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Speaker 1: I am your tattooed on me? And we never fund

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Speaker 1: doesn't that sound like your boyfriend to be on you?

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Speaker 1: But tell my name you so I know it's real. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: So we have Bennie in the building nomadic fields if

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Speaker 1: any of I know most of your Mandy's followers, but

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Speaker 1: I've been wanting to sun this name be for a minute. Right,

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Speaker 1: So she like gives me this look and I'm like,

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Speaker 1: What do you identify as sexuality? Ga gaff. I'm gaff,

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Speaker 1: I've never heard of a Kenzie scale. Can you please

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Speaker 1: let our followers know what it's about being sexually fluid?

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Speaker 1: or so. It's for men, men and women. For men

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Speaker 1: and women. Zero means that you are like straightxual, hetero sexual. Okay.

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Speaker 1: you talking about? Can you sing the song? Because it's

423
00:23:57,000 --> 00:24:00,359
Speaker 1: like I was crying. I was really upset, you know,

424
00:24:00,400 --> 00:24:02,680
Speaker 1: because I just felt used. His dick was so weak.

425
00:24:02,720 --> 00:24:04,760
Speaker 1: He didn't even try. I didn't come, he just left

426
00:24:05,240 --> 00:24:07,040
Speaker 1: and it was just so bad. And he came to fast.

427
00:24:07,080 --> 00:24:10,439
Speaker 1: And so then he's sitting on you put the guitar

428
00:24:10,640 --> 00:24:15,320
Speaker 1: and he's singing. He teasy with that shrimp asked looking

429
00:24:15,840 --> 00:24:22,680
Speaker 1: motherfucking dick. And now I'm so upset because you came

430
00:24:22,800 --> 00:24:26,639
Speaker 1: in thirty seconds. Then I fucking re grab because you

431
00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:34,240
Speaker 1: shrimp dick, got that srimp dick. I was really crying.

432
00:24:34,560 --> 00:24:38,680
Speaker 1: Oh wait, I think we need this as our theme

433
00:24:38,760 --> 00:24:45,760
Speaker 1: Songble decision was that sp look damn motherfucking dick. And

434
00:24:46,119 --> 00:24:52,360
Speaker 1: now I'm so upset. Really as you came in seconds

435
00:24:53,640 --> 00:24:59,720
Speaker 1: pick and you got shrimp dicks. We was singing it

436
00:24:59,800 --> 00:25:03,080
Speaker 1: all day. I remember we posted it. He's seen it too.

437
00:25:04,960 --> 00:25:11,639
Speaker 1: I can't believe I think it's so funny because I

438
00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:13,440
Speaker 1: don't think. I don't. I don't even think guys know

439
00:25:13,560 --> 00:25:16,000
Speaker 1: this when you liked it, because I'm not. I just

440
00:25:16,119 --> 00:25:19,320
Speaker 1: liked the guy. I just liked the guy. Stopped liking

441
00:25:19,359 --> 00:25:21,880
Speaker 1: him because he started moving all wrong. But his dick

442
00:25:22,040 --> 00:25:27,479
Speaker 1: was so mediocre. They when they have you just got

443
00:25:27,560 --> 00:25:31,120
Speaker 1: to forget about Anyways. I don't think I like skin

444
00:25:31,280 --> 00:25:33,280
Speaker 1: what I think I should do this picture? Anyways, it

445
00:25:33,359 --> 00:25:41,280
Speaker 1: was that briefly lived um because had a short The

446
00:25:41,440 --> 00:25:44,080
Speaker 1: dick was not small, but it was just mediocre. And

447
00:25:44,160 --> 00:25:47,320
Speaker 1: it's so crazy. But because I liked his company so much,

448
00:25:47,840 --> 00:25:49,920
Speaker 1: I was like, damn his dick, it sucks so bad.

449
00:25:49,960 --> 00:25:51,600
Speaker 1: But I wanted him to keep coming over. And I

450
00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:53,840
Speaker 1: was willing to put up with mediocre dick because I

451
00:25:53,920 --> 00:25:56,719
Speaker 1: had any emotional attachment to him. And I think when

452
00:25:56,760 --> 00:26:00,440
Speaker 1: you when you like a guy outside of the bedroom,

453
00:26:00,920 --> 00:26:03,359
Speaker 1: it might boost his game up a little bit more

454
00:26:03,440 --> 00:26:08,560
Speaker 1: than it should be. Like, look right, I'm agree with you, absolutely,

455
00:26:08,960 --> 00:26:11,520
Speaker 1: but I also haven't had sex in like six months. God,

456
00:26:11,760 --> 00:26:19,879
Speaker 1: how they're huge? How come you didn't pass major on

457
00:26:20,000 --> 00:26:23,639
Speaker 1: the ship Because that's how you get fired. But also,

458
00:26:23,720 --> 00:26:25,920
Speaker 1: I mean I just didn't. So the thing is like,

459
00:26:26,160 --> 00:26:29,440
Speaker 1: I'm way too emotional with sex for me to just

460
00:26:29,560 --> 00:26:32,200
Speaker 1: like just go have sex with Like, it's really hard

461
00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:36,639
Speaker 1: for guys with emotional sex. You can have sex emotional everybody,

462
00:26:37,480 --> 00:26:39,040
Speaker 1: and I do and I have in the past, but

463
00:26:39,200 --> 00:26:42,280
Speaker 1: for me being in you have to understand I'm eating

464
00:26:42,560 --> 00:26:46,640
Speaker 1: and working and living in the same place can get

465
00:26:46,760 --> 00:26:50,760
Speaker 1: messy real fucking quick. So for me, I just removed

466
00:26:50,840 --> 00:26:53,000
Speaker 1: myself from that and like every once in a while

467
00:26:53,040 --> 00:26:55,240
Speaker 1: got my dick sucked. But like, I haven't had sex

468
00:26:55,359 --> 00:26:57,560
Speaker 1: in seven months. How did you get to do this?

469
00:26:57,800 --> 00:27:00,560
Speaker 1: Excuse me? I haven't had sex and I didn't know

470
00:27:00,600 --> 00:27:02,760
Speaker 1: that you're getting your dicks. I feel like, are we friends?

471
00:27:03,520 --> 00:27:07,320
Speaker 1: I got it literally happened last week, Oh the crazy one.

472
00:27:08,000 --> 00:27:10,919
Speaker 1: Not that the crazy one. Okay, Um, so our horrible

473
00:27:10,960 --> 00:27:14,240
Speaker 1: decision this week. Um, I feel like it's been all

474
00:27:14,240 --> 00:27:15,959
Speaker 1: about me in the Wall Street dicks and shrimp dick

475
00:27:16,560 --> 00:27:19,119
Speaker 1: and fingers that Vinnie smelled. But we talk about Tender,

476
00:27:19,320 --> 00:27:23,080
Speaker 1: We talked about we're going to bring this. Yeah, I

477
00:27:23,119 --> 00:27:26,920
Speaker 1: want to talk about Grinder because we talked about Tinder

478
00:27:27,040 --> 00:27:30,359
Speaker 1: and Bundle so much, but I'll let us sound so

479
00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:33,360
Speaker 1: um for any listeners that are talking to us. Maybe

480
00:27:33,359 --> 00:27:36,320
Speaker 1: you want to explore homosexuality and I'm talking about men

481
00:27:36,400 --> 00:27:38,480
Speaker 1: of course, or you don't know what grinder is. You

482
00:27:38,520 --> 00:27:41,800
Speaker 1: want to hear a fucking Hilary story right now? Vinnie

483
00:27:42,520 --> 00:27:46,040
Speaker 1: uses Grinder, Yes, and Grinder is again we've talked about

484
00:27:46,040 --> 00:27:50,080
Speaker 1: a briefly. Grinder is actually what started before Tinder. It

485
00:27:50,200 --> 00:27:55,200
Speaker 1: was the Grinder is the first app where you sweaty. Yeah,

486
00:27:55,240 --> 00:27:57,560
Speaker 1: there's no east, so it's g R I N d

487
00:27:57,880 --> 00:27:59,680
Speaker 1: R and you can find it. You can download it

488
00:27:59,680 --> 00:28:02,720
Speaker 1: to your Again, this is for gay mails, um, but

489
00:28:02,800 --> 00:28:04,760
Speaker 1: it's pretty much. Do you say there's women on they're

490
00:28:04,760 --> 00:28:06,520
Speaker 1: looking for friends, and I'll be like, get the funk on.

491
00:28:08,320 --> 00:28:11,119
Speaker 1: It's so crazy. So I worked I worked at a

492
00:28:11,160 --> 00:28:14,120
Speaker 1: shop I bartender on Governor's Island, which is like where

493
00:28:14,119 --> 00:28:17,000
Speaker 1: they do a lot of e DC events and stuff. Yeah,

494
00:28:17,080 --> 00:28:20,800
Speaker 1: and one of my bartenders was this we met there. Okay,

495
00:28:20,880 --> 00:28:23,280
Speaker 1: this was really this was like four years ago, and

496
00:28:23,400 --> 00:28:25,520
Speaker 1: so I was bartending there and one of the bartenders

497
00:28:25,600 --> 00:28:27,320
Speaker 1: was like, he pretty much goes on there to start

498
00:28:27,359 --> 00:28:31,080
Speaker 1: a petting zoo. So it's definitely really he calls them

499
00:28:31,160 --> 00:28:34,639
Speaker 1: his pets because they literally come over and yeah, and

500
00:28:34,760 --> 00:28:37,879
Speaker 1: so it's literally an app where oh there ain't no

501
00:28:38,040 --> 00:28:42,520
Speaker 1: day in they all there to fuck a lot out.

502
00:28:42,560 --> 00:28:43,920
Speaker 1: By the way, Yes, I didn't meet him on there.

503
00:28:44,240 --> 00:28:52,080
Speaker 1: Did you see his new boyfriend? Yeah, little queen. So

504
00:28:52,560 --> 00:28:57,480
Speaker 1: we want to know nobody again. So me and so,

505
00:28:57,680 --> 00:29:00,720
Speaker 1: me and Wheezy used tender. We is it for dating,

506
00:29:00,920 --> 00:29:02,840
Speaker 1: not so much to find sex, except she did when

507
00:29:02,880 --> 00:29:05,680
Speaker 1: she had swiped most of my boyfriends, right, so I

508
00:29:05,720 --> 00:29:07,800
Speaker 1: actually did her swiping for her. Go ahead and ask

509
00:29:07,880 --> 00:29:11,080
Speaker 1: what what's about Grinder? And if you have any stories

510
00:29:11,080 --> 00:29:13,480
Speaker 1: about dating people that you found on the app, We're

511
00:29:13,600 --> 00:29:17,920
Speaker 1: definitely curious. So are horrible decisions. We like to kind

512
00:29:17,960 --> 00:29:22,800
Speaker 1: of talk about more bad stories I think that have happened,

513
00:29:23,040 --> 00:29:25,240
Speaker 1: because when you're being a whore, everything is not great

514
00:29:25,320 --> 00:29:28,920
Speaker 1: all the time. And I mean it's fun, it's fun

515
00:29:29,000 --> 00:29:31,280
Speaker 1: being a horse, but everything is not great all the time.

