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Speaker 1: Hello, Hey, can you hear me?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? What's up? What's your name?

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Speaker 1: My name is Evan.

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Speaker 2: Evan. How's it going, dude?

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Speaker 1: It's going all right, it's going all right. How are

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Speaker 1: you doing?

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Speaker 2: How am I doing? Yeah? Bho cares? What's U? What

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Speaker 2: can I help you today? Evan? What's going on?

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Speaker 3: Oh?

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Speaker 1: Nothing, I was just calling to uh talk about how

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Speaker 1: I might have to get a camera put up my

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Speaker 1: pan Oh your dick hole.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I've heard about the camera up the dick hole.

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Speaker 2: You know what, I have a you know what I

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Speaker 2: have a refined answer to my question of how I'm doing.

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Speaker 2: Is the second you said uh, I was like doing fine,

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Speaker 2: and then the second you said that you have to

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Speaker 2: get a camera put up your dick hole, I got

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Speaker 2: like a little shock to my brain that was like,

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Speaker 2: oh no, some people have to get cameras put up

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Speaker 2: their dick holes. And all of a sudden, I'm actually

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Speaker 2: doing pretty great.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, I wish, I mean, I might not

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Speaker 1: have to get it done, but I I'm really hoping

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Speaker 1: that I don't.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, why what's going on with your penis?

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Speaker 3: Well?

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Speaker 1: Like about a year ago, I uh, around Christmas time

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Speaker 1: last year, every time I would pee it would feel

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Speaker 1: like I had to pee again, like right afterwards, like

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Speaker 1: like like I really had to pee, And I had

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Speaker 1: no idea what that was. So all my friends were

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Speaker 1: telling me that it was a bladder infection, and even

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Speaker 1: my doctor said, like, yeah, it's probably just a blader infection.

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Speaker 1: But then I got it four more times, and I

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Speaker 1: just went to the doctor's office today and he was

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Speaker 1: saying that there could be like some sediment like broken

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Speaker 1: up kidney stones and my bladder. Oh and then I

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Speaker 1: might need to get a camera put up there, and

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Speaker 1: I'm pretty nervous about that.

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Speaker 2: Oh god, oh man, yeah, uh, did you did you

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Speaker 2: do something to really like, did you do something morally unjust,

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Speaker 2: either in this life or a past one that caused

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Speaker 2: you to deserve this? Do you think?

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Speaker 1: I mean, you know, everybody makes mistakes in life. I

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Speaker 1: probably probably did something in one of my last lives,

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Speaker 1: but you know, it could also just be an unlucky thing.

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Speaker 2: M oh man, how old are you?

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Speaker 1: I am twenty one.

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Speaker 2: Oh, that's so that's young. I feel like kidney stones

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Speaker 2: is something happens like old guys.

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Speaker 1: That's what I thought too, But I guess, like the

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Speaker 1: doctor said that that's really the only thing could probably

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Speaker 1: be unless he says, like cause I my girlfriend was

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Speaker 1: telling me that it could possibly be like a urinary

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Speaker 1: track inspection. But then the doctor said, like, guys don't

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Speaker 1: get those often at all, so it's most likely not that.

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Speaker 2: I'm so sorry that you have rocks in your dick. Dude,

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Speaker 2: I hats off to you, but yeah, I'm oh, man,

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Speaker 2: can I do anything for you? Do you want like

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Speaker 2: a piece of candy or something?

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Speaker 4: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: Sure, yeh sure?

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Speaker 2: Do you where do you live?

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Speaker 1: I live in Michigan.

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Speaker 2: Okay, next time in Michigan, you can just toss it over. Yeah, okay,

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Speaker 2: I'll forget. I'll forget how to get you a piece

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Speaker 2: of candy. Man. Gods damn, they should make a you know,

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Speaker 2: all the like cancer kids and they get there's like

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Speaker 2: make a wish for the cancer kids. They need to

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Speaker 2: make a wish. They need to make a wish for

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Speaker 2: guys like you, like give. I would donate to a

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Speaker 2: fund that gives a PlayStation five to every twenty one

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Speaker 2: year old guy who has to have a camera put

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Speaker 2: up his dick hole.

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Speaker 1: That'd be pretty cool, honestly, you know, I hope no

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Speaker 1: other guy has to go through that the doctor said

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Speaker 1: that it should be painless because they put you to

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Speaker 1: like sleep for like ten minutes. But somehow I don't

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Speaker 1: believe that for some reason, like I'll still feel it

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Speaker 1: in my dreams, that I'll be dreaming within those ten minutes.

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Speaker 2: Oh god, that would suck if when they put you

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Speaker 2: to sleep, you just have a dream that like a

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Speaker 2: snake is biting your cock or something.

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Speaker 1: And you can still feel it, and you're like, ius, help,

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Speaker 1: You're supposed to help.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, oh man, oh god, oh this is probably my Yeah, well,

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Speaker 2: I you know you say that, but I feel I

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Speaker 1: No, Actually, if you think about it, like everybody always

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Speaker 1: tries to calm your worries. So I have somebody actually

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Speaker 1: like say, like, you know what, that does suck, and

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Speaker 1: like I wouldn't want to go through that. It's like,

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Speaker 1: you know what you're because everybody around me doctors like

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Speaker 1: it's pain with everyody's like happens in your life. But

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Speaker 1: I'm like, you know what, Gecko's actually telling me that

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Speaker 1: it does suck, So it does suck everybody.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, oh wait, people are telling you that having a

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Speaker 2: fucking camera shoved up your dick doesn't suck.

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Speaker 1: Well, they're just I think they're just trying to be

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Speaker 1: like calming because they obviously pretty nerve wracking. But a

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Speaker 1: lot of people are saying like, hey, you'll be asleep,

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Speaker 1: like you don't even feel it. It's no big deal.

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Speaker 1: But like, come on, let's let's be realistic people.

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Speaker 2: No, oh my god, if a doctor told me they

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Speaker 2: got to put something up my dick, I would just

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Speaker 2: be like, you know what, whatever I have, just let

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, I uh, I think I'm a little

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Speaker 1: too young to have kidney stones, but I guess anything

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Speaker 2: Oh man, that'd be crazy if like you're, like your

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Speaker 1: Oh man, well, I mean my girlfriends tonslestone, so it

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Speaker 1: probably wouldn't be that different.

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Speaker 4: You know.

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Speaker 2: That'd be crazy if like she like one of your

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Speaker 2: kidney stones went into her mouth and then one of

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Speaker 2: her tonsilstones like fucking mashed together with the kidney stone

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Speaker 1: Man, I don't even know what. I don't know if

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Speaker 3: Try it.

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Speaker 2: That sounds like a science experiment.

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Speaker 1: Yea, my girlfriend's making disgusted faces while she's right next

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Speaker 2: You guys just over, I just heard your girlfriend go ugh.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, she was actually uh you did a show in

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Speaker 2: Wait, do we talk about her parents getting divorced or something?

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Speaker 1: You talked about how her her stepmom had sex with

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Speaker 2: Ah, yeah, I remember that. I remember that. Yo. How's

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Speaker 1: She's doing good. She actually has a much better relationship

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Speaker 1: therapy Get Go because she's afraid that they'll find that

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Speaker 2: Oh no, I mean that's on my I have that,

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Speaker 2: I have our conversation on a hard drive or something

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Speaker 1: You can use that as blackmail, you know, I think the.

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Speaker 2: Man, Yo, do women get kidney Do women get kidney stones?

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Speaker 5: Like?

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Speaker 2: Can you get like a stone in your vagina?

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Speaker 1: That's a good question. Can you can women get kidney stones?

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Speaker 3: Elli?

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Speaker 1: She says yes, All right, then I guess that's our answer.

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Speaker 2: Wait, why would she know? I guess I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I mean she knows a lot about female anatomy obviously.

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Speaker 2: Wait, can't handle the phone. She's saying someone.

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Speaker 1: There, you go?

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Speaker 6: Wait what?

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Speaker 4: No?

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Speaker 2: Okay, Hello, Hey, what's up? You were saying something your

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Speaker 2: friend got a kidney stone on her vagina?

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Speaker 6: Yeah, my friend. She was like, fot team Jesus. She

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Speaker 6: kept talking about how she has kidney stones.

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Speaker 2: That's horrible.

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Speaker 6: I honestly feel bad for anybody whose I have to

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Speaker 2: Yo, give your boyfriend a piece of candy, dude, he

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Speaker 2: just he deserves a piece of candy or something.

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Speaker 4: You want candy.

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Speaker 6: He texted me to get your candy camera.

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Speaker 2: God, damn, what did you so because your boyfriend said

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Speaker 2: that everyone's been telling him that it's not going to

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Speaker 2: be that bad. When he told you that he had

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Speaker 2: What did you say?

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Speaker 6: I mean, oh man, he told me to be honest,

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Speaker 6: I told him it was gonna be fine. But then again,

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Speaker 6: I also understand like the fear because I you know,

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Speaker 6: I don't have a dig, but I would have want that.

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Speaker 2: Oh God, sounds awful, but you don't.

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Speaker 6: Hopefully he has good dreams, and yeah, I have have

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Speaker 6: good dreams.

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Speaker 2: All right, well let me can you hand the phone

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Speaker 2: back to him? Wait? Wait, wait, wait before you do that,

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Speaker 2: before you do before you do that? Wait are you

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Speaker 2: still there?

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Speaker 3: Uh?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? What's going what's going on with you? Everything good? Uh?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, everything is great.

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Speaker 6: Been in been finally doing school, which is wild. That's

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Speaker 6: something I didn't think whatever happened to me in my life?

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Speaker 6: But you don't start in college?

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Speaker 3: Yeah? How have you been?

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Speaker 6: Are you doing good?

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Speaker 2: I'm doing good? I was saying earlier that, like, uh,

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Speaker 2: I think I think anyone listening to this, if you

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Speaker 2: don't have a rock in your penis or vagina or

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Speaker 2: whatever you got, I think you're doing pretty good. So

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna take that perspective right now as the answer

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Speaker 2: to that question. I agree, Okay, I just want to

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Speaker 2: make sure. I just want to make sure you were

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Speaker 2: doing good. Thank you.

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Speaker 6: I'm going to hand the phone back.

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Speaker 1: Is that okay?

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Speaker 2: Okay?

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Speaker 5: Cool?

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Speaker 2: Thank you?

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Speaker 6: Of course.

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Speaker 1: I'm back.

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Speaker 2: Damn man, you really have a rock and you have

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Speaker 2: rocks in your penis. Man, that's crazy.

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Speaker 1: I know, I know it sucks. But hopefully that situation

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Speaker 1: can get sorted.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, hopefully. But what do you want to do with

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Speaker 2: your life? If you make if you live, if you

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Speaker 2: make it out.

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Speaker 1: Well, preferably the track that I'm on right now, I'm

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Speaker 1: looking to be an electrician, so hopefully I can still

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Speaker 2: You know you did the hardest thing. If you piss

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Speaker 2: Yeah, do you get to keep do you get to

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Speaker 2: Yeoh, if they if you do get the footage, you

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean there's people like a lot of things.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I like that. I like that. All right, there

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Speaker 1: I agree on one hundred percent.

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Speaker 3: Agree.

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Speaker 1: You definitely made me feel better about the situation.

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Speaker 2: Good good. What's your name again?

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Speaker 1: My name is Evan.

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Speaker 2: Evan. Is there anything else you want to say to

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Speaker 4: Oh?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, everybody should watch the show Dexter. That's what I

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Speaker 1: have to say. Best show.

