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Speaker 1: Angie Martinez in Real Life podcast. Can we let it

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Speaker 1: rip with while we're recording please for a second. That's

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Speaker 1: just it, just the vibe, it's just um all right.

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Speaker 1: Once we are connected, I feel hecked that level deeply

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Speaker 1: in my soul. Oh my god, I love her, baby Dad,

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Speaker 1: You're ready. It's so good it we could just say

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Speaker 1: the song that I want to my friends to put

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Speaker 1: in my funeral. I already told him, Really, this song player,

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Speaker 1: what does it do to you everything? Because it's like

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Speaker 1: real life, it's like real Oh, it's so good. It's

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Speaker 1: so good. It's the best. Hector level got me through. Um.

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Speaker 1: I ran a marathon a few years ago. I thought

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Speaker 1: I was gonna die. I thought I thought it, no way,

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Speaker 1: can I finish it? But you did it and I

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Speaker 1: finished it. Yeah. And his music definitely because it's the

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Speaker 1: spirit right, Absolutely, What does that song do to you?

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Speaker 1: What is that besides that you wanted at your funeral,

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Speaker 1: which is so weird. It depends. It depends how you

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Speaker 1: see life. But you know, he really speak for the world,

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Speaker 1: you know, and for the humans. It's not just about

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Speaker 1: the artists. It's about that we all have. You know,

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Speaker 1: sometimes people see success and they think the life is perfect, right,

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Speaker 1: And it depends why you think is success right? People

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Speaker 1: think that successes like have money and be famous and

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Speaker 1: to me as now success because I have lived that

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Speaker 1: what they say to success, But it's not to me.

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Speaker 1: You know, how you balance your life, how you with

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Speaker 1: your people, how you with your friends, how you with

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Speaker 1: on your spiritual level or religious level, you know respect

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Speaker 1: that to me, being successful it's like, you know, the

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Speaker 1: whole package. It's not just about one thing. So this guy,

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Speaker 1: the master director level, he talked about, yeah, you see them,

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Speaker 1: I'm doing great, that I have all these women's and

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Speaker 1: but they don't even ask about how I feel. And

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Speaker 1: so on the way. You know, when I was growing

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Speaker 1: up as an artist, I just listened to that song.

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Speaker 1: I was like, why is he saying this? And they

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Speaker 1: he was talking really facts about how an artist can feel,

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Speaker 1: but not even an artist, just life in general, humans, right,

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Speaker 1: human experience. Two people not ask you how you are

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Speaker 1: often enough, like if they really care about how feeling? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I just learned lately, you know, like let's say, like

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Speaker 1: keep you know, my circle really tired. You know. I

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Speaker 1: I was raised with an amazing family and amazing friends,

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Speaker 1: of courtroom mistakes and anything. But I never saw evil,

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Speaker 1: you know, I never saw that part that it's people

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Speaker 1: since then I started closing a little bit, my heart

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Speaker 1: not being cold, and and I know there's just a

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Speaker 1: few people that really ask me how do I feel

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Speaker 1: How you really are you know, done? Just don't say

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Speaker 1: because it makes part are you know, like really you

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Speaker 1: my closest people. Of course. Well the good news is

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Speaker 1: I think what you have done in your career and

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Speaker 1: remember when we met the first time. It wasn't in

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Speaker 1: the radio station though, No, it wasn't. It was an

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Speaker 1: event for I'm some Maga Latin magazine Latin women. Yes, yes, absolutely,

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Speaker 1: more mentors they'll be like, Okay, you should do this,

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00:23:48,320 --> 00:23:51,200
Speaker 1: you should do that. Then I have a spiritual mentor,

422
00:23:52,280 --> 00:23:58,160
Speaker 1: um Romedo, that helped me a lot. What's his name, Yes,

423
00:23:58,400 --> 00:24:02,160
Speaker 1: he's there. He taught me a lot about you know, spirituality,

424
00:24:02,960 --> 00:24:08,399
Speaker 1: you know, and and and and that's how you you know,

425
00:24:08,520 --> 00:24:12,359
Speaker 1: like now I'm learning from Jay Brown, you know, like

426
00:24:12,440 --> 00:24:15,200
Speaker 1: I'm like business every time, I just I just want

427
00:24:15,200 --> 00:24:16,680
Speaker 1: to soak it off, you know, I just want to

428
00:24:16,800 --> 00:24:19,440
Speaker 1: learn from the people that are really admired. You know.

429
00:24:20,040 --> 00:24:23,760
Speaker 1: Also when when when with Scooter Brown we started working,

430
00:24:23,840 --> 00:24:27,040
Speaker 1: you know, like I learned a lot, you know, and

431
00:24:27,160 --> 00:24:32,760
Speaker 1: and but they don't have to be successful. I have

432
00:24:32,920 --> 00:24:34,600
Speaker 1: learned a lot of people from people in the streets.

433
00:24:35,440 --> 00:24:37,359
Speaker 1: But just tell me one thing, and I'm like, how

434
00:24:37,520 --> 00:24:40,840
Speaker 1: they know I need these words and the exactly moment,

435
00:24:41,320 --> 00:24:44,080
Speaker 1: you know, it can be homeless and just talk to

436
00:24:44,200 --> 00:24:46,480
Speaker 1: me and be like, yo, I don't know, that's weird

437
00:24:46,520 --> 00:24:48,200
Speaker 1: to me. That happened to me that people in the

438
00:24:48,240 --> 00:24:51,040
Speaker 1: streets rather Yeah. One day I was having a really

439
00:24:51,119 --> 00:24:54,840
Speaker 1: bad day and and just a guy came to me.

440
00:24:54,880 --> 00:24:58,240
Speaker 1: It was like, you know why everything's gonna be okay? Wait,

441
00:24:58,880 --> 00:25:05,760
Speaker 1: we passed then he left. No, Like, isn't that weird?

442
00:25:06,240 --> 00:25:09,240
Speaker 1: Super weird? Ever, Like, is that an angel or you

443
00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:12,320
Speaker 1: believe in that? I believe in energy, absolutely, yeah, I

444
00:25:12,359 --> 00:25:16,880
Speaker 1: believe in energy. I grew up religious, you know, really Catholic,

445
00:25:17,400 --> 00:25:21,040
Speaker 1: but I believe more in energy, you know. I believe

446
00:25:21,119 --> 00:25:22,399
Speaker 1: more in you know, in the good vibes and the

447
00:25:22,480 --> 00:25:25,240
Speaker 1: love you know, we did. I was telling you about

448
00:25:25,280 --> 00:25:27,080
Speaker 1: that that marathon. I was ready at the end. I

449
00:25:27,160 --> 00:25:29,280
Speaker 1: had like a mile left, I had done twenty five

450
00:25:29,560 --> 00:25:32,320
Speaker 1: miles away, and I could in visualize in my body

451
00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:35,119
Speaker 1: going to the floor I literally was what I was

452
00:25:35,160 --> 00:25:37,600
Speaker 1: going to pass out right, and I was literally gonna go.

453
00:25:38,359 --> 00:25:40,520
Speaker 1: I could see like my body falling to the floor,

454
00:25:40,640 --> 00:25:43,280
Speaker 1: and lady in the crowd, older lady. I don't she

455
00:25:43,320 --> 00:25:45,920
Speaker 1: didn't know me nothing. She was like, don't do it,

456
00:25:47,000 --> 00:25:50,680
Speaker 1: You're almost there. You're gonna finish it. And it was

457
00:25:50,880 --> 00:25:53,320
Speaker 1: so like it was like she could see in my soul.

458
00:25:53,480 --> 00:25:54,960
Speaker 1: I don't know if she just popped up out of

459
00:25:55,080 --> 00:25:58,280
Speaker 1: nowhere and then I and she got me. Then she

460
00:25:58,400 --> 00:26:00,480
Speaker 1: pushed me through like and then I just finished to rest.

461
00:26:00,560 --> 00:26:03,800
Speaker 1: But the moment when people like that show up, it's

462
00:26:03,880 --> 00:26:08,280
Speaker 1: like it's powerful. I told you, Yes, it happens to

463
00:26:08,320 --> 00:26:10,159
Speaker 1: you often, because it doesn't happen to me often, but

464
00:26:10,240 --> 00:26:13,320
Speaker 1: it has happened a few times lately. It's happening more

465
00:26:13,359 --> 00:26:16,000
Speaker 1: often than I that I that I used to, you know,

466
00:26:16,520 --> 00:26:20,680
Speaker 1: someone like yo, do this? Hey, like what tell me?

467
00:26:22,640 --> 00:26:26,560
Speaker 1: You know? Sometimes we start like you know, now, people

468
00:26:26,600 --> 00:26:27,959
Speaker 1: canna see this and they're gonna come to you all

469
00:26:27,960 --> 00:26:30,960
Speaker 1: the time. And good the color is blood. But that's

470
00:26:31,320 --> 00:26:34,160
Speaker 1: that's a funny one because I was like in Colombia

471
00:26:34,160 --> 00:26:37,840
Speaker 1: a long time ago. It's an old lady and she

472
00:26:38,040 --> 00:26:41,400
Speaker 1: looks like like from Game of Trolls back in the day,

473
00:26:43,880 --> 00:26:49,120
Speaker 1: and she was like, it's a girl. It doesn't want

474
00:26:49,160 --> 00:26:54,240
Speaker 1: you to be successful. You don't like are you gonna

475
00:26:54,280 --> 00:26:56,919
Speaker 1: make it? And I'm like, okay, thank you so much

476
00:26:56,960 --> 00:27:01,119
Speaker 1: what she left. And they're like, it's that girl. But

477
00:27:01,280 --> 00:27:03,720
Speaker 1: maybe if you start, if you really take that and

478
00:27:03,880 --> 00:27:07,720
Speaker 1: you put that in your mind, you might think that

479
00:27:07,840 --> 00:27:11,560
Speaker 1: it's really something going on, or she could have just

480
00:27:11,640 --> 00:27:17,800
Speaker 1: been a little backy. It depends. That's that's that's what

481
00:27:17,880 --> 00:27:20,080
Speaker 1: you do is what you do with information, right, So

482
00:27:20,119 --> 00:27:21,960
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna take this person up, but I'm gonna

483
00:27:22,000 --> 00:27:24,760
Speaker 1: take that. I want to take that. You're gonna pass. Okay,

484
00:27:24,800 --> 00:27:28,000
Speaker 1: you take that part. Yeah, I always take the positive things. Yeah,

485
00:27:28,040 --> 00:27:31,280
Speaker 1: I'm like, huh, even though sometimes you start like, what's

486
00:27:31,320 --> 00:27:33,720
Speaker 1: the best thing that you've taken from your spiritual advisor?