516
00:29:31,480 --> 00:29:33,640
Speaker 1: So you have quite a bit of grinder ship, Like

517
00:29:34,280 --> 00:29:35,800
Speaker 1: this was the top story. But I mean, I remember

518
00:29:35,800 --> 00:29:37,760
Speaker 1: there's moments where you'd be out with me and you'd

519
00:29:37,800 --> 00:29:39,360
Speaker 1: be looking around trying to figure out if a dude

520
00:29:39,440 --> 00:29:41,160
Speaker 1: is gay, and you just click on Grinder and you're like,

521
00:29:42,160 --> 00:29:45,840
Speaker 1: he's two feet away, because Grinder is not like Tinder,

522
00:29:46,040 --> 00:29:48,320
Speaker 1: by the way, So Tinder, you you swipe left fright,

523
00:29:48,400 --> 00:29:51,280
Speaker 1: you go through people within miles will only populate what,

524
00:29:51,400 --> 00:29:53,480
Speaker 1: let's say, a hundred people at one time. And the

525
00:29:53,520 --> 00:29:56,360
Speaker 1: people who are directly in your vicinity, yeah, like it'll say,

526
00:29:57,040 --> 00:30:01,200
Speaker 1: and they're in the right next to h that so, um,

527
00:30:01,600 --> 00:30:03,400
Speaker 1: I guess in Florida, I was living my best whole

528
00:30:03,440 --> 00:30:07,960
Speaker 1: life where you, I think, so between Switzerland, like in Switzerland,

529
00:30:07,960 --> 00:30:14,320
Speaker 1: I was living my my whole life like Switzerland was Switzerland. No,

530
00:30:14,520 --> 00:30:17,520
Speaker 1: like Switzerland, I was, well, I'm just gonna say, it's

531
00:30:17,560 --> 00:30:19,720
Speaker 1: been eight years, that's fine. Switzerland. I was literally dating

532
00:30:19,760 --> 00:30:24,080
Speaker 1: somebody dating somebody else who broke up with their partner

533
00:30:24,120 --> 00:30:28,080
Speaker 1: to be with me. Yeah, well there was and then

534
00:30:28,080 --> 00:30:32,440
Speaker 1: I was dating and then broke up. Yes he's not talking,

535
00:30:32,440 --> 00:30:35,480
Speaker 1: by the way, he's living so like I was dating

536
00:30:35,520 --> 00:30:37,720
Speaker 1: both of them at the same time, but like only

537
00:30:38,200 --> 00:30:41,000
Speaker 1: knew that the other, like only one of them knew

538
00:30:41,160 --> 00:30:43,520
Speaker 1: there were two people in the picture. And then in

539
00:30:43,640 --> 00:30:48,800
Speaker 1: between that, I was like fucking six other people. I

540
00:30:48,800 --> 00:30:50,480
Speaker 1: would literally like get up out of bed with this

541
00:30:50,640 --> 00:30:58,200
Speaker 1: one while he was at work six people, but like no,

542
00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:01,680
Speaker 1: but like I was really like going around, like I

543
00:31:01,760 --> 00:31:05,280
Speaker 1: was showering stuff and I was whatever, but I showering.

544
00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:08,760
Speaker 1: I was showering, you know, I was showering. I was

545
00:31:08,840 --> 00:31:11,959
Speaker 1: like going around and it was it was a whole lot.

546
00:31:12,040 --> 00:31:15,440
Speaker 1: Like my numbers went up like a lot. It's so

547
00:31:15,600 --> 00:31:19,920
Speaker 1: crazy because it's so crazy because definitely meeting um and

548
00:31:20,080 --> 00:31:23,680
Speaker 1: even talking to guys who deal with men, it's definitely

549
00:31:23,800 --> 00:31:26,040
Speaker 1: more of I know you hate the word the promiscuous

550
00:31:26,040 --> 00:31:30,320
Speaker 1: lifestyle though, like, um, I here with you didn't even

551
00:31:30,400 --> 00:31:34,920
Speaker 1: hear this is yard this episode. Think it depends. We

552
00:31:35,400 --> 00:31:38,160
Speaker 1: argued down because she's called me promiscuous recently, and I said,

553
00:31:38,160 --> 00:31:40,840
Speaker 1: I'm not because I like to, you know, value relationships.

554
00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:45,160
Speaker 1: Promiscuity I think has no connections so very but your

555
00:31:45,160 --> 00:31:46,640
Speaker 1: friends and you think the same. Because I just saw

556
00:31:46,720 --> 00:31:48,600
Speaker 1: your reaction that was mine. I was like yeah, but

557
00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:51,040
Speaker 1: it's also like, so you don't feel like it's a

558
00:31:51,080 --> 00:31:54,800
Speaker 1: promiscuous lifestyle that you were sitting here having two relationships

559
00:31:54,840 --> 00:31:56,760
Speaker 1: and sucking six other people. Know, because every single of

560
00:31:56,800 --> 00:31:58,959
Speaker 1: those people I was sucking. We used to go out

561
00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:00,480
Speaker 1: and have dinner with and we the kick it and

562
00:32:01,080 --> 00:32:07,000
Speaker 1: hang out. I still, to this day, eight years later,

563
00:32:07,040 --> 00:32:08,760
Speaker 1: still talk to every single one of those people, and

564
00:32:08,840 --> 00:32:10,680
Speaker 1: every single of these people knew what the hell was

565
00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:13,760
Speaker 1: going on. They were like, we knew, we just permsecu

566
00:32:13,800 --> 00:32:15,880
Speaker 1: what he means across the board for squares and every

567
00:32:15,960 --> 00:32:18,200
Speaker 1: day ship. But I'm being real with you. For someone

568
00:32:18,240 --> 00:32:20,920
Speaker 1: as liberal as liberal as you, and I really still

569
00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:25,240
Speaker 1: find it funny that you do this textbook version of promiscuity. Went, dude,

570
00:32:25,360 --> 00:32:29,520
Speaker 1: how is somebody I spend time with? Just how somebody

571
00:32:29,560 --> 00:32:32,120
Speaker 1: I spend time with? I don't know what's gone. I

572
00:32:32,240 --> 00:32:36,800
Speaker 1: definitely drank um. Let's tell your favorite Grinder story, my

573
00:32:36,840 --> 00:32:42,680
Speaker 1: favorite excuse me um? So god, this is good. You know,

574
00:32:42,760 --> 00:32:45,920
Speaker 1: I was on Grinder late night, and you know that's

575
00:32:46,200 --> 00:32:47,920
Speaker 1: that's not if it makes when you get a message.

576
00:32:48,200 --> 00:32:49,840
Speaker 1: So this guy hit me up and he was like, hey,

577
00:32:49,880 --> 00:32:52,040
Speaker 1: you should come over um and let's hang out. And

578
00:32:52,040 --> 00:32:53,920
Speaker 1: I was like all right, fine, didn't even like think

579
00:32:53,960 --> 00:32:56,200
Speaker 1: about it twice and then he sent me his location

580
00:32:56,280 --> 00:32:58,080
Speaker 1: and it was at like a trailer park. Now this

581
00:32:58,200 --> 00:33:01,160
Speaker 1: is when I say trailer park, this is this is Florida,

582
00:33:01,240 --> 00:33:02,960
Speaker 1: so that this is an RV park. So it's like

583
00:33:03,200 --> 00:33:06,240
Speaker 1: people come from like Alaska or whatever, which is where

584
00:33:06,320 --> 00:33:09,120
Speaker 1: this man still happened to be from, and they come

585
00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:11,680
Speaker 1: to Florida in their r vs and like kick it

586
00:33:12,160 --> 00:33:14,480
Speaker 1: in the warmth during the winter. So he was like,

587
00:33:14,520 --> 00:33:16,320
Speaker 1: come over to the r V park. We'll like hang

588
00:33:16,360 --> 00:33:18,360
Speaker 1: out in the pool first to see if we like

589
00:33:18,480 --> 00:33:20,640
Speaker 1: each other. We'll have drunks by the pool, see if

590
00:33:20,680 --> 00:33:22,360
Speaker 1: we like each other, and then after that whatever else

591
00:33:22,400 --> 00:33:24,880
Speaker 1: could happen. I was like, okay, cool, So drove over.

592
00:33:25,520 --> 00:33:27,600
Speaker 1: He lived two eggs down, just went kicked it in

593
00:33:27,680 --> 00:33:29,680
Speaker 1: the pool, and then after a while we were like, okay,

594
00:33:29,720 --> 00:33:32,000
Speaker 1: this is about to go down, Like let's let's let's

595
00:33:32,040 --> 00:33:35,400
Speaker 1: move somewhere else. We moved to like it's a it's

596
00:33:35,440 --> 00:33:38,560
Speaker 1: a little small check like cabin outside of the r V,

597
00:33:39,760 --> 00:33:44,480
Speaker 1: all right, And so inside there's a bunk bed and

598
00:33:44,600 --> 00:33:47,200
Speaker 1: the bunk bed like you can't really sit on somebody

599
00:33:47,280 --> 00:33:50,200
Speaker 1: and like like sit up, like I had to be

600
00:33:50,280 --> 00:33:55,600
Speaker 1: like crouched down essentially. And so we were about to

601
00:33:55,600 --> 00:33:57,600
Speaker 1: begin missionary and I had to like hit my head

602
00:33:57,600 --> 00:33:59,400
Speaker 1: a couple of times trying to adjust the ship. You

603
00:33:59,520 --> 00:34:02,800
Speaker 1: kind of holding what. Yeah, And so we started having

604
00:34:02,880 --> 00:34:06,680
Speaker 1: sex and by the way, I have a problem. Okay,

605
00:34:06,760 --> 00:34:10,920
Speaker 1: I always give a dick. You give dick. You know

606
00:34:10,960 --> 00:34:17,080
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like, always give grade a dick. Sometimes

607
00:34:17,239 --> 00:34:20,920
Speaker 1: it makes motherfucker's go crazy, okay, And sometimes you should

608
00:34:20,920 --> 00:34:23,320
Speaker 1: just give people be dick so that they're satisfied but

609
00:34:23,480 --> 00:34:26,200
Speaker 1: you're just not. Or sometimes you should just give the motherfuck'

610
00:34:26,239 --> 00:34:27,440
Speaker 1: seed dick just because you need to get your nut

611
00:34:27,440 --> 00:34:30,040
Speaker 1: and then walk out. Oh my god, you have this problems.

