Speaker 1: Hello. Hello, is this Sarah?
Speaker 2: It is?
Speaker 1: How are you doing, Sarah?
Speaker 3: I'm doing okay. How are you?
Speaker 1: I'm feeling okay as well? Well, Sarah? How can I
Speaker 1: get you this evening? Is? What's going on with you?
Speaker 3: Well, it's a bit of a bit of a story.
Speaker 3: But to summarize, about two years into my relationship with
Speaker 3: my boyfriend, he suck with my mother and then I
Speaker 3: proceeded to continue the relationship for another five years. So
Speaker 3: and now we're still living together even though we broke
Speaker 3: up about ten months ago.
Speaker 1: Really, so you guys have been together for seven years total?
Speaker 3: Seven years totally?
Speaker 1: Yes, okay? And what did you do after you first
Speaker 1: found out that he had slept with your mom two
Speaker 1: years in?
Speaker 3: So immediately I left the house because at the time
Speaker 3: he was living with me and my parents at my parents' house.
Speaker 3: So I immediately left and I went and stayed with
Speaker 3: another family member for about a week. But he ended
Speaker 3: up coming there and like profusely apologizing, and we basically
Speaker 3: got back together almost immediately.
Speaker 1: And what was it that led you to be able
Speaker 1: to forgive him so fast?
Speaker 3: So I wouldn't say that I forgave him. It was
Speaker 3: more so that he made me believe that it didn't happen,
Speaker 3: and my mom made me believe that it didn't happen,
Speaker 3: and so I thought that, Okay, maybe it didn't happen,
Speaker 3: even though I knew that it happened. But I thought,
Speaker 3: you know what, we can do this. We can pretend
Speaker 3: that it didn't happen and then everything can be fine.
Speaker 3: And I thought that that was a good idea. So also,
Speaker 3: I kind of want to say that I feel that
Speaker 3: because he was he was nineteen at the time, I
Speaker 3: feel like it was more so reflecting now, it was
Speaker 3: more so the blame goes to my mom, right because.
Speaker 1: Right, let's before we get into you know, blame and whatnot.
Speaker 1: Why uh so you you were believed you were you?
Speaker 1: Your plan was to just pretend like it didn't happen, Yes, and.
Speaker 3: I feel like I successfully did that.
Speaker 1: What was what did they say to you? What did
Speaker 1: they say to you to convince you that it didn't happen.
Speaker 1: Were they just profusely lying to you that it didn't happen,
Speaker 1: but you had a suspicion that it did.
Speaker 3: Yes, Well, I didn't just have suspicion, like it happened,
Speaker 3: and I saw it happen, and so, but they were
Speaker 3: trying to convince me that it didn't. So, yes, they
Speaker 3: were basically just lying and say saying, no, you didn't
Speaker 3: see anything, you didn't hear anything, nothing happened.
Speaker 1: And how successful were you in pretending like it didn't happen?
Speaker 3: I feel like I was pretty successful successful, and less
Speaker 3: him and I had any sort of disagreements or arguments,
Speaker 3: or sometimes I would just sit and think on it
Speaker 3: and then I would have to bring it up and
Speaker 3: be like, come on, do you want to stop lying
Speaker 3: and say they didn't sleep with my mom even though
Speaker 3: I know that.
Speaker 4: You did.
Speaker 1: And you stayed with him for five years after that?
Speaker 5: Yes?
Speaker 1: Yeah, And during those five years, how prevalent was this
Speaker 1: issue in your mind and in your relationship?
Speaker 3: I feel that it was pretty prevalent, especially anytime my
Speaker 3: mom and him were together. I couldn't help but think
Speaker 3: about it. Whenever they were in the same room, where
Speaker 3: if we were on vacation and you know, they were together,
Speaker 3: I kind of couldn't help but think about it then,
Speaker 3: But it was pretty easy to not think about it
Speaker 3: whenever they weren't together.
Speaker 1: And why did you guys break up? You said this
Speaker 1: was two weeks ago, you guys broke up? Or did
Speaker 1: I pull that out of nowhere?
Speaker 3: Like two months ago?
Speaker 1: Two months ago? Why did you guys break up? Two
Speaker 1: months ago?
Speaker 3: We broke up just because I didn't want to be
Speaker 3: with him anymore, not for any specific reason. I just
Speaker 3: felt like the relationships run its course.
Speaker 1: Do you regret at all not breaking up with him
Speaker 1: five years ago when you found out that he slept
Speaker 1: with your mom? Or do you stand by that decision?
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's a part that I'm having an issue with
Speaker 3: now is I don't know how I should feel about
Speaker 3: it at this point. It happened so long ago. I
Speaker 3: don't know if I should be regretting it or not.
Speaker 3: I kind of do, but I also kind of don't
Speaker 3: at the same time.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean that's an interesting you know, regrets you
Speaker 1: great in general is an interesting thing. I mean, this
Speaker 1: is a, you know, a crazy situation that he's left
Speaker 1: with your mom. But I think in the general realm
Speaker 1: of people breaking up with their spouses or significant others
Speaker 1: or whatever and then going, oh, do I regret that time,
Speaker 1: it's like the debate of whether or not you regret it,
Speaker 1: it's almost irrelevant, right, because that's that time has passed
Speaker 1: and now you only have the time in front of
Speaker 1: you to do whatever it is you're going to do.
Speaker 3: Right, And that's kind of how I'm trying to look
Speaker 3: at it. But it's difficult at times whenever I think about,
Speaker 3: oh my god, that was like seven years you know,
Speaker 3: I could have done so many other things at that
Speaker 3: point in time, So it's hard to not look at
Speaker 3: that way too.
Speaker 1: Do you ever have a confrontation with your mom about this?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 1: Yeah, how did that come down?
Speaker 3: Yeah? So it's basically I've had this converntation with her
Speaker 3: several times, and it's always the same thing where she
Speaker 3: tells me I'm crazy and that it's a disgusting idea
Speaker 3: that she would ever sleep with someone much younger than her,
Speaker 3: and that I'm crazy. That's basically how it goes.
Speaker 1: And to this day, five years later, has she still
Speaker 1: denied it?
Speaker 3: She still denies it.
Speaker 1: Yes, you said you saw them, did you? I mean,
Speaker 1: can you tell me about that? Did you like see
Speaker 1: them in bed with each other? What exactly happened?
Speaker 3: Yeah, So it wasn't in bed, It was in the kitchen.
Speaker 3: It was very early in the morning, probably like six
Speaker 3: thirty seven am. And I had my suspicions, and so
Speaker 3: what I did was he and I were living upstairs
Speaker 3: in my parents' house, so I sat up at the
Speaker 3: very top of the steps to listen for anything because
Speaker 3: they were both in the kitchen together, and about five
Speaker 3: minutes into dumping in the kitchen together, I started hearing moaning,
Speaker 3: lots of moaning, and it continued. So I kind of
Speaker 3: just sat there and all for a second like holy shit,
Speaker 3: and I thought to walk in my mom fucking my boyfriend,
Speaker 3: and so that's what I did. I basically like ran
Speaker 3: down the stairs. They heard me running down the stairs,
Speaker 3: so I walked into the kitchen and they're pulling away
Speaker 3: from each other.
