Speaker 1: What's up. It's Angela and you know what time it's
Speaker 1: it's time to lip service. And we got my guy
Speaker 1: gun play here album Living Legend in stores now and
Speaker 1: right now. Excuse me, I'm busy in groceries, So finish
Speaker 1: what you're doing. Step I'll go me. I'm here. He's
Speaker 1: not eating my groceries fresh, yeah, snow grocery eating. He's
Speaker 1: gonna get fat. All right, let's get into it in
Speaker 1: the service. And now, Stephanie, you would you were downstairs,
Speaker 1: and while you were downstairs, he said, are we gonna
Speaker 1: talk about the art of eating groceries? That was his
Speaker 1: first question? Are we so? I guess that's heart of
Speaker 1: eating groceries. Yeah, they don't like that. They don't like
Speaker 1: the art. Wait, but let me ask you the art
Speaker 1: of eating male to female groceries or female to male grocery. No, no,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you something. We talk about that all
Speaker 1: the time. Yeah, saying I was eighteen years old, right,
Speaker 1: and it was this girl that I was I was dating.
Speaker 1: She was thirty two. She was rocking the cradle what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, and m and she and she swiped one
Speaker 1: time she swiped you. She's like God, like, and there's
Speaker 1: a lot of nerving things I don't I don't like that,
Speaker 1: I don't like you didn't like it. You don't like
Speaker 1: your pinkies again. But it was just it was just
Speaker 1: that that's how we feel like. Man, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Let me eat the grocer. But you know
Speaker 1: what the problem is that you did think it felt good,
Speaker 1: but you felt like you're not supposed to like. That's
Speaker 1: the problem a little bit. I said, I got integrity
Speaker 1: and morals terrible that people have to feel like in
Speaker 1: the bedroom, something feels good, but I don't want you
Speaker 1: to do it because it's like it's not exactly. But
Speaker 1: you know, the man, the male um G spot is
Speaker 1: in your I don't know nothing about that, man. I
Speaker 1: you know, I don't want any It's right there, right
Speaker 1: when you put it in, when you lay in your back,
Speaker 1: you put it in, you put up exactly. It's right
Speaker 1: behind the water butt and the water. And this is
Speaker 1: our kind of college. So cool. I'm a squirter man disgusting.
Speaker 1: She said, the first time she had sex, she had
Speaker 1: an orgasm. Yeah, the first time I lost my virginity,
Speaker 1: I had an orgasm. I come from the inside like
Speaker 1: we were talking about this, A lot of girls don't
Speaker 1: talking about that. You know what that turns me? So
Speaker 1: you're gonna get blue balls? No, no, Mama handle mine.
Speaker 1: But according to the uncle Luke, blue balls don't exist.
Speaker 1: Do you have you ever have? Man? Get blue balls?
Speaker 1: I don't never. I don't know what that is. I mean,
Speaker 1: I Wikipedia, it's real, it's how Wikipedia's definitely wicky and
Speaker 1: all that. But I know my minishment. I get my balls.
Speaker 1: You're not gonna empty mind balls. I want the ball empty.
Speaker 1: But that's what causes blue balls. When you don't get
Speaker 1: it off, you know, in your nuts. But even if
Speaker 1: there's never been a time you have sex, get it off,
Speaker 1: get it off, there's never been a time that you
Speaker 1: had sex with the chicken didn't come. Yeah, when I
Speaker 1: take too long because I don't not fast, and I
Speaker 1: make him tap out, and then you know, I'm just saying,
Speaker 1: hey man, they just side baby yan went out. That
Speaker 1: sucks because like everybody, every every every sweter girl, every
Speaker 1: woman I fucked, they cannot keep up fun for hours
Speaker 1: and hours. One nuts it's on my juggle and it's
Speaker 1: like they're like, yo, is it me? I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: it's not you. He's just saying this to us. So
Speaker 1: we're like, would you like to for me to make
Speaker 1: a few chrome girls? Like a few se don't matter
Speaker 1: how like, like, the better the pussy is, the more
Speaker 1: I want to be in it. I don't want to
Speaker 1: nothing now thirty minutes. No, I want to enjoy the sex.
Speaker 1: But it's every time you can't hold it. Um, yeah,
Speaker 1: there's not a girl. There wasn't an of course there's time,
Speaker 1: and I have mastered the art of holding it, and
Speaker 1: I hold it and then when I hold it it's
Speaker 1: a wrap. Now now we got another hour to gain.
Speaker 1: I don't want to have sex for that long. I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: but either I like having marathon sex. I call that
Speaker 1: marathon sex, like when you when you go at it
Speaker 1: for a long time, like you take it out and
Speaker 1: then you suck, and then you start sucking again, and
Speaker 1: then before you know what, it's like two hours went
Speaker 1: by and you've been having But when you have when
Speaker 1: you want to, I want to miss no money because
Speaker 1: you can't. But you know, sometimes Molly and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: Being in the day that sounds like some dope dick. Yeah,
Speaker 1: like drinking but without the dope the dick dope so
Speaker 1: dope resondue dick. How does like pussy feel different? Like
Speaker 1: what when you're because some because some some is like
Speaker 1: throwing a hot dog down the hallway. Some is like
Speaker 1: it's like you could barely like get your head in.
Speaker 1: Someone is just perfect. Yeah you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So I like, you know how dogs in the hallways.
Speaker 1: I can't forget about it. I just no walls. It's like,
Speaker 1: what is this story to three bears with one bed?
Speaker 1: Was big? When Clothy cocks that's probably a porno? Probably?
Speaker 1: Who this one is just right right here? Who? We
Speaker 1: got three? Definitely? But I bought a kego ball, a
Speaker 1: kego ball, and you know what's so funny? Come on,
Speaker 1: I was going to get tam Hans sorry, like a
Speaker 1: cute ball. Was meant to order that about it right now? Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's funny because my my roommates she and she went
Speaker 1: to the drug store. She saw it too, because she
Speaker 1: and we like we have like we're both Sagittarius, so
Speaker 1: we do like we think alike a lot of the time.
Speaker 1: So she bought one too. So she sends me a
Speaker 1: picture of it, and I'm like, is that the one
Speaker 1: that in the house is in my bathroom and she's like, no,
Speaker 1: I just bought you with the same thing. It's the
Speaker 1: same exact one. So we were like in the house
Speaker 1: of smoking a blunt and we were both using it
Speaker 1: at the same time, like not naked. We both had
Speaker 1: our clothes on and we were like using it at
Speaker 1: the same Now, no, but you know what, I promise,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna bring it and it's gonna be I'm gonna
Speaker 1: use it because you still you can use it. You
Speaker 1: want to use that and it's not yet. You put
Speaker 1: it inside you and like you get it out. I
Speaker 1: used it. I could tell you it's how is it?
Speaker 1: It's um, it's a weight. It's like it's heavy, like
Speaker 1: you can feel it, like when you pull it out
Speaker 1: the box. You can feel like it has like some weight, right,
Speaker 1: and it has like um, it has like a loop,
Speaker 1: so you could pull it out, you know, stick your
Speaker 1: finger in and pull it out. You have to stick
Speaker 1: hanging down. Now it's like a loop. It's it's you know,
Speaker 1: like a tampon has a string. Instead of being a string,
Speaker 1: it's like a loop, but it's a little shorter and um.
Speaker 1: When you're relaxed, when you're not pulling it. When you're
Speaker 1: not like contracting, it starts to full. You could feel
Speaker 1: it full, like it's about to pull it back so
Speaker 1: you can fail falling and then you pull it back up.
Speaker 1: Because we've both had children, so that's exactly. Sometimes I
Speaker 1: get a little like, I mean, I've been told that
Speaker 1: everything is amazing down there, but amazing I have. But yeah,
Speaker 1: like exactly, like you get to sit comments, you get that,
Speaker 1: and but you're like, but I just pushed out a
Speaker 1: seven and a half pound baby, but you guys, your
Speaker 1: kids are older now. Yeah, my daughter's eight. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: got the snap back for sure. Now. In interesting that
Speaker 1: you say that everything is fantastic and beautiful, Danniel, because
Speaker 1: you've been dating this guy, yeah, for the past two months,
Speaker 1: and you're in level two months. You know, after they
Speaker 1: say after thirty days, when you think about somebody every
Speaker 1: single day, I thought that's just a honeymoon phase. But
Speaker 1: theirs kiss, I was like, oh my god, he didn't
Speaker 1: kiss those lists though I know, yeah, it's two months
Speaker 1: she's been with him and he hasn't gone down on her.
Speaker 1: But I'm not lying. Why would I like about that?
Speaker 1: But what have you guys had the conversation I laser
Speaker 1: nothing down It doesn't even grow nothing anywhere down there.
Speaker 1: Mom that listen. We've spoken about it. You have spoken
Speaker 1: about of course, you know. I'm my mother's a therapist.
Speaker 1: I talked about everything. Don't eat pussy. That's not true.
