1 00:00:00,880 --> 00:00:03,760 Speaker 1: All right, welcome to episode ninety four of The Bobby 2 00:00:03,800 --> 00:00:07,720 Speaker 1: Cast and Cassidy polpus here, Welcome to the house. My 3 00:00:08,039 --> 00:00:10,920 Speaker 1: house like a disaster tracket. It's so ugly. No, no, 4 00:00:11,039 --> 00:00:14,760 Speaker 1: I kept the lights off downstairs because I closed. I 5 00:00:14,840 --> 00:00:18,040 Speaker 1: just came from a photo shoot and so look goodby, 6 00:00:18,400 --> 00:00:22,919 Speaker 1: got your hair done, jacket on, makeup on. Man. I 7 00:00:23,880 --> 00:00:26,040 Speaker 1: like good at makeup. I like good at makeup. Like 8 00:00:26,480 --> 00:00:28,639 Speaker 1: most of time. I'm like, you know, I'm fine, Like 9 00:00:28,840 --> 00:00:32,239 Speaker 1: that's not all for me, It is not it. It 10 00:00:32,360 --> 00:00:34,040 Speaker 1: like I'm a solid six and a half. What have 11 00:00:34,120 --> 00:00:36,320 Speaker 1: been makeup on? I'm a seven point three? You know, 12 00:00:36,479 --> 00:00:40,360 Speaker 1: you don't give yourself enough credit. You look wonderful, thank you, 13 00:00:40,400 --> 00:00:43,159 Speaker 1: But that's why I'm People coming up in sweats and 14 00:00:43,520 --> 00:00:46,040 Speaker 1: I'm a little underdressed, like I'm buried with here. I 15 00:00:46,080 --> 00:00:47,599 Speaker 1: was just in my white tidies the whole time. Oh 16 00:00:47,640 --> 00:00:50,160 Speaker 1: my gosh, that's great. Yeah. I bet he loved it. Yeah. 17 00:00:50,240 --> 00:00:53,160 Speaker 1: So how are you you good? I'm good good. Thanks 18 00:00:53,200 --> 00:00:55,200 Speaker 1: for having me. You brought cookies. I brought you guys, 19 00:00:55,240 --> 00:00:58,600 Speaker 1: some cookies. Um, okay, all right, I didn't take them, 20 00:00:58,680 --> 00:01:03,319 Speaker 1: all right, I don't have to. I got a hood 21 00:01:03,320 --> 00:01:07,319 Speaker 1: of this, I couldn't keep that live. Okay, Uh, this 22 00:01:07,400 --> 00:01:10,400 Speaker 1: is gonna sound so bad. It was this lovely woman 23 00:01:10,480 --> 00:01:12,839 Speaker 1: who was one of the chaperones for Christmas for kids 24 00:01:13,520 --> 00:01:19,080 Speaker 1: on Tuesday night. She gave me a massive bag of cookies. Yes, 25 00:01:19,680 --> 00:01:22,880 Speaker 1: I apologize, I'm not good at baking or cooking or 26 00:01:22,920 --> 00:01:25,760 Speaker 1: any of that, so but I couldn't come empty handed. Well, 27 00:01:25,760 --> 00:01:27,679 Speaker 1: we were cookie less before you got here, and now 28 00:01:27,680 --> 00:01:30,120 Speaker 1: we have cookies, and they were made by a wonderful 29 00:01:30,160 --> 00:01:33,240 Speaker 1: woman named Linda with love, way better than anything I 30 00:01:33,240 --> 00:01:35,800 Speaker 1: would have baked. So what have you been doing the holidays? Oh, 31 00:01:35,840 --> 00:01:39,160 Speaker 1: my gosh, I've been. My family's all here. My mom's 32 00:01:39,200 --> 00:01:42,120 Speaker 1: also lived here, so that's fun, and the rest of 33 00:01:42,200 --> 00:01:44,400 Speaker 1: them here too. Well, my grandma's here, but the rest 34 00:01:44,440 --> 00:01:47,080 Speaker 1: of them are coming next week, so it'll be it'll 35 00:01:47,120 --> 00:01:51,800 Speaker 1: be pretty crazy. Are you hosting the holidays? Yeah, I'm 36 00:01:51,800 --> 00:01:55,280 Speaker 1: not cooking. My mom and sister the cooks of the family, 37 00:01:55,360 --> 00:01:57,760 Speaker 1: and I take care of the booze and hosting and 38 00:01:57,800 --> 00:02:01,320 Speaker 1: going around making sure all the glasses are full. And 39 00:02:01,360 --> 00:02:04,920 Speaker 1: she's thirty one, she's older sister. Yeah. Yeah, and they 40 00:02:05,000 --> 00:02:07,440 Speaker 1: live here, they do. Yeah, we're all from Florida. And 41 00:02:07,520 --> 00:02:09,760 Speaker 1: I came here first about five years ago. My sister 42 00:02:09,880 --> 00:02:12,240 Speaker 1: came here two years ago. My mom just came here 43 00:02:12,240 --> 00:02:15,880 Speaker 1: in May. Like the perfect timing too, because that's when all, 44 00:02:16,280 --> 00:02:19,320 Speaker 1: like my whole life changed and they moved here from 45 00:02:19,440 --> 00:02:23,000 Speaker 1: from West Palm Beach, Florida. Man, it's much warmer there, 46 00:02:23,200 --> 00:02:25,480 Speaker 1: it is. My mom was just there. But although she 47 00:02:25,520 --> 00:02:27,800 Speaker 1: said at night it was forty degrees, so you have 48 00:02:27,840 --> 00:02:30,200 Speaker 1: nobody goes outside and night, that's true. That's like the 49 00:02:30,280 --> 00:02:32,000 Speaker 1: lowest one onto the weather on the radio and it's 50 00:02:32,040 --> 00:02:34,400 Speaker 1: like the lowest twenty two. But no one's awake for 51 00:02:34,440 --> 00:02:38,000 Speaker 1: the low Yeah, you're not going to go really, who cares? Yeah, 52 00:02:38,080 --> 00:02:39,640 Speaker 1: you're not going to have a beer on the patio. 53 00:02:39,880 --> 00:02:41,200 Speaker 1: Back in the day, we used to have to leave 54 00:02:41,240 --> 00:02:43,680 Speaker 1: the water running so the pipes wouldn't freeze. You have 55 00:02:43,720 --> 00:02:46,040 Speaker 1: to keep it dripping, And now you don't really have 56 00:02:46,080 --> 00:02:50,400 Speaker 1: to do that as much because pipes are robots. Basically, 57 00:02:51,960 --> 00:02:54,480 Speaker 1: for the Christmas for Kids thing, we take a bus, 58 00:02:54,480 --> 00:02:56,919 Speaker 1: a tour bus from the school and bring them all 59 00:02:56,960 --> 00:02:59,040 Speaker 1: to Walmart and go shopping with them and stuff. And 60 00:02:59,560 --> 00:03:02,160 Speaker 1: they had to turn the plumbing off on the bus, 61 00:03:02,520 --> 00:03:06,440 Speaker 1: so all the kids had like coke and like pizza 62 00:03:06,560 --> 00:03:08,440 Speaker 1: at this pizza party and they all were like, I 63 00:03:08,520 --> 00:03:15,160 Speaker 1: have to pee. It was a tour bus. Yeah, it's 64 00:03:15,160 --> 00:03:17,520 Speaker 1: pretty cool. All the bus companies are amazing and they 65 00:03:17,960 --> 00:03:20,280 Speaker 1: give these buses for a night and they're just like 66 00:03:20,520 --> 00:03:23,120 Speaker 1: they're they're so kind to do that. But yeah, the 67 00:03:23,160 --> 00:03:26,160 Speaker 1: poor kids couldn't couldn't pay on the bus. That's okay. 68 00:03:26,160 --> 00:03:28,160 Speaker 1: You don't want to pean on the bus anyway. Now 69 00:03:28,160 --> 00:03:31,560 Speaker 1: it's not great school bus, You're okay, that's true. What's 70 00:03:31,560 --> 00:03:36,560 Speaker 1: the Christmas So it's basically a school in Hendersonville. They 71 00:03:36,640 --> 00:03:39,600 Speaker 1: take all the kids there that are underprivileged and give 72 00:03:39,640 --> 00:03:41,640 Speaker 1: them a chance to go to Walmart and they have 73 00:03:41,680 --> 00:03:44,400 Speaker 1: a hundred and fifty dollar budget to be able to 74 00:03:44,440 --> 00:03:48,000 Speaker 1: go and shop. And um, a bunch of people get involved, 75 00:03:48,000 --> 00:03:50,000 Speaker 1: a bunch of artists, a bunch of just you know, 76 00:03:50,120 --> 00:03:53,400 Speaker 1: volunteers that come and um. The first year I went, 77 00:03:53,520 --> 00:03:55,800 Speaker 1: I did a signing which they do every year as well, 78 00:03:55,800 --> 00:03:58,000 Speaker 1: where people pay to come on the tour bus the 79 00:03:58,120 --> 00:04:00,440 Speaker 1: night before and do signing with all a bunch artists. 80 00:04:00,520 --> 00:04:04,200 Speaker 1: Hunter has done it and Alabama's done it. Um, And 81 00:04:04,520 --> 00:04:06,160 Speaker 1: that year they were like, yeah, and you can also 82 00:04:06,200 --> 00:04:07,520 Speaker 1: go shopping with the kids. And I was like, I 83 00:04:07,560 --> 00:04:09,560 Speaker 1: want to do that. That sounds fun and so I 84 00:04:09,600 --> 00:04:12,400 Speaker 1: did it last year, Um and it was. It was 85 00:04:12,480 --> 00:04:14,880 Speaker 1: so it was sweet. It's sad. You know, the kids 86 00:04:14,880 --> 00:04:16,440 Speaker 1: are like, you're afraid to be like do you want 87 00:04:16,440 --> 00:04:19,240 Speaker 1: to get presents for your parents? And you just don't 88 00:04:19,240 --> 00:04:22,520 Speaker 1: know what they're gonna say, and um, you know, last year, 89 00:04:23,040 --> 00:04:25,480 Speaker 1: the dad actually showed up and they're not supposed to 90 00:04:25,480 --> 00:04:27,200 Speaker 1: show up at Walmart and it was this whole thing 91 00:04:27,360 --> 00:04:30,320 Speaker 1: and they're really really good with security making sure the 92 00:04:30,360 --> 00:04:33,200 Speaker 1: kids are okay, but um, yeah, that was a weird thing. 93 00:04:33,240 --> 00:04:35,520 Speaker 1: And this year the boy was like, yeah, I'll get 94 00:04:35,520 --> 00:04:37,520 Speaker 1: my mom a necklace, but my dad's not really round, 95 00:04:37,640 --> 00:04:40,000 Speaker 1: and so it was it's just sad. But you you 96 00:04:40,080 --> 00:04:43,440 Speaker 1: gotta like you just have to treat them like nothing's wrong. 97 00:04:43,520 --> 00:04:45,200 Speaker 1: This is fun. We're gonna have fun, and you kind 98 00:04:45,200 --> 00:04:48,480 Speaker 1: of take them away from their crap at home. You know, 99 00:04:48,200 --> 00:04:53,200 Speaker 1: there no not at the No you are you the 100 00:04:53,200 --> 00:04:55,320 Speaker 1: singer we're supposed to be hanging out with. I was like, no, 101 00:04:55,440 --> 00:04:59,480 Speaker 1: I'm just somebody person. Kids. How old? How old are 102 00:04:59,480 --> 00:05:03,360 Speaker 1: the kids? They were from like seven to twelve, so 103 00:05:03,400 --> 00:05:07,159 Speaker 1: they're not Cassidy poeans No, No, they definitely don't listen. 104 00:05:07,279 --> 00:05:09,760 Speaker 1: They probably don't. I don't think they listen to country music. 105 00:05:09,880 --> 00:05:12,680 Speaker 1: They were trying to pull up like crazy stuff on 106 00:05:12,720 --> 00:05:14,760 Speaker 1: my phone and I was like, yeah, we're not doing that, 107 00:05:15,520 --> 00:05:20,760 Speaker 1: like really inappropriate rap songs like Linda's getting upset. Let's 108 00:05:20,760 --> 00:05:24,599 Speaker 1: put that away. That's fine. I've been to places before 109 00:05:24,600 --> 00:05:26,760 Speaker 1: where I'm supposed to be the celebrity quote I've a 110 00:05:26,800 --> 00:05:30,160 Speaker 1: finger quote where nobody has any idea. Yeah, I mean, honestly, 111 00:05:30,200 --> 00:05:33,880 Speaker 1: that kind of makes it feel like, um, you're actually 112 00:05:33,920 --> 00:05:37,159 Speaker 1: you're doing it for the right reasons. Like I mean, 113 00:05:37,279 --> 00:05:39,800 Speaker 1: I looked pretty similar to how I look now, like 114 00:05:39,920 --> 00:05:52,600 Speaker 1: crap with gold tennis shoes rolled up, slightly caprish blue jeans, tan, 115 00:05:52,720 --> 00:06:01,240 Speaker 1: orangeist orangish. Yeah, it's like, yeah, like one, I thank you. 116 00:06:01,440 --> 00:06:08,760 Speaker 1: It's like a baggy, baggy outfit day wonderful. I haven't 117 00:06:08,760 --> 00:06:10,920 Speaker 1: seen you for a bit, I guess I've we've talked 118 00:06:10,960 --> 00:06:12,479 Speaker 1: a few times, but I haven't seen you like in 119 00:06:12,600 --> 00:06:14,960 Speaker 1: professional world in a bit. Yeah, it kind of just 120 00:06:15,040 --> 00:06:17,960 Speaker 1: took the year to step away for a minute. Um 121 00:06:18,160 --> 00:06:23,640 Speaker 1: had to go through some transitions on all fronts music, personal, everything, 122 00:06:23,880 --> 00:06:27,440 Speaker 1: and it was. It was kind of amazing and terrible 123 00:06:27,480 --> 00:06:30,000 Speaker 1: at the same time. But like, I loved stepping back 124 00:06:30,040 --> 00:06:32,839 Speaker 1: and you know, all my friends had such a big 125 00:06:32,960 --> 00:06:35,280 Speaker 1: year and I got to enjoy it and watch and 126 00:06:35,440 --> 00:06:38,120 Speaker 1: not be you know, consumed with my stuff. I could 127 00:06:38,120 --> 00:06:40,320 Speaker 1: actually like root for them in a way where it 128 00:06:40,400 --> 00:06:43,359 Speaker 1: was just like I wasn't in the back of my 129 00:06:43,400 --> 00:06:45,400 Speaker 1: head thinking, Okay, what are we What am I doing next? 130 00:06:45,400 --> 00:06:46,840 Speaker 1: What am I doing next? It was it was kind 131 00:06:46,839 --> 00:06:49,080 Speaker 1: of nice, but I'm not gonna lie. It's it was 132 00:06:49,240 --> 00:06:52,640 Speaker 1: the hardest year of my life. So musically, you're not 133 00:06:52,760 --> 00:06:56,520 Speaker 1: with your record label anymore, which was Big Machine Group, 134 00:06:56,600 --> 00:07:00,240 Speaker 1: and that's who you were I signed to after The Voice. 135 00:07:01,080 --> 00:07:03,480 Speaker 1: So how does that work? Because you you win The 136 00:07:03,600 --> 00:07:10,560 Speaker 1: Voice season season three? Yeah, five years ago. Wow, So 137 00:07:10,600 --> 00:07:12,520 Speaker 1: that was about the time when I came to town too. 138 00:07:12,920 --> 00:07:14,440 Speaker 1: I guess we kind of came to town around the 139 00:07:14,440 --> 00:07:17,680 Speaker 1: same time. Weird. Yeah, I think you just beat me 140 00:07:17,760 --> 00:07:20,200 Speaker 1: because I haven't been here five years yet. No way, 141 00:07:20,480 --> 00:07:25,200 Speaker 1: I feel like, wow, just because I dominate, doesn't may 142 00:07:25,200 --> 00:07:28,560 Speaker 1: not have been here that is amazing now, but I 143 00:07:28,960 --> 00:07:34,120 Speaker 1: think you beat me because you would have had I came. 144 00:07:34,240 --> 00:07:36,680 Speaker 1: I came I think wasting what was your first song, 145 00:07:36,760 --> 00:07:38,520 Speaker 1: wasting all these two Yeah, I think that was already 146 00:07:38,520 --> 00:07:42,160 Speaker 1: happening whenever I got here. And so, yeah, this was 147 00:07:42,200 --> 00:07:47,520 Speaker 1: a thing. So when you finish that show, they go, Okay, 148 00:07:47,680 --> 00:07:50,600 Speaker 1: you're going You're going to Nashville. Well I wanted to. 149 00:07:50,720 --> 00:07:52,520 Speaker 1: I was like, I want to do country. I sang 150 00:07:52,560 --> 00:07:54,600 Speaker 1: country as a kid. I did the rock thing and 151 00:07:54,600 --> 00:07:56,840 Speaker 1: I loved it. Um, but when when I went on 152 00:07:56,920 --> 00:07:59,720 Speaker 1: the Voice, I started singing like all the songs that 153 00:07:59,760 --> 00:08:02,400 Speaker 1: I saying as a kid. I sang cry as a kid. 154 00:08:02,440 --> 00:08:05,520 Speaker 1: That was my finale song, and um, I didn't sing 155 00:08:05,560 --> 00:08:07,600 Speaker 1: over You as a kid, but like I wanted, I 156 00:08:07,640 --> 00:08:10,440 Speaker 1: wanted to do that, Like Blake didn't want, he didn't care. 157 00:08:10,520 --> 00:08:13,160 Speaker 1: He was like, do you? And then, um, it felt 158 00:08:13,200 --> 00:08:16,080 Speaker 1: so good. And I was still listening to country, and 159 00:08:16,120 --> 00:08:18,920 Speaker 1: I thought I could totally do a country thing where 160 00:08:18,920 --> 00:08:21,800 Speaker 1: I can still incorporate my pop and rock influences. So 161 00:08:22,360 --> 00:08:24,800 Speaker 1: I really wanted to come to Nashville. I didn't feel 162 00:08:24,880 --> 00:08:27,320 Speaker 1: I lived in l A for a few years. Um, 163 00:08:27,440 --> 00:08:31,680 Speaker 1: before the Voice, I didn't feel super embraced there, didn't 164 00:08:31,680 --> 00:08:34,000 Speaker 1: really feel like a fit in, and um, so I 165 00:08:34,040 --> 00:08:38,880 Speaker 1: came here and and um yeah, basically it took me 166 00:08:38,920 --> 00:08:41,120 Speaker 1: a minute. Took me a minute to get accepted. And 167 00:08:41,320 --> 00:08:43,800 Speaker 1: I was going back and forth from l A to Nashville. 168 00:08:43,880 --> 00:08:46,480 Speaker 1: And that's like it's funny, you know, no matter how 169 00:08:46,600 --> 00:08:48,520 Speaker 1: much you tell people no, no, like I'm in it 170 00:08:48,600 --> 00:08:50,800 Speaker 1: like this, this is it. I'm not trying to do 171 00:08:50,880 --> 00:08:54,679 Speaker 1: a crossover thing. I love country music. They're like, uh huh, yeah, okay, 172 00:08:54,960 --> 00:08:58,000 Speaker 1: until you move here full time. It's like they don't 173 00:08:58,080 --> 00:09:01,720 Speaker 1: really like they don't really embrace you that much. And 174 00:09:01,920 --> 00:09:04,640 Speaker 1: I got lucky. I had some great people behind me, 175 00:09:04,720 --> 00:09:06,960 Speaker 1: and you know, I got signed a big machine label 176 00:09:07,000 --> 00:09:09,320 Speaker 1: group and that was awesome. But was that part of 177 00:09:09,360 --> 00:09:11,000 Speaker 1: the deal of the Voice, like if you want the 178 00:09:11,120 --> 00:09:12,880 Speaker 1: voice or like I know, on Idol. I friends have 179 00:09:12,880 --> 00:09:14,520 Speaker 1: been on Idol and now friends have been on the Voice. 