1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:02,720 Speaker 1: Hello, Hello, what is your name? 2 00:00:03,120 --> 00:00:03,360 Speaker 2: Jay? 3 00:00:05,800 --> 00:00:08,680 Speaker 1: Well? Jay, have we ever spoken before? 4 00:00:09,960 --> 00:00:10,360 Speaker 2: We have not. 5 00:00:10,880 --> 00:00:12,799 Speaker 3: I listened to you all the time at work. 6 00:00:13,640 --> 00:00:19,040 Speaker 1: Cool, very cool, very very awesome and sick and rad 7 00:00:19,200 --> 00:00:26,319 Speaker 1: and tits. Uh, well, Jay, what's up? 8 00:00:29,840 --> 00:00:30,080 Speaker 2: Well? 9 00:00:30,120 --> 00:00:32,600 Speaker 3: I was just calling to ask if you think I 10 00:00:32,600 --> 00:00:37,239 Speaker 3: should forgive my dad for cheating on my mom? 11 00:00:37,600 --> 00:00:40,760 Speaker 1: Should you forgive your dad for cheating on your mom? 12 00:00:41,520 --> 00:00:41,600 Speaker 2: Uh? 13 00:00:41,720 --> 00:00:43,800 Speaker 1: Do you do you want? Did this happen recently? 14 00:00:46,000 --> 00:00:47,560 Speaker 3: It's been happening over the past few months. 15 00:00:47,600 --> 00:00:47,840 Speaker 2: Yeah. 16 00:00:50,520 --> 00:00:52,839 Speaker 1: Uh, how old are you? 17 00:00:54,400 --> 00:00:55,400 Speaker 3: I am twenty one? 18 00:00:56,440 --> 00:00:58,440 Speaker 1: Okay, do you still are you still like in that? 19 00:00:58,480 --> 00:01:00,000 Speaker 1: I guess I I Well, I asked you that because 20 00:01:00,080 --> 00:01:02,480 Speaker 1: I'm like, are you still in the house? Like are 21 00:01:02,480 --> 00:01:02,800 Speaker 1: you like? 22 00:01:02,920 --> 00:01:03,080 Speaker 2: No? 23 00:01:03,200 --> 00:01:06,240 Speaker 1: I like, are you like in the midst of the drama? 24 00:01:08,400 --> 00:01:12,040 Speaker 3: Kind of? I just moved States to like a new city. 25 00:01:13,080 --> 00:01:13,440 Speaker 1: Okay. 26 00:01:14,800 --> 00:01:19,559 Speaker 3: Yeah, but my dad has been texting our group chat 27 00:01:20,080 --> 00:01:24,520 Speaker 3: to like continue or kindle some sort of relationship with us, 28 00:01:25,160 --> 00:01:26,480 Speaker 3: and it's just weird. 29 00:01:27,520 --> 00:01:31,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, Well, do you want to have a relationship with 30 00:01:31,880 --> 00:01:32,280 Speaker 1: your dad? 31 00:01:34,040 --> 00:01:34,400 Speaker 2: I don't. 32 00:01:34,800 --> 00:01:38,560 Speaker 3: I don't really know, man, like when we I never 33 00:01:38,640 --> 00:01:41,399 Speaker 3: really knew knew him when I'm growing up, Like he 34 00:01:41,440 --> 00:01:44,360 Speaker 3: was in the house and all that sort of stuff. 35 00:01:44,400 --> 00:01:47,720 Speaker 3: But like he and I just never had a sort 36 00:01:47,720 --> 00:01:53,200 Speaker 3: of relationship. And a few years ago I got kicked 37 00:01:53,240 --> 00:01:56,960 Speaker 3: out and then I condled the relationship with my family 38 00:01:57,000 --> 00:02:00,000 Speaker 3: again after like being out of the house for a year, 39 00:02:01,200 --> 00:02:04,480 Speaker 3: and like since then, he and I haven't really had 40 00:02:04,480 --> 00:02:07,760 Speaker 3: to fight about anything. Like it was just like a 41 00:02:07,880 --> 00:02:14,360 Speaker 3: dad's son not really getting along type shit, And like 42 00:02:14,560 --> 00:02:16,200 Speaker 3: when it came back, he and I didn't really have 43 00:02:16,200 --> 00:02:18,240 Speaker 3: anything to fight about or whatever, so we just didn't 44 00:02:18,240 --> 00:02:20,720 Speaker 3: really talk very much. And then like kind of started 45 00:02:20,720 --> 00:02:23,240 Speaker 3: going uphill, and then recently this happens, and I'm just 46 00:02:23,280 --> 00:02:24,320 Speaker 3: like I don't. 47 00:02:26,040 --> 00:02:28,640 Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, so you never even you didn't really have 48 00:02:28,720 --> 00:02:30,760 Speaker 1: that great of a relationship with him to begin with. 49 00:02:30,840 --> 00:02:34,240 Speaker 1: This was not like everything was so awesome growing up 50 00:02:34,280 --> 00:02:36,280 Speaker 1: with my dad and he was the best, and then 51 00:02:36,360 --> 00:02:40,040 Speaker 1: this happened. There's like from the start, you guys were 52 00:02:40,080 --> 00:02:40,960 Speaker 1: never that cool. 53 00:02:42,320 --> 00:02:46,080 Speaker 3: Yeah, But like he like over the past year or two, 54 00:02:46,160 --> 00:02:51,040 Speaker 3: since I have been hanging hanging around the house and 55 00:02:51,080 --> 00:02:54,480 Speaker 3: like just kind of building a little bit of a 56 00:02:54,480 --> 00:02:57,960 Speaker 3: relationship with him, he's been kind of trying a lot more, 57 00:02:58,080 --> 00:03:01,560 Speaker 3: like he's been taking us to trips from his home 58 00:03:01,639 --> 00:03:04,359 Speaker 3: country from from his home country, which I didn't really 59 00:03:04,400 --> 00:03:07,440 Speaker 3: know much about growing up, and it's been interesting to 60 00:03:07,520 --> 00:03:09,919 Speaker 3: learn like Asian culture and like that sort of thing. 61 00:03:11,240 --> 00:03:11,639 Speaker 4: But like. 62 00:03:13,160 --> 00:03:14,560 Speaker 3: Now it's just like I don't even know if it's 63 00:03:14,680 --> 00:03:18,440 Speaker 3: worth the effort to try to build any sort of 64 00:03:18,440 --> 00:03:19,639 Speaker 3: relationship with him after this. 65 00:03:22,040 --> 00:03:24,640 Speaker 1: I really can't answer that question for you as to 66 00:03:24,680 --> 00:03:29,000 Speaker 1: whether or not it's worth the effort. That's fair, Yeah, 67 00:03:29,080 --> 00:03:31,000 Speaker 1: I mean this is something you got to decide for yourself. 68 00:03:31,040 --> 00:03:34,040 Speaker 3: Man, Yeah, you're that's fair. 69 00:03:38,040 --> 00:03:38,240 Speaker 2: Yeah. 70 00:03:38,320 --> 00:03:40,000 Speaker 1: I mean, at the age of twenty one, it's like, 71 00:03:40,800 --> 00:03:42,640 Speaker 1: whether or not you want to have a relationship with 72 00:03:42,680 --> 00:03:46,280 Speaker 1: your dad is up to you. But again here's here's okay, 73 00:03:46,280 --> 00:03:48,360 Speaker 1: So I can't give you the answer that question, but 74 00:03:48,480 --> 00:03:51,160 Speaker 1: I will ask you this. I'll ask you to read 75 00:03:51,360 --> 00:03:56,640 Speaker 1: like the question should I have a relationship with my dad? 76 00:03:56,640 --> 00:03:59,640 Speaker 1: I don't think is the question to be asking yourself. 77 00:03:59,680 --> 00:04:03,240 Speaker 1: If I were you, I would ask yourself, well, well, 78 00:04:03,280 --> 00:04:09,160 Speaker 1: having my dad in my life make my life better. Yeah, 79 00:04:09,360 --> 00:04:12,120 Speaker 1: So go ahead and think about the answer to that question, 80 00:04:12,960 --> 00:04:15,840 Speaker 1: and I would make your decisions based off of that. 81 00:04:18,480 --> 00:04:19,080 Speaker 4: Yeah, Sair. 82 00:04:21,640 --> 00:04:25,200 Speaker 1: Actually, unless if is does your dad have a lot 83 00:04:25,240 --> 00:04:28,080 Speaker 1: of money? Or like a hot tub at his house, 84 00:04:28,520 --> 00:04:33,839 Speaker 1: or does he have, you know, connections in the entertainment industry, 85 00:04:34,000 --> 00:04:37,560 Speaker 1: like does he can you use the relationship for some 86 00:04:37,640 --> 00:04:40,840 Speaker 1: kind of personal monk? Well, he would he buy you 87 00:04:40,880 --> 00:04:47,320 Speaker 1: a car? Does he like anything like that? It's also 88 00:04:47,360 --> 00:04:50,920 Speaker 1: important to think about No, I'm just kidding. What's your 89 00:04:50,960 --> 00:04:51,440 Speaker 1: name again? 90 00:04:52,720 --> 00:04:53,159 Speaker 3: I'm Jay? 91 00:04:54,000 --> 00:04:54,200 Speaker 2: Jay? 92 00:04:54,240 --> 00:04:55,320 Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say to the 93 00:04:55,320 --> 00:04:56,680 Speaker 1: people of the computer before we go? 94 00:05:00,760 --> 00:05:01,560 Speaker 3: And I don't think so. 95 00:05:03,320 --> 00:05:07,560 Speaker 1: Well. I hope that God looks upon you favorably when 96 00:05:07,600 --> 00:05:09,760 Speaker 1: you die and visit the gates of Saint Peter. 