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Speaker 1: welcome to another episode of Horrible the Yawn. We have

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Speaker 1: made it to the end of one. I hope everyone

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Speaker 1: going to share our favorite moments of stay tuned first episode.

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Speaker 1: Who would have thought me, wheezy chose a white woman

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Speaker 1: for the episodes that I loved this much this year? However,

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Speaker 1: it's not Sophia. I'm sure that was your guest. It

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Speaker 1: was actually Lisa Anne. I totally forgot we had her

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Speaker 1: on and she's fucking gendary seasoned in the game and

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Speaker 1: said so many things about broke men and their dick

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Speaker 1: that I can relate. Check it out. Wait a second,

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Speaker 1: spurs and saying you for ten days, that's why they

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Speaker 1: say you're ovulating for seven to ten days, really swimming

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Speaker 1: around there, swimming around there, trying to get in. Do

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Speaker 1: you ever feel it swimming side of you? I have

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Speaker 1: no you lie. That's what I was just gonna say.

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Speaker 1: It was in my eye because when you get come

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Speaker 1: in the eye, you visualize these little sperms that you

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Speaker 1: saw in movies, like how they explained the sperm, and

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Speaker 1: you visualize it thinking that your eyes an egg. Right,

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Speaker 1: it's your you, and you know here's you're supposed to

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Speaker 1: use milk. So you go into your your rent yellow.

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Speaker 1: You put milk in your eye. The lactic the lactic

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Speaker 1: acid in the milk calms down the sperm and make

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Speaker 1: then you're picturing the sperm and it is true the

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Speaker 1: egg thing you do. Wait, you feel it in your eyes.

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Speaker 1: I'm swimming around. That's the visual your heads tricking. You

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Speaker 1: mean to get it burns, but it's like a motherfucker

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Speaker 1: when you squint them and you can get the light pollution,

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Speaker 1: you can see that that looks like firm you're doing.

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Speaker 1: You're telling you you're doing a little stars when you

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Speaker 1: look up into a light. Bitch. The real question I

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Speaker 1: if you're at a location house. You've got com in

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Speaker 1: the eye. You're using anything they got in the fridge. Okay,

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Speaker 1: anything they got in the fridge, what a call them?

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Speaker 1: That down that water milk his elactic acid. Yeah, and

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Speaker 1: it's it's unbelievable. Just put in a cup, you know,

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Speaker 1: flush on your eye. I feel like if anyone on

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Speaker 1: because whenever they get come in there, I'm like, oh,

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Speaker 1: I feel so bad for you, and they don't move.

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Speaker 1: There's such good girls. They just sit there way for more, right,

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Speaker 1: They just they know you see it's happening. You're like,

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Speaker 1: bless her heart. I've been doing a lot. You'd be

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Speaker 1: so proud watching like you're actually doing. No, we do

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Speaker 1: me while there's that's just called that's like is that

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Speaker 1: goes round and no, no, no no, BUCOCKI is like, I

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Speaker 1: want to make the rules here. I want to say

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Speaker 1: it's seven or more, it's a group. If it's four

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Speaker 1: You know the argument we said many said she feels

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Speaker 1: like her max could be three. Three would be my max.

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Speaker 1: You can't cater to three. But if one's down and

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Speaker 1: You either got your hands, your mouth, your asked your vagina. Okay, okay,

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Speaker 1: so what what was what is your have you done DP?

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Speaker 1: I mean with a toy start start well, so I

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Speaker 1: I don't know, because I watch the whole thing. I

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Speaker 1: one of the dicks would have to be small. But

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Speaker 1: you can push the limits on those. I'll push it

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Speaker 1: with my man already. But I'm telling you, if he

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Speaker 1: You're small is just fine, really small. My advice is this,

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Speaker 1: and I'm some girl, take it, okay, small. Maybe that's

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Speaker 1: funked all the time. I know, but I mean, you

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Speaker 1: Guys have been pretty kind, but I feel like it's

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Speaker 1: and Naked Sushi featuring t This was one of my

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Speaker 1: Now this one is um really interesting. Not that one.

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Speaker 1: Let me is good though. Richard Gear white Man, if

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Speaker 1: Can I see what does white man. You don't remember

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Speaker 1: He is into something called gerbil ing. Now we have

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Speaker 1: Was it Tyomi nostress? Mistress unknown unknown? Yea, so jerbiling

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Speaker 1: She from another generation too? Is she I here suing Nikkia?

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Speaker 1: gorgeous family. He's got kids, him and his man. I'm

426
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Speaker 1: gonna like to you think him in a Rique's the fuck?

427
00:24:20,600 --> 00:24:25,760
Speaker 1: Can you allegedly? No? Not Enrique has a foot fetish two. Okay,

428
00:24:25,960 --> 00:24:30,119
Speaker 1: So Ricky de mart think he's saying in the Blender magazine,

429
00:24:31,160 --> 00:24:33,920
Speaker 1: I love giving a golden shower. I've done it before.

430
00:24:33,960 --> 00:24:35,679
Speaker 1: In the shower. It's like so sexy. You know, the

431
00:24:35,680 --> 00:24:38,439
Speaker 1: temperature your body and the shower water is very different.

432
00:24:39,200 --> 00:24:41,280
Speaker 1: There aren't too many people out here to it not

433
00:24:42,880 --> 00:24:45,680
Speaker 1: but he also supposedly has a foot fetish, but that's

434
00:24:45,760 --> 00:24:48,880
Speaker 1: nothing in comparison to waking up in a puddle of piss.

435
00:24:49,240 --> 00:24:52,520
Speaker 1: I gay men are so about the Golden Showers, and

436
00:24:52,560 --> 00:24:56,240
Speaker 1: I love talking about it because has many talks about it.

437
00:24:56,240 --> 00:24:59,960
Speaker 1: W don't that straight. I've been been someone who had partner.

438
00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:01,440
Speaker 1: They're like the Golden Show. Well no, I mean with

439
00:25:01,880 --> 00:25:03,760
Speaker 1: gay men, like I'm saying, you got both got dick,

440
00:25:03,840 --> 00:25:06,119
Speaker 1: So yeah, I can't just squirt my I feel like

441
00:25:06,160 --> 00:25:14,440
Speaker 1: it's funny with it now. Y'all know it's Mandy b

442
00:25:14,840 --> 00:25:18,680
Speaker 1: a k A Peg the Stallion. And there's no way

443
00:25:19,280 --> 00:25:23,440
Speaker 1: I could sit here and and one off without recapping

444
00:25:24,119 --> 00:25:28,280
Speaker 1: the pegging episode. That's right. It took us about four years,

445
00:25:28,480 --> 00:25:32,200
Speaker 1: but we finally were able to get a heterocyst mail

446
00:25:32,359 --> 00:25:36,600
Speaker 1: on the show to explain why he enjoys being pegged.