Speaker 1: It's not really demand from y'all eat no pussy, to
Speaker 1: eat pussy. I'm half Puerto Rican, halfway pussy. Think it's
Speaker 1: just like he's Remember when you were like trude, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I think he's just shy. Like I think it's just
Speaker 1: when you spoke about it. What do you say? No, Well,
Speaker 1: he like we were texting and he said he wanted
Speaker 1: to he's been thinking, you know, like he's thinking about
Speaker 1: it last year. Guys. How obviously he's sporty, but has
Speaker 1: he never done it before? Yes, he's done it. Oh
Speaker 1: my god, I hope he doesn't listened to this. Have
Speaker 1: you set his dick a little? Are you you? Is
Speaker 1: he burying you no condoms? Yeah? You have to tell
Speaker 1: him to respect the box. He's I'm getting my pussy
Speaker 1: and tonight night put down. I'm just gonna and be like,
Speaker 1: you know what, honestly, honestly with this, with this history
Speaker 1: two months. He hasn't had he hasn't gone down without
Speaker 1: talking about it, just naturally gone down. He's probably not
Speaker 1: very good at it. You probably think he's know what,
Speaker 1: I think that's I think he's like worried about not
Speaker 1: not being able to I think he's just like I
Speaker 1: think he's just worried about me not enjoying it or something,
Speaker 1: or like him not doing it right because like sex
Speaker 1: with him, I don't come from sex with anyone. What
Speaker 1: she's never had an orgasm through sexual of course? No,
Speaker 1: it's not. I mean from getting like a woman that
Speaker 1: I know that, like using a vibrator at the same time.
Speaker 1: What if that from that? What do you mean what?
Speaker 1: I don't understand that. No compreendo, No, no fucking compend
Speaker 1: though like though, no, it's like I don't I'm not
Speaker 1: the Okay, what size cox do you like? What size seven?
Speaker 1: Like seven seven? Email for that? Pretty dim do look
Speaker 1: at it? Yeah? You want to see something? Do you do? Y'all?
Speaker 1: Get the pretty dicks? Some I've never had sex. I've
Speaker 1: never had an orgasm just from sexual intercourse, unless it's
Speaker 1: like my clip is being rubbed or stimulated at the
Speaker 1: same time I'm rubbing it, you know somehow like on
Speaker 1: his that's not never totally, but it's like takes a
Speaker 1: lot of energy. It's I'd rather take a vibrator, like
Speaker 1: you can come from oral sex. Yeah, okay, so he
Speaker 1: needs to do that. How long does it take for
Speaker 1: you to come from oral sexe? It depends, Yeah, it
Speaker 1: definitely depends on who it is. I think I was
Speaker 1: blessed with a gift because the second I put my
Speaker 1: face in the box, Puerto Ricans be like, yeah, like,
Speaker 1: I know what I'm doing. I didn't even know what
Speaker 1: I was doing, but I knew what I was doing.
Speaker 1: Spanish men are really amazing lovers. No, but we've spoken
Speaker 1: about this. Um. Every girl likes to get their pussy
Speaker 1: in different, right, you know, you all like different things.
Speaker 1: I like it a little rough, and I like it
Speaker 1: nice and gentle. I just like I like fingers. I
Speaker 1: like I like fingers, I like um, I like biting. Surprising.
Speaker 1: You don't like exactly that when guys do too much
Speaker 1: and they're like shaking their hand and you're like, it's
Speaker 1: just like a slab meat that you that's true, it's
Speaker 1: awful barbecue. Yeah for me, it's like for me, it's
Speaker 1: more like for me, it's more like put your fingers
Speaker 1: in it and focus on the game. I'm gonna come
Speaker 1: in like ten minutes, what about it. But at the
Speaker 1: same no, that's weird of thing. I mean I like
Speaker 1: it like really wet down there and it's like easy.
Speaker 1: But you know, I can't tell yourself. You know what's
Speaker 1: so crazy to me? I will lick a bitch ass
Speaker 1: before I would stick my finger. Why that's your weird?
Speaker 1: Like I'm not not understand nothing my dick or no thumb.
Speaker 1: Does it turn you on to eat as like does
Speaker 1: it make you get hard? Does that? Yeah? Because she
Speaker 1: gotta have a fat ass though she has to really
Speaker 1: have groceries both hands like separating. Yeah, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, and you know what I mean. Then you
Speaker 1: bury your face in it like this when they're go
Speaker 1: like it do you kiss? You kissed her out there
Speaker 1: and everything? Kiss? What if it was like hot out
Speaker 1: and she was sweating, I'm just going to the shower.
Speaker 1: I make sure I'll put this game, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, and then you know, wash it off maybe
Speaker 1: one more time again because he was outside. Then this
Speaker 1: bury my face time? Yeah, Actually want to say this though,
Speaker 1: and this has been my rule always, I really don't
Speaker 1: have sex with the guy unless he eats me out first. Nice. Nice,
Speaker 1: that's a shallow it you Hollywood for that? You know
Speaker 1: I can't listen my boxes in Hollywood, but I do
Speaker 1: have a Hollywood box. No, because listen before you all
Speaker 1: right now, I'm gonna ask you this because we discussed
Speaker 1: this behind the scenes. Okay, what do you think it's
Speaker 1: more intimate second guys dick or having sex with him?
Speaker 1: What I'm hetero sexual? What? No? Not for I'm saying
Speaker 1: for what's more intimate if a girl sexually dick or
Speaker 1: if you have but the girls were talking about that
Speaker 1: if a girl, there's what's more intimate? A girl sucking
Speaker 1: my dick or what are you having sex with her? Yes?
Speaker 1: Um um, I think sucking my dick it's more intimates
Speaker 1: a little because she shows that she really cares. And
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like it depends on how
Speaker 1: she sucks you too, because you're just trying to Then
Speaker 1: it's like, come on, you don't know what you're doing.
Speaker 1: But if you feel like she's like making loves your
Speaker 1: dick with her mouth and they're gonna make eye contact
Speaker 1: and everything. That's cool. I mean at you it thumbs up,
Speaker 1: like I see, you see it's a power trip. That's
Speaker 1: like she's looking and she wants exactly you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. And I'll go ahead on and try to
Speaker 1: shove the rest down, you know, the other half Franks
Speaker 1: and the beans. You think that second dick is more
Speaker 1: intimate than having sex, No, I think, Um, I think
Speaker 1: having it depends on what kind of sexts. Like if
Speaker 1: dorgy style, that's not intimate at all, But if like
Speaker 1: I'm on top, if I'm on top, it is, it's
Speaker 1: it's awesome. But you know, like being on top of
Speaker 1: a guy, you know, and like he's sitting up and
Speaker 1: you're on top of him and you're really close. I
Speaker 1: think that's more intimate than a blowjob. Okay, okay, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. And then again, I'm pretty sure
Speaker 1: that you know, guys like their dick suck different to
Speaker 1: you know, like I've been with guys that don't want
Speaker 1: to get their dick deep throat it, like they don't
Speaker 1: want you to like force it. Guys don't like you
Speaker 1: to use their hand. Some guys want hands. Some guys
Speaker 1: who don't want hand. Let's let's let's let's let's up
Speaker 1: right there on hands. Okay, I have a hand fetish.
Speaker 1: I can look at a girl hands just like I'm
Speaker 1: looking at her puss your her ass and check off
Speaker 1: and bust a shot up. Yeah, like right now, my nails.
Speaker 1: It's the it's the petiteness, the softness. She got soft
Speaker 1: woman's hand. Yeah, if he's that, he was just touching
Speaker 1: my hand. I was sitting next to each other. So
Speaker 1: could you look at a magazine and like a hand model.
Speaker 1: And then when they wrapped my hands, their hands around
Speaker 1: you know you like hands and and it doesn't even
Speaker 1: like the other hand, the other finger doesn't even touch.
Speaker 1: Are you stoping on my ship? It's like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: get it? You go a hand fish? You know what.
Speaker 1: I've thought about that too, like oh, like I'll be
Speaker 1: getting my nails and like, oh, this guy is gonna
Speaker 1: love when I'm sucking his dig I don't have to
Speaker 1: French manicure on my hands? What about that before? I
Speaker 1: have definitely cares, you see, but right now I have
Speaker 1: my nails are done. Right now, my nails are clearly
Speaker 1: you and your man are not on good terms. My
Speaker 1: name is like I stopped wearing fake I stopped wearing
Speaker 1: fake nails for like a year or so they grow
Speaker 1: like they look really beautiful naturally. Now yeah, like they
Speaker 1: just look I'm very grateful for that. So like the
Speaker 1: my man, he doesn't mind, like when I don't he
Speaker 1: wants me to get a pedicure all the time, where
Speaker 1: he doesn't mind when I don't like move my hands,
Speaker 1: I'll just natural because the paint falls off. The j'all
Speaker 1: last like two weeks week. Yeah, exactly, polish, it's just
Speaker 1: even a topic for less service I was talking about. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we were talking about blow jobs and much more. Infidet below.
