1 00:00:11,800 --> 00:00:18,239 Speaker 1: Listeners, I am so excited, honored, and just thrilled for 2 00:00:18,320 --> 00:00:21,840 Speaker 1: you to hear my conversation today with journalist and Emmy 3 00:00:21,920 --> 00:00:27,840 Speaker 1: Award winning television producer my friend jamial Smith. Through his work, 4 00:00:28,160 --> 00:00:31,960 Speaker 1: Jamil explores a range of political and cultural topics, including 5 00:00:32,040 --> 00:00:39,560 Speaker 1: national affairs, race and racism, politics, identity, police brutality, feminism 6 00:00:39,560 --> 00:00:43,840 Speaker 1: and gender roles, and pop culture. Jamiale's career has been 7 00:00:43,840 --> 00:00:47,920 Speaker 1: nothing short of incredible as a journalist and a commentator. 8 00:00:47,960 --> 00:00:50,760 Speaker 1: He's been featured in The New York Times, Esquire, The 9 00:00:50,800 --> 00:00:55,720 Speaker 1: Washington Post, Huff Post, and the Los Angeles Times, among others. 10 00:00:56,280 --> 00:00:58,880 Speaker 1: He's served as a senior editor at The New Republic, 11 00:00:59,360 --> 00:01:04,680 Speaker 1: launching an hosting the magazine's first podcast Intersection, and he 12 00:01:04,800 --> 00:01:09,160 Speaker 1: was a senior national correspondent in MTV News. Jamille also 13 00:01:09,240 --> 00:01:12,240 Speaker 1: worked as a segment producer for NFL Films, earning him 14 00:01:12,280 --> 00:01:15,759 Speaker 1: three Emmy Awards, after which he went on to join MSNBC, 15 00:01:16,319 --> 00:01:19,240 Speaker 1: serving as a producer for both The Rachel Maddow Show 16 00:01:19,440 --> 00:01:22,679 Speaker 1: and Melissa Harris Perry, while he was a senior writer 17 00:01:22,800 --> 00:01:25,000 Speaker 1: for Rolling Stone at the time of recording. He is 18 00:01:25,040 --> 00:01:30,000 Speaker 1: now a senior correspondent at Vox and co host of 19 00:01:30,040 --> 00:01:34,400 Speaker 1: his very own podcast, Box Conversations. Today, I'm sitting down 20 00:01:34,400 --> 00:01:37,640 Speaker 1: with Jamille to discuss the Black Lives Matter movement, the 21 00:01:37,720 --> 00:01:41,000 Speaker 1: current climate in America, what it would really mean for 22 00:01:41,080 --> 00:01:43,720 Speaker 1: us to love each other a little more and so 23 00:01:43,720 --> 00:01:59,760 Speaker 1: so much more. We began this talk in April. We 24 00:01:59,760 --> 00:02:03,720 Speaker 1: were I don't know, five or six weeks into the 25 00:02:03,920 --> 00:02:07,640 Speaker 1: stay at home orders and the beginning of the coronavirus 26 00:02:07,680 --> 00:02:14,080 Speaker 1: really ravaging America. And as we were getting ready to 27 00:02:14,720 --> 00:02:21,440 Speaker 1: air this episode, the world shook. George Floyd was killed 28 00:02:21,480 --> 00:02:25,920 Speaker 1: by the police, and we thought we we can't have 29 00:02:26,040 --> 00:02:30,640 Speaker 1: had this conversation about uh, the experience of black and 30 00:02:30,639 --> 00:02:37,080 Speaker 1: brown people in America, about women in America in the 31 00:02:37,120 --> 00:02:41,079 Speaker 1: midst of George Floyd and Brianna Taylor and not address 32 00:02:41,520 --> 00:02:46,880 Speaker 1: what's happened to them. And as the summer would have it, 33 00:02:47,919 --> 00:02:53,640 Speaker 1: this keeps happening. We have seen increases in violence, increases 34 00:02:53,680 --> 00:02:56,840 Speaker 1: in racism coming out of the White House, increases in 35 00:02:56,919 --> 00:03:01,240 Speaker 1: dangerous rhetoric. We have just witnessed Jake Blake be shot 36 00:03:01,280 --> 00:03:03,560 Speaker 1: in the back seven times while trying to get into 37 00:03:03,600 --> 00:03:07,919 Speaker 1: his vehicle. Um and the rhetoric coming out of that, 38 00:03:08,160 --> 00:03:13,360 Speaker 1: the the ugly defense of the indefensible. UM. And now 39 00:03:13,520 --> 00:03:19,960 Speaker 1: Kyle Rittenhouse, a seventeen year old white supremacist terrorist being 40 00:03:20,200 --> 00:03:24,040 Speaker 1: excused by much of our media after he murdered two people. 41 00:03:25,639 --> 00:03:30,200 Speaker 1: These are things that we have to address and talk about. 42 00:03:30,440 --> 00:03:35,800 Speaker 1: So I'm really thankful, um, not only for my friendship 43 00:03:35,800 --> 00:03:40,000 Speaker 1: with you, Jimial, but that you were willing to regroup 44 00:03:40,480 --> 00:03:44,360 Speaker 1: to talk about what's been going on, to to talk 45 00:03:44,400 --> 00:03:47,640 Speaker 1: about the pain of it, and also the history being 46 00:03:47,680 --> 00:03:52,720 Speaker 1: made Kamala Harris being our first woman of color who 47 00:03:52,800 --> 00:03:57,840 Speaker 1: is the vice presidential nominee of a major political party. UM, 48 00:03:57,880 --> 00:03:59,560 Speaker 1: not the first woman of color who's a who's a 49 00:03:59,640 --> 00:04:03,640 Speaker 1: vice presid cential nominee, interestingly enough in history, but um 50 00:04:03,680 --> 00:04:07,080 Speaker 1: of of a major political party, not an independent or 51 00:04:07,240 --> 00:04:09,200 Speaker 1: or you know, as many of us talk about quote 52 00:04:09,200 --> 00:04:15,080 Speaker 1: third parties. UM. And And so we are, we are 53 00:04:15,120 --> 00:04:20,440 Speaker 1: in this moment of really seismic shaking as a nation, 54 00:04:21,520 --> 00:04:25,080 Speaker 1: and I just want to check in, how are you? 55 00:04:29,640 --> 00:04:35,479 Speaker 1: I am a lot. I feel like that's the way 56 00:04:35,480 --> 00:04:39,480 Speaker 1: to put it. Uh. You know, we all contain multitudes, uh, 57 00:04:39,520 --> 00:04:42,520 Speaker 1: as Whitman wrote, and I really do think that, you know, 58 00:04:42,560 --> 00:04:46,040 Speaker 1: there are various emotions, UM in states that we just 59 00:04:46,200 --> 00:04:49,839 Speaker 1: vacillated between all day long. That can you know, be 60 00:04:50,640 --> 00:04:52,880 Speaker 1: due to something we saw on social media. It can 61 00:04:52,960 --> 00:04:56,279 Speaker 1: be due to the latest conversation with our parents where 62 00:04:56,320 --> 00:04:58,680 Speaker 1: they need to vent about what's going on in the 63 00:04:58,680 --> 00:05:04,719 Speaker 1: world because they have seen Jim Crow, they have seen um, 64 00:05:04,760 --> 00:05:07,039 Speaker 1: you know, the civil rights movement. They have seen these 65 00:05:07,080 --> 00:05:10,760 Speaker 1: advances uh in their lifetimes, and they know how hard 66 00:05:10,800 --> 00:05:16,160 Speaker 1: it is to make them and how you know, really 67 00:05:16,279 --> 00:05:20,560 Speaker 1: urgent it is that we address the fact that they 68 00:05:20,800 --> 00:05:26,560 Speaker 1: these gains are being reversed with much speed and uh 69 00:05:26,600 --> 00:05:30,680 Speaker 1: and recklessness. Uh. And not just by this administration. I 70 00:05:30,720 --> 00:05:34,480 Speaker 1: mean we are reversing them sometimes by our inaction, by 71 00:05:34,480 --> 00:05:37,520 Speaker 1: our silence, and we need to make sure that we 72 00:05:37,600 --> 00:05:42,440 Speaker 1: keep speaking up. M I think something when we speak 73 00:05:42,480 --> 00:05:47,200 Speaker 1: about the Jim Crow era and gains being reversed. One 74 00:05:47,240 --> 00:05:50,680 Speaker 1: of the things that seems to be the most blaring 75 00:05:50,720 --> 00:05:54,640 Speaker 1: alarm right now is the fact that all of our 76 00:05:54,720 --> 00:06:00,279 Speaker 1: Voting Rights Act protections have lapsed. We're witnessing has work 77 00:06:00,720 --> 00:06:07,680 Speaker 1: voter suppression. And while it's lovely that we're having conversations 78 00:06:07,720 --> 00:06:12,039 Speaker 1: about perhaps renaming the Edmund Pettis Bridge uh in in 79 00:06:12,200 --> 00:06:16,159 Speaker 1: the wake of John Lewis is passing. What feels to 80 00:06:16,200 --> 00:06:18,560 Speaker 1: me like a better way to honor his legacy is 81 00:06:18,640 --> 00:06:23,240 Speaker 1: to reinstate the Voting Rights Act, the the John Lewis 82 00:06:23,320 --> 00:06:28,440 Speaker 1: Voting Rights Act, to to make sure that every single 83 00:06:28,520 --> 00:06:32,839 Speaker 1: person in this country can access their constitutional right to vote, 84 00:06:32,880 --> 00:06:36,760 Speaker 1: that that is not dependent on your race or your 85 00:06:36,800 --> 00:06:42,800 Speaker 1: economic status, which is an egregious violation of the Constitution itself. 86 00:06:43,279 --> 00:06:49,960 Speaker 1: And so I I wonder, in addition to that issue, 87 00:06:50,839 --> 00:06:54,279 Speaker 1: or or maybe not in addition to I wonder what 88 00:06:54,560 --> 00:07:00,760 Speaker 1: specifically about voter suppression and the new Jim Crow feels 89 00:07:00,880 --> 00:07:05,320 Speaker 1: like a sticking point for you right now. The sticking 90 00:07:05,360 --> 00:07:08,440 Speaker 1: point for me, Sophia, is the fact that it has 91 00:07:08,480 --> 00:07:14,600 Speaker 1: become normalized, we Republicans to do these things, and therefore 92 00:07:15,000 --> 00:07:20,520 Speaker 1: we become numb to it. We see Trump and the 93 00:07:20,520 --> 00:07:24,720 Speaker 1: post most not. We see Trump in the postmaster General, uh, 94 00:07:24,760 --> 00:07:28,320 Speaker 1: snapping up mailboxes and coming up the works of the 95 00:07:28,320 --> 00:07:33,000 Speaker 1: postal service, and we recognize that as voter suppression, mainly 96 00:07:33,040 --> 00:07:35,680 Speaker 1: because I feel like it affects all of us. It 97 00:07:35,760 --> 00:07:39,800 Speaker 1: is affecting black people, white people, indigenous people, uh, Latinos 98 00:07:39,800 --> 00:07:43,520 Speaker 1: and Latinos. I mean, we are all being affected by this. 99 00:07:44,520 --> 00:07:50,920 Speaker 1: Whereas there are still disproportionate effects. Even within this postal 100 00:07:50,960 --> 00:07:56,360 Speaker 1: service effort, there are still these other regular sort of 101 00:07:56,440 --> 00:07:59,400 Speaker 1: you know, running the mill voter suppression things that are happening, 102 00:07:59,600 --> 00:08:03,239 Speaker 1: I mean more than the double states new restrictions uh 103 00:08:03,440 --> 00:08:06,000 Speaker 1: to you know, make make it harder for people to 104 00:08:06,080 --> 00:08:12,040 Speaker 1: vote and in particular environment. I mean, we we have 105 00:08:12,200 --> 00:08:16,360 Speaker 1: to take that especially seriously because really going to vote 106 00:08:16,360 --> 00:08:21,760 Speaker 1: in person uh literally means risking your life at this point, 107 00:08:22,480 --> 00:08:26,400 Speaker 1: upon spending upon where you you cast your ballot. And 108 00:08:26,480 --> 00:08:29,440 Speaker 1: I think that what we need to understand as a 109 00:08:29,600 --> 00:08:35,679 Speaker 1: country collectively is that voter suppression of particular groups uh 110 00:08:35,800 --> 00:08:40,280 Speaker 1: leads to uh, you know, frankly worst outcomes for everyone. 111 00:08:40,679 --> 00:08:44,800 Speaker 1: If you have you know, a particular area that is, 112 00:08:44,960 --> 00:08:49,120 Speaker 1: you know, there's more carcynogens and less money flowing into 113 00:08:49,160 --> 00:08:52,160 Speaker 1: it and all these different things. Uh, then you are 114 00:08:52,200 --> 00:08:58,640 Speaker 1: going less representation overall. You're going to see that area suffer, 115 00:08:58,760 --> 00:09:02,520 Speaker 1: and that suffering is going to spread throughout the cities, uh, 116 00:09:02,559 --> 00:09:06,040 Speaker 1: and it's going to spread throughout other kinds of municipalities. 117 00:09:06,360 --> 00:09:08,920 Speaker 1: People need to understand how much we are all in 118 00:09:08,920 --> 00:09:13,240 Speaker 1: this together, and and that is that's the foundation of 119 00:09:13,280 --> 00:09:17,600 Speaker 1: the American project. We're all here. But at the same time, 120 00:09:18,559 --> 00:09:23,679 Speaker 1: we have to understand that even when these I'd say, well, 121 00:09:23,760 --> 00:09:26,400 Speaker 1: let me, let me put it this way, the Trump administration, 122 00:09:26,720 --> 00:09:29,200 Speaker 1: I'd say, if there's anything one good thing that has 123 00:09:29,200 --> 00:09:33,160 Speaker 1: come out of it, it's only one. Really, is that 124 00:09:33,280 --> 00:09:36,920 Speaker 1: everyone has gotten a taste to some degree, even if 125 00:09:36,960 --> 00:09:40,160 Speaker 1: it's just a little of what it is like or 126 00:09:40,200 --> 00:09:45,319 Speaker 1: what it has been like for marginalized populations to endure discrimination, 127 00:09:45,400 --> 00:09:50,040 Speaker 1: to do vote suppression, to endure basically, you know, this 128 00:09:50,240 --> 00:09:53,920 Speaker 1: the spreading of this plague. Uh, you know, disproportionate amounts 129 00:09:53,960 --> 00:09:57,880 Speaker 1: of disproportioned amounts of COVID yes are being diagnosed in 130 00:09:58,760 --> 00:10:04,240 Speaker 1: our communities. That being said, I mean we have to 131 00:10:04,559 --> 00:10:09,680 Speaker 1: understand that it's a you know, yeah, everyone's getting a 132 00:10:09,720 --> 00:10:13,200 Speaker 1: taste of it. Um. You you understand that this is 133 00:10:13,240 --> 00:10:15,280 Speaker 1: what it feels like, even if it's just a little 134 00:10:15,320 --> 00:10:19,400 Speaker 1: bit of aggravation or inconvenience or tragedy. This is what 135 00:10:19,520 --> 00:10:25,440 Speaker 1: it's been feeling like for marginalized people, African Americans, indigenous folks, 136 00:10:25,800 --> 00:10:30,960 Speaker 1: lgbt qes, depending upon the the offense. This is what 137 00:10:31,040 --> 00:10:35,680 Speaker 1: it's been like for us. And yeah, we're really tired, 138 00:10:36,400 --> 00:10:41,600 Speaker 1: we're exhausted, were mentally spent, and just when we thought that, 139 00:10:42,240 --> 00:10:46,040 Speaker 1: you know, okay, we can focus on the election, and 140 00:10:46,080 --> 00:10:49,600 Speaker 1: we can focus on getting Trump out well, and Jacob 141 00:10:49,640 --> 00:10:53,640 Speaker 1: Blake is shot seven but times in the backler and 142 00:10:53,720 --> 00:10:58,280 Speaker 1: the shot other times. I mean, these happening. And when 143 00:10:58,280 --> 00:11:02,960 Speaker 1: they get normalized, when least vile normalized, voter suppression gets normalized, 144 00:11:03,559 --> 00:11:05,959 Speaker 1: start not to pay nearly as much attention, and we 145 00:11:06,080 --> 00:11:09,280 Speaker 1: start not to care. And we start when you start 146 00:11:09,320 --> 00:11:11,240 Speaker 1: not to care, we're starting not to make time in 147 00:11:11,280 --> 00:11:15,200 Speaker 1: your day to make you know, to take action towards 148 00:11:15,280 --> 00:11:19,480 Speaker 1: any things. Then you know that is exactly what the 149 00:11:19,600 --> 00:11:24,439 Speaker 1: comfortable and the powerful want. So yeah, it is. It's tiring, 150 00:11:24,520 --> 00:11:26,760 Speaker 1: but we have to make sure we stay attitude. And 151 00:11:26,800 --> 00:11:29,280 Speaker 1: there's a couple of things I need to say to 152 00:11:29,360 --> 00:11:32,800 Speaker 1: people listening, and I hope that what I'm about to 153 00:11:33,200 --> 00:11:38,920 Speaker 1: go off on can arm you with some facts when 154 00:11:39,000 --> 00:11:43,679 Speaker 1: you are arguing or debating these issues, because I do 155 00:11:43,720 --> 00:11:45,600 Speaker 1: get a lot of messages from you guys, and I 156 00:11:45,640 --> 00:11:49,560 Speaker 1: so appreciate this audience. You will say to me, how 157 00:11:49,559 --> 00:11:52,120 Speaker 1: do I debate this with my dad, who's a Trump voter? 