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How old were you when you 60 00:03:00,080 --> 00:03:00,880 Speaker 1: migrated came to. 61 00:03:00,840 --> 00:03:02,160 Speaker 5: The US, Like. 62 00:03:03,680 --> 00:03:04,799 Speaker 2: Six turning seven? 63 00:03:05,320 --> 00:03:07,639 Speaker 5: So do you remember a whole lot about being in London? 64 00:03:08,360 --> 00:03:10,959 Speaker 2: I remember like small things, but not like a lot, 65 00:03:11,840 --> 00:03:14,040 Speaker 2: like a little smart, like going to my grandma house, 66 00:03:14,160 --> 00:03:19,240 Speaker 2: right being with my mama. I remember like going to 67 00:03:19,280 --> 00:03:22,840 Speaker 2: the stoves, like across the street and then like on 68 00:03:22,960 --> 00:03:25,960 Speaker 2: my mama side of town, it's like this shit called 69 00:03:25,960 --> 00:03:28,640 Speaker 2: a high street, and it's like a street just full 70 00:03:28,639 --> 00:03:32,400 Speaker 2: of stoves. I remember like walking over there, but I 71 00:03:32,440 --> 00:03:36,160 Speaker 2: remember more like from when we went back and visited, okay, 72 00:03:36,800 --> 00:03:39,520 Speaker 2: because we went back once to go visit when I 73 00:03:39,560 --> 00:03:41,840 Speaker 2: was a little older, So I remember that more than 74 00:03:41,840 --> 00:03:45,119 Speaker 2: I remember like stuff while I was there, like when 75 00:03:45,120 --> 00:03:45,840 Speaker 2: I was younger. 76 00:03:46,440 --> 00:03:49,000 Speaker 1: When you do you have very many friends? Do you 77 00:03:49,040 --> 00:03:51,120 Speaker 1: remember friends when you were growing up? You say you 78 00:03:51,200 --> 00:03:53,360 Speaker 1: left at six or seven, So did you have very 79 00:03:53,360 --> 00:03:54,119 Speaker 1: many friends? 80 00:03:54,240 --> 00:03:59,480 Speaker 2: I just had family, like cousins, A lot of cousins. Yeah, 81 00:04:00,120 --> 00:04:01,320 Speaker 2: really need no friends. 82 00:04:02,200 --> 00:04:06,280 Speaker 1: So your family, your mom move you here. Of all 83 00:04:06,320 --> 00:04:08,960 Speaker 1: the places in the US y at l. 84 00:04:09,040 --> 00:04:12,640 Speaker 2: You think, I don't know, I ain't never asked you. 85 00:04:12,720 --> 00:04:15,000 Speaker 1: Never, you never asked you like mom, not New York, 86 00:04:15,080 --> 00:04:19,159 Speaker 1: not Chicago, not La not Detroit, Atlanta. 87 00:04:19,200 --> 00:04:21,280 Speaker 2: I ain't never asked of that. 88 00:04:21,640 --> 00:04:23,960 Speaker 1: Do you think about how different your life might have 89 00:04:24,080 --> 00:04:26,240 Speaker 1: been had you gone to one of those places of 90 00:04:26,320 --> 00:04:29,120 Speaker 1: Chicago or New York or Detroit or someplace other than 91 00:04:29,160 --> 00:04:30,080 Speaker 1: the East side of Atlanta. 92 00:04:31,800 --> 00:04:37,320 Speaker 2: M No, I ain't never thought about that. 93 00:04:37,480 --> 00:04:39,520 Speaker 1: You were just so you were just happen to like, Okay, 94 00:04:39,640 --> 00:04:43,200 Speaker 1: so you get here you get settled in, so obviously 95 00:04:43,200 --> 00:04:45,960 Speaker 1: you're in the new London is very bad. So it's London. 96 00:04:46,000 --> 00:04:48,320 Speaker 1: I'm assuming London is very different than Atlanta. 97 00:04:50,000 --> 00:04:53,600 Speaker 2: It is, but it ain't though really to me, because 98 00:04:53,760 --> 00:04:57,400 Speaker 2: it's like it looked different. Okay, it's the same shit. Okay, 99 00:04:57,440 --> 00:05:00,599 Speaker 2: you see what I'm saying. It's like like when I 100 00:05:00,640 --> 00:05:04,360 Speaker 2: came over here, like I had family too. Okay, you 101 00:05:04,360 --> 00:05:06,480 Speaker 2: see what I'm saying. So you're just around family? 102 00:05:06,800 --> 00:05:09,800 Speaker 5: Oh so your mom? So you had relatives in Atlanta. 103 00:05:09,760 --> 00:05:13,160 Speaker 2: Like my mama. Friends, they moved with us, a lot 104 00:05:13,160 --> 00:05:14,360 Speaker 2: of people that I grew up with. 105 00:05:14,480 --> 00:05:18,440 Speaker 1: Oh okay, okay, okay, So it wasn't like you were 106 00:05:18,520 --> 00:05:20,839 Speaker 1: just like moving to a by yourself, like just you 107 00:05:20,880 --> 00:05:23,599 Speaker 1: and your mom. Now you had a large contingent with it. 108 00:05:23,720 --> 00:05:26,760 Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, Oh so did that make the transition lot easier? 109 00:05:28,320 --> 00:05:31,520 Speaker 2: I ain't know about no transition. I'm just a child. 110 00:05:31,560 --> 00:05:33,599 Speaker 1: I'm not with my mama, you know what I'm saying. 111 00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:37,520 Speaker 1: So how how soon did you get acclimated and how 112 00:05:37,600 --> 00:05:40,719 Speaker 1: soon did you make friends once you got to Atlanta? 113 00:05:43,480 --> 00:05:47,880 Speaker 2: Like quick? Like it was this this boy named Skinny. 114 00:05:48,800 --> 00:05:51,640 Speaker 2: He had got killed though, like a couple of years ago. Wow, 115 00:05:51,800 --> 00:05:54,159 Speaker 2: but that was like the first person I met that 116 00:05:54,440 --> 00:05:57,120 Speaker 2: ended up being like my best friend. Like growing up, 117 00:05:57,160 --> 00:05:59,680 Speaker 2: they used to stay like we stayed in the upstairs 118 00:05:59,720 --> 00:06:03,159 Speaker 2: apart meant he stayed directly hunder us and his mama 119 00:06:03,240 --> 00:06:05,200 Speaker 2: Like we was bad as hell because it was six 120 00:06:05,279 --> 00:06:07,200 Speaker 2: of us. Well back then it was like for us. 121 00:06:07,920 --> 00:06:10,320 Speaker 2: So we used to be jumping up and down, running around. 122 00:06:10,839 --> 00:06:14,719 Speaker 2: And he was the youngest, but his siblings was like 123 00:06:14,839 --> 00:06:19,440 Speaker 2: way older than him, and like so their house was quiet. 124 00:06:19,520 --> 00:06:22,640 Speaker 2: They got plastic on their couch all that. So like 125 00:06:22,680 --> 00:06:24,760 Speaker 2: when we used to make noise, his mama grab a 126 00:06:24,800 --> 00:06:29,520 Speaker 2: broom and hit them hit the room. So we ended 127 00:06:29,600 --> 00:06:32,160 Speaker 2: up getting cool hunt his mama and my mama ended 128 00:06:32,240 --> 00:06:35,200 Speaker 2: up getting real cool. And I used to like stay 129 00:06:35,200 --> 00:06:36,919 Speaker 2: at his house, used to stay at my house. Like 130 00:06:36,960 --> 00:06:38,560 Speaker 2: I still talk to his mama all the time. 131 00:06:38,640 --> 00:06:42,599 Speaker 1: Wow. Yeah, your your family, your background, you're thinking you're rialdly. 132 00:06:42,680 --> 00:06:45,360 Speaker 1: Your mam is from the Dominicana, your father is from 133 00:06:45,400 --> 00:06:51,400 Speaker 1: now Dominica, Dominica. Yeah, oh not that Dominican Republic, Dominica. 134 00:06:51,560 --> 00:06:51,839 Speaker 2: Yeah. 135 00:06:52,200 --> 00:06:56,080 Speaker 1: And so how much of the tradition from when you 136 00:06:56,160 --> 00:07:00,119 Speaker 1: came to from London did you guys bring with you. 137 00:07:00,279 --> 00:07:06,159 Speaker 1: So were did you matriculate into East Atlanta rather rather 138 00:07:06,279 --> 00:07:10,000 Speaker 1: rather seamlessly because you say you got a big thing. 139 00:07:10,040 --> 00:07:12,880 Speaker 1: You got six like four four boys and three boys 140 00:07:12,920 --> 00:07:15,040 Speaker 1: and three girls. Three boys okay, and your. 141 00:07:14,960 --> 00:07:18,880 Speaker 2: Mom yeah, and then my little sister and I'm daddy. He' 142 00:07:18,960 --> 00:07:24,640 Speaker 2: Jamaican okay. And what you mean like. 143 00:07:24,200 --> 00:07:27,040 Speaker 1: Like food wise, yeah, as far as yeah, my mama 144 00:07:27,080 --> 00:07:28,000 Speaker 1: cooked okay for sure. 145 00:07:28,080 --> 00:07:28,600 Speaker 2: Yeah. 146 00:07:28,760 --> 00:07:31,040 Speaker 1: So how soon did you start eating some of you know, 147 00:07:31,200 --> 00:07:33,480 Speaker 1: cause they get they got the mom's tail, they got 148 00:07:33,480 --> 00:07:36,440 Speaker 1: the mother pork chops, mother chicken. How soon when you 149 00:07:36,480 --> 00:07:38,960 Speaker 1: started eating that opposed to what you were customed to eating? 150 00:07:39,640 --> 00:07:42,679 Speaker 2: I think like that came with like like making friends, 151 00:07:43,360 --> 00:07:44,800 Speaker 2: Like when I used to go spend the night at 152 00:07:44,800 --> 00:07:47,320 Speaker 2: my friend's house. Like growing up, I ain't never I 153 00:07:47,360 --> 00:07:49,560 Speaker 2: wasn't allowed to eat port Okay, okay, you know what 154 00:07:49,600 --> 00:07:52,720 Speaker 2: I'm saying, Like other stuff like when I go to 155 00:07:52,800 --> 00:07:56,200 Speaker 2: my friend's house spending night as a like when I 156 00:07:56,280 --> 00:07:59,000 Speaker 2: was younger, I eat whatever they cook. But I ain't 157 00:07:59,040 --> 00:08:02,240 Speaker 2: started really like just picking what I want to eat. 158 00:08:02,600 --> 00:08:03,520 Speaker 2: I was a little older. 159 00:08:03,520 --> 00:08:05,880 Speaker 1: You, so when you went back home, you're like, mom, 160 00:08:06,160 --> 00:08:09,640 Speaker 1: my friends they cooked this, their mom cooked this you 161 00:08:09,680 --> 00:08:10,800 Speaker 1: think you might be able to cook that. 162 00:08:10,880 --> 00:08:11,840 Speaker 5: Did you tell your mom that? 163 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:15,960 Speaker 2: No, Hell, I can't telling them. I'm going like. 164 00:08:17,920 --> 00:08:18,760 Speaker 5: She wasn't trying to hear that. 165 00:08:18,800 --> 00:08:21,080 Speaker 2: All I know she wasn't trying to I ain't even 166 00:08:21,080 --> 00:08:21,680 Speaker 2: from the tribe. 167 00:08:24,160 --> 00:08:26,560 Speaker 1: Did your mom share with you that you guys were 168 00:08:26,680 --> 00:08:28,880 Speaker 1: leaving London coming to the US or did you just 169 00:08:28,920 --> 00:08:29,840 Speaker 1: guys just up the lead? 170 00:08:29,920 --> 00:08:31,040 Speaker 5: Did you know you were leaving? 171 00:08:32,320 --> 00:08:38,600 Speaker 2: I don't really remember. I just remember. It's like so 172 00:08:38,800 --> 00:08:41,600 Speaker 2: long ago, so i'd be trying to really think about 173 00:08:41,600 --> 00:08:45,040 Speaker 2: the story. But I'm sure my mama told me where 174 00:08:45,040 --> 00:08:48,520 Speaker 2: it was going for sure, because I was six, But 175 00:08:48,640 --> 00:08:52,520 Speaker 2: I just don't remember like that conversation. But I know 176 00:08:52,600 --> 00:08:53,400 Speaker 2: it had to happen. 177 00:08:54,760 --> 00:08:56,840 Speaker 1: So do you remember You just remember getting on the plane, 178 00:08:57,240 --> 00:08:58,880 Speaker 1: didn't have no idea where you was going. 179 00:08:58,920 --> 00:09:00,480 Speaker 5: You just know you were leaving London? 180 00:09:01,040 --> 00:09:05,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, right, because I think at first it wasn't a 181 00:09:05,280 --> 00:09:05,960 Speaker 2: stay thing. 182 00:09:06,960 --> 00:09:09,520 Speaker 1: Oh okay, she was just coming to visit, right. 183 00:09:09,440 --> 00:09:12,839 Speaker 2: Okay, I think we was coming to visit. But I 184 00:09:12,880 --> 00:09:15,000 Speaker 2: don't want to fuck the story up neither, because my 185 00:09:15,040 --> 00:09:18,000 Speaker 2: ma mama know the story, right, Okay, saying I think 186 00:09:18,160 --> 00:09:20,680 Speaker 2: it was like, let's see we want to move here, 187 00:09:20,679 --> 00:09:22,160 Speaker 2: but we're finna go see. If we don't like it, 188 00:09:22,200 --> 00:09:24,840 Speaker 2: we're gonna go back type shit. Okay, and then we 189 00:09:24,960 --> 00:09:25,720 Speaker 2: just stayed. 190 00:09:25,559 --> 00:09:28,560 Speaker 1: Right, So clearly she liked it. Yeah what about you? 191 00:09:28,600 --> 00:09:31,480 Speaker 1: Did you like it or you were just going along 192 00:09:31,480 --> 00:09:32,800 Speaker 1: with the floor. You really didn't have a choice in 193 00:09:32,840 --> 00:09:34,760 Speaker 1: the matter because you five or six years back. So 194 00:09:34,800 --> 00:09:36,600 Speaker 1: if you didn't like it, you were stuck anyway, you. 195 00:09:36,640 --> 00:09:39,600 Speaker 2: Gonna just adapt. I liked it, though, Okay, I liked it, 196 00:09:40,040 --> 00:09:44,560 Speaker 2: like it's hot, it ain't cold all the time. I 197 00:09:44,600 --> 00:09:47,600 Speaker 2: remember like playing outside, like doing the same shit that 198 00:09:47,640 --> 00:09:49,520 Speaker 2: I used to do, Like when I used to go, 199 00:09:49,640 --> 00:09:52,760 Speaker 2: like to my grandma house on my daddy's side, like 200 00:09:52,880 --> 00:09:55,880 Speaker 2: we're playing the neighborhood go, Like it was the same shit. 201 00:09:55,800 --> 00:09:57,400 Speaker 5: Right, So what was it like? 202 00:09:57,480 --> 00:09:59,800 Speaker 1: I mean, because all of a sudden they got these 203 00:10:00,080 --> 00:10:03,120 Speaker 1: these new this new family comes in and I'm pretty 204 00:10:03,160 --> 00:10:07,280 Speaker 1: sure you probably had an accent. Yeah yeah, so yeah, okay, 205 00:10:07,320 --> 00:10:09,240 Speaker 1: so now you're on the east side of Atlanta. Yeah 206 00:10:09,440 --> 00:10:12,720 Speaker 1: you got an accent. How how receptive were the kids 207 00:10:12,720 --> 00:10:13,000 Speaker 1: to you? 208 00:10:13,120 --> 00:10:14,640 Speaker 2: They used to teach I got in a fight on 209 00:10:14,679 --> 00:10:18,440 Speaker 2: the first day of school. Oh god, from the jump. Yeah, 210 00:10:18,480 --> 00:10:21,800 Speaker 2: they used to tease me. Okay, Like I went to 211 00:10:21,840 --> 00:10:24,280 Speaker 2: done that elementary That was the first elementary school I 212 00:10:24,320 --> 00:10:27,800 Speaker 2: went to. So we get to the I get on 213 00:10:27,840 --> 00:10:30,160 Speaker 2: the bus or whatever. They start talking to me. So 214 00:10:30,200 --> 00:10:32,040 Speaker 2: they making fun of me on the way to school. 215 00:10:32,120 --> 00:10:32,360 Speaker 5: Okay. 216 00:10:32,480 --> 00:10:34,440 Speaker 2: So we get on the bus to go home. They 217 00:10:34,520 --> 00:10:35,840 Speaker 2: making fun of me on the way home. 218 00:10:35,920 --> 00:10:36,360 Speaker 1: Okay. 219 00:10:36,600 --> 00:10:38,800 Speaker 2: So we get off the bus. Like one of the 220 00:10:38,880 --> 00:10:42,720 Speaker 2: one of the older dudes, like his little brother was 221 00:10:42,760 --> 00:10:46,360 Speaker 2: the main one. So the older brother was like like 222 00:10:47,000 --> 00:10:50,680 Speaker 2: said some like basically like shit fighting. So we get 223 00:10:50,679 --> 00:10:53,920 Speaker 2: off the bus. I beat them up. So the girls, 224 00:10:54,000 --> 00:10:56,560 Speaker 2: all the girls, they run and tell my mama at 225 00:10:56,600 --> 00:10:56,920 Speaker 2: the door. 226 00:10:57,000 --> 00:11:01,000 Speaker 5: So your sisters kids in neighbor. 227 00:11:02,000 --> 00:11:04,360 Speaker 2: So they run, they tell my mama because they started, 228 00:11:04,400 --> 00:11:06,880 Speaker 2: I really was kicking a lot. They started calling me 229 00:11:06,920 --> 00:11:09,960 Speaker 2: taekwondo kid. It's a true. 230 00:11:09,760 --> 00:11:10,640 Speaker 1: Story on my mama. 231 00:11:10,679 --> 00:11:11,040 Speaker 5: Okay. 232 00:11:11,120 --> 00:11:15,240 Speaker 2: So so they they run and tell my mama. So 233 00:11:15,600 --> 00:11:17,600 Speaker 2: I'm trying to drag my feet to get home now. 234 00:11:18,160 --> 00:11:19,880 Speaker 2: So I walked to the door. She grabbed me by 235 00:11:19,920 --> 00:11:21,880 Speaker 2: my ear put me in the house because the girls 236 00:11:21,880 --> 00:11:24,720 Speaker 2: were still there telling her the story when I got there. 237 00:11:25,640 --> 00:11:27,560 Speaker 2: So she I just remember her grabbing me by my 238 00:11:27,679 --> 00:11:30,360 Speaker 2: ear and then like throwing me in the house like 239 00:11:30,640 --> 00:11:33,520 Speaker 2: type shit, and then that was it. I ain't get 240 00:11:33,520 --> 00:11:34,560 Speaker 2: in punishment. 241 00:11:34,600 --> 00:11:36,560 Speaker 1: You ain't get no punishment. Nah, she didn't ask you 242 00:11:36,600 --> 00:11:37,360 Speaker 1: what started at? 243 00:11:37,720 --> 00:11:41,240 Speaker 2: Uh? Uh? You so I not from my memory, I 244 00:11:41,280 --> 00:11:43,720 Speaker 2: feel what I'm saying, she probably did, right, But from 245 00:11:43,720 --> 00:11:46,199 Speaker 2: what I can remember, I just remember getting pulled. You know, 246 00:11:46,280 --> 00:11:49,040 Speaker 2: you don't even regard parts you remember. I just remember 247 00:11:49,080 --> 00:11:49,719 Speaker 2: the ear, Like. 248 00:11:50,120 --> 00:11:52,679 Speaker 1: So, what do you think was the biggest officer? You're 249 00:11:52,800 --> 00:11:55,040 Speaker 1: very young, so you haven't experienced a whole lot. It's 250 00:11:55,080 --> 00:11:57,400 Speaker 1: not like you're coming here. You're thirteen or fourteen, so 251 00:11:57,440 --> 00:12:00,400 Speaker 1: you haven't had a whole lot of u Uh, you're 252 00:12:00,400 --> 00:12:02,199 Speaker 1: five or six years away. You thank you're seven at 253 00:12:02,200 --> 00:12:05,559 Speaker 1: this time. So is there a big culture shop? Do 254 00:12:05,640 --> 00:12:08,600 Speaker 1: you notice anything different about being in London as opposed 255 00:12:08,640 --> 00:12:09,800 Speaker 1: to being in East Atlanta. 256 00:12:09,880 --> 00:12:12,920 Speaker 2: The most shit that I like that I used to like, 257 00:12:14,280 --> 00:12:19,120 Speaker 2: what I remember changing was the size of everything. Okay, 258 00:12:19,559 --> 00:12:22,599 Speaker 2: Like I remember like in London, like our bathrooms to 259 00:12:22,720 --> 00:12:24,599 Speaker 2: be like this big right here, right, you feel what 260 00:12:24,640 --> 00:12:26,880 Speaker 2: I'm saying. Then I remember like we were still we 261 00:12:26,880 --> 00:12:30,320 Speaker 2: was in the hood and on the East side too, right, 262 00:12:30,640 --> 00:12:33,480 Speaker 2: But it was just like a size different. Like at 263 00:12:33,520 --> 00:12:36,240 Speaker 2: my grandma house in London, I could touch both sides 264 00:12:36,280 --> 00:12:38,720 Speaker 2: of her house like this. Wow, you feel what I'm saying. 265 00:12:38,760 --> 00:12:42,120 Speaker 2: But over here it's like more space. I remember that. 266 00:12:42,760 --> 00:12:44,760 Speaker 2: And I remember getting in a car to go everywhere 267 00:12:45,240 --> 00:12:46,800 Speaker 2: in London. We used to take the bus in the 268 00:12:46,840 --> 00:12:49,640 Speaker 2: train like everywhere. I remember like being we always was 269 00:12:49,640 --> 00:12:50,760 Speaker 2: in the car when we got here. 270 00:12:51,240 --> 00:12:54,000 Speaker 1: So you had an accent, I'm assuming weren't. So where 271 00:12:54,000 --> 00:12:55,840 Speaker 1: did you fall in the ranking as far as your siblings? 272 00:12:56,200 --> 00:12:58,960 Speaker 1: I'm the oldest, You're the oldest. Yeah, okay, so I'm assumed. 273 00:12:59,200 --> 00:13:02,280 Speaker 1: So you man, So if you're seven, that means and 274 00:13:02,320 --> 00:13:06,280 Speaker 1: you got three brothers, three sisters, that means, man, you 275 00:13:06,400 --> 00:13:07,080 Speaker 1: got some babies. 276 00:13:07,120 --> 00:13:09,439 Speaker 2: You got an ages three like cause it's a it's 277 00:13:09,480 --> 00:13:12,720 Speaker 2: a three years age gap between me and my little sister. Okay, 278 00:13:12,920 --> 00:13:15,040 Speaker 2: So if I was seven, she was probably like three 279 00:13:15,160 --> 00:13:18,800 Speaker 2: turn in four, right, and then my little brother was 280 00:13:18,840 --> 00:13:22,400 Speaker 2: still a baby baby right, and then the other three 281 00:13:22,520 --> 00:13:23,520 Speaker 2: was born in America. 282 00:13:23,800 --> 00:13:27,079 Speaker 1: Okay, I feel what I'm saying, right, right, So did 283 00:13:27,120 --> 00:13:29,480 Speaker 1: you feel a sense of responsibility because you are the 284 00:13:29,520 --> 00:13:32,240 Speaker 1: oldest you, I mean, even though you're a child You're like, 285 00:13:32,520 --> 00:13:35,400 Speaker 1: you're the oldest male, and so do you feel some 286 00:13:35,440 --> 00:13:38,640 Speaker 1: type of responsibility that you needed to, like, Okay, i 287 00:13:38,679 --> 00:13:40,120 Speaker 1: need to be the man of the house even though 288 00:13:40,160 --> 00:13:41,680 Speaker 1: I'm only seven years old at the time. 289 00:13:42,400 --> 00:13:45,480 Speaker 2: I think so, yeah for sure. Yeah, Like I was 290 00:13:45,559 --> 00:13:48,560 Speaker 2: naturally like a protector the type shit, Yeah for sure. 291 00:13:49,640 --> 00:13:51,600 Speaker 1: So what did your mom? What did your mom think 292 00:13:51,640 --> 00:13:54,800 Speaker 1: about that? So the type of relationship, because like you said, 293 00:13:54,800 --> 00:13:56,960 Speaker 1: you're the oldest, your mom is a new in a 294 00:13:57,000 --> 00:14:00,360 Speaker 1: new place, and granted they're a community that came with you, 295 00:14:00,800 --> 00:14:04,400 Speaker 1: but you the protector because you like, Okay, I got 296 00:14:04,400 --> 00:14:06,200 Speaker 1: to look after my mom. I gotta look after my 297 00:14:06,240 --> 00:14:09,520 Speaker 1: brother and my sister. Did your mom tell you anything 298 00:14:09,559 --> 00:14:12,040 Speaker 1: about that or you just instinctively took that on? 299 00:14:12,520 --> 00:14:15,720 Speaker 2: I think it was just like instinct for the most part. 300 00:14:16,600 --> 00:14:19,560 Speaker 2: I feel like I feel like it's just in my 301 00:14:19,640 --> 00:14:22,960 Speaker 2: personality too, like just like take care of everything. I 302 00:14:23,000 --> 00:14:26,600 Speaker 2: don't know why I'm like that, but I think just naturally, 303 00:14:26,680 --> 00:14:31,520 Speaker 2: like I developed that because like my whole life, I've 304 00:14:31,560 --> 00:14:33,600 Speaker 2: been like that, Like since I was old enough to 305 00:14:33,720 --> 00:14:35,400 Speaker 2: like get out and do what I need to do. 306 00:14:36,080 --> 00:14:38,240 Speaker 2: I always like took care of my mama and my 307 00:14:38,360 --> 00:14:39,760 Speaker 2: siblings and shit, right. 308 00:14:39,600 --> 00:14:44,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, do you feel that? So when you were in London, 309 00:14:44,520 --> 00:14:46,720 Speaker 1: do you remember much about your dad being around? Yeah? 310 00:14:46,760 --> 00:14:48,680 Speaker 2: I remember my Daddy used to come get me like 311 00:14:48,800 --> 00:14:55,040 Speaker 2: every weekend. I used to be over there because that's like, well, 312 00:14:55,200 --> 00:14:59,240 Speaker 2: majority of like my cousins was at right, on my 313 00:14:59,280 --> 00:15:04,600 Speaker 2: mama's side, I only got like like three folk cousins, 314 00:15:04,920 --> 00:15:07,000 Speaker 2: but on my Daddy's side, it's like thirty of. 315 00:15:06,920 --> 00:15:07,520 Speaker 1: Them, right. 316 00:15:08,200 --> 00:15:11,600 Speaker 2: So that's like like my oldest cousin, Taran, he in 317 00:15:11,640 --> 00:15:15,800 Speaker 2: the wheelchair, I remember like following behind him a lot, right, 318 00:15:15,920 --> 00:15:18,880 Speaker 2: I feel what I'm saying. So that's my Daddy's side, right. 319 00:15:19,080 --> 00:15:21,440 Speaker 1: So you so, in other words, you really love spending 320 00:15:21,480 --> 00:15:23,280 Speaker 1: time with your dad's side of the family because that's 321 00:15:23,280 --> 00:15:24,920 Speaker 1: where all the cousins were. That's where you got an 322 00:15:24,960 --> 00:15:27,520 Speaker 1: opportunity to run and play and just have a good time. 323 00:15:27,720 --> 00:15:28,920 Speaker 1: It was just deeper deep. 324 00:15:28,960 --> 00:15:31,840 Speaker 2: But my mama side too, because like my cousins on 325 00:15:31,880 --> 00:15:36,000 Speaker 2: my mama's side was bad as hell too, you see 326 00:15:36,000 --> 00:15:38,040 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. But it just wasn't a lot of us, right, 327 00:15:38,480 --> 00:15:41,080 Speaker 2: Like it was just me kyra on is wrong, right? 328 00:15:41,320 --> 00:15:44,040 Speaker 2: Were the only boys on my mama's side. On my 329 00:15:44,120 --> 00:15:47,960 Speaker 2: daddy's side, it was more, but it's just different side. 330 00:15:48,000 --> 00:15:50,280 Speaker 1: Well, see, if it's only three of y'all, the trouble 331 00:15:50,320 --> 00:15:53,760 Speaker 1: is only going three places. So you, you and you, 332 00:15:53,760 --> 00:15:55,480 Speaker 1: your dad's side is about thirty of y'all. So you 333 00:15:55,480 --> 00:15:57,360 Speaker 1: could play with a whole bunch of people. Oh God, 334 00:15:58,920 --> 00:16:00,600 Speaker 1: So brought up in the East Side, on that side 335 00:16:00,600 --> 00:16:03,600 Speaker 1: of town, Rappers, Gucci, Main Future, o J, the Juice Man, 336 00:16:03,680 --> 00:16:07,000 Speaker 1: Richard mc kwan, child is getting be No, did you 337 00:16:07,080 --> 00:16:08,560 Speaker 1: did you know any of those guys when you were 338 00:16:08,560 --> 00:16:08,960 Speaker 1: growing up? 339 00:16:09,080 --> 00:16:10,320 Speaker 5: You had no idea about. 340 00:16:10,040 --> 00:16:18,160 Speaker 2: These I seen Gucci before? Okay, yeah, I seen Gucci before, 341 00:16:18,240 --> 00:16:20,640 Speaker 2: for sure. I seen him at Church's Chicken before, like 342 00:16:20,680 --> 00:16:24,160 Speaker 2: when I was real young, right right, No, Miss Winners, 343 00:16:24,160 --> 00:16:25,040 Speaker 2: I seen him as MS. 344 00:16:27,440 --> 00:16:27,720 Speaker 5: Zone. 345 00:16:27,840 --> 00:16:30,200 Speaker 1: I mean the east Side, that's Zone six. There's a 346 00:16:30,240 --> 00:16:33,600 Speaker 1: lot going on. Yeah, east side of Atlanta. There's drugs, 347 00:16:33,880 --> 00:16:35,000 Speaker 1: there's a lot of killings. 