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Speaker 1: You're listening to Joja see one Now with me jojo

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Speaker 1: seua An iHeartRadio podcast. Oh everybody, and welcome back to

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Speaker 1: jojo sewe now Ah. I feel as if it is

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Speaker 1: time we actually get real and I feel like I've

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Speaker 1: been very controversial recently. I still can't fucking say that word.

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Speaker 1: If you listen to the last week's episode, you know

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Speaker 1: what I'm talking about. I feel like I've been very

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Speaker 1: messy recently, and I know last week I was being

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Speaker 1: a sassy a sassy girl about people that I don't

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Speaker 1: want to have on my podcast and people I won't

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Speaker 1: have on my podcast, and so I feel like this

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Speaker 1: week I really wanted to switch it up, and I

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Speaker 1: wanted to talk about some of my favorite people in

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Speaker 1: the world and about some people who truly came into

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Speaker 1: my life, changed my life for the better, made me

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Speaker 1: realize things about myself, made me realize things about family,

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Speaker 1: about friendship, and really give you the rundown on five

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Speaker 1: people that changed my life. Now, before I get into that,

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Speaker 1: I just wanted to say that this world I'm living

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Speaker 1: in right now is actually Nana's guilty pleasures finally out

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Speaker 1: in the universe doing all these performances. It is so real.

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Speaker 1: It's interesting. This whole plan of this EP has changed

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Speaker 1: so many times when I was doing the posts that

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Speaker 1: we're like, look like I'm changing my plan. I truly

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Speaker 1: was changing the plan. The original plan was to have

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Speaker 1: Choose a freighter come out. Then it just like it wasn't.

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Speaker 1: I never wanted choose a fighter to come out first,

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Speaker 1: but my team, you know, thought it was the best idea.

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Speaker 1: And I tried to tell everyone. I was like, no,

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Speaker 1: it's it's guilty. It's guilty. It's guilty, like that has

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Speaker 1: to be the vibe, that has to be the leading force,

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Speaker 1: and no one really believed me. And then finally one day,

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Speaker 1: literally my label called was like we believe you, Like

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Speaker 1: let's switch gears, and I was like, let's go. And

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Speaker 1: then I figured out the game plan. We got guilty.

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Speaker 1: We did the EP, and like now that is just

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Speaker 1: all out and it's all in the universe. It feels

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Speaker 1: so good, Like it feels so free, it feels so nice,

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Speaker 1: it feels so fun. I'm like, fuck yeah, like we

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Speaker 1: made it, we did it, and like I am your

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Speaker 1: guilty pleasure, and whether you like it or not, I'm

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Speaker 1: your guilty pleasure like that is it ended up being

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Speaker 1: so perfect, even though like the fact that I have

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Speaker 1: the writer's credit on this song and a couple of

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Speaker 1: other songs also on the EP, like it just kind

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Speaker 1: of takes everything that the world is said in the

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Speaker 1: last six months and been like look here you go,

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Speaker 1: you know what I mean, And it makes me makes

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Speaker 1: me happy to see the response to it and to

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Speaker 1: see where we're at now versus where we were six

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Speaker 1: months ago. And I just I'm truly grateful, I really am.

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Speaker 1: I and at this weird point where you know, obviously

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Speaker 1: publicly I'm very wild right now and I'm on stage

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Speaker 1: doing wax shit and drinking alcohol and touching and doing

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Speaker 1: all the things. But like, deep down inside, when I'm

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Speaker 1: doing all of that, there is this other side to

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Speaker 1: me that, ah, fuck, I shouldn't reveal this to y'all,

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Speaker 1: but like there is this other side to me that

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Speaker 1: like truly just like sits there, and it's just like

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Speaker 1: looking at all this and just like whoa, Like this

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Speaker 1: is so surreal to me, Like this is everything I've

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Speaker 1: ever wanted. These crowds that are showing up, I mean

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Speaker 1: crazy and it's so awesome, it's so fun, and I just,

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Speaker 1: I don't know. I just think a moment of gratitude

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Speaker 1: was much needed, because as messy as I am nowadays,

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Speaker 1: like there is this other side to me that the

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Speaker 1: world doesn't know and the world doesn't see, and I

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Speaker 1: keep it messy. My job is to entertain you, and

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Speaker 1: you are entertained when I am messy, So you're welcome again.

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Speaker 1: I'm your guilty pleasure. But I yeah, I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I just I'm having a great time. I'm grateful for everything.

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Speaker 1: Thank you for getting me to do this shit without you,

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Speaker 1: without me being your guilty pleasure, would never works, So

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Speaker 1: I appreciate you for that one. Anyways, let's die freaking

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Speaker 1: right in. We got five people that changed my life now.

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Speaker 1: The first person that is on this list honestly changed

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Speaker 1: my life in so many ways that I could ever imagine.

