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Speaker 1: DJ Screen, Big Bankers. Here, Baby James, time for a

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Speaker 1: bonus edition of Big Fast God damn it, because that's

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Speaker 1: what the people want. Shout to the homie show up

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Speaker 1: in here and call that up in here. Cheesy catches

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Speaker 1: up and here Jay, what we're doing. What we're talking

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Speaker 1: about on this fine day? What's up, niggas? What's up?

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Speaker 1: So look, here's the here's the here's the topic, and

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Speaker 1: here's the question that we're going to elaborate on today.

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Speaker 1: Is it possible for you to find love after success?

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Speaker 1: Meaning is it possible for you to find somebody that

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Speaker 1: genuinely loves you and genuinely cares about you after the

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Speaker 1: fact of all the years that you put in for

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Speaker 1: your grind and you know, all of after you've been

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Speaker 1: doing all the stuff that you've done to get to

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Speaker 1: where you are. If they were not with you before

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Speaker 1: you had any of the ship that you have now,

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Speaker 1: it's possible, but it's gonna be hard to happen. But

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Speaker 1: you just said exactly well about Yeah it's possible. Thing,

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Speaker 1: it's possible. But because then you got, you got gonna

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Speaker 1: be hard to trust it. Yeah, you got. You gotta

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Speaker 1: filter out all the people who are really gonna be genuine,

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Speaker 1: because you're gonna be having a lot of people that's

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Speaker 1: coming to you that's gonna be putting on the front

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Speaker 1: acting like the person that they think you want that

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Speaker 1: they think you won't. But like Ship, all the people

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Speaker 1: ain't genuine. Some of them have ulterior mode or not. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: most of them. But does that mean you just don't try. No,

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Speaker 1: you're gonna try. You gotta be prepared to fail a

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Speaker 1: lot when it comes to that Ship a lot, like

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Speaker 1: you can't get the sturge. You gotta keep going. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: it's kind of like it's kind of like you're playing basketball, right,

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Speaker 1: it's gonna be easy to make the layous layous is

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Speaker 1: before you got the frame. But Ship, you're gonna know

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Speaker 1: you failed though you You're gonna know you're gonna you

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Speaker 1: got the money. So they're gonna do everything they gotta

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Speaker 1: do to make you feel like for the convince you.

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Speaker 1: You're gonna see through that. But some people fake it

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Speaker 1: for years. People good, let me do it, and you

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Speaker 1: can fake it for a million years, but you can't

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Speaker 1: take it. And also sometimes you know, like every relationship

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Speaker 1: I've been in, it's been something that happened that kind

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Speaker 1: of gave me paulse things like something's up something yeah,

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Speaker 1: like you know, even like when it's not just like

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Speaker 1: you know, intimate relationship, even when it's friendship, you tell

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Speaker 1: when you can tell when the friendship is about to

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Speaker 1: go bad, like down different now should feel different? You

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Speaker 1: feel me? So like she can. She can play the role,

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Speaker 1: but you're gonna know eventually. Now whether you act on

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Speaker 1: it or not, it's up to you. But you're good.

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Speaker 1: You know, you know you didn't. You know when you're

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Speaker 1: tripping and you know when it's your actual intuition saying

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Speaker 1: like damn, something not right with her. So whether but

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Speaker 1: name a nigga that move off of that. Though if

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Speaker 1: the girl did nothing called in, then she do everything.

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Speaker 1: She do everything she supposed that you won't. But she

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Speaker 1: did death for your money. Eventually, if she's only there

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Speaker 1: for the money, she's gonna do something that shows she's

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Speaker 1: only there for the money. How a job, that's her job?

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Speaker 1: What am gonna do her job? So she's only that,

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Speaker 1: But no, no, not listen, I'm gonna answer this if

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Speaker 1: she's only there for the money ship, if she's only

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Speaker 1: if she's only there for the money, right, I bet you.

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Speaker 1: I want to do that on camera. She we have

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Speaker 1: flying chips and y'all never believe. So goddamn she's only

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Speaker 1: there for the money and she's a quar don't called actor.

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Speaker 1: You can only act for so long, like I said, like,

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Speaker 1: it's only gonna You're only gonna be able to hold

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Speaker 1: that act for so long. It might be for it

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Speaker 1: might be a long as time for life, It might

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Speaker 1: be a long person that this is my lifeline and

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Speaker 1: this is how I get fit and get these person.

