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Speaker 1: Really previously on symptomatic. Trent Fielder, a successful and vibrant

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Speaker 2: I was overwhelmed. I could not get my heart to

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Speaker 2: You know, it was am I going to be able

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Speaker 3: They said that this was progressive and that he wasn't

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Speaker 1: Even though Trent stabilized enough to return home to his wife,

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Speaker 2: The pain was immense. The spasticity was just out of control.

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Speaker 1: With his symptoms lingering longer than expected, Trent received a

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Speaker 1: new diagnosis, Chronic inflammatory demyelinating polyneuropathy CIDP, a progressive autoimmune

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Speaker 1: How terrifying would it be to fight an unknown enemy,

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Speaker 1: These are their stories, and Lauren write the CHECKO and

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Speaker 1: this is symptomatic. Before we pick up with Trent's story,

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Speaker 1: proceed with care. Two years after Trent's symptoms first began,

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Speaker 2: It wasn't until January twenty third, two thousand four where

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Speaker 2: And that was when I ended up having two embolisms

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Speaker 2: But I had a full breath then, and I realized

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Speaker 1: After everything Trent had been through. He and his family

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Speaker 2: And so I woke up being angry. I didn't really

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Speaker 2: And there were these three doctors that came in. They

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Speaker 3: His doctors were all telling him that he was going

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Speaker 1: Being sent home for hospice, Trent refused to accept that

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Speaker 3: That he would have killed himself and then I would

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Speaker 2: My doctor was right. I was not prepared for the

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Speaker 2: I planned it enough out where no family was going

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Speaker 1: Now back to Symptomatic a Medical Mystery Podcast. Trent had

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Speaker 1: Trent still refused to accept defeat and was determined to

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Speaker 2: She is an incredible woman. She is an amazing heart,

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Speaker 1: First on Trend's list was rebuilding his lung capacity. To

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Speaker 1: It helped him retrain his lungs and find his breathing rhythm.

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Speaker 1: Still paralyzed from the waist down, Trent had been searching

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Speaker 4: He had had some sea braces made that provided like

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Speaker 4: There's so many more things we had to work on,

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Speaker 2: We figured out how to get me up on my

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Speaker 2: I was taking not big steps, smaller steps, but I

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Speaker 2: And he just said, you're doing it, man, You're doing it.

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Speaker 1: You talked about he had lost his purpose for a

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Speaker 3: I think I think he was surrounded by a lot

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Speaker 1: In typical Trent fashion, just walking wasn't enough. With a

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Speaker 2: And I did it. I had my headphones on, I

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Speaker 5: And then in the video and Abia's like, go.

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Speaker 2: It started something. People were videoing it and posting it

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Speaker 2: By the time I got to the car, I had

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Speaker 2: And it just continued to grow. And that's how I

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Speaker 1: Trent has since completed multiple endurance events, including representing Team

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Speaker 1: World Championships in Australia. He doesn't push himself for accolades

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Speaker 1: he goes. His loving kids, Logan and Nevayah understand this

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Speaker 6: He has been paralyzed from the waist down for a

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Speaker 6: and he runs iron Man's and gives his metals away

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Speaker 6: to other people.

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Speaker 1: What are you most proud of when you think of

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Speaker 7: Probably him being able to do all these things while

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Speaker 7: mans and all these races, and like still being able

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Speaker 7: to be there for us, like as a dad. You know,

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Speaker 7: him being able to walk after people told him he

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Speaker 7: wouldn't be able to is like probably the most aspiring thing.

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Speaker 1: And Nicole, what do you hope people take away from

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Speaker 1: hearing Trent's story?

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Speaker 3: Hopelessness is such a disease, and it's kind of like,

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Speaker 3: if you don't have hope, what do you have? Whatever

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Speaker 3: the situation is, there's always light at the end of

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Speaker 2: Now, if people can understand that, there are going to

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Speaker 2: question is what do we do with it? What are

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Speaker 2: our life, then do it a different way by making

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Speaker 2: a change in somebody else's, by impacting somebody else's. And

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Speaker 2: I could have never imagined the things that have occurred

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Speaker 2: with me. I mean, how can I imagine going from

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Speaker 2: what did it feel like to hold the metal? I'm like,

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Speaker 2: the metal is not the message. Help is the message.

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Speaker 2: And I think that's what I would like people to

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Speaker 2: best understand, whether it's through this podcast or through my life,

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Speaker 2: is that no matter what, and no matter how long

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Speaker 2: of a road that it took, I chose hope, and

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Speaker 2: I choose that for everybody.

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Speaker 1: Always looking to pay it forward. Trent gave his gold

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Speaker 1: medal from this Summer's Triathlon World Championships to his wife, Nicole,

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Speaker 1: who has been his steadfast supporter from the beginning. You

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Speaker 1: and keep up with his next adventure at Trentfielder dot com.

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Speaker 1: Special thanks to Chive Charities for the work they do

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Speaker 1: with veterans and those living with rare diseases and the

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Speaker 1: impact they've had on Trent's story. If you know someone

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Speaker 1: who might benefit from hearing his story or other stories

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Speaker 1: in this season of Symptomatic, we encourage you to share

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Speaker 1: it with them. And knowing that health struggles can often

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Speaker 1: be a marathon instead of a sprint, if you want

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Speaker 1: to help others cross the finish line, consider paying it

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Speaker 1: forward like Trent has by donating to his nonprofit at

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Speaker 1: Trhope dot org. That's trii Hope dot org or Chive

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Speaker 2: My name is Trent Fielder. I was diagnosed with Giambore

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Speaker 2: syndrome in twenty eleven and in twenty twelve I was

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Speaker 2: diagnosed with chronic inflammatory demolinating polyueropathy. I went from flat

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Speaker 2: lining on an emergency room table to eventually working to

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Speaker 2: train myself how to breathe, how to walk. Eventually took

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Speaker 2: on a mission to compete, and that competition led me

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Speaker 2: from flat line to finish line. And that finish line

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Speaker 2: was gold medal at the World Championships this past year

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Speaker 2: with Team USA.

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Speaker 1: As we close out the season of Symptomatic, we want

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Speaker 1: our dedicated listeners. We've had the privilege of telling some

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Speaker 1: very special stories this year, from a doctor turned rare

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Speaker 1: disease patient and cutting edge cancer care to every story

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Speaker 1: of determination this season. It's been so heartwarming seeing your

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Speaker 1: thoughtful conversation in an upcoming house calls. Until next time,

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