WEBVTT - Everything, Everywhere All At Once 0:00:01.160 --> 0:00:04.920 Good morning, get afternoon, good evening. You are tuned into 0:00:04.920 --> 0:00:07.760 the Vitamin D with DWNTE Podcasts and I am your host, 0:00:07.840 --> 0:00:10.239 Dawn Day, here to get you excited about your life 0:00:10.240 --> 0:00:12.080 so that you can live life on purpose and for 0:00:12.160 --> 0:00:14.520 a purpose. And this is your first time tuning in. 0:00:14.640 --> 0:00:17.599 Welcome Vitamin D. It's a fun of fun name. My 0:00:17.680 --> 0:00:19.840 name is Dawn and you get Vitamin D from the sun. 0:00:20.120 --> 0:00:22.079 So I'm here to shedlight into your life. And I 0:00:22.160 --> 0:00:26.000 do this with inspirational insights and conversations with celebrities and 0:00:26.079 --> 0:00:28.560 everyday people like you and me, Because if you want 0:00:28.560 --> 0:00:30.720 to be better and you want to do better, and 0:00:30.800 --> 0:00:33.000 then you're going to have to be able to see better. 0:00:33.360 --> 0:00:36.000 So join me on this journey of living our best 0:00:36.040 --> 0:00:40.000 lives and understanding and realizing how you are your greatest 0:00:40.000 --> 0:00:44.199 ass act, get your right, mndy right with me and 0:00:44.280 --> 0:00:53.320 get excited about your lives, everything everywhere, all at once. Okay, 0:00:53.360 --> 0:00:57.840 the volume. That's good. Happy New year. Dang, we way 0:00:57.880 --> 0:01:02.640 passed in the New Year. It's the Vitamin D Podcast. Chile. 0:01:03.640 --> 0:01:05.800 I bet you would wonder, you said, darn as you're 0:01:05.800 --> 0:01:09.520 coming back. I'm back. I was busy making my dreams 0:01:09.600 --> 0:01:12.480 come true. Wait a minute, let me rephrase that, because 0:01:12.520 --> 0:01:16.120 it's part of my dream too. This is my baby. Hey, 0:01:16.440 --> 0:01:19.640 I wouldn't be where I am right now if it 0:01:19.720 --> 0:01:24.960 wasn't for Vitamin Day. Vitamin dars me. Oh my gosh, 0:01:24.959 --> 0:01:26.920 I have so much to talk about. There's so much 0:01:26.920 --> 0:01:30.679 on my mind, everything everywhere, all at once. That yeah, 0:01:30.720 --> 0:01:33.720 that's what I am feeling right now. It is. It 0:01:33.840 --> 0:01:37.800 is February nine. I am in my closet. I got 0:01:37.840 --> 0:01:42.520 two studios, not one, but two. One in Sherman Ox, California. 0:01:42.760 --> 0:01:45.840 One I'm in Monday through Friday at one six one 0:01:45.840 --> 0:01:50.280 North Libria in Inglewood, California. That's Mr wander Station k 0:01:50.520 --> 0:01:54.120 J l H. Yes, I am reporting to you out 0:01:54.200 --> 0:01:58.640 of my clause at here in Los Angeles, California. Now 0:01:58.680 --> 0:02:01.280 I almost said the addressed and I said, wait a minute, 0:02:01.760 --> 0:02:06.640 hold out. Um. So, yeah, it was some time that 0:02:06.680 --> 0:02:08.200 we came back. In fact, this is the first time 0:02:08.240 --> 0:02:10.760 I feel like I took a break with Vitamin Day. 0:02:11.000 --> 0:02:13.000 And what I mean by that, I was just on 0:02:13.040 --> 0:02:15.960 the roll of just going going and trying to balance 0:02:16.000 --> 0:02:19.200 everything and everything that's new going on. I can't even 0:02:19.240 --> 0:02:21.480 remember we left off at the last episode, I think 0:02:21.520 --> 0:02:24.720 I had just announced that, Um, I'm over here at 0:02:24.760 --> 0:02:29.560 kjl AH host in the front page. Can you believe this? 0:02:31.600 --> 0:02:35.720 And we haven't caught up to where we are now? Hey, 0:02:36.040 --> 0:02:39.200 I probably sound different than I do on past episodes 0:02:41.280 --> 0:02:44.639 because I'm doing it every day. What you say, you 0:02:44.760 --> 0:02:47.200 can't fail if you don't quit. If you fall down 0:02:47.280 --> 0:02:49.640 seven times, get up eight. If you can look up, 0:02:49.720 --> 0:02:53.079 you can get up. Your location is not your destination. 