WEBVTT - Good Samaritan

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<v Speaker 1>What you hear in this podcast does not implicate any

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<v Speaker 1>individual or entity in any criminal activity. The views and

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<v Speaker 1>opinions are solely those of the individuals participating in the podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>Previously on the Missionary My Friend Napocosa went to View

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<v Speaker 1>with Jesus. She told the story of Napocosa basically all

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<v Speaker 1>about how this girl was so neglected and abused her

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<v Speaker 1>whole life until you know, Renee came in and saved her,

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<v Speaker 1>and her fundraising took off on the back of that story.

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<v Speaker 1>But this is God's perfect end of her story, and

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<v Speaker 1>the story is not mine to write. The Musunglus that

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<v Speaker 1>found Napocosa, they're saying that she was neglected, that they

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<v Speaker 1>were trying to starve for Yeah, that's yeah, She's saying,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, to us in Ducks, we are lying. A

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<v Speaker 1>Christian missionary is finding to clear her name tonight, following

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<v Speaker 1>accusations by two mothers in Uganda and a group called

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<v Speaker 1>No White Saviors that the Virginia woman contributed to the

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<v Speaker 1>deaths of they say, hundreds of babies by treating them

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<v Speaker 1>without a medical license. Renee, that is a serious allegation.

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<v Speaker 1>How do you respond? First off, I have never represented

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<v Speaker 1>myself as a medical professional or health worker of any type. UM.

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<v Speaker 1>The organization serving his children hires UH medical professionals that

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<v Speaker 1>are Ugandan, UM, local and national folks, and UM I

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<v Speaker 1>have assisted our medical team in emergency settings and in

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<v Speaker 1>crisis situations. UM, but I have never practiced medicine, and

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<v Speaker 1>I have never adorned or put on any sort of

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<v Speaker 1>The segment is about five minutes long. Renee Box wearing

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<v Speaker 1>a ruffled blouse, her blonde hair formally swept back behind

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<v Speaker 1>her ear children and personal growth. I realized, and she

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<v Speaker 1>looks nervous. I wasn't even needed. She swivels in her

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<v Speaker 1>chair and her eyes darted around looking at someone off screen.

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<v Speaker 1>And so these accusations are incredibly disappointing, as I've spent

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<v Speaker 1>a majority of my adulthood UM serving in Uganda. It

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<v Speaker 1>was the first anyone had seen of Box since she

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<v Speaker 1>left Uganda in late two thousand eighteen, a couple of

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<v Speaker 1>months before the lawsuit was filed. And you've gotten in court.

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<v Speaker 1>Renee's attorney, David Gibbs, was split screen to Ansuer. So, David,

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<v Speaker 1>I know that you have said, UM, you believe this

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<v Speaker 1>group is potentially defaming her. They may be libelious and

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<v Speaker 1>slandering her. Would you consider legal action in return? Do

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<v Speaker 1>you think your case is strong enough? Well, Shannon, absolutely,

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<v Speaker 1>the case would be strong enough. The problem with these

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<v Speaker 1>reputational terrorists on the internet putting out information it's not

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<v Speaker 1>fact based, and it's very sad when a missionary, humanitarian

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<v Speaker 1>or any individual from the United States or any developed

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<v Speaker 1>nation wants to go into a third world or a

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<v Speaker 1>health crisis somewhere like da Uganda and they come under

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<v Speaker 1>these attacks with no way to really defend yourself affectively.

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<v Speaker 1>For months, I thought I was on a fool's errand

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<v Speaker 1>Renee was somewhere in Virginia according to our best guests,

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<v Speaker 1>unwilling to talk, and then she popped up on Fox News.

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<v Speaker 1>But it was my role on the team to understand

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<v Speaker 1>Renee's version of what happened and to interview her closest defenders,

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<v Speaker 1>which I was finding was going to require a lot

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<v Speaker 1>more patients and imagination than I anticipated. So there definitely

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<v Speaker 1>is a movement right now and the white savior complex

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<v Speaker 1>or white saviorism or kind of hot button topics um

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<v Speaker 1>at least in the world that I come from. In

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<v Speaker 1>association with I Heart Media I'm Malcolm Burnley, I'm Rogie Gola,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm Hollema Condi, and this is the Missionary episode three,

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<v Speaker 1>Good Samaritan. I've spoken to David Gibbs less than a

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<v Speaker 1>week before this interview aired in June. My only other

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<v Speaker 1>outreach to Renee had been through her mother, Laurie. She

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<v Speaker 1>took my calls for about six months until she eventually

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<v Speaker 1>stopped responding and texted me a number I longed to Gibbs.

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<v Speaker 1>It turns out Gibbs has a history with Fox News.

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<v Speaker 1>David Gibbs joins us. He was the attorney for Terry

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<v Speaker 1>Shivo's family, and he's now President and General counsel of

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<v Speaker 1>the National Center for Life and Liberty. David, thanks for

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<v Speaker 1>joining us, Shannon. It's a joy to be with you

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<v Speaker 1>on this Sunday, all right, So, Michael Shivo. If the

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<v Speaker 1>name Terry Shivo rings a bell, that's because her case

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<v Speaker 1>was a big deal. Back in the early two thousands.

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<v Speaker 1>Shivo quite simply redefined life and death in America, along

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<v Speaker 1>with the government's role in each of those things. The

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<v Speaker 1>ongoing debates over vaccines, abortion coverage, and the line between

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<v Speaker 1>individual freedom and public health in this pandemic they all

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<v Speaker 1>called back to Shiva. It was a war of ideas,

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<v Speaker 1>and Gibbs was on the front line. Is Governor Bush

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<v Speaker 1>was not trying to decide whether Terry Shiva lived or died.

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<v Speaker 1>He just wanted to make sure that fair new profit.

