WEBVTT - From The Archives: Don Lemon Writes About God

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<v Speaker 1>This is Alec Baldwin and you're listening to Here's the

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<v Speaker 1>Thing from iHeart Radio. The last few years have seen

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<v Speaker 1>drastic changes in the rapidly evolving landscape of cable and

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<v Speaker 1>streaming television. You know the times have changed when even

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<v Speaker 1>the news is making news. At CNN, there were reports

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<v Speaker 1>of chaos and uncertainty, the sudden resignation of President Jeff Zucker,

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<v Speaker 1>followed by the installation of his successor, Qus Licked, and

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<v Speaker 1>drastic changes to their lineup. One of the biggest changes

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<v Speaker 1>moving my guest Today. CNN Tonight anchored Don Lemon to

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<v Speaker 1>Mornings after a decade in prime time. Shortly after, Lemon

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<v Speaker 1>made some controversial comments on air and was unceremoniously fired

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<v Speaker 1>from the network seventeen years into his tenure. Now, he

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<v Speaker 1>has released a book, I Once Was Lost My Search

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<v Speaker 1>for God in America, a day deeply personal journey of

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<v Speaker 1>his faith through difficult times that also takes a hard

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<v Speaker 1>look at politics.

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<v Speaker 2>And religion in America Today. The Emmy winning journalist launched

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<v Speaker 2>a new series earlier this year, The Don Lemon Show,

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<v Speaker 2>on streaming podcast platforms and on YouTube. I wanted to

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<v Speaker 2>know how he made the decision of where to launch

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<v Speaker 2>his new show.

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<v Speaker 3>YouTube is the number one network in the world. It

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<v Speaker 3>has surpassed Netflix. It's because everyone has that computer in

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<v Speaker 3>their pocket, and that is the new television. It's the

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<v Speaker 3>same thing you watch it, but it's just a different

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<v Speaker 3>form of distribution. So if I can go there, create

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<v Speaker 3>content and pretty much do exactly what I want to do,

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<v Speaker 3>why not. That's why I chose YouTube. Also, Alec, I

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<v Speaker 3>have some contractual obligations. As you know, you're in the business,

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<v Speaker 3>you have non competes and all of that. So I

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<v Speaker 3>had to find a place where I could go and

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<v Speaker 3>do what I do and create model cable non network

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<v Speaker 3>that doesn't compete with my contract at the old.

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<v Speaker 1>Now I want to touch on that, I'm going to

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<v Speaker 1>We've got two things here overacy, career and faith. The

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<v Speaker 1>book is called I Once Was Lost, and I went

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<v Speaker 1>to your book signing event where you were interviewed by

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<v Speaker 1>Zucker who was very funny.

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<v Speaker 2>By the way, I was surprised. He's very good.

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<v Speaker 1>So you go to YouTube oversely, there's a noncompete aspect

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<v Speaker 1>in there. But to describe your career in television and

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<v Speaker 1>when that ended? What ended you started at CNN, what

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<v Speaker 1>year two thousand and six, and you started doing what

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<v Speaker 1>I started as.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's see, Oh wow, it's been so long ago.

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<v Speaker 3>Two thousand and six, I was the afternoon anchor on

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<v Speaker 3>CNN Newsroom from one to four in the afternoon, and

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<v Speaker 3>you did that for how long? I did that for

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<v Speaker 3>about eight years or so?

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<v Speaker 2>Eight years? Yeah, yeah, thirteen to fourteen. I moved on.

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<v Speaker 2>I moved to New York.

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<v Speaker 3>I was in Atlanta, and you move on to do

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<v Speaker 3>what show I moved on to do. I did weekend

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<v Speaker 3>evenings for a while to sort of create, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>get my own voice, develop my own voice. And then

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<v Speaker 3>Jeff Souker took over and said, hey, you're pretty talented.

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<v Speaker 3>Who was in charge before Zucker Jim Walton was ahead

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<v Speaker 3>of the network here, and Zuker took over and he

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<v Speaker 3>wanted you want in the evening? He put you on

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<v Speaker 3>in the evening.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, I went to Zucker because I did.

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<v Speaker 3>I hated Atlanta and I'm a New Yorker even though

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<v Speaker 3>I grew up in Louisiana, I'm a New Yorker by heart.

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<v Speaker 3>And I said, hey, listen, it's been great working here.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm out of here.

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<v Speaker 3>I said, I can't live in Atlanta anymore. So thanks,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, I'm glad you just took over the network.

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<v Speaker 3>Blah blah blah blah, he said. He said, yeah, he said,

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<v Speaker 3>you don't have to You're moving to New York. And

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<v Speaker 3>that was it, and you did the evening on the weekends,

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<v Speaker 3>and then you did your evening show starting when how

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<v Speaker 3>long was it?

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<v Speaker 2>So weekends?

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<v Speaker 3>I did the evenings on the weekends for a while.

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<v Speaker 3>I think I did the evenings for you know, five years.

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<v Speaker 3>Look the afternoon. I'm sort of, you know, sort of

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<v Speaker 3>mixing that in the evening because I started the evening

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<v Speaker 3>in Atlanta and then I continue the evening in New York.

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<v Speaker 3>And Jeff would sort of mentor me, you know, because

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<v Speaker 3>he's he watched twenty four hours a day son breaking news.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell you.

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<v Speaker 3>He would say, breaking news, I need you to stay

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<v Speaker 3>on for another hour. We're going to blow out the

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<v Speaker 3>medical show and need you to stay on and do this,

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<v Speaker 3>repeat the breaking news.

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<v Speaker 2>You know. Or he didn't coach at style. No, no,

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<v Speaker 2>not at all, because he liked my style. He liked

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<v Speaker 2>me being me.

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<v Speaker 3>He's he would if anything, he would say, lean into it,

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<v Speaker 3>so he would say, you know, recap, tell the audience.

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<v Speaker 3>You know it's breaking news, what it is. He wouldn't

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<v Speaker 3>tell me what to say. He would say a good

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<v Speaker 3>question might be something like this, and I wouldn't ask it,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, exactly as he would say if I wanted

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<v Speaker 3>to do it. But he wouldn't get upset if I

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<v Speaker 3>didn't do it. So you could do audibles like quarterbacks,

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<v Speaker 3>Yes I could. And then he started. I had me

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<v Speaker 3>filling in on every single show. I'd fill in the afternoon,

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<v Speaker 3>I'd fill in the morning, I would do my evening show,

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<v Speaker 3>and he would send me on big stories.

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<v Speaker 2>And he was He really developed me.

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<v Speaker 1>And you started doing your show, the big show, the

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<v Speaker 1>evening show.

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<v Speaker 3>Win I started doing my show. Aaron Burnett went out

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<v Speaker 3>on maternity leave and Jeff said, I want you to

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<v Speaker 3>take over for her from maternity leave. So her entire

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<v Speaker 3>couple months she was off, I filled in at seven

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<v Speaker 3>o'clock show. It was me and I did my weekend

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<v Speaker 3>shoe So I was working seven days a week and

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't mind it.

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<v Speaker 2>I loved it.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually, you're doing the mornings, and you're doing and morning shows,

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<v Speaker 1>which have become so bizarre to me, I know, I

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<v Speaker 1>said to people, And I love all these people meant

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<v Speaker 1>I love Katie Cork. But the last time I watched

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<v Speaker 1>the Today Show was when Katie Cork was on with

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<v Speaker 1>lour and they did a I guess maybe it was

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<v Speaker 1>for Halloween. They all dressed up and clothing and they

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<v Speaker 1>sang diamonds are a Girl's best friend as she's walking

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<v Speaker 1>down a staircase, a glittering staircase or whatever, and I thought,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm done. I don't know, I want the news, maybe

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<v Speaker 1>tell some jokes or whatever. But they turned it into

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<v Speaker 1>an entertainment show. But mornings it's obviously a different ball game.

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<v Speaker 1>Even weekends, maybe you're a different ballgame. So what adjustments

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<v Speaker 1>do you have to make in your style to be

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<v Speaker 1>on in the evening?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh? Well, I'm an evening guy.

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<v Speaker 3>The only reason I did the mornings is because and

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<v Speaker 3>you told me, you know, when I did the like,

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<v Speaker 3>she said, no one wants to see you in the morning,

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<v Speaker 3>And you were right. I'm not a morning person. I'm

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<v Speaker 3>not very good in the morning. I'm not good on coffee.

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<v Speaker 3>Caffeine makes me jittery. I don't know what I'm saying

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<v Speaker 3>or doing. So I did it because my company asked

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<v Speaker 3>me to do it, and I was being a team player,

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<v Speaker 3>but it was not a good fit for me. The

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<v Speaker 3>adjustment is is that you're constantly sleeping, you have.

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<v Speaker 2>To get up. I'm a night oul.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't go to go to bed until two or

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<v Speaker 3>three in the morning, and I'm up at you know,

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<v Speaker 3>maybe ten right before I would you know, i'd have

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<v Speaker 3>to wake up when I mean, when I was doing

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<v Speaker 3>the mornings, I had to wake up at four in

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<v Speaker 3>the morning, right, I know what it'll be. It was really,

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<v Speaker 3>really tough. So that's really the adjustment. I'm a cool

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<v Speaker 3>cat at night. I like it, and I like that

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<v Speaker 3>that late time slot. Working at night, I do too,

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<v Speaker 3>and I get my best Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I do movies.

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<v Speaker 1>And the guy said to me, we're in a black

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<v Speaker 1>box theater shooting this movie for all these scenes inside

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<v Speaker 1>this theater for a month in Florida. And he says, so,

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<v Speaker 1>no windows, know nothing, no light dependent at all. He goes,

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<v Speaker 1>we can shoot whenever we want. He goes, what time

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<v Speaker 1>you want to go to work?

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<v Speaker 2>Love it? And I said none, I'm going to shoot

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<v Speaker 2>noon to midnight. Yeah, and we did. We shot noon

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<v Speaker 2>to midnight for four weeks. I was in heaven. I

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<v Speaker 2>was like man, I'm just getting going.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I like about seven or eight at night, like

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<v Speaker 3>my best work. I don't wake up that late, but

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<v Speaker 3>my best work is at night. So having that ten

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<v Speaker 3>o'clock slot was perfect for me. And then you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I was on until midnight every night, but that was

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<v Speaker 3>when I would get that energy.

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<v Speaker 2>And you're like being solo. Oh, I love the co

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<v Speaker 2>anchors for a while. It's tough. You didn't like that format.

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<v Speaker 3>No, I'm a team player, but not in that way.

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<v Speaker 3>I have my own flow and everybody can't keep up

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<v Speaker 3>with me, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And and doubles tennis, they're not the best partner. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>at your game, and you got to you gotta have

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<v Speaker 1>a good part of that. You have to have someone

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<v Speaker 1>who can keep up with you.