Speaker 1: Jesus, I can't believe they did that while you were
Speaker 1: home in the kitchen in the morning.
Speaker 3: Yeah, well, I normally I would sleep late at that
Speaker 3: point in time. So I don't think that they thought
Speaker 3: that I was awake, And I wouldn't have been awake
Speaker 3: if I weren't suspicious of this happening in the first place.
Speaker 3: And so that's the only reason I think that I
Speaker 3: called them in the first place. I don't think that
Speaker 3: they would have done it if I was awake, or
Speaker 3: if they thought that they would have gotten cult or
Speaker 3: maybe they would have. I don't know, but I would
Speaker 3: think not.
Speaker 1: What is your relationship like with your mom in general?
Speaker 3: Pretty distant? I would say we're not particularly close.
Speaker 1: Has it always been like that, like throughout your your life?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm much closer with my dad. My dad and
Speaker 3: I are very close. My mom and I am.
Speaker 4: Not so much.
Speaker 1: Forgot about the dad angle to this. What the fuck
Speaker 1: is his?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: His deal with all these what's he think? What tell
Speaker 1: me about that?
Speaker 4: Mm?
Speaker 3: So my parents are married, they're not divorced. They have
Speaker 3: a very strange relationship though where he's it's kind of complicated.
Speaker 3: They're still married, but they don't really act like they're married,
Speaker 3: if that makes sense, Like they kind of just seem
Speaker 3: like they're together because they happened for so long. As
Speaker 3: far as what he thinks about this, I don't really
Speaker 3: know all that much because I don't know. I kind
Speaker 3: of haven't asked him what he.
Speaker 1: Thinks, right, That's what I was going to say. Have
Speaker 1: you had a conversation with him directly about this?
Speaker 3: I did one time, right after it happened. I told
Speaker 3: him what happened, and he didn't say much of anything
Speaker 3: other than okay. He didn't tell me that I was crazy, though,
Speaker 3: which made me feel better. I guess so.
Speaker 1: Much to say, it sounds like his relationship with your
Speaker 1: mom is kind of distant too. Yes, yeah, so you're
Speaker 1: cool with him, you're distant to the mom. Do you
Speaker 1: have any siblings?
Speaker 3: I do, Yes, I have one brother.
Speaker 1: What's your what's your brother's take?
Speaker 3: So my brother, I don't think he knows about it,
Speaker 3: but he does not like the ex boyfriend at all.
Speaker 3: Mm hmm, so he doesn't know though.
Speaker 4: HM.
Speaker 1: Were you happy during those five years that you stayed
Speaker 1: with him?
Speaker 3: Sometimes other times not so much?
Speaker 1: What do you think and forgive me if I asked
Speaker 1: you this already, h but what do you think kept
Speaker 1: you going through those Through those five years of wanting
Speaker 1: to keep being with him?
Speaker 3: It was my first serious relationship, and I really wanted
Speaker 3: it to work, and I really wanted it to be
Speaker 3: something that it wasn't. I really wanted it to be
Speaker 3: like the very loving and serious relationship, and so I
Speaker 3: thought that if I put enough effort into it, and
Speaker 3: if I lasted long enough in the relationships, that eventually
Speaker 3: it would become that. But it never did.
Speaker 1: So well, speaking to your thing of whether or not
Speaker 1: you want to regret it, whether or not you regret
Speaker 1: this time. This is kind of a classic thing with
Speaker 1: regret is you know, you had this experience with this
Speaker 1: guy over the past five years that turned out to
Speaker 1: not go exactly how you wanted it to. But did
Speaker 1: you learn anything that you can use to help you
Speaker 1: navigate your relationships with other people in the future. Yes,
Speaker 1: what did you learn?
Speaker 3: I learned to not continue relationship if the partner sleeps
Speaker 3: with a parental figure.
Speaker 1: I think that's a good takeaway from this.
Speaker 3: Yeah, take away number one for sure. Take Away number few,
Speaker 3: I think is to have a bit.
Speaker 5: More selffect.
Speaker 3: In relationships.
Speaker 1: Mm hmm yeah, m I hope you're not being hard.
Speaker 3: That again, which may ta and nicely to point one.
Speaker 1: Yeah, well, I hope you're not being too hard on yourself.
Speaker 1: It sounds like you were pretty young and sort of
Speaker 1: inexperienced with your relationships when this happened, and it sounds
Speaker 1: like you've you've learned a great deal since then. So
Speaker 1: if anything, if you're like in your your retrospective thinking
Speaker 1: of of this situation, I would hope you're not being
Speaker 1: hard on the past version of yourself or or regrets
Speaker 1: full in a negative way and really just trying to
Speaker 1: use it to navigate better in the future.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, definitely.
Speaker 1: What's next for you, Sarah? In life?
Speaker 3: So I'm going to get my master's degree and so
Speaker 3: I'm excited for that. I'm going to stop working in
Speaker 3: my field and go and get my master's degree, and
Speaker 3: so I'm excited for that. As far as relationships goes,
Speaker 3: I think I'm gonna not be a relationship for a
Speaker 3: while here and just enjoy being single.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, you know, being in a I mean
Speaker 1: this sounds like, Okay, so you're twenty six, so this
Speaker 1: was from nineteen to twenty six, these seven years. I
Speaker 1: really look at those, you know, that feels like that
Speaker 1: time period there's a lot of self discovery going on
Speaker 1: there that feels like it's hard to really dig your
Speaker 1: teeth into if you're dating somebody, and now that you're single,
Speaker 1: you you can sink your teeth into a lot of
Speaker 1: that self discovery that you you might have skipped over.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I definitely agree, Sarah.
Speaker 1: Is there anything you want to say to the people
Speaker 1: of the computer before we go?
Speaker 3: I don't get thank you so much.
Speaker 1: I appreciate it, of course, have a good night, sir,
Speaker 1: you too. Hello is this Tyler? This is what's going
Speaker 1: on with you? Tyler?
Speaker 4: Uh? You know, just chilling?
Speaker 1: What's what's chilling? Talking to you? What do you do
Speaker 1: when you're chilling?
Speaker 4: Lank down, relaxed?
Speaker 1: Tyler from North Carolina. It says here that you have
Speaker 1: epilepsy and that when you were younger, used to intentionally
Speaker 1: give yourself seizures to get out of school.
Speaker 4: Yeah. Yeah, that started in like sixth grade.
Speaker 1: Okay, how does one intentionally give themselves a seizure?
