WEBVTT - The Damage Done

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<v Speaker 1>A hike, punk, Welcome to the Journalista Podcast. When we

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<v Speaker 1>first met Cookie, she had just picked up a pound

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<v Speaker 1>of wheat and stood in front of a firing squad.

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<v Speaker 1>She survived. Her Missus Scarface Era got her job at

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<v Speaker 1>CBS because she partied and the party never stopped. In

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<v Speaker 1>this episode, it might just kill her. I want to

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<v Speaker 1>warn you some of the things you'll hear in this

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<v Speaker 1>story might be hard to listen to. I know it

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<v Speaker 1>was for me. Well before we get to that, did

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<v Speaker 1>you ever think to yourself? For my next vacation, I

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<v Speaker 1>want to go see a bloody civil war in Nicaragua.

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<v Speaker 1>They called it revolution tourism.

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<v Speaker 3>Any dignitary, any famous person throughout the whole war years,

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<v Speaker 3>anyone that came to town, whether it's to make a movie,

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<v Speaker 3>to check out the revolution, just to be a tourist,

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<v Speaker 3>because it was a tourist destination during the war, because

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<v Speaker 3>the war never made it to the capitol, it never

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<v Speaker 3>went into Monagua.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, since you're talking about that, let's just go with

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<v Speaker 1>that for a minute and talk about some of the

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<v Speaker 1>crazy people that you got to meet up on that floor,

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<v Speaker 1>from presidents.

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<v Speaker 3>To prime ministers, people in Reagan's cabinet, rock stars, movie stars, actors, writers, directors.

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<v Speaker 3>We had Jackson Brown staying there with Daryl Hannah.

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<v Speaker 1>Cookie just got me and my wife third row seats

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<v Speaker 1>to his concert in New Orleans. Great time until my

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<v Speaker 1>car got booted.

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<v Speaker 3>Richard Gear came through, Peter Gabriel came through. President Jimmy

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<v Speaker 3>Carter and Ms. Rosalind stayed on that floor with the

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<v Speaker 3>Secret Service. Jesse Jackson came, Chris Christoffers and different actors.

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<v Speaker 3>We had ed Harris Marley, Mattlin. The funny thing is

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<v Speaker 3>that everyone was there doing something, but at nighttime, everybody

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<v Speaker 3>also heard that the place to be was at that

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<v Speaker 3>CBS office on the seventh floor. At the end of

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<v Speaker 3>the hall, and so people would just show up. We

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<v Speaker 3>had US newspapers Miami Harold, Washington Post, New York Times.

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<v Speaker 3>We had direct dial telephones to the US, all the

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<v Speaker 3>things that the rest of the country and the rest

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<v Speaker 3>of the people did not have access to. We had

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<v Speaker 3>the famous new fax machine. We had balconies where people

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<v Speaker 3>would come and lay out sunbathe in the middle of

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<v Speaker 3>the war. So it was a very eclectic crowd during

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<v Speaker 3>the day would mostly be journalists coming in and out.

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<v Speaker 1>With CBS unique in that way. At NBCA, they didn't

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<v Speaker 1>have that kindry.

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<v Speaker 3>NBC had their offices in the same hotel, a floor

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<v Speaker 3>above us, but they weren't the cool people. At six

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<v Speaker 3>the office is closed. Even the NBC people came down

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<v Speaker 3>to hang out at the CBS office. I think it's

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<v Speaker 3>because I was running it.

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<v Speaker 1>I bet you had a nice bar and.

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<v Speaker 3>I had a setup bar. I had something new that

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<v Speaker 3>had just come out. Well, we started the war with

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<v Speaker 3>Walkman's and then CD players came out with little bitty

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<v Speaker 3>speakers and that little setup could cost five six hundred dollars.

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<v Speaker 3>I was the first one to bring it to the

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<v Speaker 3>country with all the latest music. Oh, we even had

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<v Speaker 3>cable TV. I don't know how they rigged that up,

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<v Speaker 3>but we had that. It was just the place to

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<v Speaker 3>be come six o'clock, you know, everybody would come down

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<v Speaker 3>for cocktails or come up for cocktails.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you go out at night with some of these

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<v Speaker 1>people or go to bars and clubs?

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<v Speaker 3>There were bars, there were clubs, there were discos at

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<v Speaker 3>the time. Sure we went out.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, what was the craziest experience you had with somebody

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<v Speaker 1>who'd come to visit?

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<v Speaker 3>It's so many of them. One night were out there

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<v Speaker 3>by the pool and U two was there. They were

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<v Speaker 3>on a fact finding mission. A lot of people would

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<v Speaker 3>come just fact finding missions. They wanted to see what

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<v Speaker 3>the revolution was all about. That's how I wanted them there.

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<v Speaker 3>I was just graduated from Loyola and I wanted to

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<v Speaker 3>see what the revolution was about. It was a common occurrence,

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<v Speaker 3>just like congressmen and senators would come to their fact

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<v Speaker 3>finding missions. And so you two was there, and I

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<v Speaker 3>sent the tables some drinks, and then they asked me

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<v Speaker 3>over and we started to talk, and even though it

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<v Speaker 3>was nighttime, they wanted to pick a tour of the city.

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<v Speaker 3>We went around with my driver in Nicaragui's points of direction,

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<v Speaker 3>up meant towards the airport, down meant towards the cemetery,

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<v Speaker 3>east west, north south, and then points of direction where

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<v Speaker 3>the coffee house used to be, ten blocks north, three

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<v Speaker 3>blocks south. I still don't understand it to this day.

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<v Speaker 3>I kept telling that the streets had no names. Bono

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<v Speaker 3>just really couldn't understand it. How do you not have

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<v Speaker 3>names on the streets? And I said, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>It's called pod points of direction. He just got the

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<v Speaker 3>biggest kick out of it. Many months later, you know

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<v Speaker 3>that song came out streets with no name. I don't

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<v Speaker 3>know if there's any connection, but I just thought it

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<v Speaker 3>was funny because he was really just thrown for a

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<v Speaker 3>loop that how could you have a whole city with

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<v Speaker 3>no street names?

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<v Speaker 1>The debate still rages about that song and what city

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<v Speaker 1>you two was referring to, not much doubt. In Monagua,

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<v Speaker 1>Time magazine weighed in with the story titled Postcard from Monagua,

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<v Speaker 1>How far are you from the place Bono sang about.

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<v Speaker 4>A year after Irish rocker Bono visited Nicaragua in nineteen

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<v Speaker 4>eighty six in an effort to raise awareness about Central

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<v Speaker 4>American war refugees. You too, released its smash hit album

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<v Speaker 4>The Joshua Tree, and Nicaraguans immediately recognized that one of

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<v Speaker 4>the songs was written about their country. Twenty years later,

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<v Speaker 4>most people here still hold his fact that Where the

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<v Speaker 4>Streets Have No Name was written about Monagua, a squat

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<v Speaker 4>and sprawling capital city where well the streets are unnamed.

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<v Speaker 4>Stephen Kinzer, a former New York Times bureau chief based

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<v Speaker 4>in Monagua in the nineteen eighties, accurately describes the fine

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<v Speaker 4>art of giving directions in Monagua as a Socratic technique

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<v Speaker 4>based on first determining what the direction asker knows, then

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<v Speaker 4>working backward from there. The funniest part about giving directions

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<v Speaker 4>in this corner of the world is that some streets

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<v Speaker 4>actually do have names, but no one knows what they are.

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<v Speaker 1>In a press release, ad agency McCain Nicaragua said, this

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<v Speaker 1>unique and unreal aspect of Monagua's life caught the attention

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<v Speaker 1>of an inspired Bono, the lead singer of global supergroup

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<v Speaker 1>U two, to compose the hit song Where the Streets

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<v Speaker 1>Have No Name, after visiting Managua in nineteen eighty six.

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<v Speaker 1>The campaign is focused on adding street signs to Monagua streets,

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<v Speaker 1>identifying these locations on Google Maps by tagging them with

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<v Speaker 1>historical information. You told me about a one particular friend

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<v Speaker 1>that has become famous in the news in the last

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<v Speaker 1>few years, Randy Cretico. For people who are listening to this,

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<v Speaker 1>Randy Cretico is now known for being the go between

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<v Speaker 1>between Roger Stone and Julian Massage correct and getting Hillary's

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<v Speaker 1>emails and that.

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<v Speaker 5>Sort of thing in the Russia investigation. At this hour,

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<v Speaker 5>new details about the relationship between a long time Trump

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<v Speaker 5>associate and Wiki leaks. We now know the name of

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<v Speaker 5>the person who was the go between for Roger Stone

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<v Speaker 5>and Julian Assange money. Roger was out front on Capitol

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<v Speaker 5>Hill and Mono, you're breaking the story. What more are

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<v Speaker 5>you learning at this hour?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, that's right. Roger Stone revealed to the House Intelligence

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<v Speaker 6>Committee the name of this intermediary, a person who had

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<v Speaker 6>contacts with Julian Assane during the campaign season and who

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<v Speaker 6>also had a conversation with Roger Stone himself, and the

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<v Speaker 6>name of the individuals. Randy Kredeco now Randy Credeco is

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<v Speaker 6>a New York radio personality who did have conversations with

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<v Speaker 6>both Stone and as Songe during the campaign season. In fact,

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<v Speaker 6>they were guests on both of his shows.

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<v Speaker 1>He was a comedian, and we don't know him that way,

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<v Speaker 1>although when you did a lot of his appearances, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>on the news interviews.

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<v Speaker 3>He tried to make jokes. Yeah, and he was almost

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<v Speaker 3>on the cusp of becoming successful, but he chose to

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<v Speaker 3>be a political comedian and his politics were always way left.

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<v Speaker 3>And he was thrown off to Johnny Carson Show for

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<v Speaker 3>telling a joke that they told them not to tell.

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<v Speaker 3>And the way we met, he was hanging out at

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<v Speaker 3>the Intercontinental Hotel because he always liked to be in

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<v Speaker 3>the middle of things, and he saw me walking through

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<v Speaker 3>it wearing a little hat and a pretty floral cotton dress,

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<v Speaker 3>and under his breath he says, where does she think

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<v Speaker 3>she is on the east side? And I looked at

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<v Speaker 3>him and I said, no, I'm in Monagua. You're on

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<v Speaker 3>my turf. Where are you from. That's how the friendship began,

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<v Speaker 3>and for the next twelve to fifteen years, every time

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<v Speaker 3>he'd come to Nicaragua, he would stay in my quarters

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<v Speaker 3>or the office, he'd hang out, and he became just

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<v Speaker 3>a fixture among all the journalists, some of them liked him,

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<v Speaker 3>some of them hated him, depending on your politics. He

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<v Speaker 3>loved to just hang out and be a part of everything.

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<v Speaker 3>He was the comedic relief during those war years. He

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<v Speaker 3>could make you laugh no matter what.

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<v Speaker 1>He casually count.

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<v Speaker 7>You had three hundred thousand Iraqis killed.

