1 00:00:01,200 --> 00:00:02,920 Speaker 1: Trust me. 2 00:00:02,560 --> 00:00:04,160 Speaker 2: Trust me. 3 00:00:04,480 --> 00:00:07,240 Speaker 3: I'm like a swat person. I've never lied to you. 4 00:00:09,560 --> 00:00:12,480 Speaker 1: Do you think that one person has all the answers? 5 00:00:12,720 --> 00:00:17,599 Speaker 1: Don't welcome to trust me? The podcast about cult, extreme 6 00:00:17,640 --> 00:00:21,279 Speaker 1: belief and the abusive power from two snowflakes who've actually 7 00:00:21,440 --> 00:00:26,040 Speaker 1: experienced it. I am Lola Blanc and I'm Megan Elizabeth. 8 00:00:26,280 --> 00:00:30,479 Speaker 1: We are two snowflakes today interviewing Jitarth Jadeja. He is 9 00:00:30,520 --> 00:00:34,239 Speaker 1: a former q Andon believer. He's actually Australian, but he 10 00:00:34,280 --> 00:00:37,400 Speaker 1: became interested in American politics and went from a Bernie 11 00:00:37,440 --> 00:00:40,440 Speaker 1: supporter to a Trump supporter and got knee deep into 12 00:00:40,440 --> 00:00:44,279 Speaker 1: conspiracy theories until he eventually believed in q the anonymous 13 00:00:44,320 --> 00:00:46,760 Speaker 1: leader of the q Andon movement, and believed that Trump 14 00:00:46,840 --> 00:00:49,240 Speaker 1: was saving the world from a ring of evil pedophiles. 15 00:00:49,680 --> 00:00:51,839 Speaker 2: Yeah, he's going to tell us about how he was 16 00:00:51,880 --> 00:00:54,600 Speaker 2: having mental health issues when he came to believing q 17 00:00:55,120 --> 00:00:57,960 Speaker 2: what he believed, the moment that snapped him out of it, 18 00:00:58,400 --> 00:01:00,680 Speaker 2: how he knows he would have been there the capital, 19 00:01:00,720 --> 00:01:03,720 Speaker 2: and how he deals with the shame by talking openly. 20 00:01:03,360 --> 00:01:06,200 Speaker 1: About it, and unfortunately, why he doesn't think QAnon is 21 00:01:06,240 --> 00:01:10,000 Speaker 1: slowing down anytime soon. So we're just gonna kind of 22 00:01:10,040 --> 00:01:12,280 Speaker 1: stay on that topic today because this was a big thing. 23 00:01:12,400 --> 00:01:16,360 Speaker 1: The cultiest thing that happened this week was definitely a 24 00:01:16,440 --> 00:01:21,080 Speaker 1: bunch of extremists storming the Capitol. There was a violent insurrection. 25 00:01:21,240 --> 00:01:23,280 Speaker 1: We all know about this by now. It was incited 26 00:01:23,280 --> 00:01:27,399 Speaker 1: by Donald Trump, who has consistently refused to accept that 27 00:01:27,440 --> 00:01:30,320 Speaker 1: he lost the election and has riled up his supporters 28 00:01:30,319 --> 00:01:32,759 Speaker 1: and riled them up and riled them up. It resulted 29 00:01:32,800 --> 00:01:36,520 Speaker 1: in five deaths, and now only now, finally, after this 30 00:01:36,640 --> 00:01:39,800 Speaker 1: level of violence, he's finally banned from all social media 31 00:01:40,160 --> 00:01:43,240 Speaker 1: still not YouTube though, right is he banned from Pinterest 32 00:01:43,280 --> 00:01:44,559 Speaker 1: and not YouTube? Is that true? 33 00:01:44,640 --> 00:01:46,039 Speaker 2: I think so, but that. 34 00:01:46,040 --> 00:01:50,840 Speaker 1: Seems crazy anyway, It was horrific. It was terrifying and 35 00:01:50,880 --> 00:01:54,000 Speaker 1: also just sad that so many of these people got 36 00:01:54,040 --> 00:01:57,680 Speaker 1: to this point. Sam Harris described the whole scene as 37 00:01:57,720 --> 00:02:02,200 Speaker 1: a YouTube comment section come to life, which felt accurate 38 00:02:02,400 --> 00:02:05,280 Speaker 1: to me. But it's not funny. It's not funny. It's 39 00:02:05,280 --> 00:02:08,760 Speaker 1: fucking sad, and it's fucking scary because now everyone's talking 40 00:02:08,760 --> 00:02:12,320 Speaker 1: about how there are big plans for from the sixteenth 41 00:02:12,360 --> 00:02:14,720 Speaker 1: to the twentieth for there to be more. I don't 42 00:02:14,760 --> 00:02:16,600 Speaker 1: know what the right word to use is because they're 43 00:02:16,720 --> 00:02:19,799 Speaker 1: I'm sure they'd call them protests, but more gatherings that 44 00:02:19,960 --> 00:02:22,400 Speaker 1: have the strong potential to turn violent, and I'm very 45 00:02:22,400 --> 00:02:23,680 Speaker 1: afraid of what's going to happen. 46 00:02:24,240 --> 00:02:27,200 Speaker 2: I mean, I think having the guests on today that 47 00:02:27,280 --> 00:02:29,880 Speaker 2: we did it was just it's so interesting to have 48 00:02:29,960 --> 00:02:32,880 Speaker 2: the perspective of somebody who was so deeply in it, 49 00:02:33,320 --> 00:02:37,360 Speaker 2: who is now rationally discussing it, because it gave me 50 00:02:37,520 --> 00:02:42,520 Speaker 2: a perspective on what is actually happening in these people's minds. 51 00:02:42,919 --> 00:02:46,040 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, here's the thing. There are a few 52 00:02:46,120 --> 00:02:49,200 Speaker 1: different kinds of groups that were there. So there are 53 00:02:49,360 --> 00:02:52,880 Speaker 1: the White supremacists, those motherfuckers who were walking around with 54 00:02:52,919 --> 00:02:57,200 Speaker 1: a shirt that says Camp Auschwitz and you know, parading 55 00:02:57,240 --> 00:03:01,720 Speaker 1: around the capitol with the Confederate flag. And then there 56 00:03:01,760 --> 00:03:06,519 Speaker 1: are QAnon people, And of course there's overlap because QAnon people, 57 00:03:06,680 --> 00:03:09,520 Speaker 1: many of them are extremely anti Semitic. A lot of 58 00:03:09,520 --> 00:03:14,320 Speaker 1: the conspiracy theories are about the cabal of people who 59 00:03:14,440 --> 00:03:16,760 Speaker 1: run the world, who are demons and eat children and 60 00:03:17,160 --> 00:03:20,400 Speaker 1: they're Jewish. There's it's a lot of anti Semitism, but 61 00:03:20,480 --> 00:03:23,240 Speaker 1: it's different from the White supremacists. It's a different group 62 00:03:23,280 --> 00:03:27,240 Speaker 1: their focus is on quote saving the children. Jatarth will 63 00:03:27,240 --> 00:03:29,880 Speaker 1: describe it in more detail. I wish we had been 64 00:03:29,919 --> 00:03:31,800 Speaker 1: able to get into where there is and is not 65 00:03:31,960 --> 00:03:34,800 Speaker 1: overlap between QAnon and white supremacist groups in this interview, 66 00:03:34,840 --> 00:03:37,040 Speaker 1: but we just ran out of time and didn't get 67 00:03:37,040 --> 00:03:39,240 Speaker 1: the chance to get into the racial dynamics of QAnon. 68 00:03:39,320 --> 00:03:41,760 Speaker 1: But basically, there were a lot of QAnon people at 69 00:03:41,760 --> 00:03:43,960 Speaker 1: the Capitol in addition to the neo Nazis and other 70 00:03:43,960 --> 00:03:47,760 Speaker 1: far right groups and presumably other kinds of Trump fanatics. Ultimately, 71 00:03:47,800 --> 00:03:50,880 Speaker 1: it doesn't matter when the actions are dangerous, but the 72 00:03:50,960 --> 00:03:54,320 Speaker 1: ideologies are all different. Even from one Cube believer to 73 00:03:54,360 --> 00:03:56,760 Speaker 1: another Cube believer, they're different. Since it's not a unified 74 00:03:56,800 --> 00:04:00,560 Speaker 1: belief system. Conspiracy theorists logic is not the strong suit. 75 00:04:01,000 --> 00:04:03,560 Speaker 1: It's not about the facts. It's about believing in something 76 00:04:03,560 --> 00:04:07,440 Speaker 1: bigger than themselves. It's just so fucked up that the 77 00:04:07,480 --> 00:04:09,760 Speaker 1: thing that they believe in it's coming to a head 78 00:04:09,800 --> 00:04:12,640 Speaker 1: now in a way that many of us for many 79 00:04:12,720 --> 00:04:17,000 Speaker 1: years have been saying it would. Yeah, like words mean something, 80 00:04:17,279 --> 00:04:20,799 Speaker 1: Yeah they do. Oh that's just Trump. He's just a talker. 81 00:04:20,920 --> 00:04:23,680 Speaker 1: He'll just say stuff whatever. No words mean something, So 82 00:04:23,839 --> 00:04:26,440 Speaker 1: you would think that people would be able to discern 83 00:04:26,839 --> 00:04:29,320 Speaker 1: grown adults would be able to discern like, Okay, this 84 00:04:29,360 --> 00:04:31,960 Speaker 1: is a lie coming from a person who consistently lies. 85 00:04:32,640 --> 00:04:35,240 Speaker 1: But the truth is that many grown adults do not 86 00:04:35,440 --> 00:04:39,039 Speaker 1: have the critical thinking skills that are required to be 87 00:04:39,080 --> 00:04:41,279 Speaker 1: able to tell when the president is lying to them 88 00:04:41,560 --> 00:04:44,400 Speaker 1: or just stoking their hate to feed his own narcissism. 89 00:04:44,640 --> 00:04:48,200 Speaker 1: And that's why words matter. Yeah, because this is where 90 00:04:48,480 --> 00:04:52,520 Speaker 1: it leads, and hopefully it won't get worse. But we 91 00:04:52,600 --> 00:04:54,680 Speaker 1: don't know. We'll see, you know, we'll see what's going 92 00:04:54,720 --> 00:04:55,679 Speaker 1: to happen in the next week. 93 00:04:55,760 --> 00:05:00,200 Speaker 2: Truly, it's terrifying. Well, he's going to be gone soon, all. 94 00:05:00,200 --> 00:05:13,719 Speaker 1: Right, let's get into it. Who Hello, Jitarth Jajjo. 95 00:05:13,440 --> 00:05:16,479 Speaker 4: Welcome, nice to be here. Thank you, Lola, thanks. 96 00:05:16,200 --> 00:05:16,920 Speaker 1: For coming on. 97 00:05:17,200 --> 00:05:17,400 Speaker 4: Man. 98 00:05:17,440 --> 00:05:20,920 Speaker 1: I am so glad to be talking to you this week. Obviously, 99 00:05:21,160 --> 00:05:24,760 Speaker 1: this is a very topically relevant group at the moment, 100 00:05:25,000 --> 00:05:27,000 Speaker 1: we all know there is a violent insurrection at the 101 00:05:27,120 --> 00:05:31,599 Speaker 1: US Capitol. Can you, as somebody who is a former 102 00:05:31,720 --> 00:05:35,919 Speaker 1: QAnon believer, can you briefly describe what QAnon is to 103 00:05:35,960 --> 00:05:37,120 Speaker 1: somebody who doesn't know. 104 00:05:37,400 --> 00:05:43,840 Speaker 3: Sure, So, QAnon is essentially a online conspiracy cult. They 105 00:05:43,880 --> 00:05:47,840 Speaker 3: follow someone named q Q is an anonymous poster who 106 00:05:48,040 --> 00:05:51,840 Speaker 3: posts these things called drops. And in these drops, he 107 00:05:51,920 --> 00:05:56,400 Speaker 3: basically he asked rhetorical questions which allude to almost every 108 00:05:56,440 --> 00:06:01,039 Speaker 3: single conspiracy theory that you've ever heard, so including some 109 00:06:01,160 --> 00:06:03,800 Speaker 3: that you probably have it. So everything from you know, 110 00:06:03,920 --> 00:06:07,120 Speaker 3: ancient Aliens to the moon landing being fake, you know, 111 00:06:07,320 --> 00:06:12,120 Speaker 3: to like inter dimensional time travel, and from the UFOs 112 00:06:12,160 --> 00:06:14,880 Speaker 3: of time travelers from the future, although I actually that's 113 00:06:14,920 --> 00:06:16,320 Speaker 3: not as crazy as some. 114 00:06:16,279 --> 00:06:19,320 Speaker 4: Of the other ones. No, Yeah, that's essentially the long 115 00:06:19,360 --> 00:06:20,760 Speaker 4: and short of it, but there is a lot more 116 00:06:20,760 --> 00:06:22,159 Speaker 4: to it obviously, right. 117 00:06:22,440 --> 00:06:24,640 Speaker 1: All right, So tell us a little bit. So obviously 118 00:06:24,680 --> 00:06:29,400 Speaker 1: you're Australian, yeah, right, but you are interested in American politics. 119 00:06:29,440 --> 00:06:32,640 Speaker 1: You were interested in American politics back when Bernie Sanders 120 00:06:32,680 --> 00:06:36,120 Speaker 1: was running, Yeah, and you were a Bernie supporter. So 121 00:06:36,160 --> 00:06:38,880 Speaker 1: can you tell us what drew you to American politics 122 00:06:38,920 --> 00:06:40,680 Speaker 1: and then tell us a little bit about your journey 123 00:06:40,960 --> 00:06:42,400 Speaker 1: from Bernie to Trump. 124 00:06:42,760 --> 00:06:45,960 Speaker 3: So I went on exchange to the US in twenty 125 00:06:46,320 --> 00:06:49,640 Speaker 3: twelve to New York in Queens. I was in Jamaica 126 00:06:49,720 --> 00:06:52,080 Speaker 3: in Queens actually, which is where Donald Trump is from, 127 00:06:52,440 --> 00:06:57,200 Speaker 3: and I was essentially there for Obama's reelection. Now, I 128 00:06:57,200 --> 00:07:01,039 Speaker 3: had always been interested in politics because I economics ever 129 00:07:01,080 --> 00:07:03,240 Speaker 3: since high school, and it's not too hard to go 130 00:07:03,320 --> 00:07:04,760 Speaker 3: from economics to politics. 131 00:07:04,760 --> 00:07:07,280 Speaker 4: So I first it was Australian politics. 132 00:07:07,320 --> 00:07:09,520 Speaker 3: But then when I went to America and I saw 133 00:07:09,560 --> 00:07:13,280 Speaker 3: Obama's reelection against Mitt Romney, there was just something really 134 00:07:13,560 --> 00:07:17,640 Speaker 3: cool about the whole scenario. It was very grand, right, 135 00:07:17,640 --> 00:07:20,120 Speaker 3: it was very pretty. It just seemed to have so 136 00:07:20,240 --> 00:07:26,800 Speaker 3: much more glamor than Australian politics. Australian politics is really dry. 137 00:07:26,920 --> 00:07:29,840 Speaker 3: So then because I was in America for about six months, 138 00:07:29,840 --> 00:07:30,840 Speaker 3: like I traveled around. 139 00:07:30,880 --> 00:07:32,880 Speaker 4: I went to like Chicago, New. 140 00:07:32,800 --> 00:07:37,640 Speaker 3: York, Washington, La, San Francisco, Boston. 141 00:07:37,560 --> 00:07:39,120 Speaker 1: Florida, you went everywhere. 142 00:07:39,200 --> 00:07:40,560 Speaker 4: Yeah, we went a lot of places. 143 00:07:40,600 --> 00:07:42,440 Speaker 3: So I kind of got like a good feel for 144 00:07:42,480 --> 00:07:43,680 Speaker 3: the American experience. 145 00:07:44,840 --> 00:07:47,080 Speaker 4: And then that's also when I first found out about Reddit. 146 00:07:47,480 --> 00:07:49,200 Speaker 3: And I guess you could say, like I was in 147 00:07:49,240 --> 00:07:53,360 Speaker 3: New York for Hurricane Katrina. Wow, yeah, Sandy Hook took 148 00:07:53,360 --> 00:07:55,400 Speaker 3: place at that time as well, so. 149 00:07:55,560 --> 00:07:58,240 Speaker 4: Wow, I kind of got like the whole breath. 150 00:07:57,920 --> 00:08:00,440 Speaker 3: Of the American experience, like kind of a sort of 151 00:08:00,440 --> 00:08:03,440 Speaker 3: in one little hit and I just kept following up 152 00:08:03,480 --> 00:08:06,200 Speaker 3: with American politics while I was back to Australia through Reddit. 153 00:08:07,040 --> 00:08:09,840 Speaker 3: Everyone likes to say in any field that they study, like, oh, 154 00:08:09,920 --> 00:08:12,280 Speaker 3: this particular niche aspect of our field is actually the 155 00:08:12,280 --> 00:08:15,680 Speaker 3: most important, right, So as an economist, I would say 156 00:08:15,720 --> 00:08:18,559 Speaker 3: that income and wealth inequality is like the main issue 157 00:08:18,560 --> 00:08:22,440 Speaker 3: in society, and all other issues seemed to derive from that. 158 00:08:23,120 --> 00:08:25,960 Speaker 3: So no one was really talking about that before the 159 00:08:25,960 --> 00:08:28,840 Speaker 3: twenty sixteen election. Bernie Sanders was the only person who 160 00:08:28,960 --> 00:08:31,680 Speaker 3: mentioned it, so that really drew me to Bernie Sanders. 161 00:08:31,840 --> 00:08:35,320 Speaker 3: He had some really revolutionary ideas, like you know, forgiving 162 00:08:35,360 --> 00:08:38,319 Speaker 3: college debt, because I mean, in Australia having a fifty 163 00:08:38,360 --> 00:08:41,880 Speaker 3: thousand dollars debt is considered a lot right, and it's 164 00:08:41,880 --> 00:08:44,840 Speaker 3: only index to inflation, so technically the real value of 165 00:08:44,840 --> 00:08:47,480 Speaker 3: the debt doesn't go up, whereas I know you guys 166 00:08:47,520 --> 00:08:50,000 Speaker 3: have you can have hundreds of thousands of dollars of 167 00:08:50,040 --> 00:08:53,600 Speaker 3: debt and on top of that there's an interest rate. 168 00:08:53,760 --> 00:08:56,080 Speaker 3: So Bertie Sanders talking about getting rid of college debt, 169 00:08:56,160 --> 00:08:58,839 Speaker 3: he was talking about addressing income and equality and wealth 170 00:08:58,920 --> 00:08:59,400 Speaker 3: and equality. 171 00:08:59,400 --> 00:09:00,720 Speaker 4: That really drew me to him. 172 00:09:01,200 --> 00:09:05,920 Speaker 3: As the primary progressed you know, WikiLeaks dropped their dump 173 00:09:06,040 --> 00:09:08,959 Speaker 3: about Hillary and the DNC and how they were collaborating. 174 00:09:09,480 --> 00:09:11,640 Speaker 3: It was pretty anti Hillary just to begin with, just 175 00:09:12,120 --> 00:09:14,120 Speaker 3: because you know the things like the Clinton Foundation. 176 00:09:14,800 --> 00:09:18,320 Speaker 4: She wanted to institute a no fly zone over Russia. 177 00:09:17,960 --> 00:09:21,719 Speaker 3: Over Syria, sorry, right, which is like, dude, like you're 178 00:09:21,720 --> 00:09:25,240 Speaker 3: only gonna do that by shooting down Russian jets. Down 179 00:09:25,320 --> 00:09:27,480 Speaker 3: Russian jets, Like what do you mean? Like it's gonna 180 00:09:27,480 --> 00:09:30,240 Speaker 3: be like World War three? But so when Hillary won, 181 00:09:30,520 --> 00:09:32,440 Speaker 3: I didn't really have a high opinion of Donald Trump. 182 00:09:32,840 --> 00:09:33,880 Speaker 4: But I guess you could. 