me, I feel 105 00:05:01,680 --> 00:05:03,840 Speaker 1: like when I go to LA it's like a different world. 106 00:05:04,000 --> 00:05:06,120 Speaker 1: It's none of my family's there for real, Like it's 107 00:05:06,160 --> 00:05:08,320 Speaker 1: always been about work. When I went there, I couldn't 108 00:05:08,320 --> 00:05:10,680 Speaker 1: imagine if I was born and raised in the place 109 00:05:10,720 --> 00:05:13,520 Speaker 1: where my career. Also, So you were raised in Tennessee, right, 110 00:05:13,520 --> 00:05:15,760 Speaker 1: but you were born in South Carolina. I was born 111 00:05:15,800 --> 00:05:18,280 Speaker 1: to Southlina, raised in Tennessee. Do you live in LA 112 00:05:18,360 --> 00:05:21,400 Speaker 1: now or I do. I moved to LA when I 113 00:05:21,480 --> 00:05:23,800 Speaker 1: was seventeen, and then I came to New York for 114 00:05:23,839 --> 00:05:25,960 Speaker 1: a year because I was doing Broadway. And then I 115 00:05:26,000 --> 00:05:28,200 Speaker 1: came back at eighteen and I was like, Okay, I 116 00:05:28,200 --> 00:05:30,520 Speaker 1: can do this now. Broadway it's tough. Y'all know. First 117 00:05:30,520 --> 00:05:32,839 Speaker 1: of all, y'all know I love going to Broadway plays. Okay, 118 00:05:33,120 --> 00:05:37,400 Speaker 1: I said, Lord to see her first Broadway for Color Girls. 119 00:05:37,520 --> 00:05:40,000 Speaker 1: Oh yes, we went. Yeah, we went to go see that. 120 00:05:40,040 --> 00:05:41,760 Speaker 1: And I just went to go see d Wood. She 121 00:05:41,839 --> 00:05:44,720 Speaker 1: does all these plays now. She was in Black Odyssey. 122 00:05:45,000 --> 00:05:46,760 Speaker 1: So I just went to How did you like doing Broadway? 123 00:05:48,120 --> 00:05:51,160 Speaker 1: Did a lot? It was just so hard, Yeah, I was. 124 00:05:51,240 --> 00:05:54,320 Speaker 1: It was the hardest part about it. Well, I mean, 125 00:05:54,560 --> 00:05:57,400 Speaker 1: it's everything is up to you. It's all depending on you. 126 00:05:57,440 --> 00:05:59,520 Speaker 1: Like I guess in the acting world, you're kind of 127 00:05:59,560 --> 00:06:01,279 Speaker 1: catered to a little bit. More like you can go 128 00:06:01,320 --> 00:06:02,440 Speaker 1: and get your hair and makeup done. Do you want 129 00:06:02,480 --> 00:06:04,080 Speaker 1: any breakfast? Your breakfast will be in your trailer when 130 00:06:04,120 --> 00:06:06,000 Speaker 1: you get back. Da Hey, they're ready for you. They're 131 00:06:06,040 --> 00:06:07,760 Speaker 1: not anymore. Go to your trailer and it's warm in there, 132 00:06:07,760 --> 00:06:09,880 Speaker 1: and you can light your own candles. Here. It was like, 133 00:06:09,960 --> 00:06:12,280 Speaker 1: you're with everybody. We'll be here at seven am. No, No, 134 00:06:12,720 --> 00:06:14,160 Speaker 1: where's my microphone? They were like, put it on. I 135 00:06:14,200 --> 00:06:17,840 Speaker 1: was like, what about my outfit? Here I go, I'm 136 00:06:17,920 --> 00:06:22,440 Speaker 1: carrying props. I was like, what the hell is this? Though? 137 00:06:22,680 --> 00:06:26,560 Speaker 1: It was grounding, and I will say like I was like, okay, humble, humble, 138 00:06:26,839 --> 00:06:29,280 Speaker 1: And I appreciated it for the skill and the art 139 00:06:29,279 --> 00:06:31,320 Speaker 1: and the passion of it because the people around me. 140 00:06:31,560 --> 00:06:34,080 Speaker 1: I was the youngest one and the newest one. Actually 141 00:06:34,080 --> 00:06:35,719 Speaker 1: that's not true. There was this little kid that played 142 00:06:35,800 --> 00:06:37,320 Speaker 1: a little kid, but he was like a vet in 143 00:06:37,360 --> 00:06:39,880 Speaker 1: it too. They getting newbie. They were like, girl, get 144 00:06:39,880 --> 00:06:43,680 Speaker 1: your props together. I'm sorry. After that experience and you, 145 00:06:43,680 --> 00:06:45,840 Speaker 1: you know, do other jobs in the industry, you think 146 00:06:45,880 --> 00:06:48,760 Speaker 1: you ever like circle back and maybe give it another 147 00:06:48,760 --> 00:06:53,120 Speaker 1: try once you have some more kind of experience something about. Honestly, 148 00:06:53,200 --> 00:06:56,680 Speaker 1: I could see myself wanting that challenge again because it 149 00:06:56,800 --> 00:06:59,640 Speaker 1: really was a little more. Yes, it really did bring 150 00:06:59,640 --> 00:07:02,159 Speaker 1: out something something in me that's like I felt like 151 00:07:02,320 --> 00:07:09,520 Speaker 1: a g a Bronx sale. Yeah, okay, right, okay, So 152 00:07:10,200 --> 00:07:12,360 Speaker 1: I would do it again. And especially if I one 153 00:07:12,400 --> 00:07:14,720 Speaker 1: day have the goal of doing like the Egott type life, 154 00:07:15,080 --> 00:07:17,000 Speaker 1: I would have to circle back right, Well, you have 155 00:07:17,040 --> 00:07:19,560 Speaker 1: a sense of humor. Have you ever considered doing like 156 00:07:19,760 --> 00:07:22,520 Speaker 1: a little stand up or anything? People have said that, 157 00:07:22,600 --> 00:07:24,600 Speaker 1: They're like, you need to do comedy. I'm just like, 158 00:07:25,120 --> 00:07:27,480 Speaker 1: I just do not see myself getting on the stage 159 00:07:27,480 --> 00:07:30,320 Speaker 1: and not singing. I feel like I'd be like a pretender. 160 00:07:30,440 --> 00:07:32,840 Speaker 1: I don't know. But you can sing in your comedy. 161 00:07:32,880 --> 00:07:36,280 Speaker 1: That now part of your whole because yeah, a whole 162 00:07:36,360 --> 00:07:38,680 Speaker 1: new trend you could be. I mean, I want to 163 00:07:38,720 --> 00:07:43,000 Speaker 1: offer me a bag to do it. I will figure out, yeah, 164 00:07:44,600 --> 00:07:50,400 Speaker 1: used to sing ye party with my new career path, well, 165 00:07:50,440 --> 00:07:52,480 Speaker 1: I'm really trying to break into artistry and really like 166 00:07:52,560 --> 00:07:54,400 Speaker 1: solidify myself as one of the R and B girls. 167 00:07:54,440 --> 00:07:57,000 Speaker 1: And then, honestly, I would I would take on anything 168 00:07:57,000 --> 00:07:59,160 Speaker 1: I don't want to put myself in any type of box. Well, 169 00:07:59,200 --> 00:08:02,880 Speaker 1: congratulations because I feel like the stars are aligned hello 170 00:08:03,040 --> 00:08:05,920 Speaker 1: for you right now. It's been crazy my life, but 171 00:08:06,000 --> 00:08:08,160 Speaker 1: my life has literally been crazy. I just like we 172 00:08:08,160 --> 00:08:10,080 Speaker 1: were all talking about, I had this performance in DC, 173 00:08:10,640 --> 00:08:14,480 Speaker 1: and I was literally so emotional because the last time 174 00:08:14,520 --> 00:08:17,800 Speaker 1: that people knew the words to my songs and like 175 00:08:17,920 --> 00:08:20,040 Speaker 1: were there just to see me. Like I was literally 176 00:08:20,080 --> 00:08:22,720 Speaker 1: like sixteen, wow, and I had been I was just 177 00:08:22,840 --> 00:08:25,880 Speaker 1: signed and I felt how I feel now, like oh 178 00:08:25,880 --> 00:08:28,240 Speaker 1: my god, it's all coming together, you know, and it 179 00:08:28,320 --> 00:08:32,360 Speaker 1: just did not at that time. So it's like deja 180 00:08:32,440 --> 00:08:35,439 Speaker 1: vu in a way, and I'm just like, I understand 181 00:08:35,480 --> 00:08:37,800 Speaker 1: why it didn't work out that that way. Thank you God. 182 00:08:37,960 --> 00:08:41,199 Speaker 1: I'm so glad because had I known that it was 183 00:08:41,240 --> 00:08:43,320 Speaker 1: going to be like this, I wouldn't have even been 184 00:08:43,360 --> 00:08:46,400 Speaker 1: that pressed. Yeah, but you know, you can't ever know. 185 00:08:47,360 --> 00:08:49,720 Speaker 1: You never know, and sometimes, like in the moment and 186 00:08:49,720 --> 00:08:52,280 Speaker 1: you were younger too, Yeah, it's so much harder when 187 00:08:52,320 --> 00:08:54,800 Speaker 1: you're oh my gosh, had this anticipation and you think 188 00:08:54,800 --> 00:08:56,920 Speaker 1: you're right there, and then it feels like the world's 189 00:08:56,960 --> 00:08:59,880 Speaker 1: gonna end. It felt it felt like the world itself 190 00:09:00,559 --> 00:09:02,600 Speaker 1: was ending. I was like all of you are not 191 00:09:02,760 --> 00:09:06,720 Speaker 1: existing because the world is over. Like my dreams, My 192 00:09:06,800 --> 00:09:08,640 Speaker 1: dreams were my everything. I didn't care about boys, didn't 193 00:09:08,679 --> 00:09:10,160 Speaker 1: care about none of that. So then I had to 194 00:09:10,200 --> 00:09:11,880 Speaker 1: go and live. And like I met these usc girls 195 00:09:11,880 --> 00:09:13,280 Speaker 1: that became like my best friends. And when I was 196 00:09:13,320 --> 00:09:15,400 Speaker 1: outside and then I was like, oh wait, the world, 197 00:09:15,480 --> 00:09:19,520 Speaker 1: the world, a whole new world, shout out to a ladder. 198 00:09:20,200 --> 00:09:22,720 Speaker 1: But I guess in the time, like I had to 199 00:09:22,760 --> 00:09:25,599 Speaker 1: grow because I was so naive. I literally was homeschooled 200 00:09:25,600 --> 00:09:28,040 Speaker 1: at the time. I only cared about jobs, and like 201 00:09:28,120 --> 00:09:30,600 Speaker 1: when the next opportunity, I didn't want to be outside. 