158 00:11:52,280 --> 00:11:54,560 Speaker 1: How do I talk to my aunt who voted for 159 00:11:54,600 --> 00:11:56,839 Speaker 1: this guy? How do I how do I do this? 160 00:11:57,160 --> 00:12:00,920 Speaker 1: And I'm going to take a moment because it's incredibly 161 00:12:00,960 --> 00:12:05,679 Speaker 1: important that the explanations of the double standards that black 162 00:12:05,720 --> 00:12:10,880 Speaker 1: life experiences in America do not fall consistently as emotional 163 00:12:10,960 --> 00:12:14,520 Speaker 1: labor on our black and brown friends. So I'm not 164 00:12:14,559 --> 00:12:16,880 Speaker 1: going to ask Jamal to explain this to you. I'm 165 00:12:16,920 --> 00:12:19,559 Speaker 1: going to explain something to you. When we talk about 166 00:12:19,600 --> 00:12:24,000 Speaker 1: George Floyd, a man who was suspected of perhaps using 167 00:12:24,040 --> 00:12:27,000 Speaker 1: a forged twenty dollar bill. We never even heard if 168 00:12:27,040 --> 00:12:29,840 Speaker 1: that happened. By the way, we don't know that that 169 00:12:29,920 --> 00:12:32,040 Speaker 1: was a fact. But here's what I'm gonna tell you. 170 00:12:32,440 --> 00:12:36,079 Speaker 1: Poverty shouldn't be a death sentence. And the folks who 171 00:12:36,080 --> 00:12:38,760 Speaker 1: were saying, well, he had a criminal record, well, look 172 00:12:38,800 --> 00:12:41,120 Speaker 1: at these things that he did. I'm going to rebut 173 00:12:41,200 --> 00:12:43,880 Speaker 1: that and say he was also a father, he was 174 00:12:43,920 --> 00:12:48,000 Speaker 1: also a friend, He was also a beloved person to 175 00:12:48,240 --> 00:12:51,200 Speaker 1: the people in his life. And when the folks in 176 00:12:51,240 --> 00:12:53,520 Speaker 1: your life say, well, he had a criminal record, what 177 00:12:53,559 --> 00:12:55,880 Speaker 1: I'd like you to say to them is so does 178 00:12:55,920 --> 00:12:58,760 Speaker 1: the president. The President of the United States, the man 179 00:12:58,840 --> 00:13:01,920 Speaker 1: who currently sits behind the resolute desk, has been charged 180 00:13:01,960 --> 00:13:05,679 Speaker 1: with and convicted a fraud on multiple accounts, has had 181 00:13:05,720 --> 00:13:08,400 Speaker 1: to pay tens of millions of dollars in damages to 182 00:13:08,440 --> 00:13:11,880 Speaker 1: the people he's defrauded. He has been accused credibly of 183 00:13:11,960 --> 00:13:16,480 Speaker 1: sexual assault and rape by twenty six women, women who 184 00:13:16,480 --> 00:13:19,160 Speaker 1: have evidence, Women who told other people what happened to 185 00:13:19,200 --> 00:13:22,680 Speaker 1: them at the time. So the double standard of well, 186 00:13:22,800 --> 00:13:25,360 Speaker 1: some people are allowed to, you know, do bad things, 187 00:13:25,400 --> 00:13:27,760 Speaker 1: and then they learn and then they can do anything 188 00:13:27,800 --> 00:13:30,040 Speaker 1: that they want when they become a nicer person, include 189 00:13:30,080 --> 00:13:33,160 Speaker 1: be the president. If that applies to your guy, if 190 00:13:33,160 --> 00:13:36,240 Speaker 1: he's your guy, that has to apply to George Floyd. 191 00:13:36,600 --> 00:13:39,440 Speaker 1: Next up, we're going to talk about Brianna Taylor. Brianna 192 00:13:39,480 --> 00:13:43,120 Speaker 1: Taylor Jamal's incredible piece Uh, if you haven't read it, 193 00:13:43,160 --> 00:13:46,280 Speaker 1: please do in Rolling Stone titled Brianna Taylor Was Always 194 00:13:46,360 --> 00:13:50,840 Speaker 1: Essential is an incredibly profound piece of writing and highlights 195 00:13:50,880 --> 00:13:55,040 Speaker 1: something really important, whereby Black people who get killed have 196 00:13:55,240 --> 00:13:59,880 Speaker 1: to be sainted essentially in their memory to be valid 197 00:14:00,080 --> 00:14:03,000 Speaker 1: in society. Brianna Taylor would have been a valid woman 198 00:14:03,040 --> 00:14:05,440 Speaker 1: whether she was an E. M. T or not, whether 199 00:14:05,480 --> 00:14:07,640 Speaker 1: she was a first responder fighting on the front lines 200 00:14:07,679 --> 00:14:11,520 Speaker 1: of COVID or not, but she was. And the fact 201 00:14:11,880 --> 00:14:14,440 Speaker 1: that a woman who was also a first responder was 202 00:14:14,520 --> 00:14:18,000 Speaker 1: executed by the police in her home in her bed, 203 00:14:18,320 --> 00:14:21,880 Speaker 1: and people have said to us, well, her boyfriend had 204 00:14:21,880 --> 00:14:24,520 Speaker 1: a gun. Here's what I'm gonna tell you. I own 205 00:14:24,560 --> 00:14:28,360 Speaker 1: a gun. I'm enraged that the other Second Amendment folks 206 00:14:28,360 --> 00:14:30,800 Speaker 1: who say we've got to have guns, this is our right, 207 00:14:31,000 --> 00:14:32,880 Speaker 1: we need to be able to defend our homes, have 208 00:14:33,040 --> 00:14:35,640 Speaker 1: been silent on this. Why am I enraged, I'm gonna 209 00:14:35,640 --> 00:14:38,640 Speaker 1: tell you because Brianna Taylor and her boyfriend were asleep 210 00:14:38,640 --> 00:14:40,320 Speaker 1: in their bed in the middle of the night and 211 00:14:40,360 --> 00:14:43,680 Speaker 1: their door got broken down. No one knocked and said, hey, 212 00:14:43,760 --> 00:14:46,160 Speaker 1: it's the police, let us in. When their door was 213 00:14:46,240 --> 00:14:50,080 Speaker 1: busted down. The cops didn't say police, hands up. They 214 00:14:50,160 --> 00:14:54,200 Speaker 1: just broke their door down. So Brianna Taylor's boyfriend, like 215 00:14:54,320 --> 00:14:57,440 Speaker 1: anyone would do, like I would do, thinking his home 216 00:14:57,560 --> 00:15:01,200 Speaker 1: was being broken into by a group of people, fired 217 00:15:01,240 --> 00:15:03,440 Speaker 1: a warning shot to let that group of people know 218 00:15:03,840 --> 00:15:07,880 Speaker 1: he was armed, which is legal, that's his Second Amendment right, 219 00:15:08,080 --> 00:15:10,400 Speaker 1: and to say get out of my house. This is 220 00:15:10,400 --> 00:15:13,200 Speaker 1: not the house you want to rob tonight. And those 221 00:15:13,520 --> 00:15:16,080 Speaker 1: those burglars turned out to be a bunch of cops 222 00:15:16,120 --> 00:15:19,960 Speaker 1: who opened fire on Kenneth and Brianna. She was shot 223 00:15:20,000 --> 00:15:25,320 Speaker 1: eight times in her bed. The double standard should make 224 00:15:25,360 --> 00:15:29,240 Speaker 1: you nauseous. It makes me nauseous that people have been 225 00:15:29,320 --> 00:15:33,480 Speaker 1: unwilling to acknowledge the fact that an American was simply 226 00:15:33,560 --> 00:15:37,960 Speaker 1: exercising his constitutional right to defend his home and his 227 00:15:38,000 --> 00:15:41,200 Speaker 1: girlfriend was killed, and everybody says, well, you know, the 228 00:15:41,200 --> 00:15:43,560 Speaker 1: guy shouldn't have fired a gun. If that happened to me, 229 00:15:44,880 --> 00:15:48,600 Speaker 1: if that happened to me, if the police broke down 230 00:15:48,600 --> 00:15:51,160 Speaker 1: my door did not announce themselves, I thought they were 231 00:15:51,200 --> 00:15:53,680 Speaker 1: a burglar or a stalker, because I've got a few 232 00:15:53,680 --> 00:15:55,560 Speaker 1: of those, and if you follow me on social media 233 00:15:55,640 --> 00:15:59,960 Speaker 1: you know that. And I fired a shot to say, hey, motherfucker, 234 00:16:00,080 --> 00:16:02,240 Speaker 1: not today, I have a gun, and then I was 235 00:16:02,320 --> 00:16:05,040 Speaker 1: executed in my bed. I promise you you would be 236 00:16:05,120 --> 00:16:09,640 Speaker 1: up in arms about it. Next up, when we talk 237 00:16:09,720 --> 00:16:15,000 Speaker 1: about Jacob Blake, a father, a good Samaritan who saw 238 00:16:15,000 --> 00:16:19,480 Speaker 1: a fight happening on the block and said, you know what, no, no, 239 00:16:19,880 --> 00:16:22,640 Speaker 1: this need not happen. I'm not going to drive by 240 00:16:22,680 --> 00:16:25,160 Speaker 1: what's happening on the sidewalk and show my kids that 241 00:16:25,200 --> 00:16:28,640 Speaker 1: I don't care. So he pulled over and said, hey, guys, 242 00:16:28,760 --> 00:16:31,640 Speaker 1: whatever it is, this isn't worth it. Don't hit each other, 243 00:16:31,880 --> 00:16:34,120 Speaker 1: don't do it, don't get the cops called on you. 244 00:16:34,240 --> 00:16:36,880 Speaker 1: Our communities aren't safe when the police come here, which, 245 00:16:36,920 --> 00:16:38,840 Speaker 1: by the way, if that agitates you, look it up. 246 00:16:38,920 --> 00:16:42,400 Speaker 1: Data proven Black people are less safe no matter what 247 00:16:42,480 --> 00:16:44,920 Speaker 1: when they have interactions with the police. This is a fact. 248 00:16:45,200 --> 00:16:46,640 Speaker 1: You may not like it. I don't like it either, 249 00:16:46,720 --> 00:16:49,600 Speaker 1: but it's true. Jacob Blake pulled over to try to 250 00:16:49,720 --> 00:16:53,640 Speaker 1: stop a violent altercation from happening, and the cops showed 251 00:16:53,680 --> 00:16:56,400 Speaker 1: up because a neighbor had already called. And he said, 252 00:16:56,480 --> 00:16:58,520 Speaker 1: I did my duty. I'm getting in my car. The 253 00:16:58,560 --> 00:17:00,520 Speaker 1: cops tried to stop him, and he's that I don't 254 00:17:00,560 --> 00:17:02,520 Speaker 1: have anything to do with this. I came to break 255 00:17:02,520 --> 00:17:04,200 Speaker 1: it up. My children are in the car. This is 256 00:17:04,200 --> 00:17:06,400 Speaker 1: getting scary for them. I'm gonna get in the car 257 00:17:06,520 --> 00:17:09,719 Speaker 1: with my kids. And he just kept walking away and 258 00:17:09,760 --> 00:17:13,840 Speaker 1: explaining why he was not going to stop. And when 259 00:17:13,840 --> 00:17:16,080 Speaker 1: he opened the front door of his vehicle, he was 260 00:17:16,080 --> 00:17:22,159 Speaker 1: shot in the back seven times, seven times at point 261 00:17:22,480 --> 00:17:28,400 Speaker 1: blank range by the people who his taxpayer dollars pay 262 00:17:28,560 --> 00:17:33,560 Speaker 1: to serve and protect him, And the audacity of people 263 00:17:33,640 --> 00:17:35,800 Speaker 1: who now say, well, there was a weapon in the car, 264 00:17:35,840 --> 00:17:36,960 Speaker 1: there was a gun in the car, there was a 265 00:17:37,040 --> 00:17:38,879 Speaker 1: knife in the car. There wasn't a gun in the car. 266 00:17:39,359 --> 00:17:40,879 Speaker 1: There was a knife in the car. Do you know 267 00:17:40,960 --> 00:17:44,800 Speaker 1: where it was? Under his floor mat? Having lived in 268 00:17:44,800 --> 00:17:47,040 Speaker 1: the Midwest, I can tell you that nearly everybody I've 269 00:17:47,080 --> 00:17:49,239 Speaker 1: encountered there keeps a knife under their floormat. I can 270 00:17:49,280 --> 00:17:51,600 Speaker 1: also tell you, having lived in Texas, that a whole 271 00:17:51,600 --> 00:17:55,200 Speaker 1: lot of people in Texas have rifle racks set up 272 00:17:55,240 --> 00:17:58,800 Speaker 1: against their back windshields of their trucks, guns out in 273 00:17:58,840 --> 00:18:03,080 Speaker 1: the open. This is not a reason to kill someone. 274 00:18:04,119 --> 00:18:07,520 Speaker 1: A knife that a police officer could not see because 275 00:18:07,520 --> 00:18:10,320 Speaker 1: it was covered by the floor mat of a vehicle 276 00:18:11,119 --> 00:18:14,639 Speaker 1: is not an excuse to kill someone. As a person 277 00:18:14,680 --> 00:18:17,919 Speaker 1: who's been through both police boot camp with a city 278 00:18:18,119 --> 00:18:22,119 Speaker 1: municipality and state SWAT training, I can tell you it 279 00:18:22,359 --> 00:18:27,359 Speaker 1: is patently against training for officers to shoot someone in 280 00:18:27,400 --> 00:18:30,560 Speaker 1: the back. The only reason you are ever to fire 281 00:18:30,600 --> 00:18:33,800 Speaker 1: your weapon is if you fear for your life. You 282 00:18:33,880 --> 00:18:36,679 Speaker 1: cannot fear for your life because someone is walking away 283 00:18:36,680 --> 00:18:40,760 Speaker 1: from you, not obeying your screaming commands at them to 284 00:18:40,880 --> 00:18:43,840 Speaker 1: stop walking, and you do not have the right to 285 00:18:43,880 --> 00:18:47,359 Speaker 1: execute that person because they prioritize getting in their car 286 00:18:47,440 --> 00:18:51,000 Speaker 1: and telling their children everything is okay while a bunch 287 00:18:51,040 --> 00:18:54,560 Speaker 1: of police have their guns drawn, rather than turning around 288 00:18:54,600 --> 00:18:57,240 Speaker 1: and talking to those police officers who have their guns drawn, 289 00:18:57,560 --> 00:19:03,399 Speaker 1: this is not okay. I am angry, I am heartbroken, 290 00:19:03,720 --> 00:19:07,320 Speaker 1: and I'm fucking pissed at people who look like me 291 00:19:07,640 --> 00:19:15,960 Speaker 1: who are trying to justify our law enforcement executing our neighbors. 292 00:19:16,760 --> 00:19:25,960 Speaker 1: This is not okay. It is not okay. And I 293 00:19:26,040 --> 00:19:28,400 Speaker 1: don't know how to not be angry, and I don't 294 00:19:28,440 --> 00:19:31,400 Speaker 1: know how to not be in tears over this anymore. 