183 00:09:33,679 --> 00:09:35,560 Speaker 3: Say as a result of all this, like I was 184 00:09:35,640 --> 00:09:37,040 Speaker 3: kind of an anti establishment. 185 00:09:37,520 --> 00:09:40,480 Speaker 4: So what to Donald Trump versus Hillary Clinton? 186 00:09:40,640 --> 00:09:44,560 Speaker 3: Was the anti establishment thread that existed between Donald Trump 187 00:09:44,679 --> 00:09:48,200 Speaker 3: and Bernie Sanders, at least in their rhetoric, and as 188 00:09:48,200 --> 00:09:50,920 Speaker 3: a result also the anti Hillary part. So that that's 189 00:09:50,920 --> 00:09:53,360 Speaker 3: how I kind of became drawn towards Donald Trump. 190 00:09:53,840 --> 00:09:57,640 Speaker 1: So what was the first sort of conspiracy that? I mean? 191 00:09:57,640 --> 00:09:59,839 Speaker 1: I guess the DNC is where it was sort of 192 00:09:59,880 --> 00:10:02,720 Speaker 1: a entry point. Where did it go from there? 193 00:10:02,920 --> 00:10:05,600 Speaker 3: It actually kind of started with weapons of massive destruction, 194 00:10:06,360 --> 00:10:09,560 Speaker 3: Like I'm old enough to remember that how it was 195 00:10:09,600 --> 00:10:12,080 Speaker 3: propagated and the fact that it turned out to be alive. 196 00:10:12,520 --> 00:10:15,880 Speaker 3: So it started with that, and then when the Bernie 197 00:10:15,920 --> 00:10:18,160 Speaker 3: and the WikiLeaks thing came out and seemed like the 198 00:10:18,200 --> 00:10:21,520 Speaker 3: media wasn't reporting it right, and then wiki Leaks releases 199 00:10:21,600 --> 00:10:25,840 Speaker 3: like all these media personalities who go to have a 200 00:10:25,880 --> 00:10:29,440 Speaker 3: private dinner with like Hillary Clinton's campaign manager, which might 201 00:10:29,480 --> 00:10:31,719 Speaker 3: be innocent, like I thought it might be, just that's 202 00:10:31,800 --> 00:10:34,120 Speaker 3: how it is, Like it might be innocent, but like that, 203 00:10:34,559 --> 00:10:37,199 Speaker 3: it didn't read very well. So it kind of propagates 204 00:10:37,200 --> 00:10:40,640 Speaker 3: his idea that you've got this entire mainstream democratic establishment 205 00:10:40,920 --> 00:10:44,760 Speaker 3: that is involved in an active conspiracy against say, Donald 206 00:10:44,800 --> 00:10:48,080 Speaker 3: Trump and Republicans. So it kind of evolved from there. 207 00:10:48,120 --> 00:10:50,880 Speaker 3: And then when Donald Trump won, it just seemed like 208 00:10:50,920 --> 00:10:53,520 Speaker 3: the media was just, you know, there was so wrong 209 00:10:53,760 --> 00:10:54,960 Speaker 3: about Donald Trump witting. 210 00:10:55,000 --> 00:10:56,200 Speaker 4: No one saw this coming. 211 00:10:56,440 --> 00:10:59,920 Speaker 3: Like a handful of people I know like said he 212 00:11:00,080 --> 00:11:02,880 Speaker 3: would win, but like ninety nine point nine percent of 213 00:11:02,880 --> 00:11:04,040 Speaker 3: people just did not see this. 214 00:11:04,080 --> 00:11:08,240 Speaker 4: Coming, right, And I couldn't believe how wrong the media was. Right. 215 00:11:08,400 --> 00:11:11,080 Speaker 3: Yes, and over a period of like say ten years 216 00:11:11,120 --> 00:11:13,920 Speaker 3: or fifteen years, I'd been slowly disillusioned by the media. 217 00:11:14,360 --> 00:11:17,120 Speaker 3: So when Donald Trump won, that was my breaking point. 218 00:11:17,200 --> 00:11:20,680 Speaker 3: From listening to the mainstream media. So after I stopped 219 00:11:20,679 --> 00:11:23,480 Speaker 3: listening to the mainstream media, I kind of went searching 220 00:11:23,559 --> 00:11:27,320 Speaker 3: for alternative sources of media, and that's where I stumbled 221 00:11:27,360 --> 00:11:28,840 Speaker 3: upon Alex Jones. 222 00:11:29,880 --> 00:11:32,559 Speaker 1: Yeah, for anyone who's not familiar with Alex Jones, he 223 00:11:32,679 --> 00:11:36,720 Speaker 1: is a far right radio show host and hardcore conspiracy theorist. 224 00:11:37,000 --> 00:11:39,880 Speaker 3: I went looking for someone who, at least, if not 225 00:11:40,679 --> 00:11:44,840 Speaker 3: supporting Trump, was at least like not anti Trump constantly, 226 00:11:44,960 --> 00:11:47,600 Speaker 3: because I'd already got all my news about that from 227 00:11:47,920 --> 00:11:49,760 Speaker 3: every other media outlet that exists. 228 00:11:50,120 --> 00:11:51,640 Speaker 4: And that's how I found Alex Jones. 229 00:11:51,679 --> 00:11:55,560 Speaker 3: Now that wasn't about I would say about December twenty seventeen, 230 00:11:57,000 --> 00:12:01,040 Speaker 3: and it started about a year spiral in which like 231 00:12:01,200 --> 00:12:03,559 Speaker 3: I would just be more and be listening to more 232 00:12:03,600 --> 00:12:07,280 Speaker 3: and more conspiracy videos, more and more info wars, and 233 00:12:07,600 --> 00:12:11,000 Speaker 3: Alex kind of does this thing where he'll take something 234 00:12:11,080 --> 00:12:14,560 Speaker 3: that's true, right, and then stretch it to its most 235 00:12:14,640 --> 00:12:20,680 Speaker 3: ridiculous result, a ridiculous conclusion, Like he'll say something like, oh, 236 00:12:20,920 --> 00:12:25,160 Speaker 3: you know they're breathe they're trying to create human animal hybrids, right, 237 00:12:25,200 --> 00:12:28,480 Speaker 3: and you're like, ah, shut up, Alex, right, And then 238 00:12:28,240 --> 00:12:30,680 Speaker 3: you have a look, you google it and then there's 239 00:12:30,679 --> 00:12:35,480 Speaker 3: an MIT article talking about human animal embryos and genomes 240 00:12:35,520 --> 00:12:37,520 Speaker 3: and whatnot and how they've created some of the lab 241 00:12:37,600 --> 00:12:40,880 Speaker 3: and you're like, wow, Alex was right. But then the 242 00:12:41,600 --> 00:12:44,480 Speaker 3: interpretation of that is, yes, there's literal things like this, 243 00:12:44,600 --> 00:12:47,480 Speaker 3: but like instead of this being part of some grand 244 00:12:47,520 --> 00:12:52,280 Speaker 3: conspiracy to unreach demons on Earth, right, like this, this 245 00:12:52,360 --> 00:12:55,640 Speaker 3: is just the kind of things that universities do, Like 246 00:12:55,679 --> 00:12:58,240 Speaker 3: they're trying to push the boundaries of science to learn 247 00:12:58,280 --> 00:13:01,200 Speaker 3: more about things. We've got to like an atom smasher 248 00:13:01,440 --> 00:13:04,400 Speaker 3: that literally like the large hadron collidor that smash it 249 00:13:04,440 --> 00:13:07,400 Speaker 3: together little particles, right, Like they spent so much buddy 250 00:13:07,400 --> 00:13:09,800 Speaker 3: building that. So this is what scientists do, a right 251 00:13:09,840 --> 00:13:13,600 Speaker 3: good for them. But at the time that obviously didn't 252 00:13:13,600 --> 00:13:16,480 Speaker 3: occur to me because I was just seeing conspiracies everywhere. 253 00:13:16,679 --> 00:13:19,760 Speaker 4: Yeah, you know, and a lot of the time, like 254 00:13:20,480 --> 00:13:23,959 Speaker 4: some conspiracies are true, right, this is the problem. Some 255 00:13:24,040 --> 00:13:26,920 Speaker 4: are true and most are not, and there's no. 256 00:13:27,000 --> 00:13:31,000 Speaker 3: Way to easily distinguish between what's a real conspiracy and 257 00:13:31,000 --> 00:13:34,679 Speaker 3: what's not. Now, look at look at look at UFOs, 258 00:13:34,720 --> 00:13:40,520 Speaker 3: for example, Like everyone thought UFOs, let's do their weather balloons, right, 259 00:13:40,640 --> 00:13:45,560 Speaker 3: the nature like air, natural phenomenon and whatnot, things like that. Right, 260 00:13:45,720 --> 00:13:49,360 Speaker 3: for like fifty sixty years everyone if you said I 261 00:13:49,400 --> 00:13:51,720 Speaker 3: saw a UFO, they'd be like, ma, you're off your rocker. 262 00:13:53,000 --> 00:13:56,080 Speaker 3: Then the Pentagon comes out and they're like, oh, no, 263 00:13:56,320 --> 00:14:00,000 Speaker 3: UFOs are real. We call them unidentified aerial phenomenon. 264 00:14:00,360 --> 00:14:05,559 Speaker 5: Give me some videos, right that the Department of Defense confirms. 265 00:14:05,080 --> 00:14:08,240 Speaker 3: It, and there's Actually it's funny because there was actually 266 00:14:08,400 --> 00:14:12,120 Speaker 3: a little segment in this the omnibus bill, right that 267 00:14:12,200 --> 00:14:15,280 Speaker 3: got past recently. Oh I saw that, yeah, yeah, saying 268 00:14:15,320 --> 00:14:19,080 Speaker 3: that Defentagon had to declassify all material related to UFOs 269 00:14:19,320 --> 00:14:21,960 Speaker 3: within one hundred and eighty days of the Omnibus bill passing. 270 00:14:22,360 --> 00:14:25,600 Speaker 4: Right, So, like whether they're aliens or not, all right, 271 00:14:25,880 --> 00:14:29,560 Speaker 4: that's irrelevant. Who knows, dude, or probably not. I've had 272 00:14:29,600 --> 00:14:31,160 Speaker 4: some crazy theories. Who knows. 273 00:14:31,160 --> 00:14:32,160 Speaker 1: Maybe maybe who knows? 274 00:14:32,240 --> 00:14:34,840 Speaker 4: Yeah, maybe maybe not? Right, that's the point. We don't know. 275 00:14:35,160 --> 00:14:38,080 Speaker 3: But like they are real, right, Like they are a 276 00:14:38,280 --> 00:14:41,800 Speaker 3: thing that happened, That's what I mean. Like that's that 277 00:14:41,920 --> 00:14:44,560 Speaker 3: was a conspiracy and the government was covering up. Yeah, 278 00:14:44,600 --> 00:14:48,240 Speaker 3: they were like look theyd it right. 279 00:14:48,160 --> 00:14:52,160 Speaker 1: So yeah, problem what I think is interesting about conspiracies 280 00:14:52,200 --> 00:14:54,320 Speaker 1: like that is I've heard some people have the take 281 00:14:54,640 --> 00:14:58,800 Speaker 1: regarding UFO specifically that there are just these different departments 282 00:14:59,120 --> 00:15:01,880 Speaker 1: that don't really talk to each other that much. And 283 00:15:02,280 --> 00:15:05,920 Speaker 1: it's rather than it being this like overarching, like top 284 00:15:06,120 --> 00:15:10,360 Speaker 1: down like conspiracy to hide shit from the people, it's 285 00:15:10,440 --> 00:15:13,960 Speaker 1: just like people aren't really communicating and they're just kind 286 00:15:13,960 --> 00:15:15,960 Speaker 1: of just kind of people being stupid. 287 00:15:16,640 --> 00:15:19,240 Speaker 3: No, and exactly right, one hundred percent, right, So that's 288 00:15:19,240 --> 00:15:22,400 Speaker 3: what most conspiracies, there's there's very hard to have like 289 00:15:22,440 --> 00:15:25,680 Speaker 3: a grand unifying plan and like organization like what you mean, 290 00:15:26,000 --> 00:15:31,880 Speaker 3: essentially God is disconnected individual actors like conforming to their 291 00:15:31,880 --> 00:15:35,360 Speaker 3: own biases or their own actions that they think will 292 00:15:35,360 --> 00:15:37,480 Speaker 3: be in their own self interest, and you just have 293 00:15:37,560 --> 00:15:39,680 Speaker 3: a bunch of people who are not and they're not 294 00:15:39,720 --> 00:15:43,280 Speaker 3: talking to each other doing the same thing. So one 295 00:15:43,320 --> 00:15:46,200 Speaker 3: hundred percent like this UFO thing, right, most likely it's 296 00:15:46,200 --> 00:15:49,080 Speaker 3: some secret government program that the Pentagon is not supposed 297 00:15:49,120 --> 00:15:51,200 Speaker 3: to know about, right, some black. 298 00:15:50,960 --> 00:15:53,360 Speaker 4: Ops, maybe CIA stuff like what who knows? 299 00:15:53,440 --> 00:15:55,400 Speaker 3: Right? If it was like why would the Pentagon know 300 00:15:55,440 --> 00:15:57,960 Speaker 3: about it? Maybe it's some Russian stuff who knows? 301 00:15:58,120 --> 00:15:58,320 Speaker 4: Right? 302 00:15:59,080 --> 00:16:02,240 Speaker 3: Even with like people say there's a media conspiracy against 303 00:16:02,240 --> 00:16:05,760 Speaker 3: Donald Trump, right, and it's like, yeah, for sure, they're biased, 304 00:16:05,800 --> 00:16:08,480 Speaker 3: Like this is obvious, right, always, the mainstream media is 305 00:16:08,720 --> 00:16:11,440 Speaker 3: slowly is biased against Republicans. The right wing media is 306 00:16:11,440 --> 00:16:14,720 Speaker 3: biased against Democrats. That's how the system goes, right. The 307 00:16:14,760 --> 00:16:18,360 Speaker 3: Republicans did it to Obama that Donald Trump is particularly 308 00:16:18,440 --> 00:16:21,520 Speaker 3: irritating because he's very easy to make fun off, Like 309 00:16:21,760 --> 00:16:23,880 Speaker 3: he's very rude, right, he doesn't seem to have a 310 00:16:23,880 --> 00:16:24,800 Speaker 3: good borral character. 311 00:16:24,880 --> 00:16:27,520 Speaker 4: He's very you know, abrasive and whatnot. 312 00:16:27,920 --> 00:16:29,960 Speaker 3: You've just got a bunch of people who don't like him, 313 00:16:30,040 --> 00:16:32,280 Speaker 3: and then they focus on his worst aspects. There's no 314 00:16:32,880 --> 00:16:36,560 Speaker 3: like grand world order. Right, then they say, like, let's 315 00:16:36,600 --> 00:16:37,720 Speaker 3: take down Donald Trump. 316 00:16:37,960 --> 00:16:38,120 Speaker 4: Right. 317 00:16:38,160 --> 00:16:39,080 Speaker 3: The media are. 318 00:16:39,040 --> 00:16:42,040 Speaker 4: Only human, they can be wrong, right. 319 00:16:42,240 --> 00:16:44,440 Speaker 1: Well, and also, I mean he just as far as 320 00:16:44,480 --> 00:16:48,680 Speaker 1: politics goes, like it is pretty unprecedented at this level 321 00:16:48,800 --> 00:16:52,680 Speaker 1: of someone who is so averse to dealing in facts 322 00:16:52,960 --> 00:16:56,160 Speaker 1: and who's so averse to stating things that are true 323 00:16:56,160 --> 00:16:59,280 Speaker 1: and not inflating things even separate from the hateful rhetoric. 324 00:16:59,480 --> 00:17:02,240 Speaker 1: You know, it's like a whole new animal that I 325 00:17:02,280 --> 00:17:06,760 Speaker 1: think made everybody feel very justifiably in my opinion, afraid, 326 00:17:07,760 --> 00:17:09,760 Speaker 1: which is not the same as everyone being like we 327 00:17:09,880 --> 00:17:13,560 Speaker 1: must keep him down together. But it also is important 328 00:17:13,560 --> 00:17:16,639 Speaker 1: to hold politicians accountable when they say irresponsible or dangerous things. 329 00:17:16,680 --> 00:17:18,760 Speaker 1: It's like part of the job of the press, for sure. 330 00:17:19,000 --> 00:17:21,720 Speaker 4: Don Trump is like his life all the. 331 00:17:21,720 --> 00:17:27,000 Speaker 3: Time, unnecessarily, Yeah, exaggerates constantly, right, and every now and again, 332 00:17:27,520 --> 00:17:31,240 Speaker 3: like he'll lie about stuff you don't need to lie about, right, right, 333 00:17:31,720 --> 00:17:34,119 Speaker 3: and then he'll tell the truth about stuff which you 334 00:17:34,160 --> 00:17:35,240 Speaker 3: probably should lie about. 335 00:17:37,240 --> 00:17:38,560 Speaker 4: I guess I should mention one more thing. 336 00:17:38,800 --> 00:17:40,840 Speaker 3: In that previous year, I went from being like, I guess, 337 00:17:40,920 --> 00:17:43,840 Speaker 3: kind of a Trump defender, like more like a trying 338 00:17:43,880 --> 00:17:46,680 Speaker 3: to be neutral like media critic guy, to being a 339 00:17:46,720 --> 00:17:50,480 Speaker 3: Trump defender to being a Trump supporter because he was 340 00:17:50,520 --> 00:17:52,919 Speaker 3: talking about a lot of anti establishment things, right, like 341 00:17:53,040 --> 00:17:55,200 Speaker 3: during this swamp he was talking about getting rid of 342 00:17:55,240 --> 00:17:58,200 Speaker 3: the Federal Reserve, right, he was talking about and pulling 343 00:17:58,200 --> 00:18:01,359 Speaker 3: out of these wars. Right, he was even talking about 344 00:18:01,359 --> 00:18:05,240 Speaker 3: providing a better healthcare system. Now it seemed to me 345 00:18:05,320 --> 00:18:08,160 Speaker 3: that after a year he wasn't doing any of that, 346 00:18:08,720 --> 00:18:12,240 Speaker 3: and all he had done was passed some tax cuts 347 00:18:12,560 --> 00:18:16,720 Speaker 3: that any cookie coulor Republican would have passed. Any Republican 348 00:18:16,760 --> 00:18:19,800 Speaker 3: would have passed the tax cut, what cares And he 349 00:18:19,800 --> 00:18:22,120 Speaker 3: couldn't even get his wall done. Not going to particularly cared, 350 00:18:22,200 --> 00:18:23,920 Speaker 3: but I just thought like, this is a big policy 351 00:18:23,960 --> 00:18:25,960 Speaker 3: issue and if you can't even do that, like what 352 00:18:26,000 --> 00:18:28,439 Speaker 3: are you doing? So I was very disillusioned with Donald Trump. 