202 00:09:30,640 --> 00:09:32,600 Speaker 1: I didn't even know what outside was giving. I never drank, 203 00:09:32,679 --> 00:09:34,920 Speaker 1: did none of that. So like I needed things to 204 00:09:34,920 --> 00:09:37,320 Speaker 1: write about and real artists be living that life. Yeah, 205 00:09:37,440 --> 00:09:40,240 Speaker 1: be about that, Lite, I need you to get your heartbroken, okay, 206 00:09:40,320 --> 00:09:46,000 Speaker 1: And did shout out to ICU, right, thank you and 207 00:09:46,040 --> 00:09:49,120 Speaker 1: not tell us about the heartbreak? What happened? L O 208 00:09:49,360 --> 00:09:53,800 Speaker 1: l um. Well, Honestly, I think at the time I 209 00:09:53,840 --> 00:09:56,800 Speaker 1: wasn't the best version of myself because my career and 210 00:09:56,840 --> 00:09:59,400 Speaker 1: the things that made me me, they were so up 211 00:09:59,440 --> 00:10:02,680 Speaker 1: in the air, so uncertain. So at the time I 212 00:10:02,720 --> 00:10:06,600 Speaker 1: guess I wanted a relationship way more than I should have, 213 00:10:06,760 --> 00:10:10,200 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And it wasn't that he 214 00:10:10,240 --> 00:10:12,720 Speaker 1: didn't want the same. It was more like I was 215 00:10:12,760 --> 00:10:14,680 Speaker 1: just not focused anymore. Like I was like, this, this 216 00:10:14,720 --> 00:10:16,520 Speaker 1: career hurting me. So what we're trying to do? You 217 00:10:16,520 --> 00:10:17,719 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like I don't even want to 218 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:20,800 Speaker 1: There's only disappointment here, like this is fun, this is safe, 219 00:10:20,800 --> 00:10:22,800 Speaker 1: this is great, you know what I'm saying. And then 220 00:10:23,120 --> 00:10:25,880 Speaker 1: when things changed and my career was starting to bubble again, 221 00:10:25,920 --> 00:10:29,520 Speaker 1: I was like, uh, sorry, hate to shift things around. 222 00:10:29,880 --> 00:10:31,959 Speaker 1: And it wasn't like it was any bad blood or 223 00:10:32,000 --> 00:10:35,240 Speaker 1: anything there. It was really once my life got back 224 00:10:35,280 --> 00:10:37,559 Speaker 1: on track, I was so different and I just had 225 00:10:37,559 --> 00:10:40,160 Speaker 1: such different priorities that we could we didn't. We didn't 226 00:10:40,200 --> 00:10:42,199 Speaker 1: make sense anymore. Like he would be doing his thing 227 00:10:42,200 --> 00:10:44,320 Speaker 1: over there and I'd be doing mine over here, and 228 00:10:44,360 --> 00:10:46,440 Speaker 1: then we wouldn't see each other. And then we would 229 00:10:46,440 --> 00:10:47,679 Speaker 1: see each other and they'd be like, oh my god, 230 00:10:47,679 --> 00:10:50,360 Speaker 1: this is great, but like our lifestyles don't match anymore, 231 00:10:50,400 --> 00:10:52,600 Speaker 1: Like what we want out of life doesn't match anymore. 232 00:10:52,679 --> 00:10:55,240 Speaker 1: Now that I am back to who I am, I 233 00:10:55,280 --> 00:10:57,640 Speaker 1: want to be this girl, and this girl can't be 234 00:10:57,679 --> 00:11:00,120 Speaker 1: where you're at. She's doing her thing. You know, it 235 00:11:00,160 --> 00:11:02,600 Speaker 1: just didn't make sense. But we always would like stop 236 00:11:02,640 --> 00:11:04,720 Speaker 1: talking to each other and be like, all right, cool, 237 00:11:04,760 --> 00:11:07,400 Speaker 1: we're friends, we're good, we're good, And then it'd be 238 00:11:07,440 --> 00:11:11,439 Speaker 1: like circling back, congratulations on that, how are you? How 239 00:11:11,440 --> 00:11:16,839 Speaker 1: are things? One more time around the block? Just ridiculous. 240 00:11:17,080 --> 00:11:18,959 Speaker 1: Did you think for a period of time that he 241 00:11:19,120 --> 00:11:21,520 Speaker 1: was the one, because, like you said, you keep going 242 00:11:21,559 --> 00:11:23,679 Speaker 1: back to somebody and you started thinking like, maybe this 243 00:11:23,760 --> 00:11:26,360 Speaker 1: is it. I think there was a time where I 244 00:11:26,360 --> 00:11:29,040 Speaker 1: thought he was the one, But I think for a 245 00:11:29,080 --> 00:11:31,400 Speaker 1: really long time I just knew he was the closest 246 00:11:31,440 --> 00:11:34,240 Speaker 1: to the one, you know, when like you have other 247 00:11:34,320 --> 00:11:36,760 Speaker 1: guys that are cool, but they're just not hitting the 248 00:11:36,800 --> 00:11:39,360 Speaker 1: way that that chemistry would hit, you know. Or maybe 249 00:11:39,360 --> 00:11:41,560 Speaker 1: it's that I was so blind by that chemistry and 250 00:11:41,600 --> 00:11:43,480 Speaker 1: what that was in the in the peak of it, 251 00:11:43,760 --> 00:11:45,840 Speaker 1: that I couldn't even see these other guys as like 252 00:11:46,320 --> 00:11:49,599 Speaker 1: good too, like solid contenders. So I think it was 253 00:11:49,640 --> 00:11:54,640 Speaker 1: more like I romanticized what it was and like I 254 00:11:54,679 --> 00:11:56,559 Speaker 1: wanted it to be that again. So that's like the 255 00:11:56,640 --> 00:11:58,840 Speaker 1: song double Back seem like you did it, went and 256 00:11:58,840 --> 00:12:02,320 Speaker 1: did this, and and did a whole album. Okay, I'm like, 257 00:12:02,360 --> 00:12:04,480 Speaker 1: we're gonna get some content out of this band. And 258 00:12:04,480 --> 00:12:06,680 Speaker 1: it's a still giving. The sex was amazing. I don't 259 00:12:06,679 --> 00:12:09,120 Speaker 1: know if say it was the sex part of the 260 00:12:09,160 --> 00:12:13,240 Speaker 1: real going back, I'm scream when the sexes will we 261 00:12:13,240 --> 00:12:15,800 Speaker 1: always think they won, right, they got the potential to 262 00:12:15,840 --> 00:12:20,720 Speaker 1: be the one w hate you, But that's sexy. I'm 263 00:12:20,760 --> 00:12:24,080 Speaker 1: crying because it really wasn't for me. It wasn't. It 264 00:12:24,160 --> 00:12:26,920 Speaker 1: wasn't that it was like that was my first love. 265 00:12:27,200 --> 00:12:28,800 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like that was that's a 266 00:12:28,840 --> 00:12:33,000 Speaker 1: whole different that's what That's what I knew. It was 267 00:12:33,080 --> 00:12:35,679 Speaker 1: my comfort zone. Yes, it was about comfort. Yeah, it 268 00:12:35,679 --> 00:12:39,880 Speaker 1: really was not. It was about comfort. It was really 269 00:12:39,920 --> 00:12:43,600 Speaker 1: about but it was about that too. Anyway, I'm gonna 270 00:12:43,600 --> 00:12:46,800 Speaker 1: sit one left out because sometimes but the first person 271 00:12:47,200 --> 00:12:51,440 Speaker 1: you don't know what great sex is. No, yeah, so 272 00:12:51,520 --> 00:12:52,960 Speaker 1: you think this is it and you're like, oh, it 273 00:12:53,000 --> 00:12:54,839 Speaker 1: is a sex and then you have great sex and 274 00:12:54,880 --> 00:13:02,480 Speaker 1: you're like, oh, but you probably broke his heart too, though, 275 00:13:02,559 --> 00:13:04,880 Speaker 1: Like from what I'm hearing, I know it hurt you, 276 00:13:05,000 --> 00:13:07,400 Speaker 1: but I'm sure he was like what the hell? Yeah, 277 00:13:07,440 --> 00:13:11,120 Speaker 1: And that's another thing too, Like it didn't feel like 278 00:13:11,240 --> 00:13:14,079 Speaker 1: I was in it by myself wanting it to last. 279 00:13:14,120 --> 00:13:16,679 Speaker 1: He kept coming back too. It was both of us 280 00:13:16,720 --> 00:13:21,000 Speaker 1: like oh please, no, no, you know, like we both 281 00:13:21,080 --> 00:13:23,559 Speaker 1: were stuck on now that how it felt. How did 282 00:13:23,559 --> 00:13:25,600 Speaker 1: you break the cycle? How did you cut that in 283 00:13:25,720 --> 00:13:29,600 Speaker 1: debt well? Or how did it him later tonight? No? 284 00:13:31,800 --> 00:13:34,360 Speaker 1: Did I think I've been thinking it's over? If I'd 285 00:13:34,360 --> 00:13:36,599 Speaker 1: been thinking it's over and then it's like here we 286 00:13:36,679 --> 00:13:41,840 Speaker 1: go again. No, But honestly, I think for me having 287 00:13:41,920 --> 00:13:45,560 Speaker 1: my life handing out the way it is now, I 288 00:13:45,720 --> 00:13:48,720 Speaker 1: just have to be more intentional and I don't want 289 00:13:48,720 --> 00:13:51,480 Speaker 1: to learn the same lessons over and over and over again. 290 00:13:51,480 --> 00:13:54,280 Speaker 1: I already literally did that before my career got back 291 00:13:54,280 --> 00:13:56,600 Speaker 1: on track. I wish I could go back and be like, 292 00:13:56,880 --> 00:13:58,520 Speaker 1: you should have been doing more content, You should have 293 00:13:58,520 --> 00:14:00,640 Speaker 1: had a better mindset. If you would had a better mindset, 294 00:14:00,640 --> 00:14:02,760 Speaker 1: you would have better actions. And who knows the things 295 00:14:02,760 --> 00:14:05,600 Speaker 1: that when viral could have went viral way before. Everything. 296 00:14:05,800 --> 00:14:07,480 Speaker 1: Timing is everything, you know what I'm saying. But I 297 00:14:07,520 --> 00:14:08,880 Speaker 1: just don't want to I don't want to waste any 298 00:14:08,880 --> 00:14:11,920 Speaker 1: more time, and I do feel like right person, wrong 299 00:14:11,960 --> 00:14:13,480 Speaker 1: time to me is just kind of cap I feel 300 00:14:13,520 --> 00:14:15,360 Speaker 1: like if they are the right person, you you make 301 00:14:15,440 --> 00:14:17,880 Speaker 1: it right. It all just up right. You know, I 302 00:14:17,880 --> 00:14:19,880 Speaker 1: don't know because I also believe a wrong person right 303 00:14:19,880 --> 00:14:23,160 Speaker 1: time to wrong person right time that happens. Yeah, it 304 00:14:23,160 --> 00:14:24,960 Speaker 1: could be that. It could be that. And honestly, if 305 00:14:25,000 --> 00:14:26,480 Speaker 1: you want to tuckle the block, I'll take another hit 306 00:14:26,520 --> 00:14:35,320 Speaker 1: off of it album. Okay, you know how to fin 307 00:14:36,720 --> 00:14:39,240 Speaker 1: You know where I'm saying, Gig that every time you 308 00:14:39,320 --> 00:14:41,600 Speaker 1: keep doubling back, you might be blocking your blessings. You 309 00:14:41,640 --> 00:14:44,480 Speaker 1: may have better sex and better coming street waiting for you. 310 00:14:44,760 --> 00:14:47,080 Speaker 1: I do, I definitely do feel like when you're holding 311 00:14:47,120 --> 00:14:49,760 Speaker 1: onto something, your hand is tight so nothing can get 312 00:14:49,800 --> 00:14:51,560 Speaker 1: in there. You know what I'm saying, Nothing good can 313 00:14:51,600 --> 00:14:53,800 Speaker 1: get a where nothing's coming out, but nothing good's coming in. 314 00:14:53,840 --> 00:14:55,440 Speaker 1: So I don't know. I'm just trying to go with 315 00:14:55,440 --> 00:14:58,440 Speaker 1: what feels the most authentic to me. I feel like 316 00:14:58,480 --> 00:15:01,000 Speaker 1: my intuition has kind of been on point. Well, good trust, 317 00:15:01,080 --> 00:15:03,120 Speaker 1: and you're at Capricrine like me. By the way, your 318 00:15:03,160 --> 00:15:07,560 Speaker 1: birthday is a day after mine. Oh my god, over here, 319 00:15:07,800 --> 00:15:09,800 Speaker 1: so you know, we worked really hard. We're very practical. 