Speaker 1: Hello, Hi, Hi?
Speaker 2: Is this.
Speaker 1: What's going on?
Speaker 2: Nothing much it's going on with you? How are you? Geck?
Speaker 1: I'm doing good. I just ate a lot of.
Speaker 2: Skittles, you know, I just ate a lot, period, So
Speaker 2: it's pretty doing pretty well in life.
Speaker 1: I think, Uh, gigiu, how can I get you today?
Speaker 1: Is there anything in particularly called in to talk about?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean this is something I haven't really told
Speaker 2: anyone before because it's kind of like silly. But last year,
Speaker 2: like right when all the lockdowns were being lifted and stuff,
Speaker 2: I was coming like I was in the middle of
Speaker 2: like a really bad depression, and so I decided to
Speaker 2: go towards like my faith because I was raised Catholic.
Speaker 2: Decided to go to a Bible study. And I went
Speaker 2: to like three little sessions of Bible study or whatever,
Speaker 2: and in those like three hours, they they convinced me
Speaker 2: that the Bible was real and that the revelation was
Speaker 2: coming in like twenty years, which, if you don't know,
Speaker 2: the revelation is like the end of the entire world.
Speaker 2: So like the last time I went to the Bible study,
Speaker 2: they told me that, and I was like, just to
Speaker 2: make sure you guys are telling me that we're all
Speaker 2: going to die in like forty years. And they were like, yeah,
Speaker 2: but it's a good thing, don't worry. And I was like, okay, great,
Speaker 2: I kind of ever come back here again. And since
Speaker 2: that day, I've had like super, super bad anxiety about
Speaker 2: just the world ending. Like I can't watch End of
Speaker 2: the World movies anymore, like twenty like movies like twenty
Speaker 2: twelve or whatever. I watch Eternals and like the last
Speaker 2: scene of that is the earth like about to impode
Speaker 2: or whatever, And I like almost had to walk out
Speaker 2: of that. I can't sleep at night without I usually
Speaker 2: have your podcast on at night in order for me
Speaker 2: to sleep. Actually, but yeah, it's been wild.
Speaker 1: Now I really want to know what is it? And
Speaker 1: you said that you haven't really been all that religious,
Speaker 1: but you wanted to kind of get back in touch
Speaker 1: with it. Correct. Yeah, And when you were younger, like whatever,
Speaker 1: middle school age or just just just growing up in
Speaker 1: your faith, did they talk about revelations? Do they talk
Speaker 1: about the end of the world to you?
Speaker 2: No, it was mostly just like learning my prayers and
Speaker 2: going to church. But I never really listened in church,
Speaker 2: you know, I just it was a thing I had to.
Speaker 3: Go to.
Speaker 1: What is it that convinced you in these three sessions
Speaker 1: that the world was going to end?
Speaker 2: Well, it was they they used the first couple of
Speaker 2: sessions to just prove that everything in the Bible was real.
Speaker 2: Because at first I was a skeptic. I was like,
Speaker 2: you know, there's no way, but they showed me, like,
Speaker 2: and I don't want to say I'm going to be
Speaker 2: using confident words, like like they told me that it
Speaker 2: was real. They showed me evidence and stuff, but I,
Speaker 2: you know, I don't know if I should believe it
Speaker 2: or not, but like they just showed me want Yeah,
Speaker 2: they just showed me like specific lines and stuff in
Speaker 2: the Bible and then like outside resources that that proved
Speaker 2: that that line was correct. And then they showed me
Speaker 2: like quite a few things that people at the time
Speaker 2: shouldn't have known that managed to get in the Bible.
Speaker 2: So that was like evidence enough for me to be like,
Speaker 2: oh shit, like they know this when they shouldn't have
Speaker 2: and it's written in the Bible, so like it probably
Speaker 2: is correct.
Speaker 1: And then at the end of it, like can I
Speaker 1: hear like one example of something that was in the
Speaker 1: Bible that they showed you an outside resource of that
Speaker 1: turned out that convinced you that that thing was true.
Speaker 2: The one that I remember, they showed me like three
Speaker 2: or four, and the one that I remember is that
Speaker 2: in the Bible, it's I don't know the verses or
Speaker 2: anything anymore, but they said it's written in the Bible
Speaker 2: that the Earth is hanging like in empty space, and
Speaker 2: that the Earth is not the middle of the of
Speaker 2: the universe. And at the time that the Bible was written,
Speaker 2: everyone believed that the Earth was the middle of the universe,
Speaker 2: you know, like they didn't believe that everything rotated around
Speaker 2: the sun, right, So that was that was one thing,
Speaker 2: and then I don't really remember the rest.
Speaker 1: Okay, all right, So they're showing you evidence that things
Speaker 1: in the Bible are correct, and it's causing you to
Speaker 1: believe that the world will end. So, all right, according
Speaker 1: to revelations, when's the world's supposed to end?
Speaker 2: They didn't They don't have an exact timeline. They just
Speaker 2: stood within my lifetime and I'm like, twenty one right.
Speaker 1: Now, within your lifetime, world is going to end. Okay.
Speaker 1: First of all, oh, no, go ahead, I want to
Speaker 1: hear what you have to say.
Speaker 2: Another thing that they mentioned was in the Bible it's
Speaker 2: written about like a female god that was coming, like
Speaker 2: when when the Revelation is about to come, there will
Speaker 2: be a female god like revealed to the to the world.
Speaker 2: And there are hints and clues of her in the Bible,
Speaker 2: but people won't really put it together until the revelation
Speaker 2: is happening. And so apparently more and more people are
Speaker 2: learning about her, and so like that's a clue that
Speaker 2: the revelation is happening soon.
Speaker 1: So like, if Beyonce does the Super Bowl halftime show
Speaker 1: and she absolutely kills it, that means we're all going
Speaker 1: to die.
Speaker 2: Yeah, she's God.
Speaker 1: All right, I want to say this. Okay, here's all
Speaker 1: I have. And this is first of all, this is
Speaker 1: something I've always thought, which is that if I'm going
Speaker 1: to die, which and it's not even if I'm gonna die,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna die. You're gonna die. Everyone listening this is
Speaker 1: going to die. I feel like the best wouldn't it
Speaker 1: wouldn't you want to die in an apocalypse? I would
Speaker 1: rather die Like, here's like the best you could possibly
Speaker 1: the best move. And it's said in your lifetime. Let's
Speaker 1: say you get to be like eighty years old and
Speaker 1: there's a world ending apocalypse and everything's gonna die. How
Speaker 1: awesome would that be? Wouldn't it?
Speaker 2: Really?