Speaker 5: Do you? Like?
Speaker 1: Do you go on YouTube and search for like flashing
Speaker 1: light videos and shit?
Speaker 4: So I'm actually kind of glad that you brought that up,
Speaker 4: because there's a lot of different types of ways you
Speaker 4: can get seizures through epilepsy. A common way is through
Speaker 4: flashing lights. But for me, it was a sleep and
Speaker 4: along with not taking my medicine. So what I would
Speaker 4: do is I would like kind of pick out a
Speaker 4: day that I didn't want to go to school. So
Speaker 4: like there's a test on Friday, I don't want to
Speaker 4: go to school on Friday. I would just not take
Speaker 4: my medicine on Wednesday and Thursday and then on Friday,
Speaker 4: I would have it easier and I'd get out of
Speaker 4: the test and I'd be like, all right, that's cool.
Speaker 4: Just don't have to do it today. I can just
Speaker 4: do it Monday in study on Saturday and Sunday.
Speaker 1: That's pretty Uh, it's pretty five head moves. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: So was this a sustainable practice for you? Did this ever?
Speaker 1: Like fire back at you? Anyhow?
Speaker 4: It ticks me and the H gives me in the
Speaker 4: butt coming up in high school because I have to
Speaker 4: go live with six months without having a seizure in
Speaker 4: order to get cleared primary doctor for Hriver's license. So
Speaker 4: I didn't get my learners from it until I was seventeen,
Speaker 4: and then did to get my driver's license until I
Speaker 4: think it's like six or eight months after turning eighteen. Mmmm.
Speaker 1: So you couldn't use the yeah, the old seizure trick
Speaker 1: to uh have a Tyler Buehler's day off for six months.
Speaker 4: No, No, however, I would just I would just say
Speaker 4: that I had I was having a reaction to my medicine.
Speaker 4: And then and then they kind of say that I,
Speaker 4: uh was lying because they didn't know if I was
Speaker 4: lying or not, and then they couldn't like say that
Speaker 4: I had to wait another six months because I wasn't
Speaker 4: like actually having fear. It was just a reaction to medicine.
Speaker 1: Let me ask you this. Can I ask you this, Tyler? Why, yeah,
Speaker 1: did you intentionally give yourself a seizure to get out
Speaker 1: of class? Could you not have just I mean, I
Speaker 1: assume like, Okay, you didn't take your medicine and you
Speaker 1: stayed away because you like timed a seizure so that
Speaker 1: your mom would see you having a seizure and go, oh, Tyler,
Speaker 1: you can't go to school today because you're seasoned up.
Speaker 1: Why did did if you were gonna do all that,
Speaker 1: why wouldn't you have just faked having a seizure? Why
Speaker 1: did you give yourself a real one?
Speaker 4: Well, it turned out as being real seizures. And then
Speaker 4: I figured out that I could just say that I
Speaker 4: had a seizure, you know, up in my room, right.
Speaker 1: I feel like, if you're going to use the epilepsy
Speaker 1: thing to get out of going to school, it, yeah,
Speaker 1: you could just say you could just fake it instead
Speaker 1: of actually trying to give yourself.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I could just I coul sake it. And I
Speaker 4: think I fake for like three years, and that really
Speaker 4: backfrighte on me.
Speaker 1: Tell me more about how you I think that it.
Speaker 4: Was still acknowledged. Yeah, it was still acknowledges like being
Speaker 4: a real seizure. So medicine was adjusted and increased, and
Speaker 4: I started taking into my high doses doses of like
Speaker 4: medicine and I would actually have bad reactions to it,
Speaker 4: so then they had to lower it. And then yeah,
Speaker 4: so now I'm taking like this insane like cocktail medicine.
Speaker 4: It's not the best and I probably don't have to
Speaker 4: take that much. But because of what I did, that's
Speaker 4: now what I it's what assumed is what I have
Speaker 4: to take.
Speaker 1: That's wild man. So you were lying about having seizures,
Speaker 1: and so your doctors upped your medicine dosage, and so
Speaker 1: instead of coming clean about lying, you just straight took
Speaker 1: the higher dosage.
Speaker 5: Yeah.
Speaker 4: So it's it's like, it's not even joking. I think
Speaker 4: it's over your two thousand miligrams in the evening and
Speaker 4: someone seen one hundred and fifty miligrams in the morning.
Speaker 1: And do you still take that high of a dosage
Speaker 1: to this day, Yes, yes, still to this day has
Speaker 1: something as it has Okay, because it sounds like you
Speaker 1: were you were faking these seizures like a while ago.
Speaker 1: It says you're twenty now, when you were doing this
Speaker 1: in sixth grade, did your body just like adjust to
Speaker 1: the higher dosage and now you genuinely do need a
Speaker 1: higher dosage?
Speaker 4: Probably, I mean likely that's what happened.
Speaker 1: Did you ever tell your doctor like, hey, I was
Speaker 1: just kidding about those seizures? You know, what, what do
Speaker 1: we do here with the medicine?
Speaker 4: I mean, my parents were in the room during the
Speaker 4: exam orything, so I've been too afraid to say anything
Speaker 4: about it because they don't know about this.
Speaker 1: But Tyler, you're Tyler, You're twenty years old right now.
Speaker 1: Why don't you go to the doctor and sid, Hey, listen,
Speaker 1: this is a little fucked up, But I well faked
Speaker 1: a whole bunch of seizures when I was younger, and
Speaker 1: so my doctor put me on this medicine and I
Speaker 1: need you to help me correct all of this stuff
Speaker 1: I've gotten myself into.
Speaker 4: Yeah, so due to due to COVID, I haven't seen
Speaker 4: him since two years ago.
Speaker 1: So you've just been taking this higher dosage two years
Speaker 1: that has decided upon you based on you faking seizures
Speaker 1: to get out of a test while you were in
Speaker 1: middle school. Yes, Tyler, you should go to the door.
Speaker 1: Tyler should go to the doctor.
Speaker 4: I know, I know, doctor. If it's already been addressed
Speaker 4: that if, if if the medicine were to be decreased
Speaker 4: to a much lower amount, or to be taken off
Speaker 4: at all, then I'd have to be hospitalized and monitored
Speaker 4: for two weeks to see the effects of how that
Speaker 4: would affect me and majorly affect my job.
Speaker 1: Okay, So so you could go to take a lower dose,
Speaker 1: but you would have to be in the hospital monitored
Speaker 1: to see how it would go. And you don't want
Speaker 1: to deal.
Speaker 4: With that, yes, And and that would affect my job
Speaker 4: majorly because if I do have a seizure in that time,
Speaker 4: then I cannot drive for six months.
Speaker 1: What was this test?
Speaker 4: It dud? It was It was a history test.
Speaker 5: Man.
Speaker 4: I don't know why I didn't just take the test.
Speaker 2: It's not worth it.