447
00:25:36,920 --> 00:25:42,159
Speaker 1: It was amazing his openness and vulnerability to sharing something

448
00:25:42,200 --> 00:25:46,600
Speaker 1: that most men probably wouldn't admitto. My next favorite moment

449
00:25:46,680 --> 00:25:52,240
Speaker 1: comes from episode two seven. I enjoy being pegged featuring mail.

450
00:25:52,920 --> 00:25:55,520
Speaker 1: I do want to get to though the first time

451
00:25:55,560 --> 00:25:59,000
Speaker 1: you experienced it and who you had get you in there,

452
00:25:59,119 --> 00:26:02,040
Speaker 1: because it wasn't and they're correct. No, So I actually

453
00:26:02,040 --> 00:26:06,680
Speaker 1: reached out to a a dom who who identified as lesbian,

454
00:26:07,080 --> 00:26:09,600
Speaker 1: and I did that because I didn't want I wanted

455
00:26:10,040 --> 00:26:11,919
Speaker 1: her to be able to focus, like, you know, I

456
00:26:11,920 --> 00:26:13,639
Speaker 1: wanted to make sure that she was focused on me,

457
00:26:13,720 --> 00:26:15,840
Speaker 1: focused on making sure it was a good experience where

458
00:26:15,840 --> 00:26:19,920
Speaker 1: it's like, um, somebody who I felt was like attracted

459
00:26:19,960 --> 00:26:23,000
Speaker 1: the men might you know, be all in their feelings

460
00:26:23,080 --> 00:26:24,440
Speaker 1: or I don't know, or they just might be really

461
00:26:24,480 --> 00:26:26,280
Speaker 1: horny or whatever. I wanted her to be able to

462
00:26:26,280 --> 00:26:28,720
Speaker 1: focus on it, right. You reached out to a lesbian doum.

463
00:26:29,400 --> 00:26:30,919
Speaker 1: So I was in like a little group chat and

464
00:26:30,920 --> 00:26:32,560
Speaker 1: like we were, and I knew some people in there,

465
00:26:32,600 --> 00:26:34,920
Speaker 1: and I knew that she was she was don identified

466
00:26:34,920 --> 00:26:36,919
Speaker 1: as lesbian, and so I reached out to her and

467
00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:39,439
Speaker 1: she was like yeah, sure, and like we she was

468
00:26:39,560 --> 00:26:43,600
Speaker 1: very good because she actually knew the right questions to ask,

469
00:26:43,680 --> 00:26:46,879
Speaker 1: Like she knew like all the things to negotiate before

470
00:26:46,920 --> 00:26:49,840
Speaker 1: the whole scene happened. Yeah, So she wanted to know

471
00:26:49,840 --> 00:26:51,280
Speaker 1: like whether or not she could put my hair, whether

472
00:26:51,359 --> 00:26:54,240
Speaker 1: or not she could, um, you know, call me names,

473
00:26:54,240 --> 00:26:57,280
Speaker 1: whether or not she could slap me or spank me

474
00:26:57,640 --> 00:27:01,120
Speaker 1: or um. You know, she was like, we're gonna set

475
00:27:01,160 --> 00:27:03,080
Speaker 1: up a safe word just in case, like something goes

476
00:27:03,080 --> 00:27:04,720
Speaker 1: wrong and you you know, you want me to slow

477
00:27:04,760 --> 00:27:08,080
Speaker 1: down or stop. Like she was very big on, um

478
00:27:08,240 --> 00:27:12,320
Speaker 1: on trying to understand my pain tolerance, understand like how

479
00:27:12,359 --> 00:27:14,760
Speaker 1: far I was ahead in my training. And she even

480
00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:16,679
Speaker 1: like gave assignments, like she was like, I want you

481
00:27:16,720 --> 00:27:20,040
Speaker 1: to do this tonight, and that night she was very good.

482
00:27:20,280 --> 00:27:23,240
Speaker 1: Yeah and um. And so the first time, like it

483
00:27:23,320 --> 00:27:27,080
Speaker 1: wasn't like a huge like it felt kind of just natural,

484
00:27:27,160 --> 00:27:29,119
Speaker 1: like we we were already friends and it was it

485
00:27:29,200 --> 00:27:32,639
Speaker 1: just kind of felt very chill, um. And it was

486
00:27:32,680 --> 00:27:35,240
Speaker 1: actually a very enjoyable time. Actually, the first time was

487
00:27:35,600 --> 00:27:40,800
Speaker 1: actually was watched by five women. Were watched by five women.

488
00:27:40,920 --> 00:27:43,760
Speaker 1: Is that the story that I'm hearing from shout out

489
00:27:43,760 --> 00:27:47,600
Speaker 1: to the hor hive? Can us? That's actually that's actually

490
00:27:47,600 --> 00:27:49,520
Speaker 1: a different one, right, Okay, so tell us what the

491
00:27:49,520 --> 00:27:52,680
Speaker 1: hor hive did to you? Um, So that one actually

492
00:27:53,080 --> 00:27:56,080
Speaker 1: kind of happened by chance, right, So we had, you know,

493
00:27:56,119 --> 00:27:59,840
Speaker 1: taken this little like mini vacation um. And it was

494
00:27:59,880 --> 00:28:01,119
Speaker 1: a group of ten of us and we're taking a

495
00:28:01,119 --> 00:28:06,200
Speaker 1: little mini vacation. Um. We were um like a little

496
00:28:06,800 --> 00:28:09,600
Speaker 1: like a cabin thing that we had in it. And

497
00:28:09,680 --> 00:28:13,920
Speaker 1: so there was a girl there who actually was also bisexual,

498
00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:16,399
Speaker 1: and she had brought a strap one and they and

499
00:28:16,440 --> 00:28:17,760
Speaker 1: they had known that I was into it, so they

500
00:28:17,840 --> 00:28:19,840
Speaker 1: kept saying like, hey, man, bringing strap one, bringing trap one.