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Speaker 2: Never seen it.

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Speaker 1: You should. You should see it?

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Speaker 2: All right, Take care, man, take have a good night, goodbye.

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Speaker 5: Man.

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Speaker 2: I'm doing great. I'm sorry. I'm sorry anytime I ever

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Speaker 2: I don't care. That's how I feel about stuff. Like

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Speaker 2: to the robot. It's fine. Life's not that bad as

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Speaker 2: His life is currently is currently he has rocks in

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Speaker 2: party after all this. Hello, Yes, Hey, what's your name?

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Speaker 4: Hey, my name is Carson.

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Speaker 5: How are you today?

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Speaker 2: Carson? I'm doing good. Have we ever spoken before, Carson?

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Speaker 4: We have not. I'm a long term listener, first time calling.

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Speaker 2: Kick ass Man. It's it's it's cool to me that

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Speaker 4: You know what. I got a lot going on in

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Speaker 2: I'm I'm I'm messing with you, man. What's up? What's

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Speaker 4: Not much? Just I'm one of your older listeners. Probably

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Speaker 4: But mostly more than anything, I'm gonna I'm gonna be

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Speaker 2: I can't relate to you on smoking weed all day

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Speaker 2: You know what's funny is I've actually I actually typed

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Speaker 4: So it was just about my every day at this point.

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Speaker 2: Let me ask you that. Yeah, So I'm with you.

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Speaker 4: On a couple things? Mostly your opinion on what you

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Speaker 2: So why is this a better location?

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Speaker 2: You know, why would so when you say uproot your family?

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Speaker 2: I mean, you guys got a house, right and you

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Speaker 4: My family is here, so it's it's kind of the

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Speaker 4: it's just moving everything that's comfortable, that's known, that I

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Speaker 4: You know, I know I should, and I know it's

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Speaker 2: Well, here's the thing, man, you're not moving. You're you're

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Speaker 2: not moving to China. You're moving three hours away within

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Speaker 2: actually I think you should definitely. I'm you know what,

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna just tell people what I think they should do.

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Speaker 2: You should totally move because you're moving away from your family.

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Speaker 2: It's three hours. You know, three hours is a great

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Speaker 2: can live your own fucking life and not live in

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Speaker 2: And then he asks to sell your house and buy

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Speaker 2: a new one. But you can figure that out. So

444
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Speaker 2: if you want, if you want to move, just move.

445
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Speaker 2: You've provided, in my opinion, if you want my opinion,

446
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Speaker 2: opinion capital low opinion, you've provided no reason whatsoever to

447
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Speaker 2: not move, except for the fact that it would be

448
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Speaker 2: kind of annoying, just logistically.

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Speaker 4: Whise, when the get speaks, I listen, so I'm hearing

450
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Speaker 4: you're loud and clear, one hundred percent. The only thing,

451
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Speaker 4: you know, I can think of off the top of

452
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Speaker 4: my head, it would be financially, it's quite more expensive there.

453
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Speaker 4: So the quality of life or that the way we're

454
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Speaker 4: living life would definitely need to change. But it's nothing

455
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Speaker 4: that's you know, and I can definitely do it and

456
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Speaker 4: put it into actions.

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Speaker 2: What do you need to what do you need to change?

458
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Speaker 4: So housing prices are substantially more there, rent is substantially more, food, daycare,

459
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Speaker 4: it's just all of it. So it's just going to

460
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Speaker 4: be a lot more, you know.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, go give it a shot, man, I know, I

462
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Speaker 2: know it. Well, it's funny because to me, I'm like,

463
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Speaker 2: you know, like why yeah, Well, because to me, it's

464
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Speaker 2: like it's a three hour move. It's kind of nothing.

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Speaker 4: Right, right, you know what when you say it out,

466
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Speaker 4: when you say it to me, it sounds ridiculous, But

467
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Speaker 4: when I'm working it out in my head, it's such

468
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Speaker 4: a different problem. I don't know how to explain that.

469
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Speaker 4: Me talking to myself about it sounds so much different

470
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Speaker 4: than you speaking to me about it out loud. Kind

471
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Speaker 4: of realizing that now, mm hmmm.

472
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Speaker 2: That's what a lot I realize. That's a lot of problems.

473
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Speaker 2: Like if you have something that you've been stewing in

474
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Speaker 2: your head about for a long time. This happens to

475
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Speaker 2: me all the time. I'll be stewing in my head

476
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Speaker 2: about something and I'll talk to somebody about it, and

477
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Speaker 2: just talk to somebody about it. I'm like, wait, I'm

478
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Speaker 2: making a way bigger deal out of this than it

479
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Speaker 2: actually is.

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Speaker 4: And one other thing I wanted to talk to you about.

481
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Speaker 4: You know, just a lot of the reason I listened

482
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Speaker 4: to your podcast. I relate to you on many in

483
00:23:00,520 --> 00:23:02,040
Speaker 4: many ways. A lot of the things you say, a

484
00:23:02,040 --> 00:23:05,159
Speaker 4: lot of your opinions, I think the same way. I

485
00:23:05,200 --> 00:23:06,840
Speaker 4: would say many of the same things you say to

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Speaker 4: your listeners. So I feel like listening to you is

487
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Speaker 4: almost not literally but almost figuratively, like me being there

488
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Speaker 4: giving people advice.

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Speaker 2: What what opinions do we agree on? Do you think.

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Speaker 4: We agree on the opinions of being open minded? Like

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Speaker 4: I noticed that a lot of times you're open minded

492
00:23:24,400 --> 00:23:26,120
Speaker 4: with people, You're not really closed. If they have an

493
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Speaker 4: idea or they have something that they're not sure about,

494
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Speaker 4: you'll actually let them are out their ideas, think of

495
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Speaker 4: different perspectives, and go from there. I'm also the same way.

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Speaker 2: Okay, cool, cool, cool.

497
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Speaker 4: But I guess what I wanted to talk to you

498
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Speaker 4: about was kind of the cannabis marijuana thing. I know

499
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Speaker 4: we've already kind of touched on that a couple of times,

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Speaker 4: but you know, I worked in the cannabis industry for yikes,

501
00:23:53,440 --> 00:23:57,240
Speaker 4: seven or eight years. I kind of got out of

502
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Speaker 4: it when I had my son, But there's this there's

503
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Speaker 4: this attachment that I have, and I'm trying to figure

504
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Speaker 4: out what it is. I tried to kind of let

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Speaker 4: this go and move away, but for some reason, it's

506
00:24:10,160 --> 00:24:12,960
Speaker 4: like I'm emotionally drawn back and it doesn't make sense

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Speaker 4: to me to marijuana.

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Speaker 2: Yes, yes, oh, I mean, well.

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Speaker 4: Strange thing. I know, strange thing to say.

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Speaker 2: I know. Okay, well let me ask you, all right,

511
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Speaker 2: let me phrase it like this, just to make make

512
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Speaker 2: it easier for me to respond to this is is

513
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Speaker 2: there anything specifically about marijuana that you wanted my opinion on,

514
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Speaker 2: not as a medical professional and not as a psychologist,

515
00:24:43,680 --> 00:24:48,960
Speaker 2: but as a factor that smokes wheeze all day? Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Go ahead.

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Speaker 4: Do you think you're going to reach a point in

518
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Speaker 4: your life where you're going to finally say enough enough,

519
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Speaker 4: turn away?

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Speaker 2: You know what's funny is when I think about the

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Speaker 2: point in my life where I finally stop smoking weed.

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Speaker 2: I mean, I'm I have no good reason to stop,

523
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Speaker 2: I don't think, except for the fact that it's destroying

524
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Speaker 2: my brain. But that's it's not good enough for me yet.

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Speaker 4: How about if you had a health condition, like let's

526
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Speaker 4: say you started your lung started hurting, or you started

527
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Speaker 4: coughing up like really nasty black stuff, or you know,

528
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Speaker 4: you started waking up at night noticing your chest wasn't

529
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Speaker 4: feeling right.

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Speaker 1: Stuff like that.

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Speaker 2: Every day on the front page of Reddit you see

532
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Speaker 2: some fucking thing that says like marijuana actually prevents lung cancer,

533
00:25:35,760 --> 00:25:41,280
Speaker 2: which is probably not true, but right for you want

534
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Speaker 2: to choose my real thing is. I kind of think

535
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Speaker 2: for me, the point I would stop getting high all

536
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Speaker 2: the time would be if I had a kid, cause like,

537
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Speaker 2: I'll get high and do everything. I'll get high and like,

538
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Speaker 2: you know, go places where I'm like, I shouldn't have

539
00:25:55,400 --> 00:25:59,359
Speaker 2: gotten high before, like you know, go doing this, but whatever,

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Speaker 2: it only affects me, who gives a shit? But if

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Speaker 2: I have a kid, I don't want to be high

542
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Speaker 2: around my kid. So yeah, so I think that would

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Speaker 2: that would be the time in which I would quit.

544
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Speaker 2: But right now, the main reason I wanted to stop

545
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Speaker 2: smoking weed is because I was anxious all the time

546
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Speaker 2: and it gave me like severe uh like I went on,

547
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Speaker 2: I binge eat a lot when I get stoned. But like,

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Speaker 2: for the past month that I've been I've been getting high,

549
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Speaker 2: like pretty much every day, and I haven't been binge

550
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Speaker 2: eating as much as normal. I've actually been able to

551
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Speaker 2: keep that under control, and I've been able to keep

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Speaker 2: my anxiety under control. So I've just been going at

553
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Speaker 2: it hard. So I don't have a good reason to quit.

554
00:26:44,160 --> 00:26:46,520
Speaker 2: But yeah, I think that would be the point where

555
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Speaker 2: I would say enough is enough for me personally, is

556
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Speaker 2: like if I had a kid. Although, although blowing smoke

557
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Speaker 2: in a child's face does sound fun, and I might

558
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Speaker 2: do it at least once, that.

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Speaker 4: Might be the most wild thing I've heard in a while.

560
00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:01,640
Speaker 4: It's crazy.

561
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Speaker 2: It does sound like it would be fun. It sounds

562
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Speaker 2: like it would be I don't know. It sounds like

563
00:27:07,720 --> 00:27:09,000
Speaker 2: it would make me feel powerful.

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Speaker 3: Right.

565
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Speaker 4: Hey, I'd love to jump off topic here, if you

566
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Speaker 4: don't mind, go ahead. How do you feel about all

567
00:27:16,119 --> 00:27:17,959
Speaker 4: these drones that have been popping up everywhere?

568
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Speaker 2: I don't know, I don't have You've I've run out

569
00:27:23,240 --> 00:27:25,760
Speaker 2: of opinions to give you once we've started talking about

570
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Speaker 2: drones in the sky. Here's my here's my opinion is

571
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Speaker 2: we're gonna all blow each other up. China's gonna blow

572
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Speaker 2: us up, We're gonna blow them up. We're all just

573
00:27:34,840 --> 00:27:38,439
Speaker 2: gonna blow each other up and die and that. And

574
00:27:38,480 --> 00:27:41,639
Speaker 2: when we do that, it'll be what we did. And

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00:27:41,880 --> 00:27:45,200
Speaker 2: uh uh, maybe a billion years later, some new form

576
00:27:45,240 --> 00:27:48,280
Speaker 2: of life will evolve and they'll do stuff and they'll

577
00:27:48,320 --> 00:27:52,320
Speaker 2: just keep happening infinitely, and uh, you and I won't

578
00:27:52,320 --> 00:27:54,679
Speaker 2: have to care because we'll have been dead for truly

579
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Speaker 2: billions of years.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, that's a that's something I think about often. Everything

581
00:28:00,600 --> 00:28:03,960
Speaker 4: I'm doing, everything i'm saying, thinking everyone I love in

582
00:28:04,040 --> 00:28:07,480
Speaker 4: another fifty sixty years. None of it's gonna matter. That

583
00:28:07,560 --> 00:28:10,280
Speaker 4: hits hard sometimes that's a big one. You're absolutely right.