Speaker 1: Jobs are sex. No, it depends on the person. It
Speaker 1: depends the way you're having sex. Because I always feel
Speaker 1: like it sounds worse when that guy says I sucked
Speaker 1: it then when he says she suck my dick, because
Speaker 1: when you say, they sound like talking about you, like
Speaker 1: that's your man. But like a guy like girl like yo,
Speaker 1: like you could cheat, you know those you don't have
Speaker 1: sex with her if she sucks you, that's nothing. Okay,
Speaker 1: that bitch is crazy. And let let me find out
Speaker 1: that my man is getting his dick suck by somebody else.
Speaker 1: You very well. If he had sex with somebody else,
Speaker 1: then if you might pay same thing, sex and sex
Speaker 1: and sex and sex and sex and sex and sex,
Speaker 1: that's it. I would, honestly if my man was cheating
Speaker 1: on me and the girl's like, well that's why I
Speaker 1: had your man, your mother pussy, that's it's over. I'm
Speaker 1: probably gonna cut him. But if he just hit her,
Speaker 1: but like gun playing, that's you know for me. For me,
Speaker 1: the ass looking is like a bonus to eating pussy.
Speaker 1: Like I went and wanted God to just go straight
Speaker 1: from my ass. That's a little awkward, you know, like
Speaker 1: you're eating the pussy, just not the leg. I always
Speaker 1: feel like if a guy tries to eat my ask,
Speaker 1: I mean, she's trying to to get me primed up
Speaker 1: to fucking right now. I don't have it. I had
Speaker 1: it thirty seconds with my baby's mom's which was ten,
Speaker 1: my son's ten now, so it was about thirteen years ago,
Speaker 1: and for thirty seconds I said, this ain't right, right,
Speaker 1: my nigger. I just ain't feel like it. I don't
Speaker 1: even give an You must have a big dick, you
Speaker 1: must have a big I got a little, at least
Speaker 1: at least he's honest, all right, he copies us lying
Speaker 1: like the way you know, like I'm broke. Maybe I'm
Speaker 1: not a bragger, you know what I'm saying. But I
Speaker 1: didn't like a pellet head win in and I was
Speaker 1: it was different, y know. This is the exit, not
Speaker 1: a fucking interest. But the crazy part is I will
Speaker 1: lick the funk that mother right, Okay, that's weird. That's
Speaker 1: like new trend. What what are you upset? Yeah, well
Speaker 1: you're upset when the Marian Sun came out and then
Speaker 1: it got really popular. Like, man, I've been doing it
Speaker 1: so you know what I mean. I was doing it
Speaker 1: when it wasn't cool. Feel like I feel like another
Speaker 1: world ties after that cell. Yeah, what are you gonna do?
Speaker 1: You know, it doesn't even matter. I'm in love, Like
Speaker 1: I don't even give a funk, Like he'll eat my
Speaker 1: pussy when he eats. So you've never come with him though,
Speaker 1: yes I have from boom. Does he feel weird? Doesn't
Speaker 1: bother him that? Like you can only come from a vibrator.
Speaker 1: He was like, Wow, this is so dope because with
Speaker 1: a vibrator, I'm like, oh my god, I'm sucking tripping
Speaker 1: used if I better on you or is he just
Speaker 1: there while you have even love him yet? But I will. Yes,
Speaker 1: we've honestly been taking it like really slowly. This is new.
Speaker 1: It's weird for me to be taking it away. Okay,
Speaker 1: you're taking it so it's been too much that you're
Speaker 1: already using a vibrator. No, no, I tell you so,
Speaker 1: I commlend you for that. I'm gonna tell you why
Speaker 1: because I would. I just left a four year relationship
Speaker 1: because she's gorgeous, beautiful, but I like my shape. I
Speaker 1: like shapes, round shapes. Sorry, she calls me shallow and
Speaker 1: due to the fact that she hands down, but the
Speaker 1: shape wasn't And what was it like sex? Our sex
Speaker 1: was mediocre. It was good, but it was it was often. Oh,
Speaker 1: you guys weren't having sex enough. That's not she's younger
Speaker 1: than me and I'm talking about trust me, gorgeous, but
Speaker 1: it's just for four years. She was always like, yeah
Speaker 1: in the beginning where you guys having a marathon sex.
Speaker 1: It was always not even the first couple of like
Speaker 1: first she even said to me after the first couple
Speaker 1: of months, like yo yo, we fuk like we're married
Speaker 1: for like like it wasn't a lot of sexual chemistry
Speaker 1: between you guys, because you all was just going going
Speaker 1: at it like for her, but for me, I like
Speaker 1: to hold on to something like the grip, something like
Speaker 1: she was just kidding, girl, she's fatigue, she's but you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, I mean, face hit everything. Oh
Speaker 1: my god, but I'm from the South. She even knows.
Speaker 1: She's like, yo, why are you even working with me?
Speaker 1: You know, after talking after you know why, She's like, yeah,
Speaker 1: why are you even working with me? Like I'm not
Speaker 1: even shaped like none of the girls that you used
Speaker 1: to But I love her condition. But after a wound,
Speaker 1: you started wearing on the relationship, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: But you know, I think that's a problem with the
Speaker 1: guys and a lot of guys in the industry is
Speaker 1: that they choose this girl that looks like a supermodel
Speaker 1: skinny girl industry and then and then but with their
Speaker 1: their real taste is you know, a fat as ye
Speaker 1: like keeping a girl with a stomach, because you know,
Speaker 1: I have a fat ass and a small ways, but
Speaker 1: I have like I get light bo you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. She's like, this isn't real, Okay, But I
Speaker 1: still think that now body shapes as unrealistic. Someone it's
Speaker 1: so excessive for women to go and get all these
Speaker 1: things done. It's not that expensive. I could tell even
Speaker 1: through I don't care if she's wearing a snowsuit. I
Speaker 1: could tell if is real a fake first of all. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but does that matter it sometimes it does. It's just
Speaker 1: when you know, you know, some guys don't mind those silicons.
Speaker 1: They don't. It depends. It depends if you got that
Speaker 1: ship that's hard like this. That's why I got the
Speaker 1: fat Transfer that I've been pimping a long term. I
Speaker 1: got a lot of my hose asses done before. Whenever
Speaker 1: before it wasn't even let stand saying. It was like
Speaker 1: the Pioneer sending my bitches to go get so now
Speaker 1: now now I see the new ship is the fat transfer.
Speaker 1: Were we're soft and you know what I'm saying, that's cool.
Speaker 1: I'm with that from your body and you know my
Speaker 1: house is it's not transfer. Yeah it feels No, I
Speaker 1: didn't know Lea has tried it. No, it's not for real,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I just I'm just, you know,
Speaker 1: I don't know if I'm shallow or what. And I'm
Speaker 1: I would say this, it's that a matter of shallow
Speaker 1: I think, because everybody has preferences, Like we all have
Speaker 1: preferences to there's things that will turn me off about
Speaker 1: a guy. Now we were talking about I don't like
Speaker 1: guys that are fat. I don't like guys that are
Speaker 1: out of shape and that don't take care of their bodies.
Speaker 1: I don't want to see a big gass gut. It's
Speaker 1: the worst man, guys that are like have a skin
Speaker 1: any frame. And then there's and they have a fat
Speaker 1: stuff that like like dad about only Leonardo DiCaprio get
Speaker 1: away with like being having dad bought and that's hot
Speaker 1: for me back my kids father. It's like, yeah, it's
Speaker 1: like so happy. I'm like, yo, dude, chill dad. But
Speaker 1: you know, because that does that make me shallow? That's
Speaker 1: just my preference, right, So I don't think it's a
Speaker 1: shallow thing. We all have preferences. Does that make me shallow? No.
Speaker 1: But it's interesting that you were with her for four
Speaker 1: years and you love her so much because because we
Speaker 1: went through like hell, I was on the run. She came,
Speaker 1: you know, I had a house on the run in Atlanta,
Speaker 1: and she would drive down when I turned myself in
Speaker 1: nine hours to convisit me every Saturday for thirty minutes
Speaker 1: and drifts that didn't even go to court for yours.
Speaker 1: That's fun. I have a problem. No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
Speaker 1: Here's the thing. All right, Well we'll talk about this.
Speaker 1: Talk about my man. You know, he's going he's he's
Speaker 1: supposed to be. He's turning himself in on the seventh scene, right,
Speaker 1: So two years that's fine, nothing right, and I'm I'm
Speaker 1: totally prepared to hold him down the whole time. No problem.
Speaker 1: He's married, he's not with his mom though, he's not
Speaker 1: when his baby mams that. That's none of my business
Speaker 1: what they have going on. I know, I know that
Speaker 1: he's with me. You know, I know he's with me.
Speaker 1: So the other day he got arrested. He got arrested
Speaker 1: for um, he got arrested for something, Patty whatever. Long
Speaker 1: story short, I didn't go that's not patty no. But
Speaker 1: you know I didn't go to court. I didn't go
Speaker 1: to court when he got when he was in central booking,
Speaker 1: you see. And he didn't like it either. He's really
Speaker 1: upset with me about it. He's really really upset with
Speaker 1: me about it like like he's he's so, but I
Speaker 1: mean he I didn't because I don't know a year.
Speaker 1: I didn't go because I didn't go listen. And no,
Speaker 1: but I know him since I was a child. I
Speaker 1: know him my whole life. I've been loving it. I'm no.