295 00:19:31,600 --> 00:19:38,399 Speaker 1: This is not okay. And black people and brown people 296 00:19:38,760 --> 00:19:43,160 Speaker 1: have been sharing these things with us for literal generations, 297 00:19:43,760 --> 00:19:47,440 Speaker 1: and it has taken so many of us seeing these 298 00:19:47,440 --> 00:19:51,160 Speaker 1: things happen on video. It has taken black and brown 299 00:19:51,200 --> 00:19:54,359 Speaker 1: pain being turned into trauma porn on the internet for 300 00:19:54,440 --> 00:19:57,080 Speaker 1: us to go, oh my god, this is really bad. 301 00:19:57,800 --> 00:20:00,200 Speaker 1: We saw the photos of John Lewis getting his all 302 00:20:00,240 --> 00:20:04,160 Speaker 1: cracked open marching over that bridge in Selma. We saw 303 00:20:04,200 --> 00:20:07,120 Speaker 1: the photos of the freedom writers. We saw we saw 304 00:20:07,160 --> 00:20:10,280 Speaker 1: the video of white women, women who look like me 305 00:20:10,800 --> 00:20:13,399 Speaker 1: chanting the N word. At at Ruby Bridge is a 306 00:20:13,440 --> 00:20:16,960 Speaker 1: six year old girl walking into her classroom having to 307 00:20:17,000 --> 00:20:20,879 Speaker 1: be protected by the National guard I have to ask 308 00:20:21,040 --> 00:20:26,160 Speaker 1: us us, all of us, me included, every single person listening, 309 00:20:26,840 --> 00:20:31,320 Speaker 1: what is wrong with us? What is wrong with us? 310 00:20:32,359 --> 00:20:37,080 Speaker 1: How have we allowed it to get here? How have we, 311 00:20:38,440 --> 00:20:44,919 Speaker 1: to Jamal's point, how have we normalized this? How have 312 00:20:45,080 --> 00:20:52,400 Speaker 1: we made the execution of our citizens a partisan issue? 313 00:20:53,680 --> 00:20:58,280 Speaker 1: We do not if a doctor kills someone, say well, 314 00:20:58,280 --> 00:21:03,359 Speaker 1: not all doctors. Those doctors are removed from rotation. We 315 00:21:03,560 --> 00:21:11,200 Speaker 1: do not. When a gymnastics coach assaults five hundred girls, 316 00:21:11,240 --> 00:21:16,040 Speaker 1: not young women, y'all underage women, i e. Girls. When 317 00:21:16,040 --> 00:21:18,199 Speaker 1: he is a child molester, we don't say, well, not 318 00:21:18,280 --> 00:21:23,200 Speaker 1: all gymnastics coaches. He goes to jail. Why are we 319 00:21:23,320 --> 00:21:26,399 Speaker 1: doing this? I don't want to believe that the people 320 00:21:26,480 --> 00:21:30,680 Speaker 1: I would call if my home were broken into might 321 00:21:30,760 --> 00:21:33,399 Speaker 1: kill me. I don't want to believe that either, But 322 00:21:33,560 --> 00:21:37,879 Speaker 1: this is our reality. Why are we doing this? Why 323 00:21:38,000 --> 00:21:44,960 Speaker 1: are we making excuses? Why? Why do we tolerate being 324 00:21:45,119 --> 00:21:48,000 Speaker 1: lied to when the data shows us what the problem is. 325 00:21:48,240 --> 00:21:53,520 Speaker 1: Why don't we, as a society say we are not 326 00:21:53,640 --> 00:21:57,800 Speaker 1: going to tolerate this anymore. We expect these systems to 327 00:21:57,920 --> 00:22:03,800 Speaker 1: be taken apart and put back together. There. Why that, 328 00:22:03,800 --> 00:22:07,600 Speaker 1: That's where I find myself. Why could any single person 329 00:22:07,640 --> 00:22:13,600 Speaker 1: watch four police officers put their knees in George Floyd's 330 00:22:13,640 --> 00:22:18,879 Speaker 1: neck and back and quite literally crush his cardiothoracic cavity, 331 00:22:18,920 --> 00:22:21,439 Speaker 1: squeeze the life out of his lungs for eight minutes 332 00:22:21,440 --> 00:22:26,680 Speaker 1: and forty six seconds, and dare to say, well, once 333 00:22:26,720 --> 00:22:31,240 Speaker 1: he had a drug problem, What the actual fuck does 334 00:22:31,320 --> 00:22:40,720 Speaker 1: that have to do with anything? With anything? These These 335 00:22:40,760 --> 00:22:46,520 Speaker 1: are things we have to talk about. And it cannot 336 00:22:47,320 --> 00:22:50,800 Speaker 1: solely be the responsibility of people like my friend Jamal, 337 00:22:51,080 --> 00:22:53,280 Speaker 1: who is sitting here on a zoom with me right now, 338 00:22:53,600 --> 00:22:56,960 Speaker 1: to keep writing articles about to keep asking you to 339 00:22:57,040 --> 00:23:08,719 Speaker 1: see his humanity. This is not a kaya ah yeah, 340 00:23:09,080 --> 00:23:12,280 Speaker 1: And I just have to say, I'm so grateful for 341 00:23:12,359 --> 00:23:19,919 Speaker 1: you because I am exhausted. I am not sleeping. I 342 00:23:19,960 --> 00:23:22,360 Speaker 1: don't I haven't slept through the night in two weeks. 343 00:23:23,320 --> 00:23:27,400 Speaker 1: I I haven't slept through the night in a week. 344 00:23:28,400 --> 00:23:36,400 Speaker 1: What is time? Um? I am? I am emotionally shattered, 345 00:23:37,200 --> 00:23:41,679 Speaker 1: and I know that my experience, and my sleeplessness and 346 00:23:41,840 --> 00:23:49,480 Speaker 1: my exhaustion and my feeling broken is proximal. I truly 347 00:23:53,240 --> 00:24:01,400 Speaker 1: can't imagine how you and so many of our friends 348 00:24:01,800 --> 00:24:08,240 Speaker 1: are feeling in an America that feels like this today. 349 00:24:09,840 --> 00:24:21,879 Speaker 1: M hm mm hmm. Yeah. Well first thanks, First, I 350 00:24:21,920 --> 00:24:27,040 Speaker 1: want to stay thank you, thank you for staying in 351 00:24:27,080 --> 00:24:37,840 Speaker 1: the fight. Thank you for that sacred rage. Thank you. Um, 352 00:24:37,880 --> 00:24:46,760 Speaker 1: it's it goes, it goes in waves. Um, it really does, um, 353 00:24:47,000 --> 00:24:53,240 Speaker 1: because the traumas that we have experienced already mm hmm 354 00:24:54,720 --> 00:24:59,399 Speaker 1: continue to be reopened. Uh. The scars are cut open 355 00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:03,440 Speaker 1: and and you know, yes they key lloyd over over 356 00:25:03,480 --> 00:25:06,200 Speaker 1: and over again, but then they keep getting ripped out. 357 00:25:08,480 --> 00:25:14,200 Speaker 1: And you know, I'm sure people have seen um, you know, 358 00:25:14,880 --> 00:25:19,720 Speaker 1: old photographs of um of of slaves who have been 359 00:25:19,720 --> 00:25:24,320 Speaker 1: whipped um, and you've seen the key Lloyd's on their 360 00:25:24,359 --> 00:25:33,120 Speaker 1: back from where they're torn their skin open. And that 361 00:25:34,400 --> 00:25:39,119 Speaker 1: is something that you know, we feel, I feel like, uh, 362 00:25:39,160 --> 00:25:43,639 Speaker 1: if not physically for Jacob Blake or trade Elerin or 363 00:25:43,680 --> 00:25:47,240 Speaker 1: any of these other victims of police violence, if we're 364 00:25:47,280 --> 00:25:52,480 Speaker 1: not um, you know, someone who is experiencing this on 365 00:25:52,560 --> 00:25:55,879 Speaker 1: a physical level, then we are experiencing on an emotional 366 00:25:56,240 --> 00:26:01,600 Speaker 1: and its psychological level. Uh. And these scars continue to 367 00:26:01,680 --> 00:26:05,840 Speaker 1: heal over slowly, but sometimes they have a chance to 368 00:26:06,320 --> 00:26:09,399 Speaker 1: just keep getting ripped open. More skin is torn off 369 00:26:10,160 --> 00:26:12,359 Speaker 1: from whatever I guess you might want to call our 370 00:26:12,440 --> 00:26:20,000 Speaker 1: mental being. And then we are left two flow out 371 00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:28,240 Speaker 1: for the public and hope that someone cares. And we 372 00:26:28,320 --> 00:26:32,119 Speaker 1: have to do this while occupied with the stresses of 373 00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:40,560 Speaker 1: life than everyone experience. I mean, you know, going through 374 00:26:40,560 --> 00:26:45,760 Speaker 1: a divorce while all this is happening is been extra hard. 375 00:26:47,359 --> 00:26:52,560 Speaker 1: But I've had to do And so when you think about, 376 00:26:53,200 --> 00:26:57,719 Speaker 1: you know what other people are going through, you know, 377 00:26:58,760 --> 00:27:00,720 Speaker 1: I don't have to worry about my next meal is 378 00:27:00,760 --> 00:27:04,200 Speaker 1: coming from. I'm thankful that I have a secure living. 379 00:27:04,400 --> 00:27:06,440 Speaker 1: I am thankful that I have a car to drive, 380 00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:08,440 Speaker 1: and I'm thankful that I live in a city like 381 00:27:08,600 --> 00:27:13,960 Speaker 1: Los Angeles. Um where I am not you know, I 382 00:27:14,080 --> 00:27:17,000 Speaker 1: personally am not going to be threatened by an immediate 383 00:27:17,000 --> 00:27:21,560 Speaker 1: future of the weather. Mm hmm. I live in Lake Charles, Louisiana, 384 00:27:24,480 --> 00:27:27,480 Speaker 1: live in New Orleans, Louisiana. I don't live in along 385 00:27:27,520 --> 00:27:31,359 Speaker 1: the Gulf coast that is being assaulted right now by hurricanes. 386 00:27:31,400 --> 00:27:35,840 Speaker 1: If we have allowed to continue to build strength because 387 00:27:35,920 --> 00:27:39,159 Speaker 1: of our inaction on climate change. I have not lived 388 00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:47,320 Speaker 1: in a place where I feel immediately as threatened as 389 00:27:47,320 --> 00:27:51,000 Speaker 1: some of my brothers and sisters. But that I want 390 00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:53,520 Speaker 1: to say this to people who are in my position, 391 00:27:54,280 --> 00:28:01,640 Speaker 1: do not excuse your pain, don't throw would aside simply 392 00:28:01,760 --> 00:28:06,959 Speaker 1: because nobody else is going through something worse. Yes, strong 393 00:28:07,119 --> 00:28:11,199 Speaker 1: for them, and I summon that strength, frankly to do 394 00:28:11,280 --> 00:28:16,720 Speaker 1: my job, but I and to be I mean, I 395 00:28:16,760 --> 00:28:20,000 Speaker 1: summoned that strength to do my job, and I summer 396 00:28:20,640 --> 00:28:24,800 Speaker 1: some of it to be there for my family. UM, 397 00:28:24,880 --> 00:28:29,280 Speaker 1: because some of them have been traumatized by cops. Some 398 00:28:29,440 --> 00:28:34,400 Speaker 1: of them have seen worse than this. Some of them 399 00:28:34,600 --> 00:28:41,200 Speaker 1: have experienced worse than this. You know, and we are 400 00:28:41,200 --> 00:28:46,080 Speaker 1: all human. We all have physical and psychic injuries and 401 00:28:46,240 --> 00:28:51,680 Speaker 1: psychological injuries. UM. We need to tend to them as 402 00:28:51,680 --> 00:28:55,560 Speaker 1: if they are injuries, and do not dismiss them. If 403 00:28:55,680 --> 00:28:58,360 Speaker 1: you can, if you have the wherewithal to do so, 404 00:28:58,840 --> 00:29:05,600 Speaker 1: get therapy. UM. It's me. UM. I want to emphasize vulnerability, 405 00:29:07,040 --> 00:29:10,080 Speaker 1: such as what you just showed us and what we're 406 00:29:10,160 --> 00:29:15,080 Speaker 1: showing each other through our friendship. The vulnerability UM is 407 00:29:15,120 --> 00:29:20,160 Speaker 1: so essential because you have to be unafraid of being 408 00:29:20,200 --> 00:29:25,400 Speaker 1: wrong going to take progress for all of us. I 409 00:29:25,440 --> 00:29:29,320 Speaker 1: am wrong, I've been wronging right, writing, I've been wrong 410 00:29:30,720 --> 00:29:34,800 Speaker 1: my speaking. But you have to be vulnerable enough and 411 00:29:34,880 --> 00:29:39,000 Speaker 1: secure enough to understand that you being wrong is not 412 00:29:39,120 --> 00:29:44,280 Speaker 1: the point. You being wrong is not the point. What 413 00:29:44,520 --> 00:29:49,560 Speaker 1: is the point is do you learn from it? Can 414 00:29:49,640 --> 00:29:54,600 Speaker 1: you learn from it? And you show uh that learning 415 00:29:54,760 --> 00:30:00,000 Speaker 1: or demonstrate that learning in a constructive fashion? And sometimes 416 00:30:00,120 --> 00:30:03,240 Speaker 1: is that construction is sitting down and listening constructive fashion? 417 00:30:03,520 --> 00:30:05,800 Speaker 1: Sometimes that CONSTRUCTI fashion, It is sitting down and listening. 418 00:30:05,880 --> 00:30:08,720 Speaker 1: Sometimes it is action. But you will figure it out. 419 00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:14,880 Speaker 1: Just ask questions, be open, be vulnerable, because if you 420 00:30:14,960 --> 00:30:18,479 Speaker 1: are on guard about all of that stuff all the time, 421 00:30:19,040 --> 00:30:22,960 Speaker 1: it will eat at you and we won't not benefit 422 00:30:23,840 --> 00:30:28,960 Speaker 1: potentially from what you could have contributed. Goes for people 423 00:30:29,040 --> 00:30:35,880 Speaker 1: of every color and creed. So my hope is that 424 00:30:35,960 --> 00:30:42,400 Speaker 1: we can see what is happening in Wisconsin. Uh we're 425 00:30:42,560 --> 00:30:47,640 Speaker 1: here the news about him being about Jacob Blake being 426 00:30:47,760 --> 00:30:57,920 Speaker 1: handcuffed to a bed even though he is paralyzed. I 427 00:30:58,400 --> 00:31:03,320 Speaker 1: just I just that tells me so much about America 428 00:31:03,480 --> 00:31:12,120 Speaker 1: right there, that you know him walking away for the 429 00:31:12,160 --> 00:31:15,760 Speaker 1: fear of God and somebody enough to the point where 430 00:31:16,800 --> 00:31:23,000 Speaker 1: boom boom boom and and or or or let me 431 00:31:23,080 --> 00:31:27,760 Speaker 1: let me actually rephrase that it him walking away was 432 00:31:27,840 --> 00:31:32,920 Speaker 1: so scary in some way, whether it was actually about 433 00:31:33,880 --> 00:31:38,959 Speaker 1: him causing real fear, or his blackness presents a threat. 434 00:31:40,440 --> 00:31:44,320 Speaker 1: These very existence presents a threat to that officer. I 435 00:31:44,400 --> 00:31:47,000 Speaker 1: don't know. What I do know is that we need 436 00:31:47,000 --> 00:31:50,960 Speaker 1: to have systems that make that kind of action impermissible 437 00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:55,880 Speaker 1: unacceptable in this society. And you know, people like that 438 00:31:56,400 --> 00:31:59,160 Speaker 1: do not need to be police officers, because we know 439 00:31:59,280 --> 00:32:01,880 Speaker 1: even that they are makes me not want to call 440 00:32:01,960 --> 00:32:06,360 Speaker 1: the cops. And if I can't all the cops if 441 00:32:06,520 --> 00:32:11,560 Speaker 1: I need help, then the social contract is broken. It's broken. 