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Speaker 1: And that is my first girlfriend. If you followed me

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Speaker 1: She's honestly still one of my very good friends of

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Speaker 1: like happy Pride month. You're welcome for making you realize

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Speaker 1: was my first like teenager friend, if that makes sense,

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Speaker 1: And I never thought it was gonna go anywhere. I

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Speaker 1: she used to ran to me being her best friend

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Speaker 1: about being like, hey, like all my friends have crushes

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Speaker 1: like yeah, that's so annoying. Uh oh, like I have

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Speaker 1: a crush on you? What fuck? Anyways, but it ended

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Speaker 1: up being fine. She ended up becoming my first girlfriend.

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Speaker 1: We had so many great times together and I don't know,

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Speaker 1: I think she taught me the value of love. I

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Speaker 1: whether that be love love, puppy love, any kind of love,

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Speaker 1: and I am forever grateful for that. I'm forever grateful

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Speaker 1: for that realization. I'm lucky that she's the person I

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Speaker 1: was the most genuine love that I've ever felt, for sure,

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Speaker 1: it is okay to be friends and just except like, hey, look,

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Speaker 1: we don't want get in a relationship, but like, yes

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Speaker 1: that is the best thing ever. I'm so grateful for that.

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Speaker 1: All Right, now we're gonna flip a little bit. We're

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Speaker 1: got two friends that I'm gonna talk about. First. One

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Speaker 1: is mister Tyler. Mister Tyler Cameron. Now me and Tye

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Speaker 1: we met on Special Forces and Tye is like literally

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Speaker 1: And so I'm from California. Now I used to live

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Speaker 1: I was like, he's literally my family. I was like,

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Speaker 1: It was like day five of Special Forces and I

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Speaker 1: like absolutely, I can't. That is right. I would be

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Speaker 1: delighted too. It was just cute. Men. There's this grown

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Speaker 1: my help at police? And I was like, I got you.

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Speaker 1: But ye know, He's given me some of my most

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Speaker 1: fun times. I'll never forget. My twenty first fucking birthday

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Speaker 1: with ty was so fun. We were planning on because

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Speaker 1: my birthday's on the nineteenth, so the eighteenth at midnight

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Speaker 1: and so we wanted it to be like a chill night,

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Speaker 1: got two more for you, Freddy Mercury. This is very

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Speaker 1: it's Miley. Like there's like a little bit of different

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Speaker 1: very scared of singing live, And then I heard Freddy

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Speaker 1: You can't think it better than me. It's literally mine. Anyways,

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Speaker 1: love it, Miss Abby Lee Miller. Now, Abvi Lee, say

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Speaker 1: She taught me so many life lessons. She taught me

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Speaker 1: how to sink or swim. She taught me how to

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Speaker 1: fucking pick up choreography like no others. Taught me how

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Speaker 1: But yeah, miss Abby Lee, that girl. I text her honestly,

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Speaker 1: I I don't know, I think, I just I will

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Speaker 1: people that were there for me when no one else was,

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Speaker 1: her fairshop of not doing that, but she has had

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Speaker 1: know I Ever since I left Dance Moms, I've grown

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Speaker 1: a big, big, big love for her. On Dance Songs,

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Speaker 1: I was fucking terrified of her, obviously all of us were.

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Speaker 1: for saying jo joo, Have you learn nothing? Because no, oh,

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Speaker 1: I fucking haven't, and I plan not to thank you

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Speaker 1: very much. Clearly, me learning nothing is doing me wonders. Ah. Anyways,

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Speaker 1: that was a lot of fun. Rants I think without

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Speaker 1: a doubt you can tell by this I love, I

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Speaker 1: just love, and I love my people, and I care

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Speaker 1: people that are my golden people. And these people are

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Speaker 1: my golden people. I say, there's a difference in like

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Speaker 1: if I said I'm in trouble, they would say where

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Speaker 1: you would help me? And then would you hang up?

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Speaker 1: And would you call my mom? And if you wouldn't,

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Speaker 1: you're a best friend. And if you would, you are

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Speaker 1: one of my golden people. Because people know me, they

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Speaker 1: know my mom, and they know that she would need

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Speaker 1: to know if something was going wrong in my life,

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Speaker 1: and so all of these people are people. Even Abby

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Speaker 1: the other day text her at two in the morning

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Speaker 1: And I was like, oh my god, I'm so sorry.

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Speaker 1: some some somehow it was like different times ones like that,

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Speaker 1: I didn't resistiarly for you. But why are you awaking?

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Speaker 1: She was like, well, when you text, of course I'm

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Speaker 1: called Abby, I know if I called Flippo. I know

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Speaker 1: if I called Tie and I obviously I can't call

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Speaker 1: Freddy Mercury, but I know if I called those four

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Speaker 1: would have. There's fucking love all these people. I love

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Speaker 1: all my people. There's a lot of people that I

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Speaker 1: didn't mention in this video, but we're not doing the

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Speaker 1: that y'all would want to hear, and I figured these

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Speaker 1: were these are a good top five. So you know,

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Speaker 1: I love y'all. Thank you for listening. Remember huggy people

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Speaker 1: mess up, fix your mess ups, don't do anything stupid.

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