348 00:16:35,400 --> 00:16:36,960 Speaker 5: Did you so what did your mom? 349 00:16:37,000 --> 00:16:38,840 Speaker 1: Did your mom try and shield you, like son, you 350 00:16:38,920 --> 00:16:41,360 Speaker 1: can't be out this time of night, So what what 351 00:16:41,440 --> 00:16:43,840 Speaker 1: does she tell you about the area that you that 352 00:16:43,880 --> 00:16:45,400 Speaker 1: you guys were gonna call home? 353 00:16:45,480 --> 00:16:45,680 Speaker 5: Now? 354 00:16:49,920 --> 00:16:52,600 Speaker 2: I don't. I used to be outside so I don't 355 00:16:52,640 --> 00:16:56,240 Speaker 2: remember like hers is. Like the only time it'll be 356 00:16:56,280 --> 00:16:59,120 Speaker 2: a problem is if I got in trouble in school, right, 357 00:16:59,760 --> 00:17:01,800 Speaker 2: But other than that, like I wasn't like one of 358 00:17:01,840 --> 00:17:04,399 Speaker 2: them when the streetlight come on kids, Like my mama 359 00:17:04,480 --> 00:17:06,159 Speaker 2: used to let me figure it out, because in London 360 00:17:06,359 --> 00:17:09,920 Speaker 2: it's the same shit. It's them the worse because it's 361 00:17:09,960 --> 00:17:12,680 Speaker 2: like concrete everywhere you see what I'm saying, it's Alley's, 362 00:17:13,240 --> 00:17:16,159 Speaker 2: it's inner city. So in London I used to be 363 00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:18,800 Speaker 2: outside from what I well, that was when we went 364 00:17:18,840 --> 00:17:21,920 Speaker 2: back though, like from before then, I don't remember being 365 00:17:21,960 --> 00:17:25,920 Speaker 2: outside that much. But so like nah, she just used 366 00:17:25,920 --> 00:17:28,320 Speaker 2: to let me, like, let you figure out, figure it out. 367 00:17:28,720 --> 00:17:31,560 Speaker 2: Then I used to be with Skinny okay, well Israel 368 00:17:31,640 --> 00:17:33,919 Speaker 2: n ain't Aaron. I used to be with him, and 369 00:17:33,960 --> 00:17:35,679 Speaker 2: he was older than me, so he was like my 370 00:17:35,720 --> 00:17:38,320 Speaker 2: big brother and like, so as long as I was 371 00:17:38,359 --> 00:17:40,880 Speaker 2: with him, she would give me a little more freedom 372 00:17:40,920 --> 00:17:43,200 Speaker 2: to do shit, like as long as he watching over 373 00:17:43,240 --> 00:17:43,840 Speaker 2: you good. 374 00:17:44,320 --> 00:17:46,920 Speaker 5: Did you always gravitate towards older guys? 375 00:17:47,320 --> 00:17:47,560 Speaker 1: Yeah? 376 00:17:47,600 --> 00:17:49,960 Speaker 2: I always hung with like people older than me for. 377 00:17:49,960 --> 00:17:53,719 Speaker 1: Sure, because you felt you were more mature than than 378 00:17:53,920 --> 00:17:55,200 Speaker 1: than young guys your. 379 00:17:55,119 --> 00:17:59,120 Speaker 2: Age yeah, for sure because I was older. I had 380 00:17:59,119 --> 00:18:01,879 Speaker 2: to be. I'm the oldest, right, so you naturally like 381 00:18:02,320 --> 00:18:05,160 Speaker 2: a little more mature than you have to be because 382 00:18:05,200 --> 00:18:06,560 Speaker 2: if you're not, you're gonna get in trouble. 383 00:18:07,080 --> 00:18:10,080 Speaker 5: Right, So how was the struggle when your mom moving here? 384 00:18:10,119 --> 00:18:13,760 Speaker 1: Obviously in a different in a different country, obviously times 385 00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:17,360 Speaker 1: were diff difficult for you guys. Did you realize how 386 00:18:17,400 --> 00:18:19,439 Speaker 1: difficult times were for your mom and your family? 387 00:18:19,840 --> 00:18:20,040 Speaker 5: Yeah? 388 00:18:20,080 --> 00:18:25,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, Like I remember when we first moved you 389 00:18:25,440 --> 00:18:26,560 Speaker 2: be smoking ciguards on here. 390 00:18:26,800 --> 00:18:29,879 Speaker 1: You take off this your just your joint, let's go ahead. 391 00:18:30,720 --> 00:18:34,840 Speaker 2: But I remember, like when we first moved over here, 392 00:18:34,880 --> 00:18:37,199 Speaker 2: like before we moved to the neighborhood where I went 393 00:18:37,280 --> 00:18:40,720 Speaker 2: to elementary school. Okay, we would move to another neighborhood 394 00:18:40,760 --> 00:18:44,640 Speaker 2: on the east side, and I remember, like my mama 395 00:18:44,680 --> 00:18:49,120 Speaker 2: and her nigga, well her man, they used to sleep 396 00:18:49,160 --> 00:18:51,040 Speaker 2: on the bottom bump for all us used to sleep 397 00:18:51,080 --> 00:18:51,600 Speaker 2: on the top bunk. 398 00:18:51,640 --> 00:18:51,880 Speaker 1: Okay. 399 00:18:51,960 --> 00:18:55,080 Speaker 2: We used to share, Like we shared apartment with one 400 00:18:55,119 --> 00:18:58,520 Speaker 2: of their friends. It was a two bedroom, Okay, we 401 00:18:58,560 --> 00:19:01,800 Speaker 2: didne got evicted before. I remember coming home and our 402 00:19:01,880 --> 00:19:05,720 Speaker 2: stuff was outside in front of the house. Like growing up, 403 00:19:05,800 --> 00:19:09,119 Speaker 2: like I ain't never had my own bedroom till I 404 00:19:09,160 --> 00:19:12,440 Speaker 2: was probably like fifteen years old or something like. We 405 00:19:12,520 --> 00:19:18,280 Speaker 2: all shared a room like for probably from like first 406 00:19:18,280 --> 00:19:26,000 Speaker 2: grade til like sixth grade. It was they had a room. 407 00:19:26,040 --> 00:19:29,080 Speaker 2: My mama and her man had a room, and me 408 00:19:29,160 --> 00:19:31,439 Speaker 2: and all my siblings had a one room because in 409 00:19:31,440 --> 00:19:35,359 Speaker 2: a two bedroom apartment. Then like I don't know what happened, 410 00:19:35,400 --> 00:19:37,639 Speaker 2: they got a little motion and then we moved in 411 00:19:37,680 --> 00:19:40,040 Speaker 2: the same apartments, but we used to call it cross 412 00:19:40,080 --> 00:19:42,920 Speaker 2: the bridge. It's like the other side of the neighborhood, right, 413 00:19:43,400 --> 00:19:46,640 Speaker 2: And we had got a three bedrooms. The boys had 414 00:19:46,640 --> 00:19:49,160 Speaker 2: their own room and the girls had their own room. 415 00:19:49,760 --> 00:19:53,600 Speaker 2: And then I met my other big brother when I 416 00:19:53,680 --> 00:19:56,760 Speaker 2: moved over there to VARs, right, they stayed under us. 417 00:19:56,960 --> 00:19:59,879 Speaker 2: They mama used to do the same thing, man, Oh God, 418 00:20:00,080 --> 00:20:02,119 Speaker 2: get the broom and bang the roof from god. 419 00:20:02,359 --> 00:20:02,639 Speaker 5: Right. 420 00:20:02,800 --> 00:20:05,239 Speaker 2: Yeah, but for sure, it was a struggle because like 421 00:20:06,320 --> 00:20:09,440 Speaker 2: she my mama couldn't get no job or no driver's license, 422 00:20:09,600 --> 00:20:12,040 Speaker 2: she couldn't get food stamps, she couldn't do none of 423 00:20:12,040 --> 00:20:14,280 Speaker 2: that shit. So you know, it's a struggle. 424 00:20:14,000 --> 00:20:17,000 Speaker 1: Right, So she's basically working any job that she can get. Maybe, 425 00:20:17,040 --> 00:20:19,600 Speaker 1: you know, maybe cleaning floors, maybe in the kitchen or 426 00:20:19,640 --> 00:20:21,800 Speaker 1: doing things of that nature, trying to make ends meat 427 00:20:22,080 --> 00:20:23,760 Speaker 1: to put food on the table and the roof over 428 00:20:23,760 --> 00:20:24,800 Speaker 1: the head for the kids. 429 00:20:25,160 --> 00:20:27,960 Speaker 2: The one job I remember her having, she and I 430 00:20:28,000 --> 00:20:30,560 Speaker 2: don't think she never like did like no cleaning floors 431 00:20:30,600 --> 00:20:34,439 Speaker 2: type shit. But the one job I remember her having 432 00:20:34,520 --> 00:20:37,080 Speaker 2: was like a daycare and they used to pay them 433 00:20:37,119 --> 00:20:40,040 Speaker 2: under the table. I remember hearing them conversations though, like 434 00:20:40,240 --> 00:20:42,840 Speaker 2: being nosy because I ain't even supposed to know that 435 00:20:42,880 --> 00:20:45,119 Speaker 2: as a child, but I remember hearing them talk about it, 436 00:20:45,160 --> 00:20:48,800 Speaker 2: like right, and she she used to work at Autum, 437 00:20:48,880 --> 00:20:51,679 Speaker 2: used to work at the day her her man and 438 00:20:51,720 --> 00:20:53,959 Speaker 2: then the other families that I told you more us 439 00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:56,480 Speaker 2: they used to work there too, and they used to 440 00:20:56,480 --> 00:20:58,840 Speaker 2: pay them under the table, like cash and shit. That's 441 00:20:58,840 --> 00:21:00,520 Speaker 2: the only job that I remember though. 442 00:21:01,080 --> 00:21:03,080 Speaker 1: When you came home from school one day and you 443 00:21:03,160 --> 00:21:09,680 Speaker 1: saw your family belongings outside, how did that make you feel? 444 00:21:09,680 --> 00:21:11,880 Speaker 1: Did the kids make fun of you? Did you realize 445 00:21:11,920 --> 00:21:13,480 Speaker 1: what was going on when you saw all of your 446 00:21:13,480 --> 00:21:15,160 Speaker 1: belongings on the outside. 447 00:21:16,119 --> 00:21:18,959 Speaker 2: Yeah, because I didn't seen it happen before. And I remember, 448 00:21:19,040 --> 00:21:21,919 Speaker 2: like we used to steal people shit, like because I 449 00:21:21,920 --> 00:21:25,400 Speaker 2: didn't seen other people evicted, seeing their stuff outside, and 450 00:21:25,440 --> 00:21:27,480 Speaker 2: like all the kids, the badass kids will be in 451 00:21:27,520 --> 00:21:30,600 Speaker 2: the neighborhood walking around, see some shit, start going through 452 00:21:30,640 --> 00:21:34,480 Speaker 2: that shit. So I just remember instantly thinking like, nobody 453 00:21:34,600 --> 00:21:38,080 Speaker 2: better not touch my shit. That's like the first stop. 454 00:21:38,480 --> 00:21:40,920 Speaker 2: And I remember standing out of there. But I remember 455 00:21:41,000 --> 00:21:43,280 Speaker 2: like I didn't really care about it that much because 456 00:21:44,000 --> 00:21:46,600 Speaker 2: they put our shit out, but they we instantly moved 457 00:21:46,640 --> 00:21:49,439 Speaker 2: to a bigger apartment, so it kind of was like 458 00:21:49,480 --> 00:21:51,760 Speaker 2: it wasn't like we just our shit was just out 459 00:21:51,800 --> 00:21:53,560 Speaker 2: there and we were trying to figure out out right, 460 00:21:53,680 --> 00:21:56,240 Speaker 2: I feel what I'm saying, like I remember us moving 461 00:21:56,480 --> 00:21:59,960 Speaker 2: to a bigger apartment, like instantly type shit. 462 00:22:00,480 --> 00:22:03,679 Speaker 5: So what was what was a typical meal in the household? 463 00:22:05,520 --> 00:22:08,080 Speaker 2: Oh, we had food. They had good for you not 464 00:22:08,200 --> 00:22:11,880 Speaker 2: like steak and ship though rum and hot dogs like that, 465 00:22:12,560 --> 00:22:15,000 Speaker 2: like we had the regular you know, but not like 466 00:22:15,480 --> 00:22:19,960 Speaker 2: I don't remember no time, like well, it just wasn't 467 00:22:20,040 --> 00:22:22,439 Speaker 2: nothing to eat in the house. It's gonna be some bread. 468 00:22:23,040 --> 00:22:25,359 Speaker 2: We used to make like condensed milk sandwiches. Like there 469 00:22:25,520 --> 00:22:28,119 Speaker 2: was like I scrugger meal, like you take the you 470 00:22:28,200 --> 00:22:30,119 Speaker 2: get the bread and the condensed milk and then you 471 00:22:30,160 --> 00:22:33,119 Speaker 2: put it in like the little toaster ship and you 472 00:22:33,119 --> 00:22:35,000 Speaker 2: put it together. That shit be good as fuck. 473 00:22:35,280 --> 00:22:37,720 Speaker 5: Oh God, you eat one of them now, hell y'all, 474 00:22:37,760 --> 00:22:38,320 Speaker 5: I will. 475 00:22:41,520 --> 00:22:41,800 Speaker 1: God. 476 00:22:42,240 --> 00:22:45,560 Speaker 2: But like you know, hot dogs and noodles, My mama 477 00:22:45,640 --> 00:22:51,800 Speaker 2: used to make noodles, third fry, rumen noodles, right, curry chicken, 478 00:22:51,920 --> 00:22:54,200 Speaker 2: jerk chicken, all that type of ship. 479 00:22:54,440 --> 00:22:56,359 Speaker 1: Did you you, being the oldest, did you learn how 480 00:22:56,400 --> 00:22:57,200 Speaker 1: to cook? Could you cook? 481 00:22:57,240 --> 00:22:57,520 Speaker 2: Shall? 482 00:22:58,280 --> 00:23:00,560 Speaker 1: Because I'm assuming like a lot of the times your 483 00:23:00,560 --> 00:23:02,719 Speaker 1: mom probably was working and you had to take care 484 00:23:02,720 --> 00:23:04,439 Speaker 1: of your brothers and sisters, so it was left up 485 00:23:04,440 --> 00:23:06,520 Speaker 1: to you to probably cook the ram and to warm 486 00:23:06,560 --> 00:23:08,240 Speaker 1: the food up so they could eat when you got 487 00:23:08,240 --> 00:23:08,879 Speaker 1: home from school. 488 00:23:08,920 --> 00:23:10,959 Speaker 2: Not cooked though, like the most my mama what make 489 00:23:11,000 --> 00:23:14,160 Speaker 2: me do is like unthoughted fool to me, like take 490 00:23:14,160 --> 00:23:15,960 Speaker 2: the meat out. I used to get my ass if 491 00:23:16,000 --> 00:23:18,120 Speaker 2: I forget to take the meat out right and put 492 00:23:18,240 --> 00:23:20,320 Speaker 2: cause she don't play about the lemon, like don't just 493 00:23:20,359 --> 00:23:22,720 Speaker 2: sit it in the water. Put lemon juice in the 494 00:23:22,760 --> 00:23:25,480 Speaker 2: water when you sit it in the water. So sometimes 495 00:23:25,520 --> 00:23:26,960 Speaker 2: I take the meat out and just sit it in 496 00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:30,000 Speaker 2: the water without no lemon get in trouble. Okay, but 497 00:23:30,160 --> 00:23:32,040 Speaker 2: she ain't ever just make me cook. But we used 498 00:23:32,040 --> 00:23:34,439 Speaker 2: to make our own little food that we wanted. Like 499 00:23:34,560 --> 00:23:36,920 Speaker 2: so if my little veteran was hungry and they wanted 500 00:23:37,000 --> 00:23:39,080 Speaker 2: like a pack of noodles, I'd make them some noodles. 501 00:23:39,160 --> 00:23:42,920 Speaker 1: Up that shit, right, Yeah, obviously we talked a lot 502 00:23:42,960 --> 00:23:43,600 Speaker 1: about your mom. 503 00:23:43,760 --> 00:23:46,040 Speaker 5: What's the relationship like with your dad? 504 00:23:48,359 --> 00:23:50,720 Speaker 2: Me and my dad in like a weird place. Because 505 00:23:53,040 --> 00:23:55,359 Speaker 2: he got his side of how he looked at it. 506 00:23:55,400 --> 00:24:00,200 Speaker 2: I got my side of it, look at it like 507 00:24:00,200 --> 00:24:03,240 Speaker 2: like I kind of understand, like, okay, if your child 508 00:24:03,280 --> 00:24:06,720 Speaker 2: moved to another country, it's kind of hard type shit. 509 00:24:06,840 --> 00:24:10,000 Speaker 2: But from a child point of view, all I can 510 00:24:10,040 --> 00:24:13,160 Speaker 2: do is go out the emotion that I felt as 511 00:24:13,200 --> 00:24:16,560 Speaker 2: a child, like don't. I can't. I can't tell you 512 00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:19,400 Speaker 2: how I would feel about it as an adult because 513 00:24:20,320 --> 00:24:22,879 Speaker 2: the hurt come from when I was a child. You 514 00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:25,879 Speaker 2: feel what I'm saying. So it's like it's like me, 515 00:24:25,880 --> 00:24:28,560 Speaker 2: me whopping you as a child and then expecting you 516 00:24:28,720 --> 00:24:31,320 Speaker 2: to receive the pain as an adult, Like hell no, 517 00:24:31,440 --> 00:24:33,719 Speaker 2: I don't. I know how it felt when it happened. 518 00:24:34,320 --> 00:24:36,280 Speaker 2: I know I felt abandoned. That's how I felt I 519 00:24:36,320 --> 00:24:38,919 Speaker 2: felt like I used to see like other kids in 520 00:24:38,960 --> 00:24:41,440 Speaker 2: the neighborhood were not in the neighborhood. But remember the 521 00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:44,720 Speaker 2: family that I told you that move was. Yes, I 522 00:24:44,760 --> 00:24:48,400 Speaker 2: had a front where he liked My cousin basically rock him. 523 00:24:48,880 --> 00:24:51,000 Speaker 2: He was in the same predicament like he was in 524 00:24:51,040 --> 00:24:54,600 Speaker 2: another country with his mama, was with another man now 525 00:24:54,640 --> 00:24:57,439 Speaker 2: his stepdaddy, and his daddy used to come visit him 526 00:24:57,480 --> 00:25:00,720 Speaker 2: all the time, buy him shit. So I used to 527 00:25:00,720 --> 00:25:03,719 Speaker 2: be kind of jealous of where he had going, right, 528 00:25:04,359 --> 00:25:07,360 Speaker 2: And so that's where a lot of the disappointment came 529 00:25:07,400 --> 00:25:09,880 Speaker 2: from with my daddy. But my daddy was a good 530 00:25:09,960 --> 00:25:14,240 Speaker 2: daddy to my siblings over there, like my love brother 531 00:25:14,320 --> 00:25:17,760 Speaker 2: who died. My love brother got killed on my daddy's side. 532 00:25:18,440 --> 00:25:20,720 Speaker 2: They was best friends. You knowee what I'm saying. I 533 00:25:20,760 --> 00:25:23,280 Speaker 2: got twin little sisters and I got another love brother. 534 00:25:23,840 --> 00:25:26,080 Speaker 2: They all love my daddy. You see what. So I 535 00:25:26,119 --> 00:25:29,159 Speaker 2: can't just say, you know, mad Daddy with me, I 536 00:25:29,160 --> 00:25:30,719 Speaker 2: feel like you didn't do what you were supposed to do. 537 00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:34,840 Speaker 1: The relationship that they have with him is not the relationship. 538 00:25:34,280 --> 00:25:35,080 Speaker 5: You have with him. 539 00:25:35,119 --> 00:25:39,240 Speaker 1: Facts right, Because you saw you said the family that 540 00:25:39,280 --> 00:25:44,040 Speaker 1: moved with you saw his mom even though she was 541 00:25:44,040 --> 00:25:46,200 Speaker 1: in a foreign country and she had ended up having 542 00:25:46,240 --> 00:25:49,560 Speaker 1: another man, his dad still came over and would see 543 00:25:49,600 --> 00:25:52,239 Speaker 1: him and buy him things. And did you explain that 544 00:25:52,240 --> 00:25:56,560 Speaker 1: to your father, saying, look, rock him, dad, his mom 545 00:25:56,640 --> 00:25:59,040 Speaker 1: is with someone else, and he found it time to 546 00:25:59,080 --> 00:26:00,880 Speaker 1: come over here and see him and buy him things 547 00:26:00,880 --> 00:26:04,199 Speaker 1: and spend time with him. Did you convey that to him? 548 00:26:04,240 --> 00:26:08,120 Speaker 2: Not as a child, okay, but like my little brother 549 00:26:08,280 --> 00:26:11,439 Speaker 2: died in twenty twenty, and like that was me and 550 00:26:11,480 --> 00:26:15,120 Speaker 2: my daddy first time talking in like fifteen twenty years. 551 00:26:15,720 --> 00:26:20,840 Speaker 2: Type shit, savage, I mean you you didn't You didn't 552 00:26:20,880 --> 00:26:23,080 Speaker 2: reach out when. 553 00:26:23,119 --> 00:26:25,920 Speaker 1: Like, at any point in time before that fifteen years 554 00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:27,399 Speaker 1: was up. Did you not reach out and try to 555 00:26:27,400 --> 00:26:28,480 Speaker 1: have a conversation with your father? 556 00:26:31,080 --> 00:26:34,760 Speaker 2: Because like when I turned twenty one, I got shot, okay, 557 00:26:35,119 --> 00:26:39,199 Speaker 2: and my mama came in in the like while I 558 00:26:39,280 --> 00:26:42,879 Speaker 2: was in the ICU, she brought the phone. Well, I 559 00:26:42,880 --> 00:26:44,399 Speaker 2: don't know if I was in ic I don't know 560 00:26:44,440 --> 00:26:46,040 Speaker 2: where I was at, but it was like fresh it 561 00:26:46,080 --> 00:26:48,679 Speaker 2: was right after I got to the hospital, okay, and 562 00:26:49,560 --> 00:26:53,240 Speaker 2: my best friend had just died like in the incident. 563 00:26:53,960 --> 00:26:56,520 Speaker 2: So like I just remember being like mad. I was 564 00:26:56,520 --> 00:26:59,639 Speaker 2: more mad than sad. So she tried to hand me 565 00:26:59,680 --> 00:27:05,480 Speaker 2: the phone. But I remember telling my daddy like, because 566 00:27:05,520 --> 00:27:10,520 Speaker 2: my mama and her my like my siblings, four of 567 00:27:10,560 --> 00:27:13,240 Speaker 2: my siblings got the same daddy, I got my own daddy, 568 00:27:13,280 --> 00:27:15,719 Speaker 2: and then my youngest sister got her own daddy. Okay, 569 00:27:15,920 --> 00:27:19,200 Speaker 2: so my mama was moved out here. When she came 570 00:27:19,240 --> 00:27:23,240 Speaker 2: out here, the father of my four younger siblings, he 571 00:27:23,320 --> 00:27:26,919 Speaker 2: came like a little later, and we always together. So 572 00:27:27,240 --> 00:27:31,040 Speaker 2: when they had broke up, how I took it was 573 00:27:33,000 --> 00:27:35,640 Speaker 2: like you ain't my daddy. I gotta figure my own 574 00:27:35,640 --> 00:27:37,960 Speaker 2: life out, Like I can't be up under your roof 575 00:27:38,240 --> 00:27:42,160 Speaker 2: no more because my mama left, right, so I left. 576 00:27:42,600 --> 00:27:45,640 Speaker 2: So I remember communicating like to my daddy. 577 00:27:45,359 --> 00:27:47,920 Speaker 1: Like your biological father, yeah. 578 00:27:47,840 --> 00:27:50,520 Speaker 2: Like like I'm in the street at this time, but 579 00:27:50,600 --> 00:27:52,560 Speaker 2: I'm telling him like I figure it out, Like I 580 00:27:52,560 --> 00:27:55,280 Speaker 2: don't expect you to just be able to just put 581 00:27:55,280 --> 00:27:57,480 Speaker 2: me up in an apartment and just pay my rent 582 00:27:57,480 --> 00:28:00,600 Speaker 2: every month, like, but I'm like, can you can tribute 583 00:28:00,600 --> 00:28:03,440 Speaker 2: like one hundred or two hundred dollars? And i'ma figure 584 00:28:03,480 --> 00:28:07,199 Speaker 2: the rest out. I'm probably like sixteen seventeen at this 585 00:28:07,240 --> 00:28:11,439 Speaker 2: time this like years before I got shot. I remember 586 00:28:11,440 --> 00:28:14,360 Speaker 2: communicating to him like, can you help a little bit, 587 00:28:14,480 --> 00:28:17,560 Speaker 2: Like my mama ain't got you on child support. You 588 00:28:17,600 --> 00:28:19,840 Speaker 2: don't really send no money like that, and it ain't 589 00:28:19,880 --> 00:28:23,480 Speaker 2: no disrespect like because I he went in like he 590 00:28:23,600 --> 00:28:25,959 Speaker 2: be taking shit, Like me telling my story is like 591 00:28:26,040 --> 00:28:28,520 Speaker 2: trying to down him. But this is my truth. This 592 00:28:28,600 --> 00:28:30,560 Speaker 2: is what I remember. You feel what I'm saying, right, 593 00:28:30,720 --> 00:28:32,720 Speaker 2: Like from what I remember, he wasn't really sending no 594 00:28:32,800 --> 00:28:35,040 Speaker 2: money to my mama, and my mama wasn't just pressing 595 00:28:35,119 --> 00:28:37,280 Speaker 2: him for no money because she had a man. So 596 00:28:37,400 --> 00:28:40,760 Speaker 2: you see what I'm saying. So I remember communicating that, 597 00:28:41,040 --> 00:28:44,120 Speaker 2: and I remember like it not coming through. So now 598 00:28:44,200 --> 00:28:46,680 Speaker 2: I gotta go extra harder in the lane that I'm 599 00:28:46,720 --> 00:28:49,920 Speaker 2: in as a sixteen seventeen year old. You feel what 600 00:28:49,960 --> 00:28:53,640 Speaker 2: I'm saying, because I gotta feel for myself, damn there, 601 00:28:53,640 --> 00:28:57,000 Speaker 2: I gotta feed myself like I'm staying with friend, the friend, 602 00:28:57,040 --> 00:28:57,440 Speaker 2: the friend. 603 00:28:57,480 --> 00:28:58,280 Speaker 1: You feel what I'm saying. 604 00:28:58,920 --> 00:29:01,880 Speaker 2: So I remember feeling that down by that, on top 605 00:29:01,920 --> 00:29:03,600 Speaker 2: of all the other times that I was let down 606 00:29:03,600 --> 00:29:06,800 Speaker 2: when I was young and I wanted shoes or a 607 00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:09,640 Speaker 2: phone or this or that, a new video game. You 608 00:29:09,680 --> 00:29:13,480 Speaker 2: feel what I'm saying. So at a certain point, I remember, 609 00:29:13,520 --> 00:29:15,240 Speaker 2: like I got old enough to where it was like 610 00:29:15,840 --> 00:29:19,440 Speaker 2: I R I don't even kept it talk. So that's 611 00:29:19,480 --> 00:29:21,480 Speaker 2: how that build up came of me not talking to 612 00:29:21,520 --> 00:29:23,120 Speaker 2: him about them years. You feel what I'm saying. 613 00:29:23,200 --> 00:29:31,120 Speaker 1: Right, So in twenty twenty year brother gets lose his life. Right, Yeah, 614 00:29:31,520 --> 00:29:34,160 Speaker 1: at that point in time, did you think about putting 615 00:29:34,200 --> 00:29:37,440 Speaker 1: everything else aside and try to re establish a relationship 616 00:29:37,440 --> 00:29:37,880 Speaker 1: with the father? 617 00:29:38,080 --> 00:29:42,800 Speaker 2: I did, and we got on the phone, and he 618 00:29:42,920 --> 00:29:46,800 Speaker 2: started doing some things that rubbed me the wrong way, 619 00:29:47,360 --> 00:29:51,120 Speaker 2: like like just asking me for shit, like too early 620 00:29:51,880 --> 00:29:53,480 Speaker 2: and like so. 621 00:29:53,520 --> 00:29:55,840 Speaker 1: At this point in time, you had already become what 622 00:29:55,880 --> 00:29:56,400 Speaker 1: you become. 623 00:29:57,400 --> 00:30:01,440 Speaker 2: Yeah, in twenty twenty twenty one seven, Right, you feel 624 00:30:01,480 --> 00:30:06,479 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. Yeah, Yeah, but I kind of like 625 00:30:06,560 --> 00:30:09,280 Speaker 2: fell back and then, like you know, like when I 626 00:30:09,320 --> 00:30:12,520 Speaker 2: do interviews, these questions come up and I just I'm truthful. 627 00:30:12,560 --> 00:30:15,080 Speaker 2: So I think that might have rubbed him the wrong way. 628 00:30:15,120 --> 00:30:15,920 Speaker 2: You feel what I'm saying. 629 00:30:16,440 --> 00:30:22,480 Speaker 1: Type shit, Oh, okay, so you went back, your parents 630 00:30:22,480 --> 00:30:25,000 Speaker 1: come you come over here, and you go back. So 631 00:30:25,080 --> 00:30:27,040 Speaker 1: how long were you over here before you went back? 632 00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:29,320 Speaker 1: For a month, two months, three months. 633 00:30:30,480 --> 00:30:34,800 Speaker 2: We came out here. I was seven six, I was 634 00:30:34,840 --> 00:30:41,120 Speaker 2: six turning seven. We went back the summer of sixth grade, 635 00:30:41,240 --> 00:30:43,640 Speaker 2: going into seventh grade. So however old you is. 636 00:30:43,680 --> 00:30:47,880 Speaker 1: Okay, so probably eleven twelve? 637 00:30:48,200 --> 00:30:50,720 Speaker 2: Yeah, so probably like what five years we was over here? 638 00:30:50,760 --> 00:30:51,520 Speaker 1: Five years? 639 00:30:51,720 --> 00:30:55,160 Speaker 2: Because I know whatever it was, it was right before 640 00:30:55,240 --> 00:30:58,400 Speaker 2: the visa expired. We went back and then renewed it. 641 00:30:59,160 --> 00:31:03,040 Speaker 1: Type shit, you go over there, whether it did you 642 00:31:03,080 --> 00:31:05,840 Speaker 1: remember anything about London because you had now you had 643 00:31:05,840 --> 00:31:08,760 Speaker 1: spent just as much time in America as you had London, 644 00:31:09,040 --> 00:31:10,960 Speaker 1: because you remember you five or six when you left, 645 00:31:11,200 --> 00:31:14,840 Speaker 1: you stayed five, six, seven years here and you go back, 646 00:31:15,160 --> 00:31:19,800 Speaker 1: did it seem like home or did it seem unfamiliar 647 00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:20,000 Speaker 1: to you? 648 00:31:21,240 --> 00:31:25,520 Speaker 2: It seemed like home, like even like like even when 649 00:31:25,520 --> 00:31:27,400 Speaker 2: I just went back for the first time, and what 650 00:31:29,600 --> 00:31:31,480 Speaker 2: I don't know how many years that is. If I 651 00:31:31,560 --> 00:31:33,800 Speaker 2: the last time I went when I when I was twelve, 652 00:31:33,840 --> 00:31:35,920 Speaker 2: and I just went last year when I was thirty, 653 00:31:35,960 --> 00:31:38,800 Speaker 2: that's what eighteen years. Yes, I still remember how to 654 00:31:38,840 --> 00:31:41,640 Speaker 2: get to my grandma house, like cause like it's a 655 00:31:41,640 --> 00:31:43,320 Speaker 2: parking lot and you got to walk through to get 656 00:31:43,360 --> 00:31:46,240 Speaker 2: to her house. Like I still remember how to walk 657 00:31:46,240 --> 00:31:47,840 Speaker 2: to her house. I still remember how to walk to 658 00:31:47,880 --> 00:31:51,360 Speaker 2: the stove. So it's like I remember. I don't remember everything, 659 00:31:51,440 --> 00:31:56,000 Speaker 2: but I remember like key, like major parks type shit. 660 00:31:56,320 --> 00:31:59,000 Speaker 1: Once you get Once you get over there, did you 661 00:31:59,080 --> 00:32:02,000 Speaker 1: yearn to come back? Like, yeah, I like London, but 662 00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:03,840 Speaker 1: the US is my home now. 663 00:32:03,920 --> 00:32:06,760 Speaker 2: When I was young, when we went back to visit, yeah, yeah, 664 00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:09,360 Speaker 2: I think I was ready to go home. Not like 665 00:32:09,480 --> 00:32:11,800 Speaker 2: just in a rush, but it was like, all right, 666 00:32:12,840 --> 00:32:15,960 Speaker 2: now I missed my other friends, right, I missed y'all. 667 00:32:16,080 --> 00:32:16,760 Speaker 2: We didn't kicked it. 668 00:32:16,800 --> 00:32:20,360 Speaker 1: Now ready to go back? Yeah, So school, how were 669 00:32:20,400 --> 00:32:22,320 Speaker 1: you in school? What type of student were you in school? 