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Speaker 1: Literally goes on the line making your phone calls every

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Speaker 1: night never we can goes to a tide. He's teaching

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Speaker 1: you your life's real expert.

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Speaker 2: Cow from Phillip.

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Speaker 3: Philip.

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Speaker 2: Hello.

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Speaker 3: What are you doing, Philip?

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Speaker 4: Uh, just on my computer and watching wrestling?

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Speaker 5: What's going on, mister Gecko?

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Speaker 3: Ah man, not a whole lot. What are some of

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Speaker 3: your favorite things to do on the computer? Uh?

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Speaker 6: Just uh, pretty much.

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Speaker 4: I'm a casual PC game are about mostly played PS

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Speaker 4: five mm hmm okay.

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Speaker 3: Okay, I just thought there aren't those hard to get.

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Speaker 5: Uh they were.

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Speaker 4: But you know a guy, uh yeah, my game Stop

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Speaker 4: manager had a I guess you could say had slash

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Speaker 4: has a crush. I'm assumed to be ex wife.

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Speaker 3: You said the game Stop guy had a crush on

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Speaker 2: And how did you know this?

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Speaker 6: Well, let's just say it was like.

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Speaker 4: It was like an assumption.

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Speaker 6: But like every time we'd come in, you know.

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Speaker 4: We're all greeted by him by you know, first name basis.

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Speaker 6: Uh.

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Speaker 3: So you're saying that because you're assuming this guy is

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Speaker 4: All that, among you know other things you know he's

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Speaker 4: done so much for us, especially you know pro to

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Speaker 3: Tell me why she tell me you said you said

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Speaker 3: soon to be ex wife? Why why is she used

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Speaker 3: soon to be ex wife?

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Speaker 4: Ah? She has done nothing but a cheater in the

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Speaker 3: I can tell that you're a little insecure because you

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Speaker 3: are definitely threatened by this game stuff guy. But also

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Speaker 6: Uh, well, I have been.

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Speaker 4: Living separately mm hmmm, because she wants to, you know,

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Speaker 8: On the way.

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Speaker 3: Well, look, my friend, let me be the first person

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Speaker 3: to congratulate you, uh on on escaping that relationship, because

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Speaker 3: that sounds fucking awful.

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Speaker 4: Honestly, it completely is fucking awful. And you know it's

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Speaker 4: glad to be on you know, your show chit chat

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Speaker 4: with you know, good looking get go.

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Speaker 3: Hey man, you don't think what so what's what's what's

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Speaker 3: next for you? What's what are your plans? What are

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Speaker 3: you what are you going to do now that you're

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Speaker 3: no longer in this relationship?

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Speaker 4: Well, I first, honestly still have to get the divorce

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Speaker 4: whole situated, but you can say no longer in it.

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Speaker 4: As of you know, the new year, I've been intermittent fasting,

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Speaker 4: you know, working on myself. You know, I've been going

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Speaker 4: this is gonna be all about me, not worrying about

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Speaker 4: you know, my past life as.

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Speaker 5: I call it.

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Speaker 3: Dude, I love that you know there's something you know,

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Speaker 3: I was thinking about today, and I think people should know.

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Speaker 3: I know that like, the world sucks ass right now,

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Speaker 3: but I think that eventually, eventually we'll get back to

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Speaker 3: some sort of normalcy. And I think that we might

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Speaker 3: even if if if you, if you want to be

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Speaker 3: that you know, we'll get to a place that's even

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Speaker 3: all in a bit of downtime, and I think it's

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Speaker 3: good that you're taking this downtime to invest in yourself

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Speaker 6: I definitely agree.

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Speaker 3: Real quick before you go, I mean, what do you

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Speaker 4: take up gaming more, you know. I I've made a

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Speaker 4: you know, just not I guess fun would be to

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Speaker 3: There and you know, rock and roll man. Thank you,

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Speaker 3: thank you, thank you. Say your name is Spencer, Philip Philip,

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Speaker 3: Oh my god, I suck all right, Well listen Philip,

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Speaker 3: thank you, thank you for calling in man. Best of

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Speaker 3: luck to you.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, thank you.

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Speaker 3: Someone someone, someone send this man. Someone send this man

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Speaker 3: of game Stop gift card as a congratulation for getting

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Speaker 3: divorced from a terrible person. No, I don't know his wife.

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Speaker 3: I don't want to call anyone a terrible person who

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Speaker 3: I don't know, but a person who committed I would,

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Speaker 3: I would say terrible relationship transgressions. Vinny Vinnie, Vinnie, n Yes, sir,

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Speaker 3: what are you doing.

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Speaker 9: Watching you relax and kind of wine from work?

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Speaker 3: What do you do for fun? Vinnie?

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Speaker 9: Play with cars in film?

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Speaker 5: Man?

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Speaker 3: You play with cars? Yeah, dude, like real cars?

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Speaker 5: Yeahs and s?

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Speaker 3: Are you rich? No? How much money do you make

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Speaker 3: a year?

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Speaker 5: Not enough?

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Speaker 3: Like the number.

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Speaker 9: I'm not going to give you an exact number.

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Speaker 5: Why not?

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Speaker 9: Because money it's an appropriate talk we.

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Speaker 3: Talk about like common stuff on here, dude, we can.

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Speaker 9: Talk about com or squirrels or like crazy clown.

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Speaker 3: Why won't you tell me to dollar how much money

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Speaker 3: you make a year? You don't have to, you know,

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Speaker 3: this conversation doesn't This conversation doesn't have to end with

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Speaker 3: understanding why you won't tell me.

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Speaker 9: I just told you you did.

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Speaker 9: I'll tell me again about twenty four K.

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Speaker 3: Twenty four k.

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Speaker 10: It's not bad, Ye, it's all right.

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Speaker 3: How do you but you say you fu you play

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Speaker 3: around with cars?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 9: Like I'm getting ready to do an engine swap on

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Speaker 9: my integer right now, and it's a big deal. I've

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Speaker 5: Months. Yeah, So how do you afford that one piece

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Speaker 9: Or you to save up or you sell other car

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Speaker 9: a good deal on something, and I have friends. If

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Speaker 9: I can get parts for a good deal, I'll sell

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Speaker 5: Something like that.

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Speaker 2: Have you ever been hit by a car?

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Speaker 3: Have you ever been hit by a car?

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Speaker 11: Oh?

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Speaker 5: Yeah, tell me about that.

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Speaker 9: It's horrible. Have you ever been hit by a car?

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Speaker 3: I want it? What's the story of you gonna hit

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Speaker 9: I was on a bike, so I've rode BMX since

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Speaker 9: I was like ten. And I was riding across town

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Speaker 9: didn't stop while it was red. I just woke up

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Speaker 9: I actually got really lucky.

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Speaker 3: That's a lot. Yeah, it sounds awful.

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Speaker 9: It wasn't that bad.

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Speaker 3: But what happened when you were fifteen?

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Speaker 5: Oh yeah?

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Speaker 3: How old are you now?

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Speaker 5: Thirty?

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Speaker 3: So you haven't been hit by a car since?

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Speaker 5: No?

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Speaker 3: Maybe cars maybe they work. It works kind of like lightning, right,

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Speaker 3: you get hit by a car, you get hit by

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Speaker 3: a car once, you don't get hit by a car again.

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Speaker 3: You kind of have it in.

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Speaker 9: I've been hit by a car since then, but I

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Speaker 3: Don't know how many times they throughout your entire life?

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Speaker 3: Have you gotten hit by a car?

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Speaker 2: Four?

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Speaker 3: How are how much debt are you in? Because that's

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Speaker 9: No, not really, I'm not as good as a cannibal

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Speaker 9: in like two thousand dollars, like two grand right now.

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Speaker 9: That's because of COVID COVID screw.

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Speaker 3: I thought it was way worse because it costs a

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Speaker 9: Oh yeah, I haven't. Like I paid off my medical

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Speaker 9: beer bills like a year ago, so it hasn't been

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Speaker 9: that long that I've been free.

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Speaker 3: Well hot, damn Adam fuckn No, your name is an

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Speaker 3: Adam Vinnie Vinny. Is there anything else you wanted to

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Speaker 9: No, man, I just wanted to kick it and choke

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Speaker 3: Thank you, man, Thank you for sharing your story. I'm

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Speaker 3: gonna be You've inspired me to be more careful on

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Speaker 3: I don't want to hit someone with my car if

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Speaker 3: they're a nice guy.

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Speaker 11: You know.

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Speaker 9: Yeah, it's good. You know, a little bit of awareness

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Speaker 3: I'll talk to soon.

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Speaker 6: Man.

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Speaker 5: All right, have a good nightmare.

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Speaker 12: O call from lesbian part.

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Speaker 3: Lesbian?

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Speaker 11: Oh my god?

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Speaker 3: You Okay, what was the prompt? You want to get

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Speaker 13: Okay, I'm back.

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Speaker 3: Well, the question of the night is, Look, the question

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Speaker 3: of the night is what do you What do you miss?

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Speaker 14: Oh damn, I'm miss I missed toast.

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Speaker 13: I missed bread. Yeah you're gonna ask me.

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Speaker 11: But it was diagnosed with celiac, so I have to

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Speaker 13: Get really sick.

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Speaker 11: And so I really missed like oh Charlie's roles, like

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Speaker 11: all that good stuff, and I can make.

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Speaker 6: My own.

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Speaker 13: Like recipes and stuff at home or.

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Speaker 8: Get like yeah, who hey, gag let me can't talk?

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Speaker 3: Can we talk to your mom?

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Speaker 12: They call me mama Ran where you can just call

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Speaker 3: Mama, Mama Rane you I you said I can call

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Speaker 8: Sure?

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Speaker 12: Once you're a mom. You love everybody, you really are,

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Speaker 3: Oh, you don't thank me. I'm just a dumb agreen

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Speaker 3: what do you what is it? What do you miss?

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Speaker 4: So?

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Speaker 3: Anything you miss?

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Speaker 5: Right now?

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Speaker 2: What do I miss?

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Speaker 5: Right?

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Speaker 3: You could say whatever you want. I'm tell me, I'm

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Speaker 14: So I've been divorced white badly.

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Speaker 12: And let's just think, kitty, it is dead.

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Speaker 2: I like you know what.

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Speaker 3: I like that you're more concerned with not saying anything

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Speaker 12: No, but like we're close, we've been through a lot together.

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Speaker 13: It's like and I told her, I told her, I'm

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Speaker 10: I was.

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Speaker 13: I was so hurt really that.

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Speaker 14: I just I just kind of like already had a

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Speaker 13: And put her out on my shelf.

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Speaker 3: No, no, do you do you still masturbate?

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Speaker 14: I think you No, she's so dead, I'd have to

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Speaker 3: Nonsense, Look what you thought. She's got to help you out,

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Speaker 3: She's got to hook you up with her friend's dads

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Speaker 12: Oh you're so sweet.

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Speaker 14: I just well, one an alcoholic.

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Speaker 5: I just feel like.

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Speaker 12: It's kind of over.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, No, No, how old are you? Can I ask?

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Speaker 3: I know you're not supposed to ask, but you're also

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Speaker 3: And that what's up?

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Speaker 8: I was?

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Speaker 14: I turned just turned fifty five?

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Speaker 3: Fifty five? That you you don't sound the day over forty?

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Speaker 3: You gotta go on the webs. There's plenty of sites

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Speaker 14: I just gotta get I gotta get my armor on.

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Speaker 3: You know what does that mean? What is your armor?

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Speaker 2: So I'm so.

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Speaker 12: Scared that I'm gonna get hurt or.

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Speaker 7: You know, because I was like.

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Speaker 14: Everything was perfect and then different person after you you

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Speaker 12: The I'm working on it though. Okay, I'm working on it,

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Speaker 12: and I am proud of what you do. Don't don't

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Speaker 3: Man, How are you working on it? What are the

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Speaker 3: what are the steps that you're taking to work on it?

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Speaker 13: Trying to take care of me a little better.

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Speaker 12: Yeah, I am going to give therapy a chance again.

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Speaker 3: Nice nice, Yeah, real therapy, not ecko therapy.

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Speaker 13: Yeah, there you go. And that my daughter here lesbian

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Speaker 13: named after her dad, just.

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Speaker 3: Her dad or lesbian too.

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Speaker 11: Yeah, that was the problem the family.

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Speaker 13: He's very confused.

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Speaker 10: But yeah, to each his own.

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Speaker 13: You know, everybody's different, that's what's it matters.

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Speaker 14: So thank you for your advice and your.

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Speaker 12: And yeah, my daughter does miss and it sucks.

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Speaker 4: It took us like seven.

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Speaker 14: Years to get her diagnosed with celiac.

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Speaker 11: So but you know, I've found some good looks, snacks

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Speaker 13: Every day then new day.

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Speaker 3: So yeah, you know you guys, You guys sound like

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Speaker 3: you know there's some struggles there, but you're you're holding

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Speaker 3: down the fort best as you can.

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Speaker 14: I'm gonna update you, okay, like during your shadow I'll try.

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Speaker 12: To text you or something.

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Speaker 14: Let you know if Katie's going for.

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Speaker 3: A whirl, Okay, please please do let it. Let us

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Speaker 3: know how it goes. Okay, don't send that. Don't send

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Speaker 3: any pictures though, we're gonna because then we'll get banned.

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Speaker 3: But no, never, I guess goodbye, guys.

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Speaker 2: Came from Henry.

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Speaker 3: Henry is a you. Hello, what are you doing, dude.

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Speaker 7: I'm just chilling on bad.

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Speaker 3: Not a whole lot. I'm just chilling. I'm in a

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Speaker 3: streaming on the on the website where people play Fortnite.

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Speaker 7: Do you play video games?

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Speaker 3: I play one video game, whole video game. I play

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Speaker 3: Super Smash Brothers Melee for the Nintendo game I played.

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Speaker 3: I played a I played a video game recently called

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Speaker 3: Inside You ever heard of that? M No, it's called inside.

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Speaker 5: I like that.

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Speaker 7: Somebody somebody in chat that said, my friend Justin, he's

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Speaker 7: corracked out Fortnite? Thank you?

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Speaker 3: Are you Justin?

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Speaker 7: I'm not? I'm not just.

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Speaker 3: Henry. What do you do for fun?

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Speaker 7: I like to skateboard, I like to play video games,

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Speaker 7: and I like to hang out with front.

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Speaker 3: You got that's a beautiful Tinder bio right there? Can

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Speaker 3: I steal that?

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Speaker 10: I mean?

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Speaker 8: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: Sure? Do you date? How old are you? Henry?

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Speaker 5: Oh?

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Speaker 7: I'm twenty.

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Speaker 3: How how's the date? How's dating been for you?

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Speaker 7: I don't really know.

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Speaker 10: My sexuality yet.

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Speaker 7: I've been questioning it for a while, so I'm kind

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Speaker 7: of staying at dating at all. I figured out how

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Speaker 7: like who I am? You know what I mean?

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Speaker 3: Mm hmmm? Is that was figuring out, uh, your sexualized?

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Speaker 3: That for you like an active process, like you're trying

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Speaker 3: to figure it out. You're just kind of going with

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Speaker 7: Mm hmmm, trying to just seeing how it goes. I

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Speaker 7: trying to figure it out. Does that make sense?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: For sure?

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Speaker 5: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: Are you not interested though, in like actively experimenting, like

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Speaker 5: Up with people?

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Speaker 7: Yeah, oh no, not really, I don't. I mean, yeah,

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Speaker 7: I've only hooked up with girls before.

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Speaker 9: I don't think that.

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Speaker 7: If I ever locked myself down to the sexuality, I

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Speaker 3: Oh well, I mean you don't. Don't you never have

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Speaker 13: Yeah, No, that's yeah, only that probably that comes.

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Speaker 3: From like the desire to have a label, I think,

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Speaker 3: which is kind of a bullshit desire. I'm sorry, were

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Speaker 3: you what were you going to say?

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Speaker 7: No, I was gonna say, but like when you were

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Speaker 6: Mm hm.

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Speaker 7: So that like I think it's like weird to get

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Speaker 3: But you think it's in what in what sense do

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Speaker 3: you think it's weird to get with a guy like you,

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Speaker 3: like you personally feel weird about it?

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Speaker 7: Like like sexually like with the guy. Okay, like if

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Speaker 3: Like you could be you could be like, well, you

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Speaker 5: Yeah.