353 00:18:29,000 --> 00:18:32,320 Speaker 3: So that's the political landscape. From a personal perspective, there 354 00:18:32,400 --> 00:18:35,040 Speaker 3: was also it's almost like a cliche, because there was 355 00:18:35,280 --> 00:18:40,200 Speaker 3: unaddressed mental health issues and mental wellbeing issues. It seemed 356 00:18:40,200 --> 00:18:43,480 Speaker 3: to me that anyone who follows qan on if this 357 00:18:43,520 --> 00:18:46,960 Speaker 3: appealing anecdotal right, could be completely wrong. Anyone follows qnon, 358 00:18:47,200 --> 00:18:51,640 Speaker 3: there seems to be a preceding traumatic event that occurs, 359 00:18:51,920 --> 00:18:56,200 Speaker 3: whether it's someone passing away, whether they lost their job. Right, 360 00:18:56,480 --> 00:18:59,520 Speaker 3: And like my whole life, I had struggled to be 361 00:19:00,080 --> 00:19:04,080 Speaker 3: successful in any kind of like work or study, right, 362 00:19:04,240 --> 00:19:06,920 Speaker 3: Like I wasn't able to stand up, like be dependent, 363 00:19:06,960 --> 00:19:08,920 Speaker 3: stand of monitor fee. It just seemed to me like 364 00:19:08,960 --> 00:19:12,119 Speaker 3: I couldn't do these very basic, simple things that everyone 365 00:19:12,119 --> 00:19:14,560 Speaker 3: else could do. And then I found out I had 366 00:19:14,560 --> 00:19:18,880 Speaker 3: an ADHD like December twenty sixteen, so that's about three 367 00:19:18,920 --> 00:19:23,040 Speaker 3: weeks after Trump one. And I was also very socially 368 00:19:23,080 --> 00:19:26,360 Speaker 3: isolated because I had completely cut myself off from all 369 00:19:26,400 --> 00:19:29,280 Speaker 3: my friends. I was only speaking to my family. My 370 00:19:29,320 --> 00:19:30,920 Speaker 3: friends kind of left me alone because then you don't 371 00:19:30,920 --> 00:19:33,199 Speaker 3: want it to be left alone. And like I'm not 372 00:19:33,240 --> 00:19:35,040 Speaker 3: trying to like toot my own horn here, but like 373 00:19:35,080 --> 00:19:37,119 Speaker 3: I had a lot of people that I would talk to. 374 00:19:37,320 --> 00:19:39,040 Speaker 3: You know, we would go out on a Friday night 375 00:19:39,080 --> 00:19:42,720 Speaker 3: and we'd have like thirty people crammed into one studio 376 00:19:42,760 --> 00:19:44,240 Speaker 3: apartment in like North Sydney. 377 00:19:44,680 --> 00:19:47,120 Speaker 4: Right, it was great, it was were the best time, 378 00:19:47,320 --> 00:19:47,920 Speaker 4: the best time. 379 00:19:48,560 --> 00:19:51,720 Speaker 1: So you chose to isolate yourself from your from the 380 00:19:51,760 --> 00:19:55,320 Speaker 1: people around you. What was it coming from? Like you 381 00:19:55,320 --> 00:19:58,840 Speaker 1: were just feeling like a frustration with your inability to 382 00:19:58,880 --> 00:19:59,879 Speaker 1: get things done. 383 00:20:00,080 --> 00:20:02,919 Speaker 3: I just I just felt like I was drowning, Like 384 00:20:03,080 --> 00:20:07,720 Speaker 3: I'm not up with the constant messages, the constant replied 385 00:20:07,800 --> 00:20:09,800 Speaker 3: the notification going out. 386 00:20:10,119 --> 00:20:13,760 Speaker 4: Talking to people, trying to also then do well, like. 387 00:20:13,920 --> 00:20:16,359 Speaker 3: Go to work, like you know, for trying to figure 388 00:20:16,359 --> 00:20:19,040 Speaker 3: out if I study. I just it was I felt 389 00:20:19,080 --> 00:20:22,320 Speaker 3: like I was drowning, like like I was not able 390 00:20:22,359 --> 00:20:24,680 Speaker 3: to keep up with all these aspects of my life, 391 00:20:25,119 --> 00:20:28,840 Speaker 3: and I felt like my mental stability, it was just 392 00:20:28,880 --> 00:20:32,320 Speaker 3: getting worse and worse, and it just seemed like the 393 00:20:32,400 --> 00:20:35,800 Speaker 3: social life of mine was like a massive anchor and 394 00:20:35,880 --> 00:20:38,359 Speaker 3: it was draining me and I was taking all my energy. 395 00:20:38,520 --> 00:20:40,280 Speaker 2: Oh so maybe you were like depressed. 396 00:20:40,760 --> 00:20:45,200 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, exactly, because I do have bipolar two as well, 397 00:20:45,240 --> 00:20:49,119 Speaker 3: and that wasn't even doing those down until like June 398 00:20:49,960 --> 00:20:50,680 Speaker 3: twenty eighteen. 399 00:20:50,760 --> 00:20:53,399 Speaker 2: I think it's so interesting that you're mentioning all of 400 00:20:53,440 --> 00:20:55,919 Speaker 2: this because I do. I have one friend who's so 401 00:20:56,119 --> 00:20:58,720 Speaker 2: into this and he just he lost his brother right 402 00:20:58,720 --> 00:21:02,920 Speaker 2: before he got really into Knon, so that, yeah, that 403 00:21:02,960 --> 00:21:03,840 Speaker 2: really adds up. 404 00:21:04,200 --> 00:21:08,880 Speaker 1: Typically people have had some kind of life transition before 405 00:21:09,240 --> 00:21:12,760 Speaker 1: they turned to a group of some kind. And yeah, 406 00:21:12,760 --> 00:21:15,480 Speaker 1: it's like often that's a trauma. Often that's a depression 407 00:21:15,560 --> 00:21:18,000 Speaker 1: or a divorce. And that sounds like you were definitely 408 00:21:18,000 --> 00:21:20,320 Speaker 1: and more of the yeah, the depression category. 409 00:21:20,480 --> 00:21:23,679 Speaker 3: Yeah, And it's like it's it's it's some kind of 410 00:21:23,720 --> 00:21:27,880 Speaker 3: event that occurs and it's almost like your world kind 411 00:21:27,880 --> 00:21:31,520 Speaker 3: of gets broken up and split apart. So then you 412 00:21:31,680 --> 00:21:35,680 Speaker 3: want to go into a world which which you think 413 00:21:35,760 --> 00:21:38,479 Speaker 3: has horror or a better world, right, a world that 414 00:21:38,560 --> 00:21:40,439 Speaker 3: has some sort of meeting, And that's kind of like 415 00:21:40,520 --> 00:21:43,919 Speaker 3: QAnon's world, which I know it can seem kind of counterintuitive, 416 00:21:43,960 --> 00:21:46,520 Speaker 3: given like the kind of stuff that they propagate, right, 417 00:21:46,960 --> 00:21:49,640 Speaker 3: but Q it gave me a lot of joy actually 418 00:21:49,680 --> 00:21:53,200 Speaker 3: at first to think that q is real. And I 419 00:21:53,960 --> 00:21:57,240 Speaker 3: remember following it for a while, and I distinctly remember, 420 00:21:57,359 --> 00:22:00,640 Speaker 3: It's not like just for me personally, right, It's not 421 00:22:00,720 --> 00:22:05,760 Speaker 3: like this kind of happened over time without me noticing, right, 422 00:22:06,080 --> 00:22:09,639 Speaker 3: I noticed what was going on inside my head, and 423 00:22:09,800 --> 00:22:13,520 Speaker 3: I know, and I made a conscious decision, all right, 424 00:22:13,560 --> 00:22:16,359 Speaker 3: when I was about fifty to fifty with QAnon that 425 00:22:16,560 --> 00:22:19,280 Speaker 3: I am going to go all in. I'm gonna believe 426 00:22:19,320 --> 00:22:22,159 Speaker 3: in this, right, because I want to believe in this. 427 00:22:22,640 --> 00:22:25,840 Speaker 3: The common thread with all these conspiracies, like the New 428 00:22:25,880 --> 00:22:30,000 Speaker 3: World Order, alright, or some other anti Semitic conspiracy or 429 00:22:30,040 --> 00:22:33,240 Speaker 3: like space Nazis or whatever, is that there's always some 430 00:22:33,400 --> 00:22:37,560 Speaker 3: evil dudes, all right, or do that's trying to control 431 00:22:37,600 --> 00:22:41,280 Speaker 3: the world for their nefarious purposes. There's always they're always bad, right, 432 00:22:41,400 --> 00:22:44,560 Speaker 3: Like these groups are always bad, right, demons or whatever. 433 00:22:44,600 --> 00:22:47,639 Speaker 3: I'm like, dude, where are the good guys? Like, I 434 00:22:47,680 --> 00:22:52,160 Speaker 3: don't understand are they doing anything? Why is everyone always bad? 435 00:22:52,320 --> 00:22:54,760 Speaker 3: Where are the good guys, what's going on? 436 00:22:55,400 --> 00:22:55,640 Speaker 4: Right? 437 00:22:56,080 --> 00:22:59,680 Speaker 3: And then you comes along and he's like, oh yeah, dude, 438 00:22:59,760 --> 00:23:02,840 Speaker 3: don't worries. There's an evil syntantic cabal and there are 439 00:23:02,880 --> 00:23:06,639 Speaker 3: actually good guys trying to fight them. So I was like, God, 440 00:23:06,680 --> 00:23:10,840 Speaker 3: thank god, finally they've got some good guys trying to 441 00:23:10,840 --> 00:23:12,400 Speaker 3: do something about these bad guys. 442 00:23:12,600 --> 00:23:15,920 Speaker 2: Right, what was that like first Q drop that hit 443 00:23:16,000 --> 00:23:17,840 Speaker 2: you over the seaside? 444 00:23:18,520 --> 00:23:21,159 Speaker 3: Someone asks you on the eight chan image boards, right, 445 00:23:21,200 --> 00:23:24,320 Speaker 3: which is like an anonymous image board where you can 446 00:23:24,359 --> 00:23:27,320 Speaker 3: make posts and whatnot. It's like the wild wild West 447 00:23:27,440 --> 00:23:29,640 Speaker 3: of the Internet, right, Like it's got, it's very hard, 448 00:23:29,640 --> 00:23:32,640 Speaker 3: it's don't ever go. So it's like a collection of 449 00:23:32,840 --> 00:23:37,760 Speaker 3: everyone who's been banned from every other aspect of the Internet, 450 00:23:38,800 --> 00:23:43,720 Speaker 3: like for whatever, like child phenography, like anti semitism. 451 00:23:43,640 --> 00:23:46,480 Speaker 1: Ran like terrorist the greatest hits. 452 00:23:46,160 --> 00:23:47,840 Speaker 4: Exactly the cream of the crop of the crap. 453 00:23:49,440 --> 00:23:52,399 Speaker 3: So someone asks you to get Trump to say the 454 00:23:52,440 --> 00:23:56,439 Speaker 3: phrase tip top tippy top shape as kind of a 455 00:23:56,480 --> 00:24:01,119 Speaker 3: shout out to the Q community. And then four months later, 456 00:24:01,680 --> 00:24:04,040 Speaker 3: Trump in a speech in front of the White House, 457 00:24:04,040 --> 00:24:06,880 Speaker 3: he's talking about the White House and he goes, oh, look, 458 00:24:06,920 --> 00:24:08,679 Speaker 3: you know, we love the old girl we keep her 459 00:24:08,760 --> 00:24:10,040 Speaker 3: in tiptop shape. 460 00:24:10,080 --> 00:24:11,639 Speaker 4: We call it tippy top shape. 461 00:24:12,480 --> 00:24:15,120 Speaker 3: And I'm like, dude, I saw that, and I was like, 462 00:24:15,480 --> 00:24:17,920 Speaker 3: whoa dude, Like what the fuck? 463 00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:18,960 Speaker 4: Right? 464 00:24:19,520 --> 00:24:22,480 Speaker 3: Like, that's like that's a unique phrase. I've never heard 465 00:24:22,480 --> 00:24:26,119 Speaker 3: that phrase before, right, Like I felt like that that 466 00:24:26,320 --> 00:24:29,520 Speaker 3: was one hundred percent that's proof right there. 467 00:24:29,560 --> 00:24:30,440 Speaker 4: What else do you need? 468 00:24:30,960 --> 00:24:33,439 Speaker 3: I'll cycle back to this a little later, because like 469 00:24:33,480 --> 00:24:36,480 Speaker 3: there's a reason why that sucks you. So that was 470 00:24:36,520 --> 00:24:38,959 Speaker 3: the first thing that pushed me over the edge, but 471 00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:41,000 Speaker 3: it was more. It wasn't any one thing, but it 472 00:24:41,080 --> 00:24:44,080 Speaker 3: was like a series of things, like Q confirms your 473 00:24:44,119 --> 00:24:46,800 Speaker 3: own biases, like there was a conspiracy theory before that 474 00:24:46,880 --> 00:24:50,919 Speaker 3: called Pizzagate. Yes, when Q starts talking about oh no, 475 00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:55,160 Speaker 3: Pizzagate's real and pedophiles and like Donald Trump is fighting them, 476 00:24:55,200 --> 00:24:57,480 Speaker 3: it confirmed my own biases, Like I wanted to believe 477 00:24:57,520 --> 00:24:59,880 Speaker 3: that Donald Trump was doing something and doing the right thing, 478 00:25:00,240 --> 00:25:03,120 Speaker 3: which is why I said, because I was disillusioned with him. 479 00:25:03,359 --> 00:25:05,840 Speaker 3: That actually primed me to believe me in Q, because 480 00:25:05,920 --> 00:25:09,800 Speaker 3: Q says, no, no, no, Trump's actually doing so much. 481 00:25:09,600 --> 00:25:10,440 Speaker 4: More than you think. 482 00:25:10,680 --> 00:25:13,720 Speaker 3: So he's taken down the whole establishment, which is the 483 00:25:13,800 --> 00:25:17,320 Speaker 3: ultimate irony with these Q followers, right like, they are 484 00:25:17,359 --> 00:25:24,640 Speaker 3: the most hardcore religious zealot Trump supporters, right like, they 485 00:25:24,720 --> 00:25:28,399 Speaker 3: will die for him. People have died for him, and 486 00:25:28,440 --> 00:25:30,720 Speaker 3: people have gone to jail. And this was even before 487 00:25:30,760 --> 00:25:35,880 Speaker 3: the Capitol storming. So the irony is that they're all deeply. 488 00:25:35,560 --> 00:25:37,240 Speaker 4: Disillusioned with Donald Trump. 489 00:25:37,720 --> 00:25:42,280 Speaker 3: Really, they're actually deeply disillusioned because if they think Trump 490 00:25:42,359 --> 00:25:44,640 Speaker 3: is doing all these things behind the scenes, they want 491 00:25:44,680 --> 00:25:47,960 Speaker 3: to think that so much that they're willing to go 492 00:25:48,119 --> 00:25:51,639 Speaker 3: for that idea based on literally like like almost nothing, 493 00:25:51,800 --> 00:25:55,320 Speaker 3: like tweets, numbers in tweets are connected to this and 494 00:25:55,359 --> 00:25:56,440 Speaker 3: that and that, like just. 495 00:25:56,359 --> 00:25:58,400 Speaker 4: The most ridiculous and you know. 496 00:25:58,400 --> 00:26:01,119 Speaker 3: That meme of like Charlie from Always in Philadelphia, Ye 497 00:26:01,200 --> 00:26:02,120 Speaker 3: were standing. 498 00:26:05,960 --> 00:26:09,680 Speaker 4: Literally that's what they do, literally what they do. 499 00:26:09,680 --> 00:26:12,359 Speaker 2: Do you think Q is like one person or do 500 00:26:12,400 --> 00:26:13,960 Speaker 2: you think it's a group of people. 501 00:26:14,680 --> 00:26:17,800 Speaker 3: I think I think it was one Probably was one 502 00:26:17,800 --> 00:26:21,280 Speaker 3: person initially, right, Yeah, I think there was. There was 503 00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:23,640 Speaker 3: a study that came out showing some people had done 504 00:26:23,640 --> 00:26:28,399 Speaker 3: some like semantic analysis on Q's writing style, and it 505 00:26:28,440 --> 00:26:31,159 Speaker 3: seemed like it was one style at first, and then 506 00:26:31,200 --> 00:26:35,000 Speaker 3: it was another distinct style, and and it's split at 507 00:26:35,040 --> 00:26:40,000 Speaker 3: a time, which is very conveniently correlated with a kind 508 00:26:40,040 --> 00:26:44,240 Speaker 3: of logistical civil war within Q. So essentially what happened 509 00:26:44,320 --> 00:26:46,320 Speaker 3: was that Q has like a trip code, right, So 510 00:26:46,359 --> 00:26:49,880 Speaker 3: it's a password, and it's that you that allows him 511 00:26:49,920 --> 00:26:54,479 Speaker 3: to be uniquely identified as Q right, because it's an 512 00:26:54,480 --> 00:26:58,080 Speaker 3: anonymous forum. So if you want people to know that 513 00:26:58,119 --> 00:27:00,520 Speaker 3: you're the same person who wrote these post or the 514 00:27:00,560 --> 00:27:03,919 Speaker 3: same person as future posts, you have to use a 515 00:27:04,000 --> 00:27:05,080 Speaker 3: specific code. 516 00:27:05,480 --> 00:27:07,040 Speaker 4: Now, the code is not very long. 517 00:27:07,080 --> 00:27:11,399 Speaker 3: It's only about eight characters long, and that includes say, numbers, letters, 518 00:27:11,400 --> 00:27:14,840 Speaker 3: and symbols, so it's not too hard to break and 519 00:27:14,920 --> 00:27:17,959 Speaker 3: just brute force, right, just get like a random character 520 00:27:18,000 --> 00:27:20,280 Speaker 3: generator and just just pop it in and just just 521 00:27:20,400 --> 00:27:23,600 Speaker 3: brute force the password. So Q's password has been leaked 522 00:27:24,200 --> 00:27:27,399 Speaker 3: many times, right, It's very funny because like his first 523 00:27:27,400 --> 00:27:31,120 Speaker 3: password was mattlock right for some reason, just Matt Luck. 524 00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:35,000 Speaker 2: Oh my gosh, okay yeah yeah. 525 00:27:35,040 --> 00:27:36,760 Speaker 4: And then so what happened was then you. 526 00:27:36,720 --> 00:27:40,000 Speaker 3: Had people logging into Q's account and posting as Q, 527 00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:42,239 Speaker 3: but they were obviously not Q right. 528 00:27:42,359 --> 00:27:45,000 Speaker 4: And then Q would also pop up using. 529 00:27:44,840 --> 00:27:48,320 Speaker 3: Another account saying none like I'm the actual cue right 530 00:27:49,200 --> 00:27:54,080 Speaker 3: board owner who's the board owner, So not eight Chan's owner, 531 00:27:54,160 --> 00:27:56,280 Speaker 3: that's Ron Watkins, the board owner. 532 00:27:56,000 --> 00:27:58,480 Speaker 4: Who's a guy called Paul Fervor. 533 00:27:58,840 --> 00:28:03,160 Speaker 3: I think he would then choose who's the actual queue 534 00:28:03,440 --> 00:28:06,040 Speaker 3: because he can see which IP is logged in to 535 00:28:06,200 --> 00:28:06,880 Speaker 3: which account. 536 00:28:08,440 --> 00:28:10,040 Speaker 4: So there was a bit of controversy. 