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<v Speaker 1>Shivo was a woman who had been comatose for fifteen

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<v Speaker 1>years when her husband us to pull life support. The

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<v Speaker 1>case made headlines and quickly became political. Everyone from the

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<v Speaker 1>Pope to President George W. Bush weighed in. Shivo had

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<v Speaker 1>no hope for improvement, according to doctors. Gibbs represented the

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<v Speaker 1>parents who wanted to keep her alive. We knew ultimately

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<v Speaker 1>her life was in the hands of God, but the

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<v Speaker 1>concern was that here was this woman who had no lawyer,

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<v Speaker 1>The judge never came to see her, and she was

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<v Speaker 1>going to die in this painful way. Shivo became a

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<v Speaker 1>martyr for pro life causes, and Gibbs was her apostle.

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<v Speaker 1>He wrote a book, Fighting for Dear Life when it

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<v Speaker 1>was all over, then founded a legal ministry that quote

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<v Speaker 1>serves to protect and defend Bible based values. Gibbs got

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<v Speaker 1>famous by asserting a woman's right to life, and now

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<v Speaker 1>he was defending a woman accused of taking life away.

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<v Speaker 1>We were originally contacted by a pastor in the Virginia

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<v Speaker 1>area that was familiar with Renee and her mom and

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<v Speaker 1>dad and also was one of the supporters of serving

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<v Speaker 1>as children. Our goal has been to help them as

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<v Speaker 1>they have worked through, you know, a very complicated media universe.

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<v Speaker 1>In the first two episodes, you heard a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>the accusations about Renee's medical involvement. In a five hundred

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<v Speaker 1>fifty page response to the lawsuits, she denies practically everything,

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<v Speaker 1>wearing a white coat, experimental dosing, even the blood transfusions.

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<v Speaker 1>And so I think I thought Gibbs might try to

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<v Speaker 1>overwhelm me with the details, plucking apart the allegations in

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<v Speaker 1>the lawsuit. She wasn't going in and doing surgeries, cutting

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<v Speaker 1>people open, you know, doing hearts or brains or I

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<v Speaker 1>mean things that obviously you need a lot of medical expertise,

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<v Speaker 1>and you need sophisticated training as well as staff. They're

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<v Speaker 1>providing nutrition services to combat a crisis that literally the

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<v Speaker 1>hospitals and others were unable to handle just due to

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<v Speaker 1>the volume. But mostly he focused on Renee's character and

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<v Speaker 1>he painted with a broad brush. Gibbs told me that

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<v Speaker 1>Renee was a good Samaritan. He said that she had

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<v Speaker 1>nothing to be sorry for it at all. Um. I

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<v Speaker 1>saw Renee's work and what she had done over her

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<v Speaker 1>time in Uganda is something that should be encouraged and

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<v Speaker 1>lifted up. And I was watching her be, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>literally crucified for trying to do the right thing. These families,

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<v Speaker 1>when you're desperate, they know their daughters dying, Renee is,

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<v Speaker 1>they're willing to help, and they're seeking help. The Renee's

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<v Speaker 1>of the world and others like her should be allowed

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<v Speaker 1>to provide help. According to her lawyer, Renee's story wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>about death, it was about life. Renee went to Uganda

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<v Speaker 1>looking to preserve it and fight for it, just like

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<v Speaker 1>Gibbs did with Shiva. They're ignoring the fact that thirty

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<v Speaker 1>six hundred children had their lives saved. What Sir Ring

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<v Speaker 1>his children did with a medical team there in Uganda

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<v Speaker 1>and under Renee's leadership, was truly remarkable. A lot of

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<v Speaker 1>people would walk away from a scene like that in Uganda,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe donate a few dollars, share a link on social media,

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<v Speaker 1>but they don't usually lean in like Renee two Gibbs.

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<v Speaker 1>That's commendable. If you're on an airplane and you've got

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<v Speaker 1>a dying child and you walk up to someone that's

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<v Speaker 1>say can you help me? And the person says, I

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<v Speaker 1>think I can. You're in in the Good Samaritan emergency situation,

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<v Speaker 1>and do we want to get to the point where

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<v Speaker 1>the doctor on the airplane says, you know what, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't want my name and reputation ruined. I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to get sued. I don't want to get accused of

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<v Speaker 1>killing this guy. I think I'm just gonna stay in

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<v Speaker 1>my seat, buckled in, and whatever happens happens. But what

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<v Speaker 1>if on that plane during that emergency, some do gooder

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<v Speaker 1>pulls out a stethoscope from the overhead and pretends to

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<v Speaker 1>be a doctor. That's more like what Renee is accused of.

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<v Speaker 1>After that Fox interview, I figured what the hell? I

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<v Speaker 1>just drive to Renee's hometown. Bedford, Virginia is six hours

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<v Speaker 1>away from Philly. I let Gibbs know that I was

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<v Speaker 1>heading there, but as I got closer, something unexpected happened.

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<v Speaker 1>Gibbs sent me the address to a church. He basically said,

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<v Speaker 1>if I wanted to meet Renee, I could h This

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<v Speaker 1>was Renee's home court a brick church on a suburban street,

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<v Speaker 1>and when I entered the church, I noticed they still

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<v Speaker 1>had a flyer for Serving His Children on the bulletin board.

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<v Speaker 1>The flyer asked for donations from cycle breakers to help

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<v Speaker 1>end malnutrition in Uganda. Renee and Laurie Bach I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if they mentioned that we're gonna be there, said

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<v Speaker 1>there's a library. The receptionist was and expecting me, so

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<v Speaker 1>she called for the Reverend Maltain Burley. Thank you. At

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<v Speaker 1>the top of a flight of stairs, I found a classroom.

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<v Speaker 1>The chairs were stocked around the perimeter and the chalkboard

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<v Speaker 1>was wiped clean. I do thank you so much. A

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<v Speaker 1>woman was waiting for me. She wore a hoodie, jeans

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<v Speaker 1>and a half hearted smile when she shook my hand.