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<v Speaker 3>And you know, I don't mean that in a you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not diminishing anyone, but someone like a Kara Swisher personal. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>like someone like a Kara Swisher or a Joy Behar

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<v Speaker 3>or someone they could keep up with me. They get

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<v Speaker 3>my sense of humor and they don't take anything personally

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<v Speaker 3>and they can give it or take it as good

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<v Speaker 3>as they give it, right, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>I love that kind of it. They didn't want to

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<v Speaker 2>demonize or criminalize your moderances. No, because they they under

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<v Speaker 2>they they their pals and they get me. It's not personal.

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<v Speaker 3>It's just we're just we're just sitting having a conversation

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<v Speaker 3>and people say all kinds of things and conversations and

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<v Speaker 3>it's not personal. It's just your talking. And when you talk,

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<v Speaker 3>you say things. You go, ah, I don't.

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<v Speaker 4>Mean that, Okay, all right, right, so I said some shit,

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<v Speaker 4>that was great, whatever, and you just move on. But

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<v Speaker 4>you can't do that with everybody, because you know, especially

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<v Speaker 4>like younger folks, everything is like a personal affront.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, you walk in on the set of a project,

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<v Speaker 1>and when you're around young people, I find that there's

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<v Speaker 1>a potential for certain difficulties. So I've never had any

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<v Speaker 1>problems with this myself. I never had any I've had

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<v Speaker 1>other problems obviously, but not that one. And you walk

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<v Speaker 1>onto the set, especially of a film, and you're there

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<v Speaker 1>and people they're tents, and you don't realize how tense there.

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<v Speaker 1>They're scared younger people. You come on and there. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I've made whatever number of movies, I've made one hundred movies,

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<v Speaker 1>ninety movies, whatever, I take pictures with people now, but

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<v Speaker 1>I got taught by somebody famous. You put your arm

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<v Speaker 1>out and they hook their elbow around your elbow, and

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<v Speaker 1>they go, why do you want to do that? A

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<v Speaker 1>few of them would say, and I say, I can't

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<v Speaker 1>put my hand behind your body, and you got it.

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<v Speaker 1>My hand can't be hidden behind your back in the photogo.

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<v Speaker 1>All the games you've got to play?

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<v Speaker 2>Now? Which are which?

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<v Speaker 5>Was?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm concerned? No, but you're right about that. You said

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<v Speaker 2>you've done so many movies. I had been.

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<v Speaker 3>I think I was doing the afternoons from six about nine,

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<v Speaker 3>and then I started doing the weekend evenings, and so

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<v Speaker 3>I've been doing the weekend evenings. I'd been solo, I

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<v Speaker 3>should say, from about two thousand and nine to twenty

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<v Speaker 3>twenty three or twenty twenty two, and so I was

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<v Speaker 3>just used to my own flow and people, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>were used to me just being me, and so I

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<v Speaker 3>had been there for quite some time solo anchor.

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<v Speaker 2>And you know, people come in and they're like they

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<v Speaker 2>you know, they don't get it.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, now when you do a show like that

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<v Speaker 1>for people who don't know, because I find this behind

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<v Speaker 1>the scenes very interesting. You come in there, you come in.

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<v Speaker 1>The show was on the air at ten. The big

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<v Speaker 1>show was on a ten. You did the past two

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<v Speaker 1>with Chris and then everybody thought that was very entertaining

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<v Speaker 1>the two of you.

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<v Speaker 3>It's the biggest compliment that people say about that and

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<v Speaker 3>about my show. They say that was the last appointment

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<v Speaker 3>television for the network. Was that handoff and then going

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<v Speaker 3>on the show.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. But the thing that people don't understand is you

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<v Speaker 2>get there what time?

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<v Speaker 3>It would depend if I if I had a pre tape,

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<v Speaker 3>I would go in earlier. But at the end I

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<v Speaker 3>moved across the street from the office, so it would

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<v Speaker 3>take me literally a minute, minute and a half to

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<v Speaker 3>be on the set because I lived and it was

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<v Speaker 3>in huts and yards.

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<v Speaker 2>So I would go to work probably about eight eight thirty.

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<v Speaker 2>So you're not there at three o'clock writing.

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<v Speaker 3>No, I'm doing that from home, got it because basically

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<v Speaker 3>my office is not much further from the set than

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<v Speaker 3>my home was. But before that, I would probably get

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<v Speaker 3>to work about six, right And the reason I did

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<v Speaker 3>that part of it was because of Jeff.

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<v Speaker 2>Jeff said, why are you working on the show so early?

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<v Speaker 2>Your show?

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<v Speaker 3>Why are you guys in the morning meeting the morning

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<v Speaker 3>meetings at nine in the morning. Your show is twelve

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<v Speaker 3>hours away, a half a day away. Everything's going to

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<v Speaker 3>change exactly, So what are you doing? And I found

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<v Speaker 3>that when I would study for all of this stuff

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<v Speaker 3>and just study, study, study, and over prepare, and then

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<v Speaker 3>by the time the show came about at ten o'clock,

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<v Speaker 3>it would be a whole different show.

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<v Speaker 2>And I'd say, why the hell did I would I

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<v Speaker 2>do this? You've got to be more plodet to learn

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<v Speaker 2>to be nimble.

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<v Speaker 1>Now you're there doing a show like that. How much

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<v Speaker 1>do director about technical directors with cameras in a studio?

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<v Speaker 1>Are there directors, segment producers, writers, who's got your ear

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<v Speaker 1>in terms of content while you're doing the show?

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<v Speaker 2>So it's my executive producer? And how many of those

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<v Speaker 2>did you have when you were on the big show?

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<v Speaker 3>I had one executive producer who is and then Maria Spanella,

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<v Speaker 3>and then I had my own personal producer, and then

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<v Speaker 3>there were segment producers. And so if there was a

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<v Speaker 3>segment that someone had prepared and they needed to be

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<v Speaker 3>in the control room, usually they stood there anyways, and

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<v Speaker 3>so the segment producer would get in my ear. But

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<v Speaker 3>usually it was the executive producer, but sometimes they would say,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, I would say it was nineteen times and they'd.

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<v Speaker 2>Go ninety ninety and I'm going because sometimes you don't

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<v Speaker 2>realize what you say right.

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<v Speaker 3>You'll just read something wrong or you just say something wrong,

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<v Speaker 3>and so they would correct me. But it was mostly

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<v Speaker 3>the director and the executive producer and mostly the director

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<v Speaker 3>who would say, Okay, thirty seconds out, ten seconds out

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<v Speaker 3>camera two, so start on camera two and I'm going

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<v Speaker 3>to turn you to three. Stand by, you know, the

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<v Speaker 3>whole thing, three two and go camera one, turn and

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<v Speaker 3>then you do that that sort of thing, right, And

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<v Speaker 3>then you know, they would say it yeah, and you'd

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<v Speaker 3>say you know, and it's fourteen people and they'd say

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<v Speaker 3>graphic and I'd go, take to look at your screen,

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<v Speaker 3>that it's up on the screen right now, blah blah

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<v Speaker 3>blah blah blah, and then you talk about blah and

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<v Speaker 3>then they'd say on cam and then I'd look back

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<v Speaker 3>up and go, okay.

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<v Speaker 2>Then just someone's directing your performance. Yeah, directing. They just

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<v Speaker 2>just to know where I'm going technically, right, but they're

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<v Speaker 2>directing your your tone or no.

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<v Speaker 3>If I was off on something, someone would say something

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<v Speaker 3>she'd say like, all right, was it up wash your tone?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Or yeah, you're you're dragging a little bit. Are

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<v Speaker 2>you tired? Whatever you want us to bring?

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<v Speaker 3>You want us to bring your coffee, diet coke or something, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>or I'm gonna send makeup in.

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<v Speaker 2>You're shiny, but that sort of thing. That's it small small.

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<v Speaker 1>Now I'm assuming that when lickt comes in, this is

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<v Speaker 1>just zas Love wants things his way. This is his

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<v Speaker 1>magiemem it. Now it's going to be my CNN. So

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<v Speaker 1>Zuker's gone and he brings Licked in. And when Zuker's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna gone? How much advanced notice did you have the

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<v Speaker 1>Zuker was leaving? Oh that I mean that was in

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<v Speaker 1>the news, right, so not much. Did you know when

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<v Speaker 1>he was going to be gone and someone else was

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<v Speaker 1>coming in? Who was going to run the company? You

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<v Speaker 1>didn't know.

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<v Speaker 2>No, no one, no one. No one gave you any dance.

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<v Speaker 3>No, it was in the it was in the morning meeting.

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<v Speaker 3>When it happened. I was in LA and I forget

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<v Speaker 3>what I was doing. It may have been award season

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<v Speaker 3>or something.

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<v Speaker 2>I forget.

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<v Speaker 3>I was in La doing a project for the network,

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<v Speaker 3>and I took the Red Eye, and I got home

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<v Speaker 3>and went to sleep, and I woke up to a

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<v Speaker 3>lot of text messages.

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<v Speaker 2>And I was like, wait, what is this. It always

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<v Speaker 2>happens that way. That happened that way.

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<v Speaker 3>When when Chris was let go, Chris linked and my

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<v Speaker 3>executive purser is at don Jeff just resigned in the

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<v Speaker 3>morning meeting, and I was like, wait what And then

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<v Speaker 3>he called me and he said I didn't have a

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<v Speaker 3>chance to tell you whatever, blah blah blah. And you

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<v Speaker 3>know he called everybody afterwards, but I don't think he

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<v Speaker 3>really had any notice himself, right, Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I kind of equate him.

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<v Speaker 1>This is just my opinion, by the way, which is meaningless,

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<v Speaker 1>but I kind of equate him with Ronnie Meyer when

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<v Speaker 1>they let Ronnie Meyer go for similar reasons his personal life,

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<v Speaker 1>and you want to sit there and you want to go, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm running a company now and I'd like this guy

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<v Speaker 1>to go. And that's my excuse to let him go.

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<v Speaker 1>And I really was going to bring it another guy

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<v Speaker 1>because I want my I want to run my CNN,

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<v Speaker 1>but he's gone, like universal. I think Ronnie Meyer hit

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<v Speaker 1>the point where he was making like forty million dollars

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<v Speaker 1>a year, and they were like, no, yeah, we need

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<v Speaker 1>you to go.

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<v Speaker 2>Look, I'll let you say that. But you're a smart guy.

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<v Speaker 3>So but here, you know, Jeff is the last of

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<v Speaker 3>a TV executive, the celebrity TV executive Mavericks. Right, everyone

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<v Speaker 3>is so risk averse now they're afraid, you know, they're

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<v Speaker 3>with the stockholders wanting all that. He really protected us

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<v Speaker 3>from the overlords, right from the corporate you know overlords.