487
00:27:34,560 --> 00:27:36,520
Speaker 1: I don't know what's the best thing. Do you think

488
00:27:36,560 --> 00:27:40,920
Speaker 1: that he's And let I've been having more more spiritual mentors,

489
00:27:41,160 --> 00:27:44,840
Speaker 1: you know, like because this is one special thing that

490
00:27:44,880 --> 00:27:50,560
Speaker 1: I just learned. Sometimes you think your mentors are perfect,

491
00:27:52,880 --> 00:27:55,520
Speaker 1: and when you start watching their mistakes, you're like, I'm like,

492
00:27:55,640 --> 00:27:58,640
Speaker 1: he's another human being just like me. He just grat

493
00:27:58,680 --> 00:28:02,480
Speaker 1: at this. But it doesn't mean that they have mistakes

494
00:28:02,560 --> 00:28:07,040
Speaker 1: and their commit they're not God, they're not. And that

495
00:28:07,280 --> 00:28:09,240
Speaker 1: was that was something that I just learned because I

496
00:28:09,320 --> 00:28:13,720
Speaker 1: used to just like idolize, idolize right, and you'd be like, yeah, no, this,

497
00:28:13,960 --> 00:28:16,560
Speaker 1: whatever they say is the right thing until you start

498
00:28:16,600 --> 00:28:21,119
Speaker 1: like opening your eyes and black, I don't have to

499
00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:25,240
Speaker 1: do exactly why you said in this because if I

500
00:28:25,280 --> 00:28:27,520
Speaker 1: don't feel it, what I have to do it, you know.

501
00:28:27,760 --> 00:28:30,960
Speaker 1: So speaking of mentors, that's what I've been learning lately.

502
00:28:31,200 --> 00:28:33,480
Speaker 1: You know that like, okay, you could, you could be

503
00:28:33,520 --> 00:28:35,240
Speaker 1: a great mentor of this, but it doesn't mean that

504
00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:38,120
Speaker 1: you're perfect, doesn't mean that commit mistakes, and it doesn't

505
00:28:38,120 --> 00:28:39,560
Speaker 1: mean that you'll give me a great advice and then

506
00:28:39,560 --> 00:28:43,880
Speaker 1: you focut about side. And also their path is different

507
00:28:43,920 --> 00:28:47,320
Speaker 1: than you're a path exactly and purpose exactly. But there's

508
00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:50,520
Speaker 1: there's a lot of wonder. Told me one day was like,

509
00:28:50,640 --> 00:28:54,680
Speaker 1: it's not sometimes you think why things happened for you know,

510
00:28:54,720 --> 00:28:57,680
Speaker 1: what happens to you, And it's better the thing to

511
00:28:57,920 --> 00:29:04,640
Speaker 1: think that it's not like for what what is the purpose? Yeah?

512
00:29:04,680 --> 00:29:06,600
Speaker 1: What is the purpose? Now? Why is happening to me

513
00:29:06,760 --> 00:29:10,280
Speaker 1: now for what is this happening to you? You know?

514
00:29:11,200 --> 00:29:14,520
Speaker 1: And that that really helps me, you know, to be like, Okay,

515
00:29:15,360 --> 00:29:19,040
Speaker 1: it's not why, it's what for? You know, what's what

516
00:29:19,200 --> 00:29:23,680
Speaker 1: you have to learn from this? You know? And and

517
00:29:23,800 --> 00:29:26,360
Speaker 1: there's things that I still remember about times and then

518
00:29:26,440 --> 00:29:29,240
Speaker 1: you forget about it. That's what I told you. Sometimes

519
00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:33,480
Speaker 1: we're so stolen. I'm really sometimes I'm no, sometimes I'm

520
00:29:33,480 --> 00:29:37,200
Speaker 1: really stole always that could be a superpower or super

521
00:29:37,280 --> 00:29:41,360
Speaker 1: weakness because yeah, because you're like, I want to get this,

522
00:29:41,520 --> 00:29:44,840
Speaker 1: and when I get there, that's funny. But then if

523
00:29:44,880 --> 00:29:46,880
Speaker 1: it comes the other way around that you just like

524
00:29:47,200 --> 00:29:49,040
Speaker 1: I want to go against you. It's gonna be so

525
00:29:49,200 --> 00:29:52,560
Speaker 1: hard to hit you harder than anybody else. Can we

526
00:29:52,600 --> 00:29:54,400
Speaker 1: we're gonna talk about one of the superpowers, which is

527
00:29:54,440 --> 00:29:56,520
Speaker 1: like discipline when we think is want to get the superpowers?

528
00:29:57,040 --> 00:29:59,120
Speaker 1: Can you talk about how that how you use that

529
00:29:59,280 --> 00:30:02,640
Speaker 1: in terms of like mental healing and spiritual work, because

530
00:30:02,800 --> 00:30:06,320
Speaker 1: you seem very disciplined about even that. Yeah, right, like

531
00:30:06,480 --> 00:30:11,240
Speaker 1: you I saw it. You meditate, yes, every day? Yeah, yeah,

532
00:30:11,280 --> 00:30:14,200
Speaker 1: every day? What else? What I do? Sometimes I don't

533
00:30:14,600 --> 00:30:17,960
Speaker 1: because That's what I'm saying. So even you know, it's

534
00:30:17,960 --> 00:30:21,480
Speaker 1: it's great for you. Sometimes you just for some reason,

535
00:30:22,280 --> 00:30:25,400
Speaker 1: maybe sometimes you start feeling that you're so good. They're

536
00:30:25,440 --> 00:30:29,240
Speaker 1: feeling great. You're like, I don't need this. I feel great,

537
00:30:29,960 --> 00:30:33,080
Speaker 1: and then when the energy goes down, I missed this.

538
00:30:34,440 --> 00:30:38,720
Speaker 1: So last week I put an alarm to meditate that

539
00:30:39,240 --> 00:30:43,920
Speaker 1: three times. So day, okay, I have to go and

540
00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:46,440
Speaker 1: do it. Meditation definitely has saved my life because I

541
00:30:46,520 --> 00:30:51,040
Speaker 1: don't do any drug drugs. You don't drink. I just

542
00:30:51,160 --> 00:30:54,960
Speaker 1: drink on Sundays and I get really wasted Sundays. That's new.

543
00:30:55,440 --> 00:30:59,520
Speaker 1: That's like you just started drinking now, it's funny. It

544
00:30:59,640 --> 00:31:02,520
Speaker 1: is fun I never I never was a drinking person.

545
00:31:02,640 --> 00:31:06,600
Speaker 1: I'm not the lady. What do you drink now? And someday, No,

546
00:31:06,720 --> 00:31:09,280
Speaker 1: I drink champagne, whatever it comes. Oh, whatever you want,

547
00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:12,000
Speaker 1: whatever people want to give me, I will drink that.

548
00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:14,880
Speaker 1: And how is that going for you? Amazing? I'm always

549
00:31:15,120 --> 00:31:17,360
Speaker 1: I'm always waiting for Sunday. I'm like, I can't wait

550
00:31:17,440 --> 00:31:19,840
Speaker 1: for Sunday. So why why do you pick Sunday? Why

551
00:31:19,880 --> 00:31:22,120
Speaker 1: is it that the one day a week? Because through

552
00:31:22,240 --> 00:31:26,760
Speaker 1: my you know, my trainer and uh, you know my diet,

553
00:31:27,080 --> 00:31:31,040
Speaker 1: we have chit day day, so like, yeah, I'm gonna

554
00:31:31,080 --> 00:31:33,239
Speaker 1: go really like I'm gonna read cheating. I wondered why

555
00:31:33,280 --> 00:31:34,880
Speaker 1: you didn't drink. I wondered if that was like a

556
00:31:34,960 --> 00:31:38,160
Speaker 1: mental health thing? Was that a wait thing? And alcoholism

557
00:31:38,240 --> 00:31:41,600
Speaker 1: in the family. Yeah, I grew up. I grew up.

558
00:31:43,040 --> 00:31:47,200
Speaker 1: Uh no, Yeah, my grandfather was basically drinking all the time.

559
00:31:47,240 --> 00:31:48,800
Speaker 1: But it was more there was more like a culture

560
00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:52,160
Speaker 1: Latino thing, you know. Yeah, that's what we say. Yeah,

561
00:31:52,200 --> 00:31:54,320
Speaker 1: but I want to say that was he was drunk. Yeah,

562
00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:58,479
Speaker 1: I call it right, You're right, You're definitely if you're

563
00:31:58,560 --> 00:32:01,600
Speaker 1: drinking every day, you have an alcohol are you right? Um?

564
00:32:03,680 --> 00:32:07,160
Speaker 1: But he wasn't like a boy. He wasn't an angry

565
00:32:07,320 --> 00:32:09,400
Speaker 1: a bad example, you know. But the other guy is

566
00:32:09,400 --> 00:32:12,920
Speaker 1: always strong, like tipsy and thing. But you know, he

567
00:32:13,040 --> 00:32:18,240
Speaker 1: never heard, no worry, just hurt himself of course. But

568
00:32:19,960 --> 00:32:22,560
Speaker 1: I was like, if I'm gonna do what I want

569
00:32:22,560 --> 00:32:27,840
Speaker 1: to do, I I need to be focused, you know.

570
00:32:28,080 --> 00:32:32,680
Speaker 1: And because I was watching Loo's going crazy with drugs

571
00:32:32,800 --> 00:32:36,000
Speaker 1: and rappers. Also because I'm a huge fan of hip hop,

572
00:32:36,120 --> 00:32:39,680
Speaker 1: you know culture, like this guy's going kind of crazy,

573
00:32:39,720 --> 00:32:41,240
Speaker 1: and I think that's not going to help them. To

574
00:32:41,360 --> 00:32:45,600
Speaker 1: get to where they are, you know. So I was like, no,

575
00:32:45,800 --> 00:32:47,440
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna drink and I'm not gonna do any

576
00:32:47,520 --> 00:32:51,120
Speaker 1: drug and I was gonna be focused and in my

577
00:32:51,280 --> 00:32:53,960
Speaker 1: dream in my career. And that really has a lot

578
00:32:54,040 --> 00:32:58,920
Speaker 1: to do with my success because I was like, no drugs.