537 00:28:10,320 --> 00:28:15,200 Speaker 3: The theory was that the original queue whose account got 538 00:28:15,560 --> 00:28:19,720 Speaker 3: taken over was replaced by a different person, and the 539 00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:22,920 Speaker 3: original queue was kind of like just kicked out right, 540 00:28:23,000 --> 00:28:25,840 Speaker 3: and the queue that started with this neutrib code is 541 00:28:25,840 --> 00:28:32,080 Speaker 3: actually not the original queue bis up with this data analysis, 542 00:28:32,080 --> 00:28:34,880 Speaker 3: the semantic word analysis that came out just a couple 543 00:28:34,920 --> 00:28:37,720 Speaker 3: of weeks ago, like the time is exactly the same. Now, 544 00:28:38,320 --> 00:28:41,480 Speaker 3: that's still not proof, right that this happened, because that's 545 00:28:41,480 --> 00:28:44,240 Speaker 3: still a correlation. Got to have a look at how 546 00:28:44,280 --> 00:28:46,760 Speaker 3: they did the analysis, like what were their protocols and 547 00:28:46,800 --> 00:28:49,200 Speaker 3: things like that. But at the same time, it makes 548 00:28:49,240 --> 00:28:52,600 Speaker 3: perfect sense. So I think there's been at least two ques. 549 00:28:53,160 --> 00:28:57,560 Speaker 3: Whether there's more they could be, But to be honest, like, 550 00:28:57,720 --> 00:29:01,880 Speaker 3: I don't think it really matters who is, Like I 551 00:29:01,920 --> 00:29:04,440 Speaker 3: generally don't think it matters. Even if they came out 552 00:29:04,440 --> 00:29:07,120 Speaker 3: and said I'm cue A, No one would believe them, right, 553 00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:10,880 Speaker 3: and b like, it's just like it doesn't if he cared, 554 00:29:10,960 --> 00:29:13,840 Speaker 3: if it's like Ron Walkins or like you know, David 555 00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:16,719 Speaker 3: Dinkam from fucking Laru or some shit like. 556 00:29:17,400 --> 00:29:20,560 Speaker 4: It's more about what q expouses that I think, right, 557 00:29:20,760 --> 00:29:22,120 Speaker 4: is the main question. Right. 558 00:29:22,760 --> 00:29:26,720 Speaker 1: It's so interesting because it it all feels very fun, 559 00:29:27,120 --> 00:29:29,920 Speaker 1: Like if I didn't know how harmful these ideas were, 560 00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:32,800 Speaker 1: I'd be like, ooh, there's like a mystery person and 561 00:29:32,840 --> 00:29:35,200 Speaker 1: you have to like crack the code. Like that sounds 562 00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:38,560 Speaker 1: fun as hell, you know, and it creates a system 563 00:29:38,640 --> 00:29:41,360 Speaker 1: for a world that is in fact very chaotic and 564 00:29:41,480 --> 00:29:44,840 Speaker 1: very messy and very very very unfair most of the time. 565 00:29:45,160 --> 00:29:45,880 Speaker 4: Yeah, correct. 566 00:29:46,040 --> 00:29:49,240 Speaker 1: I also wish that there was some person who was 567 00:29:49,280 --> 00:29:51,080 Speaker 1: gonna save the world from all the evil. 568 00:29:51,120 --> 00:29:55,280 Speaker 3: That sounds dope, like, you know, exactly right, And that's 569 00:29:55,360 --> 00:29:57,479 Speaker 3: that's the most horrific part of it actually, is that 570 00:29:57,520 --> 00:30:02,160 Speaker 3: it sounds so impally. That's the most considuous. Because the 571 00:30:02,200 --> 00:30:04,120 Speaker 3: main thing about Quran on I probably should have mentioned 572 00:30:04,160 --> 00:30:05,960 Speaker 3: this when I was explaining I should definitely should have, 573 00:30:06,400 --> 00:30:09,960 Speaker 3: is that it's not just about whose Cuban work cultures are. 574 00:30:10,440 --> 00:30:13,280 Speaker 3: The most important thing is what they want, and what 575 00:30:13,320 --> 00:30:17,000 Speaker 3: they want is something called the Storm and the Great Awakening. Now, 576 00:30:17,040 --> 00:30:19,800 Speaker 3: what this is is that this is a period where 577 00:30:19,880 --> 00:30:24,360 Speaker 3: martial law will be declared. Military tribunals will be used 578 00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:28,200 Speaker 3: to put on trial civilians who they think of members 579 00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:31,000 Speaker 3: of the Kabbal, followed by public executions. 580 00:30:32,040 --> 00:30:33,880 Speaker 4: This is exactly what QAnon is. 581 00:30:34,160 --> 00:30:36,560 Speaker 3: That is the goal they are working for, and that 582 00:30:36,560 --> 00:30:39,280 Speaker 3: should always be mentioned whenever they're being spoken about. 583 00:30:39,280 --> 00:30:41,440 Speaker 4: Which is why it's really particularly bad that I didn't 584 00:30:41,440 --> 00:30:43,920 Speaker 4: mention it. That's the thing. So, like you said, it's 585 00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:45,960 Speaker 4: very appealing, right, and that that's the. 586 00:30:46,120 --> 00:30:49,320 Speaker 3: Danger, because this is how you get good people to 587 00:30:49,440 --> 00:30:54,240 Speaker 3: do bad things. You've created a system whereby the people, 588 00:30:54,720 --> 00:30:57,960 Speaker 3: they just think that these people of the members of 589 00:30:57,960 --> 00:31:02,600 Speaker 3: the Kabbal, they're evil. Right, there's the demons in human skin, 590 00:31:03,000 --> 00:31:06,360 Speaker 3: you know, they eat babies, they drink their blood. Like 591 00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:10,280 Speaker 3: they could not be more cartoonously evil if you tried, 592 00:31:10,960 --> 00:31:15,360 Speaker 3: right at you could not sell it to any It's like. 593 00:31:15,320 --> 00:31:17,880 Speaker 2: A guy with the mustache tying babies to the. 594 00:31:19,560 --> 00:31:23,080 Speaker 3: Exactly exactly exactly, except not in a comical cartoon form, 595 00:31:23,240 --> 00:31:23,480 Speaker 3: like in. 596 00:31:23,480 --> 00:31:26,120 Speaker 4: An actual physical greed play. 597 00:31:26,160 --> 00:31:28,239 Speaker 3: And then he took their heads off before him, they 598 00:31:28,240 --> 00:31:30,200 Speaker 3: got run over by train for some reason, because. 599 00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:30,840 Speaker 4: He's just not evil. 600 00:31:32,560 --> 00:31:36,960 Speaker 3: So by creating this like system of belief, you have 601 00:31:37,160 --> 00:31:43,280 Speaker 3: essentially cast your enemies as the most evil people, evil incarnate. 602 00:31:44,040 --> 00:31:49,040 Speaker 3: When you think of your opponent as evil incarnate, there 603 00:31:49,120 --> 00:31:51,360 Speaker 3: is nothing you will not do to them that you 604 00:31:51,400 --> 00:31:56,400 Speaker 3: will not consider justified. You will watch them burn, and 605 00:31:56,760 --> 00:32:00,959 Speaker 3: you will be happy and celebrate them burning. Huanon. People 606 00:32:01,280 --> 00:32:03,640 Speaker 3: cannot wait for the public executions. 607 00:32:03,800 --> 00:32:04,520 Speaker 4: They're cheering. 608 00:32:05,000 --> 00:32:09,120 Speaker 3: I personally, if Charnald Trump had declared martial law, it 609 00:32:09,120 --> 00:32:11,640 Speaker 3: would have been the greatest day of my life, right, 610 00:32:12,080 --> 00:32:14,720 Speaker 3: the greatest day. And you think about that for a second, 611 00:32:15,320 --> 00:32:21,440 Speaker 3: Martial law like the most fascist, authoritarian form of government 612 00:32:21,760 --> 00:32:25,600 Speaker 3: that you could possibly have. And all these people are 613 00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:27,960 Speaker 3: supporting that idea to the point where they want it. 614 00:32:28,200 --> 00:32:30,840 Speaker 1: Can you just describe martial law for anyone who doesn't 615 00:32:30,840 --> 00:32:31,840 Speaker 1: know what martial law means? 616 00:32:31,960 --> 00:32:34,760 Speaker 3: Sure? So, martial law is essentially the military takeover of 617 00:32:34,920 --> 00:32:38,120 Speaker 3: political institutions, that the military is in charge, the generals 618 00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:42,600 Speaker 3: are in charge, and the soldiers are the police. And 619 00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:46,920 Speaker 3: the reason why you separate police and military is because 620 00:32:47,120 --> 00:32:51,320 Speaker 3: one protects the people and one fight the state's enemies, 621 00:32:51,560 --> 00:32:55,280 Speaker 3: and when you make the military the police, the enemies 622 00:32:55,320 --> 00:32:58,760 Speaker 3: of the state tend to become the people. So that's 623 00:32:58,800 --> 00:33:02,960 Speaker 3: why it's particularly brute. And as a result of that, 624 00:33:03,200 --> 00:33:06,680 Speaker 3: like you really could not imagine a worse situation. Now, 625 00:33:07,240 --> 00:33:11,080 Speaker 3: these people are actively supporting it, right, they actively want 626 00:33:11,080 --> 00:33:14,320 Speaker 3: this to happen because they think their opponents. 627 00:33:13,760 --> 00:33:16,360 Speaker 4: Are so evil that it's all justified. 628 00:33:16,560 --> 00:33:20,000 Speaker 3: And like, this is a thing I knew, and I 629 00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:24,280 Speaker 3: always thought at that time that I completely understood what 630 00:33:24,360 --> 00:33:27,600 Speaker 3: it meant by the ends, not justifying the means. I 631 00:33:27,680 --> 00:33:30,240 Speaker 3: completely understood what it meant by the roads, that hell 632 00:33:30,360 --> 00:33:31,720 Speaker 3: is paid for the good intentions. 633 00:33:32,800 --> 00:33:35,960 Speaker 4: I did not know, Jack, because even. 634 00:33:35,720 --> 00:33:38,120 Speaker 3: Though I would say at the time I still held 635 00:33:38,160 --> 00:33:41,480 Speaker 3: those virtues to be very close to my heart, I still, 636 00:33:41,480 --> 00:33:44,520 Speaker 3: on the other hand, I was advocating for a system 637 00:33:44,640 --> 00:33:48,120 Speaker 3: of military dictatorship and was celebrating it and would be 638 00:33:48,160 --> 00:33:51,560 Speaker 3: happy about it. So that's the level of cognitive dissonance 639 00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:53,720 Speaker 3: that I had, and I didn't. You know, people throw 640 00:33:53,760 --> 00:33:56,080 Speaker 3: out that world a lot, right, they throughout like they're 641 00:33:56,160 --> 00:33:57,960 Speaker 3: dan it's cognitive dissance, cognitive dissonance. 642 00:33:58,000 --> 00:34:01,760 Speaker 4: It's like, dude, if you have cognitive dissonance. 643 00:34:01,440 --> 00:34:05,200 Speaker 6: You won't even know, right, you will have the idea 644 00:34:05,440 --> 00:34:10,239 Speaker 6: will never even enter your mind, your universe and if 645 00:34:10,280 --> 00:34:12,839 Speaker 6: someone tells you, if someone talks to me is like, dude, 646 00:34:12,880 --> 00:34:14,799 Speaker 6: well what you mean, Like how can you say? 647 00:34:14,840 --> 00:34:15,920 Speaker 4: The INDs don't justify the means? 648 00:34:15,920 --> 00:34:17,920 Speaker 3: But at the same time you want military and like 649 00:34:18,239 --> 00:34:20,319 Speaker 3: tribunals and stuff, and I'll just be like, I'll do 650 00:34:20,360 --> 00:34:23,479 Speaker 3: blah blah blah, i just blow them off right with hands. 651 00:34:23,560 --> 00:34:26,399 Speaker 6: I'll do this so evil, so like you won't even 652 00:34:26,440 --> 00:34:28,200 Speaker 6: allow that thought to enter your mind. 653 00:34:28,560 --> 00:34:31,840 Speaker 1: Right, I'm curious about as far as the like whole 654 00:34:32,040 --> 00:34:35,719 Speaker 1: demon sort of superstitious side of that all. Did you 655 00:34:35,760 --> 00:34:38,440 Speaker 1: subscribe to that part? Because from my understanding of QAnon, 656 00:34:38,920 --> 00:34:41,760 Speaker 1: there are a lot of sort of disparate connected beliefs 657 00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:44,520 Speaker 1: and not everyone has the same like sort of set of. 658 00:34:44,520 --> 00:34:49,920 Speaker 3: Beliefs, so mine was even crazier. All right, There is 659 00:34:49,960 --> 00:34:54,920 Speaker 3: no like Bible of QAnon. Right, there's no like a 660 00:34:55,120 --> 00:34:59,720 Speaker 3: canon of QAnon. Everything in QAnon is just cannon because 661 00:35:00,280 --> 00:35:03,080 Speaker 3: every conspiracy you've ever heard, and like I said, something 662 00:35:03,120 --> 00:35:06,000 Speaker 3: that you haven't can be projected onto, cued on because 663 00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:10,000 Speaker 3: q doesn't post like specific things or he didn't used 664 00:35:10,000 --> 00:35:12,360 Speaker 3: to right now he's very specific like, oh, the Democrats 665 00:35:12,400 --> 00:35:13,600 Speaker 3: are evil, blah blah blah. 666 00:35:13,800 --> 00:35:15,840 Speaker 4: Right before it was a little bit more vague and 667 00:35:15,920 --> 00:35:16,600 Speaker 4: open ended. 668 00:35:17,000 --> 00:35:21,680 Speaker 3: Right, so there is a definite religious aspect to it. 669 00:35:21,680 --> 00:35:23,960 Speaker 3: It used to be a little bit more like secular 670 00:35:24,160 --> 00:35:27,759 Speaker 3: and apolitical like he did. He was like Republicans and Democrats, 671 00:35:27,960 --> 00:35:31,280 Speaker 3: and he didn't really use a religious and spiritual jargon. 672 00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:35,480 Speaker 3: But now he's like, he started quoting the Bible mentions 673 00:35:35,480 --> 00:35:38,720 Speaker 3: God a lot. So there's definitely like a large sway 674 00:35:39,239 --> 00:35:43,160 Speaker 3: or swap of quon. Followers are like, you know, Southern 675 00:35:43,239 --> 00:35:47,480 Speaker 3: Conservatives and Catholics and Christians because Q appeals to them 676 00:35:47,520 --> 00:35:50,680 Speaker 3: because he uses Bible versus I wouldn't say I'm religious, 677 00:35:51,040 --> 00:35:54,480 Speaker 3: maybe spiritual, a little bit agnostic, but not in an 678 00:35:54,560 --> 00:35:55,200 Speaker 3: atheist way. 679 00:35:55,239 --> 00:35:56,399 Speaker 4: And a look, dude, I don't know. 680 00:35:56,600 --> 00:35:59,279 Speaker 3: I feel like there could be something else, you know, 681 00:35:59,360 --> 00:36:01,080 Speaker 3: then the three dimensions. 682 00:36:00,600 --> 00:36:02,200 Speaker 4: That we see, I don't know what that is. I 683 00:36:02,239 --> 00:36:04,040 Speaker 4: don't know what that entails, but it feels like it 684 00:36:04,040 --> 00:36:04,680 Speaker 4: could be true. 685 00:36:05,120 --> 00:36:08,400 Speaker 3: Right at the time, though I didn't believe in the 686 00:36:08,440 --> 00:36:11,279 Speaker 3: whole demon thing, but what I did believe, this is 687 00:36:11,280 --> 00:36:14,319 Speaker 3: what I did believe that I've I had this conspiracy theory. 688 00:36:14,360 --> 00:36:16,399 Speaker 4: This is how far I was into conspiracy theories before 689 00:36:16,400 --> 00:36:17,520 Speaker 4: I found CUE. Right. 690 00:36:18,000 --> 00:36:22,480 Speaker 3: I genuinely believed that there was a race of interdimensional 691 00:36:23,000 --> 00:36:27,479 Speaker 3: alien birds who were bipedal who were trying to save 692 00:36:27,640 --> 00:36:31,839 Speaker 3: us from these the lack of a better word, reptilians, right, 693 00:36:32,320 --> 00:36:36,080 Speaker 3: And I believe that q was working with military intelligence, 694 00:36:36,120 --> 00:36:39,960 Speaker 3: because that's what everyone seems to believe, the qu's military intelligence, 695 00:36:39,960 --> 00:36:43,879 Speaker 3: but that the military intelligence were working with these Blue Avians. 696 00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:47,080 Speaker 3: They were called like you look about the still around 697 00:36:47,120 --> 00:36:50,000 Speaker 3: like Corey good Ye's the guy who propagates it, but like, yeah, 698 00:36:50,120 --> 00:36:53,359 Speaker 3: like the Blue Avians are behind QAnon and like there 699 00:36:53,400 --> 00:36:56,960 Speaker 3: was like this UFO disclosure all right, like the Pentagon 700 00:36:57,040 --> 00:37:00,520 Speaker 3: EUFO stuff and you know you're there and a force 701 00:37:00,560 --> 00:37:03,479 Speaker 3: had been announced, right, So I was like, yeah, dude, 702 00:37:03,520 --> 00:37:06,279 Speaker 3: for sure, this is like your full disclosure as the 703 00:37:06,280 --> 00:37:09,080 Speaker 3: Blue Aliens they're gonna save us from the reptilian who 704 00:37:09,120 --> 00:37:10,920 Speaker 3: are the ones behind the cop Wow. 705 00:37:10,920 --> 00:37:13,360 Speaker 1: So you're you're much more in this sort of sci 706 00:37:13,360 --> 00:37:20,160 Speaker 1: fi version. Wow, that's fascinating. So the birds are what 707 00:37:20,280 --> 00:37:21,960 Speaker 1: they are, the. 708 00:37:22,000 --> 00:37:26,520 Speaker 5: Fifth fifth dimensional, right, higher aliens who have come to 709 00:37:26,560 --> 00:37:30,680 Speaker 5: our dimension to stop these other fifth dimensional aliens from 710 00:37:30,680 --> 00:37:35,839 Speaker 5: stealing our souls, on our spirit, our energy which crosses dimensions. 711 00:37:39,120 --> 00:37:40,200 Speaker 1: Got it, Damn. 712 00:37:40,239 --> 00:37:42,920 Speaker 2: I wish they were something a little bit sexier than birds. 713 00:37:42,960 --> 00:37:47,120 Speaker 2: But okay, my pole right. 714 00:37:47,400 --> 00:37:50,760 Speaker 3: Yeah, And I had read this book about this woman 715 00:37:51,040 --> 00:37:53,560 Speaker 3: who says that Hillary Clinton sexually abused it when she 716 00:37:53,600 --> 00:37:54,040 Speaker 3: was a child. 717 00:37:54,120 --> 00:37:55,520 Speaker 4: I forget what the name of the book was. 718 00:37:55,800 --> 00:38:00,799 Speaker 3: And in that book she stated that George, I think 719 00:38:00,840 --> 00:38:05,279 Speaker 3: it was, I had a holographic technology that couldn't make 720 00:38:05,360 --> 00:38:10,120 Speaker 3: him look like reptilian, and that the reptilians were actually 721 00:38:10,200 --> 00:38:12,840 Speaker 3: humans using holographic technology. 722 00:38:13,120 --> 00:38:14,800 Speaker 4: And I remember, yeah. 723 00:38:14,600 --> 00:38:17,040 Speaker 3: I know, and I remembered that, and I was like, 724 00:38:17,400 --> 00:38:21,680 Speaker 3: wait a minute, maybe they're all human and they're all 725 00:38:21,719 --> 00:38:24,399 Speaker 3: and this is just like another layer to the conspiracy. 