320 00:15:10,400 --> 00:15:13,680 Speaker 1: We're very practical people. Um. Now let me ask you this. 321 00:15:13,720 --> 00:15:16,560 Speaker 1: Have you ever been in a secret relationship like where 322 00:15:16,640 --> 00:15:21,480 Speaker 1: y'all were sneaking around child? I feel like everyone has 323 00:15:21,520 --> 00:15:23,840 Speaker 1: done that at some point. I remember someone telling me 324 00:15:23,880 --> 00:15:26,320 Speaker 1: it was really exciting, like we'd be at a party 325 00:15:26,640 --> 00:15:28,600 Speaker 1: and pretend that we're not together, but then no one, 326 00:15:28,600 --> 00:15:31,000 Speaker 1: We're gonna, you know, meet up later. Have you ever 327 00:15:31,040 --> 00:15:34,800 Speaker 1: done the sneaky link thing? Um. I wouldn't say it 328 00:15:34,840 --> 00:15:38,040 Speaker 1: was like a secret, but it was more like we're 329 00:15:38,040 --> 00:15:40,480 Speaker 1: not outside with it, like you are doing your career. 330 00:15:40,560 --> 00:15:42,560 Speaker 1: I'm doing my career and nobody's trying to have that 331 00:15:42,600 --> 00:15:46,360 Speaker 1: be in the tabloid. So it's giving. Yeah, it's giving 332 00:15:46,640 --> 00:15:48,200 Speaker 1: you when I see you type thing. Yeah, because life 333 00:15:48,240 --> 00:15:50,680 Speaker 1: has to be really different now because now people see 334 00:15:50,720 --> 00:15:53,960 Speaker 1: you and they're like Hillary Banks, uncle Jones, you know, 335 00:15:54,000 --> 00:15:56,480 Speaker 1: they know you for all these different things, and it's 336 00:15:56,520 --> 00:16:00,200 Speaker 1: not like you can just go to Ruth Chris. Now 337 00:16:00,280 --> 00:16:03,160 Speaker 1: that's very true. I mean everything that I do, I 338 00:16:03,160 --> 00:16:05,360 Speaker 1: feel like do I want this on the internet, Jess 339 00:16:05,400 --> 00:16:07,600 Speaker 1: and I want this on the internet. Gosh, what a 340 00:16:07,840 --> 00:16:13,240 Speaker 1: thing to have to debate. But that is that's and 341 00:16:13,280 --> 00:16:16,400 Speaker 1: sometimes people like that attention too, Like people will purposefully 342 00:16:16,480 --> 00:16:19,440 Speaker 1: try to do things, do things with somebody so that 343 00:16:19,720 --> 00:16:22,400 Speaker 1: it can Whenever you see somebody spotted at such and 344 00:16:22,400 --> 00:16:24,440 Speaker 1: such by you're like, oh, yeah, that's they went. They 345 00:16:24,480 --> 00:16:28,840 Speaker 1: went there because outside they called the paparazzi. Yeah, it 346 00:16:28,920 --> 00:16:30,720 Speaker 1: do be given that. Sometimes I don't know. For me, 347 00:16:30,800 --> 00:16:32,880 Speaker 1: I'm just, like I said, trying to go with my 348 00:16:32,920 --> 00:16:37,000 Speaker 1: intuition and sometimes I'm like maybe, but it always just 349 00:16:37,040 --> 00:16:39,600 Speaker 1: doesn't feel right. So I'm not going outside with Nladdie 350 00:16:39,680 --> 00:16:42,000 Speaker 1: because I'm thinking about bel air because I do. By 351 00:16:42,040 --> 00:16:44,040 Speaker 1: the way, I love the show. Watch the show being 352 00:16:44,120 --> 00:16:46,240 Speaker 1: keeping up with it. You know, we watched the whole 353 00:16:46,280 --> 00:16:50,240 Speaker 1: first season like um last year Binge did, and so 354 00:16:50,400 --> 00:16:52,200 Speaker 1: we were excited for the new season to come back. 355 00:16:52,520 --> 00:16:55,560 Speaker 1: But we're looking at your relationship with Jazzy Jess character 356 00:16:55,800 --> 00:16:59,080 Speaker 1: on the show, and this is a real life thing, right. 357 00:16:59,120 --> 00:17:01,280 Speaker 1: You don't want to commit, but then you also get 358 00:17:01,320 --> 00:17:04,280 Speaker 1: really jealous if the person that you're dating but won't 359 00:17:04,320 --> 00:17:07,080 Speaker 1: commit to is talking to other people that other people 360 00:17:07,160 --> 00:17:11,320 Speaker 1: like them. You know, some natural reaction or feeling for sure, 361 00:17:11,480 --> 00:17:16,399 Speaker 1: especially for a woman. Yeah you like and normally I 362 00:17:16,440 --> 00:17:18,480 Speaker 1: feel like guys think that women want to be in 363 00:17:18,520 --> 00:17:21,320 Speaker 1: relationships so bad, like we're the ones, but in this case, 364 00:17:21,359 --> 00:17:23,919 Speaker 1: you're the one that's like ump the brakes. I'm not 365 00:17:23,920 --> 00:17:26,160 Speaker 1: really sure that's what I want to do, you know. 366 00:17:26,800 --> 00:17:30,240 Speaker 1: I mean, I think it does depend there. I have 367 00:17:30,400 --> 00:17:33,359 Speaker 1: had situations where the guy was way more serious about me, 368 00:17:33,359 --> 00:17:36,840 Speaker 1: and I was like, it's not even giving that like relax, 369 00:17:36,960 --> 00:17:39,280 Speaker 1: you know. But I think at the time too, I 370 00:17:39,359 --> 00:17:42,800 Speaker 1: think honestly, it's really about like being honest with yourself, 371 00:17:43,160 --> 00:17:44,960 Speaker 1: Like you can get to know a person enough to 372 00:17:45,040 --> 00:17:47,760 Speaker 1: know what type of time they're on, and then it's 373 00:17:47,840 --> 00:17:52,720 Speaker 1: up to you whether or not you want what's being served. Yeah, 374 00:17:52,720 --> 00:17:55,520 Speaker 1: because sometimes you just went like a little fun, yeah, 375 00:17:55,560 --> 00:17:57,800 Speaker 1: and to be spoiled and go out, but you're not 376 00:17:57,840 --> 00:18:00,400 Speaker 1: trying to get something serious because you are still young 377 00:18:00,600 --> 00:18:04,480 Speaker 1: and you have time. How are your parents with people 378 00:18:04,520 --> 00:18:07,400 Speaker 1: that you date and what are the rules in terms 379 00:18:07,440 --> 00:18:12,000 Speaker 1: for you introducing someone to your parents or your family? Um? 380 00:18:12,080 --> 00:18:16,280 Speaker 1: My parents. My mom is way more strict about things. 381 00:18:16,320 --> 00:18:18,879 Speaker 1: My dad's more like chill. My mom's like does he 382 00:18:18,920 --> 00:18:25,600 Speaker 1: love the Lord? She's very southern, very old school, so 383 00:18:25,680 --> 00:18:30,000 Speaker 1: I'll be like yes, cries Um, that's pretty much like 384 00:18:30,040 --> 00:18:32,640 Speaker 1: the main thing. But I honestly do feel like my 385 00:18:32,680 --> 00:18:36,280 Speaker 1: mom and dad like they kind of as we've gotten older, 386 00:18:36,320 --> 00:18:38,880 Speaker 1: you know, you start to see more of the real 387 00:18:39,000 --> 00:18:41,959 Speaker 1: of a relationships because we're grown. And so I do 388 00:18:42,000 --> 00:18:44,160 Speaker 1: feel like I've watched my mom kind of like evolved 389 00:18:44,200 --> 00:18:48,840 Speaker 1: more and I feel like she's more modern minded in 390 00:18:48,880 --> 00:18:50,959 Speaker 1: the fact that like it's not just does he love 391 00:18:51,000 --> 00:18:53,040 Speaker 1: the Lord? It's like, Okay, well what does he go 392 00:18:53,040 --> 00:18:56,080 Speaker 1: to therapy? Like what is his what are his mental value? 393 00:18:56,080 --> 00:18:58,640 Speaker 1: What is he value? Like where's his where's his head at? 394 00:18:58,800 --> 00:19:01,800 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like things that honestly are crucial. 395 00:19:03,400 --> 00:19:05,000 Speaker 1: So for a guy to go to therapy for you, 396 00:19:05,200 --> 00:19:07,040 Speaker 1: I do think it's important. You don't have to go 397 00:19:07,640 --> 00:19:10,680 Speaker 1: every month, but like you gotta circle the black every 398 00:19:10,680 --> 00:19:12,359 Speaker 1: once in a while because I just feel like, if 399 00:19:12,400 --> 00:19:14,720 Speaker 1: you go to the doctor for your body, yeah, I 400 00:19:14,760 --> 00:19:16,879 Speaker 1: think you need to go to therapy for your emotions 401 00:19:16,880 --> 00:19:18,880 Speaker 1: and that mental health. You don't know what what you're 402 00:19:18,880 --> 00:19:21,920 Speaker 1: holding in, so you go to therapy. Also, Okay, what 403 00:19:22,040 --> 00:19:24,520 Speaker 1: made you start going to therapy? Um? Actually it was 404 00:19:24,640 --> 00:19:27,800 Speaker 1: during the pandemic and one of the guys that I 405 00:19:27,880 --> 00:19:30,080 Speaker 1: was like kind of talking to he was talking about 406 00:19:30,119 --> 00:19:33,239 Speaker 1: therapy and I was like what, And so I was like, well, 407 00:19:33,240 --> 00:19:35,359 Speaker 1: who's this person? Because if a guy's going to therapy, 408 00:19:35,400 --> 00:19:37,200 Speaker 1: I want to I want to see who they're going to, 409 00:19:37,320 --> 00:19:39,199 Speaker 1: you know, because I don't mean I don't know. Stereotypically, 410 00:19:39,280 --> 00:19:41,760 Speaker 1: I feel like guys don't want to be told about themselves, right, 411 00:19:41,840 --> 00:19:44,439 Speaker 1: it's all like who is this person? And I've been 412 00:19:44,480 --> 00:19:49,000 Speaker 1: going to therapy ever since that therapist. Oh you go 413 00:19:49,040 --> 00:19:52,919 Speaker 1: to his therapist? Yeah? Wow, I still share my therapist. 