584
00:28:11,800 --> 00:28:13,240
Speaker 2: Was this a helpful conversation?

585
00:28:14,440 --> 00:28:15,120
Speaker 4: Yeah, it was great.

586
00:28:15,160 --> 00:28:16,120
Speaker 2: I'm gonna be okay good.

587
00:28:16,200 --> 00:28:18,080
Speaker 4: I've been dying to talk to you for a couple

588
00:28:18,119 --> 00:28:20,480
Speaker 4: of years now, and I saw you posted online that

589
00:28:20,520 --> 00:28:22,560
Speaker 4: you were online about fifty five seconds, so I said,

590
00:28:22,560 --> 00:28:24,400
Speaker 4: now today's day.

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00:28:24,480 --> 00:28:26,480
Speaker 2: Yes, all right, cool, I'm glad I got to talk

592
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Speaker 2: Carson from Hey.

593
00:28:29,200 --> 00:28:30,439
Speaker 4: I appreciate your time. Thank you.

594
00:28:30,480 --> 00:28:32,800
Speaker 2: Well, Hey, thank you Carson. You seem like a nice guy.

595
00:28:32,840 --> 00:28:34,520
Speaker 2: I wish you good luck and whatever it is you do.

596
00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:36,320
Speaker 4: You as well, you have good day.

597
00:28:36,480 --> 00:28:37,040
Speaker 2: I take care.

598
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Speaker 1: Thanks.

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00:28:39,880 --> 00:28:44,520
Speaker 2: Oh I liked that guy who's a nice guy. It

600
00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:48,000
Speaker 2: is funny. It's funny though, it's just I don't know.

601
00:28:48,040 --> 00:28:51,920
Speaker 2: It's funny with like my you know, he's like, I

602
00:28:51,960 --> 00:28:55,600
Speaker 2: smoke weed every day and what do I do? And

603
00:28:55,640 --> 00:28:58,680
Speaker 2: I'm like, I don't know. I also smoke weed every

604
00:28:58,720 --> 00:29:05,400
Speaker 2: day and wonder if it's a bad idea. I don't know.

605
00:29:05,480 --> 00:29:09,520
Speaker 2: I've been liking it. Lately, I've been liking getting really high.

606
00:29:09,800 --> 00:29:12,239
Speaker 2: But it's there's no there's no such thing. I just

607
00:29:12,360 --> 00:29:14,200
Speaker 2: here's the thing. I just know. There's no such thing

608
00:29:14,240 --> 00:29:17,160
Speaker 2: as free lunch, you know what I mean. Like, nothing

609
00:29:18,320 --> 00:29:24,040
Speaker 2: enjoyable comes for free, and so I don't, like, you

610
00:29:24,080 --> 00:29:26,920
Speaker 2: don't nothing. There's nothing in life where it's like you

611
00:29:27,000 --> 00:29:30,080
Speaker 2: just get this pleasure, you get to feel really good

612
00:29:30,080 --> 00:29:36,680
Speaker 2: and euphoric, and there's no drawbacks whatsoever. Either. It's like, like,

613
00:29:36,720 --> 00:29:39,480
Speaker 2: if you feel good and you fork from like exercise, right,

614
00:29:39,760 --> 00:29:41,520
Speaker 2: you still have to like do a bunch of work

615
00:29:42,120 --> 00:29:45,400
Speaker 2: to fucking get to that point. Or if you feel

616
00:29:45,400 --> 00:29:48,600
Speaker 2: good and you fork from eat a bunch of cookies,

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00:29:49,080 --> 00:29:50,960
Speaker 2: it's probably bad for you. If you feel good and

618
00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:53,000
Speaker 2: you fork from smoking a bunch of weed, it probably

619
00:29:53,040 --> 00:29:55,800
Speaker 2: fucks up your brain. So there's a cost to everything.

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Speaker 2: So I don't that's I just offer that math. I'm

621
00:29:59,240 --> 00:30:02,000
Speaker 2: thinking that smoked weed every day is probably bad, but

622
00:30:02,320 --> 00:30:14,600
Speaker 2: I'm gonna keep doing it because, uh, because it's nice. Hello. Hey, Hey,

623
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Speaker 2: what's your name, mister? Yeah, what's your name?

624
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Speaker 5: Eddie?

625
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Speaker 6: Eddie?

626
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Speaker 2: Eddie Eddie? What's up? Eddie?

627
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Speaker 5: What's up?

628
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Speaker 3: Gek?

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Speaker 5: I want to say, uh, it's been a long time listener,

630
00:30:27,760 --> 00:30:30,400
Speaker 5: finally get to talk to you. I work at I

631
00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:33,680
Speaker 5: work at Amazon right now, I'm a driver and every

632
00:30:33,720 --> 00:30:36,360
Speaker 5: day I always always listen to your podcast. Actually right

633
00:30:36,400 --> 00:30:39,800
Speaker 5: now is listening to the gek No while you're online.

634
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Speaker 5: I was like, I was like, I'm just gonna call

635
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Speaker 5: this guy. Why not cool?

636
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Speaker 2: Cool?

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00:30:44,440 --> 00:30:44,640
Speaker 3: Uh?

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Speaker 2: Thanks, thanks for listening to pod Eddie. You see, I

639
00:30:46,640 --> 00:30:48,520
Speaker 2: don't I don't know why. I like your vibe though.

640
00:30:48,920 --> 00:30:50,120
Speaker 2: You got a nice vibe to you.

641
00:30:52,320 --> 00:30:54,280
Speaker 5: Thank you, thank you? What's up with you?

642
00:30:54,320 --> 00:30:54,920
Speaker 2: What's up with you?

643
00:30:54,920 --> 00:30:55,080
Speaker 3: What?

644
00:30:55,080 --> 00:30:57,960
Speaker 2: How's Amazon? Is it? Is it horrible? You can tell

645
00:30:57,960 --> 00:31:01,400
Speaker 2: you we're not, there's no sponsor. What you can say it?

646
00:31:01,560 --> 00:31:03,360
Speaker 2: You can say if it's horrible. I want to know

647
00:31:03,440 --> 00:31:05,160
Speaker 2: if it's horrible, and I want to know how horrible

648
00:31:05,160 --> 00:31:05,520
Speaker 2: it is.

649
00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:12,920
Speaker 5: Oh man, so yeah, i'd say it's horrible. I think

650
00:31:13,040 --> 00:31:15,160
Speaker 5: a lot of it. Like since right now it's like

651
00:31:15,280 --> 00:31:18,680
Speaker 5: pink season, it's just been like, well it's kind of

652
00:31:18,720 --> 00:31:22,040
Speaker 5: over now. But when when the whole rush was happening. Shit,

653
00:31:23,320 --> 00:31:26,560
Speaker 5: Like I don't know whoever works in Amazon in the chat,

654
00:31:26,640 --> 00:31:29,640
Speaker 5: but like you're averaging at least like five hundred and

655
00:31:29,680 --> 00:31:32,920
Speaker 5: thirty packages and then like almost like two hundred stops

656
00:31:33,520 --> 00:31:36,040
Speaker 5: and then you're doing that by yourself. Which sucks is

657
00:31:36,080 --> 00:31:39,040
Speaker 5: because like like I see FedEx drivers and I see

658
00:31:39,120 --> 00:31:42,520
Speaker 5: upas drivers like driving in the neighborhood too, and then

659
00:31:42,520 --> 00:31:45,560
Speaker 5: they have helpers. But for Amazon drivers don't. We don't

660
00:31:45,560 --> 00:31:48,760
Speaker 5: have helpers. We have to do this ship by ourselves.

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Speaker 2: So I'm curious, like, if Amazon sucks, is there a

662
00:31:54,160 --> 00:31:56,440
Speaker 2: path for you to jump ship and move over to

663
00:31:56,520 --> 00:31:57,840
Speaker 2: like FedEx or UPS?

664
00:31:59,360 --> 00:32:02,160
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean I think like that's a that's what

665
00:32:02,160 --> 00:32:04,840
Speaker 5: people usually do. Like for example, like we had an

666
00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:08,640
Speaker 5: employee that work with us. He just like he was

667
00:32:08,680 --> 00:32:10,400
Speaker 5: working in his route and then I don't know where,

668
00:32:10,440 --> 00:32:12,400
Speaker 5: like a FedEx driver came up to him like, hey,

669
00:32:12,480 --> 00:32:14,640
Speaker 5: like do you want to work for us? Like sometimes

670
00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:16,600
Speaker 5: it's like that or it's just like people you know.

671
00:32:16,680 --> 00:32:19,840
Speaker 5: But obviously, like if you're a driver and you have experience,

672
00:32:19,880 --> 00:32:24,479
Speaker 5: you can just you could just like I don't know,

673
00:32:24,520 --> 00:32:26,840
Speaker 5: you're you're more than likely to get hired in those positions,

674
00:32:26,880 --> 00:32:29,000
Speaker 5: except for UPS. I feel like UPS you have to

675
00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:31,920
Speaker 5: like make your way up to be the driver because

676
00:32:32,360 --> 00:32:35,120
Speaker 5: for them it takes a lot longer, uh to become

677
00:32:35,120 --> 00:32:35,560
Speaker 5: a driver.

678
00:32:40,560 --> 00:32:44,240
Speaker 2: Well, uh, before we continue, I wanna if you if

679
00:32:44,280 --> 00:32:47,200
Speaker 2: you want to give you the chance, if there was

680
00:32:47,200 --> 00:32:51,239
Speaker 2: a particular thing that you wanted to talk about that

681
00:32:51,280 --> 00:32:52,760
Speaker 2: maybe that maybe we could talk about it.

682
00:32:54,640 --> 00:32:57,040
Speaker 5: Uh, it's just about the city Pixie then for sure,

683
00:32:57,240 --> 00:33:01,240
Speaker 5: Like I would say, it's just that, like like there's

684
00:33:01,400 --> 00:33:04,480
Speaker 5: people that work like six days straight, Like I only

685
00:33:04,520 --> 00:33:08,200
Speaker 5: work four days because usually with Amazon, with like the

686
00:33:08,280 --> 00:33:12,440
Speaker 5: hours like they're not like like accurate, they're more you

687
00:33:12,520 --> 00:33:14,640
Speaker 5: work for ten hours and then like you get three

688
00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:18,800
Speaker 5: days off, which is which is pretty cool. But then

689
00:33:19,600 --> 00:33:22,800
Speaker 5: when it comes to peak season, it's like you you

690
00:33:22,840 --> 00:33:25,160
Speaker 5: can either work more and make more money, but then

691
00:33:25,240 --> 00:33:29,080
Speaker 5: like your body is like drained as hell, or you

692
00:33:29,120 --> 00:33:32,440
Speaker 5: could just stay like I only worked four for this season,

693
00:33:32,520 --> 00:33:35,720
Speaker 5: and like I feel like my body's it feels like

694
00:33:35,800 --> 00:33:37,920
Speaker 5: a forty year old. I'm only twenty seven right now.