97 00:05:11,360 --> 00:05:12,440 Speaker 3: Thank you, thank you, thank you. 98 00:05:12,560 --> 00:05:22,800 Speaker 1: Le Something tells me he will. Good night, Jay. I'm 99 00:05:22,839 --> 00:05:25,760 Speaker 1: not religious. We're gonna. I don't I'm not religious. I 100 00:05:25,760 --> 00:05:28,240 Speaker 1: feel like people are gonna. I feel like I've been 101 00:05:28,279 --> 00:05:32,919 Speaker 1: being very serious in this podcast lately, and so I 102 00:05:32,920 --> 00:05:35,920 Speaker 1: got to throw in some crazy shit every now and that. 103 00:05:36,040 --> 00:05:37,719 Speaker 1: But I feel like I've been like I feel like 104 00:05:38,480 --> 00:05:42,520 Speaker 1: I've been so sincere that uh, or maybe that's not true, 105 00:05:42,600 --> 00:05:46,000 Speaker 1: that's just my weird perception of myself or whatever. That Like, 106 00:05:46,080 --> 00:05:50,040 Speaker 1: if I go, I think God will look upon you favorably. 107 00:05:50,040 --> 00:05:51,800 Speaker 1: At the case of Saint Peter, people will hear that, 108 00:05:51,839 --> 00:05:54,240 Speaker 1: and they'll go, what the fuck is he like religious 109 00:05:54,320 --> 00:05:56,200 Speaker 1: or something? But no, I was, I don't know, maybe 110 00:05:56,240 --> 00:05:58,240 Speaker 1: I maybe I am. Fuck you don't you don't know, 111 00:05:58,440 --> 00:06:03,960 Speaker 1: you don't know? That's maybe. No, I'm not a lot 112 00:06:04,000 --> 00:06:08,479 Speaker 1: of people like to say that they are spiritual. I 113 00:06:08,480 --> 00:06:12,560 Speaker 1: don't know what that means to be spiritual. I don't 114 00:06:12,560 --> 00:06:17,440 Speaker 1: even know if I'm spiritual, Like, uh, what does it 115 00:06:17,480 --> 00:06:23,839 Speaker 1: mean to be spiritual? I don't think. I don't believe in, uh, determinism. 116 00:06:23,880 --> 00:06:25,919 Speaker 1: I think that's what they call is that is that 117 00:06:25,960 --> 00:06:31,520 Speaker 1: what it's called when uh, like, there's you you believe 118 00:06:31,560 --> 00:06:35,719 Speaker 1: that all of the events of life are predetermined by 119 00:06:35,760 --> 00:06:38,040 Speaker 1: some external force. I don't believe in that at all. 120 00:06:38,720 --> 00:06:40,640 Speaker 1: I don't believe in that at all. I don't believe 121 00:06:40,640 --> 00:06:46,400 Speaker 1: in any kind of like external force that is making 122 00:06:47,760 --> 00:06:52,920 Speaker 1: the universe function in the way that it does. And 123 00:06:53,120 --> 00:06:56,080 Speaker 1: if that were to be a thing, if there were 124 00:06:56,120 --> 00:07:00,440 Speaker 1: to be some magical spiritual force that makes the universe 125 00:07:00,480 --> 00:07:04,599 Speaker 1: the way it does, I have no fucking idea. First 126 00:07:04,600 --> 00:07:06,600 Speaker 1: of all, they would be an asshole. They would I 127 00:07:06,600 --> 00:07:08,080 Speaker 1: don't know if they would be an asshole, but they 128 00:07:08,120 --> 00:07:11,600 Speaker 1: would definitely be Maybe they wouldn't be bad at the job. 129 00:07:11,720 --> 00:07:13,600 Speaker 1: Maybe I'm full, you know, I might be full of shit, 130 00:07:13,720 --> 00:07:18,360 Speaker 1: you know, like the idea of like God's plan, Like 131 00:07:18,400 --> 00:07:22,920 Speaker 1: there's an external force that is making the universe the 132 00:07:22,960 --> 00:07:26,760 Speaker 1: way it is, and that force has a greater plan, 133 00:07:27,480 --> 00:07:31,960 Speaker 1: and that is why it gave this child cancer. Maybe 134 00:07:32,160 --> 00:07:34,440 Speaker 1: the fucking maybe it does, right, because if there is 135 00:07:35,280 --> 00:07:40,600 Speaker 1: some kind of God, if there's a fucking God, and 136 00:07:40,720 --> 00:07:43,760 Speaker 1: the God is like that crazy cool of what, I 137 00:07:43,920 --> 00:07:47,640 Speaker 1: just are so knowledgeable, Maybe they really did give that 138 00:07:47,760 --> 00:07:50,040 Speaker 1: kid cancer for some kind of greater purpose. Maybe that 139 00:07:50,120 --> 00:07:53,920 Speaker 1: kid was I don't know. I don't know. I don't 140 00:07:53,920 --> 00:07:56,880 Speaker 1: think so, you know what I actually do know, I 141 00:07:56,880 --> 00:07:59,760 Speaker 1: don't think so. I think that that. I think that 142 00:07:59,760 --> 00:08:02,960 Speaker 1: that kid just got cancer because we live in a 143 00:08:03,000 --> 00:08:07,040 Speaker 1: world where random horrible things happen, and if you're not 144 00:08:07,680 --> 00:08:11,960 Speaker 1: currently the subject of a random horrible thing, you're thriving 145 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:16,560 Speaker 1: and you're doing pretty great. Ultimately. That's I guess my 146 00:08:16,680 --> 00:08:23,320 Speaker 1: spiritual belief, which I'm not in. I'll complain about stupid 147 00:08:23,400 --> 00:08:27,160 Speaker 1: things all the time. I'm not particularly in touch with 148 00:08:27,280 --> 00:08:30,080 Speaker 1: that spiritual belief. But if I'm in a spiritual mood, 149 00:08:30,080 --> 00:08:32,960 Speaker 1: if I'm praying at all. That's what I'm thinking about. 150 00:08:33,000 --> 00:08:37,679 Speaker 1: I'm thinking, thank God, a random horrible thing. Thank God. Well, 151 00:08:37,800 --> 00:08:39,520 Speaker 1: that's what I think when I pray, I go thank 152 00:08:39,559 --> 00:08:45,240 Speaker 1: God that of all of the random horrible things that 153 00:08:45,280 --> 00:08:48,559 Speaker 1: are happening right now at thet I guess at least 154 00:08:48,600 --> 00:08:52,000 Speaker 1: they're not happening to me or anyone that I care about. 155 00:08:52,600 --> 00:08:54,600 Speaker 1: But then I get sad because I'm like, Okay, but 156 00:08:54,760 --> 00:08:57,480 Speaker 1: they're happening to other people, and that's fucked up. That's sad, 157 00:08:57,640 --> 00:09:00,840 Speaker 1: that's not cool. A random horrible thing things are happening 158 00:09:00,840 --> 00:09:03,800 Speaker 1: to other people. I don't really know what to do. 159 00:09:03,840 --> 00:09:07,520 Speaker 1: I can't really do anything about it. There will for life, 160 00:09:08,200 --> 00:09:10,959 Speaker 1: and the universe will forever have lots of horrible, fucked 161 00:09:11,040 --> 00:09:14,920 Speaker 1: up things happening all over that will be a constant forever. 162 00:09:15,120 --> 00:09:16,760 Speaker 1: But it's about you know what, you know what I 163 00:09:17,200 --> 00:09:21,320 Speaker 1: think about this a lot. I think it's about how 164 00:09:21,360 --> 00:09:25,120 Speaker 1: you want to see it, because a lot of good 165 00:09:25,120 --> 00:09:27,160 Speaker 1: things are happening in the world, Like like if you 166 00:09:27,280 --> 00:09:30,040 Speaker 1: just take a walk down the street, that's the cool. 167 00:09:30,040 --> 00:09:34,360 Speaker 1: That's the cool thing about about like a big city, 168 00:09:34,400 --> 00:09:37,720 Speaker 1: about like like I'm in New York and I'm walking 169 00:09:37,760 --> 00:09:42,320 Speaker 1: around and it's if you walk around New York and 170 00:09:42,360 --> 00:09:47,960 Speaker 1: you want to look for like poverty and horrible thing 171 00:09:48,000 --> 00:09:49,240 Speaker 1: and you want to just you just want to look 172 00:09:49,240 --> 00:09:53,000 Speaker 1: for like bad shit, you'll totally find it. But if 173 00:09:53,000 --> 00:09:54,920 Speaker 1: you want to look for like, I don't know, like 174 00:09:55,080 --> 00:09:59,480 Speaker 1: two people walking, like talking to each other and laughing, 175 00:10:00,480 --> 00:10:04,800 Speaker 1: and or like kids running around having a good time whatever. Like, 176 00:10:04,840 --> 00:10:06,520 Speaker 1: if you want to look for like good stuff, you'll 177 00:10:06,559 --> 00:10:08,800 Speaker 1: find that too. So I guess that's what it is. 178 00:10:08,880 --> 00:10:12,680 Speaker 1: I guess it's. Yes, there's horrible things happening all the time, 179 00:10:12,720 --> 00:10:15,040 Speaker 1: but there's also there's a whole lot of good things 180 00:10:15,040 --> 00:10:17,680 Speaker 1: happening all the time. There's people eating and walking around 181 00:10:17,720 --> 00:10:23,280 Speaker 1: and talking to each other and smiling, and that stuff 182 00:10:23,320 --> 00:10:25,520 Speaker 1: is out That stuff is out there too, So I 183 00:10:25,559 --> 00:10:27,440 Speaker 1: guess at the end of the day, it's really every 184 00:10:27,559 --> 00:10:31,440 Speaker 1: there's horrible things and great amazing things like the sky. 185 00:10:31,679 --> 00:10:34,520 Speaker 1: The sky is out. That's pretty great. I guess at 186 00:10:34,559 --> 00:10:36,440 Speaker 1: the end of the day, it's it's about what you wanna, 187 00:10:37,240 --> 00:10:41,280 Speaker 1: what you're looking for. I gotta think about it that 188 00:10:41,320 --> 00:10:41,880 Speaker 1: more often. 