0:02:53.480 --> 0:02:57.200 Had I got caught up and thinking of myself at 0:02:57.200 --> 0:03:00.480 five any to St. Nicholas Avenue, underneath a comfort in 0:03:00.639 --> 0:03:07.079 Hall them or uptown New York, I wouldn't be whying 0:03:07.200 --> 0:03:09.520 right now. If I had I got caught up thinking 0:03:09.560 --> 0:03:16.040 to myself, Oh my gosh, I am upset that I 0:03:16.040 --> 0:03:19.799 am underneath this confidence, I wouldn't be where I am. 0:03:19.880 --> 0:03:22.600 But look at me now, Look at me now. I 0:03:22.680 --> 0:03:25.239 wonder if I heard static. I don't know why I 0:03:25.280 --> 0:03:28.680 feel like I thought that. But anyway, UM, so here 0:03:28.720 --> 0:03:33.600 we are, happy New Year. We're claiming for abundance. Where 0:03:33.600 --> 0:03:38.600 do we want to begin? Um? Jesus, thank you guy? 0:03:38.880 --> 0:03:42.880 Can I say that real quick? Thank you God. I 0:03:43.000 --> 0:03:48.120 have just been in a mode of gratitude because they say, 0:03:48.160 --> 0:03:51.200 gratitude is everything. The more grateful you are, the more 0:03:51.280 --> 0:03:54.280 things you have to be grateful for. So I gotta 0:03:54.360 --> 0:03:56.360 count it all jo like us. It's all working for 0:03:56.440 --> 0:03:59.400 my greater good right, So I'll say all that to same, 0:04:01.000 --> 0:04:06.320 everything everywhere, all that wants. You know, we really have 0:04:06.400 --> 0:04:08.880 to be mindful when we ask God for because we 0:04:09.080 --> 0:04:12.160 have to uh take in consideration whether or not we 0:04:12.200 --> 0:04:15.480 have the capacity to hold it heavy as the head 0:04:15.520 --> 0:04:17.640 that wears the crown. First time I heard that was 0:04:17.680 --> 0:04:19.960 from Mr Harvey, and I never really thought about it 0:04:20.040 --> 0:04:22.599 until I really thought about it, because you see a 0:04:22.680 --> 0:04:26.320 crown elaborate. You know, hey, King, hey Queen, and and 0:04:26.320 --> 0:04:28.719 and for whatever reason, we have this this notion of 0:04:28.760 --> 0:04:31.360 when we are you know, put our name. I don't 0:04:31.400 --> 0:04:33.039 want to say pedestal, but when we walk into a 0:04:33.040 --> 0:04:36.000 certain authority that it doesn't come with a certain stands 0:04:36.000 --> 0:04:38.280 in garden, not saying that it is inauthentic to who 0:04:38.279 --> 0:04:41.279 you are, but it means you carry more on your shoulders. 0:04:41.320 --> 0:04:44.080 So if you are walking in this royalty in which 0:04:44.080 --> 0:04:47.000 you are sitting at your throne because it's your seat, 0:04:48.440 --> 0:04:52.480 you realize that that crown that you bear is quite heavy, 0:04:52.760 --> 0:04:54.719 I mean, think about it. I mean, what kind of 0:04:54.760 --> 0:05:01.680 gold is it? What mineral is it? Those diamonds, those rubies, mhm, sapphire, 0:05:02.760 --> 0:05:04.560 I don't know. I'm trying to think of the gyms 0:05:04.560 --> 0:05:07.039 and stuff. You know. I'm airy, so our birthstone is 0:05:07.040 --> 0:05:09.880 the diamonds. So I could just stopped there, honestly, but 0:05:10.560 --> 0:05:13.000 just think about it. I mean, all the others had color, 0:05:14.760 --> 0:05:18.640 and with that such a decadent crown. It is quite 0:05:18.640 --> 0:05:22.000 heavy because there's a certain level of consciousness that you have. 0:05:22.240 --> 0:05:25.400 You walk different because you see things differently. That's why 0:05:25.480 --> 0:05:31.200 you are different and meant to be differently. So I 0:05:31.240 --> 0:05:34.359 say all that to say, um, I've been in the 0:05:34.400 --> 0:05:36.960 business of making my dreams come true job, been doing 0:05:37.000 --> 0:05:39.280 this show. I can't believe it. I think I'm now 0:05:39.400 --> 0:05:42.039 having a moment to really digest because I'm not in 0:05:42.120 --> 0:05:45.000 a moment like in Sherman Oaks doing a podcast. I'm 0:05:45.000 --> 0:05:47.880 like in the studio or in the production room trying 0:05:47.960 --> 0:05:50.960 to um get things out. I'm here where I started, 0:05:51.640 --> 0:05:56.800 right here in this closet, and so much has happened. 