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<v Speaker 1>By the Allies and you had one hundred and forty.

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<v Speaker 8>Eight Allies killed by the Allies, and.

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<v Speaker 6>Bush is still working on the guy's name sat Tam Hassen,

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<v Speaker 6>Satan Hassen, Sandino Hasidic.

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<v Speaker 1>We are not at war with that people of Iraq.

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<v Speaker 1>We are at war with the Iraqi papal.

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<v Speaker 3>He could do Impressions, he could do Reagan, he could

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<v Speaker 3>do Ortega, he could do anybody.

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<v Speaker 1>Isn't it ironic though, that he's sort of defined himself

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<v Speaker 1>with the far left politics and comedy and ends up

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<v Speaker 1>being a tool for the right at this time of

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<v Speaker 1>his life.

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<v Speaker 3>Because he had no idea that that's what was going on.

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<v Speaker 3>I told him from the beginning, I said, you're going

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<v Speaker 3>to get in trouble if you're dealing with Roger Stone

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<v Speaker 3>Julian Assange. Oh no, you don't know what you're talking about.

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<v Speaker 3>And here we are. Man, He's still struggling because of

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<v Speaker 3>all of that.

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<v Speaker 1>It's important to note that before all this bullshit with

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<v Speaker 1>Roger Stone at Wiki Leaks, Randy Kretico had dedicated his

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<v Speaker 1>life to helping the poor, expanding public house fighting, mass incarceration,

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<v Speaker 1>criminal justice reform, and so many things that matter to

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<v Speaker 1>everyday Americans, and I want to honor that. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>one time I was sitting in a Chili's in Abbeyville, Louisiana,

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<v Speaker 1>with the wife and kids, getting ready to order some burgers.

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<v Speaker 1>In walked four guys dressed like commandos, carrying AR fifteen's,

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<v Speaker 1>you know the types. For some reason, it reminds me

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<v Speaker 1>of this story, another kind of tourism.

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<v Speaker 3>It's a crazy story. So all these years, everybody's covering war.

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<v Speaker 3>Everybody wants the big story, and we all knew what

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<v Speaker 3>the big story was. It was just proving it. And

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<v Speaker 3>the big story was us involvement in trying to overthrow

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<v Speaker 3>a government. We all knew it, and everyone knew what

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<v Speaker 3>was going on. You can't prove it, you can't take

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<v Speaker 3>film of it, you can't take video, you can't take pictures.

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<v Speaker 3>One day we're summoned, the journalists are summoned by State security,

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<v Speaker 3>a US mercenary working for the CIA has been caught

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<v Speaker 3>trying to overthrow the Nicaraguan government. We knew it was

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<v Speaker 3>going to be a dog and pony show. You know

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<v Speaker 3>they're going to make a big deal about it.

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<v Speaker 1>At that moment, you don't know what it's about.

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<v Speaker 3>We don't know what it's about. It could be something big.

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<v Speaker 3>But remember we would be called to press conferences all

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<v Speaker 3>the time. You never knew what the story was going

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<v Speaker 3>to be. So when we get there, you've got this

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<v Speaker 3>obviously American guy looking very scared and very distraught, sitting

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<v Speaker 3>next to heads of State Security the Secret Police.

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<v Speaker 1>Sam Hall was a silver medallist in the nineteen sixty

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<v Speaker 1>Olympics in Rome and a former member of the Ohio

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<v Speaker 1>House of Representatives, which makes the story even crazier.

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<v Speaker 3>The State Security guy makes a statement and his name

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<v Speaker 3>was Lenine Serno. He proceeds to tell us how this

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<v Speaker 3>is an American that's been caught near the border try

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<v Speaker 3>to infiltrate and do some terrorist acts on Nicaraguan soil

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<v Speaker 3>at the behest of the US government. So everybody's thinking,

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<v Speaker 3>oh wow, this is this is big. So Lenin Serena

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<v Speaker 3>tells the guy to give some background on himself. Well,

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<v Speaker 3>right away, I'm like, who's told by their captors? Can

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<v Speaker 3>you give background on yourself? Obviously he had been questioned

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<v Speaker 3>and interrogated by them. So the guy starts to tell

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<v Speaker 3>us how he has worked covertly for the CIA and

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<v Speaker 3>for different places in the world.

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<v Speaker 1>The Washington Post reported on Hall's arrest.

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<v Speaker 4>Sam Hall, an American, claimed he was on a spy

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<v Speaker 4>mission after he was arrested last month in a restricted

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<v Speaker 4>military area near Managua. Nicaraguan officials said after Hall's arrest

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<v Speaker 4>near the punte Je Airbase, thirteen miles northeast of Managua,

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<v Speaker 4>that he had maps of the installation in his shoe.

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<v Speaker 4>Hall said at a news conference in Mina that he

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<v Speaker 4>was spying on military installations on behalf of three men

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<v Speaker 4>code named Tinker, Evers and Chance. He also claimed in

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<v Speaker 4>a CBS News interview that he was the only remaining

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<v Speaker 4>member of the Phoenix Battalion, which he described as a

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<v Speaker 4>counter terrorist paramilitary organization.

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<v Speaker 3>And he says that he went to the Sixth Day

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<v Speaker 3>War in Israel, but he got there on the seventh day. Well,

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<v Speaker 3>everybody starts either laughing or they can't believe what they're

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<v Speaker 3>hearing or they're not understanding what they're hearing. And he

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<v Speaker 3>says he had been an Olympic swimmer, and I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>the story just kept going in all kinds of different directions.

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<v Speaker 3>But he had been caught with a map in his

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<v Speaker 3>shoe and he said he was just using it for

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<v Speaker 3>his arches. I mean, this guy was just coming across

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<v Speaker 3>as a bona fide kook. This is not going the

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<v Speaker 3>way the Sandinista government thinks it's going to go. This

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<v Speaker 3>guy has no connection to the CIA. This guy is

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<v Speaker 3>not working for the US government. This is some kind

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<v Speaker 3>of lone kook out there on a great adventure.

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<v Speaker 7>You ended up in Nicaragua, inside Sandinista army base, arrested, captured,

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<v Speaker 7>whatever stopped held. Got to put it real bluntly, they

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<v Speaker 7>said you were crazy. Anybody in this business has to

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<v Speaker 7>be a little bit crazy. The reason they were saying

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<v Speaker 7>that I was never allowed to say. I had to

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<v Speaker 7>sign a disavowl agreement in nineteen eighty four, the CIA says,

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<v Speaker 7>and I've talked to them, says you weren't reporting to them.

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<v Speaker 7>But of course that's on the surface, but.

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<v Speaker 3>That's part of the disabown.

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<v Speaker 7>I knew I would be disabout I didn't care.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm looking at the head of the secret Police and

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<v Speaker 3>I'm looking at him and I'm just shaking my head

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<v Speaker 3>and kind of making a motion across my neck saying cut.

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<v Speaker 3>This is not going the way you guys think it's going.

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<v Speaker 3>All of a sudden, the head of the secret Police

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<v Speaker 3>stands up says, that's the end of this press conference,

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<v Speaker 3>no more questions, no more anything. They quickly took this

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<v Speaker 3>guy away.

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<v Speaker 1>So you're basically signaling to the head of the secret

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<v Speaker 1>police that this is fucking nuts.

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<v Speaker 3>This is nuts. This is not a story you want

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<v Speaker 3>out there.

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<v Speaker 1>And he's looking at you, going oops.

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<v Speaker 3>He's looking at me the whole time for guidance, because

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<v Speaker 3>I don't think he spoke good English, and so when

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<v Speaker 3>I make the motion cut, he knew cut. He didn't

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<v Speaker 3>know why, but he knew cut. And then of course

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<v Speaker 3>he found out that this guy was a kook.

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<v Speaker 1>But Mario called him a wanna be spy.

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<v Speaker 3>That's what he was, A wanna be spy, A wanna

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<v Speaker 3>be mercenary. I wanna be That was it.

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<v Speaker 1>That was kind of a thing too in Nicaragua, wasn't it.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, just like the people would want to fly there

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<v Speaker 3>to check out the revolution, you know, famous people and politicians.

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<v Speaker 3>He also had nutcases trying to be a part of

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<v Speaker 3>the story, just like you had people that playing like

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<v Speaker 3>they were journalists. It was sort of a free for all.

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<v Speaker 1>It kind of reminds me of like right now or'

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<v Speaker 1>is these guys that their flack jackets on and play

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<v Speaker 1>like they're like military and they're walking around and.

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<v Speaker 3>Starbucks with the AR fifteen and yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Except it's in Nicaragua and that really is a war

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<v Speaker 1>going on. Yeah, how did it play out? Do you remember?

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<v Speaker 3>I think that they just let him go.

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<v Speaker 1>That's hilarious to me.

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<v Speaker 3>It was just an insane story.

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<v Speaker 1>You know. The weird thing about this particular story. It's

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<v Speaker 1>a very small little footnote and a very bigger story.

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<v Speaker 1>But the head of the secret police is taking a

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<v Speaker 1>cue from you.

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<v Speaker 3>I thought that was funny too. I sort of felt

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<v Speaker 3>like you had to help him. I need to help

0:17:30.400 --> 0:17:33.920
<v Speaker 3>this guy. He's drowning here, and he doesn't even realize

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<v Speaker 3>that he's drowning.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if Sam Hall was full of shit

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<v Speaker 1>or what the fuck he was doing in Nicaragua, but

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<v Speaker 1>he was a self proclaimed patriot and freedom fighter. Sound

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<v Speaker 1>familiar coming up. Cookie gets arrested, and that's the easy part.

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<v Speaker 1>We'll be right back. Welcome back. Cookie's been living the

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<v Speaker 1>highlight for a long time, always managing to stay a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of steps ahead of the law. Her luck is

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<v Speaker 1>about to run out. Obviously, you were always out in

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<v Speaker 1>the world. You always had your party favors with you.

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<v Speaker 3>Correct. But usually when I did stories, when I was

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<v Speaker 3>in the field, I wasn't partying. Well. On this one trip,

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<v Speaker 3>I forget what crew I was with. I do remember

0:18:40.160 --> 0:18:44.680
<v Speaker 3>what producer had been flown in. John Seiseloff was his name.

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<v Speaker 1>You might remember him from episode four when he had

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<v Speaker 1>to file a bullshit story about cookies helicopter crash under

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<v Speaker 1>pressure from the Sandinistas.

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<v Speaker 3>We're in the middle of nowhere, in the mountains.

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<v Speaker 1>Somewhere covering what, just.

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<v Speaker 3>Looking for a story. It wasn't all the time a

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<v Speaker 3>big story or a breaking news story. The day to

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<v Speaker 3>day was usually just covering your ass, looking for something,

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<v Speaker 3>possibly stumbling into something. I don't know where. We were,

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<v Speaker 3>probably some shithole. And now remember I had a little

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<v Speaker 3>weed in one of those plastic film cases. We've been smoking.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, the crew, myself, not the producer, he was

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<v Speaker 3>a really straight laced kind of guy. A soldier apparently

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<v Speaker 3>smelled the weed, whether it was on myself or the

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<v Speaker 3>crew or somebody, and they decided she's got drugs on her,

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<v Speaker 3>which I did. It was just a little weed. So

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<v Speaker 3>when we get back to the barracks, he rats me out.

