WEBVTT - Episode 167: The 5 Year Plan (Feat. Riff Raff) 0:00:00.600 --> 0:00:03.600 LIPA. All right, welcome to lip Service. I had to 0:00:03.640 --> 0:00:06.520 put this disclaimer on here first. Now. When we interviewed 0:00:06.600 --> 0:00:10.000 Riff raff ak Jody high Roller, this was last week. 0:00:10.039 --> 0:00:12.520 He had not yet put out the video saying that 0:00:12.560 --> 0:00:14.800 he was being extorted, and there were a lot of 0:00:14.800 --> 0:00:17.240 new things that came out after we did this interview. 0:00:17.560 --> 0:00:20.400 Here's what that video sounded like. I've been keeping a 0:00:20.520 --> 0:00:24.599 secret for the last four years. I've been extorted and 0:00:24.720 --> 0:00:28.320 blackmailed and demanded I give a million dollars cash to 0:00:28.440 --> 0:00:31.640 an escorting agency and to a fake ass lawyer who's 0:00:31.680 --> 0:00:35.919 been running scams, working contingencies upon athletes and high end 0:00:35.960 --> 0:00:38.239 celebrities trying to get money. And I'm not here tell 0:00:38.280 --> 0:00:40.000 you right now, jack you and making get no million 0:00:40.040 --> 0:00:41.800 off of me. And I wanted my friends and family 0:00:41.800 --> 0:00:43.879 to know if anything ever happens to me, make sure 0:00:43.920 --> 0:00:47.040 to take care of my huskies. Refuse to back down 0:00:47.240 --> 0:00:49.800 from your scams. What's up? What's up? Its Lift Service. 0:00:49.800 --> 0:00:53.560 I'm Gig McGuire, I'm glarial, and we got Jody high 0:00:53.600 --> 0:00:59.040 really here with us. D'Antoni do a lot every week 0:00:59.040 --> 0:01:01.959 I get doing the new names and personalities to match 0:01:02.000 --> 0:01:05.480 are just names. Okay, good, I want a cool new name. 0:01:05.800 --> 0:01:08.759 Help me think one by the end? Yeah right, let 0:01:08.760 --> 0:01:11.280 me see, everybody should have a no ain't nobody has you. 0:01:11.640 --> 0:01:16.040 She don't want me to hear her name. I think 0:01:16.040 --> 0:01:19.200 I'm gonna say something. She is say something disrespectful, but 0:01:19.240 --> 0:01:23.200 I got something fies. I was gonna say. Okay, you're 0:01:23.280 --> 0:01:28.080 gonna say something about finger finger licking. You don't always 0:01:28.080 --> 0:01:32.120 think ha ha ha. She's bound for putting her finger 0:01:32.200 --> 0:01:36.920 in people's butts. That's yeah, that would be good. Early. 0:01:37.360 --> 0:01:41.320 You could be the puppet master. I knew earlier. That 0:01:41.680 --> 0:01:44.840 do sound like a cool hits the minute market. That's 0:01:44.880 --> 0:01:47.440 to be a name though, right, that's not good enough. 0:01:48.800 --> 0:01:51.360 Yes see he nailed Dantoni, but you're good at it. 0:01:53.600 --> 0:01:55.320 About the end of the show, he's gonna give me one. 0:01:55.600 --> 0:01:58.440 I got enough dam names. Okay, oh yeah, got a 0:01:58.440 --> 0:02:01.680 lot of names. What's it? I just know your real 0:02:01.760 --> 0:02:06.640 name and your stage name. McGuire then to spend off name. 0:02:06.680 --> 0:02:10.760 My name is Lorial like the makeup. Alright, just angel, 0:02:11.639 --> 0:02:14.800 I know other names that never had another name. I 0:02:14.840 --> 0:02:18.800 had no aliens. If you're nasty and what's all your elias? 0:02:19.560 --> 0:02:21.959 A k A miss show me the money. Okay, that's 0:02:23.040 --> 0:02:26.560 because it's g McGuire, So show me dry Yeah. Yeah, 0:02:27.120 --> 0:02:30.200 did you ever see that movie Jerry McGuire. Yeah, Okay, 0:02:30.280 --> 0:02:34.799 that's what could be he's thinking for her. It could 0:02:34.800 --> 0:02:38.720 be Lavender, Laiale. Nah, you got all the flying names. 