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<v Speaker 3>He really did his guts, his guts and he's like,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, this is journalism. I understand what you do

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<v Speaker 3>because he did what they did, right. He ran NBC

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<v Speaker 3>and he understood it. But he's really a journalist at

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<v Speaker 3>heart because he started at the Today Show and he

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<v Speaker 3>started in the news president there. He had a good

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<v Speaker 3>run there, and then he went to run the news

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<v Speaker 3>division at NBC, and then he entertainment. Then he ran

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<v Speaker 3>the entire network. So he really and we didn't realize it,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, until he was gone.

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<v Speaker 1>When Licked comes, like most executives I have assumed when

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<v Speaker 1>you're the top tier talent, the show that they come

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<v Speaker 1>is it like dinners and whining and dining and getting

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<v Speaker 1>to know each other and everything's war and you don't

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<v Speaker 1>really know where it's going to go, and then it

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<v Speaker 1>goes the wrong way.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, there's a little of that. Yeah, there's a little

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<v Speaker 2>of that. It's polite, it's polite, yeah in the beginning. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>and then things changed, right.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I mean, I just find that odd because I

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<v Speaker 1>just feel like I won't name names, but I've known

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<v Speaker 1>a couple of people who are execs at film studios,

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<v Speaker 1>especially TV, where the that conveyor belt is moving and

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<v Speaker 1>they can't press pause. They have a plan which seems

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<v Speaker 1>to be everybody's plan now. Years ago it was a plan.

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<v Speaker 1>Now it's everybody's plan, which is, if I can't raise revenue,

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<v Speaker 1>I got to cut costs. So it's just a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of firing, a lot of budget cutting.

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<v Speaker 3>But don't you think to a certain extent that when

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<v Speaker 3>your job is protected and mentioned in the First Amendment,

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<v Speaker 3>that there should be some exemption from that whole thing.

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<v Speaker 3>Like I don't think the news division should be solely

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<v Speaker 3>or wholly in large part driven by revenue and numbers,

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<v Speaker 3>numbers and ratings. It shouldn't because you're supposed to give information,

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<v Speaker 3>you're supposed to hold people who are in power, hold

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<v Speaker 3>themto account.

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<v Speaker 1>But you told me that when we were at the

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<v Speaker 1>book party. I raised my hand, I asked the question.

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<v Speaker 1>I said, the networks and traditional media, mainstream media, have

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<v Speaker 1>they lost young people? And you said, they haven't lost,

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<v Speaker 1>but they're losing. And then you went on to talk

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<v Speaker 1>about the people who are considered through some research who

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<v Speaker 1>quoted to being about being the most informed. People get

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<v Speaker 1>their news from where.

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<v Speaker 2>They get their news digitally? Right, Yeah, and listen.

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<v Speaker 3>The older people get their news from, you know, they watch,

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<v Speaker 3>they sit and they watch cable news all day. They

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<v Speaker 3>watch six thirty or they you know, they they're watching

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<v Speaker 3>the morning shows or they're doing that. Younger people are

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<v Speaker 3>getting their news on TikTok or whatever. But the most

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<v Speaker 3>informed people are they'll go on digitally. They'll watch something

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<v Speaker 3>on YouTube, They'll watch whatever, even if they go to

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<v Speaker 3>you know, Twitter or TikTok or whatever. But then they'll

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<v Speaker 3>do their research and they are media literate and more

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<v Speaker 3>media savvy. I find the people who sit in front

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<v Speaker 3>of the television all day have an unconscious or built

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<v Speaker 3>in bias because you can tell from whatever network they're watching.

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<v Speaker 3>But by the time they get to the arguments around

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<v Speaker 3>the table the panels, they don't know what they actually

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<v Speaker 3>came there for, what the point of the whole segment was.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what they conveyed to me.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, the shows which are moderated shows, which are these

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<v Speaker 1>s mash pits, and everybody's going at it. I think

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<v Speaker 1>more and more people have realized now that it's not

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<v Speaker 1>worth their time. I always say to people, what do

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<v Speaker 1>I watch? I said, I watch Wolf Blitzer straight. I

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<v Speaker 1>call them straight, no chaser, right, right, right, it's just

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<v Speaker 1>like happening now. Just tell me what the stop stories

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<v Speaker 1>are and then I want to go have dinner with

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<v Speaker 1>my wife. You know, give me ten fifteen minutes on

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<v Speaker 1>my couch. I watch The Inn every night. Every night. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>watch Blitzer. I watch MSNBC only when I come home,

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<v Speaker 1>I watch Blitzer. I go to dinner, I come back

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<v Speaker 1>and I watch Lawrence o'donald ever.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, every night.

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<v Speaker 3>I like Lawrence, I like Rachel, I like But I

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<v Speaker 3>think it's different when you're in primetime, as you know,

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<v Speaker 3>it's just like when you do you know, in primetime

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<v Speaker 3>you do sitcoms or whatever. It's different than something that's

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<v Speaker 3>on during the day, right, And I think that's the

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<v Speaker 3>same thing with cable news now. I don't believe that.

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<v Speaker 3>For networks, that's a different thing. You got six thirty

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<v Speaker 3>and it's straight, no chaser, good evening and we're gonna

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<v Speaker 3>start in Afghanistan and whatever it is. And then but

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<v Speaker 3>at night, if you're watching cable, it's more of a

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<v Speaker 3>personal experience and it's a longer sort of flow. And

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<v Speaker 3>people they wanted to be appointment television, and they wanted

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<v Speaker 3>to be someone familiar with, someone they trust, someone who

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<v Speaker 3>can actually maybe tell them a little bit how they feel.

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<v Speaker 2>People would say, I.

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<v Speaker 3>Wasn't sure about it, don and I watched you and

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<v Speaker 3>I said, you know what, that guy's right, and I.

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<v Speaker 2>Think that's okay.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't agree with everything, hardly anything that Sean Hannity says,

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<v Speaker 3>but he's perfect for a primetime cable show, right, he's

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<v Speaker 3>and he's a star.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't little O'Reilly.

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<v Speaker 1>We had a great delivery, and he was a real broadcaster.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't agree with the word he said either.

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<v Speaker 3>I've always said that about Bill O'Reilly. He's a great performer.

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<v Speaker 3>And I would watch him and I would take notes

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<v Speaker 3>and go that guy is good and the same thing,

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<v Speaker 3>and people are gonna, you know, gonna go, oh, my gosh,

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<v Speaker 3>I can't believe he said that. Same thing with Megan Kelly.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't agree with anything she says. She's turned out

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<v Speaker 3>to me the biggest troll.

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<v Speaker 2>And and is she she flipped up. Oh my gosh,

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<v Speaker 2>it's embarrassing. I went to a book party of first

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<v Speaker 2>with my wife, but when.

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<v Speaker 3>She was same, we were at that same party. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>on the rooftop of a hotel somewhere. Yeah, But she

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<v Speaker 3>at that time, I think she was on at eight

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<v Speaker 3>or nine o'clock or whatever at night.

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<v Speaker 2>She was perfect for that hour. She's a great performer.

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<v Speaker 3>She comes on and she's energy whatever, and you know,

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<v Speaker 3>the morning Speaking of people being out of position, the

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<v Speaker 3>morning show is not her position, I believe, just like

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<v Speaker 3>it wasn't. I was in position as well. And that's

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<v Speaker 3>the thing about a good media or news executive.

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<v Speaker 2>They know what.

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<v Speaker 3>Positions people should be playing, So you need that sort

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<v Speaker 3>of a personality.

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<v Speaker 2>Same thing with Chris. Chris is a star. He's great

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<v Speaker 2>for cable news at night. Chris Cuomo, he's great for

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<v Speaker 2>cable news at night. I thought I was.

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<v Speaker 3>Great for cable news that night, you know, and people

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<v Speaker 3>wanted to tune in, they wanted to tune into us.

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<v Speaker 3>Rachel Maddow perfect cable news host.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think that people when I watched news, having

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<v Speaker 1>grown up and having had news having a very sacred

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<v Speaker 1>place in my life, it was sacred. The news was

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<v Speaker 1>very important to me. And now when I see the news,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just weird. There's a chemistry. You have to have

0:19:54.640 --> 0:19:57.040
<v Speaker 1>a chemistry with that person, you know, like I used

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<v Speaker 1>to listen to He's a good friend of mine. I

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<v Speaker 1>love Kurt Anderson. And when Kurt had that show Studio

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<v Speaker 1>three sixty on NPO, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Loved that show.

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<v Speaker 1>That was my favorite podcast, along with This American Life

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<v Speaker 1>for Kurt Anderson.

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<v Speaker 3>And you don't feel you have that connection to any

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<v Speaker 3>of the news folks with you.

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<v Speaker 1>I love watching you on TV. I'm not just saying

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<v Speaker 1>that I thought you were great. I mean were you

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<v Speaker 1>had the right chemistry. I mean beyond you being a

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<v Speaker 1>handsome guy and being stylish and being this and that.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you, but you had a great delivery.

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<v Speaker 1>It was really it was easy to watch you where

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<v Speaker 1>there's people that I watch and I go, well, maybe

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<v Speaker 1>a little less of you.

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<v Speaker 3>But it's the same thing with knowing who's a good

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<v Speaker 3>reporter and who's a good anchor. Very few people can

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<v Speaker 3>do both, and people don't realize it. They don't understand

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<v Speaker 3>that like anchoring a show, it's another world. It's not

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<v Speaker 3>easy and you have to hold someone's attention. But I

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<v Speaker 3>think now in this day and age, people think that, Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>they're a good reporter, so therefore they're a good anchor,

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<v Speaker 3>and I disagree with that. You can have someone who

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<v Speaker 3>can anchor a show who is not necessarily the best

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<v Speaker 3>journalists in the world, but they're interesting. But when there

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<v Speaker 3>are big breaking news stories, then you throw to the

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<v Speaker 3>person who's the good report.

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<v Speaker 2>The YouTube thing is on what time? Now, you're on

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<v Speaker 2>the air? Went I'm on the air?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, it lives forever on YouTube. But I do a

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<v Speaker 3>five o'clock show every day, which was not how I

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<v Speaker 3>envisioned doing it. I do a five o'clock live show

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<v Speaker 3>every day where I just talk to the subscribers and

0:21:09.760 --> 0:21:12.639
<v Speaker 3>talk to them about things that's happening and what they

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<v Speaker 3>should know before they, you know, go home or have dinner.

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<v Speaker 3>But then I just started one at ten am, which

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<v Speaker 3>is sort of a hot topic show where I'm trying

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<v Speaker 3>to get away from the politics, you know, and the

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<v Speaker 3>hard news and do things that are a little lighter.

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<v Speaker 2>But everything in.

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<v Speaker 3>The zeitgeist now is politics. You know, they're eating the

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<v Speaker 3>dogs or eating the cats. That goes over, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>it all spills over.

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<v Speaker 2>Author and anchor Don Lemon.

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<v Speaker 1>If you enjoy conversations with famous broadcasters, check out my

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<v Speaker 1>episode with the legendary Dan Rather.