579
00:32:59,800 --> 00:33:03,800
Speaker 1: I tried him, of course, just with that's it. That's

580
00:33:03,840 --> 00:33:07,800
Speaker 1: it exactly, you see, like that's nothing, that's that's that's

581
00:33:08,240 --> 00:33:12,160
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. It affect you because I love

582
00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:15,440
Speaker 1: to have control and I have bad trips when a

583
00:33:15,520 --> 00:33:19,040
Speaker 1: small way, like you know, paranoid but crazy like what

584
00:33:19,240 --> 00:33:24,000
Speaker 1: something like that, like running like like like I was,

585
00:33:24,640 --> 00:33:28,680
Speaker 1: you know, I was with Chelan. We were we were

586
00:33:28,880 --> 00:33:34,800
Speaker 1: recording together and so our friends were smoking and like, on, here, man,

587
00:33:35,080 --> 00:33:37,280
Speaker 1: let's make it a moment. Yeah he wasn't smoking, but

588
00:33:37,360 --> 00:33:39,640
Speaker 1: I was like making on, we're doing a lot of

589
00:33:39,720 --> 00:33:45,800
Speaker 1: great music here together. Let's smoke and then start smoking

590
00:33:46,160 --> 00:33:51,120
Speaker 1: and then start feeling my heart. Then I look around

591
00:33:51,360 --> 00:33:53,800
Speaker 1: and I know that I'm pale. I knew I was.

592
00:33:54,240 --> 00:33:55,760
Speaker 1: I knew I was pale, but were like I don't

593
00:33:55,760 --> 00:33:57,600
Speaker 1: want to know when to fucking react sure that I'm

594
00:33:57,680 --> 00:34:00,400
Speaker 1: like that I'm pale. Yeah, so I looked at left

595
00:34:00,920 --> 00:34:05,280
Speaker 1: and then then my why, my sound engineering and great friend,

596
00:34:05,440 --> 00:34:09,520
Speaker 1: was like, you're fucking pale. You're pale, like you're like

597
00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:12,120
Speaker 1: you why that, like what's going on in your head?

598
00:34:12,200 --> 00:34:16,920
Speaker 1: Not good? Why? He said that, Guys, I have to

599
00:34:17,080 --> 00:34:20,080
Speaker 1: live and I started running. How much we did just

600
00:34:21,080 --> 00:34:23,560
Speaker 1: I don't know, but I just I would just I

601
00:34:23,640 --> 00:34:25,719
Speaker 1: don't know. And then a lot of my friends there

602
00:34:25,760 --> 00:34:27,520
Speaker 1: there's small ways that were like, yo, it's just drink water.

603
00:34:27,680 --> 00:34:30,439
Speaker 1: Come on the drink water. So one of my closest friends,

604
00:34:30,440 --> 00:34:33,359
Speaker 1: bas she came with me outside, was like let him,

605
00:34:33,960 --> 00:34:38,239
Speaker 1: let him, let breathe, let it flow, enjoy I'm like,

606
00:34:38,320 --> 00:34:41,040
Speaker 1: I'm not joining this ship. It's just like this is

607
00:34:41,080 --> 00:34:44,120
Speaker 1: not this is not this is not fun. And now

608
00:34:44,200 --> 00:34:48,120
Speaker 1: my friends were like, oh, chill, bro, just slow, I'm

609
00:34:48,160 --> 00:34:50,359
Speaker 1: not flowing this bro like and it was like I'm

610
00:34:50,360 --> 00:34:52,080
Speaker 1: gonna have a panic attack right now. It was like

611
00:34:52,200 --> 00:34:54,960
Speaker 1: drink water, drink water, drink a lot of water. You

612
00:34:54,960 --> 00:34:57,200
Speaker 1: should drink me like I heard that ship doesn't work.

613
00:34:57,960 --> 00:35:01,200
Speaker 1: And then then it was then he was did Edgar

614
00:35:01,320 --> 00:35:05,240
Speaker 1: and see any of this? Yeah, he saw me running,

615
00:35:06,680 --> 00:35:10,600
Speaker 1: and then I saw him on the other day. Yes,

616
00:35:10,719 --> 00:35:12,879
Speaker 1: and then I told him what happened in my back trip.

617
00:35:13,680 --> 00:35:18,160
Speaker 1: And and because the drugs the thing I grew up,

618
00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:21,719
Speaker 1: one of my uncles was really a druggy. So I

619
00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:24,880
Speaker 1: saw the suffer of all my family. Like it was

620
00:35:24,960 --> 00:35:28,200
Speaker 1: like fourteen years old, looking for my for my uncle

621
00:35:28,680 --> 00:35:31,040
Speaker 1: in the hoods, be like, where's my uncle, you know?

622
00:35:31,120 --> 00:35:34,000
Speaker 1: And I found him in the streets, you know, like

623
00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:37,919
Speaker 1: with ten steps, you know, he got stopped in times. Yeah,

624
00:35:38,000 --> 00:35:41,640
Speaker 1: and then I was like fourteen, and then like two

625
00:35:41,719 --> 00:35:44,560
Speaker 1: years after that, he got shouting his head like five times,

626
00:35:45,560 --> 00:35:47,399
Speaker 1: and I wasn't we're gonna be like okay, mom, I'm

627
00:35:47,400 --> 00:35:49,800
Speaker 1: gonna go and pick him up, or like let's do that.

628
00:35:49,880 --> 00:35:52,560
Speaker 1: So I saw that. I was like, oh, I don't

629
00:35:52,600 --> 00:35:55,560
Speaker 1: want to go there. I get that. Yeah, I don't

630
00:35:55,600 --> 00:35:58,080
Speaker 1: want to go there. So I lived that by the example,

631
00:35:58,239 --> 00:36:00,440
Speaker 1: you know, like so that's what we and what I'm

632
00:36:00,440 --> 00:36:03,040
Speaker 1: doing drugs. Yeah, some people to use that as example.

633
00:36:03,120 --> 00:36:05,480
Speaker 1: Some people then they're influenced by that and then they

634
00:36:05,560 --> 00:36:08,640
Speaker 1: go down that road, which you know, so yeah, it's

635
00:36:08,680 --> 00:36:11,839
Speaker 1: probably to do with your superpowered discipline. Yes, that keeps

636
00:36:11,880 --> 00:36:16,600
Speaker 1: you away from all the bad things. Absolutely, God blessed man. Amen, Wow,

637
00:36:17,239 --> 00:36:19,279
Speaker 1: So what's what is um? How is it being a

638
00:36:19,400 --> 00:36:23,439
Speaker 1: dad changed you? Like? How are you different? Now? I'm

639
00:36:23,520 --> 00:36:27,320
Speaker 1: started learning that you know that you don't have to

640
00:36:27,400 --> 00:36:31,160
Speaker 1: be I mean I was. I never had a baby,

641
00:36:31,200 --> 00:36:35,200
Speaker 1: so it's kind of right. People don't prepare you. There's

642
00:36:35,200 --> 00:36:37,040
Speaker 1: no way to prepare. There's no way. So I mean,

643
00:36:37,600 --> 00:36:39,640
Speaker 1: sometimes don't wake up and I'm like, oh my god,

644
00:36:39,719 --> 00:36:42,919
Speaker 1: I have a baby. I have a baby. Person. Yeah,

645
00:36:42,920 --> 00:36:45,279
Speaker 1: I have a person, you know what, And and you

646
00:36:45,400 --> 00:36:49,920
Speaker 1: start being less selfish before you were just like focus

647
00:36:50,000 --> 00:36:52,360
Speaker 1: on your you know, in yourself and your family, you know, like,

648
00:36:53,000 --> 00:36:55,800
Speaker 1: but not even another human being. And you've got to

649
00:36:55,840 --> 00:37:01,080
Speaker 1: be conscious that you cannot transfear your fears to your kids.

650
00:37:02,680 --> 00:37:06,680
Speaker 1: So like, I'm really like, what are your fears from?

651
00:37:07,000 --> 00:37:10,680
Speaker 1: Because what I learned about, what I learned through my

652
00:37:11,120 --> 00:37:16,359
Speaker 1: process is that a lot of our fears are are

653
00:37:16,440 --> 00:37:20,960
Speaker 1: and our fears they're transferred by our parents. Let's say

654
00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:22,879
Speaker 1: when I was a kid, my dad used to talk

655
00:37:22,920 --> 00:37:25,760
Speaker 1: with that, oh, you know, being poor when you're old,

656
00:37:26,800 --> 00:37:28,799
Speaker 1: you know, this is it's the worst thing that could

657
00:37:28,840 --> 00:37:31,479
Speaker 1: happen to you anyone. He wasn't telling me, he wasn't

658
00:37:31,480 --> 00:37:33,080
Speaker 1: telling me to me you know, he wasn't telling me

659
00:37:33,200 --> 00:37:37,160
Speaker 1: that he was talking out loud in the house, so

660
00:37:37,400 --> 00:37:41,800
Speaker 1: those fears started getting into my head. He wasn't he

661
00:37:42,040 --> 00:37:46,040
Speaker 1: didn't want to do that any myself, but he transferred

662
00:37:46,120 --> 00:37:50,399
Speaker 1: those fears being broke. So when I was two, alable work.