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<v Speaker 1>Could you just introduce yourself, say your name and my name,

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<v Speaker 1>and I guess your affiliation with serving I'm Renee Back,

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<v Speaker 1>the founder and former director of Serving his Children. People

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<v Speaker 1>ask me if Renee's in jail when I casually bring

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<v Speaker 1>up this story. Renee is free to celebrate birthdays with

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<v Speaker 1>her two adopted daughters, eat home cooked meals, and isn't

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<v Speaker 1>even charged with a felony in the US or in Uganda,

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<v Speaker 1>but she seemed tense, perhaps unconvinced this was a good

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<v Speaker 1>due to be talking with me. It's hard, but tell

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<v Speaker 1>me where you're at right now and what you how

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<v Speaker 1>you've been yet. Yeah, it's been challenging for sure. No

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<v Speaker 1>one wants to be be said to be, you know, murderer,

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<v Speaker 1>but there has been and there will be some pretty

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<v Speaker 1>serious counseling after all this. Um, it's been pretty emotionally damaging,

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<v Speaker 1>no doubt. I'm not trying to play the victim in

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<v Speaker 1>that or anything, but to hear it from her, she's

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<v Speaker 1>in a special kind of deal. She isn't working, and

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<v Speaker 1>she assumes she may never work again. She says. Strangers

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<v Speaker 1>stop her in public and ask if she's the one

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<v Speaker 1>people have forgotten that I'm a human, like in a

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<v Speaker 1>person with emotions and someone who has children that are

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<v Speaker 1>going to grow up one day and google their mom's

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<v Speaker 1>name and say, Wow, was my mom a serial killer?

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<v Speaker 1>Did she start a genocide? Because that's what people said

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<v Speaker 1>about her. Renee was even in touch with the FBI

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<v Speaker 1>regarding death threads. I'm being watched closely, like I'm being

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<v Speaker 1>watched in my home I'm being watched everywhere I go.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like people are watching me. I've visited my

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<v Speaker 1>sister in California and people were taking pictures in the

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<v Speaker 1>airport of me. Renee's sister is an actual doctor, by

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<v Speaker 1>the way, you know, the police have put cameras up

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<v Speaker 1>at my parents house and all kinds of things like that,

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<v Speaker 1>which is very unusual because I grew up in an

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<v Speaker 1>environment where like, you go out of town for two

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<v Speaker 1>weeks and you don't lock your door because what if

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<v Speaker 1>the neighbor needs a cup of sugar, you know, and

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<v Speaker 1>just like can wander on over. And that's just a

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<v Speaker 1>terrible feeling to feel insecure about your safety and the

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<v Speaker 1>safety of your kids and your family. And yeah, it's

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<v Speaker 1>been really sad, to be honest. Renee sounded paranoid, which

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<v Speaker 1>explained why we were meeting in a clandestine location. I

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<v Speaker 1>was asked to keep the name of the church anonymous

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<v Speaker 1>gibbs Us on speaker phone. Her mother, Laurie, was taking

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<v Speaker 1>notes on a laptop off to the side. They were

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<v Speaker 1>all eager to position Renee as a victim of an

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<v Speaker 1>online smear campaign. Here's Laurie box Well on social media.

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<v Speaker 1>Has facilitated a whole made up story that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you can just say what you want and it's viewed

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<v Speaker 1>as the Gospel treat which is scary. World. Yeah, Renee

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<v Speaker 1>was playing the victim here no matter what she said,

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<v Speaker 1>and this mountain case against her. It was obviously not

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<v Speaker 1>fake news. We do uncovered too much already. It was

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<v Speaker 1>also true, though, that Renee was getting hammered all over

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<v Speaker 1>social media tweets like she's the butcher of Uganda and

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<v Speaker 1>her name is Renee Bach and in a parallel universe,

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<v Speaker 1>Hollywood will make a billion dollar fictional movie about this,

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<v Speaker 1>and somehow managed to paint Renee Bach as a complicated,

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<v Speaker 1>tragically flawed, and yet well intentioned woman whispers we inhabit

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<v Speaker 1>the parallel universe. Despite this, Renee was optimistic and listening

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<v Speaker 1>to Monica Lewinsky's Ted talk. A lot of what she

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<v Speaker 1>says really resonates with me. And that like her name

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<v Speaker 1>was just put it on like the scandal, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it was like the Monica Lewinsky scandal, and so people

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<v Speaker 1>forgot that she was a human being, an evangelical woman

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<v Speaker 1>finding solace in Monica Lewinsky. I definitely didn't expect that,

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<v Speaker 1>but I understood what she meant once I listened to

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<v Speaker 1>Lewinsky's Ted talk, what that meant for me personally was

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<v Speaker 1>that overnight I went from being a completely private figure

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<v Speaker 1>to a publicly humiliated one worldwide. I was patient zero

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<v Speaker 1>of losing a personal reputation on a global scale almost instantaneously.

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<v Speaker 1>But the more Renee talked about Lewinsky, the more I

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<v Speaker 1>realized she was making a different point entirely. For Renee,

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<v Speaker 1>Lewinsky was a story of redemption, like maybe she could

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<v Speaker 1>use this unwanted notoriety and channel it into good, into

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<v Speaker 1>a form of service. Here's Renee again for good. I

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<v Speaker 1>mentioned Monica Lewinski before, but it's been cool to see

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<v Speaker 1>her like now really creating this platform and foundation for

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<v Speaker 1>you know, anti bullying and cyber bullying and things like that.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that, like what a cool testimony of taking

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<v Speaker 1>something that was so horrific and so destructive and turning

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<v Speaker 1>it into a way to really like resonate with people

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<v Speaker 1>in a really hard spot and really help people. So

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<v Speaker 1>seeing a few people that have gone through really hilacious

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<v Speaker 1>trials um and kept their head up and been honoring

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<v Speaker 1>has been a life giving encouragement to me. I'll admit

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<v Speaker 1>I was deeply interested in the fall from Grace narratives,

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<v Speaker 1>what it was like to be chosen and special in

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<v Speaker 1>one moment, exiled in the next. But I never got

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<v Speaker 1>what I wanted. I never got the Renee of her

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<v Speaker 1>blog posts. Her storytelling and introspection were much less impactful.