189 00:10:44,120 --> 00:10:45,480 Speaker 5: All from Keith. 190 00:10:46,200 --> 00:10:49,520 Speaker 1: Hello, Hello, Hi, what is your name? 191 00:10:50,600 --> 00:10:50,920 Speaker 5: Keith? 192 00:10:52,360 --> 00:10:54,160 Speaker 1: Keith? Have we ever spoken before? 193 00:10:54,280 --> 00:10:54,400 Speaker 2: Kee? 194 00:10:55,600 --> 00:10:58,559 Speaker 5: No, we haven't a key as like. 195 00:10:58,520 --> 00:11:00,320 Speaker 4: A key to luck. 196 00:11:01,360 --> 00:11:03,480 Speaker 1: Okay, I thought you said Keith, like like you know 197 00:11:03,520 --> 00:11:05,280 Speaker 1: when you when you when you're grinding up a bunch 198 00:11:05,320 --> 00:11:07,320 Speaker 1: of weed and and at the very end, at the 199 00:11:07,320 --> 00:11:09,800 Speaker 1: bottom they have Keith and you sprinkle it on top 200 00:11:09,840 --> 00:11:11,920 Speaker 1: of a bowl and you get really high and you 201 00:11:11,960 --> 00:11:14,720 Speaker 1: listen to to Chance the Wrappers acid rap and a 202 00:11:14,800 --> 00:11:16,319 Speaker 1: car with your friends. 203 00:11:17,400 --> 00:11:19,959 Speaker 5: Doesn't sound too bad? And that was your crazy nickname. 204 00:11:21,720 --> 00:11:25,480 Speaker 1: Well, what's up? T how can how's? How's how be 205 00:11:25,640 --> 00:11:27,720 Speaker 1: it going? What's up? Tell me everything? 206 00:11:27,840 --> 00:11:33,880 Speaker 5: Tell me, not them, it'd be okay, be okay, Like 207 00:11:33,920 --> 00:11:41,079 Speaker 5: I'm doing all right generally a little I'm becoming a 208 00:11:41,080 --> 00:11:44,719 Speaker 5: little disillusioned with the whole nine five thing. And I 209 00:11:44,720 --> 00:11:46,840 Speaker 5: guess what I wanted to talk about was I was 210 00:11:47,520 --> 00:11:50,640 Speaker 5: pretty much about to start doing only fans. It's like 211 00:11:50,679 --> 00:11:51,400 Speaker 5: a side hustle. 212 00:11:52,640 --> 00:12:00,520 Speaker 1: Okay, what I guess do you tell me? 213 00:12:00,679 --> 00:12:00,800 Speaker 2: Like? 214 00:12:00,880 --> 00:12:04,920 Speaker 1: What aspect of that are you? Did you want to 215 00:12:04,960 --> 00:12:09,760 Speaker 1: talk about? Are you feeling like like tell me more? 216 00:12:11,960 --> 00:12:16,800 Speaker 5: Okay? I think I just kind of wanted to talk 217 00:12:16,800 --> 00:12:18,719 Speaker 5: about it just to like, I don't know, kind of 218 00:12:18,760 --> 00:12:22,000 Speaker 5: stand on it a little more, okay, because I don't 219 00:12:22,000 --> 00:12:24,320 Speaker 5: know there's definitely like a lot of shame obviously around 220 00:12:24,400 --> 00:12:29,280 Speaker 5: like doing sex worker like wanting to which I've kind 221 00:12:29,320 --> 00:12:34,080 Speaker 5: of dabbled for like a while, but really felt very like, 222 00:12:34,559 --> 00:12:38,520 Speaker 5: I don't know, kills very taboo because. 223 00:12:38,240 --> 00:12:38,559 Speaker 3: It is. 224 00:12:42,559 --> 00:12:45,000 Speaker 1: I mean, I guess to me it boils down to 225 00:12:45,360 --> 00:12:49,240 Speaker 1: the question of whether or not you want to do it. 226 00:12:49,800 --> 00:12:53,480 Speaker 5: Oh well, like the answer is yeah. It's just more 227 00:12:53,559 --> 00:12:57,600 Speaker 5: so the risks involved that I think I'm like kind 228 00:12:57,600 --> 00:13:01,240 Speaker 5: of continually hung up on, you know, because like they 229 00:13:01,280 --> 00:13:06,000 Speaker 5: are real lah and by risks, I think one of 230 00:13:06,040 --> 00:13:09,080 Speaker 5: them that I'm like kind of trying to like get 231 00:13:09,120 --> 00:13:11,880 Speaker 5: over is like oh like people might find out, which 232 00:13:11,880 --> 00:13:16,800 Speaker 5: I'm more so becoming like okay, like that's not really 233 00:13:16,840 --> 00:13:18,800 Speaker 5: the end of the world. Like we're mostly afraid of judgment. 234 00:13:18,880 --> 00:13:21,880 Speaker 5: Like I'm like, okay, that's something that's kind of manageable 235 00:13:21,920 --> 00:13:22,520 Speaker 5: to work through. 236 00:13:23,280 --> 00:13:25,760 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, I mean, if that's what you know, sorry, 237 00:13:25,800 --> 00:13:26,680 Speaker 1: go ahead to let you finish. 238 00:13:27,960 --> 00:13:32,520 Speaker 5: Oh okay. And then there's like the risks of like 239 00:13:32,559 --> 00:13:35,719 Speaker 5: you're like, I don't know information, like you're safety. I 240 00:13:35,720 --> 00:13:37,480 Speaker 5: think it's probably honestly, how I'm saying, I think it 241 00:13:37,559 --> 00:13:41,360 Speaker 5: is mostly the judgment when I start looking into like 242 00:13:41,400 --> 00:13:43,800 Speaker 5: how to like protect you know, your anonymous this you 243 00:13:43,800 --> 00:13:47,520 Speaker 5: can like just your general safety. I'm like, oh, it's 244 00:13:47,559 --> 00:13:50,600 Speaker 5: like not that like for the most part, it's not 245 00:13:50,720 --> 00:13:54,840 Speaker 5: that crazy like that difficult to do, so but you go. 246 00:13:56,880 --> 00:13:59,600 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean as far as like like like actual 247 00:13:59,640 --> 00:14:03,559 Speaker 1: genuine like safety risks, it's like whatever, if you put 248 00:14:03,600 --> 00:14:07,719 Speaker 1: yourself out on the internet at all, there's always the 249 00:14:07,760 --> 00:14:10,800 Speaker 1: possibility that somebody will try to swat you or do 250 00:14:10,920 --> 00:14:13,480 Speaker 1: something fucking crazy. But that's all. I guess. That's also 251 00:14:13,600 --> 00:14:15,839 Speaker 1: the risk you take anytime you decide to leave your 252 00:14:15,840 --> 00:14:19,440 Speaker 1: house and fucking do anything. Is that you anytime you 253 00:14:19,560 --> 00:14:22,600 Speaker 1: leave your house or get in a car or put 254 00:14:22,640 --> 00:14:25,360 Speaker 1: a photo of yourself on the internet, you expose yourself 255 00:14:25,920 --> 00:14:30,080 Speaker 1: to the potential will of you expose yourself to the 256 00:14:30,120 --> 00:14:32,400 Speaker 1: will of any and all insane people you might come 257 00:14:32,440 --> 00:14:34,800 Speaker 1: across as you live your life on the earth, I 258 00:14:34,840 --> 00:14:41,560 Speaker 1: suppose is true. Yeah, yeah, as far as like your 259 00:14:41,800 --> 00:14:47,920 Speaker 1: your you're like the judgment of other people, I mean yeah, 260 00:14:48,200 --> 00:14:51,000 Speaker 1: like uh, if if, if, if this is what you're 261 00:14:51,000 --> 00:14:53,560 Speaker 1: gonna do, I guess you would have you would have 262 00:14:53,600 --> 00:14:57,680 Speaker 1: to come to peace with with with that fact that 263 00:14:57,800 --> 00:15:02,200 Speaker 1: people may discover it and they may think things, and 264 00:15:02,280 --> 00:15:08,280 Speaker 1: I think coming to coming to peace with that is 265 00:15:07,760 --> 00:15:12,200 Speaker 1: it seems likely crucial to do that. 266 00:15:14,240 --> 00:15:15,760 Speaker 5: I feel like it's also kind of like a good 267 00:15:15,840 --> 00:15:19,600 Speaker 5: challenge in a way, like like like you know what, 268 00:15:19,640 --> 00:15:21,400 Speaker 5: I'm kind of like, I mean that is to happen, 269 00:15:21,480 --> 00:15:23,320 Speaker 5: like I would just have to really learn how to 270 00:15:23,320 --> 00:15:29,280 Speaker 5: get comfortable, like yeah, like that insecurity, you know, sure? 271 00:15:31,040 --> 00:15:33,360 Speaker 1: I mean yeah, with this kind of thing again, it's 272 00:15:33,080 --> 00:15:35,840 Speaker 1: it's just a question of if you want to fucking 273 00:15:35,880 --> 00:15:38,520 Speaker 1: do it or not. And if you know, it's definitely 274 00:15:38,560 --> 00:15:44,680 Speaker 1: not thought about. I mean, if you if you thought 275 00:15:44,880 --> 00:15:48,960 Speaker 1: about uh yeah, I mean sounds well, it sounds like 276 00:15:49,000 --> 00:15:51,480 Speaker 1: you've thought through all of these aspects of all of 277 00:15:51,520 --> 00:15:53,720 Speaker 1: the things that we would talk about. 278 00:15:55,360 --> 00:16:04,920 Speaker 5: Yeah, that might be true, but I appreciate the chat nonetheless. 