663
00:37:51,000 --> 00:37:54,680
Speaker 1: I can't be broken exactly. And then my mom, which

664
00:37:54,840 --> 00:37:58,840
Speaker 1: has been sick forever. She has sickness called porfidia, so

665
00:37:59,000 --> 00:38:04,440
Speaker 1: it's basically like a cancer in the blood. My mom's

666
00:38:04,440 --> 00:38:08,840
Speaker 1: always being sick since I have memory, so she always

667
00:38:09,920 --> 00:38:13,880
Speaker 1: talking about death. She was always talking about that, not

668
00:38:14,040 --> 00:38:16,080
Speaker 1: in front of me. They actually started talking in front

669
00:38:16,080 --> 00:38:18,440
Speaker 1: of me, and that she transferred those fears to me

670
00:38:18,520 --> 00:38:22,719
Speaker 1: about death, you know, and and and and so on

671
00:38:22,840 --> 00:38:24,840
Speaker 1: and so on. You know, it's not that they wanted

672
00:38:24,880 --> 00:38:28,799
Speaker 1: to to make your life bad. But now that I'm

673
00:38:28,840 --> 00:38:31,200
Speaker 1: conscious that I can transfer those fears to my son,

674
00:38:32,640 --> 00:38:35,399
Speaker 1: even if I have them, I'm just going to keep

675
00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:38,960
Speaker 1: them away until he's so conscious to me, I know

676
00:38:39,040 --> 00:38:42,040
Speaker 1: what this is what I suffer. But I don't want

677
00:38:42,080 --> 00:38:44,960
Speaker 1: you to suffer from this. Yeah, you know, I don't.

678
00:38:45,080 --> 00:38:47,239
Speaker 1: I know. It's not it's easy to say, it's easy

679
00:38:47,280 --> 00:38:50,719
Speaker 1: to say, hard to apply. Yeah, right, it's easy to say, yeah,

680
00:38:50,760 --> 00:38:54,120
Speaker 1: it's generational, right, It's like generational trauma goes on and on.

681
00:38:54,640 --> 00:38:57,120
Speaker 1: But at least you're mindful of it. You'll do better.

682
00:38:58,040 --> 00:39:01,120
Speaker 1: I will. I will do better. Death doesn't mean I'm

683
00:39:01,120 --> 00:39:04,000
Speaker 1: gonna make it perfect, No, because I don't know. They

684
00:39:04,160 --> 00:39:06,759
Speaker 1: let it know that we're not. Yes, but but but

685
00:39:06,880 --> 00:39:10,000
Speaker 1: I don't want my kid to have the same fears

686
00:39:10,040 --> 00:39:13,360
Speaker 1: that that I had, You know that I have, because

687
00:39:14,600 --> 00:39:16,719
Speaker 1: it's not fair. It's not fair when you know they

688
00:39:16,760 --> 00:39:19,759
Speaker 1: can do it. Yeah, at least those two fear of that, Well,

689
00:39:19,800 --> 00:39:21,960
Speaker 1: your kid also doesn't a fear of death? And what's

690
00:39:21,960 --> 00:39:24,640
Speaker 1: the other one? And being broken? Yeah? Those are you two? Like?

691
00:39:25,880 --> 00:39:29,120
Speaker 1: And then when I got COVID, they started the COVID

692
00:39:29,200 --> 00:39:32,239
Speaker 1: almost killed me. I know what happened. There was no

693
00:39:32,360 --> 00:39:35,840
Speaker 1: vaccines or nothing like that, or or mine COVID was

694
00:39:36,520 --> 00:39:40,480
Speaker 1: a different strength, but mine, what was happening Like you

695
00:39:40,520 --> 00:39:43,320
Speaker 1: couldn't breathe, Yeah, I was. I was, you know, this

696
00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:46,880
Speaker 1: close to go, you know, to just like being disconnected basically,

697
00:39:47,080 --> 00:39:51,279
Speaker 1: so they had you on ventilator. It was about we're

698
00:39:51,320 --> 00:39:54,239
Speaker 1: about and we're like this doesn't work now and I

699
00:39:54,320 --> 00:39:57,560
Speaker 1: go two days? So what is going on in your mind. Yeah,

700
00:39:57,600 --> 00:40:04,000
Speaker 1: and after that, I I'm really scare of sickness, of

701
00:40:04,680 --> 00:40:10,879
Speaker 1: dye by sickness, you know, because I never thought, how

702
00:40:11,000 --> 00:40:12,959
Speaker 1: does it? You know, how it feels to be sick,

703
00:40:13,800 --> 00:40:18,000
Speaker 1: you know. And then I start having more empathy to

704
00:40:18,160 --> 00:40:21,560
Speaker 1: my mom, you know, you know, I was like, if

705
00:40:21,600 --> 00:40:25,239
Speaker 1: I feel this, there's been three months. It took me

706
00:40:25,440 --> 00:40:27,440
Speaker 1: up a year and a half to recover. By the way,

707
00:40:28,040 --> 00:40:31,759
Speaker 1: my mom just had COVID and she was terrifying. Yeah,

708
00:40:31,840 --> 00:40:35,080
Speaker 1: but my mom was in coma for three days, she

709
00:40:35,280 --> 00:40:38,920
Speaker 1: lost her hair, she still got proners with memory, she

710
00:40:39,040 --> 00:40:42,080
Speaker 1: had to learn how to walk. Yesterday I called her

711
00:40:42,120 --> 00:40:44,000
Speaker 1: on FaceTime and she was with oxygen, like what happened?

712
00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:46,160
Speaker 1: We're now the oxygen went down again to eighty five

713
00:40:46,280 --> 00:40:48,640
Speaker 1: nine and it's been more than eight months since she

714
00:40:48,719 --> 00:40:55,240
Speaker 1: got COVID's super tough. So then she reminds my fear shit,

715
00:40:55,800 --> 00:40:57,319
Speaker 1: you know. And it's sad because as your my mom

716
00:40:57,400 --> 00:40:58,759
Speaker 1: with all the sickness, and then you see her with

717
00:40:58,920 --> 00:41:03,279
Speaker 1: this shit you know and stuff, you know, And that's

718
00:41:03,400 --> 00:41:05,680
Speaker 1: that's what I told you that the song Elte it's

719
00:41:05,800 --> 00:41:09,600
Speaker 1: it's so real because people don't ask if if you

720
00:41:09,719 --> 00:41:13,080
Speaker 1: if yourself or not. Yes, you know, they just want

721
00:41:13,120 --> 00:41:15,719
Speaker 1: to see the best of you. And and you know

722
00:41:15,880 --> 00:41:20,360
Speaker 1: social media, so so you seem so happy on social

723
00:41:20,400 --> 00:41:25,879
Speaker 1: media all the time. If I feel it, if I don't,

724
00:41:25,880 --> 00:41:29,239
Speaker 1: I do, I don't do it because I'm being I

725
00:41:29,360 --> 00:41:32,759
Speaker 1: cannot go to bed and know that I'm fake. I'm

726
00:41:32,840 --> 00:41:35,520
Speaker 1: faking myself. Yeah. I don't think you're fake. I think

727
00:41:35,600 --> 00:41:37,719
Speaker 1: you choose the moments when you're feeling good and then

728
00:41:37,760 --> 00:41:39,839
Speaker 1: you put on social media, so only people only see

729
00:41:39,880 --> 00:41:44,120
Speaker 1: the highlights. They see the highlights. The thing which was,

730
00:41:44,480 --> 00:41:46,759
Speaker 1: we have a big discussion with one of my friends

731
00:41:46,840 --> 00:41:52,680
Speaker 1: in the industry. You were like, why why you One

732
00:41:52,760 --> 00:41:54,680
Speaker 1: day you came out talking about mental health that you

733
00:41:54,760 --> 00:42:00,279
Speaker 1: were in depressed that took your superpowers away, and bro,

734
00:42:00,440 --> 00:42:03,040
Speaker 1: I just listened and I had the conversation with it.

735
00:42:03,080 --> 00:42:06,560
Speaker 1: They were like five five five guys from the industry

736
00:42:06,600 --> 00:42:11,800
Speaker 1: like you fucking Jake Bobblin, you cannot show weakness. And

737
00:42:11,920 --> 00:42:17,480
Speaker 1: I was a listen. Bro like being depressed because there's

738
00:42:17,480 --> 00:42:20,319
Speaker 1: a lot of stigma about it. And I haven't felt

739
00:42:20,360 --> 00:42:23,560
Speaker 1: the press for like two years to god, well thank god, Yeah,

740
00:42:25,120 --> 00:42:29,120
Speaker 1: especially since my kid was born. I'm like my brain

741
00:42:29,200 --> 00:42:31,520
Speaker 1: and my chemical brains are My chemicals and my brain

742
00:42:31,560 --> 00:42:35,200
Speaker 1: are been amazing even through all the stress that you know,

743
00:42:35,400 --> 00:42:41,000
Speaker 1: life come foray U. And he was like, when I

744
00:42:41,120 --> 00:42:43,040
Speaker 1: felt because I didn't know what it feels to have

745
00:42:43,160 --> 00:42:46,040
Speaker 1: panic attacks and inside in the press, I never know

746
00:42:46,080 --> 00:42:48,320
Speaker 1: about that. I wasn't that was for crazy people until

747
00:42:48,480 --> 00:42:51,240
Speaker 1: that happens to me. So when I knew how it fails,

748
00:42:52,920 --> 00:42:55,760
Speaker 1: I was like, I gotta tell the world about home feeling.

749
00:42:57,719 --> 00:43:00,319
Speaker 1: I don't care. I didn't even think about I didn't

750
00:43:00,320 --> 00:43:04,319
Speaker 1: even ask my team. I just gotta go and tell

751
00:43:04,320 --> 00:43:06,600
Speaker 1: you listen, I'm going through this shit. Hey, you're going

752
00:43:06,640 --> 00:43:09,640
Speaker 1: through this. You're not alone, and you're not the only one.

753
00:43:10,080 --> 00:43:13,360
Speaker 1: This happened to me also, and we had this discussion,

754
00:43:13,920 --> 00:43:17,200
Speaker 1: you know, like that was like two months ago, like

755
00:43:17,640 --> 00:43:22,919
Speaker 1: why you show weakness? What do you do? And I'm like, man,

756
00:43:23,800 --> 00:43:26,520
Speaker 1: I'm a human being, you know, like yeah, but you

757
00:43:26,640 --> 00:43:29,400
Speaker 1: you should just keep it quiet with your family. And

758
00:43:29,480 --> 00:43:33,080
Speaker 1: I was like, Mannam, that wasn't what I felt at

759
00:43:33,160 --> 00:43:37,480
Speaker 1: that time. So now what I'm doing, And then how

760
00:43:37,520 --> 00:43:40,279
Speaker 1: do you save people? How do you That's that's that's

761
00:43:40,320 --> 00:43:42,720
Speaker 1: the beautiful thing. Because they want to start doing tours

762
00:43:44,080 --> 00:43:45,440
Speaker 1: a lot of people came to me, but like, you

763
00:43:45,480 --> 00:43:48,520
Speaker 1: know what, you save my life. You talk about mental health.