Speaker 1: Because almost because one hundred percent of everyone dies alone,
Speaker 1: really at the end of the day, unless if like
Speaker 1: you and your you know, husband or wife, like both
Speaker 1: die right at the exact same moment of cancer or
Speaker 1: something which you know I'm sure has happened once or twice,
Speaker 1: or you both get like like you die alone ultimately,
Speaker 1: But wouldn't it be kind of nice to die like
Speaker 1: with everyone else? Wouldn't there be some camaraderie in there.
Speaker 1: Wouldn't the all the like, all the fuck like everything
Speaker 1: would just go away, all the wars would be like, ah,
Speaker 1: fuck it, we're gonna be dying anyway, all the little
Speaker 1: conflicts it. But actually, like I really do imagine in
Speaker 1: a pot and I know this maybe isn't the case
Speaker 1: because we've had minor apocalypses and they have not been
Speaker 1: moments of unity as as I've I'm hip picture picturing
Speaker 1: in my head to me, an apocalypse, look would be
Speaker 1: a moment of unity would be everyone being like, all right,
Speaker 1: none of this are I'm sorry, I'm fighting with you.
Speaker 1: Fuck it, Let's all hold hands and dance and just die,
Speaker 1: just die because none of this nothing would matter. All
Speaker 1: the petty shit would just stop mattering, and you get
Speaker 1: to die with other people. It's kind of nice because
Speaker 1: I mean, look, let's say there's no apocalypse. You just
Speaker 1: die alone in some hospital if you're lucky. Some people
Speaker 1: they die on the street. Some people they die in
Speaker 1: the middle of the ocean. So first of all, that's
Speaker 1: the reason number one why an apocalypse wouldn't be that bad.
Speaker 1: It actually be kind of nice. It'd be nice to
Speaker 1: die with other people. Second thing, what scares you about
Speaker 1: the apocalypse, like, tell me more about this fear that
Speaker 1: you have.
Speaker 2: Well, something that they really pushed was like telling more
Speaker 2: people you know about it because apparently if they didn't
Speaker 2: know about it and if they didn't take the right steps,
Speaker 2: you know, it's the revelation. So some people are going
Speaker 2: to die and they're going to go up to heaven
Speaker 2: and then the rest of the people are gonna stay.
Speaker 2: So Earth is going to become like hell on Earth
Speaker 2: and people are going to stay there and it's going
Speaker 2: to be hell. So what really made me nervous was that,
Speaker 2: like I really was worried about like my family because
Speaker 2: it's not something that we really talk about at all.
Speaker 2: And I was like, oh, my little sisters like going
Speaker 2: to hell for not knowing this, Like I don't know.
Speaker 2: It was like a panic thing. I don't want to
Speaker 2: die yet. I don't want to die right now.
Speaker 1: Well, well listen, you're not going to die right Oh
Speaker 1: you're gonna die, but you're not gonna die right now.
Speaker 1: Actually I don't Actually I don't know, an I don't
Speaker 1: want to guarantee anything, but this sounds like that kind
Speaker 1: of you know, that kind of thing where like isn't
Speaker 1: this kind of the missionary everything where they're like, oh no,
Speaker 1: these poor people they if they haven't heard the word
Speaker 1: of the Lord, and if they die without their sins
Speaker 1: being cleansed and accepting Jesus Christ, they go to hell.
Speaker 1: Is it like that kind of thing?
Speaker 2: I think?
Speaker 3: So.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 2: The girls that were in charge of the study group
Speaker 2: were like from a different they were both from two
Speaker 2: different countries, and they've come to my city. I mean,
Speaker 2: so I'm I'm scared to not just in case it
Speaker 2: is there, and like if I don't believe in heaven,
Speaker 2: like I'm not going to go, but then I'm scared
Speaker 2: to believe that there is because I don't, you know,
Speaker 2: I don't know the rules they get to heaven like,
Speaker 2: and I don't. I'm scared of well, I would be
Speaker 2: scared of hell. So I'm mostly just scared of not
Speaker 2: believing and they're actually being a God, and then I
Speaker 2: have to face the I didn't believe in him the
Speaker 2: whole time.
Speaker 1: See, it's I forget. It's somebody. I forget who said this.
Speaker 1: Maybe it was Marcus Aurelius. And I'm gonna completely butcher this,
Speaker 1: but I remember here, I remember heard some quote. Can
Speaker 1: I read you this quote?
Speaker 3: The quote?
Speaker 1: Maybe maybe it will make you feel better. It's a
Speaker 1: quote I like. It's sort of a religious thing, Marcus Aurelius.
Speaker 1: He says, live a good life. If there are gods
Speaker 1: and they are just, then they will not care how
Speaker 1: devout you have been, but will welcome you based solely
Speaker 1: on the virtues you have lived by. If there are
Speaker 1: gods but unjust, then you should not want to worship
Speaker 1: them anyway. If there are no gods, then you will
Speaker 1: be gone, but will have lived a noble life that
Speaker 1: will live on in the memories of your loved ones.
Speaker 1: What he's saying is basically, just go out and try
Speaker 1: the best you can to be you know, uh, just
Speaker 1: try the best you can in life, to to to
Speaker 1: be good, to do whatever it is you're doing. Because
Speaker 1: here's the thing. If there is a god and he's
Speaker 1: a good guy, then he won't really care how devout
Speaker 1: you've been to him. All he really care about is
Speaker 1: that you tried to live a good life. And if
Speaker 1: there is a god, and he does he cares a
Speaker 1: lot about whether or not you were devout to him,
Speaker 1: well he's well, then he's kind of a dick because
Speaker 1: why is he cares so much that you're obsessed with him?
Speaker 3: You know?
Speaker 1: I mean, and if he's kind of a dick, then
Speaker 1: you shouldn't like him anyway because he's a dick. And
Speaker 1: then if there's no God, well then okay, you lived
Speaker 1: a life, you tried your best, you know, so while
Speaker 1: what's what's what's the problem with that?
Speaker 2: That is a very nice quote. I really like that.
Speaker 2: Gig Well, one of the things that has helped me
Speaker 2: because it used to be really bad, but I've started
Speaker 2: thinking to myself, like every day, I'm like I can
Speaker 2: literally die in a car crash on my way to
Speaker 2: cross today, Like so it doesn't really matter.
Speaker 1: You know, you know that's a legitimate thought that you're
Speaker 1: having right now. You could And when you say it
Speaker 1: doesn't really matter, what that means to me. The idea
Speaker 1: of nothing mattering is that I get to choose what
Speaker 1: matters because nothing inherently matters. So I am bestowed with
Speaker 1: the freedom to decide what matters, and if I want to,
Speaker 1: I can fall into traps, not if I want to,
Speaker 1: but I fall into traps sometimes of feeling like certain
Speaker 1: things matter that maybe don't matter that much when I
Speaker 1: think about the fact that I could die in a
Speaker 1: car crash at any moment and neglect the things that
Speaker 1: actually do matter with the knowledge that I could die
Speaker 1: in a car crash at any moment. So I don't
Speaker 1: look at the nothing mattering as something bad. I look
Speaker 1: at it as a a a opportunity to reprioritize. Do
Speaker 1: you look at it as something bad?
