Speaker 1: So I start walking. In the first step, I'm like, oh, oh,
Speaker 1: a little bit nothing. Yeah, but I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: we might nah make it.
Speaker 2: A wise woman once said, if P and your pants
Speaker 2: is cool, consider me Miles Davis.
Speaker 3: And following that.
Speaker 2: Logic, we've got the coolest guest in town. My friend,
Speaker 2: Sean Soda Redona aka Sean does Magic is a massive
Speaker 2: TikTok superstar, a Nickelodeon Kid's Choice Award nominee, and most importantly,
Speaker 2: an all around pleasant guy. He's got a great smile,
Speaker 2: he knows magic, and his vibes are immaculate. And that
Speaker 2: is a phrase that I tried to never say. Shawn
Speaker 2: and I sat down at vidcom and he told me
Speaker 2: a very relatable story about going to the bathroom inside
Speaker 2: his own pants. I'm Will Big Bladder McFadden and this
Speaker 2: is hashtag story time, brought to you by you iHeart Radio.
Speaker 3: So, Sean, tell me a story. Do you have a
Speaker 3: good story to tell? God? Okay?
Speaker 1: So, like I've never been asked the question like, just
Speaker 1: tell me a story.
Speaker 3: Well, it was more of a command. Yeah, tell me
Speaker 3: a story. Has no question here.
Speaker 1: But I'm a look, my life is pretty embarrassing. I
Speaker 1: gotta be real with you.
Speaker 3: Like it means you live a interesting life. I don't
Speaker 3: know about that. I don't know.
Speaker 1: I just feel like I'm always like there's a lot
Speaker 1: of good things that happened to me, but likewise, how
Speaker 1: life has to equal out, there's a lot of bad
Speaker 1: things that happened to me and a lot of embarrassing things.
Speaker 2: If it was all ups, Like, if it was all great,
Speaker 2: then it wouldn't you.
Speaker 1: Would be able to appreciate the good. Yeah, if you
Speaker 1: didn't have the bad exactly. So when I think of
Speaker 1: one of the most embarrassing moments in my life, I
Speaker 1: think back to freshman year.
Speaker 3: Just in general, freshman year of.
Speaker 1: High school, that's just an first off that is just
Speaker 1: such an interesting time in your life because like you know,
Speaker 1: you you're in eighth grade, yeah, and you think you're like, oh,
Speaker 1: I'm top of the food chat, I'm the am I
Speaker 1: allowed a curse and yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm the ship
Speaker 1: like I'm about to go out, And then we go
Speaker 1: into high school like day.
Speaker 3: And then you're nothing. You're like no, And.
Speaker 1: There was a lot of things in high school that
Speaker 1: I didn't understand right, Like, for one, I didn't know
Speaker 1: that like asking someone to homecoming meant that like, y'all
Speaker 1: were just going to homecoming. I thought that that was like, oh,
Speaker 1: y'all are like dating now, like that's one thing. I
Speaker 1: was like, what, like, like I asked this go to
Speaker 1: homecoming and I put her name in my bio with
Speaker 1: like little red heart, and she text me.
Speaker 3: Like why did you do that?
Speaker 1: We were just going to homecoming, like some embarrassing stuff
Speaker 1: like that. But I have a really embarrassing story that
Speaker 1: happened in high school. So you know, when you're a kid, right,
Speaker 1: you know, maybe third grade, fourth it's normal for you
Speaker 1: to piss yourself, right, Sometimes sometimes it happens.
Speaker 3: Yeah, hey, yeah, I still do it grown.
Speaker 1: So I want you to put yourself back freshman year
Speaker 1: in high school? Right wait? What pause?
Speaker 3: Look, accidents happened, right well, let me tell you my
Speaker 3: pants adult Is that a real brand? Pooped my pants?
Speaker 3: That's the brand? Oh okay, that's good. I'm glad. I'm glad.