414 00:19:53,080 --> 00:19:54,919 Speaker 1: I know she doesn't. Well it's like it's not like 415 00:19:54,960 --> 00:19:58,440 Speaker 1: we can talk about I can talk about everybody's skate, 416 00:19:58,880 --> 00:20:00,879 Speaker 1: but now you feel like a bond him always like 417 00:20:00,880 --> 00:20:02,840 Speaker 1: we're gonna Oh it ain't got nothing to do with that. 418 00:20:03,200 --> 00:20:07,120 Speaker 1: I'm okay. I like, I really like her, I really 419 00:20:07,119 --> 00:20:10,000 Speaker 1: respect her, And so I'm like, I'm not even trying 420 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:12,399 Speaker 1: to find another one. If you broke up with you 421 00:20:12,400 --> 00:20:13,440 Speaker 1: when it was like I don't want you go into 422 00:20:13,440 --> 00:20:16,520 Speaker 1: my therapist anymore, Like sir, you're not saying for it 423 00:20:16,280 --> 00:20:18,160 Speaker 1: right that you were even able to mess with her, 424 00:20:18,200 --> 00:20:20,679 Speaker 1: because you can't. I've been to a couple of different therapists, 425 00:20:20,720 --> 00:20:23,080 Speaker 1: and sometimes you meet somebody and you're just like, Okay, 426 00:20:23,080 --> 00:20:24,960 Speaker 1: this is not the person. Yeah, It's like it's like 427 00:20:25,000 --> 00:20:27,720 Speaker 1: a real relationship and you got to have a rapport 428 00:20:27,840 --> 00:20:31,000 Speaker 1: or just a real chemistry with that person in order 429 00:20:31,040 --> 00:20:33,400 Speaker 1: to be able to give what it needs to give, 430 00:20:33,440 --> 00:20:34,800 Speaker 1: to get what you need from them, and to feel 431 00:20:34,800 --> 00:20:37,200 Speaker 1: comfortable to share. Yes, like if I if I feel 432 00:20:37,200 --> 00:20:39,160 Speaker 1: like she don't even know my struggle for real, I'm 433 00:20:39,200 --> 00:20:41,800 Speaker 1: not there's nothing to talk about because you don't get it. Well, 434 00:20:41,800 --> 00:20:44,439 Speaker 1: that's why I'm like having a black therapist, because she 435 00:20:44,520 --> 00:20:48,359 Speaker 1: understands what I'm saying. I curse with her, I say 436 00:20:48,640 --> 00:20:52,720 Speaker 1: other things and you know, so in word heavily, and 437 00:20:52,840 --> 00:20:56,600 Speaker 1: she says it back like bad hilarious. She's like, well 438 00:20:56,640 --> 00:21:00,400 Speaker 1: this niggas shouldn't do. Okay, yeah, so I but that's 439 00:21:00,400 --> 00:21:02,760 Speaker 1: for me, it's not a part of the language. Like 440 00:21:02,840 --> 00:21:04,440 Speaker 1: for me it is, but I mean for other people 441 00:21:04,440 --> 00:21:06,240 Speaker 1: it's not. But that that works for me. And also, 442 00:21:06,520 --> 00:21:10,440 Speaker 1: I feel like with therapy, you should not feel embarrassed. Absolutely, 443 00:21:10,520 --> 00:21:12,560 Speaker 1: because we've been talking about the same stuff for years 444 00:21:12,600 --> 00:21:14,720 Speaker 1: and I'm like, this isn't embarrassing and she's like it's not. 445 00:21:15,240 --> 00:21:17,200 Speaker 1: So I feel like it's you know, important, it's really 446 00:21:17,200 --> 00:21:19,800 Speaker 1: important that you mesh with whoever you you know, sharing 447 00:21:19,880 --> 00:21:23,320 Speaker 1: your life with. That's a secrey. I want all my 448 00:21:23,359 --> 00:21:25,879 Speaker 1: friends that get my therapists. My therapist is amazing, and 449 00:21:25,920 --> 00:21:28,320 Speaker 1: I think she's amazing that I feel like it would 450 00:21:28,359 --> 00:21:30,160 Speaker 1: be selfish of me to say no, I don't want, 451 00:21:30,320 --> 00:21:33,240 Speaker 1: you know, like just me. She's done so much for 452 00:21:33,280 --> 00:21:36,119 Speaker 1: me mentally and being able to deal with things that 453 00:21:36,200 --> 00:21:37,840 Speaker 1: I know so many and I already tell as soon 454 00:21:37,880 --> 00:21:40,639 Speaker 1: as you get your private practice, let me know, and 455 00:21:40,680 --> 00:21:42,920 Speaker 1: I have people for you on deck, Like, I think 456 00:21:42,960 --> 00:21:45,439 Speaker 1: she's really good. But the same thing, I open up 457 00:21:45,440 --> 00:21:48,560 Speaker 1: to her about things that and I'm really open about 458 00:21:48,560 --> 00:21:50,679 Speaker 1: a lot of things, but with her, it hit different. 459 00:21:50,720 --> 00:21:52,840 Speaker 1: It hits very different. And then I, you know, I 460 00:21:52,920 --> 00:21:55,480 Speaker 1: love to cry, and she's like, it's okay crying. I 461 00:21:55,560 --> 00:22:00,400 Speaker 1: need here to stop in the next three minutes. Yeah, 462 00:22:00,440 --> 00:22:02,680 Speaker 1: She's like, but I need you to stop and let's 463 00:22:02,680 --> 00:22:07,720 Speaker 1: talk about this cry in front him. But Jasmine will 464 00:22:07,760 --> 00:22:09,520 Speaker 1: be like, I don't want anybody around what I'm doing 465 00:22:09,560 --> 00:22:14,200 Speaker 1: my therapy because I stopped crying, and Shita gotta go somewhere. 466 00:22:14,480 --> 00:22:16,800 Speaker 1: You gotta go somewhere, all right. So your mom says dad. 467 00:22:16,800 --> 00:22:19,119 Speaker 1: What about So you said your dad is more chill. Yes, 468 00:22:19,200 --> 00:22:23,520 Speaker 1: so my dad is more chill. He's more Um, what's 469 00:22:23,560 --> 00:22:26,120 Speaker 1: the what's the character of the guy? Like, like, would 470 00:22:26,119 --> 00:22:28,399 Speaker 1: he bond with him at all? You know, if he 471 00:22:28,400 --> 00:22:30,960 Speaker 1: feels like I guess, if he feels like he can't 472 00:22:31,000 --> 00:22:34,040 Speaker 1: relate to them, he would be more concerned, right, but 473 00:22:35,760 --> 00:22:39,080 Speaker 1: he's chill about it. What about your brother, my brother strict. 474 00:22:39,560 --> 00:22:44,680 Speaker 1: I'm like, sir, but I don't know. I think I sho. Also, 475 00:22:44,720 --> 00:22:46,520 Speaker 1: I'm really close with my siblings, Like those are my 476 00:22:46,560 --> 00:22:49,200 Speaker 1: best sies, my sister and my brother. So I feel 477 00:22:49,240 --> 00:22:53,400 Speaker 1: like I tell him like pretty much all the tea 478 00:22:53,480 --> 00:22:55,240 Speaker 1: and he can give me like a really good perspective, 479 00:22:55,320 --> 00:22:58,919 Speaker 1: like a young guy perspective, and I'm like, yikes, all right, 480 00:22:59,080 --> 00:23:03,480 Speaker 1: isn't really how you think? Like y'all all right, everything okay, okay, 481 00:23:04,080 --> 00:23:06,320 Speaker 1: I'm like, oh okay, I'll be like, what does this mean? 482 00:23:06,440 --> 00:23:08,280 Speaker 1: He'll be like, oh, da da dada. I'm like, I 483 00:23:08,320 --> 00:23:12,560 Speaker 1: wish I wouldn't have heard that. Okay, damn right, he'd 484 00:23:12,680 --> 00:23:15,040 Speaker 1: given it he becoming straight. But I appreciate it. It'spreci 485 00:23:15,119 --> 00:23:17,480 Speaker 1: that you have such a close, tight knit family. Yeah, 486 00:23:17,560 --> 00:23:19,160 Speaker 1: I'm really tired with my family, and I know that 487 00:23:19,160 --> 00:23:22,040 Speaker 1: that's like a blessing and kind of rare, so I 488 00:23:22,359 --> 00:23:25,240 Speaker 1: do I always thank God that like I love my family, 489 00:23:25,800 --> 00:23:28,600 Speaker 1: Like really honestly, if I didn't have my family, I 490 00:23:28,680 --> 00:23:31,840 Speaker 1: would have gave up because the calls, you know how 491 00:23:31,880 --> 00:23:35,120 Speaker 1: I was you said, repeating it for years, the same thing. 492 00:23:35,200 --> 00:23:37,320 Speaker 1: I would say the same thing on the phone all 493 00:23:37,359 --> 00:23:38,960 Speaker 1: the time, and I just don't know how they dealt 494 00:23:38,960 --> 00:23:43,119 Speaker 1: with it. Wow sometimes wow Wow. Sorry, Now, because what 495 00:23:43,200 --> 00:23:44,919 Speaker 1: about the period in your life where you felt like 496 00:23:44,920 --> 00:23:46,600 Speaker 1: it wasn't gonna work, Like you said when you were 497 00:23:46,640 --> 00:23:49,639 Speaker 1: like around sixteen years old, you thought everything fell into place, 498 00:23:49,920 --> 00:23:51,640 Speaker 1: And I saw that you had said before you were 499 00:23:51,640 --> 00:23:53,840 Speaker 1: ready to just give up, you know, and if you 500 00:23:53,920 --> 00:23:56,720 Speaker 1: had given up, like what would you have done, because 501 00:23:56,760 --> 00:23:59,760 Speaker 1: you've been wanting this since you were a little kid six, 502 00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:04,200 Speaker 1: she'd be working at the construction company. Yeah right, that 503 00:24:04,720 --> 00:24:08,159 Speaker 1: is the line. Um, I'm not even gonna hold you. 504 00:24:08,160 --> 00:24:10,359 Speaker 1: I did have a time where I was like, hmm, 505 00:24:11,400 --> 00:24:16,280 Speaker 1: maybe maybe I'll just be a wife who sings, my 506 00:24:16,400 --> 00:24:18,960 Speaker 1: wife that sings, you know, I don't know, or maybe 507 00:24:19,000 --> 00:24:21,840 Speaker 1: I'll be Um. I knew I wanted to be like 508 00:24:22,160 --> 00:24:25,000 Speaker 1: in charge of something, so maybe I'll just figure out 509 00:24:25,040 --> 00:24:27,760 Speaker 1: how to work my way up and be somebody boss. 510 00:24:28,280 --> 00:24:31,040 Speaker 1: So you really did consider not doing like for real 511 00:24:31,160 --> 00:24:33,760 Speaker 1: you had. It wasn't like I didn't. I didn't tactically 512 00:24:33,800 --> 00:24:35,520 Speaker 1: go out and do what you think, but like they 513 00:24:35,520 --> 00:24:36,960 Speaker 1: would be like my thoughts in the back of my head, 514 00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:40,600 Speaker 1: like you know, I you know, I like little little 515 00:24:40,680 --> 00:24:42,159 Speaker 1: voices in the back of my head. But did I 516 00:24:42,200 --> 00:24:45,360 Speaker 1: go apply somewhere? Now? When did things turn around? Then? Like? 517 00:24:45,400 --> 00:24:48,160 Speaker 1: What was the first uh thing that kind of put 518 00:24:48,240 --> 00:24:50,199 Speaker 1: you back on the path, Like, okay, we back. I 519 00:24:50,200 --> 00:24:54,960 Speaker 1: remember exactly what it was. I saw this tweet that 520 00:24:55,080 --> 00:24:56,920 Speaker 1: had went viral, and it was like what happened to 521 00:24:57,000 --> 00:24:59,159 Speaker 1: Koko Jones? She was supposed to be like next up? 522 00:24:59,640 --> 00:25:02,359 Speaker 1: And had it did numbers to the point where I 523 00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:04,119 Speaker 1: even DM the person who tweeted it, and I was like, 524 00:25:04,160 --> 00:25:06,920 Speaker 1: thank you for even saying this. What the hell? And 525 00:25:06,960 --> 00:25:09,560 Speaker 1: so at the time I showed it to my mom, 526 00:25:09,640 --> 00:25:11,040 Speaker 1: I showed it to like the guy I was talking to. 527 00:25:11,520 --> 00:25:13,600 Speaker 1: I was like, look, there's an egg. He was like, 528 00:25:13,640 --> 00:25:16,960 Speaker 1: respond to it. I was like, okay, So I responded. 