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Speaker 1: If that's what you're doing, is not what you're really

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Speaker 1: trying to doors, not how you really fail. You're gonna

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Speaker 1: slip up eventually. But when the person slip up, I'm

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Speaker 1: already loved you, So slip up that good thing. We're

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Speaker 1: just gonna through some relationship ship and it ain't about

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Speaker 1: the money, right I found after that, don't think that

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Speaker 1: there's plenty it's going on right now, and people may

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Speaker 1: know they're being used for the money. They just accepting

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Speaker 1: their role. Like if this person is here and I've

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Speaker 1: been consistent with him, at least I know they're consistent

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Speaker 1: with whatever they're trying to do, they may be using me.

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Speaker 1: I'm using them at this point too. If it's like

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Speaker 1: saying somebody, let's say it's you got a twenty year

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Speaker 1: old woman, and then that's like, damn, they're fifty six

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Speaker 1: years old. He organically not going to get into somebody

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Speaker 1: that looks that good at his age. Ship, I'm be

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Speaker 1: using you for your steady you got good. You got

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Speaker 1: the good ship that I like, I got the money

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Speaker 1: that you want. Ship. We were locked in. It's a

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Speaker 1: business translation saying that. We're saying that. The chick like no,

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Speaker 1: and I'm already up. I'm already straight up. Yeah. I

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Speaker 1: called her regular ship thing and I called a square

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Speaker 1: broad it just go to nursing school. But she already

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Speaker 1: owned to what I got going on. We locked in.

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Speaker 1: I think I got something, but she really don't funk

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Speaker 1: with me for real. But then it goes back to energy,

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Speaker 1: like you can't hide energy. You can't. Some people can't

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Speaker 1: read it. Maybe, but I don't have partners before, Like no,

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Speaker 1: she what you mean, say, come on, man, everybody don't

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Speaker 1: read that energy like that. It's a lot of maybe

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Speaker 1: I'm really good to read energy. Well, it's a lot

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Speaker 1: of naive people on this planet. Yeah, I'm so good

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Speaker 1: to read energy. Sometimes I cut it out prematurely, like

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Speaker 1: even if I even feel like you're trying to play,

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Speaker 1: And that's not scurity that I'm just saying, that's insecured.

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Speaker 1: Wait wait, wait, hold on, it's a name for that ship.

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Speaker 1: I'm going to tell you what it is. It's called

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Speaker 1: hold on. What do you find that? I'm just saying, like,

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Speaker 1: people don't always read energy properly, and people can make it.

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Speaker 1: It's called hyper vigilance, a hyper vision, and it's a

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Speaker 1: symptom of abandonment trauma. And that means that you when

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Speaker 1: when you notice every small change in a person's tone,

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Speaker 1: like delays and responding, lack of interest, and you basically

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Speaker 1: literally break your own heart. That's called hyper vigilance. Become

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Speaker 1: me screen, hit me your therapist, because I'm guilty of

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Speaker 1: that ship. I do that ship too, Like when I

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Speaker 1: when I noticed people like not responding to me the same,

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Speaker 1: or they're like acting a different way with me or

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Speaker 1: whatever than my overthinking kicks in a high gear and

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Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, so what's going on? Is it about

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Speaker 1: to be over? Like? Are they not my friends anymore?

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Speaker 1: Do they not like me? Like? But this is only

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Speaker 1: with people that, like the few select people that I

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Speaker 1: really truly love and care about, Like I don't give

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Speaker 1: love and I care about, they can take me there

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Speaker 1: and in. It just sucks up my whole ship, like

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Speaker 1: because I'm noticing these changes and I'm trying to figure out,

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Speaker 1: like what did I do to make you change the

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Speaker 1: way that you're acting towards me? You see what I'm saying? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: not for real, Like even if like a kids to

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Speaker 1: the point, like even if it's not not even relationships,

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Speaker 1: if it's a friend, if it's a French other motherfucker

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Speaker 1: could be going through anything just the way he's going

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Speaker 1: whether he's what they're going through. But that's why you

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Speaker 1: got to communicate whatever whoever he's gonna because if we're

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Speaker 1: weak bout communicating that, if we if we're friends, we

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Speaker 1: got to communicate. How how you don't have to communicate,

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Speaker 1: You don't have to communicate with your friends, like I

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Speaker 1: got friends that I don't even talk to. Like I'm saying, no,

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Speaker 1: I'm saying if if there's an issue, like you have

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Speaker 1: issue with something that I did, and I'm like, damn

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Speaker 1: not nothing you did. I could be having an issue

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Speaker 1: with bank right now, but be taking my frustrations out

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Speaker 1: on you, he said. But I'm You're thinking I'm making

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Speaker 1: funny with you, but I'm really just still really just

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Speaker 1: backing fun and funny. Yeah, I ain't having fun with nobody.