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Speaker 7: But so then I think that, Yeah, I think I'm

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Speaker 7: or auto I don't know, something like that. But I

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Speaker 3: I think there's a there's a word for that, like

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Speaker 3: and identify yourself as Oh I am this, but you

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Speaker 3: know there's no reason to rush to that.

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Speaker 7: Yeah, you're a you're a pretty good person to talk

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Speaker 7: about this with. You. Like, honestly, I've been watching your

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Speaker 3: Oh thanks man, I'm I'm fool feel comfortable talking about that.

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Speaker 5: I think that you're so patient.

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Speaker 7: You get some annoying as people to get on here,

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Speaker 7: but you put up with them, and I think that

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Speaker 3: Well, thanks man. You know, the annoying people that it's

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Speaker 3: part of the uphold the presentation because look, because you know,

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Speaker 3: look in life, some people are annoying. I enjoy I

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Speaker 7: Yeah, all right, man, Well I don't want to wrap

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Speaker 7: up a conversation, but I am very bad. I just

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Speaker 7: wanted to get a call in. But it was actually

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Speaker 7: pretty nice talking to you. Maybe I'll call back you guys.

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Speaker 10: Let call back.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, call call back in sometime. You say your

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Speaker 3: name is Henry, Yeah, Henry, baby, I remember your name. Awesome,

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Speaker 3: take care Henry. You have a good night.

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Speaker 8: Man.

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Speaker 7: All right, I'll call you Friday if I can make it.

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Speaker 3: Hit me whenever I'm the line is open. I'm crazy,

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Speaker 3: all right, lad bye guys. He was a good guy.

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Speaker 2: Aw fun.

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Speaker 5: Blake, Blake, holy ship?

459
00:25:14,680 --> 00:25:15,240
Speaker 3: How you doing?

460
00:25:15,320 --> 00:25:15,600
Speaker 11: Blake?

461
00:25:17,800 --> 00:25:19,400
Speaker 5: Relieved? Why?

462
00:25:19,520 --> 00:25:20,000
Speaker 3: Relieved?

463
00:25:20,560 --> 00:25:20,879
Speaker 8: What? What?

464
00:25:21,040 --> 00:25:21,080
Speaker 4: What?

465
00:25:21,200 --> 00:25:22,840
Speaker 3: Where was the tension beforehand?

466
00:25:24,920 --> 00:25:26,240
Speaker 5: Started? Last Wednesday?

467
00:25:27,640 --> 00:25:28,439
Speaker 3: What was the tension?

468
00:25:30,359 --> 00:25:33,320
Speaker 5: I was on a trip, uh, an acid trip and

469
00:25:33,800 --> 00:25:37,960
Speaker 5: stumbled across your live stream m hm and sat there

470
00:25:38,000 --> 00:25:43,720
Speaker 5: and tried to call for hours and never got the

471
00:25:43,800 --> 00:25:45,600
Speaker 5: closure I needed? What?

472
00:25:45,800 --> 00:25:47,920
Speaker 3: Okay? What was Why? Do you feel like there was

473
00:25:47,920 --> 00:25:48,840
Speaker 3: a need for closure?

474
00:25:49,160 --> 00:25:49,359
Speaker 4: Like? What?

475
00:25:49,560 --> 00:25:54,679
Speaker 5: What? What was left open for you not having this conversation?

476
00:25:56,760 --> 00:25:57,160
Speaker 5: Mm hmm.

477
00:25:57,480 --> 00:26:00,560
Speaker 3: But but do you feel like may like some sort

478
00:26:00,560 --> 00:26:03,920
Speaker 3: of parasocial relationship developed between me and you? Because I've

479
00:26:03,960 --> 00:26:06,439
Speaker 3: never heard your voice before, but you've heard my voice.

480
00:26:07,960 --> 00:26:09,439
Speaker 3: Do you feel you feel like you need some closure

481
00:26:09,480 --> 00:26:12,760
Speaker 3: you need to talk to me for I don't know,

482
00:26:12,960 --> 00:26:13,240
Speaker 3: like why?

483
00:26:13,320 --> 00:26:13,480
Speaker 14: Why?

484
00:26:13,600 --> 00:26:15,120
Speaker 3: Where does that? Where did that come from?

485
00:26:18,040 --> 00:26:22,240
Speaker 5: Whenever I'm tripping, I normally find something and the obsess

486
00:26:22,359 --> 00:26:26,399
Speaker 5: on it and try to you know, learn with it

487
00:26:26,640 --> 00:26:30,639
Speaker 5: and you know, have fun around it. Okay, And watching

488
00:26:30,720 --> 00:26:33,119
Speaker 5: your streams has brought that, I brought a lot of

489
00:26:33,600 --> 00:26:36,040
Speaker 5: entertainment and you know kind of excitement.

490
00:26:37,320 --> 00:26:39,000
Speaker 3: Do you think that the stream is better when you

491
00:26:39,080 --> 00:26:39,760
Speaker 3: are on acid?

492
00:26:43,320 --> 00:26:43,600
Speaker 2: Better?

493
00:26:44,560 --> 00:26:44,680
Speaker 4: Is it?

494
00:26:44,800 --> 00:26:46,280
Speaker 5: I don't know if I would use the word better,

495
00:26:46,480 --> 00:26:52,960
Speaker 5: I'd say different stories where you know, more can like

496
00:26:53,080 --> 00:26:55,440
Speaker 5: you know, changed in my head and everything like that.

497
00:26:55,640 --> 00:26:58,159
Speaker 5: And I was laying in my living room watching you

498
00:26:58,280 --> 00:27:01,359
Speaker 5: on the TV and calling on my phone and you know,

499
00:27:01,560 --> 00:27:04,480
Speaker 5: your face more thing and everything was quite entertaining.

500
00:27:07,880 --> 00:27:11,160
Speaker 3: Maybe I've always people always think I'm like, hi, when

501
00:27:11,160 --> 00:27:14,479
Speaker 3: I'm doing this, I'm not for me. It's hard because

502
00:27:14,920 --> 00:27:17,440
Speaker 3: you can't I can't be high and talk to people.

503
00:27:18,160 --> 00:27:20,800
Speaker 3: That's too much for me. If I'm going to get high,

504
00:27:20,800 --> 00:27:22,720
Speaker 3: I want to do it alone. After I don't have

505
00:27:22,920 --> 00:27:24,359
Speaker 3: like I don't want to get high, and then like, oh,

506
00:27:24,440 --> 00:27:25,879
Speaker 3: I have to go do I've got to go do

507
00:27:26,000 --> 00:27:28,440
Speaker 3: a thing. You know, I just want to be alone.

508
00:27:28,720 --> 00:27:30,720
Speaker 3: So that might that might be an interesting experience to

509
00:27:30,880 --> 00:27:33,720
Speaker 3: watch it while on drugs.

510
00:27:35,640 --> 00:27:38,440
Speaker 5: You know. I actually I can't smoke weed. It's kind

511
00:27:38,480 --> 00:27:40,880
Speaker 5: of It's funny, I've I don't really met many other

512
00:27:40,960 --> 00:27:42,720
Speaker 5: people that are like that.

513
00:27:43,760 --> 00:27:44,760
Speaker 3: Why can't you smoke weed?

514
00:27:46,280 --> 00:27:48,560
Speaker 10: I found this out about.

515
00:27:48,880 --> 00:27:52,560
Speaker 5: Three years ago. I every time I smoke, whether it

516
00:27:52,720 --> 00:27:56,560
Speaker 5: be a small amount, I've only had probably five pleasurable

517
00:27:56,640 --> 00:28:00,520
Speaker 5: high experiences out of the twenty or thirty times tried.

518
00:28:01,080 --> 00:28:03,239
Speaker 5: I end up throwing up and getting I end up

519
00:28:03,240 --> 00:28:05,720
Speaker 5: greening out pretty much. I throw up, I get nauseous,

520
00:28:06,840 --> 00:28:09,800
Speaker 5: and I end up getting severe vertigo. So I end

521
00:28:09,880 --> 00:28:11,080
Speaker 5: up passing out from exhaustion.

522
00:28:14,320 --> 00:28:17,160
Speaker 3: But acid doesn't do that to you, No, not at all.

523
00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:21,080
Speaker 5: Actually, I love tripping. It's I don't do it too

524
00:28:21,119 --> 00:28:24,760
Speaker 5: frequently because I know it. You know what the damage

525
00:28:24,760 --> 00:28:25,440
Speaker 5: you can cause is.

526
00:28:25,600 --> 00:28:28,760
Speaker 3: But can you sell me on it? Because my problem

527
00:28:28,960 --> 00:28:32,400
Speaker 3: is I when I get too high, I think too much,

528
00:28:33,400 --> 00:28:38,080
Speaker 3: and I don't like being that. I believe I'm happiest.

529
00:28:38,240 --> 00:28:41,520
Speaker 3: I think people are probably in general, happiest when they

530
00:28:41,560 --> 00:28:44,840
Speaker 3: are outside of themselves and not like in their head

531
00:28:45,040 --> 00:28:46,640
Speaker 3: overthinking every fucking thing.

532
00:28:47,120 --> 00:28:47,760
Speaker 2: You know what I mean?

533
00:28:48,440 --> 00:28:50,880
Speaker 3: Yeah, Like you know, when you're hanging out with your friends,

534
00:28:50,920 --> 00:28:52,160
Speaker 3: like you're having a good time, you don't know, like

535
00:28:52,240 --> 00:28:55,040
Speaker 3: the time is past your time flies and you're having fun, right,

536
00:28:55,360 --> 00:28:59,400
Speaker 3: and the time moves slowly when you're in your head

537
00:28:59,560 --> 00:29:02,160
Speaker 3: just anxious and thinking about shit. And we gets me

538
00:29:02,240 --> 00:29:03,719
Speaker 3: into that place where I'm in my head and think

539
00:29:03,760 --> 00:29:06,880
Speaker 3: about shit. So I went to the depression. That acid

540
00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:09,760
Speaker 3: is like we times ten thousand, and it's just gonna

541
00:29:09,800 --> 00:29:12,920
Speaker 3: put me super deep into my head? Is that true?

542
00:29:13,040 --> 00:29:14,320
Speaker 13: Is that gonna happen?

543
00:29:15,480 --> 00:29:19,280
Speaker 5: From everything that I know in all my experiences, it's mindset.

544
00:29:21,040 --> 00:29:23,480
Speaker 5: Like this past time, I was with my girlfriend and

545
00:29:24,000 --> 00:29:27,080
Speaker 5: she was about to not literally, but she was about

546
00:29:27,120 --> 00:29:31,240
Speaker 5: to kill me for me sitting there freaking out about

547
00:29:31,320 --> 00:29:33,960
Speaker 5: getting on the phone with you. And I was in

548
00:29:34,040 --> 00:29:37,040
Speaker 5: a very good headspace that whole time, besides stressing and

549
00:29:37,120 --> 00:29:42,280
Speaker 5: becoming anxious about getting on the phone. But I believe

550
00:29:42,360 --> 00:29:45,520
Speaker 5: it's you know, kind of your headspace, what you're around.

551
00:29:45,600 --> 00:29:48,040
Speaker 5: If you're in a good environment that you like and

552
00:29:48,240 --> 00:29:50,600
Speaker 5: you are tripping, it'll just amplify.

553
00:29:52,560 --> 00:29:54,760
Speaker 3: You said you were stressing about getting on the phone.

554
00:29:54,800 --> 00:29:57,640
Speaker 3: Were you you were stressing about like you're stressing about me,

555
00:29:57,680 --> 00:29:59,400
Speaker 3: answering about me, not answering.

556
00:30:00,120 --> 00:30:04,320
Speaker 5: About about getting through Pretty much this is it actually

557
00:30:04,440 --> 00:30:07,520
Speaker 5: was the first live stream i'd watched. I've seen clips

558
00:30:07,600 --> 00:30:10,160
Speaker 5: on Twitter and the people had, you know, retweeted and

559
00:30:10,840 --> 00:30:13,200
Speaker 5: everything like that. I was actually scrolling through Reddit and

560
00:30:13,320 --> 00:30:16,920
Speaker 5: a park on my come up and it was about

561
00:30:16,960 --> 00:30:20,560
Speaker 5: three pm. I in Central, It's about three pm, and

562
00:30:21,440 --> 00:30:23,120
Speaker 5: I saw that you were going to be live streaming

563
00:30:23,280 --> 00:30:26,360
Speaker 5: at ten on ten Eastern and I was like, dude,

564
00:30:26,440 --> 00:30:28,840
Speaker 5: no way, I got to watch this guy. I was like,

565
00:30:28,880 --> 00:30:29,520
Speaker 5: I gotta do it.

566
00:30:30,520 --> 00:30:34,480
Speaker 3: And since then, uh, you said that, you said you

567
00:30:34,560 --> 00:30:36,800
Speaker 3: said a feeling of stress. I want to. I want

568
00:30:36,840 --> 00:30:39,800
Speaker 3: to know. I want to get to why you felt stressed,

569
00:30:40,120 --> 00:30:43,040
Speaker 3: because that's a very specific sort of emotion.

570
00:30:46,440 --> 00:30:50,760
Speaker 5: I think it's dimmed in like the obsession over it,

571
00:30:50,840 --> 00:30:52,640
Speaker 5: the fact of like I was like, I want to

572
00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:54,800
Speaker 5: because at the beginning, for the first forty minutes, I

573
00:30:54,840 --> 00:30:56,600
Speaker 5: didn't want to call at all. I was too anxious.

574
00:30:57,200 --> 00:30:58,800
Speaker 5: And then I was like, I gotta call. I gotta

575
00:30:58,880 --> 00:31:01,240
Speaker 5: do this. I gotta like, I got a I got

576
00:31:01,480 --> 00:31:05,280
Speaker 5: I have to call. I need to talk to him.

577
00:31:06,120 --> 00:31:09,920
Speaker 5: And the stress of not being able to get through,

578
00:31:10,040 --> 00:31:10,960
Speaker 5: I guess is what it was.

579
00:31:12,720 --> 00:31:17,880
Speaker 3: M under her. Do you how do you feel now?

580
00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:20,280
Speaker 3: Do you feel bad? Do you feel better? Do you

581
00:31:20,320 --> 00:31:23,440
Speaker 3: feel anxious? Are you anxious now that you're on the stream.

582
00:31:24,880 --> 00:31:25,479
Speaker 10: A little bit.

583
00:31:25,680 --> 00:31:28,560
Speaker 5: My heart's racing with kind of like excitement that because,

584
00:31:28,600 --> 00:31:30,840
Speaker 5: like I was, I was watching the stream in the

585
00:31:30,920 --> 00:31:33,440
Speaker 5: background on my phone while calling, and I heard you

586
00:31:34,200 --> 00:31:37,200
Speaker 5: say my name on the stream, and then I realized

587
00:31:37,200 --> 00:31:39,080
Speaker 5: took a second to hit and I was like, I'm

588
00:31:41,960 --> 00:31:44,880
Speaker 5: and uh, you know, I didn't think I was going

589
00:31:44,920 --> 00:31:48,480
Speaker 5: to get through, Honestly, I was. I was about to

590
00:31:48,520 --> 00:31:49,320
Speaker 5: give up on calling.

591
00:31:50,960 --> 00:31:54,160
Speaker 3: So how would you rate this experience of I mean,

592
00:31:54,280 --> 00:31:58,360
Speaker 3: just the whole thing of you trying really hard to

593
00:31:58,480 --> 00:32:03,840
Speaker 3: call in to then have a conversation about you trying

594
00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:04,880
Speaker 3: hard to call in.

595
00:32:07,720 --> 00:32:10,480
Speaker 5: I read this an amazing experience.

596
00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:11,000
Speaker 3: Uh.

597
00:32:12,080 --> 00:32:15,760
Speaker 5: I'm Harry damn excited to tell my girlfriend when I

598
00:32:15,760 --> 00:32:19,360
Speaker 5: got to pick her up from work about this. This

599
00:32:19,680 --> 00:32:23,880
Speaker 5: was an amazing experience. I'm definitely not going to forget

600
00:32:23,920 --> 00:32:24,680
Speaker 5: this for a while.