Speaker 2: No, I just look at it as in, like fuck it.
Speaker 2: Very I come from a very strict household, so recently
Speaker 2: I've like been having a lot of freedom and I've
Speaker 2: been allowed basically to just be like fuck it with
Speaker 2: a lot of things, and I've done stuff that I
Speaker 2: never thought I would do. Before. So it's pretty cool.
Speaker 1: That's awesome. I want to get back to your central
Speaker 1: issue before we move on, because there's a lot here.
Speaker 1: So you said that, how long ago did you go
Speaker 1: to this Bible thing?
Speaker 2: I think like last January, like January twenty.
Speaker 1: Twenty, June twenty twenty. Okay, so this has been giving
Speaker 1: you anxiety for a long time, for like over two years.
Speaker 2: Yeah, no way, think about it. I mean it's gotten better,
Speaker 2: but just some habits that I've that I've you know,
Speaker 2: like I haven't been able to sleep in silence since
Speaker 2: But I don't think that's like anything too bad.
Speaker 1: You haven't been able to sleep in silence?
Speaker 2: Oh like you mean you put Yeah, I've just been
Speaker 2: something on in the background.
Speaker 1: Okay. Well, I'm honored to sometimes be the thing preventing
Speaker 1: you from thinking about your own death, except this call.
Speaker 1: This call could be like, there could be somebody like
Speaker 1: you who puts on this podcast to sleep at night
Speaker 1: and not think about their own death, and this call
Speaker 1: is now ruining that for them. But maybe that's maybe
Speaker 1: it needs to be ruined, Maybe it needs to be real.
Speaker 2: Just think about it. You could die like when you sleep.
Speaker 2: So it's fine, g.
Speaker 1: I I I'll let Marcus Aurelius. I'm such a douchebag.
Speaker 1: I'll let Marcus Aurelius speak for me. I'm such a douchebag.
Speaker 1: I'll let Marcus aurelia speak for me. And I'll i'll, i'll, i'll,
Speaker 1: I'll say to just do your best, to live a
Speaker 1: good life, and God won't really care. And if he does,
Speaker 1: then you know, fuck him.
Speaker 2: Thank you guy, that's helped a lot.
Speaker 1: Anything else you want to of course, I appreciate you.
Speaker 1: Uh sleeping to my voice that sounded creepy? Is there
Speaker 1: anything else you want to say to the people of
Speaker 1: the computer before we go?
Speaker 2: You were my number one podcast in my Spotify rapp.
Speaker 1: I saw the Spotify. I've been getting a lot of
Speaker 1: Spotify wrapped love lately. I don't know when this call
Speaker 1: is going to go on the podcast, But whoever you are,
Speaker 1: if you are listening on the Spotify, I appreciate or
Speaker 1: if wherever you're listening, I appreciate you.
Speaker 2: All Right, Well, thank you, Greg, have a good.
Speaker 1: Night, you too, Gigi. I said you two really weirdly
Speaker 1: just now forever.
Speaker 5: Hello, Hello, Hi, Hi this Lyle, Yes Francis, Yes, this
Speaker 5: is Pross what's going on with your Francis.
Speaker 4: Well, I mean, if I was just to get right
Speaker 4: into it, I just had some stuff to get off
Speaker 4: my chest because I can't really talk about this stuff
Speaker 4: any of my friends or family or anybody really, and
Speaker 4: I've been struggling with kind of like a do I
Speaker 4: or don't I kind of thing.
Speaker 5: Okay, we're going on.
Speaker 4: Uh, basically, I have like a crush on my girlfriend's mom,
Speaker 4: and I don't know, said I just get into it.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, please get into it.
Speaker 3: Okay.
Speaker 4: Well, so there will be times where you know, I'll
Speaker 4: go drinking over at my girlfriend's mom house has a
Speaker 4: big backyard, I'll uh, sorry work, I'll uh, I'll get
Speaker 4: into it and uh we'll start drinking and then everyone
Speaker 4: else pass out and then like so when the whole
Speaker 4: family is sleeping, it's like a smaller family. Then it's
Speaker 4: just being hurt and we I feel like we've built
Speaker 4: a pretty emotional connection and the physical one basically, So
Speaker 4: I'll start partying with her and like we'll drink like
Speaker 4: two bottles apart liquor together, and like sometimes we start
Speaker 4: smoking weed or whatever. And She's had a lot of
Speaker 4: really emotional conversations to me where she's crying or like
Speaker 4: I even cry about talking about some stuff. And then
Speaker 4: after that, the very first time this happened, we were
Speaker 4: hanging out, everyone was sleeping in there. All of a
Speaker 4: sudden it started getting like like this like tension in
Speaker 4: the air, you know, and it's I got to go
Speaker 4: to the point where she was like, oh, you know,
Speaker 4: come with me to the bedroom, like help me on
Speaker 4: the bed, because she has me problems. And this this
Speaker 4: is the first time, so I wasn't really sure what
Speaker 4: to expect, but I was getting my hopes up. I'm
Speaker 4: not gonna lie, so get her in the bed.
Speaker 3: And then she's like.
Speaker 4: Here, lay down with me. I'm like, okay, I lay there.
Speaker 4: I feel like I feel like when you bring a
Speaker 4: girl over for the first time and she's just sitting
Speaker 4: awkwardly on the bed or whatever. And then so then
Speaker 4: she was like, oh, hold my hand. I was like
Speaker 4: all right, and then like I feel all this stuff,
Speaker 4: and then she starts to roll over and I'm like,
Speaker 4: oh shit. But then at the exact moment, I kind
Speaker 4: of freak out and uh, like I was just in
Speaker 4: the bed and then my girl walked in like she
Speaker 4: just woke up and she was like, yo, like what's
Speaker 4: going on here? Like, oh, I was just helping her up.
Speaker 4: She's like, well, why are you in the bed? I
Speaker 4: was like, cause it's comfany. She's like, yeah, that bed
Speaker 4: is comfany. All right, Well I'm ready to go home.
Speaker 4: So we ended up going home, and this probably happened
Speaker 4: about two or three times, and then all the very
Speaker 4: last time, like another time, like we were I was
Speaker 4: getting the bomb for her, which she hides, and when
Speaker 4: she when she like she kind of did this thing
Speaker 4: where like she leaned over like stuck her like butt out.