Speaker 1: I loved him as a firend before we were dating,
Speaker 1: and you know, of course now I'm in love with
Speaker 1: him romantically. Of course, you know, like we have an
Speaker 1: intimate relationship now to have that. But no, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: I didn't go to I didn't go to court because
Speaker 1: this is what happened. I spoke to his brother, and
Speaker 1: his brother was like, oh, I try to get his stuff,
Speaker 1: but the cop wodn't give it to me, and they
Speaker 1: gave it to his wife. So I already knew that.
Speaker 1: I knew that. She asked him if he wanted me
Speaker 1: to go to court when he called me, called me
Speaker 1: on like four thirty in the morning, I asked him
Speaker 1: you want me to come? And he was like no,
Speaker 1: he said no, he said no. And if he would
Speaker 1: have told me yes, I would have had a bunch
Speaker 1: of things to do that day and I would have
Speaker 1: dropped everything. But either way, no matter what, every move
Speaker 1: that I made. I was thinking of him and I
Speaker 1: was praying for him, you know, I kept him and
Speaker 1: my thoughts first. But he was upset that I didn't
Speaker 1: go to court because his baby mom was like, oh,
Speaker 1: where your girl at? So she was she she was
Speaker 1: was exactly That's what I'm saying, Like, you want me
Speaker 1: to go to court because I don't. I'm you know,
Speaker 1: on the air. She knows that everybody knows that I
Speaker 1: don't like her. I don't funk with her. And you know,
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, I'm a street bitch.
Speaker 1: I am a street bish and I'm not really thinking
Speaker 1: about what's going on around me. If somebody disrespects me,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna jump on them. And that's just it is
Speaker 1: what it is, What it is, what it is. He
Speaker 1: like that I don't know what I means, baby mus
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be there't. I didn't want to go to
Speaker 1: court because I didn't want to go over there and
Speaker 1: beat his baby moms up. It's not even a fair fight.
Speaker 1: Let's start with the first first, all right, go, I
Speaker 1: want to know you, I want to know everybody's opinion
Speaker 1: on this. First of all, we have to grow out
Speaker 1: of that that's what he said. He was like, you
Speaker 1: know what, you gotta grow up and you gotta learn.
Speaker 1: How do people to know I'm not gonna grow up.
Speaker 1: I'm like, listen, I'm sure. I'm not sure. I'm sure
Speaker 1: what I said. I'm petty. I'm petty as fuck. She
Speaker 1: said no, and the bits got she got a strong
Speaker 1: face strong, So I don't know. She's gonna look at
Speaker 1: me a certain way. And I ain't gonna like how
Speaker 1: you stop? Stop I've had an immagy age. All right,
Speaker 1: stop it. Let me tell you something. Look, no, but
Speaker 1: he said, he said that, you know you got to
Speaker 1: the side. Did you have a hard life? Yeah, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm talking about, the real hard life. How
Speaker 1: you mean talking about homeless? Talking about I'll say this,
Speaker 1: we want to talk about no, no, no, no, no.
Speaker 1: That's one thing I can say about my family. No
Speaker 1: matter what struggle we were going through, we always have food,
Speaker 1: and we always had a home, and we had a
Speaker 1: family and a food and I love a lot of love. Look. Look, look,
Speaker 1: there's something that happens to you when you are stripped
Speaker 1: of that at an early age that when you get
Speaker 1: older you appreciate. Ah, but toothpaste, you appreciate a hot coom.
Speaker 1: Now you know what I'm saying. And when you get
Speaker 1: to a certain point, if you love your nigga, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, really love your nigga. Even if
Speaker 1: you tell you know, I'm not going, don't go, don't
Speaker 1: He's saying that. But still at the same time, when
Speaker 1: you show up, don't he's trust me. He's like, Okay,
Speaker 1: that's the one. She still showed up, you know, But
Speaker 1: that's how if you don't want me to come for you,
Speaker 1: that's what he said. But she's not always in exactly.
Speaker 1: I get arrested and I have not yet in my
Speaker 1: life been to jail because I don't know gonna grow
Speaker 1: you will, honestly, And every time I've gotten in trouble,
Speaker 1: thank you God. I am. I have enough swag and
Speaker 1: enough manners, and I'm good looking God who they always
Speaker 1: let me go. I've gotten court at the airport with
Speaker 1: drugs several times, and I've got and I'm talking about
Speaker 1: international flights. I'm not talking about regularly I don't care
Speaker 1: and regularly perfect meal. No, I can't because I have
Speaker 1: a red flag on my passport. Because I always a
Speaker 1: court with weed growing across the borders of you know,
Speaker 1: coming into America. Just a little bit smoke, that's man.
Speaker 1: But you know what, I always, I always, you know,
Speaker 1: I'm very grateful, you know, thank God. Every single time
Speaker 1: I could talk my way out of it, I could
Speaker 1: smile my way out of it. What I'm talking or smiling.
Speaker 1: He's like, I haven't also go to jail. I have
Speaker 1: to go to jail. But here's the thing, Like I
Speaker 1: get it. You know, he said, even I told you
Speaker 1: to come, you still should have came. Cool. But my
Speaker 1: thing is, you know, I work in entertainment. I've been
Speaker 1: working in entertainment for a little bit, for a long time.
Speaker 1: I have a career in entertainment. It's just it's not
Speaker 1: a regular job. This is my career. And if I'm
Speaker 1: sitting in the court, oh day, man, they're gonna take
Speaker 1: pictures of me. It's gonna be all over the blogs.
Speaker 1: Like if you don't even to bear you out, call me.
Speaker 1: I got money, no problem, I'll write a check for you.
Speaker 1: It's all legal money. I do love him, I adore him,
Speaker 1: but I can't say I can't. But you know, and
Speaker 1: then I knew that his baby mom's was gonna go.
Speaker 1: I knew that she was gonna be there. This is
Speaker 1: gonna be an issue, and I felt like, you know,
Speaker 1: instead of causing your problem, I'm gonna just sit here
Speaker 1: and wait for you to tell me what to do.
Speaker 1: But listen, and let's keep it. You all want us
Speaker 1: women to say what we mean instead of saying no,
Speaker 1: it's okay, I'm good, don't do that. And then you said,
Speaker 1: well you tell me, don't do it. I mean, was
Speaker 1: given the instructions they come to court. Babe, Please, I
Speaker 1: didn't come to quest. You have too much pride. Let
Speaker 1: me tell you something. I was facing a life six Okay,
Speaker 1: I took three months to get a bard here. Okay,
Speaker 1: only my baby mom's was in there in the courtroom.
Speaker 1: My girlfriend was in the court when my mama was
Speaker 1: in the courtroom. Those are the three things. But here's
Speaker 1: the thing. I don't mean to But he has a
Speaker 1: whole case, like I said, and going to jail for
Speaker 1: two years. Listen, listen, he and I threw our whole relationship.
Speaker 1: He has been going to court. He goes you know,
Speaker 1: you get a court date every whatever amount of weeks,
Speaker 1: you get a court date. Right, So when he goes
Speaker 1: to court, he doesn't involve me in any of it.
Speaker 1: Sometimes he won't even sleep in my house today that
Speaker 1: he goes to court. Usually he doesn't because he has
Speaker 1: his own apparent. He sleeps with me almost every night,
Speaker 1: but that day he goes to court, he'll go and
Speaker 1: sleep in his house because he gotta wake up early,
Speaker 1: gotta pursuit on blah blah blah. That's fine with me,
Speaker 1: But he totally, totally totally leaves me out of all
Speaker 1: his courtship. And all of a sudden, you get arrested
Speaker 1: for some volshit. You want me to go court? You
Speaker 1: know I love him, so we love each other. We
Speaker 1: love each other that you don't love. No, I love
Speaker 1: him with all my heart. When he goes to jail
Speaker 1: for two years, yes, you're gonna be fucking gun play, No, nigga,
Speaker 1: you know that what I was gonna say. I was
Speaker 1: gonna say, Jesse, he wants you to talk to him
Speaker 1: every day, hold him down, or is he like, let's
Speaker 1: just but here's the thing, here's the thing, this is
Speaker 1: this is the thing. He um you know, of course,
Speaker 1: two years is it's not a lot of time. I
Speaker 1: have a nine year old child. It's a long time
Speaker 1: in two years a lot as a person. You can
Speaker 1: change a lot in two years, and that's a long
Speaker 1: time to have a year. But you seven you you
Speaker 1: pretty much change what you're going to change in that
Speaker 1: shape exactly. What do you want? No, I will definitely please.
Speaker 1: I will hold him down. He doesn't need my money,
Speaker 1: his own money. What do you want out of a man? Spiritually, emotionally?
Speaker 1: The only thing I want out of a man I want.
Speaker 1: I want two things from a man in a relationship,
Speaker 1: whether we're talking about my current boyfriend or anybody else,
Speaker 1: I want two things in a relationship. I want you
Speaker 1: to be faithful and I want you to keep me
Speaker 1: in check that if you let me, if you let
Speaker 1: too much go over your head, I'm gonna I'm gonna
Speaker 1: take advantage of you. Yeah, exactly. I want you to
Speaker 1: be a man. I want you to always be a
Speaker 1: real man. You know what I mean? Like, if you
Speaker 1: see me doing something stupid, why would you do something? Exactly?