612
00:34:30,120 --> 00:34:32,680
Speaker 1: I just always give a dick just the first time,

613
00:34:32,960 --> 00:34:36,040
Speaker 1: just the first time, and then after that every single time. No, no,

614
00:34:36,280 --> 00:34:42,400
Speaker 1: this is this is a champion. Stop playing. So um

615
00:34:43,239 --> 00:34:48,399
Speaker 1: literally I'm sucking this guy and mid stroke, okay, mid choke,

616
00:34:48,520 --> 00:34:50,800
Speaker 1: this guy's like I have to tell you something, and

617
00:34:50,880 --> 00:34:52,960
Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, should it tell me? He was like

618
00:34:53,360 --> 00:34:56,279
Speaker 1: you're mine, and I was like, um, you know, like

619
00:34:56,320 --> 00:35:03,520
Speaker 1: when somebody's like call me your mind, I'm like yeah, right, yes, yes.

620
00:35:04,000 --> 00:35:06,480
Speaker 1: So he's like you're mine and I'm like yeah, I'm yours. Yeah,

621
00:35:06,800 --> 00:35:08,120
Speaker 1: He's like, what I have to tell you something. I

622
00:35:08,239 --> 00:35:10,640
Speaker 1: was like what. He's like, I've been convicted of murder.

623
00:35:10,680 --> 00:35:15,480
Speaker 1: And I was like wait, wait, wait, Lily. Mid stroke

624
00:35:15,719 --> 00:35:17,920
Speaker 1: and somebody's like I've been convicted of murder. I'm like.

625
00:35:21,080 --> 00:35:23,080
Speaker 1: The thing is though, think about this right the middle

626
00:35:23,120 --> 00:35:26,680
Speaker 1: of I am pumping. Okay, you tell me you've been

627
00:35:26,719 --> 00:35:29,320
Speaker 1: convicted of murder. Now think about this, right? Can I

628
00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:34,800
Speaker 1: stop and run away? No, because I'm scared, Because I'm scared.

629
00:35:35,080 --> 00:35:37,080
Speaker 1: I'm still stroking, but I'm trying to figure out how

630
00:35:37,080 --> 00:35:40,520
Speaker 1: the funk I'm gonna get out? Wait? Wait, why what

631
00:35:40,719 --> 00:35:43,759
Speaker 1: made him tell you this? Because the a dick. That's

632
00:35:43,800 --> 00:35:47,160
Speaker 1: why I purposed this whole story with the dick. Okay,

633
00:35:47,760 --> 00:35:52,120
Speaker 1: it made him confess that he committed vehicular manslaughter. He

634
00:35:52,280 --> 00:35:54,719
Speaker 1: did his time, came out of jail, and I was

635
00:35:54,800 --> 00:35:57,120
Speaker 1: the last I was the next person he fucked. Oh wait,

636
00:35:57,200 --> 00:36:04,600
Speaker 1: it wasn't real murder over. He ran this woman over

637
00:36:05,120 --> 00:36:09,640
Speaker 1: and dragged her did not even know. I did not

638
00:36:09,880 --> 00:36:12,400
Speaker 1: even know she was there until the next morning when

639
00:36:12,480 --> 00:36:15,080
Speaker 1: he came out to go to his car. But how

640
00:36:15,280 --> 00:36:16,920
Speaker 1: was he drunk? That had to be a doing. Yes

641
00:36:17,080 --> 00:36:19,719
Speaker 1: he was, he was drunk, yes, But was it good?

642
00:36:20,600 --> 00:36:25,000
Speaker 1: Was it sex good? Yeah? The sex was good? So whatever,

643
00:36:25,080 --> 00:36:26,960
Speaker 1: I know I finished or whatever, And now I'm trying

644
00:36:26,960 --> 00:36:29,120
Speaker 1: to escape because now I've not it. So clarity how

645
00:36:29,160 --> 00:36:32,920
Speaker 1: I get the funk out. I go into the bathroom

646
00:36:33,320 --> 00:36:35,200
Speaker 1: and like, I'm taking a shower. I made sure I'm

647
00:36:35,239 --> 00:36:37,319
Speaker 1: butt ass naked, right, but I have my car key.

648
00:36:38,440 --> 00:36:41,040
Speaker 1: I'm not even okay, I'm not gonna lie to you.

649
00:36:41,280 --> 00:36:43,440
Speaker 1: There's no way you were that scared to be with

650
00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:45,600
Speaker 1: a murderer if you decided to take a shower in

651
00:36:45,840 --> 00:36:48,279
Speaker 1: his ship. Because the thing is, I didn't want to

652
00:36:48,440 --> 00:36:50,520
Speaker 1: rush out of there. I didn't want to be like, okay, bye, sorry,

653
00:36:50,560 --> 00:36:52,920
Speaker 1: I gotta go. I literally was still playing cool. I

654
00:36:53,040 --> 00:36:54,520
Speaker 1: was like, oh, it's no big deal, because he was

655
00:36:54,560 --> 00:36:56,520
Speaker 1: still worried about it. He's like, are you judging me?

656
00:36:56,640 --> 00:37:01,680
Speaker 1: I'm like, no, we're good. He dropped a pin and

657
00:37:01,880 --> 00:37:03,680
Speaker 1: it was like, bitch, I just dropped a pin, And

658
00:37:03,760 --> 00:37:05,400
Speaker 1: I was like, guys, know how we do this in

659
00:37:05,480 --> 00:37:09,959
Speaker 1: case of emergency emergency like this motherfucker killed somebody before.

660
00:37:09,960 --> 00:37:11,239
Speaker 1: I don't care it was the car, his hand. He

661
00:37:11,320 --> 00:37:13,400
Speaker 1: killed somebody before. It's the funny thing. I was judging

662
00:37:13,440 --> 00:37:17,919
Speaker 1: you a lot at first moment, right on drug deals

663
00:37:17,960 --> 00:37:22,520
Speaker 1: that they did. Pro So you cannot compare the two.

664
00:37:23,320 --> 00:37:27,600
Speaker 1: You can't, Yes, you can't. Anyway, I'm in the bathroom

665
00:37:27,880 --> 00:37:31,640
Speaker 1: okay looking at this small as window that is probably

666
00:37:31,719 --> 00:37:34,480
Speaker 1: like you can't probably like a foot wide. Okay, and

667
00:37:34,680 --> 00:37:36,719
Speaker 1: I'm trying. I have the shower on, but I'm not

668
00:37:36,840 --> 00:37:38,480
Speaker 1: really in that bitch. I'm trying to see if I

669
00:37:38,520 --> 00:37:41,360
Speaker 1: could somehow and you can get because the keys in

670
00:37:41,440 --> 00:37:43,080
Speaker 1: the cell phone that's all I need. He could keep

671
00:37:43,080 --> 00:37:46,080
Speaker 1: the rest of the ship. I'm trying to get out.

672
00:37:46,480 --> 00:37:48,760
Speaker 1: And then I hear the door jingle and I hopped

673
00:37:48,840 --> 00:37:50,600
Speaker 1: the shower. I was like, baby, I just came to

674
00:37:50,719 --> 00:37:55,600
Speaker 1: shower with you. And I was like, fuck, so we showering,

675
00:37:55,640 --> 00:37:56,840
Speaker 1: and he's like, why are your car he's in here.

676
00:37:56,880 --> 00:38:00,759
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, I just found I would ask

677
00:38:00,760 --> 00:38:04,759
Speaker 1: a lot of literally so literally like I had to

678
00:38:04,840 --> 00:38:06,759
Speaker 1: find some like we like cuddle for a bit. And

679
00:38:06,800 --> 00:38:08,560
Speaker 1: I was like, you know what, I just really like

680
00:38:08,680 --> 00:38:10,880
Speaker 1: to sleep in my own bed. You didn't say that,

681
00:38:11,239 --> 00:38:13,000
Speaker 1: and so he was like, oh, yeah, I get it.

682
00:38:13,080 --> 00:38:14,759
Speaker 1: That's cool. And I was just like, oh my god,

683
00:38:14,760 --> 00:38:17,279
Speaker 1: that wait. So I didn't let him walk me to

684
00:38:17,400 --> 00:38:19,239
Speaker 1: my car because I didn't want him to see what

685
00:38:19,320 --> 00:38:20,799
Speaker 1: kind of car drove. I didn't want him to see

686
00:38:20,800 --> 00:38:22,320
Speaker 1: the our license plate. I didn't want to see anything.

687
00:38:23,560 --> 00:38:25,200
Speaker 1: So I was like, okay, this is good. Right here,

688
00:38:25,280 --> 00:38:27,759
Speaker 1: I can do it. And I was like, go back,

689
00:38:27,840 --> 00:38:31,359
Speaker 1: I got this and I listen, I ran that car

690
00:38:31,760 --> 00:38:34,360
Speaker 1: and got the funk out of there. You never sucked

691
00:38:34,400 --> 00:38:36,080
Speaker 1: him again, right. He hit me up on the text

692
00:38:36,120 --> 00:38:38,000
Speaker 1: like last night was so great. I was like, oh, yeah, Block,

693
00:38:41,160 --> 00:38:43,239
Speaker 1: that was. Actually I'm not gonna lie. I don't think

694
00:38:43,280 --> 00:38:45,600
Speaker 1: I've ever slept with anyone and mess someone who acted

695
00:38:45,800 --> 00:38:49,279
Speaker 1: who was maybe had a warrant even like I was.

696
00:38:49,400 --> 00:38:52,800
Speaker 1: It was a little scary. I I mean it was.

697
00:38:52,920 --> 00:38:55,920
Speaker 1: I mean that's so. So have most of your experiences

698
00:38:55,960 --> 00:39:00,480
Speaker 1: on grinder been good or you've had some good question? No,

699
00:39:00,640 --> 00:39:04,000
Speaker 1: actually most of them have been good. Uh as whole

700
00:39:04,040 --> 00:39:09,520
Speaker 1: good good know, like I because the thing is, it's

701
00:39:09,560 --> 00:39:12,440
Speaker 1: it hasn't happened that often, but when it has, like

702
00:39:12,480 --> 00:39:14,279
Speaker 1: a lot of times I meet guys in bars like

703
00:39:14,360 --> 00:39:16,440
Speaker 1: you know that one guy like at Wall Street we

704
00:39:16,480 --> 00:39:19,040
Speaker 1: were out and I was like, oh, this is how

705
00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:21,160
Speaker 1: you know we're close. I was like, hey, I need

706
00:39:21,239 --> 00:39:22,560
Speaker 1: a funk on your bed, so could you just leave

707
00:39:22,560 --> 00:39:25,560
Speaker 1: in the living room? Oh my god. It's so funny

708
00:39:25,680 --> 00:39:30,239
Speaker 1: because I totally on her bed back in the day

709
00:39:30,280 --> 00:39:32,920
Speaker 1: with my nigga like, well, I lived in Miami, but

710
00:39:32,960 --> 00:39:34,600
Speaker 1: I would come up to Orlando often and I had

711
00:39:34,600 --> 00:39:36,879
Speaker 1: a nigga there, and I don't know what his living

712
00:39:36,920 --> 00:39:42,319
Speaker 1: situation was. I didn't even. I was like, listen, I'm

713
00:39:42,320 --> 00:39:44,200
Speaker 1: at my friend house and he knew her. We would

714
00:39:44,200 --> 00:39:46,920
Speaker 1: party like she knew him. People and people say a lot.