601
00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:28,920
Speaker 3: Beau, Well, thank you for calling in, Blake, Thank you

602
00:32:29,000 --> 00:32:31,920
Speaker 3: for answering that of course, man, for look your your

603
00:32:31,960 --> 00:32:36,760
Speaker 3: determination is much appreciated by the Geak nation, and I

604
00:32:36,840 --> 00:32:38,920
Speaker 3: think you got what it takes to make yourself a

605
00:32:39,040 --> 00:32:41,920
Speaker 3: name here as a as a Gak warrior.

606
00:32:43,000 --> 00:32:43,560
Speaker 5: Thank you, man.

607
00:32:43,640 --> 00:32:44,280
Speaker 6: That means a lot.

608
00:32:45,560 --> 00:32:47,120
Speaker 3: You take care, man, I'll talk to you soon.

609
00:32:47,840 --> 00:32:48,880
Speaker 5: Thank you, man, have a good night.

610
00:32:51,880 --> 00:32:55,480
Speaker 7: Oh awesome, George.

611
00:32:58,280 --> 00:33:00,719
Speaker 2: Judge you Oh what's up?

612
00:33:00,840 --> 00:33:01,080
Speaker 9: While?

613
00:33:02,160 --> 00:33:03,000
Speaker 3: Oh my goodness.

614
00:33:03,120 --> 00:33:03,280
Speaker 10: Man.

615
00:33:03,440 --> 00:33:06,120
Speaker 3: Look man, I'm not a whole lot. We're near and

616
00:33:06,320 --> 00:33:10,640
Speaker 3: we're nearing midnight. I'm fully gecked out of my mind.

617
00:33:12,200 --> 00:33:14,440
Speaker 3: I'm psyched, I'm pumped, I'm ready. What do you What

618
00:33:14,520 --> 00:33:15,000
Speaker 3: are you up to?

619
00:33:15,120 --> 00:33:15,280
Speaker 12: Man?

620
00:33:15,320 --> 00:33:16,560
Speaker 3: But you got anything for me?

621
00:33:18,320 --> 00:33:21,840
Speaker 10: I don't. I got stories. I have some stories.

622
00:33:22,360 --> 00:33:23,200
Speaker 3: Tell me a story.

623
00:33:27,080 --> 00:33:31,440
Speaker 10: Let's see what do I got?

624
00:33:32,240 --> 00:33:33,040
Speaker 5: Give me a topic?

625
00:33:34,400 --> 00:33:35,760
Speaker 3: Well, you know, I I asked you the car. What

626
00:33:35,800 --> 00:33:36,440
Speaker 3: do you do for fun?

627
00:33:36,520 --> 00:33:36,680
Speaker 5: Man?

628
00:33:37,440 --> 00:33:39,520
Speaker 10: What do I do for fun? I bike a lot?

629
00:33:40,600 --> 00:33:41,520
Speaker 3: We got another bike.

630
00:33:43,800 --> 00:33:45,720
Speaker 10: Yeah, it's good. There was that one guy who's in

631
00:33:45,760 --> 00:33:46,640
Speaker 10: the middle of the field.

632
00:33:48,640 --> 00:33:51,720
Speaker 3: Yes, that's an all time that's an all time favorite.

633
00:33:52,400 --> 00:33:54,040
Speaker 3: The guy who is in the middle of the field.

634
00:33:54,120 --> 00:33:57,280
Speaker 3: He is a good guy. Well, okay, you bike a lot.

635
00:33:58,280 --> 00:34:03,640
Speaker 10: I bike a lot. I used to partake in copious

636
00:34:03,680 --> 00:34:04,920
Speaker 10: amounts of drugs.

637
00:34:07,360 --> 00:34:08,200
Speaker 3: Which ones.

638
00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:20,280
Speaker 10: Mushrooms, acid, marijuana, cocaine, danus the main ones.

639
00:34:21,360 --> 00:34:23,279
Speaker 3: And do you not do so anymore? You said you

640
00:34:23,400 --> 00:34:23,640
Speaker 3: used to.

641
00:34:24,200 --> 00:34:26,320
Speaker 10: No, I don't do that anymore. This was in the

642
00:34:26,440 --> 00:34:33,560
Speaker 10: span of ages fifteen to seventeen, which was really fucking bad.

643
00:34:34,400 --> 00:34:37,200
Speaker 3: That's yeah, that's a lot of shit from fifteen to seventeen.

644
00:34:38,080 --> 00:34:39,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, it was.

645
00:34:39,880 --> 00:34:40,680
Speaker 5: It was some shit.

646
00:34:40,880 --> 00:34:44,880
Speaker 10: I dropped out of high school because of it. I

647
00:34:44,960 --> 00:34:52,400
Speaker 10: mean not solely because of it, but definitely aided. I

648
00:34:52,480 --> 00:34:54,640
Speaker 10: would say, Okay.

649
00:34:54,680 --> 00:34:58,440
Speaker 3: How how are you an now I'm nineteen? What did

650
00:34:58,480 --> 00:35:00,000
Speaker 3: you do after you dropped out of high school?

651
00:35:01,920 --> 00:35:03,840
Speaker 10: Well, it took me about a year. I was like

652
00:35:03,960 --> 00:35:09,279
Speaker 10: working all the time, and I was working at construction job.

653
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:12,920
Speaker 10: So I was brail and blow with guys in the

654
00:35:12,960 --> 00:35:19,719
Speaker 10: fucking back with construction site bent and kept doing that,

655
00:35:19,920 --> 00:35:23,880
Speaker 10: kept doing that, and then I wasn't making enough money.

656
00:35:23,920 --> 00:35:25,759
Speaker 10: I was spending all my money on shit like that.

657
00:35:27,360 --> 00:35:31,279
Speaker 10: And then I actually ended up hanging out with my

658
00:35:31,400 --> 00:35:36,640
Speaker 10: buddies one time and we fucking took I think I

659
00:35:36,760 --> 00:35:42,520
Speaker 10: took like five tabs of acid, which is a horrendous

660
00:35:42,520 --> 00:35:45,680
Speaker 10: amount for anybody.

661
00:35:46,320 --> 00:35:48,800
Speaker 3: What did five tabs of acid end up doing to you?

662
00:35:49,800 --> 00:35:55,640
Speaker 10: I ended up like it was like sleep paralysis. Basically.

663
00:35:56,680 --> 00:35:59,320
Speaker 10: I just ended up laying on the couch and my

664
00:35:59,400 --> 00:36:11,040
Speaker 10: buddies and basement like hallucinating. My own intervention, which was wild. So,

665
00:36:11,680 --> 00:36:13,160
Speaker 10: and I woke up the next.

666
00:36:13,040 --> 00:36:16,760
Speaker 3: Day and like, real quick, tell me about this hallucination

667
00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:17,880
Speaker 3: of your intervention.

668
00:36:19,000 --> 00:36:19,399
Speaker 5: I don't.

669
00:36:20,960 --> 00:36:22,960
Speaker 3: It's hard to remember it, but if you remember any

670
00:36:23,000 --> 00:36:23,160
Speaker 3: of it.

671
00:36:23,719 --> 00:36:27,160
Speaker 10: The only way I remember it really is because I

672
00:36:27,400 --> 00:36:30,680
Speaker 10: wrote on my phone on like snapchat messages. I was

673
00:36:30,760 --> 00:36:35,120
Speaker 10: like writing fucking with the drawing thing and saving the

674
00:36:35,239 --> 00:36:39,560
Speaker 10: pictures and I read them the next morning and it

675
00:36:39,719 --> 00:36:42,840
Speaker 10: was like just some whacked out shit like you gotta

676
00:36:42,880 --> 00:36:46,520
Speaker 10: stop blah blah blah. It was like talking in the

677
00:36:46,640 --> 00:36:49,520
Speaker 10: third person as well, like George blah blah blah has

678
00:36:49,600 --> 00:36:50,000
Speaker 10: to do this.

679
00:36:51,239 --> 00:36:51,600
Speaker 5: Wild.

680
00:36:53,120 --> 00:36:56,120
Speaker 10: So I woke up the next morning read that whatever.

681
00:36:56,239 --> 00:37:01,160
Speaker 10: I was like, oh, man, that's fucked up, right, because

682
00:37:01,160 --> 00:37:07,200
Speaker 10: that's pretty fucked up. And uh, I haven't done drugs since.

683
00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:11,080
Speaker 3: M so I think that's the something said that's called

684
00:37:11,120 --> 00:37:11,919
Speaker 3: an ego death.

685
00:37:12,840 --> 00:37:15,120
Speaker 10: Yeah, yeah, solid ego death right there.

686
00:37:16,520 --> 00:37:19,840
Speaker 3: M How how long you been claimed for?

687
00:37:21,960 --> 00:37:22,240
Speaker 4: Shoot?

688
00:37:22,440 --> 00:37:25,040
Speaker 10: Nineteen seventeen? Two years?

689
00:37:26,080 --> 00:37:28,680
Speaker 3: Awesome? Man? Do you have anything? Did you end up

690
00:37:28,680 --> 00:37:30,120
Speaker 3: getting your ged or anything like that?

691
00:37:30,400 --> 00:37:30,560
Speaker 12: Yeah?

692
00:37:31,080 --> 00:37:34,360
Speaker 10: I actually the next year after that, I went in.

693
00:37:35,320 --> 00:37:40,120
Speaker 10: My area has fucking programs so seniors who don't have

694
00:37:40,239 --> 00:37:44,960
Speaker 10: enough credits can I actually get their high school diploma

695
00:37:45,960 --> 00:37:49,800
Speaker 10: if they qualify for all the ged stuff, So I

696
00:37:49,920 --> 00:37:51,280
Speaker 10: gotta get a hold diploma.

697
00:37:52,520 --> 00:37:53,680
Speaker 3: Awesome, it's nice.

698
00:37:54,080 --> 00:37:55,200
Speaker 7: What do what do I do with that?

699
00:37:56,880 --> 00:37:57,080
Speaker 5: Well?

700
00:37:57,120 --> 00:38:02,000
Speaker 10: I actually I just got accepted into college yesterday, tech

701
00:38:02,040 --> 00:38:06,200
Speaker 10: School for autumn mechanics. Good stuff.

702
00:38:07,880 --> 00:38:09,759
Speaker 3: Hell yeah, man, you're gonna be like that guy. You're

703
00:38:09,760 --> 00:38:12,960
Speaker 3: gonna be like the nice guy who, uh, that nice

704
00:38:13,080 --> 00:38:15,160
Speaker 3: car man that we were talking to earlier.

705
00:38:16,320 --> 00:38:18,359
Speaker 10: Yeah, no, he was a cool guy. I actually worked

706
00:38:18,400 --> 00:38:19,120
Speaker 10: on Honda's too.

707
00:38:20,040 --> 00:38:20,200
Speaker 8: Oh.

708
00:38:21,320 --> 00:38:23,760
Speaker 10: I was trying to ask him what he was putting

709
00:38:23,760 --> 00:38:27,960
Speaker 10: in Maddon tegra So if he's there getting the chat,

710
00:38:28,200 --> 00:38:29,279
Speaker 10: maybe i'll find it later.

711
00:38:30,239 --> 00:38:34,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, to talk some shop. Right, Well, Matt, I'm

712
00:38:34,200 --> 00:38:34,759
Speaker 3: happy for you.

713
00:38:34,920 --> 00:38:35,080
Speaker 12: Man.

714
00:38:35,160 --> 00:38:39,440
Speaker 3: That's that's that's that's There must be a lot to like.

715
00:38:40,960 --> 00:38:41,000
Speaker 4: That.

716
00:38:41,120 --> 00:38:44,600
Speaker 3: That must be like because it's so hard to you know,

717
00:38:45,200 --> 00:38:47,600
Speaker 3: it's hard to quit one thing, right, It's hard to

718
00:38:47,800 --> 00:38:50,120
Speaker 3: quit fucking Waird or quit cocaine. But to quit all

719
00:38:50,160 --> 00:38:52,600
Speaker 3: of it at once, it's gotta be a nightmare, just.

720
00:38:52,680 --> 00:38:55,120
Speaker 10: A straight up like a full on hit a brick

721
00:38:55,200 --> 00:39:00,680
Speaker 10: wall stop cold turkey. It's I don't know how I

722
00:39:00,800 --> 00:39:03,239
Speaker 10: did it, but I did it. I think I just

723
00:39:03,320 --> 00:39:05,160
Speaker 10: had to get you have to get past that that

724
00:39:05,360 --> 00:39:10,560
Speaker 10: statementally mm hmm, to where you can actually progress and

725
00:39:10,680 --> 00:39:14,160
Speaker 10: get anywhere. And I think that kind of is a

726
00:39:14,200 --> 00:39:17,239
Speaker 10: whole thing with any problem you really have in life.

727
00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:22,640
Speaker 10: If you are blocking yourself mentally from doing something, you're

728
00:39:22,680 --> 00:39:24,520
Speaker 10: not gonna be able to do it. I mean, if

729
00:39:24,560 --> 00:39:27,640
Speaker 10: I say, oh, I can't walk up these stairs, and

730
00:39:27,760 --> 00:39:31,520
Speaker 10: I firmly believe that I can't walk upstairs, I'm not

731
00:39:31,600 --> 00:39:33,360
Speaker 10: going to be able to walk up the fucking stairs.

732
00:39:37,440 --> 00:39:42,520
Speaker 10: But I think an all around good uh moralss story

733
00:39:42,640 --> 00:39:48,640
Speaker 10: here whatever, uh learn from others' mistakes. There were a

734
00:39:48,680 --> 00:39:52,440
Speaker 10: lot of people that I could have looked at and

735
00:39:52,560 --> 00:39:55,000
Speaker 10: kind of scene where they were going, and I could

736
00:39:55,040 --> 00:39:58,000
Speaker 10: have gotten to that point earlier that was being a

737
00:39:58,040 --> 00:40:02,960
Speaker 10: little stupid kid, and I just kept doing things that

738
00:40:03,040 --> 00:40:03,960
Speaker 10: I shouldn't have been doing.

739
00:40:06,360 --> 00:40:10,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, well, I mean, you know, look, it's good that

740
00:40:10,040 --> 00:40:12,720
Speaker 3: you at least you know sort of. I mean, although

741
00:40:13,120 --> 00:40:15,359
Speaker 3: although that was a lot for a kid to be doing,

742
00:40:15,960 --> 00:40:18,080
Speaker 3: you know, it's good that you sort of learned your

743
00:40:18,200 --> 00:40:19,759
Speaker 3: lesson at a very young age. And oh my god,

744
00:40:19,800 --> 00:40:23,719
Speaker 3: you're still night I mean nineteen, Yeah, you do you

745
00:40:23,800 --> 00:40:27,840
Speaker 3: start dude, So, I mean, it's it's you know, especially

746
00:40:27,880 --> 00:40:30,040
Speaker 3: if you're a funck alone. I don't know if could

747
00:40:30,040 --> 00:40:31,239
Speaker 3: you say something real quick, I don't know if my

748
00:40:31,360 --> 00:40:37,600
Speaker 3: fucking air pods just gets connected. Fuck okay, I can

749
00:40:37,680 --> 00:40:41,160
Speaker 3: hear you now, beautiful. Sorry, this is a very amateur

750
00:40:41,239 --> 00:40:42,000
Speaker 3: they produced show.

751
00:40:44,680 --> 00:40:44,879
Speaker 5: Dude.

752
00:40:46,239 --> 00:40:48,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, I was gonna say, like, it's I know, that's

753
00:40:48,560 --> 00:40:49,640
Speaker 3: a lot of ship for a kid to be doing.

754
00:40:49,680 --> 00:40:52,160
Speaker 3: But it's good that you at least learned your lesson now,

755
00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:54,240
Speaker 3: you know, And like the fact that you've been sober

756
00:40:54,280 --> 00:40:56,440
Speaker 3: for two years and like you've you've kind of gotten

757
00:40:56,520 --> 00:40:58,719
Speaker 3: over this at least, you know, I know, I know,

758
00:40:58,840 --> 00:41:01,000
Speaker 3: I know it's a strug every day and then then

759
00:41:01,080 --> 00:41:04,279
Speaker 3: you know it's it's a thing to be maintained. But

760
00:41:06,480 --> 00:41:08,400
Speaker 3: all all, all the all, the best of you man,

761
00:41:08,440 --> 00:41:10,400
Speaker 3: you got. It's so young, nineteen, you got, you got,

762
00:41:10,480 --> 00:41:11,640
Speaker 3: you got a whole bunch of shit ahead of you.