Speaker 1: We have sponsors and stuff. No, okay, so let me
Speaker 1: set the scene for you, yes please. Okay, So you know,
Speaker 1: I'm in Spanish class. We're out here, right, and we
Speaker 1: have a big test today, you know, and I was
Speaker 1: very excited, like I nailed it. I am super smart.
Speaker 1: Shanna Spanish. We're out here, we're doing all of this.
Speaker 2: I'll say quaderno'sve BiblioTech has.
Speaker 3: Test right.
Speaker 1: And so I'm taking this test and I feel fairly confident.
Speaker 1: I get through that test so fast, and the whole
Speaker 1: time was like kind of I got a little tinkle feeling.
Speaker 1: I feel like I got to pee a little bit. Okay,
Speaker 1: So I was like, okay, I'll just finish this test.
Speaker 1: We're gonna go to the bathroom right right right, And
Speaker 1: so you know, I finished the test and I go
Speaker 1: to turn it in and my teacher goes, hey, you
Speaker 1: didn't do the back.
Speaker 3: I was like, oh, there's a backside.
Speaker 1: I was like, do I ask to go to the
Speaker 1: bathroom now or do I finish the backside of this
Speaker 1: this test. I was like, okay, you know what, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna go back to my seat. I finished the front
Speaker 1: side fairly quickly, because.
Speaker 3: It is a little suss if you go to the
Speaker 3: bathroom mid test. I was like, are you you cheating
Speaker 3: all the answers? What are you doing?
Speaker 1: And so you know, I go back to my desk
Speaker 1: and I start working and I do the first answer
Speaker 1: on the backside, second answer, the third answer. I started
Speaker 1: feeling a little more like answer. I'm like, oh, I
Speaker 1: really really got a pee. Like oh, So I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: I finished it up. I kind of just rushed my
Speaker 1: answers and I turn it. I give my test, and
Speaker 1: then I start I go, hey, I think it's petter
Speaker 1: ear Albano, which means can I go to the bathroom please? Yes,
Speaker 1: I learned things. I'm gonna learn that pretty good. I'm
Speaker 1: a nowhere I know things, And so I start.
Speaker 3: Making my way to the bathroom.
Speaker 2: Right.
Speaker 3: Now here's the thing.
Speaker 1: There's no bathroom in the class, right, you have to
Speaker 1: go to the hallway bathroom.
Speaker 3: But the closest bathroom.
Speaker 1: The thing is, it's inapportable, So the closest bathroom is
Speaker 1: inside the school. So you have to So if you're
Speaker 1: like over here, you got to make up. Have to
Speaker 1: walk all the way to the gym.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 1: So I start walking and the first step I'm like,
Speaker 1: oh a little bit, no nothing yet, but I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: we might not make it. So I keep walking and
Speaker 1: just each step I'm like, oh, I need mental will
Speaker 1: power right now, dread just like nothing, No, we are
Speaker 1: not doing this. I'm a high schooler, high school. I
Speaker 1: just I just went homecoming. Okay, I have the balls
Speaker 1: to ask your girl to homecoming. I can hold my piss, right, Yeah.
Speaker 1: So as I continue to walk forward, I get out
Speaker 1: of the classroom, I start making my way, and eventually,
Speaker 1: in moments like this, there's there's a moment where you
Speaker 1: just accept your fate.
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying, It's over. There's a moment
Speaker 3: where you just realize that I'm going down with the ship.
Speaker 3: This is not this is not gonna happen. I'm not
Speaker 3: gonna make it.
Speaker 1: This is not gonna happen. And so we have this
Speaker 1: program in our school. We have this like kind of
Speaker 1: daycare program and where you know, the high schoolers take
Speaker 1: care of these kids who come in for like a
Speaker 1: few hours. And so I'm walking and I see the
Speaker 1: little daycare area. I'm like, okay, you know what, I'm
Speaker 1: going to go over to this area. And I just
Speaker 1: I walked over and I stood next to the daycare door,
Speaker 1: and I just had to piss myself.
Speaker 3: I just pissed everywhere. But I was thinking, like, hey,
Speaker 3: out of all the places, this is where some kids
Speaker 3: standing next to you like my guy.