Speaker 1: But if you feel like but you know sometimes you
Speaker 1: think you're doing You've been so long that I know
Speaker 1: the female mind frame. No, but you're long because I
Speaker 1: love I love my man, I love him all with
Speaker 1: all my heart, like I cry for him. Everybody here
Speaker 1: like him being in jail makes me miserable. It makes
Speaker 1: me totally miserable. Thinking about him being in jail and
Speaker 1: essential bookings for twenty four hours makes me completely miserable
Speaker 1: thinking about somebody who's been to jail. When you're with somebody,
Speaker 1: say you're going away for her man's going away for
Speaker 1: two years, do you expect her to hold you down,
Speaker 1: not messing nobody else, or some guys are like, look,
Speaker 1: don't even call me. I don't want to see you
Speaker 1: because two calendars. You only got two calendars, which you'll
Speaker 1: be what you'll be one and a half. Really, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, after after as all said it done,
Speaker 1: now it's three years, but he's gonna. Okay what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I know I'm not green to But at the same time,
Speaker 1: like when you're there's no yo, you ain't got no friends,
Speaker 1: don't nobody send no letters, don't nobody send no commissary,
Speaker 1: don't nobody sandwich on Thanksgiving to your mama. So if
Speaker 1: you have at least that one face that you can
Speaker 1: see on Saturday for thirty minutes at nine am, viso,
Speaker 1: I will be there for him. Every visit, no problem,
Speaker 1: like I will make sure that I'm there for him.
Speaker 1: I write him letters. I have no problem sending letters.
Speaker 1: There's actually an app you can pay a dollar for years,
Speaker 1: that right, So how will send? Actually question? Let me
Speaker 1: ask you, Chris, but no, But my thing is is
Speaker 1: he tells me, this is the thing your train from
Speaker 1: two months? When to Joe, what I would do? You know?
Speaker 1: Don't you don't lose your train of thought? But you
Speaker 1: know he tells me, I don't want you to stop
Speaker 1: your life. You know, blah blah blah blah blah. But
Speaker 1: what is it? You're for one night and he's crazy
Speaker 1: already for one night? Now play, let me ask you
Speaker 1: this what happens when you got your girls? She comes
Speaker 1: to see you every week, but those few times you
Speaker 1: can you don't answer the phone. Um, the like any
Speaker 1: woman that I deal with, I can trust, even though
Speaker 1: trust takes years to building, second to destroy. If I
Speaker 1: do give it to you, you earth that you deserve it.
Speaker 1: So just like as you are, you were saying, um,
Speaker 1: you might act stupid or do you know your partner
Speaker 1: does say that you don't like that won't even happen
Speaker 1: because the character that you are. I won't even deal
Speaker 1: with that if you're gonna act what I know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. But if you like awkward, if I know
Speaker 1: that that you got that that that that that that pattern,
Speaker 1: and you to wile out of something flirt a few times,
Speaker 1: I'm not even going that's that's that's crazy because listen,
Speaker 1: let me tell you something. A pimp, no check, no
Speaker 1: nigg about no bitch, No, you can't. And in a
Speaker 1: relationship you have to check yourship starting never. But that's
Speaker 1: one thing about me. I'm not very friendly. I'm not
Speaker 1: very fly, especially when I have a man. I don't
Speaker 1: play those flirting games. I don't like that. I don't
Speaker 1: like for my man to be friendly. I Instagram and
Speaker 1: you threw me down. It's okay, but you know I
Speaker 1: expect the same respect. Like what if he's an artist,
Speaker 1: because Gun plays an artist, you can't expect him to
Speaker 1: when chicks you know, those that he's going to be
Speaker 1: his friends too, just like for you right right, cancer,
Speaker 1: We are very loyal and emotional. My son is a
Speaker 1: cancer on you understand what I'm saying. So if I'm
Speaker 1: with you know and that's what I like, and um,
Speaker 1: you know my man is a liberal and they're very passionate.
Speaker 1: You know, Lebers are very passionate and emotional people too,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And I'm a Sagittarius liberal
Speaker 1: and Sagittarius go we match, you know, he and I match.
Speaker 1: But um, I just feel like, you know, I feel
Speaker 1: it's a little confusing. I feel like I, like I said,
Speaker 1: I want two things from a man. To be faithful
Speaker 1: and to be able to check me. That's like so
Speaker 1: amazing that it's just because I feel like you have
Speaker 1: you deal with so much drama with this guy right
Speaker 1: that I'm like, damn, the dick must just be dope.
Speaker 1: Is it amazing? It's all right, it's good, it's all right.
Speaker 1: So then I'm confused because I don't I mean, I
Speaker 1: think it's amazing because we we, Um, we have a
Speaker 1: lot of passion and in our relationship is amazing. You
Speaker 1: have a lot of makeup set exactly we have we
Speaker 1: But I mean, it's not it's not that type. It's
Speaker 1: not that tea be real, Yeah, I come real easily
Speaker 1: do with the dick. No, it's I mean, I don't
Speaker 1: really want to get answer my personal relationship. My man
Speaker 1: does eat, he does my man does eat my pussy,
Speaker 1: but you know, I prefer for him to fun me
Speaker 1: that eat my pussy. And that's just my personal preference, Okay,
Speaker 1: like I would. Yeah, I doesn't know what that feels
Speaker 1: like because her man doesn't eat her pussy, so she
Speaker 1: didn't have a choice. It doesn't even it doesn't even
Speaker 1: matter right now, Like I'm telling you, like, this is
Speaker 1: the guy because so it sex is the sex amazing though,
Speaker 1: it's amazing. Yeah, this is amazing. You're just not having
Speaker 1: that's not the worst thing ever cuts on my mean
Speaker 1: because you're sucking him off. I'm sure these these are
Speaker 1: right here we go. It's like I've been in relationships
Speaker 1: where it's like the sex was just like fucking bomb
Speaker 1: and crazy and it was like all about the sex
Speaker 1: like all the time, and like because he or it's
Speaker 1: just like, yeah, I don't know, it's all about the x.
Speaker 1: It was, it's all about the sex. But this is
Speaker 1: like way more and I'm not especially about him in
Speaker 1: two months that you feel like you know, I don't
Speaker 1: I don't like, what is it? But it's not about
Speaker 1: this sexts? What is it? That's what I'm saying. I
Speaker 1: don't know, it's like on some other level weird, Like
Speaker 1: I look at him and I'm like, damn, I see
Speaker 1: my whole future. What the fun? This is scary? That's
Speaker 1: so he's my soul mate to jail. I wait, you
Speaker 1: know that's what I'm seeing, Like, um, when my man,
Speaker 1: I'll hold him down. But honestly, like he's saw set
Speaker 1: with me about not going to court. Like now, what
Speaker 1: if he was about to go to jail and you
Speaker 1: found out he cheated on you? No, that's it was
Speaker 1: over to a lot of high school boyfriend. I found
Speaker 1: out he sucked some girl like a blind girl or
Speaker 1: something like. He was like then He's like, no, she
Speaker 1: was just like crosshead or something, black girl and a
Speaker 1: crosside girl. He was listened, he was dusted, you know whatever.
Speaker 1: So but I but he was like while I found
Speaker 1: that out, And I was like, oh really, motherfucker, Like
Speaker 1: you want to blind bits, Like now you're not getting
Speaker 1: any visits. I'm not picking up the phone, like go
Speaker 1: fund yourself all the ship you have me holding it?
Speaker 1: Actually is somebody thought that um, he was going to
Speaker 1: jail sooner than he was, and they tried to make
Speaker 1: up a story and say he was sucking another bitch
Speaker 1: because they thought he wasn't gonna be around to defend himself,
Speaker 1: and that horrible because he was Angela. It's time for
Speaker 1: your lip service. But you see any action. Everybody questions
Speaker 1: my job. Yeah, it's my job. Now take your job
Speaker 1: for a little bit. Okay, go ahead, so um squirt.
Speaker 1: Oh no, I've never squared it. Okay, you can, though
Speaker 1: I don't know that everybody can do that. I guarantee
Speaker 1: you get the vibrator that I always talk about. You
Speaker 1: will square it right the kego ball new I've never
Speaker 1: squared it. I mean, because I have orgasm is no problem.
Speaker 1: I just don't squirt. No, but let me tell you.
Speaker 1: Let me tell you, the orgasm without the squirting is better.
Speaker 1: It's better. The squirting just makes it kind of weirdly's messy,
Speaker 1: right it is. It doesn't smell like a yellow it's
Speaker 1: it's definitely not yellow. The first time that happened to me,
Speaker 1: right riding me, she got up a said hold on
Speaker 1: wait unless she said, oh no, no, no. I was
Speaker 1: hurt though, Okay, the first thing she said, well, it's
Speaker 1: not piece, not piece not. I was like, he felt accomplished.