695
00:33:38,520 --> 00:33:43,520
Speaker 5: My knees are shitty right now. So so yeah, that's

696
00:33:43,560 --> 00:33:47,240
Speaker 5: pretty much. Yeah, but I'm trying to get out of

697
00:33:47,240 --> 00:33:50,400
Speaker 5: this this place. Like that's okay. I've been working here

698
00:33:50,440 --> 00:33:53,440
Speaker 5: for like six years now, so now it's just trying

699
00:33:53,480 --> 00:33:57,080
Speaker 5: to like have better opportunity and and whatnot.

700
00:33:58,280 --> 00:34:00,080
Speaker 2: What is getting out of this place. Look like.

701
00:34:01,800 --> 00:34:04,920
Speaker 5: Uh, working for like the county, either the county or

702
00:34:04,960 --> 00:34:08,600
Speaker 5: doing like anything I t I was, I was going

703
00:34:08,600 --> 00:34:10,479
Speaker 5: to school for cyber of the kiddie, but I feel

704
00:34:10,520 --> 00:34:13,440
Speaker 5: like everybody was doing that ship so I was like, nah,

705
00:34:13,480 --> 00:34:16,880
Speaker 5: I'm like I want to do something else, like maybe

706
00:34:16,960 --> 00:34:20,800
Speaker 5: do I don't know, like something working with servers, networking

707
00:34:20,840 --> 00:34:21,320
Speaker 5: and whatnot?

708
00:34:23,120 --> 00:34:25,160
Speaker 2: Very nice. What do you do? You have any hobbies?

709
00:34:25,160 --> 00:34:29,680
Speaker 2: What do you do outside of working? Uh?

710
00:34:29,840 --> 00:34:36,600
Speaker 5: Usually just build computers a game a lot? Uh I play.

711
00:34:36,760 --> 00:34:38,879
Speaker 5: I've been playing a lot of pickleball daily. It's been

712
00:34:39,239 --> 00:34:42,680
Speaker 5: been pretty fun. But it's a really popular spart right now.

713
00:34:43,520 --> 00:34:47,960
Speaker 2: You said you build computers. Yeah, how do you build

714
00:34:48,360 --> 00:34:52,720
Speaker 2: like computer? That's a stupid question. But uh, like like

715
00:34:52,920 --> 00:34:56,120
Speaker 2: from from scratch, like you build like you use like

716
00:34:56,320 --> 00:34:57,760
Speaker 2: sand and you build a computer.

717
00:34:59,440 --> 00:35:04,000
Speaker 5: Yeah, so usually you have to. You know. So there's

718
00:35:04,040 --> 00:35:06,680
Speaker 5: a store I live in Soco, so like Orange County area.

719
00:35:06,760 --> 00:35:09,960
Speaker 5: So there's a store called micro Center. So over there

720
00:35:10,080 --> 00:35:14,080
Speaker 5: they just have a bunch of like PC parts and

721
00:35:14,120 --> 00:35:17,400
Speaker 5: then like you can like I don't know what your budget,

722
00:35:17,400 --> 00:35:19,600
Speaker 5: like it depends what your budget is. Like you can

723
00:35:19,680 --> 00:35:22,719
Speaker 5: go like people spend like I don't know if you're

724
00:35:22,719 --> 00:35:26,960
Speaker 5: familiar with like PC's GEG. But there's like there's people

725
00:35:26,960 --> 00:35:30,320
Speaker 5: that spent like ten fifteen thousand dollars on a computer,

726
00:35:30,440 --> 00:35:33,120
Speaker 5: and like they'll ask me, like, oh, can you build

727
00:35:33,120 --> 00:35:35,799
Speaker 5: this for me? I said, yeah, sure, Like sometimes I'll

728
00:35:35,840 --> 00:35:38,000
Speaker 5: do for free because I just love building computers. But

729
00:35:38,040 --> 00:35:41,800
Speaker 5: then like, but then there's that likelet's like the hustle,

730
00:35:42,080 --> 00:35:44,360
Speaker 5: you know, mentality of like let me just make a

731
00:35:44,400 --> 00:35:48,520
Speaker 5: couple of couple of bucks out of this, you know, Yeah, is.

732
00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:50,600
Speaker 2: That something you would want to pursue as like a

733
00:35:50,719 --> 00:35:52,799
Speaker 2: job like making computers for a living?

734
00:35:56,080 --> 00:36:00,680
Speaker 5: Yeah? I mean overall, like just anything in tech, you know, I.

735
00:36:01,360 --> 00:36:01,839
Speaker 3: Feel like.

736
00:36:04,000 --> 00:36:07,360
Speaker 5: I feel like I should, uh, just if I'm surrounded

737
00:36:07,360 --> 00:36:08,840
Speaker 5: by it and I love it, and I feel like

738
00:36:08,840 --> 00:36:11,240
Speaker 5: if I can. I know, there's a lot of career

739
00:36:11,239 --> 00:36:14,520
Speaker 5: in it nowadays as far as like our technology progressing,

740
00:36:15,239 --> 00:36:18,040
Speaker 5: it's I might as well just step more into it.

741
00:36:18,640 --> 00:36:19,360
Speaker 5: That makes sense.

742
00:36:21,040 --> 00:36:25,160
Speaker 2: I'm a Mac guy, so I've never experiment experimented with

743
00:36:25,200 --> 00:36:28,879
Speaker 2: like building a piece or a thing like that. Are

744
00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:30,160
Speaker 2: you not a You're not a Mac guy?

745
00:36:32,160 --> 00:36:35,600
Speaker 5: I never had one, but I know my a lot

746
00:36:35,600 --> 00:36:38,319
Speaker 5: of my friends that work in the like it industry,

747
00:36:38,120 --> 00:36:41,719
Speaker 5: they use mac So there's that.

748
00:36:44,840 --> 00:36:52,840
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm. Have you ever experienced anything, Uh you're like

749
00:36:52,880 --> 00:36:59,000
Speaker 2: seeing any naked people when you're delivering for Amazon? Uh?

750
00:36:59,360 --> 00:36:59,400
Speaker 4: Not?

751
00:36:59,680 --> 00:37:04,279
Speaker 5: Well, you know it's funny. Oh shit. Okay, So there

752
00:37:04,320 --> 00:37:07,000
Speaker 5: was this one time I was working in the hills,

753
00:37:07,040 --> 00:37:12,880
Speaker 5: like like freaking like millions dollar mansions, right, and so

754
00:37:13,400 --> 00:37:16,640
Speaker 5: what happens was that. Okay, So I pulled up to

755
00:37:16,680 --> 00:37:19,080
Speaker 5: the house and I noticed there was a steed tail.

756
00:37:19,200 --> 00:37:20,719
Speaker 5: I was like, oh shit, okay, so I have to

757
00:37:21,520 --> 00:37:23,760
Speaker 5: I have to walk this and that's another downside of

758
00:37:23,800 --> 00:37:26,959
Speaker 5: my Madmazon obviously there's a lot of walking. But going back.

759
00:37:27,800 --> 00:37:30,640
Speaker 5: So yeah, so I got the package. I was like, okay,

760
00:37:30,719 --> 00:37:33,360
Speaker 5: I'm going to go up to the front door. So

761
00:37:33,400 --> 00:37:35,440
Speaker 5: I go up to the front door and like, at

762
00:37:35,440 --> 00:37:39,440
Speaker 5: the corner of my eye I see a guy walking

763
00:37:39,719 --> 00:37:42,360
Speaker 5: with two buckets in his hands. I was like, just

764
00:37:42,400 --> 00:37:44,080
Speaker 5: the corner of my eye, I say, okay, like that's

765
00:37:44,080 --> 00:37:48,520
Speaker 5: the customer. I turned my head and this guy is

766
00:37:48,680 --> 00:37:51,359
Speaker 5: literally like his big is out, like everything is out.

767
00:37:51,360 --> 00:37:55,520
Speaker 5: I was like, oh shit, and he's like it's like, oh,

768
00:37:55,640 --> 00:38:01,160
Speaker 5: like I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Uh like he said something

769
00:38:01,239 --> 00:38:03,520
Speaker 5: kind of weird. He's like, and I'm sorry, like I'm

770
00:38:03,560 --> 00:38:07,279
Speaker 5: cleaning my my hotel right now, Like I don't mind,

771
00:38:07,280 --> 00:38:07,879
Speaker 5: if you don't mind.

772
00:38:07,920 --> 00:38:08,239
Speaker 6: I'm like.

773
00:38:11,280 --> 00:38:17,640
Speaker 5: I said, okay, I'm just gonna put this. I'm like,

774
00:38:17,800 --> 00:38:19,880
Speaker 5: I look at my phone. And the worst part of

775
00:38:19,920 --> 00:38:21,680
Speaker 5: the get was like, Okay, I look at my phone.

776
00:38:22,200 --> 00:38:23,759
Speaker 5: He's like, you can set the package there. And I

777
00:38:23,800 --> 00:38:27,240
Speaker 5: look at my phone and I look at the house number.

778
00:38:27,239 --> 00:38:29,480
Speaker 5: I was like, oh shit, this is the wrong house.

779
00:38:32,440 --> 00:38:35,040
Speaker 5: So I had to turn it back around and just

780
00:38:35,040 --> 00:38:36,279
Speaker 5: be like all right, serious.

781
00:38:35,960 --> 00:38:36,439
Speaker 1: See you later.

782
00:38:37,200 --> 00:38:39,560
Speaker 5: And I just ran out of there. And and yeah, that

783
00:38:39,680 --> 00:38:42,239
Speaker 5: was only the one time for sure that it was

784
00:38:42,320 --> 00:38:46,840
Speaker 5: just that one time I've already seen someone naked. Sadly

785
00:38:46,880 --> 00:38:47,959
Speaker 5: it was a guy, not a girl.

786
00:38:48,000 --> 00:38:54,000
Speaker 2: But you know, it's it's funny that he wasn't even

787
00:38:54,080 --> 00:38:55,560
Speaker 2: expecting a package.

788
00:38:57,200 --> 00:38:59,080
Speaker 5: Yeah, I'm sure it was the way.

789
00:38:59,680 --> 00:39:01,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I guess. So, I guess he was just

790
00:39:01,680 --> 00:39:04,200
Speaker 2: happy that someone could come and look at his penis

791
00:39:04,239 --> 00:39:05,600
Speaker 2: for the first time in forty.

792
00:39:05,400 --> 00:39:12,600
Speaker 5: Years something like that. Yeah, I'm just like shit, But yeah.

793
00:39:11,560 --> 00:39:16,600
Speaker 2: Well, Eddie, what's your I guess before we before we go, uh,

794
00:39:17,239 --> 00:39:22,720
Speaker 2: what's your dream? What's the ultimate Eddie beautiful life look.

795
00:39:22,680 --> 00:39:29,200
Speaker 5: Like the dream. The dream honestly, I'll just say the

796
00:39:29,280 --> 00:39:35,000
Speaker 5: dream is just to be able to just first have

797
00:39:35,120 --> 00:39:38,160
Speaker 5: a home and then family and then kids. That's it.