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<v Speaker 5>When the first faint edge is what we came to

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<v Speaker 5>know is Watergate. You can do merge. I was skeptical

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<v Speaker 5>that it would reach the Oval Office itself. You never

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<v Speaker 5>met anybody who had more respect for the office of

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<v Speaker 5>the Presidency in the United States than I do. It

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<v Speaker 5>was very difficult for me to accept that the president

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<v Speaker 5>himself would be involved in a way. However, as time

0:22:07.080 --> 0:22:10.920
<v Speaker 5>went along, facts begin to first whisper, then they begin

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<v Speaker 5>to speak in full voice, and then the facts begin

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<v Speaker 5>to shout. It isn't just lower level campaign oppertunities, It

0:22:18.520 --> 0:22:21.679
<v Speaker 5>isn't just lower level members of the administration. That this

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<v Speaker 5>probably goes into the Oval Office itself.

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<v Speaker 1>To hear more of my conversation with Dan Rather, go

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<v Speaker 1>to Here's the Thing dot Org. After the break, Don

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<v Speaker 1>Lemon tells us how a tragic event led to him

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<v Speaker 1>rethinking his relationship with God and with his faith. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>Alec Baldwin and you're listening to here's the thing. Don

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<v Speaker 1>Lemon's new book, I Once Was Lost My Search for

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<v Speaker 1>God in America details his very personal examination of his faith.

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<v Speaker 1>But this is not Lemma's first foray in the publishing world.

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<v Speaker 2>I've written three books.

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<v Speaker 3>This is a fire debut at number one New York

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<v Speaker 3>Times during the George Floyd thing when that all happened

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<v Speaker 3>in twenty twenty one.

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<v Speaker 1>And the first thing I said to you when I

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<v Speaker 1>came backstage to just give you a quick carget the

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<v Speaker 1>book party was you should write another book.

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<v Speaker 3>And I'm like, I don't know, man, it's tough, Alec,

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<v Speaker 3>It's so tough, and you don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>You know it was. It was easier in the sense.

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<v Speaker 3>What was easier was the selling of the book, when

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<v Speaker 3>I had that big engine behind me of CNN, where

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<v Speaker 3>I could mention at any moment, you know, it's in

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<v Speaker 3>my book, and by the way, you can go buy

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<v Speaker 3>it and blah blah blah blah blah. Or in the

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<v Speaker 3>commercial break, I would say throw my book up, and

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<v Speaker 3>as we go to commercial and say, by the way,

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<v Speaker 3>my book is on sale and you can get it

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<v Speaker 3>at Barnes and Noble or any book store. They were fine,

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<v Speaker 3>that would help them. And so I was able to

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<v Speaker 3>do that with that book. I can't do it with

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<v Speaker 3>this book. I have to sell this book, which is good.

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<v Speaker 5>For you know.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't mind.

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<v Speaker 3>I can't do it on YouTube, can Yeah, of course

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<v Speaker 3>I do it on YouTube. I think some people are

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<v Speaker 3>getting sick of it. But writing it is hard. It's

0:24:00.560 --> 0:24:02.280
<v Speaker 3>like you're putting your heart out there. It's like you're

0:24:02.280 --> 0:24:04.080
<v Speaker 3>wearing your heart outside of your body, not in the

0:24:04.080 --> 0:24:06.080
<v Speaker 3>way that you have kids. But you don't know how

0:24:06.119 --> 0:24:07.560
<v Speaker 3>people are going to receive it, if they're going to

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<v Speaker 3>trample on, if they're going to trash you, if it's

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<v Speaker 3>going to sell.

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<v Speaker 2>It's just the whole thing. And you know, it's.

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<v Speaker 1>More personal than anything you might do because it's you

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<v Speaker 1>and I make a movie. Somebody else is directing the movie,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. Now, you come from a

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to say religious so that you use

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<v Speaker 1>the word. You want to describe the family you came

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<v Speaker 1>from in terms of faith.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I came from a family who was faithful. Let's

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<v Speaker 3>put it that way. They had faith. My mother was

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<v Speaker 3>not as churchy as they say, as my aunt was,

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<v Speaker 3>she's got Alzheimer's now a holy roller. You know, she'd

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<v Speaker 3>never missed a sermon. She was on the usher board

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<v Speaker 3>and all of that stuff. My mom was in the choir,

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<v Speaker 3>but she wasn't quite as religious as her the rest

0:24:48.240 --> 0:24:50.240
<v Speaker 3>of her family. But my grandmother was as well. You know,

0:24:50.240 --> 0:24:52.360
<v Speaker 3>there are members and you pay their dues. I'm sure

0:24:52.359 --> 0:24:54.080
<v Speaker 3>my mom still pays dues for the church. She just

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<v Speaker 3>doesn't go as often as you know one would think.

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<v Speaker 3>But I went to I grew up Baptist. I would

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<v Speaker 3>go to church, and then I'd go to Sunday Bible

0:25:03.880 --> 0:25:06.399
<v Speaker 3>School in the Baptist Church, and then I'd go to

0:25:06.520 --> 0:25:09.040
<v Speaker 3>vacation Bible School in the summer in the Baptist Church.

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<v Speaker 3>And during the week during the school year, I went

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<v Speaker 3>to the Catholic school and we would do Catechism, and

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<v Speaker 3>then we'd have Mass on Friday every Friday, and then

0:25:19.160 --> 0:25:21.040
<v Speaker 3>if it was a special holiday, we'd have Mass then.

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<v Speaker 3>And then in the morning we would line up like

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<v Speaker 3>a military school, hand out front of the hands on

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<v Speaker 3>the shoulder, and we'd line up by height, and then

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<v Speaker 3>we'd have the announcement and we'd do the Star spangled

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<v Speaker 3>banner and the pledge allegiance, and then we would pray,

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<v Speaker 3>and then we'd go to class in lines like a

0:25:36.080 --> 0:25:38.600
<v Speaker 3>military school. And then you would before you go to

0:25:38.640 --> 0:25:40.320
<v Speaker 3>a recess or whatever. You talked about it in the

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<v Speaker 3>book how much you liked pray. I liked it because

0:25:42.320 --> 0:25:44.800
<v Speaker 3>it was because it gave you discipline, and you had

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<v Speaker 3>a regimen, and we're part of something. You were part

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<v Speaker 3>of something, and there was a stability there that you had.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, Okay, we got to go to the recess.

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<v Speaker 3>We stand up, we pray that we're going to be

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<v Speaker 3>safe at recess, and then we all line up and

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<v Speaker 3>we go down to the yard and we have the recess,

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<v Speaker 3>and then we come back. And then before we went

0:26:00.160 --> 0:26:02.600
<v Speaker 3>to lunch, we pray, you know, over our meal, and

0:26:02.600 --> 0:26:04.679
<v Speaker 3>then we come back and we pray whatever. So and

0:26:04.720 --> 0:26:09.119
<v Speaker 3>then if an adult enter the class, you'd say good afternoon,

0:26:09.160 --> 0:26:12.000
<v Speaker 3>mister ball Win, and you'd stand up, and we did

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<v Speaker 3>not sit down until mister Baldwin.

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<v Speaker 2>Would say you were told to good afternoon class. You

0:26:16.640 --> 0:26:18.359
<v Speaker 2>may be seated, you may be seated. It was a

0:26:18.400 --> 0:26:20.840
<v Speaker 2>different world, amazing, right, you know my faith.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a Catholic and I'm still Catholic, and I go

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<v Speaker 1>to church periodically. I go into waves and I go

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<v Speaker 1>to hear that man speak. Yeah, I'm in Los Angeles

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<v Speaker 1>and Father Torchison, who was the head guy there at

0:26:33.480 --> 0:26:36.399
<v Speaker 1>Saint Monica's, I go hear him speak. I go went

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<v Speaker 1>to the city and go to Blessed Sacrament on seventy

0:26:38.400 --> 0:26:40.440
<v Speaker 1>first Street off of Broadway, and watch this a couple

0:26:40.440 --> 0:26:43.120
<v Speaker 1>of guys speak. But my guys in East Tampton who

0:26:43.320 --> 0:26:46.280
<v Speaker 1>came out for the swing mass in the summertime. So

0:26:46.320 --> 0:26:48.000
<v Speaker 1>I go down in the summer and I get my

0:26:48.040 --> 0:26:49.840
<v Speaker 1>community and I wait for him as he came out

0:26:49.840 --> 0:26:53.040
<v Speaker 1>of the recessional before everybody else mobbed him, and I

0:26:53.040 --> 0:26:53.959
<v Speaker 1>said to me, he's alone.

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<v Speaker 2>I get him a lot.

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<v Speaker 1>I pulled him aside from the other people with a

0:26:56.359 --> 0:26:59.080
<v Speaker 1>recession and I go, I want to do the confession

0:26:59.119 --> 0:27:01.720
<v Speaker 1>the reconcilly face to face. And he literally he's like

0:27:01.720 --> 0:27:04.200
<v Speaker 1>this kid from Rosedale Queens. She goes, ah, you want

0:27:04.200 --> 0:27:07.680
<v Speaker 1>to do that? He goes, oh please, I go no,

0:27:07.800 --> 0:27:09.320
<v Speaker 1>I want to do that. I want to please. I

0:27:09.600 --> 0:27:11.959
<v Speaker 1>can't stand that, because are you sorry for what you did?

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<v Speaker 1>In the name of the father room the son the

0:27:13.200 --> 0:27:15.440
<v Speaker 1>only spit you're absolved. Oh please, don't make me do that.

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<v Speaker 1>Like we were pals. That's why we're not in that

0:27:17.640 --> 0:27:19.040
<v Speaker 1>racket anymore. We're friends.

0:27:19.480 --> 0:27:21.359
<v Speaker 2>And I thought, oh God, I can't believe that much

0:27:21.359 --> 0:27:24.160
<v Speaker 2>of this church has changed. Change. You want to do that?

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<v Speaker 2>You know, if you want to do that? Please? He said,

0:27:26.720 --> 0:27:29.480
<v Speaker 2>get away. I don't want to talk about that nonsense.

0:27:29.520 --> 0:27:31.720
<v Speaker 1>And I was like, Oh God, who's going to hear

0:27:31.760 --> 0:27:33.120
<v Speaker 1>my confession on him?

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<v Speaker 2>See, my friend.

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<v Speaker 3>I still can remember my the priest's voices in my

0:27:37.480 --> 0:27:39.640
<v Speaker 3>We have Father Hines, I can remember his big deep

0:27:39.680 --> 0:27:42.440
<v Speaker 3>and then we had Father Elwood, and I can just remember.

0:27:42.480 --> 0:27:44.439
<v Speaker 3>Their voices are stuck in my head because I was

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<v Speaker 3>in Catholic Church so much.

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<v Speaker 1>But but what I want to switch to this idea

0:27:49.000 --> 0:27:51.680
<v Speaker 1>that obviously with what I've been through in recent couple

0:27:51.720 --> 0:27:54.200
<v Speaker 1>of years, this very difficult situation I was dealing with.