726 00:38:25,239 --> 00:38:31,959 Speaker 2: Ah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah, dude, I can 727 00:38:32,280 --> 00:38:36,080 Speaker 2: I can see myself getting so into this. Dude, Like 728 00:38:36,160 --> 00:38:38,239 Speaker 2: I feel like you just did all my work for me, 729 00:38:38,560 --> 00:38:41,360 Speaker 2: you like fixed it, and I'm so thankful because like 730 00:38:41,880 --> 00:38:45,320 Speaker 2: it does sound same, but you know, it almost reminds 731 00:38:45,360 --> 00:38:47,719 Speaker 2: me of like an eating disorder or something. You have 732 00:38:47,840 --> 00:38:51,279 Speaker 2: something to deal with that's uncontrollable, so you fix it. 733 00:38:51,400 --> 00:38:53,839 Speaker 2: On other ship it is and. 734 00:38:53,760 --> 00:38:56,719 Speaker 3: That's illustrates the problem with Q and ON is that 735 00:38:57,360 --> 00:39:00,360 Speaker 3: even if you prove it's fake, right, even if you 736 00:39:00,400 --> 00:39:02,839 Speaker 3: get someone out of it, and people do get out 737 00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:06,400 Speaker 3: of it, all, the whelming majority of them will just 738 00:39:06,480 --> 00:39:08,760 Speaker 3: go deeper into the rabbit hole. They will just explain 739 00:39:08,800 --> 00:39:12,080 Speaker 3: it away with one another conspiracy. 740 00:39:11,480 --> 00:39:12,800 Speaker 1: Right right, right. 741 00:39:13,080 --> 00:39:15,719 Speaker 3: And so the key is like, how do we get 742 00:39:15,719 --> 00:39:18,520 Speaker 3: these people to not just get out of cute On 743 00:39:18,600 --> 00:39:23,000 Speaker 3: deradicalize themselves because it is a radical movement, right right, 744 00:39:23,440 --> 00:39:24,640 Speaker 3: and how do we. 745 00:39:24,600 --> 00:39:26,120 Speaker 4: Get them back to society. 746 00:39:26,400 --> 00:39:28,600 Speaker 3: So the first problem is getting them to understand that 747 00:39:28,680 --> 00:39:31,880 Speaker 3: Q is full of crap. The second thing is getting 748 00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:34,600 Speaker 3: them back into society and not further down the rabbit hole, 749 00:39:34,600 --> 00:39:37,120 Speaker 3: because if they got further down the rabbit hole, that's 750 00:39:37,160 --> 00:39:40,280 Speaker 3: not really good for anyone that might actually be I don't. 751 00:39:40,160 --> 00:39:40,920 Speaker 4: Know if it's worse. 752 00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:43,400 Speaker 3: It might be better from a society perspective, but it's 753 00:39:43,400 --> 00:39:46,400 Speaker 3: probably not better from an individual perspective. Right, Yeah. 754 00:39:46,520 --> 00:39:50,239 Speaker 1: I want to talk about the capital situation. And so 755 00:39:50,960 --> 00:39:54,919 Speaker 1: two of the women who died were heavy hardcore quan 756 00:39:54,960 --> 00:39:59,480 Speaker 1: On believers, both Ashley Babbitt and also another woman who 757 00:39:59,520 --> 00:40:02,000 Speaker 1: died in real Zan Boylan, had fallen very deep into it, 758 00:40:02,040 --> 00:40:06,080 Speaker 1: and she fell into it because of the Wayfair conspiracy theory, 759 00:40:06,480 --> 00:40:08,239 Speaker 1: which for anyone who's not familiar, I don't know if 760 00:40:08,280 --> 00:40:11,799 Speaker 1: you guys followed that little moment on the internet last year, 761 00:40:12,400 --> 00:40:15,040 Speaker 1: but it was interesting because I even saw some of 762 00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:16,520 Speaker 1: my own friends sharing it. 763 00:40:16,719 --> 00:40:19,520 Speaker 3: Could you explain that to me, because I I really 764 00:40:19,680 --> 00:40:21,040 Speaker 3: am not across that at all. 765 00:40:21,480 --> 00:40:25,920 Speaker 1: So the furniture website Wayfair, which is an aggregator website 766 00:40:25,960 --> 00:40:30,399 Speaker 1: that other retailers sell their products on, somebody discovered that 767 00:40:30,880 --> 00:40:34,160 Speaker 1: one of these retailers and that even that distinction was 768 00:40:34,239 --> 00:40:35,800 Speaker 1: kind of lost, and they were just saying, it's Wayfair, 769 00:40:35,800 --> 00:40:40,839 Speaker 1: it's Wayfair, it's Wayfair. It's a specific retailer had cabinets 770 00:40:40,880 --> 00:40:44,800 Speaker 1: listed that were like ten thousand dollars, and the same 771 00:40:45,040 --> 00:40:47,759 Speaker 1: cabinets were listed for like, I don't know what the 772 00:40:47,800 --> 00:40:49,799 Speaker 1: exact number was, but maybe like one hundred and fifty 773 00:40:49,840 --> 00:40:53,560 Speaker 1: dollars elsewhere. But this one retailer had all of these 774 00:40:53,760 --> 00:40:57,799 Speaker 1: furniture pieces that were like way way way way, way, way, 775 00:40:57,880 --> 00:41:00,840 Speaker 1: way too expensive for what they were, and the names 776 00:41:00,880 --> 00:41:05,160 Speaker 1: of the furniture corresponded to a handful of names of 777 00:41:05,360 --> 00:41:09,759 Speaker 1: children who had gone missing. So basically the conclusion that 778 00:41:09,800 --> 00:41:15,560 Speaker 1: people came to was wayfair is selling children, and they're 779 00:41:15,600 --> 00:41:18,000 Speaker 1: you know, they're doing it in the form of like cabinet, 780 00:41:18,160 --> 00:41:21,520 Speaker 1: like that's that's their cover, doing it in plain sights. 781 00:41:22,080 --> 00:41:25,040 Speaker 1: And people on Twitter there were hundreds of thousands of 782 00:41:25,440 --> 00:41:28,080 Speaker 1: like retweets on this. It was crazy, like people, I know, 783 00:41:28,120 --> 00:41:31,080 Speaker 1: who are you know, smart? Normal people. People started going 784 00:41:31,120 --> 00:41:32,799 Speaker 1: on a deep dive. They would look for all the 785 00:41:32,840 --> 00:41:38,239 Speaker 1: because each furniture is like a name, like a person's name. 786 00:41:39,400 --> 00:41:42,880 Speaker 4: Yeah, first name, cabinet or something. 787 00:41:43,200 --> 00:41:45,080 Speaker 1: I think one of the main one of the main 788 00:41:45,120 --> 00:41:47,640 Speaker 1: girls was Annabelle, and then there was a girl named Annabelle. 789 00:41:49,960 --> 00:41:54,680 Speaker 1: It's a first name. There were what I like, the 790 00:41:54,719 --> 00:41:57,000 Speaker 1: reason I think people got so drawn in by that 791 00:41:57,080 --> 00:41:59,600 Speaker 1: is because some of the names were really really specific 792 00:41:59,680 --> 00:42:01,680 Speaker 1: names that you don't really hear very often. 793 00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:03,799 Speaker 4: It's almost like a unique name. 794 00:42:03,840 --> 00:42:05,920 Speaker 3: You'd want to give you a piece of art, like 795 00:42:07,239 --> 00:42:09,520 Speaker 3: instead of just calling you barried. Right. 796 00:42:10,160 --> 00:42:12,040 Speaker 1: Well, and then of course it came out and a 797 00:42:12,120 --> 00:42:15,120 Speaker 1: handful of those children that they found the news articles 798 00:42:15,160 --> 00:42:17,680 Speaker 1: about being missing had either been found dead like seven 799 00:42:17,760 --> 00:42:21,960 Speaker 1: years ago, or they were found again and they were 800 00:42:22,000 --> 00:42:24,520 Speaker 1: just like at their friend's house, you know, like some 801 00:42:24,560 --> 00:42:26,359 Speaker 1: of them are still missing. But it's just like when 802 00:42:26,480 --> 00:42:30,040 Speaker 1: names are in the news, you're going to find something 803 00:42:30,120 --> 00:42:32,480 Speaker 1: bad that happened to someone, because that's what happens in 804 00:42:32,560 --> 00:42:33,000 Speaker 1: the news. 805 00:42:34,520 --> 00:42:36,880 Speaker 4: It's not like it's it'll be a name that children have. 806 00:42:36,960 --> 00:42:38,960 Speaker 3: It's not like the name will be like Rama Krishnan, 807 00:42:40,800 --> 00:42:45,600 Speaker 3: my granddad say, if it was that, then maybe yeah. 808 00:42:45,800 --> 00:42:48,880 Speaker 3: On top of that, it's like, dude, like why would 809 00:42:48,920 --> 00:42:52,960 Speaker 3: they use the same name. Like even sex workers change 810 00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:56,600 Speaker 3: their names, right, people have hearts pronounced, Like you're telling 811 00:42:56,600 --> 00:42:59,239 Speaker 3: me these criminal kabbala to change the peasant. 812 00:42:59,120 --> 00:43:03,399 Speaker 1: Name that the fucking stupid child awaited child. 813 00:43:04,040 --> 00:43:06,640 Speaker 3: That's the thing that's the problem with all these conspiracies, 814 00:43:07,120 --> 00:43:08,520 Speaker 3: Like I hate the reason I haven't heard of it 815 00:43:08,520 --> 00:43:09,680 Speaker 3: because I hate conspiracies. 816 00:43:09,760 --> 00:43:13,120 Speaker 4: Now I actually hate them so much. Even why Jeffrey 817 00:43:13,120 --> 00:43:14,040 Speaker 4: actually in Bill Clinton. 818 00:43:14,080 --> 00:43:16,920 Speaker 3: I'm like, dude, maybe he just had to catch a flight, bro, 819 00:43:17,239 --> 00:43:18,840 Speaker 3: Maybe he just needed a ride. 820 00:43:18,920 --> 00:43:19,680 Speaker 4: Dude, I don't know. 821 00:43:21,600 --> 00:43:24,600 Speaker 3: So so now it's like, on one hand, you've got 822 00:43:24,600 --> 00:43:28,760 Speaker 3: this organization that is so mcaveelian and smart. 823 00:43:28,840 --> 00:43:29,640 Speaker 4: They can do all this. 824 00:43:29,640 --> 00:43:33,279 Speaker 3: Stuff right, but they're so stupid to leave out these 825 00:43:33,320 --> 00:43:37,640 Speaker 3: clues in like fucking wide open pick a lane. 826 00:43:37,520 --> 00:43:40,880 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I know. It gives way too much credit 827 00:43:40,960 --> 00:43:44,239 Speaker 1: to the intelligence of human beings, Like people are not 828 00:43:44,280 --> 00:43:46,719 Speaker 1: that fucking smart, and if they are, they wouldn't make 829 00:43:46,760 --> 00:43:47,920 Speaker 1: those mistakes, right. 830 00:43:48,080 --> 00:43:51,680 Speaker 3: The irony is like the right wing, who are usually 831 00:43:51,719 --> 00:43:55,640 Speaker 3: economically right as well, not just politically right. They're libertarian 832 00:43:55,719 --> 00:43:58,000 Speaker 3: to the sense that the reason why they don't believe 833 00:43:58,040 --> 00:44:00,919 Speaker 3: in government is they be believed that why person can 834 00:44:00,960 --> 00:44:04,359 Speaker 3: know like like, for example, a farmer knows exactly what 835 00:44:04,600 --> 00:44:07,239 Speaker 3: kind of croupt the plant is farm, right, but some 836 00:44:07,320 --> 00:44:09,880 Speaker 3: bureaucrat sitting in the capitol is not going to know 837 00:44:09,960 --> 00:44:12,919 Speaker 3: what's the best plant to farm. So as a result 838 00:44:13,000 --> 00:44:15,920 Speaker 3: of that, they believe that any centralized power is inherently 839 00:44:15,960 --> 00:44:19,359 Speaker 3: inefficient and it's always better to be decentralized. But at 840 00:44:19,360 --> 00:44:22,320 Speaker 3: the same time, there's a central kabala people controlling the world. 841 00:44:22,520 --> 00:44:25,959 Speaker 3: Your economic belief you see, you think that this is impossible, 842 00:44:26,239 --> 00:44:29,200 Speaker 3: but on the same hand, you believe that it's true. 843 00:44:29,880 --> 00:44:32,279 Speaker 3: Back to the wayfair thing, like with the cabinets being 844 00:44:32,280 --> 00:44:35,640 Speaker 3: a lot more expensive, dude, it's probably money laundry, Like 845 00:44:35,760 --> 00:44:36,360 Speaker 3: that's what they. 846 00:44:36,239 --> 00:44:36,520 Speaker 4: Do with the. 847 00:44:40,120 --> 00:44:43,080 Speaker 3: Laundry to just run in the middle, classic boring money laundry, 848 00:44:43,239 --> 00:44:45,520 Speaker 3: somebody sexy, so not very interesting. 849 00:44:45,600 --> 00:44:47,280 Speaker 4: Like the stolen children thing is way more. 850 00:44:47,120 --> 00:44:51,480 Speaker 1: Interesting, right, I know. I saw a variety of theories 851 00:44:51,520 --> 00:44:54,840 Speaker 1: on like actual practical reasons why that might be happening. 852 00:44:54,840 --> 00:44:58,839 Speaker 1: It's like some like bad business practice anyway, whatever, it's 853 00:44:58,960 --> 00:45:02,000 Speaker 1: WA's not trafficking children. But one of the women who 854 00:45:02,040 --> 00:45:05,320 Speaker 1: died and I noticed that conspiracy in particular when it 855 00:45:05,360 --> 00:45:08,040 Speaker 1: happened because I was like, is the world going fucking mad? 856 00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:10,719 Speaker 1: Why do people actually think this is the thing? And 857 00:45:10,800 --> 00:45:13,640 Speaker 1: one of the women who died this week, that's how 858 00:45:13,640 --> 00:45:14,560 Speaker 1: she got sucked in. 859 00:45:14,880 --> 00:45:16,279 Speaker 3: Yeah, And a. 860 00:45:16,280 --> 00:45:18,879 Speaker 1: Lot of the people who are getting sucked in interestingly, 861 00:45:19,480 --> 00:45:20,440 Speaker 1: and I want to go back to your story in 862 00:45:20,480 --> 00:45:24,960 Speaker 1: a second, but are are not the people I would 863 00:45:24,960 --> 00:45:27,600 Speaker 1: expect to be Trump supporters. It's coming from a lot 864 00:45:27,600 --> 00:45:29,160 Speaker 1: of like there are a lot of sort of mommy 865 00:45:29,200 --> 00:45:33,759 Speaker 1: bloggers and Instagram wellness people getting sucked in through the 866 00:45:33,800 --> 00:45:37,040 Speaker 1: anti vax stuff. I mean, it's really just such a 867 00:45:37,080 --> 00:45:40,800 Speaker 1: broad coalition at this point. It's very scary. 868 00:45:41,040 --> 00:45:45,160 Speaker 3: Yeah, because I think that now every conspiracy today in 869 00:45:45,200 --> 00:45:49,080 Speaker 3: twenty twenty one leads back to QAnon at some point. 870 00:45:49,480 --> 00:45:53,440 Speaker 3: Any conspiracy, all conspiracies lead back to quteon because QAnon 871 00:45:53,920 --> 00:45:58,000 Speaker 3: is like this grand unified theory of conspiracy theories where 872 00:45:58,360 --> 00:46:03,040 Speaker 3: like all the conspiracy series intertwined into one. Right, So, 873 00:46:03,680 --> 00:46:07,960 Speaker 3: especially with things like Instagram and influences and wellness, I 874 00:46:07,960 --> 00:46:11,400 Speaker 3: think they call it pastor QAnon right, where you have 875 00:46:11,600 --> 00:46:14,600 Speaker 3: like just it seems like it's very nicely colored in 876 00:46:14,640 --> 00:46:18,000 Speaker 3: pastal blue and yellow, right, and you have some very 877 00:46:18,320 --> 00:46:22,680 Speaker 3: very like non offensive like just, oh, is the government 878 00:46:22,800 --> 00:46:24,759 Speaker 3: lying about the coronavirus? 879 00:46:25,000 --> 00:46:25,320 Speaker 4: Right? 880 00:46:25,920 --> 00:46:30,239 Speaker 3: Okay? And everyone heard Donald Trump lying about it? Who 881 00:46:30,239 --> 00:46:34,120 Speaker 3: doesn't think that on some levels, I'm sure they're lying 882 00:46:34,160 --> 00:46:37,880 Speaker 3: about something, not that it's saying, of course not. I 883 00:46:37,920 --> 00:46:40,200 Speaker 3: think that's why a lot of these women tend to 884 00:46:40,239 --> 00:46:43,000 Speaker 3: get sort of sucked in to this whole by the 885 00:46:43,080 --> 00:46:46,040 Speaker 3: spiritually wellness stuff. And it also feeds into the whole 886 00:46:46,080 --> 00:46:50,320 Speaker 3: like vibration and energy, which also has a religious aspect 887 00:46:50,360 --> 00:46:50,640 Speaker 3: to it. 888 00:46:51,239 --> 00:46:53,040 Speaker 4: Right, Really we look fundamentally. 889 00:46:53,120 --> 00:46:55,680 Speaker 3: I think the reason why these conspiracy theories are any 890 00:46:55,719 --> 00:46:59,200 Speaker 3: conspiracy theory, especially in twenty twenty one now, is so appealing. 891 00:46:59,280 --> 00:47:02,840 Speaker 3: It's because it's in a strange way. And I know 892 00:47:02,880 --> 00:47:05,279 Speaker 3: it's a little like antithetical to say this, but it's 893 00:47:05,280 --> 00:47:09,200 Speaker 3: like they in a world full of chaos, it is 894 00:47:09,480 --> 00:47:11,759 Speaker 3: much nicer to believe. 895 00:47:11,520 --> 00:47:13,800 Speaker 4: That there is an organized structure in the world. 896 00:47:14,440 --> 00:47:18,520 Speaker 3: The idea that there's an evil cabal controlling things is 897 00:47:18,520 --> 00:47:21,600 Speaker 3: actually a much more appealing idea than the world is 898 00:47:21,640 --> 00:47:24,160 Speaker 3: just chaotic and we're just you know, pieces of meat 899 00:47:24,239 --> 00:47:26,720 Speaker 3: running around just speeding through space. 900 00:47:26,840 --> 00:47:28,400 Speaker 4: Right, because there. 901 00:47:28,320 --> 00:47:30,720 Speaker 3: Is that means that bad things are happening for a reason, 902 00:47:30,800 --> 00:47:32,680 Speaker 3: and if we can stop the bad people, bad things 903 00:47:32,680 --> 00:47:33,480 Speaker 3: can stop happening. 