WEBVTT - Bye Bus Driver 0:00:00.160 --> 0:00:03.119 Welcome to Carefully Reckless, the production of Our Heart Radio 0:00:03.240 --> 0:00:15.600 and the Black Effects, And just like that, we're back 0:00:15.600 --> 0:00:18.640 on the air. Welcome back to get another Carefully Reckless episode. 0:00:18.880 --> 0:00:21.200 What's Your Girl? Just hilarious And I'm here with my 0:00:21.280 --> 0:00:25.239 sister Shaye, Say, what's up? Yo? Yo? What the holds that? 0:00:26.160 --> 0:00:29.400 I know? Where the fuck the holes at? Okay? So 0:00:30.000 --> 0:00:32.200 she feeling some type of way, all right, So listen, 0:00:32.320 --> 0:00:37.000 Shae just had her heartbroken, you know, and she's experiencing 0:00:37.479 --> 0:00:41.240 the symptoms of a heartbreak. And she always got a story, 0:00:41.360 --> 0:00:43.920 y'all know, y'all been telling me this. You've been telling 0:00:43.920 --> 0:00:46.479 me she always got a story. So I'm gonna let 0:00:46.479 --> 0:00:49.720 her tell the story. Sha tell him what happened first, 0:00:49.760 --> 0:00:53.159 the fucking all first, the fucking all first, the fun 0:00:53.320 --> 0:00:57.200 of all. You mean? So, you guys, I have been 0:00:57.440 --> 0:01:01.560 dating this guy for months. Yes, I'm gonna go like 0:01:01.640 --> 0:01:05.039 the white people, but they talk about babies some dating 0:01:05.040 --> 0:01:08.440 the guy for twenty eight months. He was my baby, yo. 0:01:10.000 --> 0:01:12.560 So I've been dating this guy for a little over 0:01:12.640 --> 0:01:19.640 two years and everything was great. Our kids were friends. 0:01:19.720 --> 0:01:22.840 He has three kids, I have three kids. We often 0:01:22.880 --> 0:01:25.880 talked about like bretty bunch ship and meshing families and 0:01:25.920 --> 0:01:30.360 stuff like that. Things seemed okay, but every time you 0:01:30.440 --> 0:01:34.720 turned around, things seemed a little rocky, and he put 0:01:34.760 --> 0:01:39.000 me at fault for some ship that wasn't even that serious. 0:01:40.160 --> 0:01:43.520 And I didn't realize that the ship wasn't even really 0:01:43.520 --> 0:01:48.240 that serious. I just found myself trying to continuously fix 0:01:48.520 --> 0:01:51.880 that situation or fix what he said was wrong, because 0:01:52.720 --> 0:01:54.680 I loved him and I wanted things to work and 0:01:54.720 --> 0:01:57.880 I wanted to be with him. This man, you know, 0:01:58.040 --> 0:02:01.800 was super involved with My children are very close to 0:02:02.040 --> 0:02:05.560 my youngest. You know, she's so so lovable. I mean, 0:02:05.640 --> 0:02:07.880 picking the kids up from school, picking ash up too, 0:02:08.800 --> 0:02:11.960 spoiling my children as if they were his, referring to 0:02:12.000 --> 0:02:14.800 my children as his bonus children, going to pick the 0:02:14.840 --> 0:02:17.119 kids up from school, and even writing on the sign 0:02:17.160 --> 0:02:22.760 out sheets Stepdad like a bit extreme. Yeah, something has 0:02:22.760 --> 0:02:25.480 been telling me for I want to say, probably for 0:02:25.600 --> 0:02:28.840 at least the last month, that something wasn't right. He 0:02:28.919 --> 0:02:31.760 wasn't at the house as much as he used to be. 0:02:32.120 --> 0:02:34.320 We went from having sex three to four times a 0:02:34.320 --> 0:02:38.040 week to having sex once a week. He went from 0:02:38.160 --> 0:02:40.560 spending the night three to four times a week to 0:02:40.639 --> 0:02:43.320 spending the night, maybe like only three times this whole 0:02:43.400 --> 0:02:47.839 year so far, April exactly. He woke me up every 0:02:47.840 --> 0:02:49.959 morning knowing that I had to get the kids together. 