279 00:16:05,920 --> 00:16:08,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, what's I mean? What do you do? Is your 280 00:16:08,080 --> 00:16:12,320 Speaker 1: current jobs? 281 00:16:12,360 --> 00:16:13,640 Speaker 5: Like nonprofit work? 282 00:16:15,200 --> 00:16:23,360 Speaker 1: Okay? Yeah, that's cool. I could maybe you could run 283 00:16:23,360 --> 00:16:26,880 Speaker 1: an I guess has anyone ever ran like a nonprofits 284 00:16:27,560 --> 00:16:28,560 Speaker 1: only fans? 285 00:16:29,640 --> 00:16:30,160 Speaker 2: Okay? 286 00:16:30,480 --> 00:16:32,280 Speaker 5: This I was talking of my therapist about this and 287 00:16:32,320 --> 00:16:35,280 Speaker 5: she was like very disclusioned with the nine to five 288 00:16:35,320 --> 00:16:38,320 Speaker 5: As I said, She's like, so why don't you just 289 00:16:38,360 --> 00:16:40,200 Speaker 5: go work for like an organization that like does like 290 00:16:40,240 --> 00:16:43,080 Speaker 5: sex education or like you know, like slut rights like 291 00:16:43,360 --> 00:16:45,280 Speaker 5: like like she's like, there's a million things you could 292 00:16:45,320 --> 00:16:47,400 Speaker 5: do there. And I was like, oh, that's actually a 293 00:16:47,440 --> 00:16:50,240 Speaker 5: really good idea because I start working for jobs because okay, 294 00:16:50,280 --> 00:16:52,960 Speaker 5: you're your job, I'll just go find another one. And 295 00:16:53,040 --> 00:16:55,600 Speaker 5: I'm as I'm looking, I'm like, yo, this is all 296 00:16:55,640 --> 00:16:58,200 Speaker 5: really depressing. Ship like I don't want to do any 297 00:16:58,240 --> 00:17:02,280 Speaker 5: of this either, but that she had a similar ish 298 00:17:02,560 --> 00:17:03,080 Speaker 5: idea to you. 299 00:17:05,040 --> 00:17:09,120 Speaker 1: Uh yeah, oh well you'll wait, you'll make way less money. 300 00:17:08,800 --> 00:17:12,439 Speaker 5: Too, make way less money. 301 00:17:14,320 --> 00:17:17,080 Speaker 1: I was working for a nonprofit. But that doesn't really matter. 302 00:17:17,160 --> 00:17:18,959 Speaker 1: That's I mean, I don't know if that's that's not 303 00:17:19,000 --> 00:17:22,560 Speaker 1: something you mentioned, uh whether or not you care that 304 00:17:22,640 --> 00:17:24,760 Speaker 1: much about? What did your real therapist say? 305 00:17:27,160 --> 00:17:33,560 Speaker 5: My real service? She she was, I said, I was like, okay, 306 00:17:33,600 --> 00:17:35,520 Speaker 5: so I was talking. She was talking about the possible 307 00:17:35,560 --> 00:17:38,800 Speaker 5: career tracks I could take given my like degrees, and 308 00:17:40,080 --> 00:17:43,240 Speaker 5: I was like, yeah, like this, like this all sounds 309 00:17:43,320 --> 00:17:46,399 Speaker 5: quite terrible, Like I'm not excited to like go like 310 00:17:46,440 --> 00:17:51,040 Speaker 5: I couldn't imagine interviewing for a job like for some 311 00:17:51,119 --> 00:17:53,119 Speaker 5: other shit and just being like yeah, and I'm so 312 00:17:53,160 --> 00:17:55,960 Speaker 5: excited to work here, like I can't wait. And she 313 00:17:56,160 --> 00:17:58,040 Speaker 5: was like, okay, so what what is exciting to you? 314 00:17:58,119 --> 00:17:59,560 Speaker 5: What would make you want to get out of bed 315 00:17:59,560 --> 00:18:01,399 Speaker 5: to do this? And I was like, I don't know, 316 00:18:01,520 --> 00:18:04,040 Speaker 5: like I want to do something non normative, you know, 317 00:18:04,160 --> 00:18:06,240 Speaker 5: like I just feel like this is so like what 318 00:18:06,280 --> 00:18:11,280 Speaker 5: I'm doing is so keen, so whatever, and like I 319 00:18:11,280 --> 00:18:13,440 Speaker 5: don't know's I'm like, who am I to be? Like 320 00:18:13,480 --> 00:18:15,679 Speaker 5: I need something really radical like blah blah blah, but 321 00:18:15,760 --> 00:18:19,040 Speaker 5: I don't know. Sex work is very which I'm very 322 00:18:19,040 --> 00:18:22,320 Speaker 5: great obvious obviously I'm choosing to do it if I want, 323 00:18:23,760 --> 00:18:26,240 Speaker 5: but like, I don't know, I feel like I'm not 324 00:18:26,400 --> 00:18:29,840 Speaker 5: expected are enough the post to profit off like my 325 00:18:29,960 --> 00:18:33,320 Speaker 5: desirability or like like I don't know, it feels like 326 00:18:33,480 --> 00:18:35,639 Speaker 5: my own like you know, I was a personal political. 327 00:18:35,920 --> 00:18:39,600 Speaker 5: It feels like my own little political like non normative, like. 328 00:18:39,920 --> 00:18:42,000 Speaker 1: What did what did your what did your therapists say 329 00:18:42,000 --> 00:18:45,160 Speaker 1: about about you wanting to start and only fans? 330 00:18:46,359 --> 00:18:46,520 Speaker 2: Oh? 331 00:18:46,560 --> 00:18:50,520 Speaker 5: She I mean she just kind of was like, then 332 00:18:50,520 --> 00:18:53,760 Speaker 5: you can do it, like I yeah, Like I don't 333 00:18:53,760 --> 00:18:55,159 Speaker 5: know if you want to do so like you're already 334 00:18:55,200 --> 00:19:00,240 Speaker 5: doing it, like I would find it's your business. Like yeah, 335 00:19:00,240 --> 00:19:03,560 Speaker 5: she was pretty much like, sure, but you know, obviously 336 00:19:03,560 --> 00:19:07,119 Speaker 5: you're doing anything her. Then she gave a better advice 337 00:19:07,160 --> 00:19:10,520 Speaker 5: of like make sure you're like, you know, figuring out 338 00:19:10,520 --> 00:19:12,800 Speaker 5: how to best go about this, like finding other people 339 00:19:12,840 --> 00:19:15,040 Speaker 5: who do it like listening, because I'm like, don't. Yeah, sure, 340 00:19:16,000 --> 00:19:18,479 Speaker 5: you know, like obviously like do your research and like, 341 00:19:18,560 --> 00:19:21,800 Speaker 5: well like don't do this completely her own. But yeah, 342 00:19:21,840 --> 00:19:23,480 Speaker 5: she was kind of like, I so that's your thing. 343 00:19:26,119 --> 00:19:32,080 Speaker 1: That's your therapist. Sounds uh, that all sounds reasonable. I 344 00:19:32,119 --> 00:19:34,399 Speaker 1: have no I have no I have nothing quippy to 345 00:19:34,400 --> 00:19:37,520 Speaker 1: say about any of this. This is sounds like it 346 00:19:37,600 --> 00:19:40,240 Speaker 1: sounds like you have thought through this decision. 347 00:19:42,600 --> 00:19:44,800 Speaker 5: Well yeah, I feel like I guess the only thing 348 00:19:44,920 --> 00:19:46,360 Speaker 5: was to do it, so. 349 00:19:48,720 --> 00:19:50,040 Speaker 1: Well, is there anything else you want to say to 350 00:19:50,080 --> 00:19:51,679 Speaker 1: the people of the computer before we go? 351 00:19:56,600 --> 00:19:59,280 Speaker 5: No, No, I got nothing. Thank you for chatting. 352 00:20:00,600 --> 00:20:05,920 Speaker 1: See around the universe see you, I mean, yeah, you 353 00:20:05,920 --> 00:20:10,840 Speaker 1: want to start only fans starting only fans? Do whatever 354 00:20:10,880 --> 00:20:14,439 Speaker 1: you want. I guess I don't. As long as I 355 00:20:14,480 --> 00:20:21,280 Speaker 1: think in life, I guess like like your decisions should 356 00:20:21,280 --> 00:20:26,720 Speaker 1: be made I think based on like what what's I 357 00:20:26,760 --> 00:20:29,080 Speaker 1: think the goal in life is like to be safe 358 00:20:29,160 --> 00:20:35,199 Speaker 1: and happy, and I guess the but with it. But 359 00:20:35,359 --> 00:20:41,840 Speaker 1: achieving those two things is complex, right, That's kind of 360 00:20:41,840 --> 00:20:45,719 Speaker 1: what everyone wants, right, is to be safe and happy. 361 00:20:47,200 --> 00:20:51,080 Speaker 1: But then it's like being happy is like a comprised 362 00:20:51,080 --> 00:20:56,359 Speaker 1: of like eight billion fucking whatever different things, you know, 363 00:20:56,880 --> 00:20:59,960 Speaker 1: and then being safe is I guess, kind of straightforward. 364 00:21:00,640 --> 00:21:05,920 Speaker 1: So I don't know. It seems like this person thought 365 00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:10,200 Speaker 1: through her decision as to what would make her safe 366 00:21:10,200 --> 00:21:16,240 Speaker 1: and happy and arrived at that conclusion, and that that 367 00:21:16,320 --> 00:21:23,400 Speaker 1: appears to be well, that matters. I suppose Hello, Hello, Hi, 368 00:21:23,480 --> 00:21:24,120 Speaker 1: what is your name? 369 00:21:25,440 --> 00:21:26,320 Speaker 2: My name is Asher? 370 00:21:27,520 --> 00:21:29,560 Speaker 1: Asher? What's going on? Asher? How can I get you? 371 00:21:32,080 --> 00:21:36,480 Speaker 2: I'm probably gonna have to flee Texas to New Mexico? 