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<v Speaker 3>All of a sudden, I'm confronted by the head of

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<v Speaker 3>the battalion or whatever it was, and he says, we

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<v Speaker 3>know you have marijuana. Your crew was seen smoking it.

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<v Speaker 3>We're gonna take you in.

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<v Speaker 1>Probably should remind people that they are very strict drug

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<v Speaker 1>laws in Sandinista, Nicaragua.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, there are no drugs. I would have to import

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<v Speaker 3>drugs from the United States to Nicaragua. The next thing

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<v Speaker 3>I know, the commander and I guess what they call

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<v Speaker 3>their MPs come grab me by both arms and they're

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<v Speaker 3>gonna lead me away to I don't know, jail whatever

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<v Speaker 3>on the base. And I know at that moment, I've

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<v Speaker 3>got this plastic film case on me and I got

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<v Speaker 3>to get rid of it between right now and wherever

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<v Speaker 3>it is they're taking me. Now, remember we're in the

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<v Speaker 3>middle of nowhere. This is all every man for himself. Oh,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm in charge. No, I'm in charge kind of thing.

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<v Speaker 3>So as we're walking, I don't even know how far

0:20:46.840 --> 0:20:49.159
<v Speaker 3>I've got to walk, but I know I got to

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<v Speaker 3>act quickly. I play like a trip to get the

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<v Speaker 3>film case out of my pocket. So now it's in

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<v Speaker 3>my hand and I'm being held by my arms, not

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<v Speaker 3>by my hand, and I've got fist clenched so that

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<v Speaker 3>it doesn't look suspicious. And so I know that I

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<v Speaker 3>have to fall again and get rid of this film

0:21:07.960 --> 0:21:11.480
<v Speaker 3>container and somehow get rid of it. I can't throw

0:21:11.560 --> 0:21:14.760
<v Speaker 3>it because they'll see it. I make myself fall again,

0:21:15.080 --> 0:21:17.880
<v Speaker 3>and as I fall, I make sure that I take

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<v Speaker 3>that film case and just bury it in the mud,

0:21:21.480 --> 0:21:25.040
<v Speaker 3>because again we're in the jungles. There's no roads, there's

0:21:25.080 --> 0:21:29.320
<v Speaker 3>no highways, it's just dirt. And then I got up

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<v Speaker 3>and I'm acting like I hurt myself, and they're all

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<v Speaker 3>trying to help me, the soldiers, so they take me

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<v Speaker 3>to the Comandante. I of course call the guy that

0:21:38.160 --> 0:21:41.760
<v Speaker 3>turned me in a liar. You know, he must hate Americans.

0:21:42.200 --> 0:21:46.720
<v Speaker 3>When I'm with the commandante and he's searching me and everything,

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<v Speaker 3>I said, listen, all you need to do is make

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<v Speaker 3>a call to the president. What president, President Ortega and

0:21:53.520 --> 0:21:56.520
<v Speaker 3>he'll vouch for me. And they're like, listen to this

0:21:56.560 --> 0:21:59.720
<v Speaker 3>one and saying, what call the president? I said he

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<v Speaker 3>would be who of you guys to get in touch

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<v Speaker 3>with someone that can get in touch with the president.

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<v Speaker 3>And they're like, yeah, right, I need you to contact

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<v Speaker 3>President Danielle or Tega. And I just kept saying it

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<v Speaker 3>over and over, and I remember one of them said,

0:22:16.240 --> 0:22:20.800
<v Speaker 3>she's still high. She's claiming she knows Danielle Ortega, the president,

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<v Speaker 3>our president. And I just kept saying it over and over,

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<v Speaker 3>and finally somebody must have said to themselves, there must

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<v Speaker 3>be something to this. Maybe there is, Maybe there is it,

0:22:32.480 --> 0:22:35.200
<v Speaker 3>but it would behoove us to follow up on it.

0:22:35.440 --> 0:22:37.960
<v Speaker 3>And I saw a couple of guys leave where they

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<v Speaker 3>were holding me, and I would say, about forty minutes later,

0:22:42.000 --> 0:22:46.440
<v Speaker 3>comes walking in the producer and we're being escorted out

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<v Speaker 3>and set free. Guess what they did. They contacted President

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<v Speaker 3>Danielle or Tega's people, and he told them to immediately,

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<v Speaker 3>if not sooner, let her out. You guys are in trouble,

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<v Speaker 3>in trouble for doing the right thing.

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<v Speaker 1>That was probably the only time in that guy's life

0:23:05.359 --> 0:23:07.200
<v Speaker 1>that he talked to those kind of people.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, yes, and then John seiselof and I thank him

0:23:11.600 --> 0:23:14.480
<v Speaker 3>till this day also rest in peace. You know. I

0:23:14.520 --> 0:23:17.680
<v Speaker 3>begged him, please don't turn me in to CBS because

0:23:17.680 --> 0:23:20.920
<v Speaker 3>I'll lose my job. He also knew that he could

0:23:21.000 --> 0:23:25.040
<v Speaker 3>lose his job because he allowed these shenanigans to go on.

0:23:25.560 --> 0:23:28.880
<v Speaker 3>He never said anything, obviously, the crew never said anything

0:23:29.359 --> 0:23:31.640
<v Speaker 3>after that. They treated me with kid gloves.

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<v Speaker 1>The producer you're with, he obviously didn't smoke weed. He wasn't. No,

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<v Speaker 1>he wasn't the kind that you were partying.

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<v Speaker 3>No, he was a Quaker in fact, or a Mormon

0:23:40.800 --> 0:23:41.880
<v Speaker 3>or something like that.

0:23:42.160 --> 0:23:44.399
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, I just found my new sitcom idea

0:23:44.480 --> 0:23:45.439
<v Speaker 1>Cookie and the Quaker.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but he didn't turn me in. And the reason

0:23:49.520 --> 0:23:52.080
<v Speaker 3>I think I could get away with all of these things,

0:23:52.280 --> 0:23:55.400
<v Speaker 3>especially with CBS people, is because I made them all

0:23:55.440 --> 0:23:59.520
<v Speaker 3>look good. The stories I got for them made them

0:23:59.600 --> 0:24:04.080
<v Speaker 3>look good. So why get rid or risk getting rid

0:24:04.080 --> 0:24:07.240
<v Speaker 3>of the one person that always comes through for them

0:24:07.640 --> 0:24:08.760
<v Speaker 3>and make them look good?

0:24:09.160 --> 0:24:10.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah? What did Dan rather say?

0:24:10.760 --> 0:24:13.000
<v Speaker 3>My secret weapon in Central America?

0:24:13.480 --> 0:24:15.840
<v Speaker 1>That says it all. Really, nothing else can be said.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that was it?

0:24:17.880 --> 0:24:18.720
<v Speaker 1>Nice to know people.

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<v Speaker 3>It was very nice to know people, and to this

0:24:21.640 --> 0:24:25.600
<v Speaker 3>day I still know people there, and he's still the president.

0:24:27.880 --> 0:24:31.400
<v Speaker 1>Cookie talks her way out of another jam, but her

0:24:31.440 --> 0:24:35.720
<v Speaker 1>wild ways are getting noticed. The Sandinista government is watching her.

0:24:38.160 --> 0:24:40.600
<v Speaker 3>So one day I'm in my office. There's a knock

0:24:40.640 --> 0:24:43.760
<v Speaker 3>at the door and it's this guy. I've never seen

0:24:43.800 --> 0:24:48.320
<v Speaker 3>him before, and he's not dressed in a military uniform.

0:24:48.440 --> 0:24:51.840
<v Speaker 3>He's dressed as a civilian. And he says he needs

0:24:51.880 --> 0:24:54.760
<v Speaker 3>to speak to me about what. And he says, well,

0:24:54.800 --> 0:24:57.920
<v Speaker 3>can I come in? This is a very delicate situation.

0:24:58.080 --> 0:25:01.320
<v Speaker 3>I need to speak to you about. Sure, come on in.

0:25:01.720 --> 0:25:04.840
<v Speaker 3>And he proceeds to tell me that he works for

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<v Speaker 3>state security, that there's problems with drugs, and I freak out.

0:25:10.280 --> 0:25:12.760
<v Speaker 3>I said, I am not involved with drugs. I do

0:25:12.880 --> 0:25:15.639
<v Speaker 3>not party, I do not do drugs. Here, take my

0:25:15.800 --> 0:25:19.399
<v Speaker 3>blood sample now, you can have it tested. If he

0:25:19.440 --> 0:25:23.240
<v Speaker 3>had done that, it would have fit off the charts.

0:25:23.680 --> 0:25:26.600
<v Speaker 3>He says, no, no, no, you don't understand. I said,

0:25:26.640 --> 0:25:29.600
<v Speaker 3>I understand. You're accusing me of something. He goes, I

0:25:29.640 --> 0:25:33.760
<v Speaker 3>am not accusing you of anything. You need to calm

0:25:33.800 --> 0:25:37.320
<v Speaker 3>down and let me explain why I'm here. I said, okay.

0:25:37.760 --> 0:25:41.240
<v Speaker 3>He says. By the way, my nom de guere is

0:25:41.920 --> 0:25:46.439
<v Speaker 3>jughead in Spanish doroomlo, that's what you could call me.

0:25:46.920 --> 0:25:49.720
<v Speaker 3>And he says, this is the problem we are having

0:25:49.800 --> 0:25:53.320
<v Speaker 3>right now with you. We have rounded up about twenty

0:25:53.880 --> 0:26:00.280
<v Speaker 3>of these society kids, you know, for drugs, dealing while partying, whatever.

0:26:00.840 --> 0:26:04.399
<v Speaker 3>They became too obvious. So we've got about twenty of

0:26:04.440 --> 0:26:07.840
<v Speaker 3>these people in jail. Well, what does that have to

0:26:07.880 --> 0:26:10.560
<v Speaker 3>do with me? He says, Well, you know them? I said, well,

0:26:10.600 --> 0:26:12.840
<v Speaker 3>I know a lot of people. He says, yeah, But

0:26:13.320 --> 0:26:17.320
<v Speaker 3>they're all saying your name, that they hang out with you,

0:26:17.560 --> 0:26:20.399
<v Speaker 3>that they party with you. I said, I know a

0:26:20.400 --> 0:26:22.240
<v Speaker 3>lot of people. I grew up with a lot of

0:26:22.280 --> 0:26:24.960
<v Speaker 3>these people. They could say whatever they want to say.

0:26:25.000 --> 0:26:27.159
<v Speaker 3>Maybe they think it's going to get them out of trouble.