501
00:28:19,920 --> 00:28:20,920
Speaker 1: So I was like, all right, I just bring the

502
00:28:20,960 --> 00:28:23,480
Speaker 1: stuff whatever, just in case it happens, which I wasn't

503
00:28:23,480 --> 00:28:26,879
Speaker 1: planning on it happening. But this girl like did the

504
00:28:26,920 --> 00:28:30,000
Speaker 1: same thing. She um, she was trapping another girl and

505
00:28:30,040 --> 00:28:32,159
Speaker 1: everybody was like watching and then she was like, you know,

506
00:28:32,240 --> 00:28:33,800
Speaker 1: I'm gonna try this on you next, and I was

507
00:28:33,840 --> 00:28:36,560
Speaker 1: like okay, you know, but she actually had a much

508
00:28:36,680 --> 00:28:38,479
Speaker 1: larger trap one and I was like, no, we're going

509
00:28:38,520 --> 00:28:41,800
Speaker 1: to switch over to mine. Um. And it was actually

510
00:28:41,960 --> 00:28:44,160
Speaker 1: maybe like just three of us in the room. UM.

511
00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:47,120
Speaker 1: She started, and then people just kind of like started

512
00:28:47,160 --> 00:28:49,600
Speaker 1: coming in the room while it happened, and then everybody

513
00:28:49,720 --> 00:28:51,160
Speaker 1: was just stand around watching and people like, oh, I

514
00:28:51,200 --> 00:28:54,400
Speaker 1: want to try and are you getting nervous when people

515
00:28:54,440 --> 00:28:58,040
Speaker 1: often no. Actually, to be honest, I wasn't. I A

516
00:28:58,040 --> 00:28:59,560
Speaker 1: lot of these people that were in this group are

517
00:28:59,560 --> 00:29:01,440
Speaker 1: people that I've had like in group chats, and I've

518
00:29:01,640 --> 00:29:03,239
Speaker 1: you know, people posting news all the time. So I

519
00:29:03,280 --> 00:29:05,880
Speaker 1: knew these people, like, you know, I've seen him at

520
00:29:05,920 --> 00:29:07,680
Speaker 1: other events as well, So it was very much a

521
00:29:07,720 --> 00:29:10,000
Speaker 1: comfortable thing. I knew that people there were very non

522
00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:13,000
Speaker 1: judgmental and that people were okay, wait when people said, hey,

523
00:29:13,040 --> 00:29:15,240
Speaker 1: I want to try, Now, how many people ended up

524
00:29:15,280 --> 00:29:20,240
Speaker 1: getting in your buddle? Um, let's see one three three,

525
00:29:22,720 --> 00:29:26,120
Speaker 1: And it's funny. And it's funny because they they were

526
00:29:26,160 --> 00:29:28,600
Speaker 1: all scared. They were all super scared, and I was

527
00:29:28,640 --> 00:29:30,720
Speaker 1: like trying to like scared. Yeah, I was trying, and

528
00:29:30,760 --> 00:29:32,240
Speaker 1: I was trying to ease. Like. They were like, oh,

529
00:29:32,400 --> 00:29:33,960
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm gonna hurt you, like I don't know,

530
00:29:34,360 --> 00:29:37,400
Speaker 1: like whatever, and I'm like, my girl is okay, like

531
00:29:38,800 --> 00:29:40,680
Speaker 1: and they're like they're like, oh no, Like I feel

532
00:29:40,680 --> 00:29:42,360
Speaker 1: like you know it's going to hurt. And did you

533
00:29:42,360 --> 00:29:44,959
Speaker 1: get your dick stuck while you're gatting pig. Another one

534
00:29:44,960 --> 00:29:48,880
Speaker 1: of my favorite episodes was from the episode titled blind Sex,

535
00:29:49,240 --> 00:29:51,840
Speaker 1: where we featured a blind man see Note, who was

536
00:29:51,880 --> 00:29:54,360
Speaker 1: actually host of The Blind but now I can see podcast.

537
00:29:54,920 --> 00:29:57,640
Speaker 1: See Note sits down with Mandy and I, um, who's

538
00:29:57,760 --> 00:30:00,000
Speaker 1: a long time listener of the show, which I really approved.

539
00:30:00,040 --> 00:30:02,240
Speaker 1: She ate and starts to tell us all about his

540
00:30:02,280 --> 00:30:05,280
Speaker 1: sex life and what it's like to have sex with

541
00:30:05,320 --> 00:30:07,720
Speaker 1: no vision, what it's like to watch porn, what it's

542
00:30:07,760 --> 00:30:10,720
Speaker 1: like to date meet women in the real world. It

543
00:30:10,840 --> 00:30:13,800
Speaker 1: was super interesting, I opening. I'm sure he would love

544
00:30:13,840 --> 00:30:16,320
Speaker 1: that joke. Go check out his podcast, but for now,

545
00:30:16,640 --> 00:30:20,560
Speaker 1: here's the clip from two o nine Blind set. I

546
00:30:20,600 --> 00:30:22,760
Speaker 1: feel like this is probably one of the coolest episodes

547
00:30:22,800 --> 00:30:24,560
Speaker 1: we ever gonna have. Not to put the pressure on

548
00:30:24,600 --> 00:30:28,640
Speaker 1: you because I don't want to, just like he wasn't

549
00:30:30,840 --> 00:30:34,600
Speaker 1: and you see she come out the gate and pressure, bro,

550
00:30:34,840 --> 00:30:37,960
Speaker 1: you gotta ease people in. I'm so high. This is

551
00:30:37,960 --> 00:30:40,320
Speaker 1: a lot of insight, no pun you know what I'm saying,

552
00:30:40,520 --> 00:30:46,400
Speaker 1: because I feel like cool, get it eating. So I

553
00:30:46,480 --> 00:30:49,239
Speaker 1: met c No because um he did a consult with

554
00:30:49,280 --> 00:30:51,800
Speaker 1: me for his new podcast, Blind But now I see

555
00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:54,240
Speaker 1: he was bugging on the first name, but we got

556
00:30:54,240 --> 00:30:59,440
Speaker 1: with But yeah, I really wanted to have somebody on

557
00:30:59,680 --> 00:31:02,280
Speaker 1: and I feel like I can't use the word disability,

558
00:31:02,320 --> 00:31:05,719
Speaker 1: but you're visually impaired. And it's so interesting to me

