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Speaker 1: What's up, y'all? We are getting ready for lip service,

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Speaker 1: but I have to remind you before we do anything.

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Speaker 1: Lip Service Live February thirteenth, a highline ballroom, right before

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Speaker 1: Valentine's Day. It's gonna be fun, a lot of surprises

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Speaker 1: for you. If you were there for the first one,

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Speaker 1: don't miss out again. Okay, we got a Mala La

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Speaker 1: Negra coming through from Love and Hip Hop Miami, also

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Speaker 1: be there because it's Valentine's Day, so we gotta do

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Speaker 1: some couples type stuff and we've got some special guests

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Speaker 1: coming to so make sure you don't miss out. What's up, y'all,

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Speaker 1: it's lip Services. You're already to have some fun today.

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Speaker 1: It's Angela. Ye I'm stuffing in Santiago. I'm g g Maguire,

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Speaker 1: I'm Lauria and it's me. What's up now? We've all

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Speaker 1: seen Bobby Lights on Love and Hip Hop Miami. Yea,

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Speaker 1: I watched all the how To end up on there,

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Speaker 1: and you are treatas cousin. Part of the storyline is

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Speaker 1: that she's not really helping you you feel. As far

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Speaker 1: as being an artist, you know it's hard in this industry,

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Speaker 1: especially when you're gay trying to do it. All I

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Speaker 1: want is a little help and a little support. Everybody.

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Speaker 1: Turn it on, baby, turn it on, alright, So we

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Speaker 1: always start with the tip of the day. So for

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Speaker 1: the tip of the day, I want to know from you, right,

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Speaker 1: if you want to date somebody and you're not sure

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Speaker 1: if they swing that way, how do you dip your

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Speaker 1: toe in and find out? Okay, wait, and my sober,

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Speaker 1: ain't no limits. I'm just gonna find out. Trust me. Now,

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Speaker 1: what do you do? Okay, So if I'm drunk, I'll

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Speaker 1: probably go up to the guy and just like be

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Speaker 1: It starts, you know, most situations start off with a

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Speaker 1: go ahead, like to believe that you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: So you go and have a conversation, and based off

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Speaker 1: of how that conversation goes is how I would then determine.

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Speaker 1: Because it's a combination of things, it's skills. I'm telling you.

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Speaker 1: It's like it's it's a human nature to all of us,

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Speaker 1: especially as guys, but we have this thing called the

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Speaker 1: to be you know what I'm saying, going running up

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Speaker 1: You have to be very intuitive and touch with yourself. No,

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Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, No a man, no the

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Speaker 1: you know, very like non attentive. Because I heard like

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Speaker 1: So like you can be, you know, give off that

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Speaker 1: I love Angela. Next question that for breakfast club. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I don't want to see myself either. It's not classy,

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Speaker 1: being disrespectful. Yeah, he deserves that one thing to do

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Speaker 1: and the way they edited, the way they edited. No, no, no, bitch.

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Speaker 1: You know what you're doing. You know what you said,

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Speaker 1: So now when I'm putting all this together, my emotion

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Speaker 1: One thing is like, I don't condone. I do not

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Speaker 1: we fight, calm down and go get the guys. Damn

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00:20:04,440 --> 00:20:09,000
Speaker 1: saying nothing looking you know, I haven't been through it

423
00:20:09,040 --> 00:20:11,920
Speaker 1: all with the same person. I just feel like, like

424
00:20:12,280 --> 00:20:15,800
Speaker 1: fucking but you're not. And I think it's fine to argue.

425
00:20:15,800 --> 00:20:18,480
Speaker 1: But I think what's really important and in a relationship

426
00:20:18,560 --> 00:20:23,440
Speaker 1: is can you argue productively? Because there's arguments, But y'all scream, yell, fight,

427
00:20:23,600 --> 00:20:25,679
Speaker 1: throw things, do all of that. That ship don't get you.

428
00:20:26,840 --> 00:20:29,119
Speaker 1: You know you're not getting along and you have an argument,

429
00:20:29,160 --> 00:20:31,520
Speaker 1: that argument should be an argument with y'all's still respectful

430
00:20:31,560 --> 00:20:34,080
Speaker 1: to each other even in the course of having an argument.

431
00:20:34,080 --> 00:20:36,440
Speaker 1: And I'm not saying you gotta get along all the time,

432
00:20:36,440 --> 00:20:38,439
Speaker 1: but if we get an argument and you like you

433
00:20:38,480 --> 00:20:44,280
Speaker 1: bit you did me, yeah, and it should take time

434
00:20:44,320 --> 00:20:46,040
Speaker 1: before you get to that point, you know what I mean?

435
00:20:46,080 --> 00:20:48,399
Speaker 1: Like your first arguments at the beginning like the first

436
00:20:48,480 --> 00:20:50,600
Speaker 1: year for six months all that first years, first two

437
00:20:50,920 --> 00:20:53,919
Speaker 1: years should always be like you said, be very respectful.

438
00:20:54,160 --> 00:20:56,119
Speaker 1: It should always be respectful. But trust me as you

439
00:20:56,480 --> 00:20:58,560
Speaker 1: already you know as time passes, that would be like

440
00:20:58,600 --> 00:21:03,000
Speaker 1: you little, I know you do. I do that like

441
00:21:03,040 --> 00:21:10,080
Speaker 1: a friend because you gotta star. I know you're doing hurts.

442
00:21:11,240 --> 00:21:13,560
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna lie. You gotta get them wear it hurts. Yeah,

443
00:21:15,960 --> 00:21:24,720
Speaker 1: everybody better than you did. You broke, broke, You're fishy.

444
00:21:25,359 --> 00:21:28,480
Speaker 1: When I fight with my boyfriends, I try not to

445
00:21:28,920 --> 00:21:31,920
Speaker 1: say things that I'm gonna regret. Right, I'm really good

446
00:21:31,960 --> 00:21:34,280
Speaker 1: at that, are you. Yeah, I'm really good at that.

447
00:21:34,359 --> 00:21:36,560
Speaker 1: Like if I start calling you like all kinds of

448
00:21:36,600 --> 00:21:39,200
Speaker 1: bitches and bombs, it's because I don't care. It's because

449
00:21:39,200 --> 00:21:41,280
Speaker 1: I don't know what good point. Because when I was

450
00:21:41,320 --> 00:21:43,640
Speaker 1: in my last relationship for seven years, there's just things

451
00:21:43,640 --> 00:21:45,560
Speaker 1: that we knew, we both knew not what to say,

452
00:21:45,880 --> 00:21:48,520
Speaker 1: and it was the situation was that bad that it

453
00:21:48,640 --> 00:21:52,040
Speaker 1: was worthy of saying that thing that, but but we

454
00:21:52,080 --> 00:21:55,000
Speaker 1: wouldn't say it just because we knew. So that is true.

455
00:21:55,119 --> 00:21:59,960
Speaker 1: I feel like you, like I feel like um like her,

456
00:22:00,640 --> 00:22:03,920
Speaker 1: like I'm very careful with what I say in arguments.

457
00:22:04,160 --> 00:22:10,880
Speaker 1: But like the other day, Oh my god, the other

458
00:22:11,080 --> 00:22:13,800
Speaker 1: day I went, um, I was mad about something, and

459
00:22:13,920 --> 00:22:17,119
Speaker 1: I went off, you know about this she you know

460
00:22:17,160 --> 00:22:20,359
Speaker 1: what I'm talking about, and I killed like I've really

461
00:22:20,440 --> 00:22:22,399
Speaker 1: killed him, Like what did you get mad? We need

462
00:22:22,440 --> 00:22:27,399
Speaker 1: to know what it was about, naum in general terms.

463
00:22:27,600 --> 00:22:31,040
Speaker 1: I I can't even there is no general terms for

464
00:22:31,119 --> 00:22:33,800
Speaker 1: what I was mad about. It's just I was I

465
00:22:33,840 --> 00:22:37,359
Speaker 1: was mad about something, and I really killed him. Listen,

466
00:22:37,640 --> 00:22:39,600
Speaker 1: all right. The bottom line is whatever I was mad

467
00:22:39,640 --> 00:22:41,679
Speaker 1: for is not something that I would stopped working with

468
00:22:41,760 --> 00:22:45,080
Speaker 1: him over, you know what I mean. So this is

469
00:22:45,119 --> 00:22:48,359
Speaker 1: my point, like I killed him over it, and even

470
00:22:48,359 --> 00:22:51,120
Speaker 1: though he did something wrong, I ended up feeling bad

471
00:22:51,600 --> 00:22:56,200
Speaker 1: because yeah, I killed him so hard like um, you know,

472
00:22:56,400 --> 00:22:59,160
Speaker 1: and I feel like this is my problem in my

473
00:22:59,280 --> 00:23:03,680
Speaker 1: situation that you know, I'll get so mad that he

474
00:23:03,720 --> 00:23:06,840
Speaker 1: can spin me and make me feel like I did

475
00:23:06,960 --> 00:23:09,920
Speaker 1: something right, and at the end I ended up good

476
00:23:09,920 --> 00:23:14,240
Speaker 1: reverse psychology, and it's crazy, like the spin moves are crazy.