0:02:38.720 --> 0:02:41.040 You're gonna give me the girl only one? I like 0:02:41.120 --> 0:02:46.440 the South? Wait today, give this. You've got to get 0:02:46.440 --> 0:02:48.560 to know you better. Yeah, come on, we'll see give 0:02:48.600 --> 0:02:55.560 me two shots? How give me like proceed into it. Now, 0:02:55.639 --> 0:02:58.600 let's talk about this a little bit because you're we're 0:02:58.720 --> 0:03:00.640 thinking about this. Right before you got here, we were 0:03:00.639 --> 0:03:02.920 talking about you and dating because we don't really see 0:03:02.919 --> 0:03:05.680 you with women too often to know like what's going 0:03:05.720 --> 0:03:08.000 on in your life. We do know about one person 0:03:08.040 --> 0:03:15.040 who you dated. His face, he's like, yeah, New York, 0:03:15.160 --> 0:03:21.840 we do know. Why do people say they people would 0:03:21.840 --> 0:03:24.440 save me for that? At first? I was never on Yeah, 0:03:24.760 --> 0:03:30.440 it was gone from Katie Berry. Okay, call that dating? 0:03:31.200 --> 0:03:35.840 What would you call that? Rendezvous? Oh my god, semantics? 0:03:35.960 --> 0:03:39.040 Dating rendezvous? What's the difference? I think dating means like 0:03:39.080 --> 0:03:41.840 you could potentially get a turn to something bigger, Like 0:03:42.240 --> 0:03:44.200 it's like you know what I mean. But sometimes people 0:03:44.240 --> 0:03:46.640 go into something and you know, you ain't even thinking 0:03:46.640 --> 0:03:49.560 about where it's gonna you know what it's gonna end. 0:03:49.560 --> 0:03:52.000 Sometimes but you're just like you're George for the time. 0:03:52.040 --> 0:03:54.920 So it's rendezvous. God, that's a morbid way to date, 0:03:55.240 --> 0:03:58.240 that is, But it's fun though, because you never know, 0:03:58.320 --> 0:04:02.600 because your rendezvous could proceed into into the upper level 0:04:02.600 --> 0:04:04.920 of dating later on. Yes, it's a little you know. 0:04:05.160 --> 0:04:07.880 I feel like guys child is always say that this 0:04:07.960 --> 0:04:10.880 is just for fun, but they don't ever want to 0:04:10.920 --> 0:04:13.200 anticipate that it could be more than that, right, you 0:04:13.240 --> 0:04:14.680 know what I'm saying, Like guys are going to like 0:04:14.720 --> 0:04:16.920 just so you know, I'm not looking for anything serious, 0:04:17.279 --> 0:04:19.240 But then maybe they really are, Like why even say 0:04:19.279 --> 0:04:21.920 that you never know? You never you really don't know. 0:04:22.320 --> 0:04:26.640 I meet personally in the first like see I would 0:04:26.720 --> 0:04:28.680 say in the first time I meet somebody in the 0:04:28.680 --> 0:04:30.279 first like you know they say in the first like 0:04:30.360 --> 0:04:32.160 ten seconds, fifteen seconds. You could be like, you know 0:04:32.200 --> 0:04:34.400 what I mean, but that has it's just the vibe 0:04:34.440 --> 0:04:37.360 of something. But at the same time that I've said 0:04:37.360 --> 0:04:40.000 that before and then something is turned into something else, 0:04:41.040 --> 0:04:43.600 So I don't know what if this is good or bad? Yes, 0:04:43.760 --> 0:04:48.200 something else bad or something good. Then when the things 0:04:48.200 --> 0:04:50.599 gets serious, then you know it can go either way anyway. 0:04:50.600 --> 0:04:55.000 It's like, right, you think you're scared of commitment. I'm 0:04:55.040 --> 0:04:57.080 just I mean, I think it's just in two thousand 0:04:57.040 --> 0:05:02.000 and eighteen, just with social media us and like court 0:05:02.160 --> 0:05:03.960 stuff and like, you know what i mean, Like at 0:05:04.000 --> 0:05:07.840 any time, I just think if you're a quote unquote celebrity, right, 0:05:08.160 --> 0:05:11.640 and then you get with somebody, and if they aren't celebrity, right, 0:05:11.680 --> 0:05:14.080 I can see why people of celebrities both would be 0:05:14.240 --> 0:05:16.520 with each other because they're like, oh, you understand what 0:05:16.560 --> 0:05:20.440 I'm going through life. You understand how I'm around public, 0:05:20.760 --> 0:05:23.479 in the public eye. And at any time somebody could 0:05:23.520 --> 0:05:26.000 be like, you know what, this person did me wrong 0:05:26.160 --> 0:05:29.200 and I feel me as a person, not me. I'm 0:05:29.240 --> 0:05:31.120 