442 00:32:12,120 --> 00:32:15,560 Speaker 1: And and something I would like to acknowledge is I 443 00:32:15,600 --> 00:32:20,160 Speaker 1: do not believe. And I watched that video by accident. 444 00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:27,719 Speaker 1: I don't. I purposefully try not to add to the 445 00:32:27,760 --> 00:32:32,960 Speaker 1: clicks on things like that. And I was following a 446 00:32:32,960 --> 00:32:35,680 Speaker 1: Twitter a Twitter thread, and then there it was, and 447 00:32:35,680 --> 00:32:38,000 Speaker 1: and I thought, God, damn it. And then when I 448 00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:41,040 Speaker 1: had seen it, I thought, Okay, I've seen it, So 449 00:32:42,240 --> 00:32:45,320 Speaker 1: what I need to do now? And this is so sad, 450 00:32:45,360 --> 00:32:48,160 Speaker 1: I said to myself I need to analyze it so 451 00:32:48,200 --> 00:32:51,360 Speaker 1: I know how to rebut the bullshit that I know 452 00:32:51,600 --> 00:32:54,560 Speaker 1: is coming. And so then I sat there and I 453 00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:57,720 Speaker 1: really watched it more than once, and it was awful. 454 00:32:58,720 --> 00:33:04,080 Speaker 1: And what I saw was not fear. What I saw 455 00:33:04,400 --> 00:33:09,800 Speaker 1: was rage at not being listened to. What I saw 456 00:33:10,240 --> 00:33:13,160 Speaker 1: was the kind of energy I've been on the receiving 457 00:33:13,280 --> 00:33:17,360 Speaker 1: end of from certain men who are so angry that 458 00:33:17,480 --> 00:33:22,560 Speaker 1: I don't obey, who want me to be docile and 459 00:33:22,640 --> 00:33:26,680 Speaker 1: obedient and sweet and to stroke their ego. It was 460 00:33:26,760 --> 00:33:31,240 Speaker 1: a a perversion of that same energy, which is, I 461 00:33:31,320 --> 00:33:36,000 Speaker 1: just gave you a fucking order obey me. I saw 462 00:33:36,040 --> 00:33:40,080 Speaker 1: that man be so angry that Jacob Blake continued to 463 00:33:40,800 --> 00:33:45,160 Speaker 1: completely passively and peacefully walk away from him, and I 464 00:33:45,240 --> 00:33:49,480 Speaker 1: would bet, I would bet that he was saying, I 465 00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:53,280 Speaker 1: am getting back in my vehicle with my children. I 466 00:33:53,360 --> 00:33:58,160 Speaker 1: would bet that he just wanted those cops to know 467 00:33:58,880 --> 00:34:01,160 Speaker 1: I'm not here for this, I'm not doing this. I 468 00:34:01,200 --> 00:34:04,320 Speaker 1: wasn't a part of this. I was breaking up a fight. 469 00:34:04,400 --> 00:34:06,680 Speaker 1: I'm getting in the car with my kids, who I 470 00:34:06,680 --> 00:34:11,400 Speaker 1: would wager we're probably screaming by this point, little children 471 00:34:11,880 --> 00:34:17,600 Speaker 1: seeing a bunch of adults yelling and shouting and pulling guns. 472 00:34:17,640 --> 00:34:22,799 Speaker 1: That's terrifying. And for a father to simply want to 473 00:34:22,840 --> 00:34:29,000 Speaker 1: get back in his vehicle with his children, that's not 474 00:34:29,120 --> 00:34:33,760 Speaker 1: life threatening and that's not scary. So to anyone who 475 00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:38,719 Speaker 1: who even wants to offer the the potential of perhaps 476 00:34:38,760 --> 00:34:42,200 Speaker 1: that officer was afraid, No, he wasn't. You're not afraid 477 00:34:42,239 --> 00:34:46,359 Speaker 1: of someone who is calmly walking away from you. I 478 00:34:46,440 --> 00:34:49,160 Speaker 1: saw that anger on his face when he reached to 479 00:34:49,360 --> 00:34:55,040 Speaker 1: grab Jacob's body and he just started shooting him. You 480 00:34:55,200 --> 00:34:59,200 Speaker 1: cannot shoot a person you are sworn to protect for 481 00:34:59,360 --> 00:35:01,680 Speaker 1: trying to ge in their car with their kids. You 482 00:35:01,840 --> 00:35:06,080 Speaker 1: just can't. And by the way, cops aren't supposed to 483 00:35:06,120 --> 00:35:11,680 Speaker 1: kill guilty people either. They're not supposed to do that. 484 00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:15,759 Speaker 1: Dylan Ruth murdered a church full of people and was 485 00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:21,400 Speaker 1: taken peacefully. Kyle Rittenhouse is a domestic terrorist, by the way, 486 00:35:21,440 --> 00:35:27,400 Speaker 1: with a record, multiple multiple accounts of misdemeanors and charges 487 00:35:27,960 --> 00:35:32,520 Speaker 1: for unlawful behavior, drug possession, all sorts of things. Nobody's 488 00:35:32,520 --> 00:35:36,880 Speaker 1: talking about that. This is not an argument I'm willing 489 00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:42,279 Speaker 1: to stand for. It's just not you do not. You 490 00:35:42,400 --> 00:35:46,120 Speaker 1: do not shoot a person in the back if I, 491 00:35:46,480 --> 00:35:50,280 Speaker 1: a legal gun owner, shot someone in the back who 492 00:35:50,400 --> 00:35:53,520 Speaker 1: let's say, let's say we go back to that potential 493 00:35:53,960 --> 00:35:56,600 Speaker 1: hypothetical example of what would happen to me if I 494 00:35:56,640 --> 00:35:59,600 Speaker 1: were in Brianna and Kenneth's situation, if somebody broke into 495 00:35:59,600 --> 00:36:02,040 Speaker 1: my home, I fired a warning shot, they went bush 496 00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:04,839 Speaker 1: at wronghouse and went to leave, and I shot them 497 00:36:04,840 --> 00:36:08,120 Speaker 1: in the back seven times. I would be charged with murder. 498 00:36:10,000 --> 00:36:12,480 Speaker 1: And I know that because I've been through sheriff's training 499 00:36:12,480 --> 00:36:15,600 Speaker 1: on when you can and cannot legally fire your weapon 500 00:36:15,640 --> 00:36:20,319 Speaker 1: at an intruder in your home. It is illegal. There 501 00:36:20,360 --> 00:36:25,600 Speaker 1: cannot be a double standard. There cannot. And this is 502 00:36:25,640 --> 00:36:28,320 Speaker 1: actually the argument. This is what people are talking about 503 00:36:28,760 --> 00:36:33,719 Speaker 1: in the in the the purposefully agitational phrase defund the police. No, 504 00:36:33,880 --> 00:36:36,359 Speaker 1: that doesn't mean get rid of the police. What it 505 00:36:36,400 --> 00:36:41,239 Speaker 1: means is why why is half of the budget, the 506 00:36:41,400 --> 00:36:44,359 Speaker 1: entire budget of the entire city of Los Angeles given 507 00:36:44,400 --> 00:36:47,440 Speaker 1: to policing. People think the idea of defunding the police 508 00:36:47,440 --> 00:36:50,719 Speaker 1: sounds radical. We've been defunding education for decades. What if 509 00:36:50,760 --> 00:36:53,760 Speaker 1: we put money back into our schools, into computer labs, 510 00:36:53,920 --> 00:36:56,600 Speaker 1: What if we put money back into our park system? 511 00:36:56,640 --> 00:36:59,000 Speaker 1: What if we took some of the money that is 512 00:36:59,040 --> 00:37:02,560 Speaker 1: given to the mill tourrization of our police forces against us, 513 00:37:02,960 --> 00:37:05,799 Speaker 1: and instead when you called nine one, you would say, 514 00:37:05,840 --> 00:37:08,080 Speaker 1: do you have an emergency and need the police? Push one? 515 00:37:08,360 --> 00:37:10,640 Speaker 1: Do you have a mental health crisis and need a 516 00:37:10,640 --> 00:37:13,719 Speaker 1: social worker push to do you? Is there a a 517 00:37:13,760 --> 00:37:16,520 Speaker 1: fire to report or a domestic violence issue or a 518 00:37:16,840 --> 00:37:19,000 Speaker 1: and you would simply push the key for what you 519 00:37:19,040 --> 00:37:22,400 Speaker 1: needed and then the police would just do policing, and 520 00:37:22,440 --> 00:37:24,600 Speaker 1: the social workers would do the social work, and the 521 00:37:24,600 --> 00:37:27,960 Speaker 1: firefighters would fight the fires, and the list would go on. 522 00:37:29,680 --> 00:37:32,319 Speaker 1: We it doesn't have to be like this, And it 523 00:37:32,360 --> 00:37:35,279 Speaker 1: doesn't mean we're waging a war on the cops. It 524 00:37:35,320 --> 00:37:39,319 Speaker 1: means we're asking them to stop waging war on us. Right, 525 00:37:42,719 --> 00:37:48,160 Speaker 1: I think fear least anger number one. When you think 526 00:37:48,200 --> 00:37:55,920 Speaker 1: about that anger, the the get over here boy, listen 527 00:37:55,960 --> 00:37:59,399 Speaker 1: to me. I have authority that kind of anger, right, 528 00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:02,200 Speaker 1: the kind of angry you know we heard about, you 529 00:38:02,239 --> 00:38:05,560 Speaker 1: know from you know, from overseers when they would oversee 530 00:38:05,560 --> 00:38:11,200 Speaker 1: the enslaved um and considering the roots of the profession 531 00:38:11,239 --> 00:38:14,279 Speaker 1: of policing. Uh, it's really you know, in terms of 532 00:38:14,280 --> 00:38:18,160 Speaker 1: slave catching, it's really not all that, uh far afoot 533 00:38:18,360 --> 00:38:24,480 Speaker 1: from where that attitude stems from. And so when we 534 00:38:24,560 --> 00:38:29,920 Speaker 1: think about that man grabbing him by the shirt before 535 00:38:30,040 --> 00:38:36,680 Speaker 1: he fires the shots, I mean, you know, it's just 536 00:38:38,680 --> 00:38:47,399 Speaker 1: an utter, casual, reckless disregard for human life. And if 537 00:38:47,480 --> 00:38:52,040 Speaker 1: you needed to get his attention, if you needed to 538 00:38:52,080 --> 00:38:58,960 Speaker 1: make him stop, just I haven't had any training. I 539 00:38:59,480 --> 00:39:01,000 Speaker 1: know how to I know how to use a gun, 540 00:39:01,239 --> 00:39:03,759 Speaker 1: but I've never had any police training. But I sure 541 00:39:03,800 --> 00:39:05,640 Speaker 1: it's heck know that there are other ways to have 542 00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:10,040 Speaker 1: done that. And so my my thinking is this, when 543 00:39:10,080 --> 00:39:15,560 Speaker 1: you fear blackness, when you fear not having the authority 544 00:39:15,840 --> 00:39:22,080 Speaker 1: over someone who looks like me, uh, that can provoke violence. 545 00:39:22,520 --> 00:39:26,919 Speaker 1: And then what we're seeing large in our country right 546 00:39:26,920 --> 00:39:30,640 Speaker 1: now with the rise of white supremacist violence, with the 547 00:39:30,800 --> 00:39:35,360 Speaker 1: rise of Trump, is uh rhetoric um that that feeds 548 00:39:35,440 --> 00:39:38,960 Speaker 1: these attitudes for the same really not of these people. 549 00:39:39,000 --> 00:39:41,240 Speaker 1: And that's the funny thing, not of these people. They're 550 00:39:41,280 --> 00:39:44,120 Speaker 1: not really actually benefiting from it. They are just being 551 00:39:44,120 --> 00:39:49,120 Speaker 1: made to feel like being white is superior. And so 552 00:39:49,280 --> 00:39:52,320 Speaker 1: even if my healthcare goes away, even if my job 553 00:39:52,800 --> 00:39:56,880 Speaker 1: gets wiped off the board, even if covid um ensures 554 00:39:56,920 --> 00:40:00,160 Speaker 1: that my small business never opens up again, while at 555 00:40:00,239 --> 00:40:04,839 Speaker 1: least I feel better than this black person over here, 556 00:40:05,160 --> 00:40:09,360 Speaker 1: this Hispanic person over here, this indigenous person over there. Um. 557 00:40:09,400 --> 00:40:13,359 Speaker 1: And And we have to something also that you look 558 00:40:13,400 --> 00:40:16,200 Speaker 1: on that I really wanted to hit. We have to 559 00:40:16,239 --> 00:40:20,760 Speaker 1: talk about masculinity in this society and how it feels 560 00:40:22,040 --> 00:40:26,520 Speaker 1: these kinds of racist instance, because listen, there have been 561 00:40:26,640 --> 00:40:31,200 Speaker 1: shootings that have involved female cops killing black people having 562 00:40:31,200 --> 00:40:36,200 Speaker 1: in Oklahoma. It's happened. Listen. I'm not saying that it 563 00:40:36,400 --> 00:40:40,920 Speaker 1: is impossible, but we see a lot of male rage 564 00:40:42,880 --> 00:40:47,359 Speaker 1: in male entitlement that frankly, you know, I'm a guy. 565 00:40:47,440 --> 00:40:52,120 Speaker 1: I mean, I've experienced what it's like to be indoctrinated 566 00:40:52,160 --> 00:40:56,239 Speaker 1: into this notion that you deserve more because you're a 567 00:40:56,280 --> 00:41:01,160 Speaker 1: man or a boy. And it's something we learned early, 568 00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:06,000 Speaker 1: and it is something you have to unlearned and and 569 00:41:06,080 --> 00:41:08,520 Speaker 1: we have to take an active interest. Even if you 570 00:41:08,560 --> 00:41:13,440 Speaker 1: think you are the most liberal, uh progressive feminist dude 571 00:41:13,600 --> 00:41:18,239 Speaker 1: out here, Okay, you may think that you have a 572 00:41:18,239 --> 00:41:21,200 Speaker 1: lot of unlearning to do. I have un learning to do. 573 00:41:21,400 --> 00:41:25,600 Speaker 1: I'm alost forty five. I have unlearning to do. So 574 00:41:27,160 --> 00:41:30,680 Speaker 1: we have to take the approach that we have been 575 00:41:30,680 --> 00:41:33,840 Speaker 1: fed a lot of stuff in the society that someonemes 576 00:41:34,000 --> 00:41:37,640 Speaker 1: in our phone. Sometimes we ingest it because we enjoy it. 577 00:41:37,640 --> 00:41:41,520 Speaker 1: It makes us feel better. And there are powerful people 578 00:41:41,760 --> 00:41:46,320 Speaker 1: who are willing to use that to maintain not your power, 579 00:41:46,360 --> 00:41:50,600 Speaker 1: but their power. Trump doesn't care about these people. He 580 00:41:50,680 --> 00:41:54,760 Speaker 1: cares maintaining his power, and he cares paining it really 581 00:41:55,120 --> 00:41:58,160 Speaker 1: not so that he can serve the working man. He remember, 582 00:41:58,160 --> 00:42:00,399 Speaker 1: he thought talking about I am you were both. That's 583 00:42:00,400 --> 00:42:03,200 Speaker 1: what he said the first uh time he was nominated 584 00:42:03,239 --> 00:42:06,760 Speaker 1: for president. And what has that voice brought them? Hunting 585 00:42:06,840 --> 00:42:12,600 Speaker 1: mean that dad Americans from this place that he's