764
00:43:49,840 --> 00:43:51,800
Speaker 1: You know, I wanted to come in suicide and I

765
00:43:51,880 --> 00:43:55,799
Speaker 1: didn't because of you. But they never the people who

766
00:43:55,840 --> 00:43:58,919
Speaker 1: hasn't suffered that, it's hard to understand that it's even

767
00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:02,160
Speaker 1: more powerful than you. Yeah, you know, you can be done, man,

768
00:44:03,239 --> 00:44:06,920
Speaker 1: but if you get here by that takes you down

769
00:44:07,160 --> 00:44:10,400
Speaker 1: exactly absolutely. You know, I've been reading, I've been learning.

770
00:44:10,880 --> 00:44:12,960
Speaker 1: I have my own apple that we're gonna we're gonna

771
00:44:13,040 --> 00:44:15,239
Speaker 1: launch real soon. Oh yeah, like I'm about Yeah, it's

772
00:44:15,280 --> 00:44:18,720
Speaker 1: it's it's about wellness. It's about wellness, but that includes

773
00:44:18,760 --> 00:44:21,080
Speaker 1: you know, how to how to try to avoid to

774
00:44:21,200 --> 00:44:24,840
Speaker 1: get into depression and anxiety by any way, the chemical

775
00:44:25,000 --> 00:44:27,080
Speaker 1: this balance that it just happened sometimes for no reason.

776
00:44:28,000 --> 00:44:29,800
Speaker 1: You know, it's like when someone got cancered. It's like

777
00:44:31,000 --> 00:44:34,080
Speaker 1: some people do it, you know, did something to get

778
00:44:34,160 --> 00:44:37,160
Speaker 1: it that we're smoking a little cigarette and then oh

779
00:44:37,200 --> 00:44:38,600
Speaker 1: there's a lot of people the smoke cigarets. They never

780
00:44:38,680 --> 00:44:44,399
Speaker 1: got cancered. But some people just got it by heritage. Yea,

781
00:44:44,560 --> 00:44:50,400
Speaker 1: the mind was heritage. And and so I did with

782
00:44:50,640 --> 00:44:53,640
Speaker 1: creating this app about wellness, and that's what I'm doing.

783
00:44:53,719 --> 00:44:57,520
Speaker 1: How can I help the world even more, you know,

784
00:44:57,640 --> 00:45:00,759
Speaker 1: not just talking about it, giving them tools also to

785
00:45:00,920 --> 00:45:03,320
Speaker 1: have to feel better. The name of the app is

786
00:45:03,320 --> 00:45:07,879
Speaker 1: called oj with means listen, you know, and it's made

787
00:45:07,920 --> 00:45:12,400
Speaker 1: by Latinos. You know, there's a lot of Spanish speakers

788
00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:15,400
Speaker 1: around the world that they don't have the right information

789
00:45:15,480 --> 00:45:18,399
Speaker 1: about how to feel better. So that's what I'm doing.

790
00:45:18,680 --> 00:45:22,799
Speaker 1: What do you think your purposes while you're here? Yeah,

791
00:45:23,200 --> 00:45:26,160
Speaker 1: my purpose is to inspire the people to believe in themselves,

792
00:45:27,360 --> 00:45:30,000
Speaker 1: even though sometimes you think you don't believe in yourself.

793
00:45:31,280 --> 00:45:35,360
Speaker 1: Do you still have doubts about yourself? Yeah, sometimes I

794
00:45:35,480 --> 00:45:42,279
Speaker 1: doubt myself. Sometimes it happens at listen to me, you know,

795
00:45:43,640 --> 00:45:46,080
Speaker 1: and then I recover again. You know, I'm like the phoenix,

796
00:45:46,239 --> 00:45:48,640
Speaker 1: you know, like recover from the ashes, you know, like

797
00:45:49,120 --> 00:45:51,480
Speaker 1: let's do it again. If I didn't want to do

798
00:45:51,560 --> 00:45:56,719
Speaker 1: it twice, you know, and third and four. But it's

799
00:45:56,719 --> 00:45:59,200
Speaker 1: not easy. So I think one of my purpose definitely

800
00:45:59,320 --> 00:46:02,239
Speaker 1: is you know, make people dream that they can achieve it.

801
00:46:02,760 --> 00:46:05,480
Speaker 1: You know, I'm not supposed to be here, you know,

802
00:46:05,640 --> 00:46:09,759
Speaker 1: like I grew up listening to your song No the

803
00:46:09,920 --> 00:46:15,840
Speaker 1: one shit if I could go yes, So so, you know,

804
00:46:16,080 --> 00:46:18,480
Speaker 1: are you kidding me? That's crazy? Absolutely, you know. And

805
00:46:18,920 --> 00:46:21,279
Speaker 1: I grew up, you know, knowing about you, you know,

806
00:46:21,440 --> 00:46:24,680
Speaker 1: and I'm not supposed to be here, but I'm here,

807
00:46:25,040 --> 00:46:28,120
Speaker 1: you know. And it was impossible to think the way before.

808
00:46:29,120 --> 00:46:32,120
Speaker 1: It was impossible to think that a Latino can have

809
00:46:32,280 --> 00:46:35,319
Speaker 1: their own Jordans. You know. It was impossible to think

810
00:46:35,360 --> 00:46:38,040
Speaker 1: that you can be the number one most listen artists

811
00:46:38,080 --> 00:46:42,640
Speaker 1: in the planet. You know, what's impossible to be on Latino,

812
00:46:42,680 --> 00:46:45,880
Speaker 1: being on the super Bowl. All the things were impossible.

813
00:46:46,840 --> 00:46:48,800
Speaker 1: What we make it, What we made it possible. So

814
00:46:49,800 --> 00:46:51,600
Speaker 1: I want people to dream big and to know that

815
00:46:51,680 --> 00:46:53,640
Speaker 1: they can be whatever they want. And it's not about

816
00:46:53,719 --> 00:46:56,879
Speaker 1: being artists or being famous or rich. Now, it's about

817
00:46:56,920 --> 00:46:59,759
Speaker 1: whatever you want to do. You can make it, you know.

818
00:47:00,600 --> 00:47:04,520
Speaker 1: But one of my biggest purpose in this war is

819
00:47:04,800 --> 00:47:09,040
Speaker 1: make people dream and also make you feel that it's

820
00:47:09,040 --> 00:47:13,640
Speaker 1: okay not to be okay sometimes Yeah, that's a good one.

821
00:47:14,760 --> 00:47:16,880
Speaker 1: I have a really personal thing with the Latino culture.

822
00:47:16,960 --> 00:47:20,520
Speaker 1: I just want to You're so good at it. You

823
00:47:20,680 --> 00:47:23,960
Speaker 1: really represent well. Thank you, you really represent well. I've

824
00:47:24,000 --> 00:47:25,840
Speaker 1: heard you say many times that it's how important it

825
00:47:25,920 --> 00:47:29,840
Speaker 1: is because you're English. Is clearly you can do anything.

826
00:47:29,840 --> 00:47:31,680
Speaker 1: If you wanted to make an album in English, you could.

827
00:47:32,000 --> 00:47:34,560
Speaker 1: I don't know about that. You don't, Yes you can.

828
00:47:34,760 --> 00:47:39,960
Speaker 1: There's there's artists that but listen, we're crazy about that.

829
00:47:40,040 --> 00:47:41,480
Speaker 1: And my dream of it was like, how can I

830
00:47:41,560 --> 00:47:43,880
Speaker 1: cross over without doing something in English? Yeah? No, I

831
00:47:43,920 --> 00:47:45,759
Speaker 1: love that. I've heard you say that. I think that's

832
00:47:45,800 --> 00:47:48,200
Speaker 1: really much admirable. You know, people were like, you're not

833
00:47:48,280 --> 00:47:52,600
Speaker 1: gonna make that ship Like wait, you know, did you

834
00:47:52,719 --> 00:47:55,640
Speaker 1: really believe or you just remember? I remember having an

835
00:47:55,680 --> 00:47:58,320
Speaker 1: interview one day with Nikki jam It was a bailboard

836
00:47:58,719 --> 00:48:02,440
Speaker 1: and and you know, this lady asked like, do you

837
00:48:02,560 --> 00:48:04,400
Speaker 1: think one day it's gonna be a one hot, one

838
00:48:04,520 --> 00:48:10,160
Speaker 1: hundred Spanish song with with you guys in this genre?

839
00:48:10,800 --> 00:48:15,120
Speaker 1: And never remember Nikki saying no, I want yes and

840
00:48:15,320 --> 00:48:17,520
Speaker 1: then I like it like that with Cardi ban Ba

841
00:48:17,600 --> 00:48:20,759
Speaker 1: Boni boom here the first aim one hundred and was

842
00:48:20,800 --> 00:48:24,960
Speaker 1: like I told you it was posible, you know. So

843
00:48:25,080 --> 00:48:27,080
Speaker 1: it's it's it's about that, you know, it's about dream,

844
00:48:27,120 --> 00:48:30,360
Speaker 1: It's about you know, sometimes we we we think the

845
00:48:30,440 --> 00:48:32,960
Speaker 1: clothes are the doors are closed with at even knocked them.

846
00:48:33,200 --> 00:48:35,439
Speaker 1: You are really good at supporting people too, I see,

847
00:48:35,520 --> 00:48:37,920
Speaker 1: like you've said that before, but like even Cardi, I

848
00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:39,759
Speaker 1: think that song was a turning point for her in

849
00:48:39,880 --> 00:48:43,799
Speaker 1: terms of like the globally that song was for us,

850
00:48:44,480 --> 00:48:46,360
Speaker 1: you know, and that's not just for her, you know,

851
00:48:46,560 --> 00:48:49,760
Speaker 1: like we put the love on it. I remember another

852
00:48:49,800 --> 00:48:51,320
Speaker 1: thing about the song. It was we were in the

853
00:48:51,400 --> 00:48:54,520
Speaker 1: meeting and it was like, listen, this is the single.