0:26:27.320 --> 0:26:30.280
<v Speaker 3>He says. I still think that you don't understand why

0:26:30.320 --> 0:26:33.679
<v Speaker 3>I'm here. The reason I am here is that we

0:26:34.400 --> 0:26:38.399
<v Speaker 3>as the government have no problem with you partying. And

0:26:38.480 --> 0:26:42.320
<v Speaker 3>I'm just like slowly going into shock here. Is this

0:26:42.320 --> 0:26:44.840
<v Speaker 3>some sort of ambush? Is this some sort of test?

0:26:45.359 --> 0:26:48.520
<v Speaker 3>He says, we know what you do. We don't have

0:26:48.560 --> 0:26:52.600
<v Speaker 3>a problem with it. In fact, if you need supplies.

0:26:53.320 --> 0:26:57.040
<v Speaker 3>We could furnish you with party favors whenever you need.

0:26:57.600 --> 0:27:01.760
<v Speaker 3>And I'm like, whoa, whoa, This does not sound right

0:27:01.920 --> 0:27:05.440
<v Speaker 3>to me. He says. The other part of the problem

0:27:05.560 --> 0:27:09.280
<v Speaker 3>is that besides these people saying your name, we can't

0:27:09.320 --> 0:27:14.920
<v Speaker 3>have that. We cannot have people in jails saying your

0:27:15.040 --> 0:27:18.280
<v Speaker 3>name and that they party with you. So what we're

0:27:18.320 --> 0:27:22.320
<v Speaker 3>asking you is a couple of things. To please be

0:27:22.920 --> 0:27:28.400
<v Speaker 3>more discreet. Stop partying with known people that could possibly

0:27:28.440 --> 0:27:33.760
<v Speaker 3>get in trouble with us. Just party quietly. Party with

0:27:33.800 --> 0:27:39.560
<v Speaker 3>your journalist friends, stop partying with the society kids. And

0:27:39.720 --> 0:27:43.920
<v Speaker 3>again he says, I reiterate, if you ever need anything

0:27:44.320 --> 0:27:47.800
<v Speaker 3>so you don't have to go out there publicly looking

0:27:47.920 --> 0:27:52.640
<v Speaker 3>for merchandise, contact me and I will supply you with

0:27:52.680 --> 0:27:55.400
<v Speaker 3>whatever you want. And I'm like, are you serious?

0:27:55.560 --> 0:27:55.840
<v Speaker 2>Is that?

0:27:55.920 --> 0:28:01.040
<v Speaker 3>Are you basically telling me government sanction drug use and

0:28:01.080 --> 0:28:04.280
<v Speaker 3>you'll supply it. He says, that's exactly what I mean.

0:28:04.880 --> 0:28:07.960
<v Speaker 3>And I am your contact, and I will be around

0:28:08.320 --> 0:28:11.879
<v Speaker 3>keeping an eye on you from a distance, and you

0:28:11.920 --> 0:28:15.960
<v Speaker 3>could call me anytime, night or day for anything. And

0:28:16.000 --> 0:28:19.879
<v Speaker 3>we became very close friends. Within six months, he was

0:28:19.960 --> 0:28:24.320
<v Speaker 3>partying two We drew him over to the dark side.

0:28:24.680 --> 0:28:25.840
<v Speaker 1>So you corrupted him.

0:28:26.280 --> 0:28:29.919
<v Speaker 3>Absolutely. I tend to have that effect on people. I

0:28:30.040 --> 0:28:34.879
<v Speaker 3>corrupted him. He was my guy for years.

0:28:35.320 --> 0:28:38.000
<v Speaker 1>You said a lot of crazy things in this podcast.

0:28:38.160 --> 0:28:41.160
<v Speaker 1>That's insane, right, That's that's pretty far out there.

0:28:41.120 --> 0:28:43.760
<v Speaker 3>That is I mean. And I couldn't have asked for

0:28:43.800 --> 0:28:52.600
<v Speaker 3>anything better. Okay, Well, yeah, anything I wanted, weed, coke, anything.

0:28:53.560 --> 0:28:56.360
<v Speaker 3>I did know that they had wiped out drugs and

0:28:56.440 --> 0:28:58.200
<v Speaker 3>drug use in the country.

0:28:58.320 --> 0:29:01.480
<v Speaker 1>Well, it's kind of funny because you know you're in Nicaragua.

0:29:01.600 --> 0:29:02.640
<v Speaker 1>You think you'd be able to get a.

0:29:02.640 --> 0:29:05.280
<v Speaker 3>Great drugs nothing impossible.

0:29:05.400 --> 0:29:07.480
<v Speaker 1>How did you How did you I would have to fly.

0:29:08.280 --> 0:29:14.360
<v Speaker 3>To the US, buy by drugs, import them into Nicaragua.

0:29:14.680 --> 0:29:16.720
<v Speaker 1>I heard you had a couple of little clever ways

0:29:16.720 --> 0:29:17.480
<v Speaker 1>of getting them in.

0:29:17.920 --> 0:29:21.840
<v Speaker 3>Well, sure, if it wasn't myself literally flying to the

0:29:21.880 --> 0:29:26.040
<v Speaker 3>States and bringing them in myself, I would get other journalists.

0:29:26.080 --> 0:29:29.080
<v Speaker 3>They would bring their own and share. You know, I

0:29:29.120 --> 0:29:33.800
<v Speaker 3>would get family and friends in Miami to drop off

0:29:34.440 --> 0:29:40.120
<v Speaker 3>clothes and videos and dolls to the CBS office and

0:29:40.520 --> 0:29:44.760
<v Speaker 3>CBS unnoingly with ship stuff to me, not knowing that.

0:29:45.000 --> 0:29:49.440
<v Speaker 1>So you were you were sneaking cocaine in through clothes, dolls, tapes.

0:29:49.960 --> 0:29:53.200
<v Speaker 3>And when I say tapes, I don't mean the CBS tapes.

0:29:53.720 --> 0:29:56.840
<v Speaker 3>I'm talking about MTV, you know, stuff that I would

0:29:56.840 --> 0:29:58.240
<v Speaker 3>get people to tape for me.

0:29:58.480 --> 0:30:01.560
<v Speaker 1>Here's the thought. Do you think to Moss poor hey

0:30:01.800 --> 0:30:02.560
<v Speaker 1>he knew about that?

0:30:03.040 --> 0:30:05.080
<v Speaker 3>I would probably think he did.

0:30:05.400 --> 0:30:07.760
<v Speaker 1>Is it easier to smuggle coke out of the United

0:30:07.800 --> 0:30:09.280
<v Speaker 1>States than it is to smuggle it in?

0:30:09.760 --> 0:30:15.640
<v Speaker 3>Absolutely? Because I knew that nothing could happen to me. Nothing.

0:30:15.920 --> 0:30:18.560
<v Speaker 3>And then let's say I got caught. You think I

0:30:18.560 --> 0:30:22.440
<v Speaker 3>would have spent one moment in trouble. I had jugad.

0:30:23.680 --> 0:30:28.800
<v Speaker 1>She has jugaad. Why doesn't that sound comforting, Well, it

0:30:28.880 --> 0:30:33.280
<v Speaker 1>certainly sounds like Cookie has it all under control. Nope,

0:30:34.520 --> 0:30:37.080
<v Speaker 1>her life is about to change and she might just

0:30:37.160 --> 0:30:41.840
<v Speaker 1>lose everything she's fought for, including her life. We'll be

0:30:41.920 --> 0:30:54.480
<v Speaker 1>right back, welcome back. Cookie is about to meet one

0:30:54.520 --> 0:30:57.760
<v Speaker 1>of the great loves of her life. The question is

0:30:58.200 --> 0:31:03.880
<v Speaker 1>will she survive it? Buckle up. So I know you've

0:31:03.880 --> 0:31:07.040
<v Speaker 1>been married a few times. You've had many romantic adventures

0:31:07.040 --> 0:31:07.719
<v Speaker 1>in your life.

0:31:07.760 --> 0:31:10.160
<v Speaker 3>I've found mister Wraich thirty three times.

0:31:12.080 --> 0:31:15.720
<v Speaker 1>But there was one guy in Nicaragua and Central America

0:31:15.720 --> 0:31:17.640
<v Speaker 1>that you spent a lot of time with that you

0:31:17.680 --> 0:31:20.280
<v Speaker 1>were very close to. Let's talk about John Basco. Tell

0:31:20.320 --> 0:31:22.720
<v Speaker 1>me about who he was, what he did, and how

0:31:22.760 --> 0:31:23.680
<v Speaker 1>you guys got together.

0:31:24.040 --> 0:31:28.920
<v Speaker 3>John worked as a cameraman for NBC. His specialty was war.

0:31:29.040 --> 0:31:31.760
<v Speaker 3>He was always being shipped to war zones and then

0:31:31.840 --> 0:31:36.320
<v Speaker 3>for a time he was constantly in Nicaragua and El

0:31:36.440 --> 0:31:39.360
<v Speaker 3>Salvador as well. You know, he had been told when

0:31:39.360 --> 0:31:41.640
<v Speaker 3>you get to Nicaragua, you have to go to the

0:31:41.680 --> 0:31:44.800
<v Speaker 3>CBS office. That's the chick that is going to be

0:31:44.880 --> 0:31:49.480
<v Speaker 3>your best connection, not just for business and the news,

0:31:49.600 --> 0:31:53.360
<v Speaker 3>but she's going to be your best connection for anything else.

0:31:53.760 --> 0:31:56.240
<v Speaker 3>She and her office are the place to be and

0:31:56.360 --> 0:32:00.600
<v Speaker 3>to be seen. He came down and introduced himself one

0:32:00.680 --> 0:32:04.040
<v Speaker 3>day to the CBS office. I thought he was cute.

0:32:04.320 --> 0:32:06.680
<v Speaker 3>I'm going to say right now. He kind of couldn't

0:32:06.680 --> 0:32:09.640
<v Speaker 3>take his eyes off me. And I could tell she was.

0:32:09.640 --> 0:32:12.720
<v Speaker 8>Running the CBS office and so she was a hot Tamali.

0:32:12.800 --> 0:32:16.360
<v Speaker 8>You know what drew me to her was her great

0:32:16.760 --> 0:32:21.280
<v Speaker 8>physical beauty, really, and she was tall and slender, and

0:32:21.360 --> 0:32:25.920
<v Speaker 8>she was real pretty. She was crazy and wild and everything.

0:32:26.320 --> 0:32:29.240
<v Speaker 8>You know, she was smart, she had all the connections,

0:32:29.440 --> 0:32:31.920
<v Speaker 8>she had all the power. She was a lot of

0:32:31.960 --> 0:32:34.600
<v Speaker 8>fun to hang out with, So I mean, how could

0:32:34.600 --> 0:32:36.360
<v Speaker 8>you not be attracted to her?

0:32:36.520 --> 0:32:37.080
<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean?

0:32:37.120 --> 0:32:38.920
<v Speaker 8>I think everybody was attracted to her.