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<v Speaker 1>It was painful on a level I can't even give

0:27:56.600 --> 0:27:58.919
<v Speaker 1>words do. I literally can't even describe to people how

0:27:59.000 --> 0:28:02.320
<v Speaker 1>much I suffered from that. And you were is the

0:28:02.440 --> 0:28:04.600
<v Speaker 1>summoning of your faith in your adult life and in

0:28:04.640 --> 0:28:07.000
<v Speaker 1>recent years when there was tough times for you, did

0:28:07.080 --> 0:28:09.199
<v Speaker 1>you get into digging for help in that direction.

0:28:09.440 --> 0:28:10.080
<v Speaker 2>Yes, I did.

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<v Speaker 3>But first of all, I want to say I'm happy

0:28:11.800 --> 0:28:14.720
<v Speaker 3>that you that's over, and you know everyone was praying

0:28:14.760 --> 0:28:16.639
<v Speaker 3>for you and we all got what was happening.

0:28:16.680 --> 0:28:19.760
<v Speaker 2>So thank you for standing tough. I really appreciate that.

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<v Speaker 3>So, yes, I've always been a faithful person, but as

0:28:24.200 --> 0:28:26.160
<v Speaker 3>my mother is, I'm not a churchy person, but I'm

0:28:26.200 --> 0:28:30.240
<v Speaker 3>a believer and I've always prayed and hoped and had faith,

0:28:30.760 --> 0:28:33.399
<v Speaker 3>and I've had to summon it more often than not.

0:28:34.080 --> 0:28:36.040
<v Speaker 3>I don't wear it on my sleeve because I don't

0:28:36.400 --> 0:28:38.280
<v Speaker 3>believe in that. I don't believe in pushing my faith

0:28:38.400 --> 0:28:41.720
<v Speaker 3>my religion on anyone else, and it's a personal thing

0:28:42.040 --> 0:28:44.760
<v Speaker 3>for me. I had a crisis of faith in twenty

0:28:44.760 --> 0:28:47.400
<v Speaker 3>eighteen when my sister died suddenly in an accidental drowning,

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<v Speaker 3>and that was I started thinking about this.

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<v Speaker 2>How old was she?

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<v Speaker 3>She was I think fifty nine and at the time,

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<v Speaker 3>and I started to question God, like why would God

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<v Speaker 3>do that? You know, it's supposed to be a benevolent God,

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<v Speaker 3>and I know there are bad things that happened all

0:29:00.520 --> 0:29:03.960
<v Speaker 3>the time, and you realize that intellectually until something happens

0:29:04.000 --> 0:29:06.520
<v Speaker 3>to you right, and you go, why did this happen

0:29:06.600 --> 0:29:06.800
<v Speaker 3>to me?

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<v Speaker 2>And so I asked why? Why? Why?

0:29:08.520 --> 0:29:10.080
<v Speaker 3>And I dug deep and then I said why not?

0:29:10.400 --> 0:29:13.560
<v Speaker 3>And I tried to figure out, you know, why this

0:29:13.640 --> 0:29:14.200
<v Speaker 3>was why you.

0:29:14.160 --> 0:29:16.760
<v Speaker 2>Read that somewhere It wasn't aver quote in the book

0:29:16.760 --> 0:29:18.760
<v Speaker 2>about someone said well why there was a quote in

0:29:18.800 --> 0:29:20.760
<v Speaker 2>the book. But also I'd heard that before.

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<v Speaker 3>But also Anderson Cooper's mom, Gloria Benderbilt, said the same thing.

0:29:24.960 --> 0:29:27.240
<v Speaker 3>She said, you know, people would go why me, why me?

0:29:27.280 --> 0:29:28.200
<v Speaker 2>Why me? Why not me?

0:29:28.680 --> 0:29:31.320
<v Speaker 3>And then there was in my family there was a

0:29:31.400 --> 0:29:34.000
<v Speaker 3>similar sort of saying why not you so figure out

0:29:34.120 --> 0:29:36.080
<v Speaker 3>why it happened to you? Why this is happening to you,

0:29:36.120 --> 0:29:38.760
<v Speaker 3>And there's a reason, and maybe it's just to make

0:29:38.800 --> 0:29:39.360
<v Speaker 3>you stronger.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

0:29:40.480 --> 0:29:43.520
<v Speaker 3>I would much prefer not to go through such things.

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<v Speaker 3>And so I started questioning, why would God take my sister.

0:29:46.640 --> 0:29:48.840
<v Speaker 3>She has beautiful kids, she has beautiful grandkids. She was

0:29:48.880 --> 0:29:51.720
<v Speaker 3>so proud of her grandson, who was a great basketball player,

0:29:51.760 --> 0:29:52.600
<v Speaker 3>a great football player.

0:29:52.640 --> 0:29:55.760
<v Speaker 2>She went to every game like what why? Why? Why son?

0:29:55.880 --> 0:29:56.520
<v Speaker 2>That happened?

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<v Speaker 3>And then after I started thinking about this book, and

0:29:59.520 --> 0:30:02.240
<v Speaker 3>then the George Floyd thing, happened, and I had pitched

0:30:02.280 --> 0:30:04.760
<v Speaker 3>this George Floyd book and no one wanted to buy it,

0:30:04.800 --> 0:30:06.800
<v Speaker 3>not George Floyd, but about racism, and no one wanted

0:30:06.800 --> 0:30:08.280
<v Speaker 3>to buy it. And then you know, the thing happened

0:30:08.320 --> 0:30:09.320
<v Speaker 3>and everyone's.

0:30:08.880 --> 0:30:10.400
<v Speaker 2>Like, can you write that book? And I'm like, okay,

0:30:10.440 --> 0:30:11.880
<v Speaker 2>So I wrote it. It was number one.

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<v Speaker 3>But I started having this sort of crisis of faith,

0:30:14.360 --> 0:30:16.800
<v Speaker 3>and then I started writing the book, and it was

0:30:16.840 --> 0:30:18.680
<v Speaker 3>going to be sort of this, you know, a coda

0:30:19.240 --> 0:30:22.360
<v Speaker 3>to the last book, and where I was just going

0:30:22.440 --> 0:30:25.120
<v Speaker 3>to you know, move from racism and a little bit

0:30:25.120 --> 0:30:27.280
<v Speaker 3>more into religion. And I was going to interview religious

0:30:27.280 --> 0:30:30.520
<v Speaker 3>figures and people folks like you, and talk about their faith.

0:30:30.880 --> 0:30:32.840
<v Speaker 3>And then when I left CNN, it became something else.

0:30:33.000 --> 0:30:35.320
<v Speaker 3>I think it became a much better and more personal book.

0:30:35.520 --> 0:30:38.680
<v Speaker 3>So yes, it's a long story short, a long story long.

0:30:39.280 --> 0:30:41.680
<v Speaker 3>I have had, you know, points in my life where

0:30:41.680 --> 0:30:44.080
<v Speaker 3>I had to lean on my religion and the Lord,

0:30:44.280 --> 0:30:46.120
<v Speaker 3>and I don't really talk to people about it.

0:30:46.200 --> 0:30:49.360
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's interesting when you work in this business. It

0:30:49.400 --> 0:30:52.200
<v Speaker 1>could be anywhere a film and television or news of

0:30:52.280 --> 0:30:55.840
<v Speaker 1>whatever medium, cable or a streaming network. You're around and

0:30:55.880 --> 0:30:57.920
<v Speaker 1>you said, this word a lot in the book cynical.

0:30:58.560 --> 0:31:00.000
<v Speaker 1>You're around a lot of cynical people.

0:31:00.160 --> 0:31:04.160
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and that's our journalists are generally right. Generally you're

0:31:04.200 --> 0:31:05.200
<v Speaker 2>right there, of course they are.

0:31:05.240 --> 0:31:07.840
<v Speaker 1>And you sit there and you think, what's it like

0:31:07.920 --> 0:31:10.400
<v Speaker 1>to go minute to minute through an experience with a

0:31:10.400 --> 0:31:12.920
<v Speaker 1>bunch of cynical people, Like, was there anybody at work

0:31:12.920 --> 0:31:15.800
<v Speaker 1>who was faith based even to some degree you could

0:31:15.840 --> 0:31:18.320
<v Speaker 1>talk about it with? Was it all just family and

0:31:18.360 --> 0:31:19.680
<v Speaker 1>close friends and tim?

0:31:19.920 --> 0:31:23.880
<v Speaker 3>It was all just family and family and close friends,

0:31:23.920 --> 0:31:26.640
<v Speaker 3>But mostly it was just me Alan, right, I didn't

0:31:26.640 --> 0:31:27.160
<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>It's an inside job.

0:31:28.560 --> 0:31:33.240
<v Speaker 3>And I remember, you know, things would get so tough

0:31:33.240 --> 0:31:35.760
<v Speaker 3>because doing what I did was a very stressful. There's

0:31:35.760 --> 0:31:38.880
<v Speaker 3>a high pressure job, high wire job, every night live

0:31:38.920 --> 0:31:40.480
<v Speaker 3>and you're like, oh, something comes out of your mouth

0:31:40.480 --> 0:31:41.840
<v Speaker 3>and there's always something Why did you say this?

0:31:41.880 --> 0:31:42.440
<v Speaker 2>Why do you do this?

0:31:42.480 --> 0:31:44.480
<v Speaker 3>Other people hate you here, other than mad at you here?

0:31:44.520 --> 0:31:46.400
<v Speaker 3>You got to give this response here, and I'm like,

0:31:46.440 --> 0:31:48.760
<v Speaker 3>oh my god, Like why most people just go to

0:31:48.840 --> 0:31:50.760
<v Speaker 3>nine to five job, they go home. It's like you

0:31:50.800 --> 0:31:54.080
<v Speaker 3>screwed up up, you know, you round it up, you know, yeah,

0:31:54.160 --> 0:31:56.200
<v Speaker 3>so and then you get over it. And then when

0:31:56.240 --> 0:31:59.000
<v Speaker 3>that would happen to my sister and all the other

0:31:59.000 --> 0:32:01.200
<v Speaker 3>things that would happen, I would count. I would say,

0:32:01.240 --> 0:32:04.160
<v Speaker 3>you know, God got my steps, one, two, three, and

0:32:04.200 --> 0:32:05.120
<v Speaker 3>I would just count my step.

0:32:05.160 --> 0:32:07.720
<v Speaker 2>I would take step by step, by step by step, and.