willing 586 00:42:12,600 --> 00:42:18,680 Speaker 1: to spread openly and willingly and without any consequence, all 587 00:42:18,719 --> 00:42:22,040 Speaker 1: for the sake of appearing normal. And then he is, 588 00:42:22,880 --> 00:42:26,279 Speaker 1: you know, willing to let these problems fester whether or 589 00:42:26,320 --> 00:42:30,680 Speaker 1: not he wins or loses um because he has managed 590 00:42:30,760 --> 00:42:34,279 Speaker 1: to build a cult of personality around himself and whole 591 00:42:34,400 --> 00:42:38,280 Speaker 1: mortality says, Hey, anything I do is all right, Everything 592 00:42:38,480 --> 00:42:40,799 Speaker 1: I do was fine, Everything I'm doing is for you. 593 00:42:41,360 --> 00:42:46,840 Speaker 1: And these people believe this stuff. And it's the story, frankly, 594 00:42:46,840 --> 00:42:49,799 Speaker 1: a white supremacy in this country. I mean, it's it's 595 00:42:49,840 --> 00:42:54,400 Speaker 1: how this stuff happens. White supremacy does not feed or 596 00:42:54,440 --> 00:42:58,200 Speaker 1: help all white people. It helps the powerful white people, 597 00:42:59,160 --> 00:43:04,960 Speaker 1: and people understand that they actually even left out of 598 00:43:05,000 --> 00:43:10,120 Speaker 1: this con job that he is operating. I don't know, 599 00:43:10,320 --> 00:43:13,720 Speaker 1: maybe maybe I have. That's the only thing that helps 600 00:43:13,760 --> 00:43:19,960 Speaker 1: me maintain hope. Um, and I hope that people. You know, 601 00:43:20,040 --> 00:43:22,360 Speaker 1: I'm not looking for people to all of a sudden 602 00:43:22,400 --> 00:43:24,759 Speaker 1: switch their votes and all of a sudden they're gonna 603 00:43:24,760 --> 00:43:28,239 Speaker 1: be voting for Biden. Not I'm not looking for that 604 00:43:28,280 --> 00:43:32,839 Speaker 1: because I understand how alluring this white supremacy is. I'm 605 00:43:32,880 --> 00:43:35,200 Speaker 1: not expecting this to be cured immediately. But when I'm 606 00:43:35,239 --> 00:43:38,959 Speaker 1: am hoping is that our society can understand that these 607 00:43:39,000 --> 00:43:43,319 Speaker 1: folks in the Republican Party are pushing an agenda that 608 00:43:43,400 --> 00:43:50,000 Speaker 1: serves blutocracy and the premising it's necessary for that, But 609 00:43:50,360 --> 00:43:54,120 Speaker 1: they are not out here caring about folks who are 610 00:43:54,160 --> 00:43:58,600 Speaker 1: struggling and presentable. You know, I mean he told he 611 00:43:58,680 --> 00:44:02,800 Speaker 1: said that they should close is the Lord's Town Auto plant, 612 00:44:02,840 --> 00:44:05,160 Speaker 1: which is right near where I grew up in northern Ohio, 613 00:44:06,480 --> 00:44:10,440 Speaker 1: because they wouldn't allow them to wear his maga hats 614 00:44:11,080 --> 00:44:17,719 Speaker 1: at work. You want to close a plant now in 615 00:44:17,920 --> 00:44:22,080 Speaker 1: that area, you're talking about wading a lot. It's talking 616 00:44:22,080 --> 00:44:24,799 Speaker 1: about hurting a lot of working class white folks and 617 00:44:24,960 --> 00:44:28,040 Speaker 1: black folks and other folks all were working at this 618 00:44:28,360 --> 00:44:32,200 Speaker 1: massive plant and that you know, and and you want 619 00:44:32,239 --> 00:44:35,840 Speaker 1: to or you want to see all these different things 620 00:44:35,840 --> 00:44:37,840 Speaker 1: go go down, and then you want to like claim 621 00:44:37,960 --> 00:44:41,160 Speaker 1: victory because maybe you reopen something that people don't even need. 622 00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:48,040 Speaker 1: It's this just the massive failure of governance that is 623 00:44:48,640 --> 00:44:51,720 Speaker 1: in this administration is astounding. And I just really need 624 00:44:52,000 --> 00:44:57,279 Speaker 1: people to understand that, you know it is. It is 625 00:44:57,320 --> 00:45:01,160 Speaker 1: not really something that we're going to recover from um 626 00:45:01,320 --> 00:45:06,880 Speaker 1: easily ement of Biden is elected, and we need This 627 00:45:07,080 --> 00:45:11,919 Speaker 1: is on us. And you are white, it's on you 628 00:45:12,080 --> 00:45:15,799 Speaker 1: especially to fix racism. If you are men like I 629 00:45:15,840 --> 00:45:20,160 Speaker 1: am for a man, then it's on us to fix sexism. 630 00:45:20,239 --> 00:45:25,879 Speaker 1: And I'm Kelly Sutton and I'm Amber Anderson, and we 631 00:45:25,960 --> 00:45:28,560 Speaker 1: are the hosts of Country Heat Weekly, the podcast where 632 00:45:28,560 --> 00:45:31,360 Speaker 1: we run down everything that's hot in country music. 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You know, I again, 651 00:46:26,920 --> 00:46:30,000 Speaker 1: I respect you saying you're you're not looking for it 652 00:46:30,040 --> 00:46:33,480 Speaker 1: to or you don't expect it to be fixed overnight, 653 00:46:33,560 --> 00:46:37,960 Speaker 1: or expect people to change their votes. I do m 654 00:46:38,920 --> 00:46:44,520 Speaker 1: I I desperately want us to reclaim some semblance of decency, 655 00:46:45,719 --> 00:46:49,080 Speaker 1: some semblance of willingness to look out for each other. 656 00:46:49,880 --> 00:46:52,800 Speaker 1: You know, I saw this great tweet from a comedian 657 00:46:52,800 --> 00:46:57,000 Speaker 1: who I love last week, and she said, not liking 658 00:46:57,120 --> 00:47:00,840 Speaker 1: Joe Biden as your candidate, So deciding you're not voting 659 00:47:01,280 --> 00:47:03,080 Speaker 1: is kind of like going to Trader Joe's and because 660 00:47:03,080 --> 00:47:06,200 Speaker 1: they're out of dried mango, you throw yourself into oncoming traffic. 661 00:47:08,800 --> 00:47:13,120 Speaker 1: But I was like, honestly, that's really great. You don't 662 00:47:13,200 --> 00:47:17,000 Speaker 1: have to be the most excited. It's there is. There 663 00:47:17,080 --> 00:47:19,839 Speaker 1: is a real need for us to remember that it's 664 00:47:19,880 --> 00:47:23,719 Speaker 1: not all about us, it's about our country. And I 665 00:47:23,800 --> 00:47:27,800 Speaker 1: know for a fact, I've got friends, I've got family. 666 00:47:28,239 --> 00:47:30,920 Speaker 1: You know, I was in Oklahoma recently. There's a lot 667 00:47:31,000 --> 00:47:34,239 Speaker 1: of people who are afraid of what they're hearing from 668 00:47:34,320 --> 00:47:37,360 Speaker 1: right wing media in the middle of the country about 669 00:47:37,440 --> 00:47:41,279 Speaker 1: the progressives, and you know how how radical this is. 670 00:47:41,880 --> 00:47:46,000 Speaker 1: And some of our favorite leaders aren't that palatable to them, 671 00:47:46,239 --> 00:47:49,439 Speaker 1: but Joe Biden is. And guess what, Donald Trump isn't 672 00:47:49,440 --> 00:47:52,200 Speaker 1: palatable to me, but he might have been palatable to 673 00:47:52,280 --> 00:47:54,439 Speaker 1: some of those voters who now are willing to vote 674 00:47:54,480 --> 00:47:57,839 Speaker 1: for Joe. And guess what that works for me? If 675 00:47:57,880 --> 00:48:02,520 Speaker 1: we collectively get a leader who works for more more 676 00:48:02,640 --> 00:48:06,400 Speaker 1: of us than not, that's our fucking job as citizens. 677 00:48:06,719 --> 00:48:08,960 Speaker 1: And then it's our job to get super active in 678 00:48:09,000 --> 00:48:13,080 Speaker 1: local politics to elect the kind of mayors and congress 679 00:48:13,120 --> 00:48:17,960 Speaker 1: people and senators who will hold Joe and Kamala accountable 680 00:48:18,200 --> 00:48:22,040 Speaker 1: to being better representatives for all of us. You know, 681 00:48:22,120 --> 00:48:25,440 Speaker 1: people who who shipped all over their records really upset 682 00:48:25,480 --> 00:48:28,640 Speaker 1: me because here's the difference. Trump will double down on 683 00:48:28,719 --> 00:48:31,600 Speaker 1: his monstrous behavior and say I can do whatever I want, 684 00:48:32,400 --> 00:48:35,560 Speaker 1: and Joe has said, you know what, we thought we 685 00:48:35,560 --> 00:48:37,319 Speaker 1: were doing the best we could with the information that 686 00:48:37,360 --> 00:48:38,960 Speaker 1: we had, and now we know better and we're going 687 00:48:39,000 --> 00:48:42,480 Speaker 1: to do better. And he does it over and over again. 688 00:48:42,640 --> 00:48:44,720 Speaker 1: And that's what I want in a leader. There's nobody 689 00:48:44,719 --> 00:48:47,880 Speaker 1: who's been in politics since the seventies or the nineties 690 00:48:48,040 --> 00:48:50,640 Speaker 1: who hasn't been a part of something that hasn't been 691 00:48:50,680 --> 00:48:53,360 Speaker 1: that hasn't turned out great for us. That's not possible. 692 00:48:54,000 --> 00:48:56,640 Speaker 1: The point is to you to exactly what you said 693 00:48:56,640 --> 00:48:59,479 Speaker 1: about yourself as an individual. You can look at where 694 00:48:59,480 --> 00:49:02,680 Speaker 1: you've made mistakes in your writing, where you at the 695 00:49:02,719 --> 00:49:04,719 Speaker 1: time we're telling the truth in the best way that 696 00:49:04,760 --> 00:49:07,600 Speaker 1: you knew it, and said, hey, I've since learned, and 697 00:49:07,640 --> 00:49:10,120 Speaker 1: so I've changed my mind I've since learned, so I've 698 00:49:10,120 --> 00:49:14,080 Speaker 1: gotten more specific. That's that's the great power each of 699 00:49:14,160 --> 00:49:20,360 Speaker 1: us has is the ability to consistently evolve, be more educated, 700 00:49:20,440 --> 00:49:23,719 Speaker 1: no more facts, be more willing to hear about other 701 00:49:23,719 --> 00:49:28,680 Speaker 1: people's experiences, and be better to each other. So maybe 702 00:49:28,680 --> 00:49:32,200 Speaker 1: it's crazy, maybe it's inappropriate, but absolutely I have an expectation. 703 00:49:32,719 --> 00:49:36,759 Speaker 1: I I want to launch a rallying cry for all 704 00:49:36,840 --> 00:49:39,239 Speaker 1: of us to show up and do the right thing, 705 00:49:39,440 --> 00:49:44,360 Speaker 1: even if it isn't our favorite thing, because not doing something, 706 00:49:44,560 --> 00:49:47,880 Speaker 1: not voting, not showing up, this is This is the 707 00:49:47,960 --> 00:49:50,840 Speaker 1: moment where democracy lives or dies. This is the moment 708 00:49:50,840 --> 00:49:53,640 Speaker 1: where the United States gets back on track to be 709 00:49:53,680 --> 00:49:56,960 Speaker 1: held accountable, to live up to her ideals, or we 710 00:49:57,160 --> 00:50:02,400 Speaker 1: literally become Russia. And we see the quote enemies of 711 00:50:02,400 --> 00:50:05,480 Speaker 1: the president, the progressives, the people who don't agree with him, 712 00:50:05,640 --> 00:50:08,840 Speaker 1: wind up getting poisoned. They're already getting killed. We we 713 00:50:08,960 --> 00:50:13,120 Speaker 1: see elections like just happened in Belarus where the people 714 00:50:13,239 --> 00:50:15,959 Speaker 1: voted in a new leader and it doesn't matter because 715 00:50:15,960 --> 00:50:18,640 Speaker 1: the dictator said, no, I'm still the president. We either 716 00:50:18,800 --> 00:50:23,560 Speaker 1: become that or we we get back on track and 717 00:50:23,600 --> 00:50:29,080 Speaker 1: we get better. Those are our options. Yeah, I think 718 00:50:29,080 --> 00:50:32,799 Speaker 1: we really need to understand that everyone. I think to 719 00:50:32,880 --> 00:50:35,200 Speaker 1: make this progress that we're both talking about that we 720 00:50:35,280 --> 00:50:40,200 Speaker 1: both want, we need only to embrace a a real 721 00:50:40,960 --> 00:50:45,640 Speaker 1: collective sense of critical thinking. We need to understand that 722 00:50:45,760 --> 00:50:52,160 Speaker 1: critical thinking about ourselves, about this country, about everything that 723 00:50:52,280 --> 00:50:56,239 Speaker 1: is happening, from even the leaders that we vote in ourselves, 724 00:50:56,320 --> 00:50:59,080 Speaker 1: the leaders who we approve of, we need to be 725 00:50:59,120 --> 00:51:02,080 Speaker 1: critical about then. And that's one of the reasons why frankly, 726 00:51:02,120 --> 00:51:05,319 Speaker 1: I love my job so much, because it's essentially it 727 00:51:05,400 --> 00:51:09,160 Speaker 1: pays you to learn, and it pays you to be 728 00:51:09,400 --> 00:51:15,440 Speaker 1: critical of everybody. I mean, we're opposed to not mistrust people. 729 00:51:15,480 --> 00:51:19,680 Speaker 1: I think that's different than being a critical thinker. What 730 00:51:19,719 --> 00:51:22,200 Speaker 1: you were supposed to do is investigate. What you're supposed 731 00:51:22,200 --> 00:51:24,520 Speaker 1: to do is be a responsible citizen and be informed. 732 00:51:24,920 --> 00:51:30,319 Speaker 1: And I live by that Baldwind quote. You know, I 733 00:51:30,360 --> 00:51:32,520 Speaker 1: love America more than any other country in the world, 734 00:51:32,560 --> 00:51:35,000 Speaker 1: and exactly for this reason, I just on the right 735 00:51:35,440 --> 00:51:41,840 Speaker 1: to criticize her perpetually. It's background. Yes, I just talked 736 00:51:41,840 --> 00:51:48,640 Speaker 1: about this yesterday. Yes, it's my favorite. Yeah, that to 737 00:51:48,719 --> 00:51:51,640 Speaker 1: me is that that is the quote that animates my work. 738 00:51:52,400 --> 00:51:55,640 Speaker 1: That is the quote that keeps me going I do 739 00:51:56,000 --> 00:51:59,440 Speaker 1: my country, and I think that black people, frankly, have 740 00:51:59,600 --> 00:52:03,520 Speaker 1: shown their love for country more than almost any other group. 