0:32:39.160 --> 0:32:42.760
<v Speaker 3>We sort of started flirting back and forth, and no

0:32:42.800 --> 0:32:46.680
<v Speaker 3>matter what job or junket or peace that we would

0:32:46.800 --> 0:32:50.040
<v Speaker 3>all be working on, he'd always wind up every day

0:32:50.400 --> 0:32:54.000
<v Speaker 3>in my office end of business. We had a lot

0:32:54.040 --> 0:32:58.000
<v Speaker 3>of the same likes. We like to drink, we like

0:32:58.240 --> 0:33:01.480
<v Speaker 3>to party, we like to do drugs. So we hit

0:33:01.520 --> 0:33:05.480
<v Speaker 3>it off immediately. Even though he was a quiet, shy

0:33:05.680 --> 0:33:09.000
<v Speaker 3>kind of guy, but he had a presence and I

0:33:09.120 --> 0:33:12.720
<v Speaker 3>was the complete opposite. Not shy, not quiet, and I

0:33:12.760 --> 0:33:15.840
<v Speaker 3>had a big presence. He told me later that he

0:33:15.880 --> 0:33:19.680
<v Speaker 3>had been told stay away from her. She'll like the

0:33:19.760 --> 0:33:22.920
<v Speaker 3>songs that she'll eat you, chew you up and spit

0:33:23.040 --> 0:33:23.360
<v Speaker 3>you out.

0:33:23.640 --> 0:33:24.760
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, what was your nickname?

0:33:24.960 --> 0:33:28.640
<v Speaker 3>Man eater? My crews always knew that if I set

0:33:28.720 --> 0:33:31.440
<v Speaker 3>my sights on someone, that was the end of them.

0:33:32.080 --> 0:33:34.160
<v Speaker 3>He had been told that he had been mourned, so

0:33:34.200 --> 0:33:37.400
<v Speaker 3>he kept his kind of cautious distance from me in

0:33:37.480 --> 0:33:41.000
<v Speaker 3>that aspect. But then it was inevitable. We got together.

0:33:41.440 --> 0:33:45.800
<v Speaker 3>It was fabulous. It was a world win relationship. We

0:33:46.080 --> 0:33:50.480
<v Speaker 3>simply adored each other in all aspects, not just because

0:33:50.760 --> 0:33:53.480
<v Speaker 3>we would help each other out in the news. I

0:33:53.600 --> 0:33:58.000
<v Speaker 3>always made and got stuff that we both needed to party.

0:33:58.320 --> 0:34:01.080
<v Speaker 3>It was just inevitable that we would get together.

0:34:01.240 --> 0:34:03.160
<v Speaker 8>And it was always a lot of fun to hear.

0:34:03.240 --> 0:34:05.040
<v Speaker 8>We were going to be as signed to go to

0:34:05.120 --> 0:34:08.640
<v Speaker 8>Monagua because Cookie would be there. So here you go, Great,

0:34:09.080 --> 0:34:12.359
<v Speaker 8>we'll see Cookie. That's how it worked, not because she's

0:34:12.520 --> 0:34:16.000
<v Speaker 8>my friend and she's you know, my girlfriend, but besides that,

0:34:16.160 --> 0:34:18.960
<v Speaker 8>even other people, you're gonna go to Monogua, Great, we'll

0:34:19.000 --> 0:34:19.799
<v Speaker 8>see Cookie.

0:34:20.080 --> 0:34:24.360
<v Speaker 3>And I think he actually pushed for assignments in Monagua.

0:34:24.520 --> 0:34:27.360
<v Speaker 1>He said he didn't really like Nicaragua. Of all the

0:34:27.360 --> 0:34:29.560
<v Speaker 1>places he went to, he wanted to go there because

0:34:29.560 --> 0:34:30.879
<v Speaker 1>he knew he was gonna have so much fun.

0:34:31.239 --> 0:34:35.480
<v Speaker 3>I can't stress enough that it wasn't just about the partying.

0:34:35.840 --> 0:34:38.800
<v Speaker 3>It was the camaraderie that we all had.

0:34:39.160 --> 0:34:43.400
<v Speaker 8>In a war zone. You need to have love, you know,

0:34:43.560 --> 0:34:46.960
<v Speaker 8>you need to have friendship. It's very very important because

0:34:46.960 --> 0:34:49.520
<v Speaker 8>you don't have anything else. So the spiritual thing between

0:34:49.520 --> 0:34:52.080
<v Speaker 8>me and Cookie was like that. It was a desperate

0:34:52.480 --> 0:34:56.399
<v Speaker 8>spiritual connection to make it through what we were going through.

0:34:56.920 --> 0:35:00.480
<v Speaker 8>We were together for putting sab on the wounds. I

0:35:00.560 --> 0:35:02.600
<v Speaker 8>needed that and she provided it.

0:35:02.680 --> 0:35:02.840
<v Speaker 9>You know.

0:35:03.000 --> 0:35:05.000
<v Speaker 8>I think maybe I provided it to her too in

0:35:05.040 --> 0:35:05.279
<v Speaker 8>a way.

0:35:05.760 --> 0:35:08.560
<v Speaker 3>Maybe we said the word love, maybe we didn't, But

0:35:08.840 --> 0:35:12.480
<v Speaker 3>I always thought of him as that love interest in

0:35:12.520 --> 0:35:15.520
<v Speaker 3>my life there and it was different. And I think

0:35:15.600 --> 0:35:19.000
<v Speaker 3>he was also surprised because he was also a very

0:35:19.120 --> 0:35:22.560
<v Speaker 3>kind of slam bam, thank you ma'am kind of guy,

0:35:22.880 --> 0:35:26.359
<v Speaker 3>which is why surprisingly we didn't even jump into bed

0:35:26.440 --> 0:35:30.840
<v Speaker 3>together for months. You know, we'd sleep in the same bed.

0:35:31.280 --> 0:35:33.520
<v Speaker 3>It was almost as if we were going to do

0:35:33.640 --> 0:35:37.480
<v Speaker 3>things differently, which made it that much more exciting. I

0:35:37.520 --> 0:35:40.839
<v Speaker 3>looked at him as my soulmate. He also had that

0:35:41.160 --> 0:35:42.360
<v Speaker 3>feeling for me.

0:35:43.360 --> 0:35:46.800
<v Speaker 1>Things were heating up between them, but they're already starting

0:35:46.800 --> 0:35:50.400
<v Speaker 1>the spiral. They decided they needed to get away from Anagua.

0:35:51.160 --> 0:35:53.120
<v Speaker 3>We decided we were going to go on R and

0:35:53.360 --> 0:35:56.400
<v Speaker 3>R to Honduras. It's funny that we would think that

0:35:56.560 --> 0:35:59.759
<v Speaker 3>going to another war toward country would be R and R.

0:36:00.280 --> 0:36:05.920
<v Speaker 3>But yeah, we went to a beach called Roatan in Honduras.

0:36:06.400 --> 0:36:09.440
<v Speaker 3>John didn't even remember the end result of that trip.

0:36:09.600 --> 0:36:11.800
<v Speaker 3>He remembered something bad happened.

0:36:12.080 --> 0:36:13.120
<v Speaker 1>Do you remember the incident.

0:36:13.160 --> 0:36:16.720
<v Speaker 3>That's well, we were just partying, and we were loud,

0:36:17.040 --> 0:36:22.080
<v Speaker 3>and we weren't your normal variety tourist partier.

0:36:23.320 --> 0:36:27.279
<v Speaker 1>Okay, here we go. This is where it starts to

0:36:27.280 --> 0:36:27.840
<v Speaker 1>get weird.

0:36:28.320 --> 0:36:30.799
<v Speaker 8>I thought it was going to be very funny if

0:36:30.840 --> 0:36:33.560
<v Speaker 8>Cookie got in the baby crip in our hotel room.

0:36:34.000 --> 0:36:37.719
<v Speaker 3>This is a little embarrassing. We would role play a lot.

0:36:37.880 --> 0:36:40.600
<v Speaker 3>I think the crib was supposed to be like a jail.

0:36:41.520 --> 0:36:45.360
<v Speaker 8>Can you imagine her squatting down a baby crib, looking

0:36:45.440 --> 0:36:47.680
<v Speaker 8>out of the bars like she's in prison or something.

0:36:48.040 --> 0:36:50.120
<v Speaker 8>I said, Cookie, you should get in that crib. This

0:36:50.200 --> 0:36:50.960
<v Speaker 8>is where you belong.

0:36:51.600 --> 0:36:53.160
<v Speaker 3>This tells you how high we were.

0:36:53.719 --> 0:36:56.480
<v Speaker 8>This is gonna be good for you. And she said, no, no, no,

0:36:56.520 --> 0:36:58.680
<v Speaker 8>I'm not doing that. I'm not doing that. Come on, Cookie,

0:36:58.680 --> 0:36:59.560
<v Speaker 8>get in the crib.

0:37:00.200 --> 0:37:03.120
<v Speaker 3>I still didn't get it. You know why that would

0:37:03.160 --> 0:37:03.840
<v Speaker 3>be eternal.

0:37:04.120 --> 0:37:05.359
<v Speaker 1>He said, you wouldn't do it.

0:37:05.600 --> 0:37:07.480
<v Speaker 3>Well, yeah, but eventually I did.

0:37:07.840 --> 0:37:10.280
<v Speaker 1>He said he was kind of yelling and acting crazy

0:37:10.280 --> 0:37:10.880
<v Speaker 1>to get you to do it.

0:37:11.000 --> 0:37:12.960
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and I eventually I did.

0:37:13.480 --> 0:37:16.440
<v Speaker 1>Early that's the night where a lot of complaints came in, a.

0:37:16.360 --> 0:37:18.920
<v Speaker 3>Lot of complaints came in and believe me, we had

0:37:19.040 --> 0:37:22.960
<v Speaker 3>the top of the line accommodations. We were throwing money

0:37:23.000 --> 0:37:24.719
<v Speaker 3>around like there was no tomorrow.

0:37:25.040 --> 0:37:27.080
<v Speaker 8>And then it ended up with you guys should leave

0:37:27.120 --> 0:37:29.000
<v Speaker 8>here and never come back.

0:37:29.239 --> 0:37:30.959
<v Speaker 1>Were you being pretty boisterous in there?

0:37:31.080 --> 0:37:32.040
<v Speaker 8>I guess we were.

0:37:32.320 --> 0:37:35.040
<v Speaker 3>So we got escorted out of the country. He thought

0:37:35.080 --> 0:37:37.080
<v Speaker 3>that we had just been escorted out of the hotel.

0:37:37.640 --> 0:37:40.880
<v Speaker 3>I said, no, John, it was the hotel, the city,

0:37:41.000 --> 0:37:41.760
<v Speaker 3>and the country.

0:37:42.239 --> 0:37:47.400
<v Speaker 8>You know, sometimes when you're really really been like partying

0:37:47.760 --> 0:37:51.400
<v Speaker 8>or doing war, I mean that goes along with it,

0:37:51.480 --> 0:37:53.520
<v Speaker 8>you just get kind of whacked out of your head.