798
00:39:38,719 --> 00:39:42,360
Speaker 5: Have a good job of course too. I think that's like, yeah,

799
00:39:42,440 --> 00:39:45,480
Speaker 5: that's pretty much it. I mean, hopefully one day see

800
00:39:45,480 --> 00:39:48,000
Speaker 5: you in person. I didn't even get to to go

801
00:39:48,080 --> 00:39:51,279
Speaker 5: to one of your your live tours, but I don't know,

802
00:39:51,560 --> 00:39:54,040
Speaker 5: do you plan on going soon, because I think you

803
00:39:54,080 --> 00:39:55,399
Speaker 5: said you were going to take a year off.

804
00:39:55,719 --> 00:39:58,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm planning to take this year off, but I

805
00:39:58,560 --> 00:40:01,959
Speaker 2: you know, just I think I'll go back out again

806
00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:03,920
Speaker 2: in twenty twenty six. It just kind of depends on

807
00:40:03,960 --> 00:40:07,040
Speaker 2: what the demand looks like, like if people, if people

808
00:40:07,160 --> 00:40:09,799
Speaker 2: want to come, I'll go out again. But you know,

809
00:40:09,800 --> 00:40:10,480
Speaker 2: I gotta see.

810
00:40:11,840 --> 00:40:14,880
Speaker 5: Yeah. I mean, it's more just like your mental health,

811
00:40:14,920 --> 00:40:16,840
Speaker 5: you know, I think that's the most important thing. And

812
00:40:16,880 --> 00:40:19,160
Speaker 5: you're already in the right path when it comes to

813
00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:23,439
Speaker 5: working out, because I think working out plays a big

814
00:40:23,480 --> 00:40:26,360
Speaker 5: part of just having that good mental health.

815
00:40:26,400 --> 00:40:30,680
Speaker 2: You know, because man, you say you know you I

816
00:40:30,719 --> 00:40:34,360
Speaker 2: fully agree with you, and I fully appreciate you, but

817
00:40:34,520 --> 00:40:36,800
Speaker 2: you saying this just now is making me realize that

818
00:40:36,880 --> 00:40:38,840
Speaker 2: I've told way too many people that I was going

819
00:40:38,920 --> 00:40:41,759
Speaker 2: to do this, which is which is good because by

820
00:40:41,760 --> 00:40:43,399
Speaker 2: the way I am going, Like I know I've said

821
00:40:43,440 --> 00:40:46,279
Speaker 2: before that, uh, I'm gonna do it, but this I

822
00:40:46,320 --> 00:40:50,280
Speaker 2: really have no reason to not do it this time.

823
00:40:50,760 --> 00:40:51,920
Speaker 2: But I am going to feel like a piece of

824
00:40:51,960 --> 00:40:54,120
Speaker 2: shit if I don't. I'm not even I'm one hundred

825
00:40:54,120 --> 00:40:56,799
Speaker 2: percent going to do it, Like I'm so, I don't

826
00:40:56,800 --> 00:40:58,960
Speaker 2: know if I'm gonna like have abs or whatever, but

827
00:40:59,040 --> 00:41:03,520
Speaker 2: like I do plan, I mean, I whatever, I want

828
00:41:03,560 --> 00:41:08,280
Speaker 2: to weigh as much as I did when I first

829
00:41:08,600 --> 00:41:14,800
Speaker 2: started doing this show. At least, it's like I sacrificed.

830
00:41:14,800 --> 00:41:18,320
Speaker 2: I feel like I sacrificed a lot of my physical

831
00:41:18,360 --> 00:41:21,600
Speaker 2: health to kind of get to a certain point. And

832
00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:26,120
Speaker 2: now that I've enjoyed the uh the ride of that,

833
00:41:26,960 --> 00:41:31,160
Speaker 2: I'm like, Okay, let me uh get back to a

834
00:41:31,200 --> 00:41:34,799
Speaker 2: certain level. Let me let me a stop abandoning my

835
00:41:35,080 --> 00:41:37,960
Speaker 2: like health and shit. So you know I'm excited about that.

836
00:41:39,560 --> 00:41:41,799
Speaker 5: Yeah, if I may ask, how much did you weigh

837
00:41:41,800 --> 00:41:45,319
Speaker 5: before when like all this, like before you started, I

838
00:41:45,440 --> 00:41:46,160
Speaker 5: probably it.

839
00:41:46,280 --> 00:41:52,360
Speaker 2: Was like I probably was like one seventy or something

840
00:41:52,520 --> 00:41:59,319
Speaker 2: like that, And I think you're so, I was like,

841
00:41:59,560 --> 00:42:02,359
Speaker 2: I'd like to get to a I'd okay, I help.

842
00:42:02,480 --> 00:42:05,160
Speaker 2: I'm I'm getting into too much detail, but I don't care.

843
00:42:05,520 --> 00:42:10,600
Speaker 2: I a healthy BMI for a man. In order to

844
00:42:10,600 --> 00:42:13,200
Speaker 2: achieve a healthy BMI for a man of my height,

845
00:42:13,360 --> 00:42:16,280
Speaker 2: I need to weigh like one hundred and fifty five pounds.

846
00:42:16,719 --> 00:42:21,560
Speaker 2: So I'm about I'm about forty five pounds away right

847
00:42:21,600 --> 00:42:23,879
Speaker 2: now from a healthy BMI, and I think I can

848
00:42:23,960 --> 00:42:26,239
Speaker 2: do that in a year. We'll see, We'll see, I

849
00:42:26,320 --> 00:42:29,080
Speaker 2: might eat my own shit. I'm so, I'm like annoyed

850
00:42:29,120 --> 00:42:31,360
Speaker 2: at myself that I'm putting this in the podcast, but

851
00:42:31,520 --> 00:42:35,080
Speaker 2: I need It's like the It's like the main thing

852
00:42:35,200 --> 00:42:37,560
Speaker 2: I care about in life right now, and so I

853
00:42:37,719 --> 00:42:42,680
Speaker 2: naturally am talking about it a lot, but I think

854
00:42:42,680 --> 00:42:44,480
Speaker 2: I'm giving myself a year to do it, and I

855
00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:45,799
Speaker 2: think I can do it in a year. You know,

856
00:42:45,840 --> 00:42:47,680
Speaker 2: it's not a crazy thing.

857
00:42:49,160 --> 00:42:51,120
Speaker 5: Yeah, of course you can do it. I mean obviously,

858
00:42:51,160 --> 00:42:55,080
Speaker 5: it's just like the discipline. I feel like they say

859
00:42:55,080 --> 00:42:57,560
Speaker 5: that like eating is like eighty percent of like the

860
00:42:58,080 --> 00:43:02,040
Speaker 5: like I guess was either way, It's like I remember

861
00:43:02,040 --> 00:43:04,280
Speaker 5: one time my brother he was in that same path

862
00:43:05,000 --> 00:43:07,360
Speaker 5: and he spoke to a guy that was like, you know,

863
00:43:07,480 --> 00:43:09,640
Speaker 5: he wasn't jacked, but he was like he was pretty good,

864
00:43:09,719 --> 00:43:12,439
Speaker 5: like he was lean, and he asked him like, hey,

865
00:43:12,520 --> 00:43:14,759
Speaker 5: like how did you like how'd you do it?

866
00:43:14,800 --> 00:43:14,880
Speaker 4: Like?

867
00:43:14,880 --> 00:43:17,240
Speaker 5: How did you get so lean? He's like he's like, honestly,

868
00:43:17,239 --> 00:43:19,920
Speaker 5: he's like eighty percent diet. I could be wrong, Okay,

869
00:43:20,320 --> 00:43:23,600
Speaker 5: So he says like eighty percent diet twenty percent of

870
00:43:23,680 --> 00:43:26,480
Speaker 5: the workout, and I'm like thinking, I'm like that kind

871
00:43:26,480 --> 00:43:30,080
Speaker 5: of makes sense because like overall, like you want to

872
00:43:30,640 --> 00:43:36,239
Speaker 5: intake food that not only uh makes you feel good,

873
00:43:36,239 --> 00:43:39,000
Speaker 5: but gives you that good energy, you know, like if

874
00:43:39,040 --> 00:43:41,840
Speaker 5: you have a bunch of shit, like you know what

875
00:43:41,920 --> 00:43:45,000
Speaker 5: I've been eating a lot lately. But it's it's it's

876
00:43:45,080 --> 00:43:47,280
Speaker 5: understanding you know what them is? Right now? Like with

877
00:43:47,280 --> 00:43:50,439
Speaker 5: with Christmas, Like I mean like shit like like three

878
00:43:50,480 --> 00:43:52,200
Speaker 5: every night, have you at the malis before get?

879
00:43:53,000 --> 00:43:56,279
Speaker 2: Uh? I? What are tomorrow? Are they a sweet thing

880
00:43:56,360 --> 00:43:57,080
Speaker 2: or savory thing?

881
00:43:58,239 --> 00:44:01,080
Speaker 5: It's a it's a it's a it's it has poor

882
00:44:01,320 --> 00:44:08,120
Speaker 5: either has poor chicken. It's it's a Mexican dish. It's

883
00:44:08,160 --> 00:44:10,160
Speaker 5: like it's rolled up like in a flower and then

884
00:44:10,920 --> 00:44:12,680
Speaker 5: for you to eat and you have to like take

885
00:44:12,719 --> 00:44:15,719
Speaker 5: it out of the flower or I think it's called

886
00:44:15,719 --> 00:44:20,040
Speaker 5: a flower but ship. But anyways, Yeah, so it's more

887
00:44:20,040 --> 00:44:22,839
Speaker 5: of just like the die apart. I don't know, how

888
00:44:22,880 --> 00:44:26,160
Speaker 5: do you like plan to like do that the just

889
00:44:26,200 --> 00:44:27,920
Speaker 5: meal prep or do use Well.

890
00:44:27,760 --> 00:44:31,359
Speaker 2: It's like, well, I'm counting calorie every so the set

891
00:44:31,480 --> 00:44:36,280
Speaker 2: the day I like, the morning I finished my last

892
00:44:36,320 --> 00:44:40,960
Speaker 2: show of the last tour, I started like counting calories

893
00:44:41,000 --> 00:44:43,319
Speaker 2: of everything that I eat and I've been doing that

894
00:44:43,400 --> 00:44:45,960
Speaker 2: every day since and I don't plan to stop. And

895
00:44:45,960 --> 00:44:47,759
Speaker 2: it's really just I mean, it's like calories in this

896
00:44:47,800 --> 00:44:49,560
Speaker 2: is all boring shit, but it's like, you know, you

897
00:44:49,600 --> 00:44:52,080
Speaker 2: go on a website, you enter in your height and

898
00:44:52,120 --> 00:44:55,160
Speaker 2: your weight, it tells you how long you have left

899
00:44:55,160 --> 00:44:58,560
Speaker 2: to live, and then it tells you, uh your how

900
00:44:58,560 --> 00:45:03,040
Speaker 2: many calories you burn a day, and then you just

901
00:45:03,080 --> 00:45:07,400
Speaker 2: have to eat uh you know, less than that and

902
00:45:07,400 --> 00:45:09,880
Speaker 2: then you lose weight. So that's kind of what I'm doing.

903
00:45:11,560 --> 00:45:13,080
Speaker 5: Thank Gothic technology.

904
00:45:13,800 --> 00:45:18,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, I upt that there's like an AI thing where

905
00:45:18,480 --> 00:45:20,600
Speaker 2: you can like take a picture of food and then

906
00:45:20,680 --> 00:45:23,279
Speaker 2: like send it to the AI and then it will

907
00:45:23,280 --> 00:45:25,279
Speaker 2: tell you how many calories are in the food. It's

908
00:45:25,280 --> 00:45:27,200
Speaker 2: pretty cool. It's pretty cool.