670 00:32:22,480 --> 00:32:25,680 Speaker 2: I was an excellent student up until a certain grade. Okay, 671 00:32:25,960 --> 00:32:30,360 Speaker 2: Like I feel like like we was just talking about 672 00:32:30,400 --> 00:32:32,440 Speaker 2: this last night. We was playing the game and they 673 00:32:32,560 --> 00:32:38,560 Speaker 2: was like spelled super califragilistic xbladocious, and it was crazy 674 00:32:38,600 --> 00:32:41,720 Speaker 2: because I wanted the spelling Bee in fifth grade spelling 675 00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:44,760 Speaker 2: that same word wow. And I won the math competition 676 00:32:44,880 --> 00:32:48,360 Speaker 2: that same year. Okay, so I used to get all a's, 677 00:32:48,520 --> 00:32:52,320 Speaker 2: but like up until a certain point, I feel like 678 00:32:52,360 --> 00:32:55,040 Speaker 2: when I when I found out, like really just realized, 679 00:32:55,040 --> 00:32:57,680 Speaker 2: like all no, matter how good I do in school, 680 00:32:57,720 --> 00:33:00,200 Speaker 2: I can't go to college because I'm an immigrant. I 681 00:33:00,240 --> 00:33:02,720 Speaker 2: can't get a job, I can't get no driver's license. 682 00:33:02,760 --> 00:33:05,520 Speaker 2: I feel like once that started to kick in, I 683 00:33:05,600 --> 00:33:08,760 Speaker 2: kind of just gave up and just stop caring. I 684 00:33:08,840 --> 00:33:12,520 Speaker 2: used to go to school, fall asleep in class, like 685 00:33:12,680 --> 00:33:13,800 Speaker 2: just do our types of shit. 686 00:33:13,960 --> 00:33:14,240 Speaker 5: Right. 687 00:33:15,640 --> 00:33:18,760 Speaker 1: So once you realize, like, man as smart as I 688 00:33:18,800 --> 00:33:23,000 Speaker 1: am math was won the math competition one the spell 689 00:33:23,040 --> 00:33:27,200 Speaker 1: and be I can only advance so far in school. 690 00:33:28,240 --> 00:33:31,840 Speaker 1: Now I might need to try a different path. Yeah, 691 00:33:32,880 --> 00:33:35,680 Speaker 1: so you go on this so in school? So, so, 692 00:33:35,800 --> 00:33:38,160 Speaker 1: how were the other kids towards you because you're smart? 693 00:33:38,400 --> 00:33:40,400 Speaker 1: Normally kids they pick on kids that are smart. 694 00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:41,440 Speaker 2: But I was the cool kid. 695 00:33:41,560 --> 00:33:42,840 Speaker 1: Oh you was the cool smart kid? 696 00:33:42,920 --> 00:33:46,360 Speaker 2: Yeah? Okay, because I used to do bad stuff too. 697 00:33:47,480 --> 00:33:51,120 Speaker 2: I just had I just had good grades. But I 698 00:33:51,160 --> 00:33:54,640 Speaker 2: still used to skip fight, right, like do all the 699 00:33:54,720 --> 00:33:58,520 Speaker 2: little mischievous things doing school. But I was just smart. 700 00:33:58,600 --> 00:34:01,800 Speaker 2: I'm still smart. Did you get bullied in school? No, 701 00:34:02,000 --> 00:34:04,600 Speaker 2: I ain't really get bullied. I had issues with people, 702 00:34:05,440 --> 00:34:07,480 Speaker 2: not just like you. Ain't. Finna just put my head 703 00:34:07,480 --> 00:34:09,160 Speaker 2: in the toilet and take my lunch money. 704 00:34:09,400 --> 00:34:11,479 Speaker 5: Yo. So that's what it was. I mean the older 705 00:34:11,560 --> 00:34:13,120 Speaker 5: kids trying to take advantage of you. 706 00:34:13,200 --> 00:34:16,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, and nobody never tried to do that to me. 707 00:34:16,239 --> 00:34:18,080 Speaker 2: I'm just saying, like I'm not one of them kids. 708 00:34:18,080 --> 00:34:19,319 Speaker 2: I was never one of them kids. 709 00:34:19,440 --> 00:34:20,920 Speaker 5: Right, You ain't letting nothing slide. 710 00:34:21,040 --> 00:34:23,319 Speaker 2: No, my mama ain't even finna go for that, right, 711 00:34:23,480 --> 00:34:26,719 Speaker 2: Like I remember like getting tried in the neighborhood, my 712 00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:29,879 Speaker 2: mama and them coming outside to fight with us. Where 713 00:34:30,000 --> 00:34:33,000 Speaker 2: y'all mama at facts, Mom put it out like that. 714 00:34:33,040 --> 00:34:35,759 Speaker 2: I remember one time, like it was this lady and 715 00:34:35,840 --> 00:34:37,880 Speaker 2: my little sister used to be real cool with this 716 00:34:38,040 --> 00:34:40,960 Speaker 2: lady daughter. But I was just known as the bad 717 00:34:41,040 --> 00:34:44,360 Speaker 2: kid in the neighborhood. So somebody spraying it spray painted 718 00:34:44,440 --> 00:34:46,360 Speaker 2: fuck you all over her car. She had a like 719 00:34:46,360 --> 00:34:49,840 Speaker 2: Alexus the Man, the little bubble Lexus, right, but it 720 00:34:49,920 --> 00:34:52,360 Speaker 2: was like it wasn't like the shoe. It was just 721 00:34:52,400 --> 00:34:53,480 Speaker 2: like a regular little lexis. 722 00:34:53,520 --> 00:34:53,880 Speaker 5: Okay. 723 00:34:54,120 --> 00:34:56,879 Speaker 2: So she comes straight to my dough. My mama ain't 724 00:34:56,920 --> 00:35:00,839 Speaker 2: home though, banging on the door where y'all had ass sat. 725 00:35:02,120 --> 00:35:03,440 Speaker 5: I know you did this shit, wo. 726 00:35:03,760 --> 00:35:06,920 Speaker 2: So she come to the door. So my auntie was 727 00:35:06,960 --> 00:35:09,440 Speaker 2: down the street. I guess my little sister ran and 728 00:35:09,480 --> 00:35:12,320 Speaker 2: told my auntie. So my auntie come down. My auntie 729 00:35:12,320 --> 00:35:14,320 Speaker 2: come down. By this time, they didn't call my mama. 730 00:35:14,960 --> 00:35:17,239 Speaker 2: I remember my mama just smashing through the neighborhood in 731 00:35:17,239 --> 00:35:19,680 Speaker 2: her mini van. I remember I had some scissors. I 732 00:35:19,719 --> 00:35:21,560 Speaker 2: had them. Broke the scissors so it was just one 733 00:35:21,600 --> 00:35:24,920 Speaker 2: side of the scissor right there. So my mama pull up, 734 00:35:24,960 --> 00:35:27,080 Speaker 2: swerve and she part right in front of the lady Bill. 735 00:35:27,719 --> 00:35:31,000 Speaker 2: So the lady out there, the lady standing like on 736 00:35:31,080 --> 00:35:32,920 Speaker 2: the car, like with her back on the car. My 737 00:35:32,960 --> 00:35:37,760 Speaker 2: mama jump out the truck. Bitch. She'dne mushed the lady 738 00:35:38,120 --> 00:35:40,400 Speaker 2: on God, but the lady didn't want to fight. So 739 00:35:40,480 --> 00:35:42,520 Speaker 2: my mama didn't really just mash the gas on the 740 00:35:42,520 --> 00:35:45,440 Speaker 2: type shit on God. And me and my little brothers, 741 00:35:45,440 --> 00:35:47,279 Speaker 2: you know, we deep, it's all of us. Then we 742 00:35:47,360 --> 00:35:50,880 Speaker 2: got friends right like and our friends down there like 743 00:35:50,880 --> 00:35:53,440 Speaker 2: our family, like we like this the hood right down 744 00:35:53,480 --> 00:35:56,279 Speaker 2: there like this our side right So they all out 745 00:35:56,280 --> 00:35:58,640 Speaker 2: there like ready like they was gonna beat her up. 746 00:35:58,960 --> 00:36:01,200 Speaker 2: But she she she bit her tongue and all. My 747 00:36:01,280 --> 00:36:03,520 Speaker 2: mama I really didn't do the shit right. It really 748 00:36:03,560 --> 00:36:06,359 Speaker 2: wasn't me who was spray painting her car. Right, That's 749 00:36:06,360 --> 00:36:07,799 Speaker 2: how you know reputation is. 750 00:36:08,120 --> 00:36:10,960 Speaker 1: Your reputation preceded you because you used to get into 751 00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:13,160 Speaker 1: stuff and they just automat as soon as it's some 752 00:36:13,239 --> 00:36:15,080 Speaker 1: issue with down savage did it? 753 00:36:15,120 --> 00:36:19,239 Speaker 2: Oh God, that shit was crazy And I was an 754 00:36:19,239 --> 00:36:20,480 Speaker 2: innocent as a motherfucker. 755 00:36:22,080 --> 00:36:25,919 Speaker 1: So you go to school, you end up getting kicked 756 00:36:25,920 --> 00:36:28,480 Speaker 1: out of school because you bought a fire arm to school? Yeah, 757 00:36:28,840 --> 00:36:31,280 Speaker 1: what made you feel you need What made you feel 758 00:36:31,320 --> 00:36:32,600 Speaker 1: like you needed to bring that fire on? 759 00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:37,000 Speaker 2: I think I was just bad, like we it was 760 00:36:37,080 --> 00:36:39,279 Speaker 2: like some issues were a group of people from like 761 00:36:39,360 --> 00:36:42,279 Speaker 2: another neighborhood that we didn't really get along with with 762 00:36:42,400 --> 00:36:45,440 Speaker 2: saying like they were supposed to be trying to fight us, 763 00:36:45,520 --> 00:36:47,480 Speaker 2: and they was a deep and one number like five 764 00:36:47,560 --> 00:36:50,279 Speaker 2: six of us because all my friends are older so 765 00:36:50,320 --> 00:36:52,840 Speaker 2: they in high school. Right, you see what I'm saying, right, Okay, 766 00:36:53,160 --> 00:36:55,480 Speaker 2: like the people that I hang with, that's like I 767 00:36:55,520 --> 00:36:58,640 Speaker 2: feel like it's like me, it's only a few. It 768 00:36:58,680 --> 00:37:03,000 Speaker 2: was like three of us. And then like I was 769 00:37:03,040 --> 00:37:05,200 Speaker 2: just being bad. Really I didn't really need to bring 770 00:37:05,239 --> 00:37:05,640 Speaker 2: no gun. 771 00:37:06,239 --> 00:37:08,920 Speaker 5: When you get when you get the strap from. 772 00:37:08,320 --> 00:37:11,239 Speaker 2: Like this dude in my neighborhood had did something and 773 00:37:11,280 --> 00:37:13,160 Speaker 2: he hid it somewhere and I knew where he heard 774 00:37:13,200 --> 00:37:19,080 Speaker 2: it at, so I sleep stole it, right, Yeah. 775 00:37:17,760 --> 00:37:21,319 Speaker 1: And so someone to how did they find out that 776 00:37:21,360 --> 00:37:22,720 Speaker 1: you had the piece on you in school? 777 00:37:22,880 --> 00:37:25,839 Speaker 2: Because when I got to school it was an is day. 778 00:37:27,400 --> 00:37:29,719 Speaker 2: So I started thinking like, damn, I don't want to 779 00:37:29,800 --> 00:37:34,359 Speaker 2: just be had this motherfucker home in school suspension. Yeah, 780 00:37:34,480 --> 00:37:36,279 Speaker 2: I ain't want to just have it on me all day, 781 00:37:37,640 --> 00:37:39,239 Speaker 2: So I'm like, let me hide it. And it was 782 00:37:39,280 --> 00:37:42,399 Speaker 2: this little bitch as little like he ain't even really 783 00:37:42,440 --> 00:37:44,600 Speaker 2: I don't even really fuck with him. He just happened 784 00:37:44,640 --> 00:37:47,040 Speaker 2: to beat up while I'm hiding this shit. Oh man, 785 00:37:47,080 --> 00:37:48,839 Speaker 2: I ain't even thinking about this ship at the time. 786 00:37:48,920 --> 00:37:51,160 Speaker 2: I didn't put this shit up under some leaves and 787 00:37:51,239 --> 00:37:54,759 Speaker 2: some bushes and shit. So I guess they see us 788 00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:57,080 Speaker 2: on the camera, but on the camera they can't really 789 00:37:57,120 --> 00:37:59,600 Speaker 2: tell who doing what. They see me and him right 790 00:37:59,600 --> 00:38:03,239 Speaker 2: there with something. I don't know how it happened though, 791 00:38:03,320 --> 00:38:06,440 Speaker 2: but they found it. They end up finding it, so 792 00:38:06,480 --> 00:38:08,799 Speaker 2: they come get me out of iss with the It 793 00:38:08,840 --> 00:38:11,759 Speaker 2: was the school officer. His name was Valentino or Valencio 794 00:38:11,800 --> 00:38:14,400 Speaker 2: or some shit, but he was a police officer, but 795 00:38:14,480 --> 00:38:18,120 Speaker 2: school police. They come get me out of iss. They 796 00:38:18,160 --> 00:38:22,520 Speaker 2: walked me into the assistant principal office. But they know 797 00:38:22,640 --> 00:38:26,520 Speaker 2: me like all the cause you know, like and kids. 798 00:38:26,560 --> 00:38:28,480 Speaker 2: This ain't for me. I'm not bragging about this, but 799 00:38:28,800 --> 00:38:32,480 Speaker 2: when you bad as hell in school, you have assigned 800 00:38:32,600 --> 00:38:36,319 Speaker 2: counselor type shit, and normally your counselor is one of 801 00:38:36,320 --> 00:38:40,399 Speaker 2: the assistant principles type shit. So I didn't have been 802 00:38:40,480 --> 00:38:43,759 Speaker 2: counseled by all of them type shit. So they come 803 00:38:43,800 --> 00:38:47,319 Speaker 2: get me out of iss. They bring me in in 804 00:38:47,360 --> 00:38:50,840 Speaker 2: the office. The nigga who was there while I was 805 00:38:50,920 --> 00:38:52,760 Speaker 2: hiding the shit, he right there in the office. 806 00:38:52,800 --> 00:38:55,319 Speaker 5: I'm like, a shit, even dive you out. 807 00:38:55,480 --> 00:38:57,400 Speaker 2: I know it is about. So they bring me in 808 00:38:57,400 --> 00:38:59,759 Speaker 2: the office. They're like, yo, what was in the I'm like, 809 00:39:00,040 --> 00:39:02,719 Speaker 2: know what y'all talking about. I don't know nothing. I 810 00:39:02,760 --> 00:39:05,960 Speaker 2: don't know. I wasn't doing shit. So I just sit there. 811 00:39:06,160 --> 00:39:08,680 Speaker 2: Then I just every time I used to get in trouble, 812 00:39:08,680 --> 00:39:11,040 Speaker 2: I just get an attitude and get mad, and so 813 00:39:11,080 --> 00:39:13,600 Speaker 2: I don't got an answer to shit. I just like, man, bro, 814 00:39:15,719 --> 00:39:20,200 Speaker 2: you stop talking. So I stopped talking. So they like, 815 00:39:20,239 --> 00:39:22,240 Speaker 2: all right, come on, They bring me back to ISS. 816 00:39:22,239 --> 00:39:25,280 Speaker 2: So I'm like, oh, I'm straight. So I'm seeing the ISS. 817 00:39:25,920 --> 00:39:29,360 Speaker 2: They start calling, like you know, they be like buses, walkers, 818 00:39:29,440 --> 00:39:33,040 Speaker 2: riders woo, so everybody start going. So I get up 819 00:39:33,040 --> 00:39:35,960 Speaker 2: off the rip like I ride the bus right, but 820 00:39:36,040 --> 00:39:39,120 Speaker 2: they let I think either walkers or riders out first. 821 00:39:39,440 --> 00:39:41,920 Speaker 2: I get up as soon as the first one get up. 822 00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:44,160 Speaker 2: So I'm walking out ISS. I'm walking out of you know, 823 00:39:44,280 --> 00:39:47,000 Speaker 2: ISS and the trailers. So I'm walking down the hill. 824 00:39:47,520 --> 00:39:49,680 Speaker 2: I see the school police. He's walking towards me. He 825 00:39:49,719 --> 00:39:51,799 Speaker 2: come get me. He cuffed me. I'm like, ah shit, 826 00:39:52,600 --> 00:39:55,000 Speaker 2: But all I was worreing about was my mama. It's 827 00:39:55,040 --> 00:39:56,600 Speaker 2: like when you're young and you get in trouble, you 828 00:39:56,640 --> 00:39:58,240 Speaker 2: don't give it damn about nothing else. 829 00:39:58,120 --> 00:40:00,680 Speaker 1: But what your mama. Oh God. 830 00:40:00,719 --> 00:40:04,000 Speaker 2: They cuffed me up, took me to they tried to 831 00:40:04,200 --> 00:40:07,239 Speaker 2: do some fake scared scrape ship. They took me to 832 00:40:07,719 --> 00:40:12,799 Speaker 2: the big jail, the cab County. But like they used to, 833 00:40:12,920 --> 00:40:14,799 Speaker 2: like I don't know how they do it now, but 834 00:40:14,800 --> 00:40:17,000 Speaker 2: back in the day, they used to book you in 835 00:40:17,080 --> 00:40:19,919 Speaker 2: the big jail, not like put you in the big jail, 836 00:40:19,920 --> 00:40:22,400 Speaker 2: but that like the juvenile facility was right there. But 837 00:40:22,400 --> 00:40:24,759 Speaker 2: they'll take your pictures and ship at the big jail. 838 00:40:24,920 --> 00:40:25,040 Speaker 1: Right. 839 00:40:25,600 --> 00:40:27,520 Speaker 2: So when they bring us in, I guess they told 840 00:40:27,520 --> 00:40:30,520 Speaker 2: one of the inmates like, start banging on the window 841 00:40:30,600 --> 00:40:32,839 Speaker 2: and some ship to scares. I'm like, bro, what the fuck? 842 00:40:34,960 --> 00:40:35,520 Speaker 5: That didn't work? 843 00:40:35,719 --> 00:40:40,520 Speaker 2: No big ass, though, with what you're gonna bust through 844 00:40:40,560 --> 00:40:42,920 Speaker 2: the dough and do something. 845 00:40:45,800 --> 00:40:49,320 Speaker 1: So now they banned you. You cannot go to school 846 00:40:49,480 --> 00:40:50,680 Speaker 1: in the cab County. Correct. 847 00:40:50,760 --> 00:40:52,719 Speaker 2: No, that ain't that. I got on. 848 00:40:52,760 --> 00:40:53,400 Speaker 1: Probation for that. 849 00:40:53,520 --> 00:40:54,560 Speaker 5: Got on probation for that one. 850 00:40:54,560 --> 00:40:57,600 Speaker 1: Okay, right next year? No? 851 00:40:57,800 --> 00:41:02,759 Speaker 2: This yeah, this this eighth grade. I'm doing good. I'm 852 00:41:02,800 --> 00:41:07,920 Speaker 2: still on probation, playing football or whatever. So I'm at 853 00:41:07,960 --> 00:41:10,480 Speaker 2: the back of the bus with all the cool kids 854 00:41:11,400 --> 00:41:14,000 Speaker 2: were on the way to school. These niggas. It was 855 00:41:14,040 --> 00:41:16,000 Speaker 2: this song when we were young called tea bag that 856 00:41:16,080 --> 00:41:19,200 Speaker 2: he Man, these niggas in the back, they start beaning 857 00:41:19,200 --> 00:41:23,719 Speaker 2: on the window. T bad dao ta baddo, banging on 858 00:41:23,800 --> 00:41:26,480 Speaker 2: the window. So people start throwing shit because we had 859 00:41:26,480 --> 00:41:30,160 Speaker 2: a substitute bus driver. Oh man, they started throwing paper 860 00:41:30,239 --> 00:41:32,160 Speaker 2: at the bus driver. I'm just back there. I ain't 861 00:41:32,200 --> 00:41:34,920 Speaker 2: really doing because I'm on probation. So I'm chilling, but 862 00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:37,440 Speaker 2: I'm laughing, and shit, I think I was singing the 863 00:41:37,520 --> 00:41:38,160 Speaker 2: song a little bit. 864 00:41:39,640 --> 00:41:39,799 Speaker 1: Man. 865 00:41:39,880 --> 00:41:42,919 Speaker 2: They come get us. They treat us like we got dawn. 866 00:41:43,239 --> 00:41:47,240 Speaker 2: There's some some serious shit. They come get everybody, everybody 867 00:41:47,239 --> 00:41:48,520 Speaker 2: who was in the back of the bus. They put 868 00:41:48,600 --> 00:41:51,360 Speaker 2: us in the library. They had a like it was 869 00:41:51,440 --> 00:41:55,400 Speaker 2: some girls who was like telling about what happened. They 870 00:41:55,520 --> 00:41:57,239 Speaker 2: got down. I think some of the boys were like 871 00:41:57,320 --> 00:42:00,520 Speaker 2: grabbing the girls, the type shit bringing the girls back 872 00:42:00,560 --> 00:42:03,040 Speaker 2: then and ship girls were sitting on people laps and 873 00:42:03,560 --> 00:42:06,640 Speaker 2: just bad ship. So they had some girls who started 874 00:42:06,680 --> 00:42:09,080 Speaker 2: telling like they got in trouble, Like if you don't 875 00:42:09,160 --> 00:42:12,400 Speaker 2: tell who is doing it, we're gonna tell your parents 876 00:42:12,440 --> 00:42:16,400 Speaker 2: that you've been being fast back there. So goddamn, I 877 00:42:16,560 --> 00:42:19,040 Speaker 2: just remember they had We had like a they used 878 00:42:19,040 --> 00:42:21,320 Speaker 2: to call that ship like a hearing, a hearing in 879 00:42:21,400 --> 00:42:24,320 Speaker 2: the library, they bringing all of us to the window. 880 00:42:24,600 --> 00:42:27,160 Speaker 2: They got girls lined up. We got to put our 881 00:42:27,200 --> 00:42:31,520 Speaker 2: face at the window, like the hell they like yep, 882 00:42:31,600 --> 00:42:34,799 Speaker 2: they said him, they put my face. I ain't even dead. 883 00:42:34,840 --> 00:42:37,880 Speaker 2: Ship they like yep him. So when that happened, by 884 00:42:37,960 --> 00:42:40,800 Speaker 2: me being on propobation already, that's when they kicked me 885 00:42:40,840 --> 00:42:43,240 Speaker 2: out of the school right ship for that incident. 886 00:42:44,760 --> 00:42:45,600 Speaker 5: So they lied on you. 887 00:42:46,000 --> 00:42:47,160 Speaker 2: Hell yeah, they lied on me. 888 00:42:47,280 --> 00:42:48,759 Speaker 5: Man, You sure, I mean you sure? 889 00:42:48,800 --> 00:42:52,160 Speaker 2: You had no should have never been back there when 890 00:42:52,320 --> 00:42:53,920 Speaker 2: they started doing all that issues. You should have got 891 00:42:54,239 --> 00:42:55,920 Speaker 2: the got up and went to the front, right, So 892 00:42:56,120 --> 00:42:58,880 Speaker 2: they didn't really lie. I was back there, right, I 893 00:42:59,040 --> 00:43:01,040 Speaker 2: just wasn't doing all this the shit that they was 894 00:43:01,120 --> 00:43:02,960 Speaker 2: doing that. I was in the mixed type shit. 895 00:43:03,160 --> 00:43:04,840 Speaker 5: Did you have to go to juvenile attention for that? 896 00:43:06,560 --> 00:43:08,640 Speaker 2: That was just like some school shit because they like, nigga, 897 00:43:08,640 --> 00:43:11,719 Speaker 2: you're on probation, right, you still don't know how to act. 898 00:43:13,160 --> 00:43:16,000 Speaker 1: So they informed your mom. That's when they kick you 899 00:43:16,000 --> 00:43:18,319 Speaker 1: out of the cab cundey, right, Yeah, so they tell 900 00:43:18,360 --> 00:43:20,319 Speaker 1: your mom, Yeah, what did your mom say? 901 00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:28,799 Speaker 2: I think that's the first time I really just got grounded, Like, well, 902 00:43:28,840 --> 00:43:30,600 Speaker 2: you can't even leave the house. But I still was 903 00:43:30,719 --> 00:43:35,040 Speaker 2: leaving the house. My mama know that shit, though, She 904 00:43:35,280 --> 00:43:38,279 Speaker 2: know that shit, because yeah, I got grounded because matter 905 00:43:38,280 --> 00:43:43,200 Speaker 2: of fact, on God, so boom, my mamach ain't whoop 906 00:43:43,239 --> 00:43:45,960 Speaker 2: me by then, I'm too grown right, ain't no whooping. 907 00:43:46,520 --> 00:43:50,359 Speaker 2: So I get home and shit, she like, you ain't 908 00:43:50,400 --> 00:43:52,799 Speaker 2: leaving you can't go nowhere, sit inside the house, watch 909 00:43:52,840 --> 00:43:55,799 Speaker 2: your little brothers and sisters type shit. Because at this time, 910 00:43:56,200 --> 00:43:59,840 Speaker 2: my little brother rural. He was probably like to a 911 00:44:00,120 --> 00:44:02,719 Speaker 2: some shit. So I used to have the babysit. But 912 00:44:02,880 --> 00:44:05,640 Speaker 2: my little sister old enough to watch them too, right. 913 00:44:06,040 --> 00:44:08,800 Speaker 2: So it was this little boy in the neighborhood. I 914 00:44:08,800 --> 00:44:10,840 Speaker 2: ain't gonna say, I don't even remember his name anyway, 915 00:44:10,880 --> 00:44:14,520 Speaker 2: but he was like younger than me. So I'm outside. 916 00:44:14,560 --> 00:44:17,680 Speaker 2: We at the park, the park like right behind our building. 917 00:44:18,440 --> 00:44:21,560 Speaker 2: So I'm at the parking shit. He walked up like bright, 918 00:44:21,600 --> 00:44:23,400 Speaker 2: I got some keys. I found them, some keys to 919 00:44:23,520 --> 00:44:25,880 Speaker 2: this lady car that live in the next building. So 920 00:44:26,000 --> 00:44:27,719 Speaker 2: I grabbed the keys, I take the kids. I'm like, 921 00:44:27,800 --> 00:44:30,640 Speaker 2: what car it is? He showed me the car. I'm like, 922 00:44:30,640 --> 00:44:34,360 Speaker 2: all right, all right, so I don't supposed to be outside, no, 923 00:44:35,560 --> 00:44:39,040 Speaker 2: so god damn, I go get the car. I crank 924 00:44:39,120 --> 00:44:39,360 Speaker 2: it up. 925 00:44:39,719 --> 00:44:42,640 Speaker 1: I'm like, oh shit, have you ever driven a car before? 