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Speaker 1: I'm just on some funny ship right now. You ain't

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Speaker 1: got ship to do with you, Like people take that

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Speaker 1: ship too personal. But then that goes back to the

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Speaker 1: abandonment trauma. Yeah, that's what I'm saying, Like that's what

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Speaker 1: people have to know that, Yeah, because people have to

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Speaker 1: know certain ship. See, I'm just a nigga that will

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Speaker 1: sit back smoked me a blood and that sick myself. Like,

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Speaker 1: hell man, you feel like this because then he fol

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Speaker 1: probably thinking about that. How you know you can't read people.

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Speaker 1: People may that that's that's that's every human I've been

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Speaker 1: doing that ship too, but we can read right now,

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Speaker 1: You're never not knowing, ain't no telling what the folks

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Speaker 1: got going on when they came around you right, A wrong,

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Speaker 1: I don't getting spouse, friendship, family or whatever. You don't

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Speaker 1: know because people don't tell you all they fucking bidden

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Speaker 1: right now, you're right, You're right, definitely right. So that's

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So that that goes back to say

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Speaker 1: you're saying you can always see a sign. You can't

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Speaker 1: always see a side cause you can't have somebody genuinely

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Speaker 1: showing you some signs. You get what I'm saying, So

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Speaker 1: how can you tell like, how can you how can

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Speaker 1: you trust love when you are already u because it's

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Speaker 1: like it's possible, but ain't of it? That might not be.

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Speaker 1: Somebody once told me, this guy once told me, you

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Speaker 1: test a woman's love when she has everything, and you

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Speaker 1: test a man's love when he don't have anything. No

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Speaker 1: that no for it. Like if a woman have everything,

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Speaker 1: you'll be able to know if she really really loves you,

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Speaker 1: because if she needs you or whatever. But if a

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Speaker 1: man don't have anything, he'd be able to show you

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Speaker 1: like hell, because I ain't. If nick ain't got nothing,

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Speaker 1: he's gonna most definitely love you to death if you

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Speaker 1: can do everything for nice what you're trying to say

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Speaker 1: this this is going for people period, not just you

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Speaker 1: can't divide it. It's both of them. But see a

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Speaker 1: person like me, sometimes I'd be like so over the

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Speaker 1: ship trying to figure it out. I just don't funk

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Speaker 1: with nobody ship. But guess what, at the end of

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Speaker 1: the day when you do that, that's what you do.

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Speaker 1: You make people around you feel like damn what I

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Speaker 1: do to Jake? No, I mean not not not like

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Speaker 1: funk with nobody like fun, but I'm talking about like

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Speaker 1: on some like love and relationship type. Should I just

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Speaker 1: kind of be like just chill on that ship because

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Speaker 1: it's like sometimes to be too much trying to figure

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Speaker 1: it out, Like why are that here, y'all? I think

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Speaker 1: we got emotions. I think we're thinking to get him

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Speaker 1: emotions to help process it. That happens to man. I

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Speaker 1: think like without the judgment of every to make us

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Speaker 1: humans more than anything, Yeah, I mean you you need

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Speaker 1: only the only thing to make you human outside the

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Speaker 1: fact you don't have scales and fucking like some crazy

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Speaker 1: ship needs. These are miracles what we're doing, Like how

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Speaker 1: to fun? Do niggas know how to read the nigga

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Speaker 1: as and by the movements and this ship crazy what

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Speaker 1: we got if you if you tap in deeper, you

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Speaker 1: can do a lot, Like we're capable of a lot

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Speaker 1: more than what we do, like the people that really

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Speaker 1: who you are? Like at that point, like if I

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00:23:10,440 --> 00:23:11,960
Speaker 1: don't know who Bank is and I meet him, I

422
00:23:11,960 --> 00:23:13,480
Speaker 1: could be broke, but I don't know who he Who

423
00:23:13,560 --> 00:23:18,479
Speaker 1: you are and what you got's not necessarily get one

424
00:23:18,520 --> 00:23:20,640
Speaker 1: thing about you don't know me. After you see how

425
00:23:20,720 --> 00:23:25,960
Speaker 1: I moved the the gym, you can tell that man

426
00:23:26,160 --> 00:23:28,160
Speaker 1: was lying. He said he did. He didn't know who

427
00:23:28,240 --> 00:23:33,480
Speaker 1: she was. He's lying, ship, But just because he didn't