559
00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:08,959
Speaker 1: to have this conversation because we hear so many things

560
00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:10,360
Speaker 1: about We just had a guest a few weeks ago

561
00:31:10,400 --> 00:31:13,720
Speaker 1: to talked about sensory deprivation and how she was blindfolded

562
00:31:13,720 --> 00:31:15,320
Speaker 1: and ship and how things are heightened. And I think

563
00:31:15,320 --> 00:31:17,760
Speaker 1: it's gonna be so dope to just learn about you

564
00:31:17,760 --> 00:31:19,840
Speaker 1: your sexual experiences. I know you may not talk about

565
00:31:19,840 --> 00:31:25,240
Speaker 1: sex too much on your pod, but like right, anything anything,

566
00:31:25,880 --> 00:31:28,960
Speaker 1: but like, yeah, this is just really exciting for us. So, um,

567
00:31:29,080 --> 00:31:31,720
Speaker 1: can you introduce yourself, tell people what you do, and

568
00:31:31,800 --> 00:31:34,520
Speaker 1: just a little bit about your story on yeah, how

569
00:31:34,560 --> 00:31:36,800
Speaker 1: you lost your vision. Well, my name is c No.

570
00:31:37,880 --> 00:31:42,440
Speaker 1: I called myself blond Poppy. Blond Poppy to her Ray

571
00:31:42,520 --> 00:31:46,680
Speaker 1: Charles like, I'm I'm a party promoter. So pretty much

572
00:31:46,800 --> 00:31:49,920
Speaker 1: nine years ago, I was shot three times being wrong

573
00:31:50,360 --> 00:31:51,760
Speaker 1: but they was trying to wrong me and shot me

574
00:31:51,760 --> 00:31:55,480
Speaker 1: three times, left me there to die. Pretty much seven

575
00:31:55,520 --> 00:31:57,920
Speaker 1: days in the hospital, four days I see you, three

576
00:31:57,960 --> 00:32:01,240
Speaker 1: days recovery. That's it. And I told my mouth I

577
00:32:01,240 --> 00:32:03,880
Speaker 1: got to get him to my son. Doctor said you

578
00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:06,200
Speaker 1: couldn't come up, that he was one years old. Out, Oh,

579
00:32:06,400 --> 00:32:10,120
Speaker 1: I thought your son. I have misunderstood when I met

580
00:32:10,120 --> 00:32:13,959
Speaker 1: you some of your son was not nine. Okay, so

581
00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:19,120
Speaker 1: you've seen your son, yeah, I have this first birthday. Wow. Wow,

582
00:32:19,400 --> 00:32:29,240
Speaker 1: So when when this happen survived an we gotta take

583
00:32:29,280 --> 00:32:39,560
Speaker 1: away some sins three So okay, I totally misunderstood. So

584
00:32:40,120 --> 00:32:42,640
Speaker 1: you had your son, you get out your blind. I

585
00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:44,800
Speaker 1: know you told me a little bit briefly about how

586
00:32:44,840 --> 00:32:47,720
Speaker 1: you did anger management walle blind, but just from a

587
00:32:47,800 --> 00:32:51,080
Speaker 1: sex perspective, like how long did you go before you

588
00:32:51,120 --> 00:32:53,760
Speaker 1: even want to have sex or could? Yeah, I came, Oh,

589
00:32:53,800 --> 00:32:56,080
Speaker 1: I wasn't even a hospital. I said worked. I strayed

590
00:32:56,120 --> 00:32:57,520
Speaker 1: up in that to the doctor it ain't working. It

591
00:32:57,520 --> 00:33:00,719
Speaker 1: ain't even that's what you said. That's you were in

592
00:33:00,760 --> 00:33:03,080
Speaker 1: the hospital just from being shot, and your concern was

593
00:33:03,080 --> 00:33:06,400
Speaker 1: whether you would get hard again. And you took my eyes.

594
00:33:06,680 --> 00:33:10,360
Speaker 1: I don't want to know what else you took. That's

595
00:33:10,400 --> 00:33:13,280
Speaker 1: going at ain't no use. What was the response like,

596
00:33:13,560 --> 00:33:15,800
Speaker 1: how was I mean what the doctor's response when I

597
00:33:15,840 --> 00:33:18,120
Speaker 1: said doctors response to that? He was like pretty much

598
00:33:18,160 --> 00:33:21,200
Speaker 1: your body going through trauma to see a couple of

599
00:33:21,240 --> 00:33:25,000
Speaker 1: days and started moving. I'm like I'm good to go. Wow,

600
00:33:25,000 --> 00:33:29,160
Speaker 1: I went home. That's extras that won't the first day.

601
00:33:29,280 --> 00:33:31,760
Speaker 1: You think it was sympathy pussy. Yeah, I had a

602
00:33:31,760 --> 00:33:36,480
Speaker 1: whole lot of that. The whole lot of that sympathy

603
00:33:36,760 --> 00:33:43,719
Speaker 1: is if you're not getting pussy shot everybody. Okay, I

604
00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:46,760
Speaker 1: didn't nigga that got shot. We know you like niggas

605
00:33:46,760 --> 00:33:49,480
Speaker 1: asleep with guns and that I'm gonna suck him anyway.

606
00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:51,680
Speaker 1: But I was like, see him you hurt? So wait,

607
00:33:52,120 --> 00:33:54,800
Speaker 1: the sympathy pussy that you were getting, was it girls

608
00:33:54,800 --> 00:33:57,959
Speaker 1: who already had sex with girls are sex with girls

609
00:33:58,040 --> 00:34:01,440
Speaker 1: that dubbed me before. But I wanted to see what

610
00:34:01,440 --> 00:34:06,600
Speaker 1: it was about. Huh. They thought it changed, Like I

611
00:34:06,680 --> 00:34:09,360
Speaker 1: hear the weirdest questions, you know, the whole lot. You

612
00:34:09,440 --> 00:34:12,520
Speaker 1: still know what you're doing, and I'm like, what should

613
00:34:12,520 --> 00:34:15,239
Speaker 1: be confusing to the after then it's like, yeah, you

614
00:34:15,280 --> 00:34:20,680
Speaker 1: do know what you're doing, SUSY's not confusing though. All

615
00:34:20,719 --> 00:34:23,799
Speaker 1: you gotta do is the legs. That's it. But but

616
00:34:23,840 --> 00:34:30,120
Speaker 1: a new pussy the same anatomy brow pussy be kind

617
00:34:30,160 --> 00:34:33,400
Speaker 1: of different because I now it ain't hard. I'd be hesitating.