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<v Speaker 1>In person. Something felt like it was just missing or

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<v Speaker 1>it was guarded from me. And then Renee started telling

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<v Speaker 1>me why that those blog posts were deeply flawed and

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<v Speaker 1>the problem with them was that they had an unreliable

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<v Speaker 1>narrator Renee herself and a lot of my years of blogging.

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<v Speaker 1>I was young, and I wanted to share, like life

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<v Speaker 1>can look so different than what I thought it looked

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<v Speaker 1>like as a girl from a rural town in America. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so I wanted people to understand that, like, there's this

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<v Speaker 1>world outside of yourself that's so amazing and so beautiful

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<v Speaker 1>and so raw and like so painful, but like also

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<v Speaker 1>can be so beautiful, and like a mural can be

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<v Speaker 1>making made out of that brokenness. Um, and I really

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<v Speaker 1>did want to convey that to the readers. And I

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<v Speaker 1>mean when we first came across the blogs, they felt

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<v Speaker 1>like journalistic treasure. Thirty two thousand words that came straight

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<v Speaker 1>from Renee. Each passage a fossil on the sand, together

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<v Speaker 1>a skeleton for our entire investigation. Now, Renee was claiming

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<v Speaker 1>that she had a propensity for stretching the truth in

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<v Speaker 1>her writing. And I think I really wrote in first

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<v Speaker 1>person a lot um, and so I would say, you know, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>this kid came in and then you know, we started

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<v Speaker 1>the idea, and how come up to oxygen and did

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<v Speaker 1>all these things and um, and I think it really

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<v Speaker 1>reads as though I was doing those things personally, And

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<v Speaker 1>so I can understand how someone would read and think

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<v Speaker 1>like she's just doing all this stuff, like she knows

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<v Speaker 1>what she's doing, you know, um, whereas it was really

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<v Speaker 1>a team. It was so mind boggling it. Renee was

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<v Speaker 1>accused of being a fake doctor, and part of her

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<v Speaker 1>defense was to admit to misrepresenting herself in a different way.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I wrote it as this was my experience, um,

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<v Speaker 1>and instead of saying like the nurse ran whatever or um, right,

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<v Speaker 1>there were several people there that day, um, and so

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<v Speaker 1>I was definitely involved in all the activities. Renee says

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<v Speaker 1>she kept writing in first person for a simple reason

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<v Speaker 1>because people will pay money to support that kind of narrative,

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<v Speaker 1>and we did. You know, people are emotional impulse givers,

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<v Speaker 1>and so we did receive a lot of you know,

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<v Speaker 1>financial support through people who read my blogs. Um, just

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<v Speaker 1>reading and realizing the raw need and then feeling like, hey,

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<v Speaker 1>I want to be a part of that and would

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<v Speaker 1>give monetarily. So yeah, that was really the goal. And

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<v Speaker 1>I really we had spent hours occupied by these blogs.

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<v Speaker 1>They were so central to Renee's legend, which meant that

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<v Speaker 1>to accept her truth, to accept that broad swass of

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<v Speaker 1>her writing were fabrications. Well, then it threw into question

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<v Speaker 1>everything we knew about Renee. Regieve. Do you remember what

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<v Speaker 1>you thought after spending all that time reading those blogs

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<v Speaker 1>to hear that Renee said they were actually exaggerated? Oh man, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I remember, just not knowing who Renee was anymore. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I've heard so many things, so much my understanding of

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<v Speaker 1>Renee came from the community, came from these blogs, and

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<v Speaker 1>everything was just falling out from underneath us, and I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't know where we stood. Of course, there was another explanation,

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<v Speaker 1>and perhaps a simpler one, that Renee was denouncing her

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<v Speaker 1>blog post because well they looked bad. For her case,

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<v Speaker 1>no one could prove she didn't exaggerate her writing, so

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<v Speaker 1>it was all too convenient. If we wanted to get

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<v Speaker 1>to the bottom of who Renee really was, we needed

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<v Speaker 1>to go back to the beginning to Bedford, Virginia. Turn

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<v Speaker 1>the line onto East Main Street. Signs for US sixty

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<v Speaker 1>west US to North Virginia, North Virginia, Bedford. One of

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<v Speaker 1>the first things you noticed about Bedford, Virginia are the

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<v Speaker 1>lamp posts up and down Main Street. The post carry

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<v Speaker 1>the names and faces of the Bedford Boys, the young

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<v Speaker 1>bab be faced men who died at the beaches of

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<v Speaker 1>Normandy June ninth. The crossfire of German guns still rakes

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<v Speaker 1>the shore. The town lost more men per capita on

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<v Speaker 1>d Day than anywhere else in the country. Out on

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<v Speaker 1>the chunnel, the rescue boats of the Coast Guard are

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<v Speaker 1>looking for survivors and aiding damaged vessels, and the hospital

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<v Speaker 1>ships are waiting for the Renee grew up among these ghosts.

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<v Speaker 1>Their spirit looms over the town. Wounded man has transferred

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<v Speaker 1>to another ship, the life saving blood plasma goes with him.

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<v Speaker 1>This idea of sacrificing for something that's bigger than yourself

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<v Speaker 1>It's easy to see how a young Renee was inspired

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<v Speaker 1>by that idea because it drives her family life too.

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<v Speaker 1>Here's Renee talking about her childhood on a quip FM

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<v Speaker 1>back when Renee was just a feel good story. I

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<v Speaker 1>grew up in a family of five and basically lived

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<v Speaker 1>all of my young childhood and teenage years right here

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<v Speaker 1>in Bedford. I got saved, you could say, when I

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<v Speaker 1>was very young. Um, but it wasn't until my high

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<v Speaker 1>school in middle school years that I really understood what

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<v Speaker 1>having a relationship with Jesus Christ looked like. The box

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<v Speaker 1>live on a modest farm with a bunch of animals.