just saying. The other person could be like I feel 0:05:31.200 --> 0:05:33.560 like I want to do this and I'm gonna blast 0:05:33.600 --> 0:05:35.200 this on the internet. I'm gonna do this, and then 0:05:35.240 --> 0:05:37.159 all the blogs are gonna run to that, right because 0:05:37.160 --> 0:05:39.560 it's it's bad news. Bad news travels fast, it's you 0:05:39.560 --> 0:05:43.280 know what I mean, So that that that becomes an 0:05:43.279 --> 0:05:45.640 element in getting to a relationship, Like wait, is this 0:05:45.680 --> 0:05:49.680 person crazy. You gotta get to know the longer. Trust me, 0:05:49.760 --> 0:05:52.880 I don't. It's not no, it's it's from experience. Things 0:05:52.880 --> 0:05:55.880 I'm talking about are not just hypothetical and I'm not 0:05:55.960 --> 0:05:58.040 just crazy, but you know what I feel like like 0:05:58.120 --> 0:06:00.279 a check like so do you think? But it's like 0:06:00.360 --> 0:06:03.520 your personality and the persona you give off. It's kind 0:06:03.520 --> 0:06:06.080 of like a crazy wild they're finding that. People are like, 0:06:06.160 --> 0:06:08.280 oh he liked crazy cool? What does that happen to do? 0:06:08.320 --> 0:06:10.280 What they have to do with being psycho though? You know, 0:06:10.920 --> 0:06:13.240 but I don't do psycho things to people. You know, 0:06:13.560 --> 0:06:16.279 I'm not malicious, but there is some relicious people. So 0:06:16.320 --> 0:06:19.200 once they and then also with girls, you have to, like, 0:06:19.279 --> 0:06:21.400 you know, get you have to. I think you should 0:06:21.440 --> 0:06:24.839 get to know somebody for five years before let them 0:06:24.920 --> 0:06:27.760 go do whatever they want. I do whatever I want whatever. 0:06:27.880 --> 0:06:30.719 And if after five years and we still like you, 0:06:31.000 --> 0:06:33.000 we want to be more serious and we date, that 0:06:33.400 --> 0:06:35.200 then cool. I think you should know some like five 0:06:35.240 --> 0:06:37.239 years before you even get into dating. That's a random 0:06:37.240 --> 0:06:39.720 amount of time because you know why, I'm just That's 0:06:39.720 --> 0:06:42.600 why I'm throwing that number. He's saying that. But if 0:06:42.640 --> 0:06:44.680 you don't get me wrong. It ain't. I'm not saying 0:06:44.680 --> 0:06:46.880 that that's a formula. How do you you could meet 0:06:46.880 --> 0:06:49.800 somebody to jump right into a relationship and then maybe 0:06:49.800 --> 0:06:52.080 you'll get married, maybe a year from now you have 0:06:52.120 --> 0:06:54.400 a kid, kid, or maybe a year after y'all get married, 0:06:54.640 --> 0:06:57.919 and then um, she fissed for the wars and then uh, 0:06:58.400 --> 0:07:01.000 you're in court dealing with that. Don't know because you 0:07:01.000 --> 0:07:03.560 don't know what the person you're dealing with. That's why. 0:07:03.640 --> 0:07:05.400 That's just me, that's my person. I'm not saying this 0:07:05.440 --> 0:07:09.760 is the way the world should think. Yeah, and like 0:07:10.000 --> 0:07:13.920 most of my friends don't have kids and haven't been married, 0:07:14.640 --> 0:07:17.600 not saying that that's the that's just like a formula. 0:07:18.040 --> 0:07:21.160 Like you know, it's just like you know, what if 0:07:21.200 --> 0:07:23.200 your friends had kids, are I'm married, you probably would 0:07:23.200 --> 0:07:25.400 want I think so too. I'm mind myself a lot 0:07:25.400 --> 0:07:28.080 though I don't think that either because I'm because I 0:07:28.120 --> 0:07:32.640 haven't found like that perfect situation of scenario. You know 0:07:32.640 --> 0:07:35.320 what I mean to me, a perfect situation? Do you do? 0:07:35.320 --> 0:07:38.040 You know Dambo's in this Yes, the guy that's the 0:07:38.680 --> 0:07:44.120 like rich guy that's so I mean, he put around 0:07:44.120 --> 0:07:46.120 all the time, right, But it's not that but he doesn't. 0:07:46.160 --> 0:07:48.800 But he doesn't have It's not every girl's his girlfriend. No, 0:07:49.200 --> 0:07:52.960 it's like, yeah, there's like it's not really actual wives, 0:07:53.000 --> 0:07:55.920 but sister wives. So the girls get along. I think. 