0:37:53.680 --> 0:37:57.160
<v Speaker 8>You know, you don't really relate the way you should

0:37:57.200 --> 0:37:59.200
<v Speaker 8>in a normal world, you know what I mean. So

0:37:59.280 --> 0:38:01.880
<v Speaker 8>even on a big you don't act the way you

0:38:01.920 --> 0:38:04.680
<v Speaker 8>should act, and you don't realize that you're being so

0:38:04.880 --> 0:38:08.840
<v Speaker 8>weird or so strange, you know, But that's what it was.

0:38:08.880 --> 0:38:11.160
<v Speaker 8>It was like a big wake up calling, Wow, you're

0:38:11.320 --> 0:38:13.720
<v Speaker 8>telling us to leave this island.

0:38:14.360 --> 0:38:16.520
<v Speaker 3>It took I think about a year or two before

0:38:16.560 --> 0:38:18.160
<v Speaker 3>we could go back to Honduras.

0:38:19.080 --> 0:38:22.120
<v Speaker 1>Funny story, but it was getting harder and harder for

0:38:22.160 --> 0:38:25.160
<v Speaker 1>Cookie to hide her demons, and it was becoming all

0:38:25.200 --> 0:38:25.880
<v Speaker 1>too public.

0:38:26.600 --> 0:38:30.919
<v Speaker 3>In Nicaragua, there's this huge mansion on a hill. It's

0:38:30.920 --> 0:38:35.480
<v Speaker 3>called La Casona, the Big House. This was property that

0:38:35.920 --> 0:38:40.640
<v Speaker 3>Roosevelt least for one hundred years, so it was US

0:38:40.680 --> 0:38:43.319
<v Speaker 3>soil and it was part of the embassy in a

0:38:43.320 --> 0:38:47.160
<v Speaker 3>different location. So every Fourth of July or any kind

0:38:47.200 --> 0:38:51.560
<v Speaker 3>of American holiday, the US Embassy would throw big shin digs.

0:38:52.200 --> 0:38:58.719
<v Speaker 3>Local people, local journalists, international journalists, government dignitaries would all

0:38:58.760 --> 0:39:02.960
<v Speaker 3>be invited. There's one particular Fourth of July, big celebration,

0:39:03.760 --> 0:39:05.160
<v Speaker 3>always lots of great.

0:39:05.040 --> 0:39:07.280
<v Speaker 1>Food and fireworks and all.

0:39:07.120 --> 0:39:11.799
<v Speaker 3>That fireworks, hot dogs, anything you can imagine for you know,

0:39:11.920 --> 0:39:16.760
<v Speaker 3>a Fourth of July party. Well, myself and two NBC

0:39:17.480 --> 0:39:22.200
<v Speaker 3>crew members were there with me, cameraman John Basco and

0:39:22.920 --> 0:39:28.480
<v Speaker 3>sundman Juan Caldera, whose sister ran the NBC office in Nicaragua.

0:39:29.000 --> 0:39:32.600
<v Speaker 3>A stroke of midnight, the party's over. Well by that time,

0:39:33.120 --> 0:39:36.520
<v Speaker 3>I'm so paranoid. I can't move. I'm in full riga mortis.

0:39:37.040 --> 0:39:40.319
<v Speaker 3>I'm sitting on a sofa. I cannot move. I know

0:39:40.400 --> 0:39:43.439
<v Speaker 3>that if I stepped foot off the US property, I'm

0:39:43.440 --> 0:39:44.360
<v Speaker 3>going to be arrested.

0:39:44.560 --> 0:39:45.800
<v Speaker 1>And why are you so paranoid?

0:39:45.960 --> 0:39:47.200
<v Speaker 3>Because I'm partying.

0:39:47.560 --> 0:39:51.120
<v Speaker 1>I'm doing cocaine, like massive quantities.

0:39:51.000 --> 0:39:54.120
<v Speaker 3>Obviously enough to make me not be able to get

0:39:54.200 --> 0:39:57.480
<v Speaker 3>up off the sofa. And here's John Basco and here's

0:39:57.600 --> 0:40:01.840
<v Speaker 3>Juan Caldera saying, Cookie, you know they're closing up. You

0:40:02.040 --> 0:40:04.600
<v Speaker 3>got to go. We've got to get you out of here.

0:40:05.120 --> 0:40:07.400
<v Speaker 3>It's starting to look weird. You know.

0:40:08.000 --> 0:40:10.080
<v Speaker 8>She goes to embassy party, she does a lot of coke,

0:40:10.360 --> 0:40:14.200
<v Speaker 8>gets too hot and freezes until you like calm down

0:40:14.239 --> 0:40:16.520
<v Speaker 8>a little bit and then you can like kind of

0:40:17.200 --> 0:40:20.560
<v Speaker 8>shuffle out of the room hopefully and nobody notices too much.

0:40:20.880 --> 0:40:22.040
<v Speaker 1>How long were you sitting there?

0:40:22.600 --> 0:40:26.640
<v Speaker 3>Hours? Hours? And then the party ended and I must

0:40:26.680 --> 0:40:29.919
<v Speaker 3>have sat there another hour. And the Marines they need

0:40:29.960 --> 0:40:31.960
<v Speaker 3>to go, they need to empty out the place.

0:40:32.320 --> 0:40:33.600
<v Speaker 1>Is this one of those things where the lights are

0:40:33.640 --> 0:40:34.319
<v Speaker 1>going off and.

0:40:34.239 --> 0:40:36.920
<v Speaker 3>The lights are going off, you know? Last call was

0:40:37.320 --> 0:40:41.240
<v Speaker 3>an hour ago. Oh I'm not feeling well. I can't move,

0:40:41.640 --> 0:40:44.319
<v Speaker 3>but my two friends finally got me off the sofa

0:40:44.360 --> 0:40:44.799
<v Speaker 3>and out.

0:40:45.239 --> 0:40:46.200
<v Speaker 1>Happy fourth of July.

0:40:46.560 --> 0:40:47.680
<v Speaker 3>Happy fourth of July.

0:40:51.239 --> 0:40:54.879
<v Speaker 1>I asked Alejandro Belly, Cookie's close friend and CBS assistant,

0:40:55.360 --> 0:40:56.600
<v Speaker 1>if he was worried about her.

0:40:57.440 --> 0:41:01.680
<v Speaker 9>I was concerned especially when she was she was with Vascal,

0:41:01.920 --> 0:41:04.480
<v Speaker 9>I mean, Vasco was not very good news for her

0:41:04.600 --> 0:41:08.560
<v Speaker 9>because she was totally She loved that disaster. She loved

0:41:08.560 --> 0:41:11.359
<v Speaker 9>that chaos, and he was, you know.

0:41:11.920 --> 0:41:13.920
<v Speaker 3>Sexy for her.

0:41:14.360 --> 0:41:16.719
<v Speaker 9>She had all the danger written all around and she

0:41:16.840 --> 0:41:17.200
<v Speaker 9>loved that.

0:41:18.880 --> 0:41:21.839
<v Speaker 1>Did it become to define your relationship too much? Were

0:41:21.880 --> 0:41:23.920
<v Speaker 1>you good for each other? Were you bad for each other?

0:41:24.080 --> 0:41:25.080
<v Speaker 1>Was it both both?

0:41:25.520 --> 0:41:28.360
<v Speaker 3>We were great for each other because we were so made,

0:41:28.480 --> 0:41:31.840
<v Speaker 3>we had so much in common. We kind of thrived

0:41:31.880 --> 0:41:36.799
<v Speaker 3>off of each other. The partying did get to be excessive.

0:41:37.440 --> 0:41:39.560
<v Speaker 1>Did you kind of go farther with him than you

0:41:39.640 --> 0:41:40.880
<v Speaker 1>probably were used to?

0:41:41.080 --> 0:41:43.960
<v Speaker 3>Yes, and farther with him than I had ever and

0:41:44.040 --> 0:41:47.640
<v Speaker 3>to this day never have repeated some of the things

0:41:47.680 --> 0:41:48.319
<v Speaker 3>that we did.

0:41:48.800 --> 0:41:49.440
<v Speaker 1>Was it scary?

0:41:49.800 --> 0:41:52.400
<v Speaker 3>Of course it was, I mean it was. It was great.

0:41:52.880 --> 0:41:57.480
<v Speaker 3>It was intense because our relationship was intense on every

0:41:58.120 --> 0:42:02.719
<v Speaker 3>fucking level. It wasn't the normal dating, It wasn't the

0:42:02.760 --> 0:42:08.000
<v Speaker 3>normal party. Every aspect of our relationship was the most

0:42:08.040 --> 0:42:11.280
<v Speaker 3>intense that you could be in any relationship.

0:42:15.040 --> 0:42:17.200
<v Speaker 1>He told me he was worried about you at one point.

0:42:17.640 --> 0:42:20.719
<v Speaker 3>As any good attic, we each thought we had it

0:42:20.960 --> 0:42:21.839
<v Speaker 3>under control.

0:42:22.320 --> 0:42:24.760
<v Speaker 1>Well, that's why I ask if maybe you weren't always

0:42:24.800 --> 0:42:25.520
<v Speaker 1>good for each other.

0:42:25.880 --> 0:42:29.279
<v Speaker 3>Was it to the level of toxic? But it was

0:42:29.400 --> 0:42:31.440
<v Speaker 3>heading in that direction.

0:42:32.120 --> 0:42:34.279
<v Speaker 8>Look, I was crazy and I was doing this shit

0:42:34.360 --> 0:42:37.279
<v Speaker 8>I was doing, but I didn't have it that deep.

0:42:37.719 --> 0:42:41.040
<v Speaker 8>It seemed to me like Cookie had that element of

0:42:41.080 --> 0:42:44.640
<v Speaker 8>her personality was deep, so she would just die and

0:42:44.800 --> 0:42:46.360
<v Speaker 8>I could see that, and it scared me.

0:42:47.360 --> 0:42:50.440
<v Speaker 1>Cookies demons have finally caught up with her. Is the

0:42:50.440 --> 0:43:07.440
<v Speaker 1>party over? We'll be right back, Welcome back. Cookie's facing

0:43:07.480 --> 0:43:11.040
<v Speaker 1>the biggest challenge of her life. I know she's a badass,

0:43:11.760 --> 0:43:12.680
<v Speaker 1>but so is addiction.

0:43:14.560 --> 0:43:17.400
<v Speaker 3>So obviously I had problems with drugs. We all know

0:43:17.560 --> 0:43:22.320
<v Speaker 3>this by now. As I've said before, war journalists they're

0:43:22.360 --> 0:43:25.719
<v Speaker 3>always partying. They work hard, they party harder because you

0:43:25.760 --> 0:43:28.000
<v Speaker 3>never know when you're going to die, when it's going

0:43:28.040 --> 0:43:30.520
<v Speaker 3>to be your last story, your last day on earth.