618
00:34:34,080 --> 00:34:36,680
Speaker 1: You can't see that ship, so it's not like, you

619
00:34:36,719 --> 00:34:38,879
Speaker 1: don't know what I got bumped on there was. Oh

620
00:34:38,920 --> 00:34:42,560
Speaker 1: my god, it didn't be nervous. It's your sense of

621
00:34:42,600 --> 00:34:46,680
Speaker 1: smell like crazy now, yeah, the touching taste, but like

622
00:34:46,719 --> 00:34:49,120
Speaker 1: with pussy specifically. Yeah, I could definitely smell if it

623
00:34:49,160 --> 00:34:54,120
Speaker 1: ain't something. Guy ain't doing that. Damn I keep spell us. Yeah,

624
00:34:54,160 --> 00:34:57,400
Speaker 1: and I'm nervous. Fish was just look, we just said

625
00:34:57,840 --> 00:35:00,719
Speaker 1: the way the way we were sweating last we were

626
00:35:00,800 --> 00:35:04,880
Speaker 1: just saying just white. Took some wet white, some undarms.

627
00:35:05,600 --> 00:35:10,080
Speaker 1: It was a little much. I do want to start

628
00:35:10,080 --> 00:35:12,040
Speaker 1: with some icebreakers, and one of the first ones you

629
00:35:12,120 --> 00:35:14,480
Speaker 1: almost told me by saying, wait till that was not

630
00:35:14,520 --> 00:35:16,640
Speaker 1: an icebreaker, bro. Hell no, that's how we jumped out

631
00:35:16,640 --> 00:35:18,400
Speaker 1: the gate. How long you been listening to our shows?

632
00:35:18,440 --> 00:35:21,640
Speaker 1: You know, for a long time. Stay in the house

633
00:35:21,640 --> 00:35:25,600
Speaker 1: and just listen. So my first icebreaker question for you

634
00:35:25,800 --> 00:35:31,960
Speaker 1: is what do you think we look like? Tell me this.

635
00:35:32,960 --> 00:35:38,040
Speaker 1: I think you slim, like a Carmel color. You're giving

636
00:35:38,080 --> 00:35:44,120
Speaker 1: her way too much melanot bit slim, Carmel color. I

637
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Speaker 1: like a little booty, very little accurate. It's a medium mandy,

638
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Speaker 1: I say, carmel kind of short, thick, kind of short

639
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Speaker 1: and think he had that right. Huh. Well, the only

640
00:35:58,760 --> 00:36:00,560
Speaker 1: thing I'll tell you I think that he might help

641
00:36:00,560 --> 00:36:02,759
Speaker 1: you think about what I look like. We always kind

642
00:36:02,760 --> 00:36:04,479
Speaker 1: of have the same, Like I wear braids a lot.

643
00:36:05,080 --> 00:36:08,839
Speaker 1: I realized that how podcast listen to the podcast talking

644
00:36:08,840 --> 00:36:10,600
Speaker 1: about him? You said there and said braids is you?

645
00:36:11,080 --> 00:36:15,200
Speaker 1: That's true, Mandy, who knows what Nobody knows what I'm

646
00:36:15,239 --> 00:36:16,839
Speaker 1: a look like? When I come in, I ain't gonna

647
00:36:16,840 --> 00:36:19,040
Speaker 1: hold Sometimes you got a wig, sometimes you got short.

648
00:36:19,120 --> 00:36:22,000
Speaker 1: Oh that's right, I was talking about that different. See,

649
00:36:22,000 --> 00:36:25,360
Speaker 1: he'd be listening. Ladies. You may just needed to go

650
00:36:25,520 --> 00:36:31,440
Speaker 1: block because they listened. Damn you listen. You're good? True.

651
00:36:31,840 --> 00:36:33,360
Speaker 1: Do you notice that with yourself? Do you feel like

652
00:36:33,360 --> 00:36:35,799
Speaker 1: you're like paying extra attention? I feel like way more

653
00:36:35,840 --> 00:36:39,280
Speaker 1: attention now. Damn you probably lies all the time. Didn't

654
00:36:39,280 --> 00:36:42,440
Speaker 1: you tell me that all the time that it was

655
00:36:42,480 --> 00:36:47,000
Speaker 1: two years ago? I still remember what you said all

656
00:36:47,040 --> 00:36:50,239
Speaker 1: the way. That's crazy, like you can't write it down

657
00:36:50,360 --> 00:36:52,360
Speaker 1: or you can't see it to keep going over it.

658
00:36:52,400 --> 00:36:55,560
Speaker 1: You play that in your head over time. Yeah, I um.

659
00:36:55,600 --> 00:36:58,040
Speaker 1: When we did our console, I've been leaving people notes,

660
00:36:58,080 --> 00:37:01,360
Speaker 1: like written notes, and I was like, well, let me

661
00:37:01,360 --> 00:37:03,440
Speaker 1: do this different with you know, and I did a

662
00:37:03,520 --> 00:37:05,359
Speaker 1: voice note so that he listened to it. And I

663
00:37:05,400 --> 00:37:07,919
Speaker 1: was thinking to myself, like, how annoying is this gonna

664
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Speaker 1: be if he got played? Nah, listen to it. Like

665
00:37:10,800 --> 00:37:16,320
Speaker 1: times really don't get annoying. It's like a talking book. Honestly,

666
00:37:16,320 --> 00:37:20,120
Speaker 1: I'm I'm really excited to listen to your podcast because

667
00:37:20,800 --> 00:37:24,399
Speaker 1: it's so interesting to me. You know, Like we were

668
00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:26,680
Speaker 1: just saying when we spoke, like you don't really meet

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00:37:26,719 --> 00:37:28,520
Speaker 1: a lot of blind people. Maybe you'll come across them,

670
00:37:28,520 --> 00:37:31,879
Speaker 1: but like, how many conversationally do we have? Never? Even

671
00:37:31,880 --> 00:37:33,480
Speaker 1: before I went blind, I really did see a lot

672
00:37:33,480 --> 00:37:35,680
Speaker 1: of a lot of people. Yeah, And I mean it's

673
00:37:35,719 --> 00:37:39,279
Speaker 1: just just it's different. So you don't you don't meet