0:05:57.960 --> 0:06:00.000 And on top of that, I think I just really 0:06:00.040 --> 0:06:02.240 lies right before I stepped in this clause at to 0:06:02.320 --> 0:06:05.400 talk to you. I'm like, I know, like you know, 0:06:05.440 --> 0:06:08.920 hormones going off, pms and or whatever, but I was like, 0:06:08.960 --> 0:06:11.359 I just felt like everything is happening so much in 0:06:11.400 --> 0:06:15.120 these feelings and emotions good not necessarily bad, but just different. 0:06:16.040 --> 0:06:18.440 That's bringing up emotions that I can't really PenPoint. And 0:06:18.480 --> 0:06:21.000 when I opened up my laptop so I can hook 0:06:21.080 --> 0:06:23.760 up my devices so we can get this mike to 0:06:23.800 --> 0:06:28.359 talk to you to record this podcast episode, the calendar 0:06:28.480 --> 0:06:32.520 alarm came up and it had a President's Day. Now 0:06:32.600 --> 0:06:34.880 you're like doing what you're talking about? President's Day? What's 0:06:34.880 --> 0:06:40.760 the big thing about that? Well? What is it? Uh? Damn, 0:06:40.920 --> 0:06:45.760 it's been eleven years. Has it been a well, oh 0:06:45.800 --> 0:06:51.320 that's a shame. Yeah, it's eleven years. Oh my gosh, 0:06:51.400 --> 0:06:55.040 it is eleven years. What am I talking about? Eleven 0:06:55.080 --> 0:06:58.800 years since my mother transitioned. And the reason why President's 0:06:58.839 --> 0:07:03.240 Day stands out so much to me, it's because it 0:07:03.279 --> 0:07:06.520 was the weekend that I said, Okay, I need to 0:07:06.560 --> 0:07:08.560 go home and check o my mamma. And I told 0:07:08.600 --> 0:07:10.600 you before that my mama transition from stage for a 0:07:10.680 --> 0:07:16.320 breast cancer Geneseelle contrast of soul Ah for me just 0:07:16.400 --> 0:07:18.760 being caught up in work, and my mother has always 0:07:18.800 --> 0:07:22.840 been just get through because she just keep pushing on 0:07:22.880 --> 0:07:26.320 and keep keeping on. Well, at this moment, you know, 0:07:26.800 --> 0:07:28.840 I didn't even realize that, being so far away in 0:07:28.840 --> 0:07:31.880 New York, what was really happening in Detroit. But all 0:07:31.920 --> 0:07:33.480 I knew was was that I was going to go 0:07:33.560 --> 0:07:35.520 home for that weekend because I didn't have work on 0:07:35.600 --> 0:07:38.680 that Monday. So when I looked at my computer and 0:07:38.760 --> 0:07:44.040 the calendar notice came up for President's Day, I said, WHOA. 0:07:44.680 --> 0:07:48.120 And I'm thinking to myself, why I'm not consciously on 0:07:48.200 --> 0:07:53.320 my mind thinking about my mother's transition. It is unbelievable 0:07:53.440 --> 0:07:59.600 that the PTSD that you can experience. I mean, it 0:07:59.720 --> 0:08:03.680 makes sense why everything was just everywhere all at once, 0:08:06.080 --> 0:08:23.280 and m maybe I didn't even think about it. I 0:08:23.440 --> 0:08:27.800 just I've been seeing that birthday pop up. They're just 0:08:28.040 --> 0:08:36.920 moving and cooling. Kept saying six or six, Um, I 0:08:37.080 --> 0:08:39.800 even just what was it? A week or so to 0:08:39.800 --> 0:08:43.800 go on the show. I've been saying, you know this 0:08:43.800 --> 0:08:45.840 woman at my job, she's the local sales manager. Her 0:08:45.920 --> 0:08:51.400 name is Cynthia Mayweather. And my producer needed to, um, well, 0:08:51.440 --> 0:08:53.240 let's put it like this. I'm handling everything with the 0:08:53.240 --> 0:09:00.000 show and it's a lot. And so I was talking 0:09:00.000 --> 0:09:02.760 into my sales manager or local sales manager, and she 0:09:02.840 --> 0:09:06.439 says she didn't even get me wrong to really complaint, 0:09:06.440 --> 0:09:13.800 which I appreciate, she said, and he'lls ain't nothing to 0:09:13.840 --> 0:09:17.920 a stepper. And you know, I got on the radio, 0:09:18.080 --> 0:09:24.040 right and I was talking about that. And when I 0:09:24.080 --> 0:09:27.200 said it, I said that she said done. And I 0:09:27.240 --> 0:09:29.840 said I I literally said this all loud to the family. 