Speaker 1: He smells you take anybody next time, just get it
Speaker 1: all over my face like somebody trying to do that
Speaker 1: to me too. Something in this bro right, it's my
Speaker 1: little side piece. I got a condo in the twelve
Speaker 1: in Atlanta, right, so yo, it was one of our
Speaker 1: first little nice boom just she riding me. She's doing
Speaker 1: the same ship with boo boom. She let it. She
Speaker 1: started nothing and fucking squirting, creeping up like this, trying
Speaker 1: to creep in my face, puddled up right here over.
Speaker 1: I like, but what's wrong with her squirting on your face?
Speaker 1: What you tasted it last time? Guys really want what
Speaker 1: you don't because it's like I secause in a mess
Speaker 1: up gun plays hare because you see it. Would you
Speaker 1: let me spider me in your face? Spider web would
Speaker 1: let you? In particular guy that I'm in both, I
Speaker 1: don't think it's anything wrong with that. If you lest
Speaker 1: somebody and you're having sex it didn't know, it's fine
Speaker 1: as long as he my hair didn't just get done
Speaker 1: be my mass just didn't want to see you were
Speaker 1: not about to go out and didn't give me some
Speaker 1: more things that can close my eyes. It doesn't burn, No,
Speaker 1: you can get blind. The girlfriend, I don't want to
Speaker 1: go blame. That's what happened to be boyfriends, you or me.
Speaker 1: I won't let my man. You can come on my friend,
Speaker 1: my boyfriend. I would definitely let my man come anywhere
Speaker 1: he wants on my body, including my face. But my
Speaker 1: man comes in my mouth and in my pussy, so
Speaker 1: he doesn't really have like, he doesn't really have interests
Speaker 1: to come in my face because feeling he rather you know,
Speaker 1: he rather come in my pussy is he's trying to
Speaker 1: get you press it's yeah, it's a power trip like here. Yeah,
Speaker 1: he's showing out my club all the time, so she
Speaker 1: has the power. You don't want to feel like that's
Speaker 1: why I can't let no bit squirt on my motherfuckaut gunplay.
Speaker 1: Don't you think during sex anything should go like kind
Speaker 1: of with women? It should be it shouldn't be like no,
Speaker 1: don't do that. No, not sticking the pinky or thumb
Speaker 1: up my You know I like that. Yes, I am
Speaker 1: proved funk that fun that you're not gonna sucking uh
Speaker 1: sucking super soaked my face. No, it's not happening. Some
Speaker 1: guys wanting to squirt in their face, but all right,
Speaker 1: you won't squirt in my face, but I'll eat trick.
Speaker 1: I thought I was summer and like, and I dated
Speaker 1: this girl. She was a squirter. Did you like it
Speaker 1: so you eat pussy? Yeah, you liked it? I mean
Speaker 1: I will, but like, but I'm never eating pussy my
Speaker 1: whole life. But a girl and I was, but I
Speaker 1: was like super fantasizing about it, like I was like,
Speaker 1: I'm just over man, I think I'm a lesbian. And
Speaker 1: then I was like, let me try to like eat
Speaker 1: pussy again because I haven't in years, and since I
Speaker 1: got sober, I stopped. No, that's what this girl slept
Speaker 1: in my house and I ended up going down her
Speaker 1: and it was dope. But but then, but then, when
Speaker 1: I was like fucking with this girl last summer, I
Speaker 1: was fantasizing about eating pussy again. And then I did it,
Speaker 1: and I wasn't that into it anymore. But why what
Speaker 1: was wrong with I don't know. I just it was
Speaker 1: there was anything wrong with it. It was just like
Speaker 1: I wasn't feeling. No, it wasn't that she was really dope.
Speaker 1: She was like beautiful, like extra or perfect body, like
Speaker 1: she's trying to come over with like with the intent
Speaker 1: of working with you. Like, what's she trying to get?
Speaker 1: You know, me and her were like full on chemistry,
Speaker 1: like we like each other today. So now what happened.
Speaker 1: She also had a boyfriend who sometimes would join in. Yeah,
Speaker 1: oh that's fun, that's fun. It was a crazy summer, yes,
Speaker 1: keeping because we never get anything that's not true. And
Speaker 1: she has some great stories. When the guy eat you
Speaker 1: out and then no, no, no, you sued the guy
Speaker 1: and then he eats he fed her. Oh you know
Speaker 1: what I'm talking about. He take it his own condom.
Speaker 1: I felt like, no, yes, it was another guy. It
Speaker 1: was the guy. I don't know, Okay that what happened?
Speaker 1: Oh no, oh no, turn it out. What happened. What
Speaker 1: happened was this is a long time ago, but I
Speaker 1: had sex with my ex boyfriend and then I went
Speaker 1: to go see my new boyfriend and he kept trying
Speaker 1: to sex with me. I was like, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: I can't because I just felt like that was just wrong.
Speaker 1: But then he ended up going down at me and
Speaker 1: and I didn't want him too, but I felt bad
Speaker 1: because he kept chilling. I wouldn't have sex with him,
Speaker 1: and I was like, I know he did. No, he
Speaker 1: didn't say that, but I just kept thinking that the
Speaker 1: whole time. I can't think that too, Like you know,
Speaker 1: I'm I'm my wo whoo, you know, take you con
Speaker 1: them off and you know what I mean? Who and
Speaker 1: then go home and the same thing happens or she will.
Speaker 1: Has anybody ever said anything, I would say something. But
Speaker 1: if my man comes home and he smells like soap
Speaker 1: and he has the private areas and you know he
Speaker 1: that's when I got jammed up, like yoda, see why
Speaker 1: you smell? Like why do you why just like smell
Speaker 1: like irish spring on your dick? And yeah why why?
Speaker 1: Why it is your neck salty and your dick like
Speaker 1: so why his glistening? Tell me? Why is your dick
Speaker 1: so clean and your neck tastes like a peanut? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Or you do a guy that's so stupid? Yeah, just
Speaker 1: leave this dirty run round, run running place, sweat a
Speaker 1: little bit, totally, do we do something. That's how you
Speaker 1: got jama gunn play to jam. You were using a condom.
Speaker 1: You know you too, you were using a condom. You're
Speaker 1: cheating and you were you the girls because like before
Speaker 1: you have this with a guy, like say, y'all get home,
Speaker 1: you are definitely gonna go in the bathroom and wet
Speaker 1: wipe yourself down at least first. If you don't even
Speaker 1: have time for that that let's say it's quick. It
Speaker 1: is your house, it's your man. You know. I'm crazy
Speaker 1: about that stuff though. I like I shower like three
Speaker 1: times a day every time before times. Crazy about Yeah,
Speaker 1: I like carry like pussy washing my purse and exactly
Speaker 1: I put my hands on it, I smell it. I
Speaker 1: taste it before I even pussy first, to make sure
Speaker 1: I take all the time, all the time. It's like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I swear to God, That's why I said, you know,
Speaker 1: I swear. I'll be in the bathroom and I'm like,
Speaker 1: I'll see, like maybe I have like some discharge and
Speaker 1: I call it still clear. Yeah, I'm liking it. And
Speaker 1: it usually tastes clear. Usually complexize it a little tart,
Speaker 1: not tr not tart. So I say it's sweet, a
Speaker 1: little sty. Where you are in the cycle, like yeah,
Speaker 1: exactly exactly exactly where y'all got these calorcar boxing briefly,
Speaker 1: why are you doing? Don't play is currently adjusting his
Speaker 1: packet listener smell like that's what he was doing. He
Speaker 1: was smelling his ball. He's right, to smell his hand
Speaker 1: now that I wouldn't know the things you never ever Okay,
Speaker 1: smell in. Let'm saying good, okay, just checking that smells clean.
Speaker 1: Good for you, honestly, like you guys together. My mom
Speaker 1: and dad just look good together. I guess to be
Speaker 1: a bridesmaid. Okay. We like the Puerto Ricans dreamn Place
Speaker 1: half Puerto Rican. So yeah, we're like Mark Anthony and
Speaker 1: Jennifer Lopez. I love that come Place. Mary nor is
Speaker 1: a super talent, super story. Yes it is not ricking.
Speaker 1: We'll be okay. No, no, no, no, no no Ricky Martin. Well,
Speaker 1: Leah said, now what's gonna happen tonight? You're gonna get
Speaker 1: your pussy eight So you're gonna report it back next
Speaker 1: time we see you. Yes, And do you give instructions
Speaker 1: like you let a guy know, like yes, no, no,
Speaker 1: I'll just see what I'll just see what happens. I'm
Speaker 1: not even sweating it like you, thank you. I'll text
Speaker 1: you later for me. For me, I like Dick so
Speaker 1: much like if a guy doesn't know how to my
Speaker 1: pussy is okay, it's so important for me. It's like
Speaker 1: it's okay, like it's important. I don't even do it.
Speaker 1: Don't worry. He's gonna he's gonna have to do. Yes,
Speaker 1: he's gonna do. It's important. Imagine if gun play. If
Speaker 1: a girl, it was good and bad, but she couldn't
Speaker 1: suck your dick. She gotta learned. Yeah, I'll have to.