904 00:47:33,920 --> 00:47:35,359 Speaker 4: Right, So there's an element of. 905 00:47:35,360 --> 00:47:38,560 Speaker 3: Control there, and that is I think more appealing even 906 00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:41,239 Speaker 3: if it's the bad guys who are in power then 907 00:47:41,480 --> 00:47:43,480 Speaker 3: the chaotic universe that we tend. 908 00:47:43,320 --> 00:47:44,759 Speaker 4: To live in or we do live in. 909 00:47:45,200 --> 00:47:47,680 Speaker 1: Absolutely. I mean, it's the same reason people turn to religion, 910 00:47:47,719 --> 00:47:51,719 Speaker 1: and it's just another more harmful version of that. 911 00:47:52,080 --> 00:47:55,760 Speaker 4: Yeah, it's like that taken to the end power Yeah right, Yeah. 912 00:47:55,800 --> 00:47:58,279 Speaker 1: Do you think that you would have been at the 913 00:47:58,320 --> 00:47:59,719 Speaker 1: Capitol this week? 914 00:48:01,719 --> 00:48:05,480 Speaker 3: Whow Like, dude, I would have flown over like like 915 00:48:06,200 --> 00:48:07,600 Speaker 3: I was ready to join the military. 916 00:48:08,360 --> 00:48:08,600 Speaker 5: Right. 917 00:48:09,760 --> 00:48:12,279 Speaker 3: You know how people always ask themselves, Yeah, everyone always 918 00:48:12,280 --> 00:48:12,800 Speaker 3: ask themselves. 919 00:48:12,800 --> 00:48:15,200 Speaker 4: Its like dude, if I was in Nazi Germany, you 920 00:48:15,239 --> 00:48:15,920 Speaker 4: know what would I do? 921 00:48:16,000 --> 00:48:18,680 Speaker 3: And everyone's like everyone wants to think and they do 922 00:48:18,840 --> 00:48:22,520 Speaker 3: think that, you know, they'd be like saving and Frank doing. 923 00:48:22,360 --> 00:48:24,000 Speaker 4: Whatever, all right, I don't know. 924 00:48:24,680 --> 00:48:27,520 Speaker 3: Yeah, the problem is, dude, I do know, and I 925 00:48:27,640 --> 00:48:30,279 Speaker 3: know that the fuck I would have been a goddamn 926 00:48:30,400 --> 00:48:33,160 Speaker 3: Nazi if I'm Nazi Germany. 927 00:48:33,440 --> 00:48:36,759 Speaker 4: And that idea is very disturbing to me to this day. 928 00:48:37,440 --> 00:48:40,799 Speaker 3: And the idea that I would advocate for some like 929 00:48:41,480 --> 00:48:44,320 Speaker 3: martial boy military child public executions. 930 00:48:44,320 --> 00:48:46,399 Speaker 4: I don't even like the death penalty right. 931 00:48:46,440 --> 00:48:49,799 Speaker 3: And if Hillary Clinton had been strung up by like, 932 00:48:49,960 --> 00:48:52,920 Speaker 3: you know, by a fucking rope, I would have been cheering. 933 00:48:53,000 --> 00:48:56,360 Speaker 3: And I'm like, dude, that's so messed up. This is 934 00:48:56,440 --> 00:48:59,719 Speaker 3: so messed up. So like that's the real danger, like 935 00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:01,719 Speaker 3: set of cure not. It's like, this is how you 936 00:49:01,760 --> 00:49:06,319 Speaker 3: get good people to do bad things. That's why the 937 00:49:06,400 --> 00:49:09,759 Speaker 3: capital building happened, that storming happened. They don't look at 938 00:49:09,760 --> 00:49:11,480 Speaker 3: it as like it's a bad thing. They look like 939 00:49:11,520 --> 00:49:13,160 Speaker 3: it as a great moment. 940 00:49:13,320 --> 00:49:16,080 Speaker 1: Well, they think they're fighting evil, yeah. 941 00:49:15,800 --> 00:49:18,400 Speaker 3: Correct, correct, that's what everyone thought. 942 00:49:18,560 --> 00:49:20,839 Speaker 1: Obviously, people have to be responsible for what they do, 943 00:49:21,440 --> 00:49:23,359 Speaker 1: they have to be responsible for the choices that they make. 944 00:49:23,719 --> 00:49:27,640 Speaker 1: But the people who are doing it are convinced that 945 00:49:27,680 --> 00:49:29,880 Speaker 1: they are the good guys and what they're fighting is 946 00:49:29,920 --> 00:49:31,520 Speaker 1: evil's and. 947 00:49:31,480 --> 00:49:33,719 Speaker 3: That's the dirty little secret of humans. Right. 948 00:49:34,200 --> 00:49:36,320 Speaker 4: Everyone thinks they're the good. 949 00:49:36,120 --> 00:49:37,800 Speaker 1: Guys, yeah, and. 950 00:49:37,480 --> 00:49:41,799 Speaker 3: Everyone thinks the other people are evil. The Nazis did 951 00:49:41,800 --> 00:49:44,160 Speaker 3: not think they were any less good than the Allies 952 00:49:44,200 --> 00:49:47,200 Speaker 3: thought that were less good. The Japanese didn't think that 953 00:49:47,239 --> 00:49:49,320 Speaker 3: they were any less good than their allies either. 954 00:49:49,719 --> 00:49:49,919 Speaker 4: Right. 955 00:49:50,160 --> 00:49:53,359 Speaker 3: If Nazi Germany had won, the Allies would have been 956 00:49:53,400 --> 00:49:56,680 Speaker 3: cast as Nazi Germany. Hitler would be like fucking you 957 00:49:56,719 --> 00:50:00,600 Speaker 3: know JFK. Maybe even like cross with Mauzedong when you 958 00:50:00,640 --> 00:50:03,839 Speaker 3: see that happening, right, when you stop looking at your 959 00:50:03,840 --> 00:50:09,080 Speaker 3: opponent as human, right, not fundamentally evil or good, just 960 00:50:09,160 --> 00:50:09,840 Speaker 3: as human. 961 00:50:10,160 --> 00:50:10,359 Speaker 4: Right. 962 00:50:10,400 --> 00:50:13,280 Speaker 3: And I'm not saying they're not all evil people, Let's 963 00:50:13,360 --> 00:50:14,520 Speaker 3: I think definitely. 964 00:50:14,160 --> 00:50:16,080 Speaker 4: Sociopaths and psychopaths right. 965 00:50:15,960 --> 00:50:18,640 Speaker 3: Are probably the closest to evil as you could get, 966 00:50:18,920 --> 00:50:23,160 Speaker 3: but only because they don't really have the ability to empathize. 967 00:50:22,760 --> 00:50:24,920 Speaker 4: Right, so they don't care. 968 00:50:24,760 --> 00:50:27,359 Speaker 3: About good and evil, right, And no, I'm not doing 969 00:50:27,400 --> 00:50:31,279 Speaker 3: I hate them, right, I don't like them at all. 970 00:50:33,120 --> 00:50:37,399 Speaker 1: I've known a few of them, Yeah, and I don't 971 00:50:37,560 --> 00:50:38,000 Speaker 1: like them. 972 00:50:38,120 --> 00:50:40,759 Speaker 3: But having said that, like you said, you sort have 973 00:50:40,760 --> 00:50:42,920 Speaker 3: to look at them as human, Like it's so easy 974 00:50:42,960 --> 00:50:45,520 Speaker 3: to fall into this trap, right, it's very human. 975 00:50:45,840 --> 00:50:47,080 Speaker 4: That's the problem. 976 00:50:46,840 --> 00:50:50,279 Speaker 3: Here is that we like everyone wants to blame, but 977 00:50:50,360 --> 00:50:53,600 Speaker 3: not really like we have to blame ourselves, but we don't. 978 00:50:53,680 --> 00:50:55,400 Speaker 4: We can't only blame ourselves. 979 00:50:55,560 --> 00:50:57,879 Speaker 3: There's kind of similar to your point where you're like, dude, 980 00:50:57,960 --> 00:51:01,520 Speaker 3: and what where's the line between individuals agency and like 981 00:51:01,640 --> 00:51:05,120 Speaker 3: external manipulation, Like where's the line? There is no line. 982 00:51:05,160 --> 00:51:08,640 Speaker 3: It's blood, right, it depends. I guess the line is 983 00:51:08,680 --> 00:51:11,480 Speaker 3: the law, you know. I guess that's what we've decided 984 00:51:11,480 --> 00:51:13,040 Speaker 3: commutely as a society. 985 00:51:12,880 --> 00:51:16,200 Speaker 1: Right, the line is actually committing the crime. I mean, 986 00:51:16,200 --> 00:51:18,520 Speaker 1: but I mean that's a whole other topic because I 987 00:51:18,560 --> 00:51:22,480 Speaker 1: don't personally think our punitive justice system is one that works. 988 00:51:22,520 --> 00:51:24,360 Speaker 1: So that's that's a whole other can of worms. But 989 00:51:25,960 --> 00:51:27,680 Speaker 1: for now, of course, the system we have is what 990 00:51:27,680 --> 00:51:30,000 Speaker 1: we're dealing with, and violence should never be tolerated. 991 00:51:30,080 --> 00:51:33,600 Speaker 3: Obviously, you're talking to a guy who was smoking weed 992 00:51:33,640 --> 00:51:34,600 Speaker 3: in jail for two years. 993 00:51:34,680 --> 00:51:36,520 Speaker 4: A bunch of hardcore criminals. What do you think is 994 00:51:36,560 --> 00:51:37,040 Speaker 4: gonna happen? 995 00:51:37,840 --> 00:51:40,359 Speaker 1: Right, So let's go back to you. So, actually, first 996 00:51:40,360 --> 00:51:42,200 Speaker 1: of all, tell us about how you started talking to 997 00:51:42,239 --> 00:51:43,040 Speaker 1: your dad about it. 998 00:51:43,360 --> 00:51:46,799 Speaker 3: Yeah, so my dad, ironically, my dad was the only 999 00:51:46,840 --> 00:51:49,839 Speaker 3: person I knew that had said Donald Trump was gonna win. 1000 00:51:50,400 --> 00:51:53,840 Speaker 3: And he said this like a year before he won, right, 1001 00:51:54,239 --> 00:51:57,000 Speaker 3: And I'm like the shut up, blah blah blah, and 1002 00:51:57,040 --> 00:52:00,400 Speaker 3: like Donald Trump won and I'm like damn. And the 1003 00:52:00,480 --> 00:52:02,279 Speaker 3: thing is, my dad has always been a bit of 1004 00:52:02,320 --> 00:52:06,239 Speaker 3: a conspiracy theorist right, a little bit like that contrarian, 1005 00:52:06,440 --> 00:52:10,680 Speaker 3: kind of like old dismissive, like Indian guy. He I 1006 00:52:10,719 --> 00:52:14,200 Speaker 3: have very different people, so we don't really see ida 1007 00:52:14,280 --> 00:52:19,000 Speaker 3: eye on anything except we discussed politics, alike, that's the 1008 00:52:19,040 --> 00:52:21,319 Speaker 3: only thing we can actually discuss because we're not too 1009 00:52:21,360 --> 00:52:22,600 Speaker 3: far misalive on that. 1010 00:52:23,160 --> 00:52:25,080 Speaker 4: So that's how it started. But I used to talk 1011 00:52:25,080 --> 00:52:26,279 Speaker 4: to my dad about politics. 1012 00:52:26,640 --> 00:52:29,399 Speaker 3: Then when I found out about QAnon, I started telling 1013 00:52:29,520 --> 00:52:33,120 Speaker 3: him stuff, and I tried to talk to other people 1014 00:52:33,120 --> 00:52:34,960 Speaker 3: about it. Right, no one wanted to hear it. No 1015 00:52:35,000 --> 00:52:38,319 Speaker 3: one wanted to listen, right, Like, dude, shut up. And 1016 00:52:38,320 --> 00:52:41,360 Speaker 3: it's also my fault. As well, because I could not 1017 00:52:41,360 --> 00:52:44,880 Speaker 3: not talk about it. I was obsessed with it. I 1018 00:52:44,880 --> 00:52:48,000 Speaker 3: could only talk about q and on every conversation I 1019 00:52:48,040 --> 00:52:51,000 Speaker 3: would have to bring it back to this conspiracy theory, right, 1020 00:52:51,239 --> 00:52:54,279 Speaker 3: talking about why the post is late. Right, Like you know, 1021 00:52:54,360 --> 00:52:57,440 Speaker 3: there's a lot of lizards around here today, right, I 1022 00:52:57,600 --> 00:52:59,799 Speaker 3: found connected back. So no one wanted to talk to me, 1023 00:53:00,680 --> 00:53:01,439 Speaker 3: but my dad did. 1024 00:53:01,960 --> 00:53:02,760 Speaker 4: And my dad. 1025 00:53:02,560 --> 00:53:05,400 Speaker 3: Listened to every single thing I had to say for 1026 00:53:05,760 --> 00:53:09,799 Speaker 3: hours at a time, all right, And he listened very intentively. 1027 00:53:10,200 --> 00:53:14,640 Speaker 3: And I liked the idea that my dad was respecting 1028 00:53:14,640 --> 00:53:17,040 Speaker 3: what I had to say. I liked that idea. It 1029 00:53:17,080 --> 00:53:21,480 Speaker 3: was very It was very sweet, right in a way, 1030 00:53:21,680 --> 00:53:24,600 Speaker 3: like sickly sweet, right, like pure honey or something. 1031 00:53:24,880 --> 00:53:28,120 Speaker 4: It was like ambrosia. I just I told him everything. 1032 00:53:28,400 --> 00:53:30,960 Speaker 3: You and I would discuss it for so long and 1033 00:53:31,200 --> 00:53:35,640 Speaker 3: for hours and hours, for days, weeks, months, right, And 1034 00:53:35,760 --> 00:53:38,400 Speaker 3: like he started watching his stuff on his own, and 1035 00:53:38,440 --> 00:53:41,120 Speaker 3: he come to me. He comes to me asking for 1036 00:53:41,200 --> 00:53:45,560 Speaker 3: advice and looking at me like a subject matter expert. 1037 00:53:45,120 --> 00:53:48,760 Speaker 3: He never does that for anything, all right, for anything, 1038 00:53:49,040 --> 00:53:50,759 Speaker 3: even though there's so many things I know more than 1039 00:53:50,760 --> 00:53:53,319 Speaker 3: my dad. So when he did that with QAnon, it 1040 00:53:53,400 --> 00:53:55,680 Speaker 3: was very Yeah, I liked it a lot, so I 1041 00:53:55,719 --> 00:53:58,240 Speaker 3: kept telling him stuff and stuff that I thought was true. 1042 00:53:58,480 --> 00:54:01,239 Speaker 1: My dad still believes in it, oh man. 1043 00:54:01,040 --> 00:54:02,839 Speaker 3: And to the point where he believes in it so 1044 00:54:03,000 --> 00:54:06,520 Speaker 3: much that he thinks that the cabal is using me 1045 00:54:06,680 --> 00:54:11,440 Speaker 3: to get to him. Oh, we're actually not speaking at 1046 00:54:11,440 --> 00:54:13,239 Speaker 3: the moment, we had, like we had an argument. It 1047 00:54:13,280 --> 00:54:16,720 Speaker 3: wasn't cure on related, like we can't talk about politics anymore, 1048 00:54:17,200 --> 00:54:19,920 Speaker 3: like at all, which is actually like considering all that, 1049 00:54:20,000 --> 00:54:22,239 Speaker 3: like you've got so many people have lost people, like 1050 00:54:22,440 --> 00:54:25,680 Speaker 3: people have gone divorced, right, children who have been kicked 1051 00:54:25,680 --> 00:54:28,439 Speaker 3: out of their house. You know, someone made a post 1052 00:54:28,480 --> 00:54:32,279 Speaker 3: about her aunt's committing suicide, like best friend lifelong best 1053 00:54:32,320 --> 00:54:35,600 Speaker 3: friends being ripped the part. So in that context, me 1054 00:54:35,680 --> 00:54:37,719 Speaker 3: and my dad not talking being able to talk about 1055 00:54:37,719 --> 00:54:40,279 Speaker 3: politics is really not that big of a deal, right, 1056 00:54:40,400 --> 00:54:43,600 Speaker 3: but even the ranks. But on the other hand, it's 1057 00:54:43,640 --> 00:54:46,600 Speaker 3: like we just don't talk anymore, and like right now 1058 00:54:46,600 --> 00:54:49,399 Speaker 3: we're not talking. I don't know. I've tried to convince him, 1059 00:54:49,600 --> 00:54:53,040 Speaker 3: like I've tried more than anyone, but I cannot do it. 1060 00:54:53,560 --> 00:54:55,840 Speaker 3: And I feel very guilty. 1061 00:54:56,239 --> 00:54:58,320 Speaker 4: Yeah, right, I feel very guilty. 1062 00:54:58,360 --> 00:55:01,120 Speaker 3: I feel like in some way. This is like kind 1063 00:55:01,120 --> 00:55:04,320 Speaker 3: of my penance, right because I have to find a 1064 00:55:04,360 --> 00:55:06,839 Speaker 3: way to radicalize him. I have to because I did 1065 00:55:06,840 --> 00:55:09,480 Speaker 3: this to him. Right for me, he never would have 1066 00:55:09,480 --> 00:55:12,880 Speaker 3: found out about QAnon. He doesn't go on the internet. 1067 00:55:12,960 --> 00:55:15,920 Speaker 3: He barely uses his phone, right, he just watches YouTube 1068 00:55:15,960 --> 00:55:16,360 Speaker 3: and ship. 1069 00:55:16,520 --> 00:55:18,800 Speaker 1: He might have found it. My dad has a surprising 1070 00:55:18,880 --> 00:55:21,560 Speaker 1: number of people who are not tech savvy, who are 1071 00:55:22,400 --> 00:55:25,160 Speaker 1: starting to pedal conspiracy theories in a way that would 1072 00:55:25,160 --> 00:55:26,439 Speaker 1: never have happened five years ago. 1073 00:55:26,600 --> 00:55:28,319 Speaker 4: Maybe I like to think that. 1074 00:55:28,719 --> 00:55:31,480 Speaker 1: I mean, if he was already sort of inclined toward 1075 00:55:31,560 --> 00:55:34,280 Speaker 1: conspiracy theories, I think it's definitely possible. 1076 00:55:34,880 --> 00:55:42,279 Speaker 3: Can you stop talking, let me feel sorry for myself. 1077 00:55:42,440 --> 00:55:51,799 Speaker 4: Figure, I think you're right. I think you're right. 1078 00:55:51,880 --> 00:55:54,680 Speaker 3: And given that he was into conspiracies, the way I 1079 00:55:54,680 --> 00:55:57,520 Speaker 3: got out of it was like, there's not a coincidence that. 1080 00:55:57,640 --> 00:56:02,760 Speaker 3: As my mental health and social isolation improved, I started 1081 00:56:02,760 --> 00:56:06,160 Speaker 3: to question q a lot more. I started reintegrating myself 1082 00:56:06,200 --> 00:56:09,279 Speaker 3: back to society with my friends. I got treatment for 1083 00:56:09,360 --> 00:56:12,000 Speaker 3: my ADHD and then got diagnosed and got treatment for 1084 00:56:12,080 --> 00:56:15,680 Speaker 3: my bipolar. I have FLEBC as well, but that was 1085 00:56:15,719 --> 00:56:17,240 Speaker 3: always kind of being treated. 1086 00:56:17,440 --> 00:56:20,680 Speaker 4: So as that improved. It was social isolation improved. 1087 00:56:21,360 --> 00:56:23,680 Speaker 3: I started to question Q a lot more because I'm like, dude, 1088 00:56:24,040 --> 00:56:26,920 Speaker 3: all these predictions that he makes are always wrong. They're 1089 00:56:26,960 --> 00:56:32,359 Speaker 3: always wrong, like everything from declassification to eleven eleven, which 1090 00:56:32,400 --> 00:56:34,200 Speaker 3: was the day Trump was supposed to have his military 1091 00:56:34,239 --> 00:56:39,239 Speaker 3: parade right to whatever. It's always wrong about everything about sessions. 1092 00:56:39,600 --> 00:56:44,000 Speaker 3: John Durham Ran Durham is coming the Durham investigation. And 1093 00:56:44,040 --> 00:56:48,560 Speaker 3: then I started to ask myself, It's like why, Like 1094 00:56:49,040 --> 00:56:51,640 Speaker 3: I still believe this is true, but why. And I 1095 00:56:51,680 --> 00:56:53,520 Speaker 3: came back and I narrowed it down to like that 1096 00:56:53,640 --> 00:56:56,719 Speaker 3: tip top tippy top shape thing. I went and I 1097 00:56:56,920 --> 00:56:59,080 Speaker 3: tried to look for. I was like, okay, let me 1098 00:56:59,160 --> 00:57:01,200 Speaker 3: try and I type into duc duc go because that 1099 00:57:01,440 --> 00:57:02,160 Speaker 3: I was so paranoid. 