763
00:41:11,760 --> 00:41:13,719
Speaker 3: So man, good good, good luck, and congrats to you.

764
00:41:14,840 --> 00:41:18,360
Speaker 3: Thank you le for sure man, you take would you

765
00:41:18,360 --> 00:41:21,680
Speaker 3: say your name was again? It was George, George. You

766
00:41:21,760 --> 00:41:22,520
Speaker 3: take care of George.

767
00:41:22,560 --> 00:41:22,680
Speaker 12: Man.

768
00:41:22,719 --> 00:41:25,000
Speaker 3: Have a good night. Thank you for calling you two

769
00:41:25,080 --> 00:41:25,920
Speaker 3: dog have a good one.

770
00:41:30,120 --> 00:41:35,239
Speaker 2: All from Yeah, yeah, is that you?

771
00:41:36,160 --> 00:41:36,720
Speaker 6: Oh buddy?

772
00:41:36,760 --> 00:41:37,160
Speaker 10: You know me?

773
00:41:38,960 --> 00:41:40,839
Speaker 3: Well, I don't. What's up?

774
00:41:40,920 --> 00:41:42,680
Speaker 5: How are you good man?

775
00:41:42,760 --> 00:41:43,480
Speaker 6: How are you man?

776
00:41:44,200 --> 00:41:50,000
Speaker 3: I'm uh, I'm alive as I can be. How are you?

777
00:41:51,200 --> 00:41:51,439
Speaker 12: Yeah?

778
00:41:52,320 --> 00:41:54,799
Speaker 3: I'm doing like the US, I.

779
00:41:54,920 --> 00:41:55,640
Speaker 2: Was doing really well.

780
00:41:55,719 --> 00:41:57,920
Speaker 6: St I remember the last time I called him, and

781
00:41:58,080 --> 00:42:02,279
Speaker 6: I'm gonna be ask for you. I think I messaged you,

782
00:42:02,360 --> 00:42:04,200
Speaker 6: but I have no idea what happened. All right, it

783
00:42:04,320 --> 00:42:06,080
Speaker 6: was a bad night. It was a bad, bad night.

784
00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:09,160
Speaker 3: Tell me tell me about the night the last night

785
00:42:09,200 --> 00:42:09,840
Speaker 3: that you called.

786
00:42:09,680 --> 00:42:12,080
Speaker 6: In that you said, I really don't want to bring

787
00:42:12,120 --> 00:42:12,560
Speaker 6: it back up.

788
00:42:13,160 --> 00:42:14,520
Speaker 3: When you have to bring it, you can't just talk

789
00:42:14,520 --> 00:42:17,560
Speaker 3: about it and not bring it back up. They brought

790
00:42:17,560 --> 00:42:18,000
Speaker 3: it back up.

791
00:42:19,040 --> 00:42:22,560
Speaker 6: It was the one where I talked about animal crossing.

792
00:42:24,280 --> 00:42:24,800
Speaker 2: And omeg.

793
00:42:26,760 --> 00:42:26,880
Speaker 12: Uh.

794
00:42:27,000 --> 00:42:28,640
Speaker 3: Yes, you talked about how you like to talk to

795
00:42:28,760 --> 00:42:29,720
Speaker 3: boys on Omego.

796
00:42:31,360 --> 00:42:33,200
Speaker 6: I watched it the next morning because I was like,

797
00:42:33,280 --> 00:42:36,560
Speaker 6: did I call the Gecko Show? And I can't believe

798
00:42:36,640 --> 00:42:40,160
Speaker 6: I said that it was. It's the most embarrassing moment

799
00:42:40,200 --> 00:42:40,640
Speaker 6: of my life.

800
00:42:42,000 --> 00:42:43,359
Speaker 3: You need to remind us of what you said.

801
00:42:44,480 --> 00:42:44,919
Speaker 5: I said.

802
00:42:45,120 --> 00:42:48,320
Speaker 6: I said, I called, and I said I like to

803
00:42:48,400 --> 00:42:51,399
Speaker 6: go on Omego and talk to animal cross talk about

804
00:42:51,400 --> 00:42:52,720
Speaker 6: animal crossing with boys?

805
00:42:54,520 --> 00:42:55,440
Speaker 3: Now, why did you say that?

806
00:42:56,239 --> 00:42:58,360
Speaker 5: I listen?

807
00:42:59,320 --> 00:43:07,080
Speaker 6: I was absolutely ship fast all night. Okay, I don't

808
00:43:07,120 --> 00:43:09,680
Speaker 6: want to switch. I've never been on Omego. I don't

809
00:43:09,680 --> 00:43:16,239
Speaker 6: know why I said it. I didn't have.

810
00:43:16,280 --> 00:43:19,400
Speaker 3: Anyone calling back for like redemption.

811
00:43:20,480 --> 00:43:22,400
Speaker 6: No, I would like to call back and take this

812
00:43:22,560 --> 00:43:23,680
Speaker 6: question normally.

813
00:43:26,160 --> 00:43:27,239
Speaker 3: How drunk? How drunk are you?

814
00:43:27,360 --> 00:43:27,480
Speaker 8: Right?

815
00:43:27,880 --> 00:43:30,719
Speaker 3: I bet you're Are you like only eighty percent as

816
00:43:30,800 --> 00:43:31,960
Speaker 3: drunk as now as you were?

817
00:43:32,080 --> 00:43:34,600
Speaker 6: Then I would say you're solid fifty. All right, It's

818
00:43:34,640 --> 00:43:40,480
Speaker 6: not as bad, but it's still on that line. You

819
00:43:40,560 --> 00:43:43,239
Speaker 6: know that line Why I got to keep myself in

820
00:43:43,360 --> 00:43:46,440
Speaker 6: shack to make sure I don't start talking about Omego again, right,

821
00:43:46,880 --> 00:43:50,480
Speaker 6: because there's one. There's a line, man.

822
00:43:52,080 --> 00:43:55,640
Speaker 3: All right, I'm gonna against my better judgment. I'm gonna

823
00:43:55,719 --> 00:43:58,400
Speaker 3: let you answer the question of the day. Okay, But

824
00:43:58,400 --> 00:44:03,399
Speaker 3: if you say, if you start talking about just look, look,

825
00:44:03,440 --> 00:44:06,440
Speaker 3: I'm trusting you, yack, No, No, I'm not. Does that

826
00:44:06,560 --> 00:44:08,080
Speaker 3: mean nothing to you that I trust you?

827
00:44:08,800 --> 00:44:10,080
Speaker 6: I trust you too, and I.

828
00:44:10,800 --> 00:44:13,000
Speaker 3: Don't care if you trust me. I'm trusting you.

829
00:44:13,200 --> 00:44:15,160
Speaker 6: I'm taking the trust you're giving me, and I'm putting

830
00:44:15,160 --> 00:44:16,800
Speaker 6: it in my heart. I'm going to give you a

831
00:44:17,719 --> 00:44:20,000
Speaker 6: PG answer. All right, there's nothing wrong with this.

832
00:44:20,120 --> 00:44:24,279
Speaker 3: You don't have to give me a you just tell

833
00:44:24,320 --> 00:44:24,920
Speaker 3: me the truth.

834
00:44:26,040 --> 00:44:27,759
Speaker 6: Yeah, the truth. I'm going to tell you.

835
00:44:28,280 --> 00:44:29,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, what do you miss?

836
00:44:31,080 --> 00:44:31,640
Speaker 6: What do I miss?

837
00:44:34,000 --> 00:44:34,200
Speaker 8: Yes?

838
00:44:34,880 --> 00:44:37,600
Speaker 6: Miss, I'm miss being a kid?

839
00:44:37,680 --> 00:44:37,839
Speaker 5: Man?

840
00:44:39,719 --> 00:44:42,080
Speaker 3: Why do you miss being a kid? What do you miss?

841
00:44:42,280 --> 00:44:43,920
Speaker 3: Or what what do you miss about being a kid?

842
00:44:44,560 --> 00:44:48,440
Speaker 6: I missed the people, the people more than anything I

843
00:44:48,480 --> 00:44:50,960
Speaker 6: could say. I could say, you know, the the lack

844
00:44:51,000 --> 00:44:51,920
Speaker 6: of care or.

845
00:44:53,560 --> 00:44:54,680
Speaker 5: How school was so.

846
00:44:55,080 --> 00:44:58,719
Speaker 6: Easy, But I just missed the people. All right, I know,

847
00:44:58,920 --> 00:45:01,120
Speaker 6: I keep in cond but none of the people I know.

848
00:45:02,920 --> 00:45:04,880
Speaker 3: All right, What do you mean by you miss the people?

849
00:45:04,960 --> 00:45:07,640
Speaker 3: Like you miss? You miss specifically the people you're friends

850
00:45:07,719 --> 00:45:08,600
Speaker 3: with when you were a kid?

851
00:45:09,440 --> 00:45:10,360
Speaker 2: Yeah, I do.

852
00:45:11,480 --> 00:45:14,120
Speaker 6: I had this friend group when I was in the

853
00:45:14,160 --> 00:45:17,200
Speaker 6: fourth grade. There it was the coolest people I ever met.

854
00:45:17,239 --> 00:45:17,759
Speaker 6: We played a.

855
00:45:19,239 --> 00:45:19,719
Speaker 5: That uh.

856
00:45:21,760 --> 00:45:23,160
Speaker 6: Was the Minecraft?

857
00:45:24,400 --> 00:45:24,560
Speaker 12: Oh?

858
00:45:24,800 --> 00:45:29,319
Speaker 6: Maybe it was so much fun? I still so many

859
00:45:29,360 --> 00:45:33,480
Speaker 6: lad I was How am I twenty two ninety eight

860
00:45:36,600 --> 00:45:37,480
Speaker 6: born in ninety eight.

861
00:45:37,600 --> 00:45:37,759
Speaker 8: Yeah?

862
00:45:37,800 --> 00:45:39,440
Speaker 3: No, there was there was Minecraft in fourth grade. I'm

863
00:45:39,440 --> 00:45:43,080
Speaker 3: sorry there was anyway, Okay, it was very new, but

864
00:45:44,680 --> 00:45:46,319
Speaker 3: I'm sorry. You sound like you're fifty two?

865
00:45:47,280 --> 00:45:47,680
Speaker 8: Are you do?

866
00:45:48,040 --> 00:45:48,560
Speaker 5: But do you know that?

867
00:45:48,600 --> 00:45:49,000
Speaker 2: Do you know that?

868
00:45:50,360 --> 00:45:51,080
Speaker 5: I get that a lot.

869
00:45:54,160 --> 00:45:55,960
Speaker 6: If you saw my face, you'd be like, there's no

870
00:45:56,040 --> 00:45:57,560
Speaker 6: way that guy sounds like he's fifty two.

871
00:46:00,600 --> 00:46:01,320
Speaker 3: Isn't this crazy?

872
00:46:01,400 --> 00:46:01,560
Speaker 5: You know?

873
00:46:01,760 --> 00:46:04,480
Speaker 3: You came in here, you said something weird about boys,

874
00:46:04,600 --> 00:46:06,560
Speaker 3: and then it turns out you yourself are a boy.

875
00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:12,040
Speaker 6: Yeah, I guess, yeah, I guess you could a demograph.

876
00:46:12,120 --> 00:46:13,160
Speaker 6: You could consider me a boy?

877
00:46:16,239 --> 00:46:16,560
Speaker 5: M hm?

878
00:46:18,000 --> 00:46:18,680
Speaker 2: Would you go back?

879
00:46:18,719 --> 00:46:19,080
Speaker 3: And would you?

880
00:46:19,160 --> 00:46:19,480
Speaker 10: Would you?

881
00:46:19,480 --> 00:46:21,759
Speaker 3: Would you go back and become a kid if again?

882
00:46:21,800 --> 00:46:23,359
Speaker 3: If you could? No, I'm a get go If would

883
00:46:23,360 --> 00:46:24,520
Speaker 3: you go back and become a kid again?

884
00:46:26,160 --> 00:46:29,439
Speaker 6: Under what circumstances? Could rewind time?

885
00:46:30,840 --> 00:46:31,680
Speaker 5: Became a kid? Right now?

886
00:46:32,600 --> 00:46:35,680
Speaker 6: Time rewind time without a doubt in my mind?

887
00:46:36,719 --> 00:46:37,000
Speaker 2: Yack?

888
00:46:37,960 --> 00:46:38,799
Speaker 6: What I remember now?

889
00:46:40,800 --> 00:46:40,840
Speaker 4: No?

890
00:46:41,200 --> 00:46:43,640
Speaker 3: Yack that yack. Don't do that, man, I hate I

891
00:46:43,640 --> 00:46:45,960
Speaker 3: would never do that. Never, don't do that. Don't don't

892
00:46:46,000 --> 00:46:49,160
Speaker 3: regress yack because you're look, you're only twenty two, dude,

893
00:46:49,760 --> 00:46:52,760
Speaker 3: Like fuck, being a kid, being a kid was sucked.

894
00:46:53,040 --> 00:46:55,520
Speaker 2: You couldn't do it, every stupid kid everything.

895
00:46:55,560 --> 00:46:57,399
Speaker 6: I would do it again if I had the chance.

896
00:46:57,800 --> 00:46:59,399
Speaker 3: No, don't do it. No you have but by the way,

897
00:46:59,440 --> 00:47:01,560
Speaker 3: you have the shance to do it again because you're

898
00:47:01,560 --> 00:47:02,000
Speaker 3: twenty two.

899
00:47:03,800 --> 00:47:07,600
Speaker 6: Yeah, the whole life, the school. I could have spent

900
00:47:07,680 --> 00:47:09,920
Speaker 6: so much time just since year going around. Man, I

901
00:47:09,960 --> 00:47:11,759
Speaker 6: could have had so much more fun if I.

902
00:47:11,840 --> 00:47:15,000
Speaker 2: Knew in the ending you can have more fun. What fun?

903
00:47:15,840 --> 00:47:19,920
Speaker 3: Okay, fun when you're in fourth grade sucks? Okay. I

904
00:47:20,800 --> 00:47:22,680
Speaker 3: played Call of Duty zombies with my friends in fourth

905
00:47:22,680 --> 00:47:24,759
Speaker 3: grade two and it wasn't that good. Looking back on

906
00:47:24,880 --> 00:47:25,600
Speaker 3: it was that good?

907
00:47:25,680 --> 00:47:26,360
Speaker 6: Though it was?

908
00:47:26,800 --> 00:47:27,200
Speaker 5: It was good.

909
00:47:27,239 --> 00:47:27,560
Speaker 7: Your life.

910
00:47:28,239 --> 00:47:30,080
Speaker 3: There's so much more to life than that that you

911
00:47:30,200 --> 00:47:30,840
Speaker 3: could experience.

912
00:47:30,960 --> 00:47:32,400
Speaker 6: And forty years are you going to look back and

913
00:47:32,520 --> 00:47:34,640
Speaker 6: you dressing up as you? You being a Get Go

914
00:47:34,760 --> 00:47:36,600
Speaker 6: and you go, why did I do that?

915
00:47:37,000 --> 00:47:37,759
Speaker 5: No, you're gonna go.

916
00:47:38,040 --> 00:47:39,880
Speaker 6: I love doing that when I when I when I

917
00:47:40,000 --> 00:47:40,440
Speaker 6: was with Get Go.

918
00:47:40,800 --> 00:47:43,480
Speaker 3: Okay, yeah, yeah I am, and I'm not. I'm not

919
00:47:43,760 --> 00:47:48,799
Speaker 3: in fourth grade. I'm not either, okay, but you Yeah,

920
00:47:48,840 --> 00:47:51,160
Speaker 3: but I didn't even know. I've only been I've been

921
00:47:51,200 --> 00:47:55,920
Speaker 3: doing this for less than six months. I've been I've

922
00:47:55,960 --> 00:47:57,000
Speaker 3: not been doing addressing up.

923
00:47:57,280 --> 00:47:59,719
Speaker 6: You were dressing up as a beam more than six

924
00:47:59,760 --> 00:48:01,440
Speaker 6: months ago and going on the B factory.