529 00:25:17,000 --> 00:25:18,560 Speaker 1: I was like, y'all want to know what happened. And 530 00:25:18,600 --> 00:25:21,040 Speaker 1: then that tweet did numbers and I was like, what 531 00:25:21,119 --> 00:25:24,040 Speaker 1: the hell. So then I literally just went on like 532 00:25:24,119 --> 00:25:27,120 Speaker 1: YouTube live and told this story, saved it as a video, 533 00:25:27,200 --> 00:25:30,560 Speaker 1: and now it's like got crazy views. Somebody took a 534 00:25:30,560 --> 00:25:33,119 Speaker 1: clip from the video and put it on TikTok and 535 00:25:33,160 --> 00:25:37,399 Speaker 1: then that sound went viral like everyone was using the sound. 536 00:25:37,640 --> 00:25:39,720 Speaker 1: It was so weird, and people was texting me. You 537 00:25:39,760 --> 00:25:41,080 Speaker 1: know how when you start popping up again, like you 538 00:25:41,119 --> 00:25:43,080 Speaker 1: start popping off, people are like, oh hey hey girl, 539 00:25:43,600 --> 00:25:49,359 Speaker 1: hey hey hey. That's how you know you're doing something right. 540 00:25:49,400 --> 00:25:51,679 Speaker 1: When you get them numbers, you'd be like my second 541 00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:58,160 Speaker 1: grade teacher, Hey, how are you? Literally I think, yeah, 542 00:25:58,240 --> 00:26:00,760 Speaker 1: you did, you did see that? But yeah. So that 543 00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:03,600 Speaker 1: clip went viral on TikTok and then I was like 544 00:26:03,640 --> 00:26:06,520 Speaker 1: what's TikTok because what the hell is this? So then 545 00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:09,040 Speaker 1: I was like looking at TikTok. I was scrolling and 546 00:26:09,080 --> 00:26:10,679 Speaker 1: I saw somebody do a video and it was like 547 00:26:10,720 --> 00:26:12,280 Speaker 1: if I was on this song, I was like, oh, 548 00:26:12,280 --> 00:26:14,400 Speaker 1: I can do that, I can do that. So I did. 549 00:26:14,440 --> 00:26:17,600 Speaker 1: If I was on Hit Different by Scissa, it went 550 00:26:17,880 --> 00:26:23,600 Speaker 1: crazy and hello like popped off Scissor Hit me like 551 00:26:23,800 --> 00:26:26,439 Speaker 1: executives were hitting me. Um. And then I went to 552 00:26:26,440 --> 00:26:29,159 Speaker 1: the studio with somebody who saw the cover at the time. 553 00:26:29,440 --> 00:26:30,960 Speaker 1: I went to the studio and the guy was like, 554 00:26:31,000 --> 00:26:32,600 Speaker 1: you need to he was just doing the musk. He 555 00:26:32,640 --> 00:26:34,440 Speaker 1: was like, you need to show more that. I was like, 556 00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:35,760 Speaker 1: I didn't even know he was working with all that. 557 00:26:36,359 --> 00:26:39,800 Speaker 1: I was like, thanks guy, but I was like, damn, 558 00:26:39,840 --> 00:26:41,720 Speaker 1: do I need to do more? Like I'm just like what, 559 00:26:41,920 --> 00:26:43,399 Speaker 1: I don't know. I want to keep this momentum. What 560 00:26:43,400 --> 00:26:44,959 Speaker 1: do I need to do? And then there was one 561 00:26:45,000 --> 00:26:46,520 Speaker 1: guy and he was like, I don't think she needs 562 00:26:46,560 --> 00:26:48,600 Speaker 1: to do all that, and we were all like and 563 00:26:48,640 --> 00:26:53,320 Speaker 1: so he became like my managers the tea yeah. Yeah. 564 00:26:53,359 --> 00:26:55,400 Speaker 1: So then we kind of got to work together and 565 00:26:55,440 --> 00:26:58,520 Speaker 1: then um. Shortly after that, I got my acting management 566 00:26:58,560 --> 00:27:00,000 Speaker 1: and they were like, you need audition for the show. 567 00:27:00,080 --> 00:27:02,040 Speaker 1: It's called bel Air. I was like, I don't want 568 00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:04,359 Speaker 1: they want to like you girl, I look like Hillary, 569 00:27:04,400 --> 00:27:06,399 Speaker 1: I'm not doing that. They were like, you're auditioning for it. 570 00:27:06,440 --> 00:27:08,000 Speaker 1: I was like all right, sure, So I send in 571 00:27:08,000 --> 00:27:10,560 Speaker 1: an audition and then at the time I'm like I 572 00:27:10,600 --> 00:27:12,680 Speaker 1: find out that I get that I have like meeting 573 00:27:12,720 --> 00:27:16,160 Speaker 1: set up with labels, and then I meet Jada who's 574 00:27:16,160 --> 00:27:18,600 Speaker 1: with High Standards, which is my joint venture with Deaf 575 00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:21,679 Speaker 1: Jam was def Jam High Standards, so literally at the 576 00:27:21,760 --> 00:27:28,320 Speaker 1: same time, literally at the same time, like I got 577 00:27:28,359 --> 00:27:32,479 Speaker 1: these things and my life literally shifted and here we 578 00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:35,600 Speaker 1: are and then I have my music manager, Lydia, and 579 00:27:35,960 --> 00:27:39,560 Speaker 1: it's just been go. Like we've been on go. It's 580 00:27:39,560 --> 00:27:49,639 Speaker 1: just crazy image of work. Oh, it's crazy. It's crazy. 581 00:27:49,680 --> 00:27:52,680 Speaker 1: I literally wish because I tell people and every time 582 00:27:52,720 --> 00:27:55,720 Speaker 1: I get the opportunity, like every time, I'm like, this 583 00:27:55,880 --> 00:27:58,400 Speaker 1: was not what it was giving almost two years ago, 584 00:27:58,840 --> 00:28:00,359 Speaker 1: and I used to say a year and how a 585 00:28:00,440 --> 00:28:04,080 Speaker 1: year ago, because like it just changed all of a sudden. 586 00:28:04,440 --> 00:28:07,280 Speaker 1: And really, I want, especially my black women, to have 587 00:28:07,320 --> 00:28:10,080 Speaker 1: more mercy with themselves, Like we're so strict with ourself 588 00:28:10,119 --> 00:28:13,320 Speaker 1: where our toughest critic, but literally, like just the fact 589 00:28:13,320 --> 00:28:15,440 Speaker 1: that I didn't give up on them days that was enough. 590 00:28:15,480 --> 00:28:18,240 Speaker 1: I was battling. This was a war zone. This is 591 00:28:18,240 --> 00:28:21,640 Speaker 1: not easy to be out in LA by myself fighting 592 00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:24,040 Speaker 1: these things, like going into these auditions and showing up 593 00:28:24,119 --> 00:28:26,359 Speaker 1: every day. That's a war zone. I should have had 594 00:28:26,359 --> 00:28:28,320 Speaker 1: more mercy with myself and I keep trying to tell 595 00:28:28,359 --> 00:28:30,320 Speaker 1: the girls that look like me, have more mercy with 596 00:28:30,359 --> 00:28:34,000 Speaker 1: yourself and give yourself grace and time to make mistakes. 597 00:28:34,040 --> 00:28:37,040 Speaker 1: And some days you ain't gotta like, you know, push 598 00:28:37,119 --> 00:28:40,960 Speaker 1: past your emotions just to do something. Sometimes the fact 599 00:28:40,960 --> 00:28:43,640 Speaker 1: that you didn't give up that day was good enough. Yeah, 600 00:28:43,760 --> 00:28:46,480 Speaker 1: next day, start over. And LA could be a very 601 00:28:46,520 --> 00:28:49,160 Speaker 1: lonely place. It can, especially when everybody's like, what you're doing? 602 00:28:49,200 --> 00:28:52,080 Speaker 1: What do you do? Oh? It was, and it would 603 00:28:52,120 --> 00:28:53,960 Speaker 1: get humbling. People are like, how do you say so humble? 604 00:28:54,040 --> 00:28:58,840 Speaker 1: I'm like, I have seen the humblest I live in hometown, 605 00:28:59,040 --> 00:29:04,480 Speaker 1: still have an apartment there. Okay, I love it there. Oh, 606 00:29:04,400 --> 00:29:08,000 Speaker 1: whe marble floors. Because they'd be like, deci act. I 607 00:29:08,080 --> 00:29:11,080 Speaker 1: was like, oh god, please, this is so unbearable. Like 608 00:29:11,520 --> 00:29:13,240 Speaker 1: I'd be like at a party, like with a jello shot. 609 00:29:13,240 --> 00:29:15,719 Speaker 1: They'd be like, oh, you're a girlfriend, Oh are you? 610 00:29:15,840 --> 00:29:21,600 Speaker 1: And I'd be like another jello shot. Yeah. He laterly, 611 00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:23,680 Speaker 1: I was like, I'm just gonna turn up because that's 612 00:29:23,680 --> 00:29:25,360 Speaker 1: all I could do at the time. I'm here and 613 00:29:25,360 --> 00:29:27,560 Speaker 1: this is my circumstances, and best believe I have another 614 00:29:27,640 --> 00:29:30,200 Speaker 1: jello shot and re March Badness plays my future. I'm 615 00:29:30,280 --> 00:29:33,240 Speaker 1: gonna do circlo. I was just trying to live my life. 616 00:29:33,480 --> 00:29:37,160 Speaker 1: But I was everything financially for you at that time. Um, 617 00:29:37,240 --> 00:29:40,160 Speaker 1: at the time, I had a lot of savings and 618 00:29:40,200 --> 00:29:43,920 Speaker 1: stuff because I will my mom my mom. My mom 619 00:29:43,920 --> 00:29:45,920 Speaker 1: didn't play and like when I would invest in stuff, 620 00:29:45,920 --> 00:29:47,719 Speaker 1: when she would invest it would all be like the 621 00:29:47,760 --> 00:29:50,600 Speaker 1: safest stocks. So I did have a lot of savings 622 00:29:50,600 --> 00:29:52,760 Speaker 1: and everything like that. I never had like a real job. 623 00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:55,920 Speaker 1: When looking back, I'm like, that's kind of crazy. But 624 00:29:56,320 --> 00:29:58,920 Speaker 1: I did get to a point where I was almost 625 00:29:58,960 --> 00:30:03,320 Speaker 1: at that point, like I remember, Lord be offense. My 626 00:30:03,360 --> 00:30:06,280 Speaker 1: mom called me and she was like, hey, Court. She 627 00:30:06,480 --> 00:30:11,320 Speaker 1: was like, not Coco, okay. She was like, um, not 628 00:30:11,360 --> 00:30:14,240 Speaker 1: to stress you out or anything, like Everything's gonna be fine. 629 00:30:14,280 --> 00:30:15,840 Speaker 1: She was like, but you're getting to a point where 630 00:30:16,280 --> 00:30:19,640 Speaker 1: you're getting low on the funds because I'm not making 631 00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:24,640 Speaker 1: no income and I'm just spinning it's la yeah hello, yeah, 632 00:30:24,760 --> 00:30:30,760 Speaker 1: She's like, girl, I did some crunching at the numbers, right, Okay, 633 00:30:30,000 --> 00:30:35,680 Speaker 1: the