Speaker 1: So I literally went into the middle of the whole way.
Speaker 1: There was no way because class was going on, so
Speaker 1: everybody's inside of the class. So I went to the
Speaker 1: hallway area next to the door. I just I can't
Speaker 1: believe I'm telling the start. I just pissed myself, and
Speaker 1: I just you just feel the warm, just the rush
Speaker 1: just go down.
Speaker 3: And I was w no, it wasn't no shorts action here.
Speaker 1: I was wearing thick black jeans and you could just
Speaker 1: feel just everything just start to come down, and then
Speaker 1: so suddenly there's just a puddles under you. And I'm
Speaker 1: just thinking this whole time, Oh my god, I hope
Speaker 1: nobody who walks past.
Speaker 3: Nobody.
Speaker 1: Nobody did, which was great, but I felt so bad
Speaker 1: because I know that, like you know, some jannits and
Speaker 1: while by some kid pissed me, so some child. So
Speaker 1: that was the first part of my struggle, right The
Speaker 1: second part is how am I going to go back
Speaker 1: to Spanish glass right now? But luckily what was good
Speaker 1: is because I was wearing thick black pants, it didn't
Speaker 1: look like I pissed myself because like it was already thick.
Speaker 2: If you were wearing khakis right then. Yeah, that was
Speaker 2: which is what I wore every day of ninth grade.
Speaker 3: Oh lord, oh.
Speaker 1: My god, nothing but oh yeah Jake from State Farm, Yeah, exactly,
Speaker 1: and so I always were shorts. So it's the one
Speaker 1: day that I happened to wear black jeans, which is crazy.
Speaker 1: And so I ended up going back and I waited
Speaker 1: for the belt about to ring, and I walked because
Speaker 1: I was done.
Speaker 3: I was no my test. Wait for the belt of
Speaker 3: back to.
Speaker 1: Ring, and then I opened the door and I held
Speaker 1: I stood behind the door for everybody to go out.
Speaker 3: I was hiding under the door. I was just waiting. Yeah.
Speaker 3: I grabbed my backpack.
Speaker 1: Luckily I had a change of shorts for gym class,
Speaker 1: and I just changed. But like, bro, my my underwear
Speaker 1: was drenched, my shoes, bro.
Speaker 3: Like everything did you just trash?
Speaker 1: I lots of laundry, lots of laundry, and like when
Speaker 1: I tell you, like I was doing the yeah, like
Speaker 1: just walking around school the whole time, and you just
Speaker 1: can feel it.
Speaker 3: You know, it's not even water. Yeah, you're like said,
Speaker 3: you sound a little squishy today. Yeah. Yeah.
Speaker 1: And I ended up surviving the day because it was
Speaker 1: fifth period, going to sixth period, six period. It was
Speaker 1: my last class, and although I felt gross the whole time,
Speaker 1: I survived biology, which ironically biology like.
Speaker 2: Today we're talking about the urinary tract system and how
Speaker 2: urethras work. Oh yeah, oh yeah, and how if you
Speaker 2: do keygels you can stop yourself from.
Speaker 3: Being like oh, one class too late.
Speaker 2: It's how you're like, you think you have control over
Speaker 2: your body until moments like that and you're like nope,
Speaker 2: I uh, my body has betrayed me.
Speaker 3: It's horrible.
Speaker 1: And so yeah, as a as a high schooler, I
Speaker 1: pissed myself, dude, and it's a very traumatizing moment. Actually
Speaker 1: don't wear black jeans anymore because of it. I'm just kidding,
Speaker 1: never again.
Speaker 2: Oh my god, it's is I mean, you standing next
Speaker 2: to the daycare and peeing yourself is very funny to me.
Speaker 2: I'm glad you didn't like try and you know, like
Speaker 2: because if you would have tried to like just piss
Speaker 2: on like the wall or.
Speaker 3: Something or something like that, yeah, I just could.