180 00:09:14,559 --> 00:09:16,480 Speaker 1: But now the Voice they don't put out people that 181 00:09:16,480 --> 00:09:18,440 Speaker 1: people care about it anymore. It's more about the TV show. 182 00:09:19,400 --> 00:09:21,960 Speaker 1: I mean, it's two seasons a year. It doesn't give 183 00:09:22,040 --> 00:09:26,319 Speaker 1: people enough time to really digest artists. And like, I 184 00:09:26,360 --> 00:09:28,960 Speaker 1: have no idea who's won the last I don't know 185 00:09:28,960 --> 00:09:31,199 Speaker 1: who's want any seasons except for you and Daniel, only 186 00:09:31,200 --> 00:09:33,600 Speaker 1: because I know you I don't. I've never actually watched 187 00:09:33,600 --> 00:09:38,280 Speaker 1: the voice. Yeah, I literally can't anymore. Yeah, I wish 188 00:09:38,320 --> 00:09:40,800 Speaker 1: I knew more questions because I don't want I don't 189 00:09:40,920 --> 00:09:45,400 Speaker 1: well okay, so yeah it's Universal, okay, and I was 190 00:09:45,440 --> 00:09:48,560 Speaker 1: the first country artist to win. So I was like, Okay, 191 00:09:48,679 --> 00:09:50,480 Speaker 1: I don't want to be signed Universal in New York. 192 00:09:50,520 --> 00:09:52,160 Speaker 1: I want to or l A. I want, I need 193 00:09:52,200 --> 00:09:54,240 Speaker 1: to be in Nashville. So let's figure this out. And 194 00:09:54,320 --> 00:09:57,920 Speaker 1: thankfully I I got also a management deal with Irving 195 00:09:57,920 --> 00:10:01,840 Speaker 1: A's off from that show and who you know manages 196 00:10:01,880 --> 00:10:06,240 Speaker 1: I know, you know, he's a big probably the biggest 197 00:10:06,360 --> 00:10:10,400 Speaker 1: manager in the history of managers. Yeah probably did ye 198 00:10:10,640 --> 00:10:15,640 Speaker 1: still right now? Huge John Mayor? Yeah, and so he um, 199 00:10:15,679 --> 00:10:18,120 Speaker 1: he actually left the management company I was supposed to 200 00:10:18,160 --> 00:10:20,240 Speaker 1: get signed to, but he took me with him. I 201 00:10:20,280 --> 00:10:24,560 Speaker 1: got so lucky, and he was like, yeah, we'll just 202 00:10:24,600 --> 00:10:27,480 Speaker 1: renegotiate the deal and you'll get You'll just go to Nashville, 203 00:10:27,840 --> 00:10:30,680 Speaker 1: that's what you want. So it was like not even 204 00:10:30,720 --> 00:10:34,640 Speaker 1: really the kosher way of doing things for when you 205 00:10:34,720 --> 00:10:37,880 Speaker 1: come off that show, but he figured it out and 206 00:10:38,120 --> 00:10:41,319 Speaker 1: he alongside my my day to day Tina Kennedy, and um, 207 00:10:41,360 --> 00:10:44,440 Speaker 1: they were just so great with that. But I I 208 00:10:44,480 --> 00:10:48,720 Speaker 1: inherited this deal. It was awesome at first, and it's 209 00:10:48,720 --> 00:10:51,200 Speaker 1: hard because usually when you're with the label, they get 210 00:10:51,240 --> 00:10:53,240 Speaker 1: to know you, they have time to really sit with 211 00:10:53,280 --> 00:10:56,640 Speaker 1: you and develop you. And UM, I didn't have that time. 212 00:10:56,679 --> 00:10:58,560 Speaker 1: And it was like, why wouldn't we just put something 213 00:10:58,559 --> 00:11:00,920 Speaker 1: out as soon as we can and strike while the 214 00:11:00,920 --> 00:11:03,160 Speaker 1: iron taught and you know, while people are paying attention. 215 00:11:03,920 --> 00:11:07,320 Speaker 1: And so we did, and we at least rereleased Frame 216 00:11:07,360 --> 00:11:10,000 Speaker 1: by Frame, which was I still love that album. I'm 217 00:11:10,000 --> 00:11:13,199 Speaker 1: proud of it, but you can definitely hear there's a 218 00:11:13,240 --> 00:11:18,199 Speaker 1: little confusion. There's like some identity crisis. She was like, man, 219 00:11:18,240 --> 00:11:19,800 Speaker 1: they just it was like shows over. Okay, let's go 220 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:21,920 Speaker 1: pick songs. The have a day, pick some songs and 221 00:11:22,000 --> 00:11:24,320 Speaker 1: go sing them and get them out of immediately. Yeah. Yeah, 222 00:11:24,360 --> 00:11:26,040 Speaker 1: And I loved it. I got to come here and 223 00:11:26,080 --> 00:11:29,360 Speaker 1: write and I wrote half the album and and some 224 00:11:29,440 --> 00:11:32,440 Speaker 1: songs I actually put on there that I wrote years ago. 225 00:11:32,640 --> 00:11:34,880 Speaker 1: So it was like it was fun and I just 226 00:11:35,240 --> 00:11:39,040 Speaker 1: loved it, but it wasn't. Um, and I noticed it 227 00:11:39,120 --> 00:11:41,840 Speaker 1: now now that I like going through a break up 228 00:11:41,880 --> 00:11:44,280 Speaker 1: this year and just going through a lot of stuff. 229 00:11:44,320 --> 00:11:47,920 Speaker 1: This year, I was writing about things from the past, 230 00:11:48,120 --> 00:11:51,319 Speaker 1: and there's only so much you can do with that, Like, 231 00:11:51,480 --> 00:11:53,720 Speaker 1: there's only so so you can only go so deep 232 00:11:53,760 --> 00:11:56,640 Speaker 1: with that, and I did. I made it happen. But 233 00:11:56,720 --> 00:11:59,840 Speaker 1: writing in it in the pain, in the struggle is 234 00:12:00,280 --> 00:12:05,760 Speaker 1: so much crazier. I mean you, I've been writings so 235 00:12:05,840 --> 00:12:11,080 Speaker 1: much more now, yes, yeah, more than I've ever done 236 00:12:11,080 --> 00:12:14,800 Speaker 1: in my life. And it's like I'm really excited about it. 237 00:12:14,800 --> 00:12:16,600 Speaker 1: But back then it was like I'm going to think 238 00:12:16,600 --> 00:12:19,720 Speaker 1: about my ex from when I was eighteen, who like 239 00:12:20,280 --> 00:12:22,040 Speaker 1: who hooked up with my friend two days after we 240 00:12:22,080 --> 00:12:23,679 Speaker 1: broke up, Like I was, look, the worst thing I 241 00:12:23,720 --> 00:12:26,960 Speaker 1: could think of, and my parents divorced. That wasn't fun. 242 00:12:27,000 --> 00:12:30,679 Speaker 1: But um yeah, it just it just is a different game. 243 00:12:30,760 --> 00:12:32,560 Speaker 1: So like listening back to the record, I love it, 244 00:12:32,600 --> 00:12:36,680 Speaker 1: but I'm just like I get why, you know, only 245 00:12:36,720 --> 00:12:41,160 Speaker 1: went so far, so kind of smash that to Now 246 00:12:41,760 --> 00:12:44,360 Speaker 1: when did your record deal? When did that end? Was 247 00:12:44,400 --> 00:12:46,960 Speaker 1: like it was in May actually this year? Yeah, so 248 00:12:47,000 --> 00:12:50,600 Speaker 1: what happened there? Um, it just we just stopped being 249 00:12:50,640 --> 00:12:53,520 Speaker 1: on the same page and it wasn't what does that mean? 250 00:12:54,000 --> 00:12:56,440 Speaker 1: So I would send in songs or they would send 251 00:12:56,440 --> 00:12:58,640 Speaker 1: me songs and I'm I'm the kind of artist. If 252 00:12:58,679 --> 00:13:00,120 Speaker 1: I hear a song that I didn't write but I 253 00:13:00,160 --> 00:13:02,560 Speaker 1: wish I did, I'll cut it. I love I just 254 00:13:02,600 --> 00:13:05,440 Speaker 1: love good songs. But they weren't sending me stuff that 255 00:13:05,559 --> 00:13:08,120 Speaker 1: I liked and that was me and they didn't really 256 00:13:08,120 --> 00:13:09,800 Speaker 1: like anything I was writing, so it was like, what 257 00:13:10,200 --> 00:13:13,080 Speaker 1: are we really doing here? And our last ditch effort 258 00:13:13,160 --> 00:13:16,440 Speaker 1: was the Summer EP and I loved that EP, but 259 00:13:17,120 --> 00:13:20,439 Speaker 1: there were compromises their song wise, and I didn't get 260 00:13:20,440 --> 00:13:22,079 Speaker 1: to do fully what I wanted. I did get to 261 00:13:22,120 --> 00:13:24,600 Speaker 1: go with Corey Crowder, which was great, and I could 262 00:13:24,640 --> 00:13:28,680 Speaker 1: just cut my newest project with him, but um yeah, 263 00:13:28,800 --> 00:13:33,200 Speaker 1: just it just stopped feeling right and and stopped being inspirational, 264 00:13:33,400 --> 00:13:35,200 Speaker 1: and it just and it and it was there was 265 00:13:35,240 --> 00:13:37,400 Speaker 1: no bad blood or anything. It just was like, let's 266 00:13:37,440 --> 00:13:41,959 Speaker 1: just call it like it is. And my managers went 267 00:13:42,120 --> 00:13:46,440 Speaker 1: to Scott Bouschetta and just were like, hey, she's she's 268 00:13:46,440 --> 00:13:49,480 Speaker 1: not happy, you're not happy. Let's just call it a day. 269 00:13:49,760 --> 00:13:52,240 Speaker 1: It wasn't, you know, super clean like they were, you know, 270 00:13:52,280 --> 00:13:58,280 Speaker 1: back and forth negotiations or whatnot. But again, irving more records, 271 00:13:59,000 --> 00:14:03,439 Speaker 1: I did for sure, and I don't anymore. You don't anymore? 272 00:14:03,880 --> 00:14:08,079 Speaker 1: Do you know them anything? Because like anything? Yeah, just 273 00:14:08,120 --> 00:14:11,920 Speaker 1: like a little point thing. But it's I'm really lucky 274 00:14:12,320 --> 00:14:14,640 Speaker 1: with what I think. There was just a respect level 275 00:14:14,679 --> 00:14:17,880 Speaker 1: there between Scott and Irving, and I didn't rock the 276 00:14:17,920 --> 00:14:20,320 Speaker 1: boat in any way. I wasn't mean or weird about it. 277 00:14:20,360 --> 00:14:23,320 Speaker 1: I was just like, hey, dude, this isn't working. I 278 00:14:23,320 --> 00:14:26,400 Speaker 1: think you're cool, but like, can I just move on now? 279 00:14:26,880 --> 00:14:28,440 Speaker 1: So then, so what do you the next day? You 280 00:14:28,440 --> 00:14:32,320 Speaker 1: don't have a record here? What's the difference? Well? Nothing? 281 00:14:32,400 --> 00:14:34,960 Speaker 1: At first. I was like, I felt like there was 282 00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:37,520 Speaker 1: a kind of a weightlifted and it's kind of a jolt. 283 00:14:37,600 --> 00:14:41,120 Speaker 1: It's like okay, so what now? Um? But pretty much 284 00:14:41,200 --> 00:14:43,160 Speaker 1: right away I just went in and cut songs that 285 00:14:43,200 --> 00:14:46,040 Speaker 1: I had been writing with Corey Um. I hired like 286 00:14:46,080 --> 00:14:49,800 Speaker 1: a digital creative team that I just outsourced myself, and 287 00:14:50,320 --> 00:14:52,400 Speaker 1: all this stuff costs money and your labels not paying 288 00:14:52,400 --> 00:14:54,640 Speaker 1: for it. Now, So did you make some good money 289 00:14:54,800 --> 00:14:57,600 Speaker 1: in the five years? Yeah? Okay, yeah, I got lucky. 290 00:14:57,800 --> 00:15:00,280 Speaker 1: C I A are amazing, my lucky. If if you're 291 00:15:00,320 --> 00:15:05,800 Speaker 1: actually good and you're working, yeah, you're right. It's not lucky. 292 00:15:06,920 --> 00:15:09,080 Speaker 1: People are like, I got so lucky, but did you 293 00:15:09,240 --> 00:15:11,920 Speaker 1: when you put in all those hours? Well, look, I 294 00:15:11,960 --> 00:15:14,640 Speaker 1: think there's a certain level of luck, Like there's timing 295 00:15:14,840 --> 00:15:18,000 Speaker 1: and people that come into your life at very interesting time. 296 00:15:18,160 --> 00:15:19,960 Speaker 1: So I think I don't believe in luck. You're talking 297 00:15:19,960 --> 00:15:23,280 Speaker 1: to the wrong guy. But here's the synergy. But it's 298 00:15:23,360 --> 00:15:26,080 Speaker 1: okay that you do so. So you had some money 299 00:15:26,080 --> 00:15:28,680 Speaker 1: saved up? I did. Yeah. My my business managers my 300 00:15:28,720 --> 00:15:31,920 Speaker 1: mom's and she's amazing. You probably got good money saved up. 301 00:15:32,520 --> 00:15:35,520 Speaker 1: Watching you back like crazy, Well I'm the one who's like, hey, mom, 302 00:15:35,560 --> 00:15:37,560 Speaker 1: do you think I could go shopping today? Like? Am 303 00:15:37,600 --> 00:15:39,360 Speaker 1: I good? She's like, yeah, you don't have to ask 304 00:15:39,400 --> 00:15:40,960 Speaker 1: me every time you want to go buy like a 305 00:15:40,960 --> 00:15:43,720 Speaker 1: good pair of shoes. Like you're good. But I'm just 306 00:15:44,320 --> 00:15:45,720 Speaker 1: you know, I didn't grow up with a lot of money, 307 00:15:45,880 --> 00:15:48,480 Speaker 1: and like my parents divorced really put my mom in 308 00:15:48,480 --> 00:15:51,160 Speaker 1: a tough position. And business managed for anybody else, just you. 309 00:15:51,280 --> 00:15:57,040 Speaker 1: She does she does a bunch of like YouTube. Yeah, 310 00:15:57,160 --> 00:16:00,680 Speaker 1: she's doing well. She does YouTube. Kids, she wow, like 311 00:16:00,800 --> 00:16:03,320 Speaker 1: band Lydia? Do you know Lydia? I don't know? Okay, 312 00:16:03,360 --> 00:16:05,960 Speaker 1: she she does a few bands like it's kind of 313 00:16:05,960 --> 00:16:09,360 Speaker 1: a crazy story. Yeah, how did she get into that? 314 00:16:09,480 --> 00:16:11,920 Speaker 1: Is that like her degree? Yeah? She she's a c 315 00:16:12,040 --> 00:16:14,120 Speaker 1: p A. She did. She does the books for a 316 00:16:14,160 --> 00:16:16,280 Speaker 1: condominium in West Palm Beach, Florida, which she still goes 317 00:16:16,320 --> 00:16:20,200 Speaker 1: to every month she has to oversee. But I wasn't. 318 00:16:20,320 --> 00:16:22,880 Speaker 1: I had a big business manager when I was in 319 00:16:22,880 --> 00:16:25,000 Speaker 1: my band, Hey Monday, and he kind of ran us 320 00:16:25,000 --> 00:16:27,200 Speaker 1: into the ground. And my mom was like, I do 321 00:16:27,280 --> 00:16:28,600 Speaker 1: this for a living. I'll help you out for a 322 00:16:28,640 --> 00:16:32,040 Speaker 1: little bit. And that was probably ten years ago, and 323 00:16:32,160 --> 00:16:34,640 Speaker 1: she's been doing it ever since, and through me and 324 00:16:34,760 --> 00:16:36,480 Speaker 1: through my manager at the time when I was in 325 00:16:36,520 --> 00:16:39,720 Speaker 1: Hey Monday. He knows she's amazing and he moved here. 326 00:16:39,800 --> 00:16:42,640 Speaker 1: Rohan Coley, who's at Warner Now. I don't know anybody, Okay, 327 00:16:44,560 --> 00:16:47,400 Speaker 1: everybody I know no one. I think everybody knows you, 328 00:16:47,480 --> 00:16:49,560 Speaker 1: but you know nobody. No, it's not. Everybody knows me 329 00:16:49,840 --> 00:16:51,880 Speaker 1: very one side of the only time I get to 330 00:16:51,920 --> 00:16:53,960 Speaker 1: know people is when they come and do this. Otherwise, 331 00:16:54,000 --> 00:16:57,200 Speaker 1: I don't go out every weekend. I'm on the road. Yeah, 332 00:16:57,240 --> 00:16:59,120 Speaker 1: I got to bed at eight o'clock. What do you 333 00:16:59,120 --> 00:17:01,680 Speaker 1: want from me? I got nothing. It's okay, nothing, Hey, 334 00:17:01,680 --> 00:17:05,760 Speaker 1: it's okay, I'm just you know, trying to anyway. Uh yeah, 335 00:17:05,760 --> 00:17:07,879 Speaker 1: we're got out and she's she's killing it. But so 336 00:17:07,960 --> 00:17:10,399 Speaker 1: now your mom's business managing and lots of artists. That's 337 00:17:10,440 --> 00:17:13,160 Speaker 1: pretty freaking cool. Yeah, and she's probably a plus though. 338 00:17:13,160 --> 00:17:14,960 Speaker 1: You're number one on the list to make sure she's 339 00:17:15,000 --> 00:17:18,000 Speaker 1: checking that. And you saved a bunch of money. Yeah, 340 00:17:18,119 --> 00:17:23,040 Speaker 1: I got I've got endorsements. CIA was great, and teeth endorsement, yes, 341 00:17:23,119 --> 00:17:27,760 Speaker 1: teeth dentures, it was something. Yeah. Oh man, I bet 342 00:17:27,800 --> 00:17:30,760 Speaker 1: that paid you a ton of money. I have friends 343 00:17:30,800 --> 00:17:34,200 Speaker 1: that have done commercials and they weren't even doing endorsements 344 00:17:34,240 --> 00:17:36,639 Speaker 1: like celebrity endorsements, but they would do national spots and 345 00:17:36,640 --> 00:17:41,280 Speaker 1: they would get like I think one of them. Yeah, 346 00:17:41,359 --> 00:17:44,280 Speaker 1: it's I mean those corporations, they have sold so much 347 00:17:44,320 --> 00:17:46,480 Speaker 1: money and if they if you can move the needle 348 00:17:46,520 --> 00:17:49,560 Speaker 1: in any way, they're stoked. And it's great. Even when 349 00:17:49,560 --> 00:17:52,359 Speaker 1: I do stand up for corporate gigs and the money 350 00:17:52,440 --> 00:17:55,920 Speaker 1: is unrealistic. Yeah, you want to do corporate gigs because 351 00:17:55,920 --> 00:17:58,400 Speaker 1: it's not like a real thing to them. Yeah, totally. 