372 00:21:41,000 --> 00:21:43,600 Speaker 1: Do you want to tell us why? 373 00:21:46,600 --> 00:21:52,320 Speaker 2: So? I'm a transgender man. Okay, And the Attorney General 374 00:21:52,359 --> 00:21:57,520 Speaker 2: of Texas put in an order to stop all gender 375 00:21:59,160 --> 00:22:04,440 Speaker 2: changes for or driver's license, even with court orders, And 376 00:22:05,480 --> 00:22:08,800 Speaker 2: if you try to get a change, they will deny 377 00:22:08,880 --> 00:22:11,200 Speaker 2: it and then send your name to an email list, 378 00:22:13,720 --> 00:22:15,600 Speaker 2: which is kind of scary. 379 00:22:15,800 --> 00:22:18,520 Speaker 1: Wait, so if you try to change the gender on 380 00:22:18,560 --> 00:22:21,200 Speaker 1: your license they send you to what kind. 381 00:22:21,080 --> 00:22:22,720 Speaker 2: Of like. 382 00:22:25,480 --> 00:22:25,560 Speaker 5: That. 383 00:22:26,560 --> 00:22:30,520 Speaker 2: It's just it was leaked email saying hey, if someone 384 00:22:30,560 --> 00:22:33,960 Speaker 2: tries to change it, deny it and send their name 385 00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:35,040 Speaker 2: and information here. 386 00:22:37,600 --> 00:22:40,439 Speaker 1: Okay, So I'm confused. So if you so, if you go, 387 00:22:40,600 --> 00:22:42,080 Speaker 1: where do you Where does one go to change the 388 00:22:42,119 --> 00:22:43,560 Speaker 1: gender on their license? The DMV? 389 00:22:45,160 --> 00:22:50,119 Speaker 2: Yeah, like DPS or that's the big Texas version of 390 00:22:50,480 --> 00:22:51,040 Speaker 2: the DMV. 391 00:22:51,840 --> 00:22:54,240 Speaker 1: Okay. So if you go to the DPS, the DMV 392 00:22:54,359 --> 00:22:56,679 Speaker 1: or whatever it is, and you ask them if you 393 00:22:56,720 --> 00:23:00,280 Speaker 1: can change the gender on your license, they sent put 394 00:23:00,280 --> 00:23:02,080 Speaker 1: you on an email list. But we don't even know 395 00:23:02,119 --> 00:23:03,159 Speaker 1: what this email list is. 396 00:23:04,160 --> 00:23:08,960 Speaker 2: Yeah, so okay, but there's something in my gut says 397 00:23:09,400 --> 00:23:13,919 Speaker 2: if a government is trying to collect the data of minorities, 398 00:23:15,440 --> 00:23:20,160 Speaker 2: especially especially like a extremely small population or something up. 399 00:23:21,640 --> 00:23:23,919 Speaker 1: So why does it? Why do you feel like you 400 00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:25,720 Speaker 1: need to flee Texas? 401 00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:35,480 Speaker 2: Well, I don't like what's that happening and everything else 402 00:23:36,320 --> 00:23:43,000 Speaker 2: politically here here, Like I don't relatively feel safe okay anymore? 403 00:23:43,760 --> 00:23:46,160 Speaker 1: Okay, It is so. 404 00:23:48,080 --> 00:23:51,159 Speaker 2: Because I thought I would live in Texas for the 405 00:23:51,200 --> 00:23:54,639 Speaker 2: rest of my life, because you know, I love the food, 406 00:23:54,720 --> 00:23:58,720 Speaker 2: I love like the social culture of Texas, because like. 407 00:23:58,800 --> 00:24:00,040 Speaker 1: Do you have a lot of Do you have a 408 00:24:00,040 --> 00:24:01,399 Speaker 1: lot of friends in Texas? 409 00:24:03,040 --> 00:24:04,240 Speaker 2: No, not really anymore. 410 00:24:04,920 --> 00:24:06,240 Speaker 1: Do you have family in Texas? 411 00:24:07,040 --> 00:24:07,280 Speaker 2: Yes? 412 00:24:08,320 --> 00:24:12,119 Speaker 1: Okay, you have like the people like your your community. 413 00:24:12,160 --> 00:24:15,560 Speaker 1: You're like support network. The people that you talk to 414 00:24:15,720 --> 00:24:19,280 Speaker 1: and see every day. Are they Are they in Texas? 415 00:24:20,359 --> 00:24:20,560 Speaker 2: Yes? 416 00:24:21,800 --> 00:24:23,840 Speaker 1: Okay? Do you like those people? 417 00:24:29,520 --> 00:24:30,240 Speaker 2: Fifty to fifty? 418 00:24:31,280 --> 00:24:33,720 Speaker 1: Fifty to fifty Okay. 419 00:24:33,760 --> 00:24:36,879 Speaker 2: It's like I'll talk to my parents about like trance 420 00:24:36,920 --> 00:24:40,359 Speaker 2: stuff and they just go, mmm, I don't know what 421 00:24:40,440 --> 00:24:45,520 Speaker 2: you want me to do? Okay, Now, so it's kind 422 00:24:45,560 --> 00:24:49,359 Speaker 2: of like, okay, I can't really talk about stuff with them. 423 00:24:49,680 --> 00:24:51,800 Speaker 1: Okay. Can I ask how old you are? 424 00:24:53,119 --> 00:24:54,040 Speaker 2: I'm twenty five? 425 00:24:54,960 --> 00:24:56,879 Speaker 1: Twenty five? Do you do you live with your parents? 426 00:24:58,480 --> 00:25:00,760 Speaker 2: Yeah? Because everything's too damn it expensive. Year. 427 00:25:02,960 --> 00:25:03,640 Speaker 1: Do you have a job? 428 00:25:04,960 --> 00:25:07,520 Speaker 2: I do? Wow? 429 00:25:07,600 --> 00:25:08,359 Speaker 1: What's the kind of job? 430 00:25:09,960 --> 00:25:15,040 Speaker 2: I stock groceries and I get paid about like fifteen 431 00:25:15,119 --> 00:25:15,840 Speaker 2: dollars an hour? 432 00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:19,480 Speaker 1: Okay? Is that enough for you to move out on 433 00:25:19,520 --> 00:25:19,840 Speaker 1: your own? 434 00:25:21,440 --> 00:25:26,680 Speaker 2: Yes? If I figure out, if I just budget well. 435 00:25:26,640 --> 00:25:31,199 Speaker 1: You know, okay, would that make life better for you? 436 00:25:33,440 --> 00:25:40,040 Speaker 2: Probably? Yeah. The place I'm going to like that's might 437 00:25:40,520 --> 00:25:46,240 Speaker 2: I might go to? Would have a really important friend 438 00:25:46,280 --> 00:25:46,879 Speaker 2: group there? 439 00:25:47,720 --> 00:25:49,480 Speaker 1: Oh, Like, so. 440 00:25:50,960 --> 00:25:53,600 Speaker 2: It would help a lot. And then what if I 441 00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:56,840 Speaker 2: did move, it would be like a more it would 442 00:25:56,840 --> 00:26:00,320 Speaker 2: be more like a permanent housing solution rather in a. 443 00:26:00,400 --> 00:26:05,199 Speaker 1: Temporary So where are you thinking to move to? 444 00:26:06,960 --> 00:26:09,800 Speaker 2: I have some friends in Albuquerque, New Mexico? 445 00:26:10,840 --> 00:26:12,520 Speaker 1: Right, Yeah, you mentioned in Mexico. 446 00:26:16,160 --> 00:26:17,000 Speaker 2: Out of Colorado? 447 00:26:18,160 --> 00:26:21,400 Speaker 1: What what? Okay? So you want to go to? Well, 448 00:26:21,520 --> 00:26:24,040 Speaker 1: do you have a job lined up in Albuquerque or 449 00:26:24,160 --> 00:26:25,800 Speaker 1: or any leads I could? 450 00:26:25,880 --> 00:26:29,000 Speaker 2: I can transfer? I can transfer pretty easily if I 451 00:26:29,040 --> 00:26:29,439 Speaker 2: wanted to. 452 00:26:33,320 --> 00:26:37,880 Speaker 1: I mean it it sounds like it sounds like it'd 453 00:26:37,920 --> 00:26:38,520 Speaker 1: be a cool move. 454 00:26:39,880 --> 00:26:44,720 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's it's just scary because I've never done anything 455 00:26:44,760 --> 00:26:47,840 Speaker 2: like that. Like I've been planning on moving out if 456 00:26:47,840 --> 00:26:51,200 Speaker 2: I could find a roommate because I can't even afford 457 00:26:51,880 --> 00:26:55,920 Speaker 2: one bed, one bathroom or studio at this point. Sure, 458 00:26:57,480 --> 00:26:58,720 Speaker 2: it's just insane. 459 00:26:59,800 --> 00:27:02,240 Speaker 1: Do you do you like your friends in Albuquerque? Do 460 00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:04,640 Speaker 1: you could you live with one of them? Like not 461 00:27:04,720 --> 00:27:07,399 Speaker 1: like not like crash on their fucking couch, but like 462 00:27:07,920 --> 00:27:08,800 Speaker 1: be a roommate. 463 00:27:08,560 --> 00:27:14,879 Speaker 2: With them temporarily if something were to happen. 464 00:27:16,040 --> 00:27:19,520 Speaker 1: Yeah, Well no, I don't, I mean, like what would 465 00:27:19,600 --> 00:27:22,880 Speaker 1: you No, I don't. I don't mean like live I mean, 466 00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:25,560 Speaker 1: would you like get a place with them, like as 467 00:27:25,600 --> 00:27:29,320 Speaker 1: a permanent I would be this permanent can be. 468 00:27:31,359 --> 00:27:33,600 Speaker 2: I want to be with that friend group. I would 469 00:27:33,640 --> 00:27:37,480 Speaker 2: be like with very quick with like their other friends 470 00:27:37,520 --> 00:27:41,480 Speaker 2: that are moving out. That'd be like within the front 471 00:27:41,520 --> 00:27:42,679 Speaker 2: group if you get it. 472 00:27:43,440 --> 00:27:47,840 Speaker 1: Okay, Okay, I mean I don't know. All this sounds cool? 473 00:27:47,960 --> 00:27:51,040 Speaker 1: So you have you did you for all twenty five 474 00:27:51,119 --> 00:27:53,199 Speaker 1: years of your life? Have you lived at home with 475 00:27:53,280 --> 00:27:53,800 Speaker 1: your parents? 