0:02:50.280 --> 0:02:52.720 He's a bus driver. Sometimes, like if my phone was 0:02:52.760 --> 0:02:54.480 dead or something like that, he would literally drive the 0:02:54.480 --> 0:02:58.040 bus to my house, parking around the corner and happen 0:02:58.080 --> 0:03:00.760 his unicycle and come in the house and wake me up. 0:03:01.000 --> 0:03:03.160 Hold on, I know you even just said this name. 0:03:03.720 --> 0:03:07.120 What hot bought the bus that he parked around the 0:03:07.120 --> 0:03:14.280 corner with passengers on it, No passengers yet, they say, yo, 0:03:14.360 --> 0:03:17.360 do don't say and tell me that ship yo? All right? No? Okay. 0:03:17.880 --> 0:03:21.400 So he would talk the bus around the corner and walk. No, 0:03:21.480 --> 0:03:26.920 he wouldn't walk. He would hop on a unicycle the 0:03:26.960 --> 0:03:30.760 one will jump, yeah, the electric unicycle. He wasn't pedaling 0:03:31.000 --> 0:03:38.440 so on some small cop ship. Yeah. He would just 0:03:38.600 --> 0:03:40.880 right around the corner. And he was coming in like 0:03:41.520 --> 0:03:43.000 you gotta get up, you gotta get the kids together. 0:03:43.040 --> 0:03:46.040 And I'm like, oh, shoot, okay, thank you. You give 0:03:46.040 --> 0:03:48.160 me kids on my head and depth because he got 0:03:48.160 --> 0:03:50.880 to go to his first stop to pick the people up, 0:03:51.280 --> 0:03:55.400 then hop back on the uni. I suppose right around 0:03:56.200 --> 0:03:58.880 and right around the corner I bought there in the 0:03:58.880 --> 0:04:02.240 second one, I back the bus. Yes, yes, that's what 0:04:02.280 --> 0:04:03.880 he did. If that ain't love, I don't know what 0:04:03.880 --> 0:04:06.600 the fun is because if somebody's phone is did, that's 0:04:06.640 --> 0:04:09.120 your responsibility. I got a whole bus I'm supposed to 0:04:09.120 --> 0:04:12.160 be taking to my first stop. But you know he 0:04:12.240 --> 0:04:14.440 did that because he carred. It is more than caring, 0:04:14.560 --> 0:04:18.600 because he obviously loved me. Because only someone that loves 0:04:18.640 --> 0:04:23.320 someone would do something that extreme. Yeah, my woman's intuition 0:04:23.480 --> 0:04:25.760 kicked in. I'm just like, okay, So the girl that 0:04:25.920 --> 0:04:29.320 does his hair, she's also a bus driver, she commented 0:04:29.440 --> 0:04:33.039 on my story a few days ago, and something was 0:04:33.120 --> 0:04:37.440 just like, ask her if he talks to anybody because 0:04:37.440 --> 0:04:41.280 she does his head. You know how stylists or barber's, 0:04:41.320 --> 0:04:44.720 anybody that's behind you doing any kind of service for you, 0:04:44.839 --> 0:04:47.080 they always glance over. You know, they may look at 0:04:47.080 --> 0:04:48.760 your phone, not like really staring in it, but they 0:04:48.839 --> 0:04:51.120 glance and see, like what you're doing. You know, I 0:04:51.120 --> 0:04:53.679 would have been a nosy bitch before. Yo, wait a minute, 0:04:53.720 --> 0:04:57.000 that is so crazy. How you even think like that? 0:04:57.440 --> 0:04:59.080 He gets his head nune by her, so she could 0:04:59.080 --> 0:05:02.800 be watching his phone. Your whole mind thinks like that 0:05:02.880 --> 0:05:10.080 you're crazy anyway, continue but um damn and I am, um, 0:05:10.080 --> 0:05:15.200 that's funny as ship. So I asked her. I'm like, hey, girl, 0:05:15.560 --> 0:05:18.920 because everyone will remain nameless, I got something to ask you. 0:05:19.080 --> 0:05:21.720 Can you stay between you and I? She was like, sure, 0:05:21.760 --> 0:05:24.120 what's up? Mind you? This is like damn they one 0:05:24.120 --> 0:05:26.960 o'clock in the morning. I said, I funk with such 0:05:27.000 --> 0:05:29.960 and such. We've been working with each other for the 0:05:30.040 --> 0:05:32.440 last two years. And I know you do his hair. 0:05:32.640 --> 0:05:34.880 You also work with him. Do you know if he's 0:05:34.920 --> 0:05:38.840 working with somebody? Because my women's intuition is just it 0:05:38.920 --> 0:05:41.039 is saying something different and I'm just like, you know 0:05:41.080 --> 0:05:43.960 what the is going on? She was like wait, what, 0:05:44.560 --> 0:05:46.919 Like do you have proof