854
00:48:55,160 --> 00:48:57,200
Speaker 1: I'm telling you guys. It was here in New York.

855
00:48:59,040 --> 00:49:02,880
Speaker 1: We don't know. I'm telling you this is the single.

856
00:49:02,960 --> 00:49:05,520
Speaker 1: When the album drops, you will know where this is going.

857
00:49:07,040 --> 00:49:09,080
Speaker 1: So they dropped a single and they dropped the album,

858
00:49:09,280 --> 00:49:13,400
Speaker 1: and I like it, what, Yeah, we need to make

859
00:49:13,440 --> 00:49:16,600
Speaker 1: a video. I told you guys. They want to believe

860
00:49:16,680 --> 00:49:18,600
Speaker 1: in me, you know, like I I think I have

861
00:49:18,719 --> 00:49:22,400
Speaker 1: that that you're saying part of the superpowers, like this

862
00:49:22,719 --> 00:49:26,279
Speaker 1: kind of see the future, kind of see like this

863
00:49:26,480 --> 00:49:28,959
Speaker 1: can be built. You know this is going to happen.

864
00:49:29,160 --> 00:49:31,440
Speaker 1: Is there another time you've done that? I don't know.

865
00:49:31,480 --> 00:49:34,279
Speaker 1: So many times it's not even about music, you know,

866
00:49:34,640 --> 00:49:37,560
Speaker 1: like with friends and with people like but it's not

867
00:49:37,640 --> 00:49:41,759
Speaker 1: it's not that that you're have a magic in It

868
00:49:42,000 --> 00:49:46,320
Speaker 1: is that you start learning how to read the the acts,

869
00:49:46,560 --> 00:49:49,960
Speaker 1: you know, the effect, the cause and effect situation is

870
00:49:50,000 --> 00:49:52,600
Speaker 1: like you know, so she's starting start like understanding, like

871
00:49:52,680 --> 00:49:54,920
Speaker 1: if he's acting like this, you're gonna keep acting this way.

872
00:49:55,080 --> 00:49:59,160
Speaker 1: It's gonna get here. So it's maybe just like getting

873
00:50:00,040 --> 00:50:04,160
Speaker 1: no more more more like fast and the way to

874
00:50:04,360 --> 00:50:09,239
Speaker 1: learn or to read people in moments. Yeah, or maybe

875
00:50:09,280 --> 00:50:11,560
Speaker 1: it's a superpowerful that I can see things that people

876
00:50:11,640 --> 00:50:13,960
Speaker 1: don't see. A lot of people call me the blue hole.

877
00:50:14,840 --> 00:50:18,560
Speaker 1: Why do they call you? Because I like happy, Like

878
00:50:18,800 --> 00:50:22,200
Speaker 1: sometimes you're not gonna do it here anyway. Sometimes we're like, okay,

879
00:50:22,280 --> 00:50:23,920
Speaker 1: let's close the eyes, come on, let's do it. No,

880
00:50:24,040 --> 00:50:26,319
Speaker 1: I don't know, I puke it up. I suck it up.

881
00:50:26,840 --> 00:50:30,080
Speaker 1: But when I'm like, I mean, I'm let's do it.

882
00:50:30,400 --> 00:50:33,239
Speaker 1: My friends got here, like we close the eyes and

883
00:50:33,320 --> 00:50:35,400
Speaker 1: they sent me. I said like, okay, pick three colors,

884
00:50:35,480 --> 00:50:37,279
Speaker 1: you know, and are you doing You're gonna do it

885
00:50:37,400 --> 00:50:40,759
Speaker 1: right now? Yeah, let's do it. If it up, No,

886
00:50:41,000 --> 00:50:43,480
Speaker 1: but you have to write it down. What the name

887
00:50:44,200 --> 00:50:48,000
Speaker 1: of color? Not just one color? One color? Okay, Oh

888
00:50:48,120 --> 00:50:51,600
Speaker 1: this doesn't work. That looks so bad. No, stuff works,

889
00:50:51,640 --> 00:50:56,600
Speaker 1: it works, it works. Let me see so blue, yellow, red,

890
00:50:58,080 --> 00:51:02,759
Speaker 1: the thing yellow? But I know that what we're thinking.

891
00:51:03,760 --> 00:51:06,360
Speaker 1: But you were writing, why do you know that? Because

892
00:51:06,400 --> 00:51:11,520
Speaker 1: that's my fucking shit in my brain? Yeah, I just

893
00:51:11,640 --> 00:51:13,640
Speaker 1: wrote why. I didn't get to finish writing it because

894
00:51:13,640 --> 00:51:17,759
Speaker 1: you said why there. So that's some ship going on

895
00:51:17,880 --> 00:51:19,840
Speaker 1: in my brain that I don't even know what's happening.

896
00:51:20,480 --> 00:51:23,000
Speaker 1: That's weird, super weird. Do you pick the lottery numbers?

897
00:51:23,800 --> 00:51:27,759
Speaker 1: I wish I wouldn't be here, trust me. I want

898
00:51:27,800 --> 00:51:30,600
Speaker 1: to play another game. What else can you pretend? What else?

899
00:51:30,640 --> 00:51:32,800
Speaker 1: Are you gonna really a thing? Can we try it

900
00:51:32,840 --> 00:51:34,239
Speaker 1: with one other person? I want to see if this

901
00:51:34,320 --> 00:51:39,759
Speaker 1: was Brittany write let her down? No can go to

902
00:51:39,840 --> 00:51:42,640
Speaker 1: that level. But I used to read there. I think

903
00:51:42,680 --> 00:51:45,319
Speaker 1: it's still due. And you're gonna call me crazy. The aura,

904
00:51:45,880 --> 00:51:49,000
Speaker 1: the colors of the aura, Yeah, with people energy, the

905
00:51:49,120 --> 00:51:51,960
Speaker 1: color when I when when I used to go to

906
00:51:52,400 --> 00:51:55,680
Speaker 1: used to go to charge, did you really see yellow? Yeah?

907
00:51:56,120 --> 00:51:58,640
Speaker 1: I already told you that three colors, but you start

908
00:51:59,400 --> 00:52:01,800
Speaker 1: I mean yellow in the beginning, because okay, there was

909
00:52:01,880 --> 00:52:03,520
Speaker 1: a phrenology about what I'm saying. It is like when

910
00:52:04,520 --> 00:52:06,800
Speaker 1: when I used to go to church, I used to

911
00:52:06,880 --> 00:52:11,319
Speaker 1: just be focused watching the priest. I used to see

912
00:52:11,360 --> 00:52:14,680
Speaker 1: like colors. I'm like, what's going on here? Watching colors

913
00:52:14,719 --> 00:52:17,480
Speaker 1: in this guy? This is this is a super past.

914
00:52:17,560 --> 00:52:20,120
Speaker 1: And then I started like looking everyone and started looking

915
00:52:20,160 --> 00:52:23,839
Speaker 1: different colors in every person. Wow. So like I can

916
00:52:23,920 --> 00:52:26,000
Speaker 1: see the ura. I don't know, but I feel it.

917
00:52:26,120 --> 00:52:29,320
Speaker 1: I see the order of people bought is mine yellow? No?

918
00:52:30,200 --> 00:52:31,480
Speaker 1: But I don't know right now. Because you have a

919
00:52:31,719 --> 00:52:33,799
Speaker 1: that's the thing. You can get tricked by the light.

920
00:52:34,400 --> 00:52:36,440
Speaker 1: So when I do it, like I go like to

921
00:52:36,760 --> 00:52:40,920
Speaker 1: like a place without any light. That can mess with

922
00:52:42,120 --> 00:52:45,759
Speaker 1: this because I could be seeing like, why don't you

923
00:52:45,960 --> 00:52:48,880
Speaker 1: reflection on anything of the blue over there? And you

924
00:52:48,960 --> 00:52:51,320
Speaker 1: see that this is something I never talked about. It

925
00:52:51,480 --> 00:52:54,640
Speaker 1: was good. I like it. Yeah, it's fascinating. It's weird.

926
00:52:55,120 --> 00:52:59,880
Speaker 1: It's not weird, it's just unique. Yeah, it's unique. Is

927
00:53:00,000 --> 00:53:03,160
Speaker 1: important because yellow is a color for me. You know,

928
00:53:03,840 --> 00:53:07,200
Speaker 1: what color are you? Huh? What color are you? There

929
00:53:07,280 --> 00:53:10,640
Speaker 1: were chameleons. I think we changed color every day. It

930
00:53:10,719 --> 00:53:15,000
Speaker 1: depends on there our moon, It depends on how we're feeling.

931
00:53:15,760 --> 00:53:19,799
Speaker 1: You know. Sometimes you feel like why something you feel

932
00:53:19,800 --> 00:53:23,800
Speaker 1: like blue? You know today, what do you feel today?

933
00:53:23,960 --> 00:53:27,920
Speaker 1: I'm kind of like like green, like hope you have

934
00:53:28,000 --> 00:53:31,800
Speaker 1: hope today? I like that. That's a good word. Yeah, green,

935
00:53:32,560 --> 00:53:34,279
Speaker 1: What are you hopeful for? What does the future for

936
00:53:34,360 --> 00:53:40,239
Speaker 1: you look like? Oh, it's so many areas that I

937
00:53:40,360 --> 00:53:42,839
Speaker 1: want to touch, that I want to you know, growing up.

938
00:53:42,920 --> 00:53:45,360
Speaker 1: You know first that which is being really weird to

939
00:53:45,480 --> 00:53:50,080
Speaker 1: me because I don't understand the old an animation family.