352 00:17:58,400 --> 00:18:01,159 Speaker 1: Well my so, my, my, the guy who does my sound, 353 00:18:01,880 --> 00:18:03,359 Speaker 1: you know, I didn't have a tour this year, so 354 00:18:03,400 --> 00:18:05,119 Speaker 1: he had to just kind of make money wherever. And 355 00:18:05,119 --> 00:18:08,439 Speaker 1: he does these corporate gigs where he literally presses mute 356 00:18:08,440 --> 00:18:10,640 Speaker 1: and un mute and he gets paid so much more 357 00:18:10,680 --> 00:18:12,400 Speaker 1: than what I compare him, and I'm just like, you're 358 00:18:12,480 --> 00:18:14,080 Speaker 1: not even doing anything. And he gets to go to 359 00:18:14,119 --> 00:18:16,560 Speaker 1: like all these awesome places for a week straight and 360 00:18:16,600 --> 00:18:19,840 Speaker 1: he's literally there for like an hour pressing mute mute. 361 00:18:19,920 --> 00:18:22,479 Speaker 1: There are comedians that I know, There aren't even the 362 00:18:22,560 --> 00:18:25,800 Speaker 1: A tier comedians that will get thirty grand a night. Yeah, 363 00:18:26,320 --> 00:18:28,160 Speaker 1: they'll take care of you. Fly you in fly I mean, 364 00:18:28,240 --> 00:18:30,119 Speaker 1: and you just go and you talk in front of 365 00:18:30,160 --> 00:18:34,440 Speaker 1: a bunch of people that work at Sam's Club. Sam's Club. 366 00:18:34,480 --> 00:18:38,360 Speaker 1: I've totally done that gig. I did Dollar General like 367 00:18:38,760 --> 00:18:41,919 Speaker 1: three months ago, and it's all people that work at 368 00:18:41,920 --> 00:18:45,479 Speaker 1: all the General are brought in and their bosses and 369 00:18:45,520 --> 00:18:48,760 Speaker 1: it's five people people and you up on stage. You 370 00:18:48,800 --> 00:18:50,920 Speaker 1: tell your jokes and they're like cool, here's a check, 371 00:18:51,000 --> 00:18:55,120 Speaker 1: and you're like thank you, but listen, I think I 372 00:18:55,160 --> 00:18:58,960 Speaker 1: earned the spot. And if they're going to pay somebody 373 00:18:59,560 --> 00:19:02,480 Speaker 1: I'm that much, I'm happy to take it. Be the 374 00:19:02,520 --> 00:19:06,840 Speaker 1: person they pay. Absolutely and you saved your money. Yeah, 375 00:19:07,080 --> 00:19:08,879 Speaker 1: so I'm not like I'm not a big spender. I 376 00:19:08,880 --> 00:19:11,240 Speaker 1: bought a house this year. That was like a big 377 00:19:11,520 --> 00:19:16,960 Speaker 1: investment for me. But the investment where pretty pretty boyfriend 378 00:19:17,000 --> 00:19:19,639 Speaker 1: breakup or post. Okay, that's cool. Then at least I 379 00:19:19,680 --> 00:19:23,000 Speaker 1: have that drama. Oh yeah, no, I right away I 380 00:19:23,040 --> 00:19:25,320 Speaker 1: was like, I gotta find a house. I want my 381 00:19:25,480 --> 00:19:28,480 Speaker 1: dog to have a yard. I want to Yeah. I 382 00:19:28,560 --> 00:19:31,720 Speaker 1: was living downtown. Yeah, yeah, I was. Yeah, I was 383 00:19:31,760 --> 00:19:33,920 Speaker 1: downtown and it was fun. It was great, I could 384 00:19:33,960 --> 00:19:36,639 Speaker 1: walk places. But once that ended, I was like, I 385 00:19:36,640 --> 00:19:40,080 Speaker 1: think I'm ready for like a massive change. And yeah, 386 00:19:40,119 --> 00:19:44,040 Speaker 1: I got a house. Pays for a house cash. No, 387 00:19:45,280 --> 00:19:47,919 Speaker 1: how much he really had? How much he saved up? 388 00:19:47,960 --> 00:19:50,720 Speaker 1: I mean Nicholson saved up? No, not that much. You 389 00:19:50,840 --> 00:19:53,680 Speaker 1: finish so you're out of the deal, which means you 390 00:19:53,720 --> 00:19:55,679 Speaker 1: have to spend your own money, and you spend your 391 00:19:55,680 --> 00:19:57,840 Speaker 1: own money differently than when it's somebody else's money. I've 392 00:19:57,920 --> 00:20:00,879 Speaker 1: learned from having build my own ventures. Sure, so now 393 00:20:00,880 --> 00:20:02,880 Speaker 1: you got to spend your own money and make music. Yeah, 394 00:20:02,920 --> 00:20:06,080 Speaker 1: and I got I mean, Corey is he's a massive 395 00:20:06,280 --> 00:20:08,760 Speaker 1: champion of mine, Like he is just the best and 396 00:20:08,800 --> 00:20:12,639 Speaker 1: he knows um he's doing. He's cutting me a deal 397 00:20:12,760 --> 00:20:15,320 Speaker 1: and it's it's still expensive because he's Corey. I mean, 398 00:20:15,320 --> 00:20:17,040 Speaker 1: I'm not going to ask him to do it for free, 399 00:20:17,080 --> 00:20:20,040 Speaker 1: and like I can pay him, but he definitely cut 400 00:20:20,080 --> 00:20:22,159 Speaker 1: me a better deal. When you're an independent artist, you 401 00:20:22,160 --> 00:20:24,760 Speaker 1: tend to get better deals on stuff when when like 402 00:20:24,920 --> 00:20:26,800 Speaker 1: the studio knows you don't have a label fronting it 403 00:20:26,880 --> 00:20:29,520 Speaker 1: and the mixer masters and all that, like it's cheaper. 404 00:20:29,760 --> 00:20:34,000 Speaker 1: So like when Walker Hayes produced some stuff for me, 405 00:20:34,720 --> 00:20:37,000 Speaker 1: some of some raging idiot stuff, I was just like, hey, dude, 406 00:20:37,040 --> 00:20:38,520 Speaker 1: I'll pay a little bit, but how about you own 407 00:20:38,600 --> 00:20:40,320 Speaker 1: some of it so I can have some points on 408 00:20:40,359 --> 00:20:43,240 Speaker 1: that because it was just easier and I knew we'd 409 00:20:43,320 --> 00:20:46,280 Speaker 1: sell a good amount of singles. And he was like, yeah, cool, cool, cool. 410 00:20:46,560 --> 00:20:48,120 Speaker 1: So that's what we is, That what you guys are doing. 411 00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:50,800 Speaker 1: So you just pay him straight up paying him. I 412 00:20:50,800 --> 00:20:52,040 Speaker 1: need to talk to him, he needs to work about 413 00:20:52,040 --> 00:20:54,240 Speaker 1: a deal. If he's taking less money, he needs to 414 00:20:54,280 --> 00:20:57,359 Speaker 1: get some of his action. Well yeah, I mean my 415 00:20:57,480 --> 00:21:00,400 Speaker 1: thing is so I want to release it independently and 416 00:21:00,560 --> 00:21:03,720 Speaker 1: if a label gets involved eventually I will make sure 417 00:21:03,720 --> 00:21:06,120 Speaker 1: he's taken care of, and I'm going to keep using him. 418 00:21:06,400 --> 00:21:11,640 Speaker 1: So release it independently, meaning you're going to I'm gonna yeah, 419 00:21:11,680 --> 00:21:13,240 Speaker 1: I'm gonna put it out. I'm gonna put it out 420 00:21:13,240 --> 00:21:17,760 Speaker 1: on iTunes and all of that, and um, you know, 421 00:21:17,960 --> 00:21:21,840 Speaker 1: lean on my fans. I saw an instan story where 422 00:21:21,840 --> 00:21:24,720 Speaker 1: you were like listening to the music. Did you do that? 423 00:21:25,240 --> 00:21:27,760 Speaker 1: Fans know I've been working on it. They know that 424 00:21:28,000 --> 00:21:30,280 Speaker 1: it's coming. I just don't have a release date yet, 425 00:21:30,600 --> 00:21:33,560 Speaker 1: and I know for sure it's going to be. It's 426 00:21:33,560 --> 00:21:38,080 Speaker 1: gonna be probably in February. Oh that's pretty quick. Yeah, yeah, 427 00:21:38,160 --> 00:21:39,960 Speaker 1: because I just and it's fun, like I have my 428 00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:42,680 Speaker 1: own timeline. That's another thing, you know, with with the 429 00:21:42,760 --> 00:21:45,720 Speaker 1: label and stuff, you don't you know, I have to 430 00:21:45,720 --> 00:21:47,560 Speaker 1: worry about that. I have some of the new stuff here. 431 00:21:48,160 --> 00:21:51,840 Speaker 1: This is one of Cassidy's new songs. There you go, agize. 432 00:21:58,520 --> 00:21:59,879 Speaker 1: She was looking at me like what do you have? 433 00:22:00,720 --> 00:22:03,040 Speaker 1: How do you have it? Yeah? Let me talk about 434 00:22:03,080 --> 00:22:05,040 Speaker 1: sleep number for one second. So when it comes to 435 00:22:05,080 --> 00:22:08,000 Speaker 1: holiday gifts, what gift could be better than the gift 436 00:22:08,040 --> 00:22:10,480 Speaker 1: to sleep? Even for yourself. You may be hearing this 437 00:22:10,560 --> 00:22:13,680 Speaker 1: before Christmas. Maybe you're hearing this way after Christmas. I 438 00:22:13,720 --> 00:22:15,439 Speaker 1: don't know when you listen to this thing, but I 439 00:22:15,440 --> 00:22:18,000 Speaker 1: can tell you this. I do love my Sleep number bed. 440 00:22:18,119 --> 00:22:20,359 Speaker 1: And maybe you thought you couldn't afford to sleep number 441 00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:22,520 Speaker 1: Did you know that at nine out of ten couples 442 00:22:22,560 --> 00:22:26,119 Speaker 1: disagree on mattress firmness. The sleep number bed let you 443 00:22:26,200 --> 00:22:28,639 Speaker 1: choose your ideal comfort, your ideal support on each side, 444 00:22:28,920 --> 00:22:30,600 Speaker 1: so it's just right for the both of you. The 445 00:22:30,640 --> 00:22:33,439 Speaker 1: newest Sleep number beds are so smart they automatically adjust 446 00:22:33,480 --> 00:22:36,560 Speaker 1: so you both stay sleeping comfortably throughout the night. My 447 00:22:36,600 --> 00:22:39,560 Speaker 1: sleep Number setting is a thirty, and my sleep by 448 00:22:39,600 --> 00:22:41,879 Speaker 1: Q score last night was in the nineties. And do 449 00:22:41,960 --> 00:22:43,560 Speaker 1: the show from my house and my bed is literally 450 00:22:43,880 --> 00:22:46,480 Speaker 1: twenty five ft away from you right now. Sleep number 451 00:22:46,520 --> 00:22:49,040 Speaker 1: beds cost about the same US tradtional mattresses last twice 452 00:22:49,040 --> 00:22:51,400 Speaker 1: as long. And you're going now save two hundred bucks 453 00:22:51,440 --> 00:22:53,320 Speaker 1: on a Queens C four mattress now with sleep by 454 00:22:53,400 --> 00:23:00,000 Speaker 1: Q technology only fifteen nine uh nine fifte yeah, yeah, 455 00:23:00,119 --> 00:23:02,240 Speaker 1: you get it, plus by one cool fit two point 456 00:23:02,240 --> 00:23:05,560 Speaker 1: o pillow gets second one half off. So next bed 457 00:23:05,600 --> 00:23:07,159 Speaker 1: to find the story near you and tell him I 458 00:23:07,200 --> 00:23:10,159 Speaker 1: think you're cool. Okay, So all, are you putting out 459 00:23:10,280 --> 00:23:14,119 Speaker 1: music in February? Are you done with it? Yeah? Yeah, yeah, 460 00:23:14,200 --> 00:23:17,399 Speaker 1: I'm waiting for somebody to possibly sing on it. And 461 00:23:17,400 --> 00:23:18,760 Speaker 1: I don't want to say who because I don't know 462 00:23:18,800 --> 00:23:25,000 Speaker 1: if he's going to do it. Oh me the two spectrums, yes, 463 00:23:25,440 --> 00:23:29,400 Speaker 1: the best and the absolute worst. So okay, so you're 464 00:23:29,400 --> 00:23:32,320 Speaker 1: almost done, then I'm almost done and uh yeah, and 465 00:23:32,800 --> 00:23:36,440 Speaker 1: I've got out my publishing. I'm you got out of 466 00:23:36,440 --> 00:23:42,120 Speaker 1: your publishing. My publishing people were paying you to write, yes, essentially, Yeah, 467 00:23:42,240 --> 00:23:44,880 Speaker 1: I I was on like an artist publishing deal, which 468 00:23:45,000 --> 00:23:46,800 Speaker 1: you don't really have to meet a quota or anything. 469 00:23:46,920 --> 00:23:50,320 Speaker 1: It's just basically like they're in charge of getting you 470 00:23:50,440 --> 00:23:53,560 Speaker 1: sings or getting you pitching new songs for for you 471 00:23:53,600 --> 00:23:56,800 Speaker 1: to get and record or whatever. You know. There there's 472 00:23:56,800 --> 00:23:59,720 Speaker 1: definitely there's an advance at the first when you first 473 00:23:59,760 --> 00:24:03,040 Speaker 1: saw line, but it just again, it just kind of 474 00:24:03,400 --> 00:24:06,399 Speaker 1: ran its course. And then um I also I like, 475 00:24:06,480 --> 00:24:09,080 Speaker 1: oh my managers, which was tough because it's like a 476 00:24:09,119 --> 00:24:12,359 Speaker 1: full purge. Yeah. Yeah, I guess you kind of need to. 477 00:24:12,560 --> 00:24:15,399 Speaker 1: If you're gonna go se you almost have to go 478 00:24:15,440 --> 00:24:19,639 Speaker 1: a hundred. Yeah. The only person I kept was Darren Murphayette, CIA. 479 00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:23,200 Speaker 1: Because I was like, you've been you know, consistent, You're 480 00:24:23,280 --> 00:24:25,960 Speaker 1: my rock here. You're like and and and you know, 481 00:24:26,040 --> 00:24:28,440 Speaker 1: it's it's easy when you're not doing well or you're 482 00:24:28,480 --> 00:24:30,399 Speaker 1: not you don't have anything going on for somebody to 483 00:24:30,480 --> 00:24:32,080 Speaker 1: be like, Okay, I'm gonna go over here now and 484 00:24:32,160 --> 00:24:34,240 Speaker 1: I'll let you figure it out on your own. But 485 00:24:34,359 --> 00:24:36,600 Speaker 1: like he never did that. He was always really and 486 00:24:36,680 --> 00:24:39,480 Speaker 1: not that everybody else did, but he just he was 487 00:24:39,560 --> 00:24:41,080 Speaker 1: just amazing. He kept me busy, he kept me on 488 00:24:41,119 --> 00:24:44,080 Speaker 1: the road, he kept making me money. And and that's 489 00:24:44,240 --> 00:24:47,240 Speaker 1: like he's there's no, it's not broke. So c A, 490 00:24:47,359 --> 00:24:50,639 Speaker 1: by the way, as an agency, fullest closure with c 491 00:24:50,800 --> 00:24:54,680 Speaker 1: A is my agency to good people. They're all the same. 492 00:24:54,920 --> 00:24:57,639 Speaker 1: I mean, I mean really like I I have went 493 00:24:57,720 --> 00:25:00,800 Speaker 1: to see A because I know because I'll liked my 494 00:25:01,040 --> 00:25:03,600 Speaker 1: specific agent. By the way, I never signed with c 495 00:25:03,720 --> 00:25:05,440 Speaker 1: A in Nashville. I signed with CE in New York 496 00:25:06,000 --> 00:25:10,200 Speaker 1: for television, and it was like, Hey, your band selling 497 00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:12,600 Speaker 1: tickets for like five people and night in theaters, why 498 00:25:12,600 --> 00:25:15,720 Speaker 1: don't you get a agent? Like all right, And so 499 00:25:15,800 --> 00:25:17,159 Speaker 1: I went and talk to people and then I just 500 00:25:17,240 --> 00:25:18,600 Speaker 1: like the people to see A better. I didn't. I 501 00:25:18,600 --> 00:25:21,600 Speaker 1: don't know the difference. The difference, I'm not. I guess 502 00:25:21,640 --> 00:25:24,600 Speaker 1: I don't really either, but I love it. I love CIA, 503 00:25:24,720 --> 00:25:27,080 Speaker 1: so it's like I do too because because I like 504 00:25:27,200 --> 00:25:30,000 Speaker 1: the people that I work with directly exactly. So that's 505 00:25:30,040 --> 00:25:32,560 Speaker 1: an agency. Do you have to give of everything or 506 00:25:32,600 --> 00:25:36,760 Speaker 1: do you have a better rate? Why why do you 507 00:25:36,800 --> 00:25:38,320 Speaker 1: say it like that? I don't know. I don't know 508 00:25:38,359 --> 00:25:40,480 Speaker 1: if like it's weird? Is that weird? To disclose? Oh? 509 00:25:40,520 --> 00:25:42,320 Speaker 1: I had a podcasts talking about my money last time 510 00:25:42,800 --> 00:25:44,520 Speaker 1: where I was I was like, listen, let me tell 511 00:25:44,560 --> 00:25:48,359 Speaker 1: you because I said I was talking about my money. So, 512 00:25:48,560 --> 00:25:50,800 Speaker 1: first of all, it's on my radio. Contract is different 513 00:25:50,800 --> 00:25:53,080 Speaker 1: because I have a radio agent which I fired, but 514 00:25:53,800 --> 00:25:58,399 Speaker 1: he gets seven percent. But in radio normal is like 515 00:26:01,960 --> 00:26:05,280 Speaker 1: but as you grow you can actually negotiate down. And 516 00:26:05,320 --> 00:26:07,399 Speaker 1: I'm in a pretty solid spot to go. I'm not 517 00:26:07,680 --> 00:26:09,640 Speaker 1: you're not taking that much money out of my paycheck. 518 00:26:10,040 --> 00:26:11,520 Speaker 1: So I have to pay him seven percent. But then 519 00:26:11,920 --> 00:26:14,040 Speaker 1: all the stand up comedy, all the it goes like this. 520 00:26:14,200 --> 00:26:18,240 Speaker 1: It goes managers takes did your manag you have a 521 00:26:18,240 --> 00:26:23,160 Speaker 1: manager right now? Did? Okay? Then my agent takes ten 522 00:26:24,040 --> 00:26:26,560 Speaker 1: a business manager depending on yours is your mom. I 523 00:26:26,560 --> 00:26:28,720 Speaker 1: don't know what you pay your mom, but mine takes 524 00:26:28,800 --> 00:26:34,479 Speaker 1: four and so they're from anything. And again, yeah, I'm 525 00:26:34,520 --> 00:26:37,080 Speaker 1: complaining a little bit, but these are necessities. I need 526 00:26:37,160 --> 00:26:41,040 Speaker 1: these people to help me book shows, to manage have 527 00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:45,399 Speaker 1: books and music and radio shows and people. And I 528 00:26:45,400 --> 00:26:46,800 Speaker 1: don't even know. I don't even live that money. I 529 00:26:46,880 --> 00:26:48,800 Speaker 1: know nothing about money. So I have a business manager 530 00:26:48,840 --> 00:26:51,560 Speaker 1: make sure abody gets paid and so. But before I 531 00:26:51,680 --> 00:26:54,960 Speaker 1: even get paid, forty cents of a dollar is gone. Yea. 532 00:26:56,359 --> 00:26:59,320 Speaker 1: And so I'm not complaining about the job that I do. 533 00:26:59,520 --> 00:27:02,080 Speaker 1: It just kind of sucks that you have to pay people. 