Speaker 2: Have ended up with a charge right exposure and then
Speaker 2: exactly like you registered and you know, Shanda's criminal activity,
Speaker 2: so you could have gone on a way different life. Paths,
Speaker 2: so just like accepting it and being like I'm just
Speaker 2: gonna piss right moves the move dude, Yeah, thank you,
Speaker 2: it was a pro play. I'm trying to think how
Speaker 2: you say like me spentalonis as mooy MOI I don't
Speaker 2: know piss pussy, I don't know you pissed in Spanish.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I've never told that story, so that you have,
Speaker 1: really I no one. I'm gonna be at the Oscars
Speaker 1: one day going to play this audio.
Speaker 2: What was like the moral of that story? What did
Speaker 2: you learn from that experience? What did you take away?
Speaker 2: How are you changed or different?
Speaker 1: Uh? I don't have wear black jeans always, always wear
Speaker 1: black jeans always. We're black teams because you never know
Speaker 1: when they're gonna come in handy or look to see
Speaker 1: if there's another side of your task.
Speaker 2: Exactly. That's that's the takeaway. Ye check check the backside, check.
Speaker 1: The backside always and p before Spanish class exactly.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 2: I want to play a quick little game games first, last, best, worst,
Speaker 2: and we pick a we pick a category and then
Speaker 2: you tell me about the first time, the last time,
Speaker 2: the best time of.
Speaker 3: The worst time. Okay, so what's the category? Uh, I'm
Speaker 3: gonna go a little saucy. What about kiss?
Speaker 2: Okay, okay, all right, what was your first kiss experience?
Speaker 3: Okay, well the first was also the worst?
Speaker 2: Okay, that's great if that well, combo, Yeah, let me
Speaker 2: tell you, and you don't have to name names, we can,
Speaker 2: you know you can do all right?
Speaker 3: All right, this is so bad? Okay.
Speaker 1: So this is also freshman year in high school. It's
Speaker 1: a lot going on, freshman lots of stuff going on.
Speaker 1: You're like the same day my pants and I got
Speaker 1: my first kiss. Yeah no, So you know, freshman year
Speaker 1: in high school, you know, you're you're learning more things
Speaker 1: about yourself, and you're you're going through puberty.
Speaker 3: Ish and you're like growing up and trying to become
Speaker 3: an adult.
Speaker 1: Right, you know you're gonna start to like girls a
Speaker 1: little bit and talk to girls and what not or yeah,
Speaker 1: whatever whatever you're into, and you're starting to learn more
Speaker 1: about yourself. So God, I'm gonna give her a code name, Susan.
Speaker 3: Susan. What if I just guessed her name was actually
Speaker 3: like not Susan, No, Susan. So let's just say Susan
Speaker 3: kissed a lot of boys, Okay, Susan.
Speaker 2: Yeah, we love Susan. Susan was a boy kisser. We
Speaker 2: don't slust, shame on. We love Susan. Yeah, we love
Speaker 2: Let's save lives. Honestly, you never know, right, promiscuitous women.
Speaker 2: It is the twenties first century. Yeah, you live your life,
Speaker 2: You do what you want to do. You want to
Speaker 2: kiss boys, You kiss as many boys as you want
Speaker 2: to kiss. Yeah, okay, so Susan, so yis kissing the boys?
Speaker 3: Yes, yes. And so.
Speaker 1: I was talking to Susan a little bit and she, uh,
Speaker 1: you know, we were we were like always hanging out,
Speaker 1: like making jokes and whatnot. And I knew that Susan
Speaker 1: kissed a lot of boys, but that, but we were
Speaker 1: friends before.
Speaker 2: All that, like we were just like vibing, right, yeah,
Speaker 2: so she but she was always like, oh I kiss
Speaker 2: Bradley Yeah yeah, like cool cool cool.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 1: And so you know, one day I had soccer practice
Speaker 1: and we just walked to soccer practice. There was like
Speaker 1: a field that was like a mile down okay, And
Speaker 1: she was staying after school for I believe, like she
Speaker 1: was doing like a test remake or something like that.