476 00:27:55,359 --> 00:27:56,200 Speaker 2: Yeah? Pretty much? 477 00:27:57,600 --> 00:28:01,720 Speaker 1: Okay, I mean to reach their own I you know, 478 00:28:01,760 --> 00:28:03,359 Speaker 1: I spent a lot of time living at home with 479 00:28:03,480 --> 00:28:08,560 Speaker 1: my parents after after college and all that stuff. But 480 00:28:08,760 --> 00:28:11,960 Speaker 1: I mean I think I think going to Albuquerque and 481 00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:18,840 Speaker 1: trying to find some independence for yourself. It sounds like 482 00:28:18,880 --> 00:28:19,760 Speaker 1: a healthy thing to do. 483 00:28:21,040 --> 00:28:25,320 Speaker 2: Yeah. And I would also try to like kick start 484 00:28:25,680 --> 00:28:27,880 Speaker 2: doing more art and art work. 485 00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:32,040 Speaker 1: Cool. Yeah, it sounds like a good idea. 486 00:28:32,240 --> 00:28:34,880 Speaker 2: Like I've sold my art at a pre convention once 487 00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:41,440 Speaker 2: and I got like almost two hundred dollars. I think, 488 00:28:41,560 --> 00:28:42,280 Speaker 2: like really good. 489 00:28:43,200 --> 00:28:46,280 Speaker 1: Look listen if you want, and this is my my 490 00:28:47,200 --> 00:28:53,840 Speaker 1: official you can put this in the newspapers. I I 491 00:28:53,840 --> 00:29:01,480 Speaker 1: I like that. I love living in a universe where 492 00:29:01,600 --> 00:29:06,320 Speaker 1: one could feasibly pay their rents and buy groceries using 493 00:29:06,360 --> 00:29:10,400 Speaker 1: money that they made selling furry porn at a convention. 494 00:29:10,680 --> 00:29:13,520 Speaker 1: I think that that's one of the great things about 495 00:29:13,560 --> 00:29:15,120 Speaker 1: There's a lot of things that suck about living in 496 00:29:15,120 --> 00:29:17,240 Speaker 1: twenty twenty four, but that I think is one of 497 00:29:17,280 --> 00:29:17,880 Speaker 1: the better ones. 498 00:29:18,920 --> 00:29:26,760 Speaker 2: I'm currently drawing a buff Ti no buff camp wearing 499 00:29:27,320 --> 00:29:31,600 Speaker 2: a song, and I've been posting whips in an art 500 00:29:31,680 --> 00:29:34,080 Speaker 2: channel I'm in and everyone's just like, are you going 501 00:29:34,120 --> 00:29:34,960 Speaker 2: to sell prints of this? 502 00:29:35,600 --> 00:29:36,040 Speaker 5: You sell the. 503 00:29:37,720 --> 00:29:38,320 Speaker 1: Tell the Prince. 504 00:29:38,400 --> 00:29:38,800 Speaker 2: I love no. 505 00:29:39,000 --> 00:29:43,640 Speaker 1: I love entrepreneurial shit. I love I love weird ways 506 00:29:43,720 --> 00:29:45,800 Speaker 1: that people make money. I support it. I think it's 507 00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:48,920 Speaker 1: I mean, as a guy who makes money, you're doing 508 00:29:48,920 --> 00:29:52,520 Speaker 1: a weird thing. I support people making money doing weird things. 509 00:29:52,680 --> 00:29:55,040 Speaker 1: So you know, hallelujah. It sounds like a good plan. 510 00:29:56,520 --> 00:29:56,920 Speaker 4: Yeah. 511 00:29:57,480 --> 00:30:02,000 Speaker 2: And plus like I'm getting better at or especially when 512 00:30:02,040 --> 00:30:04,920 Speaker 2: it comes to like shading, because that was a bitch 513 00:30:04,960 --> 00:30:08,320 Speaker 2: to do and sell shading and stuff like that. 514 00:30:10,080 --> 00:30:11,560 Speaker 1: Uh, when are you gonna make your your. 515 00:30:11,400 --> 00:30:19,840 Speaker 2: Move Sometime after December, like the holidays, when it's a 516 00:30:19,840 --> 00:30:25,760 Speaker 2: little more relaxed to like my work schedule. 517 00:30:28,280 --> 00:30:32,560 Speaker 1: Well, Asher, Uh, is there any I do? Do you 518 00:30:32,680 --> 00:30:37,280 Speaker 1: feel like, I guess, uh, do you feel like there's 519 00:30:37,320 --> 00:30:39,200 Speaker 1: any other aspect of this that that you want to 520 00:30:39,200 --> 00:30:40,200 Speaker 1: talk about before we go? 521 00:30:44,160 --> 00:30:49,360 Speaker 2: The friend group, I would be in there. We're a 522 00:30:49,440 --> 00:30:56,840 Speaker 2: bunch of leftist ferries, radical leftus furries, okay. To Also, 523 00:30:57,160 --> 00:31:00,840 Speaker 2: I'm part of a mutual aid group that's worked with 524 00:31:00,960 --> 00:31:04,200 Speaker 2: the Furry to help people's housing and just medical needs 525 00:31:04,200 --> 00:31:10,160 Speaker 2: and to live and stuff like that, okay, which I 526 00:31:10,160 --> 00:31:13,960 Speaker 2: think is like a pretty cool aspect that like, I 527 00:31:14,000 --> 00:31:16,800 Speaker 2: don't get to talk about a lot in my current 528 00:31:16,920 --> 00:31:18,080 Speaker 2: living situation. 529 00:31:17,840 --> 00:31:20,320 Speaker 1: Because this look, it sounds like it sounds like, I 530 00:31:20,360 --> 00:31:23,040 Speaker 1: know you phrased it as a fleeing, but it sounds 531 00:31:23,120 --> 00:31:27,479 Speaker 1: like you're you've got a life waiting for you in 532 00:31:27,520 --> 00:31:29,360 Speaker 1: Albuquerque that you were excited about. 533 00:31:30,480 --> 00:31:39,640 Speaker 2: Yeah, but it's still kind of like I've had like plans, 534 00:31:39,880 --> 00:31:42,840 Speaker 2: like I've had to talk like probably like two years ago, 535 00:31:42,960 --> 00:31:45,680 Speaker 2: be like, Hey, if things get worse, is there a 536 00:31:45,720 --> 00:31:51,480 Speaker 2: possibility I can come over and stay for extending me 537 00:31:51,720 --> 00:31:53,520 Speaker 2: period of time. We're like, oh, yeah, you can do that. 538 00:31:54,320 --> 00:31:58,800 Speaker 2: So this is like worst case scenario has happened. 539 00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:02,680 Speaker 1: So you're I'm telling you I feel like, I mean, look, 540 00:32:02,720 --> 00:32:05,800 Speaker 1: I know, like it's all everything. I get it's a bummer, 541 00:32:05,840 --> 00:32:08,320 Speaker 1: but it sounds like you got it. Sounds like good. 542 00:32:08,520 --> 00:32:11,760 Speaker 1: This sounds like you're like, yeah, finding some sense of 543 00:32:11,880 --> 00:32:15,160 Speaker 1: independence for yourself and hanging out with people that you 544 00:32:15,320 --> 00:32:19,440 Speaker 1: like and share common interests with. So I mean it 545 00:32:19,840 --> 00:32:23,760 Speaker 1: sounds it sounds good. You know, go ahead and go 546 00:32:23,760 --> 00:32:28,480 Speaker 1: go ahead and start the furry porn business. I I 547 00:32:28,480 --> 00:32:31,760 Speaker 1: think I support it. I'm not gonna buy anything, but 548 00:32:31,800 --> 00:32:35,040 Speaker 1: I support it as an idea. Is there anything else 549 00:32:35,040 --> 00:32:36,280 Speaker 1: you want to say to the people of the computer 550 00:32:36,320 --> 00:32:36,800 Speaker 1: before we go? 551 00:32:36,840 --> 00:32:43,360 Speaker 2: Asher, Everyone should go to the furry convention at least 552 00:32:43,400 --> 00:32:52,080 Speaker 2: once just to experience it. And everyone should at least 553 00:32:52,080 --> 00:32:53,360 Speaker 2: wear a first suit once in their life. 554 00:32:55,920 --> 00:32:56,720 Speaker 1: Does this count? 555 00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:03,080 Speaker 2: So there are first suits where they have the eyes 556 00:33:03,200 --> 00:33:06,080 Speaker 2: cut out so it's like your eyes in it. But 557 00:33:06,240 --> 00:33:10,480 Speaker 2: like those are like not as popular, so like you're 558 00:33:10,560 --> 00:33:18,800 Speaker 2: technically like mm hmm, I guess all right, I'll take it. 559 00:33:18,840 --> 00:33:22,360 Speaker 1: I'll take it. Have a good one asure all right. 560 00:33:22,480 --> 00:33:22,920 Speaker 4: Bye. 561 00:33:24,880 --> 00:33:28,560 Speaker 1: This has been a hotly contested thing for me as 562 00:33:28,600 --> 00:33:34,280 Speaker 1: people are like tech like, okay, so for I think 563 00:33:34,520 --> 00:33:40,360 Speaker 1: furries are like there's a it's a very specific like subculture, 564 00:33:41,040 --> 00:33:45,120 Speaker 1: and I don't consider myself a part of that subculture. 