Speaker 1: You know, I'm not saying like like like dude, like
Speaker 1: like this, I like, I like, I like that's an
Speaker 1: important part of sex, you know, you know, yeah, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. He can just open his mouth
Speaker 1: and I'll sit on his face. I'm like stick you're
Speaker 1: trying out. I'll just move up and down. Good night.
Speaker 1: Just stuck there, suck there like there. Well, gun play,
Speaker 1: Thank you so much. And by the way, living legends
Speaker 1: in stores now. We don't want to get what you
Speaker 1: had the first time. You know, he loves being called daddy. Okay,
Speaker 1: that's what I got from. He loves when women call him.
Speaker 1: She said that black guys like being called poppy and
Speaker 1: like daddy, like wow, like st too. I like to
Speaker 1: call my man sir during during sex, call my first
Speaker 1: name Richard, Richard Dick. What that don't be like play this,
Speaker 1: you know, if you say Richard Richard he's forgot about it.
Speaker 1: That might make him go. You know, it's what all
Speaker 1: they need to say that to my dude, I need
Speaker 1: to call by his first name. I'm just like him baby.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, baby's call him bababy. Are you a
Speaker 1: talker in bed? Yeah? Are you? Yeah? I'm definitely a talker. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm like, suck me. Oh you're the best. Oh you're amazing. Yes, yes, yeah.
Speaker 1: First like like what like like like I'm saying, I'm like,
Speaker 1: I love you, Like so we're talking about you like, oh, yes,
Speaker 1: let's have a baby. Oh oh yes, I don't care
Speaker 1: if a woman to have your baby is that he's
Speaker 1: pull out game on fleet. But I'm just saying so
Speaker 1: like like if you if you have a sex right
Speaker 1: like and and he's not doing what you want him to? Yes,
Speaker 1: I come, that's who you know? Suck the click little
Speaker 1: harder thinking there. Absolutely, I'm very good with instructions and directions. Yes,
Speaker 1: do guys like to get instructions and directions? I give them.
Speaker 1: What a woman tells you what to do, I think
Speaker 1: is important. Yeah, and I think that woman. I think
Speaker 1: for men and women, you you should give directions if
Speaker 1: if your partners doing something you don't like, you shade out,
Speaker 1: you know, tell them what to do. Isn't frustrating if
Speaker 1: you with a girl that can't come. Sometimes it is
Speaker 1: because I feel like I'm not satisfying you. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, And I want like nine out of
Speaker 1: ten girls, maybe eight out of ten, they will cur
Speaker 1: run from the organ. Can you can you tell when
Speaker 1: somebody's faking it like that? Can you tell when somebody's
Speaker 1: faking it? I could tell you how I could tell
Speaker 1: because when the girl comes, the back from the back
Speaker 1: of a pussy's tightens up right, So when I'm sucking,
Speaker 1: I feel it. Yeah, exactly. That's what I was gonna say. Guys,
Speaker 1: if you want to know if your girl is faking
Speaker 1: orgasm or not, the pussy throbs one and I'm gonna
Speaker 1: tell you, fellas. It starts from the head of the
Speaker 1: dick when she's coming. It starts from the top the
Speaker 1: back of from the back. Yeah, and it grips your head,
Speaker 1: I mean the dick. But I could believe that that's
Speaker 1: you can feel it from it doesn't I wish you
Speaker 1: could have a different day to see what it feels like.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, of course I have. I feel like penis envy.
Speaker 1: I would want a big one obviously, like the only
Speaker 1: the only time. The only reason I don't know that
Speaker 1: I don't never want to pussy. I'm straight. I wouldn't
Speaker 1: want to take either. The only reason I'm jealous of
Speaker 1: guys is because it's such lower maintenance, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, Like everything outside exactly unless you're not circumstand exactly,
Speaker 1: y'all got everything. Everything is on the inside for us,
Speaker 1: like we gotta squat to wash our pussies, you know,
Speaker 1: I mean, we gotta take care of Yeah, that's why
Speaker 1: he licks the boy like we had someone enters us yea,
Speaker 1: and someone enters us the same time. It must be
Speaker 1: a lot of pressure to be a man because like, no, no,
Speaker 1: I don't like you know, angel isn't like anything, like
Speaker 1: anything but with the clutch. Well listen, that is the
Speaker 1: service actually want to before we before we finished, I
Speaker 1: just want to say I really love my man and
Speaker 1: I would do anything for him. And I was really,
Speaker 1: really really sorry that I didn't go to court for
Speaker 1: him because he's so mad about it. I wouldn't I
Speaker 1: would have got if I wouldn't know him. I'll tell
Speaker 1: you I'm kind of famous. I'm kind of famous, you know,
Speaker 1: and I know I would have people would have took
Speaker 1: pictures of me in the court. And it doesn't matter
Speaker 1: hopefully round I don't know about him. You are dying,
Speaker 1: you know. And and right now, no, no, no, listen
Speaker 1: so bad about not going to not know. He made
Speaker 1: me feel bad about it too, because I'm I'm the real, real, real, real,
Speaker 1: and he's a real street nigga too, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. And that's what I like, and that's my choice.
Speaker 1: You're worth the time and the effort he put in
Speaker 1: the get to get you. You know what, she put it?
Speaker 1: A little thank you. I appreciate that. No, you're right,
Speaker 1: and you know what I told him. I told him,
Speaker 1: if if ever you get arrested for the littlest thing,
Speaker 1: I will go to court. I don't care who's there.
Speaker 1: I just did. I thought I was going to cause
Speaker 1: a problem because I thought I was gonna go to
Speaker 1: court and end the because I don't fight regular like
Speaker 1: I got monkey strength. I really really know how to fight,
Speaker 1: like relationships to work out, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: But if it doesn't come back, it doesn't, I will
Speaker 1: say that that you don't anything. You know, I don't
Speaker 1: hold my man down no matter what it is, whatever
Speaker 1: it takes, I will be there for him. You know,
Speaker 1: I was a little I was acting a little green
Speaker 1: to the ship, and I didn't go to court, you know,
Speaker 1: and I regret it because he's so mad about it,
Speaker 1: and he's been he's so mad about it. You gotta
Speaker 1: know what you've got somebody him though? Play. What are
Speaker 1: you gonna do about your girl? Yeah? Four years she
Speaker 1: helped you, while you will underrun. Beautiful girl. She just
Speaker 1: don't got no fat ask what you're gonna do. But
Speaker 1: she has a nice It's just not it's not he
Speaker 1: never being enough for you. You don't care. She got
Speaker 1: her bow, she did least, So of course I'm just
Speaker 1: trying to figure out what like for myself. What do
Speaker 1: you gotta don play? I don't know. We're gonna figure
Speaker 1: out all that time. Tell I don't like rushing anything.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I don't rush anything. Y'all together,
Speaker 1: y'all broken up. It's just her dna. She can't help it.
Speaker 1: We can't help it. We um just the other day.
Speaker 1: We gotta be easier for her to clean it or
Speaker 1: eat it. You know, we had a conversation the other day,
Speaker 1: and you know, we're just gonna see what we do
Speaker 1: this all the time. It's been four years. We're back
Speaker 1: and forth for the last back and forth all the
Speaker 1: time to yeah we really honestly, I just want that
Speaker 1: that one woman where I don't even have to look
Speaker 1: left or right horse blind this. I don't care who
Speaker 1: comes in the middle. My man looks if you don't
Speaker 1: even going to court, okay, and she was driving out,
Speaker 1: you're making me feel better. Honestly, would you have gone
Speaker 1: to court for your boyfriend when you when he has
Speaker 1: a wife, I wouldn't. Look. I don't like this guy
Speaker 1: for you, nobody does. I put and I like him
Speaker 1: like I'm like, I just feel like he's being a
Speaker 1: little hard on me. I feel like he should be
Speaker 1: more understanding, like and I feel like he should be
Speaker 1: more clear because I'm the type of person I like
Speaker 1: for people to be clear with me. If you want
Speaker 1: me to do something, you tell me that you want
Speaker 1: me to do it. I don't think that I should
Speaker 1: always have to take the initiative for everything, like don't
Speaker 1: don't's not play. I know this is a person of
Speaker 1: a gun play, so that's well, that's what that's That's
Speaker 1: why I'm talking to him about it because I understand,
Speaker 1: know that you understand. At the same time, he wants
Speaker 1: you to break and I'm apologize. I apologize to him,
Speaker 1: and you know, he's just so upset about it because
Speaker 1: maybe he's upset that he's going to jail for two years,
Speaker 1: and he's like upset that I don't understand, Like what
Speaker 1: I just I don't understand, thank you, I just don't.
Speaker 1: I just feel like you want me to stop my
Speaker 1: life or you don't want me to stop my life?
Speaker 1: Which one is it? You know what I mean? He
Speaker 1: tells me he doesn't want me to stop my life,
Speaker 1: but he's in jail for one day and I'm posting
Speaker 1: advertisements on Instagram and he's like, gonna kill me over it.
Speaker 1: You posted a picture in my Instagram. I posted Instagram
Speaker 1: this morning. I wait in the morning. Yes it's still there.