Speaker 3: And as I was walking out, she was she finished
Speaker 3: her test. She was like, ohere you going. She was like,
Speaker 3: I forgot there was a backside of the test. Yeah,
Speaker 3: she was like, what happened is going around? Yeah? And
Speaker 3: so she she sees me and she's like, I'll walk
Speaker 3: with you. It's a soccer Yeah. I was like, bet,
Speaker 3: let's go, like have a buddy romantic. Oh yeah, we roll.
Speaker 1: So we end up walking and I'm early to zacer
Speaker 1: practice and so we go explore this park. In this park,
Speaker 1: this is such a true story. This is gonna sound
Speaker 1: like a bunch of bs. I swear to god, this
Speaker 1: is a true story. It's so real.
Speaker 3: I vivid a little like afternoon walked. Yes.
Speaker 1: So we're walking to soccer practice and I'm early, nobody's there.
Speaker 1: I'm the first one there. And there's this park area
Speaker 1: next to the fields and there's these woods. So she's like,
Speaker 1: let's go explore where Zugera practice.
Speaker 3: Let's go into the woods.
Speaker 1: We went into the woods. Stay out of the woods, kids, yeah,
Speaker 1: don't go. Ever, happens a lot creepy things in the woods,
Speaker 1: like me and Susan. So we go into the woods
Speaker 1: and we're just vibing and we find this rock like
Speaker 1: Big Boulder Rock area, and we just said that we
Speaker 1: were just talking a little bit.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's a very romantic setting, right right, And then.
Speaker 1: We were just talking and then we just got a
Speaker 1: little closer. And in my head, I'm like, oh, Susan
Speaker 1: kisses a lot of boys. I've never kissed the girl before.
Speaker 1: And I literally no, I literally go, I let me
Speaker 1: go because I we were like very close, Like, I go,
Speaker 1: how do we do this? Right in front of Susan?
Speaker 1: And I feel like she's had that question asked for
Speaker 1: because she was hair.
Speaker 3: She was She said, just lean in and I was okay,
Speaker 3: we we okay, okay.
Speaker 1: Lean and so I leaned in and I had my
Speaker 1: first kiss, which lasted abouto point three seconds before I pulled.
Speaker 3: I said, am I doing it right? I had no
Speaker 3: idea what I was doing.
Speaker 1: But we ended up kissing a little more before soccer practice,
Speaker 1: and it was horrific. When I tell you, like, I
Speaker 1: was like, because, like you know, as a teenage boy,
Speaker 1: you hear a lot of things. You're like, oh, like
Speaker 1: there's like friends kissing like a bunch of others, and.
Speaker 2: I'm trying to figure I'm like, it's a lot of
Speaker 2: it's based off of movies that you've seen where I'm like,
Speaker 2: do I grab her face? Like what do I do?
Speaker 3: Like do I just like caressook? Like what do I
Speaker 3: do around the weight? Do I lift her in the air?
Speaker 3: Like I don't know, is this when the soundtrack starts
Speaker 3: playing around me? Like you just gotta keep it simple
Speaker 3: and so like.
Speaker 1: I wouldn't say we were like kissing. It was more
Speaker 1: like I was trying to kiss yeah, for about like
Speaker 1: ten minutes, and that was my first and worst kiss.
Speaker 3: Oh Susan, Sweet sweet Susan. Yeah, Oh Susan. I hope.
Speaker 1: I hope she's still kissing boys or girls, yeah, or
Speaker 1: anybody out I hope Susan is still kissing, still getting
Speaker 1: those kisses.
Speaker 3: Yeah, shout out Susan. Oh Susan. Imagine she's listening to this.
Speaker 3: I would be great.
Speaker 1: She still keeps it with my stuff. She DMS me
Speaker 1: every once in a while.
Speaker 2: But you're taking responsibility for the bad side of the kissing,
Speaker 2: like you're not blaming Susan. Like Susan seemed like she
Speaker 2: really like kind of like held your hand through the
Speaker 2: whole process, and she walked you. She was like, you know,
Speaker 2: come into the woods, and she was like all you
Speaker 2: do to do is lean in.