0:09:29.880 --> 0:09:32.080 I said, first of all, she did not say dine. 0:09:33.760 --> 0:09:36.080 I said, she said Dawn. I said, don It's something 0:09:36.080 --> 0:09:48.679 that my mom would say. And then I said, they 0:09:48.760 --> 0:10:14.680 probably was my mama. H thank you guys. Um, just 0:10:14.800 --> 0:10:18.120 tell me that just keep going to just keep going 0:10:18.200 --> 0:10:25.240 to it, didn't you know, isn't it so much? And 0:10:25.559 --> 0:10:27.880 I haven't talked to my sister in a couple of 0:10:27.920 --> 0:10:32.400 weeks because everything was cool annoying and I can, I 0:10:32.440 --> 0:10:35.679 can do a better job at communicating and stuff. Oh 0:10:35.880 --> 0:10:39.240 might say that because she had her friend over and 0:10:39.240 --> 0:10:40.880 I really wanted to talk to her because it was 0:10:40.920 --> 0:10:43.960 so much cooling at work and I needed my sister. 0:10:45.640 --> 0:10:54.120 It's not her fault, um, but you know, her friend 0:10:54.200 --> 0:10:56.040 was there and I just felt like she was distracted. 0:10:56.080 --> 0:11:00.640 And you know, I'm very open, but I'm very private 0:11:00.640 --> 0:11:02.640 at the same time. I don't know if it's pride. 0:11:02.880 --> 0:11:04.520 I don't know what to call it. But it's like 0:11:06.280 --> 0:11:09.079 I sure so much, but it's only few that have 0:11:09.679 --> 0:11:12.080 the piece a piece of me. I don't know how 0:11:12.080 --> 0:11:13.840 to explain it or where I can really let down 0:11:13.880 --> 0:11:17.200 my vulnerability. And maybe it's not just maybe when it's 0:11:17.200 --> 0:11:19.600 fresh off, because I still give it to you. I mean, 0:11:19.600 --> 0:11:22.120 you hear me now and I'm sharing exactly what's happening 0:11:22.200 --> 0:11:27.600 right now, and I just felt so naked because you know, 0:11:28.440 --> 0:11:31.280 it sounds like pride, my my thing of you know, 0:11:31.400 --> 0:11:33.120 She's like, oh, you know, my sister is doing all 0:11:33.120 --> 0:11:35.920 this great stuff and I want to call her to 0:11:36.000 --> 0:11:39.079 tell her like, oh, I don't know, I'm confused, I'm scared. 0:11:39.840 --> 0:11:42.800 I just want to know what you think. In my 0:11:42.880 --> 0:11:45.400 brain and in the story that I create is that 0:11:46.600 --> 0:11:49.480 you know, whoever she's around, you're gonna hear. And it's 0:11:49.480 --> 0:11:52.000 just like, I don't know. I don't like the way 0:11:52.000 --> 0:11:54.880 it feels. I don't know if it's right and wrong. 0:11:54.960 --> 0:11:58.040 It's just how I feel. So I didn't have the 0:11:58.080 --> 0:12:02.840 capacity to UM to communicate, which is not good because 0:12:02.840 --> 0:12:08.240 we have to learn how to communicate. UM. And then 0:12:08.320 --> 0:12:10.440 so therefore, because if so much, what's going on, like 0:12:10.440 --> 0:12:11.800 I want to call her back? And so now I 0:12:11.800 --> 0:12:13.720 feel like I'm feel like I'm in a better space 0:12:13.760 --> 0:12:17.840 to communicate and digest everything. And it's like, you know, 0:12:18.440 --> 0:12:19.880 I don't know part of me I want to say, oh, 0:12:19.880 --> 0:12:21.280 it's not good to go that long, but you have 0:12:21.360 --> 0:12:24.600 to give yourself space too to operate the best way. 0:12:26.120 --> 0:12:28.880 And because everything everywhere, all that once is happening, it's like, 0:12:28.880 --> 0:12:31.280 oh my gosh to really build or not build or 0:12:31.280 --> 0:12:33.400 dissect or breakdown that. But I have to keep going. 