565 00:33:45,640 --> 00:33:53,200 Speaker 1: But like on a purely technical basis, if you were 566 00:33:53,280 --> 00:33:59,640 Speaker 1: to define a furree as a human who regularly wears 567 00:34:01,360 --> 00:34:05,600 Speaker 1: an animal costume, like that was it? Like there's no 568 00:34:05,760 --> 00:34:08,759 Speaker 1: context of like a subcultural thing if you defined it 569 00:34:08,800 --> 00:34:13,680 Speaker 1: purely as a guy who wears an animal costume. I 570 00:34:14,000 --> 00:34:19,600 Speaker 1: technically do fit that description as a guy who regularly 571 00:34:19,640 --> 00:34:25,080 Speaker 1: wears an animal costume. And I the people have asked me, 572 00:34:25,280 --> 00:34:30,240 Speaker 1: does that technically make me a furry? And I always 573 00:34:30,480 --> 00:34:33,040 Speaker 1: likes a child who gets their face painted like a 574 00:34:33,120 --> 00:34:38,440 Speaker 1: lion at the carnival? Are they a furry who? I 575 00:34:38,480 --> 00:34:44,279 Speaker 1: don't know? I don't know, But anyway, what the fuck 576 00:34:44,360 --> 00:34:44,960 Speaker 1: was I gonna say? 577 00:34:45,000 --> 00:34:45,080 Speaker 2: Oh? 578 00:34:45,160 --> 00:34:47,279 Speaker 1: Yeah, I kind of I kind of want I want 579 00:34:47,280 --> 00:34:48,960 Speaker 1: to go to one of these conventions. Actually, I think 580 00:34:48,960 --> 00:34:54,240 Speaker 1: it'd be fun. I my, you know, my main goal, 581 00:34:55,000 --> 00:34:57,319 Speaker 1: my ultimate thing that I want to start doing. I've 582 00:34:57,320 --> 00:35:01,279 Speaker 1: been kind of busy podcasting and touring and stuff, but 583 00:35:01,400 --> 00:35:05,319 Speaker 1: the thing that really gets me going that I want 584 00:35:05,320 --> 00:35:09,520 Speaker 1: to do more of is like going out to conventions 585 00:35:09,560 --> 00:35:15,560 Speaker 1: in weird places and uh, just walking around as a 586 00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:18,040 Speaker 1: geto interview in people. So who knows, maybe I'll do 587 00:35:18,080 --> 00:35:23,200 Speaker 1: that at a fucking for a thing sometime, or I'll 588 00:35:23,200 --> 00:35:26,160 Speaker 1: do it at a pizza place, or I'll do Oh, 589 00:35:26,160 --> 00:35:27,040 Speaker 1: you know what I want to I want to do. 590 00:35:27,080 --> 00:35:29,440 Speaker 1: I want to do it at a reptile convention. If 591 00:35:29,440 --> 00:35:35,840 Speaker 1: anyone knows of any big hot reptile conventions going on 592 00:35:36,840 --> 00:35:38,640 Speaker 1: in the air, I don't know, what's the what's the 593 00:35:38,640 --> 00:35:41,880 Speaker 1: biggest reptile convention? Someone let me know. Someone send me 594 00:35:41,920 --> 00:35:46,040 Speaker 1: an email or the DM or something. I want to 595 00:35:46,080 --> 00:35:49,560 Speaker 1: know what the what the biggest reptile convention in America? 596 00:35:49,640 --> 00:35:49,920 Speaker 2: You know what? 597 00:35:50,000 --> 00:35:52,799 Speaker 1: Fuck the biggest reptile convention in the world. If you 598 00:35:52,840 --> 00:35:54,400 Speaker 1: know what it is. If I have to if I 599 00:35:54,440 --> 00:35:59,560 Speaker 1: have to travel to to Chile to attend the world 600 00:35:59,760 --> 00:36:01,239 Speaker 1: if it happens to be there, I don't know why 601 00:36:01,239 --> 00:36:03,560 Speaker 1: I would be there, but wherever it is, let me 602 00:36:03,600 --> 00:36:06,120 Speaker 1: know if anyone has any info on this, and I'll 603 00:36:06,160 --> 00:36:08,959 Speaker 1: show up and people will be like, damn, I didn't 604 00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:12,439 Speaker 1: know a lizard could be that big. I'll be like, yeah, 605 00:36:12,440 --> 00:36:16,160 Speaker 1: what of it? Actually, they probably are bigger lizards than me. 606 00:36:16,800 --> 00:36:21,360 Speaker 1: If it's the if it's the world's biggest reptile convention, 607 00:36:21,640 --> 00:36:27,839 Speaker 1: I assume they have a reptile that's bigger than five 608 00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:37,920 Speaker 1: six two hundred pounds, So I don't know anyway. All right, Hello, hello. 609 00:36:38,640 --> 00:36:40,120 Speaker 2: Hello, Hi? 610 00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:40,839 Speaker 1: What is your name? 611 00:36:41,960 --> 00:36:43,640 Speaker 4: My name is Late. 612 00:36:45,200 --> 00:36:49,160 Speaker 1: Well, Nate. What's happening? How can I get you today? 613 00:36:49,440 --> 00:36:56,240 Speaker 4: Well, I'm feeling I'm feeling great. I'm guessing you called 614 00:36:56,280 --> 00:36:57,400 Speaker 4: because of the text. 615 00:36:57,440 --> 00:37:00,440 Speaker 1: User, remind me what it was, yeh. 616 00:37:01,960 --> 00:37:07,000 Speaker 4: It said that, Uh. Well, the first text I said was, 617 00:37:07,760 --> 00:37:11,839 Speaker 4: uh that when you look at a stamp, you get 618 00:37:11,840 --> 00:37:17,200 Speaker 4: one tenth of a calorie. And the second text was that, uh, 619 00:37:17,840 --> 00:37:23,879 Speaker 4: I escaped a big Foot sex cult and Willow. 620 00:37:23,560 --> 00:37:28,920 Speaker 1: Creek, Now what is a big Foot sex cult? 621 00:37:31,680 --> 00:37:37,880 Speaker 4: So this this was this was earlier this year. This 622 00:37:38,040 --> 00:37:40,960 Speaker 4: was when the big Foot Festival was happening up in 623 00:37:41,239 --> 00:37:44,919 Speaker 4: northern California and Willow Creek, and and I went there, 624 00:37:45,440 --> 00:37:47,920 Speaker 4: uh to do some recording. I wanted to record at 625 00:37:47,960 --> 00:37:50,920 Speaker 4: the festival, there's there's some leap frog contests and big 626 00:37:51,000 --> 00:37:56,440 Speaker 4: foot contests and watermelon contests, and I just wanted to 627 00:37:56,840 --> 00:37:59,239 Speaker 4: get it all on footage. And when I was up there, 628 00:37:59,239 --> 00:38:02,520 Speaker 4: I met I met folks that were attending there, and 629 00:38:02,560 --> 00:38:04,799 Speaker 4: they said that they had a group and that they 630 00:38:04,800 --> 00:38:08,759 Speaker 4: were doing a party afterwards, and when I showed up there, 631 00:38:09,280 --> 00:38:13,719 Speaker 4: it was about uh six six people and they all 632 00:38:13,719 --> 00:38:15,839 Speaker 4: were obsessed with bigfoot and they were still talking about 633 00:38:15,880 --> 00:38:19,719 Speaker 4: it when we got back. And eventually they and as 634 00:38:19,760 --> 00:38:22,000 Speaker 4: soon as I walked in, they said I had to 635 00:38:22,000 --> 00:38:25,360 Speaker 4: take off all my shoes and all my so it 636 00:38:25,400 --> 00:38:28,719 Speaker 4: takes off my shoes, my socks, and they demanded it, 637 00:38:28,760 --> 00:38:31,240 Speaker 4: which I I didn't want to do. I I also 638 00:38:31,320 --> 00:38:33,520 Speaker 4: had like not trim my toes, so I didn't wash 639 00:38:33,560 --> 00:38:37,160 Speaker 4: off my toes, and so I had to take everything off. 640 00:38:37,920 --> 00:38:45,359 Speaker 4: And eventually they got the drinks rolling and they all 641 00:38:45,480 --> 00:38:49,200 Speaker 4: kind of wanted to start massage at each other's feet, 642 00:38:49,760 --> 00:38:52,759 Speaker 4: and I had to step out early before before I 643 00:38:52,800 --> 00:38:55,200 Speaker 4: got I could kind of see the direction it was going. 644 00:38:55,840 --> 00:39:01,520 Speaker 1: Well, I don't know if it was a cool on. Yep, 645 00:39:02,480 --> 00:39:04,480 Speaker 1: you went to a big foot convention, right, that's where 646 00:39:04,480 --> 00:39:05,440 Speaker 1: this all started happening. 647 00:39:05,880 --> 00:39:07,839 Speaker 4: Yeah, a big foot festival basically. 648 00:39:07,520 --> 00:39:09,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, you went to you went to a big 649 00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:12,680 Speaker 1: foot festival and you stumbled upon an orgy yep. Basically 650 00:39:12,800 --> 00:39:17,120 Speaker 1: yeah okay. And you weren't like fucking curious, like that's 651 00:39:17,120 --> 00:39:18,799 Speaker 1: not something that happens every day. You were like I 652 00:39:18,800 --> 00:39:20,200 Speaker 1: gotta get out of here. You don't want to watch, 653 00:39:20,200 --> 00:39:22,000 Speaker 1: you don't want because that's the thing about orgies is 654 00:39:22,000 --> 00:39:23,719 Speaker 1: like you don't have to participate, you can just sit 655 00:39:23,760 --> 00:39:24,160 Speaker 1: and watch. 