925
00:48:02,200 --> 00:48:03,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, but that would it didn't even Yeah, But what

926
00:48:03,960 --> 00:48:07,440
Speaker 3: I'm trying to say is like, dude, I'm when you

927
00:48:07,520 --> 00:48:12,239
Speaker 3: were fucking like you could have whatever your version is

928
00:48:12,280 --> 00:48:13,920
Speaker 3: of dressing up as a gecko and being like, oh,

929
00:48:14,000 --> 00:48:15,600
Speaker 3: that's a good thing to do, but that that could

930
00:48:15,600 --> 00:48:17,520
Speaker 3: be ahead of you, but you won't even be able

931
00:48:17,560 --> 00:48:19,239
Speaker 3: to find it if you're too busy like thinking about

932
00:48:19,239 --> 00:48:20,680
Speaker 3: how fun it was to play Minecraft when you were

933
00:48:20,680 --> 00:48:21,120
Speaker 3: in fourth Graen.

934
00:48:21,200 --> 00:48:21,520
Speaker 12: No, no, no, no.

935
00:48:21,719 --> 00:48:23,480
Speaker 6: But the point, the point is I would do it again,

936
00:48:23,600 --> 00:48:25,040
Speaker 6: just to do it again. I would go back for

937
00:48:25,120 --> 00:48:27,239
Speaker 6: a day if I could just have a day back there.

938
00:48:27,840 --> 00:48:29,360
Speaker 6: I don't want to get rid of now.

939
00:48:29,400 --> 00:48:31,799
Speaker 3: Okay, I mean, look I do. I guess I funk

940
00:48:31,840 --> 00:48:34,040
Speaker 3: around with the day. But you weren't talking about fucking

941
00:48:34,080 --> 00:48:35,680
Speaker 3: out with the day. You were talking about going back.

942
00:48:35,840 --> 00:48:36,960
Speaker 3: That's what I was saying, you know.

943
00:48:37,239 --> 00:48:40,040
Speaker 6: Well, I mean if I could relive it and just continue,

944
00:48:40,120 --> 00:48:42,320
Speaker 6: Like if I could just relive it now and just

945
00:48:42,400 --> 00:48:45,000
Speaker 6: do everything again, even if I did it exactly the same,

946
00:48:46,600 --> 00:48:48,920
Speaker 6: would I never be satisfied? Probably? But would I do it?

947
00:48:49,040 --> 00:48:49,239
Speaker 5: Yes?

948
00:48:52,920 --> 00:48:55,320
Speaker 6: We as humans are never going to be satisfied.

949
00:48:54,840 --> 00:48:55,279
Speaker 8: With what we do.

950
00:48:55,400 --> 00:48:57,879
Speaker 6: We could always always say we could have done more,

951
00:48:58,000 --> 00:48:59,040
Speaker 6: even though we couldn't have.

952
00:49:00,080 --> 00:49:03,200
Speaker 3: But you're you. You know what you sound. You are

953
00:49:03,320 --> 00:49:05,399
Speaker 3: sound like you're fifty two, not just because of your voice,

954
00:49:05,440 --> 00:49:07,000
Speaker 3: but because of the way that you're You sound like

955
00:49:07,040 --> 00:49:10,360
Speaker 3: you're fucking eighty five. Right now, you sound like you're dying.

956
00:49:10,480 --> 00:49:12,520
Speaker 3: You're not dying. You're twenty two. You have so much life.

957
00:49:12,560 --> 00:49:16,120
Speaker 3: What are you talking about? Play Minecraft right now?

958
00:49:16,840 --> 00:49:18,400
Speaker 6: I don't want to play Minecraft right now?

959
00:49:18,920 --> 00:49:22,399
Speaker 3: Then okay, but that's then. Then why do you want

960
00:49:22,480 --> 00:49:24,840
Speaker 3: to play Minecraft? If you don't want to play Minecraft?

961
00:49:25,400 --> 00:49:28,239
Speaker 6: I want to play as a twelve year old and

962
00:49:28,320 --> 00:49:29,600
Speaker 6: missus Lesby's.

963
00:49:29,200 --> 00:49:33,799
Speaker 3: Class a fuck Missus Wesby, dude, Missus.

964
00:49:33,520 --> 00:49:35,440
Speaker 6: Wesby was a great teacher and everyone.

965
00:49:35,680 --> 00:49:36,600
Speaker 2: I'm sure she was.

966
00:49:36,719 --> 00:49:38,839
Speaker 3: But she's probably dead now and you have a whole

967
00:49:38,880 --> 00:49:40,000
Speaker 3: life that you have to go live.

968
00:49:40,600 --> 00:49:44,880
Speaker 6: Oh she is dead, I think, all right, So she's in.

969
00:49:44,920 --> 00:49:47,000
Speaker 3: The past, and now you have your own life that

970
00:49:47,120 --> 00:49:47,799
Speaker 3: you can go live.

971
00:49:49,280 --> 00:49:49,640
Speaker 5: What am I?

972
00:49:49,719 --> 00:49:50,600
Speaker 2: What am I supposed to do?

973
00:49:51,040 --> 00:49:54,279
Speaker 6: I don't even know what I'm doing? Yack? What am

974
00:49:54,320 --> 00:49:54,880
Speaker 6: I supposed to do?

975
00:49:55,000 --> 00:49:55,840
Speaker 12: What I what I have?

976
00:49:57,560 --> 00:49:57,600
Speaker 9: What?

977
00:49:57,840 --> 00:49:58,160
Speaker 7: What do you?

978
00:49:58,360 --> 00:49:58,680
Speaker 1: What do you?

979
00:49:58,880 --> 00:49:59,759
Speaker 3: What do you want to do?

980
00:50:01,200 --> 00:50:04,839
Speaker 6: I don't know what I want to do. I want

981
00:50:04,840 --> 00:50:05,840
Speaker 6: to I want to do something.

982
00:50:06,200 --> 00:50:09,600
Speaker 3: I look by the way. Sometimes sometimes you figure out

983
00:50:09,640 --> 00:50:11,880
Speaker 3: what you want to do by just doing shit. I

984
00:50:12,040 --> 00:50:14,399
Speaker 3: never woke up and was like I want I never

985
00:50:14,480 --> 00:50:16,719
Speaker 3: will I never ever, there's never like with this show.

986
00:50:16,760 --> 00:50:18,160
Speaker 3: I know, if you want to bring up this ship

987
00:50:18,200 --> 00:50:20,640
Speaker 3: as an example, I was never like I want to

988
00:50:20,800 --> 00:50:24,320
Speaker 3: go be a gecko and take calls. I just started

989
00:50:24,440 --> 00:50:28,640
Speaker 3: doing things and fucking around with the tools around me

990
00:50:28,840 --> 00:50:31,799
Speaker 3: that I thought were interesting, and then something came out

991
00:50:31,840 --> 00:50:33,400
Speaker 3: of it and I ended up rolling with it. But

992
00:50:33,600 --> 00:50:35,839
Speaker 3: it didn't come from like a you know, So that's

993
00:50:35,840 --> 00:50:37,400
Speaker 3: what you gotta do. You gotta just look at the

994
00:50:37,480 --> 00:50:39,759
Speaker 3: tools around you and start fucking around with them and

995
00:50:39,840 --> 00:50:43,959
Speaker 3: experimenting and doing things. Don't and don't think about going

996
00:50:44,000 --> 00:50:46,879
Speaker 3: back to being twelve and playing Minecraft, because these days

997
00:50:46,920 --> 00:50:49,719
Speaker 3: are over and you're only twenty two going back.

998
00:50:50,320 --> 00:50:52,520
Speaker 6: You don't think about the days when you were, when

999
00:50:52,520 --> 00:50:54,279
Speaker 6: you were in the fourth grade and think about you

1000
00:50:54,680 --> 00:50:55,240
Speaker 6: so sweetly.

1001
00:50:55,320 --> 00:50:58,800
Speaker 3: You don't do that, No, I'm honest, No, honestly, I

1002
00:50:58,880 --> 00:51:00,720
Speaker 3: try not to. I mean, look, I I look fondly

1003
00:51:00,840 --> 00:51:04,680
Speaker 3: at my life, but I'm interested more in the present

1004
00:51:05,640 --> 00:51:06,680
Speaker 3: than I am in the past.

1005
00:51:08,520 --> 00:51:10,759
Speaker 6: If you died tomorrow, would you be content with your life?

1006
00:51:10,800 --> 00:51:11,120
Speaker 3: Totally?

1007
00:51:12,960 --> 00:51:13,200
Speaker 8: Really?

1008
00:51:13,880 --> 00:51:14,040
Speaker 12: Yes?

1009
00:51:15,480 --> 00:51:17,880
Speaker 6: There's nothing you want to do you'd want to be

1010
00:51:18,000 --> 00:51:19,799
Speaker 6: like I wish I could have done that before I died.

1011
00:51:20,760 --> 00:51:22,200
Speaker 3: There's a lot of things I want to do before

1012
00:51:22,200 --> 00:51:24,399
Speaker 3: I die. But if I fucking died right now, I look,

1013
00:51:24,640 --> 00:51:26,759
Speaker 3: I have had a great life. You've tund you just

1014
00:51:26,760 --> 00:51:29,640
Speaker 3: sound like you've had a good life too, everybody, Like

1015
00:51:29,719 --> 00:51:33,200
Speaker 3: most people. I don't want to get into other people's bullship.

1016
00:51:33,239 --> 00:51:37,799
Speaker 3: But there's more do you have so much more life

1017
00:51:37,880 --> 00:51:40,160
Speaker 3: left to live? I don't know why you're throwing in

1018
00:51:40,239 --> 00:51:41,160
Speaker 3: the towel at twenty two.

1019
00:51:41,880 --> 00:51:44,279
Speaker 6: I'm not throwing in the town. I'm trying things, all right.

1020
00:51:44,600 --> 00:51:45,879
Speaker 6: I'm trying to make this movie.

1021
00:51:46,840 --> 00:51:47,719
Speaker 3: You're trying to make a movie.

1022
00:51:48,400 --> 00:51:49,399
Speaker 6: I'm trying to make a movie.

1023
00:51:50,960 --> 00:51:52,880
Speaker 3: Go make a movie. I like that idea. I like

1024
00:51:52,920 --> 00:51:53,560
Speaker 3: you making a movie.

1025
00:51:54,320 --> 00:51:56,160
Speaker 6: I'm trying, man, I'm trying.

1026
00:51:57,640 --> 00:52:00,840
Speaker 3: Make a documentary about Missus WEBBSY make an ode to

1027
00:52:00,920 --> 00:52:04,840
Speaker 3: her life. An ode, Yes, an ode.

1028
00:52:06,840 --> 00:52:09,680
Speaker 6: Missus Wesby like lighthouses, all right. She liked lighthouses, and

1029
00:52:09,760 --> 00:52:14,560
Speaker 6: she was fat. She was more than the obese. No

1030
00:52:14,640 --> 00:52:15,600
Speaker 6: offense to missus Lesby.

1031
00:52:17,800 --> 00:52:21,520
Speaker 2: So so okay, so I don't I'm just I'm.

1032
00:52:21,480 --> 00:52:23,920
Speaker 6: Just I'm just thinking. I'm just thinking out loud.

1033
00:52:24,600 --> 00:52:28,080
Speaker 3: All right, listen, yeah, thank you for thank you for

1034
00:52:28,200 --> 00:52:31,080
Speaker 3: calling in man, and look, go give missus Wellsby a call.

1035
00:52:31,160 --> 00:52:33,000
Speaker 3: Find out that is she does she really dead?

1036
00:52:33,760 --> 00:52:34,239
Speaker 6: I don't know?

1037
00:52:35,880 --> 00:52:38,040
Speaker 3: Then who can? Then then it does? Then you don't.

1038
00:52:38,040 --> 00:52:40,840
Speaker 3: If you don't know if she's dead or not, then

1039
00:52:40,880 --> 00:52:43,480
Speaker 3: you don't care about her. Then she's not that important

1040
00:52:43,520 --> 00:52:44,640
Speaker 3: in your present life.

1041
00:52:45,239 --> 00:52:45,520
Speaker 5: Okay.

1042
00:52:45,520 --> 00:52:49,480
Speaker 2: So I will look then at people that.

1043
00:52:49,840 --> 00:52:52,880
Speaker 3: I know, anyone who I currently anyone who is important

1044
00:52:52,920 --> 00:52:56,080
Speaker 3: to me in my present day life. I know the

1045
00:52:56,160 --> 00:52:58,600
Speaker 3: status of whether or not they're they're alive or death.

1046
00:52:59,000 --> 00:53:00,160
Speaker 10: She's not important me.

1047
00:53:00,200 --> 00:53:03,080
Speaker 6: I'm not you know, checking my my watch every minute

1048
00:53:03,080 --> 00:53:04,960
Speaker 6: to see how missus Lesby is. All right, Maybe you

1049
00:53:05,040 --> 00:53:06,879
Speaker 6: know my buddy Tony who is on the street. Maybe

1050
00:53:06,920 --> 00:53:09,640
Speaker 6: I'll go check in on him, but you know, not

1051
00:53:09,840 --> 00:53:12,000
Speaker 6: not not not okay. See I type in I type

1052
00:53:12,040 --> 00:53:12,560
Speaker 6: in her name and.

1053
00:53:12,600 --> 00:53:13,760
Speaker 2: It comes up with a talent.

1054
00:53:13,880 --> 00:53:16,560
Speaker 3: All right, ya yack, you.

1055
00:53:16,600 --> 00:53:17,840
Speaker 6: Need to take some other calls. I don't know what

1056
00:53:17,880 --> 00:53:18,400
Speaker 6: you're doing with me.

1057
00:53:20,640 --> 00:53:23,279
Speaker 3: Good luck, Yack. I'm that serious. Good luck, good luck,

1058
00:53:23,480 --> 00:53:25,880
Speaker 3: think about what I said. Fuck fuck fuck fuck Missus

1059
00:53:25,920 --> 00:53:27,799
Speaker 3: Wesby and fuck minecraft. Go make a movie.

1060
00:53:29,280 --> 00:53:32,120
Speaker 6: All right, I'll try, I'll try, I'll I'll talk to

1061
00:53:32,160 --> 00:53:33,000
Speaker 6: you soon, you know.

1062
00:53:35,239 --> 00:53:35,560
Speaker 3: Good night?

1063
00:53:35,640 --> 00:53:37,160
Speaker 6: Yeah, all right, good.

1064
00:53:37,120 --> 00:53:43,359
Speaker 2: Night call from Flo.

1065
00:53:45,640 --> 00:53:49,200
Speaker 3: Flow. You know, Flow, you and I can relate to you,

1066
00:53:49,280 --> 00:53:50,719
Speaker 3: and I have the thing that we can relate to.

1067
00:53:52,320 --> 00:53:54,400
Speaker 3: Absolutely guess what you know what it is?

1068
00:53:57,200 --> 00:53:58,960
Speaker 13: We both graduated in Jesus night.

1069
00:54:00,920 --> 00:54:02,600
Speaker 3: No, how do you know I didn't graduate too that?

1070
00:54:02,640 --> 00:54:03,359
Speaker 3: What do you graduate from?

1071
00:54:03,400 --> 00:54:03,480
Speaker 2: One?

1072
00:54:03,560 --> 00:54:03,600
Speaker 5: Do?

1073
00:54:03,640 --> 00:54:04,040
Speaker 3: Doesn't it.

1074
00:54:05,760 --> 00:54:06,240
Speaker 13: High school?

1075
00:54:09,200 --> 00:54:12,120
Speaker 3: Who can guess what Flow and I have in common

1076
00:54:13,000 --> 00:54:18,759
Speaker 3: to bond over Flow? Think here?

1077
00:54:22,239 --> 00:54:31,720
Speaker 13: Uh, you know, I'm really trying, but I'm not getting anything.

1078
00:54:32,320 --> 00:54:36,680
Speaker 3: Flow. We both get a disgusting amount of unfunny insurance

1079
00:54:36,800 --> 00:54:39,800
Speaker 3: jokes message to us on a daily basis.

1080
00:54:41,560 --> 00:54:42,960
Speaker 13: You're right, You're right.

1081
00:54:44,640 --> 00:54:45,680
Speaker 3: How does that feel for you?

1082
00:54:49,640 --> 00:54:49,800
Speaker 5: You know?

1083
00:54:51,400 --> 00:54:51,879
Speaker 12: Not bad?

1084
00:54:52,480 --> 00:54:53,000
Speaker 10: Not great.

1085
00:54:55,400 --> 00:54:58,320
Speaker 13: I think it was worse when my dad said I

1086
00:54:58,520 --> 00:55:01,640
Speaker 13: looked like her when I was like sixteen.