Speaker 4: She's and just nothing but a nightgown, and I kind
Speaker 4: of like, I'm like, I don't know because there's so
Speaker 4: much like tension. Like I kind of like like start
Speaker 4: to feel her like tips and stuff, and she lets
Speaker 4: out like a kind of like a m and.
Speaker 1: You saw the mom was sticking her butt out and
Speaker 1: you started to like touch her.
Speaker 4: Yeah yeah I did. Yeah, And it's not like the
Speaker 4: first time like I've I've been like it's always like
Speaker 4: kind of like just teazing. It's not like you're actually
Speaker 4: gonna see you anything, So like I just like kind
Speaker 4: of like I was kind of like moved because it
Speaker 4: was a small closet space, so I was like trying
Speaker 4: to get her to like kind of like you know
Speaker 4: when you hold someone so you can get get around.
Speaker 3: Him kind of.
Speaker 4: So like I guess I played it off like that, but.
Speaker 1: So was like that it was your like when you
Speaker 1: grab someone kids to like move, you were but it
Speaker 1: was that was a guy's for just touching her.
Speaker 4: I guess, yeah, but I think she was. She knew
Speaker 4: what she was doing too. And then when I when
Speaker 4: I grabbed the hiss to move, she kind of like
Speaker 4: I don't know, let out like a little voisish kind
Speaker 4: of like a kay, and then like but but I
Speaker 4: never The thing is, this is the problem is like
Speaker 4: I love my girlfriend, and I just I wouldn't do anything,
Speaker 4: like I didn't want to do anything with it, but
Speaker 4: then part of me really wants to. So it's like,
Speaker 4: do I really love my girlfriend if like I'm having
Speaker 4: these kind of feelings for you know, her mom, and
Speaker 4: like if if this was to happen, then you know
Speaker 4: she's even hate her mom. Then her mom just like
Speaker 4: loves her daughter. She would never like she wouldn't be
Speaker 4: able of a good relationship with them, and that would
Speaker 4: like kill her on the inside because I know her
Speaker 4: pretty well and I don't want to like break up
Speaker 4: a family. And this isn't my first time like doing
Speaker 4: something like this, to where I break a family up
Speaker 4: over something stupid or.
Speaker 1: Like you've done you know you've done this before.
Speaker 4: Well not exactly the same thing. But so I was
Speaker 4: dating this girl and her brother had a girlfriend, and
Speaker 4: I cheated on my the girlfriend at the time, with
Speaker 4: her brother's girlfriend. So at that point, you know, he
Speaker 4: broke up with her, she broke up with me, and
Speaker 4: I guess the family didn't really break up, but it
Speaker 4: did kind of like fuck up a relationships, like the
Speaker 4: family that they built around. There were there's kind of
Speaker 4: me and then that girl, you know, but never like
Speaker 4: with the mom. Like I've always had feelings for the
Speaker 4: mom in some kind of way, but then recently it's
Speaker 4: just been like growing and growing and then just just
Speaker 4: a couple just last week, we drank like two balls
Speaker 4: of alcohol and started talking and then I think it
Speaker 4: was a little blurry that like I actually, like not
Speaker 4: on the lips, but like I kissed her but I
Speaker 4: don't know where. But man, I just like, do I
Speaker 4: stop when when my girlfall's asleep and the family falls asleep,
Speaker 4: should I just like go home because that's the moment.
Speaker 4: Like her mom will never like really drink drink, but
Speaker 4: the moment everyone's asleep, she'll be like, hey, let's take
Speaker 4: some shots. So like, okay, so we'll just start doing that.
Speaker 4: We'll literally just sit in the kitchen and talk while
Speaker 4: taking shots to alcohol till it's gone. So it's like
Speaker 4: everything's gone. That's crazy to me because she never really
Speaker 4: drinks like that with her daughters. It's only me, and
Speaker 4: then like her daughters are like, make a joke, Oh,
Speaker 4: it's your drink somebody. And at one point she even
Speaker 4: told her daughter like, well, I think you're getting jealous,
Speaker 4: and then she thought that was funny.
Speaker 1: You know wait, she told wait, so that your girlfriend's
Speaker 1: mom told your girlfriend, but your girlfriend's getting jealous of her, yeah.
Speaker 4: About our relationship, And she thought that was funny. And
Speaker 4: I just I just I just don't know what I'm doing.
Speaker 1: Yeah for incis. Okay, let's let's start here, all right.
Speaker 1: So you say you love your.
Speaker 3: Girlfriends, yeah, very much.
Speaker 1: Okay, Hallane has been together.
Speaker 4: About ten years.
Speaker 1: It's over for ten years.
Speaker 3: Okay, yeah, we're done married.
Speaker 1: But well, wait a minute. So you guys have been
Speaker 1: together for ten years, and I assume you have known
Speaker 1: her mom for a very long time.
Speaker 4: I have, but it's just recently that these uh, I
Speaker 4: guess it's kind of always been there, but recently.
Speaker 1: Do I why why do you think this has happened recently?
Speaker 4: Well, because it's just been building up over time. It's
Speaker 4: not like I see them all the time, but then
Speaker 4: recently it's like it kind of has this build up
Speaker 4: of like, oh do or don't? You know, Like like
Speaker 4: I feel like I always thought that there was something there,
Speaker 4: but now I know, I know for sure.
Speaker 3: There is something there.
Speaker 4: So I think, okay, because we both know now, it's
Speaker 4: like it's out in the open, at least for us.
Speaker 3: So it's kind of like, you know, yeah.
Speaker 1: So Francis, here's a couple. Here's a couple of things.
Speaker 1: I think you being attracted to your girlfriend's mom, You
Speaker 1: having feelings for your girlfriend's mom. Feelings and attractions I
Speaker 1: think are things that you don't control, right, so you
Speaker 1: know you don't have to, you know, hate yourself for
Speaker 1: feeling attracted to her or feeling feelings for her. But
Speaker 1: what you decide whether or not you decide to act
Speaker 1: on those feelings. Is one hundred percent in your control?
Speaker 1: Do you agree with you?
Speaker 3: H yeah?
Speaker 4: And I think that's kind of why I have this conflict,
Speaker 4: is like should I shouldn't I because you know, this
Speaker 4: should kind of get excite me. But at the same time,
Speaker 4: I'm like, you know, maybe next time, like when everyone
Speaker 4: falls asleep, I'll just be like, oh, let's get an uber,
Speaker 4: let's go home, like immediately, like don't even like just
Speaker 4: try to limit I think just talking about this with you,
Speaker 4: just thinking about it is kind of like helping me.
Speaker 4: I don't know, see myself, because I don't talk about
Speaker 4: this with anybody, So it's just helping me, like talk
Speaker 4: out loud, and maybe maybe I just don't let don't
Speaker 4: let that happen, you know.