0:12:33.480 --> 0:12:39.840 So that's that part. UM, So I got to hit 0:12:39.880 --> 0:12:42.640 her up, especially because what's happening now is the season 0:12:42.760 --> 0:12:46.439 something that was so dramatic to both of us. And 0:12:46.600 --> 0:12:48.880 I don't know if she's feeling. If I'm feeling something, 0:12:48.960 --> 0:12:51.840 she has to too, So I have to really work 0:12:51.880 --> 0:12:55.760 on that because what's that about? What is that about? 0:12:57.600 --> 0:13:00.160 I'm grateful, I'm grateful that I have the capacity need 0:13:00.200 --> 0:13:03.480 to see where growth needs to be in that. So 0:13:03.480 --> 0:13:07.719 that's what happened in three A lot of magical things. UM, 0:13:07.800 --> 0:13:11.320 and I say success, because that's there right there. You know, 0:13:11.760 --> 0:13:14.720 I would have just kept going on minute and just whatever, 0:13:14.880 --> 0:13:16.480 not that I wouldn't have addressed it, but I don't 0:13:16.520 --> 0:13:19.560 know if I would have really taken to time to 0:13:19.600 --> 0:13:23.600 see it within myself. So that's with that on that front. Now, 0:13:23.920 --> 0:13:28.440 us me and you us us, He'll Vitamin D. You know, 0:13:28.480 --> 0:13:30.280 I love me some my Jeremiah. You know, I work 0:13:30.360 --> 0:13:32.360 with transparency. I said, I'm gonna be big in an Oprah. 0:13:32.360 --> 0:13:34.520 See you better watch out what he's gonna be and 0:13:34.559 --> 0:13:37.440 what he's gonna do. And you know he's been coming 0:13:37.480 --> 0:13:43.000 in um with me at kjl H and picking me 0:13:43.160 --> 0:13:47.400 up and we're recording and on certain days we'll head 0:13:47.480 --> 0:13:52.000 over to premiered with there and then you know, after 0:13:52.080 --> 0:13:55.280 we're done, he you know, works his job there. And 0:13:55.320 --> 0:13:57.640 I too, remember those days when I was his age, 0:13:58.360 --> 0:14:03.120 you know, getting up at three three thirty, um, not 0:14:03.400 --> 0:14:05.560 going bed to like twelve midnight the next day. When 0:14:05.640 --> 0:14:09.199 did you get up at three thirty again? Uh, I'm 0:14:09.240 --> 0:14:11.120 not saying this run along. I think I definitely learned. 0:14:11.559 --> 0:14:13.240 You know, you ever, you know when you want to 0:14:13.240 --> 0:14:18.880 bring something great that it's just like I gotta stay 0:14:18.920 --> 0:14:22.960 in the game. So um, just like when anybody, you 0:14:23.040 --> 0:14:25.480 gotta take care of yourself. And just like I end 0:14:25.520 --> 0:14:28.280 on every episode of saying how you are your greatest asset. 0:14:29.440 --> 0:14:31.160 If you ain't good to yourself, you can't be good 0:14:31.160 --> 0:14:34.080 to nothing to you. And so he aspires and you like, no, 0:14:34.240 --> 0:14:35.640 you say it all this because I'm in the closet. 0:14:35.720 --> 0:14:37.360 He go here because I want him to be great 0:14:37.360 --> 0:14:38.760 and I want him to be able to use the 0:14:38.840 --> 0:14:42.320 sermon to hear what's going on authentically. Maybe you have 0:14:42.360 --> 0:14:45.120 time here. I don't know how we're supposed to work 0:14:45.160 --> 0:14:47.640 and how he wants to produce and had this podcast 0:14:47.680 --> 0:14:50.960 network that we created. He will be hearing it before 0:14:50.960 --> 0:14:54.800 it goes there. Uh, so I'll say if he's comment 0:14:54.800 --> 0:14:56.240 on it, because that's how I'll know, because it's in 0:14:56.280 --> 0:15:01.080 the middle of it. Anyway, Uh, getting to a point 0:15:01.120 --> 0:15:05.120 of I gotta I gotta get this money so I 0:15:05.120 --> 0:15:09.480 can keep him on board because I can see it. 0:15:09.480 --> 0:15:11.120 It took a minute to record that I'm supposed to 0:15:11.160 --> 0:15:12.760 get this earlier because I want to get it to 0:15:12.800 --> 0:15:14.480 Brian so he can edit it. I was like, you 0:15:14.520 --> 0:15:16.240 know what, we're gonna keep it raw. I had to 0:15:16.240 --> 0:15:18.480 go in