741 00:52:03,800 --> 00:52:07,320 Speaker 1: It's not a competition. I do think that it's astounding 742 00:52:08,239 --> 00:52:16,080 Speaker 1: the idea that or the suggestion that black people demanding 743 00:52:16,520 --> 00:52:21,200 Speaker 1: equal rights, demanding equal treatment under the law, uh, and 744 00:52:21,440 --> 00:52:26,840 Speaker 1: women in indigenous groups and all these different marginalized populations 745 00:52:26,960 --> 00:52:30,880 Speaker 1: doing the same thing for themselves is somehow a strike 746 00:52:31,000 --> 00:52:35,080 Speaker 1: against America. It is we're seeking to improve this country, 747 00:52:35,120 --> 00:52:37,960 Speaker 1: we're seeking to have it. As Martin Luther King said, 748 00:52:37,960 --> 00:52:40,560 Speaker 1: be true to what you said on paper. You are 749 00:52:41,600 --> 00:52:47,399 Speaker 1: ideals in this country. And well, only these people get 750 00:52:47,400 --> 00:52:50,200 Speaker 1: to take advantage of this ideal. Only these people have 751 00:52:50,280 --> 00:52:53,640 Speaker 1: the potential to fulfill that ideal within their lives, within 752 00:52:53,719 --> 00:52:57,520 Speaker 1: their within their existence here. You, on the other hand, 753 00:52:58,320 --> 00:53:01,600 Speaker 1: do not. You have the opportunity to live up to 754 00:53:01,680 --> 00:53:05,000 Speaker 1: a certain point of the ideal. And if you're lucky, 755 00:53:05,160 --> 00:53:08,080 Speaker 1: maybe if you can run a fast forty, or you 756 00:53:08,080 --> 00:53:11,440 Speaker 1: can dunk a basketball, or you can uh, you know, 757 00:53:11,760 --> 00:53:14,759 Speaker 1: score hockey goals or what have you, then you are 758 00:53:16,080 --> 00:53:22,080 Speaker 1: able potentially two taste a little bit of it. But 759 00:53:22,120 --> 00:53:26,000 Speaker 1: when you leave that baseball field or that boxing ring 760 00:53:26,480 --> 00:53:29,400 Speaker 1: or whatever feel to play that you may be involved, 761 00:53:29,400 --> 00:53:33,400 Speaker 1: and then I can still pull you over and I 762 00:53:33,400 --> 00:53:40,200 Speaker 1: can consider you ana. And that is to me the 763 00:53:40,280 --> 00:53:44,239 Speaker 1: animating part of not just my word in terms of 764 00:53:44,280 --> 00:53:47,840 Speaker 1: what I try to do, try to make this push 765 00:53:47,880 --> 00:53:51,520 Speaker 1: people who are in power to be better. But I 766 00:53:51,520 --> 00:53:53,560 Speaker 1: mean I saw it this week with you know, with 767 00:53:53,600 --> 00:53:58,520 Speaker 1: the n A, n B A, the A, MLS, MLB 768 00:53:59,640 --> 00:54:03,759 Speaker 1: golf and tennis athletes saying, hey, uh we can take 769 00:54:03,760 --> 00:54:07,319 Speaker 1: a pause NFL practices. You know, got chick. I mean, 770 00:54:07,719 --> 00:54:11,279 Speaker 1: it gets spread. This is not going to stop. It's 771 00:54:11,320 --> 00:54:13,839 Speaker 1: not going to be limited to August. Of course, four 772 00:54:13,960 --> 00:54:16,480 Speaker 1: years to the day that Colin Kaepernick first took a 773 00:54:16,560 --> 00:54:22,400 Speaker 1: knee during a preseason game to progress and systemic racism. 774 00:54:22,520 --> 00:54:27,880 Speaker 1: We are not going to see that end just on 775 00:54:27,960 --> 00:54:31,319 Speaker 1: that day. Yeah, and the layoffs may be back on 776 00:54:31,400 --> 00:54:35,560 Speaker 1: this weekend. But don't don't get it twisted. They have 777 00:54:35,680 --> 00:54:41,719 Speaker 1: made it clear that if I am displeased with the 778 00:54:41,760 --> 00:54:44,680 Speaker 1: state of this country, I will deprive you of my 779 00:54:44,880 --> 00:54:52,400 Speaker 1: entertainment and and of the corporate profits that that entertainment provides. 780 00:54:52,920 --> 00:54:55,960 Speaker 1: The irony of Jared Kushner having the nerve to say, well, 781 00:54:55,960 --> 00:54:57,880 Speaker 1: it must be nice that the NBA players have the 782 00:54:58,000 --> 00:55:00,200 Speaker 1: you know, money to where they can take a day off. 783 00:55:00,239 --> 00:55:04,560 Speaker 1: They're not taking a day off, they are striking, and 784 00:55:04,600 --> 00:55:09,120 Speaker 1: what they are doing is denying the profits they make 785 00:55:09,560 --> 00:55:14,879 Speaker 1: two corporate owners, corporate sponsors. They are creating a seismic 786 00:55:15,880 --> 00:55:22,560 Speaker 1: wave in our actual economy in that day, in that moment, 787 00:55:22,600 --> 00:55:27,120 Speaker 1: on the following days, it matters because if all, if 788 00:55:27,160 --> 00:55:30,040 Speaker 1: all we seem to care about in this country is capitalism, okay, 789 00:55:30,080 --> 00:55:34,000 Speaker 1: we can disrupt that. We we can absolutely put a 790 00:55:34,040 --> 00:55:37,600 Speaker 1: pause on that. And and you know it's also not 791 00:55:37,680 --> 00:55:39,719 Speaker 1: last I mean, I must just say that this might 792 00:55:39,880 --> 00:55:41,839 Speaker 1: be good for the folks at home to who need 793 00:55:41,960 --> 00:55:45,360 Speaker 1: again the AMMO to argue. It's not lost on me 794 00:55:45,400 --> 00:55:47,760 Speaker 1: that Jared Kushner has the nerve to say that about 795 00:55:47,760 --> 00:55:51,279 Speaker 1: a bunch of professional athletes when he's literally the son 796 00:55:51,320 --> 00:55:54,400 Speaker 1: of a criminal billionaire whose daddy paid his way into college, 797 00:55:54,600 --> 00:55:57,520 Speaker 1: who then became the son in law of another criminal billionaire, 798 00:55:57,680 --> 00:56:01,080 Speaker 1: who has increased his personal wealth by one million dollars 799 00:56:01,160 --> 00:56:04,520 Speaker 1: a year working in the White House, which is a 800 00:56:04,520 --> 00:56:08,239 Speaker 1: clear violation of the emoluments Clause. Uh. And the fact 801 00:56:08,239 --> 00:56:10,239 Speaker 1: that he has even given a position in the White 802 00:56:10,239 --> 00:56:15,800 Speaker 1: House despite having not passed a security clearance is criminal nepotism. 803 00:56:15,880 --> 00:56:20,160 Speaker 1: So he has no right to criticize people who have 804 00:56:20,280 --> 00:56:26,560 Speaker 1: made themselves the most elite athletes in the world, using 805 00:56:26,640 --> 00:56:32,160 Speaker 1: their power, spending their privilege to defend their community. That man, 806 00:56:32,560 --> 00:56:36,600 Speaker 1: that boy means to sit down, shut up, and perhaps 807 00:56:36,680 --> 00:56:40,719 Speaker 1: learn how to disrupt a system that is not working 808 00:56:40,800 --> 00:56:44,480 Speaker 1: for people. Because if he perhaps put up any form 809 00:56:44,520 --> 00:56:47,520 Speaker 1: of protest in the White House, maybe his father in 810 00:56:47,600 --> 00:56:50,640 Speaker 1: law wouldn't be behaving like a tyrant or a want 811 00:56:50,640 --> 00:56:58,239 Speaker 1: to be king. But again, you know, and so you 812 00:56:58,360 --> 00:57:02,120 Speaker 1: have a guy and pushner who says it might must 813 00:57:02,200 --> 00:57:09,319 Speaker 1: be nice for these millionaires to take, well would take 814 00:57:09,360 --> 00:57:12,560 Speaker 1: in the last four years of off and and to 815 00:57:12,600 --> 00:57:16,280 Speaker 1: your point about the cost to us, obviously we're looking 816 00:57:16,320 --> 00:57:20,120 Speaker 1: at a hundred and eighty thousand dead Americans, which somehow 817 00:57:21,200 --> 00:57:26,080 Speaker 1: right wing media has made acceptable to apparently six of 818 00:57:26,080 --> 00:57:28,760 Speaker 1: Republicans they think that's okay. And this is the same 819 00:57:28,760 --> 00:57:31,240 Speaker 1: media that called for Obama to resign when two people 820 00:57:31,280 --> 00:57:33,880 Speaker 1: died of Obola. I just want to put that in context. 821 00:57:34,280 --> 00:57:37,560 Speaker 1: We're we are now having a nine eleven every four days, 822 00:57:38,920 --> 00:57:42,120 Speaker 1: that's how many Americans are dying it's it's insane. And 823 00:57:42,120 --> 00:57:46,160 Speaker 1: when you talk about Trump being completely derelict in his 824 00:57:46,240 --> 00:57:51,640 Speaker 1: duty simply just taking time off. UM. As of last July, 825 00:57:52,720 --> 00:57:57,400 Speaker 1: Trump's golfing had costed Americans over a hundred and ten 826 00:57:58,040 --> 00:58:02,600 Speaker 1: million dollars in tax are money he golfs. I believe 827 00:58:02,640 --> 00:58:04,880 Speaker 1: it's one of every four or one of every five 828 00:58:05,000 --> 00:58:09,040 Speaker 1: days of his presidency UM a hundred and five million dollars. 829 00:58:09,080 --> 00:58:12,400 Speaker 1: The estimation that if he's reelected, his golf trips will 830 00:58:12,440 --> 00:58:15,960 Speaker 1: cost our economy three hundred and forty five million dollars 831 00:58:16,520 --> 00:58:19,760 Speaker 1: if he's the president for eight years. And this is 832 00:58:19,800 --> 00:58:22,400 Speaker 1: a man who had the nerve to tell us that 833 00:58:22,680 --> 00:58:26,200 Speaker 1: Obama was golfing, and he actually at a campaign rally 834 00:58:26,240 --> 00:58:29,479 Speaker 1: in sixteen talked about his golf course in Miami and said, 835 00:58:29,480 --> 00:58:31,600 Speaker 1: and I quote, I love golf, but if I were 836 00:58:31,600 --> 00:58:33,280 Speaker 1: in the White House, I don't think I'd ever see 837 00:58:33,280 --> 00:58:36,040 Speaker 1: Turnberry again. I don't think i'd ever see Doral again. 838 00:58:36,120 --> 00:58:38,800 Speaker 1: I don't think i'd see anything. I just want to 839 00:58:38,840 --> 00:58:40,720 Speaker 1: stay in the White House and work my ass off. 840 00:58:42,760 --> 00:58:46,480 Speaker 1: So when people want to say that supposedly, by the way, 841 00:58:46,520 --> 00:58:49,840 Speaker 1: supposedly the president donates his four hundred thousand dollar years salary. 842 00:58:51,560 --> 00:58:56,600 Speaker 1: He's cost us a hundred and ten million dollars. That 843 00:58:56,680 --> 00:59:01,320 Speaker 1: was as of last year. Where where do you think 844 00:59:01,320 --> 00:59:03,960 Speaker 1: we are now? A hundred and fifty million dollars? I 845 00:59:04,000 --> 00:59:07,560 Speaker 1: don't really care. And Trump also supposedly ran a cancer charity, 846 00:59:07,560 --> 00:59:08,960 Speaker 1: and then we found out he took all the money 847 00:59:09,000 --> 00:59:11,800 Speaker 1: and spent it on himself. So I'm not really I'm 848 00:59:11,800 --> 00:59:15,840 Speaker 1: not confident that the man is donating his presidential salary 849 00:59:15,960 --> 00:59:19,600 Speaker 1: to charity because we know what that means to him. 850 00:59:19,640 --> 00:59:23,520 Speaker 1: And so again, you know, when we analyze all of 851 00:59:23,560 --> 00:59:27,480 Speaker 1: this stuff, you know, top to bottom. You said it earlier, 852 00:59:27,480 --> 00:59:34,280 Speaker 1: the system is broken. We need we need to we 853 00:59:34,320 --> 00:59:38,320 Speaker 1: need to see each other. And I know, for me, 854 00:59:38,400 --> 00:59:43,840 Speaker 1: at least, I'm willing to sit down with anybody. I'm 855 00:59:43,840 --> 00:59:47,040 Speaker 1: willing to welcome anybody to our side, anybody who says, 856 00:59:47,480 --> 00:59:51,000 Speaker 1: you know what. I may not know everything. I may 857 00:59:51,000 --> 00:59:53,520 Speaker 1: not be right about everything I know. I'm certainly not, 858 00:59:53,600 --> 00:59:56,440 Speaker 1: by the way, but I I want to be on 859 00:59:56,480 --> 00:59:59,880 Speaker 1: the side of my neighbors, of my community. I wanna 860 01:00:00,440 --> 01:00:03,320 Speaker 1: I want to figure out how to make the things 861 01:00:03,360 --> 01:00:05,760 Speaker 1: I love about America the things that everyone can love 862 01:00:05,760 --> 01:00:08,680 Speaker 1: about America. I want to make sure that whatever privilege 863 01:00:08,680 --> 01:00:11,720 Speaker 1: I have, everybody gets to have it. Anyone who wants 864 01:00:11,720 --> 01:00:15,680 Speaker 1: to do that, come on over. You don't have to 865 01:00:15,720 --> 01:00:19,160 Speaker 1: know everything. We're all learning together all the time. But 866 01:00:19,520 --> 01:00:25,840 Speaker 1: unless we really get frank and specific in our language 867 01:00:25,840 --> 01:00:28,360 Speaker 1: and in our acknowledgement of what is happening, we are 868 01:00:28,360 --> 01:00:32,320 Speaker 1: going to keep making excuses for the toxicity that poisons 869 01:00:32,360 --> 01:00:36,120 Speaker 1: all of us. All of us are at risk in 870 01:00:36,120 --> 01:00:43,400 Speaker 1: a system like this. And I share, I share your hope, 871 01:00:43,760 --> 01:00:48,320 Speaker 1: I truly do. UM, I hope that there are people 872 01:00:48,400 --> 01:00:54,520 Speaker 1: who understand the greater purpose of America. That America, Yes, 873 01:00:54,640 --> 01:00:57,080 Speaker 1: may have been founded by you know, a lot of 874 01:00:57,840 --> 01:01:02,240 Speaker 1: you know, slaveholding white men. Uh, you know, it was 875 01:01:02,800 --> 01:01:07,240 Speaker 1: largely built to reinforce their privileges and their ability to 876 01:01:08,000 --> 01:01:12,560 Speaker 1: maintain that institution. That being said, there have been a 877 01:01:12,560 --> 01:01:15,439 Speaker 1: lot of corrections since then, and a lot of work 878 01:01:16,000 --> 01:01:19,880 Speaker 1: and a lot of bloodshed to make those corrections. Um, 879 01:01:20,120 --> 01:01:25,280 Speaker 1: we cannot go forward thinking that we're going to continue 880 01:01:25,360 --> 01:01:29,360 Speaker 1: to need to see more bloodshed, more bodies pile up 881 01:01:29,520 --> 01:01:33,560 Speaker 1: in order to make change. Change is easier than this. 882 01:01:34,320 --> 01:01:38,760 Speaker 1: We can't make it easier if we want to. As 883 01:01:38,640 --> 01:01:45,760 Speaker 1: a but you know, here you know, power is intoxicating. 