477
00:23:14,280 --> 00:23:18,280
Speaker 1: But anyway back to that, that one time I wasn't

478
00:23:18,320 --> 00:23:21,080
Speaker 1: careful about what I said because I was drinking. That's

479
00:23:21,119 --> 00:23:22,840
Speaker 1: the worst when you get drunk and say some ship

480
00:23:22,960 --> 00:23:25,280
Speaker 1: that you regret and then you don't remember it, and

481
00:23:25,320 --> 00:23:27,600
Speaker 1: then they'd be mad, be mad, embarrassed, and then they

482
00:23:27,640 --> 00:23:29,840
Speaker 1: don't they don't even know why you mad, Like what

483
00:23:29,880 --> 00:23:33,359
Speaker 1: did I say? I woke up the next day. I

484
00:23:33,680 --> 00:23:36,159
Speaker 1: wake up the next day, like, listen, you know I

485
00:23:36,200 --> 00:23:40,480
Speaker 1: was drunk, right, but and now you trying to be

486
00:23:40,800 --> 00:23:42,399
Speaker 1: you try to keep it in a moment like you

487
00:23:42,440 --> 00:23:46,800
Speaker 1: know you weren't crazy to You're like, but um, you right, right,

488
00:23:47,000 --> 00:23:49,399
Speaker 1: right right, But you try to clean up a little bit,

489
00:23:49,800 --> 00:23:53,160
Speaker 1: and then you see your text messages like oh ship crazy,

490
00:23:53,359 --> 00:23:55,680
Speaker 1: and then you see your snap and you'd be like, ship,

491
00:23:58,760 --> 00:24:01,520
Speaker 1: it's like a fucking ship. Yeah. But you know, some

492
00:24:01,560 --> 00:24:04,680
Speaker 1: things I feel like are like the point of no return.

493
00:24:04,840 --> 00:24:06,840
Speaker 1: So I don't know, I just feel like you gotta

494
00:24:06,960 --> 00:24:09,679
Speaker 1: just really learned, I think, to be in a relationship,

495
00:24:09,880 --> 00:24:12,600
Speaker 1: how to argue effectively so that you don't do things

496
00:24:12,600 --> 00:24:16,320
Speaker 1: that are like unforgivable in life. I don't be planning

497
00:24:16,359 --> 00:24:18,800
Speaker 1: it out like that. I'll just be going off. I'm

498
00:24:18,840 --> 00:24:22,520
Speaker 1: not gonna lie. I'll be like this this that I

499
00:24:22,520 --> 00:24:24,480
Speaker 1: don't be like all right. Point one is going to

500
00:24:24,600 --> 00:24:27,520
Speaker 1: get to the conclusion of this. You just got to argue.

501
00:24:29,240 --> 00:24:31,800
Speaker 1: Let's talk about this new phenomenon that people are doing, right,

502
00:24:32,119 --> 00:24:37,720
Speaker 1: people are getting penis whitening. Whitening, Oh my god, I

503
00:24:37,720 --> 00:24:46,000
Speaker 1: don't hurt it at whitening, how you believe? Definitely? But

504
00:24:46,080 --> 00:24:49,760
Speaker 1: like so you bleach, you know how? Like guys, your

505
00:24:49,760 --> 00:24:51,440
Speaker 1: penis be like a different color than your body, A

506
00:24:51,440 --> 00:24:54,399
Speaker 1: little bit darker. Yeah, because it's a little bit darker,

507
00:24:54,480 --> 00:24:56,880
Speaker 1: only one is not on hard and then once it's

508
00:24:56,920 --> 00:25:00,480
Speaker 1: on heartache's a little bit like like think about it.

509
00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:10,400
Speaker 1: No absolutely shrinking dick. It's darker when it's when it's soft,

510
00:25:10,480 --> 00:25:14,000
Speaker 1: and then when it stretches out it does about to say,

511
00:25:14,200 --> 00:25:16,719
Speaker 1: and so it's not a flatter, fooder color, you know

512
00:25:16,760 --> 00:25:18,920
Speaker 1: what I mean. Like for the past six months it's

513
00:25:18,920 --> 00:25:20,920
Speaker 1: been like a new procedure that people are actually going

514
00:25:20,920 --> 00:25:24,159
Speaker 1: and getting laser whitening on their penis. Yeah, and the

515
00:25:24,320 --> 00:25:27,719
Speaker 1: penis hurt. That's disgusting. It doesn't hurt what I do.

516
00:25:27,840 --> 00:25:30,880
Speaker 1: Why would anybody want a wider penis? I don't think

517
00:25:31,119 --> 00:25:36,240
Speaker 1: they should come on darkening procedure? What about bleaching your asshole?

518
00:25:36,800 --> 00:25:40,800
Speaker 1: I would do that? So why yeah, why? I don't

519
00:25:40,840 --> 00:25:47,560
Speaker 1: know what's the purpose of happen for a reason. Some

520
00:25:47,600 --> 00:25:51,280
Speaker 1: people need to bleach because from the skin rubbing up

521
00:25:51,280 --> 00:25:55,639
Speaker 1: against each other, it just makes it look dirty, especially

522
00:25:55,680 --> 00:25:58,280
Speaker 1: when you light skin and then you like, all right,

523
00:25:58,280 --> 00:25:59,840
Speaker 1: you don't know what my hair pout of it. But

524
00:26:00,040 --> 00:26:04,480
Speaker 1: told example example, you know how some more some bigger

525
00:26:04,760 --> 00:26:10,600
Speaker 1: African American people get those dark like they get those

526
00:26:10,680 --> 00:26:15,440
Speaker 1: dark rings, bring around together like when they roll from together,

527
00:26:15,440 --> 00:26:17,679
Speaker 1: and they get dark in the inside. So that's the

528
00:26:17,720 --> 00:26:21,560
Speaker 1: same thing happens for asshole. Like from the skin rubbing,

529
00:26:21,680 --> 00:26:25,320
Speaker 1: not just the whole, not just the whole, the whole

530
00:26:25,359 --> 00:26:30,080
Speaker 1: inside of the butt crack, it gets like chafe. She's

531
00:26:30,119 --> 00:26:33,640
Speaker 1: really see it and like, but she's Latino, but she's

532
00:26:33,680 --> 00:26:37,480
Speaker 1: really like like white skin and white skin. The inside

533
00:26:37,480 --> 00:26:42,200
Speaker 1: of her thighs gets grayish from you know what I did,

534
00:26:42,240 --> 00:26:45,520
Speaker 1: from rubbing again each other. So people booty holes look

535
00:26:45,600 --> 00:26:48,280
Speaker 1: like that too. So I think you gotta get it

536
00:26:48,320 --> 00:26:50,639
Speaker 1: when you bleach it. What is the process consist of?

537
00:26:50,720 --> 00:27:00,000
Speaker 1: It's just cream. I don't know what my asshole looks like. Picture.

538
00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:04,720
Speaker 1: I swear how I've looked in the mirror, bend over

539
00:27:04,840 --> 00:27:08,360
Speaker 1: like I've never done. You never looked back at That's

540
00:27:08,359 --> 00:27:14,200
Speaker 1: how I want to know what look ship. No, yeah,

541
00:27:14,240 --> 00:27:16,639
Speaker 1: like when you take a picture of it over a

542
00:27:16,640 --> 00:27:22,080
Speaker 1: little more question. You don't have to answer a general question.

543
00:27:22,400 --> 00:27:24,359
Speaker 1: I'm answer for anybody who ever wants to answer. Had

544
00:27:24,359 --> 00:27:27,640
Speaker 1: anyone in here ever had or tried anal sex? So

545
00:27:27,680 --> 00:27:29,960
Speaker 1: we talked about it. We talked about a half. I

546
00:27:30,000 --> 00:27:32,720
Speaker 1: hadn't done it yet. I wish I couldn't. Joy, I

547
00:27:32,760 --> 00:27:35,879
Speaker 1: want to talk about you to do it right. No,

548
00:27:36,000 --> 00:27:38,680
Speaker 1: you know what's so funny My my gay friends, they

549
00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:44,159
Speaker 1: all say the same thing. Yeah, because my exactly this

550
00:27:44,200 --> 00:27:46,679
Speaker 1: is what my I don't know her better than I

551
00:27:46,680 --> 00:27:48,960
Speaker 1: don't know who you're gonna agree, But he says, you know,

552
00:27:49,200 --> 00:27:52,720
Speaker 1: like the pussy has muscles and this a whole bunch

553
00:27:52,760 --> 00:27:54,920
Speaker 1: of things going on in there, and then the asshole

554
00:27:54,960 --> 00:27:57,880
Speaker 1: is just a whole you know. That's what my gay

555
00:27:57,960 --> 00:28:02,720
Speaker 1: friends says. He doesn't see why why girls do an know?