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<v Speaker 1>The walls are lined with inspiration passages from philosophers, Bible versus,

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<v Speaker 1>even Mumford and Sons lyrics love It will not betray you,

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<v Speaker 1>dismay or enslave you, It will set you free. Lorie

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<v Speaker 1>homeschooled Renee and her four siblings. She taught them to

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<v Speaker 1>take risks and to pursue self mastery in their learning.

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<v Speaker 1>When she was ten, her parents started a nonprofit organization,

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<v Speaker 1>Many Blessings Farm, where they provided writing therapy for children

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<v Speaker 1>with special needs. As a teenager, Renee scheduled volunteers spotted

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<v Speaker 1>children on horseback and oversaw barn duty and so that

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<v Speaker 1>was a huge part of my middle school in high

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<v Speaker 1>school years was doing hippotherapy. So you know, it's kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like therapeutic writing. Being able to just take part

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<v Speaker 1>in kids that were a little bit different than me

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<v Speaker 1>definitely sparked a desire and need to be able to

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<v Speaker 1>help people. Um, just because there was one horse named

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<v Speaker 1>Sienna who stole Renee's heart. Later on, Sienna developed congenital

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<v Speaker 1>eye defects, and treating him meant around the clock care.

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<v Speaker 1>Every four hours, someone had to apply a stinging ointment

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<v Speaker 1>to his eyes. Lauria wrote to me in an email.

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<v Speaker 1>God used Renee's horse to teach her many things. Here's

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<v Speaker 1>Lauria again in the alarm, go up every four hours,

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<v Speaker 1>and Renee was to get up and get a flash

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<v Speaker 1>like the barn and me and home working comes back

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<v Speaker 1>and go to Renee was like the valedictorian of her

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<v Speaker 1>tiny home school, destined for greater things. Everyone knew it.

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<v Speaker 1>Here's Renee's youth pastor rich heart. She always had a

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<v Speaker 1>book in her hand whenever she was by herself, and

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's one of the ways that she just

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<v Speaker 1>she could self, teach herself, learn or you know, if

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<v Speaker 1>she didn't know the answer, she could find out. She

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<v Speaker 1>had a great imagination and desire for discovery and adventure.

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<v Speaker 1>Hopefully you can hear his admiration even with a crappy

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<v Speaker 1>audio quality. But it wasn't just her intelligence or drive

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<v Speaker 1>that made her stand out in a religious community like

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<v Speaker 1>the one Renee grew up in. Greatness is defined by

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<v Speaker 1>service to others, and it didn't matter if Renee was

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<v Speaker 1>volunteering at her family nonprofit or rebuilding homes after Katrina.

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<v Speaker 1>She was different. She was a leader, anointed by the

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<v Speaker 1>adults around her, a walking embodiment of selflessness. It wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>this arrogance. It was never this condescending like I already

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<v Speaker 1>know the answer, you know. I mean, people can come

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<v Speaker 1>in with confidence, but it can be abrasive. She never

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<v Speaker 1>had that. I mean, it was always a humility coupled

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<v Speaker 1>together with that confidence that just I think is what

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<v Speaker 1>made her so approachable. And white people were just willing

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<v Speaker 1>to be led by her, but wanted to follow her

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<v Speaker 1>because they trusted her. I spoke with Gibbs a week

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<v Speaker 1>before that Fox interview aired, a week before meeting Renee.

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<v Speaker 1>But a week before that, I was sitting in a

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<v Speaker 1>coffee shop with, as Gibbs would put it, her very

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<v Speaker 1>own reputational terrorist. I think that a lot of white

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<v Speaker 1>people fetishize black suffering, were like get off on black suffering,

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<v Speaker 1>And I think that's exactly what seeing those pictures of

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<v Speaker 1>those like malnourished like Ugandan babies, people love that ship

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<v Speaker 1>like it's just like pulling out my heart trees, like

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<v Speaker 1>there's something like you kind of like get off on it.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like really sick. And so that's why I think

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<v Speaker 1>she got as vague and popular as she did within

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<v Speaker 1>Virginia community but also outside. That's Kelsey Nielsen of No

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<v Speaker 1>White Saviors, who we heard from an episode one. She's

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<v Speaker 1>a co founder of the group that's put the spotlight

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<v Speaker 1>on Renee and been heavily involved in the lawsuit in Uganda.

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<v Speaker 1>It turns out Kelsey is from outside Philly, where I live,

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<v Speaker 1>So we met up in person a few times in

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<v Speaker 1>a popular black owned coffee shop called Uncle Bobby's her choice.

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<v Speaker 1>She wore beaded earrings and has tattoos running up her arm.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think people that are very paralyzed by saying

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<v Speaker 1>like I want to help but I don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>be like a white savior. It's looking at like, okay, well,

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<v Speaker 1>if you actually care about the needs, how are you

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<v Speaker 1>doing it? Are you doing it for yourself? Are you

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<v Speaker 1>doing it for and like do you need recognition for it?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you need to post about it? Like I think

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<v Speaker 1>that is with the air of social media? Is to Kelsey,

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<v Speaker 1>Renee wasn't a good Samaritan or even well intentioned. She

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<v Speaker 1>was exploiting a desperate situation for her own gain, pretending

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<v Speaker 1>to be a hero. In reality, she was a white savior,

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<v Speaker 1>someone scoring points off other people's misery. That's what Kelsey believed.