926 00:44:43,000 --> 00:44:43,200 Speaker 5: Yeah? 927 00:44:43,360 --> 00:44:48,880 Speaker 2: My mama, my mama, shit, yeah, oh god. So so 928 00:44:49,400 --> 00:44:51,200 Speaker 2: so I'm like, oh shit, this is the real keys. 929 00:44:51,239 --> 00:44:54,080 Speaker 2: So I jump out. I jump out, I walk out, 930 00:44:54,080 --> 00:44:56,920 Speaker 2: I walk back to the park. So you know how 931 00:44:56,960 --> 00:44:59,200 Speaker 2: when you're young, you're doing something bad, you always need 932 00:44:59,360 --> 00:45:01,279 Speaker 2: somebody with you to do it too, like you ain't 933 00:45:01,280 --> 00:45:04,560 Speaker 2: gonna just do it by yourself. So I forgot who 934 00:45:04,640 --> 00:45:07,279 Speaker 2: it was. It was somebody, Oh it was it was 935 00:45:07,400 --> 00:45:09,759 Speaker 2: my partner. I forget his name. Terror. He used to 936 00:45:09,760 --> 00:45:12,120 Speaker 2: live across the bridge, though he was spoiled, though he 937 00:45:12,200 --> 00:45:15,160 Speaker 2: was the only child. They lived in the townhouse. So 938 00:45:15,280 --> 00:45:16,960 Speaker 2: I used to kind of like be jealous in him. 939 00:45:17,000 --> 00:45:18,120 Speaker 2: But I used to so I used to fuck with 940 00:45:18,239 --> 00:45:20,279 Speaker 2: him too. He used to have all the games, right, 941 00:45:20,719 --> 00:45:25,879 Speaker 2: unlimited snacks. Oh god. So I went and got tear. 942 00:45:27,080 --> 00:45:28,480 Speaker 2: I got a car. I got a hot boss. That's 943 00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:30,160 Speaker 2: what we call like a stolen car, right, I got 944 00:45:30,200 --> 00:45:32,480 Speaker 2: a boss, I got a box. So I go get him. 945 00:45:33,120 --> 00:45:35,719 Speaker 2: We go get in the car. So we driving around 946 00:45:35,760 --> 00:45:41,000 Speaker 2: the neighborhood, spinning like suberving, like doing not burning out, 947 00:45:41,040 --> 00:45:44,839 Speaker 2: but just like drifting. Right, So I go part the car, 948 00:45:45,000 --> 00:45:47,080 Speaker 2: we jump out. We go back to the park again 949 00:45:47,120 --> 00:45:50,160 Speaker 2: with chilling, probably like thirty minutes. Go pass him like shit, 950 00:45:50,239 --> 00:45:53,239 Speaker 2: let's go ride, Let's go ride. So goddamn, now I 951 00:45:53,280 --> 00:45:55,600 Speaker 2: feel like I have mastered the car. So now I'm 952 00:45:55,600 --> 00:45:57,960 Speaker 2: trying to do extra shit so I get in the car. 953 00:45:58,440 --> 00:46:01,319 Speaker 2: I reversed, but the car is parked directly in front 954 00:46:01,360 --> 00:46:06,319 Speaker 2: of the people like building, that apartment build. So when 955 00:46:06,320 --> 00:46:08,560 Speaker 2: we pulling off, we like trying to ease off and 956 00:46:08,640 --> 00:46:11,640 Speaker 2: then hurry up and smash off. So I put the 957 00:46:11,719 --> 00:46:15,440 Speaker 2: car reverse and I back out the parking spot. So 958 00:46:15,760 --> 00:46:22,359 Speaker 2: but he working the gear. I'm just so I'm thinking 959 00:46:22,440 --> 00:46:24,520 Speaker 2: this nigga put the car and dry. It's just real. 960 00:46:24,600 --> 00:46:26,960 Speaker 2: Got in, reversed and then smashed on the guas. 961 00:46:30,840 --> 00:46:34,239 Speaker 1: Man. I'm like, oh shit, shit shit. 962 00:46:34,320 --> 00:46:36,880 Speaker 2: I hurry up, apart the car, get out the car. 963 00:46:37,000 --> 00:46:38,719 Speaker 2: We take our runt in the back because I ain't 964 00:46:38,719 --> 00:46:40,680 Speaker 2: want to run this way because my building right here. 965 00:46:41,120 --> 00:46:43,799 Speaker 2: So we run behind that building. And I went through 966 00:46:43,840 --> 00:46:46,360 Speaker 2: the backway of my building and go change my clothes 967 00:46:47,680 --> 00:46:50,560 Speaker 2: type shit. So I come back out the cab. Condon 968 00:46:50,640 --> 00:46:54,520 Speaker 2: police out there, so I walk up. So they're like, uh, 969 00:46:55,120 --> 00:46:57,120 Speaker 2: who's seen where they went? Who's seen where they went? 970 00:46:58,120 --> 00:46:59,719 Speaker 2: I'm like, I seen them. They had on white. They 971 00:46:59,800 --> 00:47:04,960 Speaker 2: ran in that way. My bitch ass little cousin and 972 00:47:05,080 --> 00:47:06,200 Speaker 2: told his mama it was me. 973 00:47:06,840 --> 00:47:09,120 Speaker 1: Oh man, So the police. 974 00:47:08,719 --> 00:47:12,600 Speaker 2: Don't know, but my mama no, right, So now God 975 00:47:12,680 --> 00:47:17,040 Speaker 2: damn they heat and told, but I think I can't remember. 976 00:47:17,200 --> 00:47:18,840 Speaker 2: I got to call my mama and asked her, like, 977 00:47:19,160 --> 00:47:21,360 Speaker 2: did she whooped me about that? Because I think she 978 00:47:21,520 --> 00:47:24,040 Speaker 2: that's like she punched me about that, like something. 979 00:47:24,560 --> 00:47:25,000 Speaker 1: I remember. 980 00:47:25,000 --> 00:47:26,640 Speaker 2: I got in big trouble for that. And I just 981 00:47:26,719 --> 00:47:30,239 Speaker 2: remember that being like a couple of days after the 982 00:47:30,600 --> 00:47:33,680 Speaker 2: school bus incident, because that was like fresh, Like I 983 00:47:33,800 --> 00:47:35,359 Speaker 2: really wasn't supposed to be outside, right. 984 00:47:35,320 --> 00:47:38,360 Speaker 1: You're supposed to be inside. You Not only are you outside, 985 00:47:38,560 --> 00:47:39,200 Speaker 1: you doing. 986 00:47:39,080 --> 00:47:42,000 Speaker 2: Some That's how I got to go outside. On God, 987 00:47:42,120 --> 00:47:44,080 Speaker 2: I told my mama I was taking my little brother 988 00:47:44,200 --> 00:47:46,279 Speaker 2: to the part. Okay, So my little brother was at 989 00:47:46,320 --> 00:47:47,439 Speaker 2: the park with my little sister. 990 00:47:48,120 --> 00:47:52,200 Speaker 1: That's how I got outside, Okay, on God, So you 991 00:47:52,280 --> 00:47:54,279 Speaker 1: were supposed to be outside. You just wasn't supposed to be, 992 00:47:54,360 --> 00:48:00,279 Speaker 1: no hood shit. Yeah, and your brother Randy died out 993 00:48:01,040 --> 00:48:01,759 Speaker 1: little cosin there. 994 00:48:01,880 --> 00:48:03,920 Speaker 2: Yeah, he told his mama that it was me, and 995 00:48:04,280 --> 00:48:07,000 Speaker 2: his mama told my mama type shit. 996 00:48:07,280 --> 00:48:08,800 Speaker 5: But did the police ever find out it was you? 997 00:48:09,040 --> 00:48:09,200 Speaker 2: Nah? 998 00:48:09,600 --> 00:48:11,680 Speaker 1: Well you straight there? Statue limitation yours up? 999 00:48:11,680 --> 00:48:12,080 Speaker 7: Oh God? 1000 00:48:12,280 --> 00:48:12,480 Speaker 2: Yeah? 1001 00:48:15,560 --> 00:48:17,480 Speaker 5: Sports? Did you play sports? 1002 00:48:17,840 --> 00:48:22,280 Speaker 2: I played football, but I was too small, but I tried. 1003 00:48:22,480 --> 00:48:25,720 Speaker 2: You tried, but really I had to for probation. Okay, 1004 00:48:26,320 --> 00:48:28,479 Speaker 2: Like they was like, you gotta be in as many 1005 00:48:29,160 --> 00:48:32,799 Speaker 2: extra curricular activities as possible to keep you from doing shit, 1006 00:48:33,000 --> 00:48:36,719 Speaker 2: just being at home doing nothing, right, So I had to. 1007 00:48:37,080 --> 00:48:40,440 Speaker 2: But then like, I only played one season because at 1008 00:48:40,440 --> 00:48:43,600 Speaker 2: the end of the season, my mama them didn't have 1009 00:48:43,760 --> 00:48:46,480 Speaker 2: enough money to pay the dues. Right, so I only 1010 00:48:46,520 --> 00:48:49,560 Speaker 2: played one season. I probably got on the field three times. 1011 00:48:49,920 --> 00:48:50,919 Speaker 1: What position did you play? 1012 00:48:51,080 --> 00:48:52,360 Speaker 2: Wide, receiving, cornerback? 1013 00:48:52,480 --> 00:48:55,400 Speaker 5: Okay, had you stuck with did you think you'd have 1014 00:48:55,400 --> 00:48:56,000 Speaker 5: been pretty good? 1015 00:48:56,480 --> 00:48:59,799 Speaker 2: Yeah, because I ended up getting taller as I got older, right, 1016 00:49:00,040 --> 00:49:02,800 Speaker 2: so probably well for sure, But I stopped going to 1017 00:49:02,840 --> 00:49:05,400 Speaker 2: school in ninth grade. 1018 00:49:05,880 --> 00:49:08,120 Speaker 1: You might have been an NFL player, facts. 1019 00:49:09,400 --> 00:49:11,200 Speaker 2: But I don't think the average and do that. How 1020 00:49:11,280 --> 00:49:13,719 Speaker 2: much money do the average NFL player make? I made 1021 00:49:13,760 --> 00:49:14,440 Speaker 2: more than a rapper. 1022 00:49:16,960 --> 00:49:19,560 Speaker 5: No, ain't all dead. 1023 00:49:20,080 --> 00:49:21,279 Speaker 2: I think I went the right route. 1024 00:49:21,400 --> 00:49:24,120 Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm gonna less. You play quarterback now, 1025 00:49:24,200 --> 00:49:26,760 Speaker 1: quarterback they make some bread. Yeah, they make forty fifty 1026 00:49:26,760 --> 00:49:29,239 Speaker 1: milll a year. Yeah, but you're doing better than that too. 1027 00:49:29,320 --> 00:49:31,359 Speaker 4: So if you did it right there, yeah, facts, yeah, 1028 00:49:31,400 --> 00:49:33,160 Speaker 4: you ain't tak you don't got to take no hits. 1029 00:49:33,400 --> 00:49:38,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, nah, yeah, I'll be bruised up. Yeah, ain't no 1030 00:49:38,280 --> 00:49:40,080 Speaker 2: nigga fin to be pushing me to the ground and 1031 00:49:40,200 --> 00:49:40,480 Speaker 2: all that. 1032 00:49:41,200 --> 00:49:41,920 Speaker 3: So you go. 1033 00:49:42,080 --> 00:49:44,759 Speaker 1: So the ninth grade, Well that's the fartherest you went 1034 00:49:44,840 --> 00:49:47,160 Speaker 1: in school, right, Yeah, you dropped out. So I got 1035 00:49:47,280 --> 00:49:49,120 Speaker 1: kicked out in eighth grade or you got kicked out 1036 00:49:49,120 --> 00:49:51,479 Speaker 1: of eighth grade for the second semester of eighth grade? 1037 00:49:51,560 --> 00:49:53,640 Speaker 1: What did you do to get kicked out? The butt shit? 1038 00:49:54,239 --> 00:49:56,040 Speaker 1: Oh so yeah, but you had But I thought you 1039 00:49:56,080 --> 00:49:58,600 Speaker 1: could go if you went to another county outside of 1040 00:49:58,640 --> 00:49:59,520 Speaker 1: the cab you were straight. 1041 00:50:00,040 --> 00:50:02,680 Speaker 2: Yeah, that's what we thought. So we moved up the 1042 00:50:02,719 --> 00:50:05,360 Speaker 2: street to Gwenette County and I had to go to 1043 00:50:05,480 --> 00:50:10,120 Speaker 2: alternative school right in Gwenette County, right, and they make 1044 00:50:10,200 --> 00:50:13,200 Speaker 2: you well like that shit was just different, bro like, 1045 00:50:13,400 --> 00:50:15,959 Speaker 2: because when I went to alternative school in the Cara County, 1046 00:50:15,960 --> 00:50:20,000 Speaker 2: you know, it's black kids. It's like it's still like regular. 1047 00:50:20,200 --> 00:50:20,319 Speaker 1: Right. 1048 00:50:20,480 --> 00:50:22,640 Speaker 2: I got out there, it was just nothing but Mexicans, 1049 00:50:23,040 --> 00:50:25,040 Speaker 2: but it was some black people too. But this when 1050 00:50:25,080 --> 00:50:29,200 Speaker 2: I first learned about gangsh type shit. So I went 1051 00:50:29,280 --> 00:50:33,160 Speaker 2: there for a semester. Then I went to South Gwennette 1052 00:50:33,200 --> 00:50:39,359 Speaker 2: High School for like probably like a semester. Then they 1053 00:50:39,480 --> 00:50:42,000 Speaker 2: was trying to kick me out because I was smelling 1054 00:50:42,120 --> 00:50:45,239 Speaker 2: like weed in school, falling sleeping class. But this is 1055 00:50:45,320 --> 00:50:48,200 Speaker 2: about around the time while I'm telling you like I ain't, 1056 00:50:49,040 --> 00:50:51,200 Speaker 2: I ain't really feel like shit was gonna get me 1057 00:50:51,280 --> 00:50:54,400 Speaker 2: nowhere because I'm an immigrant. So I just stopped caring. 1058 00:50:54,960 --> 00:50:58,440 Speaker 2: So my mama just withdrew me type shit, and she 1059 00:50:58,560 --> 00:51:00,919 Speaker 2: started like trying to home and school me and ship 1060 00:51:01,840 --> 00:51:04,080 Speaker 2: and then that ship. I don't know, it's just eventually 1061 00:51:04,160 --> 00:51:06,440 Speaker 2: I just I don't know what the hell have but 1062 00:51:06,600 --> 00:51:07,240 Speaker 2: it just stopped. 1063 00:51:07,680 --> 00:51:09,680 Speaker 5: You just kind of realize that, man, school ain't for me. 1064 00:51:09,800 --> 00:51:11,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, oh god right, yeah? 1065 00:51:11,840 --> 00:51:14,200 Speaker 1: And so what So once you realize like school ain't 1066 00:51:14,239 --> 00:51:16,040 Speaker 1: for me, what do you say, Like, what are you 1067 00:51:16,120 --> 00:51:17,720 Speaker 1: gonna do? You gotta do something. 1068 00:51:19,160 --> 00:51:23,880 Speaker 2: She'll hustle ship. That's all you That's all I could do. 1069 00:51:24,440 --> 00:51:25,759 Speaker 5: Did you ever get your d ged? 1070 00:51:26,600 --> 00:51:27,640 Speaker 2: No? I'm finnah get it though. 1071 00:51:28,600 --> 00:51:30,600 Speaker 1: So when you when you're okay, your mom takes you 1072 00:51:30,600 --> 00:51:31,080 Speaker 1: out of school. 1073 00:51:31,920 --> 00:51:32,840 Speaker 2: No, I don't think I do. 1074 00:51:34,040 --> 00:51:35,799 Speaker 1: Your mom takes you out of school, She's gonna try 1075 00:51:35,840 --> 00:51:38,880 Speaker 1: to homeschool you. You're like, if it this ain't for me, 1076 00:51:39,960 --> 00:51:43,600 Speaker 1: what do you tell your mom? Mom, school ain't for me. Hey, 1077 00:51:43,680 --> 00:51:47,040 Speaker 1: I'm not going this homeschooling ain't working. I'm gonna get 1078 00:51:47,040 --> 00:51:49,600 Speaker 1: on this grind or did you or did you just 1079 00:51:49,760 --> 00:51:51,560 Speaker 1: like I just gotta do what I gotta do. 1080 00:51:51,719 --> 00:51:55,960 Speaker 2: Honestly, my mom, I always just knew, like because I 1081 00:51:56,080 --> 00:51:58,080 Speaker 2: used to be getting in trouble for like having cars 1082 00:51:58,160 --> 00:51:59,680 Speaker 2: lined up outside the house and shit. 1083 00:52:00,600 --> 00:52:04,719 Speaker 1: So like cars lining up outside the house, yeah, huge 1084 00:52:04,760 --> 00:52:07,239 Speaker 1: general manager of the car dealership or something, that's that's 1085 00:52:07,239 --> 00:52:08,239 Speaker 1: the only way that's supposed to. 1086 00:52:08,239 --> 00:52:12,239 Speaker 2: Happen, like people outside waiting in the car and okay, yeah, 1087 00:52:12,760 --> 00:52:15,560 Speaker 2: so she I feel like she had an idea, But 1088 00:52:15,680 --> 00:52:17,880 Speaker 2: I think I was just too grown. Even though I 1089 00:52:18,040 --> 00:52:20,919 Speaker 2: was young, I was just like grown, Like I can't 1090 00:52:20,960 --> 00:52:21,400 Speaker 2: explain it. 1091 00:52:21,440 --> 00:52:21,880 Speaker 4: It was like. 1092 00:52:23,760 --> 00:52:25,720 Speaker 1: You were much older than your age. 1093 00:52:25,880 --> 00:52:28,440 Speaker 2: Yeah, Like, you can't tell me nothing because I already 1094 00:52:28,520 --> 00:52:32,040 Speaker 2: be gone for god damn, two three weeks at a 1095 00:52:32,080 --> 00:52:35,560 Speaker 2: time type shit. So it's like, if you tell me something, 1096 00:52:35,560 --> 00:52:37,560 Speaker 2: I'm gonna just get the hell on right and go 1097 00:52:37,760 --> 00:52:38,520 Speaker 2: do it somewhere else. 1098 00:52:40,160 --> 00:52:42,799 Speaker 1: So when did the affiliation with the gangs, When did 1099 00:52:42,840 --> 00:52:43,480 Speaker 1: that come about? 1100 00:52:44,880 --> 00:52:47,799 Speaker 2: Like, I don't know. I feel like when you're from 1101 00:52:47,880 --> 00:52:50,600 Speaker 2: the hood, they just automatically like affiliate you with a game, 1102 00:52:50,840 --> 00:52:54,920 Speaker 2: right just growing up in the area. Did you feel me, 1103 00:52:55,360 --> 00:52:58,279 Speaker 2: I ain't never been initiated into no games, you know shit? 1104 00:52:59,320 --> 00:53:01,800 Speaker 5: Yeah, so that's that's that's you're not a part of 1105 00:53:01,880 --> 00:53:02,200 Speaker 5: a gang. 1106 00:53:02,320 --> 00:53:05,880 Speaker 1: And do people just assume because you was doing devious, 1107 00:53:06,239 --> 00:53:09,839 Speaker 1: you know stuff, right stealing the cars and whatever else 1108 00:53:10,000 --> 00:53:12,120 Speaker 1: was going on, they just automatically assume you were part 1109 00:53:12,160 --> 00:53:12,959 Speaker 1: of a gang, right. 1110 00:53:14,040 --> 00:53:16,840 Speaker 2: Just from being from a certain side of town, right, Yeah. 1111 00:53:17,600 --> 00:53:20,600 Speaker 1: So did they say anything? Your mom didn't say anything 1112 00:53:20,680 --> 00:53:22,839 Speaker 1: to you, like, bro, what you're gonna do with your life? 1113 00:53:28,120 --> 00:53:31,160 Speaker 2: I think I think my mama used to like beg 1114 00:53:31,320 --> 00:53:36,279 Speaker 2: my daddy to like step up type shit more than 1115 00:53:36,400 --> 00:53:40,520 Speaker 2: like to me, like because I feel like she felt 1116 00:53:40,640 --> 00:53:42,719 Speaker 2: she probably felt like, shit, what else can he do 1117 00:53:42,880 --> 00:53:45,960 Speaker 2: for real? Right type shit? And it wasn't like I 1118 00:53:46,120 --> 00:53:48,560 Speaker 2: was just stupid, like I kind of knew what I 1119 00:53:48,680 --> 00:53:52,759 Speaker 2: was doing type shit. So I think she mightn't used 1120 00:53:52,800 --> 00:53:56,160 Speaker 2: to like say that ship to my daddy, like come 1121 00:53:56,360 --> 00:54:00,120 Speaker 2: like get him or come be with him, or but 1122 00:54:00,280 --> 00:54:04,440 Speaker 2: then again, it's like she probably was saying that, but 1123 00:54:04,840 --> 00:54:07,040 Speaker 2: I wasn't would I wouldn't have went for that though. 1124 00:54:07,440 --> 00:54:07,640 Speaker 5: Yeah. 1125 00:54:07,719 --> 00:54:09,879 Speaker 1: I was about to say, even if he had come, 1126 00:54:10,120 --> 00:54:11,840 Speaker 1: if he had come to the States and tried to 1127 00:54:11,920 --> 00:54:13,719 Speaker 1: take you back where you gonna go. 1128 00:54:15,400 --> 00:54:19,759 Speaker 2: Younger? Yeah, I probably would have, like sixteen seventeen, but 1129 00:54:19,880 --> 00:54:21,320 Speaker 2: by the time I was twenty. 1130 00:54:22,239 --> 00:54:24,239 Speaker 1: But you've grown ass man now, I mean, he can't get. 1131 00:54:24,160 --> 00:54:24,840 Speaker 5: You to go nowhere? 1132 00:54:25,120 --> 00:54:25,239 Speaker 3: Right. 1133 00:54:25,360 --> 00:54:27,840 Speaker 2: I had my son though, right, so it was that 1134 00:54:27,960 --> 00:54:32,239 Speaker 2: wasn't an option, no more right type shit. I had 1135 00:54:32,280 --> 00:54:35,040 Speaker 2: my son the same year I got shot, So that 1136 00:54:35,200 --> 00:54:38,680 Speaker 2: was twenty thirteen, right, twenty, so he was twenty. 1137 00:54:38,960 --> 00:54:41,400 Speaker 5: Yeah, take us back to that day. 1138 00:54:41,480 --> 00:54:45,080 Speaker 1: Do you remember anything about that day, the day you 1139 00:54:45,160 --> 00:54:47,320 Speaker 1: got shot and your friend got killed. Do you remember 1140 00:54:47,360 --> 00:54:49,880 Speaker 1: anything about that day? Was it a normal day? Did 1141 00:54:49,920 --> 00:54:52,160 Speaker 1: you wake up like, oh, this is this is a Tuesday, 1142 00:54:52,239 --> 00:54:54,600 Speaker 1: this is a Wednesday. I'm gonna start my day. I'most 1143 00:54:54,640 --> 00:54:56,920 Speaker 1: gonna carry on. What was it about that day? Did 1144 00:54:57,000 --> 00:54:58,080 Speaker 1: anything feel different? 1145 00:55:00,560 --> 00:55:00,759 Speaker 5: Yeah? 1146 00:55:00,800 --> 00:55:03,320 Speaker 2: It kind of some It ain't really feel different. But 1147 00:55:03,400 --> 00:55:05,600 Speaker 2: when I look you know how you in the moment, 1148 00:55:06,040 --> 00:55:08,480 Speaker 2: you don't it don't feel different, right, But you look 1149 00:55:08,560 --> 00:55:11,359 Speaker 2: back on it and it's like, damn, because that day 1150 00:55:11,520 --> 00:55:11,719 Speaker 2: was my. 1151 00:55:11,800 --> 00:55:16,799 Speaker 1: Birthday, okay, so like he was turning twenty one. Correct, Yeah, 1152 00:55:17,120 --> 00:55:17,360 Speaker 1: it was. 1153 00:55:17,400 --> 00:55:21,520 Speaker 2: My birthday, his his mama birthday, and his nephew birthday. 1154 00:55:21,880 --> 00:55:24,400 Speaker 2: Y'all got the same birthday. So I was trying to 1155 00:55:24,520 --> 00:55:26,560 Speaker 2: like book a hotel room so we could have like 1156 00:55:26,640 --> 00:55:33,040 Speaker 2: a kickback and shit like for that weekend. And he 1157 00:55:33,239 --> 00:55:35,800 Speaker 2: called me because I had like a couple of cars 1158 00:55:35,880 --> 00:55:38,480 Speaker 2: and shit like, but they were not stolen cars, like 1159 00:55:38,560 --> 00:55:41,640 Speaker 2: cars I paid for. In one of my cars, I 1160 00:55:41,800 --> 00:55:44,120 Speaker 2: had speakers in the trunk like you know how people 1161 00:55:44,160 --> 00:55:46,960 Speaker 2: put speakers in the trump And one of his speakers 1162 00:55:47,040 --> 00:55:50,400 Speaker 2: went out and one of his cars. So he needed 1163 00:55:50,480 --> 00:55:52,319 Speaker 2: one of mine. And he was like, shit, I'm gonna 1164 00:55:52,360 --> 00:55:54,840 Speaker 2: just give you one of mine when I when I 1165 00:55:54,960 --> 00:55:56,560 Speaker 2: whenever I go by a new one, I don't feel 1166 00:55:56,600 --> 00:55:59,080 Speaker 2: like going up there now. So and he was like 1167 00:55:59,160 --> 00:56:02,879 Speaker 2: I want to see come my son. So I wasn't 1168 00:56:02,960 --> 00:56:05,200 Speaker 2: at the house. I was with my other partner. He 1169 00:56:05,360 --> 00:56:08,160 Speaker 2: ended up getting killed too. His name one one I 1170 00:56:08,280 --> 00:56:10,479 Speaker 2: was with him. He was like riding with me and shit, 1171 00:56:11,000 --> 00:56:12,480 Speaker 2: we was trying to get that he was gonna get 1172 00:56:12,480 --> 00:56:14,279 Speaker 2: the hotel room in his name because I ain't got 1173 00:56:14,320 --> 00:56:16,680 Speaker 2: no id. I ain't got no license, so I needed 1174 00:56:16,719 --> 00:56:19,000 Speaker 2: somebody to get the room in their name. So I 1175 00:56:19,120 --> 00:56:22,400 Speaker 2: was running with him and shit. And Johnny is my 1176 00:56:22,520 --> 00:56:24,920 Speaker 2: friend who was with me that got killed. He had 1177 00:56:25,000 --> 00:56:27,840 Speaker 2: went to my mama house because me and my mama, 1178 00:56:28,480 --> 00:56:31,319 Speaker 2: Me and my mama last baby daddy, like my little 1179 00:56:31,360 --> 00:56:36,279 Speaker 2: sister daddy, we had all went in like we was 1180 00:56:36,360 --> 00:56:39,719 Speaker 2: paying rent on the house. They was paying more than me, 1181 00:56:39,880 --> 00:56:42,200 Speaker 2: but I was paying. I was probably paying like five hundred. 1182 00:56:42,200 --> 00:56:44,520 Speaker 2: They was probably paying like six hundred or some shit. 1183 00:56:45,520 --> 00:56:49,480 Speaker 2: And so we was all staying together. So he had 1184 00:56:51,160 --> 00:56:53,799 Speaker 2: because remember I told you, like my mama and her 1185 00:56:54,800 --> 00:56:58,400 Speaker 2: other baby daddy broke up shit and she ain't had 1186 00:56:58,440 --> 00:57:01,160 Speaker 2: nowhere to go type shit. So he finally back together 1187 00:57:01,800 --> 00:57:05,879 Speaker 2: in the house. So Johnny had went to my mama 1188 00:57:05,960 --> 00:57:08,560 Speaker 2: house and he had went to see my mama, went 1189 00:57:08,640 --> 00:57:10,680 Speaker 2: to see my son, and he had got to speak 1190 00:57:10,719 --> 00:57:13,880 Speaker 2: out the car and shit. But I remember like that 1191 00:57:14,040 --> 00:57:18,000 Speaker 2: whole day, now that you say it, like I remember 1192 00:57:18,080 --> 00:57:19,880 Speaker 2: that whole day. I kept telling myself like I got 1193 00:57:20,000 --> 00:57:21,360 Speaker 2: to pull up on Johnny. I got to put up 1194 00:57:21,400 --> 00:57:24,480 Speaker 2: on Johnny type shit, because he wanted something that I had, 1195 00:57:24,600 --> 00:57:31,000 Speaker 2: and I wanted something that he had so after he 1196 00:57:31,080 --> 00:57:33,120 Speaker 2: seen my son and shit, and that was his first 1197 00:57:33,200 --> 00:57:35,160 Speaker 2: time just going to see my son on his own, 1198 00:57:35,280 --> 00:57:38,360 Speaker 2: like he ain't never did that before type shit. So 1199 00:57:38,520 --> 00:57:40,400 Speaker 2: after he went to go see my little boy and shit, 1200 00:57:41,840 --> 00:57:44,520 Speaker 2: I had pulled up at his house and he was like, 1201 00:57:45,880 --> 00:57:47,720 Speaker 2: he was like, ride with me somewhere right quick. I 1202 00:57:47,760 --> 00:57:50,040 Speaker 2: got to handle some shit. He was like, I don't 1203 00:57:50,040 --> 00:57:51,880 Speaker 2: feel like going to my car thor let's let's just 1204 00:57:52,000 --> 00:57:53,680 Speaker 2: ride in your car, because I was in one of 1205 00:57:53,720 --> 00:57:57,000 Speaker 2: my little pluck plucks, like like a hoopie type shit, 1206 00:57:57,720 --> 00:58:01,680 Speaker 2: like a low key car. So goddamn, the ships so 1207 00:58:01,840 --> 00:58:05,520 Speaker 2: crazy because like when we was in the car on 1208 00:58:05,640 --> 00:58:07,400 Speaker 2: the way to wherever he was trying to go to 1209 00:58:08,000 --> 00:58:10,920 Speaker 2: his grandma call and his grandma was on the exact 1210 00:58:11,000 --> 00:58:14,320 Speaker 2: same street, but where we was going was to the 1211 00:58:14,440 --> 00:58:16,480 Speaker 2: left and where his grandma was at was to the 1212 00:58:16,600 --> 00:58:19,440 Speaker 2: right but on the same street, and she called like 1213 00:58:19,640 --> 00:58:22,360 Speaker 2: right before we turned on the street, like we was 1214 00:58:22,400 --> 00:58:25,960 Speaker 2: at the light waiting to go left. Type ship. So 1215 00:58:26,080 --> 00:58:29,240 Speaker 2: when I used to think back on it, I used 1216 00:58:29,240 --> 00:58:30,560 Speaker 2: to be like, damn, Like you know how the toy 1217 00:58:30,640 --> 00:58:33,000 Speaker 2: be like in life, you you got a choice, like 1218 00:58:33,120 --> 00:58:35,800 Speaker 2: which way you can go? Type ship. And I used 1219 00:58:35,800 --> 00:58:37,200 Speaker 2: to be like, damn, if he would have went right, 1220 00:58:37,400 --> 00:58:40,600 Speaker 2: he would have still been alive to ship. So we made, 1221 00:58:40,680 --> 00:58:42,320 Speaker 2: we made, We ended up making the left or whatever. 1222 00:58:42,360 --> 00:58:45,880 Speaker 2: We ended up pulling up or whatever, and like a 1223 00:58:45,960 --> 00:58:48,520 Speaker 2: nigga just jumped in the back seat and just was like, 1224 00:58:48,640 --> 00:58:51,520 Speaker 2: get up type ship. Then a whole bunch of just 1225 00:58:51,600 --> 00:58:53,640 Speaker 2: shit started happening. Boom boom boo boo. 1226 00:58:54,520 --> 00:58:56,880 Speaker 1: Do you think what the setup? Because that means you say, 1227 00:58:57,240 --> 00:58:59,040 Speaker 1: this is the this is a bucket, this is the 1228 00:58:59,160 --> 00:59:01,320 Speaker 1: car that you know. O key, don't nobody really know 1229 00:59:01,440 --> 00:59:03,280 Speaker 1: that the people know you had this car. 1230 00:59:04,880 --> 00:59:07,120 Speaker 2: Not people who knew me, because I was always like 1231 00:59:07,200 --> 00:59:11,480 Speaker 2: a super low key right like I got a fly 1232 00:59:11,600 --> 00:59:14,600 Speaker 2: I had a flashy car too, But nah, I didn't 1233 00:59:14,600 --> 00:59:18,880 Speaker 2: nobody know about this car for real. I be thinking 1234 00:59:18,960 --> 00:59:22,040 Speaker 2: back on like a lot of shit because even like 1235 00:59:22,160 --> 00:59:24,840 Speaker 2: after that shit, I used to be like, damn, I 1236 00:59:24,880 --> 00:59:26,480 Speaker 2: didn't did like a lot of shit to a lot 1237 00:59:26,520 --> 00:59:29,960 Speaker 2: of people type shit. So I used to be like 1238 00:59:30,080 --> 00:59:31,919 Speaker 2: this shiit cause it came from anywhere type of shit. 1239 00:59:32,040 --> 00:59:35,480 Speaker 2: So that there used to cross my mind. But I 1240 00:59:35,520 --> 00:59:36,160 Speaker 2: don't really know. 1241 00:59:36,320 --> 00:59:38,240 Speaker 1: Did you feel you let your guard down to allow 1242 00:59:38,280 --> 00:59:39,640 Speaker 1: for somebody to get to jump on you like that. 1243 00:59:44,400 --> 00:59:50,640 Speaker 2: Not really, not really, because I was on point. I 1244 00:59:50,720 --> 00:59:54,200 Speaker 2: think that's how I made it. Type shit, like I 1245 00:59:54,320 --> 00:59:55,960 Speaker 2: was already looking back type shit. 1246 00:59:56,520 --> 00:59:57,320 Speaker 5: Did you know the guy? 1247 00:59:58,600 --> 00:59:59,000 Speaker 2: I ain't know? 1248 00:59:59,320 --> 01:00:03,280 Speaker 1: So he says, give it up, whatever you have on you, Like, okay, bro, hey, 1249 01:00:03,840 --> 01:00:06,720 Speaker 1: whatever I got here take mm hmm. You didn't have 1250 01:00:06,840 --> 01:00:09,080 Speaker 1: it you, he said, I ain't got none, Bro, I 1251 01:00:09,200 --> 01:00:11,760 Speaker 1: had some, but you told him you you told him 1252 01:00:11,800 --> 01:00:12,640 Speaker 1: you didn't have anything. 