556
00:28:03,400 --> 00:28:07,639
Speaker 1: I think a guy okay, Like, okay, Whenever I say this,

557
00:28:08,359 --> 00:28:12,119
Speaker 1: some females, a lot of females feel offended, and so

558
00:28:12,160 --> 00:28:13,760
Speaker 1: they'll be like, I don't know what you're talking abocause

559
00:28:13,800 --> 00:28:15,680
Speaker 1: my pussy is tight. I'm like, I'm not saying you're

560
00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:17,680
Speaker 1: pussy out tighter pussy isn't tight. I don't know. I'm

561
00:28:17,680 --> 00:28:19,840
Speaker 1: just saying I feel like the reason why guys like

562
00:28:19,840 --> 00:28:21,639
Speaker 1: ant or any guy would like you know it, is

563
00:28:21,680 --> 00:28:24,920
Speaker 1: because they like the type feel of you know what

564
00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:27,840
Speaker 1: I'm saying, like a tighter feel that saying pussy. So

565
00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:30,600
Speaker 1: I feel like maybe that's why they do it. That's

566
00:28:30,600 --> 00:28:32,840
Speaker 1: the onely thing thing I can think of. I hate

567
00:28:32,880 --> 00:28:34,800
Speaker 1: when girls be like, my man asked me for any

568
00:28:34,800 --> 00:28:36,920
Speaker 1: other day, is he gay? My man must be gay

569
00:28:36,920 --> 00:28:38,760
Speaker 1: because he trying to. I'm like, no, that doesn't make

570
00:28:38,760 --> 00:28:41,200
Speaker 1: your man gay, just that he sees it's like it's

571
00:28:41,240 --> 00:28:43,680
Speaker 1: like that's like imagine going to a buffet. And for

572
00:28:43,800 --> 00:28:46,880
Speaker 1: a lot of guys it's a mental A lot of

573
00:28:46,920 --> 00:28:50,960
Speaker 1: guys they do it right, and a lot of guys

574
00:28:50,960 --> 00:28:52,160
Speaker 1: they just want to do it to get it off

575
00:28:52,160 --> 00:28:54,840
Speaker 1: to they say they've done it true. I'm not gonna lie.

576
00:28:54,880 --> 00:28:57,320
Speaker 1: I think it's a little gay. You think so? I

577
00:28:57,320 --> 00:28:58,920
Speaker 1: think I think a guy that wants to do it

578
00:28:59,000 --> 00:29:01,640
Speaker 1: all that time might be okay now that now we're

579
00:29:01,920 --> 00:29:05,520
Speaker 1: something that he said, what if a guy wants you

580
00:29:05,560 --> 00:29:07,720
Speaker 1: to put a doll doing this? But is that gay?

581
00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:12,840
Speaker 1: If you're a woman and I'm gonna tell you, like Peggy,

582
00:29:13,680 --> 00:29:14,960
Speaker 1: let me tell you, let me tell you something like,

583
00:29:15,080 --> 00:29:17,640
Speaker 1: let me tell you something. Right now, I know one girl.

584
00:29:17,720 --> 00:29:19,720
Speaker 1: She's she's a prominent female minamy. I'm not going to

585
00:29:19,760 --> 00:29:21,400
Speaker 1: say name that all guys. You guys know, we don't.

586
00:29:22,560 --> 00:29:27,800
Speaker 1: You're not related to her. Nothing, right, prominent female. She's

587
00:29:27,840 --> 00:29:30,400
Speaker 1: very popular with her. She's like a very she's a model, beautiful,

588
00:29:30,960 --> 00:29:34,960
Speaker 1: and she has show many videos snapchats of her having

589
00:29:35,080 --> 00:29:39,720
Speaker 1: sexual relations with basketball players, NFL players, you know, men

590
00:29:39,760 --> 00:29:42,600
Speaker 1: in the industry that do sports and stuff. And she's

591
00:29:42,680 --> 00:29:46,880
Speaker 1: playing with the asshole with anal beads. Okay, so my god,

592
00:29:47,440 --> 00:29:50,560
Speaker 1: there's nothing I mean right now, I think it's you know,

593
00:29:50,600 --> 00:29:55,840
Speaker 1: I think it's yes, get your pleasure. That's what I'm

594
00:29:55,880 --> 00:29:58,600
Speaker 1: going to say. As a gay man, you can attest

595
00:29:58,640 --> 00:30:01,200
Speaker 1: to there is a g spot, but a lot of

596
00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:04,000
Speaker 1: guys are too scared to find. Yeah, and a lot

597
00:30:04,040 --> 00:30:08,120
Speaker 1: of guys feel like it's it's homosexual for them too.

598
00:30:08,240 --> 00:30:11,040
Speaker 1: But okay, ana beads, I don't think a dildo. There's

599
00:30:11,040 --> 00:30:13,200
Speaker 1: a difference between an no beads and a dildo. Yeah,

600
00:30:13,320 --> 00:30:17,760
Speaker 1: I don't about the Well, if you want like a

601
00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:20,960
Speaker 1: full flesh. The shape of a penis the flesh and

602
00:30:21,000 --> 00:30:23,560
Speaker 1: all that. Like a strap on? What if a girl

603
00:30:23,600 --> 00:30:26,400
Speaker 1: puts on a chap because there's still a woman doing

604
00:30:26,440 --> 00:30:29,560
Speaker 1: it to you, so it's not I think anything past

605
00:30:29,640 --> 00:30:32,160
Speaker 1: two fingers this question, even two fingers just question. I

606
00:30:32,240 --> 00:30:36,160
Speaker 1: think anything past anything passed question. I don't think. I

607
00:30:36,200 --> 00:30:38,840
Speaker 1: don't think a guy getting his ass eight is gay.

608
00:30:39,000 --> 00:30:42,840
Speaker 1: I don't think. I don't think a guy UM wanted

609
00:30:42,880 --> 00:30:46,880
Speaker 1: you to put your fingers around his ass and that's

610
00:30:47,160 --> 00:30:51,440
Speaker 1: in that in that space in between the balls. I

611
00:30:51,440 --> 00:30:54,400
Speaker 1: don't think it's gay for one finger in the ass.

612
00:30:54,600 --> 00:30:56,560
Speaker 1: I don't think. I don't think one finger in the

613
00:30:56,600 --> 00:30:59,480
Speaker 1: ass is gay. I don't. I don't think so. But

614
00:30:59,560 --> 00:31:02,000
Speaker 1: I'm not. And you're putting a fist in the eyes.

615
00:31:03,120 --> 00:31:06,360
Speaker 1: It's a different. But what about a strap one? Though,

616
00:31:06,400 --> 00:31:08,760
Speaker 1: I'm saying, if it's a woman doing it to you,

617
00:31:08,840 --> 00:31:12,120
Speaker 1: it shouldn't be considered gay. I'm sorry, that's a shape

618
00:31:12,160 --> 00:31:15,320
Speaker 1: of a dick. Yeah, something that a woman does. It's you,

619
00:31:15,680 --> 00:31:20,040
Speaker 1: that's I mean, do y'all like do gay guys use

620
00:31:20,120 --> 00:31:27,040
Speaker 1: dodos and stuff too? They point waiting far blood closed doors.