1100 00:57:02,160 --> 00:57:03,040 Speaker 4: I was using duc duc go. 1101 00:57:03,080 --> 00:57:05,040 Speaker 1: And on Google, I don't even know what that is. 1102 00:57:05,440 --> 00:57:08,360 Speaker 3: So that's like a search engine that's supposedly anonymous and 1103 00:57:08,400 --> 00:57:10,759 Speaker 3: doesn't track you, got it. But it's also worse than 1104 00:57:10,800 --> 00:57:15,040 Speaker 3: Google because it's like if I type like torrents on Google, right, 1105 00:57:15,040 --> 00:57:16,520 Speaker 3: I won't get any toyrean website. 1106 00:57:16,640 --> 00:57:18,320 Speaker 4: If I typing torrents on dut dot go. 1107 00:57:18,480 --> 00:57:20,800 Speaker 3: I'll get a lot of them, right, a lot that 1108 00:57:20,800 --> 00:57:25,440 Speaker 3: I would ever type in torrents. Yeah, I typed in 1109 00:57:25,640 --> 00:57:28,400 Speaker 3: like Q and on tip top tippy top shape, like 1110 00:57:28,640 --> 00:57:32,280 Speaker 3: false or like you're fake or something, right, And then 1111 00:57:32,880 --> 00:57:35,280 Speaker 3: I came across his YouTube video and it only had 1112 00:57:35,320 --> 00:57:37,760 Speaker 3: like a thousand views, and it's like the production quality 1113 00:57:37,840 --> 00:57:41,080 Speaker 3: wasn't great, right, I'll be honest, but it was a 1114 00:57:41,080 --> 00:57:43,960 Speaker 3: two part video and essentially it was showing that. 1115 00:57:44,400 --> 00:57:46,920 Speaker 4: First off, the same person. 1116 00:57:46,640 --> 00:57:49,960 Speaker 3: Who pointed out that Donald Trump had said the phrase 1117 00:57:50,000 --> 00:57:53,200 Speaker 3: tiptop tippy top shape was the same person who asked 1118 00:57:53,280 --> 00:57:56,680 Speaker 3: for it to be said. Right now, you can say 1119 00:57:56,680 --> 00:57:59,200 Speaker 3: that that's like, that's reasonable because they were on the lookout. 1120 00:57:59,280 --> 00:58:01,600 Speaker 4: But it's like it's a pretty big coincidence. 1121 00:58:01,760 --> 00:58:05,000 Speaker 3: Okay, like it was four months later, dude, it's anonymous, 1122 00:58:05,040 --> 00:58:05,840 Speaker 3: but Maine. 1123 00:58:05,960 --> 00:58:08,160 Speaker 4: More than that, the video points. 1124 00:58:07,880 --> 00:58:11,080 Speaker 3: Out that that is just something that Donald Trump says. 1125 00:58:11,640 --> 00:58:15,080 Speaker 3: That's like a personal catchphrase of his, the same way 1126 00:58:15,120 --> 00:58:18,760 Speaker 3: I say Jesus Christmas. Right, So it's just he says, 1127 00:58:18,800 --> 00:58:20,800 Speaker 3: he says it all the time, well, tiptop to be 1128 00:58:20,920 --> 00:58:24,080 Speaker 3: top shape. And on top of that, the day it 1129 00:58:24,160 --> 00:58:28,000 Speaker 3: was requested was the day before the State of the Union. 1130 00:58:28,400 --> 00:58:31,880 Speaker 3: In a speech. So the thing that really got me 1131 00:58:32,120 --> 00:58:35,400 Speaker 3: wasn't that this was like fake or whatever. The thing 1132 00:58:35,400 --> 00:58:38,040 Speaker 3: that really got me was like, no, dude, it was 1133 00:58:38,080 --> 00:58:40,520 Speaker 3: requested the day before the State of the Union speech, 1134 00:58:40,920 --> 00:58:43,960 Speaker 3: which means that someone was hoping he would say that 1135 00:58:44,280 --> 00:58:47,720 Speaker 3: in that speech, right, And on top of that, that 1136 00:58:47,800 --> 00:58:51,680 Speaker 3: means someone would have a had to identify that as 1137 00:58:51,720 --> 00:58:56,640 Speaker 3: something Donald Trump says. Secondly, use that in a way 1138 00:58:57,160 --> 00:59:01,760 Speaker 3: to preempt to preempt what he's going to say as 1139 00:59:01,840 --> 00:59:06,960 Speaker 3: a proof of cues authenticity, knowing that everyone will not 1140 00:59:07,160 --> 00:59:10,240 Speaker 3: go deeper than one level of investigation, right. 1141 00:59:10,760 --> 00:59:12,440 Speaker 4: And I'm like this, I'm. 1142 00:59:12,200 --> 00:59:15,240 Speaker 3: Like, I know exactly the kind of person who would 1143 00:59:15,240 --> 00:59:17,360 Speaker 3: do that, who could do that in the first place, 1144 00:59:17,400 --> 00:59:21,920 Speaker 3: and that's a sociopath. Sociopaths they know people better than 1145 00:59:21,960 --> 00:59:24,680 Speaker 3: they know themselves. I'm not being hyperbolic, they really do. 1146 00:59:24,960 --> 00:59:27,560 Speaker 3: But they also know how to manipulate you. And I'm 1147 00:59:27,600 --> 00:59:31,880 Speaker 3: like this, just the fact that it was used as manipulation, right, 1148 00:59:31,960 --> 00:59:34,960 Speaker 3: that you could see the manipulation. I was like, dude, 1149 00:59:36,000 --> 00:59:38,920 Speaker 3: I was being I've been manipulated here, And if I've 1150 00:59:38,960 --> 00:59:42,040 Speaker 3: been manipulated here in this way, who knows how many 1151 00:59:42,120 --> 00:59:44,720 Speaker 3: other ways I've been manipulated in who. 1152 00:59:44,520 --> 00:59:45,600 Speaker 4: Knows, I'll never know. 1153 00:59:46,240 --> 00:59:50,360 Speaker 3: And that point I was like, dude, oh my god, 1154 00:59:50,560 --> 00:59:54,440 Speaker 3: I was this is wrong, right someone, Like they're manipulating you. 1155 00:59:54,480 --> 00:59:57,000 Speaker 3: It's obviously wrong. It's obviously not true. Why would they 1156 00:59:57,040 --> 01:00:00,120 Speaker 3: manipulate you otherwise? And from that point on, I was 1157 01:00:00,160 --> 01:00:05,040 Speaker 3: like I completely disavowed every conspiracy theory I've ever heard. 1158 01:00:05,600 --> 01:00:08,320 Speaker 3: I was like, there is because I was so sure 1159 01:00:08,400 --> 01:00:13,160 Speaker 3: about cue. I was more sure than anything right, and 1160 01:00:13,640 --> 01:00:17,280 Speaker 3: I was so wrong, Like I could not have been 1161 01:00:17,360 --> 01:00:19,520 Speaker 3: more wrong. And it's not like I was wrong about 1162 01:00:19,520 --> 01:00:26,800 Speaker 3: the weather. I was so ovatently ridiculous and stupid. 1163 01:00:27,400 --> 01:00:30,320 Speaker 1: So how long was this process between like this moment 1164 01:00:30,360 --> 01:00:33,560 Speaker 1: where you see this and like realizing sort of it 1165 01:00:33,640 --> 01:00:34,600 Speaker 1: all breaking open. 1166 01:00:35,320 --> 01:00:36,080 Speaker 4: It happened in. 1167 01:00:35,960 --> 01:00:40,240 Speaker 3: Like a second, right wow, Like it was just like 1168 01:00:40,520 --> 01:00:42,200 Speaker 3: when people say that they felt like the world would 1169 01:00:42,240 --> 01:00:46,240 Speaker 3: come crashing down. That's what it felt like, Like nothing 1170 01:00:46,280 --> 01:00:47,280 Speaker 3: physical happened. 1171 01:00:47,440 --> 01:00:49,040 Speaker 4: But imagine imagine if. 1172 01:00:48,960 --> 01:00:51,720 Speaker 3: Your world physically like came crashing down on you, like 1173 01:00:51,760 --> 01:00:55,600 Speaker 3: your house, the sky, right, like you know, whatever, how 1174 01:00:55,640 --> 01:00:58,880 Speaker 3: you would mentally react in that situation, like the disorientation, 1175 01:00:59,440 --> 01:01:03,919 Speaker 3: the dizzey, the shock, the horror, right, the confusion. That's 1176 01:01:03,960 --> 01:01:06,480 Speaker 3: what happened. So I had that mental reaction without that 1177 01:01:06,480 --> 01:01:11,320 Speaker 3: physical reaction taking place, and I was like why, Like 1178 01:01:12,280 --> 01:01:14,360 Speaker 3: my mind was just blown. I was just like I 1179 01:01:14,400 --> 01:01:17,680 Speaker 3: was in a state of shock, right, it was almost paralyzed, 1180 01:01:17,720 --> 01:01:21,440 Speaker 3: and like I didn't know what to do. So I 1181 01:01:21,480 --> 01:01:25,640 Speaker 3: went outside and I had a cigarette, right, And I 1182 01:01:25,680 --> 01:01:27,960 Speaker 3: was just standing there having a cigarette because that's the 1183 01:01:28,000 --> 01:01:29,480 Speaker 3: only thing I could think. I was like, I don't 1184 01:01:29,520 --> 01:01:31,880 Speaker 3: know what to do right now, Like what do I do? 1185 01:01:31,920 --> 01:01:33,600 Speaker 3: What do I do with my hands? What do I 1186 01:01:33,640 --> 01:01:37,040 Speaker 3: do with my feet? Do I do I do I blink? 1187 01:01:37,440 --> 01:01:37,640 Speaker 4: Right? 1188 01:01:38,000 --> 01:01:41,240 Speaker 3: Like That's how like broken I was in regard to 1189 01:01:41,440 --> 01:01:42,600 Speaker 3: what to think and what to do. 1190 01:01:43,120 --> 01:01:45,840 Speaker 4: And I went outside. I said, okay, let me start small, 1191 01:01:45,880 --> 01:01:46,720 Speaker 4: have a cigarette. 1192 01:01:47,000 --> 01:01:49,200 Speaker 3: And then I was like, I don't know how do 1193 01:01:49,320 --> 01:01:52,920 Speaker 3: I trust my thoughts and feelings anymore? Like how do 1194 01:01:53,000 --> 01:01:56,560 Speaker 3: I even trust the thoughts and feelings I'm having about 1195 01:01:56,800 --> 01:02:00,600 Speaker 3: not being able to trust my thoughts and feelings like, 1196 01:02:01,440 --> 01:02:03,640 Speaker 3: And then I was standing there and I was like, okay, 1197 01:02:03,720 --> 01:02:07,360 Speaker 3: start small, start with the most basic, basic, basic thing. 1198 01:02:07,760 --> 01:02:10,480 Speaker 4: Right, you were wrong? I was wrong? 1199 01:02:10,920 --> 01:02:11,680 Speaker 3: Okay, I was wrong. 1200 01:02:12,040 --> 01:02:12,360 Speaker 4: Okay. 1201 01:02:13,160 --> 01:02:15,320 Speaker 3: Now, at the same time, I had been visiting like 1202 01:02:15,400 --> 01:02:18,320 Speaker 3: this anti Q subreddit, which is like cult with a 1203 01:02:18,400 --> 01:02:22,320 Speaker 3: que underscore headquarters on Reddit, and just to see what 1204 01:02:22,400 --> 01:02:25,760 Speaker 3: the other guys were saying the opposite side were saying right, 1205 01:02:26,480 --> 01:02:29,880 Speaker 3: and I was like, Okay, I was wrong, these guys 1206 01:02:29,880 --> 01:02:33,640 Speaker 3: were right. If I was right, I would want to 1207 01:02:33,680 --> 01:02:36,120 Speaker 3: know that I was right. So what I need to 1208 01:02:36,160 --> 01:02:39,240 Speaker 3: do now is go tell them that they were correct. 1209 01:02:39,760 --> 01:02:43,320 Speaker 4: Right. That was the only thing I could think of doing, right. 1210 01:02:43,320 --> 01:02:45,120 Speaker 3: I need to go inside, get a glass of water, 1211 01:02:45,480 --> 01:02:48,080 Speaker 3: and tell them that they were correct. Five minutes after 1212 01:02:48,440 --> 01:02:51,400 Speaker 3: I made that realization, I I wrote a post on 1213 01:02:51,440 --> 01:02:53,840 Speaker 3: that subreddit and I was just like, look, you guys 1214 01:02:53,840 --> 01:02:57,040 Speaker 3: were right. But it also wasn't just like an altruistic thing. 1215 01:02:57,520 --> 01:03:01,800 Speaker 3: I was also incredibly I felt like I deserve some 1216 01:03:01,920 --> 01:03:05,920 Speaker 3: kind of punishment, right. I felt like I needed to 1217 01:03:06,080 --> 01:03:10,560 Speaker 3: be punished right for being so stupid and so wrong 1218 01:03:11,000 --> 01:03:13,360 Speaker 3: and yet thinking I was so smart and so right. 1219 01:03:14,080 --> 01:03:16,240 Speaker 3: And I was like, this deserves some punishment. So I 1220 01:03:16,280 --> 01:03:20,200 Speaker 3: was half expecting, also half hoping, that people would just like, 1221 01:03:20,920 --> 01:03:24,360 Speaker 3: lamb blast me right, like with me the shreds right. 1222 01:03:24,600 --> 01:03:26,560 Speaker 3: I was like, if anyone was gonna do it, it be 1223 01:03:26,600 --> 01:03:32,760 Speaker 3: these guys. Right, and the exact opposite happened, the exact opposite, 1224 01:03:33,040 --> 01:03:35,280 Speaker 3: to the point where there was like over one hundred 1225 01:03:35,280 --> 01:03:38,680 Speaker 3: and one hundred and fifty comments on that post. Every 1226 01:03:38,880 --> 01:03:44,320 Speaker 3: single one of them was supportive. And it wasn't just like, oh, dude, 1227 01:03:44,360 --> 01:03:47,360 Speaker 3: don't worry, everyone makes mistakes, move on, right. I wasn't 1228 01:03:47,360 --> 01:03:50,440 Speaker 3: like that kind of like support. It was like, dude, listen, 1229 01:03:51,080 --> 01:03:54,040 Speaker 3: welcome to the world as it is. We are happy 1230 01:03:54,120 --> 01:03:57,400 Speaker 3: to have you here. Better you be here with us 1231 01:03:57,480 --> 01:03:59,560 Speaker 3: than over there with ce. Right. 1232 01:04:00,200 --> 01:04:01,959 Speaker 4: There was one post that. 1233 01:04:01,920 --> 01:04:04,080 Speaker 3: Was that was negative, and it wasn't even that bad. 1234 01:04:04,120 --> 01:04:06,600 Speaker 3: It was just someone saying, I'm like, you're an idiot, 1235 01:04:06,680 --> 01:04:12,000 Speaker 3: and I'm like, dude, I know. And those guys I 1236 01:04:12,040 --> 01:04:14,240 Speaker 3: was broken and they kind of put me back together again. 1237 01:04:14,280 --> 01:04:17,760 Speaker 3: They gave me permission. They gave me permission to like 1238 01:04:18,800 --> 01:04:21,880 Speaker 3: have retained some sense of dignity and just try and 1239 01:04:22,440 --> 01:04:24,720 Speaker 3: learn from this mistake and own this mistake. 1240 01:04:25,240 --> 01:04:25,479 Speaker 4: Right. 1241 01:04:26,080 --> 01:04:28,240 Speaker 3: And it wasn't for them, I don't know where I 1242 01:04:28,240 --> 01:04:31,280 Speaker 3: would be. I might not even be here. Yeah, So, 1243 01:04:31,520 --> 01:04:33,440 Speaker 3: I mean there's a story. It's not a story I 1244 01:04:33,440 --> 01:04:35,760 Speaker 3: would think would ever happen, especially like a positive story 1245 01:04:35,800 --> 01:04:41,200 Speaker 3: on Reddit. Right, happened. It definitely does happen. But I'll 1246 01:04:41,200 --> 01:04:45,320 Speaker 3: always be grateful to those guys for sure. So that 1247 01:04:45,400 --> 01:04:48,960 Speaker 3: was in June twenty nineteen. And then about almost a 1248 01:04:49,080 --> 01:04:52,800 Speaker 3: year later, exactly June twenty twenty, a journalist contacted me. 1249 01:04:52,960 --> 01:04:55,160 Speaker 4: I'm asking if I wanted to tell my story. It 1250 01:04:55,240 --> 01:04:57,360 Speaker 4: remained anonymous, and I'm like. 1251 01:04:57,400 --> 01:05:00,360 Speaker 3: Dude, no, right, Like I didn't get back to her 1252 01:05:00,400 --> 01:05:02,919 Speaker 3: for like a month, and I'm like, dude, fuck that shit. 1253 01:05:03,360 --> 01:05:05,760 Speaker 3: Are you serious? Fuck that noise. I don't want to 1254 01:05:05,760 --> 01:05:09,439 Speaker 3: be known as like the world's biggest idiot. My mom 1255 01:05:09,560 --> 01:05:11,200 Speaker 3: was like, you know, you can do it anonymously. 1256 01:05:11,240 --> 01:05:14,320 Speaker 7: I'm like, dude, there's no pony doing it anonymously, because 1257 01:05:14,320 --> 01:05:16,000 Speaker 7: if I'm going to do it, I have to go 1258 01:05:16,040 --> 01:05:18,280 Speaker 7: on the record, because otherwise it'd be too easy for 1259 01:05:18,320 --> 01:05:21,160 Speaker 7: any person who follows you to dismiss it, like some 1260 01:05:21,240 --> 01:05:22,880 Speaker 7: anonymous dude says. 1261 01:05:23,600 --> 01:05:24,640 Speaker 4: It's like, dude, shut. 1262 01:05:24,480 --> 01:05:27,080 Speaker 3: Up right, Like no, no one's gonna believe that. And 1263 01:05:27,120 --> 01:05:29,760 Speaker 3: then like a month later, I just I was just 1264 01:05:29,800 --> 01:05:32,360 Speaker 3: like read because I read that post every now and 1265 01:05:32,360 --> 01:05:34,960 Speaker 3: again just to read the comments, just to remind myself, right, 1266 01:05:35,680 --> 01:05:38,680 Speaker 3: And they only asked me to do one thing, and 1267 01:05:38,760 --> 01:05:41,800 Speaker 3: that was tell my story. That's all I asked, all right. 1268 01:05:42,000 --> 01:05:43,960 Speaker 3: They didn't ask me to do anything else. They just 1269 01:05:44,000 --> 01:05:47,040 Speaker 3: asked me to tell my story. And I was like, man, 1270 01:05:47,240 --> 01:05:51,280 Speaker 3: I owe these guys, Like for sure, I owe these guys. 1271 01:05:51,600 --> 01:05:53,000 Speaker 4: And they asked me to do one thing. 1272 01:05:54,520 --> 01:05:56,520 Speaker 3: I have to do it. And I thought about it, 1273 01:05:57,320 --> 01:05:59,080 Speaker 3: talked her over with my friends and family, you know, 1274 01:05:59,160 --> 01:06:01,600 Speaker 3: talk me about how this can affect job prospects and 1275 01:06:02,080 --> 01:06:05,440 Speaker 3: you know, relationships and things like that, and like you 1276 01:06:05,480 --> 01:06:06,800 Speaker 3: can't really know these things. 1277 01:06:06,880 --> 01:06:08,320 Speaker 4: It could be worse, could be better, it could be 1278 01:06:08,360 --> 01:06:08,680 Speaker 4: the same. 1279 01:06:09,240 --> 01:06:12,440 Speaker 3: Right, So at the end of the day, I was 1280 01:06:12,480 --> 01:06:16,400 Speaker 3: just like, you know, I fuck it whatever, like cares dude. 1281 01:06:16,680 --> 01:06:18,800 Speaker 3: And also I felt like this was a big burden 1282 01:06:19,120 --> 01:06:21,240 Speaker 3: on me, like this was my greatest shame, like it 1283 01:06:21,360 --> 01:06:23,959 Speaker 3: from the worst thing I've ever done in my entire life. 1284 01:06:24,240 --> 01:06:25,320 Speaker 4: I was deeply ashamed. 