0:07:56.600 --> 0:07:58.920 I think if if if girl a girl can't get 0:07:58.920 --> 0:08:01.000 along with other girls, there's gonna be big problems. That's 0:08:01.320 --> 0:08:03.320 for me, you know why, because I'm around girls all 0:08:03.320 --> 0:08:05.680 the time just in general. So if I have to 0:08:05.720 --> 0:08:10.320 worry about also making you happy and being me what 0:08:10.440 --> 0:08:13.120 you already know, I'm just already me. So I'm around 0:08:13.200 --> 0:08:16.200 people with men, women or whatever. But being cool with 0:08:16.240 --> 0:08:18.440 other girls? Is that just being cool? Like oh he 0:08:18.480 --> 0:08:27.280 wants Yeah. But at the same time, I could be 0:08:27.320 --> 0:08:30.840 in a you know, actual relationship relationship if it got 0:08:30.840 --> 0:08:32.640 to that level. But then it goes for me, it 0:08:32.679 --> 0:08:38.200 goes back to the now and the girl doesn't got 0:08:38.240 --> 0:08:45.839 to It's not even just that, it's more it has 0:08:45.880 --> 0:08:48.480 to be their camp is like like a relationships like 0:08:48.559 --> 0:08:50.760 car and I'm stepping on the gas. I do not 0:08:50.840 --> 0:08:54.040 touch the break what I'm saying, so I'll you know 0:08:54.040 --> 0:08:56.360 what I mean. So if she's tempting the break already early, 0:08:56.840 --> 0:08:58.760 like this is gonna be a problem somewhere along line 0:08:59.040 --> 0:09:01.080 some of the type of stre factor in this. Well, 0:09:01.080 --> 0:09:02.600 that's a selfish way of thinking. But I don't have 0:09:02.600 --> 0:09:04.360 time to think about other people right now. So what 0:09:04.440 --> 0:09:07.160 about like because I thought about this, what what guys 0:09:07.200 --> 0:09:10.720 I've talked about this before. Is there a difference between 0:09:10.800 --> 0:09:13.360 like a woman that's letting you run all over her 0:09:13.720 --> 0:09:15.920 and a woman that's just down with what you're doing, 0:09:16.760 --> 0:09:18.520 how you're looking at it, and then that's a girl 0:09:18.559 --> 0:09:21.880 who says runs all over you. Then I'll just stop 0:09:21.920 --> 0:09:24.160 the relationship right there and be like, Okay, we need 0:09:24.200 --> 0:09:25.680 to get to know each other five years so you 0:09:25.679 --> 0:09:27.360 can see how move and operate, because you might not 0:09:27.360 --> 0:09:31.240 even want to be my friend, right Damn. Back to 0:09:31.280 --> 0:09:33.440 the original question, though, you think that you're a little 0:09:33.440 --> 0:09:36.680 scared of commitment. Now, I'm scared of the repercussions of 0:09:36.960 --> 0:09:39.319 getting into a bad relationship that you don't know how 0:09:39.320 --> 0:09:41.520 bad it is until you're actually there, into that situation 0:09:41.520 --> 0:09:45.200 where you're living with a person and then somebody's throwing 0:09:45.200 --> 0:09:52.560 a fucking glass face experience. And I'm lucky to have 0:09:52.760 --> 0:10:01.679 dodged a bullett. Your longest relationship not probably maybe maybe 0:10:01.679 --> 0:10:04.600 a year a year, So I guess the five year 0:10:04.679 --> 0:10:07.920 thing and never get tested out right, But but but 0:10:07.920 --> 0:10:10.480 but hold on. Now there's girls who have who I've 0:10:10.559 --> 0:10:15.000 known and we still interact. No, not even she's living 0:10:15.000 --> 0:10:17.160 her life. I'm living whoever. But you know what I'm saying. 0:10:17.160 --> 0:10:18.680 But it's like who I've known for five years and 0:10:18.679 --> 0:10:21.960 we're still friends. And that's a good start. That's a 0:10:22.000 --> 0:10:24.079 good start, and and and you know what I mean. 0:10:24.280 --> 0:10:26.880 But I maybe I didn't step on the gas in 0:10:26.960 --> 0:10:29.920 that direction of like being with her, but it's good 0:10:29.920 --> 0:10:31.560 to be able to go with the flow of things. 