Speaker 1: Okay, what are you thinking about as your when you're
Speaker 1: talking about this out loud? And you say you're thinking
Speaker 1: about it differently? Now, what are you thinking about as
Speaker 1: you're talking about this out loud?
Speaker 4: I guess it's just not worth it to me to
Speaker 4: lose my girl and to break up a whole family.
Speaker 4: And knowing that this is an ongoing problem with me
Speaker 4: as far as you know, get with other people's girlfriends
Speaker 4: or doing things I'm supposed like relationship taboosh, maybe that's
Speaker 4: kind of just the like a weird thing I have
Speaker 4: where I just want to like, I don't know, I'm
Speaker 4: starting to think of it as like maybe that's what
Speaker 4: excites me, like like, I guess it's not like a kink,
Speaker 4: but you don't try to say it.
Speaker 1: And maybe that's sure. You're you're excited by how taboo
Speaker 1: it is and how wrong it is, and you know,
Speaker 1: I mean that makes sense, right, But again, whether or
Speaker 1: not you choose to to succumb to that feeling is
Speaker 1: up to you. That's in your control. Yeah, And so
Speaker 1: I think if I were you, I would first first
Speaker 1: of all, masturbate furiously, just masturbate like mastermate, like ten
Speaker 1: times master been ten times in a row, okay. And
Speaker 1: then after you've done that, after you've done that, take
Speaker 1: a second here and really look, I don't think you're
Speaker 1: a dumb dude, you know, take a really think about
Speaker 1: the pros and cons of following these feelings. And I
Speaker 1: think after doing that, in as logical and non emotional
Speaker 1: of a mindset as you have available to you, you
Speaker 1: will come to whatever is the correct decision for you.
Speaker 1: Does that make sense?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I maturation parts kind of extreme, But as far
Speaker 4: as trying to take the emotion out of it, I
Speaker 4: can get that, you know, Like, well, the other thing
Speaker 4: is like, oh, worried about It's like, do I really
Speaker 4: like you said, it's not it's not in my control.
Speaker 4: Like I can still love my girlfriend and be attructed
Speaker 4: with my girlfriend and like, you know, not not feel bad.
Speaker 4: You know, like you said, all right, man, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 1: Well look you don't do that, just just just all
Speaker 1: you got to do is like, look, man, just don't
Speaker 1: don't I like, yes, I did mean what I said
Speaker 1: when I was like, you don't have to you know't
Speaker 1: you shouldn't feel ashamed of feelings or attractions. But again,
Speaker 1: it's about it's about what you decided to do with
Speaker 1: them moving forward. Yeah, we both dude, I I don't.
Speaker 1: I try to remain neutral in situations, but we both
Speaker 1: know you can't be fucking your girlfriend's mom. I don't
Speaker 1: have to say that.
Speaker 5: Oh yeah.
Speaker 4: Part of me is like if I was to like
Speaker 4: break up on my girl and try to go after
Speaker 4: but still that would break the family up.
Speaker 1: And can I tell you? Can I tell you yeah,
Speaker 1: I think you would feel really stupid if you did that.
Speaker 1: I think I think if you think if you broke
Speaker 1: up with your girlfriend to try to have five seconds
Speaker 1: with them mount, I think you would. I'm telling you that.
Speaker 1: I just think you would feel really stupid. I think
Speaker 1: you would feel so stupid. I try to what you
Speaker 1: don't want to. You would feel really stupid if you
Speaker 1: did that.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you're right.
Speaker 4: Yeah, so I'm just it's gonna not do it.
Speaker 6: But I don't even want to, like.
Speaker 4: Have the because if I start drinking and I let
Speaker 4: alcohol kind of make the decisions for me quote unquote
Speaker 4: make it compared, then I would.
Speaker 1: Do one of the things that I I when you
Speaker 1: say alcohol make the decisions for you, and like whatever.
Speaker 1: I'm not a heavy drink or anything, but I always
Speaker 1: hate when people are like, oh I did it because
Speaker 1: I was high, because I was drunk. It's like you're
Speaker 1: still you.
Speaker 4: Know, Yeah, yeah that's true. But anyway, but but part
Speaker 4: part of me is like if it kind of gets
Speaker 4: through of that, I don't give fuck like kind of
Speaker 4: makes me do that, you.
Speaker 3: Know, but yeah, I gotta.
Speaker 4: You know, you're right, like this is a don't think
Speaker 4: I'm gonna drink.
Speaker 3: Oh.
Speaker 1: Here's the thing, man, is if is if, and this
Speaker 1: is the thing of relationships in general, is if you're
Speaker 1: making a commitment to someone. If you're making a commitment
Speaker 1: to someone, you're like, what's the point of even doing
Speaker 1: what's the point of even being in that kind of
Speaker 1: a relationship if you're not going to fully dive into
Speaker 1: the commitments? You know, like, what do you do?
Speaker 6: That's what I was thinking, is like, maybe it's deeper
Speaker 6: than just you know this thing I have, Maybe like
Speaker 6: it is like a kind of a like a says
Speaker 6: some think about our relationship that would even consider it,
Speaker 6: you know that trouble by the way.
Speaker 4: Mmm, no, but I was even thinking about saying one.
Speaker 4: Just I told my birl too, like, h.
Speaker 6: Probably gonna see therapist. I want her to go not
Speaker 6: with me, but to one too. But yeah, I gotta
Speaker 6: I gotta figure that out.
Speaker 3: Okay, I think it would be beneficial.
Speaker 1: Francis, go jack off ten times. That part's non negotiably.
Speaker 1: That's actually I actually have to do that by calling
Speaker 1: into the stream. All right, you're actually legally obligated your
Speaker 1: jack off ten times, all right, and then go think
Speaker 1: about what's important to you in life and think about
Speaker 1: how you can act in certain ways that uh serve
Speaker 1: those things that are important to you.
Speaker 6: All right, cool man, thanks for the help.
Speaker 3: Uh.
Speaker 4: I know, I know I can't say this and you
Speaker 4: can do what you will with but I would appreciate
Speaker 4: if you didn't clip it. But if you did, I
Speaker 4: don't think I could blame you, you.
Speaker 6: Know, so I appreciate it, like clip.
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, but I mean, you know this is your stream,
Speaker 4: so do it with that well as you please, but
Speaker 4: you listen to put that out there anyways.
Speaker 3: I appreciate that.
Speaker 1: I won't. I won't clip it and put it on TikTok.
Speaker 4: Oh, dude, you're a real one, bro.
Speaker 3: Thank you of co.
Speaker 1: All right man, anything else you want to say to
Speaker 1: the people the computer before we go?