715
00:39:46,960 --> 00:39:52,640
Speaker 1: I would be like, is gross, But we changed the sheet. Nigga, Hello,

716
00:39:52,800 --> 00:39:55,879
Speaker 1: you watched him changed And I don't think it's crazy.

717
00:39:55,880 --> 00:39:57,719
Speaker 1: I don't think it's that crazy either, because it's just like,

718
00:39:58,400 --> 00:40:00,759
Speaker 1: I don't know, you sleep on tell best you know,

719
00:40:04,400 --> 00:40:08,080
Speaker 1: I can't remember who it was. And she was like,

720
00:40:08,880 --> 00:40:12,000
Speaker 1: I can't believe that you would let somebody just, you know,

721
00:40:12,120 --> 00:40:13,320
Speaker 1: like take over your bed and you sleep on the

722
00:40:13,360 --> 00:40:16,600
Speaker 1: couch and you gotta work tomorrow. I'm like, dude, closest friend,

723
00:40:16,680 --> 00:40:19,520
Speaker 1: like who cares? Like if you need to get fucking late,

724
00:40:19,680 --> 00:40:21,840
Speaker 1: I wouldn't want the same. I would definitely, I'm not

725
00:40:21,920 --> 00:40:24,800
Speaker 1: to be quite frank. If it wasn't I'm moving to

726
00:40:24,840 --> 00:40:28,279
Speaker 1: a studio in l s right, Benny's off the boat ship.

727
00:40:28,719 --> 00:40:30,640
Speaker 1: He wonna come visit me. If he was like, bitch,

728
00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:32,799
Speaker 1: can you find something to do? I would far as

729
00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:34,000
Speaker 1: I ever to do, Bro, I'm not gonna lie. I

730
00:40:34,000 --> 00:40:35,719
Speaker 1: would let my friends funk on my bed. I don't

731
00:40:35,719 --> 00:40:40,520
Speaker 1: know how seven months that's right, I'm be sitting outside

732
00:40:40,560 --> 00:40:41,719
Speaker 1: at the same piece of lay seeing me like you

733
00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:43,839
Speaker 1: just had seven slices. Well, I can't go back up yet,

734
00:40:43,880 --> 00:40:47,640
Speaker 1: so I gotta wait. Shut up, so I could have

735
00:40:47,760 --> 00:40:51,040
Speaker 1: a few questions about grinder. Um, So you've been on

736
00:40:51,360 --> 00:40:53,560
Speaker 1: the crew ship. I don't know what to call it.

737
00:40:56,239 --> 00:40:58,640
Speaker 1: So while you've been gone, there's been a cool a

738
00:40:58,680 --> 00:41:01,840
Speaker 1: few things that have happened back. Hum recently got a

739
00:41:01,840 --> 00:41:06,400
Speaker 1: tattoo on its Yes, don't even care for Everybody was

740
00:41:06,480 --> 00:41:11,680
Speaker 1: saying he was gay doing all this ship a little

741
00:41:11,680 --> 00:41:13,560
Speaker 1: loozy bird. Um, I don't even know if you know

742
00:41:13,600 --> 00:41:15,440
Speaker 1: who that is. Six months. I don't know if he was.

743
00:41:15,560 --> 00:41:18,640
Speaker 1: I don't know he sees my friend Dad pushed me

744
00:41:18,760 --> 00:41:24,200
Speaker 1: to the edge, right, like he's not listening to he's

745
00:41:24,200 --> 00:41:25,799
Speaker 1: a rapper. That came out kind of like a young

746
00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:32,040
Speaker 1: young thugs wearing blouses like Prince and I feel like

747
00:41:32,080 --> 00:41:37,919
Speaker 1: homosexuality in the black community is like just so forbidden. Yeah,

748
00:41:38,960 --> 00:41:41,040
Speaker 1: and you know, movies like Moonlight put that shine on it.

749
00:41:41,080 --> 00:41:43,560
Speaker 1: We talked about in our first episode. But I'm just curious, like,

750
00:41:43,840 --> 00:41:48,759
Speaker 1: do you ever think your race and has made it

751
00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:50,640
Speaker 1: harder for you to come out as gay and how

752
00:41:50,719 --> 00:41:54,680
Speaker 1: it was when he for me, like my situation I

753
00:41:54,719 --> 00:41:58,840
Speaker 1: feel is very very different from the from the majority,

754
00:41:58,880 --> 00:42:00,759
Speaker 1: because yeah, I know, like when you in to school. Yeah,

755
00:42:00,800 --> 00:42:03,000
Speaker 1: like like I went to school, I went to a

756
00:42:03,040 --> 00:42:05,200
Speaker 1: private school. Um, I went to a private college where

757
00:42:05,280 --> 00:42:07,960
Speaker 1: if you were acting out on your homosexual tendencies, you

758
00:42:08,000 --> 00:42:10,279
Speaker 1: could get expelled if they knew that. Like I went

759
00:42:10,360 --> 00:42:14,520
Speaker 1: to I grew up uh in Michigan. I grew up

760
00:42:14,560 --> 00:42:18,279
Speaker 1: in like a very small, like religious conservative community. And

761
00:42:18,360 --> 00:42:20,520
Speaker 1: so for me, I when I turned eighteen, I kind

762
00:42:20,520 --> 00:42:23,400
Speaker 1: of ran away from that. And when I went to Europe,

763
00:42:23,600 --> 00:42:26,000
Speaker 1: I fell in love with a man and I came

764
00:42:26,040 --> 00:42:28,640
Speaker 1: home and I was like, I'm gay and my aunt

765
00:42:28,719 --> 00:42:34,480
Speaker 1: was like okay. And then I remember telling my mom,

766
00:42:34,600 --> 00:42:36,640
Speaker 1: and my mom took like three days and my mom

767
00:42:36,760 --> 00:42:39,080
Speaker 1: was like, yeah, it's fine. Did your mom never not know?

768
00:42:39,520 --> 00:42:41,640
Speaker 1: My mom knew, my mom, my whole family knew. So

769
00:42:41,719 --> 00:42:43,680
Speaker 1: it wasn't like a thing. It was like hey, I'm goody.

770
00:42:43,680 --> 00:42:45,279
Speaker 1: They're like, okay, I'm glad you have come to terms

771
00:42:45,280 --> 00:42:47,960
Speaker 1: with that we all knew long time ago, Uh do

772
00:42:48,000 --> 00:42:50,280
Speaker 1: you want to eat dinner now? Or like it wasn't

773
00:42:50,480 --> 00:42:53,560
Speaker 1: it wasn't a big deal. Um, and the family was accepting.

774
00:42:53,719 --> 00:42:56,160
Speaker 1: My family was very accepting. And even now my family,

775
00:42:56,239 --> 00:42:58,279
Speaker 1: there's other you know, there's other generations of my family

776
00:42:58,320 --> 00:43:02,600
Speaker 1: who like, we're looking at them and we're just did

777
00:43:02,680 --> 00:43:06,640
Speaker 1: you see yesterday I'm not even saying his name, but

778
00:43:06,680 --> 00:43:08,759
Speaker 1: yesterday one of my cousins went to his mom and said,

779
00:43:09,280 --> 00:43:10,840
Speaker 1: why can't eat this? Bye? I need to watch my

780
00:43:10,960 --> 00:43:18,360
Speaker 1: figure And we all say and it was the coolest

781
00:43:18,400 --> 00:43:20,080
Speaker 1: thing because everybody was just like, oh, I can't wait

782
00:43:20,160 --> 00:43:23,319
Speaker 1: till you actually finally like comes out and we're all

783
00:43:23,360 --> 00:43:25,000
Speaker 1: cool with it. So for me, my experience is very

784
00:43:25,040 --> 00:43:29,400
Speaker 1: different because I've kind of been me unapologetically like always,

785
00:43:29,480 --> 00:43:31,279
Speaker 1: even we're going out to Wall Street and stuff like that,

786
00:43:31,320 --> 00:43:33,399
Speaker 1: we're beating these frat boys and stuff like that, gay

787
00:43:33,440 --> 00:43:37,600
Speaker 1: and ship and these guys respect me and I've never confidenced.

788
00:43:37,800 --> 00:43:40,120
Speaker 1: I've never I've never felt like I had to hide

789
00:43:40,160 --> 00:43:42,120
Speaker 1: being gay from somebody so that they didn't like me.

790
00:43:42,320 --> 00:43:45,000
Speaker 1: Or we had an episode two episodes ago where a

791
00:43:45,080 --> 00:43:47,759
Speaker 1: dude was by and his girl was on here talking

792
00:43:47,800 --> 00:43:50,040
Speaker 1: about she was accepting it, and she said the crazy

793
00:43:50,080 --> 00:43:53,200
Speaker 1: thing about it was she, oh, it was so nuts.

794
00:43:53,360 --> 00:43:55,400
Speaker 1: She was married before and her husband was cheating on

795
00:43:55,520 --> 00:43:57,040
Speaker 1: what a man and then she ended up with a

796
00:43:57,080 --> 00:43:58,719
Speaker 1: bye dude. And we said, well, how did this happen?

797
00:43:58,840 --> 00:44:02,640
Speaker 1: She says, because he's so confident. And there's something about

798
00:44:02,680 --> 00:44:04,960
Speaker 1: you that's very different from other gay friends that I've had.

799
00:44:05,120 --> 00:44:08,600
Speaker 1: Is just that you don't make you don't leave room

800
00:44:08,640 --> 00:44:11,560
Speaker 1: for them to be uncomfortable. Like if I'm just gonna

801
00:44:11,560 --> 00:44:13,080
Speaker 1: be who the funk I am, I'm gonna talk about

802
00:44:13,120 --> 00:44:15,000
Speaker 1: dicks and they don't like it too fucking bad. I

803
00:44:15,120 --> 00:44:17,240
Speaker 1: used to have, honestly a thing that once I started

804
00:44:17,280 --> 00:44:18,960
Speaker 1: living with any not that this always hasn't been a

805
00:44:18,960 --> 00:44:20,920
Speaker 1: part of my life. I mean, my godfather was a

806
00:44:21,000 --> 00:44:23,279
Speaker 1: drag queen. I was born in San Francisco. You know

807
00:44:23,360 --> 00:44:25,359
Speaker 1: my mom's practically she'd love to be a drag queen.