428
00:23:33,520 --> 00:23:37,800
Speaker 1: watch it, don't mean it's lie. You could. We're talking

429
00:23:37,800 --> 00:23:40,600
Speaker 1: about energy. His energy was a famous skater in front

430
00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:42,600
Speaker 1: of me right now, I wouldn't know we would. But

431
00:23:42,680 --> 00:23:45,320
Speaker 1: if we were talking about her, like we talked about famous,

432
00:23:45,560 --> 00:23:50,399
Speaker 1: famous or rich either or you the rich nigga in

433
00:23:50,480 --> 00:23:53,000
Speaker 1: front of a broke nigga. He know he rich? You

434
00:23:53,080 --> 00:23:56,600
Speaker 1: put from right down, got on what you're gonna tell.

435
00:23:56,680 --> 00:24:01,040
Speaker 1: You can tell from their actions the truth. Like if

436
00:24:01,080 --> 00:24:03,760
Speaker 1: a nigger, you can't really hide it because the way

437
00:24:04,440 --> 00:24:14,080
Speaker 1: your taste buzz. Don't even eat money, nig anybody that's broken,

438
00:24:14,160 --> 00:24:17,040
Speaker 1: you can tell a person that's on a better status

439
00:24:17,119 --> 00:24:20,440
Speaker 1: than you. Yeah, because you know when you're at. You

440
00:24:20,920 --> 00:24:23,280
Speaker 1: can see this in these folks conversation. She could just

441
00:24:23,359 --> 00:24:25,000
Speaker 1: be in the conversation. She could be in the way

442
00:24:25,240 --> 00:24:27,920
Speaker 1: they fucking hold their hand, or how you sit across

443
00:24:28,000 --> 00:24:30,360
Speaker 1: his legs, or how she you know what I'm saying,

444
00:24:30,400 --> 00:24:33,119
Speaker 1: how she brushes her hand back. He's bitch got so

445
00:24:35,200 --> 00:24:37,800
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. You can tell. So you're

446
00:24:37,800 --> 00:24:40,000
Speaker 1: saying that you can tell. You can always tell when

447
00:24:40,040 --> 00:24:44,000
Speaker 1: somebody when somebody has it. Yeah, So that's what I'm saying.

448
00:24:44,000 --> 00:24:46,240
Speaker 1: You can tell. You can tell when the motherfucker wants it.

449
00:24:46,440 --> 00:24:48,240
Speaker 1: You can tell when mother is there for your ship.

450
00:24:52,640 --> 00:24:59,520
Speaker 1: Snake cans are gonna show their face at that sometime.

451
00:24:59,600 --> 00:25:01,440
Speaker 1: He needed really good at it. We're gonna bring it

452
00:25:01,520 --> 00:25:04,159
Speaker 1: like a ball that j g a too short of

453
00:25:04,200 --> 00:25:09,600
Speaker 1: hand and revisit that you tricked trick you forever. Stop

454
00:25:10,280 --> 00:25:14,200
Speaker 1: I trick you? What were we just found out today?

455
00:25:14,240 --> 00:25:17,600
Speaker 1: I guess what. There's somebody who can trick you. Yeah, yeah,

456
00:25:18,080 --> 00:25:29,520
Speaker 1: especially sweet, and you're gonna get tricked out again. I

457
00:25:29,720 --> 00:25:35,560
Speaker 1: die for this, bi y'all about this. I don't even

458
00:25:35,600 --> 00:25:39,640
Speaker 1: talk about my you know how I quit. I don't

459
00:25:39,640 --> 00:25:45,000
Speaker 1: even look at my girl. Nigger how it's all in

460
00:25:45,040 --> 00:25:53,600
Speaker 1: the corner. Who DEMI man, you know, learn it from them,

461
00:25:54,000 --> 00:26:01,120
Speaker 1: have been in generation generational Now that's something you gotta learn.

462
00:26:01,359 --> 00:26:04,760
Speaker 1: Real ship like you damn damn like and you got

463
00:26:04,920 --> 00:26:10,040
Speaker 1: coaches aunties and when you get ready to break, I

464
00:26:10,040 --> 00:26:11,560
Speaker 1: don't think I could do it no more. This nick

465
00:26:11,680 --> 00:26:14,640
Speaker 1: just don't do it? Girl, girl, What are you gonna do? Then?

466
00:26:14,840 --> 00:26:18,360
Speaker 1: What are you gonna like? Alternative I'm gonna do. Coach

467
00:26:18,440 --> 00:26:23,560
Speaker 1: you right back to put it like that Kardashian type. Huh.