Speaker 4: Francis, good therapy, masturbate and lile forever.
Speaker 1: I like all those things. Thanks Francis, thank you. I
Speaker 1: am not putting. I won't make a clip and put
Speaker 1: it on TikTok, but this is totally going in the podcast.
Speaker 1: I don't know if I have anything else to say
Speaker 1: about Francis. I really do wonder when an actual there
Speaker 1: are so many calls I get here. Well, I really
Speaker 1: wonder what an actual therapist would say if you're a
Speaker 1: real therapist out there and you have a comment, you
Speaker 1: have you have, you have thoughts about that whole I
Speaker 1: like that as a subject, the whole thing of UH.
Speaker 1: You can't control your attractions and your feelings, but you
Speaker 1: can't control your actions. I wonder, like what actual philosophers
Speaker 1: and therapists have to say about that shit. But I
Speaker 1: hope that Francis makes UH, you know, an informed decision
Speaker 1: about how to maneuver this situation. And the best way
Speaker 1: to make informed decisions is too it's to jack off
Speaker 1: ten times.
Speaker 3: Hello.
Speaker 1: Hello, is this Lewis? Yes, what's going on? Lewis?
Speaker 3: I'm super fucking nervous because this is my first time
Speaker 3: like watching your stream, and I just decided maybe I
Speaker 3: should call in and yeah, I'm now I'm on the phone.
Speaker 1: This is the first time ever watching the stream. Have
Speaker 1: you like listened to anything else or is this your
Speaker 1: first encounter with UH?
Speaker 3: No? I like, I like, I don't know, Like three
Speaker 3: weeks ago, I like discovered your I think it was
Speaker 3: from install YouTube shorts, and then I like discovered your channel,
Speaker 3: and then I discovered your stream and.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so Lewis says, you're calling us from Germany. Yes,
Speaker 1: what is going on over there?
Speaker 3: It's in the middle of the night. It's like, let
Speaker 3: me see it. I think it's four am? Yeah almost?
Speaker 1: Wow? What are you doing up so late?
Speaker 3: I'm extremely sleep deprived and I go to university regularly,
Speaker 3: but today I like being sleep and now I wanted
Speaker 3: to go to bed early. But then I saw like
Speaker 3: you had a stree today and yeah, so I stayed
Speaker 3: up a little bit longer.
Speaker 1: Well, thanks, Slash, I'm sorry for for staying up so
Speaker 1: late to catch this.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean it's that's would be my full thing.
Speaker 1: What city in Germany.
Speaker 3: Are you in? It's I don't know you you won't
Speaker 3: not it probably because it's like a little city. It's
Speaker 3: called Rostock in the northern of Germany.
Speaker 1: Rostock.
Speaker 3: Yes, okay, exactly.
Speaker 1: I went to Berlin four years ago. I'm going back
Speaker 1: next year. I liked it a lot. I ate a
Speaker 1: lot of kree worst and looked at stuff. Great. It
Speaker 1: was great.
Speaker 3: Because it was just like the best.
Speaker 1: It's really good, Lewis Lewis, what is is there anything
Speaker 1: in particular that you called in to talk about? It's
Speaker 1: if not, it's cool. We can keep talking about Curry worst.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't know. I just wanted to like call
Speaker 3: in and I have like a lot of stuff I
Speaker 3: can talk about. I just didn't have something specific, so
Speaker 3: I just said to the film manager, I like to
Speaker 3: have pont ofach maybe, but we can talk about everything
Speaker 3: if you want to.
Speaker 1: What would you in this moment? What would you most
Speaker 1: like to talk about?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm like, like I said, I'm really deprived right now.
Speaker 3: I can't really properly think, so I'm open for everything.
Speaker 1: Are you do you usually stay up this late.
Speaker 3: Sometimes? Yeah, but like not every day, Like nobody can
Speaker 3: handle that. I think you.
Speaker 1: Said, you're in university. What do you What do you study?
Speaker 3: I like recently moved to I don't know how it's
Speaker 3: called in English. We just said it how it's called
Speaker 3: in English. It's called.
Speaker 1: Like child education, child education. Okay, they have children in
Speaker 1: Germany in the shore need educations. You're studying child education?
Speaker 1: Do you want to be a teacher.
Speaker 3: Like something similar? Maybe like I want to do something
Speaker 3: with children. I would really love to, but not exactly
Speaker 3: a teacher. I actually, like a few days ago, I
Speaker 3: saw a video from you where you where you were
Speaker 3: talking like to a I think it was in Mexico,
Speaker 3: I think, or in some Spanish lands. We were talking
Speaker 3: to a guy and he said he was like like
Speaker 3: a child psychiatrist, and it really really really inspires me
Speaker 3: because I absolutely felt what he said.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yes, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I loved that interview.
Speaker 1: I love that guy. Yeah, totally know what you're talking about. Okay, great,
Speaker 1: I'm glad to hear that.
Speaker 3: Fucking fucking amazing and fucking sympathect.
Speaker 1: Fuck yeah fuck yeah. What is it that is interesting
Speaker 1: to you about teaching children or being a child psychologist?
Speaker 3: We had a lot of personal feelings involved with all
Speaker 3: of that, and just I think I can really like
Speaker 3: represent myself into them.
Speaker 1: It makes any sense, Yes, it does make sense. What
Speaker 1: are these personal feelings?
Speaker 3: Yeah, A lot of like fucking lot of anxiety on
Speaker 3: my personal life and like emotional like trauma stuff back
Speaker 3: in my childhood.
Speaker 1: And h m hmmm. Is and you don't have to
Speaker 1: talk about anything on here that you don't want to
Speaker 1: talk about.
Speaker 3: Of course, it's okay, Just like I talked a tongue
Speaker 3: about it.
Speaker 1: So I'm yeah, is there a particular issue or like
Speaker 1: kind of subject that you want to be able to
Speaker 1: give back about like it sounds as though you've been
Speaker 1: through some rough shit yourself as a child, and now
Speaker 1: that you're an adult, you want to go and help
Speaker 1: children who might have gone through something similar as you,
Speaker 1: which is an admirable thing to do. Is there a
Speaker 1: particular area of thing that you you want to help
Speaker 1: people with.
Speaker 3: I'm a thing mainly like mainly showing them that they
Speaker 3: can always open up emotionally. That is really important for
Speaker 3: me to show that children.
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm hm. When you were a child, did you
Speaker 1: not have anyone that you could open up to?
Speaker 3: And yet it's like it's a little bit complex, but
Speaker 3: I grew up in that mindset that I thought I
Speaker 3: had nobody yet mm hmmm hm m hm.