of that? Like, what do 0:05:46.920 --> 0:05:49.039 you mean? She's like, do you have proof that y'all 0:05:49.200 --> 0:05:52.159 mess with each other? I have tons of pictures, tons 0:05:52.200 --> 0:05:56.880 of videos. So I sent this to her and she's like, Wow, 0:05:57.080 --> 0:06:00.320 this is more than I can even take in right now. 0:06:00.560 --> 0:06:02.280 I know I said that I wouldn't say anything, but 0:06:02.320 --> 0:06:04.560 the person that he deals with because he does deal 0:06:04.640 --> 0:06:07.839 with someone is extremely close to me. Come to find out, 0:06:08.160 --> 0:06:12.360 Shorty is her best friend, best fucking friends. I don't 0:06:12.360 --> 0:06:14.839 know if they like best work friends or what. But 0:06:15.120 --> 0:06:18.039 she was like, I can't hold the same well they're 0:06:18.040 --> 0:06:20.080 all on the same job. Oh and she didn't know 0:06:20.120 --> 0:06:23.360 that you dealt with him. No, nobody knew, you know. 0:06:23.520 --> 0:06:27.000 And that's another thing. I actually asked him because the 0:06:27.040 --> 0:06:29.679 girl that is his stylist, I went to high school 0:06:29.680 --> 0:06:31.960 with her, so her and I have a relationship. We 0:06:32.000 --> 0:06:34.360 literally grew up in the band together in high school. 0:06:34.680 --> 0:06:36.760 It was on the band. Definitely was in the band 0:06:37.080 --> 0:06:41.239 one time in band camp. It was in the band. 0:06:41.560 --> 0:06:43.880 So you know, her and I have our own little 0:06:43.920 --> 0:06:46.680 separate relationship. It's not like we were extremely close to 0:06:46.680 --> 0:06:48.800 anything like that. But you know how you just you're 0:06:48.839 --> 0:06:50.719 cool with somebody and you just continue to be cool 0:06:50.760 --> 0:06:52.520 with them. There's never any bad blood every time you 0:06:52.560 --> 0:06:55.320 link up. It's just it's a good time. That is 0:06:55.560 --> 0:06:59.479 where I am with the stylist. And she told the 0:06:59.520 --> 0:07:01.240 girl and she hit me back and it it was just 0:07:01.279 --> 0:07:03.080 like she would like to talk to you, and I'm 0:07:03.120 --> 0:07:05.960 just like, look, I ain't trying to beef with nobody. 0:07:05.960 --> 0:07:08.360 I ain't trying to argue with nobody, Like that's not 0:07:08.400 --> 0:07:10.239 my ship. She was just like she's not like that either. 0:07:10.560 --> 0:07:13.480 Just like you wanted answers, she wants answers as well. 0:07:13.720 --> 0:07:15.480 And I don't want to be the one giving you 0:07:15.520 --> 0:07:18.640 these answers. That's crazy. I remember going through ship like this, like, 0:07:18.640 --> 0:07:22.559 oh my god, nothing is like you find out that 0:07:22.800 --> 0:07:24.960 somebody is working with the guy you're working with, like, 0:07:25.000 --> 0:07:28.880 oh my god, like, don't it's sucking tragic. I haven't. 0:07:28.920 --> 0:07:31.640 I have not had to go through anything like this, 0:07:32.000 --> 0:07:35.720 and God knows when. Yeah, I don't go through ship 0:07:35.760 --> 0:07:38.960 like this because normally when I'm working with somebody or 0:07:39.000 --> 0:07:41.640 I'm dating somebody or whatever however you want to put it, 0:07:42.680 --> 0:07:45.520 these men they're not stringing me along to the point 0:07:45.520 --> 0:07:49.080 where they're well endoal in my life or in my 0:07:49.200 --> 0:07:52.760 kids lives. This is a second time through this tumble 0:07:52.800 --> 0:07:55.720 baby girlfrither. I mean, but that was that was so long. 0:07:55.760 --> 0:07:57.440 But I was eight years ago. I haven't had no 0:07:57.480 --> 0:08:00.320 heartbreak in eight years. Nobody was able to get that 0:08:00.360 --> 0:08:02.920 close to me, you know, because for the most part, 0:08:03.320 --> 0:08:07.240 these niggas be sort of kinda up front. They don't 0:08:07.240 --> 0:08:08.960 sit there and be like, oh, I'm trying to build 0:08:09.000 --> 0:08:11.160 a family with you. Oh these are my bonus kids. 0:08:11.200 --> 0:08:13.760 They just be like, Oh, when you're coming over, niggas 0:08:13.880 --> 0:08:17.160 just be fucking and hanging out with you. And that 0:08:17.360 --> 0:08:20.480 right there, if you have common sense, that's basically you 0:08:20.520 --> 0:08:22.560 know what it is. It is what it is. We fuck, 0:08:22.800 --> 0:08:25.160 we hang out, we chill. But I ain't know, Oh, 0:08:25.240 --> 0:08:27.080 do the kids need anything? The kids hungry? That the 0:08:27.120 --> 0:08:28.760 kids eat you and pick the kids up from school? 