Speaker 1: What do you what do you Is your job involved driving?
Speaker 4: Uh? Yeah, I'm a technician. I work on cars every day.
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, well do you know the what are the
Speaker 1: like like this higher dosage? Is it negatively affecting you
Speaker 1: in any way. Has your doctor told you that's bad
Speaker 1: for you?
Speaker 4: Have you not negatively affecting me? It's not negatively affecting
Speaker 4: me at all. It's just brought up that it's a
Speaker 4: little higher than normal. But if it don't affect me,
Speaker 4: then it's not a concern.
Speaker 1: Dude, before okay, but before you commit to okay, but
Speaker 1: even without even committing to, we're gonna do the lower
Speaker 1: dosage and we're gonna put you in the hospital and
Speaker 1: monitor without even committing to all that, can you go
Speaker 1: to a doctor and be like, hey, here's this whole situation.
Speaker 1: What do you think?
Speaker 5: Oh?
Speaker 4: Easily? Absolutely, then do that at least, Yeah, yeah, I
Speaker 4: can do that.
Speaker 1: When's the last time you had a seizure?
Speaker 4: Can that's a good question, like actually had a seizure?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 4: Not just like bullshit at the seizure. Okay, probably like
Speaker 4: twenty eighteen, twenty nineteen.
Speaker 1: When's the last time you bullshitted a seizure?
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, twenty twenty twenty.
Speaker 1: Tell her how often are you faking seizure?
Speaker 4: Too often? Definitely too often?
Speaker 5: What what?
Speaker 1: What did you fake the seizure? Four and twenty two?
Speaker 4: I'm pretty sure I faked it to get out of
Speaker 4: a final exam. Mhmm.
Speaker 1: If you have you ever been pulled over by a
Speaker 1: cop and you've faked a seizure to get out of
Speaker 1: a parking ticket or or traffic violation, over is no
Speaker 1: no no.
Speaker 4: However, however, I was pulled over for going over one
Speaker 4: hundred miles an hour and that got reduced down to
Speaker 4: sixteen over. I'm sorry, fourteen over.
Speaker 1: Listen, Tyler, Here's here's what I say. First of all,
Speaker 1: you need to go to the doctor.
Speaker 4: Tell a fun story.
Speaker 1: To go to the doctor and tell him, tell him
Speaker 1: all this ship. You don't have to commit to being
Speaker 1: hospitalized and doing all this stuff that's gonna in fear
Speaker 1: with your life. But at least go to the doctor
Speaker 1: and tell him what's going on. Unto listen. Yeah, if
Speaker 1: you're gonna fake seizures to get out of doing things
Speaker 1: so you don't want to do, be selective about it.
Speaker 1: You know, pick really like, you know, a a draft
Speaker 1: for the war, ah, a blind date, ah, you know,
Speaker 1: just pick pick wisely what you're gonna fake your seat
Speaker 1: because you can't. You can't be the boy that cried seizure.
Speaker 1: You could only do this a couple times a year.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, you shouldn't do it at all. But if
Speaker 1: you're going to do it, then you know, pick pick
Speaker 1: pick wisely.
Speaker 4: What would you like to hear a funny real feizure story.
Speaker 1: I kind of would like to hear a funny real
Speaker 1: seizure story.
Speaker 4: All right. So this happened in a walmart, because that's
Speaker 4: where all good things happen. Mm hmm. I was just,
Speaker 4: you know, browsing the game selection, as any teenager would
Speaker 4: do that is, has no money, and I am looking
Speaker 4: at all the Xbox games and PlayStation games, and then
Speaker 4: I go into it, you know, fall on the ground.
Speaker 4: Muscles are quenched, and I'm seizing, and my eyes are
Speaker 4: into the back of my head, and I'm quenching my
Speaker 4: jaw hard enough that I.
Speaker 5: Like break the my uh the.
Speaker 4: Skin on my cheeks, and I start to bleed from
Speaker 4: my mouth. My sister comes around and sees me, and
Speaker 4: as she comes around, a lady comes around too, because
Speaker 4: she hears me trying to swallow my tongue, and so
Speaker 4: my sister's trying to deal with me, and the lady
Speaker 4: sees me on the ground, muscles quenched, eyes, back of
Speaker 4: my head pale as a ghost, blood coming from my mouth,
Speaker 4: just pulls out a bible and starts praying, trying to
Speaker 4: get this demon out of me. And I know that's
Speaker 4: what she was doing, because when I came out of
Speaker 4: that seizure, I just heard her screaming, just oh Lord,
Speaker 4: just get this demon out of this child. And and
Speaker 4: I'm just like, I don't know what's going on. When
Speaker 4: I want to go home, and I get home, I
Speaker 4: take a nap, and when I wake up, I immediately
Speaker 4: realized this lady was praying for me to be resurrected
Speaker 4: or have some demon come out of me, because she
Speaker 4: saw blood coming out of my mouth and my eyes
Speaker 4: rolled back into my head, and I probably scarred this
Speaker 4: old lady. I felt so bad for her.
Speaker 1: She felt boy, you felt you felt this lady lady
Speaker 1: saw you.
Speaker 4: A bible, she saw me, she pulled out a bible.
Speaker 4: I felt bad for because I'm pretty sure I scarter.
Speaker 1: But you, Tyler, what do you mean you felt bad for? You?
Speaker 1: Having a seizure was not an act of aggression against
Speaker 1: this lady.
Speaker 4: I mean, I it's it's a poor lady. You know
Speaker 4: you're experiencing like watching someone have a seizure, Like I
Speaker 4: haven't even seen someone have a seizure, and I have
Speaker 4: them all the time, you know, And.
Speaker 1: That is a pretty wild way to think.
Speaker 4: It's crazy.
Speaker 1: You're writhing on the ground having a seizure and you
Speaker 1: feel that's a that's a dangerous amount of empathy to
Speaker 1: have that you're writhing on the ground having a seizure,
Speaker 1: and you feel bad that you put other people through
Speaker 1: the experience of having to watch you have a seizure.
Speaker 1: You know, maybe uh, you know, by the way, by
Speaker 1: the way, before we go, I do want you actually
Speaker 1: did a good thing for that lady. I think because
Speaker 1: the fact that she was carrying around a Bible at
Speaker 1: a Walmart she was dying, she was, and the fact
Speaker 1: that she didn't even like wade a beat. She just
Speaker 1: immediately pulled it out and started praying. She had been
Speaker 1: waiting for that moment her entire life to exercise a
Speaker 1: demon out of a person, and you gave that to her.
Speaker 1: So I would reframe it like that. If you're, you know,
Speaker 1: feeling as though you wronged this lady, you gave her
Speaker 1: an opportunity to live out her her wild fantasies of
Speaker 1: exercising a person by the Xbox games at a Walmart.