the closet. So if the static give you 0:15:18.480 --> 0:15:22.120 here the floor creaking and me tapping on wood, it 0:15:22.240 --> 0:15:25.400 is what it is. And at delete and not say 0:15:25.440 --> 0:15:29.360 that because it's raw. It's unfiltered anyway, but that's life. 0:15:29.880 --> 0:15:33.520 So anyway, UM figured out this money so I can 0:15:33.600 --> 0:15:36.000 have him on full time because he said he wanted 0:15:36.000 --> 0:15:39.360 to be down. He said, with the team and what 0:15:39.520 --> 0:15:43.120 we can build with my creativity, Oh my god, Oh 0:15:43.200 --> 0:15:48.320 my god. And it's just like when you feel like 0:15:48.360 --> 0:15:51.080 it's so much pressure. And when I say pressure, just wait, 0:15:51.120 --> 0:15:52.800 they'm just caring me because heavy as the head that 0:15:52.840 --> 0:15:55.280 wears the crowd. And it's like, I know I'm doing something. 0:15:55.440 --> 0:15:58.800 KJL people saying they don't want nothing on my hand 0:15:58.840 --> 0:16:02.240 to her on my feet, just let me called. She 0:16:02.320 --> 0:16:04.680 was like doing I'm grateful for your life. I think 0:16:04.760 --> 0:16:08.040 God fit you doing what you're doing. In that late 0:16:08.160 --> 0:16:10.160 it's just like, well, if I'm doing all this, where 0:16:10.240 --> 0:16:14.720 is the money? God? But I know that they're probably 0:16:14.800 --> 0:16:16.360 some things I got to have in order to do it. 0:16:16.400 --> 0:16:18.720 But I'm at the point right now it's like I 0:16:18.760 --> 0:16:22.080 gotta get I gotta do what I gotta do, and 0:16:22.080 --> 0:16:25.840 what I mean by that I have to get my 0:16:25.920 --> 0:16:29.200 game on so tight that that that what I do 0:16:29.280 --> 0:16:30.880 on these air was is so I think you can 0:16:30.920 --> 0:16:32.520 I connect with you. That's why I gotta be real 0:16:32.640 --> 0:16:35.400 like this, so I can get these endorsements and get 0:16:35.400 --> 0:16:37.480 these sponsors, so I can inspire the world, so I 0:16:37.520 --> 0:16:40.200 can make my big dreams come true. Because what do 0:16:40.280 --> 0:16:42.640 I say? You know, I'm in a business of making 0:16:42.720 --> 0:16:46.080 dreams come true, But I damn sure I go forget 0:16:46.080 --> 0:16:52.120 about mine, so I always remember you are your greatest ass. 0:16:54.240 --> 0:16:56.440 I can't be a hypocrite telling Jeremiah not to care 0:16:56.480 --> 0:16:59.240 about himself. Um, So that's why I gotta figure out 0:16:59.280 --> 0:17:00.560 to do it and not telling. I said, all right, 0:17:00.600 --> 0:17:04.720 let's do this. Let's make it an agreement. As Mad February. 0:17:04.720 --> 0:17:07.439 I said, you know, we both are areas are we're 0:17:07.440 --> 0:17:09.679 gonna celebrate our birthdays together. I said, let's give it 0:17:09.680 --> 0:17:12.959 to April because one financially it is pulling him. Then 0:17:13.000 --> 0:17:14.600 I can imagine that. But the one thing I did 0:17:14.640 --> 0:17:16.080 tell him, I said, you know, if you do make 0:17:16.080 --> 0:17:20.800 mistakes and things don't go correctly, I said, communicate, I said, 0:17:20.920 --> 0:17:22.760 you know, in a management role, and then you want 0:17:22.760 --> 0:17:25.480 to take a leadership. It isn't about not making mistakes 0:17:25.480 --> 0:17:27.480 and not being able to do everything. What it means 0:17:27.520 --> 0:17:30.200 is that you're able to delegate and you're able to communicate. 0:17:31.119 --> 0:17:33.520 We all work in work in progress. And what do 0:17:33.560 --> 0:17:35.679 I say? You can't fail if you don't quit. So 0:17:37.040 --> 0:17:39.399 I know what it is like, you know, being an assistant. 