674
00:37:39,360 --> 00:37:44,000
Speaker 1: more people now that you're blind, Nat, when you get

675
00:37:44,040 --> 00:37:47,600
Speaker 1: a PT cruiser than all you notice is p's not

676
00:37:47,880 --> 00:37:50,160
Speaker 1: It's not like that would be like hearing I went

677
00:37:50,239 --> 00:37:52,960
Speaker 1: to some blind incot management that it was just straight

678
00:37:53,000 --> 00:37:56,239
Speaker 1: blind people in there. They were just like you didn't like, No,

679
00:37:57,000 --> 00:37:59,200
Speaker 1: I finished the class. I had no choice. Why do

680
00:37:59,280 --> 00:38:01,000
Speaker 1: you not no choice? My mom and my cousin was

681
00:38:01,040 --> 00:38:04,319
Speaker 1: not playing that let's go. Yeah, you want to bug

682
00:38:04,360 --> 00:38:06,319
Speaker 1: out let's go how long did it take you to

683
00:38:06,320 --> 00:38:12,040
Speaker 1: stop being angry? Uh? The first six years? I was angry?

684
00:38:12,320 --> 00:38:16,640
Speaker 1: Wow wow for six years every night and then you

685
00:38:16,719 --> 00:38:19,600
Speaker 1: do something I don't like. I would snap. What ship

686
00:38:19,719 --> 00:38:23,359
Speaker 1: is like? Treat me like I'm I'm regular, So don't

687
00:38:23,400 --> 00:38:27,120
Speaker 1: tippy tour around me, don't lie, keep it round because

688
00:38:27,120 --> 00:38:29,239
Speaker 1: I'm angry. I'm not gonna beat you up. I'm gonna

689
00:38:29,239 --> 00:38:31,719
Speaker 1: just distance myself from you. What's crazy is everyone that

690
00:38:31,760 --> 00:38:34,799
Speaker 1: I think we've even interviewed that has some form of

691
00:38:35,000 --> 00:38:38,839
Speaker 1: a disability that's been like their number one request. Treat

692
00:38:38,880 --> 00:38:41,400
Speaker 1: me like you would anybody the fun else. That's why

693
00:38:41,440 --> 00:38:47,880
Speaker 1: we talk. You aren't here with a fitting counts. I

694
00:38:47,880 --> 00:38:49,840
Speaker 1: had niggas wearing that little hoodie back and you know

695
00:38:49,920 --> 00:38:53,200
Speaker 1: what I mean. And c J don't have fights. My

696
00:38:53,280 --> 00:38:55,920
Speaker 1: mother still cursed me. I ain't nothing changed good. So CJ,

697
00:38:56,200 --> 00:38:59,600
Speaker 1: treat your brother who's your eyes pretty much? Right? Yeah?

698
00:38:59,640 --> 00:39:03,719
Speaker 1: That's my So let's talk about when you meet somebody,

699
00:39:04,360 --> 00:39:06,200
Speaker 1: do you give c J all the credit to tell

700
00:39:06,239 --> 00:39:08,560
Speaker 1: you he should have a dad? Tell me? Sometimes it depends.

701
00:39:08,600 --> 00:39:13,000
Speaker 1: If I'm drunk, I don't care. I mean I don't care.

702
00:39:13,040 --> 00:39:15,080
Speaker 1: Sometimes I don't care I can't see Did you ever

703
00:39:15,080 --> 00:39:19,399
Speaker 1: watch the movie shallow Hell? So it's a yeah, yeah,

704
00:39:19,560 --> 00:39:22,800
Speaker 1: I seen that they in his eye they look skinny,

705
00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:26,040
Speaker 1: but really they like have you said it all? Yeah? Okay,

706
00:39:26,040 --> 00:39:27,600
Speaker 1: but don't you feel like that's like a blessing to

707
00:39:27,680 --> 00:39:32,440
Speaker 1: disguise that something? Yeah? But then sometimes they'd be like

708
00:39:33,120 --> 00:39:35,520
Speaker 1: your friends like, bro, what you're doing? Bro? And I'm like,

709
00:39:35,560 --> 00:39:39,120
Speaker 1: what what I'm doing to me? They don't got no

710
00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:42,359
Speaker 1: face to I can't see the ship, bro, I can't

711
00:39:42,360 --> 00:39:44,480
Speaker 1: see the shape my right here? He like, not can

712
00:39:44,600 --> 00:39:46,200
Speaker 1: let you go out like that? Bro? No? That's no, no,

713
00:39:46,320 --> 00:39:48,480
Speaker 1: that can't let you go out like they? What did

714
00:39:48,520 --> 00:39:51,640
Speaker 1: you say that you ain't never met a real funny bitch?

715
00:39:52,360 --> 00:39:55,640
Speaker 1: I did? I met all different type of girls being blocked.

716
00:39:56,040 --> 00:39:59,440
Speaker 1: So that's interesting because I wonder if that's our ego, Like,

717
00:39:59,600 --> 00:40:03,719
Speaker 1: do you think that knowing not even being able to

718
00:40:03,760 --> 00:40:07,200
Speaker 1: see that someone's attractive, knowing they're attractive ways that much?

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00:40:08,120 --> 00:40:12,359
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm. I can said you probably like a personal Yeah.

720
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Speaker 1: Do you feel like you've been having more intellectual conversations

721
00:40:16,200 --> 00:40:18,360
Speaker 1: with women, like you've been getting closer to them? I

722
00:40:18,400 --> 00:40:22,279
Speaker 1: ain't someone mat straight dub after the two weeks. Why

723
00:40:22,280 --> 00:40:25,560
Speaker 1: are you dubbing bitches? And when you hit me with that,

724
00:40:26,600 --> 00:40:30,799
Speaker 1: send me a cat what notsh apps? I can't do

725
00:40:32,920 --> 00:40:35,160
Speaker 1: I can't. I like that be don't treat you different.