way these things going, you're going. I would never 634 00:30:35,760 --> 00:30:38,080 Speaker 1: let my parents know what I have in the bank, too, 635 00:30:38,120 --> 00:30:40,120 Speaker 1: but that's great. My mom was my business manager. See 636 00:30:40,120 --> 00:30:42,760 Speaker 1: But that's amazing because a lot of people don't have 637 00:30:42,840 --> 00:30:45,640 Speaker 1: like their family that can actually have that type of knowledge, 638 00:30:45,800 --> 00:30:49,160 Speaker 1: especially when it comes to finances where they can be like, Okay, 639 00:30:49,280 --> 00:30:51,720 Speaker 1: well invest in this. Okay, now miss is getting low. 640 00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:54,440 Speaker 1: That's so true and I'm so blessed because when my 641 00:30:54,480 --> 00:30:57,120 Speaker 1: dad played professional football, he played for ten years. My 642 00:30:57,160 --> 00:31:00,840 Speaker 1: mom had seen, like so many athletes lose money, and 643 00:31:00,880 --> 00:31:03,240 Speaker 1: so she just studied it, like she really, Like she's 644 00:31:03,280 --> 00:31:06,960 Speaker 1: from a all entrepreneurial background, like her side, they just 645 00:31:07,080 --> 00:31:09,680 Speaker 1: they just do it, and so um, she just studied 646 00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:12,240 Speaker 1: it and she became really educated. She was like, nobody's 647 00:31:12,240 --> 00:31:14,680 Speaker 1: gonna take no money from my kid. So she always 648 00:31:14,720 --> 00:31:16,600 Speaker 1: had been looking over it and making sure that like 649 00:31:17,040 --> 00:31:18,840 Speaker 1: I was good, you know so, but when it got 650 00:31:18,840 --> 00:31:22,880 Speaker 1: a little ugly, she was like, he's getting us figure 651 00:31:22,920 --> 00:31:25,400 Speaker 1: this out. Okay, humble, And I know what I was 652 00:31:25,440 --> 00:31:27,120 Speaker 1: gonna do. I was gonna ride it till the wheels 653 00:31:27,120 --> 00:31:28,720 Speaker 1: fell off. That's what I knew I was gonna do. 654 00:31:29,040 --> 00:31:30,440 Speaker 1: But I didn't know what that was gonna look like. 655 00:31:30,880 --> 00:31:33,200 Speaker 1: I was like, I want my wheels. I had to 656 00:31:33,280 --> 00:31:35,120 Speaker 1: be like waitressing, like anything else I can get you. 657 00:31:35,680 --> 00:31:37,240 Speaker 1: I don't know what it was gonna give. I don't 658 00:31:37,280 --> 00:31:38,720 Speaker 1: know what it's gonna give. Let me ask you. I 659 00:31:38,760 --> 00:31:41,000 Speaker 1: need you to be honest. Have you ever gone on 660 00:31:41,040 --> 00:31:43,040 Speaker 1: a date just because you were hungry and didn't want 661 00:31:43,080 --> 00:31:46,640 Speaker 1: to have to pay with l O l um. Not 662 00:31:46,680 --> 00:31:48,600 Speaker 1: because I was hungry and didn't want to have to 663 00:31:48,640 --> 00:31:52,440 Speaker 1: pay it up. Definitely, when I'm like, I want to 664 00:31:52,440 --> 00:31:55,720 Speaker 1: go to this really nice restaurant and he asked me, 665 00:31:56,160 --> 00:31:59,400 Speaker 1: I might as well tell him that's hilarious, I will 666 00:31:59,440 --> 00:32:01,280 Speaker 1: say I would. I would go on a date knowing 667 00:32:01,320 --> 00:32:03,320 Speaker 1: I wasn't really messing with the guy, but like I'm 668 00:32:03,320 --> 00:32:05,080 Speaker 1: trying to drink up and either like I'm trying to 669 00:32:05,080 --> 00:32:07,480 Speaker 1: live lavish. So the answers, yes, yeah, not because I'm 670 00:32:07,480 --> 00:32:18,360 Speaker 1: own star. No, it wasn't life all right, let's dine 671 00:32:18,360 --> 00:32:24,240 Speaker 1: in camera Martini. It would give yeah, exactly. But also 672 00:32:24,360 --> 00:32:26,200 Speaker 1: I did feel like I wasn't the type to like. 673 00:32:26,520 --> 00:32:28,239 Speaker 1: If I knew I wasn't really feeling a guy, I'm 674 00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:30,560 Speaker 1: still gonna be like, m Am, I sure like I 675 00:32:30,560 --> 00:32:32,120 Speaker 1: would want to see one more. I would give a 676 00:32:32,120 --> 00:32:33,880 Speaker 1: guy like two chances, right, and then I'd be like, 677 00:32:33,880 --> 00:32:37,160 Speaker 1: all right, so what okay? So I always see all 678 00:32:37,200 --> 00:32:39,480 Speaker 1: these and we would talk about this like gurus on 679 00:32:40,080 --> 00:32:42,920 Speaker 1: social media, the dead ones. Yeah, and so I want 680 00:32:42,960 --> 00:32:44,160 Speaker 1: to ask you this because I saw a one that 681 00:32:44,240 --> 00:32:46,000 Speaker 1: was about like, how can you tell a guy that 682 00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:49,160 Speaker 1: is really into you? Right? And here are the signs? 683 00:32:49,440 --> 00:32:52,000 Speaker 1: Now I want to talk about for us, right, how 684 00:32:52,040 --> 00:32:54,400 Speaker 1: can you tell that you're for a guy? How can 685 00:32:54,440 --> 00:32:56,720 Speaker 1: they tell that you're really into them? What are some 686 00:32:56,760 --> 00:32:59,040 Speaker 1: of the signs that you would give that you would 687 00:32:59,040 --> 00:33:02,360 Speaker 1: say this is how you know I'm into you? Oh okay, 688 00:33:02,360 --> 00:33:09,520 Speaker 1: well somebody's gonna be hurt once they was sorry, sir. Okay. Um, 689 00:33:09,520 --> 00:33:12,760 Speaker 1: when I'm really into you, you're gonna get a very 690 00:33:12,840 --> 00:33:16,400 Speaker 1: feminine girl, like I'm gonna be like hi, Like you know, 691 00:33:16,640 --> 00:33:18,360 Speaker 1: you just bring out the girly in me. When I 692 00:33:18,360 --> 00:33:21,080 Speaker 1: really like you, I probably I'm really like love. My 693 00:33:21,160 --> 00:33:22,920 Speaker 1: love language it's physical touch. So I want to be 694 00:33:23,000 --> 00:33:24,920 Speaker 1: like touching you and I want you to be touching 695 00:33:24,920 --> 00:33:32,440 Speaker 1: me like I just love it. I'm gonna like yeah, yeah, 696 00:33:34,120 --> 00:33:39,080 Speaker 1: literally literally it wasn't even hilarious. You're like, um, I, 697 00:33:39,200 --> 00:33:42,360 Speaker 1: when I like you, I'll call you first, Like sometimes 698 00:33:42,360 --> 00:33:45,280 Speaker 1: it's not gonna give like I'm always picking up the 699 00:33:45,280 --> 00:33:48,640 Speaker 1: phone to a call, but like sometimes I'll be like, oh, 700 00:33:48,640 --> 00:33:51,200 Speaker 1: like good morning, I'll say it first, or like, um, 701 00:33:51,240 --> 00:33:53,160 Speaker 1: how was your day, Like I'll start the combo everyh. 702 00:33:56,520 --> 00:33:59,160 Speaker 1: I feel like that, And I mean just all around, 703 00:33:59,160 --> 00:34:02,480 Speaker 1: I'm more like warm and receptive when I when I 704 00:34:02,520 --> 00:34:06,120 Speaker 1: like a person, you know, and like I'm not necessarily 705 00:34:06,160 --> 00:34:08,359 Speaker 1: gonna try to drive the boat, but I'm gonna you're 706 00:34:08,400 --> 00:34:10,360 Speaker 1: gonna know that this belt is ready together. I'm the 707 00:34:10,360 --> 00:34:19,440 Speaker 1: co captain. He like, did you know you ain't? Thought 708 00:34:19,440 --> 00:34:24,520 Speaker 1: you did? Yeah, But it just depends. I mean, I 709 00:34:24,640 --> 00:34:28,120 Speaker 1: really like when I can like a guy back because respectfully, 710 00:34:28,200 --> 00:34:31,400 Speaker 1: it's rare. Yeah, it's rare. It's right somebody that you 711 00:34:31,440 --> 00:34:34,759 Speaker 1: have because they can look so good on paper. And 712 00:34:34,800 --> 00:34:36,920 Speaker 1: that's another thing like that I've been so shocked about. 713 00:34:37,280 --> 00:34:39,160 Speaker 1: Like I'll see somebody from Afar and I'll be like, oh, 714 00:34:39,239 --> 00:34:45,360 Speaker 1: this is gonna hit Like what's wrong with you? Literally, 715 00:34:45,400 --> 00:34:47,640 Speaker 1: like where's the normal of you where it's a human? 716 00:34:47,719 --> 00:34:50,560 Speaker 1: Do you like really cute guys or like medium or 717 00:34:50,600 --> 00:34:52,799 Speaker 1: like unattractive? Here she go? Do you have a type? 718 00:34:54,480 --> 00:34:56,160 Speaker 1: I don't have a type. Me and my friends do 719 00:34:56,239 --> 00:34:58,080 Speaker 1: say we like medium, ugly and if you're taking me 720 00:34:58,120 --> 00:35:04,879 Speaker 1: out that's jazzin' you're I don't like media. I feel 721 00:35:04,920 --> 00:35:09,040 Speaker 1: like I feel like, if you're not cute, you're weird. 722 00:35:09,120 --> 00:35:11,359 Speaker 1: You're weird. You're weird. She said the same thing. It's 723 00:35:11,400 --> 00:35:14,759 Speaker 1: just like we can't both be the baby like I 724 00:35:14,800 --> 00:35:17,399 Speaker 1: don't like that. Like like if you're giving contrace no, 725 00:35:17,400 --> 00:35:19,840 Speaker 1: no, no no, no, I'm sorry. But it doesn't mean that 726 00:35:19,840 --> 00:35:24,040 Speaker 1: they're ugly, because it's just a term. It just means like, no, 727 00:35:24,400 --> 00:35:26,920 Speaker 1: they're hurting right now in the corner. It's really big thing. 728 00:35:28,360 --> 00:35:30,160 Speaker 1: It's really just a thing that girls say. But I 729 00:35:30,280 --> 00:35:32,560 Speaker 1: really like a guy that just like has like a 730 00:35:32,640 --> 00:35:35,160 Speaker 1: masculine he gives masculine you know what I'm saying, like, 731 00:35:35,320 --> 00:35:42,239 Speaker 1: take care of the handle it it. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 732 00:35:42,360 --> 00:35:47,040 Speaker 1: But I will say I have dated guys that off 733 00:35:47,120 --> 00:35:51,040 Speaker 1: the first impression, I would be like nah no, But 734 00:35:51,080 --> 00:35:53,400 Speaker 1: because I was kicking it with them and like listening 735 00:35:53,400 --> 00:35:55,840 Speaker 1: to how they talk and like their mindset, their confidence, 736 00:35:55,880 --> 00:35:58,919 Speaker 1: I'm like, Okay, that always happens. The guy they tell 737 00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:03,280 Speaker 1: like I would never like him, would and then like him. 738 00:36:03,280 --> 00:36:04,600 Speaker 1: It's like this thing in my mind, it's like the 739 00:36:04,600 --> 00:36:06,040 Speaker 1: club test, Like if they come up to me at 740 00:36:06,040 --> 00:36:09,880 Speaker 1: the club I'd be like, sir, please, I'm with my girls. 