621
00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:29,480
Speaker 1: Let's play with each other's dicks. You know, it's like

622
00:31:30,600 --> 00:31:31,880
Speaker 1: and for the gay people at least, you know what

623
00:31:31,880 --> 00:31:34,280
Speaker 1: if you you just said that they have a dick,

624
00:31:34,320 --> 00:31:36,960
Speaker 1: it doesn't matter. I mean, guys have dicks and they

625
00:31:37,000 --> 00:31:40,200
Speaker 1: play with with I mean guys, straight guys have dicks

626
00:31:40,200 --> 00:31:43,959
Speaker 1: and they play with girls with didos sometimes so not

627
00:31:43,960 --> 00:31:49,040
Speaker 1: not often, right, I actually yeah, yes, I've seen guys

628
00:31:49,080 --> 00:31:51,840
Speaker 1: all my girls girls with a dida. They have they

629
00:31:51,880 --> 00:31:54,320
Speaker 1: just have they want to see there's pleasure and them

630
00:31:54,320 --> 00:31:57,440
Speaker 1: watching it go. I was thinking, it's kind of like

631
00:31:57,480 --> 00:32:03,360
Speaker 1: having another person rules. Guys, you don't believe there's rules

632
00:32:04,240 --> 00:32:07,000
Speaker 1: anything anything on earth, period. But I don't know. I

633
00:32:07,040 --> 00:32:11,120
Speaker 1: feel like, um, if you have a boyfriend and he

634
00:32:11,160 --> 00:32:14,200
Speaker 1: always wants to funk you in your rays, you made

635
00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:17,640
Speaker 1: you know, he made like to funk men too. Yeah,

636
00:32:17,640 --> 00:32:21,200
Speaker 1: I wouldn't be okay with fucking a guy that I'm dating,

637
00:32:21,360 --> 00:32:26,880
Speaker 1: like with a dildo. Like another question, Yeah, okay, because

638
00:32:26,880 --> 00:32:28,200
Speaker 1: I always ask people this, I think this is a

639
00:32:28,200 --> 00:32:30,640
Speaker 1: good question for y'all. So would y'all prefer for your

640
00:32:30,680 --> 00:32:32,800
Speaker 1: man of like a long time that you love to

641
00:32:32,880 --> 00:32:35,240
Speaker 1: cheat with you one time with a guy, or to

642
00:32:35,360 --> 00:32:38,480
Speaker 1: cheat on you multiple times with the female rather one

643
00:32:38,520 --> 00:32:42,680
Speaker 1: time with a guy the other way around. Wow, I

644
00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:48,400
Speaker 1: think if your man cheats on you with a female,

645
00:32:48,520 --> 00:32:51,959
Speaker 1: guess what that female is messy. She can say and

646
00:32:51,960 --> 00:32:54,840
Speaker 1: go around tell everybody I fucked your nigga. That could

647
00:32:54,840 --> 00:32:57,240
Speaker 1: be something that gets out. It's something that would tarnish

648
00:32:57,600 --> 00:33:00,440
Speaker 1: your apputation. It can embarrass you off. It isn't I

649
00:33:00,480 --> 00:33:02,479
Speaker 1: don't give a dance, but it happens every dayby but

650
00:33:02,520 --> 00:33:05,720
Speaker 1: a guy, right right, But a guy. I'm saying, if

651
00:33:05,760 --> 00:33:07,520
Speaker 1: a guy would to cheat, it will be so it

652
00:33:07,560 --> 00:33:11,720
Speaker 1: will never come out. That's not true. If I really

653
00:33:11,760 --> 00:33:14,120
Speaker 1: don't just a less likely chance I would say of

654
00:33:14,160 --> 00:33:16,600
Speaker 1: it coming out. Then if he cheated with you with

655
00:33:16,680 --> 00:33:19,479
Speaker 1: a female, you know what I'm saying. That's one good reason,

656
00:33:19,560 --> 00:33:22,760
Speaker 1: But I have another good reason. That's my only good reason.

657
00:33:22,880 --> 00:33:27,120
Speaker 1: I have another good reason because the option was multiple

658
00:33:27,360 --> 00:33:30,479
Speaker 1: signs with a woman or many women, right, or just

659
00:33:30,600 --> 00:33:33,240
Speaker 1: one time with one guy. So if he did it

660
00:33:33,360 --> 00:33:35,520
Speaker 1: that one time with the guy, he obviously needed to

661
00:33:35,560 --> 00:33:38,840
Speaker 1: get that off. It's something I can't provide, so he

662
00:33:38,920 --> 00:33:43,520
Speaker 1: needed to get my reason, but in the opposite way

663
00:33:43,520 --> 00:33:49,640
Speaker 1: because I can't. I can't compete with a penis. And

664
00:33:49,880 --> 00:33:52,200
Speaker 1: I don't think that that should be shedding light and

665
00:33:52,200 --> 00:33:55,480
Speaker 1: that should be saying because then it's not always I

666
00:33:55,520 --> 00:34:02,240
Speaker 1: can't what is it I say? I would rather I

667
00:34:02,280 --> 00:34:04,440
Speaker 1: would rather my man cheat on me one time that

668
00:34:04,600 --> 00:34:09,520
Speaker 1: cheat on me for me, my boyfriend of seven years,

669
00:34:09,520 --> 00:34:11,800
Speaker 1: so I loved and he was like my all and everything,

670
00:34:11,800 --> 00:34:14,480
Speaker 1: and I'm so I'm a scorpion. Jealousy is a cancer. Okay.

671
00:34:14,680 --> 00:34:17,040
Speaker 1: So we had this conversation. I told him, I said,

672
00:34:17,080 --> 00:34:19,920
Speaker 1: if you ever in your life another gay guy on

673
00:34:19,960 --> 00:34:22,160
Speaker 1: me or another man on me while we're together, I'm

674
00:34:22,160 --> 00:34:25,799
Speaker 1: going to harm you. Okay, I would rather you. And

675
00:34:25,840 --> 00:34:27,360
Speaker 1: then I said, followed up right after, I said, I

676
00:34:27,400 --> 00:34:30,320
Speaker 1: would rather you cheat on me with the female, go

677
00:34:30,480 --> 00:34:32,279
Speaker 1: fun pussy, because I know, at the end of the

678
00:34:32,320 --> 00:34:33,759
Speaker 1: day she can't compete with me. Because at the end

679
00:34:33,760 --> 00:34:36,040
Speaker 1: of the day, your assets, gay motherfucker, you're gonna get

680
00:34:36,080 --> 00:34:39,040
Speaker 1: your boy. You are sucking gay like you know what

681
00:34:39,080 --> 00:34:41,799
Speaker 1: I'm saying. But on the opposite end, if a guy

682
00:34:41,920 --> 00:34:44,360
Speaker 1: sucks another guy, he might be trying to repress the

683
00:34:44,360 --> 00:34:47,160
Speaker 1: fact that he's gay and might really want that and

684
00:34:47,200 --> 00:34:49,200
Speaker 1: I can't never conside that, and it might be something

685
00:34:49,239 --> 00:34:51,799
Speaker 1: that he's like, that's you're signed it. It's time for you.

686
00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:54,399
Speaker 1: You gotta taste of that penis and I can't. Maybe

687
00:34:54,400 --> 00:34:55,600
Speaker 1: it's time for you to walk on. That means he

688
00:34:55,640 --> 00:34:57,600
Speaker 1: wasn't man and it's time for him now to join

689
00:34:57,760 --> 00:35:04,359
Speaker 1: his journey to beat did Now, Bobby, have you ever

690
00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:08,319
Speaker 1: had a penis that was too big and couldn't do it? Yes,

691
00:35:09,880 --> 00:35:12,759
Speaker 1: that's the bottom. I'm sure you know obviously that he

692
00:35:12,840 --> 00:35:16,799
Speaker 1: don't parental advisory. Before I said this, Yes, I have

693
00:35:16,920 --> 00:35:19,000
Speaker 1: had a penis it was too big, and it's just

694
00:35:19,040 --> 00:35:21,640
Speaker 1: in my mind. I knew automatically. Then I was like, condom,

695
00:35:21,719 --> 00:35:23,359
Speaker 1: stay in my pocket because I'm just gonna give him

696
00:35:23,360 --> 00:35:29,640
Speaker 1: some head inserting ship of that in me. I'll give

697
00:35:29,760 --> 00:35:34,000
Speaker 1: some top got fun I have or fixation that maybe

698
00:35:34,040 --> 00:35:36,000
Speaker 1: else have a or fixation or not. I love sucking

699
00:35:36,120 --> 00:35:39,800
Speaker 1: sick with all my heart and soul. Collelujah, praised the Lord.