0:43:30.880 --> 0:43:33.359
<v Speaker 3>It's not like I was the only person. And that's

0:43:33.400 --> 0:43:39.879
<v Speaker 3>not to detract from my failings. Everyone partied drinking drugs.

0:43:40.360 --> 0:43:44.040
<v Speaker 3>Not everybody did everything. I of course did everything. Some

0:43:44.120 --> 0:43:47.200
<v Speaker 3>of us could just stop and not continue all night.

0:43:47.360 --> 0:43:49.600
<v Speaker 3>Some of us couldn't. I was one of the ones

0:43:49.640 --> 0:43:53.160
<v Speaker 3>that they couldn't. I thought my problem was drugs. What

0:43:53.239 --> 0:43:57.040
<v Speaker 3>I didn't realize is that I was also an alcoholic.

0:43:57.400 --> 0:44:00.760
<v Speaker 3>I had all the telltale signs, drinking a lot, drinking

0:44:00.800 --> 0:44:04.359
<v Speaker 3>in my room, drinking with the guys, and drinking them

0:44:04.719 --> 0:44:10.160
<v Speaker 3>under the table. CBS decided that something needed to be done.

0:44:10.360 --> 0:44:14.520
<v Speaker 3>It's funny because you met her in an earlier episode.

0:44:14.760 --> 0:44:20.040
<v Speaker 3>Carla Farrell, producer extraordinaire who hired me, was now being

0:44:20.200 --> 0:44:24.359
<v Speaker 3>sent to Nicaragua to confront me and tell me if

0:44:24.400 --> 0:44:27.640
<v Speaker 3>you don't go, you will be fired. And I was like,

0:44:27.760 --> 0:44:31.759
<v Speaker 3>go where. She says to rehab. You've got a problem. No,

0:44:31.960 --> 0:44:34.520
<v Speaker 3>I don't have a problem. You know, maybe I do

0:44:34.680 --> 0:44:37.319
<v Speaker 3>this or that every now and then. No, you've got

0:44:37.360 --> 0:44:41.160
<v Speaker 3>a problem. And we've got people that are concerned about you.

0:44:41.480 --> 0:44:45.480
<v Speaker 3>Because my colleagues were also my friends, and we all

0:44:45.560 --> 0:44:48.240
<v Speaker 3>loved and cared for each other. So it wasn't someone

0:44:48.320 --> 0:44:51.600
<v Speaker 3>pointing a finger and out of jealousy, oh we need

0:44:51.600 --> 0:44:53.399
<v Speaker 3>to get written out. It wasn't like that.

0:44:54.239 --> 0:44:55.520
<v Speaker 1>Were you fucking up a little bit?

0:44:56.120 --> 0:44:59.640
<v Speaker 3>Yeah? I knew that at any moment, this whole house

0:44:59.680 --> 0:45:02.560
<v Speaker 3>of car arts could come tumbling down. I mean, I

0:45:02.600 --> 0:45:06.480
<v Speaker 3>hadn't done any major fucked up that caused a big problem.

0:45:06.600 --> 0:45:12.320
<v Speaker 3>But I'm sure there were incidents that could have been disastrous,

0:45:12.880 --> 0:45:14.800
<v Speaker 3>not just for myself but for others.

0:45:15.120 --> 0:45:16.640
<v Speaker 1>You think this was a long time coming.

0:45:16.719 --> 0:45:19.120
<v Speaker 3>In a way, it was probably coming before I was

0:45:19.160 --> 0:45:23.400
<v Speaker 3>at CBS. As you remember, I was married to Chino,

0:45:23.480 --> 0:45:26.040
<v Speaker 3>the cartel guy, and so that was a whole era.

0:45:26.400 --> 0:45:29.440
<v Speaker 3>I was partying even before that, you know, when I

0:45:29.480 --> 0:45:32.200
<v Speaker 3>was a model in New York City. My life has

0:45:32.280 --> 0:45:35.799
<v Speaker 3>been partying since I was fourteen. But what people don't

0:45:35.800 --> 0:45:40.080
<v Speaker 3>realize about addiction is that you first start out whatever

0:45:40.280 --> 0:45:43.000
<v Speaker 3>substance you're using, it's your friend, you love the way

0:45:43.040 --> 0:45:46.400
<v Speaker 3>it makes you feel, and then slowly it becomes your

0:45:46.520 --> 0:45:50.040
<v Speaker 3>enemy and you're always searching for that first high, which

0:45:50.280 --> 0:45:51.920
<v Speaker 3>you'll never get that one again.

0:45:52.200 --> 0:45:54.720
<v Speaker 1>Do you think that part of the I'll say abuse

0:45:54.760 --> 0:45:58.319
<v Speaker 1>of alcohol and or drugs is related to the PTSD

0:45:58.600 --> 0:45:59.959
<v Speaker 1>consequences of being out there.

0:46:00.719 --> 0:46:05.919
<v Speaker 3>Covering war is a very very hard motherfucking thing to do.

0:46:06.239 --> 0:46:09.359
<v Speaker 3>It's one thing watching shit on TV. It's one thing

0:46:09.440 --> 0:46:11.839
<v Speaker 3>living in its city like this where there's a lot

0:46:11.880 --> 0:46:14.800
<v Speaker 3>of crime, but it's another thing living in a war,

0:46:15.280 --> 0:46:20.120
<v Speaker 3>and it's day to day war, war, war, and everything

0:46:20.160 --> 0:46:25.640
<v Speaker 3>that comes with it. Assassinations, torture, you name it. Everything

0:46:25.880 --> 0:46:29.320
<v Speaker 3>bad that another human being could do to a human

0:46:29.360 --> 0:46:33.879
<v Speaker 3>being is being done in that time. I'm sure PTSD

0:46:34.320 --> 0:46:37.960
<v Speaker 3>contributed to it. But I was doomed from the moment

0:46:38.000 --> 0:46:38.680
<v Speaker 3>I was born.

0:46:38.960 --> 0:46:40.279
<v Speaker 1>Were your parents' alcoholics?

0:46:40.360 --> 0:46:44.160
<v Speaker 3>My daddy loved to drink. My mother did socially accepted

0:46:44.440 --> 0:46:48.960
<v Speaker 3>prescriptions from doctors. You know valume. She had eight kids.

0:46:49.120 --> 0:46:52.480
<v Speaker 3>She took valume three times a day. So I was doomed.

0:46:52.719 --> 0:46:54.439
<v Speaker 3>But we didn't know that back then.

0:46:54.920 --> 0:46:56.960
<v Speaker 1>Were you angry when she confronted you?

0:46:57.000 --> 0:47:00.920
<v Speaker 3>When I wasn't angry. I was defensive. Oh come on on, Carla,

0:47:01.400 --> 0:47:04.040
<v Speaker 3>you know me. You know how we all operate.

0:47:05.160 --> 0:47:08.160
<v Speaker 10>When I first knew Cookie, I sure knew she was

0:47:08.200 --> 0:47:10.760
<v Speaker 10>a partier. I took part in some of those parties

0:47:11.480 --> 0:47:13.520
<v Speaker 10>at the time. I never thought it was a problem

0:47:13.800 --> 0:47:17.280
<v Speaker 10>in the beginning. As I recall later on, her level

0:47:17.280 --> 0:47:19.960
<v Speaker 10>of partying was was concerning.

0:47:20.040 --> 0:47:23.560
<v Speaker 3>Yes, the reason she was sent is because she wasn't

0:47:23.680 --> 0:47:26.880
<v Speaker 3>like that. She wasn't a big drinker, She never did drugs.

0:47:27.160 --> 0:47:31.160
<v Speaker 3>She was always level headed and she was always business.

0:47:31.400 --> 0:47:34.040
<v Speaker 1>Did you feel betrayed by somebody like often is the.

0:47:34.040 --> 0:47:36.239
<v Speaker 3>Case, No, because the way it was still to me,

0:47:36.239 --> 0:47:38.399
<v Speaker 3>it was a lot of people had talked about it.

0:47:38.840 --> 0:47:40.680
<v Speaker 1>God it you just have to picture that. There was

0:47:40.760 --> 0:47:43.280
<v Speaker 1>a discussion at the New York office.

0:47:43.560 --> 0:47:45.240
<v Speaker 3>No, the discussion was in Miami.

0:47:45.320 --> 0:47:46.760
<v Speaker 1>In Miami, Okay.

0:47:46.680 --> 0:47:49.920
<v Speaker 3>Miami cleared it with New York because they were going

0:47:50.000 --> 0:47:53.200
<v Speaker 3>to do something different. They were going to pay and

0:47:53.320 --> 0:47:55.520
<v Speaker 3>they were going to put me in rehab. It wasn't

0:47:55.560 --> 0:47:58.560
<v Speaker 3>going to be on my dime because obviously they felt

0:47:58.600 --> 0:48:03.320
<v Speaker 3>like you just said, oh, it's the war, it's the PTSD.

0:48:03.480 --> 0:48:07.399
<v Speaker 3>They obviously didn't know my complete background. I mean by

0:48:07.440 --> 0:48:11.360
<v Speaker 3>that time, what I'd already been twenty years into the game.

0:48:11.719 --> 0:48:14.279
<v Speaker 1>It's almost like getting in trouble for your own superpower.

0:48:14.719 --> 0:48:19.960
<v Speaker 3>Yeah. Yeah, I got defensive with Carla. She said, cookie,

0:48:20.239 --> 0:48:22.600
<v Speaker 3>don't fight it. If you don't do it, they're going.

0:48:22.600 --> 0:48:23.200
<v Speaker 10>To fire you.

0:48:23.360 --> 0:48:25.040
<v Speaker 1>Well, when you hear those words.

0:48:25.000 --> 0:48:25.839
<v Speaker 3>That's what did it.

0:48:26.120 --> 0:48:28.200
<v Speaker 1>You have your whole life wrapped up in this. You're

0:48:28.200 --> 0:48:29.880
<v Speaker 1>at the peak of your powers.

0:48:29.480 --> 0:48:33.319
<v Speaker 3>Too, exactly, And at this point people didn't really understand

0:48:33.440 --> 0:48:37.640
<v Speaker 3>everything about addiction like they do now, especially Carla. She

0:48:37.680 --> 0:48:40.520
<v Speaker 3>had no clue about addiction. So in her mind, it

0:48:40.560 --> 0:48:45.280
<v Speaker 3>was due to me being alone in the war, raising kids,

0:48:45.360 --> 0:48:48.520
<v Speaker 3>just a lot of pressure. She says, Cookie, take the gift.

0:48:48.920 --> 0:48:50.799
<v Speaker 3>They're going to pay for it. But where am I

0:48:50.840 --> 0:48:53.360
<v Speaker 3>going to go? Anywhere you want to go, she says,

0:48:53.400 --> 0:48:56.840
<v Speaker 3>I recommend Betty Ford, and I'm like, okay, that sounds good.