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<v Speaker 1>It's also just knowing that she's not the only one

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<v Speaker 1>like this is not Renee is not the only person

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<v Speaker 1>doing this, not in Uganda, not globally, and there needs

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<v Speaker 1>to be a new standard set. White saviors are an

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<v Speaker 1>old trope. Attic is finch in our courts, all equal

0:26:15.840 --> 0:26:19.360
<v Speaker 1>the blind side never had them before? What a room

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<v Speaker 1>to yourself? But well yeah, well now, whether it's books

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<v Speaker 1>or movies, you see these brave heroes taking a stand

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<v Speaker 1>for the less fortunate, and part of their bravery is

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<v Speaker 1>always crossing a color line. No more colored restaurants. No

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<v Speaker 1>more white restaurants. Harry Nasa. We all pay the same color.

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<v Speaker 1>The stories perpetuate this myth that black people need saving,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's way more insidious than that. The trope allows

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<v Speaker 1>white people to see themselves as heroes of their own

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<v Speaker 1>good deeds, the protagonists of racial solidarity, even when they're

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<v Speaker 1>not always helping. In Tissue, Cole wrote about what he

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<v Speaker 1>called the white savior industrial complex. Africa has provided a

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<v Speaker 1>space onto which white egos can conveniently be projected. It

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<v Speaker 1>is a liberated space in which the usual rules do

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<v Speaker 1>not apply. Nobody from America or Europe can go to

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<v Speaker 1>Africa and become a godlike savior, or at the very

0:27:22.880 --> 0:27:27.159
<v Speaker 1>least have his or her emotional needs satisfied. Many have

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<v Speaker 1>done it under the banner of making a difference. Cole

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<v Speaker 1>and Kelsey are both describing a fine line. One person's

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<v Speaker 1>good Samaritan is another's white savior. And if you're not

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<v Speaker 1>asking yourself the difference, especially if you're working in Africa,

0:27:44.600 --> 0:27:46.439
<v Speaker 1>you might just be on the wrong side of it.

0:27:47.480 --> 0:27:51.000
<v Speaker 1>You're in this microcolumn and bubble of like like white

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<v Speaker 1>saviorism isn't just acceptable, it's actually like lifted up is this, Like,

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<v Speaker 1>this is what you should be doing as much sacrifice,

0:27:59.680 --> 0:28:03.320
<v Speaker 1>as much, the more, the more crazy, the more overworked

0:28:03.520 --> 0:28:05.680
<v Speaker 1>entire to you are, the more the more you're doing

0:28:05.680 --> 0:28:09.159
<v Speaker 1>outside of your qualifications, the more you're letting this is

0:28:09.160 --> 0:28:11.800
<v Speaker 1>the mentality, the more you're letting God use you and

0:28:12.320 --> 0:28:30.120
<v Speaker 1>and equip you. Like that's literally what people believe. Renee

0:28:30.160 --> 0:28:33.239
<v Speaker 1>was not living under a rock. She was listening to

0:28:33.280 --> 0:28:36.760
<v Speaker 1>the criticism, trying to understand her own relationship to race

0:28:36.920 --> 0:28:40.600
<v Speaker 1>and white saviors too. She said so in her Fox interview.

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<v Speaker 1>I have to say that when I went to Uganda

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<v Speaker 1>the first time, I was a young American woman boarding

0:28:46.880 --> 0:28:50.360
<v Speaker 1>a plane to Africa, and I definitely had a white

0:28:50.360 --> 0:28:53.320
<v Speaker 1>savior complex. Um. I mean, my desire to go to

0:28:53.440 --> 0:28:56.440
<v Speaker 1>Uganda was was to help people and to serve. And

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<v Speaker 1>I think that oftentimes anyone coming from a culture such

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<v Speaker 1>as America or a culture where we would say we've

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<v Speaker 1>had great privilege, um, going into a culture that is

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<v Speaker 1>stated to be, you know, underdeveloped, with a lack of resources,

0:29:12.240 --> 0:29:16.200
<v Speaker 1>anyone could be considered a white savior in that environment.

0:29:16.440 --> 0:29:19.280
<v Speaker 1>And I was not immune to that myself. I am

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<v Speaker 1>proud to after that meeting at church. Renee gave me

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<v Speaker 1>another interview and another We spoke again at the church,

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<v Speaker 1>then every few weeks by phone, and it took a while,

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<v Speaker 1>but we eventually talked about her chronology in Uganda. She

0:29:34.240 --> 0:29:38.360
<v Speaker 1>first arrived in Uganda in September two thousand seven alone.

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<v Speaker 1>She never traveled abroad before. My goal and purpose and

0:29:42.880 --> 0:29:45.840
<v Speaker 1>going was to work for an orphanage. They had a

0:29:46.080 --> 0:29:50.480
<v Speaker 1>very well established volunteer program. I didn't know anyone there

0:29:50.640 --> 0:29:53.720
<v Speaker 1>or really have any other connection or draw except for

0:29:53.760 --> 0:29:58.320
<v Speaker 1>the fact that they seemed to have a good program.

0:29:58.520 --> 0:30:02.520
<v Speaker 1>They kind of catered to younger girls who wanted more

0:30:02.520 --> 0:30:06.280
<v Speaker 1>of like an exposure experience than anything. Really. That orphanage

0:30:06.360 --> 0:30:09.440
<v Speaker 1>was called a money baby cottage. It was a popular

0:30:09.520 --> 0:30:14.080
<v Speaker 1>launching pad for young missionaries in Uganda. Kelsey Nielsen got

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<v Speaker 1>her start at the same orphanage just a couple of

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<v Speaker 1>years after Renee. It was like the gateway drug. It's

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<v Speaker 1>smoking need for like white Samerism, and then like they're

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<v Speaker 1>on heroin now everyone all of us are there and

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<v Speaker 1>that's one by like a fundamentalist Christian. The running joke

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<v Speaker 1>about a money within missionary circles is that Americans find

0:30:34.800 --> 0:30:37.479
<v Speaker 1>it solely because it's at the top of volunteering lists.