940
00:53:50,920 --> 00:53:56,680
Speaker 1: There's no minus for that, you know. On our biggest

941
00:53:56,840 --> 00:54:01,520
Speaker 1: you know, Latino artists, to make a huge statement history

942
00:54:01,600 --> 00:54:03,880
Speaker 1: of music, i'd be writing in the books, you know,

943
00:54:04,200 --> 00:54:08,320
Speaker 1: and be like jac one day in the entrepreneur side

944
00:54:08,360 --> 00:54:12,160
Speaker 1: and you know, and how to touch life and embrace

945
00:54:12,200 --> 00:54:18,080
Speaker 1: your culture, h and being a great person that I

946
00:54:18,160 --> 00:54:21,239
Speaker 1: can't help the world. You know. That's that's that's what

947
00:54:21,400 --> 00:54:24,600
Speaker 1: you want to want to be. You know, none of

948
00:54:24,640 --> 00:54:30,400
Speaker 1: them are easy. Just being happy? I was. I was

949
00:54:30,480 --> 00:54:35,320
Speaker 1: asking them yesterday. I was asking Johnny left already, Johnny's

950
00:54:35,320 --> 00:54:38,560
Speaker 1: always left, He's always never here. I was asking, like,

951
00:54:38,680 --> 00:54:43,200
Speaker 1: how happy Johnny? I did? I ask you how happy

952
00:54:43,680 --> 00:54:47,200
Speaker 1: were you yesterday? Are you happy? Well? From one to ten,

953
00:54:47,520 --> 00:54:50,520
Speaker 1: how was you were? Eight? That's a good number, from

954
00:54:50,560 --> 00:54:55,640
Speaker 1: one to ten? Number obviously not obvious. Obviously it's not. Obviously,

955
00:54:55,800 --> 00:55:01,000
Speaker 1: there's people that are living one for me, you know. Yeah,

956
00:55:01,239 --> 00:55:04,359
Speaker 1: but yeah, sometimes I ask people like really, like how

957
00:55:04,520 --> 00:55:08,080
Speaker 1: are you? Are you happy? You know, like how happy

958
00:55:08,120 --> 00:55:11,360
Speaker 1: are you? From one to ten? And they're like tell me,

959
00:55:12,480 --> 00:55:14,919
Speaker 1: and the start, you know, saying their things how they feel.

960
00:55:15,520 --> 00:55:17,200
Speaker 1: I feel sick because I don't have this and that,

961
00:55:17,320 --> 00:55:20,239
Speaker 1: and I'm like, but I have this and that, and

962
00:55:20,360 --> 00:55:23,759
Speaker 1: I feel and I'm in your same number. M So

963
00:55:23,920 --> 00:55:26,480
Speaker 1: that how you sound? Like the code of life? You know,

964
00:55:26,760 --> 00:55:31,480
Speaker 1: like what makes you happy? That's a good way to start.

965
00:55:31,480 --> 00:55:33,399
Speaker 1: I might steal that for my podcast. I might ask

966
00:55:33,440 --> 00:55:35,719
Speaker 1: people on a scale of one to ten, Yes, how

967
00:55:35,760 --> 00:55:38,239
Speaker 1: happy you are? How happy are you? If they were,

968
00:55:39,440 --> 00:55:42,759
Speaker 1: if they're real, the thing's really weird to see a

969
00:55:42,880 --> 00:55:47,560
Speaker 1: ten kind of weird. I'll hope you're happy, are you?

970
00:55:47,680 --> 00:55:51,839
Speaker 1: I'm one to ten? Yeah right now? That's a lot.

971
00:55:52,040 --> 00:55:55,319
Speaker 1: You're having a great life. He is generally a happy guy.

972
00:55:56,480 --> 00:55:59,480
Speaker 1: Energy is always up right. I don't know his personal

973
00:55:59,560 --> 00:56:03,759
Speaker 1: dark moments, but what he projects is an eight happy

974
00:56:03,800 --> 00:56:07,799
Speaker 1: are you from one to ten? Right now? Six? That's

975
00:56:07,840 --> 00:56:10,839
Speaker 1: a real guys. Now you're a real one too, Yeah,

976
00:56:10,880 --> 00:56:12,800
Speaker 1: But that's what that's that's that's what I'm saying. You know,

977
00:56:12,920 --> 00:56:15,160
Speaker 1: like you sometimes you ask people how are you? But

978
00:56:15,440 --> 00:56:17,200
Speaker 1: really are you asking how are you? Let me think

979
00:56:17,200 --> 00:56:20,719
Speaker 1: about what my number is? How happy are you today today? Yeah,

980
00:56:20,880 --> 00:56:24,959
Speaker 1: don't think about passes pass I'm gonna say at seven,

981
00:56:25,239 --> 00:56:28,239
Speaker 1: that's great. I woke up with I had a rough

982
00:56:28,360 --> 00:56:31,160
Speaker 1: morning that you were like five, so I started out

983
00:56:31,200 --> 00:56:33,879
Speaker 1: of five. Yeah, this is a great conversation. I'm happy

984
00:56:33,920 --> 00:56:36,120
Speaker 1: to see you. It's good energy in here. So you

985
00:56:36,280 --> 00:56:38,840
Speaker 1: lifted me up a couple a couple of notches. But

986
00:56:38,960 --> 00:56:41,799
Speaker 1: it's not unhappy. It's just yeah, it was a probe

987
00:56:41,880 --> 00:56:45,760
Speaker 1: to say unhappy because I wasn't unhappy. I was just tired,

988
00:56:45,800 --> 00:56:48,880
Speaker 1: and like you were, you were unhappy. That's what you

989
00:56:48,960 --> 00:56:50,880
Speaker 1: say you. I want you talking to be straight up.

990
00:56:50,920 --> 00:56:53,000
Speaker 1: You've been straight up. If you're not feeling happy, you're

991
00:56:53,000 --> 00:56:56,279
Speaker 1: feeling unhappy. You're saying I should be okay to say that. Yes,

992
00:56:57,600 --> 00:57:01,760
Speaker 1: there are definitely days i'll feel Yeah, you're angie and everything,

993
00:57:01,800 --> 00:57:04,080
Speaker 1: but it doesn't mean that you cannot said day you're unhappy,

994
00:57:04,120 --> 00:57:08,320
Speaker 1: first moments in your life or even today. Why is

995
00:57:08,360 --> 00:57:11,160
Speaker 1: it harder for me to say today versus yeah, sure,

996
00:57:11,200 --> 00:57:14,279
Speaker 1: I've been unhappier moment, see, but not when you're saying

997
00:57:14,360 --> 00:57:17,520
Speaker 1: the day it's thing. You're showing weakness right now. So

998
00:57:17,600 --> 00:57:19,240
Speaker 1: it's easy when you say, like, yeah, it has rough

999
00:57:19,320 --> 00:57:24,520
Speaker 1: times I had and I conquered. I conquered it. I

1000
00:57:24,680 --> 00:57:27,480
Speaker 1: have the courage when you're like right now, I feel like, shit,

1001
00:57:29,040 --> 00:57:32,640
Speaker 1: how good are you at it? Number? Right now? We'll

1002
00:57:32,680 --> 00:57:36,840
Speaker 1: give me your number right now, right now? Yes? Six

1003
00:57:37,000 --> 00:57:41,680
Speaker 1: or seven? Okay? Yeah this morning, this morning, I was

1004
00:57:41,720 --> 00:57:47,840
Speaker 1: like four, but I'm gonna get to nine today. Yeah,

1005
00:57:48,280 --> 00:57:52,240
Speaker 1: why not? He's hold in the mind. M hmm. Yeah.

1006
00:57:52,920 --> 00:57:55,400
Speaker 1: On an average day, On an average day, I think

1007
00:57:55,600 --> 00:58:00,200
Speaker 1: I'm like seven, okay, seven, eight, that's good. Seven date

1008
00:58:00,360 --> 00:58:04,320
Speaker 1: is good. Yeah, on the average day. But yeah, there's

1009
00:58:04,400 --> 00:58:08,440
Speaker 1: day that she goes to two. Still. Yeah, then say

1010
00:58:08,680 --> 00:58:10,640
Speaker 1: what sets you off? What would take what could take

1011
00:58:10,680 --> 00:58:15,840
Speaker 1: you to a two? My mind asking myself too much,

1012
00:58:17,360 --> 00:58:23,240
Speaker 1: asking myself too much, asking myself looking around instead of

1013
00:58:23,320 --> 00:58:28,520
Speaker 1: looking inside, looking around. I guess you confuse you know.

1014
00:58:28,800 --> 00:58:33,040
Speaker 1: So that's why that's one of the things that I

1015
00:58:33,120 --> 00:58:37,800
Speaker 1: want to share with people. That's like, like start looking around,

1016
00:58:39,040 --> 00:58:43,240
Speaker 1: looking side of you much again, easy to say, easy

1017
00:58:43,320 --> 00:58:47,320
Speaker 1: to say, so hard, especially in this climate social media.

1018
00:58:47,440 --> 00:58:51,200
Speaker 1: Everybody's in an opinion, everybody's everybody's out loud, everybody's in front.

1019
00:58:51,240 --> 00:58:54,040
Speaker 1: It's hard. It's hard. Sometimes I want to get rid

1020
00:58:54,040 --> 00:58:55,880
Speaker 1: of just want to be a day that I'll be

1021
00:58:55,920 --> 00:58:58,320
Speaker 1: just out of social media for a couple of months,

1022
00:58:59,040 --> 00:59:01,040
Speaker 1: because I think that gives a lot of anxiety to people.

1023
00:59:01,120 --> 00:59:04,080
Speaker 1: Why because people see the perfect life and everybody's trying

1024
00:59:04,120 --> 00:59:07,200
Speaker 1: to show the best, right the highlight reel. Yeah, exactly,

1025
00:59:07,240 --> 00:59:10,560
Speaker 1: so they want popping Champa and yeat, you know in

1026
00:59:10,640 --> 00:59:13,280
Speaker 1: the car. It's great, that's that's great. I don't. I don't.

1027
00:59:13,760 --> 00:59:15,960
Speaker 1: Who wants to post when you're at the two? I

1028
00:59:16,120 --> 00:59:18,600
Speaker 1: didn't once you didn't. I told you when I started,

1029
00:59:18,840 --> 00:59:20,720
Speaker 1: when I said that I was depressed at the two?

1030
00:59:21,440 --> 00:59:25,160
Speaker 1: I was. I was below. Yeah, but did you post

1031
00:59:25,280 --> 00:59:28,200
Speaker 1: in that moment or just around you know what? I'm

1032
00:59:28,200 --> 00:59:33,959
Speaker 1: going to talk about this? I was ten below you know, sup?