1087
00:55:01,760 --> 00:55:05,439
Speaker 3: I was like, no, I do not think there's nothing

1088
00:55:05,480 --> 00:55:07,520
Speaker 3: wrong with looking like Flow. She's very beautiful.

1089
00:55:09,160 --> 00:55:13,560
Speaker 13: Well I'm not saying she's not beautiful, but I'm saying

1090
00:55:14,520 --> 00:55:16,359
Speaker 13: I do not look anything like her.

1091
00:55:18,080 --> 00:55:20,640
Speaker 3: Well, listen, flow, you must have called in for a reason.

1092
00:55:20,719 --> 00:55:21,920
Speaker 3: How can I help you this evening?

1093
00:55:24,280 --> 00:55:28,000
Speaker 13: You know, I've just been watching your stream, probably for.

1094
00:55:29,800 --> 00:55:34,560
Speaker 8: Since the beginning of the year I think was the

1095
00:55:34,640 --> 00:55:37,319
Speaker 8: beginning of this year, of this year.

1096
00:55:37,440 --> 00:55:40,360
Speaker 13: Yeah, it's been like maybe a week or.

1097
00:55:40,360 --> 00:55:44,200
Speaker 3: Two twenty twenty dec Nation. And what's what's your least

1098
00:55:44,239 --> 00:55:46,880
Speaker 3: favorite part of the stream? What makes you what parts

1099
00:55:47,320 --> 00:55:48,680
Speaker 3: of it make you want to turn it off?

1100
00:55:50,960 --> 00:55:51,840
Speaker 13: The boring calls?

1101
00:55:53,200 --> 00:55:57,239
Speaker 3: Okay, the boring How do you define a boring call?

1102
00:56:01,160 --> 00:56:03,880
Speaker 13: I don't know. There's just sometimes when you get some

1103
00:56:04,080 --> 00:56:11,520
Speaker 13: calls that are usually from thirty something males that just

1104
00:56:12,239 --> 00:56:15,719
Speaker 13: don't have anything to talk about. But also I really

1105
00:56:15,840 --> 00:56:19,480
Speaker 13: dislike a lot of the underage calls and the really

1106
00:56:19,680 --> 00:56:20,520
Speaker 13: truly calls.

1107
00:56:23,160 --> 00:56:25,719
Speaker 3: So you say, the most boring calls are from like

1108
00:56:25,840 --> 00:56:27,919
Speaker 3: thirty year old men that don't have anything to talk about.

1109
00:56:27,960 --> 00:56:30,160
Speaker 3: Is there anyone in particular that you maybe remember You

1110
00:56:30,200 --> 00:56:32,160
Speaker 3: don't have to know their names, but a situation you

1111
00:56:32,200 --> 00:56:35,080
Speaker 3: can describe that you remember being very boring. Well, I

1112
00:56:35,120 --> 00:56:38,000
Speaker 3: guess that's hard because it's boring, so you probably remember it.

1113
00:56:38,120 --> 00:56:46,120
Speaker 13: But yeah, exactly, man, I know It was one of

1114
00:56:46,200 --> 00:56:50,800
Speaker 13: the first times I watched the stream and he just

1115
00:56:51,840 --> 00:56:55,759
Speaker 13: seemed to drone on and on and the conversation.

1116
00:56:55,320 --> 00:57:00,359
Speaker 3: Went nowhere, do you think that this call is boring?

1117
00:57:02,160 --> 00:57:05,200
Speaker 13: I mean it definitely could be. There's not as much

1118
00:57:07,600 --> 00:57:13,360
Speaker 13: spice to the call as you usually have because a

1119
00:57:13,440 --> 00:57:16,160
Speaker 13: lot of people have a lot of hot take.

1120
00:57:17,600 --> 00:57:19,920
Speaker 3: Hot takes you, so you think that it would spice

1121
00:57:20,000 --> 00:57:21,720
Speaker 3: up the call for for either of us to have

1122
00:57:22,160 --> 00:57:25,160
Speaker 3: a hot take to present to to to to the

1123
00:57:25,240 --> 00:57:26,400
Speaker 3: stream or to each other.

1124
00:57:27,840 --> 00:57:30,280
Speaker 13: Absolutely the case.

1125
00:57:30,560 --> 00:57:33,080
Speaker 3: This is interesting for me because I want to I

1126
00:57:33,200 --> 00:57:35,520
Speaker 3: want to know you know. Look, I think that you

1127
00:57:35,600 --> 00:57:38,160
Speaker 3: can improve something unless if you're willing to accept the

1128
00:57:38,200 --> 00:57:42,440
Speaker 3: flaws of it. So this has helped interesting information for me.

1129
00:57:42,520 --> 00:57:43,640
Speaker 3: I mean, what do you think I could do to

1130
00:57:43,680 --> 00:57:44,800
Speaker 3: make these calls less boring?

1131
00:57:47,400 --> 00:57:47,520
Speaker 12: Uh?

1132
00:57:47,920 --> 00:57:50,440
Speaker 13: Definitely have a fire round of.

1133
00:57:50,600 --> 00:57:54,040
Speaker 3: Questions, fire round? Okay, I like it?

1134
00:57:54,160 --> 00:58:00,760
Speaker 13: Yeah, Like just off topic completely, just Sam, Sam, What

1135
00:58:00,920 --> 00:58:05,040
Speaker 13: do they got to say about a topic that makes

1136
00:58:05,080 --> 00:58:08,000
Speaker 13: absolutely no sense? Like, for example, what do you think

1137
00:58:08,000 --> 00:58:10,000
Speaker 13: about a Veno lotion?

1138
00:58:11,280 --> 00:58:12,080
Speaker 3: A Veno lotion?

1139
00:58:13,240 --> 00:58:13,439
Speaker 5: Yeah?

1140
00:58:15,080 --> 00:58:17,959
Speaker 3: I don't like that question that much because what about

1141
00:58:18,200 --> 00:58:20,480
Speaker 3: is that it feels it feels sort of closed, right,

1142
00:58:20,640 --> 00:58:23,360
Speaker 3: like a Veno lotion. It's like, I don't think anything

1143
00:58:23,400 --> 00:58:24,760
Speaker 3: of it. I have no experience. I don't even know

1144
00:58:24,800 --> 00:58:25,160
Speaker 3: what it is.

1145
00:58:26,800 --> 00:58:27,480
Speaker 10: Yeah, exactly.

1146
00:58:28,120 --> 00:58:31,320
Speaker 3: Well, I mean okay, so what do you mean exactly?

1147
00:58:31,480 --> 00:58:33,120
Speaker 3: That's that would be boring because I don't know what

1148
00:58:33,200 --> 00:58:35,040
Speaker 3: it is. I don't have any I don't have a

1149
00:58:35,080 --> 00:58:35,920
Speaker 3: strong opinion about it.

1150
00:58:37,720 --> 00:58:40,560
Speaker 13: Yes, but take something where you do have a strong opinion, right,

1151
00:58:41,160 --> 00:58:43,160
Speaker 13: like do you like bottled water?

1152
00:58:48,040 --> 00:58:50,520
Speaker 2: Do I like what bottled water?

1153
00:58:52,320 --> 00:58:52,480
Speaker 5: Yeah?

1154
00:58:52,520 --> 00:58:53,400
Speaker 3: I like bottled water.

1155
00:58:55,120 --> 00:58:59,840
Speaker 13: See there's something there for everybody. Uh here, here's my

1156
00:59:00,960 --> 00:59:05,080
Speaker 13: the hottest take that I have. Okay, I remember All

1157
00:59:05,240 --> 00:59:08,480
Speaker 13: Summer Long came out in two thousand and eight was

1158
00:59:09,000 --> 00:59:11,760
Speaker 13: a matchup of Sweet Home Alabama and you have a

1159
00:59:11,800 --> 00:59:12,200
Speaker 13: would you have.

1160
00:59:12,200 --> 00:59:14,640
Speaker 3: A weird fascination with two thousand and eight? Was that

1161
00:59:14,760 --> 00:59:15,440
Speaker 3: a good year for you?

1162
00:59:16,840 --> 00:59:17,000
Speaker 12: Oh?

1163
00:59:17,320 --> 00:59:21,320
Speaker 13: Absolutely not? Fucking hated that song. And I think Kid

1164
00:59:21,480 --> 00:59:22,800
Speaker 13: Rock is a horrible artist.

1165
00:59:23,640 --> 00:59:26,960
Speaker 3: There that is, I don't Here's my thing is, I

1166
00:59:27,040 --> 00:59:31,040
Speaker 3: don't really do anything aside from this. I really do

1167
00:59:31,320 --> 00:59:33,640
Speaker 3: just sit at home and stare at a wall. So like,

1168
00:59:33,920 --> 00:59:36,160
Speaker 3: I'm not well, I'm not good at talking about bands

1169
00:59:36,240 --> 00:59:42,720
Speaker 3: or pop culture or you know, bottled water. I don't

1170
00:59:42,760 --> 00:59:44,440
Speaker 3: have I don't have hot takes. I don't I'm not

1171
00:59:44,520 --> 00:59:47,840
Speaker 3: knowledgeable enough for hot takes. That's kind of why, like

1172
00:59:47,840 --> 00:59:51,000
Speaker 3: a ninety percent of the stream is, you know, listening

1173
00:59:51,080 --> 00:59:55,120
Speaker 3: to other people because I don't. I don't have strong takes.

1174
00:59:55,800 --> 00:59:57,400
Speaker 3: Actually that's not true. The other day I was talking

1175
00:59:57,400 --> 00:59:59,320
Speaker 3: about how we should be allowed to poop in public,

1176
00:59:59,400 --> 01:00:09,200
Speaker 3: but I was like, I was eighty percent kidding. Was

1177
01:00:09,280 --> 01:00:11,600
Speaker 3: this a boring call? Be honest?

1178
01:00:11,680 --> 01:00:12,400
Speaker 13: Oh definitely?

1179
01:00:13,000 --> 01:00:14,600
Speaker 3: Do you think it was definitely boring?

1180
01:00:15,520 --> 01:00:23,000
Speaker 13: It's definitely bullet boring because honestly, I had no fucking

1181
01:00:23,400 --> 01:00:25,080
Speaker 13: like idea that I was going to get through.

1182
01:00:28,560 --> 01:00:33,240
Speaker 3: I'm so fun. We're fucked, dude, we can't. We're fucked this.

1183
01:00:33,520 --> 01:00:35,240
Speaker 3: This isn't gonna go. This is not good this. I

1184
01:00:35,280 --> 01:00:37,040
Speaker 3: don't think we can. I don't think this is sustainable

1185
01:00:37,400 --> 01:00:39,880
Speaker 3: to just have all these boring calls. What are we

1186
01:00:40,000 --> 01:00:40,320
Speaker 3: gonna do?

1187
01:00:42,800 --> 01:00:45,960
Speaker 13: I mean, you're gonna find somebody that's probably better than

1188
01:00:46,000 --> 01:00:49,480
Speaker 13: I am that talking on the therapy gecko. Honestly, what

1189
01:00:49,640 --> 01:00:53,160
Speaker 13: I really wanted to say, sure, was I really enjoyed

1190
01:00:53,200 --> 01:00:54,800
Speaker 13: your haiku stream last week?

1191
01:00:56,040 --> 01:00:59,560
Speaker 3: Oh? Thank you, thank you, thank you, tomorrow Experimental Tuesdays.

1192
01:00:59,560 --> 01:01:04,720
Speaker 3: I got I got a good thing cooking for tomorrow. Yeah,

1193
01:01:05,240 --> 01:01:08,440
Speaker 3: will you be there? No, no spoilers, you got to

1194
01:01:08,480 --> 01:01:09,880
Speaker 3: be there. But are you going to be there?

1195
01:01:10,920 --> 01:01:11,040
Speaker 2: Oh?

1196
01:01:11,120 --> 01:01:14,400
Speaker 13: Hell yeah, I'm gonna be listening. I listen every single time.

1197
01:01:15,240 --> 01:01:17,600
Speaker 3: Every single time, even though it's boring. That's that's how.

1198
01:01:17,800 --> 01:01:19,720
Speaker 3: That's how I know you're a real one. All right, Look,

1199
01:01:20,320 --> 01:01:23,320
Speaker 3: I'm boring you. We're boring each other. We should get all.

1200
01:01:23,320 --> 01:01:24,680
Speaker 3: We should get off the phone with each other. Do

1201
01:01:24,760 --> 01:01:26,640
Speaker 3: you think that would be helpful to both of us?

1202
01:01:28,160 --> 01:01:32,840
Speaker 13: I mean, honestly, probably, But also I'm kind of having

1203
01:01:32,880 --> 01:01:35,840
Speaker 13: a little fun trolling chat just because they're calling me boring.

1204
01:01:37,160 --> 01:01:37,480
Speaker 2: How are you?

1205
01:01:37,760 --> 01:01:41,360
Speaker 3: No one's trolling anyone. We're just on the phone, I know.

1206
01:01:41,640 --> 01:01:46,280
Speaker 13: But it's amazingly funny that I get to be the

1207
01:01:46,360 --> 01:01:46,919
Speaker 13: boring one.

1208
01:01:49,920 --> 01:01:54,000
Speaker 3: Well see, I don't have anything to say to that,

1209
01:01:54,080 --> 01:01:56,120
Speaker 3: because it's because you know what, what's would you say?

1210
01:01:56,120 --> 01:01:56,600
Speaker 3: Your name was?

1211
01:01:57,840 --> 01:01:58,040
Speaker 5: Wow?

1212
01:02:00,920 --> 01:02:03,120
Speaker 3: Like the girl from Progressive the car insurance lady? Do

1213
01:02:03,200 --> 01:02:09,760
Speaker 3: you sell insurance? No, I'll talk to you later.

1214
01:02:09,800 --> 01:02:12,840
Speaker 13: Flow all right, I'll be get.

1215
01:02:18,320 --> 01:02:24,000
Speaker 2: All from Mark, Mark, my friend.

1216
01:02:24,200 --> 01:02:25,640
Speaker 6: I am a man of little time, So do you

1217
01:02:25,800 --> 01:02:28,000
Speaker 6: care if I give this call to a friend of mine?

1218
01:02:29,280 --> 01:02:29,640
Speaker 1: Uh not?

1219
01:02:29,800 --> 01:02:30,160
Speaker 8: Go for it?

1220
01:02:31,120 --> 01:02:40,600
Speaker 2: All right, Tony, We'll wait for him.

1221
01:02:43,080 --> 01:02:47,280
Speaker 8: Hello, Tony, hey man, how's it going.

1222
01:02:48,040 --> 01:02:49,800
Speaker 3: It's going all right. I want to hear you. Thank

1223
01:02:49,840 --> 01:02:52,480
Speaker 3: you friend Mark for giving your giving away his call

1224
01:02:52,560 --> 01:02:52,720
Speaker 3: to you.

1225
01:02:53,760 --> 01:02:53,960
Speaker 6: Mark.

1226
01:02:54,040 --> 01:02:55,400
Speaker 5: I really, I really appreciate it.

1227
01:02:55,520 --> 01:02:57,880
Speaker 15: We've been trying this for about an hour and a

1228
01:02:57,880 --> 01:02:58,280
Speaker 15: half now.

1229
01:02:59,280 --> 01:03:02,520
Speaker 9: I just want to give my shout out because.

1230
01:03:03,800 --> 01:03:08,200
Speaker 15: He's in my friend since third grade, and uh, yeah,

1231
01:03:09,120 --> 01:03:09,800
Speaker 15: it was nice of.

1232
01:03:09,880 --> 01:03:11,160
Speaker 3: Him to I mean, it was nice of him to

1233
01:03:11,200 --> 01:03:13,600
Speaker 3: give away his call like that to you. Do you

1234
01:03:13,720 --> 01:03:15,960
Speaker 3: feel like, do you feel sort of a pressure to

1235
01:03:16,160 --> 01:03:19,680
Speaker 3: like make it worthwhile, to like make this a good call,

1236
01:03:19,880 --> 01:03:23,160
Speaker 3: like for for this for his sake because he donated

1237
01:03:23,160 --> 01:03:23,400
Speaker 3: it to you.

1238
01:03:24,600 --> 01:03:26,600
Speaker 15: I do, I do, I'll make it a good call.