Speaker 1: So good on you, Tyler. Stop faking seizures. Go to
Speaker 1: a doctor, and thank you very much for calling and sharing.
Speaker 4: Yep, absolutely take care of him. You do.
Speaker 1: Hello, Hello, how are you good?
Speaker 5: How are you?
Speaker 1: I'm a get go on the computer. How are you doing? John?
Speaker 1: Tell me everything? Tell me nothing?
Speaker 5: All right? Yeah? You know, in high school, I went
Speaker 5: to a high school and it was a big high school,
Speaker 5: thousands of kids. I didn't know anybody. Eventually, I don't know,
Speaker 5: the self help stuff actually works for me at that time,
Speaker 5: and I had.
Speaker 4: A good game.
Speaker 5: But then I see I went to move to Vegas,
Speaker 5: Okay for work. I've been working music festivals, traveling music festivals,
Speaker 5: and that's why I started making good money at the
Speaker 5: same time. But in Vegas, all the women, let's just say,
Speaker 5: have a higher level of standard than what you could
Speaker 5: do very successfully in high school. And yeah, so I
Speaker 5: haven't had luck in a couple of years and that
Speaker 5: kind of has led me to bling lots of money
Speaker 5: with woods surpers and it's not that bad, but yeah,
Speaker 5: I mean the worst part is like I'm just bitter
Speaker 5: with lots of women that I've tried all kinds of things,
Speaker 5: and yeah, I thought maybe talking to a gecko could
Speaker 5: help me figure it out.
Speaker 1: Okay, let's get into this. So you said that you
Speaker 1: were in Los Angeles and you you are, you're a
Speaker 1: self proclaimed ladies man of of that area, and then
Speaker 1: you moved to Vegas and then you you started having
Speaker 1: trouble with your your romantic life.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean I wasn't like part I wasn't like
Speaker 5: chiller ladies man, but it was it was a lot
Speaker 5: of success, but like, yeah, it was the world's greatest Yeah.
Speaker 1: Okay, Well let me ask you this, what do you
Speaker 1: what's your thing? Are you trying to get into a
Speaker 1: relationship with someone? Are you just trying to have as
Speaker 1: much sex with as much people that you're attracted to
Speaker 1: as possible? What's what's the deal here? What's what's your objective.
Speaker 5: Currently? Relationship with the really?
Speaker 1: Really? Okay, so you're not just trying to have as
Speaker 1: much sex as you can, you're looking for a relationship.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean two years ago, that's how it was.
Speaker 5: But after not having any sex, it's like, you know what,
Speaker 5: maybe we should change the goal.
Speaker 1: Sure, okay, why do you feel like, uh you already?
Speaker 1: Where are you now. Are you in La? Are you
Speaker 1: in Vegas?
Speaker 5: I'm in La now again.
Speaker 1: Okay, So if your main th thing is that you
Speaker 1: want a relationship, what do you think is compelling you
Speaker 1: to spend all this money on strippers?
Speaker 5: Uh, it's not like it's a majority likes of my money.
Speaker 5: Like I make a decent amount that there's enough left
Speaker 5: over to still have fun. But it's like the reason
Speaker 5: I'm doing it is I don't know, even the fake interest,
Speaker 5: it's it's nice, I guess just having somebody you know,
Speaker 5: even pretend to be interested in you. They're pretty damn
Speaker 5: convincing at it. So yeah, mm hmm.
Speaker 1: So you you like the uh the I guess they
Speaker 1: call it the girlfriend experience right where they pretend to
Speaker 1: be genuinely interested in you.
Speaker 5: It's like a fifty fifty percent of the time it's
Speaker 5: the golf and experience and you have to tix percent
Speaker 5: of the time. I really like to smack that cheeks.
Speaker 1: Okay, cool, Well what do you do to make efforts
Speaker 1: to meet people?
Speaker 7: I'm in the munic festival in events industry, so I
Speaker 7: mean I I invite people out, so when I yeah,
Speaker 7: if I always take care of my friends, any acquaintances,
Speaker 7: you know, by dinner, buy drinks, just try to chat
Speaker 7: people up, just nice, normal conversations.
Speaker 5: Try to listen more than I talk. All this stuff,
Speaker 5: but it's you know, we get a lot of friendly attention,
Speaker 5: but that's kind of all it is. There's a bunch
Speaker 5: of acquaintances.
Speaker 1: And yeah, have you ever been in a committed relationship before?
Speaker 5: I've had two good committed relationships that last about two
Speaker 5: two and a half years.
Speaker 1: Okay, how did you meet those people.
Speaker 5: Through school at that time, like from high school and
Speaker 5: people who recently graduated.
Speaker 1: You know, man, I'll tell you this much at least,
Speaker 1: is that I feel like, and this is a conventional
Speaker 1: thing I've heard a lot of people say, especially in
Speaker 1: the dating realm. The more you chase after this thing
Speaker 1: of like I really want a girlfriend and you you know,
Speaker 1: every time you go out on the town or or
Speaker 1: you're in a group of people or whatever you're you're
Speaker 1: fixated on it, the more it tends to just like
Speaker 1: run your fucking life, you know, in like a bad way.
Speaker 1: Do you do you empathize with that at all?
Speaker 5: Is that?
Speaker 1: Do you feel that?
Speaker 5: Honestly? I feel like that's how I was maybe like
Speaker 5: two years ago, but then it kind of flipped to
Speaker 5: the total other side, where like I feel like even
Speaker 5: the regular friendly level of confidence and just chatting stuff
Speaker 5: up is like gone. And that's when like eventually that
Speaker 5: also became I don't know, like bitterness. That's so it's
Speaker 5: like now I don't even want to talk to women
Speaker 5: like just I don't like, I don't even want to
Speaker 5: look at them.
Speaker 1: Well, tell me about this bitterness.
Speaker 4: What does that?
Speaker 1: Well tell me what does this bitterness look like? What
Speaker 1: does it feel like?
Speaker 4: What?
Speaker 1: How do you mean bitter?
Speaker 5: Okay, that's a good question. Okay, So recently I've been
Speaker 5: really blaming my my luck or lack of game however
Speaker 5: you want to say it to like hype, and I'm
Speaker 5: only five seven, and you know, I've tried all kinds
Speaker 5: of things and it worked before. But it just feels
Speaker 5: like my friends that are taller literally have women chasing
Speaker 5: after them. Sure, I have a friend who's women like
Speaker 5: they will try to shove themselves into his uber as
Speaker 5: he's leaving the boar and they have to like push
Speaker 5: him away. I'm not thinking it's only height, but everybody
Speaker 5: at you know that's taller, it always has more success.
Speaker 5: But that's also that's a major point of why like bitter.
Speaker 1: Okay, I have I have thoughts on that, but is
Speaker 1: there is there anything else?
Speaker 4: Mmm?
Speaker 5: I guess that's the biggest point.