726
00:40:40,239 --> 00:40:43,400
Speaker 1: You got money, you ain't get set on mine to

727
00:40:43,480 --> 00:40:45,520
Speaker 1: be different. They come to me like they had talked

728
00:40:45,840 --> 00:40:49,120
Speaker 1: like money, what I'll be right back. I spend all

729
00:40:49,120 --> 00:40:52,719
Speaker 1: of it over. Do you find it like when dating though, like,

730
00:40:52,920 --> 00:40:55,040
Speaker 1: what's just something common that happens with women? Do you

731
00:40:55,040 --> 00:40:58,080
Speaker 1: think that you become almost like a fetish Do you

732
00:40:58,080 --> 00:40:59,879
Speaker 1: feel like girls want to know what it's like to somebody,

733
00:40:59,920 --> 00:41:02,120
Speaker 1: but because you like, you know, I had a couple

734
00:41:02,120 --> 00:41:04,880
Speaker 1: of girls that yeah I ran into that was like that,

735
00:41:05,600 --> 00:41:07,560
Speaker 1: but it was like, oh yeah, you're definitely like I

736
00:41:07,640 --> 00:41:11,640
Speaker 1: see you more into it. Yeah, usual hands more, it's passion.

737
00:41:11,800 --> 00:41:14,640
Speaker 1: But it's really like, I'm not trying to be passionate

738
00:41:14,640 --> 00:41:16,640
Speaker 1: with you. You just need to do this stuff. Just

739
00:41:16,760 --> 00:41:20,240
Speaker 1: get it off and I'm out. Have you ever had

740
00:41:20,280 --> 00:41:24,279
Speaker 1: like a threesome or sex with Yes? Have you had

741
00:41:24,320 --> 00:41:28,040
Speaker 1: it before? You were lying after after? But he can't

742
00:41:28,080 --> 00:41:30,840
Speaker 1: all to put it like they just don't need to

743
00:41:30,840 --> 00:41:32,839
Speaker 1: talk to this man like he blind anymore. He gave.

744
00:41:33,640 --> 00:41:37,319
Speaker 1: Let's just talk about not because I'm bead at you,

745
00:41:38,239 --> 00:41:40,759
Speaker 1: like for me in a threesome. There's a lot of

746
00:41:40,760 --> 00:41:42,880
Speaker 1: ships you gotta watch out for, like his legs flying

747
00:41:42,880 --> 00:41:51,279
Speaker 1: and ship like you're telling you After that, I can

748
00:41:51,360 --> 00:41:57,600
Speaker 1: have a foot hit me in the face. And one

749
00:41:57,600 --> 00:42:02,640
Speaker 1: of our biggest accomplishments this year UH as Podcasters and

750
00:42:02,680 --> 00:42:07,040
Speaker 1: being on Horrible Decisions was of course our feature on

751
00:42:07,640 --> 00:42:12,080
Speaker 1: the Breakfast Club. Shout out to Uncle Charlemagne and everyone

752
00:42:12,120 --> 00:42:15,280
Speaker 1: at the Breakfast Club for having us on. Of course,

753
00:42:15,320 --> 00:42:19,799
Speaker 1: that also led to one of our most popular episodes

754
00:42:19,960 --> 00:42:24,480
Speaker 1: of the year, which is episode two twenty six, the

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00:42:24,640 --> 00:42:29,560
Speaker 1: Top five Nastiest Sex Acts. We get into some pretty

756
00:42:29,560 --> 00:42:33,440
Speaker 1: gross things this episode, but then also I decided to

757
00:42:33,440 --> 00:42:37,120
Speaker 1: share it with the world how I dabbled a little

758
00:42:37,120 --> 00:42:40,640
Speaker 1: deeper into my foot fetish this year. Take a listen now.

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00:42:40,840 --> 00:42:45,000
Speaker 1: This is episode to Top twenty five Nastiest Sex Acts.

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00:42:45,800 --> 00:42:49,360
Speaker 1: So real quick storytime. So, while I was at the

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00:42:49,400 --> 00:42:53,680
Speaker 1: sex club, I was of my friend on what Altpha

762
00:42:54,360 --> 00:42:58,200
Speaker 1: and of course because I was on Molly, I was

763
00:42:58,280 --> 00:43:02,399
Speaker 1: massaging his and then my new my new girlfriend's feet

764
00:43:02,400 --> 00:43:05,279
Speaker 1: at the same time. So I'm sitting there just massaging

765
00:43:05,320 --> 00:43:08,880
Speaker 1: both of their feet, and of course I was just

766
00:43:08,960 --> 00:43:15,040
Speaker 1: there because he said, I'll be massaging his feet, but

767
00:43:15,160 --> 00:43:18,000
Speaker 1: I don't really lick his feet, and so I was like,

768
00:43:18,120 --> 00:43:20,640
Speaker 1: I'll lick your feet. So I go to lick his

769
00:43:20,719 --> 00:43:23,160
Speaker 1: feet and I go and of course I licked the

770
00:43:23,200 --> 00:43:27,360
Speaker 1: big toe. He said, no, licking the big toe is vanilla.

771
00:43:28,000 --> 00:43:30,480
Speaker 1: He was like, if you really funk with me, and

772
00:43:30,560 --> 00:43:33,799
Speaker 1: I know you really into me, you gotta suck the

773
00:43:33,840 --> 00:43:39,759
Speaker 1: middle toe because if you don't really like feet, who

774
00:43:39,840 --> 00:43:45,239
Speaker 1: is a friend. He's just a friend. Say he's just

775
00:43:45,440 --> 00:43:47,480
Speaker 1: a friend. So he was just friend. But I ended

776
00:43:47,560 --> 00:43:51,560
Speaker 1: up sucking his middle toe and I sucked it good,

777
00:43:51,640 --> 00:43:55,800
Speaker 1: like I licked between you know, like the cracks of

778
00:43:55,840 --> 00:43:58,319
Speaker 1: the toes, and then I put his middle toe in

779
00:43:58,360 --> 00:44:00,479
Speaker 1: my mouth. I just so the big so you gotta

780
00:44:00,520 --> 00:44:06,880
Speaker 1: really open wide like the little toe. You gotta. So

781
00:44:08,160 --> 00:44:10,719
Speaker 1: I proved that I was really into him and that

782
00:44:10,800 --> 00:44:17,080
Speaker 1: dick by sucking the middle toe, I think I've made it.