Speaker 1: I'm not going to delete it. I won't ever delete.
Speaker 1: It's the first time I ever seen you post picture, man,
Speaker 1: because you haven't been pains. Did you tell you that
Speaker 1: I put a picture of mine holding but you have
Speaker 1: your girl? But you know what you're with, You're dating
Speaker 1: somebody and I had good time because I can't you
Speaker 1: know when I was I was dating a guy forty
Speaker 1: three years old, and you know what we like it was,
Speaker 1: it was a very understanding relationship. Wait, where is the
Speaker 1: only god here? He is me? He can't really can't
Speaker 1: being able to walk and through the door like he looks.
Speaker 1: Don't just know, but you know, I'm just saying like
Speaker 1: like I feel like, you know, I choose, I choose
Speaker 1: to be with a street a street guy, like that's
Speaker 1: my choice. And you know, I get it. I understand
Speaker 1: that I should be prepared and I should know what
Speaker 1: to do being with a street guy. But I mean,
Speaker 1: I feel like he's been a little hard on me.
Speaker 1: If you want me to go to court, you should
Speaker 1: have told me when you spoke to me on the phone.
Speaker 1: And that's it, that's the bottom line. Because if you
Speaker 1: would have told him exactly, since he's gonna be like
Speaker 1: exactly what, Hey, Hey, where you are you coming to
Speaker 1: the court, I'd be like, okay, I'm coming. Were you
Speaker 1: in cahoots with his whoop? The whoops? What do you mean?
Speaker 1: What the reason? No? I had just shouldn't be no
Speaker 1: reason for him not to tell you everything is a chest. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I just feel like everything happens for a reason. You know,
Speaker 1: this temple set of what happened to you? What you
Speaker 1: do about if one of the temper cent was him
Speaker 1: telling you know, he told me no, specifically, specifically said no,
Speaker 1: I do not want you to come. You're not I
Speaker 1: don't give an I spoke to his brother, and his
Speaker 1: brother tell me what's coming down. He didn't asked me
Speaker 1: if I was coming. I spoke to his best friend.
Speaker 1: His best friend that I asked me if I was
Speaker 1: going to court. Nobody like I thought. You know, they
Speaker 1: get at the end of the day. He we've been
Speaker 1: only been together for one year, and I just feel
Speaker 1: like he hasn't that situation, you know, like but but
Speaker 1: he was with this girl for a long time, so
Speaker 1: you know, maybe they handled it a different way. I
Speaker 1: didn't know. I was I was a little I've never
Speaker 1: dated a guy who has a wife, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. They're gonna get a divorce there, I don't know.
Speaker 1: They're supposed to get a divorce soon. They don't. She
Speaker 1: doesn't want to be with him, and he doesn't want
Speaker 1: to be with her. I mean, I think she wanted
Speaker 1: him just because he was with me. But it happened.
Speaker 1: She didn't want him before I got with him, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. So after I got with him,
Speaker 1: she got a little tight about it. But you know,
Speaker 1: I don't think she wants me the like I don't,
Speaker 1: you know, she's a square or whatever, But I don't,
Speaker 1: you know, I don't think she's she's not me, but
Speaker 1: she she doesn't, she's not. I don't think she's terrible.
Speaker 1: I don't think she's the worst looking thing. My son.
Speaker 1: I'm not there really like that. I'm there financially, I'm there,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. You could give me a call,
Speaker 1: but I'm not there day to day with my son.
Speaker 1: And she does a great job with my son. That's
Speaker 1: why I give her an extra my But she ain't
Speaker 1: defend what you don't need your girlfriends. She hates them all,
Speaker 1: but she go to their house exactly know, but she will.
Speaker 1: At the same time, it's like there's nothing to even
Speaker 1: beef about. She just wants me back. So let me
Speaker 1: tell you. I have a Son's my son's father. He
Speaker 1: has a girl. He's been with a girl since the
Speaker 1: moment we broke up, and I have not bothered him
Speaker 1: one time about that she hates you, though I bet
Speaker 1: she does, and I don't want she was with me.
Speaker 1: First thing I would have to do, I would have
Speaker 1: to calm that temper. There, No, I have to wort
Speaker 1: that we both have a really bad problem. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: guess what. I learned how to control that. Cancers get furious.
Speaker 1: We are killers. My son when he's mad, I'll be like, okay, yeah,
Speaker 1: he's not like oh whoa, whoa, whoa whoa. Yeah, I learned.
Speaker 1: I learned to subdue that. I learned to you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, you got to calm that down. You're
Speaker 1: too pretty for that. I know that's what and you
Speaker 1: know that's the problem is that I grew up hate her.
Speaker 1: But you know, I grew up hood. I grew up
Speaker 1: and I grew up in the projects. And then you know,
Speaker 1: my mother was had us in the Bronx because my
Speaker 1: grandmother lived in the Bronx. So yeah, and the box.
Speaker 1: I was like gang banging. I was like my boys
Speaker 1: used to call me when when a girl would act up,
Speaker 1: I'll go and beat the girl up any moment in time,
Speaker 1: Like I was that girl that was beating up girl
Speaker 1: for my for my nigga exactly. But now I'm a model,
Speaker 1: I'm a successful I'm wanting a handful of successful video vixens.
Speaker 1: And you know, I still have that mentality that I
Speaker 1: will suck somebody up. And that's bad, that's really bad. No,
Speaker 1: it will, and no, not only will it, it makes
Speaker 1: people kind of scared of you. It makes people not
Speaker 1: want to be around. And then I feel like, I know,
Speaker 1: if we go out, you gotta know, you know exactly.
Speaker 1: It's not like I'll be looking for a fight. There
Speaker 1: was a time in my life that I would look
Speaker 1: for a fight because I know I know how to
Speaker 1: fight so good, you know what I mean. I don't
Speaker 1: know how to throw a punch. I know how to
Speaker 1: hold myself down. That's ugly. Nobody wants to see. Definitely
Speaker 1: something to defend yourself and know, but I can't defend myself.
Speaker 1: If you come for me, then that's a different story
Speaker 1: for me. Thinking that, oh I'm gonna call the court
Speaker 1: and fight in the courts. It's nasty, that's a nasty thought.
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna do testimony. I was a hothhead, a
Speaker 1: temper up until two thousand and twelve April I caught
Speaker 1: a case for arm robbery and assault with a deadly weapons.
Speaker 1: It wasn't It wasn't my tax accountant. I mean they
Speaker 1: say it was my account And by the way, Lea
Speaker 1: said it was hot and she was turned to her.
Speaker 1: Let me tell you, and that was a temper. That
Speaker 1: was my temper. Guess what my life was in jeopardy.
Speaker 1: I would never see myself. Nobody knows what it feels
Speaker 1: like when your ship gets stripped from you and you
Speaker 1: sitting in there and you can't do nothing. It changes
Speaker 1: you and you look at other people. It's saying you
Speaker 1: don't know the blessings and the opportunities you have as
Speaker 1: a corner. People know you have to go there. You
Speaker 1: have to, you know, God forbid you do. But when
Speaker 1: you do, it changes you. You will really grow into
Speaker 1: the woman that you really are that I see from here.
Speaker 1: You know, growing up, when I was a kid, I
Speaker 1: thought nobody could beat me up, And as an adult,
Speaker 1: I realized I'm not a juggernaut. Somebody is. My mother
Speaker 1: could sucked me up. It's noll about fucking nobody else.
Speaker 1: But you know, it's about the you know, the police exactly.
Speaker 1: I don't want to go to jail. That's one I
Speaker 1: don't want to go jail, and I don't. My career
Speaker 1: is is like eighty percent. My looks like eighty percent.
Speaker 1: So God forbid I get into a fight, I get
Speaker 1: a permanent scratch on my face or something like that.
Speaker 1: It's nasty, it's stupid. I don't want to fight anyone
Speaker 1: at this point in my life. I'm tired of fighting.
Speaker 1: I don't want to fight anyone. And you know, I
Speaker 1: feel bad because I didn't go to court because I
Speaker 1: knew if I saw this girl, just the person that
Speaker 1: I am, will come out and control yourself. Yeah, he said,
Speaker 1: you know what control? If you can't control yourself, how
Speaker 1: you're going to control anything around you. No, you're right,
Speaker 1: and that's very try. I told him he's right, and
Speaker 1: everybody everything resolved. Lee is getting for see tonight, Stephanie
Speaker 1: is going to apologize. No, I'm not. I am not
Speaker 1: what he was right? And you feel bad, No, I
Speaker 1: already apologize to me. He's already tight. He's tight, and
Speaker 1: now comes to anybody's gonna do next? Alright, what is
Speaker 1: your scarlet? Starlet? Yeah, I'm gonna give some big booty
Speaker 1: when I went day, All right, he doesn't kick. I
Speaker 1: got a pocket full of Morday. I want to spend
Speaker 1: it to stricken Tonight Living Listen service. How Stephanie Santiago
Speaker 1: and this is my favor I know she's my Favla
Speaker 1: no Leah and handler my fa your face, the solid
Speaker 1: I don't know what, but he was eating only two years,
Speaker 1: maybe three, two a year. It's never