1253 01:00:13,560 --> 01:00:16,160 Speaker 2: No, I had something else for him, not what he 1254 01:00:16,280 --> 01:00:21,240 Speaker 2: wanted you right right right, okay, okay, yeah, type ship. 1255 01:00:22,800 --> 01:00:25,280 Speaker 2: But he had something for me too, ship. So he 1256 01:00:25,360 --> 01:00:29,040 Speaker 2: got to jump on you kind of not really though, 1257 01:00:29,080 --> 01:00:30,720 Speaker 2: because they was really scared for real. 1258 01:00:32,240 --> 01:00:32,920 Speaker 5: It was one or two. 1259 01:00:33,240 --> 01:00:33,680 Speaker 1: It was two. 1260 01:00:33,960 --> 01:00:36,280 Speaker 2: It was one of them jumped in the back seat. 1261 01:00:36,800 --> 01:00:39,640 Speaker 2: One of them was standing up outside the car. Okay, 1262 01:00:40,200 --> 01:00:43,400 Speaker 2: type ship. So the one who was shot standing outside 1263 01:00:43,440 --> 01:00:46,160 Speaker 2: the car, he shot me off thrilled right here okay 1264 01:00:46,200 --> 01:00:48,760 Speaker 2: because I'm turned like this, so he like, fu niggas 1265 01:00:50,440 --> 01:00:50,919 Speaker 2: type ship. 1266 01:00:51,040 --> 01:00:51,320 Speaker 1: Okay. 1267 01:00:51,760 --> 01:00:54,840 Speaker 2: Then he take off running. So now it's just me 1268 01:00:55,120 --> 01:00:56,360 Speaker 2: and Buddy in the back seat. 1269 01:00:57,760 --> 01:00:59,880 Speaker 1: But my brother he. 1270 01:01:03,640 --> 01:01:06,760 Speaker 2: Like I remember screaming to him type shit, because me 1271 01:01:06,800 --> 01:01:11,120 Speaker 2: and Buddy started going back and forth, like his arm 1272 01:01:11,280 --> 01:01:13,240 Speaker 2: was like over the seat and my arm was like 1273 01:01:13,360 --> 01:01:16,680 Speaker 2: over the seat. So I remember like, but I was shot. 1274 01:01:16,920 --> 01:01:20,480 Speaker 2: So I remember saying like like Johnny, shoot him, shoot him, 1275 01:01:20,480 --> 01:01:23,920 Speaker 2: shoot him, type shit, And me and Buddy was just 1276 01:01:24,000 --> 01:01:27,160 Speaker 2: going back and forth, and then he started. Buddy in 1277 01:01:27,200 --> 01:01:31,480 Speaker 2: the back seat started screaming like, ah, before you hit him. Yeah, 1278 01:01:32,280 --> 01:01:35,280 Speaker 2: but I was hit up too, right, So when I remember, 1279 01:01:35,360 --> 01:01:39,440 Speaker 2: like the gun jamed type shit. So I had copped 1280 01:01:39,480 --> 01:01:42,640 Speaker 2: it back again, and when I put my arm over 1281 01:01:42,720 --> 01:01:45,800 Speaker 2: the seat, he put his gun on my arm and 1282 01:01:45,920 --> 01:01:48,560 Speaker 2: shot me. So my gun fell out my hand, and 1283 01:01:48,640 --> 01:01:51,720 Speaker 2: I remember us fighting over my gun. Then they went 1284 01:01:51,800 --> 01:01:55,000 Speaker 2: off one more time. Boom, I got shot right here 1285 01:01:55,120 --> 01:01:58,040 Speaker 2: in my hand from holding the gun type shit. Then 1286 01:01:58,080 --> 01:02:00,120 Speaker 2: he got up and he tried to run and then 1287 01:02:00,200 --> 01:02:07,160 Speaker 2: he collapsed type shit. And then I remember that's when 1288 01:02:07,200 --> 01:02:09,240 Speaker 2: I had an iPhone in This was probably like the 1289 01:02:09,320 --> 01:02:14,280 Speaker 2: iPhone three or some shit ugglass, So god damn, I 1290 01:02:14,400 --> 01:02:17,960 Speaker 2: remember like trying to unlock the phone to car nine 1291 01:02:18,000 --> 01:02:20,920 Speaker 2: one one, and like my blood kept drying up the 1292 01:02:21,000 --> 01:02:24,120 Speaker 2: screen type shit. So I remember I got out the car, 1293 01:02:24,560 --> 01:02:27,880 Speaker 2: but first that's how I knew Johnny was dead type 1294 01:02:27,920 --> 01:02:31,040 Speaker 2: shit because like after Buddy got out the corn ran. 1295 01:02:31,480 --> 01:02:34,240 Speaker 2: I remember I told Johnny like pull off, pull off, 1296 01:02:34,280 --> 01:02:37,840 Speaker 2: pull off, and then the car wasn't moving, but his 1297 01:02:38,320 --> 01:02:40,400 Speaker 2: foot was on the gas but it was in part 1298 01:02:40,840 --> 01:02:44,760 Speaker 2: so the engine was just like reping. Then it was 1299 01:02:44,840 --> 01:02:47,640 Speaker 2: like some movie shit. The windshell wipers was like, but 1300 01:02:47,760 --> 01:02:50,440 Speaker 2: it wasn't raining. And then you know the door like 1301 01:02:50,480 --> 01:02:52,400 Speaker 2: when you got the door up in ding ding ding, 1302 01:02:52,600 --> 01:02:56,240 Speaker 2: like the alarm to tell you closed the door type shit. 1303 01:02:56,880 --> 01:02:58,640 Speaker 2: So I jumped out the car, went and knocked on 1304 01:02:58,760 --> 01:03:01,760 Speaker 2: somebody's door. They ain't come to the door. So I 1305 01:03:01,880 --> 01:03:05,960 Speaker 2: went back to the car and got damn. I unlocked 1306 01:03:05,960 --> 01:03:10,080 Speaker 2: my phone. I finally like, I didn't even unlock it. 1307 01:03:10,800 --> 01:03:13,960 Speaker 2: Back then it was like slide for emergency car, right, 1308 01:03:14,520 --> 01:03:17,000 Speaker 2: So I ended up sliding the car down my one 1309 01:03:17,200 --> 01:03:21,400 Speaker 2: like yeah, I'm shot. They get to asking our type 1310 01:03:21,560 --> 01:03:25,240 Speaker 2: just dicked out asked questions like what the fuck, bro, 1311 01:03:25,520 --> 01:03:26,479 Speaker 2: like I'm shot? 1312 01:03:26,560 --> 01:03:27,000 Speaker 5: What shift? 1313 01:03:27,080 --> 01:03:27,840 Speaker 2: What street man? 1314 01:03:27,880 --> 01:03:28,760 Speaker 1: What the fuck you mean? 1315 01:03:28,880 --> 01:03:31,480 Speaker 2: What street who? I don't know the street I'm just 1316 01:03:31,560 --> 01:03:37,120 Speaker 2: shot type shit. So they like I remember telling them 1317 01:03:37,160 --> 01:03:40,800 Speaker 2: like my brother dad, my brother dad type shit. And 1318 01:03:40,920 --> 01:03:46,640 Speaker 2: then I remember laying there, and I guess the nigga 1319 01:03:46,640 --> 01:03:49,880 Speaker 2: who was driving them niggas, he came looking for the 1320 01:03:49,960 --> 01:03:51,960 Speaker 2: nigga who was in the back seat. I guess he 1321 01:03:51,960 --> 01:03:58,120 Speaker 2: couldn't find a nigga, so God damn they he rode 1322 01:03:58,120 --> 01:03:59,880 Speaker 2: back past, and I remember being on the phone because 1323 01:03:59,880 --> 01:04:01,800 Speaker 2: I thought they was finna ride back past the handle 1324 01:04:01,800 --> 01:04:05,200 Speaker 2: of the business, so I scooped back type shit. I 1325 01:04:05,320 --> 01:04:06,960 Speaker 2: was on the phone that lay like they running back 1326 01:04:07,040 --> 01:04:11,680 Speaker 2: past type shit. Then I remember the police pulled up. 1327 01:04:13,720 --> 01:04:15,320 Speaker 2: I don't even think I told her. I think I 1328 01:04:15,480 --> 01:04:17,920 Speaker 2: just put the phone like down type shit and just 1329 01:04:18,040 --> 01:04:21,720 Speaker 2: did like that. Then the police pull up, so I 1330 01:04:21,800 --> 01:04:24,320 Speaker 2: get out the car cause I'm a victim. I'm like, man, 1331 01:04:26,120 --> 01:04:27,960 Speaker 2: this nigga tell me, I put your hands up. He 1332 01:04:28,520 --> 01:04:31,520 Speaker 2: put your hands up, let me see your hands. I'm like, bro, 1333 01:04:31,600 --> 01:04:33,840 Speaker 2: I can only put I can only put this arm up, 1334 01:04:34,040 --> 01:04:36,000 Speaker 2: cause remember I told you he shot me in this arm, 1335 01:04:36,840 --> 01:04:39,000 Speaker 2: So I put the arm up. I'm like, I'm shotting 1336 01:04:39,080 --> 01:04:42,480 Speaker 2: this arm. I'm shot in this arm. He like, sit 1337 01:04:42,600 --> 01:04:44,320 Speaker 2: on the curb and put both of your hands behind 1338 01:04:44,360 --> 01:04:46,120 Speaker 2: your back. I'm like, man, I'm shotting this arm. I 1339 01:04:46,160 --> 01:04:46,640 Speaker 2: can't put it. 1340 01:04:46,640 --> 01:04:47,240 Speaker 1: Behind my back. 1341 01:04:47,280 --> 01:04:49,520 Speaker 2: He like, put it behind your back. So I think 1342 01:04:49,560 --> 01:04:52,680 Speaker 2: I just like mean this shit like that type shit. 1343 01:04:53,480 --> 01:04:56,040 Speaker 2: Then I sat right there for a minute. Then the 1344 01:04:56,120 --> 01:05:01,720 Speaker 2: ambulance pulled up. And when the ambulance got there, I 1345 01:05:01,760 --> 01:05:04,000 Speaker 2: remember the lady. It was a white lady. I wanted 1346 01:05:04,040 --> 01:05:06,240 Speaker 2: to see her, like so I wonder, like how she 1347 01:05:06,440 --> 01:05:09,560 Speaker 2: doing type shit. But she she was in the back 1348 01:05:09,600 --> 01:05:11,520 Speaker 2: of the ambulance. So they put me on the scratch 1349 01:05:11,600 --> 01:05:15,080 Speaker 2: and shit, they cut my clothes open, put me on 1350 01:05:15,200 --> 01:05:17,440 Speaker 2: the scretcher. So she put me in the back and 1351 01:05:17,560 --> 01:05:22,240 Speaker 2: she was like, she was like, let's hurry up and 1352 01:05:22,280 --> 01:05:24,560 Speaker 2: get him to the hospital before the sergeant get here. 1353 01:05:24,600 --> 01:05:27,720 Speaker 2: And he bleed to death type shit. Cause I guess, 1354 01:05:27,840 --> 01:05:33,880 Speaker 2: like when when you're in critical condition or some shit like, well, 1355 01:05:33,920 --> 01:05:35,920 Speaker 2: I don't even think I was in critical condition. I 1356 01:05:36,000 --> 01:05:39,280 Speaker 2: think I was just bleeding a lot, right, I guess, 1357 01:05:39,440 --> 01:05:45,120 Speaker 2: like they they objective is for the detective to hurry 1358 01:05:45,160 --> 01:05:48,040 Speaker 2: up and ask you questions just in case, right, type shit. 1359 01:05:48,400 --> 01:05:50,160 Speaker 2: So she was like, hurry up. So they put me 1360 01:05:50,200 --> 01:05:52,240 Speaker 2: in an ambulance and we just went to the hospital. 1361 01:05:52,440 --> 01:05:53,560 Speaker 5: How many times did you get hit? 1362 01:05:53,800 --> 01:05:59,120 Speaker 2: Six? And then no vital organs though, no, no vital organs. 1363 01:06:00,120 --> 01:06:01,640 Speaker 1: So what do you think happened to you? He got 1364 01:06:01,720 --> 01:06:03,840 Speaker 1: friendly fire? My brother? 1365 01:06:04,040 --> 01:06:05,320 Speaker 5: Yeah, the one that was in the car with you. 1366 01:06:05,520 --> 01:06:08,720 Speaker 2: No, I think the dude in the backseat shot him 1367 01:06:08,720 --> 01:06:11,720 Speaker 2: in the head, oh like when it first happened, right, 1368 01:06:12,520 --> 01:06:15,560 Speaker 2: because he had his gun on him too, right, But 1369 01:06:15,760 --> 01:06:16,960 Speaker 2: he never shot right. 1370 01:06:17,400 --> 01:06:19,600 Speaker 1: So that's why when you're saying Johnny shoot him, he 1371 01:06:19,720 --> 01:06:21,760 Speaker 1: couldn't because he had already got hit. Yeah. 1372 01:06:22,080 --> 01:06:25,640 Speaker 2: I think he got hit like off the type right. 1373 01:06:25,880 --> 01:06:27,880 Speaker 5: Yeah, So what happened to the guy that was in 1374 01:06:27,920 --> 01:06:29,880 Speaker 5: the back that ended up collapsing? Did he live? 1375 01:06:30,560 --> 01:06:32,440 Speaker 1: Yeah? He lived, Okay, he was paralyzed. 1376 01:06:32,720 --> 01:06:34,640 Speaker 2: I don't know about now. Well that's what I heard. 1377 01:06:34,680 --> 01:06:36,560 Speaker 2: You know how you hear shit yet street, but you 1378 01:06:36,640 --> 01:06:40,600 Speaker 2: don't know, right, Yeah, he lived though from what I 1379 01:06:40,840 --> 01:06:42,960 Speaker 2: remember what I know, Yeah, the guy. 1380 01:06:43,080 --> 01:06:45,120 Speaker 5: Did they ever find the guy that shot you that 1381 01:06:45,280 --> 01:06:46,040 Speaker 5: was outside the car? 1382 01:06:47,480 --> 01:06:50,360 Speaker 2: Yeah? They they they they I don't know about it. 1383 01:06:50,600 --> 01:06:54,320 Speaker 2: I know they found two people, but I didn't know 1384 01:06:54,360 --> 01:06:57,280 Speaker 2: what they looked at like right, so I couldn't tell 1385 01:06:57,520 --> 01:06:59,720 Speaker 2: like the police shit, really it was. 1386 01:06:59,800 --> 01:07:00,680 Speaker 1: Dark type right. 1387 01:07:01,200 --> 01:07:03,920 Speaker 2: So I think they ended up they got charged and 1388 01:07:04,000 --> 01:07:05,840 Speaker 2: then it got thrown out type shit. 1389 01:07:07,400 --> 01:07:09,240 Speaker 1: You think about that. Do you think about that day? 1390 01:07:09,440 --> 01:07:12,720 Speaker 1: What could have been? What what could you have done differently? 1391 01:07:13,840 --> 01:07:14,000 Speaker 5: Yeah? 1392 01:07:14,080 --> 01:07:16,919 Speaker 2: Hell yeah. But I ain't even want to really ride 1393 01:07:17,000 --> 01:07:19,160 Speaker 2: with him that day because I was really just trying 1394 01:07:19,200 --> 01:07:22,000 Speaker 2: to chill. It was my birthday, right, We had some 1395 01:07:22,160 --> 01:07:25,440 Speaker 2: shit like some drinking shit, some looking and shit, we 1396 01:07:25,520 --> 01:07:29,280 Speaker 2: just want to get drunk. So I was really just 1397 01:07:29,360 --> 01:07:31,520 Speaker 2: going over there to kick it with him type shit. 1398 01:07:32,280 --> 01:07:34,760 Speaker 2: So yeah, I be thinking about that. But the main 1399 01:07:34,840 --> 01:07:38,480 Speaker 2: thing I think about is like, like I heard his 1400 01:07:38,640 --> 01:07:43,360 Speaker 2: grandma on the phone telling him like I'm ready, because 1401 01:07:43,400 --> 01:07:45,920 Speaker 2: he picked up from work every day, right, And I 1402 01:07:46,280 --> 01:07:47,960 Speaker 2: just used to think, like, damn, I wish you he 1403 01:07:48,000 --> 01:07:52,000 Speaker 2: would have just win and got his grandma instead type shit, because. 1404 01:07:51,760 --> 01:07:53,440 Speaker 1: He wouldn't have got his grandma. You wouldn't have been 1405 01:07:53,480 --> 01:07:55,080 Speaker 1: in the car, you wouldn't have been there, he wouldn't 1406 01:07:55,080 --> 01:07:57,080 Speaker 1: have been there, and that day would have never happened. 1407 01:07:57,160 --> 01:08:01,640 Speaker 2: Facts. Yeah, oh god, you've seen. 1408 01:08:01,480 --> 01:08:05,200 Speaker 5: A lot of tragedy. Your uncle ended up getting killed. 1409 01:08:05,000 --> 01:08:08,440 Speaker 2: You That wasn't my real uncle though, But remember I 1410 01:08:08,560 --> 01:08:13,200 Speaker 2: told you like how we like made Yeah, he got 1411 01:08:13,320 --> 01:08:17,320 Speaker 2: killed when I was in third grade. I remember I was, 1412 01:08:17,640 --> 01:08:19,920 Speaker 2: I was, I think I was sleep, but I was 1413 01:08:19,960 --> 01:08:22,720 Speaker 2: so bad I probably was up, but I remember it 1414 01:08:22,800 --> 01:08:26,240 Speaker 2: was a school night, and I remember just hearing like. 1415 01:08:26,800 --> 01:08:28,879 Speaker 1: Boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom. 1416 01:08:29,000 --> 01:08:31,800 Speaker 2: And I remember jumping up, and I remember jumping up 1417 01:08:31,840 --> 01:08:34,400 Speaker 2: and looking at my window and then my mama came 1418 01:08:34,439 --> 01:08:37,120 Speaker 2: in the room and just started hugging me type shit, 1419 01:08:37,520 --> 01:08:42,760 Speaker 2: started holding me. But I was so young. I think 1420 01:08:42,840 --> 01:08:45,080 Speaker 2: I knew it was gunshots, but some was telling me 1421 01:08:45,160 --> 01:08:47,880 Speaker 2: it was fire craft, right, So I go back to sleep, 1422 01:08:48,840 --> 01:08:52,439 Speaker 2: and I remember getting up the next like a couple 1423 01:08:52,479 --> 01:08:54,400 Speaker 2: of hours later, like that was probably like two in 1424 01:08:54,479 --> 01:08:56,719 Speaker 2: the morning. I had to get up, probably like Sam 1425 01:08:57,120 --> 01:09:01,639 Speaker 2: for school, and I remember like my mama was ironing 1426 01:09:01,720 --> 01:09:05,519 Speaker 2: my outfit for school and shit, and the news was 1427 01:09:05,560 --> 01:09:09,439 Speaker 2: on and they was like, I think it was five 1428 01:09:09,479 --> 01:09:12,360 Speaker 2: of them they got killed that night, like four or five. 1429 01:09:12,479 --> 01:09:16,760 Speaker 2: It might have been six. It was like the dudes came. 1430 01:09:16,880 --> 01:09:19,920 Speaker 2: They killed big Boy, which was like my uncle, they 1431 01:09:20,040 --> 01:09:25,719 Speaker 2: killed Swiss shot, and like another one of their partners, 1432 01:09:25,840 --> 01:09:29,479 Speaker 2: and like two maintenance men. And then I remember like 1433 01:09:31,280 --> 01:09:33,880 Speaker 2: my mama telling me or it was either my mama 1434 01:09:33,960 --> 01:09:36,800 Speaker 2: or my stepdady was like yeah, they kept big boy 1435 01:09:37,800 --> 01:09:40,760 Speaker 2: type shit. But then when I got older, you know 1436 01:09:40,880 --> 01:09:43,760 Speaker 2: how you replace shit back in your head. I was 1437 01:09:43,840 --> 01:09:46,800 Speaker 2: like he robbed the wrong person because I remember, like, ah, 1438 01:09:46,920 --> 01:09:48,800 Speaker 2: that week he had went and bought one of them 1439 01:09:48,840 --> 01:09:51,080 Speaker 2: new Tahos, the Z seventy two trucks. 1440 01:09:51,720 --> 01:09:52,439 Speaker 5: Was he seventy one? 1441 01:09:52,640 --> 01:09:53,880 Speaker 2: Yeah, the two dogs. 1442 01:09:54,000 --> 01:09:55,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, I know exactly what you talk but yeah, that's 1443 01:09:55,920 --> 01:09:56,400 Speaker 1: the high end. 1444 01:09:56,520 --> 01:10:00,160 Speaker 2: Yeah, he had bought one of them he had. I 1445 01:10:00,240 --> 01:10:02,920 Speaker 2: remember walking down there because like when I was young, 1446 01:10:03,840 --> 01:10:07,160 Speaker 2: they used to like give me like little dollars and shit. 1447 01:10:07,720 --> 01:10:10,040 Speaker 2: And I used to like rap, might do a little 1448 01:10:10,320 --> 01:10:14,479 Speaker 2: like like three bars or some shit, and they'll give 1449 01:10:14,479 --> 01:10:16,880 Speaker 2: me some dollars. So I remember one time, like that week, 1450 01:10:16,960 --> 01:10:20,519 Speaker 2: I went down there and they was like outside by 1451 01:10:20,600 --> 01:10:22,439 Speaker 2: the Z seventy one, like they was on the truck 1452 01:10:22,479 --> 01:10:25,120 Speaker 2: and sitting on the truck smoking and shit. I remember 1453 01:10:25,160 --> 01:10:28,040 Speaker 2: I seeing like a big ass bag of weed probably 1454 01:10:28,160 --> 01:10:30,800 Speaker 2: like five pounds or some shit. Wow, just bags a 1455 01:10:30,840 --> 01:10:34,880 Speaker 2: week on the lighthood of the car. And I remember 1456 01:10:36,320 --> 01:10:38,320 Speaker 2: one of them, one of them. His name was Kevin. 1457 01:10:38,439 --> 01:10:41,120 Speaker 2: He used to have a box Chevy on twenty threes 1458 01:10:41,160 --> 01:10:44,320 Speaker 2: with the Jordan logo. I remember him like man put 1459 01:10:44,400 --> 01:10:46,120 Speaker 2: that ship up, bro, What the hell wrong with y'all? 1460 01:10:46,200 --> 01:10:48,439 Speaker 2: Put that ship up? But I remember, like, I ain't 1461 01:10:48,479 --> 01:10:50,640 Speaker 2: never seen them have that much weed. I seen them 1462 01:10:50,640 --> 01:10:53,040 Speaker 2: smoke weed a million times. They ain't never had that 1463 01:10:53,200 --> 01:10:55,760 Speaker 2: much wheed. So I feel like that's what happened. But 1464 01:10:55,880 --> 01:10:58,400 Speaker 2: I don't know. I feel like that's what happened, though. 1465 01:10:58,479 --> 01:11:01,360 Speaker 2: Hit somebody's out, yeah, the wrong nigga, and they came 1466 01:11:01,479 --> 01:11:04,200 Speaker 2: back because they chased them. They he was in like 1467 01:11:04,400 --> 01:11:06,720 Speaker 2: it was some apartments connected to the apartments and it 1468 01:11:06,800 --> 01:11:10,080 Speaker 2: was a cut. He got damn he got shot in 1469 01:11:10,200 --> 01:11:11,160 Speaker 2: the next apartments. 1470 01:11:11,840 --> 01:11:12,479 Speaker 5: So he was running. 1471 01:11:12,520 --> 01:11:15,639 Speaker 2: He coming in the head once, but he still was alive. 1472 01:11:16,120 --> 01:11:19,080 Speaker 2: And he ran all the way from them apartments, ran 1473 01:11:19,240 --> 01:11:21,320 Speaker 2: like through the cut because the cut is like right 1474 01:11:21,439 --> 01:11:24,000 Speaker 2: next to my building. He came through the cut and 1475 01:11:24,160 --> 01:11:26,519 Speaker 2: ran all the way down there to like to the end, 1476 01:11:26,720 --> 01:11:29,360 Speaker 2: like well, our street. It was a dead end on 1477 01:11:29,479 --> 01:11:33,320 Speaker 2: our street, and he ran all the way to like well, 1478 01:11:34,320 --> 01:11:37,719 Speaker 2: my cousins Rock Kim stayed and he ended up dying, 1479 01:11:37,880 --> 01:11:40,439 Speaker 2: like collapsing on their front step type shit. 1480 01:11:41,360 --> 01:11:43,280 Speaker 1: But your twenty first birthday, that wasn't the first time 1481 01:11:43,360 --> 01:11:45,320 Speaker 1: you had gotten shot. Was it was that the first 1482 01:11:45,320 --> 01:11:47,559 Speaker 1: time you got shot. No, that was the second time. 1483 01:11:47,680 --> 01:11:50,400 Speaker 2: The first time was like on some like bullshit though, 1484 01:11:50,960 --> 01:11:53,840 Speaker 2: it was just like a grade for real and wanted 1485 01:11:53,880 --> 01:11:56,040 Speaker 2: to just like no, just you know what I'm saying, 1486 01:11:56,160 --> 01:11:58,000 Speaker 2: Like I ain't even go to the hospital. 1487 01:11:57,680 --> 01:12:02,000 Speaker 1: Right yeah, whether that or was someone intentionally trying to. 1488 01:12:02,000 --> 01:12:08,360 Speaker 2: Get I think it was an accident, okay, Yeah, twenty. 1489 01:12:08,160 --> 01:12:12,800 Speaker 1: First birthday, you lose your partner, you almost lose your life. 1490 01:12:14,000 --> 01:12:18,160 Speaker 1: You watch you've gotten graves before your your uncle who's 1491 01:12:18,200 --> 01:12:20,600 Speaker 1: not your biological uncle, but he was raised up with you, 1492 01:12:20,720 --> 01:12:22,479 Speaker 1: so he was considering an uncle. 1493 01:12:23,040 --> 01:12:25,559 Speaker 5: At what point in time, Savage, do you say. 1494 01:12:27,200 --> 01:12:27,560 Speaker 1: No for this? 1495 01:12:29,840 --> 01:12:30,240 Speaker 2: Mm hmm? 1496 01:12:31,600 --> 01:12:34,439 Speaker 1: I think like, yeah, after I got shot, because you 1497 01:12:34,479 --> 01:12:36,000 Speaker 1: got a kid, you gotta thinking now you got you 1498 01:12:36,080 --> 01:12:38,320 Speaker 1: got another life to be responsible for. It ain't just 1499 01:12:38,439 --> 01:12:39,479 Speaker 1: you now for sure. 1500 01:12:40,840 --> 01:12:42,920 Speaker 2: I remember thinking about that too, Like while I was 1501 01:12:42,960 --> 01:12:47,439 Speaker 2: sitting there, I was like, I remember, I just kept 1502 01:12:47,479 --> 01:12:49,479 Speaker 2: mumbling like I can't go out like this, can't go 1503 01:12:49,520 --> 01:12:51,439 Speaker 2: out like this, can't go out like this type shit, 1504 01:12:51,840 --> 01:12:53,840 Speaker 2: And I was just thinking about my little boy type shit. 1505 01:12:54,560 --> 01:12:55,880 Speaker 5: Did you ever lose consciousness? 1506 01:12:56,920 --> 01:12:57,320 Speaker 2: M hmm? 1507 01:12:58,600 --> 01:13:00,479 Speaker 1: Not from what I remember, right, m hm. 1508 01:13:02,320 --> 01:13:06,760 Speaker 5: You leave lost siblings. Yeah, you mentioned that. 1509 01:13:08,479 --> 01:13:10,360 Speaker 1: I think it's your Your father's had a son that 1510 01:13:10,520 --> 01:13:12,200 Speaker 1: ended up getting stabbed in death, correct. 1511 01:13:13,600 --> 01:13:17,960 Speaker 2: Yeah, in London, in my grandma neighborhood. That's why I 1512 01:13:18,040 --> 01:13:20,240 Speaker 2: just shot my last video at Yeah. 1513 01:13:23,160 --> 01:13:29,280 Speaker 1: How does one that have experienced death so much? How 1514 01:13:29,320 --> 01:13:30,720 Speaker 1: does one cope with it? 1515 01:13:33,800 --> 01:13:34,240 Speaker 2: M hmm. 1516 01:13:35,560 --> 01:13:38,000 Speaker 1: It's one thing to know someone's gonna die of old age. 1517 01:13:38,040 --> 01:13:40,400 Speaker 1: We got grandparents and we have someone over there the 1518 01:13:40,479 --> 01:13:44,080 Speaker 1: terminal illness. Okay, that's one thing. But to see someone 1519 01:13:44,240 --> 01:13:48,360 Speaker 1: lose their life so young, to see a parent burier 1520 01:13:48,479 --> 01:13:50,559 Speaker 1: child when no one, no parents should have to bury 1521 01:13:50,600 --> 01:13:52,280 Speaker 1: a child. It's supposed to be the other way, the 1522 01:13:52,400 --> 01:13:55,439 Speaker 1: child buried the parent. How does one begin to cope 1523 01:13:55,600 --> 01:13:58,400 Speaker 1: or wrap their minds around death in that capacity? 1524 01:14:01,280 --> 01:14:03,400 Speaker 2: I don't know. I don't know how I do it, 1525 01:14:05,080 --> 01:14:08,240 Speaker 2: cause I didn't had times like why I cry sometimes 1526 01:14:08,280 --> 01:14:12,400 Speaker 2: type shit when I'm by myself and shit, But I 1527 01:14:12,439 --> 01:14:14,240 Speaker 2: don't know. I think you just gotta be built for 1528 01:14:14,320 --> 01:14:16,920 Speaker 2: this shit, Like you gotta just be built for it, 1529 01:14:18,040 --> 01:14:22,160 Speaker 2: like you learn how to like just like move forward 1530 01:14:23,400 --> 01:14:26,240 Speaker 2: in life and just accept certain shit. But it's like 1531 01:14:28,360 --> 01:14:31,720 Speaker 2: still hurt though, But right, I don't know like what it. 1532 01:14:31,840 --> 01:14:33,040 Speaker 2: I don't know how I cope with it. 1533 01:14:33,160 --> 01:14:35,679 Speaker 1: Honestly, I read when you said after your brother's death, 1534 01:14:35,760 --> 01:14:38,280 Speaker 1: I took my anger out on you. I wish I 1535 01:14:38,360 --> 01:14:40,920 Speaker 1: could take that ish back. Yeah, what do you mean 1536 01:14:41,040 --> 01:14:41,240 Speaker 1: by that? 1537 01:14:41,720 --> 01:14:44,599 Speaker 2: Like like growing up like I ain't really we ain't 1538 01:14:44,640 --> 01:14:46,320 Speaker 2: really talk like that neither, cause I used to be 1539 01:14:46,439 --> 01:14:49,160 Speaker 2: like kind of jealous of like the relationship that him 1540 01:14:49,200 --> 01:14:52,920 Speaker 2: and my daddy had. I used to feel like my 1541 01:14:53,000 --> 01:14:55,720 Speaker 2: little brother was the son he wanted and I wasn't. 1542 01:14:55,760 --> 01:14:58,240 Speaker 2: I was the son that he didn't want. Type shit. 1543 01:14:58,640 --> 01:14:58,800 Speaker 1: Hm. 1544 01:15:00,160 --> 01:15:04,519 Speaker 2: So like when me and my my daddy relationship faded, 1545 01:15:04,560 --> 01:15:08,120 Speaker 2: it's like me and my relationship with like that whole 1546 01:15:08,160 --> 01:15:11,639 Speaker 2: side of the family faded type shit. But like right 1547 01:15:11,680 --> 01:15:14,599 Speaker 2: before he died, we had just started back talking, okay, 1548 01:15:15,400 --> 01:15:17,280 Speaker 2: So it was like me saying that was like damn, 1549 01:15:17,320 --> 01:15:19,880 Speaker 2: I regretted all the other all the years that we 1550 01:15:20,120 --> 01:15:26,599 Speaker 2: wasn't talking because I felt like you was like spoiled 1551 01:15:26,640 --> 01:15:28,200 Speaker 2: by my Like you know what I'm saying, Like you 1552 01:15:28,400 --> 01:15:30,719 Speaker 2: was his favorite type shit, Like he ain't really fuck 1553 01:15:30,760 --> 01:15:32,800 Speaker 2: with me, he wasn't there for me, how he was 1554 01:15:32,840 --> 01:15:36,200 Speaker 2: dere for you type shit. Like I remember one time, 1555 01:15:36,360 --> 01:15:41,639 Speaker 2: like my daddy had came to visit. This the only 1556 01:15:41,720 --> 01:15:44,800 Speaker 2: time he ever came to visit, and he had none 1557 01:15:45,080 --> 01:15:48,800 Speaker 2: you was like my mama told him, like no, my 1558 01:15:49,080 --> 01:15:52,559 Speaker 2: my mama, baby. My stepdaddy told my mama like, they 1559 01:15:52,600 --> 01:15:54,960 Speaker 2: ain't gotta spend no money on no hotel while they hell, 1560 01:15:55,000 --> 01:15:56,880 Speaker 2: they can come stay with us type shit. 1561 01:15:57,000 --> 01:15:59,880 Speaker 1: Yeah, y'all barely have enough room for you guys. 1562 01:16:01,120 --> 01:16:03,519 Speaker 2: But shit, West Indians just like that. 1563 01:16:03,760 --> 01:16:05,639 Speaker 1: Yeah right, Okay, cram in this bitch. 