0:10:31.600 --> 0:10:33.800 And when we see each other like where you're like 0:10:34.160 --> 0:10:36.880 slowly get to know each other. Because there's people who 0:10:36.920 --> 0:10:40.720 are you know, there's people are in college studying to 0:10:40.720 --> 0:10:43.400 be whatever you know I mean, There's people are doing 0:10:43.440 --> 0:10:45.760 things in their career and traveling, you know what I 0:10:45.760 --> 0:10:48.920 mean besides me, So I wouldn't want to hold somebody back. 0:10:48.920 --> 0:10:50.560 I want you to be as best as you could be. 0:10:50.800 --> 0:10:53.760 You have a vision your head, good hit me whenever 0:10:53.880 --> 0:10:56.080 you know, whenever you need me, call me whenever. You 0:10:56.120 --> 0:10:58.000 know what I mean. And you're doing everything to build 0:10:58.040 --> 0:11:00.720 yourself to where you want to be. And then who knows, 0:11:00.800 --> 0:11:03.360 maybe we're maybe four or five years from now, and 0:11:03.400 --> 0:11:06.080 I was a a tenure into knowing each other, and they 0:11:06.120 --> 0:11:08.200 were like, maybe we should hang out more and more 0:11:08.280 --> 0:11:10.120 right now. And you know what, I don't even really 0:11:10.160 --> 0:11:12.200 like all that stuff I was talking about five years ago. 0:11:12.240 --> 0:11:14.160 I was I don't not even into that anymore. That's 0:11:14.320 --> 0:11:16.520 I'm lazy. Now let's let's just go let's go on 0:11:17.280 --> 0:11:19.360 and let's and then let's let's maybe try to You 0:11:19.440 --> 0:11:21.280 got your place, I got mine. Maybe we try to 0:11:21.280 --> 0:11:25.720 get a condo in uh Charlotte or something or sucking Vermont, 0:11:25.760 --> 0:11:27.400 and we we try it out. We get a six 0:11:27.440 --> 0:11:35.600 months leave and see how we let's sit But if 0:11:35.640 --> 0:11:37.719 she but but the reason that we even got to 0:11:37.760 --> 0:11:39.839 five years because she didn't touch on them. But I 0:11:39.880 --> 0:11:42.200 haven't got into that close. You gotta live with somebody, 0:11:44.440 --> 0:11:46.200 you know. I mean, but I wouldn't say give up 0:11:46.240 --> 0:11:48.800 what you got. Everybody should have. Whoopi Goldberg said something 0:11:48.880 --> 0:11:50.480 the other day. They were like, they asked her, what 0:11:50.640 --> 0:11:53.439 do you um? What do you feel? Our Mayorge? And 0:11:53.559 --> 0:11:55.760 she's like, I don't want nobody else living in my house? 0:11:57.679 --> 0:12:01.559 Like that sent me talking about that. So it's like 0:12:01.679 --> 0:12:03.679 you can have, like I think everybody should have their 0:12:03.760 --> 0:12:07.440 own dwelling domain where they can get away from I need. 0:12:07.679 --> 0:12:09.439 I need a break. It's not just a break few. 0:12:09.720 --> 0:12:11.959 I need a break from the world in general. I 0:12:12.000 --> 0:12:14.600 don't always like to talk. I wanted to be around 0:12:15.240 --> 0:12:20.480 for our own apartments. Imagine that dwelling domain side more 0:12:20.520 --> 0:12:23.120 than one right to do so. But let me ask 0:12:23.160 --> 0:12:24.360 you this. Do you think that you could be with 0:12:24.400 --> 0:12:26.559 somebody and say you're doing this five year thing that's 0:12:26.640 --> 0:12:28.960 in theory, right, because she talked to you about other 0:12:29.000 --> 0:12:32.920 guys that she's dating. That's none of my business. Are friends, 0:12:32.960 --> 0:12:36.160 that's not exactly but but but my friends, I don't 0:12:36.160 --> 0:12:38.800 even talk about them about their relationship. I don't want 0:12:38.800 --> 0:12:41.640 to talk about none of that you're having. But if 0:12:41.679 --> 0:12:43.559 you if you're having a problem or something you're really 0:12:43.600 --> 0:12:45.880 stressed out, I'll talk to you maybe one or two times. 