656 00:39:25,280 --> 00:39:28,880 Speaker 4: That's true, that's true. But but I was how how 657 00:39:29,080 --> 00:39:33,640 Speaker 4: how adamant they were about me wanting to take my my, my, my, 658 00:39:33,640 --> 00:39:35,960 Speaker 4: my socks and shoes off. I thought they were gonna 659 00:39:36,000 --> 00:39:39,480 Speaker 4: be very adamant about me wanting to maybe stick my 660 00:39:39,600 --> 00:39:43,160 Speaker 4: toes in the mouth, and and I wasn't about that. 661 00:39:43,360 --> 00:39:46,120 Speaker 4: So I let them know. I was like, hey, I 662 00:39:46,360 --> 00:39:48,280 Speaker 4: think I left my uh a jack and my cartment 663 00:39:48,320 --> 00:39:51,799 Speaker 4: and go your back and go grab that and uh 664 00:39:51,800 --> 00:39:54,480 Speaker 4: And then I left. I got my shoes and my 665 00:39:54,560 --> 00:39:58,439 Speaker 4: socks and got my toe artist and drove drove three 666 00:39:58,480 --> 00:39:59,239 Speaker 4: hours back home. 667 00:39:59,640 --> 00:40:02,839 Speaker 1: I don't know if that's escaping a big Foot sex cult. 668 00:40:02,920 --> 00:40:04,279 Speaker 1: You didn't know it was a cult. It could have 669 00:40:04,320 --> 00:40:06,719 Speaker 1: just been a one time thing everyone does once. I 670 00:40:06,719 --> 00:40:12,040 Speaker 1: don't think colts meet once a year. You know, why 671 00:40:12,040 --> 00:40:13,680 Speaker 1: do you think it was a cult. 672 00:40:13,960 --> 00:40:15,800 Speaker 4: The reason I thought it was a cult was because 673 00:40:16,880 --> 00:40:20,600 Speaker 4: any any sex orgy, like maybe they're watching the show there, 674 00:40:20,640 --> 00:40:23,160 Speaker 4: they'll they'll fight tape. I don't know. Play four games. 675 00:40:23,200 --> 00:40:25,920 Speaker 4: I don't know what normal orgies do, but I mean 676 00:40:25,960 --> 00:40:28,680 Speaker 4: these people were. I mean we were watching big foot documentaries. 677 00:40:28,719 --> 00:40:33,640 Speaker 4: They were talking foot talking, talking footage, talking, uh new sidings, 678 00:40:34,000 --> 00:40:36,400 Speaker 4: like they were that was the only thing they were 679 00:40:36,440 --> 00:40:40,000 Speaker 4: talking about. I mean there was like bigfoot. The person 680 00:40:40,080 --> 00:40:44,480 Speaker 4: hosting had like bigfoot artifacts all over their their their 681 00:40:44,680 --> 00:40:49,560 Speaker 4: their decorations everywhere, and and I was convinced that these 682 00:40:49,600 --> 00:40:54,600 Speaker 4: people were like obsessed with this this creature and obsessed 683 00:40:54,640 --> 00:40:56,880 Speaker 4: with with with feet in general. 684 00:40:58,560 --> 00:41:00,960 Speaker 1: Well, I mean this place sound awesome. Where if I 685 00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:02,279 Speaker 1: want to join? How do I do that? 686 00:41:03,640 --> 00:41:03,879 Speaker 2: Well? 687 00:41:04,080 --> 00:41:08,520 Speaker 4: Willow Creek, California. It's it's up in the woods in 688 00:41:08,880 --> 00:41:12,719 Speaker 4: northern California. And uh there's a festival that happens once 689 00:41:12,719 --> 00:41:16,080 Speaker 4: a year and maybe maybe everyone can go catch some 690 00:41:16,080 --> 00:41:17,320 Speaker 4: some bigfoot. 691 00:41:19,320 --> 00:41:21,440 Speaker 1: All right, wait, what's that? What's the festival called? I'm 692 00:41:21,480 --> 00:41:23,400 Speaker 1: gonna write it down because I'm gonna go there as 693 00:41:23,440 --> 00:41:25,200 Speaker 1: a get go and talk to people. 694 00:41:26,719 --> 00:41:29,120 Speaker 4: I'll meet you the Bigfoot Festival. 695 00:41:32,120 --> 00:41:35,080 Speaker 1: So I have a friend. So so the way that 696 00:41:36,320 --> 00:41:40,480 Speaker 1: this show first started was it started as a stream 697 00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:45,520 Speaker 1: on something called the Reddit Public Access Network. Because back 698 00:41:45,600 --> 00:41:50,200 Speaker 1: during the pandemic, Reddit used to have like streams, and 699 00:41:50,239 --> 00:41:52,320 Speaker 1: there were all these people that would douce live streams 700 00:41:52,360 --> 00:41:55,120 Speaker 1: on Reddit. And one of the people that did live 701 00:41:55,160 --> 00:41:59,279 Speaker 1: streams on Reddit was this guy named Sas Squatch and 702 00:41:59,760 --> 00:42:01,640 Speaker 1: I'm at him and he became he became a friend 703 00:42:01,640 --> 00:42:06,400 Speaker 1: of mine, and uh he's a guy plays the saxophone 704 00:42:07,000 --> 00:42:11,200 Speaker 1: in a big Sas Squatch costume. And I bet that 705 00:42:11,280 --> 00:42:16,960 Speaker 1: this bigfoot orgy group would uh would would would pay 706 00:42:17,040 --> 00:42:21,440 Speaker 1: him top dollar to play careless whisper as they all 707 00:42:21,680 --> 00:42:25,640 Speaker 1: shove their foots in each other's mouths and anuses. So 708 00:42:25,760 --> 00:42:27,920 Speaker 1: I'll have to let him know that there was a 709 00:42:27,960 --> 00:42:29,719 Speaker 1: gig waiting for him. 710 00:42:31,600 --> 00:42:34,359 Speaker 4: Absolutely, I think they'll flock to him. If he just 711 00:42:34,400 --> 00:42:36,600 Speaker 4: shows up, he'll get their number instantly. 712 00:42:37,360 --> 00:42:38,640 Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say to the 713 00:42:38,640 --> 00:42:40,120 Speaker 1: people of the computer before we go? 714 00:42:41,880 --> 00:42:43,520 Speaker 4: I hope everyone has a great rest of the night, 715 00:42:44,160 --> 00:42:49,560 Speaker 4: and I hope everyone watches UH get Get Live and 716 00:42:49,760 --> 00:42:51,080 Speaker 4: buys all the tickets. 717 00:42:52,360 --> 00:42:54,960 Speaker 1: God bless you, sir. Have a good night all right 718 00:42:55,080 --> 00:42:55,560 Speaker 1: here as well. 719 00:42:56,080 --> 00:42:56,279 Speaker 2: Sah. 720 00:43:01,200 --> 00:43:03,440 Speaker 1: I was in an orgy tent once. I didn't participate 721 00:43:03,480 --> 00:43:06,279 Speaker 1: in the orgy, but I did I did. I did 722 00:43:06,440 --> 00:43:10,319 Speaker 1: kind of do a little bit of grounding meditation, which 723 00:43:10,360 --> 00:43:12,760 Speaker 1: is a nice thing to do in an orgy. Everyone's 724 00:43:12,840 --> 00:43:15,480 Speaker 1: kind of because here's the I felt like I had 725 00:43:15,520 --> 00:43:19,160 Speaker 1: to because when you're in an when you're having sex, 726 00:43:19,200 --> 00:43:21,759 Speaker 1: you're very in the moment. It's a very it's a 727 00:43:21,880 --> 00:43:28,279 Speaker 1: very sex is a very grounding exercise, and an orgy 728 00:43:28,320 --> 00:43:29,920 Speaker 1: it's a bunch of people having sex. So it's a 729 00:43:29,920 --> 00:43:33,480 Speaker 1: bunch of it's a bunch of people grounded. So if 730 00:43:33,480 --> 00:43:36,400 Speaker 1: you're sitting there and you're not participating in the orgy, 731 00:43:36,400 --> 00:43:38,920 Speaker 1: but you're like around the orgy, you kind of want to. 732 00:43:39,120 --> 00:43:41,600 Speaker 1: You have to. I think that's the best thing to do, 733 00:43:42,800 --> 00:43:46,880 Speaker 1: is you meditate, because then you're as in the moment 734 00:43:47,160 --> 00:43:51,680 Speaker 1: as everyone else in the room. So that's what I think. 735 00:43:52,080 --> 00:43:54,120 Speaker 1: I don't know if anyone's listening to this, might you know, 736 00:43:54,200 --> 00:44:00,400 Speaker 1: find themselves at a big Foot meeting or or or 737 00:44:00,400 --> 00:44:02,840 Speaker 1: a lego club or whatever whatever it is that you 738 00:44:02,840 --> 00:44:04,839 Speaker 1: think is one thing and then it turns into an orgy. 739 00:44:04,840 --> 00:44:06,960 Speaker 1: That's what I would do if I were you. Next 740 00:44:06,960 --> 00:44:09,640 Speaker 1: time that happens, just just sit down and you know, 741 00:44:09,760 --> 00:44:12,680 Speaker 1: light a candle's probably it's probably already a lit candle 742 00:44:12,680 --> 00:44:14,960 Speaker 1: that you can sit next to. Somewhere. I feel like 743 00:44:15,040 --> 00:44:18,160 Speaker 1: candles and orgies are a thing, and you just meditate, 744 00:44:18,360 --> 00:44:21,080 Speaker 1: just ground yourself, You just sit there when you go. 745 00:44:21,200 --> 00:44:25,640 Speaker 1: My hand is on my knee right now, and I 746 00:44:25,680 --> 00:44:29,920 Speaker 1: am present, and I am here amongst all the people. 747 00:44:29,920 --> 00:44:34,960 Speaker 1: Fucking goes on the line taking your phone calls every night. 748 00:44:35,360 --> 00:44:38,479 Speaker 1: Never Beacond goes to his d's teaching you a loud 749 00:44:38,480 --> 00:44:42,040 Speaker 1: in your life. He's not really an expert.