534 00:27:02,119 --> 00:27:04,320 Speaker 1: I wish I could just get all the money. I 535 00:27:04,359 --> 00:27:07,040 Speaker 1: pay no taxes too. By the way, but I did 536 00:27:07,080 --> 00:27:09,760 Speaker 1: a whole world. I did a whole show on here 537 00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:13,200 Speaker 1: about that, like this is the independent contractor world of 538 00:27:13,560 --> 00:27:16,359 Speaker 1: artistry and how it works and all the odd people 539 00:27:16,400 --> 00:27:17,920 Speaker 1: we have to pay. The people just wouldn't know about it. 540 00:27:18,040 --> 00:27:20,080 Speaker 1: Wasn't a woe was me, Like this is what happens 541 00:27:20,119 --> 00:27:22,680 Speaker 1: when you're an artist. You have a manager, you have agent, 542 00:27:22,760 --> 00:27:24,960 Speaker 1: you have a business manager. I just did a photo 543 00:27:25,000 --> 00:27:28,920 Speaker 1: shoot and it cost me, Like, yeah, dude, it's so 544 00:27:29,040 --> 00:27:31,520 Speaker 1: funny when I'm like in coach and people recognize me 545 00:27:31,560 --> 00:27:34,840 Speaker 1: and they're like where she in? First? People are like, 546 00:27:34,960 --> 00:27:38,159 Speaker 1: what don't you have a private chat? I'm like what 547 00:27:39,480 --> 00:27:41,960 Speaker 1: on TV? I'm like, who do you think I am? 548 00:27:42,440 --> 00:27:48,080 Speaker 1: Taylor Swift? But well she has her own a couple 549 00:27:48,119 --> 00:27:53,160 Speaker 1: of those things. So okay, so here you are. I forgot. Yeah, 550 00:27:53,200 --> 00:27:55,280 Speaker 1: you can disclose it ever I listen, you know, or 551 00:27:55,359 --> 00:27:57,200 Speaker 1: you can not. Just call it everyone. I don't care. Okay, 552 00:27:57,520 --> 00:28:03,080 Speaker 1: So you're gonna have new music out. I'll talk about 553 00:28:03,080 --> 00:28:05,200 Speaker 1: your boyfriend for a second. I met him a couple 554 00:28:05,200 --> 00:28:07,840 Speaker 1: of times. Yeah, because I didn't know him, I guess 555 00:28:07,880 --> 00:28:11,639 Speaker 1: I really didn't know you that well. No, no, I 556 00:28:11,680 --> 00:28:13,600 Speaker 1: don't know why. No, because I don't know any I'm 557 00:28:13,640 --> 00:28:18,560 Speaker 1: telling you, I don't know anybody like get I don't 558 00:28:18,600 --> 00:28:22,800 Speaker 1: think so just because I don't have the schedule. My 559 00:28:23,320 --> 00:28:27,880 Speaker 1: life is not conducive to having friendships, so I don't 560 00:28:27,880 --> 00:28:29,920 Speaker 1: have them. I'm gonna bite my tongue on that one. 561 00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:32,960 Speaker 1: You can say what you want. Mike is my only friend? 562 00:28:33,040 --> 00:28:35,720 Speaker 1: Is about because we traveled together in the last six days, Cassie, 563 00:28:35,800 --> 00:28:42,480 Speaker 1: let me tell you, I've been in New York, l a, Oklahoma, Arkansas, Nashville. 564 00:28:42,520 --> 00:28:45,000 Speaker 1: It's five cities in six days. It's pretty crazy. That's 565 00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:47,720 Speaker 1: why how many friends? Because I'm a dick, I don't. 566 00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:50,440 Speaker 1: I don't know. I pleaded the fifth on that one. 567 00:28:51,840 --> 00:28:54,200 Speaker 1: I don't think I've had very good experiences with you, 568 00:28:54,800 --> 00:28:57,520 Speaker 1: so I'm I guess I just want to that way, 569 00:28:58,120 --> 00:28:59,880 Speaker 1: maybe I'll keep you at arms length, so I don't 570 00:29:00,160 --> 00:29:04,680 Speaker 1: like catch the no, I don't. You don't get a 571 00:29:04,720 --> 00:29:07,560 Speaker 1: douche fibe. I was out with Jillian because Jillian Jaquelin 572 00:29:07,560 --> 00:29:08,840 Speaker 1: has been on the road with me for the past 573 00:29:09,520 --> 00:29:12,840 Speaker 1: three months. It's awesome, right, that's that. With Jillian, I 574 00:29:12,920 --> 00:29:14,800 Speaker 1: may have told this story. I don't know, i'd see. 575 00:29:14,840 --> 00:29:16,600 Speaker 1: The thing is, I don't know stories I tell on 576 00:29:16,680 --> 00:29:18,800 Speaker 1: and off the air because they're all do that too though. 577 00:29:18,960 --> 00:29:21,840 Speaker 1: That's just human stuff. Well, so I was with Jillian 578 00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:25,320 Speaker 1: and she was she did you know fourteen shows with us? 579 00:29:25,360 --> 00:29:27,360 Speaker 1: I think raging idiot shows. So we're playing on these 580 00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:29,960 Speaker 1: theaters and she was like, finally get finally get you. 581 00:29:30,680 --> 00:29:33,120 Speaker 1: What do you mean? She goes, you just go a 582 00:29:33,280 --> 00:29:35,280 Speaker 1: to be like, you know whatever, you just leave it 583 00:29:35,280 --> 00:29:36,600 Speaker 1: because we're in a room and this guy would not 584 00:29:36,600 --> 00:29:38,960 Speaker 1: stop talking, and he was out of control. So I 585 00:29:39,000 --> 00:29:43,520 Speaker 1: just left and she was in there still, and she 586 00:29:43,680 --> 00:29:45,760 Speaker 1: was in there. Just abandoned her, and so I just 587 00:29:45,800 --> 00:29:48,080 Speaker 1: got en left because he was kind of out of control, right, 588 00:29:48,320 --> 00:29:49,920 Speaker 1: And then so I left and she was like, man, 589 00:29:49,960 --> 00:29:52,480 Speaker 1: I admire how you can. I said, here's the stages 590 00:29:52,560 --> 00:29:55,320 Speaker 1: of me. First of all, people go, well, that was 591 00:29:55,400 --> 00:29:57,400 Speaker 1: kind of rude, and then then after about the third 592 00:29:57,440 --> 00:29:59,800 Speaker 1: time to go, well, he's kind of weird. And then 593 00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:03,120 Speaker 1: after a while they go, that's just Bobby, that's just 594 00:30:03,440 --> 00:30:06,720 Speaker 1: there's nothing mean about it. He's just kind of yeah, yeah, 595 00:30:07,680 --> 00:30:10,400 Speaker 1: but no douche vibe because I don't think I'm cool. 596 00:30:11,080 --> 00:30:13,600 Speaker 1: I think right, that's when you're you're think you're cooler 597 00:30:13,640 --> 00:30:16,280 Speaker 1: than you are, so you overcompensate. Dude, like, hey, look 598 00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:19,040 Speaker 1: at cool, look at look at my selfie in the mirror, 599 00:30:19,840 --> 00:30:22,840 Speaker 1: look at my reclainers and my cool room when I 600 00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:26,440 Speaker 1: have my podcast. Okay, I don't like that impression. I'm 601 00:30:26,440 --> 00:30:29,320 Speaker 1: not very good impression for me. That was not good. Okay, 602 00:30:29,400 --> 00:30:32,400 Speaker 1: So I met your ex boyfriend a couple of times. 603 00:30:32,440 --> 00:30:34,280 Speaker 1: Seemed like a nice fellow, but you got the thing 604 00:30:34,400 --> 00:30:36,760 Speaker 1: was you guys were together forever eight years, and that 605 00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:39,080 Speaker 1: was the whole story. It was like, oh, yeah, they've 606 00:30:39,080 --> 00:30:43,640 Speaker 1: been together forever. Yeah, we got engaged in February this year. Yeah, 607 00:30:44,560 --> 00:30:47,920 Speaker 1: you got engaged in split that that's a pretty quick engagement. Yeah. 608 00:30:47,920 --> 00:30:50,239 Speaker 1: I know. So when he was in a band, Huh 609 00:30:50,360 --> 00:30:58,280 Speaker 1: wasn't he in like different different alle Yeah, drummer. Yeah, 610 00:30:58,280 --> 00:31:01,560 Speaker 1: they're so good, so good. I'm still a big fan. 611 00:31:02,800 --> 00:31:04,640 Speaker 1: They're they're killing it. I wouldn't be a big fan 612 00:31:04,680 --> 00:31:06,920 Speaker 1: if I broke up with somebody. I'm just kidding. I'm 613 00:31:06,920 --> 00:31:14,760 Speaker 1: a huge fan. Is let me hear this. Lendsay and 614 00:31:14,840 --> 00:31:18,360 Speaker 1: Cassidy are like friend friends. Yeah, we are like, I 615 00:31:18,360 --> 00:31:21,320 Speaker 1: don't have time for friends. I was like girl friends. No, 616 00:31:21,600 --> 00:31:23,480 Speaker 1: well no that that and I had time for a 617 00:31:23,520 --> 00:31:27,720 Speaker 1: girlfriend too. Yeah that's just that's that's a whole different thing. Yeah. 618 00:31:27,840 --> 00:31:30,920 Speaker 1: I mean I end up talking about that openly, super openly, 619 00:31:31,320 --> 00:31:33,200 Speaker 1: the whole thing. But I will say that we saw you. 620 00:31:34,240 --> 00:31:38,520 Speaker 1: We were at dinner, uh two weeks ago, and it 621 00:31:38,680 --> 00:31:41,680 Speaker 1: was me Amy and the girl at styles Amy and 622 00:31:41,720 --> 00:31:44,040 Speaker 1: I both and so it was our stylist and so 623 00:31:44,240 --> 00:31:46,040 Speaker 1: we go out, we're having dinner and I say, hey, 624 00:31:46,040 --> 00:31:50,160 Speaker 1: there's Cassidy and I see you because you're covered in tattoos, 625 00:31:50,400 --> 00:31:52,600 Speaker 1: like your arms, and I was like, oh, there's because 626 00:31:53,040 --> 00:31:55,640 Speaker 1: the rshia was packed, but I see your arm tattoos. 627 00:31:55,680 --> 00:31:57,400 Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, there's Cassidy. I was gonna go up 628 00:31:57,440 --> 00:31:59,520 Speaker 1: and say. I walked up in and Len sitting right 629 00:31:59,560 --> 00:32:00,880 Speaker 1: next to you. A name is Linday Till I got 630 00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:03,960 Speaker 1: right up to you. Non, I was like, oh my god, 631 00:32:04,040 --> 00:32:06,400 Speaker 1: that's oh yeah, we didn't see until you walked on 632 00:32:06,520 --> 00:32:09,680 Speaker 1: up and I was like hey, and then Amy walks 633 00:32:09,800 --> 00:32:13,520 Speaker 1: up and starts talking and then is it awkward? I 634 00:32:13,560 --> 00:32:16,760 Speaker 1: was like, no, what's awkward? It was great. Honestly, everybody 635 00:32:16,800 --> 00:32:20,880 Speaker 1: handled themselves. There was nothing to handle. Look, you guys dated, 636 00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:25,600 Speaker 1: We still talk. She was over here yesterday evening dropping 637 00:32:25,640 --> 00:32:30,680 Speaker 1: off presents. I love her. Yeah, she's awesome. Yeah, there's 638 00:32:30,720 --> 00:32:33,920 Speaker 1: a zero percent. We were texting today about something because 639 00:32:33,960 --> 00:32:37,320 Speaker 1: she's in Chicago. Like, there is zero weirdness. You don't 640 00:32:37,320 --> 00:32:42,000 Speaker 1: have to cough and be like maybe at some point 641 00:32:42,120 --> 00:32:45,160 Speaker 1: there will be. But we're good. We're good good. I'm glad. 642 00:32:45,240 --> 00:32:47,720 Speaker 1: We've never been better. I mean, yeah, would be better, 643 00:32:47,840 --> 00:32:51,080 Speaker 1: but yeah, you know what I mean. Here we go 644 00:32:51,560 --> 00:32:52,920 Speaker 1: to move on. Okay, this is I want to hear 645 00:32:52,920 --> 00:32:56,360 Speaker 1: that yours. That's all. Like I torture people abou playing 646 00:32:56,360 --> 00:32:58,640 Speaker 1: their ex's music. Honestly, I haven't listened to this in 647 00:32:58,680 --> 00:33:03,440 Speaker 1: a very long time. So he's a drummer. He's don 648 00:33:03,480 --> 00:33:05,320 Speaker 1: a terrible job so far drumming, and I heard nothing. 649 00:33:05,800 --> 00:33:09,280 Speaker 1: I heard no drums. I'm not feeling his drumming yet. 650 00:33:15,920 --> 00:33:19,080 Speaker 1: I'm singing to the sky just right. I mean, I've 651 00:33:19,120 --> 00:33:21,520 Speaker 1: heard better drumming. I'm gonna tell you he's a real 652 00:33:21,720 --> 00:33:24,040 Speaker 1: good drummer. I don't hear this song. He's not showcasing 653 00:33:24,080 --> 00:33:29,240 Speaker 1: his ability. Year started. It's certainly more alternative this this album, 654 00:33:29,480 --> 00:33:32,040 Speaker 1: but they went a little bit more mainstream alternative. What 655 00:33:32,520 --> 00:33:35,040 Speaker 1: is that new? That's new? Yeah? So okay, So you're 656 00:33:35,080 --> 00:33:39,160 Speaker 1: dating this dude for eight years other than my dog, 657 00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:42,120 Speaker 1: I got nothing going on for eight years, Like I don't. 658 00:33:42,280 --> 00:33:44,120 Speaker 1: I don't have a family member that I've been I've 659 00:33:44,160 --> 00:33:46,280 Speaker 1: known for climbin calls too, for eight years. Like that's 660 00:33:46,320 --> 00:33:49,600 Speaker 1: a that's a long time. It really is. It really is. 661 00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:51,920 Speaker 1: And you know, there's a lot of when you're with 662 00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:54,640 Speaker 1: somebody that for that long, there's a lot of transitions, 663 00:33:54,720 --> 00:33:59,080 Speaker 1: a lot of change. A lot of yeah, yeah, like 664 00:33:59,440 --> 00:34:02,200 Speaker 1: in the world like you had we had a dog, 665 00:34:02,320 --> 00:34:08,880 Speaker 1: have a dog that's mine now, Cubby, I don't have 666 00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:12,399 Speaker 1: a pop filter. So this is very intense. You guys 667 00:34:12,480 --> 00:34:15,480 Speaker 1: break it off after eight years? Huh? And it nobody 668 00:34:15,560 --> 00:34:19,480 Speaker 1: did anything wrong. It was just like really, nobody anything wrong. No, 669 00:34:20,120 --> 00:34:22,680 Speaker 1: like and this is the thing, we both agreed we 670 00:34:22,719 --> 00:34:27,560 Speaker 1: wouldn't get crazy with details and like tell everybody or 671 00:34:28,040 --> 00:34:31,080 Speaker 1: like air out the dirty laundry, because there really isn't 672 00:34:31,160 --> 00:34:34,640 Speaker 1: any It's just we just it just wasn't anymore. It 673 00:34:34,800 --> 00:34:38,560 Speaker 1: just it was. And then it wasn't playing shrink here. 674 00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:43,839 Speaker 1: If you got engaged in February and unengaged in May, 675 00:34:45,040 --> 00:34:47,680 Speaker 1: then it must have been a realization set in because 676 00:34:47,680 --> 00:34:50,960 Speaker 1: that's a pretty big part of like what makes you 677 00:34:51,640 --> 00:34:54,799 Speaker 1: am I really committed to because you have to really decide. Then, yeah, 678 00:34:54,800 --> 00:34:57,600 Speaker 1: it makes you, It makes you think about it. You know, 679 00:34:57,760 --> 00:35:00,800 Speaker 1: it's it's it's an idea until it became reality and 680 00:35:00,960 --> 00:35:04,399 Speaker 1: you start talking about weddings. Why did by the way 681 00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:07,400 Speaker 1: eight years? You know, actually a lot of it was me. 682 00:35:07,520 --> 00:35:08,799 Speaker 1: I was like, I want to be in a good 683 00:35:08,840 --> 00:35:10,840 Speaker 1: place in my career. I want to feel content. And 684 00:35:10,920 --> 00:35:13,879 Speaker 1: then when I never ever ever felt content. I was like, Okay, well, 685 00:35:13,960 --> 00:35:16,439 Speaker 1: we don't have to wait anymore. This is never gonna 686 00:35:16,480 --> 00:35:19,480 Speaker 1: be the music career is never going to be like 687 00:35:19,560 --> 00:35:22,320 Speaker 1: in a place where I can just because if that, 688 00:35:22,440 --> 00:35:25,520 Speaker 1: if that's you, then like I feel like, creatively, you'll 689 00:35:25,560 --> 00:35:27,560 Speaker 1: never find a spot. You won't find a spot. And 690 00:35:27,600 --> 00:35:29,080 Speaker 1: now I don't think you should. I think you should 691 00:35:29,080 --> 00:35:31,520 Speaker 1: be happy and grateful and have gratitude, but like you 692 00:35:31,719 --> 00:35:35,120 Speaker 1: should always want to do better and accomplish more. But anyway, 693 00:35:35,440 --> 00:35:37,880 Speaker 1: once I was like, yeah, that's not gonna happen. Did 694 00:35:37,960 --> 00:35:40,840 Speaker 1: you do the thing where? Because I don't know because 695 00:35:40,880 --> 00:35:42,759 Speaker 1: you obviously didn't stay in that house. We're just living 696 00:35:42,800 --> 00:35:45,160 Speaker 1: in a house together, apartment. Okay, so what did you 697 00:35:45,239 --> 00:35:46,760 Speaker 1: do the thing where? Did you both leave the apartment? 