Speaker 1: How has that affected you, uh sort of in your
Speaker 1: life today.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Like I said, like I'm I'm I'm asking a
Speaker 3: lot like the guy like that was on the phone
Speaker 3: before me, I can really relate to him in many
Speaker 3: ways of you sorry, I just I just spoke German
Speaker 3: and sometimes that happened.
Speaker 1: Okay, we we we can always stand to learn a
Speaker 1: little bit of a new language.
Speaker 3: I can teach you some new German with if you
Speaker 3: want to, well, I.
Speaker 1: Don't want to interrupt you from what you were saying.
Speaker 1: You felt as though you were masking things.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, Like, like the thing is that if you
Speaker 3: experience some kind of I just say, trauma in your
Speaker 3: in your childhood, some kind of then you grow up
Speaker 3: in that mindset that you experience, and like what happens
Speaker 3: in your childhood is basically what it is through the life.
Speaker 3: You know. So, and I think, when something.
Speaker 1: Go ahead, what do you want to say?
Speaker 3: So? I think, like, when you experience something in early childhood,
Speaker 3: then especially then like you have extremely high risk of
Speaker 3: developing anxiety disorders and like personality disorders later in your
Speaker 3: adult life.
Speaker 1: So now he says, you're twenty one, Yes, do you
Speaker 1: feel as though do you feel a similar way that
Speaker 1: you felt as a child where you feel like you
Speaker 1: don't have people that you can open up to.
Speaker 3: It's got really better because I have loving friends and
Speaker 3: I'm really grateful for that. But recently I just experienced
Speaker 3: some kind of mini flashbacks the first time my entire life.
Speaker 3: And I didn't even know like I had something to
Speaker 3: flash back to, but apparently I did. And yeah, I
Speaker 3: lived a little bit through that, but I like I
Speaker 3: hear that's pretty well.
Speaker 1: I would say, do you want to tell us about
Speaker 1: this flashback?
Speaker 3: Not like I don't have a problem talking about it,
Speaker 3: but I just don't feel like in the mood right
Speaker 3: now to talk about extreme deep stuff. You know.
Speaker 1: Yeah, sure, no problem at all, No problem at all.
Speaker 1: I find it admirable that you want to go back
Speaker 1: and help people with the thing that you were struggling with.
Speaker 1: So I'm glad to hear that that you're doing that.
Speaker 1: I almost feel like it'll help you deal with those
Speaker 1: things as well.
Speaker 3: Yeah, obviously of course. Yeah, And like, sorry for my
Speaker 3: monotone voice all the time, but I'm really nervous safe
Speaker 3: to say, and this always gets monotone.
Speaker 1: Then No, you're doing great, man, don't be nervous at all.
Speaker 1: I'm excited to be talking to you. Okay, So you're
Speaker 1: going to school to do a to do a to
Speaker 1: do a therapy thing. That's good stuff. What else is
Speaker 1: going on with you in your life, Lewis. We've been
Speaker 1: talking about a bunch of depressing things, and I'm sure
Speaker 1: that that's not the extent of your life. You said
Speaker 1: you have great friends. What do you what do you
Speaker 1: do outside of school? Outside of you know, the monotony.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Like I am really really really into art and
Speaker 3: music and stuff like that. So that's why I related
Speaker 3: with the Mexican guy extremely because I think he said
Speaker 3: something similar if I remember correctly, that he was like
Speaker 3: a creative guy, but he works in this like having
Speaker 3: children's psychology psychology job. And I can really rate to
Speaker 3: that because I love making music myself.
Speaker 1: And what do you what do you make music about?
Speaker 3: Like I started with rap and lyrics stuff back in
Speaker 3: my puberty, I would say, and that's kind of transformative
Speaker 3: to like doing beats nowadays, and doing music on piano
Speaker 3: and like just just just everything related to music that
Speaker 3: comes into my mind.
Speaker 1: He said, you wrapped? What kinds of things did you
Speaker 1: wrap about?
Speaker 3: Yes, a little bit, dark stuff, A little bit. I
Speaker 3: don't know, just just what comes to my mind. It's
Speaker 3: not specific exactly. Mm hmm.
Speaker 1: Is wrap something that you still want to pursue? Is
Speaker 1: do you intend to do music while you're studying?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I like I would like to do it, Like
Speaker 3: to pursue this every time I have the chance to, Like,
Speaker 3: as long as my passion is there, I would love
Speaker 3: to hear m hm hm.
Speaker 1: Tell me more about these friends.
Speaker 3: Even now even even now during.
Speaker 1: O if is me no, go ahead, Like I just want.
Speaker 3: To say, like, even now during our cools, I have
Speaker 3: my loop station. I don't know if you know what
Speaker 3: that is. Yeah, I know the musical device. Okay, Like
Speaker 3: I have it right now here, and it's staying on
Speaker 3: repeat all the time. So during our call, this phase
Speaker 3: don't repeat like in the background.
Speaker 1: And yeah, wait, you're you're looping our call right now.
Speaker 3: No, no, no, I'm just looping like my own stuff
Speaker 3: before the call. But I forgot to turn it off
Speaker 3: and now I'm on the call and like this thing
Speaker 3: is repeating itself in the background.
Speaker 1: Ah. So you were up late at night making music.
Speaker 1: You you were one of those night owl musicians.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Is the even middle of the night an inspiring time
Speaker 1: for you? Do you get a lot of ideas?
Speaker 3: Absolutely? Yeah, m hmm.
Speaker 1: It's the last like epiphany type idea that came to
Speaker 1: you in the middle of the night.
Speaker 3: It's a good question, actually, Like do you mean like
Speaker 3: music related or just general.
Speaker 1: Just general?
Speaker 3: I don't know, Like I love to think, I love
Speaker 3: to do philosophy and everything, but I can't like exactly
Speaker 3: remember what the lasts breakthrough thought was in midnight.
Speaker 1: Do you have a personal philosophy?
Speaker 3: Yes, like it's it's really tied in with psychology in
Speaker 3: my case, Like I just I think everybody should be
Speaker 3: I don't know as a it's it's it's it's hard
Speaker 3: to explain. Like I said, I can't really concentrate it
Speaker 3: now because it's in the middle of the night in
Speaker 3: type A M. Yeah, it's it's complex to explain. I
Speaker 3: think I just everybody should grow up healthy and should
Speaker 3: grow up in emotional and thought freedom.
Speaker 1: Well, I like that. I like that you're doing something
Speaker 1: that contribute to your personal philosophy. A lot of people
Speaker 1: have personal philosophies and they just have them. It's just
Speaker 1: this is my personal philosophy, this is what I believe.
Speaker 1: But you're really going and being like, this is my
Speaker 1: personal philosophy, and I'm about to go dedicate my life
Speaker 1: my vocation to its fulfillment.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 1: I think that's all. I think that says a lot.