Speaker 1: Okay, so you're feeling bitter and upset about your heights.
Speaker 5: That's one way to summarize it.
Speaker 1: Okay, No, I and I and let me tell you something.
Speaker 1: I am five six, I am an inch shorter than
Speaker 1: you and I dude, when I was in college, man,
Speaker 1: I had I was definitely had. Uh some time where
Speaker 1: I was I was fixed on my height as well.
Speaker 1: And now I don't give a shit. And the way
Speaker 1: I feel like I really got there was this realization
Speaker 1: that like, dude, you know and I can. I can
Speaker 1: hear it from you that like, you're comparing yourself to
Speaker 1: your friends, You're comparing yourself to people who are taller
Speaker 1: than you. You're seeing guys who are taller, you know,
Speaker 1: have you know more women interested in them? And uh,
Speaker 1: like you can do that. You know, you can compare
Speaker 1: yourself to people who are taller than you or better
Speaker 1: look at you or any of that stuff, or you
Speaker 1: can just really look at the cards that you have
Speaker 1: been dealt in your life and go, what can I
Speaker 1: make of these? That's what I'm always thinking about because
Speaker 1: some people because sure, yeah, you have friends who are
Speaker 1: taller than you, but there's people out there, you know,
Speaker 1: there's guys out there who are five to two. There's
Speaker 1: guys out there who have, you know, no natural social
Speaker 1: skill or they have, you know, whatever mental blocks that
Speaker 1: are going on that you know, stop them from even
Speaker 1: leaving their house or from talking to people. You know,
Speaker 1: there's always going to be people who were dealt cards
Speaker 1: that were a little bit better than yours. There's all
Speaker 1: these gonna be people who dealt cards that are way
Speaker 1: worse than you that you're better off than. And that's
Speaker 1: just a fucking inevitability, and you you go, you got
Speaker 1: to learn to accept that because it'll make you feel
Speaker 1: a lot better about where you are. You gain absolutely
Speaker 1: nothing from thinking about, oh, how great would it be
Speaker 1: if I were taller, if I were you know, more
Speaker 1: like this or whatever. You just you gain nothing from
Speaker 1: fixating on that. Instead, think about all the things that
Speaker 1: you do have and really lean into being grateful for those.
Speaker 1: And if they're not directly into your face, you have
Speaker 1: to take a second to look at yourself and find
Speaker 1: them you know you were talking about earlier. You're good at,
Speaker 1: you know, taking care of your friends. You're good at conversation.
Speaker 1: You're good at these things that I'm sure other guys
Speaker 1: struggle with. I'm sure you have a lot of things
Speaker 1: to yourself that maybe some people have better. Maybe some
Speaker 1: people are better at talking to other people than you are,
Speaker 1: but some people are worse. And so you got to
Speaker 1: really take your inventory and be grateful for whatever your
Speaker 1: strengths are and lean into those strengths and not beat
Speaker 1: the shit out of yourself for your perceived weaknesses. It's
Speaker 1: a really important thing to do in this in this
Speaker 1: arena of life. Tell me what you think about that first.
Speaker 5: I mean, yeah, it really, I mean it makes sense,
Speaker 5: and it's just like, you know, I feel like I
Speaker 5: made that realization and did work on my strengths a
Speaker 5: couple of years to go. And it's like a sad
Speaker 5: thing to just you know, feel like that and that left.
Speaker 5: But I have to realize, you know, that didn't leave,
Speaker 5: and start running with the strengths again and ignoring the
Speaker 5: things and not I don't know, putting excuses to what.
Speaker 5: I guess. It's yeah, it's harder to take in than
Speaker 5: it bounced. But I mean it makes sense.
Speaker 1: You go, you really got to deprogram yourself from the
Speaker 1: gut instinct to compare yourself to other people. It's really
Speaker 1: important because if you don't do that, you just you'll
Speaker 1: just never be comfortable. And if you're not comfortable, then
Speaker 1: when you're in these social situations, you just you just
Speaker 1: gotta feel all this pain because you're not comfortable with yourself.
Speaker 1: And you know what another thing is is this is
Speaker 1: a net because even dude, even if you do go
Speaker 1: out on one night and you meet a girl who
Speaker 1: likes you and you know, whatever things work out, well,
Speaker 1: it's you're it's still and if that happens, it's you
Speaker 1: still are not have you still don't have a sustainable
Speaker 1: solution to your problem, you know what I mean? Because now,
Speaker 1: if a girl does like you and that gives you
Speaker 1: a lot of confidence, the confidence that you have is
Speaker 1: linked then to an external thing. And so if that girl,
Speaker 1: you know, for whatever reason, decides when that she doesn't
Speaker 1: like you, then then then you're fucked because you had
Speaker 1: your confidence not from this internal place that you really
Speaker 1: brought out, but in you know, someone else's external validation.
Speaker 1: So you have to do this work no matter what.
Speaker 1: If you want to get to a good place.
Speaker 5: Yeah, you got to build that solid foundation otherwise, if
Speaker 5: it doesn't break now, break later.
Speaker 1: Yeah of course you'll just just you'll just be happier.
Speaker 5: Yeah yeah, yeah, LA just feel that's such a vain place.
Speaker 5: But I guess there's always other excuses to make. But
Speaker 5: the end of the day, just got to stop with
Speaker 5: the comparisons, bring the validation inside, and just move on.
Speaker 1: Tell me anything else about this this bitterness? Does it
Speaker 1: come from anything besides just height?
Speaker 5: Like I don't know how to pinpoint it, but you know,
Speaker 5: like like seeing the comparisons with the friends that or
Speaker 5: even my brother, Like I have had women offer to
Speaker 5: paint my brother to have sex with him. Okay, yeah,
Speaker 5: and like he's he's you know, he's my own brothers,
Speaker 5: so we can't be that different. But he's like six
Speaker 5: three or whatever. It looks a little bit like more
Speaker 5: blondie and blue eyes and shit like that. So I
Speaker 5: don't feel better against him. But it's like, damn, dude,
Speaker 5: I know how to talk. He was very shy. He'll
Speaker 5: just like fuck up the conversation, won't even be able
Speaker 5: to start it. And so I don't know, It's just
Speaker 5: I guess just feels like I'm just keep fishing for
Speaker 5: reasons to be bitter and be like, you know, why
Speaker 5: don't we have a small percentage of dudes get all
Speaker 5: this and then everybody else, you know, feels like shorter
Speaker 5: in the stick. And then I've been trying to avoid Reddit.
Speaker 5: But at the same time, you also hear like so
Speaker 5: many stories about cheating, cheating or like bad divorces, and
Speaker 5: that's like, Okay, do I even want to try to
Speaker 5: work on my strong points and get back into this
Speaker 5: relationship game? Because let's say, even if I do, is
Speaker 5: it gonna burnt his ship? Like you know, the negative
Speaker 5: stories that you can see.