0:32:07.640 --> 0:32:09.920
<v Speaker 3>I would count my steps to the studio sometimes, especially

0:32:09.960 --> 0:32:13.240
<v Speaker 3>when my sister died, because you never knew when it

0:32:13.280 --> 0:32:15.320
<v Speaker 3>was going to hit you, and so I would have

0:32:15.400 --> 0:32:19.360
<v Speaker 3>to like think about things that go, you know, one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, steps. Okay, tonight,

0:32:19.400 --> 0:32:22.080
<v Speaker 3>I'm going to talk about you know, Trump and you know,

0:32:22.320 --> 0:32:24.640
<v Speaker 3>very fine people on both sides, both sides, and I

0:32:24.680 --> 0:32:26.360
<v Speaker 3>would just have to keep and I would say, Lord,

0:32:26.640 --> 0:32:28.720
<v Speaker 3>when I get there, help me see both sides, or

0:32:28.720 --> 0:32:30.960
<v Speaker 3>help me whatever. And then I would just I would

0:32:30.960 --> 0:32:32.680
<v Speaker 3>just pay it and say, okay, you know, get the

0:32:33.160 --> 0:32:35.880
<v Speaker 3>IFB on it. And then I'd say, okay, God, here

0:32:35.920 --> 0:32:37.680
<v Speaker 3>we go. Just don't let it happen. Don't let me

0:32:38.080 --> 0:32:40.440
<v Speaker 3>get sad during the middle of a segment of start

0:32:40.480 --> 0:32:42.920
<v Speaker 3>crying or whatever, and so let me be focused or whatever.

0:32:42.960 --> 0:32:44.800
<v Speaker 3>And then you know, the music would come up and

0:32:45.480 --> 0:32:47.360
<v Speaker 3>I would just I would say, and when they would

0:32:47.400 --> 0:32:49.800
<v Speaker 3>say go, that's when I would snap out of it.

0:32:49.960 --> 0:32:52.960
<v Speaker 1>Right with this New Mexico event, I sat there saying

0:32:52.960 --> 0:32:55.480
<v Speaker 1>to myself, what do you want me to do? There

0:32:55.560 --> 0:32:57.520
<v Speaker 1>must be something you want me to do, you want

0:32:57.560 --> 0:32:58.880
<v Speaker 1>me to change, you want me to do.

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<v Speaker 2>This or that.

0:32:59.800 --> 0:33:03.400
<v Speaker 1>I prayed harder for them to dismiss the case prior

0:33:03.480 --> 0:33:07.040
<v Speaker 1>on the gun charge, and they denied us. So when

0:33:07.080 --> 0:33:09.600
<v Speaker 1>I go to trial and I didn't get my way before,

0:33:09.720 --> 0:33:12.760
<v Speaker 1>and I begged God, I begged, I'll never forget. I

0:33:12.800 --> 0:33:15.480
<v Speaker 1>watched the crown and the Queen of England is on

0:33:15.560 --> 0:33:17.640
<v Speaker 1>her knees praying next to her bed, and I go,

0:33:18.040 --> 0:33:19.840
<v Speaker 1>if the Queen of England can get on her knees

0:33:19.840 --> 0:33:22.440
<v Speaker 1>and pray, why can't I? And I got on my knees.

0:33:22.480 --> 0:33:24.840
<v Speaker 1>And sometimes I'm crying, and I go, Please, what do

0:33:24.880 --> 0:33:26.520
<v Speaker 1>you want me to learn from this and do from this?

0:33:26.800 --> 0:33:29.800
<v Speaker 1>I said, please make this case be dismissed on this charge.

0:33:30.280 --> 0:33:32.800
<v Speaker 1>And later on it played out the way it played.

0:33:32.840 --> 0:33:34.600
<v Speaker 1>I go, if you take your hands off the steering

0:33:34.600 --> 0:33:37.120
<v Speaker 1>wheel and stop white knuckling the steering wheel and trying

0:33:37.160 --> 0:33:40.160
<v Speaker 1>to control and manage everything, maybe something wonderful with results.

0:33:40.360 --> 0:33:41.760
<v Speaker 2>Yes, that was the hand of God.

0:33:42.360 --> 0:33:45.480
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, sometimes you just have to say, you know, as

0:33:45.480 --> 0:33:47.920
<v Speaker 3>you said, take your hands off the wheel and just

0:33:47.960 --> 0:33:49.760
<v Speaker 3>pray that you're going to be okay.

0:33:49.800 --> 0:33:51.160
<v Speaker 2>What do you want me to do? I'm okay with

0:33:51.640 --> 0:33:54.480
<v Speaker 2>whatever it will is show me. So did you let me?

0:33:54.480 --> 0:33:56.000
<v Speaker 2>I'm going to be a journalist. Did it change it?

0:33:57.320 --> 0:33:59.800
<v Speaker 1>That situation changed me a lot in terms of my

0:33:59.800 --> 0:34:04.160
<v Speaker 1>feelings about having my children and getting remarried and having

0:34:04.160 --> 0:34:06.040
<v Speaker 1>so many kids, which is something that I you know,

0:34:07.120 --> 0:34:08.759
<v Speaker 1>I kind of knew what I was doing, and people

0:34:08.800 --> 0:34:11.080
<v Speaker 1>don't think you do. Then they go, you wake up

0:34:11.120 --> 0:34:13.400
<v Speaker 1>one morning and somebody goes, oh, hypede on a stick,

0:34:13.400 --> 0:34:14.239
<v Speaker 1>and oh guess what?

0:34:14.400 --> 0:34:14.560
<v Speaker 2>You know?

0:34:14.600 --> 0:34:17.719
<v Speaker 1>It's like, it's not all silly, and COVID happened, the

0:34:17.760 --> 0:34:20.360
<v Speaker 1>strike happened, and overlapping with the strike was also my

0:34:20.680 --> 0:34:22.800
<v Speaker 1>problem in New Mexico. What it made me do is

0:34:22.800 --> 0:34:24.799
<v Speaker 1>people would say, my god, now you can get back

0:34:24.840 --> 0:34:26.839
<v Speaker 1>to your old life, and I go, I don't want

0:34:26.840 --> 0:34:27.960
<v Speaker 1>to get back to my own lives.

0:34:28.000 --> 0:34:29.839
<v Speaker 2>That's what I'm asking you. This is my life. Now,

0:34:29.840 --> 0:34:32.919
<v Speaker 2>are you kids? Are you more compassionate? Yes?

0:34:33.080 --> 0:34:36.520
<v Speaker 1>If compassion means everybody I meet, I have to say

0:34:36.520 --> 0:34:38.719
<v Speaker 1>to myself, they're going through somebody. Now I want to

0:34:38.760 --> 0:34:41.239
<v Speaker 1>switch the topic or to you and fame and bet carpets.

0:34:41.560 --> 0:34:43.920
<v Speaker 3>But I understand how you feel, especially about because people

0:34:44.160 --> 0:34:45.960
<v Speaker 3>when they meet me, they say you're different than what

0:34:46.040 --> 0:34:48.600
<v Speaker 3>I read about, because people often let their enemies and

0:34:48.600 --> 0:34:52.080
<v Speaker 3>their detractors define them, and you know, similarly to you,

0:34:52.719 --> 0:34:55.440
<v Speaker 3>the right wing media hates me, so they write the

0:34:55.480 --> 0:34:57.600
<v Speaker 3>worst shit about me, And then people meet me who

0:34:57.640 --> 0:34:59.960
<v Speaker 3>are conservative and even Trump supporters, and they're like, wa,

0:35:00.200 --> 0:35:01.880
<v Speaker 3>you're not at all like what I read about in

0:35:01.880 --> 0:35:03.440
<v Speaker 3>the New York Post And you're like, no, I'm not

0:35:03.480 --> 0:35:04.200
<v Speaker 3>that person at all.

0:35:04.320 --> 0:35:05.920
<v Speaker 1>Is it funny how you can be somewhere in a

0:35:06.000 --> 0:35:08.560
<v Speaker 1>kind of benign setting. You're walking through a park and

0:35:08.640 --> 0:35:11.040
<v Speaker 1>with my kids at some store, and you see people

0:35:11.040 --> 0:35:13.719
<v Speaker 1>and you see the way within under a second, with

0:35:13.840 --> 0:35:15.840
<v Speaker 1>in a fraction of a second, you see them regard

0:35:15.880 --> 0:35:17.600
<v Speaker 1>you in a way with their eyes where you who

0:35:17.640 --> 0:35:18.759
<v Speaker 1>know they're maga.

0:35:18.480 --> 0:35:21.960
<v Speaker 2>Republicans and they're like, oh god, it's him. Yeah.

0:35:22.000 --> 0:35:23.760
<v Speaker 1>And I go walking to them and their kids playing,

0:35:23.760 --> 0:35:25.839
<v Speaker 1>and I go, what's this little one's name? And you

0:35:25.880 --> 0:35:27.880
<v Speaker 1>try to charm them and they're totally freaked out and

0:35:27.960 --> 0:35:30.239
<v Speaker 1>they're like, my god, I can't normalize you like I

0:35:30.280 --> 0:35:32.320
<v Speaker 1>can't handle it right now. You're an asshole when you

0:35:32.360 --> 0:35:33.320
<v Speaker 1>have to remain an asshole.

0:35:33.680 --> 0:35:35.200
<v Speaker 2>I know that. I know that very well.

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<v Speaker 1>Journalists and anchor Don Lemon, if you're enjoying this conversation,

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<v Speaker 1>you're listening to Here's the Thing. Don Lemon's recent wedding

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<v Speaker 1>to his partner of eight years, Tim Malone, was heavily

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<v Speaker 1>covered in the press. The pair are often photographed on

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<v Speaker 1>the red carpet and at stylish events like New York

0:36:22.880 --> 0:36:26.120
<v Speaker 1>Fashion Week. I wanted to know how a serious newsman

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<v Speaker 1>navigates his relationship with fame.

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<v Speaker 3>That is not why I got into the business, It says,

0:36:32.600 --> 0:36:34.960
<v Speaker 3>you know, right, And I didn't get into this business thing.

0:36:35.080 --> 0:36:36.160
<v Speaker 3>I was going to make a lot of money, but

0:36:36.239 --> 0:36:38.480
<v Speaker 3>you became. But I became famous, And you know what,

0:36:39.080 --> 0:36:42.960
<v Speaker 3>I'm enjoying my life. I'm happy. And if that fame

0:36:43.000 --> 0:36:44.879
<v Speaker 3>if that comes with it. If I get a better

0:36:44.960 --> 0:36:47.759
<v Speaker 3>table at a restaurant, then so be it. But does

0:36:47.800 --> 0:36:50.520
<v Speaker 3>that enjoy it? Yeah, I'm enjoying it. And there are

0:36:50.600 --> 0:36:53.480
<v Speaker 3>so many people who came before me who didn't get

0:36:53.520 --> 0:36:57.719
<v Speaker 3>to do that. And just because I'm a journalist, it

0:36:57.760 --> 0:36:59.839
<v Speaker 3>doesn't mean that I'm not a person. It doesn't mean

0:36:59.840 --> 0:37:02.080
<v Speaker 3>that I don't enjoy getting out and meeting people. Doesn't

0:37:02.080 --> 0:37:04.000
<v Speaker 3>mean that I don't enjoy going on red carpets. Are

0:37:04.000 --> 0:37:07.040
<v Speaker 3>going to you know, beautiful events. Why wouldn't I. I'm

0:37:07.080 --> 0:37:09.840
<v Speaker 3>a human being. I think it's okay. Just because you're journalist,

0:37:09.840 --> 0:37:12.200
<v Speaker 3>it doesn't mean that you're not, you know, a full person,

0:37:12.600 --> 0:37:15.840
<v Speaker 3>a multi dimensional person, and I am. And so you

0:37:15.880 --> 0:37:18.080
<v Speaker 3>know what, I'm just enjoying my life. I'm grateful that

0:37:18.120 --> 0:37:19.759
<v Speaker 3>i'm here. I don't know how many days are ahead

0:37:19.760 --> 0:37:21.400
<v Speaker 3>of me, and while i'm here, I'm going to get

0:37:21.400 --> 0:37:22.040
<v Speaker 3>the best out of it.