0:08:28.800 --> 0:08:30.880 Is none of that. The guys that I've had on 0:08:30.920 --> 0:08:34.280 the back burner all of those years after that heartbreak 0:08:34.320 --> 0:08:38.600 eight years ago, they've never displayed these feelings and trying 0:08:38.640 --> 0:08:42.920 to care and build bonds with my fucking children. So 0:08:43.000 --> 0:08:45.200 that is disturbing. I talked to Shorty on the phone. 0:08:45.480 --> 0:08:48.720 Shorty said he's logged into her Facebook on his phone. 0:08:49.360 --> 0:08:52.240 He checks her phone every night. They've been working with 0:08:52.280 --> 0:08:54.800 each other since August of mind you, him and I've 0:08:54.800 --> 0:08:58.760 been working with each other since January of Actually, he 0:08:58.840 --> 0:09:01.760 slid in my d m andeen when you fired me, 0:09:02.240 --> 0:09:04.240 and he slid in my damn. He always gotta bring 0:09:04.320 --> 0:09:07.920 up when I fired you. She always gotta bring it up. 0:09:08.240 --> 0:09:10.200 I became a brokeye real quick because I am just 0:09:10.280 --> 0:09:13.080 hilarious paying me and broke because that's because she wanted 0:09:13.120 --> 0:09:16.600 to be a bit. I became a brokey real quick. 0:09:16.600 --> 0:09:19.520 So I was like, man, fun, just hilarious. Her money. 0:09:19.679 --> 0:09:21.640 I'm gonna get some money on social media with these 0:09:21.640 --> 0:09:23.720 little followers I got. I'm about to do some promo 0:09:23.840 --> 0:09:25.920 about to post people ship. He hopped in my d 0:09:26.120 --> 0:09:29.720 M and wanted promo because he raps. He wraps about 0:09:29.720 --> 0:09:32.720 the bus. So he's a rapping bus driver. Yes he is. 0:09:32.760 --> 0:09:35.319 He's a rapping bus driver. He's pretty good, and he 0:09:35.360 --> 0:09:37.680 wraps about the bus. He wraps about the pretty good. 0:09:38.360 --> 0:09:40.320 He writes about the bus. He raps on the bus, 0:09:41.040 --> 0:09:43.520 and um, he bust one of his raps. I don't 0:09:43.520 --> 0:09:45.840 even want to I do. I ain't about to give 0:09:45.880 --> 0:09:48.520 him that conshine. You'll know the bus rap I do 0:09:48.880 --> 0:09:51.000 because I love that nixt he'd be talking about the seats, 0:09:51.920 --> 0:09:53.520 be talking about the fair box and the people that 0:09:53.600 --> 0:09:55.640 get on and off, the people that get on and off. 0:09:55.760 --> 0:09:58.640 Yes he does, like the Curry kids all that. No, 0:09:58.760 --> 0:10:01.000 not only cry kids riding to bust. I'm just saying, like, 0:10:01.080 --> 0:10:02.960 do he be talking about he talks about all of 0:10:02.960 --> 0:10:05.320 the motherfucker's like everybody to get on that bitch. He 0:10:05.400 --> 0:10:07.880 talks about him the kids. The old people don't talk 0:10:07.920 --> 0:10:12.560 about the kids. He talked about maybe them high school kids. 0:10:12.559 --> 0:10:15.439 But yeah, that's what I mean. Yeah, he talks about him. 0:10:15.880 --> 0:10:17.800 Hold up, hold up, I know the ship getting good, 0:10:17.800 --> 0:10:20.080 but listen to just a couple of seconds of a commercial. 0:10:20.160 --> 0:10:23.559 If you love me, you'll listen. He's soft a ship 0:10:23.720 --> 0:10:25.720 like I'm used to dealing with hood niggas. You know 0:10:25.800 --> 0:10:30.800 that he's a soft as rapping, bust dry. I'm just 0:10:30.840 --> 0:10:32.680 trying to get it, Damn. I'm trying to making people 0:10:32.760 --> 0:10:37.080 understand we'll be dealing with in now. That does not 0:10:37.160 --> 0:10:40.120 take away from the fact that he's a great father. 