1239
01:03:28,120 --> 01:03:30,120
Speaker 3: Well, the joke, the joke's on you, because there is

1240
01:03:30,200 --> 01:03:32,480
Speaker 3: no such thing as a qualitative judgment of the calls.

1241
01:03:33,200 --> 01:03:35,920
Speaker 3: It's not a real thing. Does call.

1242
01:03:37,920 --> 01:03:40,040
Speaker 5: I'm just called what do you do? What do you do?

1243
01:03:40,120 --> 01:03:41,520
Speaker 3: What do you do for fun? Tony?

1244
01:03:42,600 --> 01:03:43,080
Speaker 5: For fun?

1245
01:03:44,880 --> 01:03:52,920
Speaker 15: So I I live in Louisiana, right, and in Louisiana,

1246
01:03:53,840 --> 01:03:56,600
Speaker 15: you can do this thing like you can. You can

1247
01:03:56,680 --> 01:03:58,240
Speaker 15: do alligator wrestling.

1248
01:03:59,440 --> 01:03:59,680
Speaker 10: Really.

1249
01:04:00,080 --> 01:04:02,760
Speaker 15: Uh it's it's like really readily available.

1250
01:04:02,840 --> 01:04:05,080
Speaker 5: Like you can go to a place.

1251
01:04:06,880 --> 01:04:09,360
Speaker 15: And uh, they'll they'll, they'll, they'll, you'll they'll teach you

1252
01:04:09,360 --> 01:04:11,640
Speaker 15: how to wrestle alligators for like fifty bucks.

1253
01:04:12,480 --> 01:04:12,800
Speaker 6: Mm.

1254
01:04:13,640 --> 01:04:16,040
Speaker 3: Now, when you go to do alligator wrestling, who typically

1255
01:04:16,160 --> 01:04:18,560
Speaker 3: wins between you and the alligator?

1256
01:04:19,640 --> 01:04:22,240
Speaker 15: Well, I only do the baby ones because I don't

1257
01:04:22,280 --> 01:04:24,400
Speaker 15: really want to, Like you can you can choose, Like

1258
01:04:25,200 --> 01:04:26,840
Speaker 15: I only weigh one hundred and forty pounds, so I

1259
01:04:26,960 --> 01:04:28,840
Speaker 15: have to do like the little ones because the big

1260
01:04:28,920 --> 01:04:29,400
Speaker 15: ones are.

1261
01:04:29,440 --> 01:04:30,840
Speaker 8: Those eat me.

1262
01:04:31,360 --> 01:04:34,800
Speaker 15: So you can pick like tears, Like there's like tiers

1263
01:04:34,840 --> 01:04:38,320
Speaker 15: of alligators and there's sizes, so like the small ones.

1264
01:04:38,480 --> 01:04:41,800
Speaker 15: I I mean, obviously I win, Because I didn't, that

1265
01:04:41,840 --> 01:04:42,400
Speaker 15: wouldn't be good.

1266
01:04:42,440 --> 01:04:44,440
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, hold on, hold on, hold I don't think

1267
01:04:44,520 --> 01:04:48,120
Speaker 3: I still I wouldn't say, like, obviously you win. I

1268
01:04:48,240 --> 01:04:51,520
Speaker 3: still feel like a baby alligator is a threat.

1269
01:04:53,120 --> 01:04:55,120
Speaker 5: Yeah, you're right, you're right, you're right.

1270
01:04:55,240 --> 01:04:59,560
Speaker 15: They they've got some some safety precautions because you know,

1271
01:05:00,040 --> 01:05:01,040
Speaker 15: the baby alligators.

1272
01:05:01,120 --> 01:05:06,560
Speaker 3: I mean, they have safety precautions for the alligators themselves,

1273
01:05:07,440 --> 01:05:09,720
Speaker 3: because because that's the thing right, is who really wins

1274
01:05:09,880 --> 01:05:11,520
Speaker 3: when you beat up a baby alligator?

1275
01:05:12,120 --> 01:05:14,520
Speaker 5: Yeah, I say baby.

1276
01:05:14,600 --> 01:05:17,760
Speaker 15: But like they're they're just like small, small alligators. I

1277
01:05:17,800 --> 01:05:18,760
Speaker 15: shouldn't think they're.

1278
01:05:18,600 --> 01:05:22,640
Speaker 3: Not Like it's not like because I'm imagining like a cute, little, tiny,

1279
01:05:22,640 --> 01:05:27,280
Speaker 3: little alligator with like big bulgy eyes. That's like they

1280
01:05:27,280 --> 01:05:29,720
Speaker 3: just don't wrestle. That's saying to you, please don't wrestle me.

1281
01:05:29,800 --> 01:05:30,280
Speaker 3: It hurts.

1282
01:05:31,080 --> 01:05:31,720
Speaker 5: I just want to go.

1283
01:05:33,240 --> 01:05:36,400
Speaker 15: I'm not evil, you know. So like the youve got

1284
01:05:36,440 --> 01:05:40,400
Speaker 15: like there's like three four foot long alligators, and there's

1285
01:05:40,480 --> 01:05:45,160
Speaker 15: like the the terrifying like six seven foot alligators. They're

1286
01:05:45,240 --> 01:05:52,080
Speaker 15: just like monsters. So the the small ones you gotta like,

1287
01:05:52,360 --> 01:05:55,160
Speaker 15: you gotta. There's there's there's there's a strategy.

1288
01:05:54,720 --> 01:05:58,720
Speaker 6: That they teach you, and it's just do you got

1289
01:05:58,800 --> 01:06:01,240
Speaker 6: to get behind them needed the neck.

1290
01:06:02,240 --> 01:06:05,640
Speaker 15: You put them in like a chokehold, and I mean

1291
01:06:05,680 --> 01:06:07,680
Speaker 15: you pretty much got it at that point. Then you

1292
01:06:07,800 --> 01:06:09,360
Speaker 15: got to tape up like their mouth and stuff so

1293
01:06:09,400 --> 01:06:12,640
Speaker 15: they don't just you know, buy your nose off.

1294
01:06:15,280 --> 01:06:19,520
Speaker 3: What inspired you to want to wrestle alligators?

1295
01:06:22,360 --> 01:06:29,960
Speaker 15: Well, I'm scared of them, and it's it's something I

1296
01:06:30,160 --> 01:06:37,960
Speaker 15: like to do, is to challenge my my fears. It's

1297
01:06:38,040 --> 01:06:41,400
Speaker 15: like it's like a like a like a self improvement

1298
01:06:41,480 --> 01:06:44,720
Speaker 15: kind of thing. But you know, if I'm scared of

1299
01:06:44,800 --> 01:06:52,360
Speaker 15: doing something, doing it, well, negate that fear.

1300
01:06:52,760 --> 01:06:55,439
Speaker 3: But don't you have don't don't you don't you feel

1301
01:06:55,480 --> 01:06:57,840
Speaker 3: bad for the baby alley? Don't you feel bad when

1302
01:06:57,840 --> 01:06:59,720
Speaker 3: you're putting your knee on the neck of a baby

1303
01:06:59,720 --> 01:07:00,400
Speaker 3: alley gator?

1304
01:07:01,760 --> 01:07:08,560
Speaker 5: I do, but not not in the moment. There's a

1305
01:07:08,600 --> 01:07:09,360
Speaker 5: lot of adrenaline.

1306
01:07:09,680 --> 01:07:11,480
Speaker 3: I'll tell you the moment. The moment is where it

1307
01:07:11,560 --> 01:07:14,920
Speaker 3: counts the most, because the moment is when is when

1308
01:07:14,960 --> 01:07:15,480
Speaker 3: you're doing it.

1309
01:07:17,160 --> 01:07:21,520
Speaker 15: Yeah, yeah, I've I've only I've only wrestled them a

1310
01:07:21,600 --> 01:07:22,240
Speaker 15: couple of times.

1311
01:07:23,560 --> 01:07:25,480
Speaker 6: Two I just two times.

1312
01:07:25,800 --> 01:07:30,240
Speaker 15: In the summer of twenty fourteen. There was just something

1313
01:07:30,280 --> 01:07:32,680
Speaker 15: in the air, and I thought wrestling alligators sounded like

1314
01:07:32,720 --> 01:07:39,120
Speaker 15: a good idea. But you know, as as my fear diminished,

1315
01:07:40,080 --> 01:07:44,640
Speaker 15: I realized that that's that's not a it's not really

1316
01:07:44,640 --> 01:07:47,600
Speaker 15: a nice thing to do to the alligators. It's just

1317
01:07:47,680 --> 01:07:49,760
Speaker 15: wrestle them and then you let them go. But like

1318
01:07:50,680 --> 01:07:54,520
Speaker 15: I mean, I wouldn't want an alligator wrestling my child.

1319
01:07:55,040 --> 01:07:59,240
Speaker 3: It's true, So I kind of like, you know, that's true,

1320
01:07:59,640 --> 01:08:00,840
Speaker 3: it's gary, it's.

1321
01:08:02,360 --> 01:08:02,480
Speaker 5: Right.

1322
01:08:02,520 --> 01:08:06,400
Speaker 3: Imagine if alligators try to wrestle us, that would be.

1323
01:08:06,480 --> 01:08:08,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, we'd be terrificiated.

1324
01:08:09,040 --> 01:08:11,040
Speaker 15: Yeah, but I mean, I.

1325
01:08:12,840 --> 01:08:13,160
Speaker 6: I don't know.

1326
01:08:14,360 --> 01:08:17,360
Speaker 15: I think the alligators are just as scared of us

1327
01:08:18,240 --> 01:08:19,120
Speaker 15: as we are them.

1328
01:08:20,479 --> 01:08:21,519
Speaker 5: I like I like that.

1329
01:08:21,640 --> 01:08:25,320
Speaker 3: I like that as like the central theme of this. Right,

1330
01:08:25,400 --> 01:08:28,639
Speaker 3: we think of alligators as terrifying and like they don't

1331
01:08:28,640 --> 01:08:30,599
Speaker 3: give a fuck and they're bad ass because they're alligators,

1332
01:08:30,600 --> 01:08:33,280
Speaker 3: But in reality they're they're scared of us too, and

1333
01:08:33,400 --> 01:08:35,800
Speaker 3: we sort of have to come to a mutual I

1334
01:08:35,880 --> 01:08:38,839
Speaker 3: think that's how we solve this, is humans and alligators

1335
01:08:38,880 --> 01:08:41,080
Speaker 3: need to come to a mutual understanding that there's actually

1336
01:08:41,200 --> 01:08:43,760
Speaker 3: more that we actually have more in there's more that

1337
01:08:44,160 --> 01:08:47,360
Speaker 3: brings us together than than separates us from each other.

1338
01:08:52,280 --> 01:08:53,880
Speaker 3: Have you ever gotten your ass kicked by one of

1339
01:08:53,920 --> 01:08:57,439
Speaker 3: these alligators? Has any of them ever? I?

1340
01:08:58,520 --> 01:09:03,719
Speaker 15: I have not else, but I've seen it happen. Because

1341
01:09:04,760 --> 01:09:06,519
Speaker 15: these these alligators, you know, they.

1342
01:09:08,160 --> 01:09:09,559
Speaker 6: Like the ones that I wrestle.

1343
01:09:09,960 --> 01:09:11,200
Speaker 5: I gotta go with the lower tier.

1344
01:09:12,360 --> 01:09:15,360
Speaker 15: You know, I'm not all sports olegger here, So like

1345
01:09:15,600 --> 01:09:18,800
Speaker 15: the alligators that I wrestle are the small one. You know,

1346
01:09:18,920 --> 01:09:21,479
Speaker 15: I I've got I've got the benefit of the doubt there.

1347
01:09:22,200 --> 01:09:25,439
Speaker 5: But there was a guy who I like, you gotta like.

1348
01:09:25,479 --> 01:09:27,479
Speaker 8: There's like a line and.

1349
01:09:29,880 --> 01:09:33,639
Speaker 15: This guy was wrestling a like this six foot long

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Speaker 15: alligator dude, and.

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01:09:36,400 --> 01:09:38,840
Speaker 6: He he goes to put the put.

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Speaker 15: The put the knee on the neck, like I told you,

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01:09:41,160 --> 01:09:44,880
Speaker 15: and he like the alligator like like moves like he's

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01:09:45,960 --> 01:09:46,680
Speaker 15: turns his neck.

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Speaker 5: Guy.

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01:09:47,280 --> 01:09:53,599
Speaker 15: The guy's knee misses and the alligator like like runs away,

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01:09:54,560 --> 01:09:56,320
Speaker 15: runs away, and they had to they had to go

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01:09:56,400 --> 01:09:57,480
Speaker 15: down and catch the alligator.

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01:09:57,520 --> 01:10:01,280
Speaker 3: But he was trying to because someone he.

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Speaker 15: Didn't he didn't even fight back, he just ran and

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01:10:07,520 --> 01:10:14,280
Speaker 15: so he didn't really get that. I would be now

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01:10:14,280 --> 01:10:15,840
Speaker 15: we're going to try to put his knee on my neck.

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01:10:16,360 --> 01:10:17,280
Speaker 15: I'm not sticking around.

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01:10:17,680 --> 01:10:19,400
Speaker 3: If an alligator tried to put his knee on my

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01:10:19,520 --> 01:10:21,720
Speaker 3: neck and I had the opportunity to either fight the

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01:10:21,760 --> 01:10:24,280
Speaker 3: alligator or run away, I would absolutely run away from

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01:10:24,320 --> 01:10:24,920
Speaker 3: the alligator.

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01:10:25,760 --> 01:10:28,040
Speaker 6: I would run so fast, not even funny.

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01:10:30,400 --> 01:10:32,679
Speaker 3: Well man, what when's when's the last are you? When's

1370
01:10:32,720 --> 01:10:35,040
Speaker 3: the last time that you went alligator wrestling?

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01:10:36,479 --> 01:10:37,080
Speaker 5: That that was?

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01:10:37,200 --> 01:10:42,800
Speaker 15: That was that was six years ago. Clean now I'm clean.

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01:10:43,360 --> 01:10:46,040
Speaker 15: I'm six years clean. I've got a little token and everything.

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01:10:47,360 --> 01:10:48,040
Speaker 5: I'm not. I'm not.

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01:10:48,240 --> 01:10:50,680
Speaker 15: I don't play on wrestling anymore alligators because I know

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01:10:50,760 --> 01:10:51,320
Speaker 15: what I want to do.

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Speaker 3: I'm sorry. What were you gonna say?

1378
01:10:54,439 --> 01:10:54,559
Speaker 5: Now?

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01:10:54,600 --> 01:11:00,080
Speaker 3: That's all right, you go ahead, No, please, you realized, Oh.

1380
01:11:00,080 --> 01:11:04,080
Speaker 15: I just realized that it's not you know, nice.

1381
01:11:07,360 --> 01:11:09,559
Speaker 3: I was going to say, I'm thinking about what if

1382
01:11:09,640 --> 01:11:13,080
Speaker 3: I opened like a gecko wrestling place where you could

1383
01:11:13,120 --> 01:11:15,880
Speaker 3: come and you could wrestle geckos, but the only gecko

1384
01:11:16,000 --> 01:11:17,800
Speaker 3: there is me, and it's just people come and they

1385
01:11:17,920 --> 01:11:21,240
Speaker 3: wrestle me, and then at the end we kiss.

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01:11:22,680 --> 01:11:25,640
Speaker 15: If you if you would offer me like a like

1387
01:11:25,720 --> 01:11:28,880
Speaker 15: if I could buy a stock into that company, I

1388
01:11:28,920 --> 01:11:29,360
Speaker 15: would do it.

1389
01:11:30,000 --> 01:11:31,280
Speaker 3: I'll let you know when we go public.

1390
01:11:33,280 --> 01:11:33,760
Speaker 7: Hit me up.

1391
01:11:34,760 --> 01:11:35,479
Speaker 3: I'll talk to you soon.

1392
01:11:35,560 --> 01:11:35,680
Speaker 2: Man.

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01:11:35,720 --> 01:11:37,799
Speaker 3: Thank you for going, Thank.

1394
01:11:37,640 --> 01:11:38,120
Speaker 15: You for loving me?

1395
01:11:43,240 --> 01:11:43,960
Speaker 2: How from.

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01:11:47,080 --> 01:11:47,360
Speaker 3: Hello?