783
00:44:17,239 --> 00:44:20,920
Speaker 1: I think I've arrived. I think I really have gone

784
00:44:21,440 --> 00:44:25,279
Speaker 1: from literally cringing. This is full circle here. I used

785
00:44:25,320 --> 00:44:28,080
Speaker 1: to not even want to look at feet, bitch. I

786
00:44:28,160 --> 00:44:30,880
Speaker 1: just sucked the middle toe in the sex club, so

787
00:44:30,920 --> 00:44:34,719
Speaker 1: people saw it. Mage was I think Maje was over

788
00:44:34,760 --> 00:44:37,399
Speaker 1: there at least our last test mail or whenever mail

789
00:44:37,440 --> 00:44:43,400
Speaker 1: comes on. I don't. I don't see if we can

790
00:44:43,400 --> 00:44:45,879
Speaker 1: give her a call. Do you have Marges's number? I'm

791
00:44:45,880 --> 00:44:49,239
Speaker 1: not look through the Twitter that I have her come

792
00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:52,279
Speaker 1: because it's giving I need to know the rest of

793
00:44:52,280 --> 00:44:54,960
Speaker 1: the story. Well, I was on Molly, so I don't

794
00:44:54,960 --> 00:44:56,840
Speaker 1: know if she watched that. I'm pretty sure she watched

795
00:44:58,400 --> 00:45:02,280
Speaker 1: take the Peggar dick. I took the Pegger dick? What's

796
00:45:02,320 --> 00:45:05,560
Speaker 1: your number? And I was like, you know, can you

797
00:45:05,600 --> 00:45:10,239
Speaker 1: FaceTime people on like on Twitter? I don't think so,

798
00:45:10,360 --> 00:45:12,720
Speaker 1: that's just the I G thing. I need this story.

799
00:45:12,800 --> 00:45:15,239
Speaker 1: What's your name? I don't know if she watched me

800
00:45:15,480 --> 00:45:18,640
Speaker 1: like suck the toe. It wasn't like a long lasting act.

801
00:45:20,760 --> 00:45:22,440
Speaker 1: She really want to know that. I just told the

802
00:45:22,480 --> 00:45:26,920
Speaker 1: story more. What more is there? I sucked the middletoe,

803
00:45:27,080 --> 00:45:29,120
Speaker 1: she says she really wants. I took the Pegan dick

804
00:45:29,480 --> 00:45:32,040
Speaker 1: and I was petting everyone because I was high on Molly.

805
00:45:32,560 --> 00:45:36,319
Speaker 1: A bit better answered the phone. Even if she got

806
00:45:36,320 --> 00:45:40,440
Speaker 1: what happened when she was on FaceTime, Oh the turd

807
00:45:40,480 --> 00:45:43,880
Speaker 1: fell out. I don't care. She on the taking up.

808
00:45:44,000 --> 00:45:47,880
Speaker 1: She answered it. I want to hear this. I don't know.

809
00:45:47,920 --> 00:45:52,400
Speaker 1: She probably looked at it. She's about to answer, Marge,

810
00:45:53,000 --> 00:45:56,760
Speaker 1: we need to confirm. Wait, wait, you were a lot much.

811
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Speaker 1: You can you hear as much you can hear us.

812
00:46:02,040 --> 00:46:07,040
Speaker 1: You are live on air, honey, welcome to horrible Decisions.

813
00:46:07,560 --> 00:46:11,680
Speaker 1: Wheezy has a question for you. Please say you cannot

814
00:46:11,719 --> 00:46:18,800
Speaker 1: confirm nor deny anything here? Okay, bitch many talking about

815
00:46:18,960 --> 00:46:21,480
Speaker 1: she gave this nig a pedicure with her mouth and

816
00:46:21,560 --> 00:46:23,520
Speaker 1: I need to I didn't know she watched that part

817
00:46:23,560 --> 00:46:27,200
Speaker 1: of Now did you see the foot going in Mandy's mouth?

818
00:46:28,680 --> 00:46:34,080
Speaker 1: I didn't. I missed that. I was fucking. I missed

819
00:46:34,080 --> 00:46:39,880
Speaker 1: the hag. But you didn't see this bitch game. Huh,

820
00:46:40,080 --> 00:46:47,080
Speaker 1: I'm missed alike. Did you see me get pegmash over

821
00:46:47,160 --> 00:46:50,759
Speaker 1: the side of my Wait? What's that noise? Yes? What's

822
00:46:50,800 --> 00:46:53,680
Speaker 1: that noise? What was was moaning? Dem? If you could

823
00:46:53,719 --> 00:46:57,040
Speaker 1: just replicate one more time before we say goodbye? Um?

824
00:46:57,080 --> 00:47:00,439
Speaker 1: What was the sound I heard? Like? Classic? I heard

825
00:47:00,440 --> 00:47:03,760
Speaker 1: clap on somebody was sucking. Was it a butt clap

826
00:47:03,840 --> 00:47:07,000
Speaker 1: or was it a hand clap? It was a skin

827
00:47:07,080 --> 00:47:09,439
Speaker 1: it was like a skin to skin quat. Okay, skin

828
00:47:09,520 --> 00:47:13,480
Speaker 1: to skin contact, thank you so much for your service.

829
00:47:18,120 --> 00:47:23,840
Speaker 1: That was like, see, don't nobody really be worried about

830
00:47:23,880 --> 00:47:26,000
Speaker 1: what other people are doing at the same club. Bitch,

831
00:47:26,000 --> 00:47:28,320
Speaker 1: everybody trying to get their own all. I don't know

832
00:47:28,360 --> 00:47:30,120
Speaker 1: whody give a funk about me sucking a toe a

833
00:47:30,120 --> 00:47:34,279
Speaker 1: middle toe. That wraps up today's episode and recap of

834
00:47:34,360 --> 00:47:38,319
Speaker 1: our one. Although we got back outside for a little

835
00:47:38,320 --> 00:47:40,279
Speaker 1: bit this year for some whole stories. We hope that

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00:47:40,320 --> 00:47:43,799
Speaker 1: you guys are staying home indoors and being safe during

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Speaker 1: this o Marion. Now, I know that some of you

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Speaker 1: hate this episode because you love some new ship. However,

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Speaker 1: to listen to. There's a whole community of hore Hive fans.

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Speaker 1: We just found out one of our hore Hive members

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Speaker 1: got married. They met on our live town hall episode.

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Speaker 1: Shout out to them. There are so many horrible relationships

847
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Speaker 1: that started in our discord chat. It's fucking crazy, and

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Speaker 1: we're really grateful for that community and you so thank

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Speaker 1: you for sticking with us for another year. I think

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Speaker 1: it'll be our sixth year in two of doing horrible decisions.

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Speaker 1: We love you so much. Thanks for being loyal, Thanks

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Speaker 1: for being the best part of our show.