698 00:35:47,360 --> 00:35:48,480 Speaker 1: So he had to leave for a while and you 699 00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:50,759 Speaker 1: got out your stuff and left, well he was he 700 00:35:51,000 --> 00:35:53,239 Speaker 1: like left for tour really quickly after, and so I 701 00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:56,360 Speaker 1: had time. Yeah, I had a transitional period, and my 702 00:35:56,440 --> 00:35:59,239 Speaker 1: mom had She literally was like I was going through 703 00:35:59,280 --> 00:36:01,760 Speaker 1: the breakup of the getting out of my deal, getting 704 00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:04,279 Speaker 1: out of my management company, all this stuff, and she 705 00:36:04,360 --> 00:36:07,520 Speaker 1: was like she was like, is it bad like this 706 00:36:07,800 --> 00:36:10,040 Speaker 1: me moving here? What is causing all of this? I 707 00:36:10,080 --> 00:36:12,000 Speaker 1: was like, no, you moved here because I needed you. 708 00:36:12,440 --> 00:36:16,719 Speaker 1: You don't believe in this stuff? Um yeah, I mean 709 00:36:16,800 --> 00:36:19,759 Speaker 1: basically yeah, like her moving here during all of that, 710 00:36:20,000 --> 00:36:22,040 Speaker 1: and I wasn't like, oh good, you're here, I'm going 711 00:36:22,080 --> 00:36:24,279 Speaker 1: to do all this. It literally was simultaneous, and I 712 00:36:24,400 --> 00:36:27,800 Speaker 1: was like, no, you're here because there's something like the 713 00:36:27,880 --> 00:36:30,040 Speaker 1: universe was like you're going to need your mom here 714 00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:33,640 Speaker 1: for you. So it was thank god she was here. 715 00:36:33,760 --> 00:36:37,640 Speaker 1: But so all that happened, you go to therapist. Oh yeah, okay, 716 00:36:37,640 --> 00:36:39,600 Speaker 1: I got to say, because I would have had I 717 00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:42,879 Speaker 1: would have been one every day I went with all 718 00:36:42,920 --> 00:36:44,560 Speaker 1: of that, and that's a lot because I go once 719 00:36:44,600 --> 00:36:47,480 Speaker 1: a week. Yeah, me too, and that's once a week 720 00:36:47,600 --> 00:36:50,319 Speaker 1: is a good amount. It's good. Yeah. Now, like when 721 00:36:50,360 --> 00:36:52,000 Speaker 1: I go once a week, I'm like, oh my gosh, 722 00:36:52,080 --> 00:36:53,279 Speaker 1: I have so much to tell you and I'm in 723 00:36:53,320 --> 00:36:55,920 Speaker 1: an awesome place and if I feel great, then I 724 00:36:56,120 --> 00:36:59,400 Speaker 1: was just like crying every day. I was like, you know, 725 00:36:59,520 --> 00:37:02,000 Speaker 1: a mass and I needed to go two days a week. 726 00:37:02,040 --> 00:37:05,239 Speaker 1: And I always was like afraid of therapy because there's 727 00:37:05,239 --> 00:37:07,840 Speaker 1: a lot from my childhood that sucked and like my 728 00:37:07,880 --> 00:37:10,839 Speaker 1: parents divorce was pretty smultuous, and like, do you think 729 00:37:10,880 --> 00:37:14,520 Speaker 1: that kept Eve wanted to get married though? No, I 730 00:37:14,680 --> 00:37:16,960 Speaker 1: wasn't afraid of getting married. I really wasn't. I just 731 00:37:17,160 --> 00:37:21,960 Speaker 1: I wasn't. Yeah, it just wasn't the right person. And yeah, 732 00:37:22,000 --> 00:37:24,040 Speaker 1: I mean I'm not afraid of marriage. I think it's great. 733 00:37:24,080 --> 00:37:25,879 Speaker 1: I love it. I think it's beautiful. I have friends 734 00:37:25,920 --> 00:37:28,200 Speaker 1: that are married that are super happy. And the thing 735 00:37:28,320 --> 00:37:30,960 Speaker 1: is is it's work, like you definitely, it shouldn't be 736 00:37:31,000 --> 00:37:32,840 Speaker 1: like you wake up every morning you're like, oh, I 737 00:37:32,960 --> 00:37:35,319 Speaker 1: have to make it work with this person, but there 738 00:37:35,400 --> 00:37:37,560 Speaker 1: will be tough times and you have to want to work. 739 00:37:37,640 --> 00:37:39,960 Speaker 1: And I we weren't in a place where we were 740 00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:44,000 Speaker 1: willing to do that. So it's just kind of you know, wonder. 741 00:37:44,680 --> 00:37:47,160 Speaker 1: I just wonder about that about your mom and your 742 00:37:47,239 --> 00:37:50,759 Speaker 1: dad too, because I don't know. I never saw a 743 00:37:50,840 --> 00:37:53,759 Speaker 1: successful relationship, So I never knew my real dad ever, right, 744 00:37:54,200 --> 00:37:57,800 Speaker 1: I think I know your story, which she was Addeica 745 00:37:57,800 --> 00:38:03,160 Speaker 1: whole life, But I never saw really a happy relationship ever. 746 00:38:03,880 --> 00:38:05,920 Speaker 1: I never saw anything staid together. And she was married 747 00:38:06,640 --> 00:38:09,960 Speaker 1: to biological fathers. I was four or five, and she 748 00:38:10,160 --> 00:38:12,239 Speaker 1: had boyfriends on and off and depending where we live. 749 00:38:12,280 --> 00:38:14,520 Speaker 1: We moved around a lot. Yeah, when you have money, 750 00:38:14,520 --> 00:38:17,000 Speaker 1: you just live where yourn live. And so she had 751 00:38:17,040 --> 00:38:19,840 Speaker 1: different boyfriends and we've sent up moving with them my 752 00:38:19,880 --> 00:38:22,000 Speaker 1: step dad and they ended up getting divorced. So I 753 00:38:22,120 --> 00:38:25,279 Speaker 1: never saw a relationship work. And I see people whose 754 00:38:25,360 --> 00:38:29,640 Speaker 1: relationships work, but it's so ingrained in me that relationships 755 00:38:29,719 --> 00:38:33,080 Speaker 1: don't work well and that and that's something like, that's 756 00:38:33,120 --> 00:38:35,440 Speaker 1: good that you're going to therapy, because that's something that 757 00:38:35,719 --> 00:38:38,279 Speaker 1: that sucks, like you shouldn't. That shouldn't be a thing, 758 00:38:38,480 --> 00:38:40,960 Speaker 1: Like I know, it's hard when you've gone through all 759 00:38:40,960 --> 00:38:43,640 Speaker 1: those experiences like that. I had an epiphany this year 760 00:38:43,719 --> 00:38:46,000 Speaker 1: with my therapist where I was like, why have I 761 00:38:46,120 --> 00:38:50,000 Speaker 1: never been single? From fifteen? I've had boyfriends. I've just 762 00:38:50,200 --> 00:38:52,759 Speaker 1: one boyfriend after the other. And now that I don't, 763 00:38:52,880 --> 00:38:55,239 Speaker 1: I'm like lonely and I want somebody and I don't 764 00:38:55,239 --> 00:38:57,520 Speaker 1: know what to do. And she's like, because like, you know, 765 00:38:57,640 --> 00:39:00,239 Speaker 1: I've I've always had a difficult relationship with my dad 766 00:39:00,360 --> 00:39:02,040 Speaker 1: and he would come in and out of my life 767 00:39:02,120 --> 00:39:04,719 Speaker 1: and it's still not great. And and she's like, it's 768 00:39:04,760 --> 00:39:06,840 Speaker 1: because like you didn't really have a male figure in 769 00:39:06,960 --> 00:39:08,920 Speaker 1: your life that was dependable, and so you're trying to 770 00:39:09,040 --> 00:39:11,719 Speaker 1: find that in these guys that you're with and you 771 00:39:11,840 --> 00:39:14,279 Speaker 1: have to, like, you have to find that like inner 772 00:39:14,360 --> 00:39:17,440 Speaker 1: peace and happiness to like be okay with being alone, 773 00:39:17,480 --> 00:39:19,560 Speaker 1: and like, finally I found it, but it took it 774 00:39:19,640 --> 00:39:22,680 Speaker 1: took like six months. That's not any time you're having 775 00:39:22,680 --> 00:39:26,200 Speaker 1: to like six months, I felt like forever. Because let 776 00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:29,640 Speaker 1: me tell you, there's nothing you did. You go out 777 00:39:29,719 --> 00:39:32,040 Speaker 1: and you should date a hundred people. Yeah, I've been 778 00:39:32,239 --> 00:39:34,480 Speaker 1: You should like you really should. You should go out 779 00:39:34,800 --> 00:39:36,880 Speaker 1: and you shouldn't get any relationship. I'm gonna give you 780 00:39:36,880 --> 00:39:39,880 Speaker 1: a little advice. I'm a little older than you, but 781 00:39:40,000 --> 00:39:41,560 Speaker 1: not so much older than you that it doesn't matter. 782 00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:45,200 Speaker 1: I probably live, I'm probably less mature than you. I 783 00:39:45,200 --> 00:39:47,640 Speaker 1: don't know about that. So this is because I have 784 00:39:47,719 --> 00:39:51,520 Speaker 1: always been single. I'm the opposite, and then rarely do 785 00:39:51,600 --> 00:39:54,920 Speaker 1: I get a girlfriend like Lindy and I dated. I mean, 786 00:39:54,960 --> 00:39:57,040 Speaker 1: I feel like four girlfriends in my life, my whole life, 787 00:39:57,840 --> 00:39:59,800 Speaker 1: and so I kind of the same reason. But the 788 00:40:00,320 --> 00:40:03,000 Speaker 1: right sure, you just need to go in to day. 789 00:40:03,040 --> 00:40:06,320 Speaker 1: You need to spend about a year just dating different. 790 00:40:07,080 --> 00:40:09,800 Speaker 1: Here we go again. You're gonna go try to find something. 791 00:40:09,920 --> 00:40:12,759 Speaker 1: Just this is what happened. I was like, I don't 792 00:40:12,760 --> 00:40:15,759 Speaker 1: even want to date anybody for a while, and so 793 00:40:16,000 --> 00:40:19,800 Speaker 1: I just like sat in my sadness and loneliness for 794 00:40:20,040 --> 00:40:22,680 Speaker 1: for a while, and then I was like, okay, um, 795 00:40:22,920 --> 00:40:26,439 Speaker 1: I need to do everybody my point, not not don't 796 00:40:26,520 --> 00:40:29,719 Speaker 1: date anybody. I've been Yeah, I've liked dated, I've been 797 00:40:29,840 --> 00:40:31,960 Speaker 1: going on dates and all that, but I just want 798 00:40:32,000 --> 00:40:35,720 Speaker 1: those in particular a little comic. Okay, just be careful, 799 00:40:36,120 --> 00:40:39,000 Speaker 1: I am, and all to do the Nashville the players. Oh, 800 00:40:39,120 --> 00:40:42,560 Speaker 1: don't say that. All I was with one that was 801 00:40:42,640 --> 00:40:45,520 Speaker 1: here and he's not a player eight years though before 802 00:40:45,560 --> 00:40:47,520 Speaker 1: he was. That's true, but I'm just saying I don't 803 00:40:47,560 --> 00:40:50,680 Speaker 1: think that's That's a blanket statement. You do, yeah, but 804 00:40:50,719 --> 00:40:53,520 Speaker 1: blanket statements exists for reasons because blankets are warm and 805 00:40:53,640 --> 00:40:57,320 Speaker 1: comfortable and they make sense at times. So you do you. 806 00:40:58,960 --> 00:41:00,960 Speaker 1: I'll keep you up the that you care, but I 807 00:41:01,040 --> 00:41:03,279 Speaker 1: do know I care. I'll send you a message. It's 808 00:41:03,360 --> 00:41:06,080 Speaker 1: the story. Yeah, yeah, that was as one was funny. 809 00:41:06,640 --> 00:41:09,399 Speaker 1: Not often, but sometimes, like I say, you want where 810 00:41:09,440 --> 00:41:11,520 Speaker 1: you want through Christmas? Why did I went to the 811 00:41:11,600 --> 00:41:14,120 Speaker 1: Dancing Lights? Which oh this is one was she tagged 812 00:41:14,160 --> 00:41:16,279 Speaker 1: me because my voice is on the instant they do 813 00:41:16,480 --> 00:41:18,840 Speaker 1: that Jellystone lights and I'm a record of the thing 814 00:41:18,920 --> 00:41:21,400 Speaker 1: four years ago and it's like, hey, it's Bobby Bones 815 00:41:21,440 --> 00:41:22,640 Speaker 1: and say me. She's like, hey, here are you on 816 00:41:22,680 --> 00:41:24,719 Speaker 1: the radio on my radio and the light And I'm like, 817 00:41:25,000 --> 00:41:27,279 Speaker 1: I've never been paid for that? Why this It is 818 00:41:27,320 --> 00:41:29,200 Speaker 1: not even a charity if it's anything like, I don't care, 819 00:41:29,239 --> 00:41:31,520 Speaker 1: but I'm not sure. I'm not sure either. I'm not 820 00:41:31,680 --> 00:41:34,960 Speaker 1: sucks to get in there. Yeah, And she was like, 821 00:41:34,960 --> 00:41:36,080 Speaker 1: who do I need to beat up? And I was 822 00:41:36,120 --> 00:41:42,120 Speaker 1: like Santa, And okay, wait we get sidetracked here. So 823 00:41:42,560 --> 00:41:46,360 Speaker 1: first of all, no no relationships. You can get whoever 824 00:41:46,360 --> 00:41:50,359 Speaker 1: you want. Okay. Second of all, this quick stop music 825 00:41:50,440 --> 00:41:52,279 Speaker 1: for five years, come back of five years. No more music, 826 00:41:52,440 --> 00:41:55,839 Speaker 1: Oh hell no, that is not possible for me. Number three, 827 00:41:56,560 --> 00:41:59,560 Speaker 1: no more deodorants cutting all the things off you. We're 828 00:41:59,600 --> 00:42:02,960 Speaker 1: just trying to get me to be that's what you 829 00:42:03,040 --> 00:42:05,239 Speaker 1: need to be kicked more, alright, and just go and 830 00:42:05,360 --> 00:42:09,440 Speaker 1: live your life on an island and and just not 831 00:42:09,600 --> 00:42:11,839 Speaker 1: come back. I really like my nest thermostat I'm good. 832 00:42:11,920 --> 00:42:14,279 Speaker 1: I'm gonna there's nestlap one too. It tooked up not 833 00:42:14,400 --> 00:42:16,960 Speaker 1: on my phone. Yeah, it's so I can literally hit 834 00:42:17,000 --> 00:42:19,560 Speaker 1: an app. It's so great. And do you have on 835 00:42:19,640 --> 00:42:23,279 Speaker 1: your phone? Yes, I have the cameras. Yeah, me too. 836 00:42:23,600 --> 00:42:26,439 Speaker 1: I just like to feel I left your parking spot 837 00:42:26,520 --> 00:42:29,440 Speaker 1: up front to thank you. I don't always do that 838 00:42:29,560 --> 00:42:32,640 Speaker 1: sometimes sometimes guys get upset with me. They drive big 839 00:42:32,640 --> 00:42:34,919 Speaker 1: trucks and they can't fit. I still have my little 840 00:42:34,960 --> 00:42:38,279 Speaker 1: Kia from the voice you do my baby well, so 841 00:42:38,520 --> 00:42:41,960 Speaker 1: I left her and just call her in l A. 842 00:42:42,239 --> 00:42:45,239 Speaker 1: When I was here for like a year basically, and 843 00:42:45,719 --> 00:42:48,160 Speaker 1: and I didn't put any mileage on it. And then 844 00:42:48,400 --> 00:42:52,680 Speaker 1: I brought her here and it's like since two thousand thirteen, 845 00:42:53,239 --> 00:42:55,879 Speaker 1: it's only like fifteen thousand miles. But you've been on TV. 846 00:42:55,960 --> 00:42:58,799 Speaker 1: I thought you'd have like Bentley. I know, right, it's 847 00:42:58,840 --> 00:43:00,800 Speaker 1: wrong with me, isn't it is? You? People feel like 848 00:43:00,800 --> 00:43:02,120 Speaker 1: if you've been on the radio, I had a song 849 00:43:02,200 --> 00:43:04,319 Speaker 1: on the radio or a song on TV, al right, 850 00:43:04,520 --> 00:43:07,160 Speaker 1: that you're rich. Yeah like that. People assume that you're 851 00:43:07,160 --> 00:43:10,839 Speaker 1: automatically rich. But people don't understand that, Like you were 852 00:43:10,880 --> 00:43:12,920 Speaker 1: saying earlier, and I'm glad you did an episode about 853 00:43:13,000 --> 00:43:15,400 Speaker 1: people you have to pay because it's crazy. It's like 854 00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:18,400 Speaker 1: there's so many people that make it happen, so when 855 00:43:18,440 --> 00:43:21,600 Speaker 1: it happens, it's like you kind of the last person 856 00:43:21,719 --> 00:43:24,000 Speaker 1: to get paid. Yeah, that's a good that's a good point. 