0:37:22.040 --> 0:37:23.719
<v Speaker 2>The only reason you're on those red carpets is you're

0:37:23.760 --> 0:37:27.319
<v Speaker 2>good looking. That's the I think it's about you. Maybe

0:37:27.320 --> 0:37:29.239
<v Speaker 2>it's I don't know. I think it's both.

0:37:29.360 --> 0:37:31.359
<v Speaker 3>Yes, But I also think I'm there because I am

0:37:31.480 --> 0:37:33.520
<v Speaker 3>enjoying it. If I wasn't enjoying it, I wouldn't be there,

0:37:33.560 --> 0:37:36.239
<v Speaker 3>wouldn't I enjoyed my job. I enjoyed what I you know,

0:37:36.320 --> 0:37:38.000
<v Speaker 3>my profession and what I did, and I think that

0:37:38.000 --> 0:37:40.680
<v Speaker 3>that shines through and so I think that that's what

0:37:40.840 --> 0:37:43.279
<v Speaker 3>made me, you know, a star, so to speak, right

0:37:43.320 --> 0:37:44.279
<v Speaker 3>in this business.

0:37:44.040 --> 0:37:47.120
<v Speaker 2>Even those your warmth, No, why would I? That's important.

0:37:47.360 --> 0:37:50.359
<v Speaker 1>There's a magic mist that has to exude from you.

0:37:51.280 --> 0:37:53.600
<v Speaker 1>It has to be admitted by you on camera, whether

0:37:53.640 --> 0:37:55.759
<v Speaker 1>it comes through your eyes or anywhere you have to

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<v Speaker 1>convey to your audience.

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<v Speaker 2>There's no place out I'd rather be than here with

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<v Speaker 2>you right right?

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<v Speaker 1>Would when you do see that, you go, Hi, I'm

0:38:01.760 --> 0:38:03.920
<v Speaker 1>don Lemon, and tonight I want to tell you Abeppa.

0:38:04.000 --> 0:38:06.399
<v Speaker 2>They're with you, yes, and you know I couldn't wait.

0:38:06.480 --> 0:38:08.879
<v Speaker 3>I would tell them like I couldn't wait to get

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<v Speaker 3>here to tell you this story today.

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<v Speaker 2>So let's go.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like the journalists equivalent of someone walking up to

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<v Speaker 1>and going, would you like to dance?

0:38:15.760 --> 0:38:19.000
<v Speaker 2>Charlie? Dance? There's an engagement between you when you're running. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Now, two quick things. One is the election. And I

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<v Speaker 1>believe that everybody who talks and kind of piles on

0:38:24.280 --> 0:38:26.680
<v Speaker 1>online or anywhere about Trump is completely wasting their time.

0:38:26.719 --> 0:38:29.000
<v Speaker 2>What else are there to say about him? Do you

0:38:29.040 --> 0:38:29.840
<v Speaker 2>believe in poles?

0:38:30.760 --> 0:38:33.280
<v Speaker 3>I believe poles are a snapshot in time. I believe

0:38:33.280 --> 0:38:36.360
<v Speaker 3>in polls less so now than I did before. We

0:38:36.719 --> 0:38:38.920
<v Speaker 3>all learned our lesson from twenty sixteen and then twenty

0:38:38.960 --> 0:38:41.400
<v Speaker 3>twenty as well. But I think this time is going

0:38:41.440 --> 0:38:44.120
<v Speaker 3>to be surprising. I think it's going to be surprising.

0:38:44.160 --> 0:38:46.400
<v Speaker 3>I think she has a real chance. We had no

0:38:46.480 --> 0:38:49.239
<v Speaker 3>chance with Biden. I admired, I my operation for him,

0:38:49.320 --> 0:38:51.200
<v Speaker 3>but he was old. But I think there's a hidden

0:38:51.360 --> 0:38:54.880
<v Speaker 3>vote for Trump with black men. I think even with

0:38:54.960 --> 0:38:57.560
<v Speaker 3>some women that you know, they still love him. And

0:38:57.800 --> 0:39:00.440
<v Speaker 3>I think with college students, I don't I know, and

0:39:00.480 --> 0:39:01.279
<v Speaker 3>I don't get it either.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't get it, but I.

0:39:02.120 --> 0:39:03.879
<v Speaker 1>Don't get Also, is it there's a person who came

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<v Speaker 1>in who knew nothing about government. He held no office, not

0:39:06.600 --> 0:39:10.160
<v Speaker 1>even a mayoralty, not a governor, or as an executive,

0:39:10.200 --> 0:39:12.239
<v Speaker 1>not a legislator in Congress or a state house. He

0:39:12.320 --> 0:39:14.200
<v Speaker 1>knew nothing about government, and he served in the White

0:39:14.239 --> 0:39:15.919
<v Speaker 1>House for four years and he still doesn't know anything.

0:39:16.000 --> 0:39:16.720
<v Speaker 1>So it doesn't know.

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<v Speaker 2>You know that people are what they do, we're shocking.

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<v Speaker 2>To me, it shouldn't be shocking. But the folks on

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<v Speaker 2>his side.

0:39:22.080 --> 0:39:25.239
<v Speaker 3>Say she's not qualified and she has no experience, and

0:39:25.280 --> 0:39:27.520
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, wait, do you know who you're supporting?

0:39:27.520 --> 0:39:31.480
<v Speaker 2>Am I? Are you insane? She's a senator, vice president,

0:39:31.880 --> 0:39:34.719
<v Speaker 2>she's the attorney general. She's a bright woman. Yeah, she's

0:39:34.760 --> 0:39:35.880
<v Speaker 2>everything he isn't ye?

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<v Speaker 1>All right, Musk, I just want to say with Musk,

0:39:39.520 --> 0:39:41.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, Musk is like we were joking before you

0:39:41.640 --> 0:39:43.560
<v Speaker 1>got in here. The Musk to me is like Howard

0:39:43.640 --> 0:39:47.520
<v Speaker 1>Hughes meets Mickey Rooney. He's like this loopy, nutty guy

0:39:47.600 --> 0:39:50.560
<v Speaker 1>that's constantly slamming the door in his hand and screwing

0:39:50.640 --> 0:39:54.239
<v Speaker 1>himself up public relations wise. But he's also an engineering

0:39:54.320 --> 0:39:56.160
<v Speaker 1>genius or whatever, and he's made all this money and

0:39:57.000 --> 0:39:58.839
<v Speaker 1>sold cars, which is one of the most difficult things

0:39:58.840 --> 0:40:00.400
<v Speaker 1>on earth to do, is to create a car and

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<v Speaker 1>sell it to this country. When you went in to

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<v Speaker 1>talk to him, I mean, obviously you were poised to

0:40:05.400 --> 0:40:08.040
<v Speaker 1>work with him or for him at that company and

0:40:08.040 --> 0:40:10.640
<v Speaker 1>do your show on X and that blew up. But

0:40:10.719 --> 0:40:13.000
<v Speaker 1>when you were there, did you say to yourself, he's

0:40:13.040 --> 0:40:15.320
<v Speaker 1>not much different? From a lot of other network executives.

0:40:15.360 --> 0:40:17.560
<v Speaker 1>I know you didn't have any trepidation.

0:40:17.719 --> 0:40:19.040
<v Speaker 2>Well, let me say this.

0:40:19.200 --> 0:40:21.920
<v Speaker 3>I am in ongoing and pending litigation out of him,

0:40:21.960 --> 0:40:23.960
<v Speaker 3>so I can't really say a lot. But what I

0:40:24.040 --> 0:40:27.160
<v Speaker 3>can say is that I went into this with the

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<v Speaker 3>best of intentions, and at first I did not want

0:40:29.640 --> 0:40:32.040
<v Speaker 3>to do it. It took some cajoling and some convincing,

0:40:32.080 --> 0:40:34.959
<v Speaker 3>and finally I did. I did not work for him.

0:40:35.360 --> 0:40:37.400
<v Speaker 3>He was not my boss. He was not hiring me.

0:40:37.880 --> 0:40:40.480
<v Speaker 3>What I had was a content deal with him, a

0:40:40.480 --> 0:40:45.800
<v Speaker 3>distribution deal where they would have a certain exclusive material

0:40:45.960 --> 0:40:48.040
<v Speaker 3>for an amount of time and then it would go everywhere.

0:40:48.719 --> 0:40:52.600
<v Speaker 3>So you know, why not do it? Because I wanted to.

0:40:52.719 --> 0:40:55.320
<v Speaker 3>What I wanted to do was what he and they said,

0:40:55.640 --> 0:40:58.480
<v Speaker 3>to get on the platform and to be a counter

0:40:58.680 --> 0:41:01.280
<v Speaker 3>to all of the sort of right wing conspiracy theorists

0:41:01.360 --> 0:41:04.600
<v Speaker 3>that are out there. And you know that, you know,

0:41:04.719 --> 0:41:07.879
<v Speaker 3>lasted all of half a day. So it didn't work out.

0:41:07.880 --> 0:41:09.960
<v Speaker 3>So I feel, you know, it's awful that it didn't

0:41:09.960 --> 0:41:11.520
<v Speaker 3>work out. It wasn't great for me.

0:41:11.560 --> 0:41:12.439
<v Speaker 2>It wasn't what you hoped.

0:41:12.480 --> 0:41:14.640
<v Speaker 3>It wasn't what I hoped, But you know, I'd worked

0:41:14.640 --> 0:41:17.920
<v Speaker 3>with difficult people, but usually that's in within the confines

0:41:17.960 --> 0:41:20.360
<v Speaker 3>of a business that it does not play out publicly

0:41:20.920 --> 0:41:23.920
<v Speaker 3>like it did. He's a very consequential person to the world,

0:41:24.600 --> 0:41:28.880
<v Speaker 3>and he has a very big and powerful platform that

0:41:29.000 --> 0:41:34.480
<v Speaker 3>can affect lives, livelihood and even people's safety, and one

0:41:34.640 --> 0:41:37.879
<v Speaker 3>I believe must be and should be careful and more

0:41:37.920 --> 0:41:38.839
<v Speaker 3>responsible with that.