700
00:35:40,120 --> 00:35:43,600
Speaker 1: The problem. I think sometimes like when you start and

701
00:35:43,640 --> 00:35:46,480
Speaker 1: I was just saying this, but you started sucking somebody's nick,

702
00:35:46,760 --> 00:35:49,120
Speaker 1: you kind of want to finish, like if you start,

703
00:35:49,640 --> 00:35:51,840
Speaker 1: but it's supposed to be like a pre you know,

704
00:35:52,880 --> 00:35:55,960
Speaker 1: like we're saying it's a warm up. But I'm not

705
00:35:56,000 --> 00:35:58,759
Speaker 1: gonna lie I was thinking about it when we were

706
00:35:58,760 --> 00:36:02,480
Speaker 1: talking about what it's like. I was thinking about it

707
00:36:02,560 --> 00:36:05,640
Speaker 1: there every times that I'm doing the warm up dick suck,

708
00:36:05,760 --> 00:36:08,120
Speaker 1: you know, the warm up dick suck, and he's like,

709
00:36:08,120 --> 00:36:11,239
Speaker 1: all right, come on, alright, alright, alright, let's go get

710
00:36:11,239 --> 00:36:14,200
Speaker 1: on top, and I'm like, no, give me a second,

711
00:36:14,239 --> 00:36:16,839
Speaker 1: like I'm enjoying this. And the best is when he's

712
00:36:17,040 --> 00:36:19,879
Speaker 1: trying not to come, but he knows when he's try

713
00:36:20,000 --> 00:36:24,320
Speaker 1: not to, and then you're like, okay, I can't stop now, right, yeah,

714
00:36:24,400 --> 00:36:27,759
Speaker 1: and then that's all right, you go ahead and let

715
00:36:27,880 --> 00:36:30,400
Speaker 1: him release and then give him a few minutes and

716
00:36:30,440 --> 00:36:32,160
Speaker 1: then round two it's going to be even better than

717
00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:38,160
Speaker 1: round one would have been, because basically that is so

718
00:36:38,200 --> 00:36:43,719
Speaker 1: crazy though. How man have to reset women? That's what

719
00:36:43,840 --> 00:36:45,960
Speaker 1: I wish I had, no matter what how gay my

720
00:36:46,080 --> 00:36:48,680
Speaker 1: ass wants to be, how much think, how much I

721
00:36:49,200 --> 00:36:51,520
Speaker 1: think it right, it's like I have to after you release,

722
00:36:51,560 --> 00:36:54,600
Speaker 1: after you come, you do need that recent moment, like

723
00:36:54,640 --> 00:36:56,759
Speaker 1: it's like, but you're young, baby, you should be able

724
00:36:56,800 --> 00:37:00,600
Speaker 1: to go quick. It happens, it does happen quick. But

725
00:37:00,640 --> 00:37:02,879
Speaker 1: it's still like, I know I noticed that females because

726
00:37:02,880 --> 00:37:04,879
Speaker 1: I've watched straight porn sometimes I like watching straight born.

727
00:37:05,280 --> 00:37:07,560
Speaker 1: So I noticed that females is like they'd be ready

728
00:37:07,600 --> 00:37:10,239
Speaker 1: as soon as the stay come, y'all can come right after.

729
00:37:10,320 --> 00:37:12,280
Speaker 1: And as soon as they come y'all looking like, bitch,

730
00:37:12,800 --> 00:37:15,000
Speaker 1: what's up, I'm ready for more? You know what I'm

731
00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:17,520
Speaker 1: saying that that is a talent, Bobby. None of your

732
00:37:17,840 --> 00:37:23,080
Speaker 1: female friends have ever hit on the time. Yeah good looking?

733
00:37:23,400 --> 00:37:27,120
Speaker 1: Really yeah, thank you all the time? And what do

734
00:37:27,160 --> 00:37:33,160
Speaker 1: you say? No, but I don't ever respect the female anatomy.

735
00:37:33,400 --> 00:37:35,680
Speaker 1: I just may be just not discussed, but I may

736
00:37:35,680 --> 00:37:38,480
Speaker 1: be thrown off by it. Like like, for example, like

737
00:37:38,520 --> 00:37:40,840
Speaker 1: one of my homegirls, she always works with me. Whenever

738
00:37:40,880 --> 00:37:42,880
Speaker 1: she's over or whatever, she comes out the shower and

739
00:37:42,920 --> 00:37:44,560
Speaker 1: she'll be like she'll knock on my door or whatever,

740
00:37:44,719 --> 00:37:47,000
Speaker 1: or she knows I'm in like frustrated something to Like, Bobby,

741
00:37:47,080 --> 00:37:49,880
Speaker 1: I'd be like what she was like trying to like

742
00:37:51,920 --> 00:37:53,200
Speaker 1: but like at the end of the day, no, like

743
00:37:53,239 --> 00:37:55,200
Speaker 1: I was birth from a vagina, you know what I'm saying,

744
00:37:55,200 --> 00:37:57,960
Speaker 1: Like I came from Like that's what gives respect the vaginas. Yeah,

745
00:37:57,960 --> 00:38:00,200
Speaker 1: I respect the vagina's girl, like hello, and that lot

746
00:38:00,200 --> 00:38:02,960
Speaker 1: of gays try to emanate. Um is that the right word?

747
00:38:02,960 --> 00:38:09,320
Speaker 1: I emulate? Emulate the female persona or you know what

748
00:38:09,320 --> 00:38:11,279
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So at the end of the day, like no, there,

749
00:38:11,320 --> 00:38:13,719
Speaker 1: it's never like no, like what about a three sime?

750
00:38:13,800 --> 00:38:15,040
Speaker 1: Has that girl ever been like you know me and

751
00:38:15,080 --> 00:38:17,600
Speaker 1: my many times I've been offering money to sleep with

752
00:38:18,040 --> 00:38:21,080
Speaker 1: a wife and her husband. Yes, plenty of time. So

753
00:38:21,080 --> 00:38:30,480
Speaker 1: how much did you make off of that? Never? That's

754
00:38:30,520 --> 00:38:34,320
Speaker 1: one of my porn categories. It'll be like wife, wife

755
00:38:34,320 --> 00:38:39,239
Speaker 1: and husbanding. I don't I don't even want to talk

756
00:38:39,280 --> 00:38:41,600
Speaker 1: about it because I'm still waiting on the link to

757
00:38:41,680 --> 00:38:44,440
Speaker 1: this porn because she talked about it last I've been

758
00:38:44,480 --> 00:38:51,360
Speaker 1: waiting much. Yes, like a cheater. It's like it's like

759
00:38:51,440 --> 00:38:54,040
Speaker 1: where it's like it's the wife sucking a black man

760
00:38:54,080 --> 00:38:56,560
Speaker 1: in front of the husband, whether he's like Asian, white, whatever,

761
00:38:56,760 --> 00:39:00,960
Speaker 1: but her husband is sucking the day. But it's so

762
00:39:01,080 --> 00:39:03,640
Speaker 1: funny because if you notice, like the points started the guy,

763
00:39:04,040 --> 00:39:06,320
Speaker 1: if he's like you can tell he's like completely straight,

764
00:39:06,440 --> 00:39:08,080
Speaker 1: and when they start doing it, they'll be like in

765
00:39:08,160 --> 00:39:10,520
Speaker 1: them poor and they'll be like, all right, nigga, enough

766
00:39:10,520 --> 00:39:13,080
Speaker 1: for you now. But it's like that stuff like that.

767
00:39:13,880 --> 00:39:15,960
Speaker 1: I don't like. I don't know, guys, I'll be drinking.

768
00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:18,840
Speaker 1: It's your fault. It is your fault. So you wouldn't

769
00:39:18,840 --> 00:39:22,560
Speaker 1: do a threesome though with a man. No, there's no telling.

770
00:39:23,320 --> 00:39:24,640
Speaker 1: I can never say never. I used to say I

771
00:39:24,680 --> 00:39:27,319
Speaker 1: would never try a certain type of drug or whatever,

772
00:39:27,360 --> 00:39:29,239
Speaker 1: and I've tried it. So it's like, you know, there's

773
00:39:29,280 --> 00:39:35,080
Speaker 1: no telling. I'm twenty seven. Now I'm three years from thirty. Bitch,

774
00:39:35,120 --> 00:39:40,120
Speaker 1: I'm about to be old ship whatever. That's a good thing.

775
00:39:40,200 --> 00:39:42,319
Speaker 1: But no, I'm like, I'm twenty seven. I feel like

776
00:39:42,360 --> 00:39:46,800
Speaker 1: you know by age thirty five, forty is no You

777
00:39:46,880 --> 00:39:49,239
Speaker 1: might like when you get rich, when you get a

778
00:39:49,239 --> 00:39:51,279
Speaker 1: lot of money and you travel the world and you

779
00:39:51,320 --> 00:39:54,560
Speaker 1: meet different people, you you're open to different experiences, you

780
00:39:54,600 --> 00:39:56,920
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So there's no telling. You prefer

781
00:39:57,000 --> 00:39:58,920
Speaker 1: being in a relationship of being single, and now I

782
00:39:58,960 --> 00:40:01,560
Speaker 1: prefer being a single a lot love it. I love it.