1564 01:16:07,320 --> 01:16:11,320 Speaker 2: Oh god, We're gonna cram in this motherfucker. So so 1565 01:16:11,960 --> 01:16:13,680 Speaker 2: they came and stayed with us and ship, and he 1566 01:16:13,800 --> 01:16:17,799 Speaker 2: had brought my little brother with him, and I remember 1567 01:16:17,880 --> 01:16:22,479 Speaker 2: one day, god damn, he had and took the van. 1568 01:16:23,360 --> 01:16:26,560 Speaker 2: He had took us to city trains and shit, and 1569 01:16:26,720 --> 01:16:29,600 Speaker 2: god damn he only bought my little brother shit. He 1570 01:16:29,640 --> 01:16:34,120 Speaker 2: ain't buy me shit though, type shit. And then I 1571 01:16:34,240 --> 01:16:40,560 Speaker 2: remember I think my mama and my stepdaddy got the 1572 01:16:40,840 --> 01:16:44,400 Speaker 2: arguing about that because he took too long with the 1573 01:16:44,520 --> 01:16:48,000 Speaker 2: car and my stepdaddy had to go to work type shit. 1574 01:16:49,320 --> 01:16:52,160 Speaker 2: So I remember just being like I remember like being 1575 01:16:52,200 --> 01:16:56,519 Speaker 2: in the store and like I was like picking out 1576 01:16:56,560 --> 01:16:58,519 Speaker 2: shit and he wasn't grabbing my ship that I was 1577 01:16:58,600 --> 01:17:01,320 Speaker 2: picking out, but he was grabbing my little better shit 1578 01:17:02,120 --> 01:17:06,439 Speaker 2: type shit. And I remember like like being jealous, like 1579 01:17:06,560 --> 01:17:10,080 Speaker 2: being hurt by that type shit. So goddamn, I ain't 1580 01:17:10,120 --> 01:17:13,280 Speaker 2: never say shit though like that like when cause I 1581 01:17:13,400 --> 01:17:15,160 Speaker 2: was too young, so it was kind of like a 1582 01:17:16,120 --> 01:17:17,960 Speaker 2: you know when you're young and you feel some type 1583 01:17:18,000 --> 01:17:19,760 Speaker 2: of way about something, but you can't say nothing, so 1584 01:17:19,920 --> 01:17:21,360 Speaker 2: it's just like you just eat it. 1585 01:17:21,840 --> 01:17:21,960 Speaker 1: Right. 1586 01:17:22,439 --> 01:17:24,839 Speaker 2: So I remember we got home. I remember them arguing 1587 01:17:24,880 --> 01:17:29,000 Speaker 2: and shit, and then I remember my stepdaddy telling my 1588 01:17:29,120 --> 01:17:31,240 Speaker 2: daddy like this ain't got nothing to do with you, bro. 1589 01:17:31,400 --> 01:17:35,639 Speaker 2: You good, like like, don't worry about nothing. You didn't 1590 01:17:35,640 --> 01:17:38,120 Speaker 2: do nothing wrong. She was supposed to tell y'all the 1591 01:17:38,240 --> 01:17:40,479 Speaker 2: time I had to go to work type shit, right, 1592 01:17:41,160 --> 01:17:42,960 Speaker 2: And goddamn, I remember my daddy. 1593 01:17:45,520 --> 01:17:46,479 Speaker 5: We go home. 1594 01:17:46,840 --> 01:17:49,320 Speaker 2: Were at home. Now, well, we walk in the house 1595 01:17:49,400 --> 01:17:52,360 Speaker 2: because I think my stepdaddy told my daddy that while 1596 01:17:52,400 --> 01:17:54,679 Speaker 2: we was like in the parking lot. So we walk 1597 01:17:54,720 --> 01:17:57,479 Speaker 2: in the apartment. We go in the house. I remember 1598 01:17:57,520 --> 01:18:00,320 Speaker 2: my daddy and my mama talking and shit, and then 1599 01:18:00,360 --> 01:18:03,080 Speaker 2: I remember my daddy caught me in the room and 1600 01:18:03,200 --> 01:18:06,880 Speaker 2: he was like he was like I ain't gonna lie 1601 01:18:10,600 --> 01:18:13,920 Speaker 2: I'm homesick type shit. He was like, I think I'm 1602 01:18:13,920 --> 01:18:18,200 Speaker 2: gonna leave early what type shit. And I remember being like, 1603 01:18:19,439 --> 01:18:22,639 Speaker 2: I remember being like hurt by that too, type shit. 1604 01:18:23,760 --> 01:18:27,960 Speaker 2: And then he left type shit. And I remember that's 1605 01:18:27,960 --> 01:18:30,719 Speaker 2: when I first started like being like, man, fuck this nigga, 1606 01:18:30,840 --> 01:18:33,479 Speaker 2: like that's my That was my first feeling of life. 1607 01:18:35,520 --> 01:18:36,240 Speaker 1: And my brother. 1608 01:18:36,920 --> 01:18:39,479 Speaker 2: Right, that's when I first started being jealous of my brother, 1609 01:18:40,120 --> 01:18:43,240 Speaker 2: cause I was like, now you ain't seen me in years. 1610 01:18:43,840 --> 01:18:45,920 Speaker 2: You done brought my brother out here and bought him 1611 01:18:45,960 --> 01:18:49,040 Speaker 2: off type shit. You ain't buy me nothing right type shit. 1612 01:18:49,520 --> 01:18:52,720 Speaker 2: So I think that's where that like jealousy like came from. 1613 01:18:53,360 --> 01:18:56,240 Speaker 2: Type shit. But I wish I never did that because 1614 01:18:56,479 --> 01:18:58,680 Speaker 2: we were child with my brother. But I think I 1615 01:18:58,760 --> 01:18:59,479 Speaker 2: couldn't control. 1616 01:18:59,720 --> 01:19:01,719 Speaker 5: No, you're a child, that's like anything. 1617 01:19:01,800 --> 01:19:03,720 Speaker 1: I mean, if you got two kids and you buy 1618 01:19:03,840 --> 01:19:06,720 Speaker 1: one constantly, the other child will become resentful of the 1619 01:19:06,800 --> 01:19:08,960 Speaker 1: child that you buy everything for and the child that 1620 01:19:09,040 --> 01:19:09,800 Speaker 1: you don't get anything. 1621 01:19:09,840 --> 01:19:11,479 Speaker 5: He will resent both the child. 1622 01:19:11,360 --> 01:19:15,519 Speaker 1: And the parent. So it's a natural reaction. Savage. I mean, 1623 01:19:15,600 --> 01:19:18,360 Speaker 1: that was not something that you could consciously like, you 1624 01:19:18,439 --> 01:19:21,080 Speaker 1: know what, it's okay, you know, blah blah, that's not 1625 01:19:21,200 --> 01:19:25,120 Speaker 1: how that's not how a child minds function. But it 1626 01:19:25,240 --> 01:19:29,600 Speaker 1: explains why you have the resentment towards your father and 1627 01:19:29,760 --> 01:19:32,679 Speaker 1: you ended up growing even though it wasn't your brother's fault, 1628 01:19:33,479 --> 01:19:36,360 Speaker 1: but still he was getting gifts and things that you weren't, 1629 01:19:36,840 --> 01:19:39,559 Speaker 1: and so you resented him forgetting things that you couldn't get, 1630 01:19:39,840 --> 01:19:44,920 Speaker 1: and you resented the father forgiving it to it and 1631 01:19:45,040 --> 01:19:47,120 Speaker 1: you the opportunity and that you know, you hear people 1632 01:19:47,120 --> 01:19:49,160 Speaker 1: say all the time, savage, that you know, make sure 1633 01:19:49,200 --> 01:19:51,000 Speaker 1: you tell someone that you love him. You never know 1634 01:19:51,080 --> 01:19:52,960 Speaker 1: when it's going to be the last time, or you 1635 01:19:53,160 --> 01:19:55,479 Speaker 1: might not get an opportunity. And here will you see 1636 01:19:55,520 --> 01:19:59,360 Speaker 1: you sit back in like, man, the feelings that I 1637 01:19:59,520 --> 01:20:02,479 Speaker 1: had to towards him, what I would give to tell him. 1638 01:20:02,400 --> 01:20:04,000 Speaker 5: I love you and I appreciate you. 1639 01:20:04,120 --> 01:20:05,519 Speaker 1: It bro Oh god. 1640 01:20:06,479 --> 01:20:06,679 Speaker 5: Yeah. 1641 01:20:11,280 --> 01:20:15,080 Speaker 1: The type of father that you are I'm assuming, correct 1642 01:20:15,120 --> 01:20:17,240 Speaker 1: me if I'm wrong, is that you want to be 1643 01:20:17,360 --> 01:20:18,960 Speaker 1: everything that your father wasn't. 1644 01:20:19,400 --> 01:20:22,200 Speaker 5: Fact to your son, that your father wasn't to you. 1645 01:20:22,600 --> 01:20:28,240 Speaker 2: Fact. Yeah, but I kind of understand, like with my daddy, 1646 01:20:28,400 --> 01:20:33,160 Speaker 2: likes I don't like I had forgave him for all 1647 01:20:33,240 --> 01:20:35,439 Speaker 2: that shit when I was a child, right. More so, 1648 01:20:35,640 --> 01:20:39,040 Speaker 2: like the reason why we're not talking now is because 1649 01:20:39,160 --> 01:20:41,680 Speaker 2: like shit that he did, like as an adult that 1650 01:20:42,160 --> 01:20:44,840 Speaker 2: just kind of rubbed me the wrong way, right, But 1651 01:20:44,960 --> 01:20:48,840 Speaker 2: like I kind of understand like a child and the 1652 01:20:48,880 --> 01:20:52,840 Speaker 2: whole nother country. You ain't rich, right, But. 1653 01:20:52,920 --> 01:20:57,000 Speaker 1: It was just like time doesn't cost anything though, right, But. 1654 01:20:57,080 --> 01:20:59,719 Speaker 2: It was like other little things, you see what I'm saying. 1655 01:21:00,000 --> 01:21:02,400 Speaker 2: So it's kind of like but now, like with my kids, 1656 01:21:04,040 --> 01:21:06,800 Speaker 2: I be feeling like I don't be doing all the 1657 01:21:06,880 --> 01:21:10,800 Speaker 2: way my job because of my job, right type shit. 1658 01:21:11,520 --> 01:21:13,320 Speaker 2: So I'll be trying to like balance that out, like 1659 01:21:14,520 --> 01:21:18,680 Speaker 2: trying to like it's like you, you you work to 1660 01:21:19,240 --> 01:21:23,920 Speaker 2: receive to gain all the success and all the good ship. 1661 01:21:24,040 --> 01:21:28,240 Speaker 2: But it's like I feel like the best parents, in 1662 01:21:28,400 --> 01:21:32,360 Speaker 2: my opinion, is parents that don't got it all. I 1663 01:21:32,439 --> 01:21:36,240 Speaker 2: feel like broke parents are better than rich parents in 1664 01:21:36,320 --> 01:21:39,320 Speaker 2: my opinion, because when you broke, you got way more 1665 01:21:39,400 --> 01:21:43,120 Speaker 2: time type shit, right, so you there for like a 1666 01:21:43,240 --> 01:21:45,439 Speaker 2: lot of the ship. Like, yeah, gifts and shit matter, 1667 01:21:46,400 --> 01:21:49,280 Speaker 2: but they don't matter at the same time. 1668 01:21:49,360 --> 01:21:52,479 Speaker 1: Sometimes all the kids needs time fast your time fact 1669 01:21:53,560 --> 01:21:57,519 Speaker 1: something that a gift can't replace. Fast we see Yo 1670 01:21:57,640 --> 01:22:00,920 Speaker 1: Gotti lost his brother. Yeah, was coming from was at 1671 01:22:00,960 --> 01:22:04,400 Speaker 1: a funeral and ended up losing end the son. His 1672 01:22:04,560 --> 01:22:07,640 Speaker 1: brother ended up losing his life. Let's say, how do 1673 01:22:07,720 --> 01:22:10,519 Speaker 1: we how do we stop that cycle? Because I heard 1674 01:22:10,600 --> 01:22:12,599 Speaker 1: Rick Ross call and said, bro, let's put the guns down, 1675 01:22:12,680 --> 01:22:16,840 Speaker 1: Let's put the mask down, Let's let's come together, Let's 1676 01:22:16,880 --> 01:22:20,599 Speaker 1: build this, let's build these communities, let's get this paper together, 1677 01:22:21,280 --> 01:22:22,920 Speaker 1: Let's stop this senseless violence. 1678 01:22:26,560 --> 01:22:33,080 Speaker 2: I don't know. I don't think that shit ever would stop. 1679 01:22:33,280 --> 01:22:40,080 Speaker 2: It's just my opinion, like people been killing forever, that 1680 01:22:40,160 --> 01:22:40,960 Speaker 2: shit just life. 1681 01:22:42,000 --> 01:22:44,280 Speaker 5: But what what are they actually killing for? 1682 01:22:48,160 --> 01:22:48,479 Speaker 1: Nothing? 1683 01:22:48,760 --> 01:22:51,280 Speaker 2: But you can't there's nothing that you can kill somebody 1684 01:22:51,360 --> 01:22:52,520 Speaker 2: for that validates. 1685 01:22:52,920 --> 01:22:56,880 Speaker 1: Right, you fight over a territory that doesn't belong to you, 1686 01:22:57,320 --> 01:22:59,599 Speaker 1: that block doesn't belong to you, that belonged to the man. 1687 01:23:00,400 --> 01:23:04,800 Speaker 2: Yeah, but I don't feel like people really fight over 1688 01:23:04,920 --> 01:23:08,400 Speaker 2: blocks no more, Like I think it'd be like shit 1689 01:23:08,479 --> 01:23:13,080 Speaker 2: that people do to each other. Right, Because it's like 1690 01:23:13,120 --> 01:23:14,800 Speaker 2: you could look at it from two points of views. 1691 01:23:14,840 --> 01:23:16,439 Speaker 2: Because when I was younger, I used to look at 1692 01:23:16,479 --> 01:23:20,439 Speaker 2: it from my point of view, But now that I'm older, 1693 01:23:20,479 --> 01:23:22,080 Speaker 2: it's like I look at it from like an older 1694 01:23:22,080 --> 01:23:23,880 Speaker 2: point of view, But when I was younger, it was like, 1695 01:23:26,960 --> 01:23:33,559 Speaker 2: if somebody kill your brother, like, what can stop you from. 1696 01:23:33,479 --> 01:23:34,360 Speaker 1: Wanting to kill they brother? 1697 01:23:34,920 --> 01:23:35,879 Speaker 5: You seeking revenge? 1698 01:23:36,600 --> 01:23:38,200 Speaker 2: Like what can stop you from wanting to do that? 1699 01:23:38,280 --> 01:23:42,080 Speaker 2: You feel what I'm saying? Like then I'd be like, damn, 1700 01:23:42,120 --> 01:23:44,479 Speaker 2: what give like people the right to say when you 1701 01:23:44,560 --> 01:23:46,760 Speaker 2: can kill? Because it's people who, damn that got a 1702 01:23:46,880 --> 01:23:48,920 Speaker 2: license to kill? Who can go they can go kill 1703 01:23:49,000 --> 01:23:53,040 Speaker 2: somebody legally? What's the difference? Like what makes their reason 1704 01:23:53,120 --> 01:23:57,240 Speaker 2: more valid than this young boy who just lost his brother? 1705 01:23:58,880 --> 01:24:01,679 Speaker 2: You feel what I'm saying. So it's like I don't 1706 01:24:01,720 --> 01:24:06,880 Speaker 2: feel like killing. Whatever stopped probably the amount and the 1707 01:24:08,640 --> 01:24:12,479 Speaker 2: how it's happening, and shit can slow down, right, But 1708 01:24:13,720 --> 01:24:16,560 Speaker 2: I feel like, as long as you got life, you 1709 01:24:16,680 --> 01:24:17,479 Speaker 2: got killing. 1710 01:24:18,160 --> 01:24:20,120 Speaker 1: When did you decide that rap was gonna be your 1711 01:24:20,160 --> 01:24:22,160 Speaker 1: way out and you was gonna put that behind you? 1712 01:24:23,640 --> 01:24:25,040 Speaker 1: How old were you when you said you know what, 1713 01:24:26,680 --> 01:24:30,839 Speaker 1: I can do this? I mean, I think fifty fifty 1714 01:24:31,040 --> 01:24:32,639 Speaker 1: was a guy that the end was in the game, 1715 01:24:32,760 --> 01:24:35,639 Speaker 1: ended up getting shot nine times, turned his life around. 1716 01:24:36,360 --> 01:24:38,280 Speaker 1: I don't know if fifty of the role model of yours. 1717 01:24:38,320 --> 01:24:40,240 Speaker 1: I think I read somewhere where you said three six Mafia. 1718 01:24:41,240 --> 01:24:43,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, I liked that they music growing up, but I 1719 01:24:43,400 --> 01:24:46,000 Speaker 2: ain't really know much about three six Mafia, like I 1720 01:24:46,080 --> 01:24:48,880 Speaker 2: knew about Project Pat like his story, I didn't really 1721 01:24:48,960 --> 01:24:52,960 Speaker 2: know about three six Mafia, like as a whole fifty 1722 01:24:53,320 --> 01:24:55,840 Speaker 2: was one thousand percent like I looked it up to 1723 01:24:55,920 --> 01:25:00,320 Speaker 2: him growing up too for show, like because he told 1724 01:25:00,439 --> 01:25:03,160 Speaker 2: his story more than like a lot of other artists. 1725 01:25:03,640 --> 01:25:06,479 Speaker 2: He had a movie and all this type of shit. 1726 01:25:06,560 --> 01:25:09,160 Speaker 2: So right, I knew his story a little more, like 1727 01:25:09,240 --> 01:25:10,920 Speaker 2: I was inspired by his story and shit. 1728 01:25:11,280 --> 01:25:13,920 Speaker 5: So when did you decide to says i'm'a give this 1729 01:25:14,080 --> 01:25:14,559 Speaker 5: rap thing. 1730 01:25:14,479 --> 01:25:18,040 Speaker 2: To try, like after I got shot. Yeah, that's when 1731 01:25:18,080 --> 01:25:21,720 Speaker 2: I really just started like trying to like rap for 1732 01:25:21,840 --> 01:25:24,800 Speaker 2: a Right. I had made songs, playing around and shit 1733 01:25:24,840 --> 01:25:27,519 Speaker 2: with friends, but that's when I started like really like 1734 01:25:27,680 --> 01:25:30,400 Speaker 2: putting my money into it and shit like that. 1735 01:25:30,800 --> 01:25:34,800 Speaker 1: Right, Okay, you meet metro Booming? Yeah, and so that 1736 01:25:35,080 --> 01:25:36,680 Speaker 1: was So how did you meet him and how did 1737 01:25:36,680 --> 01:25:38,160 Speaker 1: you guys become such good friends? 1738 01:25:38,560 --> 01:25:42,519 Speaker 2: I met metro Booming through Key. It's a r Atlanta 1739 01:25:42,600 --> 01:25:46,280 Speaker 2: rapping named Key, and I met Key through Man Man. 1740 01:25:46,680 --> 01:25:50,040 Speaker 2: He a rapper from Atlanta. Too right, and Key used 1741 01:25:50,040 --> 01:25:51,519 Speaker 2: to bring me around Sunny Digital. 1742 01:25:52,160 --> 01:25:54,720 Speaker 5: Nobody had a real name. Huh, everybody got mad Man, they. 1743 01:25:54,720 --> 01:26:12,000 Speaker 2: Kid Oh god right, God damn that used. He used 1744 01:26:12,000 --> 01:26:14,759 Speaker 2: to bring me around Sonny, and Sonny was the man, okay, 1745 01:26:15,280 --> 01:26:17,560 Speaker 2: and then everybody used to be at Sunny House. And 1746 01:26:17,640 --> 01:26:18,760 Speaker 2: then that's how I met Metro. 1747 01:26:19,400 --> 01:26:22,880 Speaker 5: So you Metro up he gave you so did he know? 1748 01:26:23,240 --> 01:26:24,760 Speaker 5: Did he know you rapped at the time? 1749 01:26:24,880 --> 01:26:27,800 Speaker 2: I don't think so. He ain't know me right, But 1750 01:26:27,880 --> 01:26:30,040 Speaker 2: I just walked up on him like, man, I'm savage, bro, 1751 01:26:30,120 --> 01:26:32,640 Speaker 2: I need some beats. I'm finna start rapping. And he 1752 01:26:32,840 --> 01:26:35,439 Speaker 2: fucked around and sent me a couple of beats and 1753 01:26:35,560 --> 01:26:37,280 Speaker 2: I had there like a couple of songs on him 1754 01:26:37,280 --> 01:26:40,839 Speaker 2: and he fucked with him and then we just grew relationship. 1755 01:26:40,439 --> 01:26:44,720 Speaker 5: And it took off from there. Yeah, did did you 1756 01:26:44,960 --> 01:26:46,040 Speaker 5: think or did you know? 1757 01:26:46,760 --> 01:26:51,240 Speaker 2: But really, Sonny, Sonny, my songs were Sonny blew up 1758 01:26:51,320 --> 01:26:54,560 Speaker 2: before my songs with Metro type ship, So it was 1759 01:26:54,600 --> 01:26:57,439 Speaker 2: really me and Sonny was locked in like Metro was 1760 01:26:57,479 --> 01:26:59,920 Speaker 2: giving me beats too, but I was doing like pride 1761 01:27:00,360 --> 01:27:02,400 Speaker 2: was Sonny and shit, Sonny was like showing me how 1762 01:27:02,439 --> 01:27:06,439 Speaker 2: to record like, let me use his house to record 1763 01:27:06,680 --> 01:27:09,360 Speaker 2: and our type of shit, and then me and Metro 1764 01:27:09,560 --> 01:27:12,679 Speaker 2: grew our relationship while all that was going on type shit. 1765 01:27:13,200 --> 01:27:16,840 Speaker 5: Yeah, did you think you could become this? 1766 01:27:19,120 --> 01:27:21,320 Speaker 2: Because I remember I used to like when I had 1767 01:27:21,520 --> 01:27:24,040 Speaker 2: caught my little first little song. I remember I used 1768 01:27:24,080 --> 01:27:26,160 Speaker 2: to be sitting that sunny house, like, man, when the 1769 01:27:26,240 --> 01:27:27,920 Speaker 2: hell are you supposed to start getting show money? 1770 01:27:27,960 --> 01:27:28,080 Speaker 3: Bro? 1771 01:27:28,800 --> 01:27:29,280 Speaker 1: Type shit? 1772 01:27:29,840 --> 01:27:31,559 Speaker 2: And he used to be like, Bro, don't worry, brouh, 1773 01:27:31,560 --> 01:27:33,800 Speaker 2: it's gonna come. Bro. Trust me, Bro, like it's gonna 1774 01:27:33,840 --> 01:27:37,640 Speaker 2: come type shit. I ain't think it'll be like this, 1775 01:27:38,160 --> 01:27:44,360 Speaker 2: not hell no, because back then it was like people 1776 01:27:44,479 --> 01:27:46,439 Speaker 2: was blowing up. But I don't know if people was 1777 01:27:46,479 --> 01:27:50,000 Speaker 2: blowing up that big. I feel like all the people 1778 01:27:50,080 --> 01:27:55,519 Speaker 2: who this big right now, like we all got there 1779 01:27:55,600 --> 01:27:59,479 Speaker 2: around the same time type shit, right, like we ain't 1780 01:27:59,520 --> 01:28:01,639 Speaker 2: have nobody be like what future back then, who. 1781 01:28:01,640 --> 01:28:05,760 Speaker 1: Was just big like that Future says, If young Metro 1782 01:28:05,920 --> 01:28:07,519 Speaker 1: don't trust you, I'm gonna shoot you. 1783 01:28:08,840 --> 01:28:10,360 Speaker 5: I mean, but you look at your guy, I mean, 1784 01:28:10,920 --> 01:28:14,240 Speaker 5: what is it about Atlanta you? Future? 1785 01:28:14,560 --> 01:28:19,800 Speaker 1: Tip Luda, I mean east Side, if you if you 1786 01:28:19,920 --> 01:28:20,839 Speaker 1: in the rap game. 1787 01:28:21,320 --> 01:28:24,400 Speaker 2: I think little Baby, Yeah, I think Atlanta is just 1788 01:28:24,560 --> 01:28:28,320 Speaker 2: like a player city. Like it's just player like we just. 1789 01:28:30,760 --> 01:28:31,160 Speaker 1: I don't know. 1790 01:28:31,280 --> 01:28:33,599 Speaker 2: We just know how to talk, we know how to walk, 1791 01:28:33,880 --> 01:28:39,400 Speaker 2: dress top to women, set trends. It's just something in 1792 01:28:39,479 --> 01:28:40,439 Speaker 2: the I don't know. 1793 01:28:41,080 --> 01:28:43,680 Speaker 1: I had Ti out on the podcast. Tia said, you 1794 01:28:43,800 --> 01:28:46,839 Speaker 1: asking for a million dollars and he said no because 1795 01:28:46,920 --> 01:28:49,200 Speaker 1: he said that I would have to take more from you. 1796 01:28:52,080 --> 01:28:54,759 Speaker 2: Yeah, he was still trying to sign me though. Tia 1797 01:28:54,920 --> 01:29:01,719 Speaker 2: just cheap as hell. But he sent me an offer 1798 01:29:02,760 --> 01:29:05,920 Speaker 2: and my counter offer was I want a million, and 1799 01:29:06,040 --> 01:29:08,280 Speaker 2: he was like, shit, I'm gonna have to take so 1800 01:29:08,439 --> 01:29:11,479 Speaker 2: much from you in return that it ain't even worth. 1801 01:29:11,680 --> 01:29:13,320 Speaker 2: It ain't even gonna be worth the men in the 1802 01:29:13,400 --> 01:29:14,320 Speaker 2: futures type shit. 1803 01:29:15,160 --> 01:29:16,879 Speaker 5: So we actually saved you from yourself. 1804 01:29:17,439 --> 01:29:21,320 Speaker 2: Facts. Yeah, I look up the TI because t I 1805 01:29:21,439 --> 01:29:23,680 Speaker 2: one of them niggas. He rich as a motherfucker, but 1806 01:29:23,800 --> 01:29:27,840 Speaker 2: he tight his hair. That's how he keep that money up. 1807 01:29:28,600 --> 01:29:31,960 Speaker 2: He's smart with his money. I had a planning album 1808 01:29:32,000 --> 01:29:34,519 Speaker 2: before you signed your first deal. Yeah. 1809 01:29:36,840 --> 01:29:39,439 Speaker 1: Yeah, so now you you you're in a very favorable 1810 01:29:39,479 --> 01:29:43,559 Speaker 1: situation because you got you. I mean, it's not necessarily 1811 01:29:43,600 --> 01:29:46,439 Speaker 1: you got to do a bad deal because you already 1812 01:29:46,439 --> 01:29:48,680 Speaker 1: got a platinum album. It's not like a situation you're 1813 01:29:48,720 --> 01:29:50,679 Speaker 1: looking to get signed so you can release an album. 1814 01:29:50,880 --> 01:29:52,000 Speaker 5: You already got the album. 1815 01:29:52,280 --> 01:29:54,719 Speaker 2: Was it platinum up or was it gold? 1816 01:29:55,240 --> 01:29:55,280 Speaker 1: Go? 1817 01:29:57,160 --> 01:29:59,840 Speaker 2: I had platinum singles, yeah, but I had a go 1818 01:30:00,560 --> 01:30:02,880 Speaker 2: right Yeah? But you straight yeah for sure? 1819 01:30:03,360 --> 01:30:05,439 Speaker 5: So it kept so that kept you out of a 1820 01:30:05,520 --> 01:30:07,200 Speaker 5: bad deal, yeah. 1821 01:30:08,280 --> 01:30:10,200 Speaker 2: Because I was like it was like our type of 1822 01:30:10,200 --> 01:30:12,479 Speaker 2: street niggas I was supposed to sign to, had like 1823 01:30:12,560 --> 01:30:15,360 Speaker 2: little labels and shit, right, but some just used to 1824 01:30:15,400 --> 01:30:17,200 Speaker 2: tell me like, man, hell no, I don't take no 1825 01:30:17,439 --> 01:30:21,080 Speaker 2: thirty thousand, don't take no fitty right, Like you're worth 1826 01:30:21,120 --> 01:30:21,599 Speaker 2: more than. 1827 01:30:21,520 --> 01:30:21,960 Speaker 5: That, right. 1828 01:30:22,200 --> 01:30:24,320 Speaker 4: You end up doing a seventy thirty split, right, yeah 1829 01:30:25,479 --> 01:30:28,519 Speaker 4: yeah with Epic right, yeah, that was my first deal. 1830 01:30:29,880 --> 01:30:31,920 Speaker 2: It was like seventy thirty, but like they had like 1831 01:30:32,040 --> 01:30:36,000 Speaker 2: a ten percent distribution feel some shit. Yeah. 1832 01:30:37,360 --> 01:30:38,799 Speaker 5: For what's your take on streaming? 1833 01:30:39,200 --> 01:30:41,080 Speaker 1: I hear Snoop Doggs say, man, look here, man, I'm 1834 01:30:41,080 --> 01:30:43,879 Speaker 1: streaming you stream a billion, and man, you ain't really. 1835 01:30:43,720 --> 01:30:44,320 Speaker 5: Making no money. 1836 01:30:44,360 --> 01:30:46,439 Speaker 1: What's your what's your what's your what's your thoughts on streaming? 1837 01:30:50,000 --> 01:30:52,520 Speaker 2: I think it all depends on how your deal structure 1838 01:30:52,800 --> 01:30:55,880 Speaker 2: because it's some money in streaming money streaming. It's just 1839 01:30:55,960 --> 01:30:59,120 Speaker 2: about like how your deal structure and how much you 1840 01:30:59,240 --> 01:31:02,800 Speaker 2: scream type shit. Well, it seemed to me to we 1841 01:31:02,880 --> 01:31:04,439 Speaker 2: need to be some money in it because my label 1842 01:31:04,520 --> 01:31:05,439 Speaker 2: be giving me some money. 1843 01:31:05,960 --> 01:31:07,880 Speaker 1: Okay, I was about to say, because the way you talk, 1844 01:31:08,000 --> 01:31:09,840 Speaker 1: you talking like you got a structure deal that. 1845 01:31:09,920 --> 01:31:10,439 Speaker 5: You be getting. 