468
00:26:23,680 --> 00:26:26,040
Speaker 1: Put it out there. It's like that Kardashian type ship,

469
00:26:26,240 --> 00:26:32,959
Speaker 1: like what generational? Oh you're talking? Ah yeah, Now they

470
00:26:33,040 --> 00:26:34,880
Speaker 1: have their own bad but they were they moved there

471
00:26:34,880 --> 00:26:38,680
Speaker 1: having bags don't work. The mama started to move and

472
00:26:38,720 --> 00:26:41,199
Speaker 1: then she put it on down to her kids. Well, hey,

473
00:26:41,280 --> 00:26:43,520
Speaker 1: maybe maybe they loved the people they were with. She

474
00:26:43,600 --> 00:26:46,200
Speaker 1: still going with a black dude, absolutely, and he played

475
00:26:46,280 --> 00:26:56,000
Speaker 1: his part. I know, I feel like to each his own.

476
00:26:56,080 --> 00:26:59,520
Speaker 1: But at the end of the day, a niggle ready

477
00:26:59,560 --> 00:27:02,159
Speaker 1: to play over for when you reach bitches you've been like,

478
00:27:03,400 --> 00:27:09,280
Speaker 1: I love you today. I got that one dude that

479
00:27:09,359 --> 00:27:12,639
Speaker 1: she's like, come on man. So so like Nika's always

480
00:27:12,680 --> 00:27:14,520
Speaker 1: trying to act like they can't. So you think if

481
00:27:14,560 --> 00:27:18,960
Speaker 1: you was donna try, you couldn't for real, honestly putting

482
00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:22,800
Speaker 1: your head that I'm not guilt. Just think about that,

483
00:27:23,600 --> 00:27:25,520
Speaker 1: like if you like when the police pull you over,

484
00:27:25,920 --> 00:27:27,480
Speaker 1: you know that she smelled like you just smote the

485
00:27:27,480 --> 00:27:31,720
Speaker 1: blame like smell like how you think you're not convincing?

486
00:27:31,800 --> 00:27:35,040
Speaker 1: Then I just dropped my son off at the nursery, sir, well,

487
00:27:35,040 --> 00:27:36,560
Speaker 1: I just left out the club and they were smoking

488
00:27:36,600 --> 00:27:39,200
Speaker 1: in the club that were probably whatever whatever lot you

489
00:27:39,280 --> 00:27:42,080
Speaker 1: tell You're going to be convincing right right for your life,

490
00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:45,640
Speaker 1: right all right? So you think that can't convince for her?

491
00:27:46,320 --> 00:27:50,680
Speaker 1: Principle applies, Okay, I get it, Koda, he ready to

492
00:27:50,720 --> 00:27:56,040
Speaker 1: get tricked. You think you think if she knows, she

493
00:27:56,160 --> 00:27:58,680
Speaker 1: ain't got no other way, she cannot convince you that

494
00:27:58,800 --> 00:28:05,760
Speaker 1: she loved you. Look, she has a yam cam. Ye

495
00:28:09,240 --> 00:28:13,639
Speaker 1: call that Kevin, My what are my cabin about? Can

496
00:28:13,680 --> 00:28:19,680
Speaker 1: be treated? Anybody can't be tricked like anybody? No, no, no,

497
00:28:19,960 --> 00:28:27,199
Speaker 1: that that was different spelling. Girls, Tell y'all what happened,

498
00:28:27,600 --> 00:28:30,440
Speaker 1: don't shot our code was talking to this girl and

499
00:28:33,160 --> 00:28:34,680
Speaker 1: the whole store. So they went out on a date

500
00:28:35,200 --> 00:28:37,200
Speaker 1: and he was meaning up at the spot and told

501
00:28:37,200 --> 00:28:39,480
Speaker 1: the girl to meet him at the spot. Well, she

502
00:28:39,680 --> 00:28:41,360
Speaker 1: hit him up, like dann, you're not gonna come pick

503
00:28:41,400 --> 00:28:43,200
Speaker 1: me up. And he's like, oh, shift, I didn't know.

504
00:28:43,280 --> 00:28:45,000
Speaker 1: I didn't know even pick me up. Cool, I'm gonna

505
00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:47,440
Speaker 1: pick you up. He went picked shortly up. On the

506
00:28:47,560 --> 00:28:49,520
Speaker 1: way back to the spot, She's like, oh, can you

507
00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:52,040
Speaker 1: can you stop somewhere real quick? I gotta pick something up.