783
00:40:01,600 --> 00:40:05,279
Speaker 1: Being in a relationship is a liability. Funny job, it's

784
00:40:05,280 --> 00:40:09,600
Speaker 1: a job is a liability. It causes emotional heartbreak, it

785
00:40:09,640 --> 00:40:13,080
Speaker 1: causes jealousy, it causes frustration. Part of your day, half

786
00:40:13,080 --> 00:40:15,440
Speaker 1: of your day is going towards your relationship, whether you

787
00:40:15,440 --> 00:40:17,600
Speaker 1: want to believe it or not, even if it's half

788
00:40:17,600 --> 00:40:19,600
Speaker 1: of the day straight you're doing your your thing and

789
00:40:19,600 --> 00:40:22,520
Speaker 1: the other half it's your relationship, or whether it's piece

790
00:40:22,560 --> 00:40:26,200
Speaker 1: here of your relationship, piece this of your errands, piece

791
00:40:26,239 --> 00:40:28,120
Speaker 1: back to your relationship is like always half and half

792
00:40:28,400 --> 00:40:30,719
Speaker 1: and it takes half of your life away. But being

793
00:40:30,760 --> 00:40:32,520
Speaker 1: saying that how hard to say with thinking that people

794
00:40:32,560 --> 00:40:34,359
Speaker 1: might want to just work with you because they've seen

795
00:40:34,400 --> 00:40:36,799
Speaker 1: you on hip and they want to be on the

796
00:40:36,840 --> 00:40:39,360
Speaker 1: show too. Yeah, but guess who at the end of

797
00:40:39,400 --> 00:40:41,520
Speaker 1: the day, if you're cute enough and you have you

798
00:40:41,520 --> 00:40:43,920
Speaker 1: have you got what it is. You know what I'm saying,

799
00:40:43,920 --> 00:40:46,359
Speaker 1: You got what it takes. What's up? Application is open

800
00:40:46,440 --> 00:40:48,680
Speaker 1: right now because I'm signed on to love and hip hop,

801
00:40:48,719 --> 00:40:51,040
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, And right now I am.

802
00:40:51,080 --> 00:40:53,160
Speaker 1: I am looking for love. I'm a scorpion. I'm always

803
00:40:53,160 --> 00:40:54,759
Speaker 1: looking for love. At the same time, my career is

804
00:40:54,760 --> 00:40:56,759
Speaker 1: so important to me to the point where it's like,

805
00:40:57,040 --> 00:40:59,239
Speaker 1: if I get it with every in relationship, I'm in one.

806
00:40:59,320 --> 00:41:02,480
Speaker 1: If I'm not, Oh, well, do you think that if

807
00:41:02,520 --> 00:41:04,759
Speaker 1: you didn't do love and Hip hop that you would

808
00:41:04,760 --> 00:41:10,640
Speaker 1: still be with Jack's boyfriend right now. It definitely for

809
00:41:10,680 --> 00:41:12,759
Speaker 1: sure the way that it happened, That's what I'm saying.

810
00:41:12,760 --> 00:41:15,200
Speaker 1: My storyline cannot be more real because the way that

811
00:41:15,200 --> 00:41:16,960
Speaker 1: it happened, it was like, Oh, I already know it's

812
00:41:16,960 --> 00:41:20,440
Speaker 1: about to happen. Because to be fun fact, his ex

813
00:41:20,920 --> 00:41:23,320
Speaker 1: was on Love Hip Hop before me. He was signed

814
00:41:23,360 --> 00:41:25,239
Speaker 1: on before me. Two years ago. When they started doing

815
00:41:25,239 --> 00:41:29,080
Speaker 1: the pilot, the network and Mona Scott initially said, we're

816
00:41:29,080 --> 00:41:31,920
Speaker 1: missing a few pieces to this puzzle and it's not

817
00:41:32,000 --> 00:41:33,600
Speaker 1: for me right right now. We need to add So

818
00:41:33,640 --> 00:41:37,799
Speaker 1: they went on a scout to find initially epecially me,

819
00:41:38,200 --> 00:41:40,000
Speaker 1: and then so they're like, okay, we found it, and

820
00:41:40,040 --> 00:41:41,840
Speaker 1: they're like, we wanted to put the bearers by finally

821
00:41:41,840 --> 00:41:43,880
Speaker 1: making having an opening gate person as main cast and

822
00:41:43,920 --> 00:41:46,440
Speaker 1: making an opening because they never had that before. So

823
00:41:46,440 --> 00:41:48,279
Speaker 1: it was like now they're like, okay, you're the one.

824
00:41:48,480 --> 00:41:50,279
Speaker 1: And then my ties of Trina just made it easier

825
00:41:50,320 --> 00:41:52,279
Speaker 1: because I didn't go on there, Trina didn't get me

826
00:41:52,320 --> 00:41:54,040
Speaker 1: on there, or I didn't go on there saying I'm

827
00:41:54,080 --> 00:41:57,040
Speaker 1: treating cousin. Look, they reached out to me because I

828
00:41:57,080 --> 00:41:59,240
Speaker 1: was doing my music as an openly gave rapper in Miami,

829
00:41:59,680 --> 00:42:01,360
Speaker 1: and then when they found out I was treating his

830
00:42:01,360 --> 00:42:04,400
Speaker 1: becausin it was just like the icing on the cake, right.

831
00:42:04,480 --> 00:42:06,600
Speaker 1: So then back to what we're just saying now about

832
00:42:06,600 --> 00:42:08,319
Speaker 1: the love hip hop. So yeah, so like now at

833
00:42:08,320 --> 00:42:10,800
Speaker 1: this point, I am, you know, I'm open even to

834
00:42:10,880 --> 00:42:13,120
Speaker 1: have my own dating show on logo or something maybe

835
00:42:13,120 --> 00:42:14,919
Speaker 1: something where I can try to find love because love

836
00:42:14,960 --> 00:42:17,200
Speaker 1: for me has not worked out. It's like I keep

837
00:42:17,239 --> 00:42:18,879
Speaker 1: having bad luck, but all I'm trying to find someone

838
00:42:18,880 --> 00:42:20,319
Speaker 1: that I can be with for the rest of my life.

839
00:42:20,320 --> 00:42:25,080
Speaker 1: I'm not I know, right, that's what you know. But

840
00:42:25,200 --> 00:42:27,160
Speaker 1: back to your question or I'm sorry. If it wasn't

841
00:42:27,160 --> 00:42:28,520
Speaker 1: for love of hip hop, we would have definitely still

842
00:42:28,520 --> 00:42:30,400
Speaker 1: been together because fun fact, like I said, he was

843
00:42:30,440 --> 00:42:33,520
Speaker 1: on their first when they started interviewing us, They're like,

844
00:42:33,560 --> 00:42:35,320
Speaker 1: how do you know? I don't know him from a

845
00:42:35,320 --> 00:42:38,719
Speaker 1: candid pay And then when I told Jeffrey my my

846
00:42:38,760 --> 00:42:41,040
Speaker 1: boyfriend at the time, I was like, yeah, so there's

847
00:42:41,040 --> 00:42:43,000
Speaker 1: this gay boy on there. Then he's like, thanks to

848
00:42:43,000 --> 00:42:45,759
Speaker 1: be my ex. I said, shut up, And he made

849
00:42:45,800 --> 00:42:47,120
Speaker 1: it seem to me like because we were in a

850
00:42:47,160 --> 00:42:49,040
Speaker 1: real relationship, So he made it seems to me like

851
00:42:49,840 --> 00:42:51,600
Speaker 1: you have no worries though, like I hate him, he

852
00:42:51,640 --> 00:42:53,960
Speaker 1: hates me. We're good come to find out all this

853
00:42:54,040 --> 00:42:56,319
Speaker 1: is going on. So it's like I was literally like

854
00:42:56,400 --> 00:42:59,120
Speaker 1: watching it and like just going through the heartbreak at

855
00:42:59,120 --> 00:43:01,520
Speaker 1: the same time like having it like like it was okay,

856
00:43:01,600 --> 00:43:03,200
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So at the end of

857
00:43:03,200 --> 00:43:05,879
Speaker 1: the day, I'm not looking for a relationship. I'm looking

858
00:43:05,920 --> 00:43:07,960
Speaker 1: for someone they can they can give me like a

859
00:43:08,840 --> 00:43:12,319
Speaker 1: long term type of situation, and until then I might

860
00:43:12,320 --> 00:43:14,479
Speaker 1: also just date, be single and live my thought life

861
00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:20,320
Speaker 1: even saying how is life? How is life? Life? Unless

862
00:43:20,320 --> 00:43:21,759
Speaker 1: you're ready to come put a ring off, like I'm

863
00:43:21,760 --> 00:43:23,160
Speaker 1: trying to be the first gay person has a wedding

864
00:43:23,200 --> 00:43:26,080
Speaker 1: special on the on the network, Like let's make it happen.

865
00:43:26,120 --> 00:43:27,560
Speaker 1: If you're not trying to put a ring on his

866
00:43:27,680 --> 00:43:35,840
Speaker 1: motherfucking finger right here, Like like Sierra said, yeah, you

867
00:43:35,840 --> 00:43:38,080
Speaker 1: gotta walk into spirit. You got in the spirit of

868
00:43:38,200 --> 00:43:45,520
Speaker 1: life and her husband will find you. Is that what

869
00:43:45,560 --> 00:43:50,160
Speaker 1: you have to do is that I'm not gay no more.