0:12:45.920 --> 0:12:48.000 But I don't want that dwelling on my mind. My 0:12:48.080 --> 0:12:54.120 mind is like a file cabinet, right, There's somebody people 0:12:54.160 --> 0:12:57.000 tell me and I don't remember. I do not remember 0:12:57.040 --> 0:12:58.959 what we were talking about because it wasn't important in 0:12:59.000 --> 0:13:01.160 my brain. I mean, it's not that I don't care. 0:13:01.240 --> 0:13:03.199 I care about you in general, and I hate to 0:13:03.200 --> 0:13:05.439 see you like this and stressed out and like just 0:13:05.760 --> 0:13:07.520 just you know, I mean stressed out, but that I 0:13:07.640 --> 0:13:09.640 can't have that energy and stressed around me because I'm 0:13:09.640 --> 0:13:12.400 already stressed out and have anxiety about certain thation. You 0:13:12.440 --> 0:13:16.000 know what I mean? Are you a jealous person? If 0:13:16.040 --> 0:13:19.280 I don't like something about something, I'm instead of arguing 0:13:19.280 --> 0:13:20.679 with you and giving you more of my ergy, I'm 0:13:20.679 --> 0:13:23.600 gonna be like, let's stop right here. I need I need, 0:13:24.000 --> 0:13:26.319 I need a break, I need some space. Like I 0:13:26.360 --> 0:13:28.200 don't even want to talk about it. If we're starting 0:13:28.240 --> 0:13:31.600 to clash or somebody's or you're telling me about somebody, 0:13:31.600 --> 0:13:33.760 I don't want to hear about it. It's none of 0:13:33.800 --> 0:13:35.679 my business talk to one of your girlfriend's about that, 0:13:36.280 --> 0:13:38.840 you know what I mean? If it's about it, if 0:13:39.040 --> 0:13:41.400 it's a girl telling me about some other guys, I 0:13:41.440 --> 0:13:43.559 don't hear about. I don't need to talk to about 0:13:43.679 --> 0:13:45.760 about girls like you don't talk to any of your 0:13:45.840 --> 0:13:49.040 homies or anything like of course, you know what I mean. 0:13:49.320 --> 0:13:51.959 Like I just suit, I don't even talk about that. 0:13:52.960 --> 0:13:56.199 I'm not even like vulgar like that people. I'm not 0:13:56.320 --> 0:14:01.440 like that's you. You know what, everybody can talk about 0:14:01.440 --> 0:14:04.439 they want, but I just don't. I just don't partake 0:14:04.480 --> 0:14:06.839 in those type of conversations. I will if I'm having 0:14:06.880 --> 0:14:09.480 a situation where I'm like stressed out about something, I'll 0:14:09.480 --> 0:14:11.360 talk to one of one of my certain friends, you 0:14:11.400 --> 0:14:13.040 know what I mean. But I don't just talk to them, glad, 0:14:13.200 --> 0:14:16.080 just talk to everybody that there's somebody. There's friends who 0:14:16.120 --> 0:14:19.400 I've grown attached to over the years, and like we 0:14:19.520 --> 0:14:23.280 just see eye on how things should be. And then 0:14:23.280 --> 0:14:25.440 so what I'm saying things like this, then they'll kind 0:14:25.440 --> 0:14:28.640 of not put me back on track, but like say 0:14:28.680 --> 0:14:30.800 how they would do things as really and be like, yeah, 0:14:30.880 --> 0:14:32.400 you're right, that's how I would do and that's how 0:14:32.440 --> 0:14:33.960 I should do things. You know, I'm just gonna take 0:14:33.960 --> 0:14:36.480 a break and really think this out sometimes setting back 0:14:36.520 --> 0:14:40.000 from the situation and like reevaluating it of how you 0:14:40.120 --> 0:14:42.040 want this to be. What do eople want the end 0:14:42.080 --> 0:14:43.880 the result to be. And it's gonna be that much. 0:14:43.880 --> 0:14:45.680 It's gonna be too much work and too much stress 0:14:45.760 --> 0:14:47.560 to get there. And even if you get there and 0:14:47.600 --> 0:14:49.160 get the other person to be how you want them 0:14:49.160 --> 0:14:51.160 to be, is that is it really gonna actually be there? 0:14:51.720 --> 0:14:54.160 Or is that you just them putting a band and 0:14:54.360 --> 0:14:55.600 putting a band in on it, and then when they 0:14:55.640 --> 0:14:57.960 were a ray from you, then they're like they take 0:14:58.000 --> 0:15:00.640 the mask off. I don't even I don't like this, 0:15:00.760 --> 0:15:01.920 but all right, I'll do it for him because I 0:15:01.920 --> 0:15:03.040 want to be with him. No, no, I don't want 0:15:03.040 --> 0:15:05.600 you to be like that up with my boyfriend talking. 