808
00:44:25,760 --> 00:44:31,480
Speaker 1: But what's crazy is with the overly confidence in your sexuality.

809
00:44:31,840 --> 00:44:34,040
Speaker 1: I feel like when people meet me and Wheezy, we

810
00:44:34,160 --> 00:44:37,759
Speaker 1: say sex jokes all the time. We say we say

811
00:44:37,800 --> 00:44:41,520
Speaker 1: dick pussy like it's nothing. Even a straight community gets

812
00:44:41,600 --> 00:44:44,839
Speaker 1: uncomfortable with us being So here's the thing. I'm I'm

813
00:44:45,000 --> 00:44:48,200
Speaker 1: very I'm very upfront, and I speak about sexuality a lot.

814
00:44:48,880 --> 00:44:51,400
Speaker 1: When it comes to my personal sex life, I'm the

815
00:44:51,440 --> 00:44:54,759
Speaker 1: complete opposite. Like if I'm dating somebody, I'm like, we

816
00:44:54,840 --> 00:44:57,120
Speaker 1: can hold off on that for a little bit. I

817
00:44:57,239 --> 00:44:59,839
Speaker 1: like it's weird, like I flipped into like this other

818
00:45:00,440 --> 00:45:02,319
Speaker 1: I can and people expect that because I can talk

819
00:45:02,360 --> 00:45:04,399
Speaker 1: about dick, because I can talk about this this, then

820
00:45:04,480 --> 00:45:07,839
Speaker 1: that that like in my own private dating life, that's

821
00:45:07,880 --> 00:45:11,400
Speaker 1: me too. But it's not that you would agree that.

822
00:45:11,760 --> 00:45:14,120
Speaker 1: When I like somebody, if I want to funk, I'm

823
00:45:14,120 --> 00:45:17,920
Speaker 1: gonna fun. But I, like somebody, want you want to

824
00:45:17,960 --> 00:45:23,919
Speaker 1: hold out, I am a emoil yeah, shut I literally

825
00:45:25,080 --> 00:45:26,879
Speaker 1: because we all do it. I don't think we can

826
00:45:26,920 --> 00:45:30,600
Speaker 1: self diagnose. But with I even like someone more, I

827
00:45:30,680 --> 00:45:32,440
Speaker 1: want to hold out longer, Like I don't want the

828
00:45:32,480 --> 00:45:35,040
Speaker 1: sex to complicate it because I feel like, damn, I

829
00:45:35,120 --> 00:45:37,600
Speaker 1: really like you let me hold out on the second,

830
00:45:37,920 --> 00:45:39,480
Speaker 1: even though I know the sex is going to be bombed.

831
00:45:40,239 --> 00:45:42,200
Speaker 1: But for me, like you, just like I said, for me,

832
00:45:42,360 --> 00:45:43,879
Speaker 1: there's a reason why I haven't had sex since every

833
00:45:43,920 --> 00:45:45,800
Speaker 1: once because for me, I have to have an emotion.

834
00:45:45,800 --> 00:45:49,040
Speaker 1: I can't come unless I'm emotionally attached to you, Like

835
00:45:49,200 --> 00:45:50,839
Speaker 1: I'm trying to call you out, and you shouldn't think

836
00:45:50,840 --> 00:45:52,799
Speaker 1: about call me out on my show? Did you call?

837
00:45:52,960 --> 00:45:54,480
Speaker 1: Did you come with that little blond boy who was

838
00:45:54,520 --> 00:45:56,440
Speaker 1: wearing makeup and you just you didn't even want to

839
00:45:56,440 --> 00:45:57,920
Speaker 1: tell me you was punning him? No, I didn't come

840
00:45:57,960 --> 00:46:00,280
Speaker 1: from actually sucking him. I actually have to finish stuff.

841
00:46:00,680 --> 00:46:02,960
Speaker 1: So I want to ask you this, Huh, you finish

842
00:46:03,000 --> 00:46:05,640
Speaker 1: yourself off? Because I know that guys have talked about

843
00:46:05,920 --> 00:46:09,160
Speaker 1: fake coming because I don't think on the back right,

844
00:46:09,200 --> 00:46:12,400
Speaker 1: but I don't think they take it in a condom.

845
00:46:12,480 --> 00:46:16,080
Speaker 1: They take it in a condom. So I just say,

846
00:46:16,120 --> 00:46:18,400
Speaker 1: I just say, like, I'm not gonna come unless I

847
00:46:18,480 --> 00:46:20,080
Speaker 1: finish myself off. And a lot of times they're so

848
00:46:20,200 --> 00:46:24,720
Speaker 1: tired they're just like, okay, it's it's so crazy. That's

849
00:46:24,760 --> 00:46:26,640
Speaker 1: such an ego blower to me, Like if a guy

850
00:46:26,719 --> 00:46:28,680
Speaker 1: doesn't come, whether it's Anny Deck or not, like I

851
00:46:28,680 --> 00:46:31,160
Speaker 1: don't give a fuck, Like if I don't make a

852
00:46:31,200 --> 00:46:35,359
Speaker 1: guy come, it's fucking taking parts there. I'm coming with them.

853
00:46:35,520 --> 00:46:37,960
Speaker 1: I'm just like, I'm just tired of sucking your ass,

854
00:46:38,080 --> 00:46:41,400
Speaker 1: Like we can both climax together. But I'm just tired

855
00:46:41,440 --> 00:46:43,960
Speaker 1: of this. There's only so much you can do in

856
00:46:44,000 --> 00:46:46,920
Speaker 1: so much time they can take. Yeah, you know, I

857
00:46:47,000 --> 00:46:53,399
Speaker 1: get in saying so like after a while and there

858
00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:55,400
Speaker 1: when there's a tip when you're doing anal sex with

859
00:46:55,520 --> 00:46:59,000
Speaker 1: lover boy, you only have x amountity, got a window.

860
00:46:59,120 --> 00:47:02,960
Speaker 1: You gotta pocket window before it just starts down. Curls

861
00:47:04,640 --> 00:47:08,319
Speaker 1: that finger in down, this little bump, push it. See

862
00:47:08,360 --> 00:47:11,120
Speaker 1: how he reacts, Oh wait, you're talking about Yeah, that's

863
00:47:11,160 --> 00:47:13,399
Speaker 1: where a guy I'm talking about with her getting sucked

864
00:47:13,440 --> 00:47:16,279
Speaker 1: by him. I told him fingers in his booty. Yeah,

865
00:47:16,600 --> 00:47:19,799
Speaker 1: But then he said, okay, can I pick which one? Oh?

866
00:47:20,560 --> 00:47:24,160
Speaker 1: I think I know that one middle My fingers are

867
00:47:24,200 --> 00:47:28,480
Speaker 1: so not long so it sucks. Yeah yeah, so and

868
00:47:28,560 --> 00:47:30,759
Speaker 1: I was even, yeah, you've got a dick to go too.

869
00:47:30,840 --> 00:47:33,600
Speaker 1: So right, But I'm saying, when you decide to have

870
00:47:33,680 --> 00:47:37,000
Speaker 1: anal sex with lover boy, it's it's important, like even

871
00:47:37,080 --> 00:47:40,080
Speaker 1: if you relax, you only have literally a pocket window tour,

872
00:47:40,080 --> 00:47:42,040
Speaker 1: it's going to be enjoyable for you before it starts

873
00:47:42,080 --> 00:47:45,239
Speaker 1: to just kind of be painful. Yeah. So I mean,

874
00:47:45,320 --> 00:47:47,200
Speaker 1: you just gotta pretty much it's just you have to

875
00:47:47,280 --> 00:47:53,040
Speaker 1: know when to stop like vaginal or like or oral

876
00:47:53,239 --> 00:47:55,680
Speaker 1: or yeah, but literally, I don't I don't come unless

877
00:47:55,719 --> 00:47:59,359
Speaker 1: I love you in some type of way. I'm sorry.

878
00:47:59,480 --> 00:48:06,680
Speaker 1: We're much a little bitches dud like literally, but I

879
00:48:06,760 --> 00:48:08,759
Speaker 1: like it. It's cool, it is what it is. Happy back.

880
00:48:09,200 --> 00:48:12,279
Speaker 1: I'm happy to be back on land. Are you walking

881
00:48:12,360 --> 00:48:14,319
Speaker 1: like you're on the water. I actually am a little

882
00:48:14,719 --> 00:48:19,000
Speaker 1: stick right now because I'm not moving. So oh that's

883
00:48:19,040 --> 00:48:22,400
Speaker 1: so crazy. So, um, I'm gonna go ahead and introduce this.

884
00:48:22,760 --> 00:48:25,880
Speaker 1: Um it's still on the same topic of grinder, because

885
00:48:25,920 --> 00:48:28,200
Speaker 1: I absolutely love the fact that you pretty much um

886
00:48:28,280 --> 00:48:31,640
Speaker 1: sucked a murderer. But what we're gonna talk about now

887
00:48:32,320 --> 00:48:35,040
Speaker 1: is it was semi brought up to me, so I

888
00:48:35,080 --> 00:48:37,560
Speaker 1: would love to share for you to share the story.

889
00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:42,319
Speaker 1: Apparently you fucking someone without a face. Um, their face

890
00:48:42,480 --> 00:48:44,200
Speaker 1: was covered and you never saw their face, but you

891
00:48:44,280 --> 00:48:49,719
Speaker 1: still suck them. But that's not like Okay, So in

892
00:48:49,800 --> 00:48:52,560
Speaker 1: the gay community, that's not like a So there's a

893
00:48:52,680 --> 00:48:56,759
Speaker 1: there's some I'm curious about this place who like they

894
00:48:56,880 --> 00:48:59,799
Speaker 1: like this. It's a thing that goes on. Okay, they

895
00:49:00,200 --> 00:49:02,080
Speaker 1: tell you to come over, they tell you how to

896
00:49:02,160 --> 00:49:04,359
Speaker 1: get into their apartment. They tell you to come over,

897
00:49:04,600 --> 00:49:08,239
Speaker 1: You open the door and it's their ass up and

898
00:49:08,400 --> 00:49:11,680
Speaker 1: you're you just go hand, you just got the you

899
00:49:11,800 --> 00:49:15,399
Speaker 1: answer their asshole, You come, you leave, close the door,

900
00:49:15,760 --> 00:49:18,319
Speaker 1: and probably somebody else is coming in the next thirty minutes. Wait,

901
00:49:18,520 --> 00:49:22,719
Speaker 1: and so you never see who you're fucking. Do they

902
00:49:22,760 --> 00:49:24,480
Speaker 1: have a picture of their ass on Grinder? Like how

903
00:49:24,520 --> 00:49:26,080
Speaker 1: do you know you want to that they send you?