0:17:39.880 --> 0:17:42.680 I never really talked about her much, but I am 0:17:42.720 --> 0:17:48.560 so proud of her. Um Egypt Egypt should ride. She 0:17:48.680 --> 0:17:52.240 doned in Atlanta pretty much how Jeremiah is to me, 0:17:52.280 --> 0:17:54.800 I was to her, And I can see kind of 0:17:54.800 --> 0:17:58.159 like the parallels of how lack of communication can be 0:17:58.240 --> 0:18:01.080 here in patients running. Then there are but one thing 0:18:01.119 --> 0:18:02.919 that I want to make sure is that I commit 0:18:03.000 --> 0:18:07.520 to transparency because I believe him. And as long as 0:18:07.560 --> 0:18:10.560 we communicate, we can't say it can't never be because 0:18:10.600 --> 0:18:14.800 when you care about somebody, you communicate, it's gonna be healthy. 0:18:15.240 --> 0:18:17.399 You know, only comes toxic or not good when you 0:18:17.400 --> 0:18:20.959 don't communicate. I say all that to say, I remember 0:18:20.960 --> 0:18:22.840 when I was with her, she like said, like, assistants 0:18:22.840 --> 0:18:24.640 only last for like two years. And so I'm looking 0:18:24.680 --> 0:18:27.240 at Jeremiah and I want him to grow, and I'm like, oh, 0:18:27.280 --> 0:18:29.520 we just realized this's to a year market is coming up, 0:18:30.200 --> 0:18:32.800 and I'm saying how things. He's doing an amazing job. 0:18:33.119 --> 0:18:34.520 But what I'm saying is I don't want him to 0:18:34.600 --> 0:18:37.080 be so thin and not in the enjoyment because we're 0:18:37.119 --> 0:18:39.680 all human, but where he's asking to grow as far 0:18:39.720 --> 0:18:41.520 as up lovel and I need to see that. I 0:18:41.600 --> 0:18:43.600 need to see that level of communication. I need you 0:18:43.680 --> 0:18:46.080 to if something is right, you bring it to my attention. 0:18:46.119 --> 0:18:48.080 Don't just say yes if you don't have the capacity. 0:18:48.400 --> 0:18:51.600 Because we're moving an accelerated rate, things are gonna happen. 0:18:51.640 --> 0:18:53.639 I'm gonna look at him to be like, this is 0:18:53.680 --> 0:18:56.119 it and if this isn't, then it ain't it. But 0:18:56.200 --> 0:18:57.840 don't say it ain't it or it isn't and then 0:18:57.880 --> 0:19:02.960 it is. So if he's signed with the team, I 0:19:02.960 --> 0:19:04.960 gotta make it so that he only has to worry 0:19:04.960 --> 0:19:06.879 about me being the team. And all of this is 0:19:06.880 --> 0:19:08.440 coming out because like I said, he's going up to 0:19:08.480 --> 0:19:12.680 Premiere and um working there, and then he hasn't been 0:19:12.720 --> 0:19:15.600 here in the past week and now the following week 0:19:15.640 --> 0:19:18.320 in which this podcast is gonna air this week because 0:19:18.320 --> 0:19:20.640 he's carvering over the Steve Harvey Warning Show. Yes he's 0:19:20.680 --> 0:19:24.360 that dope and amazing. I know over there at Premiere Networks. Yeah, 0:19:24.400 --> 0:19:28.080 he's sending the signal out for the number one morning 0:19:28.119 --> 0:19:31.760 show right now, Urban a C syndicate that Premiere Networks, 0:19:31.800 --> 0:19:34.440 y'all where you used to do the digital content producers. 0:19:34.520 --> 0:19:37.399 So that's what's happened on that front. Who that was 0:19:37.400 --> 0:19:41.240 a lot of emotions. Uh, And I'm grateful for Brian. Oh. 0:19:41.520 --> 0:19:43.680 I don't like me to talk about him much. Maybe 0:19:43.720 --> 0:19:45.399 he gonna hear this, but he's down in New Orleans 0:19:45.440 --> 0:19:48.520 right now with his family. And you know, as I'm realizing, 0:19:49.640 --> 0:19:51.360 being a talent, you gotta be on your motor being 0:19:51.440 --> 0:19:54.760 creativity when you speak. Yeah, and it sparks these ideas. 