0:15:05.920 --> 0:15:07.960 I want it should be like water. It should be 0:15:08.000 --> 0:15:11.160 like two things, like it should be easy, it should 0:15:11.160 --> 0:15:13.280 be simple. You should be coming with me with ideas, 0:15:14.120 --> 0:15:16.360 you know what I'm saying, like not trying to make 0:15:16.400 --> 0:15:19.280 me happy, Like, don't try to make me happy, although 0:15:19.280 --> 0:15:21.560 I think that's a natural thing to do, like you 0:15:21.680 --> 0:15:25.360 try but then but then, but then whatever you like 0:15:25.520 --> 0:15:34.520 to dover but is clean your I tried to making 0:15:34.600 --> 0:15:37.120 that as dirty and then I can't make it dirty. Service. 0:15:38.280 --> 0:15:42.000 So the friends that you do, yeah, let's go, he said. 0:15:42.040 --> 0:15:47.280 Two shots are really so like the friend you really 0:15:47.320 --> 0:15:50.400 go towards that you lean towards, that is like you. 0:15:50.640 --> 0:15:52.600 And sometimes I feel like when you say your problem 0:15:52.680 --> 0:15:54.760 how loud, you figure it out on your own, you know, 0:15:54.880 --> 0:15:57.360 because you hear it. Yeah, and you're like, I just 0:15:57.760 --> 0:15:59.680 it is you just explained for yourself. But then you 0:16:00.080 --> 0:16:01.680 you tell it then, but after you said that, then 0:16:01.680 --> 0:16:03.640 you go back into your emotions, and that's where your emotions, 0:16:03.720 --> 0:16:05.680 your heart is in it, and you don't always say 0:16:05.800 --> 0:16:08.920 that you aren't spilling all that to the person, Like no, 0:16:09.120 --> 0:16:11.440 but this person, there's a certain feeling I have. You 0:16:11.480 --> 0:16:16.440 don't say all that. Yeah, for sure, But I think 0:16:16.480 --> 0:16:19.080 I've given my heart away already. Like I think each 0:16:19.080 --> 0:16:22.080 time you give away your heart and you kind of regain, 0:16:22.160 --> 0:16:24.000 it regrows, you know what I mean. But I'm not 0:16:24.080 --> 0:16:27.240 saying that I could never be heartbroken again. I think 0:16:27.240 --> 0:16:29.560 you just have to being such crazy like deep love 0:16:29.640 --> 0:16:32.600 and that you gave yourself away so much that you 0:16:32.720 --> 0:16:35.600 got your guard up to the point I think my 0:16:35.720 --> 0:16:39.080 brain and my heart subliminately like did it theirselves. Like 0:16:39.240 --> 0:16:41.200 it's like we've already been through this. We've already been 0:16:41.200 --> 0:16:42.680 to this, we already know what's gonna have, Like all right, 0:16:43.000 --> 0:16:45.800 it's not that, but if if the right person came 0:16:46.080 --> 0:16:49.520 along with the right scenario situation, I would who knows, 0:16:49.720 --> 0:16:53.560 it's like a person that could kind of like it 0:16:53.600 --> 0:16:56.000 can't be. It's not just a person. It has to 0:16:56.080 --> 0:17:00.800 be that initial spark from the start. That's chemistry. Boom. 0:17:01.720 --> 0:17:03.480 You know, I think that the perception people have of 0:17:03.560 --> 0:17:05.600 you before they need to is different than who you are. 0:17:05.880 --> 0:17:07.200 I don't like a lot of people to meet me, 0:17:08.280 --> 0:17:10.040 you know what I mean, because I don't like me 0:17:10.160 --> 0:17:11.600 opening up and talk to you like, I'm not gonna 0:17:11.720 --> 0:17:14.200 have this conversation with people on the street. I'm hoodie 0:17:14.320 --> 0:17:16.640 up and walk with my friends would go like, I'm 0:17:16.680 --> 0:17:18.720 not you know what I mean, I'm not. I don't 0:17:18.720 --> 0:17:20.560 have the energy and like to do. But I think 0:17:20.640 --> 0:17:23.760 it's cool because I honestly, if it was like three 0:17:23.840 --> 0:17:26.960 guys y'all, I wouldn't even wouldn't I wouldn't just be 0:17:27.320 --> 0:17:28.760 feeling like that, you know