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<v Speaker 1>Its initials are ABC. So I did a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>things like folded laundry and served meals, and based a

0:30:47.800 --> 0:30:50.640
<v Speaker 1>lot of babies because they bade their babies like eight

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<v Speaker 1>times a day, um, and you know, organized storage closets

0:30:57.400 --> 0:31:03.560
<v Speaker 1>and cleaned toys just ever was needed. The problem was

0:31:04.280 --> 0:31:08.040
<v Speaker 1>it was just busy work. Back in the US, Renee

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<v Speaker 1>was used to being in control. She was a leader

0:31:10.880 --> 0:31:14.320
<v Speaker 1>in her youth ministry, but here at the orphanage she

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<v Speaker 1>was non essential. So she began working for other nonprofits

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<v Speaker 1>in her free time. The founders of one of these

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<v Speaker 1>NGOs left abruptly, so they turned to Renee with the keys.

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<v Speaker 1>It was kind of ridiculously crazy. I mean I had

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<v Speaker 1>known them for maybe six weeks, very casually, and they

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<v Speaker 1>were like removing you our program for us. Here's our

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<v Speaker 1>credit card and our house and our car keys, and

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<v Speaker 1>just like here the things you need to do. And

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, well what, I moved into their house

0:31:46.600 --> 0:31:49.320
<v Speaker 1>started running their programs for them. I really had no

0:31:49.480 --> 0:31:51.680
<v Speaker 1>idea what I was doing. They just kind of gave

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<v Speaker 1>me a breach tutorial and then we're like me out.

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<v Speaker 1>This happened Within just a few months of her arrival,

0:31:58.840 --> 0:32:01.440
<v Speaker 1>Renee go to peek at the local hospital. Through her

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<v Speaker 1>work at this NGO, her first glimpses of the Ugandan

0:32:04.760 --> 0:32:08.920
<v Speaker 1>medical system horrified her. I mean, when I first moved

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<v Speaker 1>to Uganda, the quality of care was well, it was bad.

0:32:13.360 --> 0:32:17.240
<v Speaker 1>It was bad. They had moved past reusing needles, but

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<v Speaker 1>like they weren't far past it and still to this day.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, in busy seasons there are people lining hallways

0:32:24.480 --> 0:32:29.600
<v Speaker 1>and corches and there's you know, rats and cockroaches. But

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<v Speaker 1>when I moved there there was a mentality of you

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<v Speaker 1>have two patients, and which one has a better chance

0:32:37.120 --> 0:32:39.080
<v Speaker 1>of life? This one than this one? You pick and

0:32:39.120 --> 0:32:41.520
<v Speaker 1>this one you leave. It's like you were, you know,

0:32:42.440 --> 0:32:47.040
<v Speaker 1>color coding people on like a warfield, you know, like

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<v Speaker 1>red tag like don't even bother, you know, and it

0:32:51.040 --> 0:32:55.360
<v Speaker 1>sounds horrible and crass and just like disgusting, But it's

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<v Speaker 1>what they had to do, you know, they could choose

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<v Speaker 1>to be. This was over a decade ago. Renee was

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<v Speaker 1>impressionable searching for her own path, and what she found

0:33:04.920 --> 0:33:07.600
<v Speaker 1>was that the doors of the Uganda medical system were

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<v Speaker 1>wide open for her as long as she could stomach

0:33:10.080 --> 0:33:14.360
<v Speaker 1>what she saw. After this short trip to Uganda, Renee

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<v Speaker 1>was planning to apply to college, but a turning point

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<v Speaker 1>came in December two thousand seven. It was her first

0:33:21.240 --> 0:33:24.360
<v Speaker 1>Christmas away from home. Renee drove along one of the

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<v Speaker 1>tributaries to the Nile River, a massive waterway of its own.

0:33:28.840 --> 0:33:31.560
<v Speaker 1>She drove a diesel power advance of the hospital in Ginger,

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<v Speaker 1>carrying a load of mangoes, flatbreads, and snacks. She walked

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<v Speaker 1>into a room with narrow rows of metal cribs holding

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<v Speaker 1>sleeping newborns, including five belonging to a woman named Dorothy Namunana.

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<v Speaker 1>The quintuplets were two weeks old and they all weighed

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<v Speaker 1>less than three pounds. The doctors wanted to monitor the babies,

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<v Speaker 1>so Dorothy was stuck in the hospital. This is from

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<v Speaker 1>another phone call I recorded with Renee kids for a

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<v Speaker 1>long time when she had the babies, her husband's like

0:34:06.880 --> 0:34:10.520
<v Speaker 1>basically took off because he was freaked out. Um and

0:34:10.560 --> 0:34:12.680
<v Speaker 1>so the way she explained, it's like he ran into

0:34:12.719 --> 0:34:16.920
<v Speaker 1>the hurricane field and he never came back. Like she

0:34:17.040 --> 0:34:19.319
<v Speaker 1>was just exhausted. She never slept and at the time

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<v Speaker 1>she didn't really have anyone of the hospital, staying with

0:34:21.280 --> 0:34:23.720
<v Speaker 1>her to help her, And so she was just stuck

0:34:23.760 --> 0:34:27.680
<v Speaker 1>in that like scorching hot room all the time, fading

0:34:27.680 --> 0:34:30.600
<v Speaker 1>her babies because it took so long for them to

0:34:30.640 --> 0:34:33.840
<v Speaker 1>eat such a little bit. They were just so tiny.

0:34:33.880 --> 0:34:37.120
<v Speaker 1>I'd never seen a baby down tiny before. Renee visited

0:34:37.160 --> 0:34:41.240
<v Speaker 1>Dorothy nearly every day for weeks, bringing her fresh clothes

0:34:41.320 --> 0:34:45.480
<v Speaker 1>and food and helping her feed the newborns. The babies

0:34:45.520 --> 0:34:49.279
<v Speaker 1>were doing well despite being so small. During one of

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<v Speaker 1>her regular visits, she brought her friend Katie, but when

0:34:52.719 --> 0:34:55.479
<v Speaker 1>they entered Dorothy's room, they noticed one of the little

0:34:55.520 --> 0:35:00.440
<v Speaker 1>girls was coughing. Renee picked up the baby and felt

0:35:00.440 --> 0:35:05.920
<v Speaker 1>her belly. It was tight, her breathing was slow, and

0:35:05.960 --> 0:35:09.839
<v Speaker 1>then the baby stopped breathing entirely. Renee thought about doing

0:35:09.920 --> 0:35:13.040
<v Speaker 1>CPR and the baby, but she feared it would crush her.