857 00:43:24,400 --> 00:43:25,800 Speaker 1: You are the last person to get paid. And I 858 00:43:25,880 --> 00:43:28,000 Speaker 1: was talking about how artists I know, um that do 859 00:43:28,520 --> 00:43:31,359 Speaker 1: like first of three slots, you know, on tours, they 860 00:43:31,480 --> 00:43:34,040 Speaker 1: will break even or lose money. Yeah, or maybe make 861 00:43:34,120 --> 00:43:37,360 Speaker 1: a little bit because people even pay because they have 862 00:43:37,440 --> 00:43:39,600 Speaker 1: to pay band that pay all the travel. And thinking 863 00:43:39,600 --> 00:43:41,960 Speaker 1: about artists who you got to pay for everything, all travel, 864 00:43:42,120 --> 00:43:43,360 Speaker 1: Like when I go out and do stand up, I 865 00:43:43,400 --> 00:43:48,279 Speaker 1: have to pay for travel for merch Um, I take 866 00:43:48,320 --> 00:43:51,719 Speaker 1: out an extra opener with me tour manager, and they 867 00:43:51,760 --> 00:43:55,799 Speaker 1: got to pay them hotel rooms. That's crazy. And we're 868 00:43:55,800 --> 00:43:58,280 Speaker 1: only complaining because we can. Like it's a great complaint 869 00:43:58,320 --> 00:43:59,880 Speaker 1: to have. I mean, we're luck we get to do 870 00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:02,000 Speaker 1: We're not lucky. Sorry you don't like that word. I 871 00:44:02,120 --> 00:44:03,600 Speaker 1: don't listen. If you want to use it, that's okay, 872 00:44:03,680 --> 00:44:06,960 Speaker 1: undersend the context of it. Yeah, you mean we're fortunate 873 00:44:07,040 --> 00:44:10,640 Speaker 1: to do what we love. We are I don't really 874 00:44:10,680 --> 00:44:13,919 Speaker 1: Here's what I don't believe in love. I believe luck 875 00:44:14,040 --> 00:44:16,040 Speaker 1: is just putting yourself in a spot. And if you 876 00:44:16,040 --> 00:44:19,440 Speaker 1: put yourself in the right spot, eventually something is going 877 00:44:19,520 --> 00:44:22,120 Speaker 1: to happen. No, you're right, you have to work for it. Yeah. 878 00:44:22,239 --> 00:44:24,440 Speaker 1: And if you get the first time you buy at 879 00:44:24,520 --> 00:44:26,600 Speaker 1: took you one of the first time and you're like, well, 880 00:44:26,680 --> 00:44:28,040 Speaker 1: you're on the right spot to buy the lot. You 881 00:44:28,239 --> 00:44:31,000 Speaker 1: went to the store. You went to the store. And 882 00:44:31,080 --> 00:44:33,280 Speaker 1: if you're unlucky, well you probably walking on the sidewalk 883 00:44:33,280 --> 00:44:35,000 Speaker 1: when the piano fell out, Like you need to look 884 00:44:35,080 --> 00:44:37,759 Speaker 1: up when you say, like, look out before you start 885 00:44:37,800 --> 00:44:41,520 Speaker 1: walking on the sidewalk walking by buildings. That's true. Okay, 886 00:44:41,880 --> 00:44:46,400 Speaker 1: so you're starting your life over basically. Yeah. And I 887 00:44:46,520 --> 00:44:50,560 Speaker 1: read this book You Are a Badass by Jensen Saro, 888 00:44:51,239 --> 00:44:53,920 Speaker 1: and the therapy therapy was amazing, it was great. I 889 00:44:54,000 --> 00:44:56,120 Speaker 1: got to get it all out. But this book is 890 00:44:56,200 --> 00:44:58,120 Speaker 1: like what set me over the edge to like my 891 00:44:58,400 --> 00:45:02,000 Speaker 1: blissful like life is awesome, I feel great, like that 892 00:45:02,239 --> 00:45:05,320 Speaker 1: book is. It's it's all I mean, it's all about 893 00:45:05,400 --> 00:45:08,520 Speaker 1: self esteem. Like if you love yourself when you're you're 894 00:45:08,600 --> 00:45:12,280 Speaker 1: like you feel worthy, then everybody's going to feel that energy. 895 00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:15,560 Speaker 1: And you're gonna as soon as I felt that way, Um, 896 00:45:15,920 --> 00:45:18,160 Speaker 1: everybody like wanted to hear the music. People were hearing 897 00:45:18,160 --> 00:45:20,680 Speaker 1: about the music and like labels and stuff. We're like 898 00:45:20,719 --> 00:45:22,000 Speaker 1: when can we hear when can we hear it? And 899 00:45:22,040 --> 00:45:23,480 Speaker 1: I was just like, I don't know. I mean I'm not. 900 00:45:24,200 --> 00:45:25,360 Speaker 1: I mean you can hear it, but I'm not. I 901 00:45:25,400 --> 00:45:28,080 Speaker 1: don't want to really sign with anybody right now. And 902 00:45:28,320 --> 00:45:31,640 Speaker 1: like you know, started going on dates and my friends 903 00:45:31,719 --> 00:45:34,400 Speaker 1: all are like, yeah, there's definitely something happening with you. 904 00:45:34,560 --> 00:45:38,120 Speaker 1: It's like palpable, like your confidence and whatever it is. 905 00:45:38,200 --> 00:45:39,719 Speaker 1: And like it just felt like there was like a 906 00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:42,480 Speaker 1: massive shift after I read that book. So anytime I 907 00:45:42,560 --> 00:45:44,799 Speaker 1: can like bring it up, I do, because even if 908 00:45:44,840 --> 00:45:46,400 Speaker 1: you don't feel like you need it, it's just a 909 00:45:46,520 --> 00:45:49,680 Speaker 1: great read. It's awesome, you know book I like Green 910 00:45:49,719 --> 00:45:53,239 Speaker 1: Eggs and him. You know what book that was really 911 00:45:53,520 --> 00:45:57,520 Speaker 1: fantastic is The Places You'll Go. It's still the best. 912 00:45:58,400 --> 00:46:00,719 Speaker 1: I can read that book and be inspired. Still it 913 00:46:00,840 --> 00:46:02,680 Speaker 1: kind of makes me sad, Like it makes me sad. 914 00:46:02,920 --> 00:46:05,680 Speaker 1: It's nostalgic and like a really sad and then you 915 00:46:06,239 --> 00:46:07,960 Speaker 1: it's nostalgic because you didn't go a lot of those 916 00:46:07,960 --> 00:46:09,279 Speaker 1: places that you thought, you what is a kid and 917 00:46:09,320 --> 00:46:12,960 Speaker 1: you're like, well, Walt, Walt. When I was strain, that's 918 00:46:13,000 --> 00:46:15,400 Speaker 1: a good one. And I bought What's Funny as my 919 00:46:16,280 --> 00:46:18,320 Speaker 1: main producer on my radio show. Her name is Morgan 920 00:46:18,760 --> 00:46:20,880 Speaker 1: when she graduated college, because she was an intern for me. 921 00:46:20,960 --> 00:46:23,279 Speaker 1: Then she was a phone screener. Then I wanted to 922 00:46:23,360 --> 00:46:25,239 Speaker 1: keep around, so I hires my assistant and then I 923 00:46:25,320 --> 00:46:27,120 Speaker 1: put her on the so she worked her way up. 924 00:46:27,120 --> 00:46:29,920 Speaker 1: But when she graduated college, I bought her that book 925 00:46:30,080 --> 00:46:31,719 Speaker 1: The Place that You'll Go and wrote her a whole 926 00:46:31,760 --> 00:46:33,920 Speaker 1: note on I was like, hey, nobody works harder than 927 00:46:33,960 --> 00:46:35,600 Speaker 1: you wherever you want to go. And now she's running 928 00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:38,520 Speaker 1: the show crazy, But that book, that's still a cool book. 929 00:46:38,560 --> 00:46:41,280 Speaker 1: And what's your book called again? You are a Badass? 930 00:46:43,200 --> 00:46:52,680 Speaker 1: Is it for girls? That's twelve? Yeah, it's it's a big, 931 00:46:52,840 --> 00:46:56,400 Speaker 1: like yellow it's super super like poppy book. You can 932 00:46:56,400 --> 00:46:59,680 Speaker 1: see it from mile away. But it's awesome. I should 933 00:46:59,719 --> 00:47:03,840 Speaker 1: give you bare bones. Oh dude, I have it. I 934 00:47:04,000 --> 00:47:10,640 Speaker 1: just haven't read it yet, Okay, I'm just being honest. Yeah, 935 00:47:11,280 --> 00:47:14,160 Speaker 1: Well let me what do you mean you have it? 936 00:47:14,200 --> 00:47:16,160 Speaker 1: Did you get it for free? Did you buy it 937 00:47:16,200 --> 00:47:18,200 Speaker 1: with your money. Oh well, that's cool. They appreciate that. 938 00:47:18,680 --> 00:47:20,120 Speaker 1: Let me know, when you read it would change your life. 939 00:47:20,160 --> 00:47:23,840 Speaker 1: I'm excited change your life. Yeah. I mean, like, I 940 00:47:24,320 --> 00:47:27,120 Speaker 1: see all of the reviews and they're they're all ravings. Yeah, 941 00:47:27,160 --> 00:47:28,840 Speaker 1: but let me tell you about those reviews. They're a 942 00:47:28,880 --> 00:47:31,120 Speaker 1: little bit screwed up because I got in there one day. 943 00:47:31,760 --> 00:47:35,399 Speaker 1: My my listeners are the best because I'm honest with them. 944 00:47:35,400 --> 00:47:38,560 Speaker 1: They don't always they don't always enjoy me, but I'm 945 00:47:38,640 --> 00:47:42,200 Speaker 1: honest with them. And so there's a respect between my 946 00:47:42,320 --> 00:47:45,200 Speaker 1: listeners and myself to where even if you don't like 947 00:47:45,360 --> 00:47:47,120 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, I'm at least telling you my truth, 948 00:47:47,320 --> 00:47:50,279 Speaker 1: right even and we can disagree, and that's fine most 949 00:47:50,320 --> 00:47:52,760 Speaker 1: of them. And I say, hey, so because of that respect, 950 00:47:52,800 --> 00:47:55,239 Speaker 1: and say, hey, give me a solid go over to 951 00:47:55,239 --> 00:47:57,799 Speaker 1: Amazon and just give it five stars, everybody, even if 952 00:47:57,840 --> 00:48:04,000 Speaker 1: you had like a thousand review Yes, now, to be fair, 953 00:48:04,080 --> 00:48:06,040 Speaker 1: it was the New York Times best seller for four weeks. Now, 954 00:48:06,120 --> 00:48:08,320 Speaker 1: I can't fake that part of it. But if you 955 00:48:08,360 --> 00:48:10,680 Speaker 1: look at Amazon and don't by the way, if you're 956 00:48:10,719 --> 00:48:12,759 Speaker 1: listening right now, go give it five stars. And I'm 957 00:48:12,760 --> 00:48:14,600 Speaker 1: almost I'm always on my second one right now, So 958 00:48:14,680 --> 00:48:17,319 Speaker 1: I'm so that comes out in June. Yeah, all right, 959 00:48:17,400 --> 00:48:21,920 Speaker 1: I gotta read that first one first. You don't have to. No, 960 00:48:22,200 --> 00:48:24,040 Speaker 1: it's not because I don't have anything else. I don't 961 00:48:24,040 --> 00:48:26,680 Speaker 1: want to write the first anything. Like, I was exhausted. 962 00:48:27,520 --> 00:48:29,120 Speaker 1: It's like a watch rag when you squeeze it, and 963 00:48:29,200 --> 00:48:32,759 Speaker 1: a wahrag. How country dis It's it's like like you 964 00:48:32,840 --> 00:48:36,040 Speaker 1: get a piece of cloth wet and you squeeze it 965 00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:38,160 Speaker 1: when you ring it out, yes, and then it's like 966 00:48:38,239 --> 00:48:40,080 Speaker 1: there's no more water in it. Yeah, that's what I 967 00:48:40,160 --> 00:48:42,680 Speaker 1: felt like when I finished that book. You got to 968 00:48:42,800 --> 00:48:45,200 Speaker 1: dip the towel and some more water. Well, I did, 969 00:48:45,320 --> 00:48:48,000 Speaker 1: and I did a ted talk and that's what I 970 00:48:48,080 --> 00:48:51,520 Speaker 1: did the second book on on how to Fail and 971 00:48:51,640 --> 00:48:55,240 Speaker 1: why failing is great, yes, and how it actually helps 972 00:48:55,280 --> 00:48:58,400 Speaker 1: you succeed. Oh my gosh, so crazy you're saying that. Literally, 973 00:48:59,080 --> 00:49:02,560 Speaker 1: on my drive here, I saw the sun setting on 974 00:49:02,880 --> 00:49:05,200 Speaker 1: it sound like a hippie right now, it's still since 975 00:49:05,280 --> 00:49:08,239 Speaker 1: it on the like the Nashville skyline, and I just 976 00:49:08,360 --> 00:49:11,719 Speaker 1: looked at it and I had this overwhelming feeling of 977 00:49:11,800 --> 00:49:14,719 Speaker 1: gratitude for all of like the bad things that I've 978 00:49:14,760 --> 00:49:17,359 Speaker 1: been through this year. I was like, thank you. That's 979 00:49:17,400 --> 00:49:20,640 Speaker 1: how you learn. You have to And so that's what 980 00:49:20,760 --> 00:49:23,440 Speaker 1: the book is. It's oh man, I'm so excited for that. 981 00:49:23,680 --> 00:49:28,640 Speaker 1: And I have people that have sent I have friends, um, 982 00:49:29,239 --> 00:49:32,320 Speaker 1: like do you know Dean Sandrews's football player? So I 983 00:49:32,640 --> 00:49:35,000 Speaker 1: reached out to Dion and like the governor of Arkansas, 984 00:49:35,160 --> 00:49:36,839 Speaker 1: and people are like, hey, what, I don't care about 985 00:49:36,840 --> 00:49:39,160 Speaker 1: their success, Like what's your worst story? Right? When were 986 00:49:39,160 --> 00:49:42,000 Speaker 1: you were your lowest? Because when people see all the time, 987 00:49:42,600 --> 00:49:46,560 Speaker 1: is everybody up on their high because that's what that's 988 00:49:46,560 --> 00:49:49,440 Speaker 1: where everybody's looking up. Yeah, they want that hope. And 989 00:49:49,640 --> 00:49:53,000 Speaker 1: so my story is and the book that I'm writing 990 00:49:53,239 --> 00:49:55,600 Speaker 1: is you have to go through five hundred of those 991 00:49:56,480 --> 00:50:00,040 Speaker 1: bad things to learn have resilience and even the it 992 00:50:00,200 --> 00:50:02,800 Speaker 1: is that you see failed miserably so many times. So anyway, 993 00:50:02,800 --> 00:50:05,239 Speaker 1: that's that's what the books about. I love that that 994 00:50:05,400 --> 00:50:06,879 Speaker 1: would be the second But you can't read it until 995 00:50:08,320 --> 00:50:11,279 Speaker 1: the second book unlocks after you read the first one, right, 996 00:50:11,280 --> 00:50:13,239 Speaker 1: because there's a combination hidden in the first book that 997 00:50:13,360 --> 00:50:15,920 Speaker 1: you can't even open the second book until it's until 998 00:50:15,920 --> 00:50:19,120 Speaker 1: you find the combination. Yeah, yeah, it's a whole thing. 999 00:50:19,160 --> 00:50:23,759 Speaker 1: It's a little thing we're working on, really involved. Don't 1000 00:50:23,840 --> 00:50:26,160 Speaker 1: drink water. Um, let me see what I have appear 1001 00:50:26,200 --> 00:50:29,200 Speaker 1: for you Waterloo. What is that? Oh? It is um? 1002 00:50:29,680 --> 00:50:34,040 Speaker 1: I like, so I stopped drinking sodas years ago. That's good. Yeah, 1003 00:50:34,320 --> 00:50:37,520 Speaker 1: so I drink coke today though I love them. I 1004 00:50:37,600 --> 00:50:39,560 Speaker 1: was a little hungover. I love cold you. Last night 1005 00:50:39,600 --> 00:50:44,719 Speaker 1: action party, no, actually, which was a bad idea to 1006 00:50:44,840 --> 00:50:47,960 Speaker 1: do karaoke? Nope, I was there for an hour. Did 1007 00:50:48,000 --> 00:50:50,120 Speaker 1: they pressure you to do karaoke if you go somewhere 1008 00:50:50,120 --> 00:50:52,480 Speaker 1: and they're like, Cassidy, if you're a good singer, goes 1009 00:50:52,560 --> 00:50:55,600 Speaker 1: do some karaoke, like blow everybody's face off. No, it's 1010 00:50:55,680 --> 00:50:57,920 Speaker 1: kind of crazy, I think. Well, first of all, and 1011 00:50:57,960 --> 00:51:00,759 Speaker 1: one person recognized me in that pub. Everybody else was 1012 00:51:00,920 --> 00:51:04,240 Speaker 1: just hammered and didn't couldn't see. So it was great. 1013 00:51:04,320 --> 00:51:06,279 Speaker 1: But I just I just like be lined to the 1014 00:51:06,320 --> 00:51:09,600 Speaker 1: back of the room because I can't handle a smokey 1015 00:51:09,640 --> 00:51:11,839 Speaker 1: bar like that. It was too much. It was fun. 1016 00:51:11,960 --> 00:51:14,440 Speaker 1: I'm glad I did it. I never went before, but 1017 00:51:14,520 --> 00:51:16,120 Speaker 1: I was like, I gotta get out here. And then 1018 00:51:16,120 --> 00:51:18,360 Speaker 1: we ended up going on Broadway, and you went on 1019 00:51:18,440 --> 00:51:23,240 Speaker 1: Broadway Broadways like the mess. It's like tourists and everybody 1020 00:51:23,280 --> 00:51:26,640 Speaker 1: gets just plastered and people are just peeing on the road. Yeah, 1021 00:51:27,080 --> 00:51:29,239 Speaker 1: I mean that's it at the same time. People vomit 1022 00:51:29,320 --> 00:51:32,360 Speaker 1: and pe at the same time, like a v or 1023 00:51:32,440 --> 00:51:36,600 Speaker 1: a palm it. Yeah, disgusting. You went on Broadway, Huh? 1024 00:51:36,960 --> 00:51:39,239 Speaker 1: I did. I just sometimes I don't care. Why don't 1025 00:51:39,280 --> 00:51:41,120 Speaker 1: you just hop in one of those bands, I'd be funny. 1026 00:51:41,239 --> 00:51:44,440 Speaker 1: I do. So my band plays. They My guitarist name 1027 00:51:44,520 --> 00:51:46,520 Speaker 1: is Benji, and they have their own side thing, Benji 1028 00:51:46,600 --> 00:51:52,960 Speaker 1: and the Jets, and they play a gig. Yeah, pretty good, 1029 00:51:53,160 --> 00:51:56,719 Speaker 1: and they play every Saturday night at Valentine sometimes Friday nights. 1030 00:51:56,760 --> 00:51:59,000 Speaker 1: And if I go, I pop up there and we 1031 00:51:59,120 --> 00:52:01,800 Speaker 1: do like think of you or one of my songs 1032 00:52:01,920 --> 00:52:04,600 Speaker 1: or something. But I don't I love it. It's like 1033 00:52:04,880 --> 00:52:07,000 Speaker 1: it's I'm kind of a yes girl this year, well 1034 00:52:07,080 --> 00:52:09,239 Speaker 1: over the past few months, and I just I'm like, yeah, 1035 00:52:09,520 --> 00:52:11,600 Speaker 1: I'll go if I'm in my pjs on the couch. 1036 00:52:11,680 --> 00:52:14,200 Speaker 1: I used to be like, Nope, done at seven. I 1037 00:52:14,200 --> 00:52:16,239 Speaker 1: don't care if you text me I'm done for the night. 1038 00:52:16,320 --> 00:52:19,600 Speaker 1: But now I'll be like, all right, I got a rally. 1039 00:52:19,719 --> 00:52:23,280 Speaker 1: It's time to go and always something awesome happens always, 1040 00:52:24,560 --> 00:52:26,360 Speaker 1: but most of the time, So what do you do? 1041 00:52:26,440 --> 00:52:28,400 Speaker 1: What do you do today? I got what's your life like? Now? 1042 00:52:28,719 --> 00:52:32,560 Speaker 1: Um So, I my phone broke last night. Last night 1043 00:52:32,640 --> 00:52:34,719 Speaker 1: was quite the night. Okay, it didn't break because I 1044 00:52:35,120 --> 00:52:38,200 Speaker 1: was drinking. It broke because I just stopped charging. I 1045 00:52:38,320 --> 00:52:40,120 Speaker 1: was at home and I was like, this isn't charging. 