904
00:49:26,280 --> 00:49:28,279
Speaker 1: Like on Grinder, you have a profile picture, it has

905
00:49:28,280 --> 00:49:31,239
Speaker 1: to be their face. But their thing is is they

906
00:49:31,320 --> 00:49:33,800
Speaker 1: don't know when, like they'll be like, come within the

907
00:49:33,880 --> 00:49:36,480
Speaker 1: next thirty minutes. But for that thirty minutes, they're still

908
00:49:36,600 --> 00:49:39,080
Speaker 1: asked up, no question. So is this a fetish for

909
00:49:39,120 --> 00:49:42,560
Speaker 1: them or these guys? But so these aren't guys that

910
00:49:42,680 --> 00:49:45,359
Speaker 1: don't want you to know that they're gay. It could

911
00:49:45,400 --> 00:49:47,680
Speaker 1: be because sometimes they just want to be used. Have

912
00:49:47,840 --> 00:49:49,880
Speaker 1: you ever seen like a picture of wiping kids when

913
00:49:49,880 --> 00:49:52,759
Speaker 1: you walked in or something? So you fuck guys that

914
00:49:52,880 --> 00:49:55,600
Speaker 1: were on the deal? How was that? And and because

915
00:49:55,640 --> 00:49:57,480
Speaker 1: it's so weird because we talked about this often and

916
00:49:57,560 --> 00:50:00,799
Speaker 1: I'm so against it, and I eight guys that lived

917
00:50:00,840 --> 00:50:04,080
Speaker 1: this double life. But so you've sucked a married straight

918
00:50:04,160 --> 00:50:06,000
Speaker 1: guy before I want to speak for you for one second,

919
00:50:06,040 --> 00:50:07,880
Speaker 1: because you said you hate guys are in. I have

920
00:50:08,080 --> 00:50:10,600
Speaker 1: noticed you've had a lot of issues with men that

921
00:50:10,680 --> 00:50:15,840
Speaker 1: you like better straight and that are like battling those feelings,

922
00:50:16,000 --> 00:50:17,759
Speaker 1: and it's like such a struggle for you, Like that

923
00:50:17,800 --> 00:50:21,360
Speaker 1: should his seat now is not only annoying for women,

924
00:50:21,440 --> 00:50:24,200
Speaker 1: but like too for a man who's open and confident

925
00:50:24,440 --> 00:50:26,799
Speaker 1: to fucking start to like you and you're not even

926
00:50:26,880 --> 00:50:29,680
Speaker 1: sure where you're not right? So you've done it? And

927
00:50:30,200 --> 00:50:32,000
Speaker 1: how how was it? How do you meet them? Do

928
00:50:32,080 --> 00:50:34,560
Speaker 1: you meet them on an app? Like, well, so I've

929
00:50:34,800 --> 00:50:36,720
Speaker 1: met them on Grinder or I've met them out and about.

930
00:50:37,000 --> 00:50:40,120
Speaker 1: And then what happens is you walk into the house

931
00:50:40,239 --> 00:50:43,279
Speaker 1: right and they didn't tell you anything. You walk into

932
00:50:43,320 --> 00:50:47,000
Speaker 1: the house and you could be about to die, and

933
00:50:47,040 --> 00:50:49,120
Speaker 1: then you look. You look and there's a picture of

934
00:50:49,200 --> 00:50:54,000
Speaker 1: a family, and you're like, oh, well, where's Karen? Ye

935
00:50:54,239 --> 00:50:56,600
Speaker 1: Like literally, there was this one guy in Orlando. There's

936
00:50:56,680 --> 00:50:58,160
Speaker 1: one guy in Atlanta who lived in our building. I

937
00:50:58,200 --> 00:51:00,840
Speaker 1: went down, I went down like four floors to him. Yeah,

938
00:51:01,320 --> 00:51:02,839
Speaker 1: and like I got there and he was like, oh,

939
00:51:02,880 --> 00:51:04,680
Speaker 1: I'm only a light on the weekends. My family lives

940
00:51:04,719 --> 00:51:09,640
Speaker 1: in Austin, and I was like ship. I was like, oh, okay,

941
00:51:10,160 --> 00:51:12,640
Speaker 1: And so do they come out to you and tell

942
00:51:12,719 --> 00:51:16,200
Speaker 1: you I like to be fucked by guys but I'm straight,

943
00:51:16,360 --> 00:51:21,879
Speaker 1: Like I don't. I'm a big I'm a big. Mind

944
00:51:21,920 --> 00:51:25,720
Speaker 1: your business. I'm a big I'm into that. Mind your business.

945
00:51:25,760 --> 00:51:28,520
Speaker 1: How I am with married again, So if they don't,

946
00:51:28,600 --> 00:51:30,719
Speaker 1: if they want to tell me why they feel the

947
00:51:30,800 --> 00:51:33,960
Speaker 1: need to have a male while they're married, cool, If

948
00:51:34,000 --> 00:51:37,440
Speaker 1: they don't, we don't have that. Now. Have has a

949
00:51:37,560 --> 00:51:40,480
Speaker 1: guy who was married or who identified as straight ever

950
00:51:40,600 --> 00:51:42,600
Speaker 1: discussed to you why he did what he know you

951
00:51:42,719 --> 00:51:44,520
Speaker 1: must have. He sends you the videos a little time,

952
00:51:44,520 --> 00:51:46,320
Speaker 1: you know what, I'm talking about a little oldie and

953
00:51:46,400 --> 00:51:48,719
Speaker 1: he's like an Asia or some I'm working and he'd

954
00:51:48,760 --> 00:51:52,600
Speaker 1: be like, oh, you know I'm talking about and now

955
00:51:52,680 --> 00:51:55,799
Speaker 1: he got a little Asian girlfriend. Now, so they want

956
00:51:55,840 --> 00:51:58,520
Speaker 1: to fuck you too. But it's different if a girl

957
00:51:58,560 --> 00:52:00,520
Speaker 1: wants to because I feel like he told the story.

958
00:52:00,560 --> 00:52:03,440
Speaker 1: I mean that that this particular married guy, but like not,

959
00:52:03,719 --> 00:52:10,160
Speaker 1: but that's I feel like that's that's not down, especially

960
00:52:10,200 --> 00:52:13,920
Speaker 1: if the girl knows he was he was and now

961
00:52:14,040 --> 00:52:16,560
Speaker 1: he's not, but now he's with a woman who accepts that.

962
00:52:16,760 --> 00:52:18,799
Speaker 1: So I want to know, has a has a guy

963
00:52:19,000 --> 00:52:21,759
Speaker 1: who you fucked who was on the download explained to

964
00:52:21,840 --> 00:52:24,120
Speaker 1: you why he was the way he was. Was it

965
00:52:24,239 --> 00:52:27,439
Speaker 1: just acceptance? Was it he was confused? Like he just said,

966
00:52:27,440 --> 00:52:29,359
Speaker 1: I like to get fun by guys every one while

967
00:52:30,080 --> 00:52:32,000
Speaker 1: it was as simple as that. It was as simple

968
00:52:32,080 --> 00:52:35,480
Speaker 1: as that. That's it. Like sometimes it's really just that simple.

969
00:52:36,239 --> 00:52:42,320
Speaker 1: Their their wife won't peg them, so they'll find the

970
00:52:42,640 --> 00:52:44,960
Speaker 1: group chat. That's my nickname. Her nickname is Pegasus. Of

971
00:52:45,080 --> 00:52:47,279
Speaker 1: course it is every one a while, like who the

972
00:52:47,320 --> 00:52:50,520
Speaker 1: fund is that? But yeah, like for me, I'm a

973
00:52:50,560 --> 00:52:52,680
Speaker 1: big component of mind to business. If somebody likes what

974
00:52:52,719 --> 00:52:55,320
Speaker 1: they like, as long as it's not illegal minad business.

975
00:52:56,400 --> 00:53:00,120
Speaker 1: That's interesting. That's really interesting. It's so funny because is

976
00:53:00,160 --> 00:53:02,520
Speaker 1: coming from the other side of things when I do

977
00:53:02,680 --> 00:53:05,840
Speaker 1: talk to guys, because yeah, he could, he's open with

978
00:53:05,920 --> 00:53:08,560
Speaker 1: you about it. But the fact that his wife doesn't

979
00:53:08,600 --> 00:53:11,040
Speaker 1: know this, or the fact that when I'm talking to

980
00:53:11,080 --> 00:53:15,239
Speaker 1: guys and they open up about having these curiosities having tried,

981
00:53:16,520 --> 00:53:18,920
Speaker 1: you know, that's me. Every guy, almost every guy that

982
00:53:18,960 --> 00:53:22,160
Speaker 1: I'm friends with is like oh, I've always wanted to,

983
00:53:22,440 --> 00:53:25,920
Speaker 1: and I'm like, okay, find somebody. Yeah. But it's so

984
00:53:26,040 --> 00:53:29,000
Speaker 1: funny because and so these are straight guys that you're

985
00:53:29,040 --> 00:53:32,080
Speaker 1: friends with, because straight guys somewhere always friends are. Most

986
00:53:32,120 --> 00:53:33,440
Speaker 1: of my friends are straight. I don't have them any

987
00:53:33,480 --> 00:53:35,560
Speaker 1: gay friends. And so every once in a while there's

988
00:53:35,560 --> 00:53:37,840
Speaker 1: a straight guy who like, he gets real cocky and

989
00:53:37,920 --> 00:53:39,920
Speaker 1: he's like, oh, you're only talking about he doesn't even

990
00:53:39,960 --> 00:53:42,680
Speaker 1: like to go to gay clubs. It's so funny because

991
00:53:42,719 --> 00:53:44,840
Speaker 1: there's so many guys that I know who are straight,

992
00:53:45,080 --> 00:53:47,480
Speaker 1: and I don't know if it's that homophobia thing in them,

993
00:53:47,719 --> 00:53:49,799
Speaker 1: but they won't be friends with straight guys. I mean

994
00:53:49,840 --> 00:53:52,960
Speaker 1: with gay guys. Straight guys. That's cool. That's less ship

995
00:53:53,080 --> 00:53:58,360
Speaker 1: for me to deal with because but I also have

996
00:53:58,480 --> 00:54:00,520
Speaker 1: to unpack a whole bunch of ships because then they

997
00:54:00,640 --> 00:54:03,600
Speaker 1: do this whole macho challenge. When I shut up, nobody cares.