0:35:14.200 --> 0:35:18.920
<v Speaker 1>Katie ran to get help. In a blog post, Renee wrote,

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<v Speaker 1>by the time Katie got back ten minutes later, with

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<v Speaker 1>no doctor, she had already died in my arms. Katy

0:35:26.840 --> 0:35:29.880
<v Speaker 1>and I declared her dead. Not a single doctor or

0:35:30.000 --> 0:35:32.640
<v Speaker 1>nurse had come when we left forty five minutes later.

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<v Speaker 1>No one knows why she died. I guess that Jesus

0:35:37.760 --> 0:35:40.719
<v Speaker 1>wanted that baby with him. You just think, like, oh,

0:35:40.719 --> 0:35:43.840
<v Speaker 1>when someone dies, it's like this huge traumatic thing that

0:35:43.960 --> 0:35:47.160
<v Speaker 1>like you know, everyone's like scrambling and trying to like

0:35:47.200 --> 0:35:49.000
<v Speaker 1>save this person. But like no one was scrambling. No

0:35:49.040 --> 0:35:51.279
<v Speaker 1>one was trying to save that baby. I mean, other

0:35:51.360 --> 0:35:55.239
<v Speaker 1>than my friend nine, we're looking for a doctor to Renee,

0:35:55.280 --> 0:35:58.759
<v Speaker 1>the situation didn't have to be so desperate. She saw

0:35:58.800 --> 0:36:02.200
<v Speaker 1>at the hospital a lack of willpower, a reluctance to

0:36:02.239 --> 0:36:06.080
<v Speaker 1>help or even pay attention, and the dead child she

0:36:06.160 --> 0:36:09.240
<v Speaker 1>held in her arms. She became a call to action.

0:36:09.680 --> 0:36:13.000
<v Speaker 1>I definitely felt that sense of responsibility to like fight

0:36:13.080 --> 0:36:16.080
<v Speaker 1>on behalf of those parents who felt like they didn't

0:36:16.120 --> 0:36:19.319
<v Speaker 1>have any energy left to fight or that no one

0:36:19.360 --> 0:36:22.080
<v Speaker 1>would hear them. Renee set out to create a place

0:36:22.120 --> 0:36:25.760
<v Speaker 1>for more Dorothy Nominanas, a place where families would be loved,

0:36:26.440 --> 0:36:29.120
<v Speaker 1>where no baby would die neglect. A lot of people

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<v Speaker 1>would say, oh, why did you do this or why

0:36:31.640 --> 0:36:33.600
<v Speaker 1>did you do that? And it's like, have you ever

0:36:33.640 --> 0:36:35.600
<v Speaker 1>been put in a situation like that? Do you know

0:36:35.640 --> 0:36:38.319
<v Speaker 1>what you would do? Because like it's a tough call,

0:36:38.640 --> 0:36:41.440
<v Speaker 1>and sometimes you have like minutes to make it, and

0:36:41.520 --> 0:36:43.239
<v Speaker 1>you have to live with yourself with the answer of

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<v Speaker 1>that for the rest of your life. In a crisis,

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<v Speaker 1>when the experts and systems are failing around you, it's

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<v Speaker 1>natural to want to do something, to pitch in to

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<v Speaker 1>help flatten the curve. H Now imagine your Renee interpreting

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<v Speaker 1>this very human desire as something more as a call

0:37:07.520 --> 0:37:11.760
<v Speaker 1>from a higher power. Doing nothing at all is sometimes

0:37:11.840 --> 0:37:14.719
<v Speaker 1>the best thing to do. We know that all too

0:37:14.719 --> 0:37:18.680
<v Speaker 1>well these days. But you never hear about God compelling

0:37:18.719 --> 0:37:24.320
<v Speaker 1>people towards inaction, do you. Recently? It's been like, well,

0:37:24.600 --> 0:37:26.759
<v Speaker 1>is everything I did just a total lie and like

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<v Speaker 1>not meaningful in any way? And why would I feel

0:37:31.040 --> 0:37:34.520
<v Speaker 1>so called to have been in this place for really

0:37:34.520 --> 0:37:38.040
<v Speaker 1>my entire adulthood and then just have it all crashing down?

0:37:38.160 --> 0:37:41.600
<v Speaker 1>What is the purpose? Renee was starting to open up,

0:37:41.760 --> 0:37:44.520
<v Speaker 1>but it was easy to confuse that access for trust.

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<v Speaker 1>About a month after meeting Renee, Laurie called me to

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<v Speaker 1>let me know that they no longer be participating in

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<v Speaker 1>the podcast. They'd heard some things about my co host

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<v Speaker 1>Bgive and what he'd been up to in ginger the

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<v Speaker 1>Deception in the story. It was about to get much darker.

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<v Speaker 1>We could see a web of conspiracies building around the

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<v Speaker 1>margins of our investigation, and slowly but surely, we were

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<v Speaker 1>being pulled into it ourselves. That's next on The Missionary.

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<v Speaker 1>The Missionaries, produced in association with I Heart Media. It's

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<v Speaker 1>written and reported by Roger Gola, Helemage Condi and Malcolm Burnley.

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<v Speaker 1>It's produced by Michelle Lands and Ryan Murdoch. Mark Lotto

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<v Speaker 1>is our story editor. Our executive producer is Mangish Thicketter.

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<v Speaker 1>Our fact checker is Austin Thompson. Mixing by Josh Rogison,

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<v Speaker 1>voice acting by Taylor Kaufman and special thanks to equip FM.