0:10:41.000 --> 0:10:42.600 And I guess if you need him to be a friend, 0:10:42.679 --> 0:10:47.160 he's a great friend. I don't know, because, like y'all, 0:10:47.240 --> 0:10:49.760 was really like my best friend. Like I can literally 0:10:50.240 --> 0:10:52.680 beat myself around him, like and it's the last time 0:10:52.720 --> 0:10:55.360 I was able to be myself around somebody was eight 0:10:55.440 --> 0:10:58.280 years ago. Like I know, this is c Mr Gross 0:10:58.320 --> 0:11:01.240 or whatever, like past gas dig up my nose if 0:11:01.240 --> 0:11:02.960 I need to, like anything, I was able to be 0:11:03.440 --> 0:11:06.760 myself around him, and that made me feel comfortable. The 0:11:06.800 --> 0:11:09.000 fact that I could talk to him about anything was 0:11:09.120 --> 0:11:11.720 special to me. I felt like he would talk to 0:11:11.760 --> 0:11:14.600 me about anything as well, but obviously the funk nu. 0:11:17.480 --> 0:11:21.000 But I talked to show me on the phone. She 0:11:21.120 --> 0:11:23.000 was saying, oh, you know all the stuff that he does. 0:11:23.120 --> 0:11:24.880 She was just like, you know, he has a key 0:11:24.920 --> 0:11:26.560 to my house. And I'm like, he got a key 0:11:26.559 --> 0:11:27.960 to my house too. She was like, well, I also 0:11:28.000 --> 0:11:29.520 have a key to his house. I was like, well, damn, 0:11:30.080 --> 0:11:32.480 I don't got no key to his house, but I 0:11:32.520 --> 0:11:34.520 ain't never want one, but damn, like he just gives 0:11:34.520 --> 0:11:36.839 She was like, well I asked for it. I'm like, damn. 0:11:36.840 --> 0:11:38.120 And that right there was just like kind of like 0:11:38.160 --> 0:11:40.920 a smack in the face, and I'm just like, wow, 0:11:41.040 --> 0:11:44.360 like he cares enough about her to give her a 0:11:44.440 --> 0:11:49.040 key and I ain't asked one even bit. Where my 0:11:49.080 --> 0:11:52.200 motherfucker key damn? You know. So that was like that 0:11:52.360 --> 0:11:54.480 right there. It was a smack in the face, and 0:11:54.600 --> 0:11:55.880 you know, I'm just like, you know, he has a 0:11:55.880 --> 0:11:58.480 bond with my kids, like especially the youngest one, And 0:11:58.520 --> 0:12:00.199 she was like, he had a bomb with my son too, 0:12:00.320 --> 0:12:03.559 and I'm like, damn, Like for real, yo, while his 0:12:03.760 --> 0:12:06.599 serial bonding with people's fucking kids and ship like it 0:12:06.720 --> 0:12:10.880 really it's we that is a mental illness, because if 0:12:10.920 --> 0:12:13.560 you know that you don't want to pursue somebody in 0:12:13.600 --> 0:12:16.600 the long run, why the funk are you building bonds 0:12:16.679 --> 0:12:19.560 with their children. He's taking my son to get his 0:12:19.600 --> 0:12:25.240 hair cut. He's done so much over this two year 0:12:25.280 --> 0:12:29.280 time frame. We went to Vegas for my birthday in September. 0:12:30.559 --> 0:12:34.600 My birthday September two. Okay, her birthday is September one child. 0:12:34.679 --> 0:12:39.079 He must love a virgo. Oh my going. So while 0:12:39.120 --> 0:12:42.080 we were in Vegas for my birthday, he told her 0:12:42.120 --> 0:12:44.680 that he was in Vegas for music. They needed a 0:12:44.760 --> 0:12:48.080 surfacet wrapping bus driver, I guess, so to come through 0:12:48.200 --> 0:12:50.559 Vegas and perform. First of all, let me tell you 0:12:50.559 --> 0:12:52.520 about when we went to Vegas. He opened the suitcase. 