909
00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:33,359
Speaker 5: Yeah, that's crazy. I mean that's good. Do you are

910
00:45:33,400 --> 00:45:35,919
Speaker 5: you gonna like have a like for like the gym,

911
00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:37,880
Speaker 5: or are you just gonna like have a trainer. He's

912
00:45:37,880 --> 00:45:38,680
Speaker 5: gonna do all your own.

913
00:45:38,880 --> 00:45:41,239
Speaker 2: I'm doing it. I don't like trainers. I don't like

914
00:45:42,520 --> 00:45:46,120
Speaker 2: having like some I liked, I like, I'm I'm I know,

915
00:45:46,200 --> 00:45:54,080
Speaker 2: I don't. I've never liked uh regimented ship like classes

916
00:45:54,280 --> 00:45:57,760
Speaker 2: or whatever. So you know this, You do the compound lifts,

917
00:45:57,800 --> 00:46:01,760
Speaker 2: You do your squat, and you bench in your pull

918
00:46:01,960 --> 00:46:05,960
Speaker 2: and your shoulders, and you do some auxiliaries, and you

919
00:46:06,080 --> 00:46:10,640
Speaker 2: try to lift more than you did the day before

920
00:46:10,680 --> 00:46:14,239
Speaker 2: the last time. And you know, that's kind of what

921
00:46:14,280 --> 00:46:17,320
Speaker 2: I'm doing. Let's make it sure. I hit the compound lifts,

922
00:46:17,960 --> 00:46:21,760
Speaker 2: trying to go three times a week, trying to lift

923
00:46:21,840 --> 00:46:24,279
Speaker 2: a little bit more than I or trying to do

924
00:46:24,320 --> 00:46:25,919
Speaker 2: a little bit more than I did the last time.

925
00:46:26,239 --> 00:46:28,680
Speaker 2: It's been going well, it's really truly, I'm saying, I

926
00:46:28,719 --> 00:46:32,640
Speaker 2: mean this like it. This has been like doing this

927
00:46:32,760 --> 00:46:35,920
Speaker 2: kind of shit has been kind of like the best

928
00:46:35,960 --> 00:46:40,760
Speaker 2: development in my life recently, and I intend to keep

929
00:46:40,840 --> 00:46:41,239
Speaker 2: doing it.

930
00:46:43,440 --> 00:46:46,359
Speaker 5: Hell yeah, yeah, well you could do it. GEK, for sure,

931
00:46:46,400 --> 00:46:47,000
Speaker 5: you can do it.

932
00:46:47,080 --> 00:46:49,640
Speaker 2: I mean, thanks, buddy, I think.

933
00:46:51,600 --> 00:46:56,040
Speaker 5: I mean, I know, like everyone's New Year's resolution and whatnot.

934
00:46:56,239 --> 00:46:58,959
Speaker 5: Like John, your friend might be talking at the gym, GEX,

935
00:46:59,040 --> 00:47:00,640
Speaker 5: so be careful. We might have the wait on line

936
00:47:00,680 --> 00:47:05,240
Speaker 5: for for certain jim equipment.

937
00:47:05,239 --> 00:47:07,960
Speaker 2: Are you are you jacked? Are you? How are you.

938
00:47:07,960 --> 00:47:13,440
Speaker 5: Doing to I'm like, I'm not fat, I'm not skinny.

939
00:47:13,440 --> 00:47:17,000
Speaker 5: I'm all right with eating a whole lot and then

940
00:47:17,040 --> 00:47:19,760
Speaker 5: doing this job, so like it creates a balance.

941
00:47:23,840 --> 00:47:25,359
Speaker 2: Well, Eddie, is there anything else you want to say

942
00:47:25,400 --> 00:47:26,879
Speaker 2: to the people of the computer before we go?

943
00:47:29,040 --> 00:47:33,440
Speaker 5: I just want to say thank you GEX for just

944
00:47:33,440 --> 00:47:36,680
Speaker 5: just every day committing to this podcast to just listen

945
00:47:36,760 --> 00:47:40,960
Speaker 5: to people and just being able to give your best feedback.

946
00:47:41,040 --> 00:47:43,000
Speaker 5: You know. And I know you're not a therapist, but

947
00:47:43,320 --> 00:47:44,200
Speaker 5: I have a question for you.

948
00:47:44,280 --> 00:47:46,520
Speaker 2: Get if you don't go ahead, go ahead, go ahead.

949
00:47:48,440 --> 00:47:49,239
Speaker 5: How are you doing?

950
00:47:51,520 --> 00:47:52,280
Speaker 2: How am I doing?

951
00:47:52,520 --> 00:47:52,680
Speaker 1: Uh?

952
00:47:53,320 --> 00:47:55,799
Speaker 2: You know, this morning I was doing pretty great. Uh

953
00:47:56,440 --> 00:48:00,400
Speaker 2: I'm doing I'm really enjoying I truly, I know, you know,

954
00:48:00,440 --> 00:48:02,360
Speaker 2: we just talked about all this stuff, like I like,

955
00:48:02,960 --> 00:48:05,560
Speaker 2: I'm really I went on like a five mile walk today.

956
00:48:05,640 --> 00:48:12,919
Speaker 2: It felt fucking great. I'm you know, I drank a

957
00:48:12,960 --> 00:48:15,680
Speaker 2: diet mountain dew before this and a Celsius so I'm

958
00:48:15,680 --> 00:48:22,799
Speaker 2: on two hundred and fifty million caffeine so that doesn't hurt. Yeah,

959
00:48:23,160 --> 00:48:27,120
Speaker 2: I'm fucking uh. I think in general, you know, I'm optimistic. Man,

960
00:48:27,160 --> 00:48:29,160
Speaker 2: I'm doing I'm doing all right, I'm doing okay. I

961
00:48:29,200 --> 00:48:30,440
Speaker 2: appreciate you asking.

962
00:48:31,160 --> 00:48:35,200
Speaker 5: Right on, right on. I think I'll enjoyed the rest

963
00:48:35,200 --> 00:48:36,399
Speaker 5: of your your stream and.

964
00:48:36,360 --> 00:48:42,400
Speaker 2: The next buddy, you take care, take care mane bye.

965
00:48:43,880 --> 00:48:46,080
Speaker 2: You know it's you know what, Eddie is like a

966
00:48:46,120 --> 00:48:49,759
Speaker 2: really nice sweet guy. He asking me all these he

967
00:48:49,400 --> 00:48:53,680
Speaker 2: he therapy geckoed me. I hate I I have a

968
00:48:53,760 --> 00:48:57,080
Speaker 2: love hate relationship with telling people what I what I'm

969
00:48:57,120 --> 00:49:00,839
Speaker 2: doing because right because when you tell people like, oh,

970
00:49:00,960 --> 00:49:03,840
Speaker 2: I'm I'm gonna go lose weight or whatever, your brain

971
00:49:03,960 --> 00:49:06,880
Speaker 2: gets like a thing from it. But I'm also and

972
00:49:07,719 --> 00:49:11,440
Speaker 2: also like there's a weird like virtue signaling thing about

973
00:49:11,440 --> 00:49:13,160
Speaker 2: it that I don't like doing. You know, I prefer

974
00:49:13,200 --> 00:49:16,040
Speaker 2: to just do it instead of like because that's what

975
00:49:16,120 --> 00:49:19,880
Speaker 2: most fucking people. Most people don't have a podcast, so

976
00:49:19,920 --> 00:49:21,880
Speaker 2: they if they want to do something, they just do it.

977
00:49:22,320 --> 00:49:26,040
Speaker 2: They don't announce it to a bunch of people. But

978
00:49:26,120 --> 00:49:28,160
Speaker 2: I don't know, maybe it's good to share, maybe it's

979
00:49:28,160 --> 00:49:30,960
Speaker 2: good to talk about. Maybe other people will want to

980
00:49:31,000 --> 00:49:34,200
Speaker 2: do it. And also Eddie's a sweet guy and he's

981
00:49:34,760 --> 00:49:37,759
Speaker 2: asking me questions and I'm not just gonna be like,

982
00:49:37,840 --> 00:49:39,759
Speaker 2: I don't want to talk to you about this right now.

983
00:49:40,680 --> 00:49:44,120
Speaker 2: You know. I did that with my family a little bit,

984
00:49:44,160 --> 00:49:46,480
Speaker 2: like when my family asked me about, you know, food,

985
00:49:46,520 --> 00:49:48,399
Speaker 2: and they're like, so you're doing what now, You're doing

986
00:49:48,440 --> 00:49:51,160
Speaker 2: a fast? That sounds unhealthy. I'm like, I don't want

987
00:49:51,160 --> 00:49:56,560
Speaker 2: to talk to you about this, but you know, yeah, whatever,

988
00:49:58,239 --> 00:50:03,319
Speaker 2: I'm excited about walking, that might just be what I

989
00:50:03,360 --> 00:50:07,560
Speaker 2: do is just go on walks forever. I can't think

990
00:50:07,600 --> 00:50:11,920
Speaker 2: of anything better to I've been in a real weird

991
00:50:13,000 --> 00:50:18,239
Speaker 2: existential place in my life where I'm really trying to

992
00:50:18,239 --> 00:50:24,080
Speaker 2: figure out, like what's worth doing, and I think the

993
00:50:24,480 --> 00:50:28,279
Speaker 2: I think walking. I think really if you, I think

994
00:50:28,320 --> 00:50:32,040
Speaker 2: if you just walk around and look at stuff and

995
00:50:32,080 --> 00:50:37,240
Speaker 2: then die, I think you did, Okay, Like you eat food,

996
00:50:39,160 --> 00:50:44,279
Speaker 2: do whatever you can. In twenty twenty five, under the

997
00:50:44,320 --> 00:50:48,319
Speaker 2: capitalist system we live in, to procure food and not

998
00:50:48,440 --> 00:50:55,920
Speaker 2: die and just look at stuff and then succumb hopefully

999
00:50:55,960 --> 00:51:01,120
Speaker 2: to natural causes and die and you did a good job. Yeah,

1000
00:51:01,200 --> 00:51:02,000
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go with that.

1001
00:51:03,080 --> 00:51:05,600
Speaker 3: Hello, Hi, can you hear me?

1002
00:51:06,239 --> 00:51:06,479
Speaker 5: Hey?

1003
00:51:06,560 --> 00:51:07,520
Speaker 2: I can. What's your name?

1004
00:51:08,680 --> 00:51:11,160
Speaker 3: My name is Carol. Nice to meet you, Gek. This

1005
00:51:11,280 --> 00:51:13,920
Speaker 3: is like my first time calling kick ass.

1006
00:51:13,960 --> 00:51:17,000
Speaker 2: What's up, Carol? How's life life?

1007
00:51:17,200 --> 00:51:21,880
Speaker 3: You know, it's been great? And feeling kind of homesick.

1008
00:51:22,120 --> 00:51:25,480
Speaker 3: I'm doing an internship out of state, and I'm like

1009
00:51:26,440 --> 00:51:28,880
Speaker 3: feeling a little out of place, you know, kind of

1010
00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:33,640
Speaker 3: growing up, and I don't know, I miss home, you know,

1011
00:51:33,680 --> 00:51:35,480
Speaker 3: it kind of sucks being away for a while.

1012
00:51:37,160 --> 00:51:38,799
Speaker 2: Where what is your internship?

1013
00:51:40,719 --> 00:51:43,600
Speaker 3: I worked at a very large art museum.