508
00:28:52,280 --> 00:28:54,280
Speaker 1: He's like, sure, what we need to go. She's like,

509
00:28:54,360 --> 00:28:57,440
Speaker 1: I gotta go to zails. I gotta go to zails.

510
00:28:57,440 --> 00:29:00,480
Speaker 1: I gotta pick up my earrings. And I'm like he

511
00:29:00,560 --> 00:29:03,280
Speaker 1: telling me the story. I'm like, okay, so so I happened.

512
00:29:03,280 --> 00:29:04,840
Speaker 1: He was like, I took her to sales, you know,

513
00:29:05,040 --> 00:29:06,440
Speaker 1: let her get her stuff, and then we want to

514
00:29:06,560 --> 00:29:11,080
Speaker 1: get something. She went picked them up and they went

515
00:29:11,120 --> 00:29:13,000
Speaker 1: out to eat. So he tells me the story and

516
00:29:13,040 --> 00:29:15,640
Speaker 1: I'm like, code, that sounds like she try to try

517
00:29:15,680 --> 00:29:17,200
Speaker 1: to get you to pay for them, erring. She wanted

518
00:29:17,200 --> 00:29:19,240
Speaker 1: to try you to see if he was from errands.

519
00:29:19,240 --> 00:29:23,000
Speaker 1: He's like, nah, it ain't it. That ain't it. I'm

520
00:29:23,040 --> 00:29:25,600
Speaker 1: like okay, cool. So I'm all righty, just just keep

521
00:29:25,640 --> 00:29:28,400
Speaker 1: your head on the swivel. Boom. Weeks go by, they

522
00:29:28,480 --> 00:29:31,760
Speaker 1: go out again. Now he's feeling shorty. He's like, I

523
00:29:31,920 --> 00:29:33,959
Speaker 1: really like her. I'm doing things that I don't never

524
00:29:34,040 --> 00:29:37,160
Speaker 1: really do. Woo woo. So he likes, Shorty, I'm on

525
00:29:37,240 --> 00:29:39,000
Speaker 1: that with you. I like you. I want to take

526
00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:41,760
Speaker 1: it there with you. And she says, all right, well

527
00:29:42,240 --> 00:29:45,080
Speaker 1: I'll come with a lot. He's like, okay, I'm staying that.

528
00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:47,479
Speaker 1: You know what you need, like, yeah, I got your

529
00:29:47,560 --> 00:29:57,360
Speaker 1: take care of you, like, oh my mortgages, responsible, shrue

530
00:29:59,640 --> 00:30:03,600
Speaker 1: true shu shu shu shoes. She came with her move

531
00:30:03,680 --> 00:30:08,080
Speaker 1: out back though, but do you imagine see because I'm

532
00:30:08,080 --> 00:30:12,280
Speaker 1: gonna I'm telling you why you injected it because she

533
00:30:12,400 --> 00:30:14,880
Speaker 1: was too upfront and she would have gotten them found

534
00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:20,760
Speaker 1: the way to get your lither it in Like, I

535
00:30:20,800 --> 00:30:22,480
Speaker 1: don't know what I'm gonna do. I've been out here

536
00:30:22,480 --> 00:30:25,480
Speaker 1: in my bills. Here you go something on it. Yeah,

537
00:30:25,560 --> 00:30:30,120
Speaker 1: she didn't get something on it would the back, yeah,

538
00:30:30,400 --> 00:30:33,200
Speaker 1: but she did it to Yeah, and we want She said,

539
00:30:33,200 --> 00:30:37,920
Speaker 1: you're getting out, you're getting out to you together, get

540
00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:41,040
Speaker 1: him out of here. And you just watched her. I

541
00:30:41,200 --> 00:30:47,560
Speaker 1: was ship big homi times on the car I paid

542
00:30:47,600 --> 00:30:54,320
Speaker 1: for the food. Yeah, you sh a month and half,

543
00:30:55,000 --> 00:31:00,719
Speaker 1: don't don't. I don't get That's why he didn't get.

544
00:31:01,200 --> 00:31:03,920
Speaker 1: She's trying to say he's some pussy. Really she was

545
00:31:03,960 --> 00:31:05,480
Speaker 1: really trying to sell in my house. If she was

546
00:31:05,480 --> 00:31:09,000
Speaker 1: trying to get him, well, why she said her house?