1397
01:11:49,160 --> 01:11:52,000
Speaker 2: While m Where do we go when we die?

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01:11:53,600 --> 01:11:53,800
Speaker 3: Oh?

1399
01:11:54,280 --> 01:11:57,040
Speaker 8: That's well, I'm you know, we're trying to figure that out.

1400
01:11:58,680 --> 01:12:00,400
Speaker 8: I don't think it matters where we get. I think

1401
01:12:00,479 --> 01:12:01,920
Speaker 8: it matters the legacy we leave.

1402
01:12:02,960 --> 01:12:08,599
Speaker 3: What what's your name for a series of note? You said?

1403
01:12:08,720 --> 01:12:11,400
Speaker 3: Rickmus Riffner R A. S.

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01:12:11,520 --> 01:12:12,000
Speaker 5: S N. E. R.

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01:12:13,120 --> 01:12:15,160
Speaker 3: Riffner. What do you believe your legacy will be?

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01:12:19,800 --> 01:12:19,920
Speaker 5: Hm?

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01:12:20,600 --> 01:12:24,080
Speaker 8: Right now, my legacy would be?

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01:12:25,920 --> 01:12:28,000
Speaker 3: Or actually you actually you give me an idea here.

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01:12:28,160 --> 01:12:31,640
Speaker 3: If you died tomorrow, what would your legacy be? And

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01:12:31,720 --> 01:12:33,320
Speaker 3: then and then I want to hear what you what

1411
01:12:33,439 --> 01:12:35,320
Speaker 3: you hope your legacy to be for your whole life?

1412
01:12:35,360 --> 01:12:36,920
Speaker 3: So tell me now, what would your legacy be if

1413
01:12:36,920 --> 01:12:38,800
Speaker 3: you died tomorrow, if you got hit by a bus?

1414
01:12:39,760 --> 01:12:45,280
Speaker 8: Okay, if I died tomorrow, my legacy would be honestly, like,

1415
01:12:45,960 --> 01:12:49,160
Speaker 8: like to be honest with you, lyle, my my legacy

1416
01:12:49,200 --> 01:12:51,880
Speaker 8: would be that someone who had a kid at twenty.

1417
01:12:53,600 --> 01:12:54,120
Speaker 8: That would be it.

1418
01:12:56,600 --> 01:12:59,880
Speaker 3: Your legacy would be to be a kid at twenty.

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01:13:01,040 --> 01:13:02,519
Speaker 8: No, I had a kid at twenty.

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01:13:03,120 --> 01:13:06,640
Speaker 3: You had a kid at twenty Yeah, so you have

1421
01:13:06,680 --> 01:13:10,320
Speaker 3: a kid. Yeah, so your kid would be would be

1422
01:13:10,360 --> 01:13:10,880
Speaker 3: your legacy?

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01:13:12,280 --> 01:13:15,600
Speaker 8: Correct? But I don't think that that counts because it's like,

1424
01:13:15,760 --> 01:13:18,920
Speaker 8: I don't think I have had much of an impact

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01:13:19,000 --> 01:13:19,840
Speaker 8: on her life yet.

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01:13:19,960 --> 01:13:22,120
Speaker 3: You know, Okay, how old is she?

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01:13:24,320 --> 01:13:26,080
Speaker 8: She is going to be a year on the twenty fifth.

1428
01:13:27,200 --> 01:13:32,200
Speaker 3: Nice a year is you can have a fair amount

1429
01:13:32,200 --> 01:13:33,680
Speaker 3: of an impact on a year. Octually, I guess not.

1430
01:13:33,800 --> 01:13:36,360
Speaker 3: I don't know. I'm not an early childhood specialist. G echo.

1431
01:13:37,240 --> 01:13:41,040
Speaker 3: But okay, so what would your what do you hope

1432
01:13:41,040 --> 01:13:42,760
Speaker 3: for your legacy to be throughout your whole life?

1433
01:13:45,439 --> 01:13:47,120
Speaker 8: I would hope that it would be someone who could

1434
01:13:47,120 --> 01:13:48,240
Speaker 8: do right by his kids.

1435
01:13:49,479 --> 01:13:56,000
Speaker 3: Okay, now, and in what way do you hope to

1436
01:13:56,040 --> 01:13:56,960
Speaker 3: do right by your kids?

1437
01:13:58,760 --> 01:14:01,360
Speaker 8: Be able to like just be like a supportive father,

1438
01:14:01,560 --> 01:14:07,840
Speaker 8: the loved father, show them care, affection, you know, the essentials.

1439
01:14:11,880 --> 01:14:14,479
Speaker 3: How do you feel about having had kids pretty young?

1440
01:14:16,280 --> 01:14:20,240
Speaker 8: You know, originally I was turned off by it, like

1441
01:14:20,560 --> 01:14:22,840
Speaker 8: like it was something that I was kind of ashamed of,

1442
01:14:23,000 --> 01:14:26,200
Speaker 8: to be honest. But now I've like been through a

1443
01:14:26,240 --> 01:14:27,760
Speaker 8: whole year of it, and it's kind of the most

1444
01:14:27,760 --> 01:14:29,639
Speaker 8: amazing thing that like I've ever been through.

1445
01:14:29,720 --> 01:14:36,320
Speaker 3: You know, you said you were ashamed of it, Yeah,

1446
01:14:36,360 --> 01:14:38,439
Speaker 3: a little bit. Why were you ashamed?

1447
01:14:40,400 --> 01:14:47,000
Speaker 8: Because I wasn't totally like like I wasn't with like

1448
01:14:47,240 --> 01:14:53,840
Speaker 8: totally emotionally invested in the person I had her with.

1449
01:14:54,280 --> 01:14:56,160
Speaker 8: So it kind of was like I was in a

1450
01:14:56,200 --> 01:14:59,040
Speaker 8: weird situation where like, oh, okay, I felt like I

1451
01:14:59,120 --> 01:15:01,960
Speaker 8: had to be there for that person and I had

1452
01:15:02,040 --> 01:15:04,960
Speaker 8: to like support this person when they didn't really care

1453
01:15:05,000 --> 01:15:09,000
Speaker 8: about me. But I'm out of that now. I'm trying

1454
01:15:09,040 --> 01:15:09,840
Speaker 8: my best to move on.

1455
01:15:12,479 --> 01:15:14,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know, I don't feel I don't feel like

1456
01:15:14,280 --> 01:15:16,760
Speaker 3: your relationship with the kid has to be predicated in

1457
01:15:16,840 --> 01:15:18,720
Speaker 3: any way, shape or formed by the relationship with the

1458
01:15:18,760 --> 01:15:20,280
Speaker 3: person you had you you had her with.

1459
01:15:21,360 --> 01:15:23,559
Speaker 8: I agree with you, It's just that her mom makes

1460
01:15:23,600 --> 01:15:24,959
Speaker 8: that kind of difficult sometimes.

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01:15:27,439 --> 01:15:30,000
Speaker 3: Sure, but you know, I mean you have you have

1462
01:15:30,080 --> 01:15:31,400
Speaker 3: sort of your own I mean, look, you have your

1463
01:15:31,400 --> 01:15:35,160
Speaker 3: own relationship with your kid. It's untethered to to your mom,

1464
01:15:35,200 --> 01:15:36,680
Speaker 3: and you know that's that's the whole thing for you

1465
01:15:36,760 --> 01:15:37,240
Speaker 3: to develop.

1466
01:15:38,320 --> 01:15:40,120
Speaker 8: Absolutely, I'm looking forward to that too.

1467
01:15:47,000 --> 01:15:49,240
Speaker 3: Yeah, man, I'm trying to I'm trying to think, here

1468
01:15:50,080 --> 01:15:50,400
Speaker 3: does it.

1469
01:15:52,840 --> 01:15:53,000
Speaker 6: Why?

1470
01:15:53,080 --> 01:15:56,160
Speaker 3: Why was why was your relationship strained with with the mother?

1471
01:16:01,720 --> 01:16:05,679
Speaker 8: There's a long list of answers to that question.

1472
01:16:06,240 --> 01:16:08,680
Speaker 3: Sure, but.

1473
01:16:10,240 --> 01:16:10,960
Speaker 5: I was kind of.

1474
01:16:12,520 --> 01:16:14,840
Speaker 8: I guess basically, I was like supposed to be this

1475
01:16:15,240 --> 01:16:18,160
Speaker 8: emotional support person for her and I just like couldn't

1476
01:16:18,200 --> 01:16:20,400
Speaker 8: be that, you know, and she got.

1477
01:16:20,280 --> 01:16:20,760
Speaker 5: Pissed at it.

1478
01:16:22,439 --> 01:16:25,200
Speaker 3: Well, I mean it's a lot of work to you know,

1479
01:16:25,520 --> 01:16:28,920
Speaker 3: support a significant other, end to support a kid, and

1480
01:16:28,920 --> 01:16:30,120
Speaker 3: there's a lot of work. There's a lot of work

1481
01:16:30,160 --> 01:16:35,720
Speaker 3: for someone who's twenty two, right, you know. But it's

1482
01:16:35,760 --> 01:16:38,280
Speaker 3: good to it's good to hear that you're excited for,

1483
01:16:38,800 --> 01:16:41,840
Speaker 3: you know, fostering a relationship with your kid, you know.

1484
01:16:41,960 --> 01:16:43,560
Speaker 3: And I can tell I can tell that, you mean that,

1485
01:16:43,680 --> 01:16:46,920
Speaker 3: I can tell that you're you're you're invested in that relationship.

1486
01:16:48,000 --> 01:16:54,000
Speaker 8: Thank you. Yeah, man, yeah, do to be honest, to

1487
01:16:54,080 --> 01:16:58,200
Speaker 8: be honest with you, man, like you're so she doesn't

1488
01:16:58,280 --> 01:17:02,320
Speaker 8: live in the same statement right and over the summer,

1489
01:17:03,600 --> 01:17:07,200
Speaker 8: but I had to, like with COVID and like school

1490
01:17:07,439 --> 01:17:12,280
Speaker 8: starting and stuff, I had to move like miles and

1491
01:17:12,320 --> 01:17:14,600
Speaker 8: miles away from her, and I was going through like

1492
01:17:14,680 --> 01:17:18,160
Speaker 8: the worst shared of my life. And your stream, your

1493
01:17:18,280 --> 01:17:20,160
Speaker 8: your podcast is like the only thing I got.

1494
01:17:20,080 --> 01:17:20,439
Speaker 7: Me through it.

1495
01:17:21,200 --> 01:17:23,400
Speaker 3: Oh, thank you, man, I'm glad. I'm glad that you

1496
01:17:23,600 --> 01:17:27,200
Speaker 3: that you dug that. I'm happy that it helped in

1497
01:17:27,320 --> 01:17:34,120
Speaker 3: any way, shape or form. Man, Is there any like

1498
01:17:36,880 --> 01:17:39,840
Speaker 3: any anything else that you wanted to sort of talk about?

1499
01:17:40,000 --> 01:17:40,360
Speaker 9: Have we not?

1500
01:17:40,439 --> 01:17:41,639
Speaker 3: Have we not spoken before?

1501
01:17:42,640 --> 01:17:43,080
Speaker 2: We have not.

1502
01:17:43,280 --> 01:17:45,439
Speaker 8: I've been in your chat a few times, but and

1503
01:17:45,560 --> 01:17:50,520
Speaker 8: I've been listening since like August September.

1504
01:17:50,840 --> 01:17:54,280
Speaker 3: I think, oh, surely you've probably been here, like I've

1505
01:17:54,320 --> 01:17:58,360
Speaker 3: been doing it since August ish, you know what.

1506
01:17:58,479 --> 01:18:00,640
Speaker 8: No, I've been here since the an episode of the

1507
01:18:00,680 --> 01:18:01,679
Speaker 8: podcast came out.

1508
01:18:01,600 --> 01:18:03,800
Speaker 2: So not like some cool here for a while.

1509
01:18:04,360 --> 01:18:08,920
Speaker 3: No, that's pretty much the beginning. Yeah, dude, is there

1510
01:18:09,040 --> 01:18:11,000
Speaker 3: is there anything that that else that you wanted to

1511
01:18:11,080 --> 01:18:12,280
Speaker 3: share before we go?

1512
01:18:17,920 --> 01:18:21,439
Speaker 8: Not particularly you know, this was kind of exactly what

1513
01:18:21,560 --> 01:18:24,360
Speaker 8: I imagined out of our first talk. Just wanted to

1514
01:18:24,479 --> 01:18:28,200
Speaker 8: let you know, like how often your stream's done for me, man,

1515
01:18:28,479 --> 01:18:33,479
Speaker 8: Like it's really been take the ship, dude, You got any.

1516
01:18:33,640 --> 01:18:36,439
Speaker 3: You got any let's you know, I think I've talked

1517
01:18:36,479 --> 01:18:38,840
Speaker 3: to a few other you know, young parents out there.

1518
01:18:38,880 --> 01:18:41,120
Speaker 3: You got any words of advice for any other young

1519
01:18:41,200 --> 01:18:43,720
Speaker 3: parents out there that might be having a difficult time

1520
01:18:43,800 --> 01:18:44,479
Speaker 3: with the situation?

1521
01:18:48,120 --> 01:18:50,639
Speaker 8: Just make it all about the kids like that. That's really,

1522
01:18:50,680 --> 01:18:52,160
Speaker 8: at the end of the day, what it's about. Like,

1523
01:18:53,080 --> 01:18:57,920
Speaker 8: your own insecurities are valid, but like too, it's part

1524
01:18:57,960 --> 01:18:58,760
Speaker 8: of who you are, and.

1525
01:18:59,040 --> 01:19:02,080
Speaker 3: To just like focus I'm the kids totally.

1526
01:19:02,160 --> 01:19:02,320
Speaker 7: Man.

1527
01:19:03,240 --> 01:19:04,639
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's I feel like that's the thing I don't

1528
01:19:05,000 --> 01:19:07,360
Speaker 3: obviously I don't have kids, but you know I've heard

1529
01:19:07,400 --> 01:19:08,960
Speaker 3: that that's the thing. You know, when you have kids.

1530
01:19:09,000 --> 01:19:12,519
Speaker 3: It's that, you know, you you have the opportunity to

1531
01:19:12,600 --> 01:19:15,519
Speaker 3: focus on something that's completely outside of yourself.

1532
01:19:17,400 --> 01:19:21,120
Speaker 8: Yeah, totally so, and that that itself comes with like

1533
01:19:22,000 --> 01:19:24,920
Speaker 8: like the pursuit to get there comes with like a

1534
01:19:25,040 --> 01:19:27,840
Speaker 8: whole other slew of self improvement along the way, and

1535
01:19:27,920 --> 01:19:28,960
Speaker 8: it's just awesome.

1536
01:19:30,040 --> 01:19:32,240
Speaker 3: Oh totally. I mean it's difficult. Look, you know, I'll say,

1537
01:19:32,400 --> 01:19:34,759
Speaker 3: I mean, you know, it's hard because when you're single,

1538
01:19:34,800 --> 01:19:37,960
Speaker 3: your life is all your you go from, especially when

1539
01:19:37,960 --> 01:19:40,920
Speaker 3: you go from like your life is all about you

1540
01:19:42,040 --> 01:19:43,719
Speaker 3: and then all of a sudden that's not the case anymore.

1541
01:19:44,080 --> 01:19:51,120
Speaker 3: That's a difficult transition to make. But yeah, man, good good, good,

1542
01:19:51,280 --> 01:19:53,120
Speaker 3: good luck to you, and good luck to your kid. Man,

1543
01:19:53,160 --> 01:19:55,200
Speaker 3: thank you, thank you for calling in and I appreciate

1544
01:19:55,280 --> 01:19:55,920
Speaker 3: the kind words.

1545
01:19:56,760 --> 01:19:57,639
Speaker 8: Yeah, thank you, Lyle.

1546
01:19:57,720 --> 01:19:59,599
Speaker 3: You have a good night you too, Man, take care.

1547
01:20:04,000 --> 01:20:07,439
Speaker 1: The repeat goes on the line taking your phone calls

1548
01:20:07,520 --> 01:20:11,040
Speaker 1: every night. The repeat goes doing his eye. Who's teaching

1549
01:20:11,080 --> 01:20:14,160
Speaker 1: you to house liver your life? But he's not really

1550
01:20:14,400 --> 01:20:15,160
Speaker 1: an expert.