1014
00:51:44,800 --> 00:51:45,040
Speaker 5: Cool.

1015
00:51:46,400 --> 00:51:50,319
Speaker 3: Yeah, so, I I don't know. This is like my

1016
00:51:50,360 --> 00:51:53,120
Speaker 3: first time, you know, kind of being an adult and

1017
00:51:54,520 --> 00:51:57,400
Speaker 3: kind of living by myself by myself, if you know

1018
00:51:57,440 --> 00:51:58,000
Speaker 3: what I mean.

1019
00:51:58,760 --> 00:52:01,239
Speaker 2: By yeah, I mean, do you have roommates or do

1020
00:52:01,280 --> 00:52:01,960
Speaker 2: you live by yourself?

1021
00:52:03,400 --> 00:52:07,720
Speaker 3: I do have roommates, but they're like all really old,

1022
00:52:07,760 --> 00:52:12,000
Speaker 3: and I'm like, I'm not like in the same kind

1023
00:52:12,080 --> 00:52:14,359
Speaker 3: of age group as they are.

1024
00:52:14,400 --> 00:52:17,040
Speaker 2: They're like in there, what's really old to you?

1025
00:52:18,280 --> 00:52:23,359
Speaker 3: Really old too? Yeah? Five, I know, I'm kind of

1026
00:52:23,360 --> 00:52:25,200
Speaker 3: like carbon dating like, well, I'm sorry.

1027
00:52:25,040 --> 00:52:26,840
Speaker 2: I say that again. You cut out?

1028
00:52:26,960 --> 00:52:32,960
Speaker 3: Oh oh, they're like thirty five and twenties. I'm twenty.

1029
00:52:33,200 --> 00:52:36,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, are you is this?

1030
00:52:36,239 --> 00:52:37,280
Speaker 3: Are uh?

1031
00:52:38,160 --> 00:52:39,920
Speaker 2: Are you in a good state? What state?

1032
00:52:41,400 --> 00:52:42,200
Speaker 3: I'm in New York?

1033
00:52:43,120 --> 00:52:43,319
Speaker 5: Oh?

1034
00:52:43,440 --> 00:52:44,479
Speaker 2: Are you in like New York City?

1035
00:52:45,719 --> 00:52:48,160
Speaker 3: Yeah? Yeah, I'm in like I in like Manhattan? Yeah?

1036
00:52:48,760 --> 00:52:48,960
Speaker 5: Wait?

1037
00:52:49,040 --> 00:52:52,360
Speaker 2: So what what artmies? What armies am we work at?

1038
00:52:52,440 --> 00:52:53,560
Speaker 2: Or is that too much information?

1039
00:52:54,480 --> 00:52:56,520
Speaker 3: Uh tm? I just imagine.

1040
00:52:56,960 --> 00:52:59,120
Speaker 2: I mean, that's pretty sick that I'm gonna I got.

1041
00:52:59,120 --> 00:53:00,759
Speaker 2: I guess you could probably take your pick of a

1042
00:53:00,760 --> 00:53:04,000
Speaker 2: few of them. That's pretty sweet. Are you enjoying New York?

1043
00:53:05,160 --> 00:53:09,520
Speaker 3: Oh my gosh. Yeah, it's been really nice, like being

1044
00:53:09,520 --> 00:53:13,799
Speaker 3: able to just do shit by myself. You know, I

1045
00:53:13,800 --> 00:53:15,680
Speaker 3: have a I mean I have a pretty good like

1046
00:53:15,800 --> 00:53:18,680
Speaker 3: family situation, which is why I kind of like, I

1047
00:53:18,800 --> 00:53:20,879
Speaker 3: feel like a little bit of a bitch and just huh,

1048
00:53:20,960 --> 00:53:24,640
Speaker 3: I kind of miss home. But yeah, it's been really great.

1049
00:53:24,680 --> 00:53:26,040
Speaker 3: I love where I work and.

1050
00:53:27,360 --> 00:53:29,680
Speaker 5: Yeah, sick.

1051
00:53:30,640 --> 00:53:38,320
Speaker 2: Wh uh Well what's your favorite kind of art?

1052
00:53:39,040 --> 00:53:43,920
Speaker 3: Uh? That's a great question. Yeah, I'll ask you what

1053
00:53:43,719 --> 00:53:45,120
Speaker 3: what kind of art do you like?

1054
00:53:46,239 --> 00:53:50,840
Speaker 2: Uh? I like? Uh, I guess it's called contemporary art, Like, okay,

1055
00:53:51,120 --> 00:53:53,520
Speaker 2: I like random bullshit. Where it is this place in

1056
00:53:53,719 --> 00:53:56,680
Speaker 2: Pittsburgh that I go to every time in Pittsburgh. It's

1057
00:53:56,680 --> 00:54:01,000
Speaker 2: called the Mattress Factory. It's a contemporary arty um and

1058
00:54:01,080 --> 00:54:03,600
Speaker 2: they have like a room where it's just a fucking

1059
00:54:03,800 --> 00:54:07,560
Speaker 2: red light on a wall and then this plaque next

1060
00:54:07,560 --> 00:54:09,520
Speaker 2: to it, and it's like, here's a he and then

1061
00:54:09,560 --> 00:54:11,840
Speaker 2: the plaque is like here's a fucking red light on

1062
00:54:11,880 --> 00:54:15,680
Speaker 2: a wall, and you're like yeah, and then they're like yeah,

1063
00:54:16,120 --> 00:54:20,800
Speaker 2: you know yeah. Like I like, I like random weird bullshit.

1064
00:54:21,960 --> 00:54:25,000
Speaker 2: I like, I don't like a renaissance art or anything

1065
00:54:25,040 --> 00:54:29,160
Speaker 2: like that. I like random weird, stupid bullshit that you

1066
00:54:29,200 --> 00:54:32,160
Speaker 2: look at and you're like, oh, this could be anything,

1067
00:54:32,800 --> 00:54:35,600
Speaker 2: you know. Like it's funny like if you like, if

1068
00:54:35,640 --> 00:54:40,520
Speaker 2: you took a video of a dog walking around and

1069
00:54:40,560 --> 00:54:43,560
Speaker 2: you posted it on YouTube, nobody would look It would

1070
00:54:43,600 --> 00:54:46,520
Speaker 2: be like a trash YouTube video that no one give

1071
00:54:46,520 --> 00:54:48,160
Speaker 2: a fuck about, you know what I mean. But if

1072
00:54:48,160 --> 00:54:50,520
Speaker 2: you took a video of a dog walking around and

1073
00:54:50,560 --> 00:54:55,520
Speaker 2: then you like rented out a white room and you

1074
00:54:55,800 --> 00:54:59,400
Speaker 2: projected the video of the dog on like a white wall,

1075
00:55:00,320 --> 00:55:02,560
Speaker 2: and you put a plaque on it that said dog

1076
00:55:02,680 --> 00:55:05,640
Speaker 2: walking around. You could be like that's art, you know.

1077
00:55:06,640 --> 00:55:10,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, definitely. You just reminded me. I went to a

1078
00:55:10,560 --> 00:55:12,640
Speaker 3: museum the other day and they had a big ass

1079
00:55:12,680 --> 00:55:17,959
Speaker 3: like snowshovel just hanging from the ceiling, and I was like, wow, right,

1080
00:55:18,360 --> 00:55:21,200
Speaker 3: that's great. Right, I think he's liked that. It was

1081
00:55:21,640 --> 00:55:22,120
Speaker 3: pretty good.

1082
00:55:22,160 --> 00:55:24,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's my kind of shit. I like, I like

1083
00:55:24,440 --> 00:55:25,439
Speaker 2: stupid things like that.

1084
00:55:26,680 --> 00:55:29,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's great. Well, I mean my favorite kind of

1085
00:55:29,640 --> 00:55:32,640
Speaker 3: art is like really old art. I like, I fucking

1086
00:55:32,680 --> 00:55:35,160
Speaker 3: love old art. It's like so weird. It's weird too.

1087
00:55:35,280 --> 00:55:40,280
Speaker 3: You know. There's there's these really like interesting ceramic vessels

1088
00:55:40,640 --> 00:55:45,640
Speaker 3: from like Peru, and it's like erotic art, Like it's

1089
00:55:45,719 --> 00:55:47,640
Speaker 3: just you know, a guy with his dick out or

1090
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Speaker 3: a guy getting head. It's like really crazy how people

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Speaker 3: thousands of years ago just made really erotic art like that.

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Speaker 2: It's just really there's a lot of art that's just

1093
00:55:59,600 --> 00:56:02,680
Speaker 2: like some guys stick or some ladies tits.

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00:56:03,080 --> 00:56:05,239
Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't know, you just got to I don't know.

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00:56:05,480 --> 00:56:08,440
Speaker 3: I think I studied art history and that was something

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00:56:08,440 --> 00:56:12,839
Speaker 3: I did not expect from like like a thousand year

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00:56:12,880 --> 00:56:17,040
Speaker 3: old civilization. But it's it's great. You know, there's tits out,

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00:56:17,280 --> 00:56:21,400
Speaker 3: there's you know, vagina out. Of course, there's always stick out.

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00:56:21,239 --> 00:56:25,879
Speaker 2: But nice, this might be you know what I want

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Speaker 2: to do. Like, I'm gonna do a more formal announcement

1101
00:56:29,120 --> 00:56:33,759
Speaker 2: of this, but I'll casually drop it into this conversation.

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00:56:34,400 --> 00:56:36,280
Speaker 2: This year, I'm going to do an art gallery.

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Speaker 3: Ah, that's awesome.

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Speaker 2: It's my like big I'm trying to It's gonna be

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00:56:43,360 --> 00:56:46,160
Speaker 2: the first big thing that I do that has nothing

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00:56:46,200 --> 00:56:48,759
Speaker 2: to do with the Gecko, but I'm going to use

1107
00:56:48,800 --> 00:56:54,439
Speaker 2: the Gecko audience to promote it. I'm doing it this year.

1108
00:56:54,440 --> 00:56:58,479
Speaker 2: I think I'm doing it in March in Brooklyn, and

1109
00:56:58,920 --> 00:57:02,640
Speaker 2: I will have more detail soon. But I'm like, I'm crazy,

1110
00:57:03,120 --> 00:57:05,879
Speaker 2: crazy excited about it. I've been I've been planning, I've

1111
00:57:05,880 --> 00:57:08,200
Speaker 2: been wanting to do it. I've been wanting to do

1112
00:57:08,280 --> 00:57:12,640
Speaker 2: something like this since before I started doing the Therapy Gecko,

1113
00:57:12,760 --> 00:57:15,919
Speaker 2: like I like, I started writing down ideas for shit

1114
00:57:16,080 --> 00:57:22,880
Speaker 2: like in twenty nineteen. But I'm finally executing it in March.

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00:57:24,400 --> 00:57:30,840
Speaker 3: That's fucking amazing. I'm very happy. Awesome, that sounds really great.

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00:57:30,960 --> 00:57:31,320
Speaker 2: I should.

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00:57:31,480 --> 00:57:34,919
Speaker 3: I mean, I'll be there so I'll definitely come through.