547
00:31:09,040 --> 00:31:10,840
Speaker 1: If you ain't hit and all that? So why you

548
00:31:10,960 --> 00:31:14,600
Speaker 1: just like ship? Hey? You know what I'm saying once

549
00:31:14,600 --> 00:31:16,280
Speaker 1: you're seeing it, because you won't hear the right I did.

550
00:31:16,520 --> 00:31:19,760
Speaker 1: That should have been like she but I have a

551
00:31:19,880 --> 00:31:23,000
Speaker 1: question something, But let get this ship feeling because you

552
00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:26,640
Speaker 1: don't even get the little MoMA. I won't get the

553
00:31:26,720 --> 00:31:29,680
Speaker 1: pussy you trying to got them? What is your question?

554
00:31:30,080 --> 00:31:34,520
Speaker 1: I was gonna trying to change question. Why do you offer? Then?

555
00:31:35,680 --> 00:31:39,640
Speaker 1: I wasn't thinking, bro I felt so tried. I was

556
00:31:39,680 --> 00:31:49,440
Speaker 1: like you she loved I was you were tricked. I

557
00:31:49,640 --> 00:31:52,600
Speaker 1: wasn't hurt. I felt tried case clod, I felt trying

558
00:31:52,600 --> 00:31:56,640
Speaker 1: to death for that. You're there for a relationship. I

559
00:31:56,640 --> 00:32:00,120
Speaker 1: have a question relationships with girls before they have there

560
00:32:00,160 --> 00:32:03,800
Speaker 1: And there's plenty people in relationships making relationships with girls.

561
00:32:03,800 --> 00:32:05,560
Speaker 1: Oh no, no, no, So you was about to take

562
00:32:05,600 --> 00:32:09,440
Speaker 1: it to the next level, say that. Oh so that

563
00:32:09,560 --> 00:32:12,600
Speaker 1: was your way of trying on the hill. Yeah, yeah, Dawn,

564
00:32:14,400 --> 00:32:18,440
Speaker 1: but you you try, you can be mad. Yeah, you're

565
00:32:18,520 --> 00:32:22,600
Speaker 1: trying each other. Yeah, you can't be mad. She didn't.

566
00:32:22,880 --> 00:32:27,000
Speaker 1: It's not even trade, that is Huh how would sex

567
00:32:27,040 --> 00:32:29,360
Speaker 1: and even trade? It's not even trade? What you mean?

568
00:32:31,200 --> 00:32:35,600
Speaker 1: I'm sucking you? You you that's probably gonna fuck her?

569
00:32:36,920 --> 00:32:39,120
Speaker 1: Who found out? Niggas that probably want to suck her

570
00:32:39,240 --> 00:32:43,680
Speaker 1: that they're gonna pay that little honey? You know who

571
00:32:43,880 --> 00:32:52,200
Speaker 1: how many negative rodeo that mortgage was paying you was

572
00:32:52,240 --> 00:32:55,760
Speaker 1: gonna it was? I was a little something as light

573
00:32:55,840 --> 00:32:58,200
Speaker 1: bills and ship Yeah, you know, hey, but I did

574
00:32:58,360 --> 00:33:03,040
Speaker 1: get tricked. Damn what she on to help me house show? Nay,

575
00:33:03,280 --> 00:33:06,480
Speaker 1: I've been the same some expulsion to still charge you

576
00:33:06,560 --> 00:33:10,480
Speaker 1: like that? Na? What we're not doing that? So not

577
00:33:10,600 --> 00:33:14,960
Speaker 1: going for that? What you think everybody give me trick? Oh? No,

578
00:33:20,960 --> 00:33:28,880
Speaker 1: everybody could bestuff. It might be slight get better. What

579
00:33:28,960 --> 00:33:32,320
Speaker 1: I'm saying is, can you find love after you like

580
00:33:32,480 --> 00:33:36,920
Speaker 1: successful like a nigga? Like you can? But I think

581
00:33:37,000 --> 00:33:39,640
Speaker 1: I think I think you can't to like at the

582
00:33:39,720 --> 00:33:42,400
Speaker 1: top of the wife like I believe that later really

583
00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:46,880
Speaker 1: loved I believe that got her own money. That's what

584
00:33:46,880 --> 00:33:50,120
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Yeah, yeah, that makes it of course, of

585
00:33:50,200 --> 00:33:53,400
Speaker 1: course re elevated. She helped like probably elevated man. Whatever.

586
00:33:53,440 --> 00:33:55,600
Speaker 1: You know how Neigna think it different. You got somebody

587
00:33:55,640 --> 00:33:57,960
Speaker 1: that love you, love you like if you love me?