884 01:01:47,120 --> 01:01:53,560 Speaker 1: Racism is intoxicating for a lot of people, certainly intoxicated. UM. 885 01:01:53,800 --> 01:01:58,920 Speaker 1: And we need to, like you said, get these toxins out, 886 01:01:59,600 --> 01:02:04,880 Speaker 1: um how we read them. I mean, frankly, I've been 887 01:02:04,880 --> 01:02:08,200 Speaker 1: wrestling with this a lot, UM because I've interviewed Stacy 888 01:02:08,280 --> 01:02:11,720 Speaker 1: Abrams a number of times, and you know, I felt that, 889 01:02:12,200 --> 01:02:14,200 Speaker 1: you know, in her race. I thought that was like, Okay, 890 01:02:14,320 --> 01:02:16,680 Speaker 1: there's a new pathway to victory. It's not really about 891 01:02:16,720 --> 01:02:21,080 Speaker 1: catering to you know, these these these Obama Trump voters, 892 01:02:21,160 --> 01:02:23,280 Speaker 1: These these people who stay there on the fence, but 893 01:02:23,320 --> 01:02:26,040 Speaker 1: actually when they go on the booth when everything's quiet, 894 01:02:26,080 --> 01:02:29,680 Speaker 1: they end up pulling the lever for the Republican UM. 895 01:02:29,760 --> 01:02:32,800 Speaker 1: And they just can't see themselves voting for say, a 896 01:02:32,920 --> 01:02:38,480 Speaker 1: black woman to be governor of Georgia. UM. I think that, Yes, 897 01:02:38,600 --> 01:02:42,560 Speaker 1: I think mobilizing as many people on our side and 898 01:02:42,600 --> 01:02:47,840 Speaker 1: animating them too, you know, get go forth and defeat 899 01:02:47,920 --> 01:02:53,280 Speaker 1: this menace, uh is I think the priority. But yeah, 900 01:02:53,440 --> 01:02:56,440 Speaker 1: we'll take converts. But they just have to be like I, 901 01:02:56,720 --> 01:03:00,800 Speaker 1: like I said before, critical thinkers, UM, and and be 902 01:03:00,840 --> 01:03:05,439 Speaker 1: willing to understand that. You know, they're going to make 903 01:03:05,440 --> 01:03:11,000 Speaker 1: some stakes, and and that has to be okay. And 904 01:03:11,040 --> 01:03:17,960 Speaker 1: I think, to your point, if we can apply the 905 01:03:18,080 --> 01:03:22,920 Speaker 1: same kind of willingness to be introspective about our own lives, 906 01:03:23,480 --> 01:03:27,320 Speaker 1: you know, we we are living in a time where 907 01:03:27,400 --> 01:03:31,080 Speaker 1: mental health and self care are being acknowledged in better 908 01:03:31,120 --> 01:03:34,480 Speaker 1: ways than ever. And so if we talk about how 909 01:03:34,480 --> 01:03:36,760 Speaker 1: do I take care of myself? How do I analyze 910 01:03:36,800 --> 01:03:40,200 Speaker 1: my experiences and whatever trauma I've gone through, how do 911 01:03:40,240 --> 01:03:42,600 Speaker 1: I how do I grow? How do I be a 912 01:03:42,600 --> 01:03:50,440 Speaker 1: better friend, lover, partner, daughter, son, parent, sibling, You know, 913 01:03:52,320 --> 01:03:54,760 Speaker 1: we can do the same thing with how we fit 914 01:03:54,840 --> 01:03:59,840 Speaker 1: into America. We can acknowledge that to your point, yes, 915 01:04:00,040 --> 01:04:04,000 Speaker 1: a bunch of white men who owned slaves founded this country, 916 01:04:04,440 --> 01:04:07,160 Speaker 1: but in their ideation of what this country could be, 917 01:04:07,680 --> 01:04:15,800 Speaker 1: they actually saw past themselves, past their own limitations. They 918 01:04:15,840 --> 01:04:18,320 Speaker 1: sent goals for this place that were bigger than what 919 01:04:18,400 --> 01:04:21,280 Speaker 1: they were capable of seeing because of the time and 920 01:04:21,400 --> 01:04:24,760 Speaker 1: place and prejudice they were born in. And that's the 921 01:04:24,880 --> 01:04:28,640 Speaker 1: gift for us. That's how we hold both. That's how 922 01:04:28,680 --> 01:04:31,800 Speaker 1: we say this is the way those men failed our ideals, 923 01:04:31,880 --> 01:04:35,440 Speaker 1: and they also created them. That's how you know me 924 01:04:35,680 --> 01:04:38,919 Speaker 1: and Brittany pack Nick Cunningham and Mina Harris can talk 925 01:04:38,960 --> 01:04:43,520 Speaker 1: about the the hundredth anniversary of women's suffrage and acknowledge 926 01:04:43,560 --> 01:04:46,200 Speaker 1: that it was an immense win and also a failure 927 01:04:46,240 --> 01:04:50,760 Speaker 1: because it didn't protect all women both and the real 928 01:04:50,920 --> 01:04:54,360 Speaker 1: way to participate in society and also push it to 929 01:04:54,440 --> 01:05:01,000 Speaker 1: be better is to hold its incredible promise and inspiration 930 01:05:01,120 --> 01:05:03,680 Speaker 1: and success and also acknowledge the ways in which it 931 01:05:03,720 --> 01:05:08,200 Speaker 1: falls short, so that every year from now and hereafter 932 01:05:08,400 --> 01:05:11,240 Speaker 1: we can push it to catch up for the falls. 933 01:05:11,600 --> 01:05:14,000 Speaker 1: We can make those falls smaller and smaller. We can 934 01:05:14,000 --> 01:05:17,440 Speaker 1: create a more equitable society. We can build a bigger table, 935 01:05:17,520 --> 01:05:20,760 Speaker 1: we can grow the economy. The irony here is that 936 01:05:20,800 --> 01:05:23,400 Speaker 1: everyone's in this scarcity mentality where they're scared that if 937 01:05:23,440 --> 01:05:25,720 Speaker 1: women get power, or black people get power, or brown 938 01:05:25,760 --> 01:05:29,000 Speaker 1: people get power, what's going to happen to them? And 939 01:05:29,000 --> 01:05:32,720 Speaker 1: the reality is that everyone just has more power. Right, 940 01:05:32,880 --> 01:05:39,000 Speaker 1: It's truly not. I mean simply in my experience as 941 01:05:39,040 --> 01:05:42,960 Speaker 1: a woman just analyzing looking at the analysis and research 942 01:05:43,000 --> 01:05:47,720 Speaker 1: around the data that comes from what would happen if 943 01:05:47,840 --> 01:05:52,600 Speaker 1: women were actually paid equally to men. The United States 944 01:05:52,600 --> 01:05:57,920 Speaker 1: economy would grow by two trillion dollars. We wouldn't actually 945 01:05:57,960 --> 01:06:00,320 Speaker 1: be in this financial suffering. We wouldn't be trying to 946 01:06:00,360 --> 01:06:02,400 Speaker 1: figure out what we can afford as a country, because 947 01:06:02,400 --> 01:06:05,400 Speaker 1: we'd be able to afford it all. So imagine if 948 01:06:05,480 --> 01:06:09,280 Speaker 1: every single person who has been held back was suddenly 949 01:06:09,360 --> 01:06:13,080 Speaker 1: made whole. Imagine the trillions and trillions and trillions of 950 01:06:13,160 --> 01:06:17,240 Speaker 1: dollars that our economy would be bigger. You know, there's 951 01:06:17,320 --> 01:06:20,560 Speaker 1: there's quite literally enough for all of us. We can 952 01:06:20,600 --> 01:06:26,040 Speaker 1: grow it together. And that's why I lament quite a 953 01:06:26,040 --> 01:06:31,520 Speaker 1: lot about what a this might sound like an on 954 01:06:31,800 --> 01:06:34,280 Speaker 1: term to apply to it, but what a wasted opportunity 955 01:06:34,960 --> 01:06:40,120 Speaker 1: the COVID has been because here is a disease that 956 01:06:40,240 --> 01:06:44,480 Speaker 1: we can all catch, that we can spread like wildfire 957 01:06:44,920 --> 01:06:50,480 Speaker 1: if we do not collectively take action, and or that 958 01:06:50,560 --> 01:06:55,240 Speaker 1: we are protecting one another by wearing our maths, by 959 01:06:55,240 --> 01:06:59,240 Speaker 1: by being isolated, by staying at home, and being responsible 960 01:06:59,320 --> 01:07:03,640 Speaker 1: by not to bars uh and to into other places 961 01:07:03,680 --> 01:07:06,520 Speaker 1: of business that we have no business being in while 962 01:07:06,560 --> 01:07:11,720 Speaker 1: there is a raging you know, pestilence in our society. Uh. 963 01:07:11,760 --> 01:07:15,200 Speaker 1: You know, it can wait, folks, it can wait. And 964 01:07:15,480 --> 01:07:19,720 Speaker 1: you would think that people would understand, Hey, we have 965 01:07:19,760 --> 01:07:24,000 Speaker 1: an opportunity here to have some to to have some healing, 966 01:07:24,120 --> 01:07:29,720 Speaker 1: because everybody can catch this, So it's not good if 967 01:07:29,760 --> 01:07:32,760 Speaker 1: black people catch them. It's not good if Latina and 968 01:07:32,880 --> 01:07:37,520 Speaker 1: Latinas catch us. It's not good if insues people catch 969 01:07:37,600 --> 01:07:42,840 Speaker 1: this and it spreads like wildfire in their communities. It's 970 01:07:42,920 --> 01:07:48,320 Speaker 1: not good for us because we could be around them, okay, 971 01:07:48,520 --> 01:07:51,840 Speaker 1: and everyone can be as around each other, So we 972 01:07:51,880 --> 01:07:54,040 Speaker 1: should be making sure that we are taking care of 973 01:07:54,040 --> 01:07:58,360 Speaker 1: our neighbors. But instead, what we've seen from way too 974 01:07:58,360 --> 01:08:02,440 Speaker 1: many people, and we're getting back into how masculinely feeds us. 975 01:08:02,680 --> 01:08:06,200 Speaker 1: We've seen way too and in particular not wearing their 976 01:08:06,280 --> 01:08:10,560 Speaker 1: masks because I guess they feel like, you know, our 977 01:08:10,600 --> 01:08:14,520 Speaker 1: our chromoomes protect us. I don't know, and like no, 978 01:08:14,600 --> 01:08:18,680 Speaker 1: men are getting sick from this thing, um and they 979 01:08:18,720 --> 01:08:22,400 Speaker 1: feel like they just need themselves. Uh, you know that, 980 01:08:22,600 --> 01:08:25,200 Speaker 1: like we need to live our lives. Well, yeah, you 981 01:08:25,240 --> 01:08:30,920 Speaker 1: can live your life. Just put a mask on. Put 982 01:08:30,920 --> 01:08:34,720 Speaker 1: a fucking mask on, like I I know, you know 983 01:08:35,280 --> 01:08:39,760 Speaker 1: from my parents are gonna hear that now said. But 984 01:08:39,840 --> 01:08:44,240 Speaker 1: the point is is that upsetting. It is that upseting. Uh, 985 01:08:44,479 --> 01:08:48,400 Speaker 1: you have with a chance to take at least the 986 01:08:48,680 --> 01:08:54,200 Speaker 1: minimum amount of collective responsibility within this society. How art 987 01:08:54,280 --> 01:08:58,439 Speaker 1: is it to stay home and not do anything if 988 01:08:58,479 --> 01:09:03,400 Speaker 1: you have the privilege so and by the numbers, we 989 01:09:03,520 --> 01:09:05,880 Speaker 1: know that it is more white people who have the 990 01:09:05,880 --> 01:09:10,559 Speaker 1: privilege to do this than people of heller disproportionately throughout 991 01:09:10,560 --> 01:09:14,920 Speaker 1: this throughout our society. So if you cannot stay home 992 01:09:15,040 --> 01:09:17,040 Speaker 1: and put on a mask, and instead you feel the 993 01:09:17,080 --> 01:09:20,960 Speaker 1: need to march into a statehouse, for instance, where a 994 01:09:20,960 --> 01:09:25,000 Speaker 1: a high powered weapon of war and demand your right 995 01:09:25,120 --> 01:09:31,920 Speaker 1: to kill yourself and other people, then again the social 996 01:09:31,920 --> 01:09:36,720 Speaker 1: contract is broken. How am I supposed to respect anything 997 01:09:36,760 --> 01:09:40,760 Speaker 1: that tells people are saying or offering to the economy 998 01:09:40,800 --> 01:09:47,519 Speaker 1: of ideas when they don't even care about my basic 999 01:09:47,680 --> 01:09:52,040 Speaker 1: survival and I see it manifest not merely in their 1000 01:09:52,080 --> 01:09:56,320 Speaker 1: support for for a particular candidate, or their encouragement of 1001 01:09:56,360 --> 01:10:01,479 Speaker 1: police violence, or their exacerbation of this termination in any 1002 01:10:01,520 --> 01:10:05,080 Speaker 1: particular arena, they are showing it to me by not 1003 01:10:05,200 --> 01:10:10,040 Speaker 1: wearing a mask, because that's really I mean, it's it's 1004 01:10:10,080 --> 01:10:17,879 Speaker 1: become to me a symbol of utter disregard for our lives, 1005 01:10:18,520 --> 01:10:24,800 Speaker 1: either Black Lives matter put on a mask. Mm hmm, yeah, 1006 01:10:24,880 --> 01:10:28,280 Speaker 1: it's it's no. The irony is not lost on me 1007 01:10:28,320 --> 01:10:35,400 Speaker 1: that the anti mask crew has now hijacked ah the 1008 01:10:35,439 --> 01:10:40,840 Speaker 1: women's phrase my body, my choice. I'm like, oh now 1009 01:10:41,439 --> 01:10:44,599 Speaker 1: now it's your body your choice? Is that really because 1010 01:10:44,640 --> 01:10:47,320 Speaker 1: you tell you tell women they have no right to 1011 01:10:47,439 --> 01:10:51,479 Speaker 1: say that, But now you're saying okay, okay. So again 1012 01:10:52,240 --> 01:10:57,040 Speaker 1: we have work to do to eradicate double standards, and 1013 01:10:57,080 --> 01:11:02,960 Speaker 1: I think they right now when when ideally would be 1014 01:11:03,000 --> 01:11:07,240 Speaker 1: all all about these mass well they're also only pro birth, 1015 01:11:07,479 --> 01:11:10,559 Speaker 1: their pro forced birth or not pro life. Because what 1016 01:11:10,680 --> 01:11:13,000 Speaker 1: I realized a couple of years ago is that I 1017 01:11:13,040 --> 01:11:16,519 Speaker 1: was going to stop having this debate with anyone who 1018 01:11:16,560 --> 01:11:19,320 Speaker 1: said to me, I am pro life, and I am 1019 01:11:19,720 --> 01:11:26,800 Speaker 1: pro early childhood education access, paying for childcare, making sure 1020 01:11:26,800 --> 01:11:29,960 Speaker 1: there is affordable rent, making sure there's food access for families. 1021 01:11:30,000 --> 01:11:34,880 Speaker 1: I am pro increasing snap and welfare, and I'm I'm 1022 01:11:34,960 --> 01:11:38,760 Speaker 1: pro making sure people can afford to have families. I 1023 01:11:38,760 --> 01:11:41,040 Speaker 1: would respect those people. I've never met a single one. 1024 01:11:41,520 --> 01:11:44,400 Speaker 1: I've never met a single person who says I'm pro 1025 01:11:44,520 --> 01:11:47,200 Speaker 1: life and also pro the social programming that makes life 1026 01:11:47,680 --> 01:11:50,840 Speaker 1: livable and achievable for people, And so I just won't 1027 01:11:50,880 --> 01:11:54,160 Speaker 1: debate it anymore. Yeah, if you if you say pro 1028 01:11:54,280 --> 01:11:59,519 Speaker 1: life pro safety net. You know, we can automatically understand 1029 01:11:59,520 --> 01:12:01,439 Speaker 1: that you are not a person to be taken seriously. 1030 01:12:01,920 --> 01:12:06,320 Speaker 1: And and and at this point, we don't have a 1031 01:12:06,360 --> 01:12:10,760 Speaker 1: time to you know, I mean this, this may sound harsh. 