741 00:36:10,000 --> 00:36:11,920 Speaker 1: Or I'd be like, yeah, well your section that you 742 00:36:11,960 --> 00:36:14,400 Speaker 1: know what I know whether you go like that's the 743 00:36:14,560 --> 00:36:18,200 Speaker 1: like lowest tier, just straight attraction your section. But I've 744 00:36:18,320 --> 00:36:20,640 Speaker 1: met guys that are where your section at type with 745 00:36:20,880 --> 00:36:23,960 Speaker 1: terrible personality. Yeah, So now I'm like, what what do 746 00:36:24,000 --> 00:36:25,920 Speaker 1: I like? What do I like? Because I can look 747 00:36:25,920 --> 00:36:28,200 Speaker 1: at a guy and be like, m he doesn't give comedy. 748 00:36:28,239 --> 00:36:30,000 Speaker 1: He doesn't seem like we'd laugh at the same things. 749 00:36:30,160 --> 00:36:31,880 Speaker 1: He doesn't seem like I would call him if I 750 00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:33,799 Speaker 1: had a bad day and be like, You'll never believe 751 00:36:33,800 --> 00:36:35,400 Speaker 1: what happened to me. I want to I wanted to 752 00:36:35,440 --> 00:36:37,680 Speaker 1: give that like, oh my gosh, what's so mean to 753 00:36:37,719 --> 00:36:39,600 Speaker 1: me at at the store? What was mean to you 754 00:36:47,880 --> 00:36:51,640 Speaker 1: right here? Literally? I wanted to give best friend because 755 00:36:51,640 --> 00:36:53,440 Speaker 1: that's how I am with my best friends. I'm like, girl, 756 00:36:53,480 --> 00:36:56,000 Speaker 1: this girl was looking at me crazy the sophrow. I 757 00:36:56,040 --> 00:36:58,640 Speaker 1: was like, what I should be a girl? Who know 758 00:36:58,640 --> 00:37:01,200 Speaker 1: what I'm saying? Like I hated to give it already. Yeah, okay, 759 00:37:01,480 --> 00:37:03,160 Speaker 1: what is it like for you when you go back home? 760 00:37:04,120 --> 00:37:08,279 Speaker 1: When I go back home, it's hilariously normal, like nice, 761 00:37:08,400 --> 00:37:11,280 Speaker 1: Literally I can go to like, first of all, nobody 762 00:37:11,320 --> 00:37:13,960 Speaker 1: dresses up. It's so funny, Like I'll be like, am 763 00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:17,400 Speaker 1: I Hollywood? Like am I the Drama? Because I'll go 764 00:37:17,480 --> 00:37:19,359 Speaker 1: like out with my cousins and stuff, and I'll be like, 765 00:37:19,600 --> 00:37:22,960 Speaker 1: this is what is this we're wearing? We're serving? We're 766 00:37:22,960 --> 00:37:26,799 Speaker 1: serving twenty one on them. I'll be like, you're not 767 00:37:26,800 --> 00:37:29,359 Speaker 1: gonna put a heel on or something? They're like, girl, why, 768 00:37:29,719 --> 00:37:32,000 Speaker 1: Like I don't even think the girls own heels for real? 769 00:37:32,120 --> 00:37:35,680 Speaker 1: Like well, I'm talking Lebanon, like we really, like the 770 00:37:35,680 --> 00:37:38,360 Speaker 1: grocery store is like thirty minutes away, like it was 771 00:37:38,440 --> 00:37:40,920 Speaker 1: not giving none of that, you know, like fresh Direct 772 00:37:40,920 --> 00:37:45,279 Speaker 1: and nothing on what order groceries and now I don't 773 00:37:45,280 --> 00:37:47,319 Speaker 1: even know what it was asking just what a fresh 774 00:37:47,360 --> 00:37:49,680 Speaker 1: Direct we're talking about? Like Instacart, Yeah, I only know 775 00:37:49,760 --> 00:37:52,440 Speaker 1: Instact because of LA but no, I mean I love 776 00:37:54,320 --> 00:37:59,359 Speaker 1: hello Wait, hold on, hold on? What did you say 777 00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:04,920 Speaker 1: about internet? Instac account to much? Because I have the 778 00:38:05,080 --> 00:38:08,520 Speaker 1: point one point five miles every dollar if you're platinum 779 00:38:08,600 --> 00:38:11,640 Speaker 1: or above. See I'm gonna tell my mama's right now 780 00:38:13,320 --> 00:38:17,400 Speaker 1: to finances left. Yeah, my lift is connected for sure. 781 00:38:17,520 --> 00:38:20,840 Speaker 1: I care for lift. I used it to get here today. Really, 782 00:38:20,880 --> 00:38:23,439 Speaker 1: I like lift. I used to put me onto that. Yeah, 783 00:38:23,480 --> 00:38:25,880 Speaker 1: I will say sometimes when some you know what, I 784 00:38:25,880 --> 00:38:31,640 Speaker 1: don't know who's going to but I check both services 785 00:38:31,640 --> 00:38:34,399 Speaker 1: back lift, and I see which one's cheaper. All the time. 786 00:38:34,440 --> 00:38:37,040 Speaker 1: I always checked both, and then I'm like, okay this one. 787 00:38:37,080 --> 00:38:38,879 Speaker 1: And also feels feel like it depends on what city 788 00:38:38,920 --> 00:38:41,480 Speaker 1: you're in, right, yeah, And it's a different times. And 789 00:38:41,520 --> 00:38:45,720 Speaker 1: I don't mind waiting extra five minutes to save a dollar, 790 00:38:47,200 --> 00:38:49,359 Speaker 1: not a dollar. But then you want to complain because 791 00:38:49,360 --> 00:38:50,680 Speaker 1: I didn't want to put you in first class. I 792 00:38:50,680 --> 00:38:52,680 Speaker 1: want you to come back to coach with me. You 793 00:38:52,719 --> 00:38:59,400 Speaker 1: know it was we saved like you do you remember 794 00:38:59,400 --> 00:39:02,759 Speaker 1: the first time you flu first class? Oh no, I 795 00:39:02,760 --> 00:39:05,440 Speaker 1: don't remember, because you know, being on Disney Channel, he 796 00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:13,560 Speaker 1: was earlier another orange justice. I was literally I was 797 00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:21,279 Speaker 1: like another cookie, you know, I do remember literally, you 798 00:39:21,280 --> 00:39:22,840 Speaker 1: know when they used to give the little warm nuts, 799 00:39:22,960 --> 00:39:27,839 Speaker 1: yes in the little bow. Hello, they don't have no more. 800 00:39:28,480 --> 00:39:32,440 Speaker 1: They don't cookies either, they don't, they don't. They do 801 00:39:32,520 --> 00:39:34,680 Speaker 1: be hard. Um. I do not remember the first time. 802 00:39:34,760 --> 00:39:37,279 Speaker 1: I do remember feeling like singing that little Freggy song. 803 00:39:37,280 --> 00:39:44,879 Speaker 1: I was like first class you know, like hell no, 804 00:39:45,000 --> 00:39:47,960 Speaker 1: But I don't remember the first time. Honestly, it was 805 00:39:48,000 --> 00:39:50,080 Speaker 1: probably around the time when I filmed Let It Shine, 806 00:39:50,160 --> 00:39:52,200 Speaker 1: like the TV movie that I did that put me 807 00:39:52,239 --> 00:39:54,520 Speaker 1: on that whole time. I felt like I was living 808 00:39:54,560 --> 00:39:57,719 Speaker 1: in like a fir princess, Like I would wear these 809 00:39:57,760 --> 00:40:01,239 Speaker 1: amazing costumes and I'd be on set and just having fun. 810 00:40:01,360 --> 00:40:03,880 Speaker 1: It wasn't work like I'd be sad when it was 811 00:40:03,920 --> 00:40:08,600 Speaker 1: time to go. That's ideal that'd like to be like, yeah, 812 00:40:08,640 --> 00:40:11,799 Speaker 1: I know who taught you about like when it came, 813 00:40:12,200 --> 00:40:14,239 Speaker 1: and I know you're very close with your mom, But 814 00:40:14,320 --> 00:40:17,080 Speaker 1: when it comes to relationships and sex, did she had 815 00:40:17,120 --> 00:40:21,760 Speaker 1: to talk with you ello? Ill No, she never Okay, 816 00:40:21,680 --> 00:40:24,399 Speaker 1: they're gonna be watching this uncomfortable as hell, dogging off. 817 00:40:24,400 --> 00:40:27,040 Speaker 1: She's like I stopped walking it manifty one, And she 818 00:40:27,080 --> 00:40:28,799 Speaker 1: could telling me that. She's like I stopped watching when 819 00:40:28,800 --> 00:40:31,560 Speaker 1: you kiss Jazz. I'm like, okay, mom, thank you, thank 820 00:40:31,600 --> 00:40:36,160 Speaker 1: you mom. Um. No, she didn't. I don't. Honestly, I 821 00:40:36,200 --> 00:40:38,000 Speaker 1: don't think that her side really taught her that, Like 822 00:40:38,040 --> 00:40:41,000 Speaker 1: they don't really, they weren't really open like that, right, Like, honestly, 823 00:40:41,120 --> 00:40:43,680 Speaker 1: neither of my family's sides but you know how your 824 00:40:43,680 --> 00:40:45,480 Speaker 1: parents are doing better than their parents. Their parents do, 825 00:40:45,920 --> 00:40:47,239 Speaker 1: so I think they did the best that they could. 826 00:40:47,280 --> 00:40:49,640 Speaker 1: But it wasn't giving open discussion. So where did you 827 00:40:49,760 --> 00:40:51,520 Speaker 1: learn about that? Like where did you learn how to 828 00:40:52,040 --> 00:40:53,880 Speaker 1: have sex? Where did you learn how to kiss? Like 829 00:40:53,920 --> 00:40:56,279 Speaker 1: all of those things? Was it? Did you know what 830 00:40:56,320 --> 00:40:58,040 Speaker 1: you were doing the first time you had sex? Were 831 00:40:58,080 --> 00:41:02,080 Speaker 1: you like, okay, that's hilarious. No? I mean does anyone? No? No, 832 00:41:02,239 --> 00:41:04,600 Speaker 1: I mean remember when the first time you had sex? 833 00:41:05,200 --> 00:41:08,040 Speaker 1: You know we're doing oh yeah? But do you know 834 00:41:08,160 --> 00:41:10,319 Speaker 1: like for guys, they learn from their friends or they 835 00:41:10,360 --> 00:41:12,960 Speaker 1: watch like foreign and stuff like that. And then I 836 00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:14,759 Speaker 1: remember like in health class and they how to put 837 00:41:14,800 --> 00:41:16,200 Speaker 1: on a condom, you know, they show you how to 838 00:41:16,239 --> 00:41:20,080 Speaker 1: do that in see I was going to misstop, was like, okay, 839 00:41:20,080 --> 00:41:25,359 Speaker 1: today we're gonna do they want you to wait until 840 00:41:25,360 --> 00:41:28,280 Speaker 1: you were married since your mom's religious? Um? I think, 841 00:41:28,760 --> 00:41:31,520 Speaker 1: of course I think that they would want that. I mean, 842 00:41:31,640 --> 00:41:33,319 Speaker 1: even me as a parent, I feel like I'd