870
00:43:51,680 --> 00:43:55,640
Speaker 1: I've been delivered. But listen, and you know Trina is

871
00:43:55,640 --> 00:43:57,680
Speaker 1: a friend to the show, so is she now seeing

872
00:43:57,719 --> 00:44:00,279
Speaker 1: like your star rising, and she's being more helpful because

873
00:44:00,280 --> 00:44:02,560
Speaker 1: I know part of what was happening when you felt like,

874
00:44:02,760 --> 00:44:04,680
Speaker 1: this is my cousin, Why aren't you helping me and

875
00:44:04,760 --> 00:44:07,799
Speaker 1: my career? Because she's so successful. People love Trina, she

876
00:44:07,880 --> 00:44:11,480
Speaker 1: loves Yeah, so I would I would have thought like, hello,

877
00:44:11,840 --> 00:44:13,759
Speaker 1: helped me, But has it helped now? Because she's seen

878
00:44:13,920 --> 00:44:15,880
Speaker 1: everything that you're doing. I'm sure she's like, all right,

879
00:44:15,920 --> 00:44:19,600
Speaker 1: let me bring my cousin. Okay, I'll say this much.

880
00:44:20,200 --> 00:44:23,239
Speaker 1: I feel that I've worked hard enough now and I've

881
00:44:23,280 --> 00:44:26,000
Speaker 1: proven myself hard enough now that she's willing to be like, okay, yeah,

882
00:44:26,000 --> 00:44:28,319
Speaker 1: because now we do have more, we're more like, we're

883
00:44:28,360 --> 00:44:30,840
Speaker 1: way closer. But the show made us closer before this

884
00:44:31,120 --> 00:44:33,640
Speaker 1: when we started feeling the moment our first seen, we

885
00:44:33,800 --> 00:44:36,080
Speaker 1: got closer even like in the beginning when we got

886
00:44:36,080 --> 00:44:38,040
Speaker 1: like there are security meetings and everything like our meetings

887
00:44:38,080 --> 00:44:40,200
Speaker 1: and stuff before we started filming, Like, we started getting

888
00:44:40,200 --> 00:44:41,960
Speaker 1: closer because she knew like, Okay, this is something we're

889
00:44:41,960 --> 00:44:43,839
Speaker 1: about to do together, so let's kill it. Let's put

890
00:44:43,880 --> 00:44:45,239
Speaker 1: off from Miami, and let's give them, you know what

891
00:44:45,239 --> 00:44:47,160
Speaker 1: I'm saying, what they want. So we kind of started

892
00:44:47,160 --> 00:44:48,920
Speaker 1: getting and that made us closer. The show did make

893
00:44:49,000 --> 00:44:51,280
Speaker 1: us closer, So I feel like that made her feel

894
00:44:51,280 --> 00:44:53,920
Speaker 1: more comfortable to reach out to me because we weren't

895
00:44:53,920 --> 00:44:55,520
Speaker 1: close before. And at least you know, you have each

896
00:44:55,520 --> 00:44:58,200
Speaker 1: other's back because your family. Yeah we are. At the

897
00:44:58,239 --> 00:44:59,680
Speaker 1: end of the day, I know she'll never let like,

898
00:44:59,719 --> 00:45:02,919
Speaker 1: nothing truly foul happened to me, you know what I'm saying.

899
00:45:02,920 --> 00:45:05,759
Speaker 1: And a vice versa. You know, Daddy tat you trick.

900
00:45:05,880 --> 00:45:08,759
Speaker 1: Daddy is my dog. That's my homeboard. Like we have

901
00:45:08,800 --> 00:45:12,359
Speaker 1: a scene, we have a scene together, it's gonna show,

902
00:45:12,400 --> 00:45:14,160
Speaker 1: You're gonna see it, and it's at a radio station

903
00:45:14,239 --> 00:45:16,880
Speaker 1: or whatever. And he's always and I've had a conversation

904
00:45:16,920 --> 00:45:18,560
Speaker 1: with him outside of the show. He's always giving me

905
00:45:18,600 --> 00:45:22,600
Speaker 1: advice like, look, you're representing a community right now, and

906
00:45:22,640 --> 00:45:24,799
Speaker 1: you have to do it to the fullest extent and

907
00:45:24,840 --> 00:45:27,600
Speaker 1: be proud of what you are because you're good, You're talented.

908
00:45:27,920 --> 00:45:29,480
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. It has nothing to do yeah,

909
00:45:29,480 --> 00:45:31,319
Speaker 1: it has nothing to do with the fact that, let's

910
00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:33,920
Speaker 1: put that side right out. Your talented, So just use

911
00:45:34,040 --> 00:45:36,440
Speaker 1: this platform you have and be that voice for the community.

912
00:45:36,440 --> 00:45:38,560
Speaker 1: So he offers me a lot of positive advice, And

913
00:45:38,560 --> 00:45:40,400
Speaker 1: did you put it in your contract that music is

914
00:45:40,440 --> 00:45:42,240
Speaker 1: gonna be on the show and featured on the show

915
00:45:42,239 --> 00:45:49,440
Speaker 1: and everything important? Yes, very very yeah, yeah my contract.

916
00:45:49,600 --> 00:45:51,160
Speaker 1: You know, I'm gonna be honest with you. Love hip

917
00:45:51,200 --> 00:45:53,600
Speaker 1: hop contracts are very long, but as long as you

918
00:45:53,600 --> 00:45:55,279
Speaker 1: have a good lawyer, you you're able to get through

919
00:45:55,280 --> 00:45:56,920
Speaker 1: it and make it worse because they try to get

920
00:45:56,920 --> 00:45:58,880
Speaker 1: her on Loving hip hop for real. Yeah, I had

921
00:45:58,920 --> 00:46:01,200
Speaker 1: to get a lawyer for what city. Like you said,

922
00:46:01,200 --> 00:46:05,719
Speaker 1: the contract is very long in New York. Yeah, I

923
00:46:05,840 --> 00:46:08,640
Speaker 1: see you on it though, you but I mean, I

924
00:46:08,640 --> 00:46:10,840
Speaker 1: don't know. I don't have television right now, so I

925
00:46:10,920 --> 00:46:14,719
Speaker 1: don't know. I haven't been watching the shows. I don't

926
00:46:14,719 --> 00:46:16,880
Speaker 1: know how New York is going. But the problem was

927
00:46:17,000 --> 00:46:19,440
Speaker 1: I just didn't fit in with the cast, you know,

928
00:46:19,560 --> 00:46:22,799
Speaker 1: like I don't. You don't have any real relationships, haven't. Yeah,

929
00:46:22,800 --> 00:46:25,480
Speaker 1: you have to have some type of time. Um, but yeah,

930
00:46:25,520 --> 00:46:27,879
Speaker 1: my music will be paid. I have I have my

931
00:46:27,920 --> 00:46:31,319
Speaker 1: own like I want to say episode, but I but

932
00:46:31,360 --> 00:46:32,879
Speaker 1: it's like my whole thing where it's just all about

933
00:46:32,920 --> 00:46:35,400
Speaker 1: my single releases. Yeah, my singor release party and then

934
00:46:35,440 --> 00:46:36,840
Speaker 1: you're gonna drop it that day. I'll drop it that

935
00:46:36,920 --> 00:46:38,920
Speaker 1: day at midnight. I'm like to put like a whole

936
00:46:38,960 --> 00:46:40,920
Speaker 1: radio run behind it, like I haven't labeled it. So

937
00:46:40,960 --> 00:46:43,120
Speaker 1: you got a whole little set of plotting and planning

938
00:46:43,160 --> 00:46:45,560
Speaker 1: for this day when it comes out. For this one

939
00:46:45,600 --> 00:46:48,000
Speaker 1: song called way Up, which is super super dope, I

940
00:46:48,000 --> 00:46:51,560
Speaker 1: feel like it's a game changer and um yeah, so yeah,

941
00:46:51,560 --> 00:46:56,000
Speaker 1: of course congratulate, and we can attest to the fact

942
00:46:56,000 --> 00:46:58,920
Speaker 1: that I met you even before two years ago. I

943
00:46:59,000 --> 00:47:00,879
Speaker 1: used to be first of all, I was ove, what's

944
00:47:00,920 --> 00:47:02,560
Speaker 1: going on? I was like going hard. I was like,

945
00:47:02,640 --> 00:47:04,319
Speaker 1: I was like, listen, you're gonna interview me. One day

946
00:47:04,320 --> 00:47:06,960
Speaker 1: I was he came up to me and like, Moline aggravating,

947
00:47:07,000 --> 00:47:09,440
Speaker 1: Like I was like aggy, but I was definitely drinking.