1033
00:59:34,080 --> 00:59:39,600
Speaker 1: Serial shop ten and uh And I think that I'm

1034
00:59:39,920 --> 00:59:42,280
Speaker 1: the only artist has made that on the Latino culture

1035
00:59:42,280 --> 00:59:45,680
Speaker 1: to be like okay, it's okay, like shit, especially Latino men,

1036
00:59:46,480 --> 00:59:49,160
Speaker 1: there's there's like a there's a lot of it, a

1037
00:59:49,200 --> 00:59:51,120
Speaker 1: stigma about it. You have to be they want to

1038
00:59:51,120 --> 00:59:54,040
Speaker 1: be the macho man and everything's cool, it's perfect. You

1039
00:59:54,080 --> 00:59:58,560
Speaker 1: can handle it. Uh, one day, this is a cool

1040
00:59:58,600 --> 01:00:01,800
Speaker 1: story before before you take I'm never going to get

1041
01:00:02,200 --> 01:00:05,960
Speaker 1: I wasn't. I was. I was right here, close from

1042
01:00:06,000 --> 01:00:09,680
Speaker 1: here to here, and I was in a balcony. I

1043
01:00:09,840 --> 01:00:13,320
Speaker 1: just bought a new place and uh, and I was

1044
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Speaker 1: with hey dad and his son. His son was suffering

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01:00:18,200 --> 01:00:21,960
Speaker 1: from depression, and it was really concerned about him, and

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Speaker 1: I understood why he was feeling. So his dad was saying,

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01:00:25,920 --> 01:00:31,520
Speaker 1: you're weak, You're ungrateful, you don't value life. And I

1048
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Speaker 1: want to listen, sir, I'm want to tell you something.

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Speaker 1: You know where we are right now? Right? You love

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01:00:36,600 --> 01:00:42,200
Speaker 1: this penthouse? Do you think I'm weak? I made this

1051
01:00:42,320 --> 01:00:46,640
Speaker 1: coming from zero. Do you think I'm weak? Do you

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01:00:46,720 --> 01:00:49,080
Speaker 1: know my music? Have you ever been in Rome? Have

1053
01:00:49,240 --> 01:00:50,800
Speaker 1: you listened to my music in Rome? Here? Like? Yes?

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01:00:51,200 --> 01:00:54,240
Speaker 1: Do you think I'm weak? I suffered from the same

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01:00:54,280 --> 01:00:57,920
Speaker 1: thing that your son have. I'm not weak. It's just

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01:00:58,040 --> 01:01:00,120
Speaker 1: something that happens with us. As I came at all,

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01:01:00,120 --> 01:01:02,640
Speaker 1: there's balance. So they'll never tell your kid that he

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01:01:02,720 --> 01:01:05,640
Speaker 1: is weak, because I'm not weak either. It just shit

1059
01:01:05,720 --> 01:01:09,040
Speaker 1: happened sometimes you might have saved that kid's life. Yes,

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01:01:09,120 --> 01:01:12,240
Speaker 1: he's way better now, he's taking his match, you know.

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01:01:13,080 --> 01:01:16,800
Speaker 1: And I think that learn a lot that day. Thank

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01:01:16,800 --> 01:01:19,240
Speaker 1: god I was there. I gotta imagine, do the work

1063
01:01:19,280 --> 01:01:21,400
Speaker 1: that you've done and amount you've shared and the amount

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01:01:21,440 --> 01:01:23,600
Speaker 1: of people that you've touched, that you've probably saved a

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01:01:23,760 --> 01:01:28,520
Speaker 1: lot of lives, I think a lot. Do people tell

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01:01:28,560 --> 01:01:32,320
Speaker 1: you that often? Yes? So many times? Yeah, yes, so

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01:01:32,440 --> 01:01:36,000
Speaker 1: many times. I mean, what a great legacy. Yeah, that's

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01:01:36,120 --> 01:01:38,880
Speaker 1: that's that's that's even if it's just that if you

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01:01:38,960 --> 01:01:42,800
Speaker 1: did nothing else, that's like this, Yeah, it's true. That's

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01:01:42,840 --> 01:01:49,080
Speaker 1: a human really powerful statement to make people that they're

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01:01:49,120 --> 01:01:53,240
Speaker 1: not alone and have been in places that I start

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01:01:53,320 --> 01:01:55,640
Speaker 1: talking about it normally like you start talking about soccer,

1073
01:01:55,760 --> 01:02:02,920
Speaker 1: about basketball, and from tanning the table five are like, okay, man,

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01:02:03,200 --> 01:02:07,400
Speaker 1: I feel the same m I've been to this. How

1075
01:02:07,520 --> 01:02:10,680
Speaker 1: can I who should I talk to? You know? And

1076
01:02:10,760 --> 01:02:13,440
Speaker 1: this because they're stuff being like, Okay, this guy that

1077
01:02:13,680 --> 01:02:17,200
Speaker 1: is Jay Balwin stuck in about this with all these

1078
01:02:17,400 --> 01:02:20,560
Speaker 1: people here, and he's not as scared to talk about it.

1079
01:02:21,120 --> 01:02:23,440
Speaker 1: Why should I be scarrible talking about it? So they

1080
01:02:23,560 --> 01:02:26,440
Speaker 1: start opening they're like some of them start crying. I'm like, yo,

1081
01:02:26,520 --> 01:02:31,040
Speaker 1: it's okay, you know. Like so that's why speaking of

1082
01:02:31,120 --> 01:02:33,600
Speaker 1: my friend, when he saw like you're showing your weakness. Wait,

1083
01:02:33,680 --> 01:02:35,640
Speaker 1: maybe at that time when I show my weakness, what

1084
01:02:35,720 --> 01:02:39,040
Speaker 1: I did was a superpower to connect to the people.

1085
01:02:40,560 --> 01:02:43,600
Speaker 1: It's one of yours. Yeah, where do you see? What

1086
01:02:43,840 --> 01:02:47,880
Speaker 1: is like? What is like? Older man Jay Balbin, Like,

1087
01:02:47,960 --> 01:02:51,680
Speaker 1: what do you see in your future? What does the future?

1088
01:02:51,680 --> 01:02:53,960
Speaker 1: What does your future look like? Ten years from now,

1089
01:02:54,240 --> 01:03:00,320
Speaker 1: twenty years from now, twenty years we'll go out with that. Ah.

1090
01:03:01,280 --> 01:03:04,720
Speaker 1: I wish it could be kind of like a guru.

1091
01:03:05,880 --> 01:03:08,080
Speaker 1: You know, you're gonna be at like a Walter merc No,

1092
01:03:09,080 --> 01:03:11,760
Speaker 1: not like that, not like that, but you know, like

1093
01:03:12,000 --> 01:03:18,960
Speaker 1: like someone that that has the balance to talk about.

1094
01:03:21,640 --> 01:03:24,440
Speaker 1: You've got a lot of shit to talk because sometimes

1095
01:03:24,960 --> 01:03:31,240
Speaker 1: people think that spirituality and money doesn't get along. Right.

1096
01:03:31,520 --> 01:03:36,000
Speaker 1: Suppose that you have spirituality here, you should be here.

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01:03:37,280 --> 01:03:40,000
Speaker 1: It doesn't make sense, right, But they good things. We're

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01:03:40,000 --> 01:03:42,400
Speaker 1: not talking about religions talk about spirituality. You know, people

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01:03:42,480 --> 01:03:46,080
Speaker 1: are he's spiritual, but what he has money? What's the

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01:03:46,200 --> 01:03:51,360
Speaker 1: problem with one and another? Right? So my dream is

1101
01:03:51,400 --> 01:03:54,760
Speaker 1: to be which is never gonna happen. Perfect balance is

1102
01:03:54,800 --> 01:03:57,520
Speaker 1: never gonna happen. Of course, likes go like this, but

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01:03:57,680 --> 01:04:00,160
Speaker 1: it's to be like a muggul, you know, like in

1104
01:04:00,280 --> 01:04:04,040
Speaker 1: the spiritual way and on the business and entrepreneur music,

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01:04:04,120 --> 01:04:08,320
Speaker 1: to be like I can help you in these bold

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01:04:08,360 --> 01:04:12,720
Speaker 1: things and be successful at the same time. You know,

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Speaker 1: it's always going to be sometimes like this, like that,

1108
01:04:15,920 --> 01:04:19,880
Speaker 1: like that, But have those two peelers really connected and

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01:04:20,000 --> 01:04:22,840
Speaker 1: show that you can be a good human. Which I'm

1110
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Speaker 1: not saying I'm the best human in the world. I

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01:04:24,680 --> 01:04:27,280
Speaker 1: try to be a good person every day and I

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01:04:27,360 --> 01:04:29,880
Speaker 1: try to learn every day. So that's how I see

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Speaker 1: myself in twenty days. Like, oh, I see it for

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01:04:31,760 --> 01:04:33,760
Speaker 1: you to a god, you know, I'd be like that's

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Speaker 1: the Godfather in a positive way. Yeah, you know what,

1116
01:04:39,320 --> 01:04:41,920
Speaker 1: but like this, like tell me how can I help you?

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01:04:42,640 --> 01:04:45,080
Speaker 1: You know, I'm gonna offer that you can't refuse, but

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01:04:45,200 --> 01:04:47,000
Speaker 1: on the good way, you know, Like, you know what,

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Speaker 1: I think you can do it follow me in this band,

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01:04:49,360 --> 01:04:51,720
Speaker 1: not just because of your success, but because you're of

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01:04:51,800 --> 01:04:54,000
Speaker 1: your intention and of because of your heart. I think

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01:04:54,080 --> 01:04:57,880
Speaker 1: that is absolutely attainable goal for you to do and

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01:04:57,960 --> 01:05:01,600
Speaker 1: to dreams. Honest God, bless you, babe, Thank you so

1124
01:05:01,760 --> 01:05:05,919
Speaker 1: much for today, So grateful you are giving me green

1125
01:05:06,040 --> 01:05:09,600
Speaker 1: vibes right now. It is green and heavy color. Okay good.

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01:05:10,520 --> 01:05:15,880
Speaker 1: Maybe it's money. Maybe it means the money you're giving me,

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01:05:15,960 --> 01:05:16,880
Speaker 1: all the ring in