what I mean? But you 0:17:28.760 --> 0:17:31.719 don't feel like people judge you. I don't care they 0:17:32.760 --> 0:17:36.560 they I think that I care to an extent because 0:17:36.600 --> 0:17:39.239 of like a fan, like my actual fans who were 0:17:39.280 --> 0:17:41.520 so like if somebody's like a Ded Kaid like follower 0:17:41.600 --> 0:17:43.639 or something like the follow years and they say then 0:17:43.640 --> 0:17:47.280 they comment on something like say something like what like? 0:17:47.400 --> 0:17:48.960 But then at the same time, if you aren't on 0:17:49.000 --> 0:17:51.840 the same path and mental path like and if you 0:17:52.720 --> 0:17:55.280 don't care or care too much about certain little things 0:17:55.520 --> 0:17:59.240 that that could be you as a person changing into 0:17:59.320 --> 0:18:02.040 something that we are on the same path. Everybody's different, right, 0:18:02.480 --> 0:18:04.440 you know what I'm saying. So it's like people go 0:18:04.520 --> 0:18:07.320 through certain things in their life. That's sometimes when I'm 0:18:07.320 --> 0:18:10.480 so piste off, I don't even want to listen to music, 0:18:10.920 --> 0:18:13.200 so like even if my favorite song doesn't sound good 0:18:13.240 --> 0:18:16.000 to me. So when people are saying judgment of things 0:18:16.040 --> 0:18:18.600 and mad things, to think about the time and energy 0:18:18.600 --> 0:18:21.040 it takes to go on somebody page, watch watch something 0:18:21.200 --> 0:18:24.119 just for instance, this Instagram watch the whole video and 0:18:24.160 --> 0:18:28.360 then comments long as paragraph, how much do you how 0:18:28.440 --> 0:18:30.760 happy are you really with your life? Now? Think about this? 0:18:30.800 --> 0:18:32.359 If you won the lottery, right you want a lot 0:18:32.400 --> 0:18:33.920 to give you a million dollars? Would you even be 0:18:34.119 --> 0:18:37.200 near your phone? If you worry be what ordering some 0:18:37.280 --> 0:18:40.040 ship online? And clothing I'm saying, so if you're winning, 0:18:40.080 --> 0:18:42.480 you are not You are not even looking at the 0:18:42.560 --> 0:18:45.000 next lane. Yeah, I don't say. I've never seen open 0:18:45.080 --> 0:18:48.000 leave like a nasty comment. She doesn't have time, she's 0:18:48.040 --> 0:18:51.760 too busy, she's too busy buying cars for people. Imagine 0:18:51.760 --> 0:18:54.080 if Beyonce went on somebody's page and was like bits 0:18:54.119 --> 0:18:59.560 you wack comments to people. I wouldn't say she goes 0:18:59.600 --> 0:19:05.080 in troll them, but she rehow because I was fond too. 0:19:05.280 --> 0:19:07.920 I'll wait for someone to say, like say something, yeah, 0:19:08.119 --> 0:19:11.680 and then I'll just like just grow ros. But it's 0:19:11.680 --> 0:19:14.720 in a funny way though I'm not like I hate 0:19:14.720 --> 0:19:17.480 you now. It's like I'll just you know, it's like 0:19:17.840 --> 0:19:22.119 roast them, like some right around angry like fuck you 0:19:22.400 --> 0:19:24.640 don't but I know they're mad. And but then here's 0:19:24.640 --> 0:19:28.040 the other thing that where I understood, like the trolling part, 0:19:28.080 --> 0:19:30.920 because then they'll say something and then I'll say some 0:19:31.359 --> 0:19:34.640 shipped back like roast them, and then they'll respond back 0:19:34.720 --> 0:19:38.719 and like laughing at me back ye like a now, 0:19:38.960 --> 0:19:40.800 and I'll probably follow him or some ship. But you 0:19:40.840 --> 0:19:43.360 know what else is true is that sometimes people could 0:19:43.400 --> 0:19:45.000 hit you, like could be a thousand people like, oh 0:19:45.080 --> 0:19:47.600 my god, I love your new album and you don't 0:19:47.640 --> 0:19:50.879 respond to any of that. But somebody sometimes though, because 0:19:50.920 --> 0:19:54.680 sometimes it's be one comment. I'm just saying generally, I 0:19:54.760 --> 0:19:57.040 mean that one comment that somebody says that's rude, and 0:19:57.080 --> 0:19:59.360