Speaker 3: Just actually, like, now that I think about it, I
Speaker 3: can say that my philosophy is like follow your passion.
Speaker 3: I think that's extremely important. And I think that everybody,
Speaker 3: like really everybody, no exception, has this kind of passion
Speaker 3: inside of them, and I think most of them maybe
Speaker 3: don't even know it or haven't discovered it. But I
Speaker 3: absolutely think everybody has really great passion in fire insight
Speaker 3: and can undis it in some sort of way.
Speaker 1: I wanted to ask you this, Lewis, tell me about
Speaker 1: your friends, because you mentioned earlier that you felt for
Speaker 1: a long time you had nobody that you could open
Speaker 1: up to about things, and now you say you're lucky
Speaker 1: enough to have really good friends. Tell me about these friends.
Speaker 3: Yes, yes, so, like I have my best friends. He's
Speaker 3: called Noel, and we are like extremely close. We are
Speaker 3: like brothers, and like everybody, like people who don't even
Speaker 3: know us say, like, yo, you look like brothers or
Speaker 3: you act like brothers, and so it's really intimate and
Speaker 3: close friendship here.
Speaker 1: That's great. Is have you known him for a long time?
Speaker 3: Yeah? I know him since I think seven years now.
Speaker 1: And is it just you guys or is there a
Speaker 1: whole group?
Speaker 3: No, there is like a whole group obviously. But we
Speaker 3: kind of split a little bit in the last month
Speaker 3: or the last year because like everybody is growing up
Speaker 3: and getting adult and kind of separating, and you know, yeah,
Speaker 3: but we stayed together. We too.
Speaker 1: Has that been a tough thing, everybody separating and going
Speaker 1: in their different ways.
Speaker 3: Yes, like for me, especially because I can't really handle
Speaker 3: like abandonments really well and loneliness and I like I
Speaker 3: love to have things that stay and not change, like
Speaker 3: especially for me, it's a real challenge for new things.
Speaker 3: And yeah, that's why, Like I think that my old
Speaker 3: friendship last and persis really strong and good, but I'm
Speaker 3: not really good in spontaneously like new making friends right now?
Speaker 1: Do you? Did you say that you are in school
Speaker 1: right now or your plan to go to school?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm in university right now, like not right now
Speaker 3: at the moment, but you know.
Speaker 1: Do you are you able to make friends in your
Speaker 1: classes or in after school activities or anything like that?
Speaker 3: Yeah, a little bit, like kind of a little bit challenging,
Speaker 3: but it is okay, it's better that I thought of him.
Speaker 1: Good. Good. I'm glad to hear that it's going better
Speaker 1: than you thought it would, Lois, Thanks for staying up
Speaker 1: so late to Thanks for staying up so late to
Speaker 1: talk to us. Man, I'm trying to think, is there
Speaker 1: any other aspect of your life that you you might
Speaker 1: want to share with us, or any philosophies, or I
Speaker 1: guess anything else you want to say before.
Speaker 3: You go, not in particular, but maybe like I can
Speaker 3: teach you, like one or two German words you didn't
Speaker 3: already know.
Speaker 1: I would love to hear one or two German words
Speaker 1: that I didn't already know.
Speaker 3: All right, then tell me what you want to have translated.
Speaker 1: All right, I'm gonna go to the chat for this one. Chat.
Speaker 1: What what words should we have?
Speaker 2: What?
Speaker 1: What words do we want translated into German?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 1: Yes, can we get gecko translated into German? What is gecko?
Speaker 3: It's basically gecko. It's the same.
Speaker 1: Oh, okay, all right, that one didn't count. They want
Speaker 1: to know what that one. They want to know what
Speaker 1: butt crack is in German?
Speaker 3: Oh okay, okay, so it is called.
Speaker 1: Uh so say that again?
Speaker 3: It's like yes, ah.
Speaker 1: Yeah, like Aschwitzer. My Aschwitzer hurts. I'm scratching my aschwitzer
Speaker 1: and that only makes it itchierh They want to know
Speaker 1: what how do you say? Oh? This is how do
Speaker 1: you say passion? In German?
Speaker 3: It's called like we have a word for it. It's
Speaker 3: we can also use like passion because it's called puffun.
Speaker 3: But there is like another word and it's called lighten
Speaker 3: shoft and that's basically the same.
Speaker 1: Say that word again, lighten shaft, lighten shaft. Someone wants
Speaker 1: to know what Someone wants to know what penis is,
Speaker 1: and lighten shaft sounds like what penis is in German.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, you're right, actually a little bit like penis
Speaker 3: is basically penis. It's almost the same.
Speaker 1: Penis and German penis. I am finding out by talking
Speaker 1: to you that I actually know a lot more German
Speaker 1: than I thought.
Speaker 3: Yeah, like English and German are really similar.
Speaker 1: Well, thank you for teaching us those words, Lewis. Is
Speaker 1: there anything else you want to say to the people
Speaker 1: of the computer before we go, not.
Speaker 3: In particular, No, nothing I can think of.
Speaker 1: Just thank you, Yeah, thank you very much man, And
Speaker 1: fucking get some sleep.
Speaker 3: Brother, Yeah, thank you.
Speaker 1: I will take care of those. I liked that, dude
Speaker 1: a lot. Man, It's very cool. It's the coolest thing
Speaker 1: ever to me that people are finding this stream, this
Speaker 1: podcast in other countries and that maybe this you know.
Speaker 1: What my persistent thought was during that call and during
Speaker 1: a lot of any time we get international calls, is
Speaker 1: like it's very interesting to me that there are just
Speaker 1: these I don't know if this sounds cliche, but I'm
Speaker 1: gonna say it's very interesting to me that there are
Speaker 1: like these common, common, common human issues that persist all
Speaker 1: over the world. Right, Like you know, Lewis was talking
Speaker 1: about having trouble making friends and putting himself out there,
Speaker 1: and you know, having this great group of friends that
Speaker 1: you know eventually grow apart, and I don't know, it
Speaker 1: just it's interesting to see that be a universal experience,
Speaker 1: you know. It's it's good to see that staying up
Speaker 1: until five am is a universal experience because that kind
Speaker 1: of makes me feel better about the fact that I
Speaker 1: did that last night and we'll be doing it again tomorrow.
Speaker 1: Thank you for calling and sharing, Lewis. I'll be I'm
Speaker 1: coming to Berlin. I'm doing a live show in Berlin
Speaker 1: at some point, so I'll report their live There be
Speaker 1: Ken goes on the line taking your phone calls every night.
Speaker 1: There Rep Can goes doing his hide.
Speaker 2: You're just teaching you cloud in the midd of your life,
Speaker 2: but he's not really an expert.