Speaker 1: Sure, do I teally understand all that. I totally understand,
Speaker 1: you know, being jealous of other peace people, feeling pessimistic
Speaker 1: about whatever, you know, your your perceived state of of whatever,
Speaker 1: whatever your perceptions of other people are. But try if
Speaker 1: you can and really understand that this is the only
Speaker 1: way to do it. And dear God, take this from me.
Speaker 1: I'm five six and I'm fat, and I feel pretty
Speaker 1: decently about myself in this whole thing.
Speaker 4: You got it?
Speaker 1: The really the only work is to just look at
Speaker 1: yourself and try to find things to be grateful for
Speaker 1: in your life and what strengths you do have, and
Speaker 1: just stop deprogram yourself from comparing yourself to other people
Speaker 1: and just find the innate things to like about yourself
Speaker 1: on your own and life will get much better from there.
Speaker 1: And it's a way, and like I've said this, sorry,
Speaker 1: but I'm going to say it again because it's an
Speaker 1: important thing. With all this, that's the only way to
Speaker 1: really do it because any other thing, like if you,
Speaker 1: like I said, if you go out and you meet
Speaker 1: someone and you're like, oh, you know that you get
Speaker 1: this validation from another person, that's not sustainable. You have
Speaker 1: to do this work no matter what. If you want
Speaker 1: to just feel better and not be so better.
Speaker 5: Like trying to. I don't know. It's like telling yourself
Speaker 5: that you should be valued and being grateful. You do
Speaker 5: that just because like or how do you? I don't know.
Speaker 5: It's like a weird thing, like why should I value
Speaker 5: myself or the skills that I have? You know, the
Speaker 5: pessimistic part there, So I don't know. It's definitely overthinking.
Speaker 1: Why should you because you're because you're committed to doing
Speaker 1: what you can with what you have, you know, and
Speaker 1: and I know, like this pessimism optimism thing, it's ultimately
Speaker 1: a choice and if you want to, you know you
Speaker 1: can if you listen, man, if you want to, you
Speaker 1: can steal in the bitterness, and you can steal in pessimism,
Speaker 1: and you can marinate in the feelings of jealousy towards
Speaker 1: your brother and towards other people. But you don't have to.
Speaker 1: There's a much better solution. And I am extending my
Speaker 1: hand out to you right now to choose to be
Speaker 1: optimistic if you desire.
Speaker 5: You know, honestly, that kind of makes sense, like not
Speaker 5: thinking about it too much, just taking it as a choice,
Speaker 5: and you can just be optimistic pessimistic and why run
Speaker 5: with the bad one?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: How do you How do you feel about what we
Speaker 1: have discussed ultimately before we go?
Speaker 5: Honestly, it really helps good. Yeah, I mean, I think
Speaker 5: there are a lot of good lessons in there. And
Speaker 5: then at the end, like not overthinking it and just
Speaker 5: some of the important mental health decisions are just like
Speaker 5: an arbitrary choice and you could just take the good one. Mm.
Speaker 1: Just please just recognize when you're comparing yourself to other
Speaker 1: people and I do that too. You. I think I
Speaker 1: think everybody does. I think everybody compares to those of
Speaker 1: other people. And you just need to train yourself to
Speaker 1: really take in that it's not productive to do and
Speaker 1: that it's it's uh, it's it's like almost almost blasphemous
Speaker 1: toward the toward whatever gifts you have been given in
Speaker 1: this world, whatever you do have. You know these things
Speaker 1: you were telling me about about how you are good
Speaker 1: at going on, you're good at talking to people, you know,
Speaker 1: whatever it is you do have, it's neglectful of that,
Speaker 1: and and that's that's not good. You should be embracing
Speaker 1: the things that you do have instead of going out
Speaker 1: and comparing yourself to other people and looking at the
Speaker 1: things that you don't. I used to be fixed, dude.
Speaker 1: I used to be fixated on my height and my
Speaker 1: weight way more than I am now. And all the
Speaker 1: shit that I'm telling you is how I got over that.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean, it makes sense and it genuinely helps.
Speaker 5: And I'm just gonna gotta remember this and I don't
Speaker 5: change and just be better because you can't, like, yeah,
Speaker 5: accept what it is.
Speaker 1: Go with the strength, beautiful.
Speaker 4: Thank you, John.
Speaker 1: Is there anything you want to say to the people
Speaker 1: the computer before we go.
Speaker 5: I hope if you guys are going through similar things,
Speaker 5: you can also take this advice and you know, run
Speaker 5: with the better parts of yourself, because why not.
Speaker 7: That's it.
Speaker 1: Thank you, Yeah, bye again John Forever, See you later.
Speaker 7: Hello, Hello.
Speaker 1: Brandon twenty six from Texas.
Speaker 2: What's going on?
Speaker 1: GEK not a whole lot. I need new answers to
Speaker 1: that question because I get asked it a lot, and
Speaker 1: I understand why. It's a pretty common thing to ask
Speaker 1: a person. Somebody says, hey, how are you? You say
Speaker 1: I'm good, how are you? And then I say I'm good?
Speaker 1: But I need different responses. I feel like I always
Speaker 1: say the same thing. I say, I'm a guy, go
Speaker 1: on the computer, I'm doing good. And even this, what
Speaker 1: I'm saying right now that I need new responses is
Speaker 1: one of my old responses. This, as I'm talking about
Speaker 1: it is an old response that I've used many times.
Speaker 1: And then next time I'm talking about this, it's gonna
Speaker 1: get you. It's gonna get meta. So I'm gonna be
Speaker 1: talking about how every time someone asks me how I am,
Speaker 1: I say I need new responses, and then me saying
Speaker 1: I need new responses and then me saying that I'm
Speaker 1: saying that I need new responses. It has become old anyway.
Speaker 1: I don't know if that gave you an indicator of
Speaker 1: how I'm doing. But enough about me. How are you, Brandon?
Speaker 1: Tell me everything? Tell me nothing.
Speaker 2: Well, I'm going pretty great now that I got on
Speaker 2: the lines. I was kind of on the hold for
Speaker 2: a little bit, making me nervous. But now that you answered,
Speaker 2: I'm like a little bit nervous, but pretty.
Speaker 1: Good, Brandon. It says here that a velociraptor came out
Speaker 1: of a portal and into your room when you were
Speaker 1: a child.
Speaker 5: Yeah, so.
Speaker 4: I I kind of.
Speaker 2: Took my girlfriend's story on that this actually happened to
Speaker 2: my girlfriend, And when she told me, I was.
Speaker 1: Like, whoa what wait wait wait, okay, so that just
Speaker 1: didn't even happen to you. This happened to your girlfriend.
Speaker 2: Yeah, this happened to my girlfriend.
Speaker 1: Well, Brandon, she is she with you?
Speaker 2: No, she's not with me. She's at home right now
Speaker 2: watching this.