Speaker 3: She was very gentle and like caring first kiss. You
Speaker 3: know what, Thank you, Susan. Yeah, I appreciate you. It's
Speaker 3: like what a good kiss mentor yeah, even though it was,
Speaker 3: like I'm telling you it was, but it's good. You
Speaker 3: got to get your bad kisses out.
Speaker 2: You gotta learn what doesn't work you, Like, there was
Speaker 2: a lot way too much tongue in that situation right
Speaker 2: back that up, like or there was like too much fighting.
Speaker 3: Like you no, wet that out? Yeah, you gotta learn
Speaker 3: the hard way and be like this. I'm sorry you
Speaker 3: haven't heard this before.
Speaker 2: Okay, So those that's your first and your your worst?
Speaker 2: What about your what's your best kiss?
Speaker 1: Oh lord?
Speaker 3: Oh no, sorry, Actually let's do what's your last? What
Speaker 3: was the last kiss you had moments before coming here? Okay,
Speaker 3: so that's a beautiful thing.
Speaker 1: Yeah so I recently probably I think honestly, like first
Speaker 1: like serious girlfriend.
Speaker 3: Yeah, shout out, Kayla. I think're gonna say Matt gave
Speaker 3: you a kiss right before that? What I was waiting
Speaker 3: on it, but he didn't tell me to lean in? Yeah, right,
Speaker 3: so I didn't. I didn't do it.
Speaker 1: No, so right before coming here, I'm actually late to
Speaker 1: this podcast because of it.
Speaker 3: No, she was like, it's a good reason to be
Speaker 3: late if you're kissing. No, like she wouldn't let me leave.
Speaker 3: She like had me in a bear hug. She was like,
Speaker 3: don't go. Yeah, No, she's great.
Speaker 1: And so that was my last one. And then your
Speaker 1: best kiss, the best one. That's a good question. I've
Speaker 1: never thought about my best kiss. I mean, well, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: I was gonna say that. I was gonna say that.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to imagine Susan. Yeah, four years later, Susan. No,
Speaker 1: definitely my best kiss.
Speaker 3: I think one.
Speaker 1: I think it's like I think of about a bunch
Speaker 1: of different places. But there's this on once set spot
Speaker 1: that we go like every probably like three four times
Speaker 1: a week, and we always just.
Speaker 3: Watched the sunset. It's so pretty.
Speaker 1: It's because I live in the Porta Ranch area of
Speaker 1: LA and it's kind of in the hills area and
Speaker 1: you get to see like the whole like north Ridge
Speaker 1: Valley area. And she even she even got a tattooed.
Speaker 1: This was before we were dating, but she loves the
Speaker 1: spot so much that she she got like the outline
Speaker 1: of the sunset tattooed on her ankle if you if
Speaker 1: you see her later, you'll you'll be able to see it.
Speaker 3: But like she loves this spot, and so then she's
Speaker 3: got to get the tattoo of YouTube smooth. That would
Speaker 3: be so cute, like a picasso. That's good.
Speaker 1: No, but uh, I would say my best kiss is
Speaker 1: because just overall, uh our our during sunset on that
Speaker 1: little hill area.
Speaker 3: That's romantic. Thank you man. What can I say? Shawn
Speaker 3: does romance, Seawn does kissing out here? Awesome, dude, that's perfect.
Speaker 1: Oh lord, I've never talked about things like this before.
Speaker 2: That's that's that's how I rolled. I pull the stories
Speaker 2: out of you, the ones you don't want to tell.
Speaker 3: Well, that was great because I've never told any of
Speaker 3: those stories. Anyways.
Speaker 1: Kids, make sure you wear black pants on school when
Speaker 1: you go back in September.
Speaker 3: Yeah, go look at sunsets. Go look at sunsets and
Speaker 3: smoo smooch people you care about. Yeah, and be careful
Speaker 3: in the woods. Yeah, stay out of the woods, sou
Speaker 3: and stay sexy, don't get murdered.
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