1846 01:31:10,880 --> 01:31:13,519 Speaker 2: They gotta be making money because that giving me money. Right, 1847 01:31:14,080 --> 01:31:16,840 Speaker 2: So it's some money in that shit, some real money 1848 01:31:16,880 --> 01:31:17,040 Speaker 2: in it. 1849 01:31:17,240 --> 01:31:19,679 Speaker 1: Let me ask you about your catalog. Future sold his catalog. 1850 01:31:19,720 --> 01:31:21,840 Speaker 1: I think he sold at sixty five seventy five million. 1851 01:31:22,120 --> 01:31:24,080 Speaker 1: Is that something you'd be interested in at some point? 1852 01:31:24,840 --> 01:31:27,880 Speaker 2: Yeah? Probably lay on down the line for sure. Yeah. 1853 01:31:29,200 --> 01:31:32,200 Speaker 2: I only got a couple of albums right now though, Right, 1854 01:31:33,200 --> 01:31:36,639 Speaker 2: but you're gonna stop it on. It depends how much 1855 01:31:37,120 --> 01:31:40,240 Speaker 2: my hustle, how I apply my hustle, right, because shit, 1856 01:31:40,280 --> 01:31:42,759 Speaker 2: I might fuck around and invest in something and become 1857 01:31:42,800 --> 01:31:46,160 Speaker 2: a billionaire and be able to pass my catalog down 1858 01:31:46,200 --> 01:31:48,400 Speaker 2: to my kids. Might not even have to sell my catalog. 1859 01:31:48,560 --> 01:31:55,080 Speaker 1: Right, I'm looking at the exale of Freshman Class Little Easy, Bert, YACHTI, Kodak, 1860 01:31:55,400 --> 01:31:58,639 Speaker 1: Denzel Current, your Herbo, David's Little Dick and Anderson pack 1861 01:31:58,760 --> 01:32:02,080 Speaker 1: designer and you well y'all had licked that year. 1862 01:32:02,360 --> 01:32:05,360 Speaker 2: Yeah for sure, Yeah, y'all have a link. Yeah for 1863 01:32:05,520 --> 01:32:08,360 Speaker 2: sure there was some stars on that cover. 1864 01:32:09,400 --> 01:32:11,760 Speaker 1: Do you do you do you ever sit back in 1865 01:32:11,880 --> 01:32:15,200 Speaker 1: like man, considering what your story of how coming to 1866 01:32:15,880 --> 01:32:18,960 Speaker 1: Atlanta from London or the East Side, your upbringing. 1867 01:32:19,479 --> 01:32:21,040 Speaker 5: There's a lot of things that could have happened that 1868 01:32:21,640 --> 01:32:22,679 Speaker 5: this didn't happen. 1869 01:32:22,960 --> 01:32:27,679 Speaker 1: Do you ever sit back and like, damn, I'm savage? 1870 01:32:27,680 --> 01:32:28,000 Speaker 2: All right? 1871 01:32:28,200 --> 01:32:28,400 Speaker 5: Yeah? 1872 01:32:28,560 --> 01:32:31,720 Speaker 2: Yeah, sometimes yeah, I'd be like I still gotta keep 1873 01:32:31,760 --> 01:32:32,040 Speaker 2: going on. 1874 01:32:32,120 --> 01:32:33,160 Speaker 5: You're still trying to grind. 1875 01:32:33,400 --> 01:32:35,800 Speaker 2: Yeah, but they will be like appreciative that I do 1876 01:32:35,960 --> 01:32:40,040 Speaker 2: sit back and just daydreams sometimes like down this ship 1877 01:32:40,040 --> 01:32:42,639 Speaker 2: could have went this way, this way type shit. 1878 01:32:43,800 --> 01:32:45,560 Speaker 1: You shouldn't have to worry when you buy tickets to 1879 01:32:45,600 --> 01:32:47,760 Speaker 1: your next big event. 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Your new project, American Dream is projected to 1897 01:33:36,840 --> 01:33:41,800 Speaker 1: have your number one album, first album in six years. 1898 01:33:43,880 --> 01:33:46,880 Speaker 1: How much have you grown since your first album? 1899 01:33:47,200 --> 01:33:50,920 Speaker 2: I think my sound just changed, like my beat selection, 1900 01:33:51,439 --> 01:33:56,160 Speaker 2: like just talking about deeper things and just like I 1901 01:33:56,240 --> 01:33:58,439 Speaker 2: feel like I'm just growing up, Like I'm a grown 1902 01:33:58,520 --> 01:34:01,639 Speaker 2: up now, right, Shit, I was like a young nigga 1903 01:34:01,760 --> 01:34:05,040 Speaker 2: when I first came out. I was just saying anything 1904 01:34:05,840 --> 01:34:06,680 Speaker 2: type shit right. 1905 01:34:07,160 --> 01:34:10,519 Speaker 1: Samples on the album? How difficult was it? How difficult 1906 01:34:10,640 --> 01:34:12,760 Speaker 1: was it to clear the samples for some of the. 1907 01:34:12,840 --> 01:34:13,759 Speaker 5: Music that you use. 1908 01:34:15,720 --> 01:34:18,720 Speaker 2: Jam do that my am r she be handling, she'd 1909 01:34:18,720 --> 01:34:21,200 Speaker 2: be on on top of all that shit, so she 1910 01:34:21,280 --> 01:34:23,760 Speaker 2: ain't really come back to me. Like nothing was too 1911 01:34:23,880 --> 01:34:26,760 Speaker 2: hard clear this time. But it do get hard. 1912 01:34:26,840 --> 01:34:30,280 Speaker 1: Sometimes it gets hard because they want to charge more 1913 01:34:30,360 --> 01:34:32,599 Speaker 1: than what you think it's worth, or they just don't 1914 01:34:32,600 --> 01:34:33,560 Speaker 1: want you to sample it. 1915 01:34:33,760 --> 01:34:36,360 Speaker 2: Some people just don't want you to sample that shit, right, 1916 01:34:36,840 --> 01:34:41,320 Speaker 2: Like one of my songs, like they cleared it for 1917 01:34:41,400 --> 01:34:43,560 Speaker 2: the album, but then when it was time for me 1918 01:34:43,640 --> 01:34:48,000 Speaker 2: to do like commercials or like TV performances, they wouldn't 1919 01:34:48,000 --> 01:34:50,640 Speaker 2: clear it. So it was like, damn, I should have 1920 01:34:50,640 --> 01:34:52,479 Speaker 2: just never cleared it for the album in the first place, 1921 01:34:52,520 --> 01:34:55,600 Speaker 2: because now they song big and you can't sing it. 1922 01:34:55,960 --> 01:34:58,760 Speaker 2: I can't really do nothing right everything that I want 1923 01:34:58,800 --> 01:34:59,240 Speaker 2: to do with it. 1924 01:35:00,439 --> 01:35:02,439 Speaker 5: So why would they let you do it for the 1925 01:35:02,520 --> 01:35:04,160 Speaker 5: album but not let you do it commercially? 1926 01:35:05,920 --> 01:35:06,320 Speaker 2: I don't know. 1927 01:35:08,280 --> 01:35:08,479 Speaker 1: Man. 1928 01:35:09,800 --> 01:35:10,600 Speaker 5: Do you ever look and. 1929 01:35:10,640 --> 01:35:15,519 Speaker 1: See like, okay, American Dreams supposed to drop and somebody else, 1930 01:35:15,640 --> 01:35:18,160 Speaker 1: like you know what, like three other artists might be 1931 01:35:18,280 --> 01:35:21,040 Speaker 1: dropping that week. Would you ever move yours up or 1932 01:35:21,040 --> 01:35:23,519 Speaker 1: push yours back or you're like, hey, make the best 1933 01:35:23,560 --> 01:35:26,360 Speaker 1: man win. It depends on who's dropping. 1934 01:35:27,479 --> 01:35:29,120 Speaker 2: Let me keep it all the way real. If it's 1935 01:35:29,160 --> 01:35:32,120 Speaker 2: somebody too big, I'm gonna get up out their way, right, 1936 01:35:32,439 --> 01:35:36,000 Speaker 2: But I'm gonna normally know that before I even right drop, 1937 01:35:36,200 --> 01:35:38,400 Speaker 2: like I'm gonna know, Like you know, all the labels 1938 01:35:38,479 --> 01:35:41,439 Speaker 2: have like a calendar of what be coming out for 1939 01:35:41,520 --> 01:35:44,760 Speaker 2: the most part, right, But yeah, I get about somebody way. 1940 01:35:45,040 --> 01:35:48,080 Speaker 2: But people get up out my way too, though they should. Yeah, 1941 01:35:48,360 --> 01:35:51,439 Speaker 2: I'm looking at this. Are you the best rapper in 1942 01:35:51,479 --> 01:35:55,280 Speaker 2: that twenty sixteen class? I feel like I am right, 1943 01:35:55,560 --> 01:35:57,639 Speaker 2: But I feel like everybody in that class should feel 1944 01:35:57,680 --> 01:36:01,400 Speaker 2: like that is too right. But hell yeah, I feel 1945 01:36:01,439 --> 01:36:02,320 Speaker 2: like I am for sure. 1946 01:36:03,200 --> 01:36:06,120 Speaker 1: Dark Day's song of the album, you would say your 1947 01:36:06,160 --> 01:36:08,880 Speaker 1: gun won't love you back and the block won't hug you. 1948 01:36:08,960 --> 01:36:13,599 Speaker 2: Back that song. Yeah, I really was like in the booth, 1949 01:36:13,760 --> 01:36:20,960 Speaker 2: like talking like to like a younger me, a young 1950 01:36:21,760 --> 01:36:25,080 Speaker 2: man in that same situation type shit. Like I was 1951 01:36:25,160 --> 01:36:30,120 Speaker 2: just like telling them like, yeah, this ship might look cool, 1952 01:36:30,280 --> 01:36:33,240 Speaker 2: but in reality, like this is the truth, Like this 1953 01:36:33,320 --> 01:36:35,200 Speaker 2: is what it really is right here, Like this the 1954 01:36:35,360 --> 01:36:38,880 Speaker 2: real type shit. I was just like talking to him 1955 01:36:38,920 --> 01:36:42,040 Speaker 2: in that way like yeah, you you could say you 1956 01:36:42,160 --> 01:36:44,559 Speaker 2: love that block, but they don't love you it ain't 1957 01:36:44,560 --> 01:36:47,400 Speaker 2: gonna hug you back. You can stay like hug the block. 1958 01:36:47,479 --> 01:36:49,880 Speaker 2: That's like posting on the block all night. It ain't 1959 01:36:49,880 --> 01:36:51,519 Speaker 2: gonna hug you back. You could love your gun, but 1960 01:36:51,640 --> 01:36:56,400 Speaker 2: your gun ain't never gonna love you back. Your friends 1961 01:36:57,800 --> 01:37:01,320 Speaker 2: after your candlelight, dang, ain't nobody gonna come check on 1962 01:37:01,360 --> 01:37:04,000 Speaker 2: your mama like that. That ain't gonna give her nothing. Wow, 1963 01:37:04,320 --> 01:37:07,240 Speaker 2: Like you feel me, Like that's just how shit go 1964 01:37:07,400 --> 01:37:07,640 Speaker 2: for real. 1965 01:37:07,760 --> 01:37:09,960 Speaker 1: You told kids to stay in school, talked about seeing 1966 01:37:10,000 --> 01:37:12,920 Speaker 1: friends take their last breath, talked about crying at night 1967 01:37:12,960 --> 01:37:15,559 Speaker 1: and mama's crying, talked about kids growing up with our 1968 01:37:15,600 --> 01:37:19,720 Speaker 1: fathers said, even though you even thought about suicide, tell 1969 01:37:19,800 --> 01:37:23,560 Speaker 1: the story that don't want people to live. So what 1970 01:37:23,800 --> 01:37:28,519 Speaker 1: is it about that lifestyle that people find so not people, 1971 01:37:28,640 --> 01:37:31,519 Speaker 1: but young men, especially a lot of young men of color, 1972 01:37:31,800 --> 01:37:32,920 Speaker 1: find so fascinating? 1973 01:37:35,320 --> 01:37:41,080 Speaker 2: When you young, you damn it, get rewarded for dumb shit, 1974 01:37:41,400 --> 01:37:43,800 Speaker 2: right like when you're young, But it ain't like a 1975 01:37:43,880 --> 01:37:47,760 Speaker 2: real reward, but it's like you get more attention. I 1976 01:37:47,960 --> 01:37:50,880 Speaker 2: say that, like like when we be growing up, like 1977 01:37:50,920 --> 01:37:52,760 Speaker 2: we don't be getting a lot of attention type shit 1978 01:37:52,840 --> 01:37:58,320 Speaker 2: Like our dad ain't mama always busy type shit. So 1979 01:37:58,520 --> 01:38:00,680 Speaker 2: like when you do bad shit, I told you, like 1980 01:38:00,720 --> 01:38:03,920 Speaker 2: you get a counselor. That was like something cool in school, 1981 01:38:04,040 --> 01:38:06,200 Speaker 2: Like if you had a counselor, like other kids looked 1982 01:38:06,200 --> 01:38:10,600 Speaker 2: at you like like you was something type shit. So 1983 01:38:10,760 --> 01:38:13,479 Speaker 2: it's like it just build up and build up and 1984 01:38:13,520 --> 01:38:16,360 Speaker 2: build up type shit. And you just used to get 1985 01:38:16,479 --> 01:38:19,400 Speaker 2: rewarded for dumb shit or not dumb shit, but like 1986 01:38:19,560 --> 01:38:22,800 Speaker 2: bad shit, right that it's just carry on and then 1987 01:38:22,840 --> 01:38:25,160 Speaker 2: you just before you know that you're a grown man 1988 01:38:26,160 --> 01:38:28,960 Speaker 2: and you just stuck in this shit type shit. 1989 01:38:29,320 --> 01:38:30,800 Speaker 5: But you're one of the one that made it. 1990 01:38:31,320 --> 01:38:33,680 Speaker 1: You got an opportunity to be a grown man, got 1991 01:38:33,720 --> 01:38:37,040 Speaker 1: an opportunity to look back and says, look, made some mistakes. 1992 01:38:37,240 --> 01:38:40,400 Speaker 1: Don't learn, don't make the mistakes that I made. Yeah, 1993 01:38:40,800 --> 01:38:45,960 Speaker 1: you wanted a few, Yeah, blessed. I know a lot 1994 01:38:46,000 --> 01:38:51,639 Speaker 1: of people that didn't. On this album, Young Thug, Young 1995 01:38:51,720 --> 01:38:55,559 Speaker 1: Thug or Thug recorded a pre recorded you still talk 1996 01:38:55,600 --> 01:38:55,960 Speaker 1: to Thug. 1997 01:38:57,840 --> 01:39:01,479 Speaker 2: Yeah, not like that though. Right, we're in the top. 1998 01:39:03,080 --> 01:39:05,760 Speaker 1: The twenty one American Dream. You got a story a 1999 01:39:05,880 --> 01:39:06,599 Speaker 1: movie coming out? 2000 01:39:06,920 --> 01:39:08,000 Speaker 2: No, that was a parody. 2001 01:39:08,680 --> 01:39:11,360 Speaker 1: Okay, do you think your story you think you your 2002 01:39:11,400 --> 01:39:13,440 Speaker 1: story is good enough to be a movie or documentary. 2003 01:39:14,160 --> 01:39:15,759 Speaker 5: You got a very interesting story, savage. 2004 01:39:15,840 --> 01:39:16,720 Speaker 2: You think you think so? 2005 01:39:17,040 --> 01:39:19,960 Speaker 5: I do, because it's the American dream. 2006 01:39:20,080 --> 01:39:22,200 Speaker 1: I mean, think about how many people you hear about 2007 01:39:22,240 --> 01:39:27,360 Speaker 1: this all the time, people migrating to America. And you're 2008 01:39:27,360 --> 01:39:30,280 Speaker 1: an American ex success story, not a whole lot of money, 2009 01:39:30,840 --> 01:39:34,880 Speaker 1: very tough upbringing, single parent. I mean, you had love, 2010 01:39:35,600 --> 01:39:38,840 Speaker 1: and you could have gone down this path, and you 2011 01:39:38,920 --> 01:39:41,160 Speaker 1: went down this path for a period of time, but 2012 01:39:41,280 --> 01:39:43,280 Speaker 1: somehow you come back down the straight and narrow and 2013 01:39:43,360 --> 01:39:48,400 Speaker 1: here we are American love success stories. Why nothing? 2014 01:39:48,760 --> 01:39:52,559 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I feel like it could be one day. 2015 01:39:53,000 --> 01:39:55,400 Speaker 2: They hate on it now though, Why they hate on 2016 01:39:55,439 --> 01:39:57,040 Speaker 2: it because they're gonna be like, what the fuck twenty 2017 01:39:57,080 --> 01:39:59,400 Speaker 2: one is to average? Deserve a story for a movie 2018 01:39:59,479 --> 01:39:59,800 Speaker 2: by him? 2019 01:39:59,840 --> 01:39:59,960 Speaker 3: Right? 2020 01:40:00,240 --> 01:40:02,640 Speaker 2: What he did? Right? You know how they do? 2021 01:40:02,960 --> 01:40:05,679 Speaker 1: You know what? They hate on your relationship with Drake? 2022 01:40:05,760 --> 01:40:07,920 Speaker 1: Why people got why people got beef with Drake? What 2023 01:40:08,080 --> 01:40:09,000 Speaker 1: Drake do to anybody? 2024 01:40:09,080 --> 01:40:09,479 Speaker 2: I don't know. 2025 01:40:11,240 --> 01:40:13,280 Speaker 1: So because you know you gonna get blowback if you 2026 01:40:13,400 --> 01:40:15,160 Speaker 1: cool with Drake. They hate on him, they gonna hit 2027 01:40:15,240 --> 01:40:15,360 Speaker 1: on you. 2028 01:40:15,439 --> 01:40:15,599 Speaker 5: Two. 2029 01:40:15,760 --> 01:40:19,280 Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't know. I fucked with Drake though, Drake 2030 01:40:19,360 --> 01:40:21,240 Speaker 2: my boy, Yeah, you shure? 2031 01:40:21,320 --> 01:40:23,760 Speaker 1: I mean what's not what's not like about the bad? 2032 01:40:23,840 --> 01:40:28,479 Speaker 1: I mean hell everything he touched her? Platinum, damn gold, platinum, God, 2033 01:40:30,160 --> 01:40:30,719 Speaker 1: oh god. 2034 01:40:31,280 --> 01:40:31,479 Speaker 5: Yeah. 2035 01:40:32,840 --> 01:40:35,080 Speaker 1: Do you think people are envious of your relationship because 2036 01:40:35,240 --> 01:40:38,400 Speaker 1: obviously it's not like he I don't I wouldn't say that. 2037 01:40:38,479 --> 01:40:40,559 Speaker 5: He doesn't mess with a whole lot of people. 2038 01:40:40,600 --> 01:40:42,519 Speaker 1: But he seems to have it very You and he 2039 01:40:42,920 --> 01:40:45,719 Speaker 1: seem to have a very special relationship, and sometimes people 2040 01:40:45,800 --> 01:40:46,640 Speaker 1: get envious of that. 2041 01:40:48,240 --> 01:40:50,000 Speaker 5: They want what you have, what. 2042 01:40:50,120 --> 01:40:52,400 Speaker 2: You feel like a man is if he's jealous of 2043 01:40:53,800 --> 01:40:56,840 Speaker 2: how cool two other men are? What you what you think? 2044 01:40:56,960 --> 01:40:57,400 Speaker 1: What you think? 2045 01:40:57,479 --> 01:40:59,040 Speaker 2: That is what you would look at like that Like 2046 01:40:59,160 --> 01:41:02,000 Speaker 2: if somebody said I don't like how Steve and they 2047 01:41:04,800 --> 01:41:07,519 Speaker 2: how that will make you feel what you a look. 2048 01:41:07,439 --> 01:41:10,120 Speaker 5: At that like that's some hate mass you know what? 2049 01:41:11,280 --> 01:41:11,400 Speaker 1: Right? 2050 01:41:11,560 --> 01:41:12,120 Speaker 5: Because it is. 2051 01:41:12,240 --> 01:41:14,679 Speaker 1: But what what you have to understand, and I'm learning 2052 01:41:14,760 --> 01:41:20,040 Speaker 1: this Savage, is that as you rise, the plaws are gonna. 2053 01:41:19,800 --> 01:41:21,800 Speaker 5: Come be sore. Is the hating and the criticism. 2054 01:41:22,320 --> 01:41:24,320 Speaker 1: So if you're not willing to accept the plaus and 2055 01:41:24,360 --> 01:41:27,880 Speaker 1: the elagulation that comes along with the rise, you might 2056 01:41:27,920 --> 01:41:31,840 Speaker 1: as well get off because the hate and the criticism coming. Yeah, yeah, 2057 01:41:32,000 --> 01:41:34,040 Speaker 1: and that's a part of it. And you just have 2058 01:41:34,160 --> 01:41:37,160 Speaker 1: to accept that. And and that can't the the the 2059 01:41:37,439 --> 01:41:40,640 Speaker 1: hate and the criticism, It can't drown out the applause 2060 01:41:40,680 --> 01:41:45,880 Speaker 1: and the adulation, right, what adulation means applause, the praise, 2061 01:41:46,400 --> 01:41:50,240 Speaker 1: the Grammys, the man Savage, you hear Savage album? Man 2062 01:41:50,479 --> 01:41:53,559 Speaker 1: if savage? Man, I don't if what that do like that? Man? 2063 01:41:53,640 --> 01:41:54,240 Speaker 5: He ain't like that? 2064 01:41:54,600 --> 01:41:58,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, you know that's you know that's coming. Yeah, but 2065 01:41:58,960 --> 01:42:02,360 Speaker 1: see everybody, everybody see as long as you like here 2066 01:42:02,600 --> 01:42:05,200 Speaker 1: and everybody's here with you, we cool Savage. 2067 01:42:05,479 --> 01:42:06,560 Speaker 5: But now the hold on that. 2068 01:42:06,760 --> 01:42:08,960 Speaker 1: Don't you go here because if I can't go here 2069 01:42:09,000 --> 01:42:11,160 Speaker 1: with you, I'm gonna start hating on you. Now if 2070 01:42:11,160 --> 01:42:13,560 Speaker 1: you get here, now, I gotta say some stuff that 2071 01:42:13,680 --> 01:42:15,800 Speaker 1: might not even be true, right because I don't want 2072 01:42:15,800 --> 01:42:17,240 Speaker 1: people to like you more than they like me. 2073 01:42:17,479 --> 01:42:19,479 Speaker 2: I ain't never been like that, though, I know you not, 2074 01:42:19,760 --> 01:42:21,679 Speaker 2: but there are a lot of people that are. Yeah, 2075 01:42:22,200 --> 01:42:24,680 Speaker 2: I wonder why, though, Like what make you be like that? 2076 01:42:24,880 --> 01:42:27,600 Speaker 2: Like I always look at it like shit, that's just 2077 01:42:27,920 --> 01:42:28,240 Speaker 2: just like me. 2078 01:42:28,360 --> 01:42:29,000 Speaker 1: Hainting on Drake. 2079 01:42:30,000 --> 01:42:32,320 Speaker 5: Yeah, I'm trying to get there, right, I. 2080 01:42:32,360 --> 01:42:34,840 Speaker 2: Look at it like inspiration, Like shit, I'm working. 2081 01:42:35,000 --> 01:42:37,479 Speaker 1: That's see. That's how I look at it. I look 2082 01:42:37,520 --> 01:42:40,439 Speaker 1: at anybody that's done something. What it's been done once? Hello, 2083 01:42:40,479 --> 01:42:42,920 Speaker 1: can be done again? So if Drake their hell, why 2084 01:42:42,960 --> 01:42:43,680 Speaker 1: can't I get there? 2085 01:42:44,000 --> 01:42:44,200 Speaker 2: See? 2086 01:42:44,240 --> 01:42:45,080 Speaker 5: That's how I looked at it. 2087 01:42:45,120 --> 01:42:46,800 Speaker 1: When I saw steven A and I see guys that 2088 01:42:46,960 --> 01:42:49,320 Speaker 1: Charles Markling things like that, I was like, I'm not 2089 01:42:49,439 --> 01:42:51,080 Speaker 1: hating on them. I was like, I can do that. 2090 01:42:51,280 --> 01:42:53,040 Speaker 1: Let me see, let me get on my grind. Yeah, 2091 01:42:54,479 --> 01:42:57,400 Speaker 1: but that's not how we are. We're not wired like that, right, 2092 01:42:58,200 --> 01:43:02,040 Speaker 1: And it's sad. The tour aspect, what do you what 2093 01:43:02,120 --> 01:43:03,920 Speaker 1: do you like? What do you like most about touring? 2094 01:43:04,320 --> 01:43:12,280 Speaker 1: And touring with Drake? The money, lots of it come 2095 01:43:12,360 --> 01:43:12,679 Speaker 1: with Drake. 2096 01:43:15,000 --> 01:43:18,120 Speaker 2: That ship just com period to reach a certain level 2097 01:43:18,840 --> 01:43:21,160 Speaker 2: because ship, Drake ain't finna pay you none. That gin't 2098 01:43:21,200 --> 01:43:23,880 Speaker 2: worth right. You ain't like he's just paying you because 2099 01:43:23,880 --> 01:43:27,040 Speaker 2: you're his friend. Hell no, they paying you your fee. 2100 01:43:28,280 --> 01:43:30,040 Speaker 5: Man. It makes me get thinking I should have started 2101 01:43:30,080 --> 01:43:33,200 Speaker 5: rapping instead of playing. Then I got you what hell? 2102 01:43:33,560 --> 01:43:34,960 Speaker 5: What a fifty five year old gonna. 2103 01:43:34,800 --> 01:43:35,679 Speaker 1: Rap about ship? 2104 01:43:35,800 --> 01:43:39,800 Speaker 2: Rap about goddamn everything, everything you're going through. It's some 2105 01:43:39,920 --> 01:43:43,200 Speaker 2: fifty five year olds that goddamn can relate. It's a 2106 01:43:43,280 --> 01:43:45,680 Speaker 2: lot Google how many fifty five year old men it 2107 01:43:45,840 --> 01:43:46,400 Speaker 2: is in the world. 2108 01:43:46,640 --> 01:43:50,120 Speaker 1: That's a bunch of them all right, then, Nah, you 2109 01:43:50,160 --> 01:43:51,040 Speaker 1: ain't for to get me out there? 2110 01:43:51,080 --> 01:43:54,160 Speaker 2: He be at that, get some screaming money and then 2111 01:43:54,240 --> 01:43:55,559 Speaker 2: tell me of streaming pay a night. 2112 01:44:00,120 --> 01:44:01,759 Speaker 5: Whats it like touring outside the country. 2113 01:44:02,320 --> 01:44:05,840 Speaker 2: It's different because they got It's like they love, they 2114 01:44:05,920 --> 01:44:06,519 Speaker 2: love hard. 2115 01:44:06,800 --> 01:44:08,680 Speaker 1: They might not even speak English, but they can sing 2116 01:44:08,800 --> 01:44:10,080 Speaker 1: every word that you be saying. 2117 01:44:10,320 --> 01:44:13,880 Speaker 2: Yeah, that shit crazy. I ain't never got loved like 2118 01:44:13,960 --> 01:44:18,160 Speaker 2: that before, really I I have. But I think it's 2119 01:44:18,240 --> 01:44:20,840 Speaker 2: just different because they don't see you as often. They 2120 01:44:20,960 --> 01:44:23,160 Speaker 2: appreciate you more, right type shit. 2121 01:44:23,920 --> 01:44:26,639 Speaker 5: Yeah, So you love so you love going you love. 2122 01:44:26,720 --> 01:44:28,479 Speaker 1: I mean it's not like you you don't love touring 2123 01:44:28,520 --> 01:44:30,439 Speaker 1: the States, but you love going out of the country 2124 01:44:30,720 --> 01:44:31,840 Speaker 1: because they give you love. 2125 01:44:32,360 --> 01:44:35,120 Speaker 2: Like, But I think it might be different from me 2126 01:44:35,240 --> 01:44:39,320 Speaker 2: because remember I couldn't travel for so long, Like my 2127 01:44:39,479 --> 01:44:41,960 Speaker 2: first time ever performing out the country was a couple 2128 01:44:42,040 --> 01:44:42,639 Speaker 2: months ago. 2129 01:44:42,680 --> 01:44:45,800 Speaker 5: Right, because you couldn't leave because of situation. 2130 01:44:45,520 --> 01:44:48,760 Speaker 2: Right, So I think it was like anticipated for me 2131 01:44:48,920 --> 01:44:53,120 Speaker 2: a lot. But shit, every soul showed out. They were 2132 01:44:53,160 --> 01:44:56,680 Speaker 2: showing love like a motherfucker, like screaming every song, like 2133 01:44:57,160 --> 01:44:59,000 Speaker 2: songs that I wasn't even expecting them to know. 2134 01:44:59,200 --> 01:45:01,000 Speaker 1: They know everyone every word. 2135 01:45:01,200 --> 01:45:02,240 Speaker 2: Yeah, that shit was great. 2136 01:45:02,320 --> 01:45:04,960 Speaker 1: Let me ask you this, would you ever experiment with 2137 01:45:05,080 --> 01:45:06,240 Speaker 1: your sound like Drake did? 2138 01:45:08,720 --> 01:45:08,920 Speaker 5: Yeah? 2139 01:45:09,280 --> 01:45:14,400 Speaker 2: Right? Not once I get to Drake level. You got 2140 01:45:14,560 --> 01:45:17,080 Speaker 2: you gotta be big as hell to experiment, yecause you 2141 01:45:17,160 --> 01:45:20,640 Speaker 2: could experiment and that ship in your career, right, but 2142 01:45:21,240 --> 01:45:24,160 Speaker 2: so you got to have like the leverage to do that, 2143 01:45:24,439 --> 01:45:25,280 Speaker 2: right type shit. 2144 01:45:25,960 --> 01:45:28,120 Speaker 1: But right now you love you love the savage sound 2145 01:45:28,200 --> 01:45:31,479 Speaker 1: right now, that's working, right now, it's booming. You sold 2146 01:45:31,520 --> 01:45:34,640 Speaker 1: out your album number one, you go platinum. 2147 01:45:35,160 --> 01:45:39,479 Speaker 2: I'm just slowly like evolving like type shit, like piece 2148 01:45:39,560 --> 01:45:41,200 Speaker 2: by piece, Like I ain't finna just jump out the 2149 01:45:41,240 --> 01:45:43,840 Speaker 2: window and just make no whole different shit, right, But 2150 01:45:43,960 --> 01:45:45,960 Speaker 2: I give you like little bits and pieces of it 2151 01:45:46,439 --> 01:45:46,840 Speaker 2: as I go. 2152 01:45:47,760 --> 01:45:48,519 Speaker 5: You like R and B? 2153 01:45:48,880 --> 01:45:51,680 Speaker 1: Would you ever do an R and B album with 2154 01:45:51,880 --> 01:45:53,040 Speaker 1: me singing? Yeah? 2155 01:45:53,880 --> 01:45:57,280 Speaker 2: Heah, I had to go get a vocal coach. 2156 01:45:58,280 --> 01:45:59,040 Speaker 1: I love R and B. 2157 01:45:59,160 --> 01:46:00,960 Speaker 2: Though I listened to that ship more than anything. I 2158 01:46:01,000 --> 01:46:01,680 Speaker 2: don't even listen to. 2159 01:46:01,720 --> 01:46:02,200 Speaker 1: Rap like that. 2160 01:46:02,880 --> 01:46:04,360 Speaker 5: Okay, you like R and B. 2161 01:46:04,960 --> 01:46:07,559 Speaker 1: Give me your Mount Rushmore R and B artist, if 2162 01:46:07,600 --> 01:46:09,880 Speaker 1: you you got, you got, give me your top five 2163 01:46:10,120 --> 01:46:10,840 Speaker 1: R and B artists. 2164 01:46:11,320 --> 01:46:14,320 Speaker 2: Can they just artists or group? Can it be either? 2165 01:46:14,400 --> 01:46:16,960 Speaker 5: Or it could be either. It's your listen all right. 