1118
00:57:37,160 --> 00:57:40,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, dude, I like, I like, I like, uh, it'll

1119
00:57:40,160 --> 00:57:42,240
Speaker 2: it'll be along the lines of the ship that I like,

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00:57:42,240 --> 00:57:47,520
Speaker 2: like the dumb crap like like like how uh like

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00:57:47,600 --> 00:57:50,040
Speaker 2: how how someone paid like a billion dollars and not

1122
00:57:50,080 --> 00:57:52,120
Speaker 2: a billion dollars someone paid like a million dollars for

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00:57:52,200 --> 00:57:54,560
Speaker 2: that stupid banana tape to a wall.

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Speaker 3: Ye, yes, yes, yes, I like that kind of shit. Yes,

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00:58:02,440 --> 00:58:07,600
Speaker 3: you should have at least one work up where it's

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00:58:07,960 --> 00:58:11,520
Speaker 3: kind of reminiscent of the banana on the wall.

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00:58:11,920 --> 00:58:13,880
Speaker 2: I think, oh, it's oh, it's all going to be

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00:58:13,920 --> 00:58:16,959
Speaker 2: reminiscent of a banana on a wall. Like I don't

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00:58:17,120 --> 00:58:18,600
Speaker 2: I don't draw or anything like that.

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00:58:20,240 --> 00:58:23,320
Speaker 3: No, that's great. I think you should maybe put I'm

1131
00:58:23,320 --> 00:58:25,960
Speaker 3: trying to think of like a banana kind of shaped

1132
00:58:26,960 --> 00:58:33,000
Speaker 3: like vegetable, like hmm, maybe like an eggplant or something.

1133
00:58:33,240 --> 00:58:35,040
Speaker 3: I think that'd be cool, but it's kind of heavy,

1134
00:58:35,120 --> 00:58:38,680
Speaker 3: so I think you need more duct tape. But anyways,

1135
00:58:38,880 --> 00:58:40,920
Speaker 3: I think you'll you'll figure it out. You've got a

1136
00:58:40,920 --> 00:58:41,440
Speaker 3: great mind.

1137
00:58:42,200 --> 00:58:47,080
Speaker 2: What's your name again, Carol? Carol? Well, Carol, good luck

1138
00:58:47,120 --> 00:58:52,400
Speaker 2: on your your continuing art journey and being a and

1139
00:58:52,560 --> 00:59:00,040
Speaker 2: and and congratulations on your transition into a cosmopolitan a

1140
00:59:02,560 --> 00:59:04,760
Speaker 2: person of culture.

1141
00:59:06,040 --> 00:59:06,840
Speaker 3: Thank you so much.

1142
00:59:06,960 --> 00:59:07,160
Speaker 5: Bet.

1143
00:59:07,280 --> 00:59:09,760
Speaker 3: I hope you have a great rest of your Monday.

1144
00:59:10,520 --> 00:59:18,479
Speaker 2: Thank you, Carol. Have a good night, good bye. Oh hello, Hey,

1145
00:59:18,520 --> 00:59:19,080
Speaker 2: what's up? Man?

1146
00:59:20,520 --> 00:59:21,320
Speaker 1: Hey, how's it going?

1147
00:59:21,680 --> 00:59:23,360
Speaker 2: It's going good? How are you? How's life?

1148
00:59:25,040 --> 00:59:25,240
Speaker 6: You know?

1149
00:59:25,320 --> 00:59:29,440
Speaker 1: Life is just lovely And I have big questions that

1150
00:59:29,480 --> 00:59:30,760
Speaker 1: I'm curious to hear your thoughts on.

1151
00:59:30,920 --> 00:59:31,959
Speaker 2: Yeah, go ahead.

1152
00:59:34,680 --> 00:59:41,000
Speaker 1: Why do you think people humans seek romantic relationships.

1153
00:59:41,600 --> 00:59:48,880
Speaker 2: I think it's like it's a fundamental biological thing, you know.

1154
00:59:49,000 --> 00:59:50,920
Speaker 2: I mean there's like a science to it, right.

1155
00:59:52,400 --> 00:59:52,600
Speaker 6: Sure.

1156
00:59:52,640 --> 00:59:56,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, humans are social creatures and they get

1157
00:59:56,560 --> 00:59:57,600
Speaker 2: horny and.

1158
00:59:59,080 --> 00:59:59,480
Speaker 1: Valid.

1159
00:59:59,720 --> 01:00:03,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, so all those things. What's making you want to

1160
01:00:03,000 --> 01:00:05,160
Speaker 2: ask this question? Is is there something to this?

1161
01:00:05,400 --> 01:00:05,960
Speaker 3: Yeah?

1162
01:00:06,520 --> 01:00:09,600
Speaker 1: I feel like, you know, people are always like, oh,

1163
01:00:09,600 --> 01:00:12,200
Speaker 1: the second you don't want a relationship, that's when it'll happen.

1164
01:00:12,840 --> 01:00:17,400
Speaker 1: That's not But I feel like, yeah, exactly, I feel

1165
01:00:17,400 --> 01:00:20,120
Speaker 1: like I'm in a state of life right now where

1166
01:00:20,160 --> 01:00:23,520
Speaker 1: things are just like going well. I'm enjoying it, you know,

1167
01:00:24,480 --> 01:00:27,320
Speaker 1: and I don't know if I even really desire one

1168
01:00:27,560 --> 01:00:30,000
Speaker 1: right now, just because I feel like I'm getting like

1169
01:00:30,960 --> 01:00:33,360
Speaker 1: a lot of happiness for my friendships and family.

1170
01:00:34,360 --> 01:00:38,360
Speaker 2: It's great. Yeah, so are are you like you think

1171
01:00:38,400 --> 01:00:40,880
Speaker 2: you need one? But just because you people are telling

1172
01:00:40,880 --> 01:00:43,120
Speaker 2: you you do, I.

1173
01:00:43,040 --> 01:00:45,480
Speaker 1: Don't know, and that's that's you know, it's the holidays

1174
01:00:45,560 --> 01:00:47,600
Speaker 1: right now, and like I feel like going home for

1175
01:00:47,640 --> 01:00:50,360
Speaker 1: the holidays. There's a lot of pressure for sure. It's like, hey,

1176
01:00:50,360 --> 01:00:53,840
Speaker 1: like when you're gonna get into a relationship. It's just

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01:00:53,880 --> 01:00:57,000
Speaker 1: interesting that like it's part of society.

1178
01:00:58,360 --> 01:01:01,920
Speaker 2: It is part of society. Are you like, is this

1179
01:01:02,000 --> 01:01:03,120
Speaker 2: something you've ever wanted?

1180
01:01:04,920 --> 01:01:05,120
Speaker 6: Yeah?

1181
01:01:05,160 --> 01:01:09,360
Speaker 1: I feel like throughout the years, I definitely have wanted it,

1182
01:01:09,400 --> 01:01:11,280
Speaker 1: and like I have like gone out of my way

1183
01:01:11,320 --> 01:01:15,000
Speaker 1: to seek it. But just lately I just kind of like,

1184
01:01:15,440 --> 01:01:18,520
Speaker 1: I don't know. Things are just things are just going.

1185
01:01:18,280 --> 01:01:22,120
Speaker 2: Well, cool, good, what's going well?

1186
01:01:24,280 --> 01:01:27,880
Speaker 1: I have a job that I really like. I just

1187
01:01:28,240 --> 01:01:30,360
Speaker 1: I have a group of friends that like we have

1188
01:01:30,400 --> 01:01:34,200
Speaker 1: common interests, which is like has it always been the

1189
01:01:34,240 --> 01:01:37,480
Speaker 1: case growing up? I don't know, just going.

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01:01:37,240 --> 01:01:42,880
Speaker 2: Good man, cool? Cool? How old are you twenty five?

1191
01:01:43,320 --> 01:01:45,440
Speaker 2: Twenty five? Very nice?

1192
01:01:45,600 --> 01:01:45,840
Speaker 1: Well?

1193
01:01:46,320 --> 01:01:48,200
Speaker 2: Yeah. The whole thing of like it'll happen when you

1194
01:01:48,320 --> 01:01:50,560
Speaker 2: least expect it, and it happens when you don't want

1195
01:01:50,600 --> 01:01:54,880
Speaker 2: it is wrong, it's not true. I don't know. I

1196
01:01:54,880 --> 01:01:56,960
Speaker 2: don't even I don't know why people say that.

1197
01:01:58,800 --> 01:01:59,479
Speaker 1: I don't know either.

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01:02:00,360 --> 01:02:04,640
Speaker 2: Things tend to happen mainly as a result of intentional

1199
01:02:04,640 --> 01:02:06,200
Speaker 2: effort towards them happening.

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01:02:08,240 --> 01:02:08,800
Speaker 1: I agree.

1201
01:02:09,600 --> 01:02:12,720
Speaker 2: So if you don't put forth any intentional effort towards

1202
01:02:12,760 --> 01:02:15,120
Speaker 2: something happening, why the fuck would it just happen?

1203
01:02:16,560 --> 01:02:16,880
Speaker 5: Sure.

1204
01:02:17,800 --> 01:02:21,920
Speaker 1: I talked with my sister about this, and she's a

1205
01:02:21,960 --> 01:02:26,400
Speaker 1: little older than me, and her her thoughts were like that,

1206
01:02:26,480 --> 01:02:30,920
Speaker 1: as you get older, your friends become less accessible because

1207
01:02:30,960 --> 01:02:35,960
Speaker 1: they're in relationships. Definitely, yeah, and that's why she started

1208
01:02:36,000 --> 01:02:39,280
Speaker 1: seeking a relationship. But I don't know. It just it.

1209
01:02:40,960 --> 01:02:42,280
Speaker 1: I find it just weird.

1210
01:02:43,600 --> 01:02:45,360
Speaker 2: I mean, you're lucky if you're if look, man, if

1211
01:02:45,360 --> 01:02:49,040
Speaker 2: you think your life is good, then you're lucky, and

1212
01:02:49,200 --> 01:02:52,360
Speaker 2: you should. You should just keep enjoying all the things

1213
01:02:52,440 --> 01:02:56,240
Speaker 2: that are good about your life instead of thinking you

1214
01:02:56,360 --> 01:02:57,880
Speaker 2: need something else.

1215
01:03:00,280 --> 01:03:01,280
Speaker 1: I appreciate that, Lyle.

1216
01:03:03,280 --> 01:03:13,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, I uh yeah, yeah, yeah, yes, yes, yes, is

1217
01:03:13,080 --> 01:03:13,439
Speaker 2: that it?

1218
01:03:15,360 --> 01:03:15,840
Speaker 3: That's it?

1219
01:03:16,400 --> 01:03:19,000
Speaker 2: All right? Well, god damn, you don't want to say

1220
01:03:19,400 --> 01:03:23,160
Speaker 2: say some cuss words, say something, say give me you

1221
01:03:23,160 --> 01:03:25,120
Speaker 2: know what? No, never mind, Sorry, I don't know why,

1222
01:03:25,120 --> 01:03:28,200
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, I'm crazy today. Is there anything else you

1223
01:03:28,200 --> 01:03:29,720
Speaker 2: want to say to the people of the computer before

1224
01:03:29,720 --> 01:03:30,160
Speaker 2: we go.

1225
01:03:32,240 --> 01:03:32,920
Speaker 3: Live life?

1226
01:03:33,840 --> 01:03:40,320
Speaker 2: There we go, see you letter, cheers, never goes on

1227
01:03:40,480 --> 01:03:48,240
Speaker 2: the line, taking your phone calls every night. Deaconess teaching you.

1228
01:03:47,120 --> 01:03:47,560
Speaker 3: Your life

1229
01:03:49,360 --> 01:03:50,120
Speaker 2: An expert