1046 00:52:40,480 --> 00:52:42,359 Speaker 1: So I went out. I brought my iPad. It looked 1047 00:52:42,360 --> 00:52:44,959 Speaker 1: like a crazy picture. I package, your phone is broken, 1048 00:52:45,440 --> 00:52:50,360 Speaker 1: that's funny, and I was like Santa's pub trying to 1049 00:52:50,400 --> 00:52:53,200 Speaker 1: get WiFi and it's bad. But I. Um so, this 1050 00:52:53,360 --> 00:52:55,800 Speaker 1: morning my I was like, yeah, mom, I gotta go 1051 00:52:55,880 --> 00:52:57,360 Speaker 1: get a new phone. And she's like, don't go to 1052 00:52:57,440 --> 00:52:59,600 Speaker 1: the mall. Don't get a new phone because she caught 1053 00:52:59,640 --> 00:53:03,840 Speaker 1: me and I phone for Christmas. So I went over 1054 00:53:03,880 --> 00:53:08,080 Speaker 1: to she did was wrapped in everything. You have it? Oh, yeah, 1055 00:53:10,480 --> 00:53:12,640 Speaker 1: that's it's awesome. You know to use it yet No, 1056 00:53:13,040 --> 00:53:14,480 Speaker 1: I took me five minutes to figure out I to 1057 00:53:14,560 --> 00:53:16,799 Speaker 1: shut it off. So you just wanted to turn it off. 1058 00:53:17,520 --> 00:53:19,760 Speaker 1: I just needed to turn it off to get my servants. Basically, 1059 00:53:19,880 --> 00:53:22,920 Speaker 1: just push one button and hold it down. No, that's Siri. No, 1060 00:53:23,360 --> 00:53:26,480 Speaker 1: it's to turn it off like watch, you have to 1061 00:53:26,560 --> 00:53:29,719 Speaker 1: hold this button down or there it's it. Wait, am 1062 00:53:29,760 --> 00:53:34,719 Speaker 1: I wrong? Oh that's what it isn't even know that's me. 1063 00:53:35,719 --> 00:53:37,680 Speaker 1: That's an example of me being a douche right there, 1064 00:53:37,920 --> 00:53:42,280 Speaker 1: that's it. I was. Yes, So it's these two buttons. 1065 00:53:42,440 --> 00:53:45,480 Speaker 1: That's why it never turns off the Oh my gosh, 1066 00:53:45,600 --> 00:53:47,560 Speaker 1: the phone that never shut. I only talked to Siri 1067 00:53:47,680 --> 00:53:50,359 Speaker 1: by saying hey, Siri, though, oh I I have used 1068 00:53:50,400 --> 00:53:53,359 Speaker 1: it when I'm driving to call somebody. I'm really weird. 1069 00:53:53,440 --> 00:53:55,600 Speaker 1: I will not touch my phone when I'm driving. That's 1070 00:53:55,640 --> 00:53:57,800 Speaker 1: like a big no no. Yeah, I don't either, but 1071 00:53:57,840 --> 00:53:59,440 Speaker 1: I don't ever push the button. Now, I say, hey, 1072 00:53:59,440 --> 00:54:10,799 Speaker 1: Siri called Cassidy Pope trainer to call me poop face mine. Yes, 1073 00:54:10,880 --> 00:54:14,239 Speaker 1: I'm mature. My name is big bad Voodoo Boggy. Do 1074 00:54:14,280 --> 00:54:17,239 Speaker 1: you know how a big bad boodo daddy is. I 1075 00:54:17,360 --> 00:54:20,919 Speaker 1: never heard a big bad boody daddy, not bad voodoo daddy. Yeah, 1076 00:54:21,120 --> 00:54:24,719 Speaker 1: so that's a mouthful, big bad boody daddy. Back in 1077 00:54:24,800 --> 00:54:30,600 Speaker 1: the people abbreviate that mm hmm. Here. Back in like 1078 00:54:30,719 --> 00:54:34,200 Speaker 1: the nineties or at least two thousands, this big band 1079 00:54:34,280 --> 00:54:37,280 Speaker 1: thing came back. It was like Brian sets Or Orchestra 1080 00:54:37,680 --> 00:54:40,920 Speaker 1: and Big Bad Boodoo Daddy. They're also in Swingers, okay, 1081 00:54:41,239 --> 00:54:45,239 Speaker 1: and the band Yeah, I know you're talking. Yeah I 1082 00:54:45,239 --> 00:54:48,560 Speaker 1: don't know their music and so no nobody does. But yeah, anyway, 1083 00:54:48,640 --> 00:54:50,640 Speaker 1: dick it, that's good. You would know. I bet you 1084 00:54:50,760 --> 00:54:53,080 Speaker 1: kind of know this song No hold on You Me 1085 00:54:53,160 --> 00:55:00,520 Speaker 1: and the Bottle Make three. You see, you don't even 1086 00:55:00,520 --> 00:55:01,759 Speaker 1: a good music. You need to be on people to 1087 00:55:01,800 --> 00:55:04,040 Speaker 1: know good music. Jim, do you know Cherry Pop and 1088 00:55:04,080 --> 00:55:08,880 Speaker 1: Daddy's like zoot Suit, Riot, Ze, Sue Riot. What are 1089 00:55:08,880 --> 00:55:13,920 Speaker 1: you saying? Oh my goodness, Cherry by the way, what 1090 00:55:14,000 --> 00:55:15,799 Speaker 1: a bad name for all my mouse went out every 1091 00:55:15,840 --> 00:55:19,879 Speaker 1: way They're called Cherry Pop and Daddy's that's name, yeah 1092 00:55:20,680 --> 00:55:26,279 Speaker 1: it is. But zoot Suit Riot, Riot Back, bottle of Beer, Yeah, 1093 00:55:27,280 --> 00:55:40,000 Speaker 1: that's this one. So this is this is the whole thing. 1094 00:55:40,400 --> 00:55:42,480 Speaker 1: And like the late nineties or the two thousands where 1095 00:55:42,520 --> 00:55:45,239 Speaker 1: all these bands that were big band, we're all in 1096 00:55:45,320 --> 00:55:47,200 Speaker 1: pop radio. This is when I was like a teenager 1097 00:55:47,280 --> 00:55:50,759 Speaker 1: on pop radio. So I don't remember that. I was 1098 00:55:51,360 --> 00:55:56,000 Speaker 1: very I was in like into Michelle Branch or something. 1099 00:55:56,760 --> 00:55:58,960 Speaker 1: But again I was on the radio. Yeah, you had 1100 00:55:59,000 --> 00:56:01,160 Speaker 1: to know everything out, all of it. Hold on, I'm 1101 00:56:01,160 --> 00:56:02,480 Speaker 1: gonna give you this one. You're gonna do you do 1102 00:56:02,520 --> 00:56:09,280 Speaker 1: you remember Doug, the guy that did the cartoon dog Dude, Dude, 1103 00:56:10,400 --> 00:56:14,600 Speaker 1: go ahead. He did um covers of like pump songs, 1104 00:56:14,719 --> 00:56:17,040 Speaker 1: but he did it in like a Sinatra way. He 1105 00:56:17,160 --> 00:56:20,680 Speaker 1: wasn't real artist. I mean, I don't want to say that. No, 1106 00:56:20,760 --> 00:56:22,440 Speaker 1: I mean he wasn't to make his own stuff up. 1107 00:56:22,560 --> 00:56:26,799 Speaker 1: I don't think. So. It looks like this is all 1108 00:56:28,120 --> 00:56:35,520 Speaker 1: look out, jump driving well or something. Jump job, jump 1109 00:56:35,680 --> 00:56:40,879 Speaker 1: job job. So you were like ten or something. Oh, 1110 00:56:41,000 --> 00:56:46,920 Speaker 1: I was probably into Backstreet Boys. Eight. I take a 1111 00:56:46,960 --> 00:56:49,200 Speaker 1: picture of the Backstreet Boys all in. It was all 1112 00:56:49,280 --> 00:56:53,880 Speaker 1: in me and my eyes were closed. So it was 1113 00:56:53,920 --> 00:56:55,840 Speaker 1: my one shot. Was all everybody was in because they 1114 00:56:55,880 --> 00:56:58,640 Speaker 1: were like, we take a picture of my eyes were closed. 1115 00:56:58,680 --> 00:57:01,239 Speaker 1: Hang it. I'm at them at the a c m 1116 00:57:01,560 --> 00:57:06,920 Speaker 1: MS last year. This year, I met in this year honors. No, 1117 00:57:07,120 --> 00:57:10,799 Speaker 1: wait a minute, a c m S I was at. 1118 00:57:11,080 --> 00:57:13,560 Speaker 1: I met him at CMT Artists of the Year. Okay, 1119 00:57:13,600 --> 00:57:15,880 Speaker 1: I didn't go to that, gotcha? Okay, Yeah, it'd be 1120 00:57:15,880 --> 00:57:19,080 Speaker 1: pretty cool to get in the door there. This was 1121 00:57:19,160 --> 00:57:26,360 Speaker 1: my coming, I'm coming back. Okay. So just to recap, 1122 00:57:27,680 --> 00:57:30,640 Speaker 1: it's a lot. No, I think it's just a lot 1123 00:57:30,720 --> 00:57:34,480 Speaker 1: of life. It's so much life, but I love it. Yeah, 1124 00:57:34,520 --> 00:57:35,800 Speaker 1: I think it's a lot of life. I think you 1125 00:57:35,840 --> 00:57:38,000 Speaker 1: probably learned a lot in this last year, more than 1126 00:57:38,360 --> 00:57:41,720 Speaker 1: more than the last seven years. It's so true. It's 1127 00:57:42,040 --> 00:57:45,560 Speaker 1: once I was like, okay, I'm gonna start following my heart. 1128 00:57:46,960 --> 00:57:50,760 Speaker 1: That's when everything went crazy. It was like a ship store. 1129 00:57:50,800 --> 00:57:54,080 Speaker 1: Oh sorry, we want It was like a ship storm. 1130 00:57:54,280 --> 00:57:55,640 Speaker 1: We don't think we're live on the radio. If not, 1131 00:57:55,640 --> 00:58:02,760 Speaker 1: you're gonna sadly disappointed. Nobody's calling in where everybody it 1132 00:58:02,880 --> 00:58:04,960 Speaker 1: was like, yeah, I just once I started doing that, 1133 00:58:05,040 --> 00:58:06,840 Speaker 1: it was really bad. At first, I was like, why 1134 00:58:06,880 --> 00:58:08,800 Speaker 1: did I do this again? Why did I fire everybody 1135 00:58:08,840 --> 00:58:11,480 Speaker 1: and break up with my nex? And then and then 1136 00:58:11,680 --> 00:58:15,600 Speaker 1: now I'm like, oh got it. I'm so much happier. 1137 00:58:16,040 --> 00:58:19,520 Speaker 1: I feel cleansed. M good for you. I would be 1138 00:58:20,280 --> 00:58:25,600 Speaker 1: as a dude. As a dude, and now we're dating 1139 00:58:25,640 --> 00:58:28,720 Speaker 1: a girl that was just out of a seven year relationship. 1140 00:58:29,800 --> 00:58:33,120 Speaker 1: Be one. Well, I'm not like tough. I'm telling you 1141 00:58:33,160 --> 00:58:36,240 Speaker 1: as a dude, even though I would act cool and 1142 00:58:36,400 --> 00:58:38,080 Speaker 1: be like, yeah, I have, but I would be like, 1143 00:58:38,160 --> 00:58:44,240 Speaker 1: oh really yeah, because it's you wonder yea, yeah, but 1144 00:58:44,360 --> 00:58:46,480 Speaker 1: I'm it's I mean, I can say it's all blue 1145 00:58:46,520 --> 00:58:48,320 Speaker 1: in the face, but yeah, it's that's done. Like if 1146 00:58:48,360 --> 00:58:50,680 Speaker 1: you were dating a dude who was in a relationship 1147 00:58:50,760 --> 00:58:52,800 Speaker 1: for ten years basically and he's been out for a 1148 00:58:52,840 --> 00:58:54,280 Speaker 1: few months, when you want to be like, I wonder 1149 00:58:54,400 --> 00:58:57,840 Speaker 1: what part of that he's holding on too? Yeah, but 1150 00:58:57,960 --> 00:59:01,240 Speaker 1: I'm honest, I'm like, I always love him, I respect him, 1151 00:59:01,520 --> 00:59:04,880 Speaker 1: He's amazing. Nobody did anything wrong. But it's if you like, 1152 00:59:05,200 --> 00:59:08,040 Speaker 1: unless I give you a reason to not trust me, 1153 00:59:08,520 --> 00:59:11,240 Speaker 1: then I think you should just be open up your 1154 00:59:11,280 --> 00:59:13,120 Speaker 1: heart and be open minded. I like to share with 1155 00:59:13,160 --> 00:59:14,800 Speaker 1: you my favorite thing about me. If you don't wind, 1156 00:59:15,120 --> 00:59:17,400 Speaker 1: you don't have an open hair. No, it's I love 1157 00:59:17,440 --> 00:59:19,080 Speaker 1: to give a relationship advice, and I can't keep one 1158 00:59:19,120 --> 00:59:22,320 Speaker 1: together to say, my freaking life. It's like, it's like 1159 00:59:22,600 --> 00:59:25,560 Speaker 1: five years of let me give you some great relationship advice. 1160 00:59:25,760 --> 00:59:33,080 Speaker 1: Yet here's the blind audition from you. Yeah, this is 1161 00:59:33,200 --> 00:59:36,280 Speaker 1: how you doing. Do you remember the song you did torn, Natalie. 1162 00:59:36,760 --> 00:59:38,880 Speaker 1: I remember walking up the stairs and I had a 1163 00:59:38,960 --> 00:59:41,280 Speaker 1: ring on and I put my hand on the railing. 1164 00:59:41,320 --> 00:59:46,080 Speaker 1: It was like dead silent was like where a yeah, 1165 00:59:46,800 --> 00:59:49,160 Speaker 1: like I think it was the universal lot. Okay, so 1166 00:59:49,280 --> 00:59:52,960 Speaker 1: you went this is on the show show Yeah, okay, yeah, 1167 00:59:53,120 --> 00:59:55,400 Speaker 1: but you had to sing somewhere else first, right? Oh yeah? 1168 00:59:55,440 --> 00:59:57,919 Speaker 1: I had Like they did a um, what's it called 1169 00:59:58,600 --> 01:00:00,880 Speaker 1: a rain a private audition, and I came and I 1170 01:00:01,000 --> 01:00:03,240 Speaker 1: kind of skipped you're a ringer? Did they find? They 1171 01:00:03,960 --> 01:00:05,960 Speaker 1: said you were hey Monday. Yeah. They were like, we 1172 01:00:06,080 --> 01:00:07,840 Speaker 1: heard you left the band. When you come audition? They 1173 01:00:07,880 --> 01:00:10,360 Speaker 1: asked me the year before. I said no, and they 1174 01:00:10,360 --> 01:00:12,280 Speaker 1: asked me again, and I was like, okay, that's time. 1175 01:00:12,640 --> 01:00:19,840 Speaker 1: Here's torn snow Midwick used to lie. This conversation all 1176 01:00:19,960 --> 01:00:23,840 Speaker 1: three immediately took a minute. Well, it was tough because 1177 01:00:23,880 --> 01:00:25,479 Speaker 1: you started falling back in your chair, like you didn't 1178 01:00:25,480 --> 01:00:27,520 Speaker 1: want to hear that is making you comfortable. I can 1179 01:00:27,600 --> 01:00:30,000 Speaker 1: hear the nerves in my voice. And of course you're 1180 01:00:30,120 --> 01:00:32,680 Speaker 1: you're like, how old were you when you did this? 1181 01:00:33,320 --> 01:00:37,880 Speaker 1: Twenty two? Okay, you're twenty two and you're on NBC. Yeah, 1182 01:00:38,840 --> 01:00:43,520 Speaker 1: let's listen again, snow Midwick, you used to lie this conversation. 1183 01:00:52,560 --> 01:00:55,400 Speaker 1: Here's that family. Oh jeez, you're gonna make me cry now. 1184 01:00:55,960 --> 01:00:59,000 Speaker 1: So that was my mom, my sister, my friend who 1185 01:00:59,080 --> 01:01:01,640 Speaker 1: passed two years ago, who I just got this tattoo for. 1186 01:01:01,960 --> 01:01:04,320 Speaker 1: I saw, I saw your Instagram post you getting it 1187 01:01:04,360 --> 01:01:06,680 Speaker 1: done yet? Yeah? He was one of my best friends, um, 1188 01:01:07,120 --> 01:01:11,040 Speaker 1: my old friend, my one of my oldest friends, Ali 1189 01:01:11,240 --> 01:01:14,040 Speaker 1: who I've known since I was in preschool, and Ryan, 1190 01:01:14,320 --> 01:01:18,480 Speaker 1: my ex. And it was like, I mean it was crazy, 1191 01:01:18,720 --> 01:01:21,440 Speaker 1: Like I I walked into the room after the audition 1192 01:01:21,520 --> 01:01:24,760 Speaker 1: and I was just looking at them like okay, somebody 1193 01:01:24,840 --> 01:01:26,960 Speaker 1: pinched me? Is this for real? Like did all four 1194 01:01:27,120 --> 01:01:29,640 Speaker 1: just turn around? Like because I was scared, I left 1195 01:01:29,680 --> 01:01:31,200 Speaker 1: the band and I was like, what am I doing? 1196 01:01:31,320 --> 01:01:33,720 Speaker 1: I could this is comfortable, I could keep doing this, 1197 01:01:34,000 --> 01:01:36,280 Speaker 1: And you know, we just got out of our record deal, 1198 01:01:36,360 --> 01:01:37,960 Speaker 1: so we felt kind of free, like we could go 1199 01:01:38,080 --> 01:01:41,120 Speaker 1: anywhere if we wanted. But I knew deep down it 1200 01:01:41,160 --> 01:01:42,800 Speaker 1: was probably not going to happen for us, and so 1201 01:01:42,960 --> 01:01:46,480 Speaker 1: I left. But like that was the validation, Like crazy, 1202 01:01:46,720 --> 01:01:48,480 Speaker 1: what do you think when you hear yourself singing there? 1203 01:01:48,880 --> 01:01:51,000 Speaker 1: I don't like it. You know, I've heard just sing 1204 01:01:51,040 --> 01:01:54,000 Speaker 1: a bunch of times. I wouldn't think that was you. 1205 01:01:54,120 --> 01:01:56,400 Speaker 1: I think I don't think it's that good. No, it's not, 1206 01:01:56,640 --> 01:01:59,360 Speaker 1: because here's what happens when you get nervous. Your throat 1207 01:01:59,400 --> 01:02:03,240 Speaker 1: closes up really and I like my main problem on 1208 01:02:03,320 --> 01:02:07,280 Speaker 1: that the whole show. I was at the very bottom 1209 01:02:07,320 --> 01:02:09,800 Speaker 1: of my potential the whole time because of nerves, and 1210 01:02:10,160 --> 01:02:12,760 Speaker 1: any time I get nervous, my low notes go away. 1211 01:02:13,120 --> 01:02:16,160 Speaker 1: So like the finale for Crys, like, so you won 1212 01:02:16,240 --> 01:02:21,120 Speaker 1: the show nervous, yes, man, because you're a really good 1213 01:02:21,200 --> 01:02:23,640 Speaker 1: singer and I've been able to watch you sing in person, 1214 01:02:23,760 --> 01:02:27,560 Speaker 1: like you're fantastic. You're one of the upper echelon vocalists. 1215 01:02:27,800 --> 01:02:31,000 Speaker 1: And I hear this and I go, huh. They all 1216 01:02:31,040 --> 01:02:32,640 Speaker 1: turned aroun a little too quick for my For me, 1217 01:02:33,040 --> 01:02:36,240 Speaker 1: I was like, they around that, they run that like 1218 01:02:36,320 --> 01:02:39,600 Speaker 1: that's what I thought. I was like, it was like, yeah, 1219 01:02:39,680 --> 01:02:45,480 Speaker 1: that was pretty fast. I was like, really, okay, conversation, 1220 01:02:47,800 --> 01:02:51,040 Speaker 1: that's quick. It's fast there. They I think they just 1221 01:02:51,120 --> 01:02:53,400 Speaker 1: heard something. Maybe you knew good, don't know, but I do. 1222 01:02:53,880 --> 01:02:57,800 Speaker 1: You're you're really fantastic. That's not a slight in anyway. No, 1223 01:02:58,000 --> 01:03:01,320 Speaker 1: I literally don't. I tell me bold it's okay. I 1224 01:03:01,640 --> 01:03:03,680 Speaker 1: tell people all the time like that, that's not a 1225 01:03:03,720 --> 01:03:05,960 Speaker 1: good representation of my voice at all because I was 1226 01:03:06,000 --> 01:03:08,520 Speaker 1: so nervous. Now, here's some of your hip hop albums. 