0:12:52.520 --> 0:12:55.680 He had a unicycle in the suitcase, and I was 0:12:55.800 --> 0:12:59.120 very upset, and I'm just like, that's why. Then Southwest 0:12:59.200 --> 0:13:00.600 was saying it ship was too you have, because why 0:13:00.640 --> 0:13:04.360 the funk would you bring that? He had to pay 0:13:04.440 --> 0:13:06.800 extra because why the funk would you bring that unity 0:13:06.840 --> 0:13:08.680 go in the suitcase. And then he was using my 0:13:08.720 --> 0:13:11.120 suitcase and that sho could have messed my fucking zipper 0:13:11.240 --> 0:13:15.040 up the fuck. So, I mean, granted, you know, he 0:13:15.080 --> 0:13:18.319 don't drink or whatever, so I'm fucked up. He's my 0:13:18.440 --> 0:13:22.160 designated person, you know, to make sure I'm together. And 0:13:22.240 --> 0:13:24.720 I was super funked up the day before my birthday 0:13:24.880 --> 0:13:26.920 and she was like, you know, I was talking to 0:13:27.000 --> 0:13:29.240 her while he was in Vegas, like this bitch really 0:13:29.679 --> 0:13:32.400 not her but him. This bitch really left me in 0:13:32.440 --> 0:13:34.800 there fucked up, laying in the bed and was talking 0:13:34.840 --> 0:13:37.440 to this bitch on her birthday while he on my 0:13:37.520 --> 0:13:40.120 birthday churped with me. I'm just trying to figure out 0:13:40.600 --> 0:13:44.080 why he did not walk away. He could have walked away. 0:13:44.080 --> 0:13:46.800 He had tons of chances to walk away. I think 0:13:46.800 --> 0:13:50.839 it was the sex, because you that guawk and that 0:13:51.000 --> 0:13:57.079 Selurby slurb beach it's okay and although she ain't got 0:13:57.080 --> 0:14:05.120 that white meat yeah show. So Saturday, I went to 0:14:05.520 --> 0:14:08.679 a good friend of mine's comedy show and I hit 0:14:09.200 --> 0:14:11.480 the guy that I've been dating, and I saw that 0:14:11.640 --> 0:14:14.640 my messages were not being delivered, and I'm like, well, 0:14:14.679 --> 0:14:16.360 maybe his phone is dead. And I'm just like, no, 0:14:16.520 --> 0:14:19.400 it's Saturday, Like what the hell? So I'll call his phone. 0:14:21.080 --> 0:14:24.640 It goes straight to voicemail. M hm, Well maybe he's 0:14:24.720 --> 0:14:30.080 dilling out let me call again, it goes straight to voicemail. Okay, 0:14:30.480 --> 0:14:35.240 I'm fucking crazy. Let me call again. It goes straight 0:14:35.320 --> 0:14:38.360 to voicemail. So I'm a old school Star sixty seven. 0:14:38.800 --> 0:14:43.920 The phone rings. Wow, oh okay, well maybe I'm tramping 0:14:44.360 --> 0:14:48.880 Star sixty seven again. The phone rings. Okay, No, Star 0:14:49.000 --> 0:14:54.760 sixty seven. Straight to voicemail. Okay, So he has me blocked? 0:14:55.840 --> 0:14:59.120 Why am I blocked? So I sent him a text, 0:14:59.160 --> 0:15:01.280 and I'm just like, I think I see what's going on. 0:15:01.640 --> 0:15:03.560 You know, I guess maybe we should just call this 0:15:03.720 --> 0:15:05.480 quits because I don't know why you blocked me. I 0:15:05.520 --> 0:15:08.680 didn't do anything to you, and you left me on 0:15:08.800 --> 0:15:12.120 red and didn't say anything. So after I talked to 0:15:12.160 --> 0:15:15.440 his stylus and she basically said whatever whatever. I was 0:15:15.480 --> 0:15:17.760 just like, you know, I'm gonna learn him over here. 0:15:18.040 --> 0:15:20.040 I told him, just come over here so we can 0:15:20.120 --> 0:15:21.960 have sex my last time. I want to come, Like 0:15:22.040 --> 0:15:25.360 I don't, I'm trying to. Yeah, Like he was like, 0:15:25.840 --> 0:15:27.320 all right, I'll be over there after I leave the 0:15:27.360 --> 0:15:30.720 bubber shop. Like straight was like, yeah, be ready to 0:15:30.760 --> 0:15:33.360 take a shower, go do what you gotta do. You 0:15:33.560 --> 0:15:38.240 on the phone on me, you heard everything he was suppressed. Obviously, 0:15:38.440 --> 0:15:42.520 the fucking pussy is that fucking good. You can tell nick. 0:15:42.760 --> 0:15:48.600 I was on the phone, so he came over and 0:15:48.800 --> 0:15:51.680 when I tell you, he got neked so fast. He 0:15:51.840 --> 0:15:53.840 was neked before I even got to turn the TV on. 0:15:54.000 --> 0:15:57.400 The egg like sucking Netflix. We was watching