588
00:33:58,160 --> 00:34:01,960
Speaker 1: The negative the niggadi pulls up in the drive through

589
00:34:02,480 --> 00:34:06,480
Speaker 1: at McDonald's the chick, you know what I'm saying, Like,

590
00:34:06,600 --> 00:34:13,360
Speaker 1: can she be the chick for that millionaire Niggers to

591
00:34:13,440 --> 00:34:15,839
Speaker 1: drive through? She's a beautiful woman, right, but she's working

592
00:34:15,880 --> 00:34:17,560
Speaker 1: in McDonald's in the drive through. All I need to

593
00:34:17,680 --> 00:34:22,080
Speaker 1: a wipe up down you can't. But also a lot

594
00:34:23,239 --> 00:34:24,879
Speaker 1: you need to meet our person see where her mind

595
00:34:24,920 --> 00:34:27,680
Speaker 1: is a lot of a lot of good. But what

596
00:34:27,760 --> 00:34:29,520
Speaker 1: I'm just saying is that can that had that makes

597
00:34:29,560 --> 00:34:31,239
Speaker 1: sense to wipe down the match. Some people will say,

598
00:34:31,239 --> 00:34:33,520
Speaker 1: I wouldn't not what I'm saying that you might not

599
00:34:33,640 --> 00:34:39,360
Speaker 1: have to wipe up She might be I might like

600
00:34:39,440 --> 00:34:41,120
Speaker 1: what I see and they're not meet you start hanging

601
00:34:41,160 --> 00:34:46,279
Speaker 1: with you. But that's the whole part again, trick. Yeah,

602
00:34:46,440 --> 00:34:48,239
Speaker 1: you don't know because you pull up a whole meal

603
00:34:48,320 --> 00:34:50,080
Speaker 1: and that ship. You don't know if she like you

604
00:34:50,200 --> 00:34:52,600
Speaker 1: from the beginning, you like. But but the thing about

605
00:34:52,640 --> 00:34:55,279
Speaker 1: that is, though, like you gotta be everybody woman like that,

606
00:34:55,320 --> 00:34:56,920
Speaker 1: because a lot of times that day, in that situation,

607
00:34:57,000 --> 00:34:59,759
Speaker 1: they already or it could be something coming to Erica.

608
00:35:02,040 --> 00:35:10,560
Speaker 1: It's got to be saying, yeah, don't about what you got.

609
00:35:11,080 --> 00:35:13,680
Speaker 1: She don't care. She don't even want you. She wants you,

610
00:35:13,800 --> 00:35:15,839
Speaker 1: but she don't care about none of that. Now, women

611
00:35:15,880 --> 00:35:18,200
Speaker 1: don't care about money. We're not saying that. I'm saying

612
00:35:18,680 --> 00:35:22,640
Speaker 1: they're not going, yeah, they're not gonna assume that every

613
00:35:22,640 --> 00:35:25,360
Speaker 1: time they see some money is bay money, yeah or not?

614
00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:29,840
Speaker 1: Because you got your own ship. One thing is not

615
00:35:30,560 --> 00:35:33,320
Speaker 1: about somebody money. Like just because you got money on me,

616
00:35:33,400 --> 00:35:37,000
Speaker 1: you're gonna motherfucker's every bit in the world care about money.

617
00:35:37,239 --> 00:35:43,120
Speaker 1: But I'm to pay bills. Oh no, no, not every

618
00:35:43,760 --> 00:35:46,280
Speaker 1: because you got money. But she she see the nigger,

619
00:35:46,360 --> 00:35:49,400
Speaker 1: she liked that they got money. She gonna fuck. That's different.

620
00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:55,000
Speaker 1: But I'm saying not money that she yeah, no, no, no,

621
00:35:55,160 --> 00:35:57,480
Speaker 1: but was something. But but you know, you know what

622
00:35:57,560 --> 00:36:01,640
Speaker 1: I'm saying that time about the form. They ain't trying

623
00:36:01,640 --> 00:36:03,200
Speaker 1: to be with him. They're trying to be with this

624
00:36:03,280 --> 00:36:04,880
Speaker 1: n with his money, but they could like a nigga

625
00:36:04,880 --> 00:36:06,160
Speaker 1: with no money and try to coach him to get

626
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:11,040
Speaker 1: See the broken niggle with the money could be a dickhead, though,

627
00:36:11,120 --> 00:36:14,000
Speaker 1: and a broken nigger could just down on his luck.

628
00:36:15,040 --> 00:36:17,200
Speaker 1: Don't put the time in for that plusson when you're

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