0:48:57.080 --> 0:49:01.760
<v Speaker 3>So I proceeded to drink two bottles of wine, packed

0:49:01.800 --> 0:49:04.680
<v Speaker 3>my suitcase, and I was on a flight the next

0:49:04.719 --> 0:49:07.920
<v Speaker 3>morning with Carla. She didn't take me all the way,

0:49:08.440 --> 0:49:11.359
<v Speaker 3>but she took me to Miami and made sure that

0:49:11.400 --> 0:49:15.000
<v Speaker 3>in Miami I got on the flight to California. Because

0:49:15.080 --> 0:49:18.040
<v Speaker 3>addicts are always ah, let me get off here, I'll

0:49:18.080 --> 0:49:20.480
<v Speaker 3>go next week. They weren't going to take that chance,

0:49:20.880 --> 0:49:23.839
<v Speaker 3>so she flew with me to Miami and made sure

0:49:23.880 --> 0:49:28.160
<v Speaker 3>I got on the flight to California. I owe my

0:49:28.200 --> 0:49:30.640
<v Speaker 3>life to Carla because she really cared for me. She

0:49:30.719 --> 0:49:33.440
<v Speaker 3>was really a good friend, and I recently thanked her

0:49:33.440 --> 0:49:36.439
<v Speaker 3>for saving my life. I would not have had all

0:49:36.600 --> 0:49:40.040
<v Speaker 3>the life that I had after CBS in the war

0:49:40.280 --> 0:49:41.359
<v Speaker 3>had it not been for her.

0:49:42.440 --> 0:49:45.080
<v Speaker 1>Before Cookie gets to the Betty Ford clinic, I want

0:49:45.120 --> 0:49:48.440
<v Speaker 1>to introduce you to a true American hero. On April

0:49:48.440 --> 0:49:51.759
<v Speaker 1>twenty second, nineteen seventy eight, The Washington Post wrote this

0:49:51.840 --> 0:49:55.040
<v Speaker 1>about the former first Lady. President Gerald Ford's wife.

0:49:55.320 --> 0:49:58.640
<v Speaker 4>Betty Ford, said yesterday she is addicted to alcohol as

0:49:58.640 --> 0:50:01.399
<v Speaker 4>well as the medication that to her treatment at Long

0:50:01.400 --> 0:50:04.680
<v Speaker 4>Beach Naval Hospital. Missus Ford, the sixty year old wife

0:50:04.680 --> 0:50:08.000
<v Speaker 4>of former President Ford, was admitted to the California Hospitals

0:50:08.080 --> 0:50:11.080
<v Speaker 4>Alcohol and Drug Abuse Center twelve days ago. I have

0:50:11.160 --> 0:50:13.520
<v Speaker 4>found I am not only addicted to the medication I

0:50:13.560 --> 0:50:16.480
<v Speaker 4>have been taking from my arthritis, but also to alcohol,

0:50:16.680 --> 0:50:19.240
<v Speaker 4>missus Ford said in a statement read at the hospital

0:50:19.360 --> 0:50:23.000
<v Speaker 4>by a family spokesman. Missus Ford's candor after her operation

0:50:23.120 --> 0:50:26.480
<v Speaker 4>for breast cancer in nineteen seventy four prompted thousands of

0:50:26.520 --> 0:50:30.279
<v Speaker 4>women to seek frequent checkups and examinations. Experts in the

0:50:30.280 --> 0:50:33.480
<v Speaker 4>field of drug abuse hailed her similar candor yesterday.

0:50:34.320 --> 0:50:37.839
<v Speaker 1>What an amazing person. Can you imagine the courage it

0:50:37.840 --> 0:50:39.440
<v Speaker 1>took for her to stand up in front of the

0:50:39.480 --> 0:50:41.200
<v Speaker 1>American people and say those.

0:50:41.000 --> 0:50:44.839
<v Speaker 3>Words, I'm Betty Ford and I'm an alcoholic.

0:50:46.880 --> 0:50:47.239
<v Speaker 10>Thank you.

0:50:48.160 --> 0:50:50.360
<v Speaker 1>A few years later, she founded the Betty Ford Center,

0:50:50.640 --> 0:50:55.640
<v Speaker 1>a nonprofit residential treatment center for people with substance dependents. Look,

0:50:55.680 --> 0:50:59.120
<v Speaker 1>I'm not saying she invented rehab, but Betty Ford coming

0:50:59.160 --> 0:51:01.560
<v Speaker 1>out in such a big way paved the roads for

0:51:01.680 --> 0:51:04.440
<v Speaker 1>millions of Americans to seek the help they so badly needed.

0:51:05.120 --> 0:51:09.000
<v Speaker 1>That's a freaking hero when you get there to the

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<v Speaker 1>Betty Bard.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, it's a wonderful story. I'm dressed in a suit.

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<v Speaker 3>I look fabulous. I've got my briefcase with me. I

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<v Speaker 3>walk in at the reception desk. They think I'm the

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<v Speaker 3>new doctor or counselor, and they said a name. We've

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<v Speaker 3>been expecting you, and I'm like, well, that's not my name.

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<v Speaker 3>Well wait, aren't you the new counselor doctor? And I'm like, no,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm the new patient. So they checked me in and

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<v Speaker 3>I remember the first night, we're sort of in a

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<v Speaker 3>group in the wreck room or whatever you call it.

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<v Speaker 3>There's a TV on and it's the news, and it

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<v Speaker 3>happened to be on CBS. And that day Fidel Castro

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<v Speaker 3>had flown into Nicaragua and he was holding a rally

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<v Speaker 3>with Ortega, which I had planned to cover for weeks.

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<v Speaker 1>The Washington Post this about Cashro's visit to Nicaragua.

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<v Speaker 4>Sandinista leader Daniel Ortego was inaugurated as Nicaragua's president today,

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<v Speaker 4>in a ceremony marked by a surprise visit by Cuban

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<v Speaker 4>President Fidel Castro Ortego, reaffirmed the Sandinista's public commitment to

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<v Speaker 4>respect political pluralism and private property. He said the seven

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<v Speaker 4>month old dialogue with the United States represented a magnificent

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<v Speaker 4>opportunity to resolve the two countries' differences. In spite of

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<v Speaker 4>the situation, Nicaragua is not an enemy of the United States.

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<v Speaker 3>So as I'm watching it, I'm screaming kind I'm supposed

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<v Speaker 3>to be there. That's my story. I'm supposed to be there.

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<v Speaker 3>And a couple of patients turned to each other and said, man,

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<v Speaker 3>is she still high? I want someone? Would she's still on?

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<v Speaker 1>Did you enjoy it?

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<v Speaker 3>You know what I did? And I picked up the

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<v Speaker 3>tricks and what I'm supposed to say. And you know,

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<v Speaker 3>there's this thing that says you got to write your

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<v Speaker 3>first step and write everything a certain way, and I

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<v Speaker 3>I knew exactly. So I was writing other patients first

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<v Speaker 3>step for them for money. It was profitable for me

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<v Speaker 3>in there.

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<v Speaker 1>How about getting something out of it?

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<v Speaker 3>I did obviously, I got sobriety. And it gets you

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<v Speaker 3>to the point where you don't want to leave. When

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<v Speaker 3>you first get there, you want to leave, you want out,

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<v Speaker 3>but by the time it's over, you don't want to

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<v Speaker 3>leave because at that point you've got your sobriety and

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<v Speaker 3>you're scared to go back out in the real world.

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<v Speaker 3>You don't know what's going to set it off, and

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<v Speaker 3>they tell you have to go back in the real world.

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<v Speaker 3>Anywhere you go, there's going to be temptation.

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<v Speaker 1>Looking back, would you say that it worked?

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<v Speaker 3>It worked for a while.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you know what made you start partying again?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm an attic being thrown right back into the lions

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<v Speaker 3>dead war, death, destruction, partying afterwards, still with all the

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<v Speaker 3>same people, all the same accoutermentt you know, to party

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<v Speaker 3>with it less maybe about nine ten months.

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<v Speaker 1>That's actually pretty damn good, Yeah it is.

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<v Speaker 3>It wasn't a structure in war time for AA groups,

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<v Speaker 3>and certainly there were no NA groups in Latin America.

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<v Speaker 3>It was all about the booze there. So I did

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<v Speaker 3>find an AA group, and I was the only female

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<v Speaker 3>among all these dirt, poor humble peasants that literally would

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<v Speaker 3>just be drinking and sleeping on the streets. I really

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<v Speaker 3>liked it. I really did. I said to myself, If

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<v Speaker 3>they could do it, why can't I.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you believe in AA?

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<v Speaker 3>I believe in that twelve step program.

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<v Speaker 1>Well you've been sober verse seventeen.

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<v Speaker 3>Seventeen years, now clean it sober?

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<v Speaker 1>So how long did you go hard before you really

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<v Speaker 1>got sober?

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<v Speaker 3>I mean I started at fourteen and finished in my fifties. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>my drug of choice was weed. I just like that.

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<v Speaker 3>But coke, you know, that was that was my high,

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<v Speaker 3>that was my jam. I snorted a piece of sheet

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<v Speaker 3>rock once, thinking it was it was a rock ouch. Well,

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<v Speaker 3>were you run out? You're kind of looking around get

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<v Speaker 3>off on it? No, it burned like motherfucker.

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<v Speaker 1>Cookie got help and it changed her life. If you

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<v Speaker 1>or someone you love is struggling with drug or alcohol addiction,

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<v Speaker 1>there's help for you too. You can talk to someone

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<v Speaker 1>right now call one eight hundred sixty six ' to

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<v Speaker 1>two help day or night and is totally confidential. Next

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<v Speaker 1>time on Journalista, the smoking gun gets shot down flying

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<v Speaker 1>over Nicaragua and the race is on to get the

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<v Speaker 1>biggest story of the eighties.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm in Miami on vacation. I get a call from

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<v Speaker 3>someone in Nicaragua was saying, have you heard.

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<v Speaker 9>No.

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<v Speaker 3>The Sandinistas have proof now that the US is involved

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<v Speaker 3>because they caught an American associated with the CIA kicking

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<v Speaker 3>out supplies over Contra territory.

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<v Speaker 1>In the skies of Nicaragua. Don't miss the thrilling conclusion

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<v Speaker 1>of Journalista, The world will never be the same. The

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<v Speaker 1>Journalista podcast features the stories and voice of Cookie Hood

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<v Speaker 1>Narrated by Steven Esteb, Produced by Sean J. Donnelly. Executive

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<v Speaker 1>producers Jason Wagensback, Roy Laughlin, and Ellen k iHeart Executive

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<v Speaker 1>producer Tyler Klang, Written and edited by Steven Esteb. Music

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<v Speaker 1>by Jay Weigel, Associate producer in sound design Stephen Tanti.

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<v Speaker 1>Sound mixing by Jesse Solon Snyder. Special guests Lloyd Sherr,

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<v Speaker 1>John Basco, Alejandro Belly, and Carla Ferrell. This is a

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<v Speaker 1>production of Journalista Podcast LLC and iHeartRadio.