Speaker 8: Call her.
Speaker 1: Yeah, call her on the phone. I don't want to
Speaker 1: talk to you, I want to talk to her.
Speaker 2: Well, I have a pretty good idea of what happened
Speaker 2: to the story if you still want to talk to.
Speaker 1: Me, I I guess. But it's not the story itself.
Speaker 1: It's it's the the emotions behind it. It's it's I
Speaker 1: don't you know, really want to interview you about somebody
Speaker 1: else's story. H give her a call because call her now,
Speaker 1: eder in Coller right now, Yeah, call her right now, Edran,
Speaker 1: all right, we'll do all right. We are on hold
Speaker 1: while Brandon, who is a dirty, dirty liar, calls his
Speaker 1: girlfriend so that we can ask her why she continues
Speaker 1: to stay with a person who calls into online Gecko
Speaker 1: shows and lies about stories that are not his own. No,
Speaker 1: I'm giving Brandon too much shit because it's fun to
Speaker 1: be It's fun to be upset. Brandon, Are you there?
Speaker 5: Yes?
Speaker 2: And my girlfriend's on the line.
Speaker 1: Hello, Hillo, Hi there, what is your name?
Speaker 4: I'm Sarah, Sarah.
Speaker 1: I heard from your boyfriend that when you were younger,
Speaker 1: if alas a raptor came out of a portal and
Speaker 1: into your room.
Speaker 8: It did, and I remember it like it was yesterday.
Speaker 1: Okay, Well, I want to talk to you about it,
Speaker 1: but before we do, Before we do, I just want
Speaker 1: you to know that your boyfriend lied to me and
Speaker 1: told me that it was his story, and I want
Speaker 1: to know how you feel about that before we hear
Speaker 1: the story. I wonder how you feel about him lying.
Speaker 8: I'm not too mad about it, like he knew I
Speaker 8: don't really know streaming times, so these little sneaky snakes sometimes,
Speaker 8: but he had good intentions.
Speaker 1: Well that was the wrong answer. I want you to
Speaker 1: be very, very mad at him. I want you to
Speaker 1: be act. We had to act cordial towards him for
Speaker 1: the rest of this call, but when we're done with this,
Speaker 1: you need to yell at him.
Speaker 8: But I won't pack it much tomorrow.
Speaker 4: Just for you.
Speaker 1: Okay, how did this what happened with this philosopher Raptor?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 8: So I was probably five and I was just sitting
Speaker 8: in bed. It was like midday. I was fully awake,
Speaker 8: and all of a sudden, this circle portal like opens
Speaker 8: right next to.
Speaker 4: My bed.
Speaker 6: And I see a dinosaur head avelotso wrapped your head
Speaker 6: look in my bedroom like it was surprised, like, oh,
Speaker 6: I'm not supposed to be here right now, and I
Speaker 6: just stare at it.
Speaker 8: Really scared because you know, you hear well, people might
Speaker 8: break into your house. That's scary. Nobody worries you about
Speaker 8: what happens when a dinosaur shows up in your house. Nope,
Speaker 8: And it just kind of looked at me and then
Speaker 8: went right back in and said, I kind of have
Speaker 8: like the screech that I can do that my mom
Speaker 8: is really scared of, and I haven't heard anybody else.
Speaker 5: Be able to do it.
Speaker 1: Wait, so this is.
Speaker 5: So.
Speaker 1: This velociraptor not only visited upon you, but it dropped
Speaker 1: a gift of its screech into your lungs it did.
Speaker 2: Would you like to hear it?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Of course, you know. I don't know what a velociraptor
Speaker 1: screech sounds like, but that sounds like sounds like it?
Speaker 1: Is that.
Speaker 8: Right?
Speaker 1: Brandon?
Speaker 8: You do what You're the only person I've ever told
Speaker 8: about this, So I'm happy.
Speaker 5: Oh my god, I need to do it.
Speaker 1: I like hers better.
Speaker 4: Thank you?
Speaker 1: Interesting you've only told Brandon about Why have you only
Speaker 1: told Brandon about this? Is this something that you're ashamed of? Capacity?
Speaker 8: Well, my sisters knows I can do the streets, but
Speaker 8: she doesn't really know where it came from. And of course,
Speaker 8: like I ran into my mom's room to tell her
Speaker 8: what happened, and she's just saying, oh, well, children have
Speaker 8: active vaccinations. You were just dreaming, But I was not.
Speaker 8: I was fully awake. But when I told her in
Speaker 8: in this he said, well, maybe it was an alien
Speaker 8: visiting you. And that had me thinking, because I'm very
Speaker 8: open minded as a person, like it very well could
Speaker 8: have been an extraterrestrial being just messing up where they
Speaker 8: were supposed to go and just being like okay, sorry
Speaker 8: and leaving.
Speaker 1: Do you believe that that's really what it could have
Speaker 1: been in it and it wasn't just some kind of
Speaker 1: nightmare that you had.
Speaker 8: Honestly, Yeah, Because I could barely even sleep most of
Speaker 8: my life, and when I do sleep at least laid
Speaker 8: out very deep sleeper, I would have remembered that. And
Speaker 8: it was the middle of the day. I was playing
Speaker 8: around and I say, could break to lay.
Speaker 1: Down, sir. This was in the middle of the day. Yes, Oh,
Speaker 1: that makes it like probably that weirdly makes it more
Speaker 1: scary to me than if it was in the middle.
Speaker 1: That's one of those rare things. Uh, To this day,
Speaker 1: have you have you had any experiences with dinosaurs coming
Speaker 1: into your house? Since?
Speaker 7: Not at all?
Speaker 8: And it kind of makes me fad. I kind of wish,
Speaker 8: and I'll see it as an adult, just to know
Speaker 8: for sure, and hopefully like Brandon or someone will be
Speaker 8: there with me.
Speaker 6: So I have proofs.
Speaker 1: You should do some d MT. I've never done it,
Speaker 1: nor do I know anything about it, not even enough
Speaker 1: to tell you that you should do it, but it
Speaker 1: sounds like you might see dinosaurs if you do, I.
Speaker 8: Would love that.
Speaker 1: Well, what is your name again, I'm Sarah. Sarah. So
Speaker 1: there's anything else you want to say to the people
Speaker 1: of the computer before you go.
Speaker 8: I hope you guys have a great night.
Speaker 1: Believe in dinosaurs, Brandon's anything you want to say, maybe
Speaker 1: in the form of an apology.
Speaker 2: People of the Computer, I am not sorry for lying.
Speaker 2: I got on the GET and that was the best
Speaker 2: experience in my life, so I am not ashamed of it.
Speaker 1: I'll talk to you guys soon. Rebecon goes on the
Speaker 1: line thinking your own calls every night, every beacon goes
Speaker 1: to I'm just teaching you aloud. Your lives not friendly.