Netflix because 0:15:57.440 --> 0:15:59.560 my son was in the next room, and that right 0:15:59.600 --> 0:16:03.600 there just basically spoke, I'm on the time schedule, hurry up. 0:16:05.120 --> 0:16:08.080 You know he ate the pussy. You know, fuck mouth 0:16:08.240 --> 0:16:11.400 is awesome, Dick is awesome. I'm sorry. You know it 0:16:11.560 --> 0:16:15.240 is what it is. I mean, yeah, I man, you 0:16:15.360 --> 0:16:17.800 know it is what it is. So even though he 0:16:17.960 --> 0:16:22.360 was a soft remnisce bus driver, Dick was hard and 0:16:22.480 --> 0:16:32.000 the mouth was moist, but fuck him. Yo. So after 0:16:32.120 --> 0:16:34.680 we finished, I let go, he let go the mind 0:16:34.760 --> 0:16:37.840 you we're having sex unprotected and shut. He told me 0:16:38.000 --> 0:16:41.160 that they also were having unprotected sex, which is a 0:16:41.240 --> 0:16:44.160 little scary because I'm pretty sure she can get pregnant. 0:16:44.280 --> 0:16:47.040 My tubes just stopped. My uterus is burnt, like damn, 0:16:47.200 --> 0:16:49.560 this shop is closed. Ain't no babies coming out of here. 0:16:49.720 --> 0:16:51.160 But I hope you niggas don't think that I want 0:16:51.160 --> 0:16:52.760 you to shoot up the club because I don't, so 0:16:52.920 --> 0:16:56.880 get it out of your mind. But that is nasty. 0:16:57.640 --> 0:16:59.800 That as nasty as fuck. You are really out here 0:17:00.280 --> 0:17:03.720 having sex with two females unprotected, Like you don't know 0:17:03.800 --> 0:17:05.760 what I got going on? You don't know what the 0:17:05.840 --> 0:17:07.200 funk she doing? Well, I guess he do you know 0:17:07.240 --> 0:17:09.680 what she's doing because she said that he, you know, 0:17:09.800 --> 0:17:14.359 goes through her phone daily. He has her You mean daily, 0:17:14.920 --> 0:17:16.919 I guess, like going on a nightly basis, Like all right, 0:17:17.040 --> 0:17:18.639 let's lay down, let me go through your phone now. 0:17:20.480 --> 0:17:23.480 Because the first of all, him and I don't touch 0:17:23.520 --> 0:17:26.800 each other's phone. So when you called me and I 0:17:26.920 --> 0:17:30.040 was in the bathroom, what was even said? I walked 0:17:30.040 --> 0:17:31.840 in the room. He was like, oh, Jess called you, 0:17:32.040 --> 0:17:34.520 And I'm like, I was calling because but you didn't 0:17:34.560 --> 0:17:36.040 answer the phone. And you told me that he was 0:17:36.119 --> 0:17:38.679 doing his way over there because you wanted to fight him. 0:17:39.640 --> 0:17:42.800 But I'm like, you answered my phone? What did they 0:17:42.800 --> 0:17:44.800 say to you? He just was like, she ain't a 0:17:44.800 --> 0:17:46.159 man from she didna call you when she get out. 0:17:46.359 --> 0:17:48.240 I was like, okay, she already. He was like, oh yeah, 0:17:48.560 --> 0:17:50.760 we're just talking. So I asked, I'm like, why would 0:17:50.760 --> 0:17:53.200 you answer my phone? He said, also it was Jess calling, 0:17:53.280 --> 0:17:57.840 So so the fun two years plus he's never answered 0:17:57.880 --> 0:18:00.520 my phone before. I don't touch is like, I may 0:18:00.600 --> 0:18:02.960 have glimpse just as a as a reaction. You see 0:18:03.080 --> 0:18:05.000 my phone ring, you glimpse like, oh ship, that ain't 0:18:05.040 --> 0:18:06.840 my phone, but you know, you just it's just a 0:18:06.920 --> 0:18:10.960 natural reaction for human beings. And everybody got a sucking iPhone. 