2166 01:46:20,360 --> 01:46:22,320 Speaker 2: Mount Rushmore ain't in order needed. 2167 01:46:22,280 --> 01:46:25,120 Speaker 1: No, no, no, no, Now my Rushmore is only four, 2168 01:46:25,120 --> 01:46:26,160 Speaker 1: but I'm gonna make it easier. 2169 01:46:26,200 --> 01:46:27,600 Speaker 5: You're gonna let you get five. I'm gonna let you. 2170 01:46:27,600 --> 01:46:34,560 Speaker 7: Get five, all right, Usher, Okay, I love s w 2171 01:46:34,720 --> 01:46:40,759 Speaker 7: Uv Okay, Beyonce, Okay, the boy who in jail. 2172 01:46:44,280 --> 01:46:52,120 Speaker 2: And five tough Man number five tough. I ain't gonna lie. 2173 01:46:52,120 --> 01:46:56,320 Speaker 2: I love Monica, Monica. But then like you got married 2174 01:46:56,400 --> 01:47:01,960 Speaker 2: j Blith, Yeah, yeah, yeah, you got God damn because 2175 01:47:02,000 --> 01:47:03,519 Speaker 2: the Isley Brothers got some ship. 2176 01:47:03,760 --> 01:47:04,160 Speaker 1: For sure. 2177 01:47:04,920 --> 01:47:07,920 Speaker 2: There's so many other ones, but them probably who I 2178 01:47:08,000 --> 01:47:11,160 Speaker 2: listened to the most, right, What your mount worth? Marby 2179 01:47:11,520 --> 01:47:11,800 Speaker 2: R and B? 2180 01:47:12,560 --> 01:47:15,519 Speaker 1: Well, Usher, that definitely got to be on there. Usher 2181 01:47:16,080 --> 01:47:27,320 Speaker 1: for me, I would say, Usher, Mary j Uh James Brown. 2182 01:47:29,320 --> 01:47:31,640 Speaker 5: I would probably know that's so Marvin. 2183 01:47:31,360 --> 01:47:35,360 Speaker 2: Gaye James Brown. So yeah, you want to put him 2184 01:47:35,360 --> 01:47:35,840 Speaker 2: in R and B. 2185 01:47:37,200 --> 01:47:41,679 Speaker 1: No, I wouldn't either know, probably Marvin Gaye. I guess 2186 01:47:41,840 --> 01:47:44,080 Speaker 1: looke for me. I love Luther, but you can't go 2187 01:47:44,160 --> 01:47:45,360 Speaker 1: wrong with Kenny Lattimore either. 2188 01:47:46,160 --> 01:47:47,320 Speaker 2: I don't know Kenny Lattimer. 2189 01:47:47,479 --> 01:47:48,679 Speaker 5: Yeah, he a little bit for your time. 2190 01:47:48,840 --> 01:47:51,320 Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, but you know, but you know, but you 2191 01:47:51,400 --> 01:47:52,400 Speaker 1: know Luther right, Yeah? 2192 01:47:53,600 --> 01:47:55,040 Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah for sure. 2193 01:47:56,240 --> 01:47:58,960 Speaker 1: So would you like Let's just say you want to 2194 01:47:59,000 --> 01:48:01,840 Speaker 1: do an R and B album? Who who is? 2195 01:48:03,120 --> 01:48:04,439 Speaker 5: And you can't pick Beyonce. 2196 01:48:06,120 --> 01:48:08,280 Speaker 1: I can't be down, heir, because I know you're gonna 2197 01:48:08,320 --> 01:48:10,920 Speaker 1: be because because you know you're gonna pick me on. 2198 01:48:11,400 --> 01:48:13,880 Speaker 1: You can't pick Beyonce. Who who jumping on the track 2199 01:48:13,960 --> 01:48:17,880 Speaker 1: with you? It's one person? Yeah, for the whole album 2200 01:48:18,760 --> 01:48:20,760 Speaker 1: you have no you know what, I'm gonna let you do. 2201 01:48:20,840 --> 01:48:22,320 Speaker 1: Feature you can have, you can have as many as 2202 01:48:22,320 --> 01:48:26,000 Speaker 1: you won't. I'm I'm gonna let you have. I'll let 2203 01:48:26,000 --> 01:48:26,639 Speaker 1: you have Beyonce. 2204 01:48:27,080 --> 01:48:31,240 Speaker 2: Beyonce. You gonna do a track, Beyonce, go do a track, Beyonce, 2205 01:48:31,400 --> 01:48:35,640 Speaker 2: gonna do another track? That's too I'm gonna just get 2206 01:48:35,680 --> 01:48:48,000 Speaker 2: this from Beyonce. Sama Walker Okay, that girl she hard 2207 01:48:48,040 --> 01:48:50,240 Speaker 2: as a motherfucker. Coco Jones. 2208 01:48:52,240 --> 01:48:54,400 Speaker 5: Her Okay, I like her. 2209 01:48:54,600 --> 01:49:00,200 Speaker 2: I'm gonna go get a funt wherever he at, gonna 2210 01:49:00,200 --> 01:49:02,920 Speaker 2: gon get the funt. We're gonna get the boy Joe. Yeah, okay, 2211 01:49:03,040 --> 01:49:05,880 Speaker 2: we're gonna see what Joe at Well, you're. 2212 01:49:05,800 --> 01:49:07,599 Speaker 1: Able to put if you go get what about Casey 2213 01:49:07,640 --> 01:49:09,160 Speaker 1: and Jojo, You're gonna putting them on your R and B. 2214 01:49:09,760 --> 01:49:13,280 Speaker 2: They be stinging still, they still say, yeah, Casey and Jojo, 2215 01:49:14,000 --> 01:49:16,800 Speaker 2: I'm gonna go get jagged edged man, you go a 2216 01:49:16,880 --> 01:49:21,040 Speaker 2: wave far bad, bring them back together. I'm gonna go 2217 01:49:21,160 --> 01:49:27,639 Speaker 2: get sw V okay to come back out. I love 2218 01:49:28,280 --> 01:49:31,599 Speaker 2: cut close. If they still somewhere saying I get cut close, 2219 01:49:31,720 --> 01:49:35,519 Speaker 2: I get SAMO two to come back okay. Yeah see, 2220 01:49:35,520 --> 01:49:37,720 Speaker 2: I'm gonna have our type of ship on my ship. Right. 2221 01:49:38,320 --> 01:49:41,760 Speaker 2: I probably make the hardest collaboration n the album of 2222 01:49:41,840 --> 01:49:44,680 Speaker 2: our time if I could just get autumn artists right o. 2223 01:49:44,880 --> 01:49:47,120 Speaker 1: God, Yeah, it's gonna call you a lot though. 2224 01:49:47,439 --> 01:49:48,840 Speaker 2: Ships. All right, we're gonna scream. 2225 01:49:54,600 --> 01:49:56,160 Speaker 5: How did it feel to help ja Cob When it's 2226 01:49:56,200 --> 01:49:56,639 Speaker 5: with Grammy? 2227 01:49:57,720 --> 01:49:59,400 Speaker 2: I think we helped each other. I don't think I 2228 01:49:59,560 --> 01:50:01,680 Speaker 2: just helped him. I think we helped you. Shut it 2229 01:50:01,840 --> 01:50:04,720 Speaker 2: felt good ship. That was my first Grammy too, ain't 2230 01:50:04,800 --> 01:50:06,840 Speaker 2: like I just had ten Grammys and I just gave 2231 01:50:06,920 --> 01:50:09,720 Speaker 2: him a Grammar. We won that motherfucker. At the same time, 2232 01:50:10,240 --> 01:50:11,639 Speaker 2: I wouldn't have got it without him. 2233 01:50:11,720 --> 01:50:14,320 Speaker 5: Right, So what so what was that? What was that feeling? 2234 01:50:14,479 --> 01:50:16,880 Speaker 1: Like You're sitting in there, Okay, you're getting nominated. Obviously, 2235 01:50:16,960 --> 01:50:20,240 Speaker 1: it's a huge accomplishment just to get nominated. Everybody said, oh, 2236 01:50:20,280 --> 01:50:21,640 Speaker 1: you know, I don't even care if I win, as 2237 01:50:21,680 --> 01:50:22,639 Speaker 1: long as I'm nominated. 2238 01:50:22,680 --> 01:50:24,120 Speaker 5: Bull dyve you nominated? 2239 01:50:24,200 --> 01:50:26,760 Speaker 1: You want to win? Okay, So you sitting there and 2240 01:50:26,920 --> 01:50:31,960 Speaker 1: the Grammy four goes to and they called j Colen 2241 01:50:31,960 --> 01:50:33,720 Speaker 1: twenty one, Sava, what goes through your man? 2242 01:50:34,479 --> 01:50:36,559 Speaker 2: I was sad that day because that was the day 2243 01:50:36,680 --> 01:50:40,880 Speaker 2: Kobe died. Oh so I was kind of sad that day. 2244 01:50:41,040 --> 01:50:44,599 Speaker 2: And then like they my award wasn't announced in the Grammys. 2245 01:50:44,680 --> 01:50:46,320 Speaker 2: I knew I wanted before we got there. 2246 01:50:47,200 --> 01:50:49,200 Speaker 5: At that climatic, it was like one of them like 2247 01:50:49,400 --> 01:50:50,160 Speaker 5: pre announced. 2248 01:50:50,240 --> 01:50:53,040 Speaker 1: Yeah yeah you want to hear you want to? 2249 01:50:53,080 --> 01:50:54,320 Speaker 5: Hey, I want to I would. 2250 01:50:54,520 --> 01:50:59,280 Speaker 2: Want to get up here, yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, god, 2251 01:50:59,680 --> 01:51:01,320 Speaker 2: but yeah, that was the day Kobe dot so. 2252 01:51:02,160 --> 01:51:05,960 Speaker 1: Like good a sweet. So when you do a collab 2253 01:51:06,080 --> 01:51:10,200 Speaker 1: with Jacob Yeah, for sure. It seems like you're like, look, 2254 01:51:10,240 --> 01:51:12,960 Speaker 1: you wanted these you want of these artists that hey 2255 01:51:13,080 --> 01:51:17,920 Speaker 1: you collab off set Jacole Drake, You don't seem to 2256 01:51:17,960 --> 01:51:18,600 Speaker 1: have no beef with. 2257 01:51:18,640 --> 01:51:19,320 Speaker 5: None of the artists. 2258 01:51:20,600 --> 01:51:23,800 Speaker 2: Because I feel like I feel like life is bigger 2259 01:51:23,880 --> 01:51:25,640 Speaker 2: than like that type shit. I feel like we are 2260 01:51:25,760 --> 01:51:29,439 Speaker 2: blessed to be in these predicaments and positions and shit, 2261 01:51:29,800 --> 01:51:32,840 Speaker 2: because I feel like we'll be doing the people of 2262 01:51:33,000 --> 01:51:37,000 Speaker 2: injustice by not giving them that right type shit. Like 2263 01:51:37,160 --> 01:51:39,280 Speaker 2: back in the day, you don't remember, like everybody used 2264 01:51:39,280 --> 01:51:42,559 Speaker 2: to be in everybody video. It was more like unity 2265 01:51:43,000 --> 01:51:49,080 Speaker 2: because we was all coming from we were spoiled. Now 2266 01:51:49,600 --> 01:51:53,400 Speaker 2: artists today is spoiled because of how far music has went. 2267 01:51:54,320 --> 01:51:57,920 Speaker 2: Back in the day, it was like it was harder 2268 01:51:58,000 --> 01:52:00,840 Speaker 2: to get on, so they was more appreciative. By the 2269 01:52:00,960 --> 01:52:04,960 Speaker 2: time they got they start getting they shit together, you 2270 01:52:05,000 --> 01:52:06,800 Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, So they all stuck together a 2271 01:52:06,840 --> 01:52:07,240 Speaker 2: little more. 2272 01:52:07,320 --> 01:52:08,439 Speaker 1: Yo, we had that. 2273 01:52:08,640 --> 01:52:11,120 Speaker 2: That's why I feel like beefs were so big back then, 2274 01:52:11,280 --> 01:52:14,360 Speaker 2: right cause it was like more rare. Now like everybody be. 2275 01:52:14,439 --> 01:52:17,719 Speaker 1: Got everybody beefing so type shit, but they really beefing 2276 01:52:17,840 --> 01:52:19,720 Speaker 1: or they try to they trying to get some publicity. 2277 01:52:20,439 --> 01:52:21,439 Speaker 2: It be half and half. 2278 01:52:21,560 --> 01:52:23,200 Speaker 5: Okay, Yeah, i'm'a put you on. 2279 01:52:23,200 --> 01:52:24,439 Speaker 1: I got a tough on it for you right now, 2280 01:52:24,840 --> 01:52:26,880 Speaker 1: give me your top five Atlanta rappers. 2281 01:52:27,880 --> 01:52:36,080 Speaker 2: Without meet without you, i'm'a go future, okay, t I okay. 2282 01:52:37,080 --> 01:52:37,880 Speaker 1: Gucci. 2283 01:52:39,240 --> 01:52:44,240 Speaker 2: Outcast and Young Thug Okay. 2284 01:52:45,400 --> 01:52:45,880 Speaker 5: I'm sorry. 2285 01:52:46,000 --> 01:52:55,920 Speaker 1: Luda Jeeze y'all made my top five, but that's damn 2286 01:52:56,240 --> 01:53:00,320 Speaker 1: Migos Thug Yady out Yeah, baby help sorry. 2287 01:53:00,400 --> 01:53:02,639 Speaker 2: See, you can't do no Atlanta top five. 2288 01:53:02,840 --> 01:53:03,320 Speaker 1: You can. 2289 01:53:03,720 --> 01:53:07,720 Speaker 2: You gotta do Atlanta Top twenty. No, nope, we got 2290 01:53:07,800 --> 01:53:08,840 Speaker 2: too many greats. 2291 01:53:08,640 --> 01:53:10,479 Speaker 1: Nah, because I have to let you put everybody up 2292 01:53:10,479 --> 01:53:13,680 Speaker 1: in there. So when they see that, I like. 2293 01:53:13,760 --> 01:53:15,720 Speaker 2: My five, them niggas ain't gonna put me in they 2294 01:53:15,800 --> 01:53:22,439 Speaker 2: top five anyway. Hell Nah, they gonna say current current 2295 01:53:22,520 --> 01:53:23,240 Speaker 2: all time. 2296 01:53:24,479 --> 01:53:26,519 Speaker 1: So what what what type of influence the Gucci have 2297 01:53:26,600 --> 01:53:28,479 Speaker 1: on you? You say you saw Gucci at Miss Wingers 2298 01:53:29,120 --> 01:53:29,960 Speaker 1: very very early on. 2299 01:53:30,880 --> 01:53:33,600 Speaker 2: I'm gonna keep it real, like growing up on the 2300 01:53:33,680 --> 01:53:37,080 Speaker 2: East Side, bro, Gucci made me hate Young Jeezy as 2301 01:53:37,120 --> 01:53:40,519 Speaker 2: a child, right the head go to the head, Yeah, 2302 01:53:40,600 --> 01:53:44,280 Speaker 2: like I used to really be like man, fuck Jesus, right, 2303 01:53:44,479 --> 01:53:48,639 Speaker 2: from the east Side nigga Gucci type shit. Oh god, 2304 01:53:48,720 --> 01:53:51,280 Speaker 2: Gucci had a big impact, like Butchu was the one, 2305 01:53:51,479 --> 01:53:54,280 Speaker 2: like and he was like he put that ship on 2306 01:53:54,400 --> 01:53:56,400 Speaker 2: the map, like let it be know, like the east 2307 01:53:56,479 --> 01:53:57,240 Speaker 2: Side type ship. 2308 01:53:57,920 --> 01:53:59,880 Speaker 1: Are you big in the gifts? Do you buy a 2309 01:54:00,120 --> 01:54:04,000 Speaker 1: the other I saw Drake? Uh about Thug or Ferrari? 2310 01:54:04,400 --> 01:54:06,360 Speaker 1: Are you big in to buy other artists gifts that 2311 01:54:06,520 --> 01:54:10,479 Speaker 1: jump on your album and it blow it up? Yeah? 2312 01:54:10,479 --> 01:54:12,600 Speaker 2: We be buying about Drake some ship. He bought me 2313 01:54:12,680 --> 01:54:15,360 Speaker 2: some ship about thug ship. He bought me ship like 2314 01:54:15,479 --> 01:54:18,920 Speaker 2: people that I fucked with in Metro. I just don't 2315 01:54:19,000 --> 01:54:20,680 Speaker 2: do ship for the internet, so like. 2316 01:54:22,240 --> 01:54:23,880 Speaker 5: You do stuff and don't nobody know about it. 2317 01:54:24,320 --> 01:54:25,840 Speaker 2: But a nigga might have a chain on that I 2318 01:54:25,920 --> 01:54:28,400 Speaker 2: bought him. You will never know because I ain't finna 2319 01:54:28,479 --> 01:54:32,680 Speaker 2: like be like bro type ship. 2320 01:54:33,520 --> 01:54:38,040 Speaker 1: Were you old enough to remember freak nick Yeah, like 2321 01:54:38,080 --> 01:54:38,320 Speaker 1: that one. 2322 01:54:38,920 --> 01:54:42,080 Speaker 2: I don't remember being there. I just remember traffic. I 2323 01:54:42,320 --> 01:54:44,880 Speaker 2: can't go nowhere, nope. Type ship. 2324 01:54:45,160 --> 01:54:46,320 Speaker 5: It was real nice though, but. 2325 01:54:46,360 --> 01:54:48,000 Speaker 2: You gotta come to my free You've been you know, 2326 01:54:48,040 --> 01:54:49,160 Speaker 2: I been throwing freaknekt too. 2327 01:54:49,440 --> 01:54:50,520 Speaker 5: You threw what hold on? 2328 01:54:50,600 --> 01:54:50,840 Speaker 2: What time? 2329 01:54:50,840 --> 01:54:51,080 Speaker 1: About? 2330 01:54:51,080 --> 01:54:53,000 Speaker 2: What going on on my birthday. 2331 01:54:53,480 --> 01:54:55,480 Speaker 1: When when is this October? 2332 01:54:56,400 --> 01:54:56,600 Speaker 7: Man? 2333 01:54:59,400 --> 01:55:01,400 Speaker 2: Man, we have like how many people was out there? 2334 01:55:01,480 --> 01:55:07,280 Speaker 2: Like seven thousand people? Yeah, downtown at the underground we 2335 01:55:07,400 --> 01:55:09,360 Speaker 2: had we had Uncle Luke performed. 2336 01:55:09,080 --> 01:55:16,840 Speaker 1: What Yeah, I remember them day. You see, after you 2337 01:55:16,880 --> 01:55:18,480 Speaker 1: get fifty five, you just get on up out of 2338 01:55:18,480 --> 01:55:18,720 Speaker 1: the way. 2339 01:55:18,920 --> 01:55:19,080 Speaker 2: You know. 2340 01:55:19,160 --> 01:55:21,720 Speaker 1: I have my time about the early twenties. It's about 2341 01:55:21,760 --> 01:55:24,160 Speaker 1: late twenties, early thirties. I have my time. I have 2342 01:55:24,280 --> 01:55:27,160 Speaker 1: my time with freaking you missed you. It was real 2343 01:55:27,320 --> 01:55:33,080 Speaker 1: nice act man, Let me stop, let me stop. It 2344 01:55:33,160 --> 01:55:38,600 Speaker 1: was all right, it was all right. Nah uh, everybody 2345 01:55:38,680 --> 01:55:42,840 Speaker 1: be talking about you know, teeth, what's going on? I mean, 2346 01:55:43,560 --> 01:55:45,440 Speaker 1: you spent a lot, you put spend good. I mean 2347 01:55:45,800 --> 01:55:48,400 Speaker 1: now you you you you savage. You're gonna be in 2348 01:55:48,440 --> 01:55:50,920 Speaker 1: front of the camera, you rapping. You gotta have your grill, right, 2349 01:55:51,160 --> 01:55:55,280 Speaker 1: Yeah for sure. How many band as you put in there, 2350 01:55:56,160 --> 01:56:00,920 Speaker 1: like eighty five? See to go get them right? 2351 01:56:01,120 --> 01:56:03,240 Speaker 5: You get it right? Yeah you're supposed to though. 2352 01:56:03,320 --> 01:56:03,520 Speaker 1: Yeah. 2353 01:56:03,880 --> 01:56:04,960 Speaker 2: Not the composite ship. 2354 01:56:05,120 --> 01:56:08,600 Speaker 5: No, No, that's that. I know you got that porcelain. 2355 01:56:08,800 --> 01:56:20,800 Speaker 1: Yes, grills, no grills. I want to I want to 2356 01:56:20,800 --> 01:56:24,920 Speaker 1: get to this dating publicly. Would you ever date publicly again. 2357 01:56:26,440 --> 01:56:31,440 Speaker 2: Mm hmm, yeah you would, would you? No? 2358 01:56:32,200 --> 01:56:35,640 Speaker 1: Why because I believe if you date publicly, you have 2359 01:56:35,760 --> 01:56:38,000 Speaker 1: to break up publicly and you have to deal with 2360 01:56:38,080 --> 01:56:41,240 Speaker 1: your issue publicly. If you date privately, you can break 2361 01:56:41,320 --> 01:56:44,520 Speaker 1: up privately and deal with any issues you may have privately. 2362 01:56:45,480 --> 01:56:47,760 Speaker 2: Damn, I never thought about it. You just taught me something. 2363 01:56:49,160 --> 01:56:50,720 Speaker 5: That's just me. I mean, to each his own. I 2364 01:56:50,760 --> 01:56:51,640 Speaker 5: mean some people like that. 2365 01:56:51,760 --> 01:56:55,800 Speaker 1: I don't. My relationship is not for public consumption because 2366 01:56:55,840 --> 01:56:58,720 Speaker 1: sometimes I think people start to try to live and 2367 01:56:58,800 --> 01:57:02,480 Speaker 1: try to play their relationship for the public and do things. 2368 01:57:02,760 --> 01:57:05,040 Speaker 1: Oh you see what they did they on this vacation. 2369 01:57:05,400 --> 01:57:07,120 Speaker 1: If I go on vacation, it's just being you. I 2370 01:57:07,120 --> 01:57:10,240 Speaker 1: ain't trying to do anything for the grammar the net. Yeah, 2371 01:57:10,480 --> 01:57:13,840 Speaker 1: I mean if if I don't all that, like when 2372 01:57:13,880 --> 01:57:15,840 Speaker 1: you go out to eat and you women got to 2373 01:57:15,840 --> 01:57:18,000 Speaker 1: take pictures, let me take a picture. Come home, man, 2374 01:57:18,120 --> 01:57:22,640 Speaker 1: stop it. Yeah God, So that's that's where I'm at 2375 01:57:22,720 --> 01:57:23,920 Speaker 1: with that. But that's the eat your own. 2376 01:57:24,080 --> 01:57:24,280 Speaker 2: Yeah. 2377 01:57:24,360 --> 01:57:25,240 Speaker 1: But you but you cool. 2378 01:57:25,280 --> 01:57:25,520 Speaker 4: We have me. 2379 01:57:25,640 --> 01:57:28,280 Speaker 5: If your lady says, okay, you know, savage, Hey, you. 2380 01:57:28,360 --> 01:57:33,440 Speaker 2: Might just change my mind. You might just change my 2381 01:57:33,480 --> 01:57:35,840 Speaker 2: mind because you eat to break up publicly, But what 2382 01:57:35,960 --> 01:57:38,400 Speaker 2: if you never break up? Have you ever been in 2383 01:57:38,440 --> 01:57:40,920 Speaker 2: a relationship that you felt like I don't think we 2384 01:57:41,040 --> 01:57:41,880 Speaker 2: ever gonna break up? 2385 01:57:42,040 --> 01:57:44,240 Speaker 5: Hell, all the relationship that you being, you be thinking 2386 01:57:44,280 --> 01:57:44,920 Speaker 5: that in the time. 2387 01:57:46,800 --> 01:57:49,160 Speaker 1: I don't think anybody getting no relationship thinking like this, 2388 01:57:49,800 --> 01:57:52,720 Speaker 1: you're gonna end them all? You think you go to 2389 01:57:52,840 --> 01:57:55,200 Speaker 1: last forever. But I just think the thing is that 2390 01:57:55,280 --> 01:57:58,760 Speaker 1: that sometimes you know, man, that internet man, Then people 2391 01:57:58,800 --> 01:58:02,520 Speaker 1: start then people start surmising what's going on? Oh, he 2392 01:58:02,760 --> 01:58:05,280 Speaker 1: ate he don't love her like that, she don't love him. 2393 01:58:05,400 --> 01:58:07,520 Speaker 1: She for the street, he for the street. And it 2394 01:58:07,600 --> 01:58:10,720 Speaker 1: started to play. I mean, you get inundated with that 2395 01:58:10,800 --> 01:58:12,840 Speaker 1: savage man, you hit that enough and it. 2396 01:58:12,960 --> 01:58:16,480 Speaker 2: Just yeah, it'll take a tall on it does it. 2397 01:58:16,600 --> 01:58:20,760 Speaker 1: Does your tattoos? How old were you got your first tattoos? 2398 01:58:23,160 --> 01:58:27,200 Speaker 2: Thirteen fourteen? I had got my mama name though, so. 2399 01:58:27,280 --> 01:58:28,520 Speaker 1: She come, so you cool with that? 2400 01:58:29,440 --> 01:58:31,240 Speaker 5: So how old when you first got your face tap? 2401 01:58:31,440 --> 01:58:32,280 Speaker 5: Your first face tap? 2402 01:58:32,360 --> 01:58:32,880 Speaker 1: How old were you? 2403 01:58:34,280 --> 01:58:37,560 Speaker 2: Sixteen? She didn't like that, sam teen, Yeah, she ain't 2404 01:58:37,680 --> 01:58:40,520 Speaker 2: like it, sementeen semteen. 2405 01:58:40,760 --> 01:58:43,440 Speaker 5: Yeah, so what was it? The cross was? 2406 01:58:43,800 --> 01:58:44,720 Speaker 1: It was twenty one? 2407 01:58:44,960 --> 01:58:45,280 Speaker 5: Okay? 2408 01:58:45,600 --> 01:58:52,160 Speaker 2: And then that next year my big brother Larry, that 2409 01:58:52,360 --> 01:58:55,840 Speaker 2: was like Johnny best friend he had got killed. Him 2410 01:58:55,840 --> 01:58:58,680 Speaker 2: and his mama got killed together. Wow, And I had 2411 01:58:58,720 --> 01:59:01,760 Speaker 2: got rip Larry as me and Larry went and got 2412 01:59:01,960 --> 01:59:04,560 Speaker 2: twenty one together. Right, so I had when it got 2413 01:59:04,720 --> 01:59:08,280 Speaker 2: RP Larry around it. That was my second face tattoo. Right. 2414 01:59:09,800 --> 01:59:11,280 Speaker 5: What does been a father mean to you? 2415 01:59:12,680 --> 01:59:18,520 Speaker 2: Everything? It's just like I feel like that's where your 2416 01:59:18,600 --> 01:59:21,920 Speaker 2: legacy count the most, because when you think of like 2417 01:59:22,000 --> 01:59:23,680 Speaker 2: all the legends you be like, now, I wonder what 2418 01:59:23,760 --> 01:59:26,640 Speaker 2: they signed on, what they kids look like, like, that's 2419 01:59:26,680 --> 01:59:27,560 Speaker 2: who carry on? 2420 01:59:28,000 --> 01:59:34,640 Speaker 4: Like, Yeah, I feel like it means everything. And you're 2421 01:59:34,680 --> 01:59:38,000 Speaker 4: trying to be everything that your father wasn't to you. Yeah, 2422 01:59:38,120 --> 01:59:41,360 Speaker 4: facts do you make? Is it your second nature? Or 2423 01:59:41,400 --> 01:59:43,880 Speaker 4: you try or you make a conscio or you like, yeah, 2424 01:59:43,960 --> 01:59:45,920 Speaker 4: my dad wouldn't do this, so I'm gonna do that. 2425 01:59:46,960 --> 01:59:49,160 Speaker 2: I don't do that. It's your second nature, second nature. 2426 01:59:49,960 --> 01:59:51,800 Speaker 2: I don't even think. It's like I don't even think 2427 01:59:51,960 --> 01:59:54,600 Speaker 2: of me and my daddy relationship when I think of 2428 01:59:54,760 --> 01:59:57,760 Speaker 2: like my kids, religious what comes natural to me? 2429 01:59:58,680 --> 02:00:00,400 Speaker 1: Do you always want to be a parent, you always 2430 02:00:00,440 --> 02:00:01,520 Speaker 1: want to be a father? Yeah? 2431 02:00:02,000 --> 02:00:05,760 Speaker 2: I always wanted to have kids. I feel like, what 2432 02:00:05,920 --> 02:00:08,040 Speaker 2: did you What did you really do it for? If 2433 02:00:08,040 --> 02:00:09,160 Speaker 2: you don't have no kids? 2434 02:00:09,360 --> 02:00:11,520 Speaker 1: Right, Like, what was all of this for? 2435 02:00:12,160 --> 02:00:14,440 Speaker 2: You just gonna die? And then what that's the end 2436 02:00:14,520 --> 02:00:19,400 Speaker 2: of You ain't nothing else to go on? Like type ship, 2437 02:00:19,520 --> 02:00:23,760 Speaker 2: like how I look at like Brianni and Shiit like 2438 02:00:24,520 --> 02:00:28,760 Speaker 2: ken yamnd Junior or like Carmelo's son. It's like, that's 2439 02:00:28,800 --> 02:00:29,440 Speaker 2: what it's about. 2440 02:00:32,520 --> 02:00:34,080 Speaker 5: You want you What if your son said, Dad, you 2441 02:00:34,120 --> 02:00:35,200 Speaker 5: don't want to be a rapper too. 2442 02:00:38,880 --> 02:00:41,120 Speaker 2: I'm gonna try and find something else. But if that's 2443 02:00:41,240 --> 02:00:44,080 Speaker 2: his passion ship, We're gonna do it the right way. 2444 02:00:44,320 --> 02:00:44,440 Speaker 1: Right. 2445 02:00:46,720 --> 02:00:50,520 Speaker 5: When people say rap is declining, your answer is. 2446 02:00:55,200 --> 02:00:59,920 Speaker 2: My show probably is going up. It can't it can't 2447 02:01:00,040 --> 02:01:03,480 Speaker 2: be declining. Shit, my shit going up? 2448 02:01:03,760 --> 02:01:03,880 Speaker 1: Right. 2449 02:01:04,760 --> 02:01:08,440 Speaker 2: I just did the most streams in the day of 2450 02:01:08,560 --> 02:01:12,000 Speaker 2: my career, the biggest solo streams of my career, so 2451 02:01:12,360 --> 02:01:13,440 Speaker 2: it can't be declining. 2452 02:01:14,480 --> 02:01:18,080 Speaker 1: But I don't know though, right what's twenty one Savage 2453 02:01:18,720 --> 02:01:23,280 Speaker 1: goal for twenty four? We're early in twenty four, were January, 2454 02:01:23,840 --> 02:01:28,160 Speaker 1: so what can we expect? What's your goals for twenty four? 2455 02:01:29,000 --> 02:01:30,960 Speaker 2: I just want to like level up with everything. That 2456 02:01:31,040 --> 02:01:36,040 Speaker 2: I'm doing, like better show. I feel like everybody loved 2457 02:01:36,080 --> 02:01:42,480 Speaker 2: the album already, Like spend more time with my kids 2458 02:01:42,560 --> 02:01:45,840 Speaker 2: and my people, like I want to go back to 2459 02:01:45,960 --> 02:01:48,080 Speaker 2: London more often and shit, and. 2460 02:01:48,320 --> 02:01:50,760 Speaker 1: Just like now that you can travel, that's something that 2461 02:01:50,800 --> 02:01:51,240 Speaker 1: you want to do. 2462 02:01:51,400 --> 02:01:55,480 Speaker 2: Yeah, like traveling and just starting new ventures and shit 2463 02:01:55,560 --> 02:01:59,240 Speaker 2: and business and shit, just growing up doing grown stuff. 2464 02:02:00,600 --> 02:02:01,640 Speaker 5: When he Wan's to every lady and. 2465 02:02:01,640 --> 02:02:05,760 Speaker 3: Gentlemen, all my life and grinding all my life sacrifice 2466 02:02:06,160 --> 02:02:09,040 Speaker 3: Mussele paid the price and want to slice, got to 2467 02:02:09,120 --> 02:02:11,400 Speaker 3: brow the dice. Thats why all my life I've been 2468 02:02:11,480 --> 02:02:12,440 Speaker 3: grinding all my life. 2469 02:02:12,520 --> 02:02:14,800 Speaker 2: Yeah, all my life and grinning all my. 2470 02:02:14,880 --> 02:02:17,760 Speaker 3: Life sacrifice Ussele paid the price. 2471 02:02:18,520 --> 02:02:20,400 Speaker 2: One slice got to brow the dice. 2472 02:02:20,520 --> 02:02:23,120 Speaker 3: This why all my life I've been grinding all my life. 2473 02:02:24,080 --> 02:02:27,560 Speaker 1: Mm hmm