1032 01:12:10,800 --> 01:12:13,840 Speaker 1: We don't have time and a lot of ways to 1033 01:12:14,000 --> 01:12:17,760 Speaker 1: deal with people who are not serious. Um and this, 1034 01:12:18,000 --> 01:12:21,080 Speaker 1: this president is not serious, these these administration is not 1035 01:12:21,200 --> 01:12:25,640 Speaker 1: serious because it's all about building this false reality in 1036 01:12:25,720 --> 01:12:28,559 Speaker 1: which none of them are racist or sexist. I've never 1037 01:12:28,600 --> 01:12:32,559 Speaker 1: seen so much time devoted to explaining that a person 1038 01:12:32,720 --> 01:12:36,639 Speaker 1: is not a racist or sexist when obviously so much 1039 01:12:36,640 --> 01:12:40,559 Speaker 1: evidence that you mentioned is to the contrary. And then, 1040 01:12:42,560 --> 01:12:45,639 Speaker 1: you know, it's just how am I supposed to take 1041 01:12:46,240 --> 01:12:51,479 Speaker 1: this opposition party seriously when that is the the gas 1042 01:12:51,560 --> 01:12:54,439 Speaker 1: lighting that continues to flow out of their mouths. I 1043 01:12:54,880 --> 01:12:59,840 Speaker 1: just will, honestly to have an opposition party that I 1044 01:13:00,160 --> 01:13:05,360 Speaker 1: takes seriously, I would love him with uh, you know, 1045 01:13:05,439 --> 01:13:09,559 Speaker 1: Conservatives where I know that hey, look, you know your 1046 01:13:09,600 --> 01:13:14,000 Speaker 1: for small government. That doesn't necessarily mean you're against my life. 1047 01:13:15,920 --> 01:13:19,400 Speaker 1: Conservatism has more in to a to to such a 1048 01:13:19,479 --> 01:13:23,920 Speaker 1: state that I you know, they espoused these positions that 1049 01:13:24,040 --> 01:13:27,440 Speaker 1: I know, at the end of the day or against 1050 01:13:28,760 --> 01:13:32,880 Speaker 1: or contrary to my continued survival. And we've got to again, 1051 01:13:32,920 --> 01:13:34,880 Speaker 1: we've got to we've got to tighten it up, and 1052 01:13:34,920 --> 01:13:39,040 Speaker 1: we've got to write the ship. Because if we could 1053 01:13:39,120 --> 01:13:42,880 Speaker 1: get back to a point where humanity was not up 1054 01:13:42,920 --> 01:13:47,120 Speaker 1: for debate and we could simply debate policy, we could 1055 01:13:47,120 --> 01:13:53,240 Speaker 1: debate financial funding for programs and figure out where things go, 1056 01:13:53,280 --> 01:13:57,320 Speaker 1: and we could actually have healthy debate with people who 1057 01:13:57,320 --> 01:14:01,320 Speaker 1: have different opinions to actually get via critical thinking to 1058 01:14:01,360 --> 01:14:05,439 Speaker 1: the best possible outcome, that would be great. That's the 1059 01:14:05,520 --> 01:14:09,400 Speaker 1: kind of opposition and debate. I'm looking for this who 1060 01:14:09,439 --> 01:14:11,960 Speaker 1: deserves to live and who doesn't? Who who is a 1061 01:14:11,960 --> 01:14:15,760 Speaker 1: full human and who isn't? You know, I thought we 1062 01:14:15,880 --> 01:14:21,040 Speaker 1: got past that, and and now it seems that we're back, 1063 01:14:21,080 --> 01:14:23,559 Speaker 1: and so we we have we have work to do. 1064 01:14:24,360 --> 01:14:27,040 Speaker 1: But what's good, though, my friend, is that you are 1065 01:14:27,240 --> 01:14:30,240 Speaker 1: learning that we are not past that. And not only 1066 01:14:30,280 --> 01:14:34,160 Speaker 1: you're learning that, you're not saying like, wow, that's really 1067 01:14:34,200 --> 01:14:37,680 Speaker 1: bad and then going on with your day. You are 1068 01:14:37,800 --> 01:14:41,640 Speaker 1: using your platform and you are using your time two 1069 01:14:42,320 --> 01:14:47,280 Speaker 1: advance to educate yourself and to educate others. And that 1070 01:14:48,520 --> 01:14:52,360 Speaker 1: is one of the many reasons why our friendship this 1071 01:14:52,439 --> 01:14:55,400 Speaker 1: year had one of the shining lights of a really 1072 01:14:55,479 --> 01:15:02,040 Speaker 1: really shitty, shitty So thank you right back at you man. Truly, 1073 01:15:02,920 --> 01:15:09,360 Speaker 1: I'm so grateful to have the relationship that we do 1074 01:15:09,439 --> 01:15:12,880 Speaker 1: and to be able to you know, like d d 1075 01:15:13,120 --> 01:15:15,800 Speaker 1: M the funny political memes and also talk about how 1076 01:15:15,800 --> 01:15:19,599 Speaker 1: we fix you know, the world and might encourage people 1077 01:15:19,680 --> 01:15:22,240 Speaker 1: to see each other a little more clearly and kindly 1078 01:15:22,320 --> 01:15:27,639 Speaker 1: and with more empathy. It's it's really something I cherish 1079 01:15:27,760 --> 01:15:31,240 Speaker 1: to have, you know, the friendships that our group of 1080 01:15:31,240 --> 01:15:35,080 Speaker 1: friends is so lucky to have, where these are the 1081 01:15:35,080 --> 01:15:39,080 Speaker 1: ways that we love each other, it's pretty special. Yeah, 1082 01:15:39,479 --> 01:15:43,240 Speaker 1: And so I think it's it's good that we touch 1083 01:15:43,320 --> 01:15:45,479 Speaker 1: on love because I think, you know, obviously we're not 1084 01:15:45,520 --> 01:15:49,960 Speaker 1: getting anywhere without that. And I know it's sound odd 1085 01:15:50,040 --> 01:15:52,920 Speaker 1: for a journalist who writes about you know, racism and 1086 01:15:53,120 --> 01:15:57,559 Speaker 1: you know sexism government all day, uh, to want to 1087 01:15:57,560 --> 01:16:00,680 Speaker 1: talk about something like that. But I've had a lot 1088 01:16:00,720 --> 01:16:06,240 Speaker 1: of love in my life and I think gratitude is 1089 01:16:06,280 --> 01:16:10,720 Speaker 1: such an important part of my day now. Um, And 1090 01:16:10,960 --> 01:16:14,160 Speaker 1: it hadn't been uh you know, going through rough times 1091 01:16:14,200 --> 01:16:20,080 Speaker 1: this year, but I started my year and in Buddhist 1092 01:16:20,080 --> 01:16:22,800 Speaker 1: temple in Tokyo. That's where I brought the New Year 1093 01:16:23,160 --> 01:16:29,599 Speaker 1: and the yeah and the the thing that they wanted 1094 01:16:29,640 --> 01:16:34,280 Speaker 1: to emphasize the theme of the night was gratitude. And 1095 01:16:34,320 --> 01:16:37,679 Speaker 1: they handed out the old cards with the Japanese character 1096 01:16:38,080 --> 01:16:45,000 Speaker 1: and the end, which gratitude. And that is a reminder 1097 01:16:45,080 --> 01:16:48,880 Speaker 1: that I try to turn to every day. UM. And 1098 01:16:49,920 --> 01:16:52,240 Speaker 1: you know, whether it's in me in the course of meditation, 1099 01:16:52,400 --> 01:16:54,880 Speaker 1: whether it's in the course of what I call my 1100 01:16:54,960 --> 01:16:57,400 Speaker 1: sanity drives up the pc H when I just need 1101 01:16:57,400 --> 01:17:00,200 Speaker 1: to get in my car and go somewhere, um, and 1102 01:17:00,280 --> 01:17:05,200 Speaker 1: it let everything else go. UM. I don't simply dwell 1103 01:17:05,200 --> 01:17:10,200 Speaker 1: on the anger and the hurt and the void. I 1104 01:17:10,240 --> 01:17:15,559 Speaker 1: have to think about what I'm filling into. And so UM, 1105 01:17:15,920 --> 01:17:19,840 Speaker 1: I'm thankful for you know, my mom who just called 1106 01:17:19,880 --> 01:17:23,200 Speaker 1: in the middle of our taping. I'm thankful for had 1107 01:17:23,320 --> 01:17:26,799 Speaker 1: Uh and his health and and and thankful about my 1108 01:17:26,800 --> 01:17:31,799 Speaker 1: my dear sister and all these wonderful friends and chosen family, 1109 01:17:31,840 --> 01:17:35,160 Speaker 1: as my good friend Chen has uh, it's termed it 1110 01:17:35,320 --> 01:17:40,800 Speaker 1: chosen family that I have in my life. Yeah, me too, Yeah, 1111 01:17:40,960 --> 01:17:46,800 Speaker 1: So UM, I just I am thankful um, and again 1112 01:17:46,880 --> 01:17:52,760 Speaker 1: specifically for the ability um for this country to realize 1113 01:17:52,880 --> 01:17:56,920 Speaker 1: where it is, um, you know, in Clearland dark way. 1114 01:17:57,360 --> 01:18:03,360 Speaker 1: And though it has taken such tragic and events for 1115 01:18:03,920 --> 01:18:08,840 Speaker 1: us to gain that clarity, we now have it. So 1116 01:18:09,040 --> 01:18:12,240 Speaker 1: what are we going to do? Um? My job, I 1117 01:18:12,240 --> 01:18:15,160 Speaker 1: feel like as a journalist and as an analyst and 1118 01:18:15,360 --> 01:18:22,519 Speaker 1: essays is too simply introduce a perspective into the world, 1119 01:18:23,000 --> 01:18:26,519 Speaker 1: UM that I hope people find useful, and to tell 1120 01:18:26,560 --> 01:18:30,439 Speaker 1: a story that I feel are important about how the 1121 01:18:30,520 --> 01:18:33,960 Speaker 1: things that I care about the most are getting fixed 1122 01:18:34,760 --> 01:18:38,280 Speaker 1: and how we are how we can all, you know, 1123 01:18:38,360 --> 01:18:43,200 Speaker 1: play our part. And I don't you know people have said, oh, 1124 01:18:43,479 --> 01:18:46,200 Speaker 1: that sounds like activism. Well I don't think so, because 1125 01:18:46,200 --> 01:18:49,640 Speaker 1: I know activists. I know people who are community organizers, 1126 01:18:49,880 --> 01:18:52,040 Speaker 1: people on the ground, people like you said, like Brittany 1127 01:18:52,080 --> 01:18:56,320 Speaker 1: and and and folks who are doing that work. And 1128 01:18:56,400 --> 01:18:58,680 Speaker 1: what I hope to do is tell their stories a 1129 01:18:58,680 --> 01:19:03,880 Speaker 1: little bit more, Uh, tell me and what those human 1130 01:19:03,920 --> 01:19:07,400 Speaker 1: beings are, like, what kind of are they going through? 1131 01:19:07,439 --> 01:19:11,240 Speaker 1: What kind of laughter do they have in their life? Um? 1132 01:19:11,280 --> 01:19:13,280 Speaker 1: You know, let's see all of the people who are 1133 01:19:13,320 --> 01:19:17,519 Speaker 1: working to advance this country as full human beings. Let's 1134 01:19:17,520 --> 01:19:20,760 Speaker 1: get to know these patriots for who they are. Um, 1135 01:19:20,840 --> 01:19:23,680 Speaker 1: and I can do that with an objective. I I 1136 01:19:23,680 --> 01:19:27,280 Speaker 1: can do that with a subjective. I. UM, you know, 1137 01:19:27,800 --> 01:19:30,080 Speaker 1: I don't need to I'm talking new fellow journalists here. 1138 01:19:30,200 --> 01:19:34,280 Speaker 1: I don't need to ton it to tell you that. H. 1139 01:19:35,479 --> 01:19:39,040 Speaker 1: You know, we need to understand that we have the 1140 01:19:39,120 --> 01:19:43,200 Speaker 1: capability to tell these stories, but we should do so responsibly. 1141 01:19:43,720 --> 01:19:47,639 Speaker 1: And and I just helped to keep doing that. Um. 1142 01:19:47,680 --> 01:19:49,880 Speaker 1: And Rolling Stone has given me a great form for that. 1143 01:19:50,200 --> 01:19:57,120 Speaker 1: And I'm I am grateful every day. Yeah, I love 1144 01:19:57,160 --> 01:20:01,160 Speaker 1: that gratitude. The gratitude help to refuel the tank in 1145 01:20:01,200 --> 01:20:05,400 Speaker 1: times like this. It really does, It really does. And 1146 01:20:06,400 --> 01:20:08,800 Speaker 1: I am thankful for new people have come into my 1147 01:20:08,840 --> 01:20:11,679 Speaker 1: life because I see people like, oh, I have enough friends? 1148 01:20:12,479 --> 01:20:15,599 Speaker 1: Really do you have enough friends? Do you have enough? 1149 01:20:16,000 --> 01:20:22,200 Speaker 1: Because these are there like a quota. I would love 1150 01:20:22,240 --> 01:20:25,719 Speaker 1: to know what enough friends feels like, because I don't 1151 01:20:25,560 --> 01:20:29,120 Speaker 1: have friends, because if I had thought that. You know, 1152 01:20:29,200 --> 01:20:32,439 Speaker 1: there's a lot of wonderful people who just this year alone, 1153 01:20:32,680 --> 01:20:35,920 Speaker 1: present company included, I would never have met and never 1154 01:20:36,000 --> 01:20:42,880 Speaker 1: having And you know, uh, it's it. This is one 1155 01:20:42,880 --> 01:20:45,599 Speaker 1: of the loneliest times I think maybe in America has 1156 01:20:45,640 --> 01:20:49,559 Speaker 1: probably ever experienced. All of us have probably hit with 1157 01:20:49,600 --> 01:20:52,720 Speaker 1: that feeling of loneliness in ways maybe that we have 1158 01:20:52,840 --> 01:21:00,479 Speaker 1: not particularly been familiar with. And so man, like you said, 1159 01:21:00,520 --> 01:21:02,960 Speaker 1: make those connections. We gotta see each other. We gotta 1160 01:21:03,439 --> 01:21:07,160 Speaker 1: find ways, even if it's by video, if it's you know, 1161 01:21:07,960 --> 01:21:12,080 Speaker 1: how you're someone's on a stupid Brooklyn and you're standing 1162 01:21:12,080 --> 01:21:16,040 Speaker 1: on the sidewalk, just be socially, just a community, you 1163 01:21:16,080 --> 01:21:18,559 Speaker 1: know what I mean. Um, you know, if you're standing 1164 01:21:18,560 --> 01:21:20,799 Speaker 1: and they're standing on their front porch and you're standing 1165 01:21:20,840 --> 01:21:23,320 Speaker 1: on the on the tree lawne, you can still shout 1166 01:21:23,479 --> 01:21:26,960 Speaker 1: and and and be a community. UM. It's it's it's 1167 01:21:27,080 --> 01:21:30,360 Speaker 1: really important for us to be around each other and 1168 01:21:30,439 --> 01:21:35,400 Speaker 1: to embrace that notion that we can in fact realize 1169 01:21:36,200 --> 01:21:41,519 Speaker 1: these ideals that were put Um, America is worth fighting for. 1170 01:21:42,520 --> 01:21:47,080 Speaker 1: And however you do that, UM, it's up to you. UM. 1171 01:21:47,120 --> 01:21:49,640 Speaker 1: I feel like I'm in my lane. I feel like 1172 01:21:49,640 --> 01:21:53,160 Speaker 1: I'm happy doing what I'm doing, and you know, whatever 1173 01:21:53,520 --> 01:22:00,280 Speaker 1: you know comes forth, we'll see. But I feel like, um, overall, uh, 1174 01:22:00,439 --> 01:22:05,839 Speaker 1: you know, all these calamity in the world cannot quash 1175 01:22:05,960 --> 01:22:15,960 Speaker 1: my feeling of belonging and happiness. Good here here, Yeah, 1176 01:22:16,320 --> 01:22:20,400 Speaker 1: let's let's keep let's keep that community going, and and 1177 01:22:20,400 --> 01:22:26,280 Speaker 1: and and and frankly, keep listening to UM, two wise 1178 01:22:26,320 --> 01:22:30,559 Speaker 1: people and auditing our horizons. I try to listen to 1179 01:22:30,600 --> 01:22:34,599 Speaker 1: a new album a week, UM, something that something often 1180 01:22:34,680 --> 01:22:38,040 Speaker 1: that I had, you know, the genres that I've never 1181 01:22:38,160 --> 01:22:43,160 Speaker 1: would have considered, you know, country. I'm not a country fan. UM, 1182 01:22:43,200 --> 01:22:46,080 Speaker 1: not a you know, death metal guy. But you know, 1183 01:22:46,479 --> 01:22:49,200 Speaker 1: if there's an album I was like, Okay, now that's interesting. 1184 01:22:49,360 --> 01:22:54,599 Speaker 1: I'll listen to the whole thing. And okay, I've experienced that. Great. 1185 01:22:55,560 --> 01:23:01,400 Speaker 1: Let's make our life about these experiences, you know, and UM, 1186 01:23:01,400 --> 01:23:07,320 Speaker 1: and let's make space. Let's make space for each other. Indeed, indeed, 1187 01:23:07,360 --> 01:23:09,519 Speaker 1: and whether that's in a d M or you know, 1188 01:23:09,760 --> 01:23:14,200 Speaker 1: hugging somebody in person. UM made space for people, space 1189 01:23:14,240 --> 01:23:18,720 Speaker 1: for people in your life. And welcome possibility. Welcome possibility 1190 01:23:18,800 --> 01:23:21,840 Speaker 1: feels like a good kind of motto to take out 1191 01:23:21,840 --> 01:23:23,400 Speaker 1: into the world. Amen.