1227 01:03:08,640 --> 01:03:14,000 Speaker 1: Are you apologized well for the age? Here's some from 1228 01:03:14,080 --> 01:03:26,880 Speaker 1: Hey Monday, Here's Candles. You ever listen to that? No? 1229 01:03:27,160 --> 01:03:31,720 Speaker 1: I don't. Don't. I can't because because I'm like embarrassed 1230 01:03:31,720 --> 01:03:33,840 Speaker 1: by my writing. You always should be. Okay, here's what 1231 01:03:34,080 --> 01:03:35,480 Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you about some of my right in 1232 01:03:35,520 --> 01:03:39,760 Speaker 1: my book. If you're you don't have to even be creating. 1233 01:03:39,880 --> 01:03:43,720 Speaker 1: If you're making and that's progress. If you're making progress, 1234 01:03:43,960 --> 01:03:46,640 Speaker 1: we're in a creative film, but you don't have been 1235 01:03:46,680 --> 01:03:48,840 Speaker 1: a creative film to make progress or something. If you 1236 01:03:48,960 --> 01:03:51,320 Speaker 1: are working and you're making progress or something and you're 1237 01:03:51,320 --> 01:03:53,080 Speaker 1: not able to look back at be embarrassed something you 1238 01:03:53,160 --> 01:03:55,640 Speaker 1: did a year ago, two years ago, then you are 1239 01:03:55,760 --> 01:03:59,080 Speaker 1: not moving in the right direction. You should always look 1240 01:03:59,120 --> 01:04:02,680 Speaker 1: back and go because the more you're embarrassed of it, 1241 01:04:02,760 --> 01:04:06,880 Speaker 1: the more you've grown. Yeah. Oh totally. I can't believe 1242 01:04:06,920 --> 01:04:09,560 Speaker 1: I wrote a song called Candles. Blow the Candles Out 1243 01:04:09,600 --> 01:04:12,120 Speaker 1: looks like a solo Tonight I'm beginning to see the light. 1244 01:04:12,760 --> 01:04:18,000 Speaker 1: That was the chorus, I mean to night, sorry to 1245 01:04:18,280 --> 01:04:27,920 Speaker 1: night to night, yeah, No, I don't give us some 1246 01:04:28,080 --> 01:04:34,760 Speaker 1: hard time. This has called homecoming you everything together for 1247 01:04:34,840 --> 01:04:37,760 Speaker 1: like hey Monday reunion show. You know, it's crazy. I 1248 01:04:37,840 --> 01:04:40,640 Speaker 1: ran into the guitarist Mike Genteel for the first time 1249 01:04:40,720 --> 01:04:44,040 Speaker 1: in probably eight years the other night at a basement 1250 01:04:44,080 --> 01:04:46,880 Speaker 1: East and we were talking about how next October is 1251 01:04:46,920 --> 01:04:49,840 Speaker 1: the ten year anniversary of that album. What's everybody doing. 1252 01:04:50,720 --> 01:04:55,720 Speaker 1: He is doing sinks for um, like he's building singing. 1253 01:04:56,160 --> 01:04:59,560 Speaker 1: He's yes, he's building sinks. No. Um. I literally thought 1254 01:04:59,600 --> 01:05:01,520 Speaker 1: what she meant, dude. I thought somewhere I was like, 1255 01:05:01,680 --> 01:05:04,520 Speaker 1: good for him. It's like when you when your music 1256 01:05:04,560 --> 01:05:07,080 Speaker 1: gets placed in like a commercial or something. He's killing 1257 01:05:07,160 --> 01:05:09,400 Speaker 1: it with that. He's got his songs and he just 1258 01:05:09,600 --> 01:05:11,560 Speaker 1: had a song in the Cars movie and stuff. So 1259 01:05:11,600 --> 01:05:14,040 Speaker 1: he's doing great. He's really good. He's showed me some 1260 01:05:14,120 --> 01:05:16,640 Speaker 1: stuff he's producing. But he's awesome. And then Um, the 1261 01:05:16,800 --> 01:05:19,200 Speaker 1: other guitarist is doing kind of the same thing in 1262 01:05:19,320 --> 01:05:22,680 Speaker 1: West Palm Beach. He's he's doing like producing some rappers 1263 01:05:22,760 --> 01:05:26,880 Speaker 1: in West Palm and stuff. Um the drummer is I 1264 01:05:27,000 --> 01:05:29,080 Speaker 1: think he has some sort of He and I don't 1265 01:05:29,120 --> 01:05:32,080 Speaker 1: keep in touch very much. Elliott has some sort of 1266 01:05:32,920 --> 01:05:35,760 Speaker 1: like design company. I could be so wrong on this, 1267 01:05:35,960 --> 01:05:38,800 Speaker 1: so he's going to kill me. But yeah, they're everybody's 1268 01:05:38,840 --> 01:05:42,400 Speaker 1: doing great. Reason the man broke up A yeah they 1269 01:05:42,440 --> 01:05:45,120 Speaker 1: were at first. Yeah, and we had a tour to 1270 01:05:45,160 --> 01:05:47,160 Speaker 1: do after I like try to make it so they 1271 01:05:47,240 --> 01:05:50,680 Speaker 1: had time to find other gigs, um, and we had. 1272 01:05:50,760 --> 01:05:52,680 Speaker 1: We went to Brazil together and it was like a 1273 01:05:52,800 --> 01:05:55,360 Speaker 1: torturous trip because I knew they all hated me. And 1274 01:05:55,440 --> 01:05:57,920 Speaker 1: we were like, did you already tell them you're breaks? 1275 01:05:58,280 --> 01:06:00,600 Speaker 1: So you told them did this show is to give 1276 01:06:00,600 --> 01:06:03,520 Speaker 1: them time to find other works? Yes? And you stopped 1277 01:06:03,560 --> 01:06:07,040 Speaker 1: the band because you weren't. We we left the label, 1278 01:06:07,080 --> 01:06:09,320 Speaker 1: We left Colombia because they didn't care anymore, and I 1279 01:06:09,400 --> 01:06:11,360 Speaker 1: was like, this is a bad situation. We got out. 1280 01:06:11,600 --> 01:06:14,520 Speaker 1: We usually had a tour booked every year, like a 1281 01:06:14,600 --> 01:06:17,720 Speaker 1: year in advance. We had nothing booked. I was paying 1282 01:06:17,760 --> 01:06:19,840 Speaker 1: everything out of pocket at that point. I hadn't had 1283 01:06:19,920 --> 01:06:21,960 Speaker 1: the success I have now. So you're running the band. 1284 01:06:22,080 --> 01:06:24,240 Speaker 1: I was running. Yeah, I was running everything, and I 1285 01:06:24,320 --> 01:06:26,360 Speaker 1: was like I can't literally can't afford it. A and B. 1286 01:06:26,960 --> 01:06:29,600 Speaker 1: I don't want to be you know, like twenty eight 1287 01:06:29,800 --> 01:06:31,840 Speaker 1: and still in this band and still struggling, like I 1288 01:06:32,400 --> 01:06:35,040 Speaker 1: am gonna make it with or without this band. Like 1289 01:06:35,120 --> 01:06:37,440 Speaker 1: I I believe in myself, I would love to do 1290 01:06:37,520 --> 01:06:39,680 Speaker 1: it with you guys, but this doesn't feel right and 1291 01:06:39,840 --> 01:06:42,560 Speaker 1: like I gotta go, and so I mean, I was 1292 01:06:42,600 --> 01:06:44,560 Speaker 1: brutally honest with them. I was like this, this just 1293 01:06:44,720 --> 01:06:47,640 Speaker 1: isn't working. And it took a while for everybody to 1294 01:06:47,720 --> 01:06:49,520 Speaker 1: kind of get over it. And there's a lot of 1295 01:06:50,120 --> 01:06:52,480 Speaker 1: a lot of ship talking when I was on the 1296 01:06:52,560 --> 01:06:54,200 Speaker 1: Voice and stuff, because I didn't leave the band for 1297 01:06:54,240 --> 01:06:56,080 Speaker 1: the Voice. Even I left the band just to leave 1298 01:06:56,120 --> 01:06:58,120 Speaker 1: the band. I was like, this isn't it and moved 1299 01:06:58,120 --> 01:06:59,840 Speaker 1: to l A, tried to do a solo thing, did 1300 01:06:59,880 --> 01:07:02,960 Speaker 1: an AP with my friend Gorvy. I just mentioned who 1301 01:07:03,040 --> 01:07:05,520 Speaker 1: passed and he you know, we I put it out 1302 01:07:05,640 --> 01:07:08,120 Speaker 1: so I could like I got it out right before 1303 01:07:08,200 --> 01:07:09,920 Speaker 1: the Voice, because I was like, oh my god, they 1304 01:07:10,000 --> 01:07:12,680 Speaker 1: locked you up. This is gonna be great. I can 1305 01:07:12,760 --> 01:07:15,200 Speaker 1: sell it. And it literally it like paid off so much, 1306 01:07:15,440 --> 01:07:18,600 Speaker 1: so many debts, so much like my rent. So really 1307 01:07:18,680 --> 01:07:20,960 Speaker 1: so you got out in time and then people bought 1308 01:07:21,000 --> 01:07:23,400 Speaker 1: it while you were on the Voice. That's because I 1309 01:07:23,440 --> 01:07:25,960 Speaker 1: have a friend who went on the voice. See the 1310 01:07:26,080 --> 01:07:29,960 Speaker 1: more recently and she had music Natalie, Yeah, and she 1311 01:07:30,000 --> 01:07:33,400 Speaker 1: couldn't put it out. Yeah, and then it was like 1312 01:07:33,440 --> 01:07:35,160 Speaker 1: then you have to wait another x amount of days 1313 01:07:35,400 --> 01:07:37,680 Speaker 1: after you're off to put it out and you don't 1314 01:07:38,040 --> 01:07:43,000 Speaker 1: really and well with her, she had recorded it before. 1315 01:07:43,800 --> 01:07:46,040 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, it was her music, but they don't let 1316 01:07:46,080 --> 01:07:47,880 Speaker 1: you put it out in your window from when they 1317 01:07:47,920 --> 01:07:49,600 Speaker 1: come to you because she was one of the special 1318 01:07:49,960 --> 01:07:52,800 Speaker 1: like they recruited her, right and she did it. She's 1319 01:07:52,800 --> 01:07:55,120 Speaker 1: like okay, and she didn't she can't put anything out 1320 01:07:55,640 --> 01:07:57,680 Speaker 1: for like three months prior because she's locked in a 1321 01:07:57,720 --> 01:08:00,200 Speaker 1: hotel room and then she can't put it out during 1322 01:08:00,240 --> 01:08:01,520 Speaker 1: the show. And she was just able to put it 1323 01:08:01,600 --> 01:08:03,560 Speaker 1: like last week or you know, whenever she had wine 1324 01:08:03,640 --> 01:08:06,480 Speaker 1: or whiskey, right, and so it's kind of it's yeah. 1325 01:08:06,480 --> 01:08:08,160 Speaker 1: I kind of was like, well, if people see me 1326 01:08:08,240 --> 01:08:10,800 Speaker 1: and they go and they look me up, there's one 1327 01:08:10,920 --> 01:08:13,800 Speaker 1: day and that's gonna be Columbia, So might as well 1328 01:08:13,800 --> 01:08:16,200 Speaker 1: try and get something out that's mine. So that was 1329 01:08:16,479 --> 01:08:18,800 Speaker 1: that was nice. Here's one of those old songs that 1330 01:08:18,880 --> 01:08:26,640 Speaker 1: you did. Here you go mid conversation every time she's like, 1331 01:08:26,680 --> 01:08:32,240 Speaker 1: oh you found that. Come was a little to the 1332 01:08:32,400 --> 01:08:36,920 Speaker 1: days and death, but drive away and take his love. 1333 01:08:39,439 --> 01:08:44,799 Speaker 1: So I just feel like my voice has changed so much. Puberty, 1334 01:08:44,840 --> 01:08:49,320 Speaker 1: man change. I don't know if you watch Brady Bunch 1335 01:08:49,400 --> 01:08:51,599 Speaker 1: or if you ever did watch The Brady Man when 1336 01:08:51,640 --> 01:08:53,960 Speaker 1: he was going, who was going? Peter? Oh my gosh, 1337 01:08:54,040 --> 01:08:56,240 Speaker 1: poor guy. Now listen, I wasn't alive when The Brady 1338 01:08:56,240 --> 01:08:58,400 Speaker 1: Bunch is on, but I watched three runs. Yeah, okay, 1339 01:08:58,479 --> 01:09:01,400 Speaker 1: just making sure that well it wasn't black and white 1340 01:09:01,520 --> 01:09:04,720 Speaker 1: still in all right, listen, good talk. We've been talking 1341 01:09:04,760 --> 01:09:08,200 Speaker 1: for how long? I all right? Pretty pretty good? Didn't 1342 01:09:08,200 --> 01:09:13,720 Speaker 1: he felt like I'm a treat to talk to. I 1343 01:09:13,800 --> 01:09:17,160 Speaker 1: got nothing to say when the mics offt like good, 1344 01:09:17,280 --> 01:09:21,400 Speaker 1: Mike's come on, Hey, everybody walk on having a good time, 1345 01:09:22,000 --> 01:09:26,599 Speaker 1: having fun. What we've learned is it's a new start. Yeah, 1346 01:09:27,680 --> 01:09:30,200 Speaker 1: and people can be listening to this next year because 1347 01:09:30,240 --> 01:09:32,639 Speaker 1: he sings to live forever. But um, if you're listening 1348 01:09:32,640 --> 01:09:37,200 Speaker 1: to this now, which is before February, that's probably when 1349 01:09:37,240 --> 01:09:39,840 Speaker 1: new music is coming out, yeah, most likely, and you're 1350 01:09:39,840 --> 01:09:42,200 Speaker 1: gonna be doing it independently still unless somebody comes and 1351 01:09:42,280 --> 01:09:45,320 Speaker 1: gobbles you up. Yeah, which yeah, I don't really care. 1352 01:09:45,400 --> 01:09:47,080 Speaker 1: I just I want to I want to do it 1353 01:09:47,160 --> 01:09:50,080 Speaker 1: independently because I've never gotten. I haven't been able to 1354 01:09:50,200 --> 01:09:54,640 Speaker 1: in so long. It feels good. And you will be 1355 01:09:54,760 --> 01:10:00,400 Speaker 1: reading bare bones I will simultaneously during all of this. Yes, No, 1356 01:10:00,520 --> 01:10:03,599 Speaker 1: you read that like a week Are you fast reader? Nope? 1357 01:10:04,240 --> 01:10:05,720 Speaker 1: You reading like a weekend of the day. I like 1358 01:10:05,800 --> 01:10:09,680 Speaker 1: get distracted by everything and anything, my dog, like the 1359 01:10:09,760 --> 01:10:12,960 Speaker 1: car driving by. It's the problem. Where are you standing? 1360 01:10:17,800 --> 01:10:21,439 Speaker 1: All right? Um at Cassidy Pope, let me ask you 1361 01:10:21,479 --> 01:10:25,320 Speaker 1: a question. This is this is a good question. You 1362 01:10:25,400 --> 01:10:29,519 Speaker 1: put out a picture like two months ago maybe, and 1363 01:10:29,640 --> 01:10:31,360 Speaker 1: you were like in a crop top and you're standing 1364 01:10:31,880 --> 01:10:36,560 Speaker 1: next to old ford. Yeah okay, and we were was 1365 01:10:36,720 --> 01:10:40,719 Speaker 1: that a hate to the ex boyfriend? Like I'm in shape? 1366 01:10:40,720 --> 01:10:43,160 Speaker 1: And put this picture out for the world because no 1367 01:10:43,320 --> 01:10:46,000 Speaker 1: new music came and we were debating about this, like no, 1368 01:10:47,439 --> 01:10:50,160 Speaker 1: why were you next to that old truck? So that's 1369 01:10:50,320 --> 01:10:54,280 Speaker 1: like that is the photo shoot for this new music 1370 01:10:54,600 --> 01:10:56,479 Speaker 1: and I kind of wanted it to be like a 1371 01:10:56,600 --> 01:11:00,840 Speaker 1: nod like, hey, there's a new era coming. Um, you 1372 01:11:00,880 --> 01:11:03,000 Speaker 1: didn't say that, You just put the picture out. Yeah, okay, 1373 01:11:03,120 --> 01:11:05,080 Speaker 1: next time you gotta say new Eric coming or something. 1374 01:11:05,360 --> 01:11:06,960 Speaker 1: But because we're all like you're trying to stick it 1375 01:11:07,040 --> 01:11:10,320 Speaker 1: to her X. That's what most of America felt like, 1376 01:11:10,880 --> 01:11:13,800 Speaker 1: because I didn't want that. I mean no, no, I 1377 01:11:13,840 --> 01:11:16,519 Speaker 1: I just I wanted people to see, like, yeah, I 1378 01:11:16,600 --> 01:11:19,360 Speaker 1: cut my hair and got a different vibe going. And 1379 01:11:19,720 --> 01:11:22,040 Speaker 1: I didn't know that when the music would be coming out, 1380 01:11:22,120 --> 01:11:24,839 Speaker 1: so like the word I hate when like I've teased 1381 01:11:24,920 --> 01:11:26,560 Speaker 1: music in the past and then it never came and 1382 01:11:26,600 --> 01:11:28,639 Speaker 1: fans were like, whatever happened to that? So I didn't 1383 01:11:28,640 --> 01:11:31,040 Speaker 1: want to like mislead. So I just but I like 1384 01:11:31,200 --> 01:11:34,160 Speaker 1: the picture. That picture. Yeah, we talked about it would 1385 01:11:34,160 --> 01:11:37,000 Speaker 1: not stopped talking about. Yeah, that was so cool. Well, 1386 01:11:37,000 --> 01:11:38,679 Speaker 1: because we were like, what is she trying to say? 1387 01:11:38,800 --> 01:11:41,800 Speaker 1: Interpret this picture? Hey, everybody can read it the way 1388 01:11:41,840 --> 01:11:43,720 Speaker 1: they want to read It's right, all right, that's good 1389 01:11:43,720 --> 01:11:46,920 Speaker 1: to see you at Cassidy Pope on all the stuff, right, 1390 01:11:47,120 --> 01:11:51,240 Speaker 1: yeah is it? That's it? And I've just been handed this. 1391 01:11:51,680 --> 01:12:01,000 Speaker 1: I'll check this out. This is uh, that's pretty good. 1392 01:12:01,800 --> 01:12:04,600 Speaker 1: We'll see you, uh, we'll see you soon, probably on 1393 01:12:04,640 --> 01:12:06,519 Speaker 1: the big radio show soon. But okay, well that's an 1394 01:12:06,560 --> 01:12:10,880 Speaker 1: episode ninety four and thanks to our sponsor oh yes, 1395 01:12:11,000 --> 01:12:12,680 Speaker 1: sleep now right, thank you very much. And now we'll 1396 01:12:12,680 --> 01:12:13,240 Speaker 1: see you next time.