948
00:47:09,480 --> 00:47:13,719
Speaker 1: But it was fun and I was Miami, yeah you're

949
00:47:13,719 --> 00:47:18,160
Speaker 1: still me and you holding the revolt. Uh yeah, yes,

950
00:47:18,239 --> 00:47:20,600
Speaker 1: I remember. It's really cute, like people good, I look good.

951
00:47:20,640 --> 00:47:23,160
Speaker 1: I posted it. Yeah it's a it's a picture ahead

952
00:47:23,200 --> 00:47:25,719
Speaker 1: of us with train that was in the background loss.

953
00:47:26,400 --> 00:47:28,759
Speaker 1: And you know what, it's important because you have been

954
00:47:28,840 --> 00:47:31,040
Speaker 1: going hard to try to make this happen. So it's

955
00:47:31,040 --> 00:47:33,319
Speaker 1: not just like you got on there and you made

956
00:47:33,400 --> 00:47:36,839
Speaker 1: up apply trying to be like age fifteen. If you're

957
00:47:36,880 --> 00:47:38,920
Speaker 1: on YouTube, but you see the music videos I've been uploaded,

958
00:47:38,920 --> 00:47:41,000
Speaker 1: you see two down in twelve, two thousan eleven. Like,

959
00:47:41,040 --> 00:47:43,200
Speaker 1: it's been like I've been trying to do the music

960
00:47:43,239 --> 00:47:45,279
Speaker 1: thing whatever, and it's so hard, like being an openly

961
00:47:45,320 --> 00:47:47,600
Speaker 1: gay rapper, because I really am good like and I

962
00:47:47,640 --> 00:47:50,240
Speaker 1: know that I am standing outside of my body. I'm like, motherfucker,

963
00:47:50,280 --> 00:47:52,560
Speaker 1: you can wrap. But it's like there's always a gag

964
00:47:52,600 --> 00:47:54,319
Speaker 1: to everything you are in life. There's always like something

965
00:47:54,520 --> 00:47:56,279
Speaker 1: and the thing is I'm gay and it's so and

966
00:47:56,280 --> 00:47:58,279
Speaker 1: then people think, well, what is the big deal? Why

967
00:47:58,360 --> 00:47:59,880
Speaker 1: is it such a It's not a big deal, but

968
00:48:00,000 --> 00:48:02,480
Speaker 1: people really do make it a big deal. DJs, the industry, everyone,

969
00:48:02,520 --> 00:48:04,239
Speaker 1: it is a big deal. It's not comfortable. It's a

970
00:48:04,239 --> 00:48:06,359
Speaker 1: safety issue. Always is a lot of things. And it's

971
00:48:06,400 --> 00:48:08,080
Speaker 1: a lot of people that could look up to you

972
00:48:08,120 --> 00:48:11,000
Speaker 1: that might have felt like this industry wasn't and they

973
00:48:11,000 --> 00:48:13,560
Speaker 1: couldn't be successful. And then they can see you right

974
00:48:13,640 --> 00:48:17,040
Speaker 1: down that's happening actually, So now that's so inspired and

975
00:48:17,080 --> 00:48:18,799
Speaker 1: I just can't wait. It's like a good year. It's

976
00:48:18,840 --> 00:48:20,799
Speaker 1: a good I feel like a good interview feel life

977
00:48:20,840 --> 00:48:23,680
Speaker 1: now was the perfect time. Yeah, you have a good platform.

978
00:48:24,080 --> 00:48:26,239
Speaker 1: This could be a moment for you to make a

979
00:48:26,280 --> 00:48:30,319
Speaker 1: big change in music. Serious. In fact, they're good luck

980
00:48:30,360 --> 00:48:32,719
Speaker 1: finding love man. But in the meantime, you keep that

981
00:48:32,920 --> 00:48:38,120
Speaker 1: baby like this dating show idea. Yeah, like you remember

982
00:48:38,160 --> 00:48:42,000
Speaker 1: how they had you Flavor of Love and you have

983
00:48:42,120 --> 00:48:45,560
Speaker 1: I Love New York and then have a good name.

984
00:48:45,840 --> 00:48:50,800
Speaker 1: I don't know, right, let's think of um, I'm Booty

985
00:48:50,880 --> 00:49:02,440
Speaker 1: the Bobby I inpreciated the same though, engage you. I

986
00:49:02,440 --> 00:49:06,839
Speaker 1: don't even think Logo would accept that side of Yeah,

987
00:49:07,120 --> 00:49:10,799
Speaker 1: that was no. But I think it would be so

988
00:49:10,880 --> 00:49:12,439
Speaker 1: dopeful me to try to find love on the show.

989
00:49:12,480 --> 00:49:17,280
Speaker 1: That would be so fun. But I'm lowkey. I thought

990
00:49:17,320 --> 00:49:19,040
Speaker 1: I told you that. You try to tell me before.

991
00:49:19,080 --> 00:49:25,319
Speaker 1: That's not cheaters. We're not cheaters. Were just we're just bous. Yeah.

992
00:49:26,160 --> 00:49:28,920
Speaker 1: But one thing I could say about scorpios, even if

993
00:49:28,960 --> 00:49:32,759
Speaker 1: they're promiscuous, when they get something that they like, they

994
00:49:32,840 --> 00:49:37,360
Speaker 1: want more. They wanted a lot until they get tired

995
00:49:37,360 --> 00:49:40,239
Speaker 1: of it. Yeah, and then they want at the variety.

996
00:49:40,400 --> 00:49:44,000
Speaker 1: But then lying when they'll come back an takes discipline.

997
00:49:44,040 --> 00:49:46,439
Speaker 1: You have to be a discipline now, let's go back.

998
00:49:46,840 --> 00:49:49,719
Speaker 1: Yes we do. Yes, I'm telling you. When they get

999
00:49:49,800 --> 00:49:53,040
Speaker 1: something they like, they want it over. It's about the sign.

1000
00:49:53,160 --> 00:49:56,640
Speaker 1: At the same time, it's also about I go back

1001
00:49:56,640 --> 00:49:59,919
Speaker 1: to your background, how you're raised, personality, morals, what you believe.

1002
00:50:00,160 --> 00:50:02,560
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, because like you can be

1003
00:50:02,640 --> 00:50:05,000
Speaker 1: raised to be like I don't curse, Like I know,

1004
00:50:05,040 --> 00:50:10,919
Speaker 1: I have friends that don't say I don't. You don't curse.

1005
00:50:11,040 --> 00:50:14,000
Speaker 1: Yet we're trying to game. We actually trying to get

1006
00:50:14,040 --> 00:50:15,480
Speaker 1: a cut back. She got to pay a dollar every

1007
00:50:15,480 --> 00:50:22,719
Speaker 1: time she cursed, and she always Yeah yeah, Bobby, tiybody

1008
00:50:22,760 --> 00:50:24,960
Speaker 1: how they could follow you? You guys can follow me

1009
00:50:25,000 --> 00:50:28,799
Speaker 1: on Instagram and Twitter as Bobby lights all together bo

1010
00:50:28,880 --> 00:50:31,879
Speaker 1: b b y l y t e s A right.

1011
00:50:32,440 --> 00:50:36,160
Speaker 1: Thank you so much, Bobby. We love you, will be supporting.

1012
00:50:36,360 --> 00:50:39,760
Speaker 1: I love you, Lorian. I love your stuff and your energy,

1013
00:50:39,880 --> 00:50:43,080
Speaker 1: and I have fun that this was even Oh there

1014
00:50:43,120 --> 00:50:47,160
Speaker 1: was a camera, yeah, recording. I don't. I thought we

1015
00:50:47,160 --> 00:50:50,359
Speaker 1: were just doing it. I just said, you know, I'm

1016
00:50:50,360 --> 00:50:58,360
Speaker 1: Abouttom must Oh and don't let me forget To remind

1017
00:50:58,400 --> 00:51:00,279
Speaker 1: you all, we do have our lip service to live.

1018
00:51:00,400 --> 00:51:02,440
Speaker 1: This is our second one ever and it's happened in

1019
00:51:02,480 --> 00:51:05,759
Speaker 1: February at Highlighting Ballroom. You can buy tickets now. We

1020
00:51:05,840 --> 00:51:08,600
Speaker 1: have a Malaga confirmed as a guest. Also, a Little

1021
00:51:08,640 --> 00:51:11,319
Speaker 1: Mo and her husband Carl Dargin will be coming through

1022
00:51:11,560 --> 00:51:15,160
Speaker 1: for some very special Valentine's Day advice and you know,

1023
00:51:15,239 --> 00:51:17,640
Speaker 1: relationship type stuff. So let's have some fun