0:18:11.040 --> 0:18:13.879 So when the phone laid up is in this around 0:18:13.960 --> 0:18:15.399 other phones, you want to look to see if it 0:18:15.520 --> 0:18:26.720 is yours. Yeah, but anyway, yeah, Nosy didn't motherfucking nos Jr. 0:18:28.720 --> 0:18:32.439 So after became I confronted him. You know, I'm sitting there, 0:18:32.480 --> 0:18:33.600 So I was just like, so, when were you going 0:18:33.640 --> 0:18:35.639 to tell me about her? He was like, what are 0:18:35.680 --> 0:18:37.919 you talking about? Shaye? I said, when were you going 0:18:37.960 --> 0:18:42.000 to tell me about her? After sex? After sex, because 0:18:42.240 --> 0:18:45.359 I definitely wanted to dick one last time, and he 0:18:45.560 --> 0:18:48.160 was like it ain't nobody and blah blah blah blah blah. 0:18:48.359 --> 0:18:50.920 So we still denied. It was lying right in my 0:18:51.040 --> 0:18:54.760 face after sex. This nigga's lying in my face. I'm like, 0:18:54.840 --> 0:18:58.440 all right, cut the bullshit, yo, I already know that 0:18:58.600 --> 0:19:00.720 it's somebody I don't know who is I know that 0:19:00.840 --> 0:19:04.119 you work with her. I just don't know who it is. 0:19:04.240 --> 0:19:05.879 And I don't know how long you're been with each other, 0:19:05.920 --> 0:19:09.600 but I know it's somebody else. So who is she? 0:19:10.040 --> 0:19:11.680 I was on some brandy ship? Who is she to? 0:19:11.800 --> 0:19:16.480 You don't lie to me like but he still was denying. 0:19:17.000 --> 0:19:19.919 It's nobody. It's nobody's nobody. So you know, one thing 0:19:20.040 --> 0:19:22.640 led to another, and he passed out in my room. 0:19:22.680 --> 0:19:24.200 I ain't gonna say why he passed out, but he 0:19:24.240 --> 0:19:27.440 definitely passed out. Oh my god, straight onto the floor. 0:19:28.800 --> 0:19:30.600 And he was holding me hostage in my room. And 0:19:30.680 --> 0:19:33.400 he would not let me leave my room and could 0:19:33.440 --> 0:19:36.000 have left when he passed out. Why then you stay 0:19:36.040 --> 0:19:38.840 right there totil he broke up. It was quick. It 0:19:38.920 --> 0:19:43.840 was a quick faint like what he had my phone 0:19:43.880 --> 0:19:45.960 hostagenari and he would let me ask my phone you 0:19:46.080 --> 0:19:48.679 was knocking at my door? You know. He wouldn't let 0:19:48.680 --> 0:19:50.520 me go to the window to see who was knocking 0:19:50.600 --> 0:19:53.520 at the door anything. He literally begged me. Now we 0:19:53.600 --> 0:19:55.800 got a commercial, and if you click off of this podcast, 0:19:55.880 --> 0:19:59.320 I swear I'm gonna beat your ass. Listen. He sat 0:19:59.400 --> 0:20:01.359 on the bed, got down on one knee. He was like, 0:20:01.400 --> 0:20:03.960 I'm begging you. Can you call the stylists and tell 0:20:04.000 --> 0:20:05.800 her that you were lying? And I'm looking at him, like, 0:20:06.160 --> 0:20:08.560 what the fund do you mean? What do you mean 0:20:08.800 --> 0:20:11.960 tell her that I was lying? Like I sent the receipts. 0:20:12.119 --> 0:20:13.240 He's like, what do you mean with you mean? I 0:20:13.280 --> 0:20:15.679 sent the pictures and videos of what of? What did 0:20:15.720 --> 0:20:18.920 you send the time frame? Does it matter? I said, 0:20:18.920 --> 0:20:20.800 you hurt me? He said, okay, you hurt me too, 0:20:21.119 --> 0:20:23.120 nig I ain't hurt you. Use this a soft ast 0:20:23.200 --> 0:20:25.720 fucking bitch, like, I don't mean hurt you. I'm just 0:20:26.080 --> 0:20:27.920 in the hood. Niggas like use the county nigger that 0:20:28.040 --> 0:20:30.760 rolled the fucking cheese bus back and forth to school, 0:20:30.960 --> 0:20:33.760 and then we dropped the big bus. Yes, he dropped 0:20:33.800 --> 0:20:36.480 the big bus and the bus. Yes, he loved the bus. 0:20:36.920 --> 0:20:38.959 Wheels on the bus go round and round, and then 0:20:39.000 --> 0:20:42.680 you know, like a will too wheels. That's why he 0:20:42.800 --> 0:20:45.600 was behind my wheels because he loved him. This ain't 0:20:45.600 --> 0:20:47.520 got no wheels. But I don't hand no ill feelings 0:20:47.560 --> 0:20:50.240 to her because she whatever don't wheels to be in. 0:20:50.760 --> 0:20:53.280 So he goes. He comes open the door for you, 0:20:54.160 --> 0:20:56.400 just come upstairs. Talking with this fucking white voice. Y'all 0:20:56.400 --> 0:20:58.480 know how she get this white voice on absolutely no 0:20:58.880 --> 0:21:02.120