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<v Speaker 2>What do you hope people will take from this book?

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<v Speaker 3>The biggest thing is that I want people to understand

0:41:44.160 --> 0:41:46.360
<v Speaker 3>that we don't and shouldn't live in a theocracy, but

0:41:46.360 --> 0:41:50.040
<v Speaker 3>it's going that way. And if you go through difficult periods,

0:41:50.080 --> 0:41:52.839
<v Speaker 3>as you well know, if you trust the process, which

0:41:52.880 --> 0:41:55.600
<v Speaker 3>is really called faith. People always say trust the process, right,

0:41:55.719 --> 0:41:58.640
<v Speaker 3>which is really faith for me is that it's going

0:41:58.680 --> 0:42:03.280
<v Speaker 3>to be okay. And if it's not okay, then usually

0:42:03.280 --> 0:42:06.000
<v Speaker 3>we don't know about it, but usually things work out

0:42:06.080 --> 0:42:08.520
<v Speaker 3>for the best. And I think it's you have to

0:42:08.560 --> 0:42:10.480
<v Speaker 3>have the right mentality, and you have to have the

0:42:10.560 --> 0:42:12.360
<v Speaker 3>right faith, and you have to have people around you

0:42:12.400 --> 0:42:16.000
<v Speaker 3>who love you as you well know, as you are, yeah,

0:42:16.040 --> 0:42:17.640
<v Speaker 3>and love you for who you are, love you for

0:42:17.680 --> 0:42:20.400
<v Speaker 3>who you are, and so but I want people to

0:42:20.560 --> 0:42:23.880
<v Speaker 3>get to know my story. I tell my story alec

0:42:24.200 --> 0:42:28.760
<v Speaker 3>and America story through the lens of religion and faith

0:42:28.800 --> 0:42:31.840
<v Speaker 3>in this country. And I wrote this book because of

0:42:31.880 --> 0:42:34.879
<v Speaker 3>my love for the country and my love for God,

0:42:35.360 --> 0:42:38.719
<v Speaker 3>and I wanted people to have an insight on how

0:42:38.960 --> 0:42:42.600
<v Speaker 3>it shaped my life and my world. And I fought

0:42:42.600 --> 0:42:46.960
<v Speaker 3>against the evangelical teachings that sought to marginalize me.

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<v Speaker 1>I want you to read something. You always ask authors

0:42:49.800 --> 0:42:50.840
<v Speaker 1>to read a piece of their book.

0:42:51.360 --> 0:42:54.000
<v Speaker 3>Okay, this is an excerpt for my book, I Once

0:42:54.120 --> 0:42:57.239
<v Speaker 3>was lost my search for God in America. These days,

0:42:57.280 --> 0:42:59.640
<v Speaker 3>a lot of people here and abroad associate the American

0:42:59.680 --> 0:43:04.040
<v Speaker 3>flag the most bellicose, narrow minded ideology. Because the ones

0:43:04.120 --> 0:43:09.000
<v Speaker 3>waving that flag loudest and hardest are bellicose, narrow minded ideologues.

0:43:09.800 --> 0:43:12.239
<v Speaker 3>They wave the flag as a symbol of the America.

0:43:12.400 --> 0:43:15.759
<v Speaker 3>They envision a country that belongs to them by divine right,

0:43:16.360 --> 0:43:19.120
<v Speaker 3>not the United States we all share. And to drive

0:43:19.160 --> 0:43:23.080
<v Speaker 3>that point home, they carried the stars and stripes alongside

0:43:23.120 --> 0:43:28.000
<v Speaker 3>the stars and bars of the Confederacy, a treasonous junta

0:43:28.239 --> 0:43:30.960
<v Speaker 3>that literally tore the United States apart in a bloody

0:43:30.960 --> 0:43:35.160
<v Speaker 3>effort to preserve slavery as an economic engine. The term

0:43:35.280 --> 0:43:39.440
<v Speaker 3>Christian nationalism rings out with faux nobility, but it's a

0:43:39.480 --> 0:43:44.480
<v Speaker 3>wolf in sheep's clothing, white supremacy, cloaked and evangelical religiosity.

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<v Speaker 1>This section is some of the best writing in the book.

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<v Speaker 1>I must say now, the other thing I want to

0:43:48.560 --> 0:43:50.800
<v Speaker 1>say is for me, I want people to take that idea,

0:43:51.440 --> 0:43:54.200
<v Speaker 1>how we can reframe all that discussion about what it

0:43:54.239 --> 0:43:56.480
<v Speaker 1>means to be a patriot and be an American Menon,

0:43:56.520 --> 0:43:58.880
<v Speaker 1>You're one of many people who pursued that in this book.

0:43:59.239 --> 0:44:01.239
<v Speaker 1>But what I got from this book was your It's

0:44:01.239 --> 0:44:04.839
<v Speaker 1>a call. It's a call to say to people, we

0:44:04.880 --> 0:44:10.279
<v Speaker 1>all need to take a break from this world, this loud, cacaphanous,

0:44:10.680 --> 0:44:14.239
<v Speaker 1>commercialized world, and take a moment to connect with something spiritual.

0:44:14.320 --> 0:44:16.400
<v Speaker 1>It doesn't have to be a religion, to just connect

0:44:16.400 --> 0:44:19.600
<v Speaker 1>to something where we can settle ourselves. How can you

0:44:19.640 --> 0:44:23.040
<v Speaker 1>calm yourself and make yourself the better you on a

0:44:23.120 --> 0:44:25.200
<v Speaker 1>day to day basis? I mean, I get this from

0:44:25.200 --> 0:44:25.959
<v Speaker 1>this book book.

0:44:26.080 --> 0:44:29.200
<v Speaker 3>Do you realize that you answered that question earlier when

0:44:29.239 --> 0:44:32.360
<v Speaker 3>you said that, no matter how someone treats you or

0:44:32.360 --> 0:44:35.440
<v Speaker 3>who they are, when you meet someone, you try to

0:44:35.480 --> 0:44:37.680
<v Speaker 3>approach them as if they're going through something, going through

0:44:37.719 --> 0:44:40.720
<v Speaker 3>what are they going through? And so as I write

0:44:40.719 --> 0:44:43.840
<v Speaker 3>and here, I believe that what's important to convey is

0:44:43.840 --> 0:44:47.400
<v Speaker 3>that we keep trying to Most people keep trying to

0:44:47.400 --> 0:44:50.520
<v Speaker 3>find look at, you know, create God in their own image,

0:44:51.200 --> 0:44:54.360
<v Speaker 3>when we should be looking for God's image and other people.

0:44:55.239 --> 0:44:58.000
<v Speaker 3>And as long as you do that, I think that's

0:44:58.000 --> 0:45:00.719
<v Speaker 3>the answer. That's how you settle yourself. You're talking about

0:45:00.760 --> 0:45:05.319
<v Speaker 3>this about patriotism. I say in this book that as

0:45:05.400 --> 0:45:09.600
<v Speaker 3>a black man, I have a complicated relationship with a flag,

0:45:10.120 --> 0:45:12.719
<v Speaker 3>and as a gay man, I have a complicated relationship

0:45:13.040 --> 0:45:16.000
<v Speaker 3>with a Bible. But I was able to overcome that

0:45:16.480 --> 0:45:19.960
<v Speaker 3>by using critical thinking and trying to find love in

0:45:20.000 --> 0:45:23.600
<v Speaker 3>my fellow man rather than judging people and trying to

0:45:23.600 --> 0:45:24.960
<v Speaker 3>create God in my own image.

0:45:25.160 --> 0:45:27.719
<v Speaker 1>You think you have your doubts about everybody comes out

0:45:27.719 --> 0:45:29.200
<v Speaker 1>of It's like having a baby. You write a book

0:45:29.239 --> 0:45:30.799
<v Speaker 1>and when it's done, you're like, oh, I'm never doing that.

0:45:31.800 --> 0:45:33.640
<v Speaker 1>But the thing is that you write these books because

0:45:33.680 --> 0:45:35.880
<v Speaker 1>I have a theory which is that these are bricks.

0:45:36.440 --> 0:45:38.880
<v Speaker 1>These are bricks, and this is one of your bricks

0:45:38.880 --> 0:45:42.440
<v Speaker 1>that you're building a library, a world library. These are bricks.

0:45:42.600 --> 0:45:45.000
<v Speaker 1>I have a theory where when the aliens come and

0:45:45.000 --> 0:45:47.320
<v Speaker 1>take over and destroy this world, they're going to erase

0:45:47.360 --> 0:45:50.400
<v Speaker 1>every tape in every CD and every DVD that's just scarbage,

0:45:50.560 --> 0:45:51.960
<v Speaker 1>and they're gonna pick up a book and they go, now,

0:45:52.040 --> 0:45:54.399
<v Speaker 1>what's this and they're going to want to go there's

0:45:54.400 --> 0:45:57.120
<v Speaker 1>more thoughtful, This is more you, more of your heart

0:45:57.200 --> 0:46:00.000
<v Speaker 1>is in this. I mean, your work in television is exemplary.

0:46:00.120 --> 0:46:02.080
<v Speaker 1>I mean I don't want you to give up writing books.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you, Alec. I think you're right.

0:46:04.120 --> 0:46:06.719
<v Speaker 3>It's like we have all of these photographs in our

0:46:06.760 --> 0:46:08.960
<v Speaker 3>cell phones, and then where do they go when we're

0:46:08.960 --> 0:46:10.600
<v Speaker 3>not here? When I go to your house, right, your

0:46:10.600 --> 0:46:13.040
<v Speaker 3>family's there, you're there, but I'm looking at the pictures

0:46:13.040 --> 0:46:14.360
<v Speaker 3>on the wall and I go around and look and

0:46:14.360 --> 0:46:16.200
<v Speaker 3>where's this from? Where's this moment from? But no one

0:46:16.239 --> 0:46:18.520
<v Speaker 3>goes into your phone and does that. And that's the

0:46:18.520 --> 0:46:21.440
<v Speaker 3>same thing that you're saying about the books and erasing

0:46:21.520 --> 0:46:23.200
<v Speaker 3>things that are digital, because.

0:46:23.280 --> 0:46:29.680
<v Speaker 1>Throughout the moment, yeah, thank you, thank you, My thanks

0:46:29.680 --> 0:46:32.960
<v Speaker 1>to Don Lemon. Here's the Thing is recorded at CDM

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<v Speaker 1>Studios in New York City. This episode was produced by

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<v Speaker 1>Kathleen russo Zach MacNeice and Maureen Hobin. Our engineer is

0:46:40.520 --> 0:46:45.040
<v Speaker 1>Frank Imperial. Our social media manager is Danielle Gingrich. I'm

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