998
00:54:05,640 --> 00:54:07,320
Speaker 1: So there was there was when they try to be

999
00:54:07,400 --> 00:54:12,480
Speaker 1: too cool to fact. Then then like they get drunk

1000
00:54:12,520 --> 00:54:14,200
Speaker 1: and they start touching me and I'm like, get the

1001
00:54:14,320 --> 00:54:17,440
Speaker 1: funk off me. That's literally the thing that happens. They

1002
00:54:17,480 --> 00:54:20,600
Speaker 1: get really comfortable with me, and so it's not. It's

1003
00:54:20,640 --> 00:54:22,560
Speaker 1: now not I'm comfortable with you. So we're just chilling

1004
00:54:22,560 --> 00:54:24,200
Speaker 1: and I'm comfortable you, and I gotta show everybody how

1005
00:54:24,239 --> 00:54:26,839
Speaker 1: comfortable I am with you. He hates being the gay friend.

1006
00:54:26,920 --> 00:54:28,920
Speaker 1: They're like, they're like groping me, and so yeah, if

1007
00:54:28,920 --> 00:54:30,200
Speaker 1: you introduced me as this is my gay friend of

1008
00:54:30,200 --> 00:54:31,840
Speaker 1: any I'd like walk away. So it's so funny that

1009
00:54:31,880 --> 00:54:33,920
Speaker 1: we brought up the homophobia because me and we were

1010
00:54:33,960 --> 00:54:36,279
Speaker 1: just talking and there's a curne Evan apparently where the

1011
00:54:36,360 --> 00:54:40,720
Speaker 1: me goes performed with Katy Perry um and how Weezy

1012
00:54:40,800 --> 00:54:43,440
Speaker 1: described to me they weren't comfortable because Katy Perry had

1013
00:54:43,520 --> 00:54:47,200
Speaker 1: drag queens set and they didn't want to perform with

1014
00:54:47,680 --> 00:54:50,759
Speaker 1: the drag queens. So how do you feel? Where do

1015
00:54:50,760 --> 00:54:52,480
Speaker 1: you think that stems from? These? Are I mean, are

1016
00:54:52,520 --> 00:54:55,520
Speaker 1: drag queens gay? Should we have the drag queen discussion?

1017
00:54:55,760 --> 00:54:58,560
Speaker 1: Are all dry queens gay? Or they men that like

1018
00:54:58,680 --> 00:55:00,839
Speaker 1: to cross dress? There are men who like to cross dress.

1019
00:55:01,239 --> 00:55:03,120
Speaker 1: I was gonna say, are two different things. Those are

1020
00:55:03,120 --> 00:55:06,960
Speaker 1: two different things. Cos dress are different. I don't really

1021
00:55:07,160 --> 00:55:09,040
Speaker 1: I don't really know if it depends on the person.

1022
00:55:09,120 --> 00:55:11,279
Speaker 1: I mean, the drag queens from my hometown, the popular ones.

1023
00:55:11,440 --> 00:55:12,880
Speaker 1: You know that girl I look like j Low but

1024
00:55:12,960 --> 00:55:16,800
Speaker 1: she's married. Yeah, I don't rember her name and not

1025
00:55:17,080 --> 00:55:21,520
Speaker 1: gay like you're a woman now, okay, well so she's

1026
00:55:21,520 --> 00:55:24,600
Speaker 1: a trance but like the drag queen thing is, it's different.

1027
00:55:25,120 --> 00:55:28,320
Speaker 1: But the thing is I get it's it's all of this.

1028
00:55:28,640 --> 00:55:33,160
Speaker 1: It's a hypermenscular masculinity. And that's something that you always find.

1029
00:55:33,200 --> 00:55:36,040
Speaker 1: It's always men trying to overcompensate for so that they

1030
00:55:36,080 --> 00:55:38,320
Speaker 1: don't look gay. And the thing is, the more you

1031
00:55:38,440 --> 00:55:40,080
Speaker 1: do that, the more we look at you like are

1032
00:55:40,160 --> 00:55:43,799
Speaker 1: you gay? Because the thing is like from your mother,

1033
00:55:44,360 --> 00:55:46,680
Speaker 1: you don't say like it's one thing. It means to

1034
00:55:46,719 --> 00:55:48,640
Speaker 1: be like you like, oh, you know the other day,

1035
00:55:48,760 --> 00:55:50,759
Speaker 1: but oh ship, you gotta faking up grass. Oh that's

1036
00:55:50,760 --> 00:55:52,520
Speaker 1: not for me. But then there's always things like oh

1037
00:55:52,640 --> 00:55:55,120
Speaker 1: my god, no, that's that ship. And then you gotta

1038
00:55:55,120 --> 00:55:57,040
Speaker 1: sit there and be like, calm down, noways he's gonna

1039
00:55:57,040 --> 00:56:00,000
Speaker 1: do it, you know what I mean? Like when they overcompensay,

1040
00:56:00,160 --> 00:56:03,080
Speaker 1: it makes you uncomfortable. And I always thought men that

1041
00:56:03,200 --> 00:56:04,800
Speaker 1: did that to me. Who do you think? Out of

1042
00:56:04,800 --> 00:56:07,320
Speaker 1: who I've dated, was the most weird with you or

1043
00:56:07,360 --> 00:56:11,239
Speaker 1: like the weirdest with me, because see, I've seek out

1044
00:56:11,320 --> 00:56:15,440
Speaker 1: men that are like totally accepting there, I can't none

1045
00:56:15,480 --> 00:56:17,399
Speaker 1: of them have gotten weird with It's so weird because

1046
00:56:17,440 --> 00:56:19,839
Speaker 1: I also know, like we took this five year break

1047
00:56:19,920 --> 00:56:23,360
Speaker 1: in our friendship, and all of the guys that she

1048
00:56:23,560 --> 00:56:26,279
Speaker 1: dealt with when we were friends, there's no way that

1049
00:56:26,760 --> 00:56:29,120
Speaker 1: I know that majority of them we're not comfortable. Hell,

1050
00:56:29,200 --> 00:56:31,759
Speaker 1: you were dating a fucking Jamaican DJ at one point

1051
00:56:32,160 --> 00:56:34,000
Speaker 1: who was super like you know what I mean. And

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00:56:39,880 --> 00:56:43,000
Speaker 1: that's my community though, right Like I love going to

1053
00:56:43,080 --> 00:56:44,920
Speaker 1: hip hop club ship like that. These men, I mean,

1054
00:56:45,000 --> 00:56:47,520
Speaker 1: that's the circles I'm in. But as I get older,

1055
00:56:47,840 --> 00:56:51,319
Speaker 1: first of all, being more comfortable, comfortable in my bisexuality,

1056
00:56:52,800 --> 00:56:56,400
Speaker 1: having more gay male friends in my life, I can't.

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00:56:57,040 --> 00:56:58,360
Speaker 1: I can't deal with some of these dudes that I

1058
00:56:58,440 --> 00:57:01,719
Speaker 1: used to in the past with homophobic ship. No, you

1059
00:57:01,800 --> 00:57:03,799
Speaker 1: need to know that I might just cuddle with these

1060
00:57:03,880 --> 00:57:06,040
Speaker 1: dudes and you can't make no comments to me about

1061
00:57:06,040 --> 00:57:08,000
Speaker 1: oh but what if you get this and then because

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00:57:08,000 --> 00:57:10,480
Speaker 1: you're hanging with gate like, it's fucking ridiculous. First of all,

1063
00:57:11,560 --> 00:57:16,320
Speaker 1: way more sensitive now about Pulse like, you don't understand

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00:57:16,480 --> 00:57:19,840
Speaker 1: I lived in the vicinity of Pulse, Orlando. You have

1065
00:57:20,280 --> 00:57:22,160
Speaker 1: my best friends are at home who go to gate

1066
00:57:22,200 --> 00:57:23,880
Speaker 1: clubs all the time. Actually, one of this we had

1067
00:57:23,960 --> 00:57:25,960
Speaker 1: just come back from going out. Dude, the scariest moment

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00:57:26,040 --> 00:57:28,120
Speaker 1: of my life. Maybe this is even too deep prom

1069
00:57:28,120 --> 00:57:30,120
Speaker 1: a position, but now I gotta tell it. I'm at

1070
00:57:30,160 --> 00:57:33,760
Speaker 1: Woodstock Um for Mystery Land. My phone's not working. You

1071
00:57:33,840 --> 00:57:36,280
Speaker 1: get signaled like in pockets because it's out in the open, right.

1072
00:57:36,520 --> 00:57:38,160
Speaker 1: Vinnie never goes to the gate club because he hates it.

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00:57:39,240 --> 00:57:42,400
Speaker 1: That night that day, I decided to go out. So somebody,

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00:57:42,440 --> 00:57:44,280
Speaker 1: you were at Pulse. No, we aren't at Pules were

1075
00:57:44,280 --> 00:57:45,920
Speaker 1: down the street, but I didn't know where he was. Right,

1076
00:57:46,080 --> 00:57:47,800
Speaker 1: someone walks up to me in the tent. It's like,

1077
00:57:48,240 --> 00:57:50,360
Speaker 1: aren't you guys from Orlando to be in debb. I said, yeah,

1078
00:57:51,360 --> 00:57:53,480
Speaker 1: oh man, there's like a shooting at a club. Now

1079
00:57:53,560 --> 00:57:55,880
Speaker 1: I'm thinking whatever, But then I also thought, for a second,

1080
00:57:56,240 --> 00:57:58,240
Speaker 1: how would they know they're shooting? In Clem Orlando was

1081
00:57:58,280 --> 00:58:00,360
Speaker 1: all the time, everywhere sho all the time. So now

1082
00:58:00,440 --> 00:58:03,120
Speaker 1: I'm hearing that it's a gate club. Now I'm freaking out.

1083
00:58:03,160 --> 00:58:04,760
Speaker 1: I can't get signal on my phone. But the last

1084
00:58:04,800 --> 00:58:07,160
Speaker 1: thing that uploaded was a snap from Vinnie and it

1085
00:58:07,280 --> 00:58:09,560
Speaker 1: was like, bitch having a club, do you know, fucking

1086
00:58:09,680 --> 00:58:12,720
Speaker 1: I walked a mile to fucking make my phone work

1087
00:58:13,040 --> 00:58:15,360
Speaker 1: to just get a pocket. It was and that was

1088
00:58:15,440 --> 00:58:18,000
Speaker 1: the scariest. That was the craziest thing because we kind

1089
00:58:18,000 --> 00:58:19,720
Speaker 1: of we kind of didn't know what was happening. But

1090
00:58:19,800 --> 00:58:22,360
Speaker 1: the last snap ilo I uploaded was like right before

1091
00:58:22,400 --> 00:58:23,880
Speaker 1: the shooting started, and it was me in the club

1092
00:58:24,000 --> 00:58:27,240
Speaker 1: Gate club and so I wasn't Plus I didn't connect it,

1093
00:58:27,320 --> 00:58:30,280
Speaker 1: but all that's what everybody on snapstaw as the last thing,

1094
00:58:30,320 --> 00:58:32,600
Speaker 1: and then I didn't. I didn't upload or do anything

1095
00:58:32,880 --> 00:58:35,720
Speaker 1: because I went straight to work, So like my phone,

1096
00:58:35,920 --> 00:58:38,120
Speaker 1: people didn't know as many people died when it was happening.