1285 01:06:25,600 --> 01:06:29,040 Speaker 3: So I felt like if I can just be honest, 1286 01:06:29,080 --> 01:06:32,000 Speaker 3: like then, if I can just be honest about this 1287 01:06:32,160 --> 01:06:34,720 Speaker 3: and confess and tell people that yes, I. 1288 01:06:34,720 --> 01:06:37,880 Speaker 7: Believed in this, that would remove its power over me 1289 01:06:38,280 --> 01:06:40,960 Speaker 7: in regards to having the shame, because in a way 1290 01:06:41,360 --> 01:06:42,800 Speaker 7: QAnon was still affecting my. 1291 01:06:42,800 --> 01:06:44,880 Speaker 1: Life right right, and. 1292 01:06:45,560 --> 01:06:47,840 Speaker 3: In a way, it's still kind of affecting my life. Right. 1293 01:06:47,840 --> 01:06:49,560 Speaker 3: I can now talk about it all the time, but 1294 01:06:49,920 --> 01:06:54,040 Speaker 3: it doesn't have the same mental effect. It's not that 1295 01:06:54,120 --> 01:06:57,040 Speaker 3: mental weight that's dragging me down. I like talking about it. 1296 01:06:57,080 --> 01:06:59,080 Speaker 3: I like talking about it to you guys. It's interesting. 1297 01:06:59,280 --> 01:07:00,600 Speaker 3: People have really good questions. 1298 01:07:00,880 --> 01:07:02,320 Speaker 1: Tell us how you've been trying to help your dad, 1299 01:07:02,320 --> 01:07:04,080 Speaker 1: and also, do you have any advice for people who 1300 01:07:04,080 --> 01:07:06,600 Speaker 1: have loved ones who are like stuck in quanon. 1301 01:07:06,840 --> 01:07:09,040 Speaker 3: The way I found to try and get him back 1302 01:07:09,080 --> 01:07:12,120 Speaker 3: to normal is that and didn't make the issue cute 1303 01:07:12,160 --> 01:07:13,919 Speaker 3: on im like I don't care about cute on. Forget 1304 01:07:13,960 --> 01:07:18,440 Speaker 3: about the politics. Shit, right, your behavior is unacceptable. You 1305 01:07:18,480 --> 01:07:20,960 Speaker 3: can't go out when we're going talking to our neighbors 1306 01:07:21,000 --> 01:07:23,520 Speaker 3: at a party and drone on and on and on 1307 01:07:23,600 --> 01:07:25,840 Speaker 3: for forty five minutes with some poor lady who just 1308 01:07:25,880 --> 01:07:28,640 Speaker 3: asked you how your day was going, telling her about 1309 01:07:28,720 --> 01:07:30,480 Speaker 3: fucking reptilean. You can't do that. 1310 01:07:30,560 --> 01:07:32,120 Speaker 4: That it's unacceptable. 1311 01:07:32,480 --> 01:07:35,000 Speaker 3: That's the advice I would give to people who know 1312 01:07:35,120 --> 01:07:38,480 Speaker 3: people who are inflicted by this, that forget about the 1313 01:07:38,480 --> 01:07:41,000 Speaker 3: politics and the quon all right, forget about it. I 1314 01:07:41,040 --> 01:07:43,640 Speaker 3: know it's hard to accept, but just accept that for 1315 01:07:43,800 --> 01:07:47,480 Speaker 3: now this is what they believe, right, Make the issue 1316 01:07:47,480 --> 01:07:50,560 Speaker 3: their behavior, Like quton has nothing to do with the 1317 01:07:50,600 --> 01:07:53,280 Speaker 3: fact that you spent the last week, you know, watching 1318 01:07:53,320 --> 01:07:56,320 Speaker 3: YouTube videos and you haven't taken the dog for a walk, 1319 01:07:56,400 --> 01:07:59,000 Speaker 3: or you haven't like you know, called back your accountant, 1320 01:07:59,240 --> 01:08:01,280 Speaker 3: or you missed your child's soccer game on the. 1321 01:08:01,240 --> 01:08:03,120 Speaker 4: Weekend, and that has nothing to do with Q and on. 1322 01:08:03,560 --> 01:08:04,600 Speaker 4: Just real blah blah blah. 1323 01:08:04,600 --> 01:08:06,280 Speaker 3: It's gonna take that in the command Great, are you 1324 01:08:06,280 --> 01:08:07,200 Speaker 3: gonna watch the dishes? 1325 01:08:07,440 --> 01:08:08,680 Speaker 4: ISQ gonna do my dishes? 1326 01:08:09,120 --> 01:08:11,360 Speaker 3: That's the advice I would give to someone, is I 1327 01:08:11,400 --> 01:08:12,520 Speaker 3: make the issue the behavior. 1328 01:08:13,040 --> 01:08:15,480 Speaker 2: Do you think this is about to like ramp up 1329 01:08:15,520 --> 01:08:19,759 Speaker 2: a ton or maybe start kind of settling down. 1330 01:08:20,760 --> 01:08:23,520 Speaker 4: I think we're way past the simmering downstage. 1331 01:08:23,560 --> 01:08:29,320 Speaker 3: Shit, we're way part if we hit critical mass already. Yeah, 1332 01:08:29,360 --> 01:08:32,479 Speaker 3: the Capital riots were like the result of that and 1333 01:08:33,040 --> 01:08:36,280 Speaker 3: all these bannings and stuff. Dude, this is only increasing 1334 01:08:36,360 --> 01:08:39,920 Speaker 3: Q followers, right, Like I've been scoping out a few 1335 01:08:40,000 --> 01:08:43,800 Speaker 3: q forums here and there, and like the mass exodus 1336 01:08:43,800 --> 01:08:47,920 Speaker 3: of regular Trump supporters who are now converting into form 1337 01:08:48,080 --> 01:08:52,760 Speaker 3: cultures is massive. It's massive, and the problem with the censorship. 1338 01:08:52,800 --> 01:08:55,320 Speaker 3: I'm not saying that you shouldn't sense these guys like 1339 01:08:56,000 --> 01:08:59,240 Speaker 3: you should have sensored Sydney Powell and fucking Linwood. 1340 01:08:59,520 --> 01:09:02,200 Speaker 4: Right, you should have censored them three months ago. 1341 01:09:03,280 --> 01:09:05,759 Speaker 3: Like what are you doing censoring them that you should 1342 01:09:05,760 --> 01:09:08,920 Speaker 3: have kicked Donald Trump off years ago? If you were 1343 01:09:08,960 --> 01:09:13,560 Speaker 3: going to do it, he's already reached that critical mass stage. 1344 01:09:14,040 --> 01:09:16,559 Speaker 3: It is important to reach out to these people with 1345 01:09:16,800 --> 01:09:20,000 Speaker 3: empathy and sympathy, like it really is in the sense 1346 01:09:20,080 --> 01:09:23,960 Speaker 3: that it could happen to anyone. Right, there's not a 1347 01:09:24,040 --> 01:09:27,559 Speaker 3: typical profile of someone who falls into a cult. There's 1348 01:09:27,560 --> 01:09:30,000 Speaker 3: no typical profile. There can be high IQ, low IQ, 1349 01:09:30,320 --> 01:09:34,080 Speaker 3: high empathy, low empathy, ugly attractive man, it doesn't matter. 1350 01:09:34,560 --> 01:09:37,920 Speaker 3: So as a result of that, we have to reach 1351 01:09:37,920 --> 01:09:39,680 Speaker 3: out to them as if they're human. But at the 1352 01:09:39,720 --> 01:09:42,639 Speaker 3: same time, they need to accept that they were wrong. 1353 01:09:43,240 --> 01:09:46,759 Speaker 3: You can't forgive someone until they come to you saying 1354 01:09:46,880 --> 01:09:49,040 Speaker 3: that they were wrong. Right, and if they are wrong, 1355 01:09:49,120 --> 01:09:51,880 Speaker 3: forgive them. If they asked to forgiveness for the same 1356 01:09:51,880 --> 01:09:54,400 Speaker 3: thing thirty times, then maybe you shouldn't. But like the 1357 01:09:54,439 --> 01:09:56,880 Speaker 3: first time you have forgive them, dude, Forgiveness is. 1358 01:09:56,800 --> 01:09:58,000 Speaker 4: A very powerful act. 1359 01:09:58,760 --> 01:10:00,800 Speaker 3: I think the only way get rid of it is 1360 01:10:00,840 --> 01:10:04,040 Speaker 3: like accept that they're human. But then they also have 1361 01:10:04,200 --> 01:10:07,080 Speaker 3: to accept that what they're doing, what they're advocating for 1362 01:10:07,360 --> 01:10:09,120 Speaker 3: the cure, is worse than the disease. 1363 01:10:09,560 --> 01:10:11,840 Speaker 4: But they I don't blame anyone who doesn't do that. 1364 01:10:12,479 --> 01:10:15,479 Speaker 4: How can you blame someone I thought the same thing? 1365 01:10:16,360 --> 01:10:16,639 Speaker 3: Right? 1366 01:10:16,880 --> 01:10:19,280 Speaker 4: How can I blame someone for making the same exact 1367 01:10:19,320 --> 01:10:19,840 Speaker 4: mistake that. 1368 01:10:19,800 --> 01:10:22,559 Speaker 3: I did, just because I was lucky enough by secrets 1369 01:10:22,560 --> 01:10:25,280 Speaker 3: of events to like snap out of it, like that 1370 01:10:25,720 --> 01:10:29,080 Speaker 3: wasn't like I didn't do that. That kind of just happened, right, right. 1371 01:10:29,560 --> 01:10:32,400 Speaker 1: I mean, it's a much larger conversation that we probably 1372 01:10:32,439 --> 01:10:37,120 Speaker 1: don't have time for today, But just the question of 1373 01:10:37,680 --> 01:10:40,519 Speaker 1: the question of free will and how much of the 1374 01:10:40,600 --> 01:10:44,040 Speaker 1: choices that we make is just really determined by the 1375 01:10:44,080 --> 01:10:48,559 Speaker 1: outside environment, interacting with our genes, interacting with this whatever, 1376 01:10:48,600 --> 01:10:51,360 Speaker 1: you know. I tend to err on the side of 1377 01:10:51,439 --> 01:10:55,680 Speaker 1: empathy just because I'm I have seen how easy it 1378 01:10:55,720 --> 01:10:58,960 Speaker 1: is for people to fall prey to things that later 1379 01:10:59,040 --> 01:11:02,240 Speaker 1: on they're like, what the fuck was I thinking? That's 1380 01:11:02,280 --> 01:11:05,840 Speaker 1: not me at all? But it's the right time, the 1381 01:11:05,960 --> 01:11:08,840 Speaker 1: right confluence event at the right time. I guess it 1382 01:11:08,880 --> 01:11:10,880 Speaker 1: depends on how much stock you put into free will. 1383 01:11:10,920 --> 01:11:16,280 Speaker 1: But personally, I think we're all a collection of reactions. 1384 01:11:16,880 --> 01:11:17,720 Speaker 4: I think it nailed it. 1385 01:11:18,040 --> 01:11:19,960 Speaker 3: I think if you're going to take an opinion that 1386 01:11:19,960 --> 01:11:21,880 Speaker 3: one hundred percent, that's the best opinion to take. 1387 01:11:22,600 --> 01:11:22,960 Speaker 1: Thank you. 1388 01:11:23,760 --> 01:11:27,040 Speaker 3: I agree, Like, that's that's actually what I think too, right, Like, 1389 01:11:27,120 --> 01:11:30,879 Speaker 3: I think it's a feedback loop. We project our internal 1390 01:11:31,000 --> 01:11:34,880 Speaker 3: conflicts onto the society. Society then takes those and brings 1391 01:11:34,920 --> 01:11:36,280 Speaker 3: it back to us, and then it just. 1392 01:11:36,240 --> 01:11:37,559 Speaker 4: Goes round and round and round. 1393 01:11:37,600 --> 01:11:40,400 Speaker 3: And but more than anything, you have to give them 1394 01:11:40,439 --> 01:11:44,280 Speaker 3: an incentive to come back right, right, Like if there's 1395 01:11:44,320 --> 01:11:46,320 Speaker 3: no incentive, if you're just going to really kill them 1396 01:11:46,360 --> 01:11:48,640 Speaker 3: and make fun of them, and that is fun, Like 1397 01:11:48,680 --> 01:11:53,280 Speaker 3: I've done it. 1398 01:11:51,360 --> 01:11:54,960 Speaker 4: Fine, whatever, anything in moderation, but like, fundamentally, when push 1399 01:11:54,960 --> 01:11:56,599 Speaker 4: comes to shout, dude, yeah, you've got to give them 1400 01:11:56,600 --> 01:11:59,040 Speaker 4: an incentive. Otherwise, what's their incentive Exactly? 1401 01:12:00,040 --> 01:12:03,839 Speaker 3: I don't have the disrespected, the ripped of the dgity, 1402 01:12:04,000 --> 01:12:06,160 Speaker 3: the ego is completely shredded. 1403 01:12:06,160 --> 01:12:08,080 Speaker 4: There's no incentive for them to come back, and. 1404 01:12:08,000 --> 01:12:10,720 Speaker 1: They want right And obviously that doesn't mean that if 1405 01:12:10,720 --> 01:12:13,680 Speaker 1: somebody commits an act of violence. They shouldn't face consequences 1406 01:12:13,680 --> 01:12:16,240 Speaker 1: for it. Of course they should, but that is a 1407 01:12:16,280 --> 01:12:19,080 Speaker 1: separate thing from someone who just has fallen down a 1408 01:12:19,160 --> 01:12:21,719 Speaker 1: rabbit hole and needs a little bit of help coming 1409 01:12:21,720 --> 01:12:22,000 Speaker 1: out of it. 1410 01:12:22,520 --> 01:12:24,680 Speaker 2: Well, I hope you can turn some of that forgiveness 1411 01:12:24,720 --> 01:12:27,200 Speaker 2: back on yourself, because you deserve it. 1412 01:12:28,280 --> 01:12:29,559 Speaker 4: I'm trying. I'm trying. 1413 01:12:29,720 --> 01:12:32,519 Speaker 2: I think it's really important what you're doing. So thank you. 1414 01:12:32,920 --> 01:12:36,160 Speaker 1: I do too. Do you have any like social media 1415 01:12:36,160 --> 01:12:37,800 Speaker 1: you'd like to shout out or anything like that. 1416 01:12:38,160 --> 01:12:39,960 Speaker 4: Yeah, I guess like I have Facebook. 1417 01:12:40,080 --> 01:12:45,040 Speaker 3: Please don't contact me on Facebook, all right, but yeah, 1418 01:12:45,040 --> 01:12:47,719 Speaker 3: I just find on Twitter. It's just at to talk today, Joe, 1419 01:12:47,920 --> 01:12:50,839 Speaker 3: I have the glorious number of one hundred and sixty followers, 1420 01:12:50,880 --> 01:12:53,240 Speaker 3: which I'm happy with you. By the way, if I 1421 01:12:53,600 --> 01:12:56,000 Speaker 3: want to follow up, like one hundred and sixty people 1422 01:12:56,040 --> 01:12:58,080 Speaker 3: want to listen to the clap, I have to say, 1423 01:12:58,200 --> 01:13:00,000 Speaker 3: what wait? 1424 01:13:00,200 --> 01:13:08,280 Speaker 1: Was I the one hundred and sixtieth actually growing? Could 1425 01:13:08,280 --> 01:13:09,200 Speaker 1: you start for us? 1426 01:13:09,560 --> 01:13:14,160 Speaker 3: Yeah? It's at J I T A R T H 1427 01:13:15,080 --> 01:13:18,680 Speaker 3: J A D E J perfect. 1428 01:13:19,000 --> 01:13:21,519 Speaker 1: Thank you so much. I really appreciate you coming on 1429 01:13:21,640 --> 01:13:22,240 Speaker 1: and thank you. 1430 01:13:22,160 --> 01:13:24,439 Speaker 3: Guys too, like, thank you for talking about this is 1431 01:13:24,520 --> 01:13:25,879 Speaker 3: this is really important stuff. 1432 01:13:26,240 --> 01:13:30,799 Speaker 1: Oh man, what a time. Okay, Megan, time for the question. 1433 01:13:31,160 --> 01:13:34,160 Speaker 1: Oh boy. Okay, I'm gonna phrase it in a specific 1434 01:13:34,200 --> 01:13:40,439 Speaker 1: way though. Okay, So would you join QAnon from the 1435 01:13:40,560 --> 01:13:46,879 Speaker 1: lens of this sort of wellness anti vaxer all organic 1436 01:13:46,960 --> 01:13:49,400 Speaker 1: food like jake and jelly perspective? 1437 01:13:49,760 --> 01:13:50,000 Speaker 2: Fuck? 1438 01:13:50,120 --> 01:13:50,160 Speaker 4: No. 1439 01:13:50,680 --> 01:13:55,800 Speaker 2: However, I can very much see myself getting involved in 1440 01:13:56,000 --> 01:13:59,719 Speaker 2: a conspiracy theory that I did a lot of research 1441 01:13:59,760 --> 01:14:02,519 Speaker 2: on it came to believe was true. I haven't done 1442 01:14:02,560 --> 01:14:04,719 Speaker 2: that yet, but mostly because I hate research. 1443 01:14:05,800 --> 01:14:08,080 Speaker 1: What do you think would be the kind that would get. 1444 01:14:07,960 --> 01:14:12,679 Speaker 2: You aliens right at the tip of my tongue. I mean, 1445 01:14:13,200 --> 01:14:15,919 Speaker 2: I think mostly everyone is starting to agree that aliens 1446 01:14:15,920 --> 01:14:18,400 Speaker 2: are real. But you know, they could say like they're 1447 01:14:18,439 --> 01:14:20,960 Speaker 2: living among us and the government's been hiding it from us, 1448 01:14:21,000 --> 01:14:22,920 Speaker 2: and there's one in your basement, and I would be like, 1449 01:14:23,040 --> 01:14:26,439 Speaker 2: that's true, that's absolutely true. And maybe aliens is a 1450 01:14:26,439 --> 01:14:29,840 Speaker 2: bad example because they are so normalized now. But just 1451 01:14:29,880 --> 01:14:33,639 Speaker 2: like I do, think our government lies about absolutely everything 1452 01:14:33,680 --> 01:14:38,000 Speaker 2: it can. And I can see myself, you know, getting 1453 01:14:38,320 --> 01:14:41,679 Speaker 2: stuck on an issue that maybe isn't as black as 1454 01:14:41,800 --> 01:14:42,880 Speaker 2: and white as it seems. 1455 01:14:43,200 --> 01:14:46,080 Speaker 1: Totally. I mean, yeah, there have been real government conspiracies. 1456 01:14:46,120 --> 01:14:48,080 Speaker 1: And Jatarth made a great point when he's like how 1457 01:14:48,160 --> 01:14:50,439 Speaker 1: it can be hard to tell the difference. Yes, yes, 1458 01:14:50,800 --> 01:14:54,800 Speaker 1: but that's why we look for evidence. Yes, yes, that 1459 01:14:55,920 --> 01:14:59,280 Speaker 1: old thing, and we trust. We look for trusted sources 1460 01:14:59,280 --> 01:15:03,880 Speaker 1: who are not and some anonymous posters on the internet. Amen, 1461 01:15:04,439 --> 01:15:06,320 Speaker 1: Oh my god, what if I was cue. 1462 01:15:06,920 --> 01:15:14,800 Speaker 2: I would be so confused. I want to know who 1463 01:15:14,800 --> 01:15:15,920 Speaker 2: it is so badly. 1464 01:15:16,360 --> 01:15:19,599 Speaker 1: I mean, I think there's some strong hypotheses about who 1465 01:15:19,640 --> 01:15:21,200 Speaker 1: it is and it's just like a like that a 1466 01:15:21,360 --> 01:15:23,719 Speaker 1: chan guy or whatever, right or four chance? I can't 1467 01:15:23,720 --> 01:15:27,360 Speaker 1: remember some Chan it's a chan guy, a chan man. 1468 01:15:27,600 --> 01:15:29,960 Speaker 1: But I just want to know, like what what is 1469 01:15:30,000 --> 01:15:32,599 Speaker 1: the motivation? Like do they believe it or they must 1470 01:15:32,600 --> 01:15:34,559 Speaker 1: believe it? Right, yeah, they must believe it. 1471 01:15:34,680 --> 01:15:35,200 Speaker 4: Yeah. 1472 01:15:35,280 --> 01:15:39,639 Speaker 1: Well anyway, uh, I hope you all are like breathing 1473 01:15:39,640 --> 01:15:43,559 Speaker 1: through this week and not not too overwhelmed. 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