be like, 843 00:41:33,600 --> 00:41:37,799 Speaker 1: it's ideal, just be nice. Yeah, um, But I don't 844 00:41:37,800 --> 00:41:42,040 Speaker 1: think that that's like, you know, practical, practical, I would say, 845 00:41:42,120 --> 00:41:44,759 Speaker 1: just because everyone grows up way too fast now with 846 00:41:44,880 --> 00:41:47,960 Speaker 1: social media, there's so much there's so much information, and 847 00:41:48,040 --> 00:41:50,600 Speaker 1: some of it's like just that you ain't even need 848 00:41:50,640 --> 00:41:52,400 Speaker 1: to know that, you know what I'm saying. It's like 849 00:41:52,560 --> 00:41:54,360 Speaker 1: I get nervous when I see like my little cousins 850 00:41:54,360 --> 00:41:56,840 Speaker 1: with their phones, and I'm like, what do you watching 851 00:41:56,840 --> 00:41:58,040 Speaker 1: at this? Like what are we doing here? You know 852 00:41:58,080 --> 00:42:00,799 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So yeah, And I think for you, 853 00:42:00,840 --> 00:42:03,040 Speaker 1: coming from a household where your parents who were married 854 00:42:03,080 --> 00:42:05,040 Speaker 1: growing up, you think about marriage because even just now 855 00:42:05,080 --> 00:42:06,960 Speaker 1: you were like if I wasn't doing this, I was like, 856 00:42:06,960 --> 00:42:08,919 Speaker 1: all right, I'll just be a wife. Yeah, I say, 857 00:42:09,360 --> 00:42:11,520 Speaker 1: I definitely. When I was younger, it was like I 858 00:42:11,560 --> 00:42:14,040 Speaker 1: want to get married at eighteen? Did I did? Used 859 00:42:14,040 --> 00:42:16,360 Speaker 1: to think not eighteen, but I was like by the 860 00:42:16,400 --> 00:42:18,480 Speaker 1: time I'm twenty two, I'm gonna be married. I'm gonna 861 00:42:18,480 --> 00:42:21,560 Speaker 1: have a house with my husband. I yeah. But that's 862 00:42:21,600 --> 00:42:24,600 Speaker 1: also like I hadn't really experienced anything. I've never even 863 00:42:24,640 --> 00:42:27,800 Speaker 1: had a boyfriend at that time. I just thought like, Okay, 864 00:42:27,840 --> 00:42:30,239 Speaker 1: that'll be like that's how it goes, you know, that's 865 00:42:30,280 --> 00:42:32,520 Speaker 1: how it works. But do you still do you want 866 00:42:32,520 --> 00:42:34,200 Speaker 1: to get married? I do want to get married. Yeah, 867 00:42:34,200 --> 00:42:37,200 Speaker 1: do you have an ideal age in mind, Um, it 868 00:42:37,200 --> 00:42:39,000 Speaker 1: never works out that mage it doesn't. But I know, 869 00:42:39,080 --> 00:42:40,960 Speaker 1: I mean, I hear. I've had an ideal age for 870 00:42:41,000 --> 00:42:43,120 Speaker 1: literally seventeen things in my life and it's never been that. 871 00:42:43,200 --> 00:42:47,560 Speaker 1: So I'm like chest stop. I would say, well, I'd 872 00:42:47,560 --> 00:42:50,120 Speaker 1: like to have a kid around like thirty, so I 873 00:42:50,560 --> 00:42:53,240 Speaker 1: feel like that's when I would be more marriage mindset. 874 00:42:53,920 --> 00:42:58,520 Speaker 1: But I also am very career driven right now. And 875 00:42:59,200 --> 00:43:02,880 Speaker 1: I also look like the women and their relationships in 876 00:43:02,960 --> 00:43:07,600 Speaker 1: my life, and I kind of like, hmmm, maybe I'll 877 00:43:07,640 --> 00:43:12,160 Speaker 1: just be Oprah and and I'll do a partner. Yeah, 878 00:43:12,200 --> 00:43:13,800 Speaker 1: I don't know. I really have to see how the 879 00:43:14,239 --> 00:43:17,919 Speaker 1: sam Yeah, I really just marriage is just it's hard work, 880 00:43:18,000 --> 00:43:21,879 Speaker 1: you know, Like and I love what I see on 881 00:43:22,120 --> 00:43:24,839 Speaker 1: like Instagram and socials, but the women in my life 882 00:43:24,920 --> 00:43:27,480 Speaker 1: or who I really you know, learn from what it's 883 00:43:27,520 --> 00:43:30,759 Speaker 1: really like. And it's just it's very hard. And I 884 00:43:30,840 --> 00:43:33,600 Speaker 1: only would want to make that commitment if like God 885 00:43:33,719 --> 00:43:37,359 Speaker 1: himself woke me up and said this one's the way, 886 00:43:37,400 --> 00:43:39,719 Speaker 1: you know, Otherwise I just I'm not sure I would 887 00:43:39,840 --> 00:43:42,239 Speaker 1: want to do that with somebody so permanent. I feel 888 00:43:42,239 --> 00:43:44,440 Speaker 1: like so many people feel that way now I know 889 00:43:44,480 --> 00:43:46,919 Speaker 1: they've been having these conversations like, well, maybe you share 890 00:43:47,040 --> 00:43:49,759 Speaker 1: just like your driver's license that you renew, you know, 891 00:43:49,800 --> 00:43:51,600 Speaker 1: every few years, maybe you should do the same thing 892 00:43:51,600 --> 00:43:55,200 Speaker 1: with marriage, where like you reassessed everything. I like that idea, 893 00:43:55,360 --> 00:43:58,520 Speaker 1: like Chlessie and Jackie Douglas. No, I'm not talking about that, 894 00:44:01,080 --> 00:44:03,960 Speaker 1: but they renew their vibe, but they don't like do 895 00:44:04,040 --> 00:44:07,799 Speaker 1: like a whole like relationship like reassessment. I'm talking about 896 00:44:07,840 --> 00:44:09,520 Speaker 1: like how you have to take like when you have 897 00:44:09,560 --> 00:44:11,279 Speaker 1: a license, you're like a let's go back in or 898 00:44:11,280 --> 00:44:14,200 Speaker 1: it expires, you know what I'm saying. Right, that could 899 00:44:14,239 --> 00:44:17,239 Speaker 1: be a good a good situation. But then I also 900 00:44:17,239 --> 00:44:19,440 Speaker 1: feel like sometimes people don't look at marriage as permanent 901 00:44:19,440 --> 00:44:22,000 Speaker 1: and you're supposed to yeah you know, well maybe you're 902 00:44:22,000 --> 00:44:28,480 Speaker 1: not supposed to. I mean you're ideally Yeah that's what listen, 903 00:44:28,560 --> 00:44:31,560 Speaker 1: It's it's whatever you define your marriage to be. I think, yeah, 904 00:44:31,640 --> 00:44:34,440 Speaker 1: it's a constraint that we didn't. Yeah, so it's whatever 905 00:44:34,480 --> 00:44:36,120 Speaker 1: we want it because the way that it is defined, 906 00:44:36,160 --> 00:44:38,160 Speaker 1: it is supposed to be like till death, do its 907 00:44:38,200 --> 00:44:41,160 Speaker 1: part in sickness and in health. You know, marriage was 908 00:44:41,280 --> 00:44:44,719 Speaker 1: meant to be like forever. But it's not realistic for 909 00:44:44,760 --> 00:44:46,560 Speaker 1: a lot of people, and clearly, clearly it's in the 910 00:44:46,560 --> 00:44:48,560 Speaker 1: world we live in now. Listen, people are already being 911 00:44:48,600 --> 00:44:50,879 Speaker 1: the back of horses with prenumps and everything else. Yeah, 912 00:44:51,000 --> 00:44:52,920 Speaker 1: but people also go, you can't go into it with 913 00:44:52,960 --> 00:44:54,920 Speaker 1: the mindset of I could just get out of this 914 00:44:55,040 --> 00:44:57,839 Speaker 1: at any time, right, And then why do people do though? 915 00:44:58,480 --> 00:45:01,439 Speaker 1: Do they go into it like? Yeah? But so many 916 00:45:01,440 --> 00:45:03,360 Speaker 1: people now like, you don't have to get married, you 917 00:45:03,360 --> 00:45:05,880 Speaker 1: could just be together, you know, And I'm with that. 918 00:45:09,040 --> 00:45:10,960 Speaker 1: But anyway, Coco Jones, I do want to thank you 919 00:45:10,960 --> 00:45:12,560 Speaker 1: so much. We had such a good time with you, 920 00:45:12,560 --> 00:45:14,440 Speaker 1: you know. I know we've been wanting to get you 921 00:45:14,520 --> 00:45:16,319 Speaker 1: on here for a while and I've been loving to 922 00:45:16,360 --> 00:45:19,200 Speaker 1: see like all of the excitement that you have because 923 00:45:19,239 --> 00:45:21,080 Speaker 1: it's honest, you know, some people be trying to act 924 00:45:21,080 --> 00:45:24,360 Speaker 1: cool when they get all these different achievements that you 925 00:45:24,480 --> 00:45:28,040 Speaker 1: just like, Yeah, and I should celebrate that. You deserve it. 926 00:45:28,239 --> 00:45:30,319 Speaker 1: Thank you, Thank you guys so much. I have so 927 00:45:30,400 --> 00:45:34,240 Speaker 1: much fun with yours and we energy is mad humble. 928 00:45:34,360 --> 00:45:36,919 Speaker 1: Thank you, and we gonna keep on having you back. Yeah, 929 00:45:37,200 --> 00:45:39,200 Speaker 1: but come o, lord, what team are gonna speling last time? 930 00:45:39,200 --> 00:45:40,680 Speaker 1: Because I'm like, I spell some tea on here. I'm like, mom, 931 00:45:40,760 --> 00:45:52,719 Speaker 1: don't watch this next time because a little point you 932 00:45:52,719 --> 00:45:54,759 Speaker 1: get a little horrified. I'm like, okay, let's back it up. 933 00:45:55,200 --> 00:46:02,960 Speaker 1: Literally'll oh okay. It's like it's like, you know, you 934 00:46:03,040 --> 00:46:06,880 Speaker 1: gotta loup it up first. Give it some time about that, 935 00:46:15,920 --> 00:46:19,480 Speaker 1: you guys. Make sure the deluxe version is available so 936 00:46:19,680 --> 00:46:22,320 Speaker 1: that next for you. And you got baby Face the 937 00:46:22,400 --> 00:46:24,600 Speaker 1: song you on baby Faces album. We had him up 938 00:46:24,640 --> 00:46:26,360 Speaker 1: here when you put that out. Him and Arian Lennox 939 00:46:26,440 --> 00:46:28,920 Speaker 1: came together. But I know that had to be. Just 940 00:46:29,440 --> 00:46:33,360 Speaker 1: working with baby Face is like iconic. Absolutely. I mean 941 00:46:33,440 --> 00:46:35,520 Speaker 1: to even be with all the R and B girls 942 00:46:35,840 --> 00:46:38,040 Speaker 1: on that project, I was like, I think I'm doing 943 00:46:38,080 --> 00:46:42,280 Speaker 1: all right, so happy, so honestly like congratulations and everything 944 00:46:42,360 --> 00:46:46,080 Speaker 1: well deserve Coco Jones and so much fun. Ye, thank y'all. 945 00:46:46,280 --> 00:46:49,080 Speaker 1: We're coming to your stand up. We're coming to your 946 00:46:49,880 --> 00:46:54,839 Speaker 1: coming to Okay, Okay, you're gonna get that e guy. 947 00:46:54,880 --> 00:46:58,719 Speaker 1: We're gonna put it out there now, ye all right. 948 00:46:58,800 --> 00:46:59,919 Speaker 1: Coco Jones lip Service