0:19:54.840 --> 0:19:58.720 It has to be like a groove of mindset. So 0:19:58.800 --> 0:20:00.439 I told him. I was like, you know, that was 0:20:00.480 --> 0:20:02.480 one of the things I was perturbed with Jeremiam, Like, 0:20:02.520 --> 0:20:04.639 how are you just gonna start the episode or the 0:20:04.680 --> 0:20:06.479 season out? And I don't give a welcome. How you 0:20:06.480 --> 0:20:08.560 don't tell you what's going on. We're just gonna bust 0:20:08.560 --> 0:20:10.280 out with that the episode. And he was like, well, 0:20:10.960 --> 0:20:12.520 I don't even know what he said. He's I don't 0:20:12.520 --> 0:20:14.200 know if he said he wasn't thinking, but either way. 0:20:14.280 --> 0:20:16.960 Had I not you know, pushed in to be like 0:20:16.960 --> 0:20:19.560 I think at intro, we wouldn't have it. So I 0:20:19.600 --> 0:20:22.320 said with that to say, that's about me here right now. 0:20:22.640 --> 0:20:24.639 I was supposed to get this probably to Brian yesterday 0:20:24.720 --> 0:20:27.080 or super early in the morning, and I didn't because 0:20:27.160 --> 0:20:30.440 right now it is eleven almost ten fifty seven a m. 0:20:30.480 --> 0:20:33.320 Pacific Standard time. He is in Arleans, so that means 0:20:33.320 --> 0:20:35.080 it's like one. He is with his family and kids. 0:20:35.119 --> 0:20:36.880 So I don't think and I don't see how any 0:20:36.880 --> 0:20:38.040 of this is going to be added it in a 0:20:38.080 --> 0:20:40.919 time or done anything, because he is living his life 0:20:41.200 --> 0:20:43.439 and as he should be and as everyone else, you know, 0:20:43.680 --> 0:20:45.840 enjoy your family. I'm the one that's singleing in a 0:20:45.880 --> 0:20:48.040 relationship and can spend all this time. But best belief, 0:20:48.440 --> 0:20:51.280 I'm making ruin my vulnerability because Donald is not about 0:20:51.280 --> 0:20:53.800 to be dry and out here forever. I'm not drying. 0:20:53.800 --> 0:20:55.479 But you know what I mean, not booed up, you know, 0:20:56.320 --> 0:20:59.920 t M. I right, let me keep going. So Brian 0:21:00.040 --> 0:21:03.159 and I appreciate him, and I gotta give money so 0:21:03.200 --> 0:21:06.080 I can pay him, right you know, you know he'd 0:21:06.119 --> 0:21:09.399 been now with the team. Brian and I want to 0:21:09.400 --> 0:21:15.040 Howard together. Did you know that? Yep, I'm not sure. 0:21:15.040 --> 0:21:16.960 It wasn't freshman year. Did we meet in the radio 0:21:17.040 --> 0:21:21.080 protection class, Brian, I don't know, but that was years 0:21:21.119 --> 0:21:23.880 mom at the time, Bryan is very mild, mattered to chill, 0:21:24.040 --> 0:21:27.119 but um, I made mention to this before. But basically, 0:21:27.160 --> 0:21:36.000 we don't need chances to years old Brian. Brian believe 0:21:36.080 --> 0:21:40.080 in me. A lot of things has happened right now, 0:21:40.119 --> 0:21:41.720 even tell me years ago, he said, you gotta start 0:21:41.720 --> 0:21:44.200 writing this stuff down. He was like for the story, 0:21:45.160 --> 0:21:48.040 and I like how he pushes me. You know, I 0:21:48.040 --> 0:21:49.879 had a conversation. I was just telling him a lot 0:21:50.000 --> 0:21:52.040 that's going on me trying to figure out me running 0:21:52.040 --> 0:21:55.560 the show and doing everything about myself, and you know, 0:21:55.800 --> 0:21:58.000 just like I want to start up leveling my conversations 0:21:58.040 --> 0:22:00.680 to be talking about my mortgage and houses and stuff. 0:22:00.680 --> 0:22:01.920 I was like, I'm at that age and I'm like 0:22:02.320 --> 0:22:05.320 now complaining, But I'm like shore, I do right, Like, 0:22:06.040 --> 0:22:09.960 I work hard, I stay focused and sometimes you'll be 0:22:10.000 --> 0:22:12.880 thinking like, well, God, what about where's it my time? 0:22:13.600 --> 0:22:17.439 But you gotta unders overstand said Gud's time. And I 0:22:17.440 --> 0:22:19.680 want to be prepared because when the crown hit my head, 0:22:19.720 --> 0:22:22.280 which I know because it's departments and we God showed me. 0:22:23.880 --> 0:22:26.160 I don't want to crook send my neck. I don't 0:22:26.160 --> 0:22:28.439 want to get no whiplash. I want to move with grace. 0:22:29.080 --> 0:22:32.199 So timing gets everything. But I say all that to 0:22:32.200 --> 0:22:34.560 say he pushes me because you know, I always be 0:22:34.600 --> 0:22:36.639