1097
00:58:38,120 --> 00:58:41,560
Speaker 1: They were for three hours. Remember, so we were at

1098
00:58:41,600 --> 00:58:45,680
Speaker 1: work and my phone is sitting there just buzzing. It's

1099
00:58:45,720 --> 00:58:47,320
Speaker 1: people trying to like see if I'm alive, and like

1100
00:58:47,440 --> 00:58:49,760
Speaker 1: I can't answer my phone. So now it's making people

1101
00:58:49,800 --> 00:58:52,280
Speaker 1: freak out even more because I can't text people, I

1102
00:58:52,400 --> 00:58:54,600
Speaker 1: can't call people back, and so people were like freaking

1103
00:58:54,640 --> 00:58:56,440
Speaker 1: out because then my phone I was like whatever I

1104
00:58:56,520 --> 00:58:58,760
Speaker 1: do I just can't let my phone die. So I

1105
00:58:58,840 --> 00:59:02,920
Speaker 1: plugged in my phone and my so was was it

1106
00:59:03,040 --> 00:59:06,520
Speaker 1: something that did pulse directly affect either of you? Did

1107
00:59:06,520 --> 00:59:09,480
Speaker 1: you guys know anything? Yeah, we do. That was in

1108
00:59:09,560 --> 00:59:11,320
Speaker 1: there and we had to deal with it. We had

1109
00:59:11,360 --> 00:59:16,360
Speaker 1: to you don't talk about We were looking at the

1110
00:59:16,440 --> 00:59:20,360
Speaker 1: list of like people like definitely recognized. But there was

1111
00:59:20,360 --> 00:59:21,800
Speaker 1: a guy who got injured. He was in there and

1112
00:59:21,840 --> 00:59:23,360
Speaker 1: got shot. And then I had to deal with like

1113
00:59:23,520 --> 00:59:25,520
Speaker 1: where we worked, I dealt with customers, people who were

1114
00:59:25,560 --> 00:59:28,080
Speaker 1: coming with like bandit, like arms broken stuff like that

1115
00:59:28,920 --> 00:59:31,160
Speaker 1: because they were dragged through the glass there was glass,

1116
00:59:31,160 --> 00:59:34,320
Speaker 1: and they were need phones because there's got left in

1117
00:59:34,360 --> 00:59:38,000
Speaker 1: the club. So like for every day, like every day afterwards,

1118
00:59:38,040 --> 00:59:39,919
Speaker 1: you people were coming and they're like, oh, I lost

1119
00:59:40,000 --> 00:59:42,080
Speaker 1: my phone and you're like, okay, where do you know

1120
00:59:42,120 --> 00:59:43,880
Speaker 1: where it might have lived? And then they look at

1121
00:59:43,880 --> 00:59:47,360
Speaker 1: you and you're like never mind, okay. You know how

1122
00:59:47,800 --> 00:59:50,040
Speaker 1: for me, pulse was so intense because every bitch wants

1123
00:59:50,080 --> 00:59:51,640
Speaker 1: to have a gay friend. They want to have this

1124
00:59:51,720 --> 00:59:53,600
Speaker 1: fucking friend to go shopping, and he hates shopping with me.

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00:59:53,640 --> 00:59:55,720
Speaker 1: None of my fu gaze will go shopping hate shopping.

1126
00:59:56,400 --> 00:59:59,120
Speaker 1: But The fucking scary part about the ship is like

1127
00:59:59,400 --> 01:00:02,360
Speaker 1: you don't know how much people hate and how much

1128
01:00:02,400 --> 01:00:03,920
Speaker 1: your friends really go through, and how many people are

1129
01:00:04,000 --> 01:00:05,960
Speaker 1: there to hurt you. And like the next week it

1130
01:00:06,000 --> 01:00:09,800
Speaker 1: was Pride in New York. I was the gayest bitched.

1131
01:00:10,520 --> 01:00:12,800
Speaker 1: It's like so for me just to meet men that

1132
01:00:12,880 --> 01:00:15,760
Speaker 1: are uncomfortable with it and know that I have somebody

1133
01:00:15,840 --> 01:00:18,000
Speaker 1: so closely in my life that could have been there

1134
01:00:18,080 --> 01:00:20,000
Speaker 1: or that was I mean, we funk our first night

1135
01:00:20,040 --> 01:00:23,920
Speaker 1: hanging out with were pulsed like the dream, Like dude,

1136
01:00:23,960 --> 01:00:25,800
Speaker 1: it was hard. We spent the whole night. Impulse is

1137
01:00:25,840 --> 01:00:28,520
Speaker 1: going crazy, I mean. And one thing tying into that,

1138
01:00:28,640 --> 01:00:31,040
Speaker 1: one thing I've noticed is that coming back from the

1139
01:00:31,080 --> 01:00:33,840
Speaker 1: ship today when I was like driving here, um, I

1140
01:00:33,920 --> 01:00:35,600
Speaker 1: just noticed that there were gay guys on the street.

1141
01:00:35,760 --> 01:00:40,600
Speaker 1: There's so many. And I've been working on a ship

1142
01:00:40,720 --> 01:00:44,520
Speaker 1: out of Texas, so like everything is very pulled and

1143
01:00:44,600 --> 01:00:47,360
Speaker 1: conserving and closet in. So even the gay guys on

1144
01:00:47,440 --> 01:00:51,600
Speaker 1: this ship will will like not touch each other, will

1145
01:00:51,680 --> 01:00:53,640
Speaker 1: like act like they're not together even though you know

1146
01:00:53,680 --> 01:00:57,640
Speaker 1: they're together. So today even just like in the uber

1147
01:00:57,720 --> 01:00:59,720
Speaker 1: looking out the street, watching like guys walking around and

1148
01:00:59,720 --> 01:01:02,880
Speaker 1: stuff that I'm sitting there just like this is great. Yeah,

1149
01:01:03,080 --> 01:01:11,200
Speaker 1: it's really nice, refreshing. Well, I am like so glad

1150
01:01:11,320 --> 01:01:14,040
Speaker 1: that we got to discuss this, and I'm so glad

1151
01:01:14,080 --> 01:01:21,600
Speaker 1: that you came on and shared these horrible decisions decision something,

1152
01:01:21,920 --> 01:01:24,720
Speaker 1: and I'm so glad that you guys rekindled and we

1153
01:01:24,800 --> 01:01:28,800
Speaker 1: were able to have this nice little experience. Are you

1154
01:01:28,840 --> 01:01:33,600
Speaker 1: a little I think I am. I'm not even a

1155
01:01:33,680 --> 01:01:37,000
Speaker 1: lot of guys. I've literally been drunk for the past

1156
01:01:37,200 --> 01:01:40,320
Speaker 1: four days from Vegas by you know, thought weekend, and

1157
01:01:40,440 --> 01:01:43,000
Speaker 1: I literally a day party pool party hops on a

1158
01:01:43,040 --> 01:01:45,600
Speaker 1: flight and now I'm drinking and I can click on

1159
01:01:45,680 --> 01:01:48,160
Speaker 1: Snapchat and it's funny because I feel like Mandy is

1160
01:01:48,240 --> 01:01:50,640
Speaker 1: the like sometimes cool friend and like, do you know

1161
01:01:50,680 --> 01:01:52,840
Speaker 1: how you forget? You know, I talked to every day.

1162
01:01:52,840 --> 01:01:55,880
Speaker 1: We have a show together, every fucking snap of Mandy.

1163
01:01:56,320 --> 01:01:59,320
Speaker 1: It's no like I'm hanging like it's a very I'm

1164
01:01:59,360 --> 01:02:04,320
Speaker 1: at a table. I see Rick Ron. I ended up

1165
01:02:04,400 --> 01:02:07,120
Speaker 1: at Jay Cole's table and he performed and I love

1166
01:02:07,240 --> 01:02:12,479
Speaker 1: Ja Cole more than more than I love j Cole,

1167
01:02:12,800 --> 01:02:15,080
Speaker 1: and so he performed. It just so happened. I knew

1168
01:02:15,120 --> 01:02:17,440
Speaker 1: his security one of his producers and one of his artists,

1169
01:02:18,840 --> 01:02:24,920
Speaker 1: producer Hey so Ja Cole is literally arms reached and

1170
01:02:24,960 --> 01:02:26,200
Speaker 1: I sat at his table and I was just like,

1171
01:02:26,640 --> 01:02:28,120
Speaker 1: I literally went up to him and I was like,

1172
01:02:28,160 --> 01:02:30,240
Speaker 1: I don't think he realized I am a true fan

1173
01:02:30,280 --> 01:02:32,040
Speaker 1: of yours and I love what you're doing. Please continue

1174
01:02:32,080 --> 01:02:34,160
Speaker 1: what you're doing. And I was said, my drunks aren't

1175
01:02:34,160 --> 01:02:42,080
Speaker 1: probably slurred all of that, and shut up. I had

1176
01:02:42,120 --> 01:02:44,240
Speaker 1: a great time. I'm but Vinny, thank you so much

1177
01:02:44,280 --> 01:02:47,720
Speaker 1: for coming on to our show again. Guys, thank you

1178
01:02:47,760 --> 01:02:49,680
Speaker 1: so much for tuning in. I will have my voice

1179
01:02:49,720 --> 01:02:51,600
Speaker 1: back my next episode. I promised the way if you

1180
01:02:51,640 --> 01:02:54,080
Speaker 1: guys want to find Vinny, because you might want your

1181
01:02:54,080 --> 01:02:58,240
Speaker 1: ass fucked. His Twitter, his nomadic fields and you can't spell,

1182
01:02:58,400 --> 01:03:00,680
Speaker 1: figure it out, figure it out or just look through

1183
01:03:00,720 --> 01:03:06,040
Speaker 1: wheezies followers. She doesn't have many, um you see you

1184
01:03:06,120 --> 01:03:07,600
Speaker 1: know what, I've got a J Cole tape off the

1185
01:03:07,640 --> 01:03:10,360
Speaker 1: looks not following you bitch. You guys are more than

1186
01:03:10,480 --> 01:03:13,960
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